Fubar Blog Posts 4

Ghost Friends
HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE FRIENDS ON YOUR LIST YOU NEVER HEAR FROM? HOW MANY OF YOU PROMOTE LOUNGES OR CONTEST WITHOUT EVEN SO MUCH AS A REPLY? WELL I DON'T KNOW ABOUT ANYONE ELSE BUT I'M ABOUT TO START DELETING THESE PEOPLE. NOT BECAUSE I'M WHINING OR BEING A BITCH, BUT JUST BECAUSE THERE DEAD WEIGHT. THERE ARE SOME REALLY COOL LOUNGES OUT THERE, AND SOME FUN AUCTIONS AND CONTESTS. AT LEAST STOP IN YOUR FRIENDS LOUNGE AND SAY, OR JOIN A CONTEST IN SOME WAY TO SEE WHAT ITS LIKE, OR AT THE VERY LEAST, REPOST FOR THEM, OR SB AND SAY TY OR SORRY BUT NO. YOU NEVER KNOW, YOU MIGHT JUST MAKE SOME AWESOME NEW FRIENDS!!! DON'T JUST BE A "GHOST FRIEND". ANYWAY, THANK YOU FOR READING MY RANT. RESPECTFULLY, Tonya~Lady of Lilith's Lair

It Is Time To Move Forward For Djing!!
There is a time when you feel that you have hit a fork in the road and must turn to move forward to greener pastures that will allow you to grow the way you are most comfortable in doing so. I know, I know... sometimes, part of the growth is being able to do some things that one might not like to do; however, soul searching has to determine to draw that line when it crosses one's own moral values as well. As such, I am leaving Blue Orion Lounge and moving my DJing skills with sites that are more conducive to my growth..... CLUB GLOW -- 5-7pm Mondays-Fridays http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50240 ALL HITS RADIO -- schedule to be determined SUNSET CAFE -- guest DJing 12p-6p SUN March 30, 2008 http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55077 Come see me at these places and say "Hi!". DJ Devine In order to squash any rumors that you might hear about why I left, I am putting my resignation letter I have sent to the staff of Blue Orion Lounge today in this b

A Fools Love
I once held you high up above the world. I placed you up so high that nothing could touch you. I gave you everything you wanted in life. You jumped off the platform and landed hard. You ran from everything I gave you for the love of another. You made me a fool and never looked back. I was the only safe thing in your life. I never hurt you for I always loved you. Now as I look up high were once you stood I see nothing but pain and sorrow in your place. You laughed at me feelings for you and yet I still loved you. I begged you to stay with me over and over again. Why do I do this to myself when you no longer care about me ? You gave me a feeling like nobody else ever did. You never cared or loved me but just used me to make you feel alive inside again. I won't do this AGAIN. Ok so I have random thoughts that I have to get out and wrote down. This is NOT pointed at anybody online or anywhere else. Take it as you will.

What Have You Done For Me Lately
BLOGS OUR VOICE TO THE WORLD BLOGS THEY ARE OUR VOICE.. EVEN IF NO ONE READS THEM THEY STILL ARE OUR VOICE.. SOME OF MY BLOGS GET OVERWHELMING RESULTS WHILE OTHERS I WRITE NOT A SINGLE VISIT FROM A READER.. NONE THE LESS THEY ARE OUR VOICE.. MY BLOGS ARE ABOUT HELPING PEOPLE, PIMPING OUT PEOPLE, PIMPING OUT CONTESTS MY FRIENDS ARE IN OR PEOPLE WHOM SEEM TO NEED A FRIEND, THEY ARE ABOUT HOSTS NOT PAYING OUT, ABOUT OUR TROOPS AND THE WAR, MY BLOGS ARE WHAT IS IMPORTANT TO ME. YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT A PERSON LIKE JUST TAKE TEN MINUTES OUT OF YOUR DAY AND VISIT THEIR BLOG.. ALL YOU REALLY NEED TO KNOW IN MOST CASES CAN BE FOUND THERE.. BLOGS ITS OUR VOICE.. I HAVE TWO PEOPLE HERE THAT ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME.. HELLCAT ONE OF MY VERY BEST FRIENDS ON HERE AND KAYLA A NEW FRIEND BUT ONE I FEEL SAFE TO SHARE JUST ABOUT ANYTHING WITH. I'VE FOUND HER HEART THUS FAR TO BE THAT KIND.. THEY BOTH HAVE A VOICE ALSO WHICH IS DISPLAYED THROUGH THEIR BLOGS.. TWO DIFFERENT SUBJECTS BUT BO

The Work Place....by Cloie Street
life inside my work place. hello everyone. this is cloie, and today im going to show you what goes on with my every day life. yes, to everyone else the "work place" is considered the second home. what job do i work for.....hmmmm let me just say,i miserably work in an office; writting news reports all day. yes i work for the channel 8 news. but the only important thing i do around there is to make sure all the stories make sense. which is easy...for exsample,The mario's pizza parlor found a salution to their rat infestation. The best way to beat them is to eat them; Yes, rat tar tar is the best pizza topping so far. and thats just one of the first ideas,along with "Blue Moon Gerbil"salad for appetizing; which is rare to come across to catch in there kitchen. and best of all,rich roach alimo...a sweet taste of roach on a smooth and creamy chocholate pie. the roaches taste sweet with a cruchy surface and a creamy filling on the inside. just dont go in when their septic

Good-bye Friends
TO THOSE WHO ASK TO HAVE RATES GIVEN BUT HARDLY EVER RATE ME I'M LEAVIN.............TO THE PERSON THAT CAN'T DEAL WITH QUESTIONS I'M LEAVIN I CAME TO LEAVE DRAMA BUT GUESS DRAMA FOLLOWS NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO WELL ANY WAY GOOD BYE AND TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN SO VERY SWEET AND REAL FRIENDS I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR ALL THE RATES THE GIFTS BUT MOST OF ALL FOR THE LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN GONNA MISS YOU ALL OF YOU HUGS KISSES BYE BYE

Fuckin Mess
Last nite I have made an attempt to fix a reservations system at my hotel, accidentally closing out the day before it got even started, and putting all arrivals into a no show category. Fun! Only 70 reservations to redo while the herds are breathing down my neck with stupid questions. The whore cunt dogface AKA my boss left me 27 reports to process, which is her job. I swear if there were no consequences, I'd probably throw her into a vat of burning chili and pour acid on top.

Thanks Alot
To all my friends who in 2007 sent me best 'wishes', chain letters, 'angel' letters or other promises of good luck if I forwarded something, NONE OF THAT SHIT WORKED! For 2008, could you please just send money, Vodka, chocolate, movie tickets or gasoline vouchers and airline tickets instead? Thank you

Judi Plz I Dont Wear Panties
April Fools Comment Bombing Contest ... Do you want to be an April Fool? Well heres your chance .. ( prizes are real not a joke ) I am having a Comment Bombing Contest Prizes listed below . This contest will run from April 1 st 8 am Pacific time - 11 am Eastern Time to April 30th 8 am Pacific time - 11 am Eastern Time If you would like to join in Fumail me the link to a SFW picture you would like to use so i can grab it and get it in the folder . One rule to join in is you MUST HAVE a valid Salute Photo . As soon as i have your pic i will send u all your link so you may make your own bullies. I myself will post bullies several times a day . The prizes are ... 1st place ... Happy Hour ... Minimum 50,000 comments 2nd place ... 1 month blast ... Minimum 35,000 comments 3rd place ... 7 day blast or 1 mo vip... Minimum 25,00 comments Bling Pack to Contestent with the most pic rates NOTE: If no one reaches the 50k in the month the HH will no

Own Me?!?!?!?
The Happy Country Girl has entered herself in an auction. This is your chance to own me for a whole month. Just click on the picture and go make your bid. Even if you are not interested in bidding, please take a moment of your time and go by to rate the picture. There is a prize of 500K fubucks being offered to the person who gets the most rates. Thanks so much for your time. ~~Happy Country Girl~~ Mary

I'm Done
This is for all of you and you know who you are. STOP goin from my page to Robin's to see what we are sendin each other. WE are BOYFRIED and GIRLFRIEND in real life OOOOOOOKKKKKKKKK. STOP this bullshit jealousy I'm tired of it. The rude and obscene comments we had to set our profiles to privet and approval of comments because of it. At first we thought it was funny now it's gone over board SO STOP.................

Getting Closer
Last week got me 2 midterms closer to being done. This week I have a Spanish midterm on tuesday which I hope to pass... I just need a D to get credit for the class. I hate spanish, all of my other grades are A's or high B's and then Spanish is always in the B- or C range. Oh well... fuck it. Learn it and move on. Less than 5 weeks to go until that last test... its almost time for...

Romance, Not Even..
So because im such a great friend i watched Romance movies all day with a buddy that was in a crappy mood an let me tell you what, it refreshed my memory on why i really do not like Love stories... Its totally fake. its like porn its nothing like the real deal! i mean c’mon now now many of us out there can say they have a man that actually opens there doors for them, calls them something other then babe, baby, woman? Or have them swept you totally off your feet with a carrage ride an a glass of wine? instead of sayin hey babe lets get in the back bed of my ford pick up an have a few beers.!. Thats what sucks about our men these days, them older movies with them an all bein polite an gentalmenish psssh you dont get that now days that sucks for us cuz sometimes i would really like to be swept off my feet wined an dined, be treated like a lady instead of a chick.! is that even possiable anymore? I just wanted to see how many men is out there that still have a touch of romance i

Jump The Next Train
Either way it's suicide Cars drive through in real time You choose the stars in blue and white I love you till I'm dead inside Plastic eyes look milky white And the violence makes things hard to hide Our pale faces sink in time Either way it's suicide I'm gonna jump the next train Gonna jump on a plane Take a ticket to the other side Touch till hot times smack me up Cigarettes taste good tonight Modern girl it's time to go Either way I'll let you know We wake up to a Polaroid The blank eyes stare at something new Little unit don't let go All I really want is you. I'm gonna jump the next train Gonna jump on a plane Take a ticket to the other side

Explanation...........
Hiya I just wanted to let you know why i haven't been online all week and won't be on that often over the coming weeks. My mum underwent surgery last Tuesday for lung cancer, they removed half of her lung. I have been back and forth to the hospital every day and when she is discharged i will be going back and forth to her house to look after her for a few weeks/months. So my visits here will be sporadic to say the least. I may well be signed in here but not actually here, if you get my drift. Please don't forget about me, stop by and leave love and i will stop by your page as and when i have time :o) Many thanks and hugs Lin xx

Break Ups To Make Ups To Break Ups..again
i know i ain't been dealing out a whole lot of love these days, but i figured that i should try to explain. long distance relationships......is out for someone like me (now they are) but about a year ago, i decided to take a crack at it and it failed miserably and the shit ended about 2 months ago. too many secrets too many lies, too much bull shit. then i get blamed for tring to give a shit, tring to care...so i decied for another reality check via e-mail here it is: "you got some balls you really do. your going to sit here and try to pawn this whole fuck up on me. you realy are fucked up. lets break this down. 1) you can sit there and say you cared all you fuckin want but you didn't because if you did i would be down there or you would of made the effort to come see me. but you didn't you had 1000 excuses poor fuckin excuses if that 2) your going to sit there with the audasity to have your friends or family message me tring to hit on me..then try to turn it around saying

Ugh!
These little bitches that go to school with my daughter are harassing the shit out of her. They call here after midnight, tell my daughter they are going to tell everyone she is a dirty slut, they lie, they disrespect me and my mom, and now they have threatened to beat my daughter up. So, being the good mama I am, I went to her school today and a talk with the principal about these girls. My daughter is scared of them mainly because they are bigger than her and both of them are troublemakers. Now for the kicker, my daughter is 10 years old and in the 4th grade! As if that isn't enough, my son has started to regress. Apparently he saw his dad hit his wife and she told my son that he won't see his dad anymore because he'll be in jail. He is having nightmares EVERY night, he is throwing tantrums so bad that I have to hold him down to keep him from hurting himself, he's terrorizing the dogs....he is already and counseling and he was doing so much better....his kicker, he's only 5!

Special Thanks
I want to personally thank everyone who not only helped me lvl today but also showed made love for my B-day...Everyone should know they are special to me and happy to have friends that are will to help other people...Thanks for the gifts, the Bullies, the bling, everything...If I haven't returned the love to you yet trust me I will...I just got really backed up today and need a couple days to catch up. Again thanks and much appreciated.

Are You Stupid Or Something?
I've already blogged about this, but it bears repeating. *Do NOT ask for my phone number. Do you think I'm crazy enough to give it to some stranger from fubar? You're out of your mind. *Do NOT ask to see me naked. You never, ever will. And if for some reason you have in the past, you WONT be seeing me naked ever again. Oh well. *Do NOT send me a private message, shoutbox message, photo comment, or ofile comment that basically tells me you want to have sex with me. Uh uh. Ain't gonna happen and I don't appreciate getting your nasty, desperate messages. *If I don't respond to you right away, I'M SORRY. I'm a busy person and if y're nice, I'll try to write back, but sometimes I forget. Or if you're like one stupid person, YOU BLOCK ME and then get pised that I'm not responding to you. Idiot. *Sometimes I leave my fubar running when I'm not at home or at my computer. Typically, I try to put it in my status that I'm not here. So don't get mad and send me a shoutbox full of message

No Fake Friends!!!!
Well today I left profile comments to about 25 peeps on my "friends" list and maybe about 5 left one back...how pathetic is that. The thing that really pisses me off is that a few that I did leave a comment to viewed my page and couldn't even leave me one or even say thank you...how fuckin rude. Well I deleted them. I don't HAVE TIME for FAKE FRIENDS nor do I need them taking up space in my list. This may sound petty to some but oh fuckin well!

What We Choose
we cant have everything we want.im learning that lesson everyday. so what im sweet but i found out nice guy always get shited on.(wow) mybe i need 2 be an azzhole cause they get what the want..lmbao this world is backwards? what can u do when u want some1 and they dont want u .you move on or just stop looking and let come 2 u? im human sometimes im stone cold and kind hearted. but if any1 know anything about life.pain and joy are ture meanings of life itself. so i give up and let faith decide who can cherish a mind&body&soul..im more then a penis. im more then a skin color..im what u fear 2 real for this phoney world we live in

So Alone
Alone by Stefani Baucom I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows

Lost Pt 2
Confusion Anxiety Anger and Pain Despair Hatred Isn't it all the same? Turmoil Anguish Pity and Revenge Spurn Condemn When is it going to end? Loneliness Heart ache Must I be disturbed? Desolate Forlorn Will I always be alone? Plz somebody tell me plz?

If You Read This Tell Them Moon Sent You
Legends Saloon Is Now Holding A Open To All & The Person To Bring In The Most Members In A Week Minimal 20 people to Win The Fu Bucks WINS Just Let Everyone You Send In Know to Let Us Know Who Sent Them!! Or You Can Send Me A Private Message! So Make sure To Drop By Join Us and Join in The FUN!!!! All Of Our DJ's Rock!!

I Said I'd Never Do It Again But Here I Go
Ok well I said I'd never do an auction again seeing as never works out right, but I'm giving it another shot in her auction ~Queenbitch~Owned By Patrick (MTH)~Protected By Tat2Phil~Head Bar Bitch @BBR~@ fubar Here's the rules I'm offering SUGA MAMA... IS OFFERING....2 SFW SALUTES..#1 FRIEND FOR 1 MONTH.. 2 PIMP OUT BULLETINS..1 PERMANENT PIMP OUT BLOG..OWNED BY IN NAME FOR 1 MONTH.. FAMILY SPOT FOR 1 MONTH.... AND 1 NSFW SALUTE IF A HH IS OFFERED So if you wanna own me click the pic Thank you xoxoxoxox

Fss Help Me Out Here Please...
Can a hippie get some Do me a favor, go give this fella some rates! (yes, even if you are a GUY)His account was deleted and hes starting over :( after being so close to henchman. Give him some pic rates and love! Rate that stash, and leave loads of comments!!Oh yeah, ask him about his love for cows!!! Tell him berry sent ya. ;)way2xsf@ fubar

Stuck Up Bitches
I can`t stand those/Miss my assets are the best of me/ I'm so hot the cops should be Arrestin me/ Can't go through life with jus the bare nacessity's/ when it comes to drugs my nose is the best for me/if theres a wrinkle in my dress it starts stressing me, but that only happens when ugly puts a hex on me/ The 12 digits in the bank reflex on me/from my cloths ta my diamond rings/i can buy any thing an u cant do a damn thing}{Listen here u stuck up bitch u gonna get jacked/what u dont know in ten yrs youll be fat/broke as a joke now u live in a shack/went from riches ta plan hoodrat/O`shit wheres yo money at i thought it had yo back/talkin all that smack now look where u at/trin ta work ta get back ,but u aint goin nowhere workin at da waffle shack/wit yo funny hat no tips cuz u fat cold sores that attack/bitch u better step back}{I bet u would change the way u act if u could go back apologizin for all that smack wantin yo life back[Jus ta let u know this could be real not jus a rap!!!]

Men & Sex
well this is a bit awkward but my hubby has been reading up on women who squirt....LOL idk if thats for real though it looks like the women are peeing...LOL i have read myself it is true. Can anyone tell me if they have experienced this or tell me where i can find more info ? i mean when i cumm i cumm but idk about Squirting :) ty Peace

Anyone Got Some Cheese For My Whine???
So here's the deal, the past few days have SUCKED ROYALLY!!! I decided to do something for myself, which, as it turns out, completely backFIREd on me. All I wanted to do was to take some time away from this idiot box, get my head straight and stop stressin the small stuff. But someone, whom I thought was a trusted friend, took advantage of that and ran off everyone that I thought I could trust. Well as it turned out, I was the one that got stabbed in the back by friends that said they would stick with me thru thick and thin. I have come to the realization, with the help of Single, that these weren't really friends to begin with. Although I admit that I went about the whole thing wrong, and have apologized to each and every one of you, you still didn't have the guts to tell me why you all left. I don't blame you, but an explination would have been nice, so that I could begin to move forward without feeling like I was stepping on toes. To me, friends are friends, no matter what!!

Hospital
Sorry to say but, Ms. Cleavage was admitted into the hospital yesterday afternoon and is being diagnosed with severe pneumonia. She is now in ICU at the hospital and will undergo some tests on her heart this morning for she is suspected of having congestive heart failure as the primary cause for her pneumonia. Updates will be sent out as warrented. Ms. C's husband

For My Daughter
My daughter... Where do I start? How do I begin? To help you become the woman you are within. If ever you're doubting and feeling low, remember the things that you and I know. You're smart and sweet and kind and pure, you're generous and thoughtful, of that much I'm sure. From the time that you were an infant I knew, that as long as we're together, we'll always pull through. No matter how far you are from me, we have a connection. Our love is the key. For as long as you live I've got your back. Together we can overcome any attack. You've got me in your corner any time you're in need. Because to see you cry makes my Mother's heart bleed. Remember the things I've tried to teach, that nothing.. NOTHING is out of your reach. Whatever it is you do with your life. A surgeon, a singer, an artist, a wife. You can accomplish so much and be such a success. But if you fall, I'll pick you up and this I will profess. You'll always have your Mother's love from now until the end. I love yo

First Blog..
so just thought i would see if anyone really reads these. i know i don't, but if i took the time to write them, would people read them?? if your reading this, let me know, and give me a topic for my next one,or else you'll have to hear about my life, and trust me, that won't be any fun!

Hosting All Male Auction!!
We are hosting an all male auction. Entry fee will be 50,000 fu-bucks!! All I need is for any male fubarian that is interested to send a private message with a link to the pic you are wanting to use and a list of what you are willing to offer. You will get your 50,000 back because opening bids will be 50,000 fubucks. So if you think you are the hottest male and that women want to buy you then prove it and join our auction!! BBW_Bombers Family Home Page@ fubar

Hate Me
Hate me for what I do Hate me for what I do not do Hate me for what I say Hate me for what I do not say Hate me for what I have Hate me for what I do not have Hate me for the things I can take Hate me for the things I can not take Hate me for all of these reasons But do not hate me who I am Do not hate me for who I am not

What I Am...
I am me..a woman strong, uncompromising.. With a full heart hidden from unwilling eyes until assurance fills me with honey coated innocence and i allow myself to soar. I struggle inside myself wondering if my dreams are unreachable, do i want to much, are my expectations to high..I hear a voice that whispers warnings , bodiless of hope, so strong i can not breath until this bitterness is unmasked and the lies and unwanted memories lay trampled beneath my righteous tread..my tears fall from a nothingness, forming a retched pool about my tired feet standing upon a withered ground..I long for a measure of solitude, a wanted silence which revives me from my dreams and stills the wanting..I can be happy tomorrow, sleep is for the dead, as i cower hidden in a dark closet from ghosts that haunt my waking moments..I fantasize that i can live forever and time has only that which i afford him..I feel too deeply for my soul to be directionless, to real for imagination, yet familiar faces hold n

Hi Everyone
I dont know how often i am going to be online i am on an friends computer for some reason my laptop keeps re booting over and over and wont stop i will try and let everyone know on my yahoo and msn messager love to all

Fuck.
Well, no ifs, ands or buts about it. I'm pregnant. I uploaded some pictures, but I really don't have much to say right now. It all makes sense why I've been so sick and everything though. I need to get a hold of Pat. I'll update later.

Tyme4 Me 2 Level Up
Ok Thats It !! First person that gets me to Lvl 22 iz going to get a big Gift from me lol shyt I don't stress fupoints like that But daymmmmmm I been on 21 for over 3 mths lol HEllllllllllp......Luv Ya All....Amir Thanks MJ for the pointz

Friends
Friends they come and go Some are true, some will play you Like your a hoe But sooner or later Your true friends will show And you will always know That the ones you thought was good Was the one's that you had to let go

Karma Your Voice
TO hear your sweet voice Gives to my heart a feeling thats warm And starts my day with my thoughts in a swarm To wake to the ring of the phone And know that I will not be alone For together we have joined our souls So we may help each other to fulfill our goals My love you is true and sure And you make my life feel pure Since we have started this wonderful tour Girl you know your true OKAY lol

Sweet Mel Actually Left Fuland
It's April 1st. Please tell me it's an April Fool's joke. (This was first written on April 1st.) Sweet Mel was my first real friend on here. Mel quit Fubar last night. Totally deleted her account. She just sent me a text saying other than her sister who invited her, I was her first real friend as well and that she didn't leave our friendship, she left Fubar. I totally understand that but it's like there is a hole in my heart. While I have a dating application up in my picture folders, I do not place any hope of actually finding the man of my dreams here as even Phantom Dale told me once, the men here will lie, lie, lie. It's so true (not of all, but of most), and I know Mel's heart has been broken one too many times. Fubar to me is addictive and so much fun. I have so many good friends here that I talk to, some more than others. Mel and I actually even had a small tiff once, but we worked through it. I tried to convince her to keep her level 24 account and just take a

Lmfaoooooooo Not!
You Are Most Like Bill Clinton No doubt, your legacy may be a little seedier than you'd like. But even though you've done some questionable things, you're still loved by almost all. What Modern US President Are You Most Like?

Another Awesome Person
OK THIS IS MY BESTSTEST FRIEND :p BESIDES POUNCE HE IS SO AWESOME YOU GUYS WILL NEVER MEET ANOTHER LIKE HIM HE IS THE GREATEST PERSON TO EXSIST ON FUBAR I DONT KNO HOW TO MAKE A BULLY SO THIS IS ALL I CAN DO HE WANTS GODFATHER AND IF ANYONE DESERVES IT IT IS HIM PLZ GO SHOW HIM MAD LOVE FAN RATE ADD RATE HIS STASH HIS PICS EVERYTHING YOU WONT REGRET MEETING HIM I

Easy To Do/hard To Get
PLEASE HELP KING GET HIS HAPPY HOUR I am trying to win a happy hour. If you could fan/rate/add Stephanie Lynn and in the note tell her King Domino sent you it would help me out greatly. It is that simple no bombing, rating pics, etc just add/rate/fan and say King Domino sent you. thanks everyone for your help picture link below. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar (repost of original by 'stormwoman~co of wolves of wiccan society~' on '2008-04-01 04:38:30') (repost of original by 'King Domino ¢âCowboys Fan 4 Lyfe¢â Walking With Jesus' on '2008-04-02 16:32:04') (repost of original by 'stormwoman~co of wolves of wiccan society~' on '2008-04-02 16:44:31') (repost of original by 'King Domino ¡ÙCowboys Fan 4 Lyfe¡Ù Walking With Jesus' on '2008-04-02 17:05:01') (repost of original by 'stormwoman~co of wolves of wiccan society~' on '2008-04-02 17:16:23')

Moving To South Carolina
Believe it or not - I am gettin up off my lazy ass, moving to South Carolina, starting a new job, and making a fresh start!!!! I know some people can’t believe I have the nerve and think I’m nuts going somewhere where there is no one to "take care of me". Well, believe it or not, I am a strong, independent woman perfectly capable of taking care of myself. I don’t "need" any man to take care of me. Wanting someone to care for, and to care for me, is much different than needing. I can live without it, but it doesn’t mean I have to WANT to. But that is beside the point. I need to do this - for ME - for my sanity. It is a VERY positive move that I am making. Even if I fail, and end up coming back, I can look back and say at least I was willing to take the risk. I will so much miss my family and friends here. But it is only about 8 hours or less away. It’s not like I can’t come back to visit. And I WILL!!!!

