Fubar Blog Posts 4

Satisfying Secret
Her eyes so delicate, words so sweet, she's beautiful, making you want to believe, making you want to hang on her every word, gaze so venomous, luring me to her, makes me sick because I know i’m Kissing the same lips that tell all the lies, What’s worse is that I know it, and I still don’t say a word, I keep the role of her vulnerable, witless marionette, in the sick puppet show play that she puts on in her head, For everyone to see her cruel powerful ways, and the effect she has on me, the way she uses me as a pawn to feel all the more in control, I am her victim, and she loves it, she loves that I am inferior to her, it pleasures her for me to fall prey to her mind games, I am the servant, she the monarch, my everlasting ruler, as I obey her every whim, meanwhile being strummed like a banjo, in her own pathetic orchestra of songs about the oblivious souls to be pitied like my own,

Sausage & Lentil Hotpot With Prunes
Sausage and lentil hotpot with prunes This easy, hearty dish is full of savoury flavours, gently lifted by the rich sweetness of a few prunes. Serves four to six. About 3 tbsp olive, rapeseed or sunflower oil2 large onions, peeled and sliced2 medium carrots, peeled and sliced on the diagonal2 stems celery, sliced on the diagonal2 bay leaves (optional)Sprig of thyme (optional)8 sausages500ml chicken stock150g puy, green or brown lentils, well rinsed200g pitted prunesSea salt and freshly ground black pepper Heat the oven to 140C/285F/gas mark 1. Heat two tablespoons of oil in a large casserole over a medium-low heat. Add the onions, and let them sweat for 10-15 minutes, stirring regularly. Add the carrots and celery, and the bay and thyme, if using. Cover and sweat for 10 or so minutes, stirring from time to time. Heat a trickle more oil in a frying pan and brown the sausages all over. Add them to the casserole with the veg. Use a little stock to deglaze the frying pan, then pour th

Fu-engaged/fu-married/changing Your Username?
Sorry, I just don't get it... I'm not judging those who do it by any means. More power to ya! Do whatever makes you happy. I just don't see the point in it for myself personally. I have NO desire to get married again, virtually or otherwise. It would take a pretty spectacular relationship to change my mind on that. I also have no desire to change my personal identity on here based on who "owns" me. Thankfully the friend who currently "owns" me is a nice guy who doesn't give a crap about all that. If he were someone who expected me to change my name I'd have a problem with that. I honestly don't care about levelling either. LOL Wow, I don't mean to sound all anti-fu, I guess I just use this site for different purposes. I love to meet new people that I normally wouldn't meet and get to know them. I could honestly care less about levelling or lounges or mafias. I have limited time online and I prefer to spend it chatting with nice people. For the record this is a great plac

Bling Pack Give Away
ok i will give away a bling pack 4 the ladys to enter u need to make a saulte that says team david must be sfw the one that gets the most votes and comments combined wins the more that enter the bigger pack i give a way

Orgasms
Orgasms! Lately, i've been having your usual orgasms but i haven't experienced the type of orgasm where "my legs are quivering and whoever is fucking me or eating me out beg them to stop" type of orgasm! lol almost like in the videos! it really makes me wonder and wish what it feels like to orgasm sooooo fucking good that you are actually begging the person to stop! If i EVER find a man to fuck me like that i dont think i'd ever let go! lol man oh man if only people knew how much of a freak i am! I'm just sayin.......

Obsession
His body's on fire, his heart starts to race. By the touch of her skin, the sight of her face. He listens to her voice, and outlines her lips. But the words he hears, she isn't saying, each time the knife slips. Digging deeper in her flesh, he sees her tears fall. If I can't have you, then no one will at all. She doesn't understand, for he is the one in her heart. Until obsession kicked in, and tore them apart. He had her sweet taste, then sank his teeth in. Biting off pieces of her soul, leaving holes in her skin. He was blinded by love, taken over by rage. Unleashing his inner demon, from inside of it's cage. As soon as the door cracked, the beast took control. His obsession laid to rest, the other half of his soul.

Safe Sex Needed A New Hero – Enter Bill Gates And His Graphene Condom
So, graphene, who's heard of it? I'll admit that I hadn't until this morning, when it was revealed that the Nobel prize-winning "wonder" substance is being hailed as the solution to the timeless problem of men who say they don't like wearing condoms. The Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation has awarded a £62,000 grant to the scientists at Manchester University who believe the material, which is a form of carbon that is one atom thick, can be combined with latex to create a super-strong, super-stretchy, supercondom. This is excellent news, since I am a five-year-old and find condoms hilarious. Our prime minister looks like one, and he is a constant source of mirth to me. Then again, condoms are hilarious. It's difficult to write an article about them without acknowledging that fact (indeed, the Telegraph barely managed it, choosing to round theirs off with a quote saying that this new use for graphene might "touch our everyday life in the most intimate way"). It's a little plastic sheath

Dirty Dancing With Will; I Miss Him Now And Forever...
Ever have one of those people in your life that you know that the person is just horrible for you in a lot of ways even though this happens to be the person that you always have the most fun with? This is also usually the person that you both seem to understand each other better than anyone else does, or ever will? So in taking care of yourself, you know what you have to do, and you know that means you are going to have to let go of this amazing person. It breaks your heart to do so, but you know that it is going to be for the best for both of you to be separated. So you even go one step further and talk about this with this person, and you both know and agree how much you are both going to miss each other. You also agree that it is one of those things like in the movie Dirty Dancing where you had the time of your life with this person, and will both have such great memories to think about when you are 70 years old. I mean face it, Baby, and Johnny never saw each other again after tha

Good Bye Fubar
I want to say good bye. I think it is finally time for me to delete myself and go away. I don't fit in here anymore. I already deleted myself off of Facebook. This should go to. I felt so alone on Facebook and I feel even more alone here. I have tried everything I could think of to have friends, to make friends and to keep them, but I failed. Today someone i have talked to for a few years.. and he went away for two years came back..he asked me who i was. He forgot all about me. I guess everyone esle has to. I am not what people want to be friends with. Maybe some are right, I am too messed up to have friends. So, I want to thank all those that spoke to me over the years here......and this is my final curtain call.. Like the late great Michael Jackson said. I might be back someday... I don't know yet.. Stay happy and stay smiling.. I'm out...

I Am A Firefighter
"When you are in darkness, constricting, engulfing darkness, I will be there. When you are in a prison of metal, cold, threatening metal, I will be there. When you are covered in your own blood, I will be there. When you scream and shout for help, I will be there. When someone you love is trapped in a maze of fire, I will be there. When your son or daughter is mangled and lying limp in front of a wrecked car, I will be there. When all others flee, I will be there. I am no angel, no hero, no savior. I am a firefighter. Your life is my life. When you feel you are about to take your last breath, I will be there. When you feel the walls closing in on you, I will be there. When you have given up hope, I will be there. I am a firefighter. This is what I was born to be. When you need me, I will answer your call. Day or night, cold or hot, I will be there. I am a firefighter. I have never met you, but I love you. You may be my nieghbor, you may be my family, you may be the new guy in town, you

Nude Contest..how To Enter
Wantin to Do A Nude Contest...If ur Interested In Doin It Send Me The Link To One Of Ur Sexi Nude Pix Gotta Be Full Body Pic Thou.....Gotta Have Atleast 10 Interested In Doin It... The Most Votes And Or Comments Will Win A Month VIP And Or Bling Pak Will Start Monday And End Friday 12/9-12/13 Ok So You Can enter Either Full Body Pic Or Jus A Clear Cock Pix

To My Haters
I'm not big on drama on FUBAR. As a matter of fact, I don't even participate in it. But recently, I have discovered that you can be hated or disliked for just about any stupid reason. I had received some very obnoxious, jealous-ridden, pissy comments from a few woman. I would just like to take this opportunity to say THANK YOU!!!!... It means the world to me for you take so much time to sit at your PC and write me such a heart-felt, stupid, "you gotta be kidding me", worthless, no-good, kiss my ass, you need to get laid, "-itch, please", kind of unnecessary chat message. Thrills me that you think of me that much. NOT EVEN!! I've never been the drama kind of woman and just because you don't like something about me, doesn't mean I'm going to become YOU. That is why I hit "clear" or "delete" or just plain ignore you. So I took the time to dedicate this little message to you ladies and you know who you are. BITE ME!!!!! And I truly mean that. Thank you so much for your time, an

Blah
You know, I wish I had bookmarked a particular MuMM. This girl was talking about how she never gets friend requests unless she's running ability bling. I told her she was doing Fubar wrong then because she shouldn't need ability bling. I was gone over the weekend and came back to over 60 requests. No ability bling running. I'd kind of like to tell her I was right :)

My First Few Days On Fubar
how should i start this? well joined mostly to play game and show off my sexi body to the fubar members. less then five minutes joined i have drinks, girft, friends request even before i post my picture or anything about me. so i add more pictures and open up a bigger mess then i had before with tons of guys in my sb and upset that i can't even answer much before i get hit with tons more? grrrrrrrrrr then i join the mafia game and find it boring at first but now a bit better since i got a toon able to work the list :). the lack of womend here is a real problem with more guys then women at above 2 to 1. most the guy are rude and perhaps me naked has something to do with that? some of the guys are very nice and don't start off in sb with "nice tits baby" lol the women here seem sweet but with all this going on i really haven't had the time to meet many.i feel bad that i haven't rated by one profile since i joined or gave many drinks back but there is so much to do here and i do

Two Ways Of Living
There's two ways of living here now. There's the old way, look out for your family, die where you was born, fish, cut your wood, keep a garden, make do with what you got. Then there's the new way. Work out, have a job, somebody tell you what to do, commute, your brother's in South Africa, your mother's in Regina, buy every goddamn piece of Japanese crap you can. Leave home. Go off to look for work. And some has a hard time of it. --annie proulx, the shipping news perhaps i am an oddball, but the old way seems vastly better than the new.

Lol
well, i never know what to say in these things...alot has gone on lately, and right now i guess i can say that im lucky to not have a concussion... darn storage closet, gotta raise its roof... 4 feet and im almost 6...doesnt work too well!!! well... i think im done for now, lol hit me up

Female Singer In A Lonely Bar
'Water dream of summer city drifting streets singing songs of... and all the while foot tapping down the line Itchy feet a wander dusty road tear drapped night singing songs of... and all the while foot tapping down the line and every whistle sends a shiver and every whistle tweaks a dream from yesterday and ain't no song ever sung the beauty with the pain and all the blues ain't the hue of night and all your tears flow a differant way and all the kisses taste a differant flavor illusion mathmaticians twisting minds with advert lines of buy bye bye Water dream of summer city drifting streets singing songs of... and all the while foot tapping down the line...' She sang and my heart listened alone in the corner hidden in shadows hidden in my tears and all the while I hung on every note and every word and every song she sang for me invisible in the crowd... I lit a cigerette leant back and closed my eyes living through her

Winds Come Whistle
Winds come whistle howl across the vista of the imagination sprinkled dreams of starlike qualities tender mercies lost inside a vision that was laying on an empty seat in some coach or another travelling to another town that no ones ever been to or ever will again changing as it does with every shifting grain of sand scattered by the breeze and if a tear should wake the dead and grant them dreams anew then maybe we'll dance again maybe me and you...

I Hate Being Sick!
okay here's the deal.. i have a really bad cold and it is kicking my ass right now.. I don't get sick that often , but when I do .. watch out.. just thought i would post a blog cuz we can n ow, and i thought I would test it out, but could not think of anhything else to write about..lol

Sept 13th 2006
Hello all my family, friends & fans.. I am leaven my first blog here to let you all know I will be gone from September 14th till September 23rd. I am haven the time of my life. And I can not wait to leave. I will mis you all. An be taken you all with me in my heart. Love Kinky

My First Real Blog Entry On The Lc...dun Dun Duuuun
Random thoughts.... Life is good... Wish the sun would come out and the wind would blow... I'm glad my family is coming here for Christmas this year... I'm glad there are so many cool people on the LC... I'm glad there are blogs on LC now... I'm glad LostCherry women's shirts now come in 4 colors (red, pink, black, white) XXL&XXXL now available in both men's and women's. :) I can't wait until the 1st SlySugar Bash... Scrapper is a pimp... C-L

My First Blog On Lc!
Im really stoked on this new cool blog feature.. after all i was the one who sent baby jesus the idea about having blogs.. hehe.. its cool that now i can post what happend today or whats on my mind. Thanks babyjesus!! :) ~*Samantha~*

Stupid People..
Have you ever had one of those days where you just wanna " LAYETH THE SMACKETH DOWN ON PEOPLES CANDY ASSES" I had to talk to so many stupid people today just wanted to knock them out.. I think that they should have to wear a shirt that says how dumb they really are... Just wanted to vent a little.. lol If you feel the same way give me a hell yeah!!!!!!

Genx
This will be my 80's nostalgia blog. I hope you all comment and share your memories. I was born in Cherry Hill NJ in 1976. Judging by that date that made me a official member of Generation X! gen X is defined as being Born between 1965 and 1980. It is also called the ME generation. I will start with what i remember. I remember Halloween being cancelled because there were LSD tatoos and razor blades in the apples. I remember having a holly hobbie doll. I remember spending summers at Leigh Anns house and swimming in her pool. Playing with Cabbage patch kids(mine was Carlotta Clover) We would eat cold spaghettios and we had this peas an carrot gum. I had a raggedy ann record player that played 45s and I remember playing the Mc'ds song on the record theygave out...remember? I'd like a Big Mac, Mc BLT, A Quarter-Pounder with some cheese, Filet-O-Fish, A Hamburger, A Cheeseburger, A Happy Meal. McNuggets, Tasty Golden French Fries, Regular or Larger Size, And Salads: Chef or Gar

Hey All
If you all have anything that you think i should add to my profile or ideas for pics that i dont have on here just let me know. I am a very open female just enjoyin herself and having a good time here on LC. Love ya all. Sexy fem

California Melee - 750 Miles Of Beer
Just got finished running California Melee X this weekend. 750 miles in 3 days covering all NorCal back country roads and highways through desert, dirt, forest, coastline, and hillbillys. Did I mention the hillbillys? More on that later. We headed out with a pack of Porsches, Alfas, Minis, Fiats, BMWs and a couple oddballs. Team 33 was driving my RHD Datsun Bluebird Coupe. First day took us from Palace of Fine Arts SF up some back ass highways north of Marin, along dirt/rock roads into Redbluff. We followed a caravan that got lost twice and ended up backtracking solo 45 minutes at 80+ MPH on the backroads to catch a group of cars. First night saw a dive hotel with one of the vintage Mini Coopers turned into a Mini-Bar. Many beers and drinks later and we were ready to head out for bad Mexi food and huge frickin' goblet margaritas. Up early on day 2 and we headed for HWY 36 - a 137 mile long 2 lane (at best) back highway of all twists and turns that led us out towards the Coast. After lu

My First Lc Blog
Wow now this is great, B L O G S!!! i love writing and so this is got me really excited haha it will be even more exciting if someone actually reads them..but hey who knows. Anyway since this is my first blog i'm just going to have to promise that things will get better after this one, the first ones are always pathetic except if maybe your a blog junkie which i will soon prove to be.Hope everyone gets onto this and starts writing heaps of cool stuff because i can't wait to read all about other peoples stuff but anyway see you guys later and just wait for my next blog hahaha byeeee xxx

Looking For My Mom!!
HI, my name is Gloria and i am looking for my mom she left when i was 6 and a half mounths old. I was born in goldsboro, nc and moved in with my grandma, Who raised me until i got married on August 14, 1992. She has two grandchildren Kayla who is 11 And, brandon who is 8. I would really like to meet her. so if anyone could help me i would greatly apreciate it. my mom was from somewhere in Georgia.i would like everbody who reads this to send it to atleast 10 people on their friends list, may be she or someone who knows will read it also. my dads name is jimmy and she knows who she is and, where i live in the same old town for 30 years. please help and, pass this along I would greatly appreciate it my mothers maiden name is sandra lee pilkington contact info: pixiegirl673@aol.com or sexy_chic_4_ever@yahoo.com thanks

Today!
Hello, didn't had a good day today! My gf Tammy is on a photoshoot, i'm like a little puppy! Running around. A girl y know just had her car broke down. Went to pick her up. I speeded a little bit and guess what! Probably i was flashed at 240km/h. Yeaha, again! :( Hope the rest of the night will be better. 1:42AM

Poem
If only love knew.......... If only love knew that you made me cry and how often I wish I would die. If love only knew my feelings for you then love would of shown you how to be true. If only love knew how much I loved you then love would have shown you how, too! If love had a heart it would have never had to start. If there is no start then there is no end! Written by me, Mistik

If My Eyes Knew How To Cry
If My Eyes Knew How To Cry.......... If my eyes knew how to cry It would be easier to say goodbye. If my eyes knew how to cry It would be easier to sigh. If my eyes knew how to cry I probably wouldn't have believed all your lies. If my eyes knew how to cry I would have never tried. If my eyes knew how to cry Maybe our love wouldn't have died. By: Mistik

Once Ever More
I gave you my all -- heart And soul, putting forth Everything in me and Then some - opening the Door once again I had Promised to keep closed. I let you in, and all was Like a dream -- but faded At some point, like a vision Hovering in the clouds, but then Shattered forever, now closing That chapter again, once ever more. By Me

I Look (another Personal Poem)
I look in the mirror at my face, so beaten, so scarred I look ugly now I am not attractive as I used to be My body houses scars that run deep they run through the bone It was not always like this You were once gentle But you blame your change on me You said I made you mad I made you do all of this But yet, I still do not see I guess I never will It will never be told It will die with you Sooner then you think By Me

Stuff And Dumbs
Well as some of you know I am in Canada and I am loving it, its been great I have had such a laugh and I have to thank Nicole, Missy, India, Safie and Q. most of you will not know what any of that means but they will.

Updates And Stuff About Me P1
Ok so I know I posted a bunch of new stuff up on my page yesterday for anyone who cares to read. Kinda glad they put this up...though if you really want to know what I'm thinking get to know me, I might tell. Ok so right now I'm looking to trade in my 04 strat for possibly an 04 350Z or 04 RX8. I really want to get into drifting. Yeah I know it's something to get me in more trouble but I've been pretty good lately so I think that makes up for it right ha ha. Anyway it's always been a dream of mine to earn some street cred. I know with a new car trying to pay it off would hinder my financial situation as far as modding it...but I feel with the right color combo I could make it into something I could drive through college and out into the real world too and it wouldn't seem so much a "kid" car. With the start of the school year comes the possibility of SO many more heartbreaks, but this year just doesn't feel the same. After back and forth Ashley is back in my life for good...now w

Crazy Eye Johnny Is The Shiznit!!! And U All Need To Recognize!
Get this video and more at MySpace.comGet this video and more at MySpace.comCrazy Eye Johnny I love you! Special thanks to all who sent me their wishes, you all are the most wonderful friends anyone could ask for much ♥ Crazy Eye Johnny @ LostCherry add her! she is the most amazing woman and friend ever so show her some love DAMN IT!

Dear Mike
First of all, let's get something straight. You were a pain in the ass. Just because you're dead doesn't mean I'm going to pretend you were a saint. You didn't expect that, did you? You should know better by now. It was always my job to give you crap. Everyone else put up with you. I couldn't sleep last night. I kept seeing the car hitting you, and thinking you wouldn't have wanted to die that way. I've changed my mind, though. I think you would have loved the attention. It was in all the papers, "Harley rider killed in accident!" They spelled your name wrong, though. That would have pissed you off. Tara is having a really hard time, Mike. I know I teased you when you married her and she was only 21. I remember on her birthday, asking if you bought her a new Barbie. You took ribbing so well. I know you loved her. She loves you too honey. I am so glad you got the chance to be happy. She will be ok. God will take care of her. The other day I cleaned out my in

Beltane
I see light Shining so bright Tears and Fears Pain and Gain, Power and Greed Drumming and mead.. We come back to Earth.. I bring my soul back again to my mother Earth.. and father Sun Uniting as one.. at this Beltane! Our spirits join together to help create this sacred life force Flowers blooming No more glooming The past is done It's time new life has begun!

Sometimes People Come Into Your Life
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The p

It Happened In Times Square
I can still remember it as if it happened yesterday. I was standing in the middle of Times Square in New York City admiring all the tall buildings. The bright lights from the various billboards bounced off the tall buildings causing a spectrum of colors to flash across the sky. It was indeed a beautiful site to behold. I whipped out my camera and started taking pictures of everything in sight. My boyfriend, at the time, glanced down at me in sheer annoyance. He peered over his dark glasses and whispered, "Stop acting like a tourist Heather. You're embarrassing yourself." "Tourist," I questioned. "Come on Nick, where's your holiday spirit? I mean it is New Year's Eve after all." Nick pushed his dark glasses back upon the bridge of his nose and turned his head. I used to hate when he did that to me. But, on that day, I was determined not to let his indifferent attitude dampen my spirit. I wanted to have fun. This was the first time that I had ever been in Times Square on New Yea

The Perfect Dominoes... This Is Real!
This is cool! And you thought those people that set up a room full of dominos to knock over were amazing... There are no computer graphics or digital tricks in the film. Everything you see really happened in real time exactly as you see it. The film took 606 takes. On the first 605 takes, something, usually very minor, didn't work. They would then have to set the whole thing up again. The crew spent weeks shooting night and day. By the time it was over, they were ready to change professions. The film cost six million dollars and took three months to complete including full engineering of the sequence. In addition, it is two minutes long so every time Honda airs the film on British television, they're shelling out enough dough to keep any one of us in clover for a lifetime. However, it is fast becoming the most downloaded advertisement in Internet history. Honda executives figure the ad will soon pay for itself simply in "free viewings"

Hello
hey there just to start off, i never really know what to say in these things...and i say these things because this has to be the fourth or fifth blog i have tried to create this year. im tired. thats all for now. thanx for reading. ignore any typos or spelling mistakes. bye!

