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Back From Yulefest
Greetings one and all... (or anyone who cares to read), Well, I am back from one of my journeys yet once more and feel a need to share my experience with kindred spirits and explain a little bit about what is happening to me as a result. My husband and I attended a most wonderful weekend celebration with kindred spirits and as first time attendees, were welcomed warmly by all with the exception of Friday night getting down to 38 degrees. Brrrrr... it was frigid even with 2 comforters, 2 sleeping bags, 2 blankets on an air mattress in a tent in the woods after a wonderful sweat lodge, drum circle and full moon ritual around a blazing fire. Thank goodness for body heat! All World Acres is a wonderful retreat from the mundane and sleeping under the full moon and star gazing while listening to the sounds of nature all around really gets one in tune with the world as well as oneself. The sounds of the distant trains melding with the symphony of cows, horses, pigs, and roosters (tha

Gotta Laugh After All
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their arse to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too"...Fucking right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look"... Of course it is.. Why the fuck would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?"... No, tosser, I paid 10 quid to come to the cinema and stare at the fucking floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"....Didn't really give me a choice there, did you sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'...Which is it? If it's new, then there has

Here's The Rules
The best NSFW salute recieved that gets the most rates/comments gets 5 request block on the next 5 shows, plus 200,000 fubux! Salutes can be sent to mackdaddyseank on YIM or mackdaddyseank@yahoo.com on MSN, or just to that email. If you send via email make sure to send a private message here to alert me so i don't miss it. Contest ends 12/19/08. All salutes must have DJ Pitbull in them.

Listen Up Fellas!!
'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.' Have a nice day

Why You Must First Love Yourself
Everyone has heard that you have to love yourself before someone else can love you. The reason for this is simple - our ideal partner is a reflection of us. We attract people that are like us. Not just in terms of romantic, sexual/physical attraction. We attract them metaphysically - these people tend to turn up in our lives. Each of us has a unique belief system, a way of seeing the world that is slightly different to everyone else's. It's almost like our ego has a fingerprint. What turns us on, what turns us off. What we feel is important. Our political preferences, tastes in food and music, and so on, all arise out of this belief system. Our particular thoughts and feelings resonate with different aspects of the world around us. If your thoughts are dark, you like heavy metal. If your thoughts are happy, you like cheesy music. We like certain foods, like for example, coffee, because of the way they make us feel. The types of people that come into our lives are affected b

Funny Shit
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next da

Firey Warmth
Warm my body I want to have your light flicker on me So welcoming Soothing Sensual Heat and light Crackling sounds Scent of burning wood Draws you in Mesmerizes Makes you want to stay near And you don't want it to die You poke it to force the last burst of flame And watch the embers glow Until extinguishment

My Thoughts
What seems to be isn't really at all infact it's some thing entirely different. And further more what was originally thought to be true is now so entirely fucked up there's no way possible it could have ever been true. Thou thinking back on it now. I'm not quite sure why I had thought such rediculessness was in any way signs of one affections. I am fully aware now of the true nature of said intentions. Admirable they may might not be but all very well. For in my heart I have learned to forgive the follies and vises of others against me. I fear how ever that which will be my last of letting such emotions get the better of me. No I've come to a decision that I really feel will suit me best. Thou you could hardly expect me to go in to such great detail as to explain such a plan, no i dare say this I shall keep to myself. But it is a mighty fine plan indeed. One that will make certain above all else that myself will be happy and at peace with the world around me. So do

Bling-a-rama 12/17 2pm Fu Time
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Thickets
Thickets Into the thicket I run, this hiding place of pain. It is no fun. It is all in vain. Inside are the struggles, outside I'm naked. The thorns hide the pain, this mask is in vain. Rather than accept, the world around me, I choose to accept myself. Am I alone in this choice? Out of the thicket I come, it is cold and frightening, there is no one to be found, but thickets...moving around.

For My Sweetheart
For My Angel Face My Baby Angel, for you on your 10th birthday My darling angel Kimberly, now you're the age of ten, Mommy remembers when you came home, way back when, My darling little girl, that God sent just for me, Nothing more beautiful since that day, I'll ever see, For my baby girl I love you more, than every single star, My love will always find you, no matter where you are, For without you sweetie, mommies life is incomplete, You are the only thing in life, that makes my heart beat, It seems like only yesterday, that God sent you to me, But here you stand today, a young woman I begin to see, The most important part of me, you are my everything, You're the sweet music, that allows my heart to sing, My world revolves around you dear, my angel of love, That shows me every day indeed, There is a God above, For only he my Kimberly, could such an Angel make, That's why you're on my mind, when I'm asleep or awake, I hope you like this poem, written

Robert Prosky
Robert Prosky WASHINGTON (AP) — Robert Prosky, a character actor with hundreds of credits on stage and screen including "Mrs. Doubtfire" and "Hill Street Blues," has died in a Washington hospital. He was 77. His oldest son, Stefan Prosky, said the actor died Monday night of complications from a heart procedure. "He went gracefully last night, not in pain," Stefan Prosky said Tuesday. "Everybody knows him as a fairly famous actor. My brothers and I know him as a marvelous father." Prosky appeared in more than 200 plays on Broadway and with Arena Stage, a regional theater company in Washington. He appeared in 38 films and numerous television shows. A native of Philadelphia, Prosky studied economics at Temple University and served in the U.S. Air Force. On Broadway, Prosky's credits included "Glengarry Glen Ross" and "A View from the Bridge."

Poetry
things keep pulling me apart i try to have the ppurest heart but i never can keep it together i blow around like a feather with nothing no teather so when live get harder im supposed to get smarter find away around the drama but i keep putting myself in it with not one or 2 but three babies mommas. the first i didnt believe it had to be a lie till the day i heard her lil foice cry i dont understand why at 18 i thought i was a grown ass man sign my right over to some bum who i thought could take my place but he jus laught in my face as he threw her mom out his place now shes on the streets with nothiung on her feet i cant see her we dont speak its been 3 years shes grown up has no clue and im the one with the fears 5 years old prolly hard as a rock it was me who put here with this uselss cock BREATH !!!!!! round two i had my wife she was great when we started to date sone it got old her heart grew cold she hated that i had a previous live she wanted me to sever everything with a kn

For All That Rated My Auto 11
I thank you all very much for all the love you all gave me. If you rated me please send me a PM so I am not forgetting to return the love. I had a wonderful time and had lots of fun. I enjoyed making new friends and seeing my loving friends and family I already had. Merry Christmas to you all and thank you so much!

The Word Love A Poem Written By Rose
Do you ever wonder why, Saying "i LOVE you"is never enough When the words from your heart Seems like its overflowing with LOVE You smile from inside With happy tears in your eyes And a heart that was once broken Is now beating with life And you feel so alive. LOVE, is a powerful emotion And is worth the hearts searching For when you find true LOVE Its worth , is worth all the hurting So when you feel your heart Is bursting from all of the pain And its shattered into pieces Never lose faith Cause the heart knows That ~true LOVE is worth the long hard times in its .. Lonely full of hurt searching. True LOVE is there so keep your heart open Cause when it finds you It needs a ...opening * My LOVE inspires me..i LOV

Yah
look i think that men can take a flying leap off a tall pear ( the ones i know anyway) they all want one thing and it's not my winning personality. think i should just lay low and be free for a while thats including s#% nothing no fisical contact and just be me and stay away from men i think they enjoy using a person then they do caring of one( the guys that i see) i don't mean to afend any one i just want to get it off my chest. i feel men are hateful and hurtful they don't desurve someone like me who gives 200% of them selves to help and support them. am i being to hateful or am i on the right page here?

To My One And Only
You've changed my life from a blink of the eye The feeling in this heart of mine I cannot deny You've made each day one I'll never forget Everything we go through I will never regret You are the gold I will treasure till the end You are my soul mate and my best friend You've done so much for me which I'm thankful for You will always mean the world to me and so much more You are my guardian angel sent from Heaven The best thing in my life - my sexy number eleven You are the meaning to the word love My heart agrees and so would any dove You have chased away every single fear You are my tissue that'll wipe away any tear You've given me life that I could live worthwhile Thank you for the laughs and every smile My days are a dream that has come true Every day is beautiful all thanks to you Now I have found what I've been looking for It's you heart and soul and nothing more You've showed me the world in such short time But we've got the rest of our lives - a wh

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 12-15-08 Tempting Enchantress
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 12-15-08 Tempting Enchantress Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Rose Birthday: 12-03-58 Zodiac Sign: Sag Hair Color: Now? LOL. Dark Brown Eye Color: Brown Tattoos: None Piercings: Just my ears *Favorites* Color: Black/Red Season: Autumn Day Of Week: Wednesday Animal: Lion Flower: Tulips *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yes, every chance I get Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Always Smiled For No Reason?: Always Sat On Your Rooftop?: All the time *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer Phone 0R IM?: Phone McDonalds 0R Burger King?: McDonalds Summer 0R Winter?: Winter CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: Cds XBox 0R PS2?:Ps2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Veggies w/Anchovies Your Fears?: Dying alone Your Weakness?: Not listening sometimes Do you like Thunderstorms?: Love

The Loooove Machine Hahaha!!!
ok ok ok I try to be very fair and open minded about a lot of things in this life,.... however if this is all the effort your putting in - no matter your limited capabilities of the mental order,....please go ahead and save you and me both some time and go on to someone else! thanks,..... ok ilove you baby i kiss you baby i whant sleep whith you yes you rre vergin i have marry you i whant you to be you husband wife i whant to talke you? hxxxxm_pxxxxe@lxxe.fr ok baby.......xxx LMFAO and uh just for the record here,...no you dont love me, no your not kissing me, u can keep right on whanting lol to sleep with me, no i rre not a vergin, and i do believe i would much rather chew my own leg off with hot sauce then to marry you,.... but thanks for the half hour of laughter at your expense - have a nice day!

Winners Blog Dec. 18th And 19th
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Day 4 Santafu Contest
Accepting day 4 of Santafu Conest entries til 7pm Fubar time...(Standard Pacific Time) 4 photos left to title. Carol #1, #3 and #7 have been TITLED. Here are the 4 photos left to be titled CAROL #2 CAROL #4 CAROL #5 CAROL #6 ================================================================================================== DAY 1 WINNER: Carol #3 "Knight St. Nick" winner of Santafu contest day 1 What the Duck? Loves Joshua!@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 2 WINNER: CAROL #7 HORNEY SANTA WINNER of santafu contest day 2. TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} þRÖMÖ†ÈR @ †MR {£µ/wï£ê †ð Ðj ßðµñ¢ê ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ GÄHÈLLRÄÌ§ÈR@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 3 WINNER: CAROL #1 :BOINKED BY RUDOLF WINNER of day 3 Santafu: ♠♦ DeViLiSh DeSiRe

Unspoken
With all the words That went unspoken, Time has passed Hearts are broken Tried to speak Words went astray, I left in a hurry With nothing to say I felt so bad Feeling blue, I know you was sad I thought we were through I was in shambles I left it a mess, Without a doubt I gotta confess Time has passed My heart is broken, Because of the words That went unspoken

U.s.s. Abraham Lincoln And The Lighthouse
This is based on an actual radio conversation between a U.S. Navy aircraft carrier (U.S.S. Abraham Lincoln) and Canadian authorities off the coast of Newfoundland in October, 1995. (The radio conversation was released by the Chief of Naval Operations on 10/10/95 authorized by the Freedom of Information Act.) Canadians: Please divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid collision. Americans: Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to the North to avoid a collision. Canadians: Negative. You will have to divert your course 15 degrees to the South to avoid a collision. Americans: This is the Captain of a US Navy ship. I say again, divert YOUR course. Canadians: No, I say again, you divert YOUR course. Americans: THIS IS THE AIRCRAFT CARRIER USS LINCOLN, THE SECOND LARGEST SHIP IN THE UNITED STATES' ATLANTIC FLEET. WE ARE ACCOMPANIED BY THREE DESTROYERS, THREE CRUISERS AND NUMEROUS SUPPORT VESSELS. I DEMAND THAT YOU CHANGE YOUR COURS

De Niro Movie Poster Criticised
"A film poster sited at Stockwell Tube station during the Jean Charles de Menezes inquest could have caused serious offence, a regulator has ruled. The poster for Righteous Kill was displayed at the station where Mr de Menezes, 27, was shot dead after being mistaken for a suicide bomber. Its tagline read: "There's nothing wrong with a little shooting as long as the right people get shot." " Oops.... Source : BBC Online News

Am I Right? Probably Not..
i learned today. yes today. i'm not in control of what's to happen. But i am in control of what i think is right.right? Morality is a huge thing.Life seems so small to that. You do what's right and good will follow right? Not the case for me alas. I did what i thought was right with my divorce,my kids, and my life. I was aperantly so wrong. To do the right thing(in my life) was the wrong thing to do. How ironic it is to think that you're so above right and wrong?That's what i tried to do. To get my girls back to show them the way it's supposed to be.to show them i am a good father. to try to help them in showing them that i would ALWAYS be there for them, but in doing this....i lost it all. I have two of my girls back. I want three.... am i greedy for this? I found out that you have to lose EVERYTHING to get what you really need to really live......money= NOTHING. Materialistic items= NOTHING! I try to be a good man. I do. What matters to me is my girls.....the only thing i did right i

Why?
Why do people prey on people with good hearts? They know you have a good heart, they know you would do anything for them. Why lie to get money from someone? Or to get whatever it is you want? Why not be honest? Is honesty a bad thing? I don't understand it.

Friday, Dec. !9
My husband is getting better and better with each day. It amazing that just 3 weeks ago I stood in his hospital room and wondered what I was going to do now. I am so glad he is getting better and will be 100% soon. His speech therapist is on a 2 week vacation but gave him a lot of homework to do. Knowing my husband he will have all of his homework done long before the end of two weeks and probably be doing it all over again to show off how well he is getting and to prove all the doctors wrong. This is not usual ... we are so blessed that he is not on a ventilator or that can't walk, or he has no use of his arms. He is really lucky.

They Are Over Now, But Look What My Friend Did For Us, I Did Not Even Know It!!! Anodyne Rawks!!!
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Giveaway #29 - Re-rate Whenever Possible Please!
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Atten All Please Take Time To Remember Sweetaspie Alli
=== 'Dove Goddess ♥The Pegasus Project CoFounder♥ FuMinister-Owner Fubar Beach Wedding Chapel' wrote the following at '2008-12-19 20:22:32'.. > > > > > > In Loving Memory ofAllie aka SweetAsPie > Rest In PeaceOur Sweet Angel > > We Now Come Together To SayGoodbye To A Dear Friend > > Little did we knew that morning,that God was going to call your name.In life we loved you dearlyIn death we do the same. > > We ask that you join usSaturday, December 20thAt 1:00 FuTime (4pm EST)For a Memorial Service > > This will be a time to share,and a time to heal.As we say goodbyeTo a dear sweet soul Who we all dearly loved > > We Love You Allie > > So, please join with us if possibleAnd bring with you,

It's A Spell
Somethings are so intense Some say sorry I'll give myself to the experience of light Now I'm forced to think in a new way Forced to see new colors Cause something's pulling us together Why are we aware Why this thrown sensation So is it you that I've been waiting for all my life Fills me with and it touches me Searches through endlessly Cause something's pulling us together Unashamed passion and unashamed desire Surpasses me, I'm spellbound And I'm wondering what will happen It's a spell...

Things That Turn Me Off
1. JEALOUSLY - SERIOUSLY IF YOUR MAN/WOMEN GETS JEALOUS SOMETHING AIN'T RIGHT!!!! I hate that crap and if the person I am with gets jealous lol no way. 2. IMPRESSION.......DON'T TRY TO IMPRESS ME PLZZZZZZZZ OMG!!! 3. BEING SOMETHING THAT YOUR NOT!!! 4. SECRETS!........IF YOUR GOING TO HID A SECRET FROM ME NO NO NO NO NO NO NO 5. PICK UP LIMES............ENOUGH SAID FUCK EM!! 6. THINKING THAT WE ARE SHALLOW 7. RUDE AND DISRESPECTFUL!!!!

Merry Christmas All
Christmas is a time for love and fun, A time to reshape souls and roots and skies, A time to give your heart to everyone Freely, like a rich and lavish sun, Like a burning star to those whose lonely sighs Show need of such a time for love and fun. For children first, whose pain is never done, Whose bright white fire of anguish never dies, It's time to give your heart to every one, That not one angel fall, to hatred won For lack of ears to listen to her cries, Or arms to carry him towards love and fun, Or friends to care what happens on the run To adult life, where joy or sadness lies. It's time to give your heart to everyone, For God loves all, and turns His back on none, Good or twisted, ignorant or wise. Christmas is a time for love and fun, A time to give your heart to everyone. BLESS YOU ALL THIS HOLIDAY SEASON

Litten Tree~
I could hear the taxi driver beeping his horn impatiently outside. I waved at him through my window that i would be out in a couple of minutes whilst applying a coat of lip gloss to my lips. If there was one thing that really pissed me off it was being hurried while getting ready to go out. I took one last glance in the mirror before leaving the house. Being slightly chilly out i had decided to go with jeans rather than a skirt this evening. They were the tightest pair i owned which still allowed me room to move when dancing. Paired with these were my new lacy black top which clung to my curvy waist whilst showing off a decent amount of my ample cleavage, unfortunately i was unable to wear a bra with this top due to the low back but being young my breasts were still pert for me to enough to pull it off. I was hoping that i would still be able to dance in 5inch heels. Being only 5ft tall meant i couldn't really get away with going out in flats but i didn't really mind as i remember C

A Different Christmas Poem - Please Share
I saw this in a bulletin by terryljohn, and wanted to share it with my friends too. Thank you terryljohn Love, Tess Soldier The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out

Just Me
Right now life is pretty boring. Leg isn't hurting anymore :(. No pain for me to enjoy. Life is pretty much me laying here, or getting on crotches and going Christmas shopping. The mall on crotches during Christmas - now that is true pain. I luv u. Tara

The Anti Lounge - Thank You Miss Mags!!
Happy Holidays from the staff of The Anti Lounge Radio X show, BAD GIRL 4 LIFE, ~dJ aMeLiA~, [[Per]]™, Mi§§ Måg§, Judy, *Morgan Le Fay*, Ms. Mojito™, Lauribug, ♥Reeka♥, BabyFrog, and candi♥ass Have you stopped by lately? If not you're missing out! With great rock music from the Internet's F'n Rock Station K-IRB and great people to chat with, to our weekly trivia night. Ladies night is always there to please and we even have our own arcade! Stop on in and have yourself a drink... We love new members!!! Thursday Trivia Night Rocks!!

Anticipation
Anticipation Is it binding When eyes blindfolded Can be released As easily as a tug? Silken scarves Loosely tied Yet hands free Leave eyes encumbered. Skin lightly touched Yet not, never knowing Not desiring Knowledge of the next caress, But wanting, needing Feed my ravenous hunger For what is not known Be it ice trailed Loose, circled about my nipples, Or the brush of fresh strawberries Scented lightly on my lips - Just a bite Sucking your thumb I scream my need In whispers begging Of what may be. I feel your excitement To be released When it may be Is but anticipated. I want But not know When wants To be fulfilled Become fulfilled. The hunger In anticipation Of the feast Is sweetest. poet

His Office.
She wakes up on her day off, it's Friday, what shall I do today, she thinks to herself. Cuddling up in her thick comforter, she's feeling quite mischivous. Peering over to the clock, damn, it's only 6 am. She giggles to herself, plotting out a big surprise. Throwing her covers over to the side, she gets out of bed in her little red nightie. A quick shower is in order. She walks into the bathroom, turning the shower on, letting it warm a few minutes before she closes the door behind herself. As the hot water steams up around her, she runs her hands through her long hair, replaying in her mind the dream from last night. Oh yes, I shall play this out today, she murmurs rubbing her loofa all around her breasts. She lathers herself up and down her chest with bubbles, to her stomach, then down her legs. Her nipples are erect, circling each pert nipple, cupping each breast. She throws her head back, letting the hot water spray all over her face. She washes her hair, adding condit

What To Think Or Do...
I don't know what to think at times; this week has been a trying one emotional and physical...from the time my son went missing for 7 hours to the information to Miss Caylee being identified and the over whelming thoughts of am I the parent I should be or the ex stepping up too. My mind spins on what I can do more of...rate huh??lol nah...I wanna be a bigger presence than what I am in my sons life and this by no accounts is a mumm...it's me putting the vulnerability out there as in what more can I do. I am tired..I am thinking...my next thing is what action can I do to do more. I seem stuck and yet bewildered. Maybe, the days of old the Serenity Prayer should ring volumes in my head and heart. Who knows...all I know is conviction is setting in!!

Words
Life has been increasingly difficult lately. Dealing with losing my mother, the financial burden of trying to take care of my children, the stress I am putting on my father, etc… I was sitting at work this morning thinking about everything and just lost it. I had to leave for a while. I called my dad's house & talked to Grace for a few minutes. I told her much I love her and how they mean everything to me. That I think about them all day long and I apologized for not getting to spend enough time with them. I would be there with them right now if I could. I know that life is supposed to be hard. That God only gives us what we can handle and that the harder it is, the stronger we become. Everyone has their days and some are more difficult than others. I get it. I've just been miserable for quite sometime. I find myself playing with the kids and thinking about shit I shouldn't be. Getting mad at bath time for wasting too much water, leaving lights on when leaving a room, l

My Katzchen
Mistress of Wolves Art Sanctuary™@ fubar The link above this is to the woman that I love. If you go there you will see that she is a wonderful woman. One that never ceases to amaze me with her intelligence, charm, beauty, and sense of taste when it comes to everything. Is it any wonder that I love her? Is it a wonder she loves me? I marvel at the fact that she does and has picked me. My kitten...I love you. Now and always. :-) ♥

Bid On Me To Own Me For 30 Days
I'm in the Mr. & Mrs. Winter Fubar Auction. Click on the pic to get to the Auction. If you can't bid please rate my pic & leave a comment that you are voting for me as Mrs. Winter. Thank you all. xoxoxox ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I Wonder Why
I wonder why I ever bother to try and do the right thing. Seems that everytime I try all I do is end up hurting someone even though that's the last thing I wanted to do. Should I just completely stop caring what is right and what is wrong and just do whatever the F*** I want to do? Should I start only caring about myself? Just needed to get this off my chest.