Lose/lose Scenarios
There are some situations in life in which you absolutely can’t win. Once you are in the situation whatever route you take, you are coming out badly. Now we have all been in these situations before, and we all second guess the choices we have made. But when option A and option B suck, it becomes determining the lesser of 2 evils. So today I am putting you in a few unique situations and I am going to give you two options to choose from. Yeah, its like a quiz/game. There are no right answers only the lesser of 2 evils. Make your answers. At the bottom of this blog I am going to put what my answers are, but I want you to come up with yours first. Don’t be a cheater. Here we go. Karaoke: Ok. The thing about singing karaoke is that no matter what you do with it. You are a dork. If you go up there and sing like shit, you are retarded. If you go up there and sing the song perfectly, you are a fucking cheese ball. Its a lose/lose. What do you do? (A) Sing badly and look like a s

Bored
can't sleep, my arm and hand hurts, (some kinda ulnar nerve problem that i should go see a dr about) thinking bout anything and everything....like my mind is stuck on autopilot, wish i could just relax, and calm down, so dam stressed out about anything and everything..... it sucks so bad..... i just want one day to be happy, and it seems like the good lord is punishing me for what i have no idea.... someone help me!!!!

Letter From Baca Aunt
Dear BACA, I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for all you have done for our family over the past several months. When my sister called to tell me that she had gotten involved with BACA to help protect my niece, Punk Rocker Princess, I wasnt really sure what to think. Bikers seem to have a reputation and helping kids isnt part of it!! Ill never forget that first ride, at least a dozen bikers showed up. If that row of bikes parked along the street didnt make her feel just a little safer, the fact that you adopted her into your family, gave her a BACA vest and even an official biker name, certainly did the trick! That moment was very empowering for her and the rest of us. As for my doubts, I quickly learned that you guys/gals were anything but typical bikers. I found you were people with normal jobs and lives and ANYTHING BUT normal sized hearts. Each week you give of yourselves to spend time with Punk Rocker Princess and the many other children who need your

My New Hot Mommas Club Taking Applications For Members
MySpace Dividers IT ~NEW TO FUBAR THE FIRST OFFICIAL HOT MAMA CLUB MEMBER~ TO JOIN MY NEW CLUB, MUST A LADY, MAMA, FRIEND TO THE COMMUNITY. IF YOU ARE INTEREST IN JOINING, PLEASE E-MAIL WITH YOUR NAME AND WILL VOTE WITH OTHERS OFFICIAL HOT MAMA CLUB MEMEBER. BIG POPPA IS MY NAME AND REPLACING THEM IS MY GAME. GET IN WHERE YOU FIT IN.......................! ASST AND GRAPHIC DESIGNER IS AKAMR. T ~DANER~ YOU BETTER WATCH YOURSELF ~NYCE-N-SLOW IS THE NAME SEND E-MAIL TO BIG POPPA BiG PoPpA Ya HeArD i DoNt ChAsE tHeMe I RePlAcE tHeMe@ fubar BULLETIN BY ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA

I Am.....
Everything is schiesse. Life for me is a endless string of crappy events broken up by occasional sleeping. I'm tired...physically and emotionally. I can't take it anymore...really. I've sat down and took stock of my life and g0d, I've accomplished nothing. I have no one. I am nothing. I joke a lot about things...I guess that's my way of masking my pain. A wall of sorts. Ever see yourself in a situation, or a setting? I don't . I wish I had that cheery bright eyed out look on things...but I don't. I've tried to put myself in a good mental state..but it's all for naught. Little things set me off...push me into that funk. Ever walk around and see people happy? In love? Holding hands? Smiling..I envy those people so. I really do. Then I look at myself... and realize..it's always been this way. I guess I shouldn't beat myself up over it and accept it is for what it is. I suppose when one accepts one's fate it's liberating. I'm still waiting for that liberati

I Am A Real Artist
Okay a lot of you might not know this but I am really an amateur professional poet. It is all copywrited and please don't copy it without my express written permission. This is the latest one but all of my work so far can be found at www.poetry.com and search for me. ask in a message i will tell you my name. Pain and Suffering I try to hide my pain behind a fake smile many cannot see it for they ignore everything yet those few who care see right through me all the way to my suffering within those few who care is my true love for her I want to be strong not feel the pain I feel yet she has a portal to my soul knows when I am suffering she comforts me with her voice a small part of her lies within my heart she is always with me so when I feel pain and suffering I look to my heart there I find peace for she is with me through it all Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

A Single Moment.
The knock on the door was unexpected, but the person doing the knocking was as suprising as finding a winning lotto ticket in your stool. It just doesn't happen. But here she was, dressed to kill and looking nervous just beyond his door. Looking behind him, He thought about how quickly he could clean up. How he could throw away the empty beer cans. Push the magazines beneath the couch. and perhaps turn the seat cushions over to hide the stains of spilt wine and other such liquids. But then he remembered what he had done FOR her. and what she had done TO him. The time for impressing her was over. The time to find out what the fuck she wanted, and how she dared to ask for it from him, had began. Opening the door without bothering to remove the chain, he peered out the small amount of space given, and barked his first of 2 questions. "what are you doing here?" She loooked at him with sadness. Perhaps it was because she expected this to be easier, or maybe it was becuase of wha

Nott Furr You
i tend to cling like shrink wrapp n most gurls can't handle that they don't want a nice mann like me they want sumone willing to flush'em so eagerly I'm sorry but i can't do that why would i treat love like i do crap they act like they want sumthin so very tru when in turn they want anythin but that from you wanting to be found under my shoe means that I'm nott meant for you i treat my gurl like i do myself as if they compare to no one else either I'm to emotionally deep or they're shallow as this puddle at my feet (or they’re as shallow as this puddle i weep(not surr what fitts best)) i try, i try, n i tried a little harder i dive, i dive, n dove a little farther the more effort i put out the more you want to scream n shout if i treat you like you don't exist you put out in an instance sumthin bout this is so very twist'd looking at me like there's sumthin missing when it wasn't there from the start i can't replace your missing (vacant) heart

The Darwin's
THE DARWIN AWARDS If you are unfamiliar with the Darwin Awards you can go here and spend some fruitful time learning the many ways that humans have of removing themselves from the gene pool. www.darwinawards.com Here is an example: Oil Tank Trampoline 2007 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (24 June 2007, Colorado) If you get "Footloose" and cut the rug on an oil tank, be careful not to light a cigarette or bong of weed, else you may soon be climbing the proverbial "Stairway to Heaven". After smoking marijuana and liquoring themselves up at a popular party spot in Routt National Forest, the teens decided that it would be fun to leap and cavort upon a mostly-empty oil tank. Mostly empty... "There were several ignitions sources," according to the sheriff. Teenagers were smoking, and there was a bonfire nearby. The energetic gyrations of the dancers caused fumes to leak from the relief valve, and an ignition source sparked a "flashdance" as the crude oil s

Private This And Private That
Ok I'm usually a pretty even keeled kinda guy,I roll with the punches....I get the whole privacy thing on here...no actually I do! I get the whole "haters" "rippers" "3thumbers" all the weird fucks out there. I get it. I also get the "latchers" (she who attaches herself to one or more) theI wish i were single again types, the I don't wanna date anyone I'm taken or in a relationship...this is the internet, where nobody is who they say they are...nobody... which is half the fun of this whole thing ..ain't it? In the spirit of this website I've tried to leave comments...rate my fair share of pics... but there are those profiles who post their pics and everyone of them is in a private folder, they won't "allow" you to leave comments on their pics, they won't "allow" you to leave comments on their profile, they won't "allow" you to shout, poke, PM, then what the fuck? I thought this was a "happy hour" thing where people meet people.... And while I'm at it what's with the Avitars instea

Letters From The Past
I was cleaning out a huge closet in my house and found my "special box." Inside of it are pictures, cards and letters from long ago... I have dozens of letters from one ex-girlfriend... My first, serious relationship. We were 18 at the time... Too young... But now being almost 30, I cannot believe, in fact I'm stunned, that almost 12 years ago, an 18 year old could write this well... With this much feeling and emotion... I was so impressed that I thought I would share a few letters... Letter 1: Josh, It's 4:45 in the morning. Forty-five minutes after you left and I still can't sleep. I suppose it might just be my sentimental side coming out - I don't know. I can still smell you. Clinging to my skin is your smell mixed with mine. It's even more maddening this way than just yours alone. I'm sleeping in the single bed for the rest of the night. The bed we made on the floor is too large for only me - I couldn't stand the thought of trying to sleep there without you. So

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36 Questions....
36 questions I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Can you cook? A. Yes, although I tell people that I DON’T cook….don’t want the interest of a man that expects me to be his mother! lol 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? A. I wanted to be a gymnast but then I grew breast! lol 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? A. There is many things I would love to master before my life ends. Bellydancing, play piano, learn different languages, and explore this great world we live in. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? A. Depends I suppose…I am addicted to Mountain Dew…but if we are talking about alcoholic drinks…Frozen Margaritas! And a few others I suppose, but I am always open to

My Grandfather
My grandfather's Birthday is on the 9th of this month. the reason i'm depressed is that he passed away on 10-16-1999. i still have a hard time dealing w/ it sometimes. This was the song they played at his funeral.

The End
as of 11 pm this evening, candace and i decided that our marriage is over. tomorrow or monday we are filing paperwork to get the divorce ball rolling. the kids are staying with her and i will be granted visitation only as it stands now. she holds all the cards and maybe she can make that fly for now, but there is no way in hell i am satisfied with it, and you can bet i will be fighting tooth and nail for my kids. i cannot imagine any kind of fulfilling life without them. i'm really fucked in the head right now so i dont have too much to say...but thanks to everyone who has been there supporting me through the last year or more that some of you have known me. i'm not gone for good, but i have much more important things on my plate right now, so i will see you when i see you. ♥ davey

Alcohol
I noticed there are about a gazillion (thats a number right?) pictures of people on Fubar drinking alcohol. Sadly most people make damn well sure to leave captions boasting of their alcohol consumption abilities, or worse yet, they make sure to raise their drink in hand towards the camera, as if the drink is another person worthy of the camera's attention. Boasting of alcohol tolerance prowess does NOT make you a better human being. Drinking alcohol is fine. No big deal. Moderate yourself. I do it. HOWEVER.....if you RELY on alcohol to "have fun" you are a fucking loser. End of story. No gray area on that one.

It's Odd....
AIGHT, IT'S KINDA SAD BUT I LOVE HUGH GRANT MOVIES. YEAH, I'LL ADMIT IT. WATCHING ABOUT A BOY NOW, HE'S EXCELLENT IN IT PLAYING A JADED DUDE TRYING TO HELP OUT A HIPPY KID WHOSE MOM IS A TOTAL PSYCHO, BRILLIANT!! THEN THERES NOTTING HILL WHICH HAS THAT MORON JULIA ROBERTS IN IT, ANYONE ELSE NOTICE SHE LAUGHS LIKE A DONKEY?? THEN FOUR WEDDINGS AND A FUNERAL WHICH I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO HATE THEN FELL IN FUCKING LOVE WITH. MAYBE IT'S THE FACT THAT THEY ARE KINDA LIKE GUY RITCHIE MOVIES BUT MORE LAME BUT DAMN THEY ARE JUST AMAZING. THEN MY FAVORITE LOVE ACTUALLY WHICH IS BECOMING ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVORITES. DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT THE FILM BUT I SWEAR I WATCH IT LIKE 5 OR 6 TIMES A WEEK NOW. THE CHARACTERS IN IT ARE AMAZING, AND THE STORY LINES JUST TIE TOGATHER PERFECTLY WITH THAT STALE BRITTISH HUMOR THAT KINDA TAKES YOU A SECOND TO GET BUT ONCE IT DOES YOUR JUST LAUGHING YOUR ASS OFF. SO THAT'S MY RANT, GIMME ME HELL, BUT ONLY IF YOU HAVE SEEN THESE MOVIES AND HATE THEM. IF THA

Pain
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know

Yay!!!!!!
OMG!! I just got my grade back on my paper for "Organizational Analysis: Centers for Disease Control and Prevention" AND I ACED IT!!!! YAY!!!!! That was such a hard paper to write!! And get this! I actually taught the professor something about the CDC! No shit, right? HA!! Check it! Comments: Chelle, this really was an excellent paper. I really learned a lot about the CDC, and the impact that the organization has on the communities and people that it serves. Fantastic job! Hellz YEAH! Had to share!!

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Please help bomb me in my VIP giveaway... If you help I'll give you Fubucks for every 100 comments you leave!!! Click on the pic below to start once you start we'll talk about how many Fubucks you can earn... Just let me know that your doing it... it will be worth it i promise!!!

Brush With Fame
Ok. So I just went to the grocery store. Normally a pretty boring experience. I was walking around minding my own business when I saw this guy. I was like, "Hm. That guy looks like Tay Zonday." I looked again, sure as shit it WAS Tay Zonday. I was in disbelief. I sort of stood there for a second, then I turned to the guy next to me and said "Hey is that.." He cut me right off and said "Chocolate Rain". So I shook my head, and turned to the counter. When I was walking out he was just bagging up his groceries. I walked up to him and said, "Cool video man, let me buy you a cantaloupe." He laughed and said "Thanks." I walked off. So to sum it up, I just bought Tay Zonday a cantaloupe. If you don't know who it is.. wonder no more:

Moving On
This year, I'm moving forward. I will no longer be dwelling in the past. So I got really BALLzy and called the man who molested me for nearly 5 years of my most formidible years of my life. Interesting how he didn't remember me until I told him that I was the youngest daughter of the Reed family and also new he'd mollested my oldest sister before I was born. Evertime I'd ask a question, he'd stammer or simply say, "I've done a lot of bad things in my life, but I've been saved and God has forgiven me. I am a spritual person. But I wasn't running up the phone bill to have a prayer meeting. I told him every sordid detail of the abuse that began in Sunday School and on to swimming parties in the creek. I told him of the triggers for my post traumatic stress disorder. He humbly said, "well I'm sorry for your troubles. I've loved you and your fsmily for such a long time. I told him that he wasn't allowed to love me. I told him because he told me I was beautiful and he lo

Everyone
To those of you that read this... FYI.. I won't add you to family or fan you with out a good reason. family is exactly that.. people who i trust and love. people who i am fans of... well.. i must know you VERY well and you must have done something to grab my interest and i must really freaking like you... so don't do the whole f/r/a/c bs with me... i might add ya.. and i might rate a pic or two.. but i won't give out my crush unless i really feel like it.. and i won't fan you for no reason :D just so ya know!

Explanation Update ......
Just to let you know that my mum is out of hospital as of yesterday.Her prognosis is positive, it's too soon to know yet whether she will need chemo or any other treatment or whether the surgery was enough. I will be back and forth to look after my mum so i may not be on here much in the days but i will try and get on some evenings if i'm not too tired :) A huge 'thank you' to all who have wished my mum and myself well, all your thoughts and prayers are very much appreciated. Love and hugs to you Linda xx

Grrrr
I just figured out how to post a blog! Let the bitching begin... If you dont have pics, dont ask me for more than I already have on here. And a tiny ass pic or a blurry face shot doesnt count either. K? Dont ask me if I give head, or what my measurements are. You wouldnt want someone talkin to your mom/sister/daughter that way, would you?? Its not even like Im offended. Its just annoying. Its the same questions, all the time. If I didnt answer you the first time, guess what? your probably going to get the same reaction when you ask me again. To get respect, you must GIVE respect. Just to clarify..I have talked to alot of really cool people on here, and if your on my friend list, this probably isnt directed at you. GO RED SOX

Seriously
like I mentioned in my last blog, if you have any questions about my disability and such don’t be afraid to ask. I don’t mind any type of questions. At this point in my life there’s nothing you can ask I haven’t answered before, don't ask my best friend. I can speak for myself. thanks :)

Warm Weather And Karma Really Is A Bitch
SO, THE KIDS AND I WENT TO CHAPIN FOREST AGAIN TODAY SINCE IT WAS SO LOVELY OUT..WE HAD A BLAST DOIN WHAT WE DO..WHICH IS HEAD OFF THE MAIN TRAILS AND TAKE SMALLER ONES, YA KNOW WITH ALL THE COOL ROCKS AND STUFF..WELL APPARENTLY, WHEN THEY SAY RESTRICTED AREA, THEY DO MEAN ME..LMAOOOO CAUSE NEXT THING I KNOW, WE GOT BUSTED BY A RANGER TELLING ME TO STAY ON WALKING TRAILS OR I GET A TICKET!!WTF..I TOLD HIM WELL, YOU GUYS HAVE MADE IT SO "SAFE" NOW, THAT THERE REALLY ARENT ANY INTERESTING WALKING PARKS ANYMORE, SO FROM NOW ON, WE WILL JUST GO TO SQUIRES CASTLE..LOL ON A SIDE NOTE...FUCKTARD CAME TO PICK UP KIDS WHEN WE GOT HOME..NOW, I HAVE WARNED HIM BEFORE ABOUT THE POTHOLES IN MY DRIVEWAY, AND HE HAS BEEN HERE ONCE BEFORE..HOWEVER, ON HIS WAY OUT TODAY, HE BOTTOMED OUT HIS CAR, AND DENTED THE REAR PASSENGER BODY!!! ROFLMFAOOOO HAHAHAHAHA TAKE THAT FUCKER..KARMA REALLY CAN BE A BITCH... WELL, THATS ALL FOR NOW..IM TIRED, AND NEED A KID FREE NAP...GONNA BE A LOOOOOONGGG NIGHT..HEH

Rain
Someone stop the rain.... Take away this pain... I want out of this game... The lines...the charm... Im gonna break their arms ok i know it's corny maybe i'll come back and finish it or change it later lol. just get rid of this goddam rain it's sooo depressing!!!

Bleh...i Don't Therefore I Do? Erm Ok. :s
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Slave Trade In Hell
Slave Trade in Hell My sister and I chanced upon a hidden cavern while exploring some deep underground caverns one day. In one of the rough cave walls was a small crack and through this we saw the entrance to Hell. There were many strange looking demons stalking the halls of the massive cavern that revealed itself to our startled eyes. Some held tridents and stood guard over other exits; others were just traveling to and fro. They were of a multitude of colours, and of bodily shapes and limbs as well, and all looked twisted and abnormal to our innocent minds. Some had the legs of strange and exotic animals; while others had heads that were meant to reside on the shoulders of animals and birds. We were terrified at first that we might be noticed, but as the days passed into months and the imagined dangers did not immediately occur, we snuck down there often to ease our burning curiosity, and were luckily never seen. Through that tiny hole we saw things that mort

Locked Out Again!
Ok here's another story about when I locked myself out. Really I don't do this every week, just once in a blue moon. I guess an argument could be made that I do it subconsciously just so my incredibly hot and sexy next door neighbor can rescue me! He calls me nabarin :) (Female form of "neighbor" in German). Well, one day I locked myself out again. There was absolutely no way to get into the first floor, it was impossible. But I noticed the door to my bedroom balcony was ajar, the windows in Germany open in three ways, and the door was tilted in. So I went next door to Christoph's and said I am locked out, can you please help me? The only way I can see is through the second story door. He was like, ok, I help you! So he gets his ladder and climbs up to the balcony. While he was lugging the ladder I noticed his t-shirt had the triangle symbol with the exclamation point inside. I said, "I like your t-shirt!" He said, "It means dangerous!" and he raised his eyebr

Reality Hits Hard - What's Next?
I think It's all beginning to hit me hard now! It has now been over a week since I was brought to the hospital, and it still seems surreal that this is all actually happening. Not only do I have the physical limitations that I still need to deal with, but the emotional stabbings from them, for I have NEVER felt this way! Having the reality of having no ability to speak or move when I woke up, granted I have regained a lot of that in the past few days, I have been depressed and just trying to keep my head above water. Yesterday, I thought I was in a good mood because of the progress I have been making, but it was a masked emotion...I was fooling myself and didn't even know it! This morning, I woke up after maybe 3 hours worth of sleep, and my head feels like a dropped watermelon - it hurts so badly, I had to keep my eyes closed when I woke up just to decrease the pain. I am wearing my sunglasses now just so I can tolerate the light within the room and that from either the TV o

Across The Universe
Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup, They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind, Possessing and caressing me. Jai guru de va om Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world. Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes, That call me on and on across the universe, Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they Tumble blindly as they make their way Across the universe Jai guru de va om Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world. Sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing Through my open views inviting and inciting me Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns, it calls me on and on Across the universe Jai guru de va om Nothing's gonna change my world, Nothing's gonna change my world.

The Auction Starts Tonight!
So, I have 11 contestants so far, and I will continue to take more up until the 5th day of the auction. **The auction will begin tonight at 12am EST, and it will run until 4/17/08, which is a Thursday, at 12pm EST. **The people who are bidding need to be reminded that they cannot leave NSFW comments, and only serious bids please. **The person with the most rates will receive a percentage of the fubucks that I collected as the entry fee. **Each Contestant needs to pimp themselves out. Blogs and bulletins will work. I will also be doing a couple of bulletins with all of the contestants. Do NOT use the mumms to pimp yourself, it causes too much drama. **No bidding on yourselves. You can refuse a bid by letting me know why and I will delete the bid if its for a good reason. **Have fun! Most of the contestants have talked to me like they got the death sentence because they entered into the auction...its all in good fun, promise! If you have any questions, let me know.

The Darkness
.... the clang of metal , the rush of blood and the stench of broken dreams......fragments of bone , chalk white against the sticky ragged flesh......lost in the corridors of a nightmare enshrouded by visions of overwhelming pleasure.....atrocity stared back from the depths - beastial , voracious and foul . the world is always ending for someone !

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Prince Jesse Up For Auction
@ fubar AUCTION NOW OPEN ITS AUCTION TIME BABY GO BID ON THIS HOTT FUCKER!! CLICK LINK BELOW TO BID My Offer Owned by in my name for 1 month Added to top friends list Rate all pics 11's up to 1000 pics Rate stash up to 500 Add to yahoo Pimp out in blog pimp out bulletin If offer goes above a 100$ value: you will get all my fubux i make in the next month 5 grafics made by sweets 3 dj promo's made by sweets If offer goes above 200$ value: All above plus prince jesse sighnd T~shirt mailed to you. 2 personal sfw salute's If offer goes above 300$ value: All above plus signd T-shirt plus boxers 3 personal webcam chats My home # good for 3 personal phone calls 2 nsfw pics for your eyes only If offer goes above that then ill haft to come up with somthin....lol @ fubar

The Stage I Want To Give Up.
So this is my mind, these are my thoughts as i go through this time. My dad died on the weekend. He was 49, he left behind myselfa younger brother and a new wife and 5 month old baby. I hated him. I still do... i can never confront him now about my childhood about what he did. He ruined me, he stole my dreams and happiness. I hope he burns forever. My childrens father died just over a year ago. His family wanted nothing to do with the children, now they want to take over. I was fine with them having relationship with them, seeing them every so often but the random dropbys and the telling me how to run my life! now its that my new boyfriend is spending time with the kids! WTF!! this is just getting to me... every little thing is commented on, critisied! When does a single mum of two get time to study? To improve provide a better life for her children. What am i meant to do? I just want to give up...

Tired
Just tired of all the lies..players..etc lately. Sorry if I seem in a pissy mood tonight. Just way I feel. Had a friend who's been avoiding me for couple weeks now. He said hes been busy working. I see his name lit up..but hes not on.. hmmm. I could almost believe that somewhat. The fact of he is here..and not speaking to me though..tells me the truth though. I realized tonight hes found someone else hes interested in. I am cool with that. Fact hes lied to me.. and avoiding me.. not cool with. So,I am down a friend tonight. Hurts when you become good friends with someone..just to loose them. Also lost a female friend on April fools joke..due to a joke me and my friend did. She thought I hurt my friend..and ripped right into me. She even came to my page talking about how I am a married woman..and getting fumarried on here..and how I am a loser. That was part of the joke.. I got fumarried to someone..and hurt my friend. Anyways.. just alot on here has been pissin me off. I ge

Fantasy
Her screams were heard by the neighbors The police were called right away For they were sure That what they heard Was someone dying today But when the police arrived They saw the most depraved site She stood over her man With a whip in her hand He wasn't putting up any fight Her turn had come much earlier As he whipped her ass, so red As they came together She picked up the leather And tied his ass down to the bed Now it was his turn to scream But a scream could not be heard For she sat on his mouth As her whip struck about Her pussy swallowed his words She stopped her abuse but for one thing His cock, once more stood erect In her mouth did it slide Her grin could not hide It was a site the cops wouldn't forget Perhaps if he had given her something To scream her orgasm into The neighbors wouldn't have scared The cops wouldn't have cared They could have beaten themselves black and blue But alas the call was made And now the young cops stood to arrest The

Banned And Dont Know Y
alls i know is when i went into a lounge i have been goin into for months now i got no tunes. well come to find out i got banned from the server. the server is owned by the people i use to dj for with my EX and i dont know what the heck i did to the other then go into their lounge so i could talk to one of their djs who i know personally yes in rl hes a sweetheart lovers u slayer and mommy. well anyways i got off track they r not unbannin me cuz of my ex he is a hacker and if u know him he will somehow f@ck up ur stuff i havent been with him in 8 months and it has come back to bite me in the azz. he has stolen 4 of my fubar names and 5 of my yahoo sn. alright get back on track here. they said i hit their server over 200 times in a hour and the program i am runnin i know that cant happen it has to be manually turned on and off lmao and i cant do that 3 times a min for an hour like i would want to waste my time doin that just to what get banned hell no i aint into doin that that would be

Here Goes...
As you all know, I was a Bouncer for a while. During this time... I fucked up several friendships, stabbed numerous people in the back and done things I really shouldnt have done. I admit, I was wrong. Bouncers... it was fun at times, then again... most of it sucked! Sorry, but that's how I honelsty feel about it. I wasted too much damn time marking pics than anything else. Any and all members of the After Hours and Centerfolds lounges... you have my apology as well for the stupidity. Enough said, right? I did the Bouncer thing because I thought it was going to be fun. I was wrong. I lost contact with the "REAL" DIDDY. Now Im back. Which brings me to the most important part of this post... this isnt a post to beg for forgiveness. Its not to try to re-friend with anyone. We're adults and you can make that choice on your own. All in all, this is my public apology to anyone and everyone. You can accept it if you wish, but dont think Im going to bed your asses to be my frien

My Brother
On April 5th my brother has been dead for 10 years and I guess I've been thinking of him a lot lately. He would be 31 years old now IF he was still here. I really miss him. He was my best friend and little brother at the same time. I think of him all the time it's just certain times I think of him more often and this is one of those times. I love him dearly and at one time I was afraid I would forget him but now after 10 years I know that is not possible.

