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Lookin For That Special Naughty Someone
seriously no guys need to even look at mine,me.or this way,js.,cuz we live in those times.just lookin for hott females,must be female,legal,meaning 18n above.lookin for someone close,able to drive.have their own place,n job.and perfer non shy females,cuz i enjoy takin pics.

Looking For Love
first of all let me tell you what i mean i have have some blk males in my life and all they want to do is play games.and i don't have time to play games and i want to try something new so i am looking for a white male tall black hair and a loving kind attitude.i am not looking for someone to come into my life and play games with me but someone who is serious and want a real woman to love and to be there for them.

Looking For Reasons??
Why? Why? Why? Why is all you can do and shake your head when watching the news-feeds and media-crazed driven social channels. Its all you can do to just retire for a few moment's and have a refresher. We soak ourselves in this media-driven market and wonder why it never ceases to stop. They know. Information is valuable in the right space and time. But that's a paradox, you get too busy and don't have info or you relax and people call you lazy and unworthwhile. Its frustrating, but I guess you just gotta keep your faith. Whoo!! As the book says, nothing is really new, just adapted. I mean I'm not as politically-argumentative as I used to be, i thank the man who showed me the light on that one. Really. Just appreciate people, it can be like having Angel's that show you the way out of your doldrums.

Loony2000
Wow. What a difference a week makes. A week ago, I still had a list of people I called friends. Everyone I spent time around, I spent time with because I knew them and loved them, and, from what they said, they loved me. Today, wow. I'm back with my ex-fiance. That's good. But, heh, that's the only thing that's good. She might be playing me. That's bad. Jammi is mad at me for 2 different issues, one of which I am not even responsible for. The other... I really had no choice. Andrea is mad at me because I'm back with Renney and not with her. Amy is mad at me for an issue I'm not even responsible for. Chris (my GM) is mad at me because they're slaving me at work, and I'm not getting the time to recuperate that I need. Jammi has no job. Andrea has no job. You know, I'm getting sick and tired of the bullshit in my life. People need to get their fucking act together and realize the way shit is now is the way shit is going to be, and it's always going to be like that. I got

Loop Hole?
He says there is a loop hole? What the hell does he think he`s trying. He said I can rot in jail, I know now he will start lying. Come on now how low will you fucking drag yourself for this shit. You ADMITTED it was in her best interest for you to sign over your rights. Now you`re telling me you found a loop hole to this whole fight for your daughter. YOU HAVE NO DAUGHTER! THE ONLY LOOP HOLE YOU COULD EVER FIND WAS IF I KIDNAPPED THIS LITTLE GIRL! YOU`RE THE ONE WHO TOLD US TO LEAVE, THAT DRESDEN WOULD HAVE A BETTER LIFE OUT HERE ANYWAY! AND FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE YOU WERE ACTUALLY RIGHT ABOUT SOMETHING! THE ONLY WAY THIS MIGHT ACTUALLY WORK FOR YOU IS IF YOU LIE. WE ALL KNOW YOU`RE AN "EXPERT" AT LYING HAHAHAHAH. YOU`RE EASILY SEEN THROUGH! HERE`S ONE. IF YOU CLAIMED I KIDNAPPED HER, THEN HOW WILL YOU EXPLAIN THE 7 MONTHS YOU KNEW WHERE SHE WAS SENT 2 CHILD SUPPORT CHECKS OF WHAT OH 125 DOLLARS! HOW WILL YOU EXPLAIN WHY ITS TAKEN YOU THIS LONG TO EVEN INTIATE ANYTHING IF YOU BELIEV

Loose Change ~ The Truth About 9/11
-:¦:-:-:- Fighting for Peace is like Fucking for Virginity -:-:-:¦:- Look, I didn't want to sit there and watch an hour long movie about 9 - 11, not because I didn't want to know the truth but because it was just to painful to think our own governemnt would do this... Well I can assure you this video was worth every single second.... If ANYTHING You'll Walk Away With A Different Perspective & No It doesn't mean you aren't "American" as some would have you believe. "This film shows direct connection between the attacks of September 11, 2001 and the United States government. Evidence is derived from news footage, scientific fact, and most important, the Americans who suffered through that tragic day, First Hand. IT IS EVERYONE'S DUTY TO VIEW THIS FILM!" THE WEBSITE:http://www.loosechange911.com/ I am sure as americans we can all make up our own mind... for the meantime here are the facts... after Ground Zero.

Loosin Something Important
I LOST SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT TO ME THIS LAST WEEK AND I MISS IT.... I HAVE DECIDED THAT MAYBE THIS ISNT FOR ME... MAYBE I SHOULDNT BE HERE.... I AM GONNA GIVE IT A LIL MORE TIME BUT NOT MUCH... I DONT WANT TO BE BEGGED TO STAY ... I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO PRETEND THAT THEY CARE IF IM HERE.... I WANT IT TO BE SINCERE... SO ... I WILL SEE... HAVE A GREAT WEEK TO THOSE OF YOU WHO READ THIS

Loosecanon
My first date gives me pretty good directions and I navigate through the narrow streets of LaJolla, dealing with the new 'Euro' style traffic circles some over paid fuck wacked out on coke came up with while contemplating the universe... ...I pull into the back of the condo complex find a spot to park and of course I am early... Like fifteen minutes early...I can smell the ocean, the place is no more than a block from the beach...I wipe my palms off on my jeans taking care not to get any on my new shirt.. I hang out ten minutes then use my cell phone and call her..It takes a minute or so to get a signal like always on the cheap little bastard..I got to check real close too when I punch in the numbers. The buttons are perfect size for Hobbits, Munchkins, or Lilliputs... ..."Hi, it's Steve, I am here"....There's a pause,.."Ok honey, give me a few minutes to just take a shower..... I'll call you back with the condo number, ok sweetie"?.. It's hot in the fucking car..That's the th

Loosing My Mind Lol
Ok so its been forever since I've been on this site n checkd my page. I 1st want to say thanks for any luv you've given missd you all. 2nd is the topic of this blog. I'm loosing my mind here been living with parents since Feb n that's not easy especially with the bros omg! My man n I see looking for an apartment with a quickness lol. Both are goin through mad crap @ the parents n being in 2 diff households both in hell really drags us down mentaly...(4give me if any spelling is bad I'm on a cell phone lol)...if any1 knows of a apartment under 500 in St Pete or clearwater florida plse hit me up much appreciated. Cus I'm really getting tired of dealin with parental out downs n them puttin their hands on me cus they upset bs! Anyhow much luv n keep in touch. Thanks for reading. Babyharkend

A Looter's Booty
So there I was hanginout at home enjoying the last glass of OJ. My best friend calls and I sit my cup down on the counter. He wanted to know if i wanted to go on a voyage naturally I was up for it as soon as I hung up I turned to find 2000 ninjas in my kitchen. I seriously think that girl is trying to kill me. We're not exactly Romeo and Juliet but when you see a ninja girl decapitate one of your crew members it' just screams I love you in that I also want to kill you sorta way. Being a pirate aint easy. As I engaged the horde of ninjas sent by my girlfriend one of the losers hit my cup of OJ and it spilled. My mood instanly changed from yay I'm gettin some exercise to oh hell no Imma kill sombody today. Just as I drew my cutlass my girlfriend calls she tells me I cant kill anybody but I could horribly mame them. The rage of not being able to kill took me out the mood to kill so I just sat down on the couch and watched tv. My firstmate walks through the door and the taste of sweet salv

Looupezen
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Loove These Lyrics!
sad, but so true. Can you tell me How can one miss what she's never had How could I reminisce when there is no past How could I have memories of being happy with you boy Could someone tell me how can this be How could my mind pull up incidents Recall dates and times that never happened How could we celebrate a love that's to late And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say I missed the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss At least in my dreams Just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had What happened to us we were almost there Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you I cannot believe I let you go Or what I should say I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go I shoulda went out with you I shoulda made you my bop boy Yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules I shoulda went on a date Shoulda found a wa

The Lorax Chronicles
Just when I thought destiny was on hiatus, like a rolling ball of thread disappearing into the distance, a girl enters my life and the nuances of her love never allow me to feel lonely again. In a room, laid under stucco, isolated from rebuke. My innocence tastes her experience, like the farmer's son in his father's peach orchard. Ripe fruit in hand, her juice drips twice to the thirsty soil. I'm the sound of a ripped piece of paper. I'm the guy who let's you onto the highway. I'm the first sip of cold water on a sweltering day. I'm the aroma of a Dunkin Donuts as we pass in our car. I'm the relief of taking a piss after you've been in the car for three hours. I'm the scratch that finds the itch. I'm the bottom of an unstrirred fruit yogurt. I'm hitting a nail cleanly into a piece of wood. I'm getting an unsolicited smile. I'm your car starting after ten minutes of trouble with the engine. I'm buying the last tickle-me-elmo on Christmas Eve. I'm a ch

Loraj
WORDS........ THERE IS SO MUCH WE CAN SAY TODAYOUR WORDS RIGHT THERE HAVING THEIR WAYWORDS IN MOTION AND WORDS THAT SIT STILLWORDS THAT CAPTURE WORDS THAT ARE REALIN A SONG MERE WORDS CAN CAPTIVATE THE HEARTOPENING YOUR EYES SHOWING YOU EVERY PARTIN A POEM THEY LEAD YOU RIGHT TO THE SOULSOME YOU TRY TO HIDE WITH SOME YOU GET BOLDA MERE WORD CAN CUT YOU, CUT YOU IN HALFIT CAN PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND MAKE YOU LAUGHTHE BEAUTY WE FIND WHEN WE SPEAK A WORD INTO A NAMEOR EVEN A WHISPERED WORD CAN DRIVE ONE INSANEOUR WORDS ARE OUR WEAPONS SOME GOOD AND SOME BADTHEY CAN FILL YOU WITH LOVE AND EVEN MAKE YOU MADELOQUENT WORDS WRITTEN AND SPELLED OUT TO SEECAN LEAVE US SPELL BOUND AND MOVED SO DEEPLYSO WHAT ARE THE WORDS THAT YOU WANT TO SAY?WORDS THAT COULD KEEP OR WORDS THAT WOULD STAY ?YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED BY YOUR WORDS THAT YOU KEEPAND SOME MAY BE SHOCKED BY THE ONES THAT YOU...BLEEP!BUT THESE ARE MERE WORDS THAT CAN JUST BE SAIDBUT HOW DO YOU KNOW ....CAUSE THEY ARE STILL IN YO

Lord Of The Rings Quotes
A Bereth thar Ennui Aeair! Calad ammen i reniar Mi 'aladhremmin ennorath. A Elbereth Gilthoniel I chin a thûl lín míriel... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ O Queen beyond the Western Seas! O light to us that wander Amid the tree-woven lands of Middle-earth. O Elbereth Star-kindler Your eyes and breath [are] like shining jewels... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aníron O môr henion i dhû: Ely siriar, êl síla. Ai! Aníron Undómiel. Tiro! Él eria e môr. I 'lîr en êl luitha 'úren. Ai! Aníron... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ From darkness I understand the night: Dreams flow, a star shines Ah! I desire Evenstar. Look! A star rises out of the darkness The song of the star enchants my heart. Ah! I desire... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I ngîl cennin erthiel Ne menel aduial, Ha glingant be vîr Síliel moe. I ngîl cennin firiel Ne mene

Lords Of Wish And Wonder
havlan this town seems familiar have i been here. no lord skara brae is one of the only waypoints in this region. one of the new places the oracle visits oracle what is this word, how long have i been away from the world havlan. 1000 years you have been resting my lord. an eon of slumber,only to be awakened in times of struggle, a strange existence for the lord of the north, eh havlan. a life time of pardons my lord but the region where you slumbered had come under siege, and this new high queen of the obsidian is ruthless she had begun the excavation of your cript when i arrived and barely was there time to remove you to safety.

Lord Zelics Thoughts
ok as i said yesterday i was going to give up some of my interview questions that i used over the past few days and a few from my partner in crime. The faces that we got at times were more then a little difficult not to laugh at. I will say i am not going to give any names or particular details as i dont feel like getting my ass sued. But i feel by putting this information out there i can help any future souls that dare apply for a job with me. First and foremost lets start with the resume. I dont expect everyone to be an english major or be really eloquent because I am not. Take your time and give me something that shows that you want to impress me not something that looks like you tried to write it while taking a shit. There were quite a few that my eight year old could have done better. On the other side there were 3 -4 that really impressed me. They put a lot of time into the resume and thier work ethic showed in a major way. Next the pretest - we required everyone and i m

Lord Wolf's Contest Starts At Midnight!
Hey Hey! Bombers needed to help out tonight starting at midnight! KOW members show some love and respect to our founder! Non-KOW members bomb and see what we're all about and join us! ...remember it doesn't start until Midnight!

Lord Of The Rings Halloween Costumes
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Lord Of The Tears
. Goal of love is living it with all six senses and unifying of bodies and souls..!! The Lord of the tears Passion and yearning i feel beneath your pain . You demanded from me in humbleness!! . All your pain is my pain too! . Now you are a part of me! . My new hypersensitive organ! . If someone hurts you it hurts me . Thousand times more as if i was hurt!!!! . If someone betrays you, my heart breaks in thousand pieces!!! . My revenge at this human will be cruel and solid!! . My tears always flow!! . Spicing our flights on your hot body..!! . Causing the Evils for panic fleed!! . Calm down at my strong heart! . Your grateful Look is my merry pride!! . Finally we are one! . With us and the sky and our nature!! . ..have nice and fulfilled days with all those you love and those who love you....hope they are the same.. . Fehmi

Lordgarfield's Giveaway ;-)
I AM SOOO HAPPY BUT A LITTLE SAD AT THE SAME TIME. I JUST WON A HAPPY HOUR! BUT SADLY ENOUGH, I FELL ASLEEP AND MISSED THE ENDING ;-( LOL. WELL, I DEFINITELY MUST GIVE A HUGE THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED ME. THEY HAVE ALL BEEN WORKING LONG & HARD ON THIS FOR ME AND THEY ARE SOOO GREAT! MANY OF THEM HAVE POPPED IN EVERY DAY TO DROP A FEW COMMENTS ON ME AND I AM SO GRATEFUL TO THEM ALL. I KNOW I WILL BE OVERLOOKING SOME PEOPLE BY DOING THIS, AND FOR THAT I APOLOGIZE. I HAD FRIENDS OF FRIENDS AND PEOPLE I HAVE NEVER MET BEFORE POPPING IN & LEAVING SOME BOMBS FOR ME TOO. IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR NAME ON HERE, PLEASE ACCEPT MY APOLOGY & PLEASE SPEAK UP & I WILL ADD IT! FIRST & FOREMOST IS A GREAT HOST. HE HAS MANY MORE GIVEAWAYS GOING ON CURRENTLY AND JUST RECENTLY ADDED BLING PACK GIVEAWAYS AS WELL. BE SURE TO CHECK IN AND SEE IF YOUR FRIENDS ARE IN THERE. Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63* Bartender for Unholy Confessions@ fubar AND NOW FOR SOME OF THE BEST F

Lord Wolf Presents
Creed Presents His First Auction: Picture Link: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=943123&albumid=839987&i=1164146923# Contestant #1.Lakota Princess http://fubar.com/i_come_in_peace Thumbnail Link: ---------------------------------------------------------------- Contestant #2 Lord Wolf: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=943123&albumid=839987&i=1164146923#518105731 http://fubar.com/lrlsociety Thumnail ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Contestant #3 WitchesBrew http://fubar.com/witchsbrew http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=943123&albumid=839987&i=1164146923#3998212940 Thumbnail:

Lord Hellsing - My Fallen Angel
Thank you for playing this song for me baby. This truly represents you and I. You know that whole soul melting together thing....Yah, this is the song I hear in my head when I think about that dream you had. You are the flame in my heart You light my way in the dark You are the ultimate star You pick me from above Your unconditional love Takes me to paradise I belong to you And you You belong to me too You make my life complete You make me feel so sweet You make me feel so divine Your soul and mind are entwined Before you I was blind But since I've opened my eyes And with you there's no disguise So I could open up my mind I always loved you from the start But I could not figure out That I had to do it everyday So I put away the fight Now I'm gonna live my life Giving you the most in every way I belong to you And you You belong to me too You make my life complete You make me feel so sweet Oh I belong to you I belong to you And you, you You bel

Lord Darkness
Comments - Graphics - Layouts - Photobucket The Darkness Tall, Dark, Beautiful One to be feared. The Darkness calls to his bride, She is his Equal Pale, Oriental beauty but Deadly as he. The Darkness & his bride Together they rule the dark minions Together they are indestructible. The Darkness & his bride Come feel their embrace Become One with The Darkness & His Bride.

Lord Wolf's New Blog
Hi Mike how u been? you an I have had our differences threw the yrs.But I leave fubar on occassions.But this time I brought back new members.Some work out some don't,I been recruiting for fubar from pogo.Last time it was MyYearBook. My Problem I was accused of being a Hacker that I hacked an Deleeted Sin City Lounge an Kanan's account by a StellaRossi.So I sought repubution from this Drama Queen Bitch I desirerd an Apology from her. The Mumm I posted sought that.I ran it as NSFW on purpose so it would not get Flagged.But acourse it did.So then I sought an Apology in the Status Box perhaps I missed used the status box.But to loose both status boxes has really crippled me. I can create tags on my whereabouts which might be elegal as well .To Compensate my status being gone.An Yesterday I found my Bulletin + Blog privelge has been put on punishment as well. That is no biggie because I can have others that are Loyal to me Post Blogs + Bullys. I have just finished reading your new TOS.

Lord Scumbag's Royal Decree
Greetings friends, Romans, and devoted fans of the FuNation: Welcome to my first installment of the Royal Degree, where I'll give you my take on all the goings-on in this world-gone-haywire, as well as whatever whimsical nonsense that may come to my wicked, wicked mind at any given moment.

The Lorf Files
Ok, a few of you have asked me about what LORF means or what the hell am I saying. I thought this might help. And, if any of you have Lorf moments you wish to share, feel free! The word was an accident in its beginning, ok, more than one accident contributed to its existance. Several years ago, I was at a race track for a weekend of motorcycle racing. I was a bit drunk as I recall, (ok, what I was told) standing by the bonfire so big that could signal in the space shuttle, eating some saltines that I guess someone figured I needed to sober up. Some one that was probably just as blasted as I was came up with the idea to build a ramp to jump this said fire. After a few highly intelligent people with motorized vehicles made amazing jumps and survived, a few others would also jump by running and jumping. For the most part, they made it. At least none needed medical care. Now, it also needs to be said here that this fire was built on dirt, well away from paved part of the

Lori Lee's Stuff
Yeah, so I was born in San Francisco...grew up on Mt San Bruno, overlooking the SF Bay. GOD, what a view! Five miles from the 'City' with an older sister, twin brother & younger brother. I spent alot of time trying to out do my brothers in everything. Joined the Army, stayed in the reserves for 12 years. Grew up camping at lakes, so I like to fish as well as hunt. Totally into sports, have TONS of collectibles. Way into NASCAR, have been for years...Dated a SF 49er back in the day when they were good. Married twice, both kids were born while I was in the military. First husband was an Army brat,met him while we were stationed at Ft Sam Houston, San Antonio Texas, the second one was a civilian. Met him while stationed at the Oakland Army Base. Love my kids, love being single...I'm in control of the TV remote! And I love sleeping alone with my Teddy Bear.

