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Just So U Know, I'm Not
JUST SO YOU KNOW, I'M NOT A LIBRA LOL I'M A LEO. BUT TY GRLSKIKASS2! I LUV YOU AND TY FOR THE BLING! I ALSO WANT Y'ALL TO KNOW THAT TONIGHT MY FRIEND HORNY ANGEL "ALTRUIZED" ME LOL WHICH MEANS I GET ALL HER POINTS FOR THE NEXT 12 HOURS! ISN'T THAT AWESOME OF HER?! THAT SO ROCKS! SO PLEASE! THIS JUST MIGHT POSSIBLY BE A WAY FOR ME TO LEVEL, IF YOU FEEL LIKE HELPING OUT AND RATING US UP THAT WOULD BE TOTALLY COOL! SO ANYWAY, JUST LETTING Y'ALL KNOW AND THANKS IF YA DO!

This Guy Was Just Scary
Ugg, I dislike when people are so miserable in there own lives that they are miserable human beings to others. This guy only sent me a friend request a couple of weeks ago and I haven't heard from him once since then. I'm usually very kind and loving until someone really pushes me past my limit, and this one did. He's now blocked and I only have 3 people on my block list in two years. If you read it, start from the bottom.He's in red.He blocked me before I could get his URL. ->69MiNdFrEa...: wow, and I don't remember one communication from you since then. I'm not out for the points. I'm here for fun and friends. You are not a pleasant person and I told you when I figured that out to take me off your list. There was no reason whatsoever for you to write what you wrote. I get many friend requests a day and I try to keep up the best I can. I do best with people who like to give as well as receive and obviously you just want to receive. 69MiNdFrEa...: whatever happened to you?...I ac

Cant Be Good
ever get the feeling ur mind/brain is taking a holiday? well i do, and mine is.........i feel like my mind is floating just in front of me, functioning fine but not totally in control, kinda like a dream, i was fine earlier, i aint been out today so theres no way i been spiked, not that a blog will shed any light but you never know...might hav happened to someone else. seem to be missing a few hours too, i dont think i fell asleep as i dont remember waking which makes it all the more surreal feeling. maybe im just tired, i dunno.

Supreme Court To Hear Obama Birthplace Suit
AP- WASHINGTON D.C. - In a move certain to fuel the debate over Obama's qualifications for the presidency, the group Americans for Freedom of Information has Released copies of President Obama's college transcripts from Occidental College Released today, the transcript indicates that Obama, under the name Barry Soetoro, received financial aid as a foreign student from Indonesia as an undergraduate at the school. The transcript was released by Occidental College in compliance with a court order in a suit brought by the group in the Superior Court of California. The transcript shows that Obama (Soetoro) applied for financial aid and was awarded a fellowship for foreign students from the Fulbright Foundation Scholarship program. To qualify, for the scholarship, a student must claim foreign citizenship. This document would seem to provide the smoking gun that many of Obama's detractors have been seeking. Along with the evidence that he was first b

Another Old Post.....
UNANSWERED QUESTIONS.............................. Current mood: lonely Category: Writing and Poetry 'THE WHENS AND WHYS' I whisper my needsto your ear on the line.In the dusk of the dayI can dream you are mine. I can imagine you held mewith your warmest embrace.I can envision that smileear to ear 'cross your face. Eyes lit up brightlike too stars in the sky.In the silence all we haveare the when's and the why's. 'When' will my heatfind the body that's yours?'Why' so many obstaclesand all of these doors? 'When' will you love mewithout fear without doubt?'Why' do your whispersinside feel like shouts? 'When' will you need melike I've needed you?'Why' can't you seeall the things that you do? 'When' will i get pastthis emotional wall?'Why' must I bendtill i break down and fall? 'When' will this verserun deep in your heart?'Why' do you keep stoppingall of our starts? 'when' will your angerdecide to subside?'why' must my weaknessfeel subjected

Racial Tension In America
With the arrest and recently announced dropped charges against renowned black Harvard professor Henry Louis Gates Jr., the world seems to be once again entrenched in the subject of racial prejudice. Actually that’s a bit of a stretch. I seem to recall another semi-important event that may have helped bring the spotlight back on race before this whole Gates debacle. However, unlike the election of our new black president, the disorderly conduct charge levied by the Cambridge Police Department against the distinguished director of Harvard’s W.E.B. Du Bois Institute for African American Studies probably wouldn’t demonstrate to most people how much our country has evolved since the Civil Rights Movement. If anything it seems to show how stunted this country can still be in matters of racial tolerance. The exact details of the case are still subject to debate. The only fact corroborated by both sides is that Gates was arrested for disorderly conduct outside of his ho

New Book
This is the first part of a new book I'm working on. She watched him staring out the window for what must have been the millionth time in the last month. It seemed that's all he did these days; sit at the bay window and stare. His friends would call and he'd cancel with one reason or another. They were all lies. He wasn't the brother she knew, the war took care of that, but she loved him all the same. There was such a mixture of emotions; sometimes she was angry, wishing he would just 'snap back' and be the man she knew before all of this. Sometimes she was sad because the man he became was so distant and strange. They had been close growing up. Even into their early adult lives, they were still close. Then, he and Josh got it into their heads one day to join the Army and 'Be all they could be.' She could understand his desire for it; the 'wanting' to help, and be a part of something bigger than oneself. She got all of that. At the same time, she couldn't picture her bro

Mermaid Or Whale?
? About all this... Recently, in large city, a poster featuring a young, thin and tanned woman appeared in the window of a gym. It said:THIS SUMMER DO YOU WANT TO BE A MERMAID OR A WHALE?A middle aged woman, whose physical characteristics did not match those of the woman on the poster, responded publicly to the question posed by the gym.To Whom It May Concern:Whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, sea lions, curious humans). They have an active sex life, they get pregnant and have adorable baby whales. They have a wonderful time with dolphins stuffing themselves with shrimp. They play and swim in the seas, seeing wonderful places like Patagonia, the Barren Sea and the coral reefs of Polynesia Whales are wonderful singers and have even recorded CDs. They are incredible creatures and virtually have no predators other than humans. They are loved, protected and admired by almost everyone in the world.Mermaids don't exist. If they did exist, they would be lining up out

They Don't Know My Pain
In life we have things that cause us pain Love, hate, and feelings of great disdain We hurt from dusk til dawn Thinking we can't hold on Pain in your chest, pain in my heart Pain in their head, tearing us apart It kills me to think of how it will hurt Making us feel we are less than dirt The throb of pain makes one cry Putting us through this, we don't know why Sometimes it just happens that way And there is nothing any of us can say Look over there, can you see what I do? They are going through this pain too We are not as alone as we may believe There are people out there who will deceive If you look around you will know There are others who will not show The pain they hide, just like you and me But open your eyes and you will see You really don't cry alone, there are those Who look around make sure no one else knows We hide our pain from those who might see That we might be as weak and they seem to be We don't want them to know of our plight Of the silent tears that fall every

Don't Read If You Happen To Be One Of The People I'm Talking About
sitting here contemplating the way friendships can just dissolve from lack of caring on one persons side...i have sat here wondering about all the names and numbers and friends i have on this and that site...trying to figure out while the hell i keep them there...why i don't just delete them and say the hell with you...after all...that's what has been done to me...i never lied to anyone...never pretended to be any more than what i am...human the same as them...but it never ceases to amaze me that people can adopt a "holier than thou" attitude when you slap them in the face with the truth...and that is what has happened to several of my so-called "friends" these days...they seem unable to remain friends with a woman when they all of a sudden find the love of their life...pathetic really...just goes to show that it does no good for anyone to be a friend to someone when they are in need...cuz when that need disappears with the appearance of a new love...the need for the friend disappears

Fucked Over!
This shit is pissin me off, if you wanna be with us then so be it don't SB me/email unless your for REAL... I'm sick of all the LIES, I'm about ready to say the hell with it all an forget about trying to find someone!

Regarding Best Breast Contest Every1 Should Read This *specialy My Friends*
Ok I usually dont blog , but this calls for a blog! Ok for most of u know I entered the Best Breast Contest and ia msure sum of u added this bish and voted ! Which if u did TY..If u didnt well U should still check this bogus shit out! Ok so for starters i went to view the folder and it was private so i assumed it was over ... Ty bish for letting the contestants know *0o0o and besides leaving it on ur status wtf not everyone is on all the time like u bitch!Get Phuckin Real! 0o0o0o and did I mention right after the contest all the bishes friends were gone ! ha imagine that she says its because sum ppl left shitty comments on her pics well for one are u really gonna be stupid enuff to delete all ur friends or juss the ones that left the nasty comments? Ummmm I wouldt but I guess if u think about it imagine all the points ur gonna get when u readd all of them..Hmmmm! So the Bitch had the nerve to bash my friends!!! Yeah if ur lookin at this ur my friend so !!! her it is .... juss sayin!

Results Of The Finals And The Winner Is:....
The Latest Standings in THE FINALS Last Posted Wed. 8-5-09 @ 8:22pm ( pst) ***The Finals Will End Tonight @ 8pm pst*** 1477 Mad Curves **WINNER! Sexiest Lady On FU!! 1322 Alessia 865 Sweet Southern Adicktion 555 Sunshine 287 Classy 113 Blue Country Grace 113 Des Tin E 66 Sandi 11 Mel ** These totals DO NOT include previous votes that were carried over with some pics from other rounds.

The Girl With No Name
The Girl with No Name written by Ashley Nichole DePew aka SexiChica88 My eyes are watering as my fists clench harder. I'm sick of this shit, sick of being the martyr. I can't find my way back to peace and tranquility. I want it, I need it, I long for the day. I search for the hope that my life will become something. I hope for the life that I know time will bring. I beg whatevers out there for more time to look. My life's not a fairytale inside a book. The answers are everywhere I'm finding each day. I'm sick of the lies and all of the hate. I lay in my bed drenched with sweat, blood, and tears. I've done it. It's over. My biggest fear. I've tossled the thoughts in my head for days. No longer will I be the girl with no name. You'll remember me. You'll want me. You'll think of me daily. I will be there haunting you every step of the way. I know what I'm doing and it will all be ok. As I said, I will no longer be the girl with no name.

What Is Your Heart Made Of?
Give me your heart, small like a lime. You! Give me your heart! Listen girl, I know that you like, when you get mad, you like, a little fight. But I want to find out what your heart is made of. I want to know if it is sour or sweet.I feel it when you sing, like a chill, very cold… Is like a little thing I am yet to understand. Hmm, how can I explain this to you…? Sometimes you feel, sometimes you sing, sometimes you sleep, but sometimes you bite.

My Eyes
My Eyes If I lift my eyes from the ground Opening myself up Afraid of what could happen If I raise them into yours Would let you inside of me My hopes and fears They are ones I can never show For if I let anyone inside Would they ever truly want to know? Just what it is that makes me sad Of how I long to cry Of how much pain they have caused me Would they even wonder why? So I go along the sidewalk With my eyes cast down below I pray they never stop me I pray they never know©

The Starfish Story Original Story By: Loren Eisley
One day a man was walking along the beach when he noticeda boy picking something up and gently throwing it into the ocean.Approaching the boy, he asked, “What are you doing?”The youth replied, “Throwing starfish back into the ocean.The surf is up and the tide is going out. If I don’t throw them back, they’ll die.”“Son,” the man said, “don’t you realize there are miles and miles of beach and hundreds of starfish?You can’t make a difference!”After listening politely, the boy bent down, picked up another starfish,and threw it back into the surf. Then, smiling at the man, he said…”I made a difference for that one.”

31.07.2009
Music is a huge part of my day to day life, as I'm sure it is for many. Events stick in my memory because of a piece of music/song/gig that I've been to...or memories are "evoked" when I hear a piece of music. The following are a few that immediately came to mind from a (fairly) long ago period in my life...and instantly brought a smile to my face.. Blood on Blood (live) 2nd row of a Sold out Giants stadium, 2001. Every hair on the back of my neck was on end...goosebumps everywhere. Not just an amazing moment, but a great trip with some wonderful friends. Sultans of swing album. Specifically hanging out in Mark Woods bedroom during the summer of 1990 with a new group of friends. This "saved" me from being with my regular friends for the summer who all retuned to school in the Sept of 1990 smoking, to some degree or another. So glad I didnt have to face the peer pressure at that point in time. Poison - Talk dirty to me. The Cat, Nantwich...Saturday Rock night throughout th

Nightie Contest
I need all my friends and family to help me please in a contest for a Happy Hour:)Please read contest rules..you can only comment on my picture once a day but rules are on this page along with my pic..Thanks to everyone in advance for your help:)http://fubar.com/user.php?u=3252582&friend=3252582" target=_blank>$safe_uid_dnamehttp://b.pcc4.fubar.com/28/52/3252582/tn_3276120152.png">href="http://fubar.com" target=_blank>@ fubar Please be prepared to friend request to comment my pic contest starts at 8pm on August 1st and runs until August 7th:) The page is called the Candy Shop if the link does not work:) Kisses

Some Things To Ponder....
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.)

Golf Challenge
Stevie Wonder and Tiger Woods are in a bar. Tiger turns to and says, 'How's the singing career going?' Stevie replies, 'Not too bad. How's the golf?' Woods replies, 'Not too bad, I've had some problems with my swing, but I think I've got that right, now.' Stevie says, 'I always find that when my swing goes wrong, I need to stop playing for a while and not think about it. Then, the next time I play, it seems to be all right.' Tiger says, 'You play GOLF?' Stevie says, 'Yes, I've been playing for years'. Tiger says, 'But -- you're blind! How can you play golf if you can't see?' Stevie Wonder replies, 'Well, I get my caddy to stand in the middle of the fairway and call to me. I listen for the sound of his voice and play the ball towards him. Then, when I get to where the ball lands, the caddy moves to the green or farther down the fairway and again I play the ball towards his voice.' 'But, how do you putt?' asks Tiger 'Well', says Stevie, 'I get my caddy to lean down in front of t

Love Game
Let's have some fun, this beat is sickI wanna take a ride on your disco stickLet's have some fun, this beat is sickI wanna take a ride on your disco stickI wanna kiss youBut if I do then I might miss you, babeIt's complicated and stupidGot my ass squeezed by sexy cupidGuess he wants to play, wants to playA love game, a love gameHold me and love meJust want touch you for a minuteMaybe three seconds is enoughFor my heart to quit itLet's have some fun, this beat is sickI wanna take a ride on your disco stickDon't think too much just bust that kickI wanna take a ride on your disco stickLet's play a love gamePlay a love gameDo you want love?Or you want fame?Are you in that game?Dans le love gameLet's play a love gamePlay a love gameDo you want love?Or you want fame?Are you in that game?Dans le love gameI'm on a mission And it involves some heavy touching, yeahYou've indicated you're interestI'm educated in sex, yesNow I want it bad, want it badA love game, a love gameHold me and love meJust

Just A Story.......may Need A Drink Or Two Or Something Else
> As we parked at our destination, I got out of the car to guide you. I couldn't’t believe you wore the blindfold for the past hour. I made arrangements ahead of time and the door was unlocked as I had asked. The room was lit with candles.> > You moved your hands up to take the blindfold off and I stopped you. I told you to wait a minute and had you sit in a chair. I set the bag I brought with me on the table and took out a cd player and cd and set it up, but not yet starting the music. I took the bottle of Asti out and got two glasses off the bar. When I popped the cork, you jumped and I told you it was ok. I poured us each a glass and started the cd. Then, as I kissed you, I removed the blindfold and handed you a glass. I made a toast to a relaxing evening. > > As you sat there and looked around and seen the bed, the nightstand, bar, small table and chairs and few plants. Then you got up and looked and seen the Jacuzzi tub and gave me a hug. I asked you if wearing the blindfold

Only You
With you, it's all about voiceless communication- always knowing exactly what to say, but never actually having to say it. When no one seems to be listening, you hear. When I hurt but don't show it, you know. When I turn away to hide my tears, you see. When I feel like I can't get through to anyone, you understand. Your eyes glow just for me, and I know you're proud. You flash your magical, healing smile my way, and I know everything will be all right. You know everything there is to know about me. You know what worries me, what keeps me up at night, and what shames me so badly that I can't share it with anyone. Most importantly, though, none of those things bother you. You've restored my faith in people and proved that there is a thing called true friendship.

Keep
Keep remember close to me something for the waiting orbits never ending waiting denies nutrition bleeding at the heart I take a sip to mend seeping lonliness from my breast a fall from grace protectors keep the time

Sometimes You Just Need To Be With The Person Who Makes You Smile Even If It Means Waiting
Over a year ago Lee and I met each other here,he fell head over heels for me (smiles) but I,at the time,thought he was rushing things a little fast...he backed off after awhile thinking all I wanted was friendship,and later on got himself involved with someone else. We still talked up to the point where they started their life together,I realized too late that I had forgotten to tell him I loved him and he just turned and walked away...We quit talking to each other over the phone because he really wanted to give this new relationship a fair shot,after a couple of months with this other person he realized things would never work out...5 months later it had evaporated....One day he made a new account and came to my page to find me,I just happened to be running late for work and saw him here and thought I was dreaming (I had left all my reminders of him and us here during this time because I KNEW in my heart he was and is my SoulMate)He had left a PM wanting to know if I would be st

Sept Events
You can now vote on which events you would love to see in Bad Habitz. Click Here to vote or submit your suggestions. Upcoming events and birthdays are now posted in the BHR Event Calendar. Sign up and add your birthday!

True Friends
After my own experiences in the last few days, as well as those of my best friend, I have a lot of frustration inside. We both lost friends that were very dear to us. They were people we trusted and depended on. People we knew we could share anything and everything with. Or so we thought. It is easy to be a friend through the easy times.. when there is no stress or drama.... when everything is goign well in our lives and life is all smiles. But friendship is more than just words and good times. The strength of any relationship is shown when there are challenges.. when there are disagreements... when life gets in the way. Too often we find our friends tell us what they think we want to hear, rather than the truth. Or we find that they just are not the person we thought. Or we find that their motive for friendship was something other than true friendship. We find ourselves abandoned without a reason. Or we find it was nothing more than a game. A friendship without honesty, w

Dedicated To Those Who Have Been Through Cancer 1st Or 2nd Hand
I HAVE EXPERIENCED CANCER 2ND HAND...I HOPE I NEVER EXPERIENCE IT 1ST HAND. I COMMEND THOSE WHO ARE STRONGER THAN I...WHO COULD WAKE UP EVERY DAY AND PUT ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER AND GET THROUGH IT. AND IF THEY DIDN'T...THEN I'M SO GLAD THEY'RE NOT SUFFERING ANYMORE. IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS GOING THROUGH CANCER AND YOU NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT, FEEL FREE TO COME TO ME...I'M A GOOD LISTENER AND I CAN RELATE. LOVE SEXY IRISH.

Rockin C Cantina - Male Owner
One individual that owns the Rockin C Cantina seems to be able to dish out shit and snide remarks but when it's returned "HE" throws a fit and decides I'm causing drama. Now "THIS" blog maybe what is drama. Right now I really do not care. I'm sick and tired of men trying to bully me around and beat me down. A man needs to have a lil respect and not try to belittle women and think they can get away with it. I'm a true cowgirl and WILL NOT take bs treatment from any one! I tend to speak my mind very openly. I stand up for things I believe in. If a person can't take what they dish they need to shut up! Everyone has some sort of issue and if one can't handle things pointed out from time to time there is more serious issues at hand. Some I think need lessons in communication, learning how to listen as well how to take things with a grain of salt. NO ONE is perfect.... a true friend listens, forgives, razzes ya about shit in the past, but at the end says whoa what a ride! I do not

Pfizer Slips Out Of $6 Billion Lawsuit And Criminal Charges Over Children Killed By Experimental Drug
Pfizer signed a $75 million agreement Thursday with Nigerian authorities to settle criminal and civil charges that the pharmaceutical company illegally tested an experimental drug on children during a 1996 meningitis epidemic. Nigerian authorities say Pfizer’s test of the antibiotic Trovan killed 11 children and disabled scores more. Pfizer says the deaths and injuries were the result of meningitis. An attorney for the state of Kano, where the charges were lodged, said the settlement was a long time in coming but welcome because it set the record straight about Pfizer’s culpability. “People and entities can and must be held accountable for the consequences of their conduct,” the attorney, Babatunde Irukera, said. “People around the world are no different and must be accorded the same levels of protections, always.” Charges filed against Pfizer by Nigeria’s federal government, which is seeking about $6 billion in damages, are unaffected by th

Marriage
I don’t know much about marriage other then what I’ve seen and what I’ve heard married people talk about but I came to a conclusion that I can’t imagine myself having the feeling of being imposingly bond to one person for life. And it’s not that I am scared of the commitment; it’s that I am scared of arguing over who’s turn is it to wash the dishes, being misunderstood at times and having a difficult time conveying my thoughts and feelings into words, losing the desire to have sex with the women laying next to me every night, having to take the back seat of her heart because of our children, or resenting someone over limiting my freedom to be selfish. In top of that being conformed to my choices that brought me to my marriage and being unease about that choice but at the same time afraid to let it go. To settled for the marriage because of its convenience. To have my life become a sort of prison cell that has in unlocked door but I'm not too su

The Loss Of A Friend.
She has been gone 13 (15 at time of repost) years now. Time is supposed to heal all wounds. At least that‘s what “they” say. I don’t know who “they” are, but I think they are lying. Or they have never experienced a real wound. She was an amazing woman. She was given to me as a blessing, and became my friend when I had no friends. I had decided that I didn’t want any, either. But Carol was having none of that! She decided that she WAS going to be my friend—whether I liked it or not. She literally drug me out of my chosen isolation, and she made me live. We danced in her living room. We planted flowers. We grew herbs. We cooked interesting things, and most of them were even edible. She bought me my first hazelnut mocha. We made earrings—dream catchers. I still have a few. We talked until we were talked out, and then we talked some more. We played like children do when the adults aren’t watching. She was the first perso

Letting Go...
With everything else that is happening...I've had to finally admit to myself that I have allowed someone to become to damn important to me on this site...I've let myself fall in love with the shadow of a person...Someone who isn't real...Just a face on a screen...Without meaning to...Or even being able to say when it actually happened...All I know is that I looked up one day and realized this person meant more to me than I thought...And now I'm sitting here realizing it's time to let that go...He doesn't know...And he never will from my mouth...There is no point in telling him...For what purpose? All I know is that he loves someone else...I've known that for a long time...And still my traitor heart couldn't say "no" it just kept beating for him...And I've come to the conclusion that I'm not meant to be with him...Or anyone else for that matter...After being single for a year I have yet to go out for a cup of coffee...Let alone on a date...And quite truthfully...I'm not sure I want to..

How Much Do You Love Your Dad?
Apparently it's a good way to treat cancer. I breastfeed my dad: As Georgia Browne breastfeeds her baby son Monty, nothing could seem more normal or natural. At eight months old, Monty thrives on his mother’s milk, but someone else is also thriving on Georgia’s milk – her father Tim! That’s because Tim’s battling cancer. He drinks his daughter’s breastmilk every day to boost his immune system and give him the strength to fight the disease. After researching the idea on the internet, Georgia, 27, expresses her breastmilk as often as she can for her father to drink. He has the milk on his bowl of cornflakes every morning. It’s been his daily routine for the past six months and Tim believes the milk has given him a boost. And now you know why guys are always eyeing your chest. Because your chest could save our lives! lmao

Swine Flu Vaccine Will Contain Mercury
The Washington Post confirmed today that the swine flu vaccine, which is set to be rolled out nationwide this fall in what some fear could ultimately become a mandatory vaccination program, will contain mercury, a toxin linked with autism and neurological disorders.

That Me Agin ..stealing U R Time ,,,
We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.”

That Me.............hope U Like It
looking in your eyes I can see myself the person I have become by being with you,I can feel the cold and bitterness that releases from inside youthe hatered that fills your heart....I know now that the person I once was is no longer thereyou've filled my heart with fear and disappointment,but I now know it was all my fault for the way I am todayI let you tare me down till there was nothing left to give,you used me and beat me... and looking at all of that now I know your not worth itIm moving on to something better leaving you behind cause I can no longer going to look into yours eyes and live that lie

John Hughes
John Hughes, 59, the Hollywood director, producer and screenwriter who inspired an entire genre of teenage angst films and comedies about young outcasts, including "The Breakfast Club" and "Ferris Bueller's Day Off," and who wrote the popular "Home Alone" series about a resourceful boy with very careless parents, died Aug. 6 in New York after a heart attack on a morning walk. Apart from some Depression-era fare, movies for and about young people tended to depict them as cheerful, all-American entertainers (Mickey Rooney and Judy Garland in the 1940s) or moody, troubled and mumbling (James Dean in the 1950s). Mr. Hughes struck an entirely new direction when he arrived in Hollywood in the early 1980s after a career that included stints as an advertising writer and a joke writer for National Lampoon. He created films that were distinguished by the very ordinariness in which he captured teenage life: the mini-dramas over class distinctions, peer pressure, serious (and often unrequited) c

Some Things Are So Random.
I just got a call from a woman I work with telling me that a guy we use to work with died this morning. His father called where we work to tell us. He was only 35. From what I was told he died of natural causes...can that really happen? When I think of someone dying from natural causes I think of someone being really old and them dying in their sleep. Maybe that's just some stupid thing I've been thinking. At any rate..it's just sad and it makes me feel like shit. The last thing he said "to" me was a voicemail. He was complaining that I never call him and how he thought we were friends. Then he called me "baby". I really should have called him back.....he was a really nice guy. and no, I wouldn't have dated him, but I could have been a better friend.

Would Anyone Read It...
So im at work today, dealing with the regular idiots and their stupidity, when it dawned on me. Some of the stuff that happens IS kinda funny once our aggravation from dealing with it wears off. So I was thinking about putting a book together of all the random stupid things that get said to us or that happens while at work. But Im wondering, would anyone actually read it? Or would it be one of those types of books that just sit on the shelves at the book store til they are practically GIVING it away just to get rid of it? Like tonight, we had a Bday "party" at work, and the boss has this special that we'll take the birthday person's age as a percentage off the bill, as a way to say happy birthday. Well one of the guest heard about it and said "My husbands birthday is next week, will I be able to do this as well?" my boss says sure, she says "Does he have to be here for me to get the discount?" my boss says, "Well... thats kinda the purpose, its HIS birthday, ya know?" Then the woman

Good Man
Ok, so tell me, what is a good man? I am 28 and single, Ive had numerous relationships fail for various reasons.. Im ok with that.. it happens.. But what I don't get is the post after post of women wanting to meet good guys!!! It makes me wanna spit.. only because I don't get it!!! What make a man good? Financial security? Nice abs? A sexy chest? I mean come on, WTF!! HAHA Don't worry, i'm not mad.. just curious.. You should fill me in!! maybe together we can make a good man out of me!

