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Life
'Two Wolves’ This is the best I have ever heard it explained. One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said: 'My son, the battle is between 'two wolves' inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith.' The grandson thought about it for a minute, and then asked his grandfather

Life
Ike Drink Recipes For the tea totallers this is great humor. For the real enthusiasts, this is pertinent to your survival: FEEDER BAND 2 oz. Midori 2 oz. rum 1 scoop vanilla ice cream After your home loses power, combine Midori and rum in a cocktail glass. Add a scoop of the vanilla ice cream that is melting in your freezer. Stir, and drink through a straw. ============================================================ MANDATORY EVACUATION 1 1/2 oz. Absolute Ruby Red vodka 1/2 oz. vermouth Clamato Prune juice Combine vodka and vermouth in cocktail glass. Fill remainder of glass with equal parts Clamato and prune juice. Stir. Drink. Ask next-door neighbor whose ficus tree blew over and crashed onto your roof -- even though you'd warned him for months to uproot it -- if you can use his bathroom. Repeat. ============================================================ CATEGORY 5 1/2 oz. vodka 1

Life
Why is it that life isn't always fair??? Why is it that no matter what you try to do, it just isn't enough?? Why is it that no matter what I try to do, it either isn't enough or isn't right??? Why is it that I can't make anyone happy??? As a child, I couldn't wait to grow up.. Couldn't wait to be out in th REAL world.. Be my own boss, do the things that I wanted to do.. As an adult, the real wold is crule.. Life is crule.. Things that happen to each & everyone of us in one way or another can be crule.. There is no rime or reason for may things & I don't always understand them.. I guess I never will...............................

Life Is Short
Hey y'all. Just wanted to let ya know if you didn't already that I graduate college tomorrow. I'm also moving sometime next week and will not have internet for a while..... So- I'm sick. I've been sleeping about 18 hours a day for the past three days. I have a fever that comes and goes. I can't breath. My lungs hurt. My throat hurts. My head feels like its swimming in muck. And what happens? I get served with divorce papers today. My darling husband filed on October 1. That means- if everything goes smoothly and uncontested- my divorce will be final April 1st. Which is our Anniversary. Another twist in the scenario?? He changed everything. Everything we agreed to, and talked about, and worked out amongst ourselves for the greater good of our children. It was subtle changes- 5% here and there on our monetary agreements- but everything's different. I was supposed to file on October 15th. We had a plan. We had this all worked out. And he went behind my back, and h

Life The Last Month...
I have been dealing with a lot of things in my life the past month... Somethings I have shared..some I haven't. With the death of my grandmother I really realized how many true friends I have...and who really cared.... I have went thru some really personal things and I know with time I will work thru them and be a better person In the end... I have changed a lot in the last month and most will notice the change...i have been stuck using my phone to get on the net for the last month so my interaction has been limited... Some of u may not like the change but that is your problem not mine... There will be more to come in this blog.... *muahz*

Life
My life is rough Day in and day out I feel like a dishrag That has all been wrung out I had heard all the stories About being an adult I didnt believe them Now i found out Life is hard That is no lie All you do is work Until the day that you die So tell your kids Not to grow up to fast Tell them this story And hope that it lasts.

Life
You ever have a day, where every song you hear, you can relate to? It all seems relevant to whatever is going on in your life? I know that nowadays everyone has their ipods and mp3 players and who the hell burns cd's still, haha, so we can make our own playlists and keep those tunes and choose whatever we want to listen to, thats not really what I mean. But, turn on the radio, and every song they play during that car ride to work hits you somewhere? Ya. Love that feeling. I love how I can tell my life story in song. Here are just a few "theme" songs of my life--- I am sure if you know anything about me, you know why I picked most of them.

Life, Love And The Persuit Of Anything Close To That!
So, why do we, as people, deliberately do things we know is going to hurt ourselves and others? And why do we prolong the pain? Shouldn't we know it is best to avoid such things, or to at least stop them as soon as we realize its happening? or are we just prone to self destruction? We all know the old saying, "misery loves company," but shouldn't happiness love company too? I know, I for one, would LOVE to find love and happiness, and would just as much, Love and be happy to share that. Yet even I have a tendency to do exactly the opposite of what I know is the better path. Leaving myself alone, lonely and tired... I wish I could say I have given it all I've got, but you all know I am not really a "liar." I might omit things once in a while, which goes along with the deliberate task of self destruction. I know the things I SHOULD! do...But I rarely put forth the effort, it's like I lack any drive or stimulus. I try to say, "Oh, I would do all that, if I was happy and had love" an

Life......................
i believe everything happens for a reason, people change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you apprieciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together -Marilyn Monroe everyone deals with life their own way.....its what you make of it day after day kinda like what i live by you really try and do your best in life you will get the best but do your worst you'll get nowhere........how do you live your life day by day? from what i see i dont understand how ppl live by always putting themselves down always looking at life like its a joke...why??? you can always do better if you really try put your self out there make new friends really listen to what you have because you will learn so much dont always look at the flaws that you dont like about yourself change them you have so much to live for..

Life
I am still trying to find a house. I have found two actually but things always go wrong and no one has money and if i have to stay where i am any longer i am going to die and i cant stay any longer there is nno room. my bro got kicked out of his apt so he is on the couch and no where to go and my grandmother is coming to visit again no room. i hate it i need a house some body calm me down or i am never going to to sleep. I HATE HOUSES!!!!

Life.....
how is it that just when you think you are over someone you get a reminder that the pain has only begun..... Well after 6 years as of 10:25 this morning I will be officially leaving West Texas and flying to good ol' Houston! While this time for me is a sad one, and I leave many people behind I have a bright future in store for me and i'm all smiles so you guys keep holding your heads high and keep smiling for me cause you never know what tommarow might bring.I love you all very much you are my familia....you are my heart... Where do you go when you have no where left to turn, when every bridge has been burned and the world you know turns thier back on you? Do you hide within yourself and refuse to come out or do you pick up the pieces of your broken heart and refuse to give up? You think you got the best of me but little do you know i've already moved on......

A Life's Lesson
Life is like an on going teacher that never ends. Like the people you meet who come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,that teach you a lesson, or help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. A neighbor, your new child, a friend, a lover,or even a complete stranger, but when you lock eyes with them,you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. People will love or hate, and you will fall victim to these fates. But If someone loves you, give love back to them in whatever way you can.Not only because they love you, but in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and soul. If someone is hurting you,betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them.For they helped you to learn about trust and the importance of not hurting others. It has taught you to be more cautious about whom you open your heart and arms to. Many times great things in our lives make us feel

Life
It does not really matter how fast you’re going if you’re heading in the wrong direction To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.” Nobody grows old by merely living a number of years, People grow old by deserting their ideals, dreams, goals and beliefs. Years may wrinkle the skin, but to give up goals, dreams and beliefs wrinkles the soul.

Life
Ahhhh....where do I start...My life is a stressful one...With the economy the way it is, I think everyone's is...Unless of course you are a liar and/or a thief...I just dont get people like that...I dont know...I just need to bitch about that...Dont take something that doesnt belong to you, whether or not they owe you something or not...just be the bigger man...oh well...enough of my bitching for now...have an awesome night guys...and of course gals.... *Frenchie*

Life
VIOLETS ARE KORNY WHEN I THINK OF YOU OHH BABY I GET HORNY, EAT ME, BITE ME, BEAT ME, BLOW ME, SUCK ME, LICK ME, FUCK ME, VERY SLOWLY, IF YOU KISS ME, DON'T BE SASSY, USE YOUR TONGUE AND MAKE IT NASTY!!!!

Life's Lessons
This is beautiful! She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?' The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.' Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?' The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.' Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but

Life In General
Well its Monday and today has been a rough day. Work wasn't all that bad but it was one of those days where you aren't sure what you are going to have to do and you really can't prepare yourself. But other than that I've had a great day. And life in general is going good. House is great, kid is great, job is good and friends are plentiful. I just wish that I could trust what some people say. I hate playing things by ear and not knowing whether people are telling you the whole truth, ya know? But that's what's gotta happen for now, so that's what I'm doing. Wish me luck! MafMaf

Life
why is it that when you think its going to be a great day. EVERYTHING goes wrong. it all starts when you think something great is going to happen and your all stoked and then the opposite happens and its all downhill from there. whats the point in being happy when you just get letdown once again?

Life
I really don't understand my ex... He is just a very cruel person. He loves to play these little mind games.. I haven't been with him in over 7 yrs and yet he still does these stupid things to try to get to me...I'm a strong woman and he can't break me down.. He is finally involved with someone and yet still being a jerk...I don't go out of my way to try to make him unhappy or even bring up all his past mistakes but it seems like that's all he wants to do..Who hasn't made mistakes? I've learned from them and they shaped me into who I am today...

Life The Universe And Everything
THE FUBAR GRAND TOUR !!..watch and Enjoy The non-existence of God. "The argument goes something like this: 'I refuse to prove that I exist,' says God, 'for proof denies faith, and without faith I am nothing.' "'But,' says Man, 'The Babel fish is a dead giveaway, isn't it? It could not have evolved by chance. It proves you exist, and so therefore, by your own arguments, you don't. QED.' "'Oh dear,' says God, 'I hadn't thought of that,' and promptly vanished in a puff of logic

Life Changes!!
Alot of things have changed. I had two horses stolen, which we haven't found yet, :( I moved in with my love, which is absolutely wonderful. I got a new job, barn manager/vettech, I absolutely love my new job. I'm not on here much anymore, working and searching for my stolen horses, and planning on doing some remodeling inside the house. Not ignoring my friends, though it seems like my friends are ignoring me on here. Which has me thinking of leaving fubar. I hope all is well, I'm headed to work, have a great day!!

Life As We Know It
why does it seem when one good thing happens and things look like they will be ok, things start to go wrong. when one goes wrong it seems it all starts to fall apart. how do u keep ur head up? why do bad things happen to good people?

Life And Love
Well here I am thinking again, like always. I have had a really bad day, I went to go see my kids today and what do ya know, they were not home this weekend. The twins and my oldes were gone. So I sat and talked to my dad for a while to see how they were doing. Saw their report cards and although it was hard to understand them but from the look of things they seemed to be doing really well. I miss them so very much and right now I feel like all I have ever seen is the pictures that they have gotten from school or looking at old pictures of them that I have. Im starting to wonder when Im ever going to see them grow up without the pictures, just me and them and making our own memories. I have been dealing with this for so long now and nothing ever seems to become of it. I know that some day I could get them back but I cant wait for some day to come. I know that if I just work really hard at it that I will get them. I just hope that it wont be to late for me to make my memories with them.

