Fubar Blog Posts 4

Boy At Beach With His Parents
A mother and father take their 6-year old son to a nude beach. As the boy walks along the sand, he notices that many of the women Have boobs bigger than his mother's, so he goes back to ask her why. She tells her son, 'The bigger they are, the sillier the lady is.' The boy, pleased with the answer, goes to play in the ocean but returns to tell his mother that many of the men have larger things than his dad does. She replies, 'The bigger they are, the dumber the man is' Again satisfied with her answer, the boy goes back to the ocean to play. Shortly thereafter, the boy returns and promptly tells his mother, 'Daddy is talking to the silliest lady on the beach, and the longer he talks, the dumber he gets.'

Asumptions
i have had a few MEN come to me and ask if deb aka darlind aka sweetmama is my lover .now that just really makes me mad .cause if you bothered to know the story behind me and her we are best friend .and when i was very young my real mother married a man .that like to beat on her and me and my sister that is a year younger than me.not to mention other things .deb was married to a great man and he knew about the beatings.so when he knew things was happen ing .he would swing by the house .usually me and my sister hid in a closet so we didnt have to see what was happening to our mother .he was our knight and shining armor he would pick us up put us on his bike and take us to deb.she would feed us and confort us till we went to sleep.her husband had an accident and was killed in the oilfield but she still remained my hero .and she is the best friend any one could ever have .so if you feel the love i have for her. it is in no means a sexual thing .she means the world to me .she is not my lo

Why Do I Fall For It?
WHY DO GUYS THINK ITS COOL TO TELL A GIRL THAT HE LOVES HER JUST TO GET HER TO SLEEP WITH HIM?? WELL I FELL FOR THE DUMB LIE. IM SICK OF THIS NO MORE WILL I LET THEM RULE ME IM TAKING CONTROL NOW, AND YES IM STILL HURT THANKS TO MY EX BF(U KNOW WHO U ARE) HE LEFT ME NOT LONG AFTER I GAVE HIM SEX AND THEN HE HAD THE BALLS TO TELL HIS MOTHER THAT I WAS THE ONE THAT WANTED ALL THE SEX! HE IS LUCKY THAT I STILL TALK TO HIM BUT IDK IF I CAN PUT UP WITH HIM. IM SICK OF HIS DUMB LIES AND GET THIS AFTER HE LEFT ME LIKE ON THE 23RD HE SAW ME AND WALKED FROM WHERE I WAS TO GO TO ANOTHER GIRLS HOUSE PROBABLY TO GET LAID. AND THAT DID HURT ME. SOMEONE TELL ME WAT I SHOULD DO. OBVIOUSLY IM NOT DOING ANYTHING RITE HERE.

The Original Bad Boy & Bad Girl Are Together Once Again
That's Right The Sarge & Ecuadorian Goddess Are Back Together.. After A Lot Of Soul Searching I Have Decided That Ecuadorian Goddess Is The Girl For Me And That I Truly Have Feelings For Her After A Long Friendship I Have Came To Realize That I Do Feel For Her In A More Serious Manner Than Just A Friend...

I Can't Find My Bliss...
Saying goodbye and letting go is so hard, but it has to be done, and I am only holding myself back. I’m trying to do so much to get it all out of my mind, but it’s just not working. I’m holding on and I just don’t know how to truly let go. I want to be happy on my own, but I’m not. I have yet to find my true passion, so I am doing everything. My tri is next week. I have worked so hard and am going to do something I never thought I could do… so why do I feel like it’s really not that big of a deal? I want someone to share it with. To share everything with. I’ve never had so much time to really work on myself and my life… and I just don’t like it. I miss having someone there. I’d rather worry about someone else than myself… Tears flow at weird times and I can really be in a room full of people and feel so very alone. I know I have a lot of people that are willing to listen, but I want that one person that I can count on all the time, besides my mom. Someone who will come see me at 2 in

Dunno What The Funk?
Ever have that feeling you are in a good mood, and then you just feel blue all of a sudden with no reason or cause? You are in a funk, and there is not reason to feel this way and it gets your mind wandering about a lot of different things, and even the normal stuff that puts you in a good mood doesn't seem to work. Then as suddenly as it came on it is gone and your left thinking what the funk was that? Could last seconds, minutes hours or longer, but you never really know why, and for awhile you dwell on it then even that mystery is gone. Lost.

What Gives?
will someone please tell me where all the decent men are? i mean, i don't believe in long distance relationships and that leaves me pretty much screwed in the men department cuz the men around here are scum. and i thought i could be gay maybe but the though of munching carpet really makes me sick. (no offense to lesbians, but it's just not me) i just don't understand. all these guys that like all this kick ass music and chillin out drinking beers wanna be with a girl who's like "ewww beer is nasty, and wtf are you listening too?" WTF man!!!! they got chicks like me out there who will drink anyone under the table and be jamming out some wicked shit and they want a whiny bitch. well more power to you! hope you're fucking miserable for the rest of your pathetic life!!!!!! (i'm sure you will be) anyway that's all i have to say.......

I Will Miss You...
A Mother's Love A Mother's love is something that no one can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may. For nothing can destroy it or take that love away... It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking... It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems... It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creation... A many splendorous miracle man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand. mommy, you would call me while you were listening to 'Wind beneath my wings,' and you'd always ask me if I still loved you and whether or not I thought that you were a good mother. whether you raised me right. you always questioned it. I am so sorry if I ev

Where Has The Romance Gone?
I HAVE A QUESTION FOR EVERYBODY, WHAT HAPPENED TO ROMANCE? WHAT HAPPENED TO BEING A GENTLEMAN/LADY? WHAT HAPPENED TO OPENING DOORS, SENDING FLOWERS, SURPRISES, CANDEL LIGHT, HOLDING HANDS, BUBBLE BATHS, AND SAYING YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL, I LOVE YOU AND REALLY MEANING IT? WHAT HAPPENED TO FAITHFULNESS AND MANNERS? WHERE HAS IT GONE? WHY DO WE DISRESPECT OURSELVES BY DATING SOMEBODY WHO DISRESPECTS US? I THINK EVERYBODY SHOULD ATTEND ETTIQUETTE SCHOOL! I DONT KNOW ABOUT EVRYBODY ELSE BUT I WONT GO ON A 2ND DATE WITH SOMEBODY THAT WAS NOT A GENTLEMAN ON THE 1ST. AND WHY IS IT THAT WE WILL DATE A PERFECT GENTLEMAN/LADY AND THEN AFTER WE HAVE BEEN WITH THEM FOR A WHILE IT STOPS? THEY GIVE UP BECAUSE THEY HAVE GOT YOU NOW? WE SHOULDNT TAKE FOR GRANTED THE GOOD THINGS WE HAVE. THE ROMANCE SHOULD NEVER STOP! IF YOU HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2 MONTHS-100 YEARS! WE SHOULD ALWAYS LET THE SPECIAL PERSON KNOW HOW MUCH WE CARE! AND THAT DONT JUST MEAN THAT WE SHOULD RESPECT ONLY PEOPLE WE ARE DATING, WE HAVE

Broken Dream - Track 3 - Liar
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Liar The lies we tell others is nothing/ Compared to the lies we tell ourselves/ Who have you been trying to fool/ Who have bought your lies/ Liar, liar, liar Track 3 – Liar After doing simple greetings and introductions we started to leave the airport. My Father tried to talk to Gavin about sports but neither

Driving In Boston
Driving in Boston Submitted by Mahk The geographical center of Boston is in Roxbury. Due north of the center we find the South End. This is not to be confused with South Boston, which lies directly east from the South End. North of the South End is East Boston and southwest of East Boston is the North End. And, the Back Bay was filled in years ago. Basic Rules for Driving in Boston (subject to change at any time): Always look right and left before proceeding through a green light. When on a one way street, stay to the right to allow for oncoming traffic to pass. Never, ever stop for a pedestrian unless he flings himself under the wheels of your car. The first parking space you see will be the last parking space you see. Grab it. Learn to swerve abruptly. Boston is the home of slalom driving, thanks to the Department of Transportation, which puts potholes in key locations to test drivers' reflexes and keep them on their toes. Never get in the way of a car that needs

" To Say Sorry But To Speak On This "
ONE I WOULD LIKE TO SAY IM SORRY TO ALL FOR BEING ME . TOOK ME HALF MY LIFE TO GET TO BE STRAIGHT UP , BLUNT AND TELL IT LIKE IT IS . I WON'T SAY SORRY FOR THAT . BUT , IM ME AND DON'T EXCEPT TO BE CHANGED . AND IF ANY ONE WANTS TO TAKE ME OFF THEIR FRIENDS LIST OR FAMILY GO AHEAD . IM DONE WITH DRAMA AND THE ATTITUDE IS JUST THAT 100% B_I_T_C_H . DON'T PLAN ON CHANGIN IT . I KEEP MY " ENEMIES CLOSE " AND " MY FRIENDS CLOSER " . SO, AS I SAID IF YOU FEEL OFFEND DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO . REMOVE ME FROM FRIENDS AND FAMILY BFREAKY.COM

Taste
Taste is it the taste of coffee on their lips, or the smell of their hair in the morning is it how their sweat falls across your face as they labor on top of you, mid-night on a whim is it the slight pressure of their fingertips as they balance between tenderness and arousal is it the sound of their whisper in your ear or its absence that is the loudest poet

Membership Rules
ALL MEMBERS PLEASE READ! For the benefit of any new members I will repeat the ruled we have after you have fanned/ rated profiles/add a friends to all the other members. "The rating system is a MUST. When you join the Circle, any past problems with another member are to be left in the past. All members will rate the very MINIMUM of 35 rates (more stashes as they are not worth as much) per week. You may rate more days and more rates as you wish. You can even pick the days you want to rate. NO MEMBER IS TO BE SLIGHTED." I will repeat NO MEMBER WILL NOT BE RATED BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE THEM!! You will have the group name or initials in your header. FounderTHERE WILL BE NO DOWNRATING MEMBERS OR REPORTING PICTURES YOU FEEL ARE NSFW OR JUST DON'T LIKE. IF YOU DO NOT LIKE THE PICTURE THEN PASS IT BY. I am adding a new rule, THERE WILL BE NO BAD MOUTHING OTHER MEMBERS. We are all diverse, have different ideas and qualities. IF you have something to say you will come to one of t

Friends
Hi there to any and all that's on my friends list...and any and all that might be on my list in the future: I have been recently informed, by a friend, that they suddenly disappeared off my list and off my family list. Well, I had no idea how that happened. I do know that I personally did not remove that friend off my page, and if I did...it was purely by accident. Don't know if it was a fubar server glitch or if it was me clicking around on things and not paying attention to what I was doing. My friend felt hurt thinking that I deleted them on purpose....I did not purposely delete that person, and once I've added someone....I don't delete them, especially after I've added them to family. So, in case this has happened to any of my other friends besides this particular one, and you suddenly see that you have been removed from my friends list.....this blog is explaining it. So, to any and all of my fubar friends.... if you have found yourself in the same situation that my other frie

Keeping In Touch
So, I'm just wondering: is it really so much to ask of women, or even guy friends for that matter, to keep in touch from time to time? I'm a simple man, I just want a woman to know that I care about her, and that she at least cares mildly about me. Be that just a simple text or 5-minute phone call whenever. The fact that I've been proverbially "stood up" so many times from people who say they'll "call me back" or "get back to me" is completely ludicrous. I can withstand that up to twice from a single person, the third time, I start to think they're deliberately ignoring me or whatever. SHIT, I wouldn't even care if they just were busy, but if they got back to me the next day or whenever at least say "hey I was busy, sorry I didn't get back to you" I'd be perfectly fucking fine! BUT THAT NEVER HAPPENS. So seriously, guys need attention just like women do, we need to know that the people we care about at LEAST care about us, so am I actually asking too much from them? really? Just

Saving Money
A husband and wife were trying to save money to buy a new vacation home. One day the wife comes home from work to find the husband cooking dinner and he says "I learned to cook so we could fire the maid" She said "great honey, now learn to eat pussy so we could fire the gardener"

Life Savers
A teacher was doing a study testing the senses of first graders, using a bowl of Lifesavers Candy. the teacher had given them. They Would Look at and taste them The children began to say: " Red............cherry," "Yellow.........lemon "Green..........lime," " Orange ........orange," Finally the teacher gave them all honey Lifesavers. After eating them none of the children could identify the taste. "Well," she said, "I'll give you all a clue; It's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her Lifesaver out and yelled: "Oh My God!!!! They're azz holes

Push
push When you feel down push when you feel like nothing is going your way push when you feel like giving up push when you feel sad push when you feel like crying push when you feel like like life is over push when you feel scared push when you when everything seems to go wrong just push push by cleon

Diary Of The W/e In 12 Phrases
1. Europa Royal 2. ban mexican steaks!!! 3. mezym forte 4. It's lost where??? 5. Gimme your pimples :)))) 6. expensive manicure 7. vėdarai 8. non-smoking room 9. Alita champagne 10. sun and wind 11. making love to the soul rather than to the body 12. it's alway fine when a nice lady calls you a taxi...

My Sister
Tried to take her life yesturday morning by taking over 150 pills. By the time the police got her to the ER, it was too late to pump her stomach because the pills had already been in her system for over a hour. She is currently in ICU, in a coma.... She's been like that for almost 24 hours now... My sister and I have not been on good terms for awhile now, and I just wish I could've told her how much her baby sister loves her... I tried to help her, we all did. But there is only so much you can do for a person who wont admit they have a problem. I will be on and off of here in between work, hospital, and working some more... PLEASE PLEASE pray for her & our family. She has 2 children that need their Mommy to get better soon, and miss her very much. Thanks you guys! I will keep u updated!

Pls Help A Girl Out!!!
My beautiful friend had to start all over on here...What I would like, is if you could pls go FAN RATE & ADD her, rate her pics, you'll be glad you did...Thank you all in advance...Hugsss »-(¯`v´¯)-»Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™~Ñøtørîøüs P.Ø.P Mílìtiª~»-(¯`v´¯)-»@ fubar

"just My Luck..."
The old wrecker rumbled down the long stretch of highway somewhere between Hell and Nowheresville. The hot Texas sun made the road out in front of him seem almost liquid, much like he was driving right down the middle of a river. Vapor "ghosts" danced, then disappeared as he roared past them, cussing the heat as he headed for what he hoped was his last call of the day. Old Mrs. Tucker had ran out of gas, on her way home from a wine tasting party, and needed someone to come give her a hand. Why couldn't it be Widow Tucker's daughter, Mary, needing his help instead? "Just my luck!", he said out loud, for he would have driven clear to Oregon to aid the tall beautiful Texan with the coal black hair, and the legs that seemed to go on for days. You see, he had a "thing" for this beautiful creature, he had dreamed since childhood of someday telling her that she'd always been his dream girl. But, as was always his luck, the opportunity had never presented itself. Right then and there, he swore

Is It To Much To Ask??????
This is What I want I want to wake up to someone and not wanna ever get out of bed. I want to lay down and night and not be able to sleep because looking at her just makes me happy. I want someone to Sweep me off my feet for a change, to pawn over me and send me love letters and put silly little love notes in my briefcase I find at work. I want to know when the day is over I can come home and relax and not have a Chores list on a daily basis. I want someone who thinks spending sunday afternoon in the bed watching TV and the kids piling on us is fun and fufilling. I want to Mow the yard with out the lawn mower dying I want to sit in my big comfy chair and take a nap with out someone waking me up to see if I was sleeping. I want someone that enjoys getting in the car and just driving to anywhere no plans no ideal but just going until we find somewhere to stop. I want to a good morning or good night kiss to be a kiss because it feels good and w

Ty But!!!!
Ok to start off with I wanna say ty for all the compliments on my eyes. All the, "damn your eyes are sexy", and "with eyes like that i wouldnt say no", once again ty. But, why is it so hard to look deeper? Yes my eyes express alot of things, horniness isnt one of them. Do they scream "Hey i want some ass over here"? I think not. All I do ask is if you talk to me, try to say something useful that i shouldnt have to say thank you to. I hate sayin that but its only polite. I didnt give myself these damn things so why should i take credit for them? Look deeper and youll discover that they arent my most attractive feature. My devotion to friends is one of my best. Why did i write this? Because I felt like it i guess...get to know me, im cool and rarely bite...anywho..more mindless rambling to come..xoxo to my sexies lol

Thank You For All Your Help
I just want to give a huge shout out to those that helped me level to Fu-King today!!!! BIG SHOUT out to Bull Hey you called in the calvary and they sure showed up...that is a reflection of the friend you are. Also Thank you to Cotton Candy Chelle Bad Girl Little Lady AXL You are all awesome and I will return the love...I promise!!!!!

Mom...
mom its been over 1 year and 6 months since u left, but just seems like yesterday that u were here. i miss ur talks i miss ur voice i miss u soooooooooooo much i wish u were here to talk to me mom i love talking to u at nite i miss thoes talks. u helped me more then u know every time the phone rings i think its u. i wish it was u. it would help sooooo much. I LOVE YOU MOM AND MISS U SOOO MUCH WISH U DIDNT LEAVE. love your daughter, josey PLZZ DONT COPY THIS IS MY OWN

Truely
TRUELY great personalities will show through on their own, you don't have to try so hard to get people to notice it, that's generally a sign of insecurities. Those who are secure with themselves know what they have to offer, and don't need to flaunt it =)"

Damn Haters...lol
I SENT AN EMAIL (P.M) ASKING FOR A RATE AND GOT THIS...LOL...SOMEONE IS HAVING A BAD DAY..LOL so i said EXCUSE ME in her shout box...this is what she said..lol ♫Pun...: Oh, so now you hit my sb? Does GTFO mean anything to you? ->♫Pun...: EXCUSE ME

Random Bucks
Ok listen up lol I am extremly bored and have nothing to do. It's very rare i get like this, so i'm going around picking just random people giving a random ammount of fubucks away. If you're one of those random people i hit up and you're reading this...that's why. No need to ponder why i gave u ca$h

~booty Call Agreement~
BOOTY-CALL APPLICATION Name_____________________ Age____ Phone(____)_______ Occupation________________________ ________ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do u like giving oral sex?(Y/N)___ Are You: A Spitter?___________ A Swallower?_____________ Do u like receiving oral sex?(Y/N)___ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group__ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ ? List three positions u like: 1._________________________ 2._________________________ 3._________________________ Do You like sex outside - diff

The Ultimate Jukebox!
This is neat! When you put this site below in your browser, it will take you to a jukebox with different years listed. Click on the year you want to hear. When the music starts, you can move the curser in the playback down and see all the songs associated with that year. If you love music.........this site is for you. Pick the year and enjoy all the hits. You can let it play through the entire list of that year or highlighting a particular song will play it instantaneously. (Click on one of the songs to get it started and afterwards it will continue with other songs automatically without you having to click on selected songs. So if you miss the great music of your youth, here it is.) You can also pick from different types of music (Doo-Wop, Blues, etc.) and it will continually play once you select. http://www.tropicalglen.com .

Another Update
ok so i just got a phone call about my mom. i'm going up there in a litte bit, i will probly spend the night there. anywho, she's progressing. she is breathing on her own now. but still getting alot of treatment for her breathing and what not. she had 5 bipasses. and they told her if she wouldn't have went to the er when she did, she would have been dead within two days. her sugars are still way out of control. even when she is not eating she is still regersting at atleast 360. they will not let her go until those get under control a little better. we got her some resources, so she can get a new meter and her insulin for free, because she does not have insurance. the doctors said they are going to check with giant eagle, and if they can they are going to put her on the $4 meds. she will have to take cardiac meds the rest of her life. my mom is very stubborn and has never listened to doctos. hopefully, this was a kick in the ass to get her to listen. she's got

King Without A Crown
See you're all that I have and you're all that I need Each and every day I pray to get to know you please I want to be close to you, yes I'm so hungry You're like water for my soul when it gets thirsty Without you there's no me You're the air that I breathe So sometimes the world is dark and I just can't see With these, demons surround all around to bring me down to negativity But I believe, yes I believe, I said I believe I'll stand on my own two feet Won't be brought down on one knee Fight with all of my might and get these demons to flee Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe Out of darkness comes light, twilight unto the heights Crown Heights ya burnin' up all through till twilight Said, thank you to my God, now I finally got it right And I'll fight with all of my heart, and all a' my soul, and all a' my might What's this feeling? My love will rip a hole in the ceiling I give myself to you from the

Fakes & Spammers ( Revised)
To be quite honest, if you're come to my profile to spam stupid shit, I hate you already.Just because u rate and fan me,Don't mean I will do the same to you.Points here don't mean shit to me.Real true friends do. Get a f*ckin life. Piss off. Don't waste your time adding me so you can spam me. I will leave you a nasty comment and you will be blocked for life. I'm not interested in ppl with fake profiles. If you're interested in talking to me for real that's fine. But spammers need to f*ck right off and get real jobs that don't require annoying ppl and ruining their pages. How about getting off your lazy asses and try working for a living instead? And please don't come to my page asking if I like your pictures(nude one) I am not one who even care to see your cock on here, Sheesh get a life( Fuck Off)And as for these paper sign pictures ( salutes)They don't prove a thing,So you probably won't see one on me, Cuz frankly I don't have to prove anything to anyone( I really

Hell... In My Day.... (not My Own W_rk)
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pickup on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft dr ink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we weren't

Which One Are U???
Remember, if you are on the cusp of another sign you most likely will have features of both signs...which may lead you into total confusion..... CAPRICORN - The Go -Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they Want. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague.. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kin

What Kind Of Bra Are You?
You Are a Flashy Red Bra! Outgoing, friendly, and fascinating. You're a charmer, with your pick of the men. But you want a man who's as magnetic as you are. You need someone who can keep up with your all night gab fests! What Kind of Bra Are You?

Raining
From our window, I see the forgotten garden beneath wild with weeds and twisted trees where pages fall like autumn leaves poems torn in the storm pieces of a song letters held so dear now dance into the dawn words that meant everything when everything was gone How the rain just sighs weeping from the skies keeping our garden fed these tears from twilight eyes rain tangled in the wind of dark, despairing wishes straining sorrow on my skin I fall with our lost kisses to the forgotten garden beneath

Lucky....
☺...: im of to the fu lawyers to file fubankurpice ->☺...: Where you headed off to? Youa rent cheating on me AGAIN, r you?! ☺...: yea we can reschedule im not sure when im gonna be on tho ->☺...: You got a headache again? Can we reschedule our game of sperm bowling for tomorrow? ☺...: na not tonight ->☺...: Hey, wanna fuck? My meat stick is throbbing, Hardcore ☺Łµ€k¥♦664☺@ fubar

Aaaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahahaahaha
after today my current stresses go away yaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy The dumbass has decided to quit after hes finished today. Its about what I expected after his paycut. He actually held on a couple days longer than I anticipated. Of course, no 2 weeks notice, that'll hurt him if he applies for anything outside of a bargain basement job that doesnt check prior work history, his loss. I do partially feel sorry for him, he had good potential if he would just pay attention to what he's doing when he's working, but he rarely did that (what caused my stresses more than anything). Oh well , back to counting on me again (thats not so bad lol).

Sometimes I Can Be So Evil, Lol.
Sometimes I just can't help myself when people shoot this kind of stuff at me in the shoutbox. Of couse Persia wanted to get in on the fun too. Anyone who knows us, I hope will get our sense of humor (start at the bottom): Per§i...: do you have yahoo? i wanna show you my 9 and 3/4 inch cock. Come on baby you know you wanna see. Per§i...: hey sexy, wanna see my cock? ->rebeldriver28: so am I. Wanna see my cock? rebeldriver28: im all hard an hornny lol Funny how he didn't want to play anymore after my response.