New Public Skinz 8/8
I've just added a few more skinz. Previews are below. If you'd like to rip one, visit my profile and scroll to the bottom. Select the link that says BROWSE USER'S SKINS, and rip any of the ones you'd like, with the exception of those marked as customs (they belong to other people). As always, these are best viewed at 1024x768 or larger. "Think Pink (Breast Cancer Awareness)" "Happy Rabbit in Pink" "Hold Fast to Dreams" I've several more to add, so I'll blog again when I get have more available. Cheers. -HS

Eye Candy Application
**Eye Candy Application** http://fubar.com/lounge/eyecandy Just copy and paste and send to me in a Private Message..Your Fu Name:Your Fu Link:Position you are applying for:Have any experience:If you are wanting to DJ, what connection do you have? I.e.... Dial-Up, Cable, wireless...:Do you have SAMS?Times and days you are avalible for the position?

Song Lyrics
I don't want to be with another man You are all I need baby just take my hand I love you so much I just can't take it I'm giving you my heart I know we can make it I love you Boy I'm puttin no one before you My words can whisper how much I adore you (?) You're so amazing you got my heart racing I can't get you off of my mind OK, the above are the lyrics I know. I have searched high and low for the artist and title and I can't fucking find it!!! Someone please help!

Who Wants 2 Stay
OK 2 ALL MY SO CALLED FU FRIENDS. LETS SEE JUST HOW MANY OF THE 1,569 ARE REALLY MY FRIENDS AND CARE. SO IVE BEEN THINKING I SHOULD DELETE MY ACCOUNT. BUT IF I DID THAT I WOULD MISS ALL MY WONDERFULL REAL TRUE FRIENDS ON HERE. SO IF U WOULD LIKE TO REMAIN MY FRIEND PLEASE COMMENT ON MY STATUS ON MY PROFILE PAGE. I HAVE DECIDED I WILL KEEP THE PEOPLE WHO COMMENT ON MY STATUS OTHER WISE IF I DONT SEE A COMMENT FROM YOU THEN U GOTTA GO SORRY. BUT I STILL WILL MISS U EVEN IF U DONT MISS ME. XOXOXO

Top 10 Reasons To Date Jason Voorhees
He lives by the lake for hells sakes! Do you hate sex? Well he does too! You hate doing laundry? Does it look like he does his? Randomly killing horny ass teens that are on your private property! Road kill...it's another high protien meat. Damn,that machete is huge! He will only leave you for his mother. He looks good in chains. Okay,so he usually has them on when he is in the lake though. Even if sex was a possiblilty,he wears a mask..kinda kinky. Hey,you could lose lots of weight running from him!

A Wolf In Sheeps Clothes
Sweet, Innocent, and ripe for the plucking, You want to devour me, I can see it in your eyes,Gentle, soft spoken, yours for the fucking,you imagine your body between my soft thighs.My hair is bound tightly though softly it flows,Gently cascading with ribbons and bows.My scent softly lingers tickleing your nose,and the brush of my hand quickly curls your toes.The bait lies before you with the swaying of my hips,Entangleing you more so as I moisten my lips."Come closer" I beckon you with style and grace."Come join me for coffee here at my place."Your mind begins to fill with reasons to stay,Little do you know I shall have my way.When we get to my lair, or "my humble home," There I shall quickly change the tone.You shall be bound and gagged,Used and had,Whips and chains,No pride will remain,You'll wimper and plead,Fulfill all of my needs,You'll crawl and scrape,I'll give all you can take.I'll push your limitsuntil your lost in it.The all consuming fireyou'll burn with desireuntil your

Craniosynostosis
Craniosynostosis,is a medical condition in which some or all of the sutures in the skull of an infant or child close too early causing problems with normal brain and skull growth. It can result in craniostenosis, which is the skull deformity caused by the premature closure of the cranial sutures. Also intracranial pressure can be increased. Craniosynostosis Classification and external resources Child with premature closure (craniosynostosis) of the lambdoid suture. Notice the swelling on the right side of the head ICD-10 Q75.0 ICD-9 756.0 OMIM 218500 DiseasesDB 3160 eMedicine

Cheech And Chong: Pot Will Save The Economy
http://www.popeater.com/2009/08/10/cheech-... It's been 31 years since America got its first whiff of 'Up in Smoke' and the herbally-enhanced comedic stylings of Cheech Marin and Tommy Chong. Now, in 2009, after decades of very high highs and some behind-bars lows, the toking duo is being heralded for their impact on culture in VH1's 'Lords of the Revolution' (airing Aug. 10-14 on VH1) along with the likes of Muhammad Ali, Andy Warhol and other legends. PopEater was able to chat with Cheech and Chong about the honors, Cheech's marriage just this past weekend and also how legalized marijuana could kill the recession.

What's On My Ipod
OK, I'm just playing with the features here to see what's what . What's on my ipod? Well, on my ipod touch, mostly stupid time suck games. But my Sansa Fuze is FULL of audio books. It's a 4gb (full) and I have 2 4gb micro sd cards full and one 8gb micro sd card full. All of the Gabaldon Outlander series, those are about 40 hours each book. All of the Carey Kushiel series . Those average 30 hours each. Margaret George's bigass tomes. And gawd, I dunno maybe 15 other assorted books. If you want a good laugh, go to audible and buy an erotica novel on audio. OMG funny. The couple I have actually have cheesy porn music at the beginning. I hit the floor laughing when I heard that. The only real music I have on the Ipod touch is the sound track to Me Myself and Irene. What's that say about me? LOL Ok, tell me what comes out of your earbuds!

Tamiflu Vaccine Linked With Convulsions, Delirium, Bizarre Deaths
An FDA advisory panel has recommended stronger warnings on two influenza drugs after reviewing evidence linking them to neurological and psychiatric problems that have led to deaths in some cases.The current warning on Roche Laboratories' Tamiflu (generic name oseltamivir) urges close monitoring of flu patients, particularly children, for "increased risk of self injury and confusion shortly after taking Tamiflu." The panel recommended that this warning be strengthened to say that "in some cases, these behaviors resulted in serious injuries, including death, in adult and pediatric patients."The label of Glaxo SmithKline's Relenza (generic name zanamivir), the panel said, should be strengthened to mention "reports of hallucinations, delirium and abnormal behavior." The panel said that both labels should mention that some flu patients not taking the drugs have also experienced such symptoms.There have been no reported deaths from Tamiflu in the United States, but in Japan, where the drug

Saying Good Bye To The Past
Saying good bye to the past is a very painful and yet very conforting at the same time.. Yesterday I went to see my ex, yeah the married ex.. I know I know.. that was stupid enough, but I wanted to see if there was still something there. I wanted him to touch me..I wanted him to hold me.. I wanted him to look at me like he did before..but he didn't. He looked at me like he didn't even know me.. Like I was a couch, chair.. or whatever.. i admit..I still have feelings for him..it wasn't the same anymore. Absolutely nothing was the same. The feel, the vibe sort of thing. (sorry, throat is sore, trying not to cry here)...I guess he really is the past.. he's married..I guess I really wasn't his girl..I was just a whatever you want to call it.. but I was sooooooo deeply in love with him.. We made plans on living together.. I was ready to live with him..but I guess those plans were nothing more than a dream and he had no right talking that way...or planning a future with me in it.. Since

How I'm Feeling Right Now !
Go check out the lyrics to Five Finger Death Punch's song The Bleeding (I have them posted in another blog) & Check out my stash Lamb Of God's OMERTA live ! These two songs represent the mood I'm in right now !

Politics As Usual?
I really need to start following Canadian politics soon. It’s currently just some background noise for me. I listen to CBC (equivalent to NPR) on my drive into work frequently, but that’s about the extent of my following of what’s going on in the Great White North. I pay closer attention to what’s going on in my home country. What I’ve seen the last year has been truly pathetic. We come off eight years of leadership our government admittedly spied on its own citizens, imprisoned people without due process, politicized the Department of Justice (justice is supposedly blind people), invaded a sovereign nation without provocation and sold that invasion to its people and congress with lies, and encouraged policies that help drive the global economy into one of the worst recessions since the 1930s. So after years of failed policy and fear tactics, now the right wingnuts are just making shit up. Death panels!!! AHHHHHH! Obama wants to kill Palin&rsq

Throwing Things
Throwing Things Throwing things is a dream of either removing influences from your life or seeking to reduce the clutter in your life. If you throw things directly at someone, this could also be a dream of anger, beating, or power against another.

Rant
Ok so this is a rant. Why is it virtually Impossible to find real friends on this site? Maybe the answer is already in that question. Virtual, this is all a virtual world I know, none of it is really real, and that is sad that SO many people are only playing the "fubar game" to get ahead. Is it REALLY that important? Everyones always asking for Bombs and Autos, and yes I am guilty of that, but Im not going to go around whining about it if I dont get one. Ive been on this site for just over 2 and a half years and have gotten to 25 million points, Id love to get at least to Oracle, but its taken me this long just to get 25 mil points, it will probably take me just as long to get the 22 million points I have to go! If someone is offering a bomb or auto its only for fubucks or nsfw pics. Im sorry, I have never and will NEVER take those. So get off of it. No I wont webcam with anyone, or phone bone someone just to get crap like that. No one does anything around here out of just being ni

To Those That Matter
that time again...i am off to grafenworh germany...i leave tommorow morning. and i should be back by next wed....will miss you stay safe and will see you when i get back will not have internet at this base

Poem For My Love
Your eyes like melted gold warm me inside straight to the core if you see me staring, if you sense my eyes lingering on your face, its cause looking up into your eyes i feel so amazingly safe with your hands in my hair you give me the strength to stand up with your gentle caresses you overfill my heart with a powerful love ive never felt so in love before im so vulnerable to you even with all the walls they just come crumbling down words come from deep inside me oh the thoughts you give me im completely in love with you, Aaron.

Really......
I doubt I'm going to be online much tonight. I want to read some of a new book, I need to shower, and I have to get some sleep for a funeral in the morning. I just have to vent. I "love" how some people, people that I thought really cared for me, could lie to me. I'm an adult, I can handle the truth. But to sit there and flat out lie to my face, and then ignore me when I try to talk to them about it...Ugh. Seriously, what the hell? And one more thing, completely unrelated...what happened to Porch?

Couple Brings Pot Plant To Capitol
http://www.timesunion.com/AspStories/story... Most lobbyists come to the Capitol with a briefcase, a position paper and a cellphone. At least one arrived with a pot plant, and for this she must answer. Abigail Storm-Eggink, 58, doesn't deny she's the owner of the two 18-inch plants cops took from her in separate incidents recently. One was confiscated by the Albany Police Department on June 30 as she carried it down Pearl Street on her way to the Capitol, where the Kingston woman and her 71-year-old husband, Dan Eggink, have been coming regularly for 14 months -- including the past 10 weeks straight, five days a week -- to protest pot laws. "The police (officer) told me not to walk the street with it, to put it in a plastic bag," she said. A couple of days later, she brought a second plant covered by a bag, and got it past the Capitol's security screeners. It was on the same afternoon as a plant sale outside Empire State Plaza.

War On Love ( Orignal By Kitty)
I feel this blood trailing down my chesthoping my soul will be laid to restfighting to the end to win this wartrying to remember what this life is forthe hole in my chest just wont closeno apologies needed, no sympathy rosei will beat down these demons that stand in my waymy mind is doing backflips..not sure what to sayyou're so far out of sightit gets so hard to fighti know that i'll keep goingif im sure i'll continue knowingThat you love me, you'll bleedNot for battle or for greedbut for me, no matter the painno matter your gainjust to know your by my sideFighting through the rain and the firethat im your one desireI know i ask a lot but my heart is all i've gotand its right here for you nowcome take it if you know howthis is my only tokenits damaged and its broken but its all i have to givei will die and i will livebut now its up to youmy heart forever true..just take this pain awaycuz now i have come to sayI love you

Fufuk #1
Ok people, this freakin FuFuk has sent this same message to me TWICE!! I just ignored it the first time. However, this guy is not even on my friend or fan list. I do not care what kind of sex life you prefer…but don't solicit me to get your rocks off!! I am my own person and I am not your damn "slave"…I speak what I want when I want. I have my OWN feelings and YOU will not tame me. Fukn FuTARD!!!!!!!!! This dude is now on my block list… $safe_uid_dname@ fubar hi...is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto

Debating....
I've Been Debating If I Should Leave Fubar And Just Take A Long Break.I Know This Mite Sound Like I Mite Be Whining Or Whatever But I Got To Get This Off My Chest..I've Been Feeling Like A Outsider A Lot As Of Late, Doesn't Matter If I Go Into The Lounges Or Rate Peoples Pix Or Leave A Status Of What Is Really On My Mind It Just Seems That I'm Like A Ghost Nobody Can See Me Or Nobody Really Can Really Give A Rats Ass But I Will Tell You This I Like To Get To Know People I'm Not A Number On Someones Fan List Or Friends List If That's The Case Maybe I Should Delete People... If People Got A Problem With Me Then Step Up And Say Some Thing Or Delete Me Don't Sit There And Act Like You Don't Give Crap About Me And At The Same Time Have Me On You're Friends List And Family's List Makes No Sence At All.

Saturday
You know what? You deserve a break. Seriously. It’s Saturday. Let’s take it easy. I know… I know. You have that whole list of things to do. Sure, you need to get the car washed. Yes, there’s that thing about going to the pet store, and getting a present for your mother-in-law’s church friend’s niece. You’ve got a lot on your plate. I know. But… well what would happen, if for today, you kicked the list to the curb and kicked you feet up on the couch? I’ll tell you what would happen. The car would stay dirty, the pet store would miss you, and your mother-in-law’s church friend’s niece would have one less present at her party. She’ll have enough presents. Go on… take a break. Now… if you’re anything like me, you have a list and you can’t stand not to start crossing tasks off. Here’s my tip: make a new list. I’ll help. On our new list are these things: go t

Fu-whiners
NSFW = Not Safe For Work Why do people get all butt-hurt about others flagging their nude or scantily-clad photos NSFW? Think about it a little. How many typical employers would let you look at scantily-clad or nude photos while on the job? Do you think I have a point?

Burning Alive
The way I feel I can't describe, it feels like I am burning alive. The pain it brings will not subside, and all that I have done is cried. I feel my body slipping away, away to a place that it will stay. Stay forever in this field of fire, it feels like the flames are getting higher. Is this the place that they call hell, for I have seen no wishing well. Cause if I had I'd wish and pray, for someone to save me from this place. Take me away to better days, where all the people only laugh and play. Is there such a thing as happiness, for I have never taken part in this.

Life On Fubar.
Hi there Friends been a long while sence my last blog, I have enjoyed my time on here been a blast of late I have been realy busy with work and also being a gym trainer now, I have made alot of great friends on here even some of them are pretty close with me even to have my cell at 1 time. I have made some new friends ok late but also for some reason alot of people have not read my profile just want to add me or rate my pics then try and add me but once they have out what kind of pets I have besides my ferrets then I get some pretty crazy comments like, Ewwww snakes your gross, why not a dog or cat? my answer well because I am gone alot at work so why have a pet I have to spend alot of time with?? plus why have a dog I can't control and or will bite a kid or even a woman maybe all my snakes are tame an d great with kids the kids at bmx races and car shows love the snakes and that is why I got the nickname snakeman. I am single because of my pet snakes I am cool with it been single n

Ascii Chrs
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Kiss Me Hello
If you had things to do overWould you do them just the sameWould you maybe see yourselfAs just a player in the gameAnd if hindsight's twenty-twentyWould it help you see at allWould you never try the mountainAre you too afraid you'd fallAnd what would you do for the moneyWhat would you do for funWould you leave yourself defenselessWould you get yourself a gunOoh kiss me helloOhh kiss me helloOutside it's pouring and there'sNo use in ignoringThat I've stayed too longMy hands are shakingBut I can't control my feetThey're making tracks for the doorhttp://www.free-lyrics.orgDo you think you'd try the backroadsMaybe ones less clearly markedWould you make love in the daylightWould you come out of the darkWould you hold your thoughts in silenceWould you free them with a shoutWould you demonstrate your patienceWhile your destiny's dealt outOoh kiss me helloOoh kiss me helloOutside it's pouring and there'sNo use in ignoringThat I've stayed too longMy hands are shakingBut I can't control my feetT

Silvers Rock Report
Ok kids! I have created a new blog specifically for my Rock Reports! I will be expecting lots of comments when I post one!! So stay tuned, my Rock Reports will keep you abreast on the local music scene. Make sure you tell all your friends!! lol Rock on Baby!! Silver

Fun Stuff
emus and kangaroos cannot walk backwards, and are on the Australian coat of arms for that reason. The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for blood plasma. Once a bull has impregnated a cow, it will never impregnate that same cow again. So once a bull has had his way with your herd, he is useless. Carnivorous animals will not eat another animal that has been hit by a lightning strike. 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily. Back in the mid to late 1980's, an IBM-compatible computer wasn't considered a hundred percent compatible unless it could run Microsoft's Flight Simulator Lorne Greene had one of his nipples bitten off by an alligator while he was host of "Lorne Greene's Wild Kingdom." Los Angeles's full name is "El Pueblo de Nuestra Senora la Reina de los Angeles de Porciuncula" and can be abbreviated to 3.63% of its original size: "L.A." NASA spent 8 years and $12 billion developing a pen that could write in space. It neede

Smuggler Prosecution
My boss is without peer when it comes to the rules and regulations that customs officials must follow. But when it comes to the law, well, that's a different story. We were attending a court case in which we were prosecuting a smuggler. The judge asked the court, "Who is making these allegations?" My boss stood up and proclaimed, "I am the alligator, your honor."

In Sleep We Dream
I find sometimes when I sleep, the world seems innocent again-- I feel like all the shit I've done in my life doesnt matter, rest comes easy and I'm not always stressed. I find when I sleep, the world only sees the innocent side of me, the gentle sleeping poet that writes prose for a gentle lady love with a natural attachment to the color red, the gentle warrior that takes pause but can beat the unholy fuck out of you if you mess or molest anything he loves and cares about. When I sleep, it doesnt matter if I was brought into this world loved or not..it doesnt matter to me if I was even wanted or not.. I'm here, sleeping or awake. when I sleep, it doesnt matter if I just be me... but when I'm awake, reality sets in few love me, but those that do, and I say this with certainty and conviction and you know who you are, I LOVE YOU few want me around, but those that do, I say this-- thank you because I need you all in my life...no not in a clingy way as one wou,ld first surmise,

Thanks To You All
The list is way to long for me to list everyone i am thankful to for helping me make Oracle... So thank you to ALL that helped me get here and came in and busted your azz rating my pics, bombing me, and blinging me to get me leveled. Thank you for all the Sh!tfaces, and blasts, and pimpouts that also contributed to me leveling!! Due to certain problem children on here life has been bumpy for me lately on the fu- but all my GOOD friends make it worth it to be here. No matter if your someone that i hang out with, talk on the phone with or just know on here you have been a huge help and i do apprecitate you all. I know there are days we are all like fuk it and feel invisible and forgotten or used......but know even if i dont show it immediatly you are appreciated by me!! Thank you again my dear friends just for being there for me!! HUGZ

A Thought
You are Always in my heart you are always on my mind and theres no one that could come close to ever taking your place I loved you from day 1 you captured my heart and sent my mind into outer space i prayed to have you in my arms each & every night for the rest of time my prayers go unanswered and my heart beats out of rhyme you stay in my heart you stay on my mind

Teen With Tonsillitis Dies After Being Misdiagnosed With H1n1
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,539910... Charlotte Hartey’s condition was diagnosed over the phone, like many other H1N1 viruses in the United Kingdom, but when complications arose from Charlotte’s real affliction – tonsillitis – the teenager died. Charlotte, of Oswestry, Shropshire in England, was prescribed Tamiflu via the flu hotline, but when she didn’t feel any better, she was admitted to the hospital on July 29 where she died two days later after her lungs collapsed. A post-mortem exam showed Charlotte died from “natural causes.” According to the Daily Mail, many of these H1N1 hotlines are being manned by people who are not qualified to give medical advice, much less prescribe medication.

The Government And Your Garden
One of the most potentially dangerous bills we've heard of is trying to sneak its way through Congress right now, in the sheep's clothing of so-called "modernization" of food safety. Its called bill HR 875. Understanding parts of the bill at times depends on smelling smoke as you read it. Here in the US, we still have only smoke ... an Ohio state ag department SWAT team raid on an organic coop, Pennsylvania ag department raids on horse and buggy Mennonites, California setting coliform levels so low fresh milk dairy farmers would need cows that produced pasteurized milk right out the udder, arrest and handcuffing of a single mother in front of her children for selling goat milk, the USDA paying its agents bonuses for foreclosing on farms, ... But in the EU where 60% of the Polish farmers are now gone because of identical bills enacted into law there, and 60 UK farmers have committed suicide, there is fire. And in Iraq, where they have been rendered helpless serfs by the theft of thei

A Third Of Nurses Will Refuse To Have The Swine Flu Jab Because Of Concerns Over Its Safety
Up to a third of nurses will say no to the swine flu jab because of concerns over its safety, a poll has found. NHS workers are first in line for the vaccine, but a survey of 1,500 nurses found many will reject it. Last night a Government scientist condemned the results saying nurses who do not have the jab are putting patients at risk. Up to a third of nurses will say no to the swine flu jab because of concerns over its safety, a poll has found Nevertheless the poll, by Nursing Times magazine, will raise questions over the Government's planned mass vaccination programme. Of 1,500 readers, 30 per cent would not say yes to the vaccine, while 33 per cent said maybe. Just 37 per cent said they would definitely have the jab. Of those who said they would refuse the jab, 60 per cent said their main reason was concern about the safety of the vaccine. A further 31 per cent said they did not consider the risks to their health from swine flu to be great enough, while 9 per cent tho

Cellphone Find
An employee of the airport found a cell phone in one of the boarding areas. She switched it on, hoping a caller would identify the owner. It rang, and she answered it, but there was no response. When it rang a second time, another female employee answered, and the same thing happened. Moments later, a supervisor came by and picked up the ringing phone. "This is Bob. May I help you?" "Bob," the bewildered woman caller finally spoke. "Where is Bill, and who are those two women he's with?"

Http://www.findmadeleine.com/updates.html
http://www.findmadeleine.com/updates.html Madeleine McCann - New Information Appeal over "Australian" Woman A witness has come forward to give the investigators currently searching for Madeleine McCann new information about a suspicious incident that took place in Barcelona in the early hours of May 7th 2007 - just over 72 hours after Madeleine was abducted whilst on holiday in Praia da Luz in Portugal. The 41-year-old British witness was attending a party with a group of other men in the area of the Port Olimpic Marina in Barcelona. It is a busy location that is popular with both tourists and local people. The group had been visiting a number of bars and restaurants in the marina area on the evening of the May 6th 2007 and into the early hours of May 7th 2007. At around 2.00am on May 7th, the witness became aware of a well-dressed woman, who he describes as appearing agitated. She was seen in the area of the El Rey De La Gamba restaurant-bar for some ten

My Dad
got a ticket for not making a complete stop at a stop sign. he paid and is taking traffic school. i told about the class you can take online and took him to the only spanish site approved by the local court. well first, he doesn't know how to use the computer. and second he can't read the words properly so i made the words extra large and showed him the basics on how to use the mouse. yeah.. he took the mini quiz at the end of the page..and failed. he didn't even bother to read the passages. ugh. and he wants ME to do it. uhm.. he's the one that needs to learn not me. besides its in spanish and i can't understand every word. but now he's mad at me for not doing what he is suppose to do on his own ugh. whatever.

New Poem
I've been working on this one little by little over the course of a month or so and it's finally done (the point may have meandered a bit over time lol). And yes, for those who might catch it, I did borrow a bit of the first couplet from Bad Religion. Old habits die slowly, never resting in peace, Clinging to the familiar, but all things must cease. Wraiths of the past come to take what was theirs. Time claims to heal all, yet too slowly repairs all the wounds that say more than we could ever tell, but the scars that still plague us define us as well. All the fragments of flashbacks and steps to retrace. Just pieces of puzzles to fit into place.

Walnut Creek Pot Dispensary Owner To Defy City Council
http://www.ktvu.com/news/20456158/detail.html WALNUT CREEK -- The owner of a medical marijuana dispensary has vowed not to shut down despite the fact that Walnut Creek's city council held an emergency meeting on Tuesday and approved a temporary moratorium on medical marijuana clubs. Brian Hyman, the founder of Complimentary Alternative Medicine Corp., said his patients are happy he opened a dispensary in Walnut Creek.