Life
Well the summer is almost all over again and once again I babysat my sisters kid once again this summer..I swear the older they get the more I get stressed out.. I watch my niece who is 13 and nephew who is 11 with adhd and I am stressed out again.. My sister doesn't pay me to way them.. and I keep them at my house all summer except the weekends when i take them home.. They don't listen to me and they walk all over me..I try to deal with them but I can't.. I'm to the point to tell my sister to find someone else to watch them during the summer cus I can't take it anymore and I see it not getting any better.. they are putting a strain on my when i have high blood pressure and don't need need the stress and also with my hubby and i cus we fight over it.. I don't want to hurt my sister but I got no other choice.. I don't know what to do besides talk about it in my blogs...thank you

The Life Of The Mind
Well, I had warned friends that I'd eventually almost completely forget about logging on here, and sure enough... *shrug* Been busy as heck with one thing or another. Mostly bouncing up and down Belmont Shore and PCH doing the job hunt for the umpteenth time in six years and having just as much luck as ever...which is to say, none. Considering the state of economy right now, that's no surprise. So, back to old reliable. Writing and music composition. Haven't done either in a long while. Yes, I know, it's red alert when I'm totally unable to write or compose. It's not that the ideas aren't there, those never slow down. Just lately been totally unmotivated. Looking to change that shortly though. Working on revamping my public profiles on networking sites towards the music edge. My friends keep telling me my composition is good enough to make money with. I don't exactly agree, but then I've always had low opinion of my own work. Not giving up the writing. "Scar

Life In General
...FUCK with my family... Yesterday/early this morning my "sister" called me distressed and on the verge of tears b/c of some bitch that she once called her friend. BEST friend even. Telling me she got into a big fight w her and they're no longer friends. She explained to me the shenanigans that this girl used to do. Now get this scenario...her friend has a b/f, and lives with him. She hasn't seen my sister in 2 weeks but has not seen her b/f in 4 days. When my sister calls out to her for help, to just be there for her and comfort her in this time of enourmous stress, that bitch pretty much tells my friend fuck you in your neck, I'm gonna go get fucked by my b/f. All the while, my sister has dropped so much just to be there for this girl. Now, the reason I call her my "sister" is b/c we have a relationship that surpasses one of best friendship. And for her to be calling me crying, it's enough to piss me off. What's more about this chick, is that she's had a b/f for 8 months

Life's Lessons
Always go out with a bang.... ALWAYZ! Its the only way to be remembered... or else you'l be considered as 'juss another'.... well I'm far from juss another..... hell, apparently, I was "The One"... so how do you go from being "The One" to juss ....one? When you meet someone, you initially like them for them... and you alwayz say "I like you for you".... so why down the road do people try to change you? And then you try to change for them, and what do they say? "You changed! You're not the person I first met and fell in Love with...." Lol..... make ya mind up...... so My remedy? I don't change.... only thing that changes is my location and/or work schedule..... I have female friends still, love em to death (shout out to Charlie! Her son birthday is today ;o) also shout out all my homegirls thas still here even though you don't approve of my choice in girlfriends...) yep, love em.... I make music, been doin it for so long in fact that cats in the Army ask me "why aint you signed dog?"

Life
I must be a failure I must be an asshole I keep fucking up I dont know how to stop i dont know how to keep you happy I fail all the time and keeping peave maybe i should quit im sick of this im sick of fighting and never doing things right Well Im done fucking up Im done with it I have failed at that and i guess i have failed at us :-( so last night i was told im not welcome at my father in laws house where my fiance and daughter are living

Life As I Know It ....
12/26/08 update Well, it t'was a Charley Brown Xmas ... to a point. Lemme tell you, those of you who are divorced, become FRIENDS with your ex. Firstly, the kids will THRIVE. Second, when the chips are down, they'll step up. We never cut it as man and wife, should have STAYED friends. It works SO much better. Christmas was WELL taken care of. The kids had a good time. Of course, having THREE sets of Grandparents doesn't hurt either. :) I'm planning on a small Xmas in January for the extended family and friends. Still nothing from AT&T ... -Supposedly- the 'check is in the mail' .... Shall see. Till then, there's food in the pantry, gas in the truck and I've got all day to clean, clean, clean !!! (And, perhaps, a bit of Fu :P ) I finally have time to get this place the way I like it !! :):) Again, Thank you ALL for your support. ... ... GAWD, I sound like a Wine Cooler Commercial. Yeah, I'm old. :P:P .. Can you name the brand?? :P *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~*~ Well .

Life!!!
WELL HERE GOES I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH ALOT OF SHIT IN THE LAST YEAR.. IV'E WATCHED MY GREATEST HERO IN LIFE(MY POPS) DEAL WITH CANCER TO ALMOST WATCHING MY BEST FRIEND IN LIFE... LOSE THERE BATTLE WITH THEM SELF.. AND KNOW IM LOSING EVERTHING ELSE.. I'VE BEEN ON TOP I'VE OWNED B.M.W'S IVE OWNED HOUSE'S...HELL I EVEN HAD A POOL(LOL).. BUT IN RECENT WEEKS I'VE WATCHED MY LIFE GO FROM BAD TO WORSE.. I DO EVERTHING UNDER THE SUN TO STAY AHEAD AND BE A GREAT DAD(BY THE WAY I HAVE THREE KIDS AND THE BABY AINT MINE ITS MINE FROM MY X-WIFES SECOND MARRIAGE..BUT IM RASING HER SO SHE IS MINE)I'VE LOST MY SELF IN TRYING TO BE EVERONE ELSE'S ROCK AND FORGOT ABOUT ME...WHAT EVER ANYONE DOES IN LIFE DONT EVER FORGET ABOUT YOU.... IF YOURE LIKE ME IT TAKES ALOT TO CARE FOR SOMEONE.. BUT ALWAYS FORGET ABOUT YOURSELF?? I HAVE AND IM SLOWLY TRYING TO FIND MYSELF SO IF YOU READ THIS DONT JUDGE ME UNTIL YOU WALK IN MY SHOES...JAY WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE OR SOMETHING DO SET THAT PERSON OR THING FREE?? YES Y

Life
Yes another year is about to arrive & its gonna suck b/c I am alone. Well not really alone alone but without a guy & I can handle that for now as I think I found someone special but he is very far away & for now all we can do is talk on yahoo & thats fine. There are several other guys out there that I have been talking to as well and I really hope I get to meet some of you b/c you seem kewl as hell & I am sure we could have some fun hanging out. To those I have meet & you turned out to be disappointing WTF? But hey thats life you live & learn. Yes I can be jealous & very needy but that goes with divorcing an asshole who never told me I was worth anything. I am learning to deal with it as best I can. So if I piss you off or bother you too much just tell me don't just ignore me! Thanks and HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009! GO GATORS! MY Gators are in the BCS Championship game after we KILLED BAMA! I have been talking to some pretty kewl people on here. Have actually

Life
I have been through a lot in my short life. I have been trying to hard to get someone to love me and every time i do I get someone that wants to Beat me or Cheat on me. Frankly I have had it. I am tired of being cheated on.I think i am just going to worry about my children and not worry about men anymore. I spend more on paying for things that get broke and everything else that goes on when i worry about love. I am done with men. I am tired of being told lies and believing lies from a man.

Life
Can I help it that I've grown up, I can't take back mistakes, I know in my heart and see with mine eyes, Time has brought some change, I've changed for the better, Although some may not see it for the blinders on their eyes, They count me for who I was, not who I am, In my past, failed I have, I am but only woman, So out with the old, And in with the new, But unchanged true is my heart, It longs for the same and gives of it's all, For it's love is all I've got. Live not for tomorrow, Live not for what might be, Focus your energy, use all your strength, To achieve happiness today, Know in your heart that now's all you've got, For what is to be tomorrow unsure, Treat others as you want to be treated,, Keep your heart pure, Speak only the truth, Even if in speaking it brings your own death, Rejoice in all good, Clear your mind of bad, Live not for this earth,, Live not in the past. It seems today as the pain wi

Life Part 4
Just wanted to let you know that i have been in and out of court apperiances on my father and he is now after 12 years in prison for what i would call not long enough 15 months. I don;t know what i will do if when he gets out he finds me but i know that wont be hard. His wife moved from here to wichita and i don't blame her i do although blame her for all the crap i went through she was supossed to be there for me like all moms should. Maybe she thought i was not good enough for her to be there for me i do know that i did the right thing getting him out of here and away from my kids.

Life
I'm A Single Father, Not Looking For Anything, Really. Don't Have Much Of A Life Anymore, Just Work & The Baby (Who Just Turned 3 Months.) His Mother Is Mostly Out Of The Picture, As She Keeps Blowing Off Her Visits With Him, & Spends The Rest Of Her Time Hounding Me Into Giving Her An Off-Schedule Visit. Usually When The Weather's Bad. He's Already Gotten A Cold Once, From My Taking Him To Her Like That. I'm Not Chancing It Again. I'm Just Wanting To Meet New People & Talk To Those Out There Willing To Be Friendly. Don't Get Out Much Anymore Because My Little Issac Comes First.

Life
life can throw u alot of stuff good and bad and i have had them both this year the best part was marrying my best friend and lover he has been there for me thru alot and now we can do it togather i love this man with all my heart and nothing will ever make me lose him i sometimes wish i hadnt waited so long and that we had met before we married our 1st time but i have him now and i wont lose him

Life And Fun
Hello i am writing another blog for my pleasure cause most people dont read blogs but i dont care I am finally getting a night out tomorrow and i am so excited. My mom in law is keeping the kid over night and me and the hubby are going out. We are going to dinner and then probably to the funny bone and then to adobe gilas for some fun. What is great is we wont have to worry bout what time to get in cause we wont have a kid to take care of that night. It has been awhile since me and hubby have had a date and we really need it. I hope that it is all that i am hoping it will be. After 13 years of being together he has a habit of making my heart melt, unless he is pissing me off lol. I love him with all my heart and there are times when i fall in love with him over and over again. I cant imagine life without my two favorite people, my daughter and my husband. Being a mom has changed me a great deal. I never knew i could possibly love someone so much. She has made me such a better perso

Lifeis An Isnt About
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have, Or what kind of car you drive. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have, Or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown, Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at 'your' sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will 'accept the written you.' Life just is

Life
i see how people are day and the future tell why donot understand or they donot want too maybe they need to walk in their shoe tell why poor, middle, and rich we bleed the same blood and color is red tell why we live paid check to check one day at time tell why

Life
The air rushes past my body as I plummet towards the icy water I so love. As I’m in the air I think about my first jump and I... my thoughts are shattered as I plunge into the icy water once again. Such is life; I’ve come to enjoy the freedom of “flying” from the cliff into the icy water. Sure it’s a rush leaving what I know as “stable” ground and leaping off into the air to be greeted by icy water but its being “weightless” for those few seconds that I truly love. Freedom from the stability, a view you can’t get anywhere else and nothing can touch you, if nothing more then a few seconds. I try to live my life according to this everyday that I can. Life is short, its what you make of it and if one tries hard enough anything can be done.

Life And Friends
well i just had a few word to say bout fubar friends and life. fubar is 1 of the best online places to meet new friends and friendare a very important piece of my life so my heart goes to all my friends that i know now and to the 1's that i will meet jus wanted to sya that i love ya guys and hope you holidays are as joyful as mine will be. this x-mas i get to spend in michigan with my kids that i haven't seen in almost 2 yrs and if i could go back in time i would try to make their life twice as good as it is now but i'm not a miracle worker. their mom and i tried and tried we sacraficed our happiness for there's and i would still do it if that what it would take to make them happy. jus ramblin on n on well thats all i have to say for now ...... To MY LIL Ladies court kayla and lala DADDIES COMMING HOME FOR CHRISTMAS AND I MISS YOU GIRLS SOOO MUCH DADDY LOVESSSSSS YOU

Life
i feel so unimportant to some like it is i am here to please others. others feelings are supposed to be important but mine arent. in life we are always taken for granted but we arent to take others for granted. my thoughts mean nothing to people and what i say doesnt matter. oh well such is life nothing changes nothing stays the same. if wondering is this about somebody, no one in particular yet everyone in particular. if i cant do something for someone they get angry at me yet my life is busy. i am a mom, i cant help that. no one will understand my blog yet i do. will i explain it no i wont. for the most part i dont mind these feelings but today they are overwhelming. do i want pity no i dont i dont need pity or anything just wanted to get thoughts out on paper. I swear to fucking god i hate my mom. I do everything i can for her and she does nothing but bitch. I am taking her to the doctor tomorrow but i cant do anything today so she says if i dont step up for her tomorrow then she n

Life... Is Hard.
So the last couple months have been really hard on me. First I had to get an emergency root canal. That cost $600. Then I got laid off from my job because they didn't have the budget to keep me on. Then I got a job stocking over nights. While working there I sprained my knee. The Friday following that I was in a car accident where I received blunt force trauma to my chest and strained my back and neck. This past Thursday my beloved cat Jade died. The vet thinks it was her liver. I am so tired of the bad stuff. I am behind on all of my bills and I'm at my wit's end.

