Fubar Blog Posts 4

Hatin!!
Well I feel like Greg is driftin apart from me!! Every since we have found out bout us bein pregnat he just acts like he don't want nothin to do w/ it!! Then last night he got on his myspace and FOUND his EX FIANCE!! But he tells me not to be worried bout it!! How can I not be worried bout it when shes tellin him she still has LINGERING FEELING FOR HIM!! WTF is that all bout?? I really want to just give up he says I got nothin to worry bout but then @ the say time I do b/c they were goin to get MARRIED!! GIVE ME A FUCKIN BREAK!! U know she wants more then just too see him!! Even know she says shes married!! I really can't believe that shes just lookin for a friendship w/ Greg I know how women work and thats not the way I knwo I was there once!! I can't believe Greg would want to talk or see her after all these years the only thing i can think that he want's to see her for is to SEE IF THE FEELING R STILL THERE!! Last Message---Congrats Im Happy 4 U In A Mixed Way. (id Have 2 Explai

Blocking
ok, so i rate shitty tattoos as shitty, ugly people as ugly, what is the best part of all this? when you come across some stupid twat who decides to come in and rate you and your pics in a retalitory fashion (of course lower than the ratings you handed out) and then block you from looking at their page, and rating anymore of their shit. sorry ~taryn~ i didnt brand you with the ugly tattoos, i just rated them as to how pitiful they are. the big tattoo on your back looks good, i guess 1 out of three aint bad, it just takes the slower people a few tries to catch on. dont worry cupcake, even though you blocked me, youre special to me, short bus special.

How Funny
enjoy! guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an assailant. The idea is to allow my wife -- who would never consider a gun --adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL!! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded in two triple-a batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. But then I read (yes, 'read') that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and I'd know it was working. Awesome!!! (Actually, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spo

Just Beyond The Sunset
Just beyond the sunset Someone waits for me Just beyond the sunset Lies my destiny Where the purple mountains Lie in deep tranquility There I’ll find the treasure Of love eternally Just beyond the sunset Waits someone so fair Just beyond the sunset All alone they wait there Their hair is golden The colour of the sand Their eyes sparkle in the night Like diamonds in your hand Just beyond the sunset Lies a home for me Where the world is peaceful Like a paradise should be Just beyond the sunset Someday is where you’ll find me

You Know Ur A Pot Head When...
You know you're a Pothead When... You Know You're a Pothead When... You think the song "I smoke two joints" by sublime should replace the national anthem.Your music collection is worth more than your vehicle.Your bong is taller than your dog.It takes you more than 30 minutes to roll a joint.You set your wedding date for 4/20.You take off April 20th every year and treat it as a holiday.You spent your last bit of money to score some herbs and don't have enough gas money to get home but you don't care.You start every sentence with - uhhh!.You intentionally roll seeds in your joints on independence day so you can hear the popping because y

Where?
Love is in those eyes but where are they looking? See: it’s not that they haven’t had the time to settle, the opportunity, or the space, it’s just that they wonder too much. Questions Questions Dialogs and it’s all written down. There is never a lie when- it’s all written down. So I turn phrases and ask questions and write them all down. down down down Then I look and see your eyes and remember that there is nothing to remember. So I cast mine down down down Then I brush against your side I fight I try I hide and still down down down So I write this down and take it off my chest. Let myself try to relax and try try try to learn the very best. Keep the questions Ask them. Argue them. Know the meaning. Questions Questions and dialogs are seeming to become more of a way of life then a mission for times of ripe lies whys? and mine’s. Because in the end that is it: Questions: Questions: Dialogs: Mine.

Um Rockstar?
BLAH! All my coworkers keep blinding me with their camera flashes because of how i'm dressed today. They keep saying it's a miracle I have a skirt on. Yeah I was just FREEZING outside with this skirt on. Had some skeezy ass guy on the main road there ask me if I was cold and wanted to be warmed up. Then I had more guys asking me the same thing. I mean originality is the key. And um. No. LOL

" Dear God Please Walk With Him
YOU KNOW LOVE CAN DO MANY THINGS TO A PERSON , CAN BREAK YOU , KILL YOU , DEVASTE YOU , CAN TAKE YOU TO THE LOWEST POINT IN YOUR LIFE . I BURIED A SECONDEST OLDEST TO PANCREASE CANCER. NOW , MY YOUNGEST WANTS TO END HIS LIFE , BECAUSE OF A PERSON , AND NO GUY OR WOMEN IS WORTH TAKING A LIFE OVER , AND GOD , I WANT HIM TO UNDERSTAND LOVE HURTS BREAK UPS ARE DEVASTING , BUT , YOU CAN GET THROUGH IT . ITS HARD BEING A MOM AND SEEING A SON CRY AND HURT AND SAY I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE . JUST BEEN SO BAD , I WISH I COULD TAKE THE PAIN HURT AWAY . ALL , I CAN DO IS LOVE HIM , AND PRAY . JUST NEEDED TO VENT , BECAUSE THIS WHOLE YEAR HAS SUCKED BAD . AND MY KAGE GOD , I LOVE YOU SO MUCH , AND WANT TO TAKE YOUR HURT AND PAIN AWAY , BE BESIDE YOU , AND HOLD YOU UP , AND SAY IM HERE . YOU ALL AHAVE A GOOD DAY CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW KAGES OLE LADY

Kinky
You know your kinky when .......... = you keep fake hanging plants around the house ,just so your mother will never know what the ceiling hooks are really for. = You have more toys then your kids = You take up macrame,just learn some new knots . = You have a locksmith on speed dial =You try to get arrested, just for the handcuffs, body search and time in a cage . =Your kids ask if they can borrow your costumes for halloween. = Your body piercings set off the metal detector at the court house. = You spend more time on your knees then a catholic priest = Getting tattooed and pierced is merley forplay =Someone tries to talk you out od a blind date saying he is sick and sadistic and you say "God I hope so " = You can accuratley convert horsepower to # of ponygirls harnessed = Some one calls your wife a slut and you thank them. = You need to rent a u-haul to get all your toys to the play party. =Your toilet seat is leather = You call people

Awww Man....
So a guy post this as a mumm... I replied.. see reply.. Then he gets in my shoutbox.. Tries to talk idiot to me and I don't speak idiot.. Then he blocks me (I guess?) leaves me a profile comment... In which he CALLS ME STUPID... LMAO.. WOW...I'm impressed...I laughed..figured you might too...

Life
Who knows what the tide could bring? Last night , TBS ran the movie "Castaway" starring Tom Hanks. Ironically it was the last movie, that my family as I knew it in 20001 rented. The Saturday that We rented the movie , It was my oldest son's baseball teams award picnic. The dragon had scheduled a hair appointment at some salon in Germantown. So I watched the kids at the house while I prepared BBQ Baked Beans and made homemade rolls with the bread machine. I got a call about 11:00 am from the dragon, saying hey the appointment is going longer than I expected I might be a little longer. Okay, No problem I said. Little did I know, the POS she was having her affair with was living in Germantown with his sister-in law. Well around 2:00pm she shows up, Her hair all perfect, The food is ready, and I gotten the kids in to clean up for the picnic. I hopped in the shower, got ready and we leave for the park by 3:00 pm. We do the socializing thing, the k

Need Friends
I have been single and alone way too fucking long. I am tired of it. It has been over a year since I have been with anyone. I am sad lonely and fucking horny! I want a man to pleasure me in a way I will never forget. My ex constantly cheated and I finally had to send him packing, even though I thought I was in love with him. Sometimes I don't think that love exists.. but I know I am tired of being alone. Talk to me. Jenny

Moving!
Well I gave the Ex hubby til today at 5 to let him get a lawyer. I did everything that my lawyer said to do. And Now I am moving to another state.... I will not be online for few days and all. I will miss my friends that i have made on here and I will miss my family alot. But things will get better as soon as I get home. I am going home!

Wtf? He Obviously Does Not Know Me.
Beware....this conversation is offensive... I don't know WTF I did to deserve such abuse. If this moron knew anything about me he would know that I am an ANTI-racist! I don't believe in racism at all. In fact, I have risked life and limb at a biker bar telling people off for their racist remarks.... I am just disappointed because he blocked me and now I can't even talk to him to see where he is coming from. I guess he must have had many bad experiences which causes him to have this enormous chip on his shoulder. I can deal with being downrated by him....that's fine....but FUCK NO....don't even call me a FUCKING RACIST. You don't know me MOTHER FUCKER. Go on, people...but read with caution.... Signed, Your Steamin' SuperGirl p.s. remember to read from the bottom up. _____________________________________ Batman: dirty racist fucking bitch!!! Batman: o i see?? your a racist ....no probs goodbye x ->Batman: i don't know you...and we haven't talked much....so

My First Contest
I AM IN A CONTEST STARTING ON 12/30/07 RUNNING THROUGH 1/8/08. I REALLY NEED ALL YOU TO HELP ME WIN...COMMENTS ARE THE WINNING TICKET!! IF I WIN I WILL BE CROWNED FU-QUEEN FOR 2008!!! WOULD BE SO COOL TO WIN!!! THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR HELP!!! HAVE A JOYFULL HOLIDAY!!!!

Good News!!!yea!!!
received good news today.... no anuerysm or brain tumor yea!!! bad news is.... they also still don't know what is wrong with me. have another mri schedualed for the 1/18...this time to look at my back for a pinched nerve. i dont understand how something in my back can cause problems with my vision and cause blinding stabbing pain in my head??, but i can understand how it can affect my motor skills. i just want the crap fixed... now more good news...lmao john is getting his brains screwed out tonight since i dont have to worry about my head blowing up now....wohoo!!!i'm getting laid...rotflmao. hugs and kisses, patricia have a merry christmas and remember to thank god for your blessings

No Name
The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

A Funny....lol
I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him.The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him.??? The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter oldman, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

In A Contest!!
Hello all! I'm in a contest and I need your help! Whenever you get the chance go check out my pic by clicking below and bomb it with comments! Don't forget to rate it as well, as rates count in this contest! Thanks everyone!

Goodbye For Now, My Love!!!
My beloved Fu-Wife, Lizelle, pasted away last night. I love her very much. Most of you know Joanie and how much they loved each other. When I met Lizelle, she told me about her. We talked for a long time. Over the next few weeks we fell in love. I told her that I never want to replace Joanie...as thatI could never do that...I want us have a relationship together that is us. She told me she loved me and Joanie and that Joanie is and always be in her heart. Lizelle then told me that there is another spot in her heart for me and that is where she was going to keep me. I truely fell in love with her. We decided to get married on Fubar. She then wanted to get married to me in real life...and I accepted her love and proposal. Then last night happened. My heart bursted into pieces. I have not stopped crying since I found out. I love her so much. She had told her mother and brother about me and they accepted me and her. My heart and love goes out to her family. I want her f

Not Up To It
I HOPE ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.. I AM NOT FEELING TO WELL AND WONT BE ON FOR A FEW.. I'LL TRY TO POP ON, BUT, JUST NOT UP TO IT RIGHT NOW, I WILL GET BACK IN TOUCH WITH YOU ALL SOON.. ANVE A GREAT HOLIDAY ALL....

Cheating
i am fit to be tied....if any of our friends/family have been to Ozzy's page, he has SMEARED my Master's name in the mud....directly under the photo, he has written "got caught cheating" firstly, the s.o.b. didn't state whether other accounts could or couldn't be used...he should have done so, in my opinion....but his childishness has reached the limit..... PLEASE don't give this bastard the time of day or the points, as Master has entered the pic in another comp where your votes DO count...please see us for the link!

Truckers
why is everyone in this country against truckers?,,do they not realise without us they have nothing? do they not realise major stores omly stock for 3 days and i f were to shut down for 4 the shelves would be empty? organizations that have no idea what trucking is about need to get out of our busineSS,,,MADD and PATT

Poetry
Blackness in stereo Can you hear it? Blackness in stereo Can you feel it? The vibration knocks you to the ground Blackness in stereo Can you see it... surrounding your head, screaming at you from every angle englufing your mind, tearing at your senses... IT NEVER STOPS You cry out in pain, begging to be heard... yet there's nothing NOTHING, but Blackness in Stereo

Just Want To See Who Cares Enough To Read This
Feeling a little down. It's chritmas time when every one is supose to be happy. Just found out I'm not going to get to see my daughter on Christmas nor Christmas EVE. Her wounderful dad has made plans. My brothers birthday is today. Never really got to know him since he's been in jail most of my life. So he spends yet another year of my life sitting behind bars. And I get to spend another Christmas being single. Ok guess I should stop being so picky hmmmm not. Thought maybe putting my thoughts here would help, didnt work lmao. Fuck it, I'm going shoping.

The Passionate Lover
Body: Choose ur rite horoscope! 1. ARIES - The Liar (the Ram - 21 March - 19 April) * Outgoing. * Lovable. * Spontaneous. * Not one to mess with. * Funny. * EXCELLENT kisser. * EXTREMELY adorable. * Loves relationships. * Addictive. * Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost 2. TAURUS - The Devil (the Bull - 20 April - 20 May) * Aggressive. ¢¾ * Loves being in long relationships. * Likes to give a good fight for what they want * Extremely outgoing. * Loves to help people in times of need.¢¾ * GOOD kisser. * GOOD personality.¢¾ * Stubborn but a caring person. * One of a kind.¢¾ * Not one to mess with. * Usually are the most attractive people.¢¾ 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost 3. GEMINI - Irresistible (the Twins - 21 May - 21 June) * Nice. * Love is one of a kind. * Great listener. * Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. * Trustworthy. * Always happy. * Loud. * Best in bed * Talkative. * Extremely random a

Part 1
One day I came home from work. My wife was there in the living room looking at me very mischievously. She told me to go sit on the couch, and then started to pull out a notebook. I knew that the note book was my secret diary that i kept under the bed. Of which i write all my deepest and darkest desires. She started to read off passages with a soft sensual tone. ..." As i reached down beside the bed and pull out a dagger." she read to me while biting her lip. I could tell she was getting aroused by just the simple thought of it. "moving it slowly and softly across her soft skin". She stops, and asks why I have never talked about this certain fantasy of mine. She the continues to read..."I push a lil hard as i watch the first drop of blood rise to the skin. I watch as she shudders and wander if its out of arousal or disgust. Then she puts the book down. Stands up and walks over to me and puts a blind fold on me and leads me into the bed room. She pushes me on the bed and smothers me i

More Info
Papillary and follicular cancer , or carcinoma, account for about 80-85% of all thyroid malignancies. Thyroid Cancer Papillary and Follicular Cancer, or CarcinomaPapillary and follicular cancer , or carcinoma, account for about 80-85% of all thyroid malignancies. They get their names from their appearance under the microscope. Some are pure papillary, some are purely follicular in nature, and some are mixed, that is, both types of cancer cells may be present in the same tumor. In fact, some of these tumors are actually referred to as “follicular variant of papillary carcinoma”. The important thing to understand is that 1) the typical forms of these cancers are quite curable in a very large percentage of cases and, 2) they behave in somewhat dissimilar ways, and affect slightly different age groups, though there are often exceptions to the rule. Papillary carcinoma is more common in the younger age groups, though oldsters can also get the disease. Any thyroid mass in a child or

I Waited 8 Months For This?
8 months with you spent "open" or "poly". 8 months of dating other men i wasn't interested in, 8 months of cold lonely friday nights alone, 8 months ofyou trying to buy your way into my heart, 8 months spent improving myself in every fashion i could imagine, 8 months of falling short and being told about it. to get this. a nice "mutual" breakup. i said i was ok with it cause i thought i was. i thought it was for the best. until i felt it. and i said i would give you another chance down the road because i thought i would. i loved you. but now, things are being seen much clearer now. i look back and notice just how many times you made me unhappy and i kept my mouth shut. every time you commented on what was wrong with me i didnt lash out, i just tried to be better for you. now i see its really over. and i see you, for all your faults. and i want the last 8 months back. there will be no madly in love, clinging to each other as much as possible, wild sex every night, sharing of

Too Sweet Moment With Project_carion
project_carion: lol, that bugs me to i hate when guys hit on me. lol not that happens, well ok that was a stupid joke. Angi: Awww lol...I can't see the guys NOT hitting on you...If I were a queer I'd totally want to stick it in your ass!!! project_carion: well thank you that makes my butt hole pucker up a little, but sweet none-the-less

About Me....
Hi…I am Suzanne. I am writing this blog to talk about me. I have been accused of being vague in my “about me section”..as well as likes and dislikes…so here goes.. I am from Detroit. I live in Metamora now, but in between I lived in Florida, for 15 yrs. I consider myself to be well traveled. I choose to live here. I like the seasons. I was married 22 yrs. Now I'm not. It’s different. But, I am okay… I am happy easygoing person. I love my life and my family. My friends are the best! Likes.... Jesus & Butterflys, kittens, Faries, (and the travel gnome) Dragons, rice, Chinese Food ..(eaten with chop sticks), Coffee, Guys with do-rags, Vegetables, Museums, walking in the woods, camping at the Lake, Word games, euchre’/cards, Firemen & Ems, Military, Jeans & tennis shoes, Quiet time, Jello shots, CARTOONS, Computers/ MAC, Toys, 4-wheelers Paintball/laser tag, Video games (gamer),My Space, Being sarcastic Traveling…flying..Airboats

I'm Not Sorry!!
I'm not sorry.. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm not sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm not sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm not sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm not sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm not sorry.. if im too short for you. I'm not sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me I'm not sorry.. if my hair is not long enough. I'm not sorry.. if im not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But... I am sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

Part Of Me
If I could never see your face again, Or reach out to touch you, If I could never again feel your warmth Against me in the night, Something would be missing in me. If, one day, you weren’t by my side, Together in comfortable silence, If your hand didn’t reach out to hold mine As we sat side by side, Part of me wouldn’t be there either. The minutes and the hours and the days Have molded our hearts into one, And I have found contentment and Satisfaction within your love. We belong together.

Leaving Fubar
As you guys know I haven't been on Fubar lately I will be deleting my account and since i can't delete it until my Vip expires in a few days i guess i'm stuck with it for a few days more... It's been a pleasure getting to know you all, the ones who have taken the time to know me I will miss you guys... If you decide you would like to keep in touch, You can email me at----> Mploveskittles@aol.com Have a safe and happy holidays... Michelle.

A Good Woman
I keep seeing women asking where are all the good men. Well im asking where are all the good women. Where are the ones who just dont take? who dont spend up all your money? who dont fuck around on you while your working to provide a good life for them? where are the ones that actually acknowledge the sacrifices we men make for them? what im trying to say show some love to your man, dont take him for granit because the grass is not greener on the other side. If you think it is then you should go and graze in that pasture and let a brother be. there is way to many people out there to unhappy with one. so what im saying is there is good men and women you just have to look and not settle for one just because your comfortable. ONE LOVE

Twas The Night Before Sexmas
Twas the night before sexmas Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat, The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll

My X-mas Wish
My Chistmas wish..is to be really loved by someone--totally and honestly-someone who really does love me for me.Someone that will show me the love back.Its always been my dream.Maybe one day that dream will come true.I can only dream.

Stupid Bitches!!!!
GRR!!!! THIS GIRL I KNOW HAS IT OUT FOR ME I SWEAR. I TOOK HER TO NC WITH ME AND SHE GOT NO ATENTION. SHE MET GUYS OFF HERE AND MYSPACE AND TOTALLY JUST GAVE SHOULDER UP PICTURES. WELL COME TO FIND OUT WHEN THEY MET HER APPARENTLY SHE LIED ABOUT HER WEIGHT AND THEY WANTED NOTHING TO DO WITH HER. SO NOW THAT SHE DIDNT GET AN Y ACTION OR EVEN ATTENTION SHE IS TAKING IT OUT ON ME AND MSGING EVERYONE TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME. GOD DAMN SHE IS FUCKING DUMB!!!! IM ABOUT TO FUCKIN KILL A BITCH!!!!

Merriest Christmas Wishes To My Fellow Ho Ho Hos :p
May you all get everything you want and or desire...or just be happy with what you have :) xoxo Merry Christmas to you all!!!!!! many knotty kisses n hugs, Alana

A Soldier's Job
For a soldier You make the choice To do your job There is no other way No escape You do what you were told To go forward Your job, Your choice that you must face From day to day and endlessly Your job That is what you gave your life for For the love and for the vows That you have sworn to protect You stand tall and fight For what you believe That will bring a better place for the future You have no heart for a war Your wish is not to fight You live with dreams of peace Just like many others You gave your life to what you thought is right Doing the job That you have sign up for You gave your life to it You are the true hero

Pain
Does it ever go away sure in time it does but it seems like it takes forever for pain to heal the wound that has been cut so deep how can you love and then in hurt so much you can't breathe or sleep i guess i will never know that question sometimes I wonder if we have to feel pain in order to know what it is like... as pain progresses it seems to be more difficult to bare at times you try to cover it up so no one sees it but someone always does no matter how hard you try to hide it from others... When you lose the one you love sometimes you feel like you can't go on at times but you push yourself to wake up in the morning and smile so the pain don't show I wish this pain would stop so I don't have too feel it no more but I guess that is part of life that you learn along the way... Written By: DJ Angel Aka Ginnie

Poem Competition
A local newspaper ran a competition asking for a poem with the most romantic first line, but the least romantic second line. Here are the top 12 entries they received: 1. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss But I only slept with you because I was pissed. 2. I thought that I could love no other Until, that is, I met your brother 3. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the r oses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty, and so is your head. 4. Of loving beauty you float with grace If only you could hide your face 5. Kind, intelligent, loving, and hot This describes everything you are not 6. I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off of your face 7. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes- Damn, I'm good at telling lies! 8. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: Marrying you has screwed up my life 9. I see your face when I am dreaming That's why I always wake up sc

Fuck Girrrr...
GIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR i hate emotions...THEY FUCKING SUCK girrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..............One second its like im all fucking happy then something has to fucking happen to bring me down LIFE FUCKING SUCKS girrrrrrrrrrrr......................Every fucking emotion coming out at once..it really sucks..and why the fuck do I always have to care for other people more then my self..that always leads me to getting fuck hurt...girr whatever..uk what during this new year..im gonna be more closed up and not let so many people into my mind..girr im sorry yall i just needed to fucking vent

Big Sexy
This is a HUGE thank you to BigSexy for being so sweet and for surprising me with my very first Ticker ... He's a Great guy ..and a Wonderful friend ..So please .. Stop by his page and leave him lots of luv Tell him Pye Sent ya and give him a hug for me while youre there :) Xoxoxox ~~~BIGSEXY~~~~@ fubar

Ugggggggggggh
so i just went to get my balance from the bank and im missing one hundred dollars...im sooo pisses off because i ALWAYS keep up with my account. i cant get a print out of everything till wendsday....

Needs Our Help
prmami1 ( Co-Founder of the Flamming Heart & Manager of Total Chaos)@ fubarOK FLAMMING HEARTS MEMBER OF OUR FAMILY NEEDS OUR HELP TO LEVEL LETS TRY OUR BEST TO HELP HER OUT THANK AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS LATINA69

For The Man That Holds My Heart
Baby when I look at you You know it breaks my heart in two How beatiful you are I've seen you in a million dreams Now your finally here with me We will never be apart I wanna hold you forever Thats all I'll ever need You are my love You are my life My heart and soul The truest friend I've ever known You are my world All of my dreams My fantasy, my reality I love everything you are Every time I close my eyes It hits me so deep inside How real this feeling is I'm intoxicated by your touch It's a sweet sweet rush I'm in love with your kiss You're the one I trust hte most You changed me You are my love You are my life My heart and soul The truest friend I've ever known You are my world All of my dreams My fantasy, my reality I love everything you are Everything, I love everything you are!

