Fubar Blog Posts 4

My Pics Are Down Because...
I set all the pics of me, my son, and my hubby to myself only because some woman desided to steal my pics and post them on another site claiming they were her. I didn't appreciate it one bit! So I am taking all my pics down, editing them by putting my name in them, then I will reload them, I have to do this before my VIP expires cause then I won't be able to upload anymore. As most know I upload new pics monthly so I like being able to do that but right now can't afford to pay for the VIP myself. So, I'm going to put my name across all my pics and they will be back up shortly. The pics I do have open are my salutes and pictures of other things. Sorry to all those that wanted to see my pics, but I can't have people stealing my pics.

What The Magic Bus Is All About
The Magic Bus Is All About YOU. The More you do The More you Get. Read The Guide lines in My BLOG. It Is All About New Fan's New Friends, Lot's of Points for you. WHEN YOU FAN,RATE,AND ADD SOMEONE MAKE SURE YOU LET THEM KNOW YOU ARE FROM THE MAGIC BUS EVERY TIME YOU FAN RATE SOME ONE LET THEM KNOW YOUR FROM THE MAGIC BUS THIS WAY WHEN THEY SEE THE WORDS THE MAGIC BUS THEY WILL RETURN THE FAN,RATE, AND ADD YOU ALSO OK, THIS IS HOW IT WORKS HAVE FUN & ENJOY THE MAGIC BUS /SHUSHU /DAVE ANY QUESTIONS ASK ME OK ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar

You Wanna, Don't You?
Here is the pic link: What I am offering: Rate pics{rerate weeekly} and stash during hh Access to private folders Added to Family List Crushed "Owned by" in name if VIP is offered: A personal salute pic to winning bidder(I won't have any pic space once VIP runs out) rate you with 11's and if VIP status last longer than month then your ownership does too. *I do surprise people sometimes too.* No Autoplay here. A song that describes how I like my drinks...lol.

The Dream Of Love
The Dream of Love by Late Nite Fantasy© You come into my dreams on a nightly basis, Each time I see you my heart races, I can feel you crawl into my warm bed, Snuggling, I tend to burrow, with blanket over my head, The comfort of your body heat, And the way you never have cold feet, The reassurance of you lying here beside me, And how content we both must be, Holding you close to me, I really wish this dream would come true,

Back From Fpg Beltane
Greetings all! WOW!!! What a great Beltane it has been this year! Thanks to an unexpected turn of events, my hubby and I were able to attend the Florida Pagan Gathering's Beltane Celebration held at Ocala's National Forest this year. I have to say, it was the most wonderful and much needed excursion I have had ever! We originally were going for just the day to see some friends who were performing there with the group Spiral Dance. They made the trip to the states from their home down under in Australia and it has been over 5 years since we saw them. As it turned out, we extended our stay and just got home this afternoon thoroughly refreshed, yet exhausted from a most exhilarating and enjoyable experience celebrating the festivities of Beltane. We wound up camping with the Drum Circle amongst several friends of ours that are semi local and danced around the bonfires till the cranes called in the morning light. There is nothing in this world like being primal and feeling the ene

Rate Me Plzzzzzzzzzz
I am In A Contest For 1 Million Fubucks. First 2 To 15000 Comments Wins. I can do the Bombing But You Are More then Welcome To Drop Some On Me If You Would Like. But Will You At Least Rate This Pic $ Me?? C lick The Pic Below N Drop A Rate

Tears Of A Clown
Now if there's a smile on my face It's only there trying to fool the public But when it comes down to fooling life Now that's quite a different subject But don't let my glad expression Give you the wrong impression Really I'm sad, I'm sadder than sad Life changes and I'm hurtin' so bad Like a clown I pretend to be glad Now there's some sad things known to man But ain't too much sadder than The tears of a clown, when there's no one around Now if I appear to be carefree It's only to camouflage my sadness Shield my pride I try To cover this hurt with a show of gladness But don't let my smile convince you I'm hurt and I want you to know But for others I put on a show...................... Just like Pagliacci did I try to keep my surface hid Smiling in the public eye But in my lonely room I cry................... The tears of a clown When there's no one around Now if there's a smile on my face Don't let my glad expression Give you the wrong impression

I Actually Watched A Movie!
I watched "I am Legend" today. I know, it's not "new" but I bought the dvd when it first came out and it's just been sitting there with the plastic still on it, begging to be watched. It takes alot to get me to watch a movie, any movie, really, because I just have no interest in them. I always feel like I could be doing something better with my time then sitting vacantly watching the t.v or theater screen in two hour increments... and how disappointing is it when the movie just sucks? It is most certain I feel like I wasted valuable time of my life that I will never recover! So today, I set the whole mood up for movie watching...Nothing says "movie" like red vines and popcorn, to which I had both! Now because I'm so susseptable to the imaginative story lines in, especially, suspensefull movies, I decided I had better watch this one during the day light hours so as not to corrupt my exceedingly creative mind... You don't understand, I would take these creatures to be

New Member
we have another new member so goby daves page and welcome him to our famile he's the driver to the magic bus you might want to join it if your looking for new fans and friends so go fan,rate,add shushu to our family and welcome dave very glad your joined our group!!! sorry everyone i've been having trouble with my dsl router hope to have it fixed today or replaced thank you all....laura ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar

In The Efforts Of A Tight Ass
On Friday night, I decided to complete my circle of fitness by taking a body sculpting class. It focuses on strength training with weights in order to sculpt a tight hard body while still looking feminine. Now I do running, spinning, sculpting, swimming and yoga. Nobody could ever accuse me of NOT covering my bases! I had heard about the sculpting class from the the other women in the locker room. They recounted nightmarish tales of never-ending squat sessions and the occasional "I thought I was going to die" declarations. I poo-pooed their stories because they made it seem so dramatic. "It couldn't be THAT bad", I'd say in a patronizing tone. "Well, then come to class and find out", they'd challenge. So I went for my morning run on Saturday and then stopped by the class as if it were an after thought. It started off easy, a few stretches, some ab work, a couple of balancing exercises. Then we did some arm sculpting and without notice the instructor rounded the class

Phenomenal Woman That's Me...
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.

Touch
I want to touch the warmth of your body, And feel the heat of your skin. I want to be the only one That satisfies you... The one to wet the sheets on your bed, I want you, To feel my seduction and my passion To leave the prints of my burning fire Within your soul...

Attn Ddr Members: Lets Get Them Leveled!! Level 21 To 30
Calling all DDR members!! And everyone else who may see this!! These awesome ppl need some help leveling!! Lets all go spank their pages and get them to the level!! Don't forget to F/R/A !! Pm me to be added!! Requirements: Must be a member of Dirty Deed Radio Must have at least 1 verified Salute pic 50,000 points or less to level up to level 20 250,000 points or less to level up for 21 and up *Exceptions can be made depending on situation* DJ NiteWolf™ @ Ðïr†¥ ÐêêÐ§ RåÐïð needs 109,361 points to Fu-king!! DJ ±ÐrãgøñFirê♫±Êñƒør¢èr@Ðirtÿ Ðëéð$± Fu-Owned By DJ Jenalicious needs 158,673 points to Insider!! ~Babishelle bka DarkAngel Mafia Princess Greeter~/Promoter @ Dirty Deeds Radio and ~HUMPER'S Pet needs 140,375 points to Fubarlord!! This message brought to you by Dirty Deeds Radio resident leveler/perver: Silentlizard - Greeter @ Dirty Deeds Radio

Oh Well.....
Yes, I was so excited about FINALLY getting my cast off today. I mean FFS, you wear one continuously for a year....on and off for five years....you kind of want some relief from it. I get to the doctor's office, and they cut the cast off and I knew immediately that I was going right back into another one. The tattoo I had was on my ankle (before I had to have it removed), and when they cut the cast off, the inflamation had spread almost back up to my knee. I just don't understand why I can't catch a break with this damn thing. Anyway, just wanted to let you all know that I didn't get it off. Maybe Friday. Thanks for your kind words, prayers and concern. Mary

Just For No Reason Whatsoever...
...random bloggage. So I'm bored. Restless and bored. Seemingly the drama hasn't been so bad latley around here (that or I'm out of the loop..lol) and I guess that's a good thing. When Boo Boo's leveling bulletins get the majority or the looks on my board and the Mummers are being cool, it's definitley a sign of the times. Sure there are the usual cheaters, fakes, suspects, liars, manipulators, thieves, users, con artists as well as every other kind of person that you could possibly want in a real bar are around. Either they are avoiding me or I'm just really not catching all that many anymore. That or they have new ways. But whatever. I'm sure something will blow up as mellow times like these in Fubar land are always followed by dramatic O-M-F-G moments that we all laugh about down the road. I'm working on the usual things as usual as well as my long awaited trip to Texas (to be with chelle chelle!) which is the summer excitement worth looking forward to because well you all know my t

Just So You Know.....
Just so you know, if you have tired in anyway to contact me and got no where, don't take it wrong, but I have kind of dropped off the face so the earth. I have been in a very mean and pissy mood, and I don't know why. I am shourded in darkness and I don't care that I am, thats just it I don't care about anything anymore, maybe thats good maybe thats bad only time will tell. I feel as if I am standing on the edge of an abyss and at any moment I am going to fall in, would that be so bad? To finally lose ones self compeltly? Guess life just holds no joy for me right now! And I don't know why. Oh well at some point I will snap out of it and be myself again its just going to take time is all. So now you know why I haven't been answering my phone or shouts just don't feel like it!

I Am Worth The Trouble! Right?....right!?!?!
she's worth the trouble I know I aint supposed to hit and double back Cause I don't get down like that (But I'm Gonna) I know I aint supposed to let her push my whip And stunt in front of my chicks (But I'm Gonna) I'm going out of my way To see her everyday All of my niggas say (Jay why you trippin?) But if they only knew The things you let me do They'd know what I'm going through She's worth the trouble y'all She rides me like, I like, all night, so I know She's worth the trouble y'all She holds me down, if it go down that's fo' sho' She's worth the trouble Got a playa actin' like he's a couple I aint never been this deep in trouble There go my hustle It could be bad for me I think I'm fallin' in love I know I aint supposed to let her check my phone Erase them other hoes (But I'm Gonna) I know I aint supposed to hit without my hat My mommas would be mad (But I'm Gonna) I'm going out of my way To see her everyday All of m

Summers Day
Summers Day Can I compare thee to a summer’s day? Where warming sun and breezes play Where dancing flowers in meadow sway And time stretches out the endless day Can I compare thee to a summer’s day? Where swallows swoop there tireless quest And larks proclaim with boundless zest Unseen bees and insects buzz and hum About their business that in the summer sun Warming rays your skin does softly caress Can I compare thee to a summer’s day? Where cares recede and melt away Like turning tides the sand refined And thoughts of you our bodies entwined Stirs my heart and fires my soul Your virtues in verse I must extol Can I compare thee to a summer’s day? Would that every day was summer Till the stars grow dim and the sun hides her face And every moment was in your sweet embrace Then maybe id consider a moment in time Worthy of a day that’s full of sunshine Nova

Please Pray For Griffin And Christian
PLEASE PRAY FOR THESE TWO PRECIOUS TWIN BOYS. THEY WERE BORN 4 MONTHS EARLY AND HAVE A LONGGGGGG WAY TO GO FOR RECOVERY. BOTH HAVE BEEN HAVING MANY UPS N DOWNS, INFECTIONS, ETC. THEIR MOTHER IS A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE N SO IS HER FATHER. I AM PLANNING ON GOING OUT TO OHIO TO SEE THEM IN A FEW WEEKS. THEIR NAMES ARE GRIFFIN N CHRISTIAN. HOPEFULLY THIS URL TAKES YOU TO THE SLIDE SHOW TO SEE THE PICS OF THEM. http://www.kodakgallery.com/ShareLandingSignin.jsp?Uc=13t7qqsx.192dzbjx&Uy=-tliry3&Upost_signin=Slideshow.jsp%3Fmode%3Dfromshare&Ux=0&UV=94005915189_12749360413&localeid=en_US

I Need All Of My Friends To Do This Please!!
I am posting this for BooBoo. She is the leader of the Shadow Leveler Team. She has helped most of you on my friend's list, so now is time to help her. This is a repost of the bulletin she posted, so please click the pic, and drop 5 comments just to help her out. If you can't do that for her, then don't expect me to get help for YOU when you need leveling. Thank You! Mary ------------------------------------------------ BooBoo's Bulletin!! For those that know me know that I run around Fubar leveling whomever we can find. Im banned from leveling until I have rates... So from hence forth I cant level.I have been leveling since day one on this sight. If I have helped you please help get me off of being banned I need each person too rate this & leave 5 comments.. Im not allowed too level until I have 500 rates.... Please help me..I'm addicted too leveling anyone that needs help.. I need too get off of this time out !!!

Don't Judge Us W/o Knowing Us.
When was the last time you thanked a veteran? For the price of freedom they had to pay? Did you gaze into his vacant eyes? Did you see the ghosts he can't deny? Did you think a soldier's heart was made of steel? Because he was trained to kill, he couldn't feel? Did you see the guilt written on his face, For the loss of life he can't replace? Did you know he mourns the lives he couldn't save, And walks with comrades in their grave? Did you remember the boy with innocence lost? Do you really know war's ultimate cost? Have you felt the blast of artillery fire? Do you have the courage it would require? Have you stood in trenches consumed with fear? Felt the enemies breath so very near? Have you walked with God on a battleground? Seen your brothers dead or dying all around? Have you stopped to thank a vet today, Or did you just turn and walk away? From the pain he'll carry for the rest of his life, Did you consider his family, That watch him suffer in silence

Each Moment.
Sympathize No more lies Live to learn one single time Each moment Play the rich Spread, don't preach Innocence and love will heal Each moment Sweetness all around us Just taste it all Your wishes all the way to heaven The kind will only bring us joy Love will save the day We will never fall again Compassion is the way Let me show you my world Open your heart to my soul My love is complete Complete at your feet As much as you need Breathing in Breathing out Action gives reaction Cause each moment Trust in life Trust in now Letting go is everything Each moment

Tappinits First Contest
MY DEAREST FRIEND TAPPINIT IS IN HIS FIRST BOMBING CONTEST EVER! HE IS A TRULY AWESOME MAN AND I AM HONORED WE ARE SUCH GREAT FRIENDS! HE HAS NEVER ASKED ANYONE FOR HELP BEFORE! AND HE ISN'T ASKING NOW...I FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZ IS...HE NEEDS ALL OF YOU TO HELP BOMB HIM! HE'S MADE YOU SOME UNBELIEVABLE ANIMATIONS AND HAS HELPED US OUT ON MORE THEN ONE OCCASSION SO CLICK ON THIS PICTURE AND SHOW HIM ALOT OF LOVE IN RETURN THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original@ fubar

My Words(poem)
why the lord made me this way i guess for the pain that feel everyday. i thank him every moring i wake up cause i could have been dead along time ago my depression get the maryjane loving me so..them pills keep the pain away..im tired of it the rain..when the sunshine come my way. my words save my life my words save some people lives my words bring life some of my words took flight do it matter any more or im finding half asz people yeah that it..im finding out you not meant for everybody and alot people not right for you. the person who really meant to be with u dont end up with. some are lucky ..it's hard to find like i all i ever ask for is one person to understand me..cause honestly even my mother cant..all i ask forget about luv it find me later

Can We Say Dilusional
Guess whos back...yup thats right Sexyboy :s If he honestly thinks that my "finger" folder pics means i want to F**K him hes F**cked in the head. He only left 5 comments today...but i am sure he will be back :P Many Smiles April ♥

Find Level Ups
Seriously I wasnt allowed too rate for 12 hours.... help me all of you.. look around your friends list and see if you see anyone needing level please and thank you.. Please make sure they want leveled.. We just ran across one that decided he didnt want leveled ... Use this as a basis in what you are looking for Are you close to leveling and would like some help? We would like to help you get to the next level. Do you got less then 20K to level, have 150 pictures non ripped and over 50 stash? You are required to fan, rate and add all that help. You must be online to get help. Please leave a profile comment with the amount needed to level and we will help you. SHADOW LEVELERS.. Please repost

My Name Is Amber Bitches!
Hello Everyone, this is my random "About Me" blog that is inspired by my friend Nicole. First of all, My name is Amber. I go by Amber- on Fubar by either Amber or PinUp or Passion. I love my job- I'm a dental assistant which means I specialize in oral =D I love Trans Ams... and I eventually will have one again someday. I love vintage 50's era things [including pin ups] and Marilyn Monroe and Elvis. I also like watersports... I just wish I was better at them... like wakeboarding. I don't go out enough. And I don't see anything wrong with it and I'm proud of it so I'm gonna say it- I love sex. I'm the girl that will fuck night and day it doesn't matter what's going on I'll bang. I just love me some good sex. Whether its "making love" or a good "screw" or a good old fashion "fuck" fest I'm totally down. And yes, I've had a threesome or two. Not bi- just know how to have a good time. Hey, you can't expect to get pleased if u can't please anyone else ;) Back on track here: I have one sib

Searching
Searching for sustenance to fill my heart, to fill my soul What can it be? Who can it be? Can there be one for me? . Looking to the skies, reaching to the Gods with prayer . Are you listening? Do I deserve? Do I need to deserve? What am I to do to fill my heart and soul? I will swim the oceans; climb the mountains . Looking to the skies, reaching to the Gods with prayer . Are you listening? Do I deserve? Do I need to deserve? I will walk the desserts: wander the forests . Looking to the skies, reaching to the Gods with prayer . Are you listening? Do I deserve? Do I need to deserve? I am good I am giving I am grateful I am forgiving I am weak I am strong I am alone I am not lonely . Looking to the skies, reaching to the Gods with prayer . Are you listening?

Why
What makes a person say mean things to a total stranger. I created a mumm and i got quite a few people to comment on my appearance. Compareing my pics to monkeys and micheal jackson. That was so rude and disrespectfull. I am fully aware that i am not attractive to most people. I has taken me years to adjust to my changing appearance. People often make fun of things they don't understand. Do you really think i wanted to turn white. I would give anything for this bot to happen to me, but it has and there's nothing i can do about it. I try not to go out much because theres allways some jerk how likes to point and laugh and make jokes about my condition. I would like to thank all those people on this site who reminded me today why i never wanna go out in public again. THANKS FOR RUINING YEARS OF THERAPY.

Own Me
Ok guys! I am for sale! Since I had to make a new account I am really hoping to do good on this thing. Blasts Blings anything t help me get back to Fuking! So if the bids get into real cash I will be added more and more to the offers! Here are the Hostess rules and starting offer. I also just wanna thank all the friends that I have found for all the help! You guys rock!

Heart Broken
I am heart broken,so sad. Why couldn't he be different for me? Why couldn't my love have changed him? I know asking him to leave was the right thing to do. Why then does my heart hurt? Will I ever find someone that doesn't need fixing? I don't even want anyone right now, I just want to be alone in my sadness. Crawl into a hole and cry. I'm not writing this for your pity, please don't give me any. I put myself in this situation, I trusted someone, I let my guard down, and he broke me. I'm a weak, stupid woman who is so insecure and worried that I won't find someone to love that I clung onto the tiny speck of hope that this one would be different. Even though the signs were all there, everyone saw them, even me. But I chose to ignore them. I allowed myself to believe something that wasn't there. Oh sure, I could argue that he is a good person, deep, DEEEEEP down. But he choses to be an asshole and not work through his issues and resolve them to have a better li

Sort Of A Random Outburst.
I am five foot 8 inches tall and weigh 175 pounds (by my scale at home). Yes I could stand to lose about 25 pounds, I am aware of this, and its not like I haven't been trying. It just refuses to come off, no matter what I do. Any cracks my corpulence you can keep to yourself. Anyway just had to get that off my chest, no particular reason. You may resume your regularly scheduled programming. Have a nice day.

***newbies Check Here First!***
WELCOME TO FUBAR! What you need to do is upload some pictures! The more pictures you have the more points! Until you are a level (1), all you can do is rate profiles and pictures. So right now, upload pictures. Then what you can do is rate people's profiles and do friend requests. You ONLY rate people 10 (or 11 if VIP). NEVER rate any profile or picture under a 10. To view people's pictures, you click on their profile picture. It will take you to their folders. I have some folders that people can't see unless they are my friend. So you need to be sure to rate the profile and send a friend request. When you become level (1), you need to rate the profiles, FAN them, and send a friend request. Some people will not accept friend requests unless you say something in the friend request so keep that in mind. Some people do not accept friend requests unless you have a salute photo. A salute photo is a picture of you holding a piece of paper with your fubar name and id number on it

Little Tony
Little Tony is staying with his Grandmother for a few days. He goes out to play with the other kids in the street. He comes back indoors after a little while and asks his Grandmother, "Grandma, what's it called when 2 people sleep in the same bedroom and one is on top of the other?" His Grandmother is a little taken aback but she decides to tell him the truth. " It's called sexual intercourse Tony" she said. Tony just said "Okay" and went back out to play. A little while later he stormed back into the house and said angrily " Grandma It's not called sexual intercourse it's called bunk beds, and Jimmy's mum wants to speak to you!

My Friends
Since I have been on here,there have been alot of people to come across my page. There are a select few who have shown they are here for a lifetime. These are people who are there for me when I need an ear, hand or a kick in my backside. Some are new but have shown they are keepers. They are special to my life, and have brought so much to it. I am stronger with them in it, I dont know if I would be the person I am today without them. So guys thanks for putting up with me, listening when things seem so bad for me. Just being there means more than u will ever know.

No Fuckin Wonder...
If you ever needed anymore proof of why we are all going to hell in a handbasket...this is it... DULUTH, Minn. -- The driver of a 1997 Honda Civic that struck and killed a dog near Cloquet is suing the dog's owners for damage done to his vehicle. Jeffery Ely was driving on the night of Jan. 4 when Fester, a miniature pinscher, squeezed past owner Nikki Munthe as she was letting in her other dog and ran out onto the road. Ely's car struck Fester, killing the 13-pound dog instantly. Now Ely is suing the Munthes for about $1,100 for damage to his car, time he had to take off from his two jobs to get the car repaired, and court fees. Pieces of the bumper were propelled into the radiator when it hit the dog, Ely said, necessitating a replacement. Ely maintains he didn't have problems driving until after the accident and that the radiator issues were not pre-existing. Ely said he feels sorry for the Munthes' loss but, as a dog owner himself, feels that they must be respo

Haiku Of My Feelings
haiku of my feelings petals fall from trees like tear drops and wind brings rain of discontent tears fall like rain to be in the rain i love cant see me crying haiku is style of poems consisting 3 lines with syllable count of 5-7-5

Professor & The Student
Sitting in the front row, holding the tip of my pen in my mouth and swirling my tongue around it sensually while looking directly at the professor he as you lectures. I am thinking this could cause good troubles. Maybe it would distract the professor enough to finally notice of me and it makes me wish for the bell to ring so this class can end. I wish the professor would have tighter pants so I could see his package better. I put the pen down on desk and lay the jacket on lap which I cover one arm so no one sees that I reach under my skirt and with my finger I start to play with myself; still looking at teacher while he tries to continue to lecture. He makes eye contact with me and I see that by his reaction he approves and acknowledges what I am doing for him and gives me an approving smile. I feel hopeful that this is the key to me finally getting what I truly want – the professor! As the bell rang all the students rushed the door to exit the class I decided to linger to

Sex
Mission for a missionary Missionary quite contrary How does your garden grow A sixty niner is always finer Come on lets go, dont be slow Diggy doggy, bend over And i'll do you, real slow, no really slow We both stand up you pretend Youre looking over my shoulder For a four leaf clover We both pretend that we dont know We sit up and face each other We'll just sit till the cows come home I'll lie on my back, you pretend your at the track You saddle me like you would a colt Ill just lie there try not to bolt Sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex

A Story I Wrote A Few Years Ago.
The Silent Encounter. Written by : Louise Depot She had never met this man anywhere before in person, yet she was so intrigued by this man. She became familiar with him through a chat room, online. They chatted on a nightly basis for several months and even became cyber intamate. Although she knew this man was married but seperated, she just could not help herself with this man Each time they would chat, she grew more and more intrigued by him. She wanted to know more and more about him. He seemed so lost in a world of his own. She wanted to save him from all the pain and sorrow he was going through with the seperation of him and his wife. She wanted to make a difference in his life.She chatted with a few men online and yet there were none that could even come close to touching her the way this man did. He made her feel somthing she had never felt about herself before. She was afraid of the feelings that were growing inside and even feeling silly for having these feelings.

Moving Day Is Nearly Upon Us...
As those who already know,and to those who don't Sandy and I are moving house shortly...so please dont worry if we dont get back to you as the meyhem will begin,as we are packing and stuff as we go. Many thanks...

