Fubar Blog Posts 4

Roy Miller
So, I just got a phone call from some guy that says his name is Roy Miller from the United States Government. He was trying to tell me that Fed-Ex is going to bring me a package with $4,160 in it. Not a check..pure hard cash. I am to leave the Fed-Ex driver at my house and go get a money order for $145. I was then to give the money order to the Fed-Ex driver so I could keep this money. And to make things even more clear, I was to use the same money from the "box of money". Since when does the government send people boxes of money? Since when do Fed-Ex drivers wait at a person's house? Also how did this guy get my address? The guy said it would be here within 2 hours. I guess I'll be waiting. I'd probably shit myself if Fed-Ex came here. No, I'm not stupid enough to believe this shit. You should call the number and see if you can figure out what the guy is saying? 1-202-657-6759

You All Really Need To Read This
“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. T

Confusion
I love you, but now im not so sure, we have a second chance before us, and now I doubt that our fairy tale will come true. So many say we are perfect together, and yet they know not the truth, how badly I long to truly be yours, feel your arms around me at night, yet now it seems as though, its been nothing but a dream. Your all I ever wanted, but now I have to ask, am I all you truly have ever wanted as well?

Achievement Clarification And Information..feel Free To Share..
..more on this achievement situation. First read Scrapper's blog then come back. Here's Scrapper's blog below: http://www.fubar.com/new-achievement-tips-running-back-to-back-bling/b328015-1171646 Let me make some FuSense out of it for you. If you want to get the Cherry Bombdigity Achievement. You run the cherrybomb blings back to back. DO NOT RUN ANYTHING ELSE EITHER IN BETWEEN THE FOUR CHERRYBOMBS OR WITH THEM YOU WILL NOT GET THE ACHIEVEMENT!! With that being said, it doesnt mean you have to run it IMMEDIATELY after it, you can take a day break, week or whatever, as long as you DO NOT RUN ANYTHING IN BETWEEN OR WITH THEM!! Please reread that if you need any clarification. Same goes for the Rockstar Achievement, the Look At Me. See above SAME THING APPLIES!! With the Rockstar, it's only three in a row. No, it's not a conspiracy. No one's out to rob you. Fubar is a game and there's always tricks to said game. Well, consider this your free tip of the day, although

Last Day
Without intervention by outside agency, Sunday would appear to be my last day here for quite some time. I may not return. I will if I am able, it is the able part that concerns me. Who knows maybe I'll hit the lottery, guess I should buy a ticket huh? * I may add more if I feel like it later * Thanks again to everyone, you have been great.

Come Hang Out With Me At All-con!
This weekend (March 16-18) I will be at All-con in Addison. On Friday I will be modeling Harley Quinn (from Batman Arkham City). Saturday I'll be Idris/human TARDIS from the Doctor Who episode "the Doctor's wife" and then probably changing into something more comfy later on. On Sunday I'll be Babydoll from Sucker Punch. I love meeting new people so if you'll be there feel free to say hello! :) And if you're a photographer and want me to model in my outfits please let me know! http://www.all-con.org

No Shit!
Man posts letters into a dog poo disposal box for two years This short-sighted 91-year-old man has been posting his letters into a dog poo disposal box for two years. Only when a passer-by tapped him on the shoulder and pointed at his mistake, the man realised what he was doing wrong. The man thought he was posting his letters into a Post Office box. Admittedly, a dog poo box may look similar to a Post Office box in the eyes of an old short-sighted man.

Drowning
turmoil consumes my mind like water flooding my lungs i sink down to the place of no return decisions made one foot in the grave can't undo what's been done icy watery grave free my mind leave my pain behind this is the end of my story death takes his glory

First Responder
On my EMT homework there was a hypothetical situation question that went like this: You arrive on scene and there is a 22 year old female college student who is reporting pain in her abdomen. What is the first step you would take? Then it was multiple guess for the answers. A couple of them were way out there, so I knew they weren't right, but there were two that I couldnt decide: Ask the patient if she has pain anywhere else. Conduct a rapid full physical exam. I chose the latter, I mean it's rapid and all. Turns out they were looking for #1. I questioned it of my instructor, but he agreed with that so I responded: "Well it goes against all my training not to check out a 22 year old female college student" Most of the class laughed. I don't think the two 20-22 yr old college girls in front of me did.

I Swear This Crap Just Comes To Me Lol
When I look at my vagina, I can't help but say. Hmmm, what can I do to you today? Ooh I know I know, I'll try this. While praying to God, that it fits. You can do this girl, I say to myself. While grabbing my wine, from off the shelf. Alcohol isn't always, the cure. But consuming it this way, will work for sure. Ooh it's smooth, and cold to the touch. Try harder girl, you're thinking too much. Open your lips, nice and wide. Soak in the taste, from the inside. You guys may think I'm bad, but you're mind is in the wrong place. Because the wine is touching, the lips on my face. Shame on you guys, I say. For thinking I'd behave, in such a way. Although, that would make, for one hell of a show. After all this is me we're talking about, so you never quite know.

Used
The feeling of his cock sliding down the back of her throat sent shivers throughout her body. She had given herself to him and knew the first night would be like this. His hand held her head still as he worked in and out of her mouth. This had ceased to be a blow job and had turned into him fucking her lips a while ago. As commanded, her own fingers slipped in and out of her tight pussy, her thumb rubbing her clit at the same time. She had prepared exactly how he had said, pigtails, ruby red lip stick and heels, nothing else. The wait til he had arrived seemed forever. She had been on her knees, leaning back, butt on her heels waiting for him, hands behind her back. When he had finally stepped through the door she almost fell over, the excitement having finally gotten to her. The first night was to be his, any way he had wanted. He had simply said, "I'm going to use you.". What shocked her more was the lack of disgust she had, she was a good girl, had always dated nice boys, yet she fo

A Fat Lying Whore Keegster8
THERE IS A LADY ON HERE NAMED KEEPGSTER8.WHOS IS WRITING BLOGS ON ME AND LYING HER ASS OFF. I BLOCKED THIS LADY. SHE SENT ME MESSAGES STATING SHE WANTED A REAL MAN WITH A NICE COCK TO FUCK HER IN THE ASS DAILY, I TOLD HER NO WAY, SHES TOO BIG AND NOT MY TYPE. SHE THEN TOLD ME SHE NEEDED ME CAUSE HER MAN THE MAN HES CALLED HAS A 3 INCH DICK... I STILL TOLD HER NO SO SHE DELETED ME AND IS NOW BASHING ME ON HERE. SO IF U SEE HER. SHE GOES BY (KEEGSTER8) GO FUCK WITH HER. SHES A LYING ASS WHORE LOSER. WHO CANT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER. SHE IS DISCUSTING AND GROSS AND NASTY....... EW........ YOU SEE THIS LADY ALL. SLAP HER ASS IN THE FACE AND TELL HER THE STALLION SENT YOU.

I "posted A Spring Flowers Pic A Few Days Ago And Found This Poem That I Wanted To Share With Someone Special Here, But, Wait, You're All Spec
The Daffodils William Wordsworth 1750-1820 I wandered lonely as a cloud that floats on high o'er vales and hills, when all at once I saw a crowd, a host, of golden daffodils; beside the lake, beneath the trees, fluttering and dancing in the breeze. Continuous as the stars that shine and twinkle on the Milky Way, they stretched in never-ending line along the margin of a bay: Ten thousand saw I at a glance, tossing their heads in sprightly dance. The waves beside them danced; but they outdid the sparkling waves in glee: A poet could not but be gay, in such jocund company: I gazed-- and gazed-- but little thought what wealth the show to me had brought. For oft, when on my couch I lie in vacant or in pensive mood, they flash upon that inward eye which is the bliss of solitude: And then my heart with pleasure fills, and dances with the daffodils.

I Wish
i wish i could show wish someone could see all this pain locked inside of me it screams for release for tears to flow but i dont know how to let them go i wish i could find peace in my heart but to many pieces have been ripped apart i wait for the darkness to come and play wish for the shadows to take me away.......... outlaw angel

Question For Any Guy To Answer; Please Be Honest.
if you had a girl that you have put thru hell for just about two years, broke up with her three times, but you still love her and you know she loves you, and she gives you anything and everything you want; let's you do basically whatever the fuck you want; will let you leave her at your house by herself for hours, while you're out with your friends dickin around; basically a girl that gives you her world, and doesn't expect it all back, would you try to get with some other slut even though you promised the girl that loves you, that you just wanted to be "solo" and weren't gonna talk to/get with another girl? honestly, which would you rather have? a girl that loves you, or some dumb slut? not to mention that the girl that gives you everything, is okay with being just your "lover" when you two are broken up over&over again.

Had Your Pictures Stolen And Posted? Read Here For Information....
There's also been a thread started for those effected from here with this link: http://www.avvo.com/legal-answers/can-you-remove-unauthorized-copied-pictures-from-a-687825.html?published=true Thanks Candi Machine! Hopefully this will answer some of your lingering questions as we narrow down on the bastards that did this. Stay tuned...

Done With You
Done with you, Don't call me don't come here and tell me you love me want to be with me. I feel my heart of hate falling from the sky of sadness. You tell me things you are not happy with the one your with. You have a wife now. Stay away from me I do not want to here your lies. You run away in the night make me think that you still love me. Find my way back do my life with out you. Time as pass in the night as it falls in the dark with tears of madness. You are no man to me. I will not think of you. Stars on my face shine of sweet love not thinking of the pass not looking back don't worry I"ll find my way back in a new love falling from the sky of this madness. Face what comes to me with all I see in this madness of love. I may be hurt, My heart may be gone in a box I won't let you in. Done with you

Fml
I'm in my 20s and still haven't achieved much in life. The only job I can maintain is that of a frycook at a local restaurant. I'd get another job, but this is a small town so there are few jobs available and I'd drive out further to expand my horizons, but I've failed every driving test I've ever taken. The only other guy I work with hates my guts and I'm in love with this southern bell who's really smart and athletic, but I'm so deep in the "friendship territory" that it's not funny. My only other friend is mentally challenged which is probably why he can put up with my social awkwardness. On top of all that, I live in a pineapple under the sea. FML!!!

Here's How It Goes
On the first day God created the dog. God said, "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. I will give you a life span of twenty years." The dog said, "That's too long to be barking. Give me ten years and I'll give you back the other ten." So God agreed. On the second day God created the monkey. God said, "Entertain people, do monkey tricks and make them laugh. I'll give you a twenty-year life span." The monkey said, "Monkey tricks for twenty years? I don't think so. Dog gave you back ten, so that's what I'll do too, okay?" And God agreed. On the third day God created the cow. "You must go to the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under the sun, have calves, and give milk to support the farmer. I will give you a life span of sixty years." The cow said, "That's kind of a tough life you want me to live for sixty years. Let me have twenty and I'll give back the other forty." And God agreed again. On the fourth day G

Stupid Encounter #86
SB message of the day.......... this is getting so old........... DR PASSION...: LOOKING FOR 1 CREDIT I WILL SF YOU FOR 1 CREDIT.. Desprete Much? It takes 2 credits to send 1 credit and for a shitface? I'm already Shit faced... you oveously checked me out... did you not look at all? And why would I send someone random that never talks to me bling credits? My gosh ppl... STFU get a job! BTW... his stats: Status: GOOD FRIDAY AND HAPPY PASSOVER ,...HAVE A 10 AM APPT.WITH MY PAIN MNGT TO GET MY QUARTERZONE HIP INJECTIONS NICE LONG NEEDLES TO MY HIPS.LETS HAVE A BLESSED DAY.I NEED CREDITS ILL GIVE YOU A SHITFACE FOR 1 CREDIT SB ME GOD BLESS Link:......... in case you need to be shitfaced and stuff! DR PASSION OWNED BY MsFlintstone 2AH DC @ fubar

A Lil Bit Of Rambles Of The Starting Of Many Pieces
If I could turn back the hands of time-I would collide your world with mine. A place of passion-never ending satisfaction. Where time stands still-never moving till we've had our fill. Absolute temptations-Transcendental expectations Step into the realm-If you don't feel overwhelmed. A world of unparallel lust-Cultivating desires. Bitter sweet & twisted dirty little lies, You can see them all within your eyes...No point to try & hide...Your secret you can no longer deny.. Open yourself to the passion within. Its time to sin. No longer closed eyes. no longer living in lies. open the mind. release the desires. as my body shivers & shakes. Im unable to regulate. The sins are starting to win. Taking over my prescious skin The touch of fire unleased my desires.

It's Great To Be A Man
Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness. If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend. Yo

Thanks A Billion
Welcome one and all - I am approaching a milestone on here that I never thought I'd see. One Billion Points. In celebration of not having a life (lol), I am going to make this a contest. I'm going to stop most of what I do on here when I hit 999 million. I'm going to leave it up to my dear friends and family to get me the rest of the way. To the person who gets me to one billion, there will be a special prize. Consider it like when someone is the one millionth customer at a grocery store... The present is going to be one of my choosing. If a friend levels me, it will be a random bling of my choice. If a family member does it, it will be an ABILITY bling of my choice depending on what they need. Just my way of saying thanks to everyone on here who has been so dear to me. Now back to your regularly scheduled Fu-program.

Ladies, Ladies, Ladies, Fella's , Fella's, Fella's
Gross, it's just gross. C'mon ladies, lets cover up a little in your pictures, you know who you are. I mean, it's called self respect, but some of you woman just don't get it, and you end up with 300 pictures of yourselves with your floppy sweater pillows just oozing out of your tank top. And fella's, don't encourage this, i've seen your comments, things like "Tasty" "Mmmm so sexy" but it's neither of those things. And to the chicks that get on cam, please please please keep your clothes on, and yes, that goes for your your knickers too, nobody wants to see your moose knuckle just hanging out looking like a wizards sleeve. And guy's, keep your dick in your pants, and your status's are almost as bad, Any ladies want to see me jerk off, or Anybody wanna stroke, c'mon, nobody wants to see you wank your little knob, go flog the bishop away from your computer, your gonna get jizz in your keyboard and ruin it and then your gonna say, hey I wish I would have listened to that super smart and f

You Know You Are From Alabama If....
-You have a party or a barbeque whenever Alabama plays Auburn in football. -You go to Gulf Shores every summer. -You call the Atlanta Braves baseball team “us” like they’re actually from Alabama. -You have family who would much rather visit Florida than California. -You don’t “take”, you “carry” or “tote”… as in “You want me to carry you down to the 7-11?” -A soft drink isn’t soda, cola, or pop, it’s Coke. -You call it a “buggy” and not a shopping cart. -You’ve said “fixin’ to,” “might could,” or “usetacould” during the last week. -Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. -You can properly pronounce Arab, Eufaula, Opelika, Loachapoka, Bayou La Batre, and Oneonta. -You know exactly what chitlins and mountain oysters are, and though you may not, you know someone who eats them anyway. -You think

Let's Make A Deal
I've been on this site for 5 years and have never begged for anything, I help those who need it without expecting anything in return. So now I'm calling in a favor, I need to earn mega points to level and I figure the best way to do it is with a rockstar. I will trade fubucks for one. Anyone care to help?

Baby Boy Due In August!!!
As most of you know I will be having a little boy Due august 13th. I am in desperate need of baby boy stuff as im on bedrest for preterm labor and cannot work. Hes due in 3.5 months and I literally have NOTHING for him so far! Ive had quite a few friends ask for my registry info and i cant remember who So im just posting it here! If anyone would like to get anything for him id really appreciate it. Gift cards to babies r us will also work even if you can only contribute $5 or $10.. if a few people do it will add up to alot... Heres the link to the registry... http://www.toysrus.com/registry/link/index.jsp?overrideStore=TRUS®istryNumber=48241868

Til The End Of Time??....where Do I Go From Here??
I am taking a break from everything and stepping back. I need to OBSERVE,....and more importantly,...i need to THINK. I have been VERY passionate about the fam from the moment I was inducted. The natural thing to do when something makes you feel great is to hang onto it, cherish it, and make it your own. ***But that doesnt always mean everything is always right within ones self.A wise person taught me just a few years ago that "everyone has a story" And as Ive explained that to some of you, I also added that I believe everyones story shares common ground, and/or will intertwine in some way as time goes on. Sometimes, we individually have to find out things for ourselves in order to see the true light.For me, unfortunately this is one of those times. I came into the fam and quickly developed a passion. NOT because I want to gain any power or anything like that, but because as a person, i was always my OWN person, did my own thing, and if people liked it, they liked it. if not, whatever.

3 Musketeers
Up late trying to find something to watch .. ordered it on PPV ... and it was a wasted 5 buck ... I wouldn't even do the 1.00 redbox it was that bad. the CGI in it was a cross between MI and Resident Evil ... I am sorry, they did not have HOT AIR balloons nor did they drop out of a window and stop on the balcony .... and they didn't have lasers to keep someone away from crown jewels ... stupid movie and don't bother.

What I Am About
You Are Charming and EloquentYou are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.You tend to be pretty tigh

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Before I lay me down to sleep,I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long,One who thinks before he speaks,One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed,When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door,Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind,Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end,And always be my very best friend. > > > > > > MAN'S POEM> I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a> Bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This> doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

In The Land Of Wonderful Dreams.
My city is magic when I'm the last man awake.Stars dance like winking fireflies, streaking notes of gibberish sing alongsand the blur of an amblingrhythmless sway through cold fingertips of damp midnight.Lamps shutter at my approach.Out of malfunction?Out of fear?Or respect?I am the Daydream King.Wrapped smartly in silky twilightwrapping an auspicious scepter of wisecracks against the pavement.Stillbeing the last King of Daydreams can be a bit lonely.Especially overlooking a hill of dull dawnsand the oncoming onslaught of duty, and drudgery.We could be cowboys.We could be knights.I'll be king.You'll be queen.And we'll build a castle against the gathering light,overlooking all wonder and gloryAnd I won't be lonely again.

Head Noise
Sometimes It's an accursed blessing to be human Trees lead a simpler life shed their leaves and join the detritus I was there once myself Pallid soul amongst the blades of grass I'm giving up on giving up.

Abyss
ABYSS IS THIS PLACE IN WHICH MY MIND DOES DWELLWHAT OTHERS WOULD ASSUME TO BE HELLI REMINISCE OF A TIME WHEN I DID FEARTHE THOUGHT THAT FATE HAD DESTINE ME HEREWHAT'S DONE IS DONE THO I DO NOT CAREFOR ALL I KNOW NOW IS MY OWN DESPAIRI HAVE FALLEN INTO A BOTTOMLESS HOLETHAT I BELIEVE ONCE WAS MY SOULALL MY FEELINGS HAVE BEEN STRESSED AND STRAINEDFOR HAPPINESS I COULD NOT OBTAINONCE I WAS THOUGHT OF AS A SWEET CHARMERAND ON OCCASION THE KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOURBUT HERE IN THIS DERANGED ABYSSI AM NOTHING BUT LONELY AND SPIRITLESSALL MY THOUGHTS ARE NEBULOUSAND MY MIND HAS GONE DELIRIOUSAS THESE WORDS CONSUME THIS PAGETHIS PAGE I BECOME EVEN MORE ENGORGED WITH RAGEFOR FURTHER AND FURTHER I SEEM TO GOWHERE THIS DARKNESS WITH END I DO NOT KNOWALL I WISH FOR IS TO GET OUTBUT THAT'S WHAT MY LIFE IS ALL ABOUT......

United Together
UNITED TOGETHER AS THE GENTLE PENETRATIONSENDS A TENDER SOFT SENSATIONVENTURING FROM THE SPINE TO THE MINDALLOWING OUR UNTAMED SOULS TO COMBINESOOTHING MOANS AND SOFT WHISPERSINTERTWINE WITH SUGARY KISSESSWEET CRIES FROM MY MS'SWITH EYES SO AMBITIOUSTO IMPLOREAS WE EXPLORETHE BODIES BEFORE USWITH OUR DESIRES SO SENSUOUSTO ON THIS NIGHT BECOME ONEAND EXPERIENCE THE TRANSFORMATIONFROM JUST CLOSE FRIENDS INTO LOVERSAS WE TRANSCEND BETWEEN THE COVERSOUR EVERY FANTASY HAS BEEN TOLDAND THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT THEY UNFOLDUNTIL THE BRIGHT RAYS OF SUNLIGHTPUT AN END TO THE NIGHTIN WHICH WE SHARED THE PLEASUREOF BEING UNITED TOGETHER.....

Your Love
The reason we are given life is not to be happy and be loved. We are given life to bring happiness and love to those around us. We all live one life. This life may have alot of down moments where one would second guess themselvesand what they are doing. It is the ones who have people in there lives like you that make life worth something. The happiness and the love that you bring to this life is beyond what is expected. When faced with a troubling decision it is the thought of you that helps bring light to the best outcome. When i think of you, i can do nothing but smile for I know it in my heart I love you and that you love me. I am truly greatful that I found you. It is your love that is my greatest gift I could ask for.

Cancer Free
I have been through so much shit in the past three plus years, having two types of cancer in the same year but I'm happy to say that I've been cancer free for two years now just hoping it stays that way. Hard to believe that I've made it this long seeing how everything seemed to fall apart on me no matter what I did, all that has changed tho now I'm on the right meds an what not to help me with depression an a few other things. Well all I can say at this point I'm very happy that everything is getting better...

Shutting It Down
If You are looking for me, i can be found on facebook.com/deaconnola also deaconnola on twitter. reason why?? I have been bored with this site for a while..and we are back to having a BOUNCER who thinks that because someone is a douche and reports a mumm, they just delete it and revolk your mumm privileges with out looking.. I had a mumm deleted about a tv show..no cussing, no pics or anything else that could be considered a violation of TOS.. so I have basically lost interest in being here at all, including my band page. my profile has been shut down indefinately.. as you were

Here Lies The Girl
These words just come to me, it's how I speak. Dragging me down, making me weak. The weight of them all, makes it impossible to sleep. Throbbing pain, an endless weep. Make them stop, please take them away. So I can live just one, normal day. No more fear, sorrow, or guilt. Just the protection, of the walls I've built. No one breaking in, no one tearing them down. Just me and my tears, left to drown. No more promises, of a better life. Knowing there all meaningless, nothing but lies. False hope can crush, a person's soul. Bury you alive, in your own hole. The one you dug for yourself, long ago. The one you're not aware of, the one you don't know. It started the day, you took your first breath. The decisions you made, your very first step. Each one with a plan, a specific path. But if you stray, you suffer the wrath. The wrath of heartache, confusion and pain. That leads to regret, resentment and shame. I can't stop the words, they form by th

Changes To Fu
This blog is a result of the tantrums I see in statuses across Fu. They are regarding the following blog by Scrapper: http://fubar.com/tasteless/b328015-1175039 I've seen many statuses on Fu with people upset over their avatars being flagged as "not" appropriate. Before anyone bashes me or tells me I'm kissing a$$, please know my default was also flagged. There is no conspiracy, no one is coming to your page and flagging your default pic as NSFW, you aren't being singled out etc. READ SCRAPPER'S BLOG!!! I had a family member that did not like the fact her default pic had been removed. I pointed her in the direction of Scrapper's blog and explained it wasn't just hers, everyone's would be reviewed and removed if deemed inappropriate. I don't know if she read it but she did choose to use her status to put Fubar on "blast". Her opinion was that "whoever" removed her avatar was jealous she had real breasts and cleavage. She was put in "time out" by having certain aspects of her profil

If Only....
If only I had listened.... If only I wasnt hard headed If Only Iwould take his help If only I hadnt done this or that and heeded his every word.... Then Id Be Happy Then Id have a Life Then I wouldnt have Suffered Like Im some mindless bimbo Who shouldnt make her own decisions because every one of them has led me back to disaster Eve never wouldve sin..... or been led to the temptations If Adam Had been doing HIS job and never left her side..... He abandoned His Responsibility to let her deal with the snakes He left her alone and hungry...... and it wasnt the fact that she needed to be Like God or more wise

With You
The day I met you I was scared and tence, The hug we gave was very intence. The nights we talked were hours on in, getting to know each other was about to begin. Our hearts were broke time and again, baby steps it what is takin to heal and mend. I know you are scared and so am I, hopefull you will not push away as time goes by. I seen the look of passion in your eyes. it gets deeper as time goes by. So glad I got to meet your friends, I unnderstand you more nore now as each day begins and ends. It all will work out as you will see in time, It will be wonderful and seem just fine. Love is hard but love is true, when someone is willing to spend it with you. Love no not just yet, but it will come this I bet. The passion and friendship is here to stay. will wait for you any time of day. Just remember I am a friend who is true, and yes I would like to be with you.

Maximizing Your Rockstar Without Scrolling
Getting 2500 likes with one Rockstar hasn't been easy, and now that we no longer scroll globally, it can be more difficult!! I will give you a few pointers on what you can do to acheive your goal and hopefully not have to buy a second Rockstar!! Pick a busy day!! Friday nights seem to be the busiest in my opinion. Wednesday's are usually good as well. The other option is pick a day when there is a fabulous bonus (like 300% for likes) and even unlimited 11s!! If you can do it on one of those evenings, you will have a better chance because more people will be online! If you can afford it - get a Happy Hour - this will simplify your life!! Running a Rockstar during your HH will make a huge difference. 2500 likes with a HH will be easy, especially if you get a decent time of day. If you are going for 5K likes you will need at least 2 Rockstars usually unless you have HHs or an excellent bonus, cause remember you still only have 5 Mumms. For 10K likes it's much easier if you hav

My Mom
hi guys. Just a short note to let those of you that care know what's going on. I found out 2 days ago that my mom is dying. The carbon dioxide is building up in her body and she has weeks to live. She's on prednizone to try and keep her comfortable but it won't help very much and there is nothing they can do for her. He will be discussing hospice this Thursday to take the burden of the decision making off of my sister Deb, who has been taking care of her. For that I am grateful to him. We knew it was coming, just didn't expect it to be so soon. Doesn't make it any easier. I just wanted to let you know that if I'm not here much it's because I want to spend as much time with her as I can. Love you guys.

Another Mothers Day Without My Mom
Well another Mothers Day will be here soon I so dread this day. Yes im a mother but this is the 4th Mothers Day without my best friend my mom. God felt the need to take her even though i still needed her here with me call me selfish if u want but no one knows the bond i had with my mom. I miss her all the tiime. Holidays like this suck so bad. Just wish i could have her back. Happy Mothers Day mommy i love u & miss u sooooooo much!!!

Man Eats Cocaine From Brother's Butt, Dies
No, this isn't a joke, although I did laugh hysterically upon reading the headline. "A South Carolina man's brother died after police said he was forced to eat cocaine hidden in his brother's backside." Read article here: http://www.wmur.com/news/30037563/detail.html#ixzz1uWB6RSmR

Keppies Commandments
Keppies 9 Commandments1.Thou Shall Read My Profile If it is obvious you have not taken the time to read my profile I will not consider you.2.Thou Shall Present Photos If you contact me and you don't enclose a photograph or have photos on your profile, I will delete the message without opening it. I understand that some of you have important jobs or lifestyles, but there are ways to give me an idea of what you look like without being recognized. Look at my photos.3.Thou Shall Not Be Vain I am not into vanity. It's great to feel good about yourself but looks are not everything. I prefer a great laugh than a muscular body....besides fit is good....overly muscular is repulsive.4.Thou Shall Not Speak Of One's CockMake it easy on yourself, don't talk about your cock when contacting me the first time...If you are male, I will assume you have one.5.Thou Shall Be YouthfulMy ideal age bracket is 38-55 years of age. I do not want to feel like I am teaching someone how to have sex nor d

As Peacey Burns
I have lost internet access on Thursday night due to complications at home. I can only get online at library and that would be infrequent. I have received my notary papers within days but not my check, which is now over a month late. I have received mail after April 14th, so I am not sure why my check is lost. *blech* On the upside, I am getting customized photos done at alarming rate. I have a project almost completed. so the next time I get online there would be a lot of photos uploaded at once.

Birthday Auction
So Dea Del Sesso has her birthday on May 31st and my 40th birthday is June 7th. We are having an auction and I'd love to know who is interested in being in it. So post here or send me a private message and let me know if you would like to be in it. I need everyone to let me know by May 30th. Love to you all and thanks to anyone who is interested! P.S. The winner of the rating contest gets a boomer AND polisher. Also there is NO entry fee. We're doing this for fun for our birthdays! Hit me or Dea up in our SBs for questions. For entry send her or I your auction requirements. They need to be in by 9pm CST on May 30th so we can get your pictures set up. Also we will not be picking your pics so send links to the pic you want to use.