Poem:you And I Are Dancers
You and I are Dancers Within the Sacred Fire Across the Vast Celestial Seas Burning with a Love so Brilliant It Lights up the whole of Creation How could we ever forget? How could we ever delay our return? There IS only this deep Eternal and Blissful Peace Flowing through the Heavenly Being Blessing our Radiant Union Dancing NOW As One Living Flame

Jealousy
what a lovely emotion jealousy is...it makes us do stupid things like worry we are losing someone we love, we wonder if they want to be with someone else and that makes us crazy and we let our emotions get out of control. we lose what little faith we have in the ppl in our lives and we wonder why we have't got anyone to share life with. we have to learn to trust the ppl we are with and to let them show us they can be part of our life and we won't have any reason to feel jealous and sad too. jealousy is sometimes a wasted emotion and i know i feel it and it makes me feel awful.

Luminous
Like a jewel in the night Filling darkness with your light You are silent and serene A love for eternity, Please take me to this other world Where our hearts and souls could lay A stairway to infinity Don't leave me on the edge of time I'm ready to set sail Across the ocean to my inner dreams You're loving is so beautiful Brighter than the light of a thousand suns You mystify me, intensify me! Like a jewel in the night, Filling darkness with your light You are silent and serene A love for eternity So luminous and beautiful You light me up like a superstar You mystify me, electrify me!

Job?
Yesterday I went to a picnic with my husband for his job. well somehow it came out that after our trip I am going to be looking for a new job. I guess I made an impression on the manager of the VIP reservations because she went up to my husband and told him to call me and tell me to put my application in so she could hire me for the part time spot that is open. it is more hours and higher pay than what i am working now. yay :D hopefully soon I will be sitting at a desk answering the phone and making reservations for the hotel :D

I Had Delete Alot Of People Here So Pay Attention To This!!!!
Yesturday at night i start to delete people out of my friends list for teh fac i don wanna make numbers here I wanna have real friends and have a lots of frind the do not even talk to me is fuck up! I had a lil over 800 people and i try to keep up with them but guess what thats not posible I don't care to be on ranks if I'm thats fine i just wanna meet pople here... I got a few good friends here not beacuse tehy buy a blast or a Happy Hour or ticker packs or anything mewans tehre friends friends are the ones who talk to me who at leats say one every otehr day because I know the they have thing to do other than the fubar world..... I really don't care how u look where u life or anything cuz i had real good friends in here like LuAngel Lucy Hawk Flanman Trell Pinky Dragon The Bad Wolfy (my man by the way) and other the don't come to my mind right now!!! I love my friends and i wanna make new ones but if u are here for nunbers and stuff like that get the fuck

This One Comes From Princess!! Another For 4/08!!
There was a guy who was struggling to decide what to wear to go to a fancy costume party... Then he had a bright idea. When the host answered the door, he found the guy standing there with no shirt and no socks on. "What the hell are you supposed to be?" asked the host. "A premature ejaculation," said the man. "I just came in my pants!"

"i Dream"
I Dream of......................... The taste of your kiss!! The smell of your hair!! The scent of your flesh!! The feel of your skin!! The beating of your heart!! The way you look at me!! The warmth of your body next to mine!! But the thing i dream the most of............. Is the day you hold in your arms finally and tell me you are mine forever!!!! This is sent out to a special someone who will remain nameless!! Much Love!!! xoxoxox

Info For My Friends! (please Read)
Just to let my friends know that don't already, I will be moving back to TN. and leaving tomorrow sometime. I am in the process of going through a painful divorce and leaving CA to return to my hometown in TN. My uncle passed away today so I am leaving tomorrow. Hope you understand and don't think I am just ignoring you, I won't do that to my friends. I appreciate everyone's friendship and your support. Hope I will be able to get back online in a few days and talk to you. Take care all and god bless you! Amber (Sexygurl70)

Missin My Partner
I keep missing my partner..... its bout time we meet at the meeting place in the woods.... lol.... hot tub is getting installed....lol Time for our adventure.... we will start with my work....hahahahah

Went To A Party, Mom
WENT TO A PARTY, MOM I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom So I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, Though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right, The party finally ended, And the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom Something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, This girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high, Because he chose to drink and drive, Now I would have ! to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, Like a hundred stabbing knives. Te

The Strongest Foundation
Think of true love as a house on the beach. I believe true love must first start with a strong foundation of true friendship. A storm can roll through and knock the house of true love down to the ground. With a strong foundation of friendship still standing after the storm, the house of love may be rebuilt with assistance. If there is no foundation of friendship there, after the storm has passed, the house will be totally destroyed and most likely the occupants won't want to invest the time or energy into rebuilding the house. Moral of the story: WIthout a strong foundation of friendship, there can never be true love.

The End Is Near!!come Rate The Pic
COME ONE COME ALL FRIENDS!!!! THE END IS NEAR AND I AM SINKING, LETS BLOW HIS CONTEST OUT OF THE WATER...LOVE YOU ALL AND ALL THETIME YOU SPEND HELPING ME. I APPRECIATE IT GREATLY!!!!TIME TO PUSH HARD TONIGHT AND MAINLY TOMARROW!!!!!NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET. CLICK THE LINK AND BOMB AWAY!!!!! BRATT

Springtime + Daylight...
Hey FU-friends. How the heck did it become April? I must have lost track of time or something. Or maybe it is true that the older you get the faster they blow by. It is a fact of life that as we pass through the winter solstice and go running past the spring equinox that there is increasingly more daylight every day. Another well known equation is daylight + rain + warmer temps = the return of flora to the landscape. This is bad for allergies (achoo!) but good for photography. And outdoor activity. And romping outdoors with friends to throw down the cabin fever from the winter darkness and cold. It also means that unless I give up sleep, I cannot spend a whole lot of time FU-barring. Except on weekends... I don't want to lose touch with y'all, and I know everybody else gets busy during the warm months too. So please remember good ole T~Bear, and remember I am not ignoring you. I am out having fun away from the computer for a while. I will do my best to catch up when I can.

I Miss U When
I miss you when You're not here I thinkn about you Even when we are together Seeing you makes me smile Seeing you makes my heart sing I want my life to always Be inertwined with yours You may my heart complete You are my world As you always will be I love you more than life itself My heart beats faster When we are talking My heart beats faster When I see you type I love you with Everything that I am I love you with Everything that I have You make my world right You take away all the sadness You are the light in my life When it is full of sadness and pain I want you to know Just how much I love you I want you to know How happy you make me I love you dearly I always will I love you Never forget that

My Best Friends Baby
This is in memory of my god baby SYMBOLIZE FLOWER STONE Everyone pls pray for my best friend she found out she has lupus and that was the cause of the baby passing.......i love her so much!I wish there was something i could do just snap my fingers and everything be ok.....this is awful why do things like this happen to good people?.... Hope..the mother fu#king princess(Wife to nic&Chris&ash)2nd Alarm Hotties Promotions*Major*@ fubar

Divorce Letter/funny Shit
Dear Husband: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good woman to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't notice that I had gotten my hair and nails done, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new negligee. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching the game. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't touch me or anything. Either you're cheating or you don't love me anymore, whatever the case is, I'm gone. P.S. If you're trying to find me, don't. Your BROTHER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! > Your EX-Wife *********************************************************** ******************************** Dear Ex-Wife Nothing has made my day mor

Honesty
whatever happened to finding real honest people?? people who respect each other, truly love each other? True friends? Someone to love you honestly, deeply and purely? What happened to being who you truly are? Nothing fake?

I'm At A Place In My Life
Where I just don't want the bullshit anymore...puleez, just stop it. You say "I love you.." Really? Do ya? Fucking wonderful, can I have that in writing? Why now? Why not before? What makes me that special? Hmm...the silence is deafening. Was that a cricket I heard? What the fuck ever I'm pissed at you. I have been for several years but only recently have I had the guts to tell you. That's not your fault. Although, I'd have to say pretty much everything else is, at least the way I see it and yes, I'm making sure you never forget it! Is this a life sentence? Yes. Yes it is. As long as your with me I promise to make sure of that.

Please Say A Prayer
Tonight, I ask that you, my friends, pray for a family in my neighborhood. My daughters best friend in fact. Her mother was a victim of domestic violence tonight and her and her daughter are resting easy at a friends house undisclosed. My daughter, who is finally sleeping, had the unfortunate opportunity tonight to find out what that term means and how bad it really can be. Her friends mother, which we will call Chelle, was attacked by her boyfriend. She was strangled and cut and did receive medical attention. My daughters friend, which we call, Taylor, was supposed to spend the night at our house. During the argument that spawned into the physical moment, she was at our house and didn't actually see this... THANK THE GODS IN ALL THE HEAVENS!!! However, from down the street, Taylor and my daughter could hear Chelle calling... screaming her name. It has been a rough night, and we are unsure of where things will go in the morning, but please, all that I ask is that you sa

Sun,mon,tue,wed 04-06 Thur 04-09-08 (ugh)
ugh - I lost my computer . . . again! Lost even more stuff than before, I cant believe it; I thought once I got things up and running I'd make copies & back ups - nope ... didnt do it fast enough, So bear with my slow recovery I'll get things settled and back asap missed ya! Greg!

My Move To Us (read At Your Own Risk, Just My Bio ) Part I
It all started when my parents' plan to move to Colombia and then Canada had flopped at the last moment, creating an even bigger family fuckpit than it already was. So all over sudden my dad's cousin sent us an invitation to move to the US. Yay, Chicago! Palm trees, ocean, and hot people runnin around on the beach. I watched too much Miami Vice, Beverly Hills 90210, and Baywatch. For some bizarre reason my mom decided that it would be a good idea to leave the decision of moving up to me-an almost 15 yo delinquent. My response: "yeah, sure, why not,I bet I could get into even more fun trouble there". We went to the embassy for an interview, and I watched in entertainment an Oscar deserving acting that my parents had to put up in order to portray a happy couple so they could pass an interview. Finally the verdict came that we were allowed to go to US, and we put up the apt for sale, started packing, and I quit school in January of 97. I didn't tell my friends I was moving until a wee

Horoscope Survey...i'm Pisces..surprise!
PiscesIndividuals born under this sign are thought to have a dreamy, romantic, generous, emotional, receptive, affectionate, and honest character, but one which is also prone to exaggeration, fickleness, passiveness, hypersensitivity, and paranoia. Pisceans are said to like solitude to dream in and mystery.What Zodiac Sign Best Fits You?MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

Searching
I'm searching for this place Where I don't need to worry Where I don't feel sorrow I need to think about tomorrow I need a little time So I can change my mind I need to be on my own This loneliness feels strong Deep inside of me I'm searching for a long time I'm never gonna find what I'm looking for This is all I need This is what I want No I won't ask for more I don' really mind To leave this all behind It doesn't feel like home I'm never gonna find what I'm looking for....

If You Are On My Friend List U Gotta See This!
TO COMMENT: I was chosen for a GIVEAWAY where all I have to do to get a happy hour is have 50,000 comments under one piture. NO TIME LIMIT! is that cool? Plz Help me out the GiveAway Starts Sunday 20th 7 pm EST HERE IS THE PICTURE THAT NEEDS COMMENTS. Click on it and it will take you to where u have to comment. For more about the GIVEAWAY click below: LiL_§tar*RAW-§ER Greete" 5;-FU»Wifey ;~2~ ÐámmeR-RevEternal. 9;sAssistnt

Cant Stand This
the following was sent to me this morning in sb and it goes to prove some people have no respect for others yes my lifestyle is different then most but that does not mean i want to be harassed about it. i will make the choice of who i want to be with without being approached in this manner below is the link to the guy that sent the following misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive. misterak25 "Owner of 3 Fubar Slavegirls"@ fubar

[stupid Trouble Making Subconcious Mind]
So... today was refreshing, if not confusing. I started the day off having a vivid sexual dream about a girl I've known, and consider a closer personal confidant for quite some time. She's the coolest. I'm hard pressed to find something annoying or bad about her. Problem... well, there's several, and I'm not getting into them. She's a girl I've acknowledged as being attracted to, but haven't really allowed myself to be. Guess my subconcious took charge for me. And yes, I'm being intentionally vague, try not to wig out if you think it's you. I'd tell you if it was, don't be shy, its not a big fucking deal. We can't control what foods we're allergic to, we can't control who we boff in our dreams. No matter HOW enjoyable it was. Hehehehe. Anyway, the bottom line is, she's exactly what I need in my life right now, I'm wondering.. if maybe I can tell her without having this be weird, or hampering to our current situation, which really I don't want to sacrifice, it me

Yep...been Awhile...
Hi Fubarians...fubarbanites? Funan the fubarian? whatever. Anyways It's been ages and I'll briefly some up the past 3 or so months for you in lightning speed. 1. I'm still in school working to get my degree in graphic design I have 6 more courses to go. 2. Back to working at the zoo. I do guest services now as well as all their graphic design work. Hey, it's a job *shrugs* 3. I met an amazing girl, her name is Jackie and we've been together close to 4 months now. I've never been happier. She's lovely, beautiful, and just all around amazing. Her parents love me, her friends love me, and they all think her ex boyfriend was (is) a douche bag! GO ME! :D That's pretty much it I shall update more. So how the hell have you been? :)

Yep That Kind Of Mood Again!
Come lay with me on satin sheets littered with petals of rose, so sweet. Take me in with lust filled eyes devour the passion thats between us. Through wetted lips and teasing tongue pleasures of flesh we have begun. With tender touch fingers explore, bodies enchanted while hands adore. At last united once two, now one what has started cannot be undone. Until the hunger has been fulfilled and rapid pulse finally is stilled. As bodies glisten of faintest sweat while held in passion soaked and wet. Now quiet slumber shall not compare to dreams of fantasies next to share....

Guess I Have Been Away A Spell
I haven't posted in this thing since NOVEMBER...? Geeeez! Well not a too much of anything new with me. Been throwing myself into my artwork. It's helped me deal with a lot of assorted crap that's been flying at me lately. No big deal, after all what doesn't kill you..." etc, etc. Anyways I'll definitely be making it a point to come back more often. I kinda missed the "Fu-ness" Lol1

Surrendering My Heart
I don't know how you do this To my being ... It's perfected Bliss Anticipated lifetimes to hear these things Deeply innocent joy your admission brings Always wanted but never imagined Prayed begged and even demanded Maybe my mistake is I didn't believe Too busy giving don't know how to recieve With masked promises decieved To ever have this never percieved Can't help but ask myself questions What have I done to deserve your blessings So scared of projecting past pain Too many times before I can't do it again You make it seem effortless and plain Ready to polish away my tarnished soul's stains If this is how it should be, to me so foreign Wanna give in and make you sovereign Wanna be your best and not a hindrance Would hate myself full with repentance For you I have so much love to give Waited so long in happiness to live If I lost you myself I would never forgive Want to rip holes in the curtain that veils Our future together without any fail I'll be your rock

The Dance
This poem won me the right to use the title Poet Laureate, and put me into the top 10 poets and poems in the world The Dance And the dance it went forevermore On dew draped leaves on forest floor And each dancer knocked upon a cottage door and the dance it swelled by one soul more And the dance it swept throughout the town Each foot keeping beat each face a frown And the fairies they laughed at the antics of men As the dance wound from the town down into the glen And onwards they marched each foot to the beat Until naught did remain 'cept the tapping of feet And the silence it reigned the dance is no more and the dancers, they dance forevermore

Do Some Men Have Any Sense?
GETNHERDREANS: WHATS UP SEXY!! THIS IS BRAD LOOK I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO HOOK UP WITH YOU TO NITE ILL BE IN ALEX. CAN I SPOIL YOU A LITTLE BIT!! HERES MY CELL GET BACK AT ME 318 729 4378 I PROMISE YOU LOVE EVER MIN YOU SPEND WITH ME !! LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! lol I responded: ->GETNHERDREANS: I don't think so. I have never talked to you enough to even consider meeting you. Nor have you even talked to My Daddy about your intentions. Which tells me you havn't paid much attention to anything on my profile or in my photo albums , except for maybe the skinny folder. AND MEN WONDER WHY WOMEN ARE SO QUIET AND UNAPPROACHABLE ONLINE.

Break-up Template
Since men go through such a large volume of would be ex-wives, I've decided to should standardize my break-up letter in an effort to save time and effort. Plus, this will work well in combination with the next installment titled: Girlfriend (Hoe) Application. Enjoy! --------------------------------------------------------------------------- Break-Up Template: V 1.0 Dear ________________________. I would like to formally announce that after (much/some/no) consideration, I have concluded our relationship must come to an immediate, and final closure. My decision is based upon the following reason(s): 1. You’re a bitch. 2. You’re fat. 3. You’re ugly. 4. I was drunk when I met you. 5. You’re boobs are too small. 6. You laugh weird. 7. I can do better. 8. The sex was boring/bad/or sub-par. 9. You don’t give head. 10. Other:________________________. Please make time to: 1. Remove your belongings from my place. 2. Arrange break-up sex. 3. Delete my p

Bad News
To my friends and Family, I am letting all my friends and family know that I most likely will not be on next week. This is due to me going somewhere for military training. Do not ask where, because I cannot and will not tell you. This even means my good friends on here. I will have my cell on me, so you can still text me. It just might take a while to respond to it. I know it will be hard on some of you that I will be gone. And some of you might like me being gone for a week lol. Then some won’t really care, because you just added me for points or/and because I am in the military. Try not to miss me too much. Hugzz and kisszz. Luv, Army Man

Auction #2 Revised Entry Fee Now Lowered
Auction Time Again I am hosting my 2nd auction in efforts to get myself into the spotlight. I am doing this for both the guys and gals! They will be divided into 2 different folders...one for men & one for women. I will be advertising this EVERYDAY. However I will be advertising for the auction as a whole. Once it gets going I will repost any bulletins I see that you make advertising yourself or you can PRIVATE MESSAGE me the link and I will repost for you. The auction will run for 7 days with a start date that will be announced by Monday April 14th. To ensure that I get active participants I will charge a fee of $75,000 fubux. $100,000 will also be the opening bids so you will not be out anything! Your for sure gonna come out ahead! I am also going to give away 2 fubucks prizes...the guy and the girl with the most rates will get $100,000 fubucks...which means that you were auctioned for Free seeing that your fee has been returned and then some. RULES simple...

Girlfriend (ho) Application......
Let me start this off right. This is awesome. I have again joyously soiled my pants while creating yet another work of unparalleled stupidity. Girlfriend (Ho) Application. I am trying to create art with my blogs..some may think that going into detail about my "Drunken Sex Romps" and making fun of Smart Women doesn't qualify as art. Fuck them...they're probably the same anus-junkies that think "Abstract Art" requires talent. Fucking artists, critics,and taints! Anyway, I feel that by being a thing of beauty, my blogs should be seen and appreciated by all. But every time I look at the "Most Popular" blogs, there are 3 main groups of blogs keeping mine from well deserved international glory & recognition. The first group are the big boobied porn star blogs. I can't do shit against the talent they have in their bra/pants, so I won't even try.... Next..... The second group are people who are better than me. Better looking, better golfers, bet

The Dark
I think you lost your mind Or did you fall asleep Was your vision closing in Did the light play tricks upon you Was the window shut As you lay on your bed Was there someone creeping in Did the vapors swirl around your head Slowly, but surely the dark will Take you away from me How can you fall into the dark When my arms are there to catch you How will I ever lose my way With your open hand to cling to I think I'm breaking through I'll wake you from this sleep One kiss surely that will do Then the ice will melt around you And slowly, but surely Bringing you back to me How can you fall into the dark When my arms are there to catch you Slowly, but surely the dark will Take you away from me

Sarcastic Remarks
1. And your crybaby whiny-assed opinion would be...? 2. This isn't an office. It's Hell with fluorescent lighting. 3. I started out with nothing & still have most of it left. 4. I pretend to work. They pretend to pay me. 5. Sarcasm is just one more service we offer. 6. If I throw a stick, will you leave? 7. You!... Off my planet! 8. If I want to hear the pitter patter of little feet, I'll put shoes on my cats. 9. Does your train of thought have a caboose? 10. Did the aliens forget to remove your anal probe? 11. Errors have been made. Others will be blamed. 12. A PBS mind in an MTV world. 13. Allow me to introduce my selves. 14. Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed. 15. Suburbia: where they tear out the trees & then name streets after them. 16 Well, this day was a total waste of makeup. 17. See no evil, hear no evil, date no evil. 18. I'm trying to imagine you with a personality. 19. A cubicle is just a padded cell w

Men Vs. Women
A Women's Guide To Male English -- What's wrong? = What meaningless self-inflicted psychological trauma are you going through now? -- I'm hungry = I'm hungry -- I'm sleepy = I'm sleepy -- I'm tired = I'm tired -- What's wrong? = I don't see why you are making such a big deal out of this. -- Yes, I like the way you cut your hair = I liked it better before -- Yes, I like the way you cut your hair = $50 and it doesn't look that much different! -- I like that one better (while shopping) = Pick any freakin' dress and let's go home! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Man's Guide To Female English -- We need to talk = I need to complain -- Sure... go ahead = I don't want you to -- I'm not yelling! = Yes I am yelling because I think this is important -- We need = I want -- It's your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now -- Do what you want = You'll pay for this later

The Defining Moments... Read, And Listen...
There are moments we all have. Moments that make up a tenth of a percent of the time we spend in this life. Although they are a brief moment in time, they are the moments that define who we are, how we look at things, and what we think. These moments are often over looked while we experience them but long remembered when we consider the who, what, when, where, and whys of our life. I love you guys and the fact that you take time out of your days to bounce around my brain. It means the world to me and I never feel like I can thank you enough. I know a lot of times you see a guy who's primary focus is tits, ass, beer, and baseball… But I am a real person, and I have had many moments that define who I am. I'd like to share them with you. 6 years old- I was at a bbq with my parents and my mom decked me out in all sorts of stupid ass sailor gear. These two girls were smiling at me and blowing kissing. One finally said, "You are so cute." I was so embarrassed I cried and told my mom

Struck Sad @26
I sit here on my 26th birthday looking around at everything that has been accomplished and all that is still left unfinished. I ask myself, are you happy? You know what, I cant even answer that. I have thrown myself into something that could be great, or could fall apart under the pressures of its own self. Why have I done this? To hide from everything that is crashing around me in my real life? Maybe who knows! I have cried 6 times on my birthday, why? I am nowhere near where I want to be. No love surrounds me, no family consoles me. I am always surrounded by people yet feel totally alone! I confide in some of the wrong people. The people that I think are really there for me, the ones that say....."you're mine"..."I'm here for you".....or "you know I love ya" are all just using me for some selfish purpose, cause when I fall apart not one of them is ever near! Some of you may read this and think, wow is that really "Princess" speaking? She always seems so what.....bubbly?cheer

I Feel So Lost....
I'm sitting here missing him so much...The him is Jimm of course...The love of my life...God love him, he has been working his butt off all weekend...And I am so proud of everything he has accomplished...I'm so use to having so much of his attention...I miss him greatly...I know everything he is doing, he is doing for US, our future together...but that doesn't make it any easier to be without him...I know that very soon I will be in Washington with him...And I know we will be together forever...That's what I live for...We dream of our wedding...We dream of our future together...Our family being together...He pays attention to the smallest details about me, and absolutely astounds me...He talks about the plans for our wedding...He knows I love water and waterfalls...He wants to make our wedding as beautiful as possible, and near a waterfall, just to make my dreams come true...He knows I love Eeyore, and he wants to take me to the top of the mountain and make love to me on an Eeyore slee

Shadow Levelers 13 Apr 08
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 3,125 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 10,622 to Level 15 ladystartara*Razorblade Kisses or Crimson moon*@ fubar 12,335 to Level 11 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 14,611 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 20,645 to Level 12 LionRawr{Prowler of the Savana - Defender of the pride} {Shadow Leveler}@ fubar 24,500 to Level 21 SARCASTK1 {SHADOW LEVELER}@ fubar 26,648 to Level 16 SHADOW LEVELERS..@ fubar 30,207 to Level 15 BEND OVER AND SPELL RUN/1ST MEMBER OF THE J.E.R.K. FAMILY/SPANKER&SHADOW/FUBITCH TO KILLER BLUE EYES@ fubar 30,758 to Level 24 lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥

Slut And Blondeprincess
Come see The Slut and Blondeprincess tie the fu knot this is something u just cant miss!! There is a very very special surprise so hope to see u all there at 8pm in the fetish lounge! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54831 THEY WILL BE LIVE ON CAM!!!!! ~*BlondePrincess*FuWife2Hope*Greeter of FU Luv Bomb Squad*~Member: FU's Ultimate Bad Girls~fu en@ fubar THE Slut ,Owner of S.D.A, ChiefSpanker @Fetish,ChiefPromotor4FULuvBombers, FuFiance2 BlondePrincess@ fubar PIMP OUT BY MISS HOPE ELIZABETH: Hope Elizabeth *wifey to nic,ash and SteRiley@ fubar

Fantasy Vs Reality...............
Alrighty now....I really don't happen to step into fubar that much....maybe 5 mins a day or to blow off a little boredom after a night out on the weekends, but I know my place. This isn't my life!!! It isn't reality!!! My reality is my children, my family, my job and my tangible friends....don't get me wrong....I love my fubar friends, I love being able to blow off steam and have a bit of fun, but isn't that what fantasy is for??? So, when people start fucking with me, I tend to be a little curious....Is this their reality?????? Is this what they live for????? There are those rare occasions when your fantasy world and reality meet....actually meeting someone from online that you formed a bond or common interest with. Then they become part of your reality, and I have met one person from fubar who has become reality to me. I digress....back to people fucking with me.....I have learned to handle that, I choke it up to what it is...fantasy land playing stupid childish games when

What Will It Cost To Get Me In These!
I recently received a pair of funny undies and figured it would be fun to see how many FuBucks it would take to see me in them. The undies are a red pair with google eyes and a mustache glued to it. Under the mustache is a hole for my "nose" to stick out. The bidding will take place in the comments area of the picture, Just click on the photo below to go to the bidding page. The winning bidder will get pics of me wearing these fine undergarmets. If the winner chooses to have me post the pics for all to see, I will send the winner a video. Happy bidding and good luck to all! CLICK PIC TO BID!!!!!