Everything Is Nothing, Without You...
sum 41 /with me I don't want this moment to ever end Where everythings nothing without you I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you Through it all, I made my mistakes I stumble and fall, but I mean these words I want you to know With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show And I won't let go Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt Pieces of memories fall to the ground I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go 'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go I've come to an end I want you to know With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'as I bleed my heart out to show And I won't let go In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies When you don't know what you're looking to find

Single Motherhood
I became a single mother for the first time when I was 16 years old. I thought it was hard then, but I still lived at home so I had my parents support. I finished high school and even started college. Not many single mothers can say that. Those who have read my blogs recently know that I lost my firstborn son when he was 4 years old. I then became a wife and mother again in 2002. All women I know never say "When I grow up, I want to be a single mother." Yet, in 2007, I became a single mother again due to a divorce. I have to admit it is much harder being a single mother now. Most men, including my ex, swear that I have it made cause I get "child support"...well that is the farthest from the truth. i get money here and there when he can afford to but it's not constant. I am all about sacrifice for my children and that is what I have been doing for the past month. I must say I am being tested hard by the man upstairs and last night was my breaking point. It hurts when you can't feed your

Female Testosterone?
As you probably know, I'm a guy. Nothing real earth shattering there. I consider myself an average guy in the real world, polite, nice, moody but level headed most times. Here in the fu-world perhaps I'm above average, judging from the profiles I read while rating. (yes, I read profiles. Amazing huh) I admit, most of the profiles I read are female profiles. Many of them lay down laws of don't ask for this, don't expect that, so on and so forth. I'm not a woman but I understand some lesser developed members of my gender tend to act stupid. Then again, this IS an on-line social interaction web site set up as a "Bar". You really must expect things like that to happen. So, what's this have to do with "female testosterone"? SImple. Men are not the only ones to act stupid on here. I have a lot of favorite cases of Female Testosterone. I've read profiles that insist no one refer to them as "hun" "babe" or things of that nature. Yet, they themselves have NO problem private messaging me c

Love Sucks!
Love straight up fucking sucks! I'm done! I can't do it anymore. I'm playing the field like everyone else now! The first day I ever talked with J-boogie! I fell in love! I never fell that hard for someone. I knew he was the one, but apparently I was wrong. We were together 10months until this girl Laura came along. Needless to say he told her that we weren't together when we were. So now two days ago we decided to give us a try again. I never laughed or talked so much with someone like I did two nights ago. So after we decided to try it again, I become the bitch apparently. I can't start a conversation without getting in trouble. Oh and last night started a fight because I was talking to GUYS! on here who actually cared how I was feeling! Then today I get bitched at for always crying. Seriously I understand that we both have busy schedules, but you think you'd make time for your girlfriend. You think you'd talk to her on the phone when you can't physically be with her, right? No

So Beautiful
You are more beautiful than anything I’ve ever seen, But that is not the only reason I’m so keen. You have a beautiful personality, It has its own originally. You have the most beautiful deep green eyes, They are beautiful because they have no disguise. You have beautiful, luscious lips, Even better when they eclipse. You have a beautiful soft face, So beautiful, I would never replace. You have a beautiful touch, So beautiful, I want it so much. You have a beautiful kiss, So beautiful, I would never, ever want to miss. I think this is a becoming a beautiful love, The kind only sent from above. These are reasons you are such a beautiful friend, I hope we will be together til the very end.

Echos
The dark calls out to me. Echoing voices ever so distant. Filled with the pain of the world. I cry out to a powerful silence. In the darkness, I hide. Locking away ever so tight. A pain no one should ever see. Distance calling out to me. To come, let the light in. No time for the weary, the maimed. For that is who I am. Do not save me from this darkness. I hide.. I belong.. envelop me..

Friend Requests
Why are people so rude to accept a friend request and not even come on my page to see who even requested their friendship? I at least have the decency to go on their page and fan/rate them and some of their pictures also after accepting a friendship. I even sign a guestbook if there is one available If you are going to accept me as a friend, please at least open my profile and see who I am!!

How Odd...
In May 2003, 5 years ago, Mother's Day fell on the 11th and the 14th was a Wednesday. This year, Mother's Day also falls on the 11th, and again May 14th falls on a Wednesday. This May 14th, my oldest, my baby, my "clone" as people call her, will turn 5 yrs old. I'm sure this isn't really odd, but funny how things are exactly the same, yet so different. 5 years ago today I was pregnant, sick as a dog from being pregnant, in a relationship with someone who treated me like shit yet I somehow still stayed with him, out of desperation, or what I thought was love, or maybe for lack of better things to occupy my time with. At war with my family. Having on again/off again speaking terms with my mother. Who I didn't speak to that mothers day bcuz of the ways in which she chose to live her life. Now, I'm not pregnant, I have 2 beautiful little girls, who I raise on my own. The piece of shit from 5 years ago is still a piece of shit, I'm in no relationship. I'm falling back into

Don't Know A Title
On August 2nd, 2006, I joined the world of "Lost Cherry"*. The girls on there were nice, and sweet as a strawberry. But on July 26th, 2007, I met one that would change my life. Any guy would be lucky to have her, specially as thier wife She's cuddly as a bear, and foxy as a fox. Everything reminds me of her, even a pair of "White Sox" I never met a girl, so kind and pretty. She has a lot of power, like Chicago's Joe Crede. Ever night I log on, I hope to see her on Fubar. We are closer than ever, even though we're both so far. But on April 12th, 2008, she made it a night I'll never forget. It's the night she leaned towards my ear, and whispered "I'll be your pet"

Spank Bubbles!
HAVE YOU SEEN HER YET! Can't miss her cuz she's got the.... She's that goofy short bus riding girl next door that we all know and love! Let's make her spotlight a show stopper! Cuz you know she'll leave you begging for an.... ENCORE Ok now go spank her all day long (she loves that)I wanna see her rank #1 in all of Fu-land tomorrow! Mrs. Bubbles™ *Girl Next Door*@ fubar REPOST ME!

Meet The Awsome People In The Auction
Hello everybody!!!! You can come and check out who is in the auction. I got awsome people there!!! So come check them out and bid on them!!! MRS. I GOT E¢¥M HATIN ¢¼Ace¢¼of Spades (Da Quietstorm) CLUB F.A.R.* Mmoire Bodyguard Cubs Fan King of the Gotti Family~$~DSC~Dirty Addictions Enforcer~Co-Founder of the MWC~Club F.A.R.~$ stevemarl pooh bear TJ @AKA GHETTOLUVA 26~FULORD@OWNER OFGHETTO LOUNGE@/MEMBER OF RATE / FLOW RATERS CO-OWN @ BAR LOUNGE Ch3rrYLiSciOuS ~ OWNER OF FU-GROUPIES~ mommy2007 Trell the crazy man The Bids start at 30,000 fubucks. Everything can be bid: Fubucks Tickers 1 day Blast Bling packs 3 day Blast 7 day Blast Ticker packs 1 month VIP 30 day Blast 3 month VIP Happy Hour 1 Year VIP I wish you a lot of fun and I hope you get the best out of it!!! Hugs and Kisses I'm a queen, I'm a Diamond!!! ~

Great Tits!
It's been a while since the BBC News has made me laugh. Check out this link... http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/sci/tech/7390109.stm When I saw the headline I figured it'd be something entirely different, I'm sure you can imagine.

Can You Belive Sum Ppl
Shane Coulter: watch ur ass now llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: watch my ass ok ,man sum ppl have such balls on the fuckin internet why dun u get your lil rich ass down here and tell me that untill then shut the fuck up Shane Coulter: i have no problem seeing u in person u lil fag bitch Shane Coulter: ur a loser Shane Coulter: a fag boy llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: cmon i will wait for ya Shane Coulter: 6'4 1/2 llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: and i am real scared lmmfao Shane Coulter: will stomp ur bitch bboy ass llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: internet ballls Shane Coulter: ur a bytch llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: come say it to my face if not shut the fuck up lmmfao Shane Coulter: u got fucked in the army Shane Coulter: be real Shane Coulter: bent over and fucked llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: wow thats original llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: lmao llllllll_twiztid_llllllll: ummmmm your lil words dun mean shit to me to Shane Coulter: they will soon Shane Coulter: bye bitch llllllll_twiztid_ll

Update To The Update
3 held for school car burglaries By Shannon Malcom, News-Leader Three Fernandina Beach men were arrested Tuesday after they reportedly confessed to stealing credit cards from a vehicle parked at Fernandina Beach High School. The men allegedly used the cards at local businesses, managing to rack up about $534 in purchases before the cards were reported stolen and purchases were then denied at the point of sale. According to police, the suspects attempted to purchase additional merchandise worth $1,319, but the cards were denied. Using surveillance video from the businesses, police were able to identify Jason Crowther, 21, and his brother Jamie Crowther, 19. Both men were questioned and confessed to helping a third suspect, 19-year-old Shane Ross, commit the theft and use the credit cards, according to a statement released by Fernandina Beach Police Chief Jim Hurley. Hurley said when questioned by detectives Ross also admitted to entering several unlocked vehicles parke

This Is Goodbye
Ok i think its really time for me to walk away from fubar i have mad some really good friends and will miss u all but the fubar is cause a problem in my life and its time to let it go for u who have my cell and yahoo hit me up anytime i will miss u all deeply and Woody know i love u and always will

Cheers....
Today, I want to send cheers to all those reading this!!! All those in the daily - trying to match the outside with the inside. Today, I achieved a milestone! I'm mailing my first novel off to be copyrighted. Yes, can you believe it copyrighted. This book is so very special to me because I proved to myself that I could start and finish something. Yall I'm growing into the person I see in my dreams. I wish yall could feel the love I feel for me right now even thou there's still some saddness in me. I wish we could share and all celebrate in this journey but life has a path for us all and we may not be connected. Just wanted to send some EXTRA love yall way. As long as breezes blow I will send unspoken wishes to heaven for you. MUAH... Also, if anyone knows of a publisher or agent I can contact please email me with the details. Much Love and Respect.....

Wtf
Last night i left a message on a ex friends mumm he was talking about his brother going to jail and how he was deciding on if he should go visit and yell at him or not... i said::*name blocked because i am nice* May 9, 2008 @ 1:23 am #26 of 35 j****** honey... honestly it would be hypocritical of you to say jack shit to him... and more than likely he won't listen because of things YOU do +++++++ and logged out.. I was not meaning to be mean just being honest because he has drinking and drug issues.. today i logged in and see i have a message from him..with the title "stop being honest" ++++++ Yea but I have changed a lot from what I used to be... you really don't know... so stop trying to throw BS at me +++++ i go to respond to him to say i wasn't being mean but he has me blocked keep in mind he thought i was bashing him when i told him he was acting like a jerk to a bunch of people one night. now.. if anyone happened to see the mumm and knows who

The Semester Is Finished
Yippee, School is out til May 27th. I am so happy with myself. I thought my GPA was going to go down. I know, it isn't such a big deal, It is a personal challenge thing to me. but instead of going down it went up. I had a 4.0 for this past semester, Yea me. Now my daughter is going to really have to bust her butt to catch up now.

I Need My Friends Help Please!!!
Please Help Me In My Contest!!!! All Love Will Be Returned!! Contest starts Saturday May 10, 2008 @ 10pm Est / 7pm Pst. Rates = 10 points Comments = 1 points. Winners determined by highest overall score. Click the pic below and leave me some comments!! Click Me You know you wanna!!!

The 343
Ask any firefighter, and he will say And the Brothers all agree; We know that day, and it won't go away, When we lost our 343. Where were you when the Towers came down, The cry will be heard through the years; Where were you when the Twin Towers fell, And we realized our worst fears. The old man asked of the young boy he met, The lad looked up and answered politely, "My daddy's a fireman, and he died that day, But I still say a prayer for him nightly." The old man moved on, and he found a young girl, And he asked the same question of her, She answered so slow,"I don't think I know, For you see, I wasn't born yet sir." But ask any firefighter, and he will know, The day, the time, and the year; For those of us who fight smoke and fire And have no time for fear. We know that day, and it won't go away, When we lost our 343. So when you see a firetruck speeding by, Manned by the men who fight the fight, Or you hear a wailing siren, in the middle of the night, It

Jaydadawn Dbc Greeter
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE DBC CLUBHOUSE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY JAYDA DAWN IS HERE TO GREET & WELCOME YOU TO THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE

What Hurts.........
When you LOVE someone with all your Heart and they could CARELESS. Talking to SOMEONE for months and then they just up and decide to STOP talking to you with no EXPLANATION and wont give you one cause their too damn STUBBORN to fucking GROW UP and act their age. (BE A MAN) or (WOMAN) When you ask SOMEONE how they FEEL about you and they AVOID that question and change the subject. Knowing that deep down even though he or she has done you so WRONG (MANY TIMES) in the past you still LOVE them and ALWAYS will. Knowing that if you EVER went back to him or her it would be the SAME old BULLSHIT. Knowing that you CONNECTED with someone and THEY KNOW that they connected with you but DONT do anything to PURSUE more. Knowing deep down that when he or she AVOIDS answering a QUESTION they think that their SAVING you the PAIN and HEARTACHE but they are NOT it just makes it that much WORSE. Knowing that you made an IMPACT in someones life and they just DROP you out of their LIFE

The Girls In Our Group For Now
MS.CHELLE ONE OF THE OWNERS Ms.Chelle *Girl Next Door*@ fubar MRS.CUTIE ONE OF THE OWNERS ۞ Mrs.CuTiE GirL NexT DooR™۞ONE OF THE OWNERS OF THE GIRLS NEXT DOOR GROUP@ fubar MRS.BUBBLES ONE OF OUR MEMBERS Mrs. Bubbles™ *Girl Next Door*@ fubar MZ.CUFFED DESIRED ONE OF OUR MEMBERS Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ one of THE GIRLS NEXT DOOR@ fubar MZ.JENN ONE OF OUR MEMBERS Mz. Jenn *Girl Next Door*@ fubar MZ.NOT YOUR AVERAGE GIRL ONE OF OUR MEMBERS "†Mz. Not Your Average Girl Next Door" SBRadio's Dj HotAzz~@ fubar MZ.BELLE ONE OF OUR MEMBERS MZ.BELLE Girl Next Door You Know The One Your Momma Warned You About@ fubar MORE TO COME WE HOPE

Continuity Of Government Planning Has ... Already Superseded The Constitution
Source: George Washington's Blog UC Berkeley Professor Emeritus Peter Dale Scott has warned: "If members of the Homeland Security Committee cannot enforce their right to read secret plans of the Executive Branch, then the systems of checks and balances established by the U.S. Constitution would seem to be failing. To put it another way, if the White House is successful in frustrating DeFazio, then Continuity of Government planning has arguably already superseded the Constitution as a higher authority." What's he talking about? Well, in the summer 2007, Congressman Peter DeFazio, on the Homeland Security Committee (and so with proper security access to be briefed on COG issues), inquired about continuity of government plans, and was refused access. Indeed, DeFazio told Congress that the entire Homeland Security Committee of the U.S. Congress has been denied access to the plans by the White House (video; or here is the transcript). The Homeland Security Committee

What Is Your Hawaiian Name? Plz Leave Answer In Comments!
MY HAWAIIAN NAME 1. The first 2 letters of your name: CY 2. The first 2 letters of your middle name: CL 3. The letter i: I 4. Double the 3rd letter in your name NN 5. The letter a: A 6. Put it all together: CYCLINNA

My Penis Is Smarter Then You And Has Higher Standards Then My Brain.
Ok, First of all most people on this site are full of shit. For some reason a lot of women on here seem to LOVE spitting all this game at me but never have the guts to back it up. You all must love fantasy land. So if you call me hot, I want your body, blah blah blah....first of all you have to earn that. "What, earn that?" Yeah, sorry sweetie, but just cause you are female doesn't give you the right to assume I want to jump your bones right off the bat. That's quite insulting, especially when any of you say something as stupid as "You Wish." If you ever say that consider yourself cut off from ever having a chance to touch me. I don't care how hot you think you are, I love being the first guy to ever tell a woman no for rude behavior. The look of shock on their face is priceless!!! :P Why should I reward a woman for bad behavior? If you always got a treat for doing something that was rude, you probably wouldn't think it was rude would you? Most guys are so ez, I can

My Son
Just wanted to let my friends know that my 5 yr old David is going to be having surgery on monday. He has scoliosis and will be having growth rods attached to his spine. I will let everyone know how he's doing as soon as I can

Tantric - Down And Out
Coming up for air so I can Check myself again and I stand Proven to the man sheltered Confidence we tend to shelf and Unexpected hunger drives me Just shut up and stand beside me I don’t need your understanding I don’t need to change a damn thing Though I’m used to have you here It's doesn’t change the man I was When you found me and there was no one else around me yeah Just turn the page and watch me grow There’s so many things that you don’t know About my soul Live and die but this will not get old Just when you think that you're down and out Don't preconceive what I'm all about Look for a reason that you have to start Acting like a friend that you are not And when you think that we played it out we come from the bottom and knock it out look for a reason that you have to start acting like a friend but you are not Nothing in-between to fall through I'm being myself who are you You stand above and look down You’re just a plagaristic clown You suck th

Monsta Luvins :)
The beautiful and lovely Justa Monsta needs 45K and some change to level to Fu-Queen. Will you help make it happen before she signs on again? What a wonderful surprise!!!! :D Here's a link to her profile and thanks to all who are able to help. She has plenty of beautiful pictures and some great stash. Have a great week!! justa ♥@ fubar

The Disease No One's Talking About.
Hepatitis C: The disease no one's talking about Hepatitis C: The disease no one's talking about http://www.statesmanjournal.com ALAN GUSTAFSON The Statesman Journal The disease is a 'silent epidemic' that is getting little public attention, state official says Ann Shindo takes to task the federal government for failing to confront hepatitis C in Oregon and across the country. "Remember when Reagan didn't say AIDS? That's where we are with hep C," said Shindo, the coordinator of viral hepatitis prevention for the Oregon Department of Human Services. "It's (like) 1988, pal, and no one's talking about hep C. "We have four times as many people nationwide living with hep C as HIV (the virus that causes AIDS) and we have no federal funds and state funds to address this epidemic." The national Centers for Disease Control and Prevention estimates that nearly 2 percent of all Americans, more than 4 million people, are infected with hepatitis C. I

List #4 Of Club F.a.r. Members
THESE ARE THE CLUB F.A.R. MEMBERS BROKE DOWN INTO TEAMS AS OF NOW, BUT WE KEEP GROWING. PLEASE FAN ADD AND RATE YOUR FELLOW MEMBERS, I KNOW IT'S A LOT TRUST ME, BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE IN ONE DAY. I WILL TRY AND KEEP THIS UPDATED SO PLEASE SHOW YOUR FELLOW FAMILY MEMBERS SOME LOVE, IF YOU FEEL YOU CANNOT DO THIS THEN I DON'T THINK THIS IS THE RIGHT FAMILY FOR YOU... I MEAN THAT IS WHAT OUR NAME STANDS FOR.. THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO US. I, PETE & ROBIN...ARE HAPPY TO HAVE ALL OF YOU... TEAM BIG PIMPIN NAH-NAH * CLUB F.A.R. MASCOT #1 FAMILY RAWKS *@ fubar (Big151)ClubF.A.R.*Team Captian*Count Chocula **C.B.C**.@ fubar Tommy aka*Fantasy Maker*CLUB F.A.R. TEAM CAPTAIN-------READ MY ABOUT ME!!@ fubar MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubar Mikey@ fubar DGAZ/Enforcer to Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar

Beat Up!
I did battle again this weekend and nature got the better of me. My arms and hands are covered with thorn scratches, bug bites and blisters. I look like I got into a fight with a cat and lost! Hopefully I'll be all healed up by Saturday so I can take on my yard again. I'll be glad when I finally get rid of all the thorns. In the meantime however, I am cultivating a lovely patch of Poison Ivy. Anyone want to help me with that?

Time To Go Through My Friends List
Ok.. Here's the thing. I have close to 1800 people on my friends list. I MAY talk to 20 of you all. So, I am going to start deleting people. Throughout this week up until Friday that's what I am going to be doing. If you wish to stay on my friends list then I suggest you either start talking or let me know that you would like to continue to remain on my list. Thanks, Shawty

Things I Firmly Believe
that the other woman is always sexier than the girl friend/wife jager is evil as mae west once said, "a man in the house is worth two on the street" (that goes double for girls) that sex is an art that bunnies are cute that the nineties were the pinacle of civilization that men on fubar need to come up with more original dirty come ons (not all, just most) the only thing better than big breasts is bigger breasts (yes, i credit marty with that one) that karaoke is way more fun drunk that old street is the best bar around here that salma hayek is the most beautiful woman who ever existed that tarot cards can be uncanny, even when the reader has no clue what the fuck she is doing what do you believe? let me know (i'm sick of writing blogs with no comments)

Scots, Wha Hae
Scots Wha Hae The following was one of Burns' poems that did not sit well with the English rulers, south of the border. Any person reading it would assume it was a call to arms, possibly rebellion. Which even though the Scottish were now under the one flag of the United Kingdom, and had certain rights which made them distinct from the English, the time that this poem was written was too close to the rebellion of 1745. I will let the reader make up your own mind whether it is a poem of patriotism or something deeper. A little history may be in order here to give you some understanding of the background to the poem. William Wallace was appointed Guardian of Scotland and and Robert the Bruce, was a king of Scotland who lead the clans into battle with the English. Probably why they are so well remembered is that they beat the English soundly, and established Scotland as a power to be dealt with, at least until, like any political system, complacency and sloth set in. Edward was the king

Do You Have These Great Friends? #1
I want to send out a Pimpout to some wonderful friends that I have, If they aren't on your friends list then they should be. Go by and show them some love, they are all wonderful friends and have helped me at many times with different things. This is my way of saying Thank you to each of them. In no particular order and these will be done randomly! ♀Wisħғuł Ŧħinқing@ fubar ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}@ fubar St3ph4ni3~ Owned by DJ CHIEF~Love you Andrew Aka TANK*Rate Spankers And Redneck Leveling Crew Member@ fubar '‡ÂñgÉŁïç KÎ$$àmÊ‡ MANAGER/HEAD PROMOTER FOR CLUB PIMPIN /REDNECK LEVELING CREW@ fubar ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER""@ fubar LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar Shaggy Member Of The Fiesta Tappers@ fubar Cherian@ fubar

Pulling One Out Of My Ass
An empty room and a full head these are my detrements. For you see in a life of a man there nothing is more exciting than a woman. A woman to love a woman to squeeze and woman to call his turtle dove. Now that she has left i have become an outcast only way to be happy is in the solitude of my mind where i am the king with a great big ring. In my world i am the lord and comander of all thast i see and everything i dont but i rule. I close my eyes i see my throne made of gold and steel and i swear with all my heart that it is real but when i open my eyes i see my empty room alone and cold and filled with gloom. Now the only thing to do is end the life of the once great king so noble so rightous and such a fancy ring.

Right Or Wrong??
Ok, don't know if I'm in the 'right' or not BUT, I was basically told that somebody can't 'perv' ( ie: rate ) my pics cuz I'm in a relationship!! So, I unfanned and unfriended that person, was I right in doing that??

Eco Group Calls For "voluntary Human Extinction"
Source: Infowars - Steve Watson Says masses should be indoctrinated to stop having children in order that the human race can die out and save the planet. An environmental group says it's sole purpose is to recruit volunteers and educate enough people to eventually realize that the human race needs to completely die out in order that the planet can survive. The Voluntary Human Extinction Movement (VHEMT) says humans need to stop breeding and voluntarily progress our own slow demise in order that plants, animals and fragile ecosystems can survive. The group's motto is "May we live long and die out". Their website explains their commitment to a long term goal of convincing the population of Earth that it has no future: It has been suggested that there are only two chances of everyone volunteering to stop breeding: slim and none. The odds may be against preserving life on Earth, but the decision to stop reproducing is still the morally correct one. Indeed, the likeliho

Convo
PHILLIP...: oops, nm, you said YOU ARE ->PHILLIP...: I know, my 300 lb frame can hardly support my400 lb head PHILLIP...: WELL UR FUCKING UGLY NO ROOM TO TALK ->PHILLIP...: you are just a mess, arent ya PHILLIP...: ATUALLY 2KIDS SAME GUY DUA ->PHILLIP...: i bet he wasn't an English teacher, btw ->PHILLIP...: how sad: got knocked up by a second guy that stuck it in? nope, cant say the same about me; no kids, 26 PHILLIP...: YA WELLI SLEPT WIT2 GUYS AND IM 23 BET U CANT SAY THE SAME UA ->PHILLIP...: shouldve kept those legs closed PHILLIP...: YA WHAT EVA ->PHILLIP...: heartbroken ->PHILLIP...: aww PHILLIP...: FUCK U B****

The 10 Rules For Cybersex
1. Before becoming involved in any kind of cybersex, please make sure your spouse, boyfriend, kids, etc. are out of the room at the time, (preferably out of the house and not during a major holiday when your in-laws are also present or at a time when all your relatives are in attendance). It really gets difficult to explain the moaning and groaning, while the buzz of various "toys" can be heard. 2. For men, before you begin, please check that your modem protector is on, along with the splash guard for your keyboard. It will stop the future embarrassment of telling the computer technician that your keys are "stuck" and you have no idea why. 3. For women, no matter what you are truly wearing, such as: sweatpants, sweat shirt, torn bathrobe, slippers, t-shirt with stains on the front, bloomer underwear that could cover a car or be used for a parachute, always tell your potential cyber partner you are wearing a thong, garter belt with black stockings, and your best Wonderbra (the one

G.t.a. 4....
It's the reason I'm online...lately. My husband's insatiable appetite for fucking prostitutes, visiting stripclubs and beating up innocent people while stealing their money has left me alone most nights since purhasing the addicting, sought after past time of Grand Theft Auto #4! Personally, I don't get the allure...'course, why would I? I'm a woman..not a controlling, power hungry, want to live my alter-ego male persona, such as my significant "other". I'm sure he'd beg to differ. I have to admit, it looks fun, in a seedy, bowel of humanity sort of way. I've never seen this game in my life. Heard of it, of course, but never seen it in action 'till we got it last week and since then, I believe an addiction is forming in this household of do-gooders! It's funny to watch the progression of a good guy gone bad when he can "virtually" get the chance to shoot, steal and fuck at will...it's as if I can see the addiction forming in his eyes, but shit, I don't care! As l

Is This The End Of Everything?
Is this the end of everything? There's a whole progression Making promises I can't keep Do I show, I'm empty Should I beg for your mercy? Do you know, I'm glad to be There's a whole progression Is this the end of everything? Do you hear me when I weep? Cause I search, I search for peace If I should die within my sleep So you know, hold me Nothing but you can taste so sweet Do I go, are you with me? Cause you know I'm in too deep Cause you know, lonely Is this the end? Is this the end of everything?