Wow Look At What I Found
DJ SEXY DRAGON ...: i know u hang in ed and tia's lounges if u are here to spy or what no use nothing here march 115:29:38 PM smily13ca: oh im sure...how did tia handle it??5:30:01 PM crabtreerussell@rocketmail.com: she dont like it5:30:14 PM crabtreerussell@rocketmail.com: that me and barb talkin5:31:42 PM crabtreerussell@rocketmail.com: dont tell anyone but me and tia havin problems right now but were workin on them Mar 17 5:25 PM Russell Crabtree:boo Mar 17 5:30 PM ladyvamps_69:hey sexy Mar 17 5:30 PM Russell Crabtree: Mar 17 5:30 PM Russell Crabtree:lmao hi Mar 17 5:31 PM ladyvamps_69:hehehe Mar 17 5:37 PM Russell Crabtree:lol secret admire me huh? that was a easy one lol Mar 17 5:38 PM ladyvamps_69:ooooops Mar 17 5:38 PM Russell Crabtree:lol Mar 17 6:36 PM Russell Crabtree:lmao i seen that Mar 17 6:37 PM ladyvamps_69:seen what im inocent Mar 17 6:37 PM Russell Crabtree:the request here says

I'm Not Like Those Other Girls.
[Dearslutgirlwhosalwaysnaked:]They choose you because you're easy to come by and a quick high. They choose you in larger masses because you're safer and relenting and can be taken in larger doses. They choose you because you're easy on the mind and none too thick in solution. They choose you because you're closer to home and not much different than all the rest of them. They choose you because you're cheap.For all those reason, they [don't] choose me. They [don't] choose me because I'm easy to find but hard to obtain. They [don't] choose me because I'm more than a minor addiction and have a tenyearshelflife of an aftertaste.They [don't] choose me because I'm incurable once inflicted. They [don't] choose me because I'm impossible to turn your back on, They [don't] choose me because everything else is a fivecent high afterwards. filler. echo. copy. lifted. dilluted. A Waste. So let them come and let them choose you, because they can't handle me.

New Top Ten Needed
Where do i even begin?...Well lets see as the months have passed..I have found myself sunk into the ranking game if u dont know what that is, well its being "red" Before i decided to Play this again i had told a good friend to please not let me waste my life away again on ranking sadly he went on fu vaction an i did excatly what i didnt want to do...Haha it happens, but somethig happen to me on thursday May 19th, im not sure if it was finding out who is acutally the most greedy on fubar or who is ur friend, or who will stab you in the back or who thinks your a fu bank.Im not sure..But one thing i am for sure is i dont think its fair only 10 people get to be red weekly when their are so many others that deserve to be red too.Now no hard feelings to the REAL RED AKA LIFETIME Users, because a few of them i actually adore the hell out of...I just have never fully understood why they would even care being in top ten when they are real red, its like you know there are others that wish to be

Being Me
Okay...so I don't blog like this usually. I had an amazing day today, but something so trivial hit me out of left field, and I was taken aback by how seemingly fragile this tough as nails woman can be. How is it I can survive major life traumas and threats but something that shouldn't even register on the radar can send me spiraling? I pride myself on being strong, able, intelligent, and logical. I get so angry when what I feel doesn't fit with that. I want to just lock it away and throw the away the key, to just control my feelings. That's just not me. I guess its hard to be an extremely passionate person without having both the good and the bad passion. I just feel so vulnerable and that is the one feeling that I cannot tolerate in my life right now. That's all....and for those of you who I talk to off of fu...no this had nothing to do with anyone on fu....just venting. *kisses*

A Soldier's Prayer
All he wants to do is win the fight Standing up for his fellow men Defending every single American His wife cries herself to sleep Unable to believe That her love is far away Waiting to hug him on that special day His children sleep the night through Waiting for daddy to return, too A single tear leaves his eye Just trying to get by He has been there for awhile And has walked many miles Seeing things he will never share Things he cannot bear Time stands still in this moment It is nothing but torment He says a prayer for his family Bent down on his knee Lord, please keep them safe from harm Lord, please keep them warm I love them with all of my heart Please don't keep us apart And with that thought in mind He feels safe and kind His wife thousands of miles away Kneels down and prays Lord, please keep him safe from harm Lord, please keep him warm I love him with all of my heart Please don't keep us apart

Jam.
The conversation turned to hard drugs and infidelity.I rolled smoke in my mouth like a baleful godhead, and dropped unseemly heaven.Fist bumps.Trackmarks.Tips and tricks.I felt a longing to shake Keith's left hand, and place my right upon Wrigley.Only after the fact.Keeping score. Fuzzy on the edges.I think I had a moment.I craved.Hungered for the feint, flirt, and fuck.She borrowed my cigarette. She stole my beer.And I could hold her under with one arm.Better to share.Forgive.And prey upon the bitter resolution of youth.Smelled sweet. Like candy collarsand tiny, bursting blossoms.Ruffled in the wind.Traced by the chilly eyes of a serpent, and the overbearing malice of wisdom.Kiss?Fuck?Leave.

(how To)profile Skin Breakdown
(How_To) Profile Skin BreakdownThis blog is more of a continuation of the blog titled (How To) Create Profile Skins. If you don't already know Fubar is comprised of two fundamental elements called HTML ('Hyper Text Markup Language) and CSS (Cascading Style Sheets). Basically HTML shapes your profile and CSS sets the HTML in place.This blog will provide the following:Description of each columnShow each CSS Class attained to each ColumnProvide a Live Skin for every member to use (if they want).OverviewEvery members profile is the same (whether skinned or not). The only difference is each member has a different mindset to how they want their profile to look. Some member prefer a Fully Customized Skin while others might just choose a Simple Background.Each profile has 3 Main Columns (Left, Center & Right) that provides every members statistics (whether it be basic information to profile viewers). Below will list the three columns and what each of its CSS classes do to make sure it works pr

Jessica
I just want to let people know that i do know, that i am loved out here . i never talk about my problems or life on this site ,cause it is a game. But now i have some people asking questions.so i guess it is time after 3 years of being on here to talk and not hide my daughter. I have a 15 year old daughter named jessica, she was born with many medical problems. she is G-tube fed and has a seizure disorder and she does not feel and pain. she is roded and fused in her back . she is my Angel.Some people think i am a low life and just sit on fu all day, but i don't. i have a full time job. keeping my daughter alive.she has not gag so she can choke and turn blue and stop breathing at anytime.you have no clue what it is like to resuscitate ur own child .this isnt not for ppl to feel bad for me. but maybe for ppl to understand me. and DONT FEEL BAD FOR HER SHE IS A FIGTHER . she has made it agaist all odds and she walks and tries to talk and can understand everything,BUT FORM TI

Always Wishing
Buzzed and lonely outside the bar, always wishing for You, I'm counting the stars. You've drained me, restrained me, and named me your whore. Tamed me, claimed me, and I'm waiting for more. As I'm heading home to get some rest, I feel a stinging pain in the back of my neck. The smell of whiskey fills the air, before I black out I see You there. Syringe in the dirt, a rope in Your hand. When I come to, I'm tied to a bed. Clothes on the floor, my scars revealed, the TAMED on my chest is completely healed. I can hardly see in the moonlit room, just You at the window, distant and cold. You turn to me and stare me down. Bound by the chilling heat I feel, I tremble. Your eyes burn through me like You're the fucking devil. "I've dreamnt of this moment since the last time we met." I whispered, moaning, I'm dripping with sweat. My arms and legs strapped tight to the bed. Staggering twards me, removing His belt, He says, "Speak when you're spoken to or Ill send you to hell." To teach me a lesson

Yep
I love when days start out great and then turn into a big huge pile of shit. It just makes things so much better. If I'm bitchy....I'm sorry. Of course if you deserve my bitchiness, I'm not sorry. Just don't pusht it. I'll probably just MuMM so I can bitch all I want.

I Need To Vent!!!
I'm not one to really vent about my actual family on here....but I have to. It's my Mom's birthday. She invited her sisters down for dinner and cake/ice cream. Only one came. One has been having some serious health issues so it's understandable. However, one lives about 10 blocks away....these are very small blocks. Her excuse was she was on a diet, so she couldn't come down and see her sister. However, on Facebook she goes on about how she had "Home made buscuits, gravy, fried potatoes, sausage, and bacon" at her daughters not even a full day ago. Just seems like an odd day to start a diet. She could have just came down and said hi and spent some time with her sister. Grrr!!!!! I know who actually wants to be with us.

Yahoo Camgirl Diaries Part 1
I thought I would post this convo I had on Yahoo for shitz and giggles. I have no idea how these ppl get my addy, but all they want is ppl to join their camsite and obviously most of their sales pitch is automated as you will see. Usually I block them but today I really needed the comic relief. So enjoy or ignore this funny convo....bessiedanielson951: Im all urs right now if you care..Syn: What about your sister?bessiedanielson951: hi sweetieSyn: Hi there, now answer my questionbessiedanielson951: i hope you want to chat with a horny girl today...Syn: I usually dont chat with horny girls on Hump day...I'm weird like thatbessiedanielson951: wow, im so wet..i would love if u watched me...i promise u it will be funSyn: Watching you using a blowdryer in the tub would be fun to watchbessiedanielson951: i am a little busy right now, just got a new laptop trying to set my cam up..Syn: Take your time, I'm just here trying to stitch up a hole in my ski mask. Then trying to figure out where the

Sounding Off
Often, I look at my life...past, present and future. More often than not, I find that my friends, both off and online are more loyal than my own blood family. How disturbing is that? Being southern, you are taught that family means everything. Even when your own flesh and blood betrays you. You learn to keep your mouth shut! I have spent many years, months, days and hours worrying and mourning my blood that has betrayed me. I mourn no more. I have been used and abused by my blood. My family that is "christian" have betrayed me more than any other. Let them live with that and pray to the god they worship for forgiveness. I am a good and loving person even with my darkness, I would never hurt anyone like they have hurt me. I assume my own demons have awakened my awareness. So be it. Maybe it is time to stop trying to make things right, that will NEVER be right. Perhaps, those that judge me will be judged by the powers that be, in the end. I love...I do not ask f

New Fubar Skin Guide For Dummies :) Updated: 06/07/2012
Ok... I have been asked numerous times how to make a fubar skin... and that the blog I had done previously was confusing and out dated and folks still don't understand. So I this is an updated version of that blog... lets just call it Fubar Skin's for Dummies! First off... when ever you are coding theres a simple method when coding on google Chrome that you should be aware of... If you are stuck and you don't know what line of code does what this is what you do... ***NOTE: If you notice... the size of the header is also present in the highlighted div header as 985px by 300px so when designing your skin off of this platform you will need to use that same size to match it all up... If you choose to go bigger or smaller I will discuss that later in the blog. Now... Go to the Skin's Code for this.... it only works if you have a pre made skin you stole off of someone else cause you liked the way it looked.... Now... the skin that I am using... is this one: http://f

Black Heart
my soul is gone my heart is black my ambition lost you will not come back our love is dead my eyes cry red my soul is gone my heart is black i sit alone here in the dark i stare at walls that are so stark I think of you and then I cry depression looms black clouds in the sky my soul is gone my heart is black my ambition dead you will not come back

Floodgates
Floodgates I've got a tenuous grasp on my sanity Holding tight to reality But I don’t know how long it will last. My feelings are like a flood Heat in my blood I know its all coming too fast. My dreams that lay dormant inside I have no reason to hide. You've given me myself back. I've got to be strong, Try to hold on So under the deluge I don’t crack.

I Guess That I Am Single Again .......
Well I am going through the big "D" and I don't mean Dallas. It really is amazing, you think that you know someone very well, then after 9 years you find out that you really do not know them at all. I never thought that a person could hurt and betray the ones that she claimed to love so dearly without the slightest bit of remorse. Then you have the so called great friend that I have known since 19...77, I called him my brother, and he called my parents Mom and Dad, he lived on their property. He not only betrayed our trust but helped destroy a marraige. I am not perfect, I know that I did my share of screw ups, but I never would do this. Good luck to both of you. My son caught them together on 4 June 12, and they both blamed him for saying something. Well it is for the best, she has been cheating and stealing from me for a long time now. I never saw it coming. I guess we live and learn, but after 10 yrs, it is my sons that are the ones that will feel this over the long run. The

I'm Marrying Van...
Well, he's not asked me yet....well, not seriously. Buuuuuut, if he does. I'm so going to do it. Here's the plan. Wolf is going to pick up Van and then come kidnap me. We are all going to Vegas. We will be pushing the line of felonies in said state. Next I will wax Van's legs so he'll look good in the dress. Yes, HE'S wearing the dress. Wolf is walking him down the isle. Best wedding ever. Too bad Van has no idea of it......

Love Hurts.
Everyone says that love hurts. But that's not true. Loneliness hurts, rejection hurts, losing someone hurts. Everyone confuses these with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again

Yahoo Camgirl Diaries Part 2
Here we go again! Another camsite botgirl convo on Yahoo, only this time I'm not a creepy guy with a windowless van. Enjoy! celina vineyard: good to see ya Syn: I agree, yes it is celina vineyard: wassup, I found your name on a yahoo member directory of social sites, not sure which one cuz it bundles them all together Syn: I dont like sneaky bitches. Who sent you? Off with their head! celina vineyard: Looks like the only bitch here is you! haha Syn: Aww how cute...you broke away from your salespitch to throw a dig at me...I'm flattered! celina vineyard: I'm not desperate, I just enjoy talking to people online especially via webcam Syn: If you weren't desperate then why are you always the first to IM me the second I sign on? celina vineyard: are you signed up on any dating sites? Syn: No.. I have a life, you bitch celina vineyard: Looks like the only bitch here is you! haha Syn: Is there an echo in here?...or did your recording skip? celina vineyard: ya well, I am bored

Fully Loaded
Dawn It's morning again sweet self Sitting at the crest of this beach full of heartbeats I wonder what ever became of love.. The space between those tender moments of frustration and glee Where I dropped my tomb linens and sang to you by the fire of my verbs I saw it all Like the tattoos on my forearms speak volumes in pictures of depth to fragile for most But not you I give love like the wave that crashes it's body to the sand And for once I would like to be loved like that too Always reaching into empty oceans but still finding shells dollars made of sand- orange stars of acceptance for who I am It's liquid my poems... A beacon of hope in wasted times where love doesn't come first or last to some I eat the air A delicious consumpiton of strength to empower me and eyes wide as the escaping Moon, hungry as ever I smile Good morning boi

....we Just Couldn't Wait To Grow Up..........................
Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes into the trash. Detention becomes suspension. Mobile phones are used in class. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Your dads shoulders were the highest place on the Earth, and you mom was your hero? Race issues were who ran the fastest. The only drug you knew of was cough medicine. The most pain you felt was when you scraped your knees. Goodbyes only meant until tomorrow. Smh, and we all couldn't wait to grow up -.-

Stolen Pictures
Snark1964 has stolen pictures of lots of guys. He continues to get away with it. Fubar says if he isn't using your pic as a profile pic they won't do anything about it.... WTF? I say that's bullshit and if nothing is done we all report it to higher authrity. I for one damn sure will. everyone should also stop doing anything at all. just completely stop trying to level, buy things, etc. set everyones profiles to private so it can't happen again. just basically be a ghost until someone does something. whether it be fubar or higher.

Updated Test Results
As of today, I've lost 59 pounds mostly through diet and calorie counting. I had follow up blood work done (original done in November) today and received the results a little bit ago: Lipid Panel from November 2011 ComponentYour resultStandard rangeUnits CHOLESTEROL 196

Was I Wrong?
So, today I was at the grocery store. I went to one of those self check-out lines to pay for my stuff. Well, when I got there, the lady on the self check-out next to me had her basket sitting on the part where the plastic bags are. This part of the counter has a sensor in it that can tell when you put the item in your bag after you scan it. Well when I hit the start button on my machine, it wouldn't let me scan my food because it sensed her basket there. I asked the lady, "Pardon me ma'am, may I move this onto your counter please?" Her first reply, "Why? It's closer to me than it is to you.". I replied politely, "Because these systems have sensors in them and it won't let me scan my groceries because it is sitting there.". She retaliates with, "Get the fuck over it.". WRONG thing to say to me. So I said, "Ma'am, you got 2 fucking seconds to move your fat ass one step, grab your basket and move your shit off my machine!". She replied with, "Or what the fuck are you going to do about it?

Lost Girl
You may not believe that I care for you My actions and words to not support one another No one at any given time knows how I am feeling What scares me the most is that not even myself may know I am an enigma of the human soul; bound by others searching for my truth Their questions hold no answers, yet no lies How can one lie when they do not know the truth Love is just as confusing, if not more To depict with words, to match to emotions I know that what I'm feeling is quite new to me Yet, I rise and fall with my heart exposed I may know that I love, though still be unsure Of the path and direction I should take The unknown and unseen terrify me My heart is caught in trance - Should I step forward with my eyes closed Or wait for strength to guide me If I leap with questions unanswered, would I fall in love Or land with my heart broken You may be certain of what it is you want With the readiness to take your future by the reigns I'm forced to step back, to figure

Wow!
I just realized a niece I raised from an infant until 17, on and off for just a few years, is turning 24 tomorrow. I didn't even know until a few years ago that I made a positive influence...She hated me for years, for not allowing her to be bad...well, thank the powers that be....because she was NOT blessed with good parents. They both were bad and good at different times. But I am proud of her strength. She holds 2 jobs and is very responsible except for minor indulgences.....I have my own as well....she wants to move back down here with me. I welcome that and time with such a strong young woman! After all....family IS EVERYTHING............................

Sun Diamond
Just talked with Sun Diamond (Mary) last night and she wanted me to pass on her current status. She is currently going through therapy to strengthen her right side and is progressing greatly. She is up and walking with the aide of a cane and is hopeful of a complete recovery. Her largest obstacle right now is her sight. She can read with the aide of a magnifying glass and she should find out in the next few weeks whether or not she will completely regain her vision. She's worrking on it one step at a time, first to be at her saughters wedding in October, then returning to driving herself around and finally climbing back onto the motorcycle...lol I'll try to keep you all updated...Salutes2William

The Story Of Mfkn
My Bestfriend on Fubar in the spring of 2009 (Bubzy) and Myself (Cruser) were talking and I seen that Bubz had changed her name to MFKN Bubzy.But she had hearts and something else around here name.I said Bubz whats up with that? Your a Bad A** Girl get rid of the hearts and change them to pitchforks, cuz you have a heart of gold but you also dont take no sh*t from anyone.She said why dont you put MFKN in your name to and we both did and added the pitchforks.Mfkn was started as something only that Myself and Bubz were gonna have in our names and we were gonna keep rockin the fu together.We ran auto's 24-7, and ran cherry bombs 4 or 5 times a day.Then people started seeing MFKN in our names and started asking if they could join us and put it in their names too.So Myself and Bubzy decided we would turn MFKN into a FAMILY of all the good hearted loving people on Fubar.And the next thing we knew The MFKN Family got so big we took over The Fu, you couldnt go a second without seeing a MFKN Fa

[see That's What You Think]
this is a drunk posta pretty... damn drunk (had to fix it from durnk) post.Head's swimming, room is swaying butheyheyeh..heyCan I tell you something if you promise not to take it the wrong way?You're a whore.And I don't like whores.See? How many wrong ways are there to take that?Exactly!Man. Substance abuse is a bitch.I'm trying to reign it in, at this exact momentbut things aren't as clear.For a minute there, I had a hit-streak.And chicks with boyfriends (and girlfriends) were all over me.Wonder if they started to call bullshit...or just saw me for the alcoholic wreck I am.One besty is moving to Oregon.One besty threw out his back and is stuck in Kuwait with no treatment or surgery for his bulging disks.One besty has been on the threshold of suicide for the last ten years, and just got out of round two with his significant other.So let's have a fucking dance party.But me? I dunno. My shit is the same as it has been for five years.And I took long, loving, hating looks at the bottle bef

Missed
You Missed the joy, laughter and fun that we had You Missed when Emma bumped her head and Kera felt so sad You Missed hearing our little girls Prayers last night You Missed kissing them this morning and tucking them in last night You Missed seeing Emma off for her first day of school You Missed hearing Kera talk about that boy she thinks is so cool You Missed the joy of watching them play You Missed Emma's new word that she learned today You Missed helping Kera making her lunch You Missed more than a little You Missed a bunch You Missed seeing the girls clean up their room You Missed laughing with Kera trying to use a broom You Missed Kera's pride in all her good grades You Missed the precious little pictures from school Emma's made You Missed the joy of watching them sleep last night You

Skimpy
I ended up starting somewhat of a debate on facebook with my status. I figured I'd bring it here and see what some of you all thought. I was at work and saw 2 BARELY teen girls dressed in clothes that were, in my opinion, not appropriate for their age. I'm talking shirts that covered only their chest, shorts that barely went over their butt, their shirts also cut down low. One girl had a belly button ring and the other had writing on their side to look like a tattoo. You could tell that they were doing it to look older. Thing is, who do you blame? Is it just a kid being a kid or is it up to the parents? I know my opinion, I just want to see what everyone else thinks. Oh, and anyone want to give me 4 credits???

Sexual Analysis From Fu
you show a member of the male species a picture of a pussy your gonna get 1 of 3 response, Mmmm baby, Can i eat you, can i feel your pussy? or nothing at all. usually on this site your gonna get a pigish comment of the first to. Tonight a subject demonstrated not only the piggish side of the male mind, but the fact of his desperation for getting laid as well. Apparently after thought and analysis of this individual it's been a long time since he had seen the vaginal area aka pussy of a real female. The desperation of this person made me realize that he was stuck doing 1 of 2 actions. 1. porn and a bottle of lube or baby oil, or 2. a blow up doll. Tis sad but true, that most of the men on this site think with the 2nd head and I am not refering to the one on their shoulders. Individuals like this prove the fact that 90% of males consently think about sex in some way, shape or form. For some it maybe pounding a womans pussy, some may prefer oral but then some may prefer a animal which i

My Accident When I Was 17
IF YOU READ THIS PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT!! THANK YOU!! ~♥~ Eighteen Days Of Death--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Eighteen days of death is how I refer to my eighteen days of being comatose in a hospital in Loma Linda, California, starting on the night of November 27, 1987. They are days and nights that I will always remember, and are hard for me to forget. This is about what caused my being comatose, and about my mental and physical traumas from being comatose.On the night of November 27, 1987, I went to a friends birthday party, where there were a lot of drug and alcohol abuse all around, of which I was a part. While at the party I consumed, an equivalent to, one case of beer out of a keg, and one-fifth of tequila out of a gallon bottle. I also had smoked some marijuana. To say the least, I was well over the legal limit of alcohol consumption.The party had gotten a little too loud and out-of-hand for the apartment where it wa

Some People Are Beyond Futard Status
I am starting to think that people who are mentally unstable or who have the comprehension level of 4th graders and below should be banned from accessing the internet. At the very least, they should be separated from the rest of us who are not completely insane and have the comprehension and communication skills of an adult. If people would take the time to read my About Me, they would realize I am not always sitting in front of the computer even if it shows me as online. Sure, the computer may be on and a tab with Fubar may be up, but that does not mean that I am on here. I have a life. I have children, not that my children are anyone's business because I don't know what types of creepers are lurking on here~ but I am first and foremost a mother, which means that I may only be on here for five minutes at a time and then I am off doing something with or for my children. If you are too much of an idiot to understand that, then you need to bugger off. I am not on here for YOU. I am

My Fubar Family
Well where do i even begin?...Honestly right here..Over the last few months i got back into the whole ranking thing, probaly worst thing i ever done again.But guess what its fubar an it sucks ya right in...However we all know that when playing the ranking game it can get dirty however i have never had haters over a family spot good thing...An hopfuly it stays like this...Like for one no names but this red an i traded fam spots during that time, a little bit ago she came to my shout box an told me she would be removing me because she was no longer ranking But yet she is still top red lol ...An even though i had thought i was in her fam more then just for rates cause we auctally chatted!!...I guess i wasnt which was fine with me...I wasnt mad i didnt commit fu suide an i still rate her daily...So moving on..But im getting tired summer is almost over, i probaly wont be around much anymore...Just here an there so ive been trying to know come to terms with who is my friend an who wants me

Tear's Of Blood
Tear's of blood fall from her eye's she bleed's from the inner her to the outside of her.She can't heal from the pain they left in her soul so deep over and over again,The tear's of blood falling from her eye's.How can she heal from the wound's ,pain,sorrows that they left.Tears Of Blood. By Devilina Demoness

The Grimm Series ~ Writing Exercises Inspired By The Musician ~ Part 1: Physics
I was chatting with my good friend phillip about Saul Paul Sirag's mathematical proof of Consciousness this morning. I read what I could of the proof in Jeffrey Mishlove's encyclopedia called The Roots of Consciousness. That heavily-illustrated book arose from Mishlove's PBS television series years ago (circa 1988), which was called Thinking Allowed. At the time of its publication, he was the only person in the country with a Ph.D in Parapsychology, which he received from Berekley. He probably still is. The proof involves calculous, string theory, and hyper-space geometry. I am not a gifted mathematician, but I survived integral and derivitive calculus and non_Euclidean geometry in college; and I studied Einstein's Special Relativity Theory as part of the non-Euclidean geometry, since you had to deny Euclid's Fifth Postulate in order to have parallel lines meet in "infinity," which can only occur in Einsteinian curved space....Anyway. Sirag's proof is very cool, and a very

Simply Put " Love"
I have pondered the thought for many years " What is Love?" It has been determoned that "LOVE" is a force of nature. It cannot be commanded, demanded nor will it dissapear. We can stage a seduction or mount a courtship, but the result is more likely to be infatuation, or two illusions dancing together, not LOVE. Love is bigger than us. You can invite love, but you cannot dictate how, when, and where love expresses itself. You can choose to surrender to love, or not, but in the end love strikes like lightening, unpredictable and irrefutable. You can even find yourself loving people you don't like at all. Love does not come with conditions, stipulations, addendums, or codes. Like the sun, love radiates independently of our fears and desires. Love is inherently free. It cannot be bought, sold, or traded. You cannot make someone love you for any amount of money. Love cannot be imprisoned nor can it be legislated. Love is not a substance nor a commodity. Love has no territory,

Re-awakening
It's hard , hard to live, A million miles way,A butterfly with tattered wings, Try's there best to fly, Only to be caught by a hand, Stapled to a velvet board,a Looked down upon with glee, When all they have is mercy, Once flittering free, Now just an object in a cheap exhibition ,A inimate beauty under glass, Miss the world, The fresh air ,Avert your eye's, Towards the moth's, I can't live this way, From the light toward the dark ,Someday he shall land on your finger,

Do It Right
How to eat the pussy. If you're going to eat the pussy, do it right! Don't suck her clit too hard, and don't just sit there licking it like a wild lizard! There is a process to eating pussy. Build up to it. Lick a trail from her neck to her nipples down to her thighs.Lick by it, but don't go for it just yet. Tease her. Make her want it. Then lick the outter pussy lips veeeeery slowly.Suck on them. One at a time. Reach up to play with her nipples while you're doing it. And when she starts to squirm, grab her hips and part that pussy with your tongue. She should already be hella wet. Slurp that shit up. Tease the clit. Lick it. Slowly. Up and down. Then speed the tempo and lick it left to right. Pull back and use a finger to tease it more. She should be heavy breathing, moaning, squirming, and dripping by then, but dont stop there. Tongue fuck her and play with her clit. Keep going til she cums all over your face. And even after she cums, keep going. Tease that clit. Nibble on it

Just Sayin I'm Sorry
For those of you that know me here..writing is not only my profession..it is my passion as well...I feel it..I write it..I dream it..I write about it..I reach for it...I write it...regardless if I triumph or fail..there is always a story to be told...either victory or defeat...something happened and my mind won't allow me to simply dismiss things like others can..it eats at me..until I either write it down or lash out...I have always been that way...people dismiss people like they are a piece of garbage...simply throw them away regardless of wat they have meant to them...I am not one of those people..I can count on one hand the number of people that has really touched and effected my life in a positive way..and once that has happened..it is not easy for me to simply dismiss them or let them go...I am human just like everyone else..and I can admit my flaws..and OH MY do i ever have em!!..I am gifted at making mistakes..and I don;t half ass that shit either..when I screw up..

Mysterio, Indeed!
I posted a status last night (?) to say thanks to an annoymous giving of gifts in the form of a Rockstar and Auto-11's... it was so kind but the person left before I had a chance to thank them. Tonight, the same thing has happened, an annoymous person has sent me a Boomerang, Famplifier and 2 Blings. This is some serious moolah being spent on me, the persons profile was bare with the name "Mysterio", I was sending this message... "Before you disappear again.... thank you ever so much, your gifts are ridiculously generous and such a surprise each time you send them. I wanted to thank you yesterday but you deleted! But really, you need to stop now, crazy person!! Do I know you? I presume that I do!! TY again. X" But you guessed it, I was too slow and the person was out of here before I had the chance to send it across. Damnit. It is kinda' sweet that the gifts are being given without any real want for anything in return but I would just like to thank whoever was responsible a

July 20
It's been a busy few days here. The hospital where Krystyn was felt comfortable enough to approve her transfer to a different place, one that won't require our parents to live out of a hotel anymore. They did have her sedated during the move, but upon coming out of it at the more local place, she knew she was somewhere different, and actually smiled for the first time once she learned where she was. The smile was because it would now be less stressful on mom and dad, and they could have the comforts of their own home. Things are still looking good. Although she's got a ways to go before she can even begin therapy, the hospital is hopeful that within a week or so, they can at least move her around in a wheelchair instead of a bed. Most of her surface bruising has gone away, but it looks like she's going to have some scars on various parts of her from cuts that occurred both during the accident and some of the surgeries as a result. The Scars may prove tricky and tough for her though.