Dark Love Song
Come moonbathe with me, my pale memory-- touch skin to frigid stone. Hush-- let the raindrops intone the lullaby. Sink back down, far from harm; subside and gaze into the cavernous sky caught-- in my automatic arms. When you watched the bloody sky you avoided the look in my eyes. The moon was not for you: deep in the summer's decay, you preferred the gaudy death throes of the day-- but when the shadow fingers twined like psychedelic vines up the flat grantie, you had to face me. The end is near. Come sing with me, my pale memory-- swim that stale symphony. By choice, you are so shallow as a whole, that as you founder in the void, you won't understand what I stole. If there is a god, he hates me to weave this pinpricked belveteen sky; as though they'll never see you again, there are fears in my eyes; for if your sunset flees my love, he has forsaken us. His sun is dead; I killed him with my satin touch, stain tainted his setting. We haven't the stre

Hello All
I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY HERE, SOIF THERE'S ANYTHING YOU WANNA KNOW JUST ASK, DON'T BE CHICKENSHIT, IF YOU WANNA KNOW SOMETHING PERSONAL ASK IT, IF I WANT YOU TO KNOW THE ANSWER I'LL TELL YOU, IF NOT I'LL TELL YOU THAT TOO. BUT IF YOU DON'T ASK I DON'T TELL AND SO YOU'LL NEVER KNOW. GOODBYE FOR NOW.

Everyday Life Pt 1
A man sits and watches the world go by, He used to be part of it, he used to be someone. He would often walk this road to work and Look at the people who were not like him, Wondering what their story was. Each one was different he knew, but how many a time he wanted to stop, To inquire about each one. He never did. He felt for them, knowing he would also never be one of them. Yet, here he is, cold, alone. Seeing people look at him, the same way he used to do. No one stops, they all just stare. He begins to think, wondering how he fell so hard So fast.

To My Friends!!!!
The internet brought us together, E-mail has kept us in touch, We've become the best of friends, Without even so much As a moment face to face.... But that doesn't really matter, When you make a friend in cyber space.... We talk over the phone, Greet each other through instant messaging, Send poems and prayers and jokes, And exchange electronic greetings.... It's always good to know, That you're just a click away, When I really need to talk, Or just wish you a wonderful day.... I'm glad that I met you, my friend, Through my internet connection. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Well Thought Id Join
well i havent seen this b4 didnt no this was here. so heres my first one. ok this shit is now offically like myspace. but so much better!!!. um im always fucking bored as shit. if u wanna i-m me my aim sn is: xDaddysDefectx92 no i dont have yahoo or msn no i dont have a cam. so dont ask. my opinions on nude and adult photos: they are gay. its like a tease o u can c but not have. either u get it in person or u just dont get it. simple. well leave me comments or some shit. cuz im always bored. well have fun. ♥

Kiss
Your tongue burns my cool skin like molten flame, As you pierce my soul I silently scream your name, I kiss your lips and taste your bloodied soul, Feel the blood engorge us and make our love whole, You come to me silently on wings of blackest night, Consuming my heart with your dark lover's bite. Joyously my blood gushes forth and splashes your face, As my fevered body you now so passionately embrace, My soul sings your black desires in endless refrain, My dark angel lover you make pleasure such sweet pain.

A Visit From The Yule Spirits
'Twas the night before Yule, when all 'cross the hearth, not a being was stirring; Pagan, faerie, or beast. Wassail was left out & the alter adorned, to rejoice that the Sun King would soon be reborn. The children lay sleeping by the warmth of the hearth, their dreams filled with visions of belov'd Mother Earth. M'lady & I beneath blankets piled deep, had just settled down to our own Solstice sleep. Then a noise in the night that would leave us no peace, Awakened us both to the honking of geese. Eager to see such a boisterous flock, When we raced to the window, our mouths dropped in shock! On the west wind flew a gaggle of geese white & gray, With Frau Holda behind them in her giftladen dray. The figure on her broomstick in the north sky made it clear, La Befana was approaching to bestow Yuletide cheer. From the south came a comet more bright than the moon, And we knew that Lucia would be with us soon. As these spirits sailed earthward o'er hilltops & trees,

If A Man Wants You
I got this in an email today.. and it is very true thought I would share it. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why w

Younger Self
Leap, Jump, Skip and Run. The time of our youth, the day of the sun. Worry, dispair, fret and die. A graduate of life, the night turns to sky. To be born again, as the dawn is new, as time moves on, the sky to blue. To grow and grow and leap and jump and skip and run through life like the blazing sun. Hold fast to youth, for it holds the key, to life most full through eternity. As the sun does rise so shall it set, and the sky will grow even darker yet. When youth is lost, dark it stays. For we have lost the passion for the dawn of day. Listen to me, and to what I say, when the voice inside wants out to play, remember the light of the rising sun, Leap, Jump, Skip, and Run. Blessed Be!

19jun06
Today I introduced myself to my own feelings. I'd rather regret the things I've done, than the ones I never did. So if you truly want something, you will never know unless you go after it! Now I sit here waiting patiently and wipe away a tear, wishing that your vision would suddenly appear. Hoping you'd say "Hello Darling?" and great me with a smile, come sit beside me and chat with me a while. It's hard for me to understand just what I'm doing here, What happened to my lover that used to say he cared. How come I've been abandoned like some old worn out shoe, what crime had I committed what bad thing did I do? It's true I have two daughters and shelter from the rain, But there's precious little else to ease my lonliness and pain. I'm only one of many that ponder through the day, and find the price of loving is much to high to pay. That picture could be quickly changed if you would spend, a little extra time paying attention to me not just as a friend.

Life
Well this is my first blog:P I took my lil girl to the Dr. to day for her one yearly heart check up and the doctor was a lil concerned about her development of her heart and that she may have to have surgery again ;'( but she said for now she just wants to wait and see what happens over the next year so now I’m a lil worried about hat and my lil girl also went for her 4 year old shot today pore thing cried she has never cried for any of her shot before made me cry but I hope the out come of her heart turns out that she don’t have to have surgery again the last one was the longest 9 hours of my life well I’m out of here and headed t bed been a long day night night

2006 So Far For Me
Ok 2006 so far for me has been a up and down year for me this is in the australian date way not the amercian date way so if i am confusing you you will soon see what i mean people 10/1/06 my friendship with my best friend geoff came to a end of a best friend friendship of 16/17 years on this day and then on the 22/1/06 i got to meet a rock band called Silent Reprise and hang out with them they're are from Melbourne here in Australia they were awesome on the day i got pics taken with them and then in may just before mother's day i got to meet in person An Australian Country musican called Lee Kernaghan and he signed his new album the New Bush for me it was a honour meeting him for me and then on the 2/7/06 i got to meet a Australian pop/rock musican/songwriter/producer called Mark Lizotte aka Johnny Diesel or Diesel he signed 2 copies of his new album called Coathanger Atennae and then i asked him if he wouldn't mind signing some earlier album covers for me he said that's no problem

Love The Almighty Randomness...
You know those days where your mind is in like 50 different places but like when one person appears...you drop it all? Yep, so freakin guilty of it. It's all your fault...you know who you are. I've come to the realization that amongst the asshats and the idiots...there really is absolute fandamntastic cuteness out there. You know damn well who I am talking to. "Fairy masturbation"...nuff said. The randomness alone makes me squirmy...I LOVE IT! On another note...today was so damn uneventful. Not to mention...22 years old and chicken pox...what the fuck. I'd do anything to be able to itch these bastards and not feel like I'm dieing. Damn I'm sad. *sigh* Yeah...probably more then you guys wanted to know, but if you are reading this then you must actually give a damn...so hooray for me! Think this about sums up my randomness for the night. Those of you that read this...you SERIOUSLY had to have something better to do, but I adore the shit out of you for taking the time!

I Have To Let Go.
Just a little something on my mind. I suppose, I'm never going to learn to let go of you. You hurt me, made me cry, told me to die, and shatterd my heart in pieces, but still I think of you, I miss you so much, I can't stand it. Will it ever get easier knowing that you gone? Will the pain stop? Will my heart heal?.. I miss you so much, I can't stand it. For a year my heart was yours. For a year you told me you loved me. For a year I was happy. For a year I could say that I love you, and really mean it. We always said " Together Forever and Eternity.". Nick, what happend to them days?? Why did everything suddenly go cold, and dark?? You straighted out my life. You made my days bright, my nights peacefull. My heart sore. Me float high in the clouds. Just remembering them day's, I want to cry. Tears slowly building up in my eyes. I try to hold them back, but now their rolling down my cheeks. I'm wishing this is a nightmare, it hurts so bad! I can't take it. I miss y

"maiden Bound Emma"
"Silly," Emma muttered as she untied her gown and let it drop to the floor in a puddle about her feet. But as silly and irrational as she might proclaim it to be, the untoward feelings and the incessant newfound infatuation had her within its talons. Hugh’s image swam in her mind as she slowly stripped away her undergarments to bare her breasts and more. Emma could clearly see in her mind’s eye, the heated mystery that had been in Hugh’s gaze when he looked upon her. Her nipples were tight now with the memory of that gaze. He had enjoyed looking at her, and she had immediately felt the rise of his maleness. Emma bent to turn down her stocking and take off her shoes. The stirring of air across her nude buttocks and the laden weight of her breasts hanging downward with taut nipples, felt acutely sensitive. The cove of her cupids lips were moist, and as she rose her hands stroked over her shins, knees, and thighs. They moved more slowly over the muff of curls atop her throbbing cunny,

Read This It Will Get To You
When I am called to duty, God, Where ever flames may rage Give me the strength to save some life, Whatever be its age. Help me embrace a little child Before it is too late; Or save an older person from The horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert, And hear the weakest shout, To quickly and efficiently put the fire out. I want to fill my calling and to give the best in me, To guard my every neighbor and protect his property, And if according to fate - I am to lose my life, Please bless with your protecting hand my children and my wife. Amen

Your Touch
I sit and wait for the amazing touch Not of one that hates so much But a touch that is pure Makes my heart flutter and is sure I know one day I will feel it again I know it is out there and will hold my hand Walks through the park would have been nice The night was painful but very nice I know that jesus is near I know you are out there and no longer fear One day will make us happy We will be together and it will fulfill everything I feel I know that a picnic would be nice I know you would bring me flowers each night I know you would play with me I know your life is more than any can see Our future will be heavenly It will be something so many would envy With all this in mind I wont forget what i will find When you were born that night You sure put up a little fight But when my end is here I will join you happy as well and with no fear My little girl we miss you so much But now we are relieved knowing you have gods touch

Who Am I
"Who Am I?" - I'm NOT your typical female by any means. - I'm very open minded. Give it a shot. - I NEVER judge people without reason. - I Can get along with just about anyone. - I can be the BIGGEST GEEK sometimes, but I'm fun. - I have a serious side and I'm very deep. - I tend to speak the truth because I don't like LIES. - I'm a really good girl - promise! - I LOVE to smile & laugh. - I have a flirty personality, it doesnt mean Im a slut. - I love to write - just look at my blogs! - I enjoy getting into intelligent conversations so please stimulate my mind. - My friends and family are my world. - I got a real big *HeARt* but people tend to step all over it or break it. - I'm very generous, caring, and sympathetic. - I have an obscure way of thinking ... but get to know me ok. - I'm very trustworthy and loyal. - I am loveable, yet easily hurt. - I forgive TOO easily but I NEVER forget. - I get along bette

What Is Surfing?
Your laying on a piece of foam and fiberglass 9 feet long and 24 inches wide, you paddle out into the waves, diving under them as they break over you. melding you to them, they accept you, and you get through to where the waves are just forming, and they are nothing more then bumps in the water. You sit up on your board its like sitting on the water itself, the ocean undulates under you, lovely speaking to you with motion, your body becomes one with her, you close your eyes, and you can feel her breath on your face, hear her heartbeat in your ears. her words, are mere pictures in your mind, until your not sure who is riding who, then she says here I am come into me, so you turn and begin to paddle, then you feel her cresendo building, your speed picks up, her body rises up to meet yours, she lifts you up with the force of her passion, you nothing ahead of you as you push yourself to your feet. now your standing at the top of her mountains crest sailing towards the beach on nothing, you

I Am.........
I am......... When you see me,do you see the good,caring,kind hearted person I am? Or do you see the heartless,cold hearted,dead,no hope person I am? Do you see the hard working,need to get it done person I am? Or the no account, bum I am ?? Guess what??? I am the good,caring,kind person you see!!I am the heartless,cold hearted,dead,no hope person you see!!!! I am the hard working,need to get it done person you see!!I am the no account bum you see!!!! Do you know who I am now???....I do!!!.....Can't ya tell?????????? (i wrote this in middle school)

1st Time Entry!!! Sept. 13, 2006
Dear Cherry Readers!! Hey.. This is New.. I like it!! So.. How are you all doing!!! Dang this place gets better and better... I wonder why i am sooo addicted and I am Loving it!! Take care out there in Cherry World!!! Jeannie!!

Who's Good ??? I Am Good
i cannot believe it.. they came backin and were hungry.. so i pointed to the fridge and the microwave.. said theres ur dessert and supper.. you want the dessert.. eat the supper.. the fuckin lil shits. ate the supper , then ate the dessert , then to top it all off i go for my dessert here a couple mins ago and they are all in bedd sleeping and my dessert was missing too.. like gawsh thank god they are sleeping now .. i can eat my chips.. or i might just have some fresh fruits.. yumm but the point to my blog is that i got them sleeping.. with out bitching.. like god uncles are good.. they rock and i love hearing my nephews and niece tell me they think i am th best uncle in the world so .... to make my blog come to an end.. i feel like the greatest uncle in the world ... they are angels..... when they sleep .. thanks for all the comments on me rambling on and on... i appreciate it you guys ..... Love Always....Dakota

Pressure.
Dear you, I hate you for trying to pressure me. For trying to use me. Walk all over me. I hate you for knowing my weaknesses. I hate you for using them against me. The thought of you makes me incredibly nauseas. Mission complete. Love, me.

An Eternity
There it is, It's funny how things just fall into place. Weather it's fate or chance, I'll never know. It really is a beautiful sight, the lightweight aluminum casing glistening in the light of morning. A tail of pure white smoke following the cylindrical object. I can't believe that it has finally come. Call it what you will, Armageddon, The Final War between all that is good and evil, but whatever you call it, It doesn't come into focus until you see the vivid sight of your death moments away from impact. You know it's true when you're about to die you really do see your life flash before your eyes. It's funny how your life seems so trivial, no matter how old you are when you're about to be changed back into the dust from which you came. The sound of the impact is indescribable. The sudden flash of light, blinding half of the drivers on Interstate sixty-three, others lying down in their vehicles sobbing, clinging to their loved ones trying to protect them even though they kno

Ma Famille.
After the death of my sister Tonya.. I was going into a breakdown.. I met my fiance, Angelika Leblanc.. and that slightly happied me. Then a few weeks ago.. I had the urge to get back on Lostcherry. I met my first best friend. Jason. I love him with my heart.. Anyone fucks with him.. fucks with me.. I will bite you and suck your blood till you go dry. I met hsi sister Tiff.. I luv her too. Shes helped me throuh bad times. I love you Jason,Angelika, and Tiffany.

Hanging By A Moment
Life is compared to so many things a box of chocolates, a roller coaster. Ever wonder why? Because so much is unknown. I have spent so much of my life surviving and fighting when do I say, I shouldnt have to fight to survive anymore. If I fail now, its only because Ive been fighting and surviving for so long. Ive also lived or tried to live by my own words. Good things come to those who wait, that is true, but GREAT things come to those who go after it and GET IT! Im staring to wonder if Im a fool to believe it. Go after the things you want in life means more fighting, and when do you decide the fight is not worth it? Or is it worth it. You can see that a fight for something you want, and you know you deserve, that something that will be so good and wonderful for you is in front of you but you have to fight to get it and fight harder to keep it, is it all in vain to continue. Thats where life becomes the infamous box of chocolate or roller coaster. You dont know w

Good-bye
I want you to know this one last thing You've been crossing my mind Less and Less frequently For this I'm happy Now I feel I can move on Without any problem Without any questions So I can be happy for myself finally I promise to myself I won't wait any longer Not for you anyway I hope one day you feel what I did Waiting for something that just won't happen That you'll hurt just as I did That you'll be used for something Kinda like you used me I'm walking away from a past A past that hurt me so But as always you'll be in my heart You some how engraved a part of you there But now I'm saying good-bye And I won't miss you as I once did.

9:21 Pm
Random thoughts, in a common place. Glad to see that BabyJ got the blogs working. Nice feature, and something that I think will really be a big turning point for the LC. Now, if we could only get people to stop reposting dumb shit, life would be grand. I've been working a lot recently, which somewhat explains my absence here at the LC. I say somewhat, because another part of it has just been my lack of desire to be online and social as of late. I'm working my way thru figuring out a lot of things, and it requires me to be able to focus my thoughts. Speaking of work, I don't think I ever realized how many people die in a hospital. And that's not to say that it happens a lot in MY hospital, it just happens a lot in general. You think of people going to the hospital to get better, and a lot do. But so many come in, get better and then go out to fuck themselves up all over again. Your health is the one thing that you have a huge amount of control over in this life. Ev

Old Friends Meet Again
OLD FRIENDS MEET AGAIN The day started off like no other Lexi the plan bored housewife, got up and dressed to go pick up some doughnuts for the kids. Well while she was out she had decided to take a short cut home instead of her usually route. Not knowing that that one decison would change things for her and bring up some feelings that she had forgotten bout for years! As she turned on a street that she usaually just rode by as she was on her way home she glanced over at a house that brought back so many memories. It was her high school sweethearts dads and stepmoms. She never quit thinking of him but never knew where to find him and of course she had gotten married so........ what was she to do? Well something told her to glance up all of a sudden and she nearly wrecked her car as she saw him standing there. Her heart flew to her throat and she could barely get his name out of her mouth! then finally as she sarted saying his name he turned around and saw her. Instantly there eyes

Hmmm....
There has been a big change in my life and I'm not sure if I am supposed to be happy, sad, depressed (which I am sad and depressed) and much more. Since Saturday night, things for me have been really hard. The love of my life that I have been with for almost 2 years and I have split up. Well, let's just say it's "just for now" but will it be "just for now"? No one really knows. I guess we'll see what happens I guess. It's still hard for me to really talk about it because I finally found the one true thing that I really care about in my life, and to let that person slip through my fingers like nothing is beyond belief. It's hard, it's really hard. I'm not going to be able to hug him passionally, kiss him like I want too and tell him I deeply and truely love him. It hurts a lot and I don't know what to do really. I don't know if I should fight for the one I really love, or if I just leave him alone. It's really hard to just sit and not do anything. When I wake up in the morning, he's all

Her Crazy Weekend
IT WAS JUST ONE OF THOSE NIGHTS THAT SHE HAD DREAMED OF!SHE HAD MET HIM ONLINE AND THEY KNEW EACH OTHER FOR AWHILE! ALL SHE COULD THINK OF THAT NIGHT WAS MEETING HIM THEY HAD CYBERED AND SHE HAD WATCHED HIM ON CAM AND VERY MUCH WANTED TO MEET HIM FACE TO FACE! WELL SHE WAS JUST SECONDS FRM HIM, HE WAS IN HER HOME TOWN AND WAS THERE FOR THE SAME PURPOSE (TO MEET HER). SHE RODE AROUND FOR A FEW MINUTES TRYING TO GET UP ENOUGH NERVE TO GO TO HIM. HE FINALLY CALLED HER AND TOLD HER MEET ME IN ROOM 157 BUT GIVE ME 10 MINUTES TO CLEAN UP! SHE DID JUST THAT! AS SHE APPROACHED HIS ROOM HER HEART STARTED RACING WHAT WAS SHE DOING ! SHE HAD AN HUSBAND AND KIDS AT HOME BUT SHE ALSO KNEW THERE WASNT ANYTHING THERE FOR HER AT HOME SEXUALLY! SHE KINDA BIT HER LIP AND WENT ON TO THE DOOR AFTER JUST TWO KNOCKS THERE HE STOOD! UMMMMMMMMMMM! HE WAS EVEN BETTER LOOKING IN PERSON JUST AT THE SITE OF HIM SHE WAS GETTING WET! SHE SLOWLY WALKED RIGHT BY HIM INTO HIS ROOM! DOING SO SHE STOPPED RIGHT

So Many Emotions
So many Emotions Lovely letters, calming rain flowers starting to bloom one more step towards a gain less frightened less gloom baby shoes, soft beautiful skin perfection we all search for motherly qualities always win ones who been left behind have so much more sickness invades my life taking all thats good and well wanting to be a wife yet keeps me in this shell Tenderness, compassion I do give laughing makes things good but sometimes I don't want to live suicide I never could So fighting, crying,feeling sad is what the answer will be there are still things that make me glad I am fighting for you and me Elizabeth Fletcher 8-16-06

Cause I Can!
haha i just wanted to say rawr! I love that word. Oh and my favorite song of like all time is fast cars and freedom. Okay so i wanted to say a few things to some people like tommy. Good luck in california. You deserve it. And to steve. I totally < 3 you :) And im like woah happy. Haha i quit my job today. Even though my new manager was nice and stuff. He had pretty eyes. But i dont need my ass grabed everyday. So im done rambling.

Political Nonsense
..how to deal w/ political nonsense in the corporate world, where you are tasked w/ being the "professional", listening to MORONS become defensive trying to justify their jobs, followed by a rant around how they have 20 years experience and how dare ANYONE question their train of thought, because they are GOOD, blah blah blah....i need a voodoo doll!!

