Fubar Blog Posts 4

Where's My Love?
ALL I NEED IS LOVE, BUT WHEN WILL IT COME? I WANT A RELATIONSHIP BEFORE LIFE IS DONE MY LIFE IS FILLED WITH MANY MISTAKES BUT I WILL FIND LOVE, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES LONLINESS IS ALL I EVER IN MY LIFE BUT ALL I EVER WANT IS SOMEONE TO BE MY WIFE I SEE OTHER PEOPLE'S RELATIONSHIPS ARE AT THEIR PRIME HAPPY AS THEY CAN BE, BUT WHEN WILL IT BE MY TIME? ALL I'VE DONE IS SCREW THINGS UP SCRAING WOMEN AWAY, AND RUNNING OUT OF LUCK GOD, WHAT DO I NEED TO FIX TO GET MY BLESSING? DO I NEED TO START CONFESSING AND STOP STRESSING? I FEEL LIKE IN LIFE, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN CHEATED FEELING DEFEATED AND MY MISTAKES REPEATED LOVE IS ALL I NEED, SOMEONE ONE TO HAVE AND TO HOLD I WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE BEFORE I GROW OLD I'M TIRED OF BEING DEPRESSED AND LONELY I WANNA BE WHOLE INSTEAD OF BEING THE ONLY I SEE OTHER GUYS ALWAYS GET LADIES WITH EASE I'M WONDERING WHAT THE HELL'S WRONG WITH ME I CAN'T SEEM TO GET A WOMAN, WHAT I'M I DOING WRONG? IS M

Connected
Connected My connection to you is very strong, even though it hasn't been long. I feel your presence everywhere, even though I am here, not there. Sometimes there is a break in the wire, but still I feel your living fire. Our bond is made of hardened steel, unbreakable, and very real. In my heart I know your mind, and cannot wait, for around me, your arms to unwind. At which point our bond will finally be, tangable and running free. Until this time I sit and wait, for the sealing of our fate. To be without you is so hard, I can barely wait for the flip of the card. The hands of fate have brought us together, like two winds across a feild of heather. Wandering souls carried along a rolling tide, knowing there is nowhere to hide. Even though, to hide, is something I would never do, for all I want is to be with you. In your arms, held so tight, until the mornings dawning light. But for now I must wait, on the hands of time and fate. Until the time

Story For Someone Special *giggles*
she sits in the dark corner of the bar,as she does everynight waiting for him to come in the door opens and in he walks.He slowly surveys his surroundings then walks threw the bar an mingles.The next night she comes out from her corner knowing he won't be coming in so she sits out front.Then to her suprize the door opens and he walks in.He walks by her looking down and brushing her cheek with his hand, she gets instant chills.As he makes his way past her he then kindof disapears into the darkness.She finishes her dinner and starts to head home walking slowly remembering his touch.All of a sudden she feels as if someone is watching her and following her every step.She gets to her front door and feels a hand on her shoulder as she turns no one is there.Thinking to herself i swear i felt a hand on my shoulder she unlocks the front door and steps inside.When she turns to lock the door she jumps as the mysterious man she has been watching at the bar is there looking right in her eyes."what

Auction Time Again :)
Diana is having an auction and I'm in it...If you'd like to own me for a month come check me out to see what I have to offer you...If you see someone else you'd rather own, go bid on them...While you're there, PLS rate fan and add her, she's an awesome lady and a great friend...Also, rate her auction folder while you're visiting her page, thank you...Now it's time to go take a peak at who is there...Click my pic and it'll take you there...

What Do We Have Here?
Read bottom up, an interesting Mail and short, sweet convo i had with a fantastic fubarian, in my mumm =========================================== Oh go slit your wrist you ugly fat bastard === 'Allah' wrote the following at '2008-11-02 14:48:50'.. > > youd be better to commit suicide, woman, so your mutated offspring dont pollute the world with your genes. > > You amongst so many others obviously dont grasp teh concept of EXTREMISM versus orthodox practice. You should. Your attitude reeks of extremist ideals itself. > === '2172006' wrote the following at '2008-11-02 14:47:02'.. > > > > Amazing you would stoop to such a low level as to name yourself after the bastard that so many died in 9-11 in the name of. WHy don't you leave America? We truly would be a much better country without you > > > > === 'Allah' wrote the following at '2008-11-02 14:43:15'.. > > > > > > Im actually in INDIANA, i put Afghanistan to do away with annoying surveys. But i do have a high fondn

I Was Wrong
i thought i could be myself with you.. i thought i could get angry and blow my top and you would still be there after.. i thought i could have very bad days and you would be there to make them better.. i thought i could make mistakes and be forgiven.. i know we can work anything thru, as long as we are as one.. i know we are worth it, i thought you did too.. i know we are worth it, i thought you did too.. i know we are worth it, i hope you do too.. am i really wrong??

Argh...
So bored I'm thinkin about starting a riot in Killeen,TX. I hate this place, and dislike the army even more. Thank god I'm on a plane home tomorrow, and don't have to waste anymore time or money in this god forsaken stinkhole.

How Bad Do U Want One?
***Want a Auto 11?? Here's your chance!!*** I am auctioning of a Auto 11 Bling!! Bidding Will start out at One Million Fubucks! But feel free to bid other things!Be CREATIVE! ***Just Click Right Below and Bid if you'd Like*** I will close this Auction when i'm happy with the bid:) Please Check to see if you've Re-rated my page lately!:)And VOTE*****FOR******OBAMA!!!!! This pimout was brought to you by the one and only........ ღConfidence Is What Makes Me SexyღOwned By & Owner of Darkdragoon*Owner Of BURG**@ fubar

Thanks So Far!
I just wanted to take a moment and thank everyone so far who has donated fu-bux to help me get spotlight for my birthday. I truly appreciate it. I already have a few ideas on how I am going to thank everyone who has helped. :) I think it'll be a bit different and hopefully be a small way that shows just how much the help has meant to me. Some people have really just blown me away with all the help they have given me between kicking every buck they have to me or pimping me out. Right now there are 2 people in particular that'll get a special thank you. I'm still a bit below what I'd like to have to ensure I can get the spotlight. So if you don't mind kicking some bux to me I'd appreciate it. As always right now I ask you don't go nuts rating me. Don't use your 11s on me. I'm trying NOT to level. That's also why you'll notice a lot of my folders are private right now. I'll open them back up once I get spotlight and don't care if I level. So please don't think I suddenly

My Encounter With An Obama Supporter
So yesterday I am sitting in the parking lot of our local laundry mat talking with another fellow resident of the county I live in here in West Virginia now the town I live in is basically good ole down to earth country people who just mind their own business and live day to day tryin to make a living when a car pulls up with Maryland tags pulls up between me and the other person now mind you the person had to be really stupid because they had Vote For Obama written all over her car now mind you Im sitting in my truck with Mccain/Palin bumper stickers all over and the other guy I was talking to had Redneck written on his truck not to mention flying the Rebel flag well she gets out an walks over to my truck first and say's "I am so so and I am out rallying for Obama/Biden so I look at her like shes fuckin stupid an she say's to me "Are you Ready For A Change" I looked at her an said lady are you fuckin stupid? She looked at me like I was crazy and I said look I agree we need a

Thank You All. :-)
This is just a quick thank you blog to all those who had came by and busted your asses to help me get closer to Godfather while I had my auto-11 on. I can't thank you enough for taking time out of your fu-roaming to rate the hell out of my pics. I know that I've got a whole lot of people to thank and I will send you a thank you to each one of you. I know who you are and be on the lookout from something from me soon. It sucks that I have to go to work soon or else I would give you all a proper thank you on this blog...but I just thought I'd let you know how much your time means to me when I can right now. Once again, thank you. And I will put up a proper blog of thanks soon. :)

Religion
Ok, so most of you know that I do not believe in God. Please, if you didn't know that, do not preach to me. I have my own beliefs, if that's what you want to call it. No, I do not worship Satan either. Anyways, whether you're a Christian or not, or whatever religion you may be, please take the time to look at these videos. *NOTE* I am in NO way trying to change anyone's thoughts. Your opinion is simply that, yours. Mine is mine. I just thought I'd share. Just some interesting stuff to think about. :)

New Train..james Dean Rebel Without A Cause (new Members Added)
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Ok Here Is My Question, Comments Welcom, I Am Lookin For Help, And I Don't Care If Your Mean Please Do Be If That Is What You Think
Aight here is my question to all of fubar, it will take a little explaining but hold with me for this. Back in high school I met this girl who's name i will exclude to protect the guilty. lol. anyhow as soon as I met her I had feelings for her. Everybody tells me that a good relationship is based upon friendship so i became friends with her, only to be put in the friend zone. THAT SUCKS, however it is not my question. Like 2 years later i decide that i will never be with this girl though i still had very strong feelings for her, to help move on i met another girl and started dating her. I was with her for like 6 months when girl A whom i described earlier said that she decided that she wanted to be with me. What could i do, i had to go out with her, otherwise i would not have been true to my feelings or myself. So i broke it up with me and girl B, and started dating girl A. So the Bitch broke up with me the next FUCKING DAY. this is after i broke up with a good thing, Girl B and

Obama Facts You Decide
The Facts · Is Mr. Obama a Muslim? Mr. Obama has repeatedly denied being a Muslim and has stated at numerous primary events that he is a Christian and “loves Christ”. However, as you will note further on these facts and letter from the Editor, his association and support for Muslim’s is truly unclear. · Did Mr. Obama fail to hold his hand over his heart at a recent democratic event where the National Anthem was played? Yes, during a recent democratic hopeful debate involving Mr. Obama, Senator Clinton, Gov Richardson, and Ruth Harkin he was photographed failing to show the flag of the U.S. respect by holding his hand over his heart for the playing of the National Anthem. Click here for photo. · What is Mr. Obama’s race? Mr. Obama is bi-racial, his father is a black Muslim and his mother is white. However, in most of his activities, speeches, and a myriad of voting patterns he votes primarily as a black centric man. · Is Mr. Obama “Pro

Voteing
well its voteing day for those that may have the need or feelin to ask me who or how i voted dont, cause all your gonna get is a big cup of fuck off.. i don`t want to be rude or come out that way, but that as i see it, its my right not to speak bout how or who i voted for so if you don`t want me to be rude towards you then don`t ask plain and simple i don`t ask you who or how you voted so don`t ask me. 2 years of hearing bout the campaigning and all this political crap is enough so leave it at that. i marked this blog nsfw because i don`t want the points out of it i was just expressing my view of don't ask don't tell. and for those that didn't vote don't event think bout pissing and moaning on how crappy the government maybe, if you didn't vote you don't get the right to piss and moan bout how crappy the government is plain and simple in my eyes.

Goodbye
Goodbye Today you said goodbye, and today I did the same. May it be that very soon, I won't recall your name. The pain I feel inside is razor sharp and raw. It would have been kinder to punch me in the jaw. Be it as it is... or even as it may... Today I said goodbye to you, forever goodbye it will stay. A.Boudreaux 2008

Viva Las Vegas
A popular tool around these parts... ->~VegasTonyB~: why would you do that when youd enjoy eating the sausage so much? Dont front, homie... ~VegasTonyB~: the one who knows the only thing that would beat you to the hospitol if you tried are the lights on the flight for life helicopter you bitch ->~VegasTonyB~: Thats kinda ghey, homo. What straight man would ever verbally accept an offer to shove a cock in their throat>? ~VegasTonyB~: If your man enough to take it ...gotta do that though...lol And im sure your not ->~VegasTonyB~: so, basically, youll let me get off while getting ON you? ~VegasTonyB~: sure......come on down ->~VegasTonyB~: you can bring your disabled friend along ->~VegasTonyB~: can i blow a load in your ass? Vegas Tony Loves Men@ fubar

For Your Info
I have changed my status to MARRIED although it is only partially true - and here is my explanation. Delete, block I dont care - I live with my ex as his main and only carer, he is terminally ill and paralysed (car crash) five years ago. NOw you know - think what you like of me.

Bluedouches And Easter Eggs, Chief
In today’s day and age, it seems as if every single new invention or innovation that comes about is made for one reason - to make our lives easier. Now, some of these are excellent ideas and I applaud the creators. I.E. iPods, George Foreman grills and electronic Mach 3 razors for my hairy, wolfman-esque face.However, for every amazing, useful invention, there are about 157 absolutely fucking ridiculous ones that should have never even been approved to hit the production line. Have you every met ANYONE who actually rode around in one of these things?It’s called a Segway, and it’s the lamest looking form of transportation this side of a fucking unicycle. Thankfully, though....NO ONE bought them. And is that a Cop riding one? I thought the cops who rode the bikes looked completely ridiculous. Are you going to respect an officer chasing you one something like that? Probably not. Like I said, no one bought a Segway, but sometimes people just don’t seem to care how big of an asshole they lo

Me..
hi, to whoever can be botherd to read this.. Im steve,i live in a small town in the u.k. called Hartlepool,im a identical twin(Flip being the other one!)im single,i've a daughter who fourteen!!!!!!!omg cant believe it myself. im quite an easy going bloke,with not too many morals apart from dont shit on me an i wont ...lol. i do value my freinds an family,even though i would'nt tell some of them,that i love them(cause blokes dont tell each other how we feel,apart from when we been off our faces on pills,lol.)but they are ther best!! so....i here to meet,and make some good freinds,so dont be shy ,come and say hi!(o'god tha rhymed,so sorry,lol) so i want to give a big shout out...to all you weird an wonderful people ..BIG LOVE TO U. EAR ME NOW,BO SELECTER!!

Dear Red States
[[Stolen from CAM who stole it from T$$]] Blue States Dear Red States, We've decided we're leaving. We intend to form our own country, and we're taking the other Blue States with us. In case you aren't aware, that includes Hawaii, California, Oregon, Washington, Minnesota, Wisconsin, Michigan, Illinois, New York, and all of the Northeastern states. After this election, we'll be adding Colorado and New Mexico. (AND HOPEFULLY VA, PA, and FLA). We believe this split will be beneficial to the nation, especially to the people of our new country -

I Got A Lot Of Improving And Growing Up To Do
Hey everyone I'm just gonna cut it straight to the point. I'm a smart person, but at my age, I don't know much of anything. People younger than me know more than I do. That's saying something. I need to get off internet chatting and pick up a book and start reading and improving my vocabulary and knowledge, because I'm way far behind for my age, and I need to change extremely bad. And if people telling me that I'm nice, but boring, that also saying something, but I shouldn't listen to that. And when I got some women at church not liking me or afraid of me for some reason, that means it's time for me to take some classes on women and relationships, cause the way I am right now is not doing me any good. And even my own manager telling me that I get sidetracked and have trouble focusing and times me whenever I find stuff, and cut my hours down, that means I have a lot of work to do with myself. And when I got people not responding to my message or comments that I've sent th

If You Want To Own Me....
Taking bids on being owned.... I have decided to go with being owned but I have to asked to be respected with one request. I will not make any NSFW salutes. Also My real husbands name will stay in my name. Other requests I will be open to. I will speak to who ever owns me before anything is done also about any and all expectations. Final note... Just because you are the highest bidder does not mean you will own me. I expect to be treated with respect and will show you respect as well. Just send me a PM and we will talk if you are interested. Thanks guys!!!

A Dream " Blind Beauty "
I had a dream and in this dream there was a man and next to this man stood a figure in the shadows... Everyone walking by would look in the shadow and be afraid... but this man only drew nearer to the presence in the shadow. Then a little girl came up and asked the man "why are you not afraid? I have seen what is in the shadows...and it scares me" The man kneeled down and whispered to the little girl... A tear drew from her eye and went down her cheek. She then put her hand in the shadows and drew out what was hidding within. A figure with no distinguishable face emerged. Passers by said "why have you drawn that from the shadows...?" The little girl merely explained "can you not see the beauty." The people scoffed and gave looks unlike any others. The little girl then stopped the people.. and quietly stated " You only don't see the beauty in her face, because you choose not to see the beauty radiating from within and so you will forever be blind to all of her be

Wooohooo
Out of the 23 Lymph nodes removed on 10-29-08 the biopsy results showed the cancer hadnt travelled through them all!!!!!!! Jess will still need some chemo but this is great news!!! thanks for all the prayers and i will update more when they remove the drain tube next monday!

Out With The Old,,in With Whatever.
They’ve already illegally made attacks into Syria and Pakistan, where ‘we’ accomplished killing more innocents than any real ‘tagets-of-interest.’ They, (the sneering corporatists of the Bush administration,) have already ‘pulled-the-plug’ on their desperate last minute attempts to push through any-and-all corporatist friendly deregulations, no matter who they hurt, nor how badly it will damage the environment even more than they have so far in their criminal short-term-greed profiteering, that no one sane even attempts to deny any more. They have two more months of ‘power’ left to them. If you don't think these sneering criminals, (that have openly displayed their contempt of your ‘allowing’ of their destructive theft over the last eight years,) will not grab for every single profiteering penny you will ‘allow’ them - Then you still live within a dangerous denial. Also, elements of their corruption have retained at least their filibuster power in this election, and if you thin

The Final Countdown
Alas, my time at fu is most definitely coming to an end. I have made friends...and they will forever hold a special place in my heart. I have acquired enemies...*shrugs*...to each their own. I would certainly be remiss if I didn't send a few shout outs to those of you in my family who have shaped my life since I have been here. So thank you to.... to Mike (BMF)....for being one of the greatest friends I could have asked to have found....you truly have my heart and I love you tons to Travis (Ludakyz)...for proving to me that insanity is fucking fun damnit. you've been a great friend and have twisted my already warped soul in a fantastic way to Ian (Sir Babycakes)...for being a friend above and beyond on any and all occaision (as long as you are awake :P)...you're special to me kid thanks also to Smitty....for being a steady friend to Kevin Jaymz....for knowing just the right amount of perv to mix with your sweetness to Kreepies....for introducing me to this insan

Bling/fubux Winners
Bling winners 1. chevygal_024@ fubar 2. Tequila Tart ™ {{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar 3.STELLAROSSI,XO,69,SHADOW LEVEL, MY CHOICE@ fubar 4. Sexi Sandi *D.S.C* ~CHIINA DOLL ~@ fubar 5.CALL ME PDIDDY@ fubar 6.Msspice7@ fubar 7.Portnoy~Promoter @ Red's Rage@ fubar 8.♥HisSweetObsession♥~Club United ELITE Co-Owner~Chiina Doll@ fubar 9.My Body As A Shield [Enforcer @ Club Raven - Owned by CLK]@ fubar 10. Snack_Attack™ ~"CLUB F.A.R."~"SHADOW LEVELER"~@ fubar 11. Judy ~Member Of The Sinful Kitties~@ fubar -------------------------------------------------- **level winner**

Omg Fast Everyone Fast Not Much Time
WE DON'T HAVE MUCH TIME I'VE BEEN IN BED ALL DAY WITH ONE OF MY LOVERS AND THIS CONTEST STARTED AND I DIDN'T KNOW.. THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU HAVE TO MANY LOVERS. ITS HARD TO STAY ON TOP (OK WELL NOT THAT HARD REALLY) BUT YA HARD TO STAY ON TOP OF MY FUBAR LIFE.. HE NEEDS RATES.. THIS ISN'T HIS CONTEST THIS IS MY CONTEST.. HE WINS I WIN SO GUYS RATE THIS PIC WITH ALL YOU HAVE. OMG FOR REAL HURRY I'M ABOUT TO DIE HERE WE ARE BEHIND.. (YES SOMETIMES BEHIND IS GOOD) JUST NOT NOW AND HERE WITH THIS CONTEST.. SO GET ALL YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND PLZ RATE RATE RATE.. HURRY SUPER PLZ JUST RATE.. THIS ONE PIC

Sexy Legs Contest =]
Hey ya'll! im entered into the sexiest legs on fubar contest! Would ya'll please go vote for me and my legs! the contest was re-opened! 1 rule! you have to fan and rate the profile of the contest holder for your vote to count! please leave a comment or completely bomb the comments!! Thanks ya'll for all the support! much love!! Kayla click below

My Thirst For Knowledge
Porn has to be the best genere of movie ever made. Plots, to the point or however you want it to be. I could sit back and watch porn all day everyday. They can pretty much match up with all the generes of regular movies... i.e. action, comedy, horror, sci-fi and down right wrong freaky shit :) One of the best parts about watching porn isnt that it gets me really wet or anything its all the new and different things you can learn. I have more porn than most cronic masurbaters.. and its fucking awesome! Pleasure is the best and main part in life. Everything comes down to pleasure and I love learning how subdue my lover(s) in mind blowing pleasure and make sure I feel it too. Waves of warm tingling slippery pleasure............

I Face The Eternal Winter
I Face The Eternal Winter Flying silent on winter wings Flowing emotions from my bleeding soul Tears that flow burn my skin I'm drifting away on the cold wave of desolation I'm touching the wind as it sadly sings Carried to the disant unknown Eternity awaits me... My heart is so cold Emotions reached their freezing point ...Only pure hate Lost all that I was living for Crying without sound Thy sky has frozen to ice As the last drops of blood leave my body I hear the winter breath I'm the face of the night I'm all alone The fullmoon is glowing Snow falls from the sky I feel the eternal winter Holocaust winds are rising Like a dark northern breeze My cryptic journey has just begun. ©DGTFB 1975

Venomous Words.
You are inside of me. Crawling through my soul. Like a disease. Spreading to the whole of me. Engulfing all thought; all reason. I cling to you. Relishing the pain and the rapture. Wrapping myself in it. I cry out to the heavens. Begging for mercy. Longing for solace. It is all too much. It is never enough. It is all that was promised and more. These words on your lips; like shining drops of venom. Coated with sugar. A powerful toxin; dripping into my ears. Lurking in the shadows of me. A malignancy of emotion. Open, bleeding. The stench of hope. Drowning together; falling, bitter and forgotten. Holding on for dear death. Entwined in a lover's dance. With destiny. With eternal damnation. Ah, sweet bliss as breath escapes. To linger in the air. To flow away for eternity.

