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Unicorns White Wizard
Unicorns White Wizard The Ice Queen and Jola’s mother became immediate friends, and she even asked her to stay, Jola was so pleased when her mother said yes that she almost started clapping, She now knew the dangers here and was so relieved to have a safe place for her mother to stay, and when she looked at Uni she could see the relief in his eyes too. She loved this big, gentle man so much. When at last they stopped talking the Ice Queen suggested that they visit the White Wizard, and perhaps they would find more answers there. She quickly drew them a map showing how to get there, and with kisses and tears they waved goodbye to Jola’s mother and set off on the path they had been shown. As they started walking the Ice Queen’s red fairies decided to accompany them, flying around Uni’s head until he changed back to unicorn form and then riding on his back. Jola looked at them thoughtfully, she had noticed them staring at him earlier, but had thought they had never seen a

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For A True Angel! She Also Owns Me! Check Lil Slavegrrl Out!
Have you met this Angel? This here is one woman who is always doing something for somebody! She is a great woman, a great friend, and a wonderful person to know. If you do not have her on your list you do not know what it is that you are missing! So be sure to Rate, Fan, Add, and Crush her! Tell her that I sent you! She is one heck of a woman to know and one that you can count on! sub lil slavegrrl aka SweetOne ` Wife and sub to NoMoreVodka@ fubar This Pimpout Brought To You By! Miss Crys~Shadow Levelers~Owned By ~RobiSue~69Munch~Lil Slavegrrl~Dizzy~Smutt~Dr. Tre~@ fubar

Tangled Up In You
past, i try not to reminisce but my mind moves to fast. in my dreams i am lost in your eyes. i'm swallowed by your smile. i'm tortured by not have'in you to hold and your sweet voice in my ear. for it was you that put your hand into my heaped up heart and shoed me how to live. now that you are gone theres nothing but cold and darkness in my life. it must have been fate but with this last mile i will take you in my heart for the rest of my life.

Bad November - Track 12 - Dreaming
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Dreaming Never believed in happy endings/ Never thought there was more to life then this/ You entered my life and taught me love/ Then you crushed it all to dust/ Now you tell me you want

Its Been Awhile
Yeah I know its been awhile since I've had a blog, even with everything going on I have yet to sit down and blog. Well most of you know the major points of what's been going on the past few weeks so without rehashing details, but still brinigng the rest of my wonderful flock back inside the pen, my divorce is final and in a few weeks I will be spending a little over a month with Terra. I'm so excited. I already have all these plans on what we can do when I'm not working, when I can take days off to spend with her and all that. I will have her for her birthday and am not sure what exactly I will be doing for her but I know I have to make it special. It doesn't have to be all big and badass with a petting zoo and stampy the elephant (bonus points to anyone who gets the reference) running rampent down Clayshire, would be cool but not gonna happen, it just has to be something she can look back and remember and be happy about. Which is what I want all of our time together to be. So

Fighting The Dragon (this Is Important, Please Take The Time To Read It! Ty!)
Letter to People Without Hep C Current mood: calm Category: Life Letter to People Without Hepatitis C Hep C aka The Dragon I did not write this letter but it applies to the majority.... D. W. Having Hepatitis means many things change and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident, most people do not understand even a little about HCV and its effects and of those that think they know, many are actually misinformed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand ... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me... Please understand that being sick doesn't mean I'm not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion and if you visit I probably don't seem like much fun to be with, but I'm still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about life and work and my family and friends and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about

Fighting The Dragon - A Letter To My Friends
Letter to People Without Hep C Current mood: calm Category: Life Letter to People Without Hepatitis C Hep C aka The Dragon I did not write this letter but it applies to the majority.... D. W. Having Hepatitis means many things change and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident, most people do not understand even a little about HCV and its effects and of those that think they know, many are actually misinformed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand ... These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me... Please understand that being sick doesn't mean I'm not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day in considerable pain and exhaustion and if you visit I probably don't seem like much fun to be with, but I'm still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about life and work and my family and friends and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about

If Only...
so. here I am. feeling so weak. my mother is lying in a hospital bed...with all of those breathing machines attached to her. I feel like every time that I turn around...that I am losing someone that I love. my mom and I haven't really been that close since I was a child, but she is the only mother that I was provided with, and I wouldn't have changed it for the world. if anything, I'd change the fact that I ever disrespected her in any way; despite whether she ever showed me any respect or not. it's funny, because it takes something like this to happen...to finally have a reality check. I can remember the times when I was a little girl...when my mom would wake me up and say 'Summer, we are going on a little road-trip,' and then she would put my hair in pig tails, and dress me up in these cute little two piece outfit's...and then put her purse on the front seat (since those were the days that car-seats weren't necessary, you know?) and then she'd put my short little butt on her purse, a

Nsfw????
Some dumbass reported 3 of the pics in my Gun Play album NSFW. So, can someone please explain to me why the hell they were marked that way? We are fully clothed. Is it because there is a murder/suicide theme? Goddamn some people are just too sensitive. Don't know why they are on fubar...

Spell Bound
You have me spellbound I am tied to your erotic emotions-gag me Saturated into you flame-burn me I am chained to your needs,come desire me I am masterbating in your submission-take me I am torched with your passion-possess me. I am heated with your invite-want me. I am scorching-bring me I am all that you make me to be your creation of -make me. Spellbound - Poco

Come And Get Meeeee!!
Do you know this woman?!?! Read on to learn more . . . Her name is JLYNN & She is up for auction Go by and bid on her, you wont be disappointed!!! Yes you can own your very own JLYNN Don't forget to show her luv!! She is worth all the bids, trust me!! Let's see if we can give her what she deserves!! Just click the auction pic at the end of this bully to take you there

I Could Learn Alot From Greta.
There are many things in your heart you can never tell to another person. They are you, your private joys and sorrows, and you can never tell them. You cheapen yourself, the inside of yourself, when you tell them. -Greta Garbo

I Love You
I love you by LateNiteFantasy© Him and his three little words that splintered her wings and shattered her world. His voice rising above the rest as they scream upon high at her. What made this so different why him? Why? His voice soft and husky whispered shakily the dreaded words. Over and over into her ears leaving her breathless. Breathless and twisted. Shattered now She sits upon the edges of what used to be her world. What now? I Want... Lips pressed against mine a whispered promise upon bated breath caressing my soul with every touch. Wipe away your tears with my words. As you mend my heart with your smile. Your embrace making pain forgotten Forever speaking the words each wants to hear. Yes, I love you's to even a I can make it all better. Just I wants and I need you.. And a few thousand I Love You.

As Of June 17th
These are the names of all the Id's that have been made up to today. They are all family up to June 7th. If your name is not on here then please let me know so I can make you one. AussiKylie, Hot lil momma, Tony and Brenduh, SexySarcasm, chattdude, mstrouble, maryjane, cllgegrl, david G3rx, looking to play, ExoticFlame, BigJohn, BillyMcabee, OhioWomen, KyleStunner, lollipopsmile, sweet-n-sassy,Brain Injured, Lady S, Goro, crystal lily, angel heart, retro gothic, true rebel, randisome, BjIzzle, AJ, naughty2day, back up your standing in my aura, sweet kissy, Vicky, mike w, 808 Playboy, A Force To Be Reckond with, Acidic, AKA, Baldy, Beautiful Dysaster, BeerHunter, Bleeding Love, Blitz, BiggDawg, BlueEyes, Boboo, BoyToyKisses, Brenda, Bronco80, Bristyle, BrokenWingAngel, BuckeyBabe, Busty Beauty, Buzz, Carmel Starfish, Cinnabar, Cowboy Poet, Coyote Kat, Coyote Bch, Crazymama45, Crimson & Clover, DekMilk, DarkGodOfBondagedSouls, Dave, DejaView, Dr.Strangelove, Doom Doll, earthdaughter, f

My Online Neglect Is Working For Me!
I know I haven't been on much. I'm sorry but I have agoraphobia, and I am finally starting to over come it by getting out more. This keeps me very busy and tired. A great thing for me personally, but my online world is starting to suffer so I had to choose my real life. Sorry. I apologize to all my friends on here, my staff at Lilith's Lair, and other lounge owners who's lounges I have been neglecting. I check in often, but don't stay on long anymore. I'm sure things will be back to normal soon, but to be honest, I hope not. As for the fate of Lilith's Lair, I don't know yet. We'll have to see how that plays out. I'd be happy to keep it open if I knew you guys would come and enjoy it, but it seems if I'm not there, no one comes and stays to chat. That thought saddens me because I love that lounge, I'm very proud of it and it's my baby. I'd hate to see it go because of my unintentional neglect. Anyway, most of you who might read this already have my number, so call me sometime, or

Adoption
Love so much to say good bye. How you have grown for 9 months inside; The feel of your kick and the sound of your heart beat made me decide. I had made a choice to let you be someone else's angel & set you free; For this the world and people in it have strongly disagreed. I have heard with a gasp "Oh, how could you?" Then I have heard "If he were mine I would love him so much more!" The harshness of words spoken yet no one ask, "why do you feel trapped & broken?" Then the ones who have taken the small amount of time to ask why, seemed not to hear what I had spoken. I couldn't feel your skin with my touch; The hurt I was feeling deep inside was way to much. I laid there and prayed that you would be protected by God's hand; That one day you would be able to understand. Then I asked God to let you be loved unconditionally, not want, and feel in your heart a mothers love so deep; As I was so tired and drained, I laid in that bed in a cold and empty room and cried myself

Meditation
For years, I’ve looked for a meditation. Either I didn’t know what it was, didn’t have the patience to practice it or the follow through to stay committed and reap, what I was beginning to feel were, the imaginary rewards. As a result, I suffered. I didn’t suffer in the sense of pain or ache, I suffered being ill at ease, disquiet, discontent. Some years ago, a priest (and I’m not catholic) gave me a book he recommended from a Cistercian Monk (much the way Money recommended a follow up). I was interested in investigating mediation again, it was suggested of me and it was the step I was on. I take my steps (though little else) rather seriously. I committed time to this gentle, paradoxical practice and never got “it.” “It” being a joy, an excitement, a reward. What I got was that I didn’t notice when I did it. Instead, I noticed when I didn’t. Meditation gave me a gradual, sense of balance not a sense of euphoria at all. I’m a euphoric type of guy. Before recovery, b

Wow Great Hh
OMG my Happy hour was the coolest thing I have lots of catching up to do but was so awesome. Thank you every one who participated in my HH. Also like to thank my new friends I got while my HH was happening THANKS AGAIN METAL FOREVER Metal Forever@ fubar

" The Magic Of Love "
♡♥~The Magic Of Love~♥♡ Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery!! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change!! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and splendor And sweetness and grace. Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with its heart And not with its mind!! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!!

Words From My Brother.....
As I type this through heavy tears and a ravaged heart I needed to let those of you that dont already know that Valerie and I lost our babycakes, our angel Nathaniel. Tuesday as Val was picking him up from daycare it was discovered he had a fever and went into a febral seizure. The EMT responded, resuscitated him and kept him stable. As he was in ICU he was gradually prrogressing day-by-day. We were given hope of "when he would get out of the hospital" not "if"... Our nightmare that we had belived would never be true came to reality on Thursday when a CAT scan showed brain swelling due to potential lack of oxygen sometime durring cardiac arrest on Tuesday. The swelling did not subside and as of yesterday he was declared brain dead and a time of death was called. I am heartbroken, numb, horrified, scared, angry, disbelieving and I want sooo badly to be with him again walking, talking, dancing and all those things I now wish I hadn't taken for granted. We ask for your prayers

~every Woman's Prayer~
***************Every Woman's Prayer***************** Dear Lord, I pray for: Wisdom, to understand a man. Love, to forgive him. Patience, for his moods. Because, Lord, if I pray for strength I'll just beat him to Death! Peace.

Obit.
Nathaniel J. Deitzel Nathaniel Jason Deitzel, 16 months, died Friday June 13, 2008 in Lehigh Valley Hospital, Salisbury Township. Born in Allentown, he was the son of Jason and Valerie (Karol) Deitzel of Catasauqua. Although his time with us was short, Nathaniel has made a lasting impression on all those whove been in his life and even those who were not. Nathaniel was an organ donor and has already been a hero to at least three children. Survivors: He is survived by his loving parents, family and friends. Services: graveside, will be held at 11 a.m. Thursday, June 19, 2008 in Berks County Memorial Gardens, 201 Evansville Road, Fleetwood, 19522. There will be a calling period from 7-8:30 p.m. Wednesday, June 18 in the Brubaker Funeral Home Inc., 234 Walnut Street, Catasauqua, 18032. www.brubakerfuneralhome.com Contributions: In lieu of flowers, contributions, which will be donated to a childrens charity of the familys choice, may be made to the family care of the fun

For My Special Friend
You hear it in my voice. You see it in the way I look at you. I want to touch you, to smell your skin… You’re behind me. I hear footsteps and instantly know it’s you. I turn to see your smile. As usual, you’re happy to see me. You place your fingers with mine as you move into me. I wrap my arms around you, trapping your hands behind your back. I lean in towards you. You know what I want and you part your lips and tilt your head, granting permission. The kiss is gentle and explorative. I test the waters. You open your mouth wider to give our tongues more room to play. I release your hands to stroke your ass. Your hands frame my face as we move closer still. I can smell your perfume. It’s exotic, floral, and just what I expected. The kiss deepens as my hands roam over your body, committing the feel of your shape to memory. My mouth moves to your neck, my hand on the back of your head, as I taste your warm skin. I back you up against the wall. I wrap both of your wrists in my st

Leaving For A Bit
Well it's time for a break I've been on here about a yr and lately I just don't get on here much ... I've made some really great friends and will continue to log in a few times a wk to check up on ppl and chat with a few but as for contests, mumms, bulletins and things in this nature I'm not doing anymore .. I've come to realize that in order to move up on here or have fun you need to dish out money or be uppty up with certain ppl and I just don't have that time nor patience with ppl.. so I'm taking a well deserved break ..I've spent hrs upon hrs on here and not enough with my children and that is not fair to them as they wont be children much longer so I'm taking my time to be with them ..maybe when they start back school I can be on here more but as for now I can't and also can't afford to be here Thanks to all that have helped me to this level and all the love and friends I've made on here I will miss ya'll the most ..but as mentioned before I will be on from time to time just Shout

A Big Ty!!!
WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP THAT ALL OF YOU GAVE ME! I WON MY FIRST HAPPY HOUR THANKS TO SO MANY THAT I WONT BE ABLE TO ADD EVERYONE HERE, BUT I DID WANT TO SAY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR LOVE! I WILL BE SETTING UP MY HAPPY HOUR AND LETTING EVERYONE KNOW WHEN IT WILL BE ANOTHER DAY. THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN!! **goin4broke**~proud~MOMMY~of 2~'s baby daddy and r/l lover@ fubar (repost of original by '~Phoenix~' on '2008-06-16 20:04:31')

One Year
R.I.P Pfc Larry Parks Jr, my daughter's father. Tomorrow will be one year since his tank hit an IED killing him after only 38 days in Iraq. Take the time to pay respects to him, I have a whole album with his pictures in it. My daughter will grow up proud knowing all the great things her daddy did before God took him. I am going to Altoona today to be with my daughter and his family. Leave some love and support, I need it. R.I.P Larry, I love you and miss you very much. I am trying to raise her just the way you would have wanted her to be. We love you and there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of you. Love Nikki Firechick728@ fubar (repost of original by 'Firechick728(Mistress to bew1769): Co-Owner of "The Late-Night Hangout"' on '2008-06-17 05:47:04') (repost of original by '~FAT SONNY~' on '2008-06-17 06:51:37')

Pull The Trigger
Sometimes life has a way of grabbing you,and it seems like there is no way out of it.So you grab a gun,or a pistol and place it to you temple and you pull the trigger.Some even takes a dive in the water and don't come back up.A few,will rent a motel room,a bottle of pills,they were along from the beginning,why not just take them in your own bed.Never could figure that one out.I hear of people jumping off the buildings,wow,now that is courage or is it.To me courage is facing the day,with a smile,even though you feel like crap.Saying hello to someone that has broke your heart,with pleasantry.It is the fight to be here tommorrow and winning.I set here on this floor,and I think about all my thankfulness.My Children,my life,everything that has become important to me.I wonder if maybe I had of died,on that table September 11,2001.Where would the life's of so many I have met been.What part of their life did I come into.Before that day,that bone chilling september morn.I was about to pull th

2nd Gig: Sacrificial Lambs
everyone has that moment in thier life where they have to make a sacrifice for the ones they love (weather they know it or not).......that time has come for me. i rejoined the army for the purpose of maintaining my gibill, medical, and other personal unfinished business that i must tend to remove the monkey off my back. i wanna go to school for video games and all that good stuff, but the chances of sucess have been hampered by bad luck, bad decisions on my part, and bad timing. i also have my test for this sheet metal aprenticeship on thrusday, but i have to go to court, i was hoping to change the court date so i can do the test, but the people at the court house wasn't buying it. so now i have to hold off on the test. hopefully it won't be too late when i get time to take this test. but that is the least of my problems. on one hand i could get this aprenticeship. and basically forget about going back to school, and when my son gets old enough he can use my gi bill for sch

Gotta Love Memoire
Ok all friends and family. Here is your chance to meet one of the realest people on here. She will always have your back. Will be there for you when you need comfort or just need a friend to talk to. Please Fan/ Rate/ and Add you will be so happy you did. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo BhamBuggy Mèmºî®è ™ Ñè×† Ðºº®~ Fµ ♥² §îñ@ fubar

Weeeeeeeeeeeee Omgihaveadate!
Thats right ya all! Yours truly has a date! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE! LMAO! I am moving on and not looking back ya all. He is the way I like them....bald, goatee, tall and "thick" LMAO. GROWL! HOLLA! He is 34 years old and has a job! Plus he is only just over 30 mins away so no biggie there. :D WEEEEEEEEEE! Wish me luck ya all! We are going to meet at Applebees this weekend! YAY! 8-P I cant wait! I will let ya all kno how it goes... Other than that nothing major going on in the life of Rev. Cooter™....I will let ya kno if there is anything! Of course! TTYL! Rev. Cooter™

Fast As You Can...
A warning for the next one... "I let the beast in too soon, I don't know how to live Without my hand on his throat; I fight him always and still Oh darling, it's so sweet, you think you know how crazy How crazy I am You say you don't spook easy, you won't go, but I know And I pray that you will Fast as you can, baby run free yourself of me Fast as you can I may be soft in your palm but I'll soon grow Hungry for a fight, and I will not let you win My pretty mouth will frame the phrases that will Disprove your faith in man So if you catch me trying to find my way into your Heart from under your skin Fast as you can, baby scratch me out, free yourself Fast as you can" _________________________________________________________ -REL

Unicorns And The Lone Wolf
Unicorns and the Lone Wolf When Velocity was drawn into urgent centaur business, Jola, Uni and he children took a walk around the centaur village, and Jola was surprised at how well organised it was. She put her arm around Uni’s waist and held his hand. The day was sunny and she felt a wash of love running over her, it was a wonderful feeling that she had no intention of wasting. As they walked, they saw many unique sights and many common ones that she had not expected to see here. It seemed that the centaur taste was more expansive than she had imagined. Turning the next corner Jola’s hand suddenly tightened on Uni’s and a look of fear appeared in her eyes. Ahead of them stood a half grown wolf cub, it snarled at their approach and readied itself to run. Uni sniffed and then smiled gently at Jola, “It’s alright my love, this is just an ordinary wolf cub.” Jola looked at him with surprise, “Then what were the others that attacked us so viciously?” She asked .

Sadness...
Losing friends sucks... Someone i considered myself getting close to has decided that he is "tired of being nice" and started being a complete ass to me and others... I am NOTHING but nice to him and love talking to him... But I can not be friends with someone who treats me (and others) like shit just because he is "tired of being nice" there is no reason for that... i know he is stressed out and i know he has issues.. but calling me selfish because he listened to my issues but i am not understanding HIS is wrong.. very wrong considering he wont even TELL me what is bothering him.. even though i ask.. I can't deal with someone treating me like this anymore... even when i really do like them and want to be friends with them.. am i wrong for that? should i just suck it up and let him treat me the way he wants... even before the "tired of being nice" bs... one second he was great.. the next second acting like ICE... how do i handle that? He is going to be mad a

Frat Is Looking For New Members
©lûb F®ât@ fubar THIS IS OUR RULES THEY ARE POSTED ON CLUB FRAT HP 1) NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED!We will not put up with any drama from anyone. There will be no exceptions to this rule! 2)No one but management will be allowed to post blogs about leveling. The only ones to post blogs about leveling are Founder, Co-Founder, and Manager. Home Page is http://fubar.com/user/1095216 3) There will be no entering contest without asking first to make sure we can give you all the support you need.If you do you may be on your own. 4) All newbies will go through Founder or Co-Founder No exceptions. 5) We will level anyone with 15,000 points or fewer as long as they have plenty of stash and pics. Please do not come to us for help with more than that with few pics and stash. We will level during HH only. Any other time is for you to do what you want to do! After leveling please leave a message so we know who helped out. 6) Most Importantly: Keep up to date with our blogs as they

Still Looking For Fu-bucks! Find The Code!
My Coke Rewards® M, 41North Syracuse, NY STILL LOOKING FOR FU-BUCKS?SEND ME VALID CODES FROM THE LIST BELOW & EARN 500 FU-BUCKS FOR EACH ONE:MY COKE REWARDSPEPSI STUFFMILLER HIGH LIFE EXTRASSTOFFER'S DINNER CLUBIF YOU HAVE ANY OF THESE CODES THAT YOU DON'T PLAN TO USE, SEND THEM TO ME & EARN YOURSELF SOME FU-BUCKS. FEEL FREE TO SHARE THIS WITH YOUR FRIENDS! IT WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

Afri-can't
There's an African that works at the grocery store I shop at. Not a black guy, but an out and out African. He's the checker of the 10 items or less lane on weekdays, which is the lane I usually go through. Sometimes he likes to talk to the checker in the other lane about various things he finds interesting about America. One Thursday while I was in line, they were talking about Charity Date Auctions, and how strange it was to auction someone off for a date. They were both talking about how much either of them would fetch, in a jovial manner. Trying for once to be a normal person, I said "Come on man, anyone would be a fool not to pay a couple hundred bucks for you." I had just told a black man I thought he was worth a couple hundred bucks. I now take my groceries to the regular check-out lane on the other side of the store, even though I still have less than ten. But MAYBE... ...he was just really flattered.

