new york would have been cool, i was watching forrest gump and it made me think. new years in new york, couldve been great. couldve spent it on time squarewith the one i loved. couldve been the beginning of something wonderful. i wouldve had you. i would go to sleep and woke up with you. couldve had u but i let my inner bitch out. what if i had just ignored it when u called me a stupid bitch? would i still have u or would something else have fucked us up? if i had just let the sorry piece of shit go in the beginning would that leave me with u? is this where we are supposed to be? what was the reason u were in my life? now i find myself wondering where u are and what ur doing. im sure i already know. but do u think of me.....maybe even miss me? i wish i had the answers and the ability to turn back time. now i have to find a way to let u go. to pretend i never knew you. goodbye hopes, goodbye dreams, but mostly goodbye love...my love. goodbye.