Stop Sequestration
It's time for everyone to speak up and let Congress know they need to do something to stop Sequestration. If you go to the link at the bottom you can submit three canned letters to President Obama and your representative in Congress. They must find another solution to cutting the budget, please read up and spread the word! Thanks, Cindy! ********************************************************************* Unless Congress acts, over $500 billion in new defense cuts will hit our military starting in January. Secretary Panetta says this "sequestration" budget would devastate our military and "hollow out" the force. It would also cut critical funding for NASA and FAA, add a full percentage point to the unemployment rate and destroy up to 1.5 million American jobs. Write your Representatives in Congress and urge them to defend our military and our economy from these reckless cuts. Sequestration would mean: The smallest army since 1950, the smallest navy since 1915, the sma

Abyss
From the darkest of shadows of the Abyss one by one shall be Resurrected from the dead to be one again to take there right full place on this earth with no mercy to none it shal be done it had been fortold. By Devilina Demoness

Changes Are The Only Constant
if you asked me yesterday i would have told you i still cared don't ask me today because you aren't going to like my answer simple as i wanted it to be friendship is not what i remember it being like you can only keep people satisfied if you're willing to change to no longer be yourself nobody really likes the person that you ARE they love the person they believe you CAN be truth is being yourself leaves you alone being the mold is how you "keep" acquaintances so you know when i said i wanted to be friends i changed my mind gfy

Collecting Rainwater Now Illegal In Many States
Collecting rainwater now illegal in many states as Big Government claims ownership over our water Monday, July 26, 2010by Mike Adams, the Health RangerEditor of NaturalNews.com (See all articles...) 115K

Party Like A Rock Star!!!
If this is really bright, I do apologize. My laptop is screwed up and I can at least read this color as I type. :P What constitutes a party? I'm being serious. Is it simply not having your children around and sitting around your boyfriend's house watching television or playing Madden a party? I mean we don't really go out and when we do, we go to eat at Applebee's. I mean they do serve alcohol and people are laughing and having a good time. That's a party, right? The reason I bring this up and ask what a party really is, is because I was accused of "partying" on Friday nights. I have busted my ass to do what I have to do to take care of my chilren. I have worried non-stop about how I'm going to pay for braces for my oldest. Which I've managed to do ALONE while working 2 jobs, both totalling ONE part time job. Their "father" on the other hand has done nothing but buy himself a used car and a new laptop. Ugh, I shouldn't really have to talk about that, It's not really any of yo

Voices In My Head
I hear voices in my head that tell me evil things in the night.I hear voices in my head can you save me from my plight?The voices they come and they go.I try not to listen but they always seem to know.They tell me I'm not worthy they tell me to die.Even though I'm breathing I feel empty inside.I hear voices in my head I struggle with from within.I hear voices in my head and I just want them to end.They are so loud at times I feel myself slipping away.I look for guidance and bow my head to pray.Dear God in heaven please take this nonstop evil away.They told me to harm and kill today.I hear voices in my head Someone please stop the pain.I hear voices in my head I feel I am going insane.I take my meds just as the doc said.Instead of being in silence I feel like the walking dead.So numb inside can you hear my cry?Please help me find out the reasons why.

About Me
I am a SINGLE guy,yes SINGLE,if you are interested ,,let me know,it is hard to tell on here weather someone is serious or not,,,but I do flirt and kid around my self too,so anyway I am new here,a virgin you might say so take it easy on me LOL

*she Feels *
She feels pain sorrow,She has a black hole in her heart, soul. She feels hate anger she thrist she needs to feed she waits for him.She feels him she knows he is there but does he still (Love's Her) Its like (Daji Vu) again they came in circles again. She feel him all over again she (Loves Him) with all of her heart and soul, They both know they belong together.She is all he needs he is all she needs but she feels like she lost him again, She gave him back what he lost a long time ago Darkness Honor Respect Trust Faithful Honest most of all (Love)But now they both bleed again the pain and sorrows tears of blood. BY DEVILINA DEMONESS

Ugh.
My life has changed immensely over the past 6 months. So much so that I feel like my head is spinning. I don't know where I'm going or why I'm going there. I just keep moving along as if I'm on some predetermined track from which there is no escape. Funny that I use that word "escape". Like I'm in prison or something. It often feels like it as of late. I think I want out of this relationship. What relationship, you say? Well...that's a long, sordid tale. Suffice it to say that I met him, fell madly in love with him, and now I can barely look at him without wanting to punch his fucking face in. When a relationship begins, it's hard to find fault with the person you're attaching yourself to. Maybe they're putting their best foot forward. Maybe you just want it so bad that you don't notice their faults. Maybe,,,just maybe...you don't WANT to notice their faults. Perhaps you are so in love with the idea of that person and of being in love that nothing else registers until i

Confined
I won't always be able to confine this monster in here She grows stronger with my lust, my anger, my fear And feasts upon my heartbroken tears She portrays my inner ambitions But with only the worst of intentions Has no knowledge of shame or feelings of disregard For she has no remore and no heart Revels in vengence and acts of impulsion Refuses forgiveness but admires the notion She's a poison that eats away at my mind Her escape from that place will come in time And by then I'll only be an empty shell For her to control in her own twisted hell.

Friends
Ugh. How hard is it to actually talk to someone that is suppose to be your friend? To me it's not hard at all. I try, but when does it end? When is enough really enough? Ugh. I'm just tired and moody I guess.....

Thank You!
I would just like to say a BIG THANK YOU to everyone who helped/traded and let me buy into their fams this past week. And also those who spoiled me with the blings I achieved my goal -- Turning red on my birthday. You are all wonderful & amazing and it was a most intriguing little journey to do it. I met some cool new friends, some ridiculous people I hope to never run across or talk to again & of course, the shady ones. All in all it was fun and I thurally enjoyed it haha. Ranking is not as easy as they make it sound-- unless you do it a certain way ;) It's a lot of effort & numbers. Fun all in all though A special shoutout to Candi, Aylwin, Shreddar, Tim, Greg, My Wifey, Chrissy, Dukester :P , Drew, Benny, Secret Huntress, Jerem, Justin & a few others in my fam. You know who you are-- You guys made today especially special for me

Dammit, Someone Shot Our Goat????
I'll keep you informed. Husband went to put everyone away and feed for the evening and couldn't find him. Walked around and found him unresponsive but alive down by the river. Husband is bringing him home for an eval. and possible meds or to be put down. He's a fainting goat..funniest thing EVER to watch.Mean little bastard named, 48. I hope it's not a gunshot. What else puts a fist sized hole in the leg of a goat?

Dumba$$ 20yr Old, Really????
from: Eric the king S... Salem, OH subject: RE: was up received: 08/18/2012 02:39 pm replied: no block this member === 'Eilish FE to Gentleman Jim' wrote the following at '2012-08-18 14:35:26'..>> Darlin u have messed with the wrong chick... This conversation will b reposted on FU so noone will want to chat with ya..> Now have Nice Day> Dumbass!!!> > === 'Eric the king Slagle' wrote the following at '2012-08-18 14:26:24'..> >> > > > === 'Eilish FE to Gentleman Jim' wrote the following at '2012-08-18 14:25:12'..> > >> > > I could b ur mother!!! Do u talk to her that way??> > > And besides that do u really think i would call ur nasty ass with a private message like that?? REALLY?> > > Go find u some girl who u can buy a milkshake for, when u speak to a women remember ur manners dumbass> > > > > > > > > === 'Eric the king Slagle' wrote the following at '2012-08-18 14:19:36'..> > > >> > > > i got 14 inch call me 330-429-1891> > > > > i just like your big as

Touching You From A Distance....
Woke up in the middle of the night, sweaty cause i was dreaming of you. Its 1pm the time you always called. I'm perfectly dressed, no bra and your favorite red thong. All shaved, smooth and soft. I'm ready for my last night snack. I remember the feeling of your hands, the manly grab while you kiss on the neck. Turning me around and for a moment you look into my eyes. I could feel the heat coming from your chest, while you slide your hands from my tights, around my breast, then slowly to my neck. You lean towards me and bite my lips , push me on the bed. Doggy-style Yes, with one finger you pull aside my thong, then my cherry lips I know you felt that, she is talking to you. Sticky, shiny am starting to get wet. You smack one cheek, then the next OMG, his tongue. He's licking my ass but once in a while he dips into my hole. He wants the full view, now he's fingering my pussy and playing with my clit Just until he hears me say papi i want dick. SORRY AUDIENCE BEDROOM JU

My Mom
THIS IS FOR MY ANGEL HIGH,YOU PASSED AWAY AND I DIDNT KNOW WHY,YOU LEFT ME 97,I WAS LOST AND CONFUSSED AND DEPRESSED ALL THE TIME I DID NOT DESERVE TO LOOSE YOU THE LORD ONLY KNOWS WHY HE TOOK YOU AWAY SO I DIDNT HAVE YOU NEAR IT CRUSHED MY SPIRIT AND LIFE MY MOTHER MY DEAR YOU WERE MY LIFE MY MOM MY BEST FRIEND,I NEEDED YOU MORE AND MORE AS THE TIME WENT BY,BUT AS DAYS GET LONGER I SEE IM OK I KNOW YOUR IN HEAVEN AND YOU WATCH ME EVERYDAY,I LOVE YOU MY MOTHER,MY ANGEL IN THE SKY,YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY WORLD THAT WILL NEVER DIE....

Marked Nsfw. Some Dude Not To Trust.
had to remake the blog cause SOMEONE, and I am pretty certain who it was, reported it. lol so here it is again. So recently I have been making Drops/Intros/Outtros for the DJs of Fubar in exchange for Credits. I thought my prices were pretty fair. 25 credits for 2 drops, 65 credits for an intro/or outtro and 2 drops, and 135 gets you 4 drops, an intro and an outtro. Again I thought it was very fair just due to the amount of time it takes to create them. All of my drops are custom drops and not some generic peices with the persons name removed and added. So about mid july, I was hit up to do some drops. Told him the prices and he said he couldnt afford them. So, seeing that he was a friend of my friend, I dropped the price and told him 10 credits per drop. Again, because it is time consuming and anything less wouldn't be worth my time. So Lesson learned, I sent him the 2 drops and he tells me that he his card was stolen. And he was waiting for a new one. OK, I gave hi

Living
Loving all those Special people in Your life Indepth conversations that NEVER get boring Very forgiving of others misgivings and tolerance of other peoples feeling Intrigue and unfathomability of Your own being Never judging of other peoples Creed, Race, Flaws, Sexuality, Faith, Lifestyle choices and or Wishes Giving the best of Yourself to others as well as the worst.You need to be Yourself and Not Fake. If You do then You will always be known as fake.

Hands Off My Fu Pony :~}
ok...i really dont like to vent about stupid shit but im gonna this mornin and it has to do with my pony. I checked my livefeed this morning and wouldnt you know it, my pony got polished...yayyyyy for them till i noticed what level they were..LEVEL 55, really?? There are a ton of level 54's (me included) that need to polish 10 to level...your that fuckin greedy that you needed to do that, you couldnt have hit up a level 54 and say..hey, i got a pony for ya..FU GREEDY!! FU GREEDY!! FU GREEDY!! lol Im not mentioning names, they know who they are...and i'll be watchin them. Just stay off my page, foolio and we'll be coolio lol:P till next time.....over and out... the princess

Fu-hubby
Before anyone makes a huge ordeal out of things, I wanted to clarify and explain them first. First and foremost, my #1 (whom will always be my number 1) NiteOwl, aka Adam, is indeed my real life fiance. We are getting married in the spring. That's all still on. There are no problems with us. We aren't fighting, we aren't breaking up, ect. That's NOT why I fu-married EpicLloyd. I fumarried EpicLloyd to help him and so he can help me. Adam doesn't play very often anymore and since I've gotten back into the game I'd like to have a partner in crime; thus one of my besties EpicLloyd. So don't get shit twisted fu. My REAL LIFE hubby is aware of everything as is his REAL LIFE wifey. Mk? You drama llamas keep that in mind before you run to either him or Vixxy or anyone spreading crap because let's be honest; we all know it's going to happen. Secondly, let me break some shit down for you. A lot of you play the "well if you're not friends with my friend or you did them dirty or they

Just Trying To Have Fun On The Hoiday
I'm so happy the sun is shining and every day it does puts me in an instant good mood. Feeling kinda lazy and not wanting summer to go away. I have a special routine I follow every day to make myself feel good and alive. Having a little special "me time" and then working out gives the day a great start.... I love jumping on my trampoline and playing in the back yard. I am gonna put on my favorite tunes and get crazy....I love it. I'm gonna dance around and do gymnastics in the yard and it makes me feel young and happy....I like to feel carefree. I'll talk on the phone with some friends who make me laugh, cuz laughing is like my top priority... I choose to be happy now, and I'm not gonna wait till tomorrow....

Submissive Slut
Rose knelt calmly on her soft pillow as she listened to the sounds. He was in the bathroom. She heard the toilet flush and the water in the sink running for a while. He must have been waiting for the water to run warm. She was naked and the air was chilly causing her to shiver and her nipples to perk up with soft little bumps rising on the areolas surrounding her dark, pink buds. He was so very good to her, so loving yet firm. What pleasures would he seek from her tonight? Rose looked down at the floor, not seeing anything, just lost in her thoughts of pleasing him. The intense love she felt for him filled her with joy and she smiled. Oh yes, anything her Master desired, that is what she would give to him. They gave those gifts, the give and the take, the sharing of being completely in tune with one another. Rose thought about dinner, how she had made a delicious meal and served his favorite wine. She had wanted to welcome him home with love, knowing he'd had a busy day. She had wa

There Is Only One Happiness In Life To Love And To Be Love!
Dear sweetie, When I got to know you, I realized I wasn't alone and that something inside of you was hurting similar to what constantly brought tears to my eyes. I went through a time where I felt worthless unlove, continuously searching for happiness. But you mad me laugh and forget everything that was going on. I thank you for all the fun times we had together.. I have come to this conclusion you must been an angel sent by God to help me grieve and become a strong willed woman because no one has ever able to help me see the light clouds of darkness shadowed over me... You don't have to say a words everything will be okay. Thank you for coming to my life darling, you have no idea how much you make me happy thank you! I LOVE YOU!

Hot Summer Days
It was 90 degrees outside, the air conditioner had brokendown, and what's more, she hadn't had any sex for more than twomonths, It was the middle of a sweltering Saturday afternoon, andshe sat alone and naked in her apartment, the heat making her body shine withsweat. She thought about the last time.. Her mouth filled with saliva as she rememberedthe taste of his cock on her lips. She moaned and slid one hand down to hercunt, tenderly stroking her clit. Her other hand cupped her fullbreasts, pinching the nipples erect. Her cunt filled the air with thesweet smell of sex as she got excited. Abruptly she stopped her gentle masturbation. Coming to adecision, she went into her bedroom to put on some clothes. She put onsome sheer nylons, clipping them to a garter belt. Then she puton a thin tank top with no bra, her breasts straining against thecotton. She added a tight denim skirt and some sandals, put on somesunglasses, and went out into the b

Cause Thats Fubar (parody Of That's Rock 'n' Roll)
Another Song Parody - This one based on Shaun Cassidy's "That's Rock 'n' Roll" - Enjoy! *********** Well I was surfing the web from home When a friend messaged me on my phone It was a website They said to try out. Its called Fubar. So I set upMy account Became a fan and rarely log out Cause I enjoy it, While in the Blast Box When at Fubar. CHORUS: Well come on every body Sign up and Login Come on everybody and Like Your Friends Come on everybody and log in to your Fubar. Now I'm on there, Rating pics of friends Giving them tens and elevens And spending my paycheck on bling credits. When on Fubar. There was one chick who said she'd show me Her Not Safe pics if I bought her a Fu-Pony. When I said hell no, got called a homo. Thats life on Fubar. Well come on every body Sign up and Login Come on everybody and Like Your Friends Come on everybody and log in to your Fubar And if you want to create a mumm just do it and the likes will come. Or r

Curious Writings During The Night...
I was searching for a piece of paper and of course my first thought is to look next to my bed since all writers are more than likely to keep a notebook there. It just so happens that I keep such a notebook next to my bed. Oddly, I also have receipts, envelopes and torn pieces of paper with scribbles all over them on my nightstand as well. Apparently my best thoughts happen while sleeping. So, back to my story... While tearing out a piece of paper, I noticed I had jotted down a full poem and dated it July 2, 2012. Now, realizing I was in a terrible emotional state at that time considering Father's Day had just past and the anniversary of my Father's death was coming up (July 5th), it wasn't a surprise that this was pretty sad and just all out depressing. But, I've never apologized for anything I've written and I don't plan to hold back my feelings when I put anything down on paper. No writer ever should. With that being said, I'm posting the poem below just to get it off my mind, I supp

Dear James,
To my one and only earthly love. Though storms may come and troubles be common, our love and devotion will endure forever. Thank you for being everything I could ever want. You've filled my life with joy. You will always be... My one true love. Love you always Marilyn

Nude Pics And Men Being Ass Holes
LIKE ALWAYS I WRITE IN CAPS AND AS NO ONE READS THESE THINGS ANYWAYS I WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO, I WRITE MY OWN WAY AND SOMETIMES MISSPELL SO IF THAT BOTHERS YOU PLS DONT READ I HAVE A TENDENCY TO BABBLE ON AND BOUNCE FROM SUBJECT TO SUBJECT SO IF YOUR STILL INTERESTED THAN KEEP READING ....SO MANY THING ARE HAPPENING IN MY LIFE AND I CANT CONTROL IT, I FEEL THAT MY LIFE IS ON A UNEVEN KILT AND ITS SPIRILING OUT OF CONTROL , IM POWERLESS TO STOP THE BAMBARDMENT OF EMOTIONS AT TIMES AND THATS JUST A FEELING THAT I HATE ...I POST ALOT AND I DO MEAN ALOT OF NUDE AND NAUGHTY PICS AND SOMETIMES CATCH FLAK BECAUSE OF IT , I KNOW THAT I AM OVER 40 AND I HAVE CHILDREN HELL MOST OF THEM ARE GROWN AND GONE WITH KIDS OF THERE OWN I ALSO KNOW THAT MY WEIGHT IS OVER THE LIMITS OF MY BODY FRAME BUT HELL AFTER BIRTHING 8 BABIES I BELIEVE THAT I AM ALLOWED A LIL BODY FAT HERE LMAO I ALSO NO THAT I AM PALE AS A GHOST THAT LOOKS LIKE I WAS BITTEN BY A DAMN VAMPIRE HELL I KNOW MY FAULTS AND FLAWS AND FREEL

Makes Ya Think Huh
A sweet lesson on patience.A NYC Taxi driver wrote:I arrived at the address and honked the horn. After waiting a few minutes I honked again. Since this was going to be my last ride of my shift I thought about just driving away, but instead I put the car in park and walked up to the door and knocked.. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor.After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940's movie.By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets.There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboardbox filled with photos and glassware.'Would you carry my bag out to the car?' she said. I took the suitcase to the cab, then returned to assist the woman

My Love,
I am taking a moment to think of you, which follows all the moments I think of you, which fill my day. And in the moment, I am thinking of your lips, your eyes your features and your figure; your warmth as I hold you, the smell of your hair as we kiss-- all the things that excite me when I look at you and am near you. I am thinking of them and reflecting how little they mean when also think of you-- the inner you. The soul I have come to know and cherish, for your, kindness with people, your gentle, manners and the way youstrive to be a better person every day this is what I love. I love you so much for all that you do and all that you really are. Thank you for everything my love. Love you always Marilyn

"i'm A Bbw. Deal With It."
First off, shut the fuck up. And be warned, this post will offend you if you don't care to absorb a well thought out message. This is to very obese people. Not the "curvy" ones. Not the "full figured." The "I don't want to admit how fat I am, so I'm going to choose "undisclosed," or "Voluptuous" because I believe the more curves I have, the curvier I am. I also agree that I am a fat ignorant fuck who gives no fucking fucks about people's eyes, have no respect for myself, others in any light, dark, or shade. I agree that my body mass is a message to the world that says "Fuck you. I can take up as many seats or as much of this bench as I want, so enjoy my DD back tits. I hope you fap to them." No. Fuck you. You think it's okay to be that big? It isn't. It's unhealthy, and it gives your kids the message that it's okay to become that unhealthy, fat, and it support them growing up and out and raising their kids to grow up and out with that mindset. It isn't. Buying a goddamn diet coke

Johnnie's Final Curtain Call
Raise the curtains turn up the lights Johnny's singing for you tonight, songs of triumph songs of strife things he's seen all his life. He sang from his heart, his words were true and when he sang you felt like he was singing to you. He performed songs by himself and his wife June and through the years his voice was never out of tune. Although Johnny's gone away a place in our hearts he'll alway's stay. Through his words he'll live on, and as long as we remember him he'll never be gone. Wipe your tears, say goodbye be strong try not to cry, Johnny's gone and won't be back turn down the lights fade to black.

The First Few Weeks
So work's going good so far. Coming up to the end of the third week now and don't think I'm annoying anyone yet. Seem to have a good rapport with my boss, plus I'm learning all the time and remembering shit I knew already, so I don't think he regrets hiring me...yet. Already dislike 1 of the teachers but generally speaking I get along with everybody else in the faculty and they don't mind coming to me for help, whether I can help or not. The kids aren't bothering me too much, which is a bonus. Other than calling me Ed Sheeran for a week :| Usually go for a drink or two with a few staff and teachers every Friday so gradually getting a possible friend or two in the process, which is good for my lack of socialising skills. Kind of in with the school football team too which is nice as far as socialising and a nice bit of exercise goes. Other than that, really looking forward to moving in to my own place next month. Cannot wait to have my own "bed", tv, a shower, kitchen. Go

My Train Fanastay
Well I have this fantasy of having sex on top of a moving train well its going 60 mph, and the only thing to hold on to is a light........ As I hold on to the light, I wrap my legs around you and bring you deeper into me, screaming faster, harder, god damnit fuck me like you mean it. Letting go of the light with one hand, bring your face to my breast so you can suck on my them. Letting go of your head, I reach for your back to scratch making you shiver on top of me. You shove deeper into me, pounding me harder and bitting my nipples, As we both realize that the train is slowing down not ready to finish but know we have to you pull out and turn me over and take me from behind even harder and faster than before, going harder and harder and harder making me scream until we both cum in complete satification and bliss........

It Can Take A Toll
Many of you ask what happened to my hand. September 29th of last year i cut my wrist and had to have surgery. It took two doctors and 5 hours to put my hand back together. It will never work normal and I lost my whole life over it. Why? you ask, well I am still trying to figure out where I lost myself enough for this to happen. I have always been a strong person, so this is a confusion to me. I allowed people to run me down and stress took a toll on me that it just happened. I still see that night over and over in my head. That night I lost my whole life and everyone I ever cared about. A lot of it had to do with a guy named Todd Dreka. This is the guy that was man of my dreams or so I thought. But he fucked up my hrad mentally by telling me constantly I was whitetrash and no one would want me then tell me he loved me then hit me or throw me down stairs. I finally got away but not before he managed to ruin my whole life. I have since been trying to get it back together with no blue sky

10-19-12 Fun
Clear HistoryClose armlexcar Buzz: buzzed Level: Ninja (19) Gender: Male, 43 Location: United States 10:06pm armlexcar: HI BEAUTYFUL HOW ARE U 10:08pm Cannibal: I am just ducky, how are yo 10:09pm armlexcar: I AM JUST OUT CONTROL I HOPE U CAN UNDERSTAND ME 10:10pm Cannibal: sure..what is up?

Nashville
Some of you may kmow what is going on with my son, for those who don't here it is. My son rides motor cross and two weeks ago he was in an accident. He broke his leg, collar bone, 7 ribs and punctured his lung. Friday a week ago they found a blood colt in his leg and one in his lung. The next day the one in his lung broke loose and they had to opperate. Things were going all right until they put him on medication for the clot in his leg. He was allergic to the meds. He tried to get up to go to the bathroom, got dizzy and fell. The fall caused his injured lung to colapse. They had to put a baloon in to fix that. Last night the doctors called and ask if he had a living will. This is no longer a "oops I crashed" but rather will he survive. I have to go and be with him no matter the cost. I'll try to keep in touch but don't know if I can. I'll update you when I can. Love, Eddy

Save The Ta - Ta's
im collecting pink ribbons... im making tags for everyone that sends me 1 ribbon. ill salute anyone that sends me 6 pink ribbons and if you send me 50 pink ribbons i will make you a NSFW salute i will also be giving every 50th ribbon i get an almost NSFW salute SEND A RIBBON TODAY!!! my goal is 1000 pink ribbons! 403/1000 97 more pink ribbons and ill be half way THANK YOU for all the support YOU GUYS ROCK!!!

My Thoughts And Opinions On One Of The Things Most Taken For Granted.
Let me start by saying this....these are MY thoughts and MY opinions. And you may disagree with them. That's fine. Feel free to be critical and tell me why you disagree and what your thoughts are. Who knows...you may just change my opinion. However....name calling, cursing, bashing and profile wrecking WILL NOT BE TOLERATED. That being said....here we go.... I love you....three words. Easy to type. Easy to say. Right? But what is love really? It's not words typed on a keyboard, or even spoken words for one to hear. It is an emotion, and a very powerful one. When you tell someone, I love you...and your throat tightens, or tears come to your eyes. Your heart races and you are flooded by the warmth of comfort and safety. That IS love. Love can be as small as a tiny seed. But when planted, it will grow if it has what it needs. Trust, caring, respect, honor, friendship. Among other things, and not always in that order. It will grow in to a beautiful thing that can last forever if it i

My Poems
The Knife As the blade of the knife pierces my sideThe single drop of blood cannot hideI feel the pain of every breatheKnowing i will soon feel my death Feeling all happiness fade awayHoping i will die soon today I wish this blade would take my lifeFor i,m tired of holding this knife .... Blind Souls Everyone is dying From the moment they're born Everyone is crying But we're forsaken and forlorn Disillusion shattered dreams Destroyed visions of future Perfection is the name of condemned themes For a million of damned souls in overture So many souls in torment Reaching out to their creator We can only lament Because he is the betrayer... Across the miles Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent ,Sometimes,I like to thinkI can hear your heart beatingin time with mine. Have I ever told you that when i watch you speak to me through lines and cords,and bytes and ram I imagineYour voice,Whispering in my ear. Have I ever told you that I wait out each day

What Is The Deal For Real...
Ok so first of all men that read this don't get your panties in a bunch, this may or may not pertain to {YOU} this is about some men on Fu...NOT all men on Fu . I don't understand what goes on in your mind. I would have to say and most ladies on this site I'm sure will agree with me that how you approach women on this site you would NOT approach in the {REAL WORLD}. Are you just fucking with us by the approach your taking and trying to get a rise for your own self worth and not a {RISE} in your pants as to what I'm referring. Are you generally interested in this woman you're approaching? If so why the fuck would you come off pervy to them? Don't you think you would get a better response from a female if you were just kind and NORMAL or as NORMAL as any persona can take in the FuWorld. I can not stand nothing more then someone who is old enough to be my father or grandfather hitting on me. I am sorry if you are reading this and you fall into this category. I could be a social netwo

Chapter One
Sherry, in the beginning, has always been more female than most men could handle. Her soft, pouting lips made mere men drool, and pucker trying for that all-important "first kiss". Beautiful, eyes, large, supple breasts, and those hips...well, you'll see. Her first date with a new "online Dom" was supposed to be this evening, but after work, Sherry didnt think she could do it. She worked, all day, and dinner sounded great, but her feet were killing her. Regardless, tho, she knew she had to go. He made her heart pump, told her stories of lust and ribaldness she hadnt heard before, so she thought she should check him out. But Master Nickolas was no mere "online" Dominant, He was real. sherry got home, took a long shower, and stood before her mirror. She was awesome! Her perfume was perfect, "Submission", and she splashed it on her neck, on her breasts, and on her thighs. what the fuck, it couldnt hurt, right? She dressed slowly, her loins tingling from the hot shower, hitting her nippl

Some Men.. Don't Know What They Have Until It's Gone
before you wanna be an asshole with your girl, think about this ... while your ignoring her another guy is giving her attention while your giving her problems another guy is listening... while your to busy for her another guy is making time for her, while your making her cry , another guy is trying to make her smile again when your not sure if you want her another guy already has that figured out.. makes u wonder is she the one you wanna let go so easily or fight for someone so beautiful......LIFE It's about the choices you've just made, and the ones you're about to make, it's about the things you choose to say today. It's about what you're gonna do after you finish reading this.