Is Heaven In The Yellow Pages
Mommy went to Heaven, but I need her here today, My tummy hurts and I fell down, I need her right away. Operator can you tell me how to find her in this book? Is heaven in the yellow part, I don't know where to look. I think my daddy needs her too, at night I hear him cry. I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why... Maybe if I call her, she will hurry home to me. Is Heaven very far away, is it across the sea? She's been gone a long, long time she needs to come home now! I really need to reach her, but I simply don't know how. Help me find the number please, is it listed under "Heaven"? I can't read these big, big words, because I am only seven. I'm sorry operator, I didn't mean to make you cry, Is your tummy hurting too, or is there something in your eye? If I call my church maybe they will know. Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go. I found the number to my c

Hello
i just thought i would add a blog. I think they are kool. Just thought i would say hi and that i have been having such a good time here in lost cherry. And i just want to thank you all for that. Hope you all have a great rest of the week and a really good weekend. And i hope to talk to you all soon.

Pop!
im a pretty emotional person and i have a lot to say about nothing so these blog things are my way of getting my emotions out... weather anyone reads them or not doesnt really matter that much to me... what matters is that i have an outlet....

For The Love Of A Woman
Artist Martina Mcbride Album unknown Song For The Love Of A Woman For the love a woman A man unlocks his heart And reveals all the secrets it holds And the love of a woman Will find his better part When he gives her the key to his soul He will listen to her dreams He will ask her what she needs He will help her build the life she wants to live He will hold her when she cries With a love that never dies All these things he will give For the love of a woman For the love of woman A man will sacrifice While he waits for a moment of grace With the love of a woman A man will pay the price For the trust that he sees in her face He will open any door Leave the life he knew before To convince her that he's all she'll ever need And when he's afraid to start He will step into the dark cause he knows she'll give his eyes the power to see With the love of a woman And he promises to help her dreams come true Oh there's nothing in this world that he wo

Foolish Games
Artist Jewel Album unknown Song Foolish Games You took your coat off and stood in the rain You were always crazy like that I watched from my window Always felt I was outside looking in on you You were always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say Besides some comment on the weather Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees These foolish games are tearing me apart Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart You're breaking my heart You were always brilliant in morning Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones As I clumsily strummed my guitar You'd teach me of honest things Things that were daring, things that were clean Things that knew what an honest dollar d

Lol
Well toay goes to prove that anything can happend and you really never know how. I ended up spraining my left ankle and i have no clue how i managed to do that. lol. I am in a splint and its annoying and crutches. NO FUN AT ALL.

The Power Of A Woman
The Power of a Woman By: Amanda Jolyn Hollis Look at a woman, what do you see? you will only see a glimps of what she may be... With one look, you can’t get enough... you go weak in the knees, and you thought you’d be tough... She looks at you with a gleam in her eye... You get distracted, dissoriented as she walks by... She smiles at you and you can’t help but wonder... What is this spell, this intoxication she’s got you under?... Even hours after your encounter she still burns in your mind... Her perfume, her face, her laugh, it’s all one of a kind... You think your going crazy, how can this be?... That after just one meeting, she has this effect on me?... You see that’s the power of a woman, her gift, her invite... Telling you that she desires much more than just one night... It will drive you mad wondering what is it that she’s doing to you... You can’t get her off of your mind, oh what will you do?... Call her and Tell her that she’s made that impression... D

Gossip 2
Remember who I am? I am written on every wall I am softly whispered in every classroom My name overflows off everyone's lips They all know me They know all about me I ruin lives, reality, dreams and relationships There is nothing like me I can drive you to your very grave I can make you bring harm to another I have no feelings, I am shallow in every aspect I cry no tears, shed no emotions...they are useless Maybe I am true, maybe not..it matters neither way I am repeated, spread worse then a disease Each time only growing and bringing more pain Feelings mean nothing to me, not now nor ever People hear me and will never second guess

Ohh Well
i have come to realization that you cant make people happy that dont want to be happy no matter how hard you try. the trick is to realize this before you come unhappy yourself. im still trying to figure out whether i saved myself in time or not. ohh well guess i should have stayed inside my shell was doing quite well not caring for nooone but my daughter and me. well guess im out of my shell and i enjoyed caring bout someone it felt good even so didnt work how i wanted. guess time to look for someone else to make me happy. im acception applications here so take a number ladies and ill be in touch lol

Why
WHY MUST U TREAT ME LIKE THIS ...ALL I EVER DID WAS LOVE YOU AND CARE FOR YOU ....I ASK YOU WHY....AM I TO UGLY AM I TO FAT..WHAT IS THE EXCUSE FOR NOT LOVING ME OR TREATING ME THE WAY I WANT TO BE TREATED...ALL I EVER DID WAS SHOW YOU MY LOVE AND RESPECT...WHY I ASK YOU WHY...

Contest!!!!
Prize Furry Handcuffs and Romantic Dinner. Ends Friday the 22nd Winner Awarded Saturday The 23rd Rules To participate you must become my Fan and message me as your intent to compete. After that it is no holds barred make me smile anyway you see fit do it the best with in the time frame and win the prize. Who's in? Warning I will call bluffs...

When U Lose A Luv One
Artist: Darryl Worley Lyrics Song: I Miss My Friend Lyrics MP3 Downloads Click here to send Darryl Worley polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. (Mark Nessler/Tom Shapiro/Tony Martin) I miss the look of surrender in your eyes The way your soft brown hair would fall I miss the power of your kiss when we made love But baby most of all I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again And let the light back in I miss my friend I miss the colors that you brought into my life Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now Saying it'll be alright I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one who knew just what to say to make me laugh again And let the light back in I miss my friend I miss those times I miss those nights I even miss the silly fights The making up Th

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts by Temptress A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my

Today I Saw A Eagle
Today I saw an eagle, With a teardrop in his eye. It literally took my breath away, To see an eagle cry. I asked him,What's the matter?, And he told me what he saw. A cowardly attack was made, On the towers that once stood tall. He said everything he stood for, Had taken a shocking blow. So he had to take a moment, To let his own emotions show. Then he proudly told me, That our Nation would survive. That our Liberty and Freedom, He'd be sure to keep alive. He said for us not to be afraid, To stand together, not apart. For a terrorist has succeeded, If he puts fear within our hearts.

Steelers Poem
Our Father, Who art in Pittsburgh Football be thy game. The Kingdom come, 4 Super Bowls won, On earth as it is in Heinz Field. Give us this day a playoff victory, And forgive us our penalties, As we defeat those who play against us. But lead us into a victory, And deliver us to Detroit. Amen.

Looks And Sounds Like Prison ... Its Work!
Ok today didnt start well. I was in the kitchen and as i was coming out smashed my little toe into a wall .... ouch was putting it mildly LOL. Well ok it hut a bit when i got to work, but i could still walk around. Well after all what we had to do i went off to the other depot and thought things will be the same when i get back, how wrong could i be. I met up with my brother as we returned and I know he hasn't been happy since the other charge hand come back off holiday. All I can say is that the bloke has got worse and starting to get tougher for no reason in my eyes. The new one needs to learn what grafitti is and stop missing stuff, i caught her out saturday when i went to do some grafitti she reported. I was supposedly in charge but she has to learn about it, so we let her run the show. Hmmmm still some way to go in my mind. The graf she saw was scratched into the panel and I told her so, I said if she had some filler she could fix it! So when i came back and started talking

Runaround
Crazy......Tell The truth. Whimsical.....though you lack the proof Faithfull....Always drawing near Caring...nothing left to fear Beautiful...Nature is so fair Truthfull as visions declare I runaround inside my head This dream of mine is almost dead Trusting spinning hypnotize I know you see beyond the lies Fame and Fortune in your eyes I runaround inside my head This dream of mine is almost dead. I runaround inside my head This dream of mine is surely dread.

Yummy Mmmmmmm
One of the great sexual wonders of the world is Female Ejaculation. Called by a variety of names, from the poetic to the worshipful to the crass, Female Ejaculation is the Nectar of Aphrodite, the Fountain of Venus, the Champagne of Sex, the Geyser of Love. Squirting! Spurting! Spraying! Gushing. Female Ejaculation is carnal proof that a woman's ability to hit her lover right between the eyes when she comes is equal to that of a man. Thus, it's importance is not only erotic, but political, as it is a tangible, palatable (i.e., delicious!) symbol of female sexual power. These thumbnails are your gateway into the wild wet world of female ejaculation What, physiologically speaking, are we talking about here? There are, essentially, two types of Love Geysers: 1) G-Spot Female Ejaculation, and 2) Self-Squirting. This video photo-essay will examine both. G-Spot Female Ejaculation The G-Spot and female ejaculation have separately and together been areas of continuous, vociferous

Woman
You are a woman to be honored; A woman who knows what she wants to do and will do it; A woman who is not afraid to speak out for what she believes; A woman who is kind and good and giving and yet wants for herself also; A woman who sets high goals for herself and achieves them; A woman who is beautiful on the outside and inside; A woman who understands her body and is in complete charge of her body; A woman who is a success at work and with those she loves; A woman who is intelligent and sensitive, strong and able; A woman who loves being a woman equal to men; A woman who is the ideal woman; You are a remarkable woman accomplishing so much as a strong woman in a man's world; Strong but soft; strong but caring; strong but compassionate. You are a remarkable woman accomplishing so much as a giving woman in a selfish world; Giving to your friends; giving to your family; giving to everyone. You are a remarkable woman who is loved by so many people whose lives yo

Another One
One Lonely Star As I lay here looking up at the glorious stars, I notice one special one; It sits apart from the rest, Although there are clusters of the most magnificent stars Ihave ever seen, Iam drawn to this one... It seems to me that it is a very lonely star, Automatically I associate it with a "she". She shines, perhaps not as brightly as her sister stars, but she shines in her own way, Her beauty hidden from the naked eye, you must look closely to see it. This star's beauty is not an outward beauty, but a beauty from within, that shines out. And if you take the time to really look, you just may see, that she shines brighter than any star that will ever be......... BY, CMG

Its Just My Luck
i always felt that only once in my life i would find someone to complete me, to make me whole, and i always feared that i had missed him, let him slip by with out a chance of letting him know how much i loved him. i know that i have met this man, and i know he has slipped through my fingers. once in your life you get the chance to show someone how much they mean to you, that one special person that you would walk to the ends of the earth for, just to say baby i did it for you. please just remember, if you cant stop thinking about them, if your world revolves around just hearing their voice, if your heart skips a beat to hear their breath, its love true love, dont ever let that get away, if you can not make it through one day with out hearing their voice tell them, odds are they feel the same for you.

When A Woman Loves A Man
when a woman loves a man, she gives herself, to him with out question, she never stops to consider her own feelings, or those around her. when a woman loves a man, there is nothing to much to ask, a back rub, a shoulder or a tender kiss just to say its ok, im here with you. when a woman loves a man, there is no end to the suport she gives to him, weither it be suporting his half cocked dreams, to standing next to him when he starts on a new path, when a woman loves a man, she will still love him, even when she makes her cry, even whe he goes away, because regarless, her heart cant let him go, when a woman loves a man its unconditional, when she says forever she means, it, in 15 years when you call her out of the blue, she will act as thought you havent missed a day, if you get the chanced to be loved like this, why would you ever break her heart, if she means the world to you, then let her now, with ever breath of your being, with every fiber of your soul, with ever

Bar Scene
i was sitting at the bar listening to the music and drinking my rum and coke then you come walking in the door wearing tight blue jeans and a tight shirt your muscles were rippleing under your pull over you looked soooooooo good i was wearing a strapless top and a short short skirt with no panties in case i was going to get some action that nite. i walked over to the pool table where u were and layed my money down then walked back to the table where i was sitting and ordered another drink. i was getting hot watching you play pool that i started to play with my ice that was left in my glass. i would bring the ice cube up to my lips and suck on it and then run it down my neck you looked over and seen me slide the ice down to my clevage then said it was my turn to play. i walked over and picked up the cue stick and played dumb and said i didn't really know how to play so you came over to me and put your large muscular arms around me and told me how to hold the cue and shoot

Summertime...
Another day, another dollar...I remember youunder perfect summer skiessmileimmaculateI remember you...Today the heavens are drapped bluelight and clearand I can almost taste the freshness with every breathsummers kissing the mindwith joyous ocean thoughtsand bakeing everything lightinto pastel shadeseven drab grays and brownsare taking on ice cream huesLaughter calls from every corner of the galaxyunseen children reveling in fantasy freedomsvoices drifting over roof topsand through open windowsechoing in the mindwith tastes of holidaysfrom every pastI sat up in my bed, this morning, and stared through the low open window oppositestared out at the early morning vistasoaking in the carnival that is summerwhat should I do today?what should I do today?The lake sounds like a good ideahalf on greenhalf in bluethe cooling kiss of watersas it tastes my bodygently loving mewith all it's wisdomor there is the citythe actionthe girls...or...the verdant green parkslush and coolingfull of laughter

;;electric!
;;I see you, in the sun && the moon, in the morning, in the night time, whenever, where ever, you are every where, in every thought I think, and every dream I have, you are... and the very moment that you vanish, will be the death of me, the end of being, of dreaming, of loving, of breathing, because without you I am... Close your eyes, and think of me, join with me, in this fantasy, where our worlds are united, and our dreams can come true, me and you, electric... Je suis un porn star, when I think of you... rawrrr!!!

Soooo Tired
it's not just the late hours studying, the part time job that is a must as an adult or the teachers that make you want to claw out your eyes, it's the kid next to you that argues with everything the teacher says even though they are wrong and the parking garage that no matter HOW SLOW YOU"RE GOING it STILL sounds like you are BURNING OUT! damn. oh well. i'm enjoying it at least. i'm on route to my psychology/theatre degree and my masters, then my PhD. i'm going to be tired for several more years to come...awesome..

The New Pack
The wolf exits the tree line. He has spotted anouther wolf frolicking in the field. It doent see me. He sniffs the air. The aroma that enters his nostrils sends excitement thru his whole beastly body. Shes in heat. It takes every once of stamina to keep him from breaking into a run. He creeps along,,,staying in the taller grass,,,waiting for the right opretunity. Almost there....He stops. The smell he recognizes. Its one of his pack mates from ago. Just as the thought enters his mind. She turns and stares at him with a deep look of violence in her eyes. We will fight alarms in his head. Just as his teeth are about to lash foreward. A sound in the brush,,,its thier enemy. They run together back into the safety of the forest. FOR NOW

Rumors
I am so sick of the he said she said shit. All it does is ruin friendships and spred lies. Im just done with them. So, just as a reminder, if you hear something about someone and you want to know if its true ASK THEM. Dont go spreding it around. The second thing is if you find out the person who "said" something about you, why not go to them directly? I mean really whats it going to hurt to ask? You may just find out that the person who"said" something, really didnt say anything at all. Just go to the root of the rumor people, because all the drama that rumors create really isnt worth it. Not to mention if YOU know its not true, leave it alone really. Just drop it.

*true Love*
Body: this is kinda sad read the whole thing tell me wat u think girl- hey boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there? girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor. boy- oh rele? y? girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all. boy- oh girl- so wht did we do in math 2day? boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes girl- ok good boy- yeah girl- hey i have a question...... boy- ok, ask away girl-........how much do u love me? boy- u kno i love u more than anything girl- yeah..... boy- y did u ask? girl-................>silencesounding worried< is there something wrong?? girl- no, everythings fine...... boy- are u sure? girl- yeah. boy- ok.......i hope so. girl- ..............would u die for me? boy- i would take a bullet for u anyday, hun girl- rele? boy- anyday. now seriously, is there something wrong??? girl- no im fine, ur fine, we're fine, everyones fine. boy- ............ok girl-.

SMiLES AND TEARS, GiGGLES AND LAUGHS, LATE NiGHT CALLS AND CUTE PHOTOGRAPHS, i`LL BE THERE FOR Y0U `TiL THE DAY 0F MY DEATH, BEST FRiENDS F0REVER `TiL MY VERY LAST BREATH... a awesome friend sent me this so i wanted to send this to my friends to...

3 Chinese Tortures
A man was flying his plane over China when suddenly the engine started to smoke. He had to crash-land his plane out in some huge forest. The man walked for days not finding anything. Finally he found this huge house in the middle of nowhere. The man knocked on the door and this Chinese man answered. "Can I come in and eat and sleep for only one night? Tomorrow I'll get up and leave right away, " the man asked. "Okay, " said the Chinese man, "only under one condition! You do not have sex with my daughter. For if you do, there will be three tortures for you!" So the man agreed and walked in, washed up and sat at the dinner table. He suddenly saw this hot woman about his age sit down at the other side of the table. They glanced at each other several times. After the man finished eating he went to his room and got in bed. Shortly after, the women sneaked in and had passionate sex! That morning the man woke up and there was this huge rock lying on his chest. On the rock it said, "Torture On

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too." right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look." Of course it is. Why the would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their! 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never

Peaceful Morning Thoughts
Enveloped in the morning silence I sit here feeling a mixture of peace and yearning. I enjoy the serenity of being alone with no tv to pervade my thoughts. Mornings like these actually make me feel like I do have some small amount of sanity left within me and that I can make it thru anything set ahead of me. I need that strength now more than ever. The yearning eats me up inside as I sit here with Randy on my mind. I woke with thoughts of him this morning as I always do a smile upon my face. I picture his eyes and his smile in my mind and it always makes me smile and warms my heart. How I yearn for the next few months to just be over with so I can get the hell out of this place. I want to be able to see him to look into those beautiful brown eyes and the thought of just finally being able to touch and hold him sends chills though me that I can't explain. The anticipation to of being with him builds in me every day. Sometimes I still wonder if he is a dream and I will awaken one

Newlywed Couple
A newlywed couple had only been married for two weeks. The husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back..." "Where are you going, coochy cooh?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, pretty face. I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, India, etc. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, "Yes, lolly pop...but at the bar...you know...they have frozen glasses..." He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, puppy face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pale, said, "Yes, tootsie roll, bu

Aligator
So one day, Gramma sent her grandson Johnny down to the water hole to get some water for cooking dinner. As he was dipping the bucket in, he saw two big eyes looking back at him. He dropped the bucket and hightailed it for Gramma's kitchen. "Well now, where's my bucket and where's my water?" Gramma asked him. "I can't get any water from that water hole, Gramma" exclaimed Johnny. "There's a BIG ol' alligator down there!" "Now don't you mind that ol' alligator, Johnny. He's been there for a few years now, and he's never hurt no one. Why, he's probably as scared of you as you are of him!" "Well, Gramma," replied Johnny, "if he's as scared of me as I am of him, then that water ain't fit to drink!"

To My Friends
for my friend is there for me when i need them most as i am for them here all ways for when hard times come to us all in life for as we stick togher when it matters the most ill be here for you all ways and forever when you need me...

I Had - 06/24/01
I had this dream once, you were there. I remember because you took my hand. Why? I don't know, I wasn't scared but you did anyway... Holding my hand it was then that you showed me a secret about you. Knowing that, has changed my view of you to such a different aspect. It was something you must have kept hidden for so long cause you were scared to even tell me. It was then that I realized you took my hand for your fear, for I had none. It was your secret that frightened you in a way, I didn't know you could be so scared. You always seemed so level headed when it came down to it. But there you were terrified, to scared to do anything. It was then you said to me, I remember, your lips quivering as you leaned closer to me, your breath hanging in the night air... you said... ..... "I had this dream once, you were there..."

1st Place
This year's winner was Mr. Merv Grazinski of Oklahoma City, Oklahoma. Mr. Grazinski purchased a brand new Winnebago Motor Home. On his trip home from an OU football game, having driven onto the freeway, he set the cruise control at 70 mph & calmly left the drivers seat to go into the back & make himself a cup of coffee. Not surprisingly, the Motor Home left the freeway, crashed & then overturned. Mr. Grazinski sued Winnebago for not advising him, by reading the owner's manual, that he actually could not do this. The jury awarded him $1,750,000 plus a new Winnebago Motor Home. The company actually changed their manuals on the basis of this suit just in case there were any other complete morons buying their recreation vehicles.

Life
lately ive wonder if theres a point. i have alot going and i know that, i have a beautiful baby boy, i have my health and his, i have and maintain a nce apartment, i have a loving and caring family and circle of friends but.... thers gotta be more somewhere. life has not yet given me what every person looks for... true love... undying love... is it out there? does it exist for me? guess ill have to play the waiting game again on this one.

Yes!! Entry Sept. 14, 2006
Dear Cherry Readers!!! This is to back the the frist one... I have truely met some really cool people!! Lots of people are on here now.. You can make tons of friends.... I am just one person with a loud voice!! LOL.. Wow.. I dont know what else to write.. But this site is really cool!! Take care out there in Cherry land!! Jeannie!!

Shy Guy Vs Psychology Graduate
A very shy guy goes into a bar and sees a beautiful woman sitting at the bar. After an hour of gathering up his courage he finally goes over to her and asks, tentatively, "Um, would you mind if I chatted with you for a while?" She responds by yelling, at the top of her lungs, "No, I won't sleep with you tonight!" Everyone in the bar is now staring at them. Naturally, the guy is hopelessly and completely embarrassed and he slinks back to his table. After a few minutes, the woman walks over to him and apologizes. She smiles at him and says, "I'm sorry if I embarrassed you. You see, I'm a graduate student in psychology and I'm studying how people respond to embarrassing situations." To which he responds, at the top of his lungs, "What do you mean $200?”