Bye Bye Baby...
I am writing this in loving memory of Desiray Anne Diorio or Todd Anthony Diorio, II... miscarried December 21, 2007. Their birthday was supposed to be in August of 2008. I was scared of course when I found out I was pregnant, but i realized it could be a new start to my life. I knew some how some way I could make my baby's life special and so full of love the they would never feel alone or neglected, always have a mom that would always be there. I miss her/him terrible, but also know that he/she is in heaven with lots of people who will watch out for him/her until i get to make the journey to meet him/her and that there is no sickness there. I love you my special baby and one day we'll meet in heaven. Just know that mommy is still thinking about you and missing you everyday. Love, Mommy... PS... as for the other things going on, I am going to the breast clinic this friday, so pray for me... and thank you for all your prayers already, they are really helping. Love,

False Promises
I hate false promises.. but i hate it more when someone makes a promise to my kid and doesn't follow through. A family member at that. I don't particularly get along with my family. I guess you could say i am the black sheep of the family.. but if you knew them you would understand why i would rather be different to them. They all have alot of growing up to do still. i grew up with always being told i was the responsible one in the family. Pretty sad when that includes your mother. Don't get me wrong. I love my family.. i just can't handle being around them for too long. It's been 4 months since i spent any great deal of time with my sister. But christmas was at her house this year so i went.. after being pushed into a corner with not much choice might i add. (My mum showed up at my house only a few days before with my sisters kids and had them get my son all excited about christmas at their house.. how could i disappoint my son?) The day wasn't too bad i guess but then the

Cherished Friends
Cherished Friends God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share The joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, Or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship, Unselfish... lasting... true, And so God answered the heart's great need With cherished friends... like you! G.W--->07

The Gift Of Knowing You
The Gift Of Knowing You There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you. gw...07

All In 1 Minute
All In 1 Minute I look at the clock, it says 1:41, I know thinking of you, I will never be done. You run through my mind, and occupy all my time, wondering why you're gone, and why you're not still mine. I think of you constantly, for some reason I cant stop, knowing that for always you'll forever have my heart, My days go by so slow, cause you run through my head, i said I'd love you forever, isn't that enough said? You also haunt my dreams, if you know what I mean, i wake up often, with sweats and screams, Why do I sleep by myself, I'm alone in my bed, I know I'll be thinking of you, till the day i am dead, Now still all these thoughts, just run through my brain, cannot stop thinking of you, I think I'm going insane, I feel I wanna kill myself, people say thats not what to do, but I turn and look at the clock, and it says it's only 1:42... gmw2007, ouch

House Sitting Escapades
RE: House Sitting Escapades > I am house sitting for my parents over the holidays. They left yesterday morning on a Caribbean cruise. It is 2:00 in the morning, when I hear a light tapping on the front door; I am up late surfing the internet and I just finished reading some erotic stories on my favorite site. Looking at the clock, I am hesitant to go to the front door when I hear the voice of my parent’s next-door neighbor, you. “ Mrs. Lust, it’s Mike, from next door...May I come in?” I open the door with a long nylon housecoat with nothing under it, except white silk panties.You seem happy to see me. Besides being my parent’s next-door neighbor, you are also a family friend. You are a mature man, Handsome, grey haired, athletic body, a playful smile, and hypnotic eyes, you have my attention, standing there peering at me, practically naked. You are wearing sweats, from your nightly run, I notice your cock is beginning to come to life when I stammer, “I-It-Its cold outs

Morman Temple!!
so i went to the mormen temple tonight and for those of u who dont know what im talknig about its like a church but the decorate it with millions of lights every yr and add more every year and some missonary guy started to ask us about things u know but the funniest thing was he was talknig about how god put us here for good and bad desiisions or something like that and i said out loud to him i like to have a good medium of good and evil!! then he asked us if we had any friends we would like to reffer to the religion and first thing that poped in my head was my bitch of an ex roomate and i wanted to do it but i thought to my self its called karma dont do it amy be the bigger person out of the both of us!! i just thought i would share that lol!!

So Im Lookin Around Fubar
and I noticed that there is a new obsession with the attention whores for everyone to leave comments on thier pics...... I take the same stance I took about the rate me fan me love me bullshit........ FUCK YOU I will rate who I want when i want and for as many cookies as I wanna take..... that being said....... are you ladies THAT desparate for attention that you have to ask or in some cases DEMAND (yes, I have been blocked for not doing so) for comments over rates? Maybe I dont have the time to comment all ur pics........ or maybe I just dont wanna comment. Most often I just rate anyway......... if you DO get a comment from me, consider yourself lucky..... cuz I dont do it often. I dont feel sorry for you ladies that get played by guys on here......... you put yourself in the line of fire by being desparate for attention........ then as soon as ya get a lil bit of attention , all of a sudden HES THE MAN FOR YOU........... til next week when he drops you like yesterday's news

Rate For Rate Plus A Little More...
PLEASE REPOST Thanks to FUBAR I've met some of the most wonderful people on here and of course you do meet some not-so-wonderful ones now and then. But one person in particular caught not just my attention but my heart as well. He always puts a smile on my face everyday and makes me feel special and treasured. I'd like to ask for everyone's help to make him feel a little special as it's hard being away from the one you love, especially during the Christmas season. I'M NOT asking you to FAN/ADD/RATE...BUT what I AM asking is for you to please RATE his profile. If you do rate it, pls leave me a comment on here or private message. That way I CAN get back to everyone who helps! So here's the deal. Rate his profile a 10 or 11, msg me to let me know and I will rate YOUR profile an 11 plus rate your default pic an 11 as well. If you decide to rate his pics, let me know which folder or how many pics and I will return the love back on to YOUR pics with nothing but 11s PLUS an

Creepy Stuff
The Burger King The Snuggle bear Barney the Dinosaur Bratz dolls Clowns & clown dolls Boston Terriers John Carradine Waitstaff at restaurants that are extremely excited to service you Models who are way too skinny Carrot Top Tony Sinclair (Tangueray)

Who Cares?
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq" Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who cares if a Soldier dies!

Had To Post So This Site Would Post My Blogs~
A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, Your Love, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, until I get it right, For you are my heart, my soul, my life!

A Poem: By Pacey (inspired By Women Scorned)
Today I spent a bit of time talking with my buddy Jason and browsing other people's blogs. After reading several poems, I noticed none of them talked about things I care about or understand. I decided it was high time I put pen to paper...or finger to key...and do what I do best: be sick. The Player Girl you're so ugly But boy am I drunk I couldn't help but notice A little junk in your trunk I'll buy you a drink If it helps me to score But if it doesn't You owe me $6, you whore Then I'll stalk you all night Well, you and 4 other chicks And I hope 1 out of 5 girls Will show me her tits The DJ's playing the last song The club's going to close I'll have to make my move pronto If I plan on not calling her tomorrow To the bar I do stumble And some words I mumble As I begin to spit game I accidentally spit in her eye, wow I'm so lame "Your ass is amazing Your tits are the bomb I'd l

My First Contest
i entered a tattoo contest today, its my first contest ever, i dont really expect to win, but it would be cool to get real close so please help me by bombing the hell out of my tat! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=256110&albumid=757832&i=2946091137

I Called The Suicide Hotline Tonight
So I called the suicide hotline tonight.. I got a call answering center in Pakistan... I told them that I was feeling suicidal... They got all excited and asked me if I could drive a truck. LMFAO!

Lol Why Is It So Hard
why is it so hard for some to relize this is a internet site lol I love this place it is a fun place to chat with alot of new and diffrent people.So why is it so hard for some of them to understand I dont take everything on here personal nor should they if dealing with me.You will know when you have crossed over into my real life.so for those having a hard time with it get over it!I have a life outside fubar.So if am not taking your fu marriage or flirting to heart it is nothing against you,there is no reason to hate on me lol ...Like I said you will know when you have crossed over and it means something to me.The number one reasons for me writting this is so some of the ones taking it to heart will stop bothering my friends and family on here with the drama.trust me we have enough in our real life already lol Peace and love to you all!!!

I Need To Know
If there is anyone on this site that has a problem with me let me know now!!!!!!!!111 I have been told that there are people on here that only talk to mebecause they feel sorry for me. they really dont like and im playing a dangerous game with them. I f there is let me know now and i will no longer bother you. I dont play games AND i hate game players and liars and troublemakers. Better yet just delete yourself from my page. thank you have a nice day

Dealing With A Break-up!
One of the things that will never cease to amaze me is the games people play. If you get a number, wait two days to call. Don't have sex until you have been on at least 3 dates. Don't be the first to say, "I love you". While these games are a crucial part of getting to know someone, once you get into a relationship, they are supposed to stop. In like manner, when a relationship ends people search for a million reasons as to why it happened or what led up to it. Then afterwards, they take steps to preserve the relationship or figure out why it happened to create closure. This can be some of the most painful parts of a break up. What do you do? You look for truth- You want to know details. How do you feel about me?.. When you start feeling this way? If they end up with someone else..What was she like? How long has it been going on? Is she good in bed? You look and ask for the details of a situation when no answer will make you feel good. If she is hot, then you will become inse

Consumption Of Alcohol
Consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. Consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a loser. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell the same boring story over and over again. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to thay shings like thish. Consumption of alcohol may convince you that your ex is really dying to hear from you at 4 am. Consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary (whose species and/or name you can't remember). Consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that you're tougher than a really big guy named Kong. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible. Consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you. Consumption of alcohol may cause an influx in the time-space continuum, whereby small... or large gaps of time

I Don't Know About Anything Anymore
I don’t know about anything anymore.... Current mood: depressed Life just sucks in general right now. I hate the holiday season. I hate change. Especially when there is nothing you can do about it. I was comfortable where I was at, now everything is being fucked up. Now I have a new job. Something I've never done before. I'm so fuckin scared about it, as well as excited. It's gonna be more hours, but at least I will get days off. I never get any days off with the job I'm finishing up. I'm sick of it. I'm so tired. I can never get anything done at my house. I never see my daughter. I miss my son. Why can't he be here? I don't feel right. Something is terribly wrong. I can feel that. I don't know what to do anymore, I thought I could do all this on my own, but I can't. I can't do it anymore. But in another way I have to. I have to prove myself. To everyone. I can't go back. I guess I need to make some decisions and make some sacrfices. I want to be everything to ev

Cutest Valentine Contest! (closed)
MY FIRST CONTEST!I see alot of my friends on here that want VIPS,Blasts & Fubucks so I figured I would hold a small contest. I can't buy for everyone or I would lol! Seeing as this is my first contest it isn't going to be that big. I will have the cutest valentine contest :) Here are the rules: 1. Must submit photo with something pertaining to Valentines Day i.e. wearing something red...a salute with hearts etc. 2. No DRAMA!!! If you create drama or your bombers create drama with any other contestant you will be removed. 3. Self bombing is encouraged and allowed...bombing families welcome! 4. Photo must be SFW :) 5. HAVE FUN!!! The contest will begin Jan. 4th @ 3PM Fu time (6PM eastern time) and end Jan. 12th @ 3PM Fu time (6PM eastern time) Prizes are as follows: 1st place recieves a 1 month VIP, a cutest valentine tag, a pimpout,and 10,000 fubucks! 2nd place recieves a 3 day blast, a pimpout, and 5,000 fubucks! 3rd place recieves 10,000 fubucks and a

Is It Really Possible?
We live in a crazy world. There are a lot of crazy people. And then are not so crazy people that simply have different views, morals, priorities, interests or lifestyles than you do. In all of this mess, men and women search for love. We look for treasure amid trash. The Holy Grail: one person that we can love who will love us, that we can respect, and that will treat us with respect. We look for a loving caring partner to have a fulfilling and long-lasting relationship. But where do we find people? We find them at our jobs, we find them in our churches, we find them in bars, we may even find them at a gas station or grocery store. Some have used personals adds or dating services. And they say you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you find your prince or princess. And then, you meet people, and they put their best foot forward... try to be likable... This gives you a false picture of who they are. Eventually, they get tired of standing on their “best foot” and you start to see h

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing Baby
This Song is decicated to the man in my life that I love with all my heart ... I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping Far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together And I just wanna stay with you In this moment forever, forever and ever I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, babe And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest d

Gift From Above
My life had no meaning, my path had no direction, my mind never had clarity, thoughts never made sense, ideas never formed, all hope was lost. I was left in the dark hole of my bottomless mind to feel nothing, falling but never closer to the bottom, numb to the outside world, and I trudged through the lifeless gloom, blind to everything that came at me. On a perilous journey with no end, alone, depressed, I drowned in sorrow, begging for the answers to the endless questions called life. But my mind, my thoughts, my quandaries melted away when I saw your eyes for the first time, and suddenly there was a bottom to where I was falling, something I’d heard people define as ‘love.’ I felt your impact immediately, a dizziness sweeping over me like mist, a shortness of breath, heart beating faster and faster. I didn’t know what your name was who you were, or where you came from, but I felt like none of that mattered as long as I could be near you for a little while

The Gift
The spark of passion: chemistry The simmering of blood and heart The speed of passion: furious Almost over before it begins The length of passion: timeless Its memory will always live The art of passion: timing Knowing when to accept, to give

Sex Or Love
Love is morbid and stressful Sex is humorous, kinky and easy. Sex is something upbeat Love is plummeting down. Love is larger than life Sex is life itself, no frills attached. Sex is like saving money Love is like spending money. Sex is exchanging energy Love is wasting it. Love is hell on earth Sex is heaven on earth. Love is sleepless nights Sex is sweet dreams. Sex is a torrid interlude Love is Celtic frost. Love is a narcotic dependence Sex is detoxification. Love is Spartan and redundant Sex is simple and quintessential. Love is commitment and chastity Sex is friendship and reminiscene. God I Will Take Love

End Of The Year.....
... when a year ends .. i think back the last 12 month.. and think about good and bad times.... and usually i see more the bad times and hope for a better new year... but thats all overrated...cuz a new year unfortunately doesnt mean a new life.... but i would really like a few changes... actually i planed to change alot of things 2008.... but now its not possible anymore... cuz the things i wanted to build my future on broke... and i have to plan my whole year new now ... its exactly a year ago that i met the person who kinda brought me through the whole year and made me happy even on my worst days.... i lost one of my best friends... and i had to speak i out loud... and i thought it was okay... till i threw away everything that reminded me.... i always hate losing friends but i guess thats how life works.... its funny that its always disappointing me... but anyways.... i also met a few very important people this year.... on here... and i wanted to thank them .. ( i gu

Interview With God
THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD I dreamed I had an interview with God. “So you would like to interview me?” God asked. “If you have the time” I said. God smiled. “My time is eternity.” “What questions do you have in mind for me?” “What surprises you most about humankind?” God answered... “That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again.” “That they lose their health to make money... and then lose their money to restore their health.” “That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future.” "That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived.” God’s hand took mine and we were silent for a while. And then I asked... “As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons you want your children to learn?” “To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved.” “To

No One Gets Left Behind
Trailors...parked everywhere Solemn faces...with empty stares Still waiting...for someone to care... Young men and old men...trying to stay warm Women and children...they must keep from harm Suddenly...someone sounds an alarm... They're running, running aimlessly Looking, looking for a sign you see Frightened of what they've become Not wanting to be the only ones... Left behind...Left behind... Trash can fires...flickering high and hot Lonely people...living in a parking lot Still hoping...giving all they've got... Little children...huddle tight... Mommies rocking babies...all through the night Praying, praying...for someone to bring some light... They're running, running aimlessly Looking, looking for a sign you see Frightened of what they've become Not wanting to be the only ones... Left behind...Left Behind... It's you, you who holds the key You, you are the sign they seek You, you can calm their hearts You, you'll bring them a fresh new start Y

To My Friends And Fans Plz Read :)
LOL NOT THAT MANY OF U READ MY BLOGS ANYWAY BUT HERE GOES.....TODAY I LOCKED MY A LIL NAUGHTY FOLDER...WHY? BECAUSE I HAVE OVER 2,000 FRIENDS AND EVEN MORE FANS....MOST OF WHOM DO NOTHING MORE THAN COME TO MY PAGE AND LOOK AT MY PICS....AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT..TO DO WHAT LOL...THEY NEVER EVEN SPEAK TO ME....SOME I HAVE NEVER HEARD FROM ONCE I ADDED THEM DESPITE MY PAGE SHOWING THEY VIEW MY PROFILE OFTEN...AND I CAN GUESS WHICH PICS....MOST OF THE TIME THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER TO RATE THEM. SO THE TERM "FRIENDS" IS KINDA WRONG. SO FOR NOW I AM KEEPING THEM LOCKED. I AM SURE IT WONT BE A BIGGIE LOL PLENTY OF WOMEN ON FUBAR :) HOPE YA'LL HAD A NICE CHRISTMAS AND HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY NEW YEAR :) HUGGZZZZZZ.....BRANDY

Some People Have No Fucking Sense Of Humor
I love it how people who have barely lived life tell me to grow up because I happen to like to joke about things. I honestly do not see how human beings can successfully live and thrive in the world as it is today without having a sense of humor. With all of the death, war, and disease around us, doesn't it seem like a good thing to bring joy by laughter if possible? If you'd like extra high blood pressure and an early heart attack, then be my guest, but both laughter and love make life worth living. Thank you and goodnight.

"real" Please Read This
This is are home site were you get to go and be yourself,We are a family here so if you need help or someone to talk to please join us,This site is going to be a clean site so please keep it clean,Instead of drinks please get only gift that are clean like candy or roses.We truly would like to thank you all for joining are site,Please everyone get a long and have fun.(Please bear with as we build are site but we promise it will be a a journey into being real to are self and other's) Again we thank you sistas_.2_yall's

When You Mess Up Admit It...
I have learned in life that when you mess up and deny it it only will make things worse when the situation arises that you are forced to admit your mistake. Just come forth from the moment the messup or mistack happens and admit it. Tell the person that you know that you are wrong you say that you are wrong and that all you can do is apologize and be sure to try not to repeat your mistack again. I have personally made that mistack one to many times in my life and lost one to many ppeople out of my life bacuase of it. I have vowed to myself never to do this again, and so far I have kept to my word to myself. How well do you think you are doing on this issue, and how well will you do if you change to doing what is right on this issue?

Shane's Shack
hey all come check out the hottest lounge on fb we have hot girls and men in there and we have alot of fun we have great staff and we will all make you feel welcome .so what u waiting for come check us out at shane's shack hope to see you there

Someone
I believe in someone... Someone who'll make all my dreams come true, Someone who'll do all the things I want to do, Someone who'll fulfill all my aims, Someone who won't make me live in vain, Someone who'll help me move further, Someone who'll make my life better, Someone who'll soar in the sky, Someone who'll never say die, Someone who'll make each moment worthwhile, Someone who'll live each day with a smile, Someone who'll never give up, Someone who'll reach the top, Someone who'll never lose hope, Someone who'll never stop, Someone who'll face all fears, Someone who'll conquer her tears, Someone who'll be completely free, Someone who'll be what I want to be, I believe in Someone..... I believe in ME.....

Timmy's Resolutions For 2008
1. No more getting mad over a football game and getting drunk, breaking my speaker stand, and talking stupid to friends. At least not most of that, anyway. 2. There's a lady on Fubar that I want to have wild monkey sex with in 2008. :D 3. No more making fun of people stupider than me, no mater how tempting. From now on I'll just laugh. 4. I'd like to be here a year from now enjoying myself, too. 5. I know I have had sin and lust in my heart in 2007. I've had impure, lustful, and devious thoughts, and I hope to stay the course on that one.

Shuttle Launch Date Up In The Air As Repairs Are Ordered
NASA managers today cleared engineers to remove the external components of a suspect feed-through connector built into the wall of the shuttle Atlantis' external tank in a bid to fix intermittent electrical problems with low-level engine cutoff - ECO - sensors that derailed launch attempts Dec. 6 and 9. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton 12-29-07 The external fittings will be replaced with soldered pins and sockets like those developed and successfully flown by tank builder Lockheed Martin for its Centaur rocket stages. Shuttle Program Manager Wayne Hale said today the work likely will delay Atlantis' launch "a few days to a couple of weeks" beyond the previous Jan. 10 target. But that "no-earlier-than" date was little more than a placeholder intended to ensure the launch team enjoyed a few days off over the Christmas holiday. As such, it was not based on any ac

God I Hate This Fucking Site
God do i hate this fucking site... Yet it's so addicting. Why i'm not quite sure, i mean it's just a complete waste of time and frustration. Seems all i do on here anymore is fill out mother fucking bouncer checks. Damn do those things piss me off. I can see 'em being good to a point for keeping out bots, but come the fuck on, this is just rediculous! Almost every other person or picture i try to rate stops me for a damn bouncer check. "Blah you're rating too fast" Fuck Off Fubar, it doesn't matter how fast or slow i rate, doesn't make any difference if it's been 5 minutes or 5 seconds since the last pic i rated. Hell usually on the first pic or profile i rate after signing it it stops me. I seriously spend atleast 50% of the time filling them out, sometimes it'll stop me twice in a row on the same damn pic! And now i'm getting fucking harassed several times a day by Fufuck support to post a salute. Tell me why would i salute a piece of shit site like this anyways? Maybe if there wa

Looking For Love
this is an application from the heart please show love I'm a big fun loving woman who wants love... someone for hugs all you really need is honesty, cant do being lied too, but we will need to fancy each other aswell :-p so anyone up for the job??? feel free to let me know in the comments i answer any Q u have.... bit about me im 38 & single green eyes dark red dyed hair big girl, im 5'6" tall just look at the pic's that will give you an idear... oh did i say i love having fun lol, I like going out for a drink and staying in with one... love to talk to friend on here and on the phone and meeting up with them... i love things fast 65% of the time, love motorbikes with a passion if they could be my life they would but had to be put aside to bring up 3 children that are now 20, 18 & 15 so can lookafter themselfs now lol just kidding still help out a bit giving them cash most of the time:-s so how about it you need someone too???

How Kinky Are You?
How kinky are you? What is one of your typical fantasies? Being cuffed/cuffing someone else. An elaborate dungeon scene involving many torture devices. Doing it with you celebrity crush. I don’t fantasize. How many sex toys do you own? 0 1-2 3-4 4+ Have you ever had sex in public? Yes. No. No, but I want to try. Does teh great outdoors count? How far would you go in a movie theatre? First base. Second base. Third base. All the way. Where is the kinkiest place to do it? In front of a window. In a car. In a tree. Subway. How many people are involved in your ideal sexual situation? You and one other person. You and two other people. You and three other people. You and four other people. What is the most sexual sport? Lacrosse. Horse back riding. Golf. Dodgeball.

