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Bad Day At Work
Bad Day At Work Think you had a bad day? Check this guy out... Don't laugh too hard. Next time you have a bad day at work...think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana. He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. Hi Sue, Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all. Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wetsuit. This time of year the water is quite cool. So what we do to keep warm is this: We have a diesel powered industrial water heater. This $20,000 piece of shit sucks the water out of the sea. It heats it to a delightful temperature. It

Ratings
You know, I don't particularily care whether some unknown person online rates my pictures a 1 or a 10. We all have our own tastes as to what we find visually appealing. I know I do. But What I would like to understand is what does it accomplish to rate someone else's picture a 1? If that person has fairly low self esteem, it has the capability of truly hurting their feelings and dampening any growth for them. Rating someone a 1 is nothing short of cruel and trying to make yourself feel better, prettier, sexier, etc.. than someone else and what that does in essence is make you essentially uglier.

I Am So Bored!
I am getting sick of hearing this guy trying to get the stump outta the ground out front in the yard. They were suppose to have cement done on Monday and they still don't have it done and it is Thursday. WTF! I am sick of getting woken up in the morning hearing a damn jack hammer. I am bored hahaha I need some lingiere so that I can pose in it haha My mom used to have a ton but I guess she got rid of it. Who knows! I get sick of people asking me if I have msn and all that crap. If I wanted to talk to you privately I would ask you to but I don't want to. SO DONT ASK!!! I'm thinking I might take some nude pics, but I haven't decided If I want to yet! I'll inform you all if I do. Okay, I am done! Bye!

I Would Like Some Advice From Some Friends Before I Make My Mind Up Plz
I have 2 dreams and i love both .. 1. Do you think i have the looks to model ?? 2. Should i become a photographer ?? what do you think ?? i would love some opinions but not rude ones thanks

Are You Bipolar?
You Are 28% Bipolar Overall, you're a pretty stable person. You may be a bit moody, but nothing out of what's normal. As long as your emotions aren't severe, you're totally in control! Are You Bipolar? Bipolar my ass. It's PMS and there is something for that MIDOL (Bitch Relief)and it works.....lmao

You'll Never Know
You'll never know how much your smile lights up the room or your laughter fills my soul, making all the little problems of the day disappear. You'll never know how much it means to me when you do or say something thoughtful and totally unexpected — usually just at the moment I need it most. You'll never know how much pride I hold in my heart for the person you are and the things you do — for your strength and your gentleness, your courage and your determination, your accomplishments and your dreams. You'll never know how much I need you by my side — in the best of times and the worst of times and all the times in between. It really doesn't matter where we are or what we're doing, as long as we're together to share it all. I love you with all my heart and soul. You'll never know how much

Canada.
Ok, I want to clear up a few things. 1. Now most of the northern states have the same "accent" as we Canadians do. I've been to Fargo,ND and Minneapolis,MN and they all sound the same as me. I have also spoken to people from Washington, and also Montana. They all sound the same as Canadians. Even the people in North Carolina sound the same as Canadians. If you want to hear an "accent" speak to someone from the United Kingdom, or somewhere in Europe. THAT IS AN ACCENT!! 2. We do not say "A-boot" in Canada. It is "About", pronounced "uh-bout". The exact same way you American say it. The term "A-boot" comes from the early settlers of Canada, which mainly consisted of people from Scotland. If you want to hear someone say "A-boot" talk to a Scot. NOT A CANADIAN!!! The creators of South Park got this one going. But wait, is it only Americans that think CARTOONS are real, and we should believe them??? Because South Park is FAR from believable. 3. This one is simple the term "EH" sou

Liein
i like to know what makes people lie to other people, like one who says to one grl oh i luv ya babe but he just wants one thing out of her . then other is like hey i have a new grl in life but in the same breath he tells other people hmm their no way she is mine. but the way he is towards her sayin this is my pic to u and the same breath she takes she like hmm why would he be into me their has to be a reason , then come to find out it was all lies. she relizes that she was played a fool, one pic shows on thing then looks at another and it is the same pic he showed her. like i will tell her her grl he isnt worth all the bull shit no heart ache is worth from no man nor tears sheads. she needs to know their or more fish in this sea that will not lie to her or have a fake luv toward her. but she is sayin in the same breath i rather be alone than deal with heart ache,

Deadbeats
I've watched a lot of Maury shows where fathers refused to claim their kids because they don't want to take care of their responsiblities.I can't understand why they want to do that because children are a gift from God & they should not be mistreated.I would be glad to be a father to any of those kids because I've went through a tragic situation 15 years ago where my ex-girlfriend lied to me about the baby saying that it was mine & it wasn't.It happens in situations like that because she feels that the nice guy is a good catch while the jerk wont do anything for her.We need to stop playing around & be serious around our kids because they need love & attention.

Halloween Bowling Lol
HALLOWEEN BOWLINGHere is a funny Halloween game, sent to you by HauntedDenver.com, the Denver Guide to Halloween. After you've played, post this as a bulletin by clicking "Reply to Poster" and then COPY AND PASTE the entire message into a NEW BULLETIN. Change the subject line to "I Bowled a __" and fill in your score.If you live in the Denver area, be sure to visit HauntedDenver.com to find Denver-area haunted house info, reviews, and ticket giveaways.Haunted DenverThe Denver Guide to Halloweenwww.HauntedDenver.com

Never Piss Off A Nurse
A Big Shot business man had to spend a couple of days in the hospital. He was a royal pain to the nurses because he bossed them around just like he did his employees. None of the hospital staff wanted to have anything to do with him. The head nurse was the only one who could stand up to him. She came into his room and announced, "I have to take your temperature. After complaining for several minutes, he finally settled down,crossed his arms and opened his mouth. "No, I'm sorry, the nurse stated, "but for this reading, I can't use an oral thermometer. This started another round of complaining, but eventually he rolled over and bared his behind. After feeling the nurse insert the thermometer, he heard her announce, "I have to get something. Now you stay JUST LIKE THAT until I get back!" She leaves the door to his room open on her way out . He curses under his breath as he hears people walking past his door, laughing. After a half hour, the man's doctor com

Wow, I Am Blown Away
I am really dumb founded at people these days, however what should we expect from a society out for themselves. I am speaking of just things I am seeing and realizing in people I can't understand. Why is it so hard to tell the truth? I am not understanding why that is...Or why is it so hard for others to be there or be concerned for someone else? I am speaking of humans in general...family...friends...the government...anyone in the system that helps others. I never realized about the help...until I needed it...Now that I am sick, without my parents because they have both passed on and the help, just isn't comming, I never realized that it was this bad. I do have friends...I do have family and I love both of all of them very much. I guess I feel like as much of a care giver that I have been my entire life...I felt I would have more support. I know that some people can't give what they don't have or are't able to give. I also know there are people that are just not willing to give

How I Got My Nickname!!!
ok so a friend of mine called me today thinking that he was call his dad. The first thing he said dad. So I told him I was not his dad and he said sorry. I thought it was really funny because the kids and my boys daycare all call me daddy when I come to pick up my kids. So everyday I show up they are like DADDY!!!!. So that is how I got the nickname.

To Shit
TO SHIT Falling alien, subterranean Damaged entrails Traveling through, jigsaw severed ribcage Majestically, spontaneously Drifting through an absence of water Don’t slip up or falter Guard the watchtower Cower beneath the corpses you coward I’ve been torn to pieces, And branded with your… I’m the new age macho faggot whore Thrown up a wall with no doors Plagued myself A curse with no cure A kingdom with no rule House hold fool Been accused of being cruel Refuse to use the proper tools Reattach amputations With a hammer and a spool of kite thread Clean the abattoir floor, Until it is no longer red I am the head A Mack truck will serve as my head sever shred lead me to shit

I Dunno
So yeah... Ummm what should I talk about? How about Plato's Republic. So why am i extreme just because I don't see the means to the ideal? In atempting to reach these noble standards, our society has used horrible methods at acheiving such. People have been exploited, de-humanized and corrupted. Show me the way that this might be accomplished and then I will stand and support his Republic... but until that day...

The Ample Woman!
Life for the larger lady can be pretty tough. Magazines and TV deify the undernourished. Attractive, fashionable, flattering clothes are scarce and expensive. If you go to the movies the heroine is always as thin as a pencil - although she might have an unmarried fat friend. The token fatty is the 90's equivalent of the token black. Although film makers pay lip service to the PC, gay, non-white and large characters are always marginalised and usually stereotypical. Complete strangers feel entitled to make personal remarks about our size. We are the butt of jokes. The medical profession does not take our health seriously. Yet popular myth has it that fat people are jolly! Any woman who manages to remain cheerful in the face of such prejudice is either saintly or a couple of grapes short of an orgy. But while we have little cause to be jolly, we can justifiably feel smug. It's a strange but true fact that big women have more sex than slim ones! I know statistics can prove anything, bu

I Like This Quote...
Le vrai amour ne peut pas etre trouve ou il n'existe pas veritablement, ni pouvoir l'est cache ou il fait veritablement loosely translated... “True love cannot be found where it truly doesn't exist, nor can it be hidden where it truly does.” I hope we're all lucky enough to recognize it when it comes.

Sweet Angel
Sweet Angel I take a sip of my drink now and then starin at the bottom of the glass trying to find out who i am oh how the time has passed I remember when things were good back when I was young we used to stay out all night drinkin by the moonlight we had alot of fun its easy to watch your life pass by gets easier everyday now memories are all you have but they seem to get in the way so sweet angel take me in your dreams tonite I know that with you things will be alright Ive tried everything I could do and now its time for you to pull me thru oh sweet angel no more crying no more feeling bad no more wanting it to be the end I am finally free again i just keep holding on to you hoping youll let me come to you oh sweet angel take me in your dreams tonite hold me close and things will be alright Im so tired of feeling blue if i could just hold onto you oh sweet angel

First Time For Everything
I went to my first hockey game tonight. I don't even watch hockey, but my friend got free tickets and I heard the games were a lot of fun so I decided to give it a try. It really was a lot of fun too. I'm actually hoping to be able to go to a few more this season. I don't think I could ever sit down and watch it on TV though, I'd have to be there to pay attention. Oh well, just thought I'd share ;)

First Of What May Seem Like Many Rants.
ok so I hate blogging, I never know what to say, who to say it to, and why I have some urge to say anything any way still kind of boggles my mind. So I guess the big thing is who the hell actualy reads other peoples blogs? I dont. The only blogs I have ever been caught reading was my ex boyfriend's blog because he was writing about me. Call me selfish but it is true. Once he got over me his life officially became boring and it showed in his blogs. Ok so back to the topic at hand, who reads this. If you read this leave a comment because I want to know exactly is so bored that they want to actually sit down and read what I have to say. Next what to say. I never know what to say in any situation. I am an impromtue kinda person, oh yeah did I mention creative spelling see above sentance if you need clarification(it is 2 am cut me some slack). I say ok and so a lot, if you have a problem with this stop at the first word of this blog and never look back. Thirdly whats with the urge to blog.

Big Girls
As you all can tell Im a big girl....I suffer from low self esteem at times. No matter how many times a guy hits on me or tells me Im beautiful there is still that little voice inside my head laughing saying surely you dont believe their bullshit, they just want to get you into bed, use you for what you got then leave you cold. Yeah there may be a man out there that wants me for me, for who I am on the inside not for what I look like. I always hear oh I like big women, then Ill catch myself asking why. Why would a man like a big girl? My first answer (and maybe it comes from experience) low self esteem, they think that if a girl is big then automatically she has low self esteem and that means shes easily controlled. They find a girl that will do everything they tell them to without question. Or the sex, shes easy...shes a big girl shes not getting any because no one really wants her so she will settle for just sex. Second answer, maybe they are attracted to the curves and the ro

Your My Life...
Your the first thing i think of Each morning when i rise Your the last thing i think of Each night when i close my eyes Your in each thought i have And every breath i take My feelings are growing stronger With every move i make I want to prove I Love You But thats the hardest part So.. Im giving you all i have to give To You.... I GIVE MY HEART. this is just a lil something to show you just how much i love you and that i always will.

Love
WOW, the loss of a deep seeded love can really be harder to deal with than I remember. So to all of my LC friends, can I have a hug and maybe a kind word? I met my Dom on line, fell totaly in love with him and after almost 5 months realized that I ended up wanting more than he did from our relationship. I told him how I felt and in a totaly adult manner we agreed to part as friends. I know it is my own stupid thinking that got me here, what would make me think I could involed with a married Dom and not fall for him and end up the one getting hurt? They never leave their wives,,, I knew that lol. I know it was the right thing for him to stay with his family and for me to walk away, but that didn't make it any easier. The good thing however is that I did learn a lesson, and I wont make the same mistake again ever. So do not feel sorry for me,, just offer me a friendly hug and a soft shoulder, hold my hand and remind me that no one is perfect and the fact that I did the rig

Oh The Wicked Webs We Weave.
It's a cold fact of life that not everyone is beautiful. I've often heard it said that "every woman is a goddess" or "everyone has their own special beauty". These are lies that men tell women in an attempt to increase the odds that they will see nipples at some point in their life. These are lies that women tell men in order to avoid having to hurt their precious "feelings". Some people are ugly. Some people have no value in this universe. They occupy space that could be used for something of more worth. If these people were replaced with large mounds of turkey turds, the world would instantly become a better place. Society in it's infinite wisdom has decreed that we can't just remove these people from among us. Stupid society. So what do we do? Simple. Move them to Ohio. We'll build a big wall.

Life's Questions..
I am still wondering why people in my life say one thing and do another, it pisses me off immensely. They profess to be good and honest and wanting then they disappear and withdraw and I cant stand that. Its like they are lying to me or to themselves, and it sucks and hurts too... I really try an avoid people like this but when u love them what do u do?? Well tomorrow is my birthday and im now 39 and still single. I so want to be in a good relationship and possibly be married again, but all i keep finding are players or users. So I prefer to be alone if thats all thats out there. Love to all Tracey...

Sunday Rapidly Approaches
How appropriate that the last day of the week, Sunday, also marks the first day of a new year for me. I begin the 38th year of my life on Sunday...whoopie. And as per usual, it will be spent alone, with no friends to share it with. Pathetic I know. But since I moved to MA, I never really made many friends. So it looks like it will be me with the family guy seasons 1 + 2 on the dvd player. Someone drink something for me, Ok?

World Series...how You Doin?
LETS GO YANKEES American sports Times Online October 04, 2006 Why America secretly admires the Yankees by bill center, times online special correspondent It's that time of the year again. Time to hate the New York Yankees. * Yes, the dreadfully long baseball season has finally reached the play-off stage. After six months, we've been able to eliminate 22 of the 30 teams. That leaves only seven more clubs to have their hopes destroyed before the Yankees are crowned world champions - which, of course, they arguably won't be since Japan won the inaugural World Baseball Classic last spring. Still, they're the Yankees and true Americans have 200 million reasons to hate them. For that is roughly the number of dollars the Yankees have spent this year on acquiring talent. Only two other teams have spent as much as half that amount. Yet, we admire them, too. The Yankees always strive to be the best. Damn the cost, full speed ahead. "We don't have that

Life, Family, Troubl;e
k, first off, i've been avoiding this whole blog thing because i have so much pent up bullshit and i'm afraid to let them out and open the flood gates... i'm really not an emotional person, not a girly-girl... i work very hard at my job and have many cuts and bruises to prove it, i am not sappy in any way, and i DO NOT lean on others for help or even guidance... generally i'm the one getting caught up in my friends problems trying to help fix them. better off not dealing with my own, right? RIGHT! well, my shit has built so high lately that i feel like running away, medicating myself to complete numbness, anything to AVOID DEALING WITH IT!!!! so, here's a brief rundown of what i'm talkin about... so, i have 3 beautiful kids, a 15 year old girl named Toni, and 2 boys 6 and 3 named Joshua and Tyler. my daughter was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder about 6 years ago because i discovered her in her bathroom cutting her face to shreds with a knife... since then she has been hosp

From A Distance
Gentle breeze flows from a distance Over white cap mountains and down thru green valleys Arriving each morning at your bedroom window to awaken you Delivering my whispers from so far distance Passionate words of my love for you and My desire to taste your cherry lips Breeze flows over your lips As you feel my kisses now I know if I were there I would see that beautiful smile A gust comes over you Your bare breast feels on fire My whispers of how your nipples I desire Your hands caress and softly touch Nipples harden and breast become firm Reminding when my hands touched with yours Now the breeze stronger enough to lift the bed sheet Exposing your inner thighs and womanliness My whispers of my passionate lovemaking I now desire One hand remains upon your breast to pleasure each nipple Other hand finds

Glad That Is Over
Well another birthday has come and gone.. Thank god. I dont like birthdays and nope no party.. But I did have cake.... mmmmmmm choclate..... Even though I didn't want my b-day and I dont like birthdays I did have some laughs. And will never forget this birthday as my neice Jessica found a bald spot on my sister (who is 40) and she was freaking out and it was quite hilarouious I guess you have to be there I dont know.... Well I should shut up now and go and shower.

More On The Ripped Pic
I sent a request to lc support yesterday concerning my ripped pic,but had no reply.This morning I went to the lc support lounge.Didnt know they had one,but there it was.So I butted in and asked for help deleting id #285972.They were understanding and promised to look into it?Danny explained if u dont put adult rating on ur pics anyone can rip them.BUT,u cant make ur default pic adult! So thats my choice,remove my face pic from default so noone ripps me off again.Or just say fuck it,and leave my Smiling Face for all to see.Cause thats the real me.I like seeing whom I'm adding,dont u?

More On Fake Ass People
There's been a lot of talk going around lately about family not being who you would think them to be... about people being too pussy to say shyt to someones face.... about idiots and bitches acting like high school kids, and to be quite honest.. im sick of all the shyt...fake ass people wil always annoy n sicken us in this world.. reason being... like us or not.. we r who we r, take it or leave it.. n if u dont like us.. then fuk u.. but to b fake n present yaslef in a manner that isnt really urslf is not onli stupid but its idiotic... if u r sure that people wil not like u for who u r.. then go b a hermit sumwhere n dont bother the rest of the world with ur bulshyt.. it onli agrivates n stresses us all out.... we wud b a whole lot happier not having to try to weed out the fake ass morons from the true n honest people in this world.. theres just not enuff time in ones life to accomplish this task.. so do us all a favor n just leave.... thats point number one point 2 - stick to the t

When Im Not Here I'm Thinking Of You
Hi friends! When I'm not here I am thinking of you all. My longtime pal AMF69 will help me to stay in touch with you when I'm not here...he is a great pal and I trust him completely so dont be faraid to leave me any message...If it was'nt for his invitation, I'd not be here and would'nt have met any of you. I will be in and out whenever possible. Love you all to bits! Absinthe

"hiv/aids-infected Needles On Gas Pumps" Is A Hoax!
I've seen this post quite a few times, usually once a month. Firstly, I find it hard to believe that gas station attendants wouldn't notice someone affixing hypodermic needles to gas station pumps. Secondly, it's a hoax that started out as a terror chain email. When these emails started out originally, it was from a Captain Abraham Sands of the Jacksonville Police Dept in Florida. There is no Jacksonville Police Department. Jacksonville is served by the Jacksonville Sheriff's Office. There is no Captain Abraham Sands employed by the Jacksonville Sheriff's Office. A new version of the Capt. Sands/pump needles email is circulating. It is identical to the original except that someone changed all references to Jacksonville, Florida to Buffalo, New York. Needless to say, there is no Capt. Sands in Buffalo or Jacksonville. Now there are newer versions now stating anybody saying anything but just giving the warning and having the same amount of cases (usually 16 or 17). O

Hurt
how long before the hurt goes away? How many times can the same person break ur heart b4 it doesnt hurt any more? How do you follow ur brain when ur heart is in the opposite direction? How can u let go of 12 plus years and loving someone with all of ur heart mind and soul?Is it even possible?