Love
I can't explain I feel,But i know my feelings are for real.Thoughts of you are always on my mind,I'll do anything, give you all my time. sassy :: It makes me happy just being by your side,All those feelings I just can't hide.You'll always be in my heart,Can't bear the pain when we're apart. sassy :: Nobody is as special as you are to me,Now I hope you are beginning to see.Just how much I care for you,And all my feelings will always be true. I can't describe how much I care,But when you need me, I will always be there.To wipe those tears when you are sad,To make you happy when you are mad. All these things I really can do,Just remember I'm thinking of you.You are on my mind 24-7,Being with you is like being in heaven. At times we have our little fights,(even though I'm always right!!).My feelings for you will stay the same,How much I care for you will NEVER change

Actions Are Louder Than Words
When I see a person, and get to know them through words that's ok. But what I do enjoy is to talk face to face. A persons actions can speak for them, show who they really are on the inside. Some people now a days like to bottle things up on the inside, afraid of those careless, heartless people who judge them. People who judge only prove that words provoke them and they some where along the line have been judged too. People like that are not entirely bad, I mean they judge because they've been judged. We all have done it before whether it be once or twice it's still been done. I've had to learn things the hard way in life, and I now know i'm never alone. Instead of following down a path of hate and other things I over came that fear and moved on, Will you? I know not everyone can make themselves change but that is why the people who care about us help us when we're down. Never think your alone, Act on what you feel and Don't be afraid of who you are. Stand up, and Don't ever give up or

Lyrics On How I Feel Most Days.
"I hear voices in my headThey council meThey understandThey talk to me, they talk to meThey tell me things that i will doThey tell me things i'll do to youThey talk to me, they talk to meAll the lawyers are defenselessAll the doctors are diseaseAnd the preachers all are sinnersAnd the police just take the greaseAll you judges you are guiltyAll the bosses I will fireAll you bankers will have lossesAnd politicians are all liarsI see darkness fallin'I hear voices callin'I feel justice crawlin'I see faith has fallen"

Kisses
Their kisses become a little more probing, and less shy. His hands now moving over her shoulders and pushing the thin straps of her tank top aside. Moaning she lets her head fall back as he starts trailing kisses down her neck and across her shoulders. Her body reacting to every kiss and caress. Their breathing becoming a little more rapid. She enjoys the feeling of his hand as he covers her breast, and gently massages it. She wants him to just pull her top off so she can feel his hands on her skin, his lips kissing her. Intuitively he feels her need and slowly his hands drift under her black shirt. First stroking over her stomach and then reaching her breasts. The pleasure of that first touch is indescribable. The aching for that touch has been running through her mind since the moment he started kissing her. Her nipples are taut, aching to be teased and tasted. Slowly, he pushes her shirt up over her breasts and nuzzles into them. The sensuous feeling of his tongue swirling around

Halloween Contest...bling Packs..and Stuff..
I've thought about doing this many times over the years but in all honesty I got lazy (what else is new.) However, Fubar itself has decided to do it. And based on the entries so far, if you put some effort into it you really could win a 135 credit bling pack along with other levels of bling packs and prizes. If you have some creativity, a camera, and can make yourself into something for Halloween, check this page out below.. fubar Halloween 2012@ fubar And if I like your costume I might give you something too. But shh. Check it out! Not too many are there yet so your chances are good!!...Yes, it's legit... tell them I sent ya. Peace.

Dear Mr President
Dear Mr. President: When you signed the health care reform bill two years ago, your vice president told you "This is a big fucking deal." My son was 4 years old and heard it. I explained to him that Mr. Biden did not know the microphone was on and that I was sure he was sorry. Today on the news, my son hears you, the President of our United States, refer to Mitt Romney as a "bullshitter." For that, I cannot make excuses. You should be ashamed. Because of your language, my son thinks much less of your office, an office he dreams of holding some day. This undecided voter just made his decision. And if you ever happen to come to my home and use that type of language around my child, you'll find out how Mothers deal with that kind of trash.

Saved Her And Killed Her All In The Same Night!
He put his hands on her, in-front of the wrong man. Someone finally, took a stand. When the man threw her abuser, out that night. She knew she was in, for one Hell of a fight. Although the man, said she could stay. She just couldn't allow things, to start out this way. She was used to fighting, her battles alone. And after she thanked him, she picked up the phone. She was shaking and afraid, as she held the phone close. Then called the one person, she trusted the most. Little did she know, she was being betrayed. And she was about to lose the game, the two of them played. Her abuser and her best friend, were on the same team. As she asked for her help, confessed everything. You see without a soul to turn to, and no one to help. She had been planning her escape, all by herself. She told her best friend, where her money was stashed. Then pleaded for her help, that's all she asked. And had ever asked, of her before. Not too long after, her friend sho

So Now I Am 50
Making it to 50 My goalpost every decade that has passed Just make it to 50 A voice in my head Get to where sex is no longer a dire priority No one will want you when you are 50 And when you are 50 you will FINALLY Be considered old Not prey I don't LOOK 50 but I am So when youngsters hit on me It is funny to watch their face when I say I am 50 Once you are 50 you are no longer even a MILF My self imposed celibacy has given me many gifts Foremost being a gleeful embrace of age Instead of a desperate clinging to my youth Which some have....but I don't get Maybe because my goal as a youth Was to make it to 50

Just A Touching Story I Wanted To Share
MARRIED OR NOT, YOU SHOULD READ THIS ...“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then t

Updates
hubby got back to work and found out that our insurance company took on themselves to cancel our policy...ATS was going to make the insurance payments until hubby got back to work...they are working on getting it straightened out...in the meantime i have to cancel my dr appointment for nov 14 with my dr and my eye appointment on the 8th...hopefully i can find another insurance company to cover me so i can start getting treated for these gallstones....i feel so icky...not sleeping much due to the pain either which sucks too....still no real internet coverage...as soon as we can get things under control here i will have internet again... love you all, vampy38

Obama To Cut Medical Benefits For Active, Retired Military, Not Union Workers
Obama to cut medical benefits for active, retired military, not union workers Obama administration seeks to dramatically cut health benefits for active duty, retired military while not touching union worker's benefits. Credits: In an effort to cut defense spending, the Obama Administration plans to cut health benefits for active duty and retired military personnel and their families while not touching the benefits enjoyed by unionized civilian defense workers. The move, congressional aides suggested, is to force those individuals into Obamacare, Bill Gertz reported at the Washington Beacon. Gertz added: The proposed increases in health care payments by service members, which must be approved by Congress, are part of the Pentagon’s $487 billion cut in spending. It seeks to save $1.8 billion from the Tricare medical system in the fiscal 2013 budget, and $12.9 billion by 2017. Not everybody is happy with the plan, however. Militar

The First Three Chapters On My Book Are Now Available To Read Online !!
http://www.booksie.com/fantasy/novel/kala111/the-children-of-justice-&-duty/chapter/1 This is the link to the first three chapters of my book. Still a work in progress but the story is there to be followed. Hope you enjoy and please let me know what you think.

Talk Dirty To Me
Talk dirty to me , do you want my baby do you want my baby I get so wet when you talk dirty to me... love you love you... talk dirty to me, stay with me stay with me talk dirty to me , I could marry you I could marry you , talk dirty to me , make love to me make love to me , I get so wet when you talk dirty to me.... I do I do love you I do I do love you I can not I can not give in I can not give in to you Talk dirty to me bY Christine Flow of love in a box

Sexy Legs Contest - Greg's Perspective Edit
I am writing soley out of respect for the wonderful ladies that participated in my legs contest, and those that voted and were supportive of this huge contest. I expect to get all types of comments, as this type thing is a feeding frenzy for haters and those that love to spawn controversy. Take your best shots, I am laying it out on a silver platter for you. Before I share my experince and other details you may care less about, let me clear up one thing that hurts me and concerns me, (at the sound of cocking guns and arrows being drawn). The fact that I would stage a self-funded free contest and literraly use over 150 members (now many being good friends) in broad daylight is absolutely absurd...but believe what you want, I have a clear conscious. What would be my motives for such an endeavor ? Cetainly not financial gain, and only a fool would pull a stunt just to get attention or points for 7 days at the expense of 150 kind and beautiful ladies...it is these same ladies that k

This Is A Story I Wrote For The Fun Of It
I lay there soaking in the suns of the late July. It’s so warm out that I have been relaxing with my drink, on my back yard. I hear the lawn mower in the neighbor’s yard going and wonder if it’s the dad mowing his yard. I get up knowing that going to look wasn’t the best idea I have had but I needed to look. As I move over to the fence I see him. His strong arms pushing the mower, I move my eyes up from the worker hands I know are rough and know would feel wonderful along my skin. I moved up to see his hard chest and flat stomach glistening with sweat. I feel myself start to get wet as I watch him move. The way his body shifts to show the hard mound under his jeans. The way I would love to lick the moisture off his beautiful sun kissed skin. I feel my nipples tighten as I watch him move and know I will need a release. I move away from the fence slowly not wanting to lose sight of the amazing man that turns me into a puddle just looking at him. I go back to my chair and start to feel

For You ~~
Your breathe on my faceYour fingers running through my hairYour every traceI can not help but stareThe rock that holds me togetherThe heart that beats the same as my ownThe calmness in any weatherThe love that makes this house a homeThe depth of your amazing eyesThe fire for me in your smileThe everlasting truth in all the liesThe life that makes mine worthwhileMy hero in the dark nightMy protector from painMy guiding lightMy comfort in the rainI could go on forever about your loveI've become to truly believeyou were sent from aboveMy own angel, To forever love only me

You May Know??
1.my name is maricel 2.married in real life 3.i have 1 kid (son) 4.i am simply me:) 5.i am not here looking and searching of boyfriends or husband..(simple i am funny,jokers,love to smile or laugh:) 6.sweet :) , if you were nice at all:) 7.i am frank person accept on what i say.. i just telling the truth.sometimes i see how stupid you were:) 8.i am not beggers:) ---->crushes ---because i want to feel how special realy i am (wow someone crush me:D) ---->cridit over all--- because i value your hard work not that easy to earn money at all..(i grow) ---->like--- no i wont ask a like i am not looking of someone to like me for achivement:)like me if you do:)thank you if you were:).. shine not like: ----->people talk behind my back:) ------>fake friends ------>plastic:) ------>profile got lots of nude and asking a rate in my shout box!hell get away from my sb! ---

The Many Worlds Of Kevin Costner Scenario
This is where we learn what multiple concurrent realities may be like, using three movies. We will need three DVD players for this experiment, and a TV with multiple signal inputs. We take a copy of Dances with Wolves, The Postman, and Waterworld, and put each of them into their respective DVD player and press the start buttons simultaneously. Now you start watching any of the films, only flipping between the other two, looking for synchronicities and other interesting cross-linked occurences. (this is an incomplete thought experiment in progress)

Thanksgiving Deli Ma ~~~~please Help!!!!!!
So my family n I decided to host Thanksgiving at our place this year. I put the offer out to the family and we all decided it was our turn. Well upon thinking about it all......I don't have enough glass/ceramic plates and i don't have enough forks, spoons or knives. So I thought we will do this the easy way. Decorated paper plates, plastic forks, knives and spoons and Red Solo Cups :) There will be 15 adults 1 young adult and 2 babies. And a good thing about going all paper/plastic you only have just pots/pans and serving dishes and their nice spoons/forks to wash... Easy Peasy Right?? Upon telling my aunt about this she was well I wouldn't go as far as using plastic ware. Paper plates are fine, solo cups are fine. I said ok I will figure it out. My thought go and 2 sets of silverware. She then calls back asking me if we should just do it at her place. I said no I have it under control. My home dynamic has changed. My fiancée’s son is here now....he is 22 and my best friend

Guilt
GUILT Guilt is wishing jail for a loved one, hoping it is for his sobriety. Guilt is knowing you take, much more than you can give. Guilt is loving someone, You are not with. Guilt is knowing you will hurt someone. Because, you'll never leave the one you are with. Guilt is trying to please others, when at the moment... YOU just don't give a fuck! Guilt is a daily fight. It consumes my soul. I should feel SOMETHING... Yet, I do not! I am numb....and yet, I feel guilty because of it.

Boobs And Penis
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father,?' Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there??The father, surprised, answers,?'Well, son, there are three kinds of boobs: In her 20's, a woman's are like melons, round and firm.In her 30's to 40's, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit.After 50, they are like onions'.'Onions?'?'Yes, you see them and they make you cry.'This made his wife and daughter mad so the daughter said,'Mom, how many kinds of 'penises' are there??The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, 'Well dear, a man goes through three phases.In his 20's, his penis is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30's and 40's, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable.After his 50's, it is like a Christmas Tree.''A Christmas tree?' 'Yes - the tree is dead and the balls are just for decoration

Warm Bodies
Most of you keep asking what my status message is about. Here we go. I randomly found the trailer for the movie Warm Bodies on youtube and I started getting thrilled about it, I can't wait to watch it in january. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3ErWNBX9Rc Then I read that it was based on a novel by Isaac Marion and I looked for it and finished it in a few hours. I really loved it and lately I don't seem to find books that are both entertaining and introspective so I am really impressed. From what I saw in the trailer I was expecting some kind of teen horror commedy, which isn't bad itself but I was totally wrong.Maybe the movie will be like that but the book is dark and existensial, it has its own soul pulsating and filled with pain and hope. It reminded me of Salinger and Joyce. The story is very original and beyond the surface of the contingence of a post apocalyptic world where zombies and humans fight each other I think the main theme is the solitude everyone experiences and the

Thanksgiving, Work And Money
I hope everyone had a nice Thanksgivng. Mine was alright, I guess. Two days before I went to the funeral of a woman I know who bowled on my league. It was sad. I had no clue we had the same birthday, she was only 30 years older than me. She had to be one of the nicest people I know. No matter what, she was smiling. I spent most of the day thinking about her family and baking cookies and making deviled eggs. Also on Thanksgiving I was offered an extra day at my second job. It didn't take me long to tell them I'd do it. However I'm slightly regretting it now, lol. I wasn't really thinking. I just know that I really need the extra money right now and having the 10 extra hours on my check along with the chance of more tips would be amazing! But I got to thinking about it and I realized that I will be working 13 days straight, with the 14th day off, just to start the 13 days over again. I'm probably going to be the biggest bitch. Not that I'm not a bitch already, but at least now I'll

The Deep
Slowly sinking The dark taking hold The light that once was bright in now just a dim glow in the soul of what was. Your searching Feel the spinning but find no ends Sinking down you try to make the spinning stop You find no bottom Ever sinking more You see a flash, a streak of light Your hope abounds Only to find yet another gash that will heal and scar Time tattered and worn You morn for the life you once had.

My Childhood Santa Horror
When I was 5 years old . My first encounter with santa traumatized me. That day my mom and her sisters where in a local shopping mall to buy chrstmas gifts. Someone told them that Santa was at the other end of the mall. A which time they quickly took me to see Santa. At my first Santa sighting...I looked upon him in horror as Santa was about 40 feet. He appeared to be stepping on the people near to him. My first reation was to scream out in total horror. Everyone was telling me that it was ok it was Santa , as he crushed even more people. I kicked the person holding my hand and ran for the nearest exit. Upon reaching the exit I discovered there was no way to lock the door behind me. Looking for the local police there were none present. Me thinking mom and her sisters had already perished. I found A place to hide out of view of Santa should he exit the shopping mall behind me. Filling my pockets with rocks.. This Santa guy wasn't gonna take me without a fight

Extra-celestrial Love Thing
i claim this planet in the name of my united state of mind i claim this woman as my equal, sole heir and concubine i claim this planet from orbit to atmosphere to inner core i claim this woman in all languages archaic and henceforth i claim this planet offering no treaties with other entities i claim this woman in front of the everlasting God and galaxies i claim this planet to explore on my own no matter how long it takes i claim this woman her tundra, desert, plateau, and mountainous ways i claim this planet and fly my flag attached to cupid's shot arrow i claim this woman my coated arms wide to sheild her through life's battles i claim this planet not to get away, conquer, and destroy resources i claim this woman because love's a better shock and aww than other men's special forces i claim this planet i come in happiness and peace i claim this woman once she inhabited my heart and declared i'm all she needs.

This Is Storyteller
We're finally home, excited but exhausted after a rough day out buying some equipment for the house we just bought and are trying to fix up. After lugging in the boxes and tools, we unpack a bit, teasing and playing touchy feely with each other, laughing and stealing kisses. We decide to shower, together, and race for the bathroom, pulling at each other's clothes and kissing each other senseless to gain the upper hand. i reach the doorframe first, and you grab me from behind, my shirt shed back in the livingroom, you run your hands over my sides and belly, kissing my neck and biting where you know it drives me crazy. I try to reach for you and you hold back my arms, pulling me close so when my knees stop working you're there to catch me. I moan and arch toward you, begging for your kisses, but you refuse and move to my shoulder, nipping little bites all over, and taking advantage of my back being arched, you trail nibbles to my breasts, biting, then licking, then blowing a path to my n

Lover Unbound
With no warning at all she waas tackled from behind, pushed face-first into the wall and held in place by a rock-hard body twice the size of her own. Her gasp was first one of shock, then one of sex as she felt V grind into her ass. "I tried to tell you no." he growled as his hand buried itself in her hair and locked on, pulling her heaad back. As she cried out she ran wet between her legs. "Tried to be nice." "Oh.....God--" she said."Praying's not going to help. Too late for that. Jane." There was regret in his voice- as well as erotic inevitability. "I gave you a chance to have it on your terms. Now we'll do this mine." She wanted this. She wanted him."Please--""Shh." He cranked her head to the side with a twist of his wrist. exposing her throat. "When I want you to beg, I'll tell you." His tongue was warm and wet as it rode up her neck. "Now ask me what I'm going to do with you." She opened her mouth, but could only pant. He tightened the hold on her hair. "Ask me. Say,'What are

Departed
Sitting in the shadows she takes form, Waits for her Prince of darkness to arrive. A light that went out when he left her side, A deep thought escaped her heart. A challenge she wasn't sure she could endure,The pain of her loss lingers within. Eyes wide shut when she could plainly see, She takes the silence and embraces it.. By: Estrella VonNostitz aka: AnGeL KisS 12/04/12

I Am A Woman
I am a woman Come warm yourself in my arms Let me shelter you from the cares of the world Do not fear me I could not harm your fragile heart Nor can I destroy your dreams I am a woman Destiny is mine to protect you Let me help to heal your wounds Do not fear me I know the pain of a broken heart I could never cause you this pain I am a woman I don’t ask you to love me Only that you let me love you Do not fear me I cannot cage your spirit Your freedom is not mine to control I am a woman I cannot give you the moon and stars I can give the beauty and fragrance of a rose Do not fear me If you choose to love me I accept If you choose to leave I have your memory

How To Spot A Fake On Fu!!!
Easy tips on how to Spot FAKES on Fu.. Newbies with photos of sexy girls and got private albums. Newbies who just sign onto fubar and are already asking for bling,fan,and likes if they are so called new to fubar how the hell do they know about all that shit,thats one big red flag that they are fake accounts being run by people from fubar who already got accounts who want credits so they can fu pal them to their real accounts. Newbies without No salutes even after you ask em to post one they get pissy or make up an excuse,thats another red flag. Newbies who are asking for VIPS thats another red flag. Newbies who post info on their profiles saying they are real and they do not have to post a Salute to prove it. All i am saying is do not fall for those fakes who claim to be Real they are just after one thing your MONEY to get credits out of you and have them send to their real fubar accounts,i am just warning you silly boys stop falling for them,spending money on em,buying them shit

Pissed Off
Hello All My Fubar Friends, I am sick and tired of all the lame ass motherfuckas on here. Most of you people on here won't talk to anymore, unless #1 You show your goodies..Ladies and Gentleman, I can see that any day of the week,but if you feel you have to degrade yourself to get a Bling Pack..Your just as bad as a prosititute.# 2 Wanna talk about sex the entire conversation..I know within the first 5 minutes of a conversation what you are already about..Fuck off. I am just so sick and tired of the bullshit. I have been on here six years this year and it seems to get worse and worse..So for FYI..I don't show what my momma gave me, If you don't want to get to know me as a person ..well then that's your bad. That shit won't get you anywhere with me. I rather have a intelligent conversation anytime. I just had to vent, after all these years of being on here and people just don't get it!

The Peen Contest!!
LADIES AND GUYS, THERE IS NOW A PEEN FOLDER UP ON MY PAGE. ALL PICS ADDED TO THIS FOLDER { http://fubar.com/peeeen/album-7356788-2590573 } GO UP FOR BEST PEEN CONTEST. THE WINNER OF THE BEST PEEN AWARD GETS BLINGED!! ONE OF THE NICE ABILITY BLINGS!! TO ENTER THE CONTEST, HIT UP MY SKYPE OR SHOUTBOX!! YOU KNOW YOU WANNA!! WINNER WILL BE ANNOUNCED AND AWARDED ON NEW YEAR'S DAY. THE LOVELY LADIES OF OGAH WILL BE THE JUDGES. I WILL NOT BE JUDGING THE CONTEST. IT IS ANONYMOUS. IF YOU TELL PEOPLE WHICH PIC IS YOURS, YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED. The rules for the pics Pics should be fully nude of preferably just the crotch area. No showing of the face. Should not be edited or added on to. Should show the full cock. A little ball action never hurt anyone. The pic MUST be of YOUR cock. Either you can link me to the pic of your choosing, link me to a folder for me to choose a pic, or if you happen to be one of the few who have my skype you can skype me a pic.

Just Had To Share This Rediculousness
So my ex harassed me for a year. As well as the girl he left me for because they are mean nasty gnarly drug addicts. Anyways these fools have like four facebooks a piece. And I have tried to block them all but somehow either they are making new ones, or I just didnt know they were as lifeless as I thought in the beginning. My ex has been threatened with a restraining order and hasnt bothered me since that last time I threatened it about two months ago. He left me for another chick last Thanksgiving, I cooked and everything and it was really cruel but I was not holding onto something that was worth nothing, however he would not leave me alone for a year. So today I get a message on facebook. from of course one of his accounts but I am pretty sure the message was from "the psycho disease addled troll" as i like to refer to her as. But anyways the message went a little something like this "Just thought it would make you happy to know that Eric and I are trying to get pregnant" Keep in min

Sexual Predator Of The Week.
Sure, me and PieDaddy over the years may not have seen eye to eye but I must give credit where it is due. His work on exposing sexual predators at least on here, is unparalled (or however you spell it.) Check out his latest one below: http://fubar.com/have-you-seen-this-creeper-meet-sexual-predator-fred-h-aubus/b348031-1175656#viewcomments Better to be informed than victimized. Peace.

Walked Away
i breathe you,i dream you ,i miss you tonight-you gave me just one more kiss for the ones we missed,turned your back and walked away-the letter you left had me in tears,flashback of broken love thru the years,when i close myes i can still see you standing there,now i see 12 shades of gray,i feel my souls enslaved-you gave me one last kiss for the ones we missed turned your back and walked away..

Skanks, Children And Crybabies
Well, yesterday I posted a blog based on a message I received from someone, asking for clarification of why they felt the need to cut me, ect, I posted a blog looking for more information as well as one wondering how a top fake red dude could be so ignorant. Hell, I didn't even say anything bad in the blogs, but that's besides the point. Well, it turns out about six months ago I uploaded a gutter trash picture of said skank with a lighted cigarette sticking out of her cooch. Oh, my bad. Sorry I forgot where I put what skanks in my folders, lol. Well, at least I got the answer I was looking for. But since people here act like children and crybabies and run to the principal's office every time someone says their name in any kind of context apparently in a blog this reminds me of two things that I learned long ago and basically forgot about since in my opinion, what I posted really wasn't that bad in the first place at face value: 1. When posting blogs, make sure they are marked NSFW.

One And Only...
Don't give a shit about jurisdiction. Moving on down the road. jerking off in her underwear. While she for gets about you. She is not counting the days or nights with out you. This is her way of saying 'Good Bye, you can't touch her.' They gone through the motions of fake love. She manage to pull that off , tug-of- war pulled and twisted and turned inside of her. One and only. bY cHristine

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'tis The Season
Strangest thing ever. (Ok, not ever, but strangest thing since I woke up today, which was not that long ago.) Guy I met several months ago (I played hostess to him and a bunch of other hooligans for a weekend) shows up at my farm this morning, unannounced, to deliver a bottle of nice bordeaux. We visit for three hours, coffee-ing and sampling various breads I baked in the last few days, denouncing television and microwaves and extolling the virtues of the written word. Never mind that I'm wearing what amounts to pajamas. (If you show up announced, there's a good chance I'll look somewhat less than glamorous. And if you show up announced, there is also a pretty good chance I won't look glamorous. But I will probably wear something other than stretchy pants.) Anyway, it was nice. A lovely reminder of what the holiday can (and ought to) be. If anyone else has a nice bottle of wine you want to get off your hands, stop over!

Thank You Fubar :) Merry Christmas!!
Merry Christmas from Mike, Ryan, Alan, Eric, Rosalind, Derek, Caren, Lonnie, Matt, Roshan, Drew, Melissa and all the Bouncers and the entire fubar Family! You've just received: 10 Credit bling: Muffin With Muffins In It! One hundred extra 11s fuMafia gift favors (non-transferable)! 20,000 Gameroom Tokens! A One Day Blast! 42,000 extra fuBucks and points!

Let Me Lick Your Lollipop
Let Me Lick Your Lollipop. Let me lick your lollipop And suck your throbbing head. I don't need candy, liquorice sticks, I'll suck your cock instead. I'll lick your shaft in twirling swirls And wriggle my tongue along; I'll make you glad I'm sucking you, This pleasure can't be wrong. Your button mushroom fits inside My hot and moistening mouth; I'll suck you down into my throat, Your shaft is heading south. I hum a tune of sugar joy With my lips squeezing you. I'll gaze up, on my knees, below, Don't you enjoy this view? I clutch your stick so gently soft But suck you deep and wet; I love to lick and nom your cock, So well I make you sweat. The sugar oozes from your hole, I suck and lick it clean; Oh, rub my clit as I suck you, Make me your candy queen. My dribbling mouth sucks dribbling cock, I need you more and more; If I didn't want you in my throat, You'd make my pussy sore With fucking me so heavenly well, As deep as you can get. So fuck my mouth wi

Looking Forward To The Anum 2013
Ok 2013. A brief list of goals: 1) No coffee (2012 saw me come back to coffee due to time and convenience, but I'm through with that. I've already started and my system is getting back to normal) 1a) Be a more attentive father (which includes me working to be around more). 2) More organized. 3) Try to forgive people. 4) Regular exercise. 5) Forgive people easier. 6) Journal and MAYBE blog more..... MAYBE. 7) Be better about keeping in touch with friends and family. 8) Take better care of myself and monitor my health. 9) Be more forgiving. I think I can pull this off. Well maybe not the forgiveness part. To all my friends and family, please have a wonderful but SAFE time tonight as the morons will be all over making it hard on those of us with brains. And I hope that all of you have your greatest year in 2013

Things That Make Brits... British!
Brits are very, well, British. We are proud of being British, we are ashamed of being British, we see ourselves as being a powerful nation and always moan about how powerless we now are. Sometimes we love being British, sometimes we hate it. Essentially we are full of contradictions. It may be a vast generalisation but we're all very similar. We have our differences but when it comes to down to it we all share a common set of eccentricities and traits. So here they are things that make you uniquely British: 1. You like your tea one way and only one way. 2. You take queueing and queue-jumping very seriously. 3. Everything you say sounds sarcastic. 4. Everything everyone else says sounds sarcastic. 5. You never want to make a fuss. 6. You can't pay proper tribute to someone without a keenly observed silence. 7. Saying 'thank you' is just a natural reaction. 8. You apologise for everything. 9. Sugar is for plebs. Even though if we're honest with ourselves it ta

Wont Think About You
No I can't let a tear shed. Eyes being rubbed so they stay red. Not ganja, dreams being smoked up. Trying not to fucking care, throwing my fucking hands up. Giving up is easy but it's what that needs be. Get through these feelings, that which weakens me. Another person to replace you can't come fast enough. No one to take my mind away, I admit i'm struggling bruh. This is all on me, no mystery. Tryna find my spot in the middle of where the bitches be. Better yet in between thick thighs where the loving be. Should've keep it friendly, for our fucking history. Damn. Turn the page forward, can't look back. My light on dim, may the fucking world go black. Because it's like that when your heart's under attack by your words, by thoughts, by the way you fail to act. Now regret hovers over me. Unlike a halo these grey clouds is where they suppose to be. Hiding my sunshine. No warmth. Dark mind. Cold feelings. Lonely blues highlighting the skyline. I feel abused. I'm standing nude. Looking in t

Sexy Moon...part 6
The inky black night paled to charcoal gray. The snow kept coming down. Marissa spent the night drifting in and out of sleep. Over and over during the night she had caught her- self thinking about David. Over the next hour, Marissa realize it was the next day. And she had to get herself up out of bed. If I can find enough strength- You have to, M. You will. If I can get up- Get up! Don't think about it. Get up! I'm trying!