Wise Words By Daddy Rocks Hard (thank You)
DRH contributed the following words to a Mumm I posted ........ What if the world was flat and the moon was made of cheese? What if work was like vacation and you could do just as you please? What if dreams weren't just for dreamers as some would have us think? What if wallstreet had no schemers and flamingos weren't pink? What if the laughter of little children was really nectar for the gods? What if life was so secure we could take down our facades? What if the roots of our motivation was the benefit of mankind? What if undying dedication wasn't so damn hard to find? What if? You see we could what if forever and still never have a clue. Indeed things may be different but it depends upon your view. It's just life's little choices which carve out the road we walk. For what matters are our actions the rest is simple talk. Here is a link to Daddy Rocks Hard's profile, he is well worth the rate and getting to know, I have appreciated his contributions. Daddy Rocks

My Mommy..(cring And Rough Time)
OK THIS IS WHAT IS GOIN ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.. AS MANY OF U KNOW THAT MY MOM HAS 3 STROKE ABOUT A MONTH AGO.. SHE IS DOING GREAT ON RECOVERING.. SHE CAN STILL WALK AND TALK AND DO THINGS.. BUT AS U ALL KNOW.. THAT STROKES CAN CHANGE THINGS LIKE BEHAVIOR AND EMOTIONAL THINGS. WILL MY MOM IS DEPRESSED SHE FEELS LEFT OUT AND ALOT OF OTHER THING TOO.. WILL SHE HAS HER MOODS AND TONITE SHE IS IN ONE OF THOSE MOODS.. RIGHT NOW SHE WANTS KILL HERSELF.. AND THINK SHE IS ALONE WITH THIS.. AND ME SEEING MY MOM LIKE THIS HURTS ME. BAD.. IM USE TO SEEIN MY MOM BEING A STRONG INDEPENDANT (SP) WOMAN.. SHE RAISED ME FROM BIRTH INTEL I WAS 8 ALL BY HERSELF.. AND THEN SHE GOT MARRIED TO MY STEP DAD.. AND THIS KILLS ME INSIDE.. AND YEA IM CRING.. BECAUSE THIS ISNT MY MOMMY THAT I ONCE KNEW. AND I DONT WANT TO LOSE HER.. SO PLEASE UNDERSTAND RIGHT NOW. THAT IM NOT TRIN TO BE RUDE TO U ALL.. IM TRIN TO BE STRONG FOR MY MOM LIKE SHE WASSTRONG FOR ME.. I FEEL LOST.. SO PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME..

Darika's Law#1
Ok guys this is just an example of what I am NOT looking for...This is an actual message I recieved. I will with hold names,Because you know who you are. Hello my name is ******* .i have viewed your profile and i guess you have sound like the best perfect woman for me from your profile i wish i could meet you soon. You seems to be interesting But right now i am not happy mother died some days ago.Now i have decided to have the true love of my life I'm a strong, sexy, smart, independent man with many goals and lots of drive. I love to have fun and need a real woman by my side to hold it down with. I need a woman with good conversation, intelligence, street smarts and one who knows how to treat a lady. I want to explore the world and do new things when I come home. I'm willing to relocate. I live life in the fast lane but am willing to see what it is like to chill out and just be. I love warm weather, tropical drinks and sandy beaches. I like to party and have fun. I do

Ogunquit (a Poem)
Away from the shoreline lights The sea is black with night Not a star in the heavens seen Just the sound of waves serene Cloaked in the fog, a mystic lair Salty scented summer air Not a wind to banners fly No moon hangs in the dark sky The white capped waves curl on to shore Loud and crashing then calm once more Again and again and again they roar Repeatedly rocking a boat at moor Out of the darkness a distant light Blinks upon the velvet night A beacon to me here on land Standng on the shifting sand

Happy Birthday Bill
Lets show Bill some Fu-Luv on his Birthday Happy Birthday Bill Listen..their playing your song...Have a great day sweetie Click on this pic to go to his profile Pimp out Brought to you by his friends in The Friendship Circle

Fickled Fans
I don't get Red Sox fans. They claim they are fiercely loyal, but they turn on their players in a heartbeat. Case in point, Manny Ramirez. For the last several years, Manny has been stating that he wanted to get traded to another team. But, the Red Sox management was always able to come up with an acceptable contract offer to get him to stay. The fans would just be like "oh that Manny" and chalk it up as his eccentricities. Now that he is has actually gone to another team, everyone is outraged and calling him a bum. Its not like he hasn't been working toward that for several years. Wake up people. They did the same thing when Johnny Damon went to the Yankees. Damon had stated he was happy with the Sox and wanted to stay, but the Yankees made him a better offer. The fans booed and hissed him for going to the "Evil Empire". How would these people feel if their friends and neighbors did this to them every time they changed jobs? Because bottom, line, that's what it is. Making a

Native Commandments
Treat the Earth and all that dwell thereon with respect. Remain close to the Great Spirit. Show great respect for your fellow beings. Work together for the benefit of all Mankind. Give assistance and kindness wherever needed. Do what you know to be right. Look after the well being of mind and body. Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater good. Be truthful and honest at all times. Take full responsibility for your actions. Let us greet the dawn of a new day when all can live as one with nature and peace reigns everywhere. Oh Great Spirit, bring to our brothers the wisdom of Nature and the knowledge that if her laws are obeyed this land will again flourish and grasses and trees will grow as before. Guide those that through their councils seek to spread the wisdom of their leaders to all people. Heal the raw wounds of the earth and restore to our soul the richness which strengthens men's bodies and makes them wise in their councils. Bring to all the

(i) Get Lost
I'm sorry. Why should I say I'm sorry? If I hurt you, You know you've hurt me too. But you get lost inside your tears, And there is nothing I can do, 'cause I get lost inside my fear That I am nothing without you. You're angry. Why shouldn't you be angry? With what we've been through, Well I get angry too. But you get lost inside your tears, And there is nothing I can do, 'cause I get lost inside my fear That I am nothing without you. 'cause I am nothing without you. Why should we have taken so long To be looking inside of our mind? Everything we tried went wrong. Are we worried 'bout what we might find? I'm sorry, But can I say I'm sorry? If I hurt you, You know it hurts me too. And you get lost inside your tears, And there is nothing we can do, 'cause I get lost inside my fear That I am nothing without you. 'cause I am nothing without you. And I am nothing without you. 'cause I am nothing without you. 'cause I am nothing without yo

Caa (calling All Angels) Alert
One of my angels needs some prayer for her niece> Please keep her niece and their family in your prayers, not only my angels, but the many other angels here on fubar that is family by extension. Doc

Assholes
>US TANKER: lol it's not past my bed time, I don't have a bed time US TANKER: ok well sweet dreams im sure its past your bed time ->US TANKER: no thats ok US TANKER: maybe next time when you come over to the adult side of the site ->US TANKER: lol ok US TANKER: I deleted my bid ->US TANKER: you already bid though ->US TANKER: you obviously didn't read my offer carefully enough US TANKER: oh well nevermind I thought this was an adult site ->US TANKER: No adult fun, what I offered is what I offered. US TANKER: win sorry ->US TANKER: if you will me? US TANKER: so if i will you do i get any adult fun ***From my shout box earlier. I realize this is an adult site, but adult doesn't necessarily mean stripping off your clothes for friends, no offense to anyone who does that on here, but adult also means mature people, obviously someone US TANKER is not.

And Please Don't Call Me 'sir'...
being on the road right now, i was staying in Taos, New Mexico for a couple days....the night before last and the night previous. the first night there i stayed in a local motel, where i met a rather interesting person, formerly of buffalo new york, where i'd lived for 6 years while my father interned there. the day before, in brandon manitoba, there was an event of unfathomable horror which had just taken place. a young man of a similar age as that of my son got onto a greyhound bus-one that my son is very familiar with, having taken it so many times-and proceeded to sit in the very back, putting on his headphones and discman to listen to tunes and zone out. a man of about 40 got on the bus, having stowed his luggage and proceeded to the back, sitting next to the young man. from witnesses, he was quiet, polite and friendly. friend from buffalo had joined the army and other military factions, eventually being discharged for medical reasons, after having done at least one tour of

I've Moved
In case you noticed, yes I have moved. I had to get out of the United States for a while. There were .............. issues. And I couldn't go back to the Virgin Islands, for obvious reasons. So I'm in Gibraltar ............. for now.

Dedicated To My Ladie
Please dont go Its worth telling a lie Its not worth seeing you cry please let me dry your eyes all i wanna do is see you happy all i wanna do is make you happy all i want to do is make you feel the love iv got for you please dont go Im the one you should be with at night watching the sunset Im the one you should be with watching the stars twinkle in the nights sky please dont go by cleon aka casper

Everything
You can never judge a day by the sweat upon your brow, for you never no when you will sleep or eat again. People say they care about what happens over here but they honestly dont want to know the truth of what happens in a third world country. Yet war is an animal in itself com=nsuming the meek and meager, once you se foot on ground and se the things that we see you will never be the same. you never will talk about it for fear of what you may hae become. you only hope that life will be kind and let you forget the events of your past. Why does our country send us to a place we are not wanted, why are we here t help people who dont even want to help themselves and why are we met with such resentment and regret when do give all we can to these iraqi people. your tired and hungry and you want to go home, when will it all be done, when will our time come. will it be the end, or must we all do it over and over again. what good have we done

Meet My New Owners :)
Meet My New Owners Please go show both of these awesome people a lot of love. They are both wonderful friends to have. If you don't already know them then you are definitely missing out. F/A/R...You'll be happy you did. ROD67@ fubar Kat1114@ fubar

Haters
I don't understand people sometimes. As most of my friends here know, I am pretty much an all around nice guy. I don't stir up trouble, and I try to be nice and respectful to everyone... well I was rating someone on my friends list today, and out of the blue she blocks me. No reason or anything. I don't really need people like that on my friends list anyway, but I am just wondering why. Oh well. This is her. If she is on your list, I hope she doesn't do it to you. http://fubar.com/user/47690

The Aprentice
soooooooooooo after tring to reschedule a court date a couple months ago so i can go to this aprentice test thing......the union guys felt me when i was told them im tring to get my game right! so tomorrow, i get to do a make up test for the aprenticeship for sheet metal working...GOOD MONIESSSSSSSSSSS (no i ain't buying happy hours i like to save money .....blasts and stuff can be negotiated) as always w/ me .....this is a good news bad news scenario! .....the good news is .....seeing how im in the reserves (till april at the least) got my part time gig for now, if i get this union aprenticship..... I BE MAKING SOME BANK BANK BANK with bennies and stuff the bad news......(to some) you will have to get used to not having me around beggin for tits as much ......and stuff! ...ill still beg ....but .....ill just ask but only like once a week... god willing .........i think my time...is finally comming to shine.....just hope i don't mess it all up!

Vegas
Hey, i just got back from my Las Vegas trip. It was really fun but was HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!I got there friday and stayed till today. On friday, i got there at 5pm and it was 116 degrees outside with about 20mph wind! and at 2am it was still 96! It was crazy but at least they got a lot of hotels to stay in :D I went to see Phantom of the Opera and it was definately worth it. The theater was really cool also. Last night was pretty interesting....ate at the cafe in paris and my fam was playing keno and then the keno machine stopped and wouldnt refund the money :(, then we got gas and some scary homeless guy was trying to get money from us and said he would follow us to our bank to get him money LOL....so dont wonder too far off the strip :P

The Perfect Man
After careful consideration and endless debate, the Perfect Man has finally been named: MR. POTATO HEAD He's tan. He's cute. He knows the importance of accessorizing. And if he looks at another girl, you can rearrange his face.

Can You Let Me Go?
I honestly sit here and wonder, How you cannot just let me go, I've let you go, But you keep coming back. Tried so many things in the past, But now that you said it was over and we agreed not to talk, You alkways send me little things, I love you here, I love you there, Or I miss you. I dont miss you as much as I thought I did, Tonight you sent me a song, Im Yours by Jason Mraz, Guess what you're not mine, And I will never be yours, Get used to it.

My Thoughts Of People
I miss the innocence and simplicity of childhood for a variety of different reasons. It seems that the more wisdom and intelligence I gain in life, the more annoying everything becomes. I miss being ignorant but genuinely happy. Some days I rather be a perky idiot than an observant pessimist. I meet and encounter individuals everyday. I listen to them intently. Rarely do I ever meet someone who is actually interesting and has something worthy to say. However, I listen. Most times I am being sincere, but slowly that trait is fading. Small talk is stupid. The need to fill in dead air with worthless babble is annoying. I walk around most of the time with a well trained warm smile, bubbly personality, and overly interested expressions. Frankly, from day to day I witness so much negativity and immorality. From the professional to the casual setting with acquaintances, I realize how awful people are. I wonder why I surround myself with such individuals, but then question if I should judge

Prayer For Her
AT 2 AM CENTRAL TIME A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE WENT INTO A COMA. SHE WAS IN A WRECK SATURDAY AND THINGS JUST GOT WORSE. ALL I AM ASKING IS FOR YOU ALL TO PLEASE PRAY FOR HER.. TY ALL IT MEANS ALOT TO ME.. WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU JEWLS AKA JUJU

I Am Sick Of Fake People
I am cleaning out my friends and family list. If you want to stay on either one please let me know by private message.If I don't hear from you by friday, you will be deleted. I have all these people on my list and more than half of them don't even talk to me let alone help me in auctions, contests or even to level up. I do my best to help others as much as I can. Thank you to the people who have helped me in the past, those of you who have will not be deleted. So once again if I don't hear from you by friday, you will be DELETED.

Get Your Own Damn Coke!
For Jae :P Two Radical Arab Terrorists boarded a flight out of London. One took a window seat and the other sat next to him in the middle seat. Just before takeoff, a U.S. Marine sat down in the aisle seat. After takeoff, the Marine kicked his shoes off, wiggled his toes and was settling in when the Arab in the window seat said, 'I need to get up and get a coke.' 'Don't get up,' said the Marine. 'I'm in the aisle seat, 'I'll get it for you.' As soon as he left, one of the Arabs picked up the Marines shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned with the coke, the other Arab said, 'That looks good, I'd really like one, too.' Again, the Marine obligingly went to fetch it. While he was gone the other Arab picked up the Marines other shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned, they all sat back and enjoyed the flight. As the plane was landing, the Marine slipped his feet into his shoes and knew immediately what had happened. He leaned over and asked his Arab neighbors... '

Rf
Where to locate RF in 2010 (hopefully not layin broke in the gutter) Scotland - Norway - Finland Russia - Germany Belgium Czech Republic Austria Croatia Greece Israel Egypt Bulgaria Italy Lithuania Turkey - Georgia Hungary Ukraine Moldova Armenia Kazakhstan Morocco Spain

Desire
I anticipate your arrival Thinking about bantering with you in the way we do Looking forward to having your arms around me again Listening attentively for your footsteps on my porch Waiting patiently for you to walk through the door and ravish me You are on your way Thinking about kissing my lips as I try to talk Looking forward to holding my arms so I cannot reach out to you Listening attentively for my familiar moan Waiting patiently as you anticipate the responsive quiver of my body We greet each other as I open the door Thinking of nothing other than here and now Enjoying the restraint in your strength Hearing the response you elicit Feeling the release while we move together as one ©dsw 2008

Sucking Up
(copied from my bully... I cheatz :D) My delightfully sweet, wonderful, intelligent fu-owner (the bestest in fu-land) is less than 300K from leveling to Godfather!!!! Love him up and I'll quit sucking up. :P Either way, he's worth the time to get to know. He's the best friend you can have. He always has an ear and a shoulder for you... Stop by and tell him how wonderful he is. Clickie on the link and bomb away... LarryB - Alien cats are roaming this Earth@ fubar After he levels, I'll quit bothering you wunnerful people... for a while, maybe. This bully brought to you by ME! The Turtle Gurl

In Search Of
I came across a song the other day (Carring Your love with me, G. Straight). It was mine and April's song... or she used to be called Mz. Youngstar (name I gave her). I have searched for her for 3 days now and nothing. The first day I IMed her yahoo, but no answer. I went through her friends that hadn't changed their name. Then went through alot of the people in OK. Today I looked up old phone bills for calls I made back then. but her number has changed... I don't think she is on fubar anymore. I hope I can talk to her again... would make my day seeing as I miss her now. really... I don't know what to do :(

A Personal Journey To Being A Breast Cancer Awareness Advocate
This is a story that had to be told but hard to do so I believe without seeming to be self serving or anything else of the sort but here goes. Back in my youth many years ago, I had a favorite aunt...my dad's sister named Helena Pecot (I so miss her) whose health was failing her, She found she had breast cancer. At the time I was too young to fully understand what it all meant but in time, it got the better of her and she would succumb to it. When you're young and you're used to visiting someone very regularly and now you can't any more takes a toll on you because of that is very sad. I will always remember her and think of her. Anyhow as I said before, I was a bit young to fully understand what it all meant and why it happens...so I didn't think about it for the longest time, but it did have a long standing effect that came back to light much later in life. Flash forward to about 4-5 years ago. I have a good friend who some time ago found out she was diagnosed with breast cancer

To My Family And Friends .
Hey Everyone . First of all i just want to Thank all my Friends and Family For all the love you have shown to me .. I have had a death in the family and I will be leaving for Minnesota on Thursday night or early Friday Morning . And will not return home until late Sunday night or early Monday morning I will Miss all of you . I wish the best weekend ever for all of you . All my best Darlee .

What To Do?
So. I could have a great job in a great state, but IDK if I should leave. I am so lost for words right now it isn't even funny. I don't want to blurt too much here b/c some ppl I don't want to know what's goin on in my life. But in general, I'm hurt in more way's than one. By what or who, don't matter. I just am. I just don't know what to do anymore. In a way, if I do take the job, than in a way it feels I am just givin up and runnin. But in a way it is a great job offer and a great place. I want to take it so bad. It would do me some good. If you know me, you know why I am bloggin this. If you don't know me and know why I am postin this, plz don't ask me. I'm not in the mood to talk bout it yet. When I am, I will come to you and tell you personally. But much love to all my friends and family. Kisses and hugs.

I Saw You!!!
Our Secret World A secret world for you and me A magical bond one can not see It wraps us up and holds us snug Ever so tight like a woven rug Blinded by its pixy dust Our eyes gaze at each other in lust Together in its love two hearts beat Both now feeling truely complete Missunderstandings arise along the way With love as strong as this they soon fade away Inocently we share, give and trust Open hearts for this love is a must This kind of love is so rare People see, notice, stop and stare There is nothing in this world we can't take on Together we are bonded so tight from dusk to dawn We truely are each others best friend We know in our hearts our love will never end In this secret world we just floated in Our souls smile for our life together can now begin RSM & T by, Mizz Shady its your vibe at itsmizzshady.com graphics

Leadership Traits
Marine Corps Leadership Traits * Dependability The certainty of proper performance of duty. * Bearing Creating a favorable impression in carriage, appearence and personal conduct at all times. * Courage The mental quality that recognizes fear of danger or criticism, but enables a man to proceed in the face of it with calmness and firmness. * Decisiveness Ability to make decisions promptly and to announce them in clear, forceful manner. * Endurance The mental and physical stamina measured by the ability to withstand pain, fatigue, stress and hardship. * Enthusiasm The display of sincere interest and exuberance in the performance of duty. * Initiative Taking action in the absence of orders. * Integrity Uprightness of character and soundness of moral principles; includes the qualities of truthfulness and honesty. * Judgement The ability to weigh facts and possible

To Friends
I just wanted to write this blog to let everyone know that I am here for friends and to have fun.. I don't comment/fan/rate because I feel I have to or because you did me, I do it because I want too.And really it don't matter to me that you do me, I enjoy the little comments yes, It brings a smile to my face and lets me know I was thought of today. And I don't always answer everyone,Because sometimes my computer is on but I am AWAY..So please don't think I don't wanna talk to you.The people in my family are always the ones I put first because we talk on a daily basis,And that goes for some I am fans of. I do leave alot of random comments, because I like to say hello to all I can,( I am a nice person) but its nothing more than that, I want to make friends and have fun and if you want to join me I am happy to have you!! THANK YOU FOR BEING A FRIEND, SKYE

The Squirrel God
I have this squirrel in my backyard that i absolutely love. I've even named him. Keith; after Keith Buckley. Anyway this squirrel is crazy and I was telling my sister about him. He likes to get really close to me and just stare and then run away for no reason. She's dared me to hand feed the squirrel and take photographic evidence of said act. Pray that i don't get rabies. :D

Friends
Friends aways have a smile saved for a rainy day. Friends believe and stay by your side despite what others say. Friends share their strength when you need someone to lean on. Friends hold on to Faith when everything else is gone. Friends listen when no one else seems to care. Friends are loyal and true, they tolerate us when no one else dares. Friends feel your sadness when you shed tears. Friends show you comfort when you experience fear. Friends lend a hand when you need a lift. Friends are precious and a priceless gift....

Tv Movies
.............i got that new verizon fios tv thing and stuff, and i was watching xxx: state of the union,the one with ice cube not vin diesel......i don't know what it is but that one was better than the first one......yeah. you don't get that alot excpet with the hulk movie and stuff ........just throwing that out there .....i think imma watch porn now lol

A Good Friend Done Wrong
I am gonna get on the soapbox for a second here. You know this site and thousands of others are filled with hot young girls and slim model types that can get any man they want, or so they think. It is also riddled with fellas that have egos the size of the Escalades they sport. What is being overlooked her are the real people. The short, fat, plain or just plain physically unattractive. the folks driving p.o.s. cars and wearing Wal-Mart fashions are being either stomped over or plain ignored. Now I have a good friend that is drop dead gorgeous in my eyes. She has talent, charisma, style, is a wonderful mom, has a real important civic-minded career and by God can damn well curl your toes in the sack to boot! But what? She can't meet a decent fella for shit, either here or dating! I am fed up with this anal fad driven society that passes by the very ones that make life work in this world. She is one of those that will be there in the long run for her man, that will be there when y

Wal Mart
>You are in the middle of some kind of project around the house. Mowing the >lawn, putting a new fence in, painting the living room, or whatever You are >hot and sweaty.. Covered in dirt or paint. You have your old work clothes >on. You know the outfit: shorts with the hole in crotch, old t-shirt with a >stain from who knows what, and an old pair of tennis shoes. Right in the >middle of this great home improvement project you realize you need to run >to Wal-Mart to get something to help complete the >job. Depending on your age, you might do the following: > >In your 20s: Stop what you are doing. Shave, take a shower, blow dry your >hair, brush your teeth, floss, and put on clean clothes. Check yourself in >the mirror and flex. Add a dab of your favorite cologne because you never >know -- you just might meet some hot chick while standing in the checkout >lane. You went to school with the pretty girl running the register. > >In your 30s: Stop what you are doing, put on cle

Angels :)
Just a quick note angels, that there are times that we feel down or lonely or whatever, remember that you and your sister angels are always loved by me and the other angels. We should always keep each other on our minds as well as keep other people in our prayers. After all, is that not what being an angel is all about? See everyone tonight! Doc

Longest Hello Ever!!!!
Message ACCEPT | DENY blktaz Online (Stepped away) 2008-08-08 14:27:23 Bryant Fair 4024 Newell RD Port Angeles, WA 98363 Home (360) 504-5638 Cell Phone (425) 218-6308 E-Mail btfair2004@yahoo.com Objective: A career as a computer technician Technical Skills: PC Main board, Hard Drive, diskette Drive, PC Memory, PC Fan and Heat Shirk, CPU, POS Systems Dell Computers, HP, IBM, UT- 810,815,845, Printers Lexmark 620,632,644, BIOS Setting, Network Card Instillation, Software Instillation Windows, 2000 XP, Vista, NCR Computers 4701, 4702 IBM Computers 4694-144 4694-205, 4694-207, 4800, Verizon cell Phones. Management Skills: Fifteen years of Management Experience In Food Service and Retail. Record Keeping, Ordering, Inventory, Training, Accounting, Deposits, Scheduling, Supervise Crew Eight to Fifteen People. Shipping and Receiving, FedEx, UPS, DHL. Customer Services. Summary of Qualification: Ability to work independently. Ab

A Man That Is A Nice Guy.
Hey Hi I am just on here to hang out pass the time and maybe meet a women that’s Not a Heavy drinker like my Very soon to be Ex WIFE. What I mean is a women that has a few drinks is cool But not a drunk so to speak. I really don’t do the Club seen I don’t “SMOKE” and would prefer not to be in a relationship with some one whom does smoke. I am a family oriented man, I don’t play “Games”. I do love the out doors, Camping, fishing and spending what ever time I can with my Boys. I can’t believe my son will be 18 here soon. LOL my youngest still lives with his mom but to spend time with him I spend 700 -1,000$ year in travel to see my son. I guess because its very important to me to have me in his life. Some of you men out there should want to spend as much time as you can with your kids before they are all grown up and moved on with there own Lives. And if you Do well then Right on for you too. I think one thing about me is I had my share of a bad relationship. Like this one. Not

Dad's Empty Chair.
A man's daughter had asked the local minister to come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, he found the man lying in bed with his head propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow had been informed of his visit. 'I guess you were expecting me, he said. 'No, who are you?' said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, 'I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up.' 'Oh yeah, the chair,' said the bedridden man. 'Would you mind closing the door?' Puzzled, the minister shut the door. 'I have never told anyone this, not even my daughter,' said the man. 'But all of my life I have never known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head.' I abandoned any attempt at prayer,' the old man continued, ' until one day four years ago, my best friend said to me, 'Johnny, prayer is just a simple matter of having a conversatio