Memories Past
When I close my eyes, I can see his face. I open my eyes, and imagine he's in this place. Recreating the things we've done, and going to the places we've gone. Smiling, remembering the fun, watching the sun dawn. The more I imagine, the more it seems he's here. It's as if he's having the same reactions, as I look at him so dear. You had said you'd known, you'd said it for years. I'd never known it would hit home. You were eighteen, just like you said.. and now i've shed so many tears. While memories of you, flash through my head, I wonder if i'll ever see you again. I wrote this for my brother that passed away Aug.24 2000 You can see this in "letters from the soul" found at Barne's and Noble. And hear it on "the sound of poetry" Angi Buis

Must Be True Love!! Hehe
what can i say about lesha!!! she's been there for me thru thick and thin...and to think who was the ONLY one to call when my mom was in the hospital after her heart attack THE ONE THE ONLY My Leasha Get Your Own! | View Slideshow

College Life In General
Well hello all that would be or even are ever going to read this... this is my first blog on here, i am kinda new to all of this as you can see by my cherry score... but anyways who's up for some newbie bashing! Woooo hooo, bash this blog as much as possible if you want too, hey mayby it will get you some points for it, idk any ways, anyone watch invader zim? Invader Zim!!! WOOO HOO!!! can't wait to see it again!!! muhahahahahaaaa! ohh yeah btw i have a really bad side that is surfacing for some reason, im about to go into the airforce after all this college shit gets out of my system, as far as i know everyone is behind me, except my g.f. and her dad. but thats ok, wether anyone knows it or not i am not going to bind myself to anybody anymore!!!! NEVER AGAIN!!!! but anyways back to the point, i havnt seen my best friend Kevin Davis in a very long time and the other day his mother (one that i consider to be my own)called and said he had a bad heart condition and was in a bit of tr

Undeniable
Before I found you, My heart was so cold, And with all the drama around, I was about ready to fold. No matter how hard I fought, I knew I was losing. To everyone around me, It was practically amusing Watching me struggle, From day to day. And regardless of what I said or did, The pain just never went away. But then I found you, And everything changed for good. I suddenly got a feeling, That I never knew I would. Having you with me, Has given my life new meaning. You're the only one who had the ability, To unlock these hidden feelings. I'm falling for you, And everyday I fall further. My feelings are growing for you , And everyday they get stronger.

Waiting To Be Saved
She surveys the scene, Aware of everyone around her Noticing all movement Must be careful not to be seen Must be silent and appear not to hide anything Can't let anyone know what's about to happen Make sure not to leave any evidence at all She calmly walks by unsuspecting witesses Everyone seeing what's going on around them Noone truely aware of her She slips into the back room More comfortable now Less eyes on her Nervously slips by him as he opens the door for her She tries to act calm Cant let anyone even suspect her intentions Double checks the door to make sure its locked Must avoid all interruptions Finally she's alone Can she go through with it She has to She has no other choice She has tried everything else No other option She runs the water from the sink to discourage people from entering And with one slice, she lets the life flow from her wrists Its finally done.

My Immortal
Artist: Evanescence Lyrics Song: My Immortal Lyrics MP3 Downloads Click here to send Evanescence polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along

Where Do I Begin?
Being on this site has given me revelations of sorts. I am quite the flirt...lol! Never was my intention to take anything very seriously on here. However, through all of this aimless flirting I have discovered a few friends. I have also discovered that against my better judgement, I have become somewhat like everybody else on this site. Creating some kind of life that really does not exist. Giving into the pressure to show my body in a fashion that I thought I would never ever do. However, the comments I have gotten have really boosted my self esteem, and for that I say thank you. I really am unclear what the purpose of blogs are, but what the hell they seem to be somewhat insightful and it really helps you get to know an individual beyond all the sexual inuendos that are made while conversing in the shoutbox. It is also nice to know that everyone truly isnt all about sex, but maybe fulfilling an emotional need that is void or doesnt even exist. So I may start "blogging" just in case a

How Sexual Are You?
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky100%A Sicko80%Average50%A WUSS !!20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Type Of Alcoholic Drink Does Your Sex Life Resemble?
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Now this one is funny.....LMAO

My Birthday *7th* October !! ( Thanks In Bunches Mettekenzo )
~Happy B-day to me !!~@ LostCherry Its Lena/Engla's birthday October 7th ..... please go show her and her page some cherry love..... make her birthday unforgettable! Thanks in advance! We all love you Lena!!! Grattis på fødselsdagen!!! Much love, Mette

Cult Movies
We all know the great movies, the box office smash hits, etc. What I would like to know is your favorite CULT movie. Now, a lot of you might be thinking, "Oh, that's easy, Rocky Horror Picture Show" - BUT - Take a moment and think about it. Once ya know, leave a comment below for all who visit here to read through. Now, to start this off, hehe, mine is ::drum roll please:: ARMY OF DARKNESS Directed by: Sam Raimi Starring: Bruce Campbell, Embeth Davidtz, Marcus Gilbert, Ian Abercrombie and Bridget Fonda Plot Outline: A man is accidentally transported to 1300 A.D., where he must battle an army of the dead and retrieve the Necronomicon so he can return home. This was a Tongue-In-Cheek medieval-horror-comedy film with Campbell fighting an army of skeletons, a la Jason And The Argonauts. Campbell is best at making goofy faces. Embeth Davidtz provides the romantic interest. It totally reminded me of an AD&D game gone right. A lot of campy humor, very low budget but

Day 5, Welcome Party
Hey all, Well training was okay today, it was a rehash of the week to make sure we understand all the info since it comes from a translator (instructor speaks no English). After work we had a small welcome party from our translator and friend Hashimoto. We got totally fucked up!!!!! Some of you have already seen the pics I posted. We had a good time, of course we were in a Japanese style bar, and got a little loud, but it was all good. We taught Hashimoto how to cuss in English, and he taught us how to cuss in Japanese. It was a riot, and of course we taught him a few drinking songs. I think other patrons thought we were the night’s entertainment, because everyone kept staring at us! Of course when you have 3 drunken Americans, and Japanese guy (who forgot how to speak Japanese, cause we got him 9999 sheets to the wind), in a bar it is absolutely hilarious! We managed to get home in one piece, then went to the hotel bar, and drank some more! It was a great time. Tomorrow (well today

Tgif!
And it's another week in the bag so to speak! It's been a busy with trying like mad to get some projects completed and keep up with the ticket queue. I haven't been around as much as I have had my nose to the grind stone trying to get the work done *lol* Hopefully, next week will be a lot quieter.. JJ the Axe

Time Machines And Team Building
Today was quite bizarre, went on a work day out what they have for team building at this place Dynamic Earth. It was not what i was expecting, as most places where you work, when they try team building most of it dont go so well. The Dynamic Earth place is quite something to go and visit, I think I have lived in Edinburgh for many years and never bothered with it before. The team I was in only 5 of us were there, but anyway I did the usual floating about bit and harrassed a couple of chief executives, the meeting was done as an open space but they could have done it better, so told em so, probably get me cards on monday hahahahahah. i wish i would have taken a camera, i need to get one of those.

Fun At Work
Paul and Tammy had worked in the same building for a few years. She was a secretary on the ground floor while he worked for the security company on the second floor. They could be seen at each others desk flirting at talking at any point in time during the day, but that is as far as it had went. They each wanted the other, but were afraid to cross that line. She wanted so much to run her hands over his broad chest and strong shoulders, and through his thick brown hair. He thought she had an amazing body with the greenest eyes he had ever seen, and her long blonde hair was something else. One day, as he crossed the parking lot, he noticed her walking in ahead of her. She was wearing a white button up blouse, a black skirt with a split up the back, black stockings and high heeled black shoes. The sexy sway of her hips as she walked had him mesmerized, and he could feel his dick getting hard. He knew he had to have her, and what better day than today. He knew she only wore stockings t

The Good, The Bad, & The Ugly
Good: Your wife is pregnant. Bad: It's triplets. Ugly: You had a vasectomy five years ago. Good: Your wife's not talking to you. Bad: She wants a divorce. Ugly: She's a lawyer. Good: Your son is finally maturing. Bad: He's involved with the women next door. Ugly: So are you. Good: Your son studies a lot in his room. Bad: You find several porn movies hidden there. Ugly: You're in them. Good: Your hubby and you agree, no more kids. Bad: You can't find your birth control pills. Ugly: Your daughter borrowed them. Good: Your husband understands fashion. Bad: He's a cross-dresser. Ugly: He looks better than you. Good: You just gave "the birds and the bees" talk to your daughter. Bad: She keeps interru

Missing You...
You once where here but now are gone. I just wish my car could go that far. Having the time of your life, while I sit here. Yes the jealousy and fear are there. Off in another world learning new things meeting new people, and learning new ways. I am happy for you to say the least. But what about me. I can't eat. It is hard to sleep. The tears keep falling, and there is no one here to hold me. I try to be happy but all I am is sad. My true love is not near me and that is too bad. I know you feel the same. But come November 4th, it will all change. So please forgive me if I seem mad it is not your fault I miss you so bad.

Yage!!!!!!!!!
yes, YAGE. Yet Another Grand Exit. I see these daily here on the LC. No one decides to leave quietly, its always "I'm going 'cause no one reposts my bulletins!" "I'm leaving forever.......theres too much drama!!" For all of those leaving for "drama" Your Grand Exit is just that. If you're going, then GO. Tell the two or three people on here that you talk to, and delete your profile. Period. Most of Grand Exits are merely point ploys. "OH NO! (insert name here) is leaving!! Lets go flood their page and hope they decide to stay!!" Really people.......this is a cyber community. How many of the people on your friends list do you talk to? And how many would give a shit if you didn't come back? Go through your friends list and see how many empty pictures there are...people who LEFT WITHOUT A GRAND EXIT AND YOU DIDN"T NOTICE!! So yes......I say YAGE!!!! Because today I must have seen nine bulletins about "someone" leaving for one reason or another. I don't open them.

The Keys........
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one that slow dances with you without any music. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her." -------------------------------------------------- The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please

3rd
I have no idea what is wrong with me, but I am so horny that it's affecting my ability to function. I can't sleep, I can't eat. Now i'm getting sick, and even though I feel like complete and total shit, there is a reoccuring thought through my head. It's not conscious. It's subtle like a heartbeat. Fuck me, I can't handle this anymore. Fuck me, I can't handle this anymore. Fuck me, I can't handle this anymore. Yeah. it's like breathing and growing and I want it out. I want something to go in and change my focus. This isn't me, and I'm not totally comfortable here in this skin. I need relief like I've never needed. "Ta Ta Ta Ta Ta Touch me, I want to be Dirty". Gotta love Rocky Horror. That bitch. She knows how I feel.

"i Am Human And I Need To Be Loved, Just Liike Everyone Else Does" The Smiths
well the latest installment from the wonderful world in my head tonight i die tired of the shit its been piled higher and higher drowning me what else is there can anything be done besides what i contimplate nothing stops me this night cure my plague end this life tonight i die

Osama Bin Laden
I know we will never forget 9/11 but i just hope that one day they get this son of a bitch he hasnt struck here yet but only matter of time. I just hope he suffered like many others have suffered they say in recent reports he was dead but i didnt believe it for one second. Lets all band together unite in the fight against terrorism.

Rants (sorry, I'm Cranky)
I've been in a rut, and a rather fowl mood lately, so if I've snapped at you, I apologize in advance. I'm taking a natural supplement to help my anxiety and I'm hoping that it will soon dissappear. Maybe working so many hours ISN'T such a good idea, customers are raking on my last nerve asking the dumbest questions possible. On a good note, I saw my friend Phil today, I miss that boy. One of my best friends, and I miss him dearly. I squeeled and tackled him, yay!! He lives down in ghetto phoenix (not all phoenix is ghetto, but where he lives.....wow..). Biker Rally/Get Together in Jerome tomorrow, MASS COPS, not my favorite thing to deal with. Let's just say that even though I have a crystal clean record, I'm not to fond of law enforcement, especially law enforcement in the verde valley. They are no good pieces of shit in my opinion. I've watched them plant evidence, with my own eyes, and I don't stand for that!! Anyway, after that rant, yeah, I want to go to the Biker rally, but

The Key
You have found what I have thrown away, Finding what unlocks my heart. You slowly begin opening, what has been closed for such a longtime. You see so much love inside that, You realize that you are unable to return this love. You tell me, that you’re heart is not ready and you hand back the key. Taking it back with a tear and placing it on the shelf. I tell you, it is here and it is yours, When you are ready, I Love You!!!

Finally
Well my baby is finally home! He got in Thursday at about 7pm. I honestly think it was one of the happiest days of my life. Things have been awesome since he got home...we havent fought once but we have been talking bout the stuff that we need to sort out. At one point I thought the distance was really gonna hurt us but instead it has helped us a lot. It has really brought us closer! Now to those of you who I talk to on a regular basis don't worry that won't change. Rob doesn't care that I chat with you all because he knows what he means to me and that you are all just friends...some better friends then others. And to all of you guys out there that keep askin for nudes and shit...NO you wont get them!!! I do not do nudes for anyone and if you can't respect that then I will block you! I am happily engaged with my baby's daddy and thats all there is to it. I dont mind being friends with you but dont think your gonna get dirty pics and shit. To those of you who know you are spe

Satisfaction To The Bone
I met someone. Yeah, thats right...WOW did he know to touch the right buttons too. He made me sticky for hours. He had this sexy look to me as a plain joe...He didnt even have any tattoo's....But fuck...he knew how to do it right. We didnt go all the way. Since we respected each other. But we wanted to. There is something about him. Something so sexy that I cant get him off my mind. I can still smell him in my pillows on my bed. *grins* I need to find out what is causing me to like him so, after only one meeting. Could he be the one? Maybe not. Who knows. He sends shivers through my spine, thus the subject, satisfaction to the bone... CRY BABY

Thank You All So Much!!!!!!
OMG, I honestly cannot believe it. I really do not care who wins the "Best Personality On LC" contest, because I feel I have already won. Whenever I get down in the dumps, all I have to do is read all of your comments and I know I will smile. You all rock!!!!! I really cannot begin to tell you all how much this has made my week. Thank you, thank you, thank you! If you want to vote for me, here is the link to my picture. The rules to the contest are: 1.YOU CAN ONLY PIMP YOUR SELF OUT 2.ALL COMMENTS MUST BE WHY THAT PERSON HAS A GOOD PERSONALITY WE WILL NOT COUNT THE YOU GOT MY VOTE COMMENTS ONCE AGAIN IT MUST BE WHY THEY HAVE A AWSOME PERSONALITY... 3. CONTEST WILL RUN TILL SUNDAY NIGHT AROUND 8 SO HURRY UP 4. I AM USING A UNIQUE AND DIFFRENT VOTEING SYSTEM TO DETERMINE THE WINNERS.... Also please show DarkDragon some love while you are there for running this contest.DrkDragon@ LostCherry

Wild Soul
Wild hair, wild eyes flashing through them when she smiles, once she has you in her sights, futile is the fight. Wild heart, wild soul She'll match your passion, eat you whole, never a being you'll ever meet, agian on hill or street Wild sun, Wild moon Makes no diference which in bloom, if she wants you she will take and drown you in her lake. Wild boy, wild man, even women when she can, all are powerless to resist, Soon lost within her mist.

Lord Byron
Stanzas For Music I speak not - I trace not - I breathe not thy name, There is grief in the sound - there were guilt in thy fame; But the tear which now burns on my cheek may impart The deep thought that dwells in that silence of heart. Too brief for our passion, too long for our peace, Were those hours, can their joy or their bitterness cease? We repent - we abjure - we will break from our chain; We must part - we must fly to - unite again. oh! thine be the gladness and mine be the guilt, Forgive me adored one - forsake if thou wilt; But the heart which I bear shall expire undebased, And man shall not break it - whatever thou may'st. And stern to the haughty, but humble to thee, My soul in its bitterest blackness shall be; And our days seem as swift - and our moments more sweet, With thee by my side - than the world at our feet. One sigh of thy sorrow - one look of thy love, Shall turn me or fix, shall reward or reprove; And the heartless may wonder at all

Winds Of Change
Winds of change are blowing by, I feel as though I'm a leaf being lifted up and I am at the mercy of the wind. What direction will life take me to day. When I land I don't want to be lost in the crowd. I don't want to land all alone I am my own color to compliment the many colors of friendships. The color or joy and laughter. The color of tears of heart break and sorrow. Only the winds of change knows where I will land today, and where I will go tomorrow.

Special Hearts
All of us have a special heart when we give more than we receive. That comes from caring about others and the way that we were brought up by our parents for they taught us how to give without asking any questions. They gave to us this and we have accepted it without any questions as to why they were teaching us this. They have the most special heart of all. Now we can teach our children this but with the changing times will they listen to it or learn from it. All we can do is give them the same wisdom that our parents taught us and hope that they heed to this.

From My Heart To Yours
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Where You Need To Be
Timing Can Be Everything Since human timetables quite often do not correspond with universal timetables, it's common for people to feel that life is progressing too slowly or too quickly. We draft carefully composed plans only to find that they fall into place when we least expect. Or, conversely, we are thrust into roles we believe we are not prepared for and wonder how we will survive the demands imposed upon us by unfamiliar circumstances. When delays in our progress kindle pangs of disappointment within us or the pace of life seems overwhelming, peace can be found in the simple fact that we are exactly where we need to be at this moment. Every person fulfills their purpose when the time is right. If you have fast-tracked to success, you may become deeply frustrated if you discover you can no longer satisfy your desires as quickly as you might like. Yet the delays that disappoint you may be laying the foundation for future accomplishments that you have not yet conceived. Or th

Never Bring Ourdoor Plants Indoors
Garden Grass Snakes, also known as Garter Snakes (Thamnophissirtalis) can be dangerous. Yes, grass snakes, not rattlesnakes. Here's why: A couple in Sweetwater, Texas, had a lot of potted plants. During a recent cold spell, the wife was bringing a lot of them indoors to protect them from a possible freeze. It turned out that a little green garden grass snake was hidden in one of the plants and when it had warmed up, it slithered out and the wife saw it go under the sofa. She let out a very loud scream! The husband (who was taking a shower) ran out into the living room naked to see what the problem was. She told him there was a snake under the sofa. He got down on the floor on his hands and knees to look for it. About that time, the family dog came and cold-nosed him on the behind. He thought the snake had bitten him, so he screamed and fell over on the floor. His wife thought he had a heart attack, so she covered him up, told him to lie

How To Piss Of A Cop
When you get pulled over, say, "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol." When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say, "No. My speedometer only goes up to..." Touch him. When he asks you why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. Refer to him by his first name. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. When he says no, cry. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harrasment. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. When he asks you to spread 'em, tell him you don't go that way. When he puts on the handcuffs, say, "My dates usually buy me dinner first." Ask to be fingerprinted with candy, 'cause you don't like to get ink on your fingers. After you sign the ticket and give it back t

Humpback And Hairlip
There was this bar with a hump back bartender waiting on customers. In walks a guy with a hairlip.. Hairlip: how you doing sir? Humpback: fine sir and what can i get for you? Hairlip: how much is your VO? Humpback: that's $ 5.00 a shot. Hairlip: $ 5.00 a shot!! DAMN buddy that aweful high.. i can't afford that!! Hairlip: well how much is your gin? Humpback: $ 4.00 a shot. Hairlip: $4.00! $4.00! a shot are you out your fucking mind? I ain't paying that!! danm bubby!! you gotta do better than that... Hairlip: well how much is your beer? Humpback: $3.00 a glass. Hairlip: $3.00!! $3.00!!! a glass!! you must be fucking stupid!! Ain't no damn body going to pay that price for a beer!! Hairlip: well sir i can't buy anything in here but i just want you to know that I sure thank you for not making fun of me being a hairlip and all 'cause so many people do.. you have been a real gentleman!! Humpback: yes sir and i'm glad you

Gifts
Just so everyone knows, I do love it when someone sends me those cute little gifts that you can send people on here, and I do return the love!!! I am just starting out on here, so I havent got the hand of it yet....hopefully I will meet some new people and maybe if I am lucky a great man!!!!!!!