Lorie M Knight
Don’t Quit When things go wrong as they sometimes will When the road you’re traveling seems all up hill When the funds are low and the debts are high And you want to smile but you have to sigh When care is pressing you down a bit Rest if you must but don’t you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns As everyone of us sometimes learns And many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out Don’t give up though the pace seems slow You may succeed with another blow. Success is failure turned inside out The silver tint of the clouds of doubt And you never can tell how close you are It may be near when it seems so far So stick to the fight with you’re hardest hit It’s when things seem worst that you must not quit. This is for someone I loved that has left me behind .. I'll wait for you For days on end Till the moon no longer chases the sun I'll wait for you Every night by the phone Till the day you co

Lo's And Lette's
Below are the saddening views of Violent J himself... Important words from Violent J!! Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at s

Lo's And Lette's
http://www.fubar.com/join.php?friend=1631928 for 20 years i have been in the dark and finnaly i have someone that makes me truly happy is it real is these butterflies in my gutt really there am i really smiling uncontrolably r my knees really getting week when i see her am i no longer lonly and un happy god i hop ethis is for real fuck this pain fuck this suffering fuck this love and fuck this life i give up i am done everything always seem to fail my life is nothing but failer someone please come and take this life of mine death sound so good death sounds so fun what is left here for me nothing so i take this blade to my vaqins hoping for a slow painful death i take the blade to my neck and hop ei go quik

Loser Of The Year,show, Radio, Rambling....
Another year bites the dust! I hope everyone has had a great holiday!We are definately on a roll in rehearsal. The band sounds as tight as ever and the new songs have come together nicely. We need a bridge on one of them, and then we are ready for the lyrics. Its a good feeling to be writing and rehearsing new songs.......just wanna get out there and play!! Patience was never my strong point. I seem to have been in various studios for ages now - I love it - dont get me wrong - but I also live for being on the road. Put me on a bus and send me off for a year or two.....YES!!! Be patient - LSR are working our asses off and we will be out there this year playing every city/country we possibly can. Thats a promise.Once all the business types are back from their holidays (they all seem to stop work on Dec 1st and dont start again until the middle of JAN!!!) we should be able to confirm LSR plans for 07 Look for 2 new songs to be posted on our myspace page by the end of the month as well

Losers Of Cherrytap...
yeah, im whining or whatever, but honestly people read what i originally asked and then the response i got!!!!! why are people like this????? im not the one that wuz rude or did anything wrong... EoJo Guess whooooosss Baaaaaaacckkkkkkk!!!!@ CherryTAP BITCH EAT YOUR OWN FUCKIN SHIT AND GET SOME FUCKIN BALLS I ANSWERED YOUR QUESTION, HONESTLEY AND IF YOU DONT LIKE ME BEING HONEST THEN REMOVE ME FROM YOUR LIST. IT'S NOT LIKE YOU EVER TALK TO ME ANYWAY. i HAVE A TOTAL OF 275 FRIENDS, AND 17 FANS NON OF WHICH EVER WRITE ME OR TALK TO ME OR ANYTHING ELSE. SO FUCK YOU YOUR THOUGHTS YOUR FEELINGS EAT PENGUIN SHIT YOU ASS SPEELUNKER. PEACE OUT BITCH!!!!! OH YEAH NO NEED FOR A RESPONSE... === 'army princess' spewed forth the following at '2006-12-30 23:53:13'.. > > i did read it... after the fact that u rated it a damn 1... i just asked a damn question... i could give a fuck less bout my "precious rating" as u put it... i wuz just askin... u have fuckin issues! be my guest and do a

Loser
hello u know people fuck up from time to time and are full of lies and bullshit and the worst part is they think they can get away with it u know who ya are peeps anyways even though they dont relize it they fuck up and cant fix it later cause once u fucked up ur done hahahahahaha

Losers
Here is a list I am starting with he pictures of people that down rate my page. I have never spoken to these people nor have I ever rated them. (Not sure if this is a dude or chick!) maddiegurl@ CherryTAP (He down rated me? WTF there has to be a mirror in his house some where! Mr clean is not the MAN.) ManInBlack666@ CherryTAP (Total wanna be!) It's All In The Eyes@ CherryTAP (Pure Hood Rat! And um yeah you are white!) ONE OF A KIND SEXY LOVE@ CherryTAP NeaterNita@ CherryTAP BlackRose@ CherryTAP Baby@ CherryTAP Smittys Angels@ CherryTAP CBR900GIRLZ@ CherryTAP Harley Bitch@ CherryTAP !!!~The_Gr@phix_Speci@list~!!!

Lose Weight - Have Sex
Lose Weight - Have Sex Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor............

Losers!
This woman is weird. Now she logs in under other names and leaves me hate mail. What a moron. The 2% club. She states that she has "posted all my letters" so that people can see what kind of a person I am. Yet she keeps emailing me. I think she is in love! Like anything in life, there's the 2% rule. 2% of people in anything, work, play, EBAY, are a-holes. Even in great places like this. When I joined a few months back, I was amazed how many fun, nice, open minded people there are, of both sexes. Occasionally, some idiot guy will rate my photo a "1", and I will go to his profile and see that he has done the same to other people. Then there are idiots like "JD's Wifey". This mildly attractive person sent me a 10 for my photo, and I said hi and that I thought she was attractive. She told me I needed to read her profile, which basically said don't ever talk to me! Being the rascal I am, I suggested maybe if she didnt want people to say hi to her, then perhaps she shou

Loser
Loser (Lyrics by Arnold) (Music Roberts, Arnold & Harrell) Breathe in right away, nothing seems to fill this place I need this every time, take your lies get off my case Some day I will find, a love that flows Through me like this This will fall away, this will fall away You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know I'll be dead You're getting closer, you're holding the Rope and I'm taking the fall Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser, yeah This is getting old, I can't break these Chains that I hold My body's growing cold, there's nothin Left of this mind or my soul Addiction needs a pacifier, the buzz of This poison is taking me higher This will fall away, this will fall away You're getting closer, to pushing me Off of life's little edge Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later You know I'll be dead You're getting closer, you're holding the rope and I'm taking the fall Cause I'm a loser, I'm

Lose The Inhibitions
Oh yeah, bay-bee! I got my Tequila in one hand and a keyboard (apparently) in the other and I am ready to enjoy me some Happy Hour on Fubar. Yes, the kid is getting oiled real nice. One problem, though. Where the hell are all the sexy ass ladies?! I need to see some tight-fittin' jeans, low-cut blouse, clean-shaven legs, and over-exposed cleavages. Now that's Happy Hour. Hey, I'm also down for some sexy chatter, but excuse my typing if it begins to look like gibberish. I am drinking Tequila. And I don't like that chick, Tila Tequila. Just had to put that out there. Come on now. We are all grown folks and there's no need to put on the front about being pious or sanctified. Show that good stuff! Ladies, stop hiding your sexy pics in Private and let us fellas enjoy the "fruits" or your labor. Fuck the ratings and points and let's get down to the nitty gritty. Teasing is cool and I like it as much as the next guy, but we are on the Internet. Nobody knows who

Loser!
Name: Spark Sexy (Online) Level: Henchman (22) Gender: Male New Lenox, IL Buzz: 0% -- dry, get them a drink! Spark Sexy re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! Spark Sexy: YEP ->Spark Sexy: are you asking me to block you? Spark Sexy: can i be bblock ->Spark Sexy: i don't talk about stuff like that with strangers Spark Sexy: bdsm Spark Sexy: u in to bdm ->Spark Sexy: no Spark Sexy: so so are you single ->Spark Sexy: is it a good day? Spark Sexy: i have cyablepalsy ->Spark Sexy: okay how are you? Spark Sexy: how are you ->Spark Sexy: hi Spark Sexy: hi Another blocked user :D He made it difficult by communicating through P.M.s but here's a shot: slap (Online) Canada subject: Deacon Blue huh? From one of my favourite groups Steely Dan ! ME: Yeah, Deacon Blue is my husband's fubar name :) slap: Husband..ok then. ME: Yes, all my information is on my profile for people to read. slap: I'm sorry

Loser
If I had a gun for every ace I have drawn, I could arm a town the size of Abilene. Don't you push me baby, because I'm holdin' low. And you know I'm only in it for the gold. All that I am asking for is ten gold dollars. And I could pay you back with one good hand. You can look around about the wide world over. And you'll never find another honest man. Last fair deal in the country, Sweet Suzie. Last fair deal in the town. Put your gold money where your love is baby, Before you let my deal go down Don't you push me baby, cause I'm holdin' low. And I know a little something you won't ever know. Don't you touch hard liquor, just a cup of cold coffee. Gotta get up in the morning and go. Everybody's prayin' and drinkin' that wine. I can tell the Queen of Diamonds by the way she shines. Come to daddy on the inside straight. Well I got no chance of losin' this time.

Lose One And Gain Another
I feel like a man of confustion. I dont know really much of any thing any more i try to do what i think is right then i realise what i think is right is sometimes wrong as well I was raised in a single parent home so its not always easy for someone that way to learn all that they need to know but one thing i thought i did learn was responsablity to family give them what they need over your own needs and ive felt good about that for a lot of years now I knowim not the best husband and father to my wife and kids but i do my best to love and provide for themthe best way i know how but maybe just providing a roof over their heads and food in their bellys isnt always what matters to being a good father and a good spouse love and comunication hve a lot to do with it as well but how do you comunicate when other dont do it either driving down the road for hours and not saying a thing because your worried maybe what im thinking isnt the thing they want to talk about so you say nothing at all i

A Loser
OK HEADS UP MY SEXY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.. BEWARE OF THIS CRACKHEAD SHE SOLE MONEY FROM HER DISABLED MOTHER.. i wouder if she FEELS like a women or a cunt?lovin life 24-7@ fubarJUST A LIL NOTE TO YOU CUNT WHAT COMES AROUND GOSE AROUND

Loserbaby1313's Thoughts
Well this is my frist time on this site, so I am really not sure what all to type here. Well I guess I am looking for a change in my life. Not sure what that change is yet, but I am looking for something. When i find it i guess that i will know. mainly i am looking for some new pards, peeps, friends, what ever you want to call it..lol

Lose 50 Lbs In Two Days!!!
Thats what people expect. There are all these magical potions out there. There's pill popping for everything! Guranteed or your money back. Can't beat that. For you women out there, burn 30lbs of fat per day with this super duper magical pill! Or for the dudes, gain 20+lbs of muscle a day from taking a simple pill with some water! Don't even need food! Oh increase your benchpress by 30 pounds by wearing this bracelet around your wrist(fizogen). YES! Or you can take this other magical pill to gain 5 inches on your dick! Wooo! This world will sell you anything... The sad part? People believe anything and everything they see, read, hear, etc. Shoot, you can convince people that they have problems that they never knew they had before!... until now! And look! There's a pill to fix it too!Doesn't matter what it is, there's pills for everything... Love, boob size, nausea, stomach ache, appetite, strength, nerves, bla bla bla... I don't feel like typing it all. You can find a pill for everythi

Losers Of The Day
being bitched out by someone i thought was a friend, being told I should kill myself b/c my son is fucked with me as a mom, being told I think I'm better than everyone b/c I have a good job, being told I'm a shitty person. Sorry if I'm less than cheerful, but waking up to a 30 minute text bitch out isn't exactly happiness inducing.

Loser
: ~!~!'s mob of 750 fought with: 2 Armed SCB-304 Submarines, 290 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 279 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 469 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 460 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns Levi's mob of 750 (including 2 eligible mercenaries) fought with: 89 Reinforced Blast Shelters, 203 Leopard II Main Battle Tanks, 54 Blast Shelters, 547 Tactical Utility Vehicles, 607 Full-Body Tactical Armors, 750 M134D Gatling Guns

Losing Love
Love is something so powerful then all of sudden its torn from your arms for no reason your love never stops its always there reminding you everyday of that person There is never no closure its always flowing through your brain and heart never dying

Losing Battle!
Life ALWAYS throws hard curves at a person.One can try and try again, but continues to lose at everything they do! Picking up the peices and moving on seems like the thing to do, but how much MORE of the same old thing, can ONE person take before completely losing their minds!?! It's a battle that some just DON'T WIN!

Losing A Friend
this week end has been a blessing 30 kids was not as hard as u would thank to deal with thay just wont to have fun if aneyone has a chance to work a camp do it it is the most rewording thanng andyone could do but im still dinging mud of of my earse lol and jello for between toes lol god has bless me so please take my adivice do it if u can fack ass people i hat the worst they omly come around when thay need somthing...and im not talking about aneyone on here im talking about my soory friends who need to hang out with me when thy omly need somthing thay forget who i am when thay dont need something it is omly when ther back is a gents the wall when thay call or come around but im here fore my frieneds no matter how much it hurt me im still standind and wating to help them out im a idiot u tell me im just so lost i dont understand why im losing friends for....i try to be what evrone wontes me to be why cant everyone thake me as i am....and get to know me and let me be me...im rill

Losing Alot Of Good Friends
I was in a contest, that was a dam good one at that, congrats caveman!!!!! With that being said, I have lost alot of good friends because of all the crazy crap going on. I certainly will not enter another for a longgggggggggggg time, I enjoy the contest from time to time, but my friends mean far more. If I have offended anyone in any way, it was not my intention. I have enough real drama here at home with my daughter who just got out the hospital for cutting herslf and my son trying to get his life back into order and working my ass off to put my other son to college soon and going to college myself, part time I love all my friends on here and I just wanna laugh and have a good time and I am thinking maybe I should just be on my own, not because of the families but because I don't want to lose anymore friends. I hope everyone will understand my decision. I love all the bomber families they are really awesome and I will still be here to help ya out when you need it, but I just wanna lau

Losing My Mind?
i just took my dog outside and noticed there's a huge water tower on the hill behind my house, thing is i've lived here for a year and never noticed it, and i've stared out my back door at the horizon many a time now i wonder if it's always been there? am i losing my mind?

Losing My Vip!!!
BY CHOICE...I HAVE DECIDED TO LET MY VIP GO, WHY? CUZ THIS MONTH I HAVE WASTED MORE THEN HALF OF MY 11'S FOR NOT BEING ON FUBAR EVERYDAY! SO...I WILL HOWEVER STILL BE BLINGIN CUZ A GIRL LIKE ME JUST LOVES DA BLING BABY! FEEL FREE TO BLING ME AND I WILL CONTINUE TO BLING AS WELL, THANX FOR READIN BE SURE TO RATE THIS BLOG. XOXO BEEBEE I'M LOSING MY VIP STATUS IN 2 DAYS IF U WANT A VIP GIFT OR 11'S HIT ME UP AND LET ME KNOW, HELL IF YA WANNA GET ME VIP U CAN DO THAT TOO,LOL LEAVE YOUR REQUESTS HERE TY, THE BEEBS I HAD TROUBLE THIS WEEK WITH 2 OF THE KIDS SO A TRIP TO ST,LOUIS HAD TO BE ARRANGED TO PICK THEM BACK UP UNPLANNED AND IT TOOK FROM ME SO I WON'T BE ABLE TO RENEW MY VIP-I HATE TO C IT GO BUT I CAN'T DO NOTHIN. I FIXED MY STATUS BUT I GOT NO LOVE,LOL WAS ASKIN 4 SOMEONE TO RENEW MY VIP, IT DIDN'T HAPPEN, SO THERE IT IS I'M LOSIN MY VIP, I GAVE MY 11'S TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I COULD WHILE I HAD IT AND HOOKED SEVERAL UP WITH VIP GIFTS SORRY I WON'T BE ABLE TO CONTINUE WITH MY 11'S

Losing Love.
I'm not sure I'll find the right words to say, I never imagined writing these words today, I have tried so hard theres nothing else I can do, no words only tears came with the throught of losing you, my love for you is breaking my own heart, my feelings have been true since the very start, will I end up as that girl you used to know?, my memories of you fading away oh so slow?, do you care atleast one bit about how I feel?, do you remember you still owe me that meal?, will it be me who will one day call you old number, and not be able to do anything but sit and wonder?, have you really made this sudden choice?, for me to never again get to hear your voice?, will i never again have you by my side?, have I lost you....you my pride?, will this poem be the words of my last toast?, to you...the one I love the most?, are you really letting me and you end?, though you promised to always be my friend

Losing My Mind
I am going crazy running out of money and can't find a job. Now im thinking of moving to LA (live in prescott arizona now). But I don't know what to do. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp I need a job sooooooo bad.

Losing
Losing it all, I lost it all in one day, losing your best friend, is losing the only one you can trust the only one who understands you, and the only one who knows your secrets. He is alive but...but I'am dead to him, and it hurts, just stupid bullshit comes between us that is not true and stuff I never said, was never even a argument, was just a good bye in so many words. This person I never had a single argument with... but all in about 5 mins, it was over. I have decisions to make, like can I fix this wrong, and should I? It hurts that he would believe someone over me, and worse not to even tell me what was said or from whom he heard it. Now I have no true friend, not in the sense that I see friends to be anyways...

Losing My Religion
People have been bugging me to finally write this down so here goes. None of the religions out there are working for me, so I have decided to start my own. Feel free to convert, since you are getting in on the ground floor, you have to bring your own pillows. Basis of faith: This is simple, to join you have to already be familiar with some theology. Everyone has to bring their holy book and we start from there. Our faith is in the blind men and the elephant vein. (See previous blogs for full description)We are all praying to the same God, but our limited, human minds can only see one portion of the totality that is God. Hopefully, together we can get a better picture. This is not just a One God theory, but SAME God theory. Why is it on the news whenever they talk about the leader of Israel they use the word “prime minister’? That is an English word, I doubt they use the same word over there. It is because they are translating the word into something the viewer can understan

Losing What Is Dear To Me
This divorce is obviously taking its toll! I received an email from my Step son last night telling me that I would not be allowed to see the baby, & to never contact his wife or him ever again. This news devestated me as I have raised this child since he was 4 yrs old. (He is now 29) The damage is done & I will not try to undo it as I am too hurt at this point... Unfortunately it all stems from mis -informatiom regarding the divorce between his father & I but he has chosen to believe what he hears from others without even asking me first, and since the truth does not matter to him I do not wish to fight on this one.. what I really want to know is how ppl can be so cruel in destroying the lives of others for their own personal gain? I had to get this off my chest.....sorry if I sound angry, its just getting past the pain

Losing My Mind
Ok anyone who knows me real well knows that my sister Misty and I don't get along very well. I talked to my sister the other day only to be informed by her that she has breast cancer.... Prayers will be appreciated.