You Are Mine ....pet
I can feel the blood coursing through my veins, the familiar heat spreading through my body. I shift position slightly though my range of movement is limited not only by the rope that binds me tight but by the knowledge that He is not far away and He has told me not to move. I feel the carpet, rough against my cheek. The hemp rope bound tightly around my arms chafing my wrists secured to the spreader bar that is holding my knees apart. I am naked apart from the rope breast harness and the leather cuffs shackling my feet to the floor. My ass is high in the air and I can feel the cool breeze of the air conditioning playing across the raised welts left by the cane He had used on me minutes before. I gasp at as a cold trickle of lube slides down my ass crack and is roughly shoved into my anus by two of His fingers. The carpet had muffled His approach and His touch had surprised me. His fingers pump into my ass two or three times before being withdrawn and replaced by the chill of metal a

Broken Heart
as i sit here wondering what it would be like to close off my heart forever i think would it be a good idea should i wait and see what happened or should i turn my broken heart back in to stone forever onli time will tell if this heart will mend but the question is is she worth the pain is she worth waiting for does she mean that much to me to stop myself from turning this broken heart to stone once more (for a change this is an easy one to answer yes yes she is)

People = Shit
People = Shit lyrics Here we go again motherfucker Come on down and see the idiot right here too fucked to beg and not afraid to care Whats the matter with calamity anyways? right? get the fuck out of my face understand I cant feel anything it isn't like I wanna sift through the decay I feel like a wound and like I got a fucking gun against my head you live when I'm dead One more time motherfucker Everybody hates me now so fuck it blood's on my face and my hands don't know why,I'm not afraid to cry but that's none of your business Whose life is it? Get it? see it? feel it? eat it? spin it around so I can spit in his face I wanna leave without a trace get out, I don't want to die in this place people=shit people=shit (what you gonna do) people=shit ( cuz I'm not afraid of you) people=shit (I'm everything you'll never be) people=shit It never stops you can't be everything to everyone Contagion I'm sittin on the side of satan what do you want from m

Show These Great People Love!!
The past couple of days these people have shown me so much love it's crazy!! Please show them all the love you can. They truly are some of the best people around!!! Click their links and leave lots of love!!!: ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71@ fubar Kat1114" Owner of Farscapecat & ♥Bebe♥ & Co Owner of AMANDA.@ fubar ♥BooBoo♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned By Farscapecat &Sarcastk1@ fubar Anna~Shadow Leveler~Fu Engaged to Teddy Bear Beer Hunter~@ fubar Scarlett~FuOwner of BooBoo&MrMostunderated+Fuowned by MRM&Red Wing Hunny@ fubar ♥Dragonphyre♥ Proud mother of a U.S. soldier!@ fubar ~*~♥Sassy♥~*~Proud Owner Of Mike Hubbell~*~Proud Slave to Passionman71~*~Proud Member of Shadow Levelers/Club F.A.R.~*~@ fubar cOOL-Reaper@ fubar DJ KIDD ROCK~OWNED BY CYNZDREAMS ~ FU MARRIED TO CYNZ DREAMS

Short Story By The Lost_submissive..hope You Like
She set there on the park bench hoping to catch a glimpse of him. As she set there the chilling wind cut through her like a knife. It was all she could do to keep from shivering in the cold damp air. As she set there her mind began to play back the last encounter they had together. She shuttered at the thought of never having another encounter with him again. Her strong man, her fearless cop. She began at the beginning of the evening when he called and said he would be by to see her after his shift at the station. She worried though. What if she drove by, the wife I mean. How would she explain him being there. She heard a knock at the door and the thought quickly dismissed from her mind. She knew it was her man. As she walked to the door she began to feel a tingle that hadn't been there in a long time. She knew what was instore for her. She opened the door and there he stood still in his uniform. He came in and set his assault rifle down at the door. He closed the

Why Me
Why me why do i allways get hurt is it something that im doin wrong or is it just the ladies i seem to like when do i get to be happy in love with a ladie that i can call my friend my lover my queen my everything why cant i find that one special ladie that i desire Why me by cleon

Final Result!
Ladies and gentlemen, the contest is over. First place winning 2,000,000 fubucks goes to: Peek-A-Boo@ fubar Second place winning 1,000,000 fubucks goes to: ***Co OwNeR oF PiNkLaDyS lAp DaNcE *** aka '****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe**' @ fubar Third place winning 200,000 fubucks goes to: UKLADY66 @ fubar And the bonus prize of 25 fu bling credit pack for the most picture rates goes to: ***Co OwNeR oF PiNkLaDyS lAp DaNcE *** aka '****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe**' @ fubar Thanks to all that took part, a nice DRAMA FREE contest! :) BROUGHT TO YOU BY tra71@ fubar

Rip My Angel
This is all a direct copy and paste from my earlier blog so you wont have to hunt it down My sweet Heidi died sometime last night- she had went out to pee and didnt come back-we couldnt find her so figured someone took her in and looked today and found her dead in the neighbors yard- she had been dead for some time. I know some may say its JUST a dog but she was like my baby! heres thge original blog entry Be warned this WILL be LONG! First off special hugs and hellos to those I've missed while I've been away. As far as the Biggest loser update, im NOT going to win lol bhut im still at 15 pounds lost so thats whats important. Now on to the reason for this blog. My precious Heidi dog- heres a pic... Some history first. When Billy and I first started dating occasionally he would bring Heidi over for his 3-4 day sleepovers :) I immediately fell in love with her. I always thought poodles were not very attractive breed but when she licks your face and looks at you with tho

Angel Love's Ya
Talking to Becky tonight, her laptop is down, it needs a new power switch. She told me on a friends computer that she doesn't know when it we fixed and that she misses and loves us, and she is not ignoring us. Never thought that it is not in any of yours nature, but keep her in mind and heart, and a prayer so she can feel our presence, and be wrapped in our love. Doc

A Pair Of Glasses
A Pair Of Glasses A pair of glasses is all that he needs, To see the words that could set him free. But this pair of glasses is a special pair, For all the world to be well aware. You put them on and the things you see, Will make you want to take them off and run away free. From the darkest of hays and the mist in your way, You find yourself trapped deep in a maze. With trees that say you better beware, cause with your life we do not care. Watching these trees sway back and forth, as you are praying for this game to abort. Deep in a maze you find yourself dazed, without any wind these trees will amaze. Spinning you around and around and around, until your mind is as soft as the m

Goofy Faces Contest
Hey everyone! Come check out me and my boyfriend in the goofy faces contest!! Thanks FatSonny for the contest!! Click on the pics to get to the contest!! Me - DJ Starr My BF- DJ Beercan EVERY comment & rate counts....bomb baby bomb!! (repost of original by 'DJ Kier ~*~Club F.A.R. ~*~' on '2008-08-11 13:07:28') (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-08-11 13:11:43')

All Of Fubar Time Is Now
I'M NOT A LIBERTY TO SAY WHAT HAS HAPPENED HERE. I JUST GOT WORD THROUGH A FRIEND THAT THIS BEAUTIFUL PERSON IS GOING THROUGH ONE OF THE MOST TRYING TIMES IN LIFE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US ON THIS EARTH IS GOING TO FACE SOONER OR LATER.. SHE IS ONE OF THE 2ND ALARM HOTTIES YES THAT IS TRUE BUT THIS ISN'T A MESSAGE TO THE HOTTIES GROUP.. THIS IS A MESSAGE TO ALL OF FUBAR.. IF YOU IN ANOTHER ALL FEMALE GROUP ON HERE, YOUR IN A BOMBING GROUP OR NOT IN A GROUP AT ALL THIS MESSAGES IS FOR YOU. THIS MESSAGE IS FOR EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON FUBAR.. IT'S NOT A FANCY BULLY I HAVE TO RUN OUT THE DOOR RIGHT NOW AND I JUST GOT WORD TWO MINUTES AGO ABOUT THIS.. I WILL MAKE A NICER ONE FOR HER LATER BUT FOR NOW YOU GUYS FOR NOW PLZ TAKE 2 MINUTES OF YOUR TIME TO GO OVER TO HER PAGE GIVE IT A NICE RATE AND LEAVE HER A COMMENT OF LOVE.. LEAVE HER A MESSAGE I DON'T CARE HOW YOU DO IT BUT TAKE THAT 2 MINUTES OUT OF YOUR TIME ON HERE TO SEND LOVE TO SOMEONE WHO DES PERTLY NEEDS LOTS OF IT.. NEXT

Do U Agree With All These?? I Am Asking The Men!!!
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-- how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that it is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wr

Going Away
Just wanted to let everyone know that I will be leaving this week to go to GA. as many of you know my oldest son has been There at Fort binning Army base well he is graduating bootcamp yayyyyyyyyy I have not see him in so long but anyhoot ill be gone till the end of the month so please leave the love you know ill return all love Robin.

Friendship Circle Waiting List
Thank you for your interest in The Friendship Circle. I am sure you would be an asset to our group and enjoy the other members. When we started the group, we wanted a small membership to make friends with, be drama-free, chat, and be there for one another when the need arose. We also wanted to help each other with the rating game. The number one rule was each member had to rate the others 60 picture rates per week. This does not sound like a huge amount but when you consider many work, have a husband and/or children plus activities in the real world it can be too much for a person if the group is larger. And we did not want anyone to fall between the cracks and be left out. I applaud groups who are large for it is an awesome job to manage such a group. We have been very successful with our smaller group and everyone appears happy. We pitch in and help members level up when they are close and share in their happiness and in their sorrows. Therefore we will not be taking a

Private Hotel Party Chapter 1
Chapter 1 – Morning Begins My Day copyright 2008 Ms. Cleavage I lie in bed and feel myself waking very slowly and sluggishly. Although my eyelids are closed, I can tell the sun is already blazing through the window showing signs of a bright, wonderful day. I can feel the weight of my cat lying between my legs and keeping me from closing them so that I can stretch and invigorate the muscles of my legs and back. I roll over a little and move my left leg. The move unsettles the cat and she stands up stiffly and shakes her head, obviously miffed that I woke her up. Then she bounds off the bed to do whatever cats do in the morning. Ah, now I can stretch. God, that feels good! Then it hits me! The party that I’ve been anticipating…and fretting about…is tonight. I have so much to do to get ready. Still in the bed, I hear the birds outside making their come-on-wake-up-because-it’s-a-wonderful-spring-day clamor. OK, I give! I open my eyes and welcome the sunlight. Slowly I let my e

The Golf Incident
It was a relatively pleasant day and my brother and myself were obscenely bored. We decided given the weather we had to do something outside. After significant deliberation we decided on tennis. Upon further discussion we decided that neither of us knows how to play tennis and more importantly neither one of us owns the necessary equipment to play tennis. After some quick price checking it was determined that tennis is not worth 50 dollars. The next possibility was golf. Neither of us knows shit about golf either but my brother claimed to have a set of golf clubs putting golf miles ahead of tennis in terms of being realistic. I drove to my brothers house and he meets me at the door with this eclectic selection of golf clubs held in a bundle with red wire ties. I'm no expert but I would put the vintage of these clubs somewhere in the mid 20th century. We decided that getting laughed at, at the driving range was cheaper than getting laughed at, at the country club.

Not Sure
i'm not sure who reads these things . but oh well i'm just going to say it.. i am someone of thier word for the most part ... i dont lie about who i am or what i am... eariler today someone said some things that i didnt say and it made me lose someone i care about. to that person i will say this one thing i believe in is things have a way of showing them and itself... people will see who and what you are!!!! what you did was wrong !!!! i'm a nice and easy going guy!!! but why would you want to fuck with someone like that is just fucked up!!!!and you will get yours !! it will come back around you will see!!!!!! to the one i lost! i am not that kinda of guy nor will i EVER BE!!! I DO NOT MESS AROUND!!!!i love you!!!and i dont say that to just anyone!!!i want and wanted you.. i hope in time you will see that! this is just killin me!!! i will not ask you to trust nor believe me . but please i will ask for the chance to prove myself to you!!! i do love you and i am REALLY HURT

~bling~bling~
Hey Fu'z So I Got A Friend In A GiveAway For Some BLING!! Bling Bling LOL Can U Go Rate Thiz Pic And Leave Couple Comments For Him!! He Needs 20K Comments.. If U Dnt Bomb That Is Ok Can U Atleast Leave Him A Rate?!?! =] Here Is The Link All Summer Long - Kid Rock Thanx Bunchez!!! ☆})i({☆

So True!!!
What I Believe!!! A Birth Certificate shows that we were born, A Death Certificate shows that we died, Pictures show that we lived! I Believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I Believe... That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I Believe... That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I Believe... That you can keep going

Really Now?
What happened to the old fubar... you know the one where you rated people and made friends to make your way up the ladder... what is this with the bling level up and the buy me a blast or happy hour or whatever.... ok so it is nice to be able to buy someone one of them gifts to maybe payback a bunch or rates but to go out and take your clothes off or what not to get bling or a happy hour. I have had friends on here who said oh I will never do that or I would feel bad if someone bought me that.. but they are the first ones in line for the next new things. I don't know about you but I think there should be a limit to what you can buy for someone... and that you cannot level by someone buying you stuff... just my 2 cents, Chris

The Host Sux @$$
OK...so a wonderful friend of mine was in a contest for a VIP. *~BABYGIRL~* and the Force 3 Bombers were bombing the h3ll outta her to help her win, and someone else in the contest complained about her winning. So instead of the host doing the right thing, and telling her that's how contests work, he asked her to leave the contest. Is it just me, or should the host have handled things differently? It was a contest after all, where the first person to reach goal wins, as opposed to a giveaway, where everyone gets what they're going for once the goal is reached. If you're the host of this contest, and you're reading this blog...do the right thing, b/c I know you know who you are. It makes me "Blue" to see this happen to her.... Thank you, plz drive through. Kelly

From The Heart
I'm writing this letter to say whats on my mind HOw are you doing I hope you and the kid are just fine,Wish I could be there but can't be So please give a hug and a kiss from me been thinking about us and why we are apart,I'm sure there are Reasons I just don't know where they start, All I know is I keep missing the mark,And all that I can say is that I'm so sorry I dont seem to be the man you really want,when I sensed that you loved me it felt so good my heart said it had to be true,but when I reached out for you I didn't feel or see you,little did you know I would have easily given my life for just one right night with you....who ever thought that love would hurt this deep inside??certainly not me I never dreamed i'd see the love of my life not kicking screaming clawing scratching to secure her place in my life,but somethings gone girl and I dont understand this anymore I did the best I could to hold on to the lil piece of you I had To think about the plans it makes me

Love...
Why is it when we think we have found the one that would treat us right...they treat us like crap and are just like all the other ones before him. A liar a cheater. That he preys on those who have been thru what you have. Nine times I have trusted men and nine times I have been lied and cheated on. You wonder why you should give someone a chance to enter your heart. Why be a fool yet again... ARE THERE ANY HONEST MEN OUT THERE? ANY WHO WONT TAKE YOUR HEART AND DRAG IT THRU RAZORS? I guess his goal was to be remembered as the worst heart breaker imaginable. And I have realized I was stupid for being with him. Screw me once shame on you...screw me twice shame on me. And I felt ashamed...why? Thats all I want to kno the answer to. He creates new profiles, claims to be someone else and its all just to lure women in to hurt them. I have figured out his plan and why he does what he does. And I was too stupid to figure this nutjob out. I am out of his hair... I am done.

You True Color's Are As Dull As You!!!
TO ALL MY HATER'S.............. YOU'R WORD'S MEAN NOTHING TO ME. YOU'R HATING ON ME ONLY BECAUSE YOU AINT ME. THE FACT THAT ALL YOU CAN DO IS BELITTLE ME IS JUST THE THING THAT MAKES ME STRONGER. THE SIMPLE TRUTH IS YOU ARE FEELING LOW ABOUT YOU'R SELF SO TO FEEL BETTER YOU HATE ON PEOPLE. THE ONE THING THAT MAKES ME BETTER THEN YOU IS THE FACT THAT I CAN BE MYSELF, AND NOT FOLLOW THE TREND. THE TREND IS THE HATERS....YOU WANT TO BE SOMEONE SO YOU HATE ON OTHERS, AND FOR WHAT REALLY....TO FIT IN WITH WHAT THE LAST HATER SAID. I SAY WHAT I HAVE TO SAY POINT BLANK, NO COPY CAT B.S. GOING ON HERE. THE FACT THAT YOU HATE ON ME AND MAKE A BIG THING OF IT ONLY MAKES ME BETTER IN EVERYWAY POSSIBLE. AND TO THOSE HATERS THAT LOVE HATING ON THICK WOMEN REALLY GET A FUCKING CLUE AND GET OVER YOU'R FUCKIN SELF, REALLY IT'S GETTING OLD AND YEAH SO WHAT I AM A BIG GIRL, AND WHAT!!!!! PEOPLE ARE NOT BLIND. AND FOR THE FACT THAT MY WEIGHT IS THE ONLY FLAW YOU CAN PICK ON

Meet Mr. Woman
Stargate Log - August 13, 2008 I happened to watch this man getting out of his car... but wait, what is this? A skirt? hose? heels? Another glance at the top half... definitely male... I think. Another passerby had a camera phone on his person and got a half way decent shot. I left a note on his car requesting him to email me the picture if he would. This is what he sent me. Thanks dude I don't know! It's not every day you get to witness such a glorious (?) sight.

Gotta Love The Turks
This morning's shout conversation with a guy from Turkey ... This guy was certainly persistant and I've never been complemented on my Thorax before, that was different. Start at the bottom: ->suleyman34: no, now stop asking, no suleyman34: thorax I want to see suleyman34: *thorax ben gÃ¶rmek isterim suleyman34: What become please, ->suleyman34: no suleyman34: Can I see your private picture suleyman34: Please suleyman34: You are very beautifull ->suleyman34: no suleyman34: thorax Very beautifull suleyman34: sexy woman suleyman34: hun suleyman34: Please ->suleyman34: no suleyman34: Can I see your private picture suleyman34: hun suleyman34: You excellent one lady, ->suleyman34: no you didn't suleyman34: I fell in love with you ->suleyman34: no suleyman34: Are you married ->suleyman34: ty suleyman34: You are very beautifull ->suleyman34: no one, why? suleyman34: With who are you speaking suleyman34: hello

Auction Time Again
Wanna own me? Think you can handle it? Doubtful but if you think you wanna try...im in an auction again. On August 28th at 8 eastern time...i go up on the auction block in Club Insomniac.. Should come join the fun, listen to great music, meet the best people on Fubar, and try to own me...yes I said try... See ya there....love to my friends, fans, and FAMILY!!!!!!!!

Crazy Beautiful Is Crazy Awesome!
HELP MY SISTER OUT PLEASE GUYS SHE HAD TO START ALL OVER AGAIN FAN/ADD/RATE/BLING/BLAST/VIP HER ANYTHING THE LEAST LIL BIT WILL HELP HER OUT Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™@ fubar (repost of original by '♥CrAzY BeAuTiFuL♥PLEASE READ B4 ADDIN' on '2008-08-14 12:37:46')

It's Started
things in my life have accellerated and i find myself with little time to spare...i will only be able to respond on occasion from here to about Jan or Feb. I sincerely apologize to those thoughtful people who have rated, messaged, commented, or otherwise tried to contact me. I will be hard pressed to respond to everyone-but will do my best. i thank u for all your love-wish me success, i am entering a new phase of my life. it is also necessary that i have my screenplay refined and finished by the end of Sept. thank you for your patience while I am slow to respond. I do appreciate the kind thoughts, etc very much-just real life has put me in the fast lane and i barely have time to turn around. best wishes all Jimmy

The Inner Arugement On What To Buy...
Okay so I need another car. Not because I dont have one but because the one that I have now cannot be driven in rain, snow and ice after all the modifications that I have had done to it. Too much hard work and time put into it to risk something happening either by my own fault or someone elses. Here is the delema I have. One part is saying..."Dude get a beater some old POS that you wont care about and be done with it." But the other part of me has me test driving used Z4's, Porsche's, SLKs, S2000's all covertables for some reason. Perhaps when my car is sitting in the shows at the beaches I can take out the other one and cruise with the top down. The other part of me is arguing that "Yes you have a nice car... but do you want to always drive it when its nice out or do you want the option to drive a hard top during the winter and top down on days you dont want to drive the Z in the summer, spring and fall." I know there is something in my personality that is having a hard

Military Haters
to all the dumbfucks out there who hate the military, I have sat here and tolerated enough! Ive been in 19 years and served my country and state proudly. I have volunteered three times so far to go to Iraq and other places. My first question is thus: what the fuck have you done for your country? Vote? So have I, big fuckin deal. You people piss me the fuck off. You sit here stuffing your face with the bull shit you see on TV and expect them to tell you the truth, while friends of mine, no brothers and sisters of mine die for your dumb ass. I wonder what would happen if the military went on strike. Two things come to mind: you all would like little bitches and then when the rest of the world found out....invasion is putting it mildly. So you dont like the military? Then shut THE FUCK UP!! when someone mentions them and go hide under a fuckin rock because me and people like me will stand against anyone who harms this great nation, and we're the first to say...dont worry, you can sleep at

I Will Cut You.
You Are Fencing You're competitive but not brutally so. You compete to make yourself better. You find having an opponent to be challenging and rewarding. You are fierce when you're in a competition, but you don't wish your rivals any real harm. What Olympic Sport Are You? or cut me... which end of this is the business end?

Communication????
im only writing this because a friend of mine was fussing about there S/O (this is not towards anyone) communication is the key to almost anything and everything especially in a relationship whether it be a marriage,friendship,or dating there has to an equivalent amount of communication with both parties involved not just one making all the effort to communicate and build a stronger relationship any relationship is 50/50 not 50/00 or 100/00...BOTH HAVE TO FREAKING TALK!:) and yes there are certain things that some girls think that a guy should say or do first instead of her making the 1st move ha some of you guys better wake up lol that girl wont be around forever ya know but this is the 21st century after all and some woman need to grow some balls and speak up just like some men need to too but seriously you dont just talk to someone all day everyday for months on end and build a relationship with them and then decide one day to disappear on them for a d

Ghost Mother
I was only 6 months when you chose to walk away you decided motherhood was just not for you i suffered deeply for your actions i couldn't count how many times a step-mom said your just not my daughter. When i was eight i first heard your voice you were telling me u were comming to see me I waited weeks by the window and cried every night over the next ten years i searched for you everytime i found you two weeks later your phone number changed what was i suppose to think i was a child your child and yet i still welcomed you into my world with open arms always telling myself this time was different i always thought that if i could get the first person to ever walk out on me to love me then just maybe i could really be loved when i was 19 i met you for the first time i spent 24 hours with you and in that short amount of time you fucked my world up. you trashed the only constant in my life and tried to tell me he wasn't my father and yet i still made excus

If - Rudyard Kipling
If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise: If you can dream -- and not make dreams your master; If you can think -- and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools; If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breathe a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your

Provoked!!
............its been about one month and a half now ......and ive been having a good month..and a half too! i mean i told a stupid chick to kick rocks (thats after he throwing her snatch at me then pullin it back.....yes im still a little disturbed by this for some reason), i landed my aprenticship thing (baring a pee test, but i don't smoke so yay me), the phsycotic and uneducated ex girl from ohio who likes gettin her ass beat by her hubby hasn't bothered me (i think she got the hint, or she is in a coma either or good times!), stupid people haven't came out of left field and given me thier sob stories when i ask them how they doing, and .........NOBODY that i don't like hasn't tried to piss me off or provoke me!! man..............this thang is really turning around right before my eyes ........YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ME! so guess what im doing this weekend!.......NOT HANING OUT ON FUBAR ......i don't think i am! nope its time to ninja drinks, hit on chicks, and try to dodge the morbi

Back Surgery
If you don’t know by now I recently had back surgery and it went great the dr said. The funny part is that I am in more pain now then I was before the surgery. Now my right leg has this shooting pain that goes all the way down to my foot. My leg is also numb it really does suck. To help the pain the dr gave me meds, but the said part is I am 23 and I am have to take 7 different kinds of meds. They have me taking 15 pills every 6 hours. Some of these pills are heavy narcotics like morphine. I am afraid that I will get hooked on the and it will be a pain in the ass to get off of them! And another thing is when I take all these pills I fill like I cant do much cause I fill weak and drain all the time. My days are just passing me by. The pain gets worse at night so I don’t sleep that much so I just lay in bed thinking! I love all my friends and family on here, A lot of you help me through this hard time in my life and I thank you all for you kind words, rates, and gifts you give me the s

Jerry Wexler
NEW YORK (AP) _ Legendary record producer Jerry Wexler, who helped shape R&B music with influential recordings of Aretha Franklin, Ray Charles and other greats, and later made key recordings with the likes of Bob Dylan and Willie Nelson, has died, says his co-author, David Ritz. He was 91. Ritz, co-author of Wexler's 1993 memoir, "Rhythm and the Blues," said he died at his Sarasota, Fla., home at about 3:45 a.m. Friday. He had been ill for a couple of years with congenital heart disease. Wexler earned his reputation as a music industry giant while a partner at Atlantic Records. Atlantic provided an outlet for the groundbreaking work of African-American performers in the 1950s and '60s. Later, it was a home to rock icons like Led Zeppelin and The Rolling Stones. He later helped Dylan win his first Grammy by producing his 1979 "Slow Train Coming" album. Under Ertegun and Wexler, Atlantic provided an outlet for the groundbreaking work of Af rican-American performers in the 195

Radio X Is Auctioning Me Off!!
OK here's the deal... I'm in Radio X Show's Gold Medal Auction! All you have to do is click on the picture below and leave a comment with your bid, and you could be my owner! I'm even considering doing an NSFW salute to the winning bidder! You can bid fubucks, bling packs, VIPs, Happy hours...whatever your heart desires! Gawd, I hate pimping myself out...LMMFAO! But yeah, bid on me, please?