Sexual Zodiac
Virgo You are shy at first, and because of that, it is hard for you to find lots of random sex partners. You are very intelligent and very into sex. You will only have sex with clean people, because you are afraid of getting an STD. You are also very kinky and imaginative in the sack. Your partners always have a hard time keeping up with you. Sex matches: Taurus, Capricorn, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To My Baby.....i Love This Song....wonder Why?
Your cruel device Your blood, like ice One look could kill My pain, your thrill I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch) I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much) I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison You're poison running through my veins You're poison, I don't want to break these chains Your mouth, so hot Your web, I'm caught Your skin, so wet Black lace on sweat I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (And pins) I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (Deep in) I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison You're poison running through my veins You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains Poison One look could kill My pain, your thrill I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch) I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop I want to kiss you bu

Which Horror Killer Are You ?
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw70%Hannibal Lecter65%Pinhead65%Captain Spaulding60%Michael Myers60%Jason Voorhees50%Freddy Krueger45%Leatherface35%Candyman20%Buffalo Bill15%Whic

What Piercing Are You?!
You scored as Tongue Piercing. You're a naughty person aren't you? Being with you is probably lots and lots of fun. You're probably totally pimpin' too. Good for you, good for you.Belly Button Piercing100%Dirty Piercings100%Tongue Piercing100%Cartilage Piercing90%Nipples70%Labret Piercing70%Earlobe Piercing70%Nose Piercing60%Lip Piercing60%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Life...
I decided to ponder my future.. My future, your future, the worlds future. And, it looks bleak. Think about it. Look at how fast technology is progressing. Look at how fast medical techniques are changing. Look at everything around you. Then think about it. Race relations. Not getting any better. With the trend that's going on...soon enough, we will all be burnt into radioactive ash. You look at one person, then another. I see humans. Of course, there are white humans, as well as black humans. Yellow, brown, red, purple, orange, green, or whatever color. I still see them as human. We all have our own predjudices. Regardless of what anyone says, they exist. Be it thinking that all black men are "hung", or thinking that all white people are rich. Thinking that all Mexicans are illegal, or that all Asians are good at math. I know I have my own fair share of prejudices, but I am honest with myself, and I try to look past them. They usually never get the be

Some Poems.....
Just a glimpse into the mind of a broken angel.... Salvation Lost............... Watching the birds as they soar so freely upon wings of laughter.... Yearning to join them as they play on the currents of love.... Waiting for her salvation to find her and finally set her heart free.... Listening to the sounds of a life filled with joy in the distance.... Everywhere she looks, the colors are fading, slowly turning gray.... As the birds soar higher and higher, farther and farther off.... She cries out into the darkness with little hope that he will hear.... Lost in a world of pain and sorrow, she fails to see.... There, standing by her side is the one she longs to find.... He reaches for her heart, wanting to release her from her despair.... But the sea of tears she is crying sweeps her out of his embrace.... Drifting away from him she turns and sees her salvation disappearing into the vast emptiness.... end Michelle Lewis......08/14/06 Farewell

Pickup Lines Lol
The word of the day is "legs." Let's go back to my place and spread the word. That outfit would look great in a crumpled heap on my bedroom floor tomorrow morning. I want to melt in your mouth, not in your hand. I like every bone in your body especially mine. How about you sit on my lap and we'll see what pops up? Will you be my love buffet so I can lay you out on a table and take anything I want? Why don't you sit on my face and let me eat my way to your heart? Baby I'm like milk, I'll do your body good. Is that a mirror in your pants because I can see myself in them. Hey baby lets play army I'll lay down you can blow me up. If your left is thanksgiving and your right leg is Christmas can I visit you in-between the holidays If I told you that you had a nice body, would you hold it against me? You're like a Pringles. Once I pop you, I can't stop you! I want to kiss you passionately on the lips, and then move up to your belly-button. Is it hot i

If You Were Here
IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU HUG ME... IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU KISS ME... IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU HOLD ME... IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU TOUCH ME... CAUSE IF YOU WERE HERE I WOULD WANT YOU... TO HUG ME... TO KISS ME... TO HOLD ME... TO TOUCH ME... CAUSE THESE ARE A FEW OF THE THINGS... THAT I WANT TO DO WITH YOU... I WANT TO HUG YOU TIGHT... I WANT TO KISS YOU SOFTLY... I WANT TO HOLD YOU CLOSE AND NEVER LET GO... I WANT TO TOUCH YOU IN WAYS NO ONE ELSE EVER HAS... SO IF YOU WERE HERE WOULD YOU... OR IF I WAS THERE WOULD YOU LET ME...

More Random + Family + Friends
Hope that i'm not boring ya, hehehehehe. i'll be going thru my pics of family, friends and more, so i will be doing all my pics of my cherry friends. Hope that you enjoy. Create Your Own!Get music codes at Bolt.

Why????
WHERE ARE ALL THE REAL MEN AT?..THE ONES WHO TAKE U OUT AND PAY..THE ONES WHO DONT EXPECT SEX AFTRWARDS..THE ONES WHO WANT TO KNOW U FOR U AND NOT WHAT U CAN PROVIDE FOR THEM SEXUALLY..IF UR OUT THERE LET ME KNOW...

So Called Friends????
To All My So Called Friends: I have had a revelation Today as I have been on and off Lost Cherry alot. I have posted or reposted at least 6 bulletins that have not been read by one person on here. This actually really hurts my feelings that none of my friends or fans bothers to read my bulletins! I try to be a good friend and read peoples bulletins, vote for them and their friends in contests and try to level them up when I can. I had one friend, Nashieboo who actually reads my bulletins and responds. Thank You for being a true friend Steven! I seriously thought about deleting my profile. I doubt that I would be missed at all! Maybe I need some pics with my ass in a thong to get your attention as my primary photo? Think about this the next time you ask for help at Leveling up or a vote needed in a contest. What is a True Friend? What are you here for?

I Love You Raphael
I never knew how wonderful that my life could be Until you came along and changed it all for me. I know we'll have our differences, but love is what we share And I will do my very best to show how much I care. We chose who we want in our lives, and I think it very true That above all I have ever met, in my life I want you. I know it will be difficult since we live so far apart, But take my hand, knowing that with it, I also give my heart. I love looking back to the time we first met and remembering moments to sweet to forget I love looking forward to the joy yet to be the pleasure and fun that await you and me But Raphael believe me I know that the best of all times is today as were loving eachother in our own special way discovering life being together Making new memories that will last us Forever. Your everything to me please dont ever forget it..... my world my life my one true love !! KinkyScreams 2006 ©

06-17-2006
just to taste your lips And hold your hips I'd walk the world To make you my girl Just to have you wit me And make us a we It would be so fine And have the time For you to be mine And I aint lyin I'd give you whatever you need Whether it love or money I have such bad luck With caring too much Its always the wrong one And now this poem is done

What A Great Word!
Well, it's shit... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a sh! ingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds li

Sex Therapy
A woman went to her shrink because she was having severe problems with her sex life. The psychiatrist asked her many questions but did not seem to be getting a clear picture of her problems. Finally he asked, "Do you ever watch your husband's face while you are having sex?" "Well, yes, I actually did once." "And how did your husband look?" "Angry, very angry." At this point the psychiatrist felt that he was really getting somewhere and he said, "Well that's very interesting, we must look into this further. Now tell me, you say that you have only seen your husband's face once during sex; that seems somewhat unusual. How did it occur that you saw his face that time?" "He was looking through the window at us!"

Life
Can u see me? as i stand here alone Can you hear me as we talk on the phone Where i sat and i cried. Where a part of me died But you never cared. You watch me in a blank stair So now it's back on you and me. But i'm not happy I may fake this smile. Only for a short while Untill you leave me here. So i can lay in fear NEver was i important to you. You jsut do want u wanna do I'll sit here making new friends. and then our world will end... I wish i could say thoes three words and mean them...

Sea Bugs ..give Me A Steak Please!
Ever Thought About this? WHO? Was it That Ate the First Lobster?I mean seriously.. WHAT MAN Swam down Captured a Lobster Looked at it and said "OH YUMMY A SEA BUG!!" I think I will give it a HOT bath then crack open the body shell dip it in Butter And EAT IT! OH YUCK!! I just can not bring myself to eat a BUG in any form. .. Nope nope nope.. And Do not EVEN get me Started On Ouctapie! =) Ele

Day 6, The Weekend
Well yesterday we went to Nagoya again. We made it there pretty easily taking the train and subway system. We went to Nagoya Castle which is cool as hell!! The history behind it is amazing. The castle was not built in Nagoya originally, but around 1611 it was dismantled and moved to Nagoya. The reconstruction of the Nagoya Castle main donjon was completed in 1612. Then January of 1945 much of the castle was destroyed by air raids. Then from 1953 through 1960 many repairs were made to the castle, and some sections completely rebuilt!! There was so much more there than I could ever post on here, but I have to say WOW, I love that place!!!! The architecture and artwork alone was absolutely beautiful!!! After the castle visit we went into downtown Nagoya, in the shopping district we found a bar that served Geniuss and pizza (of course they aren’t your usual toppings)! Then we did some more shopping (browsing really), and then saw some more of the city! After that we came back to the ho

Fuck!
My fuckin Monroe piercing came out lmao The ball popped off and while I was trying to screw it in..it fell down the drain MOTHER FUCKER!! Well, maybe it was a sign lol Just means I'll have to get something else pierced ;)

Sexual Tension Quiz
Instructions: For each answer, you will have three clues. Try to determine what the object or thing is that is being described. For every correct answer you give, give yourself 2 points, for every incorrect answer deduct 2 points. If you score less than 14 points, you are in need of more sex. If you score between 14 points and 21 points, you are in need of more love. If you score over 21 points, you are classed as having a great sex experience. Now please begin. "CLUES" 1. I am a protrusion that comes in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, I feel good. 2. I'm spread before I'm eaten. Your tongue gets me off. People sometimes lick my nuts. 3. I assist an erection. Sometimes big balls hang from me. I'm called a big swinger. 4. Over 1,000 people went down on me. I wasn't maiden for long. A big hard thing ripped me open. 5. You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do. 6. When I go in I cause

Definition & Short History
from Wikipedia Faygo was founded in Detroit on November 4, 1907 as Feigenson Brothers Bottling Works by Russian immigrants Ben and Perry Feigenson. The original flavors of Faygo were based on cake frosting recipes used by the Feigensons in Russia. Throughout the 20th century, Faygo steadily increased its production line. Faygo is credited with the spreading of the word "pop" instead of "soda" to mean soft drink in the Midwest. Faygo pop is manufactured in a myriad of flavors. Detroit rap duo Insane Clown Posse are devoted drinkers of Faygo. They often spray large amounts of the drink into the audience at concerts, and endorse the product in a number of songs. Due to their devotion to it, many Juggalos (fans of ICP) make it their choice soft drink as well. In 1998, Faygo Beverages, Inc. began distributing the Ohana brand of non-carbonated soft drinks. Faygo Beverages, Inc. is a wholly owned subsidiary of the National Beverage, which also owns Shasta. Many Faygo brand flavors

The Most Beautiful And Powerful Song Ever
It's my favorite song of all time. It moves me to tears. I live for it. I will die with it. Opeth- Godhead's Lament Marauder Staining the soil, midst of stillness Beloved fraternity to an end Red eyes probe the scene All the same Stilted for the beholder Depravity from the core Handcarved death in stoneladen aisles I hide the scars from my past Yet they sense my (mute) dirge This is when it all falls apart White hands grasping for straws Sly smile, poisoned glare behind Undisguised manmade nova Mute cry, don't dare to tread Searing beams tracking you down Adoring what never has been Some will bring with them all they have seen Searching my way to perplexion The gleam of her eyes In that moment she knew Thought I could not leave this place On this imminent day As I've reached the final dawn To what's gone astray What would they care if I did stay No-one would know What would they care if I did stay No-one should know Thought I could not l

10 Thoughts 2 Ponder
Number 10 "Life" is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky..... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now The world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND TH

Crazy
Crazy... I was once crazy! They locked me inside a round rubber rom! I died inside that round rubber room,and they buried me in the cold wet ground! There were worms inside that cold wet ground! WORMS! they drive me crazy..... Crazy... I was once crazy! They locked me inside a round rubber rom! I died inside that round rubber room,and they buried me in the cold wet ground! There were worms inside that cold wet ground! WORMS! they drive me crazy..... Crazy... I was once crazy! They locked me inside a round rubber rom! I died inside that round rubber room,and they buried me in the cold wet ground! There were worms inside that cold wet ground! WORMS! they drive me crazy..... Crazy... I was once crazy! They locked me inside a round rubber rom! I died inside that round rubber room,and they buried me in the cold wet ground! There were worms inside that cold wet ground! WORMS! they drive me crazy..... Crazy... I was once crazy! They locked me inside a round rubber

Very Tried Of The Crap
I'm really getting sick & tired of the crap going on. First of all I've got LAX that I'm dealing with then this punk Adam shows up and says what he did on my page. It's not gonna fly. If you have a problem with me fine & dandy get over it or just ignore me because I'm dealing with LAX and the rest of you who have a problem with me can wait. As for my friends I love you all thanks for everything. You guys & girls rock! ~AJ~

Why Am I Still Alone...can Someone Help?
I am 22 yrs old and still single. I am not likeing it anymore. Why is it everytime I start to get an interest in someone the seem to run. Is it because I have baggage? As in Kids? Am I ugly? And I fat? What is it? All I know is that I am tired of waiting for "HIM". Cuz it aint commin to me like its suppost to. I have always been told to wait and it will come to me. Well I have waited for 22 yrs and he still hasnt shown. Like right now, I have a big interest in someone. But I know he is gonna run....like everyone else has. I want to be loved. I want to be loved for me. I dont wanna just have sex anymore. I wanna make love. I wanna do it with someone who cares about me. I am tired of all the games. Guys who are attracted to me, but only for the wrong reasons...not the right ones. And the one person I thought I could rely on and be there as a friend and as a person who cared, doesnt have time for me anymore. Cuz he's got his own shit to worry about. His family members passin away, his pa

'no Blog'
My blog for today is...THERES NO BLOG...thats it! NO BLOG! If i have any thoughts worth sharing i guess i will share with you...maybe...maybe not...do you really care even....lack of feedback is.....well....it sucks...so NO BLOG! Dont bother rating this cuz it aint a blog.... one more thing check out Sarah's video on my page before i change it...it has a really cool message... 'ciao 4 niao'

Starting Over!!!!!
A couple of months ago, I thought that I would never get my life back. I was depressed, and I was scared. Everything looked bleak and dull. With the help of my friends(and you know who you are), I slowly started down a brighter path. Through their help and guidance, I have perservered to where I am now. Starting over!! Wow, what a scary phrase! But I'm doing it. Have everything that i worked so hard to achieve back again. And even though, every now and then defeat looms overhead, I know that I will conquer all my demons. I am blessed, and I am loved. I can go on knowing that I am never alone or out of His sight. God has truly blessed me with exceptional people. My daughters will grow up knowing a loving God and that I did not turn my back or hide with my tail between my legs. They will know a strong mother and a strong God. For every good deed that I have received, I have returned. I'm helping others who have been in my situation grow stronger and think stronger.

Holloween
Holloween is coming and...!! This is the group Rammstein. and even though everything is in German.. there is something about this Video that just keeps drawing me to it... I figured it would go well with the Holloween stuff starting to happen.. Ray (Blackbayou) Music Video Code provided by Music Video Zone

Just A Rant
One thing that really really gets on my nerves (esp. when I have been up all night and can't sleep now) is hearing over and over "tell me all about you..I want to know all about you...blah blah" Ok it's flattering one wants to know all this about me but as soon as it comes out of the mouth and I am asked...so what do you do for a living...how many kids do you have..what type of music do you like....blah blah fucking blah.....it tells me that my profile (ok it's long winded but still) wasn't even read. Big big turn off there peeps..if you were interested in anything other than my ass you would want to know what I have to say here. And for those of you that do pay attention and you know who you are, it really means alot and I love you for it. So........ I like earth tones colors but blues and black are my favorites. Cheese only pizza sometimes with hot peppers White russians are drink of alcoholic choice and I love coffee almost more than my kids (hehe j/k but I do like it

Love Is....
Love is being happy for the other person when that person is sad, being together in good times and being together in bad times. Love is the source of strength. Love is being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending. Love is the source of reality. Love is an understanding so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting that person just the way he or she is and not trying to change each other to be something else. Love is the source of unity. Love is the freedom to pursue your own desires while sharing your experiences with the other person, the growth of one individual alongside of and together with the growth of another individual. Love is the source of success. Love is the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing thing together. Love is the source of the future. Love is the fury of the storm and the calm in the ra

Spread The Love (all Lc Newbies Should Really Read This)
Alright...I'm still seeing bulletins about poor ratings even though we can see who's viewing everything, so I'll break this down for everyone all nice and neatly. I'm sure some of you will agree and this is really aimed at the new people who don't know any better yet. For you new ppl... When someone welcomes you to LC by leaving you a welcome comment and rating your profile a 10...the proper thing to do is to go to their profile and rate it a 10. Leaving them a comment would also be nice. When you rate pics and profiles...rate no lower than a 10. It's just plain RUDE to give low ratings. If you don't like the pic, think they're ugly or think their children look like monkeys...either rate it a 10 anyway or just don't rate it at all. Don't leave mean or rude comments on their pics and profiles either. If you don't have anything nice to say...don't say anything at all. In otherwords...DON'T BE AN ASSHOLE. This is supposed to be a friendly community. If you're going to view s

Canada Trip
Went to Canada Yesterday.. took a few pics that are not on my yahoo photo albums.. feel free to roll over that way and check out the photos.. The album is called "Victoria Canada" http://photos.yahoo.com/dgenerate828 Enjoy

Ok This Is Some Shit
SO NOW MISS CHERRYS LASTEST ANTICS....ARE RIDICULAS AND SHOWS JUST WHO A TROUBLE MAKER IS... NOT TRYIN TO BASH HER... BUT THIS IS WHY SHE WAS MOVED ... NO ONE GETS NE WHERE HITCHIN A RIDE ON MY ASS... I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH PPLS RANKIN ON HERE!! IM A MEMBER JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE..... THANKS! SYN

A Letter From Mom (sorry Not My Mom)!
Dear Son: I'm writing this letter 'cause i know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen within 20 miles from home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last family that lived here took the house numbers when they moved so they would'nt have to change their address. This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine. I'm not sure it works so well though: last week, I put a load in and pulled the chain, and I haven't seen the clothes since. The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice last week; the first time for 3 days, and the 2nd time for 4 days. About that coat you wanted me to send you. Your Uncle Stanley said it would be too heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off & put them in the pockets. Your brother John locked his keys in the car yesterday. We were really worried because it took him 2 hours to get me & you

It Just Proves There Are All Kinds Of People Out There.
It just proves there are all kinds of people out there. Stella Awards Time once again to review the winners of the Annual "Stella Awards." The Stella Awards are named after 81 year-old Stella Liebeck who spilled hot coffee on herself and successfully sued McDonald's (in NM). That case inspired the Stella Awards for the most frivolous, ridiculous, successful lawsuits in the United States. Here are this year's winners: 5th Place (tie): Kathleen Robertson of Austin, Texas, was awarded $80,000 by a jury of her peers after breaking her ankle tripping over a toddler who was running inside a furniture store. The owners of the store were understandably surprised at the verdict, considering the misbehaving little toddler was Ms. Robertson's son. 5th Place (tie): 19-year-old Carl Truman of Los Angeles won $74,000 and medical expenses when his neighbor ran over his hand with a Honda Accord. Mr.Truman apparently didn't notice there was

To : Him
There was a time if I closed my eyes I could see us together as one But after these months of growing apart I can see that the dream is done You were the one that knew me inside and out And always knew just what to say Any problems I had would disappear When you said it would be okay There always was that spark with us But these days it seems to be gone Whatever we had died awhile ago But it still huts me to go and move on Those times i'd drown in the blue of your eyes But you never noticed a thing There were nights i'd lay awake in my bed And think of the love our friendship couold bring No matter how hard i've been trying The truth is still hard to see I guess it takes awhile to let go Of something NOT MEANT TO BE. TO : HIM

All I Ask
"All I Ask" All I Ask Of A Man Is That He Shall Feel Gently Towards Me When My Heart Feels Kindly Towards Him, And There Shall Be The Soft, Soft Tremor As Of Unheard Bells Between Us. It Is All I Ask. I Am So Tired Of Violent Men Lashing Out And Insisting On Being Loved, When There Is No Love In Them.