"run"
We "run" to find somthing wetheir its something simple like an item we left behind that we forgot about but nomatter how big or how expensive if it has centamental value to us we can not leave it behind. This finds its way in my heart with past relationships nomatter how bad it ended or how wrong the terms are even how long ago it was I have to worry about them thats both girlfriends and just friends. I tend to have a really kind heart and soul so most people walk all over it lke a rug that noone ever pays any attention to. Im starting to throw away the true me and replacing it with some world hating asshole. I have thoughts about doing this and of how simple it would be but I the end i would endup looseing everything and everyone that i care most about. The one person that i thought was accepting me for me turned out to be nothing more than false hope.I have many friends of both sexes the ones that i have made in the last year have proven to be both good and badon the whole aspect of

Suggestions?
So of course since i'm off to a couple of shows this weekend, I think I'm getting sick. The children are sick and when they are I can't help but snuggle with them because I feel so bad. Yeah, i know; good job. Anyway i refuse to be sick, so i've been taking Tylenol Severe Cold and Congestion.... anything else that might make this go away ? Like now? ♥

Looking For Him!!
I been searching for such a long time for him, Tired of getting hurt,tired of crying,tired of being rejected... I been looking for him but who is he... he is the one to stop my crying,stop my hurting He is the one to love me,to give me his heart,to trust me He is the one I give my heart to,he is the one I will treat as a king,he is the one who will get my all but who is he and how will I know when I have found him When he tells me that he loves me for who I am and shows me there can be no other but me then I will know who he is But right now I'm still looking for him and soon I know he will love me and be with me the way I will love him

A Poem......
Forbidden fruit: I crave the taste of your kiss like a forbidden fruit. My mind says run and my heart says don't deny you I can picture eternity in your arms, just the two of us in your dark world. I am but a moth drawn to the flame, will it burn me or will I live in eternal bliss. We are but 1 soul it seems when we talk, your ability to break down my walls is unheard of. So long i have hidden my true self from the world, it is unsettling how you see through me. I long to hear your voice, to taste your tongue, for you to pull me close and caress my soft skin. To make love to me in a world that is our own,you have bewitched my soul and enslaved my heart. I am your slave now and forever

Just Gotr Home From The Emergency Room
THANK-YOU ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR THE BITCHIN AND RIDING MY ASS ABOUT GETTING IN TO SEE THE DOC!! AS IT TURNS OUT YOU ALL WERE RIGHT, SHOULDA GONE LONG TIME AGO! I HAVE TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT TO SEE A SURGEON BOUT THIS HERNIA THAT NEEDS OPERATED ON AND WHEN I KNOW MORE I WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT'S UP, AM POSTING THIS BLOG SO THAt I DONT HAVE TO REPEAT THIS ALL SO MANY TIMES OVER TO EVERYONE. AND FOR THOSE READING THIS THAT I DONT KNOW THAT DONT GIVE A F*&K ABOUT THIS ...THANX FOR READING IT ANYWAYS!!!! PAIN PILLZ STARTING TO KICK IN NOW SO AM ENDING THIS LIL BLOG THING!!!!!!! PEACE!!!!!!!! LVE TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HERE IN FU-LAND AND IN MY REAL-LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!! XOXOOXOOXOXOXXOXOXO BECKY

Give Me Time
just wanted to tell all my friends and fu angels that im about 7 months pregnant now and there are a couple of you that know theissues that im going through with this pregnancy and right now it is getting really bad and stressful. i just found out that i have to go out of town to have a special ultrasound done on my baby boy cause there is a serious issue with his kidney at first it was both of them but one of them has gone to normal and the other one is just getting bigger. so if you come to my page and help me level or rate mypics plese leave me a shout or a private message and when i get back on when im up to it i will return the love i always do that is one thing im good at is rating pages. im glad for the friends that i do have and that have been there for me and ask me everyday how im feeling. im getting bigger by the day other then the kidney issue baby (ronald james) is very healthy and kicking me every day. and i cant wait to have him to show himoff to my fu family.. so ill

Comfort In Me
When your world's a hidden secret That I yearn to touch I wanna know your soul Reveal it to me When your eyes are flood of teardrops And your wings are broken I will give you hope Believe in me In the dust Of your wave A heartbeat is a part Of the greater dream Like a rope Round your throat It won't let you breathe If you let go When your stars are out to get you And you can't find love Inside to fill the hole There's comfort in me

Hate To Say It
BUT THANK TO MY EX BOYFRIEND , WHO IS NOW IN JAIL , THANKS TO HIS LYING AND STEALING SHIT THAT IS NOW BEING BLAMED ON ME , I AM BEING THROWN OUUT AND FORCED TO LIVE IN A HOMELSS SHELTER AGAIN ASAP!!!! I GUESS ITS MY DESTINY TO LIVE IN A HOMELESS SHELTER , SHE TAKES MY EX BACK INTO THE HOUSE AND GIVES HIM ANOTHER CHANCE BUT THANKS TO HIM STEALING SHIT AND IT BEING BLAMED ON ME , IM GETTING KICKED IN THE ASS , SO AFTER TODAY I DONT KNOW WHERE I WILL BE , I CANT CARRY ALL OF MY BELONGINGS TO A HOMELESS SHLETER , THEY CLOSE AT 8 AM AND OPEN AT 4 PM.....SO AGAIN , LORD KNOWS WHERE I AM GOING....I HAVE NO HELP FROM ANYONE

~why Men Can't Go Shopping!
Lmao...sent to me...had to share... THIS IS WHY YOU DON'T TAKE MEN TO THE STORE WITH YOU After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to Target. Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, my wife is like most women - she loved to browse. Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from the local Target. Dear Mrs. Samsel, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Samsel are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the

I Want This Girl
I'm the woman who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the Woman who likes to be kissed under the stars, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the Woman who loves to end a hug with a kiss... I'm the Woman who you can talk to you about anything... I'm the Woman who laughs at your jokes... I'm the Woman who will have many inside jokes with you and remember each one... I'm the Woman who will brag about you to all of my friends... I'm the Woman who will listen to you talk... I'm the Woman who really does want to be friends after a break up... I'm the Woman who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason... I'm the Woman who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead.. I'm the Woman who loves you for you ; and doesn't care what other people say about us... I'm the Woman who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlf

Craven Needs To Level
Craven MooreHead ☠Craven Moorehead~Owned by Naughty By Nature~R/L boyfriend of KCPilar69☠™@ fubar He has been a member of the FU For over a year now. I want to see him finally level to Henchman. He had an Auto 11 once b4. He didnt get many rates. He needs a new Auto 11. PLEASE!!!! PLEASE!!! PLEASE!!! Whom ever gives this awesome MUMMER an AUTO 11. Will get MOLESTED by me. I will make you a few pics, I will PIMP you out. And ravish you with my 11's. So please help him out.And you will get helped out in return AddictedBy Saving AbelBest Video Codes

Friends In Many Places
imikimi - Customize Your World Hopefully I have included as many friends in this picture as I can - if not rest assured its only cos the pic wasnt big enough - but think about it - does it mean I like you any less cos you aint included in a picture - in my opinion, you have a special place in my heart and that is as good as being included in any pictures. TO CUT A LONG STORY SHORT - A PICTURE MAY BE PRETTY TO LOOK AT BUT BEING IN MY HEART OS MORE VALUABLE LOVE AND KISSES AND HUGS TO YOU ALL COS YOUR (in the words of Dustin;s version of the FIELDS OF ATHENRY - your beautiful love you all)

Political Ramblings
I thought it time to put a few of my election thoughts down. 1. I'm proud that our country has actually been able to elect a black President. Maybe we have actually made some substantial progress in the past 40 years. 2. I am proud that we had a serious candidate for Vice President who also happened to be a woman. I hope next time less is made about clothing and family role and on substantive issues. This applies both to the Sarah Palin AND Hillary Clinton treatment of this year. 3. I'm concerned about the socialist leanings of our president-elect and hope his views moderate. I believe that people should be able to work to get ahead and decide how they spend their own money. 4. I want to see both parties start to work for us, not just their own team/party. 5. I hope the Democrats stop blaming everything on Bush and that the Republicans don't start blaming all on Obama. There is plenty of blame and credit to go around, just get the job done! 6. I hope that peopl

Please Prove Me Wrong ..i Beg You!!!
OH MY GOD! I PRAY FOR US AND THE COUNTRY AS A WHOLE! I WISH THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN ABOUT THE CAUSE AND NOT THE COLOR THEN MAYBE THEN WE COULD LOOK IN OUR CHILDRENS EYES AND SEE A FUTURE THAT WE CAN BE HOPEFUL ABOUT! I AM SO SICK OF BEING CALLED RACIST DUE TO THE FACT THAT I WAS NOT AN OBAMA SUPPORTER, SO HEAR THIS..I WAS NOT A MCCAIN SUPPORTER EITHER!! I AM THE LEAST COMMITTED PERSON IN OUR COUNTRY TO A PARTICULAR PARTY HOWEVER THE LESSER OF 2 EVILS IS A SHITTY CHOICE BUT I WOULD NOT HAVE VOTED FOR A MAN THAT REFUSES TO HONOR OUR FLAG OR OUR ANTHEM!! THIS HAS BEEN A RACE ISSUE ALL ALONG AND HE IS NOT "BLACK" PEOPLE HE IS OF MIXED RACE OF WHICH HE DENOUNCES BY THE WAY..HIS MOM MUST BE SO PROUD! HE IS MUSLIM!! HE IS ANTI-AMERICA!! HE HAS SPAT IN THE FACES OF ALL WHO HAVE DIED FIGHTING FOR "YOUR" RIGHTS!! SO BASICALLY HE COULD HAVE PROMISED FREE SKITTLES FOR LIFE AND ALL BLACKS WOULD HAVE VOTED HIM IN SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY THINK THIS IS SOME SORT OF JUSTICE FOR SLAVERY....COME

Paul "bear" Bryant...
Coach Bryant was born Paul William Bryant in Kingsland, Arkansas. He earned the nickname "Bear" by wrestling a bear in a theater. Bear was an all-state high school football player in high school and later played college football for the University of Alabama. His first coaching job was as an assistant coach there after graduating in 1935. His first job as a head coach was at Maryland where he acquired a reputation as a demanding coach and strict disciplinarian. In 1946 at Kentucky, Bryant coached the team to four bowl games and won their only Southeastern Conference title. In 1956 at Texas A&M,, he won the Southwest Conference championship in 1956. When Coach Bryant returned to the University of Alabama in 1958, he revitalized the Crimson Tide football program into the nation's top-ranked college football team. His 1961, 1964, 1965, 1973, 1978, and 1979 teams all won National Championships. In 1981, he broke Amos Alonzo Stagg's record of 314 coaching victories and finished coaching wit

38ddtatas
Hey everybody. This is my first blog, so if it gets a little messed up, well, it's a new thing for me. A great friend of mine, 38ddtatas (Tonia to her friends) is in a pickle. She made a bet with a guy about collecting bling. You can read her blog here: http://www.fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=258109&pid=914386 So here is what I am asking... Anyone who helps her out with bling (cheap bling, she gets credit 'per piece') I will do something special for. I will create a folder just for those people who have helped along the way. Just make sure you send her a note that it is from me so I know which of my friends helped, and in turn who I should treat later. Thank you all for helping, she is thankful too. *kisses*

Looking In To Your Eyes
Music turned down low sitting in a chair at the lake gazing into your eyes not knowing if its a dream or i am awake I turn to look at your hand touching mine knowing now its not a dream feeling my heart fluttering nope, it is as real as it may seem gently i kiss your lips with a soft touch to your face never in a life time will these thoughts ever be erased. Longing to touch you now knowing your miles away knowing that you are in my heart there, forever to stay I close my eyes with the visions i have a soft breeze, a lake with and island and trees all around i can't believe that i can't feel my feet touching the ground. my love for you in my heart to stay touching my soul every single day.. you know who you are.. Love to you.

Animal's Prayer
Standing upon four paws, Upon the grey solid rocks, Looking down over the undergrowth, Masses of Green in front, The blue blue sky spins overhead, the birds circle free, The Lions & Tigers stride forth, Heads held High! The antelopes & elephants graze in peace upon the vines, Building day by day, Herds of Happiness & Joy, In this leafy Jungle there is no such thing as war, For once let the animal's rush forth & the humans take a backseat. We've had enough of gas guzzling, Infernos burning down our land, Our bone's shattered & pulverised for the sake of your health, We stand as one, Fur & Feathers alike, Watching down upon the sacred land, You use your tools upon are trees, Your drills on our prideland, Listen to the the Wolve's cry unto the Moon, How can you not hear there pain, The Big cats Growling there discontent at the destruction before them, We are destined to have the same right's you live bye, I guess it's not to be, Its nigh upon time this stopped, For th

My Feelings For You..
I never really knew you You were just a screen name, another friend But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to find a way, to give love another try, So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say But I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I Love You! That is my feelings for you...

The Concert
was freakin greatness, so glad I went and was worth the wait. Didn't choose too good a seat but didn't need to see to enjoy. Unfortunately, could only take my phone so got no good footage, but obviously some people did so hurrah youtube :D Here's a coupla tastes; Watch Over You (Acoustic) In Loving Memory

I Will Be By Raevenzcr8nz08
I will be the rock on the shore when you are drifting away I will be the gentle breeze when you need to cool off I will be the bandage when your hurt and bleeding I will be your sanity when your world goes crazy I will be the hand out stretched when you are sinking I will be your sunshine when you only see the rain I will be your ears when you can not hear I will be your eyes when you can not see I will be your voice when you can not speak I will be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on I will carry you when you no longer can walk I will help you up when you fall and dust you off I will be your clarity in a world that's unclear I will be there with a needle and thread when your heart needs mending I will be there standing in silence to hold your hand when you want to be quiet but need a friend I will be there with open arms when everyone seems to turn you away I will be there with a smile when all you have is a frow

Maybe It Is My Turn To Ask
I was just sitting here trying to not think about what is going on in my life at this moment.So this is what I come up with. So many have ask for salutes from me to them or just another salute and for the most part I have done it,so lets turn the tables.How many can send one to me.Who can do the wittiest or the sexiest or the funniest to make me laugh kind of salute. I have never ask for anything on here so indulge me. Lets see what you can come up with.

Meeting...
Alright...I had Jules and Robin contact some of you and I tried to get a hold of the rest...We are needing a meeting in the lounge ASAP...there are some issues that need to be discussed and we need to talk about ways to promote the group and maybe even a contest or two for you girls...I need each of you to comment on this blog on if tonight or tomorrow night around 7pm (central time) would work for all of you...If need be we will set up another meeting for those who do not make it to this one but I'd really like everyone to attend so we can all introduce ourselves and trade some info...so you might wanna have a pencil and paper handy...We have a couple new members and a couple waiting on pics/tags...I am asking them to join us for this meeting...Anyhow...in your comment I'd like to know if you can attend tonight...if not then if tomorrow night works better...and when is the best time set up a regular meeting for all of us...Hope to see everyone here... Hugz Scarlet & Toad

Jay Hoodys Bs Blog
OOOONG WEEK EVERYONE, WHAT UP? ALRIGHT IT'S 3:36AM HERE AND IM BEYOND FUCKING TIRED BUT HERE GOES...SO I LEFT FOR ARKANSAS LAST SUNDAY AFTERNOON AND GOT THERE MONDAY NIGHT AT ABOUT 8PM PS...FUUUUUUUUUCK GREYHOUND I DONT RECCOMEND IT TO ANYONE THE SERVICE IS SHITTY THE EMPLOYERS HAVE PISS POOR ATTITUDES, FUCK IT YO TAKE A PLANE OR TRAIN! ALRIGHT BACK TO THE TOPIC ON HAND. SO I GO TO MEET MY UMMMMMM GF THE XANAX FAIRY AND ALL IS GOOD, WE SMOKED A LIL WEED AND SHIT THE 1ST NIGHT AND HAD TACO BELL "A STONERS DREAM" ALL IS GOOD FOR A WHILE BUT THINGS I NOTICED...I WOULD BE ON THE COUCH WHILE SHE WOULD JUST BE ON HERE OR ON HER CELL OR CONVERSATING WITH HER JUNKIE FRIENDS WHO WOULD COME IN TO SCORE WEED OR PILLS FROM HER. BUT YEAH SHE WOULD SHOW MORE LOVE TO HER COMP AND JUNKIE FRIENDS THEN HER BF WHO PAID $312 AND TOOK A 30 HOUR BUS RIDE TO SEE SOMEONE HE LOVED...THE 1ST ISSUE HAPPENED WHEN WE WERE IN A CAR AND WE DROVE BY A FEW BLACK DUDES AND ME BEING ME I STUCK MY HAND OUT AND BOBBED MY

Im Gonna Be M.i..a For Awhile
HEY IMMA MISS ALL YOU GUYS,.............ILL BE HIBERNATIN FOR THE WINTER.........LOL.....WELL ILL BE CHECKIN MY STUFF TOO..........ON AND OFF...............HOLIDAYS ARE A BUSY TIME.....FOR FAMILY....AND STUFF....YALL KNOW WHAT IM SAYIN........THOS WHO KNOW ME WELL...KNOW WHAT I MEAN...............SORRY ....HOPE TO SEE YA ALL SOON..........AND LEAVE ME LOVE....VISIT ME.....AND I WILL LEAVE MESSAGES TO THOSE WHO DO..................XOXOXOOXOXO........... LOVE ALL YOU FUBAR FREAKS....................XOXOXOO

Who Wants A Salute?
I kno Im behind on making salutes and Im not sure who all wanted one so if u want one jus leave me a message in this blog and I will get to em as soon as I can...make sure u lemme kno wat u want it to say thanks xoxo Kells

The American Vet
The American Vet This is for those who protest, curse and hatefully spit when the hear stories about the American Vet, I have two words "Screw You"! I have to be honest that I am proud to write this to tell you folk "Your all Wet! Have you forgotten that every person who signs their name to join the Marines, Army, Air Force, Navy or Coast Guard did so with one or more of a million reasons. Some were farmer kids that wanted to get away from long hours of work they had to do during the spring, summer and hay bailing seasons. Some worked in your favorite stores and were payed with very little coin, The chance for three squares a day, medical, dental and a career become strong reasons for them to join. Some are kids that people call incorrigible or simply a troubled child, The come to grips with the exercise, learning, and friendships they have. They find these new experiences pretty wild. Some join because their great-grandfathers r

Lover's Moon
The lover’s moon So full and bright Bring forth the one I love Not hidden from sight From underneath The moon’s cool glow My love for her Begins to show Wanting for That sweet gentle kiss Holding her I truly do miss Exploring her body Caressing her face Loosing all track of time Drifting threw space Feeling the softness Of your silky skin My passion grows From deep within Making love to you In only my dreams Nothing for real Its not what it seems So we lay here beneath The lover’s moon Our bodies entwined To the lover’s tune Written for and inspired by Untamable

~ Once ~
Once You've Loved.... There's a Part of Your Heart that Simply belongs to That Person...... It Can't be Sold... Or Rented Out..... It's THEIRS.... YOU gave it to Them... And They Live in it... Claiming It's Space... For ALL TIME... I Know........ I'll Love You Forever. Peace.

Behind The Mirror
I look in the mirror and what do I see? I see someone who just ain't me. I see a broken heart and a worn down soul. I see a girl that has been stooping pretty low. I see a girl that has let something bad consume her whole life. I begin to think this shit just ain't right. I've been hiding my hurt behind my terrible actions Only hurting others and pretending to have satisfaction Moving on is the hardest part. But I feel that I'm ready deep in my heart. I really hate the person I see And I know its truly not me So I bust the mirror and begin to pick up the pieces....

Micah P Hinson
Probably one of the top three voices I've ever had occasion to be impressed by live. The fact we get acts of this quality come visit us in li'l ol' Norwich Arts Centre thrills me. I'm now off to Amazon to see if he's got any old albums going cheap....

My Family Update
Hi Everyone, First, thank you so much for everyone who has visited my page and have kept Angel in your prayers. The thoughts, and prayers mean a lot to us. Sadly, I must report to you all that today we are making the decision to take him off the respirator. The EEG shows no sign of any brain activity and nil for a chance of survival. I want you all to know that I myself am at peace with this decision as much as I would love to keep Angel here with us, he was always such a good kid. I guess its true what they say, "Only the good die young!" It has been very disheartening to endure these last few days to say the least. I am quite tired and emotionally drained as you can well enough imagine. Having working in the ICU I have seen miracles happen, but unfortunately, I only allowed my family to maintain hope for a miracle, but it hasn't come and I am not certain it will. I will miss my Angel; but, I will always have an Angel to watch over me and my family as our days continue.

Iced Earth - Ghost Of Freedom
Thought this song was quite fitting for veterans day so check it out Every time you think about it It tears you up inside You curse the day your mother told you, your father died Now you're always searching Searching for the reason why I've gone But I will always be here By your side, through the darkest night Here I'll stand on the firing line Here I'll walk through the field where I died I will fight and let the voice ring true I am the ghost Standing next to you Every night you go to sleep You pray the Lord my soul to keep You don't know I've not gone away You see I watch over fighting men So they can have peace again And maybe someday you will all be free Here I'll stand on the firing line Here I'll walk through the field where I died I will fight and let the voice ring true I am the ghost Standing next to you You speak to me And I feel your pride Assuring me I'll never die I write Mother... "He's here with me..." He's in our minds

Picky
ok so i'm finally gonna put it in type.. i get numerous emails . thought we were friends yadayada .. well if u ask me to rate or look at a profile i do .. no questions asked i leave every single person on my friends list a daily comment i do this coz i want to not coz what i get back in return ..ok the friends i see not on line for a few dont come into this nor do the ppl i see on my page every day .. but if u find ur self deleted dun ask me why figure it out hell from the ppl im on about a comment once a month wouldnt go a miss. i do not beg for nothing i merrily go on my way rating n leaving comments coz i want to .. but im getting to the point of why the fuk should i.. jumps off soap box ladies remember to check ur skirt is'nt tucked in ya knickers when u leave the loo... fellas uh huh look down that wet spot is very unatractive.. 3 shakes not 2 ;)

Opions Are Like Assholes, Everyone Has 1 Sum People Shld Learn To Keep It To Them Selves!
Ryan aka L...: Ill pay you 5 real dollars for every half naked photo you delete Ryan aka L...: No one is jealous of you, stop fooling yourself and put on clothes Princessboobs...: thats ur opion thz have a blessed 1 thats a message i recieved in my shout box, just thought id share it. wonder if anyone else feels that way???