Here I Go Afgain...
just a few thoughts and explainations to my friends who dont mind listening... lately i have been distant to my friends, espically the closest ones who i talk w on the phone or txt... trying to help my family...and an ex of mine has come back into the picture again... i am probably setting myself up for heart break again, but i have to follow my heart... he joined fubar again..his new name is Lord Death... for most who have read my other blogs...espically the ones labeled feeding my soul... and missing my soul mate...i wrote them with this young man in mind... you know how sometimes u just instantly connect w a person b4 u even meet them??? well thats what this young man has done with me... i started haveing dreams and lucid visions of him back in october 2000... i met him online this past july of 07, i told him of these dreams...and all he kept saying is i found what i dremt... he claims that its been 5 years ago since he had such a strong connection to a woman a

Remember Me
Been awhile sine I posted a military blog, so here's another round: The military draws many different types. A. There are those who joined because they had no clue what to do with their life. B. There are those who answered a call. A. There are those who joined for the college money. B. There are those who use the education to be a better soldier. A. There are those who join and complain. B. There are those who who take every day in the service of their country as a blessing, regardless of conditions. A. There are those who would join to impress their loved ones. B. There are those who would join to lay their life to save their loved ones. A. There are those who join to look like a badass. B. There are those who join to be a hero. I am option B in every case. I do what I do for you. I answered the call of the people to stand up and be the man at the front of the line. I volunteer to be a man that would proudly die if it meant the end of suffering for millio

To My Fubar Friends And Family
SPRING HAS SPRUNG AND I'M ON THE RUN, PLAYING IN THE FLOWERS DANCING IN THE SUN. YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN GREAT YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN FUN IT IS TIME FOR REAL LIFE I'LL MEET YOU IN THE SUN. BUT YOU CAN BELIEVE WHEN THE COLD DAYS COME I WILL BE BACK HERE FOR MORE FUN!!! BLOODY KISSES MINA P.S. I will be coming on off and on for a little while here and there, lol when i get bored....

Im Tired Of It !!
I wished my Family && Friends would just support me with who I am and who I want to be. I want them to Accept the decisions I make in MY life. Only like a few people understand me, and that few doesnt concern my family. My family doesnt know me! They think im just the perfectest daughter, granddaughter ever! Yea I will admit, I am a great person, and I have never done anything extreamally bad. But they dont understand that life is differnt than the way it was when my parents were growing up! I dont like how my family always tells me what can I cannot do. I will be 20 before I know it, and gosh it just kills me! Soon Im gonna start making money so I can move out! Maybe me and my girls will get a apt! I never thought id be saying I want to move out so bad, but quite frankly I DO ! Mom gets mad bc im not like her, and im differnt, and she doesnt understand. Thats not my problem! I just want my family to understand me ! Why cant they. Its not hard. Im not a bad person.

Just Some Advice
Not that my advice is the be all and end all lol BUT.... Pissing people off on purpose even if they have wronged you,doesn't change a thing or make things better.Its like adding fuel to fire.No good comes from it and if you are a decent person,and have a conscience,then being that fuel,will only eat at you anyways.Not healthy! Also,if you have hurt someone,reasoning it away is lame.Accept that you have hurt them and choose your words and actions properly and with thought.It is not enough to just reason that you are who you are.It doesn't take away the hurt you have caused.If they ever did mean anything to you,then at least afford them the respect and honesty of a sincere apology,without lame excuses.One cannot just go around hurting people and then saying "I am who I am" Walk in a good way,aware of all around you.Always stop and think before doing or saying. Feelings do matter and nobody has the right to make one peron feel any less than another. Blessings and Love

The Last Civil Conversation
"Go see your father" my mother said to me. I didn't really want to. I was 15, and my father was on the downward slope of the hill of alcoholism. He was living in an apartment that my mother had set him up in. She was always picking him up. He was a tough guy, had grown up in poverty in Ireland, came to America and started a few successful small businesses. Bars, to be exact. He wasn't very tall but he was amazingly tough. He could kick ass, which he had to do many times. But there was one thing that kicked his ass, and that was the bottle. I went to his very sparse apartment. He was in a rare moment of lucidness. I sat down at his table. I think we had tea. In his drunkeness he had called me every horrible name in the book. But today, by grace I guess, he was docile. He told me I had turned into a very pretty girl. Thank you, Dad. I went into his bathroom. I remember the roaches crawling in his bathroom scale. He asked me to help him get to the bar

Today Is....
Goin to be my last day online for sometime, I don't know when i will be back on. those of you who know me, know I will get in touch when I can. I hope everyone has a wonderful day and stays well n my absence. Keep it real and ALWAYS keep it rockin. SDMF Heri, Hodie, Semper, Crazyeyez AKA Jamie

Faith
Waiting for the sun I need to know If you are there To carry me home I reach out to you with my arms wide open I ask you if I am alone Be it the truth That all I see here Even if it brings me Pain I will go on I find the Joy I feel The beauty In all you bring to me Just where I belong. Give me all I need to find the faith Give me all that I need to feel the Love I need to breathe need to Find the faith that I have inside I know I am not alone Give me all the love You bring through Help me to be all I need to Be so I can hear the inside With you I am not alone. Give me all I need to find the faith

Don't You Dare Judge Me.
Men: Walk all over me and I'll be the woman that will massage your feet to ease the ache. It's not because I'm weak. I'm far from weak. The problem is I'm too sweet. I was the girl in school that gave the poor kids her crayons, markers, gum or whatever they wanted because I wanted THEM to be happy. I was not as concerned about myself. I'm still not as concerned about myself as I should be. I'm realizing as time goes on that I deserve a better life than I have allowed myself to live. I need to be alone for now. I'm off to do some thinking. Don't call me dumb..... because I'm not. Don't call me a weak... because I'm not. I'm sweet and I am loving and I am compassionate. I am nothing less because of the situation I am faced with. Just because I am intuitive, does not mean I am not human and I don't have lessons to learn in life. I'm just like all of you. I am just like ALL of you. Get that in your heads. Resilience is something I know far too much about given my life story. Don't you dare

Use To
Cold night some how felt like a hot summers day. The way she moved around the room in a sultry sway. Her lips speak my name with the sounds of an angels voice. As she licks them ever so gently with precision and poise. Her skin feels like the finest of linens so flawless and smooth. To gaze apon her beauty would make any man swoon. Her eyes of entanglement and enchantment when I glance I pause Seductiveness stops me then I get my self lost. I love when we talk we engage in meaningful conversation. And she listens to me with the up most patience. A fine example of what a woman should be. Strong as well as elegant and a demeanor so meek. Hours have passed and I know I have to go. Back to a life where the love used to show. Back to the pain and bullshit where sex is gift. Where love making stopped and just your gratifications exist. Back to the degrading and the depravation you give me for my self esteem Your angry towards me for nothing

Goodbye
This looked like a great place when I first got here.I was amazed by the amount of members and even had two of my close friends join.Today I am leaving. I've been sent pics uncalled for,asked questions about sexual positions I prefer,had comments that DID NOT make me smile,but moreso had me wonder what port of the puter you're sticking your schlong into lol. I mean seriously...don't you people go out???? Is your sex life that lame that you find total gratification through cyber? Each to their own but I guess I must still be old school huh? You know...when actual touch was involved and seriously,if you were out...would you walk straight up to a woman and ask her out of the blue some of the things I have been asked? No you would't and if you would,then no wonder you are left to cyber. Believe me,Im no prude..just because I won't cyber screw you or talk dirty THROUGH A SCREEN *rolls eyes* I thought maybe when people say on their profiles that they are looking to make friends...that it

Where I'v Been
I have not been on in a long time..My 19 son nickolas has been in the hospital since oct. he suffered siezers(misspelled fuck it).. he spent untill feb in a comotose state on a feeding tube and life support. he has recovered some but has suffered permanent emotional and mental damage. he is gonna make it but will never likely return to his previous mental clarity and stability, im a single father and its been real hard to pay the medical bills travel to see him and pay rent all at once. my life went to hell. but by the grace of god we will make it! i hope to here from my friends here. god knowes i can use the distraction while we put some sort of life together

One Of A Kind
Your beauty is as deep As a moonless night, With skin as smooth As the dove in flight. Your kiss is soft As a heavenly dream, With a voice so sweet Like strawberry cream. Your eyes shine brightly With passion and love, Yet with the power and warmth Like the sun above. You fill my heart With your special way, And just your presence Always makes my day. Your love for me is worth More than any treasure sold, For just one day with you Is more precious than gold. All the diamonds there are Upon this earth, Your beauty outshines All their worth. To me your priceless One of a kind, Like the snowflake Not another you’ll find. Yes there is no treasure I’d rather see, Than the sight of you And your love of me

People Suck.......
Have you ever noticed how there's an endless number of people who will always try to bring you down? Once you open yourself to new experiences whether that be new friends, a new job or anything like that, it seems like the a-holes begin to come out of the woodwork and try to stuff you back in a box so you miss out on what you're looking for. It's almost like some people don't want you to succeed because they will feel less important if you make it past them in the race for new things. It's really quite insane if you think about how society has come to that kind of madness. It's a throw back to the days in high school when the so called "popular" kids sat at a special lunch table. Everyone wanted to sit there just so they could look cool even though all of the lunch tables were exactly the same. I guess we as people will always want to be better than the next guy and maybe in some way that's good because it helps people get places that they want to be. It gives them a goal. But is

Silver Dollar Auction Is Now Open
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Poem
Myself I have to live with myself and so I want to be fit for myself to know. I want to be able as days go by To look myself always straight in the eye. I don't want to stand with the setting sun And hate myself for things I've done. I don't want to keep on a closet shelf Alot of secrets about myself. And fool myself as I come and go Into thinking that nobody else will know. I want to go out with my head held erect, I want to deserve all respect. But here in the struggle for fame and pelf I want to be able to like myself. I can never hide myself from me I see what others may never see. I know what others may never know, I can never fool myself and so, Whatever may happen I want to be Self respecting, self loving, and concious free.

Looking For The Perfect Tattoo (by Pet)
Master probably wont get mad at me doing this. He knows I have been looking for a while and this can only help me find what I am looking for. I refuse to put any ink on my body unless it is the perfect art for me. I have been looking for a climbing tree red eyed tree frog. Now this is the concept I want... I want it to look like it is climbing up me. I don't want a picture of its belly. I want it to be it's back with it's head slightly turned to the right. Like something caught it's eye. I want it to look realistic. My main problem is I cannot find the perfect picture to use and for some reason I cannot find anyone willing to draw it up for me. I have been looking for years for the perfect art to add with the rest of mine. I only have one piece on me that is not an original but that one means a lot to me. Each piece of art I have on my body represents me in some way. If you can draw, know someone who can draw or think you came across a picture of what I am looking for please sen

A Fond Farewell......sorta
This will prolly be my last blog for awhile. Unless something earth shattering happens. I guess it doesn't really matter much. No one here seems to be too interested in what I have to say anyway. My last several blogs and bulletins have gone virtually unnoticed. If you are one of the very few that gives a rats ass, thank you. I love both of you! lol I have found and fallen in love with a very special man. He is the sweetest thing to happen to me in a long damn time. (Yes, that's him in my default) Amazingly enough, no, I didn't meet him on Fubar. Or Myspace. I met him on an obscure little web site called www.Plentyoffish.com. A web site I had only been to once. We have met in person and have been seeing a lot of each other since! I adore the gentle man that he is. I am not leaving Fubar, or deserting my friends. I will check in frequently. I just wanted the few who care to know what is going on with me. To Sunshine and Smokin Djinn, whom I Fu-own. I love you both!

Requests....
ok....I have had requests for pics....thats fine, that doesnt bother me.....however, I do, or would like to have pics for my fan page.....is that to much to ask?? LOL Anyway, I need your opinion........not that many people read my blogs anymore, but here it goes..... I have had two requests, well 3...one was from a guy, so it doesnt count, for more cock pics....more over.....some money shots...ie: cum shots..... what do you think? should I take some, or is it just to tacky??

Classes
Today I start back to attending my College Courses. This means Fubar time will be limited. I will do my best to live up to my FuBomber obligations and stay in touch with all family and friends. I just may not be able to drop by and visit some of you on a daily basis as in the past. Please understand. Thanks and Hugs, Doc

~ Can I Touch You....there ~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ Can I Touch You...There ~ Baby, show me what you feel Come to me, show me somethin real I need to know, I need you completely Closer baby closer, come on lets begin Love is takin over, gotta let it in Ooh I need to feel the heart of you Need to reach the very deepest part of you Can I touch you there, touch you deep inside Can I touch your heart, the way youre touchin mine Can I touch you there, touch you deep within Can I touch you there, can I touch you...there Baby tell me with your eyes, tell me every secret darlin Every deep desire, till you and I are makin love completely Closer baby closer, cant be close enough I cant help the way I hold you I just hunger for your love Ooh and I need to feel the heart of you Need to reach the very deepest part of you All I wanna do is touch ya baby Touch the very soul inside of you Ooh and I need to feel the heart of you Need to reach the very deepest part of you Let m

Promise
She smiles as he looks down upon her, holding her in his arms. He whispers words of love as he runs his fingers through her hair. They stare into each other's eyes not wishing for anything but this moment to last. Her lips tingle as his softly touch hers. A soft, gentle kiss, but a passionate one, non-the-less. Her arms tighten around him as she pulls him closer to her. A promise they once made to one another, one they would keep 'til the end of time

Making Them Sweet
I like making guys sweat. I LOVE MAKING GUYS SQUIRM. In case you haven't noticed. Knowing that guys are looking at my body, thinking about my tinny tight young bald pussy, and ass. Them picturing getting a their hands on my little tits. When I walk past a guy and he gets a boner thinking about his dick being ball deep down my little throat. Now here is my question: How many of those guys are fantasying about raping me? Are they thinking about gangbanging me while I'm fucked up in the drugs they lipped in my drink? Maybe the are fantasying about my hands cuffed behind my back, grabbing 2 handfuls of my hair and gagging me with their cock. Maybe the are dreaming about my little body chained spread and nake to 4 trees as they take a belt to my little bald pussy? What do you think? What would you be fantasying about? Luv u Tara Remember I like making guys squirm. lol.

Quizzing Mood ... Wanna Join
SO I AM TAKING QUIZZES TODAY CAUSE I LOVE THEM... FEEL FREE TO POST UR RESULTS HERE ... JOIN ME ... MY FIRST ONE I TOOK Link to this image: http://www.zipperfish.com/free/quizimages/ponyaward4.jpg ACTUAL CODE:

Poem
Every time I see your face the beautful images can't replace, Every time I feel your skin the thought passes once again. I think of your gorgeous eyes how they keep me hypnotized, I think of your soft, gentle touch how I miss you so very much. I wish that you were right here possibly I could be over there, I wish to see you one more time possibly our hearts together will chime. I can't wait for you to hold me tight I know in your arms it all feels right, I can't wait to feel your passionate kiss I know its a treasure right now I miss.

What Do You Think Of My Poetry
To Be True You don’t touch me like you use to, what am I to do, it’ such a Hard thing to do In this Position it’s a man’s Intuition especially when there are so many girls I remain faithful but, I don’t want to test your trust But, I’m floating on a life saver in a wide sea of lust Is it me or us, feeling we are both obligated to each other and must Stay together but, all we do is fight and fuse Break up to make up; make up sex is a plus On the occasion but, you got me waiting While these other girls’ spinning my head like Dayton’s Wanting me to ride, girl I’m serious, you got me heart aching Quit playing with my heart before I start breaking My pledge to you With so many beautiful girls it’s getting hard to be true Written by LAZARAZ

Ughhhhh.. Sorry... Did I Gets You In The Eye?
ferris wheel at darien lake theme park... brand new, unused yet, porto-potty... back of 89 ranger, her bent over truckbox... hatchback of 87 escort... fun.. back of 78 volare wagon... alley behind bar, her against wall... front seat of 84 F150... walk in cooler at work... her bent over the hood of 84 ranger on interstate... in many bathrooms with family downstairs or next room... my ex-fiance and i did it in the bathroom stall at a bar.. and i felt her up under the table... same bar.. and the list goes on and on and on and on... god... i was a slut.. i miss the days when sex was fun...don't you?

Special Corner In My Life For These Fubar Top Douche Bags
DOUCHE BAG #1 this here is a special piece of shit hes a user and an abuser a cheater and a scam wont work for nothing and uses the fact that hes a firefighter to try and be a player ~FireGuy~ add me fan me rate me@ fubar DOUCHE BAG #2 THESE TWO GO HAND IN HAND FOR 1 THIS PERSON NEEDS TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL OR TAKE GRAMMER OVER JUST TYPES IN INCOHERENT BLABBER FOR 2 SHE STARTED SHIT WITH MY FAMILY YOU DONT FUCK WITHMY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND YOU SURE AS HELL DONT FUCK WITH MY MOM THIS BITCH IS JUST ONE MORE OF THE MANY FUBAR DOUCHES IN MY LIFE geo121880@ fubar

Short But Interesting
I found this article....enjoy all you people into love and lust and wondering why do I like this person....lol heres an exerpt that pertains to the online world: Mystery #4: Why is it that you can have great chemistry chatting online or on the phone, but not in person? “They call it love at first sight, not at first email,” points out Dr. Fisher. “Eighty percent of what we take into the human brain is visual. So somebody can be clever and charming online, but if you don’t like what you see, it’s not going to work.” Plus, emails can be crafted and re-crafted into how people want to be, not who they actually are in a spontaneous way. “Face to face, people get nervous and clam up and can’t perform,” says Dr. Fisher. This, however, can bode well for you—maybe all it takes is a second or third date for this person to relax and show his or her true personality. Heres the rest if your interested http://msn.chemistry.com/msnarticles/RomanticChemistry?trackingid=508259&bannerid=

College Students With Guns..lol
I think Guns should not be allowed in school period. Some idiots keep saying that the Virginia shooting would not have occurred if the campus allowed GUN. If that was the case maybe this particular shooting would not happen, but I can imagine a shoot out every time when a disgruntled student argues with his professor for 10 marks in a test or boys getting drunk and fighting over girls. And when a nut does go on a rampage and the police arrive how are they supposed to identify the culprit in split seconds when everyone is having a gun? Gun ownership comes with a few responsibilities, such as regular practice at a shooting range, cleaning the thing, storing it, planning how to have it available in an emergency that may never arise, etc. My life is full enough. LOL PS. Guns don’t have any other purpose but to kill people.

My Long Haired Man.
samson. the ends have memories that the middle and top do not. every section holds a piece of who he is and what he has done. like a loyal friend, there for everything . . . . touching the cheeks of his beautiful daughters as he kisses them goodnight soaked by the water, touched by the sun, and blown by the wind, at home in the outdoor elements he loves so much touched by his fingers through out the day he works so hard at holding his scent for those close to him to remember him by when he moves it emphasizes his way . . . blowing around him across his face spread out across a pillow so natural adding life to even his smallest action flowing through my fingers it is intoxicating against my skin it is light as a feather, but reminds me he is there my eyes watch the movement, it is so expressive of who he is held in my hands it helps me learn him moving in my face it lets me breathe more of him i stand in front of him and dare delilah to cross my path . .

Yeah, So... I Lost 65lbs
I'm still losing and hit slow periods. So, I try to do something every now and then to get me pumped back up again. I'm going to get a new Driver's License photo for my birthday roflmao People don't believe it's me... would you?

Freinds And Family
Is it so hard to keep your perverted comments and sick thoughts to yourself? I have recently had a few really good friends delete their profiles on here because they say Fubar almost ruined their marriage. I can see it happening because there are many people with no respect. If someone says they are married shouldn't that be a sign of "Leave your dirty comments and perverted thoughts to yourself" Honestly that is a little selfish on the part of those who just keep on and on about it. "Can I see you on cam" "I wanna taste you" "Wanna swap naked pics" These are 3 questions my wife got this morning in her shout box. I am not saying who they came from but if you read her profile it clearly states she is married. There are no NSFW pics on her profile, and she might sign in once every few months. To top it all off she has never even talked to these people before. That was the first thing that popped into her shout box. Some people have no respect at all. Honestly if I didn't do what I do on

Response Posted Inside Of Scrapper's Blog. Too Long To Postas One Comment. Had To Save. Lol
"What some are wondering if it would be possible to have a symbol on the mumms that are comment approval so they can move along to the next one and not have time wasted making a comment that wont get thru if its not what the poster wanted to hear. It is amusing to note the ones that only approve comments that are the opinion they wanted in the first place" Actually, No. I turn it on only when I MUMM because of the assinign comments that distract from the topic of the MUMM. If you want to leave crude comment then I'm sure I am not the only one that wants you to move on. I would be willing to let all comments to be posted providing they were not personal attacks. It kills me to see a stupid poll or a question in a non mumm format. Believe me. I have been against those from the start and have championed to have those deleted as they appear. All it is, is pointwhoring. Yes. Or plain stupid idiots that cant proofread their own type. Done it a few times in haste, but do they deserve to

So My Day Sucks
so this morning i was supposed to start my new job in an electronics store..... only i get there and the boss has totally fucked up inputting my info into the computer and i can't clock in...... so i had to fix that stuff but i couldn't work..... so NOW i gotta go in tomorrow and try all over again.... blah. i hate plans getting screwed on me. fucks with my harmony.... argh.

About Me
I love little fuzzy puppies and kittens, but I'm allergic to fur. I love sunsets, but I don't like the darkness when the last strands of color drift into blackness. I love sunshine, but I enjoy thunderstorms when the fiery lightning streaks across the sky like white flames. Chocolate and cheesecake are my favorite food groups (lol). I have doubts about the existence of true love, but I want to believe, and I would love to meet someone who can show me what it means to love forever. I would love to meet someone to whom "promise" is more than a word. I dream of a man who doesn't say all the right words and then just disappear when I begin to believe them.

Over My Head (cable Car)
I never knew I never knew that everything was falling through That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue To turn and run when all I needed was the truth But that's how it's got to be It's coming down to nothing more than apathy I'd rather run the other way than stay and see The smoke and who's still standing when it clears and Everyone knows I'm in Over my head Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime She's on your mind She's on your mind Let's rearrange I wish you were a stranger I could disengage Just say that we agree and then never change Soften a bit until we all just get along Let's disregard As you find another friend and you discard And you lose the argument in a cable car Hanging above as the canyon comes between and Everyone knows I'm in Over my head Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime She's on your mind She's on your mind Everyone knows I'm in Over my head Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime She's on

Test
SOMEONE HAS LET THIS CAT OUT OF THE BAG AND HE DOESN‘T PLAY NICE!!!! THE NEWEST MEMBER OF THE TBR FAMILY CAN BE FOUND AT THE ACE CAFÉ SPINNING YOUR FAVE TRACKS!! SPINNING SONGS FROM ROCK, METAL, AND INDUSTRIAL TO OLDIES, COMEDY, DANCE AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN!!!! COME ON DOWN AND SUPPORT DJ GRIM KITTY!!! COME DOWN TO THE ACE CAFÉ AND PARTY YOU ASS OFF!!!! GREAT PEOPLE, GREAT MUSIC, WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT!!!!! THE ACE CAFÉ WHERE THE PARTY NEVER ENDS!!!!