Another Year Older
Well... It's official. I am now 38 years old. Whoopie... As I write this entry it is just after 2pm. So far my day has been good. I went to see my daughter cheer at the pop warner football game. Which in and of itself is adorable because the cheerleaders are 6 & 7 yrs old and the players look like 5 yr olds with big bulky helmets and pads... very funny in a cute way. During this game however I was playing chase my son all over the park. This is when I discovered what being 38 ACTUALLY means... It means DONT RUN. LOL After the game I had lunch with my kids at the ex's house and had some ice cream cake. I was then dropped off at my apartment to figure out what else I could do... Nothing has come to mind yet!

This Is The App I Just Sent Flownet...whatcha Think?
Maybe i did the first two apps wrong...who knows. So i'll just explain myself a little better. I am Amber, I am 25 yrs. old, i have a gift for gab and making friends... i am very popular with alot of up and coming artist...some of which are almost there. Just to name a few...Lyric Inforca, Ad The Voice, Dramasquad, Rapz, Semisoul, The Lenzmen, Ryan Huston, Mr. CRF, and much much more... I also have friends in the record biz. Like Baltic Avenue Entertainment.... oh and how about Grind Mode Magazine... OH YEAH... THATS RIGHT... I SOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING ROCK!!!! Not only can i bring in new tallents i can bring in hundreds if not thousands of listeners. I am one of the great undiscovered tallents... so im saying to you " DO YOU REALLY WANNA BLOW ME OFF FOR SOMEONE WHO CANT BRING IN THE PUBLIC?" Totally up to you...have a nice day :)

So True...
Life lessons at their greatest. These are all so true and so good to remember. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what

Love To Invite U To My Naughtygirl Group
some of you already are members of my private group/ but I wanted to share this with fun people like me. You have to be an adult and have a picture of yourself before I can approve you. heres the link to my naughty girls tagworld group. http://groups.tagworld.com/Naughtygirl also if you would like to see my tagword site like lost cherry check me out at http://tagworld.com/loriesc4/ look at the pics. listion to my music it tells my personailty also sign my brick wall and dont forget to give my page a vote. see ya there.... remember I have to approve u then I give u a pass..... Have a good day sweeties... Your naughty girl...Loriesc4

Hey
Its Scrimja here! A couple of days ago we decided to put some of our many many photo's up here on LC. As you may have noticed most of them are private...Luci understandably doesn't want just ANYONE seeing her pics. If you wanna see them then talk to us, not just 'can i see your private' but get to know us! Your chances of getting in there will be GREATLY improved! Thanks

Lets Not Perpetuate The Drama
OK, enough is enough for me anyways! I have made a vow that if a bulliten comes my way that has anything to do with drama, I am going to help try to stop it by simply NOT REPOSTING IT. I hope this does not upset any of my friends because they may be on one side of it or another. I just think life is too short to worry about the little stuf, and there is no big stuff. What I wish Cherry would do is make it so I can delete individual bullitens fom my home page. That way I do not have to look at it until it finaly scrolls away. If you agree then please also make this suggestion. I hated Highschool the first time around... I do not want to relive it!

Halloween Party
A cabbie picks up a nun. She gets into the cab, and the cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why is he staring and he replies, "I have a question to ask you, but I don't want to offend you." She answers, "My dear son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." He says, "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have anal sex with a nun." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, you have to be single and #2 you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I am single and I'm Catholic too!" The nun says, "OK, pull into the next alley." He does and the nun fulfils his fantasy. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child, said the nun, why are you crying?" "Forgive me sister, but I have sinned. I lied, I m

Bedroom Rules For Guys
****RULES FOR GUYS**** 1. NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2. BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3. NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4. SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. (This may vary from girl to girl). 5. BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto a woman's nipple

A Poem
A Daddy Daughter Poem Daddy: Honey what do you want to be when you grow up? Daughter: What if i wanna be a Butterfly? Daddy: You would be the most beautiful butterfly to ever flutter from flower to flower. Daughter: What if i wanna be a firefly? Daddy: You would be the brightest firefly in the meadow. Daughter: What if i wanted to be a bumblebee? Daddy: You would be the busiest bumblebee in the whole hive. Daughter: What if i wanted to be a songbird? Daddy: You would be the best songbird singer in the nest. Daughter: What if i wanted to be an angelfish? Daddy: You would be the most graceful angelfish in the ocean. Daughter: What if i wanted to be your little girl forever. Daddy: You would be the best, most beautiful, wonderful little girl in the while world.

Pleasing...goes Both Ways? 10/11/2002
please keep in mind that this was written back in 2002 when i had a Mistress that i was S/switching with and before i wrote my realization, which is also posted here. as submissives it is our desire to please our Dominants to keep them happy. but is there not both give and take in a relationship? aren't the submissive's needs and desires just as important? to keep the relationship healthy, isn't it the Dominant's responsibility to keep their submissive happy as well? i have heard several of my submissive friends complain they aren't getting their needs and desires met and asking for advise on how to approach it with their Dominants. i would appreciate any answers or advice anyone can give me. i will willingly pass it on to those who can benifit from it. i found the above question posted in the forum of a BDSM chat room. below, please find my responce. as a true or natural S/switch (call this M/my coming out of the broom closet), I/i feel that it is the Dom/mes responsibility t

Sick And Twisted World
So i was reading the newspaper. And they was a story about a man, killing a bunch of little amish girls. He walked into the school with guns, and sexual lubricant, he was going to molest them, but one little girl said kill me and let them go. So he killed her. And still killed all the others. Now get this, he had 3 kids of his own, who were girls. He kissed them and put them on the school bus that morning. And his reason for doing this was because he said he was mad at good. HOW FUCKING SICK CAN YOU BE. That is one of the most heart breaking things ive ever read. Killing children because they're different, and because you're mad at god. What the fuck is this world becoming. It truly is an angry place.

Somewhere
Somewhere within the deafening silence of tomorrow I heard a shattering heart, shards of hope, scattered on the breeze, and within each glistening peice, was a crystaline teardrop, and within each tear, was a reflection of you... There never can be a tomorrow, without a yesterday, and yesterday is you.

Army
Well its official..My brother is leaving for bootcamp on Oct 23rd...I can't believe my lil brother is joining the Army! I'm scared as hell that in 6 months he could be sent off to war!! *sigh* Just pray for me that he won't get sent away and will be able to stay stateside. I know its like 6 months away, but I figure if we get a good 6 months of prayers in it might work better.

Catch Up...
Well, recovery is just about done...I still can't do too much at one time without getting too worn out and/or hurting, so that part is still going slow but for it only being a little over a month and having such an invasive surgery done, I'm doing pretty darn well with my recovery. Troy is now is Iowa for work which will probably go on until mid November or so, not too sure about that but after my doctors appointment on the 25th, the kids and I will head out there to visit him for the weekend and I think maybe 3 weeks later at the most, he'll end up going somewhere else, probably Indiana. Needless to say, the place is a total disaster area. I try to clean, but I can only do so much before the pain starts in so of course, what little I got cleaned, get messed up again within the next few minutes. Do the kids help out? Hell no...why would they? They only help out when it's time to mess things up, NEVER to clean...little brats...can't trade them in for a newer model, so I guess I'll

Hello
Well hello Lost Cherry. I joined on October 6 and I have really enjoyed it. Im new to all this internet chating and stuff and would like to say thank you to every one who welcomed me. As a single father its hard to get out and meet people. Lost Cherry has made it a little easier to meet new people. Im recently Divorced and looking to start my life over. Im looking foward to making new friends and meeting you all. So please feel free to stop in and say hello anytime.

Sex Quizzes From An Lc Friend
I was invited to take a series of quizzes by an LC friend, loganxnhhi. The results (and editorial comments thereon) follow: Durham will go to jail for ... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com [Um... no - don't wanna scare people! ~DIT~] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar. Despite your forward and extraverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets. Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com [*loud and long laughter* Yeah RIGHT... ~DIT~] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Durham's sexual nickname: "Trouser Anaconda" Take this quiz at QuizU

And Oldie But A Goodie
for now one i am going to post old song and videos but still kick ass if it was played in the club started with this one Intergalactic Video - Beastie Boys lyricsBeastie Boys Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCure

How Far
There's a boat, I could sail away There's the sky, I could catch a plane There's a train, there's the tracks I could leave and I could choose to not come back Oh, never come back There you are, giving up the fight Here I am begging you to try Talk to me, let me in But you just put your wall back up again Oh, when's it gonna end How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far There's a chance I could change my mind But I won't, not till you decide What you want, what you need Do you even care if I stay or leave Oh, what's it gonna be How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far Out of this chair, or just across the room

Miles Apart
Just a photo to go by And a description as well As i sit here going thru hell Wishing we were near But knowing the truth That we are miles apart A picture of her eyes And a peak of her soul Reveals a woman Remarkable and bold Still miles apart Longing for her touch A taste of her skin Wanting to hold her so much And feel her from within The miles apart are as I would say Just that, miles apart

Loving You Madly
Loving you madly will be forever. I see the ocean in your eyes when we're together. There are no boundaries. There are no limits. My heart has been embraced now that you're in it. Hold me closer to your dreams. Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter. Hold me when you're close to tears. Time passes by, seconds into minutes. Every field and flower fades but love is infinite. There are no boundaries. There are no limits. My heart's a bigger place now that you're in it. Hold me closer to your dreams. Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter. Hold me when you're close to tears. I wanna be the one you tell your secrets to. All I want is to be closer. Closer to you. How tight can you hold me? How long can we stay awake? How hard can we laugh? How much love can we make? Hold me close to your dreams. Closer to your fears. Close to hear your laughter. Hold me when you're close to tears. I wanna be the one you tell your secrets to. All I want

New Lounge!!!!!!!!
HEY YA'LL. SEVERAL OF YOU GUYS KNOW ME FROM YAHOO CHAT. I HAVE CREATED A NEW LOUNGE HERE ON LC, SO COME STOP BY AND JOIN. ITS CALLED BBW WIDE OPEN. http://lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=3442# STOP BY, BECOME A MEMBER HANG OUT AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ADD THIS TO A BULLETIN OR REPOST IN YOUR OWN BLOGS.

Snapple Should Win .. Lets Help Her Out
Ok Ya'll.. Snapples in a Contest for Cutest Pet .. And We all know she deserves to win I mean just look at that face . how could you NOT vote for her .. So.. Lets all go to Hello Happy Kinky Country girls' page and Vote for Snapple ..Come on .. Its a couple of clicks away .. You all can do it !!! Gooooo Snapple

Ferris Wheel Of Love
loving someone is like a ferris wheel.... no not a roller coaster... a roller coaster goes all over the place.... a ferris wheel... simply goes around in never ending circles.... always going up and down slowly getting better then starting all over before it comes crashing to a hault..... at the top of the wheel looking down...

My First Pimp Out!!!
MY FAV DJ NEEDS SOME LOVINS!! MY FAVORITE DJ IS IN NEED OF SOME MAD LOVE!!!STOP BY HIS PROFILE AND TELL HIM I SENT YA!!! HES A GREAT GUY SO GO CHECK HIMOUT!!! †DJ INFERNO †@ LostCherry Brought to you by ~~Vixen~~

Another Poem And Thought
Well, another poem has come out of my heart but this one is not for the hurt that I feel for me, it is for my best friend. Today I had to once again see the look in his eyes of despair, anger, and a distance that made me cringe on the inside because I couldn't do anything about it. Standing idly by, just waiting for my call to be made saying "I need you" is all I can do and is what I do willingly and I will do for as long as I love him! Which will be forever! Enjoy! Another day goes by- consistently inconsistent The broken silence raises its voice What did I do wrong? Please come back…at least take me with you Never understanding the misunderstandings, I helplessly spectate, making sense out of nonsense Surely things will get better Dawn comes again; this isn’t forever Light turns to dusk and dusk into darkness I find myself lost, never to be found again As I wander in the silent absence of light, I find everything worth living for And live nothing worth being found

Depressed
well as u can tell ive ben kinda down for the last month or so. Sorry if ive pushed some of you away or have ben acting weird or shady. Ive ben going through alot of shit mentally and socially alot of women problems and family problems as well as some of my own problems about my self.Sometimes its hard to act like the real me and when i dont i fuck things up. it seems like i always end up hurting someone and im tired of it. I do my best to learn from my mistakes but seems like ive just ben making more and more of them these days. I just wish i had someone to really talk to about this right now.. but i dont so im just righting this dumb blog. -the end

This Is The Last Time....?
How can the last time we were together really be the last? It was too quick.. I didn’t know it was the last time. I was too rushed to be the last time. I didn’t have time to savor every inch of you… it just can’t be the last time…. I want you so badly I can taste you on my lips. Speak my name and I’ll come running, enslaved by your power, but you don’t even see how I want you, need you, love you. All I am is a good lay to you. Oh how I long for you to tell me you want me, like you want her. What do I have to do to make you want me like you want her? Should I fuck all your friends like she does and lie to you tell you I’m out with girlfriends. Call you an asshole and bitch about you on myspace. Tell all my friends that you suck and I hate you. Will that make you want me? I hate that I can’t have you the way I want you and I hate that you have made me so weak. Like a fool I sit here hoping that you will call again…. And if you do I know it will just be for sex… but I know that I

How 2 Know How A Girl/guy Feels About You...
Girl Facts: When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand. When she wants a hug she will just stand there. When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you", no one in this world can miss you more than that. When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's sca

I Sit On The Shore...
I Sit on the Shore I sit on the shore and face the sea and vividly imagine what could be. a passionate kiss under the light of the moon or a picknick for two on a sunny afternoon. a dinner date or a night on the town or an exotic get away where we cant be found. snowball fights on a winters day or moonlight rides in a horse drawn sleigh. romantic nights by a roaring fire and passion that quenches our every desire. I could sit on the shore and dream for hours, of all of the memories that could be ours. written by Some1special2k O Jays LyricsO Jays Music CodesMusic Codes by SongArea.com

Fake: '~sexy M@~' 120676
http://www.lostcherry.com/user/120676 is using pic's of Raven Riley: http://www.ravenriley.com/ 18+ camgirl site. and i noticed something odd in her comments: If that's the REAL raven why wouldnt she say "fake using MY pics" and spell her own name wrong? http://www.lostcherry.com/user/292973 I've emailed the REAL one on her site, we'll see what she has to say about it.

Why?
So after a few days of this awful infection in my tooth I am not doing much better. As a matter of fact the infection seems to have moved a little lower now. So hopefully in just a few minutes I will be off to the dentist. I am so sad right now over this whole thing. And scared. It is only 4 days til I am supposed to move and for some reason I do not see it happening. Please keep those fingers crossed for me.

Crude And Tasteless
A sad thing... I was chatting with a friend on the shout box the other day who said she had a 5 year old little girl. When I asked why she had no pics up of her, she said she was afraid to put them up because of the nature of the comments a lot of guys on LC leave on her own pics. Man, this just sucks. People shouldn't have to be afraid to post pics of their kids in a default or family album because boneheads don't know when to stop talking with their dicks. It's one thing if you're in somone's ADULT album and the caption is "Hey, cum all over me" or something. Yea, that kind of thing is fair game IMO. But someone's smiling face or full body shot in a default album does not deserve this kind of tasteless behavior. And I don't get it anyway. What's the payoff for acting like that? Do these guys think some girl is going to see their sick comment, jump on a plane or a bus and go fuck them? Sorry guys, I just don't see that kinda thing happnin'in the real world. Some guys need to

All About Me... I Need Help.
[sighs] Who am I? I don't even know anymore. I've lost myself along the way when I was somebody who cared about everything into a person who didn't care about anything. I'm still lost. I don't know where to begin into the process of getting myself back. I feel alone in the dark. Nobody to reach out. I feel like slicing my wrists so deep that the blood runs and soaks the carpet then die a slow, painful death alone. I really have no idea what to do. I feel like I've hurt everyone in my life. I don't want to be the person who hurts everyone. I want to be the person who's nice and cares about everyone. I can do it but I don't have the heart to actually turn myself around. Every day I scream for help but all that comes out of my mouth is silence. Everybody is always all around me but nobody hears me because I'm screaming in silence. I really want to hurt myself but the person who is the closest to me won't let me. I guess If I did then the new friends I make won't know me at all because I w

No Regret
These wounds will heal in time, because memories fade away. The only scars that’ll be retained are the ones that you refuse to let go. So close your eyes and dream of the place where nothing will hurt you again. Take yourself 6ft under because you refuse to believe and fight on that tomorrow will be a better day. Fuck all your responsibilities because life is easier that way. Disown your family and friends because they care. Go ahead and torment them with your self-destruction. When nobody is left to watch you die what have you really gained? Remember when you turned your back on us and the world; I did the same to you. No pity, no sorrow, no questions, no love, no forgiveness here. Life is what you make of it, how you perceive it, and how you choose to live it. You chose the cowards way and ran. I chose the heroes way and stood strong to fight for the chance of a better tomorrow. It’s hard to believe that we share the same bloodline. The pain you so happily bestowed upon

Condoms
My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year and we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me. It was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, and generally was braless. One day "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me." I was stunned and frozen in shock as I watched her go up the stairs. When she reached the top she pulled off her panties and threw them down the stairs at me. I stood there for a moment, t

Letter That Will Never Be Read
Why did you have to leave? The misery she put us through. It wasn’t fair to him or me. I was left to raise a family and I was just a kid. She died shortly after you and then again 12 years later for good. I think you’d be proud of him. He’s grown up now and looks a lot like you. I can’t say the same for me. I’ve went through life trying to catch up on all the years I missed. Honestly I wasted nothing but time and I realize that now. I was scared to open up, let my guard down, and feel for anything or one. I think I’m past that now though. Some how I found someone, did you have something to do with this? She’s been on my mind and in my heart for sometime. It’s taken awhile to let her know though. And like you taught me, I always remind her of how much I care and how I feel. One thing you never explained, how much is too much? I feel that there can’t be enough, but I don’t want to push her away. This is the one lesson I should have of learned by now. Unless I’m too mu

Friendship
When the chips are stacked against me and my back is to the wall, I know I can count on you to make sure I won’t fall. If I’m ever down and out and feel all alone, I know in your heart I can always find a home. In my moments of self doubt when I’m afraid I’ll fail, I know you’re the wind behind me that opens up my sail. Thanks for constantly being there, I know you do this because you truly care. You’re one of the few that I can call my friend. And because of that I’ll always be there for you no matter what till the very end.

Demolished
The power’s been cut. The lights are all off now. Nobody is coming back. The souls been shut down and the heart has is condemned. The mind has passed judgment that the pain it’s felt is too much to deal with anymore. The wrecking ball is on its way to tear down the structure for good. It’s no ones fault, but sometimes things need to be destroyed to better a situation. This is what happens when a bad element moves in. It lessens the value of other properties in the surrounding area. In time I’m sure that someone will try and rebuild on the site. It’s my job as Landlord to make sure no other tenants ever step foot in there again.

Hand And Hand
Will you walk by my side, lead, or follow? Will you be happy with me when I am and sad when I’m not? When we argue will you try and see my point? Would you be willing to see past our differences? When I fall will you lend a hand to pick me back up? When I struggle to make sense of tings will you be the light to guide my way? Would you let me know before it got too late if you felt I was taking you for granted? Are you willing to make one promise to me? Promise me that you’ll be my friend and the other things will all fall into place. We’ll never have to worry about who leads or follows. We will walk hand and hand through life together and whatever you’re feeling I’ll feel. When you need a word of advice, I’ll have one. When you need a joke to make you smile, I’ll crack one. When you need a shoulder to cry on, I’ll let you have both. When you’re wondering what I’m thinking, just stare into my eyes and you’ll see into my heart, which is where I have you at all times. Wal

Hungry
and lonely. and sad. no longer a top 50 cherry. that's ok cause I'll be leaving soon anyways. halloween is coming up and Ima be busy working on a costume for anime usa plus I gots work and school. I never get a break anymore, lol. but it's all good. I'll be checkin back in this evening so I hope you all have a good day.