The Frist Time...
The first time, I meet you ask me to come to your house this night, I was so sad this night. You made me feel like a women this night. I had a beer and got high with you this night. You tell jokes that made me happy and made my pain go away this night. This was a hot summer night, sky was all blue as the Valley is so true to us and Moon is bleeding and sexy to come out to play with us this night. We danced the night away you took me on a ride of my life in a dream of a candy land. Around and around the sun rise and we get a beer and cig and set and hold each other. Not say word. Fell for another. That is a moment. The first time, I meet you, That's when you said I was a cool cat. I won't forget. I wounder if you still think that now... bY LoVe GiRL

Heelmode (final Rant!)
So after six long years I have made a conscious decision to close up shop. I'm gone, I'm outta here! Next stop, real life. Because what most of you fail to realize is that there is a real world out there. The sun rises, the sun sets, people live their lives. You? You sit behind your little computer all day whoring yourself for virtual goodies. Things that have no monetary value in reality. You can't pay your bills with that. “Please don't shut off my water! I'll buy you a God Mode?”What do you have to show for yourself? That you're essentially a virtual con artist or prostitute, degrading yourself in front of thousands of people for what... self esteem... ego boost... pat on the back? You're pathetic. Maybe if you got off your ass and did something with your life you might realize that you're actually worth more than a couple of virtual tokens on a web site that if closed tomorrow, you'd lose all of it. What then? If tomorrow was the last day of your existence, what do you

Erotique Piece I Wrote 4 Somebody No Longer On Fubar
Just trying 2 bring U into a new millennium A new mode new method A state of mind, U’d Be Alice in Wonderland , all the above stated Plus U’re already understatedly fine We’re all fighting the clock, I must say 2 U- the years have been kind Morning brownies, morning coffee, wake up sex, Have 2 admit a travesty Yes it’s been a couple of months since I had a woman cook me breakfast in bed :D Freaking tragic! Make U smile make U laugh make U gasp shiver in pleasurous contusions Contractions, Make U cum, Heebie jeebies herky jerkys But I gotta start by making U smile, that’s step one If I overdo it on my first impression& give U too soon too much, Don’t worry not too much 2 overcome, Since I’m sure if U tasted me once, U won’t be able 2 quit touching, Now if I talk 2 much & muff it up just give me a muzzle, Save a beard ride a mustache, Save a mustang ride this Cadillac ‘m deluxe luxury, ur posh petite I love 2 lic

Fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia is a musculoskeletal diease it has many forms and affects suffers differently for example same may only suffer mild discomfort in their joints and slight fatigue however this can not be said for all imagine if you can sleeping only 3 hours going for a 5mile run 2 hours heavy weight lifting then 12 rounds with mike tyson then your getting close to how it affects 95% of its suffers not all days are like that some are mild but then can come days weeks of major pain discomfort sleepness nights depression thoughts of self harming worthlessness being a burden to those who love us for me it's pain daily memory fog depression the signals in my pain get confused when it feels or antidispactes pain pain is increased 3 times presure points a extremely senistive i sleep around 3-4 hours anight im never in the dream zone of sleep as we reach that state we become aroused again its crying in pain when cuddled it involves stomach you get irritate bowel theres no known cure just mediction

Friends...
I understand this is just a site and it's pretty much a game being played on here, but it doesn't make it any less frustrating when I see friends asking for assistance either for them or another friend to help them level, then when I post something for help, I get ignored. I have been helped a couple of times and I am very grateful for that, but in one instance, I became completely ignored by that person after all was said and done. Having been on this site since 2006, I have seen alot. Met my wife on here and made some great friends, unfortunately those days are long gone, It's all about what you do for me (in the eyes of others). I have long said, I don't do anything that costs money nor would I ask anyone to do for me that does so, but yet, people are always begging for bling, happy hours, famps, rock stars, etc, and pick and choose their friends accordingly, even showing skin as a trade-off for those gifts. I ask for a drink from a newb, a few fans, temp family adds, and w

Thanks For The Wine.
There's something lonely about a dog that won't eat.I sat with too many lights out, in a house two sizes too big, counting the things I could be doing.I thumbed through my list of sponsors, well-wishers, twits, and friends with real problems.Ultimately closing my ancient brick phone with a prodigious clap and deciding I didn't really want to bother anyone with this leper sense of impotence and shame.I could go get a pack, a case, a fifth.Chat up a six.Problem solved.I could stop rubbing my elbow, worrying away the twitch.I could lay down another full house.Jack of spades.Queen of blades.Or I could wittle another year away.Cloistered behind a cardboard fortress.Secret. Safe. Terrified of the rising sun, turned keys and ticking clocks.The tiny clicks that expose us.

My Love For You!
WOLFHe stands alone always watchful, ever vigilant His stature brings us courage and pride He guards that which is most precious to us The pathway to our souls We watch his beauty in awe His presence lends flight to our dreams and fears When we look into our secret wishes He is what we long to seeHe brings comfort and unease We trust in his strength and light Yet we fear, for he knows that which is in our hearts We yearn to be near that which is wild and free He is the guardian of the wood, master of all who bide within He will welcome you to his domain, provided you pay his price The task is always hard, but never cruel Tis' but a small price to pay for the reward you will reapMost would do anything for the love of a Wolf.

Book Burning.
I sat scratching the black gunk out of a very wise coin.Silver. Old. Grampa's.I never got the trick of rolling it between my fingers, I used to flip, flit, and skidmostly down school halls and into hospital elevatorsbut then I lost my two-headed quarter down a grate at six flags.I'd never run that risk with this one.Too many burdens, too many hefty decisions lay on the face of this token.I was stalling.I've been stalling since she left.Running from the very deliberate, very cerebral sense that a wrong had to be righted.The lights were on in a room no one was in.The faucet had been left on.More wrongs came in the meantime.Bigger ones.Wrapped my head up.Swole my pretty face.Wrecked my bodyand my shitty ride.Couldn't breathe.Couldn't walk.Couldn't move the sunlight.Couldn't hide from flying schrapnel and the big black feathers dragging me under.The heart is cold.The mind isfullSleep evades.And my starving hands hunger for a shiv named justice.Ask.Toss.Catch.Then ignore your answer.Open h

"it's A New Day"....
"it's a new day".. wake up from a sleep, it's how it goes. "it's a new day"..blue sky moves me sun shinning on my face blue jays flying making music dancing "it's a new day"... have my coffee a cig write about love skies sleep "it's a new day"..trees are brown this Jan. dead still "it's a new day".. make love all night.. kiss good night "it's a new day" bY LoVe GiRL "a kiss in May"...

I Want Your Sex ....
I want your sex all night.. "I want your sex".. when I wake up.. I want your sex.. when you call.. I want your sex.. I mange to take the time.. I want your sex.. once upon time.. I want your sex.. upside down inside out.. I want your sex.. day after.. I want you sex.. the moon shinning over us.. I want your sex your rock hard.. I want your sex.. you tell me you want me.. I want your sex.. ride me hard.. I want your sex.. you are standing over me with just a "smile on your face" I want your sex.. you touch me the way you do.. I want you all the time moon light... "some one ask me about you today"... how will I forget you... bY LoVe GiRL... "it's not my worry to know"...

Broken Windows
Broken windows as the sun shines on her broken pain.. tells a story sun shines plays a tune of love.. broken windows on the brown ground shines like snow... broken windows tell a story of love, broken windows hang on her wall tell a story, sun shines play a tune of love.. broken windows and the brown ground shines like snow...broken windows tell a story of love life boys in a car sex drugs drive in movies kissing on your first date lost love broken windows... lies fucking hate let down.. love war. Broken windows... bY LoVe GiRL... "Walking on broken widows"

"life"
"Life" In life, there may not be much time left. Life can be long or short,it depends how you want to put it. Life can be bitter or sweet. Life can be good or bad. In life there is good moments and there are disasters. God put us all on this Earth forr a reason and a purpose to live. Nobody knows what that might be, but all we can do is live day to day and night by night. Life is precious, so take what God gives you. Don't be discouraged and be glad for what you can have in this life. We all hope to have our dreams come true, what ever they might be and all of our goals that we set, completed and accomplished before the world ends. Written by: Jimmia Nov. 12,1996

I Knew You Would Do ....
I knew you would do this to me in long run... you ran away in the night the rent was not paid you ran like a dog in the night.. I'm so happy I let you good so long ago like I did.. I knew you would do this to me in long run.. someone said I was hiding you out, like your a Jesse's James with your drugs and all that with a kid.. what are you thinking your not.. I knew you would do this to me in long run... that's why I walked away from you along time ago in the night not saying a word to no one.. let them think or talk about me I know what I had with you I knew you would do this to me in long run... goo on with your bad ass self I knew you would do this to me in long run... you think you Jesse's James.. bY LoVe GiRL A man with many Names ..... on the run for life.. did me wrong ...

52,381
52,381 OMG I'm so happy I've came long ways I love to Thank You all for being here for me.. this is going to be a great yr..... I've been working so hard for my readers so you have something sexy, fun sad loving to read... just hang in there with me on my book it's really hard for me to get pass part 16... love you all and Thank you so much I will give you so much more of me this year... take care my lovers come and join me on this ride of love sexy darkness of true rare of LoVe GiRL... set down stay awhile lol.. have some coffee and cig with me and read.. I may write something about you.. bye hugs ()

Red Moon
Red Moon cover her heart in the night she loves him why why he loves her not Red Moon Red Moon covers her heart in the night she loves him why why he loves her not bY LoVe GiRL... this is for you lover ..... *() Darren Dobyns

If You're Going To Fall In Love With Me.
If you’re going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you’re falling in love with. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be a little too clingy. You fa

You Dont Have To Lie...
That's what this woman from the UK said to me a while ago. Here's what lead up to it: So we've been chatting and joking online, right? Typical Fu stuff. I mean nothing's gonna come out of it since neither of us is planning any overseas virual blind dates. So after a while, I start to get hungry and tell her, "I think it's time I went to fetch dinner." She says, "Ok, fine sir." That's how she talks. Anyway, I head to the kitchen to hook up a burger and fries. I'm not a good cook, so it didnt take long. Lol When Im done scarfing, I return here and answer a few pokes and messages. The I see her saying in that chatbox, "You dont have to lie. You could have just told me you didnt want to talkt to me anymore." And I'm like, Wow! Not because she said that. It makes no sense, but I know how insecure some pretty women can be. But that she could just call me a liar without knowing any more about me than Koby Bryant! She just went for it like we slept in the same bed last night. As the late Huel

Government Lies & Half Truths About Assault Weapons
Lies and half-truths is all that we seem to be getting from the government these days. The latest lie is that military-style guns have no legitimate purpose in the hands of civilians. Of course the media is in on it. The government can’t really do anything without the media. The media is the machine that carries the lies out to the uneducated masses. There has been a lot of debate about these weapons and a lot of terms being used, inappropriately, by both sides. So I am not going to go into the detailed operation of each firearm type and the proper nomenclature, except for one. The term “assault weapon” was high jacked by the government and gun control crowd, from the term “assault rifle” which is used to describe a military firearm capable of “selective fire.” An “assault rifle” is a firearm that could be used in two different ways. It is a combination rifle; one that is suitable for a rifleman or infantry in one mode and also su

Guilty By Complexion
So this so-called friend of mine named Lori, who's white, texts me last night to tell me about her rotten day at work. She works in one of the mini market/gas stations where they serve snacks with a semi-deli. This rough black woman strolls in and starts taking her rotten day out on Lori and it's a bad scene because Lori is not really a people person, especially with black women people, even though her job involves customer service. And it was probably all over her face for that sista to see, who started barking about what kind of chicken sandwich she wanted, how it better be cooked, with this sauce, that seasoning and so on. Cutting to the chase, they get into an argument involving some neck wobbling and waving snapping fingers on sista's part. Lori grits her teeth and walks away from the deli counter saying "I just need to get away from this woman!" "Yeah, you know you better!" the sista yells after her. It was very stressfull for Lori I'm sure. Later, she texted me saying that the h

Turning Point
I have been asked on a number of occasions 'whats my story' and I always say something to the effect of 'Im a boring story ( I am, but thats the point here, lol) I have just refreained from emoting anything for fear of exclusion, the minute one opines on here there becomes a dividing line of those that agree and those that dont and I have been of the mindest that I would rather be 'all inclusive'.... Im just not sure that that is wholy productive.... so why not say whats on my mind, and knowign that in doing so it will send a certain segment of the female populas in the other direction lol.....well I suppose the time has come to not be worried about keeping my mouth shut for fear of ruffling feathers.... not that Im Looking to ruffle anything... Im just saying Im gonna avoid Not doing it for the sake of the fold..... if you hate, I dont really want to talk to you.... if you are stupid, I really dont have time for you, and if you mix those two in your own blend of ignorance, welll it ju

Falling Angle.....
Starting Over, lovely thing to do. Flowers in her hair. Sun shine. Rainbows in the sky. Took a chance in romance, lost in the woods in the dark night. Starting over, lovely thing to do. Flowers in her hair. Sun shine. Rainbows in the sky. Falling Angle saying good bye. bY LoVe GiRL

Silly Stupid People
Clear HistoryClose Dallasjones Buzz: toasted Level: Wasted Fu (7) Gender: No, ? Location: 76032 10:55am Dallasjones: Damn if u got yahoo ill show u some dick 10:57am FvckingCan...: oh my what an unusual treat! 10:57am Dallasjones: U like that huh 10:58am FvckingCan...: That would be splendid, maybe you could just upload some pics here?

Fight To The End...
Fight to the end. Torment, hate, sad, greedy, that is what you are. You can't take me down this winter day. Fight to the end. Use others to do your dirty work. That's all you know. Fight to the end. You think I will stop writing what I feel. Fight to the end. I know who I am. I set wounder how long you can last this war. Fight to the end. You think you can put bullshit in my head. Fight to the end. I have my guns out. Fight to the end. I'm not going no where. Fight to the end. I have a life. I have no need to worry about haters. Fight to the end. I don't find need to stay up all night play games like the child you are. Fight to the end. bY LoVe GiRL "stand up for your rights"

Is The Grass Greener On The Other Side?
If you think the grass is greener on the other side of the fence you may want to think again. It just may be more bitter tasting than what you already have. For all of you women out there that go after another woman's man all I can say is you are pathetic. No matter what he is telling you trust me he is NOT telling you the full story. It is usually she is ignoring me or spending too much time online. Well the fact of the matter is IF he wasn't doing all those things himself how would he know. For all you men out there that go after another woman when you have one at home that does everything for you. You still complain about that woman bash her and all she wants is your love and trust. You tell a "married" woman you love her and are not breaking up with her. Number one: How can you be with a married woman when she is MARRIED? Number two: How can you be with someone when you sleep in another woman's bed each night? The answer is you can't. Turning your cellphone down so your girl o

Abandoned Loneliness
I REALLY WONDER WHO I AM EMOTIONS RUSH IN TURMOIL INSIDE A SCARED YOUNG CHILD MY EYES SEE THAT OF A MAN I FEEL AS IF I AM REGRESSING FORWARD TO FIND AN EMPTINESS IN MY SELF DOUBT I DROWN A LONELY CHILD CRYING TO HIMSELF REACHING OUT TO FIND ATTENTION PUSHING SO HARD I FIND REJECTION LOST IN ABANDONED LONLINESS I AM SLIPPING INTO EMPTINESS DEEPER I BURY ALL SELF WORTH TRAPPED IN MY WEB OF EMOTIONS LIFE I SUCK FROM WITHIN TIGHTER I'M HELD IN SUFFOCATION FEEDING OFF MY INNER REGRESSION STRONGER GROWS MY DEPRESSION CLINGING TO DREAMS UNABLE TO GRASP FALLING PREY RIPPED INSIDE OUT FEELINGS DARE TO ESCAPE FROM PUNISHMENT INADEQUATE I HIDE IN FRUSTATION SLOWLY INSIDE I BEGIN TO DIE TOTAL SECLUSION IS WHAT I FIND LOST IN ABANDONED LONLINESSI AM SLIPPING INTO EMPTINESS LOCKED WITHIN MY MIND WATCHING THE REST OF MANKIND DESTINED BY FEELINGS OF THE HEART ALONE I STAND FALLING APART PATH TO NOWHERE I LEAD CONFUSED AS TO WHERE I FOLLOW ABANDONING ALL

Sinking Into Circles Of Damnation
to start... one of my favorite quotes Tis not love's going hurts my days, but that it went in little ways. -- Edna St. Vincent Millay That said: the things that bring me down are not often large acts of intent and purpose but the cumulation of gentle neglect and unthought. Even the largest act of intent and purpose has little tremors, whispering to me "beware, caution, take care" and yet in order to truly live and not merely survive at times I must ignore those tremors at first. Take some caution yes but also ask myself are these tremors a foreshadow of things to come or merely the aftershocks from prior quakes. And the worst part is when an innocent is caught in the cross fire. Forced to deal with pain not of his making even though his actions contributed to the ache. It has been a week of a thousand little arrows aimed and released making me feel like I'm not worth the effort and that I'm all alone trying to lift the world. Over the years I have time and again shed burd

Invictus By William Ernest Henley
Today I had a patient that came in with the most amazing tattoo. It was the entire poem "Invictus" by William Ernest Henley on his arm. When I asked him about it, he explained it as being a poem that meant a lot to him. When I quoted the final very powerful lines to him, he seemed surprised and excited that I actually knew the poem. I, in turn, was just as surprised and excited that he felt that strongly about this piece that he would tattoo it on himself. I love tattoos that actually have a special meaning. Anyway, I felt compelled to share my story and the poem for those of you who may or may not know of it. It's truly an inspirational piece introduced to me by Mandella and I've been thankful ever since. Invictus Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbow

Fu Wife Wanted
Ok so I believe I am once again ready to take the FU plunge and get a FU wife. Any of you that know me know damn well that I am awesome, and when I say that I am not being cocky I am just a fuckin sweetie and I know it. You will never have to be worried about me being jealous or any of that crap I will be super sweet to u, and will be as attentive as possible. Many of you know I am not on that much on weekends due to my son as he comes first and I try to spend as much time as I can with him. You wont have to worry about me falling in love with u as this is a fuckin game and this is a great escape for me, and in order to fall in love I need to see , feel touch you get waht I mean. Lol. I will bling & spoil you when I can, and as some know I can be very generous. I will help as much as I can when I can. I dont expect to see ur tits in fact please keep them to ur-self I have playboys. Unless you want me to of course, and then why would I argue..just kidding. Lol. I just really want a par

Liberty!!!!!!!!!!
From MY Friend ~ DISPOSABLE I. A pool of Representatives shall be elected by each state and the number to represent that state shall be apportioned to the number of verified votes cast in that state. Purpose: The purpose of this amendment is to give control of the government over to those that actually participate in how it is run. In short, if a state does not have people that are interested in the running of the country, they shall not have as much of a say in how it is run.II. A Representative shall not only have been a citizen of the country for at least seven years but also a resident of that state for at least twice the length of time of the office that they run for, resident defined as that being their place of living when their work does not prevent them from being there and the place where they vote. Purpose: The purpose of this amendment is that by a candidate having to be a resident of the area for at least twice the length of the term of the office that they seek it will h

'connection'
' The heart is the place where we live our passions. It is frail and easily broken, but wonderfully resilient. There is no point in trying to deceive the heart. It depends upon our honesty for its survival.~ by Leo Buscaglia (Born For Love) ~ Poetry speaks loudly to me …often times it causes me to reflect, and at times it moves me so much sensually I am in awe … I am thinking this is why I eagerly await your message. The written word has this power over me. I can savor each word slowly and reread as often as I would like, where as, if I were talking personally I would miss a note or a phrase forever. . Here I can take it and read it in so many different ways…. sighs. In one way I am seduced in my mind, in the other I am challenged to overcome…. endure…. spread my wings ….all in one sentence. I love that… My heart races at the things said, makes me feel alive …. No worries…. I know where we stand but I also love to f

The Purpose Of Man's Creation
The Messenger of God of our times (Baha'u'llah) says: The purpose of God in creating man has been, and will ever be, to enable him to know his Creator and to attain his Presence. To this most excellent aim, this supreme objective, all the heavenly Books and the divinely-revealed and weighty Scriptures unequivocally bear witness. Whoso has recognized the Day Spring of Divine guidance and entered His holy court has drawn nigh unto God and attained his Presence, a Presence which is the real Paradise, and of which the loftiest mansions of heaven are but a symbol....Whoso has failed to recognize Him will have condemned himself to the misery of remoteness which is naught but utter nothingness and the essence of the nethermost fire. Such will be his fate, though to outward seeming he may occupy the earth's loftiest seats and be established upon its most exalted throne.

Woven Into Slings.
Somewhere in there is an admission of guilt.Something I had gone wrong in the who would what, and when did where.I can feel the river around me without fear.I can place my fingers in the running noise and shut my eyes blithe to the current.I can cut the melon. I can count the rings.I don't know what you've been doing these years.I've built a stockpile of tiny cuts and gouging wounds.A warchest of sharp and clean things.Words. Mad, strange words, and crude blades.A torrent of blasphemy and heretical wild hate.Arcane drudgery and arrogant zen.Bludgeoning the founders with waste, fueled by blistering rage.Sores and cankers bursting at the mere utterance.Gibbering, clawing, sputtering for silence.Deafness.Unclean whispers in fearful ears of the guilty.First a tingle, then an ache, then a plea.You begged for my forgiveness.To my recollection, more than once.Petulant, squirming, and writhing under the jackboot of damning truth.Why would I lie for you then?Why would I lie for you now?

Give Me That Guy!!!
Give me a nerd anyday of the week. A geek of epic proportions. Ones who brain function makes my head spin in awe. Give me that guy hiding in the corner with the devious look in his eye. The one that everyone over looks. Give me that guy who is one big surprise. That when he speaks the words flow like the river. Give me the guy that most say wont be anything. For thats the one hidden in the shadows. That will shock and awe. Give me that guy who was taught respect. Give me that guy who knows his limits. Give me that guy who dont need to be taught, but the one who will teach. Give me that guy.... Who am I kidding...I must be high! For this guy in no where!

Fubar Connect
Fubar Connect. I noticed this today when I signed in, I can't really say how long it has been there, but it is new and I like it. For the menu-ally challenged, this can be located in the thin menu box on the right hand side under "Connect." Click it and you get a menu option. Hit the green button and it will take you to a list of pages with big pictures that link to peoples' profiles. My FAVORITE part about this is the big blue phototag on the screen that says "Has Salute!" And this cannot be bastardized for rates and points like other things are. Which I also like and is usually the downfall of other attempts at this made before. So it's something new. You don't need to be mobile to use it either. Just figured I would share. Hey you might make a new friend that actually talks. Imagine...ha....TGIF Mofos!

Jesus Was An Atheist (...or I Am God Too)
Sounds preposterous right? Think about it Reportedly, he claimed to BE God in certain "quotes" So logic dictates that he didn't believe in a God That was OUTSIDE of himself I am an Atheist and don't believe in a God outside of myself So, of course, AGAIN logic dictates that if he is God then so am I He railed against the Clergy of his time.....reportedly I was kicked out of Seminary at 13 for being a "distraction" Asking too many pointed questions So then the difference between me & Jesus is That I had the good sense to avoid being crucified Like THOUSANDS of other enemies of the Church & State of his time So does that make Jesus an Idiot? Kinda But I still have respect for him as a Revolutionary And Reichian Therapist lolololololololol It's what others have done in his name that I abhor I DIGRESS! "The Kingdom of God is WITHIN YOU" Explicitly MEANS that there is NO GOD OUTSIDE OF YOU Which MEANS there is no God Terrifying to most who are still infants needing car

Part 2
Seems I feel a bit like writing today. May be I am stick in bed with a horrible cold. So here's part 2. I want to point out I am not a religious person and wont dwell on this long . Simplest thing i can say is I am spiritual and to explain by saying that for me religion is a practice and spirituality is a feeling. But in order not to offend I will stick with using HP(higher power) in my blogs. That being said here we go.... I remember as a child being raised in the rooms of AA. I remember certain things like lots of smoke, bowls of candy and chatter but the thing that stood out was laughter. I think my HP was prepping me for my later need for these people. See my father was a member and our home was also a gathering place at times for their social events. A blessing in disguise later in my life. I had several years under my belt sober back in 2009 when I slipped, I put more value in finding the man of my dreams than being the woman that I could value . I stayed drunk for 2 lo

The Promises
The following is my goal , what I strive for. These are the 9th step promises as shown in The Big Book : If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness. We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it. We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace. No matter how far down the scale we have gone, we will see how our experience can benefit others. That feeling of uselessness and self pity will disappear. We will lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in our fellows. Self-seeking will slip away. Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change. Fear of people and of economic insecurity will leave us. We will intuitively know how to handle situations which used to baffle us. We will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves. Are these extravagant promises? We t

User Fake Real????you Decide.....
User, Fake, Real? You decide...This guy on fu promises women all over all the things he is going to do for them. Fu-Marriage, Credits, the works. He got fu-engaged to a friend of mine (top level) and then started talking to another woman (also top level). Family spots were exchanged, Women bought him things with the "promise" it was to be repaid.I personally did not buy him anything but I did however make him pictures, comments for profiles and a skin. His promise to me was to pay me on a Friday(didn't happen) and then again on Monday (also didn't happen). Now it is Tuesday and all of a sudden his mom passes away. To show you I am not a cold hearted bitch he states on another website his parents both passed when he was 22. He is 24. How can your parents pass away twice? Answer is they can't.He avoids all contact with any of the women that he now owes credits to. So ladies beware!!http://fubar.com/william_napierIf you have been approached by him proceed with caution. DO NOT GIFT HIM BLI

Pretty Amazing 39!! Thanks To You!!
Hey everyone! Thank you sooooo much for making my birthday so AMAZING!! My new camera body was shipped today, I'M THRILLED! I'll be on more this weekend cause my boy is letting me borrow his laptop this weekend!! *grinz n dances* AND I'm almost halfway to my laptop goal!!! ...you guys are the bestest!! (yes, you...you know it...don't argue with me) n e waaaaaaaaaaaaaayz Thanks again to all the warm birthday wishes, gifts, cards and smiles n stuffs ♥ xxoo PoSTaL ps's..if you placed an order...I'm shipping monday... WOOTZ! ty ty ty ty ty ty ty TY!

Fake Of The Day , 03/05/2013
Here's today's Fake of the Day. I've seen it scrolling so much I may as well blog it... http://fubar.com/8743251 Miss Winter huh?.. Of course no salute, here's one of (its') pics: But alas, too good to be true. Real Girl = Clare Kramer.. as Googled Below: So while credits may make the dude behind the screen horny, this clear, busted scrolling fake should make all of us sick. Peace.

Stalking
I'm here to let all the girls know about a guy on here who is stalking me very bad! I want to warn you about him so you dont have to become like me, And befor I start I want you to know I have already contacted Bouncers and BabyJ. BROKEN MAN aka Zach. I was his friend for 2 years and he got to know me enough to get all the info he needed to use against me. I was too trusting. I will never do that again! But he was starting to show signs of being unstable and I started to get worried about our chats. HE woud always be in my shoutbox 24 hours a day. He would look at my pic and just sit and lerk and wait for me to get online. I wouldent have 60 seconds till he hit up my shout box! THIS MAN IS CRAZY! He got on my facebook and found my family and started sending them my fubar pictures. And calling my family at all hours of the night! He even got my house phone number and Im not sure how cause I have never gave that out. He is a crazy crazy person! HE always says nasty things about me in hi

Two Apps That Will Transform Your Life!
Rather than writing a column this week, I'm using this space to pitch two software ideas I've had: ideas I'd turn into real programs if I had either the expertise or patience to do so. My hope is that a talented programmer will stumble across this page, make them a reality, and then be forced to give me a cut of the profits, absolutely none of which will be donated to a good cause. I'm fishing for coins, basically. If you don't like that, leave. If you're ambivalent, continue. Idea 1: Blackmailr™ Let's face it, efficiency is boring. Nine times out of 10, you can let almost anything slide until it reaches crisis point. Not only will you get to meet all kinds of interesting bailiffs, your life overall becomes more exciting. Of course "more exciting" also means "more stressful", which is only a positive if you can't get enough of crushing chest pains and premature death. Still, only the most tedious nazi finds it easy to complete chores without some kind of sword of Damocles hang

Passion
Can you see the fire The burning desire That blazes inside of me Love, Lust, Want, Need To have it all with you Would truly be heaven indeed Lovers in the dance of forever An endless eternity Your heart entwined with mine Engulfed souls in love A passionate infinity

Stepping Down/back
Much Appreciation to Everyone! I am Dun-Done running for Red. I will continue to play and to Honor all Family trades (It's best to stop when on top) It has been a great 6 month run!. I quite Frankly, have had enough drama. I will run Bling for my family & Perm Boosted, continue to make scrolls for people! I will continue to post a new JOD each day. I have always said that I care more about friends than Rates or being Red - so it is time to show that. I am a simple guy and have always played this game fairly! I feel so fortunate for all the support shown during this difficult time for my Real life family. Mafia here I come!

To Nothing
I have to write this blog, It seems this one man if you want to call him a man. If your reading this, this one is for you. All my blogs are not about you. I'm sorry if that hurts your feelings but every thing is not all about you."People in love don't see eachother only when it's on your time". And go around the apartments tell her life stories, "are not true". If you are going to talk about me, you should get your facts right. It be comforting to me, you act like a man stop being mindless. talk things out. I sweetly reminded you to be careful, pay attention what you say or do. One day your dirty laundry will come out. Soon others recognize your dark side. As I am seeing it now. So sad you talk like that about women that really cared for you. And do anything for you. I was there for you. You acknowledged nothing. Just saying bY LoVe GiRL

Vent About Leveling.
I just have to get this off of my chest. It's really stupid and has no real meaning in my REAL life.....I just need to say it. How in the hell do they expect us to stay on here for 36 hours straight? I know I can't do it. I have 2 jobs and 2 kids. I have a real life. I don't let flashy icons and levels that do nothing for me personally come before either of those. I love to give and get bling, I afford those by working. If they want to make money off of bling, wouldn't they want people to work? Also, it's against the terms to let someone else on your account. Care to explain to me how doing the 36 hour widow maker is possible for people with real lives? It's not. I'm not going to miss work to level on here. I've now reached the end level. It's a bunch of shit...really.

