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Broken
I wallow in self pity. I feel nothing but pain. Every time I try to be grounded I fall flat on my face. My life has no meaning. I'm lost without a clue. I'm not true with myself so what can I do. I can't seem to sleep. My soul you can keep. I don't need it anyway. I'm to empty to think. I am on the brink. Who gives a damn about me. That's the question without a answer It's rhetorical in theory. Another one of life's mysteries. Why am I like this. Why do I care, without my friends & family support I am half of what I can be. I am like a torn picture. No beauty is within me. I am ugly and scarred. No reason to seek. I am another of America's youth no voice to speak. So what if I lived 26 yrs. It was all a waste. I will never be happy. I will never have a taste. I am in a chase with the life I could have. It stays one step ahead I will never catch it you see. Wish me good luck if you want. It's all wishful thinking for I am broken you see.

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Do You Think I Would Make A Good Bad Girl?
I want to be a bad girl for you. I want you to make me do naughty things, And fulfill all your wicked desires. I want to grant your every wish. I want to do things with you, The siren in my mind, Has only dared to imagine. I want to be a bad girl for you. Do you think I would make a good bad girl?

Something From Me
my life is the dark the dark is my life i become blind in the light but i can see in the dark the light brings nothing but pain and hate the dark brings me peace and love i fear the day but love the night that is why my time is spent in the darkness with out light

Cherry Bomb
To all i tried to bomb this morn i am sorry if it didnt work on ur page it said from my end it did but apparently alot did not recieve them. I will be putting on auto 11 s on monday and if i did not hit u when i was sposed to or my end said i did hit me up on pm and i will bling yall . I am sorry some did not work . Please except my apology cheers

The Only Time I'll Mention This
This is going to be the only time I even address this "other" site. People need to STOP bringing that place up in any way. All you are doing is giving them free advertisement. Even bashing a place is going to make some people interested enough that they are going to want to check it out. Just leave it be. There's a reason why people that want attention don't care even if it's bad. It's still attention. So stop with the status messages about it. Stop with the bulletins. Stop changing up your names to declare your loyalty to this site. Just show your loyalty with your actions. Do like I do and give it a big silent and carry on with your FU-life. And no this isn't me kissing admin's ass. This is me being me and being honest and telling it like it is. If you don't know what other place I'm talking about, DON'T ask me about it. I will not talk anymore about it. As the saying goes..."out of sight out of mind". With this blog I'm done on the issue.

Silence
Everyone wonders why I don't talk much Is it that I dont know what to say? It is that I see so many people that are mistreated and the only weapon I have is my silence. Silence has always been thought of as accepting things. Silence for me is a way of fighting back for all those that can not fight. I was so very glad when BlackFire came out with the song Silence is a Weapon as I have used this statement forever. If you havent heard this song please listen to it.

The Unexpected Call
i was sitting alone, pretty much beat and broken down asking myself why, how, and what has gone wrong...i was typing my little brother's world literature paper, cuz big sister is a whiz at typing without looking at the keys...the phone rang... the voice on the other side was the one i hadnt thought i would hear from in a while. however, it spoke the words i've been dying all day and night to hear, "i just called to talk"... the world is an ugly place and it makes beautiful looking people ugly inside but we are the exceptions to that theory. we wear our hearts out for the world to see, we speak our minds, we are who we are and god forbid anyone cross us we will surely pick them up and put them in their places... the heart still hurts, i can't understand why. the mind is gone, it won't be back for days. the eyes are dry, but i can feel the tears wailing up again. the level of confusion will not subside so easily. i never looked at it from any other point of view, we were fri

Is It To Late ?
Is it to late? by me This bullet has destination Blood and death ‘on the brain’. Flying at speeds of light With intention known, And a target, to be met. Before the sound of the fire was registered The metal has pierced outer layers pain erupts, as flesh hangs and the bodies wine, pours over and out. He had never watched what his weapon succeeded before. That time had come. Unbeknownst to him Emotions, that would take over. A conscience forming, If one man starts Puts his weapon down, Will another deem to follow? I hope so, War has no winners Just losers. Mrrcp 2007

Come With Me
Come With Me My Angel I beg you Please come with me I have a place set aside Where our hearts roam free The trees sing to us The wind carries our soul The grass is soft and lush I want to make you whole I will try to paint the image That you may see and know In this wide open space We have freedom to grow I lay myself bare Lay my whole being at your feet Nothing do I hide from you Beside you I take my seat I wish to be the man in your eyes I wish to be the song in your spirit I wish to be the strength in your stride I wish to be the words when your ears hear it My Angel are my words lost? Do they not reach you anymore? Are they drowned out? Or have you finally closed the door?

Her Reply
I am fragile hearted and live a life vested in my native spirituality. I am sitting here alone in my room a breeze enters in the window, music softly playing, as an ancient ceiling fan creaks in tune to the music. I, this imperfect girl, write this imperfect letter to you on imaginary imperfect paper. Yet here you are in my heart and in my mind. I know now that I love you.... I cannot imagine anything better than knowing that you care enough, are curious enough, or otherwise motivated enough to be here reading my words. You saw me and you stayed around to discover me. When everyone else saw me as a mystery you saw me as a gift -- a package to be slowly unwrapped one small layer at a time and your goal was to move closer to my heart. I take a deep breath and hope to be able to express my happiness at finding that you really do exist. When I look at you, I see a man who is strong yet fragile as me, intelligent, sense of humor, honorable, humble, kind, warm

Dislike
With my years in the computer industry I have identified the one most single annoying thing I will ever encounter. Programs that take the focus away from your current window. Let's explain focus. Focus is when you have a window selected and are working in it, for example, I have Firefox open and am using it to type in this message box. However, I have other programs running, and at times they have events happen. Normally this just means a flashing little box, but sometimes they decide that they need window focus, so they take the focus from the window you are working in, and transfer it to themselves. However, this is usually a buggy process and doesn't work, the windows stay in the background or minimized. Nice developers don't even try to do it. When this happens though, you stop typing in said window. Now, there are a few people in the world who actually type without looking at what they are typing. I typically have at least three or four other processes going on when I am typing

Worry
The wind whispers The worry I feel The dark gathering Of fear within my heart Twisting at the ties that bind souls, Mine to another. To be unable to Do more than Reach these arms out To hold you as you suffer, Cuts deeply in A broken soul. How can I heal another And save you from woe, When my own heart laid bare Has never healed from even the most minor blow? I rage at my limbs Hanging useless As I wish to take from you Pain and sorrow. But in wisdom gained from Life unyielding, I hang my head knowing That to release you from your pain I deny you your strength. Forgive me yet child, For wisdom fails in the hearts Relentless charge And protect you from that which Graces all lives I may try again. Let us hope I hope I only partially Succeed.

Breathless
The fire burns so hot, It melts my very core. Emotions lick at my mind, Racing quite out of control. His touch sends me reeling Past reality thru the realm Of insanity… The feeling is so new It leaves me unsure And breathless… Out of control Yet never truly. The intensity scares me And still thrills me. His touch ignites sparks That fly through me Till I feel aflame. I’m left afire And breathless…

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A Question That Has Bugged Me
Okay I have a best friend who is in his 40's name Richard Soape I met him on Allpoetry.com about 2 years ago, well when I talked to him the other day and the day before an he suggest that I stop talking to my other guy friends DJ Cool and Shallowcaust aka Billy Hawthorne all cause one he thinks that they do not care for me which I know they do why else would I be in there live's and two, cause my relationships with them went down hill but thats life but still have feelings for both. Now Rick said if I am gonna be he's lover I should not see DJ Cool any more but in which I am anyways as of this weekend and have been for 3 weeks by Monday. An he wants me to stop writing Billy but I can't do that with the fact Billy needs to be stabled an me writing him has done that very well. Anyways my question is should I stop writing/talking to my friends or go on with my life an do what I want which is write an hang out with them? cause I feel I am going through 2007 being controlled again an I don'

All My Fu Friends And Family!
Some of You know I had a rough couple of months! Things are just starting to get better! My POinT is I wasn't able to keep up with all the love BUt I'm trying!!!! I will do my best To reach you individually BUt this is just a great big! THANK YOU!! And know that You have REAL value To me!!!!! .... And HI _FIVES !!!!! and ONE LOVE TO my BOYS!!!! and I can't leave out my haters!!! I even Got a Weird Appreciation for y'all Too ! LMAO!!! also To those I haven't met fully YEt don't be afriad leave a comment ! I'm by NO MEANS your AvERAGE Fu type Guy! LET ME PUT IT THIS WAY EVEN IF YOU THINK THERE IS A PROBLEM FORGET IT!! COME BY AND SAY HELLO!! AND just because You Really rock my world!!!ONE MORE GREAT BIG I LOVE YOU TO ALL MY LADIES !!! And ThaNK YOU For giving yourself to me!!!You will be loved and loved and LOVED!!!!!!!!!!

Home For The Day
hi all..just a note to let you all know your not forgotten. i have been on the road the past two weeks. started in albequrque then to kansas. back down to dallas and off to phoenix. thne did the west coast loop from santa barbara to bellinham washington to eureka calif and now on my way to phoenix again for monday delivery. so trying to do a thousand things today. will try to get on later tonite for abit. but thinking of my friends and miss my time on here. so hope you are all well and enjoying life. big cali hugs..marty

My Daddys A Soldier
yesterday in the park,i watched a father and his young son.they were laughing and playing and then they came and sat next to me on the bench. the son looked at his dad and said daddy why do you have to leave. he then looked at his son and said cause theres a war to be won. the little boy wraspped his arms around his daddys neck and gave a tight squeeze,he said daddy go and win this war for me.daddy youre my hero,i love you daddy.a tear rolled from his eyes. his daddy closed his eyes to remember the embrace.he hugged his son tightly and said i will win this war for you. the little boy slowly let go of his daddys neck grabbed his face and gave him a kiss.he then took a step back and clicked his heels together and gave his dad a salute. he then looked over to me and said my daddys a soldier hes gonna win this war for me and you. tears were just falling from my eyes uncontrollably. his dad looked over to me and saw the tears falling form my eyes,and apologized for his son,as he tho

God Bless
God bless the soldier that gave his life for me. God bless the soldier who died for what he believes. God bless the soldier who faught for us to be free. God bless the soldier's family for the loss the will forever grieve. God bless our soldiers for doing a job well done, not able to come home til this war is won. I thank God everyday for the men and women who have given up so much, the warmth of thier bed,thier spouses loving touch. to hear thier child whisper good night, over in a country with no end in sight. God bless our military for all it always endures, not just for my family,but also for yours. God bless you all with all my heart and soul, for the appreciation that you will never know. God bless and please come home safe.peace be with all of you.......

10 Reasons Why Gay Marriage Is Wrong....and 10 Reasons Why Whoever Thinks This Is An Idiot.
This is NOT up for debate. If you have a comment, leave it, but don't expect me to really care either way. *I will aprove comments even if I don't agree with them, unless of course you are out of line.* 01) Being gay is not natural. * And real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning, tattoos, piercings 02) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, *in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall. 03) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. *People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. 04) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; *Hence why women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal. 05) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; *And we can't let the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just

Holy Shit Wtf
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Pif Club Changes
AS WE ALL KNOW WE HAVE EXPERIENCED SOME HICCUPS WITH OUR RATING EACH OTHER. AS A RESULT CERTAIN CHANGES HAVE HAD TO BE MADE. CLUB 50 WAS MOST AFFECTED BECAUSE OF THE # OF PIC’S WE ARE ALLOWED TO HAVE. CLUB 50 MEMBERS WILL NOW ONLY RATE 3 TIMES A WEEK, MONDAY, WEDNESDAY & FRIDAY. TRACIE & CLUB 100 MEMBERS HAVE ALL MADE CHANGES TO THEIR FOLDERS AND WILL BE ABLE TO CONTINUE RATING 5 DAYS A WEEK. ** BOTH TEAMS WILL RE-START ON MONDAY, MARCH 23rd** SINCE THE MAJORITY OF THE MEMBERS AGREED, TEAMS INCREASED IN SIZE, PLEASE BE SURE TO ADD ALL MEMBERS AS FRIENDS. =>IMPORTANT NOTE: PLEASE REMEMBER THIS IS THE HONOR SYSTEM. EACH MEMBER OF THE TEAM IS COUNTING ON EACH OF US. IF FOR SOME REASON YOU WONT BE ABLE TO RATE YOU NEED TO LET THE TEAM LEADER KNOW. TEAM (1) CLUB 50 TEAM LEADER: RICK “RICOBEAR” http://fubar.com/user/2344760 MEMBER: HAYLEY “SPIKEY” http://fubar.com/user/2325233 MEMBER: MICHELLE “MARY JANE” http://fubar.com/user/2384376 MEMBER: CHELLE “SAPHIREROSE” h

Aren't They The Best?
I just have to share this story....This morning about 4 am...I had a bad nightmare,which woke me up screaming. As much as I tried to fall back to sleep I could not do it. I paced and thought and finally decided to have a bowl of ice cream. As I went to the freezer I realized that I wanted more than anything just to hug my two kids, whom by the way were sleeping in their beds. Now I thought hard about what I could do that would make me feel better, and still make them be okay with the fact that their "crazy Momma" had woken them up, just to get a hug and a peck on the cheek. The solution I came up with was..."Dessert for Breakfast"... after all, in our home we have a breakfast meal occasionaly and say "Breakfast for Dinner" ,right? So, with this thought in my head I proceeded to my 12 yr old son's room and MUAH...a big kiss I gave him and he opened his eyes...and said "UGH"...This isn't looking good , I thought...But just stuck to my story and said ...Hey, I am having dessert fo

Sadly This Is All True
My thoughts.........take them as you will! Current mood:Sad/Crying/Thoughtful I have been reading a lot of these in the bulletin boards of the various sites that I belong to, and i thought Id throw in my 2 cents worth. I realize I can be a long winded son of a bitch. But I am getting really frustrated with the whole " Why are men/women so fucking complicated" routine. I just want to cry. Some I'm going to lay out the basic framework of men. I have dated numerous men and women over the years. And while I am not a relationship expert, I have made a tremendous number of mistakes and learned from them. I have also been the saint in a relationship or two and still been shit on. So with this in mind. I give you my thoughts................ Men are very base creatures by nature. We are generally the hunter/gatherer. We feel the need to provide and protect. We are very callous and caustic by nature when interacting with members of our own sex. Everyone of us believes himself to be th

Jade Goody
LONDON – Jade Goody, a dental assistant turned reality-TV star whose whirlwind journey from poverty to celebrity to tragedy became a national soap opera in Britain, died of cervical cancer Sunday at the age of 27. Goody gained fame at 21 in 2002 when she joined the reality television show "Big Brother," in which contestants live together for weeks and are constantly filmed. Loud and brash, she became a highly divisive star — initially mocked as an ignorant slob, then celebrated as a forthright everywoman by a hungry tabloid press. It was a pattern of praise and condemnation that followed Goody for the rest of her life. She became a national touchstone who sparked debate about race, class and celebrity. During filming of a celebrity version of "Big Brother," in the summer of 2008, Goody received a diagnosis of cervical cancer by telephone from a doctor in Britain. The camera captured the deeply personal moment, which was shown repeatedly on TV. The progress of her illness wa

Introducing..........
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Women, Art, Inteligent Conversation
I scan through your faces, your breasts, your legs, and your nests, visible through a square on my desk. I see your eyes, your nose, your thighs, your Ohs! and I wonder is this a new form of art? Can it be says he who wonders aloud that this collection of people without frame or wall to be hung, could represent the futures results of a brush, some talent and some time? Or is it just how I appreciate what I see that makes it art? I find beauty in almost everything, sometimes the beauty screams at me like a lost child, sometimes like its on fire. Scream at me I demand your attention! Look at me Im a freshly dolloped flow of paint, I am beautiful you scream, look at me, I am art...and I am in love. My first love was art, my second was sleep...love me art for I love you with open heart and mind. It is you who makes my heart beat....art.

I Talked To God Today : /
God shoutboxed me!!!! Not quite like they said it would be when I finally heard from God though... Read from the bottom up please ->God: just to put a leash on someone....hardly worth me picking up and leaving my kids for God: I'll Make It Worth It! ->God: well it is just a bit out of my way God: A Request My Love! ->God: is that a request or an order? God: Nope! I Want You Here!! ->God: guess u dont have a long leash then lol ->God: how long of a leash do you have? cuz i am in PA so it would have to be a few states long God: Califorina U? ->God: where are u from? God: Would You Like To Put One On Me!? ->God: ? ->God: is that a question or a comment God: Like To! ->God: that would have to be a no... God: Ever Put A Guy On A Leash A Leash And Collar!?

Just Thoughts
When dose one stop feeling like the world is out to get them ? When dose one feel that life will finely work for them ? Sometimes i sit here n wounder if life will ever be easy for me. If it will allow me to be truly happy . I know life is what we all make it . But when dose one have to stop running up hill n get a chance to stand at the top n look at the beauty with in it ? Sometimes i just want to stop running n lie down n give up . I am tired of running n trying . I really think at times im just meant to be a memory then a reality . I think at times if i was a memory i would not hurt so much n i would not hurt others . Just like everyone else i want to be happy . I want to be loved for me and be the best parent i can be . But anymore i feel like a failure in all i do . When will i get the chance to show someone what all i have to give ? When will life see fit for me to give my all to someone n not get my heart ripped out ? We all feel this way i know n i know there r no

A Begining~
I stepped out from the kitchen to the front room, carrying two glasses of wine. “I think you will really like this wine.” I said to Jill, sitting on the couch beside her. After 6 months of dating, I was still mesmerized by her beauty, her spirit, her heart and her soul. She could light up the room with her smile, make me stop and listen to her point of view, make me laugh and be happy that I was alive. She complimented me, she was soft when I was strong. The thing that never seemed to quit amazing me was how she seemed to make all time disappear when I was with her. The candles were burning and I just happened to have Luther Vandross playing on the stereo. I took a sip of my wine and looked into her deep brown eyes. There were times I still couldn’t believe that I had such a wonderful woman in my life, one who cared for me as much as I cared for her. Jill took a drink of her wine and sat closer to me. “I want you to know that the time we have spent together has been wonderful Dou

Tied~
As she had more than once in the past while, Alice wondered if she was crazy for asking her boyfriend to do this. For the longest time she had fantasized about being taken by a complete stranger, and on top of that being unable to do anything about it. She trusted him to pick someone who wouldn’t hurt her, but just the same it could be anyone. It could be one of his friends, one of her co-workers, someone from college, or whoever else he had in mind. And so here she was, waiting in darkness for the stranger. Once again she tried to form a mental picture of her predicament to pass the time. Soft ropes were tied around her wrists and looped around under the bed to secure again around the ankles of her sock feet. No amount of wriggling would get her out of one or the other. Her tight blue jeans showed off her shapely hips and thighs, and the equally tight black shirt was just barely see-through enough to show the outline of her bra. Her ample breasts, thrust out slightly from her arms

For You
Preconceived are emotions that predominate my mind the anticipation of your soft lips being one of a kind I want to find you underneath the mistletoe where I can feel your heavenly kiss flow As all the stars in the universe glimmer in comparison the sparkling of your eyes are unlike any horizon Its like christmas everyday I glance at your beauty each moment is cherished with all my sincerity Veritable displays lay on your shoulders to endure All of my love , all of my devotion All of my passion, all of my tenderness You'll grace the inside behind the door The more you see the more you'll understand All for one love , all for you A two way street we ride speeding along with curves and hills to climb finding where we belong Ostracizing the sadness of yesterday Openmindness has led us to a brand new vivid array Like a dipsomanic I can't wait till we osculate till we tempt the hands of time revealing our fate Detailed with favorite sights ,sounds and taste not

Stop The Room, I'd Like To Get Off
This plague isn't going away. What was a sinus infection turned into a nasty smokers hack, which is inexplicable, as I don't smoke. I was up at 1 a.m. choking on air. Seriously, I couldn't take a breath without hacking a lung up. I woke up this morning to a spinning room without having a hang over, which is definitely a first. I've been dizzy ever since. I feel like I have the flu, minus the puking and fever. It's an odd sensation. That's all, I just wanted to let you all know that if I end up looking to your left or right when we converse, don't take it personally. I'm just seeing 3 of you. Happy Monday.

Wife Needs Help For Spotlight
Heartistic Soul is having an Easter contest and I would love it if you all could help my wife out with this and get her as much love bunnies as you could. She is tryin to win first just so she can try to get spotlight and the 5 mill will help out a lot. If you got the extra fubucks and would like to help her out it would be greatly appreciated. They are only 500 fubucks each which is cheaper then most drinks you get from the gift shop. Thanks so much for all of you that read this and also help her. Here is the link to Heartistic Soul's page where you can fupal her money and let her no how many you want to give and my wife's id which is http://fubar.com/mommatasha. Again thank you all so much If you help and need anything just let me no and my wife and I will do what we can to help you out. Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Weathervaneman.com
Hello all! I just updated one of my favorite albums. It's dedicated to my Dad. He's a true blue 1% er and he is a welder by trade. He's been ridin for most of his life and now he has put his past work into making fine art. I posted some pics in my album "They call him Bad Burt".Feel free to check out the pictures or even his website. He's an awesome ol hippie and I love to give him props every chance I can. So, with that said, enjoy! Peace Ride Safe

I'm An Ass? Omg Really?
OMG...she told me. I'm gonna go cry now for being such a horrible person (bottom to top) ->❣ upper cu...: That is where you are wrong. I am one of the sweetest and most caring individuals you shall ever meet. I just don't give a damn about that particular situation...I'm all out of rats asses to give tonight. Try tomorrow ❣ upper cu...: I hope that one day you can become a kind and less ruthless person and Im sorry that you are the way you are and couldnt find it in your heart to take 5 mins out of your free time to help out a 13 year old child with allot of problems maybe one day you will find the error of your ways ->❣ upper cu...: I'm outspoken and opinionated...deal with it. I didn't care about your problem: deal with it. I am an ass at times: deal with it. You don't like it....just ignore it, that's how the adults handle things ->❣ upper cu...: Here's a hint: There are more of us than your pea brain can comprehend. ❣ upper cu...: if u did

No Sense At All
A woman reads my profile on a dating site and comments in email as follows: "Just wanted to say something about I read in your profile. I am very open-minded, but men or women that talk about sex in the first couple conversations usually leads to a relationship based on sex. Believe me I've had a lot of experiece to guys doing that and then the conversations turn to sex only. One time this one guy felt so comfortable that he sent me a pic of his private part. I couldn't get the pic to focus, so I gave it to my 11 year old. He knows more about that than I do. I grabbed that phone, just before he realized what it was. Sex is better left for a face to face conversation, and it is very important, but not every other word. Which it eventually leads to, and I promise that is not the type girl you would want around your son. Just my opinion from someone with too much experience at that kind of talk." My reply: You of course realized you started a conversation about sex, right? D

Today
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 Cancer (Jun 21 - Jul 22) You are rejuvenated by the depth of your feelings today, as if they put you in touch with an endless supply of energy. You are motivated now to do something about your emotions instead of just talking about them. But being driven to action can also create trouble, especially if you act before thinking about the consequences. Although your usual style tends to be cautious, letting loose is a good exercise for your soul, even if it makes others a little uncomfortable.