Ill Mother
my mom had her pancreas removed the day after xmas as there was potential for impending death in less than a yr's time for her if she had cancer. the doctor removed it, but one of her feeding tubes got dislodged and it was leaking throughout her body. she swelled up so bad and we all cried so much thinking she may very well die. they re-inserted and fastened the drain inside of her, and the doc said the swelling she's got should subside in about 2 days. guys, i'm so worried that my mom isn't going to be able to push thru this at her age of 64 and greatly in part due to all her past health issues and surgeries. if there is anyone out there who wouldn't mind taking a slight moment of your time and pray that she recovers, it would mean so so so much to me. it's very scary to be going thru this and at times I'm just not sure if this is the end for her or just a block to recovery. if anyone reads this please pray from Sanra-Lee or Sandi to be able to get rest, to heal and to rega

Why
Why is it so hard for me to explain what my heart and soul truly contain The words come to me with ease but when you are around they become difficult to seize For my love towards you is blind and it is also..... one of a kind I have never felt this way so I always want you to stay because when you are not around..... I feel broken so my love for you is my only token Somehow I wish to be with you forever I do not wish to ever be severed For when my love for you was born my heart and my mind felt as if they were torn For I wish to be more with you but I cannot So I will try to love you with all Ive have in my heart

My Little Brother Is Gone......
As some of you know my brother Brian made a really bad choice and killed himself on Dec. 26th. He found a real perminent solution to some temporary problems and hurt alot of people who knew and loved him including his 9 yr old daughter.Telling her what happened last night almost sent me over the edge and i cant even begin to describe the pain in her cries and how much they to this moment haunt my consciousness. Last night alot of our friends came to my place to support me and console me and even friends here on fubar have been helping me through what is with out a doubt the hardest fukking thing i've ever had to deal with. I cant even begin to explain how horribly damn empty i feel inside and wish so bad i could just wake up and find that this was all just a bad fukking dream. Brian was one of the most energetic and happy people ive ever known and i admired his ability to bring others around him up when times were hard. I'll never understand why he did it and no-one including me saw i

New Friend Requests
Just like all Fubarians, I thrive on Friend Requests. When I see the "New Friend Request" thing-a-ma-bob light up I get a stiffy. At this point I'll click to find out who has added me. With any luck it's a sexy vixen, or at least a 'could be sexy vixen with 2 or 3 bottles or Jager in me'. Usually I'm wrong and it's some dude (hopefully with a shirt on) or someone who has chosen Pokemon for an icon. Let me continue by saying Pokemon is stupid, the game is stupid, the cartoon is stupid, and the movies are stupid. Pokemon is for stupid kids who dont know what not stupid is. Yet, I digress... Every once in a while I'll click and find a hot chick has requested my friendship...which makes me uber happy. I'll think to myself "maybe this internet chick will want to me since I am so fucking hot lol not but none the less" and I right click (not left), select 'open in new window', and wait for her spank-worthy pictures to load. When her profile finally load

How I Know If I Really Want Her
(Do not skim this blog- There is a huge question at the end) I have been blown away by a few girls in my day. Out of all of them though, I can say that with only 3 of them, I have seen real long term potential with. I am 28 years old... 3 girls. This includes my son's mom who I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. Now I think guys and girls are different about this to the point where I will blog about that later but... In order for me to want to settle down with a girl I require two things. Mental and physical stimulation. Mentally- I need a girl to be able to challenge me intellectually, and be somewhat entertaining or entertainable. There are more things needed but I am not going to rip into a huge blog about that again. Physically- I have dated some good looking women despite my ugly mug. I am not gonna settle down with someone who is not at this point. You may call that superficial, but as I have said before, those people can have fun fucking each

Lost To Her
Lost I am to you…. When I close my eyes I can see you here with me. In my dreams is where I find the peace you bring to me. Wanting it to never end I drift away to a place and time where time never ends. Feeling your soft touch upon my cheek brings a smile to my face. Hearing your laugh fills my heart with a joy that cannot be explained. Holding you in my arms is all I have ever wanted. It's in your touch that I find peace. The storms that once filled my head with rage are calmed with the simplest of smiles. Are you just a dream that was created in my mind? The dream of a woman that could make me lose my thoughts when she entered the room. I know she must be real for it is in my heart that I feel a connection that caused all of my thoughts to come to a standstill. Could she just be a muse used to awaken the wants and needs of my fragile heart? I must find her. For she is the key that could change this man into something better than he is. Is she the wind that tussles my hair? Or i

On This Summertimes!!!!
We are thinking about marry with Mike at VA!! We had been together for over 6 months!!! I am so happy and I got Mike from fubar! I found him that Right man for my life and cares and understanding!!! We will moving out about end of Jan to first of week on Feb 2008!!! I loves Mike So Much!! My 2 sons love him too!!! thank you Roycie!!!!!! P.S. I love him lot!

Why Did The Chicken Cross The Road?
DR. PHIL : ' The problem we have here is that this chicken won't realize that he must first deal with the problem on 'THIS' side of the road before it goes after the problem on the 'OTHER SIDE' of the road. What we need to do is help him realize how stupid he's acting by not taking on his 'CURRENT' problems before adding 'NEW' problems .' OPRAH: ' Well, I understand that the chicken is having problems, which is why he wants to cross this road so bad. So instead of having the chicken learn from his mistakes and take falls, which is a part of life, I'm going to give this chicken a car so that he can just drive across the road and not live his life like the rest of the chickens. ' GEORGE W. BUSH: ' We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. We just want to know if the chicken is on our side of the road, or not. The chicken is either against us, or for us. There is no middle ground here. ' COLIN POWELL: ' Now to the left of t

Please Read Before Requesting To Be A Bad Girl
Due To Some Problems With Other "Groups"...If You Are In A Group PLEASE MAKE SURE You Are Allowed To Join Sarge's Bad Girls Before You Request To Be Added As A Bad Girl..Thanks In Advance Sgt. Raider (Promoter For Sarge's Bad Girls)

Life
Words to live by when you seem to have nothing !) Every person you meet may seem better off but you have no clue what’s wrong on the inside of him or her or around him or her so treat him or her like family even if they wrong you. 2) What you do have in life is precious and should be loved no matter what even when the world has you against the wall love what you have in your life for you may never have it again. 3) If you seem unable to escape the darkness that surrounds you embrace it and use it to your advantage for in times of strife you can use it to help others with their problems. 4) Time on this rock is very short don’t waste it with what ifs do what you can and do it in love hold what you can and hold it in love and know out there your making a difference even if you cant see it you are. 5) You may think the world hates you but in truth its fear any one who has ever said I hate you means to say I fear you but wont admit it to themselves. 6) Know when to back

Thoughts
I missed my heart by less than an inch. I made my parents and the nurses flinch. Could it be so wrong to want to die? Instead I'm living the biggest of lies. The wounds are still fresh and red. I pray tonight that I'll be dead, That God won't stop me from my wish. That I'll feel the razors deepest kiss. With all these thoughts inside my mind, I'm losing all track of time. Everything blurs deep blues and blacks, Taking me through a movie of my past. Watching the smiles fade from my face, As I slowly watch myself fall from grace. This once so perfect child life, Was driven to the ugly side of a knife. Tell me is suicide the ultimate sin? Will I go to hell for death's win? Life isn't a battle in which you fight. You either get it wrong or get it right. I'm so sick and tired of the lies. But hypocrisy is in my disguise. So forgive this suicide if you dare. The bullet went in despite your care.

Mum's
ok i just read a mum about should stupid ppl be aloud to breed. well ijust have to say someting on that subject. yes stupid ppl get on my last nerve but so do ppl who judge. take it from someone who has been judged as being stupid a few times because i'm blonde and have a high voice and i tend to ignore asshole's who think that about me. well i think it's just funnier than hell to slam them know it alls and just show them who is the stupid one . and this from a women when she went to collage had a 3.5 gpa and not a 4.0 only because i went to class hungover to often and lol i can't spell.so stop judging others by yourself. so next time you want to know if stupid ppl should be aloud to breed. use a condom next time you have sex and you will have your answer . thank's from sweet little me

The Tie's That Bind
You meet me at the door in a short black mini skirt and a white blouse With the button's open 3 down Exposing your sexy cleavage.As I enter I grab you by the hair Kissing you hard and wantingly.You kiss back and we kiss as i push my way in and close the door behind me. We break our kiss I look and tell you I want you and I take your hand and tell you you are mine. I blind fold you and lead you to the bedroom your heart racing wildly.Pounding in fear and wonderment. I take your hand an you feel the tie go around it then the other I tie you in the middle of the room standing. I begin to undress you slowly. Your shirt then your skirt there you are exposed to my every want I begin to touch you kissing you biting you you feel my teeth on your nipples hard pain shot throw you then pleasure as a suck on the large erect nipples of your's. I push you to your knee's and you hear my zipper go down You feel the head of my hardness rub your lip's you reach out for it but I g

May You All Have
TO all my friends and family, I wish you and your family all the best this coming year. May it be blessed with many wonderful things as you all are so deserving of it. Please have a safe one. WwW.SparkleTags.Com

New Years Resolutions
my new years resolutions : 1. Quit smoking by my birthday 2. Get my own home 3. Begin working on owning my own buisiness 4. Start writing the book ive been working on 5. Work on Silky and My plan

I'm Not A Fubar Whore
OK.... WE ALL LIKE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS HERE, AM I CORRECT? WELL...... I'M NOT HERE TO MEET MEN WHO JUST WANT TO ADD ME TO YAHOO, SO THEY CAN CAM ME AND MAKE *SOME HONEY*..AND HERE I SHOW YOU THE PERFECT EXAMPLE..... HoTTurKGuYo hubby here tarik reis: if u were alone liked to make honey? tarik reis: cam to cam Dorris Stanley: wut part am married n not cam w/o hubby u not catch? tarik reis: Dorris Stanley: i'm not that type to cam everyone i meet tarik reis: ok Dorris Stanley: not wut i joined fubar for Dorris Stanley: i am very happy with my husband and his Penis is the only one i care to see Dorris Stanley: and i'm sure there other wh0res in fubar who would love he chance to cam and make honey with you Dorris Stanley: i'm sorry NOW.................... FOR ALL YOU MEN LOOKING TO MAKE SOME *HONEY*..... PASS THIS BEAR UP.. LIKE I TOLD THIS TURKEY, I AM VERY, AND I MEAN VERY CONTENT WITH MY HUSBAND AND HIS PENIS... I AM NOT HERE TO CYBER, CAM, *MAKE HONEY* OR TO F**

For 50000 Fu-buks
Hey my friends!!! I have been on the Fu for over a year now......way back when it was still called LostCherry.....and in all this time I have NEVER participated in any of the contests on here. But this contest was just too good to pass up!!! Needless to say I cant do it on my own.....so I am asking from the bottom of my heart for a little help from all my friends...family and fans to bomb the hell out of this pic!!!! You all may be confused when you go because the pic is of one of my best friends on the Fu *MasterOfAllThingsEvil* instead of a picture of me.....but that is because he has entered the contest on behalf of me, and because he is such a wonderful, sweet man he is going to give the prize to me!! So PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE come and help the best you can.....every little bit helps!! I am also going to offer the people that help fu-bucks for their time and effort...so for every comment you leave on the contest I will give you 10 fu-bucks! That can really add up! So if you leave a

Another Year
Time has passed, a new era begins. Broken wings shall fly again. Shattered hearts are so long mended. Clashed swords have been laid down. Embrace the sun as it embraces the ocean, As it sets far away into the horizon. Meet the moon, smiling tonight. Say goodnight to yesteryear. And wake up filled with a newer chapter. With a bluer sky filled with white wishes. No longer shall history repeat itself. Music playing within thy ears. A melody of harmony across the meadows. Peace itself will soon arrive. Bringing joy and love to the earth beneath. Angel wings spread wide as the oceans, green grass grows as spring will soon come. Little darlings may breathe again. A newer life, a newer time. Smile and laugh, your heart so carefree. Freely love the love made for thee. Lay thy weapon on the bloodstained ground, Which is healing deep from the scars of war. Yesterday was just a dream. Yesteryear shall be no more. Welcome this year with wide open eyes. Fill thy heart with

Welcome
It's been so long since i felt like this The way you melt my heart with the slightest kiss From your Beautiful eyes,to your devilish grin Just to hold you in my arms must be a sin But if this is so...Well i guess i'm dammed for life Because by far you are the MOST wonderful women To ever enter my life.....

Nine Words
Nine words women use... 1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she w

New Year's Day
Here I am on probably my favorite day of the year...the first day of the year...New Year's Day. Why is it my favorite day of the year? Because it is crammed full of football...college football. For me, it's probably the closest thing to heaven on earth...except for this year. I'm too sick to even enjoy any of it. I tried watching the CapitalOne Bowl between Michigan and Florida, and fell asleep. I couldn't even watch my team play their bowl game because it was on ESPN, and I don't have cable. Totally sucks, and heaven on earth has turned into hell!!

So, You're Bi....
Big deal. Do you also walk down the fucking street with a sign over your head that says you like dick and pussy? Jesus jumped up Christ! Who fucking cares? Why not put everything you are in your name? You know, like..~~~Lonely-attention-starved-bisexual-girl-who-needs-to-flaunt-her-so-called-individuality-by-telling-the-world-shit-they-dont-care-about~~~. That's your new name. I don't care if you are or are not bisexual. I have no problem with your sexual preference. But whoring your personality for attention is just stupid. You really get good friends by stating that you are bi? REALLY? Seems that those who are truly satisfied with themselves, and are genuine good people are not going to be impressed. If who you lick defines you, you should shoot yourself in the face with a rubberband. (cuz suicide is counter-productive) Likewise, why put in your name phrases like, "you know you want this" or " I'm your wildest Dream"? I don't. You arent. Shut up now. If I have offended anyone with

No Title
She lies on the bed ..pills by her head.. thinking of the days when he made her smile he left her alone ..never came home no one around to help her now this is her choice .. this is her how this life of pain is almost over now the darkness seeps into her view the world turns gray this is her choice ..this is her day M.A.S

Ensnared Between Maroone D & Mutiny
crumpling, arm n hammer’d bend of limbs legs un-buttress, erectile dysfunction’s epitome emergency landing, precariously horizontal across the span of continental sheet’s divide jagged tectonic plates crashing, careening lock-jawed on hip bones of lust she wanted to be his only queen and sit upon him infallible as the pope enthroned crowned in pigtailed delights rapturing and captivating his sole desire she, cumming in latin versed idolatries, striking the set, her holiest of holies, consecrating her wine as blood - devouring the communion of sin upon his altared thighs seeking atonement for such tautness. his rigid salute breaching the onramp to the highway of her godhood and she, clenching, nearly suffocating the source of his humanity ramming the grand banks of design divinity in nano-seconds, lost, found, lost again Even Milton and Velachovsky couldn’t begin to hold on, compressing all time internalized so deeply spiraling backwards, i

To Everyone
So, I've came to the conclusion that I'm sick of the way everyone is so shallow. I'm not completely innocent but, still. I'm very frustrated right now with just about everyone. I'm sick of everyone...why can't you respect me? is it THAT hard?? really, think about it. I respect you so why can't you do the same back? you want to be respected from other people, why treat me like shit. lately it seems like all the guys i find just want sex, if you won't talk about 24/freaking 7, or have sex with them their done with you. thats fucking bullshit! it's soooooo stupid! you can't tell me i'm pretty and "like" me but then when you figure out i'm not going to fuck you like everyone else you come across you ditch me. I'm done with all this bullshit. If i say no, i fucking said NO. I'm about to just be bitchy with everyone, if you're going to get an attitude with me about stupid bullshit like that, then I'm going to have one back at ya. I'm so sick of everyones crap. stop asking me the same fucki

Being Human
This is another reason why I am to the point of walking away from this site. I admit I am not a good speller but when have the nerve to insult others when at times its not something thats done on purpose then you know there life isnt great. I did a mumm and I spelled a word worng. I am getting rude cooments esp comming from people in there 40's including a RN. Well I am sorry I am not the greatest speller but I will say this I AM ONLY HUMAN, and we all make mistakes

Get A Grip Asslicks
im being myself today (bitch mode alert!!!!) i have come to realize some peeps takes this site and others way too seriously.... to the point of becoming a total ass plug..... i have also decided to stoop to their level and post my thoughts........ bashing people on bulletins and blogs that are my friends.....that are detailed on my page gets you automatically deleted.... one whom says they are a non drama oriented person has brought all the drama he could come up with........ (bless his little fucktard heart..... i lose no sleep over who says what about me..... if you are so bored in your own life and it amuses you to do so then go ahead..... but putting up bulletin after bulletin because one person pissed you off........ though in a certain one i must laugh uncontrollably at the responding statement on a shout that was post in which someone(not naming) was called a "inbred cousin fucker"..... by a friend (not naming)...... i must say i have not laughed that hard in a while and i w

A Hard Beginning Of The Year
Today my wife and I went to the OB Doctor for our 11th week appt. I was so excited about being a father for the third time. The doctor went to listen to the heartbeat, but couldn't get one so she said that she was gonna do an ultrasound. Well I got so excited because I would get to see our baby today. When they did the ultrasound, they realized that there was no heart beat, the child had died two weeks ago. It is a very hard thing to go through, but i've got to be strong for Tiffiny. I pray that God will give us the strength and comfort during this trying time.

When You Can’t See The Forest For The Trees, Burn It All Down
I'm the gold-medal winner in the event of fucking up a good thing. I got a silver in recognizing I've got a good thing only after losing it. I also got the gift horse in the mouth award in the retardo relationship olympics... it's a lifetime achievement award - quite an honor. I'm thinking of going pro. I'm pretty hard on myself... I tend to listen more intently to criticisms than I do praise. Often times I simply ignore compliments and dismiss them as something people 'just say.' Complaints get my attention though... it's as though I feed off them sometimes. I wish I could just relax and enjoy life. I see some of the biggest douchefuck losers brimming with confidence and self-assurance. Even if I'm oblivious to my faults, perhaps I'd be doing myself a favor to keep up a constant stream of self-love. I don't actually think I'm worthy of a good thing half the time and I push away people and opportunities constantly... keeping them at arms length - just close enough to windo

Crazy New Years Weekend
Non-stop party. Malibu and Cranberry. Rum and Coke. Tequila shots. 17 to be exact. Drunken friends in the back of my jeep. Hot tub antics. Half Naked snow angels. Very naked boys in the hot tub! Steel Garden is a very lucky place. 6 numbers in 3 hours. woo-woo! Drunk Krystn. Sober Susan. Flashing the 'wicked' panties in the bar. nights to short and the days too long. Mostly spent sleeping. Guitar Hero Rocks! No ditches. One more year to go and we get to do it all over again! yea!

Johnny Tell Her What She Has Won...
Message #1 Look, it's obvious that you don't have kids, otherwise you would give 2 shakes of a jack rabbit's arse. Children are our future, and if they aren't being looked after properly, where's that going to leave their kids? Are you not right in the head? And who gives a fuck about grammar? What are you, an idiotic grammar teacher or something? This woman has a big problem on her hands, and the best thing you can tell her is to learn to type with punctuation... You're nothing but a lily-livered, moronic, titty-sucking, my-daddy-fucks-me-in-the-arse, mother-fucking, piece of shit, that needs to learn when he wants to be heard. You live in a bubble. There is nothing left for you in this world. I think you need to up and die. Save some space and a life, for someone who really wants to live it. You're not worth any more of my time.. Now you would think she spoke what little mind she had,but NOOOO.. Message #2 And this is coming from a fat ugly prick, who probably got fuck

Me
I don't know what is lately but I don't feel happy anymore. Not happy with me is just depressing. All the drama is just too much for me I can't stand it anymore. Some saying I don't help out my friends, and because i take my husband's side on certain matter i'm not a good person WTF?!?! I'm going to make cookies with my kids read a book and chill i'm sick of people saying shit!! OUT! If i'm missing words or have spelling mistakes who the F**K cares!!

Dumb Ass People
hahahah run your mouths people come on i don't care anymore, you can't hurt me. make up lies, keep trying to break me cause i don't care, i am stronger than you think! you think your better than me, well someone lied to you. i am not cocky or arrogant at all, but i know who i am, what i do and what i don't do.. so go ahead roll the dice and try to challenge me. I'll show you, you can beat me but you won't break me....

Please Help Her Level Back Up
For whatever reasons she deleted her account (Makes Googly eyes at her) shes been my friend for over 2 years now and I'd like to help her level back up again. Please show her some luv! Please feel free to pass her around like a used whore! lmao theoneudesire71@ fubar

This Is A List Of Fubar Psychos.
I got an inspired by last reading a Blog, of how this beautiful woman got nailed by a psycho. so in the spirit of things. Im using this blog as a list of Fubar Psychos, feel free to add to it, and the reason why.

How Things Have Changed
Looking at my family this Christmas Day with The karaoke machine being used (mainly by adults after their dinner and drinks!). The computer awaiting the first release of life for the day to connect us to the wonderful world of fubar and MSN for family across the world. I thought back to the good old days of huge family get togethers. Those family members travelling from different parts of the globe to join in with the festivities. Everyone waiting for the one important phone call from loved ones elsewhere that couldn't join us and the game of cards for the evening entertainment. Once it was just a telephone and card deck. Now it's computers and karaoke machines. My, how things have changed.

A Man Says," She Get's What She Deserves!"
©A man says, "I wouldn't have beat her if she didn't deserve it and it's not like I did it all the time." The womans friend stands there by the door silently as not to provoke the situation. Eight months later that same man says to the woman, "When the divorce goes through, I don't care what anyone has to say, I had no fault in this. I wouldn't have done those things if you were different and did what I wanted of you." She hurts from the boiling poison his word burn into her half dead soul. Ready to erupt if her pride would allow such a man this pleasure. She replies in a calm, low tone, "No woman deserves any abuse, let alone every abuse possible which has been repeatedly inflicted over five long years. A real caring man would walk away or punch a wall, anything but take sadistic twisted pleasure from harming another human, man or woman, child or animal." Any one who knows a person as cruel as the man in this story had better run far away and not ever look back!!!

Still
well, I got my phone back on after a slight disagreement with my phone company(YES I payed the bill) but still no dsl! ARRRGHHHH so if I can't figure it out after work tonight I may just be on dialup for a while (fate worse than death)

Black & Gold Mafia
Peeps, been thinking of starting a new fu group called the "BLACK & GOLD MAFIA" if your from the burgh or just a black & gold junkie, let me know and if enough respond, well start the group & get a lounge set up.

Stress Level: Critical
I woke up this morning realizing how much I hate my goddamn job. Only about 3 or 4 of you know why. I was telling one of my sisters about it and she just presented me with the best job ever... in Arizona. But I'm seriously considering it, because I just have to get the hell away from all these people. I'm not even pretending to be happy at work anymore. I do my work, I file, and I sit at my desk and type up my job requirements because, that's right, I'm being a good little worker. When INSIDE my real persona is screaming at me to get up and beat the hell out of the person that put me in this mood. *deep breath* But if i get arrested, I REALLY can't go to Arizona, so I'll behave.... for now.

Surgery Comming Up
Well as many of you know I have been having problems with pre-cancerous cells on my cervix for over 2 years now. I went to the Dr today and I am having a hysterectomy with in the next few weeks probably on the 18th, I will keep you all informed when, when I know for sure. I am looking forward to the end of two years of worry!!

To All My Friends!!- Thank You!!
I just want to wish you all a great New Year to start of with. I also want to thank you all for being such great friends to me--YOU ALL ARE AWESOME!!!You have shown me soo much luv. And I thank you all!! I was a nobody- but you all have shown me that I AM someone- and I thank you all dearly. You have no idea how you have change my life. You brought confidence ,something I never knew I had, but you brought it to me, shown me. And I thank you from the bottom of my heart for it. You have put smiles on my face- and I do hope I have put a smile on your face. I hope I can stay friends with you for long time-I treasure all of you!!!! Everyone of you-HUGGS AND KISSES FROM ME!!Thank you for all youre luv-you have no clue how you have changed my life!!!! YOU ARE THE GREATEST!!!!!!!! love, petiegirl

New Giveaway I Am In!
Ok all my faithfull friends I am in need of lots of help on this! I am in a giveaway for a happy hour & one year VIP! All I need is 110,000 comments lol! All help is appreciated and you know I will always help you when needed! JUST CLICK ON THIS PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO WHERE I NEED THE COMMENTS

I Love You
I Love You I love you as a bee loves a flower. I love you as a tree loves the rain. I need you as a bird needs their food. I long for you as a patient child longs for summer. I want you as a woman wants her lover. I love you has many meanings. There are many ways to say "I love you". But sayin "I love you" is not as powerful as showing. So I am showing you how much i love you and how much you mean to me. I love you my sweet darling, more than words can ever show. I hope you like the poem and that is from my heart..... Love you forever and always, Kristina

Thievery
I was at work tonight when I recieved a call from my sister telling me that when she and my Mom came home from work that someone had broken into the house and had taken some things...mostly jewelry which some of had belonged to my grandmother and irreplacable, and some of my sisters medicines which she needs and are very expensive, not only that but this fucking scum also decided to eat some of her food, drink some of the alchahol there and then have a smoke before he was done. I feel it even though it wasn't me who was violated but yet I feel it because it happened to my family. Should someone who broke into your home and stole from you deserve to die? I would have shot this person if I had caught them. Another example of why I have no trust or faith in humanity anymore.

