I REALLY WONDER WHO I AM
EMOTIONS RUSH IN TURMOIL
INSIDE A SCARED YOUNG CHILD
MY EYES SEE THAT OF A MAN
I FEEL AS IF I AM REGRESSING
FORWARD TO FIND AN EMPTINESS
IN MY SELF DOUBT I DROWN
A LONELY CHILD CRYING TO HIMSELF
REACHING OUT TO FIND ATTENTION
PUSHING SO HARD I FIND REJECTION
LOST IN ABANDONED LONLINESS
I AM SLIPPING INTO EMPTINESS
DEEPER I BURY ALL SELF WORTH
TRAPPED IN MY WEB OF EMOTIONS
LIFE I SUCK FROM WITHIN
TIGHTER I'M HELD IN SUFFOCATION
FEEDING OFF MY INNER REGRESSION
STRONGER GROWS MY DEPRESSION
CLINGING TO DREAMS UNABLE TO GRASP
FALLING PREY RIPPED INSIDE OUT
FEELINGS DARE TO ESCAPE FROM PUNISHMENT
INADEQUATE I HIDE IN FRUSTATION
SLOWLY INSIDE I BEGIN TO DIE
TOTAL SECLUSION IS WHAT I FIND
LOST IN ABANDONED LONLINESS
I AM SLIPPING INTO EMPTINESS
LOCKED WITHIN MY MIND
WATCHING THE REST OF MANKIND
DESTINED BY FEELINGS OF THE HEART
ALONE I STAND FALLING APART
PATH TO NOWHERE I LEAD
CONFUSED AS TO WHERE I FOLLOW
ABANDONING ALL HOPE
HEART FILLS WITH LONLINESS
LOST IN ABANDONED LONLINESS
I AM SLIPPING INTO EMPTINESS
LIFE AROUND ME TURNS TWISTED
SOUL FADES TO NONEXISTANCE
CRIES HEARD NEAR IN THE DISTANCE
MADDENED BY AN ENDLESS LAUGHTER
SEARCHING I KNOW NOT WHAT I'M AFTER
THE WORLD AROUND ME
CONSUMED WITH EMPTINESS
LOST IN ABANDONED LONLINESS
I AM SLIPPING INTO EMPTINESS