Another Random Thought
You know if you are gonna copy ppl......at least have the dignity to say who you are copying and showing a little respect to the person you are copying.....When the ppl you copy start getting sick of hearing themselves copied and played out there is a problem....what happened to originality? what happened to creativity? Did you leave those @ the door for popularity....fame? A chance to make yourself feel better @ the cost of robbing a person of their identity? Or are you just that retarded that you didnt have anything better to do with your time than say I wanna be just him.....so you literally did? GO FUKK YOURSELF!!! Find your own damn flow. It is one thing if ppl rub off on you and influence your style....but to take things and use them right out knowing that these ppl see you....That is dissrespectful and your just plain embarrassing yourself

Reaching For The Spotlight...can You Help?
EVERY ONE ELSE IS SO I WILL TOO LOL I WANT SPOTLIGHT!!! NEVER HAD SPOTLIGHT BEFORE SO WAS THINKING IF I CAN GET ENOUGH FUBUCKS UP MAYBE I CAN HAVE SPOTLIGHT THE DAY I USE MY GIFT HH! I THINK THAT WOULD BE TOTALLY AWESOME!!! SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE IF YOU HAVE FUBUCKS YOU DON'T WANT/NEED SEND THEM MY WAY!!! ALSO IF YOU WANT PHOTO EFFECTS DONE CHECK OUT MY EFFECTS I CAN DO FOLDER AND SEND ME A DONATION YOU THINK IS FAIR FOR THE EFFECT(S) YOU'D LIKE AND SEND IN A SEPARATE PRIVATE MESSAGE A LINK TO THE PHOTO(S) YOU'D LIKE ME TO USE WITH WHAT NUMBER EFFECT YOU WANT USED!!! TY TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO'VE ALREADY SENT ME FUBUCKS Y'ALL ARE THE BEST! XOXOXO!!! TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP ME GET BACK TO FU-KING)

You Might Not See Me On Fubar Anymore
I’m not sure what to do anymore….I have tried so heard but I feel like I have failed you all…I keep telling myself that everything is ok and that I will be ok. But I don’t know anymore. I’m thinking about leaving fubar because I came here almost 3 years ago to dj and to hang with kick ass friends and in the last 3 years I have meet some really cool ppl that I really do care about. I also treat them like my own family. It hurts also to know that a few of these ppl have lid to me have hurt me. It just makes me mad because you think you can trust a person and then they do shit to you. I got sick of trying to find a lounge I could call home so as most of you know I opened my own but I think I will be closeing it soon…I feel bad because no one ever goes to it anymore so why have a lounge if no one goes to it????? I’m also thinking about deleting my account and not coming back because I’m just sick of the shit..I trying my best to please you all and for a few of you I get shit in return.

~ Because I'm A Man ~
~ Because I'm a Man ~Because I'm A Man Because I'm a man, when I lock my keys in the car, I will fiddle with a coat hanger long after hypothermia has set in. Calling AAA is not an option. I will win. _______________________________________________________________ Because I'm a man, when the car isn't running very well, I will pop the hood and stare at the engine as if I know what I'm looking at. If another man shows up, one of us will say to the other, 'I used to be able to fix these things, but now with all these computers and everything, I wouldn't know where to start.' We will then drink a couple of beers and break wind, as a form of holy communion. ___________________________________________________________ Because I'm a man, when I catch a cold, I need someone to bring me soup and take care of me while I lie in bed and moan. You're a woman. You never get as sick as I do, so for you, this is no problem. _________________________________________________________________

Unpretty
Why do u make feel this way? am i that unpretty? my big heart always giving my emotions be pushed to the limits my tears a continuous waterfall because of the pain u inflict the silence kills me the lack of affection makes me want to die u make me feel so unpretty

Trouble With A Dean
So, my college has gone through a big change in faculty and staff, from the President on down. As a result of these changes, we have had to endure late night fire drills, changes in class schedules, and dorm room inspections. Well last night I experienced my first surprise room inspection by the Dean of Administration. It was not pretty. My roommate, Carl, who has only been my roommate for a couple of months, is basically a slob and is responsible for most of the mess in our room. But the Dean held me resposible since I have been in the room longer than he has, which is total bullcrap to me. So, I blew my top and started screaming at the Dean and he didn't take it well. He gave me 15 demerits for my little spat. I don't think this is fair at all and I have no appeal process since demerits given by anyone higher than the dorm monitor are final. I hate Carl for doing this to me. He's got money and he can easily afford a place of his own but he refuses to do so. These dorms are

A Fathers Love
The layers are pealing away one by one. The thing that was me will soon be extinct. I have to fight. I have to gather up the pieces and slowly try to put myself back together. You want me to take a dive. You want me to admit defeat and walk away. I will do no such thing. No matter how many times you kick me, I will still get back up. I'm taking controll of my life back. No longer will I allow you to influence my moods. No longer will I allow you to control my emotional state. No longer will I allow you to bully me into doing things your way. One day my son will know that I fought for him. He will know that I tried to get him into a safe environment. And whether I win or lose this battle, one day he will be old enough to make the choice himselelf. On that day he will know who loves him. He will see that you have done this out of vengance for your own broken heart. I dont do what I do to be vengeful towards you because of what your trying to do to me. I do it because I

Congradulations
There are now just 4 of you left. We had 2 more people drop out! So, now that we are to our final 4 things have changed up. This last week isnt going to be needed to eliminate anyone. So you now have a few more extra days to look for your items. This is the bigtime now. You each need to submit 2 items. A color and a black and white photo. Both of a single model. Can be male/female but has to be safe for work. This will be needed to be submitted to me by Wednesday evening. Good luck :)

Before You Quit Today....
YOU make ME better!! But baby you, you make me better. You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better [verse] You plus me, it equals better math Your boy a good look but she my better half I`m already bossing, already flossing But why have the cake if it ain`t got the sweet frosting? (ya ya ya ya) keeping me on my A-game (wha wha wha wha) without having the same names (they they they they they) they may flame -- (buh buh buh buh) but shorty we burn it up The sag in my swag. pep in my step Daddy do the gucci Mami intercepts Guess it's a "G" thinq.. Whenever we swing, ima need lorretta scott if im gunna be king. [chorus] I'ma movement by myself But i`ma force when we're together Mami im Good all by myself But baby you, you make me better. You make me better You make me better You make me better You make me better Y

Happy Hour
Sunday @ 8 pm fubar time Sunday @ 11 pm est. Will be when I'm hosting Happy Hour...Be there or be square lol...Hope to see you visit my page and show me some fubar love to help me get closer to leveling...Thank you...Tina

Night In The Park
Night in the Park You're walking around there in the dark, As your lover and you sneak into the park, Through the gate you walk hand in hand, Enjoying the warmth in the touch of his hand. He pushes you up against a tree, Pinning your body as his hands roam free, There is a thrill in thought of getting caught, Increasing your desires that cant be fought. He lifts your shirt, the breeze caressing your skin, The heat of his touch, the coolness of the wind, Exciting you now as he caresses your nipple, Moaning out loud as your body is covered in goose pimples. The pleasure, the pain, first his tongue then the bark, Such a wonderful feeling here in the park, Sucking in your nipple oh so deep, Your hands on his shoulders feeling the heat. You know with the ways things did begin, There is only one way it is going to end, Pushing his head lower, you start to moan, As he undoes your pants you let out a groan. The breeze can not cool the fire you've found, As y

Global Mums
OK I HATE TO BITCH AND MOAN AGAIN BUT HELL I'M GOOD AT IT SO HERE I GO AGAIN.I AM GLAD I GOT MY GLOBAL MUMS BACK,BUT I THINK I CONFIRMED WHAT I EXPECTED ALL ALONG.THE 5000 FU BUCKS IT COSTS TO POST THE MUM IS WAY TOO MUCH,SINCE U DON'T EVEN MAKE BACK WHAT U SPENT.SO FAR I GOT 2000 OF MY FU MONEY BACK AND YES I KNOW IT'S ONLY 3 HOURS INTO MY MUM I HAVE ALL DAY STILL BUT AFTER THE FIRST FEW HOURS U DON'T GET NEARLY AS MANY VOTES AS U GET IN THE BEGINNING.AND ALSO I VOTED ON A FEW PICS AND VOTED ON A FEW MUMS TOO SO I DIDN'T EVEN GET BACK THE WHOLE 2000 IN JUST MY MUM ALONE. NOW IT'S ENTIRELY POSSIBLE THAT MOST OF U BREAK EVEN,OR EVEN COME OUT AHEAD BUT SO FAR THAT HASN'T HAPPENED FOR ME.I GUESS I'M NOT FU POLPULAR ENOUGH LOL.ANYWAY IF ANYONE HAS ANY FEEDBACK ON THIS I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR IT,BUT I WON'T HOLD MY BREATH CAUSE MOST OF U DON'T EVEN READ THIS LET ALONE COMMENT LOL

Ramblin
WORDS, SILENCE, AND A BROKEN HEART. What is is about words? You need words to speak You need words to write Without words...we could not communicate. When you get picked on at school... The infamous "sticks and stones" riddle is chanted.... Sticks and sones may break my bones but names will never hurt me. And why is that? They can't be thrown at you.....they can't break your bones! Maybe you see a not so god review about yourself And you tell yourself.."they are just words..they don't mean anything" The amazing thing about words? They CAN be thrown at you They CAN hurt you.... they CAN break you! You live by words, you learn by words. Some say actions speak louder than words....and that may be true Yet words hit you with a stronger force and have a deeper impact. Without words we would be lost We cling onto words like "love" "trust" "friendship" "forever" They mean so many different things to so many different people So why can one simple word brin

The Fundamental Inequality Of Sex.
Another title for this could be: What I want. A lot of people worry about sex being equal. About not being used & discarded, ignored. Treated like an object. Get turned off if sex turns into a power struggle. Sex must be equal! Or you are a bad man, you woman-hater. Bah, what a load of crap. Sex is not equal, on a very fundamental level. No matter what we do, one of us is the giver, and one is the taker. And I'm interested in taking you. You are not a faceless hole for me to stick my dick in, regardless of what you get out of it. You are my slut, my wanton whore, I will have you over and over until I am satisfied with how weak and sated you are. That's what I want! I want you to be beautiful! I want you to be horny! I want you to dress hotly and show off! I want you to feel sexy and desired, because you are, slut, oh yes. You will bend over and show yourself to me, because that's what I demand. Open yourself, show me how wet you are, nasty girl, show me where you want my cock.

Monoxide Child - Slut
Ima Slut i cant fuck you anymore i cant fuck you anymore Ima Slut i cant fuck you anymore i cant fuck you anymore because you dont do nothin for me Ima Slut i cant fuck you anymore i cant fuck you anymore Ima Slut i cant fuck you anymore i cant fuck you anymore because you dont do nothin for me Girl girl girls they dont love me a bit but they all want a piece of this dick like licorice come get you some but my dick and no chewing gum i always hate leavin but i love to cum and now let me pop one on your belly button some ima in a drillin to rush like jumpin off a cliff when i land i got layin in the bed like this you never seen something quite like it keep an eye on your girl cause im additted to (bitch) ima wolf in sheeps clothes but i steal curl toes and freak hoes and all they say is (can i get some love?) then i hit em with a serious man Hell no ima one night stand in a 2 piece band who really dont give a fuck if your man understand Ima S

So Pissed Off, You Smf
TO MY DEAR FRIEND ON FUBAR. LOOK OUT FOR A GUY NAME FUNKYNITRO HE IS A STUPID OBSESSIVE ASSHOLE THAT STEALS PICS AND VIDEOS OF YOU AND PUTS THEM ON HIS SITE AND OTHER PLACES THAT HE HAS PROFILES. DON'T TRUST THIS ASSHOLE. HE GOT PISSED AT ME AND STOLE PICS AND CAM CODES FROM ME TO PISS ME OFF CAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO PLAY HIS BOYISH GAMES. IF YOU SEE HIM, PLEASE REPORT HIM AND BLOCK HIM FROM YOUR PAGE. HE IS FUCKING TROUBLE... NOTHING BUT.

Suspended From School After Phone Call From Father In Iraq...
Check out the story --> http://www. kxan. com/Global/story. asp?S=8165144 This story is very real and needs your attention. This is the superintendent of the high school where the kid was suspended for talking to his father while in Iraq. 254-547-1227 254-547-1227 x222 Dr Bobby Ott Deputy Superintendent For everyone of our loved ones who are over there, do this for them, for the families, let the school board know this is not ok, we will not tolerate this type of treatment. >>*KXAN News Story*

Hot Hot The Sexiest Men On Fubar In A Auction!
IT THAT TIME FOR THE FREAK IN THE BOTH OF US TO SHOW ON FUBAR! AUCTION SATURDAY NIGHT AT 7 P.M WOMEN AND MEN. ME THE QUEEN THICKNDAAZZ4YA IN T-SHIRT AND PANTIES! MY OTHER HALF IN SEXY BOXERS WAITING ON YOUR BIDS........................................*

Who Am I
Look at me now You may not see Who I really am You never knew me You only see the beauty It is only a mask which to fool Who am I really You don’t know me I hide behind the mask For those I don’t know I pretend I’m someone else Who am I inside I must be secret inside Forced to hide From those I don’t know So I may be free to fly

Fubar??????
what does fubar mean????? FLAGGED UNDER BU*LSH*T AND REPORTED??? OR F***ED UP BEYOND ALL RECOGNITION???? Correct me if im wrong i thought FUBAR WAS ADULT SITE ONCE AGAIN. Flagging pics???...IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT I PUT UP GET OFF MY PAGE DONT FLAG OR MARK NSFW..ME KISSING MY HUBBY WITH WHIP CREAM IN MY MOUTH GET REAL GROW UP..OR MAYBE OVER 1/2 YOU PEOPLE DONT KNOW WHAT LOVE IS OR YOUR HUBBY OR WIFE IS CHEATING ON YOU..IF THAT IS TRUE THEN MAYBE YOU DONT NEED TO BE ON THIS SITE GO TO ROMPER ROOM.COM...

Harrassed
To all my friends and family, I am being harrassed by WorldTraveler. I was trying to be his friend but he has turned into a possessive crazy man who does not want me to talk to anyone on fubar. Please disregard any letters or notes he sends to you. He is mean and nasty. Thanks.

Three Special Words
How do you tell someone you love them with out saying those three special words. I don't know, I've racked my brain and haven't figured it out yet. But I can say this, those three special words don't even come close to describing how I feel about you. You have my heart, you have my mind, and you have my soul. And the day you have my body will be soon enough when we finally meet and run into each others arms and hold each other. With so much excitement and overflowing emotions finally culminating as we just hold each other and cry tears of joy. There are certain people in this world that most people never get to meet. These people are the very essence of a soul mate in ever respect of the word. When and if you're fortunate to meet this special person, you just know. Deep inside your heart beats so hard that it feels like it's going to pop out of your chest. You feel that tingle all over your body and in a very short amount of time you feel so close to this person. I feel

New Bling? Read Here!
FOR ALL THOSE THAT HAVE NEW BLING SUGGESTIONS - THIS CAME TO ME FROM ERIC650 :D READ BELOW TO SUGGEST!!!!! === 'Eric650' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 09:47:53'.. > > hi there.. you should request this (and tell everyone else who wants one) to: > > 1) post it in the Feature Requests discussion thread inside the support lounge (below the chat window) > > 2) send your fubling request to marketman > > thanks, > > -eric > > === '~*syn™*~' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-20 04:34:50'.. > > > > > > How about a Dragon bling? :) > > > > > > >

Remnants
Remnants by Me Embers of a red rose burning through my soul Of that love which was crushed from words I’ve sowed The memory of a smile that will haunt my dreams And the image of those beautiful eyes staring back at me Reaching and screaming in this nightmare of thought Awaking in pain of this self inflicted hole in my heart Knowing the warmth of her touch will come to past Replaced by remnant embers of love that will always last

Jesus Saves
You go to the church, you kiss the cross You will be saved at any cost You have your own reality Christianity You spend your life just kissing ass A trait thats grown as time has passed You think the world will end today You praise the lord, its all you say Jesus saves, listen to you pray You think youll see the pearly gates When death takes you away For all respect you cannot lust In an invisible man you place your trust Indirect dependency Eternal attempt at amnesty He will decide who lives and dies Depopulate satanas rise You will be an accessory Irreverence and blasphemy Jesus saves, no need to pray The gates of pearl have turned to gold It seems youve lost your way Jesus saves, no words of praise No promised land to take you to There is no other way

Are You My Friend?
Then take 5 min and do this for me.... All of you on my friends list: I want you to read this, and post a response. PLEASE. 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Have you ever had a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain it. 7. Describe me in 1 word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When was the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this in your LC Blog (or other blog site) and see what I say about you?

5000 Fubucks
THIS HOTT WOMANS PROFILE WAS DELEATED BY HER JEALOUS BOYFRIEND IF YOU RATE ALL HER PICS I WILL GIVE YOU 5000 FUBUCKS AFTER YOU RATE THEM GIVE HER A PROFILE COMMENT SAYING THAT MASTER SENT YOU.. Bestyou'llnverhav~slave~fanofARMYMAN@ fubar THEN COMMENT ME SAYING YOUR DONE... THIS PIMP BROUGHT TO YOU AND MADE BY MASTER

Spotlight Fund....round 2! Xoxo
Help PebblesinAZ... It won't be long til she won't have the opportunity to get the Spotlight again! So, let's make it happen for her! You can donate if you are the type that really just doesn't care how many fubucks you have or... Bid in her Spotlight Fund Pic Folder for Fu items that might prove useful or fun for ya or... Click this picture link to take you there: Put her to work making your custom bulletins...it is after all what she does best! Any amount of fubucks help and everyone that DONATES just to DONATE will be pimped in a Thank You bulletin! ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY& 1 OF PONYBOY1966"s BRATS@ fubar/fubar.com/user.php?u=1216573&friend=1216573" target=_bla

My First Short Story.
This is just a short story I've written, it was almost not completed due to an accident the other day. And because of that, I am GRATEFUL to be alive. Instead of picking just glass out of my arms, could have been decapitated on my mothers birthday. How is that for luck? Both Mikey, and I are very lucky to be alive. I call it, Break my heart; Break my heart. I have a story to tell. I do not know how it ends, only how it begins. It is my story, and it is not. I tell it for each of the rare tears I've cried over him, for each meaningless thought, for each touch of pain I crave. I tell it for each night I've cried inside until I fell asleep, and each morning I woke up having cried on the outside while I slept. I said I do not know the ending. Though the story is not mine, it continues as long as I live, and the last period on my eulogy will be it's final punctuation. I've said what I tell it for, but I do not know why. I know only that I need to. It is not my story

I'm Empty
I can hardly recognize myself Don't touch me The light is going blue. Morning approaches. The pain's still here. I'm empty Sounds of the world Laughter and tears. I have nothing left. I'm empty Heaven is forbidden I'm going soon Kiss me one last time before I take my flesh away I want wisdom on tap Flowing like water Strange I want that because I'm empty So now eat your words I hope you choke I feel nothing no more I'm empty Don't touch me Heaven is forbidden I'm going soon Kiss me one last time before I take my flesh away

Biggest Loser Update
well im officially 13 pounds down in 3 weeks! not the greatest loss yet by far but slow and steady wins the race!im so wishing i had done some before pics now but i was sooo ashamed of how much i let myself go.I literally got fat 5 pounds at a time! enjoying my time off but missing some terribly! Sooooo much more yardwork and remodeling to do though so its going to be at least a couple more weeks b4 im back for more than just little spurts at a time. Special thanks to CLUB FAR and Fubar cruise for continued requests on an idle almost non existent account! LOL Club Far rawks! check em out!!!!!! *smooches* ~Temptress~

Favorite Quotes
"Say what you mean and mean what you say because the people who mind don't matter and the people who matter don't mind." "Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself." "We come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." "If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude." "It's better to be hated for who you are then loved for who you're not." "Sometimes you gotta laugh through the tears,smile through the pain, so that you can live through sorrow." "Some of the best things in life will come to you when you're not looking." "Even a rose has to go through alot of dirt before it blossoms." "To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world." "What lies behind us, and what lies before us, are tiny matters compared to what lies within us." "The only thing you should regret in life are the risks you didn't take." "No regret

Want To Say I Am Sorry
i am sorry if i worried anybody yesterday. wasnt on at all.....had alot of things i needed to think about.......someone is trying to come back in my life and i dont want him in it. am so confused hope all of u had a great weekend

Boiling Point
sometimes in life we find that the right choices in life are not easily made. some of those choices effect ourselves,others,friends,family,etc. When the world is spinning in your direction don\'t you generally feel like your the hampster keeping it going because you don\'t want it to stop. when life rounds the corner and the best and worst collide. doees one just watch the explosion and say \"ooooh pretty lights\",or just simply say \"damn it now what\"!!! when the good is shaping you into the person that you wanna be and makes you the happiest person in the world :D. then you have the bad,that shrouds your life ties you down. holds you back.When do the strong throw up their hands and say \"forget it i\'m done\"..or do they just keep struggling.well in a life how much struggle is supposed to be present. how much hurt can one bear. how much crap can one tollerate. and how far is one willingly gonna allow theirself to sink into the bottomless pit of life\'s existence. life is supposed to

Giving Advice
why do friends ask for advice, and when you don't say what they want to hear, they get mad? I have a friend that told me they wanted a dog, and I told them it's a bad idea because they are going through a lot. She gets pissed and all that. 2 weeks later, she's looking for somebody to take the dog. Same friend gets in a relationship with a guy. their first date, he gives her a ring, flowers, the works. I tell her to be careful because that's too much. Again, she's pissed telling me I never support her or am happy for her. He moves in with her and they date for a year. Come to find out, he's married with a kid and has been doing this to other girls too. He lied to his wife and told her that my friend is unsafe and now they have a restraining order against her. He took everything he ever gave her but kept what she gave him. People, next time you ask for an opinion, take it for what it is and not as a stab at you.

5 Weeks And I'm Back!!
Well - it's OFFICIAL!! This probably explains why I haven't been around here often.. or more or less off and on.. I've been recommended for re-enlistment by U.S. Coast Guard legal out of Washington D.C. - So, I will have my paperwork back in about 4 weeks, then off to MEPS (Military Entrance Processing Station) once again out of San Diego, CA. to play a game I like to call "hurry up and wait".. If everything works out - it's off to Cape May, NJ. for PITSTOP (re-indoctrination into the Coast Guard & training) for 4 weeks, and then hopefully off to some sort of "A" school.. I will be eating healthy, laying off the alcohol and working out for the next 4 weeks while at my dad's house.. time to lay low and get healthy.. Wish me luck.. - Dan

Finding That Special Someone..
IS THERE SUCH THING AS LOVE AT FIRST SITE? FALLEN IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE U NEVER MEET?? TAKING SOMEONE BY THE HAND JUST TO FEEL THERE HEART RACE......... SITTING BESIDE SOMEONE KNOWING U CAN NEVER HAVE THEM ... LOVING SOMEONE ENOUGH TO LET THEM GO .. BEING A FRIEND RATHER THAN A LOVER.........

Truth
Truth I am sitting here late tonight just thinking about things that have passed and those who use to care, or at least acted like they did. I have had a really rough time lately and almost everyone knows about my daughter and what happen. I have found myself kinda trapped or so thats how it feels. Those that once cared or acted like it I guess have stopped. I think a lot of people have been done wrong and or forgotten . Seems as long as you are giving they remember you, but the minute you are unable to give they forget you. However I have not forgot my friends that have stood by me and are still here for me and my little girl. I have mad love and respect for them. I will always be there for those friends. As for the rest of the fakes FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm done trying to keep everyone happy. Thanks to those who are still here.