Better Choices For Jan!
Hello Everyone! I decided to make some better choices in my life! Fubar is extremely addicting and I have spent mega bucks on here Since 2009 as we all have! I don’t enjoy sitting here for hours and doing the CLICK, CLICK CLICK! “I end up CLICKING buttons in my sleep!” LOL It’s more and more difficult to level without spending money on here. Then DAMM Fu Ponies, OH MY GOD! I’d rather buy a real Pony then to chase everyone all over hell to try and polish theirs only to find out DON”T POLISH MY PONY! LMAO! It’s not like the Fu Police are gonna get ya! For required achievements to level gets costly, I don’t expect my Friends on here to pay by way nor am I going to ask for bling’s or things that I need for requirements! It’s no fun to continue to play when you’ve disciplined yourself as ways of spending. Again it’s my choice. But what is rewarding, that makes it worthwhile for myself discipline is I bought a brand new car! Didn’t pay cash this time so I have car payments! It

The Nature Of Compliments!
I was thinking about compliments and I realized somethng interesting. Now maybe it's just the way my mind works, but I find that the more adjectives used in the compliment the more insincere the compliment seems to be. Let me give you and example: Compliment #1 You are pretty. or You are smart. Compliment #2 You are pretty, smart and talented. Compliment #1 seems genuinely real. Ok, I can handle that. Thanks for the compliment. Compliment#2 seems like the person is desperately trying to get laid. The cologne of desperation seems thick. I don't know, maybe I am the Ass Hat but whatever, it's just a thought.

Heady Tome
I finished reading a rather heavy tome a while back.....THE ORIGINS AND HISTORY OF CONSCIOUSNESS by Erich Neumann (originally published as URSPRUNGSGESCHICHTE DES BEWUSSTEINS 1949). I call it heavy because it is a translation from German & those always require a type of concentration that others don't seem to. I don't know whether it is the German BRAIN LANGUAGE or the TRANSLATOR'S brain that is so terse, but if you are not paying CONSTANT attention to EVERYTHING that is being said, you will miss crucial info & references to earlier points. ANYWAY....what I found most astounding was the idea that consciousness is a ladder. He never used the term ladder of course, but I kept seeing what he was saying as a ladder (Asperger's...requires an analogy to fully understand). When you are living everyday and just trying to get shit done you don't really see the progression of your OWN consciousness, but as time passes you see the progression of others...therefore giving you a small reflective wi

Financial Literacy Month??
The White House has declared April to be financial literacy month and touted its own work towards improving the nation's financial system. (WTF) In a presidential proclamation released Thursday, President Obama called upon Americans to boost their understanding of their personal finances in April. As America digs out from underneath the financial crisis of 2008, he stressed in the announcement that the need for a strong understanding of finance is more important than ever, as the nation works to get back on a sound fiscal foundation.\ "The financial crisis was fueled by a lack of responsibility from Wall Street to Washington. It devastated ordinary Americans, many of whom were caught by hidden fees and penalties or saddled with loans they could not afford," the proclamation stated. "Preventing a recurrence will require both better behavior and oversight on Wall Street and more informed decision making on Main Street and in homes across our country." (WTF…where is

Just The Three Of Us.. Part Three
Part Three He tells me again, as he continues to fuck my ass hard. You smile as your hand moves further back sliding the toy towards my very wet pussy, teasing it. Finally you start to slide the toy into my pussy, making him stop. He buries his cock deep in my ass and tells you to fuck my pussy with the toy. He asks if I want to cum.. Do I want to cum again with his cock buried deep in my ass, with you fucking my pussy with the toy? I moan arching my hips. He laughs and says he’ll take that as a yes. He tell you to fuck me harder as he starts to move again, you say you wanna taste, as you move sliding you head between my thighs. You lick my very wet pussy moaning as you continue to fuck my pussy with the toy, as he continues to fuck my ass with his hard cock. You lick and suck at my clit as he tells you to fuck me harder. In a rush I cum again squirting everywhere. As I cum you reach down between your thighs and start fingering your pussy making yourself cum and he continues to

Friends.......
You know i am always about having friends, what i am not about is people who have nothing in there life but lies and drama... I lost someone i thought was a friend because of this, A girl, well me....can only take so much before they give up and Realize its just not worth it..... And thats sad because i am a good person and i guess u just dont derserve to have a friend Like me.... So long and take all your drama with you... I mean why should i waste my time, when i am being treated the way i am... Thanks to this person for hurting my feels and for opening my eyes to NOT trust so easy.. You think you know someone and they just toss u away like your nothing NEVER again.... I am so much a better person and always remember i was there through your problems. No one will ever appericate what you do for them.. I am figuring this out. So NO more. I was a gift in your fucked up life to help you through it and Now i was gone. I can only take so much.

19 Questions...
1. What's the closet thing to you that's red?There is a red jar lid in this drawer in front of me. 2. What does you last text message say?something about dinner plans with my bestfriend. 3. What's a song you currently hate?Anything Katy Perry. Most things on the radio. 4. What was the toughest subject for you in school?Does PE count as a subject? I fucking hated it I mean HATED it. I don't like sports, I don't even like board games. 5. Who is your favorite actor?Fairuza Balk because I've had a crush on her since middle school. 6. Is your bed made?No, not at all. Also not often. 7. What color are your underwear?Chillin in Pajama bottoms and a tank top.... why would I need underwear? 8. Do you own a pet?"Own" a pet. For one thing Ro Ro The pittie bull owns me. I'm the one walking her feeding her buying her treats. But yes. 2 dogs 5 gecko's a turtle and a cat and a chicken. I prefer animals to people in most cases and feel uncomfertable in homes without animals. 9. Do you suffer f

Last Night
Last Night The door bell rings….my heart leaps. I jump up and run to the door, open it, it’s you standing there. I forget what I am going to do. Taking a deep breath I let you in. You step inside, I close the door…standing before you I’m kinda lost…..looking at you I can’t resist a kiss…leaning in I kiss you moaning…you bring your hand up to message my breast easy at first then harder till I moan deep in your mouth. You pinch my nipple let go the pinch it harder…I whimper in your mouth and try to pull away but you grab my head and hold me there. I moan in your mouth and you let go. Pull back…I find that I need to kiss you to have your mouth…your tongue…your hands on my body. I lean back in you kiss me again…running your hands down my body till you reach the end of my nightgown. Pulling it up as you raise your hand…finding me…I moan and try to pull away only to have you hold me ther

A Real Man
A Real Man holds the door open for his lady. A Real Man gives his lady the clothes off of his back to keep her warm. A Real Man lays his thousand dollar coat over a puddle of water so his lady doesn't get wet. A Real Man watches a chick flick with his lady instead of going out with the guys. A Real Man drops everything he is doing to help his lady out. A Real Man tells his lady that he loves her in public. A Real Man holds his lady while she cries over the sadness in the world. A Real Man will always be there for his lady. A Real man knows how to treat his lady right. A Real Man is always faithful to his lady. A Real Man will cry in front of others when he is worried about his lady. A Real Man will sacrifice his life to keep his lady alive. ================================================================================== Ladies: If your man does these things then be thankful, and show him appreciation everyday. Men: If you are like this then keep up the great work, and

This Is Love
Love is caring for the person you cherish more than anything. Love is showing kindness to the person you adore more than anything. Love is being faithful the person you are with more than anything. Love is willingness to be with the person you are with more than anything. Love is being there for the person you admire more than anything. Love is dying without the person you care for more than anything. Love is sacrificing yourself to keep the person you are alive more than anything. Love is worth it to the person you are with more than anything.

My Kinks
My Fetish List and Stuff i like. anal sex ass play bare bottom spanking Stoned Sex Facial Hair Pussy Licking Rough play Role Reversal Ice Fighting Sensory Deprivation THOR bare handed spanking bdsm biting body modification bondage breast/nipple torture bruises

My Answer
I now know why you broke my heart. You told me you didn't think I was sincere with my compliments. You told me that if I really meant the things I said that I wouldn't flirt with someone else. You said that you couldn't understand why I flirt all the time. You told me that I was trying to play the game with you. You asked me why I kept flirting all the time. I have been hurt time, and again by every lady I liked in my life. I have been made fun of because I want to wait until I get married to have sex. I get teased because I quit doing drugs, quit smoking, and quit drinking. My heart has been ripped to shreds too many times. I started flirting around as a defense to cope with my pain, and hurt. I have done it so long I have nearly forgotten what it is like to just talk. That is why I flirt all the time, and that is my answer.

Do You See Me?
Do you see me? The real me, the one that's too scared too tell you how i feel I wait for you to see Even though it's hidden under lock and key The smallest desire of you and me this can not be I know how it ends Fate has already sealed it with a kiss But here I am . . . still waiting During the darkness nights The brightest days That you will come to me Even though you do not see . . .

The Other Side Of The Bed
I came across this poem and it describes what I am going through. To this day it's hard for me to lay down to go to sleep without thinking about him. The other side of the bed A Poem by Bhavya Kaushik Forsaken by sleep and lying down on bed, Still unable to open my eyes into reality Where you are no longer here with me, And the other side of the bed is empty. The side which is motionless intact and safe, Still smells of your sweet and unforgettable scent. It constantly reminds me of your absence, By making me realize that you are not coming back. The pillow has turned wet because of my tears, And there is no place left for me to rest. Though time has wiped away your material presence, But I’m still unable to sleep on the other side of the bed.

A Beautiful Flower
I have seen angels in Heaven. I have seen birds in the sky. I have seen dolphins in the sea. I have seen butterflies in the fields. I have seen mountains that towered over everything. I have seen lakes that glistened like crystals. I have seen valleys that have a magnificent view. I have seen trees that stood with pride. I have seen gazelles as graceful as the wind. I have seen stars fall to the ground. I have seen the cosmos in all of its wonder. I have just seen something that I never knew existed. I will try to describe it with the few words I know as a simple man. This creature has beauty that outshines the stars. This creature has a voice that the angels wish they had. This creature has wisdom beyond the sages of old. This creature is smarter than the k

The Art Of Seduction; Revealing The Sensualist Perspective
Previously written on Dec 4, 2012 from my other blog. You made anultimate sacrifice with your five traditional senses to make hot passionate love with your loved one. You are slowly checking off the Lover’s Christmas List as the countdown in December entices participation in every room of the house. The Christmas tree is finally decorated with bright lights, handmade ornaments, and decorative holiday ribbons. The stockings are hung by the chimney with care and the arousing scent of the slice and bake cookies linger in the air. The passionate urges surface the mind, your lover patiently awaits in the bedroom sprawled out and refined. Your mesmerized eyes pay close attention to the red carpet runner of rose petals leading into the bedroom. Your significant other’s sexually appealing nature in intimate apparel is an incentive to come closer. The candle lit atmosphere glistening across the room rejuvenated the desire to embrace the night’s anticipated explorative op

When Looking For Your Boyfriend/girlfriend...
When you look for that special person; What is it that you look for? What are the most important things that accredidate that person with the ability to be your prospective mate.

My Medicine
You make me smile. I would go with you every mile. You chat me up. You say more than what is up? You are always nice. I never have to pay a price. You are wise beyond your years. I can confide in you my fears. You asked for prayer. I prayed for you with every layer. You make my heart glad. I never have to be sad. I will never play a trick on you. I will always be true. You are my medicine. You are my cure. You are my sunshine. You are my friend until the end. ========================================

Take My Hand & Let Me Love You
Come take my hand and let me lead you to another land ,A land of dreams and happy schemes of joy and sensuous thrills ,To hold you tight with sweet delight and ask you what you want ,To listen closely as you speak with my eyes down cast , and with my heart,Take my hand and walk with me to a place where lovers go ,Where kisses are like raindrops and soothing rivers flow , Inhale the perfumed sweetness ,Of the roses as we near , one step closer to paradise, an oasis crystal clear.The sun will shine much brighter ,In the skies of bluest blue ,The stars that shine at midnight , Will shine for me and you. We'll walk along the shoreline, Waves crashing all about ,Cleansing the uncertainly , removing all the doubt. My words will sound much sweeter When I whisper in your ear, I'll always be in heaven as long as you are near. Don't second guess the reasons, Look beyond and look above , Then close your eyes and meet me , In that special place called love. Where I can love you without any fear ,

Flirty Poem
Roses are many colors. Violets are not blue. Sugar is sweet if it is in tea. You thought this was about you. It is not even about me. Just some things that are true. Like your beauty that outshines the sun. Like your smile that melts the ice. Like your eyes that would restore the beauty that Medusa once had. Just like your kindness I just wanted to say these things to flatter you some more. I hope you enjoy this flirty poem. MUAH to you with a big kiss.

My Love
It's very strange because, even when we're apart, I feel that I'm still with you. I remember what it's like to hold you, to kiss you, to make love to you, as those delicious sensations never really leave me. We respond to each other so naturally and completely I believe the gods must have created us to complete each other's existence. Ours is a union that reaches beyond the mere physical into mystical planes that take my breath away. You are part of my very being now and I could never be complete or whole without you. Tell me I will never again have to return to that mundane existence I knew before I met you..

Latex Partay!
*dances*ADULTS ONLY!!18+In honor of my FANTASTIC MOMMA ANDThe LUNAR eclipse...I WILL BE PAINTING DA BRESTICLES!!!Women only;VOLUNTEER NOW!I only have time and supplies to paint 3 (THREE) ladies!!VOLUNTEERS...must be womenmust be hair free (from the waist up, "fuzz" doesn't seem to be affected as I use MOON DUST (locally made)CAN NOT be allergic to latex!!!Must be able to sit for a period of up to 3 (THREE) hours BREASTS will be exposed for up to an hourYOU CAN NOT BE SHYI WILL BE PHOTOGRAPHING THIS EVENTI will be painting the 3 chosen volunteers for FREE!!!YOU WILL RECEIVE A COPY OF YOUR PHOTOGRAPHS AND YOUR ARTWORK IS "WEARABLE and/or "FRAME-ABLE"I will be providing the wraps, tutus and accessories for the photo shoot.*please PM me if you are interested in volunteering! old pics are located in my "I paint boobz album here on da fu" BRING YOUR INSTRUMENTS!I LOVE TO CREATE TO LIVE TUNES!!FOOD and H20 AND SODAS WILL BE PROVIDEDB-BRINGY-YOURO-OWNB-BOOZE/BUDZBRING YOUR WALLETS!WE WILL BE

Widow Maker..as Opposed To Window Making Of Course!
Ha! I'm stupid!!! All this fucking time I thought I had to rate just ONE pic/profile for 3 hours. However, I now believe that different pics/profiles will do just as long as I do it for 3 hours? Hmm...I may just do that...if that's the case. IS THAT THE CASE???

The Book Of Secret Desires
She closed the book, placed it on the table and finally decided to walk through the door. For her, a lifetime of corruptions were then dispelled. You were suspected. I was an implement. They would do nothing. The book could encompass what otherwise impossible thoughts might carry the imaginer away in their dreams. Delivering that final comeuppance, the journey of a lifetime, or simply to re-exist, one need only cast their thoughts into those pages. One of the romantic verses could revive a lost love. And who wouldn’t pay the price? Over the past one hundred years, the lift car had been serviced dozens of times, and none could circumvent its curious course. Some whispered “curious curse” when it arrived at the lobby with no one onboard. All weren’t lost, indeed, many returned after fabulous adventures or a miraculous cure. Always there, lay the book, often a token. Hers was a baby shoe. This decision might be her l

Back Home!
Finally home from the hospital! Had a heart attack with three stents put in place. Flatlined SIX times - fist time they did CPR for over nine minutes which kinda messed with my kidneys so three days a week I gotta do dialysis. Better than the alternative -just sayin'.

The Same Motive For Anti-us 'terrorism' Is Cited Over And Over
By Glenn Greenwald again...still a comment article in The Guardian. Ignoring the role played by US actions is dangerously self-flattering and self-delusional. (updated below) News reports purporting to describe what Dzhokhar Tsarnaev told US interrogators should, for several reasons, be taken with a huge grain of salt. The sources for this information are anonymous, they work for the US government, the statements were obtained with no lawyer present and no Miranda warnings given, and Tsarnaev is "grievously wounded", presumably quite medicated, and barely able to speak. That the motives for these attacks are still unclear has been acknowledged even by Alan Dershowitz last week ("It's not even clear under the federal terrorism statute that this qualifies as an act of terrorism") and Jeffrey Goldberg on Friday ("it is not yet clear, despite preliminary indications, that these men were, in fact, motivated by radical Islam"). Those caveats to the side, the reports about what motivated

Hearts Adrift
Tonight, While tiny perfect snowflakes Fell about me, Within a haze Of ethereal fantasy The silent perfection Of each tiny crystal Made clear, That I, Can never hold you Never touch Your silent Tender lips Never hold Your perfect gaze Yet, In the fantastic infinity Of just one perfect flake of snow You, somehow, still exist As a minute possibility

Vampires & Sex
As Lily was standing up close to the wall for somewhat protection from the rain, he got her coat but she ran as fast as her horror would let her feet fly. The bastard, who did he think he was , She hadn't asked to be so disrespected . At least she still had her ass chain, other than that naked as the day she was born.She held fast to the wet granite wall, someone was coming. Panic started swelling in her breast. Now what ..... A large dark haired man came around the wall. Madame are you alright and where is your clothes? I was out on a date when this jerk started going crazy and saying things I didn't understand. Naked or not I wasn't going to stay by him. All the new comer said you are a very good girl. Let me wrap you in my cape, it will cover everything so don’t worry, I'll let no harm come to you. As his arm went sensually around her body, he could feel the strong tenets and the wettnes of her body as he pulled her tight up against his strong hot maleness, his hand drifted in

Rainbow Lady
You are the color yellow because of your friendship. You are the color green because of your honor. You are the color red because of your love. You are the color purple because of your romance. You are the color orange because of your integrity. You are the color blue because of your kindness. You are the color pink because of your caring. You are the color white because of your purity. You are the color gray because of your sincerity. You are the color teal because of your compassion. You are the color cyan because of your wisdom. You are my Rainbow Lad

I Noticed
A lot of young chicks on here have shitty disclaimers about "creepy old guys". Usually something along the lines of "if you're old enough to be my dad then don't message me blah blah blah". I think this is just plain wrong and misleading. It implies that if I was her age she would be amenable to me trying to bang her but I know when I was those ages these chicks just had some other convenient excuse not to bang me.

Take It Like A Man!
Boy meets girl it's a delicate thingSo much time spent wondering ifWhat you see is what you getI keep looking for a friend and a loverWhen I find one he ain't the otherSometimes, I just want to quitOne wants a maid one needs his motherThey either want space or they want to smother meAnd my poor heart needs somebody whoCan take it like a man, steady and strongNot a lot of fuss and carrying onTrue to a promise I can ride in a stormTake it like a man who knows about loveAnd every little things that a girl dreams ofSomeone wise enough to understandIf you want this woman's heartTake it like a manI met somebody the other nightStarted thinking he was mr. right..wrong

In A Darker Sense
In A Darker Sense By: OctoberSweet I have seen the writing on the wall An omen cast out in characters of red I have seen the writing on the wall A prophecy that I will soon be dead @ I have heard the whispers in the dark Venomous tongues poisoning pretty words I have heard the whispers in the dark Condemning what is left to the wings of black birds @ I have felt the cold grip of despair in my heart Lacerations to the flesh of my broken soul I have felt the cold grip of despair in my heart It takes from me what cannot ever be made whole @ I have smelt the stench of death on the air I fade in to the emptiness of no return I have smelt the stench of death on the air No one to turn to as I begin to burn @ I have tasted the bitterness of iron It pours out of me as I start to drown I have tasted the bitterness of iron There is no salvation as it pours from my crown @ I have seen the writing on the wall An omen cast out in characters of red I have seen the

Issues
Some of my friends on here have been asking if everything is ok. Some of you really don't give a rotund rodent's rear end. Well I'll tell you what the biggest issue is. I am deeply, and madly in love with someone that I can't even touch, hold, caress, or even hug. She is now 5776 miles away from me. We talk when we can and burn up the email like crazy. We got to spend quite a bit of time together before she had to leave . She actually accepted me for me, not what I could get her, not where I could take her, but me. Do you have any idea how rare that is? She is the reason I am learning to be fluent in Russian. I'm hoping that I can save enough to go see her. We met here In Tx, So this isn't one of those "internet love" things. I have met her family. When we talk the world seems so much brighter and lighter. I might sound stupid with this but old Bill was right "Parting is such sweet sorrow" I look for her emails and I greatly enjoy the times that we get to talk. If I seem moody I apolog

Rule #4
OWN HIS DICK. Men who are with women that do it just the way they like, that special trick only you know, at the time of day he likes it, hitting that certain spot while you do that one thing while your leg is hanging over that one part... what else is there for him to go looking for? (Pathological cheaters are exempt from this one of course.)

Just Alittle Something
I open my eyes slowly and look out the window to see the yellow and orange rays of sun coming over the snow covered tree tops. The snow sparkling as if they where little diamonds each one shining bright in the sun. I slowly close the window with the drapes and look beside to see my master sleeping so claim. I sit there looking at him. As he slept he took deep long breaths and as he would breath in his muscles would tight and his jaw would clinch as if he where biting something real hard. I tolk my index finger and fallow his jaw line and slowly move it down his neck and down the middle of his six pack. His skin was the most beautiful dark color I have ever see on a man it was as if he had be dropped in milk chocolate and was as smooth as a round rock. I finlly look away and slowly gets out of bed so I do not wake him from his deep sleep. as I finally get off the smooth silk sheets I grad my small black thong and put it on then grabing one of my masters long silk button up shirt. I walk

It's Not Hard
Why do I see so many pepole act like it's a struggle to get in the top 1k? All a person has to do is run ONE bling. Just wait until there is a good bonus and run the bling later in the day. Hell, I've done it with no bling. I just don't get it.

Puressence - India
Pasting in blogs sucks! I used to feel I had it all in my hands, It all came crashing down on me, yeah, With lipstick on my overall, And it makes me feel so over awed, I'm sinking fast, La, la, la, la, la, la, la India yeah, La, la, la, la, la, la, la India yeah, Well, there's just something that I want to say, And that I want to say, You always feel so beautiful, I wish there's somewhere I could away, That I could get away, To somewhere warm and beautiful, Hey, everybody here I am, I'm the only man, who's ever had a problem, In the whole world, again, And lately I've no time for friends as I was before, I'll be again, don't think too fast, Well, there's just something that I want to say, And that I want to say, You always feel so beautiful, I wish there's somewhere I could get away, That I could get away, To somewhere warm and beautiful, Oh, you're so jealous of the things that I've become, You know, that you can't come back this time, You know, t

5-13-13
I'm back again. Time for you to learn some great new words. Today you can thank Mane Me for the letters and color :) Enjoy!!! Word of the Day::. Backburst To blow one's orgasmic load of either vaginal or penile secretions onto an unsuspecting strangers back. "Matt: DUDE WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?!John: You just got backbusted! biotch! Acornym of the Day::. MSD M.S.D. stands for "maximum squirting distance," referring to the max distance a girl can squirt girl cum out her vagina. "I wonder what her M.S.D is?""Dude, Becky's M.S.D. is like 5 feet!" Now let's combine them ;) "Jane's MSD is so far that if you stand against that wall, you'd get a backburst!"

Are You Up For The Role Of My Fuhubby
1. Are you respectful towards women? 2. Are you a pervert? If so, stop reading. 3. I spoil all my men. If I do so, can you do the same in return? 4. Are you looking for a confidant? 5. Where are you when it comes to loyalty? 6. Do you help others more than yourself? 7. Are you romantic? 8. Do you enjoy reading? 9. Are you a Christian? 10. Do you have the same ideals? If the answer to all these questions is YES, you are an ideal candidate

If By My Words I Can Show...
i want to give this to you as a giftin the hope that it touches upon your heartand embraces your spirit and helps to upliftthere is just something about you, i knew from the startwhether under the sun, or beneath the mooni want to enclose you within my armsby day or by night i am longing for youmy only desire to protect you from harmi want to roll you around in the tall grass and meadowand play in the sunshine with a soft sprinkling rainat the end of the day, it's only your love that i knowif i could show by my words, you have taken my painwhere once i would frown, i can't fight off this smilei am warmed from the outside, there is a tickling stirredif only, if only, you would be mine for awhileit is you in my vision, not one thing is blurred

Broken Soul
Broken Soul As the tears stream down my face knowing no one will ever take your place my heart breaks for the ones who know my pain cuz this pain hurts like hell, and they will never be the same your child is not suppose to die before you They were suppose to to grow old, and had many things left to do loosing a child is the worst pain you could ever feel so you wake up every morning..hoping it was a bad dream, that it wasn't real but then reality comes crashing in and then all the tears start flooding your face again sometimes you cry so hard you just can't breathe screaming at God "why did you do this to me?" as we look in that coffin and stare upon their face we wished God would swap our place i don't think i will ever heal from this Living my life with such remiss

Bother
I get on Facebook and get bothered by things far too easy. I would love to call these people out, but I'm sure other people would think it's about them, because you know....every status I make is about YOU. 1. Just because you have a camera doesn't mean you are a photographer. Well a good one that is. You have a nice editing program. If you were a real photographer, you'd know about lighting and shadows. You wouldn't need to turn every picture black and white or make them so bright that you can tell they've been edited. 2. I love how you have 4 children and only post pictures of your youngest. Okay, so you do have pictures of your other children, but for every ONE of them, you have FIVE of the youngest. Can't say we don't know who your favorite is. 3. For someone who has the SAME health issues as me...stents and all....you sure do eat like you have nothing wrong with you. Yeah, ,I can have more salt in my diet, but that's because I have low blood pressure. YOU DON'T. You also

From The Twilight To The Morning Light...
too soon and we must departand it rips a fragment from my heartthere are so many things that i still want to saybut there are not enough hours in the dayhow i wish that we could lingerand join hands and entwine our fingersand whisper softly to each one anotherthere will never be no otherand to have our eyes hold the other's stareand know there was no other carenot a doubt inside our fragile mindsthat we were meant to be two in kindthat from the moment that we first metwe knew this day in stone was setand in our hearts we saw it clear as glassthis love's our token, it shall not pass

Was The London Killing Of A British Soldier 'terrorism'?
*Please remember these are comments written by others. I do not agree/disagree..merely found them interesting to read. By Glenn Greenwald (updated below) Two men yesterday engaged in a horrific act of violence on the streets of London by using what appeared to be a meat cleaver to hack to death a British soldier. In the wake of claims that the assailants shouted "Allahu Akbar" during the killing, and a video showing one of the assailants citing Islam as well as a desire to avenge and stop continuous UK violence against Muslims, media outlets (including the Guardian) and British politicians instantly characterized the attack as "terrorism". That this was a barbaric and horrendous act goes without saying, but given the legal, military, cultural and political significance of the term "terrorism", it is vital to ask: is that term really applicable to this act of violence? To begin with, in order for an act of violence to be "terrorism", many argue that it must deliberately target ci

No Quicksand Beneath My Feet
the thoughts i think when i think of youfill my heart with warmth and laughterwhere once my skies were gray, the sun has poked throughand now it's these thoughts of you that i chase afteri am no longer distracted by the things of the pasti haven't forgotten, they just don't bother as muchi never saw this coming and it came kind of fastbut i am so very glad, it's as though my soul you have touchedi've never put much thought into the things that i donor really cared which way that i steppedi didn't care if i stumbled, i didn't care if i grewi just sort of acted, i didn't look as i leaptand now you've come along and changed my way of thinkingyou have tied a rope around my souland pulled me from the sand i was sinkingand what was shattered to pieces is being put back as whole

Stay Committed To Evolving
DIAGNOSIS.......IM A CROSS BETWEEN TWO... A PLEASER AND A FIXER... WHERE I MESSED UP : I HAVE NOTICED THAT WHEN I GET INTO A POSSIBLE RELATIONSHIP, THE FIRST THING I HAVE (MISTAKENLY) DONE IS TRY TO DRESS, SPEAK AND ACT IN A WAY THAT JUST AINT ME . STARTING OFF WITH " WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A WOMEN?"AND FROM THAT CONVERSATION ON I AM TRYING TO BE THAT HEIFER....WANTING TO PLEASE MY MAN....THE PLEASER......(NOTE TO SELF)NEVER ASK THAT QUESTION...MY PROBLEM IS I HAVE ALWAYS GAINED KNOWLEDGE OF MEN AND WHAT THEY WANT OUT OF A WOMEN ... FROM WOMEN !!!!I ASKED MY SELF WHERE I HAVE PICKED UP MOST OF MY BELIEFS ABOUT MEN? ...I HAD TO GO ON TO WONDER , CAN I REALLY RELY ON THOSE BELIEFS ANY MORE? NOW THAT IVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT , IT REALLY SHAKES ME UP !..ALL THE STORIES IVE HEARD WERE PERCIVED, SUSPECTED,ASSUMED,HOPED OR BELIEVED BASED ON A WOMENS PERCEPTION, PERSONAL EXPERIENCES,AND OR LACK THERE OF. SECONDLY IM ALWAYS TRYING TO BE THE FIXER.. MEN WITH LACK OF INTELLIGENCE,D

We Are The Meek
we are all great as we are... need not change for the other... just be as you are... nothing good comes out of doing only for others... we are as we are... be in the present not what could be... we are what we should be... justice comes to the just... we are the meek... the meek shall inheirt the earth... the meek have inheirted the earth... we are as we are...

