poohbear's blog: "LIFE IS IMPORTANT"

I GOT ENGAGED OFFICALLY ON EASTER SUNDAY AND THE DATE HAS BEEN SET FOR JUNE 14, 2008. WE WANT TO MAKE SURE WE HAVE ENOUGH MONEY SAVED FOR THE WEDDING. I FEEL LIKE I AM WALKING ON THE EASRTH UP IN THE CLOUDS BUT WHEN I LOOK I AM STANDING ON THE GROUND....LOL. THIS HAS BEEN AN EXPERIENCE I HAVE NEVER HAD BEFORE AND IT MAKES ME THE MOST HAPPIEST WOMAN IN THE WORLD. LISA

I WAS TALKING WITH A FRIEND OF MINE ONLINE THE OTHER DAY AND GOT INTERRUPTED BY SOMEONE ELSE THAT I KNEW AND WAS TOTALLY DISRESPECTED BY THAT OTHER PERSON. I TOLD MY FRIEND THAT THERE IS A SAYING THAT I DON'T KNOW WHO HAD EVER SAID IT BUT I LIKE IT ANYWAYS. IT GOES SOMETHING LIKE THIS, " KEEP YOUR FRIENDS CLOSE BUT KEEP YOUR ENEMIES CLOSER." PLEASE DO NOT HATE ME BECAUSE I WROTE THIS BUT I HAD THIS FEELING I NEEDED TO. LISA

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW THE REAL ME UNTIL YOU ASK OR WRITE TO ME. THERE ARE DAYS WHEN I FEEL DOWN AND THEN THERE ARE DAYS THAT I CAN BE AS HAPPY AS A PIG IN MUD. RIGHT NOW I AM FEELING A LITTLE DOWN BECAUSE I HAD SURGERY ALMOST 1 MONTH AGO AND I HAVE TO WEAR THIS STUPID BRACE FOR ANOTHER MONTH. I FEEL HOPELESS THAT I CAN'T DO WHAT I WANT TO DO, LIKE: SPEND FUN TIME WITH MY DAUGHTER AND PLAY ON THE FLOOR WITH HER DOLLS BECAUSE RIGHT NOW SHE IS IN THE PROCESS OF MAKING NEW FRIENDS TOO. THOSE OF YOU THAT READ THIS AND PRAY OR WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU DO...KEEP E IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS THAT I GET THIS BRACE OFF SOON. THAT'S ALL FOR NOW