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~ Life ~
There is a story many years ago of an elementary teacher. Her name was Mrs. Thompson. And as she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children a lie. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. But that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he didn't play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. And Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise.

Life
(Ay) (Ay) (Ay, Nobody likes being played) Oh, Beyonce, Beyonce Oh, Shakira, Shakira (Hey) He said, I'm worth it, his one desire I know things about him that you wouldn't want to read about He kissed me, his one and only (Yes) Beautiful Liar Tell me how you tolerate the things you Just found out about You never know Why are we the ones who suffer I Have to let go He won't be the one to cry (Ay) Lets not kill the Karma (Ay) Lets not start a fight (Ay) Its not worth the drama For a Beautiful Liar (Oh) Can't we laugh about it (ha ha ha) (Oh) It's not worth our time (Oh) we can live without him Just a Beautiful Liar I trusted him but when i followed you I saw you together I didn't know about you then till I saw you with him when, yea I walked in on your love scene slow dancing You stole everything How can you say I did you wrong We'll never know [ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ] When the pain and heartbreaks over I have to let go

Life
So the other day I was arrested in my own home for protecting a 14 yr girl and her step mom who is near and dear to my family from her father "Joseph Deloria aka 'Howell MI fun male'" on here. This so called man molested his own daughter, a girl who was staying with them and potentially my 2yr old little girl. He claims that he is 100% disabled yet I have watched the man walk across a store just fine then when I yelled his name and asked how he was doing he tried acting like he was in a lot of pain, He was not in his chair, did not have a cane or walker and was Driving all by himself. Yes he is sick but not as bad as he claims. His daughter put up a baby gate in her doorway so he could not get in after he touched her she told me before the cops came to my house that if she got given back to her dad that she would kill him herself that there were knives in the house and medicines she could put in his food or drink, and that she would never let him touch her again. I was attacked by

Life
dead hot burning red visions of madness dance through my head death on the left fear on the right searching strugglingto find the light pain anguish memories I carry demons of the past my back do harrie I push on yet I fall back slipping sliding into hell's firey crack I cry I scream I strike out the ground around errupts with a flaming gout the darkness surrounds me no safety I see doomed forever by Fates decree. and on and on for 11 more pages.Guess I was having a bad day.

Life Suck And Sometime Even In The Good Way
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17. Wrinkl

Life
School sucks! I Have this punk ass kid talking shit bout me. so i gotta kick his ass, im flunking out of school but trying to stay in at same time. My friends beat the shit outta me for fun. but other than that i love my school and my shops awsome. those guys always got my back.

Life
hey i added new pics on my profile so take a look and comment please!!!! IF ANY SEEN MY PROFILE U SHOULD HAVE SEEN THAT I AM EXPECTING MY 2ND BABY BOY, I AM DUE ON THE 21st OF THIS MONTH!!! I CANT WAIT TILL MY LIL MAN GETS HERE, HIS NAME WILL BE KYLE DEWAYNE, HE WILL HAVE A BIG BROTHER WHO IS 1YR AND A HALF, HIS NAME IS SKYLER RAYMOND, I NEVER KNEW OR COULD EVEN IMAGINE THAT MOMMYHOOD WOULD BE SO TOUGH BUT YET SO MUCH FUN, I KNOW I AM ONLY 18, BUT I AM WITH MY KIDS DAD AND I HAVE BEEN SINCE I WAS 15, WE WILL BE TOGETHER 4 YEARS IN OCTOBER AND HE IS MY GOOD LUCK CHARM, I LOVE HIM TO DEATH, IF U LOOK AT MY PROFILE HIS NAME IS PHAT JOE, TAKE A LOOK AT HIS PROFILE AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!!

Life Is Important
I GOT ENGAGED OFFICALLY ON EASTER SUNDAY AND THE DATE HAS BEEN SET FOR JUNE 14, 2008. WE WANT TO MAKE SURE WE HAVE ENOUGH MONEY SAVED FOR THE WEDDING. I FEEL LIKE I AM WALKING ON THE EASRTH UP IN THE CLOUDS BUT WHEN I LOOK I AM STANDING ON THE GROUND....LOL. THIS HAS BEEN AN EXPERIENCE I HAVE NEVER HAD BEFORE AND IT MAKES ME THE MOST HAPPIEST WOMAN IN THE WORLD. LISA YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE REAL ME UNTIL YOU ASK OR WRITE TO ME. THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I FEEL DOWN AND THEN THERE ARE DAYS THAT I CAN BE AS HAPPY AS A PIG IN MUD. RIGHT NOW I AM FEELING A LITTLE DOWN BECAUSE I HAD SURGERY ALMOST 1 MONTH AGO AND I HAVE TO WEAR THIS STUPID BRACE FOR ANOTHER MONTH. I FEEL HOPELESS THAT I CAN'T DO WHAT I WANT TO DO, LIKE: SPEND FUN TIME WITH MY DAUGHTER AND PLAY ON THE FLOOR WITH HER DOLLS BECAUSE RIGHT NOW SHE IS IN THE PROCESS OF MAKING NEW FRIENDS TOO. THOSE OF YOU THAT READ THIS AND PRAY OR WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU DO...KEEP E IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS THAT I GET THIS BRACE OFF SOON

Life Shit
Visit my Advice Column Yeah this is a real bulletin, and im askin you to do something for me, by visiting my advice coloumn webbie, its gone stale for a while and I would like to get it back up and going like it used to be. It was very popular there for a while and would like to get it back that way so please visit it, forward it to friends and help get it back up and running. It may actually help get back in the swing of things. http://darianowitch.tripod.com/askdariano/ Thanks D driving confused, where am I have I been here before I should know this area out of gas where is the turn off? there whats happening loosing control road is no longer under my tires mountain is coming upon me quick airbag deploy I am spinning rolling I stop finally life flashing pain blood all over I cant move Im trapped I scream for help no one hears I throw things out of my car no one sees I see people drive past me NO ONE STOPS I black out I see my friend last time

Life As We Know It
My ramblings have covered many a field over the months, you name it i covered it, this one is an adventure into 'me' as i am now. Its hard going tryin' to express yourself so instead of skirting 'round the edge -- in i go. My life, right now dosen't ask a lot nor does it expect a lot. i dont expect my love affairs to last for long, i never fool myself into thinking otherwise or that my dreams will come true. I've had a full life so far and i'm use to problems and disappointments to such a point that i actually anticipate them, but this dosen't mean i like them, would you!! I've always got by somehow, thats what 'I do' and everytime i move on, i leave behind a little of something, sometimes people and friends sometimes material assets, but i try so hard to hold onto the memories. I move forward but without direction, and when I think on it , i really don't care - G-d how many times have i said that. I've also said that i'm immune to sadness and pain and that i'm 'hard' through

Life
they say the world is flat. they say its going to come to and end. they say hell is on earth. they say life will begain again. they say that love is just a word. they say it has no meaning. they say we are all alike. they say how we should live. well i say fuck what they say and be who u want 2 be as the day goes bye the more and more i miss you. as the months pass the more and more i want to see u. as the comes near i want 2 hold u tight. as the time passes i wish it wasl all begain again as life passes the older we get. as we grow older the wiser we are. as all this happens my love for u grows stronger and stroner

Life
i know not alot people read my blog but i dont care. if any of my friends noticed that i am not on as much it is because i have a job and i work a rotating shift.. i have a few bills to pay so the extra money goes to paying them off. not to mention getting 2 visits a month with my son so here it is another day. I cant say im surprised about how things have turned out. Yet again I am put to the side and made a friend. I dont think it will happen again. I have learned my leason well and am not trusting another man with my heart. any ways have a great day I know its been a while since i posted a blog. Saturday my husband and I renewed our handfasting vows. I could not be happier. We are doing good, we are closer than before. But, then the things that happened while on vacation in GA helped to pull us closer.

Life!
Hi everyone, Its been quite a while since i have been on here. My daughter had a massive seizure labor day weekend, found out she has epilepsy. That was a scary episode in our lives but she is doing great now... back to her playful carefree self. She's on medication 3 times a day to help keep her seizures under control. Over all we are both doing good and just taking life day by day. I had a good occurence happen, i had a very sweet and caring guy ask me out.. wooo hooo.. i accepted. I'm so happy that he asked me out because i think we would be a good couple once we get life figured out lol.. **hugs** to everyone and i hope to get caught up with everyone soon. **kisses to Darren** If you've been feeling underappreciated lately, you may find that things change dramatically today. Your work hasn't gone unnoticed, and your good energy should make the recognition that much sweeter. It's the perfect time to make plans and get what you need to carry them out. Whether y

Life
Well here I am late at night dwelling over the past year and 2 mths. It has been a journey that will never be forgotten because of the man I am now. For those you who dont know, my wife passed away January 06. For this brings me to where I am now in Life. I have had more heartache and pain than I have cared to have. Whether it was me hiding from my grieving or just moving on I dont know which.it is an emotional rollercoaster that I would never want anyone to experience. Because of my experience and what I have gone through I am where I am now. Which to some maybe, protected and protected. I cant help the way I feel, seems Life always has a journey for us no matter how much we try to change it. We cant change it, and trust I have tried and it doesnt work. All we can do is take it one day at time, and not dwell on the past, nor future. But dwell on the now. I am have become something I am not accustomed to which scares me dearly because I cant handle anymore heartache and pain. My journ

Life Part 2
~one of my point of views~ well as all that know me i was in a year and a half realtionship and things were good at 1 point.... then suddenly every thing turned to hell....it came out of no where like a big slap in the face ...it wasnt planed to happen the way it did...but when the shit went down i ran away from it all... or so what i thought.... yea i went to texas and yes it was over brittney... but nothing changed a bit...shit stayed the same i missed her even more then what i would have being here...most would say i became a loser...cuz the month spent in texas did nothing for me...shit ever since i came back to north carolina i aint be able to get a job...and life has just been so fucked up..2006 really blowed...and drug me down to the ground...you see its new years and yet once agian i am single.... not planed but its just the way the cookie crumbeled...news flash to all the young ones out there thats been fucked over by people in there life so many times....fuck look

Life's Rules
George Carlin's rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days--mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyeb

Life
Spending saturday @ the hill climb championships at Carnigie in Tracy with my family. Hope to take alot of pictures and will upload on Monday.It should be a BLAST! Have a great weekend everyone. Alot has happened since I was last on here. I am no longer working. My position was deleted. Also A few weeks back there was a train accident here in town. My husband happened to be on scene and it was not something that will ever be forgotten.Our close friends son happened to be the conductor of the train which we didn't know till he went to talk to the officers and said hello to my husband. We are doing fine but I have been dealing with it in my own ways.I am sorry about neglecting everyone. If you want more info feel free to leave me a message. THANKS!! About a week ago we recieved a letter inviting us to my sons high school for an awards ceremony. We went and he recieved and academic achievement award. I couldn't be more proud of him. I knew he could do it! Now lets see if he keeps up the

Life Lessons
30 Lessons from Porn 1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy when rooting. 11. People in the 70's couldn't shag unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other.(and the

Life In Genreal
I'll Always Love You by Sabrina Through all of the smiles, And all of the tears, Sometimes I can't believe, You are finally here. You rescued me from myself, And made me feel whole, Filled all of the empty places, Deep within my soul. You can make me laugh, You can make me cry, I know I'll always love you, Until the day that I die. Every morning I awake, With the picture of you, No matter what life brings, Together we can pull through I know there'll be good times, And I know there'll be bad,, But as long as were together, They'll be the best "bad" times, I've ever had. The 1st Affair A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside, and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. 'Where have you been?' his wife demanded. 'I

Life
"Sword in hand, at the bloody fields of History We rent our blades through dogma and humility Carve a future, according to our will Set worlds ablaze with our seething fire Let you all acknowledge that we are here As masters to rule this failing humanity Our beings forged of rage and defiance With strength to trample the weak and the foolish And so we march with burning brands Temples aflame, on our path to glory..." Got a problem with me??? solve it Think I am trippin??? tie my shoes Cant Stand me??? sit down Cant face me??? turn the fuck around!!!! “Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”

Life
Just want to let everyone know that I'm going to be gone for a few days, so if you don't see me on please try not to worry. I'm going to go and stay with a friend and go to Cinco De Mayo. I will make sure I return the love that everyone send me when I return home. I haven't see my Best Friend Linda in quite a few months, so I'm looking forward to seeing her. We need to make up for lost time, and to let each other know what's been going on in our lives since we have seen each other. I'm really looking forward to this trip, and I'll be looking forward to chatting with everyone again once I return. Sending out much love, hugs and kisses to my friends and family, and to my futute ones here on CT. Love ya all. I hope that all of you have a great weekend, also. Honey, I'm going to really miss you. I'll be coming to stay with you once I get home. Try not to miss me too much and I'll do the same. It's only for a few day, then I'll be with you for good. I'll help you with

Life
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Life's Little Bumps And Buises.
Lo there! Long time, no speak.....I'm back again....Ummmm and I'm staying this time.... Later, gators :D Well.....not really...more like morning play :D So how's Everybody's Mom's Day eh? Hope it was good. Mine was.......decent. It could have been better. I just wish my Mom wasn't so demanding sometimes.... :p My Job hunt has gone stagnant....I'm not doing the whole Online crap anymore....that hsit will get you no where.......I'm going to have to pound the pavment if I want to get what I want. :p So yeah....... Much Luv Yeah so this is my first thingy =D * I like to say to everyone Happy Green Beer day and don't go behind the wheel, if you are too drunk. =P * Beware of a lot of my philosophy in this thing. I think too much and that'll equal a lot of shit that'll make you think. So yeah.

Life
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Life
love is what u make of it. it can be a powerful thing pending who ur with. but love is more then a heart or flowers or a box of chocolates. its the deep compassion u show to ur patner life is like a box of cherrys u never know who ur gonna meet

Life As I Know It
Many of you don't know the pathetic human being Opona aka Mouchy. So this blog won't make much sense but it does explain why i have 2 years probation. To all that know him will probley say to me "ya should have known" and i agree i should have. With about 8 years from talking to that prick you forget that he was a compulsive liar. Anyways, here we go. It all started when I had got an apartment with my so called Friend Sean Williams (of 12yrs). He kept in Touch with Opona and Opona was telling Sean his Hard luck story about having been fired from his job and haveing no where to live. So since i already helped Sean get back on his feet with a job and a place to live i thought i would pass this good deed on to Opona too. So i told him he was welcomed to come live with us rent free for 2 months with utilities included and that i would see about getting him a job. Well it took me about a week to get him a job at food lion. that may not sound like much but hey for a guy who ha

Life On Lifes Terms
THINK U GOT WHAT IT TAKES.................HAHA U KNOW U DO! JUST CLICK THE PIC! ITS THAT EASY! FEATURING TOURTURE CHAMBER AND ITS KICK ASS FAMILY....... GET OUT HERE JOIN THE FUN JOIN THE FAMILY ALL NUT CASES WELCOME!

Life Has A Way Of Kicking You In The Teeth
I just needed to vent a little today. As most of you know, I have been so happy with the guy I have been dating. Not that there weren't little bumps along the way...but those just make you stronger...right? So I thought. Yesterday he decided we should go our seperate ways because he has alot of things to work through in his own life. I guess I can understand that...I just always thought that if two people loved each other, they work through those things together. I won't say I am heartbroken...but it's definately a little bent at the moment. I truely loved him. The good news is that I woke up this morning and it was a new day. I felt a little stronger than I did last night and I know that each new day will put me a little closer to being alright. I believe that everything happens for a reason, even if it's hard for me to see that reason right now. Thanks to my friends who were there for me last night. He is a good person and I don't want you to be mad at him. You know me..

Life In General
Countdown Clocks at WishAFriend.com I am so excited, yet a little stressed My cat has not been eating much for the past few weeks... and yesterday she started throwing up and falling over so I took her to the vet... all the tests come back normal to average for an older cat which she is.. but her blood sugar is really low (she's diabetic) and the vet thinks that she might have cancer... but its hard to diagnose cancer in animals... he did say that weather its cancer or not something is really wrong with her.. she's lost 2 pounds since November when she was last in to see the vet.. which is very bad for cats... the vet gave me some medicine that will help settle her tummy so she can eat (in case she has and upset tummy and thats why she hasn't been eating) but does not think that it will help much.. the tests that I'd have to put her through to determine what is wrong cost a lot and may just end up prolonging her suffering.. so I may just have to put her to sleep.. *sigh* I don't wa

Life: And What's Happening
HELLO FAMILY, FRIENDS AND FANS: AS MOST OF YOU KNOW WE MET HERE ON CHERRY TAP 8 MONTHS AGO AND THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING UPHILL SINCE THEN. MAY 8TH WE GOT ENGAGED AND TODAY, WE WERE MARRIED!!!! STOP BY OUR SITE AND SEE SOME OF OUR WEDDING PICS! THANKS EVERYONE FOR BEING PART OF THE JOURNEY! LOVE, CHRIS & TRUDY Hello Family & Friends! I know it's been a while and I apologise for that. We have been so busy. Working for one, then of course every day life can get hectic as you all are aware of. May 8th, 2007 marked the 3rd year anniversary of the passing of my only child. That day, as well as others, are hard for me... but this year, something special happened... let me explain. I took the day off from work - because I knew I would be an emotional wreck - Chris took the day off too to be with me. As I predicted, it was a day of mixed emotions - missing Ryan so much and wanting him here with me, so many memories and so many tears. Later that day I was on th

Life, Still Frame
Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me, but I'm nothing so good, No, I'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs, of violence, of love and of sorrow, I beg for just one more tomorrow, where you hold me down.. fold me in deep sleep, deep in the heart of your sins..I break in two over you, I break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life, but you dont see me ..you don't.. Here I'm between darkness and light bleached and blinded by these nights, where I'm tossing and tortured til dawn by you, visions of you then you're gone, the shock lifts the red from my face when I hear someone is taking my place, how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel, when all, all that I did was for you...I break in two over you I break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life, but you dont see me you don't..I break in two over you, I break in two and each piece of me dies..And only you can give the breath of l

Life
For those of you who know me fairly well, you should read this. If you don't know me, feal free to read, but don't judge cuz you'll piss me off royaly. Okay, so, we all know that I got married Aug.12, 2006. We also know from previouse blogs that were deleted, that things turned very sour shortly after. He was a drunkard, a manipulator and turned out to be rather violent. Took a swing at my face over alchohol. So yes, it was bad. I came home to cali with a quickness and filed for divorce. Started hangin out with some really close friends. One of which ended up divorcing his wife for the same reasons I was divorcing my husband. He and I hooked up. After 4 and a half years of knowing each other, it seems perfectly natural. Three days after hoking up with my new bf, I get a message that my husband had died of liver failure. He supposedly picked up a bottle and never let it hit the counter for three weeks strait because he was distraut. Durring this time though, he decid

Life
Hey everyone. Yes I do have a Myspace page. Come check me out. Search for me under my email adress vampyreprincess1987@yahoo.com My Husband and I are fighting...and here's why: Kevin and I always used to take showers together...I know it sounds creepy but thats what we did. Anyways, we separated in December and go tback together in February...and since then he hasnt wanted to have a shower with me and I know the reason why. It's because of all the weight I have gained, but he denies thats the reason. But it's true, I look horrible! Why to all the other BBWs look so much better than I do? You know what Kevin said one time? He actually said I would look sexier if I lost the weight! I don't know what to do! FUCKED UP BEYOND ALL RECOGNITION LMAO!!! :)

Life Suck Ass Really Bad
Life Sucks Really Bad I hate life cause everytime i fine a guy i think he like me and we hit it off just great and they go back to there x's or fine someone else and i think the so fucking dumb as all.... I BEEN ON HERE ABOUT 2 YRS KNOW..I WAS HAVING FUN TELL MY SO CALLED DAD JION ON HERE...AND EVERYTHING WANT BAD...HE THINK HE BETTER THEN ME CAUSE HE A DJ AT LOUNGE CALLED MYSTCAL'S LOUNGE..THAT THE LOUNGE I GOT BANNED FOR NO REASON...I THINK I KNOW WHO BANNED MR FROM THERE BUT THEY WILL NOT COME FORWAED AT ALL AND SAY THEY DONE IT...SO HERE THE THING IF I KEEP GETTING BANNED FROM LOUNGE OR THEY START WITH ME I'M DELETING MY ACCOUNT AND I'M NOT COMING BACK ON..WHAT STAY IN TOCH WITH ME JUST LET ME KNOW...

Life Blows
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while aski ng for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is.. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choi

Life
I live each day as if it were my last and by doing so I know that I can't let my self down I can only grow and make my self a better person over all. don't let things from the past effect who you are today because each day you are still growing into who you are to become.

Life
Maybe god wanted us to meet the wrong people before the meeting the right person so that when we finally meet the right person we will know how to be greatful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes another opens, but often times we looks so long at the closed door that we dont see the one which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind that you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and walk away feeling like it was the best converstation youve ever had. Maybe it is ture that we dont know what we have got untill we lose it, but it is true that we dont know what we've been missing untill it arrives! Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they wull love you bac. Dont expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their heart, but if he does not, just be content it grew in yours! It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, and hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget some

Life
In agony I sit quietly peace i pray for often the truth i scream my sadness i withhold memories overtake the weakness buried in my soul thoughts of flames burning brightly honesty never told the mistaken forgotten goals why have i been forsaken forgotten along the way the righteous path that leads no where fast decievers liars theives that steal the light of day absent minded fools they are come out at night too play whispering forgiveness to which ever force may hear meet my maker in hell i shall for sanctuary now seems foul true and honest of hearts they say shall forever live in light why should it be when the last breath is one and the frightened soul takes flight 1-12-08 Hear the Words I whisper feel this curse sent to be your end know your destiny begins once your gone and dead these mortal wounds you've inflicted on my soul shall haunt your memories flashes of pictures thought to be missing coming to get you again feel the hatred that

Life Can Be Serious At Times
We all have to look at things at times with a smile... Or even laugh at things.. In a world of war, sickness, hate and so on... We just have to look at things at laugh.. Or maybe drink LOL.. It is the best medicine around to laugh .. And its free and does you the world of good... I have asked the elderly what is their secret in staying so young.. Many have answered to laugh alot and enjoy life... It is a postive way to look at things.. When things get to much for you... Go and find something or listen to things that make you laugh.. I try to look at things and avoid the seriousness.. And think of other things... Ok it can be very hard to do at times I must amit... When things get to me I can stay down for months at a time... But with help from the love of my friends I soon get back up... I even put a comedy dvd on which I never use to like... But some I laugh so much i cried LOL... And what people say at times... Or looking at emails, or video clips, or even music..