The Face Of Love
================================== Goodbye ================================== When we met you took my breath away, I know you can hold my hand that way. I have to let you go I couldn't stay, the price is too much to pay. For now your gone and now I stay, leaving me alone for another day. I miss your smile I want your touch, I miss you so very much. For the moments that will never come to pass, for all eternity I wanted it to last. My heart cries out for all the times we should of had. Now all that's left is me feeling sad. One day our paths will meet, but for now I shall walk along this lonely street. Goodbye for now my love I couldn't stay. It fucking sucks it just has to be this way. ================================== Can't ================================== I want to hold you and feel your love, My body is warm and ready but I can't. I want to look into your eyes and see our love, My eyes are open but I can't. I want to kiss you and feel that love, My lips

Helter Skelter
It was a helter skelter ride into frantic oblivion, the cold biting rain pounding at my skull, and I know some people might hate the rain but... storms are the greatest, the thunder drowning out your screams and the rain washing away your tears, hiding your emotions as you stand there t-shirt drenched in the aching night, reality biting at your heart, kissing you like the final kiss of a razorblade, and then, if you're lucky, they walk back round the corner, and you can kiss forever in that rain soaked moment of heaven... Tonite though I knew she wasn't going to be walking back around that corner. I turned my eyes to the rain soaked sidewalk, and started to talk to her, even though she couldn't hear me, even though she couldn't see me, even though I wasn't there "If it rains on Wednesday I'll still be there, pretending that I'm waiting for my ride, when all the time, we both know I'm there, just because I love you. I don't care about getting wet, I don't care about my dr

Be Strong Honey
A man escapes from prison where he has been for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns and find a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair. While tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife, "Listen, this guy is an escaped convict. Look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck." If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain. Do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, Honey I Love you. To which the wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute and asked if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong Honey, I love you to

The 'l I T T L E' Things
The 'L I T T L E' things . As you might know, the head of a company survived 9/11 because his son started kindergarten. Another fellow was alive because it was his turn to bring donuts. One woman was late because her alarm clock didn't go off in time. One was late because of being stuck on the NJ Turnpike because of an auto accident. One of them missed his bus. One spilled food on her clothes and had to take time to change. One's car wouldn't start. One went back to answer the telephone. One had a child that dawdled and didn't get ready as soon as he should have. One couldn't get a taxi. The one that struck me was the man who put on a new pair of shoes that morning, took the various means to get to work but before he got there, he developed a blister on his foot. He stopped at a drugstore to buy a Band-Aid. That is wh

Better Health Plan
A woman noticed that a man was masturbating in a hospital room with the door wide open. "Oh my God!" screamed the woman, "That's disgraceful! Why is he doing that?" The doctor that was leading the tour explained, "I am very sorry...but this man has a serious condition where the testicles rapidly fill with semen. If he doesn't do that five times a day, they'll explode and he'll die within minutes." "Oh, well in that case, I guess it's OK," commented the women. In the very next room they could see that a female nurse was performing oral sex on a different male patient. Again the woman screamed "Oh my God! How can that be justified?" The doctor replied ..."Same Illness, better health plan."

Blonde Joke Told By Blind Guy At A Lesbian Bar
Blonde joke told by blind man A blind man enters a lesbian bar by mistake. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders a drink. After sitting there for a while, he yells to the bartender, "Hey, you wanna hear a blonde joke?" The bar immediately falls absolutely quiet. In a very deep, husky voice, the woman next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, sir, I think its fair - given that you are blind, that you know five things: #1 - The bartender is a blonde girl. #2 - The bouncer is a blonde girl. #3 - I'm a 6 feet tall, 220 lb. blonde woman with a black belt in karate. #4 - The woman sitting next to me is blonde and is a professional weight lifter. #5 - The lady to your right is a blonde and is a professional wrestler. Now think about it seriously, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke? The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and declares, "Nah, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five times.

Hi All
hi there all injoying the site.. wishing to get the chance to talk to you all more. im looking to fine a close friend. in my area would be nice but i would be happy to find someone who like to talk one on one.not to sound like a want fool,lol but im looking for a playmate (sort of speaking) and close friend.. anyway hope to get some feed back .. your friend brent

You And Me
We are all liars, because the truth of yesterday becomes a lie tomorrow, whereas letters are fixed, and we live by the letter of truth. The love I feel for my friend, this year, is different from the love I felt last year. If it were not so, it would be a lie. Yet we reiterate love! love! love! as if it were a coin with a fixed value instead of a flower that dies, and opens a different bud.

Written During My Divorce
Sometimes - during that hour when the sun and moon are just trading places.. I forget to wonder when everything I had to give became not enough. And I can sleep again like the amnesiac who has forgotten... That he has lost his soul.

9/14
I love that LC now has a blog feature. Writing, for me, has always been cathartic - a way for me to work things through. It's as if the process of creating something tangible out of what's swarming around in my head soothes and distracts me. I'm not sure what I'm going to do with this blog yet, it's like being given a sharp new pencil and an empty pad of paper. The possibilities are endless.

Nice Guys A Die'n Breed :o))
a guys view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ____________________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. ____________________________________________________ Yeah, you can quote me. Push us down on the couch and make a move once in a while. We like that aggressiven

True Love
There are many locks and with such are many keys with most keys they are returned but with one lock where one key and only one key can unlock it Once that key is given away the key can never be returned It becomes the sole possession of the recipient forever theirs For this is no random key but is a special key This key is not handed to one another lightly but rather earned over time For several years people work to earn this key once given this key, the one key that will forever more unlock not a door to a house or a car but unlock The person's heart forever at that point in time when they give that key they will then for the first time understand TRUE LOVE!

Here's What The Family Should Do!! (just An Idea Which Makes Sense)
The family should make it that when people rate, comment, fan you, add u as a friend or family then everyone should return the favor should be the grounds to pimp or whore people out cause we use up our day to help others out and when we could use it to everyday and time not just when we are in the 90's. I think that would be fair for everyone on here! thank you maria

What Song?
Your Stripper Song Is Closer by Nine Inch Nails "You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I?ve got no Soul to tell" When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy. What Song Should You Strip To?

My Day
id the worst day ever yesterday, i got up at my usual time of 630 but missed my bus so i was late going into work, then at about 1 the boss told me that the night man wasnt coming in so would i go home and come back in tonight, so i had to work 730 to 730. So in the end i worked like 17hrs and im exchusted now

Shout It Out
This is a 'shout out' to: nah - just teasing ... this is just a rant about the shout box ;) So, I post my first blog here yesterday and I was surprised to see people actually read it. I will SHOUT: "Thank You"! For showing an interest and taking your valuable time to read my rant about not being able to play any reindeer games here on "Lost Cherry" (sorry - I just make this stuff up as I go) It's nice to see responses some posted, other left on/in my "shout box" -- which brings me to my subject matter -- The Shout Box ... *growls* So if any if you nod and agree with me on the -growl- that followed that subject, (at least I hope someone did) I oft wonderer if my shout box is the only one here on "Lost Cherry" that is temperamental or not? One day it will work -- the next message it don't! It's truly frustrating to be in the middle of a conversation, only to not be able to reply to anything. I think it may even be worse to 'shout' at someone -- they reply ..

Just Because
ok..im going to say this...just because you arent "hot" doesnt mean that you should be shy and meek....i know plenty of guys that are shy because they have a low self image...be happy with who you are and just relax and be yourself...thats the most attractive part of someone...when they are relaxed and show who they really are....you dont need a bunch of lewd comments to make you feel good about yourself....so what if you're a bit overweight...so what if one eye squints....i look at a person's personality before anything else....if im attracted to their personality then they in turn looks wise become attractive....

Broken Hearted
Broken Hearted Tuesday, February 01, 2005 Mood:~crying~ Your in a relationship You think WOW i have a great partner. Then after awhile things start falling apart. There is so many mixed feeling with in you. As a lady you start feeling your wanted,loved,or needed You feel empty inside The one's you love Just take you for granted They treat you like your a nobody. You are walked on & used. You just keep thinking " What am i doing wrong" You try alittle harder. Then you realize that you have had enough Your tired of the guilt Your sad because other's are being used To make to give up on the hope's & dream's you have. Then one day you wake up & decided enough with all of this. You have to do what make's you happy within your heart. You decide that no more guilt trip's No more using other's to get over one you. You finally realize that your happiness is very important to yourself. The 1st one who come's before anyone is God The 2nd is the love

Today
today would have been my dads 80 birthday he passed away in 99 even though he wasnt at home he was still my dad if any hing i ask that u say or phone or even hug your parents and say thanks and i love u my last words to my dad werent that i wish i could change the last two weeks of his life but i cant so im goning to go and hug my mom phone my bro and sister and say hi thanks and i love u have a good one

Cake Or Bed
A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOK AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT. TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK. I'M NOT A DAMM CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS. HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO HOME. AS HE WALKS INTO THE HOUSE HE NOTICES THAT THE STEPS ARE ALREADY FIXED. AS HE E

The Wall
The Treasure Chest read the sign above the door to my shop. A shop for the adventurous adult looking for those special toys we sometimes need. Dressed in tight faded blue jeans and a black leather vest I looked rather harmless with my long brown hair tied into a pony tail and hazel eyes. The tattoo on my right shoulder of a bleeding pentacle was about the roughest thing on me at the moment. The Treasure Chest featured the usual condoms, lube, vibrators and dildos one might find in an adult toy store. This shop though had in it whips, blindfolds, spiked collars, leashes. All the stuff those interested in Bondage and S&M would enjoy. I catered to everyone. It had been a slow day so far when she walked in, a striking woman, all of 58 with an athletic build. She had short jet black hair and light green eyes. She wore high heels, a tight black leather mini skirt and a Metallica Ride the Lightning tank top that did little to hide the bottom of her 38DD tits. I offere

The Wall Prt 2
The Wall pt 2 (This is a continuation of my story The Wall. Please read it first.) I had promised Lady Naomi Id be at her place with the Wall at 10 am sharp. The drive was not especially long, though I did make a wrong turn a few times, But still in enough time to be a few minutes early. The area I which she lived was quite beautiful very ritzy neighborhood. Nothing like what I expected, but of course I should had known better, after all the people I seen coming in and out of my shop. I parked the van; none descript black in color with the local plates. After all my customers demanded discretion. After a moment I got out of the van and walked to the front door giving the door bell a ring. The sound was a short rhyme part of a song I heard in past decades. It made me smile. The woman that answered the door surprised me though, not the lovely woman I meet the other day but a smaller Asian beauty with short green hair and beautiful green eyes. Sh

What Is A Mook And How May You Get One?
a mook is a furry little animal about the size of a kitten or puppy, they are very lovable and enjoy having thier bellies rubbed. they come in all colors some even in rainbow colors. they are breed and raised on a farm here in Fort Pitt, PA. They was discovered in an accidently typo when a friend posted on a blog group "I have my mook under my bed." instantly the book that was suppose to be there turned into a fuzzy mook and they now breed like rabits.

My Love
The sounds of the world around me Have been completely silenced By the memory of your voice… To hear your words bring peace Into an unpredictable life… Where you came from, I fear I do not know Has fate taken charge, And brought you to me? Have I found a purpose, In my very moments? Somehow you caught me… You took me by the hand And led me to a place That I have never visited before And somehow I’ve fallen… All I can do is hope, and pray Wish upon every star That when I have given you my entire heart You will be there Ready to give me yours in return… I love you with an unimaginable amount of truth… Never before have these emotions Flown through my body… Each day is a new beginning A new time to embrace you tightly And feel even more for you Though the miles keep us separated now In time we will be together… My love for you is more immense Than the tallest mountains, And deeper than the bluest sea Even the distance can only Keep our bodies apart For our hearts were joined together Way

What You Showed Me About Love
You are my life You are my eternity You are my all without you i would be nottin when you entered into my life you made my life whole ... You made me see what love is truely about ... you showed me that i can be loved without gettin hurt and used by people ... And you showed me its ok to love back You showed me its ok to take the wall downfrom my heart and let someone in You showed me there is people out there who can love mefor me and for what iam without tryin to change meThat life doesnt have to be all about abuse and hurt So for all that you have showed me in life you have made me believe in love again So for that i cherish you in my heart for eternity ..... written by pooh bear

Wired For Sound
At last got new headset for me PC so can hear in both ears now and can use skype again, thank fuck for that, I think I ran over the wires for it one too many times, also I tried to set the blog settings to friends only, only one snag it wouldnt let me read it and it wont let me add me as a friend, so much for that bright idea hahahahahahaha

Finally Im Twisted
Well I just made Twisted and sence this blog thing is here now thought I would start off by sayin thank you to all my friends and that to please keep saying the nice things you have sent me I welcome also any suggestions you may have. Thank Y/you A/all The Twisted Licker (stacy)

Communication Efforts
Now that I am all plugged in just thought I would do a bit of a blog about the ways I like to communicate and the free software available. I dont have AOL and I dont use yahoo due to me having a shite computer and the toolbar download for it just about wore the machine out trying to run anything, so I been mostly using gmail for IM chats, if you have a pc then gmail is cool, you never have to chuck stuff out and can find things easier, also providing you have a headset u can actually call other gmail users and have a voice chat, all u need to do is download google talk which is very cool, u dont need to be logged in to your gmail to use it, anyway u cannot sign up for gmail u have to be invited so if you would like an invite to try it, let me know. About Skype I am quite amazed at all the thousands of people who havent heard of skype, its a free internet telephone service that lets you call anyones computer for free, yes that's right for free, so you can talk to people all over the

True Love
True Love by Jennifer S. Boney When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I cannot recall the moment in time it began, but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness. A happiness I had never known before. For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and being held by you was my one desire I knew once we first met none other would ever do, for I knew love. I knew love as I had never thought possible in this life time. It is a love of passion and desire. It is a never-ending need to you, for you, only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love. I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond, for you are my dreams, my realities. You are my heart You are my meaning of true love.

Erotic Short Story Entitled Sexual Hunger And Secret Desires
Sunlight danced across the baby blue carpet in April's new condo. She had just finished moving in the day before. Finally after 10 years in a rotten marriage she was free to make her own decisions and do as she saw fit. It was a new beginning for her and she was excited. As she lay there in bed, thoughts of her past life skipped through her mind. She thought about what a tyrant her husband, Dave, had been. She was forced to dress as he liked. She wasn't allowed to leave their home for more than 5 minutes without clearing it with him first. He chose all her personal hygiene items. Without a doubt this man was a control freak and she needed to get out before he became so physically abusive that she would never be able to leave. She had sought permission to visit her mother in Colorado two weeks ago and by some miracle, he allowed her to go without him accompanying her. She hopped a plane with a suitcase full of her clothing and a few personal items and never looked back. She was f

Today So Far
Ok,now I'm seriously pushing my ass to blog. Don't be lazy like me! Today so far: ain't NOTHING happen that was "cool" It's POURING rain outside! I went to work..Tired as Hell! And oh,yes...I "battled" this one dude today,LOL the fool couldn't rap for nothin. Wannbez these days man! Aight,aight! Everyone HOLLA AT ME!? Ok? Lots of Love? Lady T

:(
Man what a fucked up two weeks its been.I got fucken stranded, betrayed by the family and one of my friends went crazy on me literally..Yup it sux being me right now..Ah fuck it i guess this shit too shall pass ey..I jus hope its sooner than later.Fuck enuff with this vulnerable crap I hate it..BLAH BLAH BLAH! MAKE ME NUMB..MMM happy pills..lol

Poet's End
Under Death's baleful glare I waste my pen, Writing meaningless drivel As I sort through my days. Wonder where tomorrow Has disappeared into yesterday. Today has no meaning For I have spent my allottment. My withered hands shake As I lay pen aside And gather my life in sheafs; Drifts of paper mark time wasted Life unlived As I take up match and striker And set flame To my soul. copyright 2006 d. r. hyden this poem wrote itself and i have no idea what it means or represents... i mean, i could speculate, but i was in a good mood when i wrote it, and i wasn't thinking about anything in particular... so whatever it means...it's kinda creepy...lolol... any ideas on what it means? feel free to speculate with me...lolol

Heaven Sent
6/08/06 I want to hear your laughter And wash away your pain I want to heal your broken heart And make it whole again. I want to feel your hand in mine And hold you when you cry I want to shake your world apart And wish your hurt good-bye. When all is said, and finally done, I will be here for you I'm the friend who hangs around My heart is always true. Never leaving when you need me Even when we're older I'll be there to lend a hand Or ear, or arms, or shoulder. And when I'm feeling sad and down I know you'll be there, too Youre always there to lift me up A friend always true blue. So with this declaration I end my sentiment: Always know the best of friends Are truly Heaven sent. ©d. r. hyden

Never Dance With A Ninja
so... i see we have a new feature here at LC. now, i only read one of these. and it was acually pretty good (yes, seeqer, yours). well, i really dont have too much to say at the present, just bored. i guess maybe i should be nice and share some of my worldly knowledge and power, let you in on my secrets of how to gain vast wealth and riches, or maybe even give you my favorite recipe for monkey brains and elephant dong bisque. well, no, any of those would take entirely too long to explain. truth is, ladies and gentlemen, i own the worlds only monkey/zombie/human hybrid boy (not for sale)and he will one day rule the world. i think that might sum things up for now. i need to go lemur hunting later, so i must prepare. oh, and if you were wondering about the title of this little blathering, well, heed that advice. ~deidra~

Grrrrr
GRRRR!! WHY TODAY????? Like I have enough on my mind, my plate, my life to keep me busy, and now this little wrench called JURY DUTY is slung in my direction...by excersising my right and registering to vote I signed my life away and at the same time volunteered for jury duty...UGH..I just hope they send me home, I've got a 19 month old that wouldn't do well being separated by me, not to mention a hubby that hasn't seen me for 6 weeks...ya'll just cross yer fingers I don't have to go! BLAH I'm so bummed...when I should be happy, hubby's coming home tomorrow :)

A Simple Thought From A Simple Man
I am a HUGE fan of blogs. The way I see it? It is a "dear diary" setting where the whole world sneaks into your room and reads the entries...I like that idea. I am quite a secretive person myself, but I like sharing those secrets sometimes. So...to make a long story longer...I plan on using this blog space to release my inner thoughts...desires...dreams (yes, ISIS, maybe I will put THAT one in here too)...and above all else SECRETS! Enjoy the mental wanderings of a brilliant man trapped in a mediocre body. much love all!

Wanna See A Dirty Video--of Me??
well==ok--not a dirty video--but a rare performance snippet of my 8/8/2006 rock show doing my 2004 song "Dogpark". here's the link---just push 'play video' http://www.playgroundz.net/artists/music/bands/192/video.php love ya's

I'm A Guy...
I should have known I would have known if my brain had been in control but the dick rules male rules clause 69 and all the time I'm wondering all the time I'm wandering and I should have known I would have known if my brain had been in control...

Dodging Love By **your Destiny**
Dodging Love July 8, 2006 My body aches for the touch of a man I do not understand When we are together, time stops and passed quickly all at once When our lips touch, the electricity between us could light the world Our bodies become one as we are wrapped in love The world around us is no more, it is only us, together The only sound is two hearts beating as one Two lovers so lost in each other, yearning for forever together Wondering if someday the dream will come true Hoping that it will, scared of what that means Knowing the journey is beginning and wanting to know how it ends What I know to be true is I want only you Nobody else, when things are good, makes me feel the way you do My body moist with the anticipation of your love Let's call off the dogs, break down the wall I want to hold you with my heart, no fear With you by my side as we walk life's final mile Written By: **Your Destiny**@ LostCherry

Survivor ~ Cook Islands!
Anyone else watching Survivor tonite? The new season starts in the Cook Islands with tribes divided by race this time around. This will only be my 2nd season of watching... I had a good time watching last year. I rooted for Terry from the start & was disappointed when he didn't get it. Here's a blip from realitytvwebsite.com: SURVIVOR Host Jeff Probst Reveals Somes Spoilers For Upcoming Season Jeff Probst - Survivor - Cook Islands Reality TV Website.com “The Freshest Cast Since Season One.” “Three Love Connections Of Varying Degrees, One Of Which Is The Strangest Love Affairs That You Ever Seen On Any Reality Show” Yesterday afternoon must have felt like Survival time for SURVIVOR: COOKS ISLANDS Host Jeff Probst as he discussed with reporters about all the controversy for the upcoming SURVIVOR season. Dividing the show by race has generated alot of flack (and interest) for the show, the producers of the series and for CBS for daring to cross that line on television.