What Makes A Guy Irrestable To So Many Women
i have been trying to figure what i say to women to make them go all gaga and want so much out of me ,, i have been trying to figure out for the life of me what itis that i say to make them this way ,,, is it cuz i am a good listener and that i ofer advice that only i know of cuz of lessons life taught me ,, but still this cant be the one thing women want ,,,, i mean most guys tell women what they want to hear but on the other hand i dont i tell them the truth is that so wrong of me ,,, if i think they r beautiful then i tell them if i think they r ugly i will tell them so ,,,, but still doesnt explain the factors of the women wanting to be with me andhave a releationship with me ,,, most of the women tell me that they r unworthy of a releationship but in the end i convince them that everyone is worthy of being loved ,,, is that such a crime ,,, and then on top of it all they r all trying to figure out what i say to make these girls think that i am there only chance at love and they h

Just The Sofer Side Of Me
AS I SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS I WANT AND THE THINGS I HAVE DONE IN THE PAST, I'VE CHANGED. THE LOVES THAT I HAVE HAD, THE THINGS I USED TO PUT UP WITH THAT I DON'T ANYMORE.... I'VE CHANGED. I STOPPED LOOKING FOR LOVE CUZ WHEN I DID I GOT HURT AND IF IT FOUND ME, I PROMISED I WOULD HOLD IT DEAR TO ME IF THE LOVE WAS TRUE. I KNOW I CAN BE HARD AS NAILS BUT THE SOFT SIDE OF ME WANTS THE TRUE SHIT. THE WHOLE PACKAGE. THE ONE TRUE LOVE THAT WILL LOVE ME AND I LOVE HIM TO GIVE HIM THE TOTAL BEST OF ME. IF HE READS THIS, MY HEART IS OUT TO U. I BEG U NOT TO BREAK IT OR THROW ME TO THE DOGS BUT PRAY U ACCEPT THIS LOVE AS I ACCEPT YOURS AND WE CAN BEAT THE ODDS THAT ARE AGAINST US. I WANT U FOREVER AND I SUBMIT THIS LOVE TO U. WILL U BE MINE FOREVER?

What I Want
SO IM ON A BREAK AND I HAD SOMETHING SUDDENLY COME OVER ME...SO HERE IT IS MY DEEPEST THOUGHTS....THE TIME THAT I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT MY BOYFRIEND ..THE LOVE OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN DEFINATELY HARD BUT THE TIME I HAVE HAD ALONE I WAS ABLE TO REFLECT ON ALOT OF THINGS AND HERES WHAT I FIGURED OUT...I BELONG TO ME AND IM NOT A POSESSION,MY HEART IS MINE.I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED AND TREATED RIGHT. NOBODY BELONGS TO ANYONE...ITS A GIFT TO HAVE A SPECIAL SOMEONE IN UR LIFE. I GUESS WE GET CAUGHT UP IN ALL THIS STUPID SHIT THAT WE FEEL WE NEED TO CLAIM SOMEONE. I DONT NEED SOMEONE TO COMPLETE ME ..I COMPLETE MYSELF.I WANNA HAVE SOMEONE JUST SHARE MY LIFE WITH ME AND I WANNA BE ONE HALF OF TWO.NEVER CHANGE WHO YOU ARE TO MAKE THE OTHER HAPPY..THEY SHOULD TAKE U AS YOU ARE.LIFE IS HARD ENOUGH AND LOVE ONLY COMES AROUND ONCE A LIFETIME. AND WHEN ITS RIGHT ITS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING.RESPECT EACHOTHER AND ALWAYS TALK THINGS OUT ..COMMUNICATION IS SO IMPORTANT.LAST BUT NOT LEAST..NEVER REGRET ANYTHING

The Curse Of The Werehamster Part Ii: The Transformation
Hello everyone! Most of you have read that I have a particularly strange affliction. About 6 months ago I was at my brother’s house playing Risk (Stop snickering!) when, by what seemed like fate, I was bitten by a demonic domesticated rodent which triggered a strange animalistic metamorphosis in me. Yes I’m a werehamster. You laugh now but a select few have observed this horrific change. Before you ask, yes at times I take on all traits of a hamster. The worst is during a full moon when the full aura of the hamster comes out. Many people ask me about my first transformation. Now I have to say this is a particularly difficult story to tell because of how traumatizing it was for me and my family. It happened about three weeks after I was bitten by the rodent from hell. At this time I thought I had firm control over these changes, boy was I wrong. We were at McDonalds having lunch (yes I took my family to Mickey D’s for dinner. I am the last of the great

Update 1-04-08
Hi All! Today marks a whole month of pain and complete exhaustion. I'm not going to turn this into a pity blog. I just want to share what is on my mind. At this point, I'm worried sick. My symptoms could be caused by any number of things...including a bleeding growth, screwed up hormones, or even the c-word. My body is so worn out from the physical symptoms that it is causing mental exhaustion too. I'm trying my best to keep my chin up and think positively, but it is getting pretty rough to do. I am a DES baby. I'm not sure what it stands for, but it was a drug given to pregnant women who had a history of miscarriages. It was supposed to help the mother carry her baby to term. My mother had 3 miscarriages before becoming pregnant with me, so they gave her this DES drug for 3 months. I was born one month early. DES was banned in the US by the FDA one month after I was born. It was found to cause major damage to the reproductive organs of the fetus in utero...male a

Eye Contest Bully
CONTEST IS OVER I CAME IN 2ND PLACE THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPED ME!!! PLEASE REPOST FOR ME.. The Biggest Contest Fubar Has Ever Seen!!!! I normally do not do this but can you please leave me a few comments on this pic? I really need you my friends and fans to pull together and help me as I do not belong to any big popular well known bombing families!!! PLEASE CLICK THE LINK UNDER PHOTO TO RATE/BOMB!!!!!!! [ fubar.com photo: 1241685090 ]

Rest In Peace
my dad's uncle passed away yesterday... gonna miss that old man. always made me laugh. always had to tell me about my song. "Jolene" by Dolly Parton....guess i have a funeral service to go thru .... ill probably gonna cry my eyes out. its gonna be military style so yeah i am... Obituary - James E. Barber James E. Barber, 86, of 10 Vo-Tech Drive, Oil City, a former Dempseytown and Siverly resident, died at 5:10 a.m. Friday, Jan. 4, 2008 at the Oil City Presbyterian Home after an extended illness. He had been a resident at the Presbyterian Home since March 9, 2006. Born Jan. 9, 1921 in Oil City, he was the son of the late Leon and Minnie Schwab Barber. He attended Siverly School, Lincoln Junior High School and Oil City Senior High School. He received a degree in accounting from Robert Morris University. Mr. Barber was a staff sergeant in the U.S. Army in the European Theatre with Company D, 702nd Tank Battalion under Gen. Patton. He was awarded the Purple Heart fro

This Is Sadly True....
I live in pennsylvania, and when buying wine, wiskey, rum, ect, you have to go to a state store... early last year, I went to buy some captian morgan, and standing in the check out line a young looking kid was in front of me, the teller was an old man, he asked the guy for some I.D. (the kid must have a fake one or just turned 21). The kid showed him, and payed, went on his way, I approached the counter and pulled out my driver's liscense, here, you have to look 27 or older not to be carded. The old man rung up my bottle and asked for the amount, I asked if he needed my I.D., He said without a skip, "Those days are over, you better get used to it...". I damn near cried...

Another.....
My daughter, who is now 15... 2yrs ago, She came to me and said, "dad, everyone says I look alot like you..." I was proudly smiling, But, she went on to say, "Awwwe, I don't want to have a big nose." I almost cried...

Selling House And Belongings
Currently I am going through 30 years worth of accumulation including some of my childhood items, collectibles and some antiques as well. We lost our home and its going on the market on Monday or Tuesday. Once I start listing on Ebay will post a new blog. I'm not sure yet where I will be moving to, but it will definitely be somewhere warmer. The good news is my knee is doing awesome almost have right knee equal to left just need to strengthen my quad muscle some more. If there is something you might be looking for lol ask who knows I may have it. IF I do since it will cost me less you will get it for less.

Trolls Among Us
Ok.. lets get this straight. I'm not here for you to get your rocks off. If you've only added me in an attempt to view my nsfw pics and I find out I will delete you. I got called a stuck up rude b*tch today because i denied someone to my family list. Well if thats what I am so be it. Get the hell off my friends list before I delete your sorry butt. that is all.

Whores Sluts And The People Who Love Them
Why is it that people are classified whores slut and what have you just because they love sex? They like to go have a good time. Burn some energy. Maybe try something new. But, people look down on them? Could it be the haters are to scared to be who they wanna be. Maybe, because people will down on them? I think the ones who are willing and wanting are the true people. At least they are willing to try something they have seen or thought about. We, as a country have become so stereotypical and have let a few idiotic individuals tell us what we can and cant do. It has gotten so pathetic. I dont have a problem with religous people. But, They are the ones who have the real issues. They try to hide behind the bible. They preach one way but go about life a diffrent way. Trying to bend and twist things to fit them. I'm into bending and twisting. But, not of that nature. I've been ridiculed and looked down uponed for My outlook and beliefs. Hell, I love trying new things. Whats wron

2nd Day At Work
It was my second day at work.. and another busy day. With the new staffing grid at work..we never have the extra help we need. I was all caught up with my work..and decided to take the patient in room 510 downstairs to go home. He was getting around very good..so I didn't need to use a wheelchair. He was a 43 year old in the hospital with a migraine. As we were on the elevator..the elevator gave a jerk..then stopped. We were stuck and no amount of pushing the buttons was working. I dialed the operator.. to let her know. She told me, that the maintenance guy was on call..since it was evening time..and on the weekend. Omg,, what to do stuck on a elevator,having to wait for them to get there to fix the problem. As I am leaning against the wall.. I hear my patient say.."I hear having sex gets rid of headaches". I look at him with fear in my eyes..not knowing what to do..stuck in a closed end area with him. Next thing I know..he lifts up my hand and starts to kiss it. Slowly he

Kissing 101- I Like The Sucking Kiss And The Spiderman Kiss
Types of Kisses Given below is a variety of kiss that you may find interesting. You could feel free to try them out with your partner. Angel Kiss A comforting kiss. Kiss your partner very gently, delicately on their lips or eyelids. Cheek Kiss A friendly kiss. With you hands on your partners shoulders, brush your lips across their cheeks. Be gentle. A kiss preferred on the first date. Chew Kiss While kissing tell your partner to place their tongue in your mouth. Very VERY GENTLY chew on their back of the tongue. Do not suck. This creates a sensation that can be very exciting. Copy Cat Kiss Just imitate the way your partner kisses. Copy every act of their kiss. Cordial Kissing (Hot/Cold Kiss, Trickle Kiss) Sip a very small amount of your favourite drink, either hot or cold and when you just begin to kiss, pour the drink into your partner's mouth. It will leave behind a sensational feeling. Some love this type of kiss and some cringe with the thought of it.

Which Hole?
A women has been in a comma for many years when the doctor tells the husband that while sponge bathing her the nurse noticed some brain activity when she washed around her privates and that he should try oral sex to see if it helps bring her out of it. Reluctantly the man agrees and the man is given his privacy. Not 5 minutes later the woman flat lines and has to be given CPR. The doctor asks the man "What on earth happened?" The man replies " I don't know Doc. She must have choked"

My Special Day
Well, I made it through the day...the initial shock of turning the big "50" so I guess it is down hill all the way from here. I just want to give a great big "Thank You" to everyone who stopped by my page to say Hi and wish me a Happy Birhday today, also thanks for all the special gifts and drinks and cake and cards and sweet comments that were also sent..you ALL helped make my day fun and help take the ease out of turning that ripe old age of fifty. I just want you to know you all are very special people. Thanks Again, Deb

Pick Up Lines
dont lie everyone likes a good "pick up" line, even if its only for a good laugh, so ive decided to post some pickup lines i made up or heard, if you have any pick up lines you would like to be added id love to see what kind of things people can come up with, the cheesier the better: You're so beautiful you should be in a painting. You're so beautiful you should be a sculpture.... and I just happen to be an artist. You know why it rains? Because you're so beautiful it makes the sky jelous enough to cry. You know why there are earthquakes? Because you're so sexy just walking on the surface makes the planet shiver. Excuse me miss, but you are absolutely gorgeous, are you by ay chance single? How you doing? (Joey from friends, sorry I like Joey.) You know if you gained 190 lbs. I'd be all over you. Coincedently I just happen to weigh 190 lbs. You know you are about 6 ft. from perfection, but it just so happens I"m 6 ft. tall so as long as you include me you'll be flawless. He

A Child's Pain
I am only a very young child And one easy question do I now have And all the sorrow that formed it To me, no reason have you ever gave Why must I feel that hurtful slap That comes crashing from your heavy hand As on my young and fragile body I feel those harsh blows from you so frequently land Then you call me all those harsh words That tear my fragile heart down so deep As times filled with so much rage and pain Silently by myself, hiding, I sit and weep Your words tear at my fragile young heart And each one does leave a hidden scar If you could only see the damage that you cause You would realize the awful demon that you are Why must I sit alone in this dark and cramped place With no light, cramped, not being able to move When all I ask from you is to give me your warmth And to feel, for once, your very special love The red welts I see and feel from that stinging strap As it lands so harshly against my tender skin Can’t you see that I am now crying out in pain

Here It Is
July 8, 1947 Many of you will recall that on July 8, 1947, almost exactly 60 Years ago, witnesses claim that an unidentified flying object(UFO) with five aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well-known incident that many say has long been covered up by the U.S . Air Force and other federal Agencies and organizations. However, what you may NOT know is that in the month of March 1948, nine months after that historic day, the following people were born: Albert A. Gore, Jr. Hillary Rodham John F. Kerry William J. Clinton Howard Dean Nancy Pelosi Dianne Feinstein Charles E. Schumer Barbara Boxer See what happens when aliens breed with sheep? I certainly hope this bit of information clears up a lot of things for you. It did for me.

Hmmmmm
Do I look like a snob or act like one? Cause it seems like most of the time I have to beg for someone to talk to me I love hearing from my friends and I know most of the fracken time It says im online and I'm not even by my computer so i miss your messages sometimes Just want to come on here and have tons of friendly conversations.. not just come on to rate and all that. I come on here for my friends without you guys I wouldn't want to be here

Cupids On Fubar........
CUPID HAS HIT FUBAR!!!!! Starting Sunday, Jan. 6th until Feb. 13th we are doing a different kind of contest. To celebrate Valentines Day, we are offering a great deal. For 1,000 fu-bucks Fu-Cupid will send the person of your choice 2 Fu-gifts (Chocolates and a rose) and a personalized valentines graphic that includes a picture of them, and a personalized message from you. Included, for each of these that you purchase, you will be entered into a drawing for some great prizes listed below. These can be purchased for friends or that special someone, or even to a secret crush! PRIZES: Both of the following (2) purchased from FTD.com: Pink Pleasure: Burning Pleasure: Victoria Secret $25.00 Gift Card Red Lobster $25.00 Gift Card Ruby Tuesday $25.00 Gift Card 2 Blockbuster $10.00 Gift Cards 2 1 day Fubar Blasts 1 million Fu-bucks 500,000 Fu-bucks 425,000 Fu-bucks 250,000 Fu-bucks 150,000 Fu-bucks 50,000 Fu-bucks WHEN YOU PURCHASE A DEAL FOR SOMEONE,WHO

Daily Thoughts
Here are a few daily thoughts from the depth of my randomness (some may sound familiar because other people steal my magnificence, but I thought them all up before those "other" people jacked my shit... :P) Don't take life too seriously, you'll never get out alive. Learn to laugh, many of you have forgotten. Live, have fun..life is short and will be past far too suddenly if you take too much time thinking and not enough time doing. Don't conform. Following the paths of others may be simple because the trail is trodden, however if you don't branch from the herd you will miss many of the beautiful things this world has to offer. Stress causes wrinkles. Don't worry so much about meaningless things. You have air, water, and food...that is all you need. Everything else is just a bonus. People are worth far more than material possessions. Let it go. I don't know what it is you are holding onto...a grudge, bad memory, bad relationship...but there is something. Realize

Open Message For My Friends
My cable has been out for almost two months and I am using satellite to get on. Satellite is, in my opinion, slower than dialup. This makes it almost impossible for me to rate, comment or do anything else on this site or even play my online games. If you think I have been ignoring you or whatever that is not the case. I just don't feel like spending an hour to change one page. If you want to talk to me leave a message I do try to get on to check them and you can always ask me for my msn since I am on there regardless. Larry

~*struggle At Mind*~
Last month in December I did something really bad. I will talk about it as much as I can. So here goes. I did something bad to someone that I truly loved. I really loved this person. I didn't even want to fall for this person and I did. It took us a couple of weeks and we became close. We called each other everyday and texted each other until we passed out on each other. Then on this person's birthday out of all days I hurt this person. I made this person cry and feel bad for me. After this person didn't know I "hurt" them. I tried not to make a big deal about it. I tried to make this person's 21st birthday the best birthday ever! We had a party. The next few days was terrible! What I did sunk in, and it went to hell. This person's friends attacked me. I freaked out so much that I became depressed and told the person that night how I felt about it all and how shitty I was feeling. This person told me to give them a few days to think about what all happened. After this person's frie

Pay Attention To Your Pets
Most of my family on here knows I've had a sick puppy for a few days ...Finally got him to the vet and they told us it was Demodex mange a type of dermatitis prob that is given to the pup from it's mother ... there are 2 types of this kinda mange sarcoptic(contagious) and Demodex (non contagious)with the demodex however there is 2 stages 1st local it can occur on their faces paws and lower backs and the kind my puppy has which is the severest Generalized his entire body is infested by demodex mites ... as the dogs immune system is lowered the mites take over the eating at the flesh it starts in the hair foliclies and eats its way out on to the skin which can also lead to the killer of the dog A secondary skin infection .. only a good vet can tell right off the kinda mange your dog may have if not they do a skin scraping. My puppy is very sick with the secondary skin infection now they are treating him with a high does of Keflex.. Had this been any other dog I would have had it put do

How I Am Let Me Know How You Are
got my friends back till I die got my friend frieds back and I don't mind if I have to actt I am not afrade of deth I greet it like a brother life or deth to the lette you know who you are I would kill for you I die every time I see you cry my heart brakes I would do anything to see you smile hair you laugh makes me fly so high

Sugar's Bedside Manners
I've decided to shamelessly rip off Dan Savage's "Savage Love" column, simply because I feel like it. And also because, though I generally trust and agree with Dan's advice, I think that straight guys taking sex advice from a gay guy can be problematic. Why? Well, for one, gay men seldom have trouble getting laid. Straight men, on the other hand, generally spend the bulk of their lives scheming to get laid. I'm terrible at my own relationships, but I've always been really good at OTHER people's relationships. Wife outta town? I can fill in. Er. Be filled in? That's not what this is about, though. Rather, it's a chance for you to submit a question and have me offer advice. Since it's free, and since most things that are free are usually valueless, you should probably not heed my advice. So, go on, message me with your questions about sex, relationships, whatever you wish. Or, as the esteemed Mr. Savage would say, "Got problems? Oh yes you do."

What Do You Consider To Be Real Friends?
What do you consider to be a REAL friend? is it the fact they help you move? Come over to your house for a BBQ? Watch your children, go out with you, do your housework if you are sitting there with a broken leg? Do they chase your old girlfirends, or any number of things? The concept of true friendship changes with every person- but one thing that does stay constant is the inability for a true friendship to be built upon pure selfishness. Over the years, I have gotten to know a very large amount of people. Some, I could care less if I ever meet again, others, I wish I had kept in touch with. But for the most part, the friends that I call friends have stuck by me through every aspect of my life, both good and bad. I know that if I call any one person, that I will be able to talk to them just fine- even if there have been years between talking to each other. Why? Because even if we are across the nation, or across the world from each other- our friendship is solid enough to be abl

The Lol Family
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Looking For Understanding, Without Saying A Word?
I say who I am what I believe in where I come from and put it on my sleeve but hear I sit and no one knows what really makes me tick they can't believe I am no joke nor some other bloke just a man a father a brother a son a ex-husband a friend a foe a lover and sinner who is this that can understand and take my heart in the palm of my hand understand me without a word know my heart from another lilfe mirror my heart with her beauty and keep it locked away ..what beauty

Beauty
Beauty Your lips, your eyes, your soul Are like a work of art, The most creative thing of all Is your beautiful heart. If you were a painting, No colors could express The beauty deep inside you, A rainbow, nothing less. If you were a sculpture The clay could hardly make Your figure of an angel Without one mistake. If you were a euphony No choir could really sing All the beautiful music Your eyes could possibly bring. So here I am, an artist, With inspiration beyond belief But to capture such rare beauty, I'd have to be a thief. gmw07

Everyone Needs Someone
Written for a friend, you know who you are! People need people and friends need friends And we all need love for a full life depends Not on vast riches or great acclaim, Not on success or on worldly fame, But just in knowing that someone cares And holds us close in their thoughts and prayers- For only the knowledge that we're understood Makes everyday living feel wonderfully good, And we rob ourselves of life's greatest need When we "lock up our hearts" and fail to heed The outstretched hand reaching to find A kindred spirit whose heart and mind Are lonely and longing to somehow share Our joys and sorrows and to make us aware That life's completeness and richness depends On the things we share with our loved ones and friends. g12.07

What A Night
She was working late in her office when the phone rang. Startled, she picked it up wondering who was calling, the number blocked. The voice on the phone with no urgency at all said she needed to get to the conference room; there was something for her to see. Figuring it was the cleaning crew, and wanting to get any problems taken care of immediately she left her office and headed down the hall. She heard noises from the room, and to her surprise when she walked in she saw the cleaning lady on her knees, her hands wrapped around the cock of a man in the shadows of the room. His hands were firmly grasping the head of the woman, and he was pumping her mouth slowly. She watched as his saliva covered cock moved between the lips of the cleaning lady. She was white, her lips full, hands moving up and down the shaft in rhythm with her mouth, noises coming from her, showing how into what she was doing. Suzanne knew she should say something, stop this, get security or something, but she just

I Need Help My Friends
ok....i know i can be stupid, but this takes the cake...since sean told me he was done waiting for me to make up my mind to leave hubbie, he said he couldnt just stay away, he wanted contact still...ok great i still talked to him... but he was depressed...said he lost all he cared about, and if i was gonna keep my head in my ass for staying with hubbie he would be still be around waiting. fine... but last night he start threatening to kick hubbies ass, come here and beat him up....i couldnt stop him....i defended hubbie (we are doing good since the open marriage thing, talking, communicating) i mean i still love my hubbie....i may have thought of leaving, but now not so sure i want to, anyway sean says i played him....i lied , i didnt......you, my fu family knows im not a player, that i wouldnt play anyone.....im just a confused, emotional wreck, but not a player. anyway he said he wouldnt hurt me just hubbie. his ex wife told me a while back if i hurt sean SHE would kick M

12 Laws Of Karma
-=THE GREAT LAW=- As you sow, so shall you reap. This is also known as the Law of Cause and Effect. Whatever we put out in the Universe is what comes back to us. If what we want is happiness, peace, friendship, love... Then we should BE happy, peaceful, loving, a friend. Negative energy sent out to others will come back to you 10 fold. -=THE LAW OF CREATION=- Life doesn't just HAPPEN, it requires our participation. We are one with the Universe both inside and out. Whatever surrounds us gives us clues to our inner state. BE and DO yourself what you want to have in your life. -=THE LAW OF HUMILITY=- What you refuse to accept, will continue for you. If what we see is an enemy, or someone with a character trait that we find to be negative, then we ourselves are not focused on a higher level of existence. -=THE LAW OF GROWTH=- Wherever you go, there you are. For us to GROW in Spirit it is WE who must change and not the people, places or things around us. The only

Lmfao
One would think that a lounge who is advertising WET T SHIRT CONTESTS would have a bit more of a sense of humor. Not so. Relentless Radio sent out a HUGE bulletin advertising prizes and such, so I thought I would go check it out. Even subscibed to the lounge as soon as I entered. Just as I entered, some stupid b@tch named mami something or other "hit" me with an amish buggy. WTF? So I joked back saying that was just foreplay. What the hell am I SUPPOSED to say? I haven't even gotten my seat warm and that's how I am greeted. She then kept on, 'hitting" me with various objects such as a homemade house. I retorted with "Tell you what, Mami, you raise my silo and I'll fill your barn." Admit it, it's a funny line. That line was immediately deleted. So I said, "F@ck this, I'm outta here." and unsubscribed and left. Then I have some idiot from the room thinking that rating my profile a "1" http://www.fubar.com/user/1418189 You gotta love someone that thinks something like th

Special Beauty
What is beauty? Where is it found? Is it trapped in our soul? Is it in our heart bound? In the mind of the artist In the eye of the beholder Either beauty erupts Or it fizzles and smolders. Beauty comes from within and yet is external beauty is heavenly and yet, infernal.