Firehouse Hottie Envelopes
Would U guys like 2 have one of my new envelopes?? Send me a request..or leave me a message here....I'll need your address..not email..keep that private..don't show it here...send 2 my email...lilykiss19@aol.com..k xoxoxox Lily Sept 4th Update.. I had 24 fire envelopes made up..at a cost of $5 ea..very expensive..so I can show u the quality of artwork that I can do...& can do 4 your station. Inside was my flyer 4 some of the fine things that I can make.. Hope you like everything.. xoxoox Lily

Sonata Arctica- Shamandalie
In good old times, remember my friendMoon was so bright and so close to us, sometimesWe were still blind and deaf, what a bliss?Painting the world of our own, for our own eyes, now?Can we ever have what we had then?Friendship unbreakableLove means nothing to meWithout blinking an eyeI'd fade, if so needed,All those moments with youIf I had you beside meOne cloudy day we both lost the game?We drifted so far and awayNothing is quite as cruel as a childSometimes we break the unbreakable, sometimes?And we'll never have what we had thenFriendship unbrokenLove means nothing to meWithout blinking an eyeI'd fade, if so needed,All those moments with youIf I had you beside me nowI was unable to cope with what you saidSometimes we need to be cruel to be kindChild that I was, could not see the reasonFeelings I had were but sham and a lie?I have never forgotten your smileYour eyes, oh, ShamandalieTime went by, many memories diedI'm writing this down to ease my painYou saw us always clearer than meH

Okay..i Will Share Something
So yesterday I spent the bulk of the day with my friend Ashley ♥ She has a pool and insisted I come swimming. So we of course talk boys and such. She has only seen me hit on one guy since she has known me. It was her 21st birthday and we were smashed! We discussed the benefits of being single vs. having a relationship. I still say there is more positive in being in a relationship then being single. I also agree the freedom to do as you like when you like is sometimes wonderful. Just not as fulfilling. Anyhow she reminded me of what I said to get this guy to take a ride with me. LOL! I am nuts incase you haven't caught on. I simply said..."How old are you? Want to go for a ride?". Now I won't tell you exactly what happened but you can enjoy pondering this if you are inclined. Obviously his age was acceptable and I did infact drive off with him. I also tossed out his number along the roadside on my way home later. (see I am a bitch!) ok thats all I have to share. pink bec

True Stupidity
->Aguyinreno: i like to rip off the cocks of stupid men and fuck myself with them Aguyinreno: you like to fuck? ->Aguyinreno: how would i know lol Aguyinreno: so you good in bed? ->Aguyinreno: no i have 2 kids Aguyinreno: you a virgin? ->Aguyinreno: nope Aguyinreno: do you have a naughy side? ->Aguyinreno: cross my heart Aguyinreno: promise? ->Aguyinreno: im a good girl Aguyinreno: you a good girl ora naughty one? ->Aguyinreno: yes Aguyinreno: ok you single? ->Aguyinreno: ok u? Aguyinreno: how ar eyoutoday ->Aguyinreno: ty Aguyinreno: your really fuckign hot Aguyinreno: your fucking hot love the thickness

Haha
This guy was walking down the street and this hooker says, "Say, wanna have a good time?" as he looked him up and down seductively. "Sure," he says and they are off to the nearest motel. She takes off her clothes and he keeps staring at her. She says, "Is this the first pussy you seen since you crawled out of one?" The guy says, "Nope, just the first one I've seen big enough to crawl back into." A woman goes to her doctor, complaining that her husband is 300% impotent. The doctor says, "I'm not sure I understand what you mean." She says, "Well, the first 100% you can imagine. In addition, he burned his tongue and broke his finger!" A mother and her son were flying Southwest Airlines from Oakland to Kansas City. The son, who had been looking out the window, turned to his mother and said, "If big dogs have baby dogs and big cats have baby cats, why don't big planes have baby planes? The mother, who couldn't think of an answer, told her son to ask the flight attendant. So, the little

The Story About Dicks
A survey in October 2004 conducted in Hong Kong, measured the flaccid penis size of 148 ethnic Chinese volunteers aged between 23 and 93. The average length of their flaccid penises was 8.46cm which compared favourably with similar studies on other men overseas. Chan Lung Wai director of the Urology Center at the Union Hospital who headed the study suggested that "Hong Kong people are no smaller than western men, where their penises are concerned". Other studies of average penis lengths conducted on men overseas included Germans 8.6cm, Israelis 8.3cm, Indians 8.7, Turks 7.8, Filipinos 7.35, Armenians 8.7, Greeks 8.6, Nigerians 9.2, Americans 8.8 and Italians at 9cm.

Dumbass Ppl!!
I got on today and checked my messages..from someone who dont know me, and whom i've never talked to before wrote this to me!! RE: what the fuck is the matter with you?...your one ver sick mother fucker for thinking interracial is okay when its dead wrong.I cant wait till interraical is agaanst the law.whore mongers.you better be glad theres a law aganst protecting worthless ass mother fuckers like you or i would shot you & thaat bride in the fucking worthless head.i think this site should ban you.

Dreams
This is totally crazy, but I had a dream, in which I told someone a joke: Q: Why did a flasher go to Car wax? A: Cause they put on a top coat. Thats the first time I ever made up a joke in my dream, and remembered it. Maybe I can come up with a high ranking novel next time... another gem from me: Whats a prostitute's favorite music styles? Hard Cock, and Jizz

What Do You Need Most?
You Need Expression You're the type of person who has a lot to express, and you need many outlets. You love to create - whether you're writing a novel or just putting together an amazing outfit. You are a deep thinker. You understand the world well, and you are in touch with your emotions. And you don't like to keep your insights to yourself. You love sharing what you know with the world, even if it's in a very abstract way. What Do You Need Most?

Are You Right Brained Or Left Brained In Love?
You Are Left Brained in Love When it comes to love, you try to be as rational as possible. Your head doesn't lead you astray. You believe that love should never be blind, and you're not the type to get swept away easily. You are a cool customer when you fall for someone. You are able to look at things directly. You believe the honesty is key to a good relationship. You also try to be dependable and trustworthy. Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

A Slight Detour Thru Pakistan
A Slight Detour Thru Pakistan Or Whoever Thought Pooping Could be SO Funny "Well, lets see. Fire Fighters fight fires, and Crime Fighters fight crime, so what do freedom fighters fight?" -George Carlin DWB, Doctors Without Borders, is a truly great organization. Doctors, from around the world, who donate a year or two of their lives to help combatants, regardless of politics, or on which side of the battlefield they fell. They make a difference and actually do good, in parts of the world were "good" is a rare commodity. I worked for them for two years. They promised me travel, and oh yeah, I traveled. I went from one horrid shit hole, to another. From Pakistan, to Bangladesh, and from East Africa to Zaire (yes I know, but that what it was called back then), I truly "saw the world". Yup, I got to travel to all of these bucolic splendors/ shit holes. But today, I'm gonna tell you about one night in Pakistan. I was there, in 1994, back when Bin Laden was stil

Light And Shadow (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 7)
I Am A Being Of Light And Shadow. I Blend In Without Blending In. Just Like A Smoke Screen I Am A Illusion That Wonders The World. You Can't See Me, You Can't Touch Me. Hell You Can't Even Be Me. Because To Be Me You Have To Know What I Am. You Have To Let Everything Go. You Have To Live For Everything And Die For Nothing. I Am Not A Myth. I Am No Means A Legend. I Am Just Me Rather You Call Me MEM or Tommy They Are One In The Same. Tommy Is My Light Side. MEM Being The Shadow. Or Maybe It's The Other Way Around. Maybe MEM Is The Light. The Evolution Of What Tommy Is Suppose To Be Since Tommy's Life Has Had Alot Of Dark Moments. So Maybe Truth Is MEM Is The Forecoming Light That Should Be Showing Through The Shadow. Maybe MEM Will Break The Darkness Of The Abyss. For Only Time Can Tell Because As Of Now I Am Just That: A Being Of Light And Shadow. As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis. NEVERMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Need You All To Help!!
I NEED EVERYONE HERE ON THE FU TO HELP....I OWN A RECORD LABEL..BUT IM JUST A LOCAL AND UNDERGROUND...NOTHING BIG RIGHT...WELL NOT TO LONG AGO I SIGNED THIS BAND TO OUR LABEL JUST FOR ONE ALBUM...AND REALLY TAKING A CHANCE WITH MY OWN MONEY AND WORK I DECIDED THAT THESE GUYS WERE REALLY TALENTED AND FOR SURELY DESERVED A CHANCE AT HITTING IT BIG...SO THE PROBLEM IS AND THIS IS WHAT I NEED FROM EVERYONE ON FUBAR IS TO PLEASE HELP SPREAD THE NAME AROUND!! PUT THE VIDEO LINK ON YOUR PAGE TELL A FRIEND OR JUST LISTEN...THERE AMAZING GUYS AND REALLY WONT MAKE IT TO FAR LIVING IN HUNGARY...THE MUSIC JUST ISNT POPULAR THERE!!! SO PLEASE TAKE A SEC AND CHECK OUT THE VIDEO ITS SHORT AND P,LEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!! HERES THE LINK.... THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT!! LETS GET THESE SOME FUKIN AIRPLAY!!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l-Bnqf_FESQ

Thanks To You - For My Ex
Sitting here trying to figure out , how you can be so cold, and what you are all about. I can't believe I thought you were my life, now looking back I think how could I have been right? But I have to thank you for if I was not so broken-hearted, I wouldn't have learned of the new love that was started. You messed up my life, and also my mind, promises made and broken, weren't you so kind. Now sitting here, it's my darkest hour, what I have gotten is so much power. I thought I would be lost and alone, now I have someone who my heart calls home. I think of you at times and it makes me sick, your very essence is like a candle with no wick. You have to learn how to deal with the pain, even if you think it will make you go insane. To learn to love again and learn to cherish , what you had before sometimes has to perish . Love is a danger, love comes to you as a stranger. It will bring you up, it will bring you down, its like your very wish, only one not to come true. It will tear yo

Stark Calamity
Stark calamity rose between the new realms, the planes that were now controlled in part by two egos. The one of left and to the right. Left was Zero and the right was the malignant entropy created by the destruction of the old realms. His name, simply Destroyer, a clone of the one who consumed the torrent destruction that was done previously to Zero, the only one to complicate the plane walker, the last of his kind. Or so he thought. Definitely his hope.In the time in the Ethereal, burning with ectoplasm, in the current to the corporeal where he communicated with the thoughts and buried truths of the mortals. Behind all that was the celestial paths that was the direct link to where Zero lied, without any corporeal existence after his centuries ofbanishment from Ayenee,he rests in a stagnant slumber without breath, only emotion ran him now.In the astral plane he controlled everything that mattered. Thought, reaction, will, pride, emotions. And with this he correlated the rea

Just Go...
Close your eyes when you look my way Don't let my darkness cover you Please walk away that you may be free Take nothing from your time with me Remember only that you once touched despair Recall the cold inside to save yourself the pain I have to live with this every day Pain is my penance I choose to keep what I've made Always own that which you create Given the choice, don't suffer as I do Run so far away that you can never be burned To stay in my sight is to know hurt and misery Please...Just Go...

Heartless.....
Have you ever noticed how the littlest thing you say could do more damage to someone than good, weather you meant it or not??? the littlest thing you say can set someone back on years of depression and anger... the years they worked so hard to block out so it doesnt effect their every day life... it truely bothers me that there are people who dont think twice about what they say first.... granted, ive had my share of times ive spoke before i thought, and i would step up and apologize about what i said or what i did.... but there are people who are just so heartless that what they say, even after they find out how much what they said hurt someone, they still cant and wont step up and apologize.... i dont get that.... yeah ima bitch, and ill admit it right off hand and i dont care.... but..... ive never been able to be heartless like that..... then there are the people who were your "friends" who thinks you should have taken what was said as a joke..... and its hard to get people to u

Auction !!!!
YOU CHOOSE AUCTION IM STARTING THE AUCTION ON WEDNESDAY SEP 24TH AND IT WILL END ON SARUTDAY SEP 27TH THIS AUCTION WILL GO TILL EACH PERSON THAT ENTERS ACCEPTS A BID AUCTION ENTRY WILL COST YOU 75K FU BUCKS MINIMUM BID IS 250K HOST IS NOT RESPONSABLE FOR THE BIDDER MISTAKES EXP( IF THE BIDDER SEND HIS BID TO THE HOST INSTEAD OF THE AUCTIONEE) AUCTIONEE HAVE THE RIGHT TO DECLINE A BIDDER **FOR BIDDERS** IF YOU LIKE TO BID ON SOMEONE PRIVATLY PLZ PM ME (private message me)AND I WILL NOTIFY THAT PERSON WITH YOUR BID ** FOR AUCTIONEE** YOU WILL ALSO CHOOSE IF YOU WANT CASH BIDS TO OUT DO FU $$$ BIDS THE WAY

*being Single*
WTF is it with you guys (not all of you, but some) that just assume that all women are liars??? I swear it's fuckin' assholes like you and sluts out there that are fuckin' it up for the good girls like me... and that shit ain't cool. If you have a problem trusting people... THEN STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM THEM geez!!!!!!!! If you're just going to stereotype us all then just keep your fuckin' mouth shut. You probably will be liked better with it closed anyway! Ugggggghhhhh! Anyway... I just had to post this because a select few of you are really getting me annoyed... so yeah...

Stuck ( I Write Songs Too..)
I’m through with this and putting all the time in that she never gave to you. I feel so isolated, I’ve tried it all and I just don’t know what to do. So good-bye Garden State Parkway, maybe it’s just better off this way, cause I just can’t hold onto the pain. So what do I do? I just plaster on a fake smile for you, and everyone else, so they don’t think I need help, and it’s not sane!! Is it even worth it, when I try to make you smile? Just looking to bring back the joy, and show you that I am worthwhile. But you don’t see my face, you just see the pain from your past, and I’m not sure if my heart can last this one through. But what can I do? For some odd reason, I’m fucking stuck on you. Just try to see it through my eyes, the ones that cry every single night cause’ I just can’t figure out what’s wrong with me. I look in the mirror but I just can’t see what it might be, all I could do is

Things I Like And Don't Like.
Hi this is a list of things I like and don't. First off things I don't like, people who don't pay attention to someone's status on here this is not twitter so why do people try to talk to you when your not on here???. Rude people that goes for men and women both I have had both crappy comments from men and women on here in the 4 yrs now I have been on here. Men who treat women nasty because of the looks there size or the fact that they have kids and are single or they wana see there cam's and get there numbers or e-mails. I don't like smoky kisses like kids there days people think its soo cool to smoke get high and drink and all but sooo gross to kiss someone who taste's and smells like a dang ash tray YUCK!!!. I don't like the fact that I am picked on because of the fact that I have pet snakes id rather have a pet I can take to bmx tracks and car shows and the kids won't get bit for holding the snake, how many people can say that about the soo loved pitbull. why do stupid men hav

Guido Zen....choices
Choices... There is Good....and there is Evil, Right and Wrong, Heros....and Villians... And if We are blessed with Wisdom, then there are Glimpses between the cracks of each... where Light Streams Thru..... We wait in Silence for these times...when sense can be made, When meaningless Existence comes into Focus... and our Purpose presents itself...... And if we have the Strength to be Honest, then what we find there...staring back at us, is our own Reflection... Bearing witness to the 'Duality' of Life, And EACH ONE of US....is capable of both The Dark... And The Light, of Good...and Evil, Of Either.........Of All..... And Destiny...while marching ever in our direction.... CAN be Re-Routed by the Choices We Make, By the LOVE we Hold onto... and the PROMISES WE KEEP. .....PEACE.

Beliefs That Make Sense..at Least To Me...
MY ADOTPED MANTRA..."To be completely woman ,you need a Master and in him, a compass for your life.You need a man you can look up to and respect.If you dethrone him, it is no wonder that you are discontented,and discontented women are not loved for long." ~Marlene DietrichLike many of us I am looking for a deeper meaning of life, somethingthat clearly identifies, defines and celebrates the differences between men and women.Something that truly embraces…Something I firmly believe in . ~~~ The Natural Order of life ~~~ I will always believe that men are men, dominant and head of the householdand that women are feminine, submissive and sensual creatures. Yet in the real world so many women take on the role of the head of households and families...thus making my beliefs more of a self illuminating concept...not for the everyday, everybody order of things...BUT FOR US IT IS THE RIGHT WAY TO BE ...ONE... The shortest and surest way to live with

The Amazing Inspirational Powers Of Hotdog Buns
Desolate Madness slowly seeps in,She says, " I have stories to tell, don't know where to begin"You walk your fine line with its zigzag turnsEvery mis step leads to your getting burnedCross yourself pretending that your god hearsIgnoring that your prayers fall on insensitive earsAnd when dawn breaks and you find you're still aloneRemember the light you could've been shownWe offered no false hope or faith to breakBut our hands to hold and our hearts to take.When you could've had brotherhood and unityYou chose contradictions and trickeryWe offered all our trust and loveYou chose instead fabrications from aboveYou're now far out of our reachAs long as you believe the lies they teachHopefully sometime soon you'll be able to seeThey teach values riddled with hypocrisy.---------------------------------------------------------This right here is what happens when I get bored at work and I'm extremely sleep deprived... go figure. I found my muse...

My Love My Mary
I remove all remnants of seed and stem I fill my bowl up to the brim. These intoxicating fumes cause me never to be grim Jubilation is what I feel from limb to limb. I'm floating, soaring across this plane Accompanied by my love, my mary, my jane .. :P

She Inspires Me
You are the light in the dark room. You are the train that arrives soon. You are the handshake between friends. You are the song that everyone likes. You are the spice that senses entice. You are the sanctuary of strength not used. You are the vibration to which I attune. Richard LeBlanc (c) 2009

The Hard Part.
Today, I woke up, and I got my rifle, then went to a bush, and did my business. I came back, grabbed an MRE, and had some breakfast. Since the teams are on 25% watch, my driver, PVT Patterson, and myself slept last night. Nothing happened. It was just quiet last night. I could hear to crickets chirrping. There was a little scare with one of those huge spiders that lives here. Those things can kill a camel. I spent the next hour inspecting my humvee, making sure my team had water, food, sufficient ammunition, M203 rounds, properly secured body armor, weapons were brass checked, things like that. Then, we got a call. Because we are so far ahead of the next friendly unit, we are to remain static for the next 24 hours, or until advised further. So the boredom begins. There are 2 things in this world that are more dangerour that anything else. 1. A horny soldier. 2. A bored soldier. Since we have no women in this platoon, the horny soldier is a given, but a bored, horny soldier That's a dis

Leveling
My goal over the next few weeks is to use my ability points to help my family and top friends to level. I will spend the next 6 weeks or so trying to help family and top friends all get to at least godfather. So good luck to all and enjoy my points :) xoxo

Fyi, I Guess
It's funny... I will be completely honest and say there have been a few times over the course of my life where I considered the extinction of my existence; but what teenager hasn't, right? One way or another, I am still here regardless so all that is water under the bridge.What stopped me from giving in to that abyss of frustrated angst? Well, simply put: I kind of enjoy life, even if i don't do much with it. I take some measure of enjoyment from simply going through the daily motions of "being" and many things which encompass that. I love music, I love books and video games, I appreciate what few friends I have -- death always seemed like a really boring way out of life's troubles, more or less.Also, It just seems pretty asshole-ish of a thing to do. Even now, just being sick as shit, I hate that people worry over me, my mother especially. That was always the other thing that kept me around: not wanting to put the few people who care about me through that bullshit. I don't think I'm t

Online Lovestory
We first knew in a simple chat A simple conversation I never thought It was a good start. You were so far away And we were separated by miles And I just ignored everything Because I know its just a lie Then suddenly, After a few times of talking I began to miss you And think of you almost of the time? It was a strange feeling for me And was totally different And I began to hide my feelings Because I know it wasn’t right Day after day, time after time Feelings started to grow I think it was love But never really sure that time Until one day, I convinced myself That’s it is really love I feel for you I am inlove so inlove With a guy no one but you Ohh such a sweet thing You always makes me happy Everytime I talk to you and see you And I know this is LOVE so true.

Venting...
ah where to begin, I feel like running away right now.. You know it feels like nothing I do is good enough when I am already working 2 jobs and trying my best to make his life a little better in that hell hole and yet I am still questioned because I go out with HIS sister to sing Kareoke! I understand how insecure that place can make someone I do... But i am feeling very overwhelmed and weak at the moment. I know the easy way out, I know i could stop taking his calls and stop writing him letters etc. however thats the weak minded way out .. I dont know anymore what I feel like. I dont even feel like me lately.. I sit behind these 4 walls in this apartment every night alone doing nothing but think, cry, stress and its getting to me in a bad way. I am just tired...tired of always being the one bending and trying to do right by someone and it feels like its all for nothing...I know life is not a fairy tale however its all crashing around me and I feel like i am trapped within myself with

Bound
Bound my hands to the bedpost so i can't pleasure myself as You take control over my body and soul... Bound my legs to the bed so i can't pleasure You while You are controlling my every movement... Bound my soul as You whip me over and over again...bringing me to pleasureable heights like never before... Bound my body with Yours as i feel You slip deep inside me...bring me to the Heavens and back down to the Earth...time and time again... Bound our bodies as One

The Abortion Poem That I Wrote.
I would have… By: Susan Horne I would have been a doctor, a lawyer, or a teacher I could have been a mother, a lover, or a preacher I would have graduated high school in the top of my class I could have made figurines out of the finest glass I would have been a good friend to you I could have said the three most important words: I love you. I would have been the stranger you pass by on the street I could have been that person you would love to meet I would have been that novelist that writes intriguing stories I could have been the person in a garage band making noise I would have been your best friend if I could have been given the chance I could have been that person you would give a second glance I would have been the one that you saw in the coffee shop I could have been that policeman or that mall cop I would have been your next president if my life wasn’t cut short I could have been the judge sitting in court But I will never be those things that I have just said

Snuff
Snuff - Slipknot Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sin The air around me still feels like a cage. And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again. So if you love me let me go And run away before i know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you OOh, my smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your lights But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight So save your breath I will not care I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint OOh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hop

Family Add
Ok..I am up dating this blog..lol! I have about 7 albums with over 700 xxx action pics in them! Some are of me with another girl, some are of me playing with toys, some are of me with a man, some of just of me naked up close! Being in my family gets u everything bellow plus extra points when I run a famp! I also rate my family everyday! Here is how the family add & stuff is gonna go now: 25 credit bling pack- gets u in family for one month plus 2 nsfw salutes 65 credit bling pack- gets u in family for 6 months, yim add & 2 naughty salutes 135 credit bling pack- gets u in family from now on, an album of private naughty pics, yim add, see me on cam, cell # 4 texting 350 credit bling pack- gets u in family from now on, album of private naughty pics, yim add, 3 cam shows & 3 phone calls 1000 credit bling pack- gets u in family from now on, album of private naughty pics, yim add, 2 cam show a month for 6 months, 1 phone call a week for 6 months & can talk about doin

Auburn Creed
THE AUBURN CREED I believe that this is a practical world and that I can count only on what I earn. Therefore, I believe in work, hard work. I believe in education, which gives me the knowledge to work wisely and trains my mind and my hands to work skillfully. I believe in honesty and truthfulness, without which I cannot win the respect and confidence of my fellow men. I believe in a sound mind, in a sound body and a spirit that is not afraid, and in clean sports that develop these qualities. I believe in obedience to law because it protects the rights of all. I believe in the human touch, which cultivates sympathy with my fellow men and mutual helpfulness and brings happiness for all. I believe in my Country, because it is a land of freedom and because it is my own home, and that I can best serve that country by "doing justly, loving mercy, and walking humbly with my God." And because Auburn men and women believe in these things, I believe in Auburn and love it. -George

Lifesaver Test...lol
Lifesavers Test: The school teacher exposed her students to a new experience. She handed out little candies with holes in them. The children began to identify the flavors by their color: Red.....................Cherry Yellow................Lemon Green..................Lime Orange ...............Orange Finally the teacher gave them all HONEY lifesavers. Noneof the children could identify the taste. The teacher said, 'I will give you all a clue. It's what yourmother may sometimes call your father.' One little girl looked up in horror, spit her lifesaver out andyelled, 'Oh my God! They're ass-holes!&nb

Battle Of The Sexes ~ Round Vi & Vii
This will be a Fu-Bucks AND Cash Auction *There is a 25,000 fubuck entry fee for joining. *Top 5 Males & Top 5 Females will move on to Round VII * The entry with the most picture rates will receive a Bling Pack

Caa #121
The College roomate of a dear friend and angel, passed away yesterday after a battle with cancer. She was a good person that I got to know here on fubar. Our fellow fubariean, Like Fine Wine has gone to the big fu in the sky. Plenty of prayers for her family and friends, she will be missed. Doc

Braindead
~Braindead~ My intellect, Struck like a lightning bolt, Slicing though my veins. Cluttering illusions, Is the world going insane? An empty glass sits, Waiting to be filled. My mind wants more knowledge instead it sits still. Despisable world of wickedness, From birth to eternity, The frigid fear of aloneness, Paranoid with no gleam.

Illusive Genius
"Click" Goes the shutter as he captures my soul, Opening my eyes, to the world as a whole. The picture speak to me with a softened Timber, “The world is glorious, now surely you remember.” “Click” Once more, Pull the wool from my eyes. Pictures that capture such a lovely surprise. The beauty, the color, all hail our sweet mother, Nature once more showing all of her grace. The artist inspires all my love and desires, Like the masterpiece he hangs, He is always out of range, As guarded as his treasures, no chances for forever, Alone I shall stand, the ever loving fan. Always stretching, never reaching, For the love who still is teaching, Oh sweet stranger who has seen just who I am. “ping” Sounds the keys as the song fills my heart, Suddenly mending what was torn apart, The melody weaving each note deeply sinking As softly he plays the sweet song from my core. “Ping” as the melody resounds once more, Lulling, softly swe

See What Happens When All I Did Was Rerate With A 10
ROCK THIS http://www.fubar.com/user/2363489 OK, I WENT TO RERATE FRIENDS AND CAME TO THIS PAGE AND RATED HIM A 10 FOR I WAS OUT OF 11'S . HE HAS NEVER BEEN TO MY PAGE TO RERATE ME I ALWAYS WENT TO HIS AND THIS IS WHAT I GET FOR THINKING I WAS BEING NICE. ROCK THIS!!: and i wasn't worth an 11 because? ->ROCK THIS!!: i have none ROCK THIS!!: so, don't get mad at my 1 so i can level · ROCK THIS!! rated you a '1'! ->ROCK THIS!!: so dont be upset i blocked you THEN PUT UP THIS STATUS: Cool, a fat chick blocked me...I'm hurt. I CAN'T BELIEVE A LEVEL 35 WOULD TREAT OTHER MEMBERS LIKE THAT AND RATE SOMEONE A- 1- THAT RATED HIM A 10,,I AM JUST LETTING YOU KNOW CAUSE HE WENT AND RATED MY FRIEND A 1 TOO AFTER SHE SAID SOMETHING TO HIM. HERE ARE A FEW LINKS TO UNFAN,REMOVE FRIENDSHIP,BLOCK WITHOUT GOING TO THEIR PAGE. Remove a fan... http://www.fubar.com/myfanof.php?remove=2363489 Remove a friend.. . http://www.fubar.com/myfriends.php?remove=2363489

The Sandwich Cookie Personality Test
You Are Traditional and Dependable You are optimistic, friendly, and cheerful. People appreciate the hopefulness and good vibes you bring to any situation. You are a very creative and innovative person. You dream big and rarely do something the same way twice. You're easy going and easy to be around. You aren't picky or high maintenance. You seek security in your life. Feeling safe is important to you. The Sandwich Cookie Personality Test

What Tropical Fruit Are You?
You Are an Acai Berry You are an intense, fascinating person with a very strong personality. You don't shy away from controversy, and you're incredibly independent. You are cultured, knowledgeable, and worldly. You have a deep understanding of things. You are lively and healthy. You believe your body is a temple, and you treat it as such. What Tropical Fruit Are You?