Ameriwhat?
Honestly, how many of these people really "defend" this country? I was told to blog this last time. That people get deleted for pulling this shit. If s9oemone knows a bouncer personally, please do refer them to this blog, so they can see for themselves an example of a racist member, of which theyve been known to delete in the past. ====================== Feel free to refer this for me, anyone. As much as possible. Andmake sure said person knows the error hes made =================== ->desert_sto...: maybe next time youll learn to use the intellect you were supposed to have been born with, to resist the compulsion to spew forth words you shouldnt have spewed? desert_sto...: cause your a whiny ass pussy! fuck you ->desert_sto...: save what for what, whats the point? Its called knowing the system. And knowing its possible to have someone such as yourself removed from this venue. desert_sto...: no its you bein a coward and a whiny bitch that has to hide behind this an

Grrrr~!!!!
Spokane Valley Mayor declares State of Emergency Posted: Dec 22, 2008 06:03 PM SPOKANE, Wash. - Spokane Valley Mayor Richard Munson declared a state of emergency at 5 p.m. on Monday evening as it became clear additional help is needed to clear city streets of the massive amount of snow that has fallen over the past six days. Expressing concern over the snowfall expected in the coming days, Munson said, "The County-contracted and privately contracted snow removal crews have done a marvelous job in trying to keep up with the record snowfall we are experiencing, but we feel they need help. We hope this declaration will provide some assistance." Citing the significant economic loss resulting from the record snowfall in the region, the emergency declaration is a first step toward requesting that Washington State Governor Christine Gregoire issue a "Proclamation of Emergency" which would allow the City to access state and federal resources to assist in the snow removal e

Poem
In spite of all my wrongs You stuck around You held on After all of my mistakes You still trusted me I'm the one you refused to hate Night after night I've dreamed of you Wondering if you even thought of me Wondering if you missed me that much too No matter how I tried Those feelings were still there It was the one thing I couldn't hide Your memory follows me everywhere Till this day You can still make me weak with a simple stare I've never even felt your touch But just thinking of it Makes me miss it so much You have this power over me That I've never experienced before Yet it makes me want you that much more One thing I know will never change Is my love for you No matter what I do It will always remain My mind is consumed with thoughts of you Your smile,your voice, your eyes You're like an Angel, too good to be true Thinking of you brings tears to my eyes And yet, it warms my heart at the same time There is no escaping you in dreams

Words Describe It All
I’m cold I’m cold (Yeah) I’m cold Yeah I got the right to put up a fight but not quite cause you cut off my light But my sight is better tonight and I might See you in my nightmare Oh how did you get there Cause we were once a fairytale But this is fair well I got my life and its my only one I got the night, I’m running from the sun So goodnight, I made it out the door (door door door door) After tonight, there will be no return After tonight, I’m taking off on the road I’m taking off on the road And that you know (that you know) Tell every one that you know That I don’t love you no more And that’s one thing that you know That you know! OK I’m back up on my grind You, do you and I’m just gone do mine You, do you cause I’m just gone be fine OK I got you out my mind The night is young, the drinks is cold The stars is out, I’m ready to go You always thought I was always wrong Well know you know Tell everybody everybody that you know Tell everybody

Alone
Just sitting here Lost in thought Is Love real Or is it bought To some it’s a joke They don’t care who they hurt Threat us bad Our worth, less than dirt But I believe Love is real I have searched all over Just wanting to feel But to no avail I have yet to find Someone who loves me Bring me peace of mind I often think Of just giving in To spend my life alone No heart to win Just wanting to be loved For who I am Finding many people Don’t give a dam A simple man Is all I can be They cant see past my looks They cant see me A big heart Just wanting to love Having so much to give No answer from above A loving, caring Sensitive man Giving all to one All I can To many times I hear women say Where are all the good men Have they gone away I sit back and say nothing Heart covered in fear To say there is one Standing right here But truth be known We are a dying breed Without love We can not feed Looks can fade From the hands

My Wall
how easy is it to put up a wall around your hart.... ever think about that? and then one day u meet someone and u start talking then dating and the next thing you know the wall you put up gets in the way. and you dont know how to take it down. you would rather feel safe then happy or get hurt again. well if you know how to take a wall down around a heart let me know. because thats my life.

Sad..............
So its that time of the year again, Christmas! And once again I am all alone for it. Cant see my kids, my family doesn’t want me, and no woman will have me. Came home from work on Monday after a very cold nite and found my water lines were frozen and broken. Well I finally got all that fixed and am in debt for 120.00 dollars!! I get in my nice warm bed at 6pm, 12 hrs after I got off of work. Got woke up by the pain of my illness, I am out of pain pills until tomorrow, on top of all that went to the local comic book shop which a “friend” of mine owns, and get reminded of how much I am unwanted. Him and his employee where talking about all the gifts they bought for people. There I stand knowing I wasn’t on that list, I don’t get anything x-mas or my b-day, haven’t in about 7 yrs. Of course this has made me very depressed, so much so I just don’t want to be here anymore, I so want to go home and just end it all! But I wont, that would make to many people happy. But I just cant help to th

Fakes And Cheaters
Ok here I am speaking my mind again. It's a shame that some of the best, loving, caring members, the real members of this site are leaving, taking a break, and debating leaving because of what this site has become. Have you ever really taken a look at the top members of this site. In the first 50 there is all of 3 men and almost every women is dressed like a porn star in bra's and panties. Makes one think that the only way you really reach the top here is to dress like a slut. Then there are the fakes and the cheaters on here which fubar just conveniently let stay here climbing the ladder even though they've been outed time and time again. For one Simplicity who has been outed several times as a fake. Then theres Archilles who has been caught in text saying he creates fake accounts on here. Then theres the more recent Mz Mic who was caught and reset but still retains her points etc. Then theres the cheaters like Hot Marina who cheated close to 80 people including me and Tat, in her hot

Fuck Christmas!
i know alot of ppl are all exited that christmas is around the corner.just please keep your fuckin holiday spirit from my page.i dont have christmas,i have no kids,no family and im shit broke with an empty fridge.im sorry if im being a cranky grouch its not in my nature but this season depresses the fuck outta me.ill be back to my normal humourous self after the newyear.so fuck christmas and i hope the fat bastard took a shit in your stockings!!

Happy Holiday's Everyone!!!
HEY EVERYONE...JUST WISHING YOU AND YOUR FAMILIES A VERY SAFE, HAPPY AND HEALTHY HOLIDAY SEASON!!! THIS IS BRWNEYEDGIRL35....I WILL BE HEADING TO THE FREAKING FREEZING COLD SNOW FILLED STATES OF VERMONT & MASSACHUSETTS ON CHRISTMAS NIGHT....SO I AM NOT SURE HOW MUCH I WILL BE ONLINE WHILE UP THERE WITH WONDERFUL DIAL-UP SERVICE....I WILL AT LEAST TRY TO GET ON HERE AND BLOG WHAT TO WORK ON.....BUT IF I DON'T MAKE IT ON HERE EACH DAY....YOU CAN ALWAYS ASK ONE OF THE MANAGERS WHERE THEY WOULD LIKE PEOPLE AT!!! SCORPIOQUEEN61.....I'LL BE SEEING YOU SOON BIATCH....WE GONNA PARTY IT UP ON NEW YEAR'S EVE....LOL SO AGAIN, A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A SAFE, HEALTHY AND HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE....!!!! HUGE HUGS.....BRWNEYEDGIRL35

Alone @ Christmas
So its the second Christmas without my brother. I know he is in a better place and I know that its very selfish for me to want him here with me. So here I am crying and alone again. Trying to find the will to make this christmas better for my lil girl than it was last year. Praying that God will give me strength to get out of bed. As many of my close friends know I have been down and depressed over this alot since the holidays and then with various men troubles I have tried to kill myself twice this month. I want to be the lil girl who gets up under the covers and can hide from all the world. SO Im asking God to send me a rainbow and let me know the storms are over. So that I can be happy and have some peace in my own lil world. :( So I m going to bed and I hope you have a Merry Christmas

Oddness For The Day
I'm use to having weird things happen to me, but thus far, today takes the cake. Waiting for the bus this morning on a top of a snow pile. I'm on my cell phone leaving my uncle a message who is all traumatized he didn't get my gift yet when it was delivered on Monday when out of no where, this woman says, "Hello." I ignore her because I'm on the phone. She peeks her head around my hood, "Hello. How are you?" This just annoys me. ON THE PHONE!!! I start to leave my uncle a message when she pops out of my line of vision. I end my call, bus pulls up and I get on. I turn to look for this annoying woman and guess what? NO ONE THERE! Seriously, not a freakin' soul. And with all of the snow we have piled up because our village doesn't believe in snow removal, there is no way this woman could have gotten anywhere fast. Great. I blow off an angel. My day is starting off great! Off the bus and onto the train. I'm reading my book when I glance up and end up doing a double take. Sitting acro

In My Daughters Eyes
In my daughter's eyes I am a hero I am strong and wise and I know no fear But the truth is plain to see She was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be In my daughter's eyes In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal Darkness turns to light and the world is at peace This miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak I find reason to believe In my daughter's eyes And when she wraps her hand around my finger Oh it puts a smile in my heart Everything becomes a little clearer I realize what life is all about It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough It's giving more when you feel like giving up I've seen the light It's in my daugter's eyes In my daughter's eyes I can see the future A reflection of who I am and what will be Though she'll grow and someday leave Maybe raise a family When I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me For I'll be there In my daughter's eyes this song is so true and it is exactly how i feel about my daughter

Should I Be Worried?
Yes it's Christmas eve and I'm on here (sad I am) but meh, what you gonna do about it? Anyway... I've noticed that men seem to rate my profile 10 and mostly blokes talk to me in lounges & shizz... Should I be worried? I'm not gay as I'm inclined towards teh boobies and the faj... So yeah - Why do men seem to do shiz like what I've mentioned above? And if it is outa gayness, me isn't gay and likes women, k! End of! :)

Unbreakable Chain Train
Welcome to the Unbreakable Chain Train!! Alright Fu's you know how we do!!! As usual we're going to rate, fan & add each rider to be added yourself BUT this is a very very special train.... January 3rd is Unbreakable's birthday!! So if you allready have that rider re-rate & remind them that you're "Celebrating Unbreakable's Birthday!" She's an amazing woman An amazing friend, she's been to hell and back So let's do this right ppl feel friend to send her some extra love, gifts, blings, crushes, blasts are all appreciated!! Lets get the party started!! rate this folder Unbreakable SweetPeabayba 'T' Drillin Deep ~TINK~ ~Autumn Princess~ GnbRebel

Ldc Family Love, For The Week Of 12-24-08 Plz Comment After You Read
Please show each of these members love this week……~Metal Baby~CLUB F.A.R.Team Captain~ (#1 FAMILY) Team Greatness~LDC Family~Vampyrez Rave Vixenz~@ fubarDJ Darkside~*~DJ @ Cell Block 69~*~ *WnC* ~*~ LDCF member ~*~@ fubarJon@ fubar

Sheer Nightgown
Sheer Nightgown A husband walks into Victoria 's Secret to purchase a sheer negligee for his wife. He is shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price -- the more sheer, the higher the price. Naturally, he opts for the most sheer item, pays the $500, and takes it home. He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs, put it on, and model it for him. Upstairs the wife thinks (she's no dummy-), 'I have an idea. It's so sheer that it might as well be nothing. I won't put it on, but I'll do the modeling naked, return it tomorrow, and keep the $500 refund for myself.' She appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose. The husband says, 'Good Grief! You'd think for $500, they'd at least iron it !' He never heard the shot. Funeral on Thursday at Noon . Closed coffin.

Nameless
No...this is not about someone you know, so don't assume that. I just want to vent out something that I won't be able to say to this bitch because I will never speak to her again, and so I felt like putting it here..it helps relieve stress. You are a worthless bitch, and I am finally coming to realize that. You are two-faced, a coward and a liar, saying anything you can to anybody who will listen to make them believe you to be a better person. You tell stories to get people to believe in you, when you don't believe in yourself. You say one thing to one person, another to somebody else, and mean neither..you just say what you think is right to get people to like you and trust you, but you are as shallow as a papercut, and twice as annoying. You beg for attention, you think that your body will get you everything you desire. It won't. It will get you used, disrespected, and ridiculed. Normally I would try to protect you from that, I would try to force people to see past your appeara

Rachel Maggie
12.24.08 Rachel passed away at 7:30 on 12.24.08 & i'll miss her so much. All because some 19 year old kid was too impatient to just wait for her to turn. He hit her while she was trying to make a left turn into a driveway. He and his girlfriend walked away from it all. I've never hated someone so much, so instantly. I know he didn't mean to hurt her, but it just hurts so bad. R.I.P. Rachel Maggie! We'll love you forever!!!

List For Rating Love! These Folks Helped Us With Spike!
START WITH GOOFYLADY, AND LET HER KNOW THAT CLUB MYSTIC WAS THERE! SHE HAS AUTO'S ON TIL 7PM! ~GoofyLady~ Owner Of Regiment Dragon Bombers & Levelers / Member Of Rating Revolution@ fubar rated 1,585 pics!!! WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED WITH GOOFYLADY, THIS PSYCHO IS NEXT, LOL! IF YOU DON'T KNOW HER, YOU SHOULD! SHOW HER LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE! ONE&ONLY SYCHO~!~ FUBARS RESIDENT PATIENT~!~Rating Revolution~!~/CLUB FAR@ fubar RATED 1,585!! STAY TUNED FOR MORE BLOG UPDATES!!! THANKS TO ALL! ------------------------------------------------- ღ~Sweet Addiction®: ~Beautifully Insane~ღ@ fubar rated 1,495 pics HEAD DJ GHOST (RIDER) of VAMPY'S VAMPIRE CAVE "BAT CAVE OF DREAMS@ fubar rated 1,230 pics! BlueJellibeans69@ fubar only has 175 pics, lets level her up! momba@ fubar *SpecialAngel*Member Of Rating Revolution*Member Of The Love Shack*@ fubar rated 422 pics! ivanturoc-:-~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar rated "a couple of folders" a great guy, show luv!

A Parting Shot At Women’s Rights
Undermining women’s reproductive rights and access to health care has been a pervasive theme of the outgoing administration. On his first full day in office, President Bush imposed the “global gag rule,” which prohibits taxpayer dollars from going to international family-planning groups that perform abortions using their own funds or that advocate for safe abortion laws. So it was unsurprising, but still dismaying, that the secretary of health and human services, Michael Leavitt, chose to extend that dismal record at the last minute with yet another awful regulation. A parting gift to the far right, the new regulation aims to hinder women’s access to abortion, contraceptives and the information necessary to make decisions about their own health. What makes it worse is that the policy is wrapped up in a phony claim to safeguard religious freedom. The law has long allowed doctors and nurses to refuse to participate in an abortion. Mr. Leavitt’s changes elevate the so-called right

Had A Good Christmas!
Hope you all had a very Merry Christmas! Our home was filled with love and laughter. Certainly one of the best Christmas' I've had in a long time! Len and the boys made all of our Christmas very special. It was sad to see them go, as a house filled with young boys laughter is definitely a house of love! Len was here with me today to see the Chemo dr. Amazingly enough, the dr. apologized to me for the last visit we had with him. I was kinda in shock. He said he didn't mean to upset me with all the news and he was sorry, just something they need to do with their patients and reminded me that it was just a statistic and didn't necessarily mean anything suggesting I would be one of the 62% that didn't make it! I didn't get any different news, which I feel is good news. However, I got about 5 prescriptions and more to come. A few nausea meds (including the 'Hummer' of them all, you that know me know what that means...LOL) and some antibiotics. Plus numbing cream for my new port. As fo

Something I Found
This is another poem I have found in my travels, it was done by someone who shall always be unknown. I heard a soldier as he knelt and prayed, And this is what he said: God bless our buddies who now lay dead. We don't know what you have in mind. But when you judge them, please be kind. when they come before you, they'll be poorly dressed: but they'll walk proudly, for they did their best. Their boots will be muddy and their clothes will be torn, but these are the clothes they have worn proudly. Their faces will be unshaven and stained with blood; their lips will be caked with mud. Their hearts will be still and cold inside, but they fought like hell and did so with pride. So, please, take care of them as they pass your way,for the price of freedom they've already paid. This one last thing we ask in your name, bless and keep them in your Heavenly hall of fame.

What Holiday Drink Are You?
You Are Cider Your holiday personality is cozy. The holidays are your favorite time to stay home, stay warm, and spend time with those you love. You don't need a lot to make you happy over the holidays. Seeing an old relative or favorite holiday film is enough to make your day. What Holiday Drink Are You?

What Color Christmas Lights Are You?
You Are Gold Lights Your holidays are a time of abundance and riches. Even if you don't have a lot during the rest of the year, this is the time that you splurge a little. Your holidays traditions tend to be a bit old fashioned and dignified. You like old holiday movies, properly wrapped presents, and family recipes passed down over the years. What Color Christmas Lights Are You?

Help Celebrate My Birthday!
> > Come help me celebrate my 50th (ugh) birthday!!! There are more than 140k in points and Fubucks available here...Auto 11's will be on @2pm EST (11am Futime) tomorrow, Sunday December 28!!!! C'mon over and level up!!!!

Trouble With Rangers
does any of my fu friends have ford rangers 2005 on up and have had problems with them ? a friend and my sister have my friend bought a 2006 ford ranger and it spent more time in the shop than on the road of course he got rid of it. recently my sister has has problems with her it stop running when u put it in reverse and stops running when she turn right it hasnt been constant but it is bad so any of my fu friends have the same trouble with rangers or know someone who has please comment on this ty

Weddings That Are Wanted Done Bye Me
HI IF YOU WOULD LIKE FOR ME TO DO A FUWEDDING THIS IS WHAT I ASK FOR i am charging for weddings on fu if u want a wedding done it's gonna be 2k for a wedding and 4k for a fu divorce

Native American Rap Song
I am in search of a Native American rap song by either Redsun or Red Cloud it is about the different names of the Indian tribes if anoyone can help me i would appreciate it very much...Thank you

Good Luck With That One...
New Scientist News Review 2008: Reality returns to the White House Barack Obama may have an impossible burden of expectation on his shoulders, but one fervent wish of many US scientists should be easy enough to fulfil: simply lead the nation back into the "reality-based community". That phrase, famously used by a senior adviser to George W. Bush in a 2002 conversation with the journalist Ron Suskind, epitomised the Bush administration's contempt for those who "believe that solutions emerge from your judicious study of discernible reality": that is from observation rather than ideology. Instead, the Bush White House boasted of creating its own reality, and had little time for research that questioned its policies, leading to what some observers characterised as a "war on science". Many top scientific jobs were filled by ideologues, and empirical evidence was ignored or distorted in order to bolster policies such as inaction on global warming, a reluctance to list species as endange

Friend's Don't Let Friend's Walk Alone....
Friend's don't let friend's walk alone they stand beside them and be strong, Through the good times and the bad my friend's never have to be sad. I am there to protect them , I am there to help them. And I would never betray them. I tell them all how I feel because the love I share is that real. Friend's don't friend's get walked on or put down, because without friend's the world would not go round. Friend's don't let friend's get run over, And trust me I am no push over. I stick by my friend's 100%. Just because that's what friend's are for. Friend's don't let friend's walk alone because we can't make it on our own. I am a true just ask and you'll see. I don't let my friend's walk alone we walk side by side and hand in hand because that's how my friend's mean to me. I don't let them get mistreated and they do the same for me, And I take the time to think about how much my friend's mean to me. As long as I can still breathe I will say this forever. Friend's don't let f

Just Out Of The Hospital
So a quick note for those of my friends that were worried they havent heard from me in a couple days... I just got out of the hospital. I was down for almost two days after passing out in a bad snow storm, me and a friend from fubar I had flown out to see. The docs say the hypothermia probably saved my life in the end. We are both ok, just shaking off the ice still. ill be home after the 7th. Take care all.

I Need A Boo....
I need some one how is going to be there for me. you have to know what u want. A ride a die women that likes to have fun. Someone that not on head games. someone that cares for me like i do. You have to like to fuck and be good at it cause i like to do it all night. someone i can talk to and can talk to me. just some i can have kids with but know time soon. lookin for the love of my life. If thats u get at me

★big Papi Smurf★
Ok people Here's My Birthday request there is this Guy ★Big Papi Smurf★ he is 703,748 Points away from Fu-King, He use to be a bouncer and everyone would go rate his page and talk to him , So What cuz he is Normal now like all of us we can't Stop by and show him some Love. He is a very special friend to myself and my wife EmilyIMAX Please take a little time from rating the Fake people on Fubar that could careless about you and go rate a true friend.. ★Big Papi Smurf★@ fubar

My Life Part 7
Love, Trust, Betrayal, Disrespect and Selfishness This title pretty much says it all. So be warned! This is the open, honest, straight forward and to the point. This is how I have come to see things over the years. I am not the only man that feels like this to some degree. And there are plenty of women out there that feel this way toward men to some degree as well. In order for me to get my point across. I need to give you a little of my thoughts on life in each of the categories in this title. So please be patient as you read. As I grew up, I believed that Marriage was a life time commitment. To love honor and Cherish til death do us part. I believed that once you were married, that was the one you were with period. It was to be strictly monogamous. The man worked and took care of his family. Defended them at all cost and could trust without hesitation what his spouse told him. Man...What fantasy world was I living in? Life is not what The Wonderful World of Disney po

Women
you know what i hate the very most.... stupid ass women that are never happy or content with what they have always looking for something "better" take my might as well be exwife for instance.... she chose to go out and screw some OLD ASS BEAT UP looking POS and then stole my son on his birthday while my back was turned... now she ran out of state with this guy taking the kids (which didnt even get a decent christmas cause shes a MOOCH) i mean with me she had love and respect... guess that wasnt good enough... though it seems thats never good enough for most women theres always something more they want or as they put it "need" seriously what does money have to do with relationships? i cant say that ALL women are like this but seems that a lot are and its not only women who are like that i will admit that guys are like that too but in this instance im focusing on women (now can they really be called women or just girls?) its really really frustrating that all most women seem to be mo

Shit! Lol I'mma Sucker.
I'm definately enjoying the internet way more than reality. A lot of this shit I NEVER get in real life! What can beat that? LALALALAALLAA Hoppity, skippity, jumpitty I just love being out of my mind sometimes!! Hmmmm...I don't like perverts. They are creepy. And old guys are wierd too. Ja matta ne minna! (see ya)

2008 At A Glance!
What a Year, huh? I joined Fu in November of 2007 but didn't really do a whole lot with my account right away. Come the end of the year I started spending more time here and by the time New Year's came I was 100% ADDICTED! lol. I have made so many friends here I cannot possibly include everyone in this but wanted to do something a little different! So, here's some of my amazing friends I've made over the last year. If you add/fan and rate each of them I will add you to this bulletin/blog as well and post it regularly. Be sure to rate/fan and add everyone on the bully including myself. xoxo We will start with... December 2007 This Fu was one of the first to say Hello to me! He was always sweet, kind and of course, the biggest flirt. Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess"&"Sweetheart To Pr Mamii@ fubar I've owned him, he's owned me and he's ALWAYS been there for me! If he's not on your friends list...guy or girl...you are missing out! January 2008

Update 2
Hey Everyone! I am just giving everyone an update on me. Well as you can see from my pictures I am having a great time and living life sober. I am loving it as well. Dec 23, 2008 was 4 months clean for me and it was a hard 4 months, but like they say this is not gonna be an easy task but hell I am ready to kick it in the ass. Hope everyone is having a blast as much as I am. Thanks again to all my friends and family who have supported me through this. It means a lot. xoxoxoxo

So True
Sweet words are easy to say, sweet things are easy 2 buy, But sweet people are difficult to find. Life ends when U stop dreaming, Hope ends when U stop believing, Love ends when U stop caring, Friendship ends when U stop sharing. So share this with whomever U consider a friend. To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend... If U Care........ Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile.