Istanbul Park Protests Sow The Seeds Of A Turkish Spring
By Richard Seymour This morning, Turkish police surrounded protesters in Taksim Gezi park, the central square in Istanbul, blocked all exits and attacked them with chemical sprays and teargas. An Occupy-style movement has taken off in Istanbul. The ostensible issue of conflict is modest. Protesters started gathering in the park on 27 May, to oppose its demolition as part of a redevelopment plan. But this is more than an environmental protest. It has become a lightning conductor for all the grievances accumulated against the government. Police have waited until the early hours of each morning to attack, just as police in the US did when dealing with Occupy protesters. They set fire to the tents in which protesters were sleeping and showered them with pepper spray and teargas. A student had to undergo surgery after injuries to his genitals. The occupiers adapted and started to wear homemade gas masks. More importantly, they called for solidarity. In response to yesterday's assault, t

Back, Sack And Crack...proceed With Caution
Men everywhere: When attempting a "back,sack and crack," proceed with caution.... I found this on FB. THIS IS AN ACTUAL CUSTOMER REVIEW FROM A MAN ON AMAZON.CO.UK AFTER USING VEET HAIR REMOVAL CREAM FOR MEN. "After having been told my danglies looked like an elderly Rastafarian, I decided to take the plunge and buy some of this as previous shaving attempts had only been mildly successful and I nearly put my back out trying to reach the more difficult bits. Being a bit of a romantic, I thought I would do the deed on the missus's birthday as a bit of a treat. I ordered it well in advance and working in the North Sea, I considered myself a bit above some of the characters writing the previous reviews and wrote them off as soft office types...Oh my fellow sufferers, how wrong I was. I waited until the other half was tucked up in bed and after giving some vague hints about a special surprise, I went down to the bathroom. Initially, all went well and I applied the gel and

One Step Forward
One Step Forward She lived a sweet and simple life Good family and friends Raising her daughter and working hard, So she’d provide for them He was honest and upstanding Always tried to do things right His son he was providing for Laboring day and night Her past romances failed her Her heart had built a wall Her giving and them taking She swore again she’d never fall He was trying hard at life Falling farther and farther behind One step forward, ten steps back Finding love not on his mind Every day she goes to work In her corner of the world And every guy that comes through Wants her to be his girl And then the guy stopped in there He isn’t like the rest Just going about his business By her he was impressed It wasn’t just her beauty He saw the girl inside It suddenly occurred to him He’d like her by his side She wouldn’t budge Her walls were high Why didn’t she notice He was a really nice g

God Save America!!!
Dhimmitude The word "Dhimmitude" is found in the new health care bill; so what does it mean? Thought this was interesting and worth passing on. Obama used it in the health care bill. Now isn't this interesting? It is also included in the health care law. Dhimmitude -- I had never heard the word until now. I typed it into Google and started reading. Pretty interesting. It's on page 107 of the healthcare bill. I looked this up on Google and yep, it exists.. It is a REAL word. Dhimmitude is the Muslim system of controlling non-Muslim populations conquered through jihad (Holy War). Specifically, it is the TAXING of non-Muslims in exchange for tolerating their presence AND as a coercive means of converting conquered remnants to Islam. ObamaCare allows the establishment of Dhimmitude and Sharia Muslim diktat in the United States . Muslims are specifically exempted from the government mandate to purchase insurance, and also from the penalty tax for being uninsured. Islam considers insurance t

Overwatch
Justice and vengeance take a blurry, slippery ride that blends right around the exit. It depends mostly on the climactic action taken, and the context. When a man takes revenge, for the right reasons, we call it justice. When a man oversteps revenge, we call it wrath.What dictates the right reasons? What moral superiority do we, as readers, narrators, and gods have over the injured. The hungry, the wanting.The have-not. What leonine smugness. When one takes, wounds, or even sleights, should we not inflict in return?That, to me is justice.But what if the pendulum swings an injury too far. A graze becomes a gash, a gash becomes a wound, an eye for an eye leaves the world blind?A life for an eye ensures the first thief of pride and site cannot take again. Perhaps that proverb only serves as a warning against halfhearted revenge.Take. For no one has the proper, matching decoder to your particular moral compass.Slay, as a wound can fester.A harsh lesson, for a harsh world, buried

High Up On That Mountain...
i think of all the things i love to doand nothing more than to write to youi used to dwell in cracks and valleysand lose my way in darkened alleysbut now with you, i'm on a mountain topand my love overflows my heart and will not stopeveryday i pray a miracle to stop the dawnbecause it is our time of departure and when you're goneand how i miss you so while you're awayand ever more each passing dayand all these words only goes to showyou are my brightest bloom, my reddest rosei watch you over you softly while you sleepand treasured thoughts of you in my mind i keepi think of all those things i sayand am so glad you've come my wayi speak only things of which are trueand i have nothing, if i don't have you

The Vanity
The Vanity of mine Thinking I could protect you That the blue skin Didn't bother me That the rot smell of a corpse was Perfume To be wafted in times of calm To be toted like a tennis raquet over my shoulder I apologize for such disrespect

New Task From I Am Big Daddy And My Last Encounter In The Big City With Big Daddy...
Now that my last task is almost complete, i have another one from My Big Daddy. To be fucked by Sunday. Now don't let me kid you, this new task is NOT because the other is close to completion.....it is because Big Daddy said I'm getting moody. Lately had also advised that i was getting a little to sassy. This is another way of saying, it's time that Big Daddy's Naughty Little Girl gets fucked! (my Big Daddy knows me all to well. He says when i do not get my regular dose of cock i start to get more sassy and lippy) So, my new task is to get fucked by Sunday. This also happens to be Big Daddy's birthday and part of the task is having a video taken of whomever I am fucking, cum in my mouth or on my tongue...(i just hope my pussy gets a dose as well!) I hope this will tide Big Daddy over till I hope to get to see him next weekend..... Our last time together was definitely a memorable one ( Big Daddy is very good about that) I had gone to see my Big Daddy in the big city of Olathe, Ks. t

2 Tasks-find A Sub And Get Fucked By Sunday...done
WOW what an awesome night all because I have an awesome Daddy!!!! I Am Big Daddy gave me a task a couple weeks ago, to find my own sub so that I may learn how to obey better and be more submissive. After doing a lot of searching, I finally found someone that just might fit. My second task was given to me first of the week, to be fucked by Sunday (today...funny thing is..its Big Daddy's birthday today as well...what a strange gift to want, but nothing i wouldn't do for him). Big Daddy said i needed to be fucked to in a way put me back in my place...as Big Daddy advised I get a little sassy and moody when i don't get my dose of cock. Boy do i know it, I could be fucked every day...just think of how happy this Naughty Little Girl would be if she could get cock every day!!! My Big Daddy knows me oh so well! :-) So in my attempt to accomplish one task, i did both in one setting. I made plans to have the new sub come over last night........and it was well worth the wait. Most of the day

Cb Raffle
My friend has running a Cherry Bomb as a requirement for his next level, so I am holding a benefit raffle. Tickets are one credit each and when 60 tickets are sold I will draw a winner for a Cherry Bomb. (the rest will be for his CB.) If the number of tickets exceeds 60 while I am away at work or sleep, then I will draw a second winner for a bling equal to the amount of credits over 60 the raffle has gone. The drawing will be held using a random generator and will be conducted live to vouch for the validity of the results.

Dreaming Of You!
DREAMING OF YOU I lie on the ground,and stare into space,the stars start to move,into the shape of your face.I see you there now,looking down at me,with that cute little smile,that I like to see.You say "close your eyes","tell me what you see",I see only two people,just you and me.We're walking the shoreline,with our feet getting wet,the horizon turns pink,as the sun starts to set.We make love through the night,on that white sandy shore,

How I Wish Things Really Were....
When I was a kid, my Mom liked to make breakfast food for dinner every now and then. I remember one night in particular when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work. On that evening so long ago, my Mom placed a plate of eggs, sausage and extremely burned biscuits in front of my dad. I remember waiting to see if anyone noticed!All my dad did was reach for his biscuit, smile at my Mom and ask me how my day was at school. I don't remember what I told him that night, but I do remember watching him smear butter and jelly on that ugly burned biscuit. He ate every bite of that thing...never made a face nor uttered a word about it!When I got up from the table that evening, I remember hearing my Mom apologize to my dad for burning the biscuits. And I'll never forget what he said, "Honey, I love burned biscuits every now and then."Later that night, I went to kiss Daddy good night and I asked him if he really liked his biscuits burned. He wrapped me in his arms and said, "Your Mom p

Omg I Just Had To Share.
A man on a business trip to Las Vegas heard about how good the Las Vegas prostitutes were so on his first night there, he decided he would go out and try his luck.He walked outside his hotel and looked up and down the street and saw an attractive girl standing on the corner. He approached her and asked her if she is working tonight and sure enough she said "Meet me in room 804 across the street." He was in luck. She was a knockout.They got to the room and he sat down anxiously on the edge of the bed. She asked him what he wanted and he thought for a second, then said "How much for a hand job?" She said, "300". His eyes popped open and he asked "300?" She said, "Walk over to that window and open the curtains". He proceeded. "See that motel down there? I own it, and I didn't inherit it. I'm that good." He was like, "well go right ahead honey". So she proceeded to give him the best hand job he ever had.After a little rest he thought, if that was that good...."How much for a blow job?" She

My Wish For You.....
To whom it may concern...I hope that one day while your crossing the road....You get hit by a bus or a Transfer Truck, and your body somehow becomes entangled within the tire well..so your limbs and skin is scrapped and torn off by the assphalt until their nubs..andI pray your drug atleast a good mile before your lifeless corpse is detached and thrown to the roadside..where it rolls down an enbankment where vultures can go and slowly take small pieces of your fuckin' body and are fighting over your dangling eyeballs that they rip from your football shaped skull....and then when time and heat play their part, you become infested with blowflies which lay their larve inside you...so that you may become a beautiful maggot factory and pulsate and squirm with their life. My dream for you is that by the time they find whats left of you, your nothing but pewtrid refined slim of a soup and they cant put you in a body bag..but in an empty mayonaise jar because of your worth..and I also wish the

Our Lilly
words from my daughter; Yesterday was 5 years since my little Lilly was taken by God to heaven. I still remember that frantic feeling I got when I was trying to save her!! Today I went to a viewing for one of my good friends' granddaughter. The same frantic feeling came over me like I should be doing something. I know that our babies are angels in heaven, but it sure don't make that feeling go away! Please pray for all the families that have to endure this horrible loss! They need all the prayers they can get!! All this talk reminds me of the poem I put on the back of Lilly's headstone: If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again It makes me really miss her!!

Dirty Lil Playgirl
Dirty LiL Playgirl @ DLPoet A beautiful woman standing, blinds half open, Intrigued by memories of the now and then;Hands fall to her sides, restraining from temptation,Erotic moments race thru her, moments of ecstasy and sin. Sin so brutally sweet, a secret well kept should never be, Loneliness and betrayal ~ scared and yet relentlessly free;Free spirited that is without regrets, bent on one knee,Begging for release to the man above, heavenly VIP. Closing the blinds she notices she’s not been alone, With hesitation she poses ~ feet turned to stone;Intricately without thought releases, moan,Pastes a note to the glass, giving permission to phone. Sensual solitude, she awaits as she lies there still, Oil and sweet aroma fills the air, craving for a thrill;He watches thru the window, turned on like a super powered drill,Heated moments united, hotter than an ecstasy pill. The horny fucking perv vs. the dirty lil’ playgirl, As she begins to cream, he hides. What

One Single Moment..
The lighting of the room cast only faint shadows and the temperature that was felt was not caused by the air around us, but by the depth in the warmth of the feel of your skin against mine. Standing there with your back pressed to the hard cold surface of the wall, the warmth of my body pinning you tight against it consumed the both of us. As I stood there.. your hands clasped softly above your head, being held tight with one of my hands.. I stood in the shadowed veil of our desires.. staring into your eyes and wanting to see that one spark.. that one singular glimmer of being that would bring truth to the words not yet spoken. As my other hand slowly slipped upwards along your body, the tips of my fingers traced each soft curve of your figure. Slowly, my fingers trailed along the center of your chest.. up.. up along your neck and beneath you chin, cupping it momentarily. Still standing there, our pulses quickening, I pressed even closer. As my finger trips trace your delicate l

"emily's Becoming My Slut"
Emily and i were totally silent, unable to speak as we watched my wife dance around in only her panties. She turned around for her lover and us, she placed her thumbs on the elastic of the only remaining fabric. As she slid the panties down, she leaned over, exposing her ass and pussy. My wife was very flexible and managed to bend right over so that her hands touched her toes, and she lifted her feet over the panties. She remained in that position, bent over, her pussy lips in full viewm her ass hole exposed to the guy sitting in the chair. We watched as the fifure came into view of the cam. My mouth dropped as i realized that this time it wasn,t John. Instead, the guy who came into view of the cam was a complete stranger to me. I had never seen him before. I was certain of that. He was the kind of guy you wouldn't forget meeting. He must have been 6 1/2 feet tall. His arms were massive. He looked like a ball player. And he was as dark as me. I was stunned as this guy d

Once Upon A Fu Time
Once Upon a Fu Time .... someone from the Fubar community wanted a young, Italian guy to join the "first online bar and happy hour" on a different interactive social platform. As soon as the link was exchanged, numbers were destroyed and all that was left was Fubar.com. No credit was given to the referrer who could have earned lots of kudos for referring a big heart into the cold dark corners of the Internet. New friend requests were sent, drink requests were flying over this new member's head, and advice on what he was getting himself into exchanged between all colors. "Stay away from reds," one member annouced. "It's not as easy as you think. You'll stop leveling soon," another explained. Members were up his ass about doing achievements to prevent any sudden leveling roadblocks. This didn't stop him from moving forward. People caught on that this new member was different. He was visiting all the top chicks and dudes reguarly to get noticed. He was dedicated in playing the game, a

I Want You To Watch Me
It's late at night, I'm totally exhausted from my long day and it's time for me to relax. I take a nice, long, warm, soothing shower. The warm water easing my tired aching body. I retreat to my bedroom and toweling myself dry, I look out the window, noticing a full, silver moon. Its soft glow shining down making the night almost like day. I decide to open my window to share my evening with the warm summer wind. As I stand there, naked, letting the warm breeze finish drying me, I look outside. My mind begins to wander, an erotic scene starts to form in my mind and I feel a warm, rushing, tingle begin to form in the depths of my loins. Almost unconsciously, I begin to caress my breasts in a soft slow circular motion as my nipples become erect. My pussy aches for more as I slowly, caressingly, slide my hand down to my mound, my fingers trailing softly down my body until they gently brush my pubic hair. Then they begin burrowing, to expose the moisture starting to pool between my legs. My

Unconditional Love!
In this life we are expected to give...... Love, time, understanding, encouragement ect..... I'm single because once I became a mother I no longer had it in me to unconditionally love an adult :( My children are mine! They are the only ones to love me unconditionally back. So please bare with me as I learn to once again fully give myself to an adult!

"the Last Few Days Of My Trip"
Emily nodded her head. "I think so, but why not just say stop?" "Because, you're going to be taken to new heights tonight, and you may cry out for me to stop tesing you or something but not really mean it. By using a word that has no sexual connotations, there's no chance of there being a misunderstanding. Okay." "Okay." "Now, emily, with all you've told me about your husband and hia religious background, i think that you sometimes feel like you're a bad person for having lovers. Yuo probably sometimes think you're nothing but a slut. A dirty whore. Well, you're not. But i'm going to treat you like a street walker. I'm going to talk very dirty to you. I'm going to do things to you that you've probably never had done before. and i think you're going to really enjoy it. Does that sound alright?" She paused for a second and finally said, "I want to be your whore tonight Lee. I am a slut. I don't care about anything but sex. I want to be fucked hard and rough. I loved you in my ass

The Three Arrows
Of all the shafts to Cupid's bow , The first is tipp'd with fire , All bare their bosoms to the blow And call the wound Desire . Love's second in a poison'd dart , And Jealousy is named ; Which carries poison to the heart Desire had first inflamed . The last of Cupid's arrows all With heavy lead is set ; That vainly weeping lovers call Repentance , or Regret.

"i'm Not Done With Her Yet"
She pulled at her cords, wishing she could reach my head and push me deeper. But i had secured them too tight. Her hands were fastened above her head, and she was unable to move them. My tongue darted in and out of her, catching on her clit and flicking it as i pulled my tongue out of her. My lips closed around her swollen clit and i began to suck on it, my teeth nipping it slightly. She was groaning loudly now, and i knew she would climax soon. I brought my hand over to her pussy and spread her even wider apart. As my tongue lapped up her juices, i began to rub her clit hard with my fingers. I played with her as her voice became louder and louder. Soon she was screaming with pleasure as her climax approached. I could sense it coming, could feel how close she was to explodind. Just as i thought she would go over the edge, i backed off, pilling my hand and mouth away from her pussy. She took in a deep breath as she felt herself come as close as she could to climaxing. I waited until

Who
WHO Who can you be yourself around?To pick you up when you are down,The one you tell all of your secrets to,That would feel the same way about you,Who would this person be?You would have a special door in theirheart and they would hold the key,Only to open it when you are there,Do you know anyone who has that much care?And you would do the same,No matter how deep or lame,The one you can do anything near,Whether is be crazy or drink beer,Never speak a word that you've said,Do you know anyone who's always in your head?So if you ever find anyone like this,Take them in as fast as you can because this is one friendship you don't want to miss

Does It Really Look Better On The Floor?
This blog entry is hereby dedicated to certain personages . . . Warning: This blog will make absolutely no sense at all unless you are well buzzed. For better results, just get sh*tfaced! and be done with it. The Classic’s Lounge is rather a lively place. Okay, it can be a very lively place when you put the right combination of people in while at least one of them is fully awake. By nature of the atmosphere there, you never really know what jokes, one-liners, wisecracks or other strange expressions may echo through the marbled walls of this round room with corners in the middle for whoever was bad that day. Note that these corners are set strategically near the bar so the bartender can supposedly keep a sharp eye out for the antics said personages may attempt. Only yesterday, the bartender had to reckon with one such person knocking wineglasses all over the gar, floor and glass to the DJ booth as he tried to dance a 4 corner while drunk. But that has nothing to do with the sto

Kelly Jay...
i don't ever want you to go awayi want you in this place and here to stayyou are the sunlight in my brightest dayhow i love you, Kelly Jaythere are so many things still left to sayi cannot keep your love at bayi feel you on the inside, it is my heart you swaythe sky is clearing and my clouds aren't greyi don't want it any other wayto you i'm indebted, my dues i'll paywith you alone i want to playi want to take your heart, if i mayto hold in trust and never strayso shape me as you want me, i am yours to mold like clayand in your arms i would love to layi don't ever want you to go awayi want you in this place and here to stayyou are the sunlight in my brightest dayhow i love you, Kelly Jay

Adulthood: A Survival Guide
adulthood ...they really do need a instruction/survival guide for this ...one of my favorite movie quotes from Hope Floats ...rings so true"Childhood is what you spend the rest of your life trying to overcome.” ...but also the older we get ...the more I and you will realize hindsight is one of the most amazing gifts ever given to you ...if you use it correctly. I had a moment of clarity today ..or some may call it an epiphany ....that this year of being laid off ...and financially strapped ....was the doing of a higher power...put whatever name on it you want. I was asked recently by a mentor in my life ..."lemme know when you figure out what your life lesson is from this ..most people always seem to learn a life lesson from this stuff" ..well I did ...thought I had it really figured out till today ...but now I got it. It is this ....at least for me ....do not take ANYTHING for granted ...your job/family/kids ....circle of life people ...lose one and you will quickly find out h

Taking A Ride
Some more from winters hibernation....Its a warm summer day and we prepair to ride,Jeans, and tshirts,good boots,Helmets on as I fire up the Iron horse and let her purr while I steal a kiss and grab a hand full of butt before I'm forced to pilot.This ISN'T a car where I can use one hand to drive and the other hold you close. I hop on,kick the stand up and nod,As you climb aboard you wiggle close,your legs close to mine,your arms hug me tight a moment then clasp together on my waist. We stop for gas,a bottle of wine and something for a light lunch later in the day.Another kiss and we're on the way to the Mancave to get the other riders. There's a dozzen bikes in the driveway and I pull into place and kill the engine. Only 1 more to person and we're on the way I say as evryone starts doing up equipment and closing up bags. Its Steven and the trike pulling in as almost at once everyone starts there bikes,the roar is music to my ears,You hop on,wiggel close and I pull out to block traffic

Vampires Attack In Two's
Was leaving a friends house late , was starting to wonder at the wisdom of being out here walking alone this time of night . But the thoughts of my own bed was compelling me forward , it started to rain and lightening was flashing with the loudness of the thunder following across the blacken skies omg I am such a fool. Why didn't I wait for my boy-friend to come get me ? Why am I so hardheaded ? As I quickened my pace , almost to the point of running . My heart was pounding and felt like it was going to burst out of my chest , had to slow my pace even tho' I was soaked to the skin , and resigned myself to whatever does happen , just plain happens ! Fate was a spiteful bitch as most of us has learned over the years of living on the edge. As I was regaining my breath back , a black car pulled up along side me ,it was so dark that I wouldn't even tell the make or modal. Would you like a ride lady the driver almost snarled at me , I shruged my shoulders with the voice of

Pumpkin's Typing
OK people this hard for me too write but think all this who really care and worry need know this if you don't then don't and i shure as HELL DON'T WANT PITY. It happened many years ago and not to long ago (2010)I was beat by Ex Husband and left for dead.. Hello Fu world well ppl still think i am drunk when i write I AM not i was beat again this year spent a long time in recovery. I am back to work. I put my pant just like everyone else one leg at a time.i have GREAT FRIENDS HERE ON FU, some of them have been with for years others a short time. but i love them all. I was beat beyond seeing anything i was in coma for from oct13 the morning of the beating till.. about mid December. the beating was me having a cracked skull which left a water pocket on the brian.and my sizure disorder.the he cracker both cheeck bones. broke my jaw in 4 places. cracked or broke all my ribs,pounchered my lung with my own rib. and messed up my pelvic bone. in all they counted 47 boot prints and 115 fist print

"confronting My Wife"
The look of concern on her face was priceless. she opened her mouth to protest but caught herself. Her eyes locked on mine, and then she looked down at the bulge in front of her. She reached up and unzipped my shorts, pulling my stiff black dick out of my clothes. Without a word, she simply opened her mouth and beagn to suck. Her lips were so moist as they closed around my dick. Her tongue began to slide around it, licking my dick. She knew this was all she would get right now, so she was determined to enjoy it as much as possible. My hands went to her hair and i pulled her face back and forth on my dick. I fucked her mouth moving as fast as i could. She took me in deep, my dick pushing against the back of her throat. I knew i wouldn't last long. My mind raced quickly over the many stories she had just told me. I thought about the ass hole and the ohter guy. I saw images of Emily and the other two women . I pictured them and how i fucked their asses. It was all to much and befo

Two Becum Three
Deep black sleep , and I'm clawing my way up to awareness , part of my brain is hearing " Wake up Anabella " it seemed far away but I was pulling up my thoughts and moved my hands , all I could feel is the satin I was laying on and wood around me & above me . Where am I now ..... Then I can hear Carolines voice in my head , " don't be scared it's alright ", I'm coming to you now . I heard like the sound of a door opening but not ! , dim light was coming to my eyes now and I saw Caroline standing beside what I was lying in , A Coffin , she took my hand and I floated up out of it . It's ok , don't freak out , John & I are like this too. What are we , I asked ? We are the undead , now and forever . How ? she giggled and instead of speakin with her mouth , she thought it and I would hear her. oooh fuck me raw, there's only one word that I could think of and it was VAMPIRE. But I loved the fact that I was so calm and not scared. So now I have become a child of the Night for real.....That's

Update
Soooo, as you've hopefully noticed I haven't been on here in a little over a month. I tried to post a blog earlier about the reason I've been gone, but I couldn't do it from my phone. Since it's been so long, I'm not exactly sure what all I need to say.... Here goes nothing. The last time I was really on here everything was doing better. That changed. My health is fine. I actually went to my doctor and found out that my heart is doing better. I did find out that I'll have to take my medicine for the rest of my life. I don't really mind though. They don't have any major side effects....one makes me sleepy and another makes me bruise easy. Those I can handle. As for the real reason I've not been around.....my stepdad decided to tell me that he didn't have to "put up with me" anymore. Seriously....I'm not sure what I did that was so bad, lol. Well, I guess that he didn't like me telling him that I didn't appreciate him getting rid of my Mom's things while I was gone at work. He said t

Religion Vs Morality
Religion is any faith taken by one walk of life altered and changed to suit one walk of life while damnating all else while morality can be of any faith and it views all beings as equals and pushes for a higher purpose of compassion and understanding for all beings. The way some people think are illusions made by false ego, foolish pride and greed there is no seperation in mankind we all seek for the same things in life.

Loss Of A Friend
I sit here today wondering what any of us could have done and not a thing comes to mind. One of my friends was snatched out of her home at 10:30pm on 8/16/2013 while laying with her one year old grandson. The MONSTER that did this was 25, My friend was 58. He took her killed her left her body in a field while driving her car to another town to grab a 19 year old girl which he fired shots at inside the car. This girl was lucky. She jumped from the moving vehicle ran into a store and escaped. He wrecked my friends car into a tree then stole another vehicle that was close by. Word spread like a wildfire. We did all we could and yet it still wasn't enough. By this time my friend had been gone for hours, no leads then it happened. Someone spotted her car in a little town and called the police. The MONSTER is now in jail facing numerous charges. The healing process is just beginning now that they finally found her body 28 hours later. She was so very brave. She gave her life to get this MONS

Submissive ?
At first you’ll take it; you’ll succumb to the sweet surrender. You’ll feel those fingers exploring you, working you into a frenzy. Your hips rising as you are carried off into a wave of intoxicating bliss. The thought of when he’ll stop won’t intrude on your little world; your every trail of thought, every step in your life, to this moment, all pinnacles to the passion erupting from your sex right now….…Then you will be ripped back into the world once more, his world, when you feel that burning sensitivity quiver beneath his tongue, within his mouth. Your body tries to fight it, repel the addictive, cascading torture being heaped upon it, but your mind knows it is useless; you are his. The shackles deny you the mildest chance to protect your throbbing sex. The torment you feel now is nothing compared to the knowledge that you are helpless; defenceless to stop the unrelenting feast of your epicentre for as long as your conciousness can withst

G-spot
So he told me he can touch my g spot with his fingers while massaging me and he did yet he didn't try penetrating me.... I haven't called him back because I wanted him to call first now he's calling all the time and I been playing not interested but I am (fucker!) shall I give in and talk to him?

Rage
Rage It is good for you. It is cathartic. Throwing glasses against the walls just to watch them shatter. Stop pretending every once in awhile. It is good for you to feel what you feel and say it. Fuck the consequences.