Life
Life sometimes is not fair and sometimes life can be beautiful....From a birth of a baby to a death of someone or something that is dear... From every situation there is a reason why it is so....for we might not know that reason.....but we just look at it have face it is to be..... When I was a child I always believe that when you die you become a star in the galaxy with all the others that has gone....I still believe that is so today....My thoughts are you are never alone..... I haven't given up even though at times I wish life will hurry up but life is funny that way the more you want it to hurry up the more slower life becomes... So to all my friends whom I am truly am grateful of knowing til the day come when I stop breathing I will live life as it comes to me.... " For Death Is No More Than A Turning Point Of Us Over From The Time To Eternity" **WILLIAM PENN** I am taking life as it comes....Like all of us.... Who know what the future may hold.....

Lifes Beautiful Virus
Do not open this email "Life's Is Beautiful" When you do! it says life was beautiful now yours is Fu$#ck't and your system will not operate run no of the above! this email is on AOL, Hotmail, yahoo, and all the other internet serv. tell your friends and family Miracle Cancer Cure In 2001, Nova Scotian Rick Simpson discovered that a cancerous spot on his skin disappeared within a few days of applying an essential oil made from marijuana. Since then, Simpson and others have treated thousands of cancer patients with incredible success. Researchers in Spain have confirmed that THC, an active compound in marijuana, kills brain-tumor cells in human subjects and shows promise with breast, pancreatic and liver tumors. The U.S. Food and Drug Administration, however, classifies marijuana as a Schedule I drug, meaning that it has no accepted medical use, unlike Schedule II drugs, like cocaine and methamphetamine, which may provide medical benefits. What a buzzkill.

Life...
so i recently moved... we got a bigger place.. like alot bigger its pretty great... even thogh its an extra 200 bucks a month but oh well.. weve spent the past few days mooving and trying to get shit unpacked and situated and everything.. its pretty hecktic.. theres alot of getting no sleep and being stressed and frusterated... but its comming together. today me and one of my suposid best friends got in a hudge fight cuz she hasnt been helping with pretty much anything sence she mooved in or while weve been mooving and shes two faceing us with someone that screwed me and the ppl that live with us over... but shes still being her friend while shes runner her mouth about her to us so it was fucked up and today she pissed me off so i tweeked out on her about everything but now i feel like shit cuz she was my best friend and one of the only people i had left to talk to and trust so im kinda lost right now and dont know what ima do... so thigs havnt been going that good. i w

Life
This song has been on my mind ever since the first time I actually listened to the lyrics. I hope this helps me. Artist: Hinder Album: Extreme Behavior Title: Lips Of An Angel Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girls in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really

Life Is Great
Life is not great it's a downword spiral of shit that I've coused I can;t seem to put my past behind me and it hunts me always I've tried everything to change back to the sweet person I was but I'm just a screw up that will evenculy end up all alone like my dad because I push people away when I get hurt And then Put up a wall I need to fix that to chang my fate

Life Without Love Is Death Awake
Beauty in itself should not be rewarded,but must always be recognized Life without love is death awake. Be careful of the hearts you break. Or one day you will wake to see, the person you loved,and killed,was me.

Life.
Roast Turkey with Gravy From Food Network Kitchens How to Boil Water, Meredith, 2006 1 (12 to 14 pound) turkey Kosher salt Freshly ground black pepper 2 medium onions 1 head garlic Several sprigs of fresh herbs, such as thyme, parsley, rosemary, or sage 2 bay leaves 2 to 4 medium carrots 2 to 4 celery stalks 8 tablespoons unsalted butter 8 cups chicken broth (about 4 small cans or 2 quart boxes) 1/2 cup all-purpose flour Dash Worcestershire sauce Apple Cranberry Dressing, recipe follows Special equipment: large roasting pan, pastry brush or bulb baster, instant-read thermometer Adjust an oven rack to the lowest position and remove the other racks. Preheat oven to 325 degrees F. Remove the neck and giblets from the turkey. Discard the liver, set the others aside. Dry the turkey inside and out with paper towels. Season the breast cavity with salt and pepper. Slice the onions and halve the garlic head crosswise. Stuff all the garlic and half the onions inside the

Life Keeps Moving On
Finally I have put the past behind me. Or at least I hope so. Last night I cried myself to sleep and now I want it to be the last time. He left and still hasn't called so all I can think is that he won't. I love him but it is time to move on. I am starting my schooling again and getting my divorce soon. I am finally moveing on. Thank you Ken for showing me how strong I truly am.

Life
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past ~ stop planning the future ~ stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel ~ stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel ~Sometimes we just have to go with…… “Whatever happens – happens”

Life
im giving serious thought to deleting my cherrytap, myspace, facebook, and xpeeps accounts. i dont hear from anyone..... besides itd be better to get my face off the internet.... i dont need to be seen. I dont know what to do with myself. My son is asleep in his swing. He loves that damn thing, cries when I take him out! Normally id get high but my sister in law pretty much my only friend went to jail and life sucks since. Shes a cool kid... Shes almost 18 just so everyone here knows im not gettin high with a 12 year old!

Life
if you loose the little things in your life that you dont know you have until the are gone, then the big things in life are nothing. think of not being able to eat supper at the table, go for walks, or even go to the store with your love ones.life been took right from you, its the little things that mean alot

Life...
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty, and well preserved body, But rather... to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming ~ "WOW! What A Ride!"

Life In General
LMAO....Thought that might get your attention!!!! Well today is One of the GREATEST of My Life. Granted we all have some that Just seem to be better then others but i'm about to have a visitor in my home for 5 days that i Haven't physically seen in over 15 years!! Oh yea, i've talked to her many times over the years but to see and be able to hold and hug....Nope. This is My Mom. i'm so EXCITED i don't know what to Say, but this. i will be pretty Busy for the next 5 days, Even though i do'nt do much here anyway, i just thought i'd let my Fans and friends know. the reason for such a Long time since i have seen her....not important. but i AM the Blacksheep of the family, if that helps..lol. i Hope eveyone has a GREAT WEEKEND!!! i Created this page as a dedication to the men and women of the Armed Forces. AND for those...........i Dearly Love!! please sign my GuestBook on the Site and Hope you enjoy it. Click the Pic To visit the site ok, i h

Life
We had a wonderful trip down here. Well 'cept when we stopped to get some sleep and I ended up sick. Everything is going great so far!! We are moving around three this afternoon to head down to S.C.!! Leave me lots of love!!!

Life Sucks
ya so when ppl tell you to always trust ur gut ya its true in referance to my last blog how i wasnt sure bout this new bf well i had good reason i now see he wasnt ready for a relationship which in my mind he wasnt ready to give up all the other chicks that r "friends" that he texts all day long even w hen we r together i dont no wat to do ne more im tired of gettin hurt bc i open myself up to ppl it only causes pain an ya cant do it ne more When people ask me what do I see in my future I tell them what I want to see. Not watt I really see because I would probably be locked up in the nut house. I tell them that I see myself being a nurse, a mom and a wife, all happily of course. But when I really think bout it, it all looks black, incomplete, empty, and lonely. It’s actually really depressing and scary when I think bout it long enough because I don’t know what it means. I don’t see myself being a nurse, having kids, or a husband. Really I don’t even see myself graduati

Life
i am startin 2 fuckin hate life ppl keep pushin me and not fuckin talk 2 me it is really pissin me off i swear i hate life but oh well no 1 care i hate life so much no 1 cares about me but they say they do but i know they done care about me they could care less if i died

Lifes A Bitch
shes woundering how i really feel if it was really real if it was true love or just a game how i really felt when she said my name if i was really there to be by her side or if it was just a lie if i really cried if the real me even died if when we talked my insides really flyed then if those million butterflys really died if it really mattered does she know the answer to all my feelings??? if she dosent then theres something wrong LIFE CRASHES WHEN LOVE CLASHES HEARTS BURN TO ASHES DONT IT FEEL LIKE YOU JUST GOT BLASTED FROM THE PAIN YOU CANT TAKE NOR MAINTAIN THOUGHTS OF DEEP EMMOTIONS RUNNIN THROUGH UR BRAIN LIKE A DERAILED TRAIN HOW CAN ONE BE SAIN YET AND OR EXPLAIN THE MISTAKES HES MADE AND THE PRICE HES PAYED WHEN LOVE HAS NO PRICE BUT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE IS FILED WITH PAIN AND STRIF WITH A PERSON WHO ASKED TO BE YOUR WIFE 3 DAYS LATER TURNS TO SHIT AND YOU FEEL LIKE A BITCH NEVER BEEN HURT SAY YOU CANT FEEL PAIN SHIT THATS A LIE..AT LEAST

Life And Love
Ok, here is my very first blog ever, and there is just something I want to get out of my mind. Why is it nice guys hardly ever finish, period? I have tried meeting women, gotten to know them, helped them through what some may call a severely hard time in their life, and they then turn around and date a complete asshole just cause he is cute, claiming they could never date you cause you are too good of friends. Why also is it that a woman can never just come out and tell you when there is a problem in the relationship? Why do they feel compelled to cheat on me and then wait several months later before they admit it to me, then also claim they never thought the relationship would have progressed so far. I am really tired of never finishing. Why can't I meet a woman that likes me and can remain loyal? And now once again, I am back on the single market, sitting on a shelf, collecting dust, waiting for someone to find me, like me for who I am, and then take me home into their heart.

Life Sucks
They say that dreams are the wishes That our hearts make while we sleep, That all the things we desire and want, Are there within our reach. That our unconscious mind Can take us to where we long to be, Where there is no meaning of time Only moments spent vividly. They also say that dreams Are messages from the gods, The foretelling of our futures Like printed tarot cards. They say that guardian angels Come to us while we sleep, To comfort and protect us Whenever our souls weep. That our loved ones passed over Occasionally come through, To be with us in dreams Because they miss us too when i turn away have the heart to forgive and forget me for i don't know what to say just close your eyes if i cause you pain for the pain inside me is more than yours maybe you will never understand why i turned my back there's nothing i can explain, why? the feeling will always be there sad to say our time together were futile to work we'll just keep on

A Life In The Life Of R.a.w
Out on monday night was the most bizarre night i may have expierienced (not counting the several night i don't quite remember). First off the starting place of our nights out was closed for unknown reasons and due to these circumstances a change of venue was needed. In our next stop were several of the hooded offenders teaching a polish person how to speak..... you can imagine the only words that were said from this moment on were 'Fuck' and 'Ghetto Booty mate!'. I would have beat them with my invisable yet rather pain inducing stick of mass damage but I was too distracted by a tube of lip gloss left in the ash tray which was still full. In my drunken state i decided to squeeze the whole tube into the ash tray and use it to stick all the contents together to make a rather disgusting lollipop looking abomination. Another venue change was in order.. "TOO THE ROIAD HOUSE!" On our casual walk up an alleyway we were then followed by two men that were very drunk and threatened to hit us

Life With Chris
6 months ago TODAY, I pulled into Fort Worth, Texas and met Chris face to face for the first time. I was on a one week vacation as I lived in California at the time and was suppose to go back, but ended up staying. (Long Story but one definately worth hearing one day). I just want everyone to know that today marks our 6 month anniversary and although many might think that is nothing, to us it was a significant day in our relationship as it was the beginning of something that has only flourished since then. Happy Anniversary Chris! I look foward to each day spent with you. I know we will continue to build our life together as we keep moving foward in our relationship. I love you and I look foward to many more days. months and years with you. A very special friend of ours told me I should blog this, so I am taking his advice and doing just that. Thanks JC (Aka Jeremy Crow) Chris and I have a ritual so to speak... as we drive to our jobs each morning, we ta

The Life At The Bay
so yeah life in the bay is ok.. i can't complain iam on the paintball team here captain acually.. i have met a wonderful girl can't complain too much about that.... the navy is still awsome other then the long hours.... the dogs are amazing... and just to throw it out there ffegan is the shit thats about it for now later players

Life
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will find them gradually, without noticing it, and live along some distant day into the answer.

The Life Of The Jamez Aka The Donkey
“It’s not the strong who survive, but the survivor who is strong” Physical and mental strength means nothing if you don’t have the ability to face a situation. The ones who can adapt, learn, and over come are strong. First and formost i would like to get a fucking HOOAH out! now if any of you read my posts I reposted whats below many times. what the fuck is that shit. we live in the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA nobody that comes here from another country has the right to disrespect us... nobody. (all you mother fuckers that cry,bitch and moan that your country is so bad and you want to live here fucking earn it! at least be thankful that we took your sorry asses in...) This school should be shut down and demoed all the staff should be fired for not stopping it at any cost... all the kids should be sent back to Mexico you lil fuckers like Mexico so much go fucking live there! there is a huge differce of being proud of where you come from and who you are, this is

Life
I am still suprised by peoples doubt of their mortality. Deep in our minds we know death will come but we are scared and morose when the prospect of it creeps close through older loved ones getting sick. I have made it a point to try to not stress about too many things and try to enjoy the little snippets of happiness that break through the dense clouds of a miserable existence. For existence is what it is..when u spend 75% of your day working then u have no life. I have accepted my mortality..I have even thought about the premature emergence of it..but my harbinger of death will come when it is time and until then i want to be able to say man i had some good times. I feel sometimes that a lot of women take themselves too seriously and are often hung up about the wrong things. If a man or ur man has no problem with ur body then why should u? Another thing is that u should give guys more credit. Sure there are a lot of assholes out there and there are a lot of bitches. If a guy has b

Life Sucks
15-year-old killed as driver flees police Thursday, August 9, 2007 3:22 AM CDT Post a Comment | Email this story | Print this story Times Staff Report VALPARAISO | A 15-year-old Louisiana girl was killed Wednesday in a crash in which the driver of the car she was riding in was fleeing from police and hit a semitrailer, police said. The driver, a 16-year-old Valparaiso boy, is under guard at a local hospital and is expected to be charged today. The crash occurred at 2:15 p.m. at the intersection of Ind. 49 and County Road 400 North, also known as Vale Park Road. Three other teens were in the car. The driver, who police did not name, was wanted on a warrant for violating his juvenile probation. Brandie N. Broussard, the left back-seat passenger, died from internal injuries, Porter County police Sgt. Timothy Emmons said in a news release. Rachel McNeil, 16, the front-seat passenger, suffered internal injuries, and Robert D. Norris, 17, the right back-seat passeng

Life
A million things are happening simultaneously and you're at the center of the whirlwind. Never fear -- remember that the eye of the storm is by far the calmest place to be. You'll get it under control. Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, They smile when they want to scream. They laugh when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel Their hearts break when they lose a friend. yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. They bring joy, hope and love. HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH. My friend this is to remind y

Life
Hello again, I know i only write like every day on here, but it helps me, today I have been thinking alot about what I say on here, and I want everyone to know that i do not just type stuff on here in a depressive manner because i mean to, no actually it is more along the lines of I just have been depressed, but i realized today that i am over it, so now it is back to buisness as usual, I am writting this to say that if not for love, honor, and friendship, non of us would truely be here. I would also like to say to my friends I am sorry for being a pain in the ass, I know I have not been myself and must appologize to all of you who I have made think there is something wrong since I have not been joking around like I normally do. Well I am here and I can say this much I am over whatever caused it, and I am back, and I am here to do some heavy nut tossing. So let us all take a deep breath, and welcome in the new month with joy, cause for me i know that tomorrow holds my future, and today

Life Of Pain...
If you do not see me....then who does? If you are the one that I turn to in the night and even you cannot feel my pain...then who does? If I care, love and need, and you cannot see it... then who does? If I am the one lost and you will not find me...then who does? Part 1 of the road to my name: alone weak hurt wrong unworthy despair deslote storm dying helpless fearfull quiet saddness rage pain lost drakness............ fearless painless strength faith calm powerful quiet peaceful found alone.... as always...alone.

Life
Sorry I have been off here for a little bit. I recently lost my Uncle a man who in alot of ways was like a father to me. I was one of the paw bearers and it hit home a bit harder. But not as hard as the bugler playing TAPS and the 21 gun salute. He was a DUCK driver in the Navy. RIP Uncle Jim 9/23/1943 to 4/29/2007 you impacted me in several ways you are the reason I am who I am You will be missed. Please if you comment on this email them to me I have no real clue where to read any comments anyone has posted before this blog tysm! Remember life is all about living, and learning life is about choices and decisions, life is about love and relationships, life is about caring , feeling hurting growing and responsibilities. Life is the ultimate teacher and the ever growing experience. It is the one challenge that no matter who you are master or student, old or young weak strong rich or poor, none of us fully control. Life is the one presence that changes at any given moment testing an

Life Goes On, The Next Chapter
After a rough first6 round of 32 battles, the sweet 16 id ready to square off. These are the winners against the winners, I hope to polish these all off by Sunday at the latest. Look for them in the Mumms. I will post the results here rather than on the mumms themselves. Seemd I got a few complaints thety there was too much to read there. Here is the Sweet 16: 1. AC/DC Metallica 2. Led Zepplin Bad Company 3. Van Halen KISS 4. Rush Tom Petty 5. The Moody Blues Paul McCartney & Wings 6. The Rolling Stones Journey 7. Aerosmith Fleetwood Mac 8. Lynyrd Skynyrd The Outlaws 9. Elton John The Beatles 10. Eagles The Allman Brothers 11. ELP Yes 12. Heart Pat Benetar 13. Motley Crue Deep Purple 14. Queen U 2 15. Electric Light Orchestra Genesis 16. Boston Forgiener May the best Band win! Well, the trip north was long. Gawd it was long! Full of delays, but that made our meeting all the sweeter. I stepped off the trai

Life Sux
I beginning to think that i am just a fucked up person....I either really am a screwed up person who nobody wants...or i just find the biggest assholes in the world...last night my ex called said he was in town and proceeded to cuss me out all night...then tell me he loved me and that he would leave his current fiance for me...that he had changed his mind and felt bad for treating me the way he has...then decided he doesn't want me to call him anymore...my current boyfriend think that i dont feel comfortable around him so he's second guessing being with me...another recent ex...a 22year old...left me for a 15 year old...and a 17 year old...but still wants me here on the side...Does this sound like its me...or do i just have horrible taste?

Life
I feel so helpless. Have you ever had a life that maybe wasn’t the best? It maybe wasn’t what you really wanted, but it was worthwhile? One minute you’re running around trying to make last minute birthday plans for your daughter. The next minute you’ve slipped into a diabetic coma. On January 16, my 25th birthday, my mom did just that. We thought we had lost her. One minute she was asking me to make the room stop spinning and the next, shes lying helpless in a hospital bed. My mom had a job, had a life, had a husband, and she had a daughter and grandson who love her dearly. I had a choice to make. I was on disability myself but temporarily. I was on my way to finding a job and finally getting back on my feet. I went to my pyschiatrist where she informed me that disability would be a good choice for me. I’m okay with that now... my mom needs me. I owe it to her to help her. Shes now on insulin and has a hard time getting around. Shes suffering from ambulatory dysfunction and n

Life
OMG I got my first tatto today an all I have to say is holy shit it hurt!!! But hey thats life I guess. Hehe any ways I will post pics later. Hugs an Kisses all Ok I went out dancing tonight an had a blast. It is the first time I have drank in a long ass time!!! I had two buttershots an two coronas danced up a storm got pics I will be posting some tomarrow. LOL it was just a wild girls night out of fun. I hope you all had an awsome weekend your selfs!!!! UGH first of my head is killing me an I feel like shit! Ok I went out to dinner with friends lastnight for my birthday then went out dancing I have not laughed so hard. Me an my g/f laughed so hared our stomachs hurt an we where crying LOL. The guys were like ummm ok. We all had an awsome time I got pictures of it I will have to post them. I hope you all had a wonderful weekend. Hugs an Smooches

Life / Change
i understand so much more now. im not angry at you for what you did because now im in the same situation. i thought i could do something.. but now after trying i realised that i just can't. i don't know if its the person , there personality or if its just the idea that being in any sort of relationship right now just a turn off for me.not so much that its a turn off its just not something that is appealing to me right now.i know that eventually i will get lonely and tired but for now its time to be andventious by myself me.No strings, no boys or girls, just friends and fun. im not sayinf im going to go out and fuck like a mad woman either because at this point im sick of dramarama in general and that goes hand in hand with relationships of both the sexual and nonsexual type.i dont want to have to answer to anyone.i do what i want when i want even if it means doing it myself.ive got a better idea of what i want out of life and im going to go get it. ashly asked what was wrong with me y

Life Being Me
It was back when I was in my late 20’s. I was into the party scene, and had a friend (who needs to remain anon.) that I hung out with a lot. One night we were partying with a girl named Judy. I had known her from when I first moved to Phoenix, and had slept with her a few times before that night, and knew her likes and fantasy’s. I also knew (or thought I did) my friends desires. He thought Judy was hot, so being open minded and always willing to try something new, I suggested a 3-some. That was all it took, the clothes came off and my friend and I spent the night filling her every need, doing everything two guys could do to satisfy her. Through it all I noticed I didn’t feel uncomfortable being naked around my friend, and it didn’t bother me when our bodies touched when we were filling Judy’s every opening. After that night I never gave those feelings a second thought, until one night we were partying, and he made some comment about the lack of a woman at the moment, and

Life
why do we have to have so much hatred in the world today? we should neva judge a book by it's cover until we can surely get to know whats inside, i know i have been guilty of leaving on bad terms with someone not knowing if it will be the last time that we will see and talk to one another and thats what we all should think about life is too short to pass judgement and to be cruel so lets cherish what we have today for tommorow may neva come~~~~~~

Life
why do guys lie to get you in bed? then just leave you? he knew that i'd never been touched by another, yet he lied and used words to get what he wanted. and now he's gone and i'm still here all broken and bruised. I still breathe and go on with day to day things but inside i'm numb and can't feel anything.