Colder The A Witches........
Ok it is 39 degrees outside and raining. They say it is going to snow tonight and then off and on for the next few days. So I am all alone and cold. Who wants to keep me warm? If you keep me warm all night I will give you a cookie and other tasty treats.....But you have to ask...

Dreams!
So last night i had a hell of a time getting to sleep, well when i finally did i had a hell of a dream. Lately ive been having a delima. A big one, and well in my dream there was a guy, who wouldnt back off and leave me alone, but he was trying to hurt me and stuff and well i pulled away and he wouldnt let go, so i killed him =/ Tell me about psychotic. Well then i went to prison for 5 years, it shoulda been more but since it was self deffense i only got 5 years. Lol. I dont like that dream. Then like it turned into this warped time changing thing, and i went back and time and didnt kill him. And it was just really weird. Im not going to sleep anymore man. Scary dreams. And its funny, cause i couldnt hurt a fly haha.

I Hate Waiting
the weekend was pretty busy and now I am sitting and waiting to see if I get the apt in wichita...why does it seem that when u are waiting time always goes by so slowly? I mean I am wanting to start my life over in a new place without the hassles of having buttmunch's family constantly driving by slowly checking out the house...geez do they think I have a man here or what? I thought about having a car sit in the drive way just so they have something to talk about LOL arent I a stinker :P I feel that my new life is going to be alot better and happier in a place where I can get some of the foods that I grew up with (yippy oriental stores) and there is alot more to do there. Lisa (my daughter who is 16 and a junior) seems to be kind of excited about starting over also...she's so excited about having a decent libraries and "real" book stores...oh yeah and I cant forget the pet stores and MALLS!!!! OH BOY...she better get a job cuz mommy is poor *cries* LOL our new lives are going t

Nudist Colony(read This Is Funny!)
A man joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day there he takes off his clothes and starts to wander around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by, and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him and says, "Did you call for me?" The man replies "No. What do you mean?" "You must be new here," she says. "Let me explain. It's a rule here that if you get an erection it implies you called for me." Smiling, she then leads him to the side of the swimming pool, lies down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. Finished, the man continues to explore the colony's acilities. He enters the sauna and as he sits down, he farts. Within minutes a huge, hairy man lumbers out of the steam room toward him. "Did you call for me?" says the hairy man. "No. What do you mean?" says the newcomer. "You must be new," says the hairy man. "It's a rule that if you fart, it implies that you called

I Really Fucking Hate These Kind Of People!
...The people who troll profiles to insult. One of my friends is distressed by this and I am having to calm her down big time. Whoever gets their rocks off insulting women personally, is a sick and demented human being. You need counselling. I am sorry Mommy loved ramming her strap on up your ass, but cut the crap. You arent fooling anyone with your fakes profiles or homosexual tendencies... STOP! However likes these people and doesnt call them on their shit is also fucked up!

Best Friends
Best Friends Enjoying my weekend with my lil hippy Lexy when it occurred to me - how she really makes me think deep thoughts at times. It's not that she'll ask me life deciding questions that may -or- may not kick start my "Daddy mode" ... You know, the proverbial right or wrong -or- good verses evil questions (that parents are supposed to have all the right answers to ...) It's those little questions - That with my reflection & review of things said and done while I'm relaxing or drifting off in a slumber. I might of blown it off as foolish small talk -or- I might answer without a lot of thought going into my answer. Either -or- while in a relaxed state and giving some thought to a little question ... I'm amazed how my child's innocence's can lead me into a true thought provoking and deep subject. The Question she asked: "Daddy - who's your best friend"? I answered with a smiling: "You are"! (which at times, is very true). As we continued to cha

Love It
I love it when you look at me love it when u stare most of all i love the way your always there i love it when you make me smile love it when you cheer me up even love the way i tickle me make me laugh but most of all your always there i love the way you care for me love the way you bare with me your always there for me

Just Curious.....
BOOTY CALL! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL! Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: ___________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible_ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ Do u like Get oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u

Eternal Bliss
Eternal Bliss I look back on it, in retrospect, From day one it was perfect, I somehow had a genuine effect, No one knew someone with so much innocence Could create such Eternal Bliss All mine to keep, Forever, Never will I let her go, Never, Never give the world for her, Ever No one knew a thought of one lil kiss Could create such Eternal Bliss The mear mention of her name Drives me completely insane The sound of her voice Can melt the hearts of any of the boys No one knew one lil miss Could create such Eternal Bliss

This Is Too Funny!! *giggles*
Harold is 95 and lives in a senior citizen home. Every night after dinner, he goes to a secluded garden behind the center to sit and ponder his accomplishments and long life. One evening, Mildred, age 87, wanders into the garden. They begin to chat, and before they know it, several hours have passed. After a short lull in their conversation, Harold turns to Mildred and asks, "Do you know what I miss most of all?" "What?" she asks. "SEX!" he replies. Mildred exclaims, "Why you old fart, you couldn't get it up if I held a gun to your head!" "I know," Harold says, "but it would be nice if a woman could just hold it for a while." "Well, I can oblige," says Mildred and then unzips his trousers, removes his manhood, and proceeds to hold it. Afterward, they agree to meet secretly each night in the garden where they would sit and talk and Mildred would hold Harold's manhood. Then, one night, Harold didn't show up at their usual meeting place. Alarmed, Mildred decided to find

Orgasmic Pleasures
I opened the door to the bathroom, warm in my rose red robe. You smiled at me, gently pulling me into a hug as you kissed me slow and soft, then hard and passionate as you ran your fingers through my long hair. I pulled away, smiling as I turned the shower on and slowly dropped my robe to the floor. I helped you undress, then led you into the shower. I lay down in the bath, the running water flowing over me, and pulled you down on top of me. We kissed hungrily as your hands explored my shoulders, back, stomach, bottom and thighs. Your mouth moved down to my neck as you rolled off me and lay your naked body beside mine. Slowly, gently you stroked my warm skin, your fingers moving lightly at first, then slower, harder. I felt a tingling between my legs and moved them apart. Your hands slid over my stomach and down to my vulva, stroking my inner thighs as you went. Your strong, firm fingers stroked my clitoris softly. You stood and turned off the water. Gathering me up in a soft whi

So Yeas ....
I am officially single. it was a tough weekend...apparently he didn't understand me the first time, so I had to do it all over again the very next night. Needless to say, it was soooo not the highlight of my weekend. However I do have speakers for my lap top now so I can actually hear things. Not that it matters cause my room mate always has her music playing out loud as she hates mine...grr. But yea...I made cookies too...cookies make everything better. Including having to pay hundreds out of pocket to pay for my speeding ticket...*pout* However I did have a new friend take me out for ice cream and then a movie...and then he kissed me...O_o...but it was nice, so I'm not complaining. He apologized later and promised to wait until I was ready...so yea ;) Anyway, I love you all *muah* ~Stina

Whats Wrong With The World Today.
All i ever do is what people want anymore. And im about done with it. What the point in being nice, and trying to make everyone else happy, when you're not happy yourself. There isnt one. Im not going to let myself be used anymore, or lied to. Im not gonna let stupid people get to me. Im gonna live my life. And just deal with all the bullshit im given. If thats not understandable, then fuck it seriously, i have enough to deal with. Ive met some amazing people on here, who ive also met offline, and they're awesome. And they all rock very much so, and pretty much just kickass. So reguardless of what anyone says or does, i chose to make my own descions and talk to who i want to talk to :) Case closed. Kim, i love you. And really hope you feel better soon. < 3 You're my lovah. And no morons we're not lesbians, shes just a close friend who i [[love]] learn the concept. You know what gets me, yeah im a christian, and yeah you're suppose to love everyone in the eyes of god, becaus

I Want To Know...
...how the other half lives. I want to know what it's like to be thin and nice looking. I want to know what it's like to meet someone and not have to worry about whether or not they're going to make fun of you. I want to know what it's like to talk to someone who actually gives a damn about you as a friend. For that matter, I want to know what it's like to actually have friends again. I want to know how it feels to not have to worry about what you're going to wear out because everything looks sexy on you. I want to know how it feels for people to not look at you funny, talk about you, play you, use you for their own personal enjoyment. And I wish you could know how it feels to be a nice person with a great personality who can't find friends because you're too fat. I wish you could know how it feels to miss out on things because you're scared. I want you to know what it feels like to be me...so maybe you won't be so cruel next time you meet someone like me.

Online Friends
ok so ive been online quite a while now and have made a lot of great friends but there are a few people out there who are way too stalky for my tatses.. number one.. if your meeting someone online for the first time..i love you...should definitely not enter the conversation ok? i mean come on now.. you have never met these people in person and for all you know everything about them is completely fake..number two.. on the other side of this, the haters need to stop too.. ive run into a few people that did nothing more than look at my pictures and call me a tramp, or a whore.. come on people please.. i dont care if i post a picture of my koochie.. live and let live.. just my thoughts for the day. tell me what u think

11/11/005
So i met this girl today, she is so beuatiful she takes my breathe away. I want to talk to her, let her know whats on my mind that i just want to be around her and spend time. She has a smile that could light up any place all i can do is smile myself, whenever i see her pretty face. My life seems to be one big rat race, but for her i know, she is worth the chase. I cant wait to see her again, can you believe someone thought she was my kin?

Fake People
Oh geeze where to start and where to end here. I have always been a person that never acts like anything that I never have been. There are soo many out there that does not have that same concept. I am not a hater, I just don't care for them if that makes any sense. To each his own.. I agree. Thing is I have seen this hurt so many really good and sweet people when the truth does come out. So bottomline.. be yourself and Fuck em if they dont like you for who you are. ~Amity

Poems
" I Want You To Miss Me" There could be fog Or maybe just a mist And inexplicably I'll fade to white Vanish, and be gone Or it could be night And I'll be darkly dressed, Evading easy definition And as your eye's distracted By a falling leaf I'll merge with restless shadows And be gone Then you will discover What emptiness is A space so hollow Even its own walls are swallowed up A quality of missing So intense A lack, a lack Each hour more bottomless than the last Until your heart cries out, A howl of forfeiture But it will be nothing Ashen silence where I used to sing And deafness The howl must strike the right resonant frequency A wail that echoes all to the ends of time To fill the gaping void in whole, looping wavelengths From the well of your soul, such loneliness To make Siberian wolves hang heads for shame In their convivial packs Then, only then Might you detect my footprints, indistinct Marking the morning dew fall Perhaps glimpse a puff of b

Private Pics
Are there anybody on my friends list that hasn't seen my private pics that wants to see my private pics, ask me and i will let you see them. Either leave me a shout inthe shoutbox about wanting to see them or a private message. when you do message me i will let you see them and you can rate them and comment on them, but you only have 15 minutes, sorry if you don't think that isn't enough time, but i think it is, becuase there are only 8 pics in there.

Scarred To Death
Man i was just on AIM minding my own business chatting with a few people when someone asked to be added to my list...i figured it was someone i knew since i dont give my stuff out alot...so i start talking to her and ask who she was...she said so and so from some other website...so i go look on there and its some 16 yr old girl!!!! The first thing i thought was those shows on dateline where they get those old pervs trying to hook up with a young girl...so i asked her if she was really 16, and she said yeah...i quickly told her i gotta go, that i wasnt trying to get caught up in nothing, but she still wanted to talk...i basically had to get nasty with her and tell her to leave me alone, and she finally stopped...man all i could imagine was seeing some camera and microphone at my front door asking what i was doing with a minor...so be careful who you give those addresses out too, especially you fellas...you never know what you might get caught up in out here.

Lc And All Of Us
Thought I'd ask....Have we lost the fine art of communication, face to face? Do we choose to hide behind a screen name or pictures that may or may not be us? Is this just the new median to meet people and communicate or have we all been jaded and fear of rejection? I prefer face to face conversation. I love to read body language and am quite adept at it. Due to work and family schedules, I am relegated to this median to stay intouch with friends... Just wondering how you'll feel

A Personal Poem I Had Written About My Lost Child
FORGIVEN SOUL Cries out loud as I begin to sore As the sounds of a crash begin to roar Around the clouds with a thought in mind It started out as an awful crime Counting the moments before we hit Wondering where it might make me sit As my arms begin to fold Praying O'Lord don’t take her soul In moments so many around Laying there on the ground Gasping at each and every breath Knowing this is going to be a mess Prayed for months and days on end Till one day she came to rest Who was it that I needed to forgive? The Lord 'O Mighty was it him? No, it was my lil angel Come to say…… I love you Mom, and all is ok Written by: JJ 063002

A Tramatic Time
SOULS Swishing with blood, dripping from an open sore The days doom at the edge of a sword Souls escape in the mist of the night Only to see, the darkest of skies With the cutting edge of a jagged knife Ready to take my one and only life Souls are searching in every corner By night mist and over the shoulder The blood draining from a broken heart The soul is seeking out every tart To bind them to the souls of hate Why must it always end too late? Written by: JJ 12-18-01

Wtf Celiberty Bullshit
WTF SO I HAVE TO BE A FUCKEN STAR TO HAVE AND INSTANT 2500 PHOTOS AND AN AUTOMATIC CHERRY RANKING I THINK THIS IS BS I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF THESE PPL AND HELL I READ ALOT OF PEOPLE MAG..ROLLING STONES..US MAGAZINE..AND OTHERS AND I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF CHANTELL OR WHAT EVER THE FUCK HER NAME IS UGGGGGGGGG FUCK IT IF I GET KICKED OUT FOR THIS SHIT THEN WE KNOW WHO IS PLAYING FAV HUH WELL ENOUGH SAID FUCK ALL THIS SHIT..US REGULAR LC PPL HAVE TO EARN OUR RANKING OUR PHOTOS AND ECT..YA'LL KNOW WHAT I MEAN...SO UGGGGGGGGGGG

Scream Or Cry? Fucking Snake Died
Ekar May 1 2005 to October 10th 2006 My daughter knocked over his cage almost a month ago, he got a nasty gash behind his left jaw, was stitched up promptly.My brother force fed him tonight, smallest baby mice we could find, since he hadnt eaten in almost a month and half... I checked on him a short bit ago, and he's done. Im not sure if I want to scream about it, or cry about it. I probably wont do either. At least he doesnt hurt anymore. -Loyal

Damnit Shit Fuck...!
My single biggest pet peeve about being single...its not the sex...or any of that shit. Its waking up in the middle of the night because of a bad dream all shaken without a firm grasp on reality for the first few minutes...and NOT having someone in bed next to me to tell me everything is ok, ask me what it was about,and hold me until i fall asleep again. I mean seriously its not like i have bad dreams a lot, shit i dont even have any dreams very often at all, but when i do it would be really nice if i had someone around. where where where is my one and only prince or princess? does anybody know. *yawn* time to try to go back to sleep.

Life
It is Monday and I am putting in 10 hour days so I won't be able to spend that much time tonight. I will tell you that I sometimes write to get comments. I sometimes write to relay a message to someone in the way of a parable. I sometimes write just to air the thoughts in my head. Last night was a little of all of those. As for my subject matter and the comments I got let me say just a few things. 1. Four rules from Christ: A. Love everyone or the doors of heaven won't open for you. B. Forgive everyone or the doors of heaven won't open to for you. C. Obey these two commanements. Love and worship God first. D. and second..... love your neighbor as you love yourself......... the rest will fall in place. IE: Would you steal from yourself? Would you murder yourself? Would you commit adultery against yourself? See what I mean? 2. Don't judge anyone until you have walked in their shoes. I tell this to my kids all the time. 3. O

The Homeless
I dont think enough is being done for the homless in Australia the Govt always uses money for useless things like ticket take parades for sporting heroes etc when there are more homeless on the streets every day going without food shelter its disgusting. The shelters are full most times & more ppl have to suffer. I think more money should be put into these shelters rather than being wasted on immaterial things. I just hope ythat one day there will be no homlwess ppl anywhere

Don't Close Your Blinds
I just read this in a Bulletin -- Guess what -- I had to BLOG IT (After a tear or two) The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. He thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that ev ery house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and

What Is Wrong With This Site?
OVER THE LAST FEW DAYS, I HAVE HEARD MORE BITCHING AND NAME CALLING AND RAICIAL REMARKS, THAN I'VE HEARD IN THE WORLD FOR THE LAST YEAR. WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE LIKE THAT? MY BEST FRIEND ON HERE JUST CLOSED HER ACCOUNT. I'VE RATED AND COMMENTED ON SO MANY PEOPLE ( 69 FRIENDS, 48 FANS ) AND THIER PICTURES TOO. I HAVE MAYBE 9 PEOPLE THAT BECAME FANS. THE REST HAVE NEVER VISITED MY PAGE AND ABOUT 60 FRIENDS THAT DIDN'T EVER VISIT MY PAGE, RATE OR COMMENT ON PICTURES. TO MOST THIS IS A NUMBERS GAME. EVERYONE TRYING TO LEVEL UP. LET ME ASK THE QUESTION. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN YOU ARE AS HIGH AS YOU CAN GO AND POINTS DON'T MATTER ANY MORE. WHAT THEN? YOU'VE USED THOUSANDS OF POTENTIAL FRIENDS FOR YOUR GAIN AND SHOWED THEM THAT YOU ARE ALL ABOUT YOURSELF. I THOUGHT THAT THIS WAS A PLACE TO MAKE FRIENDS, HAVE A GOOD TIME. TALK OVER PROBLEMS THAT YOUR "FRIENDS" MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP YOU OUT WITH.YOU KNOW A "FRIEND". THAT'S WHAT "FRIENDS" ARE FOR. TO HELP EACHOTHER OUT, LEND A SHOU

India, 15-19 Oct 2006
for all of you who envy me, and think it must be great to travel at company expenses to the four corners of this planet, here's my program for my next trip to India: ° Arrive Delhi on 15th night/16th early hours ° Meet Jindal Steel & Power at 10.30 hrs on 16/10 ° Leave Delhi for Kolkata by IC - 264 on 16/10 : Dep Delhi at 17.00 hrs and arrival Kolkata at 18.55 hrs on 16/10 (I'll have some gin & tonics then, lol) ° Leave Kolkata (Howrah Railway Station) for Tatanagar by Train on 17/10 morning : Departure Kolkata at 06.10 hrs (means getting up at 4 am, maybe i don't go to sleep and continue with the gin & tonic) & arrival Tatanagar at 09.45 hrs ° Meeting with Tata Steel officials on 17/10 ° Leave Tatanagar Railway Station for Kolkata on 17/10: Dep Tatanagar at 20.00 Hrs and arrive Bhubneshwar on 18th Morning at around 08.00hrs . ° Leave Bhubneshwar on 18/10 at 9.00/9.30 for Jindal Stainless Plant at Jajpur. Reach Jajpur by about 11.30 hrs ° Leave Jajpur in the afternoon around

2 Tough Questions
Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? -----------------------------------------------------

One Flaw In Women
Body: one flaw in women Body: Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.

The 8 Most Important Men In A Woman's Life
1. The DOCTOR: because he says, "Take off your clothes." 2. The DENTIST: because he says, "Open wide." 3. The MILKMAN: because he says, "Do you want it in the front or back?" 4. The HAIRDRESSER: because he says, "Do you want it teased or blown?" 5. The INTERIOR DECORATOR: because he says, "Once it's in, you'll love it." 6. The BAKER: because he always waits for his loaf to rise before he puts it in the oven. 7. The BANKER: because he says, "If you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest." 8. The HUNTER: because he always goes deep in the bush, he always shoots twice, and he always eats what he shoots.