With a kiss of pure steel I pierce the skin With a wish it sinks within With the red of your blood and the red of mine Its flesh shall stain as wine Our love is greater than we two And stronger than our lives And though our bodies may decay Our love will survive With threads of pure silk and scarlet in hue I join, in love, we two Your life you have offered freely to me And mine I give to thee The Earth shall hold our lovers' wish And keep it from the day And as the soil grows richer now My Love, it shall stay

My Commandments Of Love
My commandments of love By Eric Brown Sometimes I cannot believe that I have someone as fine as you in my life. You are the reason I wake up in the morning, the reason I go on. I don’t have all the money in the world but I have my commandments of love. First I will send you flowers for no reason at all, when you come home from a hard day at work, I will ask you how was your day. I will never forget you birthday or the first time I said I love you. Rub you feet and draw you bath and giving you a rub down. I will pick you up from work take you to the airport and take you to the islands and buy you what you need when we get there, I have been saving for months for this trip so we can make love in the sands. Lady I will always be true to you so many boys have to cheat on their women, and they cry when they lose a good thing. I will so you that making love have nothing to do with sex but making you feel loved. I will be your loving husband and you my loving wife and r

The Goddess Within
Look in your soul search down deep find that beauty, you long to seek reach out your mind.When it comes within reach When you touch it, soak her in wisdom, love, and peace, Feel your aura exstending from within hold open your arms and see the goddess within

Women Terms
Learn Women Terms 1. Fine This is the word women use at the end of any argument when they feel they are right but can't stand to hear you argue any longer. It means that you should shut up. Incidentally, never use the word "fine" to describe how she looks. It will lead to one of the arguments mentioned above. 2. Five minutes These words actually mean half an hour. It is the equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the rubbish, so women feel that it's an even trade. 3. Nothing The word "nothing" means something and you should be on your guard immediately on hearing it uttered. It is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" is signal for an argument that will last "five minutes" and end with the word "fine". 4. Go Ahead (Raised eyebrow) Said in conjunction with raised eyebrows, it actually means the opposite. The words "go ahead" are not permi

My Kid And Daycare
So..I have kids. Seventeen, thirteen, and two years old, as some of you know. My oldest watched my tow year old through the summer, but now that school's back in session I hadda put her in daycare. NOT something I wanted to do!! Yesterday I got a call on my way home from work that my daughter had been bitten by another child..not once but TWICE!!! ON HER FACE!!!! Apparently the biter just started there yesterday. What a first day!? My daughter is a lover...she HAS to hug everyone she meets! Especially little people (kids). She gave the new boy a hug and he bit her on the cheek! Then later in the day while she was taking her nap..he bit her on her forehead!! The mark on the cheek is just about gone..but the one on her forehead looks like she was hit with a baseball bat! *cries* As if I dont feel guilty enough that she's in daycare..this happens. And this is precisely why I didnt wanna put her in daycare to begin with! The following pics are of the bite on her forehe

The First Blog>>>>>>
Alright here it is the all important first blog ohhhhhhhhhh man I 've been contaplating what to write or wether to write at all. See I have so many complex issues and if I write and no one reads it or leaves comments then I'll feel bad or If the first blog sucks then no one will read the next witch will probaly be better(except spelling that will always suck) becuse the pressure will be off and well ok never mind love you guys thanks for reading

Friends
Thank you all for being such good peeps,I appreciate it very much!I really hope life starts looking up,things just arent going the way I would like them to,my divorce took alot out of me,I only planned on being married once in my life but who knows,tomorrow has to be better!Luv ya all Anthony

Rude Insults
I don't know what makes you so stupid, but it really works! I don't think you are a fool. But then what's MY opinion against thousands of others? I hear the only place you're ever invited is outside. I hear you were born on a farm. Any more in the litter? I heard you got a brain transplant and the brain rejected you! I heard you went to have your head examined but the doctors found nothing there. I know you are nobody's fool but maybe someone will adopt you. I thought of you all day today. I was at the zoo. I would ask you how old you are but I know you can't count that high. I'd like to help you out. Which way did you come in? I'd like to leave you with one thought...but I'm not sure you have anywhere to put it! I'd love to go out with you, but my favorite commercial is on TV. I'll never forget the first time we met - although I'll keep trying. I'm busy now. Can I ignore you some other time? I've seen people like you before,

Muah Ha Ha Haha
soooo my roommate and i.... we got a strange urge to have a few drinks even though we have work tomorrow AM... sooo she has the hiccups and it makes me laugh. OHHHHH MY GOD. she just tried to walk in a straight line to see how drunk she is... falling all over the place. CRACKS me up. too bad i cant drive cuz i need to get the back to my labret stud tightened. it keeps falling off. grrrrr. oh and we just toook pics of each other sticking out our stomachs as far as we can. cuz we are hot like that. hahahaha. ok im done.

Been Busy
hello to all who read this...as you probably have noticed, i am not on here as much as i used to be...i have been really busy with my studies...but i will try to get back to you when i can, i thank you for your patience...you are all great friends to have...

My Friends List
no offense intended here and i know i will no doubt make quite a few ppl mad but it is not my intention of doing so, but i got to looking today at my friends list and had 95 ppl on it and i probably only talk to about 10 or 15 of them so i have decided to start deleting some of them off. i know almost all of the ppl on my list i asked to be added but when i did i thought i would be talking to you and i have sent shouts out and not got any response back, so i am taking that as you don't really want to talk to me and if you do let me know, i won't bite(unless you want me to,LOL. and if you don't want to be on my list that is fine, you won't be hurting my feelings, but if you do want to be my friend then send me a shout or a message, something to let me know that you want to be friends. if i did offend anybody i am sorry.

Errors! This Site Is Worse Than Myspace!
Firstly, this site has more errors than myspace. At least they save everything and can allow more features. Secondly, how many of you noticed this: 1.)I'm typing to someone in the SHOUTBOX feature, then I move my cursor/arrow off the line and everything is erased. 2.)I'm typing in the SHOUTBOX, and someone on my friend-list updates their photos or something else, it interrupts my typing, then I can't add anything more to the unfinished line I am about to send, then it's no good and I have to start all over again. 3.)I'm typing up a private message, then someone updates something of theirs, and I had some mistakes on my words I just typed, so I press the backspace/delete-button and the whole screen of everything I typed is completely erased, then I have to start all over again from scratch. 4.)I'm using more than one window, and I'm on myspace typing a message, if I hit any button while someone updates something of their LostCherry account while I'm both logged on to that

Engineers Vs Accountants
Three engineers and three accountants were traveling by train to a conference. At the station, the three accountants each bought tickets and watched as the three engineers bought only one ticket. "How are three people going to travel on only one ticket?" asked an accountant. "Watch and you'll see", answered an engineer. They all boarded the train. The accountants took their respective seats, but the three engineers all crammed into a rest room and closed the door behind them. Shortly after the train departed, the conductor came around collecting tickets. He knocked on the restroom door and said, "Ticket, please". The door opened just a crack and a single arm emerged with a ticket in hand. The conductor took it and moved on. The accountants saw this and agreed it was a quite clever idea. So, after the conference, the accountants decide to copy the engineers on the return trip and save some money (being clever with money, and all that). When they got to the station, they boug

Dead Roses
When a star falls from the sky, it brings back memories of you and I, when the wind blows I hear you callin' my name, but then I turn to face the world again, it's all mixed up in shades of blue, all these dead roses and memories of you, they go spinnin' round inside of my head, like petals of the roses sometimes I wish I were dead.

My Soul Remembers
My soul remembers what my heart can not, for if it would, it would fall apart. Into a million pieces it would go, and out the tears would just flow and flow. As the heart ache would just grow and grow, even though i can still remember the good times, Maybe i could have seen the warning signs. But i can only dream of the time that could have been, And now can not. Because of them! They took them! And i knowthey wanted to stay. This tragedy could have been spared. If someone would have opened their heart and showed they cared. If someone would have just dared. If someone would have given advice. Or maybe if they could have been there, They didn't have to be presise. Mineutes before they decided to take there own lives. To jump, Pull the triger, Pop that one last pill, Or that one last momentbefore they decidedto give up. To let out that last breath of Air, When the water would envelope them. Before the whole world turned against them And there was no turnning back!

I'll Keep In Touch
it wont be easy and i wont get to do it all the time but i will keep in touch .. the owner of this computer is moving so i will try to stay in touch at the library but just in case i cant.. hotmail and my space is my other emails... dirtyboycurtis69@hotmail.com and xbryanxx@hotmail.. when searching for me in my space.. love ya all..( and the one who knows becuase we talk alot about us I LOVE YA THE MOST BABE :)...

I am like fire. You may warm your heart and warm your soul. but never get to close....... ... because you will get burned. Fire can be a wonderful thing if you are careful, but it can be the worse nightmare that any lover knows. It can be dangerous to think that you can fool it with a few tears and a little love... For tears will only calm it for a moment and then once again the fire will blaze into a beautiful, yet untouchable but passionate beauty. Yes, I am like fire. Unlike any fire you have ever known. and I have warned you. I can seem to be warm and intice you to come and take a closer look. For you to come and get warmer...inviting you into my sizzling hell. Yes I am like fire. My blood pulses thru my veins , burning my love away from yours and teasing you into believing it's alright to love me... to touch me... so beautiful....so dangerous.... I am fire. Written by: Jennifer R.A. Fischer

River Of Strength
we can do this all again the dance of disrespect the pains of nothing said the worries of neglect pull me up and tie my hands and leave me to bleed the last ray of sunlight falls and shines upon your greed your selfishness your pillar of strength your numbness your content ive risen above this all my time has been well spent I will never return to the sea of the dead the river of the damned the place where all things are seen but are never ever said

My Myspace Rant
I originally wrote this back in August. (on MySpace) It's amazing I haven't caught any serious flack for it. I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels the same way. Ok, I don't get it. If I come off as pretty pissed, so be it. I'll never understand why people are so pissed when they don't put ya at #1 or #2 or number whatever on their top 8 or 12 or 24 or whatever. Let's be honest. If you're hung up on that and take that seriously, then more power to you. I never (and lemme repeat that) never have taken my top list super seriously. I mean, this is my profile and my list. Not yours. I can change it as I please, or remove it altogether. As a matter of fact, I'm gonna do that. One or the other. I'm not sure which. In all honesty, I'm not on here much anymore. It crashes my computer just about every time I'm on it at home, and I can't get on it at work anymore. Though MySpace may consume every (or nearly every) minute of your life, it doesn't consume mine. Hell, I'm hardly on here any

The Way You Make Me Feel
Some times I don't know what to think It's just confusing I know the situation sucks But I still can't help these feelings There are days I wanna hide Nothing seems right or good enough I feel completely worthless And then something changes Almost like magic in a way Everything goes from bad to good It all seems right again But sometimes I can't understand how or why Or at least dont think I can When I really do know why and how... Because you came around and gave me light You come home to cheer me up Can't stand seeing me upset ever Sometimes you dont even know, yet cheer me up That's just the power you have Sure there are times it's your fault But in the end you are still the one To make me happy Nobody else has the power you do And I like it that way Because I love you more each day You are my one and only For now, forever, til the day I day!

America
We rarely get a chance to see another country's editorial about the USA Read this excerpt from a Romanian Newspaper. The article was written by Mr. Cornel Nistorescu and published under the title "C"ntarea Americii, meaning "Ode To America") in the Romanian newspaper Evenimentulzilei "The Daily Event" or "News of the Day". ''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' ~An Ode to America~ Why are Americans so united? They would not resemble one another even if you painted them all one color! They speak all the languages of the world and form an astonishing mixture of civilizations and religious beliefs. Still, the American tragedy turned three hundred million people into a hand put on the heart. Nobody rushed to accuse the White House, the army, and the secret services that they are only a bunch of losers. Nobody rushed to empty their bank accounts. Nobody rushed out onto the streets nearby to gape about. The Americans volunteered to donate blood and to give a helping hand.

All day and night I dream of being with you Then reality hits and seems like my dream will never come true I think about not being with you and I start to cry I look for what went wrong and ask my self why What did I do that didnt go right And continuously ask myself that question all day and night I know I have done things to make you upset And each day it makes me live with regret Then I realize the future can hold great things for me Like one day of me and you starting a family So I just sit in my corner and think of you And how long it will take for my dream to come true Several times throughout the following year I will come back just to see my sweet special dear I must have done something wrong somewhere Please tell me, you can whisper it in my ear I want to make sure it never happens again Because it is so hard to act like just a friend Your love gives me wings to fly Without your love I would just fall and die I heard once love is like saying Geronimo You j

Battle With The Apache
Battle With The Apache, 1872 In 1890, the U.S. government officially declared the American Frontier closed. With this act came the end of an era - the "Wild West" was considered tamed. Only a few years before, however, maps labeled the area west of the Mississippi as "the Great American Desert" - home only to wild animals and wilder tribes of Native Americans. This situation was not to last, as the end of the Civil War ignited a great westward migration. Prospectors, ranchers, farmers, settlers of all types, began filling this "wasteland," transforming it to meet their own needs and bringing with them the means to militarily subjugate the Indian tribes that threatened this advance. The end of the Civil War also brought a new type of military commander to the West. One experienced in the practicalities of war and hardened to the demands of combat. General George Crook epitomized this new breed of Western General. His success in subduing the Indians of the Northwest prompted Preside

Article I Wrote For My College Magazine Last Year
Its a humorous eassy really. My friend (who was the editor of our college magazine then) asked to make a contribution to the mag....as a duty to friendship..lol. and i had to accept that request of hers. So..i scribbled something...(which ran into 3 pages and had to be edited a lot to make it fit..). here is what appeared in the Mag. :) ( CAUTION : ITS LONG ) MY LUCKY DAY Isnâ€™t it true that some of us are really lucky throughout their life while the rest (of which I am a part) have to face the world without any help from the â€˜luck departmentâ€™ every so often. This happened to me a few years ago when I was in junior college. And the college which I went to happened to be very far from my home. I had to take two trains everyday just to go to that college (sigh!).Besides my home is also a bit farâ€¦(a bit= 5 kms)...from the â€˜nearestâ€™ railway station. I was a happy go lucky girlâ€¦till that dayâ€¦ the day when everything went wrong. It was a Monday, the f

When We Girls Drink Too Much
WHEN WE GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO 5.WE START CRYING AND! TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BE

Stuff About Me..yeah, I'm Bored
About You...Age:20Birthplace:Momma Always said I must have been born in a barnCurrent Location:HomeHair Color:It\'s been brown for a while now, that soon may changeEye Color:BrownHeight:about 5\'4\"Heritage:MuttYour fears:Not being there for my babies Your weakness:The hubbyGoal for today:Hmm do some laundryGoal for this year:Get back to work....Lifetime goal:Be HappyWhen do you want to get married?:I am getting married in 23 daysand to whom?:My DustinEver been in love?:Nah..I\'m just getting married for the hell of it...Of course I\'m in LoveCurrently in love?:DuhDo you think you are attractive?:I must...lolYour best physical feature:My eyes or my lips...it\'s a toss upHave you ever...eaten Sushi...:Nopegone skinny dipping...:More then oncebeen beaten up...:Yeah and I hope the fucker dies...wanted to kill someone...:Yeahgone a week without MySpace...:Umm I went like 19 years with out myspace...gone a week without TV...:Yep..Who\'s the last person to...kiss you...:Dustinsay hi to you..

Not A Good Day
Last night I got some bad news. A soldier in my husbands unit lost his life. He is leaving behind is wife. Its makes things worse that he was close friends with my husband. So i dont know what to say. ive been crying, my husband has been upset and i cant be there to hold him. I hate deployments but every wife knows that there is nothing that can be done. Please pray for the fallen soldier and his family

Girls Night Out
Hope everyone enjoys this!! > >Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married... > >The other night I was invited out for a night with "the girls". > >I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" > >Well, the hours passed and the margaritas went down way too easy. > >Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. > > > >Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up > >and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake > >up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming > >up with such a quick-witted solution, in order to escape a possible > >conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed...3 cuckoos plus 9 > cuckoos > >totals 12 cuckoos = MIDNIGHT!) > > > >The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, and I told him > >"Midnight". He didn't seem pissed off at all. > >Whew! Got away with that one! Then he said, "We need a new cuckoo > >clock." > > > >Whe

Acid Rain And Tears
Can you see me? Is any of this real? Will this blade set me free? If you cut me will i feel? Your hands make my body sing. Bring my heart back to life. And yet your words sting. Like the blade of this knife. My eyes see you through a haze of pain. My hands touch you though they cant feel a thing. I tilt my head back, breathe in acid rian. Tears fall from my face thats the agony you bring. Sear these eyes as they gaze upon you. Tear these hands as they touch you. Cut these lips as they kiss you. Brake this heart as I love you. Belinda W. "06"

Binds That Tie
these binds that tie from my binder are getting stronger and much much tighter i try not to move, struggle or give reason although my high charge is treason for my heart and mind are no longer one my mind left and my heart is on the run these binds cut, but the binder identity hurts more darkness is now what i implore to the very depths of my core the darkness used to be cold and frightening but now that ebony color is so blissfully inviting i am no longer full of hope and dreams for the years of binds have tought me a few things that nothing in life is what it seems and to think so, is to exhaustingly niave from lies and falsehoods to condemnation sentenced to life full of painful damnation this is my penance, i deserve all this and more, for once a long time ago, i was quite simply a mere whore in the eyes of a person who i gave myself to my heart was in it for far much more, something true i turned my back on my loved ones, to take the chance i hurt them all s

You Know You're From Louisiana When....
You Know You're From Louisiana When... The crawdad mounds in your front yard have over taken the grass. You greet people with "Howzyamomma'an'dem?" and hear back "Dey fine!" Every so often, you have waterfront property. When giving directions you use words like "uptown," "downtown," "backatown," "riverside," "lakeside," "other side of the bayou" or "other side of the levee." When you refer to a geographical location "way up North," you are referring to places like Shreveport, Little Rock or Memphis, "where it gets real cold." You've ever had Community Coffee. You can pronounce Tchoupitoulas but can't spell it. You don't worry when you see ships riding higher in the river than the top of your house. You judge a po-boy by the number of napkins used. The waitress at your local sandwich shop tells you a fried oyster po-boy "dressed" is healthier than a Caesar salad. You can eat Popeye's, Haydel's and Zapp's for lunch and wash it down with Barq's and seve

Sorry
To all my lc Friends and Family, Sorry that I have not been on to leave the comments that i usally do but I have been down with the flu..I'm not 100% yet but wanted to let you all know I was thinking of you!!!!!!!!! HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND EVERYONE!!!! ~~BabyGirl~~aka B.J.

Hell's Gateway
I was in a wonderful deep slumber when a noise outside my room woke me with a start. To my surprize a light had been turned on outside of the room. Soft footsteps could be heard slowly creeping down the hall. With each step, my heart rate increased. Why did I not just jump out of the bed and go out the window to safety? Panic rose inside of me with each footstep. From the dim light under my door I could vaguely see around the inside of the room. Where did the portait come from? I had never seen this picture before. A large portrait was hung over the bed. In the portrait I was strangely attired in a wedding gown and standing next to a man in a suit. The sight of the picture confused me even further. How could I have already been married? I am only a child. Was I dreaming? Is this a small glimpse into my future? Staring at the portrait had almost made me forget about the intruder that had been slowly encroaching on my bedroom. Slowly I turned my gaze back to the light under the bedroom

Nightly Shadows
Walking in the shadows I felt him. Ever present. Feeling his love like a frustrating tease. Never truly knowing who he was. Living day to day in hopes of finding him again. Each day more torture than the last. Each night feeling closer and closer to finding him. Each night our hearts danced in the shadows of the moonlight.

I Pregent
I am 3 and a half mounths pregent....There are ppl that want to beat my ass....But this is what I have to say about it kiss my ass cuz Im happy....And if u want to leave me an message to say ur happy cuz ur my friend go a head thats up to u....

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of You When I awake in the morning you the first thing on my mind, Thought is seems that you right here by my side only is your thoughts that wonder thru my mind, I feel I’m a better man I am today cause loving you seems to be the best thing I gotten all day, Its all in the way you love and understand me for in return comfort and relax thee, should I not be glad I’ve found you.. Or is it that I’m thankful I have sweet thoughts of you, As I look into your eye is see my love for you is true I’m so happy I fell into with you. Written by Andrew A.K.A Rickay Swave

Short Story..
SHE STOOD THERE IN THE SHADOWS AND WATCHED HIM.. SHE LISTENED TO THE HUSKY SOUND OF HIS VOICE.. LET IT POUR OVER HER LIKE VELVET.. WONDERING WHO HE SANG FOR.. SHE KNEW NOT HIS NAME.. BUT SHE FELT SUCH THINGS FOR HIM.. ONE DAY SHE MIGHT BE BRAVE ENOUGH, STRONG ENOUGH, CONFIDENT ENOUGH TO STEP OUT OF THE SHADOWS.. TO COME FOWARD AND BE SEEN.. EVERY DAY SHE CAME TO HIM.. HIDING IN THE SHADOWS.. AS IF HE COULD EVER NOT SEE HER.. HE LET HER STAY HIDDEN.. NOT FROM HIM BUT FROM HERSELF.. HE WROTE AND SANG ONLY FOR HER.. HE SANG OF MENDING HER BROKEN HEART.. OF BEING HER FRIEND.. HER LOVER.. SOON HE WOULD LET THE SPOTLIGHT SHINE ON HER.. HE KNEW HE LOVED HER.. HE KNEW SHE WAS IN PAIN.. SHE NEEDED TO BE HEALED.. HE ONLY HOPED HE WAS UP TO THE CHALLENGE.. THE DAYS HAD TURNED TO WEEKS, MONTHS OF STANDING WITHIN THE SHADOWS.. NOW WAS THE TIME.. SHE SLOWLY MOVED FOWARD.. REMOVING HERSELF FROM THE SAFTY OF THE SHADOWS.. HE SAW HER MOVING FOWARDS TWARDS HIM.. HE SMILED.. " I KNEW YOU W

Men Never Seem To Amaze Me
MEN never seem to Amaze me Current mood: pissed off Category: Life SO why do guys say one thing or tell youone thing and do the total opisite (yes i know i miss spelled so shoot me) I mean come the fuck on be honest to a girl when she ask something. I am so tired of when a guy says that they love you and then basically say screw you. or even say that they are you man and then go off and tell another girl that they are single. That is wrong and you know it. especially when they ahve their heart invested in you. That just makes a girl want to shoot your ass. I mean come on guys give us a little bit of respect we are more than what most of you think we are. What really gets me is when a guys does something to you and then you do it back to him they fuckin freak out and you arfe just the bitch of the world and they treat you like shit and trash but yet they done the same thing and you moved one and forgot and forgave them i mean what the fuck. thats what so many wemon hate men.