Please Read
JUST LETTING ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT ME AND DALLASANGEL ARE NO LONGER TOGETHER. SHE LEFT ME AND MY 2 DAUGHTERS TODAY FOR A GUY HERE ON FUBAR NAME (PUNISHER). SO YOU WONT BE SEEING ME AROUND TO MUCH ANYMORE I HAVE A FAMILY (MY 2 DAUGHTERS) I HAVE TO TRY AND WORK THROUGH THIS. THANK ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE BEEN REAL FRIENDS AND MAYBE SOMEDAY YOULL SEE ME BACK ON. BYE FOR NOW

Appliances
CAN IT GET ANY WORSE..... ON SUNDAY MY HOT WATER WAS ALMOST NOTHING MONDAY GONE. TUESDAY PLUMBER CAME HERE AND SAID HE FIXEED THE THERMOSTAT ON MY WATER HEATER. LAST NIGHT I COULD SMELL BURNING PLASTIC SURE AS SHIT ANOTHER THERMOSTAT DESTROYED. SO I CALLED AGAIN AND COMPLAINED, HE SAYS IT MIGHT BE THE WIRING... SO WHY ALL OF A SUDDEN IS IT GIVING ME SHIT. WHY DO I HAVE TO BE HERE AND LOOK LIKE SOMETHING THE CAT DRAGGED IN WHEN HE GETS HERE... DAMN DAMN DAMN FUCK

Just A Thought
Can anybody explain, why it is, that when we start to have deep feelings for someone, little doubts start to creep in or so it seems!!!. You can go for days being the happiest person on this earth and then…Bang…..one word, one small thing happens and it just seems that all the happiness is forgotten, little uncertainties start to creep back in when really all you need to do is take one very tiny step back, look at what happened or what it was that upset you and then maybe you can see that it was all just a small misunderstanding and that because you only saw one half of what went on and not the part that was given in return and maybe if you did know and did understand that what you are told about the unseen part was in fact true then maybe all the little indecisions would fad and you can see that you are in fact told the truth, that what you thought was just simply a misunderstanding that that person would do anything not to hurt you or abuse the trust you have so rightly put in th

Lounge Spam
Random lounge spam...is ghey. I should go in... ->Kara: Nah, not at all. Mules, burros, shetlands, its all locked down if theres a show happenin Kara: u kidding me right ->Kara: isthere bestiality in there? Kara: fubar.com... Kara@ fubar

The Time Is Now Everyone On Fubar Plz Lets Do This
9 MILLION LEFT TO GO AND HES MADE IT. BS ON 9 MILLION IS STILL A LONG WAY CAUSE ITS NOT. ITS NOT FAR AT ALL IF EVERYONE HELPS A LITTLE. I MOVED OVER 8 MILL MYSELF WHEN I LEVELED TO 28 WITH AUTO 11'S RUNNING... THIS IS HIS LAST AUTO 11 THAT HES GOT AND I DON'T KNOW ANYONE WHO BUSTS THEIR BUTT AS HARD AS HE DOES. AND MOST OF YOU KNOW IT. CHANCES ARE HES BEEN TO YOUR PAGE TOO JUST RATING AWAY. LETS DO THIS FOR HIM YOU GUYS. COME ON FOR REAL NOW. TODAY IS FINALY HIS DAY TO MAKE IT. HES SO THRILLED RIGHT NOW HES ABOUT TO BURST THROUGH MY SHOUT BOX. WE NEED HELP AND WE NEED A LOT OF IT. WHEN I LEVELED YA I PAID FOR A LOT OF RATES ITS CAME DOWN TO THAT BUT NOT JUST THAT I HAD PEOPLE COMING FROM ALL DIRECTIONS RATING ME LIKE CRAZY FOR HOURS. IT WAS AMAZING. LETS DO THAT FOR BLUE. WE NEED EVERYONE TO RATE THE HELL OUT OF HIS PAGE TODAY.. NOW IS THE TIME.. LET MAKE BLUE ORACLE TODAY.. COME ON GUYS.. HE NEEDS YOU.. HES ALWAYS THERE FOR EVERYONE.. LETS DO THIS.. THANK

Help Me Get To Godfather
Hi Everyone, I’m making this blog entry to notify all of my friends, family members and casual acquaintances that on Friday 11/14/2008 at 6:00PM MST I will be activating my first auto 11 bling and I really need all of your help to make the most of it. During the 24 hour period that my auto 11’s are on I am going to be trying to make it to my next level of godfather and I have a very long way to go and a short time to get there and I will need all of your help to be able to do it. I am in the process of down loading several hundred easy rate pictures to make it as easy as I possibly can for you to get the most for your efforts so please come by and rate me and at the same time help yourself with some fast and easy points to get yourself to your next level. Thank you in advance Randy ( AKA – Riskybusinessut )

Thoughts
There are times when we realize that no matter what we do, nothing salvageable shall ever come out of it none. Wanting to go forth doing our best to both have those we love and care or be proud and happy for us, yet realizing thi dream shall always be just that, a dream. Maybe i am destined to be yet only a hermit amongst a city full of lively and joyous people. Always knowing deep within myself, that i truly do not belong here. Wishing and praying that maybe one day, i can be vanquished from this realm of existence known as life. For all i can mangae to do, is bring pain and burdens upon all that i love and care for in my world. Guess everyone was always right when i growing up, I Am Nothing Short Of A Loser!!!!!! P.J. Page 11/12/08 11:52pm

A Painful Truth!
Love, Interrupted I love you, I need you, I want you, SHUT UP! I'm tired of all this nonsense. I'm tired of tryin' to slap on romance, and endin' up with a "Keep on yo pants!" It's makin' me so sick that I can't even eat; I'm tired of hearin' this nonsense from the time I wake up till the time I go to sleep! It's haunting my dreams, interrupting my thoughts; I'm not gonna do this anymore, I'm not gonna give it all I got anymore! The fighting is too much, my heart can't take, its over, face it, we are never gonna make it! They say Love is special, and that it is grand, but look at us, we don't even hold hands! Our hearts are shot, our minds are corrupted, this is our life, welcome to Love, Interrupted.

Okie Dokie!
Ok so by popular vote we keep going and make this crew kick ass and strong for Poetics return :o) So I figured that if anyone knows of someone in need of help leveling just let me know and I will post it in a blog for everyone, then I will let everyone know when there is a new blog to read. I thought we could start off by working on one of our own levelers....warlockh20 is 241k from leveling so why dont we all head over show him some love and get him leveled warlockh20-Send Some Luvin! Member of Fubar's Finest Levelers,Fu Married 2 Myself!@ fubar And be sure to let me know if you have anyone else that you would like me to blog for help :o)

Sin City...second Census...51-
ADD - RATE - FAN AND HAVE FUN ♥ Arctic Mermaid ™ ♥ ravenmyst ĴÅÐËÐßËÅÛŦ¥™ jc9764 Because i can get busy and tied up, please sign below in a comment so that others that have followed you can FAR you and please check the comments just in case i have not gotten around to adding some newcomers to see who has signed in and joined the city. Don't forget to message me too so i can get you added to the City's census!

Why Do I Have A Passion For Animals More Then People
why do i love animals more then people becuse people are greedy they care only for them selfs alot of them do and only very few of them that dont animals are not shallow like people are animals well always be there and they love you for who you are not what you can give them or be for them people on the other hand seem to think you have to either change for them or you have to offer them something for them to like you animals would never lie to you and you wont have to worried about heartache either with people you do they are not clingy like people are dont get me wrong i love a clingy person but too much is bad i love animals alot i hate to see them dead on a street or a highway probably one of the reason why i never try to be a vet i dont think my heart could take it so i hope i awrser your ? well now iam going to take my shower bye 4 now

Gravity
Lost again, broken and weary Unable to find my way Tail in hand, dizzy and clearly Unable to just let this go I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown Catch me, heal me, Lift me back up to the sun I choose to live... I fell again, like a baby Unable to stand on my own Tail in hand, dizzy and clearly Unable to just let this go I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown Catch me, heal me Lift me back up to the sun I choose to live... I choose to live... I choose to live... Catch me, heal me Lift me back up to the sun Help me survive the bottom Calm these hands before they Snare another pill and Drive another nail down Another needy hole Please release me... I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown Catch me heal me Lift me back up to the sun I choose to live... I choose to live... Gravity - A Perfect Circle

Why?
If people say that they like you for who you are, then why don't they keep their words and accept you instead of turning their backs on you? If people say that they'll call you later, why won't they keep their words and call back? If you show someone love and give them attention, why won't they show love back instead of blowing you off? Why do we ignore people that care about us and care about the people that ignore us? Why do women go for the the guys who treats them like crap instead of the nice guys that treat them right? Why do people always want to be fake with you instead of being true friends? Why do people wanna judge and label you before they get to know you and see the real person? Why do people wanna ignore the people who show them respect and pay attention to the people who wont show you anything at all? If they said that they care about you, why don't they always show it to you? If they say that they love you and never leave your side, do they re

Mean But Funny
this is mean but really funny i think this is the comment i was reading like i said its mean but funny as hell too OMG watching her eat is disgusting and embarrassing to watch. I'm sorry, she's like writhing and bouncing around in her chair for food. Good Lord lmao.

The Guard
THE GUARD You’re the only one that I could ever meet that would rather be called a bitch than something sweet You have a guard up that has no toll it surrounds your body and protects your soul You have a guard that likes to show it’s might you have a guard, that when crossed, can put up a fight You have a guard that keeps out all the pain you have a guard that is driving me insane No one can get close enough to know the real you the guard will keep people out, so they can’t make you blue To show that you care can sometimes cause rain but the guard is always there to block out the pain Your guard lets nothing get in every time I get close, I get pushed back out again When your guard is up and blocking out the wrong it’s blocking out what’s right, such as a beautiful song In order to stop the hurt the guard buries all feelings in the dirt The only thing that can get through to you is blood and even then, you could end up in the mud I know if I work too

4 Mil Fubux Auction-
Are you saving for the SpotLight? Or know someone who is? Well right now, I'm auctioning off 4 MILLION fubux. Well I have plenty that I was saving and gave up on! lol. Plus my birthday is in a few days, and I'd like to try to use whatever I get around then! -read on- Auction will last for ONE week. Starting at 8am fubar time on the 15th. Auction ends on the 22nd at 8am as well. -click here- Only CASH$$ bids are accepted. -please no drama- ******PLEASE REPOST***** Fubux auction brought to you by: suckface™ aka staceyfbaby.

Sick!
Hey my Friends. I am just letting my peeps know that I have caught a BAD stomach virius. Last 3-5 days. You get sick every 30-45 min. Like clock work. Was up Wed. for 29 1/2 hours solid. Being that Tony bailed I had no one to help but my Mom. Thank GOD she was off work. On the 26th hour of being sick. I finally got some meds to stay down long enough to get some sleep. I woke at 4AM as usual and got sick once. Sitll very weak and The meds. I was given make me Sleepy! Now that I can take em and hold em' down. I will be sleeping today. Don't think I will be doing much Fu'ing till after the weekend. It is my Son's 9th B'day Sat. and we have the party to take care of. So this weekend I will be doing lots of family stuff. I just hope I have the energey for it. LOL Next week they are sending me for pre hysterectomy testing. It looks like it may be the 1st week of December when they do it. I do hope I bounce back quick from that. I have to pack up my apt. and get ready to move Jan 17th. Just m

Dear Dr. Laura. (i Found This Quite Interesting)
Dr. Laura Schlessinger is a radio personality who dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show. Recently, she said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination according to Leviticus 18:22 and cannot be condoned under any circumstance. The following is an open letter to Dr. Laura penned by a east coast resident, which was posted on the Internet. It's funny, as well as informative: Dear Dr. Laura: Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination. End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some of the other specific laws and how to follow them: A friend of mine feels that even though eating shellfish is an abomination - Lev. 11:10, it i

I Love A Good Bet!
Need your help, I got a bet going with a friend, he says Pimp Outs don't work, I say they do. So help me win this bet. Check out my friends,Rate them, Fan them, Add them, tell them Dawn sent ya ♫ ☆ Serendipity ☆ ♫@ fubar Rock Candy ~ I can happily say that I am the Fubarian Husband to ♥ Dawn ♥@ fubar Archaic Angel *~HEAD GREETER@ SEVEN DEADLY SINS~*~*Charm Girl*~@ fubar MR. MAN@ fubar WendyCaroline#CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER@ fubar Jim ~ Dirty South Crew ~@ fubar Grlskikass2 MGR. (red team) Regiment Dragon Bombers ~ Taken by ~T~@ fubar

Who's Having A Hh?!?! I Am!!!
I'M GOING TO CELEBRATE MY 1YR FU-ANNIVESARY IN STYLE!!! ALRIGHT... SO HERE'S THE DEAL... THURSDAY NOVEMBER 20 @ 5PM FU TIME - 8PM EST I WILL BE HOSTING A HH!! I HAVE 5 FOLDERS ALL LABELED NEW RATE FOLDER (1-5)... THE FIRST 10 PEOPLE TO RATE THOSE ALBUMS WITHIN THE HOUR OF MY HH WILL RECEIVE A 5 CREDIT BLING! NOW - HERE'S THE GREAT PART!!! I'LL HAVE MY AUTO-11'S ON!! FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS... I'LL TELL YOU!! NOT ONLY ARE THE POINTS DOUBLED BECAUSE IT'S HH... YOU'LL BE RATING LIKE A VIP!! WHICH MEANS YOU PRETTY MUCH GET QUADRUPLE THE POINTS!! HOW COOL IS THAT?!?!? SO - HERE'S WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO... AFTER YOU ARE DONE RATING THE ALBUMS - SEND ME ANOTHER MESSAGE STATING THAT THEY ARE RATED. AFTER I CONFIRM - YOU WILL RECEIVE YOUR BLING! NOW HERE'S ANOTHER GOOD THING!!! IF YOU DO NOT GET TO RATE ALL THE ALBUMS BEFORE MY HH IS OVER - DON'T WORRY!!! YOU WILL RECEIVE A 1 CREDIT BLING FOR EACH ALBUM YOU RATED!! WHAT AR

Poem
...THERE'S A LOVE LEFT TO YEARN ...THERE'S A LOVE LEFT TO BURN ...THERE'S A LOVE IN THE DARK ...THERE'S A LOVE THAT DOES NOT BARK ...THERE'S A LOVE WHICH KNOWS NO BOUND ...THERE'S A LOVE THAT FALLS TO THE GROUND ...THERE'S A LOVE THAT WILL LAST THRU THE AGES ...THERE'S A LOVE THAT NEVER CHANGES ...THERE'S A LOVE LEFT IN DIRE ...THERE'S A LOVE THAT ONLY YOU CAN TAME WITH YOUR FIRE I DEDICATE THIS TO MY ONE TRUE LOVE... AND I ONLY ASK YOU BELIEVE IN US I'M HAVING BAD THOUGHTS :p

Winn Dixie
When I was a teenager, I worked at Winn Dixie. I worked in just about every department, "front end" which means sweeping, mopping up spills, helping to bag, and getting buggies from the parking lot, "stock crew" which means unloading the truck and putting the food out, "dairy/frozen foods" which is exactly what it sounds like, and "produce". Produce section was the best job I ever had, it was very easy, I never had to go outside in the heat to retrieve buggies, I could hide in the cooler in the back and avoid customers, I could steal strawberries, peaches, kiwi's, and the pastry aisle was next to produce so it was easy to pull a honey bun off the shelf as well. Hey I ate good back in those days! Anyway, 4 times a year, we would stay at the store all night for inventory. It was a major big deal, there would be about 20 of us in the store all night counting and recounting. At the end of the night, our assistant manager would "damage out" a case or 2 of beer for us and we would hang ou

Fake People
Well Now, where to begin? I think the title says it all. Fake People. I am a very proud and independent woman. If there is one thing I can't stand it is a fake ass person. It doesnt make sense to me! Why lie? Why make yourself out to be someone you are not? When I come at a person, I come REAL. What you see and hear is what you get. Dont ask me a question you cant handle the answer to. If there is one thing about Fubar I hate, it is the lies and the drama. The worse thing is people really think we are that dumb! That alone is an insult! I see women waisting a mans time while all along she has like three or more men that she is tellin the same thing and I see men doing the same. What is wrong with you people? People! You reap what you soe! If you cant exist here in fubar without being a lying, cheating, sneaky, fake ass person, then it probably explains why your real life is a mess. Don't even try to get mad either cause if you get mad you are probably one of these people and the trut

My Personal Poems That I Have Hand Written Myself So You Tell Me What You Think Please Comment!!!!!
POEM NUMBER ONE........ THIS ONE CALLED.... I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER I'LL LOVE YOU THE END OF TIME RAINY OR SHINY LOVE YOU WHEN THE SUN DOESN'T SHINE IN MY HEART YOU WILL ALWAYS STAY EVEN IF WE DEPART I JUST THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER GROW OLD A VERY SHINY OR A VERY DARK NIGHT AS LONG AS YOUR BY MY SIDE I'LL BE ALRIGHT YOU'RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE I JUST THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW I LOVE YOU FOREVER EVEN WHEN WE GROW OLD... WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THAT ONE? PLEASE DON'T COPY MY POEM..... PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW... MORE WILL BE ON WAY SOON..... THANKS NEW ORLEANS GIRL

Stupid Scale....
Grrrrrr. I'm about ready to toss that stupid scale out of the house. I know that I shouldn't weight myself every morning, but I can't help it but wonder. I weighed myself this morning and found a unhappy number. Graaaah! Either I should get a new one, it's a digital one but years and years old (Rich says it's fine) or just toss it in the bathroom cupboard or whatever and stop weighing myself. Yeah yeah, I know stop weighing myself all the time..but that...stupid number!! Grrr!! How the hell??? I eat fine!! Okay, so I didn't go to the gym or work out yesterday....But I have the last 3 days...can't I have a break? Grah!! Just frustrating. What am I doing wrong????

Uhh...
I gotta repost this from my previous profile... Since I'm inspired by a recent 3rd grade level mumm that belongs on a short bus. Is there a fuckin reason why someone who moved here in her teens writes better English than some adult men and women who were BORN in this country?? I mean, American education is not that bad, so wtf?? Short bus?

Going Offline
going offline as of the 1st week in dec. not sure how long it will be before i can afford to have internet again.. anyone that wants to keep in touch with me can call me, will always have cell phone, 207-659-0062... will miss talking with everyone, love my fu friends...have met some great people, love you all...beth

This One Is A Loser!!!!
live4themoment@ fubar Here is the conversation. Oh this one pissed me off this morning!!!! live4themo...: lmao shu t up and suck some cock ->live4themo...: i dont put up with that kind of talk from someone i dont know ->live4themo...: ok thats so not how you say hi to someone live4themo...: love to suck yur pussy live4themo...: dam u r sexxy

What Color Day Are You Having?
You Are Having an Orange Day Right now, how your day is going can change on a dime. It's been both frustrating and fun so far. You're used to making the best of days, and today is no different. You are seeking out comfort and security wherever you can find it today. Your little “pick me up” could be anything... a phone call to a friend or your favorite dessert. What Color Day Are You Having?

Pissed Bout Liers
Ok, so I found out that my fiancee, Dj KrazyKillaKlown, has lied to me, and twice just to make me happy. He said that he took one person off of his crush list, and put me on instead. But my page doesnt have any crushes on it, and he's still talking to a bitch in Ohio, when we live in Kentucky. I just moved down here shortly after he did to stay with his family. Well, my first night here the bitch called. I read one of his letters on here to her and he told her that he missed her sexy voice and that the loved her.... And when I confronted her, she told me that I had cheated on him while i was back up in michigan, and that he didnt want to be with me. We have a beautiful two month old daughter and I guess he must not want to be with me, other wise I'd be the number one in everything for him, but I'm not so I guess he doesnt want to be with me but doesnt have the heart to tell me. That or he just wont leave me because of our daughter, Nevaeh. I just dont know what to do......

Lies Blog 5
HERE'SSo to our fubomber family!! This is what happens when people get worked up and take things wrong when I was here before we shouted to make it more convenient on the bomber and to be able to let yall know where we need help. There as never any ill will meant towards anyone. It is just something that helps incase you dont see the blogs or you arent on when we write the blogs.. I am not a bad person or like being called names but you can judge that for yourself. If we all spent more time bombing and not ranting over nothing we would be so far ahead right now.. I love all of my fubombers and that is the reason I came back to this family!! So please before you take what Indian has said to you look around at your family who has bombed for you.. no one has said anything to her about removing people. this is indian ranting and wanting you to leave. It is hard starting and being in a new family so weigh your odds.... And remember who has and will be there when you are needing help in a co

Ouch
I am posting this to inform and to urge. I have never been an activist per se, but I have been thinking lately of starting. I was rear ended by a drunk driver Friday night. I am in soo much pain, I can hardly stand it. This is me BEGGING you to PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be careful when you go out. Bring a friend, a designated driver. I am SO lucky my son wasnt in the car with me; I continue to thank my lucky stars every day. I know I whine and complain a lot, but please people, if you drink dont drive. It ruins lives, it takes away their cars, their families, their paychecks when they have to take time off of work because they cant stand or sit up. Also, when you do drive, drive the same at 2 am as you do at 2 pm, or 4 pm, or 9 am. It is the same road, and the same vehicle. When the light turns yellow, STOP! hello!!! Red light means STOP, not let off the gas and hope the light turns green before you get to the person who did stop! Thank you, this public service announcement has been brought

Using My Pic!!! Lmao
that this faker has to try and use one of my pics and hack the shit out of it and make it her! ohhhh please!! LMFAO!! if ur a friend go to her page and let her have it!!!!! half the pics are of web models with fake faces and now she/he wants to add mine to it.. lmao > > http://fubar.com/user/227886 > > > > >

Life
I'm looking at the clock, the monotone tic toc: Every second is gone, and those moments will never return I pour my life down the drain, I look at myself in disdain, I know that I know nothing, I don't think I will be able to learn Some pages of my life are unmarked, So many times I embarked On a journey that lead me right back to the port I thought I could do it all, But I know that I've missed my call- Somewhere down the road of life I tripped and fell very short

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 11-17-08 Sexy Green Eyes
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-17-08 Sexy Green Eyes Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Ambee Birthday: 07-22 Zodiac Sign: Cancer Hair Color: Brown Eye Color: Green Tattoos: 1 Piercings: 2 *Favorites* Color: Purple Season: Fall Day Of Week: Saturday Animal: Dog Flower: Calla Lily *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yes Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Of Course Smiled For No Reason?: Yep Sat On Your Rooftop?: Not my current one, but yes *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer Phone 0R IM?: Phone McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Burger King Summer 0R Winter?: Summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: CD's XBox 0R PS2?: Neither really RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Pepperoni and Pineapple Your Fears?: Snakes Your Weakness?: my friends children Do you like Thunderstorms?: yes Number of things in my Past

Wheelchair Etiquette
Wheelchair Etiquette 1. Don't ever push people in wheelchairs. If they weren't able to push themselves, then they would have a motorized chair. 2. Look them in the eyes, not in the legs. (or boobs lol) 3. "Gimp" or "crip" are totally unacceptable for walking people to say. (unless it's me, I mean have you noticed my display name on here. obviously I don't mind) 4. But it is perfectly okay for a paralytic to call themselves and each other that. 5. Offending terms that should never be said to describe paralytics include: suffers from, victim, strickened, confined, struggling with, unfortunate, deformed, defective, poor, or lame. 6. When you are blocking their way in a restaurant, try to get out of the way calmly and not mutter "I'm sorry; I'm so sorry; I'm so very very sorry," as if you've just stepped on the neck of someone's kitten. 7. Don't shout in their ears. They're not deaf, they just can't walk. 8. If you must shout, please never shout,

God ~ Country ~ Honor
I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's for a few cold ones. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 16:55. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever -- the heat and humidity at the same level -- both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace .. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed. She had a cane and a sheaf of flowers, about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier... my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day my duty was to assist anyone coming in. Kevin would lock the 'In' gate and if.... I could just hurry the old biddy along

I Are Teh Emo Kid
Your result for The Personality Defect Test... Emo KidYou are 43% Rational, 0% Extroverted, 29% Brutal, and 29% Arrogant. You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. (And Jesus almost never pukes, being immortal and not requiring an act of puke to dispell toxins from his corporeal manifestation.) If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being that go something like this: life is a spike / upon which i have impaled mysefl / fuck you dad So, your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underc

False Hope
When I was lost and lonely, and felt I had reached the end...you came around and took my hand. When I was angry and betrayed and ready to fight... you stepped in and made it right. When I was sad and frightnened and felt so small... you stood beside me through it all. You showed me what it meant to be a friend. You taught me how to trust again. I felt safe and comfortable with you. You said to me you felt it too. Then something happened.... you had changed. My whole world was rearranged. I tried to help and much to my dismay, all you did was push me away. I did everything I could do. You told me to stay away from you. You said it would be best for me. You didn't want to hurt me. I gave you what you needed but it wasn't good enough. You said that staying friends with me was just too tough. I don't know what happened to make it all go bad. To this day you were the best friend I ever had. But in the end it mattered not.... Because HURT was all I got.

Melissa
Crossroads, seem to come and go, yeah. The gypsy flies from coast to coast Knowing many, loving none, Bearing sorrow havin' fun, But back home he'll always run To sweet Melissa... mmm... Freight train, each car looks the same, all the same. And no one knows the Gypsy's name No one hears his lonely sigh, There are no blankets where he lies. In all his deepest dreams the Gypsy flies with sweet Melissa... mmm... Again the morning's come, Again he's on the run, Sunbeams shining through his hair, Appearing not to have a care. Well, pick up your gear and Gypsy roll on, roll on. Crossroads, will you ever let him go? (Lord, Lord) Will you hide the dead man's ghost, Or will he lie, beneath the clay, or will his spirit roll away? But I know that he won't stay without Melissa. Yes I know that he won't stay without Melissa.

