Fubar Blog Posts 4

A Mother's Prayer/ Affirmation After Miscarriage
A dear friend of mine informed me that her and her husband who is recently back from Iraq just lost their expected child after just 12 weeks and I have been consoling her with something I have kept after my own losses in the past. It is a sad day that another new beginning has already come to an end but I hope this helps others who have suffered as such... In this time of loss I call upon my spirit within to guide me to my strength so that I may find peace and completion. I will use this strength to demand of myself and others my need to grieve completely, for this will be my first step to healing. During my time of grief I will seek guidance not only from my inner spirit but from loving persons who may offer wisdom and comfort. I need to understand that the soul as well as the physical body needs healing and to pay attention to this. I will learn to accept that the soul may never heal completely. I will learn to live not in fear and once again see beauty in my world

Raspberry Tilapia
Tilapia, which is a farm raised fish, can make even the non fish lover take notice. Great sweet taste and no fishy smell! Best of all it's on your table in 40 minutes. PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 25 Min READY IN 40 Min recipe yield: 4 servings INGREDIENTS * 4 (4 ounce) fillets Tilapia (bream) * 1/4 cup olive oil * 1/4 cup raspberry vinegar * 1/4 cup honey * 1 teaspoon yellow mustard * 1/2 teaspoon dried dill weed DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease a 11x7 inch baking dish. 2. In a mixing bowl, whisk together the olive oil, raspberry vinegar, honey, mustard and dill weed. 3. Arrange the Tilapia fillets in a single layer in the prepared baking dish. Pour mixture over the fish fillets, coating the fillets evenly. 4. Bake in a preheated oven, uncovered for 20 minutes or until fish is flaky with a fork. glitter-graphics.com Metric PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 25 Min RE

Beautiful
I am just going to try my best to describe a wonderful woman that words can't really describe. She is a person with a heart of gold that helps out anyone in need. She gives me strength to get through my troubles. She inspires me to be a better man. I wait up all night just to hear her voice. I have never been so comfortable with a woman as fast as i have been with her. She is absolutely Beautiful, Gorgeous, Stunning, in everyway possible. Like I said words can't really describe thats why this is so short. She makes me feel things I don't think I ever felt or could ever feel. I thank god everyday and night that she is in my life. Sonya thank you for being you. You mean the world to me.

Things That Matter
Three things in life that, once gone, never come back 1. Time 2. Words 3. Opportunity Three things in life that can destroy a person 1. Anger 2. Pride 3. Unforgiveness Three things in life that you should never lose 1. Hope 2. Peace 3. Honesty Three things in life that are most valuable 1. Love 2. Family & Friends 3. Kindness Three things in life that are never certain 1. Fortune 2. Success 3. Dreams Three things that make a person 1. Commitment 2. Sincerity 3. Hard work

New Members On Fubar
NOTICE RULES OF KINDNESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWN RATING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you don't like a photo don't rate it. People get irritated real fast and upset if you down rate someones page, photo. Or thumbs down there stash item. What is down rating do you ask? That is when you intentionally rate lower then a 10. This is like flipping someone off just a lot ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DON'T rate it. Simple as that! Please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site to have respect for one and other. Sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be flipping out right?. ***Have some respect, treat others as you would like to be treated.*** What is thumbs down? pretty much exactly that. thumbs down on a stash item. Why is down rating so mean and not nice? It hurts peoples feelings, (yes feelings are real on

Death
Death could be considered as the end of all life, but in many ways it could be the beginning of life itself. Death in most cases is a scary subject to explore. As we look at death we have to look at the possibilities, is it the beginning or the end. Well to answer this question we have to look in our own self’s, which is what we believe. Is there life after death? That is something we all ponder at one time or the other in our lives. It is also a question only you can answer yourself. To me death is part of life, what I mean is you can’t have one without the other. Do we fear death? The answer to that in most people is yes. But why should we fear it. Is it the unknown that we fear or the word itself? No one know what lies ahead after death, I feel that is the fear, the fear of the unknown. Just something to think about.

~~ 16 Facts About Me ~~
1.) FIRST AND FOREMOST GOD , MY FAMILY , AND MY COUNTRY ARE MY MAIN PASSIONS....WITHOUT EACH OF THEM...THIS OL COUNTRY MOMMA WOULD BE LOST FOR SURE. 2.) I am half Cherokee Indian of the Cherokee Nation Tribe and have learned many family secrets and recipes from my Grannies on both sides!! 3.) OK...I AM A MAJOR FLIRT BUT I DO KNOW THAT IF YOU REALLY KNOW ME YOU KNOW THIS...I AM NOT A SEX FIEND...HAHA...I JUST KNOW THERE ARE A FEW OF MY FRIENDS I CAN REALLY HAVE FUN AND PLAYFULLY FLIRT WITH WITHOUT ANY IMPLICATIONS MADE....IT'S ALL IN FUNNN AND THAT'S WHAT WE ARE HERE FOR ...FUN!!! 4.) TO ME...WAKING UP AND FINDING A NEW MESSAGE OR COMMENT FROM ONE OF MY FRIENDS IS JUST """MAGIC"""....AND ESPECIALLY IF IT IS FROM GREAT FRIENDS ON HERE AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! THANKS FOR THE SMILES!!! 5.) I DON'T PLAY GAMES AND DON'T WANT TO BE APART OF ANY GAME PLAYING....THIS IS THE INTERNET...THAT SPEAKS VOLUMES IN ITSELF...THERE IS NO NEED FOR ANY OF THIS!! 6.) I am a hopeless

Is It Real? Or Is It Cyberreal?
Is it real? Or is it cyberreal? This is an insane time to be living on this earth. Think about it- we have these cyber relationships with people all over the world and keep up our cyber lives on a daily basis, like we are writing the screenplay to our very own made for tv movie. We edit the image that we broadcast out to make for interesting reading, some shock value maybe, tone down less attractive details and accentuate the positive. Is that a real profile? It's certainly cyberreal. Even with the edited versions of ourselves that we put out there, on occasion, some real self breaks down the virtual wall and jumps out acting crazy. I thought I had gotten pretty good at the judgment of "online character", but I've had to remind myself that the "real" moments are fleeting ones, it's the edited, practiced, sometimes fabricated, possibly enhanced, spell checked, reread, re-edited and rewritten version that we see most often.

A Trip To Victorias Secret
A Trip To Victoria Secret A man goes to Victoria Secret to buy his wife the most sheer lingerie he can find. The woman behind the counter goes and gets an outfit. "This is $200," she says. "I want one that's more sheer," says he. "This one is $350." "I want it even more sheer than that." "This one is the most sheer that we have. It's $500." "I'll take it!" The man goes home to his wife and shows it to her saying, "Go put this on and come down to model it for me." His wife goes upstairs, opens the box and thinks, "This thing is so see-through that the old coot won't even notice if I'm wearing it or not. I can take this back for a refund and he won't know the difference." So his wife comes out wearing nothing at all and strikes a pose at the top of the stairs. "So, how do you like it?" she asks. Her husband then complains, "Darn, you'd think for $500 they'd iron the dang thing!"

The Price Of Being Fu Famous???
I am so glad I am a nobody on this site. Teh nasty mean bulletins going around... hes screwin soap.. shes takin her panties off for rates.. she smokes crack and is ugly.. wtf??? Im not in high school no more.. and I dont think even THEN I was subject to the kind of preschool games that are here. They do have a block button for this very same reason. If you dont like someone.. and hey I bet I will be on this list very soon.. BLOCK THEM!!!!! EVERYONE on this site is just like you.. the person makin the bulletins.. the blogs.. human and with feelings. Everyone has bad days.. and everyone will hurt when you get nasty about them. You dont like it.. be THUMPER!!!!! If you aint got nothing nice to say.. keep your fucking mouth shut!!!!! I am proud to be a nobody..32 years old non soap fucker, no crack and hey.. maybe even cute.

Don't Ask
What part of don't ask do you not understand? For all you lil boy's who asked to be a friend, Because you thought you'd see what was in it. Remove me as a friend, If I wanted you to see what was in it, I would not have made the folder PRIVATE. Stop fuckin asking me to see my private pics the answer is NO, If you don't like it then hey fuckin remove me as a friend I really don't give a good fuck.

A Lover's Dream.
On the oceans of a lover's dream I left you there... Among Springtime's yearnings of another year -- Apart...but I wept for your touch my love... On the oceans of a lover's dream We parted in stormy sullenness -- Again That destiny should have planned this fate To see the angry oceans sweep away our footsteps On the oceans of a lover's dream. Our different lives taking us away Yet our paths crossed -- Again, entwined And from the beginning we knew -- Our lives were meant to be -- Together On the oceans of a lover's dream Different worlds, different ways Yet the difference -- no meaning For all the oceans and all our loneliness Could not kill our love Forever we are as one On the oceans of a lover's dream The difference is our destiny And no oceans can drown us Our love lives on In the whispering kisses of the endless waves Through all eternity In the echoes... of a lover's dream

Loves Small Flaw
It will catch up to you whether you want it to or not, Make your heart swell and tie it up in a knot. You wont know what it is but you'll feel it inside. Your feelings for this person well up inside. Then no matter how far and no matter how near... Each word or phrase she says, You'll always hold them dear.

You're My Heroiiiiine......
Ugh damn it. As the day draws to an end I have a bad feeling I'm going to have to meet one of my besties at our friend's house to break up a fight. I don't feel like fighting a guy tonight but whatever. I'm sure as hell not gonna just let him hit her if he tries. He's a monster and he'd probably destroy her since she's never fought before. Persia to the rescue... again.

Stateside Trip
As some of you may already know (Te, Tom & Troy - ohhh the 3 T's lol. I am visiting the States for 2/3 months next year. I will be spending alot of time in Washington State but now plan to travel over to the East Coast too. If you guys have any recommendations of places to visit/things to see etc I would be really grateful if you could email me either here on Fu or using email emis33@hotmail.co.uk I'm so looking forward to it & want to get the most outta the trip as poss So far plans include Seattle & surrounding areas/New York/Memphis/Vegas & LA - plus Thanks alot - Hugs to you all Stay Safe and remember Live, Laugh, Love :D

I Just Got This Email
From a friend, i think i'm gonna do it just to see if the police come. If they do and I get arrested, someone come bail me out. lol PIN NUMBER REVERSAL > > If you should ever be forced by a robber to > > withdraw money from an ATM > > machine, you can notify the police by entering > > your Pin # in reverse. > > > > For example if your pin number is 1234 then you > > would put in 4321. The > > ATM recognizes that your pin number is backwards > > from the ATM card you > > placed in the machine. > > > > The machine will still give you the money you > > requested, but unknown > > to the robber, the police will be immediately > > dispatched to help you. > > > > This information was recently broadcasted on FOX > > TV and it states > > that it is seldom used because people don't know > > it exists. > > Please pass this along to everyone possible. > > > >

U Know Wat
IM not deleting My PAGE F*** The NEGATIVE PEOPLE in MY LIFE.. U don't like me IM SRY but SCREW YOU dont come to me playing ur games and talkin BS U No 1 OWNS me I'll B WHO I AM Because I AM WHO I AM and NO 1 CAN CHANGE that IVE worked to dam hard for to dam long... I am ME U DONT LIKE ME GO AWAY BUT IM NOT GOIN ANY DAMN WHERE

Suspended Again!
I am very upset at the school system in my city. Everything has gotten out of control with fear so much so that they have no tolerance for anything. If a kid looks at another kid the wrong way, oh...he is suspended. That is just about how bad it has become. I am really pissed off and my husband is pissed off even more! I got a phone call from a teacher at Christopher's school. She is acting Principal today because the principal is out sick today. She tells me that Christopher has been suspended for 2 days for hitting another boy in the mouth and made his mouth bleed. Now it sounds bad but this is what happened. Chris and a bunch of other boys were play fighting and this kid got hurt. They were playing and it was an accident. The kid that got hurt was the one that started hitting other boys to begin with. So she tells me that she has no other choice but to suspend Christopher. I called Peter to tell him this and he called the school and ripped that woman's head off over

Tryin To Keep Your Hard Earned Money Outta "popos" Hands.lmao:p
SPEEDING: > > > > > > GOOD > > > > Madison, WI policeman had a perfect spot to watch for speeders, but wasn't > > getting many. Then he discovered the problem- a 12-year-old boy was > > standing > > up the road with a hand painted sign, which read 'RADAR TRAP AHEAD'. The > > officer also found the boy had an accomplice who was a bit further down > > the > > road, from him with a sign reading 'TIPS' and a bucket full of money. (And > > we > > used to just sell lemonade!) > > > > BETTER > > > > A motorist was mailed a picture of his car speeding through an automated > > radar post in La Crosse, WI. A $40 speeding ticket was included. Being a > > smart ass, he sent the police department a picture of $40. The police > > responded with another mailed photo of handcuffs. > > > > BEST > > > > A Young woman was pulled over for speeding. A State Trooper walked to her > > car > > window, flipping open his ticket book, she said, 'I bet you are going to > > sell > > me

Bad Day
I had a really shitty day. Work was slow then got out of my car to come in the house and noticed that someone backed or pulled into my new car pushing in the license plate and making a tear (small) in the bumper on the right hand corner. I have no idea when or who did it. So now not only do I have to get it licensed but i have to get it fixed. Took it one place and it's going to cost 975 to get it fixed and its a tiny spot! This so sux ass. I understand why they did take off I wouldnt wanna have to pay to get it fixed either but Shit! Its Christmas Doesnt anyone have a soul anymore? Sorry If Im bitching like I said bad day lol. Just thought Id blog about it thought it might help to know whats going on with me. Bastards!!!! lol

Clue #1 To 500,000
I'll be giving clues to where you might be able to find the grand prize 500,000 Right here - daily :) ____ maybe even more than ONE? The photo is in an album that has more than 15 photo's ... I'm Using my wonderful and thoughtful gift that Claire "VIXEN260" ~Vixen260~@ fubar got for me ... My ~H a p p y - H o u r~ Wo0t!!! Tuesday December 4, @ 6:00 PST/ 9:00 est So, to spread the Love shown to me - I'm going to give YOU all and anyone who wants a chance at 500,000 fuBUCKs! Just copy the coupon and paste it on one of my photos During My Happy Hour! Only RULE is that it: must be on any of MY PHOTOS in any of my albums? NO EARILY BIRDS! Posting coupon only on DEC 4 During my Happy Hour ONLY will be counted (all post before or after are void) Each of my albums have one photo that will be worthy of a prize If you put the coupon on that photo, you get the prize that is predetermined for that ph

:(
ooo nooo look at what you've done!! you gotta turn that frown upside down. something most people dont realize it my favorite part of fubar is the pic comments. some make me laugh some make me cry but all and all it really brightens up my day to see what people think about me....so plzzz leave some pic comments and make me smiley faces smiley again :(:(:(

Most Embarrassing First Date - Too Funny Not To Share
Most Embarrassing First Date If you didn't see this on the Tonight show, I hope you're sitting down when you read it. This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! We have all had bad dates but this takes the cake. Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter...snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City, Utah. It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere with a restroom and in the

How Are You Be So Wonderful
How dare you be so wonderful? The very mention of your name Sends shivers down my spine, A thousand times colder Than the winter chill. Your smile caresses my soul, Pulling the strings of my heart Sending the cold away And filling me with an amazing glow. I sift through the photo albums In my mind Filling the long hours of the day I spend without you. Recapturing the moments When I was alive. I retire to my empty bed, And as blissful sleep carries me away I let my mind dream of your face. Through the day I think of you, Through the night I dream of you, How dare you be so wonderful?

My Love
So I am sitting here and it is 10:14 pm and I am reflecting on what has happened in my life as of late. So I should start with the fact that I am came onto Fubar because my brother said it was a kewl site to hang out on. Well I have to say he was right. I have had the opportunity to meet some really cool people and made some good friends which is pretty much what I was looking for by coming onto the site. But then something happened that I never thought would ever happen again. I was just sitting there hanging out in a lounge chatting with some friends and in she walked. We chatted back and forth and became friends and it was kinda magical the way things were working. This woman and I began to talk more than just in the chat room and I started feeling like a kid again. Now let me explain, what I mean by this is that everyday I would wake up and feel giddy just thinking that I would have the opportunity to speak with her. I must tell you this feeling is truly a great feeling. So I asked

I May Be Cheap But I Am Not Easy..
To all my friends who really want to get know me...Thank you :) So whats the deal with fubar? To make friends?Mindless entertainment? Time Killer? For me it is all the above. I have ~gasp~ Myspace & I have made some really kick ass friend there. I got an invite here and thought wth, you can never have too many friends. I just moved back to Florida and I have some extra time on my hands.. yay me. Hmm, maybe. Is this place nothing but a meet or a meat market? I'm starting to feel like I am in a real club.. LOL I'm being a smart ass, but that's just me, I would really like to know. I'm a big flirt, most of us are.. I pride myself on being witty and I have a great sense of humor.. but since when did flirting mean cyber or a promise of nude photos? Would you treat any woman that cheaply if you met face to face? If so.. keep right on clicking... I like my men with a side of class thankyouverymuch. I'm sure you can tell from my profile I am far from a prude, but damnnnnn du

A Blood Red Rose
A blood red rose He gave to her. He said it was a symbol of His love. She held it in her hand so gently caressing the petals softly and then brought it to her nose This rose He offered her was the sweetest she had ever smelled She held it to her cheek This rose He offered her was the softest she had ever beheld She held it back in her hand and looked at it closely It was the most perfectly formed rose she had ever seen She held on to it tighter not wanting to lose something so perfect The rose began to wilt she held it still clenching it tighter in her grasp not wanting to let it go Soon the rose turned black and the petals lost their softness they became brittle and broke easily She refused to let go holding on to it tighter the thorns digging into her palm the blood began to run She clasped it tighter still not realizing her pain would end if she would only let go One day a stranger came He took her by the hand He saw the blood running from the r

Broken
I keep myself open just to feel your touch. The problem I think is I care too much. You have my heart on a string but you don't give back anything. You pretend to want me then walk away and find another that same day. Now, I am broken. I don't feel your touch but I still want you so, so much. I don't know why I need you so? I don't know how to let you go? I keep myself open to let you walk away. I am broken till you're back to stay. I don't want to let you go and I just wanted to let you know.

Becoming A Vampyre...
“Can I be turned?” This is a commonly asked question that never seems to just curl up and DIE! There is always some vampire wannabe out there who falls in love with the IDEA of vampirism. Like its some glamorous and fascinating lifestyle that never gets old. No pun intended. Well, let me kill your dreams… YOU CANNOT, WILL NOT, WON’T, WILL NEVER EVER BE TURNED INTO A VAMPYRE. EVER. PERIOD. END OF STORY. Fin. Won’t happen. Thanks to the ever increasing popularity of vampire movies and literature…people seem to think that “Oh gee…their lives are so romantic. I want in.” Doesn’t work like that. In the Hollywood fed media bullshit there, from what I have seen, also seems to be two commonly used methods for becoming a vampire. 1) Night has taken over the cities dead streets as a warm harbor breeze sifts through the trash that decorated the pavement. Street lights flickered on, a few flickering as if ready to give out…A full moon hung in the dark sky and cast elongated

Can A Man Say This To Me?!?!
Hold up there you go again Puttin on that smile again Even though I know you�ve had a bad day Doin this and doin that Always puttin� yourself last A whole lotta give and not enough take But you can only be strong so long before you break� So fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt every fear every worry every tear Im right here Baby fall Forget about the world tonight All that�s wrong and all that�s right Lay your head on my shoulder let it fade away And if you wanna let go baby its okay Fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all Every doubt, every fear, every worry, every tear Im right here Baby fall Hold on hold on hold on to me... Fall go on and fall apart Fall into these arms of mine Ill catch you every time you fall Go on and lose it all E

Afterlife
We who wait and ponder past mysteries of life feel no joy or sorrow are bothered by no strife we watch the people chasing those sweet elusive dreams we hear the moans of pleasure we hear the terror screams but we, we can feel neither the pleasures nor the pains for we have died to wander this earth between two planes you may not see us standing nor feel us pass you by you may not know our yearning nor hear our plantive cry just know we are here with you we harbor you no hate we only seek the portal to heavens pearly gate. For those departed, but not yet gone. In memory Bumpa Carl, 12/01/07 0600 Folkston, Ga 31537

Dec 1
December 1, 2007 Quote of the Day "Facing it — always facing it — that's the way to get through. Face it!" – Joseph Conrad OH HOW TRUE!!! Well as you all know I am back in the states and attempting to FU on dial up for now.... blah!

Letting Go
learning to let go and move on is tough.I think I am finally learning to forgive myself and move on.We had 18 years of wonderful memories and two beautiful kids to remind me every day that it was all worth it and I'd do it all over again albeit with different choices. I hope one day you find it in your heart to forgive me and let go of the past but I cant put my life on hold anymore waiting for that to happen so Be happy Ronny! From now on thats what Im going to do.

Traggic
TO THOSE THAT KNOW ME AND TO THOSE THAT CARE I WILL BE GONE FOR ABOUT A WEEK.I HAVE TO GO TO FLORIDA TO PUT MY BROTHER TO REST AFTER A FATAL CAR ACCIDENT THAT TOOK HIS LIFE AFTER BEING EJECTED FROM HIS SUV.THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT ILL MISS YA JUST LEAVE ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU NEED ME AND ILL GET BACK WITH YOU AS SOON AS I CAN ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT GREEKGODDESS

Hey There.
Have You ever loved someone But knew they didn't care? Have You ever felt like crying But Knew you'd get no where? Have you ever looked into their eyes And said a little prayer? Have you ever looked into their hearts And wished that you were there? Have you ever felt their heartbeat, When the lights were turned down low? Have you ever whispered "God, I love You" But you'll never let me show? Love is grand, yet it hurts so much. The price you pay is high. If I could choose between Love and Death, I'd rather choose to die. So do not fall in love, my friend, It doesn't pay a dime. It only causes broken hearts, Yet it happens all the time. So do not fall in love, my friend, You'll hurt before it's through. I ought to know, my friend - I fell in love with you.

He's Attacking My Friends.....
THERE IS A GUY WHO SHOUTED AT ME.......AND BECAUSE I WOULDN'T TALK TO HIM ON THE IM HAS DECIDED TO GO AFTER MY FRIENDS AND DOWNRATE THEM.......IF YOU SEE HIM.....DA WHITE SOX........PLEASE BLOCK HIM BEFORE HE DOWNRATES YOU......I'M SORRY IF HE ATTACKS YOU.....I'M DOING WHAT I CAN TO PREVENT THIS...WHICH UNFORTUNATELY IS NOT MUCH...THERE IS NO WAY TO STOP HIM MYSELF.....I AM SORRY THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO LIKE TO TAKE THE FUN OUT OF THIS SITE.....HE IS ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE.......:(......HOPE HE DOESN'T ATTACK ANYONE ELSE.....MY APOLOGIES......WENDY.....