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 12-29-08 Blue Eyed Brat
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 12-29-08 Blue Eyed Brat Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: raylee massia aka brat Birthday: january 1st 1989 Zodiac Sign: capricorn Hair Color: brown. blond, red, black all natural colors Eye Color: blue Tattoos: none yet Piercings: ears *Favorites* Color: red, black, blue,white, Season: summer Day Of Week: sunday Animal: all Flower: roses and carnations *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: when i was a kid Laughed So Hard You Cried?: all the time..lol Smiled For No Reason?: yep Sat On Your Rooftop?: i use to love doing it as a kid *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: i rather my computer Phone 0R IM?: rather im McDonalds 0R Burger King?: neither Summer 0R Winter?: summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: mp3 XBox 0R PS2?:ps2 RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: all my fav pizza in one Your Fears?: worm

Rating Game - 12/29/08
~Rain's Rating Game~ So u want a chance to win one of the great prizes? Here is what you do : Below is links to Myself,Babyboy,and PIA .For every 100 pic rates I will put your name in a drawing for a chance to win a prize (1 entry per 100 rates).There are several prizes that can be won.You may rate any or all of our pics to give you more chances at winning.Please fumail RAIN (NOT SB) fumail ONLY Letting me know how many pics you rated altogether. WE have auto 11's activated ..So you will benefit just from rating! PM Rain For Bonus Entries. ~~Prizes~~ THERE WILL ONLY BE 3 WINNERS THIS TIME!!! 1st Place - Auto 11 Bling 2nd Place - 1 Ticker 3rd Place - 1 Tag ~~~~~HAPPY RATING~~~~~ ~~~GET STARTED~~~ †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$Hûßßý †º Яåîñ{Ð.$.Ç}@ fubar ~*~PIA~*~co-owner @WYKD ~*~@ fubar ~Entries~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Last Week's W

Fuloser: Passion Inside 77
This one is my new FAVORITE! As always read from the bottom up :) passion_in...: oo u too....take care sexy ->passion_in...: enjoy your stay on fubar! ->passion_in...: and while your at post a picture of yourself so the next chick you try this shit on can trash how you look right back. passion_in...: just saw the bathing suit pics...time to get to the gym.....seriously...when i made my first comment i never looked at your pics...outside the main one ->passion_in...: grow the fuck up ->passion_in...: boy is mean to girl to try and hurt her because she rejected him ->passion_in...: girl turns boy down ->passion_in...: boy hits on girl ->passion_in...: however i am highly amused at your childishness ->passion_in...: just like i don't give a fuck what you think about how i look. your opinions don't mean shit to me. ->passion_in...: i don't give a fuck what you like passion_in...: u r demanding....i like that quality ->passion_in...: answer my question passion_in...: wow.

My Nsfw Pics...reserved.
They will now only be available to family. If I like you, you will be added to my family and you will be allowed to view them. I'm tired of the annoying requests for my pics and ppl just friending me to see them. I will not accept family requests unless I like you and have talked with you. I will also add ppl to my family if I see them worthy. :) No fakes or BSing idiots. Genuine ppl, get genuine things. That's how I am.

Auto 11 Auction
AUTO'S ARE FOR SALE!!! HE HAS AUTO'S FOR SALE COME MAKE A BID CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO GO BID...... I'mSmut-fuowner of DJ sunshine princess, Belle and 8 others@ fubar WHILE YOUR THERE MAKE SURE YOU .... F/A/R THE HOST... COME ON YOU NEVER KNOW YOU MIGHT JUST WIN HE WANTS SOMETHING TO ENTERTAIN HIM... ARE YOU UP FOR THIS CHALLENGE??? WELL COME ON LETS SEE... CLICK THE LINK GO MAKE A BID ...BETTER MAKE IT GOOD.....YOU NEVER KNOW YOU MIGHT GET AN AUTO (repost of original by 'MZ.BELLE~Shadow Levelers~ Owned by Sexy Baby Blue Eyes~Fu Owner/Owned By I'm Smut~~' on '2008-12-29 19:37:53')

Seriously
Some people on this site need to grow up. I'm going to be a bit vague on this because unfortunately some good friends of mine are tied into this same thing. Otherwise I'd be putting this "thing" on blast big time. This is now the second time I've gotten a friend request. Both times once I hit accept I get blocked. Why the hell bother? Seriously. And if people wanna doubt me I've got screen shots. I had just accepted friend requests without really paying close attention to them since I figured it was the people I had just rated back. Well one of them must have been the 2nd request from this one profile. I didn't notice it but when I accepted them all and then refreshed I noticed a certain bulletin on my board and I was like wait that page just blocked me like 2 days ago after I accepted them. WTF!?? I did a screen shot of the bulletin on my board which it wouldn't be there unless someone had been on my friend's list. I don't block many people unless I really feel a

Please Read
Ladies Family Friends... We have 4 more levels before our Homepage is Godfathered i say lets all pull together and see if we can do it so that we can not only be one of the best all girl groups out there but one of the highest Leveled All girl Homepages too... What do u Guys Think!!!

'' Thank You All So Much Wow Im The New Godmother For New Years "
SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE KAGE , SIS ROCKIN NEW YEARS NEW ORLEANS STYLE , SIS CLASSICAL KID, SIS PATTI 101, BIG DADDYVEE, BIANGEL FROM LOUISIANA,LADY LIBRA, LITTLE LEPRECHAUN , GODFATHER BAD TO THE BONE69 , BEARHUGS420 ANYONE I MISSED TY TY SO MUCH WOW DAYUMM IM LOST FOR WORDS FOR SURE . HUGS AND SO MUCH LOVE , I'LL BUST MY ASSETS HELPING FRIENDS THAT HELPED ME . BLESS YOUS SO MUCH

Lmfao
Top 10 things a man would do if he woke up in the morning with a Vagina: 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do a split. 7. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 6. Get picked up in a bar in less that 10 minutes 5. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 4. Go to the gyno and ask to have the examination recorded on video. 3. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts, too. 2. Actually catch a buzz off 1 wine cooler. And the .. 1 thing a man would do is: 1. Finally find that damn G-spot. Top 10 things a woman would do if she woke up in the morning with a penis: 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Rub one out for the joy and relief. 8. Get a bj. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at the urinal. 6. Determine why you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5

The Lost Cherry Scrolls
Saw this in a bulletin....the first decent one I have seen in ages....just had to blog it. A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ME orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10s and 11s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may re

Well, Guess What
I have decided to finish the story, I did finish it on my myspace page, but then when things got really crazy for me, I deleted the whole page. So now, I will be working on the ending, again. There is a few people on here that have met me and know me, for those who don't I promise to keep the passion alive!

Fu-marriage Gone Wrong
So, if your fu-marriage hits the skids, get a fu- divorce and ask the fu- court for fu-alimony, and if there's fu-kids thats 17% of his fu-income for fu-child support. If he doesn't pay that's contempt of fu-court and he could go to fu-jail, where he might get fu-raped in the shower if he drops the fu-soap. he'd have to make a fu-shiv to protect himself, or join a fu-gang like the fu-aryan brotherhood or the fu-crips, or just learn fu-kung fu.

A Friendly Reminder!!
JUST A THOUGHT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHEN YOU HAVE AUTO 11'S. WHAT YOU COULD DO WHEN YOU ACTIVATE YOUR AUTO 11 BLING, IS SIMPLY GO TO YOU SETTINGS AND ADD TO YOUR "NICKNAME" ANYWHERE.. "AUTO 11". YOU DO NOT NEED TO REPLACE YOUR NAME, JUST ADD IT TO YOUR NAME IN SOME WAY. FOR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THOSE WITH AUTO 11'S GO TO "SEARCH" THEN USING "NAME SEARCH" TYPE IN "AUTO 11" TADA! THOSE WHO HAVE ADDED "AUTO 11" INTO THEIR NAME WILL POP UP. I THINK THIS IS THE MOST UP TO DATE WAY OF SEEKING OUT THOSE WHO HAVE THE AUTO 11'S AND LETTING PEOPLE KNOW YOU HAVE THEM! TO SAVE MYSELF TIME, I USE THE SEARCH SO I CAN FIND THOSE 11'S! PS I WILL BE RUNNING AUTO 11'S TODAY YOU CAN ALSO FIND OTHERS AS ALWAYS IN MY TOP FAMILY

Very Important!!!
=== 'Simply Me ~Dangerous Curves Member~' wrote the following at '2008-12-30 19:02:04'.. Tonight I found out Sammie Feisty got into a car accident... I am not sure how she is doing yet but the little guy was with her ..... Please pray for her that she is ok!!! Most of you know she is a wonderful and beautiful person ...so please show her lots of love!!!! She is #1 in my family and friends.... But lets leave her lots of love!!!!!! I will post more info :( ━━☆FEISTY☆━━®™FornicatesWife•{FU BAD B*TCH}•DANGEROUS CURVES TY For This Info Marissa We Appreciate It!! UPdate 2:50 pm EST A Little Update On sam And Her Lil One, Sam (Fiesty) is Ok and Her Little One Had TO have a few Stitches, but other wise they are Well, Thank God!! Happy New years all

Yeah Not Cool
'Colbert,' 'SpongeBob' may go dark on Time Warner By RYAN NAKASHIMA – 1 hour ago LOS ANGELES (AP) — "SpongeBob SquarePants" might get squeezed off Time Warner Cable. Media giant Viacom Inc. said its Nickelodeon, MTV, Comedy Central and 16 other channels will go dark for 13 million subscribers at 12:01 a.m. Thursday if a new carriage fee deal with Time Warner Cable Inc. is not agreed upon by then. The impasse would mean "SpongeBob" and other popular shows like Jon Stewart's "The Daily Show" and Stephen Colbert's "The Colbert Report" will be cut off on the nation's second-largest cable operator. Time Warner Cable primarily serves people in New York state, the Carolinas, Ohio, Southern California and Texas. Viacom has asked for fee increases of between 22 percent and 36 percent per channel, or a total of $39 million more, an amount that could increase customers' cable bills, said Time Warner Cable spokesman Alex Dudley. "The issue is that they have asked for an exorbitan

Ugh.
ya know...everytime i post anything questionable in mumms my comment gets deleted and then i get the loving message from a bouncer that "you can't post that stuff in mumms" but day after day i see people posting shit way worse than anything ive ever posted and nothing happens....wtf! am i being bouncer stalked or what???

Lil Update About Me :)
First off I'd like to wish everyone a Happy New Year, may this year bring u good health, love and happiness. I pray this year is a better one for me..thats for sure, I am having my 4th surgery on my arm next Tuesday The 6th my doc is removing the hardware, fusing the bone together, then putting new metal in to hold the bone together, then that hardware will come out for good in 2 months, arm will be back in a soft cast, the picc line I've gotten used to, the new antibiotic is doing me a world of good, can move my hand and arm more being on it, which is a huge bonus, been over 6 months since I broke my arm..I'm ready to get back to norm. I have also met the most amazing man on here..Dale, I came back to life, when he came into my life, I am a very lucky lady to be with him, hes caring, loving, supportive, great father..all around awesome man! He completes me..thinking I've found the one :) Will post pics of us soon. Much love to u all, will keep u all posted with everything that is goin

Sad And Pathetic
i see kids in here with juggalo in there names and i understand everyone in their youth goes through a faze,but is it just me or does anyone think its sad and pathetic for someone in their 30's and up to be into that shit?...i know this is more of a mumm lol but im banned from them.

Hny & Bling!
First off Happy 2009 fookers! Second, I wanted to give a bit of an explanation of why I'm not buying bling right now... I wanted latex :D YAY!!! LATEX!!!! I really... really... REALLY need to paint & it turns out that I have 6 fine women to be my canvas'! *so excited* ♥ Postal

Happy New Year.
This was from a conversation earlier on YIM. i'm posting it for posterity... i really dont see myself as attractive. i bust my ass constantly for my career. and i never take time for myself. so when some dude finds me cute. i have a hard time accepting that. Makes it harder when boys misinterpret my attractveness, like i'm just another dumb girl they can play.. they get sorely mistaken when i bash their egos. And instantly I'm no longer that cute dumb girl. I'm now a cold hearted bitch.. this is why im constantly in the friend zone. boys dont like smart chicks. cant i just have both?

Dear Creeper
Go fuck a cow, you creepy whore. Creepers annoy me. Especially when they keep creeping time and time again. I think they should shove their noses in a pencil sharpener instead. ESPECIALLY creepers with profiles like this one: No one wants your fat, saggy pussy. This has been the blog of an annoyed erik.md ...who's not usually this bitter.

What A Dream
Hah, so this morning I awaken to the memory of my dreams last night and they were pretty wild. I dreamed that I was hired to be Tony Stark's (Ironman) assistant. I have no clue where this came from, seeing as I haven't watched the movie in like a month. The funny part about it is the dream takes place in a restaurant, staffed by people I knew when I was growing up. One of my dad's friends was the waiter, and I saw several teachers from high school as well. So he hires me, we are in his expensive car (the seats were upholstered like one of those expensive armchairs) and he gives me some very expensive wine to share with him. I pour his glass, and then pour mine and spill it all over the car. The seats are white, the wine is amber, stain city! I, of course, freak out, try to clean it, promise to get it up, and buy him another bottle. He laughs and says I wouldn't be able to afford it. We go back to the restaurant and I sit down to eat with some of my friends from high school. I

Husband
He is getting better and better with each day. He drove last night for the first time at night and he did pretty good. He drives like an old man now. But he will his reassurance back with time and some more experience. He goes back to his speech therapist on Tuesday I think and he will be getting more work with is speech and words. It is fun to see how he is progressing with each of therapy sessions for he gets better and better with each one. I tell you what, Wii is the best physical therapy ever. We got the Wii Fit for Christmas and he is on that thing every day working with it. He is getting better and better with it and it is so challenging for him. He especially is getting to this yoga and balance games on the Wii. It is going to be great year in 2009.

Someone Must Really Hate Me
One of the pipes to the water filtration system in my house has sprung a leak, my dog has lost the use of her hind legs, and I have a headache today that will not go away. Yeah, Happy F**king New Year!!!!

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Sheet Music
the SCORE the rain pours us a drink as I sit down for the perfect dinner THE DEPTHS OF A sensual evening detour signs warned me lustful intoxication scorned me but I chose my own path driving wreckless talking out my feelings yearning anticipation to get there to expose right there to make it last wax on wax off DAMN your skin is so soft erotic symposium THE ENTITY had focus divulge a discovery that was impecable kissing you on one cheek then the other one harmony rode shotgun as you bend infront of me my instrument plays a rhapsody continuously following your notes I read the melody of the song you provided the sheet music for me to use it as I remove your thong determined to make it last all night long sliding to the side forming meaning like a play rehearsed letting go of fear the lines reveal a sign inside you thighs holds th

Taste So Hot
STILL DIGESTING YOU IN MY THOUGHTS TO ACKNOWLEGE THE CURRENT FLOW OF YOUR SMILE THAT DRAWS ME IN LIKE ONE FISHING ON A SUNDAY MORNING WANTING TO FIND RELIEF IN YOUR SYMPTOMS WITH THE VICKS ON MY TONGUE : TO MAKE YOU SPRUNG TO OPEN YOU UP TO TURN YOU OUT MAKE YOU PLAY HOP SCOTCH INSIDE MY MOUTH UNTIL I EMPTIED YOU OUT' AS YOU JUMP CURSE AND SHOUT AS YOU DIRECT ME AND SHOW ME THE ROUTE AFTERALL IT TASTES SO HOT I WANNA SHOW YOU WHAT I THINK YOU GOT WHEN I TOUCH THE G SPOT MAKE YOU BEG ME NOT TO STOP AS YOU REACH DOWN AND FEEL MY ROCK THEN I UNLOCK AND UNLEASH UNTIL YOU FALL ASLEEP AND YOU ARE FINALLY AT PEACE micheck12isthisthingon?Copyright2009

10 Things You Should Never Say To A Porn Star
10. You're too pretty to do porn. (So, you're saying you would prefer to watch ugly people f*ck?) 9. Your vagina must be really worn out. (Mine isn't nearly as bad as your mother's after pushing such a giant idiot like you out of it.) 8. I would never watch porn. I think it is degrading to women. (Then how did you know my name? And my measurements? And my astrological sign? And my birthdate?) 7. How do I get my girlfriend/wife to do ________? (Ask her, not me. By the way, talking to me in the first place is not helping your cause.) 6. Wow! You're so much prettier/younger/thinner in your photos. (Obviously your mother didn't teach you anything and it is called Photoshop.) 5. I pleasured myself to you 10 times this week! (OK, I didn't need to know precisely how pathetic you are. And stop trying to shake my hand. I now unfortunately know exactly where it has been.) 4. I could do porn. (No, you couldn't. If you could, you already would be ... and no, I will NOT audition

Society
As I see it, there are always two sides to everything, what if it was just one big whole? Recently I have made a realization. There are two societies in the world (in general). Personal Society This consists of friends, family, and associates. The associates don't really have much of an impact on your life as they do not really care, they are just there. Friends are people whom you can count on to a point, they all have their weaknesses and strengths, pros and cons. Then you have your family, who will always be there for you when you need it even if you don't want it. They will not judge you for anything at any time. Family is by default blood, however, as you grow older you gain family by growing close relations with others. having said that, onto the next society. Mainstream Society This will consist of all the rest of the people you may see everyday but have never spoken to. Truth be told you don't want much to do with these people as they won't give a crap

What I Don't Need...
I don't need... A man telling me I'm beautiful...I am I don't need your approval A man telling me that I'm sexy...I am and I certainly don't need your approval on that one A man on fubar telling me he wants to spend the rest of his life with me...you don't know me and by tomorrow we won't be talking...so quit your crap! A man asking to see my nsfw...hello! see above. There are only the select few that see those and that's not to get approval that I'm sexy...if I wasn't i wouldn't have posted them in the first place. A man telling me what I need to do with my relationship...I make mistakes, I make my own choices either good or bad...its my life. Check yourself before you judge me. A man telling me that they love plus sized women...I don't care. I'm not yours and let's get facts straight...most don't. So my beauty is for the select few and that makes me a rare gem! :P That is all!!!

There Are So Many...
So many people asked how my husband is doing I am going to make sure that everyone knows here. He is doing great. His speech is progressing nicely his balance is getting better in fact he went for walk yesterday and walked nearly a mile. I bet he will beat that record today and walk a bit further. He goes back to speech therapy next week after two weeks while his speech therapist went on a two week vacation on some wild island getaway somewhere while we froze up here in the Pacific northwest. It was 39 days ago that he had his brain stem stroke and we are very lucky that he is even alive.

Radio Interview Jan. 16
Derek van Deerstet on Nikki Rocks the Politics 1/16/09 Deerstet Music is pleased to announce the exclusive world premiere of the brand new country collaboration single, “Better Then Before,” with lyrics and vocals by Janice Brown on Nikki Rocks the Politics on Blogtalk Radio! Derek van Deerstet will join host Nikki Starr to talk about his music and some of his other exciting projects on Friday, January 16, 2009 at 10am ET. Please join us! Click the banner above or the link below to tune in: Nikki Rocks the Politics

Love
People say, that love is a precious thing.They say that you should cherish it, and keep it forever.But how do you know what love is,If you have never experienced it before?They say that everyone has a soul mate.But what if you have gone through life,Without having anyone by your side?We all need that special someone,I agree.But maybe there is someone out there,Just watching life go by.Watching people fall in and out of love.Watching as people complete their lives.What if someone is out there,Thinking that they will never find someone,Because they have never felt loved before?Maybe that is why there is less love in the world.Because people are too afraid to show their emotions,Too scared to express their feelings.Or maybe there is a simple answerMaybe, just maybe,Not everyone will be able to find love,Because, they are not meant for love.

Please Help Cindragon
Please help this wonderful lady to Prophet. Cindy helps so many others level and helps them in competitions and all the while she is in poor health. Cindragon Come on, lets show her all the love she deserves ~ let's get her to prophet, she is a wonderful lady and a very special friend. Please repost this bully often! Thanks Celticrose

Thanks For The Cup!
The irony of commitment is that its deeply liberating-in work, in play, in love. The act frees you from the tyranny of your internal critic, from the fear that likes to dress itself up and parade around as rational hesitation. To commit is to remove your head as the barrier to your life.- Anne Morriss Thats my $3.00 advice today! Cause you know I love you!

Complaining And Complimenting
This is not a plea for rate this is just getting some stuff off my chest and venting This blog is brought on by something that was said the other night at the auction i was in ... and if you get butt hurt by this then just remove me from your friends list... I've been on fubar almost 2 years, so with that being said here goes: when i first joined fubar it was about finding friends and building those friendship relationships ,you know your fan / rate / add everyone chat rate their stuff they rate you and so on .... well those theories seemed to have been flushed down the toilet... I dont beg or ask for anything from anyone I earn or buy everything I get... even in give aways I dont ask for much help...I cannot tell you how many links are dropped in my shoutbox each day of people who need some rates, comments or they have auto 11's and i try to get to everyone of those links in a single day ..I have comment bombed for people just from them asking ( but not lately bombing

A Song
this is the only song i'll post simply because i don't want anyone ripping off my lyrics as their own. But this one is special as it seems to some up my life to a certain point really, enjoy, hopefully if im lucky i'll get some music for it. Comments would be appreciated Semi Circle Verse Here’s another story About a boy and girl But the boy moved away And changed the girls world The boy came back But the girl moved on So he stands on stage Singing this song Chorus I’m talking to you But I don’t know what to say Because you’re the only one That makes me feel this way You’ve captured my heart I don’t know what to do The only thing I want Is to be with you Verse The boy got up and Moves back onto his feet Just like a semi circle Only half complete He meets a new girl But as you can tell That he only went and Fucked it up with her as well Chorus I’m talking to you But I don’t know what to say Because you’re the only one That makes me fe

Auctions ...
to many times I see people complaining about auctions, for that those who bid never follow through on it yadda yadda yadda ... well I have come across a situation being on the other end of that. I followed through on my bids, payed a lot of fubux yet the person(s) I purchased haven't fulfilled their claims. To me this is most aggravating ... maybe I will do a blog/bully and warn people of these people. I notice at least one of them are in numerous auctions. Don't get me wrong some people I have bought in auctions have followed through completely and within 1 - 2 days of the auction date, which is fantastic, but being over 2 weeks and only part of the offer being done well it is rather disconcerning considering its the Bidders who usually don't follow through .... ok enough ranting from me ... comment if you like it's open to all, just UGH lol

Victoria Secret
A husband walks into Victoria 's Secret to purchase a sheer negligee for his wife. He is shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price -- the more sheer, the higher the price. Naturally, he opts for the most sheer item, pays the $500, and takes it home. He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs, put it on, and model it for him. Upstairs the wife thinks (she's no dummy ), 'I have an idea. It's so sheer that it might as well be nothing. I won't put it on, but I'll do the modeling naked, return it tomorrow, and keep the $500 refund for myself.' She appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose. The husband says, 'Good Grief! You'd think for $500, they'd at least iron it!' He never heard the shot. Funeral on Thursday at Noon. Closed coffin.

Learning
I will give to Master my body, mind and spirit, in faith of His knowledge of the skills, safety and first aid measures necessary to put me through painfully ecstatic and euphoric edgeplay: the use of needles and pins to pierce my flesh; the use of scoring tools to make drawings upon my body or to selectively and carefully cut my skin to make me bleed with little or no scarring; aromatherapy where He will throw me into higher states of consciousness with the scents of oils and incense; blood and breath control to bring me to the edge of my survival to feel the battle for my self-preservation; guns and knifeplay to intensify my awareness of my existence racing parallel with my threatened drive to live; and other such uses. Through these activities i shall learn to ride on the top edge of my fears and the bottom edge of my perception of utter terror - for it is there i shall come to know my greatest fear of all: that i will want to go there again and again.