What A Fukin Jerk
MephistophelesMephistoph...: either u have something to hide or ur ashamed of who u r either way I don't talkto people I don't know Mephistoph...: why ->Mephistoph...: tell u what put a real pic of urself up Mephistoph...: not Mephistoph...: and im nopt asking so ->Mephistoph...: still won't cam with u Mephistoph...: want to try and be friend's??? ->Mephistoph...: look I don't know who u r and really don't care think what u want matter not to me Mephistoph...: sure right ->Mephistoph...: hot has nothing to do with it Mephistoph...: sorry im not hot ->Mephistoph...: u don't even have a real pic of urself u want people to cam with u ->Mephistoph...: I don't date anyone I'm married Mephistoph...: so do you date hot fit guys our fat ass ugly guy's and be honest Mephistoph...: ok ->Mephistoph...: has nothing to do with it and I have never even talked to you up until now Mephistoph...: friend's Mephistoph...: arew e friedns our not Mephistoph...: yeah

Masterofpuppets Made Me Do It Lol
how you feel about yourself now (The Devil) You are feeling that the temptation of a certain relationship, pastime or other form of pleasure is too hard to resist - its almost addictive. Question your motives, these sorts of situations aren’t generally good news. You may also have rather low self esteem at this time and feel that there’s not much hope for the future - don’t doubt your abilities, try to be more positive. Think carefully, you can still change direction. what you most want at this moment (Justice) The cards suggest WickedGoddess, that what you most want at this time is for a fair and right outcome whether it concerns relationships or business affairs. You feel that you are in the right and that any decision or agreement to be made should be in your favour. your fears (The Hermit) You are frightened of being on your own and loneliness, and you simply don’t know quite what to do. Take time to relax and in time you will have the answers. The Hermit sign

Firefox, Multi-uploader: "your Browser Is Not Supported"
Why am I not able to use the multi-uploader anymore in Firefox? Because of certain compatibility issues with the old Aurigma software package that provided Fubar with the multi-image uploader, Fubar made a decision to switch versions of the product from a Java applet to an ActiveX control. Huh? I said... ... No, I got that. What does that mean in English? It means if you're running Firefox, the multi-uploader won't work for you anymore. Use the single-uploader instead, or use Internet Explorer. OK... Pretend I only know half the story. How does an upgrade break the program for one browser and fix it for another? Well, it's like this... Java's selling point is that the technology is designed to work on every platform that has a "Java Virtual Machine" on it (and that's most operating systems, now). The old version of the multi-uploader was a Java applet, which IE, Firefox, and basically every other modern browser supports. ActiveX is a proprietary Microsoft tec

Sad Me (don't Read If You Don't Want To Read A Pity Party)
I have no female friends. At all. I have no friends in person. Yes I am a big fucking loser. Haters please don't make me feel worse. I was prescribed Morphine and it has depressed me. I wish that I had someone to talk to about sex, life, sports ect. Or just vent to when I have had a shitty day. People just do not like me! I want to have a conversation with somebody that isn't looking at my chest or picking me apart looking for flaws. I will let you guess which one of those is male and which one is female lol. Not all females do that because most women are better looking than me. I have found one male friend on here and he is a FANTASTIC friend, you know who you are hun :) (I miss talking to you BTW) but I just wish he was closer to me. Ohio is a long ways away. :) I am just lonely I guess. If you have actually read this much then I am amazed. Pity party over.

Painful Observance Of The Week:
When a girl you REALLY have the hots for constantly talks about how hot your friend is, despite the fact she knows that you think she's hot, and are interested in her to whatever degree. No fun at all. And yet, this is, the story of my life...

Basic Font Alteration Codes
SIZE CODE word SIZES 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Bold Writing in bold To write in bold you simple have to put your writing in between these two codes Italic writing in italic Like in bold to write in italic you only have to put your writing between these two codes Underline is rather simple writing underlined Like the previous two simple put the writing between this code and yes you can put all three codes in one will look like this Writing in all three. COLORS CODE words RED YELLOW ORANGE BLUE PURPLE PINK GRAY GREEN words For specific colors use the code above and heres the site with the color exact code COLOR TABLE FONT MODs CODE words YOU CAN TRY ANY FONT YOU WANT HERES EXAMPLES OF A FEW PLAYBILL GEORGIA ARIAL CHILLER GARAMOND ANDY IMPACT COURIER MODERN GIGI normal garamondnormal garamond boldnormal garamondboldnormal garamondbold in boldBlackadder ITCBlackadder ITC b733-decopristinaImprint

Love Comapred To Nature
love compared to nature I want to kiss you like the morning dew kisses a rose and like the sunset kisses the horizon. I want my love to run through your veins like a glissening brook flows through the mountains. I want you to long for me like a thristy deer is for water when Im not near. I want you to feel whole with me like the stars and moon is to the universe. I want your love to grow for me like a strom grows out over the ocean. I want you to need me like a flower needs sun and water to grow. I want our love to be as beautiful as a rainbow in the sky after a summer rain. I want you to love me forever like a mother will always love her child.

Spring Cleaning
I just went through my Friends list a dropped a bunch of people. I just get fed up sometimes when my list gets cluttered up with a bunch of people that don't talk! I am here for friends. Granted, I get caught up in the points races sometimes, but that is not the primary reason I am here. What's the point of having hundreds or thousands of "friends" if you only have a handful that actually talk to you? If you actually talk, feel free to friend me. But don't act all shocked if, after I don't hear from you for months, you get deleted. I'm really not a bitch, but I am a human being and just want to be treated like one.

Unconditional Love
I've been up since about 3:10 this morning...I was woken by my daughter crying...And the sound that is made when your in the tub with no water...I jump out of bed and race to the bathroom to find my 13 yr old sitting in a tub with no water and wet...I asked her frantically what was wrong...and she told me she could not move...Her legs won't work...I could see that she was shivering...I wrapped a towel around her and picked her up and carried her back to her bed...She was burning up...I've did the only thing I could do and that is give her some tylenol..hoping that her temp comes down...I lay with her for about 30 minutes...Listening to her breath...Holding on to her...Now...just checking her every 15 minutes to make sure that she is doing ok...She's sleeping good now... It's quiet...I've sat on the couch with the lights off for the past few hours...Worried of course...Praying that what happened to her this summer at her dads isn't what is happening now...I've decided that if she isn

Friends Or Haters
IT IS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING HOW PEOPLE CALL THEMSELVES YOUR FRIENDS BUT AS SOON A YOU START TO HAVE A PERSONAL LIFE THEY CHANGE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT THESE SO CALL FRIENDS THINK BUT FUBAR IS NOT MY LIFE. IF PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR FRIEND THEN WHAT DOES IT MATTER WHO YOUR DATING OR ENGAGED TO. IF PEOPLE SAY THEY ARE YOUR FRIEND THEN THEY SHOULD RESPECT THE DECISIONS YOU MAKE IN YOUR LIFE EVEN IF THEY DON'T AGREE WITH THEM. BUT PEOPLE HAVE TO ACT LIKE THEY ARE STILL IN MIDDLE SCHOOL WHEN THEY ARE GROWN ADULTS. IF PEOPLE ARE YOUR FRIENDS THEN THEY SHOULD STICK TO THEIR WORD AND ACTUALLY DO WHAT THEY SAY. INSTEAD THEY ACT LIKE PUNK BITCHES AND LEAVE BECAUSE OF A DECISION SOMEONE MADE IN THEIR PERSONAL LIFE. I CAN'T HELP IT IF YOU WANTED THE PUSSY BUT THE PUSSY DIDN'T WANT YOU. YOU CAN TELL PEOPLE THAT THERE ARE OTHER REASON AND TRY TO HAVE THOSE PEOPLE HATE ME. I SAY LET THE HATERS HATE. THAT JUST MEANS THAT I'M DOING SOMETHING RIGHT. AND ALL THOSE TWO FACE FUCKING PEOPLE CAN THIN

Cali Is Strict Lol
• A city ordinance states that a $500 fine will be given to anyone who detonates a nuclear device within city limits. • Alhambra: You cannot leave your car on the street overnight without the proper permit. • Animals are banned from mating publicly within 1,500 feet of a tavern, school, or place of worship. • A regulation in San Francisco makes it unlawful to use used underwear to wipe off cars in a car wash. • Arcadia: Peacocks have the right of way to cross any street, including driveways. • A server in California can be convicted of selling to a minor if the purchaser uses a false or altered ID to buy the alcohol. • Baldwin Park: Nobody is allowed to ride a bicycle in a swimming pool. • Bathhouses are against the law. • Belvedere City Council order reads: "No dog shall be in a public place without its master on a leash." • Blythe: You are not permitted to wear cowboy boots unless you already own at least two cows. • Burlingame: It is illegal to spit, except on baseball dia

An Attempt At Poetry...don't Laugh
I usually don't like poetry, I cannot do it myself and...cannot tell what is good or not when others write it. It's truly my writing blind spot, but lets try this Tossing, Turning, Awake all night. 8 hours, a full nights sleep. I reach for you, you aren't here. Cold and lonely, my bed mocks me. I call to you, you aren't here. Taunting, my voice echoes. I need you baby, I need to hold you. Silently a tear falls, I roll over. Alone, I drift off to sleep. Tossing, Turning, Awake all night. 6 1/2 hours till work, not too shabby. My arms are empty, you aren't here. They strain for you, ache with your absence. My world is incomplete, you aren't here. Everything is wrong I want you baby, I want to kiss you. A loud sigh, I roll over. Alone, I drift off to sleep. Tossing, Turning, Awake all night. 5 hours till work, a normal nights rest. My ears are listening, you aren't here. The deafening silence wounds me. My nose is sniffing, you aren't here. T

Surgery!?!?!
This will be the only subject in this blog but I appreciate u takin the time 2 read it... Bout 8 years ago I woke up with a killer pain in my back. This pain progressively got worse over the years & has got'n 2 the point where I can no longer lay down 2 sleep. That's right for the last... 5 years I have had 2 sleep in a chair sittin up. I have finely got'n so fed up that I have been actively pursuein treatment. CT scan; Bone scan; MRI; & X-ray after X-ray they have determined that I have an auto-fusion of t-10 & 11 & the facet joint between t-11 & 12 is arthritic. Acupuncture; facet injections... only help with the pain but I still can't lay down... After spendin 4 hours at the doctor's yesterday they found that I have the onset of scoliosis... I am scheduled 4 surgery on the May 29th & will be in the hospital 2 days & home 4 bout 2 more b/4 I have 2 go back 2 work (I can't afford 2 take too much time off) So 2 my friends & family here on fu... when u don't C me 4 a few day

Swinger List
1. What is swinging? Swinging started when impotent men allowed their wives to be fucked by well-hung studs so that they wouldn't leave them. However, in the many years since, swinging has developed and now many small-dicked men as well as limp-dicked men will share their wives with the likes of you and me. 2. What do I need to get into swinging? For a single male swinger, the most important thing you need is a big cock. If you have a genuine ten-inches or more then you're laughing, but eight inches is sufficient. A big cock is the most important thing in a woman achieving orgasm, so that's what most swinging women will be attracted to. DO NOT BE FOOLED if a woman claims she likes receiving oral, or foreplay, or that dick-size isn't important to her; it isn't important, it's _vital_. Women are hypocrites in this respect; they like to boast about not being so "shallow", but in the cold light of day, when she's choosing her next fuck-target, she'll go for the biggest dick s

My Ex..
Yeah, so I'm divorced with 2 kids, yadda yadda yadda...I didn't have an attorney..My ex husband and his attorney drew up the custody agreement and I was pleased with it. Now "father of the year" is bitching because he has to have the kids 2 weekends in a row *gasps*....He starts bitching to me about "i pay you the same amount of child support even if i have them more." (And by more, he means an extra weekend or 2)Well thats the least he could do! Seriously, why do men act like they should be given a parade for doleing out a few hundred dollars a month for kids they helped create?? Honestly! He's not the one who has to do the school/daycare thing all week. He's not making dinner. Not doing their laundry or getting after them to clean their room. He isn't there when they fall and scrape their knees, he's not there when my oldest loses a teeth. Hell, the jerk doesn't even respond to messages when my kids have news. I don't expect special treatment because I'm a single mom. I'm responsible

Dammit!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've lost my mumm privileges! WTF?! I see trash mumms posted up all day that does not follow the "GUIDELINES" Said guidelines are: What Guidelines should I follow for posting a MUMM? MUMM stands for Make Up My Mind. It is designed to be a platform to allow you to pose a question that has an A and B option. MUMMs are NOT designed to promote yourself or anyone else, GAIN POINTS (why give them?), advertise an event or commercialized product, or promote racism, bigotry, hatred, or physical harm against any group or individual. MUMMs must also NOT contain inappropriate conduct, phone numbers and contact information, nudity, violence, or offensive subject matter, nor can it provide links to adult websites. Any use of PHOTOS or VIDEOS posted in the MUMMs must be appropriate and relevant to that MUMM, or the MUMM will be deleted. fubar has the right in its sole discretion to delete a MUMM with or without notice if it contains any of the above material and/or deems it ina

Untitled
UNTITLED when i first met you i was afraid afraid of opening up afraid of getting hurt or worse getting my heart broke again i didnt think i could ever love someone again i didnt think it was possible till i met you Now I lay here awake thinking about you curled up in a ball in my bed all alone cuddled up to a pillow crying myself to sleep wishing you were here with me and wishing you knew how u make me feel when i talk to you i laugh i cry happy tears and you put a real smile on my face a smile that people dont see very often ,but when i'm talking to you i cant help ,but smile all the time. you make me feel loved like i'm the only one in the world that matters you make me get butterflies in my stomach every time we talk you make me feel like a little giggly school girl in love again i was so afraid to open up not thinkin i would ever feel like this again i am so glad i finally did you have shown me that there is love out there an

Loyal
I know when looking for a bombing family, you look towards one with family loyalty.With the family I'm going to start,there will be loyalty,as well as respect from your brothers/sisters..Most important, support when you need it! It won't be like anything you've seen, on this site or any other.. What I'm proposing to do is accept members on a bike club rule system. You must prove your loyalty to become a member of this family.However you will not be asked to do more then show your willingness to bomb/level as needed, and prove that you can be a trusted and loyal member of this family..As such a probationary period(prospecting)will be necessary. Club patchs will be given out as loyalty to the family as shown..Any questions speak to a club officer..President, Vice President, Sgt.@Arms& Security, or Secretary..This is proving to be one of the greatest family's on Fu,Join us now! If you have what it takes you'll have an full patch like this one! ¶PÃIЙT€Я™ Pre

I Miss Things The Way They Were
The old site. Since lost cherry (i knew it has cherrytap) changed its name to fubar things have changed. Im not talking about how the site is run Im talking about the people. What happened to the old site where friends rated friends pics and things without being asked? Now if you want anyone to rate anything you have to "pay" them. WTF. There are still a few good souls out there like leveling familys that come when you are close to leveling but noone just rates to rate and make friends anymore. Noone reads profiles anymore. WTF happened to the most friendly site that was out there. Its turned fu-buck hungry. I remember not that long ago when spotlight was way under 1 mill. now its 8 mill. I just miss things the way they used to be. So many fake profiles. Oh well there is no changing it i guess.

Talent Recognized
WOW! I have my own art gallery!!! Click Here! SHOW HIM SOME "LOVE" (I absolutely hate that saying, but yea... if you have a second head over there and throw him a few 10's or even 11's!) Thanks & Enjoy! xo Philemon - Owned by Per@ fubar Phil, Thanks again for all the beautiful sketches! You are very talented and I am flattered more than you know!

Racist Against My Own People...
THIS IS NOT SO MUCH A BLOG AS IT IS A RANT.... I was asked the other day if I was voting for Barack Obama and my answer was "I have not decided who I was voting for". I was then asked.."Wasn't I going to vote for him to help support MY black people"? I said "Just because he is black does not make him the best candidate, nor should anyone assume that I would vote for anyone because of their color or sexual gender". I was then called a "racist against my own people and should be ashamed of myself". 1st of fucking all I will support anyone that I feel is the better person ALTHOUGH THEY ALL SUCK ASS IF YOU ASK ME.. Our government are fascist criminals and we are only going to go deeper into debt and deeper into government rule. Our rights have slipped so far into nothingness all the while they are more concerned with that fate of other countries while our own is becoming a third world nation. Yes, we need control to stop crimes against humanity and yes we need to help those who ca

A Perfect Kiss
It probably happened to all of you when you were kids to day dream about your first kiss.... Some of you feared it and some of you waited for the right one....while others probably didnt even care about the person that would give them this unique feeling. What makes a kiss PERFECT? The look in his eyes before his lips touch you? The butterflies that you feel when his warm lips touch yours? The touch of his hands while he holds you close to his body almost like wanting both of you to become ONE? The shy smile that he gives you after everything is over? I had my first kiss with what i thought is the right person. I also dreamed of those small perfect things that a kiss involves: the touches, the smiles, the looks....... But..... I discovered what is PERFECT in a kiss.... You dont need the touches, the smiles, or the looks.....you NEED THE FEELINGS! You need the DREAM and THE MAGIC! Only MAGIC can make something as PERFECT as this! And this my dear friends is the s

Why Do I Bother Much?
I am a lonely person I sit on here and talk to soo many different people,and I have met a few different people off this thing I made a mistake and met this one guy he thought he could smooth talk me and try and get me to get in bed with him and I refused him and he got angry and oh well but yet he still considered me his friend. But he got angry that I wouldn't do anything with him so I feel why bother meeting anyone off here weather it be female or male because I am who I am I am a flirt in real life as well as on here I like to be flirted with by male and females... but I have made a few good friendships off here because I cared enough to talk to the people and try and help them out with advise as much as I can because some of them are in my situation with kids and being single moms or single dads... so I have a few that I am close with on here that I speak to as much as I can when they are on. I dont judge people by their looks or their orientation because I like the similar things

Ugh
Ok so this is gonna be a sorta long one cuz i need to vent...lmao....So here goes....I don't understand why dudes (and chicas too i'm sure) can't be HONEST about themselves...I mean come on...WTF...Why do they lie to you or feed you some line of bullshit if that isn't the way they feel....Oh wait...maybe it's because they just want in your pants or maybe they did feel like that at some point put decided it was ok to talk to 50 other girls or guys at the same time and tell them the same thing....THAT SHIT PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF...I mean really...here's some advice... 1) DON'T BE A FUCKIN' PLAYA..if you have no intentions of actually meeting the dude/chica that you're talking to then tell them that...don't give them a line of bullshit so they'll keep talking to you in case one of your other bitches decides to drop you!! 2)DON'T PLAY GAMES....games are for high school teenagers for god's sake...be an adult and act like one...seriously!! 3)DON'T PLAY GAMES WITH BITCHES THAT KNOW HOW T

Pimped Out Friends!
If you dont have these fu's as friends, you are so missing out! Go fan, add, rate and show them lots of fu love!! Tell this set of fu's that sensual-breeze sent you! This fu was my first and I will never forget him...my first to bling me that is! Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63* This fu keeps me wet when I am dry...He buys me drinks and lots of them! Get your mind out of the gutter! !!!RIÇKŸ'~ This fu has such a kind heart and always listens to my woes whatever they may be. PETrified_WoOdY! Now this fu...gotta love someone who can never find his pants! Cappy This fu always makes me smile and he looks pretty good in those sunglasses too! Jeffus'kickin wing' This wonderful man has been my friend since I started the fu. He's my teddy bear. ~WILDBILL10169~

"friend" Removing.
I'm cutting out all the people I don't consider friends or buddies. If you want to stay on the list and you know we're not really friends, but you'd like to try and make an effort, go ahead and leave me a comment and I'll make sure I keep you for round two. I just have too many people on my list that I don't interact with in any way, that don't even read my blogs, and just wouldn't know if I was gone. And after the recent events in my life, I'd like to just keep my friends and semi friends close. On another note, Autumn is scheduled for emergency surgery since shes not taking to the medicine well and they want to try a gtube and see if that helps. Its Thursday. I'm nervous as fuck. I want my baby girl to be ok. Pats being there for me though which really helps. Hes the wind beneath my wings -.-

Waaahhh...... I Got My Fu-feelings Hurt... Lol...
Well, I've been on Fubar since sometime in March I think & I've finally run across my first Fu-Asshole... He got mad & called me a cunt because I wouldn't give out my Yahoo ID to him... Said he wasn't here to "audition" for me.... I've got news for him, I'm not here to give out my Yahoo ID to every creep that asks, begs, or demands it... Fuck him! He even rated me a 1... If the jerk had bothered to read my profile he would've saved himself some energy from getting all pissed off, because I've got it stated quite plainly that I don't give my Yahoo out to just anybody... So, I am a cunt now... Hahahahaha.... He can go kiss my Fu-Ass....

Sick Part 2!
Heard back from the doctors today, ultra sound came out fine however the PAP did not he stated that I have PRE-CANCER cells so now I've got to have a DNC done to find out if it is bonine or malignant. My appointment isn't til the 7th of July so we shall see what happens then!

Is There Love
Is there love Is there love out there for me? Somethimes i wonder if I will ever find love again. But my hearts tells me I will. Is there someone that will love me as much as i would them? Will I ever feel love again? Am I meant to find love? What is love without someone to share it with? Love is meant to be shared between two people. Maybe one day love will resuce me from this turmoil. Maybe someone out there is searching for the same kind of love I am.

When I Stare Into The Stars
when i stare into the stars all my fears subside and my heart stops to hide all the tears ive cried become tears of a love that died cause the one that lied now that i cried all those tears for the love that died theres no reason for my heart to hide

Stolen From Beauty
1. Are you ready for 100 questions? Why not 2. Do you watch college football? No 3. Who will fill this survey out after you? Dunno 4. Who was the last person to send you a text message? Scott 5. Do you love anyone? Well, DUH! 6. Are you happy? Sometimes, not lately 7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Wal-Mart (white trash)

Beer At Wal Mart
A husband and wife are shopping in their local Wal-Mart's and the husband picks up a case of Budweiser and puts it in their trolley. 'What do you think you're doing?' asks the wife. 'They're on sale, only $10 for 24 cans,' he replies. 'Put them back, we can't afford them,' demands the wife and so they carry on shopping. A few aisles further on along the woman picks up a $20 jar of face cream and puts it in the trolley. 'What do you think you're doing?' asks the husband. 'Its my face cream. It makes me look beautiful,' replies the wife. Her husband retorts: 'So does 24 cans of Budweiser and its half the price.

New Auction! Sign Up And Get Goodies!
> HALOS OFF! HORNS ON! Let's Get Naughty! I am hosting my first ever NSFW AUCTION! There will be a $100,000 FUBUCKS entry fee which will be my initial bid on you. SO, you are guaranteed that back! Private Message me a Pic (be a tease or put it all out there ...whatever you like...I will be making custom pics and adding a little censorship as to leave something to the imagination!) The offer can be the usual ownership stuff or naughty packages...up to you! Girls Gone Wild and Bad Boys both encouraged to enter! Any questions just ask! XOXO ~PebblesinAZ~Make My Bedrock! C Sticky Bulletin/Blog! xoxo@ fubar

Cat's In The Cradle By Harry Chapin
My child arrived just the other day, He came to the world in the usual way, But there were planes to catch and bills to pay, He learned to walk while I was away And he was talking 'fore I knew it and as he grew He'd say I'm gonna be like you, Dad You know I'm gonna be like you And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon Little boy blue and the man on the moon When you coming home dad, I don't know when, But we'll get together then You know we'll have a good time then My son turned ten just the other day, He said thanks for the ball, dad, come on let's play Can you teach me to throw, I said not today I got a lot to do, he said that's OK And he, He walked away, but his smile never did, and said I'm gonna be like him, yeah You know I'm gonna be like him And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon Little boy blue and the man on the moon When you coming home dad, I don't know when, But we'll get together then You know we'll have a good time then Wel

Missing You
MISSING YOU Online you're the one for me and I'm the one for you too and when you're not on the net, I'm missing you I don't really know you, and we've never met but already you've become someone I can't forget I'm so confused about what I can do, if I only knew it is so hard when you're offline, because I'm missing you You're not real to me, just a fantasy a dream that can’t be touched, but I can see As a friend and a lover there so much you can do then when we're done, I'm missing you We can talk, we can flirt, we can make love without shame because here in cyberland that's the name of the game Online, you're the one that's there, you're the one that's true that's why when you're offline, I'm missing you Offline, I know you have a whole different life you're a friend, a mother, and a wife I’m sad because I know at some point we will be through my head bows, a tear falls, because then I will forever be missing you STANLEY HENDRIX

Hmm Wtf
ok cupcake i was trying to be nice but you wanna play games go ahead you hit everyone in thier sb and on yahoo driving peeps nuts ya know what we will have a nice and keep my lounge out of you little pisses mood ok if f*ck with my lounge dude your gonna have to deal with me by the time im through youll wish you never met me so if your smart back the f*ck off

Sbradio - Updates
After reading Zoorag and the Charlie Rose interview of Metalica and Chuck D, and Metalica's lawsuit against Napster. This is kinda old news about people loosing their Napster accounts because they have Metalica on their hard drives. I thought this was stupid years ago when Lars Head of Metalica First started his gun slinging effort and I still think its stupid, This is one reason as of today SBRadio Will no longer play metalica. Chuck D of Public Enemy Vs. Lars Ulrich of Metallica -OR- Freedom of music Vs. We want more control On Friday (May 12) Public Enemy frontman Chuck D and Metallica's Lars Ulrich went head-to-head debating the Napster controversy on The Charlie Rose Show on PBS. Ulrich, anti-Napster, and Chuck D, pro-Napster, discussed the different sides of this issue. Listen to the entire broadcast (Courtesy PBS) View the entire broadcast (Courtesy PBS) Here's some excerpts from the broadcast: Charlie Rose: (to La

Down Rater
i dont understand why there have to be rude people out there i have never given anyone nothing but tens or elevens if iu have them and there are people giving me 1 or 2 and rating my stash pics of my son a thumbs down i guess there are rude people out there and heres one that did that richard549@ fubar

Differences Between Men And Women
1. NAMES: If Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara go out for lunch, they will call each other Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara. If Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy. 2. EATING OUT: When the bill arrives, Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom will each throw in a $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want the change back. When the women get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. 3. MONEY: A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale. 4. BATHROOMS: A man has five items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, shaving cream,razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Marriott. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify most of these items. 5. ARGUMENTS: A woman has the las

Idiots !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2 days ago i was at work all day long . I recieved a phone call from my children telling me that when they got home off the bus my landlords had put my house and land up forsale .. U know it really sucks that ppl have to be this way .They told me when they bough it i would never have to worry renting from anyone eles . Well the fixed a few things and then decided to sell it out from under me . Why do ppl have to like this MONEY HUNGRY PPL ... I was never late on my rent payed all my bills on time yard cleaned and house cleaned all the time kids are good kids no problems at all out of my children or myself . So why is it that ppl want to be like this .. They say one thing and do another? So what do i do now they gave me no warning to they were going to sell i have money saved up but now have to worry about finding somewhere eles to live . My kids dont want to leave the area for the friends and school , we have been here for 3 years this is our home .