To Every Guy
this is how every girl should be treated Body: LET'S FACE IT, NO GUY IS LIKE THIS ANYMORE, BUT IT WOULD BE NICE TO SEE ONE PROVE ME WRONG.. To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for he

Presents
This is just for fun........Me and a buddy of mine are haveing a competiion for the most gifts under the tree.....if you feel like it leave me one......Doesnt give me any points just fun for me!! Thanks lol

Conflicted (poem)
Written November 17, 2007 I built a wall, around my fragile heart So that no one else could ever tear it apart It's worked for years, keeping the crowd at bay Wanting people close but keeping them away Then the universe sent a curve ball One that was able to walk through that wall Turning my wall from stone to air Making me scared to hurt, scared to care Conflicted and Confused, I don't know what to do My defenses are down, my emotions in a coup Terrified and Fascinated, like a moth to the flame Into that dark night I scream out your name Conflicting emotions float through my mind Should I run away or try to make you mine? My heart and my gut are truly at war I hear you knocking but am scared to go through that door Let you in or drive you away? I want you close, but am afraid you won't stay Can my heart take another blow? All I can do is try to take it slow I want you by my side, night and day What can I do to make you stay?

Only In America
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a DIET coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both vault doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do

Another Life Lesson Learned From Scrubs
In an episode of scrubs Carla said something along the lines of "And when you finally get down off your high horse and see yourself the way everyone sees you, you won't be smiling anymore." So that is what I'm going to attempt to do. Look at myself after I step outside the box if you will. No this is not going to be a pity me thing its just shit on my mind I have to get out there, and I WANT any and all crticism constructive or otherwise to come from you my friends regarding this. I've had some shit thrown in my face the past few days that well is harsh yet true and makes me ashamed and embarassed for what has happened. So what i'm going to do is probably the hardest thing I'm going to have to do, or had to do, for awhile. I have to give a lot of thanks to who I lovingly refer to as Princess Jordan due to her character in my eventia book for kicking me in my ass and helping me to realize this. I had always prided myself on using bullshit rationalizations to get me through thin

Selfish Much?
We all can make a difference this year! Christmas!! what is it all about?? you think...YOU! or your kids its not!!! lets all give something u will never regret doing it. yes, we might not have much, but more then others so lets pay something back. yes, you say why ?...i worked hard for my shit !! that means u just care about yourself, and money (material) pay something back to people you don't know it will give you more satisfaction then you ever thought of! this month is about to Give, not take!!!!!! peace yall and have a great Christmas Love Det

Jason Leon Blackmon
Hey guys My brother Jason aka Porckchop is in the hospital with a bad liver please keep him in your prayers hes 29 yo and fighting for his life just like we are fighting for his life. Monday Dec.3rd he will be going to UAB in Birmingham Alabama for a new liver hes just laying there all stiff and hurting i have been at the hospital half the day with him so please keep my brother in everyones prayers

D~e~n~i~e~d
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, told him that he would now have to enter a password. Something he will use to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. so, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... P..... E..... N..... I..... S..... His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: PASSWORD DENIED - NOT LONG ENOUGH

Men Vs Women Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme, and I don't give a shit.

Rough Time
i just had my first cigarette in 41 days. my initial reaction is ew it tastes bad, my secondary reaction is omg i cant breathe. i'm not sure yet if i will keep smoking or if i will stay quit. with that being said i know there are a lot of people out there who will be disappointed in me. but, let me say this. i know now for sure that it is possible. takes some hard work, but after about the first two weeks becomes second nature and doesnt take a lot of effort. i know now that next time, i need to get a lot more support than i had this time around. i need to work on calling people when i have cravings, and when i have strong feelings (stress, boredom, anger) how very important it is to talk them out. in short i know i need people a lot more. i know what will work next time. and there will be a next time. as for right now, i'm really struggling. i've been in a depression that's so bad my feelings have actually shut off. for those of you unaware this is known in the psych wor

Why I Want To Be Santa
everyone loves him he only works one night a year he is fat, but still eats all the milk and cookies he wants he has an original fashion sense and no one makes fun of it his job is to make others happy He has been around hundreds of years His beard is even cooler than mine in order to deliver all those gifts, his sled has got to me the hottest ride on the planet He is a stalker, and yet folks dont get upset at him, folks sing about it (you beter watch out.....he sees you when youre sleeping, he knows when youre awake- sounds like a stalker to me) He loves to do his "ho ho ho"s

Lmao
So the newest site feature is the status message. Most sites have had this since day one, but Fu was a little reluctant to add it, maybe because of the nature of the site. So when I see this, I naturally change my status to "in a relationship". Something I think anyone who has asked me, or talked to me already knew btw. Of course I get some of my fun joksters shedding tears over my unavailability. However I also had some people decide they didn't want to befriend me any longer. And I don't mean people I never hear from, I am talking about people who I have talked to and known on here for a year or more. I started to ask one of them what the deal was, but then I stopped. I alredy knew the deal. I just find it really ridiculous that someone would invest pretending to be friends with someone in hopes to hook up, or something. A day, two... ok. But when they are upfront about being happy with someone else, whats the point? And why does a website status make it more serious than when I sa

Its Like Highschool...
Fubar to me is like High school... you got the popular people that most of the time use photo shop to enhance their boobs and other things and then you got the middle people that are there to make friends, fuck the points! Just there for laughter!, and then you got the morons... now no problem with morons... if you know what I mean their pretty funny! So you got Rich, Popular people, the nerds, the whores aka point whores and you got the middle class... and I'd much rather be in the middle class I mean why have a bunch of people on your profile that don't even care who you are they just rate you and forget you... thats fucked up in my opinion... I care for all my friends regardless if they care about me! And to me it doesn't matter how they look... Im all about mind and Spirit! So Chea... to all the real fakes, and point whores go suck a dick!

Standings 12/02
Contest standings as of 12/02 2:00 am EST 1st place: Punkin with 38 rates 2nd: Naughty Gurl with 26 rates 3rd: Saucey with 22 rates 4th: Dixiegurl23 with 18 rates 5th: Black Widow with 17 rates 6th: Shy Girl and Meow tied with 15 rates each 7th: Shaz with 11 rates 8th: Fast Horses with 10 rates 9th: Naughty Girl Hollie and Reeka tied with 9 rates each 10th: Durty Girl with 8 rates That's the top 10. There are more sexy ladies in this contest. now that everyone knows the standings, get of your butts and rate these ladies.

I Won!!
Saturday after noon I won tickets to the Jingle Rock concert! I have been trying to win tickets for the last month... Had to be caller 25 and I was always number 9, 15 or 20. The first two times I called it was busy then I finally got through and won tickets to Jingle Rock. Here's the link if anyone is interested and I got some awesome seats too!!: http://mix969.com/pages/promo/jingle_rock/layout.html The concert is Friday Dec 14th this is gonna be who I get to see: Lenny Kravitz Emerson Hart from Tonic Finger Eleven Dolores O'Riordan from the Cranberries Just wanted to share my cool news :-D

I Will Ban Members From The Lounge
AS OF DEC 2 07 I WILL BAN ANYONE THAT GOSSIPS , AND STARTS DRAMA YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN UNSCRIBE , IM NOT GOIN TO PUT UP WITH IT NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM I WILL USE A CAN OF WHOOP ASS IF I NEED TO . THE LOUNGE IS TO HAVE FUN CUT UP JOKE CHAT , NOT FOR WHO IS DOIN WHO ASK IF I GIVE TO FLYING FUCKS BECAUSE I WILL TELL MY ANSWER I CAN CARE LESS . IM OWNER DEAL WITH IT . IM DONE WITH IMMATURE ADULTS WHO LIGHT BULBS ARE EITHER BURNT OUT OR DON'T GET IT , BETTER OF GOTTEN IT IM ON A FUCKIN ROLL THIS IS THE REAL BREW PS I BANNED ONE AFEW MINS AGO SHE DIDN'T GET IT

Confidence
After everything i have been through (none of you know except like ash or tammy or joy) i have a very hard time being confident in myself. I can come off as a very bitchy, out spoken person but really i just dont have that much confidence in myself... I was just wondering if anyone knows anyway that could help me love myself more, be more confident in myself because its affecting me and people that i love/like/care about. Thanks :)

Some Vomit And A Shortage Of Hope
So I awake another morning @ 4am, to vomitting. Its atleast been a few weeks since the last time. Not really sure what happened/happens. I just woke up and my stomach hurt and felt full. Sat in the bathroom on the floor for about 10 minutes then finally leaned over and bleh. Shanghi wings and Cheezy chicken enchiladas are owwie when you accidently shoot them out your nose partially digested. and of course, now Im awake. Its kinda hard to go back to sleep with the adrenaline pumping and the burning sensation. Ive been kinda blah in general lately. The feeling that your doing better then you were, but not as good as you could be. It doesnt matter how many steps forward you take, you're always 2 steps behind. Whats the point in playing a game that you can never really win? Sometimes I wish there was more hope, and not just for me, for everyone.

Holidays & Commecials...
Is anyone else irritated to high hell that all the holiday commercials assume that you're married or dating? Is there no commercials that cater to single people at all? An apparantly all women want is diamonds.. wtf? Are they serious? I swear I'm freakin' losing my mind! I even saw Mistletoe at Walmart tonight.. has anyone actually ever used mistletoe? Or had it used on them? I had never even seen real mistletoe until I saw these packages on the shelf. Ugh. I just needed to vent. Not been a spectacular few months, and now with the holidays rolling it just puts an even bigger spin on the situation. I cannot wait for this month to end (except for the few really cool movies that are gonna be coming out in the next couple of weeks).. I just wondered is anyone else irritated by the damn holiday commercials for things people really dont want or need, or for people who aren't really in those kind of situations? Right now.. all I can think of is one big BAH-HUMBUG! LOL

Swearing Like A Mother Fucker!
I couldn't help but laugh and agree with what actor/writer Stephen Fry said about swearing in an interview he once did. He said that "people often take offence because they see it at being unnecessary. But isn't that the whole point? Of course it isn't necessary, that's precisely why it adds a bit of colour and excitement!" Then he pointed to the cushion on the sofa where he was sat. "It's like this. Cushions are completely unnecessary but they make the furniture look more interesting, however we're hardly going to get somebody phoning in saying 'I was deeply offended to see that cushion there, it was completely unnecessary!' People should just fuck off."

I Hate Little Bitches!
You know, I hate little 20 something assholes that talk alot of tough shit on the internet when you KNOW they are a little BITCH in real life. Next time you want to talk SHIT,...you MAY want to figure out whom youre fucking with. AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...YOU COCK-SMOKING ANAL WART!

Past Life Companions
I wasn't sure where to put this particular topic, lol. But it does have alot to do with energy, so this ended up here! I feel the need to write this because, of late, I have had several friends, both online and off, who have encountered their first past life companion that was a past life spouse/lover/whatever. This is truly a mind-blowing experience and tends to upset one alot, lol!! That is a most diplomatic way to put it, lmao!! How do you recognize a past life companion, of the generic sort? You meet them and it feels like you've known them forever, lol. I tend to get a chill running up my spine, as well. But that may just be me. You are comfortable with these people for no good reason that you can see. Chances are you have known each other in a past life or two, or more! Past life companions that have been spouses/lovers/whatevers cause a little different response, lol. The strength of the response depends on many things, from what I can tell: how many lives you have spe

Becoming One
Having sex is something People take like a greeting It's physical, it's powerful It's a tremendous meeting Two bodies join together Without a mindful connection Deep thrusts and kissing Shallow touches of affection But making love is something different Something special, up and above Anything you're looking for The best is found in love Touch me with your body now Show me what's in your mind Make me feel anything you think Moving throughout our time Minds connect and feelings are shown That is how it's done When you find that special lover When two souls become one

Do It For Them~
What a great idea!! Please do this. It is a wonderful thing!!! Our troops do so much for us, we can at least take 2 minutes to let them know how much we appreciate our freedom. Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is curren tly serving in Iraq You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them.

The Soldier And Santa
IT WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO

I Don't Get It!!!
Are we headed for the days of prohibition on this site???? I mean pic prohibition! I have had, in the past two days, 2 pictures marked as NSFW that are anything but! A CARTOON of Santa's elves mooning him and just now, a beautiful personalized comment sent to me by a friend! It had less skin showing on a PICTURE, not the person who sent it, than I see everyday in school! I guess the pic gestapo is out in force...wait excuse me, more like the "KGB"! It is amazing what is being marked NSFW! Anyhow, that is my rant for now!

Women Thinks That They Are God Gift To Men
for the 6 months i been on fubar i seen alot of women thinks their god's gift to men lmao if they only know we laugh behind their back and us guys think of something else about them kind of women their nothing but whores and wants to be i guess these women think that thier all that and plus some i bet you 9 out of 10 their really bad in bed and like deid fucks.

Umm Ok.. I Suppose Its True
Your Aura is Orange You're a bit of a loner, but you're never lonely. You know how to entertain yourself. Whether you're trying an extreme sport or a new weird food, you always live on the edge. The purpose of your life: testing limits - both physical and mental... and then telling people about it. Famous oranges include: Timothy Leary, David Blaine, Tony Hawk, Carey Hart Careers for you to try: Snowboarder, Circus Performer, Undercover Agent What Color Is Your Aura?

Help Me Title This..any Ideas?
Untitled... As the wind blows steady and strong It sings an unfamiliar song Mother Nature takes the stage Bringing with her drops of rain The Lord plays the drums On my window pane Soft whispers bring a chill As the sidewalks begin to fill With puddles all around A leaking gutter completes the sound Angels dance with two left feet As the rain quickly turns to sleet Mother Nature cranks up the noise A lightning bolt her instrument of choice Crack of thunder, let’s rock and roll For this wicked lady is full of soul It’s not karaoke or amateur night One song after another Until morning light Gabe on the guitar, stringin’ away Trees bend and begin to sway Keeping the rhythm to the beat So grab a beer and pull up a seat For Mother Nature leads the band Bringing music across the land Crash and clatter Drip and plop Flick your lighter For when they stop... One more song Please don’t go For when silence comes Watch out for snow…. Written by: Uncha

Songs Making Me Write!
True Love is deep, True Love is open, True Love is kind, True Love is caring, True Love is rare, True Love is patient, True Love is butterflies in the stomach, True Love is hearts skippin beats, True Love is stumblin with words, True Love is a smile with a flushed face, True Love is hand in hand, True Love is tears of relief, True Love is me being me and u being u, True Love is mistakes with hot makeups, True Love is poetry, True Love is lips to lips, True Love is a connection like no other, True Love is pure passionate bliss, True Love is both young and old, True Love is never wanting another in your life, True Love is risking it all, True Love is his face in my hands, True Love is my face in his hands, True Love is him coming home cause he wants too not cause I told him to, True Love is a room made special just for our ravaging nights, True Love is both of us being romantic to eachother, True Love is laughing so hard you can't breathe, True Love is seeing y

Long Distance Love
When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you, but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for.

Not Much...
Well if anyone has read my profile, you know that I've had a double mastectomy. Well I've been having chemotherapy treatments because it seems it wasn't caught before it spread. Now before anyone thinks this is a pity blog it's not. I've lived a lot in my life, I've loved and lost, raised hell and been sent to heaven a few times too, but through it all I have never regretted my life, true there are a few things that may embarrass me but not one thing I would change. The doctors have given me my time line and I can do what I want to do in it with out any regrets, sorrows, or even guilt. There is a nice lady on this site who has agreed to make a picture for me that I'm planning on leaving to the hospital...for their cancer wing. Her name is Roxy, but her screen name is Momma Rox and I wanna thank her for the bottom of my heart for agreeing to to this picture for me. Now for the important part...second half. I wish to thank all the friends I have made on this site and I pl

Hours
It's 1 am in the morning. Smoke hangs over my head. As I sit and look out the window. At night the town seems so dead. It's 2 am in the morning. And I stand there over her bed. Watching her sleep so contently. While thinking of all that shes said. It's 3 am in the morning. And the bottle looks awfully dry. I drink not just to be drunk. But this is how I cry. It's 4 am in the morning. And my eyes cant seem to rest. Thoughts just will not be silent. The pain hurst so in my chest. It's 5 am in the morning. And god I feel so alone. Wish I could sleep like the others. Rest so well in my home. 6 just comes way to early. The sun soon shines in my eyes. And darkness finally leaves me. As I smile up at the blue skies.

I'll Wait For You!
The snow in Montana was three feet high The lady at the counter said: There ain't no flights And so he called her on the telephone He said: I'll rent a car and I'll drive home And she said: I'll wait for you Like I did last year At Christmas time with your family here And your truck broke down out in San Antone And the gifts stayed wrapped until you got home Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you Now he's on his cell phone in a Coupe Deville Talkin' to the one he loves and always will His heart is breakin' 'cause she's there alone Her heart is achin' 'cause she wants him home She says: I'll wait for you like in '68 When our child was due, but I said, he'll have to wait Until his dad gets here and stands by my side Remember, Dear, our son's first cry Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you He didn't stop all day to eat a bite And he finally got there around midnight The doctor said, she's in a better place She said to give

Christmas Joys.....angi Style!
So I'm sitting here looking through a book called: THE LITTLE BOOK OF CHRISTMAS JOYS In this book is a list of 432 ways to make this the best Christmas ever. I re-vamped it...Angi Style 1)Offer to carry someones packages Angi style: Take the packages and save yourself some money this holiday season! 2)Take your family and some neighborhood children ice skating Angi Style:Drill a hole in the ice and push the little bastards in! 3)Anonymously send someone who's wronged you a Chistmas card with a sincere wish for happiness and well-being Angi Style: A framed photo of me with the words "FUCK YOU" done all pretty-like in festive red and green glitter. 4)Put pebbles inside chidren's gift boxes so that when they shake them, they wont be able to guess what's inside. Angi Style: Point and laugh when the children open the packages to find they've been only given pebbles. 5)Learn the names of Santa's reindeer. Angi Style: Rename Santa's reindeer RimJob, Scat

What's My Kinky Turn On???
What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as BondageYour turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings. Bondage 75%Chains/Handcuffs 67%Blind Folds 58%Whips 17%Blood 0%Biting 0% hmm...hehe...*blushes* dunno what to say this one made me speechless haha cause it's soo true

Dec 3rd
December 3, 2007 Quote of the Day "Great things are not done by impulse, but by a series of small things brought together." – Vincent van Gogh ------------------- since I am on friggin dial up either add me to yahoo which is mysticalgyp_2000 or to msn tawnya_read@msn.com

I Don't Know If Anyone Will Really Read This....
I don't know if anyone will read this... or will even care to read this. At the current moment, I can't sleep, my stomach is all queasy, and I don't know what's going on anymore. Life... is... I don't know how to describe it. Life is down right crappy. I wish I knew where to begin, but I don't even know if anyone reading this will even care, or will they post something "upbeat", or "uplifting". That isn't what i need. I know what I need, but I know that I'll never be able to have that again. I know that I fucked up somewhere. I know that there is no turning back, 3 years removed from everything. If I could turn the hands of time backwards, and change it all, would I be the same person? No, I wouldn't, but then, I don't even know if I'd be happy even then.

My Prayer
My prayer Would be a Husband That would stay And Not go away! To be able to walk And Not wheel in this chair thru the park! To believe in me today And Cry no more this way! To learn to live And Be myself and give! To make the monster That haunts me Set me free! By Wilma Walker

Adventures In Moving
OMFG!!! I HATE MOVING..LET ME TELL YOU..JUST A QUICK UPDATE CAUSE THEY WONT LET ME STAY ON LONG AT THE LIBRARY.. IM STAYING WITH A FRIEND FOR NOW, AND ITS NOT GOING WELL, APPARENTYLY HIS OPFFER CAME WITH STRINGS IM NOT WILLING TO MAKE..SO WE WILL SEE..ONE OF US IS GONNA END UP GETTING THEIR ARSES KICKED AND ITS NOT ME..LOL SATURDAY THE DAY I MOVED ALL MY STUFF INTO STORAGE, MY FRIEND WHO WAS SUPPOSED TO LET ME USE HI STRUCK AND HELP ME MOVE, CANCELLED..SO IT WAS MY MINI VAN AND MY THREE KIDS AND I MOVING IT ALL.. ALMOST AN ENTIRE HOUSE INTO A STORAGE UNIT..IT TOOK US 9 HOURS AND ALOT OF BRUISES AND BROKEN THINGS, AND ONE TICKET FOR BLOCKING ALL WINDOWS AND KIDS ON THE FLOOR OF THE CAR.. I MIGHT NOT HAVE GOTTEN THAT TICKET IF I HADNT ASKED THE COP IF HE WANTED TO HELP ME MOVE AND SAVE ME THE TROUBLE..LMAOOOO AND I HOPE TO HELL MY EX HUSBAND HAS FUN CLEANING OUT THE REST OF THE CRAP WE COULDNT TAKE WITH US..JERK, ENJOY IT.. WELL, I ONLY HAVE A FEW MINUTES LEFT, THEN AN

Upcoming Surgery
A few weeks ago, while i was at work i had gotten some serious abdominal pains....strong enough to put a big boy like myself to his knees...After spending a few hours in the ER and seeing my family Doctor the following day, it turns out i have Gall Bladder Stones. So for the past few weeks i have been (trying) to watch what i eat, so it doesn't set off another round of pain..(pain usually lasts for 4-5 hours) Anyways I found out today that on Jan. 15th (or unless there is a cancellation) I'll go in for day surgery to have my gall bladder removed....A simple proceedure, in and out in a day, but i'll be off work for 2 weeks on account of being a diabetic...Aparently it takes diabetics a lil longer to heal.. Anywho, i thought i would just give an update on how it was going, cause i know there are a few of you that i told this about...so there ya go :P p.s I fucking hate snow...blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Thank You...
I wanted to say thank you to a few special people who helped me level up these past few days there in no particular order Tracylynn, Twisted and Transparent, Sc sweetie, Biker heart, Khandy,Year of the Dragon,Forevermurphy, Sexybbw Barb and biker hearts bomber friends

Relocating...
First off... I pretty much hate the area I live in. It's a great city and has a lot to offer but it's the climate I dont want anymore. I don't do winter well and I have a problem with snow. The skill set that I have and my work experiences allows me the luxury to live virtually anywhere and make a decent living. My children are all grown up and living life as they see fit. So, basically I am free to do and go where I please. What would please me the most is to go somewhere that I know has a friendly face waiting for my arrival. If that face was single...BONUS..lol... I have some friends in my life that are very near and dear to my heart. I won't go into detail but there is a specific place that would make me very happy. As of now this minute... my plans still have a blank to fill in... Ideas? Suggestions? Opinions? Offers?...

Love
NOW AND FOR FOREVER Together we make a most perfect pair Whenever I need you, I know you’ll be there. My love for you grows stronger each and every day. In my life forever is where I need you to stay. We have been through both good and bad together AND, I believe that with our love, there’s nothing we can’t weather. Please stay with me and hold me near: say you’ll leave me never. And in return, I vow to always love and cherish US, “NOW AND FOR FOREVER!” ORIGINAL POEM WRITTEN BY: MISTY DAWN (**SERENITY'S ANGEL**)(C)

Para Ruby!
Hola hermana estimado. Por su pedido yo escribo un poco algo para usted. Tengo que concentrar y cerciorarse esto tiene sentido. ¿De todos modos cómo es usted? ¿Bueno? Refresque. Mí también. Así que sí. ¡La paz fuera!