Losing A Loved One
I do not usually blog about anything..but today was a really sad day in my life.. My beautiful companion of 15 years..Miss Anna.. passed on to doggie heaven.. My heart is heavy and my tears are nonstop.. She was the best friend I could ever of asked for...I had to make the final decision to either let her carry on and suffer or keep her with me for my own selfish reasons... I feel I made the right choice.. She passed away peacefeully with me by her side at 11:35am today.... She will be greatly missed...and forever loved MAY YOU REST IN PEACE MISS ANNA GIRL... July 1993-February 2009

Losing People We Love To Cancer
Cancer Took My Mom She Was 58 Spread To The Brain In June Of 1979 ... That Was Not Easy . Then June Of 1996 My Second Oldest Torrey Mitchell 24 Diagnosed With Pancrease Cancer Watched Him Suffer Had a Tube To Inserted For The Bile For The Mass Was 71/4 centimeters by 7 centimeters Was not Good . Broke My Heart To Watch Him

Losing My Muse
Losing you, my muse was like losing my favorite pen now the words won't flow right rhythm skips lines remain empty I curl up at night with a blank journal black Bic poised scratch out a phrase remember what it looked like in blue the color of the ink shouldn't matter the way my fingers curl around the sleek plastic casing feels the same but I know it's not I pull open the desk drawer shuffle papers around hope it will appear check the jar on my desk pencils without points erasers chewed

Losing Weight Option Lol
oh you know that what i'm thinking about??? i dont care enough to go to gym to work out because ever since i quit having deal with birth control that contain hormones then i have been losing weight slowly by sleeping it off then eat 4 meals before going back to sleeping it off along with my other health issues but then again that if i wanna lose weight faster in 5 months ( 10 dress sizes down ) which will make me extremely skinny ( XS) probably for losing up to between 10 to 70 pounds that is if i try Cize It Up by doing 6 dancing routines every day for 5 whole months and eating thier meal plans too as well if you want to be healthy!!! to quit exceriseing hard way!!! lol so maybe try that

Los & Lettes
damn guys this chik rox!!! she spends soooooo much of her time helping others!!! luv her as much as you can but dont forget, shes my cyberfiance!! lol mmfwcl4LYF KCFairies@ LostCherry mizz maddrox here is de one that brought me 2 de cherry!!! show her all de luv she can handle!!! mmfwcl KumstainTheJuggalette it takes a fam 2 make a fam!!! we're only as strong as our weakest link!!! we all need 2 work together to help our weak links & you are the kinda ninja that makes our fam a fam!!! mmfwcl4LYF === 'TWIZTID RHINO' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:56:52'.. > > thanx dawg. it's juggalos like u that help me keep going...mmfwcl4lyf...i mean it u the shit > > > === 'slingbob777' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:45:48'.. > > > > u fukin rok ninja!!! > > === 'TWIZTID RHINO' spewed forth the following at '2006-09-25 00:37:51'.. > > > > > > i've met alot of kewl people on lc. thanx fo the experience...i'm fukin hooked now...mmfwcl

The Loss Of A Great Man
MY BEST FRIENDS DAD DIED YESTERDAY FROM CANCER AND I JUST WANT TO SAY GOOD BYE AND WE LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE THE BEST MAN YOU TOOK CARE OF YOUR FAMILY DIDNT MATTER WHAT YOU HAD OR WHAT YOU DIDNT HAVE YOU ALWAYS JUST WANTED YOUR FAMILY TO BE HAPPY AND THEY WERE ..YOU DID YOUR JOB WELL AND WE LOVE YOU ...THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES .... MR CLEAR REST IN PEACE LOVE MELISSA

Losses And Gains
I am almost 3000 KM away from the woman I luv and I am crawling out of my skin to just be with her. There is so much that distance does for a relationship to make it that much stronger. I for one do not recomend it unless your sure of where you stand. But for me and my girl its like gasoline to a fire... It leaves us burning with desire! I sit out front of a Motel in Small town Perth ONTARIO. Stealing the wireless letting me proclaim to the world how much I feel for my girl. ~KUTIE~ you fill my days with happiness and I thank you for the luv we share. If it was not for you I do not know where my emotions would be at a time like this. You ground my thoughts to those of being with you and the good things to come. THANK YOU HUN! Went out to a few events this weekend and had a blast. A friends wedding, Visit a friends Pregnant friend at the hospital, St. Patrick's Day Party and The International Auto Show. Everything was alot of fun and I was looking forward to coming home and ha

Loss
AS YOU ALL KNOW.. I WAS PLANNING TO EXIT FUBAR. BUT A FEW SIGNS WERE SENT MY WAY FROM HEAVEN TELLING ME I WAS NEEDED HERE ON FUBAR..I WAS SITTING BY MYSELF THIS MORNING DELETING PICS FROM MY ALBUMS AND WAS ABOUT TO DELETE MY IN LOVING MEMORY ALBUM WHEN AN ERROR MESSAGE CAME UP AND I WAS UNABLE TO DELETE IT.. AND THEN I FELT A BRUSH ON MY SHOULDER. I KNEW IT WAS MY SON.. HE CAME TO SEND ME A MESSAGE.. I JUST WASNT SURE WHAT IT WAS. LATER IN THE DAY. I GOT THIS MESSAGE FROM A WOMEN WHOM HAS BEEN ON MY FRIENDS LIST FOR A LITTLE WHILE BUT NEVER REALLY HAD A LOT OF CONTACT WITH UNTIL NOW.. SHE SAID PLEASE DON'T LEAVE.. I REALLY NEED SOMEONE TO TALK WITH.. THAT SHE HAD RECENTLY LOST HER 6 MONTH OLD AND WAS HAVING A HARD TIME WITH THE GRIEF AND REALLY NEEDED A FRIEND THAT UNDERSTOOD WHAT SHE WAS DEALING WITH.. THAT SHE HAS MANY FRIENDS THAT JUST CANT HELP HER THROUGH THIS AS THEY HAD NO IDEA HOW ..LOSS OF A CHILD FAR SURPASSES ANY LOSS OF A PARENT, FRIEND OR ANY OTHER FAMILY MEMBER AS WE EXPE

Loss Of Freedom
My heart is incarcerated. Will it ever know freedom once more? For ever I have met you It has been ripped and shred apart, Played with and abused beyond my control. Occasions came when you gave me your nectar, Allowed me like a bee to savor your sweetness, And then discarded me for days on end. Then shall I ponder on the emptiness That lust can give to a loving heart. I wallow wantonly in despondent deception. So I have changed, grew cynical and angry, And I will never regain my sanity Until I find some form of equilibrium, Some form of placid peace of mind. But will I be able to achieve any If I continue to hanker over you? This can only occur when I Shall have the guts to admit my fault, Seek meekness and kneel down To pray for forgiveness. Copyright Victor Buhagiar, ©2007

Loss
To all my friends and fans -- I will not be on here this much this week as my grandfather passed away Friday night -- I will try and check my messages and return any love that you leave for me as soon as I can -- Hope that you all have a wonderful week!! Hugss and kisses to you all Jacque~~his#1girl

Loss
Today was a little easier, but it really gets me how people in my life have already kinda moved on and forgotten about the loss I suffered yesterday. I don't feel better, I lost my best friend! She wasn't JUST A DOG!!! I haven't had a drink in nearly 7 years. This is the first thing to happen to me in all that time, that I seriously considered going out and getting f**cked up! I didn't want to feel this way and I didn't want to think about her being gone. But she is gone, and drinking would have only made things worse. But I wanted anyone who read this to understand the scope of my feelings here. She wasn't your average everyday yapping dog. She was quiet, intelligent, and devoted to me. I miss her and my chest litterally hurts. She was my baby, my "Moochie" long before I had my daughter. I don't know how to end this, because this isn't over, so bye for now! I woke up to find Major laying peacefully in his bed. Just like his mother Sissy, He passed away sometime during the night. And j

Loss
Wanting to see you. To be near you. To touch you and hold you again. Yet another dream never to be realized. I will go on living with my pain and sorrow till another angel shows me the light I long to walk into and take me out of this hell. That has been created by the loss of a dream.

The Loss (poem)
The Loss I know of a life changing fact, that's really quite fantastic. We're slowly losing all of our flesh, and turning into plastic. We think we know the things we feel, and go about our day. Never thinking twice about pain caused by the things we do and say. They things lie deep within us all, Things we hide from even ourselves. These feelings change the look of our souls, kept and collected in jars on our shelves Angry, infected with pus, a would inside us there does lay. From the fire that died deep inside of us Because we locked it so safely away. The darkness is here to stay. And the world has gone grey and cold. Still we fail to see the life we've given away And the things that we've really sold.

Lossing Weight
Well its been awhile since ive been on here. So let me send a little update. Shortly after my last entry was posted me and my now ex, lost our house, split up after 5 years and 1 beautiful child together oh ya I got laid off too. So the weight loss was put on hold until now. Dont get me wrong, I have lost about 12 pounds so thats something. But since she has all the money since she has our daughter and I wasn't working I had to do the one thing I didnt want to do. I moved back in with my parents. :( So since i'v been here i've found a job been their about 2-3 months and actually have an interview at another place for more money. Finally starting to save money, so im going to go down to my local YMCA and join. That way after work I can just go and work out (Cause a brotha needs it BAD). Ive actually realized this is good for me because Ive always had a room mate and never really been on my own. So im gonna save some money and get my own place for a while. My ex wants to get back togethe

The Loss Of A Wonderful Vocalist
Today, or should i say Wednesday, the world lost one of its best Tenors ever - Luciano Pavarotti has passed away after a long struggle with pancreatic cancer. Many people today have no appreciation for opera, they dont understand the complexity of it, the years of training it takes to be able to sing with such power and strength, the beauty of something so pure. This is just one more thing that is going to cause yet another wonderful for of music and entertainment to be pushed further into the background. If you have never heard Pavarotti sing then dont be close minded - take 2 minutes out of your day and take a listen to this truly magickal voice.

Loss Of Innocense
Loss of Innocense come play with me my fine new friend i 'll show you places you've never been there are wishes of wicked through beauty and thickets a time to surrender and answer to quickness i will share all my dreams my hopes and my lies I'll show you the horrors and open your eyes the ends will be tied in nice little knots and you'll have the keys that fit in the locks better times you'll not find if you follow me and whispers of love will fade into screams running and dancing or bending of knee will do nothing to quiet the torment you'll see a wish on a whimper and a tear to a drop somewhere someday you'll discover the plot wandering aloof round and round we will go till we melt in the darkness and together we'll grow bouncing and flying I'll whisk you away crossing all boundaries and there you will stay so come play with me my fine new friend and I'll show you the way into your end Jo

Losses
There is alot of drama going around about who did what and who should be charged with what. There is also alot of finger pointing and accusing going on as well. Then there are those who just wish everyone would just drop the whole thing and are posting blogs and bulletins about personal experiences explaining why they feel the way they do. I have read story after story, and felt grief for each and every person that has some thing terrible happen to them. In theory we have all encountered some sort of loss in our life, either loss by death or loss due to other reasons. Being a Veteran of the Iraqi war I have seen many of my closest friends lose their lives right in front of me, the most painful part of this is thinking to your self what could I have done to prevent this. I have lost some of my brothers in arms and I will never forget them, I will never stop thinking of them or praying for their families. That is what we all need to do, take this time to say a little prayer for the famil

Loss
http://www.newsday.com/ny-hscol1226,0,6442381.column Dark thoughts intrude on a season of light Lauren Terrazzano | Life, With Cancer December 26, 2006 Article tools E-mail Share Digg Del.icio.us Facebook Fark Google Newsvine Reddit Yahoo Print Reprints Post comment Text size: This time of year, the world is awash in New Year's resolutions. People hoping to lose weight, to get a better job, or to be a better mother, father, son or daughter. I have a few resolutions as well. The first is to live. The second, more importantly, is to live well, despite knowing the threat of death is always there. It is the most difficult of resolutions for anyone facing a serious illness. For those of us with cancer, the fear of death lingers coyly. It is always lurking as we plot our futures through doctor appointments, CT scans, biopsies and blood work. It creeps up at the oddest moments, like when it was time to renew my passport and I realized I could expire before the document does

The Loss Of A Friend
This past weekend I lost my best friend she was my cat T.K. she was at home when she died we stayed with her until 3:30 in the morning when she took her last breath of life . Her spirit will always be with us but at the same time I feel like I lost one of my kids but we buried her under a really big tree in our back yard we put a white fence up and flowers and we bought her some solar lights we put a little white bench out there also and we still go out there and sit with her and talk to her but on a brighter note my new baby Lucky Bug is doing great she is about 9 weeks old now and she is a little spit fire she is all ready spoiled and useless but she is wonderful and very lovable

Loss Of A Child
This is not something I wrote, but I can really relate to it. I have lost 2 children of my own. It's not important as to who wrote it, unless he would like to reveal himself. But it's the message inside. Thank you darling for allowing me to post this. March 2, 2007 - What no parent should have to go through. This is a blog of what no parent should go through and that is the loss of a child. This a select group that I hope no other parent will join. But I know such as life is that is not to be. You never want to open your door and have the police standing there at 4:30AM because you know the reason they are there and it isn't because you forgot to pay a parking ticket. There is onl one reason and one reason only that they are standing there. The first thought through your mind is which child is it. A lot of things become blurred. You stagger around and you say NO that is not the way it is suppose to be. I'm supposed to go before my kids. They want you to sit but you think irr

Loss For Words
Hmm... It's a lot harder writing a blog that I thought it to be... but what the heck. Got to say that life has been a little topsy-turvy as of late, but getting though it has got to be the most interesting challenge I have ever had to face. All I have to do now is remember which way was up. Been able to stretch my legs a little which is a pleasant feeling. I'm going to really have to think out this blog thing properly....

A Loss Of A Young Soul
on july 19th we suffered a great loss. A close personal friend passed on from this world to the next.. he was my daughter's first boyfriend. he was a great kid who i was very fond of.. his name was anthony day... he was doing what normal kids do on a hot summer day. he was at the local swimming hole near his mom's house. He swung off the rope swing into the water, and nothing seemed wrong, after a few minutes he did not reappear and everyone there lnew something was wrong.. it took police divers 30 minutes to retrieve the body .. he was pronounced dead at the hospital...the only sign of trauma was a small gash on his head.. so the only thing we can figure is that he hit his head on a rock or something and was knocked out, and the current tookk him away... the saddest part of this tragedy is he was only 13 years old.. a young soul taken too early.. we loved you anthony and you will be missed!

Loss
Who are we as a society to judge just how long it takes to fall in love? 1 moment...1 breathe...1 sec....a heartbeat??? can there possibly be love at first site that after a few days it make one willing to give up everything for that love? i think time is just realtive.....a second can feel like an eternity when holding onto a burning limb, and hour can can pass in a second when in the arms of a passionate lover.

The Loss Of A Friend....
This world can analyze and size you up and throw you on the scales They can I.Q. you and run you through Their rigorous details They can do their best to rate you And they'll place you on the charts And then back it up with scientific smarts But there's more to what you're worth Than their human eyes can see Oh, I say the measure of a man Is not how tall you stand How wealthy or intelligent you are 'Cause I've found out the measure of a man God knows and understands For hel ooks inside to the bottom of your heart And what's in the heart defines The measure of a man.

Loss Of A Family Member
On Tuesday September 22 2009, my sister Leanne past away. I remember the last time we talked was when she came to visit me in July, we promised to spend more time together, but we both had busy lives and lived 4 hours apart.I am still trying to come to terms with this, and it has made me realize just how much we take for granted, how we see the ones we love less and less as we grow older, it made me question was I a good Brother? did she know how much I loved her? I can only hope she did. Leanne my little sis, my friend, you brought so much joy to my life, I will always remember you and smile, knowing how proud and how cherished I was to be your big bro, love always RIP

Loss
The 14th of April is here, and it never gets any easier. My little brother was taken in a car accident from us. He was only 25 years old when he died. There was never a man out there that was as good as he was. He lived each day like it was his last, which is why he has left such a lasting impression on people. He always took the time to talk with people. He never rushed anyone. He even made time to call and bullshit with me on Saturdays to chat with me. I miss him terribly. He was a great man. I wish I had more time to talk with him and just hang out with him. He was years ahead of everyone else out there when it came to living life. His faith was unshakable. He never backed down from what he believed in, but he always listened to someone else's perspective. He was a much better man than I, but each day, I try to be better than I was the day before. I know I have a long way to go to live up to what he was. I love my brother, even today. His name is Shawn, and he will be forever missed

A Loss For Words
“Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.” This quote is from the book “Tuesdays with Morrie” by Mitch Albom. Morrie calls it “The tension of opposites”. Never in my life have I felt this more real than I do these days.I know I’ve wanted things to happen to me recently. I’ve taken steps believing that I’m heading towards my goal, yet I already knew from the start that I’d never make it. At the times I am happiest, I am also the saddest. I’ve taken two steps forward and two steps back. Knowing that I’m at a dead end in my journey, I still trudge along doing the little that I can.“The tension of opposites”, I’m living it. You control your own life. No one else does. No one is responsible

Loss Of A Friend
I sit here today wondering what any of us could have done and not a thing comes to mind. One of my friends was snatched out of her home at 10:30pm on 8/16/2013 while laying with her one year old grandson. The MONSTER that did this was 25, My friend was 58. He took her killed her left her body in a field while driving her car to another town to grab a 19 year old girl which he fired shots at inside the car. This girl was lucky. She jumped from the moving vehicle ran into a store and escaped. He wrecked my friends car into a tree then stole another vehicle that was close by. Word spread like a wildfire. We did all we could and yet it still wasn't enough. By this time my friend had been gone for hours, no leads then it happened. Someone spotted her car in a little town and called the police. The MONSTER is now in jail facing numerous charges. The healing process is just beginning now that they finally found her body 28 hours later. She was so very brave. She gave her life to get this MONS

The Lost Episodes Of A Dramaqueen
It's not easy being loganbeckfreakness. Im a dramaqueen Im a myspace/lostcherrywhore Im a slut I'm a pill popper I'm a drunk I'm just looking for some hot wealthy guy to mooch off of I'm famous for doing nothing (okay, flashing that one guy was nothing)... all in all, i am tarayne logan, action 13 news. And im addicted to older guys with gray hair. tara reid, anna nicole smith, paris hilton....add a dash of Lindsay Lohan and you got me. I'm up to level 4, yeah... Lot of stuff went on this weekend....without me of course...is it my fault that i can't get in touch with anyone because i don't have a phone?