Here's The Deal
Ok I know alot of you noticed that my account was changed ALOT yesterday. I just needed to take a short break from FU. For some reason I've been getting hit alot with flaggers. I'm used to it once in awhile but damn I was just having an unusual high amount. And I'm not even popular!! lol Well on top of that I had decided to delete a few of my nsfw pics...noticing some of the comments left on them. Some people are just N-A-S-T-Y!! I mean yeah I can be a big pervert, too. But mine is more of a dirty mind kinda thing and it's funny but some of those comments really made me want to puke. They were not only on my nsfw but some on my sfw pics as well. I expect nasty sexual things to be said but DAYUM!!! If you see 50 other people have said something remotely the same then PLEASE do not say it. Leave it for the whores on this site that like that sort of thing. Maybe it will boost their pornish ego a little more but I have a little respect and dignity left for myself. It's why I won't p

My Decision...
In my last blog I said I was going away for a bit. Ive decided Im addicted (lol) and cant but Im SO done with the whole can "I see your pics question". So its simple really. My family is the people on here that mean the most to me. They take the time to look me up on yahoo and/or chat with me on the phone. I know they love me and they know I love them and so my pics are strictly for them. Dont ask me if you're not family. If u wanna take the time to chat and get to know me then we can pic share.... fine. But if you dont... then I really dont need to see yours so you really dont need to see mine.

I Am Fat
I'm fat, phat, thick, rubenesque, zoftig, heavyset, chunky, fat fat fat and D*mn proud of it. If you're confident in your own skin, who cares what anyone else thinks? Love the skin your in. And love to my sisters and the men that love us.

This Is My Perspective
From my and hopefully every mans perspective: we don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it.

Wake Up Call ####
This will make your mad and wonder when are we ever going to get a fair shake from the idiots in Washington? Got the following from a fellow senior who is also upset by this. He received this from a friend who teaches at a college. THIS IS A MUST READ.... WAKE UP This is a subject close to my heart. Do you know that we have adult students at the school where I teach who are not US citizens and who get the PELL grant, which is a federal grant (no pay back required) plus other federal grants to go to school? One student from the Dominican Republic told me that she didn't want me to find a job for her after she finished my program, because she was getting housing from our housing department and she was getting PELL grant which paid for her total tuition and books, plus money left over. She was looking into WAIT which gives students a CREDIT CARD for gas to come to school, and into CARIBE which is a special program for immigrants and it pays for child care and all sort

Soulmates?
i believe we have many soul mates, friends and foes, that travel w/ us thru different carnations(lives). havent there been ppl whom u feel u have met before? as far as one soul mate goes, there may have been an unrequited love in a past life, or alove that was so strong and maybe even taken away, or an enemy u hated deeply ~ either way, its someone u r karmically connected to whom u feel a deep connection to when u meet them. when u feel like u have found your soulmate, it may be that on a spiritual level you have worked thru the bad karma that has kept u apart previously & u have spiritually grown enough to finally enjoy the love u have been searchin for all your lives~ or maybe u r being givin another chance to clear your karma. just remember,life is a journey, not a destination, and there are all kinds of love. and there may be at least one person for everyone or maybe 2~lol~ and always know that if u were givin the chance to love deeply and with all your heart at least once, that y

Goin Mia For A While.
Hey all my beloved friends and the tribal Family. I am goin to be leavin Fubar for a while. Those who have my yahoo you can still get me on there. Those who dont and what to talk you hit me a priv mess and i will hit u up . I will only be jumpin on long enough to check things out and see what is goin on as for that. The tribe yes i no u all r in a contest with me i will still be holdin my part up with that. the contest goes out feb. 3 and i wish you all the best. And i dont no if i will be comin back. Hope all is good with every one. Hug to every one.

I'm Female & Smoke Weed. Obviously This Is A Problem..
So I went out last night .... went on a date. Had a great, fun time, get a message this morning that he doesn't know if we should hangout because I know his brother whos my classmate and he doesn't like that fact of what his brother does or the people he hangs out with. I guess that includes me.. what a faggot. I've never been told this ever.. geeze, I'd like to think MOST guys enjoy me more because I blaze and can post up and play video games. So.. wtf. Obviously I learned today that.. idk yet. I still haven't learned anything. haha.

Hey Come And Play With Us
IMVU - The World's Greatest 3D Chat Hey all here u go here is where i am hangin out at now. so if u would like to hang with me come to my world of fun hugs. purple. hope to see all of you all here. I know there is a few of you all that has joined with my sister and I hope to see a few more. hugs again.

Beckon.
Beckon..... by Andrew Harris ©2001 I saw you so clearly, In my dreams you were there When all things are unknown, You're a breath of fresh air Now come, Oh creator of my smile Gone for so long, Yet here all the while. I slept while you touched me, Engulfed in this bliss My dream seemed more real, With each velvet kiss Following closely, As you lead the way Beneath all the stars, Until night turned to day Your eyes told a story, With no visible end Sweet hands of a lover, Embrace of a friend Together we ventured, In this land that was ours Where we basked in the feeling, And bittersweet showers In my dream we were real, Like the love we had found As I beckon you from afar..... And not make a single sound.

Going Away For A Week
To all my wonderful Fubar friends--- I will be missing in action for a week starting today as I head to Michigan...I may have a chance to check for a few minutes emails but not sure so I say goobye til I return home safely...I hope I don't get lost in the snow..ahhh snow! It's so beautiful here today w/ the sun shining...I wish you all peace and happiness til I return..you all are the greatest friends anyone could ask for. Text Image Generator

Someone Is Trying To Tell Me Something
ok i had one hell of a morning first off i took a shower clean everything off and all i had to do is cleaj my new stud i gotten yesterday will i was pulling the shower head to aim for it since i cant touch it will and the shower head came right off and hit me right in my left eye i almost lost my sight then after words i want to get something to eat at jack in the box and i almost slap and fell on my ass becuse the guy was cleaning the steps at 5am in the damn morning you no they could have did that before the place open up after that i went to target to get soem cat food and other items and jsut when i got out of the store and walk down a few blocks a damn pig was trying to start shit with me for no reason wtf all i was trying to do is go home and do my own thing not just that i even came very close to get hit by a car he came so close to ripping off my leg

Mental Feng Shui
> > ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it > >cheerfully. > > > > TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As > >you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any > >other. > > > > THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you > >have or sleep all you want. > > > > FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it. > > > > FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person > >in the eye. > > > > SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you > >get married. > > > > SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. > > > > EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People > >who don't have dreams don't have much. > > > > NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might > >get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. > > > > TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name > >calling. > > > > ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. > > > > TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. > > > > THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you

Cleaning Out The Cobwebs
Ok its time to clean out my head again to much stuff is building up again. Fitst off Im not showing you my nudes just coz you said hey to me or rated me a 10 it takes a bit more then that. Second off if if I do let you see my nudes please dont leave tasteless commnets! If you do i will delate them no qustions. Unless I flirt with you please dont fill my shout box with Perverted comments I will just ignore you and you will be blocked. This is the only warning you will get. after that dont try and bother me again you will just susscced it piss me off and then I will send My bombing family after you and thats just that. NEXT Topic Dont just friends request me just for my pix. get to knoe me then ask Shit like that pissed me off and Im not going to deal with it I wil just ignore it and go about my bussness. With that a

Holy Sh*t !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
These people have spent alot of time rating me the last 2 days pleaseeeeeeeeeee go at the very least add and fan them. If you helped and weren't listed please let me know. Im extremely sorry if I missed anyone. the bar tap only goes back so far.Let me know and I will add you to this list since I can edit it. Thank you so much everyone listed below. I will return the love but please give me time since there are so many of you. HUGSSSSS and KISSESSSSSSSS TO EACH ONE OF YOU thank you so much for taking time out of your day to help me. LUB YA Bass Tracker---- :) MEMBER OF HOTTIES R US :) ---@ fubar Jwax@ fubar Krysta@ fubar Reverend Mace@ fubar Unforgiven~&~Forsaken@ fubar McPookie@ fubar ~~*~~* Lovely Eyes *~~*~~@ fubar ~Silver Diamond~I'm All the Things in Your Dark That Hide@ fubar jr69@ fubar toesnot@ fubar

Poem By Steve For Me
The cat is out of the bag and I’m telling everyone! I meditated on your soul today. Searching for some hidden clues. I found myself forever changed. The cats out of the bag hun, I know the truth. You were honest with me and I didn’t listen. Told me not to bother falling in love. I thought I could handle this chance I had been given. But with one simple taste, you forever run throughout my blood. You talk about how you hate this life. Wishing you were never born. I look down deep into your eyes. Tell you it’ll be ok there are good things still in store. Anytime I become to close you leave. It feels so empty when you go away. I look for you within my dreams. Try different things to make your image fade. You leave me here and go to other guys. I sit hurt, abandoned and confused. Wondering why you have no desire to be mine. What’s so bad that I’m not good enough for you? Just when I begin to harden and give up. You return to me with loving arms. I try so

Want To Own Me For A Month??
I decided to get in an auction where you have the chance to own me for a month so if you would like to bid on me here is the link For the Winner I Will: Put owned by in my name Rate All Pics and Stash Put a link to you on my page Add You To My Yahoo Add You To My Family Add You to My Msn Daily Gift Daily comment Thanks so much for looking at this and those who bid on me.

My Saving Grace
Did you fall from Heaven ?, or was it just my lucky day?, when I was at my lowest point, you helped me find my way. Never before in life did I ever feel this way, when I opened my heart, you'd come in to stay. You picked me up when I was down, you stood right by my side, you looked down deep in my heart, and found the love I tried to hide. Was it something I said ? or something I did ?, or was it a twist of fate ?, when I asked God for a miracle it'd be you he would create. Now I believe in miracles, and that some do come true, for me the greatest one came The Day that I met you.

Missing You
It seems like it was only yesterday when I held you in my arms , Free from any pain, safe from any harm. I loved you with all my heart, and I hoped you'd be my wife, you took what was once a shell of a man and brought me back to life. But life can be funny, like some kind of game, and when you walked out on me, life was just never the same. I don't know who's fault it is, whether it was yours or mine, I really don't want to know, I don't want to cross that line. I wish I knew what happened, why did things have to change?, life for me without you, seems a little strange. Now no-one ever said, Life would be fair, yet still every time I open the door I hope that you are there.

Mental Attitude
Let us analyze the part that mental attitude plays in our lives and we shall learn how important it is. Your mental attitude is the major factor which attracts people to you in a spirit of friendliness, or repels them, according to whether your attitude is positive or negative; and you are the only person that can determine which it shall be. Mental attitude is a determining factor- perhaps the most improtant factor- as to what results one gets from prayer. It has long been known that when one goes to prayer in a mental attitude swayed by fear, doubt, and anxiety, only negative results are experienced. Only the prayers that are backed by a mental attitude of profound FAITH can be expected to bring positive results. Your mental attitude determines, to a larger extent, whether you find peace of mind or go through life in a state of frustration and misery. Mental attitude controls, very largely, the space one occupies in life, the success one achieves, the friends one makes,

Love Passion Sex.
LOVE what is love? love is the emotions one feel for one another. the feelings of being left breathless and lifeless without each other. the feelings of total uncontrolable emotions of pasion between one of two sexual and unsexual tensions. the flow of unstopable electric current between two and the belief and knowing that nothing is stronger and disbelief that its real and your feeling as much as seeing it with the sight of your own two eyes. PASSION what is passion? passion is the emotions and deep feelings of your lover touching where noone has ever before but sometimes with a physical touching but yet also with the feelings he gives you with the creation of words or sometimes that smallest physical touch. when we say deep passionate sex what do we honestly mean? well we truly mean the feelings in motions that take our breath away each and everytime. the feelings that no matter what anyone else can do for you it will never be the same as what u have at that moment.its not the size o

Gone 4 While
CAUSE OF MY HUBBY SPAZZING AND BREAKING SHIT.I'M TRYING TO GET OUT HERE BY NEXT WEEK. IF I DO WONT BE ON COMP EXEPT TO CHECK MESS. SO IF I HAVE U ON MESS ILL CHECK IT WHEN I CAN IF I HAVE YOUR NUMBER ILL CALL U WHEN I CAN LOVE U ALL RAIN.

Pregnancy
Pregnancy, Estrogen and Women Pregnancy Q &A &more! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a b aby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word "alimony" means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy. Q: Do I have to have a baby shower? A: Not i

Stupid Whopper Commercials
Anyone else sick of these Burger King ‘whopper freakout’ commercials? “Ooh, look how mad people get when they can’t get their whoppers.” No, people don’t give a damn about whoppers, they just don’t like being jerked around and lied to. It’s not like freakin’ heroin, people aren’t going to get the DT’s if they don’t get their daily burger fix, they just don’t appreciate going to the ‘Home of the Whopper’, walking in and seeing signs that still say ‘Get a Whopper Today’, then have some Ashton Kutcher wannabe try to Punk them by saying there’s no more damn whoppers. I don’t care what you’re selling - if the pencil store says they’re out of pencils, or if Domino’s is out of pizza, or if a hooker says she’s out of blowjobs - people are going to be pissed. Great marketing idea too - tell people they can’t get the one thing they want, what’s next - ask for a Whopper and we’ll slash your tires while you wait? “Ooh, look how mad people are because we made them wait for a Whopper.”

The Car Ride
The morning started out beautifully. Blue skies meet us as we started our trip to the cabin. It was hot already and you asked if I could turn on the air conditioner. As we are driving you turn on the radio and with the music begin to dance and sing along. I glance over and see how the cold air from the vents have hardened your nipple's. I look back up to see you have caught me staring and smile. You ask me why the smile and I said the view was very exciting. You grind and sway some more to the radio, smiling devilishly you say hmmm let's see how exciting it can get. You leaned against the door, suddenly your foot is sliding back and forth in my lap. I jumped a bit making you smile more. "Is it hot in here?" you asked and I laugh and say it's getting there. The road was really busy, cars passing everywhere and you began to lift up your skirt. Smiling devilishly at me again at your nakedness underneath. This is going to be a fun trip you exclaim. You notice all of truckers drivi

Dumbasses
Seriously, why do people post heaps of pics that aren't them... Then they claim it's them and have it set as their default but have a salute which is NOTHING like the lovely lil fakes they post. LMAO I mean if you need to get points from being fake then that's just sad. The same goes for men that use a woman's pic to get points. I see why I keep my list small but i'm thinking I have some more deleting to do yet... and yes i'm bitchy but really wtf are you gonna do about it? Delete me I dare you!

Yeah You Idiot Bitch
This little bitch didn't know how to bid in an auction because she outbid herself and all I did was ask WHY and she went off. My goodness. Then she opened her fake profile and rated me 9s. this is the loser: *{The Bitch You Bitche's Love To Hate}*@ fubar this is her fake profile with only her as a friend. pee wee@ fubar · pee wee rated you a '9'! 13 min ago · pee wee rated your photo a '9'! 13 min ago · pee wee rated your photo a '9'! 13 min ago · pee wee rated your photo a '9'! 13 min ago · pee wee just checked you out! 14 min ago The idiot bitch is the ONLY friend on pee wee's profile. She is So stupid she rated me 9s instead of 1s. lol Can we say DUH? She CLAIMS she DOESN'T know PEE WEE... Her words: "...I DO NOT know who the fuck is pee wee I dont know anybody by that name . But i bet you will have something to say about that but if you that just proves you'r a little kids ......." I guess I'm a littl

Angel Of Death
Angel Of Death he sits high on his throne, judging us with his extravagent mind. telling us we better watch our backs, for he is follwing our every move. he is ready to strike, ready to take our life. his weapon is only his mind, for which he strikes with great strife. he was an angel rejected from god, he had passion for anger and never followed orders. he was always interested in death, and always felt as if he were consumed by darkness. Then one day when he felt as if god were a tyrant, he crossed the line, he went to far. god closed his door for faith, which to begin with was barely ajar. he hated everything and he hated everyone. he soon became consumed with darkness and anger, his passion for living no longer existed. He roamed the earth lonely for many years. untill one day a strange being came to him in a quarrling deal. telling him he could rule the earth and control lives. the angel was interested, so h

My Court Hearing
I was pulled over for blowing a stop sign (read my other blog to get the history. Please rate and comment that one as well)I went to court yesterday. I have NOTHING but 40 hours of community service to serve over the next MONTH!!! For a DRIVEING AFTER SUSPENSION and that stop-sign ticket!!!! Do I have a rabbit's foot and a horse-shoe up my ass or what????

Why................
Why........... Life is a never ending freak of time, Twirls and twists. You never know where your going. To far ahead to know where you've been. The faces melt away as you find yourself all alone, The pain grows. Despair settles within, The blood flows throughout your minds eye. You look in the mirror and see the aging, As you wash away the blood upon your hands. Is there an end or is life just a crazy twisted way of pain to endure? Linda Bowers 1-10-08 RIP MY FRIEND PAUL DYE....... MAY YOU FIND YOUR PEACE 1-11-2008 Wish I was to dead to cry The self affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator The masochists to wish I cater You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds Wished I was to dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason My flaws are open season For this I gave up trying One good

Trust In Me(this Was Written June-1-2007
Hey everyone whats up i just need to get a few things off my chest so u guys will know a little more about me.Well i had alot of things happen in my life to me and i feel fucked up alot of times because of that.But anyone whos know me or met me i have a issue with trusting other people and i met a lot of good people in my life and me not trusting them and bein really insecure about things fucked it up.But it kinda sad all my life i had that issue with trust i could neve rcommit to any woman because of bein affraid they will hurt me but i realize finally not all women is like that they are some really great women out there.So soon i will be turning 30 on june 5,and i want my life to go in the right direction and from now on i will trust other people unless i do that i could never have a real relationship with anyone.I want to find that one girl who understand my past and will stand by me becasue i know i am great guy and i could make them very happy i will just need that chance to ahow

The Latest Of My Favorite Quotes
into the darkness goes my sight and of the shadow comes the hell that i have loved and wanted for all time i am about to face the challenge of a lifetime and i hope that the support and the friends that love me are there for me i am joining and leaveing with the army and i will be gone for awhile but i will be brought back and my sight on things will be majorly changed. what will bring me back is the knowledge that i dont face this alone that i have support that is always there for me even if its online and not in person. so i hope that in some way i have helped you al and i hope that you all have been happy while you knew me cause i am going to make myself a better person and to better my life so pls tell me what you think.

People Die And They Come To Me In My Dreams.
You are not me. You can't understand why I cry over the things I do. You have to understand I come from a long line of people who had psychic abilities. I will blog about that at a later time. As for now... I had a horrible dream. Maria. She was a Marine. She disappeared from a camp in NC. I never met her in my life. The dream went like this: I see her face, she was walking down a road and.... this guy... followed her, an evil look in his eyes, she knew him, she knew him well, he had hurt her before, he grabbed her, and he hit her, and he strangled her some, and he hit her with an object... a sharp object on the face... punched her... all sorts of things... and she died. I saw her face... I did not know her name. I woke up from the dream feeling like I had seen it happen for real. How was I to know a few days later, I'd be reading the news on the internet and see her story? How was I to know? I saw her picture, she looked so angelic... wore her heart on her sleeve cautiously so. She ha

Love Wasnt Good Enough....
She left me today....she gave up on us...like my heart meant nothing to her....after all we went through, and all the times we was truely happy....she still says she loves me, yet im not worth even talking too....no more calls, no more games, no more hope....all i ever wanted was to make her happy. i dont want to talk more about it right now, i am crying again, i hate what shes done to me...im a soldier, a really decent guy, i dont diserve someone doing this to me... You said you would never do this to us, and i actually believed you. what a fucking idiot i must be. i fell for it again... go to my myspace if you want to read more, i just cant type anymore right now...

Tell Me What You Think
I was walking along the canal when I came upon the obvious,I am alone in this world!I choose the truth or the lie.Reality is truth.The present this moment, is where truth dwells, lives, resides, is. Anything outside this moment is not truth it is fantasy. Is it insane to dwell outside this moment,That which tries to persuade us to be outside this moment,is it in fact giving us bait to persuade us to go into insanity.The bait can be anything from an attractive person to plan for a later. how many of us accept this bait, leave reality,the present,and go into a fantasy. I was once asked if it is allright to look at a pretty woman? the anserw is yes. it is not right to go into a fantasy about her, now or later. A simple awareness of that person and then the continuation of the task at hand, is what life in reality is. being out of the monent is crazy, is it not? Where do you want to be? We see people being mental often, by walking into things or driving into or over things,just as those mo

1-10-08
CAN I STOP THIS FEELING MY HEART IS SINKING INSIDE U TELL ME THAT ITS OVER ANOTHER LOVE HAS DIED SO I CRAWL BACK INTO MY SHELL BUILD WALLS ALL AROUND RAIN ON THE WINDOWPANE MISERY'S ONLY SOUND WHISKEY STING NOT HELPING AT ALL NOT ENOUGH TO MAKE IT GO AWAY THIS PAIN INSIDE IS INTENSE ALL U HAD TO DO WAS STAY TEARS SWELL LIKE SALTY REMINDERS THAT I HAVE LOST YET AGAIN ONLY CONSOLATION I HAVE U STILL WANNA BE FRIENDS I COULDA MADE U HAPPY LOVE COULDA BLOSSOMED AND GREW THE WORDS TO A FORGOTTEN MELODY AS I SAY GOOD BYE TO YOU

Ball Girls!
Like the shit you're reading? Wanna join Tales from the Mighty Ball Sack and be a Ball Girl? Do a salute with the word balls in it and I will post it in my album and if I get enough salutes I will post your pic on my homepage as well as in this blog each week and you could earn yourself a Vip gift and some fubucks.. not to mention a mass bulletin about you for leveling purposes! Have some fun and keep this blog alive.. Thanks!