A Snowy Morning (straight)
A Snowy Morning (straight) It had been snowing most of Friday night, so when Michelle peaked out her bedroom window at seven Saturday morning, she was tickled. She enjoyed living in Winchester, as it always got a plenty of snow. She loved sitting at her big front window, with coffee in hand to watch the snow fall. She went to her kitchen, only to realize the one thing she had forgotten, on her last trip to the store. She looked out to at the street, it seemed there had been little traffic yet. She thought she would just go by the local diner for coffee. It should be nice, since they have big windows looking across a field. She showered, then put on jeans and a sweater, then grabbed her keys and headed out. This was one time, she really appreciated having a garage. As she backed out, there was already about four inches of on the ground. She took her time, enjoying the empty streets, where all she could see, had been covered in a clean white powder. As she turned o

New Town, New House (straight)
New House, New Town (Straight) It had been a year since Sara’s divorce became final. With her 45th birthday just a few months away, she felt a new job in a new town, was be just what she needed. She sent resumes to a several different cities, to see what offers she would get. She had spent her last eight years, as the office manager to an accounting firm in Chicago. After a few weeks, she was getting offers from coast to coast. After looking over a handful of nice offers, she decided to give Nashville a chance. She found a nice big frame house, just about 20 minutes from downtown. She knew it would take a bit of work getting it as she wanted it. Being on her own now, she figured she could take her time and fix it JUST to suit her. She was settling into her new job as office manager, for a downtown publishing company. The people seemed nice enough and the hours were great. She spent her first few weeks unpacking and trying to organize things at home. With sp

Crazy People
I am so sick of crazy bitches who think that they only want married men. I know that they don't have none of the headaches with it, but they don't stop to think what they are doing to the other people in his life. Men are weak, if some crazy bitch keeps throwing herself at them, they will cave eventually. Just letting off steam.... AAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH

Had A Great Night
So I go to the club the other night and I am talking to friends having a few drinks having a good time and playing pool when I noticed this sultry older lady admiring my ass as I go to take my shots so I decide to amuse her by bending over even if I did not have to. We made eye contact a few times. I finally decided to go over and talk to her and she walks off. This happened not only once but twice. Yet she kept making eye contact and looking me up and down. I was not going to do this again yet it really intrigued me to want to talk to her, I guess its all about a game to her. Not real sure what she was thinking, but I was going to get to the bottom of it tonight. So I was keeping an eye on her for the rest of the evening which was not hard to do considering she was hot. Wearing a short red silky dress that screamed take me big boy! That's exactly what I was going to do. I later caught her at the bar ordering a drink and I offered to pay for it for her, and she gave me this bit (while

Prayer For Understanding
Great Spirit, Give us hearts to understand, Never to take From creations beauty more than we give, Never to destroy wantonly for the furtherance of greed, Never to deny to give our hands for the building of earth’s beauty, Never to take from her what we cannot use. Give us hearts to understand that to destroy earth’s music is to create confusion, That to wreck her appearance is to blind us to beauty, That to callously pollute her fragrance is to make a house of stench, That as we care for her she will care for us.

Have I Told You-please Forgive Me
Written By Lady Katherine Have I told you that from the morning sun,to the midnight moon,you wonder through my mind.Did I ever say within my thoughts,I see your strong arms around me,and I never wont to let that go. Have I told you,that it is because of your tender voice that touches my soul,I have given you my love freely.Have I told you,how my heart aches,the thought of you so far away from me.Have I ever said because you love me,I now am so complete. If I haven't please forgive me.My day isn't a day ,unless I hear your voice whisper,in my ears.When you speak my name my heart pulsates lacking a beat.If I haven't told you this today please forgive me.If I forgot to mention you are my everything,my all.Please forgive me.Did I send you a message across the wires,letting you know I will always be here for you.Please Forgive me.If somewheres in the coarse of the day,I didnt tell you how much I love you more to day than I did yesterday.Once again darlin Please forgive me.There

For Craps Sake
Holy shit, i'm so amazed right now. I got my first person blocking me on here and its funny as hell. I sent a friend request today to a lady that looked interesting. Right after I sent it I noticed she had a part in her name about being married and doesnt want to talk to any guys. Ooops, my bad. Soooo, that was this morning. I get home and have a shoutbox from the lady saying "it does not please me". I tried to click her name and say sorry but no, i'm blocked!!! ahahahahaha. Oh sigh, just had to share. What with insanely anal people?

My Lover
My Lover by LateNiteFantasy© Serenade you baby, Make you feel. Make you feel something that is real. Watch you dancing, Wild and prancing. Staring at you, Not just glancing. Come over here, Breathe into my ear. Kiss on my skin, Feel me from within. Smell of your passion, Feed on this attraction. Lick your lips, Go down to your hips. Fresh eyes, Wet thighs. Drink this, Feel my surprise. love her more... A lovers' touch could mean so much if it's done in the right way. A lovers' kiss could be such bliss if it didn't fade away. A lovers' word could always be heard twenty-four hours a day. A lovers' eyes could never tell lies unless its a look away. A lovers' lips upon your fingertips could leave you with nothing to say. A lovers' heart is where you should start if you really want her to stay. But lovers' we're not although...I love you a lot Maybe someday?!

Pieces
My world once again Lays about my feet In shattered pieces My heart which I truly believed To be safe Has once again Been ripped From my chest Only to be given Back in a zillion Tiny pieces They say that time Heals all wounds I am not sure This time i I am strong Enough to pick Up the pieces. 6/18/08

One Word
Only one word.... You can only type ONE Word! This is very difficult!!!! Now copy into new email or forward, change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Return it to the sender too! 1. Where is your cell phone? DESK 2. Where is your significant other? OZ 3. Your hair? BROWN 4. Your mother? BANGKOK 5. Your father? DIE 6. Your favorite thing? DESIGN 7. Your dream last night? FORGOT 8.Your favorite drink? WATER 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? DESIGN 11. Your hobby? Art 12. Your fear? None 13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? SWISS 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? STUPID 16. Muffins? BANANA 17. One of your wish list items? M

Seeking
Like an autumn leaf, I'm floating in the air, Drifting left and right, trying to find a place to fall Lightly touching others with my rugged edges, I'm trying to belong, to finally find my call But the moment I reach the ground, the wind picks me up again Sweeping me into its arms, it gently carries me away Will I forever float around restless? Am I destined to ever find my bay? I watched and learned, and then watched again. From the heights I grasped, tried so hard to seize the day. But now that I'm separated from my branch, I need to find another place to stay. Up and down, then left to right, On a stranger's shoulder quietly, slowly I land. Laying there, inhaling the autumn night, Have I possibly found my promised land?

High Maintanence???
Im just curious . what do people consider high maintanence in a woman?? My male told me yesterday that he's glad im not one of those high maintanence bitches that demand his time & money.... I think that qualifies as a compliment in his head?!?!? nice huh?

Always A Call Away
I felt so alone, But then I found you, Even though we don't talk on the phone, I never had to say a word,you just knew, In you I have found a friend, One that understands from his past, My love to you I send, I know what we have will last, I hear your pain inside, I tell you all mine, To you I have cried, You never complain when I whine, You understand more than most, You have been through some of the same, Wishing you were close, You never make me feel shame, Thank you for coming into my life, I know you have felt the hurt, pain and even self harming, Our past has stabbed us like a knife, But we still smile and try to be charming, My friend when you are down, I am here with open arms and an ear, I don't like seeing that frown, I so wish you were near, I know you are there when I am blue, You have wonderful words for me and such a big heart, You will never have a clue, From your friendship I will never depart. I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND

Begin Again
Begin Again by LateNiteFantasy© Begin again - moments we long to know, Bring on fatigue, exhaustion: let us tire! For love-making like this, ever so slow, Will, surely, take us too close to desire, But, is there any limit to our lust? To all the things we try to rouse that need: Your hands on me and mine on you, we trust That tactile love is not ascribed to greed; Yet, finally, I'll wilt and you will fade, Thus, we will fall away to lie at rest, And lying back together, so well laid, We'll realise that we have just caressed For hours and hours, from dusk to dawn and then, We must enjoy once more: begin again.

Why Do I Need A Boyfriend When I Have Yours?
First of all: A) Don't add me just because you saw me on your man's page. Kthnx B) Most likely, if Im talking to your man, meeting your man, fucking your man-whatever...I don't know you exist. C) If I do know about you, and I'm still doing something with your man, obviously I either don't like you OR I could care less about you. EITHER WAY....YOU my "friend" are NOT doing something right. Call me a bitch-do what you will. Most likely I'm the reason your EX is your EX. Most likely, IM the other girl. Just remember that when you try to talk shit about me....most likely, I'll admit the truth, and most the time, what I will admit, is worse than anything YOU could ever think up.

Contest Bully
Wouldn't you like to see me on your page for 24 hours? I'm trying to get a spotlight. * All donations are greatly appreciated and I'll return the love somehow... from rating bombs to comment bombs * I'D LOVE TO SPOTLIGHT BEFORE I LEVEL UP TO DISCIPLE. I DON'T ASK MY FRIENDS FOR MUCH BUT I'D LOVE THE HELP. THANK YOU TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS THAT HAVE HELPED SO FAR. YOU ALL FREAKING ROCK. I'M SO LUCKY TO HAVE SUCH A GREAT GROUP OF FRIENDS AND FAMILY "ChelleBelle" tattoo'd & pierced Bulliever & Charm Girl-read my about me b4 adding@ fubar PLEASE REPOST THIS BULLETIN. THANKS.

Update On Merci And Baby
I come to you all with such heart wrenching news Merci and Fireman185 have asked me the GodMother of their unborn baby daughter Keira Lynn to let you all know Merci delivered the baby last nightshe was only 21 weeks and I am sad to say she did not survive due to her not being big enough...I can not sit here and go into details I just wanted to let you all know what was going on please do not message Merci or Chuck right now as I am forseing all the questions and concerns for the both of them...Merci and Chuck I love you...and I am here for you both.

In Loving Memory Of Keira Lynn Deluca
In Honor and In Loving Memory Of Keira Lynn Deluca Our Little Angel Keira Lynn Deluca I felt your presence there inside of me, nestled soft and warm; Sweet scent of baby's breath, precious words left unadorned. I saw your tiny heartbeat, then I knew that you were fine; A perfect baby we created, one that would be mine. Then that tragic day it came there was nothing I could do, Only wait and hope for the precious life of you. Yes in the beginning your daddy was afraid; Only he would love you unconditional and never run away. He loved you more this I do know, as he cried for you that day, When the doctor said that you were gone, daddy wanted you to stay. He would have held you close to him, and see your perfect form, A gift of daddy's love, would have kept you safe and warm. Only now you are an angel over me beautiful and bare, My heart would hurt if you cried for me and mommy was not there. Still we are together in my heart and

Can't Miss You If You Ain't Gone!
So the last little birdie flew the coop on the 18th of July. She graduated from high school and is off to be an MP in the Army. Dave and I haven't been alone with no kids since never. We had a 1 year old when we got married and have had kids in the house for the last 23 years. It is kinda strange being just the 2 of us. It's very cool but we have never had to not deal with kids. It's just us....will we get bored with each other, will we be able to fill the hours with just the two of us? My mother has always told me..."It's not what you think it will be...it's lonely without kids, you will miss them and be bored". She called me first thing this morning to see how I was holding up! It's only been 2 days! lol I think we will be just fine. We have waited for this days since the kids were little...I can't wait to see what life brings us now!

Yo What It Is Homies!!!!
So it has been a hot minute since I have been on and I thought I would say HI to my friends.So HI!!I dont really get a chance to log on much anyumore,but I still want to know everyone is good.I have found a way to log on for about 15 minutes a day a work on my lunch,so if anyone reads this and is around gimme a shout.Until the next time have a great weekend homies.WERD

For My Friendswell, I Hope Tis
Well, I hope this makes sense, I will tell you why in a second. First I want to thank all my online and offline friends for making this probably the best birthday I ever had. It started out yesterday being a pretty good day, woke up and like any fu addict, checked my page for messages (lol). I had some messages from mamah wishing me a happy bday (day early, but it still put me in good mood), then may day got worse and up comes sunshine to talk to me, and again was in a good mood, then a phone call put me in a bad mood again, and just around that time behavin came on line and got me in a better mood. I (woke late this morning) had already taken the day off. You see I had planned months ago to go to Toledo Bend and do some fishing with friends, however the plans dropped through. Today my boss and three go workers had me come by to take me to lunch, and that was fantastic and all along my friends keep wishing me a happy birthday here. Then my friends told me they were take

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This Is For The One Who
this is for the one who by LateNiteFantasy© Staring at you Watchin you do your work You look so happy And full of life I cant help but cry Thinking that I'm Lucky Enough to have you Knowing that I could have lost you to someone else Yes your 1,547 miles away And yes I am here But you're my Sunshine When my skies are black And full of rain You keep me happy And sane And as I sit here texting you on This phone it becomes clear That the love I feel is true It aint no lie My heart skips beats And tears well in my eyes When i think that i am having the Worst day I know that i can turn on my computer and see you And know that everything thats happening Will melt away Knowing that you'll be there To comfort me When i need a shoulder to cry on That you'll be there For me When times get rough I hate not being there When you need me the most I know that I don't have much But what I can offer is this The one and only thing that most guys don't take care

One Day
One day I am going to write the perfect story.I will set the world on fire,and tale the insight of all.One day,I will set down with pen in a hand,and tell how pain can hurt,hearts can feel,and how fantasy became reality.One day I will speak of the past,and eat the furture for my lunch.Someday,with a pen in ink,I will paint a picture in the mind,that will make you beg for more.I will sing praises to God,show the devil is worse vunerability,and laugh at it all.One day I will make music,with the notes written like a play,They will make your heart sing with joy,and tears flow from your eyes.I will bring laughter to a child,and a smile to a mother.Strength to a father,and destiny to a brother.I will set in front of a desk,and chant the phrases from the heart.Write an unbeliveable novel.And bring it from the depth of my very soul.And it shall set the world torching for more,but that is someday.

Afterglow
In the afterglow of our lovemaking we held each other close shared an occasional kiss gave an occasional caress. As we lay on a bed of grass clad only in dew and starlight you spoke that single word which aroused me yet again:

Red Headed Slut
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Tag, You're It!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? non-existant 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? incredible 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? life 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? marriage 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? none 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? sick 16. Muffins? blah 17. One of your wish list items? book 18. Where you grew up? Missouri 19. The last thing you did? type 20. What are you wearing? t-shirt 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? laptop 24. Your life? groovy 25. Your mood? peachy 26

To Whoever Thought She Had Me
I don't write many blogs and I'm not one that brings my personal life or feelings onto Fubar, but this time I can't hold it back. There is a person out there who is trying her best to cause drama between my fiance and I. She posted a blog under this name, which I will include a screenshot of, and she even posted a bulletin under this name. I know for a fact that it wasn't me because I have not been online at this time due to being in the process of moving to Forsaken Bitch! So, who ever you are, listen up!!!! Forsaken Bitch and I are together, we will be staying together, and not you or anyone else will come between us!!!! You are doing your best to cause drama, yet you can't even come out and show who you are. Now that is sad........ If you really thought I wanted you then you would be glad to show who you are..... To anyone that seen the blog posted below, plz ignore it. It was posted by an immature little girl and if you have also read the bulletin, then plz ignore that too.

Tagged By Mcoing-boing
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? far 2. Your significant other? sleeping 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? annoying 5. Your father? sarcastic 6. Your favorite thing? nature 7. Your dream last night? weird 8. Your favorite drink? juice 9. Your dream/goal? travel 10. The room you're in? lobby 11. Music? metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? NorCal 14. Where were you last night? work 15. What you're not? tolerant 16. Muffins? chocolate 17. One of your wish list items? health 18. Where you grew up? Moscow 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? uniform 21. TV? samsung 22. Your pets? husband 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? monotone 25. Your mood? cr

Listen
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

So Much To Me
Another day is passing And still there is no word On how your life is going And who is in your world I pray you will consider These words I write to you I liked you in my life Yet maybe now it's through I don't want to see our relationship come to an end And I don't want to find our lives standing still We are moving towards the end And we really ought to wait Because God planted something special Deep within our hearts I know your life is hectic You are busy all day through My life is busy also But I still think of you I want to send my love And remind you of these things Just so you will know You mean so much to me

Do Unto Others....
I am not going into much detail because it is of course my personal business. But something to think about. "Do Unto Others"....I have come across many people in my 43 years on this planet. Some nice, some VERY nice and a great many NOT SO NICE. I have tried to live my life on the premise that you do from your heart and it will be returned in some way. Do you realize that when you hurt someone's spirit, break their heart or worse discourage them, that you leave a permanent mark on them? For example, I have read more damn mumms on here about bad relationships, and women that ain't "S#$%$H#%$#I##@@T" and men that are users, and the list goes on....WELL, how do you think that woman got that way...Someone broke her spirit...hurt her and now she is a product of that pain. May not admit to it, but after a while it comes forth in your daily dealings. The people that proclaim that they are fine, nothing wrong here, it's cool, they didnt deserve me anyway..you know...tha

Please --just One Rate (1 Vote) - 10 Sex Of Your Time!!!!
update --- 6/23/08 ----- Dave kicked me out for the 2nd time --- so don't waste your time; I'll never be in the contest.... thanks everyone for your help - i love you all! ............................ I have a chance to be in a REAL calendar! I'm in the M.O.D of the Day Calendar Contest - it'll take 15 seconds to click on this link below (rate the picture) and that makes ONE vote for me. You can actually rate it once a week...THANKS FOR ALL YOUR HELP -- yell if you need help leveling! Island Girl

R.i.p Mom
TODAY IS AN ESPECIALLY HARD ONE FOR ME..ITS MY MOM'S 10 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF HER PASSING..IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW OLD YOU ARE..SOMETIMES YOU JUST NEED YOUR MOM...TO THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE THE HONOR TO STILL HAVE YOUR MOM'S AROUND..GIVE THEM A CALL AND TELL THEM HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU..THEY MIGHT THINK YOUR NOT FEELING WELL OR SOMETHING LOL..I DON'T THINK WE SAY IT AS OFTEN AS WE SHOULD..MY KIDS TELL ME EVERY DAY..WHETHER THEY ARE HERE OR OUT SOMEWHERE..THEY LOVE ME..I AM BLESSED...ITS COOL TO HEAR YOUR KIDS SAY IT..I SAY IT AS WELL..HAVE A GOOD DAY..LISA

The Marine
THE MARINES WANT THIS TO ROLL ALL OVER THE U.S. Please do not delete this until you send It on, Let's send it around the world. This is a poem being sent from a Marine To his dad. For those who take the time To read it, you will see a letter from him to His dad at the bottom. It makes you truly Thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I will give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, And protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I do not bitch, I do not whine. I am just one of the people Who is doing your time. I am harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I

I Haz Been Away...
So for a few weeks now I've been basically AWOL from the FU. I got in trouble at work at was told to cease and desist immediately from going on Fubar..So because I need my job, I was a good lil registrar and stopped going on. And at home...Its just been too nice most days to play on the internet...So I've been enjoying a RL...And in doing so I've met someone amazing..and am happier than I have been in ages....So while I'm sure I haven't been terrible missed around here...Thats why I've been gone..in case you were wondering =)

Tagged By [grg!ntz]
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bathroom 2. Your significant other? what ? 3. Your hair? floor 4. Your mother? gone 5. Your father? there 6. Your favorite thing? tiramisu 7. Your dream last night? farm 8. Your favorite drink? shake 9. Your dream/goal? Paris 10. The room you're in? back 11. Music? yes 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Paris 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? tramp 16. Muffins? yes 17. One of your wish list items? food 18. Where you grew up? tallinn 19. The last thing you did? shit 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? Oprah 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? sucks 24. Your life? problem 25. Your mood? irked 26. Missing someon

Tagged By Who Knows
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? awesome 4. Your mother? gone 5. Your father? gone 6. Your favorite thing? sex 7. Your dream last night? hot 8. Your favorite drink? icedtea 9. Your dream/goal? sucess 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? Rock!!! 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? better 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? happy 16. Muffins? blueberry!!!!! 17. One of your wish list items? sucess 18. Where you grew up? Cali 19. The last thing you did? typed 20. What are you wearing? boxers 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? fish 23. Your computer? gateway 24. Your life? here 25. Your mood? hungry 26. Missin

To All Women
This is sooo true! If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away~If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay~Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior~Allow your intuition to save you from heartache~ Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be~Slower is better~Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy~If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends."~A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend~Don't settle~If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is~Don't stay because you think "it will get better."~You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better~The only person you can control in a relationship is you~Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women~He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?~Always have your own set of friends separate fr

Tag Your It
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Desk 2. Your significant other? haha 3. Your hair? yeah 4. Your mother? LA 5. Your father? Denver 6. Your favorite thing? Love 7. Your dream last night? OMG 8. Your favorite drink? Water 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? Den 11. Music? YES 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Dunno 14. Where were you last night? Kris's 15. What you're not? hmmm 16. Muffins? yummy 17. One of your wish list items? LOVE 18. Where you grew up? Denver 19. The last thing you did? slept 20. What are you wearing? Boxers 21. TV? SPIKE 22. Your pets? Cat 23. Your computer? Sweet 24. Your life? Good 25. Your mood? Hello? 26. Missing someone? Always

Once Loved
Once loved I act like I'm doing fine surviving, all the while inside I'm dying My heart will yearn The rest of my life My Soul burns for you still I Love you and I need you Life without you Is so unkind I don’t sleep I can’t unwind Thoughts of you Never leave my mind Tears still fall Startling, burning Clenching my heart like a fist Haunted by your loss My soul is broken, Yearning for your voice My soul is broken Listening for your laugh My soul is broken My heart is broken Yet still unhardened Hopeful Waiting to be fixed Yearning, pining, Aching, crying Seeking, searching Each new face I meet Your death made this hole This huge hole in my soul Waiting to be filled Needing, wanting Left this way Haunted This woman You once loved By Andrea L. Bois In Loving Memory copyright ©2008 by the author. All rights reserved by author.