I Am In This Auction
Hey everyone. I am in this auction that is hosted by Babylove. Please come check it out and make a bid!! Be sure to give Babylove lots of love. She put a lot of work into making the pictures and uploading them. ♥ßàЪÿLŏvë GF 2 Ðj §ÇÔTTÝ ß♥@ fubar Don't forget to stop by Zooks page too. ZoOkS!!~ThE FoReSkIn UnRaVeLeR oF sEcUrItY @ pYrOtEkNiCs~@ fubar

This Isn't Real Life Part 2
After posting my last blog I decided I had a few more things to say. I am not trying to sound harsh. I'm simply trying to be realistic. I am just as human as the next person. I do realize that feelings for people can develop over the internet, but the reality of meeting any of those people is next to nothing. So being the "real" person that I am I try to stick to the more tangible side of life. Don't get me wrong. I love to meet people. I love to flirt with people. It's just that there is so much "drama" on here associated with taking things a bit to far. That is the stuff I have a hard time dealing with. If you want to be my friend...Great!! If you want to flirt...even better. BUT.....don't go to other guys pages and look at what comments I leave or see what gifts I have sent. It doesn't matter!!...and to be honest with you, I'm still going to send gifts and leave whatever kinds of comments I want to leave. Thats half the fun and appeal of this place. If you can't handle that t

Times
There are times where I want to love you. There are times where I feel I could kill you. There are time where I want to hug and kiss you all over. There are also times where I feel as if it dont matter if you stay or go. There are times where I never want to lose you. There are times that I miss you more then ever. There are more times when I melt when you look at me. When I cant wait for you to come home or I am busting to talk to you in the morning. I know I dont show it much anymore but its true..... If you left I would miss you If you left I would be lost.... I would cry.... But then I would also know that you did love me....

Some Music 101
yeah yeah...i haven't posted a blog in forever on here....well i don't have much i'd like to talk about. period. so in the mean time, until i have something "worthwhile" to say, here's some music 101 for those wondering what albums/bands/groups/etc. you all should check out. this list usually could be long as hell, but i'm gonna make it simple and give you only 100(trust me this is not even a dent in what all i listen to) and the album, i think, to listen to first to give you the best impression of the band. and there is no order, it's just as they come to my head. enjoy. (i'm bored and have nothing better to do at this time. hahaha.) 1. Botch- "We are the Romans" 2. At the Gates - "Slaughter of the Soul" 3. Death - "Symbolic" 4. Stolen Babies - "There be Squabbles Ahead" 5. Carcass - "Heartwork" 6. Isis - "Panopticon" 7. Neurosis - "Through Silver in Blood" 8. Hank Williams III - "Straight to Hell" 9. Meshuggah - "Destroy Erase Improve" 10. Faith No More - "Ange

Fu-ownership And The Drama It Ensues! New Update!
Well kids, it looks as though we have a new feature on Fubar. The ability to own each other just by clicking a link. And, as with all fu-changes or fu-updates, we have some new fu-drama to go with it. Some people like this new feature, like me! Some, do not. The ones that do not, their arguements are that they want to be asked permission, or that they are losing fu-bucks. OH NO!! Say it ain't so!! Come on people, it's virtual money you are losing, not real money. Get a freakin grip!!! And as far as being asked permission?? For WHAT?? If you don't want to be fu-owned, put that in your name. If you think it will bring out the stalkers, then just don't participate. Don't buy anyone! Update: I have now seen people getting blocked over this. OMG!! This is a FUCKING computer game! Nothing more! If it bothers you SO much that someone wants to "own" you, then GTF off the computer! Who cares if someone wants to "own" someone by clicking their mouse. OMG! Calm down!! Facebook d

Caa #23 - Update#2
Good evening Angels, Angels in Training, volunteer angels and others that come to my humble blog, welcome. Pray is an amazing thing and a lot of times we are asked to pray for someone or something, especially here on my angel blog, and may never know what happens. Except in a few rare instances. This is on of them, my friend at work, for those who have not seen, had fallen of the roof and broke his ankle. Somewhere during this they found out his kidneys were failing, one of them had cancer and it had to be removed. Though he lost a kidney, they are almost 100% sure they got it all and he returned back to work this past Monday, looking good, lost a lot of weight, bu still looks healthy. He sent me an email for all the people that donated sick time to him , and kept him and his family in prayer to say thank you. So on behalf of my friend and coworker, I wish to extend his thanks to all of you out there, our prayers really did make a difference. Love and thanks, to God

Look Who's Hosting An Auction......
These sexy ladies have decided to host an auction for you hot fu's out there! We are accepting 10 people each. And you get to choose who's auction you'll be in! If you are interested in joining Miss Lexi's auction, click on the picture on the left. If you are interested in joining Tennisgirl's auction, click on the picture on the right. The entry fee is 50K. The minimum bid will be 70K, so you will get your money back! Please message either one with a SFW picture you want to use plus everything you will be offering. The auction will start once we have twenty people altogether. It will go until November 30th. Please send private messages only. NO SHOUTS! So what are you waiting for?? Join today! :-D This bulletin has been brought to you by two lovely ladies: Tennisgirl1987 - ClubF.A.R., ShadowLeveler, Promoter@Playground, OwnedbyStormyParks, K-Man'sGurl@fubar and ~*Miss Lexi Rayne*~ Is A NaUgHtY KO GiRL!@fubar

Zack And Miri
Went last night with my buddy Stephanie to see it. Man, it's kinda weird to watch a movie with that much sex in it with a female work colleague. Still, that was some damned funny shit. And Seth Rogen is the only guy I'd gay-marry. He's such a dude. I'd take one in the ass if he promised to laugh while he did it. Great movie, for what it's worth. V funny, but also with that trademark Smith sentimentality. I'd say he's finally proved that he can make movies outside of the J&SB world. :D

Epilepsy
@ fubar"> @ fubar"> EPILEPSY...What Is It? Epilepsy is a medical condition that produces seizures affecting a variety of mental and physical functions. It’s also called a seizure disorder. When a person has two or more seizures, they are considered to have epilepsy. A seizure happens when a brief, strong surge of electrical activity affects part or all of the brain. One in 10 adults will have a seizure sometime during their life. Seizures can last from a few seconds to a few minutes. They can have many symptoms, from convulsions and loss of consciousness to some that are not always recognized as seizures by the person experiencing them or by health care professionals: blank staring, lip smacking, or jerking movements of arms and legs. More than 3 million people in the U.S. have some form of epilepsy. About 200,000 new cases of seizure disorders and epilepsy are diagnosed each year.

October Winner Is
~October WINNER~ Ok the moment you have all been waiting for our monthly winner of a 1- month V.I.P. for the ~Devils Advocates Bombing And Leveling Crew~is: Sapphire RLW of Slimreb · Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew@ fubar Congrats To her please go show her mad love and congratulate her. Great Job Sapphire and good luck to you all next month.

My Face Is Sliding Off And Other 40+ Issues....
As i wake up today and look in the mirror at the extra pair of luggage i seem to be carrying under my eyes from lack of good sleep I wonder what cruel little surprise my 40+ body has in store for me next. It seemed that on my 40th birthday the process started of my face sliding off the bone of my skull giving me the slight resemblance of the dog in Dukes of Hazzard to the decided drop in a few other strategic places that were once perky and ready to face the world. The gray hairs come in faster than Clairol can keep up with and naps in the afternoon that I used to make fun of my mother for taking are something i would pay good money to be able to do in peace. What does it all MEAN??? Means I am not immortal like in Greek Mythology afterall. Somebody lied...lol! How quickly you get here and how fast it all flies by. Are you ready for it? I used to get hit on by older men who worried that I would get pregnant and they would end up paying child support. Now I get h

Thickheaded 1
well, this is a blog viewable by all, and let me say, this one's a doozy, I haven't had to tell a girl to back off of "thanatos" for a while now, but this one, didn't want to get the hint, she's on all the social networking sites, the one that sent me over was myyearbook, where she had "thanatos" as her dirty little secret/playtoy, at which point i had to tell her to back off, I usually put up with light flirting, but getting to the point where they don't want to listen when HE says to back off, it's my turn, now, i tend to be protective of my relationship with him, five years running, no one better tell me i shouldn't check on him, those of you girls out there that flirt with him know, i'll put up with alot, but when they think that he's gonna invite them down (honestly) to our house to be *ahem* buddies, then I'm gonna step in and say something, this girl had something like six blogs about something she couldn't have, and even said he knows who he is, "thanatos" told me that he was

To View My Nsfw
Lets Get Naughty Hey guys and girl, I know you have seen my pics and probably rated them as well. Its left you wanting more. Let me tell you how to get what we both want from this. Yes I have a Naughty folder and you want in to it! Well here is what u need to do! 1.Rate All My Pics 2.Fan Me and Rate Me 3.Leave 100 Pic Comments 4.Bling Me Once I also do personalized pics! Wanna see me in a sexual act or doing or wearing something for you? How about with your name on my sexy ass, tits, or even my wet pussy? Well that will take some effort to get what we both want on that too. Here's how! 1.Rate All My Pics 2.Fan + Rate me 3.Leave 500 Comments 4.Bling Me 3 Times! I also make personalized videos for your veiwing pleasure! Want a naked salute to you, how about a video of what i do alone, or even a video of me taking it in my ass or pussy? or sucking a nice head? Well all you have to do is but me a months VIP and its all yours sent to your email! So boys I am here to

A Tribute To Mitch Mitchell...
I meant to do this last week but I got distracted. Anyway....exactly one week ago rock music (well, all music actually) lost one of the greatest drummers ever to pick up the sticks. Mitch Mitchell was recruited by Jimi Hendrix to join the power-trio known as The Jimi Hendrix Experience. Noel Redding joined as the bassist. Mitchell was Hendrix's most important collaborator. They fed off each other on stage, off stage and in the studio. He is regarded as the pioneer of the fusion drumming style. What made him so great? There are many reasons, however the most important reason was this - he could actually keep up with Jimi Hendrix. On some songs - Voodoo Child(Slight Return), I Don't Live Today, Manic Depression, Spanish Castle Magic, and others - he outshined Hendrix. Do you have any idea how hard that is? It's arguably the closest thing to impossible you can get. Yet, he did it. And he made it look relatively easy. Nevertheless, he is still vastly underrated and unde

Not The Sweet Passionate Stuff I Usually Write
I came in from shopping today I laid my keys on the table grabbed a glass of water walked past the phone not bothering to check the flashing light. I kicked off my shoes climbed on the bed, just laying down for a min. hair laying on the pillow I closed my eyes thinking I need to get up here in a second to shower and start dinner. I don't know how long it was I woke up and couldn't see something was covering my eyes my hands were above my head could feel the cold metal I knew so well as handcuffs. I started to panic then I hear your voice I can tell your standing over the top of me "Lay still baby its only me." I calm down a little I ask"why am I handcuffed to my bed?" you reply " you should have checked your messages or maybe checked the living room where I was sitting" I reply "I am sorry, Sir" I feel you reach down and put your hand under my shirt I jump. you start unbuttoning my shirt, I try to struggle to stop you but to no avail you just chuckle as you lay my shirt

What Your Outfit Says About You... 8-p
What This Outfit Says About You You are a stylish example for all. You are very put together. You are glamourous and modern. You're the type of person who starts trends. Besides wearing the right thing, you often say and do the right thing. You are the perfect mix of wit and poise. Your high end fashion designer match: Michael Kors Your must have accessory: A gold watch The Outfit Test

A Question For Real Men And Real Men Only
ok me and some friends were talking and we were discussing what do men think sexy is we know what you like to see thats a no brainer but i want to know what do men think is sexy about a woman i for one say if shes smart and got a good mind and is about hers thats sexy for the body i say thick is sexy more curves the better but i wanna know what you think and be real and honest

Candace Got Talent
So my coworker mentioned that I'm multi-talented. And it got us talking about what stuff I'm good at. So I've compiled a list. -PHOTOGRAPHY -SEWING -COOKING -BAKING -BUILDING COMPUTERS -FIXING COMPUTERS -WEB DESIGN -GRAPHIC DESIGN -GARDENING -CAR AUDIO INSTALLATIONS -DRAWING -HORSESHOES -VOLLEYBALL -SWIMMING AND DIVING -BOWLING -ROLLER SKATING -VIDEO GAMES -INTERIOR DECORATING AND REMODELING -PIANO -SINGING -ORGANIZING AND COORDINATING I'm sure there is more to list so I'll add them as I think of them LOL

Top Ten Reasons You Will Know It Is Almost Thanksgiving
I love Top Ten Lists...and i thot i would take a stab at writing one..just for the fun of it... ok..here goes..if u like it..tell me..if u don't..then...well...keep it to urself.... Lemme see...Thursdays Top Ten Reasons ...Why You Know its Almost Thanksgiving.... 10. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you go to the grocery store and there aren't any more Brussel Sprouts in the veggie section.... 9. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you go to the mall and they have Christmas decorations covered in sheets..... 8. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if the only turkeys in Washington have feathers..... 7. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if reruns of Martha Stewart getting stuffed...i mean stuffing a turkey are on daily.... 6. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you live in Buffalo NY and there is already 5 feet of snow on the ground... 5. You know it is almost Thanksgiving if you call a 1- 888 number and you are told the best way to baste your bird...

Auction #2! It's Auction Season!
Well apparently it's auction season! If you missed your chance in the Godfather/Godmother auction you have 2 more chances to own me! Here's Auction #2! xoxox Stace (Rates count too so bomb away! lol)

Nine Words Women Use
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how

Tommy Girl?
You know the drill boys and girls. Bottom to top on the dialog. ->⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: Lame ass poster? That was some kewl shit, just like my blog about you is going to be. ⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: as a matter of fact i didn't take it in a bad way....its just this simple mood called bein sarcastic....and thats what it looked like to me....i mean yea i could be wrong but thats how it hit me after you came at me the way you did and made that lame ass poster.....i mean how would you take it after i did all that lol ->⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: Wasn't talking about your family, I was talking about you. I said your grandmother must be proud. Are you that insecure with yourself that you take everything as an insult? When people do that, it's because they know it's true. ⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: if you say so ->⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: Actually, my mom didn't use a microwave. She made me real food. Your pictures tell enough about you. I don't need to talk to you to know more, besides, this co

Have Auto 11 On? Wanting To Rate 11?
JUST A THOUGHT FOR THOSE OF YOU WHEN YOU HAVE AUTO 11'S. WHAT YOU COULD DO WHEN YOU ACTIVATE YOUR AUTO 11 BLING, IS SIMPLY GO TO YOU SETTINGS AND ADD TO YOUR "NICKNAME" ANYWHERE.. "AUTO 11". YOU DO NOT NEED TO REPLACE YOUR NAME, JUST ADD IT TO YOUR NAME IN SOME WAY. FOR PEOPLE LOOKING FOR THOSE WITH AUTO 11'S GO TO TOP RIGHT AND CLICK "SEARCH" THEN "MEMBER SEARCH" AND TYPE IN "AUTO 11" TADA! THOSE WHO HAVE ADDED "AUTO 11" INTO THEIR NAME WILL POP UP. I THINK THIS IS THE MOST UP TO DATE WAY OF SEEKING OUT THOSE WHO HAVE THE AUTO 11'S AND LETTING PEOPLE KNOW YOU HAVE THEM! TO SAVE MYSELF TIME, I USE THE SEARCH SO I CAN GET THOSE 11'S!

Happiest Moments
[He knows who he is] When I think of you, I find a smile on my face. When I hear you, My heart changes pace. I find myself missing you When I wait for your reply. And every second you're away, I find myself wanting to cry. When I see your picture, I find myself in day dreams. and when I read your IM's, My heart bursts through my seams. I fall asleep with a smile, as you never leave my thoughts. You have not a single clue how much happiness you've brought. I love the silly 'arguments' and the long conversations, that have nothing to do with anything. AT ALL. and I can't find anything that nearly explains this feeling. Or even compares to it.. I guess "I love you" will have to do. ♥

To My Friends And Family!!
I just wanted to let certain ppl that i cherish everything they have done for me! First off i would like to thank MOON - hun u have been there for me alot since i have met u, im greatful to have a Angel in my life and girl thats exactly what u are to me! Love Ya!!! Toasty - U have been one of my favs since day one, I love u unconditionally, There isnt enough words to explain how much u mean to me! Even if u just send me them faces with the tounge sticking out it makes me smile every time!! Bite Babe - U rock, and surely know how to put a smile on my face, u make my days better just being around! Love ya so much!! SWEETNESS - I enjoy having u in my life even though we didn't really start talking, talking, til recently but u have a spot in my heart and always will, one of the ppl i have shared MY DUMB BLONDE MOMENTS with and trust me i don't share them with just ANYONE!LMAO! Betrayed - U dear have me laughing so much sometimes i think im dying! i enjoy chatting with u!! thanks for being

Taggeddddddd Ha Ha
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I LOVE Glittery Objects. 2. I LOVE the smell of hawaiian tropic and chocolate amber from bath and body works. 3. My name is Casey, NUFF SAID. 4. I loathe ignorant people especially those with educations of any sort. 5. I will Fight for what I believe in and I do Believe in LOTS and I am good at standing my ground. 6. I LOVE and I do mean LOVE the 80's music !! 7. The Super Nintendo ROCKS !! 8. I love Stef Dearly...!!!! 9. I joined an auction..... 10. I wear glasses ALL Day . 11. I want to go to Asian Temples 12. I am really really shy.. 13. I have a facial expression for everything 14. I HATE louisville, Kentucky. 15. Thinkin about going

Satisfy You
When it hurt I ease the pain, girl Caress your frame, get them worries off your brain, girl I'm in your corner do what you want it's your thing,girl Opposites Attract, but we one in the same, girl It ain't a game so I can't play with you I wanna lay with you, stay with you, pray with you Grow old and gray with you In good and bad times we'll always make it through Cause what we got is true No matter what they say to you I can straight lace you, not just appearance Stimulate your mind, strengthen your spirits Be the voice of reason when you ain't tryin' hear it You want it but you fear it, but you love it when you near it Knew you was the one, that's why I chose ya Cause you get down for yours and ride like a soldier. I'm the light when you can't see I'm that air when you can't breathe I'm that feeling when you can't leave Some doubt, some believe, some lie, cheat, and deceive So it's only you and me When you weak, I'll make you strong, here's where you belong

Friend In Need Of Help !
This wonderful lady is only 101,000 from leveling !! She is super sweet and could use all the help she can get so please go show her some love for me !! big huggles !!!! ~♥StarShine♥~ 2nd Alarm Hotties Member~ Fu Engaged 2 Indiana Cowboy~@ fubar

~ Mindless
Systematically reversing the play by play of times passed. Running myself in circles of raw, remembered hurt and feelings, locked up for far too long. Improvements desperately needed, but the emotional funding isn't available. Freedom of the mind seems to constantly get jerked away from me as if I'm not permitted such ease, or satisfaction in life. So much love to wrap myself in, and even more happiness, yet no steady, easy pace for my mind to wander as the rest of me lives. It lives seperately from my heart, my soul... all that is me. It is not mine. *My brain spits stuff like this out sometimes at the least expected moments, don't try to make sense of it, you may hurt yourself. If it makes sense, I'll give you the # to my therapist :P *

Club Mystic Member List
MEMBERS TO BE RATED OVER THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!! LYNNE HAS AUTO-11'S UNTIL ABOUT 9:00AM FU-TIME ON SATURDAY NOV.22ND! THAT IS 11AM CST AND NOON EST! HOOK HER UP WITH RATES, AS MANY AS YOU CAN, AND REMEMBER THAT YOU CAN BANK SOME MAJOR POINTS BY RATING SOMEONE WITH AUTO-11'S ACTIVATED! WOOT! *~~Lynne~~*@ fubar Oracle!!! 62,014,073 points!!! ALSO, THESE MEMBERS ARE CLOSING IN ON THE NEXT LEVEL, LET'S HELP THEM OUT! WOOHOOO! **TABBY76**@ fubar Fubarlord ----> Henchman 220,701 Points to go! gaigeandmorgynsmom@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King 261,232 Points to go! I WOULD ALSO LIKE FOR EVERYONE TO RATE ALL OF GUNNY'S PICS AND STASH THIS WEEK! HE DOES A LOT FOR ALL OF US, TIME TO RETURN SOME LOVE, AND LOTS OF IT! Gµññý-§ @ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 5,406,482 Points to go! AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King 281,547 Points to go!

Random Thoughts
I wonder if all these people who exercise and eat right, dont smoke or drink,... do you think they feel stupid when they die for no reason?? I believe that you can think you know what you want, KNOW you know what you want, believe you know what you want... then you get it and you realized you have no idea what you really wanted or why you wanted THAT I believe the more things change, the more they stay the same I believe that if someone tells you they wont hurt you, you can guarentee they will... and probably sooner than you think I believe random ideas can be fun... and funny I believe change takes time, energy, and a strong will I believe that most people are stupid, annoying fucknuts that are only here cause its illegal to cut their heads off and shove them up their own asses I believe I might have anger issues I believe that if you think someone is worth it all, you will do anything you can to keep them in your life I believe in love at first sight I

Just Wrote This Now
“Two Faces” Two faces I have, two faces have I. The one that you knew and the one they thought had died. My flesh it is peeling in ribbons today, Now the new face is gone and the old comes out to play. To me it feels more lifelike, this leathery skin. This mask made of darkness, carved out of sin. Each simple line, each blemish, each scar, Whispers of carnage and dark deeds afar. You see, ages ago I wasn’t a saint. I’m not going to lie about things that I ain’t. As for quite who I was, and what I did in my youth, I’ll keep it all hidden ; you can’t handle the truth. If you look in my eyes you might see a clue. But by then it would be far too late for you. If you think my “new” face is the most evil of things, Don’t look behind me, you might see my wings. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved

Does Anyone Truly Understand A Relationship?
Ok, first off, if you are reading this, don't get offened. This is not directed towards anyone person. This is just a few of my thoughs that I had while at work last night. First of all does anyone truly understand men or women? I for one don't. For some reason men are known to be complete and total dogs. They like to play around with other people's feelings and in the end who do they really end up hurting? Only themselves really. That is why you see so many men these days that are in their late 30s early 40s and still single, or they have been divorced like 4 times. I mean, come on guys, at some point and time, its time to grow up and stop acting like you are in high school. IF you are interested in a woman, then be honest with her. For one this is chat. It isn't real life, its only a program where you can get to know someone easier then at a noisy bar. If you are talking to one woman, don't lie to her and tell her she is the only one you are tlaking to. Do you really

They Shouldn't Make Coffins This Small
"They shouldn't make coffins this small.." a patron of the wake added as he looked down at what was once a young, vibrant woman, aspiring to the world. He traced the cold and dead skin of her hands with his own before walking off and eventually leaving like everyone else eventually would. A dull roar of sniffles, and whimpering consumed to funeral home like a flood consumes a valley, Each person came up to the casket with small gifts and phrases such as "You were too young" or "Cut down in her youth..." and the infamous " She was such a good person" What brought this soul to the end of what would have been a long and detailed journey? Bullied in school, beaten by her sister, left by her mother, and those few hopefuls along the way that molested her until she was plagued with night mares. Perhaps she was unable to take being mocked and humiliated for years and years. Perhaps she felt worthless and hopeless, that sort of drowning feeling you get when overwhelmed by depression. Th

Rest In Peace Jazzy Is A Liar And A Cheat!!! Helpppp
Now this girls status is giving away 3 auto 11s or something to that effect.. so i asked where to bid on them and then this was the conversation REST IN PE...: no un i,m just asking 3 mil per auto 11 ->REST IN PE...: serious? ill give you 3 million for an auto 11 REST IN PE...: k send away darlin ->REST IN PE...: done i sent the 3 million fubucks REST IN PEACE J... (3 auto 11's for sale..I GOT LOTZ OF BLING) Berwick, PA subject: Brandi Lynne sent you 3000000 fuBucks! sent: 11/22/2008 11:29 am Brandi Lynne has just sent you 3000000 fuBucks! "there you go :)" And this was her response::: ENJOY UR AUTO 11 received: 11/22/2008 11:30 am replied: no block this member Flag as spam Here you go darling ENJOY except it was empty and she blocked me!!! ERROR: this user's permissions don't allow you to do this. if you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list, click here. can i

Kevin Sharp-nobody Knows It But Me
i pretend that i'm glad you went away.but these four wall closeing more everyday,and i'm dieing inside and nobody knows it but me.like a clown i put on a show,the pain is real even if nobody knows and i'm crying inside and nobody knows it but me.why didn't i say the things i needed to say.how could i let my angel get away.now my world is just a tumbleing down i can see it so clearly that your no where around.nights are lonely the days are so sad i just keep thinking about the love that we had.and i'm missing you and nobody knows it but me.how blue can i get you can ask my heart just like jigsaw puzzle thats been tore all apart. a million words couldn't say just how i feel a millions years from now you know i'll be loveing you still.nights are lonely the days are so sad,i just keep thinking about the love that we had.and i'm missing you and nobody knows it but me.

