sweet tart's blog: "Just some stuff I write..."

GUILT

Guilt is wishing jail for a loved one,

hoping it is for his sobriety.

Guilt is knowing you take,

much more than you can give.

Guilt is loving someone,

You are not with.

Guilt is knowing you will hurt someone.

Because, you'll never leave the one you are with.

Guilt is trying to please others,

when at the moment...

YOU just don't give a fuck!

Guilt is a daily fight.

It consumes my soul.

I should feel SOMETHING...

Yet, I do not!

I am numb....and yet, I feel guilty because of it.