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V.. remote because they refuse to walk to the TV. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and

Bid On Me Plz:) Ty
SEXYGIRLBLONDES 2nd time, and maybe last, to be auctioned off Sample some sweet southern charm, SexyGirlBlonde style Click on my pic, and have fun bidding I’m offerring 1.A VOICE MESSAGE TRANSFERED TO YOU WHERE I SAY YOUR NAME 2.A SONG I SING FROM ONE OF MY CD'S TRANFERED TO YOU. 3. 10 SFW PHONE CALLS AT THE TIMES YOU WANT THEM 4. YOUR NAME ON MIND FOR A MONTH 5.I WILL RATE YOUR PIC'S WITH MY 100 11'S FOR A WEEK 6.PIMP YOU OUT IN MY BLOG 7. ADD TO YAHOO MESSENGER 8. YOUR PIC RIPPED TO MY DEFAULT WITH A NICE CAPTION ADDED

Doggy Style: Better Than Sex?
After the discovery of fire, and the invention of the Bacon Double Cheeseburger, Doggy-Style has to be high on the list of greatest discoveries of all time. Far surpassing things like the wheel or electricity…maybe even Mountain Dew! I love the DS, but it isn’t the position I open with. Usually I go for something a bit more traditional, then when the ol boy is lookin good, I’ll spin the gal around and break out the DS as my Mortal Kombat finishing move. Doggy-Style is like a nacho with extra cheese….yes, it’s that good. All experienced doggy-stylers know this - but I feel compelled to share the benefits of the canine-crawl: 1. Front Row Seats! When your drilling away from the back, you have an unobstructed view of the boning. It’s like a live porno, and you’re the star! 2. No Mushy Shit! With your head 2 feet away from her body, you know you’re safe from her wanting to do any of that kissy-wissy bs that girls like. Plus, DS is kinda dirty, so

Requirements For Joining The Family
Family rules for joining the spirit levelers! >Don't join this family because you are in a contest >You cannot enter any contest for 30 day's after joining because of previous scheduled events. > You can't belong to any other bombing family can not be disrespectful to any family member ,treat them as you would want to be treated > You "MUST" have a salute and be a level 5 or higher,Be respectful to all other members,help all members when they are in contest or give aways,when you reach about 20.000 we will put you in a leveling pimp out so that everyone will come and blow your page up and level you fast!We are a "DRAMA FREE" family anyone found causing Drama will be removed at once "NO QUESTIONS ASKED" we will not put up with it!We ask that you repost our bulletins and check the home page daily for new blog postings,we are a bombing family as well so when asked to help out with some comments in a contest or give away please do so!So if you would like to join go to Spirit Levele

Politcally Correct
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS . And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a " BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is " OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "

This Is The Truth
I cannot change the way I am, I never really try, God made me different and unique, I never ask him why. If I appear peculiar, There's nothing I can do, You must accept me as I am, As I've accepted you. God made a casting of each life, Then threw the mold away, Each child is different from the rest, Unlike as night from day. So often we will criticize, The things that others do, But, do you know, they do not think, The same as me and you. So God in all his wisdom, Who knows us all by name, He didn't want us to be bored, That's why we're not the same..." You were born an original. Don't die a copy."( ~John Mason ~)" God has given you one face, and you make yourself another." (~William Shakespeare ~ )" Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else." ( ~Judy Garland )" People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from

Tears Are A Language
As each drop of moisture rolls down my face, it is representation of a moment in my life. Rather it be a sad moment, a painful moment, a happy moment, or for moments that I know are lost forever. They represent dreams that are shattered, promises that are broken, and fears that only an individual can understand. They fall for past relationships, lost friendships, and broken hearts. Tears come when you have so much emotion bottled up inside that something must give in order for your broken soul to have release. The valve has broken and here I am drowning in my own tears of emotion. There is noway to express myself other than to let the liquid pain cover my face....hoping that one day, someone will truly understand the real me. **Thanks to Lynn for proofreading my drunken writing**

Its Funny How..
i think everyone knows someone who wanted and was good enough to do something with themselves..but fucked it up.. you watch them and sometimes you kinda want to help or your like yeah fuck it i dont care lol well a girl that WAS a friend is now in this situation..she claimed we were best friends at one point but i never saw it that way..she put the rest of my real friends down, always lied to me, kept other things from me, fucked my ex, lol i can give a whole damn list.. but anyway this girl was so smart..straight a's 4.0 gpa..she wanted 2 be a lawyer and she could have...but she started to become real slutty and a big coke head..well thats when i cut this great "friendship" off..if you do drugs thats great..im not about to preach lol but it pretty much started this downfall.. her lying became worse..according to my other friends that talked to her..shes ditched them for guys, ditched for drugs, framed one of them with these drugs..she just kept losing friends.. now i hear that sh

She Completes Me
We met and it was true love Not from the sexual side of things But from the instant magnet of two hearts That feeling that rushes over you From looking into someones eyes and seeing them smile To that first touch, where passion runs through your body I will alaways remember that first kiss Where tongues searched and found hidden bliss The feel of your lovers skin That runs so deep like a forrest Wanting to explore and never let go The simple things of giggling and laughing The not wanting to say goodbye Not knowing if this would ever happen again Being able to talk for hours on the phone The hidden place that takes you away from everyday grind Knowing your loved, knowing someone has given you their heart Passion is wonderful thing It can also be the kiss of death Will I ever have that feeling again? Will I ever be as happy as that one fine day that we met Will I ever hold something so close to my heart And will my heart ever let me love like I loved her? I want h

When All Is Lost
What does one do when all is lost When the world leaves you empty And your heart is tossed When you can't find your voice And you want to shout And the tide, it seems Never goes out What can one do when your heart is torn When you look for a rose But find a thorn When you look to the sky but the sun will not rise And you can see, it seems The pain in your eyes What will I do when all is lost When the world leaves me empty And my heart is tossed When I can't find my voice And I want to shout And the tide, it seems Never goes out What will I do

Ok Thats It
Hey, I dont know what the fuck your problem is, but you if wanna start acting funny towards me and act like you dont even know me, fine. I thought I was your friend but then you wanna be a two faced mother fucker and run your mouth about me. Why dont you show some nachos and say it to my mother fucking face! You know thats pretty fucked up but you go ahead and keep pushing it all you want but you better watch your fucking back. You’re a bitch and can't say shit to my face and that really pisses me the fuck off but you know what, its ok because I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching to Geico. This is just a joke, lmfao, but I bet you are PISSED!! Send this to 10 of your friends and see if they get as mad as you and see who gets the maddest

Own Me!!!!!!
hey you all I am in a contest and if you want to own me go show me some lovin' and show me how much you want me!!!! LoL!!!! Just click on the link and it will take you to the contest (auction) page to vote on me!!!! WHO REALLY WANTS ME??????

Tired
You tell me I’m great I’m someone special You can’t understand why I’m single We meet, you fuck me, your gone I’m tired being nothing I sit here, alone Night after night Dreaming of someone, who i don’t know Wishing that something better was out there I’m tired of being alone I feel a pain with every breath I feel hallow and empty No hope left to fill the void Deep breath, stabbing pain I’m tired of hurting I want to know if love exists Imaging someone saying the words That someone means them That I can be loved I’m tired of being unlovable

A Good Man
I would just like to find one guy out there that knows how to treat a woman right. I have only found the guys that know how to beat on a woman or cheat on them... And now i know that it will be harder to find a decent guy because i have a child. Most men sees a single mom and run. I just want one guy who wants to be with me and only me and doesnt put their hands on me and of course they will have to except my daughter. So if anyone knows where there are some decent gusy please let me know....

Women Are Crazy (you Have To Read This)
The FBI had an opening for an assassin. After all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists; two men and a woman. For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair. . . Kill her!!" The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home." The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes. The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife." The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home." Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room. S

Something To Offend Everyone!
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE! What is! the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? ! Because it's worth it. Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intenti

****just One Minute Of Real Love****
Sometimes when you Love Someone with all You are...Heart, Mind, Body and Soul, You start wanting to protect them and spare them from any Hurts, Rain or Troubles. It comes from Wanting the Best for them and willing to Turn the World Upside down for them. It is an ureal expectation and even though your mind knows this, your Heart still tells you to try Everything to help them and spare them any Pain. You try to find solutions for their problems when all they may need is your silent support. Even words used to comfort can come back and bite you in the ass because you are in a different place then they are and are in a different mindset even though you struggle mightly to be next to them. Hell, you would even take a bullet for them if you could to spare them. I am learning about Real and True Love. ....Peace

For Sin-how To Become Red
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

Well Here It Is I Will Forward It To You If You Like
from: Lord Wolf- Wolves of Wiccan Society,Seeking Comment Bombers.Link in Blog date: 2008-01-12 16:59:01 subject: Your Sister Raised a Stink? read receipt: No replied: No block user I heard about it from Deanna.Your 55 yrs old when are u gonna learn to stand on 2 feet.This is Virtual Realality Most of us this is our last thing before death.Sassy tells everyone your a Simpleton a moron.Your not all there.Your a hell of a Leveler VIP u desire to come here your welcome I'm not the ass I once was.I will be you friend.But this is not the KOW where Drama Rules.This is Spirit Warrior~W.W.S..Now stand on your own 2 feet Please Cathy Be Proud

Sexy Girl Of Fubar
Did you want to be called the Sexy Girl On Fubar!! I would Like to start this ASAP. I need to know who would like to be in it. I will be taking sing up for this at fubar. Just send me a private message! Letting me know you want to be in it.

A Conversation Between Me... And My Dick
+Bauer+: Whoa, whats up man? Whats got you standing up? My Dick: You have been drinking all night, this is when I take over. By the way, cut back on the Crown Royal buddy or I will be sitting right back down. Anyway, whats the haps? Am I working tonight? +Bauer+: Outlook not good. I was talking to that one girl and she seemed pretty flirtatious, but she has a boyfriend. My Dick: Yeah, I almost got up for that. Anything else? +Bauer+: I'm tired, I think I am gonna call it a night. My Dick: Fuck that, its time to take one for the team. Just grab the phone, and I will do the typing.... Not literally you drunk asshole, just type my thoughts. (Text sent: I need a place to crash tonight, my place is too far) +Bauer+: Dude, we live a mile from here. Oh wait, we got two texts back. One said her couch is open and the other said she could use a snuggle partner. My Dick: We have a winner! +Bauer+: Eh, she is OK, but not really my type. Lets j

Pray For All That Is In Irac
If you read this, you will forward it on. You just won't be able to stop yourself. The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired,tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than washhis father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. H

Friends? Fans? Lmao! Right!
Check this out! So, Ive been here for over 3 years now. The other day, I'm watching in the "My Bar Tab". Im seeing all this activity of flashing 11's & cherry bombs going off. SO, I wait,... ...For the commotion to settle down. It goes on for most the day on into the night. So I wait. So, I put in my status,... I wanted to see just 5 people on my page. I wait. 1 person showed up. I looked at my list, it says I have 10,141 friends. I Laugh! So I look at Fans. There are 10,200 I laugh some more. Then I see how many Im fans of. its 10,347 I have the regular good old fashioned 11s that come w/a vip. Though Im just one of many who are in this position. So,... WTF?!?!?!?! Just saying. I sure I'm speak for many of us here.

Update On My Niece
I talked to my brother-in-law earlier and Kylie is doing well today, so far no seizures today. Thank you to all who have been praying and thank you for your continued prayers, please continue to pray and have your friends/family pray as well. We still don't know why she's been having them, and are praying they can find out soon, we're also praying that the medicine continues to work this time and not have to raise the dose again or change medicine again. I have two photos of her in a folder if you have not seen them yet feel free to check them out, one is from my daughter's birthday the other is from this past Sunday of her at the hospital. Thank you again from the bottom of my heart for your prayers for my darling niece.

Poems For Men And Woman
Womans Poem: Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks befo re he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge tits who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit!

Is This True Guys?
things most females don't know --Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! --"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. --Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. --Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. --Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. --Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're, goin for the lether-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. --A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. --Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. --Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. --Guys get jealous easily. --Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. --Giving a guy a h

Every Second Beat
If I had a thousand pages, I could never name them all, The reasons that I love you, For the list would be too tall. I love you for the melody, I hear within your voice. The way your blue eyes hold me, A captive, but by choice. I love you for your gentle hands, That melt away my pain. I love you for your loving heart, That made mine beat again. I love you for your loving smile, With which my old heart soars. These are some of the reasons, Every second beat is yours. g07

When I Look Up At The Stars
I gazed in your eyes, Such a beautiful blue; My heart whispered to me, And that’s right when I knew; The waves had ceased crashing, On the sand at our feet; Time had stopped passing, My search was complete; I finally discovered, What I'd known all along; A mystery uncovered, That just couldn't be wrong; It wasn't our first kiss, Nor' the day that we met; But I realized something, I will never forget; With the stars shining brightly, From high up above; I'd one word to describe it, That word, is love. I knew then these feelings, For my sweetheart were true; The girl of my dreams, And my soulmate, is you. g.0.7

What A Mess!!!
I have been with my b/f (Stuart) now for 4 yrs and in the 4 yrs he has driven a truck OTR. At first I used to bitch, moan, and groan that he wasn't home on holidays, or that we couldn't plan anything. This past year has been a little better in the fact he is out for 5 to 6 days and not for 2 to 3 weeks. His home time is 36 hours normally unless something comes up that he has to be here. Now most of you that know me already know that my life doesn't really suck , I'm not necessarily mistreated and I can even step up and say there are worse women off than myself. so this is my bitch, He is obsessed with money to the point I'm not on the checking account because he thinks I will spend every last dime he earns. Which i laugh at this because I am the type to spend maybe 10 dollars on a pair of sunglasses and he will spend 50 dollars on his loose them and replace them with the same brand. The money issue has repeatedly came up due to my Dr's bills lately and he hasn't come right out and

New Blog Feature!
Need some extra fubucks? Well here's the deal this is a new feature called picture caption, and rules are: Im going to post a pic each week and the person who writes the best caption, will win 1,000 fubucks. Also, if you refer people to this blog and they drop me an email, saying who you are and you refered them I will give you 10,000 fubucks! Lets have fun with this and see what we come up with~

Sad Day Today
woke up this morning knowing the afternoon would bring uncontrollable tears .. and emotions i had buried very deep .. a couple of years ago .. Today i had to put down my sisters pup .. she just couldn't do it .. she wanted to remember her as the happy little soul .. that loved going for walks . going for rides and eating her beloved cookies ..not the cancer ridden pup that couldn't even climb up on the couch .. or eat her favorite kibbles and bits .. I gathered up all my strength .. as i had taken this walk what seemed just a short time ago taking my own lil girl to be put down and it broke my heart more than i can say .. I thank God for the sweet people that work at the vet .. Johanna came and sat with me for a few mins before we took her to the back room .. the Vet ( lori) came out and we just had a big hug session .. and shed some tears .. for all the furry babies we've all lost over the years .. Johanna and i walked back to the room .. its a small room .. with a rocker

A Moment
"Time is not on our side. It is not our friend, nor confidant. It is our ever lasting enemy. A worse enemy at that, which neither of us could ever equal up to. It seeks our recognition in this way, by showing us the worst it can do to us, that neither of us could rival. The reason for this, is because it does not like to be wasted. It is insulted when one assumes that there is much of it. And we have done this, if nothing else, for far too long. It is because of this, I ask you to be brave enough to come forth. As a man, as a General, as a first and foremost, a Soldier. To show your hand, and reveal your intent, and help decide this war, Before time does so for us. I know you will look at this as a ploy. There is no denying that I would as well. But in a very short amount of time, you will see with your own eyes, that I am wasting no more, of what precious little we have. Till we meet upon the field of battle. General Inson Elle." ___ In the history of the world, ther

Starbucks Suxs!
PLEASE Read! It is a damned shame that an American Company would do this! I will NEVER buy another one of their products as long as I live. Thanks, Frank ************************************************** Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and

Update On My Dog
Well lets start by saying I'm pissed and upset ... My dog Roscoe passed away through the night not from the infection or the mange but from the wrong dosage given by the vet they told us to give Roscoe 1 ml of the Ivermectim daily ..Well we started his meds on Friday and he was a happy puppy all wk he was doing so much better walking around eating and almost back to normal except the no hair and scabs part. Well by Sunday he wasn't moving or eating Monday I was forcing water with a syringe in his mouth. I called the vet and they said we are so sorry but we mis dosed him he should have only received 1/2 ml ..if you can bring him in we can give him an IV but thats it..WTF ... so instead I kept him home and babied him and gave him warmth water and love .. I wasn't about to take him back to people who put him on his death bed ... I know some vets help But ours didn't in this vase they cause the wrong dosage and than didn't want to do anything to help ... He went in to toxicity around 11 y

We Can Do It
Please help us out....we need 200 rates thats it thats all....click on the green SHARE THIS link and help me spread the word and get points doing it too :D THIS IS MY GOOD FRIEND MISTERFEET...HE IS IN HIS FIRST CONTEST EVER...NO BOMBING...ALL I AM ASKING OF YOU IS TO CLICK THE LINK AND RATE THE PIC...THATS IT THATS ALL :D THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH PLEASE REPOST THIS FOR ME

Reach For Me
Reach for me in the still of night, when shadows fall and darkness calls. Hold me close and I will be your solid ground. I will stand firm beneath you when the earth shifts away. I will be your strength when you weaken. I will be your speed when you falter. I will be your calm when all around you is chaos. I will be your laughter when tears threaten to consume you. I will be your love when hate spreads its black fingers into your mind. I will be your hope when fear creeps in on silent feet. I will be your forever when fickle time races away. I will be your comfort, your solace, your respite, your deliverance, If you will only reach for me.

Should Children Witness Childbirth
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!"

Bollocks!
Yesterday at work I dropped a package on my foot. It was bloody sore, but as I only had an hour and half of my shift left, I bit through the pain until home time. So, I get home from work and take off my shoes only to discover that the big toe on my right foot had swollen to the size of a plum and had turned a lovely shade of black/deep purple. My wife was determined that I should go to the ER, but being a guy I thought "fuck it, it's just a flesh wound, I'll live". Well, the pain just kept getting worse, the...erm... self medication wasn't helping either. After a sleepless night, in which I was in constant agonising pain, I decided to visit the nurse at my local health center. She took one look at it and told me it was probably broken, but sent me for an x-ray. Nobody offered me drugs, and after the whole poking and prodding of my toe to "check where the pain is" my toe was even fucking sorer. The x-ray came back and showed that I'd entirely shattered the tip of my big toe (I t

Brand New Social Concept Website!
So those of you who I'm friended with on here may have noticed my being pretty much behind the scenes since around October. It's because I've been working on a new website with some of the other people here and we released it today!! http://www.zoorag.com It's a celebrity gossip site. So, if that's you're thing, have at it :) -eric

He Won Thank You All
Thank You to ALL OUR FRIENDS If You all hadn’t helped, I would never of been able to do it alone. I so want to thank my families CLUB FAR, DSC, I.B.I.C. and LOL for being patient with me this past week with me not showing the love the deserve… Jimmy will be so happy when he gets home on Friday We both Thank you from the bottom of our heart…..PLEASE SHOW THESE AWESOME PEOPLE A LOT OF LOVE THEY SO DESERVE IT ~*"Lil Rebel Redneck" Supports The Troops*~*~Member of LOL Family*~@ fubar Kinkstar Sin *READ PROFILE* Fu Owned* LOL Family@ fubar ~!~ BobbyT645~!~HÈHßÈR õҒ T.M.Ä.Ғ. ~!~@ fubar DGAZ/Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar babydoll@ fubar Big Wyll * LOL Family*Dallas Cowboys Player*@ fubar ~Cynde~member of LOL Family~@ fubar NoCtUrNaL MiStReSs~Fu Wife to SoUl BlEeD~Got-R-Did Bombers~ReBeLs RuLe

Problems At The Workplace
UGH...... DO I EVEN WANT TO GO HERE??? WELL I'VE STARTED, AND I DON'T LIKE TO START SOMETHING AND NOT FINISH IT, SO I THINK ILL TACKLE THIS! OMG!!! ONE CAN FIND SOME REAL CHARACTERS IN THE WORKPLACE. THERE'S THE PERSON WHO WANTS TO BE IN EVERYONE'S BUSINESS BECAUSE THEY HAVE NONE OF THEIR OWN. THEN THERE'S THE PERSON WHO TELLS YOU NUMEROUS TIMES THEY CAN BE TRUSTED AND WON'T REPEAT ANYTHING YOU TELL THEM AND AS SOON AS YOU LEAVE THEIR PRESENCE THEY ARE TELLING EVERYONE, EVERYTHING. THERE'S ALWAYS THAT HITLERESQUE BOSS WHO ALWAYS FEELS THE NEED TO REMIND YOU THAT THEY ARE YOUR BOSS. FOR EXAMPLE I HAD A BOSS WHO CALLED ME INTO THEIR OFFICE HERE THEY SAT BY THEIR DESK WITH THE TRASHCAN BESIDE THEM, BUT CALLS ME OVER THEY BALL UP A PIECE OF PAPER AND HOLDS OUT THEIR HAND FOR ME TO THROW THE PIECE OF PAPER AWAY AS IF THEY COULDN'T HAVE DONE IT ON THEIR OWN!!!! WHAT KIND OF PERSON DOES STUFF LIKE THAT??? I MEAN REALLY!!!! THEN THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO ISN'T THE BOSS, BUT WANTS TO BE SO TH

I Need All The Help I Can Get
Ok the people that know me are well aware of how pc illiterate and what's worse is my illiteracy is 10 times as bad on fubar.Now I have come quite a ways since I signed on 7 months ago,I managed to put a pic up and I have got me some points which is no small feat if u know me lol.I am grateful to the people that rated my pics and I want to return the favoe but I'm sooooooooo lost on here so be patient with me,in fact give me all the help u can cause I need it.And while your at it I want some more points so give me all your points ok thanks.I want to get to the next level I'm tired of being freshmeat!!

Lent Approacheth
So, erm, it's less than three weeks until the Christian tradition of Lent, in which to mark the time Christ spent in the desert being tempted prior to his ministry, some Christians give up some chocolate or something. For the past few years I've drawn up a big list of stuff I give up, mainly of the food variety, which not only does me a bit of good on the self-denial front and hopefully lets me focus a bit on religious stuff, but has also seen me usually drop a stone every year. Mmmmmm, slim kins.... Anyway, I mention it only to draw attention to the fact that I quit social use of the internet over the same period, esp. "Social Networking" sites. So, urm, I'm not gonna be about after a couple of weeks ... if anyone cares...

Poem 1
Ok, so I came across a few poems I wrote awhile back, when I was in a very dark place...as glad as I am that period of my life is over, I still think my poems are pretty good, so I decided to post a few of them... Life unedited Solitude, Solitaire play the game if you dare alone in the mirror i glare this broken reflection i'm forced to stare cut a vein for freedom, no one cares whats life for if you're not living? what sin is so bad its beyond forgiving? in the pool of sorrow i'm slowly sinking can't shake this off anymore, can't stop thinking of the brief time in my life when i didn't covet the knife when love was reality, not fantasy before you told me we can't be cause i can't breathe anymore this hollowness corrodes me right to the core i don't understand why its gotta be this way nothing i can do, no matter how i pray the ties that bind, i broke them words i shouldn't have spoken, i spoke them i threw it away...i killed myself

Bad Dream
We where heading home an it was snowing we where on the right hand side I was in the passenger seat Brittany was driving Ashley was behind me Brittany just about lost it an I freaked out a lil Brittany luafed a lil an was like I got it an the she corrected it an we where coming to a drop off on the side of the road an Brittany started to lost it an I said slow down please an she said I got it there was the side an she lost it we whent over an Brittany was screaming an so was Ashley we where going down hit front passenger side came back over I came lose an flipped on top an I came out the car a lil an I started to get out as soon as I got out an tried to see if I could get anyone eles out it started to slid agin I tried to hold it an couldnting so I got back in the car at that moment I knew I was going to die but I didn’t care I wanted to be with the ones I loved an make sure they where ok an I held on as best I could where I was in

The Dream (new Poem)
I don’t want to wake up. I can sense reality around me- bringing me back from sweetness- How can I send it away? I’m not ready to leave you. Your arms so tight around me; the safest I’ve ever been. Your lips so soft they tickle as they cross mine- the anticipation kills me- please kiss me. Your voice in my ear whispering everything I need to hear… You love me, you want me, you need me. Say it again so I know it’s not a dream. I don’t want to wake up. I know you’ll be gone- leaving me here to face another day- How can I send it away? I’m not ready to face it. You know me; sensing I need to be held. You relax me- running your fingers gently across my face- Across my lips… down my neck You hear me; listening to my world. My life. Wanting to be a part of it. Say it again so I know it’s not a dream. I don’t want to wake up. In my dreams you are here with me- And the day is long without you. How can I send it away? I’m not ready to leave you.

About Me
CHAPTER ONE I will start during the time my parents, both from Switzerland moved to South America,Peru because my father had a job offer. 3 months later, on July the 13th 1970 I was born in Lima. At home we always spoke german, my parents were learning spanish so I grew up bilingual. I was 4 when I recieved the gift of having a brother, I loved and still love him to bits, even though when he was little he used to drive me crazy opening all the toys to see how they worked inside, of course, he could never put them back together again.......lol When I was 8 my parents decided to move back to Switzerland, I liked living there, but unfortunatedly we returned to Peru 3 years later. I went to a swiss school, always had good grades, even without much studiying and had a few very good friends, but socially I was shy which some people considered aloof. I wasn´t a troublemaker, wasn´t a leader, more of a follower. But I had fun in my own way. Around 12 I started readin

About Me 2
CHAPTER NUMBER TWO Allright, I was 21, a newlywed city girl that spoke Spanish and German, only basic English I picked up in school and I was suddenly going to live in Indonesia on the Island of Sumatra,in a small town called Prabumulih(south Sumatra) I doubt you can find it in a map. It is a very small town, one street only, muslim country, not strict though, I could wear t shirts and did not have to cover myself, I was the only "white woman" there. But there was oil, so my husband was needed there. Now, I do have a big nose which growing up always bothered me and I heard many jokes about it, but suddenly here, everybody loved my nose and they were not shy to point it out, complete strangers looking at me and giving me the thumbs up for my nose. I didn´t get it, but soon I was told that because of their ethnicity their noses were very small and the glasses tended to fall down,no wonder they wanted mine....lol....They called my nose Manchung. So if I heard that word, I knew they

It Never Rains....
I've suddenly come to realize one of the worst pains. When you want something, or more importantly - someone, and you can't have it. I'm 26, hopefully going on 27, and I've only just today come to terms with the fact that I'm not going to be with the one person I'm in love with. I don't want peoples sympathy, I don't want people to comment on how sorry they are for me but I've had a lot of shit go on in my life. I'm totally aware that there are people out there that have infinately worse lives than me and will continue to have shitty lives but I've had my fair share of crap come my way. Having said that, I've also had my good times. I've had a steak dinner at the Eiffel Tower. I've rowed a boat in Central Park NY. I've swam with dolphins in Jamaica. I've jumped from a plane at 13,000ft for charity (ironically it was for Cancer Research). On one hand, I've had things happen to me that I wouldn't wish on anyone. On the other, I've experienced things that most people never wi

Futard Chapter One....
I meet alot of interesting people on here but Karupt69@fubar was by far the most interesting I've met in a while. He's one of the most ANNOYING people I've come across.. lol! If you add him be prepared for him to get pissed with you if you don't go through all of his pics and comment every single one... he also COMPLAINED to me that I was too covered up in my pics and should show more skin... what an ASS.