5 Factor Personality Test
You are Extroverted, Agreeable, Neurotic and Open Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go"! Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have high neuroticism. It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed. You often worry, and your worries preve

~* Seth *~
This may seem crazy ..a blog to you..but I hope you don't mind sooo..here goes ..I know that we haven't known each other that long but I hope that we get to know each other and grow together for a long long time. I remember when I met you and I remember the arguements lol. I am so sorry for those but you can't blame me now can you? The last few months have been turmoil and strife through it..I had a ray of light. you. I have always found you to be one of those amazing people that says what you mean and means what you say...that is rare. Thank you for being my friend. Thank you for being so sweet and so kind. Thank you for being funny and gentle in the mix of your mystery and confusion. Thank you for claiming me as your friend and thank you for not turning your back on me...and thank you for giving me a chance to be YOUR friend..I love sitting up at night just to talk to you..Love waiting to hear how your day is or how you slept..Love knowing that you are there..Thank you..From the bot

Football Pool - Rules And Such
WELCOME TO FUBAR'S VERY OWN NFL FOOTBALL POOL! The rules are simple: -It will cost 25k per week to enter -Games will be listed by week in this blog. -Mail me your picks on fubar. Use "Week #" as the subject for your mail. Just list the teams you expect to win in order. Be sure to include the total number of points you expect to see for the final game of the week. (This is only so a tie can be broken.) -Your picks MUST BE IN BEFORE 9PM EASTERN STANDARD TIME EACH THURSDAY. This will give me time to get everyones picks together by Friday evening. -I will post EVERYONE's picks sometime Friday as a google document here --- http://spreadsheets.google.com/ccc?key=0AprqoD1zeYI-dGl6Ymd1dGhqT3NuT2xYRU5jOG15bFE&hl=en Each week will have it's own sheet within that spreadsheet document. If you have trouble finding everyone's picks for the current week, just let me know. if that link doesn't work, try this.. http://spreadsheets.google.com/pub?key=tizbguthjOsnOlXENc8mylQ&output=html -T

Unreal, Unhealthy.
We've got a problem here.Someone's cheek sweat is chaffing my thighShe's good... she's better than good, she's great. Still got no idea who the fuck she is, or why she'd have anything to do with a skinny ginger like me. No stupid porno shit, nothing her friends told her I'd think would feel good.Why the fuck do women think they'd know anyway?Blind leadin the fuckin blind- just respond, or better yetfucking listen.You give me cues, I'll return the favor, whatever gets these pocket rockets to fire faster. Guys don't sit around and tissle and teehee about this shit, because we already know its like finding a retarded cow in a minefield full of more cows. Yeah, you think I just said something crazy, but its true.Also, I kinda wanted to make this last, so I had to go somewhere else.Thinkin about cows stepping on landmines was better than baseball, or focusing real REAL hard on a color. I dunno why that works, but it does, but innevitably I think about the girl, and a field of that colo

Political Correctness In Todays Society
i personally think political correctness has gone way to far in todays society. i am not racist but i do believe there are niggers in every race and i dont see that word as meaning just blacks. i do not belive in the whole PC race divisions either. you are black, white, asian, mexican, etc etc...snoop dogg isnt from africa so how can he be african american?...his ancestors are africans but he is just a black dude from america...i call them indians not native americans. in high school the mascot was the chieftains. they tried to talk about changing it but there was no way it would have happened. they said it was derogatory to the indians blah blah blah. i will refer to women as girls,chicks,broads, and if they deserve it i will call them bitch,twat,cunt etc etc. i use terms like nigger rig, jewed, gyped. i make fun of illegals and i think we should not give them assistance if they are illegal. i believe there are some jobs women should not have including policeman. i grew up in a poli

Life
As I sit and reflect on yet another death of a friend, I can't help but realize even more that you are not promised tomorrow. We are not even promised the next second. She left behind family and friends that have to continue on without her. I sit and think of the past events of the last few days in my life and how pale they seem in comparison. The real lesson to be learned, live life to the fullest. Never forget to tell the people in your life how much you love them, because one day they will not be here for you to do so. RIP my dear friend you will be greatly missed. 8/09

Alone Again
Alone AgainYou said you would always love meYou were angered when I did not say itYou bought me flowers to show me you caredHeld me, kissed meAll during the time you "fell out of love" with meI loved you more than anythingI feel the fool for feeling soI thought you were true to meThat your love was eternalYou made me believe that it wasLove is blind, this is trueFor 14 years I believed in youI stood beside yousupported you in your lifeYou were my best friendThe one I felt connected toIn November and again in JuneI said I would wait for youYou asked me to do thisYet with no intentionsto give us a second chanceWhy did you do this to me?Why do you now act like you care?My heart has been broken, twisted, thrown awayLike it was not of any substanceor worthThrough the yearsYou made me feel your inner painsShared your deepest secretsShowed me your weaknessesI loved your laugh, your smileYour funny waysAnd then you took this all awayI miss your presence,Your kisses and touchAll I have now are

Fubay Auction 4
Want to own Lizzie? Now's your chance to bid on me!!!! It's easy peazy =) Bids under 1mill:rate pics, stash, buy gifts of choice 2-3x or more per week Bids OVER 1mill:same as above, but will add to top friends, give yahoo messenger, SFW salute, owned by in my name CASH BIDS:(incl. fubucks, and VIP, bling packs, etc)rate pics, stash, comments, bling owner, top friends, yahoo messenger, top family, owned by in my name, 1 SFW salute, 1 NSFW salute, possibly negotiate phone number IF I get a VIP I’ll rate you 11s!!! Also the person with the highest bid, will get to fu-own me! How easy is that??? click below :) Brought to you by: ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™ FuBay Auction 4 (running from Sunday, August 30th - Sunday, Sept 6 at 11:00pm EST" !!!! bully posted by: Boobalicious PaPeR DoLL!@ fubar

Love
Have you ever truly loved someone so much it hurts and yet you cannot be with that one person? Am I crazy for the feelings I have for this person, I know they are returned but we both seem to be in complicated situations. Is it really worth waiting for? Or would I be better off without this person who lives so far away from me? and would I be able to trust them 100%, broke my heart once and I really don't want that pain again. I feel so betrayed by one and betraying another who made empty promises. Any advice would be appreciated I am so confused right now I cannot think straight.

Payment Plan
Pete and Gladys were looking at a new living room suite in the furniture store. Pete said to the salesman, "We really like it, but I don't think we can afford it." The salesman said, "You just make a small down payment, and then you don't make another payment for six months." Gladys wheeled around with her hands on her hips and said, "Who told you about us?"

The Butcher
Prelogue: I want to start by saying im a starting writer and I have a lot to learn this is a class assignment it was supposed to be 500 words i went longer but hey i can change it if it needs to be done. Thanks in advance to anyone who reads it and comment muah! big supporters rule! The Butcher For every field of work or study there is always one person that stands out. Chef Timothy Roth was an everyday household name because of his high standards and perfection. Tougher than any judge on Iron Chef and faster with a better quality surpassing anything anyone had ever seen before. Although he had a passion for food he was not a gluttonous man. No, I daresay he would never consume a dish, which at first bite was not absolutely exquisite. This tall slender man had such high standards and expectations. Chefs and waiters would cringe at his mere sight and would be awestruck in his presence. Being known world wide and knowing that women lusted for him because of his good looks (his du

Booze Vs. Water
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine... And those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom,In beer there is freedom,In water there is bacteria.In a number of carefully controlled trials, Scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, At the end of the year we would have absorbed More than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. Coli) - bacteria Found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop.. However,

To Everyone Out There Who Sometimes Feel Lost
Take comfort where you find it That is what life is feel it all There is adversity everywhere Especially when it comes to love But there are people out there who live a meaningful life by forgiving there mistakes they made Not only do they find love but also to learn to love again so laugh out loud , live each moment like its your last , and love like there is no tomarrow. Remember you only get one chance at this thing called life !

Friends
all my years alive i was tought that friends are there for you no matter what. They love to talk to you everyday and will do anything for you. Over the past couple of years it seems that almost everybody has lost that sence of being a friend. Now its who has what and how much they make and how they look. Have we became that shallow? Is it so hard to actuely be friends with people for who they are and not what they are or what they have or look like? I have kept to being a friend for who that person is inside not what they look like on the outside or what they have or can offer me. If everybody went back to that sence of friendship there would be lesss depression in the world. And i feel sorry for thoes who only want to be friends with people for money or looks or what they have. If you want a real true friend you know where to find me.

Dating
I have been single for two years now and all this time I have been confused. I grew up being tought that dating was when a guy would ask you out, for a date and he would come to your door, maybe bring flowers(roses of course), take you to his car, go to dinner, dancing, or a movie, or better yet on a picnic by a lake, water fall, or just some where romantic. None of which has happened to me. So I decided to look it up in the dictionary, wow to my amazment, it says a particular point or period of time at which some event has happened or will happen. To go out on a date with the opposite sex. No INSTRUCTION. I decided to look up courtship, the wooing of a woman by a man, still no INSTRUCTIONS. Then there is the great invention, web camming, no INSTRUCTION, ( but always someone more then willing to show you how to have sex on it.) I'm not going to lie and say I have never done it. I'm still that old fasion girl,that BELIEVES, the art of dating and courtship is still the romance, music, c

Update
(This idea stolen from Papi, just so you know) I haven't been on as much, as some of you may or may not have noticed. I started working and although it's not 40 hours a week, it's a job none-the-less and takes time out of my day. I also have 3 extra people living in my house now (so the total is now 6) so cleaning up after and cooking for 6 people is very time consuming. (They don't do much around here, which pisses me off, grrrrr). On top of that we're packing up and will be hopefully moving soon. Oh, and my mom is going in for surgery soon, so I've been trying to do more to help her out too. Between all of that, which I'm sure doesn't seem like a lot, but it is, I just don't have a lot of free time anymore. I do get on when I have time, and I try to keep up with everyone that I can. It seems that I have lost touch with some very important to me and for that, I'm sorry. I don't mean it and I hope that I'll be able to catch back up soon. If you would like to stay in touch with me o

Onyx
My eyes no longer speak for me.They've turned glassy, a permanent bluff of humanity.Try not to look into them when you think I'll bleed my heartyou won't see a change.I spoke, I joked, and marionetted a thousand hypotheticals in front of the mirrorsnot a glimpse of me there.Cold, distant, the high gloss rampartforbid accesscamoflauged empty behind the lens.I felt as much as my flat facsimile of bent light and illusion.Fascination only in the lack of fascination.The complete lack of surprise at what has happened to me.How this soul was severed, ejected, and removed from my memory.Like a bad gear, or a faulty componentstressed beyond its means and cast into the floating dark.Still there is hope, a trace flavor when she smilesI am alive for one glorius life timeStirring rust and seized hinges as I echo a coy yearningone fearful of losing her in the place that I have for her now.Rendevous', hidden trysts, wet locks of that thing they called passion.I fear gambling with these things, for wh

Rare Blood Types
Rare Blood Types List Are you rare blood type or most common blood type. You can check the same in following list of Blood Types includes White African American Hispanic Asian White African American Hispanic Asian O + 37% 47% 53% 39% O - 8% 4% 4% 1% A + 33% 24% 29% 27% A - 7% 2% 2% 0.5% B + 9% 18% 9% 25% B - 2% 1% 1% 0.4% AB + 3% 4% 2% 7% AB - 1% 0.3% 0.2% 0.1% Source - Red Cross Now I feel all guilty. I'm B- and havent given blood in forever.

Can't Take Much More...
I don't usually talk about things like this, as keeping it inside is normally how I deal with things. But I'm going to vent, because that is what I need right now. I honestly don't know how much more I can take..and I have managed to get through ALOT over the years. But wasn't it a straw that broke the camel's back? I think one more bit of negativity might just do it. I believe in being positive, and loving and giving but that does not mean that I can always keep my head up in the face of adversity. I'm trying, trying so hard. And have been over the last month or two...but it has all come to a head and I'm sinking fast. Without even getting into everything else going on, just the past week alone has been so high stress that I'm lucky I don't have high blood pressure. I'm low on food for my family to start with, and then my fridge goes out and most of what I did have spoiled. The air died and it's still in the 90's and I don't have a fan for us, nor even the $15 or

End Of Summer 2009 "thoughts & Observations" Blog..
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Orgy Time
Yes it's that time of year where the warm weather is fading and cabin fever begins. So let's have an orgy. Yeah if ya didn't know I'm the Ultimate perv (swinger). Of course this limits to local people. Even have a club/resort that this can take place.. seen here: http://www.themountainretreat.net/ It's a fun clean resort. And Affordable.. September 19-20th I'll be there for the Fall orgy...hehe Reply here to apply to be there..

Welcome Home
Coheed and Cambria - Welcome Home You could've been all I wanted But you weren't honest Now get in the ground You choked off the surest of favors But if you really loved me You would've endured my world Well if you're just as I presumed A whore in sheep's clothing Fucking up all I do And if so here we stop Then never again Will you see this in your life Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest is our love ever longed With truth on the shores of compassion You seem to take premise to all of these songs You stormed off to scar the armada Like Jesus played martyr, I'll drill through your hands The stone for the curse you have blamed me With love and devotion, I'll die as you sleep But if you could just write me out To neverless wonder... happy will I become Be true that this is no option, So with sin I condemn you Demon play, demon out! Hang on to the glory at my right hand Here laid to rest is our love ever longed With truth on the shores of compassion You seem to t

Naughty Or Nice
Naughty or Nice?? Cum and get me Let me be your Angel with naughty thoughts!! Please rate the auction page even if you don't want to bid. In a contest for most rates. Wll pay 5k for a rate sb or pm me, Muah!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=848983&albumid=1833999&i=366222139&idx=17#366222139

3 50 Project
Save your local economy…three stores at a time - Saving the brick and mortars our nation is built on 3Think about which three independently owned businesses you’d miss most if they were gone. Stop in and say hello. Pick up a little something that will make someone smile. Your contribution is what keeps those businesses around. 50If just half the employed US Population spent $50 each month in independently owned businesses, their purchases would generate more than $42.6 billion in revenue.* Imagine the positive impact if ¾ of the employed population did that. 68 For every $100 spent in independently owned stores, $68 returns to the community through taxes, payroll and other expenditures. If you spend that in a national chain, only $43 stays here. Spend it online and nothing comes home. 1 The number of people it takes to start the trend…you.

Mom Please Don't Go, Not This Way
if I seem not myself lately its because my mother has been the hospital with an some kind of bacterial infection in her blood that has traveled to her face and making it way to her brain the doctors have been giving her antibiotics left and right but it doesn't seem to be working and morphine for the pain the Doctor told us if this makes it to her brain it will one leave her brian dead or two kill her either one she is dead and i am having a very hard time handling this i lost my grandmother to ganggreen poising that went through out her body and brain which was my moms mother i can't handle losing my mom the same way at the same age her mother did and my grandmother so i'm asking my friends here please i can use your support in anyway shape or form drowning in my tears pynkcherry

Another Day In The Daybed
I love my Daybed - its cozy - got a lot of space - BIG pillows and is fit for a Princess...and I IZ a Princess :-) Just one small thing - it gets to you when you spend hours and days at end in this thing. No matter how comfy it is - it can get UNcomfy after a while. Maybe I need to try the floor for a slight change? If I try to go back into my bed - on the other end of my house - I might stay in there and not come back out for a while. I need to set up a library in there and get a tv set up as well. I have books enough - read all more than one time - I got a tv - heavy shit! Not gonna even try lifting it. So I guess I stay where I am for the time being. Convinient cause : - kitchen to my left - tv straight ahead - remote on the table - desktop with my surround on to my right - laptop on lap or on the table. Bathroom about 25 steps away. Both phones within reaching distance. Books in the shelf 4 steps away ( only to be used when Im bored in fubar ) So - to keep me from read

The Dog And Pony Show
So I made it through the "big day." Dog and pony show is complete. I'm a fucking hero for pulling it off. What a farce. Basically what can ebe described as "disaster tourism." The Pakistani culture is amusing. Its even more amusing when you watch them bullshit clueless Americans. Particulary when the people bullshitted are Presidential appointees. I am actually starting to like these people. I will never, however, get used to seeing a family of 5 on a motorbike. So my friend Phil cracks me up. He started explaining the concept of gay marriage to one of our drivers, just to see the poor guy's head explode. Completely beyond his ability to comprehend. Honestly, the best way to deal with the Pakistanis is to fuck with them. They actually appreciate it.

Black Wings
"Now I lay me down to sleep.I pray the Lord my soul to keep.I ask the Lord, the King of kings,Protect me from, Her Black Wings- Amen."--The desert stretches out in front of me. The hills of sand undulating, flickering in the heat, glaring back into my eyes. The air is still, no movement, nothing, like being in a vacuum. The sun beats down on me and my skin feels like it's sizzling from the heat. I raise my hand over my eyes and peer into the desert, looking for the next supply truck. I see nothing for miles. I turn around and walk back into the small village. The homes of cracked wood and mud brick squat on either side of a road that is only a road because it's between the rows of homes. People sit in the doorways, gathered in small groups; young children, women, a few men, limbs thin, faces drawn, bellies distended, skin drawn tight across their skulls with dark eyes peering out at me, looking for the bit of hope that I can bring them. I feel like a god in my clean pressed shirt

Queen Of Darkness
Sonja was quite, to put it nicely, an unusual child. She was born in the year of our Lord, 983 A.D., on the eve of the new year. Her mother had died giving birth to her, and her poor father did not know what to do with her. King Alexander was bewildered by his daughter. For one thing, he and his beloved wife, Isabelle, both had long, golden hair that flowed thick and pretty. Sonja's hair was darker than a bat's wing, and lay very flat and straight. Both her mother and father were well known for their pleasing appearances; but Sonja was very plain, her skin pale, her eyes a dull greenish-brown. It was whispered throughout the castle walls that perhaps the child was not King Alexander's daughter, and that Queen Isabelle had been unfaithful. The rumors greatly angered him, and he ordered that any servant overheard speaking such lies was to be immediately imprisoned. As the years passed, King Alexander came to the realization that he was beginning to fear his own child. When Sonja turne

The Meaning Of Love
Beneath what you think of me by my exterior, the interior is very empty and dying to be loved. My heart has been broken and longing to be healed by that right person, that prince charming, that angel from above, that 1 in a million. That person that laughs when I laugh, cries when I cry, aches when I ache, and loves when I love. That person that can finish my sentence and know what I am going to say even before I say it. I want that fairytale...to be swept off my feet and to have that feeling of 100% happiness. That person to make me realize that broken heartI had never even existed. To me the meaning of the word LOVE is Love Overcomes Virtually Everything

Unfit To Speak Her Name.
I was wondering where I could stand in such a perfect worldone which would allow you and me.Is it a place of light and pleasant mirage.Is it some place solidwill I have to dance and maneuveror can I just please have you?Will there be room for my quills collection and many many large sized dogs?Hammocks, dwindling hairlines, fading memories of a life before you.We're going to need a bigger place.Can we delete this nervous young man who's sure he has nothing to say?Nothing interesting at least other thanparting from you is the hardest part of my dayandwhen you smile, my heart remembers to beatcan I build you a world of words and romancea palace of fine crystal and bright feathersor should I request something of a bit more substance?I'm afraid that if I did, you would turn in fear from me.The rest have, and while I do think you're differentI think you all have that in common.Everyone leaves.Everyone quits.One way or another.You will be no different, but... perhaps you could be the high po

What Is In My Head Today.
There is simplicity to be found amongst the chaos in my mind: hold on tight or let go both are freeing & detrimental to everyone involved. both sides are relieved both sides are pained. even within my own heart, the road splits before me & no matter which path i choose, half of me sighs…the other half is filled with wonder & regret. (I wish the world revolved around Love & not Money) i feel like my thoughts are so simple- yet everything about me & my life appears complex…i don’t understand- i don’t understand anything anymore- i never did really, just rubbing the niave off of my eyelids -still heavy, with what i am unsure. Tonight i sat on a stool, in the bathroom, lazily putting make-up on (throwing one of those stupid pity parties in my head). I heard a buzzing, looked up & saw a fly trapped in the light fixture above me. The more it tried to escape, the more it got burned by the blazing bulb. Truly, i felt bad for the little guy. I tried tu

The Strip Club
So I'm fed up with the strip club and how it makes me feel. I'm done. This thursday is going to be my last day and for anyone whom has asked to see me, this is your last chance to do so. *shrugs* Edit So, as much fun as dancing is I don't want to do it any more. Don't get me wrong, I find nothing wrong with nudity. I don't find it tabboo. Some do and I understand that. Well I've got a day job and with a good roommate can afford all my bills IF I choose to sstay after all the crap with the landlord... But chances are after his bull I may not. That shit I'm pretty much done with too. ANY HOO. What I don't like about the club are, catty strippers stealing from me, starting shit with me and treating me like shit. I also hate the men whom touch me, grope, and try to fuck me in the champagne room. It's not cool. I get people contantly trying to finger me and I've broken a few fingers (other peoples fingers) since I've been there and a jaw or two. What? I've kicked people in the fa

Labor Day 2009
Last night around 11pm or so I recieved a text message from my baby sister letting me know my Uncle had been involved in a motorcycle accident and was in the hospital. The doctors called the family in due to his critical condition. He has head trauma, bleeding on the brain, a collapsed left lung, several broken ribs, along with several cuts and bruises. They have him on a ventilator and are giving him propofol to keep him sedated. I went back to see him and was shocked at the way he looked. Both his eyes are black and blue, very swollen and almost popped out of his head. There are tons of tubes and IVs everywhere. I really thought I would be okay since I am a nurse but it's quite different seeing a member of YOUR family lying in a bed and hooked up to tons of machines. As of right now there is still no change in his condition. I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing right now. Please keep him and the rest of my family in your thoughts (and if you pray, throw a few in for

Car/cow Sale
A farmer went to town to buy a pickup truck that he saw advertised in the paper for a certain price. After telling the salesman which truck he wanted, they sat down to do the paperwork. The salesman handed the farmer the bill, and the farmer declared, "This isn't the price I saw!" The salesman went on to tell the wise old farmer how he was getting extras such as power brakes, power windows, special tires etc. And that was what took the price up. The farmer needed the truck badly, paid the price and went home. A few months later, the salesman called up the farmer and said, "My son is in 4-H and he needs a cow for a project. Do you have any for sale?" The farmer said, "Yes, I have a few cows, and I would sell for $500.00 apiece. Come look at them and take your pick." The salesman said he and his son would be right out. After spending a few hours in the field checking out all the farmer's cows, the two decided on one and the salesman proceeded to write out a check for $500.00. The farme

Superman
We all have things as we grow up that influence what we are attracted to. I on the one hand have always had this fascination with superman. The character as I understand it is born of another planet. Saved by the intelligence of his parents and raised by the best humans on the planet. That the story anyways. Over the years my own personal meaning of "superman" is a bit different than I think anyone realizes. LOOKS- of course tall, athletic to slightly musclar and absolutely gorgeous with dark hair and a smile to melt hearts. PERSONALITY, my version, been through hell but still has a heart of gold and only wants to do right no matter what QUALITIIES, my version, Bravery and Courage to do what scares him the most when it's the right thing to do. These seemingly simple traits have been very hard to come across. My status will often say searching for superman blah blah blah and like prince charming its my own warped version of the character that i'm talking about. Some say having a

Good Morning!
My List of Things To Do Today: 1. Mind my manners. 2. Keep my sarcastic comments to a minimum. 3. Try really, really hard not to say "Fu*k off" to anyone. 4. Try to be the best friend I can be. 5. Do not let men walk on me or take advantage of me. 6. If they do, disregard #3 and follow up with a roundhouse right. 7. Walk away, brush it off, and refer back to #1.

9/11 A National Day Of Service, Wtf
Well Obama has pissed me off again dear readers. Seems he wants to make today A national day of "SERVICE". For me and thousands of our Soldiers, sailors, Marines, Airmen, Guardsmen reservists, police, Firefighters, and Paramedics, EVERY DAY IS A NATIONAL DAY OF SERVICE.. Our nations finest,, No in my mind, today should be a day of remebering the Victims of that cowardly attack and How it brought Americans together . But old BO seems to think it was a government conspiracy along with his Homie VAN JONES,,, Id like 10 minutes alone in a room with MR jones... I think Toby Keith Summed up my feelings in his song "THE ANGRY AMERICAN-COURTSEY OF THE RED WHITE AND BLUE" Far bettter then i could myself express.. American Girls and American Guys We'll always stand up and salute We'll always recognize When we see Old Glory Flying There's a lot of men dead So we can sleep in peace at night When we lay down our head My daddy served in the army Where he lost his right eye But he flew a flag ou

9-11
THIS IS A DAY THAT MANY MAY NEVER FOR GET WE CRIED WHEN WE SAW THOSE TWO PLANES HIT WE WATCHED IN DISBELIEFAS WE SAW PEOPLE FALL TO THE STREETWE CAME TOGETHER AS A NATION THE VERY NEXT DAY AND STARTED HUNTING DOWN THOSE WHO PRAYED ON INNOCENT PEOPLE THAT COULD NOT FIGHT BUT THEY FELT THE MIGHT AND POWER WE HAVE AND NOW THEY SEEM VERY MAD FOR WE BROUGHT THE FIGHT TO THEM AND IN THERE STREETS FOR THEY ARE NOT BRAVE AND THEY ARE NOT STRONG ALL THEY NO IS HOW TO DO HARM IT DOES NOT MATTER WHO THEY HURT JUST AS LONG AS THEY SEE BLOOD IN THE DIRT BUT MOST OF US HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN THOSE WHO DIED ON THIS DAY AND I WILL FIGHT AS LONG AS IT TAKE FOR THIS TO NEVER TAKE PLACE AGAIN ON THE SOIL OF MY GOOD FRIENDS....jro

"to Avoid Another September 11, U.s. Must Join The World" -q'orianka Kilcher Reads Rita Lasar,
Q'Orianka Kilcher reads Rita Lasar, "To Avoid Another September 11, U.S. Must Join the World" (September 5, 2002) from Voices of a People's History on Vimeo. Q'Orianka Kilcher reads Rita Lasar, "To Avoid Another September 11, U.S. Must Join the World" (September 5, 2002) by Voices of a People's History

Poem
MEDALS Don't envy a man his medalsAll those ribbons on his chestHe did not try to get themThey're not there at his request They were earned in stinking hell holesWhere no man would like to goOr in cold and wintry placesWhere there's only ice and snow He did not know he earned themTill they were awarded at paradeAnd they were bright when he first got themBut in time the colors fade He was told he had to wear themAnd to wear them all with prideBut when the memories come to haunt himThose same medals make him hide Cause those medals will not bring backAll those guys he left behindAnd he would trade them all foreverFor a little peace of mind So don't envy a man his medalsYou don't want to take his placeThinking back to long gone battlesAnd meeting dead friends face to face THE MEMORIAL We tried, we tried, Oh God we triedSo we could be here tooAnd walk around rememberingAnd look for names we knew Our lives were lost so far awayUpon a distant shoreBut we are here in memoryAs yo

Murder Soul
Murdered Soul Murder Soul The snow had fallen.. I walked among boxes. As I try to approach the window to watch the flakes fall I stumbled..What was this feeling I felt.. Had the cold entered the house or had I turned cold..I hear my heart beat..It pounded against my chest as if it was trying to hammer its way out.. Had I failed my heart or was I just imagining this.. I felt a tear drop on my cheek.. It slowly fell to my chin. I wiped it away with the back of my hand. Only to discover it was not only one tear but many.. I didn’t want this. I could hear the voice tell me.. Why was I doing it? I tried to make sense of my thoughts. I was killing someone. With my own self destruction. I was murdering a beautiful soul. I knew my heart was protesting yearning me to listen more closely. It was to late I was beyond reason. I needed to follow through. He approached me..”Are you sure” his head fell and he sighe

Lost In You
Lost In You I see your face before me. An inch separates our lips. I feel the warmth of your breath as it flows from your mouth. Your eyes the window to your soul heed my captive, I feel your thirst, as you devour me. I am yours. As my moist palms rest mildly against the roughness of your cheeks the prickly sensation that generates my blood. I pull you close, our lips touch gently, I can smell your essence, and it compels me. I am yours; my heart pounds my breathing increases. Your hands are upon my waist, you force my body to unite with yours. My body feels unspeakable desire. Your hand palpates stroking my lower back. I urge myself to pull from you. I can’t I feel alive; I fear the destruction of my will as you lower your lips to my neck. Control is a forgotten word as I allow my will to devolve. You sense my deliberate motion; you ingest this as me mouthing the words “Yes”. You lift your head, you look into my eyes, you see th

Lbb Entry 27
Downrater: Viewed him to rate and fan him before accepting his friend request. In the time it took for me to rate the person ahead of him I recieved these shouts as well as being blocked and downrated by him: Profile Link: http://www.fubar.com/user/2847605 I have a 1 finger salute with your name on it :)

I Laid My Eyes On You
Love is patient, love is kind. So the poets say.Those were merely words to me … just another phrase.I never saw my future in someone else’s smile‘Til I laid my eyes on youNow you’re the warmest blanket on the coldest winter’s night.You’re the other side of me I never thought I’d find.Every angel up above was smiling on the dayWhen I laid my eyes on youThough it’s hard at times for me to find the words ...To paint the perfect picture of just how much you’re worth.You should know I’ve been thinking stars and counting blessings tooSince I laid my eyes on youAnd when the world wants to bring me to my knees,I always find your hand reaching out for me.There would be no other that I could ever loveOnce I laid my eyes on youOnce I laid my eyes on you ~ C.T.