Monday Autos Licky Licky!!
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I Had To Post Again Because Its Just The Way It Has Always Been For Me!
Why do I find that when I am at my lowest point and keep my hearts little hurtful splinters inside a person I trust but probably should'nt always finds a way to make it a million times worse. Why when I am asked to open up and told that I am so this and so that do the people I trust make me feel like crawling under a rock and mind traveling through the situations that made me this way from the start. I know that we need to find faith within ourselves and try to make the best of things but why why do people just act so heartless? Why when I am leary of opening up and keep to myself do I try to put faith in people that never had a drop of faith in me but shadowed it with drawn out whispers of genuine and whind up being whispers of deceit. I know this may sound stupid but I am puzzled as to why! Why does a person that I never really asked anything of find the need to fill me with lies when if anything all I needed was a great friend. I am not the perfect person as none of us are or the ho

Please Comment Or Mail Me No Sb
giving you a chance for 2 pictures. Picture 1. A salute like in my salute album. http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=2151529&albumid=1318713&idx=0 what i'll wear is up to me. No bra shots, though I might wear a shirt that gives out good cleavage if you ask nicely. NO ASS SHOTS for 2 reasons 1. I don't like angeling out the camera for something low 2. I prop the camera so that i know it's not blury cuz if i old it chances are it will suck for Picture 1 please don't get mad at me if i take a lot of time or if I do all of the requests at once. PICTURE 2. I'm fiddling with making online scrap books. http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=2151529&albumid=1294429&idx=0 What I ask from you, Please pick out your picture unless you don't care. If you wish to pick out your own picture please keep in mind there will be a boarder inserted so leave room for it. Please post the link. EDIT IT WILL BE SAFE FOR WORK!

Public School Dress Code!
As of Jan. 5th 2009 (yes right after x-mas) my 16 years old son's school decided to put this dress code into effect. I can agree with some dress codes in school but I think this has gone to far! I am pissed as are other parents and we want to know what we can do about it? Dress Code Policy The intent of this policy is to ensure that our students dress appropriately, are not disruptive to the educational process, and do not compromise the safety and security of our school. While requiring a specific type of clothing, it is not our purpose to interfere with student decisions or freedom of expression. However, the safety of all students, the security of the building, and the environment in which our students learn must be the foremost objectives of our school. I. PANTS: Should be casual/dress/corduroy pants of a solid color: • Khaki (Beige) • Navy Blue • Black • Gray • Striped, plaid, or print a. Pants must be sized to fit the student (i.e. one size to the st

Johnny Riggs Birthday Train... Sam I Am
Johnny Riggs's Birthday Train "Sam I Am" The Rules: 1. Stop by Johnny Riggs's page, rate the Happy Hour and My Hero folder of pics... He will be hosting a Happy Hour at 6pm Fu-time... He will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... While you are there... Rate all the tags in the Happy Birthday Train tag folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Happy Birthday Johnny," "Sam I Am train" or something like that... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag if one is not already made for you... And add you to the guest list...

True Friendship
WHAT IS A TRUE FRIEND YOU ASK,,, A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO IS THERE FOR YOU,SOMEONE WHO IS REALLY TRUE BLUE. A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WILL CALL YOU OUT WHEN YOUR WRONG AND HAVE YOU SINGING A WHOLE NEW SONG. A TRUE FRIEND WILL BE THERE REGUARDLESS OF HOW MANY FIGHT YOU HAVE AND STANDS STRONG BEHIND YOU LIKE MOSES STAFF. A FRIEND WILL STAY WITH YOU UNTIL YOU SEE, JUST HOW STRONG A PERSON YOU CAN BE,THEY WILL CRY WITH YOU, MAYBE EVEN FIGHT WITH YOU,BUT JUST REMEMBER THEY ONLY WANT WHAT BEST FOR YOU,

Fubar And Its Whiley Ways....
Ive recently carried out a little test by asking for Fubucks on my status, since yesterday I think. So I'm curious. Bling Packs, Happy Hours, Auto 11s, Godfather/mother, leveling and other similar things that I still have no clue about - what in the fuck are they all about? Really? Ive been trying to comprehend this. I have a friends list comprising of mostly women except for one man, who I incidently dont talk to, similar to 95% of the female friends I have. However, I read their status regularily. Give me bling, I NEED a VIP, Only 13million to level = please help. Bling for NSFW etc etc etc etc etc Seriously folks WHAT THE FUCK does ANYYYYYYYY of this MEANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN????? Really, how is your life in NEED of a happy hour? I mean what the fuck is a damn happy hour? What is its purpose? Why is it a need, why is bling a need, what the fuck is bling? Is Fubar not a social networking site with a more adult theme to it? I think so, am I wrong? Is this not a place to meet fo

Eight In Fourty Eight...
Yeah, that is correct! I have had exactly eight hours of sleep in the last two days! Y'know, twenty four x 2=...do the math! I'm so tired. I didn't even want to cook dinner for my family this evening. I thought, "screw it, that's what take out is for!" So, there we were, in the lobby of our local pizza parlor trying to decide what it is we all wanted to make our bellies full for the evening... I really could've give a shit at that moment but for all decision making purposes my husband had to ask me, several times, I might add, what it was I wanted on my pizza! Being a plain jane, no frills kind of gal, I opted for the canadian bacon and pineapple pizza. That's it. He, on the other hand, likes all that weird crap that should never belong on a pizza to begin with! Barbeque sauce, chicken, artichokes, alfredo sauce...wtf is that? That's not pizza! That's Macaroni Grill's standard weekly menu! Finally, after the third "what do you want?" question from my hus

Poetry
There is this feeling of deep consideration. Will there be more to this undying admiration Can there be an end to this yearning, only the warm sensation. That is to be felt betwixt her thighs, yet still would I yearn to see these eyes. To which is just another problem when there is a lack of material just imagination. Would anyone be able to steal my heart from your cold clutch which I still can't despise. No I don't Think there will be an end, My mind still my mind has such desperation. Which brings me back to the beginning yet still not winning. For others hinder thy gaming, which will lead to dueling. After the blood is shed I'll lust for her ruling. A deep sense of arrogant triumph I feel when the thought comes strolling. Toward the front of thy mind, yet what do I find. That all is false and it is all a mere dream she'd find to be somewhat unkind. So we'll leave it here, so more spite does not surface. We'll have no need for pills to begin to suppress it from

Creative Poetry
Written at the age of 13 despite having written this about 6 years ago, it still ranks in the top 10 of my favorite writings (though it could use some editing) loyalty, trust, honesty, love it all goes hand in hand to be with the very man who put on your wedding band the one who walked with you in the sand the one you fled to whenever you ran ran away from everything else to manage to find some respect for yourself he was the only who knew just how you felt in fact, he still does cause not a minute goes by that your not on his mind not even a second, though you're too scared to accept it because the pieces just cant be collected you're afraid of rejection you've never been one for stressing but now you're obsessing over everything that could fuck up you wont even shut up stop the whining and bitching, shit, just fucking listen he loves you, he's not into them games what ever happened to the good old days when everyone got their way when you were sure he would s

Deathly Dreams
At times I can have some pretty vivid dreams. Last night was no exception to this, and the dream I had disturbed me slightly. I dreamed that my dad had been very sick, and was in the hospital. After weeks of suffering and being told things wouldn't change he decided he did not want to live that way. I believe he was on some kind of machine and decided he wanted it turned off so he could die. Out of my whole family I was the only one affected by this. I was upset, angry at them, and couldn't stop being emotional. They, however, were the calm and collected ones. This dream is disturbing to me in two different ways. Obviously the first way is that I dreamed I watched my father die, never a good thing in my book. Secondly, and more psychologically deep is the way I reacted. To understand this, we'll have to have a little back story. About four or five years ago my dad found out he had a tumor on his kidney and that the best way to take care of the problem was to remove the kidney. M

The Wind
When I awoke this morning The day looked promising Everything was right and beautiful So I walked out the door with hopes high My spirit soaring fast and high As the reality of the world came Crashing in on my bright warm day It brought with it storm clouds Cold win and chilling rain I lost my bearings I foundered not knowing which way to go Much like a ship being tossed about By the huge waves in the deep ocean I foundered like a sailing ship Slowly sinking beneath the waves The wind came during the storm It seemed to rip at me Trying to destroy me, Chilled me to the very core of my being I never knew that wind would be my salvation The wind blew the storm away Helped right my vessel Dry the water that was causing me to sink To founder The wind then filled my sails I moved much swifter More steady I found my bearings I went farther than I ever hoped Stronger

Update After Surgery :)
Surgery went well, very sore from this one, worst pain with any of them, but the doctor is very happy with the outcome, everything has changed now, he took the metal out, fused the bone together, and there is no metal at all now, he said the 2 screws were holding it very well, I'm very happy, because I know I'm on the road to recovery for sure now. Tysm for all ur thoughts and prayers, I appreciate it so much, have a wonderful day everyone, much love xox

Cucumber
"There was a cucumber, a pickle, and a penis sitting around talking about how their lives sucked. The cucumber "Man, my life sucks. When I get big, fat, and juicy, they cut me up and stick me on a salad." The pickle looks at him and says, "You think you have it bad? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick me in vinegar, put spices on me, and stick me in a jar." The penis looks at him and says, "You think you have it rough? When I get big, fat, and juicy, they stick a rubber strap on my head, stick me in a dark room, and bang my head against the wall until I throw up all over myself and pass out!.

What's Your Word?
Your Word is "Love" You see life as possibility to form deep connections with a few people. Relationships are the center of your world, and you always take time to bond with those you love. You are caring and giving. You enjoy helping those you love. And when it comes to romantic love, you feel passionately ... even in a very long term relationship. What's Your Word?

Thinkin
Do you ever wonder just what in the hell that person was or is thinking? I mean like you see a certain thing this way and they see it completely different. Everybody around you can agree with you but that certain person and you still can't figure out why in the hell that person feels that, or thinks that. Have you ever thought that maybe ur going crazy, or maybe the other person is going crazy, and you just don't know how to reach out, or reach out to them. I feel this way sometimes, Theres a certain person out there who see things completely different than what everybody else sees it, or hears it, or feels it. I do indeed love this person with everything in me and would give my life any day of the week for them, however, I just wish that I could reach this person again, so maybe we could have what we once had, and share what we once shared. What good is laughing if you have no one to laugh with, or cry with nobody's shoulder to cry on, or walk through your trials and tribulations all

My Husband
I just wanted to spread the word that my husband went back to work yesterday ... and he is driving too. He went about 50 miles yesterday driving around and he also went to a meeting last night. Don't worry I was with him as an observer while he was driving.... he did great. He goes to a speech therapy session for the first time in 2 weeks since his speech therapist has been gone since he went on his vacation ... boy he is going to be shocked to hear how well my husband is talking.

Sametime 7:15
I heard a story yesterday of a group of people who started a project called Sametime 7:15. This involves everyone stopping at 7:15 to take a picture of what they are doing. It doesn't matter what it is, reading, watching tv, talking to friends, you just stop and take a picture. And you do this everyday for a year. It also involves writing a short caption, just a quick description of what you are doing at the time. I already have a website I don't do too much with, and I've been looking for ways to give it purpose. I'm thinking about taking on this challenge, if only for my own personal interest. The group that did the project said it was pretty revealing to see their life over a year to understand the things they do on a day to day basis. The foundation of this is that day to day memories are often forgotten, and only the poignant, strong memories last in our minds. A quick photo of what you are doing in your down time gives you a true picture of what you do in your life. I alrea

My Storm
Storms Of Life I was out in the sea, being tossed to and fro The night was so black I had no where to go Storms all around me The waves raging so high My strength was all gone I was going to die I looked ahead saw a ship passing by I saw a man So much love in his eyes He reached out his hand Said, "Child take ahold Put your trust in me I'll bring peace to your soul If the storms in your life Seem more than you can bare Just reach out to Jesus He is the ONE who cares.

Douchebag Of The Day Part Iii
All because of a mumm comment I made about white boys from South Carolina shouldn't be allowed to own video cameras. Thinks he's a rap star, or some shit. ->B-Lo: Drop dead Wigger. B-Lo: whatever makes u feel smart there goofy ->B-Lo: Get bent, tool ->B-Lo: If you live in SC u're currently ffrom there asshat B-Lo: not 2 bright r ya B-Lo: figure ir out retard I'm FrOM NY but live in Myrtle wow what a douche u r ->B-Lo: Myrtle Beach, SC ...straight from your default, dum-dum B-Lo: I'm from NY clown

My Life...in A Nutshell
I needed to start writing again. These are my daily ramblings and observations..... Cast (so far): Ian - My 15 year old son Neil - My 13 year old son Nevin - My 11 year old son Kim - My Ex-Wife Joann - My Girlfriend ------------------ Nevin and I were talking tonight. We were insulting each other. He said, "Dad, you're a Homo." I said, "If I'm a homo, then how did you get here?" He replied, "Oh..yea, nevermind." Joann and were taking pictures...I said...something stupid...like I always do, and she called me a "Wing Nut"....can someone explain that one to me?

Fucked Up
this is... HOUSTON - A Texas death row inmate with a history of mental problems pulled out his only good eye and told authorities he ate it. Andre Thomas, 25, was arrested for the fatal stabbings of his estranged wife, their young son and her 13-month-old daughter in March 2004. Their hearts also had been ripped out. He was convicted and condemned for the infant's death. While in the Grayson County Jail in Sherman, Thomas plucked out his right eye before his trial..."

My Birthday
I know I'm talking like it is over and done with, but I have had a great birthday. My love has made it an amazing time for me and I have enjoyed every second of it. She has made me feel like I am the most lucky and most blessed man in the world. The truth is that I am the most lucky and blessed man. Why? Because she not only tells me that she loves me, but she shows me that she loves me everyday in every way. My dear and beloved katzchen...I love you. Without any doubts and without any reservations. I look forward to our future... Bryan

Can't Sleep
What a night. Just tossing and turning..so here I am. I went to bed tired..but body is sore..and mind doesn't want to rest. I left work early to go to moms lastnight. She seems to be doing ok. Shes just glad all the suffering is over with my uncle..and so am I. These last 2 months have been pretty rough on my family. I got a ton of thoughts going through my head..though. I feel sorry for my cousins.who are younger than me. They had to see there dad go through this. They were never close to him..until these last 2 months when they realized he was dying. Sad to think about that. My cousin richard..hes really taking it bad. Alot I think because he feels guilty for missing out with being with his dad. He would not leave his room yesterday my mom said. Anyways, been thinking about them. Thinking about my own parents. My dad had surgery in November..and it was hard to see that. I know tons of people have surgeries..etc. My dad is not one to go to a Dr. though unless its major

Biggest Full Moon Of The Year
When last month's full Moon rose over Florida, onlooker Raquel Stanton of Cocoa Beach realized that something was up. "The Moon was stunningly gorgeous--and it looked bigger than usual!" she says. "My whole family noticed and watched in awe." Like millions of others around the world, she had witnessed the biggest full Moon of 2008--a "perigee Moon," 14% wider and 30% brighter than lesser Moons she had seen before. "I'll never forget it." Alert: It's about to happen again. This Saturday night, Jan. 10th, another perigee Moon is coming. It's the biggest full Moon of 2009, almost identical to the one that impressed onlookers in Dec. 2008. Above: The perigee full Moon of Dec. 2008. "The moon was very bright and BIG! Just watching it with my telescope was exciting enough, but I had to take this picture for the records," says photographer Ron Hodges of Midland, Texas. Johannes Kepler explained the phenomenon 400 years ago. The Moon's orbit around Earth is not a circle;

Ill
worse off than I thought .Dr. told me so . I know this sux . alot ........... 2 of my girls just left in tears afraid MS is gonna make me die . I told em MS is NOT gonna make me die , just really sick sometimes . they hurt my heart when they cry ...

Festivus
'Twas the night before the playoffs, when all through Charm City Ravens fans were stirring and even felt giddy. The jerseys were hung by the chimney with flare, In hopes that Joe Flacco soon would be there. The fans were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of the playoffs danced in their heads. And when we awoke and January 10th was the date, We just settled down for a winter's tailgate, When out in the end zone there arose such a clatter, The opponent looked over to see what was the matter. In a huddle of players that looked like a flash, The Ravens looked ready for a hard-hitting clash. The season had boiled down to one single game as the players were looking for more than just fame, And what to my wondering eyes looked intense, For it was Ray Lewis…and the Baltimore defense. A terrifying unit, so lively and quick, They'll hit you, they'll haunt you, or even grab the pick. More rapid than wolves these hunters they came,

January 10, 2009
I will be rating Tigerchief ~FU-MARRIED 2 STRAWBERRY@ fubar and SixtyNineMunch FuOwned by EyesTaDi4~CLUB UNITED~@ fubar and everyone that comes by my page to rate me. I will be keeping up with the llama levelers blogs. Both of the men above have auto11 so, go by and give them sum luv and level up on them. They try and keep up with returning the luv also.

Betrayal
Soo...I was proposed in Fu marriage about 10 min ago. I am already married, but I thought "what the hell, it wouldn't hurt", right? Well, I was about to accept the proposal from a young gentleman named 1397500 (a pretty original name, if you ask me), when I saw something... He commented on my NSFW pic: "DANG YOU DESERVE A BIGGER RING THAT THE ONE YOU HAVE OR IS THAT THE ONE YOU GOT YOURSELF ???" This comment made my heart flutter, and I felt butterflies awaken in the pit of my stomach. Can this be true?? Finally! I have met the man after my heart, and he truly understands what a woman REALLY needs: a rock on her finger the size of Oprah's stool. Just as I was about to accept his proposal, I noticed something disheartening, to say the least. This one hot chick made a salute for me, with her huge boobs almost exposed in the pic, and a little note addressed to me. Now, even Stevie Wonder would've noticed that it was NOT me in that said picture. a) Each boob was a size of m

Notice Me
Every night, before I close my eyes, The last thing I see is you face. Your beautiful smile,your cute laugh,No part of you could I ever replace. You make me smile, you make me happy, Even when I feel all alone. And even though I know you wont call, I spend every night by the phone.And when I drift, off to sleep, All of my dreams are of you. I dream of us hugging and you holding my hand, And all of the things we would do. If only you, would notice me, If only you would see that I Have always admired, although haven't showed it, That you could make joyful when I cry. But obviously, I'm just not good enough, And makes me want to scream. But I hold it inside but always ask why, Why wont you love me?

This Is A Story Of A Girl...
This is a story of a girl Broken hearted. Feelings shattered on the floor. She says I don't want this hurt anymore. You poisoned her with your lies giving her something to dwell over as she dies. The tears start to flow as you walk towards the door. She doesn't want to believe you as she collapses on the floor. Too overcome with pain the love she once knew has gone away

History Repeats Itself
I just got back into djing and the same shit is happening, drama... and like I ain't got enough shit goin on in my life to deal with, wierd how some ppl just take the internet so fuckin seriously, jesus fuckin christ grow up and get a life, if you can't handle ppl on here the gtfo and don't come back, FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! and if this pertains to you oh fuckin well, hope you live a nice life, but don't bother me anymore

Juggalos And Juggalettes
We are the ones who stand strong and fight to the end..we are the ones who stand up for whats right. No matter what happens to us..rip us apart..break our hearts...burn us alive. We will stand strong as one and be loyal to the family with every part of our soul. no matter who you are or where you come from. we stand together with pride. Hold on to your family. Its all we have. Show them you care. Never let them go... From the heart of a Juggalette... ~*KITTY*~

Get Real
Ok I got this BITCH that said if you rate ALL her pics she would add you to family. Well I did that and she called me a lying fat pig. So to prove her wrong I down rated a few of her pics to show I rated more than 3. She gets all pissed off and tells all her friends that I only rated 9, so it changes from 3 - 9. GROW THE FUCK UP!!! IF you notice more than THREE pics were downrated... So if I only rated three pics how could I possibly downrate more than that?

My Heart Belongs To You
By your side Through right and wrong No matter where you go I'll always play the same song Because my heart belongs to you! I'll never leave your side And even if I'm far away With you is where my heart will stay May my everlasting love never fade away Because my heart belongs to you! And when you're worried I can feel your pain deep in my soul To spend eternity with you is my life long goal And although it might not seem possible at this time I feel in the future your heart will be mine Because......My heart belongs to you!

"feeling Like Shit"
If I don't put it to pen I know that it will all explode. I feel that I've left everyone in my life down. From my ex, to my own children, my mother, and all my friends although I don't think I really have any. I think who I hurt the most has been myself. Yes, I think I let myself down the most. I've put off advancing in my life and it's taken a huge toll on my health both physicaly and emotionaly. Sometimes I'm up and sometimes I'm very down and when I'm that low in my life ....... well I would'nt want to say where I'm thinking then. I put myself in this place and I guess its up to me to climb out of it. My life hurts and everyone I touch it seems hurts too. I have several choices in my life now and I really doubt that ending it is an option only because of my faith also which I question. I can get off my ass and take chances or I can sit here and wallow in my hate, fear, and guilt. I guess, in the end .... it will all be up to me.

Dbc Clubhouse Is Dead
WELL .............BY POPULAR DEMAND WE REVIVED THE DBC CLUBHOUSE.........ALTHOUGH SCONEE AND I CANNOT BE IN THERE ALL THE TIME CAUSE WE HAVE JOBS AND STUFF AND WE DONT EXPECT ANYONE ELSE TO DO MORE THAN WE CAN......BUT ANYWAYS WE GOT THE LOUNGE BACK UP AND NO ONE WANTS TO STAY IN THERE UNLESS EITHER SCONEE OR MYSELF ARE IN THERE.....WELL......EVEN WHEN PEOPLE COME IN THERE THEY DONT STAY LONG ENOUGH FOR US TO SAY HI ........POOF THEY ARE GONE....SO.....WE GIVE UP ON THE LOUNGE BUT ............THE DBC WILL NEVER DIE......WE WILL BE RECRUITING LOCALLY SOON AFTER TAX SEASON.....THE BASH IS STILL ON SO DONT WORRY ABOUT THAT......WE LOVE OUR DIE HARD DIRTY BITCHES AND BASTARDS AND WE REALIZE YOU ALSO HAVE OTHER COMMITMENTS.........WE JUST GIVE UP ON THE LOUNGE THING.......PEACE ^5 333333333/4444444

People
Its funny to see people that take themselves too seriously. The ability to laugh at oneself is a biggest sign of intelligence. If a person acts like he/she has a cock up their ass, chances are they don't have anythin in their head. My biggest turn on: geeky sarcastic assholes that talk about havin runs.