Lost With Out Love
Lost with out love lost with out love ...a wondering soul drifting to and fro .meeting everyone on the way ,but having no one by the end of the day,,,in the darkness of night tears flow , nobody knows for there is no one there to calm her fears...she whispers her hearts desire in the wind hoping that someday she will meet that special friend...once again the dawn is here........she rises from a reatless night. in hopes that today will be the day , she will be the day ,she won't be lost without love and she will have some one kiss her goodnight

Lostwarrior
have just now able to start on the AOL GoldRush game. Have been in hospital and have 2-3 weeks before I have to return for treatment. On round 1 with AOL's scrabbler #3: "polariod shakers"...stuck! any replies will be greatly appreciated. realist64@hotmail.com KFrothingham@aol.com Best of Luck to everyone!!!

Lost Love
Your kisses are like fire they take me higher and higher. You make me feel so fine you always sparkle and shine. I'm always in wonderland at just the touch of your hand. There's A special place in my heart that my love for you is the only part. I believe the lord above created you for me to love. He picked you out from all the rest. Cause he knew I would love you best. Of my love you've never heard cause I can never find the words. I'll love you til the sun don't shine which will be til the end of time. I guess my only words for you are A very simple..I Love You. So soft,so kind I feel in love and I don't mind.

Lost Cherry Classics
ok so i think that the finer qualitys of poker is being able to basicly rip off destroy and mutalate and oponet to the point that there ready to go bazerk and kill some one like when you flop a strait and check it to the river and just wait and wait knowing you might not get paid off then you find your oponet going all in and you got them you have taken all there chips and your lauphing at them you out played them, there the sucker and you know it oh ya poker its the game to play were you can kill a person and never get introuble for it heheheheheeheheheheh have fun people ok time to tell a bad beat story in this story i am in a .25/50 nl game i have $64 dollers my opponet has $47 i am delt a 9 os my opp is drawn q 9 os the flop is aq9 small raises on the flop 3 on the turn i go all in i am called then the river comes q i lose 47 bucks that hand on a 2 out merical thats myu bad beat story of the moment more to come

Lostcherry
I setted up new myspace for deaf/hoh only ...add me at http://www.myspace.com/jstd ..because I'm confused about hear ppls alway write many bulletin and you would add me and I can see ur new bulletin in myspace for deaf/hoh only.. Tam HELLO FRIENDS AND FAMILY, WOULD U LIKE TO JOIN NEW LINK HERE http://www.friendster.com Please u add me at http://www.friendster.com/tmddeaf I will set up my new group create for 7 days:) Tam Welcome to my new lounge as Deaf lostcherry's chatroom http://www.lostcherry.com/lounge.php?1=3060 you see my owner's name tmddeaf.

Lost My Sanity To The World
im goin' ta fuckin' tragedy tonight!!! its only my second concert ever and all my friends are going to be there and aferward we're going back to one place to get fuckered up. wish i had a lette to with me.... whatever.... i'll just rock out instead i hate myself....boo-hoo....im an emo scum. sorry just thought i should do it

Lost Points And Friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher. - Socrates I told my wife that a husband is like a fine wine; he gets better with age. The next day, she locked me in the cellar. "One of the great things about books is sometimes there are some fantastic pictures." -George W. Bush

Lostcherry Sux
SO Im not sure yet if Im going to or not but. . . Im really thinking of deleting off this site. It was cool the dirst day but now it just sux ass! Every fucking time i get on here I cant see shit. No ones pictures show up. Mine dont even show up! I would like to add new photos but I cant even see the ones I have up to tell which ones I need to add! This site was designed very poorly and Im always on myspace or spicepad! So, I may not be here much longer. 3 of my friends already deleted for the same reason. Ok, So in a way Im offended by the main page of lost cherry. It says "top 5 reasons why myspace sux." First off, if it sucked so bad, why are there only 5 reasons? There should be a whole list of them! Second, way to go, bad mouth some other site to TRY, yes I said TRY, to make yourself look good??? NO! All it did for me was tell me how pathetic it is for lostcherry to try to get attention. SO in return heres a few comments about LC, and also the top reason why LC SUX. LC say "Mys

Lost Cherry
Not sure if this is for me or not. Will give it until the end of the week. So I've signed up thanks to my friend Cindy. Please allow me time to update my profile as there is loads of useless information I can put up on here. Just chilling and listening to my fav track playlist. I have decided to tell you what is on this playlist. Each track individually. Over the course of time. The first song I want to talk about is Angels and Airwaves "Valkyrie Missile" [Spoken transmissions:] Do you hear me out there I can hear you. I got you I can hear you alright. This is so strange, I want to wish for something new, This is the scariest thing I've ever done in my life, Who do we think we are? We're Angels and Airwaves? Just hold on I got you. I can see the sun coming up on the horizon Everyone, everyone will listen Even if it hurts sometimes If you will come and hear the message Everyone wants to learn to love again Open up and come alive if you will Can you

Lost
my heart is lost for a lillte bit for now until my baby is born.The man i thought loved me showed his true colors and I left. FOr now i will hurt but i have the joy that god gave me growing in to brighten my days now. LOve you all Baby doll

Lost Cherry
HELLO ALL.....I UPDATED MY ABOUT ME SECTION.....I COPIED AND PASTED HERE ...... OK PLEASE READ BEFORE ASKING FOR A FRIEND REQUEST!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU ARE A "FRIENDS WHORE " DON'T BOTHER ASKING FOR A REQUEST!!!!!! (FRIEND WHORE.....SOMEONE WHO THINKS IT IS A COMPETITION TO SEE HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU CAN GET) IF YOU WANNA BE FRIENDS....GREAT....BUT FRIENDS TALK ON OCCASION....SO IF YOU WANNA BE FRIENDS, ACKNOLAGE THAT I AM A FRIEND ONCE IN AWHILE. AND IF I DO ADD YOU AND YOU DON'T SAY ANYTHING WITHIN 2 WEEKS....YOU'RE GOING TO BE DELETED!!!!! I AM HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE! ( THIS ALSO GOES FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE ON MY LIST ALREADY AND HAS NEVER SAID A WORD TO ME ) THANKS...

Lost In Lostcherry
Whats your sex style? Fierce Sex StyleStraight to it! No time for kissing and touching here... Maybe the heat of the moment...But always great! Leaving them wanting MORE EACH TIME!!!!!! Take this test well my first blog here and I have to enter with my MDA cause my computer just took a crap..... while my piece of junk re installs I guess this will do lol

Lost Cherry Bullentins
Mike posted this bullentin, so I changed mine, not that is was bad, but it has to start somewhere, lets see, If everyone else does also, exspecially lets see if our Top 10 CherryTap members honor what Mike is asking, think anyone in color should honor his thought......... i'm really getting tired of seeing the cleavage shots with no faces, and ass pics as primary photos everywhere on the site. none of my friends can even load the site while they're at work, and they're one of the main reasons we started this thing. in the near future we're going to start being more aggressive when it comes forcibly flagging adult/slutty pictures on the site, but before we do that i'm asking for everyone to help us out by just not using those photos as your primary. we don't want to be big brother and control the content of the photos you upload, but we do ask that you use the tools given to keep that content away from people who don't share your views. again, please help us cle

*****lost Cherry*****
Once upon a time I sat here to unwind stare blankly into the screen so lost in my own little dream I didn't know where to go What to do or who to know My days were long and hard My nights were dull and bored And then I found Lost Cherry SO gratefull and so merry Right there I found a gift That helped my spitits lift I met all sorts of friends And found that friendship never ends Don't matter if they're far or near I sit down and talk right here Comments help me hold my head Finally I don't feel that dead I take it then I give away To those that found the time of day So thanks all my friends On LC once again You guys are with me all the time And I'm so glad that your friends of mine. LUV KATHY

Lost And Confused
Going to start this out with a song that puts into words what I have not been able to do.. We've been friends for a long long time You tell me your secrets and i tell you mine She's left you all alone and you feel like no one cares But i have never failed you i've always been there You tell your story it sounds a bit like mine it's the same old situation it happens every time Can't we see oh maybe you and me is whats meant to be or do we disagree What if i told you -(what if i said) that i loved you how would you feel what would you think what would we do do we dare cross that line between your heart and mine or would i lose a friend or find a love that would never end what if i said She doesn't love you oh it's plain to see i can read between the lines of what your telling me and he doesn't hold you the way a woman should be held how long can i go on keeping these feelings to myself What if i told you -(what if i said) that i loved you how would you

Lost Cherry!!
Well, this is pretty nice..it's been awhile since I've last been on here due to recovery and now there is this...A BLOG! How cool is this? I love it!! There is a lot different, at least from what I can notice right off the bat. Cool!!! I just wanted to say thank you to all of you for the wonderful well wishes you all sent me during my recovery and the blessings for the surgery to go well. I greatly appreciate how fantastic you all are. I just thought I would let you all know that you were not forgotten and how much you all mean to me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being such great people and so thoughtful. It means everything to me.

Lostcherry [experiment]
Well here it is.. I finally dived into the world of 'Social Networking' here @ LostCherry. And so far I'm not really clear on what to think about it.. Within seconds after joining, I was receiving add requests for new 'friends' and being given an outlandish rating of 10 for my profile photo. Now.. wow.. I'm far more popular then i could have ever imagined.. But how is that so.. I have not even posted a word about myself. Well I quickly discovered the truth behind all the attention. It was nothing more then a ploy to fulfill a hidden agenda. All these new 'friends' were all just seeking to earn a new level of 'cherrism' It seems it's just common practice to pounce on the new arrivals and 'welcome' them. Well that seems like a great gesture, a friendly welcome to the community, but again there seems to be an alterer motive to all this 'friendliness'. Personally, I'd much rather people welcome me without then rating me.. and please don't consider yourself a friend you

Lost Cherry Facts
Level Short Description Long Description 0 Freshmeat Joined off the street.. could be an axe murderer. 1 New Cherry Active Freshmeat 2 Cherry Normal Member 3 Tight Cherry Active User 4 Chill Cherry Active User 5 Psycho Cherry Active User 6 Twisted Cherry Active User 7 Wasted Cherry Active User 8 Magic Cherry Active User 9 Magic Cherry Active User 10 Friend of lostCherry Friend of lostCherry. Might be a regular at lostCherry partays, or events. Could also be a hot girl who bought mike a pint. 11 Nutty Cherry Psycho User 12 Inspired Cherry Psycho User 13 Ripe Cherry Psycho User 14 Epic Cherry Psycho User 15 Cherry Idol Lives, Breathes, and Eats LostCherry 16 Cherry Lover Lives, Breathes, and Eats LostCherry 17 Cherry Pimp Lives, Breathes, and Eats LostCherry 18 Cherry Assassin Taking over the world, one Cherry at a time! 19 Cherry Ninja Taking over the world, one Cherry at a time! 20 Cherry Rock Star Taking over the world, one Cherry at a time!

Lost For A Moment
'I got lost in your eyes for a moment' Sweet girl, flesh bound of ring and chain Your look, I capture without disdain The world be quiet, time stay still I hold your gaze, your mind I feel A gaze that lingers long and slow Neither wanting to let us go Yes, I got lost for a moment. In dark hell, of cruel desire green eyes, burn your strange fire alive alert, green emerald eyes, deep green pools do disguise What Karene? So cool serene! I got lost in your eyes for a moment ...

Lost In Confusion
Threw out my life i have seen many things that invovled love ones: I have sat by my grandfather as he slowly slipped away from this world, I have seen my sister get married and have her 1st kid, but there was only one thing i have never understood, and only one thing that was beyond all ration thought, Love. The defintion of love changes for each person you ask, and the degree of seriousness changes aswell with the same word. How coud just a four letter word cause so much confusion? When emotion get envovled how are we to use any kind of rational thought, how are you to protect yourself without completely hurt the other person? Why does this rollercoaster have to hurt so much on the lows but feel so good on the highs? I put forthought this question to you, to better understand

Lost
This old house... In August of this year, my daughter Megan asked me to pick up a boxed set of a certain television series that had just released its first season on DVD. Since I am not a huge fan of anyone spending a lot of time in front of the tube, I made a mental note of her comment, and really tried not to forget. On the afternoon of her birthday, on the 23rd, I went racing into the local Best Buy (another of my personal favorites), and strolled the racks of boxed sets, frantically searching for her request. Thinking that it might possibly be sold out, I tracked down the nearest "sales associate", a young woman of dubious drinking age, who asked what I was looking for. I told her I thought it was a TV series titled "Home", she looked at me, broke out in a huge grin, and asked me if it might be "House" that I was looking for? She had me....no...not at hello, but for her ability to interpret my completely unfocused request and turn it into a success. She promptly walked me ove

Lost Cherry 101
1. Go to your home page. 2.Look on the left hand side of your screen/page for a link called "Link to my profile". 3. Click it and a HTML box will open below with a code. Sometimes it just below your blogs. 4.Copy and paste that code thats in the box onto the train then repost. Mr Rush :) (repost of original by 'The L. C. King' on '2006-10-24 17:02:09') (repost of original by '$PhoenixPhil$' on '2006-10-24 17:10:26')

Lost
Someone Looked Me In the Face Brown trees, gray grass, running running don't look back the wind rustles through the trees to send a haunting mourning breeze black clouds, thunderbolts do i shake from fear or cold? hush, hush, dont dare cry times are changing by and by black water, black sun, run until i find someone the past is grim, the future bright run until the end of night it is there i hope to find my pacifiying peace of mind i'll run into your warm embrace can you look me in the face? purple trees, blue grass no more need to watch my back the wind rustles through the trees to send a calming, peaceful breeze white clouds, gentle rain you have licked my wounds of pain hush, hush, you can cry times are changing by and by crystal water, golden sun you are my sweet only one the past is grim, the future bright hold me in your arms so tight it is here that i will find my pacifying peace of mind i've run into your warm

Lostcherry's Kinda Cool
OK, I think I figured out ADD. ADD is what happens when you make smart people act stupid for 8 hours a day and call it 'school'. The smarter you are, the worse it gets. The blossoming of ADD in the early nineties is a direct reaction to the tightening of authority in the school system and the severity of the symptoms are in direct proportion to the intelligence of the child. Not all intelligent children warp this way, but more and more of 'em are 'going there' as the schools get more and more nazi. I'm the canary in the fucking coal mine, people. Wake up and save your fucking children! "Let's see how bad we can stress these little fuckers out, man! Don't stop at school, schedual 'em from dawn to dusk!" Think there's no connection? Me neither.

Lost In The Shadows
There is a story about Dr. William Tufts Brigham, who spent many years studying the Huna religion in Hawaii. Dr. Brigham had hired a group of natives to climb a mountain. One of them, a fifteen year old boy, came from a village wherein the local Kahuna (like a shaman or witchdoctor) hated the "white men" and had placed a standing death curse on anyone who would assist the white men. During the voyage, the boy became very ill, weak and cold. The other natives in the group asked Dr. Brigham to redirect the death curse, as he allowed the natives to think of him as a powerful Kahuna. Dr. Brigham relented and stood over the boy. He implored the spirits to leave the boy alone. He debated to the spirits that the boy was an innocent and that the one who sent them should be punished. The next morning, the Kahuna who had originally cast the death curse was found dead. See The Secret Science Behind Miracles by Max Freedom Long for a more detailed relating of the story. This is but one of many

Lost In Wonderland.
My friends.... Well it used to be that no matter how bad they fucked up ... and whatever they did.... they always meant more to me than life itself. very true... but now... after this weekend... ive grown tired of making excuses for them. and they can fuck themselves. thanks a lot you selfish bastards. Once you find someone you care a great deal about you begin to let your guard down. You tend to be the cruelest to those who you love the most. You first meet. Your eyes connect and you are immediately drawn closer and closer. Your first date is perfection; only showing those characteristics of which one can truly admire. You are sweet and chivalric; you open doors for her, pull out her chair and push it in when she sits. You say “Bless you” when she sneezes and you compliment he heavily throughout the night. The first week goes on as your relationship begins to blossom. You spoil her immensely. She comes home to wonderful surprises such as roses

Lost
lost in your eyes i sleep another day minutes pass by with love streaming from every part of my soul having met you u set my soul free free from pain free from wrongdoing i only hope our love is a love that will last forgive me forever i would be lost without u in my life love me like i love you always forever lost

The Lost Wondering Thoughts Of My Soul
delusions tormented whimpers become screams of maddened distrust huddled memories of euphoria feel the stinging blows brought on by desolation i want to be in my world forever.. it has silver grass.. and a purple sky.. and i'm the only one there.. just me and the snake.. it's orange with piercing red eyes.. it's neither male nor female.. which is nice.. makes things much easier.. it holds all the answers to lifes questions yet it doesn't give them up easily.. it hangs from the baby blue apple tree.. the tree that gives me all the food i could ever want.. and i feel content.. my world is a valley.. surrounded by grass covered mountains.. a pink stream runs down the mountains and cuts the valley in half.. it's never dark here.. or sunny.. just different shades of purple.. it's relaxing.. there's no one to judge me.. to anything me.. because me and the snake are the only ones here.. when i'm here i'm not happy or sad.. hurt or mad.. i'm just content.. it's the only emotion allowed in

Lost
You walked into my life like a wind in the night having to deal with me put up a fight I have never had a prince charming before someone that I can simply adore You held out your hand, as I pushed it away but now my love i will take it each day. Walk with me and beside me, hold me tight and pull me even closer in the dead of the night. An Angel with wings you must be I have never had anyone as special to me Soon our heartbeats will become one As our new found love had just begun. So many nights I have sat by my pc, in search of something I did not know. So many hours feeling all alone, searching out what I still did not know. Turning to chat, searching for someone that was like me. After two years of chatting I do think I have found my soulmate. Scary as it may be he is in Germany and I am moving to Germany very soon. This is going to be the biggest adventure of my life since I cant speak German (except Jagermeister, lol). I am hoping to learn quickly. Leaving behind he

Lost With-in Myself
Unanswered questions, unfulfilled dreams. Right in front of your face, not knowing what it means. Wanting to move in the right direction, but not knowing which way to go. Wanting to express emotion, but afraid to let them show. Falling apart right in front of your eyes. You reach out for me as another piece of me dies. Because of the hurt I want to push you away. But when you are around I beg you to stay. I wish things were different and we weren't drifting apart Because being with out you is breaking my heart. I wonder if I'm in love or just afraid to let go. You say you love me, but this love you don't show. Is this for real or just an allusion? I can't handle the drama & all the confusion. Why does all this pain always happen to me? Why can't I just disappear, just let me be. I will close my doors and disappear inside. This is where I find comfort, this is where I shall hide. Behind this wall is where I shall be Behind these walls no one can h

Lost Stuff
I logged on to Cherry Tap this morning and noticed that my bulletin board is gone, don't know why but hopefully it will be there later today. Why all the sticky's except for four bulletins everyone is a sticky and some bulletins are stickied twice, what gives? My bulletin board is almost filled with stickied bulletins. I firmly believe that laughter is the best medicine for the Soul. It doesn't take much to make a person feel good and a good laugh is the best place to start

Lost Souls
What I do today will determine who I will be tomorrow. Busy making plans for tomorrow, living life today, reflecting on yesterday... All these combined together is the circle of life. Are we born only to die? What about the in between times? Tomorrow...will it come? Will I finish out the day? Yesterday has come and gone. Was it a good day?...Yes. What is it that I seek...do you seek it as well? Is it here or there...where must I look? Is it something real, or something in which I feel. Is it fate, or faith I'm looking for. Or, is it just simplly you? Our paths have crossed. Do we now walk the same road, can we swap shoes and will they fit. Is this who we are, or am I who you are looking for. Why are you around every corner...behind every tree, waiting for me to find you. I lookked there once...do I return and look again or shall I move on to find you there, waiting once again. And what if I don't see you...do you come to me. Shall I wait for you...Are you waiting for me. When will the

Lost
I wish I were ur eyez, so I could see u everyday I wish I was ur mirror, so I could look at u everyday I wish I was ur pillow, so I could sleep with U through long & lonely nites. but most of all I wish I was ur only gurl so I could try 2 give u tha world! No more, I can't handle this he's makin me crazy always treating me like shit before i guess my vision was a little hazy now nothing seems to amaze me... he's rude and ignorant does he even hear me? why can't he see jus wat he means to me now he's pushin me away sometimes i feel like i wanna leave & sometimes i wanna stay... but i'm here to tell u today...... my life ain't gonna be that way!!!! Sometimes we have something, without truly knowing what we have Sometimes we hold something, without completly knowing what we hold Sometimes we are given something, without fully appreciating what we are given. But that knowledge usually comes when... We realize what we've lost!