I've Been Tagged
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? ottoman 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? varies 4. Your mother? awesome 5. Your father? far 6. Your favorite thing? life 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? likker 9. Your dream/goal? successful 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? Lots 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? unsure 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? greedy 16. Muffins? chocolate 17. One of your wish list items? trip 18. Where you grew up? Missouri 19. The last thing you did? type 20. What are you wearing? panties 21. TV? won 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? pink 24. Your life? insane 25. Your mood? fabulous 26. M

The Last Letter I Will Write My Ex.
She sent me this video. attached to a letter i wrote her on the 1st of june. Assemblage 23 - Maps of Reality (Lyrics) This is the response i sent back to her. that was funny. the only thing i am guilty of is loving you. i had always taken the blame for you. if you think you won. yes you did. you defeated me. you broke me. even now i still stand up for you. i just want to start my life over again. the blame has always been on me. because i did what i could to try to save our marriage. I shouldn't have ever listened to Lydia and my dad. but you see where they are now. please don't ever contact me again. yes i do still have feelings for you and your daughters. but i want to live. i will keep my promise to them. that at least shows them i still love them. good bye Sabrina king. have a wonderful life. and that said, i know she is probably someone on my friends list. but i stand by who i am. but right now i want to start my life over again. i lived as a slave just to make her h

Night
Night has spread its wings across the land, Like a blackbird sweeping through the sky. Walking with the darkness hand in hand, I can't see, no matter how I try Branches brush against my skin like claws, Broken tree stumps try to make me fall In this dark the danger quietly grows, But I have to move towards the call. As the time goes by, my eyes adjust. Slowly, shadows starting to appear. In my sense of vision now I trust, I can tell the edge of the ravine is near. Walls of trees are now becoming sparse, Moonlight now can reach the ground. Lonely disc among a myriad of stars, Lunar face is sickly pale and round There is not a living soul around Clearing is lit up by lunar glow With my feet securely on the ground, I look down into abyss below. There is no end and there's no beginning That's the place from which I heard that call And there's no way for a human being To be able to survive this fall With my eyes shut tight and mind wide open I

Can You Have Sexual Feelings For Someone & Still Call It
Can you have romantic feelings or sexual feelings for someone you consider a "friend" & still consciously call that person a "friend"? First things first; MEN & WOMEN seem to define the word "friend" very differently. Guys normally seem to have their inner circle & their outer circle of friends but women seem to have a hierarchey for friendship. The term "friend" is used rather loosely, & dare I say it, irresponsibly by alot of men & women. Everyone uses & applies that word differently but we keep the same connection to the word even when we don't know what it means to others. So I ask all of you, as I assume you are ALL smarter than I am, can you have romantic/sexual feelings for someone & still call that person a friend or does it become something more at that point? Are you wondering if this is about me? Indulge me will ya.

Life Changing Events
Somethings happen in your life and you just have to wonder "WHAT THE HELL!?" Sometimes things happen and the purpose eludes me. I still have to wonder why my friend Corey was struck down in his prime, not long after he finally managed to find some peace and happiness in his life. Today I visited him and looked in his eyes and it killed me. I wonder if he's in there somewhere but just can't find his way back out or if the man I knew is gone for good? I just don't know and it's the uncertainty that angers me. I have felt the saddness of this whole event for two weeks now but it has been a dull, almost detatched, ache. Kind of like when the body suffers a terrible injury but the person barely feels it because the body is in shock. Well today I came out of that shock and stared into the face of what has really happened. Today, for the first time I felt the true extent of this hurt to my soul and I will be honest, I am having a hard time holding back tears as I write this. I fo

Cam Show Fu Whore
read from bottom up hamptondrive: i'm new on fubar and i'm trying to raise fubucks to buy a spotlite....i'm selling private camera shows for fubucks....want to watch ->hamptondrive: rollin smokes hamptondrive: what are you doing hun ->hamptondrive: hey hamptondrive: hi hun hamptondrive@ fubar

Harlansburgh Three
I must have dozed off, as Tony held me. The next thing I felt is Tony's strong warm hands running up and down my bare back. I love it. The way he is caressing me is starting to arouse me again. I look at him and the lean into him kissing him. I then roll over and get up. "Hey were you going?" he ask. "I my dear am going to get a shower. Would you care to join me?" Tony gets off the bed and we go into the bathroom together. As I am bent over getting the water ready, I feel Tony's hands running up and down my legs. "You have the most beautiful legs I have ever seen," he tells me. I turn and look at him and say,"I am so glad you like them. Are you ready to get in?" "Hell yeah," he says with excitement. I think to myself, this is going to be great. We get in and he pulls me close so the water can beat down on us together. It feels so tingling and tantalizing. As the water flows over us, Tony looks at me and then leans down and kisses me. His tongue pushes my mouth open and it enters my mou

July 7th - The 11th :[
I'm taking a brake from the fu.. lol Real Life calls. I have Tech School in Jacksonville Florida. It's to better myself in the job I do :] Kinda sucks though.. I will miss the first few days that someone dear to me will be in Florida. Kinda scared to tell her about it, being I want to meet her so bad! But I have to look at it this way.. It's to better myself and that's what I'm doing

Slipping Away
Slipping Away Deeper and deeper Into the abyss of humanity Broken promises Betrayals in my bed Words of "always" Like smoke in the wind Knowing the light Is not enough To a weak heart Kiss me before speaking Know me by my embrace I beg of you Join me in my castle keep Drink the wine of kings Look in my eyes Ask no questions tonight It's all slipping away It's all up to you now Freely do I give my life And my soul Choose tonight The head or the heart All that I am Awaits...

Look Here If You Tagged Me Or I Tagged You!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Purse 2. Your significant other? Away 3. Your hair? Dark 4. Your mother? Dependable 5. Your father? Missing 6. Your favorite thing? Son 7. Your dream last night? Forgotten 8. Your favorite drink? Coke 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Loud 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? Black 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Car 18. Where you grew up? Texas 19. The last thing you did? Undress 20. What are you wearing? Nothing 21. TV? Movie 22. Your pets? Big 23. Your computer? Old 24. Your life? Boring 25. Your mood? Good 26. Missing

Steven
Since I really dont know how or where to begin here, the best thing would be to just let it flow, I guess. Seems to be the norm for me lately. I never seem to stop and think about what I am saying before I say it, and it is a harsh reality when you have to live with the fact that you have hurt someone really bad and you cant take it back no matter how bad you want too. It is a harsh reality when you realize that the words that brew up inside of you in the heat of the moment can ruin your entire future. Once they are said, they will forever be there. It doesnt matter that you didnt mean a word that you said, doesnt matter that the words were said in anger and in a moment of being hurt. It just doesnt matter. I look back on my life and I realize that the past 20 years I have walked around and functioned as little more than an empty shell. I was so unhappy and miserable that I wasnt even really alive, I was just going through the motions. It saddens me to no end that it took me thi

Poor, Empathic Hotrod. :(
Hotrod's my oldest, he's almost 11 (acts, looks, 6 or 7). he's brilliant. he learned to roll over with me showing him *twice*. he learned to do it in less than two minutes, basically. he also can do other sorts of things. so, even though many cats are smart, Hotrod's not only smart, but desirous to please. we've always been very close. the first time i was away from him, i was in NYC for about a week. i came back to a cat who'd run away from home. i spent hundreds posting ads, only to find, as soon as i had posted said ads, that he was pouting in the barn behind my house. angry, pouty, in just a SHITTY mood. after that, even though, of course, i had him neutered, he made a special effort to get into a fight of some sort and get an infection whenever i'd be out of town for more than one day. anyway, i got in from work last night, and HR was vomiting and in pain. i took him to the animal ER in town, and they figured he had hairballs or somesuch. they gave him stuff for it all

So Unbelievably Sad
The following are my friend's words.. If this doesnt break your heart.. Then you're made of stone.. Please read this, and keep her in your thoughts.. Be strong Kelly.. KJZ My Angel Roxxy Chops She gave so much to be so little.. but Angels always do. Parvo killed my dog today. I'm an emotional wreck, I'm having a hard time even writing this down, so please bare with me. I wanted to share this now, and early, because Parvo kills fast with minor warnings, and it's this time of year when Parvo is most likely going to be spread to your dog. Parvo attacks puppies and small dogs more than it does adult dogs, but don't think your pooch is safe from Parvo just because he is older. Parvo attacks lining in the dogs intestines, which causes diarrhea which can become bloody, depression, and vomiting. If not treated fast enough the dog will lose all of it's nutrients and electrolytes. Roxxy died in 72hours, thats how deadly it was. She was brought to the vet the day before and

Her First Happy Hour
hi all my friend debicakes is hosting her first happy hour tonight (6/24/08) at 8pm. please lets all show her what we're made of!! add,fan,rate, & love her :). she has lots of cool pictures so lets all give her a hand & help her level up. shes a wonderful friend & yes i'm her owner lol. for anyone with 100 11's, if you give them to her during her happy hour i will send you 20k fubucks. Show Debi made fu-love with bling bling bling. Just click on her link below to show some love :):) once again her happy hour is tonight at 8pm thank you everyone. debi cakes Fu-Owned by Dust Me Pink@ fubar

Time Too Say Good Bye Too Fubar
i have been on fubar for almost a year now and in that time i have help countless number of people well how easy they forget i hardly ever ask for help for myself i am always trying too help everyone now comes the time i need help but once again only a hand full of my friends help me like always and that shows me there my true friends and out of the 539 friends and the 39 family members i have on my list its always the same people that help me. its like wtf when i help people get there vips how soon they forget so now its time for me say goodbye ok people are misunderstanding me i need help with a comment bombing contest i have almost 4,000 need 2000 2 finish if you would care too help plz click the pic below love&respect n_b_k

Pure Pulsing Honesty
Have you ever just wanted to be owned?? Your soul, deeply owned. To have someone breathe your breaths? Feel your being, your wants, your pulse verbrating in you. Knowing you, inside and out, loving your every fiber. Honestly. And you giving your life for them? to be owned completely with pulsating desire.

My Birthday
Okay Last week a certain mummer told the other mummers that it was my birthday. It was funny as hell. Now it seems someone else has done it again. I have been getting tons of gifts and well wishes and while I appreciate it, its not my birthday yet. Just so everyone knows. My birthday is Sept 6th. Please write it down. Good to know everyone likes me enough to send stuff though. Thanks

Talking Trash...
..ya know this is hilarious. I've been a Shaq fan since he came into the league back in the 1992-93 season. I usually don't talk smack without backing it up unlike most..Shaq does the same. when I heard this, it made me lmfao cause I could really laugh and relate. I feel this one Shaq, toward alot of people and on a lot of levels.. Enjoy...

I'm Back.......
French coach Raymond Domenech has been savaged in the press after proposing to his girlfriend live on national television after their elimination from Euro 2008. He said he wanted to provide "a glimmer of light on a cloudy night" (The Independent). So much for all French men been charming....... So what have i been doing, boiled down..... Peep, walk, walk faster, peep, eat, peep, shoot, shout, peep, walk, crouch, drive, walk, peep. All in 50c , no it's not hell here, it's to amazing looking to be hell, it's just what it is, it's what it's always been.

The Perfect Combo ♥
Xavier, your Heart's Desire is 10/1 Your overpowering need is to be independent and to direct your own life according to what you believe. Your dream is to become the leader of whatever field you enter. Whether it is in business, community, or in your general area of expertise, you are driven to be the reigning figure. You have the courage and the confidence to lead others. You believe firmly that your judgment is preeminent over all others. This gives you the confidence to make bold decisions and carry them out, even when other lives are greatly affected by what you do. You rarely look back once you have made a decision. You possess intelligence and wit. You are keenly insightful and are good at evaluating the abilities of others. You are supremely individualistic. In your manner and dress, you

Orgasims (the Big O)
Ok so this one is basically for the ladies, it wouldnt hurt for some of the guys out there to read it as well. For some people that know me they have probibly read something like this before that I have wrote but I am writing it again anyways. Ok guys lets face it, it is really easy if you think about it for us to get off or for us to get the big O. I know there are some guys out there that that isnt the case for but this is for the rest of us basically. Now women on the other hand it isnt so easy for them to get it, that is why allot of women say that size does matter but allot of guys like me dont have that gift. Now for us guys it is basically easy and a guarentee that we are going to get off but women on the other hand it isnt soo easy and usually takes longer to get her there than it takes us to last, so that is why we need to go the "extra mile" to make sure that she gets hers as well. Me I like to make sure that she get her O before the sex even starts honestly and if s

Like I Care
I'm paralyzed Just listening to you Now I am receptive I know you sleep So sound every night And you are deceptive It always feels good to be right And if it helps you sleep at night Ill tell you what you want to hear And act like I care

Just A Final Note To All!
There may have been a few of you that I missed in doing my personal farewells, and I am sorry if I did not mention you, but please know that that in no way diminishes your part in my life! It has been great to have been here for as long as I have! For those who want to keep up with me, ask me for messenger info...these are the two I use most often: Yahoo!: musicalenigma76 MSN/Windows Live: dragonsfire76@hotmail.com or you can find me at: www.myspace.com/enigma_and_angel Everyone please take care of yourselves! If ever you will need a friend, seek me out...I'll be looming around cyberspace somewhere! Farewell! Rob "The Enigma AKA The Black Winged Angel" mp3 downloads | Gary Jules MP3s

Please Read: For My Friends And Fans
I have had a number of people ask, so I am going to say it here. Until July 9, I have a lot of work to do that I have brought home. I will be either "Dr. is IN!" or "Working at home", either way the best way to get a hold of me is in the shout box, my sounds for some reason don't work. I will try to keep comments up, but mumms and other stuff I won't be getting to do. Hopefully I'll get it done fast, until the please don't get angry if i don't see you come in or go, I am mot ignoring you. Also, my hours are going to be longer, so I am up at %;30 and lately have been going to bed around 11:00 CMT. I will always be glad to take a break and may talk for a couple of minutes and if my status says dreamin, well you know I am a sleep. Hope to be back to regular soon, keep me in your prayers. Yes, mamah hippies, I'll be careful and not get to stressed, muuaah! Love Always, Dr. G

Men Are Fucking Full Of Shit.
What the fuck did I do wrong in my previous lives where I wound up stuck with a fucking PIECE OF SHIT as my son's father? WTF. First he lets his fucking cunt girlfriend ruin my son's 1st birthday party, and then he winds up DEFENDING her over it, telling me how "sorry" she was for doing it. Good, let her be sorry... let her cry all fucking day over making a little one year old boy cry and wonder why his daddy only comes to see him for 15 minutes at a time. Fuck them both. He wonders why I don't want to let my son go to his house and be around that fucking psycho. Are you kidding me? No fucking way, not after ruining his birthday. Oh but she won't let him come to my house and visit his son without calling up and starting a bunch of shit 15 minutes after he gets here. This is the 2nd time in a row this bitch has done something like this. I don't know. Then he wants to accuse me of "not letting him see him". FUCK. OFF. So when I turn around and ask him when he can tak

Last Day To Enter Is Friday!
Georgia Dome - Ying Yang Twins AKA MRS T IS BACK AT IT AGAIN SHE WILL BE HOSTING A WET T SHIRT AUCTION 1)MUST HAVE A SALUTE TO ENTER 2)ONLY SFW PICTURE ACCEPTED 3)ENTRY FEE OF 35K IS REQUIRED TO ENTER THE AUCTION 4)SEND LIST OF OFFER ALONG WITH THE PICTURE OF CHOICE CLOSING ENTRY DATE WILL BE ON JUNE 27TH UNTIL 7PM PACIFIC

What A Tease
Hey guys, Well I guess I can be a little much of a tease. No I'm a big tease. Sorry guys but I'm good at it. Usually when a guy really get frustrated he either stays away from me, or makes sure he gets what he wants. Last night I was dancing at a party, wearing a bikini top, and cotton shorts. This guy comes up and just starts dancing with me. I danced with him, teasing the entire time. Suddenly his tongue is in my mouth and his hands in my shorts. I push away and he slaps me in the face. "FUCKING TEASE" he screams and walks away. Well security saw the whole thing - image that James and Daimen watching me. They grab the guy and through him out. They tell him to way for me outside. James even tell him someone will be slipping something in my drink and if he waits for me to come out and get air, I'm easy to grab. The guy says "I DON'T FUCK TEASES" and leaves. Daimen brings me a coke tells me the guy left the property so I don't have to worry. He looks at where

Birth Of My Poetry
Politically and analytically I try to be correct. And gain momentous ground earning respect; Never upsetting the matrix or system of laws. I search diligently for the effect and its cause. Trying to grasp an understanding that always evades; Infusing life into these words before burning the page. Essentially pouring my essence into the fibers of rhyme Concentrating on daydreams before running out of time. The theory of thesis is the Shakespearean lead, The evolution of an author ingeniously bred. Outspoken silence validated by opinionated peers Elevated insight gathered by facing my fears. To reach my goal should I barter my soul? Industrialized, mainstream writing to garner a role. Publicized and published for millions to see. Ostracized and demonized solely for being me. Erratic and sporadic rants caused by serotonin spikes. Revolutionary ideas scribbled in the middle of the night. The anatomy and physiology of my work

Stand By Me?
Stand By Me (Acoustic) - Oasis All this time I thought I knew you, I could put my trust in you, I believed the lies you told me when you said you really cared, claimed it was eternal, it was true love that we shared, now I sit here just amazed, by all that you say and do, seems I'm the only one, that never really knew, always thought you loved me, now I see the cold hard truth, STAND BY ME?...

Special Prayer Request...please Read
I ask ALL of my FU FRIENDS, REAL LIFE FRIENDS, FELLOW FUBARIANS to come together as one and PRAY for a very good friend of mine, A member of CLUB UNITED, and Leader of the pack...LETS RIDE. He is going in for Surgery Tommorrow Friday June27. Im not going to share the personal nature of the surgery but i DO applore you ALL to please take a moment from FUBAR and say a prayer for this AWESOME guy. A friend who would give you the shirt off his back if you needed it. I also ask you visit his page and give him some FULOVE to let him know he is in your prayers.... I RARELY ask for much from anyone...but I AM NOW!! PLEASE GIVE A PRAYER to my BRO Jeff...AKA Wizard3461 This Bulliten copied and altered by ©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE

Update On The Dog
We got the biopsy results from the vet. The dog was diagnosed with bone cancer in both back legs. The vet gives her at best if we don't put her to sleep she will have only 30 days and most in pain. She is no longer eating or drinking on her own. I hate to seeing her suffer.

Please Read
Let's Help him make FU HISTORY!!!!! For those that dont know the story His original account was hacked by an undesirable person. He was at FU KING. That was 10 weeks ago. Saturday at 6 fubar time he is having his very FIRST happy hour and he is at fu king again Let's Get him to GODFATHER Let's Rate him Bling him Comment what ever we have to do to get him to GODFATHER ©§nIpEr ® H@rleyBaby69s SECS SLAVE@ fubar This pimpout brought to you by a dear friend of his Teresa aka Liberated Spice Club United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmy--DSC@ fubar (repost of original by 'Teresa aka Liberated Spice Club United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmy--DSC' on '2008-06-27 08:07:17')

Mmmm, Yummy!!!!
So, I'm Bored and haven't eaten today So I'm Hungry too!!!! This is the result....LOL!!!! You Are a Brownie Cheesecake A little chunky and a little gooey, you pretty much run on sugar! You take hedonism to the extreme.. And people love you for it. What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

Lost
No rhyme of the past comes to my mind Only memories of a stranger can I find A person happy only with my great sadness Giving without getting is the cause of my madness Hiding in plain sight so none will find me out Just what it is that I might be all about Now broken of spirit, heart and mind Of the old me none is there to find Did life strike me so many a great blow That i have been deprived of the me i did know Have i lost my sanity not knowing what i feel Without my yesturdays has there been a me Or am I just a shadow in someone's memory

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I hate to think to hard. :) 2. I can't wait for my Shannon to move here. 3. I can turn my tongue upside down. 4. I can't remember my original hair color. 5. My Daughters are my Best Friends now. 6. I Love my Tatts and want alot more. 7. I'm not self conscious 8. I spell horrible (see above) 9. I've always been swinger curious 10. I hate cute. Bounty Hunter Ash Rev Sherry Mel Yeah, this sucks, but its interesting. *huggles*

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Have Adult ADD 2. I use a loofah sponge on my head to keep it smooth. :D 3. I like grapes 4. My first concert was Black Sabbath/ Blue Oyster Cult, when a senior in HS. (hint) 5. Most of my family lives in Vegas, but only been there twice. 6. Went to private Catholic Schools from k-12 7. I am a Lutheran 8. The nuns made me sit with the girls cause I was a bad boy. I was a bad boy for 8 years, go figure! :D 9. I have never ask someone to marry me. 10. I think this tag is really easy I tag....... ToastyRosie Kr8zybagadonuts Sharon Pirate Queen ignisfarfalla

Men Vs. Women
A WOMAN'S POEM: Before I lay me down to sleep I pray for a man, who's not a creep One who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long One who thinks before he speaks One who'll call, not wait for weeks I pray he's gainfully employed When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed Pulls out my chair and opens my door Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end And always be my very best friend A MAN'S POEM: I pray for a deaf-mute gymnast nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and drinking. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

For All That Care
So it's been awhile since I have really been on here. I'm sure many of you have long since forgotten me. But for those of you out there that still remember me, I thought I would give an update of whats been going on in my life. 3 months ago I got out of my nine year relationship. THANK GOD! I have my own place, and am doing well. I was enjoying the single life and partying. No worries about doing what I wanted because I was finally free after such a long time. Three days ago I found out that I am pregnant with my first child. Now this pregnancy isn't really an ideal situation, as I don't have feelings for the father, besides just being friends. So I plan on being a single parent. Besides that I am soooooo soooooo sooooo excited. For the longest time I didn't really think I could have kids, but as it turns out I was wrong. And it's an amazing feeling to know that I am finally going to get the chance. I am desperately hoping for a girl, but I would love a little boy too. I wish you di

Nobody
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I wasn't technically tagged...but my Love wanted me to do it. I do almost anything for her 2) I get hit on a LOT more than I let on...and apparently I get hit on more than I know. I'm oblivious 3) My roomie annoys me more and more every day 4) It has never burned when I peed 5) My little toenails grow UP, not OUT 6) I can type faster than some people talk 7) I cry ANY time I think about the possibility of losing my Love 8) I'm insecure 9) I don't associate with stupid people unless its at work. I just don't 10) I learn just about anything the first time around, my mind is like a sponge...but most of the time I just turn it off because

Tagged By 'jenuhphur'
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a Christian and make no apologies for it. 2. I'm in recovery. 3. I am a big fan of Charlize Theron. 4. I'm a great friend often to a fault. 5. I love romantic comedies. 6. I love the female singers. 7. I'm a lazy high achiever. 8. I love learning American Sign Language. 9. It really bothers me when people seem surprised that their actions have consequences. 10. I think that freaky a$$ Prince rocks. and now, the moment you've all been waiting for... peace & all that '**aussie angel** ~Cubby~ '~Jenn!fer ~ '~Shellbug ~'

10 Facts
Aight Ms Mell tagged me so I guess I can come up with 10 facts..... 1. I have to watch every stair when walking up and down them. I never noticed i did that until around bout 9 or 10yrs ago. The one time I didn't,I fell down them. 2. I'm the great great grandson of a slave master. My family often says that's where my eye color comes from. 3. If i'm not cracking jokes then you know something is wrong with me. 4. I detest drama in any form. Liars, cheats, and dumbasses fit under this category. 5. I'm a clown at heart....I donned a wig and a dress to entertain my ex n our daughter by dancing around n acting stupid... 6. I generally don't like to see peeps I know sad. I try to make the smile atleast once. 7. I love wolves and black labs. 8. I'm a lesbian trapped in a man's body....lol.. 9. I miss my ferret El Guapo. He died of cancer many years back. 10. I smile even when I'm sad. You do it enough times, and you tend not to be sad for long.. There 10

You Are Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I burn most things I cook 2. I crack myself up.....frequently 3. My voice drives men nuts...or so I've been told. 4. I get along with almost everybody and have tons of friends 5. I am a dancing queen 6. I like girlie drinks but a cold beer on a hot day is yummy 7. I am very aggressive when it comes to my job in Real Estate, and I don't take the word "no" very easily 8. I am a self proclaimed brat...but admittance is half the battle 9. I just signed up for school AGAIN and will have my Behavioral Science Degree next summer--woot--smart and cute--what a combo 10. I am on fubar because I am a pe

Tagged For 10
Instructions......(I was tagged by Pedro) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I still own a PJ sparkles doll 2. I can't stand things that don't have legs. Espicall worms. If you cut a worm in half in grows another head, and you can keep doing that over and over. WTF??? That is just not right! 3. I've thrown dishes away just cause I didn't feel like cleaning them. 4. I have OCD and clean my house in a certain order, and I have to finish everything I start by myself or else i'll end up doing it over. Including my poems. If someone gives me an idea the poem becomes garbage. 5. I have broken the same toe 3 times. 6. I secretly like 80's music! 7. I am the only person I know wh

I've Been Tagged By Strangely Sweet Lissa...now It's Your Turn
Instructions...Once you have been tagged,you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things,facts,or habits about yourself.At the end,you choose at least 6 people to be tagged,listing their names.Don't forget to leave a comment that says,"You're it!" on their profileand ask them to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.I am a real dingbat when it comes to typing as you can tell lol. 2.I drove a 50 ton dumptruck for 4 yrs.and know how to make roads...yeehaw lol. 3.I'm a freak about hot peppers. 4.Don't do mornings well (I'm a grouch)...but love my nights lol. 5.I love collecting wolves-art,statues,stain glass,etc. 6.My dad was an engineer for Southern Pacific railroad for 37 yrs. so I have a unique

Feelings
I lie in my bed, Images of you run in my head. Tears rush down my cheeks, Memories of you make me weak. I can't help but to weep, Therefore I cry myself asleep. And when I awake, I feel my heart break. Still under the cover, Knowing me and you are over. Holding back my tears, Wishing you were here. I thought you were the one for me, But I guess it wasn't meant to be. Getting ready for the pain to start, Smiling to cover my broken heart. Crying inside all day, Wondering why you did me this way. Still in my heart will be, A special place for you and me.