Life In General
well its the weekend, and im not likeing it much, weekends suck cuz i either dont get my kids or i dont get to see my g/f, but its almost paintball season, so atleast i can take my mind off the bad and just shoot people......... my buddy is on his way over and were thinkin its a good time to head to the back yard and set up some runs, (paintball term for games) got my brother and the roommate right into it this year and the team is almost ready for the big league, we going semi pro this year. more to come ..... Mars You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with tempta

Life Isnt A Bowl Of Cherries
Just when life cant get any worse something always comes along and knocks you completly down.Trying to keep a positive outlook is sometimes really hard when you keep recieving all the negative.Just once I would like to have the kind of life that doesnt overwhelm me at all angles. I cant believe the person I have become.So cold on the inside and not very warm on the outside.Its hard to believe that the loss of one love can do so much damage.I hate the person I have become,but yet these past 5 years havent mended the break in my heart.I push on everyday and yet those memories find a way to intrude in my life.How long does one ache for the love that they once had?? One more day and yet the pain is still thier.What must I do to forget and let myself heal??

Life
I don't understand why job and family services will only help you if you have kids. what about the disabled? weather they have kids or not,why can't we get any help? no wonder why we are so depressed and think about suicide. no one wants to help us as far as government goes.Like the ederly gets rides to the store or where ever. not us disabled. we have to be in our 60's before we can get any help.can anyone tell me where the love is? I really would like to know.. I don't know about anyone else But I believe in god and i get offensive if anyone uses his name in vain.I am also offensive cause they took him out of schools and the courts and other places Im sure of.whose decision was this anyway and how can we put him back.? I think who ever did this is a hypocrite. I mean come on and think about it. they don't want anything to do with him but they sure can spend that money,and im sure everyone knows what it says on the money. In God we trust. what are they gonna do next. take that off? be

Life
Been a while since I've been on this site and I see that I've really not miss a damn thing. Used to almost live this site till I met up with a very dear special man . The thoughts of this site getting in our way drove me away from here only to learn that he's more wrapped up in it then he ever claimed he'd be in his life.. but Oh fu_ky well. Women and men I guess you could say , beware of telling other of your feelings toward someone else .. I have found that most ppl here are always waiting and watching for time and place to make thier moves and you'll find yourself out in the cold .. Theres a few things yet here that I'd like to do before leaving but in the next coming days I'll be gone.. I'm not falling in to this trap of being a fulander or living this site. It's pointless .. and very very few people here are even remotely real. I have found a few great friends here and a few of them are still around others wonder off like stray pups. Learned a hard lesson here and thought li

Life....................................
Life…….. What can life be most accurately compared to? There are many different things that we can compare life to, but it seems there is only one real way to describe what life is like most accurately. In a very specific comparison life can be said to be almost exactly like the stock market. How might u ask would that work, and if looked at closely it is truly quite simple. In the stock market we will invest a particular amount of money in to what we think is a good and profitable company or companies. We will then sit back and watch as what we invested becomes more or less depending on the market for that particular day. Comparatively, in life we will invest our time and effort in to something that we think we be prosperous in the future. It may be a relationship with someone, a success full career, or even a healthy family. But to get to that point in our life we have to invest ourselves to make it happen. The stock market is an ever changing spectrum on money that i

Life Of A Pothead
laters peeps wont be back for awhile ...........KISSES TO ALL MY LOVELY BITCHES... sup, how ya been? NEWARK — Police may be closer to finding the person responsible for a Tuesday night fatal shooting of a pizza delivery man on Jefferson Street. Police released a composite sketch of a "person of interest" in a 4 a.m. Tuesday robbery of an Incredible Pizza driver on South Pine Street. During that incident a delivery man was robbed by three white men, one of which had a handgun. ADVERTISEMENT Newark Police Acting Chief Al Zellner said that robbery may be related to an 11:30 p.m. apparent robbery attempt Tuesday that took the life of Robert A. Swick, 41, of Newark. Both incidents included a bogus pizza order to an existing address. Licking County Crime Stoppers has offered a $1,000 reward for information that leads to the conviction of those involved in the incidents. Swick, who was delivering pizza for Papa John’s to a Jefferson Street address, died as a result

Life Ended
Another Life Ended She just sits there blankly staring off, the tears streaming down her cheeks. Her mind is finally made up, how shaking her fingers are on the razor blade between her thumb and index finger that she ends up with a small cut on her index finger from how much she's trembling. A friend tries to console her but she doesn't feel anything except the numbness where her heart once was. She doesn't feel any better, the hopelessness seeps back in and she feels as lost as she did several years ago when something else happened to shatter her heart. Memories long since gone and cold as her whole body feels now. One quick slice from the palm of her hand all the way up to her shoulder she doesn't even feel the blade slicing into her already scarred flesh, just along side the vein. Just enough she'll bleed out, but her passing will be slow. She starts to cry knowing she broke her word to never cut herself again. now dropping the razor blade she lays down on the bed and just looks

Life Through These Angel Eyes
I decided that I would create an Amazon account and create myself a few wishlists...lol...well, more than a few...but thats only because I tried to organize them...lol...I know alot of models who have done this as a way for their photographers to get things that the models will enjoy shooting in and so forth...so maybe it will pay off that way for me woo..but either way here it is...:)

The Life Of Firechic
Well after everything that has happened lately I felt it was time to get away and be with someone I trust. Yesterday at 1423 I left Midland to being the Journey to see my dad and enjoy some time with him. After an almost 12 hour trip I arrived at around 0200 this morning and it was great to see my dad again. Being around my dad makes me smile and allows me a chance to relax and be myself again. Life here is so much different than things back home but it should be expected when you are in an area where things HAVE to be different for safety. I am looking forward to the next few days with him and I hope that things will be connected between us since we have never been able to really spend time together. Things seem to be looking up here and I am excited to see what happens over the next few days. ~*~FireChic~*~

Life At Walmart
life at walmart has bn really stressfull they think we can do it all w/very little help more more more they want and w/bn a single mom 2 i have bn stresses out lately getn lots of migranes so much fun u alll have a gud day

Life
It's been a bad weekend. My mom went into the hosplital again They don't know whats worng with her . she is out now, but im still so worried. my parents are 65 and they still fight and my dad has COPD and infusima and only one lung and is on oxygen and they were fighting and yelling today and my sister and mour kids were there to see it everyone is so upset and stressed in my family. I just don't know what to do anymore. i just thought blogging about it might help. i try to be kind to everyone on here and in real life and it seems like i just get used and ranover sometimes. People that i thought i was close to seem to be slippin gaway is it even worth it ? just my thoughts ..... I will be gone from here for awhile. I'm not sure how long. I have some things I need to take care of. thx IM MOVING TOM! JUNE 6TH... NOT SURE WHEN I WILL HAVE MY INTERNET BACK UP JUST FYI TO ALL MY FRIENDS,FANS AND FAMILY. PLEASE DROP ME SOME COMMENTS IN MY GIVAWAY....JUST CLICK THE PIC LINK UNDER THE

Life Without Tea
After talking so much with trix about awesome songs, I've decided the pain of lacking new music hurts too much and to kick things back up again. I'm kicking up a blog on blogger.com where I'll post about cool shit I've found, bands who need to be pimped as well as when I drop new tracks onto the server. I'll probably also do the odd podcast again from time to time, pimping the new stuff before it goes on the stream. Going to be weird, last time I had an english accent, now apparently it is some weird anglo-american mix. Anyhow, anyone interested or who knows of signed/unsigned bands who'd be willing to let me pimp and play their music then get in touch. I'll drop URLs and details on here later in the week once I'm all set back up. (besides, DJs are hot, right?) *tinker* *bang* *hammering* Ok, well it looks like the new radio server is up and running, though I'm still going to have to tweak the rotation rules... Ideally I want to set up a station Id every six songs

Life In General On Cherry Tap
I cannot believe how sad I have been lately. It's been horrible. But when I think about certain people in my life, and how they have affected me, I start to think I could be happy. But maybe it's just not meant to be. I don't know. I talked to my masked one tonight and he made me feel better. I'm scared though. He might be leaving sometime next year. And I realized how much his leaving would affect me if he did. I went to club last night and missed my dance partner fiercly. It wasn't the same without him. As I write this I realize he is all I think about most of the time. And that scares me to death because I hardly know him. And he hardly knows me. I don't know. I'm so fucking confused right now it's not even funny. Why does growing up blow? There are times (like this) when I wish I was six again and able to run to mom and dad, and they would make everything ok again. But I can't and I need to accept that fact. It's just nice to be able to talk to someone about this kind of stuff,

Life
For this supposedly being such a happy time in my life it has been nothing but miserable. Babies are suppose to bring people together, but instead it is endless fighting (not because of the baby). I'm sick of it all, I tell him to leave, even though I really don't want him to, but either way right now I am miserable. I can be in a fine mood, but he drags me down into his "I hate my life" mood. He got pissed because I said he was going to be just like his father, who is close to 50 and still wanting to party like he's 20 and with 20 year olds, and the he is going to abandon his kids - that may have been harsh, but at the moment it felt true. He wants to have the life he wants *with out me* therefore without his child, if it weren't mostly for me pushing and supporting him and giving him the means to, he would not be seeing his daughter now. So what the hell does that say? He may not move across the country like his father did, but none the less. The thing is when we fight

Life And Times Of Über Fab Brandon™
I've adapted a wonderful life motto: "When life hands you lemons, slit your wrists and start squeezing..." Am I bitter? Yes. LOL... but I admit it, right? Okay, okay...now that I'm over my dramatic shpill for the day, let me just explain to you the insurmountable, overwhelming chaos that has just entered my life lately. I don't understand the pattern, but it's certainly chaotic. But I'm still happy, so I guess it can't be too bad. Well, upon my adventures outward, I decided to stop by the acoustic cofeehouse to see a friend of mine. No big deal, right? I do this like, several times...and it never turns out TOO crazy. I found my exception. I began to walk out to the patio, AKA "the smoker's lounge," still on the prowl for my friend. I reach for the screen door... and this is where the camera begins to slow down just a tad. My eyes slowly shift from my feet, to the door handle...and from the door handle, upward. Upward to the open square of black

Life And Its Issues
...... Okay, SO!! hows life people? i always ask becuase no one ever ask's me lol.. anyways. i just wanted to put this out on a blog becuase no one ever reads my bullitons and no one has ever heard of what im writing. its just life i guess ya know? so if u read then thanks.. ure awesome :D No title............................................ What do yo udo when you have so many decisions in life to make? Do you take the chance one by one hoping that you made the right choice? Or do you let life itself take its time on working everything out for itself? Everything is ment to happen for a reason right? so why do we have t o go though all the pain and suffering? to teach us something? how long will it take and what will we get out of it? its like work... you do it for money and experiance. so life sux and we are forced to live it. but we must not let it bring us down. ugh! in other terms. why me? why any of us? seriously though. I m

Life!
Okay Everyone! I have to come out and apologize! I jumped the gun last time, and I made the bulletin before I knew all the facts! But now that I know all the facts, I am going to give it to you how it is. So I jumped the gun saying! He had sex with a girl fresh into her teens. But this is how it went down. Nosferatu was 19 and his friend hooked him up with a young girl. Who he believed was 17, I understand even 17 are under age, but at least 17 is consensual. The girl turned out to be 13! Now let me stop here for a second. Do you know the difference between a 13 and 17 year old? Based on maturity level, now I know that all this crap and MsG fast food places are putting in the food is making kids grow up faster then they should. But come on now, I can tell the difference between a High School student and a Middle School student if I spent 2 weeks with her. Well after he obtained his goal of getting a piece of ass, he then realized he didn’t want to be with her. So she retaliated a

Life As Unusual.
Me and the wife were up at the lake. We were sitting outside in between the lake and the neihbors deck when we heard a rustling. Then a skunk came be-bopin around the corner. We sat REALLY still so not to get sprayed. It came between me and the wife. She freaked so i told her to get up slowly and i put my hand down to get up and it latched on... I picked it up while it was attached to my finger and tried to throw it in the lake which i only managed to hit my wife in the head with my forearm. Well we finaly got away and i imediatly washed with soap and water. We called my mother in-law thats an ER nurse, wich was the first time of many times that we were asked HOW'D ya et BIT by a skunk?. We asked her if it could wait untill the morning. She said probably not and to try the hospital's helpline. Well the nurse on the helpline made it COMPLETLY clear that this was a medical emergency and we needed to go to the neares er ASAP. SO we went to the ER to start my treatment. When we got there w

Life
OK, so over the last I'd say month maybe a little more, I have had alot of time to evaluate the friendships I have. And I am to the point now that I have gone off on a few people already. If you want my friendship then fine, let it be known, but when you lie to me over and over thats your bad, cause Im gone. Dont sit there and feed me the lines of this that and the other knowing you are lying. I dont lie to you, there is no reason to lie to me. But if you tell one person a lie, you are lying to everyone. Even yourself. Sorry that hurts and you dont want to hear that. Another thing, when someone wants to accuse you of things and you allow them to, where's the frienship then. I would fight every inch and mile I could for one of my friends. Well one of my TRUE HONEST friends. There are people around that I may not talk to them EVERY single day, but damn it. If I called them at 3 AM and said I need you to come get me please do. I know who would come and who wouldnt. When you have ch

Life
Ok, you have to understand that I am not a blog person. I think I have made 3 blogs before... in the 2 years that I have been on myspace and things like that. So, if you are the kind of person that feels the need to read everyone's blogs and see what is happening in their pathetic lives... I am not the person you want to keep looking at. On that note, I felt that the first one for cherry tap should be somthing about me. Today is about what else... today. Today, I found another online radio station that is interested in me working for them. I have a current offer pending for Static-X, a cherry tap lounge based station. Today's offer came from B.O.U.N.C.E. Radio that can be heard at www.bounceradio.net. I really want to work for both, but the thing that is holding me back right now is my P.O.S. computer. It has something to due with the fact that my computer was ment to only have 20 Gb of hardspace on it when it was made in the late 90's, and as of today it has that 20 Gb and an

Life? If That's What It's Called
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1] If I'm eating at a fast food/casual place, I like sittin where I can see the road 2] I wear size 10 shoes 3] I play guitar, just not very well 4] I love the feel of new socks so I'm always buying more and more 5] I'm a huggy bitch when I drink 6] I'm a sucker for a girl with a pierced belly button and/or lip 7] I fall asleep within 10 minutes of getting on a plane 8] I'm most comfortable in basketball shorts and no shirt 9] One of my goals is to drink an entire gallon of Tampico fruit punch 10] I won on the first lottery ticket I bought Tagged! Andrea Mary Danii Brandi Sin but I was way

Lifes Paths
Thought I would post it just to see what people would say.... SO LET'S HEAR IT!!!! 1) Would you mind me being in control? 2) Would you spank my ass & pull my hair? 3) Would you talk dirty to me? 4) Would you kiss me with a lil' tongue, or a lot of tongue? 5) Would you go down on me? 6) Would you expect me to go down on you? 7) Would you let me kiss and lick all over ya' body? 8) Would you suck my toes? 9) How many rounds would we go? 10) What would you wanna do afterwards? 11) Would you strip for me?, What song would you strip to? 12) Would you lick, kiss, and bite all over me? 13) Would you like foreplay 1st, or just get straight to the point? 14) Would you take your time, if I told you to?? 15) Is it gonna be all about me, or you?? 16) Would you fall asleep when we're done?? 17) Would you want to go fast or slow?? 18) Where would you wanna do it at??? 19) Can you make me scream your name?? 20) Do you think that I coul

Life Sux
Its bad enough that I have my little girl at home missing me so much. But today (27th) I got a phone call telling me that my grandfather is back in hospital and probably wont be coming out. My parents split when I was only 11months old. So he was my dad, my best friend, my mate. I dont know how I will get through this. To any of my friends and family that bother to read this.....take care as I may not be around for a while. ZZ is out XxXxXx

Life
tears fall upon my face shame fills my insides to make a mistake and let you go kills me im slowly dying i realize now ill never love another like i love you i never had a dream come true until you walked into my life and i dont want to say goodbye so ill pretend that i moved on but secretly you'll always be my baby i dont think i could love another it just wouldnt be the same they wouldnt be u my heart screams ur name in pain i feel like half my heart is missin you were my missing piece to my heart and now ill never feel whole again cause of a stupid mistake i made and now i cant go back so ill go on livin with pain and regret remembering you as the one i fucked up with the one who had my heart the one i wanted to marry the one i wanted to start a family and now that will never be so all i can do now is beg for mercy for one last chance and hope and pray for the best for all its worth im sry well lets see my family is like poor now.....we hav

Life
Why is it just when you think things are going good shit happens to knock you back down?????? I just do not understand life sometimes. There are days i just want to throw in the towel and not even get out of bed.

Life In New York
new york would have been cool, i was watching forrest gump and it made me think. new years in new york, couldve been great. couldve spent it on time squarewith the one i loved. couldve been the beginning of something wonderful. i wouldve had you. i would go to sleep and woke up with you. couldve had u but i let my inner bitch out. what if i had just ignored it when u called me a stupid bitch? would i still have u or would something else have fucked us up? if i had just let the sorry piece of shit go in the beginning would that leave me with u? is this where we are supposed to be? what was the reason u were in my life? now i find myself wondering where u are and what ur doing. im sure i already know. but do u think of me.....maybe even miss me? i wish i had the answers and the ability to turn back time. now i have to find a way to let u go. to pretend i never knew you. goodbye hopes, goodbye dreams, but mostly goodbye love...my love. goodbye.

Life
Thy Carnivals Prayer: Our Father of Shangri-La Hallowed be thy name If the world turns over save me From thy fiery rain Keep me pure Keep me clean As the lotus grows I ask you for forgiveness Save me from the crows Juggalo be thy name, Hatchets be thy game, fuck with one, you fuck with all, we never travel alone and are always ready for anything, so be wise and just pass us by and don't say we shine, we are creatures of the night and will always be there when a fellow Juggalo needs us, we stand by the Dark Carnival and all it teaches, so for all Juggalos and Juggalettes, stand firm and always be ready. The Juggalo Pledge: I Pledge Allegiance To The Hatchet Of The Underground Society Of Juggalos, And For The Ninjas For Which It Stands, One Family, Under God, Full Of Freaks, With Faygo And Magic Neden For All!! WE WILL NEVER DIE ALONE, JUGGALOS WILL CARRY ON, SWING OUR HATCHETS IF WE MUST, EACH AND EVERYONE OF US When I die, show no pitty, send my soul to Juggal

Life It Self
LIfe' it is full of pain and SELFish acts of hate! At one point in time, everybody will discover that all we need to survive is our sanity and the love from ourSELFS! We need to love ourSELFS and not hold on to those hurtfull things we did to others and forgive,we all feel that we are lost and worth nothing and pretty much useless at one point in our life and thats when we need to stay strong and pull it together for the sake of our loved ones , but most of all, for our-SELF! Just remember those days looking in the mirror telling your SELF how good you feel and look wether you were under some kind of drug or not!!!! Or when you were so happy to be with somebody you felt like a little kid again. Our happiness all falls on our future so we need find away to be happy with life it SELF, wether its with or with out drugs!!! But do remember this!! there is lots of mental and depressing things that follow right behind the use of drugs that kill most of us!! So search DEEP with-

The Life Of Lee
Welcome to my blog, I am 49 male, work as a Customer Service Rep in Lake St. Louis, MO and am getting ready to end a 1 year realtionship from hell...on June 22, 2007. This woman is the pits, always depresessed, spends everything I make, lost a house for us and is jealous as hell. Is there not a woman out there who can appreciate a hard working man who has made mistakes in his life but is doing his best to make things right? Sigh.... send me an angel please. Want to know more than email me.

Life
So as I said in an earlier blog I am finally very happy. What really sucks about all this is that when I wasn't happy I was a very healthy person. Just one month after meeting Wayne I start having back pain. Went to the dr thinking it was a pinched nerve. Took xrays and gave me pain meds. Called and told me nothing wrong. Said then why am I always in constant pain? So sent me to orthopedic. He took more xrays and said I had arthritis in my back. Gave me some more meds. Sent me to physical therapy. Went back for 6 week follow up and still in lots of pain. Also swollen ankles and feet. Turns out one of the meds caused a reaction. Was sent to take mri and a nerve test. Nerve test not very fun. Ever have needles stuck in your neck? So here it is 3 months later and waiting to go see a rhumetologist. Think I might have MS or lupus. So was I handed all this now that I am happy so I could handle it better? Earlier in life I had just too many problems to handle this also? Sounds fair in one wa

Life
I just had a sister pass away 2 weeks ago. I miss her so very much. I just wish hes could come back. It is so very hard to deal with. If there was one wish I could make it would be to bring Her back. I never got so say good Bye or tell her I LOVE her.