Pennys From Heaven !
Once a grandfather was walking with his grandson. the grandfather found a penny laying on the ground and he picked it up and smiled. The little boy then asked his grandpa why he picked up the penny and why did he smile when i he did it. The grandfather explained to the boy this is no penny.. its a very special penny. hows that the little boy replied. Well when u find a penny on the ground u pick it up because someone from heaven thought about u and wanted to let you know. The little boy then smiled and said oh now i understand. They walked a farther and the boy stopped for a moment picked up a penny and smiled at his grandfather. So the next time u find a penny pick it up and smile and say hi to someone u know in heaven they did for u

Rant!!!!
Why is the internet engineered for such reverse sexism? I mean just because I have a penis means that I am beneath your notice because you also have one? By the way there will be some ranting here. I mean sometimes it makes me wish I was a woman. Although I would be put together differently. For instance, I would have my vagina bolted to my chest, right between my breasts. That way you could see the total package when I wore a low cut shirt and tried to get into my pants with a drink. I would build an empire on it. Which as a woman is totally possible on the internet. I guess what I'm saying is that men on the internet should stop being so concerned with women, be they naked or otherwise. I mean I'm aware I'm a bit repulsive but that isn't what this is about! Its about stopping the rampant reverse sexism. I think i'm going to organize a march for Masculine rights. I am officially a Masculinist. I'll right books and burn my jock strap. I'll burn flags and march on DC. I am man.

Song Of The Day....
I usually do this on my MySpace profile, but seeing as I'm still at work, and they have MS blocked *ahem* I thought I'd do it here.....C ---------------------------------------------- Piss It All Away - Puddle of Mud What I feel It is real What I do It's the truth When I drink I can't think When I use I need more When you're weak I can't speak Close your eyes and Taste this wine The cork removed Less purified I throw away Everything that you say Erase everything That you fake What I feel It's a sin Tell the truth Do not lie Make a wish Will it come true One way streets One track mind Open up and See the light One million ways To hypnotize I throw away Everything that you say Erase everything That you fake Erase everything That you fake Piss it Piss it all away Piss it, piss it

How To Shower Like A .......
HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN: Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental not e to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash y our hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower. Dry with towe

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel100%Mermaid83%WereWolf67%Faerie67%Dragon58%Demon17%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

What A Day!!!
ok so me and dallas was hanging out today... like usual... and the people across the street was having a garage sale... so we went there with $20 and spent the whole damn thing there!!!! but dallas is really happy... i bought him a house and like a little tool workshop thingie.... the house is kinda small... but he can still hAVE FUN IN IT.. it was so cute after we cleaned it off... dallas went into it... and said i had to ask to come into his house to have a conversation with him... and he wont talk to me through the window... it was so cute!!!! we had so much fun today!!!! were gonna have lunch in his house too!!!!... hmmmm its kinda small... but me and him can still fit in it... just make some lunch that isnt like messy... .hahahahahahaha

Seeing Her For The 1st Time In 18 Yrs
The young lady standing next to me is my daughter and I had not seen her in 18 yrs. That was because her and her sister Karen where adopted at the ages of 9 and 10. This day will always live in my heart as a very happy day and I will never forget it. Just pray that I get to see the other one for I miss her very much.

New Friends And Old!!!
Hey just want to thank everyone who has added me lately...This is kind of a lame way to say ty, but the past few days have been not my better. My car blew up, and I just paid the bi0tch off...then dropped a grand into it to fix it only to find out that it can't be fixed...so blah...just been not my fav days the last couple. But I did trade my other vehicle in and got a sweet ride, along with another car payment, but oh well...anyways that is all trivial...just want you to know I won't forget ya...I am just a little tied up in real for a couple more days...Actually looking forward to Monday...lmfao! Hope you all have a super weekend and have fun for me!!! Huggggzzzzzzzzzz...Skitzzzzz

Lala
This poem got me the award editors choice award early this year. You are a glamoures girl. When people are down you put a smile on their face. And you always bring the party where ever you go. You are special to your friends and family and your special to me too.

Fallen
These days have gone by like drops of rain from the sky every one is different, Every one is special every one i have, has something to do with you. What is happening to me I am so in to you Why is it so hard to see I've fallen for you I said i would be stronger then that It didn't work , Because i fell for you Isn't it easy to see? I've fallen for you my world is gently falling the person i thought i could be stopped exsisting without you. Some say love is just for sinners I believe that is just not true because i feel it when i hold you what are you doing to me i've gotten so far into you isnt it easy to see? I've fallen for you When i was laying there after i ran and tripped on the gate i looked up and i saw you whats happening to me i've fallen for you. Oh I've fallen for you fallen in love today because i've fallen so deep for you.

Tonight I Am At Peace
Just an update on how I am doing. Today I got to talk to my aunt and cousin in Cali to see how they were holding up. They were in good spirts. My cousin said that the family was there with my uncle when he took his last breath. They said he was sleeping and it was really peaceful. They said right before it happend he smiled. We believe that his mom and daughter (who passed a few years ago and he was ready to see again) was there and that they took him home. So that made me feel good knowing he died with a smile on his face. Now that my friends are in town too. Im sure I will be able to sleep tonight now that I am in a better mood. So good night everyone. I love ya's!

Yep A Rant!
so im sitting here tonight bored as hell, no money and feeling a little like im an outcast. i have no money and no gas in my car! the girls i have dated recently all seem to have one thing in common, they want to work on their lives first! then they date someone else, what the fuck is that! fucking games! some good news, i had an interview today to be a dealer at a casino, if they call, monday i start 5 weeks of school, then make about 18 an hour when i graduate. why cant i just get someone that wants the same things i do?

~*~my Poetry~*~
One of the most important things one could know about me is that i'ma writer. I love writing short stories, poetry, and music. Although the most important things I write about are kept sacredly in files and folders I have... I thought I would share some of the lighter things I have written. I Hope Ya'll Like Um'! ~*~Inside~*~ ~*~By Kate~*~ Bottled up inside, Are words I never said. The feelings that I hide, The lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes, Read it on my face. Trapped inside are lies, Of the past I can’t replace. With memories that linger, Won’t seem to go away, Why can’t I be happier? Today’s a brand new day. Yesterdays are over, Even though the hurting is not, Nothing lasts forever, I must cherish what I’ve got. The hurt I’m feeling now, Won’t disappear overnight, But someway somehow, Everything will turn out right. ~*~No Matter What~*~ ~*~By Kate~*~ No matter what I think of you.. You aren't going to h

Want To Be A 007 Girl......
LOL well these two are one. HEHE but right now I belong to Angel W so you will have to talk to her. When I get more I will somehow make a primary photo of all the cherries morphing from one to another. Sounds like it would be cool.

Dedication To Angel W.....
Forever@ LostCherry You want to know another wonderful cherry. Someone who always there for me, and who I love dearly. I would do anything for her. She has won a piece of my heart. *This Page will update as I find the stuff I really want to add on here.*

Why Do Children Cry??
Why do children Cry?? They cry when they can't go outside to play, or when they want they're best friend to stay, they cry when they're tired, they cry when they're hurt, they cry when their teddy falls down in the dirt, They cry when they don't want to go to bed, Or when their brother hits them on the head, They cry when they can't get their own way, and when Mommy says " your not being nice today!", They cry when they have to clean up their room, they cry when the party ends too soon, They cry at the loss of a much loved pet, And when they see they're Mommy's upset, This child cries coz the Daddy she loves, isnt there any more to give her a hug, or to say, "well done, Good try!" or just simply to say, "Hey shush, Don't cry!" Rebecca Mai Duncan "96 (copyright) this one has been published

On Being Beci...
On Being Beci! When i think of all the pain i've felt, over my 35 years, it makes me feel quite queezy, always results in tears. It started when i was very small, close to 5 or 6, Being ripped away from my Daddy! I've always felt i've been tricked, Robbed of a family who care, Grandma, Grandpa, cousins, A nice familiar place Hugs and kisses in dozens! A plane trip to England, AS nice Holiday --- The only thing hidden from all Is that we are here to stay. Victorian England -- Drab, cold and gray Old people crying - because we are here?? People with no feeling for The children from over there, Aunts, Uncles, cousins galore Non of them ever cared Cold hearted people -- I feel like i'm a mistake. There began my journey , Of trying to please all. I will make them accept me It never happened tho -- Beth was the baby, Little Shirley Temple -- Fred the oldest - the boy! Me in the middle - invisible "so much like yourrMother" "She's so like you Joy" That made me not matter " Beci, the Leo - sh

Test...how Will You Do?
Damn you Alex for making me take this..lol I'm sure most of you dont think this about me at all..lol DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:Very HighSchizoid Personality Disorder:LowSchizotypal Personality Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Personality Disorder:ModerateBorderline Personality Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Personality Disorder:HighNarcissistic Personality Disorder:HighAvoidant Personality Disorder:Very HighDependent Personality Disorder:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High-- Take the Personality Disorder Test ---- Personality Disorder Info --

Ways To Say, "i Love You!"
Share all aspects of your life. Write love comments on the morning newspaper. Be "in the mood." Spray your love letters with perfume. Imagine you are the only two people in the world. Sneak an afternoon nap together. Slip your own message inside your love's fortune cookie. Look for the good in your love. Do his laundry. Send flowers to her office. Leave a love note hidden under the pillow. Wash her car. Browse through old photos of the two of you. Make a practice of long kisses. Cultivate trust by always being honest. Help her on and off with her coat. Give books of romantic poetry. Stage your own kissing marathon. Enjoy a picnic among fountains in an urban plaza setting. Buy your mate a gold coin from the year you met. Surprise your mate with twenty-six gifts from A to Z that begin with each of the letters of the alphabet. Remind all your mate's friends to send them a card on their birthday. Be attentive to your mate's needs. Pick up his s

Shhh. Dont' Tell Anyone I Have A Softer Side!!
"Friends Till The End" Friends till the end, will always blend. They help you mend, all pains and sorrows. Always seeming to make a brighter tommorow. They lend a shoulder to cry on, or just send a simple smile, :) that will make one feel better, even if it is just for a while. There is no denial, that with this friend, nice things will be sure to compile. All it takes is a special friend who will always be there till the end!! Hope It Brightens Up Your Day

Fienderella - Immortal Ego No. Two
The woman behind Fienderella owns an organisation that coaches public speakers and has been a friend of mine for ages now, we were having a laugh and after she had seen the willie the freak picture wanted one done for herself. Her original scarybird nickname was Cynical Syd but I didnt think that this was a good enough name, and as her name was Cindy, i just changed it fo Fienderella as I used to call her Cinders anyway, anyway she liked writing poems so we decided to play about with the Grimoire of Poetic Justice and also she wrote the true story of how Cinderella became Fienderella, Stu Smith did the artwork again Creating for more on Fienderella, for what it took to put her together the picture of Fienderella is in me albums if you want to go check her out.

Time For A Change
I went for my little walk with the lil hippy (Alexis). I enjoy our bonding time and with each step I keep an insightful watch on my little daughter growing up. As her steps grow longer, her stride wider and quicker over these years ... her thoughts and views grow too. Our stroll to the small town consist of a mere 6 small blocks each way ... but the time to travel each way shortens, the time spent together seems endless. Only a few years ago I remember her expressing her fear of starting school. Chatting - going down the road that has signs of an early autumn, the colors of Ohio fall foliage begin to show around this time of the year. With school in its second week my lil hippy now speaks of school as a forth grade veteran. No fears but excitement and *gasp* even talk of "cute" boys in her class. I listen full hearted as she rambles about this and that thing, but I cant help but to let my mine drift back to our strolls of yesteryear ... Those walks down these same cracked side

Two Sisters
Two Sisters Two sisters, one blonde and one brunette, inherit the family ranch. Unfortunately, after just a few years, they are in financial trouble. In order to keep the bank from repossessing the ranch, they need to purchase a bull from the stockyard in a far town so that they can breed their own stock. They only have $600 left. Upon leaving, the brunette tells her sister, "When I get there, if I decide to buy the bull, I'll contact you to drive out after me and haul it home." The brunette arrives at the stockyard, inspects the bull, and decides she wants to buy it. The man tells her that he will sell it for $599 - no less. After paying him, she drives to the nearest town to send her sister a telegram & tell her the news. She walks into the telegraph office, and says, "I want to send a telegram to my sister telling her that I've bought a bull for our ranch. I need her to hitch the trailer to our pickup truck and drive it here so we can haul it home." Th

Who Wants To Be My Booty Call????
BOOTYCALL APPLICATION Name___________________ Age____ Phone(____)__________ Occupation________________________________ Do you live with your parents Yes__ No__ Do you live with your significant other Yes__ No__ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you want it (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can you last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do you like giving oral sex (Y/N)__ Which do you prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Threesome__ Group__ While having sex, *What do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Take Control__ Scratch__ Pull hair__ Bite__ Smack Booty__ Fake It__Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ *List three positions you like: 1.________

Wishes
have you ever wished for something so hard, you really wanted it, and when it finally happened you were soooooo happy you felt bad for feeling so good? well, i manage a restaurant, and we had hired a new assistant. he sucked so bad. i know he mu=st have lied about everything he put on his resume. but, being a national store, we couldn't just fire him. we had to go through channels. and everything had to be perfect. good god, i searched through every policy violation there was in the human resources books, and while he violated our store pokicy more times than i can count, he hadn't struck a critical violation. well, finally he did, and we were able to fire him. i am so god damn happy i think i could shit a gold brick. but i feel a little guilty for rejoicing so much over someone else's misfortune. does this make me a bad person??? hmmmm, probably, lmao, but the ends justifies the means anyday.

My Personality Revealed...its Crazy How This Thing Can Be Soo Right On
Free personality analysis of AmberNicole. Generated on Sat Sep 16 20:15:28 2006. AmberNicole's Existing Situation Relatively inactive and in a static condition, while conflict of one sort or another prevents peace of mind. Unable to achieve relationships of the desired degree of mutual affection and understanding. AmberNicole's Stress Sources Wishes to be independent, unhampered, and free from any limitation or restriction, other than those which she imposes of herself or by her own choice and decision. AmberNicole's Restrained Characteristics Wants to broaden her fields of activity and insists that her hopes and ideas are realistic. Distressed by the fear that she may be prevented from doing what she wants; needs both peaceful conditions and quiet reassurance to restore her confidence. Very exacting in the standards she applies to her choice of a partner and seeking a rather unrealistic perfection in her sex

Vote Fer The Crazy Ass Redddneck Feller.....
OK. HERE IT IS, MY FELLOW AMERICAN . IM ON DIS VOTE GAME, NOT SURE HOW LONG IT WILL LAST. BUTT IF GOT AN ERGE TO VOTE, VOTE FER ME, THE CRAZY ASSS REDDDNECK FELLER ON THIS LOST CHERRY VOTE GAME DEAL. I WILL THANK YOU, APPRICATE IT AND A WONDERFUL GIT-GIT-GIT-R-DONE LMAO SO HERE IS THE LINK TO VOTE. TKS AGAIN REDDDNECK

My New Daughter.
Well, on Wednesday night, September 13th my wife delivered our baby girl. She was 10 lbs. even and was 21 inches long. I am a very happy daddy and she is beautiful. Thanks to everyone for their support.

Feeling Good.........
I was standing in front of the mirror last night. And I saw my body. It was like I was seeing what I truly looked like for the first time. I had to take a second look. I did not think I looked really like I did. I was like OH MY GOSH!!!! Lets just say I didn't agree with what I saw. I mean I know that I am the size I am but I didn't truly realize till last night just how others actually see me. So with all that said, I am giving my diet that I had started with a friend and let her down by not doing what I was supossed to even more than 100%. As I stood there and stared in the mirror I cried realizing that if I had only been giving it 100% from the beginning I wouldn't have looked as "gross" as I thought I saw in the mirror. It will be a long road, and a very tough one at that but I know with the support of friends and family, and my ownself that I can do it. With that said I am putting out a plea to have all the support I can with this. I don't need any put downs from anyone, I

Here Comes More Drama
as if there isnt enough bs on here now theyve added a thing so u can see who rates low...not that it bothers me cuz if i dont like the pic ill rate it like i want to anyway....as well as i can take a low rate...who cares ya know?? its not like i know most people on here personally but fuck can you imagine all the emotionally unstable twits they have on here running to the bouncers everytime they get a low rating?? PEOPLE THERE IS A WAR GOING ON!!PEOPLE ARE STARVING WORLDWIDE!!! there are bigger issues than your own egos!!

What Hurts The Most
Current mood: high Category: Writing and Poetry what Hurts The Most Is seeing The Way You Talk To Her Like You use to talk to me Telling Her How Much You Miss her when Not to Long ago it was me You Missed Holding Her in Your arms When it should be Me Whats Next Your Gonna Tell her You Love her When It was Me You Loved? Youve Betrayed Me And Crushed me into The Pond of Your hands Just When I Was About to be Happy You Knocked me down And Bruised me Some More Youve Broken My Heart And Walked on Me I Hate You And I Hope I never run into You If i did I Will Shoot you in The Eye with a Pen What Hurts The Most Is I Fell In Love With You and You Robbed Me of Every Last Breath I Will Never forgive You and I Will Get Over You I cannot Believe I fell for Your Ugly Lies I Cannot Believe You would chose her over me Sooner or later she will Hurt you and I will Not Be here to Pick up Your pieces I Hope You Rot in Hell You No Longer Have a H

A Comment Worth Sharing
I am the wind upon your shoulder, Hear me whisper in your ear. Our friendship is eternal, For this I am sincere. You are the light that shines upon my face, That guides me on my way. It keeps me on a narrow path, And helps me not to stray. I am the stars that shine above each night, The twinkle in your eye. You are the sun that shines by day, The moon that fills the sky. Each day that passes that I am not here, And yes we’re far apart. My friendship I have given you, Has a special place in my heart. I am the wind upon your shoulders, Hear me whisper in your ear. Don’t ever doubt our friendship, For this I am sincere.

This A Poem From A Friend
i hope you all like it i dedicate this to all my very close friends THE BOND WE SHARE FROM THE DAY WE MET I KNEW YOU WERE REAL YOUR MIND WAS OPEN YOUR HEART SINCERE OUR LOVE WAS TRUE RIGHT FROM THE START AND OUR BOND WAS INSTANT AND INSEPERABLE FROM DAY ONE OUR TIME TOGETHER SEEMED ENDLESS THOUGH WE COULD NEVER GET ENOUGH TIME IN ALL OF THE DAYS WE SHARED TOGETHER IN THOSE DAYS WE GREW CLOSE AND NOW I FEEL AS THOUGH WE ARE AS CLOSE AS IF WE WERE ONE NOW THOUGH WE CAN NO LONGER SPEND OUR DAYS TOGETHER AS WE BOTH WOULD LIKE TO BE OUR BOND HAS NOT BROKEN NOR HAS OUR LOVE WEAKENED AND WE STILL ARE INSEPERABLE ALTHOUGH WE ARE MILES APART WE ARE STILL AND ALWAYS WILL BE AS ONE I HOPE YOU ALL LIKE THIS FROM ME TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS LISA BABY SPRUN

Pic Ratings
i recently recieved a pic rating of 1 on one of my pics, the pic happens 2 be one that hits close 2 my heart. the pic is one that is my heritage not hate with the confederate battle flag. in my opinion if u feel that u hate it that much than u truely dont understand the true meaning of the flag, or u are racist or a kkk member, sorry 4 the strong statment but i cant help it. 2 many people are not educated enough 2 realize that slvery was a minor issue of the civil war that they believe that the flag is a hate symbol, and that just kills me. being from the south and being very proud of it, this 2 me is an outrage. the battle flag was used in the same way that union soldiers used the american flag(which i am also proud 2 say i am glad i am an american, please support OUR troops) it was just a symbol of a belief and a way of life that they believed in(remember that the majority of the soldiers of the south were poor farmers that couldnt care less if there were slaves or not). so if u can

I'm This Girl...
*i'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because i'm sleepy, but because i want to be closer to you... *i'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... *i'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me... *i'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and i will have fun because it means i am spending time with you... *i'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when i find someone i like i want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... *i'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... *i'm the girl who once i let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. & even if we spend time apart, i'm the girl who never forgets you.. *i'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. *i'm the girl who you can talk to you about anything.. *i'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...Even when you can't re-tell them.. *i'm the girl

Where Are You???
WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU??? WHY ARENT YOU HERE??? SOMETIMES WHEN I NEED YOU... YOU JUST DISSAPEAR... WHEN I NEED A FRIEND I FEEL ALL ALONE... BECAUSE YOU ARENT NEAR ME... WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TA HOLD... I MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY... BUT YOU ARE THERE TA STAY.. CAUSE WHEN I NEED... SOMEONE TA LOVE... ALL THERE IS, IS AIR...

Love The New Feature
Its like LC read my mind! How much do I love this new feature where you can see who has viewed your pics! Now the little pricks and prickettes who go around leaving 1's and causing trouble are gonna have to do so knowing we will be calling them on it. I wonder if we will see a steady decline in the amount of low ratings... hmmm someone should do a study on that... lol This just makes my Sunday :) Kisses Skittles

Band Pictures
One on my Favorite Bands ... CHIEF...did a outdoor Concert Yesterday they are just Kick Ass. Check them out if you like at Chief's MySpace Click Here Pics From the Concert: The Bass Player is just Yummyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!

How Daring Are You ?
You Are a Dare Devil For you, life is one big dare. And you're all in for any adventure. Others find you exciting, inspiring, and a bit intimidating. You're biggest challenge at this point is trying to top yourself! How Daring Are You?

One Soul
As my mind explores, your eyes seek my soul like open doors. When your soul finds mine, they bind together and melt into one. As your heart beats next to mine, they make the sound of a single drum beat. I feel the heat from the hot passion I have for you sizzling inside of me like a wild fire unable to be extinguished. When you look into my heart, my deepest and darkest secrets I cannot hide. If you look into my soul once more, you will find someone who's love for you flows like the oceans in a raging storm. Sometimes my longing for you feels like a thousand knives stabbing my heart all at once.

Pitterpatter Of Little Feet
There is nothing like the love you feel your kids. I look at them and i see tiny little pieces of myself intertwined in them. I see that my daughter has that same tender heart that I have and its just sooo fascinating. She copies all the words that she hears me say, and even though most of the time she says them very differently, I smile because she has grown so much in her 2 years. I see my son and I can't believe he is sooo independent at 1, yet so much of a mama's boy. Before i had my babies, I never knew how much you can love someone at first sight. I love seeing them laugh and smile and sometimes cry. When they cry, that means its time for "mama loving". I get to hug them and kiss them and let them know how much Mommy loves them. My most favorite word that has come out of their mouths is MAMA!!!! I simply love it!!