Smartz
Yesterday something hit me like a ton of bricks. I didnt even realize how stupid I was when I was growing up. Its like at the age of 15 I suddenly underwent this mental puberty, so to speak. Up until I was 15, I was a total idiot. I dont think there was a smart thought in my head, and I did all sorts of ridiculously stupid crap. It was amazing. And all of a sudden...BAM! I actually had an intelligent thought in my head that didn't involve vodka, or vandalizing something, or stealing cigarettes.

The Funeral
Not long ago, I was asked by a funeral director to hold a graveside service for a homeless man, with no family or friends. The funeral was to be held at a cemetery way back in the country, and this man would be the first to be laid to rest there. As I was not familiar with the backwoods of East Texas, I became lost; and being a typical man did not stop for directions. I finally arrived an hour late. I saw the backhoe and the crew, who was eating lunch, but the hearse was nowhere in sight. I apologized to the workers for my tardiness, and stepped to the side of the open grave, where I saw the vault lid already in place. I assured the workers I would not hold them up for long, but this was the proper thing to do. The workers gathered around, still eating their lunch. I poured out my heart and soul. As I preached the workers began to say "Amen", "Praise the Lord", and "Glory"! I preached and preached, like I'd never preached before: from Genesis all the way to Revelations. I c

Felt
After we kissed all I can think about was You in your eyes was the answer to loves clue Even though we argued more than a few it didn't matter cause our love still grew If I wasn't with you physically You knew I was there mentally Misunderstood I could never be in your heart spread like the air our souls have held together from the start Sweet things in the morning time laugther through out the day like a silly nursery ryhme nickles and dimes so go on the days of our lives After you held my hand it was easy for me to understand Far and wide I've traveled this land Apples and oranges wouldn't be right to compare cause you stir parts of me where they now glare radiant glow all flow towards your beauties stare I thought losing my breathe was kinda funny and how else could I express my desires being set free Convincing you to stay was easy like a nice breezy sunday afternoon our lives would know nothing bettter under the stars and moon After many days have passe

The First Of A Long List Of Battles
I run a small business. I make prop weapons for movies and whoever else would want them. Originally. I sold these props at Ebay.com and everything went well. You figure a small business is good. You work your own hours, you work from home, and you get back what you put into it. So if you put a lot of work in it, you start getting more and more back. Over the course of the past few weeks, I've been working around the clock. With the economy the way it is and decent jobs getting harder and harder to scare up, I finally started doing fairly well for myself. $1200 in less than 2 weeks: That's my rent. So, I go to access my paypal this morning. I come to find that 4 transactions from ebay sales have been reversed by paypal. The money was returned to my buyers. I, for the life of me, have no fucking clue why. The items were shipped, with valid UPS tracking numbers, over the course of the past 5 days. Yet paypal refunds these buyers. The total was over $500. The remaini

Randomness
Just when I think I can't be surprised by people It goes and happens again!Since when did being a nice person become a bad thing?I Rated a random profile just because I like to help people out and the next thing I know this guy is in my shout box asking me to cam.When i said sorry no thanks,he proceeded to let loose with the most vulgar names I have ever heard.I asked him why he was being so hostile and rude and he told me I was ugly F....up C... and I should be grateful a man actually wanted to look at me on cam. I was in a fairly good mood today the sun finally came out and I was smiling thinking of the possibility warmth and sunshiny day's. I don't know why I let that one creep ruin my day but I guess it's just human nature to get offended and hurt when someone talks that way to you. Do me a favour if you read this blabbering through please don't leave a nasty comment Even if this is fantasy land there are real people on the other side of the key board

I Call This How Beauty?
How Beauty? Will I be able to look into those eyes? and not find myself falling deep within. Will i be able to see your smile and not avert my own eyes? so that you don't notice my blush at those perfect lips. Will i be able to hug you without spending forever breathing you in? till i am enveloped by the fragrance that is you. How could i listen to your voice that dances from your mouth? and not close my eyes and drink of that harmony. How would i not reach out and take your frame within my arms and not have to force myself to let you go. How could I tell you of this alien feeling i have. and not shed a tear from my wounded soul. How could I spend a minute near your radiance? And not find myself chained and aching for time to not pass. How would i be able to turn and leave and wave goodbye to my friend. whos beauty make jealous the most perfect rose.

Sigh...
Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat I hope it's gonna make you notice I hope it's gonna make you notice Someone like me Someone like me Someone like me

Me
hey everone i wanted to give you all a heads up on whats going on with me and why i havent really been on here alot lately . my lump in my throat is something that has to be checked further into and i am on antibiotics and im am not feeling well really tired and i need sleep so please hit my page all you can and when i get strength ill do the same for you.....you are all my family and i think the world of you as you were actually here please i dont want sympathy i want prayers and your thoughts update: have more test to be done tomorrow they think my thyroid is cancerious so i may have to have it taken out but we will see keep positive thoughts and i will too no news till at least thursday so lets keep out fingers crossed Test results came back and all is good have to have another test in 6 months to make sure nothing is growing into something ... thanks for all the people who sent me words of prayers

Life
This blog is brought on by a conversation I recently had with an acquaintance of mine. She was feeling down over some issues in her relationship. The guy that she had been dating for about six months decided that he didn't want to be her boyfriend anymore, but still wanted all the perks that came with a relationship, minus the commitment part. He basically wanted to have the freedom to date whoever he wanted, but still have her around when he wanted to be with her. I saw her start to question her self worth and saw her confidence start to disappear. This isn't the first time I've seen something like this happen, and I doubt it will be the last. As women, we need to stop allowing men to determine our worth. Who we are has nothing to do with what a man thinks of us! I've seen it a million times, girl likes boy, boy doesn't like girl back, and then girl thinks there's something wrong with her. This train of thought seriously needs to stop. We can't control how other people are going to

Aunt
TO ANYONE WHO CARES TO KNOW WHY I'VE NOT BEEN ON AS MUCH THIS WEEK...PLEASE READ MY AUNT WAS RUSHED TO THE HOSPITAL MONDAY WHEN A BRAIN ANEURYSM BURST...THE DOCTOR'S HAVE GOT THE BLEEDING STOPPED AND PUT HER UNDER FOR 3 DAYS...TODAY THEY ARE GONNA TRY TO WAKE HER UP TO SEE WHAT DAMAGE IS DONE AND TO SEE IF SHE IS GOING TO LIVE...SHE HAS A LIVING WILL STATING THAT SHE NOT BE ON LIFE SUPPORT SO IF SHE DOESN'T WAKE UP OR IF SHE IS BRAIN DEAD THEY WILL TAKE HER OFF OF LIFE SUPPORT...I WILL KEEP EVERYONE INFORMED...PLEASE PRAY UPDATE: MY AUNT PASSED AWAY AROUND 8 TONIGHT...PROBABLY WON'T BE ON FOR A FEW DAYS

I Thought We Were All Adults On Here
OK LET ME JUST START BY SAYING THIS IS THE INTERNET PEOPLE! IF YOU WOULD READ MY PROFILE YOU WOULD KNOW I DONT WANT ANY DRAMA OR GAMES AND IF THATS WHAT YOUR ABOUT MOVE ON. IM VERY HONEST AND OPEN AND IF YOU CANT TAKE THAT THEN MOVE ON TO SOMEONE ELSE. BUT IM ALSO A VERY CARING AND TRUSTING PERSON TOO MUCH, BUT WHEN YOUR MY FRIEND YOU IM A VERY LOYAL PERSON

For You Deaar Friend " My Reflection "
YOU LIGHT UP OUR LIVES EACH DAY YOUR HERE , ALWAYS HAVE A " LIGHT ABOUT YOU " YOU SPEAK WITH WISDOM FROM THE HEART , YOU ARE AMAZING SWEETIE , YOU WILL BE IN OUR HEARTS , AND THOUGHTS AS YOU TAKE THE JOURNEY TO YOUR COUNTRY . ALWAYS REMEMBER WE LOVE YOU . AND WHAT I GAVE YOU TODAY . " MAY GOD'S ANGEL'S WRAP THEIR WING'S AROUND YOU'S AND PROTECT YOU'S ALWAYS" . WROTE BY CHERIE'MARIE AKA WITCHESBREW 3/14/97 . THIS HERE IS FOR YOU FROM ME AND ALL THAT KNOWS YOU HERE ON FUBAR .OUR LOVE AND THOUGHT'S GO WITH YOU .SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! BESAFE BECAREFUL HUGS CHERIE' MARIE

Dreams
When I was a child, I dreamt of what I could do. I’d stand outside On a clear spring afternoon, Waiting to catch a butterfly on my tongue. I always wanted to catch a rainbow. I’d sit on the floor, Talking to inanimate objects, Hoping they were actually listening. I always wanted to advise a balloon. I’d sit in front of the fireplace, Consuming the warmth. And be comforted by the crackling sounds. I always wanted to breathe fire. Dreams are tricks, That play on a child’s mind. For one feels he or she can do no wrong. One day I tested that theory out. I wanted to know I could eat that bullet. When I was a child, I dreamt of what I could do. But now I will never have those dreams come true.

Must Read!!!
What most of you don't know about me is that I am a photographer. I've done commissioned work as well as non-commissioned work. I have also had my photographs stolen and had the person that stole them claim the photos as their own. Being a photographer one of the things you learn about is copyright laws. There are people here on fubar that are stealing people's photos and claiming its them in the photograph. What you don't think about is that its ILLEGAL. Should the owner of the copyright discover that you've stolen the photos you COULD be sued for copyright infringement. This is from copyright.gov "Uploading or downloading works protected by copyright without the authority of the copyright owner is an infringement of the copyright owner's exclusive rights of reproduction and/or distribution. Anyone found to have infringed a copyrighted work may be liable for statutory damages up to $30,000 for each work infringed and, if willful infringement is proven by the copyright owner, that

Super Sonic Hearing!!!
(THE ABOVE VIDEO IS A SPOOF ON THE REAL COMMERCIAL; which comes on right about the time the ExtenZe commercial does... hmmm, a link between small dicks and the need to eavesdrop) Ever see the commercial where the bikini clad woman is wandering down the beach with a SUPER SONIC HEARING ENHANCER stuck in her ear, and she hears two other women talking, one saying to the other WOW SHE HAS A GREAT BODY, I WISH I LOOKED LIKE HER!!!!! Or the neighbor named Phil sitting on his porch and he hears the neighbors from four houses down saying with great admiration - I LOVE WHAT PHIL HAS DONE TO HIS FLOWER GARDEN!!!! As if that would really happen, were you to decide to invest in a device that is clearly made to invade the privacy of others. More likely you would be overhearing - OH MY GOD, DID YOU SEE THAT WOMAN THAT JUST PASSED!!! I SWEAR I SAW JUNGLE VINES, SHE DEFINATELY NEEDS A BRAZILIAN - WAX!!! And then what are you going to do - turn around, throw your SUPER SONIC HEARING ENHANCER

Tell Me What You Want-- Nivea
When I first met you, I really didn't think that much, whatever it be between us two, I wasn't trying to fall in love. But, somehow you knew that, I had been hurt before, because you did all the right things, and made me believe that you were the perfect one. But then you switched it up, and started acting crazy, you said you was, not ready for a commited love. cause it was too soon. I wish that you had, told me this before I fell, Cause I can't handle it that well, I'm already loving you. So tell me what you want, is my love not enough? The more I give, the more it seems that I'm not good enough. So tell me what you need, to make you love me. Because I'm giving everything, and you won't give nothing. So tell me what you want.. You say you love me, and you aint seeing no one else. If this is what you're love is like, I'd hate to see if you didn't care. why, you brought me here, coulda left me there, you made me open up my heart, you're not playing fair. Just like the others,

A Little About Me!!!!
A little information you may not know ... and you may never wanted to know. I am a smoker, for years, as of Saturday (3/28/09) I am going to stop smoking (lol, not quit ... cause momma didn't raise a quitter .. lmao) this will make 3 times in two years ... hopefully this will be the one to last and not go back to. It's going to be hard, and I am going to cranky and a true meaning of the word BITCH ... but it will be worth it in the long run. I am also going back to basics in a few ways. I am going back to being a vegetarian, PLS understand this is a personal choice, it has absolutely NOTHING to do with PETA or saving animals or anything of that nature ... I find myself more pleasing and more relaxed when I am not stuffing my face with the by-products .. no excess growth hormones, or anti biotics (which is one reason ppl can't seem to get well, most are antibiotic resistant) I am going to a healthier and more natural Sky. For two weeks, I will not be indulging in any type of sugar

Those Who Risk Each Day.
It was brought to my attention this afternoon that today they put to rest four cops that were killed in the line of duty in Oakland. These families have lost a son, grandson, brother, husband, uncle,and a friend. Here in our own land we are fighting this war among ourselves. These are men that lived on the edge everyday at work and at play. Relationships change in a blink of any eye. Be it a friend, foe, or lover. We are in a war among ourselves and those we have around us. One never knows but, we can't have fear for it is not an option - of this war. It is a sad day today - for when the day it was destroyed for these families. We all woke up that morning. To the unknown of the day that laid before us. Which in turned became today. Just a thought of reflection to whom we have lost... while living on the edge of life.

Surgery Update
Hey all.. I had surgery Friday @ 11 am.....There were 4 hernias that the surgeon found in my abdominal cavity .....he repaired them using plastic mesh and approximately 100 staples. I am up moving BARELY! Sleeping a lot with the pain meds. I just wanted to let everyone know! *HUGS * Melinda

Babe Styxx
Babe I'm leavin' I must be on my way The time is drawing near My train is going I see it in your eyes The love, the need, your tears But I'll be lonely without you And I'll need your love to see me through So please believe me My heart is in your hands And I'll be missing you 'Cause you know it's you babe Whenever I get weary And I've had enough Feel like giving up You know it's you babe Givin' me the courage And the strength I need Please believe that it's true Babe, I love you You know it's you babe Whenever I get weary And I've had enough Feel like giving up You know it's you babe Givin' me the courage And the strength I need Please believe that it's true Babe, I love you Babe, I'm leavin' I'll say it once again And somehow try to smile I know the feeling we're tryin' to forget If only for a while 'Cause I'll be lonely without you And I'll need your love to see me through Please believe me My heart is in

Cherokee Traveler's Greeting
I will draw thorns from your feet. We will walk the White Path of Life together. Like a brother of my own blood, I will love you. I will wipe tears from your eyes. When you are sad, I will put your aching heart to rest.

Tommy Page » Time
I remember the day you say goodbye Something was calling you I could read it in your eyes You told me that someday we'd meet again But deep inside i always knew This was the end I remember those words you claimed as I stood in the pouring rain when i showed my heart would never be the same you told me time will always heal the pain bring the sun and dry the rain we need time to solve and think our problems through you told me time is always on my side to turn the season, change the tide things work out with time if you want them to why can time makes me stop loving you it wasn't very easy when you left every mention of your name would get me so upset I trapped my emotions deep inside I acted like I didn't care with hopes this would subside I remember those words you claimed as I stood in the pouring rain when i showed my heart would never be the same you told me time will always heal the pain bring the sun and dry the rain we need time to solve and

It Is What It Says It Is Lol!
Masturbation Blessing From Chrissy Fu Freakies this day I give to you my Masturbation Blessing. If I have "stirred" something in you that causes you to touch "it", trust in your heart that I'm both flattered and honored (). Is no need to tell me I can feel the vibrations from all over the world (maybe thats why I cant ever sleep...ya'll are noisy!lmao)! So go forth and touch it guys and gals! With my heartfelt blessing! May God Bless ya and keep you from going blind Always, Chrissy

Mommy Whats Wrong.....
so your lil boy is getting dressed for school. and sees you, your eye all most swollen completly shut. what little bit is open, is red and burning. what can you tell him? oh dont worry hunny, i just took a blast to the eye, forhead, up the nose, both cheeks, and down the throat.... no thats not going to work is it.... so what do you say when he askes? "mommy whats wrong with your eye?" comments? thoughts?

Pimp Out Blog #16 ♥ Sweet~n~sexy ~susie ♥ R/l Wife Of Scottwolfdavis And Owner Of Triple S Lounge
♥ Sweet~n~Sexy ~Susie ♥ r/l wife of scottwolfdavis and owner of triple s lounge@ fubar ♥ Sweet~n~Sexy ~Susie ♥ r/l wife of scottwolfdavis and owner of triple s lounge is a cool friend of mine so please so her some fu loving people and she'll return the loving to you so rate her 10's or 11's if you're a vip on her page and and her blogs and pics and thumbs up on her stash and anything else she's got including comment her as well from Bruce ps tell her that brucethecoolsexycat sent you to help her level up if you don't already have her on your friends list.

In Need Of A Super Angel Pimp?
Wanta Make A Super Deal? Here is the deal I am offering: My Offer: 1 Angel pimp and 1 Wonder Woman Salute Your Offer: Six Credit Bling Pack If your interested leave a comment in this blog. Thank you (h) WW

How Bad
How bad are you wanted?: Post this and see how many messages u get...don't be scared! (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) I'd take you to my crib (10) I want 2 make u my GF/BF (11) I love you baby

Beauty Of The Distant Woman
I cruise this site every day, I look at the ladies and make mental notes to be used later when remembering my day of how the Sirens song lures me into this deep well of beauty. I wasted time once, sitting on the edge of a dock with my feet in the water. Little fish would come nibble at the hairs on my toes. Not many, just a few, but I always knew, or at least I had an idea that there were always bigger fish swimming around not wondering about toe hair and such. But the little ones came and paid attention to me. So this lure of the Sirens song calls to me, come pay attention to me , come see me, come rate me, fan me, JUST SEE ME. Those are the big fish, the ones that demand attention to them but stay far away from me. They dont come to me, they are the big fish I know I will hook someday, and then release them to the pond again. But I like my small fish, because they came to me, and paid attention to me. I will always pay attention to those and remember those who take the time to nibble

The Alphabet
Did you make a best friend in high school? Not in high school..in junior high Are you supposed to call someone right now? nope. Who are you expecting a call from? no one. Do you have any homework to do? nope. Does anyone like you? I'd like to think so Who was the first person you talked to today? Connor If you could move somewhere else, would you? In a heart beat Have you ever dated a soccer player? No [that was an odd question] Are you afraid of roller coasters? some of them Do you know any songs that remind you of summer? Yep Do you wish on 11:11? Sometimes Has anyone ever crawled through your window? Nope Do you have plans for tomorrow? Just work Where were you Wednesday? Working....wow, that's about all I do What about Thursday? work Were you happy when you got up today? Actually, yeah Are you missing someone? Yep Where were you at 3AM this morning?

Lmfao
I took a quiz to find out my "theme song of my life"..this is what I got."Baby Did A Bad Bad Thing" by Chris Isaac The Sometimes-Evil-More-Messed-Up-Probably-Done-A-Lot-Of-Things-I-Regret type! You sit there, feeling guilty a lot, because you know that what your doing or have done is wrong... most of the time... You can come across as angelic and seem to have two sides to you, naughty and nice. Or you come out, and hide no feelings or behaviour! This is YOUR song baby! Baby you did a bad bad thing didnt you!I'm pretty sure, this is me.....

Mmmmmmmmmmm
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be together, to never be apart. No one else in the world can even compare, You're perfect and so is the love we share. We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more than I ever thought I could. I promise to give you all I have to give, I'll do anything for you as long as I live. In your eyes I see our present, our future, and past, By the way you look at me I know we will last. I hope that one day you'll come to realize, How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Vampires
"I am a Sanguinarian. I need blood. I am not here to prove it, or make you believe. I have more important things to worry about like supporting those who also share in this condition. Physical, psychological, paranormal? I don't know. No one knows. So keep your skepticism and ridicule. All the ignorance in the world will not change the fact that we exist." -MFuture

~*~ The Invitation ~*~
I came upon this poem by accident...I do not predicate this to be of my own writing... It spoke to me...screaming from the depths of my core...as if it came from within my own heart, mind, and soul... The Invitation © It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love for your dream for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon... I want to know if you have touched the centre of your own sorrow if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain mine or your own without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy mine or your own if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers

Show Love To My Top Friends.. Keep It Alive
I have tried several times to post this MUMM tonight. The internet has been Sketchy so , three times I have lost it. I finally drank a Mountain Dew and woke my brain up-- and wrote it on Notepad so I wouldn't lose it all. OK, I have 9 ladies who stay in contact with me on more than a regular basis. Through times of my illnes and Injuries they have been there.. Will you help them out? Will you do me a favor and take time out of your life to rate tehm, and send thier profiles on to your friends in another MuMM and help them out. I believe that Friendship and Love require two things to prove its validity, and to make it work, or sustain it. 1.) Action - Friendship and Love is not just a feeling of "warm tingly fuzzies". It is somethign which displays itself in ACTIONS.. I am trying to be creative and give back a small token of ACTION to honeor their friendship to me... 2.) Time - It takes time to develop a friendship. It takles time out of my life, and your life to re

Brwneyedgirl35
Just got the word that Lisa(Brwneyedgirl35) is out of surgery, is quite sore but doing well....actually the message was sent to me at 12:05 but I just woke up....lol Wtg Lisa! Make em hand on you wait & foot! LOL, u know what I mean... Lovs ya Biatch!

I Know This Poem Is Kinda Gay But I Wrote It Cuz Of Someone I Wuz With For 7 Years Jus Up And Left Me Plz Leave Comments
Because of you im broken, Broken beyond repair, You took my heart and made it dissapear, Life was sweet with you, But life just aint right without you, Now im always blue, I am sick and you are my cure, I will always love you of this im sure, But because of you im broken, You left for reasons unspoken, Left me without a clue, I am broken and cant be fixed, You took part of me with you, I want to be alright, But i cant when i cant hold you at night, Im broken and you can help but wont cuz your not right.

Read Im Sorry
Im sorry That I bought you roses to tell you that i like you. I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk. I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants. I'm sorry That I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised. I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy". I'm sorry That I am actually nice, not a jerk. I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things. I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club. I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date. I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy. I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4 am when your new man hit you and dropped you o

Pictues
The last few days I been having so many people rip my pictures. I don't mine at all but when people just takes your picture without rating them. It Kind of starts to get to me. They can at leaste rate mine first before they take it I just had someone take about 30 or more. I left a message saying, "glad you like my pictures" she still didn't reply. instead she took about 5 more. so I blocked her, Maybe I over reacted but I got upset. Was I wrong? I don't mind people taking pictues not at all I just thought that was really rude. Maybe its just me. I dunno lol

One More Goodbye
Something I threw together.. It's been a while since I've written.. but here ya go One More Goodbye It's easier to say goodbye then I love you It's easier to shut out my thoughts Then to open my heart to you I wanted so badly To be able to tell you That your my every thought I can't see myself without you You held my heart in your hands But I closed my eyes before the tears could fall I wanted to show you my tears I wanted to let you know all my fears But would you still look at me the same If you knew everything I have been through I've always been good At hiding my emotions Until they get the best of me My words never come out like they should My mind gets cloudy And I always forget what to say When I love you is not said It's makes it so much easier Just to forget and walk away The wounds may never heal But it's something I'm used to I love you, can be the best healing words But it is something unspoken by me No words can descibe the feelin

Following Daniel's Rules
I don't know who Daniel is...but I stole this...so that is that ----------------------------------------- following daniel's rules created @ 2009-03-25 18:09:56 RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? steve, right now as a matter of fact [2] You were in the car with? Jen [3] Went to the mall with? outlet shops..no malls [4] Person you talked on the phone with? my sister [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Perfectly Inked T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? only in my dreams Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? true Q: Sat on a roof top? true Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? true Q: Broken a bone? false Q: Have shaved your head? omg, false Q: Played a prank on

Random Sex Acts Performed By My Top Friends And Family For Bling Packs For Me!
Yes, you read it right - Random sex acts performed by my Top friends and family for bling packs for ME! That means, you have your choice of whom you want to boink in my friends list. Prices vary. Minumum is 65 bling pack to me and up. No, none of my friends are aware of this. Think of it like surprise Buttsecks, we all like that, now don't we! Shhhh, please don't let my friends in on this. Listen - It's cheaper than paying a whore and less problems, ya feel me? NSFW's provided with enough sucking of my ass. Start the sharin' NOW! There will be NO refunds, if you can't get it up, that's your problem. Hey - they're legalizing Rape in Afganistan as long as you're married, women have to ask for PERMISSION to leave their homes there...this isn't nuthin'! **WARNING** PLEASE wear condoms, don't multiple any more. Thank you and good night!