Ummm ... Drunken Ramble.. To Random Chick .. ;p
all men tell you that you are beautiful .. full of life and special crucial and right and perfect true and bright and just to much to gorgeous and must have you to touch and brush and just touch you such a being that lust cant describe suck and grieving and luck wont decide Im different and life has derived a person to strange and sex cant survive ,,Im yours and you ... you can be mine... you cant believe what I say ,,, and today wont tell you what tomorrow will bring and singing cant tell you what tomorrow has sung ,, hung and beautiful and hard is the way .. giant and veiny and drilled you will be ,.,, .. fucked and sucked and licked we can stay .. naked and sweaty and fucked we are free... your scent and sweat and pussy will be mine .. your taste and tits and nape of neck will be fine ... on the line I put my trust fund and kind .. your love and trust,I want your lust to be mine ...

What I Learned To Fear.
I dunno what to say.I dunno what to think.That'd be a multi-million dollar poem in itself if I just happened to be Rembrandt.Why are the rules different for paintings?Because you can always reprint what I've said?Recite, recall, rescript?How unfortunate for me, but youyou get the gift that keeps on giving.Phone keeps ringing.Probably something important but I don't think I'm picking it up anyway.Besides there's a bit of a mess on my fingers.No bloody hobby knife, no kitchen sheers or paint, charcoal's in the bin, and to my recollection I'm not banging my digits in any strange orificesOh for it to beany of those things..."Yeah?"... so I caved. I ran out of good reasons not to pick it up, just selfish ones like - leave me the fuck alone."Are you home?"fuck.compulsive truth telling in32"yeah""can you let me in?"as usual the house is a fucking bomb of moldy dishes, dog hair, and drool spots either from mastiff jowels or passed out pantsless alchoholicsbut"sure hang on a sec"I pop the front

Farewell To Sleep
I was just about to sleep. I was tiredThe weight of the world on my shoulders had drained my spirit.But before I closed my eyes, I caught a glimpse of you.From beneath my heavy eyelids I could see your strength … of heart, body and mind.The light from your soul shining so brightly I should have shielded my eyes,But I didn’t for fear I might miss even a glimpse of who you are.And now I find myself awake. Aware of my surroundings and of the beauty in a single moment … the poetry in a single word.You have awoken in my soul a sort of calm knowing.I understand that my passion need not be wasted.My words need not remain misunderstood.My beauty is more than the shell that holds my essence together.My soul is beautiful and good and should shine like the sun.I glanced over my shoulder at my bed.Blankets folded down - inviting me to return.But I no longer want to sleep.Dreams are beautiful, but not as beautiful as you.

Lol
ur lips pressed against my lips,ur hands on my hips,our hearts beat as one,as all our pain is undone,u take my breath away,i want u to forever stay,u r everything i could wish for,uv picked my heart up off the floor,u take my hand,as united we stand,we fight for our happiness,trying to destroy our lonliness,how i wish u were here,so,u can wipe away my lonely tear!

With Friends Like This.....
Who the hell needs enemies....I had an experience today that just blew my mind. I mean, I know there are people like this one out there, but this is someone I KNOW. Someone I've known for a couple of years plus. This is someone that I've defended over and over. He's not well liked on the site and for good reasons. At the moment, I'm so hurt and angry I can't see straight. Unreal.Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me. Bullshit. It does bite.I do for a lot of people, and I mind my own business, not just on the FU, but in real life. When I work the FU, I do what I'm suppose to, got by the FUBAR bible and stay out of drama. I certainly don't want drama coming to my page, and I damned sure don't want ME being drama on someone else's page. Sometimes, assholes just take it upon themselves to do just that, whether you like it or not. This is why I don't like people on the fu buying me things that take real money. While it's much appreciated, some feel that says

Upcoming Birthday News
Yesterday I got an invite to a Slot Tournament on my birthday (October 20) and I can't wait to go! The sad part is that everyone has work so it looks like I am going to be spending my birthday alone again. :( But hey at less I will hopefully win some free money. Other then that all is going OK with me, I have a job interview tomorrow (Monday, September 14, 2009) and I also got my money from the state of Utah to pay for school, so I can go down and pay them to get my start date. Besides all of that, I'm very bored, and really hoping that school will bring some friends of all kinds, lord knows I need some. :)

Some Thoughts
I can't explain or understand and things are so unclear,The seasons changing while I slept, left me unprepared.My sympathies and empathies are locked behind this door,Hiding there until I'm sure it is as safe as before.I must have closed my eyes too long, turned my head too far,Cause something strange is happening, I feel it more and more.This painful numbing of my mind, I can't even feel my skin,And here I am alone again, on the outside looking in...

Grr
Is it really that fucking hard to rinse out your used dishes and put them into the dishwasher?? I'm about to take my dishes away. Seriously, how fuckin' hard is it? He still doesn't do much cleaning...He'll take his piles of trash from his "room" to the kitchen garbage and over fill it...and doesn't take out the trash! He hasn't done that in forever! He gathered all his dishes and just pilled them into the sink...I've told him numerous times not to put the glasses into the sink because they can break. So what...he just gathers up his trash and dishes then leaves them for me to do!? I don't care if you're not home a lot but do you're fucking share of cleaning and don't keep leaving me all that crap. Is he wanting another agrument with me!? I just want to strangle him....

I Am...
i am an instrument, strung ineptly. i am natures low, slow song, played at high speed. i am the meek yet vengeful prey, sprung from the belly of the beast. i am the tender, loving mother that refuses to breed. i am the festering wound that does not bleed. i am a sweet, siren song of longing morbidity. i am the tense, coiled tiger, preparing to spring. i am the secret that screams. i am the wraith that followed you home from your dreams. i am the hope that causes the caged bird to sing. so sweet. i am the thought that night brings. i am fantasy, dancing on a moonbeam. i am the one that set the demons in the box free. i am insanity. i am serenity. i am war. i am peace. i am sweetly bitter poetry. i am happy. i am angry. i am refusing to see what you mean. i am a perfect, black sucking hole of need. i am alone. i am not lonely.

Random Thinking
I have had alot of free time on my hands here lately, and have had alot of time to think. Which for me has not always been a good thing :) I think of my life prior military, and miss the perks of homelife. But would not change my decision for anything in the world. I am doing what I want to do, and what I believe in. If I had one thing I miss more than anything besides my family, would be the ocean. It was always my happy place, the place I found comfort and understanding. I have walked many nights on the beach, with the sounds of the waves in the distance as I gazed at the moon above me. Right there on that beach only a few steps from my house, I have experienced life, love and understanding. All experiences were not so great, yet they all played a part in who I am today. Some have their safe places, well that was and will be mine. Just a small bit into my life. Rather ironic I am here with plenty of sand but no water! lol

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Tried going to sleep feeling bummed, real tired. Wake up feeling bummed...feeling that today is going to be a bad day. Some things that I'd like to think about, but rather try not to. Sometimes thinking about certain things just bums me out even more. I just wanna go back to sleep and not wake up for a long while.

Updates And News
Hey guys we have a lot of news for the group since last week to fill you guys in on. But before I go into that I'd like to thank everyone that went by our member Mary's page and showed her some support and love through the difficult passing of her father last week. I definetly appreciate everyone doing that and coming together as a group and showing her support. First news of the day the group has a new Co-Leader and her name is Tera Loves Ebou. She's 2nd in command of the entire group so if you have any questions and I'm not around or you don't have my text to ask me questions just hit her up for information and she will help you as best as she can or will relay the info to me and I'll give her the info to give to you. If anyone else would like to be a Co-Leader just hit me up and let me know,I need all the help I can get because I'm busy working,making cards and rating the new members and TRYING to rate the current members as well as finding targets for the group to rate blogs to ma

[wicked Cricket]
(wanna save yourself about 20 minutes of rant?short answer: Personalized Mech JOYGASM!)So... I dropped in on my local game store and picked up the Armored Core 4 (one of my all time favorite game franchises of ever- where you build mobile suits and do tedius missions- and fight AWESOME one on one duels) "For Answer"basically the version 1.12 of the 4th in the series.There are a TON of armored core games.The numeric rules do not apply here- kinda like grand theft auto.If you think about it Grand theft auto Liberty City stories, San Andreas, and Vice City are ALL Gta III (because they share the same engine... a vastly improved engine from game to game- but the same engine)I could go into another HOUR of explaining the progress of this game from point A to point ... Zeta, but there's not really a point because ... I don't even think a fellow ludologist would really care all that much.AC 1 and variants, AC 2 with awesome duel only game PS1 -> AC3 PS2-> PS3 AC4The combat has become about 10

Shape Ups?
So I broke down and bought the new Skechers shape up shoes. For those that do not know what those are they are a new type of walking shoe. They are designed to improve posture, promote weight loss (by making you more active) and tone/strengthen back, calf and butt (wOOt). They are also supposed to lessen stress on knee and ankle joints and increase your cardiovascular health. So I wore the shoes at work for 45 minutes tonite. Cuz they tell ya not to wear them for no longer than that until you get used to them. Lemme tell ya I feel a difference. My back does hurt a little but it is cuz my posture sucks. My legs feel like the calves have had a decent work out. And OMG, my ass feels like I did a shit ton of lunges. I am going to wear them to run errands tomorrow and will start wearing them at work for an hour or two until I build up my stamina. So far the shoes seems to live up to the hype but we will see what they are like after 2-3 weeks of wearing them. Oh and they are very

A Day To Remember
OUR HEARTS ARE SADDEN AND FILL WITH HATE FOR WHAT THOSE COWARDS DID ON THAT DATE THEY COULD NOT ATTACK US LIKE REAL MEN WOULD BUT YET HAD TO BLIND SIDE US AND ATTACK WITH OUT WARNING HITTING THOSE TOWERS AND THE PENTAGON TOO BUT LITTLE DID THEY KNOW THAT THEY AWAKENED A BEAST AND THAT THE PRESIDENT WOULD NOT LET IT SLEEP HE UNLEASHED IT WITH ALL ITS MIGHT AND NOW THERE WISH THEY HAD NOT STARTED THIS FIGHT HE SENT BRAVE MEN AND WOMAN TO FIGHT FOR THOSE WHO WHERE LOST ON THE DREADFUL DAY THEY ARE PROUD TO GO TO FIGHT FOR THE FLAG THAT WAVES BRIGHTER AND STRONGER EACH AND EVERYDAY THE FLAG HAS THREE COLORS AND MANY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY MEAN SO HERE IS A BREAK DOWN AS I HAVE SEEN: RED IS FOR BLOOD THAT HAS BEEN SHED;THE BLUE IS TO LET THE WORLD KNOW THAT WE ARE TRUE; AND WHITE THIS IS THE ONE THAT TELLS THE WORLD WE ARE NOT AFFRAID TO FIGHT SO IF WE ALL THINK BACK TO THAT HORRIFIC DAY, AND JUST LET US PRAY AND THANK GOD THAT YOU LIVE IN THE U.S.A.....jro

The Dream
Asleep at lastThe days events ebb quiet now it wont last, drink it down savor the nothingness She is here, I feel herwaiting watchingAllowing me my pithy lullWhat torments will she grace me with tonightTime I go softlyI Lie on my back in the company of the darker sister withinBeg her for rest, its been daysDark dreams consume meYour scent creeps into the air like a rapacious invader Impossible...Flashes of your silver grin hit me like lightning Pulse races like a trapped thing under my skin Manic to be freedPanicNo, not thisAnything elseI'd rather a million dreams of pain and gore than this"Baby"Your voiceYour thick disarming voiceSo perfectly maleDeep, rolling from your lipsStirs my blood like a tempestThe weight of your hands on my wrists Skin trembles against yours Heart rages inside my chestso fasttoo fastdizzy nowYour leg slides between mine until it can go no fartherWaves of electricity jolt from that single touchYour face, so closeYour breath on my neck"Baby"Your words stick to

Wow
to those who have left luckys spot and wants to start sh*t get over yourself.. this is only a online thing.. and you want to make personal blows (you know who you are or would you like me to call you out?) grow the f*ck up get a fuc*ing hobby? leave my name out of your mouth b*tches

More To Love
I don't know how many people watched this series this season, but it was kind of nice to see more "normal" women than the size 2 bitches that are always on "reality tv." However, listening to them bitch about always being treated poorly their whole life for being overweight was annoying. Idk, guess I grew up in a great place. I've had a few smart remarks, but I was never treated poorly for not being a size 0 and I've always had a boyfriend and men chasing after me even though I'm not some super skinny, sexy woman. *shrugs* Anyways, the guy, Luke, ended up choosign Talli I believe was her name over Malissa. First off, I think Talli was a better choice for him because you could tell she honestly was into him, where as Malissa always just seemed to be playing the game. But as I sat watching the finale last night, I couldn't help but grab my box of tissues at work as I cried through most of the two hours. Love is just a joke. Period. It's one of the only words in the entire world that ha

Haterz Haterz And More Haterz
this is just me blowing off steam I don't want your sympathy and I will not "out" anyone. I have entirely too much class for that. Besides they know who they are and they have not been blocked so myabe they will read this and change their opinions of me, if not IDGAF. I received this wonderful little email in my box this morning....... Her:Listen Bitch,.....Me:Only one slutbucket calls me bitch and its not the girl who sent this email. her:I don't know who you think you are ....Me:Ok I think I am Tiffany her:I don't know if you think you are hot.........Me:Never claimed to be hot her:I just want you to know that i think you are a ugly ass man stealing whore.......me:Ugly eh sometimes when i wake up in the morning, man stealing whore...hm not so much whores have sex I'm celibate man stealing, last i checked i was still single. her: you know the man i am talking about.......Me: I wish i did maybe i would get some love lol Her: I swear I will make your life a living hell until you g

Newbie Wants My Number
->armed40: Hell no Im not giving you my numberarmed40: is that ok-> ~ LO...: Dont forget mearmed40: well we can get to knmow each other->armed40: Sure I give my number out to any strangerarmed40: 'do you have a number where i can text you to talkarmed40: yes and looking

Please
PLEASEEEEEEEEE CAN I HAVE MY FRIENDS BACK.. I AM BEGGING NOW.. I AM ON MY KNEES BEGGING.. PLEASEEEEEE I CANT BE ALONE ANYMORE.. I AM SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I DID.. PLEASEEEEE MY GOD PLEASEEEEE...I CANT BE ALONE ANYMORE.... TELL ME WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY FRIENDS BACK AND I WILL DO IT.. PLEASEE.. I AM SO LOST AND SO HURT.. I HAVE NO ONE ANYMORE.. I AM HERE BEGGING FOR YOU FRIENDSHIP BACK..:(

Men And Women Of Chemisty
Element Name: MANSymbol: XYAtomic Weight: (180 50) Physical properties: Solid at room temperature, but gets bent out of shape easily. Fairly dense and sometimes flaky. Difficult to find a pure sample. Due to rust, aging samples are unable to conduct electricity as easily as young samples. Chemical properties: Attempts to bond with WO any chance it can get. Also tends to form strong bonds with itself. Becomes explosive when mixed with Kd (Element: Child) for prolonged period of time. Neutralize by dousing with alcohol. Usage: None known. Possibly good methane source. Good samples are able to produce large quantities on command. Caution: In the absence of WO, this element rapidly decomposes and begins to smell. Element Name: WOMANSymbol: WOAtomic Weight: (don't even go there!) Physical properties: Generally round in form. Boils at nothing and may freeze any time. Melts whenever treated properly. Very bitter if not used well. Chemical properties: Very active. Often un

Women's English.....
"Yes" = No "No"= Yes "Maybe" = No "I'm sorry" = You'll be sorry "We need" = I want "It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now "Sure... go ahead" = I don't want you to "I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset, you moron! "We need to talk" = I need to complain "You're certainly attentive tonight" = Is sex all you ever think about? "Be romantic, turn out the lights" = I have flabby thighs "This kitchen is so inconvenient" = I want a new house "I want new curtains" = and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper... "I heard a noise" = I noticed you were almost asleep "Do you love me?" = I'm going to ask for something expensive "How much do you love me?" = I did something today you're really not going to like "I'll be ready in a minute" = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on T.V. "Is my butt fat?" = Lie to me "You have to learn to communicate" = Just agree with me "Are you listening to me!?" = [Too late, you're dead] "Do

You Must Stand For Something
ISN'T IT SO SURPRISING HOW QUICKLY WE WILL REACT TO SOMEONE ELSE'S SURMATIONS OR REMARKS OF OR ABOUT US, ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE THE LEAST BIT NEGATIVE OR CLOUDY. AT THE SAME TIME WHEN WE SIT AND TRY TO SUMMARIZE WHO WE THINK WE ARE TO OTHERS WE SOMETIMES HAVE PROBLEMS PUTTING THOSE VERY THINGS INTO WORDS..JUST SHOWS MOST OF US IF WE ARE COMPLETELY HONEST WE MUST ADMIT WE ARE A COMPLEX BREED..THERE ARE THOSE OF US THAT SEEM TO KNOW EXACTLY OUTWARDLY AND INWARDLY JUST EXACTLY THE JOURNEY THAT HAS BEEN DESTINED FOR THEMSELVES AND NOT ONLY THAT BUT THEY FEEL THEY ALSO KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO GET THERE. I WONDER........FOR MYSELF I AM ONE OF THOSE COMPLEX CREATURES. I LOVE PEOPLE ALL PEOPLE..WE ALL LEARN FROM EACH OTHER EVERYDAY, IF WE ALLOW OURSELVES TO BE OBSERVANT ENOUGH. UNFORTUNATELY MOST OF US ARE SO BUSY, WE NO LONGER PAY ATTENTION. I CONSIDER MYSELF TO BE FUNNY, WITTY EVEN, PRACTICAL. COMPASSIONATE TO A FAULT SOMETIMES. GENEROUS NOT ONLY WITH POSSESSIONS SOMETIMES BUT WITH MYSELF IF

From Lauren (not Saying Goodbye)
i'm not saying good bye. just saying see you later. to all my friends that read this my account has been frozen. i'm not possitive when it will be unfrozen. even after it has been i am not sure when i will come back if i will anytime soon. i will not delete my account because myself my friends and my family have gotten me so far in levels i refuse to do so. if you would still like to get a hold of me my contact info is: YIM/aim missymoo83706 myspace www.myspace.com/i_totally_rock_23 email lauren83706@live.com have a good week everyone xoxoLaurenxoxo

Help!!
Help please! Raising money for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. I am running a marathon on Dec 13th and raising money for the LLS. Please do what you can do to help. I know that spending money on a VIP or bling is so much more important that helping a cause like blood cancer but if you have maybe even $10 left after that please help! =) Much love! http://pages.teamintraining.org/mn/honolulu09/towata

Bottle Of Wine :)
Bottle of Wine A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Mondaymorning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished, butamazingly neither of them is hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After theycrawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The womansays, 'So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just lookat our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a signfrom God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of ourdays.' Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a signfrom God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive.'The woman continues, 'And look at this, here's another miracle. My car iscompletely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely Godwants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune.' She hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement, opensit and drinks half the bottle and then ha

In Sickness ...
Writing this cuz I'm sooooooooooooo frickin BORED, so decided to amuse myself .. :) Yesterday, 9/17, I woke up feeling like I was going to die after having felt so great the day before! I thought, WTF?? I was completely irritable, then got the dreaded call (no, not my Uncle) .. my 13 yr old telling me he was sick and needed to be picked up from school!! So I DRAGGED myself from the bed, to my car and cried all the way to the school, literally. I then dragged my pitiful self into the school office to sign my son out and was greeted perkily by the very sweet receptionist, who I have a repore with .. but this day, I couldn't stand her! At least ACT miserable to make me feel better .. GEEZ!! A school rule, must have ID to check child out .. OMFG, forgot my purse at home, not a good thing .. so I said .. "OK, you keep him then, not driving 20 min home to get my purse then 20 min back to get my son then 20 min back home .. hell, by then he could just get on the bus!!!!" She let me have him

Omfg!!!!!
It's been like... DAYS since I blogged! *checks my forehead* Noooo...I'm not sick I do want to say something meaningful in this blog However Nothing meaningful comes to mind Maybe I should make a mumm to help me make up my already empty mind. Wanna hear somethin funny? I'm going to a Naughty School Girl party and I'm providing my EXboyfriend a babysitter for his current girlfriends kids so they can go to the same party. She has never met me. lol Am I teh awesome or what?! ok you can go about your biz now. Thanks for playin!

Ugh!
Ugh and damn do I feel like screaming!! I went to a bbq at my grandma's for her 78th birthday and had to deal with all the relatives. I told my mom that I needed to go out to her house and get some of my warm clothes, she is like you will have to call me because they are all under the stairs, wtf, I had the shit neatly packed in the closet plus all my shit hanging up. Just sitting here wondering if she can strike me harder? Then my aunt was talking about tattoos and aids, and my uncle was like well if she gets aids, the state will just continue to take care of her. He can literally fuck off! My family has no clue what the hell I go through because they are too busy telling me what I can do, rather then asking why I can't do it. I went to a NA meeting tonight, was going to get my 6 year coin, and just going in there took EVERY THING I had.... I was thankful my daughter went with me, cuz the anxiety and the nerves were seriously about to start a panic attack! UGH!!! Needless to say they

B!tches 'til The End
The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've got some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order.'The woman was shocked but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting.'Well, daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. So, let's head to the club and have a martini.'After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating.The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end, 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.'The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat.After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer, and you

The Weary Traveler
I'm barreling down I-90, twelve hours out of Austin. I've somehow made a U-turn in the middle of America. I meant to be well on my way to sipping Canadian whiskey, but instead took a left when I saw mountains. It doesn't seem to matter how many cigarettes I smoke, I can't seem to shake the smell of her off my clothes. And believe me, I've tried. I've made six gas station stops and scrubbed my hands at every one. I've tried every cheap cologne I can find. Nothing works. I can't shake her smell any more than I can the thoughts of her. It sucks. Maybe that's why I'm on the road again. It's amazing to me. In just twelve hours, I could've been in an entirely different world if I'd continued north. In only a day, you can change the world you live in, like some sort of strange transporter. You can drive for a day and go from America's asshole to armpit. In just twelve hours, you can run away from all your problems. Instead, I took that damn turn. I swore to myself I w

Broken
I moan and groan with joy, as I sink into your derriere. Pushing in a toy into your pussy roughly with not an inch to spare.Taking your cries of pain in stride, a camera by our side. As I plow in and out until you're torn, your rectum bloody and broken. Cutting off a lock of your hair, saving it as a token. I smile with glee, but there is no more joy, as I've broken your ass daily for six months by now, daily thrusting in and out, tearing you, making you mine, my precious new fucktoy.

Live Music Cafe - Live Musicians Playing 24/7 On Ustream! Check Em Out!!!
The audio quality isn't as great on USTREAM as it is on camfrog but here is a teaser just for FuLand of everyone performing live.. come on in and play or check us out! If you'd like us to start a Lounge Up in FuLand, let me know by rating this blog! Check out my profile for a life feed!

Not Tha Same
Now im just speakin whtz on my mind & mayb only i think like like this, mayb I have been gone frm here so long im not used 2 how thingz run now all ppl care about now iz pointz & 11z & bombed no body just chatz anymore i member a time when good convo waz cool & i didnt have 2 give u anything just 2 talk 2 u!! itz crazy ppl r alwayz askin 4 stuff or wht can u do 4 me...i miss my peeps sitin & bullshitin all day havein a good time wit each othaz company cuz i can say 4 a fact that witout Fubar I wudnt have ever met any of tha Fam Frndz or Fanz that i have on here & i am thankful 4 that cuz they r all great ppl, tha way it seemz now iz just so not chill anymore or mayb itz just me & i waz out grown...wht eva tha reason I still Love u all wit all my heart!! $eva yr frnd Joe!!

