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What are you waiting for?
Harsh words & violent blows..:
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
Swinging back and forth,..:
Emotion to emotion ...
Never once stopping,
Nor slowing the motion.
No reason,
No answer,
No justification.
The creation of a sterile imagination.
Just passing through time
As time passes me…
Merely a nothing..
Nothing, merely..
Left to be…
Sightless and soundless,
Unseen and unheard.
Mindless and boundless,
Obscure and absurd.
All empathy lying ungraced..
Unemployed...
I live my life dying..
Unembraced..
A void…
Hatred and anger
will destroy one's soul,
if day after day,
these emotions do control,
Fuck your anger.
Get over your hurt.
Too busy dwelling there,
Beyond any worth.
So far up,
Your own back side.
Scurrying backwards,
In order to hide.
In the past that assures you,
You lived at all.
That you made a mark,
Scenting the wall.
Fucked someone over.
Made a scar.
Imprinted your soul print,
Made clear who you are.
Wankers and fuckers,
You call their names.
Summons your demons,
Lay easy blame.
Lay easy company,
Ghosts of your youth.
Avoidance techniques,
Sidestepping the truth.
One step backwards,
Ever out of time.
Blind to the potential,
Of beauty sublime.
Sometimes a heart can’t dictate the moment...
Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us.
Maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives.
Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches.
Maybe ... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you dream of, and want to do.
Maybe ... there are moments in life when you miss someone -- a parent, a spouse, a friend, a child, your girlfriend/boyfriend -- so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real, so that once they are around you appreciate them more.
Maybe ... the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
Maybe … you should always try to put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that something could hurt you, it probably will hurt the other person, too.
Maybe ... you should do something nice for someone every single day, even if it is simply to leave them alone.
Maybe ... giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.
Maybe ... happiness waits for all those who cry, all those who hurt, all those who have searched, and all those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of all the people who have touched their lives.
Maybe ... you shouldn't go for looks; they can deceive; don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one who makes your heart smile.
Maybe … you should hope for enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.
Maybe … you should try to live your life to the fullest because when you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling, but when you die, you can be the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Sometimes we make way to many mistakes,
And always seem to say the wrong things.
When Anger consumes large amounts of you,
and the constant feeling of being used.
Feeling lost and always confused.
Over time this changes,
who you are and what you do.
Walking thru the days with stress on your soul,
Ruins the way your eyes may see things.
Yelling at walls, or nothing at all.
Picking up pieces, making up excuses.
Your head is out of control.
Little reminders of the past can bring boil to a still pot.
And I don't care what anybody says..
That changes you ALOT!
Trust is more important than you may really know,
it makes people react different
and your love may be hard to show