Who Else Is Sick Of This??????
I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU ALL, BUT SOMETHING ABOUT THIS SO CALLED "ADULT" SITE THAT GETS ON MY LAST NERVE IS RECEIVING THESE MESSAGES: from subject received fubar shop One of your photos has been marked NSFW. 05/16/2008 12:18 pm fubar shop One of your photos has been marked NSFW. 05/16/2008 12:11 pm fubar shop One of your photos has been marked NSFW. 05/16/2008 12:10 pm WHY CAN'T THE GROWN-UPS IN HERE JUST NOT LOOK AT STUFF THEY DON'T LIKE AND MOVE ON???? WHY MUST ADULTS FEEL THE NEED TO TATTLE-TAIL ON OTHERS? WHY CAN'T WE AS ADULTS DECIDE WHAT PICS ARE NAUGHTY AND WHAT PICS ARE NICE? AND WHY SINCE IT IS AN ADULT SITE AND AN ONLINE BAR FOR PETE'S SAKE ARE THERE PRUDES IN HERE THAT GET OFFENDED BY OTHER PEOPLE'S ART IN THE FIRST PLACE???? THOSE PEOPLE NEED TO JUST GO TO OTHER SITES AND LEAVE FUBAR, IN MY OPINION. IS IT JUST ME OR ARE OTHERS IN HERE FED UP WITH THIS SH*T TOO????? I WENT AHEAD AND LABELED EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY FUBAR PHOTO FILES (EXCEPT

Liquor...
O.K. drinkers I know it's all types of liquors you could choose from to make you feel great,right?..I'm not talking about mixed drinks,only straight alcohol....My favorite is good ole tequila!.."Patron" that is,I don't like other tequilas that much.Patron is a nice tasting tequila,and it creeps as you sip.It makes you feel like your in party mode long as your still drunk¬ passed out.It makes you happy when you sad,it can have you crunk&hyphy(feeling great),it can make you freaky&turned on anytime or make you feel in lovers lane if your with someone&it can make you knock somebody the fuck out for fucking with you!!.....But that's how it makes me feel when I'm kickin' it trying to have a good time.What's your favorite liquor&how does it make you feel?

Practice Pt .4
Want to take a ride in the Vortex? Heres how: Rate/Fan/Add the following riders. When sending the friend request say your going into the Vortex. If your already a friend, leave a comment if you want. Must R/F/A the hostess. When your finished rating everyone, send the hostess a message so you will be added. Rule 1. Must r/f/a everyone 2. No drama or the person who started drama will be kicked off. Must have proof. ~ The HOSTESS~ ~*~Fatalitieskiss~*~ MGR @RAGE & Colonel for AOD ¢Ó fu-wifey 2 Vengeance ~fu-mommy to mitch~@ -----The Riders---- Vengeance AoD Fu-Married to FatalKiss@Reds Rage@ fubar Lady Isis¢Ó *General(AOD)-Hellsing's Aussie Homegirl@ fubar Passion General(Lt)~AOD~MGR@RedsRage@ fubar Mr. Hyde, Bouncer@ REDS RAGE, BERSERKER of the AOD, & Property of Passion General(Lt.) of the AoD@ fubar ¢¾ SGT Boogey Man Asst Mgr @Reds Rage R/L B/F/Fumarried to Killerkiss¢¾@ fubar

My Poem For My Broken Heart!
I am trying to find a way to make the pain go away, But everyday it's seems it is always gonna stay. I dont know why I cant be loved, I dont know why my love always gets shoved. I walk this earth searching for a truth, and every time it seems I end up blue. I give all my heart and soul to the one I love , and they throw it away like some old worn out glove. What is wrong with me what is it about me,Why do I get left why do I get told Im not good enough to be their best. I always thought beauty was inside not the outside of what you see, But for some reason my outside is all they ever see. I am not rich and proubly never will be, but I have a good heart even with all the bad stuff that happens to me. I keep searching for the one who keeps his word the one who will love me till his last day on earth, Will I ever find him I am not sure. Can I be brave and open my heart to another knowing there is a good chance He will just be like the others I dont know wh

That's What Friends Are For...
If you dont have these fu's as friends, you are so missing out! Go fan, add, rate and show them lots of fu love!! Tell this set of fu's that sensual-breeze sent you! This fu was my first and I will never forget him...my first to bling me that is! Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63* This fu keeps me wet when I am dry...He buys me drinks and lots of them! Get your mind out of the gutter! !!!RIÇKŸ'~ This fu has such a kind heart and always listens to my woes whatever they may be. PETrified_WoOdY! Now this fu...gotta love someone who can never find his pants! Cappy This fu always makes me smile and he looks pretty good in those sunglasses too! Jeffus'kickin wing' This wonderful man has been my friend since I started the fu. He's my teddy bear. ~WILDBILL10169~

* My True Friend *
When The Roses Lose Their Fragrance, And The World Seems At An End, When The Day Has Lost Its Gladness, What A Blessing Is A Friend. One Who Takes You As She Finds You, Caring Not Who Is To Blame, One Who Knows All Your Shortcomings, But Who Loves You Just The Same. Heaven Sends A Gift Each Morn, Of A Bright New Day To Spend, What A Joy It Is To Share It With, God's Greatest Gift -

What Is A Firefighter?
WHAT IS A FIREFIGHTER? The job of a firefighter is one of the most personally rewarding careers an individual can have. There was a line in a movie recently that said, "There are no more heroes left in America." After, September 11, 2001, most Americans found out who the true heroes are – the firefighters. This is a profession of helping. How many jobs can you name where you can go to work and be of service to people continuously? Whether it is rescuing people from a burning building, caring for their medical needs, extinguishing fires in a home or in a large mercantile building, this profession is all about helping others. Ninety-eight percent of firefighters look forward each and every day to going to work. Can you say that about your current profession? When you become a firefighter, you become part of a family. The firefighters you work side by side with become as close to you as your own family members. There are not many jobs as rewarding as a firefighter – the c

Bad November - Track 8 - Requiem Of Love
Bad November Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like. Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows). Lyrics from Requiem of Love It isn't easy to love you forever/ How/ Oh how/ I wanted to try/ You left me leaving no option/ The hardest thing/ Hardest thing/ Is hearing the requiem of love Trac

Justice For Me – Part 1
While driving on a street in Fort Worth I am pulled over. The officer steps out of his vehicle and slowly approaches my car with his flashlight The officer asks for my license and insurance and I say, “What’s the problem officer? “ He responds, “Miss Do you know you were going 50 in a 30?” I smile and hand him only my license “yes” He looked directly at me with that response and said, “So you were aware you were speeding? Can I have you insurance card?” “Officer, I’m sorry I fail to have my card with me what will you do with me now?” and I wink at him as he looks at my license. “Just a moment” he walks to his cruiser for a bit and then comes back to the car “Miss you need to step out of the car.” Please step behind the vehicle lean on it forward with your hands on it and spread your legs. I asked, “Am I being arrested?” He replied, “You are being detained” As I leaned over my car with my legs spread and my ass out, he began at my ankles slowly moving up my legs

Urgh
Why is it that once somethin shitty happens at work, then everythin just kinda goes to hell? At 3am I had to checkin a shemale with a case of NASSTY attitude that tried to mess with a room rate, then complained that I was checkin her in too slow (I had to reinstate her fuckin reservation because her fat 400lb ass came in after I closed everythin out), and stormed out, sayin that she will never come to our hotel again. I said "no skin off my back", and that REALLY pissed her off for some reason. Oh, well. Then in the morning once I was just about to leave, we get a call from one of the rooms screaming to call 911. Apparently, someone was having a cancer related heart attack. So half hour later I am standing in the lobby, comforting his wife and trying to act as unevil as I can. Which turned into an hour long conversation about his bladder cancer :( Oh, well, at least no one died in there yet, thats comforting.

Fubar "friends"
Do you ever sit back and look at your friends on your page and think "who the fuck are you people?" Ive been doing that alot lately...i mean friends are supposed to be people that you know and communicate with...i have alot on my page that haven't said a word to me. ~sigh~ Thinking about changing up my friend page....i mean if you haven' taken the time to even check me out, why am i on your list?!?!

Fucked Up Failure
Crushing veins inside my fucked up heart One little thing can tear me all apart. One little thing that’s all it took turn my world upside down I feel like I am one lost and confused clown. I don’t have what it takes to be anything else but a waste of skin My heart is hardening up and my head is beginning to spin. Feeling my hands shaking wanting to grab that knife It’s hard to stop them but I don’t want to take my life. So many bad memories flashing before my eyes Wondering why getting fired is such a big surprise. I knew it was coming I put myself in that rut Now my mind keeps telling me to get that knife and cut. I don’t want to do that it’s been years since I did it last I want it to go away I want it to stay in the past. I can’t help thinking that I am not good at anything My heart feels like it’s being strangled with a string. Feeling the good blood start to fade I feel that evil blood start to invade. I hate when this happens my mind begins to fog I feel more w

What Do I Do ??????
after metting someone I grew to care for and trusted and was led to believe she really cared , come to find out she was seeing someone else and not telling me but playing me too what do you do ? chalk it up to experience learned or forget the liar ?

A Long Over Due Update!!!
Hello all my fubar friends. Its been a long time since I have really be around on site. I have been very busy. I spend Monday-Friday at the gym with my mom trying to work off this weight. I am down from 205lbs to 197lbs. Would have been 195 lbs but gained 2lbs of muscle my trainer Sebastien said I am doing great. I am on a diet but dont find it as hard as some people say it is. Yes I have had a few chips here of a piece of cake here but the funny thing is my trainer who is also my moms trainer knows if I had it she had it and the other way around. So we end up busting each other without even thinking about it. I enjoy very much going to the gym keeps me busy. But I love it!!! :) My oldest Tristen is now 4 years old. Kieyah is now 3 as of March 10 and Alexzander is 2 as of April 27. My boyfriend and I have been together for 5 years as of April 19 maybe one day he will ask me to marry him. I want hold my breath on that . LOL. My daugther graduates from the YMCA Nursery School June 19.

The Lost
lost the lost who is lost is it you or I : the lost the lost who is it guide me the lost i am lost in this world as are we all since birth until death is a constant srtuggle of pain and loss lost the lost all of us in a dark abyss of pain with no one there to feel and see the tears we cry behind closed doors the lost the lost i am but a lost child who wants to go home my home a home to guide and hold me to guide and hold me love is what we all seek and yet its so far and yet so close for we are all blind forever more the lost is the world the world is but of pain and love is our purpose: the purpose of being

Has This Ever Happen To You??
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500 Fubux For One Rate Read To See Details
HEY ALL MY FU WIFEY NEEDS HELP!! I AM WILLING TO PAY 500 FU BUCKS FOR JUST ONE RATE ON THE PICTURE !!! AS SOON AS YOU RATE IS FU MAIL ME AND TELL ME YOU HAVE DONE SO AND I WILL SEND THE FU BUCKS!!! YOU REFER SOMEONE TO THE PIC AND THEY MENTION YOU NAME WHEN THEY MAIL ME FOR THERE FU BUCKS I WILL SEND YOU ANOTHER 500 FU- BUCKS!! SO LETS GET BUSY AND TELL YOUR FRIEND SO YOU CAN MAKE ALL KINDS OF FU BUCKS!!! PICTURE TO RATE LINK TO GET YOU FU BUCKS BASSTRACKER~ FU-HUBBY TO PURPLESKY&OWNED BY WONDER WOMAN & HEAD OF HUMAN RESOURCES for Git-r-done f@ fubar

Enforcer Rules
Rules for Enforcers 1. Be there on your shift. 2. Keep drama out of the lounge. 3. If you have a question about banning or ejecting someone go to an owner. 4. Go to head enfocer if you have a problem with a member. CLICK ON LINK TO COME TO THE NEW LOUNGE ON THE BLOC AND ROCK OUT

Greeter Rules
Rules for Greeters 1.Promote at own risk. You dont have to. 2. Keep the convo in the lounge going 3. Make sure everyones happy 4. Buy drinks for new members if you are low on money ask managment. 5. Have to welcome back and to the family. 6. Say hb or see you soon. 7. If you leave the room let the the dj know. CLICK ON LINK TO COME TO THE NEW LOUNGE ON THE BLOC AND ROCK OUT

Love Making
That seems simple, but it is actually a great challenge in these complextimes. Too many other layers of meaning have been imposed upon sex.Religions straightjacket it, ascetics deny it, romantics glorify it,intellectuals theorize about it, obsessives pervert it. These actionshave nothing to do with lovemaking. They come from fanaticism andcompulsive behavior. Can we actually master the challenge of havinglovemaking be open and healthy? Sex should not be used as leverage, manipulation, selfness, or abuse. Itshould not be a ground for our personal compulsions and delusions. Sexuality is an honest reflection of our innermost personalities, and weshould ensure that its expression is healthy. Making love is somethingmysterious, sacred, and often the most profound interaction betweenpeople. Whether what is created is a relationship or pregnancy, thelegacy of both partners will be inherent in their creation. What we put into love determines what we get out of it.

Headphones
Am I the only one who likes wearing his iPod headphones round his neck when he doesn't have them in, cos out of the corner of his eye it looks like he is wearing a tiny stethoscope round his neck like doctors do, and he can pretend he is in 'Greys Anatomy' or something?

Calling All Family, Friends, And Fans!!!
HE MADE IT GUYS...TYVM! THIS GREAT GUY IS TRYING TO LEVEL TODAY! HE HAS PLENTY OF STASH AND PICS TO RATE SO HELP IF YOU CAN! Pepsimannc69 "Owned by"Trishellia", I Own Kitty Cat, jamie, MandaLinn, Lisa, Canadian Pr@ fubar HE ONLY NEEDS ABOUT 30K TO REACH HENCHMAN! THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Help Me To Help Them Tyvm
MY PERSONAL GODMOTHER LIST Help me to help them thanks gem need 847.000 to godmother ?aGEM4life? ~??HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini??@ fubar hrtofgold need 1.771.900 to godmother ~ &hearts Hrtofgold ~ MAD FU BOMBER~ &hearts ~@ fubar cotton candy need 850.700 to godmother ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~@ fubar

My Love For You (to My World)
EARLY MORNING,LIGHTS DIMMED,SILENCE IN THE HALLWAY.THE CHANDELIER OVER LOOKING THE DOWNSTAIRS BALLROOM.AROMA FILLING THE ATMOSPHERE.THE INNS KEEPER READING THE MORNING PAPER.THE SOOTHING SOUND OF THE MAN-MADE FOUNTAIN,THAT DIVIDES THE GREAT ROOM.BEAUTIFULLY DECORATED WITH GOLD AND WHITES.AS I SIT BY THE WINDOW,LOOKING OUT TOWARD THE MIST FROM THE RAIN POUNCING ON THE PANES.ENJOYING THE STILLNESS OF MY HEART FROM THE UNCERTAINITES I HAD FACED THE MONTHS PRIOR.A SMILE,AND THE SENSE OF REALLY BEING ALONE,SUDDENLY OVERWHELMED MY SOUL,TAKING MY BREATHE AWAY.AS,I STROKED THE KEYS,I LISTEN,SOMEONE STIR DOWN AT THE PIANO ROOM,WHAT A LOVELY PIECE FILLED THE SOUND BARRIER.MY HANDS SLOW TO RESPOND TO THE MORNING GREETINGS.I STOPPED SOMEWHERES ALONG THE WAY TO LISTEN TO THE ROAR OF THE THUNDER CRIES.I SET AMIDST THE VELVETY PLUSH,LEGS STRETCHED OUT,IN MY OWN COMFORT ZONE,AND MY MIND SINGES,WITH THOUGHTS.THOUGHTS OF YOU.I NEVER TOLD YOU BUT WITHIN THAT NITE,I HAD MANY THOUGHTS HOW THE WORLD WOULD

Nymphomaniac Convention
A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. As he settled in, he glanced up and saw the most beautiful woman boarding the plane. He soon realized she was heading straight towards his seat. As fate would have it, she took the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted out, "Business trip or pleasure?" She turned, smiled and said, "Business. I'm going to the Annual Nymphomaniacs of America Convention in Boston .." He swallowed hard. Here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting of nymphomaniacs. Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use information that I have learned from my personal experiences to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really?" he said. "And what kind of myths are there?" "Well," she explained, "one popular myth is that African-American men are the most well-endowed

The Love Of My Life.
The gentle breeze of summer The sweet smelling flowers of spring The love I carry inside my heart The sheer beauty beheld in everything The laughter of a small child The sun that shines so bright The air that we all need to breathe The stars that fill up the night The rippling of the water The sky so big & blue All these wonderful things Remind me so much of you A big ole field of clover The magnificent pale moonlight The birds that gracefully sing You're never to far from my sight You are the love of my life And darling you'll always be These are just a few little reminders That your beauty is in ALL I see. For you Jeannette.

Some Of The Nicest People On Fubar
These people are some of the nicest people on Fubar!!!! They are always willing to help out when someone is in need...without question they are always there the kind of people you can count on!! Please do me a favor and show them some love! They certainly deserve it....... )O( light_n_darkness )O(...@ fubar Adam 125. Emergency Services Detail/Fire/Rescue@ fubar Willow@ fubar ButterflyMajic {fu slave to boomgardens}{CuffedAngels}@ fubar {GYPSY HEART} * {PROUDLY Owned by LORD RAVEN} * {CO_OWNER OF THE RAVENS DEN}@ fubar Lady Victoria *Eclectic Pagan*@ fubar

For Just A Minute There
For just a minute there We were walking 'long the ocean Together hand in hand When I stopped to write "I Love You" in the sand And when I looked up you were standing Ten miles out at sea And in a sweat I woke up from that crazy dream As I reached to hold you in the morning light It was your pillow I clung to so tight For a minute there I thought it was you For a minute there My prayers had finally come true For a minute there I began again to live What I wouldn't give For just a minute there Five o'clock on Friday Sitting at a light When this angel walked right by me On my right And the cars all started honking As my feet hit the ground And though I chased and called You never turned around Oh the walk, the hair, the perfume Were the same How I wished she would've answered To your name For a minute there I thought it was you For a minute there My prayers had finally come true For a minute there I began again to live What I wouldn't give F

Lets Get Physcial
ALEX IS A GREAT FRIEND HE IS LESS THEN 48,000 TO LEVEL SO COME ON EVERYONE LETS GET PHYSICAL AND LEVEL HIM UP AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE !!!! > !!!!!!! Lets GET PHYSICAL FAN FRIEND RATE BLING HIM !!!!! Brought to you by OneSexyAssBiotch@ fubar

To Make You Feel My Love
To Make You Feel My Love When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I would offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met There's no doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue I'd go crawling down the avenue There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on the rollin' sea Down the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free But you ain't seen nothing like me yet There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy, make your dreams come true To make you feel my love

Boobies!!
PebblesInAz is Hosting a NSFW Auction! and the doors are open!!! Come check out these hotties!! Men & Women Alike!!! IF your already her friend! click here for the folder! OF COURSE, Since it is NSFW you MUST fan/rate/add The hostess! No complaining! This is Fubar's rule! Even if u weren't going to bid, you should at least check her out!! She is a great friend!! That is why this was made to promote her & her auction! Have fun! & HAPPY BIDDING!!!!

Pneumonia
UPDATE: No longer have pneumonia. I feel great. Thanks for all your support. I know I don't get on here much, but right now I have a really good excuse. I have Pneumonia. I will try to come here more in the future. Pneumonia really does suck. This is the first time I have ever had it and hopefully the last. Yesterday I had the scariest moment in my life. I started coughing then all of a sudden I started choking. The thing that really sucks is that I don't have anyone here with me. I was about a minute away from choking to death yesterday and no one would have known until it was too late. I am going back to the Doctors today. Hopefully he will make me stay in the hospital. Because after yesterday I am scared to be alone.

I Need A Medic!
HE IS HOT! Guidomedic ~Better to Love Someone U Can't Have than to Have Someone U Can't Love~@ fubar He can save my life ANYTIME! So, go show this AMAZING MAN lots and lots of fu luvvin' PebblesinAZ style! Everyone that Rates/Fans and Adds him AND rates 50 pics and all his stash (there's only 28) will be PIMPED on a PAY IT FORWARD BULLETIN so the love comes back to ya! And of course I'll personally come luv up your page! You couldn't ask for a better friend...so really, you have nothing to lose! QT and I Luv Ya Bunches! You are just the bestest! xoxo imikimi - Customize Your World Brought to you by: ~PebblesinAZ~Come Check out my Naughty, Sexy Friends! xoxo I Luv My Twiz!@ fubar (remember...send me a private message after you have thoroughly loved him up!)

My Heart
i may not get to hear you as often as i like,i may not get to hold you in my arms all thru the night,but deep down inside i have feelings for you that i just can't fight...hope you feel the same,how i feel for you is not a game...so if i gave you my heart..i hope you'll do the same!!!