Less Clones, And More Real. Can We See Some Of That Happen?
S-A-double-V - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: If we had less clones, I'd have less zones; I wouldn't get this high, or hit as many area codes. Less clones equals fewer molds to break, and less bones. And, speakin' of bones, less clones means fewer domes to wreck, and even less homes... -Each1 Teach1- of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: brassknucks to the dome, wreck homes like cyclones, fresh coast to midwest, stay fresh my biddness, leave'm floppin on the shore like fish'ez wif no breathes, the freshest no contest, big buds, no compress'd, come catch a caved chest when steppin to these gents..get left on impressed, yer souls we digest, dem bones and dem flows, no contest, so whos next? ANT the RANT of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: Less is more, unless it's to dress for war, then we just have a mess in store, when red flesh carpet the floor, shirts off fellas let's impress the whores! pushups til my pecks are sore, I'd rather flex a test score, where's all tho

Captured By The Moment- 100 Words Or Less....
I continue this game to see if I can write thoughts and dreams in 100 words or less and still ignite your imaginations........another offering, hope you like it... The blindfold’s darkness is total. The handcuff's chain scrapes against the bed’s iron frame, the bracelets cold against her slender wrists. The bed creaks as he kneels down between her trembling thighs. His steady palms glide up her legs, past her stocking tops. The touch of his flesh against hers electrifies her. She smells his maleness, hears his excitement, senses his ravenous eyes devouring her near-nakedness. His powerful hand settles over the front of her see-thru panties. He grips the waistband and pulls, the fabric tearing like tissue paper. “You’re mine now,” he says roughly. It’s true. She shivers deliciously...... Peace

100 Days Of Rape
The car sped away from the crime scene, leaving the deserted section of road clean of all clues of the abduction. Inside, four boys were laughing and hooting it up as their trembling captive, sixteen year old Ashley Donaldson, lay distraught on the floor of the back seat. She couldn’t believe it. She’d missed her ride and was walking home from swim practice. She hadn’t even noticed the car stopping until it was too late. The snatch took all of five seconds, and now she was bound and blindfolded in the back of their car. The guys, they weren’t much older than she was, were having a grand old time of it at her expense. They didn’t otherwise touch her during the ride, but an hour or so later they pulled up to the summer house. Tommy’s parents hadn’t been able to rent it out, so he and his friends had made the case for renting it themselves for the season. After some negotiation, the six of them had been allowed. Now, two of them waited inside for

How Men Can Amuse Themselves When Taken Shopping!!!!!!!
How men can amuse themselves when taken shopping!!!!!!! HOW MEN AMUSE THEMSELVES IN TESCO'S Proof of what can happen if a wife or girlfriend drags her Husband or boyfriend along shopping This letter was actually sent by Tesco's Head Office to a Customer in Oxford : Dear Mrs. Murray , Whilst we would like to thank you for your valued custom and use of the Tesco Loyalty Card, the Manager of our store in Banbury is considering banning you and your family from shopping with us, unless your Husband stops his antics. Below is a list of his actions over the past few months all Verified by our surveillance cameras: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's Trolleys when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute Intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to Feminine Products aisle. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official

Uf In Search Of Mobile Masturbator
Okay I just came in to work 30 minutes early to eat my lunch and such, so in doing so I decide to pick the alligator which is an independent news paper here in florida and the top of the headlines Read: "UF POLiCE IN SEARCH FOR MOBILE MASTURBATOR" so I began to read it and turns out there has been a guy riding around in his car stopping at sorority houses masturbating he was spoted three times. I found it quite funny while I was reading I mean dude just riding around in his car looking for the next place he can masturbate lol: WOW LOL

Ratings
Ok, so Im new to this and I was rating people...unbenouneced to me they aren't anonymous. Well, Im sorry all..i figured they were. And, I was trying to be honest and rate with an honest opinion verses the typical 10 vote for everyone. That's all peepz. Im sorry if that offends...but thats just me.

Insanity Work Out Program
Okay I have been looking for a workout program that will help me tone without putting on bulk. I'm Scottish so I don't have a delicate frame and the wrong kind of workout can leave me looking kinda butch. Saw this and it looks promising. Its pure cardio done in long intervals rather then the conventional lots of reps with small sprint periods. Sounds like the perfect workout for a masochist hehe. You dont have to buy any equipment you use your own body weight as resistance. I am in the middle of a move so cant start it now and be faithful so I am going to start in December. Anyway I'll keep you posted on how it goes. Cheers!

Signs Of A Healthy Relationship
People in a healthy relationship encourage each other to become all that they are capable of becoming. Individual growth is vital for growth as a couple. Although each person desires the other, each can survive without the other. The two people are equal in the relationship. In a marriage the husband and wife are equal but different. A confusing and often contreversal concept, but true. Each person in the relationship has a truly separate identity; they each give and receive without losing their separateness. They also allow the other person to have friends and to do things with their friends separate from them. Each person assumes responsibility for his or her own level of happiness and refrains from blaming the other if he or she is unhappy. Two way communication is vital. The two people In the relationship are able to have fun and play together; they enjoy doing things with each ot

Government Rantish
So I had to pause momentarily from re-rating people to to write a blog because I'm one of those people that gets something on their mind and they have to spill. It's not a rant per se, but maybe it could be considered one. As I'm rating, I see amoung the tickers (which all are begging for rates instead of bling now which amuses me) a blue link that says "Obama to world: Don't expect America to fix it all" This really caught my attention because it's something I'ved bitched about to friends, people, in debates for years. I don't agree with the war. I don't support the war. I never supported the Bush administration the 8 years he was in office. EVER. I was very, very active in politics growing up, especially my senior year in high school when Bush was running against John Kerry. I was fortunate enough to have met both of them, and speak to both of them. George Bush was a very nice, kind man by all means. But I've got two fingers and a pan to hit everyone over the head who voted for him

Crap
Ugh, so I have a coworker who is being a complete ass to me. We go back n forth with little insults, and he is a TOTAL ass to me even when I try to be nice. Its gettin really old; I think he hates me for no apparent reason.

True Love
To whomever reads this what does true love mean to you? I think now a days people use the I love you* too freely not understanding what it really means. To love someone in my opinion is to be there for that certain someone. To see past all of their flaws and to see the good in them. To cherish every moment that they have with that person and of course missing them when they aren't there. To respect them and not to treat them as property but as your equal. Knowing that without them you are only a half but with them you're a whole. To me it would make you feel like nothing can harm you or even hurt you...I guess to say that you feel invincible; like you could take on the whole world when you're with that person. And if you really love someone it doesn't matter the distance you are from that person. Granted it sucks not being able to hold or touch or even look in thier eyes and tell them how you feel, but if its true love then you will over come it and try and make the best of it. Love is

R.i.p. Ronny
My Brother Ronny got in a car accident a few weeks ago and was badly injured. It seemed as though he was gonna be fine. Until they found some blood clots in his leg. they traveled up his leg and cause complications which sent him to ICU. He was in ICU for a week and a half. Last night at 11:32 pm est. Ronny Died of a PE. He leaves Behind a baby Girl just three months old. A mother and Father who loved him terribly, two brothers and Four Sisters. We all will Miss Him. But he is now back with his loving Wife who Died in Child Birth Just three months earlier. My Brother was a strong man who loved his family and worked hard everyday of his life. He will always be loved, and very missed. I will not be on as much as I was before. My family is grieving and needs time to recoupe. and I am taking over guardianship of my Neice as that is what my brother stated he wanted. Thank you all my friends for your understanding in this trying time.

Stolen From Per A Couple Days Ago...
Name something you dislike about the day you're having?TiredWhen will your next kiss be?Probably when I say goodnight to my sonWho was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?My niece's friend at Chuck E CheeseAre you dating the last person you talked to?NoWho was the last person you talked to in person?NateAre you happy right now?Yep, thanks to Norco ;)What are you sitting on right now?My bedIs there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message from?Shawn :)Have you ever wanted someone you can't have?Yeppers :/A random person yells to you "aybaybay." You say..Huh?Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?NateWhat were you doing last night at midnight?Watching TV and playing on fubarWhere is the shirt you are wearing from?I'm not wearing a shirtAre you a mean person?NoDoes anyone hate you?YepDo you think relationships are even worth it?SometimesCould you go out in public looking like you do now?Uh, no.Do you usually tell people

Auction Starting Tonight Thursday At 7 Pm Till Sunday 7pm
Hit this chic up.... this is where the auction is: If you cant bid..could you please rate my pic there? Thanks bunches xoxox »HoRnY AnGeL™« *Nasty Girl *@ fubar

Yard Sale
Well the Yard Sale didn't go that great we are carrying it on to tomorrow. But good news my brother-in-law is going to be selling his two trucks, one 1994 Ford F350 1 Ton and one 1993 Ford Bronco. I am thinking that nothing is going to be sold tomorrow either. *Blah*Oh well I am tired, hot, and sunburned. I am taking the rest of the night off!

"i'm Not The Idiot...am I?"
Guy 1: (on cell phone) There's 4 kinds of beef. No, five. Guy 1: (fiddles with packages in meat section) Yea, it's not marked. Premium, something, I can't read it. I'm tellling you it's... Guy 1: (after interruption) I'm not an idiot. What? (shuffles more meat packages) Guy 1: I'm telling you, it's not here. (looks more) Guy 1: Wait. Hold it. (pauses) Sh*t. This is pork, I'm in the pork section. Guy 1: (after interruption) OK, fine, I am an idiot. -- Overheard in: Supermarket, Madison NJ --

Thanxz U Both Real Family Over Here,show Sum Fuxkin Luv's!!!!
OMG,when family is needed, these guys take the cake.(HEY THAT'S MY CAKKKE!!)I MEAN MY OWN FUXKIN MOM WOULDNT HELP ME!!!These guys came too the plate, ready too bat for my girl and i.THEY have given my girl and i their blessing and SPONSORED my girl!!WoOP!!!!WOOOP!!!MMFWCL 4 EVER!!!!!! MY PAL AN YOURS!!!!«WikdClownz69» Juggalo Mafia™© West-CοasT ĜeИeЯa£@ fubar THIS GIRL RAWKSSSS!!!!!!!SHIIZAH *MMFWCL* JUGGALO MAFIA 4 LIFE WOOP WOOP@ fubar4 REAL WITHOUT YOU BOTH OUR DREAM OF BEING TOGETHER WAS ABOUT TO EXPIRE!!!!FUXK WHEN U NEED THAT KIDNEY,I'LL HOOK YOU BOTH UP!! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MMFWCL & BIG THANNKS Twiztid Monkey & Horny Juggalo (disclaimer)(kidney was a joke)

"what Part Of 'i Don't Love You Any More' Don't You Understand?"
Guy: What are you saying? Woman: I just said it. I don't love you any more. Guy: But what does that mean? Woman: It means, I don't love you. Guy: I know, you've been saying that, but... Woman: What part of I don't love you don't you understand? Guy: (pauses) The don't love you part. Woman: (shakes head, exasperated) Guy: This is about my not keeping the den clean, isn't it? Woman: Ahhh. (gets up, walks away) -- Overheard in: Couples Therapy Waiting Room, NJ --

Contest Time!
HI All! I'm in a contest again! Rhonda "Babygirl" aka Strawberry Kysses is running a "first to 2000 rates" contest on her page. If I'm the first to 2000 rates, I win my choice of a cherry bomb, auto 11, or a VIP/bling pack combo!!! So PLEASE give me a rate! :) or [ fubar.com photo: 2485257103 ] And while you're at it, give Rhonda some love! She's a real sweetheart! Thanks for your help!

Alone
ALONE, I HAVE WIELDED THE HANDS OF TIME ALONE, I HAVE CREATED THIS WORLD OF HATE ALONE, I HAVE BROUGHT MYSELF THIS PAIN ALONE, I HAVE DRIVEN MYSELF INSANE ALONE, I HAVE BROKEN THIS HEART OF MINE ALONE, I HAVE STOPPED THE HANDS OF TIME ALONE, I HAVE NO ONE ELSE TO BLAME ALONE, I HAVE GIVEN MYSELF THIS SHAME ALONE, I HAVE BROUGHT THESE TEARS I CRY ALONE, I HAVE LIVED AND NOW I SHALL DIE

No One Can Afford To Pretend Right Now
look girls this is where i am at with ya.....no more games.... i do drugs...i am quite..but everything around me is loud....because i am in charge of chaos...what do you need fucking smelling salts bitch what the fuck is wrong with you....go get me something to beat you with... REMIND ME TO KICK YOUR ASS! GO GET YOUR FUCKING NAILS DONE YOUR STYLE IS DEAD YOU MUST BE DRUNK,SPUN OUT, ON THE RAG AND OUT OF YOUR HEAD I THINK YOUR PUSSY RAN OUT OF WEEKEND, LONG DISTANCE,ANDANYTIMEMINUTES KUNTFUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKERS...KUNTSHOOD MOOD

I Haven't Been On And Won't Be For Awhile
Here's the deal, the computer i'm on sucks balls. so i'll be on fb. i know i know, we all hate fb, get the fuck over it. if you want to talk to me, that's where i will be. if you want to get in touch with me there, send me a mail here with your email you use for fb, or the link to your fb page if you made one. i know i haven't been here in months, yes i was hospitalized again during that time. no, probably not the last time. blah blah,, if you have questions, you now know how to find me. i will be checking my mail every day or two for the next week or so, and then you're shit out of luck for the next few months. ~Sin p.s. sending me your email will not necessarily get me to add you, if i don't talk to you enough to know who the fuck you are, or something of that nature, then i'm probably not going to disclose my real life information to you.

Smiling Bob's Jihad- Pink Lip-gloss
I hate light pink lip-gloss. Why in the hell would you wear it? Do you realize you look like a crack-head coming off a seven day trip? OMG do you realize how greasy that shit is? Kissing a woman wearing that shit is like kissing the oil pan on my truck and the shit dont wipe off. Its like getting peanut butter off the roof of your mouth. Why does anyones lips need that much lubrication? And If ya do need that much lubrication i want to meet ya sometimes... but i wont kiss ya after... I dont need that much lubrication. Just saying... damn

My Angel
Goodbye my beautiful angel, the one who stole my dreams, who held my heart and made me feel while my life tore apart at the seams. It's not easy letting go and without you I feel incomplete, and even though life goes on, it just doesn't taste as sweet. The mistakes I've made I terribly regret, but as much as I wish, there's no going back to do anything differently. Goodbye, my beautiful angel, who's kiss I've never known. I will always hold you near my heart, but no longer in my dreams. Even at the darkest of times, your beauty, like light, had always shown, but always out of reach. I've come to know the pain of love, but your happiness is all that matters to me. Goodbye, Angel of my dreams. I will forever miss what could once have been and what will never be.

I Am Not Interested......................
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, For your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, If you have been opened by life's betrayals Or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, Mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own; If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you To the tips of your fingers and toes Without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, Or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to b

Not Always Right | Grab Bag: Alaskan Cruise
(I worked briefly in one of the regional offices for a cruise line. One of my jobs was to read all customer comment cards from the end of their tours and cruises and enter the comments into our database.) 1. “Please cut down some of the trees in Denali National Park. It is difficult to see the forest because these trees are in the way.” 2. “There are a lot of old cars scattered all over the place. Can you please remove them? They look ugly.” 3. “I wanted to see Mt. McKinley but it was raining and too cloudy. I want my money back and/or a free cruise.” 4. “I couldn’t swim in the outside pool on the cruise ship because it was raining the entire trip. I want my money back and/or a free cruise.” 5. “I didn’t like the reindeer sausage you served on the train. I want my money back and/or a free cruise.” 6. “I wanted to see the wildlife tour, but 5:00 am is way too early for me to wake up while I’m on va

Ok Hurt Me... Not
Why is it that when people say that they are your friend and you do things for them but when you stop they either forget you ever existed or they block you. And then blame you for getting blocked. What is it with some people on here?!?!?!?!

Randomest Phone Conversation Ever.
So the other day I had a missed call on my phone, I think I was in a lesson at college or something so I didn't answer...anyways I rang back to find out who it was. So it went riiiiiing riiiiiiiiing....and then someone picked up the phone and answered in Chinese. So I was all like 'Hmmm I must know this person'. So I had the following conversation with him.... (Bear in mind that this is in Chinese) Me: Who is this? Man: No who are you? Me: Well you rang me so I assume you must know me. Man: Did I? Me: Yea you did! Man: Oh...what's your Chinese surname? Me: Ng Man: Who's you dad? Me: (I told him) Man: Hmm...I don't know him. Me: Ohhh ok. Maybe you rang the wrong number? Man: Yea probably. Me: Oh ok then! Bye! Man: Bye! We hang up. The most random thing is that he dialled the wrong number to a Chinese person! :o What are the chances!

Free Bling When You Buy A New Fubar Tshirt
To order a Shirt please follow these directions exactly how they are written.US Orders = $24.001. Go to PayPal2. Send tshirts@fubar.com $24.003. Make sure to include the following information-Specify if it is Mens or Womens-Specify the Size S,M,L,XL,2XL,3XL-Specify the shipping address-Specify your fubar user ID or URLOutside US Orders = $30.001. Go to PayPal2. Send tshirts@fubar.com $30.003. Make sure to include the following information-Specify if it is Mens or Womens-Specify the Size S,M,L,XL,2XL,3XL-Specify the shipping address-Specify your fubar user ID or URL

In Need Of Prayers
hey guys, i need to tell someone this.. so here goes.. 3rd sept, my baby brother, Gareth got into a hit and run motorbike accident.. but i only found out on the 1st Oct... He got my parents and relatives to lie in my face abt it. i flared up and woke everyone in my household up and questioned one and all... they didnt want me to worry because i will WILL go crazy. He was in ICU for 2 weeks , due to the impact of the hit, his left leg's knee onwards bones got shattered and had to amputate it. After amputation, he's now in a normal ward in CGH.. He's turning 22 next week, he had a bright future ahead of him.. 2 days prior to his ORD, the accident happened.. i'm super super stressed, down till cannot go futher, and i dun have the willpower to be strong anymore, he's my babyboy, he's my everything. This message is to ask my friends to pray for him, give him the willpower and strength, because if he has it, i have it. He's going thru physio now... hopping around, trying t

[for Answer Sinanju 00]
So that's the Sinanju. And yes- I made a 89% passable visual representation of it matching paint, weapons, fins, boosters, on a ForAnswer AC4 mech. Standard weapon array for the MS Sinanju is 1x high output Beam Rifle 1x Massive Zeon Shield with 1x Grenade Launcher (fits undermount of beam rifle should you elect to do so)2x Beam Axes 2x Forearm mounted beam sabres 2x forehead vulcans Unknown autonomous/psychoframe beam rifle mounted flying "bits". Note on the side of the shoulders that strange bumpy jazz that looks like shoulder spikes? Cool huh? well there's a part that looks EXACTLY like that available for purchase in AC4. Shoulder mounted "buckshot". I have butt tubes (the fuel units for those BADASS rear shoulder boosters that look like wings) A "high lazer" in my right hand (high damage high range, high energy drain beam weapon) a medium weight, high damage, medium capacity medium blast radius grenade launcher on my left Dual hanger bay forearm beam sabres Dual extra

Doctor T-t-t-timmy
I've always wanted to be a doctor, but not really so that I could help people, or make the world a better place. I wanted to become a doctor so that I can ride on the gurney to the operating room while performing CPR on the patient. I picture myself beating on the patients chest, yelling "LIVE DAMN YOU! LIVE!! I'M NOT LETTING YOU HAVE THIS ONE GOD!!" Then we burst through a set of double doors and pull along side another gurney with another doctor performing CPR. The problem is, we are both racing for the same operating room. Who's going to make if first you ask.... I'll tell you who. His group of nurses and doctors try to ram my gurney off the road, we ram back. That's when I notice that his wheels have spikes on them like Leo's car from Grease, and they are messing up the paint job on my gurney. I make my love interest take the wheel of the gurney and I leap to the opposing one where I begin to battle the other doctor. He punches me in the mouth sending my fedora flying int

Penis Pump
I had a customer today as me a question about the penis pump... well How can I answer that question... I know I will take a survey and find out How many men out there use a penis pump and what kind? and what do you think of it? does it prolong your abitlity to cum? does it make your cock bigger.. What is really the out come of the use of the penis pump... PLease dont be shy and share with me. Hell tell me all about it so I can have the exprience to tell others... and share please

What Type Do You Fall For?
You Fall for the Sensitive and Romantic Type You are a bit of an idealist when it comes to love, and you want to be with a partner who appreciates romance as much as you do. You know you've found your soulmate when you're with someone you'd die for. You believe in sacrificing everything for true love, if necessary. A simple "I love you," kiss, or even look can sweep you off your feet. You tend to get lost in the moment. You believe in happy endings, and you're looking for a prince or princess willing to ride off into the sunset with you. What Type Do You Fall For? Blogthings: A Fine Line Between Insight and Stupidity lol

Whenever, Wherever
Lucky you were born that far away soWe could both make fun of distanceLucky that I love a foreign land forThe lucky fact of your existenceBaby I would climb the Andes solelyTo count the freckles on your bodyNever could imagine there were onlyTen Million ways to love somebodyLe ro lo le lo le, Le ro lo le lo leCan't you seeI'm at your feetWhenever, whereverWe're meant to be togetherI'll be there and you'll be nearAnd that's the deal my dearThereover, hereunderYou'll never have to wonderWe can always play by earBut that's the deal my dearLucky that my lips not only mumbleThey spill kisses like a fountainLucky that my breasts are small and humbleSo you don't confuse them with mountainsLucky I have strong legs like my motherTo run for cover when I need itAnd these two eyes that for no otherThe day you leave will cry a riverLe ro le le lo le, Le ro le le lo leAt your feetI'm at your feetWhenever, whereverWe're meant to be togetherI'll be there and you'll be nearAnd that's the deal my dearTh

What The Hell
So I am noticing a severe down mood around here lately...makes me sad...I havent been on much lately because I have so muc shit goin on personally that I cannot handle te bullshit that has been in abundance on here Lighten it up already guys

The Reason I Don't Cyber
This is what happened the last time I tried cybering..so maybe this will explain why I don't do it anymore :( Girl: Hi Boy: hello Boy: who is this? Girl: just a someone? Boy: A someone I know? Girl: nope Boy: Then why the hell are you bothering me? Girl: well sorrrrrry Girl: I just wanted to chat with you Boy: why? Girl: nevermind your an asshole Boy: Hey wait a minute Girl: yes? Boy: look I'm sorry. I'm just a little paranoid Girl: paranoid? Boy: yes Girl: f what? Girl: me? Boy: No. I'm in hiding. Girl: LOL Boy: Don't fucking laugh at me! Boy: This shit is serious! Girl: What are you hiding from? Boy: The cops. Girl: gimme a fucking break Boy: I'm serious. Girl: I don't get it Boy: The cops are after me. Girl: For what? Boy: I'm wanted in three states Girl: For??? Boy: It's kindof embarrasing. Boy: I had sex with a turkey. Boy: Hello? Girl: You are fucking sick. Boy: Send me your picture. Girl: why? Boy: so I know you aren't one of them. Girl:

The First 60 Days In Iraq
So here we go, my fourth deployment. It all started out fairly decent, but then along came peoples true colors. There's soo much corruption, and buddy buddy here its not funny. But i've been bustin my tail workin 10-14 hour days, which is fine and dandy, but its the same people who dont do shit, who get away with shit. I never really had that prob before on my other 3 deployments. I just hope it gets better. And just hope friends are there when I need to talk or just wanna talk, to get my mind off things. But i'm sure i'll get some haters who comment on this, but i dont care, freedom of speech right? The whole reason why we're over here to begin with? To make sure America stays free? So Bring your self critisism, im' down. But Hope everyone has a good day and keep in touch!

Dateing List
1. would you date a guy who is good looking ugly or just decent2. would it matter if he can cook or would you not date him because he cant3. would you be with someone who has a car or does it not matter to you4. would you be with who is nice and sweet or someone who well treat you like shit and you still go back with him5. does it matter if he was broke.rich.or just decent wise6.how imported is it if they like pets and you don't7.does it matter to you if they like your parents or not 8. do you care about religion enough that you wont be with the person because they don't care or would you rather be with someone who love it as much as you do even if he was mr right9. if you new he had a hard life and everything he has been Thu would you give him a chance even if you new some of his past you would not like10. would it matter to you if he likes to stay in at times or go out all the time11. does it matter if the person has a strong and high sex drive and wants it all the time or does it ma

Need Just 1 Rate Please!
I need all my friends to help me out can you rated this photo for me I need 3000 rates to win A-11 -OR- Cherry bomb, 12 credit bling pack & a 3 day blast any bling sent to her with my name on it will count as 15 rates each credit extra rates... rate ALL the pix in this album and comment this pik when they you done (includeing my name in the comment) and ill get 10 extra rates to my total You must Rate/Fan/Add her if you are not her friend! Contest Brought To You By: TOrnadic Action

List Of Things To Do And Other Stuff
Okay so this is what's going on. I'm starting Medical Office Specialist (sounds snazzy don't it?) classes on the 12th. It's my grown up job so I can still pursue my childish ambitions. It's at a vocational school not a cool college but I'm too old for frat parties anyways. The admissions rep is cool, she asked me or rather told me to bring my art pieces with me to orinetation for her and the other office staff to buy. If I start making jewelry I'll really clean up! Plus they have work study I'll be eligible for a month into classes, working at the college rather than trying to balance two vastly separate schedules. On the down side, I was feeling really really tired and light headed, checked my blood pressure and it was high. Got more medicine and still felt fatigued but my blood pressure is good now so I had to have bloodwork done today. Yay, just love little pricks. So today I will alternate lying on the couch and painting art. I miss my treadmill :(

Not Always Right | Mind Over Biodegradable Matter
(I work in a very environmentally conscious salon. We provide mugs for people to use for their coffee so that no garbage is created.) Me: “Hi! My name is ***. I’m going to be cutting your hair today. Tell me what you would like to–” Customer: “Do you have a styrofoam cup?” Me: “We have mugs right here. would you like some coffee?” Customer: “Are you crazy? I can’t use a public mug, I’m a doctor! Do you even know what kind of germs are on those mugs?!” Me: “I assure you that the mugs are perfectly clean. Also, we don’t believe in using styrofoam because it is bad for the environment.” Customer: “Are you for real? You don’t have a styrofoam cup anywhere in this whole place?” Me: “Yes, I’m sure.” (I get her away from the coffee discussion and start cutting her hair and making small talk.) Me: “So, what kind of doctor are you?” Customer: &ldquo

Not Always Right | A Smokin Deal
Customer: “Excuse me, miss?” Me: “How can I help you?” Customer: “Why are these brownies “special”?” Me: “They’re the bakery’s special of the week. They’re on sale now through Saturday.” Customer: “So, there’s nothing different about them?” Me: “I’m not sure what you mean.” Customer: *winking* “They’re not…’special’ brownies?” Me: “Oh! No, sorry, they’re just normal brownies.” Customer: “Never mind, then.” *sets down the container and walks away*

Dancing Skies
There is music in the air! Beyond the silence of this still, summer day. Behind the restless calm of motionless leaves From the grey depths of patchy clouds, Rains down a sparkling melody. Pulsating claps, of thunder. Bursting forth onto this earth A flash of wistful lightning, Startling away the gloom of dark clouds. This rain is so alive,it kisses on to the driest grass and brownest leaves, Life anew! The rhythm has changed now. No longer a gentle melody. It's the flamenco dance of the Gypsies. A frenzied dance, to the notes of lustful youth. Whirling around rocks and trees, Swirling round my bare knees, My excited, beating heart keeping time With the escalation of thunderclaps. Suddenly,through the blackest of clouds, Pierces, one golden ray. One single beam of pristine sunshine, That waltzes through the falling drops and shatters, like colored glass,

New Mexico Chili Cook Off
New Mexico Chili Cook off If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hopefor you. I was crying by the end. This is an actual account as relayedto paramedics at a chili cook-off in New Mexico. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the thirdjudge is even better. For those of you who have lived in New Mexico, you know how true thisis. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comesaround. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the Santa FePlaza. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chile taster named Frank, who wasvisiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: 'Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chilicook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and Ihappened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking fordirections to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I wasassured by the other two judges (Native New Mexicans) that the chiliwouldn

R.i.p. Cherokee Warrior
It is with a very heavy heart that I pass on this news. Sometime early this morning, Thursday, October 8, 2009,Our dear friend, David Michael Wolf, aka NC CHEROKEE WARRIOR here on Fubar, passed away in his sleep at his home in Joppa, MD. Those of you who knew David, knew that he had been dealing with terminal small cell carcinoma. David had continued to work, driving long hauls to help cover the cost of his medications. I knew David his entire life. His family and mine have been close for several generations. I used to watch David when he was a child, and I watched him grow up to be a very special man. David was first and foremost a poet. He turned many of his writings into songs, and he also wrote music to many of my poems. He had seven CDs of music that he recorded, and some of you here on Fubar were lucky enough to have received some of his music. David was born in Sylva, NC, on July 5, 1975. He lived in England, from 1996 - 1999. He moved to Maryland in 2000. Although he a

Katie
Hiya all...Just wanted to let you all know that Kaite is doing well. Her boyfriend let me know that she was at her moms and cant talk for a few days. She had surgery this past Weds. She will get back as soon as possible. Please go wish her well and let her know she is in out thoughts and prayers. ~katie~ Fu-Engaged and R/L G/F of St. Michael..... and fu-owned by shOckingRR....@ fubar

Family
Family hm wut to say, family suppose to be there for each other when its needed family suppose to care unconditionally family is suppose to help whenever they can without expecting any back that's fuckin bullshit! in reality, that aint the case today 2009 its all about yaself n wuts best for u fuckin bullshit, guess im not supose to be in this world cus shit like this aint in my book cant ever be that selfish n i refuse to turn like that shit so just fuckin kill me now n be done with it

Fed Up
I'm so fed up with these fubar guys....they wanna say ur the only but then i see them all over fubar on the next bitch. i've ran into about 3 and i'm sure there's more to come....why can't we just have adult fun minus the lies...just tell me u wanna see my pussy and get off and leave it at that cuz i see through the bullshit!!!