If You've Ever Wondered What It Would Be Like To Spend And Evening With Me Here You Go
I’ve been burning the candle at both ends for over a month now. Between being very understaffed at work and being the only one in my house that’s not infected with some sort of bug (now who’s laughing at me being a germaphobe?). This is the first weekend in five weeks that I’ve had off and I needed to blow off some steam. Late Thursday night, right before I went to bed, I sent Fonty C a text message telling him how I’d been busting it and that we needed to go out Friday night and have a drink. Upon falling asleep I had one of the craziest dreams that I’ve ever had. I woke from the dream shortly after 1 am and realized what it all meant. The dream was a warning of the shenanigans that would ensue if I went out with Fonty Friday night. Not being one to really buy into the whole "dream the future" type of stuff I blew it off and went back to sleep. Friday rolls around and it’s been nice out for two days now. I was considering putting the battery back into my car so I could drive it

Such An Evening...
I'll let my heart out for a walk today I won't go myself - Evening is such that I can't just sit like this. I'll let my heart out for a walk today I won't go myself. Just please: don't step on my heart!

Rating Game - 1/12/09
~Rain's Rating Game~ So u want a chance to win one of the great prizes? Here is what you do : Below is links to Myself,Babyboy,and PIA .For every 100 pic rates I will put your name in a drawing for a chance to win a prize (1 entry per 100 rates).There are several prizes that can be won.You may rate any or all of our pics to give you more chances at winning.Please fumail RAIN (NOT SB) fumail ONLY Letting me know how many pics you rated altogether. WE have auto 11's activated ..So you will benefit just from rating! PM Rain For Bonus Entries. ~~Prizes~~ THERE WILL ONLY BE 3 WINNERS THIS TIME!!! 1st Place - Auto 11 Bling 2nd Place - 1 Ticker 3rd Place - 1 Tag ~~~~~HAPPY RATING~~~~~ ~~~GET STARTED~~~ †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$Hûßßý †º Яåîñ{Ð.$.Ç}@ fubar ~*~PIA~*~co-owner @WYKD ~*~@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This Week's Winners

Mom
I swear to fucking god i hate my mom. I do everything i can for her and she does nothing but bitch. I am taking her to the doctor tomorrow but i cant do anything today so she says if i dont step up for her tomorrow then she never speaking to me again yet what does today have to do with tomorrow? Then i told her to stop being a bitch and she is like who is being the real bitch here. All because i cant go to the store today. I will be at the hospital all day with her tomorrow, i even moved my schedule around so that i can take her and this is the fucking response i get. i hate her i hate her i hate her. To top it off she is dying due to hepatitis C and stage two cirrhosis but i have no pity for her, i am such a bad person. i guess i should explain about my mom. She is a drug addict and alcoholic. She has stolen from me and my husband and is always laying a guilt trip on me. if she is mad at my sister she yells at me if she is mad at me she yells at me. Everything is always someone els

The Masses Will Speak!!!
So hear we on my next installment of who doesn't like to rate back...this time I take it to the ordinary auto 11 types and see from these new people who are here to take like those other POS types do!! So I'll cover just a couple of days to show they are getting worse!! So Here is the list of those fine new non-raters entertaining my page....Remember I just don't do picture ratings; I rate profiles too..lol. Saturday the 10th we have.... http://fubar.com/user/1297820 Tia 39 Rated and ill give her vredit for the 8 returned http://fubar.com/user/1034812 MedussaLA 89 Rated and just a profile rate returned http://fubar.com/user/1667165 Sweet butnaughty 71 Rated and none returned http://fubar.com/user/2307770 notsosubtle 28 Rated and none returned http://fubar.com/user/1444122 Flawed Beauty 154 rated and none returned http://fubar.com/user/2393944 Rose 6 Rated and none returned Ok Saturday wasn't to kind how bout Sunday....a day we should usually give right?? http://fubar.com/u

Sweet~n~sexxay Spotlight Auction
Sweet~N~Sexxay Spotlight Auction Auction will open on January 19th or as soon as I get 10 entrys and will end on January 26th @ 10pm Central Time. You can use any pic you like as long its not animation, all tags will be made by me and the entry fee is 50,000 fubucks and all starting bids will start out with 100,000 fubucks. Here is what the tags will look like. Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 50k to enter please send your entry fee to ~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fu Owned By Dr@gonMaster©~SBG 2. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 3. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 4. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 5. Please PM your entry's not threw the shout box! 6. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Send fubucks to ~Sweet~N~Sexxay~Fu Owned By Dr@gonMaster©~SBG Thank You

Only If
If only it were so simple, to cruise through life smelling roses; but the obstacles blacken the countryside, and we unwittingly crush them beneath our boots. Dreams sustain us through the madness; goals give a finish line to our race. Yet they change with every turn, around every wall, and remain elusive throughout the quest. Mistakes are made, and regrets are our luggage; we will drag them with us to slow us down. The victories are flashes of light, sudden and unlasting, which allow us to glimpse the road ahead before darkness descends. Love is bitter, yet it is the bread that keeps us. Over and over it fills us up, only to starve us. The people whom we love shape our destinies and our strengths, yet leave us cold and alone in the darkness. There are others trying to race to the end; occasionally, we bump into one or two. The bonds we form help us down the path less lonely but eventually, we lose each other in the darkness. Alone is not a bad way to be;

Wild Side
Hello, This is my FIRST BLOG. For those who have taken the time out of their very busy day to read my thoughts about My Trike, I thank you. In the 1990’s I knew NOTHING L about “Trikes”. I came back to California in October 1998. I was introduced to a very strange Sub-Culture just by happenstance . I felt like Alice tumbling through the rabbit hole. There are so many different ways to fabricate a trike. Let your imaganation be your guide The only limit is the MONEY. Very powerful limit, MONEY. I began gathering other peoples JUNK in 1999. Between then and now I have assisted in building 4 trikes and this last one I did 90% of all the welding, cutting, bending, and paint. I was quite proud of this one. I bought a NEW 1995 Harley Davidson Heritage, Springer front fork‘.. I got a solid, 21“, highly polished aluminum, “Centerline “ front rim and a pair of 17” x 10” Crieger SS chrome rims on the rear. I had just installed a newly rebuilt 1776cc VW Bug, air co

Melody
In this heartless creation It is hard to understand Why some souls choose to wander Forgetting Yet I am lost without wandering My love is a ghost Ancient - with wisdom Vital - with tears Not able to move on Unable to let go It's hard to remember a love You don't recognize in this life Yet the memory is without thought Agony - without knowledge This love - is without mercy Passing through eternity Life to the next Forever searching In a labyrinth of whispers For a blissful love Lost Longing for the touch I'll sense when I feel Whispering to my heart Comforting this stoned soul Our love burns within me But I am lost in the shadows This entity of dreams Forever killing me I believe this love is eternal The flame will not relinquish Forever circling me The very matter of my existence But for now I simply breath Awaiting your rescue Music - bonding our souls Pain - stirring the memories While silence shouts out this melody

Stolen
A - Available: for a relationship? no. - Age: 27 - Annoyance: the obtuse - Animal: kitty, kitty B - Beer: fuck, can't - Birthday: sept 26 - Best Friend(s): evan - Body Part on opposite sex: hands, lips, eyes, hip bones, bellybutton - Best feeling in the world: new socks - Blind or Deaf: blind. i must have music - Best weather: cool fall days with the windows up and the breeze blowing in - Been on stage?: a couple times - Believe in Magic: not really. - Believe in Santa: i am santa. - Been in Love: sure. - Been bitched out?: a couple, few times - Believe in yourself?: in most situations - Believe in life on other planets: it's possible. - Believe in miracles: evan is my miracle. - Believe in Satan: no - Believe in Ghosts/spirits: i have no proof, but i am curious. C - Candy: yes please and lots of it - Color(s): green, black - Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla - Chinese/Mexican: Mexican - Cake or pie: *sigh* can't - Continent to visit: europe - Cheese: can't

Learning Never Ends When
you continue to make the same mistakes! We all know the cliche learn from our mistakes. I have learned over and over, and Im sure I will keep learning. The thing is do we continue this manotony because we are literally idiots, or can it be the dying romantic that suffers here?

What Reptile Are You?
You Are a Crocodile You are incredibly wise and knowledgeable. In fact, your wisdom is so deep that it sometimes consumes you. People are intrigued by you, but you find few people intriguing. You are not a very social creature. You are cunning. You enjoy deceiving people a little. You are able to find balance in your life, and you can survive anything. What Reptile Are You?

Wisdom
my eleven year old son has been sick with stomach bug for a few days. as he is getting better is eating a bit.... last night we were all watching a movie and he said he felt gassy. i told him, you had better go in the bathroom just in case. then he spouts wisdom to rival Confucius.... "never trust a fart when you are sick :)" this made us all giggle....i hope it made you at least smile:)

I Know This Silence
I know this silence been here before I'm walking blinded through your door This is a sense of things to come This is a sense Breath in this moment It's come and gone Further and faster through your soul Open your eyes and bring some fun Open your mind Reveal yourself it's a big sky We love We live We take We give Release yourself it's a big sky

The Terrible Towel And Why The Steelers Need To
The Terrible Towel and Why the Steelers Need to > Win the Super Bowl > > > > Members of the Steeler Nation know all too well the story > of the Terrible Towel. > It was a brainchild of beloved and dearly departed Myron > Cope during the Noll > Dynasty. The magic of the towel lasted beyond the > retirement of Chuck Noll, > maintained its staying power throughout the entire Cowher > age, and is still > going strong in the early years of the Tomlin era. The > towels are manufactured > in Wisconsin by Chippewa River Industries. Proceeds from > the sale of the towels > benefit Chippewa, which employs the mentally disabled, and > helps to pay for > their care. Myron Cope also collected royalties and > donated all of them to the > Allegheny Valley School , a special needs place where his > autistic son is a > resident. Before he died, Cope bequeathed the Towel > rights to the school, > ensuring proper care for his son and for many others. > >

$10? $25
So here's the deal. I have a pre-paid phone. This is currently my only steady means of communication with the outside world. I didn't miss having a phone while I still had internet at home. Now that its gone, I'm burning through minutes like wild fire. I'm hoping to find a way to get some minutes and possibly provide a service (wink wink) at the same time. Here's my thought: Either from Walmart directly or from the cell company's website, re-load increments can be purchased. You text me when you buy them. All you need is my cell number to add minutes. When I get the text that I've been loaded up, I call you and we'll get to talk about whatever you want. Just a thought. PM me if you're interested.

My Bets Never Win!
Thanks to Preston and the idea of playing yahoo pool, I agreed to play. Seems we have a common interest. Rare to find I know. Well 1/2 way through the game I decided the game would be more interesting to make a friendly non sexual wager. Yeah bad idea. Being that I have played yahoo pool many of times and can confess I do have some skill, I met my match. Whoever got to 8 games won first, would win the best. Mine was a salute, something cool and his was to fuown me. Yeah being the cocky lil shyt that I am and already behind my main thought was *bring the rain* we'll needless to say I drown in my own storm.. Here ya go Preston a Blog wrote just for you. You bent my ass in a game of pool! Cheers bro!

Tears
The clouds open wide the rain pours down on my face. i stand here without moving, my face towards the clouds. the memories of years past run through my head. the laugher, the smile , so many tears, heartbreaks. i remember the times you took me under your wing when no one else would. The resurring words telling me everything would be ok. THe endless nights you stay up with me wiping the tears from my face. telling me how much you loved me even though my parents didnt.. How i miss seeing your smile when i walked in the room. How you knew how i was feeling without me saying a word.. How you tried so hard to make sure i knew how important i was. How you helped me be the person i am today. I will forever remeber what you have gave me.. I will never forget the hugs so tightly that it made everything go away.. You were my rock ..but you will always stay close to my heart.. as the clouds pass. i see my tears wash away.. i love you grandma..

Newest Update On Me
well for those who ive talked to and know about my situation and what has been going on medicaly with me, i just wanted to let you all know i got my medication refilled today and am feeling alot better. Since I am taking my meds again this also means I quit drinking for the time being. Thanks to all those true friends who have cared though out this period of time.

A Cry
A cry for help in the silence of a busy night. So close you feel a tormented heart and mind. You smell the tears and fear. You sense the anguish. Darkness looms around you and into it you reach out your hand and heart. Reaching to comfort... to silence the cry of torment. You feel something fall, clinging onto you. Pulling back, you find yourself being sucked in. You fight to pull yourself free, grasping protectively and tightly around the yet unseen object in your care. Struggling free; your battle is won. You then look down into your hand, and discover a bruised and broken heart. You don't want this. You try to find a place in your world for it to go... to heal. You notice then it has begun to grow around you. You try again and again, moving more and more quickly to give it a better place to go, but it can not... will not escape it's grasp. No place is suitable. It feels safe and secure... loved by you. You feel responsible now and with grief an

Bling Fling And Auto 11's Bonus Game!
AUTO 11 BONUS GAME 3 ways to win! First, I will be blinging random raters throughout my 24 hours of auto 11's. Second, on Thursday, January 15, at 9 PM Central, or 7 PM FU-Time, I will be holding a Race for BLING! Rate The "Poster" folder and PRIVATE message me as soon as you are finished. The 1st, 5th, and 10th person to email me will win a new MOON BLING !!! Third, Need fu-bucks?! During my auto 11's I will be holding a drawing for over 2.5 million fu-bucks! For rating every 100 TRUE EZ Rate pictures, you may private message me for one entry. Rate more, enter more. Example, If you rate 500, you get entered 5 times. 1st prize is 1,000,000. 2nd prize is 500,000, and 3rd is 250,000. In addition to those, 3 winners EACH day will be drawn to win 100,000 each day. Thanks in advance all! xoxo

For The Ladies
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of

Conservation!
I keep seeing these ads on TV telling us how we should conserve more and use less of pretty much everything! It occurs to me though that if if we simply had fewer children, that would do more to help save the planet and make life better than all the conservation and energy-efficient vehicles and homes combined! Conserving is all nice and good, but how about promoting the idea of having fewer children as well? Smaller more tightly knit families where the parents can "invest" more time, attention and resources in their kids would do wonders for our population and the planet in general IMO. Think about it! Why is it so politically incorrect to promote having fewer children? I get sick at my stomach every time I hear of a new mother who had 4 or 5 babies at once, or families with 5 or 6 children or more! To me that's just wrong. We each take up space and consume scarce resources in this world, there needs to be fewer of us and *we* need to be of high quality! Smaller families WOULD

Cyber Love
I still consider myself a beginner but then the experiences and situations of my friends in the internet cyberlove chatting has brought me into being careful, not to let my guard down considered myself as a pros. Hmmmm.... you might be wondering why do some people fall in love with somebody from the chat room or internet world considering that they know nothing about the person, only the words streaming out of the monitor and pictures received which we are not even sure if it is really him or her. It is not that hard to fall in love with somebody you haven’t met yet. A sensible discussion could start a desire to get to know a person better. It might even start from a simple "asl pls?" What will happen next is more important. Ok! You enjoyed chatting together. The next time around you will start looking for this chatmate, for another discussion and as you do this, you are emotionally attaching yourself to that stranger without realizing the risk we´re taking. D

Friday Assignment!
=== '*Lord Wolf* Founder~ Kingdom of Rogue's & Rogue Wolf Levelers.' wrote the following at '2009-01-16 07:02:30'.. Official Family Rate Day. There should be no Rating of Auto 11 people today unless they're Family. Time to Show Love to Family. Loyalty is the Key. A Wolf Pack has more Loyalty than Humans. Even though we are Rogues, we are still a pack and should honor Our CO's + Family with Rates & Love Family to be Rated with a Vengence. Pick a member that u deam worthy an rate the shit out of them please. Shayla needs Love Bad. If you're dedicated to this family, choose a member and rate rate rate. This Family Rate Day is for Family that requires leveling. Below are a few links to get started. If you know of others let me know and they will be added. All rates given to Lord Wolf will be returned with 11's. Seeking Godmother ~Toxic Angel®~Co Owner of Rogue Wolf Levelers~@ fubar TLC our Official

Diet And Mother-in-law
Despite not having the best week, between preparing for MIL's visit, having a fight with hubby and cheating on my diet right after the fight, missing my walk twice due to bad weather, etc., I still managed to lose 2 more lbs. Yeah it's not much, but it's a loss, not a stall or gain. So, yay. That's 6 lbs. lost since the New Year. So, MIL is coming in from Puerto Rico tomorrow. She'll be staying with us for 2 weeks. Despite the fact that we have other relatives close by, she always stays pretty much the whole time with us. She's a good lady and I do love her, I just love her more when she lives 1,000 miles away. She's very paranoid and always panicking about the littlest things. She's always convinced that I'm doing something terribly wrong as a mother and I'll cause my children irrepairable harm. (I guess that's a universal trait in in-laws though.) Anyway, I'm sure she'll be keeping me on my toes. Hubby's not taking vacation either, so since I'm the stay-at-home mom I'll

Victoria Secret Shopping
The negligee A husband walks into Victoria 's Secret to purchase a sheer negligee for his wife. He is shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price. He saw that the sheerer the negligee, the higher the price. Naturally, he opts for the sheerest item, pays the $500 and takes it home. He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs, put it on and model it for him. Upstairs, his wife thinks, 'I have an idea. It's so sheer that it might as well be nothing. I won't put it on; instead I'll do the modeling naked, return the negligee tomorrow and keep the $500 refund for myself.' She appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose. The husband says, 'Good grief. You'd think for $500 they would at least iron it!' He never heard the shot. Funeral is on Thursday at Noon. Closed coffin

Just Keepin It Real!
Humble Advice for The New Year Go through your cell phone, caller id, calendar, and email addresses and discard all the people and events that mean you no good or don't benefit your life! Stop making excuses about your life and make changes! Keep your opinion to yourself! We all know what others should do, but what about you? If you are involved w/ a person, job, or circumstance that is doing more harm than good, do yourself a favor - LET IT GO! Take care of your kids and devote a weekend or two when you spend "quality" time with them. Who cares if you miss out on a "mix"! You can party anytime! If you are not saved….get saved!!!!! Get your debt in order! Eventually you'll want a nice home and car in your name! Stop spreading senseless rumors and try to get your own life in order! Listen more! Talk Less! Give without worrying about it! Tell people you love them before your hear about some great tragedy in the world or lose a close friend! Sp

By Choice We Became Friends
By Choice We Became Friends It is by chance we met, by choice we became friends... Friendship is a strange thing....we find ourselves telling each other the deepest details of our lives...things we don't even share with our families who raised us...But what is a friend? A confidant? A lover? A fellow email junkie? A shoulder to cry on? an ear to listen? a heart to feel?... A friend is all these things...and more. No matter where we met, .... I call you friend. A word so small...yet so large in feeling...a word filled with emotion. It is true great things come in small packages. Once the package of friendship has been opened, it can never be closed... it is a constant book always written...waiting to be read... and enjoyed. We may have our disagreements...we may argue... we may concern one another...friendship is a unique bond that lasts through it all.... A part of me is put into my friends...some it is my humor... some it is my listening ear... some it is real life experie

Ants In My Pants
I"m bored and antsy. I didn't get to go to hubby's show because his friend got sick and can't give me a ride there. GRRR... I am in a REALLY hateful mode right now. And would love some violence and bloodshed.

Sick And Tired Of Being Sick And Tired
I'm being a big fuckin baby cuz I have a sinus infection that is making me cough like no other. I hurt so bad and I just want to stop coughing. I've been drinking tea and cough syrup like it's going out of style, plus I'm on antibiotics. I just want to feel better!!! ok I think I'm done being a baby.

Oh For The Love Of God!
Thx Annie!! lol Here's 25 useless things about me. 1. I'm a total dork 2. The Hummel figurines are my ancestors. Google them 3. I leave bruises on those who sleep w. me haha 4. Don't piss me off while driving. Your life will depend on it, trust me 5. I tend to cry myself to sleep 6. I'm a very loving person. It's in my nature 7. I have a NY attitude 8. I know what I have many people don't so I like to flaunt it ;-) Sounds bitchy but admit it, you do too 9. My cat likes to claw my butt 10. I plan to be a Parasitologist once I graduate college 11. I have extremely high expectations for myself and don't stop until I achieve them 12. I hold a lot of shit in, especially if it exposes my feelings 13. I could care less about what people think of me 14. I speak French semi fluently 15. I'm getting a headache thinking of random bullshit about me 16. My Mom-Mom meant the world to me 17. I hate when people tell me to view/comment their NSFW's

Train Wreck
Soo, unbeknown to me there was a train derailment right in my burb, in a spot that I cross every day on way home from work. Sub-zero temperatures and a freight train derailment in northwest suburban Buffalo Grove have caused several delays for Metra commuters Friday. RELATED STORIES Metra service updates As of 10:30 a.m. Union Pacific Northwest Line Train 611, scheduled to arrive in northwest suburban Crystal Lake at 10:25 a.m., is operating approximately 20 minutes behind schedule due to switch problems caused by extreme weather conditions, according to a service advisory on Metra’s Web site. Southwest Service Train 822, scheduled to arrive Chicago Union Station at 11:01 a.m., is on the move and about 20 minutes behind schedule because of earlier delays, the site said. Also because of earlier delays, Milwaukee District North Line Train 2128, scheduled to depart Fox Lake at 8:45 a.m. and arrive Chicago Union Station at 10:22 a.m. is operating approximately 50 minutes

I Am Pathetic...
Somebody want to donate fubucks so I can post more intelluctually challenged mumms?Dont be greedy,unless you are greedy.Then cool.I wouldnt give em to me either.Cheers for now.I am cooking supper so I am in and out. Tatoe

Beauty
How come you have to be a size 0 to be beautiful? I would love to have a good self esteam. It's not too bad, but it could be better. What should I do? I dont sit around and eat all day. I go to the gym, but it still doesn't make a difference in how I feel about myself. I just want to feel pretty. I hate those people that think that they have no flaws and think their shit dont stink. It's those type of people who give others a complex. Sorry if it sounds like im bitching, but i just needed to vent. Smooches to all. P.S Thanks for listening.

Hmmm
I never knew finding the one person to fall for was a big deal recently. I was off doing my thing and I seen her...wow,I was amazed. I thought to myself she is the most beautiful person I have ever layed eyes on. Kinda hit me like a tons of bricks. I am content now. Thank you Kirsty.