Dumba$$ Of The Day :d
today i received fu-mail from someone who added me quite a while back. with all of my internet connection problems(i hope the new modem they sent fixed it,appears so atm) and pc/laptop failures i havn't been able to get online much so i didn't notice he had at some point deleted me. i get this funny thing today from him and laughed my ass off! i have warned people about contacting me and such and that it could appear on my page in some form or another. i couldn't pass up a reply to the guy or posting it in my blog :D so i hope u get a kick out of it and a laugh like i did. maybe it will make your day just one laugh better :P peace to all my friends and fans! :D hope u have an awesome weekend! ;) HIS MESSAGE TO ME... from: DJTransformer™ ... Knoxville, TN subject: So did you really rate me a one received: 08/14/2008 08:49 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam If so what a fool you are. Never rate people a one. You had better correct

A Different Kind Of Pain - Cold
Before i let you go Give me just one more night to show you Just how i feel I lost all my control If it takes my whole damnned life i'll Make this up to you Im kinda like the waves that roll their whole life Towards somewhere crashing it on the shore Thats blown in by the wind that carries the clouds To hide my wish on a fallen star A differnt kind of pain, is someone there to hold you Is someone there to take you away from me I tried to let you go I wish i could turn back time and show You just how i feel I needed you to know If it takes my whole damned life i'll Make this up to you Before you let me go, i needed you to know

Nuts
Ok so I need to rant for a second.. If I hear one more person say some dumb shit about how pregnancy is beautiful I am going to shoot them.. Lets go through the fun of this right now.. Weight Gain- Luckily I have not gained a million pounds but I feel as if I have rolling around in bed I feel like a turtle on its back... Exercise- Ok I am told to add 100 calories and a full glass of water for ever 30 minutes of exercise.. WHAT THE FUCK? I run 3 miles everyday or so.. Not to mention yoga and all of the other mandated activities.. Yet I am also told to avoid bouncing,jumping, jarring or high impact motions. Mentally- I am a fucking trainwreck crying one moment laughing the next crazy angry 2 seconds later.. ok I think that is it for now

Tampa, Fl (9/4/08 - 9/8/08)
Leaving in 18 days. Visiting a friend and his family for his birthday bash. Hanging out and enjoying the sights. I know I'll be at Floyd's (Seminole Hard Rock Cafe)on Saturday night. Could end up anywhere from Clearwater to St. Petersburg for the rest of the weekend. Any other suggestions as to where this Californian should visit? Thanks in advance.

Pets Punishment...........
The waves were lapping gently against the sand in the quiet cove as we walked home from the taverna where we had just eaten our evening meal. Looking out over sea you could just make out the outline of a cruise liner in the distance wending its way on its overnight journey to another destination, and raising your eyes just a few inches more the moon shone like a bright orb in the sky surrounded by its glittering stars ... a full moon ... in the perfectly clear night sky. Silence came from the few people staying in the accommodation near us, maybe like us they had ventured out to sample the local cuisine and entertainment just a short walk away along the path through the trees. As we walked along the path at the far end of the beach to where our chalet stood, only the sound of cicadas as they made their eerie screeching noise, rising to a crescendo and falling suddenly to nothing every now and then followed us, mingling with the ever changing sounds of the sea. He held my hand in a f

Fresh Tears
The tears Slip down My cheeks As thoughts Of my Angles float Through my Mind How I Do miss Each of My precious Angles With each Thought of The three Of You A fresh Tear slips From my eyes How I Long to Have been There to Watch Each of You grow up In my Heart I have Always Been by Each of your side Each of you Are oh so Special to me How I Do miss Each of You My beautiful Daughters By: Kat 8-16-08

Donate To Me
My name is Kellie im 18 from Orange Tx my Birthday is coming up on September 2nd and Im wanting a Boobjob Im now 34B and looking to go to 34DD so if you would Please go to my site below and donate some $$ to me to help me out http://myfreeimplants.com/model_detail.asp?MOID=89111 Thanks every Penny Counts

Jealousy Can Be A Tangible Thing
It's true when they say "Jealousy is a disease. Get well soon", because it can consume you in such a way that you start to deteriorate. Your mind, your soul, your self esteem...it all starts eroding away. I personally think jealousy, in small doses, can be healthy! Makes you up your game, so to speak. Keeps you on your toes and keeps you from being lazy. Whether it's in a relationship, at work, friendships. Yeah it sounds a little twisted but that's MY take on it. There's nothing wrong w/ being jealous sometimes. It's human nature. But letting it take you over...now we have a problem. One thing people have to understand is, YOU CAN'T CONTROL THE ONE YOU WANT. I see it all the time. Boy wants girl, girl likes to flirt, boy gets jealous and mad. Girl is oblivious or worse yet, doesn't care or thinks it's funny! So be it. If they're not going to acknowledge your feelings, move on. You shouldn't have to convince someone to like or love you back. If the feelings aren't reciprocal,

Lynsk In Sex With Husband At Weekend Shock!
Hello all. How are you? Did you have a weekend that just passed you by? Or did something make it memorable for all the right or wrong reasons? There are loads of possibilies I suppose. Afer the scuzziness I enjoyed in Edinburgh last weekend, a evening doing the bars of Solihull was never really gonna be the rock 'n rollercoaster was it? I'm hitting the sixteenth anniversary of my 21st on Tuesday (work that one out then!) so yesterday was always going to be a low-key affair leading to the big weekend next week - and probably a couple of evenings this week too! Any excuse, sheesh! I'm thinking about how I can describe Solihull to anyone who reads this in the States or Canada. I suppose it's your typical medium sized town about eight miles outside a big city. Kind of in the sticks but kind of busy as well. You must have somewhere near you that describes like that? OMG! The kids have just made me try and play a song on Guitar Hero on the PS2 and I was incredibly shit!

What A Woman Should Have
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a feeling of control over her de

Made It Home - All In One Piece!
Hello FU friends and country-persons! Lend me your eyes. Or ears? Ah heck, I will take any body part pretty much. Hmm - already distracted! DOH! Anyhoo... After almost 9 days and 2,500 miles, I have landed safely back in good ole Mayberry. Er, um, I mean Mount Juliet! Slight slip LMAO! My own bed never felt quite so good. At least since last time I went out of town. I spent a lot of time in Texas & Oklahoma, got to see some new friends and old friends (I mean long-time friends, not old people of course!), family, and a lot of highway. I enjoy traveling off the interstates a lot, get to see places you never knew existed. Hear weird stuff on the radio, and catch up on the tunage in my music collection. Oh yeah, unplug for a while too. Need to keep in touch with the real world. My son is still struggling with his legal issues and the soon-to-be EX. Poor guy, never thought he would end up like me - divorced! Tried to tell him to always be prepared, but he is a lot smarter than me.

Leaving Fubar
I just wanted to let everyone know that I am going to be deleting my account. Too much stuff going on here and I screwed up. It was fun getting to know all of you. I will still have my messenger. So for those of you who still wanna keep in contact I will have that for a little while longer. I am gonna miss all of ya very much. I am not doing good right now with life and all. I wish all of you the best of luck in life. If you wanna get any contact info from me just leave me a private messages before Friday. Thanks for all of you who were there for me and helped me when I needed it. Take care. Christina

Strummer Exlpodes....
I'm gonna rant for a bit. I don't get people. I don't get life. Maybe it's the Aquarian in me. Ya know, I was married for 10 years, and my wife up and left me for no reason. To this day, I don't know why. I was the perfect husband, the perfect Dad, etc...she just got "tired of being married". She left me for a man 20 years older than me. I never questioned her, I just let her go, and wished her happiness, and made sure that I paid my child support, and spent all the time with my boys that I could. As I type this, I just got back from her house setting up her DSL internet connection so my boys could do what they love.....surf the Internet...I gave my ex wife shit because she's so technology stupid, but, as I was leaving, I also told her I loved her. And she knows I do... Ian, my oldest son, asked me to look in the mirror as I was leaving...he said "Dad, what do you see?" I replied "A hot Italian Lover, what do you see?" He said "I see my dad...thanks for helping mom

Dark Soul
when ones soul dies it is taken far away to a dark realm of pain and suffering never to see the light of day where the soul rests in torment and pain never to feel the lovers embrace for it would never be the same in the time to come once can call that soul back from its depths for evening of delight if one knows the way to guide it to the light passion to fire love to blaze for one true passion is to simply to gaze for this soul knows no light it only feels pain in darkness and sorrow to watch from afar for passions flame

Say,,, Wat?
from: olamidespoet Online (Online) Nigeria subject: hi received: 08/18/2008 04:27 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam lady I compare the softness of each petal, the shimmer in the scent that arises, at the fall of the morning dew the perfection of each leaf, no beauty compares to you but just as a rose has thorns, one must be careful how they touch so I will just admire you from a distance, that I cannot hurt you too much to tell you the truth,you really dont look like you age whats the secret to your beauty at this age madam i think am going all crazy here,hope to hear from you soon please mail back,i dont mind going down on my kneels to get a mail,how does a guy like me get next to you your friend ---------------------- whoa... first... too much from some random person.. second... my age? i am 24.. what the hell does he expect a 24 year old to look like?

Contest?
Please help me get a Happy Hour What do you have to do? You have to be at least Level 7 on Fubar Then goto Stephanie Lynn's page You must do this in order 1. Rate her (10 or above) 2 Fan her 3 Add her as a friend when you add her your request must say Lindsay[ILY BayBay] aka 'Pervy Baby ¢¾Tommy's Shawty¢¾**[I Kidnapped Lisa] sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you --------------------------------

The Great Turtle Race
Last weekend my nieces entered their turtles in the turtle race at the fair. They had had them as pets all summer and had been training them for the event. Both the girls turtles won their age divisions. That meant they would be running against each other in the final for the grand championship. Well, the came in first and second! Why? Because the other two turtle champs decided to copulate and never left the starting line. Emma, who is seven remarked, "Uncle Tim, those other two turtles never even tried!" Maybe they tried too hard, Emma.

Im In My First Auction Yeaaa.
Alright everybody I'm in my first auction. If you ever wanted a chance to own me here it is!!BooBoo is the host.The auction will run from Aug 20th thru 28th so please come by and show me luv.The winner will get a personal hand made glass gift from me as an extra added bonus. So please come show some luv and make a bid! Much love to all my friends and family you guys rawk..Hugs Diamond J

All Things Being Equal
Strange, a friend of mine and me are engaged in a love affair. Our sites are set up equal and proportionate to each other. Amazing that the male animal reacts completely different than the female. I have had almost zero activity on my site or page, and her's has at least maintained its activity, if not increased. So it appears that guys are not turned off by words like 'taken, married' or another mans name, and pictures gracing the site. Whereas women completely abandone anyone sporting such ideas. Very odd. I suppose I like that I am left without attention, but I don't like that the guys don't heed the same warning as the gals.

A Poem
if special was a flower id send some ur way.... if special was a butterfly.... id send some your way.... if specail was a rainbow id send one today..... if these are all special there is nothing as special as u are to me there aint enough thing that i can send to you

Tell Me The Truth
Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Touch me: Lick me: Fuck Me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift: Caress me: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Go to sleep with me: Do me: Drink kool-aid with me: Look if i was naked: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: Let me call you: What would you do if you woke up next to me: Will you repost this so i can do the same for u:

Alone
As I sit here in my lonely hell No where to go, no one to tell. Feeling silent tears roll down my face, they can't be seen there is no trace. Alone in this world so big, creeping like an ant on a twig. Seeing others that are just like me Then poof; they are gone, wasn't meant to be. Giving my heart, giving my soul Just one last tug there is to pull. Falling and losing myself deeper and deeper Quietly, I go back to becoming a weeper. Does anyone really know me? Does anyone really care? Does it matter that my world is colliding All that is left is pain and despair.

Alone
All my life I’ve been a shadow, nothing more or nothing less and somewhere in that darkness I think I lost myself. I don’t feel pain, happiness, and I’ve never really cried, I must be a zombie cause my soul has already died. People often question me, is this healthy they may ask And tell them no, but it’s a part of me I can’t take off this mask I put up a wall a long time ago and can’t tear it down, Many have tried, but they end put just looking and walking around Can life really be fulfilling when you’re alone until your death I must be crazy because I’m happiest by myself Some say plant the seeds of love, happiness, understanding and you will see, But on this cold barren heart of mine you can’t grow a tree My emotions are like a grizzly bear hibernating in his cave, But that there is no spring for me cause loneliness is my grave

A Little Insight Into My Inner Workings.
All my life I was teased and dubbed the chubby girl. Sure, I had my friends and slight passing romances, but I felt like nobody was ever going to love me for who I was, not who they thought I could be. Until he came along. He had the smile that could melt you right in your tracks and the bluest eyes I had even seen. Just one look from him sent my heart racing. He charged right into my life and I was instantly swept off my feet. I was young and naive and he was the first person that I felt ever truly gave me the time of day. So, when he asked me to marry him that one cold winter night. Who was I to say no? He had been there for me and had put up with me. In a way I felt sort of like I owed it to him. Shorly after getting with him; the person I had fallen in love with started vanishing. It was replaced by this cruel creature that made my skin crawl. I started making excuses for him though. Little did anyone around me know, he had drug problems. Whenever he was in need of a fix; he

Women Are Beautiful
Women are beautiful, from their hands, to their smiles, to their feet, from the way their hair falls at the side of their ear. Women are beautiful from the way they wear their hair, putting things in it, styling it, painting it. Women are beautiful from the shoes they choose to wear, from how their toes look cute, and from how their heels are sexy. Women are beautiful from how they close their eyes to kiss you, and how they open them so you can see their soul. Women are beautiful from the color of their eyes and how they shape their eyebrows. Women are beautiful from the way they carry themselves, to the attitude in their confidence. Women are beautiful from their smile when they are happy to their smile when they are flirting. Women are beautiful from the clothes they wear to the way they take off certain pieces of clothing just to tempt you. Women are beautiful from how they do their nails to how they touch you ever so soft. Women are beautiful from the perfume they wear to the way t

He Wrote Me A Poem!
"the need for a companion was such that this absence made life feel hollow only his baby wolf kept him strong fuck tomarrow lovin the budds and suds the impules he followed were the curses of sorrow thoughts sternly guided by hate emotions dictated by rage and pain the only savior now is that warm elusive something seems so far away so he lashes out at everything and nothing drowning in sin will i ever win? loneliness claws like the december wind aside from his one precious light only darkness lies within and out of this unforgiving chaos there she is by god Himself, there she is shining blatantly above all others this potential lover this precious mind, this disarming beauty she promises things that only exist in ideals she promises fantasies can be real he taught himself not to believe convinced himself they only seek to decieve for the first time in a while he feels naive his is the faith of a child to his relief she slowly, ever so softly begins to t

Depressed
All the times i sat an cried,all the times they'd ask me why but i could never give them a reason for my pain never a reason for my tears could only sit there an cry some more, i dont know what is wrong with me and i dont know why i just wish it would all go away all this pain all this anger all this sadness i wish it would just all disappear i feel like im nothing, nothing at all nothing to anyone, not even to myself im so tired of feeling this way i wish i was happy, i wish i knew what happiness was but im to the point now that i have forgotten now all i know is pain an sadness i feel like im slowly going insane an no one can help me, i wish someone could help me.....i wish someone would help me, i wish someone knew but no one does, maybe no one ever will maybe this is my destiny, my fate

Im Gone As Of Today....
Just wanted to say bye to everyone before I leave. Show me some love while Im deployed so when I get access to a computer I will have lots of msg and gifts to respond to. If anything like it was last time I will get access once every 2-3 weeks. Take care Jon

Stuff About Me
HUMOR TEST Sunny/Dark: 8/10 drY/Gross: 7/10 Traditional/Offbeat: 0/10 Active/Passive: 2/10 DGT -- Dark Gross Traditional. This makes you a Prankster. Comedy for you is when a person is kept in the most discomfort for the longest period of time. This means practical jokes, pranks, and sticking a hair up a sleeping person's nose so he slaps himself awake. You are probably locked in some terrifying practical joke one-ups-manship with a like- minded soul. You are also probably a dude. You are able to acknowledge that Dumb and Dumber was a good movie, and that makes you a good person. You might like Meet the Parents, Punk'd, and that part in Bruce Campbell's If Chins Could Kill where he convinces a friend that his car has been shoved off a cliff. I'm not describing this adequately. You got to read it. 12 % are this type. 58 people have taken this quiz since tracking restarted on October 20, 2007. Here is the distribution: DGO Fanboy/Fangirl 3.4 % ....

Conservatives Vs Liberals
> A Condensed Version of History > For those that don't know about history...... here is a condensed > version. > Humans originally existed as members of small bands of nomadic > hunters/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains during the > summer and would go to the coast and live on fish and lobster in the > winter. > The two most important events in all of history were: > 1. The invention of beer, and > 2. The invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to > the beer. > These were the foundation of modern civilization and together were > the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct > subgroups: > 1. Liberals > 2. Conservatives. > Once beer was discovered, it required grain and that was the > beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminum can > were invented yet, so while our early humans were sitting around > waiting for them to be invented, they just stayed close to the > brewery

F*ck Your Brotherhood
This person must be outta his mind... bigdaddy237: whatever u say sunshine to each his own thats why the cops and media are all over u guys to out spoken u know they say u dont worry about the crazy ones u worry about the silent oneas ->bigdaddy237: the best way to perserve our race is to educate our children n build our bigdaddy237: like u bigdaddy237: o disrespect to u r group i have alot of skin friends ->bigdaddy237: cuz im loud outspoken and i dont just run my mouth, lol ->bigdaddy237: lol k we can agree to disagree bigdaddy237: crazy people are all talk but like me the silent one im treturous ill justr do it bigdaddy237: ya but who are thyere fucesed on bigdaddy237: we all white people so we should be on the same pge no disrespecting ->bigdaddy237: k comments like that are very disrespectful to me bigdaddy237: u drink? bigdaddy237: thell loose bigdaddy237: we dont ->bigdaddy237: lol and yes i think its stupid when ab n skins fight bigdaddy237: u drink

8-23-08
I'm tired. I'm collapsing more than ever now. My back twitches are fucking annoying, among many other things. Autumn had another seizure. Jeff and I don't have our plans finalized, but we should have plans soon. Everything is looking pretty crappy right now. I think I'm turning into an alcoholic. Looking for a miracle to happen so I can stop worrying about everything. I also want a hug. I feel bad for abandoning the internet, but I just can't muster the energy to deal with it. Sorry for not being here for you guys. I was usually the person who always would be.

My Frieds...
Let me say this and this is sincere; I appretiate all the awesome things you do for me and that isn't a joke cause many go out of there way to treat me good. There were recntly a couple of people (diciples) on my friends list that I thought were "good" people. Unforunately they weren't and its all good. They value their points, level or click more than the value of friendship and acknowledging those that helped them there. I will say this though, my shoult is always open and if any need anything feel free to let me know directly whether I level or not cause I won't be a fake for status!! Sorry this came out as a B** but oh well you know where I stand!!

Sunshine, Shops And Shags!
Really quick bloggie before I rush out to spend the afternoon basking in some rare English summer sunshine, spending money on things I don't need (more shoes, more handbags and more tarty clothes!) before getting back home and getting ready for tonights slutfest! Yesterday didn't go quite to plan. I was planning to meet a friend of mine off here but my plan came crashing down around my ears when my youngest son woke up with spots all over his legs completely scuppering my opportunity of having a daytime sesh with a gorgeous, local black guy. Of course, the kids are my first priority and my playpal completely undertands (I think!). The spots are almost gone today (typical!) and the Doc figured it was probably an allergic reaction to a new conditioner I've been using in the washing (see, me, domesticated!!). Last nights foursome was a bit weird as well. My buddy and her fella hit it off right away but the guy I met was certainly a good looking chap but dull as dishwater! He could

Worried
Whats got me so worried... Well most of my good friends know that alomst a year and a half ago I had a mass removed on my uterus. Well I have another larger mass appear that was found last week. I go in on Monday to decide the next step for me. I havent slept much since the doctor called, just kinda on pins and needles waiting till monday. Updates to come on that.

True Love
Someone once said, That love is a tragedy it can come with so much expectation for you and me the physical realm explodes with hot summer nights turn beads of sweetness to nectars pleasureable bites Cradled with utmost intimacy moments compounding our lives come into full being with hearts pounding Little did we think of the knick knacks while turning on our backs but long story short elements lost cost flaws into lacks Searching for the missing piece that will unlock heavenly bliss those times when one can get lost in a kiss stopping time with the laughter and tears far and in between Reality wasn't suppose to allow this you know what I mean Yet here we are with Hands clasped walking in a park feeding the ducks and lasting way beyond the dark One two Three thousand Problems daily life stress we get by Them Involving one's self without trying to seek someone Cause we look to each moment spent under the sun All we ever wanted has its door opened and stepped into wal

2 Simaler Mumms
came across 2 mumms that dealt with childern first mumm was bout child abuse which is this mumm and poster the poster first http://www.fubar.com/user/997016 the mumm http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=461584 now the second mumm and poster the poster of mumm #2 http://www.fubar.com/user/1229733 mumm # 2 http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=461618 they both are bf/gf i and a few others feel that these 2 are makeing these mumms up for the points and the drama and this is from the person that posted the second mumm i do believe ->~Beckee420...: i still smell bullshit ~Beckee420...: no reason to get butthurt lol why do u ask? Its sad that we did have these 2 similar situations within 24 hours i marked it nsfw cause i dont want to get points from this

My First Interview Of You
1. If you had the power to create a tour with a line up of artists of your choosing, who would be your opening act, and who would headline?? 2. Everybody has a moment in time they wish they could relive, not necessarily regret, but relive, what moment would you relive in your life? 3. If you could fight anyone dead or alive, who would your epic battle take place with? (have fun with this one.) 4. If you could write a song that sums up your entire life to this day, what would it be titled and why? 5. Would you lie to someone to spare their feelings? 6. Could you apologize to someone if you ever realized you were wrong? 7. Is the glass half-empty or half-full? 8. What words would you want everybody to remember you by in the end?