Who Wants To Join Me?
just thought id let ya know that i am in a really good mood today...even though i feel like shyt... i dont know what brought on this happy feeling, but ima take advantage of it... you should too if ive been crabby to you lately coz i aint felt well...nows the time to talk to me... im sorry if i did get bitchy with you though... so if uve been wantin to ask me somethin or whatever...nows the time... talk to you all soon... luv and cuddlez ~Hawkeye~ By the way im makin breakfast potatoes o'brian chorizo and eggs and some sort of meat... anybody wanna join me... oh and theyll be coffee too gotta have that

Separation
I gotta tell you, this getting separated and breaking off a relationship after 30 years is a tough thing to do. People just don't know how hard it is, even if you are unhapy in your relationship, to make that step to make a change. I think that may be the toughest part--taking the first step--because we all think as the old saying goes: "the devil you know is better than the devil you don't". But after you take that first step off the cliff, you realize that now you can be responsible for your own happiness---and life will be for you what you make of it. It becomes sort of exciting. At times, you get almost giddy, and at others are scared to death, but all in all, so far I like the ride. People have asked---are you lonely. My answer is: No. there is a difference between being alone and lonely. Being alone is a state of being---being lonely is a state of mind. A person can be alone and not lonely--or lonely but not alone. As long as you feel good about who you are, there is no reas

I Love U !!!!!
LOVE ME IS ALL I WANT FROM U,LOVE ME EVERY WAY BUT LOOSE.LOVE MAKES ME WANT TOO NURTURE U.A CANDLE LIGHT DINNER FOR TWO. ME LOOKIN IN YOUR EYES SO SENSUAL,SO TRUE. I CAN LOVE U ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE,IF U PROMISE TO BE TRUE. LETS LIVE AN HONEST LIFE.I CAN GIVE YOU THE TYPE LOVE THAT WOULD TURN HEADS.LET THEM MOCK OUR LOVE.CAUSE IT'S PERFECT AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TOO ME!!!!!

S.o.s
hey budddies, friends, pals, going into the hospital tomorrow for a surgery wont be in long but i could use some love from you guys. i'm trying to level up ive got 1900 points to go and L C says i used up my ratings for today if you could just check out the profile one more time and rate any pics you havent rated it would really help. add me as a fan or whatever i will do the same to all my cherry family have a good one

Public
A strange feeling when public suddenly gets more public then expected and I can’t even find it yet I’m sure it’s somewhere if not where is it from? I still need a vacation but instead I think I will have to look for a job since my plans vanished. One day and it can really make me sick, that’s the main problem isn’t it? Saying one thing yet doing another. What a wonderful place it could be if people would just stick to their word, but then do I? I try but it’s not enough and I lie you know… no you don’t and if I told you, you wouldn’t belief it, would you?

Crimson Red Blood
Crimson red blood runs down my arms to your bitter sweet lips of eternal kiss. with every last breath in an endless dream with the sweet soft serenity of a bloody mess. I remember the wind blowing past ur bloody dress, through the tress, haveing the deepest touch. I watched you fire red hair as i drifted away, Like an ocean of blood calling to me. I recall the darkness sweeping the land as if the darkest rain cloud was forming to bring fury from gods hand. Its hard to beleive that you threw me away. u let me go and you turned your face. I never really got to know you before it ended like this. Now I am helpless and you are gone. Crimson red blood runs down my arms to your bitter sweet lips of eternal kiss. I know that i will miss once you buried beneath the soil in my backyard.

Peace Plan
You gotta love Robin Williams......Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good 'ole' boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder wi

Rip Sgt John A. Carroll
I just found out that my boy, my blood, my best friend that i have known for 6-7 years was killed in iraq. PLEASE KEEP HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!! Sgt. John A. Carroll 26 1st Battalion, 6th Infantry Regiment, 1st Armored Division Ponca City, Oklahoma Died of injuries sustained when he came in contact with enemy forces using small arms fire during a dismounted security patrol in Ramadi, Iraq, on September 6, 2006 BabyBoy~ I miss you! I know you are down there looking up on me. but thats always been you Brother Fox. You will always live on in my heart. I just cant believe that you are gone! You swore to me that nothing would ever happen! You told me you'd make it back! but alas, buttmunch, you didnt. but i know that you are raising hell in hell you shithead! I love you John! "My father once told me,Childhood ends as soon as you know that one day you will die" ~Sgt John A. Carroll *~*Jen, your Sweetheart*~* grr grr grr grumble grum

Itz My Last Day
2day iz the day im leavin lc..if u aint get my bulletin few days ago im leavin cause this site iz borin..theres nothging fun 2 di on it..tired of the drama and 2 many god damn lil jailbait female hos tryn a B adults...if u want 2 stay in touch hit me up Yahoo:thexfactor612 AIM:thexfactor612 E-Mail:thexfactor612@yahoo.com yall stay up and hit me up if u want....peace

Virgil
Hello, is this here the Sheriff's Office?" "Yes, what can I do for you?" "I'm calling t' report my nabor Virgil Smith. He's drillin' holes in his farwood and hiding mareewanna inside." "Thank-you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff and his deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they split every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. The phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here is Floyd. Did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they split yer farwood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday, buddy!"

Scars
Pain like a bleading wound a broken heart a gash that splits the flesh for the world to see it comes in many forms but the hurt is all the same sometimes you put them there other times they are forced upon you and life has no pitty. but in time you become hard the torn flesh mends itself and a scar where a once deep cut had lie has healed but still, it remains for the world to see then you pick up your life and do what you have done so many times before move along with your held held high cause you know deep inside no matter how bad you still hurt you have two options and your stubborn self won't let the devil take win your soul he must not win because you know deep inside that will be one scar that will never hearl

The Games People Play
you say you love him, he says he loves you, you tell him that you will love him forever, he says the same to you, you tell him he's the only one for you , he tells you he wants to marry you. You give him your number, he calls but not much is said, you feel the tention, is it because you are both afraid of what the other might say? you see his face on a cam and think thats the man for me, he sees you and says your the only true love for me. Is it a game? Playing with someones heart. Is it a game to tell 2 women that they are both your true love? Is love a game where there are really no winners? Why do people play the games that they must play? Where is the honesty? or is that hidden behind a a screen? are the words "I Love You" so easy to say, with no regards to the person that, its being said to? I have heard I love you, but now know its not true. Because i see the truth, and My love is not you. The games people play............

Path Number :)
I agree with all of this except for the first paragraph.. :) Your Life Path Number is 11 Your purpose in life is to inspire others Your amazing energy draws people to you, and you give them great insight in return. You hold a great amount of power over others, without even trying. You have the makings of an inventor, artist, religious leader, or prophet. In love, you are sensitive and passionate. You connect with your partner on a very deep level. You have great abilities, but you are often way too critical of yourself. You don't fit in - and instead of celebrating your differences, you dwell on them. You have high expectations of yourself. But sometimes you set them too high and don't achieve anything. What Is Your Life Path Number?

Fuck
God dammit! NOONE EVER GIVES ME CREDIT FOR ANYTHING! They always think I cant do or wont! Always yelling at me calling me dumbass! And its everyone that does it. MY parents are getting better they are the most improved and my job they are also seeing that I can do things. But friends, my brother, other family members. They never give me credit or think I can do it and still treat me like im 10! Im fucking 18 yrs old! Will I ever get a break?

Hotel Sex Party In Ottawa
We're holding a hotel party up in Ottawa, Ontario on Saturday, October 21st for the members of our Adult Lifestyles Network website. Many of us are coming in from out of town, so we're staying at the hotel Saturday night. We'll start down in the bar, then move up to the huge party suite we have, and just take it from there. For more information, you need to go to the ALN website at http://www.adultlifestylesnetwork.com/ or my website at http://www.carolcox.com/. This is a members Only Appreciation Party.

Feeding The Flies
It is living inside of me like any virus Stop me if you've heard this all before I'm pretty sure you have but you'd like to be lured back in So smile and flirt "Wouldn't you like to stay the night?" "Why of course not my love, can't you see the skies letting loose?" Suspended like a tight-rope walker over the ocean Blowing kisses to the drowning mass Sainted by your self-sacrificial ways Let me greet you with open arms A knife held in each hand Perhaps then you'd get the point Perhaps you'd understand Stab. Choke. Lie. Choke I'd love to watch you die Choke Oh how I tire of circles Every now and then I'd prefer to repeat life in straight lines At least then I'd see just where I'm headed And where I've come from The buzzing flies await The feeding maggots behind All my life I've been ascending Only to be eaten alive

End Of The Season
Hi My fellow yankee fans, Well it was a hell of a run this year and I know that you all were waiting to hear how I felt on the team after this weekend. I think this was by far one of the toughest seasons in our history and the only times tougher was the 80's. We had huge injuries that everyone thought we were done once two of our 100 rbi guys went down. We had our young guns come in and fill that void. We then went out and got a great acquisition in Bobby Abreau. Our captain had a hell of a season and will be named the AL MVP. Not since Mickey Mantle has a player won the rookie of the year and MVP. The best news out of this season was that we took over first place from the Sux when it looked like they were going to run away with it. So let's not forget the great things and the joy that our team gave us this season. Now for the way we ended it. After the first game I thought along with all of you that this was going to be number 27. The team felt that way too, but you have to giv

Omg I Can't Keep Up!!!
Sometimes it gets REALLY TOUGH to try to keep track of everything going on here; that I feel I might forget there are friends who would want to message or chat with me and I would like to do the same. Anyone who wants to chat, feel free to pull me aside. I'd love to have a conversation with you anytime! Always remember that even if I don't send you a message, it doesn't mean I'm gonna shut you out!

Sincerity
So I went to a buffet tonight. I was more hungry than concerned about the quality of the food so I tried a new place. I’m just going to call it a buffet right now because this is not about an ethnic group, or social differences, it’s all about sincerity as compared to going through the motions. I saw they had General Tso’s chicken, egg rolls, etc, and thought, “Ok, cool, I’ll try this.” I was the only patron in the place. The host came up to me and asked, “Just one?” I turned and looked behind me, over both shoulders before answering yes, and was lead to my table. The service was good, which one would hope, being the only guest in the place. The entire meal I was served by the same guy. After eating I walked up to the counter to pay and the same guy raced to man the cash register. He looked at me and asked, “Just one buffet?” Again, I paused, looked over both shoulders, then turned and said, “Yes”. Anyway, I try to look at everything as an opportunity and maybe I’ll examine my ow

Confusing
Today we spoke and cleared things up but some just got me more confused.Do you want me for your own or do you want me just to use?Of course I want a relationship that doesnt meen it has to be serious.We really need to sit and talk because ignoring this isnt doing either of us any good!

Well All
I am down to my last 24 hours online for a while..hope everyone stays well..I will try to message and comment some of you before I leave...and for those of you that I have become pretty close to, I will let you know when I safely arrive at my destination...love you all..hope I get to talk to a few of you one last time. MUAH!!!!!

Ignorant In Laws Part 3
Why and how could you leave your children with strangers, then say that you have important business to take care of and that you will be gone for three weeks then lie about the fact that your ex-husband beat you when he never touched you and you wait until he dies to say that shit. What kind of person threatens to put your husband in jail because he wont let you see his kids? What kind of a person calls themselves christians and turns right aropund not even five minutes later and calls the police on you and your husband and lies to the police about you and the kids have no food and that you and the kids are being beaten everyday and that you are strung out on drugs and none of that is true, but yet she says that she loves you and your husband but everytime you turn around you have to police in your face telling you that you did this or you did that and once they find out that there is no merit to what was said there is no I sorry for the wasts of our and your time nor the i was wrong o

Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage100%Biting92%Whips83%Blood42%Blind Folds33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Heal Me
I dont care where it ends to night take your time til the morning light ive broken a promise to myself but never again this time there is no end just alot of broken dreams its never as easy as it seems forgive me with your life forgive me lift me higher stay tonite stay tonight so i can live again stay tonight im crying out your name ill give you my soul take it ill give you my heart dont break it heal me save me save my life and together as one well lift higher to the sun

Your Wish Come True
A black cop pulls over two rednecks The cop walks up to the drivers window and motions him to roll the window down.The redneck complies quickly. The cop takes his clipboard and slaps the redneck upside the head. "What was that for?"' the startled redneack asked. "for not having your window down when I got here",replies the cop."Now, let me see your license. registration and proof of insurance." The redneck quickly gathers his paperwork and hands it to the officer.The cop takes his clipboard and hits the guy upside the head again. "What was that for?", the redneck whines. "For not having it ready when i got here.", he replies After finishing writing redneck 1 a ticket he walks to the passenger side.The passenger having witnessed the head slapping had his window down and license waiting on the cop.The cop takes his clipboard and BAM slaps him upside the head. "What was that for?", cries redneck2 "Just made your wish come true son."replies the cop "WHat wish?!?!?!?"exclaims the

Ignorant In Laws Part 6
I was just talking with a few really good friends and each one gave me some very comforting advise, but I dont understand is how my mother in law can tell me that she loves me the husband and try to get my parole revoked for know reason. I keep asking myself why is this happening and i dont know. I should have known something was wrong when i would send my baby over to grandmothers house and my then 8 year old would call me at three oclock in the morning crying asking me to please come and pick her up and even then i knew something was wrong but I couldnt and i didnt think about that this could be happening to my daughter I thiought that she was safe at her grandmothers house i thought that I could trust them to protect my little girl and i was wrong and i blame myself for what has happened to her and I dont think that i could ever forgive myself for what happened to her and that the hardest thing that i am dealing with right now.

Job Change
SO I AM CURRENTLY A NIGHT MANAGER FOR A LOCAL TRUCKING COMPANY. I MAKE GOOD MONEY BUT I AM STRESSED OUT BIG TIME. THE JOB IS OK BUT THE BULL SHIT I PUT UP WITH SUCKS. I COME FROM A FARMING BACKGROUND MY GRANDPARENTS FARMED,MY UNCLE FARMED, AND I WORKED ON AND OFF THE FARM AFTER H.S. SO IT IS IN MY BLOOD IT IS SOMETHING I LOVE TO DO (A PASSION YOU CAN CALL IT). THE BIG PROBLEM IS I WON'T BE BRING HOME AS MUCH MONEY BUT ON THE OHER SIDE. IT IS 5 MILES FROM HOME (CURRENTLY DRIVE 50 ROUND),THE STRESS WOULD GO DOWN, AND I MIGHT EVEN QUIT SMOKING. SO THEREFORE SAVING MONEY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. HELL I MIGHT NOT EVEN GET THE JOB. SO THERE I VENTED A LITTLE. THANKS SCOOTER

A Dream........
the warmth of your love burns my soul... it is too hot, too intense... I have never experienced such emotion, except within my own heart... you reach for my hand, and the heat of your passion ignites my own... a simple touch is almost unbearable... your kiss, so full of fire, sets my mind ablaze... your eternal flame consumes every part of who I am... I become part of you, part of your inferno... never to return to myself, I am yours now... given to you in a moment, but yours for a lifetime... Michelle Lewis......10/10/06

A Devil's Misery
ive told you before im not waiting all fucking day so go back to your life of misery back to a place where life has no meaning no fallen angels and no feelings i promised you everything a world you cant realize youre too busy in misery empty thoughts and devils lies see the demon break its back never ever come back ive never let you see me cry before that happens id rather die and be sent to the heavens above taking back all my love

Yay Layers.
Yeah, I'm a big dork. More Randomness and Things YOu didn't need to know. LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE Name: Brandy Birth date: 09-14-1982 Current Location: in front of my computer, one would suppose Eye Color: green, blue, brown, whatever the fuck color they feel like being, but usually green. Hair Color: Blonde, but my brown roots are showing (oops) Righty or Lefty: I use both Zodiac Sign: Virgo LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE Your heritage: German, Czech, English. WHITE GIRL. Your fears: snakes, spiders, heights, commitment, clowns, needles Your weakness: sexy street tuners, sexy younger boys, Candies (the cologn) for men (yummers), technology Your perfect pizza: pepperoni, xtra, xtra, xtra, and xtra cheese, jalapano Goal you'd like to achieve:figuring out what I want to do when I grow up, get my pharmacy technician certification and lose some poundage. LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW Your thoughts when first waking up: Fuck I have to pee, and damn I don't want

If You Find The Love Of Your Life In Another State...
would you --- 1. Move to their State and leave your friends behind? 2. Have them move to your State and leave their friends behind? 3. Both move to a new State and try to have a happy medium while both are creating new friends as a couple? Just curious.... K

The Most Beautiful Heart
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You m

All You Lovely Babies!
JUST A QUICK NOTE, TO SAY THANKS FOR SHOWING SO MUCH LOVE AND WELCOMING ME WITH OPEN ARMS. I HAVE HAD A ROUGH TIME OF IT LATELY. JUST HAD BACK SURGERY AND THE RECOVERY IS VERY SLOW. TOO YOUNG FOR THIS, AT LEAST I HAVING FEELING BACK IN MY LEFT SIDE AGAIN, AFTER SIX YEARS OF NOT HAVING IT! SO, I WILL TRY TO LEAVE AS MUCH LOVE AS I CAN. I ADORE YOU ALL AND FOREVER YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART. LOVE AND KISSES! MWAHHHH! XOXOXO

Bitter Blood
Bitter Blood A life undemanding, a freedom not given. The severed ties tangled apart un-forgiven. A bitter blood weeping the tears of a year. The heart of a lover beats loud and clear. The dreamscape forgotten a landslide in place, an unmoving hand holding its place. The treason of one the injustice of another. The bite marks cut deep in the vein of the lover. A cold eye of winter a smile like daggers. The dark in the darkness holds still for hours. A moment of courage a life's light gone out. The crimson petals fall all about. The dream of a life time the death of an hour. With one word a monster unleashes its power. The death of the lover the corpse white and rotten, the once bitter blood all but forgotten.

Did I Really Mean So Little
I sit here lonely... Wondering what he is doing If he is thinking of me Did I really mean so little Why does it feel like a knife Slowly pressing in my skin I just want to escape all the hurt and the pain I think about all the things said Thought you would be there Why do you push me away Did I really mean so little Please help me Before I am lost for good

Day 9 And 10, Busy Busy Busy
Work work work...Yesterday and Today were cool. Yesterday we went over the electrical system, and how it all works! Then today we actually started programming and testing the robot! Cool as hell!!! We have been having a blast! Other than that I have to say THANK YOU to everyone who's been showin the love. Almost up a level, about 200 more points! I will be returning the love this weekend, so don't worry I haven't forgotten about you. I am in the middle of writing reports AND trying to return the love. It's a pain in the ass doing both, and unfortunately I have to concentrate on the reports (my paycheck depends on it)!!!! But I have Saturday morning and Sunday night set aside strictly for returning the luv!!!!! Well I have to get back to my reports, but I'll check in every so often to answer shoutouts, and return love one cherry at a time! Later Gators, -Fred Jr.

Tagged
http://www.GraffitiGen.com/ - Graffiti - Graffiti Creator each player of this game starts 6 weird things or habbits about themselves. people who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 wierd things or habbits, and state this rule clearly. choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and go check out your blog for details. it's fun! okay so........here they are.......... 1. i have issues with apperence of myself. 2. my kids don't give me time to myself or my husband. 3. i wish i never got so fat being pregnat three times, my belly is so streched. 4. wish for more quallity time with my husband. 5. i love to party and hang with people that think just like me. 6. wish i could travel all over not just our country, like paris, ect.... hopefully i did this right. i choose for my 6 people...... syn beautiful scars fyerfly hoochie nikki becky okay come on ya'll do this thing!!!!!!!!!!

My Heart
Sometimes you are lucky enough for a shining star to come into your life.What happens to your heart when that light goes out of your night?All it takes is a little time and patience and everything will be all right. Here is my heart bleeding before your feet. Here is my love!Go ahead take it from me. I ask only in return for your strength. Give me your hand pull me up again! it feels like love is just a game of hide and seek!What you might find will never reveal the hidden.The pain behind a face!A girl could walk a million miles before being knocked down again. Here is my heart bleeding before your feet. Here is my love!Go ahead and take it from me. I ask only in return for your strength. Give me your hand and pull me up again! In a world spining out of control were does happiness reside?Can you give it to me?Will you erase the pain inside or give some more to me?