Well
i smoked 2 cigarettes then i put the patch back on... i'm not starting all over with my quit count because well that would be really discouraging. so right now i'm at 43 days. had a tight chest and shortness of breath for about a day after i smoked those 2... really bad feeling and it just reminded me why i wanted to quit in the first place. i went to my dr today... she increased one of my anti depressants, and gave me some ambien to help me sleep. i was staying away from rx sleep aids because i didnt want to be addicted, however when you've not slept well for months and spent the past 2 nights about 9 hours each night laying awake in bed and not sleeping i think its time to do something about it. i'm so freaking tired right now. i'm changing the meetings i go to... i think now i'm going to go to EA on tuesdays... CoDa on thursdays... my bipolar group on fridays... and if i can find one, a nicotine anon group on maybe mondays. so i can address all of my problems. and not get

Adds (friends)
I don't understand this I have next to my name No Salute No Add, why do ppl with no salutes keep requesting me as there friend!!! it's right there on my page can't they read!!!! NO SALUTES NO ADD!!! What does that mean? No salute no add!! For you all that are on my friends list right now I will let it slide for 2 weeks startin' tomorrow!!! if by the 18th you have no salute you will be removed from my list!!! Sorry to many fakes out there and I don't need ppl commin' to my page to see what other ppl are up too!!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!

Ok I Really Need Help From All Of You...
I have finally entered my first contest on here...and I need everybody's help. Self bombing is not allowed, so it's up to my wondeful friends to help me win. I 've never asked for anyone to help me, but I really need it this time. The contest ends at 5 pm eastern on Friday. So please please please help!!!

12 Pains Of Christmas
The first thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Is finding a Christmas tree The second thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The third thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The fourth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Sending Christmas cards Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The fifth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me Five months of bills! Sending Christmas cards Hangovers Rigging up the lights And finding a Christmas tree The sixth thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: Facing my in-laws Five months of bills! Oh, I hate those Christmas cards! Hangovers Rigging up these lights! And finding a Christmas tree The seventh thing at Christmas that's such a pain to me: The Salvation Army Facing my in-laws Five months of bills! Sending Christmas cards Oh, geez! I'm t

The Evolving Human...
As human beings we are constantly evolving. Changing the way we look at the world, and interact with it. “When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things” (1 Corinthians 13:11). This used to be true. Men were Men (and this is not a sexual orientation issue!). Now however, things are different. A man used to concern himself with taking care of his loved ones, providing for them, and leaving the world a better place than he found it. Now a days, there is a lot of “ME” ideology. I know people who are adults, living in their parent’s basements, and party every night as if they were still in high school or college. They don’t own anything substantial, they don’t contribute anything, and they just exist. I know that there are going to be people who say live and let live…to each their own…just so long as they are happy. Those are cop-out remarks. There should be a purpose to being, to livi

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Best Christmas
Rick had arrived home Christmas eve night..he had to work the long arduous hours at theshop for the main reason he was taking over...His boss said it was time for him to retire and hand the biz of car remodelling to a younger man who can handle the work loads and do the paper work. There were 2 others who were to be chosen that night but Rick got it, because he had installed the computer and software, and re did the books so they would be understandable and actually saved the shop from bankruptcy. He opened the door, and all he could see were candles with lil notes by them...he went up to the first one after removing his coat and cap...and placecx them on the hooks...he read it... "Love, please play this game...giggles....go to the next card and follow the instructions....so he did..it led him to the kitchen where he sa a candle...a bottle of champagne, and another card...he read it, take the bottle of champagne and 2 glasses up stiars..follow the rose petals to the bathroom...signed

Profile
I know I met some good people on here, but I might delete my profile and be done with fubar or take a break from it. I am just getting sick of how some ppl are in here and I really dont need the bullshit. I love those who are my freinds.

Why Be Angry?
I am new to Fubar. Yet, since I have been here I keep observing something disturbing that keeps happening. Maybe because I am new I am not understanding the concept, so fellow Fubarians please help a sista out. Now, We all have Cherry's on our pages and they are listed from 1-10. This gives you the power to rate a person or photo as you see fit. YOU HAVE THE POWER! A friend of mine rated a guy a 7. Only because all you could really see was half his face because the other half was blocked by his raised arm. He responded by calling her a Bytch and talking really nasty to her telling her what right does she have to rate anyone a 7. Who did she think she was? This infuriated the Hell outta me. My response was to rate his butt a 1 for his funky attitude. First off, FUBAR GAVE ME THE RIGHT! If everyone were to be condidered a 10 there would be only ONE CHERRY with a 10 on it. I got rated a 1 (and as fine as i am) I did not trip. That was their opinion which was his God given right to

Please Read!!!!!!
OK I AM KEEPING THIS SHORT AND SWEET. THE BULL SHIT OF PEOPLE TRYING TO BREAK MY GIRLFRIEND AND I UP NEEDS TO STOP IT HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL ON ME AND SENT ME TO THE HOSPITAL WITH A HEART ATTACK IF YOU CARE AT ALL JUST LEAVE IT ALONE. THANK YOU MATT

New Regime
As with most corporate companies mine loves to move all the chiefs around to keep us indians on our toes. The department I work in is very laid back for a call center. I have a great supervisor that is not into micro-managing. Part of the reason I applied for the job is because he moved to that department and I wanted to go with him. Then the other day we get an announcement out of nowhere, that while he is still our direct supervisor, he has a new manager over him AND a new VP. He used to report directly to a different VP. So now this new female manager has moved in the office next to his. Which is directly behind my freaking desk!! So we'll see how much fubar time I get now...this sucks!

Over 50
PERKS OF BEING OVER 50 1. Kidnappers are not very interested in you. 2. In a hostage situation you are likely to be released first. 3. No one expects you to run--anywhere. 4. People call at 9 PM and ask, Did I wake you???? 5. People no longer view you as a hypochondriac. 6. There is nothing left to learn the hard way. 7. Things you buy now won't wear out. 8. You can eat supper at 4 PM. 9. You can live without sex but not your glasses. 10. You get into heated arguments about pension plans. 11. You no longer think of speed limits as a challenge. 12. You quit trying to hold your stomach in no matter who walks into the room. 13. You sing along with elevator music. 14. Your eyes won't get much worse. 15. Your investment in health insurance is finally beginning to payoff. 16. Your joints are more accurate meteorologists than the national weather service. 17. Your secrets are safe with your friends because they can't rememb

Something Too Think About.
How often do you let other people's nonsense change your mood? Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive employee ruin your day? Unless you're the Terminator, for an instant you're probably set back on your heels. However, the mark of a successful person is how quickly she/he can get back her/his focus on what's i mportant. Five years ago I learned this lesson. I learned it in the back of a taxi cab in Indianapolis. Here's what happened: I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Indianapolis Airport. We were driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded, and missed the other car's back end by just inches! The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident, whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was friendly. So, I said, "Why did y

Wake Me Up Please
I feel like I could crawl in bed and sleep for a few weeks. Nothing seems to be waking me up today. I think I woke up 100 times last night. I'd fall asleep for a few minutes, wake up, and the time would only have changed by about 10 minutes.

Urine Test
URINE TEST............ Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them?? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do on the other hand have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ass, doing drugs, while I work... Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check ????? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along, though.... something has to change in this country and soon!

Its Me And I Need Yo Help Baby
HI IT'S ME MIZZ SHADY.. I'M IN THIS GIVE AWAY CONTEST THAT NEEDS 50,000 COMMENTS IN ORDER TO WIN A HAPPY HOUR.. YEP THATS 50,000.. KINDA HARD DOING THAT BY MYSELF SO I WAS HOPING I COULD GET A LITTLE HELP IF ANYONE COULD... I JUST NEED YOU TO CLICK ON THIS PIC DOWN BELOW AND LEAVE ME AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN.. TY ALL VERY MUCH...

Joke
One day a boy and his father were at the dining room table working on the boy's Social Studies homework, the chapter about government. The boy turns to his father and asks, "Dad, how many people work in the U.S. government?" The father replies without hesitating, "Oh, about ten percent."

Friends!!
Hello to all my Fubar friends (current and future)... I've been on here for a while and am not lacking in the number of people who choose to be my friend ... unfortunately I think most of them are for points only. I want to get to know my friends ... I want men and women who genuinely are looking for friendships on here to show an interest in getting to know me and letting me get to know them too!!! If you truely want to be my friend ... then send me a message and we can start getting to know each other! If not, then don't waste my time. If you feel this is rude and something you don't want to be a part of ... feel free to remove me from your list ... ur not truely my friend anyway and no tears will be shed> Thanks to whoever reads this!!

Greek Omelet
Greek Omelet This incredible omelet has everything you need -- protein, carbs, veggies -- in one tasty portion. We think it's too delicious to have for breakfast! Credit: Lifestyle Cooks Servings: 2 Ingredients: * 1 medium potato, cut into quarters and thinly sliced * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 1 medium onion, thinly sliced * 1 tablespoon garlic, finely minced * Salt, to taste * Pepper, to taste * 4 cups spinach, chopped, rinsed, stemmed * 1 tablespoon capers or chopped Greek olives * 4 large eggs, beaten with 2 tablespoons water * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 1/2 cup feta cheese, crumbled * 1 tablespoon chopped fresh dill, or 1 teaspoon dried Directions: In a cast-iron skillet or a frying pan, saute the potatoes in the olive oil; cook for about 3 minutes in one layer, then turn once and cook for 2 additional minutes. Add the onion, garlic, salt and pepper; cook until the onion softens and the potatoes are do

This Is Funny
So i was reading through some of my pic comments and i came across this one.....And just for the record..all of me is real I grew these babies myself thanks 8-P And he was talking about this photo Have a great day April ♥

Trust Me: You Want To Read This!
FOR ANYONE WHO IS HAS A BABY RIGHT NOW, IS PREGNANT, OR PLANS ON HAVING KIDS IN THE FUTURE::: I learned many tips about how to take care of a child that many people don't know. I thought this was an important one so please read =) I don't know if any of you know someone who is kept up all night by a baby....but here's a tip I learned through my degree on how to keep a child from staying up all night and waking you up in the middle night... As soon as you can bring the baby home from the hospital, that next day take them for a walk in the stroller or hold them or w/e so they are in the sunlight every day for at least 10 minutes... don't let them sleep while you are outside doing this, make sure they stay awake. And if the child continues to cry at night during this don't acknowledge them by being so sweet. Give them a bottle or change diaper or w/e but don't hold or cuddle or anything like that. The child will learn within 2 weeks of birth that they get attention when it is lig

Someone Call The Whaaaambulance, Please
Read from the bottom up.. Im proud my first blocking.. and it was very short and I didnt even have to stalk anyone.. Fake much? http://fubar.com/user/767639 ->Da White S...: AHAHA awww Butthurt?? Da White S...: oh well, you're fuckin loss cunt ->Da White S...: You only have one picture. I dont give out my screen name without salutes sry. Da White S...: to chat with u on there.... ->Da White S...: Why Hun? Da White S...: ???? Da White S...: do u have yahoo or msn messenger?

Love
Have you ever loved someone But knew they didn't care? Did you ever feel like crying But knew you would get no where? Did you ever close your eyes real tight And say a little prayer? Or look into their hearts And wish that you were there? Did you ever watch them walk away Not wanting them to go? And whisper oh, I love you, But never let them know? If you could choose between life and death You would almost rather die, Love is fun but hurts so much The price you pay is high And so I say don't fall in love You will get hurt before your through You see my friend, I ought to know, I fell in love with you!

I Miss You
Why did you leave Why did you go What did I do I really don't know When you left Tore a whole in my heart So full of questions Why did you depart You played the role Of a father to me Life was so good As life's meant to be I need you And miss you so Why did you leave Why did you go

Maybe...what If?
Maybe . . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. Maybe . . you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life an

Get It
YOU GUYS IT IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO HOLD A CONVERSTATION WITH 30 PEOPLE AT THE SAME TIME.. IM MISSING ALL YOUR SHOUTS.. IM SORRY BUT I DO TRY AND KEEP UP ITS JUST IMPOSSIBLE.. IF I MISS YOU JUST TRY BACK ANOTHER TIME AND HOPEFULLY ILL BE FREE.. TO CHAT WITH ME HERE ALL YOU DO IS JUST TALK IN THE SHOUT LIKE NORMAL.. OKAY.. BUT I NEED ABOUT 20 MINUTES BEFORE ILL BE ON.. YOU VIEW ME FROM RIGHT THIS SPOT OR MY PROFILE.. KK EVERYONE GOT THAT? HOPE SO... IN THE MEAN TIME READ THIS WHILE YOU WAIT.. ITS PRETTY HEAVY BUT ITS A TRUE STORY.. http://fubar.com/blog/152882/623846#

Dec 3rd Emmit And Djsexytigger_td Got Married
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE AT OUR WEDDING LAST NIGHT DEC 3RD 2007 !! THANK YOU CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW 4 MARRING US AND KAGE GIVING ME AWAY AND KARLIE 4 BEING THERE WITH US AND AS WELL IRISH_PRINCESS TOO A SWEET HEART YOU ALL ARE , I MARRIED EMMIT MEEKS I LOVE HIM WITH MY HEART AND SOUL I CAN'T WAIT TILL WE GET MARRIED IN REAL LIFE !! OUR WEDDING SET ON FUBAR BUT ALSO 4 REAL LIFE !! IT WAS THE BEST DAY OF OUR LIFES TYVM ALL 4 MAKING IT THAT WAY !!

Cure For The Broken Heart
Ok guys and girls can answer this. I know everyone in here has been in love and had there heart ripped out on more then one occasion. My questions is : Girls how did you get over a broken heart? Guys when you have met a girl you were interested in and you knew she just got out of a relationship that had gone bad. How did you help her mend that broken heart and gain her trust. And if you could mend my broken heart how would u do it? Why in the hell do i feel like Dr. Phil or Oprah ROLFLMMFAO!!!

Blondes And Cell Phones
I went to the movie the other night. I sat in an aisle seat as I usually do because it feels a little roomier. Just as the feature was about to start a blonde girl from the center of the row got up and started working her way out. "Excuse me, sorry, oops, excuse me, pardon me, gotta hurry, oops, excuse me." By the time she got to me I was trying to look around her and I was a little impatient so I said, "Couldn't you have done this a little earlier?" "No!!" she said in a loud whisper, "The TURN OFF YOUR CELL PHONE PLEASE message just flashed up on the screen and mine is out in the car."

Another Day At The Jss
Today was a crazy fucking day. My plt is out here at the JSS working with the Iraq's. Me and Tom (iamcrazy) were on guard when our Boy Akhmend came over. This kat is crazy as fuck. So we start talking about sex and shit with him over the 4hr guard and he tells us that we are just crazy. So we asked Akhmed if he has ever licked the pussy and he was like no. So we tell him that it is the best thing since slice beard and he needs to try it. He wasnt buying the whole toss the salad, but we are working that one in there. So he tells us he is going to try and eat some pussy when he gets home. So this morning Tom calls me outside and our boy Akhmed has returned with some great news. He proceed to go into great detail since his english isnt that good about how he went down on his lady. I mean graphic detail, telling us she squits and all. But that she loved it and he is hooked on licking the pussy. I mean who can blame him. It is so addictting. He tells us his wife told all her friends

Why I'm A Trip... (read When High)
hells yeah im a trip! kahdsjhdjs you remember skip-it? now thatttt was a way to trip... oh and bigggg pants another form of tripping... me im a nut a cashew and a trip but not a skip it or big pants... yadamean? hahahaha now i got you thinking when your high and thats why i'm a trip! You know what else is a trip? Shrooms... omg the clarity you get out of those things... being an artist like me self can understand this... you ever wanted to paint your world, you can on shrooms... no not really cause on shrooms your already in your painted world which dosent count for much... shut up it soooo does count... not like 1,2,3, but gnomesyinnn? So this brings us to Angels... what are in angles? I always wondered... pumpkin pie? fluff? love? hmmmmm Coconuts? The Snuggle Bear? Because Angles are truley amazing... You know what else is AMAZING? That I'm sooooo not high right now! CAN YOU BELIVE IT? Chea... Im always naturally high, which kiccs ass! When I'm high, Im normal... funny! Anywho... thi

This Ticks Me Off
Most of you know i dont send out bulletins or forwards much, but i found this to be very very important , so please watch the video and join me in boycotting Walmart , and places/companys like them.. I knew walmart was bad, but i didnt know all this, ty Rick for sharing it with me.. For those that know me, know this stuff really pisses me off and the tainted toys from china.. But what ticks me off the most is we all know this crap yet we dont band together to do anything about it.. so by doing nothing, we are allowing it. Thank You and Happy holidays all Lori Please Forward this along to your friends or at least tell them about it!. I know everyone is stressed out with all the loss of jobs and the economy the way it is here in Michigan and now reaching its way across the states.. So everyone is looking to find a good deal and save money. But PLEASE DO NOT SHOP AT WALMART!!! I am asking everyone to take a stand and BOYCOTT THEM!! Think of what the future is going to be

Learning To Cuss
A 6-year-old and 4-year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. 'You know what?' says the 6 year-old.' I think it's about time we started cussing.' The 4-year-old nods his head in approval. The 6-year-old continues, 'When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4-year-old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6-year-old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, 'Aw, hell Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios.' WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out with his mother

Another Tuesday
Watching my show i think way tooo much.. not being able to workout the nest i can is really upsetting me.. id rather work out at the gym less distractions.. will i ever get to what i want.. or maybe i see surgery in my future.. but i know it wont happen i am much stronger than that.. gym 3 times a week urgh. i hate it.. i want to go 5 times but i cant.. sometimes the af sucks and makes hubb working 12's.. but what can i do bout that nada.. smile and carry on.. i wont let this obesity.. (and yes i said it..) get me.. sorry if i repeat but i need to get it out

Forget Her
Forget Her Current mood: depressed Forget Her Forget her name Forget her face Forget her kiss Her warm embrace Forget the love that you once knew Remember she has someone new Forget her when they play your song Remember when you cried all night long Forget the future that seems so dim Remember she has chosen him Forget how you memorized her walk Forget the way she use to talk Forget the things she use to say Remember she has gone away Forget her laugh forget her grin Forget the dimples on her chin Forget the way she held you tight Remember she's with him tonight Forget the time that went so fast Forget the love the moved, its past Forget she said she'd leave you never Remember she's gone forever

A Paper Rose
Paper Rose By: T.C. Current mood: depressed Within her ebony embrace once again lady darkness consumes my soul. Her blackened wings enrap my mind my pain is whole. For the one Ive lost with every peice of my broken heart do I yern. With every fiber of my batered being her trust I wish to earn. She feels betrayed and has the right. What they say is true about highensight. My intentions noble they may have been have caused her pain. In my despair redemption I see no way to gain. If I had one wish it simply would be for her heart to mend. I fear my life with her I have inadvertently brought to an end. As quickly as love comes it also goes. It all began with a paper rose. ©

How Much Is A Billion?
Too true to be very funny!! The next time you hear a politician use the word 'billion' in a casual manner, think about whether you want the 'politicians' spending YOUR tax money. A billion is a difficult number to comprehend, but one advertising agency did a good job of putting that figure into some perspective in one of its releases. A. A billion seconds ago it was 1959. B. A billion minutes ago Jesus was alive. C. A billion hours ago our ancestors were living in the Stone Age. D. A billion days ago no-one walked on the earth on two feet. E. A billion dollars ago was only 8 hours and 20 minutes, at the rate our government is spending it. While this thought is still fresh in our brain, let's take a look at New Orleans It's amazing what you can learn with some simple division . . Louisiana Senator, Mary Landrieu (D), is presently asking the Congress for $250 BILLION to rebuild New Orleans . Interesting number, what does it mean? A.

Music Is Life
I love any kind of music but mostly metal..FUCK YYYYEEEAAHHHH! my fav band of all time is tool...Maynard rocks!!! Seein them on the 13th BABY...cant wait, been a while for me. I have been into metal as long as i can remember starting with Metallica as a kid...followed System of A Down, Static-X since they were called just "Static", Snot (R.I.P. Lynn/Dobbs), Human Waste Project, Coal Chamber, Deftones, since they played in Hollywood not even signed....partied with them all...they were so down to earth, not so sure now though...k im tired of writin plus the victoria secret runway show is comin on...WHOOO HOOO!!!

Nice Guys Finish Last
I have discovered that nice guys ALWAYS finish last. No matter how much I try down here I can't get myself a gf. I was raised by my mother to be a Gentleman to a lady. So I be a gentleman to those lovely ladies and I get close to them, when I finally get the guts to ask them out its always the SAME thing. "You are like a brother to me", or "We have a really good relationship as friends, and I don't want to jeapordize that relationship by going out". They may not use the exact word of Jeapordize but you get the point. It really brings me down when they tell me this. And I don't know if most girls know this but when you tell a man that, it hurts, It emotionally hurts. I don't know how to change they way I treat a Lady. For those ladies out there that I talk dirty with, you may not realize it but it makes me feel a little uncomfortable. I am used to acting like a Gentleman and so when I act like a "Bad boy" it feels...... strange. Its starting to drive me NUTS! If you have any advice plea

Fucktards
OMG!!! It snowed to beat all hell for a day and a half.. we got dumped sooo much snow that we all got snowed in.. the snow wouldn't stop... then... oh yeah... THEN it decided to turn to rain in the middle of it all!!! It didn't stop raining for two days!! We got dumped over 2 feet of rain on top of the 4 feet of snow..Monday I spent ALL 13 hours IN THE RAIN trying to direct people away from flooded streets due to over flowing lakes, rivers and storm drains... yeah.. freaking crazy.. I thought people lost their minds in the snow around here.. wait for them to see a freaking flooded, blocked off road!! OMG.. you think you just took their first born child... and the morons think they are going to make it across!!!! Did I put the fucking baracades up for my god damned health? No wait, I put the road block and detour up just to make your life hell... yeah, that's it.. never mind the fact that there is 4 feet of freaking water over the road, never mind the fact that your freaking Ford Fi

Good Bye
I said good bye to my sister when I moved down here to phoenix back before labor day weekend. Little did I know that it would be a final good bye. My sister passed away November 8, 2007. she was my baby sister. Always was. Her birthday was one day from mine. I was her hero. She is mine. She had such a rough life. Omg Ashleigh, baby, my Ashleigh. I miss you so much. Ashleigh was born May 2nd, 1976. when she was 3 years old she was ran over by our neighbor while out playing on my skateboard while I was at school. She was forever more paralyzed from the waist down. She was such a stubborn little shit. The dr’s gave her 20 years to live. She made it 25. it wasn’t always pretty. But she was. She had to fight. And fight. Just to be normal. She so wanted to just be normal. I remember her always wanting to follow her big brother wherever he went. Sometimes I would let her. Cuz she was so damn cute. She was my baby sister. I remember racing with her using only our hands, cuz she had to c

Good Bye Fubar!!
I am sorry about it.. i have made ggo froends here.. when I do come here I send all day & night here. I cant do thisd.. I need to stay away it is to addicting.. I am sorry my friends... I have much love for all of you... I am leaving fubar... call me what you want.. but I have a family & I need to be with them.. Kisses.. Millia

Christmas
Little christmas angel there atop the tree Another year gone by Again its you and me Dear little angel I have a wish this year One of compassion To stop lonely tears I don't need presents under my tree Nor do I need money Just believe in me My little angel Carry this wish high So maybe I'll find companionship This lonely christmas night It doesn't have to be love That grows in time Just someone to hold and share my mind A kindred spirit to look into my soul And say they believe in me And make me feel whole So little angel I trust you with this dream Bring another angel Who might care for me

Onions And Christmas Trees
ONIONS AND CHRISTMAS TREES A family was at the dinner table. The son asked his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?" The father, surprised, said, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20's, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30's to 40's, they're like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they're like onions". "Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum,how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiled and said, "Well, dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20's, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30's and 40's, it's like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50's, it's like a Chris tmas tree". "A Christmas tree?" "Yes. Dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration."