Lifes Lesson's
When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness. Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form......flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands......and that's our life. Love, not words win arguments... Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed. Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are -- with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves. When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough

Life
How is it that no matter how you look at life you get screwed? How many friends does one truely really have? I can count the true friends I have on one hand. I can count people I know using several people's fingers and toes. But over all it's the ones that will always be there for you that matter the most in life, oh and don't forget the ones that won't hesitate to sit in jail with ya ;)

Life Sucks
My transmission blew up, I have no money saved (due to the fact that I've had to cover daycare and such by myself since I wasn't getting child support for a month) and I may not have a place to live by the end of the week.... Oh the joys of life! Baby StepMomma ok, here's another rant... a little background info--normally my son is watched by a woman who watches a coworker of mine's young son too... however with school out, her older boys and my coworkers oldest are also needing to be watched, so I told Marilyn that to make things a little easier on her and because Braden's stepsisters are coming up from Florida this summer, that baby stepmomma would watch him. Also, the custody agreement through Friend of the Court states that through the month of July, Shawn gets Braden Monday through Friday... SO I reminded Shawn and informed Brandy that it was Shawn's responsibility to pay for day care that month since he has him. And today it starts... I receive a text from Baby Stepmomma aski

Life As We Know It
fat I just want all of you to know I have lost 15 lbs since the last nsfw pics were taken. I will have to show all of you soon :) LEX death is following me life is haunting me the two r colliding all at once i am not sure what to make of it go with the flow a door is opening am i ready i don't know hopefully i will grow in it or will it haunt me too push it away try to fix the unfixable some of it is not their fault so where is their peace we shall know if i can this soon embrace the gift just don't let the devil in too am i ready i don't know or will it haunt me too

Life????? What To Do
I am well pleased with my desicion and the desicion of my wife i am a free man now and i love it a lot i wouldn't trade it for anything in the world i'm finally happy and i can go on with my life no more lies no more deceit no more CHEATING i am happy just remember to look at what you've got and look at it good then figure out if what you have is a good thing then decide what you should do with your life i know what i need to do and with the good lord willing it will happen ik now this time someone will find themselves trying but the trying is over figure out how to win me is going to be a hell of a lot more tougher then most think tell me when tell me how is love lost or blind am i smart or dumber then the rock that i walk on take her or leave her questions questions fill my mind and they just won't go away advice has been given should i take it to heart or trash it only one knows the answers to these questions i just gotta wait on the answer to come to me come to butthead can someone