Thick Chicks
MMMMMKAY...SO HERE'S ANOTHER GRRRRRRRRRRRR PET PEEVE THAT I HAVE....MUTHA FUCKIN' HATERS...SO I'M THICK....I HAPPEN TO THINK I'M SEXY AND DELICIOUS AND HOT.....IF YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH IT THEN WHY BOTHER SENDING ME AN SB TELLING ME HOW SEXY I AM...DUDEEEEEEEEEEEEE ITS ALL OVER MY PROFILE THAT I'M THICK...I DON'T TRY TO HIDE THAT SHIT...WHAT THE HELL FOR....I MEAN COME ON... DEFINITION OF THICK GIRL: thick- applies to a girl who isn't fat or skinny, but is well proportioned and has enough meat on her bones in all the right places, namely thighs, breasts, hips, and the ass area I PREFER TO THINK OF MYSELF AS "JUICY"...HAHAHAHA...BUT ANYWHO....A MESSAGE FOR THOSE THAT MIGHT READ THIS BLOG...DON'T THINK I'M A HATER...TO EACH HIS OWN I SAY...BUT FOR AN EXAMPLE OF WHY "THICK" HATERS PISS ME OFF....TALKED TO A GUY LAST NIGHT ON HERE....HE LOOKED AT MY PRO I ASSUME...(PROLLY DIDN'T READ IT THOUGH...DUMBASS)...ANYWAY...WE TALKED IN THE SHOUT BOX FOR A LITTLE WHILE THEN I ASKED HIM FOR

Wanted You To Know...
I wanted to give an update to all of you that have been keeping my friend Nettie in your thoughts & or prayers...& thank you so much! As you know, she was diagnosed with breast cancer just a few weeks ago. They found two tumors & because of the rapidness of their growth...she had to have a double mastectomy. She went in for her surgery yesterday...she was in there for what seemed an eternity. They found the cancer had spread to 11 lymph nodes so they were also removed...but because of that she has to go through chemo therapy & radiation treatments now. For all she has been through...she is doing remarkably well. She is in great spirits & surprisingly, not too much pain. She is going to have re constructive surgery also...using tummy tissue & fat from her belly...it is amazing what they can do! But right now...the important thing is for her to heal & make sure she is cancer free. The sad part of this is...she had just had a mammogram in January & was given a clean bill

Locker Checks
this was something my 13 yr old had to do for school . and i would love to share it with everyone on for my friend on here and i hope you all will share it with all your friends as well . Locker Checks Why shouldn't schools do locker checks? Why do many students oppose locker checks? Random locker checks are not done to torment and/or invade the privacy of the students, but for many other important reasons which include school security. These checks are required because malicious students bring drugs and weapons to school and store them in the lockers. Random locker checks should be made obligatory and done frequently to assure the wellbeing of the students. In the first place, locker checks help increase the safety in schools. Safety is a problem in every environment and especially school. Drugs, alcohol, and firearms in lockers make a harmless place like school quite dangerous. School was known to be a secure environment for children where they could learn and have

Pg 10-15
It was strange, yet seemed natural.The perfect blending in his mind.Unlike the memories that bleed like light beneath a wave,fragmented and torn.Memories from before. These thoughts ran free and unhindered, released by the Translation Effect.Ordered and complete. Almost as if they had always been, yet seemingly aware that this was not always so. The Effect of translation on certain living creatures was as random as it was bizzare.The Irony being that the creatures that had reached a level of technology equal to the task of performing a Translation rarely benefited much from the experience, while those that had yet to develop something as simple as the wheel were catapulted to various levels of genius. Yet they cannot perform translation. The Two's fell into the later catagory, and the Three's well, they were Three's, Prone to rash decisions whatever the circumstances. Cowboy glanced over at Dix who was busy removing a splinter from a finger with his teeth. He sighed enjoying thi

Things That Irritate Me...
This is just a place where I am going to place a few of the things that have been irritating me over the last couple of weeks. It will probably irritate other people that I put this up, and most likely infuriate some people that read it. But that is okay. There is one thing above all that irritates me more than anything in this world. Liars. I despise people that lie to my friends. Users. I despise people that use other people and then toss them off like so much garbage. I know a few people like this. And they irritate me. So that is the top two. Now for the one that I will most likely write the most about. And the one that irritates me more than anything else. People in the military that use the fact that they went to Iraq or Afghanistan as an excuse for everything. Or use the uniform to get something from someone that they have not earned. First of all, if you are not traveling on official orders, you shouldn't be wearing the uniform at all while you are traveling. Un

Quietly Reaching Out...
have you ever had those days and moments at night...where u can close your eyes and u can feel anothers presense??? you can smell them you can feel them you can taste them and when u close your eyes u feel safe and warm but when u wake in the morning u feel that emptiness just on the edge of your conscious??? clawing at u again reminding how alone you really are in the physical world??? i am tired of fighting this demon, and letting him win

Fu Party! Dfw/rowlett 08
The Traveling Fu Party will be in Rowlett, TX on Saturday, May 31st!!! We will also be out there on May 30th on Friday. Tables will be reserved, so come on out. Deb ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar Amber Sexy Green Eyes@ fubar Shari ♥ Brown Eyed Girl ♥™@ fubar Kris Texas Cowgirl UP!!@ fubar Will Wild 'Tang@ fubar weldingangel ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ( Space Hottie )@ fubar Terry terryljohn-ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.-@ fubar ~~~ Barb is TRYING to make it! Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR's Team LOVE Captain / Sarge's Bad Girl / RisingStar ~@ fubar Bev is TRYING to make it! "tarnishedhalo"~Sarge's Bad Girl~Owned By "Texas Camaro Nut" Sign my guestbook;

Divorce Issues
As many of you know, friends and those who actually read my profile....I am going through the divorce process. My soon to be ex...(fucktard) has been stalling with the separation agreement for months, which has made me stay under the same roof...seperate beds and rooms of course since Oct. So tonight, after a few heated moments, I tried to walk away from, he got in my face..literally...every cuss word under the sun I was called, while my son was crying, he picked him up, continued to yell in my face, spitting and cussing while my son was in his arms, my daughter screamed as he was about to head butt me, and punch me in the face. She ran screaming to the neighbour's, who happends to be a social worker who used to work for children's services, who I spoke with, in which encouraged me to call the police since he had my son in the house and locked the doors, wouldn't let him go. Police came, asked him the situation, he left for the night. I am here, not able to sleep for fear he will ret

Lost Loves.
Hi this is about lost loves. Ever love someone but you dont know if that person feels for you the same way? Ever want someone soo bad but wounder if that person feels the same way for you? Ever want to tell someone you love them but not sure how they would react to you or even would that feel the same way? Ever want and love someone and then you find out they have found someone else or are with someone else already? Ever want to hide in a corner and wish it was all over with? and you can start all over again. Ever have enough of it all work and problems in general like bills and stress and wish maybe by chance that you was dead but then again think about it like wow even if I did that who would realy miss me and then what? Ever wounder what things would be like if you would of started things out diffrent from the start and or even things? Ever feel as though you need or should change your self to fit and be with someone no matter what? Ever feel no matter

Great Poem! 5/1/08 By Samantha
through the night while my body rests,my mind goes on these personal quests."FIND THE KEY" it says to me,that will unlock the answeres to my everything. so off i go,searching in my brain that thorny labarynth of a thing, and through every corner in which i turn it seems that i get pricked.i never stop or slow down,but keep a steady pace,in this wrestlss,endless race. in the end,no answer found,tomorrow i'll try again. this girl is so deep! LOVE her very much!!!!

Mj! Why!!!!!
MJ hasn't seen The Matrix or anything from it, not even a little clip.... I can't believe this.... i seriously can't believe this.... who hasn't seem The Matrix! If you haven't seen The Matrix you are either a Jew or a communist!

The Moon
THIS WEEK'S CARD: THE MOON When we experience such turbulent emotions, it is difficult to believe that we could ever feel harmony and peace within ourselves again. Highly charged feelings cause havoc in our lives, and when The Moon appears in your readings, you can be sure there are issues in your life that are causing confusion and mixed emotions. When this card appears, it is suggesting you take a step back and view your situation from a different perspective and with a calmer logic. However, The Moon does represent powerful feelings and it isn’t always easy to gain clarity: we often can’t ‘see the wood for the trees’. The path to clarity and understanding is a challenging one, yet despite the emotional wrenches you may feel, it is right for you. For example, if you are in a situation where you need to let go of a lover or partner for whatever reason, but emotionally cannot summon up the courage to do so, even though you know it’s the

Ted Kennedy
My day has started really great. To be exact, with the news of Ted Kennedy, that fat traitorous swine, having brain cancer. I wasn't aware that that pig had a brain, but apparently so. I know I'm evil and callous, but not going to feel bad for a shit stain like him.

Not Guilty
Let not your heart be troubled Perhaps one of the greatest challenges that faces the average person today is believing in their own self worth. From the time we were small children, our view of our highest light has been undermined. It's pretty easy to recall past experiences where we've been told that we were less than we thought we were or that we'd made a mistake. Our teachers, parents, peers, the TV, and all sorts of sources have, either consciously or unconsciously, talked us into limiting ourselves. Over a lifetime, our power was slowly but steadily stripped away from us. But now all of that is changing. These teachings emphasize that you've never made a mistake. When the incident occurred where you thought you'd made a mistake, it wasn't until after the incident was over that you gleaned the knowledge from it. While the incident was still in progress, you were only operating on the basis of the best information that you had at the time. In truth, you couldn't have known

The Biggest Fear
The biggest fear that I ever had was of being the next best thing in somebody's life. I never did put much trust into what my heart told me but instead I listened to what my mind told me and it kept my heart from being hurt more times than what it already had been. Somebody walks into your life and you know from the start that your meant to be with them and that they are the only ones that will make you happy in the long but yet you also know what is hiding in the shadows behind them ready to jump out at any time. This shadow has shown itself again and now I'm torn all over again from the fear that I thought was gone for good from my life. I will just have to always settle for being second best for that is how I have always lived my life and it seems as though that is never going to change no matter how hard the effort is to try and change it for this shadow will always loom in the background and show itself as the true force that it is. I once again have no other choi

Somewhere I Belong
Somewhere I Belong (When this began) I had nothing to say And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me (I was confused) And I let it all out to find That I’m not the only person with these things in mind (Inside of me) But all the vacancy the words revealed Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel (Nothing to lose) Just stuck/ hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own [Chorus] I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I’ve held so long (Erase all the pain till it’s gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along Somewhere I belong And I’ve got nothing to say I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face (I was confused) Looking everywhere only to find That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind (So what am I) What do I have but negativity ’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me (N

Fucking
A Little Austrian Town Named . . . . . . The newspaper article below is even funnier than the sign! Are the residents called Fuckers? What are the mothers called? What would you be learning at the Fucking High School? Does the Fucking Hospital help you with anything else? If your friend came from another town, he wouldn't be your Fucking friend.

"!!naughty Application !!!
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"

Giving Myself To You
WHEN I LOOK UPON YOUR EYES I GIVE MYSELF TO YOU WHEN I BREATHE UPON YOUR CHEST AND HEAR YOUR HEARTBEAT, I GIVE MY BREATH TO YOU WHEN I WHISPER IN THE MIDST OF THE NITE,I AM DREAMING OF YOU. WHEN I SAY THERE IS NO DOUBT,THEN I HAVE GIVEN MY TRUST TO YOU. WHEN I SAY I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU,I AM GIVING YOU FOREVER. WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU,THEN I AM GIVING MY THOUGHTS TO YOU. WHEN I GAVE YOU MY HEART,I GAVE YOU MY EVERYTHING. WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU,I GAVE YOU MY SOUL WHEN YOU LOOK UPON ME WHAT IS IT YOU SEE? WHEN YOU LAY UPON MY BREAST,WHAT IS IT THAT YOU HEAR? IN THE MIDST OF THE NITE,LIGHTS OUT,WHAR ARE YOU DREAMING OF? WHEN YOU HAVE GIVEN YOUR TRUST,WHERE IS THE DOUBT? WHEN YOU SAID I WILL BE THERE THROUGH IT ALL,YOU WILL WONT YOU? WHEN YOU THINK OF US,WHERE DOES YOUR JOURNEY GOES? WHEN YOU GAVE ME YOUR HEART,YOU SHINE DIDNT YOU? I KNOW I DID WHEN U SAY I LOVE YOU,DOES YOUR SOUL,SMILE? MINE DOES. BUT WHEN I THINK OF US,I SEE FOREVER IN YOUR SOUL.IN MY EYES,I SEE A LO

The Morning After
MMMMMMMMM,I'm still fucked up. Picture going to your 18 year old daughter's graduation. Your sweet little angel. Then picture you walking in her room and finding her hands tied to her ankles and pull up tied to the post at the top of her bed, that big huge canopy bed you bought your innocent angel. There she is tied spread, gagged, and having the life fucked out of her drugged body. She rollin on ecstasy so hard she looks you straight in the face and somehow around the gag smiles. SORRY DAD. BUT YOU'LL LITTLE ANGEL LOVES TO FUCK AND LOVES PAIN, and being drugged, raped, and beaten in my own bed is FUCKING HOT. luv u Tara

I Never Know What We Will Be Up To Next! Lol
First...Dale surprised me with my own line of panties...:-P ****************************** Then he surprised me with his design for the perfect fit of a swimsuit top for me...:D ****************************** Then we ended up in the shower together! :D ****************************** Then he challenged me to a body part contest...I showed him my legs, too..but then he began to not play fair by showing me his bare chest! lol So he won!!! ****************************** And now...I have ended up in an alley with him sucking spaghetti! I can't wait to see what's next, Dale! :-P *giggles* ******************************

My Boy!
BAY AREA SCHOLASTIC CHALLENGE SUPER TOURNAMENT March 14, 2008 Congratulations to GBMarchcholars' Bowl "A" and "B" Teams for an outstanding year! No one would have believed that this year's team was the first team in 7 years that has represented GBMS -- Everyone played like professionals! "A" Team qualified to participate in the Bay Area Scholastic Challenge SUPER TOURNAMENT at the University of South Alabama on Friday, March 14th. Their record for entering the tournament was 9 & 1 against teams such as Phillips Preparatory, Cottage Hill Baptist, St. Pius, Alba, Faith Academy, and more. Of the 9 teams they played and defeated; only 4 were public schools. The SUPER TOURNAMENT consisted to 32 schools from Mobile and the surrounding areas. GBMS "A" Team (Lee Hedgepeth-captain, Dylan Westbrook, Aaron Poiroux, Spencer Lewis, Summer McGriff, & Caitlin Holloman) won 3 of the 4 preliminary rounds they played against Cottage Hill Baptist (private), Escambia Academy (private

What Do You Take A Stand For?
Courage comes in many forms. In Hollywood, courage involves evildoers and daring deeds. In real life rescue workers,fire fighters, police, and the military have the courage to put their lives on the line for someone else or a cause. Even for those of us who live life on a much smaller stage, courage is no less important. The world and the future can be scary. Fear of failure, fear of change, and fear of taking a chance can be enough to keep us in bed all day if we let them. Do you live bravely or do you often look for the easy way out? Next time you're faced with two choices, choose the bolder. As this becomes more natural, you can be sure that you'll do the right thing when called upon. Stand up for your values. Stand up for your goals. Stand! "In our lives, we have two or three opportunities to be a hero, but almost every day, we have the opportunity not to be a coward..."Take a chance!" Dr.Feel aka ToniO No air - Jordin Sparks feat. Chris Brown

Damn Men
Believe it or not. Woman has Man in it; Mrs. has Mr . in it; Female has Male in it; She has He in it; Madam has Adam in it; No wonder men always want to be inside women! Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back between the legs of a woman.... Why? BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now... I never looked at it this way before: MEN tal illness MENstrual cramps MEN tal breakdown MENopause GUY necologist AND .. When we have REAL trouble, it's a HIS terectomy. Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?

The Last Honkey.. Its Me!
Think i have found me a new name fer on here, the hi 5ing white guy. Whatca think? Seems like every blog on here is saying how sorry 30's aged white males r sorry n the root of all evil. Ya know what, thier prolly right. So what if we r, dont see no one else taking responbilty.So it is i the last white, cracker, honkey hetrosexual who still wears a cowboy hat n boots.i dont try n talk street n dont end every damn conversation with the phrase" know what i'm saying".My jeans arent baggey n hanging to my ass or my hat on crooked n walk funny. N proud of it.

1000 Times
If I have kissed you once, I have kissed you 1000 times. Each morning as I arise. Each night as I drift to sleep. Each hour of every day. Each moment before it goes away. The kisses shared between you and I, Have many times reached the sky. As your lips part and anxiousness increases, Your heart pounds and breathing ceases. My lips lingure to yours ..hungry for the taste. Sweetness here from you to me,anticipating As desire grows.. my heart will race. Inches apart seem as miles waiting. The miles increase as the distance shortens. Time appears to demandingly stand still. So close .....but yet so far. Touch my lips... please now? Once more, 1001. Make it 2, so many more. Caressing ..forever caressing those Tender lips, each time as the first. If I have kissed you 1000 times, I would give them all away To make the dream ..a reality, And kiss you once in hopes youd stay. © Angel

Intro
I actually have been living more in Philadelphia where I go to school than in Tucson for the last few years. But I was born and raised here, mostly on a cattle ranch. I am, however, no cowgirl. I can ride a horse but I don't relish the experience and the less I have to interface with cow poop, the better I like it. Anyway, I'm a music student and I mostly play the cor anglais (English horn) and flute. I can play most of the other double-reeds as well but not always very well. I am piano literate but no virtuoso and frankly I don't much enjoy playing it. When I grow up I want to be a great composer. Everyone should have a dream, right?

My Fubar Friends!!!!!!
wow!! ok here is!! i just want to take a little time out, and tellyou how much i appreciate you!! i mean every one of you!! all of you are amasing!! i just went through my friends list and got rid of all of the fakes!! and still ended up with like 300 of you!! really true ass friend!! i just wanted you all to know how much that means to me!! i would rather have 300 true friends that rate me and leave me profile coments, that three million ass fakes!! you are all fucking in my heart!! you rock!! just had to give you all props and let you know how much you mean 2 me!! ohh yeah if this is like repeatitive and don't make any seince its cause i'm drunk as fuck!! but i do mean it from my heart!! i love you all!!

Another New Fake Busted
OMG!!! I just can't believe men on Fubar follow their wrong heads! seeing how they all float up on this profile even buying it a VIP!!!! are all you men on fubar realy such morons???? THIS IS A FAKE PROFILE!!!!!! (Rose Of England)@ fubar What the Profile says No wonder you guys smooch up on that. Dang guys if you look at the pics clearly you can see they are all taken down from websites!! like this is the real person and she's from the states and not from England !!! ohh gosh i wonder why men will let themselfs be followed by their tiny dicks?? offcourse she asks someone to make her look pink so she wouldn't have to upload a salute so people can see the actual person behind this fake ass profile.

The Weekend
WWWooohhhoooo its memorial day weeked!! You know what that means its the start of summer!! I can't wait. Town was busy busy busy yesterday. We have the classic car show going on this weekend along with the car cruise. And what really nice is Daddy-O comes home today! And can't wait to see him he hasn't been home in some time and we get to celebrate his birthday and hopefully get that pool open so we can get it warm and start up with the pool parties! I hope everyoen enjoys the weekend!

Global Warming
Well Al Gore went on this rant and got an Award for his Global Warming aka Money Machine.. Now its May up here in New York and I have had my heat on almost everyday of this month..So where the hell is the global Warming. He also wants everyone to drive vehicles that dont use as much gas. While he drives around in SUV'S..and flys his private Jet all around the world..Now I am all for helping the enviroment.. but hes just using scare tactics to make money..and saying there is this big threat...Tell me what you think.

Hello Friends!
HELLO EVERYONE!!! I KNOW I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR AWHILE, I HAD TO BUY A VIP BECAUSE THEY FROZE MY POINTS! ANYWAYS IM OFF TO CHICAGO FOR THE WEEKEND. BELLA WILL BE ON TONIGHT TO RETURN ALL THE RATES THANK YOU SO MUCH I HAVE MISSED YOU ALL, WITH SUMMER AND CONCERTS I WILL BE TRAVELING A LOT BUT WILL BE BACK AND FORTH TO SAY HELLO:) EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!! BLOODY KISSES MINA

In The Night
In the night, skin collides with endless opportunity and teasing touch. No words are spoken. Loves' memory is all that is wanted. Breathe in the soul of that night's treasure, the pursuit of an empty hearts happiness. Embrace the body that gives such pleasure, draped in sheets and bound to his kiss. Intoxicating, the memory, there is no escape from you. Moments of blinding passion allow sight of the truth. Shattered thoughts of rekindled romance, only a feeling of old flame can ignite that universe. Inches away and worlds apart, the bed has now grown cold. Yet touching of fingertips leads to caresses of skin and I can feel myself getting pulled back in... …and the night begins again.

All Is Said In That Song
Today is another classical saturday with girls, (means i put my taxi driver hat, went from point A to point B, then B to C, then C to A, then A to B, then B to D then D to A; then A to B, B to E, E, to A... finally A to F, F to E and E to A While driving, i was listening to this beautiful song of Hendrix "the wind cries Mary", and it's just matching my thoughts for now... feeling like a King without his Queen. I am just managing my Princesses; not a bad thing, by the way, everyone was in a happy mood, no fight, no "words" as it sometimes happens. Antoher feeling now: a King needs his castle, and day after day, i see this old house just in front of the flat i am in now (i live in a brand new flat, made as one of 4 parts of an former farm, and in front of my window, there is this old "grange", supposed to be rebuilded as a new house for a family, the same way it has been made for the flats; mine is "ok" for now and i made it nice (check my folder "new place for a new life"); just

~*~bridgette~*~
last night my dog of 7 years passed away, her name was "Bridgette". she was a rottweiler which i adopted 7 years ago this weekend at the "Covered Bridge Festival", that's how she got her name. she was due to be put to sleep the next day if we didn't adopt her, i hope she enjoyed the 7 years we gave her, may she rest in peace and not hurt anymore. here's her memorial page: http://www.in-memory-of-pets.com/personalcandle.php?ID=72353

Song Request
center> Hello and welecome to the gentleman,s naughty gurlz nsfw lounge,song request,the place were you name it and if we got it we play it, but please this is only a request box no comments please save them for main blog area gotten to by clicking the dj pic...this box is checked every 15 minits....

Devotion I Love You Marines Of Lima Company Columbus Ohio
I woke up feeling that something was wrong the dream i had was a nightmare. there was noise in the room.. voices i opened my eyes found that tv was on it had been on all night on A&E channel the story on A&E classroom i dint catch all it was about Lima company a marine reserve they were in iraq fighting to stay alive in 2003 battle raged with an unseen enemy. the cowards left bombs to destroy marines guardianship to wake to such destruction was a nightmare a humvee was destroyed with such a giant blast flipped it over and over you could not recognize troops seen their buddies body parts all over the troops fired at any thing not in desert cams as they fired it was hard for them to see though their tears crying tears for buddies torn apart with a giant blast my own tears followed again to see the destruction not of the equipment but of the bodies of our men sent in harms way to protect our way of life such that is in my heart is for the troops that is marke

My Brothers Birthday
Yesterday was my oldest brothers 65th birthday. A milestone in ones life, a day that we should have a birthday party where everyone dresses in black, and laughs and calls you old. My brother didn't get that chance. Instead, he got a phone call to go to Grant Medical Center. His son was in an accident. He had died upon arrival. Teenagers, in a minivan, laughing, not paying attention pulled out in front of my nephews motor- cycle and killed him. What is the reasoning behind this? Why does youth not see how precious life is? They are so careless with their own, that they are a danger to everyone else. My family has lost one of its most precious jewels. His name was William J Culp II. He was a veteran of 3 wars, and was still an active National Guardsman. This young man served as a medic in war zones, and he came home from Iraq in February. He and his beautiful wife of 7 years had no children, they were hoping to within the next year. Now, sadly, she is left a w

Pimpout Part 2 Biggest Ever!!
PART TWO OF THE BIGGEST PIMOUT EVER!!!PLZ REAMBER THIS IS NOT IN ANY SPECIAL ORDER!!AND PLZ KNOW IF I OVERLOOKED YOU AND DID NOT ADD YOU TO PART 1 OR PART 2 YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND ITS VERY HARD TO GET EVERY SINGLE PERSON!!ITS NOT THAT I DONT WANT YOU HEAR OR THAT YOU DONT NEED TO BE HERE!!!I LOVE ALL OF YOU FOR WHAT YOU DO AND IM JUST TRYING TO SHOW SOME LOVE ITS NOT ALWAYS EASY TO GET ALL THE LOVE RETURNED W/ LEVELING PPL AND HELPING WITH CONTESTS SO IT MY WAY OF SAYING TY FOR BEEIN GREAT FRIENDS TO ME XOXOX!!!! ALWAYS SHOWIN LOVE AND HELPIN OTHERS!! SBM08~*{{Shadow Levelers}}*~*Fu Hubby Of DJMuzicLady*~Fu Owned By JENN ~ Shadow Levelers*Fu-Owner of@ fubar ALWAYS SHOWS ME MAD LOVE AND IS A GREAT FRIEND AS WELL PLZ SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!! ~~The Watcher~SouthernBadAzzCrew~Confederate~Shadow~Bombers~Leveler~@ fubar THIS IS AN AWESOME LADY RIGHT HERE!JUST ISNT ENOUGH SPACE ON HERE TO TELL IT ALL SHE IS A MUST TO CHEAK OUT!!MUAHHHH!!LOVE HER TO DEATH!! ™

It's Not On Purpose
I don't know what it is about me, but somehow people get the wrong idea about me, quite often. I don't know if it's the cocky confidence I exude or if it's the way I talk and walk, but people tend to want to put this playa tag on me. Now true indeed I do have experience and I've dated my share of women, but to be a playa you gotta have a "girlfriend" and do your thing on the side correct? Or leading someone on? Or lying about your situation right? Well, I was dealing with a lady who was sure she was "in love" with me, but I guess the people around her and the way that I am led to her feeling not so confident in me. Let's be real, I chill, I flirt, and I know a ton of women, but me a playa, I don't have the time and my lying sux. In the end though, I think there is a reason for this (her having this change of heart all of a sudden and I think it's more than her sisters advice and opinions), but I'll keep ya posted. Dueces

We Own Each Other!!!
EVERYONE PLZ ADD THIS WONDERFUL SWEET FRIEND, SHE IS A TRULY GREAT AND DEAR FRIEND TO ME, AND YOU WILL NOT REGRET ADDING HER! THIS IS MY NEW OWNER!! AND I ALREADY KNEW THAT SHE WAS A FANTASTIC PERSON, SWEET, CARING, AND HELPFUL, BUT LESS THAN ONE WEEK AFTER SHE BOUGHT ME, SHE WAS UP FOR AUCTION AND I BOUGHT HER RIGHT BACK! COULD NOT LET ALL THAT LOVE GO TO SOMEONE ELSE, LOL!!! BUT SOMEHOW, SHE STILL FINDS A WAY TO RETURN ALL THE LOVE THAT SHE IS SHOWN, SO GO SPANK HER PAGE HARD! YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT, AND YOU WILL GAIN A TRUE AND LOYAL FRIEND! TELL THAT CINDRAGON SENT YOU! ♥HisSweetObsession♥ ~~Owner of and owned by CinDragon~~ *Shadow Levelers*~~@ fubar SHE NEEDS JUST OVER 5 MILLION TO DISCIPLE, AND I HOPE TO HELP HER CLOSE THE GAP...WILL YOU HELP? TY! ##############################################################

Dad
for those who may know and for those who don't...2 fridays ago my dad was put in the hospital for almost 2 weeks and he had to have 2 surgeries one on his heart to get more blood flow in it and stuff...he had 1 out of 5 main arteries working before the surgery but now he has 4 of the 5 & he also had his gall bladder taken out cause he had gall stones!