A Night To Remember
Today was just like every other Saturday except my wife did not have to work. With finally having a Saturday to spend together I decided today was going to be a special day we would not soon forget. Waking up much earlier than normal I made breakfast for the entire family and her favorite kind of coffee. The smell of the coffee roasting must have woken her up because I heard her asking “Why are you up so early?” “I decided I was going to do something special for you today,” I told her. The family ate breakfast and spent a few hours together playing games and just enjoying the time together. Later that day we went to my parents house to spend some time with them, and because I had a plan to have the kids stay the night there. Just as expected all the kids asked to stay the night and now I knew my plans were in motion. When it was time for dinner I told my parents that I was going to take my wife out for dinner. Not telling my wife anything about my plans I told her we needed to go ba

Nutless Wounder
Easyrider Fu hu... (Online) Ireland June 28, 2008 @ 4:31 pm #11 of 43 Jenuhohur suicide will work for a you Easyrider Fu husband to Just Susan Member of The Tiny Hugs Levelers Camalot and Gummy Express@ fubar figure i would post this cause i feel like it

Thank You Every One You Rock!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Heart And Mind
I have tried to live a life, where people can see me. See me as a man. The kind that people dream about. The kind that puts himself aside. That does the right thing. But mind and heart dont fit so neatly into decisions. My heart is hurt, my mind is confused. My path is mislead. I smile with my pain. And I have hurt many people. I probably am not as good a frield as I thought

What Am I When I Have Nothing To My Name?....
Well i went out today more to reflect on my life. More then anything else i give an i give but do i ever get any of it back?... I thought to myself what am i? am i a man a father a husband a friend a lover am i even loved or cared for?... Again the cycle continues i give an give but is it too much that i give? when i ask for what seems to be the easiest thing people can offer.. love kindness friendship... As i rode the bus I could only see the reflection of how i see myself i've heard people say i'm attractive but how can that even be are they simply being nice to avoid hurting my feelings or is it true?... Well that i don't really know the answer to, I've been told by a close friend that she Envy's how open i am about my feelings, time an time again i hold my heart out but will the next person i open it up to hurt me horribly? or will there be something there to last years happiness. Well i'm at that road again i found someone i like a lot she's funny smart a bit of a

Advice To The 18th Yo
birthdays are great but as we process and the future looks bleak think to your childhood friends then it wont look so bleak with all the memories of before the greatest friends are those from the childhood years

Grrrrrrr
ok i got tagged by Art & Lucky!!!!!(and i'm still walking funny) Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i'm good at listening to people 2. i will offer advice when i can and sometimes even if you don't want it 3. i love my kids 4. i have a fear of spiders (what do they need all them legs for) 5. i enjoy my work (even if i want to sell the kids every now and again) 6. if i drink i get depressed so gave that up 7. i have a bad self body image and hate all pix of me 8. 5 people on here have my mobile number 9. i'm working on getting a new tattoo 10. i change my hair colour when i feel dull I tag: everyone i can think of has be

Tagged Revisited
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love watching Veggie Tales, but I hate religion. 2. When I am driving, I jam to Vanilla Ice with my windows down. 3. I spend more money pleasing other people than I do on myself. 4. I'm the only person I know to flip a car in their own driveway. 5. I can make each of my butt cheeks jiggle separately. 6.I'm allergic to mosquitoes. 7. When I was in middle school my parents were going to let me change my name, but then I decided it was too much paperwork so I didn't do it. 8. When I get drunk I always want to play Yahtzee. 9. I am terrified of lady bugs. 10. I won't eat steak unless I have ketchup

Your All I Want
Your all I want by LateNiteFantasy© Listening for you Awaiting your touch You have no idea I want you so much You tasting my skin Start on my lips And trail your way down Teasing my hips Dying to feel Tour tongue at my core Draging out pleasure Till i'm begging for more You make me cum And cum again Your body my pleasure Our love my sin Taking you hard You scream my name Your all I want I steal your pain Pulling you closer Become one with me Loving so deeply Passion set free

Whatever We Do
Whatever We Do by LateNiteFantasy© "Whatever We Do Lets Do It All Night Long" Let's go for a ride and park in the shadows We'll keep warm on a cold night and fog up the windows Kissing and touching and making love in the back seat Steam rising off our bare bodies from our heads to our feet Hey sweetness, I wanna love you all undressed And baby I'm not givin' your body a rest Sexy lady, be with me and you won't be afraid 'Cause when you're in love, making love's more fun than getting laid We'll find an all night nightclub and dance until dawn I want to be with you till the band's packed up and gone Whatever we do baby, let's do it all night long And if we haven't sweat enough we'll dance to this love song I'd be happy just to wake up in your arms And for breakfast we can share a bowl of Lucky Charms Just in case you haven't had enough love for one night We will keep on going for a little afternoon delight

Close Enough To History For Me
We gave it everything we had yesterday, Although I didnt quite make Godfather it was still close enough to history for me, Clearing 1,104,261 points during my Happy Hour and clearing a TOTAL of 1,792,939 points for the day and Ranking #28 I have to say that is INCREDIBLE. I cant thank Each of you that was involved enough. You guys were RELENTLESS. I actually didnt think I would get that far to be honest, the number was huge and despite the thoughts of a few NON BELIEVERS and a few un welcomed personal statements all I can say is "I feel I made fu history History yesterday with the help of my Locked Cocked and Ready to Rock Friends. YOU GUYS are the BEST!! THANK YOU

I Got Tagged By Windy
Instructions..... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "you're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1. A great smile will win my heart (you were thinking boobies) 2. I had Polio when I was real young, but got all better. Healthy as a horse, now. 3. My 26 year old son, Kevin, died from Leukemia. 4. My daughter is gonna give me a grand daughter in less than a month. 5. I sang in the choir and a men's octet at my church in Denver. I sang many solos, even though I didn't like to. 6. I sold my ski boat, but still have my ski, wake board, and wet suit. 7. I love the ocean,, the beach,,, sand between my toes. 8. I Hardly drink at all. but one of my best friends owns a bar in Galveston. 9. I drin

"you're It!"
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Tend to be to forgiving 2. I am a very jealous peson. 3. My heart is made of gold, but people take advantage of that.. 4. I'm getting married to Towman1231 later this year 5. I live with friends 6. I smoke too much 7. My best friend is Rene 8. I do not think I am a very popular person 9. I think my life is wonderful most of the time 10. I love my hubby with all my heart he is my soulmate and my one and only true love I tagged: Towman1231 Sexymsbitch Dee75 DJ Country Princess Cissa

Pirate Chest Poems
Unspoken In the passion of spring, sharing treasures and tokens Truth and everlasting love were words that were spoken now the smoke has cleared, the mirrors all have broken We are alone with our fears and the words left unspoken Fires when the lights turn up they run away, nature of the beast Off to find another prey, upon their soul they feast Keep the fire burning bright and if with you they stay Then Worship them for a true love will never go away

A New Hymn For Solitude
I found Thee in my heart, O Lord, As in some secret shrine; I knelt, I waited for Thy word, I joyed to name Thee mine. I feared to give myself away To that or this; beside Thy altar on my face I lay, And in strong need I cried. Those hours are past. Thou art not mine, And therefore I rejoice, I wait within no holy shrine, I faint not for the voice. In Thee we live; and every wind Of heaven is Thine; blown free To west, to east, the God unshrined Is still discovering me.

"i Kissed A Girl..."
I kissed a girl, and I liked it. The taste of her cherry chapstick. I kissed a girl, Just to try it. I hope my boyfriend don't mind it. It felt so wrong, It felt so right. Don't mean i'm in love tonight. I kissed a girl, And I liked it. -REL This song is on repeat right about now.

I'm Sure You Have Figured This Out By Now
... or were personally told by me. Which is a small handful. It seems as though there is a trend that is going on... well not so much a trend... its more of a repeating decision. That's right, boys and girls... if you cannot tell by my numbers being in my name... than there's something you're not getting. SHAUN MICHAELS is LEAVING in AUGUST. Now, I am sure a majority of you are thinking... why Shaun? Are you serious? And all that shit. Well, lemme give you your mother fucking answers. 1) WHY, SHAUN MICHAELS? A) The site is not fun anymore. PERIOD. I barely even come on here anymore to begin with... too much bullshit goin around everywhere. People getting upset with others [as to the point its actually getting to me.... and yes it is possible!], drama from one lounge flowing into another.... the list goes on. Yeah, I have said drama follows you like a shadow [and its true]... but come on. No one knows how to have fun? I was going to delete a year ago but then several people [w

Ceazy F*ckers
I have been so livid all day today.Going back and forth setting my private settings to friends only then fubar members only. There is this freak of nature that keeps getting new accounts and coming to my page.I have not been here long enough to really know anyone and I know it is the same person by what he says everytime in my shoutbox.Well it made me wonder who else is this male,female going after so I decided right at this moment to write about it. He keeps saying things like this. _________________________________________________ Has your dad seen your tits followed by has your dad fucked that sweet pussy of yours and that he will find me and rape me and show me what fucking is all about. _________________________________________________ Call me stupid but I am not going to let this person get to me.So come on fucker I got your game.Say what you want,do what you want I am beginning to love the block button it is filling up my page.I let you get to me but no more. I will l

10 Weird Or Random Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1. I hate making plans and having appointments, anything to do with having a set time to do anything. 2. I hate to be told what to do. 3. Hippocrates piss me off, practice what ya preach. 4. I enjoy a good story, anything, as long as who's telling don't mind being told he/she is full of shit. 5. I love speed and drive fast every chance I get. 6. I don't believe in organized religion. 7. I love the mountains, I go camping when ever I can. Usually alone. 8. My wife has a very stupid dog, lol 9. I am kind of self educated, never finished high school. 10. I've Rocky Mtn climbed, sky dived, bungee

You Are It!!!
Instructions..... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "you're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1. I've been online for almost 13 years now... And I still have the same screen name from the first day I signed onto AOL... 2. I met my husband online... back when it was taboo... And all you saw on the news was women getting killed by meeting guys from online... 3. When I was younger, I played tennis, softball, volleyball, and did the track events... I was the first girl in our town to play in the boy's Baseball Little League... They stuck me in left field... But I still have my uniform to prove I played... LOL... 4. I love to read Historical Romance Novels, especially anything written by Judith McNaught... 5

~lately~
i have turned into a person who's not a happy person, and i don't know what to do about it. i've always been a happy and carefree person, even when down. do you know what i mean by that? it's like i don't have any spirit anymore. suggestions? besides SSRI's? ;p i just started St. John's Wort. ~~~ the past several months have been the most horrendous and trying of my entire life. i'm used to being the strong, rational one, so it feels "weak" to cry in front of my friends, and to show emotion. so one thing i'm learning, that my friends are teaching me -- it takes STRENGTH to lean on people, and to say, "hey... it's ok, it's gonna be ok." that's one reason i posted the pix of me crying. it was a way to lean on my fufrenz.

New Happy Hour Bully
Look Who's Haveing Back to Back to Back Happy Hours, Monday 2PM, 3PM and 4PM. Show these 3 much love during their Happy Hours. They all return the Love that is shown to them. Rate, Fan and Add em!! Sandy Metal Forever Nite

Plz Help Me In Contest Ty
Hi everyone, I'm in a contest, its a race to 35,000 comments to win a 70 bling pack. I am miles behind with concentrating on the booze cruise so I could really use some much needed help if you can. My link ... I will giving out the blings to my serious helpers if I win so please do all you can, I'd really appreciate it. Thanks for reading and for any help you can spare. Michelle xoxox

Daily Motivator
I know with Heidi's illness and my disgust of what this site has become, I have strayed away from sharing my daily motivators. A new friend I made recently reminded me to learn to live again instead of merely existing. Ralph Marston's quote for today was so appropriate that i didn't feel the need to search archives for a more fitting one. Hope you enjoy! Monday, June 30, 2008 Run joyfully toward life Run joyfully toward life and embrace it with open arms. Each day brings its own treasure in the flavors, aromas, sights, sounds, situations, experiences and interactions that come your way. Don't get bogged down attempting to resist or deny what has already happened. Put your energy into using what you have to make life better than ever. Embrace the beauty, the joy, the wonder and the abundance of life. At the same time, embrace the challenges, the setbacks, the disappointments and the difficulties. Be genuinely thankful for every moment, whatever it may contain. For in

Tag! Your It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 6 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.... 1. I have a problem with authority, that is why I never joined the military, though I did good in JROTC. 2. Drove from Texas to Maryland 5 times, in ten years. 3. My kitchen is my kingdom, lol, it must be clean, especially before I cook, and do not like people in there when I do cook. I cook like a whirlwind, and tend to bump into them, lol. 4. I really do love to cook, self taught, and create my own recipes rather than follow one. 5. Love science and math, hate history (good reason for this, lol). 6. Was asked to skip a grade twice, but parents said no. 7. Consider Heidelberg, Germany my 'home', grew u

Tagged Part 3
1. I can see perfectly fine in the dark, almost better than when a light is on. 2.I'm anal about cleanliness. I cleaned the inside of the washing machine this morning, before I could do my laundry. This does not apply to my car. 3. I have a morning routine, if it varies, my day is effed. I may just be ocd. 4. I sleep nekkies. 5. I'm addicted to coffee. 6. My favorite movies of all time are the Harry Potter series. 7. I heart the colour blue. 8. I was in a baby pageant when I was a baby. I cried the entire time. My mom still has the news paper clippings. 9. The spray on salad dressing weirds me out. 10. I snore when I'm sick. Another 10 things you didn't care to know, brought to you by Pedrocito.

Tagged Again Ha Ha!!!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I Love MY Family!!!!!!!! 2. I LOVE Sex!!! 3. I BITE MY NAILS! 4. I AM A SIMPLE EATER. 5. I Swim Like a fish!! 6. I HATE SUMMER! 7. I Hate People Who mumble!!! 8. I WORRY Way to MUCH!! 9. I am ADDICTED TO FUBAR!!!Thanks to YOU all..WINK WINK 10. I DESPISE LIARS! 11. I LOVE Country Music!! 12. I WANT Someone TO LOVE ME NO matter what!! 13. I AM 5'3 TALL. 14. IM VERY SHY IN PERSON TILL U GET TO KNOW ME! 15. IF I could Win a Few Million All of My Fu Family WOULD GET SOME!!!!!!Muah I Tagged: Phoenix Sin Southerndelightt Sultry Warning Bobby Pirate Mz.Naughty Ellie Ace o

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. MY FAMILY IS MY EVERYTHING 2. I DANCE IN THE MIRROR 20X A DAY 3. IM VERY EMOTIONAL 4. I LOVE SOCCOR 5. I DONT DEAL WITH MANY OUTSIDE MY FAMILY 6. I STILL BUY MYSELF COLORING BOOKS (IMA BIG KID) 7. COMPUTER NERD 8. IM ADDICTED TO SHOES (EVEN THOUGH I STAY BAREFOOT AT HOME) 9. GRADUATED FROM PHYSICAL THERAPY AID SCHOOL WITH THE HIGHEST GPA (3.8) STILL DIDNT MAKE DEANS LIST (VERY BAD ATTENDACE) 10. IM EASILY AMUSED 11. I HAVE 15 TATTOOS 12. I USE TO BE A BAD GIRL / PARTY FREAK 13. IM A RANDOM GOOF BALL 14. I LOVE TO HOOK UP SPEAKERS AND TV'S IN CARS 15. IM STILL WAITING FOR THE MAN

More About That Thing That Is Me...tag This B&tch!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I analyze everything 2. When everything is out of order, it doesn't work out 3. I make funny faces 4. I don't like being up during the middle of the day 5. I only wear black shoes 6. I smoke probably too much 7. I probably don't drink enough 8. I have no patience for ignorance 9. I like the GTA series and sports video games 10. My favorite colors are blue, red and black 11. I fall off of motorcycles 12. Every song I listen to I link it to a time frame 13. I'm a disaster drunk 14. I have a tattoo 15. I'll never get a piercing I TAG: Kara Perfectly Imperfect Dina Ellie Amanda

Six Weird Things About Jags Redux Cuz Ej Slapped Me?!
TAG - YOU'RE IT! So the rules of this little game are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment saying "You've been tagged" in their comments on their page and tell them to read your blog..." ================================================ Well this is my second go at this one, now being tagged by EJ from Loey. But I won't cheat and copy my earlier answers in one of my first blogs. 1. I have a peculiar sense of texture, when it comes to foods; certain food just feels a certain way and mix two of the wrong textures and I won't eat it, would rather starve, mayhaps even. 2. I have fits of Feng-shui madness at random moments, like cleaning a room and putting things in perfect angles with the right colors in the right corners; and yet other days can't seem to figure out how to do laundry.... hmm? 3. I absolutely h

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I like to be well organized 2. I love to travel 3. I like fihing 4. I hate these games 5. I love movies 6. I love my friends on Fubar 7. I love sports 8. I like to eat Pizza 9. I like Crown Royale 10. I'm a happy person 11. I love Starbucks 12. I like Rock music 13. I like to delegate 14. I like sunsets 15. finally done yay! NOW I am gonna tag You.

Let Those U Love..know
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year - old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. 'We must do something about father,' said the son. 'I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor.' So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, some

15 Weird Things About Me..
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have 21 piercing in my ears so far, cause i love earrings 2. I only wear heels , I go from 4" to 6" heels, i am partial to the 6" ones though. 3. I hate spaghetti. 4. I cant go thru drive thru windows if i am driving, i have to park and go inside. 5. I am very shy in person. 6. I wear my brothers ashes in a mini urn around my neck. 7. I am scared of everything yet love mystery books and movies. 8. I have never met a pair of high heels i didnt like. 9. I can only drink beer if it is extremely cold, i will add ice if needed. 10. When depressed i cut my hair every day. 11. I would rather eat pretzels than a regula

My Journey
I SAT HERE TODAY AND REMEBERED ABOUT PARTS OF MY LIFES JOURNEY AND EACH HAS BEEN A REMINDER OF THE STONES THAT I HAVE STEPPED ON IN THE PATH THAT I AM CONSTANTLY CREATING. I HAVE NO ONE IN MY LIFE TO BLAME FOR MY JOURNEY, I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN BE HELD ACCOUTABLE FOR THOSE STEPS I HAVE TAKEN, I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS TAKEN THOSE STEPS TO CREATE THIS SONG THAT I SING, AND I AM THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN WRITE THE BOOK THAT I HAVE READ FROM. ONE DAY I SHALL REACH MY DESTINY AND I WILL LOOK BACK ONCE AGAIN AND REMEBER, NOT TO GRIEVE UPON THESE STONES THAT I HAVE TAKEN AND TURNED TO THE SIDE OF THE PATH . I WILL CHERISH THEM FOR THEY WAS A PART OF WHAT MADE ME THE PERSON THAT I AM TODAY. FOR THEY HAVE GIVEN ME THE STRENGHT TO HOLD MY HEAD HIGH AND TO SAY I AM SOMEBODY, I AM ME, AND I AM PROUD TO BE. I GAVE MY HEART AND LOST ONLY TO REGAIN THE STRENGHT TO MOVE FORWARD AND BE WILLING TO GIVE AGAIN. I LOST BUT I AM WILLING TO REBUILD THE THINGS I HAD LOST. I FOUND THE COURAGE TO MOVE FOR

Tag Your It!!
Here is what ya do.... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I like to run backwards! 2. I once arm wrestled my mom and WON! 3. I can touch my tongue to my nose! 4. I can lick my elbow! Can you? (no I really can't) 5. I can swim better then I can walk! 6. I don't eat beef! 7. I hate ford! 8. I am an adrenaline junkie 9. I am not as innocent as I look! 10.I don't like mean people! now I tag EVERYONE!

