I came across this poem and it describes what I am going through.
To this day it's hard for me to lay down to go to sleep
without thinking about him.
The other side of the bed
A Poem by Bhavya Kaushik
Forsaken by sleep and lying down on bed,
Still unable to open my eyes into reality
Where you are no longer here with me,
And the other side of the bed is empty.
The side which is motionless intact and safe,
Still smells of your sweet and unforgettable scent.
It constantly reminds me of your absence,
By making me realize that you are not coming back.
The pillow has turned wet because of my tears,
And there is no place left for me to rest.
Though time has wiped away your material presence,
But I’m still unable to sleep on the other side of the bed.