Best Friends
It's something I would wish upon anyone person in this world. To have a best friend is to have a confidant. Someone to always trust, fall upon when you're down and stand up beside you when you're not. I've been fortunate enough to have that one person who knows me in my soul and has seem to know me my whole life. Jaime and I met in the third grade. We were both nine years old. In the middle of my third grade year my mom moved us again. It was the second school I had to attend that year and I was nervous as I always was when I had to start all over. Making friends was never easy for me. I often felt anxious and nervous and kept to myself most the time. Kids are mean and not very welcoming unless, of course, they're the underdogs of the crowd, the picked upon and the akward. I always tended to gravitate to those less fortunate in friends and social status. It was less intimidating to strike up a conversation in class or on the playground with the picked on kids rather

Practical Magic
From the movie Practical Magic: Sally Owens: Always throw salt over your left shoulder; keep rosemary by your garden gate; plant lavender for luck; and fall in love whenever you can. Sally Owens: What would you do, Gilly? Gillian Owens: What wouldn't I do... for the right guy? Young Gilly: What are you doing? Young Sally: I'm summoning up a true love spell called amas veritas, he can flip pancakes in the air, he will be marvelously kind, and his favorite shape will be a star. And he'll have one green eye, one blue. Young Gilly: I thought you never wanted to fall in love. Young Sally: That's the point. The guy I dreamed up doesn't exist, and if he doesn't exist, I'll never die of a broken heart. Sally Owens: [Sally's letter to Gillian] Sometimes I feel like there's a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight, there's a circle around it. Sign of trouble n

Ads Terminology
1) 40ish...means 52 and looking for a 25 yr old 2) Affectionate...needy and looking for a mother figure 3) Artist...delicate ego badly in need of a massage 4) Athletic...sits on couch and watches ESPN 5) Average...unusual hair growth on ears, nose and back 6) Distinguished looking...all over grey 7) Educated...will always treat you like an idiot 8) Employed...on management track at McDonald's 9) Financially secure...he will spend some money on you, in return for which he will expect you to put out 10) Free Spirit...will sleep with your sister and your best friend and try your mom 11) Friendship First...as long as said friendship involves nudity 12) Fun...good with a remote and a six pack 13) Good Looking...arrogant bastard 14) Honest...pathological liar 15) Huggable...fat ass 16) Gentle Ben lSO Slim attractive female...you would be better off with a golden retriever 17) Light Drinker...on the express train to AA 18) Likes To Cuddle...insecure, overly dependent 19) Lik

Thank You All So Much
♠Diana♠2nd Alarm Hotties (NO FAN=NO ADD)' wrote the following at '2009-01-17 02:15:23'.. FIRST OFF, I WOULD LIKE TO THANK LARRYB FOR MY AUTO 11...THANK YOU SO MUCH DIANA FOR THE AWESOME BULLY YOU MADE, I LOVE IT!!! I CAN'T EXPRESS THE GRATITUDE I HAVE FOR MY FANTASTIC FRIENDS FOR ALL THE LOVE THEY SHOWED ME DURING MY AUTO...I WANT TO THANK MY FRIENDS FOR GETTING OTHERS TO COME AND RATE MY PICS, IF IT WEREN'T FOR ALL OF YOU THIS WOULDN'T HAVE BEEN AS SUCCESSFUL AS IT WAS...MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT TO EVERYONE WHO CAME TO MY PAGE AND RATED TILL THEIR ARMS WERE NUMB, YOU ARE ALL AWESOME...XOXO TINA SHE'S AWESOME,SHE IS GREAT AND SHE WILL ACTIVATE AUTO'S TODAY ON 2 PM EAST TIME-11 AM FUBAR TIME!!! LOVE HER,SPOILE HER...YOU WON'T REGRET IT!!! ~Natural_Witch~ * No Fan No Add*@ fubar Pimp out by : ¢¼Diana¢¼ 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar (repost of original by '~Natural_Witch~ *

Venting - Blog May Not Make Any Sense
I have to tell you, when that time of the month rolls around it always seems to get more painful every time. It gets me to the point where my thoughts become psychotic and the smallest annoyance can be a fatal mistake. Anything but pleasant conversation, laughter, and Will Ferrel will piss me the fuck off.. I just want to fucking punch my fist through someone's chest and rip their heart out. I'm so fucking angry, it's like blind rage almost. It's not even really personal, I just hate EVERYTHING at this time of the month. I really just want men to see what this feels like for one day, If I had my way, like if I were some super intelligent, crazy, scientist I'd gas the entire Earth and some how make it so men got their period for a full 24 hours NO MATTER WHERE THEY FUCKING WERE!!! This way they fuckin know that the shit aint funny. They sit back all high and mighty with their dicks, and say "oooh sucks for you baby" I WANT THEM TO FUCKING FEEL IT!!!!! It would be the ultimate fe

Life Is A Long Lesson
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really are strong, And you really do have worth.

Sdmf
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS DRAMA SHIT BETWEEN PEEPS IN SO CALLED SDMF LOUNGES.. IF YOU ARE SDMF YOUR NOT RECRUTED THATS BULL SHIT.. IF YOU ARE SDMF YOU DONT GET MAD AT YOUR OWN FUCKEN BLOOD OVER SOME BITCH.. IF YOU ARE SDMF YOU DONT DISRESPECT ONE ANOTHER PERIOD.. YOU DONT TRY TO START SHIT.. OH YEAH DONT LET ME FORGET THE TRUE SDMF WOULD NEVER PLAY KKK SONGS IN THERE LOUNGE AND DISRESPECT MY RACE.. CUZ ZAKK WOULD NEVER EVER DISRESPECT ME NOR MY RACE EVEN PLAYING CUZ ITS NOT FUNNY.. READ YOUR BYLAWS MOTHER FUCKERS.. AND IF YOU LIVE BY THEM THEN LIVE BY THEM. READ #1 AND READ #7..MAKE SURE YOU ALL READ THIS AGAIN.. IF YOU DONT LIKE ME AND IF YOU DONT RESPECT ME GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE YOU FAKE ASS FUCKS..DONT EVEN TRY TO INVITE ME TO YOUR LOUNGE WHEN YOU PLAY STUPID KKK SONGS AND THINK ITS FUNNY NIETHER. I DONT DEAL WITH FAKE ASS FUCKS. DO YOU FEEL GOOD WHEN YOU TRY TO DOWN SOMEONES RACE? I BET YOU DO!! DO YOU FEEL BIG WHEN YOU DISRESPECT PEOPLE I BET YOU DO!! FUCK ALL THIS STUPID DRAM

2nd Attempt At Fubar..lmfao
well this is my 2nd attempt at fubar...deleted my other account due to a jealous boyfriend...created this one...he knws..hopefully there isnt anymore drama...fukin drama drama drama....feel free to rate me ...ill return love ..i promise.... my other account i was like level 23..vip...500 pics...i worked on that bitch alot...but its all good... show me some love purty please

In And Out Of My Life...
come and go when you want to go stay and play just to get away then life reminds you of your place in my day no excuse for your actions or lack of conversation no effort on your part to explain this separation, situation, complication, alienation. a fool you must see me to just comply with your fleeting but it's nothing to be complacent with you each meeting I know you you will never change you know me I will always arrange for you to be in and out of my life.

Hmmmmm.......
So yea....way too much goin on in my head tonight so thought id blog it....went out last night with nicole, ended up hangin with the guys which i hadnt done in awhile...i missed it! Had a blast! I definatley needed that since id been so down and bored and stuck at home! So saw a guy that i like and its got me thinking. See heres the thing....we had a lil fling goin on awhile back...and well not intentionally i broke his heart :( But i believe he is still into me which is good but he is also my ex boyfriends best friend. Makes things a tad difficult. He is a really great guy and i know he would treat me great and thats what i deserve!!!! He has been a great friend lookin out for me too. I just dont know whether to pursue something again or not. Id definatley like to hang out some more and see how things go...so i guess thats what ive come too cause thinking beyond that things get all cloudy lol anywho im freezing and im hungry so im out......

Near Death Experience?
ok, maybe not so much. I came in to work, and my 2nd shifter told me that the maintenance guy was about to go home, but decided to doublecheck the electrical room. Well, he found that...a heater for a swimming pool was on friggin fire! Not only that, but it was right next to the gas valves for the fireplace in the lobby. Fire and gas valves don't really go together that well, so the Fire dept was called, and they had to put out the flames in the electrical room. If the dude didn't go to check, the left wing of my workplace would've been found 5 miles away. on a brighter note, tho, we have a deal with a local pizza place run by Bulgarians, and when we have enough orders from the guests, they sign a sheet, and we get free pizzas :) I came in, and the sheet was full, so I called in to order food. The dude noticed my accent and name, and asked if I was Russian. I said yes, and he said he is Bulgarian; we chit chatted in Russian for a bit, and he took my order for a greek salad, che

Pronounced Dead At 9:03 On January 18 2009
my best friend killed herself today...i was always holding out that one day we would be together, but we lived in 2 different worlds, not to mention 2 different states...shes who i turned to, who i talked to when no one else understood....no one even knows why, but recently she started taking empty syringes and would drain blood from her arms with them....to get a simulated high...last night she went too far...i dont know what to think, i dont know what to do... i even feel like joining her.... ive never been this alone before, yet i cant imagine the pain she must have been in to have done that...i never had a clue...goodbye carmen....goodbye...

Flagging Nsfw Pics
I wake this morning to begin my daily ritual of morning java and fubar...2 of my fave things! I find one of my photos has been marked NSFW. Now keeping in mind that normally if I figure it will be marked I will go ahead and do it. No big deal for me! I'm thinking to myself I haven't put anything bad up that i myself haven't flagged. I click on the "view image" thingie.... OH LAWWWWWDDDD! It's a pic of my aunt's dog asleep on her back!!! OMG!!!!!!! I'm into puppy porn!!!!!!!!!! I have been forced out of the closet!!!!!! Are you fucking kidding me???? Who decides what is NSFW??? And who would flag such a thing? It is an innocent sweet pic of a puppy asleep. How refuckingdiculous!!!!!!!!!! Now, the question is... do I mark this blog NSFW because I said fucking a couple of times???? FUCK!!!!!!!!! I don't know??? This is an adult site....ADULT! Let me repeat that...ADULT!!! We cuss...we have dirty pics...write erotica...dammit this is our outlet!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not gonna ma

What Is Love ??
'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.' Chrissy - age 6 ----------------------------------------------------------------

The Reason I Need To Move Out Of Ny
NEW YORK – Only five metropolitan areas in the U.S. will escape job losses this year, according to a forecast released Saturday by the U.S. Conference of Mayors. New York is expected to take the biggest hit as thousands of jobs are lost on Wall Street. Big financial firms are slashing workers as they cope with bad debt. Other companies have gone under, like Lehman Brothers Holdings Inc., which filed for bankruptcy in September. The New York area is expected to lose 181,000 jobs in 2009, the report said. Consulting company IHS Global Insight produced the report for the group. The Los Angeles area is expected to see 164,000 lost jobs, in part because of the huge drop in home prices that has punctured the California economy. After New York and Los Angeles, the Miami area is expected to see the greatest loss, with a decline of 85,000 jobs. Chicago and the surrounding area are next, with losses projected at 80,000. Unemployment is expected to top 10 percent in 70 areas, from

Heaven On Line
There's a land where I go when I need to share that's not on a map, yet exists everywhere A land of names without faces, a curious place, modern creation that's called cyberspace. There's all creation of people with cute little names Like Pookie, and Sandman and Rosebud and Flames. Some are just snobs and some are real fun. And some of them just want to find someone. But both good and bad they all play a role. Still each one unique, but part of the whole. We talk and laugh and wonder why. We flirt and we hug and sometimes we cry We can't be heard and can't be seen. Yet, there it is, right on our screen. But all in all the most curious part Is the power it has to open our heart. To share with a stranger those things we've concealed Which to our closest of friends we'd never reveal. Our deepest regrets and most troubling fears The scars in our life which bring us to tears. What gives them the power to reach into me and show me the

Wanna Karaoke With Me Fubar?
This is an online bar which means there should be online karaoke. My profile song is me doing online karaoke. The website I use to do online karaoke with is http://thesimsonstage.ea.com . After you record your song you can choose to blog it. Take the embed code and put it in your trackz here on fubar. Then let the ratings begin!!! Have fun with it! Do it sober....or get completely shitfaced and sing your heart out like a howling dog. Make funny ones! You can even add your webcam to make a video of you singing if you want. Who knows if I'm amused by yours enough I might even bling you :) Remember this is for fun. Don't worry about sounding like some amazing singer!

I Am So Using This Next Time I Fill Out A Resume
What the fuck people! I need a motherfuckin job, and I have a resume that says I am fucking fit to be your goddamn front desk/administrative assistant. I have applied to a ton of jobs on here, and not one of them responded, WHAT THE FUCK?! Cover Letter? Here's my fucking cover letter! Now, I'm really low on money, and I'll suck a dick if I have to...that's right! Got a bear in your backyard that keeps eating your garbage? I'll fight that motherfucker and I'll win! Can any other prospective employee say that?! FUCK NO! What'd you say? You lost your keys? FUCK IT! I'll shoot the goddamn lock off your door with my laser eyes! That's how bad I need a motherfuckin job! Your brother is gay and you're not cool with that? I'll de-gay him with reverse buttsex. Don't believe me?! Then hire me and I'll fucking show you! OBJECTIVE I need a motherfuckin job. SHIT I HAVE DONE -I invented the moon. -Atlantis was around til 1988, but sunk when I shot out of my mom's vagina like a

Holy Fuc
king Shit. Seriously. If you don't want to read a book, leave now. Jeff bought a new router today. It works great with his computer, and his playstation, but started a chain reaction that lead to his mom's computer to melt down. I kind of feel like its my fault for telling Jeff to buy the router, even though it had nothing to do with it in the end. The router wasn't even hooked up when it happened. It just all happened after he turned off the old router and tried to change a wireless setting. The issue dates back to one of those fucking mini-cameras. Those things are fucking terrible for your computer. They never install right and always end up corrupting. It happened to mine, and it happened out of the blue like it happened to her. I feel so bad. She has all of her pictures already backed up onto her iPod though, so she shouldn't have an issue. She is just has no idea how technology works and doesn't know what to think about this. Jeff doesn't like it either. I'm scared. I don't wa

Maybe Now........
is the time that I stop messing around and go for what I truly believe is the one thing that will make me totally happy once more!!. Yes I went through the wringer a few weeks back….scared that I was going to lose everything that was important to me and now I realise that I had to go through what I did, just so I could see what I might have lost and very nearly did lose, if I had not started to think things clearly. I have spent that time sorting out my own issues, laying all my ghosts to rest and finally stopped worrying about just what others think or say but that it really is all about what I think and feel…… So….yes…now really is THAT time!!

What Is Love?
What Love means to a 4-8 year old . . . Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think. ************************* 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 ************************* 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4 ************************* 'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5 ************************* 'Love is when you go out to eat and give s

Writing
this story needs edited and more detail, i had a short amount of time to get it all done b/c it was an assighnment when i went to high school, but that aside tell me what u think. it wasnt an assighned topic tho, i just decided to write this to get a history smemster test grade on it along with creative writeing. its historical fiction, not my prefered type to write, fantasy is. Nikki Hunt World history/ English/ Creative writing Short story 9/05 Cassia the Gladiator "She's a feisty one." The guard said as he slammed the door, leaving me with a roomful of scumbags, instead of one. At least he'll have a knot on his head, for a while, to remember me by. I surveyed my new surroundings to find me in a chamber full of prisoners and some guards, they eyed me hungrily as I prepared for what I knew was coming. "She's a pretty little thing." Said one guard walking toward me, the stench of booze fresh on his breath. The guard went for a snatch at my hair, but I was too

An Ode To The Fu Whores......
So.......it would appear the Fu Gods are unhappy with the Imy today.......well the gods and the brat.....so my day is complete :-| I have re- re-edited this post, so it is at least presentable.....I hope :-s A cynical look at the Fu If music be the food of love......then let it speak of all loves.......... 36D Lyrics Artist: The Beautiful South (Buy The Beautiful South CDs) Album: 0898 (Heaton/Rotheray) Close your legs, open your mind Leave those compliments well behind Dig a little deeper into yourself And you may find Come over here just sit right down Needn't comb your hair, needn't pout or frown I hear you've turned our young men Into dribbling clowns 36D so what (D) so what Is that all that you've got? 36D so what (D) so what Is that all that you've got? Make their day and go ahead Remove your clothes lie on their bed Just a last gasp chance or an outside bet To the easily led And before you do just what you do H

Our Plans Are Semi-solid.
Jeff and I have talked extensively and have started getting the whole living together thing in action. It doesn't help that he had to drop 2k to fix his car today. Never buy a fucking Ford Taurus. Pieces of shit. We will have one more visit, and then I'm moving there in April. So soon. I need to sort and pack. I'll be leaving half my shit at home, and when we actually get a real house, I'll be retrieving it. I packed shit, and now I need to sort through it to make sure I want to take it. That won't be fun, but it will only take like an afternoon.

The Bathroom And Can't Get Out!
Oh my god! Please understand that I so so love my niece. Apparently,she got locked in her own bathroom. She is yelling at her brother through the door "I am locked in and the the water isn't even working!" He is outside the door cracking up and texting his girlfriend at a high rate of speed! She is still screaming at him as he is laughing his ass off. He finally stops laughing and says"Ummm,push the door knob in with your hand and stop locking it as you do" There is a reason she dyes her hair dark. She is and forever will be a true blonde!

Employee Of The Month
Well today we had our January employee meeting... I recieved employee of the month. a very cool day pack with built in speakers and stereo amp. A check for $100 2 free buffets at Wildhorse Pass Casino near our Radisson Hotel and .... 2 tickets to the NHRA time trials this sunday... WAY COOOOOOOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Speak My Mind...more Should
This may piss a few off you off...ah well, you dont have to agree with me, I need to vent and Im just stating my opinion. Im very proud to be Canadian and I make it known. I think that everyone should take pride in their country and stand behind it but, at the same time, by doing this, not to be arrogant and put yourself above other countries...Unfortunately, I have come in contact with alot of bullshit lately, on this site but not limited to it. I get the Canadian jokes in my lounge, Flirtations, which is fine because those people Ive known for a while and I can throw it right back at them without them getting offended. But when people I dont know or that I dont call my friends are just ignorant to the fact that not everyone on this site is American just blows me away really...I think its pathetic. I cant tell you how many Happy 4th of July comments I get every year...CANADA DAY is July 1st btw. And, yes, this is an American based site so obviously there are more Americans but s

*new!!*** How To Broadcast A Webcam In Dukes!!
go to http://www.ustream.tvAfter making sure your webcam is connected, and no other Programs are using it, (Yahoo) go to http://www.ustream.tv and select 'LogIn'. Make sure to pick an empty cam (1 through 6 are left to right) and use the following log ins: Cam 1 Login: dukes2009 PW: nodrama Cam 2 Login: dukes2011-1 PW: nodrama1 Cam 3 Login: dukes2011-2 PW: nodrama2 Cam 4 Login: dukes2009-3 PW: nodrama3 Cam 5 Login: dukes2009-4 PW: nodrama4 Can 6 Login: dukes2009-5 PW: nodrama5 After Logging in, Press the orange "GO LIVE" button in the top right corner. If all is well, a pop up window will appear... GIVE IT TIME to LOAD... Misuse of cams will result in banning from Lounge. Cams, as well as Lounge is NSFW. Please be polite.

Lay..
i kno its random and esp seeing what it feels like right now outside.. but i wish that there was somebody who would join me in my random idea of wanting to grab blankets and pillows and jsut lay out under the stars doesnt matter where were layin outside could be on the roof,on the hood of a car or on the ground in a drive way but jsut bundled up next to each other keeping each other warm and talkin under the stars... even if it was only for an hour its just something i think i wanna do with somebody jsut for the hell and sake of being random and interesting lol.. k that is all ...~MUAH!!!

January 20th 2009
Wow, Today was a very powerful day for me. My Ex-Step Father is in town visiting. He is my little Brothers Father and the only Father I had growing up. He and my Mother parted ways when I was 12. Today he took me and my Brother out to Turtle Bay resort to play a round of Golf. We played the Fazio course and it was incredible. Best course I have ever played in my short time playing the game. I just started in 2006. We had the best bonding experience that we have ever had together, just us three boys. When we got to the 18th hole, he literally floored me when he turned and looked at me and my Brother and said " You know, I am so very Proud of you two boys, you have done so well and it makes me very proud". I am 35 years old and this is the very first time that he has ever told me that he was proud of me. I don't think he is aware of the impact that statement had on me and how much it meant to hear him say that. I am going to sleep now, and I have a PEZ dispenser smile on my face. I love

My Reputation
Someone here in Yuma is trying to ruin my reputation by telling people at the bar that I like to go to that I am a prostitute. This person doesn't know me...even so, I have never had sex for money or anything else besides pleasure. I think it's a fucked up thing to do to someone. Should I just quit going to this bar, or do something about it? Although I don't know what I can do about it since I don't know who exactly is saying these things.

Real Life Updates
I know I know I should have deleted this by now but with everything going on in my real life, laughing at how seriously some people take this place is my comic relief and my escape. Where do I begin? OK I guess I will start with my son Nathan. If you have kept up with any of my previous blogs...miltary advice needed Follow up to military advice needed you know i have been stressed about his decision to enlist.I have come to terms with that. Actually after some events of this past year,I think it will do him a lot of good. Well we had some bouts finding out he was smoking weed( he has supposedly quit since), he got back with an ex girlfriend not two weeks after signing up who also has a 10 month old baby from another guy.He has been spending ALL his free time since turning 18 in November over her house helping her with the baby.also in November he quit his job at food city for them cutting back his hours and has been unable to find any work since due to the economy being hit so h

Pc Broken
I have been having alot of trouble with my computer so haven't been on the FU that much..I have been using a Piece Of Shit dinosaur Gateway to log in so please be patient with me in responding to you all. Cant do that much online with it. Hopefully I can either get the Dell fixed or get up enough $$$ to get a new pc, but it doesn't look like the $$$ is gunna come fast lol..got lots of overdue bills to pay..so hopefully I can get my Dell fixed faster lol..Again I am sorry for not responding to all the leveling requests and my shout box.. As soon as I get the pc fixed I will make up for lost rates and time

I Don't Write Poetry
I don't write poetry I just choose to make my feelings rhyme. Kinda like the chaotic tune played by a wind chime. There is no real rhythm just a sporadic sound. Just like the thoughts in my head go round and round. Hanging on the back porch of a mind that long ago cared. Through many high winds I was some how spared. Countless nights I echoed into the into the night. Playing out my loneliness and screaming some thing isn't right. The storm is to fierce can't you hear my screams. It's destroying our home and tearing away our dreams. The flowers you planted last spring there petals blown away. All because you slept through the music I choose to play. Now tangled and broken my songs end at last. Just a distant echo from some where in the past.

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :d
Name: Victoria Birthday: Septemeber 5th Birthplace: some crappy hospital in TN Current Location: a bed.. inside of my apartment.... in Johnson City.... in TN... in the US.... located on Earth... In the Milky Way Galaxy Eye Color: Hazel... kinda Hair Color: currently, black and red Height: 5'5" Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Scottish, Irish, Native American, English The Shoes You Wore Today: were pink! :D Your Weakness: Shiny things! Your Fears: Crickets! ::shivers:: And being alone Your Perfect Pizza: has lots of cheeeeeese!!! Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Actually finish all of my classes so I won't be a freshman anymore Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol Thoughts First Waking Up: Depends on a lot of things... my dream... how much sleep I got... what is going on that day... etc. Your Best Physical Feature: My eyes? Your Bedtime: doesn't exist Your Most Missed Memo

Praying For Tidal Waves
Praying for Tidal Waves …And now you see me here, my heart soaked up in tears- Oh how I miss the way you taste so delicious and deranged. Southern lust, a love betrayed…oh how I pray for tidal waves. You slid a blade in me, turned its handle…made me bleed. But the pain was so strange, so amazing and insane- Everything seemed unrestrained and we glistened like the rain: Southern lust, a love betrayed…oh how I pray for tidal waves. It was your eyes that made me see: torrential sea of urgency…blue lunacy rushing at me so rapidly- your thighs aligned, so wet, divine…you let me part them with my mind so gingerly and affectively as you took me deep inside. Your lips on mine, your gasps on time…the most beautiful arrange- My trembling: “the sweetest truth”, I must confess. Southern lust, a trust betrayed…the love of all…a kiss enslaved- Oh how I pray for tidal waves. 1/21/2009

Stolen From Stacie
Can you take this without deleting or fibbing on any questions? You bet your sweet ass I can Were you going out with the last person you kissed? Yes Who was the last person to comment you? Tharna Does anything on your body hurt? My knee Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Does myself count? If not, probably Numbers What are you listening to right now? The blessed sound of silence What's the cd in your player? Nothing Anything annoying you right now? Yes Did you have plans today? Yes I did. What was the best thing that happened today? Nothing at all. What can't you wait for? Death Name lyrics from the song you're playing: No music right now Is this the best year of your life? It has only begun, but no...not yet Can you count to ten in

Fucking Ouch.
They tried to put my Mirena in today and it failed miserably. They couldn't get it up through my cervix. It caused me a lot of pain, but I'm ok. We try again in a month. Till then, I'm on my psycho birth control again.