The Brotherhood
"THE BROTHERHOOD" Once upon a time in the kingdom of Heaven God went missing for seven days. Eventually, Michael the Archangel found him. He inquired of God, "Where were you?" God breathed a deep sigh of satisfaction and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds. "Look son, look what I'm making!" Archangel Michael looked puzzled and asked, "What are they?" God replied, "It's a special person, but I'm putting respect for Life into them. I've named them FireFighters and there's going to be a balance between everything They do. For example, there's Career and Volunteers. Career is going to be paid and stay at their stations for hours and hours till replacements come, and Volunteers will be wakened in the middle of the night to perform a job few others want or can do.But paid or volunteer you can see the thin red line that joins them. Now look over here I've put a contingent of Medics and EMT's in the line to watch their backs and treat any injuries that occur

Tagged By Gypsy
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a registered owned slave by Lord Fury, would not trade it for any amount of money in this world...He is my all! 2. I bite my nails.....bad habit i have had since i was like 3....cant seem to break it lol 3. I just recently found my real Dad, and a whole other family that he has about a year ago.....i now have 11 bro's and sis's. 4. I can't walk barefoot....the feel of my feet touching something too cold or gritty, dirty or stepping on a creepy crawly freaks me out so much, i have to wear sandals or socks at all times! 5. I am a little anal when it comes to the cleansliness of my kids....bathe them about 2-3

Im A Godmother!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!! Im in total ahhhhhh with all the people that came to help me godmother!!! I WOULD LOVE TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU THAT CAME AND HELPED ME!!! THERE WERE SOOOOOO MANY OF YOU THAT IS WAS HARD TO KEEP UP WITH EVERYONE INDIVIDUALLY SO I INSTEAD WILL MAKE THIS ONE THANK YOU BULLY SO I DONT MISS ANYONE!!! I WOULD SPECIALLY WANT TO THANK ALL SHADOW LEVELERS YOU GUYS TOTALLY ROCK!!! I AM VERY PROUD TO BE PART OF THIS LEVELING FAMILY!!! THERE IS ONE PERSON THAT WORKED DAY IN AND DAY OUT ON HELPING ME LEVEL TO HIM I WOULD LIKE TO PERSONALLY THANK FOR ALL HIS HARD WORK AND EFFORT!!! MENTAL LUV YA HUN!!!! THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!! MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ROCK!!!!

Wishing Celticrose And Her Hubby Steve A Wonderful Wedding Anniversary!
I just wanted to wish my very dear friend Lin (Celticrose) and her hubby Steve a wonderful wedding anniversary !! They've been married 18 years! I have been blessed in knowing Lin and her family over 7 years! we have never met, one day I hope we do meet, we get so far and then its either me moving, throwing out rubbish (an ex lol) kids illnesses, or Lin and various family things going on ... but thats what lifes like. :-) True friends as we are take the rough with the smooth, we both realise that life can be difficult and at times we have had gaps of several weeks before we talk again but we start up where we left off. This year has been very difficult for Lin, I won't go into details cause you will all have read her blogs about her Mum ... I dont know how she copes ... she is a very strong person and has also been for me during tough times ... as i am for her now .. You both deserve a wonderful anniversary !! Loves ya both ! Sandy xxx

9 Words Women Use
#1: “Fine” This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. #2: “5 Minutes” If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. #3: “Nothing” This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with “nothing” usually end in “fine”. #4: “Go Ahead” This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!!! #5: “Loud Sigh” This is actually not a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of “nothing”.) #6: “That's Okay” This is one of the

Truth Lies After Truth
Truth lies after truth truth, lies, after truth eyes for an eye, teeth for a tooth haunting confusion, with tortured hope the survivor shall live, and choose to cope to many a fool, is laughter to all as "friends" find a smile, in scoring his fall a comforting kick, greets this clown sent from "friends" that claim they're down united we stand, divided we fall true friendship "lied" down,and missed the call jane hoover copyright 2/93

No Laughter
No Laughter Down Below It would seem im an opponent in a game unknown by me like a pawn in a chess game im taken easily is this life reality, or a stage for entertainment? the good ones all get used then displayed, commence the torment player pain supplies the laughter bringing smiles to all who played them sadly they dont realize their laughter will condemn them who will have the last laugh? the answer i do know i smile from heaven peacefully i hear no laughter down below all their lives they've worked for scaring frowns on countless faces a surprise comes at the ending when suddenly~ weve switched places what goes around comes around that's the way the saying goes those that do the bad things reap just what they sow jane hoover copyright 6/13/92

Life Like This
When ur feelin the pain wither away from another tune of a day with lies like that who ever would need to kick back. with things like this who would need a lifeback A gun goes off shot through the back now its time to kickback a soul is down a soul has drowned revenge filled lust in ur eyes thats not to much of a goddamn surprise With that withered part dissapearing into the darkness it plays another tune With lies like that who ever would kickback With things like this who would need a life back

Uncontrolable Urges
As I live and breath and long to be in your sleeve true love taunts me;drawing me closer; your true colors push their way through and still I long for even a few stolen moments to cherish with you!Time has no meaning my entire being is straining to learn why is it your touch I yearn,crave and just can't seem to behave I can't explain it but I am your helpless slave your pleasure is my only real concern your trust one day I will earn maybe then we can conquer the sun and revel in the pale moons light and begin our never ending night!

I Was Tagged
Instructions...... (I was tagged by Murk) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. I'm going to go with ten random facts about myself: 1. I have 5 different kinds of toothpaste and choose every day another. 2. I have been having the same weird nightmare for 5 years now. I have it at least 3 times a week 3. When im nervous i bite my nails. 4. When people making spelling errors I have to correct it. 5. I can put on a suit with tie with my eyes closed. 6. I remember the smallest details in a movie.Example: one of the guy in the orkestar in the movie Titanic was wearing a digital watch. 7. I learned how to drive a car when i was 10. 8. I speak 5 different langauges. 9. My breakfas

A Shot At Laughs With Tila Tequila Lmao!!!
Anyone who really knows me, knows my true hatred for reality television shows. ESPECIALLY, the shows where someone (and celebrities are the worst!!) tries to "find" love by auditioning and recruiting 20-30 ill-adjusted, attention-seeking fucktards. A Shot At Love With Tila Tequila is one of them. I never saw the first season, and didn't see the second season until a friend bugged and bugged me to watch the fuckin' marathon that was on yesterday. So I did, and as I expected, it was bullshit sprinkled with fairy stardust, served on a retarded platter. 15 guys and 15 girls competing and jockeying for the attention of a Vietnamese sex kitten. And don't get me wrong, Tila would get my deep dick probe in a heartbeat, just as long as she wouldn't force me to listen to her sing. But these shows make a mockery of what a true relationship, and what "finding" love really is. And as mildly amusing as the show was, it is still one of the biggest reasons our society as a whole is falling apart

First Meeting
There she stood...he would know those legs anywhere! His eyes tracing a path from the heels she had worn slowly up the muscular calves to her thighs. He knew that neck and the gentle slope it made into her shoulders. Walking up behind her he whispered,"Waiting for me?" Without turning around she smiled hearing the all too familiar voice. She turned to face him. Suddenly they were the only two left in the terminal. Both laughing they hug,neither willing to let go. "I'm really here aren't I?" as he enjoys the feel of her body against his. "Yes, you sure are...finally!" Being bumped by a passer-by jars them back to reality. "Do you have your things?" She looks around the floor. "Yep,lets get outta here!" Reaching the car he sets his luggage down as she digs in her purse for the keys. "Just a second" touching her arm "I've needed to do this since I first saw you back there." Holding her face in his hands he leans over to softly kiss her lips. Looking at each other they kiss again mo

Public Health Waning.
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine.. And those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. Coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of crap . There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing this as a public service.

A Best Friend Lost *today Is A Sad Day*
Those of you whom have a pet, hold them tight tonight. When I was about twelve years old my mother brought home a dog for Christmas. She was the most precious thing I have ever set my eyes on. She was full of life, playful and always at your side when you were sick or not feeling well. She was my best friend. When she was about 6 months old she was diagnosed with Parvo (a puppy disease that kills most pups) and my family nursed her to health. Each member of my family watching guard and staying awake with her at 2 hour increments. On Christmas day, that year, she turned back into the healthy, energetic dog that we had all come to love. And the disease was gone. It was our own little miracle. She lived a good life. Was loved by many and lived on a farm when she was only a few years old. Those animals kept her life strong. She lived in Las Vegas, Nevada; Lebanon, Oregon; Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania and lived a full life with love and many people who cared for her. Today, July 2

I Want This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the park more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant. I'm the girl who says,"Okay, but you owe me...", not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you. I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. I'm the girl who never wants to forget all the sweet little things you do for her. I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have. I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a k

Just Got A Bunch Of Things In My Head Right Now, So Bare With Me
So many things I want to tell you, so many things that I need to say. Yet so afraid if I say them, you will turn and run away. So I sit here alone and silent, so many questions in my head. Feeling so many things for you, so many things still left unsaid. Wanting to be close, to get closer, wanting to let you break down my wall. To let you see inside, yet so scared so afraid to fall. then finally realizing, you feel it too, opening myself more, looking inside you.

Chances
This is going to be a little different from my usual blog. But if you have feelings for someone you may want to read through. And.. If you like some good erotic stories read some of my other stuf...LOL When we meet someone for the first time we decide within a few seconds if we like that person. It may be a look, or the way they smile or just the way they say hello. This is not to say that our opinion of the person wont change after we get to know them a bit more, but those first few seconds are crucial to form our base opinion. Most of us will stick to that 1st impression, some wont but it will always remain. Now there are those few times when that 1st impression is extremely strong. This can be negative as well. I know there are people I dont like and have never more than said hello once. The aura those people gave off, the look , whatever it was was strong enough that I didnt want to go past that initial feeling. And then there are those very few that I met and i

The Fireworks Test
What Your These Fireworks Say About You You are a rather reserved person in day to day life. However, you do have a few topics that truly excite you. When you become impassioned, it's a surprise to everyone around you. But if they blink, they'll miss it, because you get back to being calm very quickly. The Fireworks Test

My Thought
My Thought My thought drifts as I gaze at the clouds, an image of you shifts into my sight, my mind fades and I stare with hopeless delight. My thought wanders from amorous moments etched in me to sadness of not having you close in a perfect sketched embrace as the the winds wisk turns my attention. My thought flickers in dashes pumping my blood fiercely through my every vein, I see you walk like an angel swaying your hips in a sensual tempest, driving me insane. My thought quivers as I see your image portrayed in pure bliss, giving me shivers as your enticing landscape encompasses every desire. My thought betrays me as I see only you within my heart, my only wish is to have you as a majestic part of the last piece of the puzzle, you, a precious lost art to be treasured always. My thought cries for you, yearns in palpitating propelling passion towards your enchanting vista, as I gaze I grow in anticipation for an abling grasp of your momentary touch to me. My thought hungers f

Is Your Fubar Fucked Up Too?
Hmm..No people scrolling across the top, unless I'm on my home page. No comments are showing up in the MuMMs, & half my pix are little "X's" when I go to change my default. Is it just my computer (I doubt it!), or is the Fu Fubared right now??? Hey, Happy 4th Of July everyone!! :)

Reopening The Den
Come Join Us For The Reopening Of The Den All New Look, Large Selection Of Music With Live Dj's From Ace's Up Radio. And As Always The First Round Is On us Door Prizes For New Member Starting Now And All Day On The 4th CLICK THE FLAG TO ENTER

Screen Shots
OK NOW WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE BE KIND ENOUGH TO EXPLAIN TO ME HOW TO TAKE A SCREENSHOT AND WHERE THEY ARE SAVED TO.I HAVE SEEN MANY THINGS ON HERE THAT I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO HAD A SCREENSHOT OF...ANY HELP WOULD BE GREATLY APPRICIATED. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE FOR YOUR TIME :)

My Son
Lastnight my son went to crew fest with his uncle and aunt well i got a fone call at 930pm that he was rushed to the er because he had stop breathin and passed out i just got home it is still unknown why he done this they done all kinds of test and is due back at the doctor on monday so i ask that u all keep Douglas my 6 year old in your prays as i will keep u updated.....Thanks to all my friends

My Sex Sign
Your Sex Sign is... You're a sexual wild child who's aiming to do it all - or die trying. Getting with you is a total adventure, so people should only hop on if they can handle the ride. No one can predict your next sex move... you'll do anything to get off! Gemini, people better look out for you. You need a lover who is a match for your wit, intelligence, and sexual curiousity. You are unpredictible, moody, highly entertaining, adventurous, versatile, and an incredible flirt. You have the tendency to be promiscious. You hardly ever wear underwear, and you are the most likely of all the signs to shave ... down there. Your sexual curiousity knows no bounds. You'll try anything and try it often. You jump at the chance to engage in threesomes - but only if it's a guy-guy-girl thing. Typically, an orgy will always revolve around you. You love gadgets, especially sex toys. Being highly sexual, you love to incorporate sex toys in to intercourse. It's a

Miniature Dachshund Gnaws Off Diabetic Owner's Toe
Miniature dachshund gnaws off diabetic owner's toe Fri Jul 4, 12:35 AM ET ALTON, Ill. - An Illinois woman says her beloved miniature dachshund gnawed off her right big toe while she was asleep. Linda Floyd told the Alton Telegraph for a story Wednesday that her beloved Roscoe was euthanized because of safety concerns. The 56-year-old says she has no feeling in her toes because of nerve damage from diabetes. She discovered the toe missing after waking from a nap Monday. She called her daughter, who phoned 911. A veterinarian says the toe had been bandaged because of a healing hangnail. That might have somehow attracted the dog. ----------- EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW what a way to wake up

Our Needs[page Iv]
OUR NEEDS[PAGE IV] LOVE IS THE RISK A WOMAN WOULD TAKE,BY WALKING OUT OF ONE LIFE INTO ANOTHER CARRYING ONLY A SUITCASE,AND LEAVING WHAT SHE KNEW BEHIND. I GUESS MY REALITY GAVE ME A BIG JOLT.WHAT WOULD MY LIFE BE LIKE IF I DIDN’T TRAVEL THE ROADS I DID.WHERE WOULD I BE IF JOURNEYS WEREN’T TAKEN.GOD TOLD ME ONCE TO BE HAPPY,AND SOMEWHERES I ASK MYSELF WHY SHOULD I BE.WHY DO I HAVE TO CARRY A SMILE WHEN I DON’T FEEL LIKE SMILING.I AM MORE HAPPY WHEN I DON’T LOOK FOR HAPPINESS.THAT WAY I DON’T FEEL BAD WHEN I CAN’T FIND IT.WHERE DO PEOPLE GET OFF SAYING YOU HAVE TO BE HAPPY,STRONG OR EVEN LOVED.IT IS EMOTIONS FEEELING SET BY SOCIETY.I DON’T HAVE TO BE HAPPY 24/7.NOR DO I HAVE TO BE LOVED FOR ETERNITY.THAT IS PUTTING A DAMPER ON THINGS WHEN IT DOESN’T HAPPEN.THEN YOU ARE DISAPPOINTED.IT GOES WITH THAT OLD CLICHÉ,IF IT IS MEANT TO BE.THEN IT WILL HAPPEN. FOR I AM A WOMAN OF MY WORDS.I NEVER SAY ANYTHING I DON’T MEAN.AND I SAY EXACTLY WHAT I DO MEAN

My Mother
Not a lot of you know at the moment, but by mother is very sick right now. And I've been at home taking care of her for the past few weeks, since my Father is not currently here. He's gone elsewhere because of work, and my sister doesn't live close by. So, if I'm not on very often, this is way. And for my 2nd Alarm Hottie family, I'm very sorry about my inactivity. If you would like to make me just a regular member, and not a recruiter, that is completely fine and understandable, as I haven't been able to uphold my duties because of this. As long as I'm a member of the hotties, that's what matters :) Because you guys are so great. You're always helpful, never rude and always there when needed! And I really do appreciate it! Thank you so much! I'll give an update when I can. I promise! --Ashton

Short Sweet Love Poem
Short Sweet Love Poem by LateNiteFantasy© Short Sweet Love Poem I want to taste that cotton candy desire from your skin Drizzle honey down your spine so that my tongue can play along that sweetened trail I long to inhale the spices from your pores Kiss the cherries from your lips And drink the nectar from you until we're both too sated to move.

Take A Bow
I know this song is being played up and down the radio, well at least over here...but I want to share this anyway...I kind of like her attitude, and we all, not only women, have been played before at some point in our life...I like how she put that in words here...take a bow...yeah take a bow, because the show is over now...enjoy the song, if you take the time to listen to it... Take A Bow - Rhianna

We'll Begin Eternity
We'll Begin Eternity by LateNiteFantasy© Away from you, my heart knows only misery True and utter devotion, you are so dear to me Beloved, when apart....I feel such deep despair Wanting to hold you, show you how I care Endless longing burns within my soul Only you can fix this, only you can make me whole In your hands, uncontrollably I'm bound Realest love, realest pain....suddenly, swiftly found Your own heart, what I strive to posess I will give you everything, never any less Sweet lover, let me destroy your doubts and fears Hold you softly forever, kiss away your tears I beckon you beloved, bring your heart to me I'll tear down those walls around your heart, I'll try to make you see I will give you a love , that will forever endure For this emptiness inside me....only you have the cure. Your very essense, enticing to say the least The only thing imaginable to soothe this savage beast So wrap your arms around me, and say tha

Update On Me
Okay everyone. Just so you know I have surgery on the 15th of July. I will probably be out of commission for a week or two. They are removing the growth that is cancer. It is carcinoma. They will know more once it is removed and sent to the lab for biopsy. Hopefully it is only in that one area. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers!

Sawyer
Need prayers for my pup Sawyer he was run over by a truck last night. He's in constant pain. Vet say's he's goona be O.K but may need surgery. I just hate to hear him cryin' all the time and hope he recivers soon I'm really worried they missed somethin'.

What Kind Of Coffee Girl Are You?
You Are a Plain Ole Cup of Joe But don't think plain - instead think, uncomplicated You're a low maintenance kind of girl... who can hang with the guys Down to earth, easy going, and fun! Yup, that's you: the friend everyone invites. And your dependable too. Both for a laugh and a sympathetic ear. What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

The First Plunge
The First Plunge by LateNiteFantasy© Sitting with this idea, as I pray it will hatch I’ve hovered over the concept protectively Now warming to the thought It begins to take root And slowly, it molds itself to The interior of my mentality For the first time In the languorous stretch of my forever Commitment has a face Her features are yet unclear to me But I can make out her form She understands my idiosyncrasies And assuages my unfounded fears She knows all about my love affair with the pen Not the slightest bit threatened She knows this, I need And encourages my indulgence She doesn't concern herself with propriety, Nor does she think me promiscuous For hopping from thread to thread She knows me as a free spirit that wears no reigns So she keeps in her pocket The 30 karat ring One day maybe..... But until then She gifts me with flowers That live for 5 days

~great Love~
~Great Love~ Where there is Great Love... there are always Miracles... The Intensity of your Feelings... will cause good things to happen... that are beyond your Wildest Dreams... Peace. If only you believe like I believe, baby, like I believe, We'd get by. If only you believe in miracles, so would I. I might have to move heaven and earth to prove it to you, baby. So we're making love, you feel the power and I feel the power. And there's really nothing we can't do You know we could, you know we could If we wanted to... You know we could, you know we could We could exist on the stars, it was so easy. Oh Baby... All we got to do is get a little faith in you. I've been so many places I've seen some things yes I have I know that love is the answer...yes it is Keeps holding this world together oh yeah... Ain't nothing better? Ain't nothing better? Nothing's better! And all the answers to our prayers, Hell: it's the same everywhere. just the s

His Sex Slave In Training.....part 1
Marcie met Hans at a party. It was a very hot summer in the middle of August. After he stared at her tits for about ten minutes, he came over and introduced himself. Marcie noticed he had big strong hands and thick fingers. She wondered whether it was true about men with big hands and big cocks. They conversed amicably. One thing led to another and she left the party with him. He drove her in his Porsche out to a neighborhood she didn’t recognize. Most of the houses were set back off the road behind high gates. Sure enough Hans stopped his vehicle in front of two white gates, which opened automatically when he gave a signal from the car. The car followed a long winding driveway before it arrived at the front door of a split level house. But the only thing on Marcie’s mind was getting laid by this big handsome man. She really didn’t care about his house. She wanted his cock. Her pussy was already wet in anticipation. “You’re awfully quiet,” Hans said as he led her into t

Ripples
Ripples Painting a lilly pad with the tip of your finger The thoughts of the pond and images still linger Plunging deeper to the depths you search and explore Ripples never reaching the lips of the parched, thirsty shore The body and mind it’s waters has drenched Still leaves you yearning , the soul left unquenched Why do you come here begging to be pleased the ripples of water only promised and teased What still brings you here, like the rabbit and fox, the hunter and the deer. It is knowing, when you return, I will always be here Though the time and distance we seem so far apart We will always be close, with the pond in our heart Tim Rogers aka: Jolly Roger

Hungover =[
So last night I had taken 10 shots of Goldschloger and put the bottle back in the freezer, I had also took a Soma and a Fioricet. Well I apparently got online here on Fubar and was chatting away and went and got the liquor back out and sat here at the computer and drunk half of it. Surprise! I woke up this morning with the rolly stomach and having to hold on the the walls to make them quit moving. I finally vomited twice, both times that lovely yellow then green bile awful tasting crap. I feel a little better though, thank God. I still have that nasty taste in my mouth, I can't get rid of it.

The Scariest Weekend Of My Life.............
Friday was a great day, full of kids, food and an awesome time watching fireworks. Saturday we woke up and Ray was complaining of pain in his jaw, he thought it was a bad tooth or something. I went to walmart to get some oragel for his tooth, came back and he was in total distress. He then was complaining that he had pain in his neck, chest and his left arm was going numb.............I RACED HIM TO THE ER IMMEDIATELY!!! Upon evaluating him in the ER his BP was 289/183, he was about to have a stroke or heart attack. We did all kinds of tests and the final diagnosis was 'severe hypertension' and 'dangerously high Blood Pressure' along with a condition called 'Trigeminal Neuralgia', this ia an inflammatory condition of a cranial nerves. It is very very painful and dangerous. This was a real eye opener for us, we almost lost him thru all of this. I have been by his side all weekend and am thanking God that I work onsite where we live so I can check on him as needed and/or be here within a

Bllalrrrhhh
I can't get to work in the fucking picture upload thing. When I upload it, it has no thumbnail. I fucking hate that shit. Its only a couple of KB and it doesn't have advanced colors or anything. DICKBUTT.