Voices Of Theory-say It
you know that i want you babe.you know that i need you.you know that i love you.just say it.am i giveing enough?is it all it should be?waters get rough will you still swim with me?so afraid to come close and maybe to soon.and maybe to much for you to consume.and i want to know if i can live inside your world.and i want to know if i can give it to you girl.you know that i want to say it.you know that i need to say it.you know that i love to say it.our love just goes on and on and on.you know that i want to say it.you know that i need to say it.you know that i love to say it.my love just goes on and on and on.i gave you all that you need.there's no better place you can be.and i know that in time you will believe in me.so please hold out your hand and lets exchange these golden bands cause i want you in my life i want you to be my wife.and i want to know if i can live inside your world.and i want to know if i can give it to you girl.you know that i want to say it.you know that i need to s

Read My Profile Pervs.....
I find it amusing that there are some that just automatically believe that because you have a page on this site..that your going to get all down and dirty with them...Hahaha...Read a persons profile first you lame brains... Pay close attention to someones relationship status...or ask first before you make a fool of yourself...You think that because of my little naughty folder that I'm going to whore myself out to just anyone...Damn you have some growing up to do... Have you ever heard of treating a woman like a lady first?...And btw...I am one first and foremost... I can be just as naughty as anyone on here...But that is saved for my significant other...And trust me...He's a very happy man... Have a Beautiful Day... :)

Kyle
I called your cell. I was hoping you would answer, and I would cuss you out for being a liar. But I got your voicemail, so I just said, "Damn you, Kyle." I don't know if people who kill themselves go to Hell. I hope God had mercy on you. I hope you are happy and at peace finally. I can't bear the idea of anything else. You always talked about dying in battle, with honor. You swore you would die a soldier, for the sake of your country. And yet you took your life and died in vain??? Why didn't you call? I would have answered. Did you really think there was nothing to live for? Damn it, Kyle. Life goes on. Only God knows what possibilities there were for you. I know it was hard, but you had the strength to bear it. I know you did. Why did you surrender? The Kyle I knew always fought to the end! It's not fathomable to me that you just gave up. I'm sorry if I wasn't there. I'm sorry if you didn't think I would listen if you talked. I'm sorry if you thought

A Little Crash
Hey everyone, Big Saturday night and my little body is at home. Why, it's simple car race, bad brakes, Tara goes over the hood. I lucked out with only getting a broken leg. You should have seen me trying to explain why I was half naked (in 40 degree weather), and in handcuffs, to the police and medical responders. All my partying is shut down for a while. Who wants to fuck or torture a crip. :) I'll have a lot more time for Fubar. luv u Tara

Happy Hour Thanks
Just wanted to say thanks to everyone that stopped by during my Happy Hour and rated my stuff. I also wanted to give special thanks to the man below who snuck in minutes in to my Happy Hour and gave me an Auto 11. Had me so frazzled and confused in a rush to activate it I got tongue tied, finger form and forgot how to do it for a moment..lol §1lkéÑélÐêr™...Øwned by Hard 2 Handle leave a voice comment pleaseeeeee@ fubarSo please stop by Silk's page and show him some love when ya get a chance!

Truthful Lies
Lost in time those with power shall rise Those who shun evil..with fearful eyes. Breaking the soul of the weak at heart Through the lies of society this life falls apart. The souls who lay restless to cry forsaken tears will live on to do evil through thousands of years These people we have forgotten still lurk in the light Of that same forgotten soul who continues to fight. The beauty is only truely seen through the eyes of the willing and fearless...may love be your light..through this world who has forgotten us..we will rise again..and they will be reminded of why they once feared this shadow...

My Second Mom
for the longest time i've always felt close to my aunt gloria (tia gloria :P) she used to live just a few blocks from me when i was little then when her kids left to college in southern california she moved with them every chance i got to visit her, i felt at home the aroma of the city, her house, her face.. and never had a logically explanation as to why i was so close to her then she told me that when i was around 2-10 she use to babysit me while my mother worked and that i always clinged to her now she's at my mom's house only 2 hours away and i won't be able to see her i'm so sad right now i want to cry =/ i miss her

Auto 11 Bling
hi to all I will activate auto 11 bling today 11/23 at 9:00 am futime, ty to all who will come help me, i am trying to be the first french prophet on fubar. sum random blings will be given !!! i wish yu all a blessed day hugzzzz !!!!

Help Me! Make Fubucks Too!
Hello everyone. I'm in a comment bombing contest to win an auto 11's bling. At first the contest started off fun we were just bombing away until 25K but in the last 2 days my competitor has decided to cheat and use a comment bombing program to get way ahead of us. So I am asking for your help now. I am offering 10K per 100 comments! To me I could care less now whether I got the auto 11's bling I just want to win because their cheating is making me mad. Here is the link. Contest ends tonight at 11:59 est! Rating the pic counts as 1 comment.

Just Me Ranting
alone again Going deeper in my thoughts never seen this side of myself, no i don't pity myself, or feel low i just make sure that i am all there my brain says one thing and my body does another, I have felt the rain on my face and it feels like tears flowing from my eyes so warm and comforting at times. i will not wish it to go away i will only hope it stays to wash my body of the sins i think i might have committed i feel i need to be purified and taken under someones wings to be told how to do it all over again. I miss not knowing how to make myself whole. I want to be heard, touched, controlled, and loved. Is that to much to ask? I cry alot not for the hope someone will pity me but to cleanse my soul. Please don't look down on me just offer a hand and a heart along with a leash and a collar.

Rodeo Clowns
Rodeo Clowns - Jack Johnson Rodeo Clowns -- Jack Johnson sweeping the floors, open up the doors yeah turn on the lights, gettin ready for tonight nobody's romantic cuz it's too early for dancin but here comes the music bright lights flashing to cover up your lack of so many people, so many problems, so many reasons to buy another round, drink it down just another night on the town with the big man, money man, better than the other man he got the plan with the million dollar give a damn when nobody understands, become a smaller man the bright lights keep flashing, and the women keep on dancing with the clowns, yeah yeah yeah they pick me up when i'm down yeah yeah the rodeo clowns, yeah yeah yeah they pick me up when i'm down the disco ball spinning, all the music and the women and the shots of tequila, man they say that they need ya, what they really need...is just a little room to breathe teeny bopping disco queen, she barely understands her dreams of

Characteristics Of Healthy Relationships
OK MY FRIENDS ... i came across a page that was folded up among my books and i BELIVE and feel that this will help not only myself but hopefully some of you as well... the following is a list like a check list of many "ATTITUDES AND BEAHVIORS" that either are or are not present in ones own life and then many relationships we all have.. wether its a friendship, and intimate relationship , parent... print this off and sit and either check things off as u realize this different little things... hope this helps you all. HOW MANY OF THE FOLLOWING ATTITUDES AND BEHAVIORS ARE PRESENT IN YOUR RELATIONSHIPS??? 1. COMMUNICATION is open and SPONTANIOUS (including LISTENING) 2. RULES/BOUNDRIES are clear and explicit, yet allows flexibility 3. INDIVIDUALITY, FREEDOM, and PERSONAL IDENITY is ENHANCED!!!! 4. Each enjoys doing things for SELF, as well as for the OTHER 5. PLAY , HUMOR, and HAVING FUN is common place 6. Each does not attempt to "FIX" or contro

Fred Claus
Ok people I REALLY tried here! I made it through almost an hour of it but I just can't get into it. I have no idea who the movie is geared towards. There are adult references that would make it inappropriate for some children and it's not adult enough to be for adults only. I think I'm going to take it out now and put something else in. If you HAVE to see it because it has Vince Vaughn then enjoy. You very well may actually like it :P

I'm Not A Quitter!
but I can't help but feel that way since I dropped school last week. I struggled to find the right solution to my problem thinking that anxiety had just got the better of me but the more and more I pondered my future career the more I realized it was not the avenue I wanted to take. Why waste my time and money on something that I didn't have a passion for, that I didn't love wholeheartedly? I wasn't bad. I was good! The thing was, I dreaded every Thursday morning when I'd have to wake up and put on my happy face to do it all over again...for what? To prove I wasn't a quitter? A failure? To prove to others that I'm actually good at something other than being a mom? Life is too short I've come to realize. I need to be happy inside not just the face I put on every morning for the world. Now I have a job interview on Tuesday...I havn't worked in three years! I can't even articulate how nervous I am... What if they ask me why I quit school? What if they don't? W

My Fantasy
I get into the house and there is a note hanging where my keys go, it says to go upstairs get a glass of wine, undress, and soak in the bath I've made you. So as I walk the stairs I notice the bedroom is lit up with a bunch of candles and so is the bathroom enough to where I don't even have to turn the lights on. I go to the wine and pour me a glass, I notice it my favorite kind and it's chilled to perfection. I take a sip and start to undress. I grab my wine and walk into the bathroom where the bubble bath is so warm and inviting with the rose petals floating on top. I step in and it's still hot enough to take my breath away but is a wonderful feeling. After soaking for a few mins, you walk in and ask me if i would like my back washed? I say Please. You grab a wash cloth and lather it up with vanilla and start to wash my back. When your done I lay back against the tub and you begin to wash the rest of me starting with my chest playing around, pinching my nipples then grabbing my

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 11-24-08 Katie
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-24-08 Katie Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Katie Birthday: March 24, 1965 Zodiac Sign: Aries Hair Color: dirty blond Eye Color: hazel Tattoos: 7 Piercings: 14 *Favorites* Color: purple & black Season: fall Day Of Week: friday Animal: wolf Flower: rose *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: oh yes, i love the rain! Laughed So Hard You Cried?: many times Smiled For No Reason?: hell yeah Sat On Your Rooftop?: yes *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: computer Phone 0R IM?: im McDonalds 0R Burger King?: ewww don't do fast food Summer 0R Winter?: summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: ipod XBox 0R PS2?: xbox RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: veggie Your Fears?: to die alone Your Weakness?: trying to please too many people Do you like Thunderstorms?: love thunderstorms Nu

Things U Never Wanna Hear @the Thanksgiving Table
#1-Whatcha looking at?? #2-Uncle bobby after, 13 years of sobriety, feels it okay to have ONE drink #3- Mom, Dad you'll always love me no matter what, right??!! Thats all I can think of now. ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To The Man In My Life.
To The Man In My Life. When I look in your eyes... I see kindness, gentleness, compassion, and love. When I hear your voice... I hear the sweetest sound. When you hold me... You have a way of making me feel so peaceful, secure, and content. When you love me... That is the greatest gift of all. Your love has given me life, and with you, my life is full of love.

Men
Anyone that reads this really should take an understanding to my thought. So I view several people throught my time here on the Fu. I noticed that You Fu men are very unaware of what you think is Hott.. And sexy ..Now this doesnt go for everyone But some ..I mean If I were to pick a man off Fu he would definitly have some class and be neat and clean and well clean ...But recently I viewed pics and saw something that was nasty in my eyes ..I mean shave before you raise your Armpits Damn ...And all you men That thought that was sexy ..You need a reality check ! Sick Sick !

Be Careful Who You Bid On.
I normally try to stay out of the fuDrama, but sometimes it finds you no matter how hard you try. So it began simple enough, I had the fuBucks to spare and I bid on and won three ladies in Joey Stylez auction. Two out of the three were great, this is a story about the third. Of all three, she was the one that insisted on receiving the fuBucks right away. That should have warned me. Here is what she promised to do for me: To date all I have received is a fuOwned by in her screen name for a few days. What follows is every message sent back and forth from me to her: She told me she was having money issues so I told her get it when you can. Apparently, she took it as I'll put it off till he stops bothering me or forgets. Decidedly to cut my losses and ask for her to return the fuBucks that I paid for her and we would be square. What I got back was a nasty hate-filled message telling me that I would be taking food out of her daughter's mouth a

Labyrinth
This Creature..... At times lost in darkness Covered by shadow Adorned by light A twisted Being of never ending webwork There is no one set idenity in this ever changing story Scars in stone each a testament of pleasures, desires, strengths and weakness of wisedom earned through endless weeping of tears Yet peering out like so many jewels Hope, Love, Faith, and Dreams still endure Enter then if you dare.....Fancy words written and of speech will not guide you ...for there are none...Seek the eyes and for what can not be spoken or written the eyes will tell all For should the power be given the mouth shall you taste, the body touch, the mind see, the soul enter I AM LABYRINTH Written By: Labyrinth aka Teresa 11/24/08

What She Wanted
She did not ask for much A smile, a tender touch Things he couldn't give Things he would dismiss She strove so hard to fight The darkness of the night But without his tender touch It all just got too much She tried to understand What had become of her man But never was he there And when he was it was a blank stare Sink into despair she did From the problems she had hid When all along if she'd seen Their life was no longer a dream So she tried to communicate Before it got too late But before he rounded the bend She was already at the end He tried to reach her again But the sun had set by then She had moved on from him All hope in their future dimmed Her spirit lost in her trek To get her husband back Out of the dark he got And took off like a shot It took her a while And though she walked for miles Alone she had got home But not to the one she'd known So now began the quest The quest to be her best Her best just for herself And her own

† Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam †
Warning: Kinda Religious, if you can’t relate better not read. I was diagnosed with Typhoid Fever when I was confined in the hospital last November 17. We all know that typhoid is a very dangerous disease and could lead to death when left unattended. I was suffering from headache and high fever 3 days before I was confined. I just prayed to God and left everything in His hands. I am a Roman Catholic and I was raised in a Catholic School since Kindergarten until College. But I can say I am not that religious. I don’t go to church often and I don’t pray often. What's important to me is that I do believe in My Creator and I have faith in Him. I was so weak that time that I can’t stand up or eat. I was just praying and hoping that I would be better soon. I was given antibiotics that day and at around 3 am of November 18, I woke up feeling hungry and I realized I was feeling better. I was discharged the next day. I really thank God on hearing my prayers. I’m giving back the glory to Hi

Dumb Quotes
"Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life." - Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson for a federal anti-smoking campaign. Fiction writing is great, you can make up almost anything." - Ivana Trump, on finishing her first novel "I can't really remember the names of the clubs that we went to." - Shaquille O'Neal, basketball player, on whether he had visited the Parthenon during his visit to Greece "It is wonderful to be here in the great state of Chicago" - Dan Quayle, former U.S. Vice-President "Whenever I watch TV and I see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I would love to be skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff." - Mariah Carey, Pop Singer "If you take out the killings, Washington actually has a very low crime rate." - Marion Barry, mayor of Washington, D.C. "I would not live for

I Need Your Prayers
My mom is having alot of problems it all started this month! she gets these spells that cause her to have really bad pains in her chest there so bad some times she says she can't move she has an appointment today around 1-130 they are going to give her an e.k.g and a stress test to see if any thing shows up! i can tell you right now my mom wont get threw the stress test! she has had a stress test once or twice before and was never able to complete it! I feel like its my fault she is having this problem right now! it started after i got married and after i told her if i needed any more surgery's because of an existing health problem that i have i told her and my dad both that if i needed surgery i would not go threw with it anymore because im to scared to not have them there with me! they have always been there with me!!!! I talked to my sister last night and she told me that my mom has been having these episodes this month it has happened 5 times im not sure if it started before

Bling Pack Offers!
Hello everyone I'm looking for a bling pack donation from one of you lovely fubarians! I'm offering stuff because I don't think it should just be given to me lol. For a 12 credit: 1 SFW salute 200K fubucks For a 25 credit: 1 SFW salute Access to my NSFW 250K fubucks For a 65 credit: 2 SFW salutes Access to my NSFW 450K fubucks 100 pic rates a day for 4 days 1 auto 11's bling from it For a 135 credit 1 auto 11's bling from it Access to my NSFW 2 SFW salutes 800K fubucks 100 pic rates a day for a week Anything more than that and we will discuss it :) If you're interested contact me!

Still Having Pc Problems
most of yall know i was away from pc for about month cause of my pc takin a dive n whatnot..i got a new out of box pc other day and it seems to be havin problems and acts like its been used allready and repackaged so i may be back on if they have another pc or when i can get another one i may go get one somewere else

Colour Of Your Heart?
Boredom strikes Your Heart is Red and Green Your heart is serene and peaceful. You are down to earth, laid back, and secure in who you are. You bring strength and sanity to relationships. You're good at communicating and working through problems. What Are the Colors of Your Heart?

Why's Of Men
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)

The End Of The Road,,,,,,,,
HI All, I have done all I can do on Fubar. I have met some incredible people that mean alot to me. I have tolerated alot on here and left once before and came back but now I know I am at the end of the road. I have nothing more to give and it is not important enough for me to stay on here just to get to level 28. I have a real life and can't spend 24-7 on here like some, my real life takes priority over fu-life. To all my friends and family that want to stay in touch with me, private message me and I will give you my Yahoo address.I guess losing people on here who I really thought cared about me because of their obsession with being a top member on here is the last straw. I guess I would rather be a top person in real life than on a web site. Take care all, be well. I will be giving out random blings and fu-bucks to you before I go.

Manly Behavior
What does it mean to be a MAN? I don't think anyone in my generation REALLY knows. Seeing as how we have had our manhood stripped from us by our mothers at a VERY early age. Our mothers sisters wives girlfriends have ALL stripped small parts of our manhood away. It starts when you're young and your mom delegates when and where you are allowed to apply your man attitudes and actions. She tells you at 14 that you cant watch porn because ? WHY Obviously if you're 14 and you have porn you have a basic idea what the fuck its there for. Then again at 15 and 16 when you get into fights at school. "Be the bigger man and walk away" .......... Coming from a woman I don't think it's proper for you to tell me that NOT defending myself or sticking up for myself is MANLY. As Tyler pointed out we are a generation of men raised by women. 17 -18 SEX.... yea that ones pretty much explains itself. No sex in my house. (case closed) Once we start having sex dating getting interested in more

White Guilt
WHITE GUILT IS DEAD By Tom Adkins Look at my fellow conservatives! There they go, glumly shuffling along, depressed by the election aftermath. Not me. I'm virtually euphoric. Don't get me wrong. I'm not thrilled with America 's flirtation with neo socialism. But there's a massive silver lining in those magical clouds that lofted Barak Obama to the Presidency. For today, without a shred of intellectually legitimate opposition, I can loudly proclaim to America : The Era of White Guilt is over. This seemingly impossible event occurred because the vast majority of white Americans didn't give a fluff about skin color, and enthusiastically pulled the voting lever for a black man. Not just any black man. A very liberal black man who spent his early career race-hustling banks, praying in a racist church for 20 years, and actively worked with America-hating domestic terrorists. Wow! Some resume! Yet they made Barak Obama their leader. Theref ore, as of Nov 4th, 2008, w

Fate, Luck, Charm, Or Karma...
So tell me - do you believe in those things? Or are they just things that just happen because they happen? Fate is not something I believe in. What?!?! Okay, okay - I have to say I dont believe in fate, I believe in Faith. Fate is knowing without a doubt that something is going to happen whether it is for the good or bad about someone or something. Broad definition, I know, sorry! For me - I believe in Faith. Knowing without a doubt that one way or another I shall be taken care of just as you. I believe nothing is impossible for the Lord to handle. I believe that the Lord has a plan for everyone. That doesnt mean that I agree with everything that happens but I believe all things happen for a reason. Luck - ha, this one is easy. Have you ever seen my luck?? It SUCKS!! Not just a bit - a whole lot - every day, all the time, year round. Take for instance this morning - trying to climb into the car and I fall out of the car. Take for instance trying to ride the horse and I end up g

Finally Got To Shoot It.
So, I did a favor for the Special Forces unit and to repay me for it, they took me out for an Afternoon of shooting the Barrett 50 cal sniper rifle. I tell you, I was so excited, I was shooting with a woody. Here is the video. The same day, a bird landed out in front of me. I misses the bird, and switched to the truck. You can see the rounds impact almost instantly.

Tea
Cup of Tea. One day my mother was out and my dad was in charge of me. I was maybe 2 1/2 years old and had just recovered from an accident. Someone had given me a little 'tea set' as a get-well gift and it was one of my favorite toys. Daddy was in the living room engrossed in the evening news when I brought Daddy a little cup of 'tea', which was just water. After several cups of tea and lots of praise for such yummy tea, my Mom came home. My Dad made her wait in the living room to watch me bring him a cup of tea, because it was 'just the cutest thing!' My Mom waited, and sure enough, here I come down the hall with a cup of tea for Daddy and she watches him drink it up. Then she says, (as only a mother would know... :) 'Did it ever occur to you that the only place she can reach to get water is the toilet?

The Lady Of The Dragons! Originally Posted By Firewalker...
thank you firewalker for letting me borrow ur wonderful poetry and reposting it to my own page to share w many others! The lady of the dragons The lady of the dragon sleeps When all about her life is quiet Her deep love of life awakens in her the brilliance of a new day She hastens to care for those about her - Her dearest friends They eagerly await her gentle ways, her warmth from within As she cares for them, Showers love in her endless words and manner Unknown to them is her strength- her courage, her humor And silently, proudly her mother watches as this woman-child grows Into the beautiful lady of the dragons that has always been her dream

Lost And Alone
why do we wonder thro life thinking we know what we want just to realize we r more lost now then we ever were... and why is it the ppl we turn to for love and comfort end up turning us away ... is it so hard for ppl to realize that maybe all a person needs is a hug or a kiss or for them to just wrap there arms around them to say hey i care or hey ill always be here.... dont they know its the security that a person seeks knowing that someone will always be there for u... a loving touch or a gentle brace .. what does a person have to do to get that love they long so much for .... do ppl not understand that we put on a smile just to hide what we r really feeling or we say everything is ok just because we r to scared to say what is on are mind or how we really feel for them in fear they will turn away or the feelings arnt the same .... is some ppl really meant to be alone forever to never feel the lo

My Feet Hurt
Was just remembering this story during smoke break, always bring a smile to my face. One of my co-workers Nick (aka Satan Nick, that's his nickname because of the pointed beard and hair style he has) was well known to overuse his sick time. Most people though would just call in sick and that would be in the end of it. Not Nick, what he liked to do was come to work, play sick, and wait for someone to say "Damn man you should go home", thinking he would get the night off, AND get brownie points for at least trying to work. So of course, anytime Nick would say "Wow I don't feel too good tonight" we would just ignore him. Well, on Christmas night, Nick shows up to work, complaining about his foot hurting. He bitched and moaned about that foot during 2 smoke breaks, no matter how much I ignored him he STILL whined. Finally, he looks down and notices one foot is longer than the other, and sits down and takes off the boots. One is a size 12, the other is a size 10!! His wife bought

Fly There Too
Fly There Too by Andrew Harris I just wanna fly there too, Not so far away from me. Why do I always run and hide, From fears I cannot see? A vagrant, I fall....fall forever Total darkness, silent despair My eyes slowly open, realizing that I left my hope somewhere. Vulnerable heart, bare feet Pound on the unknown ground. Birds are my thoughts, soaring away My teardrops make the only sound. What follows me here, I can't find Keeping my stride, my pain grows. Reasons for things They cannot understand Watching--but I already know. Away from all that matters, Far from things They might do. My mind grows free there forever, I just wanna fly there too.