Jennie Eating
She picks the spoon up into the air All we can seem to do is stare She dips down in an arc so steep Drags it through the the food so deep She scoops some onto the utensil she uses at that time Lifting it to her lips should be a sin and a crime She glances up as her lips slightly part Her face a beautiful work of art The spoon passes between those luscious lips Food passes from the spoon to the tongue as it tips She drags it slowly out of her mouth To restart that deep arc south Over and over we watch with our eyes Waiting for the spoon to go back up on the rise

Ducks To Swans
Kelly was one of the swans. You know them every school has them But Kelly was the queen, one of those Nymphets blessed from the beginning with the perfect body and perfect smile. The kind of girl who blossom magically from cute kid to curvaceous woman without the awkward puberty stage the majority of us suffer through. I wasn't so lucky, and Kelly let me know that every day for four years. She had it for me, putting me down when ever she could from the first day of school on through graduation. She wasn't just a bitch to me but to almost every girl at school who didn't make the cheer leading squad (or who didn't care to try out). The typical ugly duckling, I had no idea that someday I might actually join the ranks of the white feathered ones. Or that the very a condor, an egret, some beautiful creation that would make bird watchers (and girl watchers) stop and take notice. My legs grew before the rest of me developed, so I was extra tall for a freshman. I didn't get over being gangly

It Still Sucks
It was one year ago today that we lost my 20 year old niece to diabetes. It was also 27 years to the day that we lost her sister shortly after she was born(premature). The first time I lost my faith in God. This time I questioned my faith in everything else. I had since come to realize that my faith was a blind faith based on what I had been indoctrinated with, not what was in my heart. It was my religion I had lost faith in, not God. I still believed there was a God, we just weren't on speaking terms anymore. But this time I couldn't fathom how such a thing could happen twice to my sister and on the same day(did I mention that it was her birthday as well?). I questioned whether there could be any God in a world where such things could happen. Ironicly enough I found an answer at her funeral. The pastor at her church uttered one of the only statements that any official of any organized religion has ever made that rang true for me. He stated that the God who makes peop

How Can This Be Lord
how can you take everybody away from me means so much to me its like my whole world has fallen apart i know that people say you don't take them away unless it is there time but sometimes i find that hard to believe and i honestly don't understand where you are coming from wen you take a father of two lil ones then a lil over a year later you took a 16 year boy and i know that he had no right to be out that late driving, now they have to live on in the hearts of there loved one they will always and for ever live on in my heart i know that much for sure but i still don't understand why there time on earth they were both so young when they had to come home forever i know you more then likely had or have something very special for them to do i know that they are the angels i feel around me all the time i see them in my kids all the time and they never got to meet either of them it just really hard to deal with sometimes cuz they act so much like them its not even and i thank god everyday

My Kids Father
Im not exactly sure how to get all this out and still make sense, I suck with wording sometimes, please bare with me... I have been with my kids father for 10 years, all together... we split up for most of 07 but we are back together now... have been since nov 07... when I was gone, he was with this other chic and while he was with her, he ended up getting addicted to pain killers. she had like three different types and was more than happy to share them with him... well, now he FINALLY wants to get off of them... he had his first appointment at a methadone (sp?) clinic this morning and he says he feels pretty positive that it will be a good thing here's where I need the help: Do any of you know anyone that has ever been through this??? Was there still a detox period?? Is there ANYTHING at all that I can do to help make things easier for him?? we might not always get along but I will always love him and dont want to see anything bad happen to him any suggestions are

Question #1
What do you call a woman who sells her body for money? I don't get why all of these women on here think it is okay to sell themselves for money. Do they want to be called what that is? I would think most women would not want to be considered prostitutes. I know it is the oldest profession known to man, but still. I would really love to hear what everyone's opinion is about this selling of women.

Part One
once there was a fair maiden in a kingdom by the sea she was of rare beauty and her hand was sought by many but what one did not know was that if upon capture of her hand the capturer would have to embark upon a mystical journey that would take him far from her side and thru perilous lands full of danger and dark magic. at the end of said journey if he proved his worth he would inherit her heart body and soul and forever live in peaceful bliss............ do you wish to hear more?

No Myth
so, she sayz its time she goes but wanted to b sure i know she hopes we can b friendz i think, yeh, i guess we can say i but didnt think to ask her why she blocked her eyez & drew the curtains wit knots i've got yet to untie what if i were romeo in black jeanz what if i waz heathcliff, its no myth mayb shes just lookin for sumone to dance wit see, it waz just too soon to tell & lookin for sum parallel can b an endless game we, we said goodbye before hello my secrets she will never know & if i dig a hole to china i'll catch the first junk to soho what if i were romeo in black jeanz what if i waz heathcliff, its no myth mayb shes just lookin for sumone to dance wit sumtime from now you'll bow to pressure sum things in life u cannot measure by degrees im between the poles & the equator dont send no private investigator to find me please less he speaks chinese & can dance like astaire overseas, kk what if i were what if i waz mayb shes just looki

Anthony Hamilton "coming From Where I'm From"
JUST FEELIN THIS SONG TODAY THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE IN BLOGS TODAY HOW I FEEL THROUGH SOME SELECTIVE SONGS Anthony HamiltonComin' From Where I'm From Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Hmmmm sitting here guess I didn't make bail got time and a story to tell it started when I was nine years old woke up my daddy was gone I started hustlin they couldn't tell me nothing, frontin in the hood trying to be somebody,my soul was on empty I was searching for somethig, trying to be good, trying to keep from trouble, living to fast, trying to make good for my hustle (chorus) sometimes it gets rough (coming from where I'm from I'm from)times get hard yeah (coming from where I'm from I'm from) Sometimes you gotta walk to work yeah (coming from where I'm from I'm from) sometimes you gotta do a little dirt (coming from where I'm from I'm from) wasn't really looking guess I found it 5 foot 3 light brown skin, coming from the university nice style looking kinda upbeat,

Fubaholic Thank You!
I became a member of fubar just a short time ago and already I'm ranking and moving steadly up the leveling ladder. I'm doing it all on my own with no Blast to help me out, noone to be ther to constantly bomb my folders(course they're not that big yet) But point being I am making my way to the top without being on here asking others to do it for me. I know that most here work there asses off to get where they are. I envy all of you! So please no punn intended on any of you! I love the hell out of being able to go in and read the mumms that are posted, they are great and those who go in to vote and comment make it even more entertaining. I have to get on each mornning and read a mumm before work, because then I'm smiling the rest of the day! I have now realized that I have a serious addiction and it is being a fubaholic! I have great new friends and family here that enlighten the day and make me smile, it's great! Thanks to all my friends, Family and fans for being so much fun! Thank yo

Can You Believe This Shit ?? :o
hmmm i do think that i might have a stalker she is frequenting my shoutbox now since i jokingly made a comment about having a granny fetish after a certain friend of mine called her old Hairduz123...: and witchie, her friend who so immaturely blocked me so that I couldnt respond, I went onto her page and rated her an 11 and I gave her salute a 10. so dont tell me what kinda person I am, bec. I am sooooo much better than them. I choose to take the high road. THE FUBAR ...: shes like old and shit THE FUBAR ...: wow... ->THE FUBAR ...: not going to link you because i have to go to her profile to do that lol ->Shoshonni ...: i'm not blocking her ,i never blocked juggacunt for the fact i loved watching her talk to herself in my shoutbox since she blocked me lol THE FUBAR ...: im sitting in the nastiest whore mumm. I have a feeling this one is gonna get real good THE FUBAR ...: link me ->THE FUBAR ...: Hairduz123~~lovingly owned by DocWzrd~~ Shoshonni ...: haha welcome to

Love
Why does your heart grow doubtful dear? Tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting love, and bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shores, you have my heart, do I have yours? I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and friend. It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, trust me with your heart.

Unwritten By Natasha Bedingfield
Natasha Bedingfield Unwritten I am unwritten, Can't read my mind I'm undefined I'm just beginning The pen's in my hand Ending unplanned Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words That you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten, yeah Oh, oh I break tradition Sometimes my tries Are outside the lines, oh yeah yeah We've been conditioned To not make mistakes But I can't live that way oh, ooh Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words That you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close

Grief
Pass. Whither. Ache. Like dry, thin strings snapping across cold clumsy fingers. The lyre strings splitting flesh in wild retribution of the novice advance. Another sale, another whore reborn in the wet loose drip of mediocrity. Trendsetters, jetsetters, fashionista glitterati. You're just a cumstain on a billboard forced down to gag on a fat wad of cash and ephemeral recognition. Fleeting looks, and softball tits the size shape and firmness of alien melons. If you look closely you can still see the entry point. Even the downward jag where you taxidermist re-applied the skin. Still you make more than me in a coy bend-over and a faux-gasp on the red carpet than I do in a lifetime of self-inflicted wounds and follicle dessimating grief. Where's the justice? Where's the thought? Where's the consideration for dinner first if the world is going to constantly remind me of such a reacharound. Work is a four letter word cas

Egad!!
i just felt like saying "egad!". you should try it. it's fun! i don't really have anything interesting to write about, but it's been quite some time since i last blogged so i thought i'd check in. no gnus is good gnus, right? i found today that people tend to give you very strange looks when you drive down the street with the windows down and screamin' jay hawkins' "hong kong" playing at full volume.

April 03,2009--"sanctity"
Sitting along the wall on the lake makes me sense the feelings of others. Quickly realizing that these feeling were mine today. I quickly ran myself to my own mental sanctity. In thought, I transition the feelings into a block for anylizing. To seperate those that aren't important from the ones that are life changing meanings. Subtitled in the back of my mind are the thoughts and experiences of many years in transition. If I can't turn my experiences into learning abilities, then what's the point. Lately I've felt unimportant(though not true), and unresponsible. Going through times like these I wonder if I REALLY do have what it takes to take care of my family. My soul in lingo, I wonder if my lovely Fiance will ever find that one medium that will ultimately be the epi-center of findings to grab hold of what's for me to have and run wsith it. A spiritual binding that ties us both will inevitably be my demise if I can't react to life the way I'm supposed to. Keeping peace with

Smoking Fags And Wrote This In A Couple Min. :)
the minutes merge into a muted reelmotion is meaningless, time is obsoletethere are no heroes in this storycharacters are jaded without emotion or feelingthe plot is starting to crumblea tragedy, a romance, a dark comedythemes are beginning to blur fading into nothingnessan audience waits in the darksearching for a clue of whats in storebut there is no way to foreknow perhaps a previous character will prevailor an unfamiliar will surfacesome wait in anticipationothers give up hope

Thank You Friends!!
With all the rating,and bombing going on, I am sure I have missed a Thank you to someone. I always do my best to keep up with all the FuLove, and Thank you's. I want to take a minute to Thank all my friends,Family, and Fans for helping me on the Fu. To total strangers who have also helped me, and my friends to achieve success on the Fu.Many times we forget the people who got us where we are. There are a few,who have gone out of their way, above and beyond to help me. You know who you are, and I am so thankful to have you in my life!! This has been a fun ride, I hope I have made it as enjoyable for you, as you have for me!! Thank you all!!! "Sand"

How Does Your Zodiac Sign Describe You?
Cancer created @ 2009-02-04 19:23:13 Repost with your Zodiac Sign in the subject line. CANCER Great Kisser. Very high sex appeal.Great in bed. Most horny.PISCES Caring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. Extremely weird but in a good wayLIBRA Very gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind. Silly and fun! Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet!AMAZING in Bed.!!!!!CAPRICORN Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irrestible, awesome kisser. Great talker.Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. EVERY PERFORMANCE!!!!AQUARIUS Trustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Extremly energetic.Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers.ARIES Outgoing. Spontanious. No one to fvck with. Have own unique sexiness. Unpredictable. Erotic.Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon in bed.TAURUS Aggressive. freak in bed. rare to find. loves being in long relationships. Like

Ubiquitous Song This Week
The wretched desert takes its form, the jackal proud and tightIn search of you, I feel my way, though the slowest heaving nightWhatever fear invents, I swear it make no senseI reach through the border fenceCome down, come talk to meIn the swirling, curling storm of desire unuttered words hold fastWith reptile tongue, the lightning lashes towers built to lastDarkness creeps in like a thief and offers no reliefWhy are you shaking like a leafCome on, come talk to meAh please talk to meWon't you please talk to meWe can unlock this miseryCome on, come talk to me{Chorus 1:}I did not come to stealThis all is so unrealCan't you show me how you feel nowCome on, come talk to meCome talk to me [x2]The earthly power sucks shadowed milk from sleepy tears undoneFrom nippled skin as smooth as silk the bugles blown as oneYou lie there with your eyes half closed like there's no-one there at allThere's a tension pulling on your faceCome on, come talk to meWon't you please talk to meIf you'd just talk to

Strange..
I love meeting new people and studying them. It's always been something I've been good at. I met this guy a few months ago. He's an awesome guy. He puts on this very happy front.. smiles at everyone.. makes silly jokes.. a really laid back guy.. but each time I get a good look into his eyes.. I drown in negative emotion. call me empathic, or whatever.. but I swear to god this guy is overcome with despair. and it makes me really sad.. I feel so bad for him.. I really want to help him out, lend out a helping hand or a shoulder to lean on.. But I really don't know what to do..

Only 17 Million To Oracle! Lol :p
Oh no! Not again! Yes, again. I'm running auto 11s again on Sunday April 5th starting around noon EST. I ONLY have 17 million to Oracle! LOL Stop by and drop off some love, but let me know you did in case I miss it. I really want to keep up and repay all your lovely people the best I can. ♥Amy Amykins ♥@ fubar

What Is True Love?
What is true love? It seems that as times have grown more complex and "evolved"we have lost sight of what things really mean...like "I love you" ,"True Love", "Soul Mate" things like that. I personally think "I Love You" is a very overused phrase nowdays. people fling it around like its a typical phrase in typical conversation. I dont know how many men i have come across on this website that after 2 days of talking to me they say " i love you" i sit back and wonder to myself... how in gods name can you love me... you really know nothing about me... Another thing.. people fall in love to easily nowdays... i myself have fallen victim to this horrible trend...and have gotten hurt from it. What happened to the love that was years ago? I honestly think the last time i saw true love was with my great grandparents. When my great grandmother passed away, my great grandfather went over to the bed and kissed my great grandmother and said " I love you Eva, i will see you soon." THAT is true

I Need Ur Help Pwease
~BRATT~ IS IN A RATE CONTEST FOR AN AUTO 11 OR CHREEY BOMB AND NEEDS ALL HER FRIENDS TO CLICK ON THE PIC OF HER AND RATE IT AND KEEP CHECKING ON IT AND RERATE WHEN NEEDED. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! YOU ALL ARE AWESOME http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2334045&i=3500971806&albumid=1609498 is the picture link i think copy and past this link in browser to help me out please

Birthday Love To Diana
TODAY IS A VERY DEAR FRIEND OF MINES BIRTHDAY...THE LOVELY DIANA IS CELEBRATING HER BIRTHDAY, AND TO MAKE THIS DAY SPECIAL FOR HER, PLS TAKE A MINUTE AND GO TO HER PAGE AND SHOW HER WHAT A SPECIAL LADY SHE REALLY IS AND LEAVE HER SOME BIRTHDAY LUVINS, FUBAR STYLE...♠Diana♠ 2nd Alarm Hotties (NO FAN=NO ADD)@ fubar

Are You *up* To It?
There is a two-letter word in English that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is 'UP.' It is listed in the dictionary as being used as an [adv], [prep], [adj], [n] or [v]. It's easy to understand UP, meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP, and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has a real special meaning. People stir UP trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses... To be dressed is one thing, but to be dressed UP is special.. And this UP is confusing: A drain must be opened UP because it is stopped UP.

Back Stabber Or Looking To Get Me Fired?
There is this girl who works where I do and she's a school bus driver. She has her nose in everyones business but her own. People have told her over the radio to mind her own business and she is known as an ass kisser. She's been with the company for 10 yrs. Anyhow, I had went through training on Wheelchair lifts by this company and the other company I work for as well. I went 1 wk with Durham and then 2 wks with the other company I'm with. That is 3 wks of damned training on wheelchair lifts and although I don't claim to be an expert I know what I'm doing. This teacher came over to the bus...he always starts working the lift. He isn't supposed to. I told him so in a polite manner and also asked him to please not tighten the strap on the lift cause it set the alarm off last time he did this. He went to this bus driver after I left and told her I jumped all over him. She knows me and knows I am not like that...that I am tactful at how I would have asked him. Well, instead of coming

Irritated
ok so My man and I just bought a 2002 chevy silverado. He has been needing a work truck for awhile so I helped him out and we bought one. He picked her out she is beautiful champaign on 22's just a beautiful truck and well worth the money. Anyways we have had her now for about 4 days. Well my man has a hard time telling his family no he always trys to help everyone out and cares more for how others are doing then himself awesome guy. Anyways he let his lil brother drive our truck yesterday to taco bell which is fine except the dumbass took it through the drive through an fuckin curbed my wheels. Now Im not the best driver in the world but I have personally drove the truck the most and not once curbed the wheels or any other wheels I have had one my other cars. Now I wouldnt be so mad except he acts like we are stupid b/c he cant drive he actually told my man that it wasnt as big of a deal as we are making it out the fact is this guy has no respect for anyone else or there shit I mea

Easter Auction (last Day To Own Me)
I am in a aution and i have lots of stuff to offer. You will be very pleased. I may add more it just all depends on how far the bids go up. I have no clue how to link a picture to this new style of blog..i have tried and it don't work. Here is the picture and you will probably have to copy the link and paste it in to your browzer...Please r/f/a the host. Thanks so much for everyone that checks it out. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1892123&albumid=1575445&i=2092743451&idx=19

My Life Story Part 3
I arrived at Fonda's house and moved in with her and my niece and nephews. They had bought the house I grew up in, but had been rebuilt after a housefire in which Rita burned the original house down with most of the pictures and other things of momma . Anyways, I hooked back up with alot of my old friends. This turned out to be a bad thing. We were all older now and drugs and alcohol were more available. A large group of us met on a gravel road not far from the high school we attended each morning. We all sat around and drank and got high every morning. Then one morning, we all got really wasted and took off for school. 3 of my friends were the last to leave. They were still smoking a joint and they were going slow to finish it. They got to the railroad tracks and dropped the joint. Being wasted, they did not even notice they were on the tracks. They had the music cranked and did not even hear the train coming. They were struck by the train. My good friend Curtis Bradford was killed, a

At Night
At night At night I lay and think of you hoping my wishes and dreams come true At night I wonder can this be the end is this all that's left At night I wish we could go to the way things were At night I lay and cry about the things that happened and how it all ended At night I lay and think of us, I mean you and I At night I realize there's no more us At night I dream of us together again At night I wish for us to be together again But in the morning I realize it was all At Night

Hope Remains
Hope is such a strange thingSo fragile, and prone to getting lost and brokenAnd yet it perseveres, pulling itself back togetherDespite the oddsDespite the hurtDespite the all consuming desire to just give up, give in, lay down and let the waves comeHope remainsIt shines in the darkness, painful in it's radianceBeautiful in its simplicityHope is the essence of what life longs to beAlways it waits, bides its timeAlways it watches with compassionAlways it cries with us when all is lostIt remains with us through the painCalls to us when we need to hearSilences us when neededShows us how to be better than we areAnd shows us it is possibleDespite what they sayDespite what they may doDespite the ever-encroaching doubts and fears that cloud our eyes and heartsHope remainsHope remains because I refuse to let it dieI shelter it from the storm with all I amI give of all that I am for hopeBecause Hope is all I have in this worldAnd without it, there is no world worth living inI will die for hope i

Missed Call On Line ~x~ No.11
I know you are not home..... yet somewhere... thinking....wondering.... if.....I am going to share .... something with you.... when I am alone..... you would like this message... I am to leave on your phone... I have often thought.... yet played.... thinking.... wondering....if..... I am going to share......

Too Funny..
Grass Snakes also known as Garter Snakes (Thamnophissirtalis) can be dangerous. Yes, grass snakes, not rattlesnakes. Here's why..A couple in Sweetwater , Texas , had a lot of potted plants. During a recent cold spell, the wife was bringing a lot of them indoors to protect them from a possible freeze.It turned out that a little green garden grass snake was hidden in one of the plants. When it had warmed up, it slithered out and the wife saw it go under the sofa.She let out a very loud scream.The husband (who was taking a shower) ran out into the living room naked to see what the problem was. She told him there was a snake under the sofa.He got down on the floor on his hands and knees to look for it. About that time the family dog came and cold-nosed him on the behind. He thought the snake had bitten him, so he screamed and fell over on the floor.His wife thought he had had a heart attack, so she covered him up, told him to lie still and called an ambulance.The attendants rushed in, wou

Thanks Everyone! I'm Disciple Now!
Thanks to EVERYONE that helped me out in SOME way leveling to Disciple. I was going to make a bully with everyone's links but OMG that would be HUGE! I just decided to do this instead! You all know who you are! I'll list the MAJOR helpers here though! Pu$$YCAT Playmates JDHUNT Last of a Dying Breed Crazy Bitch LALA I Like 2 Kiss Girls (for the blings) Metal Baby Obsidian Butterfly (for the 15 credit bling) Tahoe Girl BiAngel DJ Army Medic (for the 15 credit bling) Pimp Sugarbear Hot & Fluffy MzBooti2Big MishNumber1 (for my bulletin) Leadchucker (for my VIP, bling and rates) RedKandy (for rates and bling) Royal Highness my owner (for all the bling) Miah the Mack my pimp (for the status and rates) BiSexcee Vamp Morticia's Victim's Group members Vampire Giger Stupid Monkey Mz. Aquafina Devil's Advocate DJ Master Daddy Pepsikola If I left anyone out I'm so sorry! You know who you are! MUAH! XOXO

Private Pics
Some of you have noticed that I have made all my personal pics and those of my family private. I will attempt to explain why I felt the need to do this. It may be lengthy, so please hang with me. I recently read a bulletin that a fellow fubarian had passed away. The author of the bulletin admitted that they did not know the young lady very well but had gone to the deceased page and found a beautiful video of her and wanted to share it with everyone. While viewing the video, I accidentally clicked on the link to the deceased page and found that it was set for friends only. It suddenly hit me that in life, this young lady valued her privacy. Yet, in her death it was being made public. It made me feel disrespectful for viewing the video. I went to fubar support and asked that one of the bouncers discuss this with me in my shout box as I felt it was a delicate situation. I explained how this appeared to violate the deceased privacy. After assuring me they would look into it, no a

When Im Gone
Theres another world inside of me That you may never see There are secrets in this life That I cant hide Somewhere in this darkness Theres a light that I can't find Maybe its too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind... So hold me when Im here Right me when Im wrong Hold me when Im scared And love me when 'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be Ill never let you down Even if I could Id give up everything If only for your good So hold me when Im here Right me when Im wrong You can hold me when Im scared You wont always be there So love me when Im gone......