Life
Who could've predicted this strange turn of events? Well, actually you could have -- if anyone had asked. The thing about having an original mind is that not everyone gets it at first. They'll change their tune now!

~~~life~~~
READ THIS VERY SLOWLY... IT'S PRETTY PROFOUND. Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfas

Life
PLEASE HELP ME IN THE CONTEST I AM PARTICIPATING IN!!!!!! PLEASE COMMENT BOMB ME!!!! I WILL RETURN ALL LOVE! PLEASE DONT JUST RATE THIS AND LEAVE. IT ONLY TAKES A FEW MIN TO GO TO THIS PAGE!!! THANKS!! MUCH LOVE!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1146372&albumid=618013&i=611557244 (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it!(5) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time stan

Life
why does life have to be so hard to deal with? one minute thing's are fine and the next minute thing's just suck and never turn out how you plan them to . Right now i have my 17 yr old son home with me and he has gotten into alot of trouble while staying with his grandma and is now on probation and house arrest on top of it all. now there is 2 men in the house and i'm the only woman in there and trying to deal with a 17 yr old going threw his change and a 36 yr old going threw his mood changes is making me nuts. I just want to scream and run away sometimes and now my sister is not around for me to talk to and that drives me nuts . So anyway's i'm going to end now and i will try to keep intouch with all my friends when i get a chance to ok . hugs and kisses to all my friends. Hey all just thought i would drop a few lines to say i hope that everyone is staying cool and out of this hot ass weather . I'm doing pretty good right now and i'm not sure when i will be online again but remember

Life
Hey I'm one of those rare few who likes their jobs. I am head baker. I haven't been there long, but the enviroment is great. Also i got a raise today. that is always good right. The only downfall is that I go in at 5 am. I am not a morning person and never have been. It is tough at times to get out of bed. But anyway, i'll keep u posted on things.

Life
i graduated career point (institute) COLLeGe now im working as a medical assistant in Hondo THANKS CAREER POINT!!! w0w okay so i just hit my mid point earlier this month...dang i cant belive im halfway there!!! i graduated in feb. ahhh sooooo cited! lmao "thanks career point" dammnnn!!!! i

Life On Life's Terms
Love This Comeback One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him, and his troops, everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands, and thank them for being willing to serve, and fight, for not only our own freedoms but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday, on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly," Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my son

Life
Great American comebacks > When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by > the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example > of empire building by George Bush > > He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many > of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom > beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in > return is enough to bury those that did not return. > > It became very quiet in the room. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ At a conference in France where a number of international engineers were > taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the > French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the > latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to > Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intended to do, >

Life
I so lucky to have the friens i have. Some come and go but those how are true friends always stay with you no matter what. And will do anything humanly possible to help you or make ya feel better when your down. I just t hank god for the friends i have and consider myself very lucky to have apart of my life. LIFE SURE HAS ITS UPS AND ITS DOWNS. JUAT WHEN YA THINK YOU GOT A HOLD OF THINGS AND GET COMFORTABLE YOU GET THROWN A CURVEBALL. MAKES YA FEEL LIKE YOUR ON A NVER ENDING ROLLER COASTER RIDE. bUT LIKE ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS SAID TO ME. ITS NOT HOW MANY TIMES LIFE KICKS YOU DOWN OR LAUGHS AT YOU. ITS HOW MANY TIMES YOU GET BACK UP OR LAUGH EVEN HARDER AND SAY BRING IT ON!!!!!

Life
Why do I give a damn what you have to say or what you think or the lie's you have told? When you open your heart to a friend and they shove it back in your face for there own gain. You trust someone and there doing everything they can do to hurt you. What did I do so bad in life that you think you have to shit on me...my family? Is your life just so sad that you have to make fun of and be mean to other people. Even one's who have stood up for you and loved you? All I can say is Karma is a bitch and if you stay on the same path you well end up all alone. And you have to ask your self...is this the way you would want your child(en) to grow up and to act. To be cruel and unkind to people just for the hell of it? At some point we all have to grow up. And your words and acts hurt. Not only the people you are trying to hurt but they hurt you as well. So it's up to you..are you going to grow up are you going to keep going though life hurting people? EXAMPLE CONTRACT FOR COHABITATION Ar

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I got a sun burn on wednesday! I went to the swimming pool and fell asleep in the sun which was a very bad idea! Very bad idea! But hey I guess Its worth it since i wanted to go swimming in the first place. well i go to go ttyl Well, Like usual im really really bored! There is not muh to do right now so im just blogging i guess is what you would call it! Any ways Im a very happy person right now, My boyfriend didnt have to go to jail this weekend and so i get to spend more time with him. and whats better is we get to drink to night to so alls good well i got to go im cooking supper. ttyl bye ~:)~Stina Bug~:)~

Life In General
I have a 27 year old brother with special needs. Every day (Monday through Friday)he goes to a State funded day program called Greater Waltham Association for Retarded Citizens or GWARC. It is a great program that gives retarded citizens in Massachusetts a fun place to work so to speak. My brother enjoys going there, if not for anything more than to get out of the house and interact with people. We got a letter today from GWARC stating that Massachusetts governor Deval Patrick has proposed to decrease the State funds to the Department of Developmental Services by $45 million. This is completely outrageous! By doing this, my brother and hundreds of others will lose their jobs. He can not be left at home by himself and if he loses this job, my mother will have to give up her job (she is a preschool teacher)so that she can stay at home with him. This is his idea of balancing the State budget...by taking away programs that are NEEDED but allowing the State employees to take home hug

Life
Hopes and Desires All can be dashed away by threat of world disease which spreads like wildfire. We wonder who will be next and if its just a simple hex here one minute gone the next. With the government running the show just how is our economy supposed to grow? The tea parties may seem great And show forth the American way For we the people truly have a say Although we tried to stand as one. Even the president turned a deaf ear to the just cause Has he forgotten he used to be one of us? Seems he comes forth with a fork tongue making promises that are unsung. So how long do we trust and believe Before we see pretrieve? Or is it just going to be the same ol same old song and dance? And are we living purely by what appears to be mere chance? This all simply seen from my point and at a glance... Gee heres a question for all to ponder does someone that says they care/love you call ya ungodly names kick his 16 yr old daughter out knowin hes been drinkin heavily gives you

Life!
Ok so heres the deal...i hate drama i also hate liars lol ....so for that certain man out there that is all bout lieing and bullshit...i hope you have fun, i just see it as a bump in my lifes road but i guarentee that bitch has nothing on me and what i can do for you.....lol but its kewl go ahead and have fun with the trashy bitch.....lol Shows me what your actual TYPE is.....lol....ok enough bout that.......Well for whoever is reading this im actually divorced now and im coming to the states soon so if you wanna Get at me, go head, just hit me up!

Life
Hey friends and fans, please comment on my default pic. please, please please. so i can win my very first cherry blast ever...ill love you forever! Hard, confusing, stressful, happy, sad, lonely, and fulfilling all at the same time. No wonder we are all crazy lol.

The Life And Times Of Gideon Fontaine
He took off his fedora and the mask. The bruises on his body were sore but they were bearable. His partner was slumped against the wall in equal pain and fatigue. "That is the last time I let you take the lead boss," said his partner between gritted teeth. He smiled, the taste of blood lingering in his mouth like a sack full of nickels. He loved a good fight - but this time they just got out by the skin of their teeth. He checked his sidearm - it was out of juice. He shook his head in amazement - yeah, they did get out by the skin of their teeth. The 'beauty was going to need a possible overhaul and the bullet dents needed to be worked out. Nevertheless - they accomplished their task and made the world "Right" again. He looked at his gloved hands - though they were black he could still see blood. Some life was lost tonight, despite their best intentions. Criminals they were, but not every bad guy deserves to die. Good intentions...that is what the road to Hell is made of -

Life
Here is my blog site everyone please go visit it and tell me what you think, I will actually update the following site more then I will here. http://home.earthlink.net/~untamed_anjel/ Do you believe it is wrong for me to extremely have a grudge against my sister right now because she had me do all of this stuff for my niece for one reason when she told my niece the real reason she had me doing it was because "I have no kids?" She told me it was because they can't agree on anything because there is such an age difference between them and there is only 16 years between my niece and myself, and then today my niece wants to lash out at me and say the only reason her mama had her do it is because she felt sorry for me for having no kids. The reason I have no kids is because I lost mine due to the fact that my ex didn't want the child and he stressed me until I lost the baby before I actually made it to three months. So is it wrong for me to just really want to hate my sister right now c

Life Is A Risk
I travel an endless road of life. It starts it ends there is no rest. In spots I see glimmers of hope and peace. They are welcome oasis's in a desert of space. I seek feelings that have been lost. They have left with another gone to a scared place. I reach out badly, foolishly and with no grace. Refused I panic, run scared embarrassed and in disgrace. Only part rest is personal and will remain that way, ha ha hard to be old also Sometimes all moves turn out wrong , but still it is was worth the try. Better to try and loose than never experience true life. Sorry unsure what a blog is ha ha

Life As A Solder
this is the life of a solder You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ____________________________________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. ___________________________________________

Life
So I had a pretty funny evening today :D First off, I read a friends blog, which just made me laugh that laugh that you can't stop until you start crying. I won't say that it was about revenge, cause it wasn't, but it was pretty hilarious to hear about someone getting what they deserve for treating him so badly. Then, Jesse came home tonight and asked if I wanted to see something neat, so I headed outside. He says, they made some modifications to my truck. I was pretty surprised to hear that he did something like that. I won't say that I know everything about him, but he didn't seem to me to be the kind of guy that would get his truck lowered or something. But what they heck! So I step out side and WHOLEY CRAP!!! It's a big white Chevy Silverado crew cab!!! Now, since I know none of you know, he has/had a green S-10 crew cab-ish… some mod, huh? He's such a silly butt!! And that's just one of the things that I love about him. Instead of saying, lol what I got honey. He's

Life
Why are men such pricks? One minute they seem interested and the next they are too busy or you just never hear from them again. Why do they do this? Do they think it's cool to let someone just hang on until they are so depressed they want to kill themselves? Well it's not. Then to hear from them that it's not the right time in their lives or some shit along the same lines. This is why I'm still single and so ready to end it all. Someone please help me to understand it all.

Life Sux
i would like to know why , hey i love yall but yall are all shakking or in fu bar relationships or watfucking watever. fuck that. tease another.. disregard my invietes. im stupid. its terrible about chris b huh? we was a great wrestler. and woman? fuck!!

Life
I know everyone has been through this with sumone.. Have u ever had a friend u have done everything in the whole to help them out from like lending money to just being there in a time of need no matter what the cause was? Well I have this so called friend that I have went out of my way to help out and as usall get screwed in the end. He/She didnt get their way and now there is this big ordeal going on. I hate drama yeah I can say maybe back in the day drama was intresting but damn enough is enough this is why I have become a hermit so da speak. I enjoy gettin out and doing things just like the next person but damn is it possible to say anything or do anything without sumone putting pressure on ya?

Life After Katriana
Yea it's tha new me. Fresh cut! Fresh fit! Pockets filled wit tha money I maid dis week. Had to seek my choice in life I was gonna keep. Now dayz I never blink twice, but always ready to make a rite choice in life.So my nickels! Please stop trin to speak and hate on me like surprise. If not ur gonna see more knockouts more uppercuts fuckin wit me. Yea it's tha new me. Fresh cut! Fresh fit! Pockets filled wit tha money I maid dis week. Had to seek my choice in life I was gonna keep. Now dayz I never blink twice, but always ready to make a rite choice in life. So my nickels! Please stop trin to speak and hate on me like surprise. If not ur gonna see more knockouts more uppercuts fuckin wit me. Yall best belive dat A Dot Cizzile tha fuckin truth so fuck wit me and u'll see how Cizzile squash beef in dem streets wit my fuckin team ridin in tha beam..but my teeth don't gleam. dey just pretty and clean. and i share my money and food wit my family,soulja, and tha team. Bizzile and Gee

Life Sucks Get A Fuckin Helmet Alright?
6 days and counting for the *BIG* surgery. My hysterectomy is next wednesday morning REAL fuckimn early so I am gonna be gone from here for a couple weeks or so. Maybe i'll post pics of my incision just because LOL!! Take care all of those who give a shit IF you are on my friends list and want to stay there, a reply is needed or yu will be deleted PERIOD Here it is finally, MOnday morning, my hysterectomy...take #2, here's top hopin it doesn't get cancelled AGAIN I'll be gone for quite some time as i am goin to my moms in calgary and EVERYTHING is blocked adult wise cause of my freaky nephew...So love ya all take care i'll be back when i can

Life
LETS SEE WHAT ARE U SUSPOSED TO DO WHEN IT FEELS LIKE U DNT HAVE A PURPOSE IN LIFE?THAT IT SEEMS LIKE U ARE GETING USED BUT NOT KISSED?OH WHAT ARE U GOING TO DO?I GUESS JST LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER U THAT SEEMS THE WAY PEOPLE DO THINGS.I MEAN U CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH BEFORE SMETHING HAS TO GIVE,DO WE SETTLE ON WHAT LIFE GIVES US?I MEAN WHN U FIRST DATE U CANNOT KEEP UR HANDS OF OF EACH OTHER THEN U MOVE INTO TOGETHER THE SEX IS STILL GOOD BUT NOT AS MUCH AS IT WAS WHEN U FIRST STARTED DATING WHY IS THAT I WONDER....I GUESS THAT IS A AGE OLD QUESTION WE ASK ALL THE TIME SOMETIMES IT WOULD BE NICE TO FEEL LIKE WHAT U ARE DOING MEANS SOMETHING TO SMEBODY INSTEAD OF THAT IS WHAT IS EXCEPTED OF U.TO DO U WANT TO SHOW UR GOOD SIDE AND ONCE U LIVE WITH EACH OTHER IT SEEMS LIKE IT IS OH WELL GET IT OVER .U WONDER DOES HE STILL LOVE U?OR NOT?THAT IT IS COMFORTABLE FOR BOTH OF U?DONT REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO GUESS WELL JUST SIT BACK AND WATCH TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS AND LET PEOPLE WALK ALL OVER U,THEN

Life
Well as I sit here I think so people have said that I think to much for my own good.. I know nothing and especially life makes no sense what so ever. Try to be a nice caring person and we get shit on. I know been there many a time. I do understand. The boy's Mother was a maniac depressive so I have been through it all worse in person then just emails. I have been through the mill. I lost my Mother and I lost a child and have been used by a few women. Now all I want to do is find a friend with benefits. LOL I learned that term in 2005 when I was down in Louisiana for hurricane duty. I doubt I will get married again. I think I might move in with someone but marry no not again I think. But I haven’t met any friends with benefits either lol. Sorry I guess I'm just being an idiot tired of being alone and having no sex life or cuddling or someone to go to the movies with me or to hold hands with, etc. I try then feel like not trying because no one else seems to want to try. Maybe I do thin

Life
So I thought about what I wanted outta life and the answer to the question would be that I really am not sure. I know that I am in love and the fact that I am next to impossible to getting pregnant makes me cry. I am sad and worried that I will never again have a chance to have another child. I know that I want another child more than anything, but the simple fact that I can't get pregnant without help makes me so depressed. How could someone want to be with me and know that I can never have kids again. It is a 1 in 10.000 chance that I can even get pregnant. So what is a woman like me to do when in the last year alone she lost her one and only son to natural causes. All the pastor said is some bullshit about the time of life and how his time was up. BULL FUCKING SHIT!!! He was 10 months old for fucking crissakes. Who is to judge the determinacy of a full life. Surely not me but he was my angel and best friend. I am not sure how I keep going because in truth, I feel like a quiter, and

Life
It seems more often and more often I sit wondering why do I even keep trying. My life just pretty much sucks. I just can't seem to get things together. Lately it seems I think about death alot. Don't know why, just have been. Sometimes it just gets so hard to stay positive and not let things or people bother you. I've gotten really good at hiding my pain from others but it's really getting to be too much to bear. The only thing that has been keeping me going is my faith in God. That has been my only reason for living. I have nothing else. I have no home, barely holding onto a car, have no money and have no one in my life. I've always been able to pick myself up but lately it's like what's the point. Just soooo tired........ Been awhile since I wrote one of these. Anyhow, here's the situation. My roommate is a little upset with me cuz I said that no sane person that I know keeps a f***in deep freezer in the dining room. She goes on to tell me that her grandma keeps one in her bedroom an

Life Is A Poem, You Just Have To Write The Words
1) What's Your First Name? Jenn 2) List Your Nicknames?: princess, and jenner but only nanny gets to call me the latter 3) Every Group Of Friends Has A Hot Spot In A Parking Lot Where Is Yours?: Key City and Quik Chek.. used to be anyways 4) Very Late Night Munchies 24hr White Castle Or 24hr Taco bell?: the 24hr diner, key city 5) What's Your Favorite Diner In Jersey?: Key City bitches 6) Your Favorite Food From That Diner?: Chicken fingers and cheese fries with gravy 7) Ever seen FDR? nope 8) Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts/Baskin Robins? Drunkin donuts 9) Best Mall To Go To in Jersey? cherry hill 10) Best Beach in jersey? seaside or ac 11) The Most Tasty Slice Of Pizza You Ever Tasted Is From?: nicolosis in my home town 12) You Hear The Town Woodbridge What Is The First Thing(s) You think of? Mall 13) You Hear The Town Sea Bright What Is The First Thing(s) You think of? never heard of it 14) You Hear The Town Long Branch What Is The Fir

Life
y r we here? y do we mess up the world while here? we make friends and we mess them up too. Y? Six young black men are headed for 20+ year prison sentences in a clear case of Jim Crow "justice." Their families are fighting but need our support. Will you stand with them? Dear ColorOfChange.org member, Last fall in Jena, Louisiana, the day after two Black high school students sat beneath the "white tree" on their campus, nooses were hung from the tree. When the superintendent dismissed the nooses as a "prank," more Black students sat under the tree in protest. The District Attorney then came to the school accompanied by the town's police and demanded that the students end their protest, telling them, "I can be your best friend or your worst enemy... I can take away your lives with a stroke of my pen."1 A series of white-on-black incidents of violence followed, and the DA did nothing. But when a white student was beaten up in a schoolyard fight, the DA re

Life Blows
just about the start of a new day!!! i am bored out of my mind lol so i am going to post a poem off another page that was a bulletin. hope you all enjoy it but it is very very sad in the end :( Boy: baby we need to talk Girl: kyle, wat do u mean? Boy: sumthin has come up... Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad? Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much Boy: baby are you there?? Girl: yea im here wut is so important?? Boy: im not sure if i should say Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me. Boy: im leaving.... Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here. Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away. Girl: i cant believe this. [FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you

Life In The City....
whats upper??? I just moved backng here from Albuquerque, NM... Im make 25 and hour but Im killing myself going to school, and working full time to become an RN...LOL then I can be a baller @65 per hour. Today I was soooo sleepy I almost fell asleep, while walking...LOL....If I ever get off this damn site at some time tonight, lol Im going to sleep like rip van winkle....LMAO Damn everytime I try and come up, theres always a hater...LOL I need to start puttin some haters on my payroll....LMAO..I had a lil cartoon, with no nudity on and someone flagged it...There were only three ppl that looked at that exact photo...And all three women had put in a request to be my friend...LOL...Maybe im ignorant to CT rules, but I just blocked all their azzez...lol...Anyway hope all yall are having a bomb azz weekend..... Wow today, I got to go to the All Star baseball fanfest, and meet hella baseball players...Even tho I love the SF Giants Barry Bonds Is an a44hole LOL...Too many steriods I gu

Life
Well I swear that if anyone could piss me off it would be my work. I swear those people are always out to see how long it would be before I snapped and started killing people. I've been going to the doctors now for months for problems I've been having. But does the manager care? Nope she does. She has this idea that it's her way or no way. I am to pissed off to deal with her I swear and now I find out that the injection that I was supposed to have later in the month is monday, oh the boss will be pissed about that one. But at this point my health is more important than that lousy job. Well it seems today has been one day that will always go down in the hall of fame as being a bad day. I mean I had a great day going to the parade and being in it. But now I am feeling the after effects. My very large dog and I had a run in, litterally, she was jumping back into the back of the truck and I was leaning down and she hit my face. Now I was bleeding for a while and then my husband gave me

Life Sucks..
Hey, Well.. Some People on here.. Just don't know how to keep their Mouths Closed! One Person Should Know Who They are... Message me and Ask me about a Certain Person, Then Turn the Tables, and say I was asking them about that Person.. And say I was hitting on one of their Friends!! It's a Bunch of Bullshit if you ask me! I don't Flirt with ppl on the Net. Unless I know them.. I'm not a Big Whore like this Person.. And the Other person, Just won't listen to what I have to say, Even tho They are supposed to be a good friend.. But I guess the Tables Turned on that one too.. So, I guess I just don't know what the Fuck to do anymore.. I can't totally Erase Them from my Mind.. This person I thought was a really good friend, and I could tell them anything. And now they just won't talk to me! So, My life Just typically Sucks right now. Because of this One Individual.. And the Shit they Started!! I hate People!!

Life
ways of dealing with the burdens of life: 1* Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. 2* Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. 3* Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. 4 * Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their Maker. 5* If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. 6 * If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. 7 * It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. 8 * Never buy a car you can't push. 9* Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. 10* Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 11* Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. 12* The second mouse gets the cheese. 13* When everything's coming your way, you're in th

Life
hey does anyone on my friends list have a stickam account??? If so add me if ya want to!! demoneye09. Well...talk to you all later!! Can someone give me some ideas on something to draw...im out of ideas so im turning to my friends on here. Sooooo any ideas>?? Can someone help me level up? Ive been working on it forever and it just seems like it wont do anything lol. I dont really have anything to give...so im sure ill think of somethin.Or you can tell me. I cant to bling packs,blasts,or stuff like that. I dont have the money to do that.Sooooo please help me out. I will return the favor!!!

Life!!!
Why is it as humans we are so fast to judge others cause of their looks or income? But yet we hate it when others judge us? So for those of you who judge based on looks or income, you may be missing out on somebody that could change your life FOREVER, so be careful when passing judgement on others cause the person of your dreams could walk on by without you ever knowing them.

Life Without Them!!!!!
I was supposed to be going back to Mass in Sept but I just found out I have nowhere to live...My x is to busy to help me...What an asshole..So I'm stuck here in Hell!!!!!!!I need a change in my life so bad...I'm thinking of moving downstate to live with my bf but want to make sure its the right decision.....I just need to get out of the house I'm in and away from all the drama here...Hopefully things will work out for the best....... The Lost Soul, Susan aka Cleo I finally feel happy and loved....My bf is the best thing that has happened to me and he makes me feel so special and loved...I've never felt the way he makes me feel and feel like I'm a princess when we r together....I just hope I dont fuck this one up like I usually do cause I dont think I could handle losing him....Well just thought I'd let u guys know whats goin on in my life right now...Peace out!!!!!!! ive decided to move to Cheboygan with my bf.....My family will be pissed but he makes me happoer then ive ever been..

Life
I have to confess that I like to watch that reality show where an unsuspecting person has been nominated by friends and family for a wardrobe makeover. All of the subject's clothes are discussed and shown why they aren't flattering for the person, and then they are thrown in the trash. Then the person is given some new guidelines for clothing that will flatter their body type and has two days to shop for new clothes. And of course a new haircut and makeup are thrown in, too. But what really makes the show interesting to me is that, without fail, each person describes how it has been a transforming experience, really going beyond just acquiring new clothes. They have come to look at themselves in a new light, and to recognize their good points and how to take advantage of them. And they acquire a better sense of self-worth and self-respect. I think we could all do with a "makeover" every once in while, as a reminder of our good points and qualities that others see in us

Life
My day couldn't get any worse ... Im supposed to be meeting up with Brian (My CT boyfriend)..but insted i have his Aunt calling me and buggin out because shes afraid im going to hurt him... Hello!! I'm 5'5 ... He's 5'11 .. how could i possibley do him any harm.. Then i got yelled at for having a friend thats male.. and because i have a picture of me licking his face... Cuz thats against the law apperently... I can't stand it when people who have never spoken to me before judge me ... because of that picture and because i where low cut shirts im not "LADY LIKE" and I don't act proper... Yet he has nude pictures but thats okay .. U know what i mean? At least im covered up .. im not walking around with my nipple hanging out or anything .. so basicly shes calling me a slut .. but what i wear i wear to work .. So if they accept it in an Elementary School System then it must not be to bad huh? Yeah thats what i thought too ... ON top of that she threatened me!! That she would hurt me if anyt

Lifes A Bitch
life is a total bitch.. i'm a truck driver who finally found some work that got me home every week and my previous company tries to tell me that I owe them money after the last 10 months I spent away from my daughter and even missed her 6th birthday for them... If there are any truck drivers out here don't think of going to ffe that company sucks and I have worked with them for over 2 years.. american eagle, lisa motor lines, and ffe are the same company avoid them at all cost. but its all good i make more money where i'm at and get to be with my daughter 3 times a week now and loving it and now I can be on here and meet new people.. Now I get to look for my cherry pie...

Life
www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! IN LOVING MEMORY OF SWEET THING'S BROTHER "JOEY" WE LOVE YOU KEEP YOUR HEAD HIGH AND YOUR FAITH STRONG. When I dream under skies so blue I think about my life with you The life we made the love we share The lonely moments when your not there The time apart does some good Keeps love strong the way it should Our children smile and love to play With mom and dad they love to stay They say we're cool and lots of fun Although their lives have just begun So in my heart you'll always stay No matter that you are far away I love you more and more today Would love to show yon in brand new ways So smile my love for I am here In my heart you're alway dear I'll never leave from by your side I'll smile and keep up with a long stride So keep me close and love me more I'll see you on God's golden shore.

Life
Ok it is here the day that I have been wanting to get her for a week now.... I am leaving for Texas.... This is to meet a man that says that he loves me.... To be happy.... To start my life... I am going to miss alot of people the first one will be my son... Ethan I know that you will not be able to read this.... Hell you problly wont even know that mommy is gone... But I want you to know that I love you so much and I will be home in 4 weeks.... You will be the first to get a great big hug and lots of kisses from me...... Then there is my family... My sister, brother, mom and brother in law.... No matter what they have always been there for me and now at a time I need them the most I feel like they are not really there... Like I have just pushed them away as far as I could.... I want them to know that I love them so much.... I am gonna miss them.... I will be back in 4 weeks...

Life Sucks
RIP to my bro carlos, angels to ya brotha haleraza 4 life ride or die!!!. Da Port Representin. RIP bro Well as i start my first blog i can honestly say things just don't go right my job seems to be sucking big time and well lets just say i could loose my home so i am like at the point of pulling the rest of my hair out but im staying strong and as far as my friends everyone is pretty much busy so that leaves me at the point where ya have no one to talk to so i guess judging by this blog i am pretty much depressed so if ur reading this sry to put ya thru the boring blog but i had to get my feelings out there somehow.

Life In The Clouds
First of i just want to say hi to all on cherry tap. Know there is know such thing as a stupid picture, only blury ones. I love to take pictures of just about everything, well one of those pictures is being published in (The International Librairy of Photography). I was also Named one of the years best photographers of 2007, and i just posted the secound pic of several in this series. The picture was taken some where between San Diego cal. and Fort Worth Tx.. So you got to go and check this out and vote for on my pic., and let me know what you think. Thought you might like this Photo: http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2142322 http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2142322 thanks and injoy

Life