Stuttering Cat
Stuttering Cat A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. 'Human beings are the only animals that stutter', she says. A little girl raises her hand. 'I had a kitty-cat who stuttered', she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. 'Well, she began, 'I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!' 'That must've been scary', said the teacher. 'It sure was', said the little girl. 'My kitty raised his back, went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say 'Fuck', the Rottweiler ate him!'

Goofy Goober!
First of all, good morning. :D Secondly, Luvy has got to be the goofiest kid in the world. The movies she finds on TV kill me. Yesterday her, myself, sibbers, and nene were watching The Hebrew Hammer in my room. Seriously, find that movie. I laughed so hard that I thought I was going to have an accident. I gotta get it on DVD. It was the one time the three kids sat still and watched a movie and we were all laughing.

X-mas Time ........ :-(
Well the last days i realize when i was walking down the streets and looking out of the window that X-Mas time is. Everybody is getting excited, everybody is being in a rush, everybody is making some decorations around the house. Usally i luv christmas time, i am getting always so excited, i luv to walk down the christkindelmarkt here in Germany and drink some mulled wine..but this year is the first time i am not in the mood for it. When u re alone and have nobady to share it, tis a kinda sucks. I realize i missed many important dates the last few month. I missed to pick somebody up at the airfield who is special for me, instead somebody else picked him up. I missed to be Thangsgiving with somebody i care, I also missed to be with somebody on his B-Day couple days ago...now i am gonna will miss Christmas with somebody, i would like to share it and also the New Years evening. Well it seems i missed all important days that year what somebody can miss. Hope all will be different next

Bitch
Bitch When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to

We All Need To Take Time To Smile .
Hello Today is no special day and I have no particular reason for writing to you. I have no news to tell you.... nor any problems to discuss with you.... or gossip to tell you... It's only one of those happy moments... when I thought of you... and I would like to share these thoughts with you... MANY SMILES BEGIN BECAUSE OF ANOTHER SMILE... Have A good day . Tom

I Know Someone Like This,u Know Who U Are!
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Eyes Are The Mirror
The eyes are the mirror Of somebody's heart. You can look and discover Everything about that part. When they are sad You will see their pain You will see the hurt inside Even if they don't complain. When they are happy Their eyes will shine. You will see the sparkles So bright, so fine. When there is love You will see that special glowing, Whatever it is they are feeling It is surely showing. So my love, look me deep in the eyes And you will see All the love I have for you And all the sparkles you are giving me.

Breathless
Is there anything that you don't do? Is there anything that you don't say That doesn't take my breath away? The way you laugh And the way you cry It fills me up so deep inside The way you smile The way you care It fills me up everywhere From your gentle touch from the hands that I hold To your subtle laugh from the jokes that I told. The way you're afraid when I go away. The way you ask me if everything's okay. All I do is think about the things I'd like to say But I can never tell you Because everything you do, and everything you say takes my breath away

Missing You
I've been living my alone trying to get you out of my life but after all this time I can't help myself but miss you You're once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be until such time I have no choice but to let you go You're the reason for my sleepless nights cause you keep staying' on my mind I can't help myself from crying coz I'm missing you so much All the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart all the memories are still preserve in my mind I miss you so much cause I can't hide the fact that I'm still in love with you My life will never be the same again now that you're gone I'll be trapped in this loneliness forever unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again....

The Reason Carl And I Wont Ever Be.. K There You Want The Truth There Ya Go
so he had the odasity. to say i blocked him b4 he could read this.. hrmm whats this pic.. look like.. thought so asshole.. try lying again some poor sap might believe you

T'was The Night Before Christmas (soldiers Version)
I got this as a post on myspace and I was just moved by it so I wanted to post it here. Thanks for reading. TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF W

The Tao Of Steve: Erotic Adventures: Chapter Two
Well there’s something I’ve always toyed with. Good thing I had a willing partner whom liked some of the same: a little bondage, a little erotic asphyxiation, more than a little anal. All great stuff to experience with Dr. Steve. Now, being in the medical field has its perks. One of them is having access to experimental drugs and cutting edge research, the other is having access to all sorts of interesting tools and places to have a great sexual encounter. The story begins when I was doing some lab testing on oxygen deprivation and sexual arousal. My partner, Dr. Lisa as we liked to call her was involved in the testing, and asked me to help her figure out a few research problems she was having with her data. Let me describe Dr. Lisa to you. She’s about 5’4” tall. She has long curly blond hair that she constantly has to flip over her head to keep it out of the way. It’s such a sexy little quirk. She wears these glasses most days that just make her eyes stand out. Speaking of her

How Do I Feel
How do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say: you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. But everytime I want to the words just wont come out to you it may sound mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed Then to try to tell you exactly whats on

Survey Iv, 12/05/07
I'm bored and snowed in. Let's do another survey. Feel free to post comments below. 1. Do you know any bedtime stories well enough to tell them to a kid if they asked? Clean ones I mean. 2. Ever shy away from a Salvation Army bell ringer because they just looked too scary? 3. Anyone know where my other sock is? 4. If you were to marry (or marry again) would you want a pre-nup agreement? 5. If I asked you to sing me a song what would it be?

We Finnish Last
Can someone please explain to me why this is. Why is it some guys are rude, ignorant, abusive and just all round dicks, yet in the game of love, the good girls go for that, and we good guys get stuck with the losers, liars and cheaters? I'm not calling any of my friends any of that above, not many of you know I just came out of an emotionally abusive relationship, where even though I was spoken for, I was still alone. I was for the most part a good guy, I would wake up early, call her in the mornings, every break, and after work, while she was going out sleeping around, starting new relationships online, and just plain deceiving me. I did learn from her not to fully trust females with my heart, can you blame me? I try to be as sweet as I can be to everyone I meet, some of my friends can testify to that, and out of it I do get the gratification of knowing they are happy and smiling. Thats always been one of the most important thing to me, is that I can make good friends, and keep them h

Hidden Darkness
It hides deep in his soul, Yearning to escape, In his words, it remains hidden, But you can see it in his eyes. The lust that lurks behind his kindness, The flame in his soul is filled With the stench of brimstone. He hides his horns beneath the wide brimmed hat, And no one would guess, That the hidden darkness is pushing At the gate. Ready to escape into the world. Would he cause havoc and despair, No one would know that his broken heart Is all that holds back the darkness. The hidden darkness behind his green eyes, Behind his gentle face. He is the devil... a fallen angel, But no one knows... no one sees... The hidden darkness. Robert J Nye (2007)

Rip Uncle Steve*sadness Fills My Heart*
It is sad that you have left us,you tried to be strong and hold on until christmas.I sit here not believing you are really gone,you will be missed terribly by all who knew and loved you.I'm sorry i didn't spend more time with you,i'm sorry I cant go to the funeral,or even send flowers to my aunt.I'm sorry I didn't write when i said i would,i'm sorry i didn't go visit you this summer,i thought we had more time ahead of us.Atleast you aren't in pain anymore,I know your heart so i know you are in heaven,and one day i will see you again,I will be sure my cousins know what a great man you were,and always will be in my eyes.I love you Uncle Steve,for ever and always your niece Mimi

Christmas Joys...angi Style Pt. Iii
17) Sprinkle red and green confetti in your Christmas card envelopes. Angi Style: Sprinkle red and green confetti with a touch of anthrax in your Christmas card envelopes. 18)During the year, collect inexpensive antique napkins at flea markets and yard sales. Use them to line baskets of Christmas goodies. Angi Style: Save your bits of used kleenex for this purpose instead. Hey, we're going through a recession. 19)Don't give anyone a fruitcake. Angi Style: Don't give anyone anything. 20)Learn to say Merry Christmas in several languages. Angi Style: Learn to say "Fuck off, Asshole" in several different languages. They'll never know. 21)Design and mail a homemade Christmas card to each member of the family. Angi Style: Send a homemade Christmas card to to each member of the family telling them exactly why you hate them. 22)When a family member looks really stressed out, give them a big hug. Angi Style: Point and laugh. Their problems aren't your problems. 23)Video

Crap
Flushing Away The Crap: One Turd At A Time I can’t type and am wondering if I should be sitting here doing this. Listening to Rush. Love them…love ‘em. Subdivisions is hard for me to listen to as I don’t like to think about those days very often. They were not very happy, nor is there much I can take away from the experience except to be even colder, more distant and removed. …Not something one would ever guess. I put myself out there. Human interaction is key to growing as a human being. I would live a happy life of solitude. Don’t get me wrong…I love my friends. “Winter must be cold for those with no warm memories.” I love winter. I spent my adult years making warm memories to block the winter of my younger days. Now, when it’s cold, I think of someplace warm…in my mind and heart. Being lucky enough to have a past that includes people in places I would like to get back to, keeps me warm in the winter. I like to think that there is a future that is brighte

Happy Hour
5 HAPPY HOURS will be given out for the first 5 to reach. 75,000 comments. Taken people in now! If you emailed already, please send it to me again. I lost all of them by accident! My fault! RULES!!!!! MUST BE A FRIEND AND A FAN OF ME! Taking default pics only. NO NSFW PICS!!!!!!!!!!!! YES YOU CAN BOMB YOURSELF! NO DRAMA EITHER CONTEST WILL START FRIDAY 4PM FUBAR TIME(THIS IS WEST COAAST TIME) EMAIL ME IF U WANT IN! Cup Of Joe@ fubar (repost of original by 'Ben Doveß®™' on '2007-12-04 19:32:39')

Kidisms
We were driving home when Noah told me that he played a video game at his dad’s rated “M.” He told me he was good at it. I told him it was a shame that he was so young and someone wanted him to grow-up so fast. He then asked me what “mature” meant. Me: Well, I suppose it would depend on the context. A video game that’s rated “mature” is supposed to be for older people. The violence and other content is not something you should be exposed to yet. Noah: Well, it wasn’t that violent. Me: Well, that’s good, but I think it’s a shame because you’re only going to be young once and once you grow-up; you can never be “ungrown.” Noah: Well, if you build a machine to make you young again then you can be. Me: I don’t think that’s something that’s going to happen, dude. Noah: All you need is some metal. And some wire and know where to put the wires and you’re all set. Can we listen to Nickelback? Me: Sure.

Save Me
As I put the razor to my skin, I feel the adrenaline, the pain is a sudden rush to me, as the blood falls to the floor I see my pain and worries disappearing. I hide my scars in fear of what you may say, but without you these scares will not exist. My love, my life, my reason I sit here and bleed. My smiles, my tears, my heart tares more and more. You deny your love, I deny my pain. The pain I feel when you're not by my side. Some call it love I call it suicide. The razor can only go to deep, a person can only bleed so much, but the pain never ends. My nights are cold, my arms are empty The cuts cover up the pain, My smile covers up the hurt As you walk along to blind to see my hurt the days get harder the nights never seem to end I fake a smile and wipe my tears away I forget the truth. For when I am with you it feels so right. Without you I find myself lost and confused. Broken and torn. Kiss my pain away; Wipe away my blood filled tears, I long for

Fu-kit! Im Dun!
today i set up an account for Savannah Reina (yes my new chihuahua)... did 4 salutes and one wuz approved... figured, why not? i have seen a damn stuffed animal and 2 kittens, both with approved salutes! so i went for it! what could i lose, right? anywayz, the first salute wuz approved, but sum dickhead came along and wanted to be a smartass and flag it NSFW... so his little bouncer buddy came along and deleted the pic! wtf? by now i am highly upset... so i check the guidelines again and still am confused as to why it wuz deleted... so i made a few contacts to include the guy that flagged it... needless to say, people on here are uber retarded! omg! yeah im spazzin, but what can ya do? ur either gonna read this and agree or disagree... or not read it and move on... either way is kewl with me! so right now theres a happy hour going on with a guy that has no salute and is at level 24... now how the hell duz that work? yet they wanted to play games with Savannah's prof

Unconventional Love Letters
To let you know I am thinking of you... Random reasons to adore you: When you asked in very specific detail about my ATM obsession, you had such a lucid and perceptive understanding. Why is this so significant? Because it not only shows that you are a sick, twisted cunt , but that you are psychologically astute, seductive, uninhibited and articulate. In one single exchange you revealed no less than five fantastically attractive facets. So I guess we can add ruthless efficiency... You have a smile which should carry at least a PG-13 certificate. You say how you feel, without reserve. There is so much we can accomplish together. There is so much I can teach you about so many things. So much fun we can have. Such a life we could build. I know we have come so far so fast, the pace can be giddying, but if we hold on tight I believe this could be everything we might have ever hoped for. If I had molded you myself from the clay primeval, picked your every trait and

Missed My Fu-anniversary
I just realized that during the time i was banned and on my other page I missed my one year Fu_anniversary (nov 7th) :( show me some love and send me fubucks! LMAO! Just kidding!Im just sleep deprived and talking crazy! someone knock me out already!8-p

A Click Away
A CLICK AWAY by BlueWolf © A boring day, A lonely night, Not much to do, Just thoughts to fight. With one small CLICK, My PC is on, The light blue screen, Again it won. Click, click, Awwww, what a sound, My favorite site I am ISPQ bound. Surf through Ids And there it was, The sweetest face, Eyes that embrace. QM sent out to you, Wait for reply, Your answered fast, I was so shy. It was a thrill, To chat with you. We laughed so hard, Temptation grew. In just one night, You took my heart, I knew it then, It was THE START......

Libra Would Be Me....
LIBRA-GOOD IN BED (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with!!! 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - THE SEX MANIAC (7/23-8/22) Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kick yo

Last Blog
This will my last blog! I feel compeled to right this. For those who were true friends, I will miss you. For those of you who took my friendship for points and rateings, You'll never know what you missed. For those of you who ook a piece of my heart and used it for your own gains, Well,I can only say that I pray it never happens to you! If it has, Then I am truly sorry And I mean that. I know now how it feels. There are some very good people he so don't let what has happened to me let you think any less of those who are looking for tue friendship here! I will leave a part of my heart here and it hurts. Good luck with your points and rates and leveling. I'm sure it will make you happy. Merry Christmas and a very happy New Years. Good bye and Thanks for the lessons. You can teach old dogs new thgs. LOL

True Boyfriend
If i dont call you [ Its because im waiting for you to call me ] When i walk away from you mad [ Follow me ] When i stare at your mouth [ Kiss me ] When i push you or hit you [ Grab me and dont let go ] When i start cussing at you [ Kiss me and tell me you love me ] When im quiet [ Ask me whats wrong ] When i ignore you [ Give me your attention ] When i pull away [ Pull me back ] When you see me at my worst [ Tell me im beautiful ] When you see me start crying [Just hold me and dont say a word ] When you see me walking [ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ] When im scared [ Protect me ] When i lay my head on your shoulder [ Tilt my head up and kiss me ] When i steal your favorite hat [ Let me keep it and sleep with it for a night] When i tease you [ Tease me back and make me laugh ] When i dont answer for a long time [ reassure me that everything is okay ] When i look at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When i sa

Prayers Are Needed
lets all wish these members well with prayers, they are in the hospital. Linda DRAGONLADY@ fubar Wes mrbuds~~OFFICIAL L.U.V.-CLUB DJ~~ MEMBER@ fubar Linda has a liver problem & Wes has pneumonia

Update
to all my friends, sorry for not being on or helping rate all of you.U see i have been dealing with a lot lately.Ok here goes I found out i have cancer so i have been going thru radiation for a bout 3 weeks and it makes me really tired and ill so i apologize to all of you now.. but the good thing is i had an ultra sound tuesday and the tumer is shrinking just a little but its a start. i have 3 really great friends that have been with me from the start of this i never would have made it this far without them cheering me on and just being supportive. So to all of you i love you with all my heart.and thank you for being there for me.and especially bill i will always watch your back like u have mine.I love you baby

Relationships
So Ive been strolling through fubar and Ive noticed the 50/50 term thrown around about relationships. Since when does someone give HALF of themselves for a relationship? Its my understanding that you give 100% of yourself in a relationship..... as should your partner. Now I understand some or a lot of you have been burned...... male and female alike, but does that really give you the right to not trust the next person? I dont think so , its not fair to them or you. Yes its a trust issue and I understand that fully but shouldnt you know weather you trust them BEFORE you get in a relationship with them, not learning to trust them along the way? 9 times outta 10 the new person already trusts you. So why are people jumping into relationships so easily? are they hot? are they funny? Whats the deal? Maybe its just me but if people actually slowed down and got to KNOW the other person a bit, they would KNOW a little better weather they could trust them or not. One other thin

My Mom
Well friends, my mom fell down and broke her foot and ankle today, and is surgery. I am about to hop on a bus sunday night to Indiana to be with her for 6 to 8 weeks. So what I am saying I may not be on often, hope you all can forgive me. I will try to reply while I am away, if not sorry. Will miss you all, Muah!! Roxy

Doc Visit Results
Well, It sux, Im sick of dealing with all the crap I keep getting shoveled Onto me.The Doctors have determined that I need to go back under the knife. They HAVE to undo my current Double Fusion, and then redo it and add 2 more discs to it.The last surgery took 6 hours, this one will be 8-12 and I will be in the hospital for 4-7 days. BUT, WAIT here is the kicker! Workmans Comp Or IWIF as it is called here wont approve the surgery right away, so we have to try to get me pain management sessions, WHICH IWIF denied 2 times last year. And IWIF Put my surgery off for almost 2 years last time. Im hoping I wont have to wait that long this time.Anyhoo, we will see What happens now.

Leaving Fubar For A While
Just wanted to let everyone know that I would not be on Fubar for a while. Im taking myself off here. I may be back at a later time but I dont know yet. It has been nice meeting everyone and I hope you all have a wonderful holiday! Much love to my friends!

Teachers!
I KNOW I’M COOL – AREN’T I ? “A cup which is already filled, or even partially filled, does not give free accommodation for that knowledge which the teacher wishes to pour into the heart of his pupil.” Hazrat Inayat Khan Once you decide to start the inner work of self realization and have chosen a path, perhaps taken initiation with someone and have that person as your spiritual teacher/guide, then the real work begins. Every mystical school has some form of personal guidance, some kind of one-on-one interaction that, to the beginner, can be somewhat intimidating. For some it is very formal and remote seeming; for others, mine included, it is based on friendship and friendly interaction. It is very common for a student to seek to discover how his/her teacher thinks about them. I have always thought of this as one of the more frustrating aspects of being a student of a spiritual teacher, never really being sure where you stand. I think most people who are following some

Cruel Comments
I was wondering what the deal was with some guys. I like to think I am a nice person as a whole. Since becoming a member of FUBAR, I have seen the ugly side of a few guys. As my friends on here know, I like to have people that want to be on my friends list have a profile that is filled out. When I get a friends request, the first thing I do is look at that persons profile. If they have it filled out, I grant the request. However if they didn't care to take the time to fill one out, I deny them.By that, I mean having a few pictures and some kind of narrative written , just to give it a more personal touch. I think that is reasonable. I am not on FUBAR to make points for having the most friends. I am after quality NOT quantity when it comes to friends. In denying some guys, I have been subjected to some mean , spiteful and cruel comments. One did this and then blocked me before I could answer him. Wow, what a real man he was. Others resort to name calling. Now why, I ask, would I ever wa

Enough With The Cheating Already
As you all well know I am a Patriots fan and like many pats fans I get a lot of shit talkers using the Pats cheat argument to back up their losses. Well folks here is the way it is. Early in the season the pats coach WAS caught doing something naughty I won't pretend he didn't.... he did it was crappy and now its over. However, the pats didn't win that game because of cheating and they haven't won any other game because of cheating either. Funny thing is... the Colts cheated too. Want proof watch video below. They pumped fake crowd noise into the Brady's helmet causing interference with the coach so they could not communicate. Not only that the fake crowd noise had to be pumped into the stadium as well and OOPS the CD skipped fancy that! Unfortunately for them it did not work as they were defeated. So yeah the Patriots just happen to be kicking ass this year... and maybe just maybe its because they have a fucking awesome team... So take your "BOOHOO the Pats cheat" bullshit ex

Confused
Has your kids ever said something to you that really made you sit back and think about where your life is heading? My son came up to me and out of the blue said something that made me think just that. I know that they say kids no more than what we think they do. I found out that was so true. My son is only 8 year old and sometimes he reminds me that I am still alive lol. Both of my boys are really good kids. They surprise me sometimes by the things they say and how they act. Ok this is my last blog for today lol.

And So The Christmas Season Begins.
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates. "In honor of this holy season" Saint Peter said,"You must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. "It represents a candle", he said. "You may pass through the pearly gates" Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said "You may pass through the pearly gates". The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize?" The man replied, "These are Carols." And So The Christmas Season Begins......

Interesting Night At Work
So at about 3am this morning we got notified that an armed intruder or two broke into our refinery as they were being chased by the police. After about 15 minutes, a co-worker and I (Funny thing, the co-worker a woman is an ex-police officer and I'm an MP in the Army Reserve) left our office to go to another office to get something and chat with the rest of the team. Walking right at us is an individual that clearly does not belong in the refinery, I ask if he has an access badge and he says NO. We then simultaneously secured his arms and took him to the ground and searched him for weapons, he had none. We notified our supervisors and awaited the arrival of the police. Once the police arrived, they cuffed him and later in the shift informed us that the person were involved in an earlier homocide and that's why they were being chased in the first place. Made for a fast final 3 hours.