Giving Thanks
I'd like to dedicate this blog to the people on this site that I'm thankful for. The ones who make me giggle. The ones who know when something is wrong and want to help. The ones who understand how I am and don't take it personal if I don't rate your pics all the time, or stop by your page much. I'm grateful to have such amazing friends. I love you all, and hope you have a great holiday season *hugs* and ♥

Something To Be Thankful For
have been through so much this last year. I have experienced the stress of a divorce, the agony over losing a friend, the heartache of a love that I can't have and so many more things. I have struggled......and I am glad. I sat at a special Church service Tuesday night and listened to the hearts of the people who surround me every week, give thanks for all the many things in there lives. It was moving and awe inspiring to hear their stories and share in the tears of all their trials and triumphs that had brought them to places that they were in at that moment. Amongst the stories, children had drawn pictures of the things they were most thankful for. Through out the evening the children would get to share their pictures with everyone there and tell what they were thankful for. It was awesome. It came time for my daughter to share and I sat in anticipation of what she would say. Anyone who knows her, knows what an amazing soul God gave my sweet little seven year old daughter. I have

Warning:personal Contents
So last night I was hanging out at the house where my friend Sean died. I was hanging out with all my buddies and it was a lot of fun. We even jammed out and I grabbed Seans drumstick, highhats and snare drum and even did a little bit of some shit blues drummin' while Snoop played the harmonica and Kevein was rockin his brand new awesome ass Fender Precision bass he's got. It made me very sad though. Last Thanksgiving, Sean, myself, Dirty, Noggins, Seans Aunt Karen and a couple of her friends were camping down at Lake Monroe here in Indiana. THanksgiving camping along with Feburary camping was becoming tradition with us. So anyway, as I was leaving the house to go to a bar with my girls I went into the room that Sean died in - morbid I know - but I just felt I couldnt help it. Sean was my brother, my friend and my family. Someone I've know for a large portion of my life and I just couldnt help but see where it happened. I even sat on the bed. I was overcome with this saddness and lon

Rrdl Vs The Fu
This is the city, Red Dragon Lounge, Fubar. It's not a bad place to get some R&R. You can learn a bit about DJing, or just hang with the crew, and its free. With a brand new skin, and a newer one in the works, the scenery's hard to beat, And then there's the cams, That's free too. Theres a fair number of jobs open and we get along pretty good. Part time or full time, Its entirely up to you. A few Hours in the morning, and/or a set at night. We have all kinds of fun, in just about anyway you can think of. And a real community that some even consider family. Sometimes, none of these things is enough. It takes bigger challenges, and bigger excitement. When it gets too big, then it becomes my job, I carry a badge. --- DUN DA DA DAT. --- DUN DA DA DA DAAAA. The Story your about to see is true. The Names have been changed to protect the innocent. --- [ DRAGNET 1969 ] --- ---------------------------------------- If you remember this old show you may remember Joe Friday sayi

Forty Six & 2
Forty Six & 2 - Tool My shadow's Shedding skin and I've been picking Scabs again. I'm down Digging through My old muscles Looking for a clue. I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused And insecure delusions For a piece to cross me over Or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in My shadow. My shadow. Change is coming through my shadow. My shadow's Shedding skin I've been picking My scabs again. I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own chaotic And insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, Feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and Cleansing I've endured within My shadow. My shadow. Change is coming. Now is my time. Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. Forty-six and two ahead of me. I choose to live and

Scientist Tests
Sometimes it DOES take a Rocket Scientist!! (true story) Scientists at Rolls Royce built a gun specifically to launch dead chickens at the windshields of airliners and military jets all travelling at maximum velocity. The idea is to simulate the frequent incidents of collisions with airborne fowl to test the strength of the windshields. American engineers heard about the gun and were eager to test it on the windshields of their new high speed trains. Arrangements were made, and a gun was sent to the American engineers. When the gun was fired, the engineers stood shocked as the chicken hurtled out of the barrel, crashed into the shatterproof shield, smashed it to smithereens, blasted through the control console, snapped the engineer's back-rest in two and embedded itself in the back wall of the cabin like an arrow shot from a bow. The horrified Yanks sent Rolls Royce the disastrous results of the experiment, along with the designs of the windshield and begged

Happy Thanksgiving
Did everyone Gobble Gobble enough food down? What about enough pussy? or Did your stuff get gobbled down? Anyone have sex lately? My LIFE FUCKING SUCKS. When you have a cast from your ankle to you hip, well lets just say its kind hard to fuck my PUSSY OR ASS. I'm sorry to be venting but it sucks. I'll stop laying this on everyone. Happy Turkey day, luv u Tara

Don't Know Anymore
I don't know anymore! I just found out one of my best friends killed himself 3 days ago! 25 years ago we worked together drank together had fun played chess!! now he is gone and I will miss him. I talked to him last week he sounded good, I had no clue he was hurting so bad!! he never let me know. I wish I could of stopped him I wish I could of helped! I will miss you my friend! I feel empty now I don't feel anything at all! I just don't know anymore! I am sad again, it seems I have been sad for a long time!! I hope one day I will be happy again...well that's about it for now!! Just empty again feeling nothing at all again!!

From Lord Raven, Thank You!
The Biker I saw you.... Hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see..... Me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you.... Pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see.... Me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you...... Change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see...... Me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you..... Roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see.... Me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you..... Frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see.... Me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you.... Stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see..... Me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you...... Roll your eyes at ou

Moving Toward A Brighter Day
Regarding My blog of yesterday……….. I have decided that I shall be staying………….BUT I do this for ME and no one else From now on, anyone who wishes to cause me trouble or drama will be out, no matter who you are or how close you may be to me, YOU WILL BE OUT FOR GOOD However I do wish to take this time to thank my friends who showed me that no matter what NO ONE is going to drive me away, thank you my friends I love you all To one in particular you alone made me realise the big mistake I would be making if I did go so to you, I thank you from the deepest part of my heart ♥ Finally, to the ONE who has been behind this trouble and drama, move on for you are not welcome here and if you persist you will be considered a stalker and will be treated as such, there is no longer any kind of friendship here for you EVER

Crap I Hate About My Life
Let's start with the obvious: -When you're a contract weldor, your job can end very suddenly and leave you stranded. -When you're a wierdo, sometimes idiots will pick fights with you over anything. -Sometimes, I do that heart thing without meaning to. -On any given day, I could end up on the road to BFE. -Trusting people is my flaw. -I'm prone to being accused of things I haven't done. -The power of the penis is a terrifying thing. -I'll be homeless for Xmas......... There's so much more, but to get into it would take forever.

My Mood Tonight
I am sitting here listening to my music tonight and this song came on. The lyrics and music itself always give me goosebumps and puts me in such a mood! Its such an incredibly sexy song by Type O Negative. Love love love this song! This is DEFINITELY my mood tonight! Wolf Moon by Type O Negative The 28th day She'll be bleeding again And in lupine ways We'll alleviate the pain Unholy water Sanguine addiction Those silver bullets A last blood benediction It is her moon time When there's iron in the air A rusted essence Woman may I know you're there Hey wolf moon Come cast your spell on me Hey wolf moon Come cast your spell on me Don't spill a drop dear Let me kiss the curse away Yourself in my mouth Will you leave me with your taste? Beware The woods at night Beware The lunar light So in this gray haze We'll be meeting again And on that great day I will tease you all the same

Glenn
After everything we went through together, this man I loved for almost 2 years left this earth and was carried home Wednesday. Last conversation we had was a disagreement. I regret not having to have been able to take it all back. Although we had not been "Together" in a long time, I still loved him with all my heart. He was the one love that was never going to work. Cancer being the "Rapacious Creditor" that it is, savagely ran rampid through his body. He may have suffered seriously for a very long time, he did it all with grace and dignity. Never take for granted the people you love in your life. You will always be in my Heart Glenn Hall. I love you. August 30,1958 - November 26, 2008

How We Roll!!! (edited, E1 Plz Read!)
I will continue to repost this with each blog update, as we have so many new members, and it seems that some of the old ones need reminding what Club Mystic is all about! ...and just for those of you that do not already know, I often type in caps, because that is what I want to do, and I like it! It does not mean that I am angry, yelling, upset, etc. This is the freaking INTERNET, people, if it bothers you, either learn to deal, or read someone else's blogs... HOW WE ROLL..... CLUB MYSTIC IS A GROUP OF FRIENDS WHO ENJOY BOMBING GIVEAWAYS AND HELPING EACH OTHER LEVEL, AND LOVE TO HAVE FUN WHILE WE DO IT! ALMOST EVERY MEMBER MAXES OUT ON PIC COMMENTS ON A DAILY BASIS, AND IT IS NOT UNUSUAL FOR THEM TO MAX OUT ON PIC AND STASH RATES AS WELL! THAT'S JUST HOW WE ROLL.... HOWEVER, I WANT TO WARN YOU THAT WE EXPECT A LOT FROM OUR MEMBERS, AND IF YOU ARE NOT BOMBING OUR FEATURED GIVEAWAY, YOU WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE MEMBER LIST WITHOUT WARNING! SLACKERS ARE NOT NEEDED, THIS

Bad Joke
the delivery lady at work likes to be funny, so she's often telling dirty jokes. she's about 66....doesn't wear a bra or put her teeth in. you'd have to see her to truly appreciate her classiness. anyway, todays joke: When you are finished having sex, there are four animals in the bedroom. What are they? 2 tired asses 1 wet pussy and 1 dead cock in my case, cock resurrection is always my hope. she also told me all i need is a rich, ancient guy that would be content just to rub my back.... i asked her: but who will scratch my itches?

Auto 11 Saturday!!!!!
I am running another Auto 11!!!!!! I have folders Marked for 10k Rate all the pics in them, comment the last picture and ill send you 10k in fubucks!!!! Make major points, and get paid for it. Its a win win situation!!!!!!!!!!!!

When I'm Gone
WHEN I’M GONE All the little things that I do lately, seems to make you mad someday you’ll think back of these things and be sad All the little things that work on your nerves, as the day is long someday you’ll realize that you deserved, when I’m gone All the little things just seem to cause you pain someday you’ll realize, I didn’t cause your rain All the little things you say I did wrong will be the things you miss most, when I’m gone All the little things that seem to make you blue someday will be the things that make you smile, when we’re through All the times you had to get the last word at the sound of the gong will seem so absurd, when I’m gone All the times you just had to play your song someday you’ll realize there was a place it didn’t belong All the times you did things that you knew were wrong someday maybe you’ll understand, when I’m gone All the times you just had to be right someday will seem dumb, when I’m out of sight All the times that

Ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!
Haven't seen my brother in 11 months! He's gonna be home any minute!!! And those of you who know about my failed trip to Texas know my disappointment about not seeing him there...But yay!!! He's almost home!!!!!!!

The Power
Recently, I was teasing a friend about how women, because of long standing tradition, change their names after marriage. She lamented all the various things - driver’s license, bank accounts, etc. – that need attention. I said, “Sometimes it’s good to be a guy” to which she quickly replied, “That may be, but we have the power”. Truer words have never been spoken; as long as women are women and men are glad of it, they will have the power. That got me thinking about “The Power” and how folks use it. Do you realize that we all have “The Power”? We have the power to help or hurt. Sometimes we even use our own power to hurt ourselves. Think about this: Let’s say that I’m having a fight with a friend, not fisticuffs mind you, but an awful argument. It gets so heated that neither of us wants to give an inch and the argument ends with both sides vowing never to speak to the other again. Now the mere mention of my “friend” gets me all fired up again and starts to affect my attitude,

Virgo
VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something un-trustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget the one and only. (Some of this is TRUE!)

If You Don't Have Anything Nice To Say...
then blog about it! I've come to realize that my personal limit for forced nicety and cordiality is two days max! The holiday is over people! Please Leave! I understand I'm bound by contract to endure my in laws' idiosyncrasies but I assure you I was never told nor warned of the magnitude to which they would continuously annoy me personally. I'm seriously thinking of adding an amendment to my marital contract if and when that opportunity becomes available to me! We're going on day four. Not only does my tongue hurt, it has teeth marks! Did I detect the distinct taste of blood? I'm sure I did! Never in my whole life have I even fathomed detesting any individual this much let alone two! I know, I should be the better person here. I should endure for the sake of my kids. Don't get me wrong. I do! In fact, I understand that is their sole reason for being here. It's not me. It's the other family that resides within my home...I get it, but why? Why do I have to be

Vip Expirations For Members
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Here Goes
So lets start in August I found out I was pregnant. So I am actually 16 weeks and 2 days. I am due May 22nd. My sister in law wanted me to come on fubar with her. So I did. But it was all like a game to me. At first I told no one about Sarah my lil girl. Then becuase I have a hard pregnancy I didnt tell anyone about the baby. Trey is a made up name to protect my kids dad. He is a marine and is serving the country. I actually loved being pregnant until I met Ray and the drama crew. My pregnancy had been pretty uneventful. I am single and I am sorry that I lied to you Jeremy. You of all people who loved me unconditionally would have understood but I just couldnt tell you. So I told you I cheated on you in Oct. I havent seen the x since August when Sarah and I moved here with my family. Well he did come to sarahs bday party briefly. When I met Ray i wrongfully fell in love with him but held Jeremy on the back burner. I wasnt ready to let him go. I am not looking for a babys daddy. I can r

Dragon Tears.
Dragon Tears. Mighty and Fearsome Beasts Dragons Flying High Reigning the Skies They’ve lost a season They’ve lost a reason Searching high and low It’s said Dragons don’t cry But sometimes the tears Are easier than the silence

What I Can Give
What I Can Give I know the romantics They use a lot of imagery Paint pictures of Hiding the moon and stars Or being the wind in your wings Holding time in their palms Keeping the sun still Just to hold you a moment longer Promises of fulfilling dreams Being the one of fantasy An Angel or Knight A protector or Lover The one to hold your heart carefully To bridge two souls Cross the skies and heavens Climb every mountain Overcome every challenge Tested by trials of fire Hide you in the folds of my cloak Fight off the demons Lay down my life Chase away all your fears Dry every tear on your cheeks Bring you nothing but smiles But fantasy rarely equals reality I only know What I Can Give Laying down my life Would be a one time gesture Possibly always remembered I would rather live daily for you I know I can give you My Full Attention My hand My Life My Heart My Soul My Love

Regarding Hrothgar My Hubbie
This past Friday nite while out hunting my husband had a massive heart attack, lucky he was with my brother in law who got ahold of me and we got him to the nearest hospital. There they gave him a lot of blood thinners to start making the blood flow more smooth, then he was life fliet to Nebraska Hearth Institue which just been open less than a year. They took him straight into OR and did a stint procesure on him. He was on 6 different meds to thin the blood. The major artery in front of the heart was blocked at 100% the others were not blocked. They said if we wouldn't had gotton him to the hospital as fast as we did he wouldn't had made it. First and hope the last time I have to do 70mph on dirt roads at nite that for sure. As for me, I am a bundle of nerves, no I haven't broke down as of yet but know I will after he gets home. I have to be strong for both of us right now. I have class Monday morning then after that going straight to the hospital. I was thinking about skipping

Trippin
So today I took another road trip with my friends-to the House on the Rock in Wisconsin. Took us about 3 and a half hrs to get there, but it is always worth it. We were all alone in the whole place since it was closing, so it was FUN. Heres a vid of the place

A Funny Joke
Salesman from Montana A young guy from Montana moves to Florida and goes to a big 'everything under one roof' department store looking for a job. The manager says, 'Do you have any sales experience?' The kid says, 'Yeah. I was a salesman back in Montana.' Well, the boss liked the kid and gave him the job. 'You start tomorrow. I'll come down after we close and see how you did. ' His first day on the job was rough, but he got through it. After the store was locked up, the boss came to see him. 'How many customers bought something from you today?' The kid says, 'One.' The boss says 'Just one? Our sales people average 20 to 30 customers a day. How much was the sale for?' The kid says, '$101,237. 65.' The boss says, '$101,237.65? What the heck did you sell him?' The kid says, 'First, I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a medium fishhook. Then I sold him a larger fishhook. Then I sold him a new fishing rod. Then I as

Can't Rate Still.............
I have rebooted and refreshed several times. My fu background is mostly white. I am unable to rate anything. I can fan or send friend requests. I will return any and all rates as soon as I can. I am unsure as to what is wrong. If you have any ideas please feel free to share. Thanks, Jen

Dec 1st & 2nd Bling Fling & Lucky Bux Game
Auto 11 BONUS Game! Bling Fling and Lucky Bux! Oh yes, there WILL be BLING and over 2 million fu-bucks! I'm getting close to Oracle...soooo... ITS ON AGAIN... TONIGHT AND TOMORROW!! Bling will be handed out to random and or heavy raters during any Happy Hour and my 24 hours of auto 11's. FU-BUCKS GIVEAWAY Rate as many of the EZ RATE 100 picture folders as you want, for every 100 rates, you can enter again. 1,000,000, 500,000, and 250,000 fu-bucks will go to 3 lucky winners after my autos are finished from the entries received. In addition, 2 lucky winners will be receiving 100,000 fu-bucks each day (mon. and tue.) ***Race BONUS BONUS***Because my friends ROCK!!!!...3 people to complete rating the "TUX FOLDER" will win a electric guitar bling! The 1st, 5th and 10th person to email me a private message will win. Race will star

2 Years
It's been 2 years since a friend invited me here, to what was then Cherrytap. Things certainly change. I've changed as well. I've made good friends, and at times found good friends were not so good. In the end, I learned lessons about myself, and about life. I have not been spending as much time here lately. It used to be on all the time even when I was not sitting here. But I lost the desire to be here. The same goes for yahoo, myspace, and facebook. Now as tomorrow will be 2 years, I'm ready to go for a variety of reasons. The only thing I don't know is if I delete it all, or just stay away and see if there is a urge to come back later.

Just Chat
i am so aggravated everyone automatically assume you are on here to cyber or webcam or to show explicit pics of yourself and if that is what ones choice is then thats fine but damn say more than "hello i am horny what r u doing ? wanna cam ? naughty pics ?" just say hello how was your day anything exciting going on or possibly how is the damn weather . for christ sake this is a site to have fun on not automatic porn or us .. someone just be real and sincere for a change .. i don't wanna fall in love them or have them move to a new state hell i just want a friend to chat with ,, so i have ranted i feel so much better

What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?
Your Christmas is Most Like: A Charlie Brown Christmas Each year, you really get into the spirit of Christmas. Which is much more important to you than nifty presents. What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

Cancer
My dad has always been my hero. I;m the oldest of 6, he did everything he knew how to raise us. We never had much but,he always did his very best. My dad has always been the rock in my family, he worked for Southwestern Bell for over 37 years and never missed a day of work, not in 37 years.My dad has never smoked or drank his whole life and has always been healthy. My dad is 78 right now. A month ago he and my mom went in to get their yearly physical, the found a small tumor on his lung, did a biopsy, it was cancer.My dad went into the hospital last Mon, (17th). They operated on him and ended up taking out half of his lung. I went to see him Wed and he was talking and just wanting to go home. Back up, Tues was my mom and dads 57 wedding anniversary Wed evening I got a call to get to the hospital, My dads heart had stopped and the called a code blue on him. Right now he is breathing by a machine.He cant give up... he is mt hero, Michael

Tagged!!
ok here goes ............... AGAIN Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I AM GOING TO BE SURPRISED IF ANYONE READS THIS! 2. I LOVE MY FU FRIENDS! 3. DID I MENTION I'M RANDOM? 4. I'M VERY PROTECTIVE OF PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT 5. I GET ANNOYED WHEN FUBAR PIX GET FLAGGED AND AREN'T EVEN NSFW 6. I HATE SHOES 7. I TRIP UP THE STEPS (IT'S TRUE) 8. I DISLIKE THE STUCK UP LIL PRE MADONNAS 9. I LAUGH AT MYSELF FAR TOO MUCH LOL 10. I AM THE NICEST BITCH YOU'LL EVER MEET, MAYBE :P 11. I AM ALMOST NEVER INTIMIDATED BY ANYONE OR ANYTHING 12. DID I MENTION I HAVE AN ATTITUDE? 13. I LOVE FOOD THATS BAD FOR ME! 14. I LOVE CAROUSEL HORSES 15. I FEEL THAT RESPECT HAS TO BE EARNED, BUT MANNERS COST

Please...
Use me Abuse me Burn me down Left you behind so long ago I can feel you breathin in my ear... Break me off a piece Soulless cryer Cancer heart Let me bleed this all away Longing for a deep sleep dreaming Imaginary hiding Conscious to no one Cry for my absense Am I so insignificant to you I am the sacrifice Buried deep inside you Please... Forgive and never forget

Could It Be..................................
Infactuation causing hallucinations craving the sensation to calm my imagination requiring a deeper concentration better than penetration or masturbation unlike any man made creation warranting levitation requiring no affirmation or confirmation the rarest gratification knees tremple from the pulsations the eyes burn from mere observation could it all be temptation? perhaps incapable of explanation? I dare say an abomination The result of admiration Whatever the causation Im helpless thru its duration Offer me no commiseration I'm a slave to it in captivation Happy with Love's Sedation

F Word
Still so many things I do not understand Like Is Iraq just another Vietnam? While were in a senseless war Have we all forgotten Darfur? Most politicians are professional liars I seek truth not of men but of a higher caliber When I think of New Orleans my eyes overflow Just as the levees did, and I feel your woes Foreclosed homes, where should they sleep? If this regression continues how shall they eat? Recession is not just a word it's a reality Pick up a dose of wake the fuck up at the pharmacy Drugs, drugs I refuse to take They do not seek to cure, but from life to take There's money to be made So Death can be delayed Modern day minstrelsy on the tube A celeb's new diet is today's news Soon there'll be a drive thru for plastic surgery The same day natural beauty will be on trial for perjury Maybe I'm the crazy one in this sane world All I know in life is that there's al

A Real Girl Is Not Perfect, A Perfect Girl Is Not Real (part 2)
A REAL GIRL IS NOT PERFECT A PERFECT GIRL IS NOT REAL I SAY NOT WHAT YOU LIKE I SAY WHAT I FEEL SO WHAT IF I SHOW OFF? SO WHAT IF IM A FLIRT? TAKE ME FOR ALL THAT I AM NOT FOR THE LENGTH OF MY SKIRT ANGEL IN THE HOUSE I WILL NEVER BE THOUGH DEVILISH GLANCES FROM MY EYES YOU MAY SEE MUCH LIKE A WANDERER FLAWED FROM CONCEPTION I CHOOSE TO ROAM FREELY IN ANY DIRECTION I CAN TELL YOU ABOUT TODAY I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT TOMORROW ONLY THAT ITS NEVER PROMISED

Ok Bad Girls Read This
I Was Given This Idea By One Of The Bad Girls.. Secret Santa.. Who Would Be Willing To Participate In A Secret Santa Gift Exchange? You Can Trade Anything That You Can Get On Fubar.. Blings-Bling Packs, VIP ,Blasts, Tickers And If You Would Like Even Salutes & Or Other Types Of Pics Or Graphics... The Person You Will Be Exchanging Gifts With Will Be Someone That Is Not One Of Sarge's Bad Girls.. The Way The Secret Santa Will Be Choosen Is That Each Bad Girl Participated Will Be Assigned A Number & The Non-Bad Girls Particpating Will Choose A Number This Will End On The 20th..That Day You Will Find Out Who Your "Pair" Is .. Leave A Comment Or Send A Message If You Want To Participate

Old Profile
DID YOU KNOW THAT ONLY COWARDS BLOCK? HOW DOES IT TASTE HAVING MY NAME IN YOUR MOUTH BITCHES? YOU MAD HUNGH? YOU PISSED OFF HUNGH? YOU CANT TAKE IT HUNGH? TO ALL MY HATERZ KEEP SUPPORTING ME MAN AS LONG AS YALL ARE BEHIND ILL KEEP WRITING SHIT TO MAKE YOU DANCE I HIT IT OFF LIKE A BAD SHAKER SHAKER WHAT YOU CALL A BITCH THAT WHINES MY MAN I SAID YOU CALL THAT BITCH A FUCKIN PUSSY IN A CAN. WHAT YOU CALL A BITCH THAT WHINES MY MAN I SAID YOU CALL THAT BITCH A FUCKIN PUSSY IN A CAN. DONT START NO SHIT IT WONT BE NO SHIT! ITS NICE TO HEAR YA HOLLA AT ME I LIKE THAT TAKE THE BLOCK OFF YA PAGE WHERE YOUR NUTS AT? OH AND SOME FAT HEFFER GOT MY PAGE SMELLIN LIKE FISH AND CHEETOS! I do not talk shit to anyone unless you drew the first blood! so if you wanna bang this shit out in digits then by all means keep me entertained! or you can do this like a punk and punk it out lol listen here you fat man you vicious ass peace of jelly im gonna drive you off the str

The Great Fixer
I seem to have this amazing power when it comes to my relationships. I've been in several where I am a rebound, the first after that "big breakup". Normally the people these relationships involve have been hurt pretty badly by bad behavior on their ex's part, and we've all been there and know how that goes. All you hear is about how terrible this was, or bad that was, and how great it is that you aren't that way. Usually, over the course of months, or years, those feelings of how they were wronged go away and the past scars fade. That's where it gets interesting, because out of all of those relationships, I've had several end up with the person breaking up with me to go back with their ex. In fact, this very latest one, she suddenly stops speaking to me, and ends up back with her ex husband, apparently. I dunno if this can be attributed to my great healing power in a relationship...or how terrible I am compared to the last person :P Anyway, bring me your dead and dying relationships

Forget You [#4]
I don't care anymore, I'm done wondering why you left the way you did, Wondering why this hurts so bad, Wanting to get a sorry for the way you left, But I know you don't care, I was only a convenience for you to stall, If you try to say sorry I don't care, You'll be talking to a wall, In one ear and out the other, I done getting hurt, I'm done feeling miserable all the time, If you ever wonder why, Just think back to this time that i feel for you, Your just an idiot, I'm just wasting my time trying to make you see, You were never good for me, So now your gone, And I'm left with the pieces, Leave me alone, I'll make it somehow.