Life Sux And Then...
Ok so here is the deal...I was given 10 days notice to move.Seems my lease will not be renewed due to the owner wanting to move family into the house...I have looked at so many houses/apartments/condos/townhouses that my head is spinning...avg price here for 3/2 home is $1600 a month and most if not all want the same as a deposit and last months rent AND $250-300 as a pet deposit for my cat. So i am looking at like $5 fucking grand to move in...I'm fucking pissed 2 weeks before Christmas an not having the coin to move!I hate my life. Well if you read my last blah-g you know I was pissed about moving...well I signed the lease on a new place and the owner let me in with 1/2 the $$$ everyone else was asking...as it turns out he owns a ton of rental property...I told him I was handy and would be willing to take money off the rent to help maintain his properties. That sealed the deal...I WILL NOT BE HOMELESS FOR CHRISTMAS! Big smile...

Life Could Possibly Be Nsfw
As We Sit here And think of the Crap That i get On a daily Basis Is Leading Me To belive That If i can Make it i Can Do Anything. If i have the Support of everything and everyone i can Make it and do Anything.

Life Or Something Like It
I wake in the morn thinking of you. I spend my waking hours Wishing I could say, One simple phrase to you So I could make my day complete. Cause when i sleep at night, I dream of you. In daylight I say not a word, But when I'm alone in the dark, I scream out your name As if you could hear me far away. In the winter, I wish you were there To make me forget about the unbearable cold, And I wish you were there in the rain To share my fun and joy. I wish I didn't scream out your name, But whisper it in your ear. But you'll never know That when I wake in the morn, I think of you. A gentle touch from the one you love like a gift from the stars above can kindle a flame so deep inside even your heart cannot hide Hide from the beauty within you that lies. Hidden in sorrow. hatred the diguise. So rare a beauty So pure a heart that it broke when we last did part. I'll take my blows and one for you Remembering all that I've been through Donning facades as I turn away

Life
Well here is my story my life. I was a wild teenager unlike most. I ran away did drugs partied and never got caught, until one time. Well I guess it was worth it but I did stuff way to young. That was all before I was 17. When I was about 18 I found out I was pregnant with my first child. The father was my high school sweet heart and we were together for a few years. We got married and then just a little over a year we were divorced. He sis stuff that wasn't rite. Then I eventually met a man who I thought was great, a God even . He treated my son like crap and me too after we were married for 5 years I found out he was cheating on me and that ended that. I learned to settle down a lot and now I live in Ohio and love it. I am with a guy who I have known for years as a friend we have a son and he is now 8 months old. There have been a lot of hard ships. My son was born 3 months premature and has a lung disease from being on a ventilator so long about 2 weeks. He was premat

Life Changes
Here I sit this morning with only 10 days to go before I take this leap off into the unknown. I have never made a decision quite so quickly before in my life. Truth be told I am scared to death. When giving birth you have 9 months to prepare yourself. When you get married you have the engagement period to prepare yourself. I made this decision on a whim and now I am just plain terrified. What if I get to where I am going and hate it. What if I just put a monkey wrench in all the goals and dreams I had set for myself? These are all things I think of. I have been so wrapped up in school and preparations for my move that I am finally starting to slow down and think. I know at this time it is the best decision for me. But I am not the type of person who worries about me. I worry about everyone else involved. Everyone else and their happiness comes before mine. Its the way I live my life. Anyway, I guess I'm just venting. Deep Down I know it will all work out.

Life Of Freyja
I'll be on very little until Wednesday 01-21-09. Its girl scout cookie sales time and additionally, i have influenza currently at my home and a stomach virus. Family of five so its a disinfecting nightmare. Luckily i had the flu shot and i hope will not get the bug. Anyway I will be busy to say the least. Kisses and loves to all. Now at work trying to catch up coz i was late today. always yours Freyja! I'll be gone starting this afternoon until Monday 12-22-08, due to the holidays I will miss you all so much! Leave me love and surprises while I'm away because I will be thinking about you Love always Your Freyja! I'll be busy the next few days We lost my Grandma on Tuesday January 27, 2009,I saw her on Sunday she was at the store we were selling girl scout cookies i had hugged and kissed her that day she was well and smiling as usual. She had just moved into a rockin retirement center. She turned 89 in December and was getting somewhat depressed hanging around he

Life
You know I have seen a lot of racial tension lately, whether here or in real life and it really pisses me off. Yes this 2009 and i really thought we have surpassed all of that nonsense long ago. Look at us now. Did we ever think we would ever get a black president? No i didnt and when we did i was like WOW we have really grown but yet all i have seen is negativity. It is like we expect him to perform miracles. We didnt get this way overnight so give it time. Dont criticize him for every small thing he does it is his right. If this was any other president he wouldnt be given a second thought but because

Life
There are a million facial expressions each with its own meaning the teary eyed of ashamed confessions which can cut the deepest the sadistic grin can give you the shivers it can expose what's really within the frown of a beautiful face it can bring tears to my eyes but there is one I cannot place love, there is no expression just a feeling of being complete It's the only true cure for depression but the best expression is a passionate kiss it can take away all your pain and leave you in heavenly bliss

The Life Of Me
I didn't know! You didn't know! How could we know? Did you know that DUE TO THE TROOPS: 47 countries have now reestablished their embassies in Iraq ? Did you know that the Iraqi government currently employs 1.2 million Iraqi people? Did you know that 3100 schools have been renovated, 364 schools are under rehabilitation, 263 new schools are now under construction, and 38 new schools have been completed in Iraq ? Did you know that Iraq 's higher education structure now consists of 20 Universities, 46 Institutes or Colleges, and 4 research centers, all currently operating? Did you know - that Iraqi women are now allowed to attend schools? Did you know that 25 Iraqi students departed for the United States in January 2005, for the re-established Fulbright program? Did you know that the Iraqi Navy is now operational? That they have five (5) - 100-foot patrol craft, 34 smaller vessels, and a naval infantry regiment. Did you know that I

Life Today
Okay, so I was checking on my friend after the holidays and trying to find out if her son made it back from his stay with his dad. He is 2 1/2 too. Well, when I talked to her she told me that her son was sick and was running over a 103 degree temp when she got him back. I guess, apparently, her ex fiance did not have any heat at his place and no food in the house for the ten days that he had his son. I told her that she should have filed a CPS report against him but it would do no good as he lives out of state. Basically, she had to take her son straight to the emergency room because he had the first stages of pnemonia and was very very sick. Luckily, she knows that she will not allow for her son to ever go back to his father again and that he will get only supervised visitations. I am still wondering today that since her ex allowed this to happen she should have called someone about her ex, though. Her ex is finally back at his home and now my friend is caring for a very sick child...

Life
how easy is it to put up a wall around your hart.... ever think about that? and then one day u meet someone and u start talking then dating and the next thing you know the wall you put up gets in the way. and you dont know how to take it down. you would rather feel safe then happy or get hurt again. well if you know how to take a wall down around a heart let me know. because thats my life.

Life
My Life is a good one I guess I have a son who calls me his mom. I am But I want something more in my life I want a REAL MAN to love me for me and not for what I can offer. If you read this message me. Love, Angel!

Life
I never realized how precious life is until this morning. Now mind you, I have encountered a near death experience before back in 2004 after having my youngest son and 3 weeks later was hours away from death when I was rushed to the hospital with a blood clot in my lung. Thankfully God spared me that time and I cherish my children more because of that experience. But nothing could have prepared me for this morning. It's December and of course weather is nasty here in NY. I had a doctors appt at 8am this morning and the drive normally takes me an hour. After seeing we were having freezing rain over night I decided to leave an hour earlier to make sure I arrived safely. I was fine after getting my early morning cup of coffee. I'm driving on the highway going with traffic at about 55 MPH. The roads were slick in some areas and slushy all over so I'm driving with precautions. I was on a 3 lane highway. I was in the far left lane and an 18 wheeler was in the far right lane. Out of nowhere,

Life Goes On....
"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius, and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely BORING.' I don't care if you lick windows,take the special bus or occasionally Pee on yourself...You hang in there Sunshine, you're FRIGGIN SPECIAL. As we grow up we learn that even the people that wasn't supposed to let you down probably will.You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too,so remember how it felt when yours was broken.You'll fight with your best friend.You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.You'll cry because time is passing to fast.You'll eventually lose someone you love.So take too many pictures , laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, Because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of HAPPINESS you never get back.Don't be afraid that your life will end,be afraid that it will never BEGIN...

Life's Dilema's
Okay I know it's Murphy's Law. But, have you ever had anything that could go wrong to you go wrong. Like having 4 family memebers pass away, getting injured at work, losing your job (so they don't have to pay you for the injury), having to fix your house, having your child end up in and out of hospitals, having that stress keep pilling up on you, not really having many friends, and it seems like th ones that you do have you cn't keep, or getting new friends and scaring them away when they relize how messed up your life can be. It seems like everytime you get over one hump. (like having someone close to you in and out of the hospital and some people telling you that with there condition most people dont last more than 10 years some times only 5.) Something else messes up. And when you get through all of this stuff things will start to go really god for you for a while then wham here comes another tidlewave of stuff to deal with. It's just amazing what we as humans can put up with. Yes s

Life.......
So yea....way too much goin on in my head tonight so thought id blog it....went out last night with nicole, ended up hangin with the guys which i hadnt done in awhile...i missed it! Had a blast! I definatley needed that since id been so down and bored and stuck at home! So saw a guy that i like and its got me thinking. See heres the thing....we had a lil fling goin on awhile back...and well not intentionally i broke his heart :( But i believe he is still into me which is good but he is also my ex boyfriends best friend. Makes things a tad difficult. He is a really great guy and i know he would treat me great and thats what i deserve!!!! He has been a great friend lookin out for me too. I just dont know whether to pursue something again or not. Id definatley like to hang out some more and see how things go...so i guess thats what ive come too cause thinking beyond that things get all cloudy lol anywho im freezing and im hungry so im out...... Place an X by all the things you've done a

Life
So here I am writing my first blog on fubar which i do have several on blogger and myspace. Here I am going to school full time and working to full time job but I still can't please anyone. People still want more from me. I am trying to better myself but i just seem to keep falling farther behind and can't get ahead. Where is the limit when people can finally say he has done enough and he can't do no more so lets give him a break. I have sadly come to realize that in the economy that we are in nothing you do will ever be enough people will always expect more. So for me I guess I am stuck in this prison and can't get out though I hope that when I finally graduate ( fall of 2010) I will be able to finally break free.