Lost Love
I can still picture that face, the one no other can ever replace, they captured my heart and won the race, their a part of me forever and always. I lost him though, long ago, what could I do, how was I to know, why the hell did I let him go. He meant so much yet I walked away, I realize now I broke his heart, I didn't mean to, He was torn apart. What was that feeling I got inside and why did I want him by my side, I didn't know why but now I do, I realize now I loved you. That don't make it better or put things right, just give me a moment, maybe a night, I don't wanna argue or even fight, I wanna say I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart, I made a mistake, I wanna put it right, all I ask is give me a moment, maybe a night. let me show you that I'm sincere, I want you back where I can keep you safe, I want you here where I can keep you near. I must be dreaming cos that'll never happen, you've got a better life without me, you now ha

Lost To The Void
Typically, I do not like wine AT ALL but this sweet one is amazing! I tasted it at a Christmas party then bought a bottle of it for New Year's Eve. It was the last one the store had. http://www.northwest-wine.com/Francis-Tannahill-Gewurztraminer-Passito.html It is not even 9 in the morning and I am having a bad day. I feel anxious and depressed. This is probably a carryover from yesterday when I was struck with overwhelming sadness. I am at work so I have to stop writing now and log off CT. =( I am home now so I feel better except for this headache that will not go away no matter what I take.

Lost Love
If I Could Let You Know by Max Guillen If I could let you know The star that used to be ours Doesn't shine anymore How much I miss the way you used to kiss The nights we shared filled with joy and bliss If I could let you know The soft warm breeze that used to blow around me Is now gone and cold If I could let you know The flowers in my way Don't bloom like before Ever since the destiny took you away If I could let you know How much I appreciate the time When we were one The days when you were mine When everything around us was filled with life We were louder than love But I guess the heavens from up above didn't accept us falling in love I guess we wasn't meant to be but why did you come to me? I guess the destiny is the one to blame If I could let you know That I love you and that I miss you My beautiful angel and that if we couldn't be in this crazy world together Someday I will be up there

Lost
At 5:30 AM this morning I received a call about my car.It seems I wont be getting my car back.Who ever the individuals were that stole my car also decided to set it on fire.Please excuse me while I go cry some more. I still am in shock that this happened. Yesterday,Christmas Eve, My car was stolen.It was not a new car but it was paid for and it was mine.I'm really upset because now I have to figure out what to do and how to do it.If my car is by chance not found,what am I to do?I am a single mother of 4 children and live not so comfortably.It bothered me when my 5 year old asked me how I was going to get her to school.She was so worried that she was going to get in trouble for not bringing her backpack with her school folder in it,which she had left in the car. Why do people invaid in others lives this way.It strips you of belief,trust,and hope of any kind.With my car being stolen it only added to my everyday worries.I guess I can only fight myself to keep hopeing for the best and

Lost Love
So here it is another year single. All the dates I have had added up is as equal to me as a 5 year relationship. I have found absolutely nothing in dating, except a whole alot of hurt feelings and endless nights of (sometimes) Great Sex.Hang on girls, all it is a one night stand or maybe the fling of the week. How can u honestly believe that this is going to turn out into anything at all. I haven't! I have seen, heard, felt,tasted, and touched some of the most awesome and ignorant men in the world. Just to these All who have loved Hopefuloly they've learned. Dating Sucks. Respectfully No Ones Bitch. Leah Life it seems is sometimes simple, When dreams of loved ones flutter in the distance,Flying to the heights of their lives,Unknown what lies ahead,Reaching toward the only goal in life,The one that creates a sense of happiness,As his life flashed before his wounded life we all wonder if he got a glimpse of us,Feeling the pain of all the others who loved him, he knew he would be gone

Lost It
lost it a long time ago it is my mind dont you know it was a good mind i have to say if i had it anyway so i go day to day mind less but you know ignorents is bliss so her i go again oh no i lost aneather friend if you read thanks alot but hold on to youre mind whith all you gotr

Lost One Mind
Well I started back to school again. Ugh I wonder if I will ever be happy with my educational goals??? I doubt it. hehe I now have 3 jobs and I am going to apply for another tomorrow. I want that Jeep paid off asap. I hate hate hate bills. I want to say I own that Liberty not Chase and I own that liberty. And now I am a Cherry tap addict thanks to Mrs Fey. Felling pretty good this last week, Mistress Fey maybe I found my cure. ICE BABY!

Lost
When god calls little children to dwell with him above,We mortals sometimes question the wisdom of his love.For no heartache compares with the death of one small childwho does so muchto make our world seem wonderful and mild.Perhaps god tires of calling the aged to his Fold, so he picks a rosebud before it can grow old. God knows how much we need them ,and so he takes but a few To make the land of Heaven more beautiful to view.Beleiving this is difficult, still somehow we must try, The saddest word mankind knows will always be goodbye.So when a little child departs, we who are left behind must realize God loves children Angels are hard to find . My Little Angel may you rest in Peace. Gage Anthoney Love Nanna WHY DO WE STILL LIVE IN THE DARK AGES ???? I READ A POST THAT WAS HORRID ...... HOW DARE ANYONE JUDGE ???? EVERYONE BLEEDS RED LAST TIME I CHECKED ..... HATERS BEWARE ...... GOD LOVES EVERYONE AND DOES NOT JUDGE BY COLOR OR RACE OR CREED... GIVE IT UP WILL YOU ????? THERE IS ENO

Lost
If I Told You Once, I Told You Twice You Can See It My Eyes I'm All Cried Out With Nothing To Say Your Everything I Want It To Be If You Could Only See Your Heart Belongs To Me I Love You So Much I'm Hurting For Your Touch Come And Set Me Free Forever Yours I'll Be Baby Won't You Come And Take This Pain Away Sometimes i just dont understand why certain things happen. I get lost in everything in my life. Its almost as though sometimes i feel like im being swallowed by this thing we call life. Its like my life is never right or there are always some secrets i have to hide. I dont want to be that kind of person anymore. I dont want to have to care what other people may say or think about me or my life. Im so lost in love right now. Im fallen hard but i cant do much about it. I want to try something but if i do drama will start. Do i try it out and see if i can get through the drama or do i just leave it as a secret. I dont want secrets cause they led to lies...i

Lost In Lust =by: Me
Its only natural, To want,,,,,,,U.... being with u, loving u, enjoying The times we spent together. I'm going to take you there nice and slow, Caressing every curve of your body. Licking your diamonds an jewels Lost in Lust. Paradise Is waiting at My finger tips, to take u to a level of ex-ta-see ever imagined. Thats me, When I see someone that's is missing out on Me,,,, The One to bring it, Lost in your gaze. Thrusting enlightenment, Our liquids tasting each other, Cuming the wondrous Cum over and over again. You Want Satisfaction, Ill garonte. Seeing your reaction, Girl that matters to me. Let me give u love whale we make the sounds that lovers do. Lost In Lust......................

Lost Cherry: A Recipe
1 cherry 2 tsp Absolut® vodka 1 tsp cinnamon schnapps 1 tsp Bacardi® light rum Lost Cherry 1 oz cherry vodka 1/2 oz white creme de cacao 1/4 oz white creme de menthe 1 oz filtered orange juice 1 oz double cream Shake and strain into a cocktail glass. Garnish with a cherry and a slice of orange, and serve. Serve in: Cocktail Glass 10.0 / 10 13.0% (26 proof) 221 calories 15.30 carbohydrates

Lost
WHEN I WAS BORN, UNWANTED AND UNLOVED, GOD GAVE ME AN ANGEL, TO WATCH FROM ABOVE. I GREW UP ONLY KNOWING FEAR, AND WITHOUT ANY LOVE, THE SOUND OF MY CRYS, ALL I CAN HEAR. MY ONLY FRIENDS , ARE PAIN AND FEAR. SOMEONE TELL ME , WHY AM I HERE. ALL I CAN DO, IS ASK MOM WHY? DID YOU ENJOY, THE SOUNDS OF MY CRIES? NOW I AM GROWN, BUT STILL ALL ALONE, I WANT A LOVE, LIKE I'VE NEVER KNOWN. NOW I HEAR, THE LITTLE GIRL INSIDE, WE ARE NOW FREE, WE DONT HAVE TO HIDE. I LET HER OUT AND LET HER PLAY, EVERY TIME I CAN, BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW, WHEN LIFE IS GONNA END.

Lost Soul
well it almost 11pm tongith, and im so exhausted its not funny.// i find myself sneezing and snifling, trying to keep myself from going crazy .... i didnt go to work today because of it, i slept for a big portion of the day... at least i feel better than i did though... any advice on previous blog would be gladdly taken by me.. night yall I broke down at work today, so bad that I cried with someone on the phone. This I can't do at this job so left. I still find myself torn in what was told to me today. My feelings just torn out of my heart and my head with thoughts of pain and suffering, and loneliness. I hate it. I hate the feelings I get and the way I act when I get them. I feel like screaming, screaming at the top of my lungs, screaming at the people I know and the people I care about. My feeling of my past are ghosts and they haunt me and wont leave me alone. Flying through my head screaming at me telling me I'm horrible that I'm nothing, that I didn't

Lost
Today I as late for work...A coworker came over to see if I was still alive. The pain that tears my heart affects me in so many other ways. My body hurt, my stomach hurts, its impossible to fall asleep. Once my body shuts down it doesnt want to restart. I appreciate the people around me who support me. I am sorry I let them down. For now I have to heal me. To Find a spot where I can be. Im not normally the kind of person to let people down. Always on track always responsible. I do whats right becasue it makes me happy. It hurts that I cant maintain even the simplist of life. I fail to maintain stability. Im not good at being weak. I need to put my life together. Before it ends. The anticipation is over. She really left. She took the kids, she took the phone. Here I sit as I have all day surrounded by photos of our past with no positive thoughts of the future. Was our life a lie? The smiles and happiness I see are they fake? How I miss you. How I want you here. Ma

Lost
hello all i just wanted to let u all know that i see most of u guys pming me or whatever but i just got on this site havent firgure out how to work it at all but im learning . so if i dotn repond or anything that just cause im not learning that part yet

Lost....
im in a better mood today than yesterday....that could just be my enlightened mood im in from the cause of something else...i guess when something is bothering you that a lil bowl pack wont hurt...not the anwser to all lifes problems but doesnt hurt right now... well i know what youre thinking.... mr.mackey is saying "drugs are bad, so don't do drugs mmkay?", and youre thinking "drugs are not the anwser"...blah blah blah....well spend 24 hours in my place and then youd be telling me different...i am content with the fact that i am alive and well and not dead in some grave somewhere.... so im not bitching...just stating the obvious...i need to relax and realize that i cant control fate and that i can only make things better or worse..its up to me to decide....i cant control someone elses feelings towards me, and i cant control how people treat me...all i can do is be good to them and realize that the mistakes i made in the past are in the past and theres nothing i can do to change them.

Lost Birds
This morning whiling feeling a bit stressed out and not at all in the mood to hear all the noise my birds make. I decided to sit them outside as I have done many times before. However, this time I don't know what caused it but the cage feel and my 2 small birds Heaven and Sky escaped and are gone. I know I won't find them but I still keep looking when I go outside.

Lost
Rattled night sleep Too much hangs my head Rent due.... No Money Stomach rumbles ....no food What am I going to do Need to work.... no jobs Want love... No Woman .. no man Where to go Wrapped in darkness ... where's the light Restless, Sleep escapes me Get up raise my head Energy gone.... Body tired Mind moving faster than light

Lost Love
†She helped me to come out...And to feel what I never had before She helped me to understand...And I now understand myself She helped me to learn...And now I know She helped me to hold on...And now I cant let go! She helped me to love...And now I cant stop!!!!!! She helped me to live...But now I forgot You see...She said goodbye...And that it was time to go...But as you can tell....I did not know I dont't go to bed thinking of you... I don't dream of you... I dont spend all day hoping you will call... I dont think of you with him... I dont think of the days we were happy... I dont feel betrayed by you... I dont care that he asked you to marry him... I dont love you anymore... I dont care... Theese are the lies i tell myself, because if i dont then it tears me up... If i acknowledge the the truth instead of the vicsious lies I will countinue to hear the same sound and feel the same pain everyday for the rest of my life I hurt you and for that

Lost Luggage
In mid-May, I went to the Czech Republic for a week to perform a site survey of this new radar site the US is installing there. Three days in the field, and three days of the group working in a conference room to establish conceptual lay down of the site. It promised to be hard but enjoyable work. For the field work, I brought my jeans, heavy boots, jacket, baseball caps because I knew we would be stomping around in the woods. But Lufthansa had other plans. My bag didn't find me until I tore up the street clothes that I wore on the plane, and ruined my street shoes. After the second day of this, I decided to go out and buy some clothes on the Czech economy. My hotel concierge directed me to a shopping center, and with thirty minutes before closing I ran from store to store, trying to find some basic jeans, shirts, hat and a rain jacket. I finally found an outdoors shop that sold camping and hiking apparel, and bought the only things they had that would fit me (okay, I'm a lit

Lost
If i could tell you the way I really feel you would cry. If I could tell you the way I loved you, you would cry. If I could tell you all that was missing from our life you would cry. If I could tell you the reason why we must say goodbye, you would cry. If you would have told me I wouldn't have cried. If you would have loved me I wouldn't have cried. If you would have let me know what was missing from our lives I wouldn't have cried. If you would not have betrayed me we would not have to say goodbye and I would not want to die. Thunder cracks,a flash of light,lightening for a split second lights up the room.Drops of rain violently hit the windows,like the tears i cry hit the floor. ......You know they say distance(or separation)makes the heart grow faunder i am not so sure that is true. He goes to my ex-girl and makes advances what do you do?

Lost In Translat....
WTF! What has happened here? I go away for a day and come back and Cherry Tap has become Fubar....Makes no sense! Why? So, I'm completely lost. I've been trying to figure all of this out a little at a time and seem to be getting no where. I've visited the bible and yeah, that didn't help. In the end I may just give up on this whole cherry tap thing. It's a great ideal just a little to complicated for me. We will see, maybe give it a few more days. Oh, btw, my birthday is in a few short days. Everyone needs to have a drink for me. hehe.

Lost Driver
well just dont know what to think ...fubar was one hell of a site when i first joined what happened???????????????? well is there any females out there that might want to run away and ride around in atruck well i thought i was going to denver co but ended up in michigan insted ..a budy of mine his brother passed a week ago sat and he still cant get past it yet i understand i know what happened

Lost
I am lost. Lost without you Lost without your arms holding me tight Lost knowing you're laying next to her tonight Lost in longing for you Lost in loving you Lost in my own thoughts Lost without you here Lost knowing you are there Lost our love Lost my mom Lost my nanny Lost my hopes Lost my dreams Lost my faith in god Lost the moments that we could have shared Lost you to her Lost my ring that my mama gave me Lost my heart and soul to a man that wasn't in love with me Lost everything that meant something to me Lost me Lost my train of thought Lost the sleep that just wouldn't come my way tonight I am just LOST Written By Angela Jewell-Frazier September 16, 2006

The Lost One's
JOSH T. HERMANN Current mood: depressed Category: numb Life HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT KILLED IN I-70 HIT-AND-RUN SMITHTON, Pa. -- State police in Westmoreland County said an 18-year-old man was fatally struck by a car while walking on Interstate 70 early Sunday morning. Joshua Hermann, a Yough Senior High School student from Lowber, was struck and killed near the Smithton exit, police said. The car that struck Hermann did not stop, police said. Police said Hermann may have been hit anytime between 3 a.m. and 6:30 a.m. His body was discovered by the driver of another car at about 6:50 a.m., police said. A witness led investigators to a vehicle that is being examined, and two people are being questioned, police said. Relatives said Hermann's car broke down on Dutch Hollow Road, and he walked up to the interstate. "I don't understand how you could leave somebody for three hours not knowing if they're alive or passed away," said Hermann's father, Paul. "How can you do that?" The

Lost
I never knew just how lost I was until you were gone. The time came when I neede you most and you weren't there for me to turn to. I have never felt more hope les in my life. I needed your shoulder to cry on and you were no where's around. I can honestly say I've never felt more let down. When I needed you to help me to find myself the most you were long gone. I am so lost without you and I don't know where to turn to. You were my best friend, the love of my life and my soul mate. Now I feel likeI'm destined to be lonely and have to face this bitter fate. All that is left to say now is I'm lost with no hope of finding my heart again.