Lips Of A Angel
Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard

Why Are We On This Site?
when i find myself scrounging to get enough points to reach the next level, i wonder "what is the end result?"i I have found, like life itself, that there is no reason to get to level 20 or whatever (except for fame). but i have found that meeting new peeps (shatterd and the creepy girl carrie ;) jk) is the most gratifying. and hopefully this will get me some points so i can get up. After all, this is why i did this blog...

My Muppet Personality.
You Are Miss Piggy A total princess and diva, you're totally in charge - even if people don't know it. You want to be loved, adored, and worshiped. And you won't settle for anything less. You're going to be a total star, and you won't let any of the "little people" get in your way. Just remember, piggy, never eat more than you can lift! The Muppet Personality Test So all those years people called me Miss Piggy, they were telling the truth.

Sunday Blues
Today is Sunday, Sept. 17, 2006 and I have the blues. Everybody is busy and my husband is out of town again for work. He will be gone two weeks. I love my alone time don't get me wrong but sometimes I need to have people around. I have alot on my mind and someday maybe I will figure it all out. Well that is all for now. Sharon

Good Lord
So basically...I give up on the bulletins thing.. If I or anyone on here has something important to say..it doesn't get read anyway cause of everyone's incessant posting of stupid shit. Get over it..it's not a life and death thing about being leveled up. No one cares who wants you. We know you added new pics because there's a thing called THE ALERT BOX. dumbshits. And frankly..you're not heartless or whatever if you don't repost shit. That and nothing is going to come true for you if you repost it..your crush from 8th grade won't come back and marry you..some little girl is not gonna come murder you in your sleep. At least...at least the religious ones haven't hit LC yet, cause if they did..I'd be gone..with no forwarding address. Fine and dandy if y'all believe what you believe in..you don't need to post it..that's allll MySpace..the most boring site on the net..cept for the game. hey..we should get games on this site..that would be cool. Anywho. Call me a heartless bitch if you want.

Vampire
((This is 11 years old and largely unedited... i hope you enjoy it anyway)) You walk into the home, so cold, so wet from the storm outside. The wind has your hair blown all about your face, and the cold rain has it sticking to your skin. The rain pelts on the door now, the wind outside changing direction. You look about the room, and sigh. "Can it be any darker in here?" The shadows, which surround you, shift as the trees by the windows move outside with the swirling wind. You walk around the hallway to the home. It is dark; the single lamp in the foyer is broken. You enter what seems like it would be a nicely decorated kitchen, wood burning stove, large refrigerator, wine rack... beautiful. You’re so positive that you saw lights on in this house. You look around, the only light by your lighter, which is now growing hotter, too hot to touch. You let go of the little red piece of plastic, the small flame dies out, and you’re left to readjust to the darkness. You turn arou

Or Get On Some Good Meds.
i keep seeing these bulletins from people where they put "if you don't repost this you are heartless and remove yerself from my friends list" bullshit. first of all...i am not heartless. not by any means. i am a most caring and loving person..i have the biggest heart. so..not posting yer bullshit doesn't make me heartless....and i know it's NOT directed SOLELY at me...but it's pretty childish to even go that far. secondly...don't call someone heartless and then expect THEM to remove themselves. yer the over dramatic moron. YOU remove them! that's all she wrote.

Sexual Quiz
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky80%Average40%A WUSS !!40%A Sicko20%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

My Sad Poem!!
Can my life get better? Or is it gonna stay? Can I start again? Or will it go away? Can I ask you something? Why did God choose me? Can I take I back? Or will it always be? Can I find my mummy? But why?d she leave me here? Can I stop this hurting? Who?ll wipe away my tear? Can you make me happy? Then why am I so sad? Can you tell me exactly why? Why were you so mad? Can you take my life? Cause I don?t want to live Can you tell me why you left? I have my life to give Can you tell my daddy That it?ll be ok, I?ll be waiting for him And I?ll see him soon.. one day Can?t somebody hear me, Promise you won?t cry? Cause it was my decision It was my choice to die Can you promise something? Please smile when I go I should?ve told my love my heart I guess he?ll never know Can you understand me? I?m sorry but it?s true I couldn?t handle all the shit That I was going through My spirit inside, was captured But I?ve just set it free Tell everyone I?m sorry But i

My Cousin Is Having Heart Surgery On Tuesday!
Well Today I woke up to find out that my cousin is in the hospital and is going to have sergry on his heart. My cousin that I am talking about is only 9 years old. I am so scared that he my not recover. His Aorta which is a main Artery has narrowed and has made his heart excellerate. Poor little Scott, I hope he pulls out of this. Here are a couple of pic's of Little Scott please pray for him! He kind of resimbles my son Andrew.... Update 4-24-06: Scott is out of the hospital untill he gets over the pneumonia then he has to have sergery on he has a heart condition called Narrowing of the Aorta it is one of the main Artories that run to the heart. He has lived with this his whole life and we never knew it. I will post more updates on his condition as I have them...Thank you all for the prayers. Update: Scott is getting surgry on the 19th of August I hope everything goes well. He is only 9 years old. I am scared I don't want to lose another family member. Please everyone pray

Just Venting Now :)
ALRIGHT, NOW I AM BACK FROM HANGING OUT CLOTHES, TAKING MY MOM HER VEHICLE (AND BEING CARLESS AGAIN) FIXING THE KIDS AN ICY MOCHA THINGY, LOL, AND NOW WATCHING SHARKTALES WITH THE KIDS INSTEAD OF SENDING THEM TO BED, LOL, I AM READY TO ACTUALLY WRITE A BLOG THAT MIGHT MEAN SOMETHING. NOW, JUST SO YOU KNOW FOR FUTURE REFERENCES, I LIKE WRITING BLOGS AND THEY DO TEND TO GET LONG BECAUSE I JUST WRITE ABOUT STUFF THAT COMES TO MY MIND AT THAT PARTICULAR MOMENT. SO BEWARE, LOL. FIRST I WANT TO GET THIS OUT IN THE OPEN. YES I AM SINGLE. I HAD ADAM AKA JARHEAD THAT I THOUGHT WAS THE BEST THING, AND THOUGHT I HAD MORE WITH THAN WHAT I CARED TO SEE. HE TURNED OUT TO BE A PLAYER LIKE SO MANY OTHERS OUT THERE. I AM NOT SAYING EVERY GUY IS A PLAYER, BUT DAMN, THE EXTREMES ADAM WENT TO. SO IN TURN, I POSTED A BULLETIN LETTING OTHERS KNOW THAT HE IS A PLAYER! THE BAD THING IS THAT I ONLY HAVE MAYBE 5-10 FEMALES ON MY LIST THAT MIGHT HAVE ACTUALLY GOTTEN SOME USE OUT OF IT. A FEW PPL REPOSTED IT,

No Crickets Allowed
To kill a tiny black cricket Ah! It brings me such wondrous joy For it's constant rhythmic chirping To me, it does annoy So with what can I send This noisy fiend to his death bed? WHAM! A big fuckin' 2x4...right across his head!

Thoughts
there they r...waling by as i sit on the side walk head down knees up hood on...lookin like a normal guy...then i raise my head i notice they r all watching me as they walk by...fear in there eyes hopin i dont stand up...i put my head down...and when i lift it again im smiling but one problem...my eyes r black...i start laughing and i stand up...ppl waling by turn white as the ystart runnin and screaming...i see souls flying i see them crying cause of the pain...i grab them and say "dont have the fear of pain what was done is done and cant be reversed ...be hapy while u still can dont be in my world cause i wont make it a good one hahahahahaha"...then i lift my head up from my knees with a smile blue eyes still and i wonder ...is this my fate?

Hello, My Name Is Mark...and I Am A Tech Geek.
I got a matrox TripleHead2Go with three VIEWSONIC VX924 19" Flatscreen Monitors. I cant do the Surround Gaming just yet. But when I get my EVGA NVIDIA Geforce 7950 GX2 1GB 16X PCI Express Video Card, I will be having lots of fun.

My World Wanna Come In And Get Hurt Like I Have?
When i get in a realtion ship guys hurt me everytime like saying hey i cant be with you or not even saying and acting like it saying"im ashamed of you" what good does it do to me to be in that knowing that person may or may not care about me...it fucking hurts people please do me a favor and watch out who you get in a realtion ship with please for me love, Dj Cassie

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A FLOWER A BOOK A LIE A PICTURE A SUNSET A LIE A WATERFALL A PASTURE A LIE YOU CAN GIVE ME AND SHOW ME ANYTHING BUT ALL I HEAR ARE YOUR LIES SO DONT GIVE ME YOUR CRAP I DONT WANT YOUR GIFTS JUST GIVE ME THE TRUTH I DONT WANT YOUR LIES....

This is where i am supose to sit and write something..well here it goes and i dont care what anyone thinks i was asked to use this to express myself and let someone know if i was ok or what i was feeling well i'm feeling very confused and goddess i dont know where the ( forgive my english ) strinth came from but i told Master Mark off today..i stood up to him after all this time of mind controll and abouse ( and i dont mean BDSM ) that aint cracked ribs and such .i feel relife gilt and confused as to where it all came from. but i did it and feel like a huge weight was lifted and i know he will never hurt me again... i think he may even be alittle afraid of me now... Oh i am a submissive but i had enough and wasnt going to take any more Ashki.....did i do good? To all my Freinds ~~~kiss~~~~ i'm ok now..i'm still a winner

I Know I'm A Bitch
The last few days has been bad for me I feel like I dont have friends and that some people have turned there backs on me. And the weather here today didn't help any. Plus I'm so close to getting to my next level and I need all the I can get to get there I can do so much by myself and I need votes(rates) on the contest Demon Storm is putting anything will help me get close. Please Please help me out

A Winey Sunday
We bought a 1999 Pontiac Montana minivan on Friday, so today we decided to take a road trip. We've lived in southwest Indiana for a couple of years, about 30 miles from the Illinois border, but we've never gone to Illinois, so we drove out I-64 west. The drive was pretty nice, a lot of flat country. At least I think it was nice, I slept a lot of the way. Our first stop was at Genkota winery. It was a rustic wood building, and inside we got to try samples of their various wines. They were out of the one I really wanted to try, Thunder Chicken, an apple wine. We bought a bottle of Catawba, a rose that was semi-sweet. I guess I should say that I'm not a wine snob. I hate 'dry' wines. That just means they're not sweet. Sweet is better. The first winery had a brochure that listed South Illinois wineries, and there was another winery, Pheasant Hollow, that was only 30 or 40 miles down the road, south on I-57. So off we went. We kept driving and didn't see it, but we did see

Fear And Loathing My Feelings
This is something I've grown accustomed to keeping to myself. I had this friend that keeps reminding me that keeping my feelings bottled is a bad thing. Although I know I can talk to several people about things. I fear misinterpretation in some form or another. Let me start by saying, love is a confusing bitch. There are so many ways for it ot be misread and there are so many kinds of love. There is someone my heart aches for that I have kept ot myself I have expressed it subtly to her as well as my best friend. This is not a person on the LC she is a dear friend that has be come engaged to my best friend. The three of us were close when they hooked up and I don't hate him for being with her; or her for choosing him - I'm not clear on how to discribe the love for them, it isn't lust, and it's more than friendship and different than one would have for family. These are friends that in some ways I have gone through hell for or with. I so want to be around them again...

Message Me?
Anyone who's feeling like picking up the phone and leaving me a message, please feel free to do so. You can call day or night, as this number is a message service for me. I can get the messages online as well as by dialing into the number directly and accessing the voicemail. So, be funny, be sultry...be stupid! Pick up the phone and introduce yourself if I haven't talked to you before. For old friends, this is a great way to get a message to me as well! If you want me to return your call...leave a callback number. If you don't EXPLICITLY ask for a return call, I will NOT return the call. I'm a loonie, but I'm no stalker! ;) The number is: 703-574-3550 Cheers! Nyk

The Title Of This Blog?
It comes from latin, meaning. Premature, Dementia. After much consideration I decided, that I am going to post the things I do not speak to other souls. I have never been to confession, I have never atoned for my sins, and I regret nothing but hurting the one person I loved. My demons have always been locked away in the deepest and darkest corners of my mind, that I have never bothered to confront them. Until as of late, this method has worked without fail. That is, until I began to torment myself with the guilt of destroying such an innocent angel, a visage of pure heaven poured straight from the lips of god himself. Up until that point I have not bothered with the frivilarites of faith and religion. But alas once confronted by this harsh realization that, indeed, there is another force gently brushing the strings of fate to remember the power of love and life. God, Heaven, Hell. Mere words to me. Though the value of such words are easily related to the epic struggle that en

Chapter 1
I was born at 3:33am in a rundown hospital in downtown Detroit. As soon as I was brought into this world, I took my first life. My mother. Giving birth to me killed my birthmother during the process. I spent my first year in a hypersensitive oxygen chamber. Fun times. During this period my genetic father was busy murdering and raping various women in the Metro area. The name they used to describe this unknown enity was only muttered amungst the local and federal law enforcement agencies. My first year, what a helluva way to start. I was never released to the custody of my birth father of course, mostly due to not being able to find him. So when I left the hospital for the first time at age 2, it was to a foster family. Of course I cannot remember any of this and only go by what I have been told and what I have read. My earliest memory was age 5. I do not remember what led up to this moment, or what exactly happend. But the records I have state I was admitted to Hawthorn Me

Chapter 1 Cont.
Have you ever forgotten what the sky looked like? How the sun felt on your skin? The way grass moved in the wind? I did. I was ten years old when I was released to a place called Childrens Home of Detroit. It was a village inside a city so to speak. That was the first time I had been let outside in five years. Released into a campus type gated community for the damned children of the state. My companions we're a shade lighter then what I was accustomed to. Children who set thier house on fire with thier family inside 'just because' and such. Thugs, wannabe thugs and just plain 'odd' kiddies. I guess the state thought I would fit right in there. I did, for the first hour. I put two kids in the hospital after being shown my living space, which was one of the many cots in the house. I remember that day pretty vivid, as I broke one kids nose and lodged a lincoln log into anothers kidney. I was transferred to another mental hospital immediatly. My bittersweet taste of freedom motivat

Heart No Longer Soiled
I'm scared of what you think. What goes through your head. I thought you were my missing link. This feeling can't be worse than being dead. I loved you with all I had. You said this wouldn't work and that makes me sad. I loose sleep on a nightly basis. You left me suspending me in my heartbroken stasis. I feel as though all feeling has left me. I can never feel again, I can't be me. It was for you you know I would've given anything. If I could have been something more to than just a play thing. That time spent feeling part of a better life. Come down to it now I'm in internal, eternal strife. Part of me says you'll come back. But the other part of me says feelings you lack. I'm finding my self in this endless toil. I'm up and my lips are now the only thing that you soiled.

Lost In This World,
Lost in this world, not a soul to care, forgotten by those who said they'd always be here, my heart is dead, I've pushed love away, love is what killed me that cold windy day, forgetting what its like to be truly alive, forgetting what it was like before my smile became a lie, and trying to remember how I felt before I my soul died.

Midsummer Magic
Lying on the grass Underneath the stars Wondering if she could reach them They can't be that far She observes her surroundings And sees the normal things The moon and its brilliant light What the April showers bring She wishes she could just sleep there Surrounded by the mist and dew drops Nothing could break this feeling It's like lying in the flower tops Her little fairy body Her sparkling jeweled wings Her small and dainty hands All decorated in pretty rings Sitting in the moonlight It catches in her eyes Wandering little dryads Glance up with surprise Who is this little fairy So new to this life Her voice so pure and simple As beautiful as a fife Smiling at the moon The fairy drifts on home She never feels afraid Even though she's all alone Someday she'll grow up And learn to appreciate everything But for right now she appreciates What the midsummer magic brings

Stl Trip
Well i didnt get to go to the wedding. Apparently there was an issue with me being there, the bride didnt want me to come. So I respected her wishes, and didnt go. It hurt pretty bad, but oh well. I'm not mad at anyone. She must not have felt comfortable with me being there, for whatever reason that is IDK, but its all good. I wish her nothing but a happy life with me good friend. Well Sam's goin away party rocked. I had such a blast!!!! It was good to see him and everyone else again. Im gonna miss him when he moves but we're gonna stay in touch. Hes such a good friend and I'll b damned if I lost him. Anyway. I just got home from STL and Im exhausted. So Im off to bed. LOTS OF LOVE Lesha

....
I Lost my dad tonight to cancer it was a long battle but now hes in Heaven and not in pain...for the last two weeks we have been by his side and when he passed away tonight my whole familly was by his side my mom my brothers and my sisters and I...It was sooooooooooooo hard to watch my dad take his last breaths and was hard to see my dad lose his battle against cancer but also was nice to see him not suffer...Thank God for my famiily i am a very lucky girl to have the most wonderfull familly in the world and the Greatest Dad ever....I will miss him but he is with me in my heart wherever i go

I Dont Like Em No More.
Dear heart, Boys are mean to me. I dont like them no more. They lie. And backstabb. And confuse me. And make it hard for me to make a committment. And say " i love you " and dont mean it. I give up on them. < /3 Love me

Give In
give in a breath of life brought to me by you taken away each night has me feelin blue its pretty typical of me I can never be happy as always im not supposed to feel love i must live in the shadows or watch from above I think that im losing you and im not sure what to do I wonder if you see in me what it is I can be and help me thru the night and tell me everything will be alright whisper things in my ear and comfort me if i shed a tear i thought that once we were friends that it was never going to end and if we both still care why cant we have a love affair and make each other feel alright and talk deep into the night and with a look know its ok and be there for each other everyday so please just hold my hand and let me know you understand

New Book Project & Recent Survey
I am killing 2 birds with 1 stone here: the first is an outline of my next book project; followed by a survey that was passed to me recently. I am being regularly asked about what book I will be working on next so I thought it warranted a new blog. Book number 6 will be called Backlash. I am not going to embark on a chapter-by-synopsis; I will just give you the basic premise instead: "Backlash." A cautionary tale and revenge-chase-thriller with a difference. Q. How do you change a content, placid man into a vengeful, ruthless murderer? A. Double-cross him, steal from him, destroy his life and put him into the position where he no longer has anything left to lose. That’s what Neil Gilbert did to his associate Rob Hadden. Neil has done it to so many other people in the past he made the mistake of thinking that Rob would be just like all the others. But Neil misjudged and underestimated Rob. He picked on the wrong man. Rob no longer

Life Is Love
Life is love Without love We wouldn't have life Don't be greedy Be good to your neighbor Treat him with love And in return he shall do the same Treat your enemies with respect They may change Just in time To help you Love is life Life is love Without life There wouldn't be love Without love There wouldn't be life Always remember Love is life And life is love

Meet My Friend
Hey all my lady friends and family on LC: I would like to introduce you to my friend Hushy.. HUSHY@ LostCherry He is a really terrific guy, you should really add him as a friend. He does great things for his friends without having to ask him to do it. He has some great pics too, you should check them out, while your there rate them, and give him a BIG "10" as well. Hushy is truely a great person, just stop by and see for yourself. Hosted by Sparkle Tags Hosted by Sparkle Tags

One Of My Stories, I Hope You Like It.
JUST A DREAM I walk into your room and find you fast asleep on the bed. I can tell you are having a very nice dream from the bulge in your shorts. Slowly, I get on the bed, between your legs and slightly touch you. You moan but do not wake up. I move closer and pull down your shorts and take out your cock. Its so thick and hard and when I put my hands around it I feel you move slightly but you still don’t wake up. I lick the head of it just once and incredibly it gets even bigger and harder. I start stroking it up and down and a drop of semen appears and I hurry and lick it. It tastes delicious. Now I start licking it from to top all around it and I feel it throbbing in my hands. You shift your body up and now it take it in my mouth slowly as I feel you moving up and down, slowly fucking my mouth. I take it all in and start sucking as hard as I can to make you come in my mouth. I feel you shudder and moan loudly, just as you start shooting the biggest and most delicious load of seme

Life
SITTING HERE, LOOKING AT THE PAST, AT THE ONE PERSON I KNEW I COULD RUN TO, TO HIDE BEHIND, TO GO TO WHEN I NEEDED, I ASK MYSELF, WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE TO KEEP HIM, WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE TO SHOW HIM THAT LIFE ANIT THAT BAD, HOW COULD I HAVE MADE HIM MORE HAPPY. ALL I COME UP WITH IS MAKING MY LIFE ALL ABUOT HIM, GIVING ALL MY TIME, GIVING HIM WHAT HE NEEDED 24/7. I CANT SEEM TO TELL MYSELF THAT EVERYTHING WITH BE OK. MY HEART HAS BROKE, HELP ME PICK UP THE PIECES!!!!!