Born A Baptist
Each Friday night after work, Bubba would fire up his outdoor grill and cook a venison steak. But, all of Bubba's neighbors were Catholic...And since it was Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Friday. The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing such a problem for the Catholic faithful that they finally talked to their priest. The Priest came to visit Bubba, and suggested that he become a Catholic. After several classes and much study, Bubba attended Mass.....and as the priest sprinkled holy water over him, the Priest said, "You were born a Baptist, and raised a Baptist, but now you are a Catholic." Bubba's neighbors were thrilled, until Friday night arrived and the wonderful aroma of grilled venison once again filled the neighborhood. The neighbors immediately called the Priest, and as he rushed into Bubba's yard clutching a rosary and preparing to scold him, he stopped and watched in amazement. There stood Bubba, clutching a small

Back From Banishment....
So Jags is back finally again, hopefully by switching carriers, for good. Truly miss this place and those people who are really friends and family here to me. It was great to log back on after being gone for 3 months to still be thought of and cared about. Just a goodness that I appreciate in my life. Which again as those who know me, is a life of chaos most weeks; insanity and chaos. Take today: Wake up early after the start of the invasion last night: Dad's family is up for summer, thought this one was going to be free, but alas they didn't want to stay in Florida. Head out early to work, not wanting any more awkward situations. My dad and I have a kibotched relationship, long story. At work a few hours, called at 8am; Lizzie just getting home after 13 hours at her company (a mixed blessing, but needed). Proceed to work 12 myself, but unlike my sweet girl, I get no overtime after 8 hours. Salary man hang noose, with the golden cuffs attached. Come home

Flying
Why is it that most people when going on trips get the real early flight, especially if you have to drive them to the airport? Me, lol, I am not really a morning person, though a lot of people around me are the type that are all cheery and happy. It takes me awhile to get going, I have been up for an hour now, and as you can tell just becoming aware and coherent.

Wtf Are People Thinking Of...
OK I am sitting here reading this article: A kinky sex escapade ended this week with the electrocution death of a Pennsylvania woman and the arrest of her husband for manslaughter. According to cops, Toby Taylor, 37, first claimed that his wife Kirsten was shocked by her hair dryer. But he then admitted that the couple was "into weird sexual behaviors," according to a probable cause affidavit. Taylor then explained that he hooks clips to his wife's nipples and "plugs the cord into a electric strip" and shocks her. On Wednesday evening, Taylor said, Kirsten removed her clothes, attached the clips, and shocked herself. He then picked up the electric strip and shocked her several more times, adding that he had placed a piece of electric tape over her mouth during the jolts. After the last shock, Kirsten, 29, " fell over on to her face." Taylor initially thought his wife was joking, but quickly realized she was unconscious. He then dressed her in preparation for driving to the hospital,

Get It While You Can!!
ITS TUESDAY AND IVE GOT THE REST OF THE DAY OFF, SO I MUST RESORT TO MY OTHER PROFESSION, MAN WHORE! BECAUSE ITS TUESDAY AND I LOVE YOU LADIES SO MUCH I AM OFFERING THE SPECIAL LOW PRICE OF FREE 99. YES THATS RIGHT FREE 99, BUT YOU MUST ACT NOW. IF YOU ARE TIRED OF SITTING HOME WONDERING WHAT TO DO YOU CAN ENJOY YOUR DAY BY HAVING A HELL OF A TIME WITH ME, INCLUDING BUT NOT LIMITED TO, EXCITING THRILL RIDES, EATERY, AND PRIZES ( MAY TAKE NINE MOS. FOR DELIVERY ). GAURANTEED TO HAVE THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE, ITS THE ONLY TIME YOU WONT HAVE TO LEAVE HOME TO GET THE THRILLS YOUVE BEEN LOOKING FOR. SO ACT NOW AND BE THE FIRST TO EXPERIENCE YOUR VERY OWN MAN WHORE TRAINED TO DO WHATEVER YOU DESIRE WHEREVER YOU MAY BE.

Bird Feeders..
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. What a beauty of a bird feeder it is, as I filled it lovingly with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free andeasily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table ...everywhere!Then some of the birds turned mean. They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud. They sat on the feeder ands quawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. So I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio.

This Was Sent To Me .. Crazy!!!
Well, it appears our African-American friends have found yet something else to be pissed about. A black congresswoman (this would be Sheila Jackson Lee, of Houston), reportedly complained that the names of hurricanes are all Caucasian sounding names. She would prefer some names that reflect African-American culture such as Chamiqua, Tannish, Woeisha, Shaqueal, and Jamal. I am NOT making this up! She would also like the weather reports to be broadcast in 'language' that street people can understand because one of the problems that happened in New Orleans was, that black people couldn't understand the seriousness of the situation, due to the racially biased language of the weather report. I guess if the weather person says that the winds are going to blow at 140+ MPH, thats too hard to understand I can hear it now: A weather man in New Orleans says... Wazzup, mutha-fukkas! Hehr-i-cane Chamiqua be headin' fo' yo ass like Leroy on a crotch rocket! Bitch be a category

Evening At The Xxx Adult Theater
This isn't really a story... Just a scene description... short and sweet... and to the point... ************************************************** As John opens the car door, I look at the worn down building, wondering what I have actually gotten myself into. But he assures me that it will be well worth my time. But I have never been to one before, so I latch onto his arm, resting my head on his arm. Straightening up as we enter. As we move to our seats, John chooses the middle of the theatre for us to sit. I remove my coat and place it in the seat, revealing what I have chosen to wear for this special evening--- black leather mini skirt, no panties, and a white tank top, no bra. As I move to sit down, John places his hand in my seat. Giving me a little goose before sitting down. I smile and tell him he is a mess. Leaning over to give him a kiss. Placing my hand in his, as the previews start. Leaning over to rest my head on his shoulder. Waiting to see what all

Dates
I am talkin to my friend about dates, and it struck me that in 26 years of my life, I have been on about 3 dates overall. One was with some unknown aged dude I found in a yahoo chatroom when I was 17, and another one with my hubby. But that was AFTER we hung out anyways, so it doesn't really count. All the rest were...oh, look, a bird!

Sad Thoughts... Don't Read If You Don't Want To Be Brought Down
Just sitting here thinking, it's just the internet, what difference do I really make here. If I weren't to log on tomorrow sure a few people would notice.. but, a week passes by would they still wonder, a month would I pass through anyone's thoughts.. a year, and I would message and would I even be remembered. I know these answers, I've been through it before on MMORPG's, some remember the name I used as a character but nothing more.

Find Ur Self
Im sure that theres somebody reading this knows what it means when you say "Its time to find yourself, you know, when your mind is playing tricks on yah and its getting out of control. I always say "make love to the mind, whats making love to the mind? you ask,Its when you whisper something sweet in the ear then, then kiss that ear to confirm,and once the mind has that confidents built up then act on it. once you have the mind the rest will follow. Sometimes its easier to fall under that mind control method, when your at a certain age, ladies exspecially us, lets keep it real,lol, you start doubting if you still have it, Im not excluding you men,thats when its time to say "FIND YOURSELF. Or there something or someone you desire desperately, and you know its right but you still have doubts, even thou your heart is saying yes. Thats when it time to say "FIND YOURSELF, and if that something or someone is still there when you do find yourself, then its meant to be yours, On that note, if y

True Friendship
A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO IS THERE FOR YOU,SOMEONE WHO IS REALLY TRUE BLUE. A TRUE FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO WILL CALL YOU OUT WHEN YOUR WRONG AND HAVE YOU SINGING A WHOLE NEW SONG. A TRUE FRIEND WILL BE THERE REGUARDLESS OF HOW MANY FIGHT YOU HAVE AND STANDS STRONG BEHIND YOU LIKE MOSES STAFF. A FRIEND WILL STAY WITH YOU UNTIL YOU SEE, JUST HOW STRONG A PERSON YOU CAN BE,THEY WILL CRY WITH YOU, MAYBE EVEN FIGHT WITH YOU,BUT JUST REMEMBER THEY ONLY WANT WHAT BEST FOR YOU,

Pagan In Hell
A Pagan dies and, to his great surprise, he finds himself standing before some pearly gates. The Pagan asks, "Where am I?" Peter says, "You're at the gates of heaven." The Pagan says, "But I don't believe in heaven." Peter frowns at him. "You're one of those Pagans, aren't you?" "Yes. I believe I'm in the wrong place; I'm supposed to go to Summerland." Peter says, "Sorry. We took over Summerland, and it's temporarily closed for remodeling." "What should I do now?" Peter says, "Well, since we don't allow Pagans in heaven, you have to go to hell. Sorry. Just follow that path that leads downward and to the left." The Pagan walks down to hell, where the gates are standing open. He walks in and finds beautiful meadows, happy animals, and clear streams of water. He walks on in and begins exploring, and after a few minutes a courtly gentleman walks up to him and bows politely. "Hello, I'm Satan. You must be the guy that St. Peter phoned me about. Are you a Pagan?"

Red Shirt Day!!
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do.Upon landing in Chicago the

First Auction
~MY FIRST AUCTION AND I AM ON FIRE FOR A NEW OWNER TO OWN ME! LOOK AT ME AND DON'T FORGET TO RATE OR BID PLEASE..........................! CHECK IT OUT! OWN MY HEART FOR A MONTH CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW AND BID ON ME! (repost of original by '~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~' on '2008-07-09 06:58:40')

I Hate Liars!!!
LIAR!!! LIAR!!! LIAR!!! LIAR!!! SO IM NOT ONE TO REALLY START DRAMA OR LIKE TO REALLY BE IN DRAMA! THIS JUST REALLY GOT TO ME. JUST LIKE ANYONE ON THIS SITE, IM INTO AUCTIONS. I THINK THEY ARE FUN, AND I ENJOY RATING, MAKING BULLIES, AND DO STUFF FOR PEOPLE, JUST LIKE ANYONE ELSE ON THIS SITE. SO AS MOST OF YOU KNOW, I GOT A LIL FUBAR'd AND DELETED MY FIRST ACCOUNT, WELL WHEN I CAME BACK I GOT INTO MY FIRST AUCTION AND THIS MAN "BRIAN" BID ON ME AND TOLD ME THAT HE WAS NOT GUNNA LET ANY ONE ELSE WIN ME, I THOUGHT WELL HELL THATS COOL....YA KNOW WHO WOULDN'T LIKE THAT Owner of "NINEMMRUGER", "Pervy" & "DREAMGURL"@ fubar OK SO HE WINS ME, AND AT THAT TIME I HAD A VIP AND HE BID A 3 MTH VIP AND 1 DAY BLAST ON ME, AND HE HITS ME UP IN MY SB SAYING IM GOOD FOR IT, IM GOOD FOR IT, YOU CAN ASK "SO- AND SO" (WHICH ARE SOME OTHER GIRLS THAT HE OWNS). SO I TAKE HIM FOR HIS WORD, WELL THE TIME COMES FOR RENEWAL ON MY VIP, AND HE GOES AND GETS ME A 1 MTH VIP(IM LIKE OK WELL MAYBE HE F

Death Happens To All Ages...
Well this morning another family member has passed away... This is my second loss this year and my 5th since January 07' My Aunt was 55 married for 37 years 3 grown kids and 3 grand kids... She has been living with Multiple Sclerosis for 25+ years and her fight with this disease is over... The Dr's are unaware of exactly why she decelerated so quickly. She went to the hospital a couple weeks ago because of a UTI and then she got a bowel infection... She had an irregular heart rate on Sunday... Monday she went to ICU... She remained in ICU Tuesday morning about 12:30am her kidney's started to not work properly so they had her on dialysis from 4am yesterday till she passed away this morning... There is a song I would like to dedicate to her to you... If you haven't seen the bucket list you should watch it... This song is SAY by John Mayer... Life is short... If you love someone tell them if you don't and you are living a lie are you really living? Be honest with

A Recent Text
So I received this text from one of my best friends, Dave, today. It had a great message...although I've read it before it stuck me kind of hard today. It read... "Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it." Nothing could be more true at this point in life. Dont really know why I'm posting this in a blog...but ya know...thought I'd share it. Maybe someone else will find it as influencial as I do.

Another One Bites The Dust!
Another one from the shout box..Read from the bottom up... B*: ummm o k then ->B*: you probably messaged me looking for something..unfortunately for you.all you'ver managed to do is get yourself blocked...have a great day ->B*: that was dripping with sarcasm..it wasnt meant as a compliment..and though I'm sure I'd probably have tons of fun going back and forth like this all day long..I have much better things to do than waste my time on some moron like you who obviously lacks respect and common sense B*: hehe thanx ->B*: you're a real charmer B*: if i was there right now, i'd bend you over, an let you feel how special!! ->B*: well hell..I feel so special B*: not always ->B*: do you always leave this sort of shit in someones shoutbox? B*: i'm sure that pussy can B*: but can that ass handle it hard n rough? ->B*: how hard and how rough?..lol...I'm a big girl..I can handle plenty B*: oh ->B*: sorry..my sister was using my computer to check her messages B*: guess not then

Fucking Ass Piss And Shit.
The pen is mightier than the sword. But why does a knife hurt so bad when it goes through the heart? The insecurities are arising again, I am about to start freaking out. WHAT THE FUCK DO ALL THESE WORDS MEAN? Who are you talking about? Did i miss something somewhere? I feel like i'm on an acid trip that's going south every time i "take a peek" I am annoyed. I am confused and frustrated I am clueless to the fact that i"m not really here. Every time i take a peek which i know i shouldnt but i do anyway...it drives me nuts what i see. I can be horrible at following directions at times and you gave me directions, you gave me comfort in knowing that i have nothing to worry about? But was that just a pacifier till you figure shit out on your end? Do i look like a fucking baby ? Am i wearing a diaper? Am i drooling out of the corner of my mouth? No I don't think so. So a pacifier is not necessary. eh. this is too much. I have to go away. Far Far away

T
I want to wake up in a different place, wake to see her beautiful face, to feel to know she is the one to trust and hope it's never undone. Trust comes hard to those who've had it stripped away, Still I hope to find it again someday.

Two Things
Firstly let me welcome you, Welcome :D Secondly if you believe spamming for personal gain on fu is wrong and that internet prostitution is also wrong please, read on, if not, dissapear :) Those were not the two things, these are. Yesterday I went to visit a page of a Fu-friend, who has since become a not friend by her choice. I somewhat regularly go there to her page to see her as she is attractive. Yes I know, how lame, but lets be honest thats why we come here, to make new friends and see pics whether naughty or not, dont deny it. However every time I go to this page I find myself enraged that she chooses not only to lock her NSFW, that doesnt bother me I do the same, but she proudly puts in the folder description that you will have to pay to see these. So simply put, if one wants to see naked, sexually explicit pictures of this woman one has to pay. I believe in the real world this is called prostitution. Now when I called the girl out on this, as most ignorant people do

Kriss Always Your Gardian Angel!!
I WANT YOU TO WATCH THIS, I SEND U THE VERSION WITH THE LYRICS BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO HEAR THEM AND KNOW WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY HERE. I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU THROUGH IT ALL, EVEN IF SAVING YOU SENDS ME TO HEAVEN. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL PERSON YOU FEEL LIKE THIS ABOUT??

Friends
Friends are a mirrors of ourselves. There's an association, a common bond a spark. We gather people who are like us to ourselves or those who have things we desire to have ourselves. The shy person draws near the charismatic to learn the secrets or live vicariously through their friends. We can also gather people who are like us so much in ways we do not like, parts we deny in ourselves. Someone you can stand next to and point out that compared to them you're not flawed. If you're around me for this reason please move on. Just some thoughts .. thanks for reading.

The Journey Part 1
The Journey Part 1 by LateNiteFantasy© You burt into my life And turned it upside down. i fell unto my knees shaking on the ground. i tried to get away i didn't ever realise the impact you made that day. i fought the inner battle i fought it tooth and nail. As if W/we were competing and i knew that i would fail. the harder that i fought is the harder i would fall. And then one day i realised i had to have it all. i wanted You to want me i wanted You to care i wanted You to look inside and take that leap in here. Now i am upon my knees and kneeling at Your grace if only to look up read unspoken words upon Your face. And kneeling at Your feet i imagine what You see You see my soul bound to You In my submission, i am free.

Age Of Significant Other??
What's your take on it? what's okay and what's just gross? Like 25 year difference? 50 year difference? As long as both ppl are over 18 it's fine? Would you date someone much older than yourself?

Phenomenal Woman
Now, this is an amazing poem. To me anyways. Many years ago, gleamed from my mothers end table, this poem opened my eyes. I didn't want to be a pretty woman. I didn't feel pretty and didn't desire it. I wanted to be known for me. Not for how I looked, but for who I was. This poem personified that for me. Years later, it has taken on even more meaning for me. Now from a womans eyes, I see this as the true definition of physical beauty as well as a womans inner beauty. I am not your traditional beauty, but I am fucking beautiful. In my own way. Not because I fit the normal standards of physical beauty. Because I am what I am and carry myself with pride. This is the package I was given to work with. Flaws and all, it is mine. I love my big ass, it provides cushioning when I fall. My obnoxious laughter means I am enjoying my life. I love my thick calves, they provide strength and stability. My crooked smile adds character. I adore my scars, for they remind me where I've been. My stretc

Fun!
You know a place is no good when someone from an already seedy bar says they won't go there. Surprise! I had no idea that I was classy until I entered the place. The place was filled with welfare recipients that most likely had several children waiting at home, AKA White trash. The cream of the crop female was wearing a loose shirt with 80s jeans and what might have looked like legwarmers. Her face looked like it might have been dragged through a strip of unfinished pavement, then ripped off, and sewn back onto her head backwards by a blind madman with seizures. If that wasn't frightening enough, there was also a creature that resembled a man, but really wasn't. It came from a species of Bulldykes, and looked pretty intimidating at 300 lbs of pure fat and tits. "She" was walking around the place trashed, screaming obscenities, tryin to flirt with females, and scratching herself repeatedly. There is one thing that scares me more than anythin about bulldykes: they are not men. If

Tick .........ets
so ive been runnin around doing tickets all over the place....and of course...i spend alotta moolah....lol.... so heres the deal.... im going to save the rest of the money i make for 1 big/huge/ginormous fukn trip to vegas at the end of the year.... and just let it all ride..... so thats my plan.... and it of course includes day spa's/sushi and etc...etc... the works! so..... if ur down.... i plan on bringing a few ppl with me on this 10 day extravaganza....and im sure that some of you would like to attend. so... over the course of the next few months...i will be making a list a a few ppl whom i think are gonna make my trip more fun....and feel free to invite yourself...just ask me(if i know ya) and i'll add u to my list.....now...that doesnt mean im gonna pic ya....but it might just get ya on my trip .....so this is gonna be fun....and im sure you'll have fun too. of course its all expenses paid....so no need to bring nothin but you...and your clothes.

First Rule Of Fight Club?
Follow up to my blog about my new job offer. I've attended my first martial arts class to learn the ancient art of swordplay. I get to the venue and there's about 20 dudes there, all really fit and scary looking guys. They're all opening these long narrow bags they've got with them and pull out swords and start swinging them about as a 'warm up'. Our instructor introduces me and welcomes me to the group. He runs through the health and safety rules: "Remember, while these swords are blunted, they're still dangerous weapons. You could easily break bones or smash a skull with one. If you're not fast enough to block a strike made at you, then we might, just might, call an ambulance for you." Once all the guys have started on their practice he comes over to me and hands me a bokken (a heavy wooden practice sword that kinda looks like a katana). He tells me to take the sword in my right hand. I tell him I'm left handed but he says that because the majority of people are right hande

To Blog Or Not To Blog
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Fury
Fury blinds me; Fury guides me; Fury hides what I feel inside. Fury gives me strength to hurry and hide. Fury encases me,encloses me,protects me. Fury is my friend; Fury is my enemy; Fury is my life,my death. Fury is all I have left.... Thank you again fury for ur help and for ur insperational name :P

Firefox 3
I'm not one to bitch, oh wait, yeah I am. Fucking Firefox v3 is one of the worst versions of Firefox so far. Its a memory leaking piece of shit. Right now its running low and only taking up 75000 kb of RAM, but when I try and do something it easily spikes up to 150k+. Also, it randomly likes to fucking lock up while it tries to load and sucks down even more of my RAM. Seriously. They can't seem to fix that? To top it off, the Firefox website refused to let me download an earlier version. The tabbed browsing is great, the bookmark tool bar is great, the interface is great, but jesus fucking shit. I hope no one with less than a gig of RAM uses this shit. Dickballs.

Love
One thing I am having problems with is how easily the words “I Love You” are used.. I hear them often, some who say it I believe are sincere, others I feel use it when they mean they feel lust for me or are just infatuated. I am sure they all mean it at the time they say it, and believe me, I don’t want to insult anyone by saying that they aren’t telling the truth. I wrote the following to those who say that they love me. You say that you love me, but why.. You know my face, you have even seen my body, but it takes more than that for love. Do you know my joys and my sorrows, my hopes and fears. Do you know of the battles I have fought and those I won and those I have lost. Do you know my dreams of the future, and my nightmares from my past. Do want to be my friend, or just my lover. Are you willing to take time to learn all the things that make me a unique and special man.. Are you willing to take the time for me to learn all the things about you that make you a unique and s

A Hello!!
Just a big ole HI YALL from this southern belle! this place is a damn TRIP! Thanx Michael for the turn on!!! HEY MONA!!!! WHERES DEUCE??? Thanx to all for the warm welcome....now back to adding more pix and feeling my way around!!! KISSES!!!