Stronger
A smile that could change the color into hue a smile that could replace rain into sunshine a smile that could brighten somebody's day a smile that could ease somebody's pain a smile that can hide whats on the mind a smile that could take away somebody's sorrow a smile that could wash away problems a smile... that only YOU can show... You who has the power to make me weaker but can make me stronger because of that certain smile

Love Is Worth The Pain, I Promise
I think your heart grows back bigger ya know, once you get the shit beat out of you. And the universe lets your heart expand that way, cause thats the function of all this pain and heartache that you go through and you gotta go through that to come out to a better place ~ Must Love Dogs Love is as strong as death. Why be capable of feelings if we're not to have them? Why long for things if they're not meant to be ours? ~ Tristan and Isolde I do not know if life is greater than death. But love was more than either ~ Tristan and Isolde Well, love you get over in two months, big love you get over in two years, and great love, well great love... changes your life ~ Win a Date With Tad Hamilton I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One ~ City of Angels LeAnn Rimes is not my favorite singer..but this song perfectly describes the grief and angst that I go through on a daily basis. Even two and

So I'm Licking This Toad....
SO I'm licking this toad, because someone told me that it was a cure for baldness, when I remembered that this same person had told me that cyanide would cure my insomnia. I'm beginning to wonder what their motive is with all these homeophobic treatments. Homeopathic? Is that the right word? No matter. I ain't no homer-sexual.

You Have Been Tagged.... So Have I :)
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.My cat ate my bird a few months ago.. but I still have my cage in the living room for memory purposes... heheh 2.Finding Nemo is one my my favorite movies 3.I refuse to watch Extreme Home Makeover because I know I'll cry at the end 4.When the house is clean I feel relaxed.. no chaos 5.When I eat I have a fork in one hand and the other hand.. my fingers wiggle.. yes.. I don't get it either 6.I love inside jokes.. my husband and I have so many.. we don't even have to say a word.. just a look and smile and we know ... aaaawwww... Now this is fun here is who I am tagging! Stina, HBH, Thump

Whole-self Well-being
How The Body Clears Energy Whole-self well-being is, in part, the result of a harmonious flow of energy between our physical and mental selves. When this flow is thrown out of balance for any reason, the body and mind react to one another rather than act cooperatively. Ongoing stress, sadness, anxiety, excitement, and fear can overwhelm the cerebral self, causing traumatic energy to be channeled into the body. The body then responds by taking steps to organically dispel the energy that has burdened it and expressing it by means of physical symptoms such as illness, fatigue, or disease. In some cases, these symptoms can simply be allowed to run their natural course and recovery will come about naturally. In most instances, however, health and wellness can only be restored by a dual course of treatment that acknowledges both the physical manifestations of energy clearing and the underlying emotional causes. Many of the ailments we experience over the course of our lives can be indi

Once Again Hump Day!!!
YES its Hump Day Again!!!! Whoohoo!!!..Its a rainy, cloudy, miserable day in British Columbia, Canada, but hey oh well!! Grab whomever, go back to bed and make use of this glorious hump day!! Enjoy! Have A Great Hump Day Everyone!! Loves & Tickles!

My Baby Is Changing
i mean look how much he has changed here are his hospital pics...a friend put them into a collage here he is at one month...well a little over here he is at a little over 2 months here he is now

Thanks To Jth1206kp.....the Rainbow Bridge.
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when

Shattered
A SHATTERED HEART IS HARD TO LIVE WITH IT HURTS AND YOU SEEM TO BE ALWAY'S CRYING....MAYBE NOT ON THE OUTSIDE BUT ON THE INSIDE YOU ARE. WONDERING WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN NEXT FEARING EVERYMINUTE OF YOUR DAY....TRYING HIDE YOUR PAIN AWAY....SEEM'S LIKE NOBODY UNDERSTANDS....FEELING COLD AND ALL ALONE. CRYING OUT HOPING SOMEONE WILL HEAR BUT NO ONE IS AROUND. THE TEARS FALL AND TRY AND STOP THEM BUT THE STEADLY FALL. WHEN DOES THE PAIN END WHEN CAN I FEEL HAPPY AGAIN.

Wow I'm Soooo Surprised Lol W/e
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Love Stye
Your Love Style is Manic For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time And while it's exciting and exhilarating... It's also stressful and scary! What's Your Love Style?

Bullshit
YEAH I THINK I OUGHT TO TAKE EVERYONES ADVICE AND LOOK AT WHATS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE.. I AM SO HURT AND MAD RIGHT NOW THAT I CANT SEE STRAIGHT . BUT I GUESS THATS WHAT THE INTERNET DOES TO YOU.. SO IVE GOT A FEW TO THINK.. MIGHT JUST STOP ALL THE LC'IN AND DELETE THE PAGE.. I GOTTA THINK ABOUT IT THOUGH. CAUSE I HAVE MET SOME GREATTTTTT FRIENDS ON HERE.. JUST TIRED OF LIES AND BULLCRAP.. PEACE OUT

I'm Out
Oh hell yeah...I'm off to sail the high seas in the Carribean and wanted to say laterz, I'll miss ya..my family..friends..and scout ;) Take care and I'll talk to y'all next week unless I am kidnapped by white slavers or more likely hit by an iceburg lol Have a good one! Love ya T

To All The Haters
People say I talk too much I don't care I talk too much Momma say I failed in life I don't care I failed in life Daddy says I drink too much I don't care I drink too much People say I'm headed nowhere And I don't fuckin care Jimmy Johnson's gonna die Sarah Suzie's gonna die Everybody's dying slow I don't give a fuck though I'm only short like fifty bucks I couldn't give fifty fucks I could really use some help You can go and fuck yourself Everybody's gonna die Terror fallin' from the sky Mothers with they children cry And I could give a fuck why They say you'll never walk again Well go plug the Sega in I think somebody stole my truck Tell someone who gives a fuck The entire world is falling The entire world is falling The entire world is falling The entire world is falling How much do they charge in there? Wait a minute, I don't care I'ma shoot you in the face I'll tell you how the bullets taste Critics say you immitate I don't give a fuckulate 50

Grrrr
I am about this close to strangling my mother. If I could give any advice to girls planning their wedding, don't have your mother pay for everything. You see I'm just like my mother, very opinionated. One difference being that our opinions are quite different. So when it comes to types of cakes or flowers, ect. I disagree with a lot of what she says. And I should eb able to voice my opinion considering it is MY wedding! But she seems to think that everything she suggests I should just agree with since she is paying for the whole shabang. So I'm fucked. I guess I will just have to live my dream wedding through my daughter!

For My Son Damion
mY LOVE FOR YOU My love for you i LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN EXPLAIN, EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE NOT HERE TO HOLD AND SMILE AT I HAVE A PLACE FOR YOU IN MY HEART THAT NO OTHER WILL BE EVER ABLE TO FILL. YOU WERE MY SON AND MY PRIDE AND JOY. i MISS HOLDING YOU AND SEEING YOUR SWEET SMILING FACE i WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT YOUR MOMMY LOVES AND MISSES YOU YOU MY SON HAVE MY LOVE FOREVER AND ALWAYS

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Don't Go To Bed...
Don't Go To Bed.... I've heard it said don't go to bed while hanging on to sorrow, you may not have the chance to laugh with those you love tomorrow. You may not mean the words you speak when anger takes its toll, you may regret your actions once you've lost your self control. When you've lost your temper and you've said some hurtful things, think about the heartache that your actions sometime bring. You'll never get those moments back, such precious time to waste, and all because of things you said in anger and in haste. So if you're loving someone and your pride has settled in, you may not ever have the chance to say to them again... "I love you and I miss you and although we don't agree, I'll try to see your point of view, please do the same for me." ---Author Unknown

Tag You're It
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1)I'm a perfectionist. If it is not perfect then I try till I get right. (helps in the bedroom ladies ) 2)I cook, clean, wash dishes and do the laundry, for a guy to do this would be weard to the ladies. 3)I sleep with 4 pillows, 2 under my head, 1 between my legs and 1 to hug. 4)I'm a packrat 5)I collect dragons 6)I'm shy these are my weard things about me. the 6 friends I'm sending this to. 1)feeling strangly fine 2)christy 3)bablgirl 4)fastforward 5)happy1anne 6)sweetheart

Lovers Night
A special dinner, That's what he set out to do. To show her how special she was, To show her his love was true. A candle light dinner, He made for them to eat. Looking deep into her eyes, Their souls did meet. After they ate dinner, To the couch they did retire. Curled up together with a movie, And the sweet glow of a fire. So relaxed and content, A feeling of heavenly bliss. On the back of her neck, He placed a sweet soft kiss. It sent a shiver down her spine, And she turned and held him tight. Whispering softly in his ear, Make love to me all night. He said I'll be right back, As he got up off the couch. Into his bedroom he went, Then pulled out a pouch. He pulled out rose pedals, And laid them all over the bed. Hundreds of rose pedals, White, yellow, pink and red. Around the room, Candle after candle he did light. Making a soft glow in the room, That flicked in the night. He went to the couch, And took her by the hand. She glowed lik

Tag Your It
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I love country music! (people tell me I'm a hick) 2. I constantly wash clothes 3. I cut the grass too often 4. I am deaf! Have two bionic ears! 5. I am addicted to LC - am on it every single night.. lol 6. I love Jack rocks, almost too much! Ok, tag, you're it... Sweet Momma Sweet Thing Sexy BabyGurl Cuddlebunny Cheryl Rose Dolphin

What A Feeling
i feel like a million dollars and there is nothing anyone can do about it..... yesterday lisa found out she is pregnant with my first child.... as you would expect i am a very excited person beyond belief...

For All The Other Single Parents
To be in your childs memories, you have to be in their lives today. Your children will become what you are; so be what you want them to be. Simply having children does not make one a parent. For all you single parents out here, dont give up hope, the best is yet to come!

*crys*
my so called mom scrayed my best friend away .. i m soo mad i am crying .. what the hell is wrong with her... i just hate her... i ahhh wht the fuck is wrong with life? its soo fucked up i get a new best friend and now he don't wnt to be my friend ... i just can hndle that .. i hate this i hate it ...

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I have not had a drink (alcohol for 28 years). Drove home one night dead drunk from a Charger game and didn't remember it. Scared the bejesus out of me and I decided life was better sober! 2. I am obsessed with sports...CHargers, Padres..or any other sporting event. I could probably go thru life with just ESPN on my TV. 3. I wear shorts almost every where, every day. Must be the San Diego weather! 4. I was never a morning person until lately. Now, I can't sleep much past 6AM. 5. I too am addicted to LC - am on it every single night.. lol 6. I recently had a great grand-daughter. Her name is Lilly! Ok, tag, you're it... I'm a Bar

New Site
Hey all...I know this can be considered cheap advertising...and it is lol...butttttt...I have decided to sell a few of the items I create. You can view them at my new website titled "Robin's World" ~ http://robinvz2000.tripod.com/ Thank you. ~~Robin

Are You Boring In Bed?
Quiz: Are You Boring in Bed? By Amy Keyishian Your Results Vanilla Sex? Nope! More Like Rocky Road Mixed with Peppermint Twist! Some like it hot. And some like it totally on fire! That's you -- men might call you a lot of things, but "boring" isn't one of them. Whoever gets to share the sheets with you is in for a wild ride, and probably appreciates the heck out of your passionate proclivities! "You've bucked the trend," says Lisa Douglass, PhD, coauthor of The Sex You Want: A Lover's Guide to Women's Sexual Pleasure (Marlowe & Co., 2003). "Studies show that sexual satisfaction is hard for a lot of women to achieve -- but if you're expressing this level of passion to your partner, you're surely in tune with your sexy side." And more power to you. "Just remember to stay true to yourself," Douglass warns. "Focus on pleasure, not performance, and together you and your partner will reach new, deeper levels of intimacy." Keep exploring and enj

Live Webcam Cumshot : Looking For Spectators
I will add content for my Sperm Gallery soon, I will do it live on my webcam. I will play with myself before, I will listen to your comments and your ideas, and maybe do what you ask :) Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with: - Your Yahoo Messenger ID - The link to your Lost Cherry profile. Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) - More Skin album - Nudity album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Sperm Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy

Hello There....
It was the best of times....it was the worst of times..... Yeah, WTFever. I'm gonna have a go at bloggin'. Is this anything like pimpin'? Anyway, this is either going to bore me very quickly, in which case you'll never even know because there just won't be any more. Or...I'll like it so much and I'll do so many that it becomes totally annoying to everyone and you all just won't even bother coming here to see what I put up, in which case there'll be no point for there to be any more. Ya follow??? Either way, nobody's gonna be reading this crap after a few days anyway....probably. I'm gonna try and keep it fresh and do a lot of different things here. I have some real funny stuff, and some lyrics to songs I'm writing and maybe even some serious things too. There's a bunch of old things I wrote on another "online community" that about maybe 9 people here on LC have ever heard of. But it was good there, so it maybe might be good here too. Gotta be an ass for just one minut

On Your Knees
I was talking with my ex wife today via yahoo. She got to talking about my relationship with God. She told me that I needed to get on my knees and pray. I politely told her that the last time i really prayed I prayed for saving my marriage, I believed and prayed and believed. What I got was divorce papers and an ex wife. With results like that its really hard to pray. Now I really feel like a lost child

Early Morning With The Kid
Ethan decided that I should wake up early this morning. He came into the bedroom and pushed me as I lay on the bed. I opened my eyes and he was smiling at me. “You want to play?” I asked. “Yeah,” he said. “Well, get up here with me.” Ethan climbed up onto the bed and when he stood up, I whacked him in the head with a pillow and knocked him down. He grabbed a pillow and tried to suffocate me, but I managed to escape from under it. I got him into a headlock and knuckled his head, but then he punched me in the kidney and I had to let go. Ethan put a chokehold on me from behind. I yelled, “Hey, that’s no fair!” But he wouldn’t let go and I had to tap out. We were both pretty tired after all that, so we went downstairs and ate some pancakes.

I Need Nyquil
2:45 in the morning, cant sleep again. Man this is getting old. Every night for a week now, bloody dreams. Old ghosts, some never go away. They lay in wait. Selfish bastards, they want me all to themselves. No matter how I fight, they dont give up. Over and over again, its exhausting. I need fucking sleep! I even tried to go to sleep telling myself it is only a dream. But no, that doesnt work :| Same goddamn dream over and over. Ive had bloody dreams before but this is insane. grrrrrr

Caty And Me
I parted the veil into the world beyound the mist. Freya greeted me as an old friend. The Goddess told me she had some one for me to meet. As I looked I saw a girl sad shy scared and alone. Who is she I asked? This is Cathy Sue for she is you. Yes that sad missing part of me had been found. As we touched I kissed her lips softly and she hugged me. We became as one on that trip beyound the veil Caty and me As we merged I felt whole Caty and me joined as one. Caty and me are one again as was ment to be. So as we return we are one Caty and me. Now the adventure begins for Caty and me Here we are take us as we are Caty and me Let the adventure begin for Caty and me Caty

Enjoying Quiet Time
Here I sit its 2:30 am and I should be sleeping... But its quiet time... Everyone is sleeping and it's nice. Earlier I was on pogo. And now I am just writing a blog then I think its beddy time.... Even though I am not working the days seem so long some times.... Its with little things.. Doing stuff for my mom or my neices or playing with Matthew.... Or doing the never ending laundry. I would love a day where I just wake up and I am pampered and spoiled and hugged and kissed. But i feel that Day will never come. Christine

Italian Men . . . . . Gotta Love 'em
Italian Men An 80-year old Italian man goes to the doctor for a check-up. The doctor is amazed at what good shape the guy is in and asks, "How do you stay in such great physical condition?" I'm Italian and I am a golfer," says the old guy, "and that's why I'm in such good shape." I'm up well before daylight and out golfing up and down the fairways." "Have a glass of vino, and all is well." "Well," says the doctor, "I'm sure that helps, but there's got to be more to it. How old was your Dad when he died?" "Who said my Dad's dead?" The doctor is amazed. "You mean you're 80 years old and your Dad's still alive. How old is he?" "He's 100 years old," says the old Italian golfer. "In fact he golfed with me this morning, and then we went to the topless beach for a walk, that's why he's still alive .. he's Italian and he's a golfer too." "Well," the doctor says, "that's great, but I'm sure there's more to it than that. How about your Dad's Dad? How old was he whe

Inside My Mind
Outside my mind I see "nothing" Similar attitudes inside the heads of the same Giving off tendencies that recreate a reality come forth Has this painting always hung on the wall? or did I not see past the strokes before now? or have I just looked at it in my own way? Some tend to push me into the chances Not wanting to face the awful truth I stop and push back upon Searching in a direction in which this awful reality doesn't exist Coming forth are many but few to trust Needing to believe the "true" still exist past the brush strokes..... Inside my mind I see "everything" Existance of truth, loyalty, and a world without puzzles Painting of simplicity, smooth strokes, and what lies beneath is just the same The book that is one in the same with its' cover Hiding only horrified memories, that don't create future mass Dared upon my past to only reveal what is here and now Hearing the light voice that time will reveal the simple "one" Near or far with the min

Survy I Took
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Chains/Handcuffs83%Blind Folds67%Bondage67%Blood33%Whips33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Had Surgary Yesterday
just lettin all that knew and are concerned i am home and am doin well...doc says doin a speedy recovery and is impressed with it all together...hope all is well with all you peeps too *wink*

To The #1 Woman In My Life...*smiles*
Happy Birthday, Kathleen. I will always love you and seeing you grow up makes me happy. You are seeing that both mom and dad are fucked up and know why I left to NC. Hope no one ruins things with fighting or complaining... Love Always dear Sis... Lenny. :)

Stealing Kisses~~faith Hill
“It’s late enough, all your kids should be home.” The policeman says as he takes your beer for his own. You remember, wondering what his wife thought about his occupation He knows that you were just chasing a dream to the town line and back and over again So he winks at your girls and tells you all “I’ll see you later” I was stealing kisses from a boy now I’m begging affection from a man in my house dress, don’t you know who I am, don’t you know who I am. Standing in your kitchen. It’s late enough, your husband’s dinner is cold, so you wrap it up and leave it for him on the stove. It’s probably the traffic again. Another important meeting. You haven’t talked to an adult all day, ’cept for your neighbor who drives you crazy. When he finally gets in, he’s sure not in the mood for talkin’. I was stealing kisses from a boy now I’m begging affection from a man in my house dress, don’t you know who I am, don’t you know who I am. I’m standing in your

I'm A November Baby :o)
JANUARY BABY Pretty/Handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Rep

Your Everything~keith Urban
The first time I looked in your eyes I knew that I would do anything for you The first time you touched my face I felt what I never felt with anyone else I wanna give back what you've given to me & I wanna witness all of your dreams Now that you've shown me who I really am I wanna be more than just your man I wanna be the wind that fills your sails & be the hand that lifts your veil be the moon that moves your tide the sun comin up in your eyes be the wheel that never rusts be the spark that lights you up all that you've been dreaming of & more so much more I wanna be your everything When you wake up I'll be the first thing you see & when it gets dark you can reach out to me I'll cherish your words & I'll finish your thoughts & I'll be your compass baby when you get lost I wanna be the wind that fills your sails & be the hand that lifts your veil be the moon that moves your tide the sun comin up in your eyes be the wheel

Oh So Great....
I'm rather confused on what to write.... So with that in mind, this might get a bit off course. One second on key with an interest of Vampirism, Then the next, Bitching and moaning over some petty emo drama.. Isn't that ever so intriguing..Makes you wanna leap for joy. So I begin with the first topic..The beginning stages, The introduction. I've grown immuned to the outbreak of malice within me, Ok, I lied there.. I don't think I'll ever adapt to this diagnosis. But who the hell cares, Right? As long as I'm keeping to my ownself. Thats considerate of me, Who ever thought I had such a state, one worthwhile paying attention to, Just for a mere split second, come on, admit it. You were intrigued.. No? Awe struck? This is me, As an individual, Presented as humane, Not as a disturbed being. Which I came to realization, it's nearly impossiable to see me not being. But I decided to come out of the shell, Unprotected to the ridiculing speeches, and the pointing of fingers. I've a

Please Help!!!!!!
I am in need of some MAJOR help. My friend who is keeping my dog for me is movin nect week and can't take my dog with her. I have a place for my dog here but i'm not able to go get my dog right now...(don't have the funds) it will only take 200 dollars for gas there and back. if ANYONE is able to help in anyway please let me know....thank u SOOOOO much and while ur at it, would u please go vote for him in the favorite pet contest...it would mean so much to me....http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=235209&albumid=61354&i=1252864575

6 Weird Habits About Me
1.when im really tired, i laugh a lot. 2.i love to sing, so i sing every where i go. 3. i need a fan on to go to sleep. 4.i need to shave my legs every other day, i hate it when my legs feel rough. 5.im obsessed with usher, he is so sexy. 6. i put on lips gloss on every where i go. Each player in this game starts wit 6 weird things or habits about themselves.People who r tagged should write a blog wit their own 6 weird habbits,and statew this rule clearly.Choose 6 people to be tagged list their names ,leave thema comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details.its fun I choose to tag Dr. West,kool j, what's really good, speakupiwannknowifyoucankeepup,da tekas pussy beater and girbaud

Pants
Great Juice Pigs song, by the way. On a related note, have you ever noticed how people at the mall just start freaking out when you take your pants off in the food court and run around screaming, "Look at my dangling balls, HA CHOO CHA!"? Weird.