Bday Gift To My Ex
My ex's birthday present from me. 1 animal for every year he was born that he reminds me of giraffe- old pic in blue shirt neck way too longBaboon- Skinnyness long arms/legs Krista color buttcheeks while sleeping Flamingo- Long scrawny legs/ stumpy neckMonkey- Put in zoo and smells like onePenguin- waddles like one when krista is through and wears all black and whitePanda- Chubbyness sorta & black/whiteAlligator- SnappishTiger- growly grumpyness polar Bear- always cold hands like he lives in antarticaDonkey- can sometimes be a jerk and has long face'Cat- curls up and sleeps for like foreverBull- StubbornHippo- oh so fat :p Parrot- repeats stuff on command :p Pig- eats too much although he never gains weightRhinocerous- pointy noseWeasel- knows how to squirm his way outta troubleOstrich- Long legs that walk too fastPeacock- shaves too much trying to look fancy lmao ;x Clam- never talks if somethings bothering him

Oh You Poor Confused Soul
You don't even see;how confused you are?.....You wanna be taken seriously?..........but you are about to try and make it work with someone who has cheated on you 6 times ? yeah good luck with that!!!! and you are so dedicated to that situation That you would've had sex with me If I played things the right way for you............here is a HUGE HINT For YOU..........?how often Do I ignore your calls?.......how often do i ask to come see you or you to come see me? if you are headed my way YEs if i am headed yours yes! but otherwise ? ...........NO i'm NOT that stupid!! I don't hold any burning flame for you You put that out with the very first LIE!!! and i keep catching you in more so you do the math?.......that look in my eye has NOTHING to do with the REAL YOU it's just my personal fantasy Yes i'm very much in love with the person I thought you were ! but only in my head.....and trust i know how to keep the two seperate! If I wanted to and thought YOu worthy I could eas

No Change
There are still no changes since the other blog last night. It's 8am here and I am awake, slept like shit and have a very nervous stomach. Not to forget my eyes look like total hell from crying so hard. I still don't know what I am going to do. I know in the city there is a Women's Drop In Center, I think I am going to go talk to them and see if they have any suggestions. My mom is home sick again, so I am going to try like hell to be away part of the day. I think that place opens at 9 so I am gonna try to be out around then. //sighs

The "true" Meaning Of Friendship
I feel so much at home on Fubar now that I know it is just like MyYearbook...Drama Drama Drama!!!!! And I am so glad that someone took the time to point out my mistakes! What"s that you might ask? Well, I'm here to tell you? They were oh so kind to explain to me that being a true friend means F/R/A...get someone to rate all your pics...Then ignore them! And here I thought that meant being polite and courteous...And taking them time to say good morning...to buy them a drink if they're meter is low...to re-rate...etc etc etc...But apparently that means that I am consider a stalker! Well, BAD ME!!!! For all those people that are the most awesome of friends...And who continue to "stalk" me on a daily basis...Thank You!!!!! You can stalk my page anytime.... As for the rest...Forgive me for not being a good friend and ignoring you as you have me...I promise to try and do better....And leave you twice the comments! Twice the drinks! And view your page at least 3 times a day or more! Mayb

Living The Hell They Call Lonliness
I`m living the hell they call lonliness As i walk the streets at night if i had a hand just to caress I know everything would be alright. But alas I live within my heart that`s been broken again in two But I must not despare but instead repair the damage that`s been done by you. Again i look to the heavens and wonder what it`s like up there and why i can`t go to this place that i know where to me somebody always cares. i know one day i`ll be happy all safe,loved and found it`s the day i must say as my life passed away and they put me into the ground. but cry not for me when im gone just know that i smile upon what i see the angels above that show me the love that finally made me so happy. Jocko65rs 4/09

Negativity!
I am such a pessimist when comes to online anymore. I just do not understand many things on here..but all i hear is..its fantasy. Does anyone actually value friendship though? Just wondering. Theres many things on my mind..and I am sure I would be bitched at over alot..if I open my mouth..but oh well..I can not keep it shut! First thing,,is there really that many people on fu..who die? I see so many bullys on people.. even young people..and I wonder. Is it real..or just for the attn? Also.. what makes people keep rating these people who are already leveled up there.. when they got friends who need leveled more.? Is a auto 11 person more important then those who you are suppose to be good friends with..but who can not afford them? Why do you crush people..who do not even pay attn to you at all? I have seen some..who rate/bling/crush these women who look like models on here but do not even get one look from them? I would rather do the ugliest person on here (rate/bling/crush) if they

Why? *comments Plz?*
I'm not entirly sure I got the point I was trying to make across.. any input or comments would be so greatly appreciated! Why don't you love me?” I ask quietly. There's no answer; there never is. Tears press harshly against my eye lids, threatening to fall and drag lines of mascara down my reddened cheeks. Lashes, spiky from tears, brush the tops of my eyelids as I widen my blue eyes trying to blink the pain away. "I'm a good person." I plead. Eyes downcast, fingers digging into the bare skin of my uppers thighs, I breathe deeply. Forcing the cool night air to open my lungs so the gasping stops, I slowly breathe in and out. Pain, raw and irreversible claws its way across my body. Hooked by talons hanging from my heart, unable to let go, the pain rips my soul apart. "Is it what I look like?" I ask hesitantly not expecting an answer. Losing weight would help. Struggling to remain calm I push up and stand, wrapping my arms around

Connection
With you I feel safe And with you I will stay Your loving strong arms Will keep me so close When I’m panic-stricken and frightened When I’m pale as a ghost Keep me with you forever As you hold me so dear Tell me you love me Whisper it in my ear But don’t break my heart For what will fall apart Is the life that I live in And I’ll love you too I’ll always be loyal I’ll love only you So our relationship won’t spoil Love and protect me Through all of my fights Our love will blaze as a fire I’ll keep it going with all my might As we whisper in the dark And our bodies become one I see right that moment This isn’t just fun We’ve made a connection Through our bodies and minds As for the emotions we feel There are many kinds Love, fear, regret These are all present Yet our spirits stay still Eerily pleasant I lay on your chest While in my sweet mind The montage of memories are messed Is this really happening? I ask in my head Is this j

To All The Men On Here......
I HAVE NEVER COME ACROSS, MEN WHO ARE SO RUDE, JUDGMENTAL AND VERY VERY ABNOXIOUS! YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME AND ARE ABLE TO TALK TO ME HOWEVER YOU WANT! WELL YOU CANT AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO TRY AND GET RUDE I BLOCK YOU ASAP! THIS IS A FAKE LITTLE WORLD THAT YOU THINK IS REAL! THIS IS JUST LIKE MYSPACE BUT WITH DIRTY PICTURES!!!!! GROW UP EVERYONE ITS JUST THE INTERNET!

Marital Status
To all of my Wonderful Friends and Family; Well I have not had a clue how to set my relationship status as long as I have been on here. Well I finally figured it out. Thankfully because I have always hated that it said private. Granted I have never hidden that fact because I have lots of proud pics of my Wife and kids on here, but ya'll should not have to ask. Thank you all for your understanding the past year and to those who have asked. All my thanks to all of you. Sincerely; Nathaniel.

Me And My Life
I AM A MOM OF 4 KIDS AND A LOVING WIFE.......ALL I WANT IS A FRIEND NOTHING MORE IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT.. I AM VERY SORRY FOR YOU.. I DON'T NEED THE BULL SH** FROM NO ONE..SO IF YOU ALL STILL WANT TO BE MY FRIEND THATS KOOL..IF YOU ALL WANT TO HAVE FRIENDLY FLIRTING IS SAFE.. BUT NO SEX TALK AT ALL. if you all want to have sex talk at all go find someone how can.. im not going to do that to my husband .........if you all don't like it then dont become my friend ......remember that i am a loving mom and a loving wife SO.. please know the BOUNDRIES NO CALLING ME SEXY OR HOTTY OR HOT I DON'T IT AT ALL SO....THANK you for being my FRIEND'S........ AND HAVE A BLESS DAY..............

So Called People Returning Favors
You know I'm sick and tired of seeing people asking for help to level up and when someone like me goes and helps them out with their rates. They Turn around and just rate the profile. What kind of shit is that. i rate 100 to 200 of yours and you turn around and rate one out of all mine. Don't ya think that's being selfish just a bit.If you don't like rating people, then you should return the favor by giving them a gift like a small BLING that's 1-3 credits depending on how many rates they do. or something and not be a greedy ass, that's trying to make it to the top before everyone else... *This doesn't apply to some of my new friends or the people that return their favors with Blings and rates. * Its to all the Greedy Bastards out there that dont return not even a quarter of what you gave them.You know my time is as presicous as yours is. I may have the common sense not to spend my hard earn money on some website.But I do return all rates, add's, fanning, etc. i even pimp out the

The Day My Dad Died...
I dont think I've ever told this story here. Back in '72 my father died, and by that I mean he was technically, medically and legally dead (He's alive now) He was in the Navy, working as a jet mechanic. He had to wear a padded, almost sound proof helmet because the engines on the jets had to be on while he worked on them. All mechanics were told they were NOT allowed to wear the helmets anywhere other than inside the shop because of them being soundproof. Well, my father being my father decided that rule didnt apply to him, so one day he's walking across the flightdeck, helmet on, when a plane crashes. They send out the fire engines to take care of the fire, sirens blaring, horns honking, the whole 9yrds. Well since my dad had the helmet on he couldnt hear any of it, and got smackeded by one of the firetrucks, full speed. His body went flying across the flightdeck, dragging on the ground the whole way, friction causing his skin to peel off from his body, from mid section up to his le

The Pillow And The Blanket
The Pillow and the Blanket Years ago.. A vow was made between us two You would be my pillow and I would be your blanket My pillow- so cool and inviting like the spray of a chilling spring on an unforgivably warm day So soft and willing to welcome me in to rest upon your soul not only the joys and the whims of passion but to arrest the spears and the doubts that may spike into my head. A peaceful slumber filled warmth is always assured when I lay with you. Your blanket- a warm and vibrant protection against the bite of an early Spring frost So tepid when I envelop you into my arms as you cuddle with me whether it rains, snows or shines My heart is always yours no matter the pleasantest dreams we fulfill or the many nightmares we expel A time of respite is always adored when I cover you with the flames in my heart My pillow and your blanket..always intertwined..always together RWS

Just Can't
The way I took your hand looking into your eyes it was understood with unspoken words of our goodbyes The memories would have to fill the days doesn't matter how we wish not to part ways Cause when I am with you no other woman could be so true And when your not by my side I hold all your laughter and smiles inside The way that tear sloped down your face shattered my heart right in place Iron clads kept me from taking us back on track though my desires couldn't be with strain they would slack just for a moment in time we would endure and every day I would remember how I found a love so pure How you dip your cookie in coffee and the way you always were able to see the real me The day I thought would always come has today though the smile and embrace is better in everyway Through all the absence it seems all to be a lie it could only be a dream to have in my ears your sigh Even when I touch your fingertips and trace your lips I want to take my time like baby sips Be

Computers...
technology hates me...that's all there is to it...my comptuer died on me a while back...got a new one, it worked for 3 days...the tech guys told me vista crashed..it took them 9 days to check it out...turned out i had a bad hard drive...got another computer..then there were the internet problems...i THINK i finally got my issues under control....my computer issues anyways...if this one craps out on me i'll be returning to the art of the handwritten letter...lol...wish me luck btw...missed yall!! (h)

Ballad Of Chasey Lain
"The Ballad Of Chasey Lain" Dear Chasey Lain I wrote to explain I'm your biggest fan I just wanted to ask Could I eat your ass? Write back as soon as you can You've had a lotta dick Had a lotta dick I've had a lotta time Had a lotta time You've had a lotta dick Chasey But you ain't had mine Dear Chasey Lain I wrote to complain Ya never wrote me back How could I ever eat Your ass when ya treat Your biggest fan like that? You've had a lotta dick Had a lotta dick I've had a lotta time Had a lotta time You've had a lotta dick Chasey But you ain't had mine Dear Chasey Lain I wrote to constrain This letter is my last As your biggest fan I must demand You let me eat your ass You've had a lotta dick Had a lotta dick I've had a lotta time Had a lotta time You've had a lotta dick Chasey But you ain't had mine P.S. Mom and Dad this is Chasey Chasey this is my mom and dad Now show 'em them titties Now show 'em them titties P.S. Mom and Dad this is Chasey Chasey this is my mom and dad Now sho

The Longest 1 I've Seen
THIS HAS BEEN THE LONGEST "LEVEL" I HAVE EVER SEEN! WTH? SO HE DOESN'T DO AN AUTO OR A BOMB. HE DOES RETURN THE LUV! NOT TO MENTION HE IS A PRETTY AWESOME DUDE! CAN WE GET HIM GODFATHERED SOON? ANY AND ALL HELP APPRECIATED. THANKS!! Smitty - Just Having Fun@ fubar

The Perfect Husband
Several men are in the locker room of a golf club.A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker-function and begins to talk.Everyone else in the room stops to listen.MAN: "Hello" WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. I can hardly hear you..........are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes" WOMAN: "I'm at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000.Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure......go ahead if you like it that much." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2009 models.I saw one I really liked" MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$90,000" MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing ...The house I wanted last year is back on the market.They're asking $950,000" MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will probably take it.. If not, we can go the extra 50 thousand. It's really a pretty good price." WOMAN: "OK.I'll see you later! I love you so much!!" MAN: "Bye! I

Beckett Suspended For 6 Games By Mlb
Beckett suspended for 6 games by MLB April 14, 2009 NEW YORK --Boston pitcher Josh Beckett has been suspended for six games and fined by Major League Baseball, which determined he intentionally threw a pitch near the head of the Los Angeles Angels' Bobby Abreu last week. Beckett also was cited for "aggressive actions" after the pitch that led to the benches clearing Sunday, according to Bob Watson, vice president for discipline in the commissioner's office. If Beckett appeals, any penalties would be delayed until after a hearing. Angels hitting coach Mickey Hatcher was suspended for one game and fined, and he was to serve the penalty Tuesday night. In addition, Watson fined Angels manager Mike Scioscia and players Torii Hunter and Justin Speier.

Day After Surgery!
Got at the hospital around 6 something in the morning, they had me in a room before going back into the holding area untill it was time to get the surgery done. Really thought that I was going to freak out however I took it better than what I had expected, things went very well from what the doctor told John & my Mother cause I was so out of it that I was an still unable to remember much of what had happen although I'm paying for it today, my back hurts from where they put the spinal block and my pussy is killing me from the sleeve they had to place in there for the interal treatments, anyways just thought I'd let ya'll know what I came out o.k.... An hopefully I will be back up and be able to talk with my lovely friends... Kisses & Huggesss!!!

Incoherent Ramblings#2
As I walk along I wonder, What is it all for? I just can't help, but ponder, Why life is always, A closed door? ----------------------------------------------- We spend our time, in futility. Seeking things we'll Never find. Especially when there, are those among us, With eternally closed minds. ----------------------------------------- They lock themselves away. scared to let anything in. afraid of what they do not know, afraid to comprehend. ----------------------------------- All they seek is happiness. as with all of us, it's true. But what they cannot comprehend.......... is.. all they have, to do... is open up their mind and heart, And let the right one through. But their fear it does rule them And they hide, tight in their shell. Locking themselves away, Inside a self created hell. ------------------------------------------------------- They will not feel, us out here,

I Have Such Great Luck...
Yaaaaaaaaaay!!! The backlight on my laptop went out, Im at my moms right now. I just thought Id let people know cuz chances are I wont be on for a bit unless I check from a friends or go to my moms

Life Changing
At different times in your life you have life changing events. Some stronger than others, but affecting you and changing the direction of your life. I have had a wonderful life and when I least expected it, someone comes along and just grabs ahold of my heart and hangs on for dear life. I have found what love is all about again with a woman who means more to me than anyone who I have ever met. She loves me for who I am and who I will be. All that matters is our future together which is full of love for one another. She has opened up many suppressed feelings and emotions that were long since gone. You go through life sometimes aimlessly or actually thinking that you know where you are going. My course has changed from where I thought I would go. Kim, you have changed my life for the better. You have given me reasons to go forward in a new direction with my life and want it to be with you. I love you with all of my heart and soul. I thank you for what you have brought to my life. I

I Miss You~~
I miss you my beloved mother I know your watching from above. During this time of the year I really can feel your love. So many times my heart aches Just to have you here. But I know if I close my eyes I can feel you standing near. Not a single day goes by Without you on my mind. Just remembering your sweet face And a heart that was so kind. I remember how your eyes lit up

[chicks With Kids...]
Anosa... as I get older, my available dating pool shrinks, especially in the midwest, especially in topeka the anus of the civilized world. Which brings us to tonight's topic "beggar's can't be choosers" now... I don't want people to come down with a giant iron feminist hammer about women with kids and women over 24 and yadayadayada What I want to say here is that my problem with women with kids are... multilayered, atypical. My first statement is: I'm LESS turned on by women with kids. Like... not significantly, and I don't have any big hangup with physiology on this point or "eww that kid crawled out of there" its not even a matter of "wow- there's PROOf some other asshole has been here before me" nah- its more that I wanna START a family, not waltze into one. Its not a turf war, its not an old-cow phenom. It's that its just that much more fuckin complicated with baby daddy drama, babysitters, and cartoon time. Relationships are hard enough on their own. So... I checked my

Lies
My heart sinks to new depths, Torn in places I never knew I had. So sore, Picking and bleeding. Why do I let you get to me this way? You left, Never being honest. Fuck you and your games. No more will I be used, Fuck you and your lies. No more will I cry, Go be with your dirty whore. No more will you control me, Fuck you and your love. The wounds are open and bleeding, But will close and heal. Fuck You, Fuck You, Fuck Your Lies. Fuck your cheating ways, Fuck the lies you spread about me. I know the truth. I gave you everything, a place to live, food, money, LOVE. I took care of you when everyone else ditched you. The lies you spread. I am controlling. Thats why I did everything you asked of me. Fuck I sold stuff to get you here. I make you do everything, That's why I always asked for your help. That's why I gave up the things you asked of me. FUCK YOU. YOU LIAR!!!

Fu-break
For now I'm gonna be taking a break from fu for awhile. Yes I know I've leveled quickly, but for the exception of a few who have supported me thru it all, the work on leveling has been all ME. Call it whining or whatever, I'm just tired of doing it all myself. Those who really want to reach me can on either Yahoo or MSN. Yahoo ID: rmurphy1701@yahoo.com MSN ID: rmurphy1701@hotmail.com I will check in from time to time though.

~does He Know~
I taste those muskey lips to mineCurls in my stomach as I think of youMy heart pounds for your soulThe toughness of your hands wrapped around meA man I know who can love meDay to day and night to nightI think about the man who still love's meJust thoughts ponderDoes he know how much I miss him?Does he know how much I love him?Long for a touch?A kiss?A hug?To cuddle?Does he know these things?I just wanna know in my heart and soulI love him alotMiss him dearlydreams that awake meI want himI need himDoes he know!

Remember Me
Remember Me To the living, I am gone. To the sorrowful, I will never return. To the angry, I was cheated. But, to the happy, I am at peace. And to the faithful, I never left. I can not speak, but I can listen. I can not be seen, but I can be heard. So as you stand upon the shore. Gazing at a beautiful sea-Remember Me As you look awe at a mighty forest And its green majesty – Remember Me Remember Me, in your heart, your thoughts And your memories of the times we loved. All the times we cried, the times we fought. And the times we laughed. For if you always thi

,,i,, Bc Unlike You, I Mean Everything That Comes Out Of My Mouth...
A half-wit gave you a piece of his mind, and you held on to it. Don't you realize that there are enough people to hate in the world already without your working so hard to give us another? "Attention is given to those who earn it and not to those who beg for it".. Yeah blame me for your own shortcomings, why don't you. Your name should be "DJ Drama"... It's fitting.

So I Just Made This New Friend...
i dont know him really...lol...just that his name's howey...and he's a friend of shanny's and a member of bad habitz lounge...so he cant be all that bad...lol...but anyways...he's havin this contest...how do you fly your fu...i reposted a bulletin about it... check it out!! i'm gonna be enterin a pic shortly :D you SO should too

Theifs!!!!
Hi all as u all know I have a girlfriend we both have seperate accounts she is time-x check her out she on my top friends..I also have a man she is looking for one blow her up!!!any who ....some person or should I say thing has taken 3 Pics off my girlfriends page and started an account with different name and or location but my girls pics are on there..we have tried to contact this person we have commented this person with no reply..jus deleting our comments....so plz if ur gonna post sumthing becareful....here is the fake account Own Me@ fubar here is my girlfriends account *TIME-X *~LUVS THE *ANGEL*~FU-OWNED by *ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™.. Fu Owned By HIS P@ fubarplz show her sum love an let this theif know they are wrong for doing this..thanks much love to u all....

Disgusted With Veteran Healthcare
I am completely infuriated about the healthcare that US Military Veterans are receiving as of late. It really disturbs me how they are treated and handled with such blatant inconsideration. For example, I have seen nurses mistreat veterans on several occasions, man-handle and verbally brutalize them. It sickens me beyond belief. They are shown absolutely no respect as a person, let alone the veteran that they are. Furthermore, the treatment my husband has been receiving (or rather, lack thereof) at Jerry L. Pettis Veterans Memorial Hospital is in such disregard of what they should be doing that it is deplorable! The right hand doesn’t know what the left hand is doing, for starters. They have several doctors set up to see the Veterans. That is all well and good, but when you are seeing several doctors for the same problem, this is where it becomes plaintive. My husband has been going to the VA for the last two years for orthopedic reasons. Both of his knees are in crucial need

Disintegrating
Disintegrating I read her words for her voice is gone Messages come coldly delivered to me She speaks of coming home when I am down But this is not the future I see She whispers some words Words that my heart longs to hear But the words have no real depth Though the message has become clear I will have no part in your home For you have made a life elsewhere I will sleep in this bed alone

Millions Of Hepatitis C Funding Dollars...
PRESS RELEASE Millions of Hepatitis C Funding Dollars Misappropriated to HIV/AIDS (Staunton, VA) The Hepatitis C Research Oversight Partnership (HEPCOP) has publicly denounced the National Institutes of Health (NIH) for spending millions of dollars budgeted for Hepatitis C (HCV) on research for HIV/AIDS. Statistics unearthed by HEPCOP clearly show the NIH misrepresenting research funding. HCV grant money was awarded to determine such outcomes as, "Couples-Based HIV/STI Prevention for Injecting Drug Users in Kazakhstan" ($676,058), "Effects of HIV & Host Genetics in China" ($645,840), "HIV-1 infection Among Young Thai Men" and "Nutritional Status In HIV Hispanic Drug Abusers" ($660,216). HEPCOP contends that a conflict-of-interest exists. The partnership points out that even NIH’s chief HIV/AIDS researcher and the Director of the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases, which oversees both HIV and HCV research, Anthony Fauci, MD.,

~the Brat's Creed~
If I like it, it's mine.If I think it's mine, it's mine.If I want it, it's mine.If I saw it first, it's mine.If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine.If I can take it away from you, it's mine.If I had it a little while ago, it's mine.If it's in my hand, it's mine.If it's in my mouth, it's mine.If it just looks like mine, it's mine.If you even so much as think of it, it's mine.If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way.If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what.If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine.If you show me anything, then it's mine.If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine.If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine.If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine.If it looks like mine, it's mine.If it's broken, then it's yours.....