In The Depths Of Solitude
I was never really a big tupac fan untill recently. But i been readin some of his poems and it really made me feel what he was tryin to say. I am gonna start postin some stuff by him and you all decide what you think yourself. exist in the depths of solitude pondering my true goal Trying 2 find peace of mind and still preserve my soul CONSTANTLY yearning 2 be accepted and from all recieve respect Never compromising but sometimes risky and that is my only regret A young heart with an old soul how can there be peace How can i be in the depths of solitude when there R 2 inside of me This duo within me causes the perfect opportunity 2 learn and live twice as fast as those who accept simplicity

Randomness That Means Nothing
i looked up at the moon tonight, realized its the one you see, wonder if when you see it, u think of me, feelings flood my mind, don't know what to do, everything in life is based on what you choose, i wish i could go back in time, make all well, but its too late, the past is past and things have changed, my friends are here, they mean everything, i realize right now my friends are my life, the ones who stand by me, no matter what i do, ignore them, hate them, anything, the few people like that in your life you have to keep, I've forgotten that and not been true, but every choice i made caused that, maybe every now and then in life you need a break to realize that, what i realize now is everything in my life was true and i neglected all that matters, and i mean everything in the past few weeks I've been away, i neglected everyone here and did everyone wrong, i deserve nothing from anyone, the one person i loved i hurt the most and thank god she's still a part of my life, i lied to all

Happy Memorial Day-this Ones For The Firefighters
I'VE SEEN THE ANGELS CRY I have always thought that angels wore halos and wings of white But now I find they wear hard hats and black coats with yellow stripes And angels, in my mind, wore long flowing gowns of white But now I see dark pants and shirts and badges shining bright And angels always floated with bare feet above the ground Not true! For they wear steel toed boots and go where death is found Not all angels have smooth hands that look like porcelain Some angels have torn gloves and cuts and burns upon their skin And while I thought all angels glowed from heavens light I see an angel cutting steel his torch is shining bright And while these earthly angels passed buckets of debris The angels up in heaven looked down on bended knee So while the smoke continued to rise into the sky I watched the rescue workers weep I've seen the angels cry

So Called Friends
Apparently I need to start making much better choices in friends and in who I trust. As many of you know, My husband and I are in the process of getting a divorce. I had said on here I would not bash him and I won't...I also won't air our dirty laundry...however I seem to have some people that called them selves friends that feel the need to run their mouths about what they know little to nothing about...so to them I have this to say: I did not leave Dustin for another man. I am not moving in with a man or living with a man, I am on my own...for the first time in my life I am taking care of myself and I am doing fine. The reason for the divorce is no ones business but his and mine, so stay out of our business. If you have something to say...why don't you check your facts and get them straight before you start running off at the mouth. Don't make a hurtful situation even more painful for us if you really consider us friends. Talking about what you don't know is only being cruel and

I Dont Understand Men
ok i know that most on my page are men so maybe ya'll might learn from this or look at women in a different light. idk it's worth a try. i know the ideal women for most men are tall beautiful and SKINNY. well those of us with kids are not always so lucky to bounce back after words. i have a son and i had twins. so i aint nearly as small as i use to be. and no so sorry but i cant hola hoop through a cheerio either. now before kids i could. but hey i love them and i wouldnt trade then for the wolrd. but so u know med. women or big women their aint nothing wrong with that. i have never said i was skinny and those who think that sorry for ya but i aint. i like my clothes baggie as hell and i like comfort. now and then i will wear a tight shirt and then they know i aint that big. but to those who are like that thats nasty and fucked up and naw they just dont care they let their self go. ya'll are wrong. i can olny hope that one day men will open their eyes and look beyond and ge

Pissed Off Really Fucking Bad
OK SO TODAY IS SUNDAY MAY 25TH 2008 ITS 7:40 CENTRAL AND I BEEN AT HOME ALL DAY WAITING FOR A DAMN PHONE CALL FROM A GUY I BEEN OUT WITHBEFOR BUT I CALLED HIM ALL DAY LEFT HIM YIMS TEXT AND VOICE MAIL SHIT AND I HAVE HEARD NOTHING BACK SINCE 1:30 PM SAYING ARE YOU READY FOR ME TO COME KIDNAP YOU...I SAID IM WAITING ON YOU AND HE NEVER CALLED NEVER SHOWED...IM PISSED OFF CAUSE HE TALKED SHIT ME LAST NIGHT ....AND I REALLY LIKE THE DUDE AND I BLED MY HEART OUT TO HIM AND HE DOESNT GIVE A FLYIN FUCK..I GO INTO MY LOUNGE HANGOUT AND HES THERE....WTF...WHY DO I GET IGNORED FROM GUYS OMG THIS IS GETTING SO OLD I WANNA BE HAPPY BUT THE GUYS THINKS ITS SO FUNNY...PLUS I HAD PLANS TODAY WITH A FRIEND OF MINE WELL I ASKED HER FOR A RAIN CHECK AND DIDNT GO NOW WHERE...UGH...OK IM DONE WITH ME RANT

Unicorns Kidnapped
Unicorns Kidnapped When Jola and Uni eventually left their reception, they were accompanied by Cookie, Roddy and their fairies, while everyone cheered and clapped and held up drinks in toast to the newlyweds. Many of Jola’s friends threw confetti, others took the chance to get a closer look at her new wings, Kasandra took the chance to eat some of the while carnations before her grandmother spotted her. Finally with Cookie having to nudge the still posing fairies with her foot, they walked out of the doors, Cookie was still having trouble herding her reluctant fairies, all wanting to explore the sights of the big city. As they neared their destination, the secret, invisible door that led to the fantasy world they came from, Jola’s head came up suddenly, Ahead of her, standing in the darkness was a pretty black girl, in a lovely grey pant suit, crying and twisting a black twine purse with straps in her hands. Jola recognised her instantly as one of her guests who had not

W/ Neurofibromatosis (long And Detailed)
(If you know what this is.. Or know someone who does. Please Comment/Add Me So I Have Someone To "Bond" with over these hurdles we both understand) ****Never judge a book by it's cover**** Honestly, you could miss meeting an ahmayzing person. So i'm sure you're all wondering what the hell this is. What the hell it's about. And what the hells been going on with me recently. Since 18months of age. I was diagnosed with NF(Neurofibromatosis)1. There are two type. Type two is far less common, and far more severe. Although they're both severe. I didn't talk in complete sentances till I was about 4 because of this. I started walking at the normal age. I had a speech problem till I was about 16yrs old. And now I speak 1 language other then English (try growing up in a bilingual home with a speech impediment) VERY difficult I then started "ocupational therapy" and it helped. Somewhat I guess you could say. I was fortunate enough not to have to do what some of us had bee

Billionaire Treats Wounded Soldiers To Vegas Weekend
Billionaire treats wounded soldiers to Vegas weekend By OSKAR GARCIA, Associated Press Writer LAS VEGAS - All too familiar with the gambles of war, Jimmy Kinsey, Kyle Riley and a few dozen fellow soldiers landed in the desert. But for these guys this Memorial Day, the most at stake is a few bucks. The soldiers-turned-high rollers took a private jet to Las Vegas over the weekend for an all-expenses-paid getaway with all the perks normally saved for casinos' richest regulars. They were greeted at the airport by Wayne Newton, chilled backstage with the guys from Blue Man Group and hobnobbed with Sheldon Adelson, the billionaire casino mogul who runs Las Vegas Sands Corp. and paid for the trip. The trip, organized by the Armed Forces Foundation, brought 40 wounded soldiers from Walter Reed Army Medical Center in Washington and the National Naval Medical Center at Bethesda, Md., to the Venetian Resort Hotel Casino on the Las Vegas Strip. "I'm gonna be bragging about this f

My Mom
The saddest I ever wrote...... my mom's EULOGY She was a woman of her times. Delores Eileen Osterholm was born to Oscar May and Grace Wilson on Wednesday the thirteenth of June 1917 in Howard Lake, Minnesota. Ollie, Beatrice and Ruthie were her sisters. Orville and Dick her brothers. Aunt Ruthie still lives in California.As a child, Mom was nicknamed "Spitfire" by her family minister.We all know how she earned that name. She had tenacity. Her dad called her "little Lutefisk" which was shortened to "Lutie." The name stuck and for the rest of her life her family knew her only as Lutie. As a young woman, Mother showed the generosity of her spirit that was one of the hallmarks of her life. As a senior in high school, she gave up a scholarship she had earned so that ayoung man in her graduating class could afford to go to school.We also have proof that she was a rebel at heart when we see the pictures of her lounging in her car the "Zipper" and hear the stories of her misadventures on Un

Virus In Pc
If anyone can help...I had a trojan.vundo in my systems32 folder...I couldnt get it out..finally tonight my pc screen went blue...said it shut down because of a problem...the problem is this I think..it says UNMOUNTABLE_BOOT_VOLUME I tried to put my dell operating system cd back in to start over...but nothing happens... Is there anything I can do????

Daniel Kitson
Went to see Daniel Kitson last night, one of the funniest, and frankly, most inspirational stand-ups in the UK today. It's the third time I've seen him, and he is an absolute master. If you get a chance to see him, grab it. I'm excited, cos next week I've got tickets for Kinky Friedman, which should be awesome.

Looking For A Drink, Pt. 2.
Why is it that asking them to stick something in their ass is usually the end to the conversation? What's funny, is he hit up Goatse after he asked him about his penis size and he asked HIM if he liked it. The usual... bottom to top. ->looking fo...: So I take it you wouldn't let me stick something in your ass? looking fo...: i would like to see that ->looking fo...: Would you let me stick something in your ass? ->looking fo...: Well, I stick other random objects up there, so probably. looking fo...: could u take it in your ass baby looking fo...: this mother fucker is so big i can cumm on my own face looking fo...: would u like that looking fo...: yea baby lick it and spit it inside your mouth ->looking fo...: Would you lick it off after? looking fo...: and shove it in your mouth looking fo...: ahh yes baby ->looking fo...: Would you want to cum on my face? looking fo...: right now just rubbing my balls looking at your beutiful face a

Some Of Pinks Most Favorite Friends On Fubar Go Show Them Some Mad Love
Some of The Cowgirl In Pink's Favorite Friends Of Fubar My Best Friend and My Sister Forever Love Ya Sis Outlaw Angel@ fubar 'wolfheart.`Lieutenant ENGINE 3 MFD retired & Husband to wolfhearts angel & owner of LOUNGE 343' wolfheart.`Lieutenant ENGINE 3 MFD retired & Husband to wolfhearts angel & owner of LOUNGE 343@ fubar Dj Pagancowboy31~ VP CRAZY JD BROTHERS @ JDSHIDEOUT' DJ Pagancowboy31 ¢¾ THE COWGIRL IN PINK ¢¾ VP CRAZY JD BROTHERS @ JDSHIDEOUT@ fubar 'M L ~CO-OWNER AND FIRE ANGEL OF FIREFIGHTERS HALL~' M L ~CO-OWNER AND FIRE ANGEL OF FIREFIGHTERS HALL~@ fubar FIREMAN185 (FFF) FUOWED BY HTSEXYMOMMA' FIREMAN185 (FFF) FUOWED BY HTSEXYMOMMA@ fubar THIS IS JUST PINKS WAY OF SAYIN I LOVE YA ALL TO DEATH...AND THANKS FOR ALL YALL;S SUPPORT...GO SHOW THESE AWESOME PEOPLE SOME LOVE....HUGGLES TO YALL.. THE COWGIRL IN PINK-CO OWNER OF 343 LOUNGE

Give It To Me Baby
Give It To Me Baby .. Just A Rate Is All We Are Asking !!!!!!!!!! Hit Him With Your Best Shot !!!! !!! Come On You Can Do It .. Just A Rate Is All We Are Asking !!!!!!!!!! Brought to you by OneSexyAssBiotch@ fubar

Forever Drawn Towards
Forever Drawn Towards by LatNiteFantasy© Forever Drawn Towards Charm and magnetism Each night I remember Creative juices flowing Love sweet and tender Forever drawn towards Hungry and spellbound Under your loving touch The passion was found Sated in rapturous love Pleasures flowing free Of love dripping desire I surrendered so easily Tomorrows heart song The vibrations resound Attractions magnetized To you I am spellbound Your paths that lead me Upon spellbound flights Gifts of hope are reborn To your heart he writes

Fireside Romance
Heat Of The Night by LateNiteFantasy© In the heat of the night Having sipped our wine We sat by firelight Onto pillows to recline We had cuddled close I lighting the fire Embraced longing Of a romantic desire From an outside chill Cloud covered sun To snuggling close In warm fireside fun Night of enchantment As passions ignite Hot stirring embers Into sparks of delight The radiance shines Love overflowing Intimate hungers By firelight glowing Into arms of longing Flames enhanced Wrapped in glows Fireside romanced Time lovingly spent Creating a spark Red hot embers Aroused in the dark

My Fantasy Thoughts
My Fantasy Thoughts by LateNiteFantasy© My fantasy thoughts On my bed you lay I am leaning over Asking you to play Reaching forward To cup your breast Tasting your nipples My lips pressed Touching you here Stroking you there My wanton desire Kissing you anywhere To touch and taste Contacts with skin Partake the honey Dip fingers within Wrapped around Feeling me grow Grinding my hips Increasing tempo Hunger mounting Uniting sensually Merging together In thought fantasy

What I Find Amazing About Fubar
I realize that whatever I'm about to type here, will probably be scrutinized and commented on by.. mostly haters. But hey it is what it is... and if you post a stupid comment I'll just laugh at you. I find it amazing.... that here on fubar... people act like they never would in the streets. As many people who have commented, messaged, rated, and private messaged me to say I'm hot, I have a feeling you'd never do it if I passed you on the street or saw you in a real bar. To all those people out there, that for amusement purposes only leave mean nasty ridiculous comments on Mumm's and peoples profiles, simply forgetting there is another person on the other end... I find that amazing... People wonder why America has gone so "downhill"... it's because we hide behind our profiles and act certain ways just because we can, at least in the online world. I have always maintained the idea that if I couldn't say it to that persons face.. I am not going to say anywhere else, online or

Meet The Girls!
Come check out the Girls Next Door! These girls are REAL, SEXY, AMAZING women! I love them deeply, so go show them lots of spankalicous love! We are always looking for other lovely ladies to join our family, so if you might be interested, hit up chelle in a private message! XOXOX CHELLE ~ Ms. Girl Next Door@ fubar Mrs. Bubbles™@ fubar WARNING 1.4 Explosive Girl Next Door@ fubar Mémºî®è™¿§îñglè Ñ £ººkîñg ¿Fµ-¿♥ ² ^§îñ^@ fubar "†Not Your Average Girl Next Door" SBRadio's Dj HotAzz~@ fubar ♥I AM WHO I AM™♥YOUR APPROVAL IS NOT NEEDED♥@ fubar Mz. Shortsweetie one of the Girls Next Door@ fubar ♦ Mz. Jenn ♦@ fubar Mz.Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ *GIRL NEXT DOOR*♥Slave & Wife to Master of Desires♥@ fubar

The One Flaw!
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.' 'But I won 't, ' the Lord protested. 'I am so close to finishing this cr eation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days.' The angel moved closer and touched the woman. 'But you have made her so soft,

The Light
i have seen the darkness in us, been burnt and left in the dark, hurt and tortured by love. caused broken hearts, created tears from broken trust, lost loved ones for fear of happiness. justice has been fair, life has given me a fair shot, hope has not gotten out of reach. my happiness lies in my friends, making them smile and forget themselves, having more friends then enemies. people who trust me are fair, my friends are loyal as i am to them, losing one and gaining more. time is wavering against us all, hope is our fire of life, passion our reason to love and live.

Good Morning
Happy Wednesday everyone. Today is the last day of Power Lunch. **for those of you that missed it, that is the elementary school reading program I volunteer for once a week** Next week we have the "field trip" where the kids get to come see where we work and have pizza. Not much else going on here today. Just work. Its pretty nice here today, weather-wise. I think its supposed to get to the mid-70s today. Nice change after the torrential rain storm yesterday afternoon. How is everyone doing today? What's going on with you?

Cleaning Friendslist!! (everyone Read)
Tired of fake friends that are just on my friends list for no reason.. If you want on my list.. I would suggest commenting I'm cleaning friend list of lazy/unappreciative friends.. If you want to stick on the friends list.. I would suggest commenting me someplace.. either on this blog.. on the bulletin.. on my page.. or on a pic.. otherwise you will be deleted!!! Let me put it in terms that a lot of you can understand.. If I don't know you and you haven't made an impression on me in some way.. Your gone!!! Thanks!

Where Moonlight Glows
Where Moonlight Glows by LateNiteFantasy© The edge of my bed Dangling my toes Through the window Moonlight glows Palms and fingertips Massaging lotion Stroking your skin In sliding motion I savour and smile Knelt beside you The intimate places I love to persue Across your knees Gyrating my hips Your kisses follow Brushing my lips Pleasuring desires From head to toe Wave’s of rapture Releases the flow As passion peaks Sensuous delight Longings reached Our ecstasy flight Embracing gently Kisses bestowing Loving reflections Moonlight glowing

Having My 1st Happy Hour Fri 5/30/08!!
Hello my dear friends, Just a quick blog to let you all know I done it! I went and bought myself a Happy Hour! lol It's this Friday, May 30, 2008 at 4pm Fubar time, 7pm Eastern time. I can't wait! I've made a 1st HH album of pics of things I like for those of you that have rated all my pic already. (And I thank you so much!) Looking forward to seeing you all then! Huge Hugs!! NCGirlUSA

Faded Memory
Memory by LateNiteFantasy© She had eyes of chocolate and golden tresses. We exchanged glances, her eyes gleamed of mischief. Words passed from her ruby lips, the melody ringing in the still air. I gestured with my hands towards the book she sought because I did not trust my words to spill from my lips without err. I kneeled down to get the book, motioning her to do the same. I watched her study the book for a brief moment, her eyes scanning the binding. Her head moved just slightly, silky hair brushing across my face. Her shampoo permeated the surrounding air with a fresh... clean smell. Exhaling the sweet ambrosia of her hair took significant effort. Her head turned slightly, our faces close enough to feel her breath upon my cheek. I held my breath as I stared into her luminous eyes. The suggestion of a question marred her face as we gazed at each other. Did she see in me what I saw in her? Did she see the confusion or the desire? The moment however, like al

Going Back To Work
I am going back to work! Starting saturday! I will work all day sat and sunday delivering! then I will work mon thru wed.. not sure of the hours yet! wow! when he puts me back on schedule he throws me in!!!

New Contest Starting June 5
Ok Bad Girls.. Since This Contest Will Be Ending Soon.. I Am Going To Start Taking Entries For A New Contest ..Contest Will Be Started June 5th..The Theme Will Be Funniest/Most Creative Pic..So Let's See How Creative You Can Be With Your Pics..Yes It Has To Be Of You..So Let's See How Fun & Creative You Can Be ..The Prize For This Contest Will Be A 1 Month VIP ..Thanks Again To Summer..So Let's Get Those Entries In..

Very Basics Of Manual Settings
F-Stop - this controls the size of the opening (or aperture) in the camera. The lower the F-Stop, the wider the aperture is open. For lower F-Stops, more light comes into the camera, for higher F-Stops, less light comes in. The F-Stop also affects depth of field, which makes the background blurry in close up shots of flowers. Lower F-Stops have less depth of field, so only part of the picture will be in focus. Higher F-Stops have greater depth of field, so nearly the entire picture will be in focus. Read more about depth of field here: Depth of Field Shutter speed - this controls how long the shutter is open to allow the camera to capture light. The longer the shutter is open, the more light enters the camera. And of course, the less time the shutter is open, the less light enters the camera. F-Stop and Shutter speed combine to determine how much light comes into the camera when you click the "doohickey" to take a picture. This is referred to as exposure. Photos witho

What Do I Really Know?
All of my life, I've spent learning stuff in school. Yet the older I get, I realize I'm still a fool. The rapid, ever changing pace of our world Shakes up my mind and leaves me in a whirl My thoughts scatter, running like a cheetah in the wild I sit in daze, eyes full of wonderment as if I were a child. There is one thing I truly understand. Learning is infinite, but I have a limited lifespan. So as the earth continues to orbit the sun, I know a truly wise man, I will never become.

Sex Long Distance
This one is kinda tough for me. ONLINE RELATIONSHIPS..... Now this isn't for everybody. Some people are very much against online relationships and thats ok. To each their own. I personally don't have a problem with them at all. I have had a few in the past and presuing one now as well. Their are a few things that make it harder than a face to face relationship but, I am just going to focus on one for the moment. If you have read the blogs for the past 2 days you know that Sex is a big part of a relationship for me. Manyhave agreed with me and manyhave disagreed as well. In my mind it is and this is my blogs on my perspective afterall so I am gonna go with that. Keeping the sexual aspect of a relationship alive can be difficult at times and when you put a few thousand miles in the mix that just really throws it off. Three Main solutions come to mind. 1.Cyber Sex 2.Phone Sex 3.Cam Sex Ok so cam is cybering as well but for the sake of my own sanity I am classify

I Guess This Is A Little About Me
I guess since this is a social web site I'd try and be social.I guess first off I sould say that I am very married and also love my wife very much. She can be a bitch sometime but i am an ass hole some too ,so it works itself out. I can be a perv some time ok most of the time. Its fubar most here are pervs to some extent thats why we all flock together oh well if i ever offend ya hit that little block button , I dont really give a shit. I come her for more than one reason I love rating pics even the nsfw pics even though you get no points i want you to know i was there. I have met a lot of interesting people and enjoy meeting new people and this seems to be a pretty decent outlet for meet and greet.I like the game aspect dont know why i just know i cant wait to level and the next level will never be enough I'll need just one more then I can take a break. Maybe I need to step away from the FUBAR pipe na i can quit anytime want I just dont want to right now. The most important reason is

Tagged!
I was Tagged by TOMICIDE Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was addicted to carrot juice. After 6 months my skin was orange. I quit it but I still like it. 2. I love TEA. I have so many different kinds of tea at home. Most of them I didn't try. 3. I always dream about being a solider. 4. I really wanna go and live in America... 5. I wanna fall in love... 6. My relationship with my mother is not good... She doesn't understands me. She doesn't wanna try. She thinks she always knows everything better. 7. I really like sex fantasies. I hope my dreams come true one day... 8. I wanna be myself but somethimes I think that I don't know mysel

Tagged
I was Tagged by suckface™ Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm a extremely independent. 2. I speak my mind. 3. I have a nasty smoking habit. 4. I fear Dentists. 5. I think I have a wide ass with no junk.. ya know wide load..lol 6. I dislike having my picture taken believe it or not. 7. I am a hopeless romantic. 8. I've spent too much money on FU yet won't buy a HH, go figure! 9. I'm demanding and impatient. 10. I can't stand stupid people (:

My Hero/idol Billie Jean King
My hero/idol Billie Jean King I could write a book about what this woman means to me. The accomplishments she has made for women rights, gay rights and equality. Elton John wrote the song "Philadelphia Freedom" for her. The quintessential "battle of the sexes" was won by her. I could go on forever. However, I encourage you to learn the story for yourself. It's very inspiring to see how one woman has changed the world. Billie Jean and Bobbie Riggs Battle of the Sexes This is a poster I have with her signature on it.

Alice In Chains - Down In A Hole Unplugged
Bury Me Softly In This Womb I Give This Part Of Me For You Sand Rains Down And Here I Sit Holding Rare Flowers In A Tomb.....In Bloom Down In A Hole And I Don't Know If I Can Be Saved See My Heart I Decorate It Like A Grave You Don't Understand Who They Thought I Was Supposed To Be Look At Me Now A Man Who Won't Let Himself Be Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Losin' Control I'd Like To Fly But My Wings Have Been So Denied Down In A Hole And They've Put All The Stones In Their Place I've Eaten The Sun So My Tongue Has Been Burned Of The Taste I Have Been Guilty Of Kicking Myself In The Teeth I Will Speak No More Of My Feelings Beneath Oh I Want To Be Inside Of You Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Feelin' So Small Down In A Hole, Losin' My Soul Down In A Hole, Out Of Control I'd Like To Fly But My Wings Have Been So Denied

To All My Friends!
WOW, things have changed on here! I am glad im back! Thanks to good friends "Ms. Retta" I am movin up fast! Please help me return the fav. to her! Her profile is the only one in my family list, go hit her up! Love u guys "TWO"

Love
who really cares about love yes i hear it all the time one day you'll find true love. what when a semi truck hits me.i thought i had true love for ten years but it was all a big misunderstanding that i couldn't see until my eyes weren't swollen anymore.and i finally woke the fuck up and got out. i lost myself for ten years i didn't know who i was maybe i still don't. i've tried to get back out there.but all i find is men that want a piece of ass. well i'm not like that. once .and where am i now alone and miserable. one day i hope cupid does hit me with his arrow but i doubt it will be in time.cupid is always running behind when it comes to me. but maybe its for the better then i can't get hurt again.

One Two 3
WELL I GOT IN A FIGHT WITH MY MOM. LOL! WELL I WANTED MY IPOD AND SHE WOULDNT GIVE IT BACK. SO I ASKED HER WHERE IT WAS AND SHE SAID WHERES THE $20 ERIC GAVE YOU LAST NIGHT? AND I SAID “GONE!” AND SHE ASKED “ON WHAT?” AND I SAID WHAT DO YOU THINK WEED. THEN WE TALKED FOR LIKE AND HR. I THOUGHT IF I WAS HONEST SHE MIGHT GIVE IT BACK BUT NOPE. THEN I WANTED TO BURN A CD AND SHE WOULDNT LET ME. THEN I FOUND MY LIL WYTE CD AND I WAS PLAYIN THE SONG OXYCOTTON. SHE CAME POUNDING ON MY DOOR AND I TURNED IT DOWN AND OPEN THE DOOR AND SAY “WHAT?” SHE STARTED TALKING BOUT WHAT THE SONG WAS SAYING AND I SAID “SO!” SHE TOLD ME TO GO GET HIGH AND I SAID I CAN’T DONT HAVE ANY WEED (BUT REALLY I DO). OOO YEA SHE ALSO TOLD ME I SUCK DICK FOR DRUGS! BITCH! ANYWAY I THEN SLAMED MY DOOR SHUT AND TURNED IT BACK UP. THEN SHE WENT AND TURNED THE SWITCH OFF IN THE GARAGE FOR THE POWER TO MY ROOM. I GOT PISSED AND WENT AND TURNED POWER OFF FOR THE WHOLE HOUSE!! LOL. DON’T FUCK WITH ME AND MY MUSIC WHEN IM IN

Life Could Work
Life Could Work by LateNiteFantasy© Tough as nails Hard to kill Scars to show For all my ills. Not too smart Past my prime But my heart Believes it time To find the life I know is true To find a love Won't make me blue Tired of the devil And all his games Need true love To fan my flames. Think I've found her A wounded dove A special woman Afraid to love. I need God's help To make her see That life could work With a man like me.