Please Pray For My Beautiful Baby Girl Melunie
MY 3WK OLD BABYGIRL WAS CAREFLIGHTED TO CHILDRENS HOSPITAL IN DALLAS WED. MORNING WITH INFECTION OF THE COLON AND GUT. THE BILE IN HER SYSTEM HAD GOTTEN INTO HER LUNGS AND BLOODSTREAM AND WAS SO BACKED UP THAT IT WAS CAUSING STRESS ON HER HEART WHICH BROUGHT HER HEARTRATE TO 240 WHEN IT SHOULD HAVE ONLY BEEN ABOUT 150 OR 160. SHE HAD EMERGENCY SURGERY TO PUT IN A COLOSTOMY BAG WHEN THEY FOUND THE OBSTRUCTION. THEY CUT OUT PART OF HER BOWEL. SHE HAD TO HAVE A BLOOD TRANSFUSION BECAUSE HER COUNT WAS LOW AND THEY COULDN'T GET IT BACK UP. WHICH IS KEEPING HER FROM REGULATING HER OWN BODY TEMPERATURE. SHE WILL HAVE TO HAVE SURGERY AGAIN BUT IT WILL BE ANOTHER MONTH AT LEAST BEFORE THEY CAN DO IT. THEY WANT TO GET RID OF ALL THE INFECTION FIRST BUT THEY SAID MORE THAN LIKELY SHE WILL GET ANOTHER INFECTION BEFORE SURGERY. THEY SAID SHE HAS HIRSCHSPRUNGS DISEASE. HD IS A DISORDER OF THE COLON IN WHICH CERTAIN NERVE CELLS ARE ABSENT. SHE IS ISOLATED WHERE NO ONE CAN HOLD HER OR TOUCH HER EXCEPT

Is This Semester Over Yet?
This semester is really starting to kick my ass. I am tired all the time, I haven't had any time to work out in like a month. I'm not getting fat though, you have to eat to get fat. For about 2 weeks I wasn't eating in the apartment, just coming home to pass out and shower in the morning. Only 11 more days till I can go home and my awesome break can start. Ugh... so much snow. comes the time for christmas And i really have to ask If this is feeling merry How much longer must it last I wish a one horse open sleigh Would come carry me away But i've been waiting here all day And one just hasn't come my way Now excuse me if i'm not being reverent But i was hoping for a miracle to hold me, wash me Save me from my righteous doubt as i watch helpless And everybody sings If it's chanukah or kwanza Solstice, harvest or december twenty-fifth Peace on earth to everyone And abundance to everyone you're with Laha da da da da da Da da da da da da da da da da da La da da d

Never Forget......
"Remember Pearl Harbor" "History in ev'ry century Records an act that lives forevermore. We'll recall, as into line we fall The thing that happened on Hawaii's shore Let's remember Pearl Harbor As we go to meet the foe Let's remember Pearl Harbor As we did the Alamo. We will always remember how they died for Liberty Let's remember Pearl Harbor And go on to victory. Let's remember Pearl Harbor As we go to meet the foe Let's remember Pearl Harbor As we did the Alamo. We will always remember How they died for Liberty Let's remember Pearl Harbor And go on to victory!" Written by Don Reid and Sammy Kaye Performed by Swing and Sway With Sammy Kaye Recorded December 17, 1941

Nightout.
Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married: The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls." I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution (even when totally smashed), in order to escape a possible conflict with him. The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him "Midnight". He didn't seem pissed off at all. Whew! Got away with that one! Then he said, "We need a new cuckoo clock." When I asked him why, he said, "Well, last night our clock cuckooed three times, then said, "Oh. shit.", cuckooed 4 more times, cleared it's throat, cuckooed anothe

Farewell
I have finally come to the decision that i will be leaving fubar after this weekend. I apprecciate everyone's friendship and help with the issues I have been having in my life. But I think at this point I can not continue with my fubar account. i wish everyone all the best a very Merry Christmas.

Fuglies And The Clues They Lack.
Alright so I was wandering the dank and dreary halls of early morning fu and I see this blast up in the corner. Gag. Why do ugly people have to post their condition online? It's not my choice to see your face plastered on my computer. First of all, you are ugly. Second, quit asking for me to help your ratings... I don't come here for you to give me props or for me to give you props. I come here to hang with my sister and entertain her friends with our amusing banter. While you're at it why don't you uglies get together and start your own club. I've noticed that most of you have similarly ugly friends. that's good. It will keep you away from the rest of us. Start your club, Angi and I will bring the kool aide. In fact, why don't you take the kool aide one step further and spike it with something toxic (any appropriate poison will do) and drink it. All of you. Drink it. Perhaps someone will mistakenly think you're doing some mass suicide for your righteous cult. Of course

I Believe..
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. ----------------------------------------------------- I believe -. . . That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other and just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I b

Yay For Me!!! :)
Just figured I would write a lil update. Things have been going extremely well for me lately. I have found a new roomate who seems to be pretty cool all around. My job is going okay for the moment. I did just recently join a gym. I got tired of being lazy and doing absolutely nothing with my spare time. Now, I can spend it in the gym working off all the extra weight I have. I am really excited about this, because it is finally something that I am doing for myself and I am truely looking forward to what the hard work produces. Yay!!!! Hopefully, if all goes well I will also try to quit smoking some time in January, whenever I can afford the Chantix pill. So wish me luck with everything. :) I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!

Merry Christmas
well its that time again christmas and anyother vacation and i hope everyones is a special one and i might be on her and i might not be but i just wanted to wish everyone a safe and happy holidays....

The Cowgirl An The Bananna (lmfao)
OKAY SO LIKE LAST NIGHT THE REAL HUBBY COMES HOME AND STARTS THROWING A FIT BECAUSE DINNER WAS NOT ON TIME WHY? BECAUSE BEING THE GRACIOUS WOMAN I AM DECIDED TO WAIT TILL HE GOT HOME BECAUSE I WAS FIXING HAMBURGERS AN FRENCH FRIES AND DOES NOT TAKE LONG TO FIX SO...HE THROWS A FIT AN SAYS HE DOESNT WANT TO EAT NOW MIND YOU THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME I HAVE A DEVIOUS SIDE SO THE HUBBY GETS PISSED AND DOESNT EAT SO HE GIVES OUR SON HIS HAMBURGERS AND MY OUR SAYS I DONT WANT THOSE ANN THROWS THEM INTO THE TRASH...SO A FEW HOURS LATER THE HUB GOES INTO THE KITCHEN AN GETS A BANANNA WHY BECAUSE HIS FOOD GOT THREW IN THE TRASH SO BEING THE NATURAL SMART ASS I AM I SAID I DONT WANT FRENCH FRIES AND HAMBURGERS INSTEAD I AM GOING TO HAVE A BANANA THEN THE HUBBY SAYS YOUR JUST BEING A SMART ASS I SAID WHATTTT IM JUST EATTING A BANANA AND TOLD ME I HAD BETTER SHUT UP BECAUSE I HAD ALREADY PISSED HIM OFF LMFAO NOW MIND YOU OUTLAW ANGEL IS HERE ANND GAWD SHE HAS NOT LET THIS STORY DIE SHE

I Am So Frustrated!
There is so much going on in life, right now that I am staying pretty Frustrated. Can't get things to seem to go just right. My kids are great but they are siblings, and fight all of the time. Does anyone out there know what I am talking about? lol I just need some time off from my life...hehehe Anyway, enough ranting...Have a GREAT day!

Jesus Pamphlets On Halloween..
seattle-tacoma > To the lady handing out Jesus pamphlets to us trick-or-treaters Originally Posted: Thu, 1 Nov 10:53 PDT To the lady handing out Jesus pamphlets to us trick-or-treaters -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2007-11-01, 10:53AM PDT Thanks for nothing. No, seriously. Do you have any idea how much work I put into my costume? It took me almost 3 hours to do the makeup alone. Every detail painstakingly thought of and completed, right down to the little scratches on the hands and the grazings and cuts on the arms and legs. Do you have any idea how long it took me to find a suitable shield and sword? Or how about the battle uniform? I bet you didn't even consider that perhaps it was actually straight off the movie set. Well, it was. It wasn't cheap, doing all this. I was the one that incurred those expenses, not my parents. I burned the income from more hours of my after-school job than I would care to adm

Struggling
I'm so so tired of struggling. I swear everytime I think I'm getting caught up something else happens. And its not like I'm wasting money buying shit. Its just the harder I try it seems the further behind I get. And when I sit and look at what needs paid compared to what is coming in I get majorly depressed, especially with Christmas only a couple weeks away. I keep telling myself if we can just make it to the first of the year it'll be ok. I'm going to take a loan out from my PSP to pay some stuff off and catch others up. But its the making it till then that is killing me :/ Hope everyone has had a great week and has an aweseome weekend! *hugz n stuffz*

Can't Express How Unbelievable Life Is
I found someone near and dear to my heart again! Had no clue how close she really was to where I have been online lately. I'm so glad you're back dear! Can't wait to catch up and make things happen again!!!

Wanna Own Me ?????
Abby's Auction Starts Monday 12/10!! CHECK OUT SOME OF THE HOTTIES GOING UP ON THE BLOCK! If you only knew what they are offering to the highest bidder!! WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW!! Come by Monday morning to find out!! Don't forget your fubucks!! We have almost 30 Hotties total up for Auction so far!! Only 15 listed here! Plenty of hotties still kept a secret!! I'm such a tease, ain't I?? Hahahahahahahaha!! There's still time to enter yourself! Read my "You wanna buy me? Hmmm?" blog! And now.. A little taste of what to expect..

Company Christmas Party
Today, My Company did an awesome thing. The owners through a Christmas party outside in some big tents. They had it catered and had a live band Dr. Zarr’s Amazing Funk Monster, they rocked the place. They played at my brother’s wedding and they still rock. I suspect the crowd and the tent, which we ate in, trigger this, because it looked exactly like the tent I stayed in the first three months in Iraq, caused a flood of memories from Iraq. I guess it was still surreal to me that it was only two years ago, The Christmas sentiment made me think about my Christmas there, it was a good one, I got the word that morning that I was on the next flight out. Most of guys were already gone except a few NCOs and me. Extremely busy that morning finish the last minute packing and cleaning of the tent so Bill the Team Sergeant could inspect it. The 9:30 mortar attack, and running into the bunker. Carrying all my stuff to the team side of the compound and them giving me a

Selfish
insert: < rant > I get mad at myself for things you know the old: "I'm my own worst critic!" It's true, Because I allow my true feeling to surface ... and then - I reflected on them Which I feel guilty about having them? I'm unsure what's more of a disservice to myself: To feel true emotions then to act on them, only to second guess my own motives for acting on them ... -or- To bridal a feeling or a want ... (thinking of the end result) And then sit back and wonder: "What if"? < /rant > I don't know ... Lately I've been more and more pissed at others than myself - So I guess that's not as self defeating (???) I did wonder since I brought up 'Holding back on feelings'... Am I wrong to feel a bit slighted by a few of my contest winners? My close friends (who also happen to win a few of my giveaways) ... did what I knew they would: Just say 'Thanks' And a few people I don't know as well, Did the proper thing by thanking me?

2 Much Soup
i just wanted every one to know hat i do not have time to write a blog today on acount of my dog that got sick on the carpet and now i have to clean it up. i opened the door for him to go out but he would rather vomit on the carpet ad make me clean it up than to watch me have fun online i guess. i know i should not be so pissed off but this mess is going to take a while and it's making mechoke and i might vomit to

I Need Your Help!
Hello everyone, as of Monday morning 4 - 6 am EST i will be DJ'in in The PlayPen. the dilemma is i need a name as DJ Angel already exists. Please check out DJ chasitiy's show at 8pm EST and help me get a new name as we are running a comp. There is 1000 fubucks for the name we chose and a whole show dedicated to you. So please come help me pick my new name :D

The Princess And Her Fall
The black knight has drawn his sword, He has conteplated his disception to his dear lover.He returned to his land to rescue her from her self destruction.But his plans changed once he sensed the weakness in her eyes.You see the knight was not her deliverer as so she had thought, A cold soul has no knowledge of such love for another.He preyed upon her desire, and her passion for his acceptance. her innocence blinded her from the truth. As he entered her room, he drew his sword to murder her in cold blood. She cried out to him, begging for her life. As he plunged the sword deep into her chest she looked into his eyes. A cold dark stare is all he gave her. She dropped to the floor, covering it with vibrant shades of red. He left the dark room, only to stab himself as he had done to his love. Moral of the story... Do not trust someone just because they say they care about you. They can be the black knight who is in disguise......... Love is dead as far as i'm concerned.

Old Shelf
Please do not rip or copy THANK YOU !!! Upon my shelf lies pictures ... dust covered memories made by us Love Lives no longer holding us close exceptions of old pictures collecting dust Heartfelt covered romance lurking like a funeral ; black and of stone Cobwebs are now being built by this spider of the shelf ; clinging dust still on these pictures of us Cleaning one day , dusting off the dust we made , swipping every memory to thin air , rolling every web on the shelf into a ball thrown into the trash ... so mote it be so the memories are gone

My Stupider Ex!!!!!!!!! {{loser}}
~¢¾Amy¢¾~@ fubar It was my ex-GF!! She is cheated and lied to me!!! I have few of friends told or show me that her email!!!!! Here Her Sent E-Mail: 1st: I don't kno who u r and don't really care..all i kno is ur dating a man who has done sumthin soooo unspeakable to me that there are no words to describe how in human he is...U don't kno me from adam....so there for...u have no rights comin to my page and rating me at ALL!!! I did not bother u or him i blocked ur asses cuz i knew this shit would happen....I'm not stupid so therefore......LEAVE THE DRAMA for sumone else! 2nd : WHATEVER u don't kno me either and this isn't the first time she has been to my page with her other profiles so u can keep the drama amd juss leave me the fuck alone {{See That!!! O'Well She is big LOSER!!!}}

3 Levels Two Days
I wanted to thank you all for the help in leveling up. I made three lein two days and I owe many thanks too the following people. Femclipper Roe Rommie tlchambers These four ladies I owe arge portion of gratitude for not only being beutiful women but also being awesome friends and helping me level.I could not have asked for a better Birthday present, Thank you all so much.

Hmm...
Do you think people would have been just as intimidated by Chuck Norris if instead of "Chuck" he was called "Charles Norris"? "You better watch out or you're going to get a roundhouse kick to the head by none other than Charles Norris!!!" Hmmmmm.....

Greetings....
Seasons Greetings, Happy Holidays, Merry Yule, and so on and so forth..... I want to thank a dear dear friend of mine for inviting me here.... Michael '~Wikkid Angel Shayla's Mad InSaNe Hippie*~ Spirit Warrior of K.O.W.~W.S.W.' Pressley~ If you haven't met him, well you are missing out on one hell of a guy.... A little about me, because there is not alot to me, just your simple everyday housewife.... I have spent many years in different colleges, and have a few degrees, but I will not brag and say what they are... I am easy going and enjoy making friends.... Have a good one... Peace Me

This Woman Is A Fake....
We have a fake in our midst on Fubar, Her user name Katyluv check her profile here: She is ripping pictures from the internet of a very famous glamour model called Jenya D and using them as her own. Check out the pictures below as examples.....she has hundreds on her page like this..... This picture is from her page: and this one is from a website featuring Jenya D: In fact just do a search on google for Jenya D and you will see that Katyluv is just blatantly ripping her pictures..... I advise you to block this user as she is duping people into thinking she is someone she is not!

Dec 8th
December 8, 2007 Quote of the Day "When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us." – Helen Keller -------------------------- You know I find this so true in every day life.... I am trying to learn to have a wider perspective then just a broad perspective on all that I do.

Trans-siberian Orchestra Tonight!
YEAH! I have tickets for Trans-Siberian Orchestra tonight at The Sprint Center in Kansas City, MO. This promises to be a really cool and fun time. I really love these guys and can't wait to catch them live! I hope to enjoy myself thoroughly today. The show is at 3pm and it's 10am now. I can't wait! Anyway...I'll try to post more after the show. I've also got to play tonight. So we'll see if I have time to post before I have to leave for the gig tonight.

Catch Me If I Fall
There's something about you I can't out my finger on it but it makes you amazing and makes me fall for you I haven't yet But the more I get to know you The closer I get to the edge But I'm scared What if you let me fall too hard? And leave me broken Just lying there Alone But what if you catch me? become a net and someone I care about deeply I know that's what I want Yet I'm still frightened But If you are careful with my heart I know I will overcome my fear of falling And live love with passion With you!

Just Me
Hi, i'm Theresa I'm 25 Physical: I'm 6' tall and i hate it! I'm fat (i've accepted the fact i'll never be skinny, so i've learned to love myself the way i am.) My hair is naturally brown (i've been a redhead and i've had black hair... and soon i will be both, again!) I wear size 11 or 12 shoe (comes along with being tall.) I have extremely strong, slim limbs (well, they are slim in proportion to the rest of my body... thanks, mom!) I have blue/green eyes (they change depending on the weather or the color shirt im wearing.) I have freckles (mostly on my arms and my upper chest... i tend to cover up the very little amount on my face with makeup.) I have the cutest feet you'll ever see! (it's the truth!) Personal: Without sounding egotistical, i'm probably the nicest person you'll ever meet. I'm very accepting of others, even if they dont fit my own personality and lifestyle. I can be somewhat naive and gullible... i guess that comes alo

Me
I am not even sure what to write......I like to think I am an open person, anyone can talk to me about anything....but slowly I am finding out that other either ppl percieve me in a different light or think whatever....I am sorry that they think that. I wish that I could change how ppl percieve me, but I can't. So all I can do is be myself. I will not change who I am, who my friends are, or anything else about me...GET OVER IT.....if you don't like who I keep company with take it up with them in a private manner.....if you don't like who I am...Oh well I can't change how you feel, if there is something else you like about me let me know....

For My P'nut!
I took my last final of my college career today!! I cannot believe that 5 years ago I had a brand new baby and was starting college... well starting back to college! Graduation is next friday! I cannot wait to put on my cap and gown and walk across the stage! I know.. big deal lots of people graduate from college, but I never would have gone back if my daughter didn't come along! So this is for her!

Joke
A strong young man at the construction site was bragging that he could outdo anyone in a feat of strength. He made a special case of making fun of one of the lady workers. After several minutes, the lady worker had had enough. "Why don't you put your money where your mouth is," she said. "I will bet a week's wages that I can haul something in a wheelbarrow over to that outbuilding that you won't be able to wheel back." "You're on, lady," the braggart replied. "Let's see what you got." The lady reached out and grabbed the wheelbarrow by the handles. Then, nodding to the young man, she said, "All right. Get in."

No Name ... Im Just In A Mood..
It was a planned seduction I'll admit and say I knew you would be tired after such a long work day You walked in the door hazel eyes shining wrapping me within your arms and gave me a long slow kiss My body sizzled, the friction of hard verses soft. At that point I was already almost lost I fixed you a meal fit for a king sat beside you, saying all the right things. Chicken alfredo, salad, breadsticks and then there was the special desert packed full of chocolate. I sent you to shower while I finished it up. My heart beating double time thinking about how to make you mine. You thought to protect me make sure of to many things. Your heart battled with your mind, you wanted to wait, give us more time. Time, is not something we are guaranteed! So, I had to take matters in hand and be just me. After dinner I lead you to our room. You looked so cute smiling with that twinkle in your eyes.

Great Things
Why is it that all the great things that come up in life or the Great Ppl you meet seem to just over-time.... Slip away from us?? And those Great things you can see and want so Badly are Just out of Reach. Each time that we reach for them they seem to just slip farther away from us don't they?? It has happened to me SO MANY TIMES!! Something or Someone great comes along and I reach out to it or them and they just seem to slip away even farther. I meet some of the greatest ppl EVER, and overtime they just.... slip away. I hate when this happens, and every time it hurts just a little more. I try to be friends with alot of ppl and I never try to choose sides with anyone really. At times some friends may be a little more fun to hang out with at the time, but I will still try and be there for all my friends. I try to be one of those friends that doesn't... just slip away. And it seems that this blog ended in a place I didn't really expect or they way I wanted it to. But I

Stereotypes
Well I havent been on here very long now and have noticed that there must be alot of disrespect going around. There are some of us that were raised to have respect for the opposite sex. I understand that its an adult website and you have to take the good with the bad at your own discretion. People are going to be people no matter how you try to avoid it. I myself do not get offended to easy but i'm sure not gonna try to offend someone on here. There are still a few of us that were raised to be polite and respectful. So i'm not to offended when i read pages and they talk about not wanting to see this or hear that from someone because i know its not me. Well anyway this was just a thought off of the top of my head and just to let you ladies know that there are some good guys left. I'm not much of a writer so thats it for my first blog attempt.

Just A Littl Ethought
SO sometimes I wonder whats wrong with the world and why love and trust and honesty is so hard to find/ I don't know whats worse losing love or never really having it to start with. The first time I thought I found love I was wrong and I'll regret that for many years. I wonder if love is real or just something that you're taught to believe in? So many people tell me that they love and that love is real but how do you know who truely loves you and who you should out that trust and love and faith into? I hope one day i'll find the one that makes my heart melt and makes me feel like i'm the only girl they could ever love and that they would never hurt me the way its been done before. ONe day I' know i'll find that love find that faith find thad tha thope. SO heres my advice to everyone when you fid the one you know you love don't let go fight hard and never give up till next time much love and hugs kisses and cookies

Nice Guys
YOU KNOW I WANNA KNOW IF THERE ARE ANY NICE GUYS OUT THERE, CLOSE TO ME, YOU KNOW ONES WHO KNOW HOW TO TREAT WOMEN, ARE NOT MARRIED, OR IN A RELATIONSHIP, ONE WHO WANTS TO SPEND TIME WITH A GIRL, BE FRIENDS WITH, HAVE ROMANCE WITH, IF YOUR OUT THERE, THEN TALK TO ME..I KNOW THIS ISNT A DATING SITE, BUT IM JUST TIRED OF MEETING JERKS OUT THERE THAT EXPECT ONE THING FROM ME, IM NOT HERE FOR A BOOTY CALL, THERE IS ALOT MORE TO ME, SO IF YOU WANNA BE FRIENDS..YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO..JUST MESSAGE ME

Holiday Contest
Hello everyone, I will be hosting my first contest starting at 9:00 P.M. Eastern Time December 15th and ending at 9:00 P.M. Eastern Time December 26th. This will be a comment contest. There will be 3 winners. First place 600,000 Fubucks, second place 150,000 Fubucks and third place 50,000 Fubucks. You may submit any pic you like as long as it is not NSFW. If you would like to enter simply send me a mail. Anyone may join so please tell your friends. Thanks and Good luck!

Fubucks For Pics!!
You wanna see NSFW pics??? for every 250,000 fubucks i get this is what you get: 1st 250,000 TOTAL I get: I post my tits 2nd 250,000 Total I get: Post my butt pics 3rd 250,000 Total I get: YOU GUESSED IT!!! I don't mean one person giving me that many FUBUCKS by themselves, if like 20 send 12,500 etc. each and that way I get to 250,000 Fubucks each time, Get it??

Just A Reminder!
Mars is in retrograde until January 30, 2008, when Mars turns direct again! More to the point, Mercury will then be in retrograde AGAIN!!! Oh Happy Day!! My issues are really beating me up these days - I just need to deal with them, let them go, and get on with the next issue! But there is much pain involved. And I'm feeling disconnected and isolated again, in so many ways. Help!!! Have a wonderful Sunday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, Sweet Mother! We really need them right now! Blessings for one and all, all my friends/family/fans spread all over the world. You are loved! Later! Muahz!

It's Called A Life
sure...fubar is a tolerable way to kill some time but for the love of god people....ITS THE INTERNET! meeting peope on the net is fine...but mature aldults having fu hubbys and wives?...it's really kind of gay dontcha think? perhaps a bit less time in fatansy land and a bit more in reality...may help with that bi polar disorder you are...or should be...medicated for...it's called A LIFE you should try it.

Update On Kaden
Well he seems completely better except for a little runny nose. Hes back to a table climbing yelling and screaming normal pooping 16 month old.. His new thing is to pinch womens tits and make a honk honk sound .. hes a mess... lets see what else do I have to say.. It may show that I am online :: DSL :: ( no jokes lol) or I may message you one second and be gone the next.. If you have children then you already understand how it is. If you do not.. then be prepared when you do.. you hardly have anytime for yourself but do not worry it is totally worth it. and hes calling so I will be back later to edit this.. xo

Grrrrrrrrr
ok so lets see, yeah im in here n having fun meeting new people n leaving comments n then you get to that profile that has been set to accept no comments! So whats the deal? Heck its fun to leave comments n share emotions and just have a good time n then u get the no html comments box.........wtf? I don't know about you but that has about zero excitement in it for me.....sorry I just get a wee bit frustrated with that so thank you for letting me vent. Hope all of you have a great holiday!!!

