I am 22 yrs old and still single. I am not likeing it anymore. Why is it everytime I start to get an interest in someone the seem to run. Is it because I have baggage? As in Kids? Am I ugly? And I fat? What is it? All I know is that I am tired of waiting for "HIM". Cuz it aint commin to me like its suppost to. I have always been told to wait and it will come to me. Well I have waited for 22 yrs and he still hasnt shown. Like right now, I have a big interest in someone. But I know he is gonna run....like everyone else has. I want to be loved. I want to be loved for me. I dont wanna just have sex anymore. I wanna make love. I wanna do it with someone who cares about me. I am tired of all the games. Guys who are attracted to me, but only for the wrong reasons...not the right ones. And the one person I thought I could rely on and be there as a friend and as a person who cared, doesnt have time for me anymore. Cuz he's got his own shit to worry about. His family members passin away, his party hardy times. I love that guy. But he dont love me back. And the guy I am interested in, is I dunno....confused? Its crazy. I want to be cuddled. I want to be held. I want my shining armor to come and rescue me from all this misery and stress. Rescue me from my diminion of sadness. Where are u?