Life
Sometimes life can be so stressful, so confusing. Ugh, where to start? Seems like you can never say enough. Almost like you can never get through to anyone...no matter how hard you try. Some days things are Great and others its just another non-stop confusing circle. Ever get tired of showing you care? Especially when it seems to get you nowhere?? Some days I feel like giving up, like all the worrying and trying I do just really isn't worth it. Too often I feel like I'm being taken for granted, like my kindness is my weakness. Maybe I should just say fuck it all and be done, but there is always something that pulls me back. why? I don't know and still haven't quite figured out how to stop it...... ugh

Life In Thought (theories)
ok everyone knows it's an on going battle, but think about it, if the egg came first then how'd it get there, what fertilized it, what incubated it, and what fed the baby chick when it hatched cuz we all know a chick cannot feed itself As I see it, there are always two sides to everything, what if it was just one big whole? Recently I have made a realization. There are two societies in the world (in general). Personal Society This consists of friends, family, and associates. The associates don't really have much of an impact on your life as they do not really care, they are just there. Friends are people whom you can count on to a point, they all have their weaknesses and strengths, pros and cons. Then you have your family, who will always be there for you when you need it even if you don't want it. They will not judge you for anything at any time. Family is by default blood, however, as you grow older you gain family by growing close relations with others. having sai

Life, As A Bitch
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes

Life
I currently am living in a house with my family that we share with my Step-mother In-law and my Mental Sister In-law. They both think that the world revolves around them and that they do no wrong. The Step-mother In-law has no knowledge of how to properly budget her money and spends money in away to were the bills for the house are months behind and she blames everyone else for her not having the bills payed. Same with my Sister In-law she gets a monthly check and just about always has her bank account over drawn. Mean while my family live in the basement and I pay my bills and the the electric bill for the whole house as well as do repairs to the house and the vehicles that are not in my name. While my truck sits and I can't come up with the money to get my transmission fixed. Just can't wait for me to be able to file for my taxes and get my refund cause that will get my truck fixed and solve the living situation.

Life Is A Theater ...
Life is a theater - invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is spiritually healthy and mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you LET GO, or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have DRAMA or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? When you seek growth, peace of mind, love and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the FRONT ROW and who should be

Life As A Diver
I pack up my bags and grab my hat, These are the tools I use for a job I am good at. Its 2 am and on my way to the shop Man oh man I never saw that cop I talk my way out of that I'm proud Now I'm late but so is the rest of the crowd We jump in a van head to the dock Only making a few piss stops. on a boat don't remember the name We find out this ride is quit lame. We get to the rig from which we will stay Man I wish we could just end this day. So we finish the paper work and JSA's Now why won't they let me hit the hay . Finally a break, while the tenders are on deck, They call me out but this place is a wreck. SO back to my rack I retire, Please don't wake me for atleast 4 hours Ok Ok they wake me up Time to go out and do my stuff I get dressed in all my gear Step to the side of the boat in the water I pear One big jump I leap right in Down to the depths end I am amazed at all the glows, As I pass these

Life Of A Vw-harley Davidson Trike
Hello, This is my FIRST BLOG. For those who have taken the time out of their very busy day to read my thoughts about My Trike, I thank you. In the 1990’s I knew NOTHING L about “Trikes”. I came back to California in October 1998. I was introduced to a very strange Sub-Culture just by happenstance . I felt like Alice tumbling through the rabbit hole. There are so many different ways to fabricate a trike. Let your imaganation be your guide The only limit is the MONEY. Very powerful limit, MONEY. I began gathering other peoples JUNK in 1999. Between then and now I have assisted in building 4 trikes and this last one I did 90% of all the welding, cutting, bending, and paint. I was quite proud of this one. I bought a NEW 1995 Harley Davidson Heritage, Springer front fork‘.. I got a solid, 21“, highly polished aluminum, “Centerline “ front rim and a pair of 17” x 10” Crieger SS chrome rims on the rear. I had just installed a newly rebuilt 177

Lifes Highway
you continue to make the same mistakes! We all know the cliche learn from our mistakes. I have learned over and over, and Im sure I will keep learning. The thing is do we continue this manotony because we are literally idiots, or can it be the dying romantic that suffers here?

Life
does God have somethingagainst me. i try to do everything right and he keeps throwin more and more at me. see its not like im already in pain enough then he has to take another from me. he took two of my children and now a close one. and what hurts the most is that i never got the chance to aplogize to this person. i wisht death apon this person months ago of a major heart atytack. and what the fuck happens early this mornig she dies of an major heart attack. now that is something that i live with on my chest for the rest of my natural life. i really think that God hates me cause if he didn't he wouldn'tkeep putting me in these situations. could somebody tell me why he does this shit to me. i lost two kids in a 6 month period. thats fucken pqinful and both kids i accepted. they never made it to see one day. some lady just happened to run in the back the fuckin truck. she came close to gettin her head blown off. but i guess what she did was not intended on happening. now i have another

Life Is A Long Lesson
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really are strong, And you really do have worth.

Life As You Semi Know It
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it,but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE think s about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8.. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received.. Forget about the rude remarks. *Good friends are like stars.....You don't always see them,But you know they are always there. *Whenever Go

Life
I guess I really should start take the depression meds that have been prescribed for me on a regular basis. But for some reason, when I don't feel that they are working like they should, I stop taking them. And then that gets me to thinking. Thinking about the way my life is, and how it got this way. I am surrounded by people that love me, I know this. But there are times when I become angry, not jealous that these people for whatever reason find others in my life more interesting than me. I can't explain this only to say what I have just said. Because of my feelings, and not wanting to hurt anymore, this Friday, when it comes to going out, I don't think I'm going to go. I'm not going to prove a point, but because my kids will be here and my roommate's children will be here as well. My roommate has to work, so I figure I will let the other roommate go and have some fun. It's the least I can do. I guess I am just to the point that I am not satisfied with anything

Life Of Me
Ok, for anyone who knows me knows that life is tough for me. What you don't know is that I always seem to mess up. Who doesn't right? Well, I know that I have messed up a lot lately. Particularly, in doing things that I really should not do because I know better. I always keep telling myself that it is ok because it is the right choice at the moment although I know that I should think more about whether it is going to be the right choice in the future. Right? Anywho, people should know that I love my kids to death. What I can't get over is the fact that the good lord apparently thought that I was able to deal with things that he would throw my way with dealing with them. Sometimes I question whether he/she could be wrong. Actually most of the time I am sure that he is wrong. I mean who thought that a 27 year old would have to deal with a 7 year old child that has ADHD with medications that doesnt work, who also has a blood disorder that requires so much of the whole family. Doctor appo

Life
Sometimes life can become so hectic that when it finally slows down, We look around and realize that we don't recognize our surroundings, and we wonder “ How did I get here?”. You suddenly realize, You don't know your friends ,much less that they are even the same friends you acquired along the crazy trip to nowhere. You look inside and realize that you are not the same person that started trip. You realize that you don't know yourself. And you become afraid. Your wants are the same. But your needs have changed. Sometimes you drag other people along just to find that they themselves might secretly resent you for it. You work so hard to find something anything to hold on to. Only to see that there is nothing. Because all at once you know that you are just plain and utterly alone. Smells, don't smell the same. Things don't taste the same, friendships don't feel the same. And most of all love doesn't seem to be around you. And even if it was, the question remains “

Life
i just writing to get stuff off my mind , i have alot of stress in my life right now, i some times dont know if i can keep on going, but i know i have to. i dont talk to anyone, i hold everything that happens inside and i know one day its going to be bad thing for everyone, cause i will just blow up and well thats a bad thing. but i dont know if i can go on after all thats going on is over if it turns out for the worst, it will kill me to much and so i and hoping that it will turn out great, i guess i will have to wait and see. all i know life can suck so much. and thank god for having family, that is helping me......

Life And Times Of A Doofus
so yeah...kinda wish i'd gotten paid today but i didn't!! whatcha gonna do? ha ha on a side note, my little brother (who is the upholder of our family's legacy) found out he cannot wrestle his district tournament due to a stupid technicality. tell me, if you were a senior and this was the biggest match of the year, would you not be upset? this is all due to a district ruling because he failed an elective that he opted to take but does not need to graduate. i get it, he failed. but i can't help but feel a bit upset over it. *sigh* on yet another side note, i am really looking forward to the weekend. also, i finished reading hana yori dango in its entirety in two days (that's 242 chapters for those of you who wanna know!) and it was an amazing ride. i'm sad it's over and i ain't gonna lie: i felt a little dissatisfied cause there wasn't any sex in it but i googled a fanfic and BAM! i got my fix. :) check ya later! i'm curious as to what i can do and who i can meet

Life Sucks
Wow 2008 has been a bad year for me. I sure hope 2009 goes better. My son has had Crohns disease really bad the entire year of 08' since then he had surgery. He is gaining weight again which is great. He was down to 110lbs. at one time and for a 6' tall kid thats not good. He now weighs about 155lbs. I have also had marriage problems...I think my asshole of a husband is cheating on me... So just trying to get thru that mess. I'm also looking for a job...I know a lot of people are. I'm really trying to get thru a lot right now so please 4give me friends for not keeping in touch. Alcohol really seems to help...LOL! I hope everyone else on here are doing much better than me...Please leave comments and if you do...anything that makes me laugh would really be great!!!! Take care to all my friends!!!! ~Tracy~

Life
We are lovers true and through and though We made it through the storm I really want you to realize I really want to put you on Ive been searchin for someone To satisfy my every need Wont you be my inspiration Be the real love that I need Real love Im searchin for a real love Someone to set my heart free Real love Im searchin for a real love Oooh, when I met you I just knew That you would take my heart and run Until you told me how you felt for me You said Im not the one So I slowly came to see All of the things that you were made of And now I hope my dreams and inspirations Lead me to want some real love I got to have a real love Loves so true and oh baby I thought your love was true I thought you were the answer to The questions in my mind But it seems that I was wrong If I stay strong maybe Ill find my real love So I try my best and pray to god Hell send me someone real To caress me and to guide me twards A love my heart can feel No

Life Is Crazy
OK it has been a while since I blogged but things have been crazy here. We found out last fall that Soldier Boy will be deploying this summer. I adopted my 2 grand daughters so they are now our daughters. I finished my theology courses and now I have my doctorate degree. I am taking certification classes to be an Interior Designer and also taking Art classes. I do not have alot of time to get on the computer anymore with all the work I have to get done. I am currently actively looking for an associate pastors job with in the area. Tamyra is going to be 5 in a week and then it will be time to start school for her. We just had a new grandson this week and he is doing well. I will try to do better and blog more but thanks to all my friends who have been there for me in spirit. I am sorry I have not been on here for awhile but studying for my doctorate was a terrible load on my brain. I will be here more often. LOVE YA ALL

Life's Story
Well I dotn know much about this site and thats fine with me I guess. It is nice not know anyone and have a place to vent a new start. I have reached an impass in my life. I have ran into a wall of uncertanties. I have spent so much time running from my pain that now I have no where to run. To many one night stands and empty feelings haunt me now. I'm a guy I guess I shouldnt care, but I do. I have a son who I love with all my life and his mother we been broken up. She is on and off hot cold. Me I am lost and nt sure what I want I grwe up with out a father, so I want me and my son to be a familly with his mother. Though I realize she wont change she thinks only of her self I need more. So its hard when we see each other she says she wants us to be again but I dont think I can really. the scars runs deep, no I havent been perfect but who is. Still I need love. This empty life I have been living has left me void of all hapiness. Yeah it strange to just put this blog up here seeing I dont

Life & Times Of The Juggalette
i've heard that over the course of our lives, we're going to meet ppl that change not only our character, but also the way we view the world and our role in it. it's funny how much shit can happen in two years. funny too how sum days it can feel like it just happened yesterday and others it feels like it happened a lifetime ago. two years ago, this coming march, i lost two of the most important ppl in my life. my rich and my bestie joey. thankfully i got my bestie back. but my rich...no matter how much i wish otherwise, i'll never get him back. he was the strongest, kindest and most loyal person ive ever met and i loved him completely. he was the kind of person that everyone was just drawn to. he had charisma, a crazy sense of humor and a mouth that, more often than not, got him into trouble. my rich loved to work on cars and race them. that was his passion. he use to joke that if he could get the same pleasure from his car that he did from a woman, he'd be single for the r

Life
while life goes round, I stand still, afraid to of being wrong, so alone I sit and wait writing lyrics to this song. The day is dark the night does fall, and singing is my light, so sing with me and dance away the darkness of the night. Now mornings come the light is here and with me do you lay, in my arms your fears do drift so very far away . Awake for the first time my eyes do see. What this life has given to me . Standing by the road a bag at my side. Beaten and alone but knowing i tried. Not afraid or even in a state of confusion. I wait for another day filled with illussion. No tears do i shed or sweat do I break. For in my mind this is my own mistake. Travel I will with no where to go. Not in a hurry so taking it slow. My mind does remember the boy I once saw. With out a clue that life has a flaw. So onward I go across this great land. With only a bag in my hand.