Friends
OK so here goes again...... It doesn't matter if you requested the friendship or I. When you accepted the request or I, we then became friends.... Friends are great if only to share a nice "Morning" or "Afternoon". Nothing brings a smile to someones face quicker than a friend who acknowledges you in some way. I swear I have all these friends who must practice some sorta telepathy or something cause I never hear from them after the add. I just get frustrated as hell that after someone adds you you have absolutely no more value to them. I mean wtf...go on about your merry way! Anyway, wide open today.....have fun!

My Sexy Stalkers List - Check Them Out
These are My lovely Sexy Stalkers... show them some love, they will return it back!! TãTT³Ð&þ³ì®Ç³Ð_ƒ®K¥Þhkk®_ºWñ³®@ fubar SgtRaider™*Fu-Husband Of Ecuadorian Goddess*@ fubar Don't know when I'll be back.@ fubar TeeDude@ fubar SURRENDER@ fubar 4PR1# M4R13 1$ 4 B5X0M M1NX 4ND 4 C07D H34R73D B17CH@ fubar WELL.. I HAD TOP REMOVE ONE OF THEM... HE WAS TOO BUSY TO DO HIS JOB... IF YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T DO IT.. THEN JUST DON'T ASK FOR IT.

Update
Well everyone I am in a mood today and its not a bad mood or anything just indiffrent for me. Everyone reads my blogs and more then likely thinks that I am some negative bitch so I figgured that I would tell a bit more about myself in here and not on my pro, just to see who acually reads these things. So future ref if you ask me any subject that I am about to tap on in here I wont respond to you over it. I am a sweet and loving person much to popular demand. I have a tendacy to be sarcastic but that is my way of not wanting to show feelings. I hate to show ppl the way that I feel about anything that has a impact on me. I try to remain humble and well I am a avid Christian. Yes thats right I believe in the man above! I am always there for anyone that truely needs me and am known to go way out of my way to help others. I just need to see that they want to help themselfs first. If you want to know my soft spots they are with my children, they are my life. Everything that I do in my

Everything Is Falling Apart Around Me!
Man, when it rains, it pours! It seems that a lot of things have been breaking around me. We bought a Sony high definition television in Sept of 06 so it is only a little over a year old. It decided to break. The manufacturer's warranty is only a year and we didn't get an extended warranty from the store because we have in the past and never used them so it was a waste of money. So we called Sony because everything we tried didn't work. They charged us $100 just to even come out and had to have it paid before the appointment. Okay. They will be here Wednesday to "fix" it. The guy said it might cost like $600 to fix it on top of the $100 we already gave them! We can buy a new television for that much money! You would think a brand like Sony would last more than a year!!!! Then,my son bought a Yahoo YZ 125 at the end of October. We paid $1,000 of it and he paid the other $500. He took it out one time and it broke. It is a 2003 or 04? Not very old! We take it in to ge

Marine Quotes
Some people live an entire lifetime and wonder if they have ever made a difference in the world, but the Marines don't have that problem. Ronald Reagan, President of the United States of America I have just returned from visiting the Marines at the front, and there is not a finer fighting organization in the world! General Douglas MacArthur, US Army The object of war is not to die for your country but to make the other bastard die for his. General George Patton, US Army The battle of Iwo Jima has been won. Among the Americans who served on Iwo, uncommon valor was a common virtue. Fleet Admiral Chester W. Nimitz, USN The man who will go where his colors will go, without asking, who will fight a phantom foe in a jungle and mountain range, without counting, and who will suffer and die in the midst of incredible hardship, without complaint, is still what he has always been, from Imperial Rome to sceptered Britain to Democratic America. He is

The Feelings Of Guilt
LETS SEE WHERE I BEGIN, 7 YEARS AGO, I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO SEE MY MOM DUE TO SOME FUCKED UP FAMILY MEMBERS THAT I DO NOT CLAIM, MY MOM HAS HAD 5 STROKES HER FIRST ONE HIT WHEN SHE WAS 46 YEARS OF AGE, I HAVE A COUSIN WHO IS VERY JEALOUS OF ME, AND MY MOM AND HOW CLOSE WE WERE SINCE HER AND HER MOM WAS NOT. WELL THE FIRST STROKE I QUIT MY JOB TO TAKE CARE OF HER, WHEN SHE HAD HER SECOND STROKE MY FAMILY AND I CAME TO AN UNDERSTANDING THAT WE WOULD SHARE THE RESPONSIBILITY CAUSE I HAD TO TAKE CARE OF MY 2 DAUGHTERS AND WORK, WELL MY AUNT AND COUSIN DECIDED TO GET AN RESTRAINING ORDER SAYING I ABUSED MY MOM, WHEN I NEVER DID, THEY WANTED FULL CONTROL OF MY MOM AND HER ASSETTS, I WAS NOT ABLE TO SHOW UP TO COURT AS I WAS NOT INFORMED THEY LIE ABOUT EVERYTHING AND PLUS MY COUSIN IS A PATHELOGICAL LIAR WELL SHE ABUSED MY MOM, I KNOW FROM FIRST HAND AS I SAW IT HAPPEN AND I COULDNT DO ANYTHIN ABOUT IT, WELL, THEY LIED TO ME AND MY AUNT WHO LIVES UP HERE WITH ME THAT THEY HAD POWER OF ATTORNE

Health Update
Well I am not dying but might as well with a fucking diet. I went to the hospital on Friday to get copies of my medical records there so I can get the fucking referal to a military facility in Bremerton, WA. I looked at the information and I wasn't to pleased. My cholestrol is at 248/200 and my glucose was slightly only 5 points though. Some other numbers were abnormal but with the sheet not in front of me i cant think of them. So for now I cant have any more red meat, cheese, no beer. The last one I can live with surprisingly because I have retired my middleweight championship for some time. I drink from time to time maybe at dinner, but I can definitely live without booze. . .shock to me too. So no taco bell, no pizza hut. I did find out last night that Veggie Burgers aren't that bad. This is from a hardcore carnivore. So I am on a no flavor diet basically, and i am sneaking in a workout. I am not allowed any strenuous activity or workouts, but I am working on cardio and cond

Help!!!
Hey yall I really need some help!!! Im in a contest to win a Happy hour and i need 75000 commenst i k now i can get it with all of yall to help. All the help you can give would be very apreciated and i will return as much love as i can!!!!! Just click the Flashy Help Button to get to the Pic and Thank you!!!

Jolly Ol Fat Man
If you see a fat man ... Who's jolly and cute, wearing a beard and a red flannel suit, and if he is chuckling and laughing away, while flying around in a miniature sleigh with eight tiny reindeer to pull him along, then lets face it... Your eggnog's too strong!

Strange
i had yet another dream that i was pregnant lol, i dont even have sex. also i was going up over 1000 floors in an elevator, and yes i was freaking out. oh this part isnt a dream, its kind of humorous all the men who claim to love me lol, cyber isnt real, you can love me as a person but dont claim to be in love with me, although i am loveable lol anyway thanks for reading

What A Jerk
would look at the message i just got. this guy can't even spell. but he is going to send me a nasty note like this. "you think you are, think you a wimp,when the last time you road a bike for more than a 1,000 or more miles, when the last time you were in a real rumble. yea you proble got the money but your no biker, you think just because you have a few tato makes you a biker, ive had a toto in my mind all my live since i was 14 up in new york i belong too the royal kingsmen, we dont have pussy with toothacher, you just learn too bear the pain" and here was my reply . "you sir are a looser. i am not yuppie scum. i ride a bike. i have not owened a cage in over 10 years. i ride to new york at least once a year. no club here. i don't need a club to feel like a man. " oh and you can't send him a pvt message. so if any one would like to tell this guy what a moron he is here is a link to him. http://fubar.com/

Stupid Messages Received Over The Years ~ Part 2
DANGER_x : u are fuckin beach laav21 : can you play ghost of you emily canseroli : YES BÝG POOMBS _NELSON__ : mastobacon DavidGaloustov : that brad doesnt suit you darzamat : I m you loyal meatball aborahan : your tall is bigger Zengatsu : let my cooCks show their meat in the air for yoOU! SATCHMO1968 : emily 100 bugs for a strip? tekno : You are fucked do you love small oboe samy38 : hello i can suck my dick would you like look me? timly69 : my penis is grand splatterman515 : you all suck fucks bravewolf12 : emily are you ýn the moon? hona : hona you molar tooth fracam : Fuck me of I'm wrong but is your name Igor? magicdark : EmilyIMAX, hý do you wanna see my duck dkny360 : can u show me ur Onionbooty? FerhaTERZ : ý wonder that u r real. cuz ý think u r just like a dream tommyboy021 : wanna see me swallow cum and lick it from my fingers Tiger_8888 : I add your breast good? tekno :

Bar Tab
i thought this was supposed to be an adult site. if it is why do we have to get a police report on everything that our friends and family does on here. the bar tab was a good way to know if someone added pics or stash and things of that nature. i really dont care who or what they comment on if it isnt mine. this is retarded. and as if there wasnt enough bull shit drama on here with all the contest and fakes and cheaters let alone people posting their life stories and personal life then they wanna cry when they dont get the type of attention they were looking for. give me a break people. we are all supposed to be adults here and too many are acting like children. now babyj want to add to the bull shit with a complete police report on all the actions of friends and family. give me a fuckng break. so with the addition of the bull shit to the bar tab why dont we have more filtering options to eliminate the shit. i have had the walkins blocked for sometime and over the last month or so i st

Must Buy Vip Scam
Share this! SOLUTION TO BAR TAB TROUBLE created @ 2007-12-09 19:07:59 -- expires in: 21 hr [EVERYONE] IN ORDER TO BE ABLE TO STOP YOUR FRIEND FROM SEEING EVERYTHING YOU ARE DOING ON THE SITE YOU MUST BUY A VIP. VIP HOLDERS ARE THE ONLY ONES GIVEN THE OPTION TO TURN OFF EVERYTHING THEY DO FROM FRIENDS.NICE WAY TO FORCE EVERYONE TO BUY A VIP. SO I'M ASKING YOU TO VOTE YES THIS IS PURE BS OR NO IT IS A GREAT THING FOR ALL MEMBERS OF FUBAR.

Free
im bout to get on off here a while...i got 70 11s left id like to burn b4 i go....so im gonna give em 50 to the first person to comment&20 to the second(cant be same person)...lol onthis blog that is ...Thanks ...thats all i have to say about that...

To Mum And Dad. (rip)
Those walks in the park just holding hands along the seashore bare foot in the sand these little things that come to mind a glimpse of the past defined so clear the past so easily becomes today a smile and remember those funny little ways your anniversary today its been seventy years in love. (Bless this Day)

This Is Crazy
Is it just me or does everyone think the same.As for the new bar tab --its some crazy shit--I have made some very good friends on here but as for this bar tab stuff it sucks --I care WHY if this one votes on this or this or this -- so as for my friends i will probably be turning my bar tab off and checking it maybe once a day--because i feel WHAT I DO ON HERE IS MY FRIENDS BUSINESS FOR WHOM IM DOING IT NOT THE WHOLE FUBAR SITE

Dark Angel
This reoccurring dream is driving Precious insane. As it is, every night when she goes to bed she can feel someone watching her. It’s like he is protecting her. It doesn’t scare her, only makes her feel secure and she sleeps. For years, sleep was something that eluded her. She was up for days at a time and when she slept it was only for a few hours and then the routine started again. But since she has started dreaming of him, feeling him with her at night, she slept soundly. With the exception of the dreams. Today is her day off and she decided that she is spending it at the park. Just walking around and thinking. It has been awhile since there has been a guy in her life and there has never been a time that she had someone to make her heartbeat speed up, make her lose her breath at the mere touch of him, at seeing his smile. In her dreams she looks deep into his eyes and feels the passion in him. During the light of day, she still sees that passion haunting her, calling out to her.

Are There Any Out There
Hey, This is Skintailor. Where are all the damn metal heads at on here. It seems they are far and few between. I mean true metal heads not guys who wear there sisters pants and listen to Panic At the Disc. Or A Fag Inside better know as AFI. Im so sick of the screamo/emo scene. I want to meet the sick in your face metal fans. That dig shit like Cannibal Corpse, Slayer,Pantera, Judas Preist, Hatebreed,Diecast,Overkill,Six Feet Under Iced Earth. Ya get my drift. So fucks bring the pain. And lets tear this shit down. And as Dimebag would say lets blow this shit up.

On Television Today
I am going to a local high school today to video taped with the presentation I gave to a councilor and a principal there. The presentation will be shown to the entire high school student body on Wednesday morning to see how many of the students are interested in joining the club I am offering them. I will also be going to some elementary schools to see if any of the kids there will be interested in joining a junior version of the club to gather interest in nursing at a younger age. This should be fun.

Once I Go Black...
Once I go black... I'll never go back! Well, with my hair color at least! :p You perve! Anyway, i used to dye my hair black all the time... from 2000-2006 roughly. I recently let it grow out because i wanted to go back to red, like i was previously (mind you, i havent had my natural hair color since about 7th grade, which was '96)... but i'm really missing the black... a lot. I'll be dying it sometime this week and i'll have new pics up when its done! :) *kisses*

I Love You!
MY LOVE..MY HEART..MY EVERYTHING ♫Smokey Bear♫ ?FUBAR Expert ©¿ AsH.WeeEs Man {FuBar's After Hours} Empty... That's how I feel without you. Every day that we're apart Feels like an eternity. You move me... Make me feel things I thought I would never feel again. When I am with you, I feel a warmth wash over me. A warmth unlike any I have felt before. It picks me up and carries me to a far off place, A beautiful place... A place where nothing is known but love and caring. My worries fade to a distant memory, And all but you is forgotten, If only for the moment... My heart is overflowing with joy and love, The joy that you bring to me, And the love that I feel for you. Never have I come across anyone like you... Sweet, warm, tender, caring... I become overwhelmed in your presence, lost... Lost to my imagination, to the thought of you. I'm lost in a wonderful dream, and I never want to wake up. You... You are too good to be true... My knight i

Lust
I want You. I need you. I want to be between those thighs pleasing you. each nite I dream about your taste. Its becoming more and more than I can take. Your Body has become my addiction and I need you to fill my needs. Please come home so to me.

Loss Of Life.....
How can you grieve for a man that you don't even know? This is the question i have been asking myself for the past 24 hours. My wife's grandfather passed away yesterday. He has been in and out of hospitals for the last year, with this last vist begining on Thanksgiving. My wife is taking it bad, and I can understand considering I lost my grandfather in June of last year. My Father in law is taking it the worst. I saw him break down twice yesterday when he visited our house. My wife said that she could hear in crying down the hallway when she went to the hospital. Her grandfather had slipped into a coma at around 6 am and his head was begining to fill with bllod, his sensory organs were shutting done so he was in no pain atleast and his body temperature was loweing drastically. So around 3:30 yesterday they gave him a morphine drip and turned off his machines. I can't say that im upset that the man has passed away, I have only met him a handfull of times in the 9.5 years my wife and I h

Secret Desires
I watch u with secret desires that soon I'll reveal I wanna feast upon your surrender ravish you, body then soul fulfill your fantasies,breath life into your dreams slowly my blue eyes savor the fire burning in yours I reach out for you exploring the soothing touch of your body caressing every curve with gentle hands our eyes meet, then a stolen kiss aroused anticipation,the calm before the storm I gaze into your eyes, forbidden temptations can u feel the fires raging as we plunge on into the flames, the heated anticipation of each forbidden touch... each kiss...each lick.. every thrust of power penetrating deep within you sensual explosion...erotic bliss a stolen kiss...entranced eyes bathing in the afterglow of a lovers storm secret desires

It's A Scam
Send this warning to everyone on your e-mail list -- it's urgent! If someone comes to your front door saying they are conducting a survey on deer ticks and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around to shake off the ticks. DO NOT DO IT!!! IT IS A SCAM: they only want to see you naked. I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid.....

The Pearl
To navigate on a blackberry, you roll your thumb over a little "pearl." The pearl is, essentially, a white, glowing clitoris. With a gentle touch, you can deftly navigate through your email, search smut on the web, and send dirty messages via messenger. Clitoral stroking has now been established as a necessary, important work skill for all professionals. I suppose it always was, to some degree, but now it's official. Last week, a friend asked me to fix something on her berry. I slid my finger across her pearl, and it grated. I cringed. My pearl glides smoothly, makes no sound. Hers felt like it was nestled in a sandpaper hood. I quickly fixed her problem, handed it back, then gently fondled my berry, appreciative of its smooth, clean movement. That evening, I ate dinner at my desk. Triscuits, hummus, and a tiny plastic cup of apple sauce. I've reverted to the third grade, but mom forgot the string cheese. I happily crunched on the triscuits - until I realized I'd sprinkled

Shay`s Day
You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child" Then he told the following story: Shay and his fathe

Can I Trust You With My Heart?
Please sit down, and look my way. There is something I'd like to say. The time is now, This must be my cue. Because now I find I'm falling for you. It's scary to feel the way I do. Remembering what my hearts been through. Would you break it, if I gave it to you? Or would you mend it, and make it new? Would you love me, and hold me tight? Reassuring me it'll be alright. Would you Love me forever or just for awhile? Would my love be trusted or put on trial? Would you be true, loving only me? Or would I be one of two or three? I've got to know right from the start. Can I trust you with my heart? Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away. Scared of what love will bring Yet I really hope you will stay. I so want to trust you Please don't let me down. For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around. Don't take it for granted 'Cause it might not last long I have weak thoughts And my heart isn't too strong Are you for me, Me for you? Do y

Grrrrr!
It all started on AOHell back in the day when I'd get an Instant Message from some "leading" name like fukmehard, or some sh!t like that. It would say something simple, such as "hi". Then, when I said hi back, I got blasted with porn links from the damn porn bot on the other end both in IM's and mail. I responded and let it know I was online. Bah. Then I went Yahell. Same thing there, and it continues to this day. CONSTANTLY!!! BUT, Yahoo has a way to ignore and report as spam, which, I suppose, isn't really helpful because the bot will most likely change it's screen name from ye0xdt4 to ye9xdt5 and be back in business. Oh...and I get bot requests on Yahoo360, too. Is there NO end to this crap? NOW...on Fubar, home of the "bouncer" that gives ME sh!t as I try to rate pictures, saying I'm rating too fast (WTF?), I've started getting spam friend requests!!! Be on the lookout...they're easy to spot: ONE picture that was obviously lifted off some porn site, and an otherwise

Small Vacation
Ok all!!! I need a drama break. I am going to take a break from Fubar for a while. If you need me I will be around Yahoo (if you have that) but not much. I will check my yahoo email but not be on to chat. I am not leaving just need a break for a while. HUGGSSS to my friends!!!

A Year In Reflection
Last night I was listening to music and chatting after a long ass day of working; I began to realize "damn!!! I am going to be 42 yrs old on Tuesday." Automatically my mind went back in time; remembering the past year and it was quite sad. There were a few joys but not many. I fell in love with someone I had no business falling in love with. I was told by him that he loved me too but he had to be realistic. It would never work. I knew he was right, there was a big age difference and because of my situation. It was so hard to let go but I did and I cried for days. I lost a baby that I didn't even know I was carrying, again I cried for days. To top it off when I told the father of the baby he never once said sorry. Once again I fell in love with a man who broke my heart to the very core. You know the kind where you don't know what to do and you think you are going to lose your mind. ..Those are heartaches I never ever want to experience again. I did have a mental break down.

Site Is Fun Yet Pathetic Too
I'm not complaining, I do have some fun on this site, and there are a hand full of folks that actually want to socialize and make some friends on here, rather than just being consumed with getting points and fans... but it's still a bit pathetic to me how MOST people on here are simply obsessed with nothing other than accumulating points, having 10,000 fans or friends on their list, winning contest, etc... and they have no interest what so ever in truly making any friends or socializing, or getting to know anyone. Do all of you people that are crazed with all this points stuff really find that more fulfilling and fun than making real connections and actually chatting with people and getting to know them? I can't even count the number of times that I'll get a shout message or e-mail from people in which they will ask me to join a lounge, vote for them in a contest, rate them, or a whole slew of things that somehow gives them points or some kind of recognition... and that's OK, bu

A Special Birthday In The House!
AYASHA IS TURNING THE BIG 50! Please fill her page with birthday comments, gift blasts, and a gift happy hour if you feel so inspired... She is a long time friend and one of the sweetest people I know... ღ Ayasha ღ Please rate my page and fan me! ღ Please don't forget to rate, fan, add the infamous Birthday Pimper! ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~Club F.A.R.~Please leave me love!~@ fubar

Dns - Soon To Sweep The Nation
I envy women - they have one week every month where they get a free pass on any bad behavior or bitchy comment or anything they don’t want to do, it’s just ‘that time of the month.’ Whether it really is that time or not, that is the perfect excuse - there’s no comeback to it, everyone instantly understands. I say guys need to have something like this that we can blame everything on, where we can act like… we normally do, without everyone thinking we‘re huge jerks. Call it DNS - don’t need your shit. What do you think? Guys need to be able to snap for no reason once in a while - maybe we had a bad day, or don’t feel attractive enough, or maybe I’m just not in the mood for you to force yourself on me for ‘cuddling’. DNS baby, DNS! Use it when you’re about to get fired, or when you start crying to get out of a speeding ticket - just a bad case of DNS today, officer. It’d be great, until the cop has DNS too, then you get a nightstick somewhere you really don’t want it.

