sweetpea's blog: "life it self"

MAYBE WE WERE MADE TO MEET A FEW WORNG PEOPLE BEFORE MEETING THE RIGHT ONE SO THAT WHEN WE FINALLY MEET THE RIGHT PERSON,WE WILL KNOW HOW TO BE GRAT WHEN THE DOOR OF HAPPINESS CLOSES,ANOTHER ONE OPENS, BUT OFTEN TIMES WE LOOK SO LONG AT THE CLOSED DOOR THAT WE DON'T SEE THE ONE WHICH HAS OPEN FOR US.

LIfe' it is full of pain and SELFish acts of hate! At one point in time, everybody will discover that all we need to survive is our sanity and the love from ourSELFS! We need to love ourSELFS and not hold on to those hurtfull things we did to others and forgive,we all feel that we are lost and worth nothing and pretty much useless at one point in our life and thats when we need to stay strong and pull it together for the sake of our loved ones , but most of all, for our-SELF! Just remember those days looking in the mirror telling your SELF how good you feel and look wether you were under some kind of drug or not!!!! Or when you were so happy to be with somebody you felt like a little kid again. Our happiness all falls on our future so we need find away to be happy with life it SELF, wether its with or with out drugs!!! But do remember this!! there is lots of mental and depressing things that follow right behind the use of drugs that kill most of us!! So search DEEP with-in your SELF and ask your SELF is this what I really want to put mySELF through over and over again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nancy