Self Esteem!!!
Editor's note: Please bear in mind that the author is writing from a heterosexual male Dom/fem sub point of view. I have a simple fast rule - I don't tolerate people putting themselves down. That doesn't mean we can't have bad days, however to put one's self down demoralizes everyone who is around you. It calls into question their own ability to choose friends, lovers, etc. It calls upon their social expectations in who we accept within our sphere of socializing and friendship. Call me "nose in the air" but I have high standards for those I choose to be around, and to put oneself down in front of me is to question my ability to choose friends, lovers, etc. As I have already pointed out this does not apply to those bad hair days or life troubled days we all have. Nor does it mean I don't go out of my way to help those with low self-esteem. I simply put my foot down in the beginning and say "hey around me there is no reason to feel low nor will it be tolerated." We all have to acce

My Only Auction
SO I DONT LIKE THE TYPICAL AUCTIONS SO I'M PUTTING MYSELF UP FOR AUCTION THIS IS THE ONLY TIME I'M GOING UP FOR AUCTION WHAT I'M OFFERING IS YOUR MIDGET ON MY PAGE PIMPED OUT IN BLOGS AND BULLY'S YOUR PICS IN YOUR OWN FOLDER ON MY PAGE 50 11'S A DAY FOR THE TIME OF OWNERSHIP GIFTS AND SHITFACED EVERYDAY SO JUST COMMENT BELOW WITH YOUR BID THIS WILL RUN FOR ONE WEEK OR UNTIL ME OR A BIDDER DECIDES THEY WANT TO END IT THIS PIMP MADE BY MASTER

For Every Season......
August 24th is my mom's birthday. She would have been 61 years old today. You know, it always seemed like she was so much older, wiser. I guess that's how we always see our parents, as being "old". The truth is that she was only 35 years older than me and when she died she was 60. I think of that number now and it seems so very small, so young. Last month marked the first anniversary since she passed away and I'm astonished at how much has changed yet how much has stayed the same. On one hand I can see that I have adjusted somewhat. In the first few months, I picked up the phone and dialed her number automatically...forgetting that no one would be there to answer. I don't reach for the phone to call her the second the I have something exciting to tell her. Hers is not the number I dial when I have a few moments of peace and simply want to talk. My friends says that it's a good thing and I should be proud that I have had the courage to move on but it doesn't feel that way to

The Search
I have looked and searched since I was born And times I have thought that search was over Still, it goes on Some where in the back of my mind Something is missing Some part of me gone It is as though I have never been complete And though it is missing I see it There just out of reach Glimmering in the distance And the closer I get to it The further away it moves And now I realize that it is not the piece I need The end of the search is no longer what I seek Looking back over the years spent wandering I now know what that splinter in the back of my mind was Every time I thought the search was over It began anew What makes me whole is my missing piece What keeps me alive is the search

Long Read But It Makes A Lot Of Sense....
hmmmm note should be taken. lmao Kiki Anniston Reveals: "The "Secret Reason" Why Women Are Attracted To Jerks, Players and Just Plain Dangerously Wrong Guys." An open letter to single women frustrated with dating the wrong guys... Hey Girlfriend, Can I ask you something personal? Be honest... Have you ever dated the type of guy that left you constantly waiting by the phone with an uneasy sick feeling in the pit of your stomach? Or a guy who made you feel bad about yourself, but for some reason you couldn't leave him? (Of course, that same guy, at times, also made you feel like you were the only person on this planet - you know, that "hot-cold" type). And have you ever walked into a club and found yourself so attracted to one particular guy, you felt like you were in a trance and literally couldn't stop making eyes with him? If you answered yes to any of the above, it may be a sign that you're susceptible to a certain "dangerous personality type" that psychiatrists have a SC

You Call Me Racist
Proud To Be White How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. .....And then there are just - Americans. Some pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. They Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman,' .....And that's OK. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? They have the United Negro College Fund. They have Hispanic History Month. They have Martin Luther King Day. They have Asian History Month. They have Black History Month. They have Cesar Chavez Day. They have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. They have Yom Hashoah. They have K awanza. They have the NAACP. And BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .....We'd be racists. If we had a White

A Letter To The Republican Party
I keep getting email from the Republican party and they keep asking for my support, both financial and for my vote. I don't really know why since I am a registered Democrat so just this once (yeah right, like I wouldn't again, lol), and for fun, I wrote back to them. My letter to them is below. If you have any comments or opinions I would like to hear them. Steve Dear Republicans... I am not sure why I am getting this, I am not a republican. But I do know that we could stand to do a lot better than we have for the last 8 years. I never trusted Bush and he has always continued to prove me right. Bush has hurt this country so much in so many ways that we need a swift turn to the left. But even with that swift turn it would take many years to correct the damage caused by the Bushes. The republican economy we find ourselves in has to go. Republicans do not seem to understand, nor can they relate to, the common man. If we aren't wealthy, I mean making more than $5 million a year wea

Hi Everyone!
Just stopping in for a moment to check up on things. I hope everyone is doing well and that you're all having a great time here on Fubar. I'm still sick sick sick with morning sickness. I'm having some problems every day with getting really shaky, nauseous, anxious, sweating and weak. I've tested my blood sugar a number of times (thanks to someone loaning me their glucometer) and that's fine, so who knows. I have appt on Thursday and it's probably nothing but funky morning sickness. I was terribly ill last time, so I guess I'm just in for it again this time. Summer is winding down and I can't wait for fall and the holidays - it's my favorite time of year. :) Take care everyone!!! Love, Wendy :)

How Independent Are You?
Your Independence Level: High You are extremely self reliant and autonomous. You are definitely into doing your own thing. But you also wouldn't turn down help if you needed it. You follow your own path, but you don't do so blindly. How Independent Are You?

Scary
mp3 blogs | Alice In Chains MP3s This was a very strange weekend for me! On Saturday morning, I woke up around 10AM with pain in my hands. When I finally looked at my hands, I noticed they were covered in blood - my blood! It was weird, because I had no idea what happened to do this....I still don't! As I tried to get up, I fell backwards back to a prone position. When I realized what I was feeling with being that disoriented and that several muscles were hurting, I knew I had just had a seizure. Now I'm asking how long did this one last and how many did I have over the course of the night? As I got out of bed, I noticed blood on the door and the walls around the door. As I was going down the stairs, I saw more on the bannister and on the walls. What the hell did I do? I cleaned and covered my hands and talked to my mom about it. She was asking me questions and tried to see if I would remember anything, but to no avail. Even now, a few days later, I still kn

Rate Pic Please
Ok let's make this quick and painless! I need everyone to rate this picture!! That's it, no comments, just a single rate! If it's telling you the photo is private, that's because you obviously live under a rock and don't have this next lovely lady on your friends list yet. So go ahead and rate fan and add her!!! She's an amazing friend and you'll be glad you did! That's all I ask from you! Now get to it!

To Say Goodbye...
I want all of my Fubar friends and family to know that I will be deleting my account at the end of the week...I've just outgrown this site...But I have made some awesome friends on here that I would love to keep in touch with...If you want to keep in contact outside of Fubar...Please send me a message with your preference of e-mail, IM (yahoo), cell phone or whatever, and I will reciprocate! I love each and every one of you! Best wishes to you all! Rhonda AKA MsRain

Lmaoo Ok , Yes, I'm A Dorkette Or Dorkalene!!
Had a shower, didn't shave me legs soooo figured ain't gettin back in just to do that, I'll just shave em , dry! :-S BIG MISTAKE , I wasn't thinkin whatsoeverrrrrrrrrr cuz I shoulda learned this lil lesson before!!! so, razor burn starts, "I" decide to grab the lotion , BAD BAD IDEA!!!!!! burningggggggg freakin legggggggg.... oh oh ICE! yea , ICE works!! ........ NOT IF YOU DONT' FREAKIN WASH THE LOTION OFF FIRST!!!!! OMG WHERE *IS* MY MIND : GIGGLES : LMMFAOOO @ MESSELF!!

My Greatest Pleasure
Okay, maybe not my greatest pleasure, or I would at least change some of the parameters like location and circumstance and some other small details but I digress... The point is how heavenly is a fat two hour nap when you're draggin along with 3 1/2 hours sleep? It's f'n great! I never sleep during the day so it felt like a little holiday ;) Oh and this is pretty much all I got so far this week, so enjoy :)

The One I Thought I Have Lost
WHEN I THINK ABOUT THE ONE I THOUGHT I LOST FOREVER CAME BACK TO ME... I WISH I WAS ABLE TO SAY ALL I WANTED TO SAY BUT I CAN'T NOT YET ONE DAY I WILL HAVE THE COURAGE TO SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU BUT HAVE TO HOLD IT IN MY HEART TO THE DAY WE MEET AGAIN... I REALIZED HOW SPECIAL AND HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME IN MY HEART AND SOUL I AM HOPING THE TIME WILL COME THAT I CAN FEEL THE LOVE I ONCE HAD IT MAY NOT BE NOW IT MAY NOT BE TOMORROW BUT I KNOW IT IS GONNA BE THERE I HOPE THIS TIME IS GOES THE WAY WE BOTH DESERVE.... UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN MY HEART YOU WILL STAY ALWAYS AND FOREVER LOVE AND MISS YOU ALWAYS Written By DJ Sexy Hazel Eyes

No Bed Of Roses
My life has never been a bed of roses and Ive always been told that nothing worth anything comes easy. Im happy with who I am and I feel that I have come along way. I have struggled but that has made the little achievements mean that much more...I think Im a good person and I try to do whats right....sometimes when looking back I think maybe I could have done something different but usually given the knowledge and circumstances that I had at the time it was the best choice....There are times when life throws you curve balls and you have to keep dodgeing them...sometimes I even feel like im on a merry go round and I just want to stop and get off...but I keep plugging away... then there are times it seems like nothing I ever do is right ...shit just keeps turning to ashes in my hands....and at the lowest point when you feel like you just can't go on anymore.....you do..... because to do nothing is far worse then never trying. I hear people say "I feel like a failure" or "I will never a

Seriously, Wtf???
has something been in the water lately on Fubar???? start at the bottom. ->skyline_dr...: bye! skyline_dr...: u are mean.. go to hell then bye. ->skyline_dr...: no skyline_dr...: please gimme a chance skyline_dr...: silly! first we can know each other b4 we marry ->skyline_dr...: i'm not marrying someone i don't know. skyline_dr...: pleasee skyline_dr...: well but then we can always know each. whats the big deal? ->skyline_dr...: for real no, i don't know you skyline_dr...: i want to marry u skyline_dr...: hey for real.. i will always keep u happy ->skyline_dr...: no lol i don't know you skyline_dr...: ok so will u marry me? lol

Death Before Dishonor - Five Finger Death Punch
Death Before Dishonor lyrics [V1:] To the haters, the takers, the liars, all the vultures and the bottom feeding scum The FCC, the FBI and every tin god with a badge and a gun You talk and talk, you preach and bitch but your words don't mean a thing You get what you give, you give what you get Just the way it's always been [Chorus:] I choose death before dishonor I'd rather die than live down on my knees Bury me like a soldier, with my dignity! [V2:] You imitate the ostracized, put your head beneath the sand Your cup it runneth over, must be rough to live so grand You reap what you sew, you pay what you owe unless you bathe yourself in greed You rob and you take, your world is fake There's no honor amongst the thieves [Chorus:] I choose death before dishonor I'd rather die than live down on my knees Bury me like a soldier, with my dignity! [Pre-Chorus:] Fuck! You're self righteous, self pretentious Your ways are not for me You're deluded, so confused

Jalapeno Peppers Stuffed
Ingredients 1 (8 ounce) package cream cheese, softened 8 ounces grated parmesan cheese 3 tablespoons chopped jalapeno peppers 2 large egg yolks 2 cups dry breadcrumbs Directions 1 Preheat oven to 350°F. 2 Combine the cream cheese, Parmesan, jalapeño peppers and egg yolks in a bowl and mix to form a paste. 3 Shape a 1/2 tablespoonful at a time into 1/4-inch rounds and roll in the bread crumbs. 4 Place on an ungreased baking sheet and bake for 10-15 minutes or until golden brown. 5 Serve warm . MAY NEED TO PUT IN FRIDGE FOR A FEW MIN. BEFORE TRYING TO ROLL INTO BALLS

Caa 11
When of our own Angels lost her uncle early this morning. This is the second passing since June. This family needs all of our prayers, love, power and support. All that read who are not angels, this would include you, be a volunteer angel, for the power of prayer is powerful indeed. Doc

Such A Bad, Bad Housewife
You Would Make a Horrible 1930's Wife You are way too non conformist, independent, and sassy to be an ideal retro wife. You may be so wild that you aren't even considering marriage! Good thing we don't live in the 1930s anymore! Would You Have Been a Good Wife in the 1930s?

What Superpower Would You Have?
Your Superpower Should Be Super Speed You're quick witted and fast to act. You're mind works at warp speed. From your perspective, everyone else is living in slow motion. You get so much done, people have accused you of not sleeping. Definitely not a couch potato, you feel a bit crazy if you're not busy doing something. Why you would be a good superhero: You're be the first on the scene... and likely to finish the job before anyone else shows up Your biggest problem as a superhero: Being bored by everyone else. Including other superheroes! What Should Your Superpower Be?

Love Again
Iwonder.........would u wait for me if i was far and pray for my soul?would u care if i would stop smiling? would u hug me and kiss my tears away when the dark night is coming on my way?........whispering one love song and keeping me close to ur chest........Love worth it all,so love me with all ur heart baby

Caa 12
Someone who has breezed into my life, permanently or not, need angel prayers for her and her mom. Though not one of my angels, she is an angel in her own right. Please keep this person in angel prayer, and let the angel power and love seek her and her mom out. Doc

Why Do You Hurt Me So......
Why? Why do people think that words don't hurt? Hurtful words are emotional scars that never heal. People really need to think before they speak sometimes. Think about what you want to say, BEFORE it comes out wrong. Because no matter what, name calling does hurt. Rejection hurts too. To be told that you're not good enough, or you're missing something just hurts. I just don't understand it sometimes. I am a good person. I have a big heart and will help anyone that i can. So why do people turn shit around and try and use it against me. And that's just not right. If i confide in you about something, you do not go and try and use it against me. And another thing, don't tell me what you think i want to hear to get what you want. I am a human being. I have feelings too. I bleed just like everyone else. People make mistakes. Everybody does. And you have to learn from them. I have. And i still am. Nobody is perfect. I am my own person. I am a somebody. I have my own opinions and my

Ree Update..
Hey mummers and mummettes... sorry that ive been gone for alil bit but my father is very ill In fact, dying.... it is hard for me but im just takin it day by day yanno? dont worry too much about me i'll be fine and all that good stuff but i welcome prayers for those who believe in god. thanks so much for those who did welcome me back Love you guys ♥ Ree

Writing & Thoughts
A broaden of such hope and inspiration has been aroused to my thoughts, such as the people who seem to be portrayed around my shoulders… What makes you worthy of a person? What hopes arise from the thought of keeping someone close to your heart without the acknowledgment of their existence? Attraction is based upon the instincts of characteristics, and shown with the traits of emotion given by others. Although as most come to understand, just because your instincts may be aroused, that doesn’t leave your opportunities empty for rejection. I have become curious as to what attractions are based upon others, and what attracts their wants within a person? Does the mental philosophy of a person intrigue the perception of yours? Is it the clothes they wear to brighten their style of appearance? Or perhaps the products they posses and flaunting of the money they spend? Or would I be wrong to say the body appearance? From the people I have met there is always one of these main objectives they

Dose It Matter
i know no one reall reads this sht but oh well need to get some shit off my cheast. I did something dumb but what else could i do. I have been reall depressed an i dont when what im doing sometimes. well so i was looking for some support form ppl an i got it from no one. not even then person who should have supported me the most.. well i dropped all my college classes an said fuck it. Just shows me thats someone is just all talk an no action. oh well thats my life. Who cares that mike had plans an wants to keep his life points down the right track. Oh well i have a job who needs college to make 11.25/hr not me. Life Goes ON

The Basics Of A D/s Lifestyle/relationship
Definition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other person that is there...thinking only of themselves. Now I'm not going to say that everyone does this...there are those that are true unto the lifestyle in which W/we live, and everyday is a learning experience. No one knows all there is to this life. But I digress in what I'm speaking of....I know most of Y/you already know this but its always good to revisit and refresh upon the basics otherwise sometimes W/we lose sight of things and lose the way. Now there are many different forms and ways of Domination...its different to each C/couple and how they wish to portray the lifestyle in T/there relationship. It can be as simple as so

My Grandmother Has Died At Age 90
My grandmother passed away over night at the Effingham county Nursing Home,in Springfield,Ga.She was 90 years old,and was my step grandmother,but she and I even after my parents divorced still stayed as we always had.She told me no matter what,we would always be family.~I will miss her deeply!

Tonight I Wanna Cry
Alone in this house again tonight I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and chould have been surrounds me I'll never get over you walkin' away Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain To hell with my pride Let it fall like rain, from my eyes Tonight I wanna cry. Would it help if i turned a sad song on "All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain To hell with my pride Let it fall like rain, from my eyes Tonight I w

Fubar Ass Of The Day!
This awesome guy is a fucktard. If you see him, make sure you remind him. A classic example of what women have to go through when you reject some one and they cant take the time to read that you arent interested. mjrkonig1942, you are an ass! mjrkonig1942: ur just a dumb bitch mjrkonig1942: cmon u use this place to talk to other guys its pretty obvious ->mjrkonig1942: youre insane.. mjrkonig1942: dont bother writing back u dont cheat liars are bad ->mjrkonig1942: who the fuck is cheating on anyone? ->mjrkonig1942: i dont know you mjrkonig1942: i am u shouldnt cheat on ur man its not cool mjrkonig1942: im not ur just very elusive and im wondering why ->mjrkonig1942: then go have fun with your info ->mjrkonig1942: i wont allow you to pick me apart for your amusement mjrkonig1942: ur no wall lol mjrkonig1942: i already know what i need to know mjrkonig1942: trust me sweetie im smarter than u mjrkonig1942: hmmmm sounds fishy ->mjrkonig1942: youre j

Why .............
.... Do so many of the restaurants and delis here open at 7am and not a one of them serves any kind of breakfast? Oh sure they sell coffee and pastries, but wtf? Can't I even get a decent egg sandwich?

Yes I Know.......i Like The Music
I see a red door and I want it painted black No colors anymore I want them to turn black I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes I have to turn my head until my darkness goes I see a line of cars and they're all painted black With flowers and my love both never to come back > I see people turn their heads and quickly look away Like a new born baby it just happens ev'ry day I look inside myself and see my heart is black I see my red door and it has been painted black Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue I could not foresee this thing happening to you If I look hard enough into the settin' sun My love will laugh with me before the mornin' comes I see a red door and I want it painted black No colors anymore I want them to turn black I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes I have to turn my h

My Hh Today!!
It's my 2nd Happy Hour!! I maybe handing out random bling to people who show me the most love. I'm also having a bling auction for Fu$click the pics below Cali Rainshow me lovins, I'll show you lovins

Ugh.
My brain is fried from the weeks earlier entertainment of substances I won't name. I haven't even touched my Xbox since...Monday? I actually resorted to calling up the person I absolutely HATE playing with last night just so I could get some time in on it, but I changed my mind after he spoke some World of Warcraft nonsense at me and I decided to just read Hellblazer until I fell asleep. What an exciting life I lead, huh? Anyways time to go play "house wife" and begin cleaning up whatever mess my husband left this morning & feeding my daughter some lunch. Have a super fan-fucking-tastic Friday kids.

Sounds Of The Screams
I get into bed and close my eyes, dreaming of sunshine and bright blue skies. When suddenly all turns grey and the dream starts fading away. The sky turns black and the moon shines bright, the dogs howl loudly i see a house in sight. I run through the grass hearing sounds of the screams, i cover my ears so i can't hear. Before i get to the door i'm stopped in my tracks, two red eyes are staring back."Hello dear child your time has come, to burn in hell and give your blood",Quickly i run not knowing where to go footsteps behind me the screams still yearn. Faster and faster my feet do run,i look behind but there is no-one, laughing is echoing around the thin air,i feel a pull as someone grabs my hair. "hello little girl" he says to me, let go of me before i scream,"your screams can't be heard so please do try,but one thing is certain your goin to DIE". I kick and punch with all i have, his finger touches my face so i bite his hand,getting off the ground i run to the door,my knees

Update.
I haven't written in this blog for quite some time. I don't have much time on here these days. My husband came home from Iraq and we moved into our new place only to live there for a few short months. He has PTSD and its very frustrating for me. We are currently separated because of it. I was suffering from major depressive disorder and his PTSD was not helping my depression. I knew he had it before he came home because he became very distant with me then too. He just needed some time he'd always say. I felt so unwanted and so unloved I was in tears for many months awaiting his arrival home. This also didn't help my depression either. When he got home things were good. He was still a little distant but a month into it, he just became extremely distant, he stopped telling me things, he'd spend most of his time away from home, usually at his parents or at school. He became emotionally abusive, he'd make fun of me and things I did just wasn't good enough. I was never right, he was. It

For The Next 5 Days....
I'd rather not be asked if Iceland is cold so here: 5-Day Forecast for Akureyri Saturday Sunday Monday Tuesday Wednesday 57° F | 42° F 14° C | 6° C 62° F | 41° F 17° C | 5° C 59° F | 42° F 15° C | 6° C 60° F | 37° F 16° C | 3° C 64° F | 46° F 18° C | 8° C Partly Cloudy Scattered Clouds Overcast Clear Clear p.s. this is not directed at ANYONE, i'm just sick of that question lol

New Friends Thank You !
Being typed by ForestRican and dictated by Brenda. Today, is my first real day on Fubar. I was touched by all the notes and comments left for me and the gifts. Fubar looks like a wonderful place. I am sorry to say it was very hard for me to understand exactly what is going on and I am too slow to keep up with what is going on. I was trying to send out a personal thank you to everybody that has been so nice to me and my daughter, but I could not do all of you. So, I am doing this blog as a thank you to my new friends. I will try to get on the fubar again shortly. Of course it's best (ForestRican)Lesa be here to help me and guide me. I love everything anybody has done or sent me. My daughter has said such nice things about the people here and I want to thank you for being here for her. Thank you Brenda

To All My Friends In Fu-land
Please, all of you and you know who you are....Thank you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for your support and kind wishes. Sometimes it is hard for me to express this as issues take me over and I forget you all. When sanity seeps back in I see all your kind words and wishes and cry cuz I forgot. A friend I made back in Iowa, who is still with me thru all this asked me to try something. I am going to. I am willing to try anything to get back to the me I was. Here is what she wrote..: Connie Russell: try something for me see if it helps, sit on the ground, floor what ever, close your eyes, and imagine all your love wrapped around you, if on the ground you can feel the earth too/that is always better but it is up to you, breath in and imagine all that around you is drawn in and then release it out to fill the room or the area where ever you are Love you cc...you're one of the many who matter to me and forgive me for being so selfish. That goes for all my friends. You've been

Rules Of Engagement
Been a while since I've sat here and just rambled. Suppose tonight is as good a night as any. What's the topic of discussion for the night...Hmmm how about common sense.I know you people have it or you wouldn't be able to read this. literally. since I got such a response to the spring cleaning bulletin thought I woudl set the record straight. of course I'll do it with a question. After knowing me for a moment any fool can tell there is one thing I value greatly, freedom. So why in god's name do people think that's it's cool to attempt to control, change or other wise mold me? I'm going to go with: 1) they have absolutely no common sense and can't put it together that I'm not only offended but the governments attempt to control me but by any attempt made against my freedom. 2) After talking to me for a while they become comfortable and think I won't eliminate an issue. 3) They have forgotten that I'm a huge fan of the truth. or 4) as one of my best friends once said : Your IQ mu

Holy Shit
I really wish I hadnt read the news today. Apparently this dirty disgusting horrible cunt in Ohio put her month old baby in a microwave and cooked it and they said her reasoning was because she didnt want her boyfriend to find out he wasnt the father. She fucking put her baby in a microwave and cooked it. I dont know why this is fucking with me so bad but it is. How can someone do that to their child?? I just dont understand it. I feel so terrible for this baby and what it went through. I cant think of a worse way to die than that. This is really REALLY fucking with me.

