Something I threw together.. It's been a while since I've written.. but here ya go
One More Goodbye
It's easier to say goodbye then I love you
It's easier to shut out my thoughts
Then to open my heart to you
I wanted so badly
To be able to tell you
That your my every thought
I can't see myself without you
You held my heart in your hands
But I closed my eyes before the tears could fall
I wanted to show you my tears
I wanted to let you know all my fears
But would you still look at me the same
If you knew everything I have been through
I've always been good
At hiding my emotions
Until they get the best of me
My words never come out like they should
My mind gets cloudy
And I always forget what to say
When I love you is not said
It's makes it so much easier
Just to forget and walk away
The wounds may never heal
But it's something I'm used to
I love you, can be the best healing words
But it is something unspoken by me
No words can descibe the feeling
That you once gave to me
They are words I am scared to speak
Another one of my fears I hide so well
So once again I close my eyes
Once again it goes unsaid
But then again
Somethings are better left unsaid
Once again, I walk away
Just one more goodbye
- Rina
March 31, 2009
