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As I sit here a terrible injustice is bestowed upon me by will. Just recently I embarked on a Abstinence program for myself, Which included going 40 days without anything sexual in nature to happen during those 40 days. That rules out anything self gratifying, Pornos etc... Ive been on this task for about 7 days now, talk about having a rough 7 days... Where most men communicate with the wrong end of there brains in conversating with females.. Has anyone reading this ever had to go through such a ordeal.. I am very strong willed and im very dedicated to conquering this 40 days plastered in front of me. It helps me better understand that everything doesnt have to revolve around sex or does it have to involve sexual undertones.. Im sure ladies understand a guys approach from the very start and know how the conversation is going etc.. Im just wondering if this ordeal is gonna help me overcome such a long stretch without it.. when it was 2-3 times a day to 0.. I hope I have the patience and will power to outlast this.. I do need help, I do need a major 40 day hobby... One women said to me "think of it as having blisters".. I mean something like that just doesnt register in my mind.. I know she was only trying to help but damn talk about having the opposite effect... I hope whoever is reading this can sympathize with me knowing this is very hard for me and Its something that will hopefully make me appreciate the task or duty of it once my journey is complete.. thanks again for your time and patience.. ill see you again tommorrow.