Lost Soul
Yes that's me a lost soul. I been told that I have no feelings nothing bothers me. I have a black heart. Maybe they are right for I do not feel .I feel no pain ,no hurt. no sorrow .Why? I'ts a long story maybe I will put it in here someday.But for now I'll stay a Lost Soul

Lost My Snakes!
At least thats what we think happened at work. We lost 4 ball pythons and one red tail boa....needless to say, they're pretty much my kids and I'm very upset about it. bloody hell. I don't know why I putting that here I just need some place to vent. I hope we can find, Petey, Bob, Roo, and Jake. Hell.

The Lost Of Nonno
Is it me or did the room just get darker? Is it me or did I just lay down and die? Is this a dream or did the world just crumble at my very feet? How in heaven will I ever be alright? There is lonely and there is lonely And then there is how I feel right now and no one could ever come close 2 knowing how I feel right now There is lonely and there is lonely And then there is how I feel right now,I miss you Nonno, I will carry u in my heart forever, love johnvito

Lost Dreams
Lost Dreams Only in my dreams you could stay Only in my dreams we could love I wanted love you gave me dreams I wanted love you gave me hope I gave you my heart you gave me promises I gave you love you gave me lies I gave you love you gave me tears I gave you love you gave me fear I gave you love you gave me hurt I gave it all to you and only ask just to be with you My heart betrayed me and took flight Oh how you hurt me that dark Tuesday night The nights of planning for a new life Only in my dreams would that life come true Only in my dreams would I live a life with you Its true there's a thin line between love and hate I should have known only in my dreams

Lost Love
Tonight he speaks only to me Even though I've never heard him speak He moves me gently out of my skin To make me feel like I will be only his He kisses my lips Even though distance is here To find the one That will hold my heart He makes me feel so alive and real to see the beauty I never held real Now I sit alone again for now Until he comes to rescue me some how Still born tears Sieze my cheeks To bring my mind To a restless sleep Crying for so long Lonely in my own home I'm done with crying I'm done with dying Happy memories A lifetime away Pain is all i see today Sins of a love Not ment to be Hears ceasing to exsist Thier love is gone It died with the betrayal One heart still Strives to live But to mend again Is another story Waiting to be told.

Lost Souls
When one falls into a hole, lies and assumptions abound how does one banish the evils inside? I liked the hole before the devil came down to Georgia.Now I am strangling inside. I won't speak any more there in lies danger. Isolation my solace if there is any to be found. Accusations like litter on a Chicago street gives me pause but I won't beat feet. I will try what I haven't before, stand my ground and steadfast stick to my truths. Reign in my anger and search for answers like a sleuth. UFFKIN AY I'm back in the saddle again.

Lost A Friend
Could you please post a comment or something so that I will know that you rated my pic! Thanks! Just a quick note to say that I lost one of my friends here. When I came on today, I had 9 friends and now I have 8. If you want to be my friend that is okay but, if you are my friend and then leave without saying anything, Well then that is not very polite! I would appreciate it if you would let me know first before you go. Thanks!

Lost Again.
I used to cry because I was so happy, Now I am crying and nobody can stop me, I feel trapped inside of never ending walls, Causing a flood with ever tear that falls, I never thought it would end this way, I thought you'd ask me to stay, at first I wasnt so sure, But with you I felt so secure, Now a tear drops to every song, You're the one that left, but I wish I was gone, the words keep going through my head, I was surprised by the words you said, you said " I cant stay I have no feelings", but I've got to play with my dealings, you said " you can go get everything or stay with nothing, you can choose", it doesnt matter anyways cause every hand Im dealt I seem to lose.

Lost
MARK ONLY NEEDS A LITTLE OVER 3000 Sexy mark_anthony~Assistant Enforcer Manger at club too sexy nikis fu fiance@ fubar ICE ONLY NEED ALITTLE OVER 17000 DJ SEXY BADBOY ICEY~DSC~HUBBY TO DJ* TOO FUKIN DAMN SEXY~OWNER OF SEXII CHIQUITA@ fubar have you ever thought that maybe you falling from the earth and going into a zone and wonder why things are happing and if its ever going to end with bad luck sometimes you think everything is ok then it falls apart they say this is life please comment and let me know what you think ok friends and family im not going to be on here as much as usal i will still be popping in and having fun but i need a break and for those who have it you need to talk call me the rest leave me a shout i will look you up when i get on again thank you

Lost In Translation
Acoccdrnig to rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by it slef but the wrod as a wlohe. A Visit to the Doctor An elderly Jewish man is bumped by a car while crossing the street. He is seemingly unhurt, but his wife persuades him to go to the doctor, just in case. He returns home, and his wife says -- "Nu, vos zogt der doktor?" ["So? What did the doctor say?"] "Der doktor zogt az ich hob a flucky. " ["The doctor says I have a flucky."] "Oy, gevalt! A flucky! Terrible! What do you do for a flucky?" "I don't know -- he didn't say, and I forgot to ask." Well, by this time the wife is in a state of high anxiety. She tells her neighbors "My husband was hit by a car, and now he has a flucky! I d

Lost Soul
Ok...I have to get this out I guess..LOL I went on a lunch date with this guy and had a great time. We drove around for a bit, and really seemed to hit it off. So well that we planned a golf date...:) So here is the story Set it up for Saturday...and of course stuff happened, but to make a long story short I ended up being late. Mind you I had to drive an hour to get there, and there was an accident I didn't plan for, and construction work. But I did Make it just late. I had his number to call when I got there, but of course..stuff being the way it is and me being rushed..I left it at home. Some you know I have no phone of my own , neither home or cellular, by the way..:) So I end up hunting this golf course on my own with the hopes that he was there waiting. He wasn't. He apparently called and cancelled the tee time. As soon as I got home I got on the computer and wrote a message as to what happened with no reply from him. Today, he gets on Fubar and rerates me a 1 f

Lost Nsfw Mum...
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorro

Lost Faith...???
It's not a great feeling to be afraid to go home. So..... Ridiculous..... If somebody thought they was your everything, then why are they making you cry... ugh, I just wanna say whatever.... but I just ask why I am I hurting if I wanna act like I dont care.... Sheesh, is it me or does everyone seem to be having a small bit of depression going on this week? I think it might be the weather in Oklahoma. Anyways, I have been doing a lot of thinkin, which is not good when I actually do think about things. So, I spent quite a bit of time on the phone last night with a close friend, because I could tell that person really needed to talk to someone. After our conversation it got me thinking about a lot of things kinda focusing around me in my life. We all know that saying, "The grass is not always greener on the other side" Single or Married, Right? Why is it, my friends envy my life because I am single? Why is it, I envy them for being married? I think we want things so much

Lost Adulthood
I sometimes ponder the meaning of life. My mission, goal or purpose. With all the propaganda and lies in the media, political arena and schools makes me wonder about what really is important in life. Should I watch TV for anything other than the weather. I like to know if it is going to rain. With the tabloid dribble making headlines is it making us stupid? How can people actually care about so called celebrities? They all make me sick. Not to mention take the focus off of major issues that are plagueing our country. Soon we will have to take control and decide what is right, decent and pure. Stop living in the fairy tale that things are going to be ok without a drastic change in the mindset of America.

Lost
bf application Body: bf application Body: If you're a boy, title this girlfriend application and if you're a girl then title this boyfriend application. Repost this and see who's eligible to be your special someone. Have fun!! Send it back in a message if you think you could get the job... :) lol Name: Age: Phone Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere? [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf/gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if I didn't have one? [] smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me? [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't

Lost
Lost and Alone Within this Life Searching to find Some form of comfort While Lost I sit Alone Within this Shell Of this World Wanting to be Found To be Loved and Held Within your Strong Arms Knowing I'm Safe and Found While I wish for this I shall wait til I'm Found Forever Lost and Alone While I fade into Darkness Wrote on 10~17~2007 by Raven Darkwood

Lost Cherry
Anyone remember the days when it wasn't about getting your name in red, reaching level 25 as quick as possible sparing no expense, being able to enjoy Adult photos and get credit for rating them? As much as I enjoy all the new gifts and features, seems like we lost a lot of the fun that this place used to be along the way. At least they managed to get a handle on all the anonymous harassment plaguing some of the Top Cherries/Fus.

Lost
I have such a hard time some days..... I fight this battle that should be way done and over.... but its not.... the thought is always there..... not a day goes by that I don't think about going back..... No its not going back to the relationship I was in.... its something I gave up a long time ago.... I know I shouldn't. I know its not good for me... I know ppl will kick my ass.... Its my personal battle.... It was my crutch for so long.... Why is it some days I can't get it outta my head? I try to fill the void with alcohol and sometimes it just don't work Its my battle.... I have to overcome it.... I have to win.... I can't let myself and everyone else down!!! I won't! I refuse to! I cry because the urge gets so bad! Why haven't I gotten over this yet?!?! So its been a looooong time since I wrote a blog. So I figure its time to update. For 10 months I was a puppet....to a man I thought I was going to be with

Lost & Empty
Seems like forever since, you ran laughed and played, how you loved All Hallows Eve, and o what tricks you played, how I wish I could go back, take an extra snap shot or two, you are forever with me, apart of all I say and do, the twinkle in your eyes, memories that get me through, this cold dark world. Mystikal Dawn I miss you baby, holidays without you, are by far the worst for me, untill I can again hold you, I will forever be, LOST & EMPTY... REST WELL MY TRUE ANGEL, DADDY LOVES YOU SWEETHEART, HAPPY HALLOWEEN...

The Lost Meaning Of Halloween
All Hallow's Eve, Hallow E'en, Halloween, Day of the Dead, Samhain. By whatever name it has been called, this special night preceding All Hallows day (November 1st) has been considered for centuries as one of the most magical nights of the year. A night of power, when the veil that separates our world from the Otherworld is at its thinnest. As ubiquitous as Halloween celebrations are throughout the world, few of us know that the true origin of Halloween is a ceremony of honoring our ancestors and the day of the dead. A time when the veils between the worlds were thinner, and so many could "see" the other side of life. A time in the year when the spiritual and material worlds touched for a moment, and a greater potential exists for magical creation. Ancient rites In ancient times, this day was a special and honored day of the year. In the Celtic calendar, it was one of the most important days of the year, representing a mid point in the year, Samhain, or "summer's end". Occ

Lost To Lust
Lost To Lust Thoughts of you, how my temperature rises Your body next to mine so divine Your touch electric upon my skin Lost in the lust of our connection. When we meet my body is alive My control is abandoned to you Nothing can equal the feelings I have I'm lost in my lust for you. Into a world of pure desire We are locked together United we feel the flow Touch, taste, explore. Lost to Lust

Lost Love
The love I had was lost, stolen from me You came along and showed me the light Making me see that love is pure and real Showing me the wonders of life to be had All I ever wanted I see in your eyes All I ever needed is you in my life The love is back and never to be lost again A great friend wrote this and it made me tear up. Thought I would share.

Lost
The darkness of night fall plzs me &the brightness of day just teases me.The dark of night is my domain the place where I cant be hurt by anyone.but I fell so alone darkness is where I cry 4 ages I keep looking over my shoulders but no 1's there.I let the darkness ingulf me so bad that I'm blind I keep hearing a voice,but when I look no ones there.I finally stop crying long enough 2 hear someone crying in the distance,but it's 2 dark 2 see where its coming from.Iwalk towards the crying until it sounds like I'm right next to it.I still can't see so I stick my hand out & a hand grabs mine but who is it? I'll wait & see

The Lost Ark
"TELL ME" SHE BEGGED Kirsty was bubbling. "I only just heard!" she exclaimed."But I'm told you already know about this." She crashed onto a chair and looked me straight in the eye. "Well, what do you know about them - about those six Israelis dressed as Levitical priests who tried to get into the chamber?" I just looked at her. But she was not going to let go. "You've got to tell me," she pressed. "You know, the chamber that contains the Ark... the Ark of the Covenant. Well... what happened to them? Were they rabbis?" I paused for a few moments, studying her wide eyes, and wondering how much should be revealed. "We don’t know if they were rabbis or not," I replied. "However, we were in Jerusalem at the time. And we had direct inter-action with one person involved. "The Ark of the Covenant is calculated to be 370 feet north of the old city wall of Jerusalem - which would locate it in occupied Arab territory. "As you may be aware, the late Yass

The Lost Drunk
A man is stumbling through the woods totally drunk when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of alcohol, whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk answers, "Yes, I am." So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother, have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies "No, I haven't found Jesus," The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a little longer this time. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus, my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I haven't found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end and dunks the drunk in the water again - but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and when he begins kicking his arms and legs he pulls him up. The preache

Lost
What do you do when you have so many thoughts going through your mind and you don't know which is the right thing to do? In my heart and mind I love a man and he treats me like SHIT and I deal with it just bc I love him and hoping that one day he will change and we will be great! But at the same time for the last few weeks I have been lusting and not just for anyone, but its my mans friend. What do you do with that? I do not want to mess up their friendship but I am starting to like this guy alot and I don't want this to mess up his and I relationship too.....I think I am ready to leave my man and see what will happen. We have messed around a few times and always flirt with each other and I am liking what I am feeling with him. I texted him today and said " when I am single could u be interested in someone like me? If not I will leave it alone bc I don't wanna loose our friendship" and it has been a 1/2 and no responce....Will someone PLEASE tell me what this is suppose to mean? I dont

Lost
I believe everyone that comes into your life shapes who you are. Its hard after a while not to turn cold. I've met some truely amazing people over the last couple years. Its so hard to move on once someone is no longer ment to be in your life. Wether it be death or lifes journey im thankful to all those that have come and gone. Im a little heart broken over those that are lost and those hanging by a string. Life takes so many twists and turns. I've given up on trying to keep up. In the end some people are ment to be in your life, some arent,and some times there just isnt room for others. ive learned to never say never. ive learned its so easy to get what u want from everybody you dont want it from, but the one person u do want it from is the hardest to get what u want and need. I've learned no one is perfect everyone has flaws, when ever i forget that i look in the mirror. I've learned love does exist if u stop chasen it. Ive learned u can work through problems without fighting. I've l

Lost Cherry/cherrytap/fubar
Addicted to Fubar by Gary DSC GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar We log on in the morning. We log on at night. But one thing is for sure, We all want to level, right? We're constantly rating pictures And stash too. I ask my friend to help me Because I helped you. You can rate 1 to 11. The choice is up to you. So tell me, Are you addicted to fu? We hit those red cherries As fast as we can. The bouncer tries to stop us But we show him. Freshmeat or Rockstar, At home or in your car. One thing is for certain, We're all addicted to fubar. I receive lots of drinks And lots of gifts. If this was real life, I would be rich! So little time, So much to do. I'll admit it, I'm addicted to fu. It's a great place to meet friends. Hang out and play. I don't get no sleep at night. Thanks BabyJ! I can't stop, It's like a disease. I can't logout, Somebody help me please! So take it easy

Lost Cherry Etiquette
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to you

Lost Cherry Scolls
Might take u 2 minutes to read but pls read & comment pls A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt fee

Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging

Lost In Translation
You tell me that you are leaving. You have to leave, and part of me understands that. It does not stop me from wanting to lift my face to the sky and scream. If I could have prevented all of this, I would do it. Had I known what would happen, I would go back and change time. But I cannot. I must live with my guilt, my shame, my regret. All I can offer you is the knowledge that I still love you. I always will. And I will miss you, maybe more than you truly know. Take care, my love. Be safe. Something lurkes outside tonight. Something Dark...not so nice either. Hard to describe it completely when you can't really "see" it, but rather you feel it's oppressive nature all around you. It seems to want to drive you insane, to take all that is Light from the world. Apparently, someone/s has been messing with something they don't really know about, and have unleashed on this poor unsuspecting community, something very un-pleasant. Something evil, for lack of a better wo

Lost In Your Eyes
Lost in your eyes Your loving gaze You’re all I think about It’s a beautiful haze When the sun rises And when the sun sets You’re all I think about I have no regrets I will love you always Until the end of time You’re all I think about I can’t believe your mine

Lost And Alone
i was found in ditch, in some foriegn land. no one knew who i was or where i belonged. they could not tell my family what had become of me. they did not know my friends. when my body was taken to the mourge no one came to claim me. because no one knew i was there. i did my job. i did as i was told. i was told that freedom depended on what i did. i was told that i would save lives. i was told many things. most of which where lies. lies told to get me to do my part. lies told by a government that does not care. when it comes down to it i did these things because i thought it was right. i did them for my family and friends. i did them because i thought it would make us free. i paid this price for freedom that is what i belive. so when you hear people knock me and put me down. remember in the end i died because i thought it would keep us free. i am just a soldier and there are millions more just like me. i see you smile and it brightens my day. but you do not notice me, i geuss i am not th

Lost Cause
I usually write in my journal, but my private shit ends up here anyway. Today, I learned that what I need in a relationship, I can't have. Where's commitment and trust anymore? I don't experience life through sight, touch or sound. I feel my way through life. My emotions control me, and rational thought takes a back seat. Maybe I should listen to my friends and give up on the higher ideals of love and commitment, and adopt an alternative lifestyle(something I have never done, but more-than-willing to give it a try). And I DO NOT MEAN GAY, people! I am difficult, stubborn. I have an over-idealized sense of life, and maybe I expect too much, but God I cannot help it--because I deserve it! God, give me strength!

Lost
OK all, upon request I have placed this blog back up.... If you could choose one thing to have back that you lost... What would it be? So, here I am currently going on 50 hours of no sleep, going through contracts and thinking I need a

Lost
Is it obvious to you when you walk into a room Your face is all I see And my heart races so fast I never knew a rush to feel like that Every time you're touching me I never did believe in anything I couldn't hold between my fingers But the way you make me feel It's just so real the way it lingers I get lost inside your stare Lost when you're not there When everything I have doesn't mean a thing If it's without you If it's a dream, don't wake me up I'll scream if this isn't love If being lost means never knowing how it feels without you I wanna stay lost forever I wanna stay lost forever with you No, this feeling doesn't end It's with me everywhere I am Hope it never goes away It's like defying gravity Losing all control and being free And I always wanna stay I never thought that I'd let go Long enough to fall for someone deeply Who had the power to erase my fears And find me so completely I get lost inside your stare L

Lost Girl
You use me, confuse me, abuse me. I’ve got the bruises on my skin [perfect proof]; and I’ve got your tender lips kissing away the pain, whispering sweet nothings. You embrace me, forgive me, love me. Somehow it’s all my fault but I’m back in your good graces. Gentle caresses, compared to steel fingers [a flawless imprint on my skin] You coerce me, force me, strike me. You are a vengeful angel, devastatingly beautiful in all your fury. [mistakes made cannot be undone neither mine nor yours, my love] Sincerely signed in death, (a lost girl)

Lost Reality Forced Upon Society
stripped of reality forced upon society torn from all my sanity ripped from normality taken back from what you say everyday is spent in fear (you see me) screaming and crying breathless from hate stripped bare no where to hide dogding the bullets flying through the air ripping out my soul starting a new life tearing my heart out and throwing it all away with hate over whelming fear taking over a new life begins where one stand there broken everyone runs screaming I'm standing here laughing for nothing will phase me cause I'm torn apart from your world standing helpless in fear with the darkness apon me my fears come alive the fumes overwheliming of the blood from my wound the taint of the water the taste of this blood a death in my sight but not of my own with blood down my arm my soul now runs free but I'm standing alone no cutting or running from useless hope and fears no screaming or crying over things lost and loved just pains

Lost Dreams!
Lost inside myself, Have you ever closed your eyes and saw the life you wanted , not the life you live, thats lost dreams. it is what your deepest desire long for, you will find the person you want with out a face everything would be better then they really are, you want for nothing and you are always loved so much. Have you ever set there and tears started to run down your checks for no reason, thats lost dreams, something you wanted was taking away, you don't know how or how to get it back. you began to lost yourself, to hurt to shut down. Have you every Loved someone so much that it hurt, thats lost dreams. you live in fear, worried that this is not real, and that it will soon come to and end. so if you are living in Lost Dreams Open your eyes there is so much more to this world waiting for you. all you have to do is reach out your hand and ask. Lost dreams take away from your life. start living!