Several months ago, I had decided that I was tired of being a redhead, so I colored my hair dark brown. It didn't work....the red seeped back out within days and I was a redhead again. I decided to go a shade darker with the hope that the red would not seep through again..... (This was my FIRST mistake!) The box said...."Darkest BROWN!" (Yeah, right!) It was now super bowl Sunday....everyone was meeting at Bubba's for the game. I had purchased the hair dye several days prior, but never got around to coloring my hair, because I have not been feeling very well. I decided that I would real quickly color my hair that morning, before getting ready to go to Bubba's. (This was my SECOND mistake!) Now since I was coloring my hair dark brown, I decided that it was only right to color the eye brows to match.... (This was my THIRD and WORST mistake!) Up until this point....my worst hair trauma was when I had colored my hair one time and it turned out to look more like cherry

Life/bloging
Hi there mom dad and I will be out on vacation from July 18 till Aug 01 We wont be near a pc on our trip However the rest of family members are staying home I hope to talk to you soon Chio! I want all to know about these tweo they say their your friends and once you dump their sorry asses or cath them in a lie they will turn on you in a matter of mins: If you have My Space,This site,Hi5.com tagged world or any of the other sites like this one Please Block These People from seeing you page or posting on it They are stalkers and haters Trust me They will stalk you till you break dont add them!!!! Two Faced Friends Angie Freeman and Steve Goodpasture & Owen It seems like they had stuck again and to make it worse they went after a friend of mine I dont know whom they think they are these are people with no life what so ever they sit on their fat asses and cause trouble for all others They had turned on their good friend and made her out to be thie whore but the sho

Life
my brother and our family needs prayers ..my brother is 31 has 5 kids and works more then full-time as a mechanic ..yesterday at work while balancing a tire it blow up in his face and he has not had sight sense plz keep all of us in your prayers we need it he goes to the eye dr this afternoon pray its only temporary lol got a new cat yesterday and she loves to kiss i mean by that she will put her mouth on urs and sty there till you muah her lol tonight she is trying to make out with me lol im dying inside inside im lost inside i feel pain inside im dead im lost i cant find my way home im lost in peril i cant find the way ive lost the path wheres the way god im lost lost in my fears lost in everything

Life...
I carry the memory of you very close to my heart...your beautiful smile and the way you decided to part. I'll always remember the way you made my heart sputter and flip... and I'll always remember you hanging with drool from your lip. I'll always remember the day you asked me to become your wife... but how can I forget the day you decided to end your life? There are so many memories of us, we were quite a pair... the memory that sticks in my mind though, is you dead with your blank stare. I carry many memories of you and these I'll mostly cherish... the memory that breaks my heart, is that you decided to perish. I'll keep all the memories, the good ones without a doubt... there's many memories though, I know I could do without. Dead With Your Fucking Frown.. Why do you look so odd? Why do your eyes look so blank? Wake up now, tired of this childish prank. Your lips are at an odd angle, there's drool hanging from them too...Your skin is so ashen, with a

Life...
"There was a Chemistry professor in a large college that had some exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab the Prof noticed one young man (exchange student) who kept rubbing his back and stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country's government and install a new communist government. In the midst of his story he looked at the professor and asked a strange question. He asked, "Do you know how to catch wild pigs?" The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said this was no joke. You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the free corn. When they are used to coming every day, you p

Life
Life as it were called is nothing but pergatory. Nothing but suffering till judgement is passed. Day after day is a test of your will to either fight the pain or submit to all that is given. Never a break nor a release. To live is to die inside. As life goes on your spirit does fade, you begin to want for nothing but an end. Fight or submit is the only true choice to be made.

The Life Of Danidangerous
just when i think things are good, and gonna stay that way it blows up in my face. i guess for the most part, things are okay now.. but it still bothers me that i put my all into something && get a slap in the face afterwards. sometimes i just want to go back to the way i was. jaded, and anti-social. but then again, i wasn't completely happy with that person.. but it sure as hell saved me from a lot of hurt and drama. sometimes i just want to give up on life in general. but i can't do that to the people i love and care about. they're what keeps me going.. i just don't know how much longer i will be able to deal with this shit. *sigh* i just want things to go back to the way they were when they good.. is that really too much to ask for?? things are going really good. ken has a new job, that he really likes. and hopefully soon i should have a new job myself. i've also decided that i'm cutting certain people out of my life. they keep trying to bring me down and screw my life up.. and hone

Life
Create your own Friend Test here i had a wonderful weekend ah what a great time... sorry to all who are mad at me for not being on my mom has died and i havent been on i have been having a real hard time so please dont be mad im sorry xoxo mary

Life...
So, I just found out that I have less than a week to find a new job,because my current boss is being a complete fucking dick, and not only that, but the guy I'm living with , who happens to be the love of my life, is not making anything easy on me. I'm just so close to saying fuck everything and move away so no one can ever find me again, I can't stand living with people that don't listen or understand me. He thinks everything has to be about him because he has a mental disorder... so what.. his life isn't more special than mine or anyone else's... I'm just so sick of hearing the same shit day in and day out about how he's so sick of having to take the medications his doc says he has to take for the rest of his life and BLAH FUCKING BLAH. Sometimes, I just don't know what to do or say because he never lets me try to think shit out before doing it.. because he moves a million miles a min and it drives me absolutely nuts... I just wanna run away and never come back sometimes, but I find

Life, Love, And Friendship
1) Single, Taken,Talking, or Crushin?---wish I could say taken, but...more so talking/single2) Are you happy with that?---of course not3) Would you kiss your ex?---depends on which one I suppose4) Have you ever had your heart broken?---several times5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is oK?---cheating is unacceptable in my book6) Do you believe in love at first site?---yes. I am a victim of it7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?---yes8. Do you want kids?---wouldn’t mind one9) How Many?---I think that one would probably be enough, my tummy couldn’t take popping out anymore :P10)Girl Name?--- Alexia (Lexi for short)11)Boy Name?---Xavier12) Do you want someone you can’t have?---I might have her already....but sometimes I think I won’t ever fully, so yes?13) Have you fallen in love before?---I’d like to think so14) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?---of course15) Do you believe you can change for someone?---You c

Life
you know sometimes life gets a bit hectic and you dont know what to do but its during those times that you grow as a person and learn lifes true lessons now i dont know the meaning behind this blog this has just kinda been sittin in my head the last couple days and i havent known what to do with it but anyways back to the topic so ive been tryin to figure out why this is in my head all of a sudden i dont know if it means im in a trying time or if im about to enter one or just now exiting one all i know is its on my mind and there is nothing i can do about so heres my thoughts as of now i think(but once again not sure) im in a hectic time of life through thinking about it ive noticed im in a rut i dont do anything but get on the damn computer and talk all day oh and play games but still i dont do anything about my situation i have 2 months before i am able to do what i want to do because of the application process so here i sit tryin to think of something to do everyday and nothing pops

A Life Of Lies
I will never understand why Why do you choose to lie? The lies you tell cut like a knife In spite of this, I have no doubt I will be alright For it is you, my dear who will have a stormy life A life full of turmoil with no friends Unfortunately for you, true love will never cross your path You will never be truly free, your heart and mind will always be in chains You are like a prisoner and the lies will keep you behind bars Telling the truth is your only escape Hopefully, someday you will find the courage to change To live more like a human being and less like a liar I hope you someday choose a life of truth, honor, and self-respect And leave behind a life of lies Until then, there is only one thing left to say BYE BYE.... © MIKA

Life Is Sometimes Bitter Sweet
Well..here i am again...as you know, it wasn't but weeks, just weeks ago that i put my Daddy to rest...Mom and i spent two and half months walking through steps to get Dad set with hospice, getting him home, tending to home only briefly for the seven days he was home before he passed..Mom and Daddy were married 35 years, yes, she is, she was my step mom, but the only woman i call Mom...me and mine were beginning to heal, to try to move forward, i sent Mom off to Hawaii for 10 days, she didnt want to go; i said she needed to get out of the house, to go sit in the sun, see the beauty...she went kickin' and screamin..lol...she got home 4 days ago..now the house was quiet..the kids and grandkids gone, friends had stopped coming by in droves with condolenses and well wishes...she was now feeling what life would be for her; alone...she sat to eat her supper, turned on the TV...she always said these days she was so tired she had to nap before she slept...she was tired, sad, broken-hearted...s

Life Is A Bag Of Skittles
I stole Brandons' Girlfriend application and figured i'd hae fun, answer the quetsions and see if people consider me to be a good plausible girlfriend..hrm.... Girlfriend Application. About You Name: Amanda Jean aka Mandy Age: 19 Height: 5'7 Hair color: brown'red Eye color: blue, with green in them Favorite color: orange and green Favorite food: italian Whats your AIM or MSN screen name: texasrain0606 (all 3 ) Tattoos?: none, but someday Piercings?: none, not sure if i want one Drink?: occasionally, im still a cheap date lol Smoke?: YUCK. hell NO. Any Other drugs?: no way Would you care if i did drugs?: eh, yea. Would you care if i drank?: no AA meetings, plz. Are you a virgin?: nope Do you have sex?: ...i'm being good. (if so) How Often?: ...being good. Is sex all your looking for?: no way. Do you have any STD's?: no Would you kiss me anytime?: mmmm i like kissees Anywhere?: anywhere Do you like to cuddle?: thats a must How much?: a lot. i lovve

Life
So was the 70's like this? Did my parents have to wonder and worry about the same things I do? Was the world a better place back then? Was the news just as negative and make you say hmmmmmm everyday? I don't think so, I guess I will have to call my parents today. I seen on the news the other day about a man killing his wife and 4 children here in Mason. What the hell is wrong with people? Why did he snap? How could someone do this to their family? Yes this happens everyday, all over this country. We seem to be blind to it until hit hits close to home. Then we wonder, we think, we feel remorse for everyone involved, including the crazy dad. I am pretty sure back in the 70's, the only thing you had to worry about was a serial killer or two. Not your own family I see on the news everyday how there is a killing here and there all over this city. Even on streets I walked so many times as a kid. Places I would hang out all of the time. How have we allowed our neighborhoods to b

Life
WHY LIE TO PPL AND PLAY GAMES? TODAY WE LOVE AND WE LOSE AND EVERYONE SAYS TOMARROW MAY NEVER COME BUT IT ALWAYS DOES!REMEMBER TO LOVE TO THE FULLEST OF YOUR ABILITY AND RESPECT THOSE AROUND YOU FOR TOMARROW WILL COME AND YOU WILL REGRET THE LOSS OF WHAT COULDVE BEEN!SO TO ALL OF YOU HERE ALL MY LOVE AND RESPECT I SHALL LOVE YOU ALWAYS!

Life
Well wow life.....as of right now life is going along nice....I have a couple jobs to pick from.. i just dont know what one to take...i really want the job at the YMCA or at LaneBryant.....i love working with kids,so that works great with the YMCA, and i love to shop and love to shop at LaneBryant.....but anyhow damn this sucks i have no idea what job to take.....Im lined up to start working at Giant here in Gettysburg...but im not sure i really want to work there...if i pick Giant then i have to work in the Seafood....i dont know if i want to come home everyday smelling like fish...and that means i have to get the lobster out and touch them...i dont know about that part...but ohh well we will see what job i take and ill keep ya posted on what one i take....Damn i wish i would have found a job right away when i got back home here cause my girl Joanie asked me to come out to Oceanside Cal....to help her back and move into her new house cause her husband is going out to sea that day...so

Life!!!!!!!!!!
i have a lot of stress right now. i just started a new job and its great very easy. but other things in my life are causing me stress. so what i am going to do is break up with my boyfriend and be single i was the happiest then. i hope he understands i just dont think he wants a girlfriend if he does its of convenince . and thats not what a boyfriend is. thats is where most of my stress is coming from. I have had some changes in my life the last two months and i maybe going thru some more as well. But i may need some advice. I am dating someone which i moved in with for about a month and half. well he couldnt put me on his lease so i moved out. but since i have moved out he doesnt hardly call me and when i get him on the phone he doesnt say anything. used to we would say i love you all the time, now he doesnt say it when i do and he says its cuz he is around friends but the way i feel is that if someone really loves you it doesnt matter where or who they are around. i am going back to

Life That Sucks
So I have this life that sucks, well only when it comes to my family consisting of my dad and brother. Here is the story so you can see why it sucks. My story goes like this....I was born in Ohio in 1979 to 2 alcholics, not 1 but 2 and off and on in my life my dad proceds to tell me that he did drugs then so its a wonder im ok, anyways i had a good childhood that i can remember until i turned 7 and my brother was born. All hell broke loose then, things got really bad around home, I remember times of mom and dad beating each other up, the cops there all the time and mo and dad both being hauled off to jail. I got older and things got worse, being of alcholics my parents spent most of their time in the bars and i had to take care of my brother. I had to take him everywhere with me, to band practice, to the store, to my then boyfriends(now my husband) house everywhere. When I turned 17 it was also my senior year of highschool and my paents decided it was time to divorce and then hell brok

Life
Hello all, Just wanted to say hi. My wife and I are good. I am still having issues with my step kids "father", that jack ass had me arressted not to long ago, for something I did not do. And I am currently on probation, so that is bad. Now he keeps on jerking me around, and I am ready to loose it.... I do not know, I guess I just needed to vent. Thanks for listing.....

Life!
Hello everyone, Well as u all know my bf and I are still seperated hes in DK and I am back in the states...... He should be coming back in Sept if I dont mess it all up..... I keep pushing him away.... more and more each day.... He is an amazing man he would do anything for me.... But one thing I seem to just push him away in things that I say or do ...... What the hell am I thinking everyone He is all that I have wanted and then some...... I feel as though i dont deserve him and why would he love me ...... we come from two different worlds ..... I am the girl from the other side of the track.......I dont have anything to give him but my love... I cant do for him like i would love to ..... I dont know if its cuz of the distance r if its cuz I am so scared that I just push him away or is it both..... We have been through so much shit in the time we been togather more then i have with anyone.......He truly is my best friend and I dont wanna lose him but if I keep doing this I will....

Life
I am starting to wonder if there is such a thing as true happiness. I am coming to realize that there just might not be. You have to take the good with the bad. When things seem to start goin right for me. Something always happens. Well I have learned alot over the past few months. I am not gonna let it get me down. I love life. I have so many good things goin right now to let the one or 2 lil bad things bother me. I have Awesome friends and 2 great lil boys. Job sucks but hey it pays the bills right lol.. anyway. I suck at blogs but. think i am gonna start doing more..

Life
Every now and then we need to stop ourselves from the daily grind to look back at the failures we have made in our lives. When we look back and evaluate what went wrong on our own parts we get to learn from these mistakes, if we look back to find what others did wrong then there is no moving forward from within ourselves. I have made a great deal of mistakes in my life and I have payed the ultimate price. I almost lost my family now a year and a half later I have really gotten to see where I went wrong. I did not balance my life as I should have. Now my 2 son's and myself get to live as a trio with out a mother's love to help guide them and as I would not give up my children for anything, on the flip side I would do anything to give them a mother that would love and help guide them in their lives, for now we will go on and continue forward until we can find some one worthy of this great pleasure.

Life In The 1500's
> >The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the1500s: > Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. >Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.. >Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small a

Life
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. Brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket. When he wants s

Life At This Point
I just uploaded new pics of my son on here so check them out and tell me what you think! He's my Doll Baby and the apple of my eye! I am still hurting over the decisions that Rande has made concerning us and our child. To have him choose someone else that he met while I was pregnant and raise her child to call him Daddy instead of his own has rally delt me a hard blow. I am making it though. I have to stay strong for my son. he is my world and my life. I keep up with the day to day so as to make life better for him. I never want to cause a tear to cross his perfect face. He's an angel. I have some awsome friends that have supported me no matter what, even when I didn't know what I was going to do and felt like giving up. They are my stability. I have a great family that has allowed me to morn and give me a break from Aiden (my son) so that I can have some time to myself from time to time. I am still the same person I feel but different. I still enjoy the same things and ac

Lifes' Poetry
My words may mean nothing But they come straight from my heart I have prayed for your recovery from the very start I know you do not know me I am a stranger this is true But I think of you every day In hopes that you pull through Your family really loves you They show it every day I feel as though I know you In a special kind of way So the only way I can show you this Is to sit and write to you I wish that god sit by your side And lovingly guide you through Help you through your rough times And Ease away your pain In hopes that you can Ride your board At least one more time again May God Bless you and Guide you through All you have to endure. samantha Small O'Hair 8/29/07 A tear can come so quickly A heart can break so fast A memory lasts forever As if there were no past I wake up every morning Wishing to re live a happy day Where I can wake up to see A smile upon your face A day with a happy begining And and ending that way too A day to just be

Life
What i have learned in my almost 22 yrs of life is that it's unpredictable. I could die halfway through typing this 4 all i know. Too many people go through life worring how pretty they aree or how skinny they or even how popular they are. The truth is who fucking cares... life is what it is u can not make people like you. You can not make your life longer and u will never be able to change who your related to. Another thing that i have learned is that shit happenes! Good or bad it happens, and it always happns 4 a reason! Some things and the reasoning behind it never make sence like why children are abused or why women and men are raped and/or murdered. Why innocent people are killed everyday. Life is not ment to be understood so to speak or to be overanalized, life is well just that life. It is a rollar coaster or a card game, u get hwat you delt and u deal with it and it will turn u upside down and snap you in all sorts of directions. Even with that all said it is

Life In General
Hello Hope all is well with everyone out there. I have been busy with sortin bears that people have donated .Thank You if you have. I have also been sewing. I make all the vest from camo material, have to cut them out from the pattern and then do alot of sewing to make the final vest ready for the bear. This past week,I have made about 160 of them. I have alot still to do but am at a stopin point since I have no more material. Always keep our Soldiers and there families in your prayers till they all come home safe and sound. If you want to know more about the foundation or want to help in general, you can always email me at : SMKFGuardianbear@aol.com I also have been busy since both of my boy's played summer baseball. I also take them to see the NBWA (pro wrestlers) out of Danville.They have a show coming up on August 12. My oldest son is heading into Jr High(Feelin Old Now lol) and he is playing baseball for the school team as well. Youngest son heading into 3r

Life
life I lie alone My life a mess No family, no home My life a misery torn apart Just like my little beating heart My life of being sad Just makes me mad I do not wish to be lonesome As if love would make me wholesome Like love would fill my heart No one is there to make me smile Just there to tease and tear my heart apart While laughing all the while My tears of hope drift out of me just like a sea of misery

Life Is Ending
Life is Ending I dont think I can deal with this anymore no love, just agony and pain the pain makes me want to walk out the door staying much longer will drive me insane i realy have the desire to kill mine is in danger even if i lie but i would be the victim of this trill i surelly will be the next one to die simple, sweet just a very young woman love again i will never really feel i cant go through this kind of pain again i do not have the rapid urge to heal today is going to be my real end always remember me. Your True Love

Life..
My fiance, a man of honesty and purity of heart, 20 years old, is taking on the duty of stepping up and defending our freedom in the United States Army. He is an Active Duty Soldier being placed in Iraq for a deployment of a 15 month duration. I have been with this man for about 2 years. I never thought that anything would be this hard. To love, back, and stand beside a man who I hardly see. Love is what it is and you know fate when it smacks you in the face. I met him a week before Christmas in 2005 and have been faithful to him since then. He was in Washington State for 6 months and I stayed, and then in Germany for a little over a year, and here I still am. I have a bond with him that I believe nobody else posesses. We are stronger than ever now. He is a man of morals and believes that sex should wait until marriage. I love and respect him very much for that. He knows about my past and looks past it for our love. I respect him for the strength that he holds and I would give anything

Life
I cant think mind trapped just a wink a gentle smack wake up from this someone save me please Terror overwhelming I can't release Tears are falling you just can't see I am fading into disbelief thoughts of feelings racing through my head I want to I have to I just can't find the time loneliness is my trouble acceptance for it so weak I cant hardly speak I am searching beyond my boundaries and nothing I have found in there mind so wondered with illimulating faces simply just tease my lasting uncovered what do you do when the 2 people you love the most are areguing/fighting and you sit there and watch it. not knowing what to do. feeling as if they are falling apart and you are split between them, when you are trying to hold them together. trying to figure out where the communication isnt meeting up, and you feel you are falling apart as well. i an at the point of going outside and screaming untill everyone stops and listens. being an empathic person has its goods

Life
I am off to the dentist and to work. I would however like to ask a few of those who do read this to explain to me why I get ignored by so many on my friends and fans list. Fubar is made up of many people. Some who live on the site, Some who simply stay logged into the site, some who come and go as they please, and lastly some who come for a spell and eventually leave and never return. Lots and lots of folks have good intentions and come to get away from the reality of life. I know i come to make friends but find people to simply discuss life with and talk about day to day stuff. But I do find what little time i have to make new tags and pictures I find fun and different to post. It allows me to show off my artistic side instead of just simple chat and fellowship. So many people request a friendship and make me a fan here that you would think that when you post a bulletin or a picture they would actually come and check out the new stuff. As for me I know one person ha

Life
So yeah I finally am done with counseling....my counselor,Karen,said that to have counseling I have to have a problem and seeing that my only problem is my anger,she said to do something creative or something time worthy(like a jigsaw puzzle) to help calm my nerves.The only reason I dont have to see her for my anger is cuz im not 'lashing out' or hitting other people...i hit objects.but yeah....its pretty freakin awesome....she did get annoying sometimes...lol.I do still have to see my psychiatrist but besides that...things are looking up.woo! why is it i am so freakin stupid?i fell for a guy whom is a marine and i kno i cant have him......UGH!

Life In General
Do you have yahoo...yes who doesn't these days. Just because I have it does not mean I want to add someone I have only said hi to on here to it because they are too mechanically challenged I guess to use the shoutbox. Yes people it does close on you in mid sentence at times which is why you can click open shoutbox and guess what easy typing from there out... just thought i might mention it...just trying to keep my mind occupied with something other than recovering from my bad headache>< Kisses and Hugs I still love ya even if ya ask me to yahoo LOL As the day that would of been comes closer, I am finding my emotional level rising. I never really have been much of a blog poster, but these feelings I won't be disguising.. I am so sad And yes I'm mad. These circumstances I can not forget. However, I am grateful for all the friends I have met With your support I am making it through, But please forgive me, for right now I am blue. Dear Santa, There are a few things I

Life...
Sharing some of my ( thoughts / psychosis) with ya all some-what due to the fact that I am board off my ass, at home, by myself…, on Halloween. Seriously though, these are some of the things I mull over all the time. So if you have any insight or any feed back at all I would so much love to hear your thoughts on this stuff. ------------------- If any being, human or other consciously self aware biological life form can attribute a brain, psychotropic chemicals, such as hormones, neuro receptors, and so on responsible for what, how, and why we think, feel, and reach out to the known physical world then what is left to constitute a soul, entity or ghost… I tend to believe that this combination of (biological & intellectual awareness) is like most intelligent combinations I’ve encountered in my life. That is that I feel it is a little bit of both. But that still does not answer the question of where does someone’s existent biological self-awareness end and their

Life Resembles A Rose
Life is like a beautiful red rose. You put the send into the ground, water it, give it lots of love and care for it until it blooms Into the most beautiful and strong red rose. You enjoy watching it as it grows. Then as fall enters it slowly dies. As the last petal falls you sit back and reflect on that red rose. You remember all the joy and happiness that the red rose has brought to you. Then all you have left is the memory of that beautiful red rose. Written and copyrighted by Linda Parker (me) :)

Life
A Passing. A Loss. I need a HUG! Current mood: sad Awww....my morning wake up news was wonderously numb. I find out my G'Father passed on about 8pm, Sunday, 14 Dec. 08...in the midst of the snow storm we were having. Of all the flippin' days that my Mother and G'Mother take a trip over there to see him and they can't, cuz of the fuckin' weather. The news was he hadn't taken any fluids the day b4 and he was slowing slippin' into a coma. The cordless fone was put to his ear and Mother and G'Mother tried to talk to him. He was breathing fast, but he was trying to talk back to them and it was only coming out as grunts. Mom had a feeling it might be the moment of him going. Anyway! I was feeling numb thru my shower, getting dressed...and then head out the door. I almost couldn't get into my car...it was that frozen. I almost gave up, too. But I didn't want to be inside the house...I wanted OUT!!! I finally get into my car and start it up for the warming it needs. And I gather up my b

Life
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 >>bill. In >>the room of 200, he asked, >> >> >> >>"Who would like this $20 bill?" >> >> >> >>Hands started going up. >> >> >> >>He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you >> >> >> >>but first, let me do this. >> >> >> >>He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. >> >> >> >>He then asked, "Who still wants it?" >> >> >> >>Still the hands were up in the air. >> >> >> >>Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" >> >> >> >>And he dropped it on the ground >> >> >> >>and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. >> >> >> >>He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. >> >> >> >>"Now, who still wants it?" >> >> >> >>Still the hands went into the air. >> >> >> >>My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. >> >> >> >>No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it >> >> >> >>because it did not decrease in value. >> >> >> >>I

Life
Well it sucks as usual but I am doing better for it. Going to Move to AR and try and get a new start hopefully it will do something for me. I can start paying off my bills and get my own place in a cuple months. At least thats what I am going for.

Life
IF I HAVE LEARNED ANYTHING AT ALL IN ALL MY YEARS, ITS THAT THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON.WHETHER WE ARE PRIVELEDGED TO KNOW THAT REASON OR NOT,IS A WHOLE OTHER STORY. ALL THE TRIPS AND FALLS, BUMPS AND BRUISES, GOOD THINGS AND NOT SO GOOD THINGS, THEY ARENT JUST RANDOM OCCURANCES. THEY HAPPEN BECAUSE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN. THEY ARE WHAT MAKES US WHO WE ARE. THE TRICK IS FIGURING OUT WHAT TO DO WITH WHO WE ARE.

Life
Satiated, drenched hungry, quenched sublime, ecstatic overdrive, automatic heart of gold, sold my soul missing much to make me whole want to be wanted, need to be touched fever burning, wantings torched inside and out, upside down showing my smile, to hide a frown get back up, dust myself off honest, real, let you know what I feel laughter and tears through all of the years life goes on

Life...
My uncle passed away over the weekend. He'd been fighting with Leukemia for some time and had just had a bone marrow transplant. He seemed to be winning. His counts were going up. He was eating more and had more energy. His wounds were healing. His hair was growing back. Then...overnight he was just...gone. This is first time I've lost someone close in the family. I can't go to the funeral because it will be out of state and I won't get paid if I miss work. I feel miserable that I can't go. Wish us luck. Going to go meet with a lawyer to begin a custody battle for Beazil's son. It's a whole long story as far as the history with Beazil's ex-wife goes...but trust me...she's nuts and we need to get Beazil's son out of there. (I'm sorry...but a 6-year-old shouldn't be obssessed with demons...or be making himself puke...or holding down other kids at school and beating them...etc.) It's going to be a hard fight...but with all the contempt-of-court issues

Life
LIFE...... Life iswhat you make of it good or bad.... This is just my thought's and how I fell and think.... Everyone needs family and friends.....and I Love all of mine....For Good or Bad.... There are good times when we find that special someone and take that big step...everyone dreams about..as thay say in the story books live happily ever after.... And there's a time when you have your family and friends that make you happy....The one's that Love you no matter what... Now for the bad times...you have people that you love..or loved that just wanted you so thay could get what thay wanted from you....that could be family or friends.... And there's the time when the one's you Love die.... Those I think are the hardest time's in life....you have those special times you thank about or someone will say or you hear something....and you'll remember that special person.... I really hope this will not make anyone mad....It's just my thoughts..... Love to all my o