3 Am
My eyes open. The red light of the digital clock shows 2:54 AM. A lone street light shines in through the window. It's a rainy November evening. The only sound, besides the soft fall of the rain outside, is the steady in and out of my breathing. As I settle back in to sleep more I realize there's another sound. More breathing. I turn to my right and see you. Your back is to me. I smile. I love the way your hair spills on the pillow under your head. I turn on my side to look at you. You neck is exposed more than normal and I trace it with my eyes. I start at the first part of skin visible under your hair. I follow it down, slowly. To your shoulders. Then down your spine to just above your lower back where the sheets lay across you. Your skin is incredible. Beautiful and perfect. I stare at your back for several minutes. Imagining the feel of it. In the dim light your back looks like a field the morning after it snowed all night and before anyone had tracked across it. I want to be

Stupid Fuckers
This guy is such a prick!!! floridahottie2006@ fubar ->floridahot...: and wahh u hurt my feelings. the little boy has to say ugly things to women to make himself look better. poor pitiful u ->floridahot...: yea i am sure she did. so sad now u even have an imaginery girlfriend. LOL got to love those online inches.....last week it was 9 inches, she must have bit half an inch off. floridahot...: nahhh bitch, my girlfriend did earlier with her mouth, all 8 and a half inches of it too, go fuck yourself you fat piece of shit cunt ->floridahot...: oh go rub that tiny dick of urs!! floridahot...: lol no problem bitch ->floridahot...: but thanks for referring to me as a bitch ->floridahot...: lol...actually i did show u. floridahot...: oh ok, thats right, youre the bitch that doesnt show pics ->floridahot...: you are already on my list. pretty bad when u cant remember who u have talked to

Spilling My Guts
The closer Christmas gets the harder things hit me. Its been a while since i've talked about certain things. Maybe this isn't the place to say some things but its definately the time. I spend Christmas alone. It was never really a big deal for a long time but alot of things have happened in my life. Changes happen in and around all of us. The things that have happened to me i could and should write a book about. For those that don't know me but still read this i guess i should start from the beginning. I was a soldier for 14 years. I was wounded twice and was forced out of the military. I mean just about every major conflict the US has been in since 1983 i as there. I was in Beiruit the morning our Barracks was destroyed in 1983. I spent 10 days with everyone else digging thru rubble. In 1986 i was with a special forces lazer team outside Banghazi Libya when the US bombed. In 1988 i was in Honduras when the Sandanistas came across the border to get at the Contras and us. In 1989 is w

This Is America. Like It Or Get Out!
First off I would like to start out by saying I am proud of my country and proud to be an American. I want to thank every man and woman of the armed forces for defending me, my country and my freedom. With that said let me move on to say "WTF is happening to this country?" We have our men and woman dying to defend it, or that is what the government says. We all know it is ,in actuality, just part of "Dubya" finishing something that someone did to make his father mad. A personal Bush war with America as the casualties. We basically have no border patrol. "Dubya" was good friends with Senor Fox and handed our country to Mexico on a tamale platter. I recently visited San Diego. During my visit I hopped across that famous border for some shopping. On my way back "home" I found myself, along with masses of other Americans, waiting endlessly in line as some half breed customs officer rudely checked our passports and purchases. How did this man get hired by our government in the first place?

I'm Yours...or...i'd Hit It.....
Body: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LoL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

For Morning
When I am gone, release me, let me go... I have so many things to see and do. You mustn't tie yourself to me with tears... Be happy that we had so many years. I gave to you my love. You can only guess how much you gave to me in happiness. I thank you for the love you each have shown, But now it is time I traveled on alone. So grieve for me if grieve you must. Then let your grief be comforted with trust. It is only for awhile that we must part So bless the memories within your heart. I won't be far away. For life goes on. So if you need me, call and I will come. Though you can't see me or touch me I'll hear... And if you listen with your heart you'll hear... All of my love around you soft and clear. And then, when you must come this way alone I'll greet you with a smile and say "Welcome Home"

List Of Contestants
I will start this contest today Wednesday December 12th at 6 pm central time . It will end on December 22 at 6 pm . Here is a list of each contestant . Click on their photos when the contest starts to vote for them. Good luck to everyone .

Meat
So I'm sitting here with the sound of the pressure canner jiggling along..mmmm venison..yum. I got to thinking about meat. Why is it chickens, turkeys and oddly enough lambs are called by the animal name and others aren't? ie. Could ya please pass the turkey? Are baby cows (veal? no that doesn't sound anything like baby cow right?) cooler than baby sheep? Is it a slight against Chickens/turkeys? Are the not as handsome as cows,pigs and various other tasty critters? At my house I call all meat by the animal names, especially if there's guests. If it's possible to make a person a Vegetarian, I could do it. (More Meat for the Meat Eaters! [thanks Denis]) Would you like another slice of cow? How was your pig parts? good right? mmmm smoked pig parts.. Another chunk O Bambi? Oh and they love it when I offer them the infamous "Tree Rat". You can make the ole Tree rat wings.. try that sometime..it's really good, I will even allow you to use my wing sauce recipe th

The Tao Of Steve: Chapter 4: Deborah
The Tao of Steve: Chapter 4: Deborah Deborah wanders around her place, thinking about doing her yearly clean up. She notices a box in the closet. She calls it "the toy box". It has always been is behind everything in the closet. She opens it. In there she has the dildo, vibrators and sexy lingerie. They haven’t seen the light of day for quite a while. Deborah tries on her favorite teddy and wonders when was the last time she had it on. It’s pink, lacey, and she loves the way it feels against her skin, her nipples. She likes the way the seam rides up between her legs, just like her jeans. She first learned about this seam while she was at work chatting online with a certain friend. He always seemed to have a way of getting her hot and bothered. It didn’t help that she wasn’t getting all she needed at home from her husband. She thought of Steve, her online lover and all they had in common, how much she craved what only he seemed to give her. She felt the usual wetness begin to form be

Want To Play?
Let me relieve you of some blood! lol Just a simple click, nothing more. Help me rid the world of Werewolves by making my Vampire strong :-P CLICK HERE TO BLOOD LET Also if you are into browser based games CHECK THESE OUT! They're great games :-P

Present
Yesterday when I got home from work there was a package sitting on the table it had came fedex.. I asked whats this? They said we don't know its for you..... as I started opening it I knew WHO it was from.. she's a sweet heart and always makes me smile. She had asked me for my address .. I told her not to.. but you can't tell her NO! LOL Sooooooooo sweet isn't she :D

Psycho
WHY IS IT THAT EVERY TIME I MEET SOMEONE THAT I FEEL THEY ARE THE GREATEST PERSON IN THE WORLD AND THY ALL TURN OUT TO BE COMPLET PSYCHOS I CANT STAND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN FACT I DONT KONW THAT I HAVE EVER MET SOMEONE THATS NOT A PSYCHO!!!!!!!! THEY ALWAYS SEEM SO GREAT IN THE BEGINNING AND THEN AFTER THEY HAVEU SUCKED INTO THERE WRATH ITS ALL OVER IM SO SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm Not Longer Going To Help... Please Read.....
why dont any one wanna to rate and comment on my pics or my stash? Well let tell you something right now.... starting as of 12/12/07 i will no longer help other people to bomb (other for my Fu-bomber family) cause i'm tired of asking other people to rate and comment on my pics and stash. if you want me to help you bomb then it going to cost you some Fu-Bucks for me to even help you... i say if you want me to help you bomb you in a contest..it will cost you 5,000 fubucks for an hour of bombing and for two hours it will be 10,000 Fu-bucks. so for this but im tired of be shit on and not rateing and comments on my pics and stash. it not very hard to go and rate and make comment on them. so this takes affective today 12/12/07 SORRY FOR IF THIS HAS ANY PROBLEMS ON YOU ON THIS ReNeGaDe

Fu-bucks?
I have tried being nice, which isn't easy. However, the patience is all used up and the next person to ask me for fu-bucks will be asked to kindly open their mouth and place my scrotum inside then draw upon them succulently for no less than 30 seconds. Funny how no one really says hi lately but everyone needs those stupid fu-bucks...

My Favorite Toy
Christmas Comments | Online Mall My Favorite Toy My favorite toy, Is my bullet. I like its vibration, Against my clitoris. Gryrating, Vibrating, Spinning around. I start to tense, before I explode. My muscles squench as I am about to cum, Letting my juices run down. I reach down, Once I am done. Finding the nectar, For my fingers fair. I bring them up, Right to my mouth, Licking everyone. MMMMMMMMM,"'I say" As I taste, Wanting more of it. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

My Husband Thee Asshole
JUST A RANTING MANY OF YOU KNOW I AMM STILL MARRIED TO A REAL ASSHOLE WHO TREATS ME LIKE SHIT AND OUR KIDS SO NOW HES BACK TO THREATING TO KICK ME AN OOUR KIDS OUT AND WE ARE NO GOOD AND EVERYTHING BUT A WHITE PEOPLE TO HIM WHO IN THE HELL DO I GET HIM TO LISTEN WHEN I TELL HIM TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOME HES ALWAYS COMING HOME ACTIING LIKE A FREAK AND ALWAYS BEING MENTALLY AND VERBALLY ABUSIVE WITH ME AND OUR THREE CHILDREN...PINK IS SERIOUSLY ON THE VERGE OF LOSING HER MIND..AND JUST A WORD TO THE WISE TOO YOU MEN OUT THERE WHO KEEP TALKING IGNORANT TO ME IN MY SHOUT BOX I GOT TWO WORDS FOR YOU FUCK OFF AND QUIT ASKING TO SEE MY NSFW PICS THERES A REASOON TO WHY THEY ARE CLOSED READ MY PROFILE DUMB FUCKS!

Pity Party Ova Here
y'know, its hard to remember at times, especially when i *really* like someone, that i'm viewed as a sexual object. but then again it shouldnt be hard to remember at all. its how i portray myself. and even though it is part of who i am, its not how i want to be looked at *all the time*. how do i go about correcting this situation? i distance myself from people. and you know what? it isnt working. as soon as i come back, the views are still the same. somethin has *gotta* give. and i'm tired of doing the giving. ...and shes out.

Dec. 13, 2007 @ 10 Pm Eastern 9 Pm Central
After months of being illegally fu-married Lovely Lesbian and DJ Phyre Phli Will be leagally FuWed In a Ct Ceremony That will be held at Fubar's Afterhours. All are invited and the bottles will be poppin' all night. Come kick it with the Brides-to-be and you may win a few fubux in the process! The party starts @ 10pm eastern Or 9pm Central ~*lovely lesbian*~@ fubar ~&clubs DJ Phyre Phli &clubs~FuBaЯ's Afte® Hours™ DJ@ fubar DJ Ackrite A.K.A. Jeezy Will Be Rockin The 1's and 2's RJeezy aka DJ AckRite۞Neabears husband ۞Owner of Fubars After Hours@ fubar

More Of My Random Shit
I sit here this evening, or morning I should probably say, contemplating life. I have developed new theories on life the past few weeks. Life, as I see it in it's full brutality, is one pain in the ass after another. There are fleeting moments of happiness. But depending on who and/or what makes you happy, they are few and far between. It always seems when I somehow find a way to take a positive step in life, something will happen that throws me back further than I was. Now that I've gotten my logical bullshit out of the way... The emotional rollercoaster has come to a hault. It's a good thing I think. Not with the outcome I would have preferred, but it works. I've found ground to stand on. Which is always nice. Yesterday, I turned down a job offer. Not just any job offer really though. The one I'd been waiting for. The one that could either fix, or end, my life. I'll just let you all imagine what the hell it could be. But, I turned it down. I made a promise, and

I Just Realized...
As I was whining about the snow this morning and not being able to go out tonight, I finally realized something. I am inside and have HEAT and layers of clothes. Some people are not or do not. What do I have to whine about?

Please Tell Me...
WHY DO YOU MEN ON HERE THAT ADD ME WHY DO YOU INSIST ON DISRESPECTING ME I MEAN SERIOUSLY YES I HAVE ADULT PICS BUT IF I WANTED YOU ALL TO SEE THEY WOULD BE OPEN FOR VIEWING THEY ARE THERE SIMPLY FOR PAGANCOWBOY31 FOR HIS PLEASURE IM SO SICK OF YOU MEN NNOT READING MY PROFILE AND THINKING YOU CAN TALK TO ME ANY WAY YOU WANT IF YOUR GIRLFRIEND HAD HER PICS ON HERE WOULD YOUO WANT EVERY FUCKING MAN TO SEE THEM? I MEAN DAMN PLEASE STOP ALREADY WITH THE SULTRY COMMENTS AND SLEEZY EMAILS BEFORE I REALLY GET IRRATE ON YOUR ASSES.

Very Urgent Safety Warning >>>>
I wonder how many people know this ? A 36 year old female had an accident several weeks ago along the BALTIMORE INTERSTATE SYSTEM 95 north and Totaled her car . A resident of NEW YORK as she was traving between Baltimore and NEW YORK It was raining , though not excessively,at the time when her car suddenly began to hydro-plane and literally flew though the air. She was flown to BAL:TIMORE SHOCK TRAUMA with serious injuries and stunned at the sudden occurrence ! WHEN she explained to the highway patrolman what had happened he told her something that every driver should know -NEVER DRIVE IN THE RAIN /NOW OR ICE WITH YOPUR CRUISE CONTROL ON . SHE THOUGHT she was being cautious by setting the cruise control and maintaining a consistent speed in the rain . But the TROOPER STATED that if the cruise control is onwhen your car begins to hydro-plane and your tires lose contact with the pavement , your car will accelerate to a higher rate of speed making you take off like an air-plane . S

Why Do I Long For My Master
I long to be with my Master first because, I submit to him completely, freely, and with every part of me. He has awakened a deep desire within me that longs to be with Him and please Him. I love it when he whispers in my ear that I am His. I am His slave, that makes me so wet. I crave for him to touch my nipples first a gentle pinch, twist, then it gets harder and he will even bet them while I just keep getting wetter and wetter. I am wishing now that he would just ram his cock into my pussy. But instead he takes his fingers and works them into my pussy, I’m so hot and wet I wish He would let me cum but he continues with his fingers and works his way to his first ramming it in so hard and I let out moans of pleasure as he is driving me crazy. He sucks on my tits and bites my nipples, oh how I’m almost to my breaking point, ready to explode, the pain the pleasure feels so extraordinary mixed together. Then he removes his fist, and while he’s kissing me deeply he thrusts his cock into m

This Shit Is Really Starting To Piss Me Off Here And Badly
SORRY FOR NOT EXPLAINING BEFORE BUT ALL THESE PEOPLE NEED HELP IN LEVELING.. TWO OUT OF THE THREE LOST THEIR ACCOUNTS WITHIN THESE LAST THREE DAYS.. SCOTT WAS LEVEL 17 AND BRI WAS LEVEL 24 GETTING READY TO HIT GODFATHER.. THIS HAS ME UP SET.. TALKING MORE SO ON BRIS ACCOUNT.. THAT GUY SPENT SO MUCH MONEY JUST TO LEVEL THAT ITS CRAZY HOSTING HONEST CONTESTS.. TO WAKE UP THIS MORNING AND HIS ACCOUNT GONE.. WE NEED TO HELP THESE GUYS.. SCOTT IM WORKING TO GET HIM BACK TO LEVEL 17 BRI IM HELPING AS MUCH AS I CAN AND THAT YOUNG LADY ON HERE SHE A FAVOR FOR ANTOHER FRIEND I RATED HER WHOLE PAGE TODAY.. LETS HELP THESE PEOPLE PLEASE.. TY TY scott@ fubar ~ÄRÌÈL#1ßÄÐGÌR£™~ღ♥£ÄÐ¥ õҒ ÑÄ§Ŧ¥ ŦĦ¥ĦÈ§®ღ@ fubar BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar RAVEN QUEEN * PROUD MEMBER OF THE SISTER HOOD 3 giveaways to go until I quit bombing@ fubar http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=3480107 http://fubar

My Cousin, New Member
hey all , this is my cousin, i talked her into signing up.. welcome her will ya, don't make her regret signing up when i bragged about the sight and all of you... ty so much COPY AND PASTE: http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1431922&i=3206132998

Schoolbus
A bus load of catholic girls go over a cliff and they all die and go to heaven... they are standing at the pearly gates, and St Peter ask the first girl: Have you ever touched a mans organ She replies yes but just with my finger St Peter says: wash your finger in this holy water and go right in The next girl in line steps forward and St Peter asks: Have you ever touched a male organ? The girl replies yes but only with my hand St Peter says: wash your hand in this Holy water and go right in A girl runs up to the font of the line and asks St Peter if she can go next, ans St Peter asks why The girl says: well if you want me to gargle that holy water i wanna do it before ashley sticks her butt in there

Lingerie Contest Update!
hey all :) hope everyone had a great week! i for one am looking forward to the weekend, cause i actually get 2 days off in a row! woo hoo! this after working 8 days straight :P. anyhow in case you didnt know...im in a contest!! its RATES ONLY. so there is no bombing needed for this one :) if there happens to be a tie in rates...winner will be determined by rating average. :) if you dont know what that means just pm me and ill explain :) so...heres how it goes...FIRST YOU HAVE TO ADD THE HOST! THIS IS A NSFW CONTEST; WHICH IS WHY YOU HAVE TO ADD HIM TO VOTE! i know i know...most guys dont want to add another guy...well dont worry! as soon as you vote, you can delete him! heres the link to his profile. :) Contest Is Open! I'll Be Back Later To Add Those Who Want To Rate.@ fubar after you add him, and he accepts your add...click this next link to vote for meeeee! please help me if you can! contest ends tomorrow @ 10pm central time :) im only 2 votes

Just About Done
I have a myspace account that I never even check any more, because it's just so dead. You page just sits there. A friend got me hooked on fubar and the reason I liked it so well is I could post stuff I wrote or photos and dozens of people would see it, some would even enjoy it. That pretty much ended Sunday when the alerts here changed. Now the alert box has become so cluttered that people have shut theirs off and I can't blame them! What good does it do to get an alert that "friend john commented on his friend..." or "friend john commented on blog..."??? The change was not well thought out at all and the only thing it accomplished was putting more traffic in the mumms. I was talking to three friends tonight and no mater how they had their profiles set, they did not get alerts from me. And the worse part is, I am the kind of guy who likes to help where i can, but god forbid you are against any change, good or bad, or you get labeled a trouble maker, whiner, or retard, which is reall

Laughing My Azz Off
damn~! some people are so damn stupid. They won't talk to me rather they want to use the status box to shout obsenities at me.....come on really....who is the dumbazz here? I am married to my hubby...not having an affair with a married man who SAYS he is going to leave his wife and daughter.....a man who sleeps with many women whom he meets online....hello?? dumbazz?? I find all this so funny and entertaining~! What a great birthday gift~! Thanks Kerri & Jay~~ You make me laugh~! ~~smooches~~

Yet Another Dumbass!
orgy4us>>>>Its a shitty day out , want to make it something special ? I will be in beaver in about a half hour.... Meg z >>>>>>> Sorry sweets but i don't meet people after just 1 msg .. and i definately don't meet w/o seeing a couple pics ! But good luck finding ur lil bit of afternoon delight Oh yea i'm not in beaver LoL orgy4us>>> you already know me .... Tom Frey ... hi ... Meg z >>> sorry doesnt ring a bell orgy4us>>>>OKAY ....THIS ISNT OUR FIRST E MAIL.. SO NOW , CAN WE TALK AND POSSIBLY MEET ? Meg z >>> u sendin a pic that i can actually view ~! LoL orgy4us >>> Dont have one ... Thats all I have , I didnt know you cant see it , Ive had a couple other people say they liked what they seen , why cant you see it ? Why cant you just meet me in person ? If we dont click , its cool Meg z i have many reasons why i won't meet up with anyone site unseen , shall i name then .. okay since u asked so politely ! .. 1. u say i already know u which is a lie .. so theres

Sigh....
I wonder sometimes why I do what I do. The actions I take...the choices I make. Am I so fuking blind? Why do I bring this up? Because I need advice on this... Jeff called me. Jeff is my soon to be ex-husband. Let me give you some background. I have forgiven this fuker I dont kno how many times. Before we got married...I learned he (in my eyes at that time) was cheating on me. Not only with his best friends wife...but also with a co-worker at where him and I used to work. I also learned that he had a sick turn on which was kiddie porn. I forgave him....got married...then in 2005 he got fired for sexual harassment. He wouldnt touch me but only once every 1-2 months *AND* he would be on the webcam 4-5 times a week. This is just to give you some background. So I have bent over backwards for this man...believing I was in love...and believing that he loved me. Which...I now kno otherwise! Well...anyway...he got a letter from a lawyer. They are taking him to cour

Wheres My True Fubar Friends
If your going to add me as a friend then really be a friend instead of a stranger. I hate those who just make comments on my pics just to get cherry points. I should be one of your top ten friends mainly who I am...im the kind of guy any woman would or should want as a good friend or maybe more but I dont see anybody wanting to do anything with me except for draining cherry points from me...take a look at my pics..rate them then chat with me...add me to your yahoo messengers friend list at simonateher@yahoo.com c-ya there. you really know who your friends are when it comes down to it!!!

She's Now 5 Years Old!!! Oh No!!!
To my beloved daughter and best friend.HAPPY BIRTHDAY SchweetlePea All my life I had a dream that I would someday have a little girl. One that would look up to me and know I am always there for her. One that would see in me what no one else would ever see. Here you are another year older and another year smarter. You learned some lessons that a child should never have to learn. You've supported me when I needed support the most. Lifted my spirits when I was sad with those stong hugs of yours. I will never forget the Love you give me. I am forever gratefull. Every year this day hits and it feels like a part of me inside dies, just think that someday, I will have to hand you over to a man that better hope he treats you right, because he will have Papa to deal with if he doesn't. Sammy,, you are the greatest thing a proud Papa could ever want and hope for. I love you so much it hurts. You are my world, my breath and my heartbeat. I could never give you what you've given me, but I am sure

The Power Of A Hug
i notice most people use these blogs to post an opinion. i instead choose to tell a story.ONCE UPON A TIME...just kidding...my story is about something i learnt...back in april of 1989, my father passed away, very unexpected. it was very hard for me to handle, as i was the only girl[4 brothers] i was always daddy's "little princess"[even after i grew up] i worked at the time in retail. i remember a very stressful time was the first fathers day coming up, unfortunately i was working in automotive, sporting goods, hardware and, home improvement, these of course are prime areas for buying dad his gift. i was helping others select a gift for someone, that i knew all i could ever give him now, were flowers or an ornament on his grave.adding to this particular day, i had just been cussed out by a customer, because we were out of something in particular they wanted[ anyone who works in this line will tell you, we hear alot of bad things on a daily basis]. i was to the point of needing to fin

The Big Interview
i had the big interview yesterday. it lasted 4 1/2 hours. i met with the company's director of engineering, then a project manager, then with two project engineers. after that, they took me out to lunch at a mongolian bbq place. after lunch, i had to take an engineering test. it was really ugly. the questions were all about things that were either way over my head or things that i have no experience with. i feel good about the interview, but the test has me a little shaken. i guess i can put a positive spin on it. they were able to see that i'm smart enough to learn the things i need to know, and i feel like i interacted well with the people who interviewed me. hopefully that is enough to make up for my lack of experience. they said that there are a few other people that they are interviewing, and that it will be january before they make a decision. so i have plenty of time to worry. lol

Message Of The Day
Today's Message of the Day is: > > > > Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. > > > Life may not be the party we hoped for, but while we're here we should dance....