Lost Loves.
Hi this is about lost loves. Ever love someone but you dont know if that person feels for you the same way? Ever want someone soo bad but wounder if that person feels the same way for you? Ever want to tell someone you love them but not sure how they would react to you or even would that feel the same way? Ever want and love someone and then you find out they have found someone else or are with someone else already? Ever want to hide in a corner and wish it was all over with? and you can start all over again. Ever have enough of it all work and problems in general like bills and stress and wish maybe by chance that you was dead but then again think about it like wow even if I did that who would realy miss me and then what? Ever wounder what things would be like if you would of started things out diffrent from the start and or even things? Ever feel as though you need or should change your self to fit and be with someone no matter what? Ever feel no matter

Lost And Found
There is a storm in my heart It tears my inside apart I am bleeding and I am hurt Like a wingless little bird Then it turns dark And for a moment I see The pain that was inside of me And on a journey I embark In search of answers In search of truth In search of understanding In search of you My guiding star in darkness Like a little stream in the desert Everything about you seems flawless But that is what causes the hurt Your perfect features do not belong to me You do not deserve my chains You need to live and see What it means to be free So spread your wings and fly away For I can not fulfill your dream But if you should fall one day I'll guide you and be that little stream So go and discover it all And know that wherever you go Whatever you do and might feel The only thing you need to do is call

Lost Love
ONCE UPON A TIME WE WERE BEST FRIENDS.YET WE WERE WORST ENEMIES.I DIDNT KNOW YOU AND YOU DIDNT KNOW ME. HERE WE STAND TODAY WALKING HAND AND HAND. ALL ALONG WE THOUGHT OF EACH OTHER. YET WE NEVER GAVE THE OTHER A PASSING GLANCE. I THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR MY SECOND CHANCE. WE WERE LOST LOVES THAT NEVER EVEN BEGAN. TO BEGINING A NEW LIFE. WHEN THERE WAS NO HOPE OF A TOMORROW, YOU SHOWED UP AND BROUGHT BACK MY HEART. THANK YOU FOR A FRESH START. SO HERES TO ME AND YOU, LOST LOVES THAT WE HAVE HAD, THAT ALLOWED US TO BE TOGETHER. YOU HAVE MY HAND, MY HEART AND MY SOUL FOREVER. TO MY LOVE AMBER BEDDINGFIELD

Lost Loves
Once upon a time we were best friends. Yet we were worst enemies. I didnt know you and you didnt know me. Here we stand today walking hand in hand. All along we thought of eachother. Yet we never gave the other a passing glance. I thank god everyday he gave me a second chance. We were lost loves who never even began. To beggining a new life. When there was no hope for a tomorrow, you showed up and brought back my heart. Thank you for a fresh start. So heres to me and you, lost loves that we have had, that allowed us to be together. You have my hand, my heart and my soul forever.

Lost Radio
Need a player for your lounge, come check out lost radio, streaming in 2 shanes and an angel, silver dragon, naughty italian village and many more, be part of the fastest growing internet radio station! Also looking for more experienced DJ's, please contact: DJ PUNK-FU Hubby/RL BF to DJ Angel- Manager of Lost Radio@ fubar ♥ DJ Angel ♥Owner of Lost Radio~ Co-Owner of 2 Shanes&anAngel- Fu-Wife R/L GF to DJ Punk~

Lost Accounts
came on and her account was gone please help her get back to where she was shes got pics to rate! she was almost a GODMOMMA Scorpioqueen61@ fubar TO MY GIT R DONE FAMILY THIS IS A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND NEEDS ALOT OF HELP PLEASE HELP HER. THANKS! THE WATCHER TIS' THE SEASON TO BE MERRY! HELP IS NEEDED TO LEVEL HER ACCOUNT WAS DELETED, ANY AND ALL HELP IS APPRECIATED! TweetyJinxin~SECRETARY of the GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~and PROUD MEMBER OF THE CONFEDERATE BOMB SQUAD LET'S GIVE HER A BIG FU WELCOME BACK SHOW HER HOW MUCH WE LOVE HER AND HOW MUCH WE'VE MISSED HER! ************************************This Pimp Out Brought to you by:◊ SNUGGLEBUNNY ~ ASSISTANT RECRUITER FOR THE GRD BOMBSQUAD◊

Lost
I am lost and don't know where to turn I feel like I am at the end of my rope and it is going to break and drop me into a pit of hungry alligators that will devour me and I am ok with that....I really want to put everything I own in my car and leave this shitty state and fake people and people who do nothing but bad always get what they want and the ones that work hard for what they want get nothing....I am tired of getting hurt there is only so much breaking a heart can do before there are so many pieces it can't feel anymore http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1090129&albumid=1329098&i=4002421700&idx=5 Please show me some love and bid on me woot

Lost
in way i lost my lil girl when she was born,she was my inside me but she came out i lost her. and now she not talking to me. and i lost the one i care about i think i donot know. my soul cannot take this no more i lost all the time maybe why call me fallingangel. if u like donot this so piss off i always lost

Lost
Here alone in this house In a strange place So far from those I know And those I love. So lost inside with noone to talk to And no one to make it better. Wishing for someone To hold me tight And tell me that things Will be alright. I am so lost Without the comfort Of a love of my own To get through the good and bad.

??? Lost
ok well fuck this shit man, i thought i was happy, well i dont know now.. im always bitchy.. im never myself.. and im almost sick of shit.. really im about done, im about done with all this love life shit.. i know my heart is in the right spot, just with the wronge person.. but the person i turely fell for is never going to be a part of my life.. so i see myself never being happy Never getting married never having kids.. i can see it now. i told my famly that the other day, that im going to be the one out of the family to not have a family... to be alone, yeah im gonna be with people. i know that, but its not gonna be long term.. im gonna have fun... even though im not, i guess thats what we will call it.. uhh.. i just want my life to fall into place.. in the right peices.. because this is not how i thought it was gonna be.. and untill then im not sure how or what to do..

Lost Friendship
Friendship must never be buried under the weight of misunderstanding. Do not lose friendship. Who wants to suffer a heart-shattering pain? Suspect not, if you want your friendship to last long. Expect not, if you want your friendship to last not only the longest, but forever. Almost all Human friendships Have a short breath Build new Friendship-relationships. Rebuild Broken friendship-relationships. Friendship of the mind sees no destination. Friendship of the heart sees destination everywhere. Self-possessive friendship eventually strangles itself. Oneness-assertive friendship fulfils itself.

Lost My Best Friend : (
WELL FU I AS OF LAST NIGHT LOST ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS IN LIFE....SHE WAS ONLY 8 BUT IN DOGGIE YEARS SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN WHAT 56...I DOESNT MATTER SHE WAS WAY TO YOUNG.....BUT THE REAL FUCKED UP THING IS SHE DIED IN MY SONS ARMS AND HE IS HEART BROKEN CAUSE JUST 2 WEEKS TO THE DAY WE LOST ARE PUPPY( FROM MANDY ARE NOW DEAD DOG)CAUSE MY SON LEFT THE GATE OPEN HE WAS SO UPSET OVER THAT AND NOW HE HELD ARE DOG WHEN SHE DIED....HOW DO I KEEP MY HEAD STRAIGHT AND BE STRONG FOR HIM.....HELL HE IS JUST A BOY AND HAS ALOT OF CRAP COME HIS WAY... BUT LAST NIGHT I WAS SO UPSET ABOUT LOSING MY DOG( YEAH I KNOW JUST AN ANIMAL BUT SHE WAS FAMILY)AND I THINK MY KIDS HAVE NEVER SEEN THERE TOUGH DAD CRY WELL GUESS WHAT IM A PUSSY WHEN IT COMES TO MY FAMILY..... AND IF THAT MAKES ME A PUNK OR A BITCH ASS MAN THEN I GUESS I AM.... BUT ANY WHO HOW DO I TELL THAT SWEET BABY BOY OF MINE AND HIS TWO SISTER'S IT WAS PART OF LIFE WITHOUT SOUNDING LIKE A NON CARING DICK???

Lost In You
Lookin deep inside of this world we have created together holdin nothing back when it comes to you I’m letting everything out… I want to show you all the feelings I have inside for you all thatz locked away that you have opend up in me.. your something good something different in my life and I’ll do whatever it takes to keep you by my side I don’t want this feeling to ever leave me.. I smile every time I think about you.. I go to bed thinking about you and when I wake your the first thing on my mind.. I’m lost in this book we have opend up I want to write nothing but happiness in the blank pages that follow as we begin this journey together.. I see so much in u that gets my attention and won’t let go of it I want to explore everything I see if given the chance and make it something more.. All the hurt and pain drifts away every time I think of you I smile from ear to ear people think i'm crazy I’m crazy for you in so many ways.. I’m fallin for you I don’t under

Lost
why is it that i miss u so much but i never get to see u in real life how can my feelings be so strong for a person i've never touched... why is it the min i hear ur voice my whole day turns around why is when i dont hear from u my heart feels like its dien do u not see the hold u have on me i dream of the day that we finely get to meet and i can show u how i feel but everytime i think about it i sit and wonder will it really happen will my dream ever come true i could of had anyone here but i picked u cuz u choose to show me something no know ever spent the time to show me but then i wonder have i pushed to hard have i took over ur space i hope and pray i didnt mess things up for me and u cuz i dont think my heart will ever be the same again without u

Lost A Part Of Me... :*(
Sunday night I lost the best person that could have game into my life. last night at about 8:30 I lost my child, I had a miscarriage. It was by far the most worst thing any expecting mother could ever go thru.This baby was my 1st pregnancy. I was told my senior yr by 2 Dr.s that I was unable to produce eggs, and this was a sign to prove them wrong. I produced an egg, and concieved a child of my own. This does not mean I'm going to give up on trying to have a child. This was just natures way of telling me it was either the wrong time, or the wrong father, or both! DAVID WAYNE or KARMA MARIE~GOD REST IN PEACE AND MOMMY LOVES YOU!!! I'M SORRY

Lost
why do we wonder thro life thinking we know what we want just to realize we r more lost now then we ever were... and why is it the ppl we turn to for love and comfort end up turning us away ... is it so hard for ppl to realize that maybe all a person needs is a hug or a kiss or for them to just wrap there arms around them to say hey i care or hey ill always be here.... dont they know its the security that a person seeks knowing that someone will always be there for u... a loving touch or a gentle brace .. what does a person have to do to get that love they long so much for .... do ppl not understand that we put on a smile just to hide what we r really feeling or we say everything is ok just because we r to scared to say what is on are mind or how we really feel for them in fear they will turn away or the feelings arnt the same .... is some ppl really meant to be alone forever to never feel the lo

Lost
well........me and joe are no more....he decided last night that i wasnt good enough for him...oh well, there will be someone else to catch me (if i want him to) that doesnt think that, in my eyes he isnt good enough for me, especially since he cant get it up for a pretty girl like me....lol so i am going back to north carolina...and while i will miss being in texas, i will be surrounded by friends and fam...and that is what i need right now cassie well, yesterday was a really bad day for me i lost someone that i cared for alot. and it hurt me pretty badly. so i cried, something that i never do. it shocked the ppl that i live with. they have never seen me cry before and now they treat me as if i am going to break like a piece of glass. but what really hurts me is that my boyfriend isnt being here for me, i dont have a shoulder to cry on so i can just get it all out...he didnt even care when i talked to him about this...he just told me to get over it that everybody dies....i am soo

Lost
I lost the woman that i love because i wasn't there for her when she was alone, i was in deep depression and bottled all my emotions inside, now time has passed and things have become chaotic, i'm attempting too win her heart back and try so hard too redeem my passed mistakes, i pray too god she takes me, i pray too god she cares because from now on, she's going too be the one which i'll be there for.

Lost In Thought
driving aimlessly, no place to go i can't shake this feeling been thinking about you everyday i'm starting to think this feeling won't go away i don't know how you feel but there is one thing i do fear i'm afraid one day i'll look to the side and you'll no longer be there that's one thought i cannot bare you hold a special part of my heart one where you could break me if you choose this is why i have this fear that one day you'll look to the side and i'll no longer be there

Lost!!!!
"ERROR: message 49731197 is not your message!" Here is where it all started tonight.......sigh. I can SEE "1 unread message" on my bar tab, but when I click to open it, the above line is what is written. Normally, it would not matter THAT much to me---well, it WOULD, but I could /would have to learn to live with the fubarish world here....but THIS message was going to be so special......just have that feeling... I sent SHOUTS to Baby Jesus and 2 bouncers...also found out from others through the shoutbox that THEIR mailboxes are ALSO emptied.....so it was a huge FUBAR-FRENZY disaster here. What I want to know is : can our mail all be retrieved, or is it gone forever? If someone sent me his email address, I will need it again to be on the safe side. Here I thought 2009 would be a better year than 2008. I still pray it will! Who knows? Maybe I lost that LOVE of my LIFE in that message! For now, pleasant dreams as I head off to bed...

Lost And Confusion
the sand was warm and soft, shimmering glow of the water, bouncing through her eyes. waves of water slowly kissing our feet, watching her eyes slowly flicker, carressing her skin softly. wanting to figure out who she was, deeply reading the darkest blue eyes, seeing the brightest blue flame. holding her close as the night shivers in, laying on our backs and watchig the last sunrise, where the stars will not out last the day. its one dream and a simple wish, dreaming of a very beautiful night, where are we when we are not here. sleeping deep and lost in a room, dreaming of what we should be pursuing, happiness of life and finding what makes us us. lookiing deep within myself, staring deep in my own existance, crying inside and showing no tears. fearing rejection and torment, standing strong against winds of destruction, willing myself to move on. my sight is blocked by own darkend heart, missing you and not knowing it, never being missed by you,

Lost Boy~
Sunset, sunset to rise. Other people are to enjoy this beautiful scenery of the sunset. I am left alone, the dream linger. Days, it is blue. Cloud, very white. Sunny, brilliant. Hee and bathed in sunlight, the world's most quiet. In that moment, freeze-frame pictures. Do not know when, to capture a vague glimmer of the long songs. Very light, really light, the light almost feel it.However, I still heard. That blurred the song, flying in the wind. Sing this season to sing I have a voice.Wonderful, beautiful, incredible. In the world are beginning to become a quiet, quiet, quiet, listening to me. I listen to the voice. Ciqu should only be there in the sky, earth, which was heard several times. Can not extricate themselves in the fall of the Angels-like voice, the deeply obsessed. I do not know when, Dream. End.

Lost Soul
Can't Sleep Clowns Will Eat Me is having a HAPPY HOUR @ 3 pm Fu-Time on Wednesday! Please stop by and show some Fu-Love! Rate her hard! Double your pleasure! Double your points! CSCWEM has Auto 11s running all day too! ™©ღCantSleepClownsWillEatMeღ☆☆♪@ fubar (repost of original by 'justaღ™' on '2009-01-28 00:37:16')

Lost !!!
Boy oh boy did i ever do it again...............Well i lost the one i love AGAIN this will be the last time cause this one is not getting away im going to try my hardest to do what i have to,to get this one back no matter what i have to do to do it but at the same time is it the right thing to do cause i dont know .....well i know she loves me but to what extent i dont know. I know she has to get her mind right and do what is best for her kids wich i dont condone but but but she will do what is right for her that is what i want for her no matter what i want, I want what is best for her and the boys so what ever she does is up to her and not me but i do want her to know I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY HEART AND ALWAYS WILL NO MATTER WHAT OR HOW FAR AWAY SHE IS!!!!!!!!

Lost And Not Found
break away, spread the game, it aint safe for you me i take it anyway, southside, midwest, grand chirp get'em boi, hot style pimpin out old school, let loose lether seats, woodgrane 22's put so much on the dash, now they cant afford to take it back, ruff ridn down I-90, headbangin ears ringin, gurls neck breakin, red light, corner street, hustle night, til the gas drop's, hit the store fill the tank, lets do it all over again Damn, i dont know what to do know more, im lost and im not found I look left and right all i see is a mirage, and a whisper of the wind blow, i cant help to look at the yellow strips on the road got alot of shits runnin through my mind. im feeling like tearin my hair out and screamin at the top of my lungs. growin tired of sittin lone on this long and dark road but what can i do but look at the clouds with no sunshine, got so much pain and anger growin inside its like ima bout unleash this monster inside of me. just waitin for the right moment to get at niggas so

Lost Soul
I USE TO THINK I MATTERED I USE TO THINK I INSPIRED NOW MY SOUL IS SHATTERED WALLOWED IN THE MIRE I USE TO THINK I HAD MIGHT I USE TO THINK I HAD LOVE NOW ALL I FEEL IS SPITE OF HAVIN NONE OF THE ABOVE LIKE A PHOENIX AROSE FROM THE GRAVE I CONQUERED MY OWN PLIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE A SLAVE A SPIRIT THAT HAS NO RIGHT BROKEN DOWN AND BATTERED A SHELL WITH OUT A LIGHT MY WHOLE BEING TATTERED WILL I EVER WIN THE FIGHT CONSUMED BY GRIEF CONTROLLED BY FEAR ALONE AND EMPTY FILLED WITH DESPAIR I USE TO THINK I HAD HOPE I USE TO THINK I HAD GIFTS NOW MY SOUL IS SHATTERED AND I WATCH MY SPIRIT DRIFT I USE TO THINK I HAD JOY I USE TO THINK I HAD LOVE NOW ALL I HAD IS DESTROYED HAUNTED BY THE ECHOS FROM ABOVE MY SPIRIT FLOATS AWAY FROM THE DAGGER THROUGH MY CHEST IM REALLY NEVER KNOWING IF WHAT IVE DONE IS BEST SHIVERING AND BROKEN I LAY MY SOUL TO REST ALL THIS PAIN AND SORROW IS TOO MUCH TO DIGEST GATHERING STRENGTH AN

Lost Dreams Don't Shatter; They Bleed Hope.
Profound, like a never-ending ocean Whose waves glisten in the sunlit sky Sweet, like fresh picked strawberries Whose syrupy essence tickles the taste buds Alluring, like a coy mistress Whose desire whispers in the night Secure, like shelter from the rain That shields you from jagged encounters Compassionate, like an affectionate parent Who teaches you right from wrong Optimistic, like a newborn baby Who sees the world through innocent eyes Blissful, like a hopeful young child Defeating the difficulty of learning how to ride a bike Love is... An emotion that cannot be depicted with words But must be felt in the depths of ones heart It takes over the body with a colossal force To experience the sensations love conveys Just gaze into your loves tender eyes Tripping on broken promises and unchanging lies Faithful love destined to shift mountains...buckled Optimism building in yearning heart diminished His soul abandoned the chance of a happily ever after She fel

The Lost World Of My Heart
Glowing purples, reds and blues. Muscles pumping electrical sinews. Know my pain and feel it crack, for this is my heart I want it back. Its not yours to toss about, certainly not for sale. So please remove my broken heart from your collectors pail. Some dirt some rocks, some broken glass... you've constantly made me feel like an ass Pick through it, leave some nits, dont know why you act like you give a shit. Dont give me lines or cryin pleas, don't ask for something else from me. I cant do this acting anymore, my heart bleeds amber from its pores. You're rock collection wont get bigger from me, empty your pail Im finally free. Polish your hardend hearts jagged edge, the one that seems as if made from ledge. Cuz the only pickin up youll do round here, is of the tissues Ive left from cryin for years.