El Chupacabra
If I were a funky monster trying to terrorize villagers in south america, I'd be pretty damn pissed if the only name they could come up with was "goat sucker". I mean... goat sucker? Sounds more like an inbred hick from the backwoods who has a thing for goats and their little goat weiners than a dangerous, blood-sucking creature of unknown origin. That ranks right up there with Moth Man and Skunk Ape for lame monster names. Don't even get me started on Bigfoot.

Real Slut (lol)
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

I Finally Laid It On The Line To Him....
Troy, that is, last night when we spoke that I knew he was out of state and away from his family to take care of us but after two failed marriages and him being 40 years old and starting to wear out that no matter what he says or what anybody else says, when we get out to California, I am following my passion and my true talent and that if he didn't like it, approve of it or support it, then that was his problem and I was going to do it anyway. I didn't want to sound like a bitch when I said that but this is the only thing, besides being on the computer, that I'm naturally talented at and KNOW that I'm meant to do this and of course, for those of you that know me, it's ACTING! I don't give a rats ass if I'm too fat, too ugly or too old, I KNOW that I can succeed with my acting and I know I'm damn good at it! I'm a very ugly woman now a days and very disgustingly obese but I don't give a shit. When I start hitting auditions, I will find out the reasoning why I may have not bee

*tag*
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. Bite my lip when I'm nervous 2. I clean my house next to nakid sometimes even nakid. 3. Change my hair color every 2 to 4 weeks 4. workaholic 5. My bra's and thongs always have to match 6. Sleep nude because I can't stand sleeping in pj's feel like I'm tied up Tag your it Duke961 Capnjack strawdogs makin hay Jody COWBOY Scanner tallgt33

The Wake
So i just got home from Curtis and Tims wake...There was so many people there..they had both guys in sepreate rooms..Curtis was the first one i saw..He was cremated so his urn was there and some pics of him...Tim had an open casket..Thats where i lost it..Its like you just want to shake them and tell them to wake up. :'( We didnt stay long..it was to rough..Chris's funeral was earlier today...Tim and Curtis's funerals are tomorrow. RIP GUYS -Ash

Body Language
A young couple left the sex therapist's office determined to develop more effective body language. "Alright," said the husband, "when I want sex, I'll rub your right breast. When I don't want sex, I'll rub your left breast." "Okay," said the wife, "What should I do then?" "Well, when you want to have sex," he told her, "rub my penis once. When you don't want any sex, rub it 200 times."

It Was Coming But Time Doesnt Make It Easier!!
im sorry to say that after a long struggle and many sleepless nights of worry and hope for better, my best friend tammys grampy has passed on. just a small note to say that im sorry and i pray for her and her family and that her grandfather finds his place in heaven and i shall ring a bell just so that angel gets his wings... love u tammy...

Pissed Off
What is Welcome Wagon think hes doing firstly he told me without any warning to remove him from my fans list as he removed me, this i have no idea why? Never did anything to him just being a friend left comments & pic posts etc so just being me but why is he doing this does anybody know? Am bloody pissed off good & proper this is not me normally but once you get me on the wrong side look out!! Let me know if some of you have had same probs?

Be Careful What You Click On Especially On Myspace
This is a copy paste of a bulletin a myspace friend posted. I'm not sure you need to worry about everything in it but it sure would be a good idea to not have the same password on you myspace account as anywhere else, and be careful what you click. There are many things about myspace that really really suck, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for some real good friends. One of them is the completely idiotic capability to have you redirected to another site when you do darned near anything. I have been redirected to porn sites by just clicking on someones icon to look at their profile when they send me an add request. It sure doesn't help when stupid myspace constantly signs you out so you aren't suspicious when you have to retype your email and password. I had to sign in again to stay in the myspace session to see this bulletin. Myspace sucks! For further clarification please see http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=114428&albumid=40274&i=1497740957 Here's the bulletin as I saw

Men And Cyberspace
ok all the ladies who read this i feel your pain now and OMFG. Now for all the men who read this WTF is up with the pushy shit from some guys. Who the hell wants to meet someone from cyberworld that they've own been chatting with for a week. How does that work exactly, is it some kind of kinky thing cause I don't get it and i'm a kinky freak. Then if she doesn't agree to meet they get pushier, what the hell makes you think that's pressuring is going to work now when it didn't work before. Ok OK I know posting pics is fun and I like for people to look, I REPEAT LOOK, at them but damn it doesn't say anywhere on those pics I want you to F*&K me and bug me. I posted those pics cause it's my thing, but I'm not even having a problem on this site and it's way more adult oriented them myspace. sheesh the pics i have on there are nothing compared to here so what is it can anyone tell me if there is Fme embedded in my page somewhere. Really i'm not getting it. I think these sites are a

Brokenhearted But Not Broken.
You told me that you loved me, that I was your true love, like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. You told me that we would be together forever, that we had a love like no other, Like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. You told me that you would wait for me, forever how long it took. Like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. You told me that i shouldnt believe everything that i read on a page, that i should ask you, Like a fool i believed you, and fell in love with you. Then one day, you asked me about why i was friends with someone, and i told you why, but you didnt believe me, as i have always believed in you. You tell me that you think there's more going on then, what i have told you. You didnt beleive in me, yet like a fool, Im still in love with you. You broke my heart, without uttering a sound, you send me a message telling me you have nothing to say to me. You refuse to talk to me. So now I'm brokenhearted

Enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN FEEL YOU YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY BUT I CAN STILL FEEL YOU THE ESSENCE OF YOUR BEING IS IN EVERYTHING I SAY AND DO THE NEARNESS OF YOUR SPIRIT TAKE MY BREATH AWAY I FEEL YOU IN EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART AS I GO THROUGHOUT MY DAYS WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES I GET SUCH A FEELING OF BLESS I CAN SEE YOUR GENTLE FACE AND FEEL THE FIRE IN YOUR CARESS YOUR TIPTOE ACROSS MY MIND IN THE GENTLEST WAYS YOU'RE IN THE SOFTNESS OF A ROSE AND THE WARM WIND ON MY FACE YOU'RE THE SUNBEAMS FROM HEAVEN SHINING BRIGHTLY IN MY SOUL A SWEETNESS OF SERNITY THAT FILLS MY HEART WITH GOLD YOU'RE ALWAYS INSIDE MY MIND EVEN THOUGH WE ARE FAR APART I CAN FEEL YOU WITH ME ALWAYS TUGGING GENTLY ON MY HEART THERE IS THE SWEETEST DEVOTION I KNOW YOU LOVE ME TOO WE'LL BE TOGETHER IN SPIRIT AT I'LL BE FOREVER LOVING YOU

Have I Ever,
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some new

To Micheal...rest In Peace
its like almost three am and i am wide awake and i dont know i just feel like writing so all of you get to read my thoughts wake up another day another hour passes cant get away guess the pain is here to stay the tears come again dont hold back let them fall yet i still feel your call thinking about u tonight the fun we had the times gone by yet i still want to cry i still feel you all around me your wonderful smile still i am denile

Just Something To Think About
i was just sitting here tonight listening to music and thinking about alot of stuff. you know life is hard in itself and i dont understand alot of things about it. I do know one thing though, that we are all the same, human and everyone needs to be loved. I talk to alot of people and i have alot of friends, so one thing i do know is people.I talk alot on the net and all i have seen lately is alot of hurting people. They are hurting over past relationships, family issues, and other things. They feel like things are hopeless, and they are lonely. I got to say this is really not cool. They need to be loved and cared about, and need to be encouraged and lifted up. I know everyone had promblems and i know some are harder than others. The truth of the matter is when u talk to someone on here for the first time, dont judge them by how they look or what u might procieve them to be. Give them a chance to show there true colors and u might be suprised how beautiful someone can be on the inside.

Saying Goodbye
I'm leaving LC within the week I feel i'm out of place here All the women here are much younger then me and much better shape allmost 200 friends and i don't even get consider by one of them for a contest i'm not young enough i guess and only am good enough here latly only have someone talking to me when there is no one else around and want to talk fucking sex so they can get off well enough of my bitching i'm out of here thanks to the lc friends that see me as me and not away to get there thrill love to my true friends

The Beginning...
It had been a long two days and was only going to get longer. He was going on his third day with no sleep. Mainly because he was spending his time online talking to two wonderful and very beautiful ladies. One lives in a little town in Colorado called Delta. Since he lives in Idaho it was kind of hard to go see her when ever he wanted. The other lives in Bosie, about a hour and a half drive from his house. The day started off unlike every other day. He has been up for what was now going on three days. The strange part about the beggining of the day was that he was excited because he was going to Boise to spend the day with pure beauty. Something that he never thought would ever happen. Two nights before that arangments were made for him to go see her. She said she had to work that day, but he could see her after work. She would get off at 3 O' clock in the afternoon... He ate, showered, and got ready to leave for the day ahead. He had planned everything the day before so he coul

Is Lc Being Hypocritical
I got this Message yesterday about one of my pics in My Buttons Album This Picture was flagged cause it says Fuck.. I also notice in this Message it states that NO ADULT CONTENT IS ALLOWED IN THE PUBLIC AREA OF LC But yet I see Primary Pics with boobs hanging all out or their asses up in the cam. I have even saw U> I mean actual sex videos. Yet my pic gets flagged for saying Fuck Whats up with that. Makes me wonder If LC isn't being a lil on the hypocritical side. Why is it ok for certain girls/guys to use these pics as a primary photo or ppl can leave pornographic video comments IN PUBLIC LOCATIONS OF LC But The word fuck is flagged it don't make sense to me at all. All that is telling me is we can't say the word Fuck with out flagging it but we can leave videos of ppl actually fucking and nothing is ever said. LC needs to stop being this way I am not the only one who has complained about this I have saw many bulletins posted on this same subject. But anyway I can go on all night abou

True Blue, I Wrote This A Long Time Ago But Today I Dedicate It To Chief Thad Pledger
True Blue Today a cold dead body was laid to rest, In its new home in that garden of stone. It might have been a father, a mother, a son, a daughter, A brother, a sister, a husband, a wife, a friend. Only the friends and family can tell, For the body will never speak another word. The family gathers around the gravesite, Finding strength in each other. The Honor Guard in its finest, While uniformed comrades stand neatly in a row. A lone trumpeter stands on a nearby hill, While the haunting notes of Taps echoes thru and thru. First one shot, then two and three, Every eye is moist, weeping in sorrow. The bagpipers play the hymn Amazing Grace, As the body is lowered to its final resting place in the garden of stone. To whom did this body one belong, A Senator, a President, a soldier? It was a soldier, a soldier on America's streets, He wore a badge, a gun, a radio and a vest. He dealt with the pushers, the beaters, the scum of the earth, But he also helped the ad

Haha. Pussy. I Get It.
You know as well as I do that the folder in her gallery labeled "pussy" is going to be pictures of a kitten. YOU KNOW IT! So, as a man who doesn't want to be "one of those guys" who only want to see nekkid chicks, I don't fall for the trap. And yet, I actually like cats and kittens. I have a cat. When I was a child my family always had cats. Not a freaky amount, but one or two at a time. I have fond memories of cats. So.... do I go to look at the cats? She'll just assume I was hoping for vagina. hehe... I said "vagina".

Friday The 13th Facts...
FRIDAY THE 13TH FACTS... DID YOU KNOW !?!?? According to Smithsonian Magazine "fear of the #13 costs American a billion dollars per year in absenteeism, train and plane cancellations, and reduced commerce on the 13th of the month." * Fear of Friday the 13th dates back to Nordic Mythology. Many of their thirteenth Gods met with violent deaths, such as Loki, the trickster. * Ancient Romans regarded the number 13 as a symbol of death, destruction and misfortune. * Lizzy Borden uttered a total of 13 words at her trial. * There were 13 original colonies. * A witches coven consists of 13 members. * Tarot Card number 13 is the Death Card, depicting the Grim Reaper (although it is read as transition or change and not literal death). * Hotels rarely have a room number 13. Usually it is called 12a or 14. Same with floors of buildings and the elevators without a #13 button. Highways sometimes will skip exit 13 altogether also. * There are 13 steps leading to the gallows. *

Snow!!!!
Yesssss! It's finally snowing here!!!!!! Okay, sure it's a litte early for snow, but the weather guy said a few days ago that the average 1st snowfall for the Twin Cities is October 15th, so we're only a few days ahead of that! But it's so nice! It's even staying on the graound for a litte while, not melting right away like it usually does. I can't wait for a big snowstorm. One of my friends said he heard a news report that the weather conditions are exactly the same this year as they were in 1991 when we had the Megastorm! And that was 3+ feet of snow on Halloween! Ha, only a couple of weeks for that! Of course, some people don't like it. My friend from Colorado, who moved here (well, actually Duluth, so a couple hours further north) a month ago, partially on my advice, called me up yesterday. "WHAT THE F*** IS THIS????!!!" She screams at me. I told her it meant the ski season would start early. "Oh...Ok." But still, I know it's not much, only three days in a row of the

"reality? Or Nightmare?" Can You Answer?
It is now here. A question to myself I ask, "Reality or Nightmare"? Here lately I keep asking myself this and still no real answer. These past few years have been so hard and unbearable for me in alot of ways. I seem to think that I am strong enough to take on anything, however my friends and family tell me that I'm stubborn. They think I take on everything way too much and too often, that I don't take time for myself. I just say I'm independent. I finally realized, that they were right (yes I did just admit that). Ok so I am stubborn and it does take me some time to admit when I am being really stubborn. But now in some ways I think it's too late. Everything seems to be going wrong and I don't know how to help anyone. I know sometimes the best help you can give someone is to just be there for them and let them know how much you care. I feel as though I could do more but not sure as to what. So here I am wondering what is now a reality and what is the nightmare to my presnt. The

Family Members
Plez check out the Special LC album I have made for u.I try and take care of my special family.Comments and ratings are welcum.If u dont want to take the time to do this,let me know.I have others on a waiting list to be in my Family. Hugs and Lics...Sugar

Update From Ta@m
Texas A&M News Update September 2006 Dr. Calvin Rickson, a scientist from Texas A&M University has invented a bra that keeps women's breasts from jiggling and prevents the nipples from pushing through the fabric when cold weather sets in. At a news conference, after announcing the invention, a large group of men took Dr. Rickson outside and kicked the shit out of him

Alone Inside...
Inside the deep depths of the beholder I shall seek comfort from unseen lending hands Invisible to anything I would ever dare to accomplish Funding on silent strength and courage, making one day through Praying for forgivness in darkened light Shoulders I so desperatly yearn for disapear in haze Aloneness sets the pace of forever guilt I am guilty of your needs to reach out for "Angel" Questioning a name you once loved to call out Craving darkness of the mind just to stop painful crimson visions Closing of eyes crosses to the horror I once and carry on to live Shedding visions of what's needed to carry me through Offerings of help not sought in carefulness Taking on a world, mine not owned Blood boiling into much familiar territory Containing everything with all my Love Feeding on what I have left to give my "Lil Angels" Continuing to be their rock, shedding a much needed light Creating shields forcing them from that craze Experi

Randomness On Friday
I'm surviving today with gloves, a heater and a sweater. Yet no one seems to realize that we shouldn't have to do this in the front office. Course, at this rate I'm gonna say if I have to provide my own heat then I ought to at least be able to listen to my own music at my desk. Bleah. Other than that things are going well. No one has died. My family and friends are healthy. That sort of thing. I have no real complaints besides the whole being cold at work thing. Oh, and I would just like to say that I have found two things today that others deemed impossible to find in our new system. I am the Queen of Searches!!! It's kinda neat to find something that everyone else has given up on. Go me! Okay, yeah, so I take pleasure in the little things. And I'd like our server to decide if it wants to work or not. This on and off again crap is really messing with me and the things I need to get done.

Wtf Toby Keth You Mfing Sob
TOBY KEITH LYRICS "Runnin' Block" My buddy said his girlfriend is as pretty as can be He said help a brother out tonight and come double date with me She's gotta a baby sister and they're headed into town They're lookin' for a good time They're fun to be around I said what do she look like? He scratched his head and stated "She was a home comin' football queen before she graduated. We'll wine and dine and do 'em fine and really double date 'em Then take 'em back to the motel six and Try to seperate 'em. They showed up in a pick up They were right on time His was kinda heafty But not half as big as mine I'm runnin' block Turn the lights down low Runnin' block Don't want know one to know That I tried to drink her skinny but she's still about 215 Sometimes you got to bow up And take one for the team She cleaned her plate at dinner Then she ate what's left of mine Then she wolfed down a big cheesecake as I drank all the wine She strolled out to the p

Juggalo Family
We may paint our faces, we may fuck around. But pussy-ass bitches, here won't be found. My homies stand, behind me all the way. My true family, and forever we'll stay. Don't fuck with me, cause they got my back. Where do YOUR friends go, when they know you can't hack? Do they stay there and help? Fuck no they run. Back to their mommies, while we have our fun. My juggalo family, we don't fuck around. So tell me this now, are you down with the clown?

A Poem I Wrote Called "she"
A poem I wrote called "SHE" I wrote this when I was feeling down. SHE She tires of the way she is treated. She longs for the days of before. She cries for the lost love she never had. She treads lightly along the path leading nowhere. She hugs herself and wallows in her self-pity. She watches the world around her pass by. She is an outsider among a world of those who snub her and her beliefs. She throws herself on the mercy of God. She wants to end her life, as no one will miss her. She has nothing to offer to herself or to anyone. She is lost among the stars of which she will never be a part. She is in agony over her life as it is. She cannot fathom peace or love, as she is deaf and dumb to the world around her, and they are to her the same. She will never know what it's like to lose something she never had. She only has her naked self to present to no one but God. She end's her life of suffering and pain, and un-love, only to find that she is loved. She is, lo

Friday The 13th, Tales From The Juicy™
This story will seem a bit unbelievable...but its true the night started out odd last night. i was watchign ER (cus im a freakin addict) dealing with all my emotional baggage i had at my feet and in walks jeremy. as far as i know at that point we are split up and i dont want to be. at all...so we talk a while and decide to go to bed. That alone is weird because he NEVER spends the night on a work night since his house is so much closer to his work. So we are dead tired and fall right to sleep (noooo there was no funny business dirty minded boys and girls) and at 3 am i hear my brother screaming "who are you! how did you get in our house. Get out get out" i FREAK out...jump outta bed and yell to jerry that someones in my house and he bolts outta bed too! i run out into the living room and see some strange woman standing next to my dads hospital bed (he's confined to bed due to MS). I start to really freak out on her and i see she is drunk (and smell) and she's freaking out right b