Today
Well as a normal monday morning I woke at 630am to get ready and make a lunch for my son to go to pre-school. Walked him there then came back home and now I am here drinking coffee and typing this. I dont ever know what to say on these things that would ever be intresting enough for you guys so that u wouldnt be bored out of ur mind. The latest news in my life is that i walked out of my job because they were screwing me over but that was 3 days ago and yesterday i got a call that they wanted me back. I dont know what to do...they are offering me better shifts not what i want exactly and a huge raise...maybe i could get some of ur opionions. the only thing that is holding me back is that i know i could get the same wage and the shifts i want somewhere else. I just hate starting a new job thats all and i know everyone and the job already. man oh man. decisions decisions. Anyways that is all for now so if u all wanna help me out and help me see the light of the situation it would

Details Details
Ok, I posted 6 new pics, from my hopefully upcoming SG set...sadly, if they so get put up on SG, I will have to take these down, but I will then post up the ones they used, it'll have their logo on it. So wish me luck with that. On a side note, if you ever wanna rip a pic of me, dont hesitate to ask...just for now please font rip and of the possible SG set I just posted, I'll let you know if that changes. Another side note, if you wanna see more me you have to rate and comment my pics, I try to do it for all my good friends, so if you have endeavored to do that to all or the better pert of mine, send me a message and I will most certainly return the favor... ...now back to class and our regularly scheduled programming... *MUAHS!!!*

Thanks Jenn...you're Going To Scar My Penis
What is priapism? Priapism is a prolonged and painful erection that can last from several hours up to a few days. The priapismic erection is NOT associated with sexual thoughts or sexual activity. What happens is that blood flows into the penis, but is unable to drain as it would in a normally flaccid penis. Considering that the penis provides little room for blood to circulate, the blood becomes stagnant after a while, acidifies, and loses oxygen. Without oxygen, the red blood cells become stiff, and even less able to squeeze their way out of the penis. Very few cases of priapism are without an obvious cause. In most cases, priapism results from one of two things: certain medications or medical conditions. Under the category of medications, there are two primary culprits. For one, penile injections used to treat some forms of impotence can cause priapism; however, this usually only happens when a man decides, on his own, to increase the dosage. Second, psychiatric medicatio

Another Problem
Another thing that has been ticking me off is I have like 1135 friends and only 207 people actually rated my profile. I think that is a little fucked up. If you feel me let me know and lets see if we can do something about it.

As a general rule, there are few things that I feel strongly enough about to post thoughts for other people to read, but this is one of them, so The Shooter cranks one out. If you have read my profile you know that I am an animal lover and activist whenever neccessary or possible. One day last week my wife comes home with the story of Snowy and relates it to me. Seem that one of the oil-field workers that does some business with their company has a dog to "get rid of". We currently have three rescue dogs in our home and have lost two of our old dogs this year. One of our remaining three is 15 years old, deaf and blind. The poing being that when we take in a dog, we take it in for life regardless of what comes with them such as heartworms, worms, cancer, mange, broken bones and a host of other ailments common to the species. We fix them, make them well and they live with us the rest of their lives. Stay with me here, I'm making a point. This person bought Snowy when she w

Who Serves Who?
Who Serves who? by SirWolfr1 Improvised version The Mistress stood in her own front yard, Watching her submissive vanish into the night. With a smiling face and a farewell wave, And a tear that he could not see, nor could she fight. Another week had come and gone. In which each had served and been served as well. Though both did dread the time when they would part, A special and bittersweet kind of hell. She thought of the collar that he did wear, That so proudly proclaimed to whom he belonged. It said who would send her thanks if to him, honors were paid, Or extract vengeance if he were wronged. She thought of how he stood watch over her, To sooth away the nightmares that disturbed her sleep. And how when she did awaken and found herself safe, Like a child, into his arms she would creep. As the Mistress turned to her doorway with a sigh. "For all we give, each for the other" she thought, And for all we each for the other do. "She wiped away the te

Distance
Distance May Separate Us Yet Nothing Can Take You From Me When You're Tucked Away In My Heart Where Thoughts Of You Remain... You're Always There In My Dreams Even When We're Apart All I Have To Do Is Close My Eyes Memories Keep Flowing Back To Me Reliving All We Shared... Being Away From The One I Love Is The Hardest Thing I've Ever Had To Face Yet When Searching My Soul All The Love Shines Though Bringing Your Heart Close To Mine... When You Truly Love Someone Time Spent Apart Makes You Come To See Love Isn't For The Moment It's Forever... So Tonight When I Close My Eyes Reminiscing Once Again I'll See You In My Dreams It's What Makes Me Feel Alive Holding On For Dear Life To A Love I Know Was Meant To Be... When Two Hearts Are Parted Love Holds Them Together No Matter How Many Miles Keep Them Apart...

Love's Moment
Love's Moment by G. Gregory Entering you is like a dream. A dream that floats behind my eyes. Teasing. Nudging reality with temptation's delight. Seamless indulgence of silken bliss clings to me like a shadow, like ash turned to dust, like smoke mixing with the wind. Changed forever. Treat me to that moment. Your moment when fingers clutch and coax with sweet trembling. Share the lyrics of passion's song; wordless utterance giving witness to your ultimate truth. Rise above me like a majestic bird. Spread your golden wings and fly, soaring high into the mist. Abandon yourself and all that has become you. Take me with you to that place most perfect. That place between this life and the next where for one single instant knowing love is the only option.

~lol~
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

It All Of A Sudden Hit Me
so i was in the shower this morning when it all of a sudden hit me. How much i truly hate people. I mean seriously just because people look different, dress different, and act dumb with their friends really gives no one else jusification to judge them. Take me prime example. I am a rocker the "beautiful" guys would never take a double look because i am covered with ink and piercings makes me a bad person. It automatically means that i do drugs or i drink all the time. I played sports in high school. yeah i played soccer and i was a cheerleader yeah laugh it up i said cheerleader. I am happy with the way i am. But these damn fucks out the the so called real world past jugdements before actually getting to know someone. Those are the type of people i want to punch in the throat. seriously get a life not everyone can depend on mommy and daddy's money the rest of their life and just because u look better than someone doesn't mean u are better than them.

Yay
Well I just heard from my husband, he's in baltimore right now, next stop memphis then home so he will be home sometime today! And now...it's time for me to gloat, IM GONNA GET SOME :) *later today* well its 7pm so he should be landing in memphis here shortly then its a two hour flight to here so between 9 and 10 i shall once again have a husband instead of being forced into nunhood by my government. stop by my profile check out my new background and my new most favorite fucking song ever! hope you all have a good night cause i know im gonna!

Dylans 4
i cant beleive it my baby is 4 today. it seems like just yesterday he was laying in my arms so fragile and sweet and now he talks so vry well knows how to count and knows his ABCs its amazing how the time flys im very lucky that i was given such a wonderfull son

True Texan.....
1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road. " I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle & oil wells. That's what they smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-20 and I-10 go East and west, I-35 goes north and south. Pick one. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers t hat are driven Only 3 weeks a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 7. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's

Becareful New Pc Virus!!!
a new pc virus please be aware & tell everyone!! PLEASE INFORM EVERYONE Emails with pictures of Osama Bin-Laden hanged are being sent and the moment that you open these emails your computer will crash and you will not be able to fix it! If you get an email along the lines of "Osama Bin Laden Captured" or "Osama Hanged" don't open the attachment. This e-mail is being distributed through countries around the globe, but mainly in the US and Israel . Be considerate & send this warning to whomever you know. PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS: You should be alert during the next days: Do not open any message with an attached fi led called "Invitation" regardless of who sent it. A version says click on this for free ... always something new to attract......Don't Open!! It is a virus that opens an Olympic Torch which "burns" the whole hard disc C of your computer. This virus will be received from someone who has your e-mail address

Lovers Vow
Your kisses are like fire they take me higher and higher. You make me feel so fine you always sparkle and shine. I'm always in wonderland at just the touch of your hand. There's A special place in my heart that my love for you is the only part. I believe the lord above created you for me to love. He picked you out from all the rest. Cause he knew I would love you best. Of my love you've never heard cause I can never find the words. I'll love you til the sun don't shine which will be til the end of time. I guess my only words for you are A very simple..I Love You.

Love Not Found
A little girl sits in the corner. All she wants is to be loved. But no one will love her. she sits and wonders why. Why is she so unloveable? Is she ugly? why is she so unloveable. A little girl sits in the corner. Waiting for A love that will never come.

Quiet
Time stands still. The world is quiet. I hear my heart beating. When I think of you my heart beats faster and faster. Quiet is no longer. The pain is too loud. I miss you. My heart aches for you. My body yearns for your touch. My mind is a mess. I love you. Quiet is no longer. Michelle *sept 18th 2006*

Our Night Together
Our night together has begun as several before it have, with us meeting at a pre-determined restaurant for an intimate dinner. Tonight it is a beautifully small Malaysian restaurant, where I know the food is good and the ambiance excellent. I am dressed in a button-down shirt and black pants, fashionable yet understated. You are dressed in a simple black dress, elegant but not too dressy for this evening. Underneath you have worn stockings on this night, not because of any request from me, but because you know I favour them. You arrive to find me seated and looking over the wine list, and as you approach I can't help but steal a glance at your petite, graceful form before meeting your eyes and smiling. I rise, kiss you gently, and pull your chair out for you. We both feel excited by one another's presence, even though it has not been long since last we saw each other. Dinner is accompanied by a lively conversation, ranging from our backgrounds, aspirations, likes, and dislikes to m

Color Me...
Color me delusions from any hue or shade except from gray or black with their blue tinged madness color me a streetlight with daylight rays instead of urine yellows or broken glass voids color me a whore without a rock craving in her mind color me delusions a differant shade of night

Why Cant Ppl Here See This? Someone On Bang Me Wrote This About Me
Well aren't you just the most enticing lady that I have ever seen in my life (smile)... there is a world that you should see, a fun one, but you have to be spontaneous in nature or it will not work.... and when I say that... it doesn't mean that you have to be spontaneous in your recent actions.... just in nature... in your heart.... and I truely hope that that is the way you are because you just look so sweet... so precious, so honest... that I truely want to meet you.... and trust me.... it is very rare that a photo can show the spirtitual glow of a person... but yours do... and your pictures glow a radiance of positivity that... draw me to really want to meet you.... EVEN IF WE JUST TURNED OUT TO BE FRIENDS... something in your photo presence really tells me that I will be at a loss if I didn't have you in my life in some way... who knows... maybe I'll even learn something?! ;) I am eagerly anticipating a response....

Voteing Booth Is Open!
Go to this URL ..leave a comment and please rate me..i would so appreciate that..this is a contest id so love to win..and I need your support! http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=14060&albumid=56408&i=3606883858 UPDATE::: YEAH I WON SECOND PLACE! PICS ARE IN MY DEFAULT! THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO VOTED FOR ME!!

In The Woods
The two retreat to the safety of the woods. Not because of fear of what stalks them but because they can see thier enemy safely from here. They have the upper hand. Moving in the shadows, in thier surroundings, knowing what path leads where and where is the best spot for an ambush. It also is quiet there and easy to make out the strange noises that dont belong. Also it is the place of rest and solitude. It is where they may clears thier thoughts without intrusion. It is also where the most important part of thier lives are (well for the pack anyway, not the loan wolf). The Den. It is where the young are ,,,,the future. The two wolves the male and female stop in one of thier known safe spots. They sniff each other and rest. They lie down. The females head lying upon the males back. The smell is raging in the body of the male. Urges are building deep within him. The female nudges him gently with her nose. They both know the time is now to fullfill thier future. The male stands almost

Where Would My Baby Go
For my friends who know me well they already know that I have a rare disease that eats away at me daily some days more than others and by nature I don't complain I can take alot of pain I'm good like that recently after visting a group home that uses electic shock to cure(there is no cure idiots)children like my son no its not electric shock like we think of its a braclet that sends a small volt everytime the child makes a life skills mistake and hey if some parents belive that works thats there porogotive(spelling I know refer to first blog)but I have accecpted and LOVE my son for who and what he is I worry about him sure he has a innocence and unalertness I guess is a good word for it. hes really sweet and misunderstood also tends to set his attion one way and can't be swayed to think of anything till he finished what he starts ANYWAYS I'm rambling I'll get to my point witch is I want him to grow and learn but still be himself as quircky and sweet as he is. My biggest fear is I'll

Freaky Ol' Me
MySpaceQuizzer.com Type of Kisser Quiz You're a freaky kisser When you kiss, you want to experience something new A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing... And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go (Take this quiz) (Check out others)

First Letter
Sex and your name (it seems to run true!!!) According to studies, your sexual identity is revealed by the First letter of your First name...what do you think? (Those of you with names that start with "N" will probably wish it started with "K"!) -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising the qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and di

Dreams Of You...
Sometimes I dream of you, laying gently in my arms, resting your head softly on my chest, as I gently kiss you. Sometimes I dream of running my fingers through your hair, and pulling you closer to me, safer, watching over you as you sleep, or gently kissing you awake, to see a smile upon your face. I want to hold you tight against me, to feel the warmth of your breast pressed up against mine, to feel the pounding of your heart against my body, to feel your heart and my heart pounding together, two hearts, but one rhythm, two people, almost as one, aching for each others touch, driven by passion and lust. I want to run my fingers gently down your spine, and then to branch out, to explore your body, to learn it, to learn every inch, to love it, to please it, I want to kiss it and taste it I want to love it with my fingers, with my lips, with my tongue, I want all of me, and all of you to know each other, to be a part of each other, to be a part of the same moment of exstacy.

Poem
Wrath I knew it was coming very soon he would be here and the it would be too late how little was the time left how soon would he be here? can I prepare? can I calm him with music, or a clean atmospheere. can I allay the anger, or will he explode should I stay here yo be cornered or run out that door would it make any differance if dinner is served or will he be famished for other things will I survive the night here will I get what I deserve with bruises to remind me to listen to mind him will I get through the night to start over tomorrow to feel his body around me and relive the horror or will I leave this torment and enter the sky and enter the heaven and enter the air oh' if there is a God Please let me Die By Kathleen Laura Hardy 1995 age 17

Illegal Immigrants
POEM - Illegal Immigrants I cross ocean, poor and broke, Take bus, see employment folk. Nice man treat me good in there, Say I need go see Welfare. Welfare say, "You come no more, We send cash right to your door." Welfare checks, they make you wealthy, Medicaid it keep you healthy! By and by, Got plenty money, Thanks to you, TAXPAYER dummy. Write to friends in motherland, Tell them 'come, fast as you can' They come in turbans and Ford trucks, I buy big house with welfare bucks. They come h

Sotd - The Ghost Of You
Rainy night, and so tired.....perfect song to fit my mood... By My Chemical Romance I never said I’d lie in wait forever If I died we'd be together I can’t always just forget her But she could try At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are never coming home Never coming home Could I, should I And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever, ever, ever Get the feeling that you’re never All alone and I remember now At the top of my lungs, in my arms she dies She dies At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are never coming home Never coming home Could I, should I And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I, should I And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me If I fall If I fall (down) At the end of the world Or the last thing I see You are

One More
One more piece of human waste one more body taking up space all I’m doing is wasting your time what have I done with my life that couldn’t be fixed with a knife I have nothing to claim as mine in ten years, it won’t matter you won’t even remember my name just some loser you used to know who got tired of playing the game I did a good job of fucking it up at least you had someone to laugh at spent my life as a great big joke yeah, don’t worry, I got that. I don’t want to do it anymore the judgements, the scorn, the pain nothing I do is good enough my excuses sound so lame

Friends
Friends are suppose to be a really good friends to you and be their for each other at all times.. A friend is supposed to respect of who or what you are.. You are supposed to love one another for better or for worst.. Don't say mean or rude things to them so you can keep your relationship with that friend.. Don't let them do stupid shit. Don't let them take a drink or drink heavy, take it away that is if they pick it up again you have to tell someone.. Right now there are some good memories of that person.. Deep in side of me she s in a better place that is all I have to say.. People is people, so they are what they are.. In my heart and mind I know that person is in a good place and a grading angel from above.. Life is life and god tells you it's time to go, he means it's time to go.. I will always remember that in my heart and soul.. So don’t ever feel sorry for your self, because it is not your fault of any kind of life.. By Alisha Collin

The Maid's Spanking
Ethel stood with her hands behind her back. Her black straight skirt falling to just above her knees. Her blouse was white and fit her perfect. It was not too tight, but still accented the twin globes of tender flesh she had encased in her soft bra. Her stockings were black with seams and she wore black inch-high heels. She wore very little makeup. But with her pretty face, she needed none at all. Her hair was black with just a few strands of gray showing. She wore it neck length with a short bang in the front. We had searched long and hard for a maid like her. Ethel stood 5'6" tall. She weighed around 160lbs. She had a 40 chest and a nice wide ass. Oh we could have hired any maid that came along. But our needs were very specific. We needed a maid that could do light housework, mostly shopping, cooking and light cleaning. She had to be 50-55yrs old. She had to be black. And most of all, she had to satisfy the needs of my wife and myself. You might say that to satisfy our needs we sh

Alcohol
i have been drinking for a good 20 some odd years and about 4 months ago i went into treatment for the 3rd time and i finally let it go and before i went in i was drinking any where between 30 and 40 cans a day and i got scared coz i looked in the fridge the next morning to get me my morning kick and found that the 30 pack i bouth the night before was already gone and i looked over in the corner and found a garbage bag full of nothing but beer cans so i got on the phone and called a near by treatment center and went in that night and every sence then i have been dry to the bone so that is proof that any one can quit

Maybe Going To Work
as most of u dont know, i have been off work for almost 3 years. xmas day will be 3 years since getting very sick with double pneumonia and 3 weeks later discovered i had conjestive heart failure. yes i almost died january 15th, was giving a 5% chance of walking out alive and have been told i would need a heart transplant. almost 3 years later im almost 95% full strenght and doing well. i still have trouble with some stuff but im improving on it. which brings me to this. come this thursday im going back to my old job hopefully 3 to 4 days a week, and make some extra cash for my trip. i deliver pizza so i can make alot in less time than a 40 hoiur a week person can make. i havent cleared it with my dr's and not sure when i will be released to go back to work since im still, according to them, 100% disabled. so i know i gotta take it easy and not rush it. so hopefully u guys will give me some support and wish me luck, thanks :)

Wonders
why do things always have to be so complicated in life? you find that 1 person that you love with all your heart and you pray that they love you just as much. then something goes a stray and you can't get that love back no matter how hard you try. i guess the old saying stands true to its words you always hurt the one you love the most.

Joke
It was a hot day in Wisconsin Helga hung out the wash to dry, put a roast in the oven, and then went downtown to pick up some dry cleaning. "Gootness, it's hotter dan hell today," she mused to herself as she walked down Main street. She passed a tavern and thought, "Vy Nodt?" So she walked in and took a seat at the bar.The bartender walked up and asked her what she would like to drink. "Ya know," Helga said, "it is zo hot, I tink I'll have myself a cold beer." Anheuser Busch?" the bartender asked. Helga blushed and replied, "Vell fine, tanks, und how's yur viener?"

Mr #111, The End?
Today I am ranked #111 on Lost Cherry. Yesterday I was ranked #111 on Lost Cherry. It looks like I've finally found my ranking... I'm no longer moving forward, so I guess 111 is where my peers see me in the greater scheme of things. I guess, with there being 243,806 members on the site, being ranked #111 is pretty good, I should be happy with that, but the fact that I've now reached an end gives me another reason to consider leaving Lost Cherry. I'm not saying that a ranking on it's own is all that important, but it's part of the fun of the site, rankings, points, all that sorta shit is all part of it, along with making friends, or even just doing something. It's not the be all and end all, but it's part of the site, and the end of the game leaves me with one less part to play with. I also looked at my profile this morning, and noticed that I'm most of the way to level 18, two more levels and that game is over too, so another reason to be here will have gone. On

This Is For All My Guy Friends
to all my guy friends please don't hurt me in any way don't do what those two jerks did to me i got my heart broken to many times and my heart can't take it any more oh and one guy ran to his girl and she wanted to kick my ass don't hurt me like that either ok let me know what you think leave a comment ok all i do is be nice i get treated like SHIT i can get hurt very easy please don't any of my guy friends don't hurt me in any way please i was so hurt yesterday and thinking of killing myself and wondering if you all would miss me i also was wondering if i did that jerk would be thinking why did i do that to her i got help from a good friend he helped me through this bad time i went through if it wasn't for him i don't know what i would of done i was hurt so bad i am still going through it why did i get treated like SHIT PLEASE I NEED TO KNOW LEAVE COMMENTS PLEASE THANK YOU FOREVER YOUR FRIEND LISA

Life
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well-preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming ... "WOW!! WHAT A RIDE!"

BALANCE the Balance of life swings up and down. It is shifted by many things… A lie. A roll of the dice. A word spoken in anger. A judge’s gavel. All these things and millions more affect the balance of ones life. The balance hangs over me like a bladed pendulum that swings back and forth. Will the blade destroy me or will the hand of the Almighty stop its’ momentum. No one knows what their fate and future are. Their balance is held in the hand of a woman who covers her eyes and carries a sword. I ask myself, “Will Justice be blind or will she see the truth and set me free?” At the end of time when my scale is weighed will I have enough grains of sand to count against the darkness? Will I ever have balance within my soul? April 11th, 1998 Jason A. M.

West Virginia
((West Virginians have always known that the West Virginian is more American than America.)) We have the most pretties mountains and vallys. We have the longest arch bridge in the USA. We have everything that you love about our great America so why not come and grander at out mountains and valleys.

The Shakes
I am going to upload more pictures of Shakes later- but this cute little mouse of a kitten slept right next to my head all night long- he is seriously the most adorable little baby animal. He is fearless and playful, my dog is scared to death of him which is simply silly because the kitten weighs about 15 ozs and the dog weighs about 55 lbs- its prety funny to wittness.

If A Man Wants U.........
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have yo

My First Blog
Yippee!!! My lawyer told me that I can now look for work!!! I havent been able to work for a year now and I have so lost my mind. I'm so stoked!! But hell, what am I going to do....I can no longer drive cab for a living and that kills me I was a great cab driver. I have tons of experiance in many things ya know a "Jill of all, Mistress of none" lol Oh well, today I'm going to check the want ads and tomorrow I'm going to start hoofing it around and putting out some applications. Yeah for me, I'm going to rejoin the work force!!!!

3d Chat
I like this site, the fun I've been having with creating my avatar is unmatched by any other chat program. There are even ways to earn credits for free, if your patient you can get any item or outfit for your avatar for free.