Yes!! I Am In The Valentines Auction, My Bad:))
Auction will end February 13th, 2009! 3PM Fu-Time Highest bid gets the goods for Valentines & for 30 days!! YAAAA So get your butt in there & bid, bid, bid!! THE GOODS & WHAT THEY OFFER

10 Questions, Bored?
im bored and figured id give this a try. 1. when you drink, do you get shitfaced, drunk, or just a buzz? buzzed 2. did your last relationship end mutually? no 3. do you like what you see in the mirror? yes 4. what do you feel is your weakness? i procrastinate 5. is there someone in your life can trust with everything? no 6. do you see your self as others see you? idk probably not 7. do you use all your phone minutes every month? no 8. who gets the majority of your time, family or work? work 9. do you have money saved for something fun? yes 10. do you repeatedly hit the snooze button in the morning? yes

Flava Dimez
CLUB FLAVA IS FINALLY HERE! CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND COME ENJOY SOME FLY FLAVA DIMEZ, GOOD MUSIC AND A CHILL ASS LOUNGE! MEET THE FLAVA DIMEZ ø¤ŦøχïÇ ÇĥĔŕŘ¥™Owner of CLuB FLaVa♥iiCe♥NaNa'z♥wifey@ fubar iiCe NaNa™Co-Owner@CLuB FLaVa ♥ToXiC's Wifey♥@ fubar **¥êþ Ìm HêR*&-♦ ßëℜℜΨlïçîöµš@Çlüß ƒlãvâ@ fubar THE sWeeTesT TaStE of SIn~aka SwEEtESt TAsTe @ cLuB fLaVa@ fubar ❤LoLo❤ You can't spell love with out the Lo (Dime @ club flava)@ fubar **Mz Tip@Club Flava**@ fubar VAs FyNeSt~Flava Dime @Club Flava~fu Owned by the sexy Johnny@ fubar BlueFire.::Greeter @ Club Flava

My Bucket List
-Drive on the Autobahn -Live in a state other then Pennsylvania and New Jersey. (Preferably somewhere warm..i HATE the cold) -Travel to Germany, Ireland, Italy, and Greece...maybe even japan -Get a tattoo (believe it or not i don't have any yet) -Go to Cedar Point (STILL haven't been there) -Take my niece and nephew to Disneyworld. (Never been here either) -Expand from concert photography into other forms of photography...portraits maybe. -Bake for more people then just bands. As I think of more I'll add them.

Remembrance: Loved Ones
Where are you tonight? Gone away to some better place You were called away from us We weren't ready for you to go, goodbye We will remember the love shared Together we laughed, smiled, and cried Forever in our hearts you are Immortalized in our memory You will never be forgotten We smile when we hear your name Gazing at old photos, we remember the past We will all be together again in time You give us strength to continue It's not easy to be without you We will keep you with us always Inside, your memory warms our souls "To Be Remembered Is To Live Forever"

My What?
So...after many moonz of being anti-myspace,lately I cant seem 2 get enuf of the place.It used 2 b that whenever myspace wuz mentioned I'd get on my high horse/soap box and proclaim,"I dont even like myspace-I'm just there 4 the music n 2 keep up with the local bandz!" Well,thatz all changed tnx 2 all the crazy appz they have now.I spend more time there than I do on Fubar.I'm either buyin,hirin,bitin or attackin sum-damn- body,unless I'm sendin them a drink or bumpersticker,rockin out 2 my playlist all the while,lmao!But I do need 2 tear myself away more often n luv on my friendz/fam/fanz more often cuz it may b bout the appz on myspace,but here itz all about the ppl-and u guyz rule!!! Peace yall...xox

David Bowie - Survive
Oh my, naked eyes I should have kept you I should have tried I should of been more wiser kind of guy I miss you Give me wings Give me space Give me money for a change of face There's noisy rooms and passion pants I loved you Where's the morning in my life? Where's the sense in staying right? Who said time is on my side? I got ears and eyes and nothing in my life But I survive your naked eyes I'll survive You alone across the floor You and me and nothing more You're the great mistake I never made I'll never lied to you I hate it when you lied But I'll survive your naked eyes I'll survive People boys all snowy white Razzle dazzle clubs every night Wished I'd sent a valentine I loved you I'll survive Your naked eyes I'll survive I'll survive My naked eyes I'll survive I'll survive Naked eyes I'll survive I'll survive I'll survive

Auto 11 Give Away
im going to have a auto 11 give away for our members here is how its going to work starting on saturday 1-24 and lasting till monday 2-23 thats 30 days we are hosting a contest to win all you have to do is be the member that gets the most people to join our family minimum of 10 people and win a auto 11 and get your name in the family oficers albume as the family recruter in order to keep track of all the people that join have your recrutes do a friend request and add that you sent them to join the family in the event of a tie we will add the levels of each person you recruted to get a score the highest score wins only rule is in order to get credit for each person you send they must tell the home page you sent them and the person must be atlease a level 10 with a salute pic if not and they get it done before the contest ends we will count them we will allow any means of advertising like bullies and blogs good luck to all have fun polaris man

New Member Log
New Recruit from Luckiee7.Ty Sweety Please Add fan + Rate Family luckiee7's recruits went traitor. New Recruit by ButtrflyMom3 cntrystingr___"Kingdom of Rogue's Levelers"@ fubar Lord Wolf Recruit Wolf Women: here is a Comment Bomber for the Texas Wolves.Prior to the Formation of the Texas wolves.Rilla her sister Tami an a few other founders of this Family were Comment bombers for me when I Operated the Kingdom of Wolves.Wolf Women will be very Loyal an Dedicated to our Family.Please show her Pictures some Love Ty wolf woman''texas wolves'~Kingdom of Rogue's@ Lord Wolf Recruit ♥ Angel could be your Fantasy♥ Kingdom of Rogue's@ fubar

The Moon
I am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean, Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc, Lighting up the cosmos many miles away. Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order, Same calm pace, same distance in between; Slowly, the last night cloud passes by, Exposing a full moon that was hiding behind them.

Road Rage
To all the people who enjoy incite road rage when I'm driving: 1. Fuzzy dice and mardi gra beads dangling from your mirror scream "white trash" and are another reason for me to cut you off besides that cell phone glued to your ear and a speed of 5mph. 2. That stupid "baby onboard" sign is not a permit to drive like an asshole, thinking that someone cares enough about your precious spawn not to run you off the road for your assholeness. 3. If you attempt to look legal, do not wrap your aqua Metro in Mexican flags, stuff your entire village in your car, and blast a local Mex radio station while driving 10 mph when I'm in a rush to get to work. 4. You are a soccer mom and you drive an SUV. 'Nuff said I think. Oh, and yesterday you were Asian. 5. When your rims cost more than your car and your windows are tinted solid black, do not pull your race card out when all they are asking for is your registration. 6. Is being a douchebag asshole a prerequisite at a BMW dealership?

Divorce Letter
Dear Connie, I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact. In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride's cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what my heart says: "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even close. Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, but just to illustrate the depth of my desperati

Update On "request For Prayers"
A warrant for his arrest was issued on Fri 1/23/09 Thank you everyone for your love and prayers. You all mean so much to me! Your kindness and friendship has helped me be strong for my daughter to help her get through this dark time.

Missing You
Missing You My heart aches within from missing you, My lips long for the feel of kissing you, Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin, To look into your eyes and see deep within, Just one warm embrace, Just to look upon your face, Just one little touch, From the one I love so much, If I could gaze upon your smile, For just a little while, To know that you miss me too, As I'm thinking of you, To hear the sound of you breathe, Knowing you'll never leave, To see you walk up to me, Then embrace you tenderly, To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling, And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling, I sit here alone in my bedroom tonight, And pray that somehow this all turns out right, I've never been one to do more taking than giving, I'm not well off but I work hard for a living, I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought, And in lifetime, who would have thought, That I have found someone who was just meant for me, I

Open House...
Welcome friends... My name is... What do you wish it to be? Sorry about the dark Seems we've forgotten to pay our bill again Watch your step... Let me show you around the place we call home To your left is our memory room Sorry for the mess (I've been meaning to clean it) Off to your right is the playroom My roommates love to play their games there Whats that? My roomies? oh yea...I'm sorry Come this way...lets see if they're busy Ah, here we are... Meet the twins... Craven and Draven They're a little...dissociative They don't care for eachother much Don't worry, They're harmless...I think Moving on... Let me introduce This One... Call him Legion if you prefer He is...interesting... Whatever you do don't let him see you cry Shall we continue? Why are you shaking? They can't hurt you as long as I'm here... Shall we?Don't worry, tours almost over... One last roomie Careful...don't touch the door It hates people to touch Its door This thing we all call The Pet...

Online Class
I think this online class is going to kill me. I don't like just having a book and suggestions for study from a professor. I could swear when the class paid for, it was paid for a class, not a book to teach me all these things and a professor to attempt to explain it via email. If this were a subject I were interested in, or even cared about, it would be ok. But Executive Accounting? I'm a freaking computer programmer. Why do I need to know about cost flow stuctures and departmental overhead application? See. They put you to sleep just reading this stuff. According to the people who do the registration for classes, I took the most difficult class in the entire program last semester. I think they lied, because I'm already lost on most of this stuff after two weeks. But, what must be done, must be done. Only about five more years of school left. Then I can be the mean professor assigning work that people don't want to do. Muhaha. Or maybe I'll have gone stark mad by then. Either wa

More Ranting.... For Whitney Jo.
This has become an absolute circus. This is my own personal opinion, but none of you have the standing to say what should have been done with Whitney's page but Shawn. I was acting on a plan that a few of us had for her 22nd birthday - which had full support from Shawn. Know the facts before you go running to big brother just because you don't like it. She was not yours. Yes, she was your friend... and I know, she had a whole lot of them.... But I am her best friend. Acting in the interests set forth by her mourning fiance. I am the only one who has her pw besides Shawn. I did not give it to anybody else. Whitney gave it to me. Don't like it? Tough. This is ridiculous. Everything about this is ridiculous. I'm not celebrating the dead.. I'm celebrating her life... I'm celebrating her laugh, her kindness, her unconditional love, her amazing patience.... If only you could've seen her with that child with your very own eyes... It was truly somethin

A Week Of 1sts...
Some may say I'm silly for doing this, but I wanted to thank all that helped me with my first ever ranking, my first auto 11's and for sticking by my side and being my friends. I Love you all and Thanks so much for your support! Mike

Leaving Friendship Circle
To all my wonderful friends from the friendship circle. It has been a pleasure getting to know each of you. But my time in the circle has come to an end. It is no longer fun on here when you "have to" rate someone, it much more enjoyable to rate when you want to. The family has been great and I do hope to still chat with many of you. I hope to still keep in touch with you. Feel to stop by and say hello, I prefer chatting over rating pictures anyday. Love to you all. Hugs, Rosina

Resolutions--
As you all know, Trivia Resolution #1 involved awarding 5 bonus points to the weekly winner... Now, I am proposing a new one... TR#2, will be awarding additional points to the person who answers the questions correctly FIRST!!... that means for the people who "follow the leader" when they answer, will get fewer points. I will ask it here, how many points should be awarded for the 1st correct answer? One, two or three points? post your comments to let us know how many you think they should get.. IF the resolution gets passed by the board..

Heart Day =)
That's right I'm in a Valentine's Day Auction!! So here's your chance Let's see if you have what it takes to own The Asian Persuasion Unbreakable (repost of original by 'Unbreakable † Promoter @ Fallen Angels Always owned by T & Fu wife to Sweetpeabayba' on '2009-01-23 19:50:02')

Lol
9 Things I Hate About Everyone...(came from old email but still funny) 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room forthe tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is.Why the fuck would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their ass! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the fucking floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7.

I Believe
Some of these I wrote, some of these I found I believe That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe That you can keep going long after you think You can't. I believe That we are responsible for what we do, No matter how we feel. I beli

January 26th Edition!
Do You Have Monday Blues? Are your wondering what to do on a Monday? Do you want to rate but don't want to go through the BORED board? Are you tired of only rating only ezrate pics? Well, here is something different, fun, and exciting! SARGE'S BAD GIRLS The BEST bad girls you will ever meet! A listing at your fingertips of beautiful women with great pics. And of course the man that made it all possible. (He has folders of some of our best pics!) Give these bad girls a good old fashioned fu-spanking and don't forget to thank the man that made it all possible. Fan - Rate - Friend - Bling - Comment! You won't regret it! Sarge's Bad Girls **BooBooKittyFuk** MuRdAMoMs ßßW GØÐÐÊ§§

Fubar And Marriage
To my many friends and family, Though i have become friends with alot of you and very close to some, i regret to inform you all that I will be closing my account on Fubar due to complications in my marriage. Some of you may know what I am talking about, others may not. If you have been become a close friend of mine then you already have another way of contacting me. If you would love to stay in contact with me, then feel free to leave me a message and I will give my e-mail to stay in contact with you. I can not promise that I will be able to write you everyday, but at least to be bale to say hello. I am not happy about this "choice" at all, I have come to enjoy Fubar very much and have gained alot of good friends here, some have even helped through some rough times! I want to thank all who have helped through my rough times and i promise I will never forget you, cuz I know who to get a old of you if I need you again, and I will be still talking to you guys!!!!!!! Like I have said,

How Quirky Are You?
Your Quirk Factor: 61% You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal. No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average." How Quirky Are You?

Are You Id, Ego, Or Superego?
You Are the Superego While some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all. You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously. Like everyone, you have some pretty crazy desires. But unlike everyone, you restrain yourself. You have high standards for your own behavior. Which makes it hard for you or anyone else to meet them. Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

Que Sera Sera
When I was just a little girl I asked my mother what will I be? Will I be pretty? Will I be rich? Here's what she said to me: Que sera sera Whatever will be will be The future's not ours to see Que sera sera When I was just a child in school I asked my teacher what should I try Should I paint pictures? Should I sing songs? This was her wise reply: Que sera sera Whatever will be will be The future's not ours to see Que sera sera When I grew up and fell in love I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead Will there be rainbows day after day? Here's what my sweetheart said: Que sera sera Whatever will be will be The future's not ours to see Que sera sera What will be, will be Que sera sera...

Last Chance
Steely light caresses your face Lighting it in eerie stillness Pale angles come to be Enhancing your inner illness A face so beautiful, so serene Shining gaily in the light of morn Shielding from view your pain Of your fragile heart torn Only the grey, dim light From the harsh, cold moon Shows your tattered inner self Unseen in the rays of noon No doctor nor counselor Can mend nor patch the tear That is the soul and heart Of someone that I care I foolishly have tried to bridge The chasm that has grown From reckless and cold men Keeping a part of you alone Give your all to me now And finally you will know There is someone in this life True love to you will I show I hold out my hand to you No string will I attach I only offer hope and redemption A bandage your heart to patch If truly I am the one to spend This life and the next w

Mfkn Jc Needs Our Help
Hey girls MFkn JC is in a contest and needs our help...please go to her page and read her contest blog.....show her some love DC style :) •• . .ΜFĸŋ JÇ. . ••. . §ëЯ. . ••. .@ fubar

Lets Talk Notes
Im a musician, well sort of. Im actually a music producer. I consider myself a musician because I have had formal training at one point in my life. In high school, I used to be in my high school marching band and orchestra. I am a percussionist, but I can play the piano and guitar by ear. It's something I've always been able to do. I cant read notes, but I can pick up on melodies and harmonies really well. I'm also able to group instruments together to incorporate a certain sound. That's why I consider myself a musician. I was wondering if there is anyone on fubar who shares my passion for music. It doesnt have to be just hip hop or r&b. My ear is open to all of the world's music, and I feel a real musician understands that.

Why Do Guys
WHY DO GUYS..... 1. Fart in public? 2. Drink beer that gives them shits? 3. Sit and watch sports knowing no one else wants to? 4. Expect a woman to be presentable in 5 mins? 5. Not shave and think it's cool? 6. Go for days without talking to you and then act like nothing happened? 7. Get mad at me for out burping them? 8. Get embarrassed when I out drink them? 9. Only want to see the NSFW pics? 10. Expect me to fuck them? any and all comments welcome

Car Accident
Hey everyone, Yesterday evening, while driving back to my college dorm from my parents house,I hit a patch of black ice and lost control.My car rolled over twice and landed upside down in the median. Luckily I escaped with a few bruises and lots of aches and pains. I wanted to let my friends know that I will be back/forth online or so. Please be safe out there. ************AND REMEMBER GO STEELERS***********

Today
Tuesday January 27, 2009 Born today, you are not one to beat about the bush, especially when you are negotiating the best possible terms for any personal endeavor, be it an affair of the heart or a career maneuver. You are direct, straightforward, honest and even at times disarmingly blunt. When you say something, people listen -- and often don't have anything to say in return. People tend to do what you ask or tell them to do, and this is something you must never abuse; become a taskmaster, and you're likely to lose the loyalty of your friends and invite harsh criticism from others. You like to look at things from the inside out, for you are most interested in what makes people tick, what lies beneath the surface, and what drives both people and situations. That which is most evident is of least interest to you; you want to see to the heart of the matter. Bridget Fonda, actress; Donna Reed, actress; Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, composer; Lewis Carroll, writer; Troy Donahue, act

What Is Love
Recently I learned what prolly is the best way to describe true love. True love is something not only felt but also actions, the action of be inseprable, being there no matter what, having that person number one no matter if your friends and family like them or not they should be that number one person cause they are the one that is there for you all the time for a life time.

Snow Iii
The staircase reeked of mold, stale cigarette smoke and ammonia, combined with some other less recognizeable smell, which he couldn't quite put his finger on. Moldy off white stained walls, dark brown floor tiles speckled with white paint and matters of various origins, and a dim light, emanating from a single lampbulb which was originally a part of a wall sconce with a glass shield now missing, were all creating an atmosphere of unwelcomeness and discomfort. A draft created by a large crack in a windowpane in a space between a flight of stairs added to this general feeling. He slowly reached his floor, trying to avoid touching a filthy metal bannister or the walls, and walked up to a door that said "506, Randolph" on it. He tapped his feet to shake off the snow off his boots, briskly ran his hands over the coat, took off his hat, tapping it on a knee, and walked into the apartment. As he turned on the light, a stream of warm air engulfed his senses; he was happy to be home. The room h

Somebodys Hero
She's never pulled anyone from a burning building She's never rocked Central Park to a half a million fans, screaming out her name She's never hit a shot to win the game She's never left her footprints on the moon She's never made a solo hot air balloon ride, around the world, No, she's just your everyday average girl (but) She's somebody's hero A hero to her baby with a skinned up knee A little kiss is all she needs The keeper of the cheerios The voice that brings Snow White to life Bedtime stories every night And that smile lets her know She's somebody's hero She didn't get a check every week like a nine-to fiver But she's been a waiter, and a cook and a taxi driver For twenty years, there at home, until the day her girl was grown Giving all her love to her was her life's ambition But now her baby's movin' on, and she'll soon be missin' her But not today, those are tears of joy runnin' down her face She's somebody's hero A hero to her daughter in her weddin

Family Background
A little history on my family. Since I am on the outs with everyone in my family except my mother for like 6 months now, the only way I can feel like im getting my point across will be to rant in a blog. MY sister and I are not speaking due to her inability to take responsibilies for her own actions. My sister wanted to invest in my company in fall of 2007. My sister has been diagnosed with a terminal disease a few years back and was denied life insurance. Out of concern for her daughters future, I had decided to let her invest in my remodeling company. Well she has her ways about things and she went out and spent a shit load of money. Never once asked for my approval, she spent to the sum of about 35K in a month. Her total investment that we agreed upon would be 7K for 50% ownership. Prior to her becoming a partner I had completed a commercial project at a local Medical Building. I had told her prior to company to the companythat the profit on that job was to go for a down p

This Is Art
One of my roommates has been in Rome since the beginning of the month. I miss her. So today I threw on this song and had a dance party in my head in her honor. Hey... Hey... Yeah Hey... Yeahh Hey, Hey, Hey (Valentino) Woo, Woo, Wooo... (Yeah, Yeahh)... Yea, Yea, Yeaa (Yeah, Yeahh) Woo, Woo, Wooo... (Yeah)... Yea, Yea, Yeaa (Yeahh) Woo, Woo, Wooo... Yea, Yea, Yeaa (Yeah) Woo, Woo, (Yeahh) Wooo... Bobby Valentino [Chorus: Bobby Valentino] When I get up all in ya (Yeah) We can hear the angels calling us (Chea) We can see the sunrise before us (Yeah) And when I'm in that thang, I'll make that body sang (She know what I mean) I make it say... Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee (Wee), Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee (Wee), Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee, (Like a cop car) Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee, Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee (Hey), Wee Ooh Wee Ooh Wee (Hahaha)... I'll make ya say... [Lil Wayne:] (Yeahh)... Doin a buck in the latest drop I got stopped by a lady cop Ha Ha... she got me thinking I can da

Longer Than I Thought
I know i said before i would be back pretty soon, but infortunately i may be longer. My niece (who is 4 months pregnant) is in hospital so it'll probably be a few more days before i'm back. Thanks for all your support and understanding. Luv and huggs Lo Lo x

Just A Little Note..
Well I have 3 more days til I load up the Uhaul and head to Northern California. I am so excited but a little nervous. The point of this blog is to give anyone a chance to get my yahoo....it might be a few weeks before I get my bearings out there and get back online. But I will be mobile on Yahoo til then. So if ya wanna hit me up....just ask and i will dish it out. Talk to ya all soon....Muahzzzzzzz

The Legend Of The Faceless In Japanese Mythos
Many centuries ago, when the lesser peoples still dwelt in the dark and ignorance, there lived amongst the human beings a samurai of no particular importance. One day his young and pretty wife informed him that she was with child. Elated, as this was to be his first child, the samurai went to the temple and made sacrafices to the appropriate gods and spirits of his family and master and in patience went about his life awaiting the child's birth. On the day the child was born the samurai waited outside his wife's room while his village mid-wife and nurse and an old temple priest tended to his young and pretty wife. The samurai heard the birthing screams grew louder and knew that the childs arrival was nigh. Then came the child's cries and the samurai rose to his feet eager to look upon the child but instead was greeted with shrieks of horror and the mid-wife and nurse exploded from his wife's room and ran past him scraming in fear. The samurai burst into the room. The priest lay

Last Day In Cali
AS I BACK THE OLD RED DODGE UNDER MY 5 TH WHEEL AND DECIDE THAT HOME IS SOMEWHERE ELSE I FEEL NERVOUS LIKE A CHILD YET AS THE MAN I AM MY WORDS ARE WHAT THEY ARE GOTTA GIVE SOME CREDIT BUT NOT AS MUCH AS YOU MAY THINK FOR TURMOIL IS AMONGST AS WELL AS THE BITTER COLD AWAITS ME AND THE HEAT OF PASION RISES WITHIN MY SOUL I AM FINISHED HERE SO BE IT AND BEHIND ME I LEAVE NOTHING BUT FOOT PRINTS AS I MOVE ON ..INTO WHATEVER LIES AHEAD AND I DO IT FAITHFULLY ...WITH BUT A FEW WORDS I SAY AS THE LAST NIGHT HERE APROACHES ........I LOVE YOU BABY AND THAT IS ENOUGH SO BRING WHAT IT MAY ITS BRINGING ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE YOU

Wiping The Egg From My Face... Part 1
it's very rare that i become angry enough to whine. i'm usually pretty good at taking things in stride and letting the crap roll off of my back, but today something happened that is way over the line. i'm the automation geek for a small company that makes packaging machinery, and we're in the middle of a million+ dollar project for a very large customer. we're under contract to deliver four machines to them, all of which were supposed to have been installed by the end of 2008. because of numerous change orders and having to learn a lot of new technology, it has taken way longer than anyone had anticipated. so far, we have installed only one of the machines. the second one has been built, and i'm in the process of programming it. i'm very close to being able to test cycle this machine, but not quite. one or two more days should get me there. i should explain that as the programmer, i am the last one to work on the machine before it is commissioned. so righ or wrong, from th

Ummmm, If You Have Something To Say... Step The F*ck Up!
TODAY IS QTAZABUTTON'S FUVERSARY!!!! She is an amazing friend! Always trying to help whoever she can. Always there when her friends need her. Please take a moment and stop by her page and wish her a wonderful FuVersary! On top of all that, she will be having a Happy Hour tonight - at 9 PM Fu-time (Midnight East Coast Time). Please stop by and help her with that if you are up! To get to her page, just click through this pic..... Qtazabutton@ fubar Please stop by and do all the usual stuff..... rate (re-rate), fan, add, send her a drink, or even bling her. It is her Fuversary after all!!! And don't forget to attack her page during her HH. Spoil her with rates. Hell, make her HH even better and gift her an auto. But at least stop by and say Congrats! It isn't easy staying on fu for an entire year! hahaaha Thank you all soooo much!