Nsfw Has Me Fu-tired And Fu-angry!!!!!
Well here I go to rant and rave yet again. I know it has been awhile but I am really tired of and angry about the whole NSFW system on this site. I thought this was supposed to be a site for adults and now even MySpace is a better place to hang out then here. When I first joined in 2006 this site was the place to be. There were no kids and people could have nude pictures of themselves and everything was cool, but now the NSFW marking has become ridiculous. I can have more adult content on MySpace then I can on here. Where does that make sense? You now have to watch everything you do and say on here and worry whether or not someone is going to get offended about something you say, some image you put up, or some song you have. What happened to Freedom of Speech? Do the people in charge not care that men and women from many families: including mine, have died for this right that they are trying to take away from us. If you cannot handle adult subjects and cannot handle

It Is Cancer
THE WAITING IS OVER....AT LEAST UNTIL THE NEXT STEP I mine as well just be blunt and get it over with. There really isn't any other way to ease into it. My doctor called me last evening to inform me that I do have the C word. Cancer...yes I was actually not that shocked. I knew in my mind for 3 weeks now that I had it. I just needed to hear the doctor confirm what I have been thinking all along. So, the waiting of the unknowing is over. Am over that hurdle. Next hurdle is a private consultation with her to discuss and educate me on what kind I have, stage, treatment, all options etc. This will happen either tomorrow or Friday depending on scheduling and gettting the written report back from the Pathologist. (The call from my doctor was actually pre-mature without the written report in her hand but she knew I was going outta of mind not knowing so she called me with the only finding of ...that is was cancer.) With all that being said, I am ok for now. I have a g

Still I Rise
Still I Rise by Maya Angelou You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops, Weakened by my soulful cries? Does my haughtiness offend you? Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own backyard. You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still, like air, I'll rise. Does my sexiness upset you? Does it come as a surprise That I dance like I've got diamonds At the meeting of my thighs? Out of the huts of history's shame I

Still Looking For Fu-bucks? Points? Rates? Comments?
STILL LOOKING FOR FU-BUCKS? POINTS? RATES? COMMENTS? WILLING TO TRADE FOR THE FOLLOWING UNUSED CODES FOR 500 FU-BUCKS OR 100 RATES/COMMENTS EACH: MY COKE REWARDS PEPSI STUFF MILLER HIGH LIFE EXTRAS DR PEPPER IJ4 PROMOTION MT DEW OLD SCHOOL NEW SCHOOL IF YOU HAVE ANY OF THESE CODES THAT YOU DON'T PLAN TO USE, SEND THEM TO ME & EARN SOME FU-BUCKS OR COMMENTS FOR YOUR CONTEST. THANK YOU VERY MUCH! FEEL FREE TO REPOST FOR YOUR FRIENDS, IF YOU WISH!

Jann Arden - I'd Die For You
Ive never seen this kind of love The kind that wont wash away And then leave you in the dark I would die for you I would die for you I would die for you Ive never kissed a sweeter mouth Ive never been swept away Its what dreams are made up of Dont you know I could not survive Without you in my life I would die for you I would die for you I would die for you Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah Ive never seen this kind of love The kind that wont slip away Yes Im soaring thru your heart Dont you know I could not survive Without you in my life I would die for you I would die for you I would die for you Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah I would die for you I would die for you I would die for you

Love Or Lust...it's Written All Over Your Face...right?
Okay I was doing some reading the other day and found this....I have my own opinions on this but I really want to know what you think. Do you have a love face or lust face? Posted by Ria Ever wondered why you get hit on by guys who just want some hit and run? Or women just want to have a one night stand with you? Here is the answer … You have a ‘lust’ face! Apparently, facial features tell whether you are looking for love or lust. If you are looking for a one nighter, then quit trying too hard coz it might just be written all over your face. According to a recent study by by U.K. researchers, one can tell just by looking at someone’s face whether they’re interested in casual sex or long-term commitment. And something that may not come as a surprise to you is: women have a propensity to be more drawn to the guys who look like real boyfriend material, while men are attracted to faces that scream “ONE NIGHT STAND”. The researchers created combined images of college student

Why Ppl Are 2 Faced
just a small rant, but i have to get this out in the open... in this lifes journey i realize ppl cross paths... and we learn positive lessons and negative lessons... but honestly... if a person has something to say to me or about me at least have the balls to say it to my face... dont act like a friend...avoid me for months...then pop back up again cuz i r jelous for what ever reason... dont be the pansy foot work for a "friend either" come on...grow up

No Butterfly Today
I sit and wait all alone everyday For the butterfly to again come my way But I guess it was not ever meant to be She is still not anywhere that I can see I guess she flew away to grass much greener Still I guess I was blessed to have once seen her She was such a beauty beyond all belief Yet I should not suffer any pain or grief For butterflies are meant to always fly free And not stuck behind glass in someone’s study Still I wish that I too could go soaring high Floating in the wind’s breeze like a butterfly And not having a single care in the world Just hoping to be admired by some girl Instead I am stuck behind this pane of glass As each day after day slowly comes to pass My case is now sitting here collecting dust Its joints and hinges have all begun to rust Leaving me yearning for the days long gone by When I could go soaring like a butterfly

This Is What Someone Is Writing About Me
subject: How To Kill a Romantic post date: 2008-04-22 15:34:11 views: 27 comments: 4 ratings: 0 How To Kill a Romantic This ia written about and for Chenny, once C3C3, whose lies and twisted friendship have at last been put on block. Guess you can't have it all baby. We’ve all heard of them, those men who will love you and only you, will never betray you, believe in you, help you to achieve your dreams, will honestly believe you are beautiful, are not just interested in sex, but interested just as much in your personality, will always be there for you, no matter the time or the day. Many no longer believe they exist, but just what do you do when you find one? It won’t be easy killing someone like that, but here are my ex fiancé’s personal tips and tricks, all tried and true. Firstly, never admit to having any feelings for him in writing, this will give you enormous power later, if he tries to draw this information out of you, choose something he does well and claim that

Daddylonglegs
A father watched his daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on just how sweet an innocent his little girl was. Suddenly, she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her and noticed she was looking at to spiders mating. "Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" "They're mating," her father replied. "What do you call the spider on top, Daddy?" she asked. "That's a daddy-long-legs," her father answered. So, the other is a Mommy-long-legs?" the little girl asked. "No," her father replied. "Both of them are daddy-long-legs." The little girl thought for a moment, then took her foot and stomped them flat.... "Well, we're not having THAT sort of shit in our garden." :D hope this tickled you some.

Attn Ddr Members: Lets Get Them Leveled!! Level 1 To Level 20
Calling all DDR members!! And everyone else who may see this!! These awesome ppl need some help leveling!! Lets all go spank their pages and get them to the level!! Don't forget to F/R/A !! Pm me to be added!! Requirements: Must be a member of Dirty Deed Radio Must have at least 1 verified Salute pic 50,000 points or less to level up to level 20 250,000 points or less to level up for 21 and up *Exceptions can be made depending on situation* This message brought to you by Dirty Deeds Radio resident leveler/perver: Silentlizard - Greeter @ Dirty Deeds Radio

Maybe Not Love, But You Get The Picture
This was an accident Not the kind where sirens sound Never even noticed We're suddenly crumbling Tell me how you've never felt Delicate or innocent Do you still have doubts that Us having faith makes any sense Tell me nothing ever counts Lashing out or breaking down Still somebody loses 'cause There's no way to turn around Staring at your photograph Everything now in the past Never felt so lonely I Wish you could show me love show me love 'Til you open the door show me love 'Til I'm up off the floor show me love 'Til it's inside my pores Show me love, show me love, show me love, Show me love, show me love 'Til I'm screaming for more Random acts of mindlessness Commonplace occurrences Chances and surprises Another state of consciousness Tell me nothing never counts Lashing out or breaking down Still somebody loses 'cause There's no way to turn around Tell me how you've never felt Delicate or innocent Do you still have doubts that

Plzzz Come
LocNLoad67 & CCA would be honored if you would attend the celebration of our love together by the joining of our hands in Fu-marriage. Friday, April 25th at 10:00 eastern standard time In Aces up lounge. We look forward to celebrating our union with you!! Ivory Tigress will join the to in happiness so be sure to be there down below are the links to both lounges be sure to subcribe

In A Blink Of A Eye
In a blink of a eye Over the years i have lost alot People i care about in a blink in of a eye. So I have learn to love and be kind to all . To pick your fights and always tell people you love them even if you are mad at them . Cause you never know when there blinks is up Hug the ones you care about to lets them know u do . Hug people who just need a hug you never know when you might save a life. Be kind to people even if they have not been so kind to you they says its takes less time to make a enemy then a friend. So i want you all to know before my blink is up i love you all and care for you all and hug to you all.

Women Drivers..grrrrrr
This morning on the Interstate, I looked over to my left to see a Woman in a brand new Cadillac doing 65 mph with her face up next to her rear view mirror putting on makeup! I looked away for a couple seconds, and when I looked back she was halfway over in my lane, still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much I dropped my electric shaver, Which knocked The donut out of my other hand. In all the confusion of trying to straighten out the car using my knees against the steering wheel, it knocked my cell phone away from my ear which fell into the coffee between my legs, splashed, and burned Big Jim and the Twins, ruined the damn phone, soaked my trousers, and disconnected an important call. Damn women drivers!

Made For Us By Green Eyed Girl
made by one of my BESTEST FRIENDS! ~Green Eyed Girl~Vixen of the Dark Realm*Member of the Dead Poets Society*@ fubar Thank You Sherry I Love It! FAN HER RATE HER AND ADD HER AND THEN WORSHIP HER!

Made By Xxnascarkittyxx Thank You Suzie-q Lol
Made by my dear Suzie Thank You so much love! May Love and Light surround you and all your loved ones! xxxx XxNascarKittyxX Plz Sign My Guestbook!@ fubar FAN HER RATE HER AND ADD HER AND THEN WORSHIP HER!

Attn Ddr Members: Lets Knock Off Some Points!!!
Calling all DDR members!! And everyone else who may see this!! These awesome members need your help!! They are a very long way from leveling, but could use some help getting close!!! So, just take a few mins to F/R/A them and maybe rate a couple pics or stash. *~*Chelle*~* R/L GF of Qhexill99~DDR Enforcer needs 1,715,821 points knocked off!! ·P3nisFlytrap·™·©·®·a.k.a.Kk♥Mistress Of Many♥R8 B4 U F/A Me!♥ needs 1,963,540 points knocked off!! *Puffz*OWNER OF SWEET&SPICY* ♥TIMBERWOLF FUWIFEY♥ needs 2,260,736 points knocked off!! ☠ SEXY B~ THE GONAD SLAYER ☠~{§håÐðw Lêvêlêr}FU-MARRIED TO JIT73 needs 7,290,172 points knocked off!! MONK~FU-OWNED BY CYNZDREAMS~ needs 358,099 points knocked off!! Darkkwind needs 394,156 points knocked off!! *Moon*~Irish Assasin~ The official Fu-Spinster & 3rd degree blackbelt in UGLY needs 1,038,335 points knocked off!! ~♥Ðani♥~♫DJ LUSH♫~CO-OWNER @ DiR

Game Of Life... Risk
Ok, trying to play this game called life. However, I have seemed to misplaced the rule book. I try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt & believe in what they say. I have found many great friends this way, but have also been tremendously hurt, but I find it a waste of time to be bitter about the ones that have hurt me. So, I have picked up the controller again and am attempting to play the game once more for shits and giggles. Yea, I know I am possibly opening up myself for a lot of hurt, but also opening up the possibility for more great friends. The biggest leap I am making is going close to 2,000 miles away from what I know to something that may be. I am looking at it as this; if you don’t try then you will always wonder “what if” and I am not that kind of person. You only live once and you might as well make the best of it. Some of you here on Fubar have made it entirely impossible to trust people, but I think I have found you. This is just a website,

Friends
So many times in my life I have heard the word friend Pledging loyalty and trust Until our life’s very end Words that were simple to say The meaning harder to bear A word that unites two worlds A bond that each should share But when they take a close look There is nothing there to see The words were empty of meaning No truth did they hold for them or me To the true meaning of friend Their heart has turned cold Now I shrug when this word I hear Knowing the emptiness that it does hold I nod and accept it as their words Hoping one will speak from the heart True ones I have met and carry with me Thinking of them when we are apart So as you travel through life A journey we all must each day make Think before you use the word friend How this word the other person will take Friendship is something to honor With respect and commitment each day The word has true meaning when spoken If spoken from the heart with honesty you say © Tall Mountain Dreamer

Poster Child For Electroshock Therapy...
there is an old limestone quarry about a mile away from my house, and i noticed recently that the property is for sale. it's a really cool piece of land covered with trees. the quarry itself is a large hole in the ground about 100 feet deep with a pond at the bottom of it. the thought entered my head to buy it and turn it into some kind of recreation area. i would advertise it by putting up a billboard on the interstate. it would have a picture of me with a big cheesy grin on my face, giving the thumbs up. next to my picture, there would be a caption that reads "come see my big hole".

Fubar Terms Of Service
fubar.com Terms of Use Agreement Updated July 17, 2007 fubar.com is a social networking service that allows members to create unique personal profiles online in order to find and communicate with old and new friends. The service is operated by fubar.com, ("fubar.com"). By using the fubar.com Website (the "Website") you agree to be bound by these Terms of Use (this "Agreement"), whether or not you register as a member ("Member"). If you wish to become a Member, communicate with other Members and make use of the fubar.com services (the "Service"), please read this Agreement and indicate your acceptance by following the instructions in the Registration process. This Agreement sets out the legally binding terms for your use of the Website and your Membership in the Service. fubar.com may modify this Agreement from time to time and such modification shall be effective upon posting by fubar.com on the Website. You agree to be bound to any changes to this Agreement when you use the S

Prayers Needed For U>c Cure
Hi friends, I need your prayers for my son that has been hospitalized today for Ulcerative Colitis. There is no cure for this disease so I need a lot of prayers that they will find a cure! Thanks, I love ya all!

Social Experiment
So, I'm trying this experiment with a less than attractive new default. I want to see if guys will continue to hit on me if they think I look like this. I'm guessing that I'll have to deal with a lot fewer pervs, but, who knows. And no, this was just kind of a spur of the moment thing, so it's not really well thought out or anything.

Hone Your Kissing Skills
74% of women say bad kissing is a sexual downer, and for very good reason. Women read a lot into a kiss…like how a man will be in bed. No pressure, though. Cosmo Recommends If she's kissing you slowly, she wants more of a sensual experience. Grow your kiss. Start slowly and sensuously, then gradually introduce more tongue action. If she's kissing you with a closed mouth, she's feeling romantic but probably isn't in the mood for sex. To get her fired up, return her kiss with soft pecks, then take her lips between yours to spice up the smooch. If her kiss is passionate, she's ready to play. Match her aggressive style by sucking on her lips a little more forcefully. Also, use the tip of your tongue to play with hers. SOURCE: William Cane, author of the Art Of Kissing

It Going Down On Friday The 25th $$$$$$to Win And A Happy Hour Time For My Good Friend Purplesky! 7.pm Fubar Time And 10 Est
MY FRIEND HAS A HAPPY HOUR ON FRIDAY PURPLESKY AT 7P.M FUBAR TIME & 10 P.M. EST THE DATE IS FRIDAY THE 25TH THIS WILL ALL GO DOWN...........! RATE/FAN AND ADD ME AND SKY BE THE 100 PERSON 150K FUBUCKS."SO THAT TWO CHANCES TO WIN FU-BUCKS". ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~@ fubar PRIZE NUMBER #2 IS TO RATE MY SCOBBY-DOO FOLDER DURING HAPPY HOUR WILL PAY 10K "AND ON FRIDAY EVERYONE THAT BUY A DRINK DURING MY FRIEND PURPLESKY HAPPY HOUR AND SHOW HER MAD LOVE! SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND YOU CAN HAVE AND I WILL RETURN THIS LOVE TO YOU. ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY& 1 OF PONYBOY1966"s BRATS

Flag Draped Coffin & Our Folded Flag
Thank you so much Beer Hunter! The Meaning of Flag Draped Coffin, 21 Gun Salute & Our Folded Flag All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers i

Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind?
Sometimes it is best to do just that. The hard part would be getting them out of your mind. Sometimes you just can't. Today my brother would be 22. Brian, I will always love you........... Jenni *my family calls me Jenni, no one else*

Stolenfrom Beauty Via Charley
favorites? Animal - Wolf and Goat Breakfast - Leftovers. Or Fruity Pebbles Color - Black Drink - Faygo Event - Carnivals ( i was a carny!) Flower - Orchids Gift - Knowledge House - An Old Church/cathedral Ingredient - Garlic Juice - Pear/Pom juice Keepsake - i have none, yet, really Life accomplishment - Having a demon spawn, hopefully Memory - The first time i met my mate, that cold night in Cleveland Nighttime activity - Karaoke, oddly Occupation - Carny Place - In Her Arms (or, world wide, Prague, or Ireland) Quote - "And when I vest my flashing sword And my hand takes hold in judgement I will take vengeance upon mine enemies And I will repay those who hase me O Lord, raise me to Thy right hand And count me amoung Thy saints ." "Whosoever shed last blood. By man shall his blood be shed. For immunity of god make he the man. Destroy all that which is evil. So that which is good may flourish. And I shall count thee among my favored sheep. And you shall have the p

Come On People Lets Wake Up
"Am I the only guy in this country who's fed up with what's happening? Where the hell is our outrage? We should be screaming bloody murder. We've got a gang of clueless bozos steering our ship of state right over a cliff, we've got corporate gangsters stealing us blind, and we can't even clean up after a hurricane much less build a hybrid car. But instead of getting mad, everyone sits around and nods their heads when the politicians say, "Stay the course" Stay the course? You've got to be kidding. This is America not the damned "Titanic". I'll give you a sound bite: "Throw all the bums out!" You might think I'm getting senile, that I've gone off my rocker, and maybe I have. But someone has to speak up. I hardly recognize this country anymore. The most famous business leaders are not the innovators, but the guys in handcuffs. While we're fiddling in Iraq, the Middle East is burning and nobody seems to know what to do. And th

Mother's Day Poem
Mothers are the greatest in the world they birth us and feed us they help us to grow they teach us what they feel we should know then the time comes to let us go they pray what we've learned over the years will stay in our hearts in spite of our peers they'll always be there no matter what the problem whether it be large or whether it be small a mother's love knows no boundaries at all a nother and a child from the time of birth have a bond that won't break while here on earth the love for her child won't ever grow cold even when both are wrinkled and old that's why I say to you on this Mother's Day You're the greatest in the world your son... DJ

Most Unlikely Dragonslayer
Oh dear dragonslayer or those who would-be such is the story most unlikely dragonslayer as it would be i am such a person it was not to be as it started as i was selected to be a feast for the dragon. as a would-be dragonslayer came to slay this dragon i was cut loose so that i might be spared the dragon was to appear to feast on the dragonslayer i ran as the dragon was busy so busy with the dragonslayer i did fall in a crevice between jagged boulders as the dragon was feasting tearing the dragonslayer to pieces the sword landed next to me as i hear the dying gasps to fear now the dragon looking for his feast i moved deeper in the crevice the dragon could not see me he know i was there he could smell me i felt the heat of his breath i thought it is over as he passed over now i was to see his soft belly underside. no one has ever seen this before i just reached for the sword nearby with all my might i thrust th

Bartab Filters
hey everyone, if you hadn't noticed, there's now a link on your profile settings page (next to the 'Bartab Content' option) to configure some more advanced filters for the mini-bartab box that's at the top of every page. you can turn on or off every alert by type.... ie: if you only want to see when people rate you an 11 and leave you a comment, you can see that. or if you only care when your friends post comments on other peoples' mumms, you can see just that. for the first few days it was vip only, but it's now usable by everyone. let me know if you have any problems... cheers! edit: woops, i forgot to do a rollout to the site to turn it on for everyone.. it's going out now, and will be there in about 5-10 minutes. :-) -mike

This Is How I Feel..deal With It..
I got a text today from someone I didn't want to hear from. The kind of text that makes you feel sick to your stomach, sad, angry and frustrated. All it said was "Do you miss me" but that simple fucking text brought so many emotions to the table. Emotions I have pushed back because I'm not strong enough to deal with them alone. I wanted to scream at my phone No, I don't miss you. I fucking miss my sanity. I miss feeling like I was someone worthwhile and important to someone. I missed the fact that you were an abuser. Nothing hurts more then knowing you gave someone your heart, only for them to crush it. No one knows how much I sarificed to be with that man or how I loved him unconditionally just for him to use all my inner most private deep dark secrets againist me. Or how much it hurt to hear the voicemails he left me telling me that I'm worthless, that I'll always be worthless, that I'm about shit, how I was never shit to anyone and how I meant shit to him. Hell, ther

I Am Going To Miss You!
In Love Memory of Dad! He Only Takes The Best God saw he was getting tired And a cure was not to be. So He put his arms around him And whispered, "Come with Me." With tear filled eyes We watched him suffer and fade away Although we loved him deeply We coud not make him stay. A Golden Heart stopped beating, Hard working hands put to rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes the best. My Dad was healed in Jesus's name.

Mommy's Little Angel
"Mommy's Little Angel" Two little hands Two little feet I was not ready for It was not the Time for me to Have you and you Were not able to come Into this world with me Yet one day I will see you When we are both Ready to see Each other Two little hands Two little feet That I did not get To see God took you Because he knew That I was not Ready to be a mommy One day I will be ready To be and I would love To see your Two little hands AND Two little feet Mommy is so sorry That she was not Able to have you I love you with All my heart and Soul and I hope That you will come Back to me one Day so I can hold you And never let you go You are mommy's little angel And I might not have been Ready for you but I Still miss you everyday

The Importance Of Circumcision
Do you think circumcision is not really relevant? In Philippines, circumcision is very important especially if you are a Catholic. Or maybe even non-catholic. It is one way of submitting yourself into God, not only that but as well as cleanliness and safety is concern. Clinically speaking, circumcision is very relevant in most cases. I have known this from a doctor. They have one patient, a foreigner who were so fond of hanging around the clubs and parties or maybe taking out some girls were likely most happened. The guy was already in his 50's that time when he was caught by an unusual disease, taken by having sex from different kinds of women. Although, they were clean but after having sex , the cum that come out from them will stick or remain inside the cover on the head of the penis where the shield or cover can't be open when it is not highly erected. So. there were some dues of cum remaining inside the head that causes some kind of smell and will lead to a disease. The guy

I Love These Fu's
Ok these are some of my best friends and they all kick A$$. So if they arent on your list they should be! ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar ♥Ħøŧ Møммα♥@ fubar QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 GothMother OWNED BY Thump☆Star*@ fubar Cali Rain@ fubar ☛NSFW☚(FIGHT FOR THE CURE)@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by: Wishful Thinking@ fubar

If This Isn't A Sign...
That I've had too much to drink this evening... I walked into the kitchen and saw my empty wine glass sitting on the counter and I thought, "hmm...I don't remember drinking the whole thing already...hmm...guess I'll filler up again!" :) Then... I walk to my desk and sit down at the computer to upload a picture and what do I see sitting stealthly next to my printer? My first glass of wine. Yep, now I have two. One for each hand I guess... I seriously should stop while I'm ahead. There's nothing worse than drunk blogging :)

A Love That Could Never Be Two Short!
A Love That Could Never Be Two Short! You look at me! Like how could this be? Why is this chick so into me? I have held you down! No matter how came around! Can’t lie I haven’t played and clowned around! But I have held down my crown! Your more then a crush, Because of the rush, I get every time our souls touch, You look at me! Like how could this be? Why is this chick so into me? You done thing for me, that I couldn’t believe! You set aside you pride, to prove you wasn’t a lie! You have messed up from time to time! But like a real man! Spent the time to win back his dime! I use to through fits and complain! About to these lame chick! Just because they wanted to be all on your d*ck! But you never held anyone above me! Let me down or failed me! I truly owe you for everything you taught me! You look at me! Like how could this be? Why is this chick so into me? Although you never told me! I have always known you loved me! Your action

Rate-a-thon!!!!!
SAVE YO0UR RATES FOR MY HH FOR TONIGHT AT 7PM FU-TIME(PST)!! THIS IS MY FIRST HH ON MY NEW ACCOUNT SO I'M REALLY HOPING IT'S A GOOD ONE! AND SINCE THE RATE-A-THON WAS SUCH A HIT WHEN I HAD MY HH ON MY OLD ACCOUNT I WILL BE DOING IT AGAIN!!! 12k FOR 100 11s 6k FOR 100 10s & 6k FOR 100 STASH RATES! ALSO I WILL BE GIVING BLINGS OUT TO RANDOM PEOPLE! SO AFTER EVERY 100 RATES YOU HAVE TO MESSAGE ME SO YOU WILL HAVE MORE CHANCES AT GETTING A BLING!!! WILL BE DOING 1 CREDIT BLINGS AND 3 CREDIT BLINGS AND A FEW PEOPLE WILL GET A BONUS FOR DOUBLE THE FUBUCKS FOR THE SET OF 100 THEY DID!!! AND THE PERSON WHO DOES THE MOST RATES DURING MY HH WILL GET A BLING AND GET SOME BONUS FUBUCKS!! LAST TIME A COUPLE PEOPLE STARTED EARLY I WILL NOT BE PAYING FOR EARLY RATES BUT MAY EXTEND THE RATE-A-THON LONGER DEPENDING ON HOW WELL IT GOES AND HOW MUCH FUBUCKS I HAVE! LOL! SO MAKE SURE YOU SAVE YOUR 11s/RATES FOR MY HAPPY HOUR!!!!! TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP ME GET BACK TO FU-K

Who Up For It
Ok so who is up for it For everyone who donates to me getting spotlight I will make a salute for you...you can either tell me what you want to say on the salute or I can just make it the way I want to But please donate to my spotlight fund and I will also rate ALL of your Pics!!!! Or if you can't donate because you don't have enough then just rate my pics stash whatever you can because when you do so you get points and with points you also get fubucks both people get them... Sound good?well then come on by and donate please

A Thing Of Beauty - Auction Results
A THING OF BEAUTY - AUCTION WINNERS Won by Memoire with a 3 day blast. Won by Fireforeman with 462,918 fubucks, and a 3 month VIP. Won by Double with 200,000 fubucks and a VIP. Won by Miss Crys with a bling pack. Won by Spazzzz with 600,000 fubucks. Won by Jak with 5 bling packs. Won by bm310 with 211,000 fubucks. Won by Hypnotic Starr with 2 Happy Hours, a 30-day blast, and a bling pack. Won by DJ Marine with 500,000 fubucks.