Life Is Sweet....
I have been a recoverying Meth addict since May 9, 2006 and I have to say that life is so different. I used for 12 long yrs & I missed out on an entire world of things. I just wanted to let everyone know life is alot sweeter with my head on straight & damn there is no drama N my world NICE..........

Life
if i were glass would you break me... if i was china would you drop me... would you carry me with the most gentelness... would you wrap your arms around me so tight to where i wouldnt fall... keep me safe... would you put me on the top shelf and forget about me and leave me to clooect dust... or would you take me out to display me as your lovely peice of china your perfect glass that you wouldnt break... sit me on a pedistole and say to me... i would never break you... i will never drop you... you are my perfect glass and my rare peice of china... Free Graphics & Comments Codes well its been 4 yrs ago i lost my youngest sister in a car wreck she was hit head on by another truck basicly killed her on the spot threw my neice from the car still strapped in her car seat broke a few of her bones and she had road rash and she survived my nephew was still in the car in his car seat with burns on his face from hitting the seat so hard like carpet burn..

Life
When did life get so messed up? Things used to be so easy when I was younger. If anything went wrong or I screwed up really bad I could always turn to a best friend or my family. They would do anything and everything in their power to fix it or at least make it better. They hated to see me hurting and sad and I never worried about anything. I know life is supposed to change when you move out on your own and get married. Things change even more after you become the parent and have little ones who look up to you. I have never been so depressed in my whole life and not sure what to do to make it better. The very few friends I have left don't understand where I'm coming from and I don't think they really want to get involved anyway, and that's ok. My family doesn't know what to do either and think I need to see a therapist. I know that I need to do something. Some people come into our lives and quickly go Some people stay for a while and leave footprints on our hearts and

Life....
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back

Life
Today I looked back on a lot of things in life..I went to thinking when I was a kid and I didn't have to really worry about anything and all you had to do was be a kid and go to school?...I have been doing alot of thinking about when ya get old enough and you aren't Holding onto "mommy and daddy's" hand and your out on your own its hard...But I've managed to take care of myself and have my own house, a car, 2 jobs, and go to college full time and I am also a parent to my beautiful 4 year old son and now I could have another kid along the way..I put myself in my kids shoes to see from their point of view such as us as we were kids...Its weird being a parent....I have more to come..

Life...or Something Like It
I would always think if i wrote something and got it out, things would get better. But somehow its not this time. Its starting to frusterate me. What else can i do to block out this depression? Somedays are easier then others......I hate sensitive days....like today. I read a letter from my ex husband, it made me cry. I listen to 3 songs on my page, it made me cry, i saw my brother it made me cry...( im sooooo kidding on that last one.) I don't want to feel this weight of depression. It cramps me in a box, with wall i cannot break. Im tired of people who are so FAKE it makes me sick stand in my way. Its so hard to break these chains that the world has seem to put on me....I cannot even begin to think about.......well....anyways......uhm, .......go with me on this one.... Have you just sat somewhere, not really secluded, but away from everyone? I have my perfect spot. I live right on the river in my town, and of course the river is empty. I sit on the bank in between two

*life*
Well... in a way things couldnt get much better. I am married to the man of my dreams...and we are expecting a baby feb of 2008!!! the only thing missing is the fact that he isnt here with me right now. i am in NY and he is in KY where he is currently stationed in the U.S ARMY. We are waiting right now to see if he is going to get his transfer approved for coming to Ft Drum where we can be together!!! so pray with us that he gets it!!!! and baby....I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH

Life
Today a few great friends showed up on my page and help me allot, thank you Cali4nialovin , Ms. Naughty N Nice, & Joanna. You three gals made short work of the 4k + points I Needed to level up. You even continued rating long after my rates were spent. XOXO john I had the opportunity to go out for some drinks and fun with two great ladies last night at a place is called "Sundance" and is more of a sports bar than anything but last night was karaoke night, heh. Since this was the first time I've met a Fubar patron away from the net we were more into the conversation than the singers. I don't think the night could have gone better if it was scripted. The three of us ended up hiding outside from the music so we could all hear each other. K has a great sense of humor and can split your sides with a look. D was, well..D! :) she always keep the conversation going on new topics, and both of them were looking ready for a Saturday night out.

Life, Family And Good Friends...
Ok, So I think I got a little part of this down now. I know how to blog, for sure. My space thought me that but because that was the first time I joined anything like that. Now it is an addiction that I try and not let this machine replace the real world & the real ppl in it. I home school my 9 yr old grandson & would love to chat about homeschooling, so message me I am married to the guy of my dreams & am NOT interested in finding or talking sentimentally with any other guy so don't go their! I am taken! I have 2 kids, all grown now.... :( I have 2 grandsons and I feel blessed! :) I am anxious to see what else life has to offe me. Stop by and say hi? Kat

Life In General For Me
well is ok just dealing with my kids father who needs to be more of a dad to the children just spend time with them shoot ..just throw a ball around with our son and play tea party or something with our daughter nothing serious not asking for a million dollars just asking for him to spend some quality time with them like they desereve so props go out to all them single fathers who are doing their thing for their children .... ok well thats what i am dealing with in my life as of now well life has thrown me a curve ball for sure i go to drs for my yearly check up like everyone does and what happens i find out i have cervical cancer ..so now i am having surgery on october1 to remove the cancer cells so we shall see what happens from there the dr says ..but dam it i just started to get my life together and now this aint that some shit ..ok i am done .. thanks for reading my blog

Life Rants
Letting go of someone you love is one of the hardest things you'll even have to do. The more alone time you spend, the more thinking you get to do, the more realization of truth you encounter. I think that once you balance out the reasons why you want to hold on and the reasons you have to let go, you will come to an understanding as to what you're really dealing with and see the true colors of the cards you are holding. Life brings people into your life for a reason and when its time for them to leave its because the lesson has been left and its up to you to see it, feel it, and live on what you've learned. I've recently decided to let someone go from my life. Although, its with a heavy heart that I make this decision, I decided it was for my own good and for the best for the both of us. We just dont see eye to eye, we dont think close to the same, we dont believe in the same rules, and we're in different levels overall. Sometimes being on different levels alone causes a

Life As I Know It
Well it's been a week now since my mothers death...and now I'm getting all these different emotions coming at me that I never expected.....Mostly guilt..like not being around as much as I could have...and why couldn't I of even picked up a phone to say hi..Guilty for being so wrapped up in my own pointless life that I pretty much ignored my family...Blah I wonder how long this is gonna last... On the good side of things I wont need surgery on my neck....just physical therapy is all I need. So I guess that is some good news..TTY all later Watching blood stained windows I must just love the pain See the children crying In my dreams my mother died again Dig her grave much deeper The fatal price she paid I hope I'm here to hold her When she comes back again I see the death and the disaster There is no happy ever after The time has come Is the armageddon Finally here at last? You may see the mushroom But you won't hear the blast Don't need a self made prophet Don't ne

Life Is A Comedy To Those Who Think, A Tragedy To Those Who Feel.
I read this quote while taking a class for my agent job and its been stuck with me ever since so see how well it sticks in yours. LIFE IS A COMEDY TO THOSE WHO THINK, A TRAGEDY TO THOSE WHO FEEL.

Life Sucks
Things are getting a little out of hand around my house in that my wife doesn't seem to want to take any responsibility toward helping with the bills. I grant you she is 34 years younger than me and she is very imature but she want all the crap we have but is screwing around instead of helping like she should. I think I know one reason why she is like this but, agaain, this shows how imature she really is. I will not put it in here because I may be wrong and if I am there is no need to start trouble. Maybe things will straighten out soon, at least I hope so, ut I am not holding my breath on it.

Life
so far I have managed to keep from losing my internet.... We'll see how long it lasts, I can only catch up on this stupid bill a bit at a time so its just a matter of hoping I can beat it. I'm wrapped I can still be here with yas all. You make my day so much brighter. Thanks Guys! In a few days my internet is being suspended, for a few months.. Its gonna be a tough, rough lonely few months without my darling Fu-friends, but I'm sure I'll cope, somehow. Meanwhile, dont forget to show me love cos I'll be getting out more visiting my mates, and damn right I'll be nagging to pinch some internet time to check on you all! I'll miss you all so much. Take Care Keep Smiling Cheers! I have a lot of ... Unread Books, Wayward BobbyPins, Unworn Shoes, Teddy Bears, Pores On My Epidermis, Baskets, Bricks On The Outside Of My House, Dusty Teapots, Odd Socks. I have little of... Forks, Lightshades, Walkable Planks Food Containers With Matching Lids, Make-Up,

Life Changes..
Just giving everyone that doesn't have the updates the scoop. The boys are great they both love the new place and they have their own playroom now. I love that feature keeps the rest of the house clutter free :) I have a wonderful man in my life that keeps my head screwed on straight as i do for him. Full time working mom and soon to be a manager at the store i work for, cant wait for weekends off again. Other than that everything else is a day to day basis and whatever happens, happens. I live my life to be happy and to make my kids happy. The only thing that matters to me is a roof over their heads and food in their stomachs. Keeping in touch as much as i can give me a shout if you dont know all the details already. Life has been so crazy lately w/ everything thats going on (most of you already know the details, and i dont feel like going into them right now) I havent had much time to check emails and things like that. I posted some new pics,

Life As It Is...
i am so confusseed on what i want or what i want to do...I am so tired of my mind wondering...My mind wonders why i am in the moment i am in...Wonders do i love who i am with, cause i feel no love like i have before in other relationships.....some moments i am happy, other momemts i am miserable...i hate the fact that my heart loves someone else....i hate the fact that i am torn between the decision of something that will alter my life...sometimes i just wish my life would cease to exist, no i am not sucidal i would never take my own life...but sometimes i wish i wouldn't wake up from my sleep...cause when i wake up my mind wonders day in and day out... Sounds like i am being a GRINCH....But i am kinda sick and tired of this season....For the following reasons though...The cost of living is so high, gas prices are ridiculous...So therefore i barely make it through my week on minium wage...I been living on my own for 6 almost 7 years now...So my christmas always suck for me,cause i nev

Life Changes When You Least Excpect
Well its been over three weeks and still feel like im living in a dream. I dont know which way to turn .. For those of you who dont know I lost my long term partner suddenly. She had been well apart from a few what the doctors called minor heart attacks, they only just registered as attacks. Well after the first one Jo was given an angioplasty, a little shunt put inside her heart to unblock w partially closed vein in her heart. Hey she has a heart I had joked to some work mates, i used jokes throught out this period as it was my only way to deal with what was going on. It was only two years ago 15 march we had a little boy together after a very hard pregnancy, we went thru hell but after 4 days he died. We then went thru this second part of hell the questions about if we could have done anything to hace avoided it. For a long time it was just one long numb dream. We then found that Jo was pregnant again this time from the moment of her first scan , which was very ear

Life
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, "I f I could only see the world, I will marry you." One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations. Life Is a Gift

Life
summer is almost over almost time to see leaves fall time for some to break up time for some to make up all things seem to change change for good or bad life is like that it is a revolving circle of the never ending so just sit back and go with your own flow don't worry about what's going to happen next things have a way of eventually working out for the best take life with a grain of salt i'm not saying it's easy but it will be in the long run live life to the fullest at least that is one thing you won't regret TIME IS SLIPPIN’ AWAY EVERYTHING IS CHANGING LOVE IS FADING WHERE DID IT GO IS THAT HOW IT IS CAN YOU REALLY BE WITH ONE… FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE I USED TO THINK SO BUT NOW… I’M NOT SO SURE WHY DON’T PEOPLE THINK THINK BEFORE THE ACT THEY DO THINGS THAT HURT, BAD BUT THEN SAY THEY DIDN’T MEAN TOO DOES ANYONE EVER NOTICE NOTICE WHEN YOU’RE MAD THE TRUTH COMES OUT YOU HOLD IT IN FOR SO LONG THAN WHEN YOU BLOW, YOU LET IT ALL OUT

Life On The Road
I finally got a promotion with my company after trying for 11 years and I love my new position, but have been on the road almost for 2 months since I started this position in July of this year. The only downside on it is I am by myself and miss my family and wish they could enjoy seeing some of the things I have seen over the last two months. I have driven to Los Angeles twice now and getting ready to make the drive again on Monday, if anyone ever gets the chance to make that drive down I70 from Denver to LA I recommend doing it cause the sites are amazing all the mountains, rivers and valleys you get to see are just incredible. The one thing that impressed me the most was coming into Las Vegas around 10 at night and popping up on top of this ridge and then just seeing the lights of the city as it stretchs across the valley for miles is something to see.

Life
she questions why? why me? she looks for answers but none ever seen to come to her, searching her face she seeks for a clue as why her, but it is a question that will not be answered, for she can search her eyes and tell there isn’t any reason, she turns and he is there ready to take her into his arms and hold her, stilling her fears and tears, and she knows it will be Ok, he will make it all seem worth while I was not looking for you, how can you be looking for something that you have thought was not there to find. Something that just thinking about can bring a smile to your face, with a word can can open your mind, and with a tear can unlock your heart. Something that can make you wake and feel there is more to life. Someone that can make time stop, and once you realize that so much time has passed make you beg for more. This someone makes all things seem new and wonderful, giving unto you more than you feel you deserve. Mking you feel that anything you give in return will never eq

Life Sucks
u dont know what u have till u cannt do anything for yourself. i broke my foot a couple of days ago and it really sucks. i cannt do anything for myself and it sucks. i have to have everyone do everything for me. im used to being able to do everthing for myself and now depend on everyone. life really fuckin sucks. everything is takin away from me. i miss it so much i want to thank my family and friends and my best friend sally. she has been here everyday to help. i want to say thank u and luv u

Life ..
A good message. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of wine... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded

Life
There is no more lively sensation than that of pain; its impressions are certain and dependable, they never deceive as may those of the pleasure women perpetually feign and almost never experience. Our greatest crime is cultivating our anger. Instead of fighting it we allow it to grow. Its our true alter ego. Its free floating, poisonous, and destructive, yet perversely empowering. Anger is passion and passion makes you feel alive. Can we truly change? Everyone should have the power within them to change. Is it really possible to change yourself fundamentally? Past experiences are hidden tripwires lying dormant within you, ready to sabotage actions still in the future, ready to circumvent any attempt at reinvention. Character is destiny, and thus fate is set! I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN

Life In General
http://fubar.com/lb_share.php?to=fubar&uid=1790047&type=lounge&item_id=77521&link=http://fubar.com/l/77521 alrighty guys im in an auction and i would love for all of ya to come bid on me :) heres the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=800157&albumid=1456110&i=3026743017&idx=34 ok... i dont get it... i go to a bar... not necessarily to pick up guys or to get hit on but it normally makes me feel good if i get a little attention... here lately though everytime i go my friends always get the guys or get the attention or at least here damn ur good lookin ... not anything against my friends but come on what is so wrong with me... hell even when i do go somewhere to meet guys im just the friend... FFS the guy that my friend met last night didnt even bother rememberin my name... i was... The Tall One... woohooo i hate bein looked at so different... not that i wanna be the same as everyone else but it sucks... wtf do i have to do to get attention in these situations... i do everythin from

Life
What were you doing that tragic day? I don't think I'll ever forget that day, September 11, 2001. It's forever etched in my mind. It was a Tuesday that will always be, for my generation, my December 7, 1941. I was a young 26 year old, living in El Cajon, California (just outside San Diego). I was in my seventh year of my enlistment in the United States Navy. I worked second shift at that time. I was the work center night shift (navy talk for second shift) Production Supervisor, as well as the work center Collateral Duty Inspector (basically Quality Assurance). At that time I was becoming a seasoned Aviation Electronics Technician Second Class (AT2 / E-5 rank) and close to being the LPO (Leading Petty Officer) of the shop. This, in retrospect, was not too common at NASNI AIMD (Naval Air Station North Island Aircraft Intermediate Maintenance Detachment). I was fortunate to be where I was, considering two years prior I was stationed in Yokosuka, Japan. I was very content

Life Sucks
I have come here Just to inform you... I'm NOT sorry, For what I shall do. I have no guilt Nor shame, For leaving you To your life game. Life holds nothing... Nothing for me. No purpose. Only misery. I'm in debt. I'm in pain. I cry, knowing I'm not sane. Cause I see me dead. A gruesome scene. My knife in my throat. The bloodiest of dreams. soon that will find me. They'll call the police. But I'll be long gone, No one gives a fuck. No one will care, While at my corpse, They'll stare. Just another one. Another fucked up kid. You're better off With what I did. I went quiet. I went alone. I went to find A new home. I'm with the others. Those like me. Helpless, lost, dead... Gathered alone in our misery. I know. I'm going to hell. But it's probably Just as well. Mom. Dad. I loved you. I just don't know What else I can do. I'm sick of hurting. I'm sick of crying. I'm sick of all the Pieces

Life
I just wanted to let everyone know that I am having surgery on June 4th. They are going in and cleaning out my left knee. There is arthritis in my knee and a small tear in the meniscus. I am going to also ask my doctor if he can look at my hips because some days they hurts so bad I can barely walk. Last night, I had my friends Kelly, Jimmy, Lisa and Chad up for supper. I made turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing, and green beans. After we ate another so called friend named Charles stopped by for awhile. When Chad left, I asked Charles to go get Tigger so she would not run out the door. He went to pick her up because another friend was leaving and I didn't want her to run off. Well Tigger either got scared or something and scratched him. Well instead of bringing her to me, he held her up as high as he could by the back of her neck and she was hissing and growling, I told him to bring her to me but he didn't listen. He threw her on the floor really hard and she bounced off the floor

Life Really Fucking Sucks At Times.....
hey my kid brother (well, hes my exes little brother but we're tight and i think of him as my own) bought himself a scooter on saturday he has a history of bad luck with scooters and bikes well, this time was no different at 3.00pm on monday he was involved in a serious crash with a car we are not sure wtf happened yet only that the car turned right and across him we dont know if he hit the car or the car hit him we do know he went through the window of the car we do know 2 doctors were there almost instantly and the police got there in under 2 minutes it was so serious they called in the air ambulance to airlift him to hospital the first his mum knew of it was when a police car screamed to a stop outside her house and a policeman knocked on the door the poor woman didnt even know he had bought a scooter as she had begged him not to any more she called me from the police car (they were brilliant, they got her to the hospital in record time) totally distraught a pol

Life...love...happiness?????
I am starting to finally feel whole again. It has been a long time since i have felt this way. I met a great man who treats me the way that ive always wanted to be treated. He loves me for me, including all my faults. He knows my thoughts and can complete my sentances even before i start them. He accepts my kids as if they were his. And althought we both have been through hell somehow we found something in one another that broght us together. Its hard sometimes to try not to wonder if whats happened in the past is going to happen again, but i can only hope that the love he says he has is stronger than the rest. Cause this heart of mine is tired of building walls just to have them knocked down. Only time will tell. Well today i start a new job. Its part time nights and weekends which is fine cuz i want to go back to school and finish my Criminal Justice Degree. I wish I never would have let my ex stop me from going but now i have no one in my way. I can go to school during

Life Is Life
Life is Life" People; we go through life seeing, meeting, touching, experiencing, and hopefully growing as a result of interactions with other people. Growing is the key word. For some growing emotionally, spiritually, and just growing up is slower process than for others. We welcome/allow people into our lives. Sometimes the experience is great, sometimes just ok. Sometimes we allow our selves to be vulnerable, and sometimes we are betrayed. We go through life meeting people that are; very different than we are, some with similar interest, some with the same values as we have, and some who's values are very different than the one's we hold so close. Life is life, and people are people. No bad guys and no good guys, (As I always say). I was once told to pray for someone who has wrong me, when I didn’t know how to look inwards and look at my own part. Only by looking inwards can I find the solution. By pointing fingers and blaming we don’t grow. I have been praying for di

Life
Hey everyone....I just wanted to update you all and let u know that I will not be on for while. I am gettin ready to move back to another state to be with my husband. He is coming home from Iraq and I can't wait for him to come home!! It's been a long ass year with him being gone. I hope that u all will be praying that he has a safe return and that I make it to where I am going!! Thank you

Life
Hey list'n up... U Live n u DIE so dont get all discouragd. just get ur lasy azz off the couch n grab LIFE by the horns.. n stop be'n pansie's bout girl's if ur not kool bout ur self then the girl's will think the same way.. so think positive n confident n u'll have a great Life n maybe a great girl or even a family... U never know what lies ahead of even around the corner.... I even have to take my own advice.....

Life In Afganistan Of A Canadian Soldier
Hey all my Fubarian Friends:) I'm on here for an hour or two...because we're getting supplies then back off to the mountains. I've got a friend looking after my fubar account while I'm not here. He's a pretty cool guy...his name is Mike No he doesn't belong to Fubar. So please be nice to him...:P So please rate/fan/add me to your friends list I'm just a lonely Soldier out here in the Dust Bowl of Hell!!!!!! well I'm off now...got to go check my emails and write a letter home to my MOM!!! Thank You ...roamnhands...AKA Dave Taylor SGT I LOVE ALL MY FUBARIAN FRIENDS HERE and HOPE TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS!!!!!oxoxoxoxoxoxox hey all you Fubarians its me roaminhands..:P I leave the safety of my home base to go up into the mountain here in Afdganistan...to do what I'm train to do so I wont be on here for a little while but please rate/fan/add/and comment please I'm a very lonely Canadian Soldier here in Afganistan so hopefully all my furbarian friends miss me well I'm of

Life The Universe And Almost Everything
In life we try many times to live upto other peoples expectations no matter how hard they are to achieve, we have hope in our hearts that we will lead a good life and that people may remember us as such, my expectations have always remained the same i know that at some point my life will change, i know this because its happening now, things are starting to move, people are starting to come back and generally things couldn't be much better on a mental scale, these blogs are more about me unbottling my emotions than a serious look at life but there personal experiances that im trying to share, im reaching the peak of what i call progress in my mind, i wanted to marry and im sad that now that no longer seems to be happening, but happy that im still 29 and a whole future of events lies infront of me, i applyed to a soup kitchen today to help out, being told im selfish and whining today made me think twice about somethings, my immense care for the people who matter does lead me to be over s

Life Is Sucking At The Moment
So my life right now is pretty shitty. I feel like I have absolotutely no one to turn to. I live 20 minutes away from my friends and I don't have a car so it's hard to meet up with them. I got a 3.0 going on in school and that is the only thing making me happy right now. But I just wanted to get a couple words out so here ya go. Peace out and thanks for reading. Tiff~~

Life
For everything you have missed you hav gained something else and for everything you gain you loe something else. The doors we open and close each day decide the lives we live. Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us.

Life Is Sweet!
Before I hit the sack..:) This pic was marked NSFW. Can anyone explain to me why?..LMAO Just thought I would ask...giggling Thank you all for the great Happy Hour(for the most part...lol) I just want to say give me some time and I will get back with you. If I haven't gotten to you, please send me a letter and let me know ok? I will try as soon as I can..thanks again! By the way, who ever you are...please feel free to continue your tirade through my stash and pics please...if it makes you feel better..LMAO I LOVE THIS BAR...(giggling)

Life
I feel broken, and alone. I’m angry at myself, because I put myself here. I gave too little, and pushed too hard. There is no one to blame, but me. I have faults, and flas that I hate. Yet it’s those same faults and flas, that make me who I am. Am I proud of who I am? NO! Why, because who I am, is why I’m alone. Do I feel like I will, be alone for the rest of my life? Honestly, I feel that I will be. With everyday that passes, I loose a little bit more hope. But again I say, I am the one to blame.

Life!!
just thinking ... there is someone i really truly like ... and i am scared to get involved only because i know if and when i do i will fall so hard to that person and i am scared i am going to get hurt! he is a great guy! i love hanging out with him and we have great conversations about anything! we can sit and talk for hours on end and its okay ... he has always been there for me when i need something if he can and is always there with a lending hand even if i dont need anything. sometimes when i need a hug i can call him or randomly see him and get a hug and it makes the rest of the world go away! should i be scared and jump of just sit back and let it all slip away? im so tired of bein hurt and i am not going to jump unless im jumpin with two feet in the water!! hmm well so far all men have proven me right that they are all assholes ... but can u be the one to prove me wrong that not all men are assholes ... that there really are some good ones out there? I really hope so ... but w

A Life So Unordinary Its Well... Ordinary.
SO.. I went to Salem this weekend to visit my mom, sister, and nieces. It was a good time I guess except for the hangover that haunted me all day. After visiting with them I went to go see a few friends before I left town to come back to this hole in the mountain town called Oakridge. I went to see one and ended up seeing three all the the same place. Of course it was good to see them and chat for a bit, but I did get an earful about how I left town and it was like I fell off the edge of the Earth never to be found again. So on the drive home I was thinking about past friends and how what he said was true.. I do disappear off the edge of the Earth when I skip town. I guess I do it so much that I never really notice that I do. I also don't mean to disappear the way I do, but things happen, and I guess I get caught up with work and trying to make new friends in the new area. So to those folks out there.. sorry.. I will eventually come back around to say hi. Well thats whats sitting in fr

Life As We Know It
yeah well we all know i suck at life i always find a way of fucking thingss i know that no one is perfect but damnit...I try to be i try to do everything right an i am not doing so well...its been said that i am the best she has ever had that i treat her so well...but then how do i look past some major detail an not tell her...i feel like ass. a failure...i want to fix it but you cant change the past its over an done with an i know this but it doesnt change the shity feeling i have of being a terrible gf. how does one become perfect why is it not possible? ::hangs head:: I have to become better! life as i know it is making a huge turn around! the clouds that were hanging over head are passing over, with the new gf an new friends that i have made life is oh so much sweeter! my gf has three lil boys that i adore an love to death! An hell i could not ask for a better gf because let me tell you they dont get better then this one! ....to be continued!

Life Is What You Make Of It
hi this is stacey -n- this is my first blog. I don't have anything thrilling to say at the moment. Halloween was interesting this year. You should have seen me I was wearing this green little headband with green -n- sliver poms -n- a black dress..it was kinda flashy looking but it pass for my costume, I was a alien dress up as a human..silly huh. it was fun esepcially when I got to hang with my bffs..we always have fun together we watch scary movies-well they was suppose to be but it takes alot to scare me. Well anyways we went to this church festival -n- got tons of candy -n- free krispy kreme donuts. We just walk all over the place -n- laugh at people when they stare at us.

Life
i hate the face that i hate my life. i hate the fact that i cant find that one person i'm ment to be with. i hate the fact that my aunt passed aways amd isnt here to spend halloween and xmass with us i hate everything right now. i hate the face that my dad is where is and cant be here with me. i hate the fact that i dont really have anyone i can talk to right now that knows whats going on in my life. but one of the things i hate the most out of everything. is that everything is happening at the sametime. and that there hasnt really been time for it to hit me one thing at a time. i hate the fact that i hate everything and that nothing can go good for me. i hate the fact that i cant sleep because on all this. i just hate everything right now. i hate me life and that thers only a handful of ppl that know why and but most of all i hate the fact the their all to busy to talk to me and clam me down like old times. sorry to everyone that gets mad at me for this but i had to get it out. i'