School Days...
Last day of school tomarrow then 4 days off...YAY! I'm so tired. I don't know why I can't seem to get myself into some sort of schedule for this 6 a.m. shit but seriously it is wearing me out! To my surprise, and a amazing as it may seem, I've met a couple friends at school and am feeling a bit more relaxed so to speak. Of course, I'm sure, these people don't really know the "real" me because of my guarded nature but they are more receptive towards me and that is reassuring to say the least. Most of my classmates I could give a "___" about, y'know! They're usually the ones out on smoke breaks with me, talking about their "old man"... Seriously, who says that? They say how bad ass they were in highschool and how now their husbands steal cars and one girl, whose pregnant, no doubt, said today that she wanted to "hit that"...as in...smoke...y'know... How stupid do you have to be? I don't care if they all think I'm some goody good girl, I still think it's a horrible t

Que Sera Sera
A watched pot never boils. You'll never find what you're looking for if all you're doing is searching. You gotta let it happen naturally. Everything in it's own time, in it's own place. There's a certain flow to everything. It's like forcing a key into the wrong key hole. It just doesn't fit. Well, you can break the door down but where does that leave you? I'm tired of breaking down doors. Why can't everything just come to me? My mind and body are tired. I've decided to let things just come to me. *SIGH* -REL

Who Wants A Happy Hour Or 1 Year Vip Or Big Bling Pack????????
THE CONTEST WILL BE STARTING SUNDAY SEPT. THE 7TH @ NOON EASTERN TIME THAT IS 11 CENTRAL AND 9 FU TIME. AND CONTEST WILL END ON THE 21ST OF SEPT AT SAME TIME OF DAY! THERE IS STILL TIME TO JOIN THIS RACE IF YOU WANT IN ON THE FUN! OKAY HERE IS AN UPDATE ABOUT THE RACE I AM ABOUT TO HOLD!! IT WILL BE A COMMENT BOMBING RACE!! RATES WILL COUNT AS WELL! THEY WILL BE WORTH 5 COMMENTS!! SO FIRST PLACE WILL HAVE THE CHOICE BETWEEN A 1 YEAR VIP OR A HAPPY HOUR OR A BIG BLING PACK! AND SECOND WILL HAVE A CHOICE FROM A 20 DOLLAR BLING PACK OR A 7 DAY BLAST OR A 1 MONTH VIP! THIRD PLACE WILL BE DETERMINED AT END IF ENOUGH INTEREST IS SHOWED BY THE THIRD PLACE PERSON! I WAS GOING TO START ON THE 15TH BUT IF I GET ENOUGH PEOPLE BEFORE THEN I WILL START EARLY! SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR JOIN UP AND LETS WIN SOME STUFF! RACE WILL RUN FOR 2 WEEKS PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH ANY QUESTIONS! AND IF YOU WANNA JOIN PRIVATE MESSAGE ME THE PHOTO YOU WANT TO USE AND TELL ME YOU WAN

My Daddy
September 4, 2007. That the day I lost my dad it has been almost a year. He had a massive myocardial infarction that stopped his heart, we had chosen AND which is allow natural death instead of resuscitation we felt that he had suffered and he had already made his peace with god. That was not an easy choice to make cause he was my father and growing up till I was a teenager I only got to see him twice a month. And as teenager I wasn't perfect and there were times when we disagreed but I always loved him just the same. There was a time when I was 16 that well we actually came to blows and I hit him right in the nose and broke it in tow places. But, that was not really my fault cause in the course of an arguement I turned to walk away and he grabbed my arm and spun me around and out of reflex I fired back. We didn't ever come to blows again after that. But, there was the time that he got angry with me and took all my plug wires off my car so I couldn't leave. Wel, he did finally put th

Caa #14 - !special Prayer Request!
This is a very special request to pray for the family and friends of Tyrell Morgan, 28. He passed away today at a Rodeo event. His mother, family and friends need special prayer at this time of their grieving. Doc

Locohammerhead~~my Dear Friend~~
This has been a week that I won't soon forget~~but I was saved by an awesome friend that I adore~~Loco is a smart young man starting his own pc business~~I thank you dearly for saving me each and every time loco~~you so rawk!! Everyone go show him some love plsss~~he is so deserving~~ locohammerhead@ fubar The business is still in the making but purchases can be made~~Here is the link to that also~~ www.getcyberware.com

Please Help!!!!!!!!
OK MY V.I.P RUNS OUT IN ABOUT 48 HOURS I'D LOVE TO LEVEL ONE MORE TIME BEFORE THEN , I'D LOVE IF ALL MY FU-FRIENDS OR FU-FRIENDS TO BE WOULD HELP OUT . ALL LOVE IS RETURNED AS ALWAYS THANK YOU

Just Need Some Help Figuring It All Out
It’s amazing isn’t it how the human brain works, or more correctly in the case of my ex, doesn’t work. Let me explain this situation real quick and let y’all decide whether it is me who is fucked up or if he really is just as messed up as I think he is. Ok, we met back in January and had one of those instant can’t explain it connections. We were just supposed to have a one night fling (yeah drunkenness gets the better of us all sometimes) and I was content with that. After I left the house the next morning I was more than ok with the fact that I would not being seeing him again. However, later that afternoon I got a phone call from him saying he got my number from his niece (my lil bitch) and wanted to talk to me later if that was ok. I said sure, so when he called later he came over blah blah blah. To make a long story shorter here he didn’t leave my house except to go back home to Michigan every other weekend or so and to work everyday for the next four or so months. Now

Block This Guy Plz
this guy had the audacity to call my friend a bitch for no reason and then up and blocked her so i decided to tell him off. for all you out there that have had guys say something mean and disrespectful then this one of those guys you don't want as your friend so plz do me a huge favor not for me but for my friend and tell him off and block him. ty all who read this much love and respect to you all. hers his link. TroyR@ fubar

What If?
What if I could hold your hand, would you then take a stand would you believe in this passion called love as we melt under the moon above What if I could kiss those lips and trace those hips would you push me away or would you let my touch sweep you forever and a day What if I could wake up next to you would you care if my arms wrapped themselves over you would you stare into my eyes and tell me no lies

Bad Kitty!!!!!
Bad Kitty Wants a Spotlight Yes, this time is for me!!! I will need all the love from all my Friends and Family! Please, Help me I will Accept any Donation I can get.. Gimme More - Britney Spears I had wait till the moment I got close to be a Godmother to ask for big time Donations!!!! I Need about 11 Mil to have to Bid on the Spotlight and Still Have a Little for my self after..... Please Help, I will safe Everyone Link and make an Thanks Bully after I get the SPOTLIGHT!!!! I will Wait To see Who Donates Rates Are very welcome that give me Fu-Bucks too!

Jamez Is The Best!!!
♥ ©hristinÅ 11 aka Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™ ♥ You Need To Add This Beautiful Lady!! Stop By And Show Her Some Love, Fan/Rate/Add Her!! She Is The Sweetest!! ♥ ©hristinÅ11 aka Béªütifùl Ðí$ª$tër™ ♥@ fubar Brought to you by JameZ aka "Big Jim" Owner JR Elsharp Productions™ JameZ aka "Big Jim" Owner JR Elsharp Productions™@ fubar (repost of original by 'JameZ aka "Big Jim" Owner JR Elsharp Productions™' on '2008-09-01 06:40:30')

Chapter 1 Of My Book, Confusion Is The Consensus
Confusion Is the Consensus By Troy J. Minks This Is a Book about... LIFE! Part I Chapter I Liquid Cookie Dough-Liqui-Dough... "Conspiracy Theories are nothing more than the muddled ramblings of those who 'think' they know what they are talking about, but only know part of what 'It' really is..." Damien LaRouche sits alone on a street corner outside of a local coffeehouse in his hometown, watching all the utterly lost souls going about their business. Unknowingly, they provide an ongoing Comedy/Tragedy type entertainment for this lone watcher, brethren to the Crows, which have important messages for all of us, The Human Race... They wait like Vultures, circling the street corner, picking at us slowly, picking the carcass clean of the latest gossip to fuel that Dis-Ease within them to feel superior to those around them. Such Dis-Ease plagues many on one such street corner in this place, Anywhere, U.S.A. And the sad part of all of this is the simple fac

Too Old To Be A Groupie!
Last week I saw Shinedown and Red in concert. Whenever there is a band in town that I own the c.d. of, I try and go see them if at all possible. I'm a professed music lover! Lately though, the concerts I've gone to have all been saturated with "young" people. Of course, you'll always have the "hard core" ones, especially the well weathered miniskirt clad women who think they're still hot in their late fourties but OMG...I told my husband this last time "puleez don't let me get to that level! EVER!" He concurred...it is a disgusting sight to see...these people that come from underneath their rocks whenever a concert comes to town! I'm certain they must not even own a mirror let alone look in one when the opportunity arises...because, really, when has skin+cellulite+wrinkles, ever = HOT? Okay, so in between sets, right after Red, before Shinedown, I notice the lead singer of Red is over by the t-shirt booths taking autographs... This is where I'm such a groupie! I have an

Tinder
The lingering charcoal taste of bridges left burned reminders of the charred lesson that were learned Never fan the hot embers or start the flame with a smoldering guilt you will hold the blame Left scorched by the heat of passion and desire your name they will curse by the flickering fire Swear by the hot torch it should never have started you will always taste the ashes from the broken hearted Jolly Roger

Chapter 11 - Table For Two: Ad Infinitum
Table For Two: Ad Infinitum 3:10 pm December 27, 2003 To the woman, Damien was misinterpreted. At times she felt he was a little pushy or almost too concerned. Yet, that may be impossible in this matter. Still, she felt she had lost everything, slowly but surely, through the years she had lost it all. Her home, her father, and her mind. She was lost herself in this cold and unforgiving world. No matter what, she would still always reserve a nice table for two in the diner of her heart and mind. One for Damein and Her to sit and speak of things lost and found. Always knowing the underlying pangs and twitches would come through and through. They would try to ignore the wretching and pestering thoughts to no avail. So they feast upon feelings and emotions they passed to each other. Some with comfort and joy, so as to help their hearts. She would always love him, and hope that wherever they were, he would be okay. That he would be happy. Catch-22 If You Can When She ca

Terrified And Can't Do Anything At This Point.
So it is 6:24 a.m, i am babysitting...doing that overnighter thing i gotta do. Anyway i am sitting there doing my homework and all of a sudden my phone rings and its my dad, My oldest dog is having more issues with her body, and my dad has to rush her to the pet hospital, and whats killing me right now is I CANT DO ANYTHING!! i can't go with him to take her to the vet or anything. I am seriously scared cuz i have grown such an attachment to that dog. i hope she is ok. **Update** I Finally got to go home around 8am and found out that my dog has a Tumor, Its not Cancerous. But they have to perform a Surgery. So now i am scared because she is going to have surgery, and i should really be sleeping but this house feels weird without her. :sigh: I hope everything works out and that she is ok...this is the dog i have had since i was 8, I'm not ready to stay goodbye just yet.

L.d.c. Guidelines
****IN COMING MEMBERS****** In order to earn the ldc letters you MUST first fan, rate and add all exsisting members, and include " ldc family" in your friends request, Only then will one be issued the LDC letters ****ALL MEMBERS****** 1. MUST HAVE LDC IN THEIR NAMES 2. F.A.R ALL MEMBERS 3. REPOST BULLETINS 4. CONTACT A CREATOR OR OWNER SHOULD THEY DECIDE TO LEAVE. 5. In order to maintain an active family and to insure that everyone is included...It is MANDATORY that each member MUST sign every blog as they read them as proof that they have read them. Also, this way there wont be any new members who feel excluded and ignored.. 6. MUST repost each bulletin posted by the LDC Family 7. There will be 3 members picked each week and posted in a blog. You will have to show them family love by either commenting their pages, giving a drink, rating a pic, or something plus you will have to comment the blog each week stating you have d

The Things I Experience At 7-11 Wtf...
Ok now everyone knows I work for 7-11, and for the most part I really love my job... Now with that said... I am sitting at home on a Sunday evening minding my own business and I get a phone call from the store to let me know that we had a call in for Monday morning.*sighs* Then they say oh BTW just thought you should know that a man called and said he is suing 7-11, I am like ok why... He said because WE sold him dead fishing worms...My responce was...*Laughing* Did you offer to refund his money? Their responce was yes and he refused to take a refund, but he did want to speak to you in the morning. Ok so I go into work the next morning, not really thinking about the whole worm issue... and then to my suprise this full grown man comes into the store and proceeds to tell me that he wants the 7-11 1-800#...So i give it too him, I then ask if there is anything I can do to help... He then goes on this long speel about how he is suing 7-11 because WE sold him dead fishing worms, I t

Vampyrez Rave(vr Radio) Come Check Us Out Read
Looking for cool tunes and great people, well come join our dark family and you'll have your darkest sinz come out all you need to do is try us out. Click the Pic Below and Try Us Out (repost of original by 'DJ™иosferatu™Eldέ®-£ØЯĐ™Đrãculã™£ØЯĐ £ε§†Ά†™CK2Enf' on '2008-09-01 22:36:49') (repost of original by '~»LÅÐ¥ §ÑÛGG|Ê§ ~CO-OWNER OF L.D.C«~ ¤ ~Manager of Vampyrez RaveOWNED BY LORD LESTSTlOWNER OF VR' on '2008-09-01 22:47:27') (repost of original by '~Alera~Co Owner of L.D.C.~Vampyrez Rave Vixenz ~ Fu queen of LORD LESTAT~STAFF of the BOOTY C' on '2008-09-01 22:59:32')

Bummer By Hellcat
SUMMER IS ALMOST OVER SO IT'S TIME FOR 1 LAST FLING! PLEASE RATE AND LEAVE 1 COMMENT ON THIS PIC! THANKS SO MUCH!! (repost of original by 'HELLCAT *CO-OWNER OF FUBARS FLAMING HOTTIES* FEEL THE HEAT' on '2008-09-02 00:28:01')

Forever
I have come to the point in my life where i dont see the point in looking for love anymore. they always say that you never find love when you are looking for it, however the love that was found when i didnt look wasnt true. from lessons learned and places been i think i have figured out my own personal guidlines for my love life. i REFUSE to be anyones secret, you can love someone so much but if they cant give you the same love in return then the heartache almost seems pointless in the end. and in order to truely love someone you have to be willing to let the world know where your heart is. during the trials of finding love you always want to think that it is forever. the love that last forever is the only kind of love thats acceptable in my life. i dont want to be the one for now, i dont want to be the one to full fill a void, i want to be the one forever. one day ill find my forever, but for now, the love i have for my self and my son is all the forever i need

Sexy Pint Party
Hello everyone! Come and join this brand new no drama train - Sexy Pint Party The rules are ... 1) Repost the bulletin to all your friends!!!!!! 2) Must Rate, Fan and Add the Owner and the Co-Owner, then proceed to Rating the Party People! (Buying drinks is optional) 3) If a Party Person is on your list already, re-rate them and leave them a comment or buy them a drink! 4) Have Fun! 5) Once you have finished adding everyone on the list, send a private message to the owner then he can add you to the list! Here are the members .. The Owner 1 Alex The Co-Owner 2 ♥ MishNumber1 ♥ The Party People 3 ♥ SexyGranny1967 ♥ 4 ~GoofyLady~ *Fu-Bomber*Shadow Leveler*FuAngel* 5 Slave2Fantasy/AKA/Erotica/Tat Man73's R/L GF/READ NEW TRAIN BLOG :) 6 *SexiiMamii~Enforcer 4 H.O.E &Exs Fu Hottie~* 7 suckface¢â 8 ~Cherrybomb™ ~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~S.B.G~ 9 greywl

He Is....
....the man who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me for no particular reason other than he just felt so compelled to do so. He can hold my hand in line and make all of the other girls jealous.[and he is hawt enough to do just that] A man who just tells me he loves me at random moments, because he feels like he can't begin to tell me enough. Who lets me sleep on his chest just so we can be as close as possible. A man who gets so damn mad at someone if they were just mean or disrespectful to me. I have a man who calls me as many times a day as he possibly can when he goes away...even if it's only so he can tell me he loves and misses me. This man of mine would toss pillows at me when I act silly and then kiss me a million times. My man gives me hell, just to make me laugh...and I love him for that. He tells his friends and family about me and smiles when he does it. He loves talking about a future together. He's never afraid to say "I love you" in front of his friends,

'in A World' Voiceover Master Dies At 68
(CNN) -- Don LaFontaine, the voiceover king whose "In a world ..." phrase on movie trailers was much copied -- and much parodied -- has died, according to media reports. He was 68 LaFontaine died Monday at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in Los Angeles, California, according to ETOnline, "Entertainment Tonight's" Web site. He died from complications from pneumothorax, a collapsed lung that causes air to build in the pleural cavity, his agent, Vanessa Gilbert, told "ET." LaFontaine, who was born in Duluth, Minnesota, began as a voice actor in the mid-1960s while working as a recording engineer, according to his Web site. His strong, slightly gravelly voice was featured on trailers for thousands of films, including "The Godfather," "Fatal Attraction" and "Terminator 2: Judgment Day." For a time in the late '70s, LaFontaine was the official voice of Paramount Pictures. His favorite work was one he did for the 1980 film "The Elephant Man," he said in interviews, but whether the film w

Bloater Me...
The time has come when, after I've consumed most of a bottle of Pinot, I feel compelled to make a confession. I'm really enjoying my time online here at Fubar because gorgeous guys keep telling me how beautiful and sexy I am. I adore these positive vibes. Why? Because I never used to get any nice comments from anyone six years ago. The picture below will shock you. When I stumbled upon it tonight, my heart missed a beat and I started to cry and decided there and then to show people that even if someone doesn't look so fab on the outside, they're still the same person on the inside. The photo was taken in March 2002. I was 24 and had really let it go because of some personal problems, general laziness and poor diet. Six months later (September), I was single, clinically depressed and just woke up one morning with a voice in my head going 'today is the start of your new life!!' over and over!! That very day, I signed up to a gym membership, started playing squash and ba

In Case You Care....
This is my third time on this site, and this will be my third time deleting my account... Unfortunately there have been some people on this site who have made my life hell. I know what you're thinking, "it's only the internet, don't be such a pussy!" Well, they have managed to take it farther and make it affect my real life. The fact that some people can be so petty and vindictive, and spread lies about other people, is more than I care to concern myself with, that's why I will be leaving fubar... As a birthday present to myself, I will be deleting my account on Friday morning. It will be like a cleansing and leaving the bullshit behind experience for me. If you care to keep in touch, you have until Friday to private message me and get an alternate means of communication from me. I'm sorry to those that may miss me... And to those that don't care... well, later...

Plz Respond To This Blog ...depression
OK so i have brought it to many a ppl's attention.... Depression exsist, it affects one person differently than another.... i am here to acknowledge this. so here is how depression has physically affected my life! some ppl may understand this some may nota, but here is a factual realization i have come too in my personal life... Most of the time it is much easier too open up emotionally to just a very select few ppl ...and its even easier when i can have this SCREEN IN BETWEEN MYSELF AND OTHERS!!!! recently i found myself meeting and TR$YING to get cloxser to someone in real life...and i find that i automaticly throw the walls up of self preservation. i find i am having a very hard time reaching past these eltronic walls and connecting w ppl in physical life. i do not want to continue to be like this, it hurts... I c when it happens and its been happening automatically without my realization, i just do it... any input would b greatly appreciated!

Why Do We Have To Cry
To cry is to release our conscious and relieve us of the reasoning behind the cry. We cry because were happy, sad, confused, sorrow, mourning a luv one, or even if we watched a good damn movie. And all of us do it, even us men. we tend to try to hide it a little more but we still do. But my conscious tells me that we do it because it makes us feel better all around. So if ya feel the urge give it a try and you'll agree. TO CRY IS TO BE HUMAN.

Depression You Are Now My Bitch
so while i was sick with some infernal sinus/head cold this past week, i was also suffering from a bout of depression. not that i let on too much about it, but that's how i am. i've been suffering bouts of depression for years, and it's something i've become resigned to. it's just part of who i am, and hopefully those that love me understand this. the main thing is i refuse to take head drugs. fuck that. i'd rather deal with my depression head on like i have been for most of my life than have my mind altered by some drug. just how i am. hey anti-depressantes work for some people, but me personally have always refused to take them. i've seen people i know and care deeply about have them totally alter who they are, and i just don't want to be like that. besides, doctors nowadays, are always trying to get everyone on some kinda medication for everything. hey i'd like to just be normal and suffer my random bouts of depression, manic energy and whatnot my way. i

Can Never Win
Once I was just like every other girl out there that dreamed of having that one special man in my life that would never lie to me never cheat on me never hurt me never make me cry. I thought I had that man after many years of trying to him with no luck and only finding the losers that got drawn to me time and again. I opened my heart up to this man and gave him everything I had and in return I found out I wasn't good enough for the truth at all like he told me I was from the start. I sit here now wondering why I let myself be free and open to him when he was hiding a secret that was so bad it has torn the very life out of me and smashed what little faith I did have left in myself let alone him as well. How do you build back up that trust that was so strong from the first meeting that now lays and hides behind a brick wall in the darkness of it for fear of getting hurt once more. I had never had pain like this before in my life ever till that one lie from his past came to the to

Leaving For Awhile
I've made a mess of things so i need to take off again i'm giving my computer to a friend for awhile...She needs for right now and i don't work's out perfactly....i'm going to miss you all the one's closest to me anyways...i'll be back in a few months when i get things fixed for myself think what you want of me but i need to seek some help i've become someone i HATE and i need to find out whats going on with me so i'll be back when i'm better besides with all this stress it's not good for my baby....best of luck to you all may you find your happyness

I Need Help .......
Hi As you may know i have spent the last few months looking after my mum who has been fighting cancer for the second time in 4 years. As a result, my time on here has been very limited due to all my other commitments as well as looking after mum. But when i have been online i have rated and commented various other people as well as made tags and so on. I have been stuck at Henchman for a long,long time and a friend suggested i make a 'bombing' folder and do a blog/bully to ask for help. So here i am, for the first time ever asking for your help to help me level. I have made a folder for bombing which contains 5 different pictures so you can have a choice lol.Here is a link to the folder: Thank you so much for your help in advance. Hugs Linda aka celticrose

Dilemmas :)
1) Im an INDEPENDENT woman ! Yeah, thats why u're here and after something :) 2) Nick = Sweet/ Sexy/Bitch/Whore/Crazygirl/thisgirl/thatgirl. Profile comment : I dont cam, I dont cyber, I dont suck,I dont lick Heheh..So plz be more picky be4 pickin your nick. 3) Friendship accepted. Sorry, my msn, messenger or whatever is for family & FRIENDS... HUHH ?!?!?!?!?!? 4) Im FU wifey, Fu engaged of somebody Hahaha..R u nuts ??! :) If u are so loyal, what the fuck r u lookin for in Fuck bar ? :)) Yup..we can increase the samples.. God..i love these places :)))

Azure Skies
God has taken me home with him, But I still watch you from above. Through the midnight skies that are azure blue, I did not leave you far behind. I remain in your heart and in your mind. I still feel the love you have for me, The same as the love I have for you. Please my darling do not cry, I see it from here above. You will join me in this place. We both will bask in Gods warm embrace. No I did not leave you far behind. For I see you through the azure skies. I need for you to be happy for me. I am no longer in pain, I have been set free. My love for you will always remain. Until I met with you again. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserve

She Was Taken.................
The afternoon had been quiet after she arrived at the hotel. Her bags had been delivered to her room and then, after unpacking, she had decided to go down and look around the hotel. As she looked around the lobby, she noticed the sign that advertised the hotel bar..."The Hot Spot". Since she had absolutely nothing to do the rest of the day and evening, she thought..."why not?" As she entered the room, soft music was playing...there weren’t many customers at this time, so she pretty much had her pick of where to sit. There was a corner booth that caught her eye right away, so she started towards it. Her Brown hair blowing softly under the ceiling fans, as she wiggled her cute ass on over to the booth. The waitress took her order quickly...a rum and coke...then she watched through her green eyes as a few wandered in and out...sipping her drink, she thought of the meeting tomorrow. A very big day in her corporate life she thought. Her chance to really advance in the company she had

My Friends Niece....
Just to update everyone, my friends niece is still in the hospital, she had some skin grafts surgeries done, but she has now gotten MRSA staff infection....please continue to pray for her. She is such a sweet little girl and should not be going through this at such a young age....

My Poetry
I look into your eyes i see your soul, dark, mysterious, hateful and loving, scratching and clawing your way to sanity only to be shot down by stupidity and ignorance, jokes and sarcasm, Love is it real, or something we say to feel better about ourselves, Love its a word, not to be used lightly, but is all the time.

My Poetry2
In the darkest depths of my soul, i find you, spinning your web, making me more your slave, making me want to serve you and be yours to do what you will, i submit to you as i have from the first sight of your eyes, mysterious, dark, and full of fire, controling, demanding you never say a word, you dont have to.

2 Choices...?
hi everyone i recieved this in an email..thought id share it with you all.. Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves children with learning disabilities, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After excelling to the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does, is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, who was mentally and physically disabled comes in to the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents its

Caa 23
Before sending out this request, I would like to thank all the angels, associate angels, angels in training, volunteer angels and those who just stop by my Angel's Haven blogs, and stop to give prayer. God Bless You. This request comes direct from me, a friend and coworker a couple of months ago fell of his roof and broke his ankles. As of late he went to ER with kidney problems, and was diagnosed just today with kidney cancer. They will be operating rel soon, so we need to keep him in our prayers, send love, power and healing. As Always, I thank you. Doc

For My Mizconfusion82
I see you. When your no where to be seen. I hear you, when your voice is not present. I feel your touch.Yet you've never touched me. I feel you by my side. Yet, your thousands of miles away.You hold me when I lay in bed at night. Eeven tho Im the only one in it. You kiss me. I feel it purely. From a far you are. But our souls and hearts are locked together by destiny. The love so pure. It never has to be questioned. So unconditional, that neither one of us doubt each other. So faithful, the question never asked. Soon to be together. No fear for our future. No concearn if we will make it. A relationship that feels years old. But is only a mere few weeks old. Were no longer You or I. Were us, locked together by dedicated undying love. Unmatched, unchalleneged, never ending. You are my heart. I am yours. We are us. Forever yours for you are my life. I love you april till the day I die and far beyond. For our love is endless and forever immortal.

