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Geno The FU Teddy Bear's blog: "Life"

created on 07/01/2007  |  http://fubar.com/life/b97774

Why?

It seems more often and more often I sit wondering why do I even keep trying. My life just pretty much sucks. I just can't seem to get things together. Lately it seems I think about death alot. Don't know why, just have been. Sometimes it just gets so hard to stay positive and not let things or people bother you. I've gotten really good at hiding my pain from others but it's really getting to be too much to bear. The only thing that has been keeping me going is my faith in God. That has been my only reason for living. I have nothing else. I have no home, barely holding onto a car, have no money and have no one in my life. I've always been able to pick myself up but lately it's like what's the point. Just soooo tired........

Mean Spirited People

Look for the most part, I like other people on here find some of the comments made by mummers to be really funny. Also when I post a mumm I expect the same treatment and find them to be funny as hell too. Lately though it just seems to annoy me that no matter what a mumm is about some folks go out of their way to talk about your weight, looks, and race. I know I'm overweight and most times I crack jokes about myself, I don't need some asshat trying to belittle my worth because he thinks he is God's gift to women. Same thing with those who call women ho's, slut, bitches, hookers because they aren't ashamed to show their bodies and you disagree with it. Everyone has an opinion about how other's should live their lives but there is a difference between opinion and just being downright mean and ignorant. Say something about those people though and OMG they want you kicked out of fubar. Point is folks need to remember this site is for entertainment and fun. Why can't it stay that way without all the crap from those whose lives are obviously miserable.

I Gives A Damn

Been awhile since I wrote one of these. Anyhow, here's the situation. My roommate is a little upset with me cuz I said that no sane person that I know keeps a f***in deep freezer in the dining room. She goes on to tell me that her grandma keeps one in her bedroom and that her cousin keeps one right next to the front door in her apartment. To me that looks tacky and stupid. I give in to most of what my roommate wants cuz she cooks and stuff. I miss living by myself. She has company over every day and when we first discussed getting an apartment together, swore to me that she don't like have people over a lot. So far that has not been true, different guys, different women, most of whom she just met coming over at all times of day and night. Also getting tired of hearing about how I stay on my computer too much. I'm about ready to do midnight move and let her have the place. Am I being too critical, maybe, but shit starting to get on my nerves.

Been Offline

Some of you may or may have not noticed but I have not been on alot lately. Well my financial problems took a turn for the worse and well let's just say I have no stable place to get online right now. All I'm asking is that everyone continue showing me luv, I will try and do the same when I can. Miss you all bunches and hopefully I will be back on with regularity. Thanks for all support, I'm out for now. See you guys later.

It's A Struggle

I haven't been on here in awhile due to some personal stuff. I thought things would be getting better by now but they aren't and I'm struggling to keep a positive attitude about it all. Right now life seems to be beating me over the head with a sledgehammer and there is nothing I can do to stop it. Don't know what else to do but keep smiling.
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