sissi3333DARKANGELSplz sign my guestbook's blog: "Lost love"

†She helped me to come out...And to feel what I never had before She helped me to understand...And I now understand myself She helped me to learn...And now I know She helped me to hold on...And now I cant let go! She helped me to love...And now I cant stop!!!!!! She helped me to live...But now I forgot You see...She said goodbye...And that it was time to go...But as you can tell....I did not know

I failed to see what was right in front of me...as many often do!I did not see what was happening...I did not have a clue...She left me for another...I cannot believe my eyes...And she moves him right in....as she passes me by

I dont't go to bed thinking of you... I don't dream of you... I dont spend all day hoping you will call... I dont think of you with him... I dont think of the days we were happy... I dont feel betrayed by you... I dont care that he asked you to marry him... I dont love you anymore... I dont care... Theese are the lies i tell myself, because if i dont then it tears me up... If i acknowledge the the truth instead of the vicsious lies I will countinue to hear the same sound and feel the same pain everyday for the rest of my life

I hurt you and for that i must pay...But what will it take to see you that way...the way you were so many years ago when we we used to laugh and never would slow....never slow not for a pause this is the way we were when you were my cause ...my cause to live and always to fight for everything in my heart i knew was right ....what is right now i must ask ?...is this what you meant when you said ill pass...you said it was not mant to be ...but how is that true when you also said im always for you....im tired of this being the way we live our lives all i want is for you to be my wife