Lost Love
I used to be young, trusting, open and naive, but I am different now. My eyes tell the story of a broken soul. There are flashes of red hot anger, moments of quiet blue reflection, and tides of deep purple passion. The bits and pieces of my heart are held together by strings of hope and glued together with determination. I am a survivor, but sometimes I miss that wide-eyed trusting child I used to be before infidelity, lies, and heartbreak took her away. I will never be the person I was and I can only hope to become the person that I want to be. I want to trust again, to love without holding back. I want to throw my arms wide open and fall into our love with reckless abandonment, but I am not ready yet. Will I be ready before you give up waiting for me? I just don't know. I have to be patient and I refuse to rush myself. There is a plan in this life of mine; I just don't know what it is yet. So I keep struggling along trying to find the light switch, hoping that the path will be illumi

Lost Dreams Don't Shatter; They Bleed Hope.
Tripping on broken promises and unchanging liesFaithful love destined to shift mountains...buckledOptimism building in yearning heart diminishedHis soul abandoned the chance of a happily ever afterShe fell deeply in the unknown with no fear, worryDownside? Young girl required to carry a safety netDrying tears visible on a face where smiles once shinedTaking her compassion selfishly with nothing in returnDamaged heart, an apparent understatement ...fadingLost in an abyss of distorted shrills and unfamiliarityFalling, falling...disappeared; young spirit gone astraySearching for love to penetrate light into dim eyes"Lost dreams don't shatter dear, they bleed hope"Oh boy does it bleed, trickling with enigmatic tearsEndless wishes whispered to the stars seep throughHe might have altered her, slightly clouding judgmentBut his rejection instilled in her passion to thrive; flyShattered dreams might remain but she's kept the piecesOozing...dripping...seeping...leaking...bleeding...hope.Another

Lost An Lookin For Reason
I thought I was on a path that was clear only to find that im in a strange place and not knowing whats going on anymore.Thoughts of how did i get here and what will become of what i thought was myself.Lookin for the outside in wonderin where to begin findin a bitter sweet truth that nothing is what it seems.In the light of indiffrence

Lost And Lonely
i sit here alone waiting for hope that one day i'll finally be able to stand up and say no to the one thing in this world that has always had a hold over me. no matter what i do it seems that i will always give in to my heart it has a cotroll over me that i just dont understand i've been hurt so many times by this pain that i live with every day for the past 4 years but how happy i become when she comes back even just to be friends i know ill get hurt every time but i am in love with this person so much i guess im willing to put up with the pain but at least i can feel something in this lonely heart. im 40 and getting older my life is not what i wanted but i deal with it hopeing one day the

Lost Single White Male!
Ive lost my friend. Hes approximately between 5 foot and 7 foot.... hes has stunning brown to possibly blue eyes.. he has blonde to greyish hair... he wears a borat swim suit everywhere he goes.... He was last seen running away with a tiki torch inserted in his anal cavity... I am lost without him... Im taking donations in order to place his mug on the back of a milk carton... Seamus my friend hes out there all alone.. hes not big enough to be left by himself... help me to find him...... Wicked

Lost In Thought
I awake to the sounds of gun shots, children screaming and the moans of people from the next room as they breath out thier last breaths. I walk out into the hall and see blood down the sides of the walls. I walk out into the streets and all I can see and hear are explotions and gunshots smuthered in the screams. I walk down the road to the watching bullets hit the walls where my shadow cast. I stop in the middle of the streets and look around then stare into the heavens. I smile as the people behinde me scatter. A soft eary silance falls across this once great land of God, but he is not here. There is no God to protect us anymore. There is no salvation, no peace, no tranquility and no redemption. This is not the garden of eden, nor is it shagrila. This is a forsaken world bent on distruction and chaos. This is hell. I lower my head and look at the people behinde me and smile. As I turn my head to see thebullet enter my body i awake in my room to the sounds of my nieghbors in the next r

Lost Love Poems
All the words you said to me, that seemedto be so true, were nothingbut thoughtless lies, that i thought would never come from you. They seemd so real and seemed so true ! I was in love with you. But i should have known it was all an art, just another girl to add to your list of broken hearts. I wonder why i still think about you after all your lies and sweet talking words. I thought you cared. I could never be with you again, you lied to me. I've decided to let you go. April 8th 2009 Everythings so silent, so many feelings, i don't have a choice. Crying so softly, so i can't be heard. Everythings so confusing, every little word. Asking myself is this how i feel. Closing my eyes on everything real. Wishing and praying, wanting to know why i care for you, why i can't let go ?. Eyes filled with tears, heart filled with fear, mind so confused. Why do i love you ?. Everyon's told me, i can't feel this way yet i still love you. I don't really want to say goodbye. I don't want to leave you,

Lost
My heart is breaking and all I can do is sit and watch my heart break. I know that I love him more than life itself and that I would give my own if it meant it would save his life. I know that he is the only one for me. I know that I would never leave again and yet I can't seem to show him that. I love him so much that it literately burns down to my soul. Every waking thought is of him, every dream the same. I call out to him in my sleep I have been told every night. He is literately my life and there is no other. Now my problem is that he is confused, not in his heart and soul, but in his mind. He fears that I will run again and leave him as broken as I have feared so long that he would leave me.

Lost
Gorilla Zoe "Lost"(feat. Lil Wayne) [Gorilla Zoe] Walking around looking for a way But no one tells me which way to go I'm caught up in a world A labyrinth, a maze Where yes men could easily be known I ask them no questions They give me no answers Following the wise But they're walking in pampers Give me a cigarette Smoking my cancer Drink the pain away But I still have no answers[Hook:] I'm lost on a road Don't know which way to go I'm losing my mind Losing control of the wheel And I'm swerving On and off the road I'm lost on a road But survival is a must Don't know who I can trust I'm living in a rush I don't understand the fuss My brain is bout to bust[Chorus:] I think I'm losing it I might be losing it I just might lose Am I losing my mind? And I'm so confused I don't know what to do And I need a clue before I run out of time Am I losing it? Am I losing it? I think I'm losing I'm losing my mind Am I losing it? Am I losing it? I think I'm losing I'm losing my mind[Lil Wayne] I I

Lost Without You
i live my days without her trying to tell her how i feel, how can i tell some one so beautiful that i like everything about her the way she smiles the way she talks,everything. my soul aches so much that i have not told her how much i like her so . my love is all but nothing i have ... how how can i tell her ..i need to know how i can tell her .....

Lost Soldiers
HURRAY FOR THE LADY WHO WROTE THIS LETTER, WE ALL THINK THE SAME BUT HAVE NO GUTS TO PUT IN THE PRESS, GOD BLESS HER AND HER GUTS. This was written by a Canadian woman, but oh how it also applies to the U.S., U.K. and Australia . THIS ONE PACKS A FIRM PUNCH Written by a housewife in New Brunswick, to her local newspaper. This is one ticked off lady!'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 and have continually threatened to do so since? Were people from all over the world, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from the nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a few Taliban were claiming to be tortured by a justice system of the nation they come from and are fighting against in a brutal insurgen

Lost Soul
i dont care how big or strong you are, or what you seen an done in this life. its nothing whit out love or family even if it messed up .your only hope is what you show an pass on, ppl may come go but only your foot prints are left be hind an memories left so they may lean some thing about who you are or was an i hope they lean from it. an better there self....

Lost
recently i have een trying to find a man by the name of chris heckman for my daughter wants to know where he is i have put his name on myspace and facebook and yahoo and yearbook but no one knows him this my last try if you know him and know his mom by the nam of terry heckmen please email me at anakiper@yahoo.com thank you

Lost
i would've been there for you though it all, but you never gave me the chance, running around and tripping, tripping over ourselves blindly without a glance, our friendship taking the defeat. once upon a time our souls would join as our eyes met. id stick around for you, but your not doing the same too, i finally opened my pretty eyes to see, the old scars healed, then blackened as you made a deal, to never reverberate your voice my way, everything between us died that day, the poison is still in my veins, as you kill me quietly with no fair chance for change, it hurts so much i know words will never be enough, and i guess thy never were. the words were rough but we are still alive, and if that doesn't say something i don't know what does. I Love You so much. whats the point of going on?

Lost
Lost and AloneWithin this LifeSearching to findSome form of comfortWhile LostI sit AloneWithin this ShellOf this WorldWanting to be FoundTo be Loved and HeldWithin your Strong ArmsKnowing I'm Safe and FoundWhile I wish for thisI shall wait til I'm FoundForever Lost and AloneWhile I fade into Darkness

Lost Thoughts
Ever wonder how guys have a fuk it switch and girls are consumed by emotions?Ever wonder if one day it will all be okay? Ever wonder what the purpose in life is?Ever wonder how long our lifetime will last? People have a million random thoughts... No one person can answer every question....

Lost Serenity
Well Fubar it has been almost a year now since I shocked my system and as I am still recovering from all of that I have kind of worn myself down.Life isn't all bad now.However I am still living in an old system which caused me to break in the first place.I live in a place where I just can't find my place.Still having to deal with old systems that have me over a barrel.Although I have several close friends something is missing.Its the one piece that I have been looking for for a year now,companionship with a significant other..It was one of the main reasons I left my X in the first place.LONLINESS!!!For someone who is as outgoing as I am I just can't seem to put it together in that area of companionship although I deeply feel that if I could connect in that area everything else would fit.My biggest problem still is the fact that I don't really fit anywhere which makes filling in the blank spots difficult.I have 16 more months here and no I am not in prison or anything of the kind.Talkin

Lost..
I just need to voice out a little..please forgive me. But my mind needs to bleed out..For so long I had searched and waited..attempted and gave just to have that one chance of feeling the love I had lingered for for so long.Over 8mths ago I found it..and it was the most breath taking moment in my life. As it grew I became strong..strong enough now I see to love for the both of us.The dream now ended as a nightmare..a hurt that feels like nothing I've ever known. Was it such a waste..how can I be fooled so easily? I had believed every words..and now I wonder was it all just lies? My worth feels like nothing as of now..my dreams crushed and my life spiraling into a eternal chaos. All I have left is the memories..why would anyone want to pretend to love ..is that desire so needed its worth hurting another ..I just don't know if I ever want to try to trust again..Maybe I should just be thankful I was able to have this love even for just a short time...

Lost
Awaiting punishment in this isolated life i set offended and amused i am not ignorant of all social graces yet mistakenly more knowledgeable than people like to believe no longer young and beautiful they expect a more happy a more pleasant me as if my expressions are to always be happy yet i see the annoyance on the faces of not strangers but the ones i call my friends happy you say ha ha ha hows that for happy...dont know what more to give,or if if have anything left in me.give me life or give me pain just give me myself again The only unbearable thing is that nothing is unbearsble any more,I drank from this life and was poisoned by the night, so i will weep for you at the break of dawn. Crazy is a judgement a criticism made in a world of others the word cant hurt me now for i am in a world of my own!

Lost Love
I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE, THE KIND OF LOVE THAT MAKES YOU SMILE FOR NO REASON, THE KIND KIND OF LOVE THAT HURTS LONG AFTER IT'S LOST. I HAD THIS LOVE AND LET IT SLIP THRU MY HANDS AGAIN, I WANT IT BACK BEFORE I'M GONE, IF JUST FOR A SHORT MOMENT IN TIME. i HAD FOUND THE LOVE THAT I WANTED TO LIVE IN HER EYES, DIE IN HER ARMS, AND BE BURIED IN HER HEART FOR EVER. I have only been on fu for three years but have noticed how people have changed. When i first started everyone would help each other, now not so much. I understand some can not afford to purchase power ups, but to poke,like or rate a person is just not right. We as fu's who play this game need to get back to helping each other thru it.....hell it does not cost anything but a second to poke, like or rate a person. My dear Kelly, i will always cherish our friendship. God took you from us way too early, he must have a plan for you. In my time of need you where there for me and made me smile when all i wanted to do was die. Until our

Lost Within My Mind's Own Eye
Lost within my own mind's eye, giving breath to the demons inside. Ground beneath hoofed feet I lie, death or life is my fate to decide. Fragile wings silently flutter around, mutely plead mercy onto horned brow. Claret tears descend upon heated ground, forgiveness granted if I dare avow. In sin I live and in sin I shall die... Lost within my own mind's eye.

Lost & Found
You Missed the joy, laughter and fun that we had You Missed when Emma bumped her head and Kera felt so sad You Missed hearing our little girls Prayers last night You Missed kissing them this morning and tucking them in last night You Missed seeing Emma off for her first day of school You Missed hearing Kera talk about that boy she thinks is so cool You Missed the joy of watching them play You Missed Emma's new word that she learned today You Missed helping Kera making her lunch You Missed more than a little You Missed a bunch You Missed seeing the girls clean up their room You Missed laughing with Kera trying to use a broom You Missed Kera's pride in all her good grades You Missed the precious little pictures from school Emma's made You Missed the joy of watching them sleep last night You

Lost In My Mind
i give words, send thoughts, flow and the eye takes control bright and shinny, tasty, sweet no need to speak, stars break, and sky falls, rock shake not a sound, droped from the tower, beyound colour time still

Lost In The Dark
I suppose my initial thought was that I was in fact going insane. "I wounder if I should tell someone?" the others would put me in therapy for a year before I saw a hint of daylight. Then I really would go crazy. as if on cue the velvety voice ringing in my ears out of the ether whispered softly into my left ear. "if you don't do something soon I may have to come find you myself... Until then perhaps I shall leave you to your insanity?" a strange longing that I cant describe except akin to that of a piece of yourself being chained and locked in a box an emptiness sank into my head for the first time in a week I felt... empty.

Lost -- Now Gone
after not seeing or talking to my son for several years i was just notified by my local police department (with the help from las vegas detectives) that my son has been found deciest,,not that he was lost in a physical since,,but he did find himself trapped in a world of drugs and trouble--moved to vegas to change scenery and get into treatment !! 9 months sober and clean,changing his life and doing it himself for himself !! now i find myself numb,,confused and maby a little lost..i wish he knew what he ment to me and how i was feeling all those years..a plan was in place,,the ball was in motion,,next year would bring a once severed family back togeather (december never came soon enough) i know i cant change the past,,i know i shouldnt beat myself up ---- i just wish he knew how hard i once upon a time i tried !!! god damnit how we (as a family) tried..i know im rambling (ive never blogged before) i just felt that msby,,just maby writing this out might help just a little....i love you

The Lost City
Amber wasn't sure if she should have left Kelly alone with Mike the Fireman. She was, however, very sure of the guy she had picked up. They left the bar for a club where he had spent the last fifteen minutes on the dance floor with his body against her and his hands roaming over every inch of her. She had excused herself to the bathroom so she could adjust her dress and get her libido under control. If they continued the way they had been dancing, she was ready to tear his pants off right on the dance floor. She adjusted her strapless dress, making sure everything was properly covered. It's not like she needed another Indecent Exposure" on her record. She was way more decent than most girls. Take the girl standing next to her in the mirror, for example. The twat pulled her strapless dress up over her tiny breasts and reached for her lip gloss. Amber rolled her eyes, rolled her breasts together under her dress and scoffed at the girl. Grow a pair." The girl scoffed back

Lost
The is nothing in this world I want more... More than gold. More than money. More than power. More than belongings... I just want to hold and be held. Kiss and be kissed. Is that so wrong? Is that asking too much? Is that unfathomable to others? It is of little wonder I am not at rest. I am lost.

Lost For Words
my mom had a pretty tough time in the hospital after finding out about cancer..but she finally made it home monday last week. She just started chemo friday.. and so far knock on wood she hasnt had any symptoms from it..but I know that is only wishful thinking that it stays that way.

Lost In A Dream
Its was night and time to sleep , I closed my eyes to count the sheep . I found myself in place unclear, Wondering why my sub-conscious was here . I looked all around and what did I see ? But a unfamiliar man standing before me . His face in a shadow , he was dressed in all white , The perfect build the perfect height . Something inside told me this was it , But , pieces were missing , it just dosent fit

Lost Soul
You pass me on the street and our eyes briefly meet You hold the door open for me as I enter behind you I say thanks, but you have no idea that my mind is blank In the elevator, you crack a joke. I flash a smile, You have no idea that my heart is in denial You ask me how my day was and I say fine You have no idea that my brain and I are arguing to if I should cross the line My happiness is gone as I walk in this world The thoughts in my head have me wishing I was laying in a cold dark hole Once you lose your soul there is no turning back Everything you once dreamed of no longer has an impact You don't want to love nor do you want to have fun Your days are so long the problems in your mind make you question if you should carry on You smile so that's what people see on your face They think that you are happy but deep down inside yo feel like a worthless disgrace Each day the performance you put on for people is Emmy award winning But you question yourself and wonder if yo

Lost Dear Friend
Today, a dear friend of mine lost his battle with cancer. He left behind 3 children and a wife among many other friends and family. Although he is no longer in pain, he will always be missed. He was the life of the party, and was always willing to lend a hand to those in need. Rest in Peace my friend. You will forever be in our hearts.