11-07-2008 "adate I Will Always Remember Fondly)
Let me preface this with an assurance that this is entirely truthful, I have no embellished the facts at all. The editorial comments however have been added as my actual thoughts at the time are unworthy of being recounted here. This morning I was up, bright and early, heading out to a regional staff meeting for the company that I work for, my peers and supervisors were all expected to attend. In my attempt to be economical, and the fact that the car was needed elsewhere, I had planned to use the local public transportation system. I had experienced this "system" before but never to travel such a great distance (12 miles as the crow flies, 35 as the bus, with a connection, ambles along). So I allowed plenty of extra time for the journey, I left the house at 7:30 am for a 10am meeting. When I was about half the distance between my home and the bus stop, I felt something wet against the back of my left leg. Curious as a three year old, I paused to take a look at this phenomina. se

Guidelines
CK2 Staff Guidelines and Rules Effective Immediately ..... note for any postion other then enforcer u must be level 5 or higher We are looking for a few things in people that want to become part of the The CK2 Family/Staff. 1. Loyalty 2. Participation 3. Active IN lounge We want you to get to know US and vise versa and see if you feel comfortable, Like the Lounge etc... Owners/Managemet will give intrested people In a position with us a week or two to interact with the lounge. This includes people intrested in being a greeter, promoter, DJ, or an enforcer. After that Trial period Owners/Management will get together to disscuss how your trial period went and give you Our dission after Our Disscussion. Lounge Mods..... Not EVERYONE Will get mods. Greeters/Promoters/DJs Do NOT get Mods. So please DON'T ASK! Our Staff that HAS Mods has them for a reason. They have proven themselves to the O

“global Warming Has Ended, New Ice Age Here”
Nat’l Space & Science Research Center: “Global Warming Has Ended, New Ice Age Here” July 11th, 2008 Posted By Bash. Reports are that Al Gore has been spotted climbing the New York Times Building with a banner. No reports as to what the banner says, but what we do know is that he just left a meeting with these people at the Space and Science research Center in Orlando, who recently released this report: The Space and Science Research Center Issues A Formal Declaration: Global Warming Has Ended – The Next Climate Change to A Pronounced Cold Era Has Begun. In a news conference held in Orlando, Florida today, Mr. John L. Casey, Director of the Space and Science Research Center, issued a landmark declaration on climate change. “After an exhaustive review of a substantial body of climate research, and in conjunction with the obvious and compelling new evidence that exists, it is time that the world community acknowledges that the Earth has begun its next climate chan

(ended) I'm In An Auction! Update! **bonus Added**
I'm in my first Auction!!! Please come help me out and bid on me. It'll be worth it, Promise!!!! :D Click the pic below to make me yours :) "LOVEABLE LIL ONE" >

Curvy Voluptuous Women Vs. Rail Thin Stick Models
Latest Poll Show 80% of Men Want Curvy Voluptuous Women, NOT Rail Thin Stick Models Like We Have Been Told In the wake of Madrid’s banning of models with a BMI of 18 or lower, the question has been raised again of whether fashion models are too thin. The fashion industry’s continued move towards thinner and thinner models has come under fire from several sources, mainly because of the influence it has had over young women and the rise of anorexia and bulimia. In the last 20 years, fashion models have gone from a size 8 to a size 0 for runway models. Within the same time period, the average American woman has gone from a size 10 to a size 14. Yet, American women, according to an online poll, see the super thin stick models and feel they are unattractive and unhappy in their average or curvy bodies. As governments are now getting involved in trying to reverse the skinny ideal, other agencies and spokespeople, like Nancy Hayssen, a former plus size model, are speaking out to wome

The Infectious Nature Of A 5 Year Old
So I have terra for the month and so far its been great. We've colored and read together and have played together. Although "boys aren't always allowed to play polly pocket" so there are times I lose herto my sisters bedroom and all her toys. Its really funny how the excitement of something can be returned to you simplyby the presence of a child. For the fourth of july fireworks (which for some reason this back asswards town did on the fifth of july) me and terra headed up to the roof of my beloved employer. Now before anyone chastises me for it I must say there were at least 20 others up there with us and she was in safe and very capable hands for getting on and getting down from the roof. So we're sitting up there watching them go off and it seems as if the more Terra gets into it and gets excited the more everyone else enjoyed it and got into it. I hope it was a very memorable evening for her even though we didn't do much ourself, however I still have a shit ton of stuff l

First Challenge
Okay Bad Girls..As Most Of You Know Tulsa's Angel Is Going To Be In Alaska For 10 Days.. She Is 1,064,169 From Disciple.. Let's Get Her There Before She Gets Back..We Can Get Her There And On Her Way To Prophet ...So Let's Get This Done A.S.A.P. She Would Do It For Any Of The Bad Girls As Well As For Me.. So Let's Do This Bad Girls. Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Team LOVE Cpt/Sarge's Bad Girl/25 to Life/Owned by TX Camaro Nut@ fubar

Butter Your Bread Pt1
can't stop me from shot gunning blogs can ya? sooooooooooooooo me and lil pimpin (jalen for short) was playing tmnt for snes the other day. if you all are intuned to the snes version of tmnt you should know that you have to fight super shredder in the final fight. so right before we get ready to beat this big fuckin can opener he yells " imma butter your bread!" the circumstances didn't warrant that, but im so proud of him. i mean ive been tring to get him to say that shit for like 5 months now. so anyways .........i have complied a list of shit that erks me on this damn site i figure that i should share w/ you here we go. 1. ......why the hell do chicks have hidden folders that say "wanna see me goodies blow like a shit load of money on me?" i mean seriously.........if i was to buy you a blast to see your dirty pics, then had access to something that im probally never ever going to have a chance to sleep w/ for about 20 mins, so then i look at your "goodies" ....will a rain

If I Was In Your Bed!
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Fuck me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops or 11) None of the above!

Drunkered
20 signs a girl should call it a night: 1. I have absolutely no idea where my bag is. 2. I believe that dancing with my arms overhead and wiggling my bootay while yelling WOO-HOO is truly the sexiest dance move around. 3. I've suddenly decided I want to kick someone's ass and honestly believe I could do it too. 4. In my last trip to "pee" I realize I now look more like Lily Savage than the goddess I was just four hours ago. 5. I drop my 2:00 a.m. burger from mcdonalds on the floor (which I'm eating even though I'm not the least bit hungry), pick it up and carry on eating it. 6. I start crying and telling everyone I see that I love them so much. 7. There are less than three hours before I'm due to start work or enter the classroom. 8. I've found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to me. 9. The man I'm flirting with used to be my biology teacher. 10. The urge to take off articles of clothing, stand on a table and sing or dance becomes strangely overwhelmi

The Roof, The Roof, The Roof Is On Fire!!!
What an entirely weird day today. The system I have been working to implement at a school in Orange County since January, went live today at 5am. At 845am I got a call that my house was burning. Structure analysts would be visiting the property to determine whether its inhabitable. My cats..... were scattered and stoned. A huge red sign is taped to the door of my residence "Deemed Uninhabitable" (where will I inhabit then?) I ran home (2 hours) to save my only valued possessions in the house (my cats) and was bombarded by Insurance Consultants who pray on people in whacked out mode.... I fell for the head fireman that saved my house today. Maybe Im just super greatful that he saved my house, my cats and.... me from getting swindled. I

What Is The Deal With People?
I know I'll probably get blasted for this one, but why do guys on this sight think its OK to talk to women in such a crude manner? I'm not saying all the guys do it. I have chatted with quite a few that are nice and can hold a decent conversation. But there is a strong group here that everything they say is crude, obnoxious and vulgar. I really don't understand why they think that it is OK to talk to women like that. I seriously doubt they get away with that $h!t in their real lives.

Homesick
I have been in Saint Paul, MN now for about 7 years... and this town has been good to me. I came here after my divorce to be far away from my ex-husband and my best friend who he cheated on me with. I've been pretty happy here, despite the cold. But lately everything seems to point back to the Lone Star State. I am incredibly homesick. I've been that way before and a visit to Dallas usually took care of it. I don't think it will be so easy this time... Maybe it really is time to go home...

Kiss
…….. Kissing is one of the sexiest forms of communication, seduction, satisfies the thirst of the sensual. Start with the lips small pecks at first and soon sucking the lips in yours like a raisin the sweet taste of a lip. Then lick from one end over to the other and around the top lip lightly biting the edge of your top lip then quickly suck across it back to the other and then a peck trail to the chin sucking on the point. Pecking my way along your jaw bone back to your lobe nibbling, licking the circumference………..

A Kiss That Is
A Kiss Behind the Ear You will beg me You will want more You will shudder You will want it hard You will want it fast You will scream my name You will love it You will have multiples You will be flush You will be in ecstasy And You will sigh with relief After I kiss you behind your ear

Dreams
Dreams I was thinking of us last night And the times we shared How good we were But now we are apart Yet we still have our Dreams For in our Dreams we are together Holding hands on the beach Talking all night under the silver moon Kissing and holding each other tight In our Dreams... For no matter the distance Or the obstacle I will always belong to you For we are meant for each other not only in reality, but also in our Dreams

My Landlord Is A Cock Fucker
anarchy has a problem. my hot water tank is leaking. it's been leaking for about a month. i've called/texted my landlord every damn day! my basement is pretty much flooded! he doesn't seem to give a shit. he pays the water bill, so apparently he really doesn't care that i'm wasting water over here. now my basement is starting to smell! it smells like mold. and it's a pain in the ass cleaning up the water everyday. and even if i do it still smells! problem is...the landlord is actually a good friend of mine. and he's usually really good about fixing stuff. i don't know what the fuck his problem is this time. i really don't wanna have to call the tenants rights people on him. my mom suggested getting it fixed myself and taking it out of the rent. any other ideas???????

Comment Vetting Part 3
Hi again Me and Porl have been discussing the " profile comments problem. We have decided the following : That when Bex is at school or in bed we will switch it back so that the comments go straight on the profile page and dont need permission etc it is then up to us whether we delete them or not. But when her ladyship is about lol ... the pending comment approval will apply. So if you suddenly get sent for approval you know lady moo is in the building lol! Thanks again Sandy x

She Beg's............again
I'm dreaming. It's not entirely clear what the dream is, even while I'm in it; it's one of those hazy ones at the surface of sleep, but it's pleasurable, for certain. My nipples feel tight. Mmm, very tight. "Pet." Your voice is warm, and your hands are on my breasts, pinching. "Nrrf?" I mumble. My mouth feels sticky. "You're dreaming, pet." You start rolling my nipples around in your fingers. "Mrbgle... That feels nice." "You woke me up moaning." Your hands begin to trail from my breasts, up and down my sides. "m'sorry, Master." I wriggle a bit, hoping you'll go back to my nipples, but you shift on top of me, gently kneeing my legs apart. You're hard, and seem to have dispensed with clothing at some point in the interim. "Oooo, is this for me?" I rub up against your cock teasingly, feeling my wetness from the dream coat your length. In response, you press inside me, sighing contentedly at my warmth. My hips arch up towards you, and a satisfied grunt escapes my t

Hired What? Crack Whores?
Today's Kick in the Ass goes to the NFL. From ESPN - The NFL has hired experts to study game footage to determine whether players are displaying street-gang hand signals as part of their on-field celebrations, the Los Angeles Times reports. "There have been some suspected things we've seen," said Milt Ahlerich, the league's vice president of security, according to the Times' report. "When we see it, we quietly jump on it immediately, directly with the team and the player or employee involved to cease and desist. Period." This one is right up there with the satanic symbols on Proctor and Gamble products causing people to boycott them. All I can guess is that NFL execs eat, drink, and sleep in their boardroom and have not had sex since high school. Seriously, I don't even know where to begin, it's so ridiculous. One player raises a good point - with all the fraternity and other non-gang hand signs, coupled with the fact that no two gangs use the same sign, what would an "exp

2008
Every four years I love to watch the Olympics, especially the swimming. In 2000 when they were held in my city I remember the massive changes Sydney went through to accommodate the athletes, officials and spectators that flock to an event like that. The security measures alone turned the city on its head and this was pre 9/11. China won the bid for this years Games despite a horrible human rights abuse record. People were evicted and their homes and businesses were razed to make way for the Beijing Summer Olympics. Any protest, even peaceful, results in imprisonment. One man , Ye Guozhu who lost his home and restaurant, requested permission to stage a peaceful protest. He was subsequently arrested and sentenced to 4 years imprisonment where he has reportedly been beaten, subjected to electric shocks, and forced to hang from his arms for extended periods. Hundreds of thousands of people are now homeless because of this and the Olympic committee have enabled it to happen, as well

Dear Airlines. . . .
Dear Airlines: Dump the male flight attendants!! No one wanted them in the first place. Replace all the female flight attendants with good-looking strippers! What the heck -- They don't even serve food anymore, so what's the loss? The strippers would at least triple the alcohol sales and get a 'party atmosphere' going in the cabin. And, of course, every businessman in this country would start flying again, hoping to see some naked women. Because of the tips, female flight attendants wouldn't need a salary, thus saving even more money. I suspect tips would be so good that they could charge the women for working the plane and even have them kick back 20% of the tips!!' Muslims would be afraid to get on the planes for fear of seeing naked women. So, hijackings would come to a screeching halt, and the airline industry would see record revenues. This is definitely a win-win situation if we handle it right - a golden opportunity to turn a liability into a hug

Do You Believe In Karma ???
This was left on my profile by TEXCAJUN@ fubar DEJA VU I've had many lives and in everyone, I've been with you I keep coming back and every time there's something new you may be short or tall, a blond or a redhead, your eyes may be green or blue so now every time I see your face, deja vu Sometimes you were a friend standing by my side through good times and bad times, helping me through this crazy ride as a friend you always helped me do what I needed to do so now every time I see your face, deja vu Sometimes you were my lover with passions running high when you’ve been my lover the lust would fly me to the sky as my lover there was things that I liked and you always knew so now every time I see your face, deja vu There were some lives where you were my wife and that was always the best of any life our love was so strong it last our whole life through so now every time I see your face, deja vu There were times when my life, love, and marriage al

Going Duhhh
trying to learn on the stuff on here no wounder i go duhhh all the time buying rounds the private talk boxes it keeps me confused and now my biggest thing is can the myspace showin luv pages work or thoes type of messages no wounder i dont do much here LOL i'm soo lost aint that bout a kicker

A Little Boy's Prayer
A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly and prayed for weeks, but nothing happened. He decided to write God a letter requesting the $100.00. When the postal authorities received the letter to God, USA, they decided to send it to the President. The President was so amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill. The president thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 bill and sat down to write a thank-you note to God, which read: Dear God, Thank you very much for sending the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you sent it through Washington, DC., and those a-holes deducted $95.00 in taxes. Billy

Gotcha
glitter-graphics.com She laid upon the white linen,nestled into his outer thighs.Her breast ached.She could still feel him inside her,though the interval of time,had been hours.Thoughts of the passion of her hot body wrapped around his blazing flesh. Grinding,thrashing skin to skin.Moving to the music that was playing in their head.Dancing,a slow,emotional tune.His touched singed her soul.Burn her essence.A special incognition of ectasy breezed through her willing desire.Her thighs trembling.Body quivering.Muscle tightening,as a thrust forward,as she grabbed the covers,feeling the quakes in her inner legs.The heated passion plagued,as she reached for him.Digging her nails like a feline clawing.Deeper.Harder.Bringing drops of blood.Shoulders being burried in the bedding,to greet his strength.Engaging,in seduction.Biting at ones lips.Tasting the salt from the bare skin of her neck.Breathing,furiously.rapidly.Wanting more.Needing more.She loved tasting him.His brine,his

Many Thanks
I would like to thank everyone whom hit my page yesterday as shadow leveler of the day , then for those that gave all and decided to disciple me the same night im indebted to each and every one of you .... some ive got round to thank others ive still to find and do so but bare with me i will. I had leave to deal with mum whom had a bad hypo and therefor ive not got round do a blog/bully with links to everyone in it but having a busy day frid and sisters wedding sat. ill try best do by sunday ,,,, pls if you helped me leave sb/mail or comment here so i can add and thank you ... yours in deep gratitude CLAYMORE

Auction For Micki-blue-eyes
Bid on me...Micki-Blue-Eyes... Ever owned someone who does what they say??Well i do ALL i say...come place your bids~! click on this pic to take you there Thanks so much ;) Micki-Blue-Eyes

I Miss That Spot...........
I miss that spot, where I saw you for the first time And you melted me with the warmth of your smile. I miss that spot, In the palm of your hand That presses against mine as our fingers interlock. I miss that spot, at the small of your back that i touch to let you know im here that makes ME weak in the knees when i kiss you there. I miss that spot on the top of your head that i kissed as you fell asleep in my arms. I miss that spot laying next to you in the dark falling in love with the sound of you breathing. I miss that spot halfway up those 13 stairs that i pinched myself to make sure you were not a dream. I miss that spot inside your heart that you opened up and let me in to blossom. I miss that spot inside my head where i dream of you where i grow old with you. I miss that spot my place in this world, where you became my world.

Homesick Ii
Is it possible for the universe to align itself and give you signals or point you in a certain direction? Or is everything just one big game of chance? I mentioned in my last entry that everything seems to pointing back to TX for me lately. I am not kidding... It seems that everyone I meet now is either living there, is from there, or just randomly mentions it in passing or something like that... it is sorta freaking me out. I really have no fucking idea what this is all about. I have been away from there so long and this is no shit the biggest concentration of time where I literally CANNOT look anywhere around me and not see or hear something that tells me in big fat bold letters "GIRL, GET YOUR LITTLE COUNTRY ASS BACK TO TEXAS" Can you say What the Fuck?

Good Luck Donations.... Apply Within
Just because I feel like complaining... Not too long ago I bought a 24 foot aluminum extension ladder that I totally needed for the mainenance I have been doing on my house. The fucking thing got stolen out of my garage. Before I had even paid for it (thanks to my credit card), I had used it once. 2 weeks ago I started what I THOUGHT was my female cycle... it was really bad. I lost so much I passed out, I can't stress enough how scary it was. And then the Dr...... 6 plus years of med school to tell me that there isn't anything wrong, yeah, ok. That trauma to my DESIRABLE body ;) must have weakend my immune system because a few days ago I got sick... sinusy yuck... plus another 'cycle'... what the fuck does my body think it's doing? Like it's in charge or something... This guy I'm seeing finally conviced me to stay over at his house for the night again (first time made me late 2 hours because of alarm technicalities)... I had to freakin rush to be 18 minutes late to

Her First Lesson............
We drive back in silence. The dinner was superb. She has never eaten at such an expensive restaurant. She didn't even understand the menu, or what I ordered (since it was in French). She was quiet. Nervous, probably. The dining room of the place we were in was quiet, and I leaned close and told her what I was going to do with her...to her... This was our third meeting. The first two were to get to know each other, her husband at the first. They took place at a small bookstore, in the back, the owner privy to the purpose of the meeting. She shifted in the leather seat of the car. Squirming, I heard the rustle of her short satin dress. I could see the embarrassment in her when she walked into the restaurant. It was her first time wearing a dress that short, and revealing. I had arranged for her to see my friend Eileen at the boutique down the street from where we ate. Another shop owner privy to the reason for the appointment. The dress was delivered to her at work the next day. The

My Famous 60 Minutes
YESTERDAY FU TIME 4 PM IT WAS MY 60 MINUTES OF FAME SO AS SOMEONE SAY TO ME ...ON TOP OF THE WORLD...MANY PEOPLE FAN ADD AND RATE ME MANY JUST RATE ALL MY PICTURE'S...LOADS OF FU BLINGS AND GIFTS...PROFILE COMMENTS IT WAS AWESOME OVER 200 LEVEL UP IN 60 MINUTES ...NOT GETTING TO GODFATHER BUT WELL NOT FAR ANY MORE..... I WANT TO THANK EVERY ONE WHO MAKE MY HH SO GREAT...MANY THANKS TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.. I DID NOT FORGET MY NEW OWNER HE MADE THIS HAPPEN FOR ME SO SHOW HIM TO THE FU LOVE HE DESERVE "Tomme"MileHighClub"ClubFAR"@ fubar AND A BIG THANK YOU TO FAKEFRUITCAKE MY SEXY GRANNY SHE JUST SELL ME TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER... ღFakeFruitCakeღ ♥Big Daddy official Stalker♥‡Sarge's Bad Girl@ fubar GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND YOU CAN HAVE.... ~Shauny32~owned by Tomme ~owner of The Mile High Club~ Club F.A.R.@ fubar

In Response
merlyn has thought long and hard...it seems that i am needed here and that some Do actually care.through your ur responses i`f seen what must be done.i`m going to stay,in the club.ty for ur comments on the earlier blog.but merlyn has to get ready for work..lol..thanks again to all the ones that care

11 Fu's Of Fubar
This made me laugh cos it is soo true! Check it out!! Fuck you number ONE. There is NO SUCH THING as a fubar Tracker. It does NOT exist. So quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" No, it doesn't. Fuck you number TWO. To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number THREE. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number FOUR. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FIVE. Quit crying because you're not on someones 'Top 25' Who cares?!? ITS MYFRIENDS LIST.. NOT YOUR FRIENDS LIST If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number SIX. Who reall

O.k.
OK SO HERE IT GOES! WHETHER YOU READ THIS OR NOT...I DONT REALLY CARE. I AM JUST SIMPLY GETTING THINGS OFF MY CHEST. I MADE THE MISAKE OF BRINGING MY PERSONAL LIFE INTO THE FU AND SUPPOSEDLY MAKING REAL "FRIENDS" WITH PEOPLE. ARE THEY REAL WHEN YOU MEET THEM ON-LINE? STILL NOT SURE. I LET MY GAURD DOWN AND WAS INVOLVED IN HELPING TOO MANY PEOPLE AND IT DID NOT MIX WELL. I TRY TO BE COOL WITH EVERYONE, HOWEVER, EVERYONE IS NOT COOL WITH EVERYONE ELSE. SO IN AM SITTING HERE DEBATING ON CLOSING MY FU ACCOUNT. I DONT WANT TO, BUT. I DONT WANT TO BE FAKE WITH EVERYONE AND BECOME SOME POINT WHORE. IT JUST SEEMS WHEN I TRY TO BE REAL...I GET FUCKED!

Love
I really thought that you did love me That day you clocked me in da face. You said my fried up chili chitlins Turned out to be a pure disgrace I thought you were, like, all romantic When you unloaded in my hair. You've left me feeling sad and frantic, Your crusted jizz is still in there. I really loved the way you touched me With your size 13 army boot, The way we shared together needles Was just so ultimately cute I thought you were the one and only, You even had my email addy I want you livin in my trailer And be my 16th baby daddy But now my life is done and over You've turned it into livin hell The day you told me that youve knocked up That ugly skank from Taco Bell

Wish List Entry For A Fu Mate
This image is also a link to get you to support lounge as well just hover over the image and click it.Also if you don't mind leave a comment here about it as well cause there was 9 entries in the wish list earlier for it and someone decided to delete them. If you agree please be sure to voice it, the more that speaks the faster it gets chosen.