50 Random Things
50 Odd ThingsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. Do you like blue cheese? yes 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? not yet 3. Do you own a gun? Not Yet 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? fuck me...Watermelon, i believe 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? yeah, cuz its usually serious why im there 6. What do you think of hot dogs? They might be forbidden food to me, soon 7. Favorite Christmas song? Christmas..is ghey 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Good coffee, if given the chance 9. Can you do push ups? WHY woudl i want to? 10. Why do you post surveys? bored, and i like insight 11. What is your favorite piece of jewelry? A Claddagh Ring 12. Favorite hobby? Poetry 13. Are your toes painted? No 14. Do you have A.D.D.? Wanna go ride bikes? 15. What is one trait that you hate about yourself? I...have a severe ability to see the horrid aspects of people 16. Middle name? Robert 17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment Love, Anxiety,

Im Tipsy Lol
A poem by me when im tipsy.... I'm drinking wine... I'm feeling fine... I feel like crying I feel like dying i feel like sighing ....but...guess what...lolol... i'm lying...in bed that is. **hiccups...sweet dreams.

From Cancun
Hi my fellow fubarians, I'm have something very serious to say. No for really.......still here in Cancun. I posted some pictures of me that were taken yesterday. I think yesterday. I'm not even sure what today is. MMMMMMMM........still partying my ass off. Cops are strange here they actually protect the dealers and pimps. Guess they are getting paid to "protect" and "get served" Hope you like the pics please comment here and say anything you want about my pics. I LEAVE ALL COMMENTS NO MATTER WHAT. luv u Tara

What's Up?
This is a question I have heard frequently asked. What's up? Or the ever popular Wassup? What does this mean? Surely it is slang since all the information available to answer the question of What's up? may be easily obtained by simply looking up. Unless Spiderman lives in your neighborhood, I very much doubt you would find much interest in "What's up". In this video it seems to be some kind of male beer bonding ritual. Any ideas?

Daddy's Little Girl
SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE NOTHING HAS BEEN RIGHT EVERYTHING SEEMS TO GO WRONG I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE PLEASE GIVE ME GUIDANCE FROM THE HEAVENS ABOVE PLEASE HELP DADDY, TEACH ME TO LOVE AND TO LIVE MY LIFE ONCE AGAIN THE WAY THAT I SHOULD PLEASE TEACH ME THE WAY ONLY A DADDY COULD I wrote this poem for my father who after a brief yet very painful battle with metastatic adenocarcenoma, lost his fight with this horrible illness on June 8, 2007. My daddy fought very hard to overcome this illness. He suffered through so much, but in doing so taught me to never give up, and to keep my faith, bust most importantly taught me not to take anyone I love for granted. My daddy has gone to be with Jesus now. He can watch over me from above. I know he is no longer suffering, and that makes me feel better, but not as good as it would to have him here healthy and happy. Daddy you are still alive in my heart and you always will be. Thank you for being such a wonderful giving father the 32

Not Doing Good
Ok this is what is up and why I wont be on for a couple of days...On May 29th I was in the ER with major pains in my left side near my lung and kidney, I was diagnosed with Pleurisy which is an infection in the lining around my lung causing it to be really hard to breath without pain, Ive been put on pain killers and lots of rest. BUT of course it doesnt stop there! In the mix of all this I got a sunburn on top of a sunburn causing me to get sun poisoning. So right now Im drained, sore, having constant chills and have next to no energy. So my plans for the next couple of days are my ass being on my couch under a warm comfy blanket, watching movies and not doing a damn thing. I hope all of you have a really good weekend and I will talk to you all when Im better. Blessed Be Juniper

Karma
There was a man named Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming> from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death. The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had saved.'I want to repay you,' said the nobleman. 'You saved my son's life.' 'No, I can't accept payment for what I did,' the Scottish farmer replied waving off the offer. At that moment, the farmer's own son came to the door of the family hovel. 'Is that your son?' the nobleman asked. 'Yes,' the farmer replied proudly. 'I'll make you a deal. Let me provide him with the level of education my> own son wil

Last Weekend Adult Store Visitation
Last weekend my husband and I visited an adult store that used to visit a bunch when we were much younger. We probably have not been in this store in 15 years or so. WOW... what a difference over 1.5 decades. Anyway.... I am now writing a new erotic story for my erotic story collection about what happened to us while we were in this adult store. It was loads of fun and because of modern technology it ended NOT like we expected. Watch for it soon here in the blog area ... I just started writing the story today. It will take some time to do my edits and make it just right.

Are Any Of You Gonna Miss Me?
Okay fubar friends I will be leaving for Mississippi on June 3rd to visit family. I will be there for like two and a half weeks without a computer in the house where I will be staying. I don't know how I will survive without fubar for that long but I will try to get online whenever I can find a computer. I will miss all my true friends dearly and hope that I will be able to be around as much as possible. So I just wanted to let anyone who cares know that if I am not around much next month in June this will be the reason why but know that you are all in my hearts. Take care everyone and have fun for me and don't forget about me please. I will be back with a vengeance in July and I have big plans for that month so get ready!!!!!!!!! QUEENOFCOMMENTS

People
I just don't get this. This guy comes to the front desk in the morning, and asks for directions to the mens wearhouse and if I could print them for him. Ok, I would rather do pointless shit like that then answer reservation calls, so I start lookin. Takes 10 min just to open a fuckin page, then 10 more to go to the next one while he is standing waiting. Ok, nevermind that there is a 24/7 FREE COMPUTER BUSINESS CENTER right behind him, which he headed off to a moment after I gave him the store number and directions...WTF?? way to waste my time...grrr...

Dont Worry Be Happy
Dont Worry, Be Happy (O.S.T.) - Bobby McFerrin Just letting you all know i wont be on to often in the next couple days..I have a lot of personal Family things going on and I cant even think straight..Ill be just fine after a few days rest~!Dont worry...Be happy..lol ~~~Your friend~~~Micki-Blue-Eyes DSC/FRIENDSHIP CIRCLE

The Story Behind It....
Ok well here goes... To all of you that know me, and even those that don't... its pretty obvious that horror is a huge part of my life. I got asked to do a shoot for a magazine add that would be in 3 - 4 natinal horror mags. I get there with my best friend ( who absolutely hates horror shit, btw) only to be told.. well your friend is skinny and she seems more into this stuff than you, so we wanna use her. And being the great friend that she is, she said .."omg...fame? of couse ill do it!" ...bitch... SO nows she their spokes girl or whatever, and ive said fuck you to all those involved. But the point os this is, i have arrangements to do an insanely brutal, bloody, sexy shoot. Cus i wanna make thier add look like shit, and show them all that this shit is my life, and just cus i don weigh 20lbs, i'm still a good lookin girl. Well the guy i am doing a shoot with is named brian demski. He has worked on house of 1000 corpses, as well as like..every mushroomhead video ever. So this

Writings
I have always had a vivid imagination so I am trying my hands at writings some stories. Please if you read my stories let me know what you think. Be aware that these stories are erotica. Thank you. My first story can be read here. After getting good comments about my first story I have created a second. Well after some time from the last here is the third story. Hope you enjoy it. Here is number fourth. After a long time here is the fifth. After a wait of forever finally here is the sixth.

I Am Sorry Ralu.....this Is For You
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. Yea

2nd Diva Day~6-7-08
~ High Heels ~ Posh Purses ~ ~ Stunna Shades ~ Now That’s a TRUE DIVA Another day to show some Mad Luv to your fellow Divas! Set some time aside to get to know the other Divas a little better! Stop by the Lounge and Say Hello Comment, Rate, & then Comment & Rate some More! Lets all use a DIVA pic for that day!! It’s all about Diva Luv! Thanks! = )~ Much Luv to ya! *Hugs* Bully Brought to you by: ***CHIPPER & REBECCA*** &

Can I Ask U Something Please=)i Need A Bouncer To Read This
i see most of the women on here are showing alittle breast or cleavage...why do i get flagged for it .....i saw a comment under it and i have ask....not showing a nipple...fuck....i honestly really don't what to say....im lost for words seeing other fubar peps showing and i can't what is that all about..... please comment and u let me know what u think i think its totally safe for work and damm it

Riley's New Job
As she prepared for bed her thoughts were on the interview she had the next morning."Why am I so nervous?",she said to herself. Closing the bedroom door Riley took a good look at her reflection. She began at her ankles, still strong and attractive.She took note of her legs and how muscular they still were,well defined,shapely. Her torso could use some work.."but look at my tits! They're still beautiful even at my age,hell women 15 years younger than me would kill for tits like mine!" As she ran her hand from the bottom up over her nipples lightly she admired how her light rose colored nipples came to attention with the brush of her hand.Even with close examination she still looked younger than her years! Smiling she remembered the waiter half her age flirting with her the night before.She had flaws,but who doesn't- right? She was still attractive so why was she so damn nervous about that interview in the morning! Shrugging it off she crawled in bed set on getting a good nights sleep so

Too Much Pain, Not Enough Blood
So I took the time to tell the ass exactly how I was feeling last night. I told him how I felt he was neglecting me and the boys, and everything else I felt i needed to say to him. Did it work? No. I feel even worse now. And now I'm doing somethimg I haven't done in years.

Come Pay Me Attn, I'm A Points Whore
What the fuck, isnt it enough to be in a fucked up mood, told some bullshit by doctors and government agencies, especially when you are the one tryin to be the good civilian here, and follow all their fucking red ribbon cutting, hoop jumping, fill this out, bring me that signed, and get copies of the form from them for me, fucking agency employees...NOW, I have some fucking FU-WHORE hitting me up in my shout box after I seen she rated my pic (from the "are you bored" section of the fu, no doubt), and I try to be kind and rate her pics (I already rated her page) in return (RTF, ya know what I mean?) ... so she hits me up in my shout box, (heres the message and my response) ... ~ Cathy~ ....: hun if you fan me and send a friends request you will have access to all my pics thanks ->~ Cathy~ ....: thanks, I aint that kinda guy...I'll just rate whats here. ... what the fuck, ok, I am a guy, and I perv sometimes...but at my pleasure, NOT YOURS NOR HERS ... the only folder NOT marke

Update On My Dad
well everythings ok now, even though they still dont know what caused him to have the stroke. spent all day down at the hospital he took some last tests and stuff and they let him go home today, and he seems fine today. but still wont be going to Maiden cuz well the venue is like 3 hrs away so we dont really have the time to get up there, thats ok though im just glad hes ok, maiden will tour again anyways.

Only Flaw In Woman.
The One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands. The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish. 'But I won't, ' the Lord protested. 'I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days. The angel moved closer and touched the woman.

Websites - Music, Jokes, And More!
Wow have I got the goodies for all of you to help you on leveling up. These are some great links to help you go about your search to make leveling easier. You get more points and it's easier to level with a lot pictures and stash. Check these links out. Thank you to The Confederate Bombers for sharing them. Please stop by and show them some love. MUSIC: www.EZ-Tracks.com www.noolmusic.com GAMES: www.jigzone.com www.addictinggames.com www.embedgames.com www.owensworld.com www.sploder.com www.agilous.com www.calculatorcat.com www.albinoblacksheep.com www.flashgamecodes.com www.myspacemodworld.com PSYCHEDELIC ART ANIMATION CODES: www.qualityjollity.com/Psychedelic_Art/Psychedelic_GIF_Embed.htmal YOU HAVE TO REGISTER TO USE IT, BUT IT IS FREE. www.xanga.com IF YOU HAVE PICS THAT YOU HAVE SAVED TO YOUR COMPUTER, YOU CAN CLICK ON THE UPLOAD LINK AND LOAD THEM TO MAKE YOUR OWN CODES. THIS SITE WILL ALSO ALLOW YOU TO MAKE THE PI

Nsfw Rules And Bullshit!!!!!
I Fucking Hate You - Godsmack Okay, this is the deal, I'm extremely mad at this bullshit with the NSFW stupidity..... Fubar can lick my dirty asshole and let me shit in their mouth and I can get kicked off and I really don't give a shit.... Today I had 100 pictures marked NSFW just cause I got giant tits and I can't hide that shit!!!!!! There are some fucking sluts that have mainly NSFW photos and many of those are in their default album and they are legends and shit like that but because I'm a stupid lil bitch and not a porn star or the hottest bitch on fubar I get my pictures marked NSFW... My Fu-Family here who talks to me lots and my real friends here know I do not write crap like this but it has come that time!!! When i went to the fubar support lounge i got kick out because I expressed myself, and then they start to mark all my pix they could NSFW. All they could say is that's the new NSFW rules and they came out with the excuse of THIS IS NOT AN ADU

Update
this is actually me blogging this time,not ark. i am still in hospital and will be for at least another 2 weeks, maybe more. i had a breakdown last tuesday (27th june) i really would love to hear from some of you fuckers, contact me on sparklyballs@3mail.com and leave me some love. the hospital is a very scary place and i need some contact with the outside world, well as near as fu gets to the real world.

Total Control
There you kneel now before your man, Head bowed, riding crop held up in your hand, Feeling its weight lift as I take it there, Submitting completely to the life that we share. Of clothing now, you have been given none, Eager anticipation fill you about the night to come, The cold air in the dungeon now makes your shiver, But is it really the cold or excitement that now makes you quiver. With the crop held tight I slowly circle you, Keeping your head bowed as you know you should do, You shudder as you feel the crop caress down you back, Then give out a cry when on your ass it now smacks. Circling back until in front of you I stand, Hearing the crop crack as I strike my own hand, With the tip under your chin, I raise your face up to me, But my piercing cold blue eyes are all that you see. As you feel the crop slowly caress down your cheek, You start to tremble as your knees go weak, The trill of the leather against your skin, The desire is building, not knowin

I'm Really Still Around...
Hey ya'll just a quick message to let you all know i'm still around, just not as much. I started working full time and my bf's sons are with us for the summer. They are quite a handful. I wish we had their energy. We also have summer projects going such as a garden and some remodeling that are quite time consuming. I hope you all are enjoying your summer so far and are doing well. Miss ya, Jackie Don't forget about me! LOL :) Anyone coming to Elko for the Jamboree?

Tommyrotica#3 (day At The Beach)
TOMMYROTICA3 "DAY AT THE BEACH(18+) Category: Romance and Relationships This was a no-brainer,really...love the beach and sex on the beach can be amazing if you know what you're doing...goes like this...WALKING HAND IN HAND ON THE BEACH WE STOP TO UNFOLD OUR KING SIZED SHEET.TAKING OFF OUR SANDLES WE PUSH THEM INTO THE CORNERS OF THE SHEET SO OUR BED IN THE SUN STAYS PUT.NEXT I TAKE A BATHMAT AND SET IT NEXT TO OUR SHEET AND ASK U TO STAND UPON IT AS I POUR WARM BOTTLED WATER OVER YOUR YUMMY FRAME TO WASH AWAY ANY REMAINING SAND B4 LAYING U DOWN ON OUR MAKESHIFT BED.U TUG AT THE STRING OF MY BOARDSHORTS AS THEY FALL ONTO THE SHEET WHILE I UNDRESS U AT THE SAME TIME. GIVING YOUR NECK A LICK AND A SUCK. I ROLL U ON TOP OF ME AS OUR LIPS MEET AND OUR TONGUES FIND EACH OTHER IN A DEEP KISS.I LOVE THE WAY THE SUN WARMS YOUR SKIN BENEATH MY FINGERS AS I PLAYFULLY GRAB YOUR BOTTOM GIVING ONE CHEEK A LOVING SMACK AS U BITE MY LIP AND WHIMPER INTO MY MOUTH.U LEAN FORWARD OFFERING ME YOUR

Forbidden Love
Caught up in the web of you Loving all the things you do This power you have over me, Its like nothing ive known before I grow weak with your touch, But you only leave me wanting more knowing that one day this love and passion will somehow do me away But how can i resist, the temptation The touch, that kiss Knowing that loving you Will be the end of me But the disasterous end I refuse to let myself see

Rn
I took the NCLEX-RN exam today. The test is anywhere from 75 to 265 questions, and the computer cuts off when it finds that you are either competent or incompetent as a nurse. I answered 75 questions, and the computer shut off. I don't know if this is good or bad, because at 75 questions, they either decide you passed beyond their expectations, or you failed miserably. I feel pretty good about it, but I just have to wait. Hopefully I will know in 25 hours or so, but until then, I just have to chew my nails and wait! LOL

Fubar Terms Of Service
Fubar.com Terms of Use Agreement Updated July 17, 2007 fubar.com is a social networking service that allows members to create unique personal profiles online in order to find and communicate with old and new friends. The service is operated by fubar.com, ("fubar.com"). By using the fubar.com Website (the "Website") you agree to be bound by these Terms of Use (this "Agreement"), whether or not you register as a member ("Member"). If you wish to become a Member, communicate with other Members and make use of the fubar.com services (the "Service"), please read this Agreement and indicate your acceptance by following the instructions in the Registration process. This Agreement sets out the legally binding terms for your use of the Website and your Membership in the Service. fubar.com may modify this Agreement from time to time and such modification shall be effective upon posting by fubar.com on the Website. You agree to be bound to any changes to this Agreement when y

So You Think Im Playin Huh?
ALRIGHT YOU PUSSY ASS BITCH WHO HIDES BEHIND MORE FAKE PROFILES YOU WANNA TALK SHIT. WELL HERE'S WHAT WAS SAID ABOUT ME....MOST OF YOU KNOW WHO I AM AND WHO MY GIRL IS...SO THIS IS WHAT WAS SAID TO HER SISTER. "Youre man, 5 Star, well he aint what you think he is. He is playin you and youre sister. Since she left here, he is been playin all these girls on here and always talkin shit to them. 5 is always asking girls to fuck him on there and tryin to get thier numbers. Go into the lounge when he is in there and you will see for youreself. He aint really wantin you or your sister, trust me. I only tell you this cause he plays so much he needs to stop his frontin to these girls. He is a got damned liar and aint never gonna be true to her ever. Take my word for it. He is playin now with a couple of them on there and they are bying it to. They all know he has a girl and they dont care, they think he is gonna get with them to. Just some friendly advise. " HERE'S HIS URL THAT PUSSY ASS BI

60 Things A Girl Wants*
60 things a girl wants but won’t ask: 1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she’s beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman. 22. Tell her she’s your everything -

Unlike Stephanie Lynn...
I have no reason to block. I have nothing to hide. Now she can go run her fat mouth about me behind my back like she did Kimmy, Fornicates, Achilles, Tiffany, Slave Princess, Sheez and so many others, that she has even put into her family now that they have become point slaves for her. Nothing like a two faced blow whale! *Oh yeah... Sucks for you about Hillary Clinton, huh, Crystal?*

I Caught It
motaba 1.) The fictional disease, based loosely off Ebola, which appeared in the movie Outbreak. It was later referenced in an episode of Clerks: the Animated Series. 2.) Any "bug" which afflicts masses of people living in close proximity--typically college dorms, offices, etc--with no explainable cause or origin. 3.) A "bug" which is more psychological than physical, and spreads rapidly amongst people with little to no physical contact. 1.) "With God as my witness, Monkey, you will NOT infect this town with your deadly Motaba virus." - Randall, Clerks 2.) "The entire third floor of Palevsky Central Hall is infected with some kind of Motaba Virus or something--they've all been vomiting for two days. Wonder who started it." 3.) "Steve hasn't been in Japanese class for nearly a week but I could've sworn I saw him with his new Asian girlfriend. Must be the deadly Motaba virus."

Thank You
hi to all my friends just want to say im home and resting the procedure went well i have more time to share the love to my friends hope for a long time lol i wanted to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the love. all of my friends are great.i have a few more visits with the doctor but but its looking good.wish the doctor had a cure for a lost soul lmao so im home and should be making my rounds to say hi to all of you hugs and sunshine to all.... ervin.

Where Do You Go After You Have Been Betrayed By Someone You Trust?
This is something that was in a bulletin on another website...I thought this was an interesting read b/c I've dealt with this many times before...gimme your views on it and I'll holla back with mine! :D Where do you go after you have been betrayed by someone you trust? Filed Under: LOVE & RELATIONSHIPS It is bad enough when a stranger or foe betrays you, but when it is someone you believed to be a close and trusted friend, partner, or spouse, it is especially hurtful. It might feel like you were taken advantage of, deceived, humiliated, despised, cheated, or stabbed in the back. Oftentimes it comes as a surprise. That is why it is so painful. You would not expect to be hurt so badly from someone you thought you could trust. So you are left in disbelief and unbelievable pain. I think the first time I experienced this type of betrayal came in my teens when my best friend who I confided in, shared all my fears and secrets with, decided she wanted my boyfriend. She told

Prayers Needed
PRAYERS NEEDED WE HAVE A VERY DEAR FRIEND IN THE HOSPITAL IN ICU. Richard Cutsinger aka 'barmantx' NOT EXACTLY SURE WHAT IS GOING ON, BUT WOULD LIKE FRIENDS TO PRAY FOR HIM, HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR HIS FRIENDS TO MAKE YOU LAUGH,AND WHEN YOU JUST NEEDED OR WANTED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. SO PLEASE KEEP HIM IN YOUR PRAYERS TILL HE COMES HOME!!LOVE YOU ALL. TY FROM ~BRATT~ AND BEAUTIFULKITTY This bulletin was brought to you by ♦♦Queen♦♦Dylon's Divas Mafia♦♦shadow bombers♦♦@ fubar

Alter Bridge 2
Alter Bridge - Watch Over You Leaves are on the ground Fall has come Blue skies turning grey Like my love I tried to carry you And make you whole But it was never enough I must go [Chorus:] Who is gonna save you When I'm gone? And who'll watch over you When I'm gone? You say you care for me But hide it well How can you love someone And not yourself? [Chorus] And when I'm gone Who will break your fall? Who will you blame? I can't go on And let you lose it all It's more than I can take Who'll ease your pain? Ease your pain [Chorus:] And Love is gonna save you When I'm gone. And I'll watch over you. And I will give you strength When you're not strong. Who'll watch over you, When I've gone away? Snow is on the ground Winters come You long to hear my voice But I'm long gone

Dead Beat Dad?
Okay, so my soon to be ex husband is a complete idiot and likes to play games or he is just too stupid to know what he is doing. So, he is coming back today and will be staying at his parents. He said he will be back around dinner time. okay I say its all good he can go to his parents and have dinner then maybe come by and help me pack and sort things. So, he calls me after his class to tell me that he isn't going to come over. If I was him, I would visit my child first thing, because he wont be seeing him as much any more with me across the country. So, basically he is telling me he isnt gonna help me back and he is gonna be one of those dead beat dads, who don't give a damn anyone but himself. I am devastated! Should I just suck it up and deal with his immaturaty and be the great mom that I have always wanted to be? I feel like all my energy goes to making sure that he is the father he promised me he would be before we had our son and trying to keep Hunter entertained and ha

Made Some New Music
I haven't been around so much lately.. been working on my music, and what not.. and so here's what I've been up to: work in progress Would love it if you tell me what you think.. it'll likely only be up there for a while....

Be Different
Sameness! Boredom! Frustration! I like steak But don't eat It every day; Variety is more Than the spice Of life when It comes to sex. Go to town a Different way, Experiment on the Side streets, dart Down a back alley, Taste a new food; Sing a new song, Do something different, Ask your lover And together ride Into a new pleasure zone, Follow your urges, The explosions will tell You it was OK to be different.

Here We Go....
Me and Butterfly34 are starting a new Fu-group. It is called 'Friends to the End' The Purpose: Firstly and foremost unite some of us in a fun positive manner. We will Secondly Help each member gain points. Thirdly not have those nights where you are on fubar bored off your ass! We will set the nights on fire! You must have some commitment. If you do not rate other members, do not expect to be rated. However I understand we all (hopefully) have lives outside of fubar and get busy. NO unrealistic expectations will be placed on ANY member. This will be a DRAMA Free Group! Meaning no Unecessary drama will be tolerated. We are adults and can still have fun without being rude or negative. I encourage people to invite others to join. The more members the more rates the selected member will receive! It is a win win :) This is the first edition of the 'friends to the End' Group and may change! at any time MESSAGE ME FOR MORE INFORMATION OR IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO

Love Is A Strong Word
I fell for her too fast. I was so naive. I gave her all of my heart but pain was all I received. My love life is useless, the girl I loved wants someone else. I'm bleeding her name, but it's just me beside myself. I've tried so hard to move on, but it's harder than it seems. It's so hard to let go of the girl you see in all your dreams. That one special person you see in your head while you're sitting in class, while you drift off in bed. Killed by the knife in my heart, I just couldn't see, She's just not in love, at least not in love with me. now all our time together turns into a big blur.

Soutbox Perv, Read Up..
->wildwoody3000: well that wouldnt have been fun, now would it. wildwoody3000: alright w.e. you cudda just said no ->wildwoody3000: sure! as soon as i scrub the "I'm a whore" off my forehead. wildwoody3000: are you gunna go on tonight? ->wildwoody3000: can you fit a 2 liter? ->wildwoody3000: dinner plates... wildwoody3000: only if you go on cam tonight ->wildwoody3000: wild animals ->wildwoody3000: pointy shit too! ->wildwoody3000: like... you shove stuff in your ass. ->wildwoody3000: i like kinky shit. wildwoody3000: ill do anything! ->wildwoody3000: what are you willing to do lol wildwoody3000: what do you mean what am i ? wildwoody3000: whats ur messenger id ill add you =] ->wildwoody3000: what are you wildwoody3000: depends what r you willing to do wildwoody3000: go on cam tonight ill go on with you tmrw..i promise ->wildwoody3000: yes and what is it that you want me to do wildwoody3000:do you have a webcam

He Is My World.
He is my world. The one I can turn to when everyone else turns their backs. He can make me laugh when all I want to do is cry. He can ease my pain when I can't stop hurting. He understands my sorrows, but reminds me of my blessings. Perfection is a dream. His love is a reality. He is my world.