Life As Seen By Lilo
Written Sunday, February 15, 2009 There are so many layers to every person. The depth of a human being is immeasurable and the length to which this affects the world around us is exceedingly important. Good and evil, confusing and straight forward; “to every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.” Life itself is complex. Grouping people into a single category is for the feeble minded. To die abruptly is sad but to die with unlived life in your veins is much worse. Tears they fall at the conclusion of life, a mysterious cycle of emotion that never quite ends. ©LittleO™ Written Sunday, February 15, 2009 Civilization by definition is said to be an advanced state of human society. Imagine the puzzlement I possess pertaining to its description. It’s as if the writer had never experienced “civilized” living. People surround you with their opinions hoping that their judgments will have the power to persuade you from being yourself. Society has become so “advan

Life
On February 22nd 2008 (my 23rd birthday)... I was on vacation visiting my love and my wheelchair tipped over a step. Due to my fragile bone disorder, the impact broke my legs and injured my spine. Because the hospital was unfamiliar with my condition, the doctors gave me some heavy pain narcotics that my body could not handle. The drugs put me in a state where my lungs almost stopped working and I was experiencing respiratory acidosis. That means that my lungs were not getting rid of the carbon dioxide. I had to be intubated and put on a ventilator and eventually the doctors had to perform a tracheotomy. I was in the hospital a little over 3 weeks and had the trach almost a month. I almost died and the doctors said I would have to live with the trach in the rest of my life. THEN Today almost a year later, I am trach free and feel honored and blessed to be alive. That was a scary, scary time for me and I thank my family, friends and girl friend for

Life's To Short
I STOLE THIS FROM J~BREEZY WHO STOLE IT FROM HAZEL WHO STOLE IT FROM TEMPTRESS WHO STOLE IT FROM WV REBEL. AND NO MATTER WHERE YOU "WORK" I HOPE YOU READ, PAY ATTENTION, AND ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID. There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, the

Life
ya know I am male so if you have NSFW I am gonna look... but I will admit... 1/2 the reason I look is to what kind of STUPID ass comments that guys make.. I mean ... cmonnnnnnnnnnnn ... do you really think a comment like " I wanna fuck that ass " is gonna impress a girl ? ....rofl...

Life
will i think i understand y girls go 2 girls now days, cause men they make up every excuse y they can't give u some. plus there is a big age difference between me and my fiance. a 18 yr age difference. but im young and like sex and he should realize that when he got with a 26 yr old. i might just try the same sex 4 once cause men just ain't doin it. who knows might just b talkin out my ass. i luv my fiance but he has got 2 get with the program.

Life
Remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground, The worst thing you could get from boys was cooties, Your worst enemies were your siblings, Mom was the prettiest girl you knew, Dad was the coolest guy ever, Race issues were who ran the fastest, War was a card game, Wearing a skirt meant you were a princess not a sluut, The only thing that hurt were skinned knees and paper cuts, And the only things that could get broken were your toys, Life was simple and carefree but, All we wanted to do was grow up.

Life
Long Story Short You meet a dude you like the dude you hook up with the dude you give him your heart then bam..he gives you some story about someone he met on some stupid ass site called My Yearbook. He considered this person his gf at one time, knew her a year...before hooking up with me told me he had no contact with her then bam..i get some ass story that she is hurt due to a car bombing...she lives in Canada...and when they found her she had his picture in her pocket and he is the only one she remembers. Meanwhile he never met her before, and claimed that her best friend contacted him and he feels he cannot be with me because he thinks now he still loves her and he is the only one who can help her.Meanwhile he has no contact number for hospital or Canadian Embassy (odd huh? considering they feel he is the only one who can help her)

Life
I have seen and lived enough pain in my life to kill most people... I wake up everyday not knowing how I will make it thru.. I thank GOD and all my TRUE FRIENDS that stand beside me and help me walk this hard road. WITHOUT YOU AND GOD I WOULD NOT MAKE IT!!!!!!

Life
this pain I have you can not see this pain i have is deep in me what lies on the surface is all you see why do I let you in just to hurt me you say you love me but this I don't see I know you are you and I am me but together we could be sometimes we don't always see what we need but I love you and you love me you need to open to me and i will show you what I can be I'm sorry i'm depressed this you see all i ask is common courtesy you are truely worth it to me love me or leave me the choice is yours but forever in my heart you will be baby I love you and I hope you love me so just when you think you figure it out you have to start over. Nothing like life its kind of like my music"constently starting over" but anyway can somone tell me wny females have to be so heartless. I'm tired of being treated like a steping stone or door matt. Sometimes I feel like I'm just another drink or a way into the club or bar or whatever.Well that gets old after a while. Why can't someone

Life ... =)
Well I may not be around much within the next few days since my cousin passed away on wednesday morning. It bothers me that my daughter & i just had breakfast on monday morning ... he came around on tuesday and next thing i know i get "the call" letting me know that he was found deceased in the morning ... wow what a bomb ... so needless to say this is gonna suck because i have family coming from everywhere, so California & all and they are in for a major let down since i live in a little itty bitty place in Oklahoma. But regardless ... the next few days are gonna be stressfull. =( Last night i realized my children are growing up ... what a hard lesson. My daughter's are both 18 (mixed family ... lol) and one just had a baby 2 months prior ... they now want to move! WOW!! I think i wen from feeling hurt, to scared, to anxious ... i probably can name more emotions ... just plain OVERWHELMED!!! It didn't seem to hurt so much when it was my boys ... (dunno why) but my girls ... it just

Life, Friends, And Enemies.
MY FRIEND THAT HAS CANCER.. HE JUST FOUND OUT THAT ITS NOT IN HIS STOMACH AND HES NOT TERMINAL AND THEY CAN REMOVE IT!! THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just recently found out that a friend of mine has cancer. I will not say his name because he is here on fubar. He is an ex of mine, but also a really good friend. It's stage 3 right now and the doctors don't know if they will be able to remove it or not yet. He's scared.. as we all would be... and so am I. I feel a little selfish because I don't want him to die... I wouldn't know what to do with myself.. I would go clinically insane. It's tearing me apart inside and out.. and I know it's breaking him down too. He's in his late 20's, but sounds like an 80 year old man because it's effecting him that bad. He has a 5 year old son also.. I'm not sure if he knows or not. I'm sure he can tell something is wrong with his daddy. He is the best father I have seen.. he tries to be. He doesn't deserve this.. out

Life
It takes only one drink to get me drunk. The trouble is, I can't remember if it's the thirteenth or the fourteenth." "Happiness? A good cigar, a good meal, a good cigar and a good woman - or a bad woman; it depends on how much happiness you can handle." "Relationships are all about honesty. If you can fake that, you've got it made." "Whiskey is by far the most popular of all remedies that won't cure a cold." "Ninety percent I'll spend on good times, women and Irish Whiskey. The other ten percent I'll probably waste." If you think you know the secret of life stop and ask your bartender how many drinks you have had before you share it. Why is it the more people drink the smarter they think they are? boozes are like women get a little and you want more get a lot you get a head ache.

Life Has A Way Of Taking Over
Recently i have went through many changes...deep emotional pain and health scares to start...and then life awakenings which have brought me joy, smiles and a new outlook on life and new discoveries about myself. Needless to say...with all this taking place...it has left me very little time for the internet. I have enjoyed Fubar very much...i have met some very special, wonderful people on here that have enriched my life through their words of wisdom and encouragement. I'm not deleting Fubar...I will be checking in when i can. I just won't have the time to devote to it like i used to so I apologize in advance if i don't rate and re-rate as diligently as i have in the past. Thank you family, friends and fans for making Fubar such a fun ride.

Life
So, I went and saw a different doctor yesterday, and feeling MUCH better about this one. After twenty minutes of questions and actually listening to everything I had to say she wrote me a prescription for a migraine blocker and a some darvocet to get me by until the blocker's had a chance to build up in my bloodstream, and she wants me to come back in today for some bloodwork to try and suss out why my blood sugar keeps crashing. Yay! Only weird thing is, I started the migraine blocker last night and now I can't taste anything. I'm sipping a latte right now and I'm telling ya, I can feel the warmth from the drink and the texture of the froth on my tongue, but I can't taste it. It's probably temporary though, so not freaking out unless it lasts more than a few days. :P Peace, love, and automobiles, Vanashe the Tasteless When will this end? Every day I go through the motions, an actor in someone else's life. Then I stop off the stage and my entire world falls apart. I stumble, I fall,

Life
There is something I don't understand. Why do men lie? I mean honestly...Is so hard to tell the truth that they feel like they have to hide it away and make up an excuse? Can they not just come right out and say things? Do they not realize it hurts more finding out the truth from someone else rather then from them? Or are they just so stupid that they think they wont be caught? Most of you know that I have been in love with the same person for 6 years or more now. Yes, I have been with others in that time. Yes, I was nearly engaged...Unless you count one day as an engagement. And yes, I have told others I love them. BUT...I was never in love with them. I've tried my best to look the other way and let things. I've done my best not to let what he does with others bother me. But, I can't let this last indiscretion go. I can't just turn the other cheek on this one...No it doesn't work that way anymore. I have run out of cheeks to turn and yes I am counting ass cheeks in this one.

Life Sucks At Job Corps
life at job corps suck cuz everthing is limited to u and we cant even any thing we want to do and if ur 21 u cant drink in ur own roomand thats bullshit plus they say that gonna give u 900 dallors but no they r only gonna give u maybe 489 dallors if u can find a job in time befor u live

Life!!
In times of sadness,sorrow or pain, remember to lose,you also must gain. If only to learn or mayby to grow, slowly but surely,the reasons will show. So use these setbacks as directional guide, for the river of life is rapid and wide. Take each little obsticle that may come your way as a lesson you've learned and may need the next day!!!