Back Safe
Back safe in the arms of fate I guess I lost my way Forgetting voices Leaving them to yesterday Back safe in my arms today Like you've never been away I made my choices I'll place my heart in your hands again Back safe and it's not too late I guess I made mistakes One hundred horses Couldn't drag my love away Back safe in my arms today I love the way the little bird just sings and flies I love the way the I see the sun up in the sky Back safe and it's not too late

Over The Head, Below The Knees
you must not have a heart have nothing in your chest to let it go for so long and let this go so far that it goes over your head you could fool anyone with your pensive smile and you could live in your lie for only a while and i could only take so much (from not so far away) and i admit this could be love (but love can always wait) but it goes over your head what does she have can you let go can you tell me what i am aching to know you could ruin any mood just by saying what's on your mind you could only tame his body never tame his mind and i can only take so much (from now so far away) and i admit this could be love (but how long did you wait) but it goes over your head what does she have can you let go can you tell me what i am aching to know if i'm reaching you you're not letting it show used up your space now there's no room to grow too deep, can't breath and you can't find the end it's right in front of you but it goes over your head

A Damn Nice Suprise
In this day n age, lots of folks think thier too important to just take the time to say hi, exspecial if thier kinda famous. So it was a nice suprize when one of my favorite lady wrestlers took the time to respond to one of my emails. N even offered to send me one of her tapeS! Her name is Molly Mcshane, a firey irish redhead. Red head plus irish? of course i got to have a crush on her.lol. but it was just nice of her, n just made my day. Shes a busy lady, but she takes the time to respond to her fans. No wonder shes one of my favoriites!

Burn Me
My heart wants to love you My head says, let go I want to be your everything But I just cant tell you so My God of evil and insanity My creator of all that's dark How could I ever speak my emotions? Where would I ever start? Hide me in your darkness Take me to the clouds above Wrap your wings around me Hold me in your arms of love Call out to me in the night Where our shadows can secretly hide Bound me with your love To your heart keep me tied God of Darkness give to me Your sweet kiss of death Put your lips on mine And forever take my breath Take me to your Hell Burn me with your flame Lay my body at your feet Forever call my name As my body turns to ash Remember my heart was true And as my ashes fly away Remember also, I love you

Feel The Bleed?????
now keep in mind i am a lil out of mine right now but still..read this and try to tell me that you can not sympathize with at least one thing..... Have you ever just thrown your head back or just wanted to and scream what the fuck are we really all doing here...sometimes things just dont feel natural(but then again what is natural anyway?Can you give a true definition of natural and not websters but a real definition?)or nothing falls into place.Maybe for a month a year everything falls into place and then in one fatal swoop your back to questioning why? Just want to scream please just LEAVE ME FUCKING BE!!!! who ever the hell it is pulling the "strings"--go find someone else to have "your fun" with torture,charm, elsewhere cause i am about to break. Ever think that maybe that is the point. We are to whoever is out there bigger and beyond us just like livestock or wild horses..animals...beasts meant to be wore down....our will stripped our pride broken? Huddled masses of a cruel jok

When It Feels Like Everyone Is Up Your Ass
At times we all hit a wall and wonder WTF is going on ......... I read these quotes to remind myself, its not me ......... ************************************************* We learn wisdom from failure much more than from success; we often discover what will do, by finding out what will not do; and probably he who never made a mistake never made a discovery ..... ************************************************* Take the good until you find something better, and in search for something better do not let the good slip away from you or die out. If you disregard it despite its worth, and pursue something better, what you had escapes you; but if you remain attached to what is good, you will always have it if nothing better follows ....... ************************************************* Love is a space in which all other emotions can be experienced ......... ************************************************* If you would learn the secret of right

Something I Needed To Do For Myself
Ok some of you have already seen it but i added a new folder in my pics. It is a folder that may shock some of you and some it may not but I think its time I quit worrying about others judging me for the real me. So Ive thrown it all out there and if it bothers you then go ahead and remove me from your lists because im tired of hiding the real me!

Ooops, Guys
Sorry guys I feel like I've let you all down, Didn't sleep at all Thursday night because of party favors. If you know what I mean. NO SLEEP NO DREAM STALKER. When to Avril Lavigne concert tonight she fucking rocks. One of the promoters live next door to me so I got to meet her she signed my shirt and panties. She played with my hair as i was rollin. Luv you Avril. Luv U Tara

Footprints In The Sand
You walked with me Footprints in the sand And helped me understand Where I'm going You walked with me When I was all alone With so much unknown Along the way And just when I I thought I'd lost my way You gave me strength to carry on That's when I heard you say I promise you I'm always there When your heart is filled with sorrow And despair And I'll carry you When you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sand When I'm weary Well I know you'll be there Cause I can feel you When you say I promise you I'm always there When your heart is filled with sadness and despair Oh, I'll carry you When you need a friend You'll find my footprints in the sand (choir) When your heart is full of sadness and despair I'll carry you When you need a friend I promise you I'm always there When you need a friend You'll find my footprints In the sand

One Dude I Never Can Replace!! Omg I Miss Him!!!
If you never seen his smile you never felt the warmth. If you ever need a friend and couldn't find him he would find you! If you so ever so mad you wanted to beat the fucker down it was this dude!! I have lost so much now this. I loved him I protected him and you took him from me haven't I lost enough!! I hope you look at this and know what you took from me! Young Higgy@ fubar Christopher Shawn Higginbotham Was Born On September 5th 1979 Died On April 26th 2008 He Is Survived By His Father Stanley Leroy Higginbotham, Mother Diana Rae Higginbotham, Brothers Michael Wayne Higginbotham & Jeremy Bosley, Sister Jaden Leeann Higginbotham, Sons Trent Michael Lee Julien, Tucker David Davis, Brady Christopher Higginbotham, Several Aunts And Uncles And Grandparents. Nieces. Chris has 3 young boys all under 5 years old their mother is who took his life! She knew he was allergic to everything and still persuaded him to take a pain pill. A Few later he stepped into Mike (his you

20 Years Ago Today
My mom died 20 years ago today, my children will never know her, and I have lived longer without her than with her. I am not so much saddened but more nostalgic. See my life would be so different if she were to have lived. And not for the better, I believe that things happen for a reason, and sometimes the reasons are not revealed for many years. At any rate, my son is constantly reminding me of her, and how he wishes he could have met her. I don't know if I should bother to tell him that today is the day she died.. This is mindless dribble..I know, but was just thinking about the day she died..and it was like yesterday, the details still fresh in my mind. The feeling of knowing I was alone, with no siblings or father at the age of 17. It was a hideous feeling and to mount on that..I was left with the debt of the cheap ass funeral ($5,000). Her grave marker, the cheapest one that they offered, wondering if now that things are different, if I should not upgrade her mar

Saturday......ahhhhhhh
Saturday.....ahhhh. It is sunny and warm. I have been out in my backyard soaking up the sun. It was cold in the middle of the week and now it is going to be in the 80's today. Crazy weather! I am trying to get some things done inside the house but the sun keeps calling my name. It says "cristi, oh cristi, don't you want to be outside?" Our pool cover is on so maybe it will warm up enough to get in it soon. I am looking forward to that. I wish we had solar heating but when we were thinking about putting it on, it was the same price as my son's braces and I think he needed them worse. Peter said he is going to try and build solar heating for our pool. Not sure when he iss going to find time for that? We have to move Asthon out Thursday night, leave for the cabin Friday. The next weekend we are going to actually finish our room that we have been planning to do for the last 3 months! Then, both boys rooms need to be done. So now we are into summer and who wants to

For Those Of You Who Give A Rats Behind....
Well ya'll here I am again to let ya know that I will not be on for at least a week cause I am packing up my things here in Texas and going back to my family where I belong. Texas was great but it just isn't for us so Kenzie and I are going to go where we are wanted....and loved! It will be an adventure but I think it is the best thing for all involved! I love you all keep in touch and see ya in a week or so! XOXO~Amanda

Tribute To My Beautiful Son...
HUNGHARIAN GYPSY VIOLIN SOLO MOST DONT KNOW I HAVE A SON, HIS 18 NOW... HE STARTED TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE VIOLEN AT THE AGE OF 10...MY GRANDFATHER PLATED THE VIOLEN AS WELL...THIS TALENT RUNS IN THE FAMILY, WE R BLESSED WITH IT.. I AM SO PROUD THAT HE STUCK WITH IT AND PLAYS SO BEAUTIFULLY!!! MY TRIBUTE TO MY HEART...MY WONDERFUL SON QUEEN OF THE DAMNED PERFECT VIOLEN SOLO

Waiting
my soul knows you are meant for me no matter how confused you are you will realize we're meant to be its ok to be unsure love i can wait i feel you are worth it and you cant mess with fate when everyone else has left you for dead i will be by your side and you will remember what i said i give you everything i posess i give to you all that i am nothing more and nothing less all i ask in return is your undying love your soul, your life, your children and anything else i think of its a tough order for an average man but you are something special and you handle me like no one can so hear me love, i'll wait for you give me a chance to show you what i can do

Where Is Everybody?
Where Is Everybody? did you happen to catch or did it happen so fast what you thought would always last has passed you by is everything speeding up or am I slowing down i'm just spinning around and I don't know why all the pieces don't fit thought I really didn't give a shit I never wanted to be like you but for all I aspire I am really a liar and I'm running out of things I can do I'd like to stay but every day everything pushes me further away if you could show help me to know how it's supposed to be where did it go? pleading and needing and bleeding and breeding and feeding exceeding where is everybody? trying and lying defying denying crying and dying where is everybody? well okay, enough, you've had your fun but come on there has to be someone that hasn't yet become so numb and succumb and god damn I am so tired of pretending of wishing I was ending when all I'm really doing is trying to hide and keep it inside and fill it with

Pangako Sayo (the Promise)
Ngayon, ko lang nabatid na hindi biro ang umibig nakapagtataka nadarama'y tunay na ligaya habang sayo'y buong pusoy ko ngayon tila ipaubaya. Chorus: Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailan man 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang buhay ko. Noon akala ko ang wagas na pag-ibig Ay sa nobela lang matatagpuan At para bang kayhirap na paniwalaan Ikaw, ikaw pala ang hinihintay kong pangarap Ngayon kapiling ka at tayo'y iisa Hindi ko hahayaan na sa atin ay may hahadlang Chorus: Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailan man 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang buhay ko Upang 'di magkalayo kailanman 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang sa buhay ko Pangako sa'yo, ipaglalaban ko Sa hirap at ginhawa ang ating pag-ibig Upang 'di magkalayo kailanman 'pagkat ang tulad mo ay minsan lang sa buhay ko..... oh, lalala 2007 IKON ASEAN winner -Vina Morales "Pan

Bad November - Track 5 - Eternal Summer
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Eternal Summer - Hanging with my mates/ Having fun in the sun/ Watching the girls walk by/ I want to go back to that time/ Where nothing matters/ I want to go back to that time/ We can have eternal summer Track - 5 - Eternal Summer After Gavin told me he wanted me to meet his friend I was worried. Am not sure if they will know who I am. Yet I know people will judg

Shaking In My Boots!
Alright, so I wasn't actually wearing boots at the time, I just threw that in for interest... Last thing I remember last night I was laying on the couch watching "The Soup" and I must of fell asleep all cuddled up with my blanky and cat, then, it was like someone came over and started shaking the back of the couch to wake me... I quickly awoke to this low rumbling sound...I was so startled I didn't dare get off the couch. I just sat there with my cat staring at me, his eyes all bugged out, as if to say, "What the fuck is that!" I leaned over to look at the clock, couch still shaking, that read 11:47 p.m. The blinds to the sliding glass door were swaying back and forth... Then it stopped. Just like that... I jumped up to grab my phone and turn the lights on because "lights on" in the house means "safe" to me. Then my phone vibrated. It was a text from my friend who lives around the corner from my house. She said; "HOLY CRAP DID U JUST FEEL THAT HUGE ASS EARTHQUAKE

Freezer Binding Spell
Tools * 1 piece of paper: large enough for you to print the full name of your enemy * A refrigerator: 1 ice-cube tray or small plastic bottle Instructions The following spell is to freeze the negativity sent by an enemy. It is an ancient spell that is very potent. If you cast it you can rest assured you will certainly stop the antics of your enemy, Without Harming Them! This spell can be cast at any time and during any phase of the moon. Step 1: Print the name of your enemy on paper. If you don't know your enemy's name, just print: ”ALL MY ENEMIES” Step 2: Place paper in ice-cube tray. Step 3: Fill ice-cube tray with water. Place in the freezer compartment of refrigerator. As you place the tray in freezer repeat this verse: “Stay there and freeze for as long as I please”. Step 4: Leave name in ice until danger is past. Do not allow ice to thaw.

Read Please!!!!!
As of today 4/27/08 I am making some changes. I am tired of the bullshit and getting treated like I don't matter. Read the rules: 1. If I am not on your Top Friends and Family Lists don't expect to be on mine. I have noticed that I am not on a few Top Lists and I have known these people for a long time which is kinda fucked up. Oh well such is life. 2. I will no longer leave profile comments on your page if I never receive them back. If I can take the time then so can you. 3. Don't expect me to rate your pics or stash when you can't even rate mine. IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE RULES THEN REMOVE ME FROM YOUR LIST. I DON'T NEED FAKE FRIENDS.

Blocking
why would someone whos blocked ya..come to your page 4 months later..and rate your pics? Things that make ya go ..hmmmm. LOL . I went to return the favor..or say thank you but see I am still blocked. Guess hes still hurt from way back then.

Grrrrrrrr
That's right fukers, Wolfie's on his way back. But this time, things are different. I'm so fucking pissed at the entire female gender it ain't funny. What the hell is the matter with women? Playing their little bullshit games? Before anyone gets their panties in a bunch, this isn't refering to anyone on fubar so chill the fuck out. On second thought, this may refer to one person on fubar but she's not gonna read it anyway. Everywhere you turn, there are women whining and bitching about their man cheating on them or playing games. Guess what, you do the same fucking thing. If you don't like a guy, why not tell him straight out instead of letting him find out through a third or fourth party? You fuckin suck. It's no wonder you don't want prostitution to be legal, then we could get pussy without all of your bullshit. FUCK ALL Y'ALL BITCHES.

Fakes
TO THOSE OF YOU WHO ACT LIKE YOU GIVE A SHIT AND REALLY CARE! WHEN ALL THERE IS BEHIND YOUR FAKENESS IS PERSONAL GAIN! WELL THE GIG IS UP I AM ALOT SMARTER THAN YOU THINK!!!! I DONT NEED PEOPLE LIKE YOU IN MY LIFE!!! I AM DONE PLAYING THE BULLSHIT ASS GAMES!!! AND DONT REALLY CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!!! I AM A FUCKING COOL ASS PERSON WITH A REALLY BIG HEART AND HAVE ALOT TO GIVE!!! BUT IF YOU PLAY ME OR MY FAMILY I WILL FUCKING CUT YOU OFF LIKE IT AINT NOTHING AND NEVER LOOK BACK!!!! TO THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS AND CARE!!! YOU ARE THE FUCKING BOMB AND I LOVE THE SHIT OUT OF YOU!!! FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARNT FUCK YOU AND HAVE ENOUGH BALLS TO COME TO ME AND BE REAL!!!!!!! OR JUST SIT BACK AND LOOK LIKE FUCKING IDIOITS CAUSE I ALREADY KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!!!!!! ^53333333333333/444444444444444

My Big Discovery
I decided today that the whole problem with me is... I am tired and I just really don't care. It has been several months of struggling with simple things. I don't open my mail. I never answer the phone away from work. I fail to answer emails to even my favorite people. Perhaps it IS time to consider that I may have a problem. But it can't be, I am always smiling and ready with a cheery greeting or a funny quip. There must be some sort of mistake. I am not wired to avoid things. To withdraw. It just doesn't happen. The evidence is against me. 2-months of mail in my in-box. GUILTY! 150 messages in my emails inboxes - GUILTY! 25 messages on my answering machine - GUILTY! Yard looking like a neglected empty lot - GUILTY. there is way more, but I think that is guilty enough for now. My earliest memory as a human is long ago in a galaxy far, far away. I was being held in a dungeon by giant penguins. However, in 1953, it was known as the polio ward at our Sisters of Saint Andrews H

A Dream
Share with me a dream And I’ll share with you a smile. For you have warmed my heart And gave my life some style. I danced with out a partner, Alone I dance no more. Because you have brought me love, And left it at my door. BY MICHAEL COBURN

Psy Paper
There comes a time in all our life’s when we need to think outside the box. This is an understatement. We all should view the world as a corporate body. Life comes at from so many different angles and we all gain abstractions or judgments. I understand your method of teaching although I don’t agree with all you believe, I do respect what you’re trying to do. As a result of your class I have learned to think more outside of my own box and get past my abstractions. You have discussed so many different topics and they all have a correlation, which is the crazy world we live in. I am not going to comment on every discussion, if that is okay. There were always a few of these topics on my mind, even before I had the privilege of attending your class. In this paper I will explain what I agree with as well as what I disagree with. You were always open to our views and this is a good thing. We always agreed to disagree in your class and this is a good thing. The decline of family morals in

Just To Know Me More..
Hi again, I am Sammie Jo, But if you like you can call me "Sam" I am from Greenville, Pa..I am am Single something I prfer at the moment...I long to find the man of my dreams..The one that can be not only my man, But my best friend My lover, Someone I can spend the rest of my life with, Staying in love like each day is the first day me met...People take for granted the simple things that life can offer,Its not always about the big picture Meaning life is not about keeping up with the next couple,Having the fineset things, Its about the simple things two people can build together, the tears you share, the smiles, the laughter, the love you share everyday,Material things dont last forever,But the love you share together with someone you love does, granted it takes work..But with love anything is possible... I did not come here to talk dirty, But to express my passion,Make some great friends, Hopefully lasting ones. I am here to give advice,be your shoulder..Friends are

Posting On This Page
I would like this to be a place where we can meet one another, if you so desire. Feel free to post announcements, requests, etc... in the comments. I , as the "moderator", reserve the right to delete ANYTHING that I feel is inappropriate, or offensive to others. PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL, OR YOU WILL GO AWAY!!! I am going to see about promoting my lounge in here, so we can have a forum. I am also going to check into promoting the local band/musician scene, in our music section. If anyone can help with this, please contact me, either here, or through my regular profile. Any suggestions will also be taken into consideration, and gratefully accepted!!! thanks for the great responce, I hope that we all enjoy this. much love. Joe aka D~Doggy

Msthang (skin)
Hey everyone Would you could you? Take just a minute and check out the skin I made? Please take a moment and stop by MsThang While your there please rate fan and her MsThang**~~~FORNICATING FOR LOVE ~~Sarge's Bad Girl~~PLZ sign Guestbook@ fubar hopigalerin

Today... Finally Here
I know when i say this some of you will laugh; but today is the day i meet my other half. Maitre doux's heart sings to my heart; & if one believes as i do in such a thing, then i have found my soul mate and from HIM never will i part; O/our hearts beat as one.... with my long lost love, for me new life has begun! **************************************************** i am eagerly awaiting 3 o'clock my LOVE.... i cannot wait to be able to reach out and feel YOU there as W/we gaze into each other's eyes...to be able to breathe YOU in....for O/our lips to enjoy each other's taste...for the warmth of YOUR breath on my neck....mmmmmmm W/we have been waiting so long for this moment in time. i adore YOU MAITRE doux...YOU are my everything.

Vanity Is A Fair Pop Star
In the light of vanity fair I am playing a purple Air guitar on my knees Why should peeps think I’m so perfect I still cant Make country a pop song I play all my daddy’s Favorites but nobody listens Its in the teen pops I shine Maybe a nude will boost My popularity will reign Oh my I’m embarrassed he he smiley smiley smiley

Hahahahahaha!!!!!
I have a loud laugh. A really high pitched loud laugh. And yes that piece of information is pertinent. I was kinda listening to the librarian at the reference desk telling some person on the phone that a book hadn't been checked back in yet. Now I don't know if said person is a moron or what, but she goes, "Well harrassing us isn't going to make the book come back faster or suddenly appear, okay? Have a good day." I laughed. Out loud. Hard. It echoed. Good thing it takes a lot to embarrass me. lol

Being A Good Wife
There are some who might argue that the ways of a "good wife" in the 1940's and 50's are examples of D/s. While the behaviors and attitudes may resemble male Dominant D/s relationships, these were the times. It was not a consensual power exchange, but social mores which dictated this behavior. Still, much can be learned from old etiquette and Home Economics books in the way of teaching basic protocol and etiquette which is the basis of the D/s lifestyle. There are reports of slave training in the late 60's and early 70's which used these types of manuals as part of the process. The following is from an actual 1950's home economics text book intended for high school girls, teaching them how to prepare for married life. How To Be a Good Wife 1. HAVE DINNER READY: Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal on time. This is a way of letting him know that you have been thinking about him and are concerned about his needs. Most men are hungry when

Night Time
last night I was feeling DEAD tired at work, and at around 1am this creepy bastard came into the business center (I work at a hotel) and sat on the inetz. I didnt care, since I'd rather let him use it than get stabbed or raped. However, I didnt notice how I fell asleep (with a freak about 20 ft from me probably lookin up goat porn). I woke up to some guy ( a different one) standing there. I was completely in a haze, and wasn't completely awake. I said that I am wiped out, and he said that he understands completely. And then he told me that my lips are really red. ?????? Is that...a statement? A come on? Or wtf? weird...also the bizarre inet guy was gone, I didnt see him leave.

Sweet Surrender
As I lay with you your arms wrapped around me tight...I feel all my sorrows and worry's melt into the night. Our bodies entiwined after making love...you look deep into my eyes...so much said without speaking a word. Our lips brush one anothers...shivers run down my spine...your strong hands run down my flesh feeling every curve of my silky skin. I close my dark lashes as I feel you take me once more..I feel my mind..my body surrender to you...and pull you in for more...my back arches tight..I pull your hair slightly and make you look at me...my lips tremble as I feel you staring at me...I whisper you have me my love...at those words..you fill me with all your need...I throw my head back as I feel your seed so deep within...hips bucking softly as I milk your love in me..we slow down...my dark hair damp to my face...your strong hand brushes the hair from my eyes...you softly whisper to my lips...such sweet surrender..from the only woman, my heart longs to be with.

Been So Long
It's been so long since I felt a man's touch upon my skin...I yearn for the cuddling and kissing..those tender kisses...biting softly on your lower lip, sucking it in my warm mouth..been so long..since my fingertips ran along a mans chest..down his belly..followed by soft sweet kisses. I close my eyes at night and visualize how it will be...if it is worth the wait. My legs wrapped around your waist..we both in a sitting position...eye to eye...flesh to flesh...treasuring each touch...each kiss. Tilting my head back as my long dark hair tumbles loosely in the air..as I feel traces of your kisses down my neck to my breasts...a soft moan escapes my lips. Rocking my body in a sweet smooth motion with yours. My nails raking down your back as our hunger for eachother grows...my hips rising and falling...my silky walls tighting around you...you moan into my neck..our bodies shimmering with sweat...my body starts to jolt...feeling myself ready to release....you moan louder...as you

The Strength Of A Man!!!
The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders. It's seen in the width of his arms that circle you. The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice. It's in the gentle words he whispers. The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has. It's how good a buddy he is with his kids,and or family. The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work. It's in how respected he is at home. The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits. It's in how tender he touches. The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest. It's in his Heart...that lies WITHIN his chest. The strength of a man isn't how many women he's loved. It's in can he be TRUE to one woman. The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift. It's in the burdens he can carry.

Thank You God!! Finally Good News On My Niece!!!!
I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!! I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE JAN. THAT SHE HAS GONE ALL DAY WITHOUT A SEIZURE!!! OMG I AM SO HAPPY I CAN HARDLY CONTAIN MYSELF!!!!!!!! THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR HER!!!!

Darkness
In the darkness i hide. Crying inside never letting the pain show. Then you come along and look deep into my soul. Knowing my pain you hold me saying you will always protect me. But can you protect somebody from themselves. i have very strong feelings for you and i cant rein my heart in without causing myself some pain but i will rein it in because you ask. I am your girl and proud to be.I am yours and yours alone. It hurts me to know that you love another but i know that for now this is how things must be so i will forever hide in the darkness of my soul crying inside and never letting it show

For All The Beautiful Woman
BEAUTIFUL WOMAN BEAUTIFUL NAPOLEON SKIN, MOTHER, LOVER AND FRIEND. ABLE TO TAKE PAIN THAT MAY MURDA THE SOUL THAT'S WITHIN. A QUEEN THAT NEVER WORRY, I TREAT YOU LIKE EVERYDAY IS THE 14TH OF FEBUARY. THE BACK BONE OF MY HOUSELY STRUCTURE THE SUPER WOMAN OF THE TWO THOUSANDS AND AN AMAZING LOVER MORE CURVES THEN A STREET SIGN,A HEAVENILY SMILE WITH A BEHIND THAT ONLY FOOD CAN DESCRIBE BUT DETERMINE NEVER TO BE BEHIND. LOOKING BACK WHERE YOU CAME FROM I'M GLAD I GOT MINE AND I WILL KEEP HER ON A PEDESTAL NEVER MORE WILL I LET THIS BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY BE CAGE OPEN YOUR WINGS, SOAR AND FOREVER MORE AS YOU FLY, I SEE A RAINBOW TRAIL BEHIND THIS NUBIAN EBONY QUEEN WHO'S RIB CAME FROM MINE, SO HER STRENGHT IS SHARED BY MINE AND I'M AS HUMBLE AS IT COME ,WITH SKIN SO SOFT AND DELICATE WITH ATTUIDUTES HARD AS IT COME. SHE IS THE WOMAN THAT HAD ME, THE WOMAN I MARRIED, THE MOTHER TO THE FATHER, THE MAMA WITH THE DADDY SO APPLAUD HER AND LUV HER CAUSE SHE IS THE AMERICAN DREAM.

