Well, this is life. All through my years in school in Penns Grove, i was an outcast. I was always made fun of, picked on, fights picked with, and etc. One day at recess, i was told by a girl whom i thought was my friend, that a certain boy named Josh McLaughin liked me. She said to go up to him and ask him out. So, of course, i did. To my surprise, he said "Yes!" so i said "Okay" and turned away. When i was walking away, he said really loud "Hell No!". It was upsetting! When i got into middle school in 1995, i was made fun of more, got picked on more, and was threatened a lot. I never had the name brand clothes, shoes, and my parents never had a lot of money. I made it through middle school and went on to high school... same story! When i was 18, i met a guy i thought was in love with me... but i was wrong. When i told him i was pregnant, he left me! I met the man of my dreams when my son was 2 months old. We were engaged in 2003. He left for Iraq in 2004. Came home in 2005. Now i am 24 years old. I' not letting people bring down my self esteem anymore. My fiance has helped me build it up soooo well, no one can ever bring me down again. I went through counseling, and therapy for depression and anxiety. So, how bad was your life???