Life Is As Hard As U Make It!
Sometimes, especially in the recent past, I have let other peoples actions effect my own personal well being/happiness. What I am starting to realize is that it isn't them who is doing it to me, but me allowing it to happen. For the most part, my life is going reletively well, I have a nice home, a beautiful and intelligent daughter, and most recently, a man that I have come to care about. I think the hardest part of my life is learning how to deal with a relationship after having spent the last 7 years single. My insecurities always seem to get the best of me. I think the biggest thing I can do is learn to CALM down. I have lived my life on my own for many years and can continue to do so if I so choose. I am not sure why I am blogging about this tonight. I guess, I just wanted to put into words my current thoughts. Life is pretty good, I am looking forward to a lot of things, and dreading a few others. But all in all, I am way ahead of the game from where I was even 10 years ago! Than

The Life Of A Juggalo
here the the 7 baby names that i like... let me know witch one yall like. jamie madrox michael monoxide toshiro michael pandora michelle kassandra nicole rayne destini faith jessika nicole marie people are so untrust worthy....i dont know if i want to keep being as trusting as i am. even when people screw me over i still trust them and they then screw me over again. im tred of being nice to people who dont deserve my kindess. i have been stressed out that i started to rock again. i do it composivly and a lot of the time i dont know that im doing it. patricia fucked alot of people over...in a big way. i dont think that she ever cared about me killing myself. she never cared about david or nicole. she used james for 1,200 and spend it on her self...took money out of my moms purse...she took my brothers xbox 360 and my mamas 4,000 bracelett....i could care less about the skank. she has done nothing but make people misserable. all the skank cares about is sex in a relatonship.

Life As A Truck
getting started with a new company is crapy.stuck in a hotel with a bunch of new just out of school guys that do nothing but bitch and wine.i cant wate to get my truck and get on the road.i am going to buy my first truck.but being stuck in this hotel with all these new guys is almost to much.well wish me luck.i should have my truck on thursday.do my best to update everyone.

Life
I finally know how to say what i feel... Do I care what you think? LOL NO!!!! I dont... Do you care how I feel?? LOL again NO!!! Whats left to be said?? Im not the person you thought I was.. Im sick ... SICK of Being ignored.. Sick of being walked over!!! this goes for every one!!! Dont under estimate me!!! you dont know me and what I am capable of.. Do you throw the word Love around like a toy?? lol Peace betches!!! There are times in our life when we are either a part of, or just witness things that we wish we have never seen or went through! I myself have been there! Ive been abused Mentally, Physically, Verbally and Sexually. Ive been hurt more times then not and at times have wanted to give up! Ive been suicidal thinking theres noway i have anything to live for! there was a time in my life when i would ask GOD "WHY ME." Theres a time when my best friends were the pills that promised to put me to sleep,if i took just the right amount i wouldnt hurt anymore! There are times when i w

Life!!
What is the point sometimes! i have been movin every 6 to 8 months now, for the past 3 years. i meet new people jus friends and some people it felt like a little more. i work my ass off all the time and i am never able to get ahead ever.

The Life And Times Of Ian In Song Lyrics
s experiences and people move in and out of our lives, I reflect that to covet them and ask that they remain and always be there for us is a selfish response - a response that doesn't take into account the wishes of another. In essence, they don’t need you, so why should you need them? Yet the pain of losing someone can cut deep, and the fear of losing someone can lead one to drastic measures in a vain attempt to keep someone that doesn’t desire to be kept. But if we know that we have given of ourselves to the best of our ability - without regrets or hard feelings, than we can move on and keep the good memories while discarding the not-so-good ones. Our bodies are temporary, the actions and works and words that we leave behind will live on even after our bodies turn to bone dust, as our stories are told and retold, and our creations are passed down through generations. It’s common for people to question unconditional love, to advise those who practice it that the

Life
so i thought at time goes by things are supposed to get easier, i guess who ever said that was so so wrng it is just gettin wrse and hrdr to deal with. Day after day i sit and try and figure y i love someone that does not seem to love me back and it hurts. i have never loved and hated someone so much at the same ever in my life. i guess i jus want what i cant have. I wish it was all diffrent and that it will get easy soon. I cant handle bein hurt any more and seem to just keep gettin hurt more and more every day. I really do not kno how much more my body handle if it can handle any at all. Im worn and my body is havin a hrd time adjustin to this along with other things im currently not able to mention. I jus want it all to better bit idk that will eva happen. I think of my life and things that i want to say and can't and jus cry for hrs on end, i cry myself to sleep every nite as i think y me. There are so many thing i want tell him but cant find a way and when i do he seem alwatys idk

Life
So... This week can be either very promising or... full of disappointment Tomorrow I have my GED assesment test... which, for those who don't know, is the first thing they have you take in good 'ol K-port TN It just tests you to see how smart you are and what not if

Life And Love In 09
I have thought about my life lately,thinking of what i want to do with the love i have in my heart I have come to realize that meeting, and falling in love with you is the best thing that has ever happened to me. My love for you is beyond words, beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I am content with our life, what it will hold, the exciting things we have ahead of us, to experience together, as a couple. I am ready for all that our future holds for us, the good and bad, we will get thru it all together. We had withstood the test of time, the test of a long distance relationship, and have suceeded thus far. If we can overcome these tough issues, then any and every thing is possible for us. I am ready to face this future of ours, this wonderful future that we have ahead...together.**I wrote the above on 4-3-09**4-19-09Well since writing this some things have changed, and we are faced with a situation of my creation. I am very regretful for what I did...I am filled with more remors

Life
Ok there is a lot of name changing around here.. I am plain ol TJ same as I am in R/L.. should I adopt a new name?? If so what? come on you brillant fus help me out here!! Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1... I talk before I think! 2... I think mt.dew is a main food group! 3... I yell and cuss @ objects, including my computer... 4... I have terrible roadrage and tend to use my middle finger more often than my brakes.. 5... My first name is Telitha.. which is hebrew for little girl, my fathers joke.. that way I wld always be a lil girl..hahaha 6... I pee in the shower. 7... I am always busy... and never seem to finish anything.. lol 8... I grew up with no bro

The Life I Have Lived....
So I dont know where to start this off at ... but this morning sounds real good. I watched the first most beautiful sunrise of my life n had a reflection on my life. Someone told me a few days ago when I found out who I am, let him know. He cant see this n maybe that will be my blessing ... but I know who I am now. I am NO longer afraid of me,the outside world or the people in it ... I am beautiful,passionate, loving, caring, alive. My heart is pure n truthful. Im gonna dig deeper into my past so those who know why this is being written, might understand what I did n an amazing soul that help me understand "That I am more than good enough for this world to see n know". This I dedicate to ... I am a women who survived the abuse of a man for 12 years. I wish sometimes for his sake I could say it was my fault but I know the difference now in a sick love n actual love. The first time he hit me, I was like wtf did I do. He said his lil ole apology n I forgave him. Then it got worse

Life
In life there are to thing you can count on. Death and Taxs. Why is that? What can you do to change the way our life is?! No one knows and that is good to me. I don't want to know whats going to happen before it does.I really don't think that anyone really does.So thats why life is so hard at time. You cant always know whats happening and is it gets f#$%ed up. Just remember one thing.

Life
You know I don't ask for much in this life. I just wish for my kids to grow up happy and healthy and for a little happiness for myself. Some mornings I wake up and am disappointed I woke up, thinking sweet death would be better then the depressed stupor I walk around in now. I wish for it to all just end, by my own actions or the actions of someone with more knowledge or power then me. I'm drowning in this ocean of saddness with no life boat in sight. Taking my last breath as I slowly sink into the dark abyess finally free from the heartache I cause and suffer from.

Life
Got this emailed to me from an old classmate from Bullitt Central High School. I was in 17 years, and saw alot while i was in and takes alot for me to get emotional. Cut and paste and send this to everyone you can and have the thanks of an old crippled soldier. God Bless and Merry Christmas. A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps

Life Passing Me By
iM HANGING OUT ON FACE BOOK FEEL FREE TO JOIN ME AT http://www.facebook.com/L.L.Biggie?v=feed&story_fbid=215807931559#/L.L.Biggie?ref=profile i'M HOOKED ON THE GAMES THERE Well I turned another day/yr older yesterday and I'm not very happy I want to be a free bird to do as I please like I used to

Life
hey everyone my life as of right now is ok my daughter is 13 months she will be 14 months on the 3rd. The father of my kid and i arent toghter anymore but tryen to start over as friends and all that other shit.

Life
Well a lot has happened in such a short amount of time. I'm no longer with my husband but I am now with a very special man with the same background as me as far as relationships goes. I can honestly say that everything that happened happened for a reason and it just wasn't men to be with Chad. Travis only time will tell.. but so far I like where things are heading and how slow things are going. almost as if everything fits just right like it was meant to be. ATM just waiting for school to start up and get bk in the swing of things.... cant wait to get this two yrs over with and work on the next 4yr degree.... want something work hard for it!!!! She's making the move from pre-school to Kindergarten this year, she graduates on the 12th. I've made her a dress this year, she's going to re-use her regalia from last year with two new designs an eagle and talons

Life Or Something Like It
Okay, its been forever since I was on Fubar. I have 3 kids now. My daughter is 13, my oldest son is 4 and my youngest son is 6 months old. He was born on Halloween. I now work taking care of a paralized guy at night. The great thing about that is that I can take my baby with me. And I get plenty of time to do things like update my fubar! :) Scott and I are still engaged. Hoping to get married soon. Other than that..I am the same.

Lifehouse : If This Is Goodbye
And day lights, craving Sunshine on this frozen heart I am wishing you well Wondering how you are If you and I are going under Maybe we can both recover And find forgiveness for each other Even if this is goodbye And time heals But these scars keep on tearing us apart And sometimes ending is the only place to start If you and I are going under Maybe we can both recover And find forgiveness for each other Even if this is goodbye If you and I are going under Maybe we can both recover And find forgiveness for each other Even if If what we had is really over If fate is out there we discover Let's find forgiveness for each other Even if this is goodbye (Second best song ever... Just wish he could forgive me)

Life
Its amazing how things can go up and down so much.... take for instance last year... things were crazy, our lives seem to have been spiriling out of control now here we are buying our first home.... Its wierd... but what gets me the most is no matter what we do to make sure that we have a "drama free zone " our ex's keep barging in and messing it up... grr.. it pisses me off to no end... but thats ok because what comes around goes around and from passed expierences Karma is a BI*CH.... they both will get what they deserve in the end... We just need to have faith... ( and a back up plan lol ).... anyway enough rambling just thought I would throw this out there....