Pee In My Vag
My buddy Andrew is comin over to my work to chill with me (I work graveyard shift), and last time he did, he passed out in a lobby on a couch. Which almost resulted in his hand bein dipped in warm water. It turned out too hot, and he got scalded instead of peeing his pants. I have to come up with something for an old man to do (he is 49, so it cant be too severe)

Been Burned...
Maybe I am noticing this more because I have been looking for it, but it seems there are a good number of women that feel ALL men are assholes, posers, liars, whatever...I use the internet to meet people, especially women due to my schedule and lack of time where women are. I have read many profiles on this as well as other sites that women, whom are trying to meet men I might add, feel that men are all liars or cheats. I am willing to wager about everyone that has dated on a regular basis has had their bad stretches. I have literally dated several women in a row that were crazy, stalker types. I do not condemn all women. I learn and start over. If I couldn't trust women anymore I would be a monk. I suggest women that feel that way should either get over it or become a nun. The rest of the world doesn't want to hear how you've become narrow-minded due to the last two guys that cheated on you. And smart guys won't want to date you. The only guys that will be interested will be the ones

Just Thinkin Of My Past
wb was born jan 25 of 2001 two weeks old i take him to the dr office he is not well the dr put him in the hospitl folks its rsv as a new mom i was scared for my little guy three days later they flew him to cable hungiton hospital the flight dr says they dont think he will make the flight omg iam in a panick me my mom and sister drives as fast as we can to cabel i dont know if my little boy will be there when i arrive i get there the dr makes me wait he is in critcilal oh god i thought no please dont take him 22 hour later they call for me iam tremblin is my baby boy ok i go in to see him looks like a horror flick tubes every where what the hell the dr comes in and says he is alive just a machine is keepin him alive i srceam why will he be ok i fall to my knees beggin god please dont take him please the dr takes me out of the room he explains that i have to be strong for j and me losin it willnot help but all i think you dont know what iam feelin omg they say he will be ok they dont kno

Alter Bridge - Brand New Start
Against the skyStreams of lightCall out to me and youWe leave as oneWe've just begunTo find the solace we're dueThis is the life we must choose[Chorus:]We will make a brand new startFrom the pieces of our heartsThe break of day is before usCast your sorrows to the windLet the highway take us inAs we escape the disorderThis desert roadThat we call homeThis is our destinyWe'll chase the setting sunAs we outrunA life of agonyGod how we ache to be free[Chorus 2x]We'll make our wayWe'll make our wayWe'll make our wayWe'll make our way

[this Year (next Year) In Games]
It's that time of year again where I bore you with my extensive research and wobblingly weird and whacked out reviews of things you'll likely never participate in.That's right.4th Quarter. New Game season.Alright... what did we REALLY learn from our next generation of consoles....don't pay retail for anything.Very very very dissapointing legacies and new titles with very few exceptions to the rule throughout most of 08 and 09.Two hour games, cliches galore, and shitty shitty shitty quality of product.I said itif I'm going to spend money on it- make it worth it.There-now on to new business.Legacies:Metal Gear will be giving us TWO titles in the next couple of quarters a sequel to OPS (PSP title) including new coop game modes, sneaking, playstyle changes, and ... what sounds like an incomprehensible control systemThis I can live with.PSP has its short comings, I'm willing to work within them.Next, for every butthurt crybaby shitbowks 720 playerat long last is the multiplatform MG game.An

Potential Auction
Person who reaches 2500 rates first: 1. Gets 500k. 2. Gets put on my bomb list. 3. Linked to my profile 4. A ticker (should be able to get another one by the end of the auction/contest. 5. Added to my family 6. Maybe something else who knows :D Cost: 100k to enter. (Note: Not sure yet If I am going to do this, need to find out how many people are going to want to be in it before I do it. Make sure you wait for me to ask you for the entry fee.) What I will need from you: 1. The picture you want to use. 2. What you are offering. (Offer more and get a better bid naturally) If you are interested in being in the auction/conest: Leave a comment here with a "Yes I want to enter" and put a number. The first person puts one, the second puts two, and so on. So at the top of the comments I know how many people are interested.

A Sisters Love
A Sister's Love "A Sisters Love" A sisters love knows no bound, it's alot stronger then it even sounds. A sisters love is tuff to find, when it's found it's only kind. A sisters love for his sister is strong, something you learn as you move along. A sisters love means good or bad, even at times when all she does is make you mad. A sisters love never quits, it always stands tall and never sits. A sisters love catches you when you fall, he will wipe your tears as if they were nothing at all. A sisters love will continue to grow, even at times when it doesn't show. A sisters love means being tuff, it's not giving up, when i say enough is enough. A sisters love means sharing what she has to give, even if it means something really massive. A sisters love stays in your heart, something that can never tear apart. A sisters love goes along way, especially when she plays with you on a rainy day. A sisters love is being a friend, when your tired and at your wits end. A sisters lov

Rant 09-12-09
I am consistently looking around myself and wondering if I am speaking Japanese. People don't understand the words that are coming out of my mouth and it is severely frustrating to me. I feel as if I go to great lengths to make myself understood and yet there is always a lack of communication in everything that I do. (of course this applies more to some than others) I have a lot going on with me - that is the understatement of the year! I take care of an elderly relative and my two children with no help at all it seems and some days I just want to raise my hands to the heavens and scream. I get so depressed about the future when I look at my Aunty, to be old is something that I never dreamed myself to be anyways but looking at her now I am certain that I never want to be in her position. To be old and unable to take care of myself - to be have my life be completely beyond my control and to be alone in a sense is simply not in my design. I have no support from my kids' father. He is

Box Of Rain
I am cautiously optimistic about life, and believe strongly in my connection to loved ones. I have the wisdom to understand that life is full of challenges, but am somehow able to get through the difficult times by convincing others around me, that better days are ahead. My friends find me complex, but consistent. "Believe it if you need it, if you don't, just pass it on.". I am peace & all that peace baby

The Nobel Prize Use To Mean Something...
And now they give it to the president...who in his own words feels he does not deserve the honor..yet he is forced to take it instead of respectfully declining... There sure is something wrong with that prize panel..by the award creators own words most people that have received it do not deserve it.. 'Alfred Nobel wrote that the prize should go to the person who has contributed most to the development of peace in the previous year' Look at the list...doctors, chemists, writters..etc. They have taken it so far away from the original intent that the honor is lost.. Um ok but Obama took office just shy of 2 weeks before the contest dealine for submissions! He should not have even been considered for it until next year..if at all. I have but one question...just what did the prez do to deserve this prize? The answer has eluded me.. / RANT

Tagged - Bored...
You've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the 3's of YOU. At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag me so really you just need 19 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. And I was BORED...Three names I go by:1. Shawn2. Durham3. DITThree Jobs I have had in my life1. Warehouse manager2. Waiter3. Quality Control managerThree Places I have lived1. Dallas2. Richardson3. PlanoAll in TexasThree Favorite drinks1. water2. Diet Dr Pepper3. CoffeThree TV Shows that I watch when I get to watch1. CSI - All 32. NCIS3. NumbersThree places I have been1. Georgetown, Cayman Islands2. Cozumel, Quintana Roo, Mexico3. RoatánPeople who text me regularly1. Not Tellin2. Reeka3. HelenThree of my favorite foods1. Pasta!2. Chee-tos3. steakThree friends who I think will respond1. whoever2. has3. a boredThree Things I am looking forward to1. Halloween2. A new job3. Winning the lottery!

Never Going To The Theaters Alone Again!
Today, I went to take myself to the movies at the movie theater for the first time. I have never gone alone before. People have told me that going to movies alone isn't a bad thing. I was used to going with my ex or friends but I had no one to go with and I wanted to do something outside of the house. So, I go to the movies. It was pretty empty, not many people in there. Then this guy, asked if he could sit near me. I told him it was fine. He sat a seat away from me. I was fine by that. Sometime during the movie, he changed his seat and sat next to me. That made me a little uncomfortable but didn't think too much of it. Just thought since I was in the middle of the theater, maybe he wanted a better view of the movie. I had moved my drink that was near his seat so that he wouldn't take my drink on accident, if he did...he had his own drink. He tried talking to me during the movie and I would say something short to him but kept my eye on the movie. From the corner of my eye, I could see

My Sweet Witch
I had a very close friend on here. From the moment we met we instantly bonded. She was a great writer, among other things. Since she has passed, I still often visit her site, as she always promised me she would never delete it. It is increasingly harder this year for some reason for me to go to her profile, but I still do and always will. She was such a dynamic force in my life. I just thought I'd share with you all since I do have many connotations to her on my profile in different places. Her name here is Amawitch, her real name is Christa. I love her. I miss the days when people here, her included, used to blog a lot, and she was one who used to ask me to critique her work and edit it grammatically for her. She wrote a book, which I was blessed enough to be involved with. She suffered horribly with afflictions physical while on this earth. From her spirit, you would NEVER know. She is my kind of people, and one of the reasons I hang on here at this site. I just want to publicly th

Do I Or Don't I?
I'm having a actual serious iternal debate. I'm thinking of getting a new trailer to pull My race car around in. I want to get one with living quarters in it. Then I don't need to book any more hotels. I can save on food. Since I would bring it all with Me and not have to eat out all the time. Plus, I can hang out at the rack more and see all My friends. Instead of driving back and forth to the track. I figure I can save about 5 monthly payments worth of hotel bills. Another one or two worth of food bills. If I get tired driving I can pull into a rest stop and sleep. Instead of finding a hotel. That's at least a $100 and have very little space to park the truck and trailer. Then you spend half the time wondering i someone is going to steal your rig instead of sleeping. The downside is you have a monthly payment. Which I can afford with no problems. Little longer trailer. A little more clean up when you get home. Haveing to dump the black and grey water tanks. Cleaning out the shower.

Emty Bed
Laying in an empty bed, never feeling like there will be someone to help fill it. Feeling so alone, but not being alone. Tossing and turning longing for someone to grab onto. Someone to let you know that everything will be ok. But do you need that person or someone to comfert you? Some times it be nice to wake up to that person you know that will be and love you for who and what you are. Things are different when your a single mother though, exspecialy of three, but its the price i pay for putting them first i suppose. I guess im just tired of all the hopes that just seem to vanish. I just guess my emty bed will just have me in it.

You Belong To Another Woman...
Image of your sexy fit body embedded in my brain,thoughts of your glistening... warm skin is driving me insane.Every muscle located in the perfect place.Your sweet love nector still on my lips I taste. Your buttocks are firm and perfectly risen in the air,as you lay on your stomach on the bed in front of me there.Your thighs that branch down from that perfect ass,are cut and sculpted, built for the ride meant to last. I am straddling your waist as I rub your neck,and then I massage the oil on your back and give your ear a peck.As I rolled beside you, you turned to me then I see perfect ecstasy,not where you think it might be, but in your eyes--its love I see. Then my eyes glance over your chiseled jaw and your brow,now that I have been good, I work my way down.Six pack located below those hard pecks,wew-- you are making me a lust filled wreck. Sexy stomach with the cute belly button,ummm next is the enormous love shaft, isn't that somethin'.Long and ready to enter my tunnel of love

Funny 3
So my 9 yr old lost yet another tooth last night. I will be the first to admit, I am the WORST Toothfairy in existence. I usually forget she's supposed to come so the day after goes something like this: "Awww, the toothfairy didn't come!" "Really? Are you SURE?" "Yes, I checked under my pillow and my tooth is still there." "Well that sucks! Maybe she got busy or something. Ok, go hop in the shower so we can get going (or go brush your teeth)". Off she goes while I shove a dollar bill under her pillow. "Are you SURE she didn't come? I mean what if she couldn't get your tooth but left the dollar anyway and you just didn't see it? Why don't you check again to make sure." "Yesssss! She DID leave me a dollar!" Problem solved! Why would last night be any different? Tooth went under pillow, I forgot and this morning she made the discovery that her tooth was still there and no money could be found. DAMN! Think fast! My explanation was that because it was raining last night, she

Sexy Sfw Salute Pics
Allright ladies, it's that time again, we are needing some new and fresh salute pics! Give us ur HOTTEST and most UNIQUE salutes u can think of! We are the 2nd Alarm Hotties! We have been around since the cherry tap days, lets show em what we have got girls! We have what it takes to blow away the competition, so let's do this! Let's smoke em out because we are molten hot!!!!

What Internal Organ Are You?
You Are The Heart You are very industrious. Working hard makes you feel good. You are powerful and strong. Some people may think you're fragile, but you're not in the least. You are steady and reliable. You keep going no matter what. However, you do tend to react to situations. Stress makes you speed up. What Internal Organ Are You? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

Finding Freedom In No
Finding Freedom in No Yes People (Something I am so guilty of!!!) Many of us, from childhood on, are taught that saying yes is right and saying no is wrong. We learn that acceding to demands allows us to avoid conflict and criticism, please people, earn praise, and prove that we care for the important people in our lives. Yet the right to say no is indelibly intertwined with the ability to make choices. When we sense we are limited in our options, compelled to say yes even when doing so is not in our interests, we are effectively robbed of our ability to choose. Growing out of this tendency to say yes even when we desperately want to say no can be challenging because we suspect that others will reject us for our assertiveness. But the reward we receive upon facing this challenge is true freedom of choice. When others ask you to take on work or do favors, consider their requests carefully. If you feel pressed to say yes, consider whether you are acquiescing out of a desire for appro

Angry Sex
When I was little, living in post communist Russia, I had a friend, Natasha as well, who had a collection of Barbie dolls. Yes, that is a plural of one Barbie, and boy did that make me jealous. I had one, but it looked like a middleaged prostitute with cancer, due to some serious "makeovers" and attempts at fancy haircuts. One day, her dad bought her...*gasp!...a Ken doll! The fellah was lacking in the area down there big time, but ofcourse that didnt really matter to neither plastic diva, nor a couple of 7 year olds. I would come over, and we would start playing with the two oppositely sexed dolls. Sadly, our ideas on what to do with them were slightly different, and after a while we would wind up having an argument, because...Natasha loved playing house, having her Barbie sittin at the table, and having Ken come home and tell her how much he missed her, giving hugs and such. My idea was for Barbie to walk down the street, aka window sill, and get assaulted by Ken in the alle

My Thoughts
When people walk in and out of your life it's harder to let them in than it is to let them go, Because every fairy tale has an ending!When life get's uncontrollable It's easier to sit back and watch life pass you buy than it is to stand there and fight!When people say horrible and judgmental thing's to you it's easier to beat there ass than it is to tell them how you really feel.When you are forced to do something you have never done before it's hard to accept the fact that you can't change people's way of thought than it is to move on and deal with it.When you think that anything good is never gonna happen to you it's easier to let it pass you buy than it is to fight for what you believe in even if it means that you stand alone.It's harder to believe sweet and honest word's when all you have heard is lie's! It seems to be easier to follow others foot print's than it is to make your own and be your own person and create your life on your own.It's hard not to cry when all you feel is pa

Just For Laughs :-)
Hope you like these... :-) Two elderly gentlemen from a retirement center were sitting on a bench under a tree when one turns to the other and says: 'Slim, I'm 83 years old now and I'm just full of aches and pains. I know you're about my age. How do you feel?' Slim says, 'I feel just like a newborn baby.' 'Really!? Like a newborn baby!?' 'Yep. No hair, no teeth, and I think I just wet my pants.'

Mz. Iowa Tour Hahaha
I think today was probably the craziest emotional roller coster ride I've ever been on in my life. Going from good to bad, to ok, to worse, to great, to ending on an unexpected extreme high is nuts.I think things were figured out today that I already knew. I already felt. I have some awe-shum people in my life and I thank them greatly for being so protective of me, so sweet, and just great people. And I'm amazed by some that showed so much support when they barely knew me. It was a good feeling :) So, Mz. Iowa is doing a "tour" of the US between now and 2010 :P Such places she will be *attempting* to hit include Los Angeles, Las Vegas, Texas, New York, Philly, and Chicago. Busy ass year ahead of me lol Chicago is an absolutely definte 100%. Texas and NY/Phily aren't 100% but in the 90s. LA and Vegas would be gret to hit, but aren't a priority compared to the above. I need out of Iowa. I need to travel. Ive travled my whole life up until 4 years ago. I'm sufficating here. I went to I

Dj Memo
To all DZ-Radio DJ'sYou must show up 15 minutes before your shift, and Message the DJ that will be handing off to you.If you can not make your shift please notify management well in advance of your shift so that we can arrange a cover for that slot.If you arrange your own cover for your slot.. Please notify DZ-radio management so we are not doubling up on DJ's to cover.We do understand things do come up preventing you from making the time slot requested, that being said. Failure to notify DZ-Radio management of any absense 2 consecutives times will result in you being removed from the schedule and a replacement found.DZ-Radio doesn't make a habit of telling you what you can and can not play, but There are laws governing us.The Digital Millennium Copyright Act (DMCA) dictates:*In any three-hour period, you should not intentionally program more than three songs (and not more than two songs in a row) from the same recording; you should not intentionally program more than four songs (and n

Hellion And Krotch Rockit Bring The 80's Back!!
Hey kids!!Saturday night I headed out to Doc's in Portland for a blast from the past. Hellion, Portlands own Judas Priest tribute band was rockin the joint down with their special guests Krotch Rockit. I had never seen Krotch Rockit before and was soon treated to all the greatest songs from all the best hair bands, such as Warrant, Motley Crue, Scorpions and many more. They had the crowd goin nuts as they even looked the part. I had a great time manning the merch table. lol Here are a few pics I got of Krotch Rockit: Thank you so much to Krotch Rockit! I had a blast!!Next up was Hellion. Portland's own Judas Priest tribute. If you know Judas Priest, then you know the next hour was loud and hard driving rock and roll. Hellion never disappoints with their leather bound, screaming renditions of hits like Breakin the Law and Green Manalishi and covering songs from Hel

Odaat-we Want To Avoid Making The Same Mistakes Again
From time to time you may see me post some things under this blog. They are nothing but inspirational thoughts or soul searchers that I find myself coming back to to reasses my daily living. I believe that I, as I am sure most people do, tend to lose focus on what makes us who we are or who we want to be. These are intended or directed at no one, just a way or me sharing some inspirational insight with others. This is the first one I will be sharing :) Enjoy~ We want to avoid making the same mistakes again Many of us feel like we need a rule book, a microscope, and a warranty to get through life.

Being Honest With Ourselves
Our relationship with ourselves is the most important relationship we need to maintain. The quality of that relationship will determine the quality of our other relationships. When we can tell ourselves how we feel, and accept our feelings, we can tell others. When we can accept what we want and need, we will be ready to have our wants and needs met. When we can accept what we think and believe and accept what’s important to us, we can relay this to others. When we learn to take ourselves seriously, others will too. When we learn to chuckle at ourselves, we will be ready to laugh with others. When we have learned to trust ourselves, we will be trustworthy and ready to trust. When we can be grateful for who we are, we will have achieved self-love. When we have achi

Grey
The grey and dark have come. Her cold touch fills the air. Into the newness January stands alone. Seeking to touch those with out care. The softness of her voice cools all that can hear. Her chill bears down deep on toughts around. Gloom, is seen for miles. For her heart can not be bound. Everything has gone past the point of old. In her eyes, you can see hope of a new. Hope and trust try to push on. Yet even the frost kills her dew. Lot of things still hang in the balance. Hope and luck are in there fight. Fear, sorrow and cold strike hoping to prevail. Both sides wage at each other with all there might. Eternal is the feeling. Long are the nights. Warmth seams to be to far away. One hopes they can survive the fright.

Always Remember To Brush Your Teeth After Smoking Crack
I seen this and had to share it - enjoy! ROTFL! Always remember to brush your teeth after smoking crack Choder I stayed at work late yesterday to finish up a few projects. The newest new girl asked why I always wear headphones. At first I played nice and told her I stream Sirius and some of the comedy stuff is NSFW, but then she said she thought it was because of people yelling across the office. The office manager came out, and I made a comment about how a lot of it was to tune out the ol’ stink behind me, and everyone had a chuckle and agreed she’s way too loud. On my way out, I noticed she made some additions to her pantry, most notably a toothbrush, and an aquarium-patterned dixie cup sealed with packing tape. I didn’t have time to investigate then, but since I knew I’d be in before her today, I ninja-pic’d some evidence. And listen, I know some people are weird and brush their teeth at work. That doesn’t make it normal. And

I've Been Propositioned....
seriously 8-P this is what i was sent in a friends request.... hey sweets. So I couldn't help but notice your name. I love pervs...cuz pervs usually love me. If you're really a perv, you might be interested in what I have to offer. I have a large array of NSFW photos you can view. There are 34 pix and I add more as I see fit. I have pix of me rubbing my clit, using a dildo on myself, my tits, me tasting myself, me fingering myself. Anything you might want to see. Most girls charge at least a $50 pack to see theirs, all I'm asking for is a $20 bling pack. I have also started doing cam shows on Yahoo. I'll do pretty much anything you want me to do. Most girls charge a $100 bling pack or a happy hour to see them on cam, all I'm asking for is a $50 bling pack. Here's a little sample to tantalize you: I can move my hair away for just $20 I could be sitting there topless for just $50 Let me know if interested jesus christ... this kinda stuff should be illegal... stupid whores i swear...

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Just a little more about whats going on with me. There hasn't been a whole lot of change since last week, just some minor things. Once again my caseworker brought up ChangePoint for me, what that is, Change Point offers an introduction to basic computer skills, career exploration opportunities, and life skills education, leading participants to economic and emotional independence. That would be fine, except I just got a new doctor and will be having both counselling at probably physical therapy through out the week and these classes are M-Thur 9:30 to 2:30. I am still checking out volunteering, I had went down there yesterday but both of the people I was going to talk to were out sick. That I will continue to check back on. I am kind of stressed right now, not sure why but just am..... Right after group I was told to go down and take a UA tomorrow, which is fine but I hate going in front of people... blah. Tomorrow we are also going on a field trip to Green Bluff to get pumpkins an

Who Are You Now?
Who Are You Now? You were with me through the years, You did my soul restore. When my spirit needed mending, I got all that and more. As for seeking you, there was no need; At your hour, you always came, But a change has come to tip the scales And something's not the same. Where did you go, old friend of mine? What called you urgently? Was some mission more important? What is there now that will heal me? You were loyal, steadfast, constant Though troubled, you were on my side. I swear I can't imagine what I did To make you run and hide. Did you think I wouldn't miss you? Did you feel I could go on alone? They told me that someday you'd fade, I guess I really should have known. But now I only toss and turn; I feel the void you left behind I ache and moan in search of peace That will relieve my beleaguered mind. I guess you're never really gone, My eyelids flutter and you slip through time, I feel as though I've been with you, Twixt hazy dusk and weary dawn. They say as shado

Asylum
AsylumShe sits within her padded walled asylum... voices within her mind tempting her intent...Her mentality going assunder, darkly twisted and crookedly bent... Her heart races within the straight jacket she wears fitting to her will... Invisioning the victims within her evil soul that she ever so longs to kill.. Lurking behind the shadows of her mind lye blood stained patterns of what was yesterday.. Injections of peace she feels as the doctor relieves her of the tormenting voices that continue to lead her astray...Death to her is the only way out, but she is bound within her cell... The asylum..now has become her imprisoning, padded, forever tormenting HELL...Written by , Erica Chamlee all rights reserved.