Why Is It So Good To Be Human
i hate haveing so many emoations so many half the time its hard to control i hate haveing a heart its a wounder as so many times its been broken it still finds ways to remend its self i wish i could just rip that fucker out onces and for all so i will never follow it again haha too bad i wish i did not hvae eyes to see thu all the lies alot of people have told me ether on here or offline i wish i never had a brain so to think and alwasys Doubts everything very few people ether on here or offline i trust its very hard for anyone to gain my trust and if you fuck up onces no matter what you do its even more harder to gain it back iam not one of those people who will forgive iam very hard headed and thats becuse of the shit i went thu in life everytime i think i got something good in my life there alwasys something takeing it right away just as fast as i got it and here a really damn good ? why the fuck cant people take you for you specialy if they fall in love with you if you fall for

I'm Going Down.....
I've been spending way too much time on here, a lot of you already know that I have really low energy as it is, because of my health problems, so it's hard to get things done when I'm on here all the time. I'm not closing my account, but I'm going to delete most of my pictures, so my points will go way down, and I won't feel the need to be on here all day rating and fanning people. I get addicted to things easily (just video game type stuff), so I need to do something about it now. So, there you have it :P

Argh At The Egregiously Rude
So, I am minding my own business on here when someone I have never spoken with before pops up on my SB and demands my yahoo or msn messenger name. Needless to say I found it rather odd. I looked at his profile, no real picture or info, and no prior contact made alarms go off, obviously. So this is what ensued. And remember to read it from bottom to top. Da Sox: shut the fuck up, what are you a a god damn cop now cunt? ->Da Sox: i have never spoken in here to you before and your 1st question is actually a demand to talk to me on my private messenger and you dont even have a real picture up?? Da Sox: i didn't ask if u had a cam, what's your yahoo or msn? ->Da Sox: i dont have a webcam if that's what you are looking for Da Sox: to chat with u. what's your yahoo or msn? What the hell is up with these people? That is the third guy in 2 weeks that has talked to me like that. I seriously dont like it. And it always gives me flashbacks to my dad's actions towards me - and th

Another Day To Walk Alone
Another day I have no one by my side another day I don't cry, another day without a kiss and a kiss I won't miss, another cold and lonely night is another night that I am ready for daylight, people always think that cause I try to stay clear of love i'm weird but if they only knew I really try to stay clear of my fears and one of those fears are of another day to hurt without that special someone near.

Christmas
I know and understand that we as a nation do things that sometimes makes no sense. Well I have something to say and well if I get smacked on the butt for it oh well. We have always said "Merry Christmas" and it has never seemed to be an issue. Over the past ten or so years we have had to be more politically correct in how we act and what we say during the Christmas season. Well this bothers me. We take in everyone that has trouble, that needs help, what wants to make better. Then when some do they start getting offended and want to have their own holiday and we have to be nice and polite and give in. I like hearing someone wish me a Merry Christmas, and some of my close friends are Jewish and they wish me a Merry Christmas. Freedom to speak and act is okay as long as you don't offend anyone. To me that is just wrong. I love it here. I don't need someone to come along and tell me what to say or what not to say. I will say Merry Christmas to everyone I

Torment
i was sat in the bar at a quiet booth having a drink after work, my head slightly tipsy. He had told me that after work i was to come to this bar straight away, telling me what to wear and what to drink, and as always, i obeyed. i did not know what He had planned for me today, i did not know where He was. Suddenly i heard a soft, deep voice, cutting through the sea of other voices, finding it's way to me, telling me to close my eyes. A warm wave of pleasure rushed through me as i recognised the familiar voice, yet i could feel no presence near me. i could not make out the words that i was being told but they gave me such a sense of want that i started to touch myself, brushing my hand over my breasts, making my nipples hard beneath my flimsy shirt, moving my hand slowly between my thighs, under my skirt, shifting my underwear to one side. i felt the hot waves of pleasure surge through my body. Suddenly i felt a warm breath against my neck, i quickly stopped touching myself and lay

If Anyone Reads These
This is for anone stopping by my page, no I won't add you. Nothing personal, but odds are you will rate nothing probably not fan me, and never talk to me. so whats the point. I waste my time accepting you only to have to delete you a week later. I'm sure you are hot and very sweet.. not my problem, I have incredible friends, and super family. So no need to waste time, if we talk a few times then odds are good we could be friends, I don't blank request, I do read profiles if you don't have anything in your about me section then I don't give a damn what you look like, odds are yu are fake w/ a internet pik. I'm happy married w/ incredible friends, I really don't need you to complete my life, I don't need your pik up on my profile as a friend. too many out here just click on my page so they can get to my firends, I'd like to have my friends hidden if possible. anyway thats about it have a nice day

Utinahica Dig Update
Greatings All, Well, I am finally back home again as of last night. The Dig was a big sucess, though not a complete one. We found more evidence of very early Spanish, but we no longer think the building we were escavating was "THE" Spanish Mission we thought it might be. Instead it seems to be a Ceremonial Building. I am limited to how much I can say online about everything we found until FernBank has a chance to do so but I can offer up this article that appeared in the Atlanta Journal on Tuesday. Take warning though that the writer MUST be a frustrated author (LOL). I Laughed when I read it, but he does have the basic facts right. I included a Slide show with a number of Pics from the Dig. Also, in my latest stash are a number of Pics showing the general types of artifacts we were finding. Fernbank digs into early Georgian history By MARK DAVIS The Atlanta Journal-Constitution Published on: 12/11/07 JACKSONVILLE, Ga. — Jacksonville, Ga. -- Was it a

Christmas
Little boy sits on Santa's lap and Santa says, " HO!HO!HO! What would you like for Christmas, little boy?" The little boy just looks at Santa says "Guess!". So Santa thinks really hard and says, "I know...you want" and tapping his finger on the boy's nose, " T- R - U- C-K" The boys shakes his head and says," no,no I don't want a truck." Santa thinks again and says, " I know you want a", and once again tapping on the child's nose, "a b-o-a-t!" Again, the boy shakes his head and says," nope, I don't want a boat." Santa is stumped and asks the boys, "ok I give up, tell me what you want for Christmas." The boy looks at Santa and says," I want..." and tapping on Santa's nose," P-U-S-S-Y!! and don't tell me you don't have any because I can smell it on your finger!!!"

Life
You know I was talking to my 12 yr old today about true friends. She was upset cuz some of her friends did not wanna come to her party today. She said that they seem to only want and they dont give in the friendship. Well I told her that at times like that you need to stop and realize who your true friends are. Well its the end of another year and me being 33 yrs old have come to realize who my true friends are. There are a few friends I have known since high school who have seemed to turn their backs on me...no big deal to me..just means they were not friends to begin with. I have also made some awesome friends since being on fubar..and you know who you are...you are awesome in my book!!!!!! Well you are going to notice that I will be deleting friends..if you get deleted you know why. There are two friends one of which is already deleted who i truly cared for and loved to death the other one is going to be deleted here shortly....I thought this person was my friend known this

A Game Was Played
Sometimes the pain Is worse than you know for nothing replaces the love that was shown. When times were rough that was the guide rope that got me through the day and gave me hope. Trust was given lives were shared but I was fooled you didn't care. A game was played and it seems I lost more than I could endure it wasn't worth the cost.

Five Kinds Of Sex
1) The first is Smurf Sex. This happens during the honeymoon period, you both keep doing it until you're blue in the face. 2) The second is Kitchen Sex. This is at the beginning of the marriage, you'll have sex anywhere, anytime, even in the kitchen. 3) The third kind is Bedroom Sex. You've calmed down a bit, perhaps have kids, so you gotta do it in the bedroom. 4) The fourth kind is Hallway Sex. This is where you pass each other in the hallway and say, "Fuck you!" 5) There is also a fifth kind of sex: Courtroom Sex. This is when you get divorced and your wife screws you in front of everyone in the courtroom!

December 16th, 2007
I'm So Stressed! I'm not giving a fuck. In a world where we all get stressed out the second we leave the house, you being overwhelmed means little to the rest of us, ESPECIALLY ME. If your my friend, and you can't find more then a single sentence worth of subjects to discuss that don't revolve around your inability to handle your life, DO NOT EXPECT TO BE MY FRIEND FOR LONG. We all go through hard shit, and if I'm your friend, I'm gonna be there. But if all you go through is hard shit, if everything that has ever happened to you is just as stressful as the last thing, then it is not the instances that need fixing, it's you. You are fuckin broken, and I am not glue. Buying your dog an expensive sweater, just means that he's gonna get blood all over it when he tears out your fuckin throat. You. Yes, you. The one that dresses the dog in fucking sweaters and hats. Go fuck yourself. Seriously. The dog is covered in fur, and your putting clothes on it. I understand that the barr

Two Soul's
two souls the words within a rhyme a perfect match two hearts intertwined two lovers holding on with all their might destiny a future always bright two minds thoughts uniting as if one two minds thoughts colliding as if one one future a perfect sunset on the sea one ending forever you and me

Poem
i was doing some winter cleaning and i found a jernal that i used to write in it there was a poem from 4/20/1997. wow i was in love check it out. I WANT TO SAY I LOVE U I want to say i love you but i am afreaid you'll laugh. and if you laughed when i told u my heart would break in half. i want you to love me as much as i love you, but if you said u hated me i dont know what i would do. my love for u is like a stream that runs forever true and my stream of love will never run dry as long as i have u. lol the worst part is i was young but i felt love now that i am older i wish i could care and love for someone like that agin :)

How Women Lies On Fubar !
i find that women on fubar just flat out lies saying o i love you and blu blu blu and trys to make guys out a joke what comes around goes around so if you are one of them women news flash your time is coming bitch !!!!!!!

What's Inside
What's inside... Category: Writing and Poetry ©®-- Alone in the dark, It's the same in hours of light, By myself when He's with me, No peace in my dreams at night. i don't even exist, Unless it's time for a fight, my heart's cold and empty, i know it's not right. He wants me to cook and clean, Demands that i pleasure Him with delight, Calls Himself a man, After He hurts me for spite. His cruel behavior wounds deeply, my chest aches and squeezes my soul painfully tight, i wish it untrue, "His bark is worse than His bite." Naive with unconditional forgiveness, Lying to myself every night, i need Daddy's protection, Spirits refuse to comfort or grant me true sight!

Hang In There, My Friends!
From what I am experiencing myself and what I have heard from my energyworker friends, we are all having problems right now! I have been exhausted for about 4 to 6 weeks now and it has been difficult to keep my energy stores up. I'm drawing on Universal Energy at least once, sometimes more, each day. I am getting an ungodly amount of sleep, for the most part! But I still feel as though I am trying to "fight off a bug" of some kind. I have procrastinated in performing certain rituals that should have been completed by the New Moon - actually, started them, then was unable to finish for a number of reasons! And it is hard for me to stay focused. Many are feeling the same way! Hang in there! Do whatever you need to do to keep yourself in balance. I have had to decrease the amount of energy I send long distance. I hate doing that, but I feel I have no choice right now - I won't be sending anything, if I get sick! As I have been reminded by many, this is the time for energy to move

Crazy_sexy_italian_86
->Mrs. Robin...: I never said I wasn't a bitch... I'm proud to be a bitch. Shit sometimes I'm even a cunt so anything you have to say doesn't affect me like you want it too Crazy_Sexy...: well, u just addmited ur a bitch, move on to the next bitch, which in terms is u were the first bitch. I couldn't have said it better myself. good job ->Mrs. Robin...: look i don't have time for little boys like you. Go rate me a 1 like the immature fuck you are and move on to the next bitch out there Crazy_Sexy...: HAHA, believe what u want to. Just get it out of ur ass and stop being an ass. I know to much pressure, but it's time to release it ->Mrs. Robin...: I think you have that backwards dear... Obviously you're taking this to heart or else you still wouldn't be here trying to cry on my shoulder Crazy_Sexy...: That's a typical remark from someone who found out she is wrong. If you didn't want to thats fine, just dont get pissy over nothing. Shit, are u having those moods when a female

Words To Live By
Never argue with an idiot. The people watching might not know the difference. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key. When you're laying in bed at night looking up at the stars, don't panic when you suddenly wonder "Where the Hell is the ceiling?!" Remember, when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown. BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and SMACK the asshole upside the head. The statistics on sanity are that one out of every four people is suffering from some sort of mental illness. Think of your three best friends -- if they're okay, then it's you. Just remember........if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some just don't have film. Some people are like Slinkies . . . not really good for anything, but you still can't help but giggle when you see one tumble down the stairs.

Come See New Videos
FROM MY BDSM GROUP XMAS PARTY THIS DEC 14/2007 SORRY BUT WE WERE ALL TALKING IN SPANISH.. SO PROBABLY YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING... BUT YOU'LL SEE ME DANCING, SINGING.. AND JUST BEING FUNNY :) ENJOY http://www.youtube.com/GoddessAmbrosia

Just Need Time
I just wanted to say hello to every one and to wish them all a very happy holidays. I am sorry that I haven't been on much lately. As most of you know the holidays are a tough time for me and I miss my daughter a great deal. I have also been suffering through some broken ribs and that has also had me down and away for a bit. I want to apologize to everyone for not being around that much and I do wish you all the very best and all the happiness. Please take care and I want to send hugs to each and everyone. Lots of love, Shane

Listen Assholes
To those idiots that keep going into my pictures and reporting them NSFW... and guess what... I know who you are morons because YOUR THE LAST IDIOTS TO VIEW THE PIC BEFORE IT IS REPORTED...STAY OUT OF MY PICTURES IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE HUMOR.. obviously you are in the top 2% that get offended by tits and ass... fucktards

Lets Put My Girl In The Spotlight
HELLO EVERYONE!!! I'M DOING A COLLECTION FOR MY GIRLFRIEND RETTA. *MsRetta**S*U*P* Fu-Owned by*don't hate if you rate ssgdavis73*@ fubar I WANT HER TO HAVE A CHANCE AT THE SPOTLIGHT.. SO IN A WEEK OR SO OF COLLECTING AS MUCH FUBUCKS AS I CAN I WILL HAND THEM OVER TO HER. I ONLY HOPE IT WILL BE ENOUGH FOR HER TO GET THE SPOT LIGHT... THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HAS DONATED.. ILL TRY TO ADD YOU HERE..IF YOU DID DONATE AND I DONT HAVE YOU PLZ LET ME KNOW AND ILL ADD YOU .. TY TY THIS LOVELY WOMAN DONATED $400,000 - FUBUCKS TO THE LETS PUT MY GIRLFRIEND IN THE SPOTLIGHT FUND.. WOW THAT IS SUCH A GENEROUS DONATION.. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THAT.. drkreflections~OWNER OF THE SISTERHOOD~INTERCEPTOR FOR THE PRIDE~Rider of The Love Machine~@ fubar THIS GUY DONATED $50,000 FUBUCKS TY TY SO VERY MUCH... Blunt Force Trauma@ fubar YES MISTER HORNY DONATED $15,000 FUBUCKS THANK YOU BABE! Mr. Horny@ fubar YES BABY SPIKE HERE DONATED $200,000 FUBUCKS.. YOUR ROCK MAN...

My Name Is Fibromyalgia
MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIA by Terri Been Hi. . .My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident, or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I'm

I Am Sorry Friends
i am seriously considering leaving fubar. not because of any of you...you have all been great but because i havent been keeping up on my work. and i am getting into trouble anyhow those of you who still want to talk to me can add me on yahoo bOoGiE_Wu_CuMmIn_4_U@yahoo.com or msn masterofallthingsevil@msn.com i have been letting fubar interfere with my sleep and with what i do for work it could mean my life. again sorry and thanks for being my friends. i dont have many in life. hugs Mike

This Was My Memories Of My Uncle
Don't grieve for me for now I'm free, I'm following the path God has laid you see. I took his hand when I heard his call. I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way I found the peace at the close of day. If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joys- A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss Oh yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with the times of sorrow I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full I savored much, Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief Don't lengthen it now with undue grief Lift up your hearts, and share with me. God wanted me now, he set me free.

The End Of The Affair...
Originally posted in Myspace on Friday, July 06, 2007: Prologue to an Epilogue To my readers: I apologize if you were shocked by reading my blogs. I know that it's a lot to take in (seeing someone's life splayed across the screen in such a raw and unabashedly shameless manner) about someone you really have never met – or, to those of you who do know me – about someone you thought you knew. I don't blame you if you think ill of me after reading those words or if your inclination is to judge me harshly and not to communicate with me further. I truly would understand. My intention was never to paint myself as a victim and garner sympathy in those blogs so I was intentionally brutal and forthcoming in my relating of the events. My main intent was to - as candidly and objectively as possible, unfettered by unnecessary emotion - lay the facts out as they occurred and tell my story with Christy and let people judge me, judge US, for what we are, not what we portend to be. In so doing

Update...
Well, just heard from the doctor and the yolk sack that is missing from my baby is what makes up the central nervous system and brain for the baby... meaning i would lose it in a few months or have a stillborn. So this friday i am going into the hospital to have it removed. then i can concentrate on the other things that are going on in my body, oh goody... thanks to all my friends and please keep me in your prayers, i really think it is helping :) love to all, suzy

Remembering Victoria
Remembering Victoria REMEMBERING VICTORIA Life may deal us some unexpected blows, sometimes, which completely blindside us. The day can begin absolutely normal for us. Granted, each person's definition of normal' will vary from one individual to another. When we get up in the morning our minds are clear and all the thoughts from the previous day are, for the most part, abolished. We get up with a new attitude, hope and outlook for the day. We expect this day to be, somehow, better than the last; if in fact the previous day was harsh. But we don't give up hope. There is always hope. I remember one particular day so vividly in my mind. It's a day I will never forget. Even if I tried too, my co-workers won't let me. Someone needs to remember; and I may be the only one who does. Besides, I don't think I would want to forget. It keeps me grounded. It reminds me that I am human, that I have a heart, and that I am not the stone-hearted bitch I thought I had become. I reported for m

Book Excerpt
Chapter 26 I drove a few miles down the road before realizing how fast I was driving. I was crying so hard I could barely see so I slowed down and pulled over to the curb. I had to get control of myself! I cried for a while as I lay my head on the steering wheel; tears dripping onto my lap. When the worst of my outburst was over, and I calmed down a little, I sat there for a few minutes to regroup. I wanted the tears to stop but they wouldn’t. I gave myself the choice, ‘You can either wait here until you get it all out, or you can go home. Suck it up Char! Get your ass home!’ When I looked in the mirror and noticed how red and puffy my eyes had already become. I cursed Marc under my breath for doing this to me and making me feel this way. I found a Kleenex and wiped my face as I waited for the next car to pass, then pulled back out onto the road. I was unable to stop crying as I drove on, and all the while hoping I would. Through a foggy vision I realized I had final

This Is Me, Folks: Love It All Or Leave It All Behind
BRIGHTEST BLESSINGS AND MERRY MEET. I KNOW A FEW OF YOU HAVE BEEN WONDERING ABOUT THE COWGIRL IN PINK AND MYSELF. YES, WE ARE A COUPLE, AND SO MUCH MORE THAN THAT. SHE HAS SUBMITTED TO ME AS MY SUBMISSIVE SLAVE, AND HAS CHOSEN ME TO BE HER MASTER. THIS DOES NOT GIVE ANYONE THE RIGHT TO TREAT HER OR ME WITH DISRESPECT. THE COWGIRL IN PINK AND I HAVE OUR OWN SITES ON HERE, BUT WE SHARE THIS ONE AS MASTER/SLAVE. ON THAT NOTE, BE POLITE, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHICH ONE OF US YOU WILL BE TALKING TO. WE ARE KIND, AND CONSIDERATE, AND CAN BE YOUR BEST FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD, BUT IF YOU PISS US OFF, WE CAN ALSO BE YOUR WORST ENEMIES. NOW, SOME OF Y'ALL MAY LOOK AT MY PAGE AND SAY "THAT DOESN'T FIT HIM, THAT STYLE IS NOTHING LIKE HIM" THAT IS WHERE YOU COULDN'T BE FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH. PINK HAS NOT "CHANGED" THE COWBOY. SHE HAS MERELY BROUGHT OUT IN ME A SIDE THAT HAS LAID DORMANT FOR MANY YEARS. I HAVE ALWAYS HAD AN INTEREST IN THIS SIDE, BUT FOR FEAR OF NOT KNOWING MY OWN ST

Nsfw?? Whatever!!
LMFAO!! This photo was flagged as NSFW right after I uploaded it. PLEASE!! Give me a fucking break! What jealous bitch flagged this? LOL Must have been a jealous bitch because no guy in the right mind would flag this.

Happy Holidays
We apologize for this mass Holiday Wish, but we want all our family, friends and fans to know that we wish each and every one of you a Blessed Christmas and safe holiday season. We are still trying to get organized since moving to the country and are preparing for a family Christmas here complete with the traditional dinner. Forgive us for not being here as much as we were, but hopefully soon things will settle back to somewhat normal. Please bear with us and remember that we love you all and wish you the best. Hugzzzz, Sipher, Sexy LiL Sharky and family

Immature Games..
I was on fubar yesterday morning when I started chatting with a certain someone.. well we seem to have a good bit in common.. we both thought each other was attractive... so we both had felt like we were dreaming bc it just truly felt to good to be true.. *LOL OH AND IT WAS* Well A long time friend of mine, was online and I sent them a message on yahoo.. Funny thing.. my friend and this girl both are on another site.. well I am friends with a couple other people on that site as well.. Well I sign on to that other site using one of my other friends account bc they told me that I REALLLY needed to see something *AS IT WAS HAPPENING* I will add that that girl that I had met and was chatting with .. well she and I were still chatting with one another thru the shoutbox on fubar. Well I went on this other site and low and behold, I see this girl leaving "I Miss You" , "Thinking About You" and "I Luv U" comments on other guys pages while we are chatting thru the shoutbox.. Well

From Heaven's Door
Knockin' On Heaven's Door Lyrics Merry Christmas from Heaven's Door... Please stop by and check us out..good music...great people.. and an all around awesome place. Just click on the banner below and hope to see you there... Hugs and Much Love... Cassie.. Owner of Heaven's Door..

Unmarried And No Kids At 23
So Yeah.. here recently.. I have been nociting the top couple questions asked are Are you married.. and if you have kids. OK.. So I am Unmarrieed.. This being said.. People start acting like there is somethign wrong with that.. Or like there is something wrong with me. First off.. I believe I need to be financially able to handle kids.. and right now.. I can afford myself.. my bills and whatever.. Added expenses are a little hard right now. But paying off debt is like. The fact I am unmarried might be because I have not found that guy.. the one I am suppoesed to be with forever.. Maybe I am picky.. and Want the movie moments.. the sweetheartness.. the fact I have not been able to trust guys.. because of the games people play.. GRANTED girls are not much better... But thats for another rant and rave! I just wanna know since when was it a bad thing to wait to have kids or be unmarried!!! Last time I knew that was a good thing.. but here lately... Thinking maybe it

Resurrection Of The Black Winged Angel
When a man's heart is full of defeat, it burns up, dies, and a dark shadow falls over his soul. From the ashes of a once great man has risen a cursed - a wrong that must be righted. We look to the skies for a vindicator - someone to strike fear into the black hearts of the same men who created him. The battle between good and evil has begun! Against an army of shadows is a dark warrior: the purveyor of good with a voice soft spoken and a mission of redemption. He is THE BLACK WINGED ANGEL!!!

Omg !!! My Best Friend Is Getten' Married !!!
What Love Has Joined Together You are formally invited to the celebration of Liberated Spice & BigJimmy as we both say "I DO" The wedding will be held: Friday December 21, 2007 6:00pm fubar time at the Centerfolds lounge alicia keys - no o...

Sign In A Store Window---read Asap
"WE WOULD RATHER DO BUSINESS WITH 1000 ALQAEDA TERRORISTS ...THAN WITH ONE SINGLE AMERICAN SOLDIER!" This sign was prominently displayed in the window of a business in Philadelphia. You are probably outraged at the thought of such an inflammatory statement. However, we are a society which holds Freedom of Speech as perhaps our greatest liberty. And after all, it is just a sign. You may ask what kind of business would dare post such a sign. - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - - -- -- - -- Answer: A Funeral Home (Who said morticians had no sense of humor?) You gotta love it!! ! God Bless America