~ Slippery When Wet ~
~ Slippery When Wet ~ A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. I began your work on your lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I filled you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave

Coffee Adventure. The Sequel!
as I awoke screaming about naked transvestites with their makeup and wig still on, I recalled a happier time when I still had my beloved and trusty white mug. White mug had always been there for me. Much like a smitten korean prostitute, or some vaguely racist string of an adjective, a nationality and a deragatory position in society like a tall brazilian hairdresser, or a snooty white barbara streissand fan because damn it That's comedy. It was about this time that I noticed I had rearended an elderly woman. her walker was stuck in my grill, along with several of her tiny teacup yorkies. As we all know- little dogs are there to feed big dogs. Big fish eat the little ones. I think Thom Yorke said that. How is Thom these days? and his creepy dead eye. Y'know I love you Thom. Ever since that first time I listened to paranoid android on loop for 14 hours, benzed out of my FUCKING MIND. uh... what? I dunno... is dumpster donuts open yet? Should I just hi

Things That Make U Go Hummmmmmmmmm!!!
joni -- [noun]:An erotic popsicle 'How will you be defined in the Sexual Dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com The porno of Joni's life will be called ... "Black and Blue Erotica" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com You are 66% easy You are easy. You like sex… a lot. You do have some reservations about who you do it with though. Only the hottest of the hot. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Cucumber! You are definitely kinky, and clearly the cucumber has many alternate uses. So why not bring one into the bedroom and see where it takes you. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Your Sex Sign is... You're a sexual wild child who's aiming to do it all - or die trying. Getting with you is a total adventure, so people should only hop on if they can handle the ride. No one can predict your next sex move... you'll do

Bidding War
Wet Dreams©™~Member of The Spankers Bombsquad~?Owned by Sherrylicious? I am having a 1 day Auction on Wednesday April 30th, from 10:00 am EST until 10:00 pm EST If u want to be sold let me know. It will cost 30,000 fubucks to enter. The highest bidder for each of you will have to rate all my stash and of course pay you what they bid Bidding will start at 30,000 fubucks Here are a list of offers for each person entering. If you would like to add more you are welcome to 1. Winner's name in your ID for a month 2. Added to family for a month 3. Added to top friend for a month 4. Rate all stash 5. One salute pic of my choice 6. Two drinks a day for a week 7. One Big Pimpin gift of my choice 8. One profile comment every day for a week For cash prizes, here is a list of fubuck/cash equivalence,,,,Bling Package = 200,000,,,,7 Day Blast/VIP = 500,000,,,,30 Day Blast = 1,500,000,,,Happy Hour = 2,000,000 Anyone who participates in this auction will have to keep their end of the barg

Weird Dream...
I remember being in a house that was my grandfathers, but it wasn't my grandfathers how I know it, it was strange, much bigger, several stories, cluttered.. My grandfather always keeps his house clean and tidy, and it's a bit small..He wasn't my grandfather, he looked, talked, and acted nothing like him.. yet in this dream.. I couldn't tell the difference. There were lots of people there.. my grandfather (who was not really him.), my attacker of many years in my past, and people who, in the dream, were my cousins (but also not really them..) It's weird, I recognized and identified them in my dream as being my cousins and grandfather, but in reality, they look, talk, and act nothing like the way they did in my dream.. The only one who looked and acted himself was my attacker. In the dream there was a few of us sitting downstairs on the couches, trying to figure out where everyone would sleep, and then my attacker woke up on the couch (while we were still trying to figure out posit

This Is It
she lied to me from the beginning, and it ruined me now there is someone who promises to never lie to me, and i believe her... I have to wait though but i am willing to do that.... I was waiting for someone who didn't even want to be with me... now there is someone who does so im making my mind up and making the choice... I am moving in with either her or my friend at the end of the month.... finally everything is working out for the better.... my family is basically gone but thats okay i can survive.... I have made bad choices and am dealing with the consequences emotional and physical.... it hurts but no one in my family realizes that i know what i did wrong and am doing wrong... oh well I have my friends and myself and god thats all i need to live... for everyone to know I am Robert Piazza.... take it or leave it. I am who I am not changing for no one accept me or don't.... one day someone and others will accept me for who I am inside and out....

Beggar
so this chic adds me and rates me and then we had the following conversation in shoutbox (mind you her status says "some1 give me a blast/HH") ~*~Steph~*~: hey how do those girls get blasts? ->~*~Steph~*~: they get jobs credit cards and they buy them or they find "stuipid" guys to buy for them but either way you dont get it from me ; )~*~Steph~*~: ok so ya know what it was fuckin question you asshole i didnt know how i havent used fubar that much and fuck you i have money i can buy it if it thats how but you dont go talking your fuckin shit to me like that fuck you! after that she rerated me a 1 and blocked me was i in the wrong here or did she hear what she needed to hear its one thing to put it in your status but to pin point me like im a trick and owe you something is way out of line do me a favor and show her some love thanks heres the link http://fubar.com/user/1773360

All About Me
WELL I DONT KNOW IF ANY OF YOU REALLY KNOW ME OR ABOUT ME SO HERE IT IS ALL ABOUT ME LAYED OUT FOR YOU ALL TO READ.MY LIFE IS NOT AS IT SEEMS TO YOU ALL...AT AGE 12 I WAS LEFT BY MY PARENTS TO FIN FOR MYSELF,I GOT INTO DRUGS AND DRINKIN...I FINESHED SCHOOL BUT IN THAT TIME I WAS WITH THIS GUY NAMED ROBBIE HE IS ON FUBAR SO I WILL LEAVE IT AT THAT..HE BEAT ME SO BADLY FOR 10 YEARS IN THAT TIME I STAYED ON ALL KINDS OF DRUGS TO HIDE THE PAIN..I WAS RAPED BY WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A FRIEND TO US. AT THAT TIME I WAS A VIRGIN STILL.WHEN WE HAD TO GO TO COURT HE KILLED HIMSELF AND SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR WHAT HE HAD DONE TO ME.I GOT AWAY FROM THAT SORRY ASS AND RIGHT INTO IT WQITH ANOTHER ONE.MY MOTHER HAD INTRODUCED ME TO ANOTHER MAN AND I ENDED UP GETTING PREG. AND THAT IS WHEN HE TURNED ON ME.HE BEGAN TO BEAT ME,AFTER THE BIRTH OF MY SON HE GOT WORSE TO ME AND THE BABY...HE PICKED UP A PLASTIC BAT AND HIT MY SON ACROSS THE BACK WITH IT AT AGE 18 MONTHS.THEN TURNED IT ON ME FOR NOT MAKING T

All Out (my Baggage)
OK SO I NEED A GOOD WOMAN, I'M A GREAT GUY, BUT I DO HAVE BAGGAGE. I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU A LIST AND LET YOU DECIDE. 1. I HAVE KIDS-3 BOYS 1 GIRL 2. EX MILITARY 3. NOT THE BEST JOB RIGHT NOW, BUT I LOVE THE COMPANY.

My Heart, My Life I Give To You
I HAVE BUT ONE HEART AND ONE LIFE I GIVE THEM UNTO YOU TAKE THEM THEY ARE A GIFT FROM ME, TO YOU I PRAY EVERY DAY AND EVERY NIGHT, FOR YOU MY LOVE,FOR THE GIFT OF LIFE, A NEW KIDNEY FOR STRENGTH AND PEACE, SWEET DREAMS AN A GOOD NIGHTS SLUMBER. I PRAY, THAT IN SOME SMALL WAY, I CAN GIVE YOU , PEACE AND STRENGTH I PRAY THAT, YOU SHALL SEE MY HEART AND SOUL IS THERE ALWAYS FOR YOU TAKE MY LOVE AND STRENGTH, TO NOURISH YOUR HEART, SOUL AND BODY I SHALL BE BY YOUR SIDE, GOOD DAYS AND BAD, THROUGH PAIN AND SORROW, JOY AND HAPPIENESS I SHALL WALK WITH YOU WHEN YOU ARE STRONG AND BE THERE FOR YOU TO REST YOUR HEAD UPON WHEN YOU ARE TIRED AND WEARY I PRAY EVERY NIGHT AND DAY, FOR YOU MY LOVE, AND FOR GOD TO LET ME ALWAYS BE YOUR ROCK. I HAVE BUT ONE HEART, SOUL AND LIFE TO GIVE AND I GIVE THEM UNTO YOU MY LOVE. I DEDICATE THIS TO MY BOO, MY LOVE, EVILTAZ247 XOXOXO SCOOTER

About Me
I'VE HAD A FEW PEOPLE ASK ABOUT ME SO HERE GOES. FIRST OF ALL I AM NOT HERE FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT, YOU ARE HERE TO AMUSE ME. I HAVE STATED THAT QUITE FREQUENTLY LATELY. I AM NOT A MEAN PERSON UNLESS YOU FORCE ME TO BE. I DO NOT NEED VALIDATION FROM THE INTERNET IN ORDER TO KNOW WHO I AM. YOUR PERSONAL OPINION OF ME DOESN'T MATTER TO ME ONE WAY OR THE OTHER, SO IF YOU WANNA RATE ME A 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 OR EVEN AN 11. IT MAKES ME NO DIFFERENCE. THEREFORE YOU WILL NOT SEE ANY DUMB ASS MUMS ASKING FUBAR IF I LOOK GOOD OR AM I SEXY OR WHAT THE FUCK EVER. I AM NOT HERE LOOKING FOR LOVE, THEREFORE THAT MEANS I AM NOT HERE TO MEET ANYONE OR FUCK ANYONE. IF I WANNA MEET YOU OR FUCK YOU I WILL TELL YOU SO. I AM HERE FOR FUN ONLY. THERE HAVE VERY AND I MEAN VERY FEW MEN AND WOMEN ON HERE THAT HAVE MET ON HERE THAT HAVE PEEKED MY INTEREST ENOUGH FOR ME TO EVEN THINK ABOUT MEETING THEM LET ALONE FUCKING THEM AND I HAVE TOLD THESE PEOPLE AS MUCH AND THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE. SO IF I

My Light
She burst through the door and I swear sunshine followed her. she always smells sweet, even if she has been digging in the dirt for an hour. "Mom! Im a girlscout." she smiles and she shines because of it. I try not to let my mind settle on the fact that I missed her first meeting because of work. I pick her up and settle her on my stomach. My arms wrapped beneath her bottom. "YOU! Are perfect." I say. I am in love with my daughter. Her giggles alight my own. I snuggle her into my neck. I smell her hair. It is cool from the wind. My eyes tickle with unshed tears and I hug her closer. She settles back and looks down at me. Her hair and mine mingle. Eyes so blue. Crystal clear. she has my mothers eyes. Ice eyes..but warm and sparkly. "I love you Emma ElizaMIDGETbeth." "I love you mommy." She smiles down on me still..... And then.... She farts on my arms. "EW!" I wrinkly my nose and hold her away from me. She giggles and between gasp of breath

When You Feel Lonely
With You I need you boo, (Ooh) I gotta see you boo (Hey) And the hearts all over the world tonight, Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2] [Verse 1] Hey! Little mama, Ooh, you a stunna Hot..lil figure, Yes, you a winner And im so glad to be yours, You're a class all your own And.. Ooh, little cutie When..you talk to me I swear..the whole world stops You're..my sweetheart And im so glad that you are mine You are one of a kind and.. [Bridge] You mean to me What I mean to you and.. Together baby, There is nothing we won't do Cuz if I gotchu, I don't need money, I don't need cars, Girl, you're my all. And.. [Chorus] Oh! I'm into you, And girl, No..one else would do, Cuz with every kiss and every hug, You make me fall in love, And now I..know I can't be the only one, I bet theres heart's all over the world tonight, With the love of their life who feel.. What I feel when i'm With you [x5] Girl.. With you [x5] [Verse 2] Oh Girl!

Mom
January 19th. 1990 had to be the worst day of my life. My best friend,confidant,and the best person you can ever imagine meeting and having the privilage to meet and enjoy, was taken from me and her family, and all the MANY people that loved her. She was so young to leave us, 46 years old. So full of life, having a heart that was big enough to love soooo many people, and was loved back by each person more than she loved. I think back to her last days with us, My son was only 5 months old, and not really realizing anything that was going on around her, she lie there, staring at my young sons picture, and says " That has to be the most beautiful baby she had ever seen" Of course tears streaming down my face with the realization that he would never realize what an awesome grandmother he would have had.3 years later, I'm watching my son as he ran to me while we were outside, and I saw the most beatiful smile; It was my mother. I know she wasn't with me but I believe God allowed me to see t

Vip Contest
i'm in a contest and need 20000 comments to win a vip can you please help me and let me know how many comments you left cause everyone who leaves more then 50 comments will be put in a pimp out thank you bully from me and the top 3 commenters will get thier choice of sfw or nsfw thank you salute

Why Do Southerners Celebrate This?
"The Mexicans had won a great victory that kept Napoleon III from supplying the confederate rebels for another year, allowing the United States to build the greatest army the world had ever seen. This grand army smashed the Confederates at Gettysburg just 14 months after the battle of Puebla, essentially ending the Civil War. Union forces were then rushed to the Texas/Mexican border under General Phil Sheridan, who made sure that the Mexicans got all the weapons and ammunition they needed to expel the French." Great! Another reason to hate on this holiday. Remember the Alamo! Remember Goliad! Remember the Treaty of Guadalupe Hidalgo! Mexico would be ours if the cheezy Americans would have taken it with the victory of the Mexican army.

Watch It!!!
I got up early this morning, per usual, then laid back down and I had a dream about Mac N Cheese and brenDUH!!! I know its Lessie Thursday and all, but it wasn't a bad girl dream *giggling* have a great day! P.S where are my snapvine calls?

Missing Her
So yesterday was the one year mark, of my mom passing away. Naturally I was sad and emotional, and all of us kids, 5 total, were going to the grave site yesterday afternoon, to place flowers. So, we are all there standing around laying flowers on her grave, and talking and laughing, remembering old times. Some of the stories I remembered and some I didn't, but they all held an aspect of mom that was tender to all of us. She came into our lives in a whirl wind, married dad, and took on, at the time, 4 kids, later she got pregnant with TK and the 4 became 5. She taught all of us what it meant to be a mother, and a wife, and a friend. She demanded respect for who she was, and the life she led. She was an awesome lady, and I really miss her. She used to call me on my birthday and sing happy birthday to me, on the voice mail, or on my machine, lol, and this last year I cried, cause I knew I was never going to hear that again. Anyways, she was 53 when she died, her body was ravaged with in

Wehre I Come From....im From The Country
Well most of you all when you come to my page you ask me where I am from so i decided to do a blog about where i come from...i live in a small ass town in west virginia not alot to see an do here but lots of trees and mountains...and beautiful country myself I live exactly 22 miles from town...now to most of you on here your like OMFG...well it ain't all that bad being in the country it has its upside and down sides...first foremost it's quiet...nothen but the stars...sun...moon...at night and during the day the birds...and the bees...i live a quiet life with the kids and they love it...yes west virginia to many is the most made fun of state...but if thats the case why so many of yall come here to retire and to vacation I live in a tourist town...frankly when its that time of the year I hate...because it brings in the city...which my town is sometimes a hassle because..well theres only 5 stop lights..yes i did say 5 we dont have a shopping mall but we have subaway and mcdonlads and som

Home From The Hospital
Hey Everyone, I just wanted to thank you all for your love an support yesterday with my surgery an my one night hospital stay since I am home now.. I had surgery on my heal spur that took a half hour and they ended up cuttin some of my heal bone out cuz of the spur I also have 12 staples in my heal an in the back of my heal. I am in a little bit of pain ,but nothing to major its all been tolerable so far. Anyways, I want to thank you all again. Love, Ashley

She Is Not Broken
I don’t know why But I did meet someone I knew I was not to gain sex Not even to gain friendship I met this girl from the worst place But it seem innocent enough Met a bodyguard at the door My dad wasn’t sure to leave me alone The girl in the picture was not her But it was her the same girl her picture she looked so innocent No it was the same girl Her eyes looked so weathered You can see many years in the eyes Body was fragile some of a loss Like the weight of the world Her body worn thin from heavy exercise Weightlifting the world seemed to be her curse Greetings were light and house seemed bigger Too big for just one girl and a bodyguard Many pictures on a piano showing a family Family of beautiful people like keepin with the jones Table setup for two as was expected Bookshelves lined one wall as a decor Fixing of drinks before being seated Non-alcohol for sure but fruity We had little to say to start It was uncomfortable to talk She added

Wanna Get Real Nsfw?
WELL I DO HAVE ALOT OF NSFW PICS AND AM GETTING ALOT OF PEOPLE ASKING TO SEE THEM. I AM NOT THE TYPE TO JUST GO SHOW MY "WHO HA" TO JUST ANYONE SO HERE IS THE DEAL: I WILL TAKE ANY OF THE FOLLOWING IN TRADE TO OPEN MY PICS FOR YOU 35K IN FUBUCKS 3 DAY BLAST BLING PACK (NOT ONE BLING) OR A PIMP OUT (STICKY) BULLY AND BLOG AND NOW 200 COMMENTS IN THE GIVEAWAY BELOW (PLEASE NUMBER THEM I WILL CHECK!) THANKS FOR YOUR TIME AND UNLESS ONE OR MRE OF THESE ARE MET NOOOOOO YOU CANT SEE MY NAUGHTY FOLDER!!!!

Love Is ...
Mercy is Love being gracious. Eloquence is Love talking. Prophecy is Love foretelling. Faith is Love believing. Charity is Love acting. Sacrifice is Love offering itself. Patience is Love Waiting. Endurance is Love abiding. Hope is Love expecting. Peace is Love resting. Prayer is Love communing.

If Your A Victim Like Myself....we Need To Stop The Drama And Insanity!
I am sure that a few of you out there have run into those "1" raters and haters here on Fubar. Well I had my run in with a perticular member yesterday and the out come became a personal slander campagain against me! The member will go unnamed, but those of you who where commenting on my opinion question know exactly who this person is! Let me get the rest of you up too speed on this one: I made a MUMM yesterday asking for an opinion on a picture that i altered in Photoshop. The voting criteria was; " am i just creative or a baised military bastard". ( I'll admit! I am baised! I have done 5 combat tours in the middle east!) BUT....no where in my MUMM did i reference, Islam, Mohammad, nor did i slander any religion, race, or color in any direct order. This is the picture I posted: Now because of this picture; one member of fubar posted to my MUMM....calling me various names and slurs because of it. Other members then responded to Her comments. She reported m

~~how To Make Love~~
HOW TO MAKE LOVE Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4 Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat 4 steps 3-5 Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

My Love For My Family
My Love for you grows stronger everyday, It runs deeper then even the oceans that lay upon this Earth Even the length of the clear night sky is no match for my love for you You are the completion of my Heart The other half of my darkened soul You make me complete As nothing else ever will You are my Love, my Life, my World With the two of you both with me Anything is possible and can be done with ease My little family is my little world With the both of you at my side Anything can and will be done No matter how hard it seems Nothing is impossible for us to do As One we will stand and fight Whatever may come into our path And come out with shining victory For nothing can defeat the powers of our Love Together we stand as One whole As is meant to be and will be For now and forever we will be One All my love to you my Babies, Together we can do anything in the world. separated there is no chance of life Remember my Loves, We will survive no matte

Beginning And End
center> In the Beginning & the End, It is you Souls are simple, Yet complex, I felt an attraction to you in the beginning, A feeling I've known,before I began this life, You were so friendly,you made me laugh, This familiar voice,from deep in my past, Our bond grew stronger, Time seemed to pass,yet stood still, A passion burned inside us, A beautiful light, Your eyes were sad & very lonely, From already a lifetime of searching, I have never felt your flesh to mine, Still I close my eyes & feel a tingle,knowing it's you, Time to meet,I know I'm ready, The day grows near to bring my soul home, We will be one, A single unit, Through our journey of our lifetimes, Our souls finally end their search, Katherine,you are much more than a friend, You were missing in the beginning but I have found you in the end.

Drama On Fubar
I am here to have fun and fight with no one...but dont push it...i will not get involved in anyones drama. if u dont like someone just block them its as simple as that no need for games and cruelty.. fubar is a place for me relax and laugh with my friends so i hope all of u respect that...if u dont and get pissy about it wellllll fawk u and here is to me i think now i will go make myself a drink lmao wahooooooooooo xoxo love to allllll

My Life
For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin – my real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, some challenge to be gotten through first; some unfinished business; time that still to be served as if it were a prison sentence; a debt to society that was still owed to who knows who. Then my life would begin. Finally it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This was how I chose to experience my life. Sitting and waiting but not really sure what I was waiting around to experience. Some believe that the Christian God has absolutely everything planned in advance; that He has scripted our every joy and injury to serve some divine plan of the ages. All we can do is yield to this Divine Plan. Resistance is futile, or if we try it, it is part of the script too. Such a view makes freedom of will an illusion. It also eliminates personal responsibility: that genocidal slaughter was fated by the Deity, so why blame the murderers? The real Per

♥
drill: you are so lucky you have great tits, a pretty face and a great personality....or else we would all talk shit about you in that mumm This is best comment in my SB anyone has ever said. lmaoooooooooooooo thought I'd share.

Wow...
I knew I had haters on here but for real...go and report me to the bouncers and have shit taken off my page? WTF??? I wish they would be WOMEN enough (yes I know it's gotta b a bitch ass woman) and come to my MF face and announce themselves as the Bitch they are!! Bring it Bitches...

They Stood...
They Stand before all others They Walk miles farther then any others They face the heat They Face the cold They are stronger in spirit then i can write about. Remember us Honor Us Write about Us Kneel and pray for us They stand because no others will They stand so others do not have to They stand in the face of death With Determination on their faces Honor in their hearts and Loved ones on their minds History gave us them History almost forgot what they did But the 300 stood strong and by their example by their courage Our democracy was born. Now it is our time just as they did to stand strong to face all odds to honor their sacrifice by standing as they did. Honor is earned Sacrifice is given Courage is found And Hero's are those who stand as the 300 did for freedom for honor for country and before god. These days we multiple that 300 by 100 fold to insure less are lost and more return home. As the Spartans of old Our brothers an

1,000,000 Fubuck Contest!
WIN A MILLION FUBUCK CONTEST!!! Well, read on to find out how!! Since the last one went so well, I've decided to host another! The EZ Rules: It's easy, this will be a rate and comment contest with rates counting for TEN points and comments ONE point each. Sticky bulletins and self-bombing are allowed. And based on the recent resets, if you are that dumb to use multiple accounts to try and win, they you'll only wind up doing yourself in. If you cheat or script you will be humiliated in a blog. Also, all pictures entered are SFW. The theme here is to try and help the oh-so-many people that are trying hard to get the FuBucks needed to make that spotlight happen. I've had my time in there a few times, so it's time to help give someone else a shot. Or even to buy that high priced VIP gift for someone or even give the Fubucks away to someone else or do whatever you want with. If you want me to send them to someone else when you win, then let me know after. Contest will run for 7 days

Love Hurts
"...i learned that loving sum1 means sharing urself 2 him..but the saddest part of it, is knowing that you're not invited to his world... and i learned that the best thing to do is to..LET GO.. -i know im gonna shine..cuz I LOVE ME..

This Must Be Love
Many,many years ago on a bus in Minnesota a pretty woman was on her way to Arizona, An army soldier seeing that the young woman was being harassed by three sailors, he proceeded to sit down next to her and sparked up a conversation as if they were best friends. They kept in touch for years though just letters a few hours on a bus started a relationship that would last a lifetime. The next time they met when he was on leave and they married. After seven children I was born. When my dad was 45 he died leaving my mom to raise us by her self. She never dated or remarried. Before she died at the age of 83 I asked her why she never dated or remarried. She said simply “ how could I am still in love with him and he is my husband no one else would do.” What a man to model my life by. In her eyes he was perfect. That the type love I am searching for, Undying and unlimited.

My Short Story So Far...
Once upon a time, I was walking through the desert (Forrest has been done to death), when he noticed this exotic "Pet" diamondback snake. I decided to name it "Fred", and took it home so my family can see. My family seemed a little intimidated by the 7ft snake, and wouldn't get near it. I've tried to feed it possoms that I find around the house, but it wouldn't seem to eat anything. So one day, I decided to take it to the vet and see the "Head Nurse". She asked me what's wrong with your snake? I told her that he wouldn't eat anything. So, she decided to give it an x-ray to see what he had ate previously. She noticed that there was a tall rabbit in the stomach, then she set her 'Eyes ta di 4" boxes next to the rabbit. Upon further observation, she noticed that all the boxes were Trix.