Life!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well its been about 2 years since I wrote someting, so here I go. This past year has been the wierdest of my life, my ex moved here to the beach and lives one floor above me, we split our daughter on a weekly basis which is good for our daughter, but the constant worry of her leaving weighs heavy on me, and leaves me constantly be on the defense, I became very sick earlier this year but am fairing well, getting stronger everyday to fight this thing called life. Life, what is it? We know we're born to die that is the only 2 things you are guaranteed, everything else is earned, wealth, love, children and success. If you are 1 of the lucky few who manage to find these 4 items and keep them you are truly blessed but remember in the blink of an eye it all can be gone. Take it from someone who knows, so what do you do, you pick your ass up and start over you may never be where you were, but the things you regain become treasures in your life keep them and admire them for they maybe gone too

Life
some of my few friends on here know, im not the same like i used to be i changed, this change will last forever just like all those other changes i made in my life before, for those who dont want nth to do with me cuz of it all i can say im sorry, to the rest who can live with it i can say i thank ya i will keep ya in mind and i will say hi from time to time, viva la changes more r to come always To live is to choose. But to choose well, you must know who you are and what you stand for, where you want to go and why you want to get there.All our lives are based on choices we make not the choices of others. When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.When a GIRL lays

Life
What is it you want to do Greg? IDK? What makes you happy? hmmm. let me think cars, anime, porn, drinkin, smoking, listening to music, art in general, parties, watching movies, laughing at the poor souls who live inside society’s jail, causing drama, riding motorcycles, sex with 1 or more females at the sametime, videogames, I sometimes enjoy writing depends on the mood I’m in, standing out without standing out, I enjoy knowing the language of the body and how females operate I know what they crave I may have said to much What makes you angry? Dumbass people, slow drivers, people who think they are above me when in reality they are no different to everybody else, beign questioned, but I really dont give a fuck I roll wit it. Is the path you are on yours or did you let others influence your decisions? It’s the path I’m on now I took the wrong turn at the fork in the road. What do you plan to do about it? Well instead of back tracking to the fork in the road I will forge a new p

A Life Lost
A year ago today the hopes and dreams of a father was crushed. The life of his child was extinguished. I am that father. The loss of my child, Vincent, has left a scar on my soul that will never go away, nor will the pain of that loss go away. The mother belonged to a highly christian family. That did not bother me, but because I am not a christian her family helped her loose the baby by getting her drugs, cigarettes, and alchahol and let her do these things in the house causing the death of my child just because it wouldnt be raised the way that they wanted it to be does bother me. There is a void in my hart that I cant fill and it grows a little bit every day. That void is bitterness, haterid, self-loathing,... negativeness in all its forms. There is an old indian story that says every person has two wolves within them. One of light(good), and one of dark(evil). These wolves are in a feirce battle. People ask which wolf wins? The answer is the one that you feed the most. Lately i fin

Life?
Right....first blog on FUBAR! WOOWOO hahaha. ok. To start off just (if you know me skip down to second paragraph) wanna give a lil back ground info for ya. My grandfather has altimers and cant really take care of himself. I do most everything for him and he does less and less of anything anymore. I look at him and ask him why he doesnt get up and do stuff anymore and he always makes up some exuse of being old(the doctors have done every test they can his BODY is perfictly fine). I asked him the other day if he would like to get up and go look at what our God has givin us to look at(or just nature not to offend anyone). He asked me what was the point. I said to go and live the life he has been givin by God and to see what beutey God has given us. He said God will talk to me when I die and tell me to stop bothering him.......

Life
Maya Angelou said this:"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights."I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life."I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life.'"I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance."I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back."I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision."I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one."I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."I've learned

Life
happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage o

"life" By My Son
Life It Gets Harder As You Grow, You'll Lose Friends, Family, And More Than You'll Ever Know. Time Will Fly By And It'll Keep Getting Faster, And In One Day, Turn From Perfect To A Complete Disaster. Things Will Continue To Happen As Unexpected As The Rain, And The Thing That Brings You Joy Will Be The Same Thing That Causes You Pain. Your Children Will Advance From Crawling To Reading Books, And Then Thier 18 Before You Can Take A Second Look. The One You Use To Love Swore They'll Never Break Your Heart, In The End Not Only Breaks It, But Tears It Apart. But If It Wasn't For The Things That Make You Frown, Then The Happiness Would Never Keep Your Feet On The Ground. So Keep Life Precious For There Is No Second Ride, So To Have A Good Life Or A Bad Life? Well That's For You To Decide.

Life
http://fpdownload.macromedia.com/get/flashplayer/current/swflash.cab">http://www.adobe.com/go/getflashplayer"> Well just wanted to write a lil somethang bout my dad! So its goin on four yrs since hes been gone...Its a sad thing but i love him with all my heart hesmy best friend! Hes the sound of a harley far away and his spirit is with me everywhere i go! Along with my mom and step mom yall are missed terribly!

Life
Danny Girlhttp://b.pcc2.fubar.com/86/98/4938968/tn_2624814181.jpg">@ fubar why is it win you go to women's house at 2 aclock in the morning they allways asumma your wanting sex win all you want is to go out and have fun or stay in an talk

Life
SO YESTERDAY WAS MY NIECES 14 TH BIRTHDAY JUST SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY I WAS HOLDING HER FOR THE FIRST TIME AND WATCHING HER GROW UP...IM 21 NOW WITH MY OWN LIL ONE...AND STROLLING DOWN MEMORY LANE HAS HIT ME HARD...MY SON IS 3 AND IT JUST SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY THAT I WAS IN LABOR WITH HIM HE HAS GROWN UP SO FAST HE IS POTTY TRAINING AND TOLD ME TODAY THAT HE WAS NOT MOMMYS BABY ANYMORE HE WAS MY BIG BOY...THAT TOUCHED MY HEART IN MANY WAYS....JUST SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY I WAS HOLD HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME CHANGING HIS FIRST DIAPPER AND BRINGIN HIM HOME.....I NEVER GUESS YOU REALLY SEE HOW FAST TIME FLYS TIL ITS BROUGHT TO YOUR ATTENTION...LIKE IN AUG IT WILL BE 3 YRS SINCE MY GRANDMA PASSED AND I NEVER KNEW HOW LONG IT HAD BEEN TIL THE OTHER DAY WHEN I WENT SEE HERS AND MY GRANDPAS GRAVE....LIFE HAS NOT BEEN SO EASY ON ME I HAVE BEEN THROUGH MANY CRUVE BALLS AND BATTLES BUT THOSE CRRUVE BALLS AND BATTLES HAVE MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY....IM BLUNT IM HONEST AND CARING BUT I DONT TAKE BULLSHIT OFF

Life In A Dysfunctional Family
Ever realize that things in a special family never work like they do when the family is complete? Its strange everyday tasks are completly different than when everyone is present.. sometimes its so hard to raise yourself..

A Life Poem
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind.Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind...Life can be blissful and happy and free...Life can put beauty in the things that you see...Life can place challenges right at your feet...Life can make good of the hardships we meet...Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin...Life can reward those determined to win...Life can be hurtful and not always fair...Life can surround you with people who care...Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs...Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns...Life teaches us to take the good with the bad...Life is a mixture of happy and sad...So...Take the Life that you have and give it your best...Think positive, be happy let God do the rest...Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet...To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall...Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all...Take the love that you're give

Life
I am so sick and tired of the drama of my life. My ex still wont take no for an answer. He is still trying to get me to come back to him. What part of NO doesnt some people understand. I am just so ready to go into hiding. I am tired of him blaming me for everything that has went wrong in his life in the last two weeks, then to have him turn around and then expect me to get back with him. I just dont understan it. He is not giving me time to get passed the fact that he ripped my heart out and shredded it. Why cant some people just understand that once trust is broken, it is almost impossible to restore. I dont want to go through that kind of pain with him again. I know that is what would happen. So, why would I put myself through that? I cant be with someone I dont tust and I dont trust him. Will probably never trust him again. Have you ever had a day when nothing seems to go right? I have had a couple of months like that. If I could, I would have stayed drunk the last 2 months. Maybe

Life
The saying goes when one door closes another one opens. This Monday one chapter in my life is finally ending. My husband and I have been separated for nearly two years now and I've kinda gotten used to that fact. Never mind that I'm the one doing the filing its a mutual decision we made long ago and one I'm having a hard time coming to grips with. Neither of us wants to be married any longer so no clue why other than the fact that in just over a month would be our 31st anniversary. Such a long time over half my lifetime that he's been a part of my life. He's given me 3 wonderful children and we have 2 beautiful grandsons. We make such good friends too bad we couldn't make such good spouses.

Life Is To Short
Don't hold grudges against people. All it will do is eat you up inside. Live life like it's your last day on Earth. Almost a year ago I lost my very best friend on the face of this earth. R.I.P. Heather. I will always love you and will never forget you! I think it was the hardest day of my life. I shut out the one person

Life's Unexpected Changes
Life changes when you least expect it. Not sure why or how it just does, and sometimes it's a good thing and sometimes it's a bad thing. Either way we as humans always find a way to handle the unexpected. Somethings in my own life

Life Lessons
As a parent, we are looked to as out childs own personal superhero. We are supposed to protect them from from the monsters under the bed and in the closet. We are supposed to kiss them and love on them when they get sick and get hurt. They look to us to do anything and everything, BUT what happens when the time comes and we cant protect them? What happens when they hurt and we cant put a band-aid on the hurt and kiss it away? What happens when we cant give them meds to take away the sickness and make them better? As many of you know, I am faced with this right now. My oldest is sick and I, myself, and the doctors are ding everything we can. He is going frm test to test. Everyday he looks at me with the "Mommy, make me better look" and I'm hopeless. I cant kiss his pain away or put a band-aid on it and tell him all better. I cant give him meds and make the sickness away. Honestly, I am scared when he has to go in for a different test. I am scared for what I will be told and how I will

Life!!!
This explains why I forward jokes.A man and his dog were walking along a road.The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead.He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years.He wondered where the road was leading them.After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road.It looked like fine marble..At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight.When he was standing before it, he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold.He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When

Life
Ok we all know that life can be great and that life can be shit. I have to admit right now my life is about as bad as it can get i seem to annoy people that i care about without even trying to, I find it hard to let people get close to me and i put a front on acting as if im happy and jokey when im not really. What i was going to say in this is that no matter how hard life seams there must be something that can be done to change it and make it better, but no matter what im doing or thinking i struggle to understand why it seams everyone else is having fun and enjoying there life more than me. Yes i have had problems in the past with people passing away and other things happening but why does it seem i cant move on... I try and be happy and to make others happy but for some reason it dosent work. If you have got any ideas that may help me feel free to comment and let me knwo your thoughts. I am not saying my life isnt worth living i have been there before and i never want to go there

Life
WOULD EVERY ONE PLZ STOP FOR A MINUTE AND SAY A PRAYER FOR MY FATHER IN LAW HE SEEMS TO BE SUFFERING FROM THE FIRST OR SECOND STAGES OF ALZHEIMERS AND LEFT HOME 2-3 DAYS AGO AND WAS FOUND LATER AFTER FILING A MISSING PERSONS REPORT HE HAD BEEN IN A BAD ACCIDENT HE WAS FLIGHT LIFTED TO A HOSPITAL IN WISCONSIN HE LIVES IN MICHIGAN NOT EXACTLY SURE WHERE IT TOOK PLACE HE HAD BEEN DRIVING FROM STATE TO STATE IN CIRCLES TILL HE LOSS CONTROL OF HIS WIFES CADILLAC AND WENT AIR BORN WHEN HITTING EXPRESSWAY EMBANKMENT AND THE CAR FLIPPING REPEATEDLY BUT HE WILL BE HOME SOON HE IS IN HIS 70'S AND HE HAS SUFFERED PUNTURED

Life And All The Crap In It
Ok, I've been sitting here for nearly a year without a job. A real job, one that pays and is constant. Ok some of you might think what the hell for. Well lets look at it this way, staffing agencies are not jobs! They don't give you a stable history that a person needs. That's all there is in this area, I've been told "oh move to a bigger area" well that would be nice, but you have to have MONEY in order to do that, and without a job you don't have money! Right now I'm trying to find a way to get back into college to get my Master's Degree. When I went to get my Bachelor's I was working a 30hr awk job, being a single parent, and taking care of a parent that later passed away, this resulted in a bad gpa. That isn't good when trying to get back into college. Without a job you can't pay the bills let alone the student loans that piled up. This is frustrating as hell! In the area I live in, there's really no jobs. Burger King only wants high school kids, and I'm old enough that most emplo

Life
Severed heads dont roll quite as well as expected a perfect body bag prom queen waiting for her close up like a declawed pussy cat bleeding on my new rug that tied the room together so well club soda is an economically sound solution and sallow skin spoils if not properly refridgerated We should have quit back when we learned this wasn't everything, that it all fades. but we never learned how not to care. somehow, it still fades. these are the days that should have killed me...getting to comfortable with pain. going nowhere in the name of hope, growing into broken bones. the fractures have all healed, and i forget that they were there. 'sometimes' becomes every time. just wait, it will be any time. and you'll forget where you come from, if you can say it to yourself for long enough. but you're not going anywhere. 'long enough' becomes your life...forgot how you got there. we aren't letting go. we aren't letting go. this is letting go. and i'll forget where i come from. s

Life On The Edge
doesn't life get crazy. and yet you have no control though you think you do. LIFE ON THE EDGE sometimes feels it's the only way to get by. suppress the business with rebellion. it's not right. sometimes i just want to get crazy with a hot girl who wants to get crazy back. but does that make things better? i feel like i'm livin on a JAGGEDEDGE!