Help Me Out? Just A Tiny Bit? In A Contest!!
ISLAND GIRL IS IN A CONTEST - lets go help her out! She's paying for comments -- pay $1000 fubux for every 100 comments -- email her when you're done! IF YOU CAN'T COMMENT? at least rate please!! Tell your friends - and lets spread the love around! ALL LOVE RETURNED! GO BY AND AT LEAST RATE -- AND ADD A FEW COMMENTS!!! > > Patty❦Pirate Levelers ♡ Sniper's Bodyguard *The New Breed* aka 'I§låndGiℜl™ ☠ Pїℜåtê Wênch ☠ HAPPY Co-Owner of Club United@ fubar Thank you for reading, please repost :)

Bike
I was kayaking the other day and I had this less than brilliant idea to buy a road racing bike (I had one years ago and loved it then sold it because I'm a dumbfuck.) So I've been looking at bikes and I really haven't the slightest clue as to what I want. The best I can come up with is fast and not expensive. I might buy something retro just because I would really like to win races on something that costs less than all the other competitors. I just really don't want to go to the bike store and look like a retard when I don't know what I'm looking for.... This really has no point.

Broken Dreams - Track 2 - Coming Home
Broken Dreams None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Sorry for the length of time between posts. I know not much happens in this track either, but I am building to something I swear! Thought I would have got to it in this chapter but I didn't. Sorry. Lyrics from Coming Home Coming home is overrated /Some things are best left in the past/ You have wings, use them/ You say I am

Tuggg
i want more, more than what i get, but not more than could be given...i don't feel like the cherished girl, but a pet. To be caressed and then left to wait while Master lives His life. A pet to feed and leave to her own mischief and then corrected for seeking. one who steps back for fear of being underfoot. Longing, needing, dreaming and sometimes utterly lost until the tug on her collar reminds her...

Random Odd Thoughts
We all know what pedofile mean. It refers to someone of age messin with someone under the legal age of consent. But is there a term referring to people of legal age messin with someone else of legal age but thats wayyyyyyy older? im mean like a 20 yr old that likes 50+ yr old people. Or in several cases a 20 something yr old messin with a 80 + yr old person. Im sure there has to be a real term for it other then gold digger. hhmm...:-? If for some reason u were out someplace pickin cherries off a tree and there was a branch with 2 cherries on it... and when u picked one it suddenly grew back, would u keep pickin that one or pick em both just to see if they both grew back? is it just me or is the name "babygirl" a little too over used and most the people that use it dont really deserve the name anyhows? yes my mind is full of useless odd questions like these. Isnt it a good thing u cant read my mind? lol

More Siezures
Everyone has been asking me how I am feeling so I like to update everyone. Last night I had another major seizure worst I had yet. Than another early this morning. Both weere really bad. I wont be on much I just feel like sleeping. I just want to say hi to everyone and I will talk soon. I feel really crappy. HUGS

Medial Fetish Terms
Acomoclitic - A preference for hairless genitals. Acousticophilia - Arousal from (certain) sounds. Acrophilia - Being sexual aroused by heights. Acrotomophilia - Arousal by the activity/thought of having sex with an amputee. Actirasty - Arousal from exposure to the suns rays. Acucullophallia - Circumcision. Adolescentilism - Playing the role of an adolescent. Agalmatophilia - A fetish for statues/mannequins. Agonophilia - Pseudo-rape, pretend struggle or wrestling play as a form of foreplay. Agoraphilia - Arousal from having sex in public places. Agrexophilia - Excitement from knowing that others are aware of a persons sexual activities. Aischrolgia - The expression of obscenities. Albutophilia - Arousal from water. Algolagnia - Both Masochism and Sadism. Algophilia - Enjoyment or arousal from pain. Allopellia - Orgasm from watching others have sex. Allorgasmia - The need to fantasise about a more desirable partner in order to orgasm. Altocalciphilia -

Why So Far
Looking for answers, hoping to find, the solution to all the questions floating in your mind. You found the solution, how can it be, it only leads to more questions, more answers to seek. Finally found the answer, is it the path to take, how can it be, the solution I see is so far away.

Henchman!
Omg! I finally leveled! I just wanna say thanks to all of you that did so much to help me! My friends rock! MUAHZ Kisses and Hugz! Love, Kiri Mz.Çµ££êÐÐê§ïrê™ *GirlNextDoor* RlGf2Arakrune♥ Slave2Må$†è®RåvèñWº£ƒ FuWife 2 Van,Terry&Troy!@ fubar

For Bettie R And The Rest Of My Friends,
this is for bette r ,,, you know you the only person in the world that means hill of beans to me, you know your the only person that i truly love, you know you mean the world to me, as i leave this god darn place,, we have shared some good times, and we shared some bad times, i love you the most, and im asking for this one thing, one more time,, will you marry me??? for the rest of my friends, its been nice talking to you all and ill be on and off but not for long times, i find myself saying and doing stuff that makes me feel like crap, im sorry if i hurt anyone or if i made other feel uncomfy,, my true friends have my email and msn yahoo,,, if you are my true friend you will still talk to me there,, if you are not my true friend,, then you know why,,,, bedrock

3 V.i.p.s To Give Away!
Thanks for all who were interested. All 3 are now spoken for. This only lasted 6 hrs.. Still interested? Stay tuned, will do again in the next 3 weeks. Want a VIP? Got your Fu-Bucks? I will give away 3 One Month V.I.P.s Details below. Who wil be the lucky 3? You can get it in 1 of 2 ways. FuBucks conversion is $20.00 cash equals $1,000,000 FuBucks. 1.) You can either just tell me you have $1,000,000 FuBucks to give me or you can... 2.) Comment bomb pick with 3000 comments. You must number the comments 1-3000 and it can only be from your Fu-ID.

Morph's For Retart's
Yesterday I made and sold a guy on here a morph,only charging him $20.000 for a top quality morph....What do you think of it? Here was out shout convosation.... `NeVauNdaS...: ?? `NeVauNdaS...: so do u just take my money and run or do i get the morph I paid for `NeVauNdaS...: c this is the pic I wanted you to use `NeVauNdaS...: but i did say I wanted my eyes to match up ->`NeVauNdaS...: you never said what pic so i used the best one `NeVauNdaS...: that's why I said I wanted my eyes to match up `NeVauNdaS...: THERES* `NeVauNdaS...: i wanted the main pic used,thes an oridinal in the folders `NeVauNdaS...: but you used the wrong pic ->`NeVauNdaS...: http:... `NeVauNdaS...: found it `NeVauNdaS...: what profile? ->`NeVauNdaS...: all done in default on other profile hope you like `NeVauNdaS...: ok cool ->`NeVauNdaS...: i have it here i'll snd it to my profile `NeVauNdaS...: is there any way your gonna get that 20 k i just sent? `NeVauNdaS

Douchebags From Nyc, Insecure Fuckers And Other Lame Types...
So, I have recently done some chatting with people in my state- New York and all the ugly memories are coming back. See, my fiancee and I agreed that we want to try having an open relationship... I hate all the insecure idiots who say "I'll leave you alone, sorry to bother you" if I fail to respond to their IM within 30 seconds. Hey. Hey, you! Get a fucking life, you douche, I was just taking my dog out to pee. Or the fuckers who will choose to stop talking to me after they learn I am 8 years younger....bitch please, I have two kids, I'm probably way beyond your maturity level,and it shows because most mature intelligent people don't choose to end a conversation based on age. What about... the Douche from NYC who knows of absolutely NOTHING outside of the city.... including the name of a major bridge that takes you across the hudson. Seriously? I lived fucking 20 minutes away from you a couple of years ago and you have never heard of the town? Oh, your a new yorker, you are s

To All The "sexy" Women...
FUCK YOU, to the women who do that "lip pout" thing making us guys putty in your hands. FUCK YOU, to the women with big, firm, immaculate breasts, and wear loose fitting mock turtlenecks all the time. FUCK YOU, to Victoria's Secret and any other push up bra makers, for fooling so many of us guys that so many women have incredible breasts, but once the bra pops off......AAHHH!!!!! PUT YOUR BRA BACK ON!!! FUCK YOU, to the women with curvy booties, who wear boy shorts and bend over for damn near everything they do, then get mad cuz they "caught" us guys looking. WHAT THE FUCK WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN YOU PUT DAT "ONION" ON EYE LEVEL?!!! >:( FUCK YOU, to the dick teases, who grind on you on the dance floor, in the parking lot, on the couch, talking all kinds of dirty shit on the phone, but just wanna "cuddle". WTF?!! Blue balls is a dangerous health crisis. You put too many of us guys at risk :|. FUCK YOU, to the women who take the "cleavage pics", but want you to comment on how thei

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"JOSEPH I LOVE YOU. I MISS YOU SO MUCH" Female 26 years old OCEANSIDE, New York United States Last Login:7/21/2008 Mood: sad ------- Myspace status of my X GF :D:D:D:D:D:D karma's a bitch huh? then again I don't believe in karma. I'm lovin' it.

Christian The Lion 'reunion'
I seen this on 'The View' today..and looked it up to share with all of you...these guys raised this lion til he got to big and released him back to the wild..one year later they went to see Christian and he remembered them...the hug says it all...

Not That I'm Hugely Into Celebrity Gossip But...
"Batman star Christian Bale has been bailed by police after being questioned about allegations he assaulted his mother and sister. " Crazy method-acting man... Clicky-clicky

I'm In A Auction Bid Away Plz.
Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsMicki THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE ALL STAFF AUCTION....OWN ME FOR 30 DAYS!! JUST CLICK THE PIC TO BID ON ME! Just click the lounge logo to come visit us and join our family AUCTION STARTS TUESDAY JULY 22ND 10:00 A.M. EST AND RUNS TIL TUESDAY JULY 29th MIDNIGHT EST RULES #1. MUST SUBSCRIBE TO LOUNGE TO BID #2. MINIMUM BID IS $10,000 FUBUCKS #3. Cash bids overrule all fubuck bids...CASH BIDS ARE LIMITED TO ANYTHING YOU PAY CASH FOR ON FUBAR #4. LOUNGE RULES MUST BE FOLLOWED #5. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA...THIS IS FOR FUN FOLKS! WE ARE ALWAYS HIRING...FEEL FREE TO ENQUIRE!

Blog,poems,about Love And Things
what is love ? is a wounderfull thing,like a flower that is growing and growing, love is like a sweet feeling,love is ? thats the question,love can be between friends,but also to your family, people who are important to you, like im saying ,take care of your true dearest friends,the ones who are always there for you,when its sunny,and when its rainging outside, always take care of them and show them your love,true love .. what is love for you ?? so im saying what is love ???? i write more later .....

Dylan's Surprise
Dylan's surprise Well between traveling since the last week of June, until this past Saturday I have been spending most of my spare time preparing a surprise for my son's 6th birthday party. I only get to see my little man and his sister every other weekend, and I always want them both to know that they are loved and thought of always (cannot wait for the day they are old enough to choose to live with me, and neither can they) Lizzie makes an awesome smilf. And the kid's love her too, so when she stole my dude to go out and pick up some balloons, I set everything up out on our picnic table and then hid it under a blanket. Cassie, at first was upset yet excited because she knew her brother had no idea as she herself found out only Saturday morning. Neither of them had noticed over the past two visits, that a certain collection of Dylan's toys were absent. Some would assume I live vicariously through my son, via buying him collectible action hero figures, and from th

I Wonder If I Should.
Good Morning Luvs! Oh the title of the blog has nil to do with said blog, I just want everyone to know that Ms. Ruby is 77k away from Fu-King. So, how about we level her? xoxox Ebolarama - Every Time I Die

Die Die Die
Had this one a week or two ago but it was so vivid I still remember it now. I'll try not to make it too long. Started off with me at university studying music (god knows why). I hated where I was studying so moved to another university that turned out to be ten times betterl. Here's where it got weird. We were given an assignment to do a music video (in the dream it was to a QotSA song). As the class got one with this, people involved started dying off one by one. Most of us were oblivious 'cause we were having so much fun, except for this one girl who wanted to leave and go to the university I thought was shit. Everyone tried to stop her but she left and we carried on. She kept calling me to go join her but I wouldn't listen. After relentless calls I caved in and joined her, after which I realised what was going on and that I was next to be killed off. That's when I woke up.

Boys Will Be Boys
so my spawn got his third or so black eye this morning. my step brother punched him, and he's got a cast on that hand. it was a pretty hard hit. d's eye is swollen shut, and bruised pretty good. i just chalked it up to boys will be boys. my son can be a butt head so i'm sure there is more to the story than he says. but my mom is flipping out, and i think she was too harsh on my step brother. he's a boy, i'm sure this wont be his last black eye.

Weird
so i just noticed that i have really small ears, and they are kinda pointy. noticed this while i was pulling my hair back for work. weird i'm gonna be 25 in a month or so and i've never really looked at my ears. lol meh whatever. anarchy has elf ears! woot! ok i go to work now. toodles fubar.

Severe Thunderstorms! M/
not sure what it is with the weather around these parts, but myself and stina were standing on the porch smoking when holy hell opened up lol. it was cute, the first time she tapdance ran into the house, the second time i did. this is great.

Are They True :)
Courtesy of English writer Tom Utley, here is a summary of the characters of various Europeans: Belgians: mad, boring. Frenchmen: arrogant, chauvinistic, garlic-breathed. Germans: humourless, ruthless, efficient, greedy. Spaniards: lazy, hot-tempered, bloodthirsty. Irishmen: drunk, lazy, self-pitying, dishonest. Italians: volatile, sleazy, vain. Swedes: sex-obsessed, robotic, conformist. Greeks: smelly, hirsute, untrustworthy. Austrians: fat, wannabe Germans. Finns: pessimistic, sun-starved, suicidal. Dutchmen: clog-wearing, tulip-fancying dope addicts. Portuguese, Danes, Luxembourgeoise: too insignificant to bother about. The Brits: upright, honest, fair-minded (excluding the Scots, who are mean and belligerent, and the Welsh, who are blathering windbags). And Americans? Americans are all of the above (except when they're Canadians, in which case some of them are Frenchmen and most of them are Brits).

The Rainbow And Real Fun
The weave of romance, friendship and love Always alive, moving with the two Their hopes and sharing The strength and warmth Each can give Each can be free And then the play unfolds When each can Live for the other Nurturing and inspiring Only the problems unforgiven Could end . . . The rainbows and real fun The times outdoor and flush With each other and breezes The light fills both lives A beach is the edge of their one heart The sky the cover of the naked Excitement and delight In giving Giving Giving If it isn't giving It isn't living

Full Heart, Empty Arms
Thoughts of you illuminate my spirit; Never a flicker of flame, but with Arching bolts which strike with a force That disturbs my equilibrium. My mind races as waves of passion flush over My pale skin, causing me to gaze upon visions Of impossible romantic possibilities. Pathetic is this woman who anticipates the True rhythm of love, with a man she will never hold. My imagined discourse of thoughts leave me suffering, As my lips quiver with the words I shall never speak to his: "I have loved you more than anybody in this world."

Love Just Ain't Enough
Sometimes love just aint enough - Don Henley & Patti Smith I don't wanna lose you, I don't wanna use you just to have sombody by my side And I don't wanna hate you and I don't wanna take you But I don't wanna be the one to cry and I don't really matter to anyone, anymore But like a fool I keep losing my place And I keep seeing you walk through that door But there's a danger in loving somebody too much And its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust There's a reason why people don't stay where they are Baby sometimes love just ain't enough Now I could never change you I don't wanna blame you Baby you don't have to take the fall Yes I may have hurt you But I did not desert you Maybe I just want to have it all It makes a sound like thunder It makes me feel like rain And like a fool who will never see the truth I keep thinking something's gonna change But there's a danger in loving somebody too much And its sad when you know it's your heart you ca

What The Hell Is This?
You know a recent friend of mine was hurt by a man and you know what i think of that!? I think that he is one insecure son of a bitch and I also think that he has it in his mind that if a woman doesn't do what he want's her to do when e want's her to do it he'll go insane. I think that this guy want's to control the woman and doesn't care how he does it. That disgusts me and I think he should be labeled as a "bitch". I don't know maybe you can tell me what you think of that! "ALL WOMEN DESERVE TO BE TREATED WITH THE UP MOST RESPECT"

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Fuckin Stupid
ok if you have read my mumms you will understand what is leading up to this. My daughter has to be fuckin stupid. I love my daughter dont get me wrong, but she has the balls to throw my past in my face and think she knows what she is talking about. THis little bitch is with this stupid lil mother fucker that has put his hands on her twice. BLACKED my kids face!!! no shit i have pictures! I dont like him and i just told her she cant sit in my room talking on her cell to him , when i have let her sneak in to this house since she has no where to go, this is dad's house. he thinks she is a fuckin punk. I left my kids dad after about 13 years of getting my ass beat. But he never hit me in my face, my body was an open market, including my pussy. she thinks since i stayed that long she has some time. OMG fuckin stupid! it just took me that long to get a way out. Grow some balls and do me! I lost mom and dad since i was staying with him. He tells her all kinds of shit and she thinks this li

Made Me Think
I went to read a blog suggested in a bulletin posted by one of my 2nd Alarm Hotties sisters It was so sad... I will post it at the bottom of this blog But it made me think about what Im doing here and what everyone else is doing here. We are all looking for something... I came to fubar at the request of a friend from another site. I liked it here. But I was warned ahead that most of the fubar members are just interested in the points and leveling up. Kinda like a cyber popularity contest. With that in mind I was ready. I accept friend requests and I have over 500 friends. But sadly enough I only hear from a handful. And sadly enough I dont touch base with about 500 of those on my list. So I made a new rule If I accept ya ya gotta come back and say hi. I think that I too became a part of that popularity thing for a time. But since being on here for a short period of time I have met some real peeps and like them very much. I have made some real friends on fubar I have i

Deadly Shadow
Slowly stalking through the darkness, a lone Warrior cautiously moved through the enemy lair. Tyburcio Warpoet had his goal set, and was fixated on achieving it. Calling the Shadow Clan home he was a very skilled Warrior for his age, and had already become the favorite of the clan’s Mistress, and continuously called upon for tasks. At the age of Sixteen Tyburcio has already taken part in more than thirty campaigns, and lone “disciplinary actions” against other Clans in the region, more than any other Warrior his age which is the result of constantly intense training in the arts of Calvary, Swordsmanship, Hand to Hand combat, and Infiltration from his father Olmec Xchyler who was a superb Warrior himself. Born from another high status dominant female, Tyburcio was well aware of how the social structure worked within his Clan, and others for that matter. Which made him very useful for situations that demands a more “aggressive diplomatic” touch. Within his Clan the females were dominant

Here We Go....
Well, here we are again and let's see who is paying attention among my various inconsistant friends on this awesome site!! I just leveled recently again and many thanks to those that helped and to those who sit idley by on my friends list I don't understand cause when most ask for my help I readily give it. Now, I know the run of excuses, "I have kids, I have a busy job" blah blah the list can continue and that's great that you all have lives like myself; but let me break it down for all you busy types there are 1,440 minutes in a given day and over a course of 7 days it equals 10,080. It takes someone to rate my pics which I think there are 20 something; which to me takes ohhh bout 5 mins to rate at the most and that is with our awesome bouncer interference..lol. Now, with that being said, I do make my rounds to differnt people and rate them friends or not. Yet, it sad when I can make it a point to rate 1500 a day and spread myself out and I get rated one time by some in a pe

Being Apart
It's hard to be apart from you when all I want to do is feel your touch and see your loving smile.... But just knowing we'll be together soon, if only for a little while, helps make the distance between us seem somehow less and reminds us that it won't always be like this. One day we'll be able to hold each other and know that it's not just a dream or a visit that always ends to soon. Until that day comes, I'll Keep missing you and counting the days until we're in each other's arms again. Then we'll cherish the times we shared, and it will be as though we were never apart.

Suffering
My wanderings in life have been many and widespread. I think myself an experienced individual who only rarely comes upon things which I find daunting. Recently I made a return to Fubar, though the last time I was here it was called Lost Cherry. Upon returning I immediately submerged myself back into the mumms. It is here that I find myself most capable of learning things. I have made this blog to share what I have learned recently. There will be no references made directly in regards to any specific individual. The lessons I take away are altogether larger than the motivations of one person. Though you may read this at your leisure and formulate your own opinions upon what I have said, it is not my intention to stir up conflict with this listing. However, conflict is in my eyes the greatest stimulant of chaos and I do encourage it, so long as it is done with the courage and introspection necessary to present a thought both worthy and capable of being measured.

I Yoinked, Again.
1. Where is your cell phone? Desk 2. Your significant other? Who? 3. Your hair? curly 4. Your mother? chatty 5. Your father? flake 6. Your favorite thing? jammies 7. Your dream last night? non-existant 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream/goal? art 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? silence 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Seattle 14. Where were you last night? driving 15. What you're not? unhappy 16. Muffins? chocolate 17. One of your wish list items? luggage 18. Where you grew up? California 19. The last thing you did? phone 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? none 22. Your pets? Giz 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life? decent 25. Your mood? hungry 26. Missing someone? unfortunately 27. Favorite Store? pinupgirl.com 30. Your summer? busy 31. Like someone? definitely 32. Your favorite color? red 33. When is the last time you laughed? yesterday 34. Last time you cried? ye

#1
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Update
well to start off i guess i had a stroke 6 year ago after having my son and i didn't know about it at all til i got to the neurologest office and he DROPPED that on me i had got very sick after having my son i had a spial headack after giving birth to my son so i had a blood patch 2 days after giving birththen went home i had a seizure 2 days after beening home i got to the hostital and i had 4 more seizure they sent me to a hostital in boston now that i had shoulder surgery{ in janof 08} and i was healing good and then my arm started to bother me.the neurolgest i saw yeaterday this i may have some blockage in my my arm i am having a blood work to check my plattlet count a CT to rule out some cost of artenal acclusive decease and MRI to rule out some other stuff

Enter Goatse
Enter Goatman Say your prayers little one Don't forget, my ass To include everyone Tuck you in, warm within Keep you ass from sin Till the goatman he comes Sleep with one ass open Gripping your anus tight Enter light Enter Giver Take my hand Now we're off to Kirk Johnson land Something's wrong, shut the light Heavy thoughts tonight And they are of red Dreams of ass stretching, dreams of goatses Dreams of dragon's asses And of things that will stretch Sleep with one ass open Gripping your anus tight Enter light Enter Giver Take my hand Now we're off to Kirk Johnson land Now I lay me down to sleep Pray the lord my ass to keep If I die before I stretch Pray the lord my ass to take Hush little baby, don't say a word And never mind that noise you heard It's just the goatseman under your bed, In your closet, in your head Enter light Enter Giver Grain of anus Enter light Enter Giver Take my hand Now we're off