If Today Was Your Last Day
My best friend gave me the best adviceHe said each day's a gift and not a given rightLeave no stone unturned, leave your fears behindAnd try to take the path less traveled byThat first step you take is the longest strideIf today was your last dayAnd tomorrow was too lateCould you say goodbye to yesterday?Would you live each moment like your last?Leave old pictures in the pastDonate every dime you have?If today was your last dayAgainst the grain should be a way of lifeWhat's worth the prize is always worth the fightEvery second counts 'cause there's no second trySo live like you'll never live it twiceDon't take the free ride in your own lifeIf today was your last dayAnd tomorrow was too lateCould you say goodbye to yesterday?Would you live each moment like your last?Leave old pictures in the pastDonate every dime you have?Would you call old friends you never see?Reminisce old memoriesWould you forgive your enemies?Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?Swear up and down to God above

When*a*regular*bitch*wont*do.....
ROSES ARE RED VIOLETS ARE CORNY WHEN I THINK OF YOU OH BABY I GET SO HORNY EAT ME BEAT ME BITE ME BLOW ME SUCK ME FUCK ME OH SO VERY SLOWLY AND IF YOU KISS ME BABY DON'T BE SASSY USE YOUR TONGUE AND MAKE IT NASTY

Draganheart A.k.a. Billy The Liar And Thief
SAME OLD SHIT FROM THIS MOTHER FUCKER.......HES BEEN 86ED FROM THE DBC AND STILL HAS IT IN HIS NAME......SO I WENT INTO THE LOUNGE HE WAS IN AND LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT KIND OF PERSON HE REALLY IS....THE FUCKER GETS ON YAHOO AND ASKS ME WHY I DID THAT ........CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE THE AUDASITY OF THIS FUCKER.......BILLY YOU'RE A FUCKING PUNK BITCH......YOU LIED ABOUT HAVING CANCER.....YOU RIP OFF THE 10 PLUS GIRLS YOU PLAY.......AND YOU DO PLAY A LOT OF THEM AT THE SAME TIME.........SO YOU KNOW WHAT ........ FUCK THIS SHIT.... BILLY DRAGANHEART YOU WILL GET YOURS!!!!!!!

Why Nice Guys Finish Last
Hello all. My roommate just showed me this article and I wanted to get you all's take on it. I understand the truth behind it but also see how rediculous the female thought process can be. After repeatedly hearing the EXACT things stated in the article, and after repeatedly helping girls through break ups with shitbags, I have come to realize the major flaws in the way many girls pick potential dates. What are your thoughts? Please read the article and let me know. Thanks, Travis Dating Secret Exposed: Why Nice Guys Finish Last By Dating expert April Masini Special to Yahoo! Personals Are you a nice guy who has always wondered why the cocky guy -- the one who barely appears interested in the girl -- is usually the one who gets the girl? Have you suffered from hearing the words, "You're a really nice guy, but I only like you as a friend," from a woman who you would do (or may, in fact, have already done) just about anything and everything for -- only to turn around and watch he

Two Favors
Okay so first I need you to rate a pic for me. That's all on that one, just a rate. No need to comment it or anything else. The second favor is to help level my fu-owner so do whatever it takes or she may beat me lol Here's the pic to rate

Wake Up Call
Its not TEA and TAXES. I only hope anyone listening to the mainstream medias’ sad attempt at covering what were being called TEA PARTIES were awakened to the one sided and biased approach that the reporting showed. To the CNN reporter who came to report on a rally, only to show her true colors and biased approach by getting on top of her own soap box, Shame on you! Shame on those at Fox news, who tried to put a conservative republican spin on these protests, you too may soon be part of the mainstream media. The only thing the mainstream media can give an unbiased account of these days is who made it through the last round of American Idol. Oh! Sorry, my bad, they can’t do that either as witnessed by the alleged outing of Adam, as if, that had any bearing on the fact, the dude can sing his Buttocks Off. If anyone has given even the slightest attention to what has been going on in our country for the last twenty years they would know that these protests were not about TEA an

#1
This guy got all asshurt over me Not giving him samples ahead of time when he KNEW what the deal was to gain access to my NSFWs. Proceeded to rattle off a whole lot of BULLSHIT about me, and how im a whore. If anyone would like, go show him some LOVE. JAMES*** Add Me Fan Me and Rate me ****@ fubar

Just Takes A Second
Okay so maybe it takes more than a second but need a favor for a friend. Drop a rate on the pic below. That's it. Just rate it. Don't need you to leave a comment(s). You don't have to place a bid, just the rate is all we need. Okay since once again this NEW BLOG set-up is sucking and not linking it right. I'll put the pic as a comment below.

Tattoo Work
If you decide you do not like my art , i am perfectly fine with it. What i dont tolerate is underpriviledged ass hunting indivituals that think they can get a porn cam , and after they get turned down start to put critic towards my job! First of all i aint tattooing, because its m only choice. I am a former Rn, Herbologist and got enough degrees to plaster an entire room. Second: People without tattoos shouldnt be looking down on ones that have ink. We dont bitch around ya all for not having any now do we............... THIRD! For the assmunch that asked where the hell i stole the pics from. You can be lucky your not near me! I dont try to put you down just because you work at burger king or where the hell ever. Job is job. And just because im a female doesnt mean i do tattoos less better then a male! 2009, wake up!!!!!!! We are way past the times of females having to stand at the door with a pi waiting for theyr beloved man!!!!!!!!!! And if the only way you can get rid

How Could You?
How could you turn your back on me when I screamed your name so loud?How could you let me fall away from you, did you get too proud?How could you watch as I died a gruesome death and broke apart?How could you walk away from me, or were you never really there to start?How could you be so cruel to me when all I ever tried to do was fit in?How could you be so hypocritical when I spoke my secrets from deep within?How could you have said those things and pretended that they were true?How could you have meant them all-I don't understand what you're trying to do.How could you pull the floor from beneath me when I just learned to stand?Please, could you just explain this to me, Because I don't understand..How could you play this game of pretend and play the part of a friend?How could you be so thoughtless, how could you want this all to end?How could you look me in the eye and say the cruelest of words?How could you say you listened to me when you never really heard?How could you stick this kn

Woo Hoo
Well I already have rockband and finally broke down to buy guitar hero. Sadly though need new drums so ordered them online since they broke the day after I bought them. They will be replaced. I bought the Metallica edition to go with it and boy oh boy I love it. I do have to say Guitar hero is better then rockband in alot of ways.

Good Or Evil Auction
GOOD OR EVIL AUCTION I'VE GONE TO THE EVIL SIDE IN THIS AUCTION COME ON BY OWN ME FOR A MONTH! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BID CAN YOU PLEASE RATE MY PIC THANKS Your Auction Host For The Evil One's: RogerLee Please only serious bidders thanks for your time repost for me please xoxox BRATTE

What Should I Be Looking For In A Girl?
I know what I like. Nice looking and a lil on the sweet but sleazy side. I want someone to let me pull her hair doggy style as I smack that. Might possibly put on a porn for suggestion. (That's fun). Someone who can hang with me all the time and I don't get sick of being around. My last relationship was a NIGHTMARE! ahhhhhhhh And I want that girl next door image. Any exisist like that or are my standards wrong?

Lux Interior...
Feb 5, 2009 Lux Interior, lead singer of The Cramps, has died. Rock'n'roll heaven just got a lot weirder. Lux Interior , madcap and lascivious lead singer of classic goth punk-a-billy band The Cramps , has died at age 62. R.I.P....Darlin'...R.I.P...

Typeface Inspired By Comic Books
Typeface Inspired by Comic Books why n hell does they wana ban ma favorite font when i first see tat font i loved it to death it was everything i felt. it looked fun, and silly i felt fun and silly to use in ma lazy proses style i love it so much i talk ma bff to use it i show her how then attempt to get ma bf to use but he forgets some on some occassion i see him use it told him to put in a txtfile and save it cut n plaste any time yo wana to use now fubar is getin so fuckd up blog editor is fuckd.. sometime html is fuckd there now am hearing peeps wants to ban this ma favortie font ... comic sans i come to internet in a clown suit some want me to come in a swim suit but i did tat already even in ma pjs but i jst dont come au natural suit

This Is How U Can See My Nsfw Pics
So ya wanna know how you can see my NSFW pics ?? It is real simple .. $10 Bling pack gets you in for a week $20 Bling pack gets ya 2 weeks $50 Bling pack gets you a month$100 Bling pack gets you 3 months An auto 11 or cherry bomb also gets you a month a month vip renewal gets you 2 weeksa 3 month vip renewal get u a month a 3 day blast gets you a weeka 7 day blast gets you 2 weeksa 30 day blast gets you a month A happy hour gets you in for 6 months Wanna know what's in there ? I will give you a hintThere is a little of just mesome of me and my toys a little of me and my gfa little of me, my gf and our hubbys Anita

Free Tans!
The other day while I was out to get a much needed mullet avoiding haircut, I noticed a sign on a bus stop bench at a red light that caught my eye. It said "Free Tanning" and a phone number. In a frightening insight into my thoughts, first thing to my mind was "You see that big glaring round thing in the sky? Stand under it." Even worse, my second thought was "Is THAT how they get those spy cam shots on the dirty sites?" My mind wandered to "Yes ma'am, here's your tanning bed. Please ignore the webcam pointed up your vag, and here's some complimentary lotion." Unfortunately I didn't get a picture before the light turned green, so feel free to weep about not having the number to call. This concludes this worthless entry.

Toilet Repair
Because I couldn't unplug the toilet with a plunger, I had to dismantle the entire fixture, no small feat for a non- plumber. Jammed inside the drain was a purple rubber dinosaur, which belonged to my five-year-old son. I painstakingly got all the toilet parts together again, the tank filled, and I flushed it. However, it didn't work much better than before! As I pondered what to do next, my son walked into the bathroom. I pointed to the purple dinosaur I had just dislodged and told him that the toilet still wasn't working. "Did you get the green one, too?" he asked.

Not You!!!
Anger resonates deep within my soul.The hurt you caused, I will never let go. Will I take you back, You left me broken and damaged.You walked away from me when I needed you most. You left me stranded, alone, and scared. I built myself back up to be strong.You will not get into my heart again.You will not affect my head again.Yes, I will always love you. Letting go, is what I am doing.Take your blood from me, that's all you will get.My love is mine once again to give to someone who deserves it.I will no longer be taken for granted and be used. Broken I may be, but I will put the pieces back together.Lost I may seem, but I will find me.Love to the fullest, Just Not You!!!!

Leaving
i will be closing my account....don't have much time for this anymore. I have about a million fubucks to give away and around 15 bling credits left. If there is something you want send me a pm and tell me why i should give you bucks or bling and I will see what i can do. I had a great time here and enjoyed chatting with everyone! If you serious want to stay in touch send me a pm as well and let me know and I will tell you how! :) see ya's!

The Final Goodbye
Dear You Know Who You Are, Goodbye to the end of a era, Hello to the start of new beginnings . I lost a few friends but what else is new. Ask Me if I'm hurt and I'll tell you no. Ask me if it will ever be the same most likely it won't. Yes I have changed so what you wanted me to. It's not my fault it blew up in your face. I'm not to blame because you got what you wanted. Call Me names, spit on me do what you want I no longer have you around so why should I give a damn. I'm better off anyway. You say I was a friend, you say I was fam, but I was nothing but a invisible ghost you never really cared. I wasted many a night trying to make you smile. Good Luck without me on that now. Your drama with a capital D and I get plently of that without your help so here is to your new life without me. Here is one last toast I hope it will be as you planned because this will be the last time you ever see me. Remember the laughs, remember the hugs, because never again will that happen. I can stand alo

In The End
In the beginning we are happy and free, no doubts, no fear, just us , our mothers and fathers there for us every step of the way. Some where along in life our doubts, our fears creep in. Am I good enough, pretty enough, smart enough. No matter how confident or how sure of ourselves we may appear we all have them, hiding them away, or running from them. Replaceing doubt with with a shiney car, or good job, or just the appearance of confidence, because we know nobody wants the loner, nobody wants the person in the corner with so much to say and no idea how to say it. The person sitting in the bookstore lost in a book, or at the park enjoying the day. We all want the same things, sometimes in different order but all in all the same thing. In life we all face the same choices, do we want money, happiness, sex, companionship, all of the above, or simply something different. We make our choices and learn from our mistakes, life teaches the question is weather or not we listen. To experience

...just Curious Really...
I really have no blogging experience, so I guess this is just a test...a test to see if anyone even looks and sees that I have posted one. It isn't to see anything other than that and from the esult of my "test"...well...that will determine whether or not I do more. To my friends and family, if you take a look, let me know something? Plz? To everyone else, ditto...It will not go unnoticed...

Not Exactly A Fantasy Or Erotic Story But It Is Part 1
A young man sits watching the day light fade smileing as he sees the moon riseing.as he watches the full moon rise,he smiles.he then rises and walks to the spot he has set up for this night.he quickly walks through these woods knowing them all to well,he arrives at the very spot he was told to set up.as he lights the candles set up around the symbol he created in the ground.he then goes to the center of his symbol,and starts the ritual as he was told.after finishing the words.he sees six figures appear all around him three male and three female.he turns to each of them in turn greeting them.one of them speaks"we have heard your prayers and the request you have made.and your answer is yes we will grant it to you,so please kneel"the young man quickly gives thanks to the gods as he kneels.as the gods fill him with the power he has asked for.he rises and pulls a mirror from his pocket and looks upon his reflection seeing the pale eyes and long silver hair he smiles.as he starts to walk awa

Fubar Drama
Ok...this is fubar...in case some of you don't know what it is...it is an online adult bar. I joined this site to meet new people...make new friends. I have met tons of great people on here...and thank you guys for showing me so much love! Saying that...I have also met some crazy ass lunatics on here! I am not on here to find a potential husband...in fact...I have already had one of those, and not looking to pick up another. If you cannot be a friend to me w/o bringing your petty ass drama on...I suggest you delete your profile and go elsewhere. Get over it and move the fuck on! I feel better...love you all!

Wasted Life
A man lies in the street dead A child sleeps with out a bed A man lives with out a home doomed for life he must roam for he sleeps in the parks he sleeps in the subways he does not know today is Sunday it makes me mad and makes me sad why can’t he get a job? or even steel or rob he wants my money I find that funny what made him this way? could I be this way one day? he could have been a business man but some thing happen that he not planned he could of fought in the war in this could be his reward no he must be lazy or maybe a little crazy

Gots To Love Kids
The only way to pull off a Sunday afternoon quickie with their 8 year old in the apartment was to send him out on the balcony with a Popsicle and tell him to report on all the neighborhood activities.He began his commentary as his parents put their plan into operation: "There's a car being towed from the parking lot", he shouted.A few moments passed... "An ambulance just drove by!?A few moments later, "Looks like the Anderson's have company!" he shouted."Matt's riding a new bike..."A few moments later, 'Looks like the Sanders are moving!"A few more moments, "The Coopers are having sex!!"Startled, his Mother and Dad shot up in bed! Dad cautiously called out, "How do you know they are having sex?" "??cause Jimmy Cooper is standing on his balcony with a Popsicle, too!?

In Your Face, Purse Snatchers!
I lost tickets to see Flight of the Conchords this coming Friday...they were in the purse that was snatched a few weeks back. But! Because I ordered online and knew the last 4 digits of my stolen debit card, now Ticketmaster shall guarantee replacements for me, waiting at the will call. Brett and Jermaine, here comes Kitty! =D

Help...and Stuff
So, I'm compiling ideas for geek like tattoos for a 3/4 sleeve for my left arm. The main design of the tattoo, which will take up most of the space, I think, will be the blueprint for a printed circuit board. Basically a bunch of interconnected lines detailing how circuitry components interconnect on electronics. That may even be the tattoo in it's entirety, something simple. But I'm not sure if it will be filled in enough to really look right. I have skinny arms so not a lot of real estate to fill. So, if I could have ideas from people, that would be awesome! I've already gotten a couple, but the more the merrier! Gracias.

A Heartfilled Thank You To My Real Friends
Sitting here watching the clock strike the hours. 12 to 1, 1 to 2, so on and so forth. Watching because I am bored with everything. Tick Tock Tick Tock Time slowly fades away. Now I am young. One day I will be old but the lessons I learn will always be with me. No matter how the world changes one thing will remain the same: The Love for my real Friends. That can't be changed no matter how much ppl would like to believe. I choose my friends no one does it for me. If your my friend it's for a good reason not because I just want to say that. It's because you truely are and it's because I need you as much as you need me. I will always be there in life or whatever it brings all you have to do is ask. I'm not afraid to help I just need to know how. Anything you need a hug, a kind word, or just someone there to listen just ask. Everything is in my power and I am never busy for the ones that care. So in closing to my friends that still want to be my friend 100% I love you all and thanks for ha

Why Good Men Are Scared Of Love
ok my wife cheated on me with all my friends and my brother during the time we were together now that we seperated june of 2008 shes now 6 mos pregnant by my brother all i did was give her everything i could i took her and her three kids in from two other marrages and treated them like my own she abused me even stabed me i tried for several years to hold it together but i guess it wasnt ment to be

And The Hits Just Keep On Comin
So for those who read about it yetserday...all about my lovely car episode..Well I got two estimates for work done. One was just to replace the headgasket (with other work that would be needed) for $1,760. the other was to replace the motor for $2,600. I paid $700. for the car...So Yeah ummmmm I can't wait to see what other good news I get!!

Mini Mee
Sometimes I have mental travels back to my childhood, from which I pull up all sorta shit to try and figure myself out. When I was little, I had an imaginary acquaintance. His name was Vitya Shermetyev, and I constantly kept saying "Vitya Sheremetyev is a bad boy. First he killed himself, and then all his coworkers" My parents always got a kick out of it, and ask me to repeat it everywhere. Weird...

Bb *( Beverly) Rip ... I Love You!
My god how I'm hurting on the inside.Its amazing how one's pride always seems to stand in the way.God knows how I feel even though I didnt get a chance to tell you he knows.To hear you laugh and sound like a lil puppy dog omg.All those nights we sit at the store and just enjoyed the company of the other .The endless nights on the computer or on the phone .. Just talking about everything never saying the same things twice.ALl the private moments that only you and I shared Godhow you are missed.Beverly I love you Please Hear me!!!the nights at the bar , the Nobody song we sang.God at all the memories bouncing around in my head.C'mon and sing it with me for it will never be the same!!People calling to see if I"m ok and I say no I lost my best friend today.I hope you didnt feel no pain... and you took all the love that you gave with you to keep you company till one day we can all be like it use to be.You taught me about small purses and how you can still have all the things in them that

Presents And Gifts
OK.... so this has been popping up more and more. I consider Bling and Gifts as GIFTS. My choice. I give them to whomever I want, whenever I want, because I FEEL like it. Do NOT ask me for Bling as this will annoy me. And DEFFINITELY do not try to GUILT me into buying you bling. It is my money and guilt trips don't work on me. I will try to be nice about it but I will NEVER buy you anything again, and I may never talk to you again. This is a promise. Next time it happens you are blocked. PERIOD. Everyone else, enjoy the presents.... Love Ya! Bill

A Little Information....
I posted several stash items through out the night. Most of them are Alvin and the Chipmunk videos...what can I say, I love that shit!The last 2 videos are from our Cruise video that we purchased from Carnival. The "Setting Sail" video has a couple seconds of my sons on it. I marked them in their spot and I even tell you the minute & second where the'll be in the title so you can just go right to it.The "Deck Party" video is about 10 minutes long and has a lot of me, Allison, Simon and my husband. I marked me a couple times and my husband once. Can you find me the rest of the time? I would rather you watch and comment them than to rate pictures and stuff...lolAnyway, take a look at them and tell me what you think!

Wheres My Brain I Lost It Lol
Dear Reader, This is just a little line to say I'm alive. That I'm not among the dead. Though I'm getting more forgetful and more mixed up in my head. Fore sometimes i cant remember as i stand at the foot of the stairs, if i must go up for something or if i just come down from there. Standing before the fridge often my poor mind is filled with doubt. Have i just put food away or have i come to take some out. with my nightcap on my head, I dont know if im retiring or just getting out of bed. So, if its my turn to write you theres no need of getting sore, I may think I've already written and dont want to be a bore. So remember, I do love you and wish that you were here, but now its nearly mail time. So I must say "goodbye" dear. There I stood beside the mailbox, with my face so very red, instead of mailing you this letter, I opened it instead! the end

~* Association*~
Does whom we associate with make us who we are as a person? If you choose to be friends with someone is it not because you like them as a person and don't judge on how they act toward others? I feel many people tend to judge a person by their friends or whom they in turn associate with. If we are seenwith someone who cusses alot and degrades others in a mannor in which you do not do yourself why is it in a public view this makes you the same? In this i have come to realise that many people tend to judge a book by its cover and who the person associates with in gerneral without taking the time to actually know a person before making up their minds. is it just me or should everyone not be given a chance in life to make of themselves what they will without being compared to what they look like or who they choose to befriend? Theres my random thought for the day do what you will with it ...