Moving On....
Hiya friends..... I got some Great news tonight at work, I had transfers in at dif. locations & had an interview last Sat. tonight was the night that I would find out if I got it or not, & I did!!! I am so excited, my son will be 18 in 2 wks, hes my youngest, so this is now the beginning of the "Me" phase in life. I have to let them know the date that I'll be starting (which is in Jan). So now I have to find a new place to live & such. I'm moving to Indiana & will be working in Lafayette (home of Purdue). Wish me luck, so if you don't see me on here much, you'll know why.... Take Care friends & love ya all!!!!

Thanksgiving Divorce...sort Of ;-)
Thanksgiving Divorce A man in Jacksonville calls his son in San Diego two days before Thanksgiving and says, 'I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing. Forty-five years of misery is enough. 'Pop, what are you talking about?' the son screams. "We can't stand the sight of each other any longer,' the father says. 'We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Denver and tell her.' Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone. 'Like heck they're getting divorced,' she shouts, 'I'll take care of this.' She calls Jacksonville immediately, and screams at her father, 'You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing. DO YOU HEAR ME?' and hangs up.The old man hangs up the phone and turns to his wife. 'Okay.' he says, 'They're coming for Thanksgivin

A Lil News 4 Yall From Pinko828
=== '*Pink0828* Member of ஐ*ღDangerous Curvesღ*ஐ' wrote the following at '2008-12-04 11:27:54'.. > > > > > > > > > > > > It's A Skins Contest!! > Interested In Making Me A Skin? > I'm Giving Away 1 Million Fubux & A 5 Credit Bling > To The Person Who Makes Me The Best Skin > Some Rules: > You must make it using the colors I have chosen > You must make it orginial and it must not be ripped from someone else > There must be a tag header with my fu name in it > > > What I'm Looking For: > Holiday > Color Pink > Animation > Original > > To Enter: > You Must First Rate, Fan and Add the Jugdes(and me) Listed Below > Once You Do Send > Me A Link To Your Skin You Would Like To > Enter > Place Your Skin In Your Blog Folder. > I Will Screen Capture Your Creation And It Will Be In A > Special Folder On My Page For Rates. > > The Top 5 Entries After The Ratings Count > Will Then Be Judged For The Winner. > You

Mercenary - Rescue Me
And now, you remind me Of the life, we used to liveIt stings, just like jealosyIs it love, in disguiseWhen we started to drift awayFrom the perfect past we hadAnd you wanted to play the gameOf my bittersweet feelings...(The feelings were so bittersweet)Don't let me goMy onle love is leavingWon't you rescue me?You're my soul companionLove is what we make itI could never feelWhat I feel right nowAnd you feeling the same way too?And dream, what I dreamt back thenI'm forever blackening...(Becoming black forever)Won't you rescue me?Broken heart is bleedingLove is what we make itI could never...Break it...But still I didAnd you cannot blame meAnd still, this is my honestyAs I always wanted to beWhy do I feel so bittersweet?The distance, killing meIn time, when we grow olderMay life smile upon you dearMy heart would never surely be colderGoing through the years in tears...(Cold heart is bleedingTurns tears to dust)My onle love is leavingWe will be forgivenMy broken heart is bleedingWe will b

How To Fart At Work>>the 'work Fart' Is >>inevitable.
>>CROP DUSTING: When farting, you walk really fast around the office so the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful . Do not stop until the fullfart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the smell has left your pants. >>FLY BY: The act of scouting out a bathroom before farting. Walk in and check for other farters. If there are others in the bathroom, leave and come back again. Be careful not to become a 'Frequent Flyer'. People may become suspicious if they catch you constantly going into the bathroom. >>ESCAPEE: A fart that slips out while taking a leak at the urinal or forcing a fart in a stall. This is usually accompanied by a sudden wave of embarrassment. If you release an escapee, do not acknowledge it. Pretend it did not happen. If you are standing next to the fairer in the urinal, pretend you did not hear it. No one likes an escapee. It is uncomfortable for all involved. Making a joke or

The Worst Part Of The Job...
So, I get to perform the function of my job that I hate the most, one of my employees has been slacking, and in an office of economists, slacking during a recession is a BAD idea. This is a tough situation because I started a year after this guy, and went straight to being his manager...after he'd been told he was a candidate for the job I now hold. I know it's not me that screwed him over, but in the same sense, I'm sure I'd be pissed if someone younger, straight off the street came and took a job I was promised. So, now I get to play big mean boss and lay the smack down...we'll see how it goes.

Stolen From Iced Earth
Your Spiritual Number is Six You bring communication and empathy into people's lives. You are very open and understanding. You can accept difficult people. Right now, your life is about being understood. You have trouble with your own vulnerability. You end up playing the role of therapist in relationships, and it's hard to get people to ask about you. You will take time out for those you love, even if you don't have much time. You can't help but be nurturing. You are very responsible and ethical. You deliver on your promises. What's Your Spiritual Number? Yeah...I'd agree with that

Letting Go Of Understanding
Deeper Meanings All of us who seek to be conscious and aware regard our experiences as teachers, and we try to discern what lessons we are learning from the things that happen in our lives. Sometimes the lesson is very clear from the get-go, and other times we have to really search to understand the deeper meaning behind some event. While this search often yields results, there also comes a point in the search where what we really need to do is move forward. It is possible that we are not meant to know the deeper meaning of certain occurrences. Answers may come later in our lives, or they may come as a result of letting go, or they may never come. We are all part of a complex system of being, and things work themselves out in the system as a whole. Sometimes we are just playing a necessary part in that process with a result larger than we can understand. It may have very little to do with us personally, and while that can be hard to understand, it can also free us from overthinki

Caa #60
One of my angels went to ER last night with chest pains. Lets us pray that she is okay and we can see her bright shining face back here and that she is okay. Angel prayers, strength and healing to you Gina! We all love you! Doc

197k And 46 To Level 2 Of Our Own And 1 Of Our Own Is 500k From Godfathering!!
StarShine has 274 pics and 3 stash...Lets all hit her up and get her closer if not fully leveled!! Moon has 250 pics and 30 stash...Lets get her leveled!!! Superman is only 500k from godfathering!!! He has 441 pics and 26 stash...Lets get him to that level!!! ~♥StarShine♥~2nd Alarm Hotties Member~@ fubar Moonlucidreamer-Member FubarsFinestLevelers@ fubar DJ Superman ~Owner Planet X~Head DJ @ Fantasy Radio@ fubar

And The Winner Of Dumbass Of The Year Goes To...
I work in a postal store. Not the actual Post Office, but like a Mailboxes n More. Today was a normal day. I was gathering the days mail to get it ready for the pick up, when I noticed a small package behind the bin. I grabbed it and saw that it was supposed to have gone out yesterday. My co-worker said she must have missed it. Simple mistake, no big deal, it wasn't an overnight mailing. My co-worker went to put it in the bin when something stopped her. She looked at the package carefully then held it under her nose and sniffed. "There's WEED in there!!" she exclaimed! I also took a big whiff and sure enough, it smelled like weed. We both looked at each other as if to say, "No way, who would mail pot? That's a Federal Offense!" We both took the package and opened it up. Yup, wrapped in nothing more than a plastic baggie and put in a plastic cassette tape box, was two nice buds!! SCORE!! When examining the package more carefully, I noticed that the dude had ACTUALLY put a

Rainbow Bridge
Tomorrow morning I will be taking Mystic to the local animal hospital to have her escorted over the rainbow bridge. She is suffering more now and I just can bear her to see her in pain anymore. She will be greatly missed and never forgotten by me. Although I only had her for about a year and a half, she is probably about 24 years old and has lived a long and loved life. I'll miss you very much my pretty kitty. Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and

Yes I Have Them Auto 11's Active Right Now
HI MIZZ SHADY HERE?It's happyhour and I have active autos on and I got fast rate pic too. So hurry on over they wont be on for much longer... YOU ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO MY PROFILE.. HIT ME HARD EVERYONE

Just Thinking
I was just wondering about the FuProposal feature. I was informed it cost $100 to accept and poof then you are FuMarried....Well I seem to like the 'old way' lol FREE on the Fu....Now I can tell you what to do If ya really like to spend big $$$ here on the Fu....For the same amount as a FuProposal you can buy me a Happy Hour lol.. It was just a thought lol

Ummmmmmmm
Well I have had alot going on and well, Last night was my last night for awhile. To all of my fu family you have my IM. To all of my friends that I have made its been great you all are in my thoughts. For my lounge families you are the best and I will miss you all so much. I have alot to take care of and I am the most important person to take care of myself and don't need distractions. Please understand and if you don't have my IM and we are really close friends on here message me and I will add you to my IM if you are not on it. I will not delete my account just won't be on it for awhile. Muahz and lots of other squishy shit. You all rock. Happy Holidays be back after them. Susan aka Trip Queen aka mama bear....wow lots of names i go by.. love you all ( end of weekend I will not check this anymore till after the holidays )

Quote Of The Day
'Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit.'

Friends Only Sb
so after a year of fubar i'm finally fed up with the fucktards in my sb... the following conversation is what finally pushed me over the edge... Aleister C...: hmmmmmmmmmm???????? Aleister C...: well that a no then????????????? Aleister C...: still want to be friends now??? ->Aleister C...: thats beyond bein an ass righ there ... and i dont have timefor it.... besides i can't date for 3 years anyway i just got out of the pen for slittin my ex's throat for askin dumb questins Aleister C...: so sorry if you dont like what i say Aleister C...: well im an ass ->Aleister C...: or are you stereo typing me be cause i'm a petite mildly attractive woman i only go for a certain type guy.. i dont appreciate that at all Aleister C...: what can we talk about ->Aleister C...: how its that... have you seen any of the guy i have dated Aleister C...: well seems like you only liked hot fit guys ->Aleister C...: sure why not Aleister C...: oh so you would date a fat ugly guy ->Aleister

New Blog Coming Soon
after seeing what people say or post, friends included, ive decided to start a "Daily Dumbass" blog. i figure i could point out to others that what they say or post isnt really all that funny but rather stupid and gay for that matter... i hope i offend people because frankly you are retarded and should choke on air stay tuned

Someday You Might Find You're Starving & Eating All Of The Words You Said..
once upon a time I wished we could get back together too, darling, but it's not my style to fall in love with a cold white fucking suicide victim. choke on it.

Moo-vie
So hubbs and I went to Cockbuster and got a movie- Moscow Zero. It is a movie about subterranean areas of my hometown-Moscow, where evil spirits lurked, etc etc etc. The plot seemed pretty cool, plus I like watching anything that involves Russia. Well, the movie sorta sucked dick in a way; But the worst part was that they had non Russians playing Russians. I mean, I'm sure its not THAT hard to find two little Russian kids, and an ugly old woman. I hate the way "Russian" people can barely speak Russian language in the movies, just sounds awful. Ofcourse only a Russian person would be able to tell the diff, but it bugs me since I can. Obviously the movie is a fake reality, but it makes it even FAKER :( At any rate...it blowed, or blew... pics of actual underground Moscow comin up

Now Heres A Thought!!
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2008 when... 1. You accidentally enter your PIN on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't even have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding an

Newbies On Fubar
Ok, is it just me or is there a lot of "New People" on here tryin to give their yahoo addresses just so freely like its no problem. I mean personally speakin they're a bunch of cam girls soliciting "Cam Time" I'm gettin really annoyed with them trying to add me then talkin about get on yahoo so we can talk. F**kin E-Sluts

Things On My Mind About Ppl On Here
OK i been gettin friend requests here lately besides those stupid robots that wanna add me. Which is fine until I realize that they couldn't take the mouse and scroll down just 4 or 5 more inches and read a profile, like the only concern they have is zddin ppl for points or simply put...an popularity hoe. The 2nd thing is some ppl won't wanna associate w/me because my "Interesting Level" isn't up to their expectations, or my blogs aren't good enough? *(side note: this one doesn't count lol)* WTH does that mean? Like I'm low quality conversation material or something lol. Man kick rocks son if that's all it is to you. You can't be real then be one of those "Cam Girls" cause that's as about as fake as it gets.

Caa #62 - Update #1
Quick update on this darling little girl. First I got her name wrong (multitasking did this) her name is Rosa Gail. She is 6 lbs., but her lungs are not fully developed. The doctors said this was what was causing the shortness of breath and is normally seen in really small birth-weight babies. They are thinking that the lungs should develope over the next 3 days to 2 weeks. They will keep her on the feeding tube during this time and keep monitoring her closely. The Great Aunt told me to tell everyone thank you and God Bless you. Will keep everyone updated as I hear more.

Tagged By Rhonda
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? counter 2. Your significant other? HA! 3. Your hair? dark 4. Your mother? Love 5. Your father? Love 6. Your favorite thing? Flowers 7. Your dream last night? Magical 8. Your favorite drink? Whiskey!! 9. Your dream/goal? Family 10. The room you're in? Kitchen 11. Music? Jamm 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Mom 14. Where were you last night? Work 15. What you're not? Conservative 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Glasses 18. Where you grew up? Hickville 19. The last thing you did? Dishes 20. What are you wearing? P.J.'s 21. TV? On 22. Your pets? Cat 23. Your computer? Nice 24. Your life? Odd 25. Your mood? Pleasan

Darkness & Frustration
I am walking in the dark. I hate myself for it and I hate where I am in my life. I put on a happy face infront of my children but that is about it. I don't know which way to go. There are so many things on my mind. I'm doing my best to deal with it but its hard when you don't have any friends close by. I apologize for being so distant but that is just the way that I feel. I very rarely get onto the computer anymore and when I do, it is fairly brief. I'm trying to deal with everything that is happening and so close to the holidays. I don't really have alot of people I can depend on and no one that is really close. I disguise my unhappiness by throwing myself into the gym. To no avail at that. I'm not dropping the weight and have actually gained a bit back. I think it is muscle weight but I'm not honestly sure. I don't want to go back on the pills that I was taking b/c they make me so irritable. I can't handle that on top of everything else. I just don't know how to deal

Dime Bag Darrell
Click here to get MP3 Downloads at MMP3G.com Click here to get MP3 Downloads at MMP3G.com Darrell Lance Abbott a.k.a. Diamond/Dime Bag Darrell. Born 8/20/66 in Arlington,TX. Died 12-08-04 while playing on stage with Damage Plan, some goober got past security got on stage and shot him several times ending his life suddenly, at the Alrosa Villa in Columbus,OH. He is ranked as a top ten guitarist of all time. He formed Pantera in 1981, but didn't find successs until switching from Glam Metal to Thrash, then Groove Metal. In 1990 a

Nuts!!!
Today as per usual I was mumming. I was having a joke with a friend about haveing a cock which tasted of chill and cheese. She called me a freak, I accept that. Said friend then received a message from somebody in the mumm, stating that she got it right and that I was a whack job. Am I ????? I sure do hope so.

Cheap Chinese
This is my variation of a restraunt favorite. I modified recipes I found online... BROCCOLI BEEF OVER NOODLES Three left over frozen broccoli flowerettes [small trees] cut into chunks using the whole thing one pound of beef cut into strips/cubes [we got a chuck steak for $4] 1 small package of left over duck sauce [about two tablespoons] 2 medium size cloves of garlic diced tiny Powered ginger [substituted for fresh root] Left over Merlot wine [about a two count pour] 1/3 cup water Splash of pick-a-pepper [should have used soy but didn't have any] 1/3 packette of dried peppers from pizza delivery Sprinkling of white gravy mix to [substitute for flour or cornstarch to thicken] Splash of peanut oil 3 packages of ramen beef noodles [but use two cups less water] While cutting up your beef, soak the strips completed in the sauce mixture *Cook everything but the noodles in a wok or hot skillet in the peanut oil *if your broccoli is still frozen

Friends
A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

My Fantasy
Where I lay on a bed in black and red Satin Lace, the sheets made of black silk, a veil draped around the large four poster. Candles are placed all over the room, surrounding me in such a warmth, I dont need a blanket. The scents of earth mist, draping my body in a comforting scent, that relaxes me and lets me rest easy. I lay resting on this bed of heaven, pale, and half nude on my side, my hair spilling in fine golden curls around my face. A noise disturbs my peaceful rest and I wake up, rising to meet the intruder. But instead of defending myself, I grow wet, and things grow hot fast inside of me and my breath catchs. The sight of him, so breathtaking, and very nude in front of me. He crawled on the bed towards me, slow, his muscles rippling underneath his flesh. Those deep eyes on mine, until he is right above me, his lower half pressing me into the mattress. Our eyes burn into eachothers, and even though the warmthin the room and my body was high, a shiver runs through my body, se

Tagged By Mistress Of Wolves (love Her)
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? Becky 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? old 5. Your father? older 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? forgotten 8. Your favorite drink? dr.pepper 9. Your dream/goal? washington 10. The room you're in? warm 11. Music? random 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? washington 14. Where were you last night? asleep 15. What you're not? unhappy 16. Muffins? cherry 17. One of your wish list items? washington 18. Where you grew up? Somewhere 19. The last thing you did? typed 20. What are you wearing? wingtips 21. TV? nope 22. Your pets? gecko 23. Your com

Current Giveaways!!!
WE NEED TO BOMB GA'S #27 (plz focus on this one) PLZ CONTINUE TO LEAVE 25-50 COMMENTS PER DAY ON #28 AND THE AUTO-11 GIVEAWAY? NO MORE THAN THAT, WE NEED #27 FINISHED! #29 SHOULD HAVE RESET FOR YOU TO RERATE,AS WELL, BUT ONLY DROP A FEW COMMENTS AND GET BACK TO #27 PLEASE, MORE CONCERNED WITH VIP'S THEN BLING AT THIS TIME! THANKS! _____________________________________ 6,027 COMMENTS IN THREE DAYS, WE NEED TO RAISE THE GOAL TO 3.5K PER DAY...FOR 16 ACTIVE MEMBERS THAT IS NOTHING...WE USED TO DO 5-6K ON A BAD DAY...SO WHO IS NOT BOMBING? (BESIDES ME, I HAVE BEEN REALLY SICK! AND STILL BOMB SOME...) IF YOU ARE UNABLE TO BOMB, PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP! WE REALLY NEED TO HIT #27 HARD, WE HAVE ONLY 2 DAYS BEFORE E NEEDS IT! WE CAN DO IT!!! ______________________________________ STARRY'S PAGE GIVEAWAY #27 THIS ONE WAS GOING TO BE FOR GUNNY, BUT HE HAS SAID TO GIVE IT TO EoTwP...GUNNY IS TAKING SOME TIME OFF, AND EoTwP EXPIRES ON 12/10/08! THANK YOU, GUNNY! 3-MONTH V

The Homo Sucks
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste this into your blog and tag five people to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? store 2. Your significant other? homoface♥ 3. Your hair? awesome 4. Your mother? dead 5. Your father? jackass 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? forget 8. Your favorite drink? Water 9. Your dream/goal? inspiring 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? love 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? 29 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? normal 16. Muffins? YUM 17. One of your wish list items? Book 18. Where you grew up? Scar-town 19. The last thing you did? burped 20. What are you wearing? boxers 21. TV? big 22. Your pets? Hendrix 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? EH 25. Your m

Webinar Tonight Dec 9 At 6pm Pst. Must Registar.
Free Live Seminar: Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Join us for a Webinar on December 9 Title: Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Date: Tuesday, December 9, 2008 Time: 6:00 PM - 7:00 PM PST After registering you will receive a confirmation email containing information about joining the Webinar. Space is limited. Reserve your Webinar seat now at: https://www1.gotomeeting.com/register/821537604 How do I navigate through the coming financial crunch? Is there a way to secure my financial future amidst all this global economic turmoil? This Web Meeting will expose you to an idea that will allow you to not just "survive" the financial tsunami that is already taking it's toll on SO MANY around us, but actually USES the financial turmoil to help you (and those you love) rise above these troubling economic times! Take notes and contact me afterward with comments, questions, etc. Thanks! Gene EXPECT SUCCESS!

Marijuana Filled Firewood
“Hello, is this the Police Department?” “Yes, what can I do for you?” “I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Jack Murphy...He's hidin' Marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there” “Thank you very much for the call, sir.” The next day, twelve St Johns Police Officers descend on Jack's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Jack and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Jack's house. “Hey, Jack! This here's Floyd....Did the Police come?” “Yeah!” “Did they chop your firewood?” “Yep!” “Happy Birthday, buddy!” Newfies know how to get'er done!

To Everyone
AS you all know I been having computer issues. Well I got the new processor. Which did make a huge differance. But My hard drave was already corrupted by then. So it is with much saddness and dissappoint ment. During this holiday season to say I wont be around much. I will miss you all dearly. Im going to go nuts not djing lol. But I promise you all. When I come back it I will be fully functional and 40 times better lol. I wish you all a wonderful and happy christmas and a new year!

My Toy
I wanted to invent,the pefect sex toy one that would give me pleasure,and much joy I want it to fit in me,nice and snug I want it to slide in,with just a little tug it can't run on batteries,must be ready any time to start giving me pleasure,at the drop of a dime it must be able, to squeeze my nipples and send up my spine,chills and ripples what could I do,that could bring such pleasure I keep trying to think,but nothing seems to measure with the real life man,and his big hard dick what I like to call,a walking pleasure stick guess the best invention,has already been done all I have to do is enjoy,and have lots of fun.