Advice On Clothes!
As you all can see i'm more bottom heavy than top, which is fine, B's to C's are good no more back problems BUT WHAT CAN I WEAR THAT CAN COMPLEMENT THEM? for the party I mean, i'm thinking of either dressing up in my black dress or in my new black and pink outfit. Unless there is some other advice like, well not apple bottom jeans lmao more like mellon bottom jeans for me if you ask me... but something mini skirt, skirt down to my ankles, tight pants baggy pants ect ect. I want to complement my big ass ;;dances to sir mixalot's baby got back;; NSFW GALLO

When Her Funeral Is Plzzzz Show Some Love
Ashley's funeral will be Monday, Oct 26 at 1:30 pm - George Boom Funeral Home. There will be visitation on Sunday from 1 pm to 8 pm, with family present from 6 to 8 pm. Her obit will be posted later today @ georgeboom.com and will be in the Satu...rday Argus Leader (originally posted by a family member of Ashleys on one of her facebook pages) I say we all keep an eye out for her obit on georgeboom.com and when it comes up they usually have a guest book that you can sign online and write something, I say we all make an effort to show our support to Ashley and her family

Looking For Hot Ladies With Webcams To Promote My Webstore
SUBJECT: looking for hot ladies with webcams to promote my webstore looking for hot ladies with apple bottoms & webcams to promote my webstore-will pay $50 and provide boyshorts for ladies to make a 5-min video like this one-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ObxDWGVIU1A reply with pic to wad.john@ymail.com --------------------

Family Bbq For Da Fu...
I want to put together a fu-family BBQ. sometime after the new year, maybe late spring or early summer. what we need is a meeting place kinda in the middle for all of us to be able to reach... private message me (those who dont have where they live on profile) your location and if you have a Radisson Hotel, Regent, Park Plaza, Country Inn or a Park Inn Hotel in your area. I work for Carlson Properties (owners of these Hotels) as a Chef and can get killer discounted rates for rooms... So anyone of my Sisters here on fubar and other wonderful friends interested in a great family BBQ please start coming up with ideas and such... Party on Wayne, Party on Garth..

H1n1 Simulation
so, swine flu will wipe humanity from the face of the earth because it causes fever, nausea, diarrhea, lack of appetite, sweating, aching and vomiting. but the normal flu isnt so bad because it only causes fever, nausea, diarrhea, lack of appetite, sweating, aching and vomiting.what i hear now is if we get the swine flu, we die an agonizing death. if you get the vaccine, you die an agonizing death.people need to stop being gullible about these "epidemic" diseases and realize you're being used like garden tools to fuel the pharmaceutical business. eat an orange, drink some water, wash your hands with soap and warm water, and dont make out with pigs. humans have this neat little thing called an immune system, that works quite well when taken care of.. (oh, and its free!!)fear helps keep people in control. its the way the world works, religion, law, government, medicine, etc, its all powered by fear. fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to the DARK SIDE...reminds me of the

Deceit
I just looked at a blast, and there was some wicked hot chick with huge gazongas in there. SCOAR! said I, rubbing my hands together in a fly-like manner. Upon clicking on her salute, though, I saw something that my eyes will never unsee. It was something that loosesly resembled a human, but was probably altered from a said state by having numerous cunt runts, drinking gallons of cheap homemade vodka, smoking cigs and everything else she could put her mouth on (hehe, yes). There were no gazongas, just a bony decimated chest cavity from which, I felt, and alien life form would emerge, devouring everything in its path. It was standing in a "do me from behind cause u dont wanna see that face, trust me" pose, and had that "I need to eat, gimme somethin, honey" look in its eyes. It had approximately 3945793475937 pics, out of which half were private, and suggested that men should treat her somehow specially in order for her to bless their optical senses with a barrage of messy room

Carrie Train To Oracle...by Reapers
Carrie's Train to Oracle.... by Reapers The Rules: 1. Stop by Carrie's page, rate the Breast Cancers folder of pics... She will have an Auto 11s running as well... Start with this one... See Reapers's folder for the tags. Rate all the tags in the Folder. Please leave him a comment that you have gotten your tag... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Carrie's train" or something like that... If your profile is marked private, then you need to visit each person's profile on this train and add each rider yourself, whether or not they are above or bel

"you"
They say the best love awakens the soul,It plants a fire inside your heart,Leaving you wanting more,A glimpse of eternity,Or a shooting star,A wave that rolls on forever, never finding the shore.As each night passes,Your presense seems more real,and When my soul is comforted,Its your spirt I feel,I carry on converstaions,all day in my mind,I smile when i think of you,you make me feel alive, And When I look down at my keyboard,I see u next to I,Your either saving my life,Or baby your killing me,Cause when your around, I can't breathe,I feel like a child, trying to fake my way through,I know loves a glamble,But its worth the risk with you.A moment from the heavens,Sent through an angel to earth.A unmeasureable connection,from outta this world.A complex beaing , Made with just me in mind,A perfect creations, From another place and time.People think that were strangers,But what they can't see,Is when my creator made you, he stopped to make me. I carry on converstaions,all day in my mind,I

I've Learned..
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes.I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big dick or huge tits.I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more fucked up than you think.I've learned that you can keep puking long after you think you're finished.I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to take its place.I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones who do.I've learned that we don't have to ditch bad friends, because their dys

Bad News :(
Have u ever been in a room a u totally feel like u are not there or u wish that u were not there because what u heard u wish u did not........ AT that point u honeslty wish that u were deaf because he did not wanna hear what u just did...... I was in that room at aproxamately 2pm this afternoon when we got a phone call from my Aunt that has double lung & spine cancer she just went through her 5th round of chemo/radiation....... SHE got her PET scan results and found out that the treatment is not working....... ON one hand it is good because it has not gotten any worse BUT on the other it has not gotten any better either SO how can that be good news......... GEEZE this was her 5th round and she is fighting the hardest she can...... CANCER just sucks I hate it to me the word is worse then the worst swear word u could ever say......... SHIT we should start using CANCER as a swear word...... I have cervical cancer BUT I am not saying that to get attention I have never used it a

True Love(i Did Not Write This, Matt Did)
I didnt wrte this Matt did,I just wanted to post it cuz i like it and i honestly dont think i have ever been in love,But i know ppl have been in love with me Anyway he gets the credit for this blog not me To whomever reads this what does true love mean to you? I think now a days people use the I love you* too freely not understanding what it really means. To love someone in my opinion is to be there for that certain someone. To see past all of their flaws and to see the good in them. To cherish every moment that they have with that person and of course missing them when they aren't there. To respect them and not to treat them as property but as your equal. Knowing that without them you are only a half but with them you're a whole. To me it would make you feel like nothing can harm you or even hurt you...I guess to say that you feel invincible; like you could take on the whole world when you're with that person. And if you really love someone it doesn't matter the distance you are f

Some Men Make Me Sick
im not your normal male......i wont perve ya..ya if i think you are cute etc ill tell ya...i dont want your messager number or too see your nsfw...i might view them at my own time but thats not what i choose too see im not here for points anymore im here for friends ive known alot of people on this site since lost cherry days even tho i took a leave when this became cherrytap(right before fubar for those that dont know)dont get me wrong i love points being rated and blinged etc but thats not my reason for staying...if you have a man (or women) i respect that im not trying too get your your pants im with someone and happy unless you are bi looking for a threesome lol ...ive seen and heard of alot of the men on this site talking dirty too complete strangers etc and it sickens me ...ladies not all men are like that its called manners...and trust me some of the women are just as bad...you think because you are online and not in front of the person it gives you the right too talk how ya w

Iris
Thank you for this Iris...Like it alot... Because we have the right to Dream, Because you have the right to Hope, Because we have the right to Love, Because there is a Rainbow in each of us As long as we know that it will show after the rain, Because words matter and feelings even more, Because a friend will always know how to comfort, Because eyes never lie, Because a heart can be hurt and broken but never destroyed, Because as long as we live we can try... Because even we walk alone sometimes we are never alone... Because there are Angel's among us... Because when everything's made to be broken... I am always here to tell you that i am you friend!! IRIS

First Post
Yeah so these are always the worst, space filling posts...but I'll use it to give anyone who cares a chance to get to know me a little bit. I'm a 25 year old mom. My beautiful angel is three now and up until recently I raised him alone. The times were hard and only got worse when I lost my job a few months ago. Right now he is in the care of his father, a man I'm currently divorcing. I must say that we are at least being civil to one another and putting our son first in everything. My husband left me when my son was first born, but he wasn't around much while I was pregnant either. In fact the last time there was any action in the bedroom with him was the night our son was conceived. Six months ago, I told him I wanted a divorce and the man had the audacity to claim he still loved me. Being absent 3 years really proved that I guess. Enough about him though. I've moved on. Though I'm still married have actively started dating other men and enjoying life as much as possible.

God Bless Me
WELL I WANT TO START BY SAYING THAT I AM HAPPY TO BE BACK IN THE BAR. I HAVE AWAY FOR SOME TIME BECAUSE I HAD TO HAVE A SURGERY ON MY HEART. I HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AND OVER TIME THAT STARTED TO TAKE A TOLL ON MY ARTERIES AND THINGS, SO ALL OF MY MAIN ARTERIES THAT LEAD TO MY HEART STARTED TO TEAR AWAY FROM THE HEART. I WAS 10 MINUTES AWAY FROM DYING. I STILL CAN NOT BELIEVE THAT I ALMOST LEFT MY KIDS WITHOUT A MOM. THE THING THAT COUNTS IS THAT HE WAS NOT READY FOR ME TO COME HOME TO HIM JUST YET. I THANK GOD. I AM NOT GOING TO GO ANY FURTHER BUT I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR READING THIS

I Miss You:(
I miss you more than i can say.your all i think about night and day.The sound of your voiceMakes me long for you to hear you even more..Your voice is like a songin my heart that i play andwill play for ever.When you sing to meit makes me hear the songin a whole new way..Make me feel it in my heartand in my soul.Is it hard to believethat i miss you when we had just talked not so long ago.. meer secondsor even a minute.I Miss you.but tis onlyuntil i hear your voiceor get your text.that i realizethat I dont want this toever end.Please tell me the time will fly.. so that I maysee you.. be able to touch you..hold you.. in my arms again...

Tell Me
Bodhrán Amaze me with your voice. Love me with your verbs.  Explain to me, how I make your world blur.  Kaleidoscopic flashes, as I worship your purr.  How I make your insides warm, and colors merge.  Amaze you with the way I caress you, and make the pleasure surge.  You salivate, as you wrap warm wood and smile wit' the knowledge that it's all good.  It's no small feat for me to worship all of you; but I embrace it and savor you, like a holy jewel.  I understand your desire, I'm a part of you.  We grind in tandem, when I hesitate you move...I ride with you, and it's an animal groove.My fingers caress your lips, as I split you in two.  I won't stop, until you have an orgasm or two.  Explain to me your pleasure, and tell me truth.  Amaze me with your song, there's no words, but it's proof. That life is delicious, it's like Heaven in you.ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANT Sitting face to face in this open space, no

Swim Or Drown.
When I was in college, I planned a career involving the prosecution of criminals. So, my main focus was "proving" guilt. I learned to research, to document, to present, all in a manner that was to prove guilt. So, when I got out of college and had to go into the defense end of legal, what did I do? I set out to prove innocence. If you prove someone did it, then wouldn't you need to prove they did not do it? I was gifted a position with a seasoned criminal defense attorney that was also a former Marine. His cases ranged from running a stop sign to high profile murder. And damn, he was GOOD. As a learning experience, he would send his noobs to speak in a simple case before the judge. My simple case was a speeding ticket. And I was not happy to be defending someone since my training was in research. I discussed this with my new boss, and he said not to worry, he would be there with me for the entire thing. I asked him what should I do if I thought I was drowning, and he told me just l

Wierd Dream
i had this dream where i was in some kind of group of friends i was wandering around with a couple of guys*not like that* in my dream i mustve known them awhile i was kinda like the lil sister or something, we were running from some guy that wanted to kill us and as we ran down this dock looking thing i saw a ship leaving so we ran after the ship and jumped onto it just in time to be too far for the guy chasing us to follow...i thought we were safe til some crazy lady that mustve owned the boat showed up and told me she had a deal for me..she sat a girl down at the table on the deck where we were all sitting and handed me a gun..she told me if i shot the girl in the arm we could stay on the ship but if i didnt she was going to throw us off into the water i assume...so i shot her in the arm after hesitating for a few and i actually thought of a spot to do it where it wouldnt be as bad she looked dissapointed at me like she knew what i did but allowed us to stay on the ship...then we doc

Do I? Love This Song
Do I lyricsSongwriters: Bryan, Luke; Haywood, Dave; Kelley, Charles;Baby, what are we becoming?It feels just like we're always runningRolling through the motions every dayI could lean in to hold youOr act like I don't even know youSeems like you could care less either wayWhat happened to that girl I used to know?I just want us back to the way we were beforeDo I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby?Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy?Do I have your love? Am I'm still enough?Tell me, don't I? Or tell me, do I, babyGive you everything that that you ever wanted?Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely?Do I just need to give up and get on with my life?Baby, do I?Remember when we didn't have nothingBut a perfect simple kind of loving?Baby, those sure were the daysThere was a time our love ran wild and freeBut now I'm second guessing everything I see!Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby?Does the sight of me wanting you drive you crazy?Do I have your love? Am

Happy Hour
I am so excited! My awesome fu fiance bought me my first one. I was starting to feel really down because only my pretty close friends were doing anything for me. My son was put in the hospital yesterday and will be there 10 days. He had a ruptured apendix..so everything has just sucked for a while. So, I am so happy to be able to see someone really gives a shit about me and my life!! Thank you Mike. I am activing the bomb tomorrow, so whoever bombs me today or tonight....will be bombed back. Also, I do want some bling, so if you get me something, and you have a folder, i will bomb you. Thank you to all my true friends that do do things for me. Karma is so wonderful! I hope everyone enjoys the HH! I will be bombing on Halloween!! yay!

Movie Reviews
I decided to start this blog because I'm bored and jobless. I also happen to be a movie fanatic, and I know some of my favorite fu's are also. This is the one and only time I'm going to say this, I don't care if you don't agree that is why it's called an opinion. I am not a professional critic. I know what I like and don't like and that's all that matters to me. i do however encourage and support suggestions, opinions, and discussions about these films or others.

7th
Seventh Level of Hell Guarded by the Minotaur, who snarls in fury, and encircled within the river Phlegethon, filled with boiling blood, is the Seventh Level of Hell. The violent, the assasins, the tyrants, and the war-mongers lament their pitiless mischiefs in the river, while centaurs armed with bows and arrows shoot those who try to escape their punishment. The stench here is overpowering. This level is also home to the wood of the suicides- stunted and gnarled trees with twisting branches and poisoned fruit. At the time of final judgement, their bodies will hang from their branches. In those branches the Harpies, foul birdlike creatures with human faces, make their nests. Beyond the wood is scorching sand where those who committed violence against God and nature are showered with flakes of fire that rain down against their naked bodies. Blasphemers and sodomites writhe in pain, their tongues more loosed to lamentation, and out of their eyes gushes forth their woe. Usurers, who f

Not Always Right | Jeff Foxworthy Would Be Proud
Movie Theater | Madisonville, KY, USA Customer: “Two tickets for Madagascar.” (After the previews, he returns) Customer: “I want my money back!” Me: “What seems to be the problem, sir?” Customer: “You have the wrong movie playing in there, its a cartoon. Where’s the cars?” Me: “I’m sorry sir, Cars?” Customer: “Nascar! I wanted to see Mad about Nascar!!” Me: “…let me get the manager.”

Not Always Right | It Runs In The Family
Fast Food | California, USA (A little kid comes running up to counter and points at our menu board above my head.) Kid: “I want that one!” Me: “The taco or the burrito, honey?” Kid’s mother: “Don’t point! That’s rude. You have to tell her what you want.” Kid: “I want the taco.” Me, turning to the mother: “Ok. What can I get for you?” Kid’s mother: *points* “I want that one.”

Stripped
as this haunting day goes on,I am in despair.as this haunting day goes on,I dare not share.lonely heart and mind,please go back in rewind. as this haunting day goes on,I become trapped.as this haunting day goes on,I am being stripped.all my feeling taken from me,even though I am now free.nothing left of me,just the feelings everyone can see. as this haunting day goes on,all I can feel is pain.as this haunting day goes on,I am being drained.all my love is gone,as it shines above the stars.please come back down,or I’ll fall to the ground. as this haunting day goes on,I become over done.as this haunting day goes on,I am no longer amongest them.I come back to my senses,I can see what is happening. as this glorious day goes on,I can fly to the sky.as this glorious day goes on,I now saw good-bye.

Our Troops Need Your Help!
1.5 Million people have served in Iraq and Afghanistan. Almost one-third of them will have a serious mental health problem such as depression or Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). That's why I'm supporting IAVA and Drowining Pool's "This is for the Soldiers" campaign to make sure the mental health needs of our troops is a top priority. Please help our men and women of the military get the help they need. It only takes a few seconds to fill in the petition form. Remember - freedom isn't free, there is a sacrifice made by each and every service member that's ever been to war. Don't let their sacifices be in vain. http://www.thisisforthesoldiers.org/

Not Always Right | Being Picky Is An Exact Science
Coffee Shop | Indiana, USA Me: “Welcome to ****, what can I get for you today?” Customer: “Yes, I’d like a medium coffee with twenty-seven and a half sugars.” Me: “I’m sorry, was that…twenty-seven and a half?” Customer: “Yes.” Me: “You’re sure you don’t just want the twenty-eight?” Customer: “Ewww, gross! That’d be too sweet.”

She Being Brand...
Noone got that title...no you didn't, stop being self-important. So the subtext is this: The Double entendre, a la cummings (so appropriate that I'm smirking). The main text, however is just a question about how you flirt. Yes you do. YES YOU DO! Now then...how do you flirt? And with that, how do you want to be flirted with? Someone, somewhere turned your crankshaft hard and tight one time and it's never subsided from your deeper, darker, dirtier, daintier thoughts. So spill. I'll make popcorn.

Not Always Right | Yes, I'm 12 Feet Tall With Horns & Pitch Fork
Shoe Store | South Carolina, USA (A customer calls in 30 minutes before our store actually opens.) Customer: “Do you have [style of shoe] in a size 11?” Me: “Yes ma’am, we do. Would you like me to hold it for you?” Customer: “No. I want to pay for it over the phone, and then come pick it up on my lunch break.” Me: “I’m sorry ma’am, I can’t do that transaction over the phone.” Customer: *yelling* “WHY NOT?! I’ll come in for it sometime between noon and two; it’s for my son, I want to be sure I can get this for his birthday.” Me: “Like I said, I can hold it for you–” Customer: “I heard you, but you aren’t hearing me! I want to buy it NOW.” Me: “I can’t do that over the phone, I would have to see your ID along with your card to verify that it’s yours.” Customer: “Can’t I just tell you my name?” Me: &ldquo

Fumafia
it rocks i have so much fun on fumafia i will give out 9 favors to friends in my mob each month if you got one this month more likey wont get one next month trying to be fair i try hit my other friends in dec thats when i be giveing out favors again

Suggestion Blog
If anyone has a suggestion on how to make the site better, or a bling/gift idea, or anything else for that matter, you can leave it here and I will make sure it gets passed on. Any suggestion is always considered, as usual. Thanks.

Echoes Of Past.
An iron tinge fills her nostrils as she descends upon the field. old blood...This is what she has been searching for, the place where her ancestors had been slain 700 echoes ago. This is where it all began, and now this is where she would pick it up. She pulls a knife from her boot and slices open her hand, letting crimson pour from her to the earth. As soon as the two make contact, the ground begins to tremble and glow an unhealthy green. "Al dr barun dai ka!" she cries, as sickly smoke rises up to meet her nostrils, making her eyes water. This place was more tainted than she thought.

I Have Just Had It
Are people born with a selfish gene? Are they also born with a lieing one? Because I am seeing so much, even some of the people I thought cared about me, really only care about what they get and that's it. Just because you level to god knows what does not make you some king or queen. I have helped out so many people. As I lay here, with my son in a hospital, my back fractured, and now a fucking tumor...awaiting a trail for someone that tried to kill me, I see no one has really given a fuck to help me or do ANYTHING nice for me unless I do something for them. It seems as if I should be like everyone else and ask for things when I do things for people, because what hurts the most...is after I help...and show how much I care...I get stopped talking to. Look around on your list of friends. See who is mooching off you...and that you help , and thinks deserve it? Only from very few people have I got any type of email about my son...mostly by women. The rest are to busy thinking fubar is some

One Plus One
Sometimes one plus one is two Sometimes it is more If it ever gets to being less It might be time to walk out the door There ain't no sense in takin' abuse If you're all that you do claim And there ain't no sense in gettin' intense And trying to place the blame Sometimes one plus one is two Sometimes it is more If you find that it is less than one It's time to find the door

A Long Night Ahead (part 1 Of The Broken..by Kitty Simpson)
*The beautiful Mistress enters her quiet home with grace. Her long flowingblack dress tracing the floor. Raven black hair falling slightly into her face. Green eyes pierce through all in the way. Her soft pink lips form into a slightsmirk as she hears the faint screams of her new captive**In the dark the tall young man screams through his gag. Sweat falls from hisbrow. The air smells musty almost like a forgotten cave. The metal that Keeps Him in place is as cold as death. His breathing becomes heavy. Fear sweeps Over him.**From the far end of the house the clicking sound of her high heels fill the room. As she gets closer to her new pet she can smell his fear. Her blood beginsto boil. The excitement is intoxicating. She stops to enter her room. Slipping into her proper attire. A woman like herself wouldn't dare be caught out of Character for her favorite activities. She slides her body out of her dress while grabbing her long leather whip and laying it neatly on her bed. As the scream

Death Of Someone You Love
death is not a part of life that is easy to lose someone that is close to you is the hardest thing that you will have to endor the loss of a loved one will fell like your heart has been ripped out i lost one of my closest friends this morning and that was my grandma and it hurts to the point my body is cold i love her still even though she is gone my life will go on but it will be hard not that she is not here to go on wiht it RIP ETHEL JUNE PATTON ALWAYS LOVED NEVER FORGOTTEN

How To Fail
just type this to someone as a pick up message: " Hey Cutie,How u doin good lookin???Just popped by to say wats up and let you kno u look amazing.I kno u proable hear that alot and aint the first time you heard that but its the first from me so thats gotta count for something lol Well hit me back if u wanna talk good lookin,i'll catch ya l8ter if u want.Take Care & Stay CuteRod" srsly? I'll try to stay cute for you, Rod. Can't make any promises, but the fact that YOU have decided to message me makes me tingle in my dingle. Not really...but it sure sounded great.

How Could I Not?
Freedom's Conservative said: no catching up to high taxes and inflation is not catching up. spiker425 said: If it means a more equitible system and a healthier nation, it would be catching up (with fair taxation). With regards to inflation, stats will show that you're wrong. Freedom's Conservative said: How can you even say a more equitable anything. These Democrats want to create a huge government all for their own gain. That means they tax more which cause prices to rise. How is that equitable? spiker425 said: You're hysterical, lol. Freedom's Conservative said: You know absolutely nothing of my state of mind. You are looking for something that's not there. spiker425 said: spiker425 said: I thought as much. Was it a failed lobotomy?

Labyrinth Of Lonliness - 2/21/09
LABYRINTH OF LONELINESS Time travel needs no machine And of all the triggers Loneliness is the master teleporter Knowing no bounds, exponentially expanding with every breath You’d do better enumerating every last one of the stars above and beyond our galaxy Or attempt the colossal mathness of capturing the summation of snowflakes as they descend in a blizzard As to determine the myriad of methodical ways this particular and familiar serial killer attacks Just as easily can you be found either making a desperate grab for the sandman Standing in a crowded line endlessly waiting for some obscure thing Having a dinner for two, or at the family barbeque There will be no mapquesting your way out of this maze Having more in common with the pathetic prey Ensnared in a hellish spider web of both churning dire memories And those deeply secret, forever locked, yearnings for a life That bares no resemblance to the present entity, the antonym of a gift And you are not shock

The Men Who Stare At Goats
I went to see it on the weekend. It was an excellent evenings entertainment. Not perhaps what you might expect from the trailers, but very funny, intelligently written, quite bizzare in places and very well observed. Clooney didn't overdo it, which was good, he was great. I'd totally recommend it - a witty and clever comment on cultural changes in the western world over the past 40/50 years.

Alone.....
Without expectation or devotionI live this life of hate, aloneI am left with no emotionand I feel like letting go...I cry for someone to save me,but you are not there...I need someone to love me.you are never there.

Wtf Replace Steven Tyler??
I originally posted this under my movie blog so I'm just moving it over. I'll copy the comments over too, their were some good ones. Even some great tit jokes. Here is the original blog: I just read an article that Joe Perry intends to replace Steven Tyler in Aerosmith. I didn't even know he was retiring. Now I do understand that he's old and can't exactly perform the way he used too, but Joe Perry is no spring chicken. The entire band is talented but who are they kidding? Aerosmith IS Steven Tyler. I could imagine them adding someone like Adam Lambert (only because of his flamboyancy), or Iggy Pop (he's like 112 and a complete freak) but no one will ever live up to the icon of Steven Tyler. Let me know if you agree or not. I'm just still in shock. These are the comments I got: Russian Foxx - holy tits...did you just say something? I'm sorry, I didnt notice you have a head... {Perfectly Imperfect} - NOT COOL!!!! Steve Tyler IS Aerosmith... Russian Foxx to {Perfectly I

Together
TOGETHER -------- My darling, remove all your layers Show your naked self to my eyes And be fragile in my hands Scream it out i know i'm blind at times But i will dry your tears When your loneliness is too heavy For one human For one heart Tonight i'll be there for you I'll catch the tears your eyes shed Then i will know which truth Hides under your skin The night brought our souls together Sweetheart, de golden weapons lay beside you You do not have to protect yourself any longer I know the pain is too heavy for one human one heart So hold me tight and close your eyes Together we will wait for daylight to come Together...

Dont Leave Me All Alone
DONT LEAVE ME ALL ALONE ----------------------- Don't leave me all alone Desperate and lost Take down those walls arround me and help me come to you Let me be your companion Be the guide that will lead me Because i been on this journey for so long And so tired, come and realease me Take me back to your land Filled with music and dreams Lead me to your land Let me live in your clouds Dont leave me all alone Take my hand and show me The way that leads to you Help me this way to get to you Take me to your land Filled with music and dream

Everlasting Whispers
Softly whisper your passion Come to me my loving heart I'll cherish your gentle tenderness From this day forward I'll impart My emotion of contentment That grew instantly as we met From the depth of my souls embrace Straight to you for whom it was meant Refresh your souls thirsting need Come bathe in passion's bright glowing fire As we dance the dance of eternal loveWrapped in our flowing desires Our need for each other so great A timeless burning flame As at last we have found each other And our place together we claim.