Oh For The Love Of Everything Unholy Why
okay i had an odd random though in the shower why when you rent an apartment do they call it a securit deposit are the afirad your gonn steal it why not just call it what it is. a "dont fuck our shit up or will fuck you right back deposit" just saying am i the onlt one that thinks this?

This Guy Is Getting On My Nerves
SLAPPSHOT8 AGAIN. UD THINK WITH THE WAY HE LOOKED .HE WOULDNT SAY THESE THINGS Vickie, OMG you need so major help if you like I will look for an awesome shrink for your help?..look at you ohhh thats right you cant because you broke ALL the mirrors in the world..what you also need is a really good plastic surgen I can look for the best in the world & its NP for me to do for you..why do you speak of your self like that as being so dam ungly?.ohhh thats right because every 1 hides & runs from you & that such wicked sick looking old face & a ran down broken body that saggs is that why they all run also from you?..I bet they do ohhh thats right I remembered what you told me that you have them blind folded so that they dont see the MOST SCARY THONG IN THOS WORLD & hey thats k as long as it works for you..hey there you go again I hear you singing & beatting it again beat it beat it..time for you to get that such nasty face & so saggie bidy fixed so that many wont have a any more heartat

Oddly Interesting
reflection is one of my most favorite pass times... and I have reflected upon the last year with a smile upon my face as the new year is off to a good start. Tis time to part ways with people I have collected. People i find important to me but have had very little contact with. A good portion of the lack of communication is my own fault. If I wasn't so moody at times withdrawing from everyone to regroup and find myself, or just lacking energy to make the time for everyone. It happens. So as i watch friends drop like flies and have found myself less and less interested in forcing conversations I have decided to let go and wish others the best :) There are a distinct few who I will never let go no matter what and hopefully they know that and understand my time not spent online isnt because they bore me or require too much of my time...i am simply logging out and living life. Funny that too! I am not having withdrawals or feeling i am lacking anything, I am reading books, cooking me

Free Hugs
Juan Mann. Have you heard his story? I heard it a while ago and thought that I would share with anyone who cares to read. Juan was returning home to Sydney from London and when he arrived at the airport he saw the other passengers being greeted by their loved ones. This is what he felt in his words. Standing there in the arrivals terminal, watching other passengers meeting their waiting friends and family, with open arms and smiling faces, hugging and laughing together, I wanted someone out there to be waiting for me. To be happy to see me. To smile at me. To hug me. So he went and got a piece of cardboard made a sign saying FREE HUGS and stood at one of the busiest pedestrian intersections in Australia and stood there. And waited. This is what he says happened. And for 15 minutes, people just stared right through me. The first person who stopped, tapped me on the shoulder and told me how her dog had just died that morning. How that morning had been the one year anniversar

Going Away
THIS WEEKEND I AM GOING TO STAY WITH MY GRANDMOTHER WHO HAS BEEN ILL AND WILL NOT HAVE ACCESS TO COMPUTER SO I WANTED MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO KNOW I HAVE NOT DISSAPPEARED SINCE I AM HERE EVERYDAY LEAVING LOVE SO LEAVE ME SOME LOVE AND I WILL RETURN IT WHEN I GET HOME ON SUNDAY THANKS TO YOU ALL HAVE AN AWESOME WEEKEND..MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

What The Fuck Is This Fash Shit
I uploaded this restart i still get it.I hadto disable to get in. If you're reading this page, you probably have an old version of Adobe's Flash Player installed inside your web browser. Because of a *MAJOR* security hole in this plugin, you *MUST* upgrade the plugin to continue using fubar. If you don't, your account may be compromised and bad people might trick you into doing things you really dont want to do... Follow the red link to Adobe's Homepage and install the newest version of THE FREE Adobe Flash Player and restart your web browser. It should only take a few minutes. If it asks you to pay for something, you can't follow directions and you're installing the wrong thing. -mike Need help? Check out the Support Lounge and get answers! If you have upgraded and you keep getting this message, or if you don't want to upgrade and want other people to have access to your fubar account and your computer, click the button below to temporarily override the safety

Bdsm Warning! Please Read
John Doe strode into the bedroom , wearing His leather Postal Worker's uniform. He sneered at the bound and gagged figure on the bed, as He reached into His latex mail bag. Jane Doe, a 29 year old schoolgirl, looked up at her Master, her eyes a mixture of fear and desire. She gasped as He brought a knife with a 9 ~ inch blade out of the bag. "I saw something on the Internet which I want us to try," He said sternly, "Are you willing?" Jane nodded eagerly and mumbled, "yeff Mather". John smiled as He bent close and cut her free of her bonds. "Strip", He ordered as He began to remove His own clothes.. Jane quickly complied, wondering what new delights her beloved Master had in store for her. "Lay back on the bed", He commanded. Jane did so. John then laid on top of her. "Tonight my dear", He whispered while reaching for the light switch.. "We are going ........... Vanilla!" "NOOOOOOoooooooooo", cried Jane as the room plunged into darkness. The a

Check These People Out..
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Man Accused Of Throwing Child Onto Freeway Arrested
HONOLULU -- Honolulu police said they are investigating the death of a baby on the H-1 Freeway. Witnesses said that they saw a man throw the infant from the Miller Street pedestrian overpass, but police said they are not sure if the child was alive or dead when the man threw the child. It appears the child was hit by at least two cars, officials said. Police arrested Matthew M. Higa, 23, nearby on Prospect Street. They took him to the Honolulu Police Department's cellblock. The man was wearing hospital scrubs. Officials from Queen's Medical Center, which is located near the scene, said he is not a patient. As the man was taken away by police, he yelled, "Thank you for everything" to KITV camera crews. Police said they are not sure where the infant came from, and they are checking local day care facilities in the area to see if anyone is missing a child. H-1 Freeway was closed at the Vineyard Boulevard off-ramp, routing traffic onto city streets. Police reopened all la

We Need A Leader Like This
Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. Separately, Howard angered some Australian Muslims on Wednesday by saying he supported spy agencies monitoring the nation's mosques. Quote: 'IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS , MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali , we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians, as we have never seen before.' 'This culture has been developed over two centuries of struggles, trials and victories by millions of men and women who have sought freedom.' 'We speak mainly ENGLISH … not Spanish, Lebanese, Arabic, Chinese, Japanese, Russian, or any other language. Therefore, if you wish to become part of our society, then you have no choice but to learn "our" l

Won't Back Down By Mat Kearney
You woke the morning up Running off the darkest night The longest light I've seen Here goes a chance I know Cashing in on all my chips Let all my ships come fly These days, a little bit longer than the last And all of your ways, a little bit stronger than the past And your light, found my bottle in the night Gave me second life, kept me in this fight And I won't back down And I won't turn around and around And I won't back down Doesn't matter what comes crashing down I'm still gonna stand on solid ground You found me once and for all I laid it down in the sinking ground The hopeless undertow Singing out the gentle sound Rattling through my smoking screens My broken dreams last night These days, a little bit longer than the last And all of your ways, a little bit stronger than the past And all of your light, found my bottle in the night Kept me in this fight, gave me second life, And I won't back down I won't turn around and around And I won't back d

A Other Brick In The Wall
The heart,such a small organ in our body but its the one to take the most pain . We start out trying to protect our heart by putting and band aid on...then wrap it in bandages,but it gets hurt again.We start building a cute privacy fence around it,and it gets hurt again. Every time we leave a gap open,somebody will come in,we welcome them just to be hurt again. Now we start building a brick wall,and with every pain,we add one brick more to the wall. So,i'm sitting here,adding a few bricks more to my wall around my heart,just to realize that the next person in my life better be an expert in C4 to get through this wall.

Mid Life Crisis, Maybe?
The other day someone asked me to describe myself but not with the usual stuff like what movies I like, what kinda music I like, things of that nature and I was at a complete loss. I have no clue who I am. I have gone so long in life as someone's wife and mother I seem to have forgotten who the real "Katie" is. I often joke and tell my family and friends it's not if I lose my mind but when and I honestly think that time is drawing near. So if this is my mid life crisis, does this mean I can go buy a sports car and sleep with a young hot guy? I'd settle for just hiding out somewhere to just try to figure out who I really am.

Guilt Trips
I was raised in a home where guilt was used as a method of control. Then one day i had an epiphany. Let me explain. Guilt is an emotion. Just like Love is an emotion. Now it is common knowledge that you can't make someone feel love. They either love you or they don't. No more, no less. Now, if Love and Guilt are both emotions, and you can't make somoene feel Love, wouldn't it stand to reason that you can't make someone feel guilt? Yeah I know there are going to be someone of you that say "It isn't that they make you feel it, they convince you of it." But that logic still doesn't hold up. No one can convince me that I love someone. I either do or I don't. So why can't Guilt work the same way? Just because someone says you are guilty, that doesn't mean you actually are. Step back and use your conscience. That's why you have it. If you can scincerly look at the situation in which you are being accused and say that you haven't done anything wrong, then don't assum

Try Starting Something That Won't Finish!!!!
Autism/Asperger's Train Help Spread Awareness One Person At A Time! Please Copy One Of These Picture Below & Put On Your Profile!!! Heya! My Name is Krystal (EchoAngel). I have an 8 year old son named Jaren. I don't have to tell you that he is my life. My son was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome AKA High Functioning Autism at 3 years old. He isn't stupid, actually quite the opposite, he is brilliant. He has faced a lot of challenges including delayed social skills, facial & vocal cues and body language cues were also some things that were hard for him to catch on. Fortunately, Jaren was diagnosed early and had an advantage that many children didn't. He is overcoming all obstacles one by one. Now he has also learned that everyone has things about themselves that they want to change and in time and with hard work, we all can do anything, not just children with extra challenges. He is learning what his strengths and weaknesses are. His speech skills are years ahead as well a

Leaders V.s. Followers
LEADERS V.S. FOLLOWERS When leaders make a mistake, they say, "I was wrong." When followers make mistakes, they say, "It wasn't my fault." A leader works harder than a follower and has more time; a follower is always "too busy" to do what is necessary. A leader goes through a problem; a follower goes around it and never gets past it. A leader makes and keeps commitments; a follower makes and forgets promises. A leader says, "I'm good, but not as good as I ought to be;" a follower says, "I'm not as bad as a lot of other people." Leaders listen; followers just wait until it's their turn to talk. Leaders respect those who are superior to them and tries to learn something from them; followers resent those who are superior to them and try to find chinks in their armor. Leaders feel responsible for more than their job; followers say, "I only work here." A leader says, "There ought to be a better way to do this;" followers say, "

We've Only Just Begun
we've only just begun to live White lace and promises A kiss for luck and we're on our way We've only just begun Before the rising sun we fly So many roads to choose We start our walking And learn to run And yes! we've only just begun (*) sharin' horizons that are new to us Watchin' the signs along the way Talkin' it over just the two of us Workin' together day to day, together (**) and when the evening comes we smile So much of life ahead We'll find a place where there's room to grow And yes! we've only just begun

Drunkin Poem
Into light i have been caste, The pain taken away from my past, where once hatred ruled, My mind and heart is now cooled, With tenderness i was brought foreth, Now i must walk upon this new course, As the sun shines bright, Now i know i dont have to fight.

Good Men
Have you ever looked back on a situation and wondered what you could have done differen't. I had to do that today. This evening in my appartment complex two men got attack, by my best guess, for gang violence. It all started when I heard crys for help from the Parking lot. At first I wanted to rush out and help the guy, but then I heard other voices yelling, And these were not crys for help. So I got scared and called the cops. I continued to listen and watch as I relayed information to the 911 dispatcher. As I watched another individual got involved trying to help the first person. By the time the cops got there the agressors had already vanished. It makes me wonder if I had gotten involved would the Attackers have gotten away. Should I have faced my fears and helped. Or did I do the right thing by staying out of it. All I have to say is at least I did something, for the biggest sin anyone can face, Is when Good Men watch and do Nothing. May you all have better dreams than I will this

Motley Crue
MOTLEY CRUE Mick Mars After his family relocated from Indiana to California, Deal dropped out of high school and began playing guitar in a series of unsuccessful blues based rock bands throughout the seventies, taking on menial day jobs to make ends meet. After nearly a decade of frustration with the California music scene, the 30 year-old Deal reinvented himself, changing his stage name to Mick Mars and dying his hair jet black, hoping for a fresh start. In April of 1981 he composed a want-ad in the Los Angeles "Recycler" newspaper that read, "Loud, rude, and aggressive guitar player available". Nikki Sixx and Tommy Lee contacted him and the three decided to form a band together. Upon Mick's prodding, they persuaded local Rock Candy singer/frontman Vince Neil to hop on board. It was Mars' suggestion that the band be called Mötley Crüe, a name that had stuck in Mars' head when he saw his old band White Horse sitting in a room all together, stating "isn't this a Motley Looking

Huh? Wha? Right... Yeah....
Full Name: Sarah G. Segura Eye Color: Hazel Hair Color: midnight blue/black Height: 5'8-ish Shoe Size: 10 Ring Size: 7 1/2-8 Heritage: melting pot Graduating Year: 2000 Birthdate: 10..09..81 Zodiac Sign: libra Concert: violent femmes at bogarts in cinci :) and rilo kiley in orlando :) Best Friend: sean and tyra Crush: i have my crush does that still count? Pet: dont have one but would like to have another mastiff Sport: soccer or if i'm feelin lazy then golf...lol Sky Dived: Not yet, will when i am ready to die... Bungee Jumped: nope, just jumped... Gone out of the Country: Yes to canada for school Beaten Someone Up: uh yeah but i didnt want to. Gotten Beat Up: yeah and again didnt want to...lol Killed an Animal: dont think so... might have killed a frog or something while driving, those suckers are EVERYWHERE!!! Swam in the Ocean: Yes Broke the Law: Yes Smoked: Yes Chewed Tobacco: ewww no Drank: Y

Simplicity
Butterflies dart about Within my soul Casting tiny shadows Like a mirror ball in the sun. A warmth overtakes me When greeted with a smile There's heaven in those windows That hint of green in the blue of his eyes. Upon clouds of helium I walk Of ionized air I breathe deep Scent from heaven weakens my knees And I am slain within this moment. Love cascades from head to foot I am awash in some far away land The collective euphoria felt within Whenever you hold my hand...

Stretch
Stretch As I rise each morning I stretch Arms and feet as far apart as I can get them I have always done this Yet I never knew why I am waking from the dream of you Yet you are so far away I stretch to reach you, to touch your face Still, you are so far away I never believed that there was another Another heart like mine Another heart with no boundaries on its love Another half of this body I have been given I know now that you are out there Waiting to find me So I will rise every morning Stretch my arms and feet as far apart as I can get them Because I know that one day You will no longer be so far away You will no longer be only in my dreams You will be in my arms As you are forever in my heart

The Mist
Stars caress, a winter’s sun to set the moon takes its turn, revealing a pallid skyline; a twinkle flickers. It is there, light discovers beauty, beauty lightbeneath a semblance of coverstars align, to open her eyes -they are beauty defined. Amidst toils and sorrow, between day and nightin the blink of an eye and the shedding of tears I have caught it. Shimmering, a sheen surreal; a dream, surely. Through an illusion of dust sparkles this night tastes so real and as they fall along my face the discovery remains -illuminating. A moon beam gives color to the windblowing, seemed without intention; I cannot resist. Without feet, without sight I am carried caught, by a glimpse of time, by the return of a dream, a dream coming from the mist I am bound. This beacon shimmers through the darkest night, caressed within a blood rose hue his twinkle beams my eye. True, night will come again, days will pass from sightlight will escape, darkness will return and yet,

Training The Hubby
A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary on the > >beaches in Montego Bay , Jamaica . Their domestic tranquility had long > >been the talk of the town. People would say, "What a peaceful & loving > >couple." > > > >The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their > >long and happy marriage. > > > >The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in America , > > >" explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon, in Arizona , and > >took a trip down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. > >We hadn't gone too far when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost > >fell off. My wife looked down at the horse and quietly said, "That's > once." > > > >"We proceeded a little further and her horse stumbled again. Again my > >wife quietly said, "That's twice." > > > >We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled for the third time > >my wife quietly removed a revolver from her purse and shot the horse > >dead. > >

The "my Bar Tab" Should Be Called "my Stalker Tab" :|
I don't know about any of you out there, but as for me, I am sick and tired of the NEW AND IMPROVED Bar Tab on Fubar. Yes, it's nice to be updated when someone has "checked" you out, or rated a photo, or left a comment on your mumm. BUT DO I NEED TO KNOW WHAT EVERY SINGLE ONE OF FRIENDS ARE DOING EVERY SECOND THEY'RE LOGGED ON? friend WHATSHERNAME left SO-N-SO a profile comment. WHOSHERFACE voted on mumm 'Do pancake-sized nipples make you crave maple syrup?'. CHICKYCHICK updated her status to : 'TAKIN' A DUMP! BBL'. Who gives a fuck?!! We're all "adults", and can do whatever we please on here. I don't need a running roll-call for everything someone else is doing on here. If anything, it's making the ongoing "stalker" problem on here even worse. Bad enough you got some obsessive person checking your profile every 53 seconds, but now they can keep tabs on your every typed word from the comfort of their own profile. I swear, I thought the chanting monks was the most annoying sound

I Need All Of U
hello to all of my fu family friends and fans,,, i have not been around for a while due to my illness,,,it has pretty much keep me in bed becuase it hurts to bad to get up. i am been trying everyday to get up a little more all the time. my legs r getting worse and on top of all thats headhunter662's which most of u know is my husband,,,,his health is getting worse,,so please keep us in ur thoughts and prayers as we r going through this tough time right now. I thank and love all of u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If You Love Someone Let Them Know
" IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE LET THEM KNOW" Body: If you love someone let them know One of the greatest weaknesses of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still with them. Love is simple; show it. I hear it from so many broken hearts out there. "I wish I would of hugged them or told them I loved them more." Romance is the icing but love is the cake. Real love is a passionate spiritual-emotional-sexual attachment between a man and a women that reflects a high regard for the value of each other's person. It's called respect for the one you love. Don't ever lose that. For a relationship to last it must be one long love affair. Story writers say that love is concerned only with young people, and the excitement and glamour of romance end at the alter. How blind they are. The best romance is inside marriage; the finest love stories come after the wedding, not before. To fall in love. Look with your heart not your eyes. The heart has reas

Leaving Fubar
Well it is time my friends for me to leave.. I am having some personal problems with my son and I just can't be here anymore.. I feel like I have neglected you long enough without giving a reason.. So sorry but you never know.. I may be back in a few months.. hopefully no one will take my name SweetHeartPrincess.. I love you all.. but as of 1/21/08 I am gone.. Love to you all Diane

Yayy 4 Me!
Had to end up going to the hospital today because my temperature shot up to 103. Leg would not stop swelling and my head was about to explode. Anywho, I just assumed this was all an allergic reaction to the cortisone shots from last week. Mind you, the whole ordeal with my leg started because I got a tattoo and was allergic to the INK! Well, the doctors told me 4 years ago not to ever get any kind of ink on me, because I am highly allergic to it. Blah..blah..blah.. So when I go to get the shots, they have to give me a mild sedative because of a *small* mishap the other week. LOL I am also restrained to the table so nothing gets thrown. LOL So when they are working on my leg, other than feeling the shots, I'm not really sure what they might be doing to it. Anywhooooo, when the doctors at the hospital (which happened to be one of my first leg surgeons) cut my cast off today, I heard him start cussing. Then he asked me who in the hell had made marks on my scar with a marker. I'm l

The Legend Of The Black Knight
With a saddened heart i will tell the tale Of the Nascar Champion Driver,Dale The baby boy born in Fifty-one Dale's daddy Ralph was proud of his son. A racer himself,Dale learn from his dad Techniques and strategies.The talent he had "Establish your territory and always stay cool" Ralph taught his son to be no fool. The words of his dad Dale never forgot And after Ralph died,Dale missed him alot Young Dale raced on and in seventy-nine Took Rookie of the Year.I know he felt fine! Dale took no prisnoners when on the track. He always looked foward,never looking back. His unique style of racing became a sight And along the he became The Black Knight. Attending those races,the fans came to see Daring young Dale driving car number three Right from the start when the race would began The thrill of witnessing young Dale to win He passed and he rubbed and by ninety-four Seven Champions

Me Stripped Down
My life in a nut shell... well love to party... if you didn't already guess. I grew up in foster care and it sucked. I Love strippers and computers. Online Web Cam strippers and me... a perfect match. lol. I luv strippers. If you become my friend I'll let you check out my stripper girl... supplies limited so join now... jk... and for the ladies reading this... I'm not a total prev... well maybe I am!!!

Faith
Have you ever seen a sand clock? Have you flipped it over and observed those tiny grains of sand all over sudden come rushing through the funnel, one just like the other, hurrying to get to the narrow part, pushing and shoving while being concentrated in a tight spot, just to fall through and join its counterparts all the way at the bottom? For hundreds of thousands of years, since the beginning of humanity, we have been going through a gigantic sand clock of life, starting all the way in a top chamber the moment we are born and making our way down every second without stopping. Unlike the sand clock, however, we do not get to start all over again once we reach the bottom and the clock is turned upside down to repeat the process. This is where this analogy ends and the reality of our existence begins. Since the beginning of human experience we have been trying to find the explanation for our presence and the reasons for overcoming the struggles that life throws in our face. Do w

Small Talk
We all have certain things that we hate and find completely and utterly annoying. For me, one of those things is small talk with people I could not give a rat's ass about, like co-workers or neighbors (small talk is a very typical American habit. In Eastern Europe you can avoid this unpleasantry by giving that person an evil eye or condemning them to hell. In Somalia, you can feed that person to a pack of hungry lions or people) There is always that awkward moment upon encountering that said person and making a forced eye contact, when I feel obliged to break the daunting silence in fear of being considered rude or unwelcoming. There is always that wonderment of who is going to start talking first (usually its the other person), always followed by a severely pointless question or comment like: "Its nice outside, isn't it?" which always makes me want to answer: "I'll be darned! I had no idea, since I was locked up in a cage for the past few days and did not just walk in here behind y

Being Raised In Indiana
Being a transplant from a small town in NorthEast Indiana I have to say some of the City life had me quite baffled at times. So I have some advice for you City Folk if ya ever come to my parts... so Listen up City Slickers ! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. They're live steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. But they smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? Rt. 90 and 70 goes east and west, I-65 & I-69 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $150,000 corn pickers and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in Indiana waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understa

Betrayal
You told me that you loved me I took those words to be true You promised to be by my side As we traveled life’s way, me and you You promised to make me happy When I was feeling so sad You promised to my comforts When only worries and fears I had You promised me many things These I go over in my mind As I sit here today in my emptiness None of these things do I find You have torn my heart apart My world now seems so hollow The wounds that you leave deep inside I know only many scars will follow I wonder what it could have been To make this change in you Today you are a stranger to me Not the one I loved and knew I want to take my world back To the time you stepped on in But I know those days are lost Anew my life now must begin I only have one thing to say to you These words you can take as true My heart you may have shattered But my soul is stronger because of you One day I will watch you leave No pain will I feel as you go But I only ask one thing of you

Shattered Lives
He pushed the door of the restaurant open and stepped aside letting his wife stepped through, they just had their sixth annivarsery dinner laughing and smiling they walked through the parking lot arm and arm, heading to their car to retreat home for a long night of fun and laughs and cuddling. It wasn't until they got close to their car that the husband noticed something, a man in a ski mask coming toward them his first instinct was to step infront of her blocking the man. "give me everything and no one gets hurt" the man held up a gun and the husband reached for his wallet handing it to the man to keep his wife safe, his wife was fumbling with her purse pissing the gunman off "whats taking so long give me the purse" he reached out toward the wife and the husband grabbed him wrestling with hima nd the gun. The gun fired and they both stopped the husband looking back to his wife holding her stomach and slowly falling backward, the husband let go of the man and ran to his wife as the g

No Tears To Shed
A trickle of blood drips off his cheek and he thinks "The tears are getting worse" as it falls to the sink. When it splashes and makes a ripple, He looks up to the mirror and see's a reflection that isn't His own. He see's a man Broken, Confused, and Alone. Not sure where or who to turn to for help to make things clear. His face was drenched with tears, His hair was a mess and pointing in all directions, and it looked like he hadn't slept in days. Cold and nerve shot his body qauked in agony, wanting but barely a moments rest from the pain. None that looked at this man would realize that the mirror reflected his inner self. But this man would shed no more tears for it felt like he was dieing, So he wore a suit of shadows and just blended away the pain, Just to wlak in society a normal man, not broken, confused or lost. But with a sense of where he was going and who he was gonna see....