Three Wishes
O.K. - This just something that is just for fun and it doesn't have any right or wrong answers If you were stranded on a desserted island and the only thing in sight (besides water, sand, and a palm tree) was an old lamp, and this lamp had a jeannie in it,and the jeannie wants to grant you 3 wishes for releasing her from the lamp. What would your 3 wishes be? Be honest, and there is no right or wrong answers - this is just for fun

She Comes Blindly............
A knock came at my front door, and I smiled softly. I answered it and took a bouquet of red roses from the delivery man. He smiled at me, eyes traveling up and down my body. I felt a blush flood my face as I stammered out my thanks. I didn't make a habit of dressing this way usually. I prefer length and cover. What I wore went completely against what I felt most comfortable in. It seemed to me to breath sex. My skirt was short and leather, flared a little with buckles on the side. I wore my favorite black garter belt underneath. Its clips held a pair of fish net stockings up at mid thigh, a tiny band of flesh visible between the stockings and the hem of my skirt. I lifted a brow slowly as I caught the delivery guy's eyes locked to my cleavage. My hand fell, tracing down the strap of my black corset to the low neckline, drawing his gaze. I shifted a little in place, and his eyes turned back to my face. It was his turn to blush. I smiled to him, handed him a tip and closed the door with

Tribute To The Marines
A tribute to the United States Marine Corps and the reasons why they are superior to the many organizations of the world . . . * United States Marine Corps Birthday: 10 NOVEMBER 1775 * 1) Best haircut. Hands down. You can't have a bad hair day with a high and tight. And you spend less on shampoo. 2) Dress blues. They're the coolest uniforms in any military worldwide. 3) Bloused trousers. Another distinctive Marine look that sets the proudest service members apart. 4) The rest of the Marine sea bag. From the Alphas to the camouflage utilities, uniforms just look better on a Marine than any other service member. 5) Marines don't wear dungarees. 6) Most respect I. When the Marines pulled out of Haiti and Somalia, the media reported the U.S. military was pulling out -- as if tens of thousands of Army troops weren't still in the country. Now that's respect. 7) Most respect II. When the Corps came back to Haiti after 60 years, an old man on the Cap-Haitien beach said

G'day My Lovely Fubar Friends =]
Today is going to be a lot easier to talk to everyone. So to all my new friends, I don't bite, say hello. To all my old friends.... I bite. LOL. You know I do. Blueprints For Future Homes - Norma Jean

Words And Music
So this is a meme that I saw on someone's blog eons ago, but since even a week is practically an eternity in internet time, everyone will think I'm stunningly original and inventive! Unless I tell them I got it from somewhere else, of course... crap. Anyway, here's the thing. You take the top 10 most played songs on your iPod or similar device (or just pick 10 songs you listen to a really really lot). Post the first line of the lyrics to each in your blog. Sit back in smug satisfaction, knowing you have the best taste in music ever (this is a crucial step). Then your friends do their part: in the comments section, try to identify what songs the lyrics come from. Oh, and Googling is cheating! So here's my top 10: 1. Wanna show you something like The joy inside my heart 2. You don't need no friends Get back your faith again 3. Sometimes I know I feel untouchable 4. So there goes my life, Passing by with every exit sign 5. My disposition is in a position for a

:o A Long One!
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth,

Come To The Dark Side :d
You Are Mud Pie You're the perfect combo of flavor and depth. You are overpowering and dominant - and that's what people like about you. You bring energy and a new direction to most interactions. People crave you in a serious way. You're that important to them. Those who like you give into their impulses. You don't represent reason. You represent pure temptation. People get addicted to you rather easily. You offer people a dark side that is very hard to resist. What Kind of Pie Are You?

Deep Down Below...
Please don't laugh ^^; i'm attemtping my first fanfiction, and, well, it's still rough, and i KNOW i use pronouns too much, but, i'm proud of it so far, and i wanted to post it ^^ It belongs to ME. don't STEAL it. if you STEAL it, i will kill you. Jessica belongs to me... i mean, she IS me, so... and Erik belongs to gaston Leroux. L'opera Populaire belongs to Andrew Lloyd Webber. The following years had been kind to him. The gossip of the times washed away any mention of the incident, and his life was his own once again. He had a quaint little victorian home a few miles away from the ruins of the operahouse, in a quiet little suburb of Paris. He spent his days tending to his roses, writing new scores, painting, and reading. it was a peaceful existance, yes. But it was dull. He longed for the costumes, the music, the applause of the opera. He missed the dancing, the rehearsals, his salary... Thankfully he had stored away half of his salary whenever he recieved it, which is what a

I Am Giving Up
I AM JUST NOT GOING TO BOTHER TRYING TO LOOK FOR SOMEONE AND HERE IS THE REASON , WHY , JUST A FEW DAYS AGO , I RAN INTO SOMEONE I HAVENT SEEN IN 22 YEARS , AND HE SEEMED LIKE HE WANTED TO REKINDLE WHAT WE HAD 22 YEARS AGO , NOW HE HAS CHANGED HIS TUNES AND JUST USED ME FOR A PIECE OF ASS , NEVER AGAIN WILL I EVEN WALK UP TO A MAN OR TELL A MAN THAT I LIKE HIM OR WHATEVER , AS IT ALWAYS ENDS UP IN DISAPPOINTMENT , WHY BOTHER ANYMORE , ITS SEEMS LIKE ITS THE BAD FOLK THAT GET THE HAPPINESS AKA MY EXHUSBAND HE EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY ABUSED ME AND EVEN HIT ME IN THE HEAD SEVERAL TIMES WITH HIS SNEAKER AND HAS SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE AND THE ASSHOLE HAS A RELATIONSHIP WITH A WOMAN...I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING I COULD TO TRY AND FIND SOME ONE AND ITS JUST NOT HAPPENING..SO I AM JUST NOT GOING TO GIVE A DAMN ANYMORE......I WILL JUST END UP DYING MISERABLE AND UNHAPPY .....I GUESS THIS IS THE LIFE THAT I GET FOR BEING A BASTARD CHILD

~every~one~
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Here Is Another Real Ass Hole
This guys nickname is DOWNYOURTHROAT ... that should have been my first clue. This guy left me a message on a pic and in the shout box telling me what he wanted to do with my "huge azz titties" I suggested he read my profile and this was his response. Before I knew he was calling just about every name in the book because I asked him to read my profile about how I prefer my breasts to be called BREASTS. Since this is messages within my shoutbox you will need to read them from the BOTTOM up. Here is his come back (along with mine). Isn't life just grand? If anyone knows this bozo ... say hi to him from me and he has proven to me and all that he is just a born LOSER. ->downyourth...: what a big man ... resorting to your resume ... you are less of a man than my 3 year old niece ... LOSER downyourth...: hunny I do more in half a day then u and all your world do in 10 years..loser ha what a joke babydoll keep thinking that I may have to get my resume out or people to flood

Sacred Moments Of Needed Bliss
I stand at the window bathed in darkness watching the rain as it falls, each drop caressing the ground. The only light comes from the randomly scattered lghtening in the distance. Sometimes i wonder if the wheather is mocking me and playing on my emotions as lately it always seem to fit. I laugh out loud to that thought and then quickly cover my mouth before remembering im all alone and nobody can hear me. I laugh louder almost uncontrollably at what one might think if they walked in and seen me standing at a window laughing alone and its as if in that moment it hit me...i am alone. Nobody is going to come thru my door and nobody is going to see me and my own lonliness overtakes me and just as suddenly as it began the laughing stopped only to be replaced with something else..need. Its almost confusing how one can go from one extreme reaction to another in a matter of thinking. I took a deep breath and decided maybe a warm bath a few bubbles would cheer me up and take my mind off yet an

Just One Rate Is All It Takes, Lol
Cute Myspace Generators IT'S TIME TO VOTE FOR ONE OF YOUR FAVORITE FU-HOTTIES! To vote click the pic below and rate the person an 11 or a 10. You may vote for more than one, and you can vote once a week til the end of Sept. "ONLY THE PEOPLE GETTING THE MOST VOTES WILL BE THE ONES GOING ON THE CALENDER!" ALSO THE HOTTIE HAVING THE HIGHEST PERCENTAGE ON THEIR PIC AT THE END OF THE MONTH WILL GET TO CHOOSE WHICH MONTH THEY WISH TO BE ON. THAT'S WHY 11's ARE REALLY IMPORTANT HERE. P.S. IF YOU WOULD LIKE FOR PRINCESS LEIA TO MAKE YOU AN IMIKIMI COMMENT IN RETURN, JUST ASK HER IN FU-MAIL....

My Heart
Well since this is my 1st post perhaps I should give you some background on me and perhaps this blog will make a bit more sense. There are only a handful of you who truly know my story so in short I was engaged to me married about 3 years ago. We were 2 weeks away from our wedding day when she was killed by a drunk driver. She knew I was busy studying for my final and wanted to get me dinner. She was getting off the 101 freeway in Downtown Los Angeles when a man going the wrong way in the off ramp slammed into her head on. She was pronounced dead just after I had gotten to the hospital and in my arms. Well at my current job I had to work closely with the VP's daughter. We became close friends and we were almost to the point of dating but decided we made better friends and associates then anything else so we remained good friends so about 3 weeks ago she was rushed tot he hospital with a bleed in the brain. Well long story short she lost that battle this morning about 2:30 am. My

Lonely
Happiness.... I wonder what it is sometimes? I find happiness when I'm around my friends and family. But I am never completely happy. Its like there's something missing? Or is it just loneliness...? I dunno. Does being with someone make you happy and keep you from being lonely? Well, yes and no? Are you with them for the right reasons or just because? I think there's alot of people who waste there time so that they aren't lonely. I know I have before. I'll be the first to admit, and I'm still lonely and not completely happy. First, you need to find yourself. Who you are.. and what you want to be. Love yourself... or you will never be able to love someone else. Don't settle for just Mr. Right or Ms Right now. Look for Mr. Right or Ms Right, but don't be afraid to get to know someone. Quit comparing everyone to your X. Your not with them for a reason. It didn't work out, move on! It only means there is someone else better out there for you, and if it so happens you do belong with your X,

Hmmm Shoulda Never...
shoulda never gotten my hopes up about the condo being sold. i've learned my lesson now. My weddings being put off again now. will i ever really get married the way i want to? i wish i had something nice to think about today like my wedding, but i dont. i'm having such a bad day and it seems to only be getting worse and worse. i even cried this morning at work and almost quit. I said "f this place, i'm gonna go work at mcdonalds". ment it too. the hypocritical bullshit i deal with is too much to handle sometimes. and the negativity that runs deep in this office is sickening. to this person: the antidepressants are NOT helping you and you need a different prescription and to get a better outlook on life. its bringing us all down. i hate hate hate working in such a negative environment. i try my HARDEST to be as positive about everything as i can and sometimes its just not enough and i need my friends to remind me that hey, its not so bad. and they do. i have the worlds best fri

My Sign
Aries March 21 - April 19 Aries is the first Sign of the Zodiac, and that's pretty much how those born under this Sign see themselves: first. Aries are the leaders of the pack, first in line to get things going. Whether or not everything gets done is another question altogether, for an Aries prefers to initiate rather than to complete. Do you have a project needing a kick-start? Call an Aries, by all means. The leadership displayed by Aries is most impressive, so don't be surprised if they can rally the troops against seemingly insurmountable odds -- they have that kind of personal magnetism. An Aries won't shy away from new ground, either. Those born under this Sign are often called the pioneers of the Zodiac, and it's their fearless trek into the unknown that often wins the day. Aries is a bundle of energy and dynamism, kind of like a Pied Piper, leading people along with its charm and charisma. The dawning of a new day -- and all of its possibilities -- is pure bliss to an Aries

To See U Again
TO SEE U AGAIN STANDING HERE WANTING TO SEE YOUR SMILE, A SCOWL BEMOVES YOU. ASKING WHY, RAGE SETS AND WALL GOES UP. LET ME IN, LET ME IN TO BE YOUR FRIEND, IS WANTED FOREVER. WHERE DID YOU GO? ARE U STILL HERE? WHY DON'T YOU SEE ME? WHY DON'T YOU HEAR ME? WITH FRIENDS YOU ARE LAUGHING, I LOVE THAT SMILE. WHY CAN YOU NOT FOR ME? TO HOLD ME, HOW NICE WHERE IS YOUR MIND? AS I TALK, PREOCCUPATION HELLO, I AM HERE WHAT AM I HERE FOR? TOUCHING ME I SEE, YOUR EYES, YOUR EYES THEY SEE NO MORE. YOUR HEART IS BEATING I ASK WHAT FOR? LOVE IS STRONG, WHO FOR? NOT ME. LET ME GO. SET ME FREE. I LOST MYSELF WHEN I FOUND YOU. CARE NOMORE! RELEASE YOUR CONTROL! CAN YOU NOT SEE YOU KILLED ME. MY HEART IS BROKEN FROM YOUR HOLD. I WILL NEVER LOVE AGAIN. GO ON, HAVE WHAT YOU REALLY WANT. NOONE WILL KEEP YOU. SOMEDAY WE WILL MEET AGAIN AND U WILL SEE ME EYES OPEN

What Is Love
There is a place I wish to go, with a lover I've come to know A place of moon light and music, of sweet and exotic perfumes Being close to you, the sent of your hair, feeling you against me With all my heart, my soul and every fibre of my being I give my love Wishing to give only happiness, never to hurt or cause a tear to fall Giving all I have, to fulfil our dreams, help make them come true Sitting on a couch, the lights dimmed holding each other, talking softly Listening to music or watching a movie, laughing or crying together Walking side by side, holding hands as we quietly stroll through a park Running through a shower of rain to shelter under a tree laughing Watch as you change from your wet clothes, seeing bodies glisten from the rain Feeling you relax as I move gently and lovingly into your arms Hearing your laughter as your eyes shine bright after a humorous joke To lay on a beach with our feet in the sand as the ocean laps at the shore Laying next to you

Tell Me What U Think
tell me what u think i jus wrote this in a blog to someone totally random about this question? should i date someone younger(not me a randon fu-member) i know my opinion. i jus totally thought of it it jus flowed from my lips like lavender incense. read and tell me what ya'all think........ Go for whatever ur heart yearns for. do not rely on anything or anyones opinion. your heart will tell u the truth it doesnt lie it only takes perseverance and true love to get through any type of adversity be it age or anything else. i have always followed my heart it may hurt sometimes but u eventually find the one true soulmate u deserve

Need Your Help
HEY YALL JUST CAME UP WITH A IDEA TO HELP MYSELF MOVE ON UP LIKE GEORGE & WEEZIE IF YOU RATE ALL MY PIC YOU CAN ALSO FAN AND ADD COMMENTS I WILL DESIGN YOU A PIC FOR FREE THATS RIGHT I SAID FREE I NORNALLY I CHARGE A BLING GIFT OR BIG PIMPIN GIFTS SO IF YOU WANT ME TO DESIGN YOU SOMETHING LEAVE ME A COMMENT ON HERE BEFOR THIS OFFER ENDS LOL $ECRET $IN

Bound Unto Him
she knelt before HIM, her collar was tight. she wore it with pride, all through the night. To HIM will she bow, for HE is so strong. she gave unto HIM, to HIM she will belong. Hands bound beside her, her feet were bound too. she was lost in HIS power, what else could she do? So she bowed down before HIM, head so low to the ground. Now and forever, to HIM is she bound.

Check It
People's always said that I need to do what it takes for my own happiness even if it meant stepping on people's toes. That for once in my life to go for what I want and to say hell with the rest. And for once I'm doing just that. And if it means stepping on people's toes to get to where I want to be and to get what I want, then so fucking be it. I'm sick of just standing back and waiting for it all. I'm going for what it is I want and what I'm after. Everything that I KNOW that I deserve and everything I know I will have, I'm actively pursuing them all. And I couldn't be happier right now. Got a damn good woman who loves me and talks to me all the time and makes me feel so special and leaves me just so uplifted and so full of power and energy. Even now when I should be tired, thinking about her has me so hyped up and can't wait to go see her and/or going to get her to bring her back here with me. This entire weekend, it's been a fucking BLAST. I've actually smiled and enjoye

Masked Stranger~
It is a Saturday just like any other for Isabella. She lies in bed listening to the familiar ticking of the clock as dawn creeps towards daylight. It is 4 a.m. and she resists the urge to toss and turn in this familiar state of early waking that has become her newest habit. She will not give into the frustration of it. She has just heard Rob's key in the door, signaling his departure for the airport. She has the whole house and the whole weekend to herself. Isabella reaches through the semi-darkness towards her night table drawer. "This might help get me back to sleep." She thinks, pulling out her bullet vibe, its long cord caught in the purple gel dildo as she withdraws it from her toy box. She decides to heed the tangle and make use of both toys..."Oh and why not throw in some anal beads too?" she thinks, her hand deftly searching in the darkness for the familiar latex string. A bottle of lube glows on the night table and she reaches for it, spraying its scented silkiness on ea

At What Point Do You Give Up?
Love has always appeared as a myth to me. Of course you will always love and cherish your parents, children and close friends but that is family love. Being in love was always considered by me to be a poor perception or confusion for what is actually lust/infatuation. I have been married a few times and dated many men and have always felt it was not love but more a good match and a workable partnership. Obviously I was wrong on the later part of that ideology. Quite recently I was just blown away by a guy I met online. He wasn’t a fake like so many are; he is handsome, intelligent and very confident in himself. Over the course of a couple of months he had full power over my every thought and I had never felt the emotion of love until him. Meeting him and spending weekends at his home was simply the greatest experience I had ever felt and I never wanted to leave. It is scary that another person has such strength over your mind and soul especially when you had determined you would remai

Failed By Default
THEY FUCKIN FINALLY GOT MY ACUS!!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy so anyways some married 30 something hits me up. talking about how she needs a fix and what not cause hubby ain't around or whatever. so i humor her for about a day, but what she don't know is that she failed by default. why you ask? well first off the broad is married and i don't fuck married chicks. don't need thier drama. second of all i actually called this chick and it was 100000000000000000000000000 fuckin questions. and every anwser i had, she got fuckin butt hurt BIG FUCKIN TIME! im like shit .....she sat there and said she just wants a fix.....but at the same time she wants to know everyyyyyyyyyyyyy fuckin detail. I HATE THAT SHIT. i don't mind questions and stuff but don't get all ass hurt when you don't like the responce! so yeah......she failed by default! and as we speak.......she is blowing up my cell phone like i owe her money or some shit thats all i got for now

Age
Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key. You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life ! You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony. YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpling. What's wrong? What's changed? You BECOME 21, you TURN 30, then you're PUSHING 40. Whoa! Put on the brakes, it's all slipping away. Before you know it, you REACH 50 and your dreams are gone.

Gift To Myself
Yesterday there was a big sale at Macy's. I decided to buy myself a present, well two presents. I actually went there to get some new bras. Some how I ended up in the jewelry department. I'm pretty sure they put those sections next to each other on purpose. For those of you that have missed seeing recent photos of me because of my lack of VIP...here ya go!

Age
I see mumms all the time about age difference in couples. I don't honestly see where there would be issues,if you both have things in common with one another. Isn't that what it is all about? How do you have a relationship with anyone if you don't enjoy some of the same things. I don't tend to look at someones age,unless they are alot younger than me. I am not someone that wants anymore children,so that would be an issue with dating someone much,much younger than myself. I guess I just don't see what the big deal is with the age thing. Ok,unless they are minors. I get that! Just clearing that up. :)

9-6-08
So yesterday I was in my bedroom shaking out my comforter not paying attention to anything. I shook it too high and it hit the light cover of the ceiling light. The cover fell to the floor, busted in several pieces and stabbed me twice. I went in the bathroom and washed it out. I saw that I was bleeding pretty good, so I stuck a few bandaids over it. I came in to my living room and sat down for a little while and got online, ate a piece of pizza. My stomach started turning a little, so I decided that I should go to the hospital. I couldn't find a ride, so I walked. 4 miles and about an hour later, I arrived. I got in the ER and checked in. A few minutes later, they were checking my vitals and asking me what had happened, so I told them. Eventually they got me checked in and into a room. A doctor came in after a couple nurses had been in, and the doctor looked at the wound and said there was no need for stitches, then he left. He ordered some xrays to see if I had any glass in my leg. F

It's The Spotted Train! Hop On Board Play With The Dalmations! (47 Riders Room For More!)
Hop on Board it's The Spotted Train! To join this train all you need to do is F/R/A (that's Fan/Rate/Add) EVERYONE on the train Please be sure to put something in the friend request like "I'm seeing spots!", or "I Love Dalmations!" Well you get the idea! If you already have them on your list be sure to re-rate them if you can and leave a profile comment on their page saying you are "Riding the spotted train!" or something of the sorts! You must F/R/A everyone on this train! Also everyone that joins after you as well! Or you may be removed from the train! Official Spotted Train Tag If you would like an official tag for the train please rate the folder starting with this picture. Leave a comment on the last picture so I know you have rated all 50 of the pictures and that you wish a tag to be made. Once you have finished with the list please send a PM (Private Message) to me ~ Snugglebunny ~ your hostess/engineer that you have finished

Deleting Account
Ok i have about 766,000 fubucks. I am seriously thinking about deleting this account. So , what do you think i should do with it, fu-pal it to a new random stranger or divide it up among friends/ family?

Wtf????
My sister was recently attacked by her husband and I stepped in and defended her and he had a bat in his hands that he was going to hit my sis with and instead he ended up getting me with it. I'm glad it was me instead of my sis! But now I have a broken arm and leg so I'm wondering if I did the best thing for my sister or not. I don't know!

Me
Well I dont really know what to write now that i'm actually looking at the blank message box hum! So... who likes my pics then?! Just like to apologise to everyone that I didn't get back to it take years to look through messages and write back so don't be offended! Going out tonight whoop whoop friends 21st should be fun! Pimps and Hos party might get some good pics! Loads of gorgeous girls where I live! Oh and if anyone ever speaks to Batman tell him he is a freak and to stop callin me names cos I dont respond fast enough! So i'm guna go get ready now hope everyone that reads this has a great day and ill prob speak to you soon! Be persistant! loves and kisses xxx

Licensed Procreation - My Wish
Why can't they license Parenting. What is wrong with this world when so many parents are busy playing the role of a friend to their children. You are a parent and a parent first. You set the rules, the boundaries and the limits. That is your role. To be respected and admired, even if not liked by your children. Parents putting their daughters on Contraception at 15, Parents questioning if they should let their kids roll with those that don't know the rules ..... This makes me so sad. How will your children learn if you don't show them the best way. Just because you may have had a certain teaching does not mean you cannot offer your child a better alternative. I am so afraid for my own children for having to grow with the kids of these parents. Yet I know that with my strength, even as a single Mother, I will do whatever it takes to make sure their choices are better than mine and others' that precede them. Get your heads out of your asses, and if you have ki

It Will Not Win!
Life's storms are rough enough Without cancer stepping in It comes creeping in so confident Counting on an easy win Forcing you to fight Yet we stand our ground Armed with courage, love and hope This foe we will beat down This fight rages day and night The will to survive is strong We will never surrender In our lives it does not belong Prepare yourself to lose this time My love's life you will not take This is a fight you will not win Cancer, make no mistake! - Me

Roses Of The Star Dragon
Roses of the Star Dragon If you look at the sky, on a night so bright you will see stars, twinkling gems in the night Up there, high, so high in the sky there lives Star Dragons, so far from our sight These mighty creatures, with wings so wide do not let us see them, until the night arise Then they come as we rest, so quiet in their moves you do not awake or stir, as they hum dream-tunes Star Dragons are older than any creature we know older than sky, older than moon, they learn and also know Where do they come from? some people may wonder they are born from stars, from mans dream and other... One of these dragons, a queen of her kind with judgement and wisdom, that comes from right mind With stars and roses speckled on her wings she flies through dreams and bring order in things Two kinds of roses she bears on her wings On the left is violet, on the right is black Violet is for the good dreams... she sings so softly But the black shall be unseen... is add

Shes Every Thing
she is every thing i have ever wanted she makes me feel like i have never felt befor she is amazing in ever way its like im on a natrual high i never want to come down from she the best didnt think i would ever find a chick like here thoght it was all in a dream but i found it in her more i think about her the more i fall for her you knows whos you are sexy queen dork

Beyond Weed
going nuts with this back thing,if i go to a doc all he`s going to say is surgery and chiro is no help at this point. just venting a bit and so my friends know i`m not ignoring them,just haven`t been on oh yeah and fuck ,cunt and all that happy crap somebody post something that will make me smile

How To Drve In La
>HOW TO DRIVE IN LOS ANGELES > >1. First, learn how to pronounce the city name: it's "L A"... 2 >syll-a-bles. >Never say "el lay" rapidly... ever! > >2. The morning rush hour is from 5:00am to noon. The evening rush hour is >from noon to 7:00pm. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning. > >3. The minimum acceptable speed on most freeways is 85 mph. On the 105 or >110, your speed is expected to match the highway number. Anything less is >considered "wussy". > >4. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. L A has its own version >of traffic rules. For example, cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go >first at a four-way stop; the trucks with the biggest tires go second. >However, in Malibu , SUV-driving, cell phone-talking moms ALWAYS have the >right of way. > >5. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed >out, and possibly shot. > >6. Never honk at anyone. Ever. Seriously. It's another offense that can >get you shot. >

I Am Thankful To All Them
ALL THE SWEET FRIENDS WHO HAVE HELPED ME IN LEVELING UP TO ROCK STAR....THEY R ALWAYS AWESOME AND SO SWEET TO ME < /fubar.com/photo.php?u=1098497&i=1431021574&albumid=1109704" target=_blank> href="http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1815442&i=234674968&albumid=1046179" target=_blank> THE FIRST BLING SHE GAVE ME, MWHAAAAAAAAZ

Ldc Family Love For The Week Of 9-10-08 To 9-17-08
Please show each of these members love this week……†FяuмØ§ Ά£ε®ĩã ĐØΜĩиãиt†@ fubarXX The Genetic Freak XX~FTW~The Virus You Can't Cure~LDC Family~@ fubarSweething~Patience West~Minerva of The Gibbet Crossroad of Lestat's Dark Convenant Family~Member@ fubarMoose Jockey@ fubar

Issues
Long story short......... My mom and I bought a house in 2006. Mortgage split me 2/3 and her paying the other third if she babysat my child. In July she stops contributing to mortgage to save for vacation (I was okay with this because it may be her last long drive). She comes back from vacation and within days she is not living there. By the end of August she picks up her things. She has not stated her reasoning. She left me holding all the financial responsibility that I can not afford. She left me without daycare without any warning. There are other things these are just the main things that bother me most. I have not spoken to her since this, I was hoping that she would come around and at least apologize and try and make things right in someway even if it is small. Effort would be appreciated. She has sent me a text message and voice mail requesting to see my kids, I have not responded to this and I have no idea how I should. Any help or advise would be greatly

Secure Password Tips
SECURE YOUR FUBAR, AND OTHER, SITES, APPLICATIONS, AND SYSTEMS. I have seen scores of complaints that profiles have been hacked into on this site and to me it's not only disturbing, but very, very, very, unlikely that there can be so many. I have been an I.T. Security Professional for 25 years, and I can say with 100% certainty that in all that time I can count the number of attacks I've encountered at work and on my systems on one hand, and still have fingers left over to pick up a cup of coffee. Maybe it's because I was trained in the military, or maybe I'm just so skeptical that I don't even trust my closest friends with my passwords, whose to say. But, I've been on Fubar a long time and in my opinion there are only a handful of people smart enough to pull this off on such a large scale, so I can only conclude that (1) People are being lazy with their passwords, (2) People are giving their passwords out to anyone, or (3) People are lying. Of course there is the possibility that

The Show
She lay on her back, pale flesh barely enclosed in the lace trimmed black slip. Her sandaled feet in a vee, he sat between her knees, alternately watching her face and her hand. Although her eyes were closed, she could feel his on her as certainly as she could feel her own finger. He sat mesmerized, now and then whispering, "so sexy...." She tilted her hips, spread her knees a little further and gasped as her finger deepened its pressure ever so slightly. She could feel herself getting closer and closer to the edge. She held back, enjoying the sound of her own moans, the weight of his gaze. Heart racing, she arched her back and plunged her fingers into the wetness. She opened her eyes to meet his, to make certain he was still watching. She closed her eyes again and concentrated the pressure of her middle finger. Moving fast enough to be a vibration she brought herself over the edge and into his embrace. True story.