Life
oh well.. my life is pretty suckie right now.. but not much i can do about it.. seems I can not get out of this depression I am in.. no matter what I do and how hard I try.. I just seemed to get sucked deeper and deeper into it... all my friends try to help, and I do so appreciate that.. but it seems nothing well get me out of it.. when i seem to finally be coming out of it.. bam something else puts me even farther in.. people who have no respect for me make it worse.. especially when I do everything I can for them.. I guess I am just gonna have to become the bitch again... well it will be good for me but bad for everyone else.. I guess its time I worry about me for once and less of everyone else... I guess thats all for now.. thanks for reading...

Life After ?
Courtesy of MsTags.com Life after domestic violence is not the happy experience that people think it is. You have to go through each day one step at a time. Your whole life for how ever long you endured the violence was your existence; you did not know anything else. Everything that you suffered during that time over shadowed what life really was supposed to be. Coming to terms with the fact that you are a person, that you are not the useless human being that you were made to feel is the most difficult first step. For months or years you have been a no-body, someone not worth looking at or even someone to know. How do you start to rebuild your life? To be honest this is a struggle that I am going through every day, I still feel worthless even though I know that I have a purpose in life and that’s not to be bullied or battered by someone who claims they love me. I am yet to find what my purpose in life is. To start with my struggle began with just getting out of bed in

Life Lessons
I found this when I was cleaning my desk at work and I remembered how much I liked it and how much sense it makes to me. Thought I would share. ~~~ LIFE INSTRUCTIONS ~~~ 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slow but think quick. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?". 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Call yo

Life Hmmmmmm
DO we as civilised creatures allow our true potential to achieve be negated by having the wrong train of thought? Or do we accept that only a few are lucky enough to have been given something to get started?.. Its true that if you were given the best in life your off to a very good start.. But what about those of us who werent gifted with an ubundance of financial stability and security?.. Are we doomed to fail or live the rest of our existence in a constant revolution of what is deemed acceptable?.. Work and sleep?? These TWO NESSECITIES take at least 14hrs of our already short day.. Leaving around 10hrs to fit LIFE into.. Eating,playing sport,shopping,time with friends and loved ones,sex, and time to relax just to name a few.. I for one can spend my whole day on any one of the forementioned.. I will not accept that!! I accept that if u want something.. And that is all you focus on and think about.. You will have it!! Just stay focused.. Is there such thing as true l

Life
To have some one to come in your life and make u the happiest that u have been in a really long time And then they leave you because they are not ready to be with you fill the sadness and the pain of the lost in you heart but you know they care about you that much to give you a shoot and you hope one day that will be ready and no other girls will seem to matter but for the one u want to give your heart to. People say that there is a time and place for everything and sometime people say things happen for a reason but i say tomorrow is other day to fill the same way you felt when you first seen them or the first time they touch your heart and u only think of them and you think about there kisses and the hugs and how much you miss them but this is life and sometimes u may have to wait for them and sometimes you just stay friends and there are time one person feel so much they have to part for ever. My life as of right now I fill sad and i have pain in my heart b

Life....
I have been on fubar over a year and seen alot of point whore, starlettes, those who will sell themselves for that almighty blast, VIP and HH..And I dont mean in an auction. Boobs for bucks, and the same for the men. I realize I would never do that, and I wont. I have too much pride in myself to offer a picture for points or rates. I am lucky, please dont get me wrong. I have some of the best friends here. You all have really been there for me since we met. But I can count those on my hands. I am going to be cleaning house I tihnk. My 8000 plus friends. Most never even say hi. I am not on alot, I know that, and havent in the last 6 months been able to comment daily, or say hi. But I do go to your pics, rate an comment. I let you know I was there to see you, check on you. From work, I cant chat, so its the best I can do. But I do that. I also am always there to help level friends, to comment bomb pics. The last contest I entered, I had 4 friends show to help me. That was my first and la

Life
You know, I sit and read some of the blasts. Over half of the ones I have seen are for people on their birthday from a friend. I guess that people just don't really give blasts to their friends at other times much. I wonder why. I have given out several to my friends just because. Oh well. Such is life! Well, I am living life in Big Spring. Have a decent job for the area. Looking for a new place to live right now. Have given up all hope of ever finding anyone again. But such is life. Kids need me more anyway. I turn 36 tomorrow. Not really sure how I feel about it yet. Seems weird. I remember when my dad turned 36. I was 12 and life seemed so much different back then. Oh well. Anyway, take care and may you find all that you look for in life. Weldon

Life's Ramblings
Well, I figured I'd try this site out, but there is so much going on at one time. I think I had 5 friend requests after 10 seconds of being on. It's friendly here, that's for sure. Thanks everyone for being so invited.

Life Is So Wonderful
well me and my wife split up and then after three months I find a GIRL ( note a girl) that kinda in a way broke my heart but introduced me to her ex-fainces ex-girlfriend and me and her hooked up now I'm in the predicament with her boyfriend/ex-boyfriend ( being that he doesn't know at this moment in time but does know that me and her are sleeping together and he don't care due to the fact that he gave me permission) coming into town and wanting to spend some time with his girlfriend (that want to break up with him and be with me) and also me and her got engaged today Sept. 30, 2007 and we are planning the wedding date for Oct. 31, 2008 after which my divorce will be finalized I hopewe found that love can come in some of the most unpredictable ways we started out as fu*k buddies and turned out to be perfect for each other my family loves her unlike my soon to be ex-wife and ex-girlfriend and I found someone that does love me and won't hurt me and her name is Wendy I love her more than

Life
HOW DO I FEEL ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS THAT LIFE THROWS AT YOU? I WENT HOME THIS PAST WEEKEND AND I THOUGHT MY BOYFRIEND WOULD BE HAPPY TO SEE ME. WE HAVE AN OPEN RELATIONSHIP WHERE WE SEE ONE OTHER PERSON THAT EACH ONE KNOWS ABOUT. I THOUGHT I WOULD SURPRISE HIM AND LET KNOW THAT I WAS HOME WHEN I GOT THERE. SINCE I HAVE BEEN GONE(ATTENDING COLLEGE AND ONLY BEEN GONE FOR 3 WEEKS) HIS WHOLE ATTITUDE HAS CHANGED. WELL WHEN HE FOUND OUT THAT I WAS HOME HE CALLED AND SAID THAT HE WOULD BE OVER. YEAH HE CAME OVER AND STAYED 30 MINUTES THEN OUT THE DOOR HE WAS GONE. AND HASN'T REALLY CALLED SINCE I BEEN BACK ON CAMPUS. HOW DO I FEEL ABOUT THAT? IT USED TO HURT BUT IT DOESN'T HURT ANYMORE. I HAVE TWO OTHER MEN OUT THERE THAT ARE TRYING TO STEP UP AND TAKE HIS PLACE.

Life And What Its Worth
Sometimes I think we live through things only to be able to tell them, to bear witness, to say this happened. And it wasn't to someone else. It was to me. And I lived despite it. Sometimes I think we live to beat the odds. And sometimes I agree that life can only begin with the knowledge of death. That it can all end, even when you least want it to. It's scary...and lucky...how much we can forget. Scary because we think the past gives us our bearing, and lucky because in those moments I'm talking about, you realize it doesn't. And it never had to. I am not a crazy , even though they mistook me for one. I live in the same world as the rest of you.Only I saw more of it. And the seeing is the only way you can hear what the truth around you is saying: you can always start believing in things you don't already believing in. And, while you're alive, it's never too late. I promise you, No matter how bad the days and things around you look, they look better awake than they

Life...
finding a bit of a different way these days... 'cause at heart i love my chaos but it takes me out too far eyes gain shade, mind can blur yet what i want... to be that liminal creature who looks best at dawn and dusk who wakes with a smile to wax poetic over coffee throws good deeds at the day and spins fueled by smoke and fire into the night but this my body now disallows and 'yes' can't be my constant reply purple hair in the light...red up close what to say if anything, or how to fill in the air then we fell back again and listened to the talk words of happy or go lucky or you fill it in 'leave some balance baby' overheard in a day lit bar on purple brick wrapped by black iron spoken by a boy in black hair pulled by nervous, or anxious, or just plain bored hands maybe just the need to do something, subconcious action made by overmoving mind hand then he came that gap toothed smile well spaced friend the one filled with to

Life
OK LIKE CHECK THIS OUT. . . I HAVE BEEN AROUND THE BLOCK A FEW TIMES, AND I KNOW ALOT, BUT STILL WILLING TO LEARN. THE WAY I SEE IT IS LIKE THIS, PEOPLE GO AND DO THINGS IN CYCLES, RANGING FROM THE TOTALLY ABSURD TO THE MUNDANE. FOR EXAMPLE THE MOST RECENT POLITICAL DEBAUCLE OF SPITER, WITH A HIGH CLASS PROSTITUTE, NOW TURNED INTERNET STAR. I AM TOTALLY SO FREAKING TIRED OF OUR ELECTED OFFICIALS, GETTING CAUGHT EITHER IN SOME KIND OF SCANDAL, OR WITH THE WILLIES CAUGHT IN SOMETHING, OR SOMEONE ELSE. I PRAY AND HOPE THAT WE CAN ELECT SOMEONE WHO WON'T THINK WITH HIS, OR HER GENITALS, AND THINK WITH THERE HEADS ON THEIR SHOULDERS, AND NOT IN THEIR PANTS. AS A SIMPLE PERSON, WHO JUST SEE WHAT THE WORLD IS FROM READING BOOKS, AND WATCHING THE NEWS, MAYBE I HAVE BECOME A BIT JADED OVER THE YEARS, BUT THAT'S . . . . . HOW I SEE IT OK PEEPS I LIKE CHECK THIS OUT, I AM HERE TRYING TO DO MY OWN THING AND LIKE ALL SORTS OF WORKING FOR MY OWN SELF OF WELL BEING. W

Life
Lord help me...i need strength....or should i be asking satan for help?...im tryin to sleep today...i had a rough night at work...my phone starts ringing...its the nurse where my daughter is at...she has been admitted to an inpatient unit where we live for those that dont know...she is throwing a hissy fit over a shirt she cant wear...because she wants to let her boobs hang out...she is being disrespectful to every one and i can hear her in the back ground...the nurse tells me she cant wear the shirt...im like cool...and all the while i hear her talkin like a crazy person in the back ground...i told them to make her take the shirt off and i will bring it home with me when i visit on sunday...i go back to sleep....10 minutes later i get another call...they had to take her down by force because she wouldnt take the shirt off and put her in the time out room.....so i gave up tryin to sleep...some one say a prayer for me....i dont know what the world has come to that kids have to be ass ho

Life...
Isn’t life interesting… Today my son, Chad, age 10 was playing football at school During recess, flag football of course, (YEAH RIGHT) Only to have a so called friend tackle him grab him by the shoulders And slam him to the ground. Little did his friend know, that my son’s leg was now behind his own back. Me being a single mother of two, work becomes a very important thing. I am a substitute teacher, I have been for 3 years, I truly love what I do. I have been with the school corporation for 10 years. I always shut my phone Off in the morning before going into work. I worked at one school this morning and just Arrived at another school to start my day in the afternoon. I was talking to the teacher I was About to replace for the day, and all of the sudden, my cell starts ringing, puzzled by that, I’m like Wow, that is weird, I had my phone shut off. I grab the phone to turn it off and see that My son’s school is calling. I quickly answer, only to f

Life
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE.. SORRY I HAVE BEEN VERY DISTANT AS OF LATE.. ITS BEEN A REAL HARD ROAD FOR ME. LOTS OF STRESS AND DEPRESSION LATELY.. WE HAVE LOST A BABY COUSIN THAT WAS ONLY A YEAR OLD.. IT'S STILL UNDER INVESTIGATION AS TO WHAT HAPPENED... ITS NOT EASY FOR US AT THE MOMENT... WE ARE MOVING IN STRIDES TO TRY AND HEAL THE HURT THAT IS SO UNBEARABLE.. ITS TAKING TIME... AND A LOT OF ENERGY. PUT WE ARE DOING THE BEST WE CAN. I DON'T THINK THE HURT IS EVER GOING TO STOP.. ALSO JUST THE STRESS OF DAILY LIFE SEEMS TO BE MAKING IT WORSE.. I AM JUST THANKFUL FOR THE FEW GOOD CLOSE FRIENDS I HAVE.. AND MY FAMILY I HAVE THAT CARES.. I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHY I AM NOT REALLY MYSELF... I ALSO LEFT THE FREAK SHOW FAMILY.. A LOT OF STRESS HAS BEEN TAKEN OF ME FOR THAT.. I LOVED THE FAMILY AND I HELPED CREATED IT. BUT THE LOVE AND BOND THAT WAS THERE WHEN IT WAS STARTED ISN'T THERE ANYMORE.. NO ONE CARES IF ANYTHING HAPPENS AND NO ONE TRIED TO HELP ANYONE ELSE.

Life&crap
Have you ever felt like you cant find what you're supposed to do in life? Some people become paramedics, Lawyers, bankers and there happy at what they do. Some find that witch makes them happy early in life some go there hole lives and never truly find that one part of there life that can make them happy. There are some people that believe in fate, that your path is set and you have no choice in what you do in life. Others believe that you have complete control of your life and you live second by second. I often find myself thinking what skill, accomplishment, deed, part of my life have I done that will help me find that sense of completion. I have found happiness in my Daughter and a wonderful person who I was lucky enough to meet and spend my life with so far. Yet there is still that small part of me that feels incomplete. Like there's somewhere I need to go, or something that I have yet to do. I guess all we can really do is live life the best we can. Do what you think is right and

Life Or Somethin Like It
hello everyone hope everyone had a great 4th of july!!! we did for the most part~food, friends, and fireworks to round out the night. it was kinda hard for me but the kids had fun so that's all the matters. i also had to work on friday so that kinda helped me not have to think about alot of things that day. the kids are doin great~iziah has been playin baseball in sheffield lake this summer and starts his summer camp today. trenton has been doin the normal 2 year old thing~~drivin me CRAZY!!! lol. as for me i have been workin, goin to a grief group on tuesdays and running running running, seems that's all i do. i will be goin in for surgery tomorrow to have my gallbladder removed cuz i have some stones in there and they said that is the only way to get rid of them so that is where i'll be tomorrow but i know that i will be ok. goin to bed now ttys love to y'all ~*berta*~ ummmm where to start. i am writing this with a heavy heart as my husband has passed away. no i

Life Is Too Short Not To Laugh
You know none of us is guaranteed tomorrow...... Like Tim McGraw Sings...Live Like YOU Are Dying! The older I get....Hey now comments on my age either...... Life get shorter and shorter...... Tell someone that you love them and say it and mean it. Love you guys.....

Life !!!
I know many of you have wondered where I have been, or if I am still on the earth. But just to let you all know I am still alive. I have had some good advise come my way so along with work, I am going back to school and working on me. Getting over people and places and things thats been going on in my crazy world this is why I have not been online much and as far as the people who have requested that I delete pics done, let me know if theres any more you'd like me to delete. Anyway if you have the need to contact me please do it through my mail ( fu, yahoo, myspace, tagged, hi5) just so I make sure to get any and all messages from my good friends. I have missed most of you and if I dont talk or see most of you soon I want to wish you a Happy Halloween... bye till I come around Dan Founder Of The Order Of The Dragon P.S. Thanks to everyone who shown me love while I was away So many things in life are taken for granted. I too had done that before, But no longer!! I

Life In General
Well I am gonna be back in Virginia on the 14th and i won't be back in NOLA till the right before new years on the 29th. So I will see you then and hope you all have a Merry Christmas. We Will be kickin it on New Year's In New Orleans. Love Peace & Happiness Daddy It Hurts! This Is a true story and If you don't pass this on you don't have a soul!!! My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else I'm locked up All day long. When I'm awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charil's bar I hear him curse My name is

Life
All these memories Distorted, confused, unaborted You're discarding As a product of Circumstances granted existence Bestowed to me Give me closure Searching for solance Closure - am I still lost? And so you've forgotten me The boy devoid of your nursery For these lifetimes gone by I can't help question why Through the years denied this Closure Searching for solance Closure - am I still lost? Tears gone uncried Torrid inside And no face to relate to names to reply Especially when the memories Cut like a knife Left with just pages to which I confide Especially when the memories Cut like a knife Left with just pages to which I confide Give me closure Searching for solance Closure - am I still lost? Especially when the memories Cut like a knife -am I still lost? Left with just pages to which I confide Especially when the memories Cut like a knife -am I still lost? Left with just pages to which I confide. I hide my love for you in a d

Lifes Journeys
I recently experienced a challenge that Life journeys throws at you. I almost lost the one person that is my life, besides our three kids we have together. And it was all over being honest. How do you go from being a closed up person to a completly opened and honest person. My girl has always been completely opened and honest to me and now I almost lost her because of my past that I kept from her, when she never kept anything from me. Any comments please feel free. Thanks

Life
I have very few close friends to me right now, because i have either pushed them away or have just plain out stop talking to them. it has taken me plenty of time to figure out what I want in life and what makes me happy. I know what i want in life, but I don'tknow whats going to make me happy all the time. At one point in my life I was very Happy. I had a man named Eric, he was the love of my life He made me so happy, but then he left me to go to Iraq. We would have been together for three years this past November and would have been married in May 2009. Yes i did say would have. Unfortunatley we lost contact a few short months and gained contact back. Just in time to hear him say that he loved me with all his heart and that he always will and then the phone went dead.My heart stopped. I didnt think anything was going to be that painful. The love of my life was no lponger in my life. he was gone.I still think about him often and I still miss him terrible. Sometimes i wonder what my lif

Life Hurts
Not amazed :[ Unhappy But it came As No Really Shock. I guess thats life. He Knows he Lied :[ He Should Also know That, I'm no Longer For him.. I Wish Him The Best Truly i Do. I Hope hes as Happy As I Am. Good Luck to you :]

Life
I gotta tell you what I'm feelin' inside, I could lie to myself, but it's true There's no denying when I look in your eyes, girl I'm out of my head over you I lived so long believin' all love is blind But everything about you is tellin' me this time Chorus: It's forever, this time I know and there's no doubt in my mind Forever, until my life is thru, girl I'll be lovin' you forever I hear the echo of a promise I made When you're strong you can stand on your own But those words grow distant as I look at your face No, I don't wanna go it alone I never thought I'd lay my heart on the line But everything about you is tellin' me this time chorus - yeah! I see my future when I look in your eyes It took your love to make my heart come alive Cos I lived my life believin' all love is blind But everything about you is tellin' me this time

Life
The wall is crashing down... the feeling inside is about to come out... how do I keep it locked in so it don't have to be shown.... the pain the sorrow makes me feel alone... I know some day I'll see you again but it don't help the pain I'm in....

Life's A Beach
Life is a beach that will teach you well Between heaven and hell your soul for sell Incoming tide is great you see Outgoing tide leaves nothing for me Tracks in the sand from all you know Washed away quickly and some kind of slow Wind in your hair and sand on your cheek Life isn’t easy and not for the meek Shells on the shore are covered by storm Only return when life is at norm Wind is strong and the water is high But when it’s calm you simply get by Life is a beach it’s easy you see High tide is simple, and happy, and free Low tide is different and hard to contain Pain and depression is hard to retain Life is a beach and easy to read Happy and sad together indeed The tide is in and sometimes it’s out But it’s always changing , with this there’s no doubt Thomas Vern Ellison Jr. 08/27/07

Life
Most people always wonder when they're going to die, but do you ever wonder how you're going to die? There are a lot of ways to die, whether it's trying to put a cue ball in your throat and trying to get it back up not knowing that the cue ball is bigger than the other billard balls, or a sword swallower trying to deep throat an umbrella and accidentally opening it while it's in the throat or my favorite, being high on mushrooms and having a hallucination of people dress up as animals for an animal orgy and trying to get frisky with a bear not knowing it's real, and getting mauled by it. I have to warn the females about this one...don't get frisky with a carrot. Anyways, have any of you heard of any strange deaths? They say you neevr forget your first pet, but you also never forget your very 1st best friend..it's true what they say..a dog is a man's best friend, and he was mines. imikimi - Customize Your World Do any of you still feel treated like a kid by one of your parents? My mo

Life
A lovely rose with petals soft A scent so sweet and light So beautiful a flower With colors shining bright. But something not so savory About the fragrant rose - The thorns, so sharp upon the stem, That sharpen as it grows. Yet still lovely is the flower Despite the thorns that prick Just as life and love are sweet They too have thorns that stick. But do not fear to live or love, Life's not exempt from pain - So pick a rose, you may get hurt, But you will also gain!

Life In General
Seek Not My Heart Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart. Why does it matter what other people think about us? Should be feel bad about ourselves because other people dont like us? Why do we try to chang

Life Lessons
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11 . Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their Journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind. 17. Get rid of anything

Life
Whoever came up with the phrase "when life hands you lemons, make lemonade" needs to try making it themselves because chances are they NEVER did, they just came up with the stupid saying. and you can't just make lemonade with lemons you have to add other things, to make it better so the person just needs to come up with a different saying THEN make sure it makes sense. The reason im rambeling about this is because sometimes i get overwhelmed with stuff and thats whats happening now. I also didn't exactly KNOW what to talk about so i just started making crap up because sometimes THAT is how I ROLL. lol ok im not making sense anymore so i'll just warn you now..THAT IS NORMAL. :P Thats it for today. XOXO Scandal Lass

Life Is Funny
well here i sit waiting to go to work and thinking about someone dear to me, who is far away. ok well actually 2 people. both i have feelings for but in different ways. 1 is an ex the other i am seeing where we will go, but both live far from me. other than family members who would have thought i could care for 2 people at once. the feelings for the ex are fading but still linger maybe because of our history and our kids, the other i met and we had a BLAST. so much so that i never wanted to end when it did, but will hopefully have more soon. oh well now i have to go to work and think about mainly 1 person til i can talk to him again!! you know who you are. sorry all i was just bored and needed to vent, but thanks for checking. When I originally wrote this I was thinking of 2 people. now I am sitting here thinking about only 1 person in this blog. He has my heart and has since 1999,we have not been split up for too long, only about a year, I try to let him go but, somehow we always e

Life
So i met this girl and we've been out a couple of time. We get along very well and she asked me today if there could be something more to come with this relationship. and yes i could see more then just us "dating". The thing is I am only in town for another couple of weeks, she is married but says she is going to get a divorce, she has 2 kids (which is not a problem for me). She would never move because she doesnt want to take the kids from thier father. I honestly dont see how it could work out. I am thinking it would be better for me to end it before we get to emotionaly attached to each other. Or maybe i should just ride out the couple of weeks she'll be here cause i do like spending time with her. sucks that life cant fit perfectly into my world.

Life In General
Ok guys I need your help. My honey just joined and I need you all to go add/rate/fan him. Thanks guys So things are going pretty good for me lately. Granted I work at wal mart...not the greatest job in the world but life is good. I finally go full time in two weeks. Isaac is spending the day with me. And driving me up the wall. And of course the child won't tell me what he wants to eat...grrrr...So my ex husband shows up at my job the other day and acts like a total jerk. Nothing new there. But did he have to do it at my place of employment?? Oh wait...og course he did!! Anything to piss me off!!! OK I think I'm done ranting now...but life is good other than the drama with the ex...

Life Is Great
Christmas is my favorite time of year. I think it is that way for many people. I find that people are kinder and more thoughtful at Christmas. This weekend we are decorating the apartment and our tree. I remember the first year that my husband and I were married, he came home from work to find the whole apartment turned into a winter wonderland. He wouldn't let me put the lights out for 3 days. We have put together a village that we add things to almost every year. Only when money was really tight could we not do it. When I was a child, money was always tight. My mom did the best she could (my mom and dad divorced when I was young). I remember the first Christmas that we were alone, my mom took us to buy a tree. It was so tall that it stood up by itself. She spent an hour trimming the stump with any tools she could get her hands on. I always tried to make Christmas the best it could possibly be. I began a new tradition of making my family tree ornaments that I paint and de

Life
Just want to thank everyone who took the time out to vote and comment on my Mumm.:):)This was my first global ya'll Much love to ya!!!! The joys and sorrows of living, often brings up feelings untold. You try but you can't deny it, because it lives within us all. Happiness is expressed by laughter, tears is a symbol of pain. What it does to you as a person, Is sometimes hard to comprehend or explain. by klo_spice kizzy Sometimes in life you just need to sit by and let the you care about make their own mistakes and hopefully learn from them. At this point although i care and is very concerned about my sis she has her own life to live.As the saying goes how ever u make your bed you have to lie in it. I don't think there is anything else i can say that i already haven't. I have my own life and that of my family to be concerned with. Much love

Life's Hardest Moments
on the 19th of november we had a very close family members father pass away and, at the same time i was in sacramento with my daughter as she was trying to give birth, in which she finally had to have a c section and our baby was born with problems, now in my heritage of native american, when one old soul/spirit passes there's a birth for that spirit to go to, but you see my dilema is this i was not able to be there with my best friend to comfort him when he needed his friends and at the same time i was where my child needed me to be, i just dont think that i can get passed the feelings of guilt. My friend was there for me when my mother passed and i will eternally love and respect him for this , its rough to figure out the reasoning of all this, stop by my page and view the awesome tribute he drew in respect for his father

Life Sux
THIS IS MY DAUGHTER BRITANI SHE HAS BEEN MISSING SINCE 930AM OCT 16TH THURSDAY MORNINg. SHE WAS LAST SEEN IN DES MOINES IOWA WEARING BLUE JEAN MATERIAL CAPRIS, A LONG JOHN BLACK SHIRT WITH SKULLS AND CROSSBONES AND BROKEN RED HEARTS AND COULD ALSO BE WEARING A GRAY HOODIE WITH FADED BLACK PERMANENT MARKER WRITING ON IT. SHE IS 5 FOOT 7 ABOUT 180 LBS GIVE OR TAKE blue eyes and brown hair . IF YOU SEE HER please EMAIL ME CALL MY CELL 515 993 0331 or the police thanks Just one of those days when i wonder what Im doing and why? I mean really who did i piss off to get such bad luck...oh well life goes on I think LOL

Life
Rejected at birth for my lack of noble worth Chaos incarnate let loose upon this earth. A serious union of love& rage victoms of doubt despite thier age. Trial& hardships pay for your right another life given that never sees the light. Abandoned like an old minners claim Another adoliscent casuality with a long list of blame. Rage my most common alie, Sorrow like a cancer within Self destructive by nature alive on the outside & dead within. Seduced by the posibality of beating inevetability Taunting the deamon that darkend my days My mental health needs mental help an S.O.S sent but never delt why am i wasting away. alive on the outside still dead within.. Sinner@ fubar Rejected at birth for my lack of noble worth .Chaos incarnate let loose upon this earth. .A serious union of love& rage victoms of doubt despite thier age. Trial& hardships pay for your right another life given that never sees the light. Abandoned like an old minners claim Another adoliscent casu

Life
As many know i had surgery back on the 12th *yay me right?* so anyway im doing well and recovering i desided to come sit on fubar for a few just to see how long i can sit at the computer without hurting i learned not very long lol ive been sitting here for about about 45 mins and my leg is swollen like woo so im gonna get off here and go put itup im not wanting to push myself but i do wanna get back on my feet asap so you all have fun out there and all that jazz! Oh ya my bday is 20th and i'll be down and out yay me again lol oh well my bday has never been a good thing since i turned 13 so maybe this is a good thing oh well im gone now for real have fun yall! ABOUT NURSES: Somebody asked: "You're a nurse?!? That's cool, I wanted to do that when I was a kid. How much do you make?" The nurse replied: "HOW MUCH DO I MAKE?" ... I can make holding your hand seem like the most important thing in the world when you're scared. ... I can make your child breathe when they stop. .... ...I can

Life
why is it that all people want to do is treat the people closest to them like shit and expect to be treated like gold. Someone very close to me keeps promising to open up cuz they are like a brick wall and keep everything in well she was suppose to open up three days ago and still hasnt. you know some people want you to back off before they open up.which i can understand but when i back off i get nothing. if you make a promise then keep it if not dont make it cause all that makes you is a liar. why say your gonna do something then not do it. you know this person wanted me to back off and i did and diddnt say anything about her promise for three days and nothing has been said. then to top it all off this person has a fubar page and has all these pictures, now let me remind you she is the most important person to me, and there is not one picture of me anywhere on her page. thats bullshit how can you be close to someone and not even admit that they mean something to you no matter how much

Life Is Hell
Fuck Bullshiters, Fuck Assholes, Fuck Drama, Fuck Life!!!! I'm tired of this stupid living in this stupid world of nothing but lies, betrayals, broken trust, and pain. Fuck it Im done!!! This constant pain of living, the constant hurt of being fucked over, the constant broken trust, its nothing but damned bullshit. Is there any reason other then to destroy our own selves for living in this damned Hell Hole???? Isn't there at least one night I could actually sleep, and if so sleep well???? I'm damned tired of it all. There's nothing but pain, nosice, hurt, sleepiness...... nothing but destroying ourself it seems..... Yes I have problems sleeping, and yes I have depression, but still I try to live in this damn Hell Hole we cal life on Earth..... doing nothing but destroying it and ourselves...... Enough is Enough I think...... I've hade it with Life and all its stupidity....... if there isn't anything outher then damned stupidity here in our lives then what kind of life do we have???? Fu