Soil
Soil - System Of A Down The phoenix he helped create, Out of control boy without a dad, Shot the gun that startled my life, While I drove him with a forty-five. Friends for years images in red, Blew off his own mother-fuckin head, Confidence, death, insecurity, Men fall unrealized, Unrealized, unrealized. Making a decision of death, While everyone around you pled, Now you fly in peace, I hope, my friend, A man can't avoid what he's meant to do, When he's meant to do it, Even if he doesn't really want to, My memories are of fun and friendship, Of weakness within the strength of youth, For reasons undefined, reasons undefined, Reasons undefined, reasons undefined. Friends for years images in red, Blew off his own mother-fuckin head, Confidence, death, insecurity, Men fall unrealized, Don't you realize, Evil, lives in the mother-fucking skin, Don't you realize, that-Evil, lives in the mother-fucking skin, Don't you, realize,that-evil, Lives in t

Thank A Soldier In Iraq!!!
Thank a soldier in Iraq by sending a post card,, go to the link below and send a christmas card to a soldier in Iraq for Christmas!! Thanks for taking out the time,, I know they will enjot it!! http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1024.html

I Tagged You
subject: Could be fun .... post date: 2008-12-09 21:04:04 views: 10 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Last posting to this blog.. subject: Tagged (ugh i hate these but they can be fun) post date: 2008-12-09 17:54:10 views: 8 comments: 1 ratings: 0 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charger 2. Your significant other? Wicked 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? Tybee 5. Your father? Memphis 6. Your favorite thing? woman 7. Your dream last night? sleeep 8. Your favorite drink? Budlight 9. Your dream/goal? gooddad,lol 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? shy 16. Mu

The Journey To Self Discovery
I am on a journey of self discovery right now. It is a path that I know I have to walk, yet I constantly find myself wanting to sink back into what I find comfortable and easy in my life. The problem is what I find most comfortable and easy in my life may not be the best thing for me. How will I know if I am not willing to venture out? You know that inevitable fork in the road of life? The one where you see that wonderful, smooth path on one side and on the other side an uneven, arduous, and untraveled path? Yep....That’s where I am at! I want so badly to skip off down that easy path that I know so well but I also know that eventually I will end up at the same place it has taken me so many times before.....the comfort of self-denial. You know, pretending everything is ok? “I can handle anything thing on my own that life throws at me. Heck I am a survivor, a trooper of sorts!! Why do I need to take the hard path? I am already strong?” Yeah.....Sweet denial!! Truth be told I chose

U Know U Wanna Own Me For A Week....lol
OH MY GOD.....OK SO I'M GONNA GET MYSELF DEVIRGINIZED IN DADDY'S PLAYPEN TONIGHT...WAHOOOOOO.....LOL....I'M GONNA GO INTO MY FIRST AUCTION.....SO HERE IS THE DEAL..... OFFERING: BIG PIMPIN GIFT OF MY CHOICE RATE ALL PICS ALL STASH SFW SALUTE KEEP YOU SHITFACED FOR THE WEEK AND A SFW SALUTE JUST FOR YOU!!! AND I WILL PIMP UR PAGE OUT ON MY PAGE WITH UR NAME IN MY NAME AS WELL!!!! I WILL SEND OUT THE LINK LATER IF ANYONES INTERESTED SB ME AND I WILL LINK U TO THE LOUNGE TONIGHT WHEN DOUG OPENS IT.... BRING UR BUCKS .......LOL....

You Again
You have chosen me once more To hit rock bottoms floor You are no stranger To rip out my soul Your purpose and your goal I am familiar with your tactics Your walls surround me The darkness hounds me I have seen this before You slash and you pierce Your blow mighty and fierce I have felt this pain You have no shame or guilt You've torn down what i have built I know your name Abandonment despicable thing It's you again

39th Infantry Brigade Has Arrived!
YAY!! Bryan (BaghdadDaddy, my #4 Family) has landed on American Soil!! 39th Soldiers Come Home From Iraq http://www.todaysthv.com/slideshow/39th/index.html Slide show of the troops arriving, Bryan is in slide 3/16 shaking hand and 4/16 walking away. Posted on: http://www.todaysthv.com/news/news.aspx?storyid=76899 Nearly 300 soliders from the 39th Infantry Brigade returned home Monday. More are scheduled to return home from Iraq this week. CAMP SHELBY JOINT FORCES TRAINING CENTER, Miss. - The 39th Infantry Brigade Combat Team continues its transition home with Monday's return of 280 Soldiers, bringing the total count to 700 having returned from Iraq. Dozens of Family and friends cheered the arrival of Monday's returning Soldiers during a brief ceremony here at Camp Shelby roughly three hours after the troops initially touched down at 1:30 p.m. ********************************************* I will be posting my own pics once I arrive home, until then, check

Cold Feet
I've been in agony at the thought My life will be ending soon How had I gotten to this point? Like bodies intended to buried In river bottoms my regrets Kept resurfacing I pace back and forth in this cell That is my life The steel bars a stark reminder Of the choices i have made The anticipation of my final hour Is positively unbearable And I have refused my last meal on account of What's the point? The moment of truth has come As I am walked down this aisle I have but one lingering question.... What possessed me to want to get married?

Bonz™
hubba hubba hubba! haha..this is Bonz™ such a great guy!! He is so smart and can hold a conversation! I am fond of him and his current default photo *giggles* I hope to have many more conversations with him when our schedules mesh!! Bonz™@ fubar ♥

Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, And Nobody
I love this... This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done

A Stranger Is In My Head...
I dont even know who he is and yet he makes things grow tight low in my body. Poring myself a shot of Jack, and let the warm liquid slide down my throat, secretly wishing it was something else. This man is in my head, so vivid it gets me hotter, and my hands wander. Sitting on the chair at my kitchen table, my tongue dances over my lips, my hands spreading my legs wider....With him still so vivid in my mind...I had never even seen him before, but this man....always in my head.... My fingers undo the belt on my pants, heat rushing through my body, my center dripping with the sweet delicious, warmth. I know that its my hand that is sliding underneath the fabric of my jeans, sliding the satin of my panties aside. But in my head...Where this strange man lived... It was his fingers along my heated flesh. A moan escaped my lips, his fingers dipping inside. I open my eyes but it is no longer a kitchen that I see, Instead I am sitting in a chair, in a studio. I look down to see him kneeled in

Games Rednecks Play
Back in the day, I had this huge Gran Torino station wagon, battleship grey (I believe the technical name for the color was actually "sun faded silver"). I hated the damn thing, even though it was the official party wagon. Some of my best memories are cruising around with 4 or 5 people packed in, getting baked, listening to Rush cranked up. One of the sta-wag games me and my neighbor Evel invented was a sort of take on the game "chicken". I lived way out in the sticks and there was just miles and miles of logging roads around, you could easily get lost in the woods near us. What we lived to do was, drive down a logging road, and Evel would sit on the seat with his back against my shoulder, and his feet holding the passenger door wide open. Then I would swerve right to hit small trees and bushes. If he moved his feet and let the door slam shut, then he was "chicken". If I swerved left to avoid a larger tree (and the dent or broken glass there from) then I was "chicken". So we'd ha

Thursday. Dec. 11
He is getting better with each day. His speech is getting better and the speech therapist says that he will better in about 3 months. My husband says in 2 mos. His neurologist wants him back on Jan 19tb. He is now on some pills to get him better. He had a MRA which looks at his veins and arteries of the brain and all is good. He goes back to speech therapy at 11:30 tomorrow. He is getting more stable on his feet too. I cannot wait til he is back.

The Only Things I Have Left...
Disappointment, derision, and deception seem more than ubiquitous now - they are positively suffocating. The narrow edge I have traversed for some time now between madness and misery seems thinner still. Conflict storms within my head as I don't know what to do. Everyone I know tells me the same thing, as if they all shared a common handbook feeding them similar rhetoric. To be fair, they simply want to help. Yet mine is not a toil that words can so swiftly mend, is it? Perhaps the realities of a year's worth of atrocities have set in but it feels like such a delayed reaction. I woke up this morning, and realized how lonely I am. My lack of confidence, esteem, or worth precludes me from trying to alleviate it by, oh, I don't know. Directly talking to a woman perhaps? But that is the only way is it not? I was spoiled by the road and by groupies who would lift the heavy burden of cowardice from me. Though, none of them were ever interested in me. It is as my friend

Ty From Angelgurl!
THANK YOU FOR YOUR FRIENDSHIP AND YOUR HELP!! I want to give a special Thank You to all of my friends who helped me Godmother tonight. This is a special thank you for all of my friends who are on my page faithfully every single day; rating, leaving me daily comments and keeping me shitfaced even when I’m not online, and also for the ones who were here to help me level tonight! In no special order are the people I most want and need to thank. I apologize in advance if I’ve missed anyone. Please PM me and I will happily add you to this bulletin. ~♥Windy♥~Member of Stiletto Girls~ ~*MÈ†äL §äÑÐý *~[Real Life]partner of ~*K¡ŋÐ®έÐ_§p¡®¡†™*~ Member of Rating Revolution DJ TOMICIDE~*~AngelHuggz's stalker & personal bootyguard of Bernsters & Jasmine~* Mini~Mike™ ▲►Ĵådəd Ôņə◄▼ Owned by 7up aka Lil One † Ma3 Ma3 † lov3s ghOst r1d3r_k1ng * Sar

Please Read Blog If U Have Been Reading Crazywildasscowboys Blog
Well let's see where do I wanna begin, well let's start with where I grew up and was born and raised. I was orn in Beaumount, Texas in 74. My family originated from Beamount in Quanah, Texas, actually my great grandparents homesteaded the ranch that my grandparents have today. I grew up in the cowboy way of life, horses, training cattle, work irrigation, haying, everyday ranch life. I'm an honest guy. I have been accused of scaming women, but ask yaself this, why would I do that when I work for a living, I don't depend on females, nor do I have to. I'm a capable man of working, as I have been since I was 10 years old. He has said that I don't bullride for a living, or work horses, or cattle, or ranch. Well yes, I'm tryign to put it back together, but I still work everyday with my horse business, if ya like you may check out my web site, Texasstarhorse.com, which is my business page, it shows a few of the horses that I have trained. Now as far as the rodeo goes, he sai

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? HERE 2. Your significant other? Here 3. Your hair? Unruly 4. Your mother? Loveable 5. Your father? Serious 6. Your favorite thing? Book 7. Your dream last night? Weird 8. Your favorite drink? Coffee 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? Study 11. Music? Country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Rich 14. Where were you last night? BED 15. What you're not? DUMB 16. Muffins? WARM 17. One of your wish list items? PEACE 18. Where you grew up? HAVEN’T 19. The last thing you did? SMILED 20. What are you wearing? PAJAMAS 21. TV? No 22. Your pets? Gone 23. Your computer? Desktop 24. Your life? Harried 25. Your mood? RELAXED

Vani And Crystal Are Cheeky Devils
Take this survey if you openly talk about sex What is it that you absolutely need sexually? A vagina? What is something you have always wanted to try? Uhm...make some suggestions What is something you have never done in bed before? Stuff I really don't wanna try...like anal or golden showers and stuffs What time of day do you like to have sex? Right now? What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? Desire in her eyes How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? Forever If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Excited Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? Yes Have you ever faked an orgasm? No What Part of your body are you self-conscious about? All of it Do you have any sexual regrets? No If a lover cheated on you would you take them back? Highly highly doubtful How Important is sex in your life? It's high up there. 7/10? How Important

Pics
Just makes no sense to me why you can get on here an show off your naked body male or female but if you have a pretty poem or you have clothes on you get flagged i dont understand that..Thought this was a family oriented site.

Screw You!!!!
Did reading the Subject make you horny? Nope Are you already thinking about someone? That would be telling. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 18. Ever take someones virginity? not that i'm aware of. Ever plan to wait til marriage? hell no..... i'd still be a virgin if I did. When did you last have sex? Does my hand count??? Do you consider yourself dominant? No. What form of birth control do you use? Usually abstinence. Do you have any children? nope, not likely to. Ever give or receive the SHOCKER? *confuddled* Do you know a SHOCKER slogan? See above. Are you a freak in the sheets? It has been said. Do the drapes match the curtains? I haz no drapes or is that the other way round? Do you have sex dreams? hell yeah. Ever been called a whore or slut? lmao,hell yeah and many others. Ever try anal sex? If not, would you? yes Is there anything sexual you wouldnt try? I certainly wouldn't hook myself to the ceiling. Bases: What is 1st base? Lu

We Have Been Asked For Help....
My fu-ownee, and friend, Ms. Sassy, sent me a message... "I have a huge favor to ask of you!! SGT DV (my number 3 friend) has auto 11's on. Can you send some Club Mystic members to her page to rate her? She is going into Cancer Treatment Center of America next week to hopefully find a better treatment plan for her breast cancer and I am trying to help her get as many points as possible before she goes. " This courageous young lady is about to undergo treatment for breast cancer, so plz send her some love today if you possibly can...I have f/a/r'ed her, and let her know that some Club Mystic members will be visiting her page today, plz f/a/r her and let her know that you are a member of Club Mystic, and pray for successful treatment... ~SGT DOMESTIC VIOLENCE~ALWAYS HOT & READY~ASST. GENERAL MANAGER @SOUTHERN RADIO*~~~@ fubar ----------------------------------------- SouthernBaby's auto-11's went well! Thanks to all who rated her pics! She is

Say Hello On My Page
Hey all... I would love it if some of my FU family and friends would leave me a voice comment. It is easy to do. Just go to my home page, under my about me section. And click on the "record by phone" button. If you have one on your page I will be happy to do the same! Look forward to actually hearing from ya! shane aka.. Achievingit

I Got Your Online Points........... Lmao
I received my online points nine times in the past thirteen hours. · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 6 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 7 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 7 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 8 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 8 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 8 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 9 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 12 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 13 hrs ago Fubar's randomness is a bit odd at times. I also have not decided on the whole angel vs. demon thing. I am unsure which is the best to do and I can't do anything till I hit Oracle so no rush in deciding. I am off to return some rates and go through friend requests. Enjoy your weekend! copy an

Tag U R It!
Tagged By Dr. Gemarius You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? comfort 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? retirement 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? perfect 16. Muffins? bagel 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Germany 19. The last thing you did? laundry 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? lacey 23. Your computer? custom 24. Your life? ok 2

Emilybully
Emily knows how to FU.... PROPERLY! This Monday, at 7 p.m. Fu-Time, she has decided to Host a Happy Hour! In keeping with the fine, risque, Fubar tradition she will don her Auto 11's! So meet her under the Mistletoe! EmilyIMAX ☆ THE IMAX EXPERIENCE ~ see more, hear more, feel more ☆ Be sure to F/A/R her. Hit her up! Spank Her! Send her a Bling Present! Level a few Greenies for her ....

Updated - Dec 17th-whats Runnin Thru My Mind Right Now
lots of things go thru my mind. which i mainly keep bottled up inside. and i do talk to a few people and let them in on some things. trust to me is something earned. but also if i think i can trust you. i trust you with all my might. and things that have happened to me in the past. well if i start getting weird feelings can make me kinda paranoid, that the trust i have given so easily, might bite me in the ass. theres a many reasons why i feel or get this feeling. and i feel the need to let some of them out. lets see i lost both my parents by the time i was 16. many horrible things happened leading up to those events. but i will elaborate on those another day. after my father passed, i was told to live with my half sister who was 20 years older than me. which was hard. she was shelterd and naive. and i was independent and street smart. ended up she wanted me gone, and things went really sour with me and her. well when she got custody of me, she made her children and i mov

True Love
How can you Love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it make's your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? How can you feel his hands on you,when he has never touched you or felt his Lips kiss yours? A love with such passion that life could have never put bounderies or limitations on within its wildest Dreams!! If it could ever be possable would you turn it away in fear that it could not be true? For you have never known such love!! For this Love would you take the chance of heart break? For you have known a life time of heart break but heart brake in it self is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be!! To know a moment in life with such passion, such feeling, such want, such need ! I would give myself entirely with out regret, with out sorrow, with out remorse to you !! To have such love based on spiritual (not physical) begining could only result in the most special of Love's !! The Love you wait a lifetime for!! Such love that nor Father Sky or Mot

The Drunk Penguin
hey I am looking for tons more members to join the Big Mike's Hot new lounge The Drunk Penguin I am Willing to Make a personalized NSFW Salute for each of the next 100 people to join The Drunk Penguin Lounge and say i sent you in a private message to Big Mike.. here is his link ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™.. Owner of The Drunk Penguin..Fu Owned By >^,,^< Pet

Joint Pain Iii
I have some pretty wild nerve sensations all down my right leg, plus my right knee and hip have been hurting like hell. I had an epidural steroid shot on Wednesday, December 10th, 2008. It's to treat "Grade I-II Spondylolisthesis". Basically the vertibra at the very bottom of my spine has shifted forward, causing pain and inflammation in my back as well as my legs. I'm not sure if the shot has helped much yet. It can take a few days to kick in, I'm told. Please cross your fingers everyone! Paul needs back on his feet badly.

Bothersome Question
Why is it that someone like me is seemingly not permitted to enjoy certain things. I've borrowed a cd from a friend of mine. A cd of a musician that apparently I am allegedly not allowed to like much less enjoy. Ani DiFranco is the musician. The album is her Rome, Italy 11.15.04 live recording. So, does anyone feel like answering that question for me? Why am I as a male supposedly not allowed to like her music? She's a freakin' talented musician.

Ummmmm?
I just read a bulletin, which I rarely do to begin with, and it was about a set of twins that was stillborn. There were pictures of both babies on there. So if the babies were stillborn doesn't that mean people are flaunting pics of dead babies on fubar?? And does anyone else see anything wrong with that?

Imma Gonna Kill Me Some Snatches!
Fuckin cats!!! won't leave the Christmas tree alone... damn kids talkin me into setting it up this early... grrrrr *sprays another cat* anyone have any ideas?? I can't spray the tree with anything that's stinky 'cause I borrowed it from work. thanks ♥ Postal

Lol...i Shouldn't Laugh But...lol
The boy just got his tongue stuck on the pole... LMAO! Really, I shouldn't laugh...but it reminds me of when I was his age...and I did the same thing...and my dad did just as I just did.. let me scream as he got a warm cup of water..threw on his shoes...ran out there with no coat ...throwing the warm water on pole, tongue and entire child... lol.. don't worry, he thinks it's funny now too..;) ♥ Postal

Perdition
Indeed, the night coils 'round me like smoke birthed from a flame. Silence, my oldest and dearest foe, hath no answers to offer to make sense of the plight. The calmness - 'tis bitter and abysmal. Rather I the flaring nostrils of Hades' wrath bear. Yet... Upon the price of my mortality, this can not be so. What hath fate wrought upon this tired and decayed soul? She sleeps 'neath the same moon and the same stars, yet so easily replaced I am. Thine disregard, as a prowler under moonless black, mine heart with thy dagger invades. "Truly, I pray you... nothing have I meant to you?!" Blessed words uttered in ardent fervency desperate to perchance validate an existence dangling from a thread. Purging the plague is hence found a trial. The eastern sky hints of dawning and I see a path far from thy. I beseech a sky so resplendent, "Who art thou?" Far from strident, the dulcet voice replies with the spritely tone of a muse. "Thou art not a fool. Thou art far beyond. Thy ti

Caa #65
I have a very good friend of mine who needs our angel strength, love and wisdom. She has been doing a lot of hard work going for her LPN (God Bless You for that Hun, we all admire that). She has a project and this is Finals week, let us keep this person who wants to be a healer in our special prayers. Doc

Yes It Exist!!
A wise man said this today..Mr.C and I agree! Do you wake up with him on your mind? Do you go to sleep or wake up in the middle of the night with him on your mind? Can you feel in in your soul, and no matter what you do, this thing just refuses to let you go? Are you willing to lose sight of yourself and do whatever it takes to make it work? In my opinion, these are just a few signs of "true love" & I'm speaking from experience. It is the most thrilling part of this journey we call life, not always easy, but if it's real it's well worth the pain. YES, true love exists.

Omfh
yeah.. that's right. OMFH I'm hyper as fuck. and I'm listening to music with the one and only manda.rd I'm also dancing like an ultranerd.. in my boxers 'cause that's how I roll! I hate that saying. MOTHERFUCKIN' HATE IT LOUD NOISES!!! but I just used it 'cause I suck.. 2x yeah.. two times.. not twice. I have issues and I'm soon to be a subscriber thanks to the homoface I love beer. =]

Rating Game - 12/15/08
~Rain's Rating Game~ So u want a chance to win one of the great prizes? Here is what you do : Below is links to Myself,Babyboy,and PIA .For every 100 pic rates I will put your name in a drawing for a chance to win a prize (1 entry per 100 rates).There are several prizes that can be won.You may rate any or all of our pics to give you more chances at winning.Please fumail RAIN (NOT SB) fumail ONLY Letting me know how many pics you rated altogether. WE have auto 11's activated ..So you will benefit just from rating! ~~Prizes~~ THERE WILL ONLY BE 3 WINNERS THIS TIME!!! 1st Place - Auto 11 Bling 2nd Place - 1 Ticker 3rd Place - 1 Tag ~~~~~HAPPY RATING~~~~~ ~~~GET STARTED~~~ †Яåîñ† ~Wîƒèý †º $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar $Ðj ßåßý ßºý$Hûßßý †º Яåîñ{Ð.$.Ç}@ fubar ~*~PIA~*~co-owner @WYKD ~*~@ fubar ~~ List of Entries Will Be Listed In Rain's Blog~~ WYKD Radio

Shelter Animals In Need Of Help...
http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1076432&albumid=1384384&i=3207691937 I have gotten 40 dogs in this past weekend, not counting those I already had. My shelter is located right between St. Louis and Memphis and the web site is www.sikestonareahumanesociety.rescuegroups.org Not asking for money, asking for anyone who has any connections with other rescues for help, or if you know anyone in the area who might be interested in a dog to help. Have had folks drive from Colorado for a dog, and have a lady coming from Texas to adopt one too. Thanks n hugsss

Wow!
Read from bottom up: ->joe: yea bud, I got an entire folder of pussy pics. have at it. {my pussy pics are pics of my cats} joe: yes i do ->joe: respect much? ->joe: r u kidding me? joe: cool i bet u have anice one to hmmmmm ->joe: it was the birth of my granddaughter ->joe: ummm that is my daughter ur talkin about joe: yes nice pussy to mmmm ->joe: pretty graphic ->joe: I know, the childbirth ones joe: iam good was lookin at your pics ->joe: dont faint! lol ->joe: you? ->joe: fine joe: how r u? ->joe: ty joe: nice pics wow just wow

What To Put In The Special Pdt Salute
Ok guys.. Here is what your Salute picture should include YOU wearing a DOUBLE purple dog tag(you gotta order one) so we can see it..and a sign(body salutes ok). Pics can be sexy but keep em SFW. .. It should be hand written and say the Following. "your screen name" "Your Fubar ID #" of Fubar.Com Salutes and supports our wounded veterans and PurpleDogTag.com You can add personal touches as long as the CORE salute is there..mention friends or relatives..but absolutely NO POLITICAL statements. Our boys are injured. This is about caring for them. PERIOD. This is a POSITIVE thing..and it will be kept that way. Upload your Salute and let me know when its there..

10 Days To Go
Here I sit this morning with only 10 days to go before I take this leap off into the unknown. I have never made a decision quite so quickly before in my life. Truth be told I am scared to death. When giving birth you have 9 months to prepare yourself. When you get married you have the engagement period to prepare yourself. I made this decision on a whim and now I am just plain terrified. What if I get to where I am going and hate it. What if I just put a monkey wrench in all the goals and dreams I had set for myself? These are all things I think of. I have been so wrapped up in school and preparations for my move that I am finally starting to slow down and think. I know at this time it is the best decision for me. But I am not the type of person who worries about me. I worry about everyone else involved. Everyone else and their happiness comes before mine. Its the way I live my life. Anyway, I guess I'm just venting. Deep Down I know it will all work out.