4/23/09
Aquarius January 20 - February 18 What are you trying to do? Do you want to kill yourself working? The time has come to rest, dear Aquarius! You need to recharge your batteries. You might feel very energetic mentally, but your body needs to rest for a while. You must prepare yourself for challenging days ahead that will demand that you be at 100-percent operating capacity. holy hell! Its gonna get more challenging? *goes to bed* ♥

Expressing Myself
I find myself lost without words ao I will do my best. I have been on this site for over a year now and I have by far talk to some great people on this site. But when I came here it was in hopes of finding someone. But the same problem has always came up, either they were married and playing head games with me or they live too far away. I can't continue to talk to a few different women on here always having the thoughts of wow, what a great woman giving myself false hope of being with them. I rather be water borded then have my heart tortured. I am one of the few men out there that truely wants a meaningful loving relationship that every woman on here has talked about. But the more I learn that they have been in a abusive relationship and continue to stay in it with the hopes of that guy getting better never happens just turns my stomach! The last two relationships I have been in just ripped my heart out from my chest and stepped all over it. I have started to think that if I real

My Treatments Coming 2 An End Soon???
I've got one more chemo treatment to go an thats on the 7th of next month, then I have 3 more internal ones and of course the externals not sure how many I've got left on those well my book says 3 however seeing I'm getting the internals on the days in which I'm to have the externals the doctor will be adding a few more on I believe he said at least 4-5 more which doesn't bother me none it's the rest of it that I can't handle.... I can not wait till it's all done and over with and they say it's gone (NO MORE CANCER), what a joy that would be. I've went this far in my (HELL) on earth so it's time to get something back in return from the gods... Anyways I got the results back from the bone scan in which came back normal which is good, however now we need to find out why my back has been hurting me like hell, my RADIATION doctor says it's a muscle related issue which I'm sure thats what it is seeing I've went through 3 CT scans an 1 PET scan plus this BONE scan and they didn't find anythi

Friend Of The Day
TO MY: FRIENDS HEY THERE: IV COME UP WITH SOMETHING TO SHOW ALL OF MY FRIENDS A WAY FOR ME TO SAY THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND. IM GOING TO PUT MY (FRIEND OF THE DAY(FOTD) IN MY STATUS BOX AND IF I SEE YOUR ONLINE IN FU-LAND ILL TRY TO MAKE A BULLY FOR YOU AS LONG AS YOUR IN MY FRIENDS LIST, SO IF YOUR NOT ON MY FRIENDS LIST, TO GET THERE JUST (R/A/F ME) AND MAKE SURE YOU HAVE A SALUTE AND I WILL ACCEPT YOUR REQUEST. HERE ARE THE RULES: 1-BE THE LAST ONE OF MY FRIENDS ON MY PAGE WHEN I FIRST GET ON MY PAGE FOR THE DAY (TIME I NORMALLY GET ON IS AROUND 7:00AM EST). 2- I WILL PUT YOU IN MY STATUS BOX FOR THE DAY, AND IF I HAVE TIME AND BLOGS ARE WORKING TO MY ADVANTAGE ILL MAKE A BULLY WHEN I SEE YOUR ONLINE. YOU CAN BE MY (FOTD-FRIEND OF THE DAY) ONE (1) TIME A WEEK TO GIVE OTHERS A CHANCE TO WIN AND IF YOUR THE LAST ONE ON MY PAGE MORE THEN ONCE THAT WEEK ILL USE THE NEXT ONE IN LINE. 3-IF YOUR NOT IN MY FRIENDS AND I HAVE A REQUEST AT THE TIME I LOOK YOU WILL BE CO

Single Vs. Engaged Vs. Married!!
Sipping her drink, the single girl leered and said, "Last Friday at the end of the work day I went to my boyfriend's office wearing a leather coat. When all the other people had left, I slipped out of it and all I had on was a leather bodice, black stockings and stiletto heels. He was so aroused that we made passionate love on his desk right then and there!" The engaged woman giggled and said, "That's pretty much my story! When my fiance got home last Friday, he found me waiting for him in a black mask, leather bodice, black hose and stiletto pumps. He was so turned on that we not only had sex all night, he wants to move up our wedding date!" The married woman put her glass down and said, "I did a lot of planning. I made arrangements for the kids to stay over at Grandma's. I took a long scented-oil bath and then put on my best perfume. I slipped into a tight leather bodice, a black garter belt, black stockings and six-inch stilettos. I finished it off with a black mask. When my husband

Hooooaaaahhhhhhh Shown The Military Some Love
*Dear Civilians, 'We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:* 1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their rear.2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their rear.3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second.Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great.. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their rear!4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress uniforms (BDUs) or

I'm Bored
->~Tommy~Fo ...: uh no...isn't it past your bedtime?~Tommy~Fo ...: u have any nsfw pics->~Tommy~Fo ...: what?~Tommy~Fo ...: cool can u bling me->~Tommy~Fo ...: near Tupelo~Tommy~Fo ...: where is mooorevill ms->~Tommy~Fo ...: ok~Tommy~Fo ...: i live in ms 2 who wants to buy me stuff and show me their NSFWs?

Rambling Again
Here I go again getting all philosophical or just babbling, take your pick. I am sitting here just drinking my coffee and as I often do, I sometimes reflect on past and recent events that occur. Today is Sunday and am ending a 4 day weekend, much deserved after working a long stretch. Have I done much. Not really. I cleaned, which was much much needed, thank god. I ran errands, still have some to do, but that will have to be squeezed in somehow another time. But for the most part I chilled. Today I do have plans to go and visit with Dad and watch a movie. Mom is in the Philippines, she has been gone almost a month now and haven't made it over to see him since I work so much. Sad I know, really that I haven't been able to make time for family when I work so much. One thing that was slightly different this weekend is I finally got to meet a friend after 2 other failed attempts. He is a really nice, sweet guy and full of energy. Did I mention goofy! Perhaps we'll get to meet up again a

The Midnight Hour
It is dark this midnight hour High above I sit in my tower I watch and listen to every sound Down below I hear the hounds Yet , as I sit and wait Wondering what will be my fate Will he come for me here? Oh how I want him to be near Hark ! could it be him ? Oh how my chance are slim Yet , at this midnight hour I hope and pray Oh I do not know what to say I pray for the Defenders And I pray for the messengers I pray for all the people down below As the winds blow cold &

Being Positive
"Live your life in such a way that when your feet hit the floor in the morning, Satan shudders and says, "Oh no, she's awake!" >>>> You may have gone to bed last night weary> and wondering how, when and why?>> But thank God you woke up this morning and> placed your feet on the floor. And when you did,> I'm sure the enemy said... "*DARN, she (he) is up again!"*>> That's right. You are up again.> You may still be discouraged, but you are not defeated!>> You are up again. Your head is up!> Your gratitude is up! Your faith is up!> You are standing up on your faith.> You are cheering up and looking up.> You are speaking up and thinking up.> You are hooking up with the right people.> You are growing up and maturing in your self-esteem, self-worth and> self-control.> You are up and ready to make it through and up out> of your temporary circumstances.>> To get better sleep, reduce the news watching and> distance yourself from the negative people.> Prayer is better than prozac.> There is

I Don't Know Why
10th GradeAs I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she were mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and I handed them to her. She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I wanted her to know that I don't want to be 'just friends'. I love her but I am too shy, and I don't know why.11th GradeThe phone rang. On the other end, it was she. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After two hours of Drew Barrymore, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.I wanted to tell her, I wanted her to

Untitled
People often call me crazy and to this I simply reply Thank you very kindly I dont even have to try For me it comes quite easily I'm not bothered by it nor will I cry I see it as a compliment Now let me tell you why Most people do not think before they speak Most people believe in a bunch of lies Most people like to think they are religious But are heathens just as I Most people watch too much television Cant read a book past the first few lines Most people follow the lives of celebrities The only business I care about is mine If sanity is measured by most people's standards Crazy suits me just fine Cling to your antiquated ideals Live your fabricated lives

Original Wild Thing Is A Misnomer
the ORIGINAL wildthang came on here trying to become fu-famous by downrating. (like THAT'S never been done.) she 1'd me, a bunch of other ppl. well, that wasn't working too well, so she deleted and came back as kiss my southern grits (dumbass trailer trash fatso). came right to my profile and 11'd me. i remembered her, however, and told her so. she still didn't block me, however, until i told her i knew she was scripting (true story). no way someone visits my page upwards of 6 x a day w/out rating and it not be scripting. no way she's on 70% of all profiles i just happen to go to in the course of a day. i could go on. but instead, i'll refer you to Johnny Rotten's blogs about her. she's a worthless loser skank.

Zen Rules
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. Its always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is probably not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day. 11. If y

Chi
I must say that for the first time in my life, I feel completely in tune with myself; Aligned from the inside out, my awareness is crisp, clear. I am centered. I metaphorically jumped off a cliff months ago, and my wings are strong and sturdy. I know me, I embraced me, and I'm fucking loving it. There is a renewed sense of confidence about me. My artistic vulnerability has been laid bare, and rather than shrink at the idea of someone ridiculing my very soul, I'm realizing that those who would break me only want what I already have. Ignorance is not in fact Bliss, but rather quite the opposite. Haha Fuckers...Haha...Damn it's great to be me...

Goin Home!
OK the video is not showing when i embed it, heres the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnHtYciIj5U I posted this video/song because this was the song that really made me realize my next step in life. I know it seems kinda corny, or ya'll are gonna kick my ass cause its "Miley Cyrus" lol. But listen to the words, theres a few lines in the song that made me realize what I had to do and why. Then read the blog. Thanks! To those of you that know whats been going on with me for the last 7 months, I want to update you. This is also for all the friends that have been wondering where in GODS name I have been for the last few weeks. First off, I want to thank my best friend lilredvixen. I have been lucky enough to have her in my life for a few years now, and now, for the last 4 months, she and her family have opened their home to me and allowed me the help I've needed. Though, this stay has been great, better knowing her and her family and spending so much time with my

Interview Hatred
Well I got news from the police job I applied for, and I failed at the interview stage. Back to the drawing board for a job then.... On a lighter note, been typing up some students test scores at work today, and man these kids have some unfortunate names. The highlights being; Nasteho (nasty ho) ZamZam (x2) Yo Yo I mean, wth? Anyways, 'till next mindless blog, thank you for reading

Nsfw Or Sfk
Ok... I get so pissed off at STUPID people.... its a responsiblity to have a lounge, but if its MARKED NSFW... and you have children old enough to understand or read what goes on in the room... THEN I THINK ITS TIME YOU (whoever you may be) Grow up and either.... DONT HAVE YOUR COMPUTER IN A FAMILY ROOM.... where all the activity goes on... or have them not paying attention to what you are doing. You are the parent, not them... I may be only 23, but I have a child and friends that have children, and I know better then some of these people who are older and think they are wiser just cuz they are older... Sometimes I believe God put stupid ass people on this earth for us younger ones to LAUGH AT, NOT WITH, BUT AT.. And if you have something to say... dont have someone else tell me you said the shit.... be a man, or a woman and stand up and say something.... and if you think Im wrong... well I have others that agree with me and it dont fuckin matter what the hell you have to say... cuz

Bye All.....
To all my friends, I think ive finally decided that its time to move on and delete my fubar profile. Thanks for all the laughs and the great times. Love you guys all. My profile should be gone in a few hours after posting this. If any of yall wanna stay in touch hit me up on yahoo and leave me a message, honey_bebe_17@yahoo.com. love u guys!!!! Nani

From Where I Sit ( A Rant On Gf/bf Stuff)
Ok, I've finally had it!! I'm sick of hearing girls say "Guys are jerks, dicks, dogs, assholes, cocksuckers, motherfuckers...." or whatever. The list goes on. I'm not saying that they aren't partially correct though either. Guys have the ability to be extremely loyal, trustworthy ppl, or to be vicious, conniving, self-centered bastards. Girls are THE EXACT SAME WAY. Don't believe me? Just ask the girl who convinced me to dump the first girl I ever really loved, by feeding me this big ole' sob story and tellin me she was a virgin. She then Cheated on me with my best friend at the time. It sucks. Life in general. It all seems to be conspiring against the hopes and dreams of the good ppl. By good ppl I don't mean Jesus freaks. You know if you're a good person or not. It's not for anyone else to judge. Anyway here's my point: assholes fuck over good girls, who then turn into scared girls: scared girls become easy targets for other assholes who then turn them into what I like to call Cra

Cheaters
81% of women openly admit that they flirt with men they don’t know on a regular basis, even if they’re in a relationship or married. What this means is that although they may not go any further than flirting, the vast majority of women do find enjoyment in playing and leading on guys other than their boyfriends or husbands. It therefore goes without saying that some, unfortunately, will get a taste for that pleasure and actually choose to take it the one step further – which usually means going behind their partners’ backs and sleeping with another guy. So what can you do as a man who suspects their girlfriend is cheating on them? If you ask her outright, she’ll probably deny it, which is neither here nor there when it comes to uncovering the truth. The answer lies in finding hard, undeniable proof of her deception, so you don’t need to directly ask her if she’s being faithful to you. In this article, I’m going to tell you about a few o

Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars,On a warm silent night.Your arms are wrapped around me,And everything feels right.You kiss me sweet and softly,I feel your warm gentle touch,You help me feel protectedUnder the sweet night sky rush.My world before me is perfect.There's nowhere else I want to be,Except laying underneath the starsHand in hand, you and me.Just when everything is perfect,And you seem so delicately sweet,A rush of wind comes past meAs I'm swept beneath my feet.Nothing could be more right,There's nowhere else I want to be.Let's take a walk my only love,Hand in hand, you and me.

Boobies!
They are everywhere here!!! I think I'm the only female without boob shots or nekkidness in my photos. If you wanna see my boobies, just see me drunk at a bar somewhere...ask my boyfriend. Maybe I will post boob pictures the next time I am shitfaced on fubar...'cause my boobs come out at the bar when I am shitfaced there. (really, I am kidding...about the fubar thing, anyway...) PS - This is not an eBay listing...LOL!

Rewarding Our Faith.
I've been in this bathroom looking myself over for the last five minutes.Lost contemplating the amassing lines and crevaces on my smile, at the edge of my eyes... on my constantly befuddled brow. When did the handsome boy die? Replaced by this empty ambitionless man. I used to chase stars, I used to smell heaven. I used to live for the impossibility of true love.That I could fix anything. I could help anyone.That I could some day be perfect. A few handfuls of water, a fresh spray of spit on the mirror and he's still there, looking back at me with uneven features, and a sloped hairline... just like my cowlick twenty years ago. Twenty years... and I'm still somehow here. I thought little boys disapeared after 16.That there was no life after that. Just a snap of the fingers, a click of the zinc pin and the wonderful alchemy of black grit to fire, propelling a metal orb that vanished us away. Death is magic. So is sex.And these days things have been a bit mundane.

Cupcake Application
So you wanna be a Cupcake?MUST meet the following requirements.*You must be an ACTIVE member of the Beautiful Brutality Lounge**You HAVE to show us that you can be brutal.. we may all LOOK sweet & stuff.. but that is NOT ALL we can be**You must have your page open to the public so that all the girls can go and see what your about and get to know you on they're own**You must have a yim & give it to one of us so we have a way of contacting you**We do EVERYTHING together... if you think this is one of those groups you can just put in your name & not participate in.. you're dead wrong**IF all members of the mafia think you "fit" into our family we will then welcome you in**You must provide ur OWN photoshopped or painted tranny hamster & give it a name* (we will explain the meaning of this upon entry to the group)*This is not an easy group to get into although it seems like it is.. we LOVE our family and ONLY bring in the BEST of the best girls.. and we ARE r/l best friends with one a

Blah
a piercing scream breaks the silence! there are no signs of a struggle, no signs of violence he looks around bewildered and confused was it a trick of the imagination? some sort of mental ruse? he stops and ponders, then ups, and wanders, searching for the source. where did it come from? a cry uttered with such force. he sits on the groud and tries to clear his mind. a silent meditation looking for an answer from inside. in his trance-like state he sees his own desires, laid out before him on the landscape of his soul. in his mind he stands alone, he sees a path ahead, should he stand and should he walk, or should he heed the dread? in his mind he makes a decision, he will stand and explore this vision. he rises on legs of lead, his footsteps sap his strength, he starts to walk along the path of undecided length. as he walks he passes things he has seen before, people he has met, places he has been, all appear like he has opened an invisible door. he walks past the terror

[lassi]
Totally going there.Now I'm gonna have to tinker with the ACTUAL levels here. But so far I need milk, 2 tablespoons of sugar, yogurt, and ... water!? ... No. No water.Crushed ice. Or even just using frozen yogurt.*shakes head* silly internub recipe makers.and just why the HELL would I want to use sugar when I could use honey? ... *more shaking of head* Alright, so I'm going to need about:1 cup of crushed ice2 tbs honey1 cup of cold milk1 cup of plain yogurt (I'd let you do vanilla if you think the fruit you're adding meshed) I noticed an approximation of about 1:2 ration water:milk products. What seemed to vary most was milk portion versus yogurt so I'm gonna go with an even split... for now. Now ... what are the possibilities of this semi-sour very smooth milkshake base? ... endless. There are recipes from EVERY kinda lassi from spiced, fruit, savory, and sweet to a brew similar to absynthe. so by all means -rosewater-cinnamon-soft fruits such as Kiwi, mangos (being the stapl

Today
Today is my Dad's birthday. I won't be able to see him today, he said he had to work. But I am going to the mall and getting him something. Not sure what it is. What do you get a father that you haven't really been close to and just now started talking to?? lol. Anyway, I don't know how much I'll be on today. I need to go down to the lobby and get my breakfast, take a shower, go shopping and see about switching rooms here. My internet is kind of shitty. I asked them about it last night and they asked me where my room was. I was informed then, that my room wouldn't have a good connection, since I'm next to the elevator. Great huh? Have a great day!

A Single Breath!!!
A Single Breath I know the spinning Earth seems to drive you crazyas it keeps turning and you stand stillSo much to choose frombut no choices to makeYou feel this great decision looming ahead,too far away in the future,yet you still wonder--What if your life gets tiring?Always ahead of the beat never leaves time for youSo breathe the air that is now,kiss those you like,hug those you don't,enjoy the spinning circles,and dance like no one's watching. Torill may 2nd 2009

I'm Feeling Sappy...
Michael Buble "That's All"I can only give you love that lasts forever,And a promise to be near each time you call.And the only heart I ownFor you and you aloneThat's all,That's allI can only give you country walks in springtimeAnd a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall;And a love whose burning lightWill warm the winter nightThat's all,That's all.There are those I am sure who have told you,They would give you the world for a toy.All I have are these arms to enfold you,And a love time can never destroy.If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.Say it's me that you'll adore,For now and evermoreThat's all,That's all.If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.Say it's me that you'll adore,For now and evermoreThat's all,That's all.

How Spicy Are You?
Your Spicy Score: Medium You enjoy letting loose and having fun, but you don't go overboard. You know that a little spice can go a long way. You keep yourself in check. When things are too boring, you really know how to bump up the temperature. When things are getting hot and completely out of control, you know how to pull back. How Spicy Are You?

Dont Ever Lend A Friend Money
So i had this close friend id bling him and ive even vip'd him... he has returned the blinging back... But he lost his job cause booze was important to him anyways got to the point he had no food... So i sent $40 through western union to him... Then he didnt have the funds to make his computer payment so he said he would repay me so I made the computer payment for him $160... Anyways he has since got a job and new well i guess she isnt so new since the start of march but ive been watching as he is buying both of them auto11 and bombs and bling out the ass... He has given me $75 back and was told yestarday i would recieve the rest now im gettin the sad bullshit storey of oh my IE and FF dont work and he is seeing his kids this weekend and i am i trying to wreck that... Mother fucker i know you didnt!!!!! People need to pay back what they owe and stop fucking around.... *UPDATE* Its been a week and this fucking idiot has avoided me to all degrees... Everyone says I should be luc

Fire (a Julie Inspired Poem)
Fire We dance The fires edge Feeling its warmth Yet avoiding the lure. Of its lick The flame of its passion The burn The feeling so intense To sear our soul Forever reminding Of that which we desire But dancing on the edge

How To Piss Me Off In 1 Second Flat
I'm generally a laid-back kinda broad. But there are things that really piss me the hell off when they're done to me, for example: ~Forget my birthday or our anniversary if I am in a relationship with you. Those should be special dates for you. I won't forget your birthday or anniversary, and I expect you do the same! ~Keep me hanging. I don't like being strung along. I have feelings! I expect the person I'm with to be straight-forward with me from the get-go. If you're not going to be honest with me, then stay the hell away from me. Don't keep me hanging. ~Talk down to me. You are not my daddy. You have no authority over me enough to call me names and chastise me. It hurts really, really bad. It's worse than getting punched in the face. Don't be surprised if I hit you with a baseball bat if you talk down to me. ~Lie to me. I know a good judge of character when I sense it. I also know when someone is lying to me. If I ever catch you in a lie, I can never trust you. It is really har

Searching
Everyone searches, Knowingly, or not But when they found what they want do they know what they've got A lifetime I've searched, and come up empty handed I've been knocked down, kicked around, and on my face I've landed But through luck, karma, chance, or just plain old coincedence In whichever you believe I've found for whom I've been searching, and all I'll ever need I've found someone worth more, than all I have to give someone who makes this life one worth the effort to live completed by her, finally whole, enthralled, enchanted by her firery soul making me want to latch on and never let go This lifetime, just won't be long enough for this love that I feel is strong enough to burn undying, eternally

For Your Information: A Dissertation On What The Fuck Is Going On.
First and foremost, I've unsubscribed from all lounges. I am one person, and only one person. If I go one place, I catch flak from one party, if I go another place, I catch flak from another party. Sorry folks, I love you all dearly, and I'm not going to catch hell for that. I am friends with multiple groups of people. If I can't go to talk to them freely in various different places, then I simply don't want to be in any of those place. Next on the agenda: I am not in a good place right now. I spent about 4 years trying to build a future for myself that has ended in epic failure. I wake up every day looking at this epic failure. I need to get out of here. That's my current mission, with my sanity at stake. The prop business has pretty much dissolved into nothing. It gets hard to do something you love, something you've been built up on being told it'll be great and wonderful, and then become disillusioned by it all. I got fucked, hardcore, by various circumstances.

Worthless People
First and Foremost This is not a Racist or Predjudice Blog About a month ago, a Marine walking home from a party was jumped by 5, that's right 5 low life Mexicans. This Marine chose to give up his wallet, or anything they wanted. By their choosing, they decided to rough him up. They threw him down on the pavement, and proceeded to kick, and punch him while on the ground. This Marine was just going to take it, and let them take what they wanted. Then one participant decided he did not get enough licks in, and kicked this Marine in the temple. Big mistake, this awoke the sleeping giant. This Marine had taken enough!! In fear of great bodily harm,his fight, or flight mechinism kicked in. The Marine arose, with a cell phone in his hand, he proceeded to get up, and pummeled three into submission, out cold. The 4th member of the tough guys,stood out of the way, not wanting to get hit anymore. The 5th jackass, took off with his wallet, then Marine chased him down, tripping him,and beat

Californication Loll
prelude to a kiss i was flying into santa ana ... we were late cause of the weather out of houston where i had my layover ...thinkin over the last short time ... i cant believe how in love i am with the man i only met in my dreams .... problems and drama ... all of that faded with the final touch down ...i disembarqed .... was texting and callin him .. he was waiting in baggage claim for me. I wasnt nervous at all ... i was anxious ... i just needed to see his eyes ... that is the place where secrets stew and cannot be kept ... that is where love lives so that u can touch it ....i stood waiting to see him ...on the phone saying where are you ... lookin at every person knowing none of them were Him... he told me to turn around and there he was ... i walked over to him not knowing for sure how i got there that fast and he said hello ... i said hey baby like i always do to him.... his eyes were bright and so filled with love ... it was a palatable thing ... i could actually touch it ....