I Am For Sale!!!
EGADS I'M FOR SALE! If you would like to bid just click on Kinky Duck or myself and go for it!! Below is a list of the things you get when you purchase me!! This all just for fun so please keep your bids clean!!! :D Thanks to everyone in advance and Happy Bidding!! :D AlyCat aka: Shady's Baby ~*Stiletto Girl*~@ fubar

What Should I Do ??
Why if your suppose to love the person with all your heart you always find a way to hurt the other person.My husband is always so mean to me.One minute he loves me with all his heart and soul then the next minute he is telling me he wants to pop me in the F**king mouth.What makes a person like him hate me so much...What should I do I have 2 kids with no job and I am going to school should I stick it out till school is done or should I just leave him and risk losing my house and the only place my kids have known as home. What should I do???

What's Next?
As if my life and my health can't get any worse! Yesterday afternoon, I had collapsed after having migraine headaches for more than a week. I called the doctor and moved my appointment from Friday to today. I had several tests run on me and got the results earlier this afternoon, and I am still in disbelief! A seizure! What else can go wrong? I swear to God, I am getting sick of this! I have not felt like this in a long time, and I swore to myself a long time ago I never would feel this way again, but I just think for mercy's sake, take me out of this world...end my suffering! I hate feeling like this! What's the point? Why keep fighting? I may never be the same as I once was, so is it really worth even trying sometimes? I know it's insane to say such things...I am just so lost right now...I want to be able to have peace - peace of mind, peace in life...is that even possible or is it just a pipe-dream? I want a life again, but this is not a life - this is a prison!

This Young Lady Need Your Help
HELLO FUBARIAN Cute Tinkerbell IS A SWEET YOUNG LADY VERY HELPFUL,SHE IS CLOSE TO LEVEL UP AND SHE NEED ALL YOUR LOVE AND HELP. GO TO HER PAGE RATE HER PIX AND STASH NOW OR DURING A HAPPY HOUR EVERY POINT WILL COUNT AND WILL HELP TOO. HAVE A FABULOUS AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND LOVE TO ALL HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞® Cute Tinkerbell11,198 Points to go! THIS ANNOUNCEMENT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Ñ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,@ fubar (repost of original by '۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ' on '2008-01-21 07:02:42')

Snowing In The South
I was in North Carolina last weekend, it actually snowed there Saturday night. Man, if you ever want to see an entire area panic, show some southerners a few snowflakes. Two days of warnings like a hurricane, salting the roads a day early, people being warned to stock up and milk and bread, announcing cancellations before the first flake falls. It barely starts snowing and on TV they’re showing a long list of churches cancelling services the next morning. Damn, if this snow is the end of the world, why close the churches? “Oh no, we’re all going to die! Whatever you do - don’t go pray.” The snow wasn’t even sticking to the streets, they sent some girl reporter outside bundled up like she’s at the polar ice caps, warning about icy roads as she stands by a mildly wet street. What a bunch of wimps. I’m thinking that whole Civil War thing could’ve been over in about a week if we had just thrown snowballs at them.

Sewn
Sewn back together, All parts are from another, Hatred toward others, That see that I am, Sewn back together. Nothing seems right, On this hatred fight, difference in sight, When people see that I am. Sewn back together, All parts are from another, Hatred toward others, That see that I am, Sewn back together. Eyes do not lie, Only if they can see the person inside, The humble part of me, And not the parts that are. Sewn back together, All parts are from another, Hatred toward others, That see that I am, Sewn back together. Thoughts of suicide, That rips and tears on the inside, Taken a hellish ride, As the needle threads. Sewn back together, All parts are from another, Hatred toward others, That see that I am, Sewn back together. "written by B.K. Snodderly Jr"

01-21-08 (lost It)
It was my mothers 78th birthday - Didnt get on much (at all) I'd lost the comment that I'd made - Didnt save it when my pc had a fit so between time & lack of energy to remake the thing, I gave up ... If you wonder what you missed out on (laughs) A lesser version is on yesterdays blog (comment section) So I guess todays question could be: Forgive me?

Hearts Contest
Howdy everyone! I would first like to thank everyone for their continual support of myself and the troops that over here in Iraq. We all appreciate it. Now..I am in Heartistic's Valentine Heart contest, and I love what you have given me so far and thank you. For those of you that don't have the fuBucks to help..now there is a way!!! Thanks to Heartistic, she has opened up a folder where you can comment/rate my graphic and earn Hearts for me. Here is the link: Again..thanks for all of your help..and if someone wants to repost this for me. I would appreciate it. Indy

Morphs
OK SO AS MOST OF YOU GUYS KNOW I MAKE MORPHS...WELL IF YOU WOULD LIKE ONE MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW...I AM TRADING MORPHS FOR FUBUCKS ((20k each))...HERE ARE SOME OF MY MORPHS ANIMATION((DRAWN PICS)) ANIMALS

Attention ... I Am An Intellegant Young Lady And Do Not Deserve This S8!
SHOUT I RECEIVED EARLIER TODAY [[only part of the message is shown]] Da Team: well i dont like this shoutbox, would rather yahoo or msn chat Da Team: what's your yahoo or msn? ->Da Team: I am at work hun and not on msn or yahoo... Da Team: ok, well what are they so that I can add u for a chat later? ->Da Team: look not to be rude ... but you expect to get my yahoo or msn simply by shouting at me and asking me...couldn't we get to know one another first? Da Team: Dude, i am not here to fucking audition for your ass, so just fucking drop it then...dont flatter yourself cunt " WTF IS THIS S8 ALL ABOUT???? OMFG!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS A~~HOLE?? I MEAN REALLY PEOPLE ... THIS IS NOT ACCEPTABLE BEHAVIOR IS IT?? " αттєитισи тσ αℓℓ! ι αм иσт нєяє єχρє¢тιиg αиу

Rev Sexy Succlence A Cheater
HAS TO CHEAT TO LEVEL Rev ۞Sexy Succulence۞ Ŧ.©.M..۞@ fubar http://www.fubar.com/user/1072161 HAS A TOTAL OF 20 REFERRALS OFF MAIN ACCOUNT 15 ARE FAKE REFERRED BY HER MAIN ACCOUNT AND HAS 1 FAKE OFF HER FAKES http://www.fubar.com/referrals.php?u=1072161 1. http://www.fubar.com/user/1267059 2. http://www.fubar.com/user/1261256 3. http://www.fubar.com/user/1251346 4. http://www.fubar.com/user/1237798 5. http://www.fubar.com/user/1236236 6. http://www.fubar.com/user/1231779 http://www.fubar.com/referrals.php?u=1231779 and a fake off the fake http://www.fubar.com/user/1235917 7. http://www.fubar.com/user/1220441 ? questionable 8. http://www.fubar.com/user/1220317 9. http://www.fubar.com/user/1219885 level 8 but is her account 10. http://www.fubar.com/user/1219780 11. http://www.fubar.com/user/1210720 12. http://www.fubar.com/user/1192634 13. http://www.fubar.com/user/1144695 14. http://www.fubar.com/user/1095502 atleast

Bdsm
Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket BDSM = Bondage & Discipline, Dominance & Submission, Sadism & Masochism To most it may seem a lil' fucked up, but to the few, it is a way of life. Pain is pleasure, pain is an art, pain is beautiful. To the many, pain is just that, a reaction to things that probably should "hurt"or likewise be unenjoyed. It's not only that. Pain is a reminder we are living. Pain, to those that truely charish what it is, can be one of, if not, the most erotic stimulation of them all. We have the whips and chains We have the ball gag And the oh so pleasing, dripping candle wax. That is only the beginning. seeing as its such an underground practice, I can't share the play piercing (sticking needs through the skin, for arousal), fear play (teasing with knives and razorblades, or more simply, just teasing a mate through their fears..), tit torture (nipple clamps, sticking a number of needle's through one's nips [play piercing again]), fire

Heath Ledger
At sixteen, Ledger sat for early graduation exams, and left school to pursue an acting career with girlfriend Jenna Sorrell. With his best friend, Trevor DiCarlo, Ledger made the cross-country drive to Sydney. He returned to Perth for the TV series Sweat (1996), in which he played a gay cyclist. In 1996, prior to his film debut in the 1997 Australian movie Blackrock, Heath Ledger was involved in the short lived Fox Broadcasting Company fantasy-drama Roar. In 1999, Ledger starred in the teen comedy 10 Things I Hate About You and also had the lead role in the acclaimed Australian movie Two Hands, directed by Gregor Jordan. He has starred in The Patriot, Monster's Ball, A Knight's Tale, Ned Kelly, The Order, and The Brothers Grimm. In 2001, he won a ShoWest Award for the Male Star of Tomorrow based on his performance in The Patriot, and worldwide release of A Knight's Tale. In 2003, he was named one of Australian GQ's Men of the Year for acting. In 2005, Ledger received a "Bes

January 22, 2008
Happy Hump Day everyone only 2 days left until the weekend so this is what is up for today LETS LEVEL THESE PEOPLE …..You all are great I.B.I .C BlondeRage26@ fubar TIFFY~Mid's creaming on my hot apple pie slutstick in traning** I.B.I.C*Dani's hoe*@ fubar ~Tima~I.B.I.C~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar bones567@ fubar TremorsAudio@ fubar queenp00h of T.H.U.G.S.@ fubar Tat2dirishthug@ fubar

The Older The Berry The Sweeter The Juice?
I am at a great age for meeting girls. At 28, I am barely young enough to hang out with girls fresh out of college, but I am old enough, and established enough to hang out with older women. The difference is staggering!!! About the only thing they have in common is both will do anything when they are drunk, and both will tell you it was because of the booze. Out of the two, only one is telling the truth. Which one? Read on. Out of the two, is very easy to admit, that most men want to sleep with younger women. They are in better shape, their skin is softer, and everything is more firm. Most of them have not had kids so there are no stretch marks either. So it's a no brainer right? Younger women are better for sex right? No so fast buddy. This Camero was built in the 90's This Camero was built in 70's One is newer, sleeker, and and is easier to manage. But the older one, can out perform the fuck out of the other. Lets look under the hood! I truly believ

Everyone
i have to be gone for today and tomorrow but i will be back when i can so dont worry il be back to pay up just incase ur wondering lol i have a few things i have to do and i have to help my son through some stuff so everything will be ok and il be back nowwwwww dont think u got rid of me oh hellllll no ...good luck and dont do anything i wouldnt do um let me rephrase that lol behave haha xoxo love u all have a great wknd if i dont see u til monday xoxo

Barely Breathing
I know what you're doing, I see it all too clear I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears You really had me going, wishing on a star But the black holes that surround you are heavier by far I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn It must have been that yesterday was the day that I was born There's not much to examine, there's nothing left to hide You really can't be serious if you have to ask me why I say goodbye... 'Cause I am barely breathing And I can't find the air Don't know who I'm kidding Imagining you care And I could stand here waiting A fool for another day I don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price The price that I would pay Everyone keeps asking, what's it all about? I used to be so certain and I can't figure out What is this attraction? I only feel the pain There's nothing left to reason and only you to blame Will it ever change? 'Cause I am barely breathing And I can't find the air Don't know who I'm ki

Men And Women Of The Military
I am writting this blog to reach the mass of haters that are out there. Everytime I hear someone talking down about the military, it really pisses me off. First off let me say nobody wants to goto war. You can ask all the men and women in the military and 95% would say they don't want to goto war, but you know what they are there because they answered the call of duty when all you haters were hiding behind mommys apron. I am so tired of people saying the military has it so easy. Well let me tell you trying to get so badly needed sleep in a hole just big enough to cover you body and not really wanting to sleep because of not knowing if you are going to wake up with a bullet in you. I don't call that easy. I know some of you have no idea what is like to be on the fronline of war, so if you don't know, don't talk smack about something you have no idea about. And last but not least the men and women that join the military for one reason. Its not because they are war junkies or just want to

Can't Get This Out Of My Head
The other morning, I was Chatting with Sucre....(he's in my fam), anyway, he asks me if I had heard this song that they are playing all over the UK by Adele. No, I'd not heard it but I looked it up on youtube and took a listen. OMG!! It's got to be one of the MOST beautiful songs in the world and if anyone has a love in their life they can't quiet get out of their heart........this will really hit home. Thank you sugar for turning me on to this....even more, thank you for being you. Chasing Pavements Lyrics

My Dash
Today was one of my hardest days in a long time. Today, I buried a co-worker, a good friend, and one of the nicest men that ever lived. Taken from this life too soon.. he had so many lives yet to touch. But those who knew him were touched by him each and every day. His wonderful personality, quirky sense of humor and overall genuine caring of people. When he asked you how you were, he truly wanted to know. As I sat in the pew listening to the music, looking at him laying there so peaceful, I looked down at his memorial card they handed out at the door, and I noticed the dash between his birthdate and the date of his death. ( You should check out my stash called the dash if you haven't yet), and I couldn't help but think about all that was in between those dates. He was a husband, father, a brother, an uncle, co-worker and a wonderful friend to so many people. This is a part of life I know, but no matter how you try to put it in perspective, it still hurts. His son spoke the sweetest

Romance Is...
A mid-afternoon phone call just to say that the sunshine reminded you of the brightness of my smile and made you want to hear my voice. Flowers delivered to my office because your mind was overflowing with thoughts of me, and you wanted to picture the look on my face when I leaned in for the first smell. Slow, soft, sweet kisses in the pouring rain, surrounded by the sound and fury and passion of a summer storm, bathed in the glow of the lightning as it streaks across the horizon. Holding my hand on a crowded sidewalk because you are proud to stand beside me and you want everyone to know that I am yours. Touching my cheek with the back of your hand because you just can't get enough of the softness of my skin or the sound of my sigh when you touch me. Staring deeply into my eyes and whispering to me that you can see all of your tomorrows there. Promising to love me until forever, and meaning it.

Why Life Is So Short So Appreciate It While Its Here..
In the wake of the young Heath Ledger.. 23, died Oct. 31, 1993, from a drug overdose outside of the Viper Room in Los Angeles. River was a promising young star who made his mark in Stand By Me. Brandon Lee, 28, died March 31, 1993, after accidentally being shot on the set of "The Crow" in Wilmington, N.C. The son of a legend, Bruce Lee, he was also a rising young star who played the lead role in The Crow. Four weeks before his death, Cobain attempted suicide in Italy, leaving him in a temporary coma, widely reported in the media at the time. Kurt Cobain's body was discovered on April 8, 1994 by electrician Gary Smith, who was to install a burglar alarm in the residence. It is likely he killed himself on April 5. Heroin and valium both were found in his blood. The shotgun blast destroyed his head to the point where he was not recognizable; the body was identified from fingerprints. Cobain was 27. Actor Heath Ledger was found dead in his Manhattan apartment on Tuesday

Update On Stupid - Jan 24 2008
Jan 23 2008 Ya know there are a few so called screenshots floating around.... Now let me clarify the stupidity of one of the most vindictive Women of Fubar, Now most of you know my X-FUBAR wife and how talented she is in photoshops and I even give myself credit in being pretty good. Now This Vindictive piece of trash thinks people are actualy dumb enough to buy the screenshots she photoshopped and is passing around? Why do you think I havent passed or posted the ones I have ? Because like you Im that fuckin good at photoshops and i know they would be questioned. Now the question is am I sick ? Yes I am and i have clarified that. Am I limited on time ? Yes NOW let me clarify further....... I am still married to a woman that lives in Arkansas at this time, and lacey and i came up with the plan that she would show she had came here and was still here. and we also involved my son in sending her ( The soon to be X )info that I was deader than shit, This was done on Yahoo and

On A Rant
Before you read this I do know some of you will label me a raciest. If that is how you feel about me after reading this please feel free to delete me as a friend. I am STANDING UP FOR MY COUNTRY Just saw on Fox News that some good for nothing useless pieces of shit are going after the kids story The 3 Little Pigs. They want this banned due to the fact that it offends the Muslims. I do NOT GIVE A RAT'S ASS what offends these stupid good for nothing pieces of crap. They offend ALL REAL Americans. They hi jacked 3 air planes and flew them into OUR buildings killing over 5,000 innocent people. Why should we give a crap what offends these people? Last time I checked this is AMERICA not some stupid muslim jihad county. Why should we change our way of life for these wackos? I have a real good idea lets take all the muslims in the United States and strap them to the next bombs we drop. Let them "die for a cause" Lets send em to have the 41 virgins. I am so sick and tired of

Do Not Ask Me To Be Happy
I got your letter today I knew it was coming the moment you went away when you mentioned him my heart froze do not ask me to be happy do not expect me to smile my heart is crying for what could have been but never was I know you just met and you think you are just friends you will say there is nothing there just give it time do not ask me to be happy do not expect me to smile my heart is crying for what could have been but never was I saw it when you left I wanted to hold onto you I could not stand in your way you never were mine to hold do not ask me to be happy do not expect me to smile my heart is crying for what could have been but never was you touched a part of me that i had thought was dead but now that I am losing you I wish it had remained buried do not ask me to be happy do not expect me to smile my heart is crying for what could have been but never was I should be happy for you but the thought of not being loved by you is tea

I Dreamed About You
I dreamed about you last night the moment that our eyes met we knew each other it seemed if not from this lifetime then from past times we have lived I dreamed about you last night the more we talked the more we knew our search for happiness was over we had both been alone so long even when we were with others I dreamed about you last night separate we were not complete but together we were whole it was as if we were meant to be one from the beginning of time itself. I dreamed about you last night I am here now hoping for the day when we can be together It is now left up to fate a dream waiting to come true

Ok People.
Lets be serious here can we? Im sure you all know..that i greet everyone i add the same way... "Welcome to the wonderful world...that is....my friends list. Do remember to keep all hands, feet and other sexual objects in the cart through out the ride. Management does not assume any liability from accidents resulting in not following the above stated rule. Thank you and enjoy!" I had someone call that perverted just now. What i would like to know...is how is this perverted? I see humor. Most people see humor. The ones that dont....still dont acknowledge any perversion in it. Give me some opinions.

The Beginning
Okay, here's my first entry for my being pregnant. First off, I'm so excited and happy, it's unbelievable!!! Soooo, I found out (unofficially) that I was pregnant January 21st just after midnight. I was about 1-1/2 weeks late on my period, and had some nausea, my boobies hurt, and my jeans were getting tight. (Oh well, no more size 4's for a while). Today, I went to the doctor and she told me I am definitely pregnant, and put me at 6 weeks. She also gave me a due date of September 17th, 2008. So, now I have to go for my ultrasound on February 19th (which is just before 10 weeks), and my first full check-up is on February 25th. I'm going to attempt to do something this time that I've never tried before. I hate keeping receipts, but just for giggles, I'm going to attempt to keep every receipt possible during the pregnancy and as long after the baby is born as possible, and keep everything in a spreadsheet, or maybe I'll even program myself a data application to use. M

Snake Bite Tour - Update
The Snake Bite Tour Please see Schedule Below Off Site Feb 1 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Mybabespace.com FUBAR Feb 2 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Dysfunction Junction Feb 3 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Club Erotic Feb 4 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Spirits Den Feb 5 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Club Twisted Feb 6 2008 - 5Pm - 8 Pm Central - Club Erotic Feb 7 2008 - 5PM - 8 Pm Central - Rebel Lounge Feb 8 2008 - 5PM - 8 Pm Central - Not Your Average Lounge This gives us Time to prepare for the indivdual Lounge or site music taste and to schedule DJ's To handle each event. Contact KrazyChick for Request, Playlist for your event or other info. ~*~Krazychick~Owner Club Erotic~SBR Promo Mgr~RLGF & FuEngaged to DJ Bartab~*~@ fubar

Lesson Of The Day - Never Lie To Your Mother
Brian invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the meal, Brian's mother couldn't help but notice how beautiful Brian's roommate, Jennifer, was. Brian's mom had long been suspicious of a relationship between Brian and Jennifer, and this had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, she started to wonder if there was more between Brian and Jennifer than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, Brian volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you Jennifer and I are just roommates." About a week later, Jennifer came to Brian saying, "Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Brian said,"Well, I doubt it, but I'll send her an e-mail just to be sure. So he sat down and wrote: Dear Mom, I'm not saying that you "did" take the gravy ladle from the house, I'm

Mythbusters Picked My Idea !
Sp yeah...Im kinda geeked out by this. But anyone who nows me knows that I love airplanes. So I ran across this thing on youtube where people were discussing wether or not a plane could take off from a conveyer belt. Yeah...I know..very geekey. Cuz you could never have one thatbig to fully test it. So I thought hmmm..maybe I cod send that idea to Mythbusters and see if they could at least do a test with an R/C plane. So Im watching Tv last night, and there was a commercial for next weeks new Mythbusters show and THEY FUCKING ARE DOING IT!!!!! Exactly the way I wrote out how to test it!! He he he he!!! I was freaking out. No I dont get any money and no they probably wont say my name on the air ( but IM gonna tape it anyways) but still...it was weird, just weird. I mean Ive been on TV before and done commercials and stuff, but this was kinda a random geeky thing. OK Im done gushing...so yeah..Wednesday 9pm, Discovery Channel!!!! The airplane myth was my suggestion...patting myself o

Dirty Bitch/bastard Lounges
OK TO ALL DIRTY BITCH /BASTARDS AND PROSPECTS::: THIS IS A LIST OF LOUNGES THAT OTHERS ARE INVOLVED IN PLEASE TAKE THE TIME TO VISIT/ SUBSCRIBE AND GET TO KNOW EACH AND EVERYONE OF EM. YOU WILL NOT MEET A BETTER BUNCH OF PEOPLE THAN IN THE DB CREW. BLACK DIAMOND http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52468 FREAK ON A LEASH, BOO BOO , LUMINA, SCONEE, BIKERBRAT,HATE-ME, LAID TO REST ETC.... AREA 51 (MUSIC STREAMED BY BLACK DIAMOND) http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=56411 WAKKO, WIKED, PIXI, TRIPPER ETC.... KEGS, LEGS N BIKER PEGS http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55794 BRI (HE ALSO BOUNCHES AROUND) UNHOLY CONFESSIONS http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53864 MASS, BADAZZ, HZL, NOLI ETC... REJECTS IN THE RAFTERS http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54101 DJ OZZMAN OR YOU CAN FIND OZZ ALSO IN WILD CHAOS http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50239 DJ OZZMAN BEAUTIFULLY MORBID http://www.fub