The Tampon Blog
Ok, guys don't be afraid of this topic. I'm not going to talk about anything gross. I'm wondering if anybody else is irritated by products that "talk" to us. I like to run and be otherwise physical so I bought Playtex SPORT tampons. Upon looking closely at the wrapper I've discovered that these are like little encouraging fortune cookies only not cookies and not so much fun. They say little things like- 'Go with your gut', 'Play by your own rules', 'What's your game plan?', 'Keep a clear head', 'Keep going', etc. Are people really buying these for the purpose of encouragement, or a solution to menses-induced depression? This is one of the stupidest things I've seen for a while. A few months ago I was annoyed by the jokes on my Pringles. I mean, not only are they stupid elementary school jokes, they cost more and are targeted at kids...which means that my nephew and nieces saw the ads during Ed, Edd and Eddy and now I have to buy them. Snapple has been doing this f

A Soldier's Story
The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war . My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look ou t the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out of his house with his

The Word Friend
Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship. Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word. Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

The Reason I So Appreciate Those Who Read My Profile.
In e-mail: Skirt Fetish: Thanks for the photo rates! :) Country1982: you welcome sexy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do u do any private shots?????????? Skirt Fetish: Have you read my profile? Country1982: yes i did but i believe in saying what is on my mind and u are sexually hot and i love giving oral and have the means to travel so i say what is on my mind. sorry if i offended u . have a great wkend! Skirt Fetish: i understand. and im not trying to be rude, but i highly doubt that we will ever be sexual together. :) you have a great weekend as well. Country1982: yes i doubt it 2 but life takes many wierd roads so i never say never. u r still very attractive and sexy good luck in learning golf Skirt Fetish: my answer is still no. please respect that and stop pushing the issue. thank you. THEN In ShoutBox: country1982: i'll stay in touch and who know we might just bump uglies some night! Skirt Fetish: probably not country1982: never say never/ have a great wkend Skirt Fetish: im

Integrated Pictures
I have seen a lot of pictures that are what I call Integrated "Two Pics In One". Where the face of someone is placed in a word phrase or the face of someone is on the body of a tiger and so on. Can someone tell me how this is done or what software is needed? Is it a photobucket or photoshop trick?

Defination Of Friendship
A Definition of Friendship Friendship is the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring all right out just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful friendly hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping and, with a breath of comfort, blow the rest away

How
How can I pretend that everything is all right? My heart is breaking every second of the day. How can I carry on my life as normal, when I don't believe I even know what normal is anymore? How could you fight so hard for me, to only push me away? How did we ever talk about forever, if you didn't plan to stay? How did you break down my walls, to drop me to my knees? How did you get me to care, when before all I needed was me? How can I be so lost, with no direction to go? How can it be so? Missing You - Tyler Hilton

Slut In Training
As instructed, I arrive at your door precisely on time, acutely aware of the dildo squeezed tight into my wet cunt. Without a word you open the door and gesture me inside, a knowing smile on your face. You immediately press me against the wall, pinning my arms over my head, staring into my eyes the entire time. While one hand secures my hands on the wall, your other reaches slowly under my skirt, pushing my legs apart. I feel your fingers lightly trace up my thigh and brush my closely trimmed pubic hair. You part my pussy lips, feeling for the presence of the dildo. "Good," you say, slowly rocking and twisting the pink toy. "Only a slut would go out in public with no panties and a dildo in her cunt. Only a slut would get so wet being so nasty. Are you a slut?" My nod only makes you laugh. "No you're not. You want to be, but you don't know how. You're tired of being such a good girl all the time, aren't you? You want me to teach you how to be a slut, don't you?" "Yes," I whisp

Your Ordinary Face
You're having an ordinary day, doing ordinary things ... Together but seperate - you turn and he's right there you both lock eyes ... Instantly you're wet ... he's HARD just like that! youcan'tgetoutofyourclothesfastenough -- Godamn zipper's stuck! --Fuck it! Just rip it! Who cares after this point! it feels like f o r e v e r and you still have that one sock on but you don't have time -- youhavetotouchhimRIGHTthefuckNOW! His hands are in your hair -- deep kissing you hard! Your knees go weak as you feel creamy juices run down your inner thighs -- He's on you, piercing your body -- you arch your back as he thrusts Digging your nails down his back -- making him bleed, making him yours! He explodes, expanding -- you implode, constricting two souls meet face to face based on lust and spontaneous combustion -- Back to doing ordinary things, -- in the ordinary way -- with an extraordinary smile on your ordinary face...

What Kind Of Names Do You Like?
You Like Names that Are Retro and Fashionable You like names that are from the past but becoming modern again. Names with a strong history are very appealing to you. You're a big believer in giving children very adult sounding names. You're not a fan of nicknames or newfangled spellings. Some female names you might like: Audrey, Emma, Fiona, Georgia, Isabelle, Naomi, Rosemary, and Veronica Some male names you might like: Brendan, Colin, Ethan, Jared, Kenneth, Martin, and Nathaniel What Kind of Names Do You Like?

Place To Hide
I've found a place to hide A place they can't reach My fortress of protection Built on lack of speech And with the fading of those words I pass beyond the physical plains Which bore the hate and suffering That drew me to this place The rain, it falls all day and night To bathe this caustic filth A realm unspoiled by any other On a foundation of silence built I've found a place to hide A place they can't reach A little slice of heaven That pain can never breach So with my departing breath You suck the life out of me To feed the cynics appetite You could never let things be No more do I brood around The air doesn't weigh heavy here Upon my cold shoulders rest no longer a crippling fear Though when I scream out the nothing My voice bounces right back So I roam this desolate place i've built In search of what I lack But these walls were built too sturdy And the locks... they have no key So I dwell here all by myself for all eternity I've found a place to hide

Random Quotes From Me.
Everything is nothing if looked at more closely. We beg for that which we can never have. What we have, we give away. There is one place you can touch in a woman that will drive her absolutely mad...her heart. Sweet words turn to bitterness on the end of the tongue...something that can never be swallowed. The one thing that always eludes you tends to be the only thing you've ever wanted.

Saving Me
Ok, let's put this out here for everyone, and aimed at no one in particular. If you don't like me, that's fine, that's great, that's lovely....But give me the respect of telling me instead of playing games. Don't make plans to cancel on me 100 times...don't tell me to call and never answer....don't pretend to be my friend, then tell me you can't even listen to me when I need someone to talk to. I'm done with it, i'm tired of it. Nobody here can help me. Nobody here can save me. I'm sorry if I sound messed up.....deal with it. For whatever reason, I am emotionally fucked up right now...and if you can't deal with that, then leave me alone!

How To Own A Turtle :)
I am in Alice in Wonderland's auction. Here's what I have to offer: Clicking on this will take ya where you need to go: If you don't want to bid on me, stop by and bid on someone else and drop some rates on the lovely hostess while you are there. :D

Unicorn In Prada
Unicorn in Prada Uni had entered a competition he had seen on TV, Be Dressed Like a Movie Star, and to Jola’s surprise and extreme delight, he had won it. A week later Jola was caught completely by surprise as the world’s top designers knocked on her door. Sleek and slinky super models strutted through their door, TV cameras were everywhere, men and women dashed in and out, carrying materials, measuring and cutting, armoured cars carrying jewellery pulled into their driveway, and their armed guards carried boxes of display items inside, for Jola to choose from. Then there were hairdressers, make-up artists, style managers, and so many more that Uni stopped asking them what they did, and just greeted them as they came to the door. All the while Uni and the children sat on the front porch, listening to Jola squealing, giggling and gasping, Kasandra asked why, and Uni, who had no idea about clothes just shrugged and held his hands up, Sheen at last suggested that she was

Ill Be Gone For A While
JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I AM IN THE PROCESS OF MOVING SO I WILL BE OFF FOR A WEEK OR 2 I HAVE SOMEONE THAT WILL BE HANDLING MY ACCOUNT WHILE IM GONE KNOW I WILL MISS EVERYONE WHILE IM GONE BUT KNOW YOUR LOVED AND I WILL BE BACK SOON LOVE YOU ALL ROBIN

Lettin Everyone Know
We juss caught word that there is a Tornado warnin`comin`to Ontario...I am in Niagara Falls, Ont... So, If my mom and I aren`t online for a few days this is why... Hopefully nothin too serious will hapen but time will tell... They are sayin`there will be large hail (size of golf balls) and damaging winds. In Toronto, Ont (Canada) a man was on his 4th floor balcony and he seen a hair and table fly past him. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers, Thank youi!

And Another Jerk
hey yall.. so i was just being me..sittin on cam having fun .. and then there is this asswipe in my sb .. well u can see for urself CALLIN GIRLS FAT BITCHES AND THEN USING THE N WORD... WHO WANTS FILTH LIKE HIM IN THEIR LOUNGE ? AND BEST OF ALL, HE DIDNT JUST HIT ME UP HE ALSO HIT UP OTHER GIRLS IN MY LOUNGE.. WHAT A FUCKING ASS MUNCH ! GO TELL HIM WHATCHA THINK BOUT HIS EMO ASS - REALLY MAKES HIM MAD THAT PEOPLE KNOW HES EMO ! CelticFrost1979 @ fubar

Wanna Own Me?
Hi everyone. I'm in my very first auction. if you would like to bid on me click on the link below. the auction is open till the 22nd. hope to see you over there. happy bidding. BTW, while you're there, show the hostess some love too. this is her very first time holding an auction.

That Place In My Heart
It’s 10pm and ascending the stairs- I watch you. It’s an ever-so-slow movement Step-by-step The way your hand cradles the railing… The bend of your leg… Your eyes meeting mine.. And my thoughts are filled with sweet anticipation Of making you mine. The door opens- And painfully we walk slowly in the room. My heart is racing… I want to run in and pull you close Not walk oh so calmly Burying my head in the curve of your neck Taking in every scent… The soap on your skin… The air through your hair… The cologne on your shirt… All mine- Mine. I won’t let go. I can’t get close enough. Mine. Shoes and socks hit the floor- And you quick clean the mess on your dresser- I didn’t even notice… And I cuddle up with your pillow- Where your head rested last night- And watch you move around your room Occasionally looking back at me And you notice I am starring At the glow on your skin from the street light

Walls
We all have them...Just some are a bit higher than others... I recently had a visitor from my past come knocking on my door...Well actually...he knocked on the wrong door...But..it's my belief that everything happens for a reason...So..either he was just really forgetful...or...he wasn't meant to knock on mine again... Because of this person...and a few before him...But him more than others....I built a wall so high that you could barely peek over it... It's funny how when your emotions are toyed with that it's easy to shut them down...And that's exactly what I did...Until recently...But because of this person...I question everything...And I hate that in myself... This wall I have built up though is still causing problems...Can't seem to tear it down quick enough and then something is said...that just adds a few bricks back on that damn wall... I hate how this one has made me feel scared and nervous about tearing it down...It's protected me for so long...I just want to s

A Sad Day, Indeed.
Dear Friends, It is with a bowed head and humbled, heavy heart that I regret to inform you. That my friend, your friend and our friend, Mr. Dependable is now on his death bed. While we have been anticipating his demise for some time now, we are all still a bit shocked when the reality hits us hard. Really, really hard. It’s times like this that I like to reflect on the happier times. Mr. D was a real go-getter; always stepping up to the insurmountable tasks placed before him. While most are afraid of deep, dark places, Mr. D was no such coward. And camera shy? God no. Though considered stiff by some, he was truly pliable. He willingness to go hours on end will always be remembered fondly by all who have witnessed his grandeur. And though his layers of flesh peel before us all, I will not treat him with any less than the dignity he deserves...making him feel useful until the very end. The deep, warm and snug end. With that being said, if you would like to visit Mr.

Another Extra Piece Thrown In
Wow Wow Wow All I can say is wow. Today there have been several extra pieces of my life puzzle thrown in just to jumble it and fuck with me more. For those of you that are newly onboard with me, I was in Germany last year until the end of November, came back to the states and have been living at my moms house since then. Being at my mothers house surely has good advantages and bad advantages. The worst being that there is no bus even remotely close to me, so a job has almost been out of the question. I was only suppose to be here temporarily but 6 months later, I am still here. My mom's husband, has a sperm donar (as she calls it) that was adopted out at a young age because of all the partying that her husband and his ex did. This girl is in her 30's with the mentality of a 13 year old. I know she is on SSI because of all this. Well she ended up looking her dad up after many many many years, and he acts like they had never been apart and even speaks to her as if she were a young

Unicorns And Mornings After
Unicorns and Mornings After Jola woke up with her arms around Uni’s neck and she kissed him softly, nibbling on his lip. She was still wearing her Prada bra and G-string, and she knew his eyes always followed her around the room when she wore that, but this morning she couldn’t tear herself away, she was too happy just holding him in her arms. But all good things come to an end, especially when you have children, and when Jola saw the bedroom door handle turning from the corner of her eye, she squealed, leapt from the bed, called out desperately, “Momma is getting dressed, don’t come in.” and ran madly around the room, grabbing clothes, getting dressed, until finally she looked at Uni, who was still fast asleep, lying on his back, completely naked. She grabbed the sheet, which had fallen on the floor during the night, tried to throw it over him, and only covered his head, and seeing the door opening yet again, quickly pulled it over him properly, and sat on the edge of

Proper Way To Cook Meat
The proper way to prepare and cook great meat! 1. First of all one must choose a great piece of meat to start out with. It must be of the proper size, weight and texture, as well as to be plumped with the right combination of fat and muscle... too lean is no good and too much fat is no good either. It helps to pick up and feel the piece of meat and feel the texture of it, really feel it... once you become accustomed at picking out a good piece of meat, you will be able to tell right away if you've got a great piece of meat in your hands just from the feel of it, and you'll be able to tell if it will make the grade when it gets heated up and hot... lol 2. Now once you have decided that you have picked out a great piece of meat to start out with... the next step is very important... it's called the preparation! One should not rush and just throw a great piece of meat into the oven or fire. One should properly prepare it for the cooking, otherwise you may very well ruin what could h

Memory Of A Fellow Fubarian
I received an email from her daughter: My mom ( diana ) dies this morn , June 8 at 2:09 am eastern time. She had a note in her hand/ A part of which i am now whole it reads ... The note said .. Larry will know. I will wait for you there. Diana Born June 01 1959 .. Died June 8 2008

A Year Ago
As many of you know I have been confined to a wheelchair for nearly 16 years. Well it was around this time last year that I took my first real steps after hearing the doctors repeatedly say over and over again that I may never walk again. Well I am proud to announce that it is one year later and I am still walking and I am even getting stronger and slowly but surely moving away from using my walker. I am so proud of myself and for making such a great accomplishment.

I Got It Figured Out
The thing called a relationship is not funny anymore. I figured out what my problem was. It's not because my head is fucked up. Because of my ex's messing up my head. I did this crap myself. Trying to be with women that I had no reason to be with. It has nothing to do with the women that I have been with. Except one but she(Amanda) one of the greatest women that I ever knew and love to death. We are great friends now. With the exception of Kim. i shouldn't have been with any of them. Like I said its nothing bad towards them. It's not where I belonged. Misty i know we had our issues but I did enjoy my time with you (except the fighting). I know that i didn't show my emotions well. But that is me. Hopefully the friendship last forever. Even though you was on my Myspace for almost 2 years before you actually talked to me. But it came at the best time I think. I have a clear mind for the first time in a long time. My heart belongs to one person. I tried to block it out But I'm not

Sighs
Fooking credit card bill collector. My payment was supposed to have been taken out 3 weeks ago. It was just taken out last night..so I had to cancel my VIP till further notice. *sighs* My vip now expires 2 days after my birthday. I have to post pone my insurance payment - that part is no biggie. I almost had a fit - I thought I wasn't gonna be able to go out drinking on the 21st with my co workers, but duh - I get paid that Friday - just not this Friday. AHHHHHHHHH. *curls up in the corner and pouts*

Lets Get Her To The Next Level!!!!
We have a member in need of making it to the next level! She has 41k to go! Let’s show our spirit and lift her up! Thank you everyone for all you do, it is greatly appreciated! {GYPSY HEART} * {fu PET to DEMONSSWORD} * {STAFF 4 SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELLERS}@ fubar

Re: Secret Plan To Kill Internet By 2012 Leaked?
RE: Secret Plan To Kill Internet By 2012 Leaked? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Jun 2008, 14:47 Secret Plan To Kill Internet By 2012 Leaked? ISP's have resolved to restrict the Internet to a TV-like subscription model where users will be forced to pay to visit selected corporate websites by 2012, while others will be blocked, according to a leaked report. Despite some people dismissing the story as a hoax, the wider plan to kill the traditional Internet and replace it with a regulated and controlled Internet 2 is manifestly provable. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/june2008/061108_kill_internet. htm

The Reason I Choose To Stay Single!
This guy, on a different website BEGGED me for head on a daily basis. Even went so far as to ask if he was just too ugly for me, saying things like "What can I do to make you like me. You're so far out of my league, I just want to be with you one time then I'll leave you alone." I turn him down explaining to him that you dont approach a woman for sex that way. Its disrespectful and completely ridiculous, and he should try talking to a woman to get to know HER before he goes trying to get sex from her. So he says.... "well, truth is, the only reason i propose this to you is because your really fat and unattractive. if i were attracted to you, id be nice, charming, kind, funny. but im not interested in going that route with a girl that looks like you. and people tell me that fat whale girls are really good at it. and i just wanted to find out personally." My retort.... "Oh I see. Well Us fat bitches are quite good at everything. But ya see, some of us have a little thing

Harlansburgh One
Awesome © Safe Tags From CILM Harlansburg It is 4:45 PM and I am starting to clean up my desk so that I can leave the office. Then the phone rings, so I pick it up, and at the other end is my boss. "Celeste, you are going to Harlansburg, PA tomorrow. We want you to go and see what kind of land is there, we want to build a store there." My eyes roll back in my head, and I think,"Damn why me." "Okay , I say to him. You to you have a ll my travel plans there?" "Yes," he responds. "Fine, I will stop on my way out and get them. What time does my plan leave?" "At 9am sharp," he said. So I finish getting my stuff together and walk down the hall to his office. I knock and go inside where he is. He stands up with a packet in his hands," thanks Celeste, you âre a life safer." " No problem," I say. I walk to the garage and get in my car. As I drive I am thinking,"Harlansburgh, where the hell is that? I have never heard of it before." So when I get home, I get on line and look. It is in the midd

Family
justin has his own updates with his marriage. jennifer has her own updates with her own relationship. so does our dad too. and our birth parents too. please take a look at justin and jennifer's jounrals. They haven't been together for about a year now. His last works to us where have fun with your mom and her new bf. He has come back as our dad, but nothing more to our mom. Justin in now married to wendy. He is happy and he wish mom all the best of luck. Justin and jennifer now will just be the great of friends. we don't know about our other dad. http://angel4forever.livejournal.com/74768.html

Where Can I Find "my Coke Rewards" Codes?
Where are the codes located? And what should I do with the codes to get my 500 FU-Bucks?Participating Products:Barq's, Coke Classic, Coke Zero, Cherry Coke, Dasani, Diet Coke, Fanta, Fresca, Minute Maid, Nestea, POWERade, Pibb Xtra, Sprite, Vault**Check packaging for a MyCokeRewards Label**20 oz (cap) 24 oz (cap) 32 oz (cap) - Powerade 1 Liter (cap) 1.5 Liter (cap) 2 Liter (cap) 12 pack - Fridge Pack (flap) 24 pack, 500 n - Dasani 6 pack, 24 oz bottles 24 pack cans 8 pack, 20 oz bottles - Powerade 12 pack, 12 oz bottles - Dasani 32 pack cans Specially Marked (NASCAR promo) 24 pack cans Coke codes will be 12 or 15 characters long. Once you get codes, send them here: http://fubar.com/privmsg.php?u=1928052 Post each code on a separate line with no spaces. (Ex: GR4DWE7RTVGH) Once verified, you will then receive your 500 fu-bucks.

Unicorns And Griffins
Unicorns and Griffins Chenny and her new merman had to dive below the surface as the griffins attacked, they were vulnerable to their attack themselves, and exposed in the open water, and Chenny’s song did not work against non human creatures, but he had taken Uni as close to the door as she could. Jola, caught in the open had to change back to unicorn form to defend herself and Uni. She warned the children to wait under the cover of the trees until they got a clear chance to run for the safety of the still open door, and then suddenly the trees themselves began to attack the griffons, branches whipped and stung until the griffins flew away in distaste. Then Jola was amazed as from each tree stepped a woman, or at least they looked like women, their skin was bark, their hair was fine twigs, and their clothes were leaves from the trees they lived in, but it was their voices that really made her eyes open, they were as soft as Uni’s, but they sounded like a breeze blowin

Girls Vs Women
The real DIFFERENCE Between Girls & WOMEN 1. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. 2. Girls yell at you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. 3. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. 4. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. 5. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. 6. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. 7. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. 8. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special

My Friend
Thank you my friend for opening my eyes, to see through my pain for what it truly is, for comfort, understanding, compassion and wisdom. For strength to move on and be free. I agree we need a new motto and that is a good one. We no longer demand respect we command it. Also other wise words I heard, people train you how to be treated, as you train others how to treat you. If you allow others to ignore you they will, if you allow others to hurt you you will forever be hurt. It goes on and on you get the idea..

Hit And Run...
Yesturday I ventured out in hopes to find the cutest dress for my little girl to wear on her Kindergarten Graduation day, which was today, by the way, and we found no dress...she would rather wear "flip flops and capris" she said... So after my purchase of the pink flip flops and matching white with pink flowered pants I exited the store, girls in tow, heading straight for the car. It was around 4:30 p.m. Traffic was getting worse and I just wanted to go home. As I walked around to the driver's side in order to open the door for my daughter and get in myself I noticed a huge dent on the side of the car that wasn't there when we went into the store. My first reaction was to yell "what the hell happened?!" I was just shocked to see that someone had hit my car and disappered in the matter of a few minutes that we had been shopping! Then a guy came over and said he saw some kids driving around in circles in the parking lot screwing around and then he saw my car move. They

My Bestest Friends Bully Code
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Another One...update
Hey!!! Ok so I am making another move. Shit has been a big mess back home in cleveland. My uncle that lives in Texas made me an offer I can't refuse! Move there n be with them. Rent Free. A built in babyhysitter. A job waiting for me doing physical therpy. Go to school full time! I just would be retarded not to go. Once I get there I will be back online a little more. So in the meantime to all my friends. Please know that I haven't forgot any of you. Master I loves ya! Troy Emanon DragonMaster Darth and everyone else hugz and kisses! You all have my number I think so feel free to txt me or give me a call. kk Love, Kiri!!

Newsman Tim Russert Dies At 58
CNN) -- Tim Russert, who became one of America's leading political journalists as the host of NBC's "Meet the Press," died Friday, according to the network. He was 58. The network said Russert suffered a heart attack while at work and could not be revived. He had just returned from a family vacation in Italy to celebrate the graduation of his son, Luke, from Boston College. Russert joined the network in 1984 and quickly established himself as the face of the network's political coverage. In 1985 he supervised live broadcasts of the "Today" show from Rome, negotiating an appearance by Pope John Paul II -- a first for American television. He took the helm of "Meet the Press" in 1991, turning the long-running Sunday-morning interview program into the most-watched show of its kind in the United States. Washingtonian Magazine once dubbed Russert the best and most influential journalist in Washington, describing "Meet the Press" as "the most interesting and important hour on

Lounge Requests. Gotta Luv Em!
I'm not sure if I have covered this one yet. When I'm feeling a lil surly because I get home to a ton of crappy lounge spams in my SB. I just enter into the lounge and spam the shit out of it with some of my favorite web links until they throw me out. So, if you are reading this, then I'm sure by now you know I dont like lounges. Nor, do I like to have it spammed in my SB. If I'm banned or ejected from the lounge. You do want me there to begin with. Why send them? LMAO Think its time for a bowl and some cookies. Yum~!

Bother
Bother - Stone Sour Its one of those nights, when time ticks by slowly, the hours drag almost unbearably. You're left to ponder, yet the thoughts always leave you feeling lonely. I'm much to emotionally weak to fight people of my past. That seem to keep popping up. I don't see how they don't realize I've moved on to better myself. I no longer could tolerate the drain these leeches had on me. People that showed no respect and rather walk all over the people they called their "friends". I shouldn't let selfish people get to me. I just hate when people try to act like you were such a bad friend to them; abandoning them or whatever. I never once abandoned anybody; I just let the one-sided friendships run their course and moved on. It amazes me the nerve these self-absorbed people have; to run their mouths. People that I did so much for and never once asked for anything in return. I just need to keep my head high and keep going. I cannot let these people drag me down. They no l

Dorks In My Shoutbox.
I am going to start a new blog of things that are heard in my shoutbox. This is for entertainment purposes only and names will not be changed protect the dorks. check back often, you never know what you will see. Here is my first entry...... ----- StrongHeart22: Hello, u look cute and pretty sexy , I like u, hope u don't afraid huge cocks, mine is 11 inches ->StrongHeart22: my husbands is 13 inches. your not worthy of me ----- beadman: your ugly beadman: can you suck cock beadman: i like your size beadman: i have a big cock to --------- Bigroaddawg69: Ever see a guy snap his cock in a mousetrap??? lol --------------- JustinWMO: id love to cum on ur glasses ------------- Stones Fan: i see some one is busty lol ---------- ASSPAIN!!: Re; MUMM- You, yourself look like YOU probably SNORE like a COW or PIG, tto. Also probably SMELL like either one as well. So then, what's your fucking problem then, SHUT YOUR MOUTH already and QUIT COMPLAINING already! -----------

Competition
I ain't on here to compete wit other guys and stuff like that my time is precious and real no games jus on here to have fun and meet real friends.Now wit that out the way let's Fu around and try to level like crazy lol ;)

R.i.p. L.a
Gangsta Lean - DRS So sad and so painful, A life has disappeared... So sudden and so shocking, One evening can be... A life taken without a reason, A son gone... and it can''t be justified Frustration, pain and even anger is What''s left for us to feel... How could this have happened? So young yet and so naive It feels so unfaire... Almost as if we have been cheated by life... by fate... by the stars in the sky