The Cake
Time poll crowns 4chan founder moot 'most influential person' 6:58 PM, April 27, 2009 ***i must point out one fallacy...in reference to the "cake"...the media was trolled there when they alleged it to be the chat room for anti scientology raids, lol*** North Americans are worrying about swine flu. PC users are worrying about the Conficker virus. And companies promoting democratic Internet polls have to worry about 4chan. Members of the underground message board appear to have successfully gamed Time's third annual World's Most Influential Person poll. Time has relented and officially crowned the founder of 4chan, who goes by the alias "moot," as the winner. Time directly addresses the apparent orchestration by 4chan to influence the poll's results in its follow-up article. Moot "handily beat the likes of Barack Obama, Vladimir Putin and Oprah Winfrey," Time writes. "To put the magnitude of the upset in perspective, it's worth noting that everyone moot beat out actually

Addiction
Sitting alone and dreamingWith the sweetest person on my mindI am glad we are togetherI am also glad love is color blindWhen I think of youThe World disappearsI am addicted to you foreverJust like an alcoholic is to beerI see the world in your eyesYou are all i ever will needI am addicted to you alwaysJust like a pothead is to weedFrom that very first dayI have always knewYour love is like a drugMy addiction will always be you

Tasty
Ponderances upon the art of... Something made of nothing, tasting very sweet, A most delicious compound, with ingredients complete; But if as on occasion the heart and mind are sour, It has no great signifigance, it loses half its power. Kisses kept are wasted; love is to be tasted. The kiss you take is paid by that you give: the joy is mutual, and I'm still in debt. Kisses: words which cannot be written. I wasn't kissing her, I was whispering in her mouth. A kiss can be a comma, a question mark, or an exclamation point. The sound of a kiss is much softer than that of a cannon- but its echo lasts a great deal longer. You may conquer with a sword, but you are conquered by a kiss. Few men know how to kiss well, fortunately I've always had time to teach them. A legal kiss is never as good as a stolen one. Kisses honeyed by oblivion. *show me show me show me how you do that trick...*

~true Essence Of Love~
THE ESSENCE OF LOVE AS SEEN BY KAHLIL GIBRAN~I always try to incorporate his philosophy into my life. I hope it touches someone else as well...my gift to my friends that wish to explore, The True Essence of Love~ ......Peace.When LOVE beckons to you follow LOVE, Though LOVE'S ways are Hard and Steep. And when LOVE'S Wings enfold you yield to LOVE, Though the Sword hidden among LOVE'S Pinions may wound You. And when LOVE speaks to You believe in LOVE, Though LOVE'S voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as LOVE crowns you so shall LOVE Crucify you. Even as LOVE is for your Growth so is LOVE for your Pruning. Even as LOVE ascends to your Height and Caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the Sun, So shall LOVE descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the Earth. Like sheaves of corn LOVE gathers you unto Itself. LOVE threshes you to make you naked. LOVE sifts you to free you from your husks. LOVE grinds you to whiteness. L

Wanna Know A Secret?
So Do you wanna know a secret? Everybody does! And I have discovered a powerful secret that I want to share with you, a secret that will change your life. In the Book of Genesis the creator "SPOKE" The world into existence! That,s right read it for yourself HE SPOKE. What does this mean to us? Well it means that GOD,S WORD ITSELF has power! Romans 4:17 states that God SPEAKS life into the dead things and calls nonexistent things as if they already existed. But Confessing God,s Word is not just a way to get things that you decide that YOU want, but rather agreeing with the already established and written Word Of God. As we Believe and speak outloud HIS Word we are setting ourselves in agreement with HIM for his plan to come to pass in our lives. And The Bible teaches us that God,s Word Cannot Come Back to you Void no matter how long it takes to manifest in your life. Peace and Love to you as always Amazing GRace

Its Official. Im The Dumbass
so here i thought my cats were just being dumb........ nowhere in the instructions did it say i was supposed to LEASH train the cats before i FENCE train the cats......... UGH........ well thats another month of training to do UGH!!!!!!!

People And Drama
I am tired..and kind of in a mood. Just call it PMS. Anyways.. I worked today. We had a patient who ended up..we had to put sign on the patients door for no visitors..unless checking with the nurses station. Well noone out there knew what to do or say. It was over a personal matter.. of the patients family/ or friends taking advantage of him..and getting money from him. Well.. the way I look at it.. thats not our job to really worry about. Its his choice..and if they are doing this stuff..and family is worried about it..then they should have taken care of the problem before he came to the hospital. They act like they do not know how to get help though in cases like this. We also get once in a while..these patients..who do not want people to know they are in the hospital..etc. You can not tell people where they are..etc. Well. it makes my life quite misserable..wondering wtf to tell people when they call or come to the desk. I feel horrible lying to the people. Fact is.. we a

What A Bitch
Part of my job is to email people who go online and redeem their offer for a free hotel stay at the resort. This guy decided to redeem and then call to book... he got pissed off because we don't have rooms on the night that he was wanting. He responded to my email saying that it was stupid that we send out offers but when people want to book, they can't It was a very rude email. This guy is a JERK. I mean shit.. you are getting a free hotel room that you have 4 months to use. because you can't book ONE NIGHT.. you freak out and say you will not be going to that hotel ever? oh for fucks sake! would you do that?

Friends Of Kelly Ann
Kelly Ann has been having some health issues lately...She had a heart catherization done this morning, and had to have 3 stints put in...They also found out she is a diabetic...So any of you that have had to deal with any of these know that she's going to have to dramatically change her lifestyle...The Dr. said no more smoking, and has to avoid sugar & fats...This is going to be a dramatic change, one of them alone would be rough, but 3 at one time is going to really suck...Those of you that know her, pls go show her page some love, let her know you're thinking about her...Those of you that don't, you really don't know what you're missing...Her and I have been best friends for over 10 yrs now and she's an awesome person to have on your side, so PLS stop by her page and let her know that you care...I appreciate you taking the time to read this, and pls repost it so that it gets out for all to see...Thank you so much Natural Witch AKA Tina...Just click her pic and show her some fu-love

Summary Of Brat's Original Blog
Oscar is posting what I can recall of my original blog (mine was deleted) in his so that people can see my reason for leaving the $$dogghouse$$ ...Ok, wow! I am not sure where to even begin with this. So much has happened over the past few months. I resigned as Assistant Lounge Manager for the $$Dogg House$$ a while back because there was just so much drama in there and it was all about quantity not about QUALITY!! The lounge manager and another member decided that they would go PORNO on the cams. Lucky began shout boxing or yahooing certain cam gurls to flash their stuff to keep the men in the lounge. Now, to me this is rather pathetic. You should NOT have to do that shit to keep people in the lounges. *sigh* Now, I know it was an NSFW lounge, but there is a difference between class and tasteless skankiness on cams. Then on April 28th the image below was brought to my boyfriend's attention by the lounge manager.That is the owner of the $$Dogghouse$$, Lucky. At first, I did n

Something You Need To Read ..you'll Understand As You Get Older
After AwhileBy Veronica A. ShoffstallAfter awhile you learnthe subtle differences betweenHolding a hand and chaining a soulAnd you learn that love doesn't mean leaningAnd company doesn't always mean security.And you begin to learnThat kisses aren't contracts and Presents arent promisesAnd you begin to accept your defeats With your head up and your eyes aheadWith the grace of a woman or manNot the grief of a childAnd you learnTo build all your roads on todaybecause tomorrow's ground isToo uncertain for plansAnd futures have a wayof falling down in mid-flight.After awhile you learnThat sunshine burns if you get too muchSo you plant your own gardenAnd decorate your soulInstead of waitingFor someone to bring you flowersAnd you learn that you really can endureThat you really are strongAnd you really do have worthAnd you learn and you learnWith every good-bye you learn...

I Dont Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This!!!
Month OneMommyI am only 4 inches longbut I have all my organs.I love the sound of your voice.The sound of your heart beatis my favorite lullaby.Month TwoMommytoday I learned how to suck my thumb.If you could see meyou could definitely tell that I am a baby.I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.It is so nice and warm in here.Month ThreeYou know what MommyI'm a boy!!I hope that makes you happy.I always want you to be happy.I don't like it when you cry.You sound so sad.It makes me sad tooand I cry with you even thoughyou can't hear me.Month FourMommymy hair is starting to grow.It is very short and finebut I will have a lot of it.I spend a lot of my time exercising.I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toesand stretch my arms and legs.I am becoming quite good at it too.Month FiveYou went to the doctor today.Mommy, he lied to you.He said that I'm not a baby.I am a baby Mommy, your baby.I think and feel.Mommy, what's abortion?Month SixI can hear that doctor again.I don't

Lil Pushy This Month
Libra - May 2009Venus squares Pluto on May 2 and your thoughts could be tangled to some extent. Perhaps you make unnecessary demands on your partner. While it's true that it's impossible to make someone love you, you may try your best to get the attention you desire this month. Mercury moves into retrograde motion on May 6 and there could be promises made that will never be kept. The truth comes out when Saturn moves into direct motion on May 16. On May 27 the kind of satisfaction you're looking for is within your grasp when those two heavyweights, Jupiter and Neptune, find themselves in the house of fun, games, and romantic gambling. A chance you take could just pay off today. The Quarter Moon on May 31 is in the behind-the-scenes twelfth house, and that's just where you want to spend the day.

Bling Me This Blast Me That
for the love people, this place cracks me I am not and will never ask to see your nsfw, so you can bet that I will NEVER!! bling you or blast you or 25 second vip to see them. the reason this cracks me up is why the hell are you posting photos you supposedly are so intent on letting only a select few see! Premise I am asking for money for you to see me naked..theres a word for that lol! if you post the pics you know your wanting people to see it, if you didnt you would not have even taken the bloody pics in the first place. like I said cracks me up:) hugs and luvs, JC

Love The Hate
a shedevil a succubus a down-low dirty bitch a cunt a whore I'll suck the life from you and so much more. a liar a tramp an outlaw of means a criminal a fighter a shit starter...(please)..who me? you label me so often are you obsessed? you love me you hate me it's no matter to me I live my life beyond your opinion someplace where my spirit is free you must have no life at all left so much time spent thinking of new insults but still I stand unwaivered and unbroken and all you can do is go and pound salt I wouldn't spit on you if your teeth were on fire is that your way of saying I fill you with desire? I love the hate I feed the flame you'll never destroy me by calling me names

How Do You Say Goodbye To Someone You've Never Really Met?
SO, JUST HOW DO YOU SAY SO LONG TO SOMEONE YOU NEVER REALLY MET?SOMEONE YOU NEVER TOUCHED OR FELT, BUT YET,THERE ARE FEELINGS, STRONG FEELINGS THAT YOU GETFROM THE TYPING, THE WORDS AND A PICTURE OF A SMILEA SMILE SHARED WITH THE WORLD BUT YOU TO NOT REGRET.I LEARNED FROM YOU AS FROM SO MANY OTHERS AND I KNOWTHERE WAS, OH, SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER.HOW CAN YOU GIVE BACK A HEART THAT YOU HAD NEVER SEEN TO BEGIN WITHAND YET YOU OFFERED IT LIKE IT WAS REALLY YOURSWHILE THE WORLD LOOKED ON BUT THEY NEVER HEARDTHE TYPING OF OUR FINGERS THAT WERE OUR ONLY WORDSSO HERE I AM THINKING THAT I'LL MISS YOUR PICTURE THE WORDS ON THE SCREEN AND YOUR LITTLE TYPED WINKIE ;-)BUT NEVER A TOUCH, NOT EVEN A PINKIEMUCH LESS LIPS AND ARMS AND LEGS AND SWEAT OR A LITTLE KINKYJUST LITTLE EMOTICONS ALL RUN TOGETHERIT FELT LIKE I NEVER REALLY KNEW YOU AT ALLBECAUSE EVERY SITE I CRUISED TO YOU WERE ANOTHER SO THEN HOW COULD I KNOW WHICH ONE WAS REALLY YOUWHEN TYPING AND PICTURES WAS ALL THERE WAS TO MAKE ONE THIN

New Chapter!!!!!
I have recently met someone that I am completely stricken by. Even though there are things goin on in my life that need work, She takes away all my problems. My first marraige was a bust. No biggie. I just dusted my shoulder off and moved on. But nikki, she has opened my eyes to something I thought i had before. Just thinking about her gives me butterflies. She has shown me that not all women are like my ex wife. She has given me something to live for. A reason to keep on trucking forward. And to finish this blog, there is only one thing i want to say I love you nikki!!!!!!!!!!! you are my aussie angel!!!!!

Ther True Amazing Grace!
T Guess what it,s certainly not me! But it is GOD,S GRACE AND MERCY upon us his creation! And That,s GOOD NEWS folks. You see the Bible is a book about sin. But it,s also about the GRACE of God that continues to seek us out desite our sins. King David sinned,the disciples sinned,even Moses sinned. I wonder how Moses felt after his sins. Surely after killing the Egytian Moses must have thought his life was ruined. Consider how he responded later to God,s call: He said "Who Am I that they would believe"? I can so easily relate to his self-doubts and reluctance. I have sinned, as I would guess you have too,however God does not abandon us. He instead has provided a remedy for the burdens we carry because of our sins. How? He overrules SIN with MERCY! GOD returns to us the same as he did to Moses and King David and all the other people and he re-commissions us. In God,s sight we are still precious , though WE may feel unworthy. But in actuality, Our Past mistakes will become s

Shhhh...don't Tell A Soul............
BUT....... this guy is having a birthday this Friday....so go show him some special fu love!!! Just don’t tell I sent you.....LOL!! Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar

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Taunted boy just told pals, ‘Bye’ 11-year-old killed himself last week By MARK DAVIS The Atlanta Journal-Constitution Sunday, April 26, 2009 Morning came with the usual chaos. The kids struggled into their clothes for another day of school. Downstairs, Masika Bermudez yelled at them to hurry. To sweeten the order, she reached for a morning favorite, Cocoa Puffs. Her children loved them. Enlarge this image Jason Getz/jgetz@ajc.com A.J. Brown, 11, talks about the last day he saw his buddy Jaheem alive. His mother, Alice Brown, tries to comfort him. HOW WE GOT THE STORYStaff writer Mark Davis interviewed Jaheem Herrera's friends, A.J. Brown and Peter Vincent, both 11, with the permission of and in the presence of their mothers, Alice Brown and Eschondria Vincent, at the Vincent home. He spoke with Jaheem's mother, Masika Bermudez, by phone from her lawyer's office. The DeKalb County school system has declined to talk about Jaheem, citing a confidentiality

~help Yourself~
I've always liked Tom Jones' music and Sensuality....this is one of my Faves.....'Help Yourself'.....words that resonate Passions I feel. Hope you enjoy it and smile. It's first on my playlist right now.......Peace Love is like candy on a shelf You want to taste and help yourselfThe sweetest things are there for youHelp yourself, take a fewThats what I want you to do.Were always told repeatedlyThe very best in life is freeAnd if you want to prove its trueBaby Im telling youThis is what you should doJust help yourself to my lipsTo my arms just say the word, and they are yoursJust help yourself to the love,In my heart your smile has opened up the doorThe greatest wealth that exists in the world,Could never buy what I can giveJust help yourself to my lipsTo my arms, and then lets really start to liveAllllllllll right. yeahMy heart has love enough for twoMore than enough for me and youIm rich with love, a millionaireIve so much, its unfairWhy dont you take a share

Time
THERE COMES A TIME IN YOUR LIFE WHEN CHOICES ARE HARD AND IT CAN MESS WITH YOUR MIND AND WHEN THAT TIME COMES, YOU HOPE THAT YOU HAVE THE ONE'S THAT HAVE BEEN THERE THROUGH THE GOOD AND THE BAD THEY ARE THE ONES THAT YOU CAN TELL JUST ABOUT ANYTHING AND THEY ARE THE ONES THAT DON'T JUDGE CAUSE YOUR WEARING A RING THEY WOULD BE THERE IF YOU CALLED AND NOT EVEN THINK WHY THEY DID FOR THEY ARE THE ONES THAT I HOPE I COULD CALL MY FRIENDS SO WHEN THAT TIME COMES AND I KNOW IT IS I AM GONNA HATE TO HAVE TO LEAVE ALL MY FRIENDS I WILL NOT GET TO TALK AS MUCH BUT YOU CAN BET YOUR ASS I WILL STAY IN TOUCH FOR THOSE WHO HAVE TOUCHED ME IN DIFFERENT WAYS IT IS GOING TO PAIN ME TO GO ARE SEPERATE WAYS SO TO MY FRIENDS I SAY THIS YOU ALL WILL BE DEEPLY MISSED......jro

Exploring
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever

Happy B-day Fucker
The positive side of being an oldie: • You’ll never have to endure those harrowing visits to the dentist again. • You’ll save a fortune on shampoo. • Your hernia operation will make you a star at the local pub. • You will look distinguished with your receding hairline, double chin and wrinkles. • You have survived the humiliation of middle age. • You’ll no longer have to suffer the disappointment of thwarted ambitions – you no longer have any. • You can finally sell those dreadful diet and exercise books that have sat unopened on the bookshelf for years. • You’ll be the champ at history questions in the pub quiz. • You can embarrass your family by entering glamorous granny or good-looking grandfather competitions. • You don’t need to make an effort anymore – people will expect you to be frumpy, boring and cantankerous. • Your failing memory allows you to convince yourse

Stupid
just when i thought people could not be more stupid there is someone alwasys to prove me wrong someone yesterday called me a female ok where the hell do you get female as my gender iam sure my pics could tell you that ur wrong also the state i live in as well if you come to my profile just to look at my pics with out reading it you well be block iam tire of telling what already in my profile at first it did not borther me but after you get 10 people asking the same shit with out reading its enuff to piss someone off

A Romantic Fool With Nothing To Offer In This Fast Moving World
he thought he was going to have it all but he was withdrawn from his world now he feels small he's spiraling downard in a freefall now he doesn't have the will to love his sense of trust has flown away like a free flying dove his loving spirit caged away like a circus freak his future love life looks awful bleak will he ever regain his cool only he knows the answer dus concludes the story of the romantic fool

It's Gonna Be My Bday!
it's gonna be my bday this sunday! first bday here in USA. and i bet it would not be fun. friends not around, and bars closes until as early 1am, sux! it's gonna be way way different. but wish it's gonna be a good day though!pathetic...lol!

F**d Up
I have fucked and followed, drank and swallowedall this life has given meto bring myself to this pointForgot never forgaveBitches, fucks, lively muckingalways in the back of my headburning a hole through what I ever hadFuck the bullshit, caught with a bitchstickcursed , fucked, forgiven, but never the other wayFuck them all forget the pain but it lingers moreTo haunt my dreams and fuck my brainHate the dreams hate being awakeFucked and followed forgotten and swallowedThe world has spit me out spoiled

Reunion
I CAME HERE AS SOLDIER AND AS A MAN I CAME HERE FROM A DISTANCE TO THIS DESSERT LAND I LEFT BEHIND THE THINGS I LOVED THE MOST JUST SO THAT I MAY BOAST WELL NOW THAT I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR A WHILE AND MISS THE THE ONES I LOVE I JUST HOPE THAT NOW I UNDERSTAND WHAT PRIDE CAN TO DO A MAN IT CAN MAKE THEM DO THINGS TO MAKE PEOPLE PROUD BUT YET IN THE SAME TIME IT CAN MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE A CLOWN AND THOU WE HAVE BEEN APART FOR 8 MONTHS NOW AND THE TIME DRAWS NEAR FOR THAT DAY WHEN I WILL GET TO HOLD YOU MY DEAR.....jro

#1
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The Messure Of A Man
How do you measure a man with his passion or heart such a withered thing for me that it has begun to rot how about his prowess in bed ahhh fleeting for there is truelly comes to end for that a messure of a truest man i have seen is one that would stand next to you endlessly a man that is tender and kind one that will fight for your honor and will when your smile one who will be glad when you are glad and will be your shoulder when needed for a while what is a messure of a man i ask you tell me what is the measure that you see

Leaving Profile Comments
Hi friends...just wanted to tell anyone who has been leaving me profile comments thank you so much. I am having a problem with leaving them. my link is messed up..I have reported this to fubar support and they are working on this issue.....just wanted you all to know why I am not able to return them back. Thanks again for all the luv through comments an rates... Diamond Deb

A Lil' Thank You Message To My Friends On My Fu-anniversary
Sup friends and fam Just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has been by me and been there for me for the past 2 years. It's been a great experience on Fubar and looking forward to meeting more people. I've been through a lot, but ya'll stuck by me during the good time, and helped me through the bad times. I'm blessed and thankful to have such great friends on here that accepts me for who I am. I love ya'll, and I'm very thankful for each and everyone of you. And Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers on Fubar. And Fayth, I love you so much! You mean the world to me! Love you baby!!!

Today
Wont be around tomrrow, have a funeral to go to went to the funeral, then went to work and was told my job was in jepordy for a mistake that wasnt my responsiblilty but that i was being blamed for anyway. to make it worse, i have nerve damage in my shoulder an my shoulder and arm was tingling and felt sore. i hate my life another wake on sunday night. this makes 7 deaths in the last 2 years. and 2 in less than a week one of my siblings has to get surgery...again, starting the week with a backed up sewerline in my basement. yuck. another week, another bad thing happening why does everything have to be one big struggle?

Where Am I
Hey guys I just thought I would let you know I am going to keep off the PC for a few days. I am still sorting through some personal issues, I have been hiding from. I have been using the Fu to keep myself distracted. But, I can't delay and keep stuffin around with some things I need to do. It's time to move on with my life and some aspects of it, and I need the time to myself to do it. Will catch you in a few ... I will miss you heaps.

Mothers Day Without Mama
Today is Mother's Day number 2 without my mom, it has been a very difficult day. I so badly wish that i could have called my mom up and talk to her, but i knew it couldnt happen. Its a very hard realization for me knowing that i can only speak to my mom through my heart, but never on the phone again. She is missed so dearly. She was a very large part of my life and i could never imagine going a day without thinking of her. Some people that knew my mom have told me that there are things that i do that remind them so much of my mom. Its kind of ironic, cause when you are younger you always tell yourself that you could never imagine being like your parents when you get older (well at least i did), and yet as you grow older you start to do little things just like they did. My mom will forever be remembered in my heart and mind and in my family. My kids will always know who she was. I miss you so very much Mom. Happy Mothers Day.

You're Looking For
Incase anyone missed it..this blog is a lyric. I spent the night cleaning my room. After work. Not that it takes long. I also watched tv. Before sleeping I wrote out some words on paper...not sure if I will post them. Kinda rough and need to be smoothed out before putting my name on them. My moods keep changing..but overall I am smiling more and feeling more like my normal self. gotta drive my princess to school this morning. I get to wear my rocking shades too hahaha. Ever notice how hard it can be to find sunglasses that work with your face shape? I still look like a bug but its a small price to pay for glamour haha!! i'll be back in a bit ;)

What Was That Number Again?
I often wonder this might be the way I go out, but I'm afraid I might not remember the number. 1-888-227-8255, hello you're on Car Talk. Hrm...perhaps I listen to that show just a bit too much. As a side note, I've decided my new profession will be ruler of the world. Ladies, there will be a fee of tits or GTFO. -Management

True Love
True love is an eternal bond between two loving souls. Happy to be in each others arms; serene and secure together. True love is honest; it's forever true it never lies. It holds an unspoken trust between two tied hearts ready to become one. True love is constant. It stays strong and holds fast. Its foundations will hold and it will not crumple to the challenges of time and situation. The only change is more love for each other each new day of their lives. It is forever growing and forever loving. True love is loyal. Faithful and it can wait. It does not know distance or boundary. It's always true and forever hopeful. It is not affected by the changes that surround them. It holds the promise that they will be together again whenever they are separated. True love is not hidden; it is shared by two loving hearts. It is willing to accept pain but it's ready to forgive. It does not store ill feelings and emotions of hate. It is the beauty of the knot that

Shave Your Ass
Ladies if your poopchute looks like its nestled in a tea cozy you might want to enlist the help of Mr BIC....before you take dirty pictures to post on the internet..........Im sorry no matter who you are if you anus looks like mogwai im going to laugh at it

My Poem About Juggalo's
Brush Strokes The mirror looks back at me again I hear it’s laughter so clear I close my eyes as I break inside I need my mask to cover the tears I take up my brush now Each stroke of paint another brick in my wall As I shut out myself again I turn a deaf ear to my call I put on an extra coat of paint To protect me from the cruel world Behind the paint I grow a spine No longer a scared broken little girl

Continued Part2
The lights dim,the soft romantic music seemed to be playing in the background.The atmosphere seemed pefect,everything seemed just PERFECT,he stood up smiling,gazing at her beauty and walked over to her seat,He held out his hand and asked ,,,"MAY I HAVE THE HONORS OF HAVING THIS DANCE,WITH YOU ?BEAUTIFULL LADY.She blushed a tad,looking innocently down,then back into his eyes.Yes i'd love to she told him,as she smiled and grabbed his hand.He slowly led her to the dance floor.the dim lights made her look angellic and float towards the dance floor.Taking one hand and holding it in his,and wrapping his other arm around her waist.He stepped closer to her as he gently pulled her to him,she laid her head on his chest,,she could feel his chest rise and fall with every breath and hear his heart beat loud and strong,,they danced and danced,,till the music played no more,,he whispered in her ear,i have a little something ,that i would like to give you,they stopped,,he stared straight into her mesm

Please, God! Make It Go Away!
i was sitting here working, when the tv in my head turned on and started playing this. i must have broken the knob because i can't make it stop. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjQKFoUdk4g

Joke
So my 10 year old son asked me last night: Daddy, "How did the turtle get accoss the freeway without getting killed?" Stumped for a while, he offers me a clue... Take the f off of free and the f off of way" I thought for a couple of seconds and responded: There is no effn way! I was laughing so hard my stomach was hurting.

