Blue eyes's blog: "Life&crap"

Have you ever felt like you cant find what you're supposed to do in life? Some people become paramedics, Lawyers, bankers and there happy at what they do. Some find that witch makes them happy early in life some go there hole lives and never truly find that one part of there life that can make them happy. There are some people that believe in fate, that your path is set and you have no choice in what you do in life. Others believe that you have complete control of your life and you live second by second. I often find myself thinking what skill, accomplishment, deed, part of my life have I done that will help me find that sense of completion. I have found happiness in my Daughter and a wonderful person who I was lucky enough to meet and spend my life with so far. Yet there is still that small part of me that feels incomplete. Like there's somewhere I need to go, or something that I have yet to do. I guess all we can really do is live life the best we can. Do what you think is right and what feels right in your heart. If you stay true to yourself the pieces of the puzzle will eventually fall in place.

You don't know what you've got till it's gone. That saying is so very true. Most of us don't realize what's right in front of our face till we don't have it anymore. Riding a bike, playing games, playing with your kids. I know there were a lot of times were my daughter wanted to play with me or even just sit on my lap to see what I was doing and I told her to go play. Often the family and I would just sit around the house wondering what to do instead of going to do something. Not that I cant just go and play with my little one or just up and go bowling or something I realize now how precious that time is. Who knows the next time ill be gone for a year plus. I know it's hard to do but people in general need to look at what they have. Every minute that you don't play with your kids instead of getting to that new level or looking at the web site is lost forever. You will never get that im back. Every moment you spend flipping through the channels on the TV or sitting there staring at the wall, you could be spending learning a new hobby or joining your wife, friend or child in whatever there doing. After I get home, im not just going to sit there anymore, or watch a movie that ive seen a hundred times. I just regret not seeing this before. Before I practically lost everything that mattered most to me. If you read this, don't shoo your kids away for something that can be done later. Go spend time with your family, friends, those who matter. You'll never know when suddenly, there not there to talk to, to hold, to love. Thanx for reading

Life has a funny way of doing things. It can give you the one you thought was the love of your life, take them away just to show you someone eles that you could be intrested in. Life affects and treats everyone diffrently. There is no way that we can judge another person by what they have done or was disitions they have made. We have not lived the life or know whats going through there head. No matter how many times and how many diffrent ways they try to explain things you can never know the hole situation. No mater how much u think you know someone or how long you have been in there lives your not there every second of every day. You wernt raised like them or experinced the good and bad things they have. All you can do is try to understand and move on. Whats done is done. The future is a hard thing to predict. It can be easy and everything can go right or the worst possible things can happen. Sometimes we have control of it and sometimes we just have to go with the flow. Either way our true friends and family are there to help us thru it all. Hopefully life will lead all of us to happier times. Im going to try my hardest to love the ones i love and forgive those i dont for whatever reason. When someone new comes along that i may show intrest in i hope that i can make her happy and we can live good lives. As for the love that is lost i hope the same thing for her.I i know she knows i will be there however i can. As with everyone i will be there for who needs me, however i can, and will only ask for friendship in return. Thanks for reading.

I have a new look on life. It isnt really as dark as i may have said before, Sure life can take you and turn everything upside down and make u loose all hope, but then with a little time and strength it all comes around in the end. there always a time or there are many times in a persons life that can seem like its to hard to go on. I have thought that from time to time. Ten something, usally something small, presents itself and life can pick up for a while. The sum of this blog is, No matter how much life beats you down, I think that it has a chance of always getting better. Your friends that u trust can help along the way.

Just felt like writing. Ive noticed that life can be rather unfair. We all know that but soetimes it can take it all and leave you almost no hope. It takes the ones we love and rips them away. We sometimes hurt the ones we care about the most and think theres nothing we can do. I think the best thing to do in these times is to find hope that itll be ok in the end. Find some kind of closer and hope for the best. Some things just need to be left alone and they come around to, almost, fix them self. Others take a lot of work and knowing what the right things to do. The reality is even though life can take everything and you think you have nothing left, it always gives something else in return. It can send you across the world from the ones you love and rip everything from you. It can make the ones you love move away. But thats when you find who your friends are. The ones that love you will always be there for you. I have to hold on to the hope that theres something for me back home. Its the only thing keeping me moveing forword. When you get something good handed to you hold on to it with all your might and fight to keep it near. Cus when you loose everything, life becomes numb and dark. You start to have trouble finding light.