Revolutionary Petunias
i recently checked out some pics posted by a fu-friend of mine that made me think heavily about the socio-political state of this little planet called earth and i've come 2 the conclusion that the revolution so hoped for and covertly fought by the conscious proletariat is being lost, not to capitalism, but to the collective lack of sagacity and /or perspicacity.My question is this; where have all of the che guevaras, bar khokbas, dhu al quarnayns, and jonatha jacksons gone ???

Enneagram
Main Type Overall Self Take Free Enneagram Personality Test Enneagram Test Results Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||| 58% Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||| 38% Type 3 Image Focus |||||| 22% Type 4 Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 46% Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||||| 66% Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||||| 74% Type 7 Adventurousness |||||| 30% Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||| 66% Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||| 54% Your main type is 6 Your variant is social Take Free Enneagram Personality Test Your main type is which ever behavior you utilize most and/or prefer. Your variant reflects your scoring profile on all nine types: so = social variant (compliant, friendly), sx = sexual variant (assertive, intense), sp = self preservation variant (withdrawn, security seeking).

My First Book Being Published!
Hey FUBAR!!! Just wanted all of FUBAR to know that my first book, "DARKSIDE OF THE PLANET" by David Lee Jones is coming out sometime in APRIL 2009... It will be available through the publishers website and several other bookselling outlets on the internet including amazon.com and lulu.com. Please buy a copy and tell your friends to by a copy and their friends and their friends friedns..... Thanks everybody! Sincerely, David Lee Jones

A Poem By Bleedingeyes
i was in broken pieces. i was shattered on the floor. i was crying in tears. i felt no reason for being here. but you gave me a reason to fight this bad feeling. you gave me something to believe in. every time you say hi to me. i have to take a time to catch my breath. im always smiling when i talk to you. how could someone want to talk to a guy like me. you gave me a reason to believe. i feel whole again. i never want to go to sleep. i dont want this day to end. every time i think of you. I'm glad i have you in my life. i never thought of someone as beautiful as you would talk to me. every time you say hi to me. i have to stop and catch my breath. you are too beautiful to describe in words. knowing you is a blessing. if i can only think of the words telling you how happy i am for you being here.

Mexican Lasagna
Prep Time:40 min Start to Finish:1 hr 10 min makes:8 servings 1 lb boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cut into strips 1 large onion, halved and cut into thin wedges 1 large clove garlic, finely chopped 2 cups (16 oz) fat-free ricotta cheese 1 cup (8 oz) reduced-fat sour cream 1 can (4 oz) chopped green chilies 1/2 cup chopped fresh cilantro, if desired 2 teaspoons ground cumin 1/8 teaspoon salt 3 cups Muir Glen® organic salsa, any flavor 8 corn tortillas (6-inch diameter), cut in half 1 1/4 cups shredded low-fat Monterey Jack cheese (5 oz) 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Spray 13x9-inch rectangular baking dish with cooking spray. 2. Spray large skillet with cooking spray; heat over medium heat. Add chicken; cook and stir 5 minutes or until no longer pink. Remove to a medium bowl. Wipe skillet with paper towel. Spray with cooking spray. Heat over medium heat. Add onion and garlic. Cover and cook, stirring occasionally, 7 to 8 minutes or until lightly browned. Add to chicken in

Restless [[part Ii]]
Where do I begin? I gave you my everything. My time, my money, my heart, my soul. The sacrifices I made to better our future. Now your heartbreaking actions will always linger in my head. You have no idea how much you damaged me. So disgusted by your cowardness. Your lies will never be forgiven by my broken heart. And so I lay here, restless in my bed. Hoping you'll regret your decisions. But this Sailor is moving on. Confident of success because he posseses his core values. Honor, Courage, and Commitment. Honor which you'll never have because you succumb to lust. Your lack of courage to stick up for our love when it needed it the most. And comittment which you broke when you shattered my life, my dreams, and your promise. But no one can comprehend nor understand how hurt I am. The thought of finding another love scares me. Learning how to love again is going to be difficult. Your betrayal to the promise you made me just overwhelms me to my breaking point. You have

Here Are Some Videos In Order After Meds Given
Watch the progress :p Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic Original Video - More videos at TinyPic And he came thru it fine and no complaints :D

Is It Worth It?
I'm 26 yrs old and a single mom of three great kids. I'm really starting to wounder if finding the right person is worth anything at all. I've been a single mother for awhile my kids seem happy this way,it's me that misses the contact and stuff a partner brings,but it doesn't seem worth all the trouble anymore trying to wait or find someone right.I feel I'm a good person and woman, I have never done a man wrong,yet i get hurt or just dumped on by this thing called love. I have old fashion values and yes I'm a flirt,but when I'm with someone I'm all theres.Yes I have more guy friends then chick friends,but they understand they are just my friends. Guess i'm done going on and on.

Child Molestors
Once again more bad shit is going on around me. We just found out tha other day someone close to us was locked up for molesting someone!!!!! A few years ago I had to go through this shit with my little nephew. Then a little over a year ago I went through this with with my daughter. And although this time it hasnt happend to me, my family or loved one I feel that I am involved in this in some way, shape, form, or fashion. But tha funny thing is, now that it is this certain individual who did it I am supposed to just sit back and not express my feelings and eat it up....Dont get me wrong, I dont want to make this harder for tha family who is involved because it is a very sad situation, but at tha same time I feel like tha person who done it is going to recieve "special treatment" by his family just because of who he is!!!! I dont care who you are, you do that shit to a kid you desereve every fucking thing you get!!!!! I meen damn, my feelings on people who do that are they should r

Bathroom Doors
There are many concepts out there that are hard for a human mind to comprehend. For me, one of those concepts is a door in a public bathroom that requires a handle to be pulled in order to open it. Obviously, these doors are designed for us to physically touch that handle in order to let ourselves out. It is also obvious that whoever decided to install those types of doors by now has got to have some sort of desease caused by constantly touching the said handle every time they use a bathroom. Why? Because, while in an ideal world all creatures would wash or at least rinse their hands after having their them in such close proximity to their not so clean nether regions, we do not live in such world. There is always that one individual that, as much as our peripheral vision lets us, we see make a bee line from a stall or a urinal directly to the door (we also usually try to look in the mirror to see if we personally know this savage so we can tell our coworkers about his/her awful h

Politically Correct
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America , Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as'HILLBILLIES.' You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS . And furthermore, HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a 'BABE' or a 'CHICK' - She is a ' BREASTED AMERICAN.' 2. She is not 'EASY' - She is 'HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE.' 3. She is not a 'DUMB BLONDE' - She is a 'LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY.' 4. She has not 'BEEN AROUND' - She is a 'PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION.' 5. She does not 'NAG' you - She becomes ' VERBALLY REPETITIVE.' 6. She is not a 'TWO-BIT HOOKER' - She is a ' LOW COS

When Karoake Goes Bad...
Here's some links for my singing...tho I use that term loosely. Apparently in order to add reverb and other snazzy effects that make you sound less shitty, you have to get a premium account. Mine's obviously FREE. Listen at your own risk...I'm not paying for anyone's hospital or psyche bills! Here's the main page as I keep deleting and rerecording, etc... Oh and I had to upgrade cuz they only let you sing ten times. My Karaoke Page

Write Up On Powermizzou In Justin!
January 29, 2009 Britt ready for more football Phil Laposa PowerMizzou.com Staff Writer Talk about it in The Tigers' Lair In June, Lebanon (MO) offensive tackle Justin Britt committed within minutes of receiving an offer from the Tigers. Making such an early commitment allowed Britt to focus on his senior season and to make improvements to his game. Britt committed within minutes of receiving an offer from Missouri. "The season went great," Britt said. "We had a winning season for the first time in 13 years it seems like. We had the second playoff win in school history. I think what I did well was my pass blocking. I think I only gave up one sack, and we threw 443 times. "At the beginning of the season, I was not too good at making a block and then making another block, which I improved on towards the end of the season if you look at the film. There is always room for improvement though on everybody." Currently, the offensive tackle is 6-6 and 270lbs. According to

9/11
It was a cold september morning, Waiting to be ruined by mankind. 8:46 AM it happened, To us death was to remind. Flight 11 holding 92, That were now to be dead. It crashed into the North Tower, Then filled America with dread. Flight 175, A flight holding 65 human beings. The South Tower was hit, Not close to a sightseeing. 2,823 lives, That were to be no more. Hundreds jumped thousands of feet to end their lives, What a moment of gore. Flight 93, Ended the lives of 44. This moment will go down in history, Not a moment to ignore. 10:45 AM, All federal office buildings in Washington, D.C. are evacuated. But it was too late, This will not be sedated. The firefighters flee. The medics tried to cure. Then the towers fell, America won't endure. The blood on the streets, The smell of the decayed. Now look how god has helped you, After all the times you prayed. A man in the street, Was killed by the debris. 4 tons of solid steel, Now life he'll lack to see.

Ice Storm 2009
It seems in my lifetime I've seen news stations coin phrases for weather atrocites a million times. The only time I was ever a part of it was growing up in San Diego we had El Nino and La Nina but that was just wind and heat. While living in Arkansas we welcomed many people that lost their homes in Hurricane Katrina. Now however I am experiencing the horrific results of a weather based tragedy. I live dead in the center of Ice Storm '09. I live about 25 miles from Jonesboro, Arkansas. My town is called Paragould and Tuesday night for the first time in history we experienced a city wide blackout. Now many towns in our area were just as affected but they are primarly smaller towns or towns with only partial outages. We unfortunately hold the title of the biggest city that is entirely without power. Even Wal-Mart was closed for three days!! My story is much better than others. No one in my family has been killed by tree branches, but it has been horrible nonetheless. The s

For Whoda !
Whenever she is near I get bubbly inside. Hope she has always giving me throughout the years. Overjoyed for her remaining dear to me. Days are always brightened with her presence. Always and forever will she be in my heart. CARING HONEST REASONABLE YOUTHFUL STUNNING TALENTED ADORABLE LOVING

My Sluts Surprise.....................
She sits and waits again for Him... His last words come back to her now as she sits waiting and wondering what will be His pleasure tonight. She smiles as she thinks of the pleasure He gives her. Her heart and mind reel with the promise of what is to come tonight. Tonight He has told her she will get a big surprise. He said she has been good and He will reward her obedience and service with a special treat. She wonders now what that will be. She sits now her mind wandering and her hands too, stroking over her own skin as she thinks of Him. The feel of her own hands excite her as she thinks of Him, almost as if His own hands touch her now. She sits back, her eyes closed now and her hands run through her hair and down her neck. Her fingertips lightly trace over her soft skin and trail down between her breasts. They linger there, nestled between them caressing the warm skin there. She drifts off in her mind as she sits now, her hands caressing gently as she sits. She wanders inside o

Won't Be Around Much For A Long Time
hey guys i moved ... don't have money for internet right now .. so i will not be on that much. ~to the lounges i work for ... if u wanna pull my mods i will not be offended because obviously i can't get on the comp... love my fu family ... ya'll know how to readh me if u need me!

Sundays Auto 11's Here
AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. HERE ARE SOME TO START OFF WITH AND WILL BE ADDING AS I SEE THEM. AS ALWAYS, IF YOU HAVE THEM FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE IF I HAVE OVERLOOKED YOU! THESE ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER. A PAGE AND BLOG RATE WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED AND MAYBE MY SALUTES? LOL ** PLEASE REMEMBER IF I AM HITTIN YOUR PAGE AND DOING "NOTHING" I AM JUST CHECKING TO SEE IF YOU STILL HAVE AUTOS ON FOR THIS BLOG, IM NOT A BOT, IT'S POSSIBLE I COULD BE BOUGHT BUT I'M VERY EXPENSIVE ROFL!! ♥Delicious RedHead ♥FU-Fiance2 Tony♥Fubars "MOST" Finest♥@ fubar Tony Proud FU-FIANCE 2 Courtney@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™ ~Owner of BUMP N GRIND~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~The Pegasus Project~S.B.G~@ fubar Archangel@ fubar LusciouslyDelicious4u@ fubar [_]} Crime of P@ssion[_]} Guilty of Love**(( RR Member))**@ fubar ד®ÎÇk¥ÐÏÇK~ÕwñÈRs~ÇA®°£vï$ï°Ñ63 & MÏ§t®É§§ GõdÈ§§~§Tà£kêÐ ß¥ ©Änðy Gi®£@ fubar TECH of Flirting slave to ♥Ŋ

Friends
Friends Friends they come and friends they go yet one thing remains the same I shall always survive though I be cast down and beaten I will survive when I am turned against by all and left all alone I will survive It is amazing how people judge you without knowing the facts or the truth how they say one thing to you, yet when your gone their true self emerges the evil nature of humanity speaks issuing its cruel venom with a twisted forked tongue. I trod down this road facing each challenge before me and even when it hurts inside I continue my journey for in the end we all shall stand on the cloud of judgement and only then will one's soul be truly free. Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2009 Christopher Wayne Rhea

My Auto 11s Sunday ?
As this will be the frist time i ll have auto 11s im not sure when the best time to use them. Should i wait till tomorrow when i wake up or should i say screw it and use them now. Any advice on this ?

Rumblings From Cindragon
Greeting to everyone! Once again, I want to thank those of you who are staying on track, bombing and rating to help you to get closer to leveling. Great job on leveling Merlyn, and thanks to Merlyn for stepping up to assist me as a team captain. A few other things that I would like to address... 1) Some of you do not have Club Mystic in your name...please add it now, or be removed from the member list. 2) It is your responsibily to check for new blogs whenever you are online. I usually put it in my status, but not always. 3) Please check to see who we are helping to level, or which members have auto-11's on...I noticed only one other person besides myself rating Lynne's auto's today....she will have them running all day tomorrow and into Sunday evening, at least, if she does not activate another one. She needs the help to get back the points she lost when she was reset. 4) Most of you know that I gave Danger an auto-11 bling when we finished the big bling giveaway

Im Leaveing Fubar
To my family and Friends.. Im,leaveing fubar..It`s not that I havent had fun meeting people from all over this big blue marble..It`s time to say goodbye and move on..To,everyone on my lists Have a great life,enjoy the loves around you the sights and sounds that put a smile in your lives..Be,truthful to yourselves and those you come in contact with..Love long and hard.. You can find me (if you want) here;www.worldofbunco.com...Just click on the link and have fun...Its like "old" bunco but not as much DRAMA.. TAKE care my Family and Friends..I,will Miss you all..Loves ya.. shake

My Grandpa Is Gone
For those that it may concern, my Grandpa died on Feb. 1st, so I'm not really myself right now. I might make some people mad asking questions I already know the answer to and some i don't or the one I might not be to happy to hear..."Are you okay?" Of course I'm not but at the same time I appreciate those who truly care about my well being. I guess I'm not ready to deal with the fact that he and my grandmother both are gone or that it's a reality I'm having a REAL hard time accepting. We were real close and I feel that there's a big piece of me that i won't get back.

1st Gets To Be Family
The first one to send me 1,000 extra 11's gets to be in my family for a week.. So what are you waiting for? Show Mistress your loving. P.S. If your not the first you can get 1 day family access or else check my other blogs for further orders.. Nibbles N Lixssss April

Tag-you're It-2009
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? work 3. Your hair? greying 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? alive 6. Your favorite thing? peace 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? den 11. Music? lots 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? young 16. Muffins? yes 17. One of your wish list items? health 18. Where you grew up? Illinois 19. The last thing you did? fubar 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? COMPAQ 24. Your life? stressful 25. Your mood? blah 26. Missing s

Border Jumpers.
jesus christ. so not too long ago in illinios at a BP refinery or some shit, a bunch of undocumented (illegal) immigrants got busted. well this talk show my station produces is on right now discussing this shit. they got a preacher dude and some other cat bitching that it was unjust and wrong that these people got busted and arrested and shit. the preacher dude says it was done arbitrarily. and that most of these people are pillars in the commnuity and that they may even have spouses that are legal citizens and children that were born here. well. tough titties. YOU ARE AN ILLEGAL. YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BE HERE. SORRY. YOU BROKE THE RULES. LIED. TOOK JOBS FROM LEGAL CITIZENS. SO SORRY CHARLIE...or gonzalas.....or pedro or whoever. i cant believe their arguements though. 'these people have been here for years. they should be exempt.' what the fuck. seriously. illegal is illegal. ive done all kinds of illegal shit under the radar for years. so that means im exempt?

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 2-02-09
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 2-02-09 Miss Moneypenny™~ Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Sandra/Anvil = An-gel + De-vil Birthday: 5th Sept 1972 Zodiac Sign: Virgo Hair Color: dark with red strokes Eye Color: deep blue;-) Tattoos: 4 Piercings: 5 *Favorites* Color: Black/Red/Blue/Pink Season: Summer Day Of Week: Fridays lol Animal: Dog Flower: Roses *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: yes Laughed So Hard You Cried?: yes Smiled For No Reason?: yes Sat On Your Rooftop?: yes *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: both Phone 0R IM?: depends who it is McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Burger King Summer 0R Winter?: Summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?:MP3 XBox 0R PS2?: none RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Pizza Hawai with shrimps Your Fears?: loosing my job Your Weakness?: Men in Uniforme Do you

Do You Want A Valentine Date?
Do You Like Bad Girls? Do You Want A Valentine Date? Well Here's Your Chance..Sarges Bad Girls Are Looking For You... Here's What To Do...This Is Not An Auction Or A Contest.. You Will Give Your Best Date Idea And The Girls Get To Choose Which Is The Best Or Favorite Idea.. If Your Date Idea Is Chosen Then You Will Get/Give Minium Of 100 rates..Whatever Else You Or That Person Offer's Is Between Ya'll... It Starts On Febuary 1st And Ends Feb.13th 2008

Me
hi all just want to tell about me im 43 going to be 44 i smoke both kinds im married but split up for allmost 4 yrs now girls like me for me but dont want to go out with me guys some likes me and most want to go out with me no im not gay but i should have been sence meny guys likes me then girl i dont chat much cuss im a bad speller

Good Memories
i went out to smoke this morning. i was wearing my old carhartt coat, and i caught a whiff of it when i came back inside. it smelled like my grandfather, and the smell took me back to when i was a little kid. i called him 'papa'. he was a huge man, well over six feet tall, and weighing probably 300 pounds. he had a big, gravely voice that would really get your attention. he always wore overalls and blue work shirts. he rolled his own cigarettes for a long time, and he also smoked non-filter camels. he kept his cigarettes in this tin box that always fascinated me. it was made for holding a pack of cigarettes, and it had intricate designs pressed into it. i remember the muffled, tinny sound it would make when he pulled the lid off of it. i remember the heavy smell of his zippo. he and my granny lived in an old, 1.5 story house that had twelve-foot ceilings. the house was heated by a single floor furnace in the living room. that was always my spot when we would visit them

Boneless Animals
I'm sitting here eating some insanely delicious pork chops and fighting with the fucking bone! It got me thinking... Do animals bred specifically for eating REALLY need to have bones? Think about it. They are born. They eat until they are big enough and then they are killed so we can eat them. There is no need for them to have bones at all! Scientists have genetically engineered animals to be bigger so they have more meat and the farmers make more money off them. Couldn't someone mess with genetics and make animals that don't have bones? That is all

Nsfw Pics
So today I added quite a few really sexy pics from my newest set and typically one asshole has to ruin it for everyone and mark them NSFW. I'm not here for points but there is seriously no reason to have pics up if you get no points for them and people are going to mark them NSFW. From now on anything that might even remotely be marked will not be added to my page. If you want to see nudes or ass shots or any of that you will have to find them on the Suicide Girl's website once my pics are up. Yeah maybe I'm being petty but they are my pictures and it's my choice....and I choose not to have them here if they are marked. I'm glad that people on an adult site can't stand to see pictures that have no nudity at all. Sorry to those who liked the pics and can't see them anymore. Maybe I will feel generous later and start an NSFW folder with these pics again but for right now I'm not just in for the games. The funniest part is some of these pictures are on my myspace page and haven't even be

Moved My Thoughts To Blog So Ppl Could Comment
A couple days ago I totaled up how much money I spent here and it came to about $200.oo. I realize that is not a lot compared to others but it is a hell of a lot for my budget. I have always felt that fubar is the master of coming up with ways to charge money without actually giving you a product. But it was fun and I met some great people here, so I bought the vip, the bling, the blasts, and the extra 11's. I decided to let my vip run out mostly because of the nonsense of the bouncer. Yesterday (2-1-09) was my last day as a vip and I see I stopped at the perfect time. Fubar is not going to make any changes until they see the negative effect on their cash flow. So until that happens I expect no changes for the better. I have been around since the Lost Cherry days and miss that site.Back when the blasts were the only thing to buy and people had to work hard to level and and all put in the same effort. Fubar wants to be as popular as myspace and unless myspace star