The Cable Man
One night I had to wait for a few hours at home for a repairman. My cable was out and they wouldn't give me an exact time. So I got on the computer and just started looking at different porn sites and going to different chats. I was getting really turned on by the time the doorbell rang. I put on a robe over my thong and bra and went to answer the door.When I opened it I was faced with a very good looking man in a blue uniform. He was very tall but he was built and had a great face. He reached over to shake my hand and tell me he was here about the cable. When I reached out to shake back my robe came all the way open, affording the man a glance of my almost naked body. I smiled and pulled it closed while he told smiled back and told me his name was Bobby .I led him to the living room and I could feel his eyes on me. As soon as he started to get to work I asked him if he's like a drink."Well, I'm not supposed to accept anything like that..." he protested."Come on, there are a lot of thi

Poked
I haven't been on here in awhile n these pokes etc r new... When I think of pokes I think of jabs all sexual! So many pokes I feel like I'm gettin gang banged! Hmm to b trueful that is a fantasy of mine... But these virtual pokes r exhausting n seem pointless n unexciting. Am I wrong to think this way? I'd much rather b turned on,,,

All That You Think You Know...
We operate under so many misconceptions in this amplified version of the real world. So many people make judgements based on Fu bullshit. (likes, rates, numbers, bling) Why do we really give a fuck? I was informed today that I am jaded. This was something I didn't know about myself (mostly because I am actually not) I am guarded (especially here and with good reason) The distinction is this: Guarded means you are careful with your feelings and your personal life and who you let have access to either. Jaded means you are not open to love or friendship. To me it means bitter. I don't see everyone as bad or good. I see them for what they show me. Even in this fucked up place I have made friends that have broken down my defenses and become as important to me as family. I trust that those of you who maintain that place know very well who you are. I have seen more judgement here lately than I care to see in a lifetime. We are all guilty of it and I personally am working on it as we all shou

"the Debt " Part 3
A few days later Kathy woke from a very sexy dream. She was already moist and her nipples were as hard as can be. She heard the doorbell ring again and again. she usually sleeps right through the doorbell and the rining phone. It must have been the pounding on the door that awakened her. She always slept in the nude. Tonight was no exception. As she woke up groggy she put her right hand between her legs. She dropped her long second finger into her hot moist hole to confirm that shw was really excited. Gradually she separated the dream from reality in her mind and realized she needed to answer the front door. She grabbed her short blue silk cover up with the hand painted dragon on the back. She slid her arms in the sleves and wrapped it around her as she walked. the material felt good on her sensitive, hard nipples. She tied the belt around her waist and with bare legs and feet opened the front door. It was Bob. Well resume tomorrow:)

There Only Ever Is You...
in all my life, i've only once thought these thingsi can't ever be close to anyonei don't ever feel the need to clingbut now i see a picture, and the earth revolves around the sunnot even once have i said this thing beforei have never wanted to try so hardin light of that, it means so much moreand so much more my senses jarredi Tell you head to toei Tell you heart and soulas the moon wax and wanesi find myself not new but changedi have opened myself to newer portalsand seen the dawn and the sunrise lights my daysuddenly, i feel that i am immortali can't keep your image at bayi'll never know the reason whyi still don't read between the linesbut it's all those little things you dothat have me wrapped inside of you

Baptism
The Baptism////////Dripping sticky down the small of my backthe nectar of my skin beadsi am seven shades of crimsonmy eyes at half masti am under Youmy SaviorYour thrusts are deliberateand my eager hips recklessthe candlelight flickeringagainst mirrorsglintingcascading off the promise You placed againstmy throatYour stigmatamy body whispers screamsentices Yoursmy lips speaking in a tongue only my God can interpretLove and contempt andfreedom and violence and beauty alltake refuge heremy hands clutch thekitchen counter top,Your arm sweeping the coffee pot,jars of flour, sugarandlust onto the tile floorbeneath You i am decadentYour breath a hot sweet coax against my shouldermy napemy soul"My precious whore"You assure mevibrating and trillinginto places of exodusmy hearing won't reach"mine, mine, mine MINE!"Your voiceripping the orgasm frombetween my silky thighs into Yourfistsobbing.choking.gasping and begging for breathas You spin me around and cradle memy cunt tight and holding Your wr

Adam And Eve
Seems God was just about done creating the universe, but he had two extra things left in his bag of creations, so he decided to split them between Adam and Eve. He told the couple that one of the things he had to give away was the ability to stand up while urinating. "It's a very handy thing", God told the couple, "I was wondering if either one of you wanted that very ability." Adam jumped up and blurted, "Oh, give that to me! I'd love to be able to do that! It seems a sort of thing a man should do. Oh please, oh please, oh please, let me have that ability, It'd be so great! When I'm working in the garden or naming the animals, I could just stand there and let it fly. It'd be so cool, I could write my name in the sand. Oh please God, let it be me who you give that gift to, let me stand and pee, oh please..." On and on he went like an excited little boy who had to pee. Eve just smiled and told God that if Adam really wanted that so badly, that he should have it. It seemed to be the s

Forever Mine
Some claim not to know, not to see... but ...That there are birds who sing at every hour of the day for no other reason than to be heard...Creatures of the deep who flip and twirl just for the fun of it..."Furry friends" who love just as dearly as they are loved, and...Flowers so exquisite, pleasing human eyes could be their only explanation... must surely prove that you're living in the most magical fairytale ever imagined. N'est-ce pas?Waking was easy tonight cause I was looking forward to being with Roberto again . g'eveing my love , tonight you will take your first real drink , and I promise you will love it cause you then will own Roberto . Well this in-deed made my non beating heart flutter and I laughed with glee , Master why ? because you got me what I wanted , So I'm giving you what you want as a reward was my answer. Where is he I ask " In the Rose Garden , sipping coffee " Carolines voice eased into my mind. To dress to kill , that is what I was going to do . Lookin thro

Omg Bling Hookers
lolol okay I got queasy seeing a certain status out here...pertaining to the person who posted the appalling status as only accepting bling that activates lol...will delete all others!!! ok wtf happened to being grateful that your skanky hooker ass gets anything at all? Especially since I doubt you return favors...you just charge to see your goodies lol...omg guys get real....grow a brain....if you stop paying you put this person out of business!!!! lol

"the Debt " Part 3
Bob was lying on his side passed out on the carpet. apparently he was finally excited enough to blow his load. kathy got a towel from the bar sink and moistened it. She cleaned the cum off her furniture. She put a pillow from the sofa under bobby's head and covered him with a blacket. she turned off the lights and went back to bed. As she disrobed and climbed between she decided she would charge Bob for his time. "Oh! you were great baby!" She said practicing for what she would tell him in the morning. She was sure he would accept the lie as the truth. After all no self respecting guy like Bob would have the guts to ad mit he couldn't get it up. she fell asleep and slept well.

A Night Of Lovin'
As I lay dreaming , reaching for the memory , the lights flick on and you are standing over me with my blindfold in your hand. I start to speak and you put your finger on my lips ......." Silence " so I shut up. The blindfold went on , then I felt the wrist restraints snap on and the sounds seemed to echo. Then my ankles were bound. I can feel your calloused hands running up my thighs , I shivered . This man has always been able to pull emotions from the very core of me. Now I am back in darkness with the quietness screaming at me . " Why won't he speak ?" So I am not going to do anything but try to pick-up the fragmented dream pieces and stay relaxed. I have nothing to fear anyway , I trust this man with every fiber of my being. I know he loves me , and then things are tense , he tells me so. He caresses me until I am so aroused that I feel like I'm begining to sweat , beads of persperation rathering on my upper-lip. And my breathing is becoming dyspnea . . He is sitting on the bed ,

Memory To Reality
No knight in shining armour High upon his steed Nor a fair maiden to rescue from her own foolish deeds Not a pair of star-crossed lovers doomed to cascade into tragedy Nor careless creatures of habit destined to remain in complacency We've learned a thing or two Seen some of the darkest sides of this crooked life Made the mistakes that begged to be made Learned the lessons that nearly bled us dry This is our kingdom We shall build it Word by word Smile by smile Touch by touch Truth by truth And not an army of non-believers could breach these walls

Deserrrted
Dry, bitter blood tasting cracked lips... Hot unapologizing sun on my back... Thirsty is all I can say The glass was empty and burned to the touch I saw my tall drink of water Just over the sand and yonder While on my knees, I crawled To quinche this desire that called As I got closer, the glass began to fade Couldn't help but think maybe the water was a facade It was a mirage of some kind But still, I crawled on...it was already in my mind This glass stayed the same In my eyesight, the permanent frame Of everything, I couldn't see myself inside Water is see through, it can not hide When the sand stopped rolling around I lifted myself off the ground To reach the bottom of this glass I saw the last drop, it's all it could amass The glass started to speak All the vain in the world drank from it's peak Now it was at it's minimal Would taking the last drop be criminal? So I climbed on in Swam around, washed off where I have been The heat from abo

Whisper
If you want My attention A whisper Is louder Than a scream The mountains know The power of a storm Is dwarfed By the power Of a stream The sharpest sight Is blurry Compared to The visions In a dream So if you want My attention If you really want My attention A whisper Is louder Than a scream

Their Are Fun Blings & Not So Funny Roofie Is Not Funny In The Real World
Rohypnol(roofies, 'date-rape' drug)Rohypnol is a prescription-only sedative that has been used in many 'date rapes' in the US, with cases now being reported in Europe and Australia. Coming in the form of a tasteless and odourless pill which is easily ground down into powder, rohypnol has gained notoriety as the 'date rape' drug, after victims have been incapacitated and sexually assaulted after having their drinks spiked. All traces of the drug disappear after 24 hours making prosecution difficult. Please note that rohypnol is not the only drug associated with date rape and there have been cases linked to GHBand other sedative drugs. Side effects: The most worrying side effect of rohypnol is that it can easily be administered without the victims knowledge and lengthy sexual assaults can take place with the victim having no memory of events afterwards. In many cases, victims are even unaware that assaults have taken place until their symptoms are recognised or their memory retur

How To Order A Fubar T-shirt
How to order a fubar T-shirt! fubar T-Shirts are $20 shipped. You will also receieve 10 bling credits FREE! Available Sizes Female S, M, L, XL, XXL, XXXL and Men S, M, L, XL, XXL, XXXL Step One: Enter Name, Address, Gender and T-Shirt size and then Click the BUY NOW button in the About Me section of http://www.fubar.com/tshirts Step Two: Make sure to enter your user ID or URL to your profile in the comment section. (This will ensure we give you your FREE credits) If you have not received your T-shirt or credits from your order, please copy and paste your receipt and email support@fubar.com!

Days And Nites
Day after day I simply wait, I simply wait with a hurt so deep A hurt that lives within my heart, I feel it even when I sleep Day after day I struggle, I struggle with a pain so immense A pain that comes from missing you, it just doesn't make any sense Nite after nite I lay here, I lay here so sad and all alone So sad because I miss you, knowing how special our love has grown Nite after nite I cry my tears, I cry because I need you so much I need you to hold me close, I need the warmth of your loving touch Day after day I pass the time, I pass it with nothing to do So much I would like to do, but it all involves being with you Day after day I know even more, I know where my life is heading It may not happen tomorrow, but I see what the future will bring Nite after nite I dream about you, I dream of the life we will share A life that will be incredible, a life that will show how much we care Nite after nite I feel so blessed, so blessed to have your love so true A darkness in m

Thank You
this is here to thank each and every one of you who have either been there for me throughout the good and bad times and for being her to back me up when things happen. i appreciate the friendship it means alot to me thank you you very much. i have nothing but the up most respect for each and every one of you. thank you for always being there it means alot to me.

A Dream In The Making
What do you do when you've met someone that you just really want to kneel to ? I know and feel this man is honorable and up right in his dealings with the public , I believe he has strength to surpass anyones I know. I do think I am wanting him and don't know how to prove myself worthy of his devotion and thats what I want ..... devotion , respect , gentleness , and true feelings . Like an old song " I just wanna lay you down " But then I might never want to get up , when the man only has to say a certain word and I cum. It would be so interesting if I could mask my face of all reactions to electrons hooked up to my pussy & tit's with him having a remote control and push the button whenever he wanted to. In the check-out lane at the market , in a favorite restaurant or just hiking & walking in the country side . If I could handle that , then maybe I should have went to Hollywood . I know my face is expressive and show all my emotions , when I am happy , I look that way , I dare say wat

To You, Fubar
I see you have issues with Greek members...or at least THIS Greek member. First..I cannot (ever) change my location. I cannot (ever) tag anyone. I cannot (in the last few months) use a photo as my background pic. I can only upload pics whenever you fancy letting me. Once, I couldn't even see anything..comments or what not. JUST realised I cannot respond to some shouts. Well, ain't I glad I ain't no VIP...it's the most wasted money ever!

Carla Luvin Life
" Take the rest of your clothes off, Carla ." Dean said , " so I can get shots of your sweet pussy. " She pulled off her jeans and panties and stretched out on the bed, with Nicky beside her. " Now Nicky , get her wet ". He turned his back to adjust his video. Nicky ran his hand up the inside of Carla's thigh and tentatively touched her lips. " She's already soaked " he said , surprised. " You make me horny" , Carla whispered. She reached down and squeezed the ridge of hot flesh that pressed upward against his belly beneath his jeans . She winked . " you seem to be horny too ". Dean turned the camera back on and focused the lens on Carla's breast . " Spread her legs , Nicky. I want to see your hand on her pussy ". The camera panned slowly down her ribs and belly until her cunt filled the screen of the TV that the camera was hooked up too . Carla turned and looked at the TV. She had never seen herself like this , open and waiting , ready to be filled, with Nicky's dark blunt fingers p

Bitches Gotta Eat
An old high school friend of mine posted this blog on facebook and I had to take a look. Now, I've read the series - I was on bedrest with little else to do but read, watch TV, or play online - and it struck me as some of the biggest pile of shite I'd ever read. I wasn't sure until long after I'd finished what my problems were with it. I'm still not sure I've totally pegged my reaction - maybe anger that people might read it and think that this is what BDSM relationships are actually about, or that it is in any sense plausible. At any rate, I'm linking to the blog but couldn't find any way to share the text with its formatting so I'm going for the good ol' cut & paste. http://bitchesgottaeat.blogspot.com/ all the pages worth masturbating to in "fifty shades of grey." your mom is such a fucking dirtbag. i ran into that broad in the female incontinence aisle at walgreens a couple weeks ago and was like, "what up, karen? you are looking HELLA RADIANT today." after shyly avertin

My Heart Hurts Today
Meth seems to find it's way into everyone's life, in one form or another... We all have family, which isn't blood but may as well be. One my mom's best friends' great grandchildren.. 10 months old was taken to the hospital last night. The mother, feels like my sister, I've watched her grow up. Her dad is that punch line brother, if there was a stupid idea.. he'd have done it. He got tangled up in Meth years ago and his daughter [baby's mom] was always running away, because she just couldn't stand living with it. She's managed to stay clean and sober, her parents were her anti-drug. Well, this latest boyfriend started acting strangely and she did a little digging, when she discovered he was using she started to pack her things to leave, he came home. She confronted him and told him she'd worked too hard to lose everything and that she was leaving. Of course there was a fight and she said it took quite awhile to get all their stuff together with him freaking out. She went t

Better
I need to define better Because I am probably "better" than you I am most likely smarter than you IQ 172 but I have Asperger's So I will not see the same world By definition...as you do My body is "better" than most 23 year olds Not because I obsess on my body But because I see it as a vehicle For my brain All important brain I have LASSOED energy Cosmic energy And made it my own Everyone can do it but they don't I only pay attention to those who can keep up with me If I have to spend too much time teaching Fuck off Good luck I fucking RULE this energy Have it down pat Come with respect Or don't bother Because I will fucking turn you inside out And give you back To your gramma as cat food

Rfd: Full Moon Masturbation Club
I'd like to organize a full moon masturbation club where we all get totally naked and cum at either the precise time or around the same time as when the moon is full and while doing so projecting out to each other sexual Love energy along with the power of our orgasm. So around the time of each full moon I'm going to post as a status message, the time when the moon is full, at my location, I'm in the Eastern Time Zone, USA, you can google to see when the time is for wherever you are located and we can coordinate times. Ultimately, I would Love to do this as a big c2c arrangement, so if anyone has any idea how we can do that - maybe just all watch one another's cams - please let me know; but it's not necessary you can cum alone or thinking of us. Also as most of you know by now I absolutely Love masturbation, and if you do too, then let's share; nobody knows the spot and what does it for you better than you - of course it's fun trying with others too - but it's the high I get from the

Golden Dawn Arrests Take Greece Into Uncharted Waters
[Cause I hate having to explain things in mumms Josef will surely bring this up in just to annoy me. ] By Helena Smith Before his untimely death at the age of 34, Pavlos Fyssas was a hip-hop rapper popular on Greece's anti-fascist scene but little known beyond the frontiers of that music genre or the borders of the country itself. On the night of 17 September all that changed. In lightning fashion, after becoming embroiled in a row over a soccer game beamed from the big screen of a cafe in a gritty working class Athenian suburb, Fyssas and his friends were set upon by thugs dressed in the combat pants and black T-shirts worn by supporters of the country's far-right Golden Dawn party. Cornered by the mob, the bearded singer was soon lying in a pool of blood with stab wounds to his heart and chest. Within minutes he had died. And within hours the killer, a self-professed member of Golden Dawn, had been arrested. Murkiness may still surround the circumstances of the murder, but what

Please Read This, Especially Any Family Members!
please read this, especially any family members! i truly am done with the game. when my vip expires i will NOT be renewing it. the UNMITIGATED GREED that has gone on over time, with now no more powerups in the fulotto, have made my mind up. i will never level again. and i will never run my 1300+ cr in bling i won nor the five HH's i planned to run on my birthday either that i won in fulotto until i level... and I AM NO LONGER MAKING ANY ATTEMPT TO LEVEL! so feel free to take me out of your family, i will reciprocate! WITH ABSOLUTELY NO HARD FEELINGS! this place just SUCKS NOW. PERIOD. unless there are major rollbacks in the greed that has been ongoing, i will not be spending MUCH TIME online here ANYMORE. i will try and get any comments you leave in my profile back to you. but i can't guarantee that i will. i will try. because i do APPRECIATE the friends i have made here. if you want my facebook info, send me an email.

So Glad For You .....
I was alone and had given up but then out of the blue , there was you . I looked into those dark eyes and knew I had found a reason to be. To be just me , earthy and sensual with all the needs and wants to fullfill your every fantasy. To feel your skin beneath my fingers as I caress you , to hold you tight , to feel of your passion both of day and of night . awwwww come love me baby and you do know I want you too. Kiss me tenderly , kiss me rough , undress me slowly and partake of the wine that is sweet as honey and feels so devine , then lay me down and drive me crazy beyond reason , just feeling your hardness as you slide into my wetness is pure heaven to me , I'm glad I have waited for my body to be claimed, possess me , rule me with a tender hand, And I'll obey you love til the end of my time. And now hoping it will be , just hoping it will be. Don't let this become just a fantasy , I want your love , I just want you to really want me . I will have you come to visit , we'll reach

If If Had A Chance
If great possibilities outweighted the possible harms, I would be all powerful, never hearing sirens or alarms. Problems would be solved quicker than ever, Faster than they would be by chance recalled forever. If money didn't seperate instead it could be used to celebrate, A Life lived a in this grand yet dangerous world today, is just as important as those that lived yesterday. If If had a chance, we all would be happy, maybe too happy to ever see any such difference that would divide us, besides the land and sea. If If had a chance, we would never have to cry if if was shown brightly we would both see the stars up high.

Dear Miley
From The Guardian After the 20-year-old claimed that Wrecking Ball's controversial video was inspired by Nothing Compares 2 U, the Irish singer was compelled to warn Cyrus that she is being 'pimped' by the pop industry. This is the full text of O'Connor's blogpost. Dear Miley, I wasn't going to write this letter, but today i've been dodging phone calls from various newspapers who wished me to remark upon your having said in Rolling Stone your Wrecking Ball video was designed to be similar to the one for Nothing Compares … So this is what I need to say … And it is said in the spirit of motherliness and with love. I am extremely concerned for you that those around you have led you to believe, or encouraged you in your own belief, that it is in any way 'cool' to be naked and licking sledgehammers in your videos. It is in fact the case that you will obscure your talent by allowing yourself to be pimped, whether its the music business or yourself doing the pimping. Nothin

Sucks
Why is that 9/10ths of the guys on this damn site are so damn pathitic. I have a good friend that I have known for years that is on here and she has a heart of gold. People (guys) are complete assholes to her because she is a larger woman. WTF is that about I mean come on are you really going to judge a woman by her size???? You never know what is beyond the surface. There is no reason A) to be rude due to someones looks B) to act like an ass and treat her like shit just to make yourself feel better about yourself. EVERYONE is damaged in their own way and you are no better than anyone else.

Still Working On Book But They Just Idenified My Missing Mom As Mudered.links 2 Book & News Cast
http://www.northwestohio.com/news/story.aspx?id=948436#.UlMVUhD479x ~~~ my Mom's news cast http://bittersweetloveonfubar.blogspot.ca/ ~~~my online version to my book Had to take a break from Fubar to finnish writing my book until I finally got news about my missing Mother was found Murdered so have to go back to the states for a trial to make sure these bastards pay and get Justice for my mom, so had to come on here to share the news with the ones of you that has helped me by putting her pic out there and giving me a shoulder to lean on, Love you all for that and please keep my family in your prayers and hope you all have a wonderful holiday season and please take ever opporinty to tell your loved ones that you love them cuz you just never know!! Life is way to short so live your life to the fulliest and love your family and friends like there is not tomorrow, Love Always Deb & Shawn.

Seriously..
When I'm on this site I keep hearing some "music". It's not really music, but that's the best I can come up with. It kind of sounds like an ad. I've checked EVERY window I have open, then closed them one by one, and there is no ad. It stops when I close the Fubar tab. WTF could it be??!!!! Can ya help? [edit::. It's on my homepage, not on any other page]

Inadequate
The excitement wanes with each passing day As these fears well up inside Everything is new, yet it all somehow feels the same Why can't the last piece simply fall into place? Why must this doubt eat holes in my resolve, as would a moth destroy the threads of a young girls happily ever after? This is my dream And it's just out of reach I don't want to rely I don't want to burden I can't stand the rampant thoughts of inadequacey fighting for control I want to sleep without the nightmares of failure I want to stand with my own feet planted firmly beneath I want to be the self-reliant soul I've always known I am But nothing ever comes so easy with wanting, now does it? Copyright 2013 Ella Valentine

Explaining Actions For This Month And Recent Events
Just to clarify some recent events here on the fu. There is a new association here that refers to those against those against bling whores. What is a true bling whore? According to them, those that show there goodies for bling packs in order to obtain status and popularity. Now, here is my position on fu. Yes, I have Nsfw photos. However, you see boobs but no nipple. That's as far as my pics go. Why do they exist? Because of Breast Cancer Awareness Month. I am charging access, yes, but it's for a 3 credit bling and it supports a good cause. That makes me a horrible person? Fine. I did it for the better good. I buy my own bling packs. Whatever people get me here, that's up to them. I never ask, just make a wish list. If they want to do that for me, that's up to them. What people do with that access to those photos is their business.

A Grand Illusion
He brought her dreams to life,down on bended knee.Asking her to be his wife,confessing his love to she.The diamond shined bright,upon her face and skin.As their bodies collided,uniting their love within.Although the shine of the diamond,was actually blocking her view.Until the day he threw it away,and truth came shining through.Planting the seed of illusion,deep within her heart.The soil caved in to artificial skin,tearing her world apart.The epitome of deceit, lay at her feet,right where he left his phone.Images of another, send her a wonder,if she’s ever truly known.As her tears fall upon her ring,she takes a closer look.The green ring around her finger,eventually closed the book.The diamond had lost its shine,faded turning blue.For just like the man she thought she loved,the ring was a fake too.

Science
Today my boys decided that they wanted to see if they could protect a raw egg in a box and drop it without it breaking. Why not let my kids do something like that, right? We all go to the store and I get them a dozen eggs (it may take more than once, right?), some tape and some twine. That's all they said they wanted/needed. When we get back they start. Within about 15 mintues both boys have made what they think will keep this egg safe. Wouldn't you know it.....they both did it. My oldest just smiled and said that was "awesome" my youngest said, "What can I say, I know my science!" :)

Month
Sometimes I like to be a nosey person. I'll scroll over members names that show up in my alert box to see who they are or see what their status says. The last two that I've done that to have been interesting. 1 has me blocked. I'm not sure why. Oh well. The other just liked me so I was wanting to see what they looked like. Their status says something like "it's also domestic violence awareness month. js" Is it horribly bad that I want to send him a whip? That is all.

Viking Love
Because we are mortal , every talent ,skill , ability we possess ,every thought and feeling we ever have , every beautiful sight we ever see, every material possession we own ,will ultimately be lost. Unless we share it , Unless we give what we have to others----- to our spouse , to our child , to our friends and neighbors , to the strangers we encounter on our path---- what we know and value will be irrevocably and utterly gone ...... As I sit on the rocky clift over looking the Sea , I read in my book I brought and every once in awhile glanced up at the waves crashing to shore. It was warm today and I only had my black shawl around my shoulders ,year 1846 and even then the World was in disagreement and wanting to war with every-one who didn't believe as they did. I am Native American , mixed with a smidgin of French so I have the passion of both races flowing in my veins. My parents warmed me about straying so far from home but being young and adventureous , I didn't listen. I glan

Just A Thought
It has occurred to me by being on FU everyday that some people have little respect for others. Some people take a LIKE status or RATE status the wrong way. Just because I LIKE or RATE you doesn't mean I want to screw you. Am I flirty? Yes, sometimes. I choose who I am flirty with, but that does not make me slutty or a SLUT. I think I am a very decent and friendly woman. I never disrespect anyone and I wouldn't want to be disrespected. FUBAR is fun. It is very fun and it's a wonderful place to make new friends, have some fun and just be yourself. I understand when someone wants to sex chat, but that is only welcomed when the one you sex chatting has a mutual urge to do so. That is your business. So have fun on FU but be respectul of others. Make new friends whether you are friends outside of FU or not and just be yourself. That is just my thought and opinion.

The Mind Fucking Game
The title pretty much says it all... Surf the net, if you're looking for some fun. Although this game, has yet to be won. You'll find usernames and passwords, worn out pick-up lines. The douche-bags and assholes, aren't hard to find. Chorus Virtual reality slaps you in the face. Making sure you don't forget your rightful place. Millions of strangers screaming out the wrong name. Don't ya wanna play the mind fucking game? Like bitches in heat, they'll hump your leg clean. Leaving you numb, searching for the perfect vaccine. This diesease has no cure, get out while you can. Unless chaos and destruction, is part of the plan. Chorus Virtual reality slaps you in the face. Making sure you don't forget your rightful place. Millions of strangers screaming out the wrong name. Don't ya wanna play the mind fucking game? Fucked up beyond all recognition, has never been so right. I'm lacing up my gloves, ready to fight. I've played the game before and although I

Bca
I'm wondering....am I the only one that sees a problem with people begging for the Breast Cancer Awareness bling saying they are supporting it? I guess if you want to be a hoar, that's the bling to "collect"...but I'd think that I'd rather have a person go to the actual website and donate, instead of them only getting PART of the money spent to get the bling. Ugh. Here's the link if any of you want to donate to it though :) https://www.nationalbreastcancer.org/breast-cancer-donations

All Shapes & Sizes
If there's one thing I simply cannot stand in humans, it's hipocracy. Every single person on this website, at least once, has asked for something. Even something so menial as pic rates or likes. Yet, so many of you are the first to jump on the "fu-whore" bandwagon, calling others out and passing judgement. We're all here for the same reason - to be accepted. This site allows us to find like-minded freaks who just want to share in our madness. It's a place for us to be ourselves, and be someone else at the same time, someone the real world doesn't always understand. And, underneath all of that, it's a game. There was a time, way back before it was Fubar, when comments were real and more meaningful than the now-popular bling, when rates were more honest, when friends were worth more than just the points they could get you, when profiles & blogs were actually read. That's changed, and if you're here, you can either roll with it as best you can, or bail out. Nobody demands yo

The 100 Top Things You Honestly Don't Need To Do Before You Die
By Richard Osman "OMG, you have to watch Breaking Bad! You simply have to. Stop whatever you're doing and watch it right now. Stop resuscitating that patient, and watch Breaking Bad. Stop flying that plane, crash it into that field and fire up Netflix." As I understand it, we are now all legally obliged to watch Breaking Bad by the end of 2013. Our prisons are already full to bursting with people who failed to watch The West Wing or The Wire when they were expressly told to. I even saw a woman prosecuted last week for not having read Gone Girl. What was she thinking? These days we are told we simply have to watch, to read or just to do, very many things: 100 Things to Do Before You Die; 100 Films You Have to See, 100 Books You Must Read If You Don't Want Everyone at Work to Realise Exactly What a Shallow, Self-Obsessed, X Factor Fan You Really Are. Like most Guardian readers, I am very keen to do what I'm told at all times. If I'm told there are 25 Must-Dive Reefs or 30 Loganb

Pc Help
I'm really hoping that one of you all can help me here. I'm sure if I had a Windows that I could understand, I could fix this problem myself, but I have Windows 8 and I hate it. I have Avast as my antivirus program. Every few minutes it will pop up that there was a threat. The threat is titled, "SecondStepInstaller.exe". After the threat pops up, I run the scanner and there are NO viruses. Do any of you know what this second step installer is and how I can get rid of it?

Wicked Desire
The day started ordinary, decided to drive toward the Beach in late afternoon. I set up a towel to lay upon. Fell asleep and awoke to almost it deserted. My gaze fell upon a broad shouldered,lean, hard handsome man in his early 30s. He was coming out of the water walking towards me. Arm extended he took my hand and placed it on his muscled abs gliding down to his bulge in his swimming trunks. Oh the length of him made me utter a moan.I wanted to lick his nipples and chest as he placed my hand inside. Definately was enjoying the feel of his Cock and desire was begining to take its course. He released my hand to lay next to me on that towel. Tipping my head to his, he thrust his tongue in my mouth licking mine, than kissing more deeply. He lay on me knees between mine, nudging them open spreading me. Oh the feel of his hard body on my soft being, was intoxicating. Between my thighs i felt warm, wet, excited as he started to release a nipple from my swim suit into his mouth. he licked

"dark Meat For My Treat" Cont
Knowing how much the camera saw of her, she rolled her chair out past the edge of the desk giving the camera a full view of her thighs. She then did something that she thought she would never do, she returned her hand to her throbbing camel toe and rubbed. The sensation of her touch immediatelty rushed through her. Her breathing increased sand her frim C cups heaved. Taking a quick look around to be sure that no one else could see, she let her head drop a little and thghtened her eyes. the sensation was intense. Rubbing harder and harder, janet's lips pulled apart. The pressure on her clit felt exactly right and as her toes cleenched in her open toed shoes, she knew that it was just a matter of time before she would climax. janet looked directly into the lenes of the camera and moaned. she knew he couldn't hear her, but she hoped that what she was doing was clear. When Janet's rotating pressure increased she knew that there was no longer anyway she could stop. with a quick look ar

Alcoholism:
ALCOHOLISM: The truest of inhumane cruelty Ive ever had to be subject to. The delusions of grandeur the lack of will towards responsibility, the inability to see exactly what's going on, let alone able to be honest with them selves or anyone around them. I can only hope to leave this earth never knowing another one. I simply loath it & them,.. Thank you alcoholics of my life. Thank you. Yes! You've made an impact! Congratulations!