Never Forget
343Does that number look familiar to you? To most it does not, to a few it means everything.Here is a hint....Little clearer now perhaps? 343 is the number of firefighters that lost their lives in the World Trade Center attacks of 9/11. Add to that the 60 police officers who gave their lives and the picture comes into focus.The years pass as they are want to do, but for most the memories of that day are not diminished in the slightest. For brother fire fighters and officers of those who gave their all, they never will. They will always be reminded of those that passed before them, the ones that answered that one last call. The ones who ran into the bowels of Hell so others might escape that fate.9/11 has become a symbol for not only Americans, but every free born person the world over. It is a glance at the evil that surrounds us, but even more its a testament to the courage, honor, bravery, and good that still manages to thrive despite the reckless hate. I could continue to wr

America Lost
All tyranny needs to gain a foothold is for people of good conscience to remain silent. -- Thomas Jefferson These were the words of Thomas Jefferson. Now more than any other time in history, we need to follow and understand this statement. We as a people have lost our voice. We, as a people, have allowed our selves to sit in complacent silence. We, the people of The United States of America, have lost the idea of America. America the free, America land of the brave, and America the democracy, have all died. We are now America the lethargic, America the hopeless, and America the lost. Sad it is that the Bill of Rights has crumbled before the oppressive power of economics and fear. We have remained silent. We have lost our way. We have forgotten what made this nation great. We allow tyranny to creep slowly in to a government created to limit tyranny. We have allowed the power hungry and greedy to wrest control of this nation from the people

Marrige An Black Stilettos...
Three women: one engaged, one married and one a mistress, are chatting about their relationships and decided to amaze their men. That night all three decided to wear black leather bras, stilettos, and a mask over their eyes. After a few days they meet up for lunch. The engaged woman: The other night when my boyfriend came over he found me with a black leather bodice, tall stilettos and a mask. He saw me and said, 'You are the woman of my life, I love you.' Then we made love all night long. The mistress: Me too! The other night I met my lover at his office and I was wearing the leather bodice, heels, mask over my eyes and a raincoat. When I opened the raincoat he didn't say a word, but we had wild sex all night. The married woman: I sent the kids to stay at my mother's house for the night. When my husband came home I was wearing the leather bodice, black stockings, stilettos and a mask over my eyes. As soon as he came in the door and saw me he said…' What's for dinne

Cool Cat Train Hop On Board! Ride With Garfield! (47 Riders Room For More!)
Hop on Board with The Coolest Cat! To join this train all you need to do is F/R/A (that's Fan/Rate/Add) EVERYONE on the train Please be sure to put something in the friend request like "I Love Garfield!", or "I'm riding with the coolest cat!" Well you get the idea! If you already have them on your list be sure to re-rate them if you can and leave a profile comment on their page saying you are "Riding with the Coolest Cat!" or something of the sorts! You must F/R/A everyone on this train! Also everyone that joins after you as well! Or you may be removed from the train! Official Cool Cat Train Tag If you would like an official tag for the train please rate the folder starting with this picture. Before starting the list of people please and leave a comment on the last picture so I know you have rated all 59 of the pictures and that you wish a tag to be made.

The Loner In Me...
As I sit here, after being hung up on by someone I considered a potentially good candidate as friend and confidante, someone I bared my soul to without fear of harsh treatment or abuse; I ponder what is my loneliness at this point in my life. I am drowning. I can not catch my breath. Im afraid. I am trying desperately to keep my head above the water, and keep the masses happy all at the same time. The masses are using my sinking carcass to stand on ... and while they all continue to breath... I'm smothering. I look at this situation I have been in for the last two months with great sadness and disenchatment. The realization that I had what I coin now as a little "fantasy world" of friends for the first time in most of my life is like watching glass break once a rock has hit it hard enough to puncture not break through and the cracks run through. At some point a solid pain of glass crumbles and It feels like my glass world is shattered. I almost don't wish to get the broom and dustpa

Me
Hi there im 5'10 brunette brown eyes , pretty fit and straight ... Im not looking for anything other than friendship. Im a honest person and expect it in return. I HATE liars and people who like to play mind games . The love of my life is my horses and my dogs , my family and the closest of my friends. I love ppl who can make me laugh as i love making ppl feel the same way . The things i like to do in life are horse riding the hills and off roading , horse racing , showjumping , eventing , cooking , eating out at nice places , clubbin when i got the time , and RUGBY !! ..... Im on line quiet often as i own a on line RPG game with a good friend of mine , i also love talking to ppl from all over the world female or males ,

9-11 Memories
I wrote this on 9-11-2006 while putting my mind back on that day. I pray for peace to all that have suffered and that are still suffering! Peace & Love, BEG Toll Road Memories 9/11 Driving down the toll road I just couldn’t believe my ears. What on earth has happened to this world throughout the years? The planes struck those buildings, went through an office much like mine… As the story begins to unfold, I become more terrified. Those people, what were they thinking… if it were me, what would I have done? Would I have thought this was my fate, to be stuck here to die alone? Running, trying to escape from harm. Just to die in a strangers arms. Lungs filled with soot and ash, charred black. All because of some terrorists bastards attack. Becoming human ladders, Escaping is all that matters. Did I tell my son I loved him, more than he could ever know? Would my husband take good care not to let my memory go? Would he teach my son all the things that were impor

We Remeber Those Of 9-11
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How We Should Feel!
I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? ! Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran wh

How Much Greed Do You Have?
Your Greed Quotient: 51% You are somewhat greedy, but your greed is probably a healthy motivator. Wanting nice things is normal, as long as it doesn't take over your life. How Much Greed Do You Have?

Disgusted
IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I POSTED A BLOG BUT I AM SO DISGUSTED WITH THE CHANGES TO FUBAR I FELT COMPELLED TO BITCH AND MOAN ABOUT IT LOL SO THEY TOOK AWAY THE POINTS FOR MUMS NOW I UNDERSTAND THEY WANTED TO STOP THE BASHING AND POINTLESS MUMS THAT PEOPLE POSTED JUST TO GET POINTS BUT IF THAT'S THE CASE WHAT ABOUT ALL THE STUPID CONTESTS PEOPLE ENTER Y DON'T THEY DO AWAY WITH THAT AS WELL?? THIS WHOLE SITE IS ABOUT GETTING POINTS SO U CAN GET TO THAT NEXT LEVEL AND THE MUMS WAS ONE OF THE BEST WAYS TO GET THERE AND NOW FUBAR HAS TAKEN IT AWAY FROM US AND TO TOP IT OFF THEY STILL HAVE THE NERVE TO CHARGE U 5000 FUBUCKS FOR EACH MUM U POST WELL IF THEY WANT TO STOP THE POINTLESS MUMS I CAN'T OBJECT TO THAT BUT THEY SHOULD ATLEAST MAKE THE MUMS FREE SO PEOPLE DON'T SPEND THE FUBUCKS FOR NO REASON AS FOR ALL THE MUMS BASHING I HAVE ALWAYS SAID THIS AND STILL DON'T UNDERSTAND Y FUBAR DOESN'T JUST GO AFTER THE PEOPLE THAT BASH THE MUMS INSTEAD OF PUNISHING THE PEOPLE THAT POST T

The Perils Of Being A Caffeine Junkie
i have this coffee cup. i guess it's not so much a cup as it is a small tank. it holds 32 oz of pure, mountain-grown bliss. i fill it up and empty it at least two times every day. i hate the thing. i got it during a moment of desperation when i was driving home from one of my many out-of-state work excursions. it's too big, has really stupid graphics on it, resembling tire tread, and the base is an actual rubber tire. i believe the base is designed so that it won't slide around when you have it sitting on the dashboard of your car. i can't set it on the dashboard because it's too tall, and the windshield prevents it from fitting. so i put it between my legs. i was driving back to work from lunch a little while ago with a newly-filled tank of coffee. i went to raise the tank to my face so's i could enjoy a sip of its divine nectar, but the rubber on the base hung up in my pants. i grabbed the tank by the top so's i could more easily pull it straight up, and the lid popped off. appare

Inside His Weird Mind...
there are times when i have thoughts. disturbing thoughts... thoughts that are better left unexpressed, but i can't get rid of them until i write about them. this one entered my head earlier today, and i had to get it out. i had an idea for a cheese commercial... remember the ones where at the end, the announcer guy would say "behold... the power of cheese..."? it would start out much like the scene from american pie in which thomas ian nicholas' character is about to give his girlfriend oral. they're kissing, breathing heavily, and their hands are all over each other. wild horses couldn't stop them at this point. he positions himself between her legs, and you see his head lower out of view. then it rises back into view, and he has a mortified expression on his face. the image freezes right there, and the announcer says "behold... the power of cheese..."

Posterchild For Electroshock Therapy?
there is an old limestone quarry about a mile away from my house, and i noticed recently that the property is for sale. it's a really cool piece of land covered with trees. the quarry itself is a large hole in the ground about 100 feet deep with a pond at the bottom of it. the thought entered my head to buy it and turn it into some kind of recreation area. i would advertise it by putting up a billboard on the interstate. it would have a picture of me with a big cheesy grin on my face, giving the thumbs up. next to my picture, there would be a caption that reads "come see my big hole".

Miles Away --winger
"So this is love, or so you tell me As you're walkin', out the door Months go by, and I know for certain It's not the love, I'm lookin' for" "Some times, just for a moment, I reach out; hope you're still there" "Miles away, No; you're never turnin' back, I just can't wait anymore Miles away, Nothin' left of what we had, Just when I needed you most... You were miles away..." "It's hard to tell, what you're goin' through You kept your feelings locked inside of you Open your heart, and chances are, What you're feelin', I'm feelin' too" "If only, just for a moment, Hold on, to the dreams that we had" "Miles away, No; you're never turnin' back, I just can't wait anymore Miles away, Nothin' left of what we had, Just when I needed you most You were miles away" "When times were tough, and you were down and out Who was there by your side? Now you've gone; I'm so tired of bein' alone.. With only youromises..." "Lonliness just fades away, Thoughts

Choices
CHOICES If you listen to what's said, if you listen to all the chat some say this and some say that But when you're hearing all the voices it still comes down to making choices Some people try to decide for you what's good or bad and what's true Just listen to what they say then make a choice on what to keep and what to throw away When someone gets in your face, nose to nose and tries to tell you how it's gonna go you have a choice to make, you can say yes or you can say no You can choose to stand toe to toe you can choose to walk away or if punches you should throw Just remember what you choose to say sometimes for your choice you have to pay Yes you get to make the choice of the way it will be just remember in life choices aren't free If you choose to tell the boss what you do and don't like he might choose to tell you to take a hike If you choose to tell your lover, you've found someone else to meet you may come home and find she chose to th

I Don't Have To Be Nice Now..
No, I didnt suddenly find religion, though I have spent some time on my knees, and shouting oh god. and no i didnt suddenly have one of those mind blowing orgasms that drop you to your knees and make you kiss the ass of the man responsible for making you tingle in all your pink parts and putting the curl back in your hair. I didnt wake up to find Ed Mcmahon on my doorstep handing me a card board check, standing beside a cabana boy in a yellow bananna hammock, hung like he was smugling in polish sausage. No i didnt break away from the unhealthy lifestyle of drinking a few acoholic beverages while watching the t.v snacking on pringles and brownies while sitting on my celulite covered ass. OH MY GOD...........the revelation? I dont have to be nice anymore. For years I was the egg shell walking, glass breaking bitch, who would be nice to my ex's because karma has a way of being a bitch , and ripping out your back hair while sliding down the crack of your ass with an M16, she is waiting t

Hipocracy At Its Best.
geebus i am changing . . . . and the transition seems strangely comfortable, yet difficult to understand. for those of you who dont know, i recently met someone here from fubar, great guy, i love him and i hope to always know him (ladies just ask i will show you the way) anyways about a week before i met him my life had really started to have some shifting, meaningless to most but huge to me, and in the after of the meet i am sitting and learning more and more about me and me in this world.* clarification the man i met is and will be a great friend only if i must choose a category or label * it was just part of my newness, a new friend, lots of changes etc. first i took a job working for someone other than myself and with it will come this huge move from my amazing hometown, to a place 2 hours inland and away from my mother ocean. this alone will have an affect i cannot imagine but i am determined to embrace good or bad. so i will be working for someone else, living somewhere e

For Those Who Care...
As some of you know, i've been away for 1 week and 2 days... No, i wasnt sick, nothing bad happened to me...i was just away for vacation. This blog is dedicated to the persons that while i was away left me a small message on my page or my email telling me they miss me or that they hope i will come back soon. I want to thank for the lovely statuses some special persons put for me when i left and while i was away ( you know who you are and i love you), i want to thank for the hearts, the drinks and the comments i got on my page, the worries and the happy welcoming, the re-rates..... they all ment u thought of me. As for those that didnt even realised i was missing or just came to my profile not even noticing i wasnt there or not doing anything....well maybe next time..if u care:P. So friends, i am back and..... Lets get the party started, right???? See U around!!!

An Interesting Comment
fu-friend was set as "Trying to work", after chatting for a bit he told me he had to leave to get work done... OK, no problem; then I noticed a few minutes later that he was rating my photos... So, I said that I thought he was supposed to be working. His response was that I was on his mind. I asked what he was thinking about me... his response: "oh it was nothing really but it took me away for a minute - I was looking at some of your photos and was trying to imagine what it must be like to touch you ." -------------------------------------- I think that is a very interesting comment, one I wanted to 'keep'... so here it is.

Bees Knees Go Bye Bye :(
for those of you who care you might have noticed there has been a serious lack of bees knees on the fu for the past week or so....that is because mr. bees knees who hardly ever touches a computer seems to have let some kind of virus onto my comp. now that i have stopped sobbing and telling him i hate him etc. etc. i have accepted the fact that i wont be able to talk to my friends for a bit...until i can find out whats even wrong with it or worse case scenario he buys my lovely ass a new and better one to make up for it. neither of these things will be happening soon enough for my liking as it seems without my computer i am lost. evennow sitting here on my moms nice laptop i cant help but missing my crusty crappy computer...this one doesnt feel right...no mouse either, very hard to get the hang of. well anyways, ill try to hop on here as often as possible which wont be often enough at all...till things get resolved i better not be forgotten...not 1 tiny bit. now is time for the persona

Please Help Find Him
CHRISTOPHER ABLETT A VERIFIED MONGOL HAS A 5 MILLION DOLLOR WARRANT OUT FOR HIS ARREST FOR THE MURDER OF MY VERY BEST FRIEND AND HEART. THIS IS A WORLWIDE SITE AND I NEED YOUR HELP. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO TURN HIM IN JUST GET ME AN ADDRESS. I WILL BE INDEBTED TO YOU FOR LIFE. THANK YOU AND I APPRECIATE ANY HELP ON THIS. PLEASE REPOST!!! MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT, KAT

Iron Maiden - Flight Of Icarus
Artist - Iron Maiden Song - Flight Of Icarus Album - Piece Of Mind Album Cover - Song Length - 3:49 Info - Taken from Wikipedia "The song is loosely based on the ancient Greek myth of Icarus who was imprisoned with his father Daedalus in a tower on Crete. So the pair fabricated wings for themselves from feathers and wax. Unfortunately Icarus, not heeding the advice of his father, flew too close to the sun, melting the wax that held the feathers together and thus fell to his death in the sea. Vocalist Bruce Dickinson admits that he had modified the original tale to make it an allegory of teenage rebellion against adult authority (which caused the death of Icarus in this case). The first solo in "Flight of Icarus" is played by Dave Murray whilst the second solo is played by Adrian Smith. The ending solo is played by Dave Murray." Video - Lyrics - [Smith/Dickinson] As the sun breaks, above the ground, An old man stands on the hill. As

Life
When we are motivated by goals that have deep meaning, by dreams that need completion, by pure love that needs expressing - then we truly live life. - Greg Anderson When I hear somebody sigh, “Life is hard,” I am always tempted to ask, “Compared to what? - Sydney Harris The only thing that stands between a man and what he wants from life is often merely the will to try it and the faith to believe that it is possible. - Richard M. DeVos If you live for love you spread kindness and compassion everywhere you go. When you stop believing in your heart you are but a sterile vessel wandering in the wilderness. - Francis Hegmeyer Life can be found only in the present moment. The past is gone, the future is not yet here, and if we do not go back to ourselves in the present moment, we cannot be in touch with life. - Thich Nhat Hanh

Some Levelups For Our Brothers And Sisters
32k to level greeneyes proud Member of the Confederate bombers family...@ fubar 31k to level Georgie Girl@ fubar 17k to level Josh ~Member Of THE CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY OF CT ~@ fubar 39k to level newt53@ fubar

The Next Step Forward
The next step forward Adversity is only adversity. Choose not to make it anything more. Adversity will affect the circumstances in which you live and work. Yet you do not have to let it affect who you are, or where you're headed, or what you're able to do. Take note of the setbacks and adjust to them. But don't expand on them by making them a part of you. Instead, use each instance of adversity as a reminder of why you have chosen to move in the direction you are moving. Use each setback as an opportunity to redouble your positive, forward-looking efforts. Every day brings new value and new possibilities. There is always a way to take the next step forward on the path you have chosen. Find that step today and take it. No mere circumstance can stop you from moving steadily and joyfully forward in the direction of your dreams. -- Ralph Marston

Crush Box Add
Okay, I've add the crush box to my about me. Let's see who really would crush a 50 yr old fart. lol I do love all my fu-friends, all of you are great and that's good enough for me. xoxoxoxoxoxo Bill

Hunter
Some Of you dont know this but ive been married before i dont talk about it much because what i lost with him hurts me deep inside. when i was 20 years old i got pregnant (i was still married to my first husband). i got pregnant in jan. 2005 or around there somewhere the baby was due to be born in december 2005 but when i was 6 and a half months pregnant August 26th I was told that my baby was dead the next day my baby was removed from my body since that day i have been scared to have children fearing that i would loose another child. we werent sure if it was a boy or girl so we took a guess that it was a boy and named him Hunter. RIP my baby boy

Tarot Week Of 9/14
THIS WEEK'S CARD: THE EMPRESS OK, NOW ON TO THIS WEEKS MAJOR ARCANA CARD... The Empress is a card that signifies reassurance and love reflecting the maternal aspects of the card. When she appears in your reading, The Empress may signify your desire to be a mother or the possibility of you being one (if you’re female!), or the desire for the kind of love a mother gives and receives. She is a good omen if you are considering starting a family or having more children. She can also signify the need to focus on your role as a mother or your relationship with your own mother or mother figure. We all like to be loved and cared for and The Empress signifies the comforting feeling and reward one receives for loving and caring for those that are dear to you. As an outcome, she is a sign that abundance and well-being is on its way and that everything will turn out alright for you. Wherever she appears in a reading, think of the kindly encouragement or loving support

You Walked....
You Walked Lightly. By me. You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You Touched me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose to love you For the rest of mine. Mrrcp 2008

50th Anniversy
50th Anniversary On the evening of their 50th anniversary, a reminiscing wife found the negligee she wore on her wedding night and put it on. She went to her husband, a retired Marine pilot, and said, 'Honey, do you remember this?' He looked up from his newspaper and said, 'Yes dear, I do. You wore that same negligee the night we were married..' She said, 'Yes, that's right. Do you remember what you said to me that night?' He nodded and said, 'Yes dear, I still remember.' 'Well, what was it?' she asked. He was not much in the mood for this, but , he sighed and responded, 'Well, honey, as I remember, I said, 'Oh baby,I'm going to suck the life out of those boobs and screw your brains out.' ' She giggled and said, 'Yes dear, that's it. That's exactly what you said. So now it's fifty years later, and I'm in the same negligee. What do you have to say tonight?' He looked her up and down and replied, ' Mission accomplished!'

Im So Frustrated
Every time I meet a guy he turns out to be a total jerk just looking to get laid. Offering to show me pictures of a mans member does not get me in bed with a guy. Actually it totally turns me off and most likely I will ignore them completely. Do guys really think that shit works? Are they stupid or something??? And hinting that ya havent not gotten laid in 5 years does not work either. I really dont give a shit when the last time ya fucked was LOL Are there any normal men out there? Im just about to give up on dating completely.

I Have The Most Awesome Friends And Family!
I would like to thank each and every one of you, personally, for bombarding my page with bling, rates, comments, and love, to make me a Godmother last night! I am still in shock, and I know that I have left some people out! It is unintentional, I assure you, and if you will send me a shout I will be more than happy to add you to this bulletin. I do feel that I have to thank the most important people in my life, cuz they put up with my fu addiction, lol! This is my s/o, Dallas, and my 5-year-old mutt, Skipper! They love me! THIS LIST IS IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER! I LOVE YOU ALL! WOOT! ***~Lynne~***@ fubar Miss Crys@ fubar LilBamaGirl

You Would Be Beautiful If.....
Gosh, you would be so beautiful if you just lost some weight. Gosh, you have such a great personality. If you weren't so big, you would be just perfect. You have a great face, it's just that your body needs a little work. You would only be perfect if....... I am so tired of hearing these statements. Either I am beautiful or I am not. There is no in between, sorry to say. You either love of all of someone or you don't. I am not a car that comes with options to be added or removed. I am not your super sized value meal at McDonald's, you don't get to say I want to super size my fries but I only want a small coke. I am who I am and it has taken me years upon years to look at myself in the mirror and see any value to who I am as a person because other people are so preoccupied and hung up on size. And to this day, I still cannot see myself as truly beautiful because of all the haters. So please don't look at me and tell me I would only be beautiful if.... either I am or I'm not