Haters
I don't understand why people would rate a profile a 1... If you don't like what you see then you don't have to view it. It's pointless and rediculous and embarrasing on there part. I feel sorry for people who do it whether they are jealous or just plain mean. Please don't waste my time or yours. My advice to the ones who do it "GET A LIFE". But to all my fans, family and friends, thank you for the love. I love you all.

I'll B Gone For A Few Days
Those of you who are near and dear to me know that I am leaving in a few hours today. I will be at my next place of origin at 9am tomorrow morning. I will try to get online at the airport but if not, as soon as I can, I will be back. I hope to not come back to toal change and disarray! lol...I love you all and hope you will miss me and wish me good prayers til I return...always remember to be yourself and never sacrifice yourself for anyone. And b real and true in all you do...and plz realize that this is an internet site and NOT real life. Those who I call true friends on here can attest to what I define as real and I make it known outside of my internet connection. I will be back as soon as I can so plz love on me :) XOXOXO (And C.M., don't make me kick ur ass! :) MUAH)

Something To Think About...
I found this to be insightful...im goin through a rough time back in New York and its pretty much helped me to keep my head up.. so i decided to share it... Foolish impatient people see the prosperity of the wicked and the suffering of the upright, and jump to the conclusion that it pays to be wicked, let them observe the situation over the long run and they will see the wicked wither like the grass, and the righteous prosper slowly but surely like the palm tree or cedar... have a good day!

Whoops...
I've been in the midsts of moving all week, and accidentally packed my phone charger and have yet to find it, so if anyone has been trying to get a hold of me (texts, IMs, calls) my phone is dead. Not ignoring anyone... sorry about this :P

The Blahs!
Kids: - stop asking for shit, like VIPs, blasts, HH, bling, etc etc. It makes you look like whores. Seriously it really does, and it's annoying when every status change seems to be someone begging for shit. If someone wants to give you something, they will without seemingly being guilt tripped into it. If this makes you cranky, then just delete me, because it really does make ya look whorish. - people who have nothing better to do than be snarky in mumms do so because they don't have the intelligence to do anything else. They are never as smart as they think they are, and just make themselves look like assholes in the process. Again, if you don't like this delete me, because fuck you. :) - it irritates the living fuck out of me if people wnat their pics rated, yet have nothing but fucking morphs, animations and shit that ISN'T THEM. Also, people who have like ONE PIC and do lil changes like changing colour as well as MS Paint effects, stop it. It doesn't look like you have a

Taking A Break
Well I'm sure a few friends on here have noticed I haven't been on fubar lately, and I've decided I'm taking a break. There are many things going on in my life I need to sort out, think about what have I done, and accomplished in 19 years and I'm sad knowing that I've spent 19 years stuck in the same spot. I have loved, now I can actually say I have loved madly, thanks to Ian, I can actually say I've loved. I've had amazing friends on this site which I really love and always will for instance all my family members on here they're simply amazing and they'll always have a place in my heart. But what have I done for myself... All I know is I'm a 19 year old without a job, life plan and no goals in particular... sad In order to get everything straight I used to drive 50 miles in every direction and think everything through lol you can say I was running away, but wasn't. Now without a car I'll have to think I'm far away and start from the bottom. So like I said this isn't last thing

Life
Darkness surrounds me I cannot find the light My life is filled with perpetual night I long to have you whispering softly in my ear Have no fear for I am here I try to sleep and instead just weep In my heart, we are never apart You are always near and I hold you so dear Wanting you here to calm the fear Your gentle hand that understands Your gentle touch that means so much Without you here, there is no love I am like a caged dove Longing to be set free from inside of me The door is locked, all exits are blocked

Forgivness
You made a lot of mistakesAnd a lot of bad thingsBut every time you were coming back with tearsWith all kind of sorrow and apologiesThis time is differentAll words and sentences won’t solve any thingNone of those mistakesYour sorrow nore I am sorry wordsWon’t give you my forgivenessThat crowing of cock my dearDoesn’t always mean it’s the dawn- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: far7an moussa

Have U??
i always wondered where rainbow endsalways wondered where rain come fromand always wanted to know where air come fromalways wanted to know where all hidden treasures arealways wanted to know where sun,moon,and the stars gets their lightalways wanted to know what is happinessalways wondered whats lovenow i realize it allbecause,rainbow start and ends in your eyesrain comes of your tearsair comes of your breathshidden treasures are hidden with your lipsstars,moon,and sun takes its light from your brightnessthe spring of happiness splash of your heartand finally found lovewhen i found you==========================W.B: FAR7AN

Darkest Before The Dawn
Things happen for a reason in life. Bad things happen. You may feel like your life is crashing down around you and your drowning in the cataclismic events that life has thrown at you. Don't give up hope. There are Angels out there and they will find you when you least expect it but when you most need them..whether you know it or not. I know how it feels to be drowning in life. When I thought things couldn't get a worse..they did. I thought my life was over..no hope..no help. That's when my Angel walked in...he was dressed in blue and wearing a badge. He gave me the worst news you could possibly imagine Sunday..then told me Happy Mother's Day as I sat crying on my front porch...going out of my mind. He told me he didn't say it to be mean but Iwas going to recieve the greatest gift a mother could ever get in her life....a second chance with her children. A chance to make things right again and be a family. In the short time this Angel has been in my life he has shown me there is bri

Loss Of A Dear Friend
A dear friend of mine has passed away recently. It happened on May 1st and I didn't find out about it until May 14th. I feel terrible because it's my fault that I didn't know until 2 weeks after it happened and had not seen my friend for about a month. Having said that, I'd like to say to my friend..."Rest In Peace Larry. GOD blessed the world when HE sent you here and anyone that had ever interacted with you was lucky to have done so. You will be greatly missed. May your trip to Heaven be as wonderful as your journey here on Earth. You touched the heart of a lot of people on that Earthly journey and now you'll soon be with Angels where you belong." CareBear

Guns, Paranoia, & Common Sense
Okay, so i'm reading this article of a woman who was legally packing a side arm and thwarted a car-jacking. Good on her. Now most of the comments weren't in praise of someone defending herself, if any at all. Most of them were the same people crying over gun control, and how the liberal dems are trying to take their constitutional rights away from them blah, blah, blah. Now while these are probably the same people who were all for the last administration's (anti) Patriot Act, it seems their biggest concern is keeping their guns & gettin' MORE of them! FYI, I have done target practice at the shooting ranges, but I don't own a gun, nor do I intend to. While I totally agree with the right to defend myself, home and loved ones if necessary with a gun, fine. a revolver or semiauto 9 or 10mm pistol is fine. I guess it's the guys that running around buying up assault (style) rifles and ammo who kinda spook me out a bit. And in regards to the 2nd amendment that's actually more in regards

Interlude...
Her hand crawled up his leg inching closer to the visible erection. Slowly she pushed the tablecloth aside affording her better access.She reached up and expertly undid his trouser button, freeing his erection from the material jail. Like a released prisoner it jumped up, vibrating to attention. The head was bare and smooth. Blue veins along the side, throbbing. A small drop of pre cum glistening in the harsh auditorium lights. His pubic hair formed a collar around the base but it was the size of his erection that impressed. 4 inches would still be visible if she had to take him in both hands along his length. The girth compared to a fire hose. Her long nails tickled the base of his penis and he jerked spasmodically. Long elegant fingers wrapped themselves around his manhood and slowly moved up, pausing, before sliding down to stretch the skin away from the purple head. His penis was swelling with cum and appeared ready to burst. She slid her hand up and down three times before grabbin

My Destiny
If destiny was in my handI would change my whole life yearsAnd made my age one yearLike this year we spent togetherIt is enough with its few beautiful daysIf life was in my handI would cuted all my heart arteriesAnd inaccessible my heart from beatingNot to beat but for youBecause you are the only true love in my lifeIf I could I would change my all bloodAnd putted in all my veins a perfume Like your perfume which I loveTo live on your love perfumeBut what can I do and you are my destinyWhich I tried to run away fromWhere ??!! there is no place to run away from the destinyNothing can stop destiny except deathAnd even after my death ,my destiny is to be your guard angel- - - - - - - - - - - - -W.B: FAR7AN

Thanks For The Help!
I Want to take a few moments of your time to tell you how greatful I am for all the luv and support shown to me while I was trying to level!. You never know you have so many friends untill you need them sometimes! Some of you I know and am friends with , you know I am thankful for yall, and others I did not even know jumped in to help, you guys were Awesome, I hope to meet and talk with each of you one day. Even though I did not make it yet, I want to Thank you all and send you my love, Again I am very Greatful for all the Support...Your Friend Always, ~Becky~ 'aka' (Southern Luv)...Still Oracle Bound!!

A Soldier's Poem
Take a man and put him alone,Put him twelve thousand miles from home.Empty his heart of all but blood,Make him live in sand, in mud.This is the life I have to live,This the soul to God I give.You have your parties and drink your beer,While young men are dying over here.Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq".Use your signs and have your fun,Then refuse to use a gun.There's nothing else for you to do,Then I'm supposed to die for you?There is one thing that you should know;And that's where I think you should go!I'm already here and it's too late.I've traded all my love for all this hate.I'll hate you till the day I die.You made me hear my buddy cry.I saw his leg and his blood shed,Then I heard them say, "This one's dead".It was a large price for him to pay,To let you live another day.He had the guts to fight and die,To keep the freedom you live by.By his dying, your life he buys,But who gives a fuck if a Soldier dies!

My Heart
Its Sunday morning and I sit here thinking of all the things that make me who I am. Family, friends, coworkers and my son. My beautiful son! I had a conversation this morning with the man I believe to be the one. Yes, I said it. I wonder what my future holds. Ever feel so strongly about someone? Its as if you completely understand them. No matter what they say you just get it? This is how I feel. I know that this will piss some of you off but it is what it is. Respect the fact that I am into someone. Respect me and contiue to be my friend. I want no drama. I have peace for the first time in a very long time. I feel hopefull and understood. I feel beautiful and have never felt that before. People call me that all the time. In fact all my life. But, untill you feel it yourself it means nothing. I guess I know that what I have been through in my past is what makes me strong today. I love deeply and will never feel bad about that. When I decide to give my heart I do completely and with tru

Dropped Blatter.
AS U ALL KNOW I HAVE A DROPPED BLATTER... I GO SEE A SURGEON ON WED.. I HOPE TO GET IN FOR SURGERY NEXT WEEK... SO I WELL BE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR ABOUT A WEEK AND I WONT BE ON HERE. BUT I STILL NEED THE LUV.. AND PRAY FOR ME.. MUAH..

Angels And Demons
Going to see Angels and Demons today and then work in the back yard (probably topless) afterward. What a beautiful day here and I want to start tanning. Will do a critique of the movie later tonight.

Help Me
I have this man in my life for the most part he seems great, but as time goes by he seems so busy.. He works a lot and is a very hard worker, when he is off work he has something to do all the time yard work things for his moms house his house his CAR always a friends car something always.. He use to make more time for me and now I feel like he will see me when he has time, I feel like he is no longer making time for me, its like fuck it I am going to do this that and the other and when I feel like it I will call text or come over.. I don't want to push him to be here if he don't want to be here I don't want to push him to talk to me if he don't... I wish he would just break up with me if he don't want to be with me... I am more then lost when it comes to mine and his relationship its like I really don't have a clue, does he want to be with me is he really just that busy and stressed out because he is that busy does he miss me at all?? Do some people (men&woman) have a har

Touch
Touch You have touched a part of me that I didn't knew existed. The touch only a pure and loving soul can find. Your constant touch makes want to believe how special I can be. The touch is very special because you ask nothing in return. You have touched my heart, my brain and you found the soul I thought was gone. The touch has inspired me to feel real emotions within that with I thought was lost. As you touch my soul, I am overwhelmed with the love and kindness you give. Do I dare try to touch your soul as you have mine? How can I touch you in the same way? Will my touch be enough? Will my touch be too much? Your touch gives me the confidence to try. I can only hope that I can touch you the same way.

I'm Tired
I'm so damn tired. Tired of fighting just for the right to be who I am. I'm tired of waiting for the rest of the world to catch up to the times. I'm tired of being seen as a sinner of love. I'm tired of hiding my real feelings. I'm tired of asking for them to try to understand. I'm tired of calling out for the support they have. I'm tired of being a criminal for doing what they all do. I'm tired of being pushed aside when money for programs is handed out. I'm tired of being inappropriate for THEIR children just for being. I'm tired of being told I have no right to be a mother. I'm tired of being thought of as a freak with no morals. I'm tired of being accused of making a choice that was not mine. I'm tired of being classified as a bad influence for being me. I'm tired of being fantasized to be some sex toy in his wet dreams. I'm tired of being stereotyped into having the sex life we all wish for. I'm tired of being defined by the gender of my lover and not by my soul. I'm tired of bein

My Arm
WELL ONCE AGAIN I WILL BE NEED SURGERY ON MAY 27TH THIS TIME IT'S FOR A PINCHED NERVE IN MY ELBOW ON MY LEFT ARM THAT IS CUTTING OFF THE FEELING TO ALL MY FINGERS, THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON SINCE JAN OF THIS YEAR I THOUGHT IT WAS GETTING BETTER TIL I STARTED TO DROP PRODUCT(MEANING MEAT I WORK IN A DELI) I DROPPED A 10 POUND ROAST BEEF ON THE FLOOR!!!! MY BOSS JUST LOVED THAT!!! I WENT TO THE DOC LAST WEEK AN HE SURJESTED SURGERY SO I SAW THE SURGON TODAY AND I FAILED EVERY TEST HE GAVE ME!!! WITCHED PISSED ME OFF!!! I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO HAVE THIS DONE BUT I CANT STAND NOT FEELING MY FINGERS IT REALLY FUSTERATING!!!!! TO FEEL THEM AND THEN HAVE PINS AND NEEDLES 20 MINS LATER REALLY SUCKS!!!! . I CAN BITE(REALLY BITE HARD) MY PINKIE FINGER AND LEAVE TEETH MARKS IN IT AN STILL NOT FEEL IT!!!!! THAT IS NOT GOOD SO I WILL KEEP U POSTED ON WHAT GOING ON AS SOON AS I AM ABLE TOO!!!!

Blow Me! *winks*
You send me a blowfish (they are so darn cute!) and I will make you a salute... NSFW or SFW your choice!... Just let me know which you'd prefer... and guys, NSFW doesn't mean completely nakkie! (Unless you're Big Mike of course ;)) So are you gonna do it or what?? *muahssssssssss*

A Mama's Plea....
My kid is the greatest kid in the world. That bein said Can someone PLEASE get her the Rump Shaker Bling?? I would but I can't afford to buy anymore bling. Hell, my VIP expires in a few days cuz I can't afford the $15 a month! Times are REAL tough right now. I would love anyone to DEATH if you could get her the bling. She is such a great kid. She makes me so proud everyday. She REALLY, REALLY, really deserves it!! Here she is: geeKISSexy--READ MY PROFILE BEFORE SENDING FRIEND REQUESTS! OR SHOUTS!@ fubar Thank you SOOOOO much in advance!! If ya message me lettin me know ya did, I'll lay a bunch of 11's on ya! It's not much, but it's all I can do!

Users In This World
There are so many users in this world today. Some pretend to be a friend, just to get what they want from you then walk away or make excuses why they dont want to be your friend no more. And then you have some that pretend to care for you, love you , want to be with you forever. Then as soon as another person gives them attention. Your push to the curb like dirt. They even so much as start shit about you, knocking you down, turning others against you. Now why the fuck do that? Are you that lame and childish. Your suppose to be a adult yet you act like a dum fuck! Then their relationship with whom ever doesnt pan out. They go running back to you trying and pleading and telling you so much gawd dam bull shit. You want to believe them, cause you still have strong feelings dispite the bs they handed you not so long ago. You forgive and try and pick up the pieces. Every thing is right with the world. Out of the blue they dump your ass again. They have a new conquest to

The First Step
I take her and make my mark as the pack leader of wolves makes his mark upon his chosen mate. I fight and conquer any male or beast to protect her. Firmly holding her neck, she feels the thrust of a rocketship. Rocketships continually take off with major thrursts. The pack of wolves gather around in a circle. Her eyes roll into the back of her head. She shakes as if having convulsions. Sweat flies off both. Unable to determine where one's skin ends and the other's begin. Then the mushroom capped rocketship becomes a massive Roman candle. Massive muscle. (Work in progress.)

What Hurts Me The Most
What hurts the most is here you have in my heart and not with me. Yes i still miss you. I still love you. and you dont see what you mean to me. But your quick to say something to someone. where there doing something that you know i dont like. Its crazythe time its beenand still theres days what i do miss you and want to be wrapped in your arms again. To hear your heart beat. I cant listen to that one song without tears comming to my eyesit played the first time you really kissed me.I remember everythingwe did sice we stared dating I know i grow stronger with each passing day. And i grow to learn that thngs happen for a reason. But you know what, even with everything that happend for a reason between us i dont regret it at all. I really did love you and you really did love me. and the reason we broke up should be the reson we get back together. My heart will always be open to you. and when you need me I will be waiting here for you with open arms. Never forget the day we started

Love Hurts
Isn't this the truth?????????? Love hurtslove scareslove wounds and mares any heartNot tough nor strong enough to take a lot of painTake a lot of painlove is like a cloudholds a lot of rain.Love hurtslove hurtsI'm young I know but even soI know a thing or two I've learned from youI've really learned a lotreally learned a lot.Love is like a stoveburns you when it's hot.Love hurtslove hurtssome fools rave of happinessBlissfulnesstogethernesssome fools fool themselvesI guessBut they're not fooling me I know it isn't trueNoit isn't ture. Love is just a lie made to make you blue.Love hurtslove hurts.Love hurtslove scareslove wounds and mares any heart

Want 3 Million Fubucks? Read
Contest for 3 million fubucks is here. In order to enter you must rate every one of my pictures except the NSFW albums. YOU MUST COMMENT ON THE LAST PIC OF EVERY FOLDER "folder rated for entry". If you do not do so you will not be entered in the drawing. Every person to rate all of my albums except NSFW will be entered in the drawing for 3 million fubucks. You have between now (5/20) and Sun. May 31 to finish my page. YOU MUST FINISH TO ENTER. YOU MUST COMMENT AT THE END OF EACH FOLDER TO ENTER. Once you are done with my page, you must Private Message me (NO SHOUT BOX MESSAGES) saying you rated all pics for entry in 3 million fubucks drawing. I will be checking each folder you comment on to make sure rates were completed. On Wed. June 3 i will pick out the winning name and 3 million fubucks will be awarded. Good luck to all and enjoy leveling on my page! If you finish my page and do not want to enter you may Private Message me saying you want 500,000 fubucks. If so you will not be

Maybe It's Just P.m.s.
I haven't blogged since last week.I've been working full time since the manager at my store is on maternity leave, and this includes at least two doubles a week, so when I do finally get a day off, I usually only spend a few minutes at the computer.My head is full of things to express, but I don't have a lot of time to get it out.My ex came home last week. It was awesome, because he spent much of the time being overly nice (I even got foot massages, which he would NEVER give when we were together) But on the flip side, it was also awful because I had to go through missing him all over again when he left, which was why I broke up with him in the first place.I jokingly asked him why he couldn't just come home and marry me. He gave me the standard reply of, "I can't. I've got bills to pay." Then I added, "Plus, you aren't ready yet." It was meant to be light-hearted, but when I said it, he looked so sad it was like I killed his dog, so I changed the subject.I have a date this evening, and

You Douchebags Have Done It Again
Ok... I am generally pissed off at everyone on my friends list at the moment. Let me explain and yes, I marked this NSFW because seriously, I am gonna say fuck a lot. The subject I am gonna mention in this blog is my NSFW folder. I find it quite frustrating that I am giving out family adds, and no one bothers to look. Yes, these pics arent quite safe for the general public, but I do not randomly let people view these pics. To be honest, I am extremely offended. I have had new pics up there for a few days, and not one view. Not one fucking view. Only way I am letting people into the family from now on is to cough up 100,000 fubucks. I am not doing this to try to whore, but I want people in my family who will actually bother to take the time to view the pics and leave a comment or 2l. If you do not wanna comment, rate. Lemme know u did see the pictures. I am not asking for much but like I said. I am hurt and insulted right now by this , and this seems to be the only solution. There are

I Saw
I was siting on a rock when god flew by he noticed me just siting there starring off into spaces he floated down sat next to me and ask me what was wrong. I told god nothing was just thinking what is the most beautiful thing in the world, god said I can show you he took my hand and off we went. We flew to outer space and saw the beauty of the cosmos, then we flew through heaven and I saw all its wonders. We watched the sun rise over snow peaked mountains the sun set over the ocean, we say all the stars and planets god showed me every beauty he created. There he said now what do you think I looked at god and said yes they are all very beautiful and lovely but none of them compare to this I took a picture of you out of my wallet and showed it to god. That smile and those eyes to me are the most beautiful thing in the world god looked and smiled your right he said that is the most beautiful thing in all the world.

What An Amazing Man!
If you have read my other blog you already know that I am a single mom of two really great kids. Which means I work full time, and I am a parent fulltime. So I really don't get the chance for me time. So fubar is my me time, and when I first joined, I was simply on here for fun, and laughs. Thats seems to have all changed lately. Lord knows I never expected it to change. I have always been the person who doesn't believe that you can find someone that you connect with on the internet. Boy was I ever wrong. I have met the most amazing man ever, or atleast to me he is amazing! Not only does he make me laugh so much my guts hurt, and make me have to change my depends with the little pink flowers on them, but he has also made me feel like a WOMAN. Never disrespects me in anyway, or begs me to get naked and get naughty. I am so very glad we met here on fubar, because if it were in person, we probably would have had intimate relations before we had the chance to get to know eachother, and n

Vet Bills
While waiting at the veterinarian's office, I overheard two women chatting about their dogs. "What's your dog's name?" asked the first woman. "Well, we used to call her Pork Chop," answered the second lady. "But after the vet bills we've had for her, we now call her Filet Mignon."