Life In General
tuedsday my husband hears our 4yr old running in the house. we tell him many times not to run because he can hurt himself or break something. he wakes up and spanks him. that night him and my mom begin to argue because the spanking left a bruise. argueing (sp??) about how the cops can be called out and other shit like that. on wednesday, mom arrives home from work 4hrs before her actual time, packs a laundry basket full of my son's clothes, a grocery bag full of toys and tells me she is taking him somewhere safe. i'm shocked and asking where but she never tells me but says that i can call her if i need protection. on thursday, i still do not have a responce to the whereabouts of my son....MY SON!!!! my hubby is threatening to call the cops on a kidnapping charge.what is this world coming to when a parent is UNABLE to punish a child???hell, back in the day, i got my ass beat the fuck down with a belt, switch, orange extention cord, wooden paddle or whatever the hell my parents could get

Life Changing Experience
Tonight my husband, kids and I had plans to go to the fair and watch the demolition derby. We got there to find out it was way more expensive than we had thought but had already promised the kids so we paid the $48 and went in. It was supposed to start at 7 so when we got there at 6:57 the seats were pretty full. We went down almost as far as we could and found some ok seats. We watched the first heat, nothing special about that. The second heat a girl got flipped and they turned back over and she went on. Now the 3rd is where something happened that I will never ever forget. It was a heat with minivans and they were just going crazy. All of a sudden I see this guy back up as fast as he could attempting to hit another and the other guy moved. But instead of not hitting anything this guy hit a flag man. The flag man flew up in the air and landed like a rag doll. I'm so thankful that my kids didn't actually see it, they just saw the comotion afterwards. I saw the fireman run to his aide

Life In General...
So this is the last week of summer courses for school, I am going for Office Technology Assistant, or an educated secretary. Eventually I am going to get my M.B.A. but that will take awhile. So I have never really done this blogging thing before but I thought maybe I would start. School is great I never used to like school but I think that now that I chose this path it is much more appealing to me. So anyways I just took my final exam for Analytical Writing I am hoping I do well I have a B in that class now so a perfect score on that will bump me to an "A" here is hoping wish me luck!

Life And Etc Etc
ok since my shoutbox has been blowing up and everyone wants family add this is what the rules are . If I want to add you ...I will. Since it is almost Xmas I am gonna offer this 1 time and 1 time only. If you want in my family you can email me an offer. I will take the best and most sincere offer in my email ONLY. Dont shoutbox me or leave it here. I may retract the offer if I change my mind and if I do so I will not accept your gift or whatever. I am not like these other girls who beg and ask for anything but if the offer makes me smile then you might just be part of my special friends. If you look I think I only have 3 in my family now and thats because I felt they were special enough to be there... these are my rules and I will not change for anyone.

Life In The Fast Lane
yes it is true, life is a highway. to be more specific its a one way highway with two lanes a fast lane and a slow lane. which is better the fast lane or the slow lane? up until this past year ive been living my life in the fast lane. let me tell you when your in the fast lane theres so many things you dont see. i didnt realize how much stuff i passed up. so many chances to be happy but now its to late, because its a one way highway there is no turning back. living life in the fast lane may be fun but your passing up all the good things in life.if you slow down and take your time you will notice all the things youve been mmissing. word of advice slow down while your still young. i wish i would have. so you ask me which is better the fast lane or the slow lane? i would have to say the slow lane from experiance cause you never know what you have untill you pass it upif your in the fast lane its going to take longer for it to catch up to you. while if your in the slow lane you can deal w

Life In General
why is it ok for a lady to say hay guys come check out my nude photo's?but if a guy ask that it is taboo!think about it this is an adult site right?machmaking,nudity,vulgar language.it is called a game site for adults to have fun!also I have noticed more women wanting women on here or alot of bi's&also alot of guy's going around with thier gender as female!was just wondering.THIS POST IS NOT INTENDED TO UPSET OR HARM NO ONE!!!just small talk....thanks well its like this I am not the kind of guy who ask wanna chat unless u wanna. or say hay can I see ur nsfw photos unless u ask me,or ask hay u wanna web cam...most of all I dont cybersex,so ladies if ur feelin alittle miss treated sometimes. u know were 2 come 4 some of that little respect we all need from time 2 time,thank u peace out kinda courious what you all think of it.I have been in a relationship now going on 3 1/2 years at first it was really great including yes the sex and over a course of a year started slowely dying off.she q

Life's Lessons
DIVORCE: Fault and No-Fault Divorce is the ending of a marriage ordered by a court. In Virginia. No-Fault grounds for divorce: No-Fault: (1) living separate and apart without cohabitation for 1 year; or (2) living separate and apart without cohabitation for 6 months if there are no minor children and the spouses have entered into a separation agreement. [Code of Virginia; Title 20, Section 20-91]. Back to Top Grounds: Fault Divorce There are three principal players involved in your marriage that will also be involved in your divorce: you, your spouse, and the Commonwealth. You cannot simply break up, saddle your charger, and ride off into the sunset. Among other legal considerations, you have to give the Commonwealth an acceptable reason why you should be allowed to break up. The reason is known as the ground for your divorce. Over the years each state has enacted legislation that governs acceptable grounds. Grounds

Life
What is Chaos? A life without meaning? A heart bearing scars but has felt no pain. A thought sparked from a mind with no focus. What gives a life meaning? Inspiration? Hope? Love? Dreams? No. Only chaos. Simple chaos. Chaos brings emotion. Emotion triggers action. Hope inspires more actions. Actions resorts to more chaos. Each action takes thought. Thoughts flood a mind with no control. No control is chaotic. Multiple thoughts form dreams. Dreams inspire hope. Without hope, life is simple. There is no chaos. Life has no meaning. Without chaos, there can only be peace. Peace is thought to be enriched with happiness. Peace without happiness leads to loneliness. Loneliness ends where happiness begins. Love is happiness. Love is uncontrollable. Love sparks new emotions. Love is chaotic. Life is simply chaotic. Full of Hope. Of Love. Of Inspiration. Of Dreams. We cant control our thoughts. We cant control our emotions. We cant control what inspires us. We cant control what we dream. We ca

Life Entry
Photos can depict the mood of the moment, the time of the day, and probably the finer details like facia l expression or colour of the clothes. But what we write is from within our heart.It’s a reflection of who we are and what we stand for. A writer has the magic in his pen to express his thoughts by puttingthem cleverly into words. The dispute between the two things as to what is closer to life will never end, but one thing that is for sure is that these are not life but the next closest things to it.There are instances in our life which are memorable and these vary form person to person. It may be the babies first steps for a mother, a moment of getting the first position for an athlete or it can be something as na

Life S Not A Journey To The...
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming – "WOW – What a Ride!"

Life
So my friend and I were talking today. There used to be a boards2go forum where you would just post a topic and have cyber sex... We want sex... Neither of us feel like calling for a booty call and we want to play with fantasies we may not be able to in reality. So we remade the forum! Now we just have to wait and see who wants to come and post. Really you could post pics, stories, cyber... whatever dealing with sex... I'm getting wet already haha. If you wanna check it out: http://i1096.photobucket.com/albums/g325/indulgance/casual20sex.jpg AH! I just have to scream out that I need sex and I need it now! I want cock! I hate not hvaing quick access... GR! I feel better getting that out there though. I get to go in for surgery tomorrow morning. yay... Im so tired of my hand hurting that it makes me happy but at the same time I wish I had someone home to take care of me... haha selfish I know. But oh well. :) It's how it is. So if I disappear for a while I'll be back when the drugs we

Life.
when faced with it one has two options, stand for what you truly beleive is right, man up and face the consequences. OR let things go and pretend nothing is wrong. im not very good at just letting things go. only one option.

Life
Heres My Story My Life is like a roller coaster full of up and down i start doing good and then i fall flat on my face it seems like i get no were in life but now i got something to work towards and im not giving up im going to be on this band wagon for a long time so wish me luck guys on completing the things i need to get done to get out of the pit im in

Life Insurance
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Life
Now I remember why i married him... im still alittle irritated but i feel better... Mem helped just by listening.. but the blog is cool too hehe I dont know how he knew some of the stuff in my head but he did....and Im still happy we got married! WOW this sucks now i have 2 dryers cause we thought one went out and it turns out to be the wiring.... gee didnt i say that when i was told about the breaker gggrrrrr i give up maybe some day people will listen when i say something but somehow i dont think so..... i give up and im done.... shoot me it would hurt less

Life Update
OK here we go I havent been on here in forever a day plus one. Dont really know why busy as fuck. Me and my Ex are done sent in divorce paper work and waiting to hear back from TN to get our wish. I turned her in for cheating on my and the navuy punished the fuck ouy of her sorry no tears were shed. she is still cheating what a way to get in trouble again. so I am getting the kids the house the money whatever esle i like and mean while she gets more sex which pisses me off cause i havent got any but than again i get anything but it. so two weeks ago my little girl feel down the stairs broke her femer and is now in a five point half body cast for

Life
Does it seem like pulling teeth trying to get ppl to talk to you on here? I try to put myself out there as much as possible, so I can make new friends. Anyone who actually takes the time to get to know me knows what I bring to the table. I don't even know what the point of trying to contact anyone is anymore. If anyone has similar experiences, let me know. I'm near the point of just not coming in here anymore. Another thing I have noticed is how many on here live their "lives" on here and other internet sites. It's sad how people will hang around here constantly, want to involve immerse themselves in others' business, yet refuse to even think about meeting people in person. A few months ago, I was interested in someone on here. I was told by more than enough to forget it, bc as others said, she lives on here, and makes zero effort in real life. They were right, and I moved on. Not trying to come off as a negative person, but go out and enjoy life, IN PERSON, instead of be

Life
A Man who displays sensitivity Will be a Master who is sensitive to you A Man who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect A Man who is not afraid to cry will be a Master who understands your tears A Man who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper A Man who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone A Man who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words A Man who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under His weight A Man who controls Himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way A Man who does not have to prove His point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share A Man who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give A Man who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from A Man who is calm will be a Master who can weather your storm

Life In General
Well here it is ppl my very first Blog here on Fubar.And its going to be a good one lol . Well as you all know I am still a bit new here so I would like to tell you a lil about me . I am Velvet Thorne, and the name fits me sooooooooo well. I can be just a smooth as Velvet until you rub me the wrong way then watch out cause the Thorne will pierce your side. I don't like getting that way so that is why I ask you all to call me just Velvet. I have the life of any other single mother has. Raise my kids go to school and well try and have a life of my own. Well that is the deal right there the life I want well I will more than likely never have. So I am just going to set back and take everything day by day and see where it goes. So i go now back into my lil hole and and see where and what life brings me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life
why the sudden change,why the sudden coldness when now more than before there should be closeness.there certain feelings that sometimes shouldn't be expressedbecause you never know when they can be taken for granted.Now I'm feeling some regretSad and lonely in my bedKnowing that I made a mistakeSomething that I can't go back and changeBut I know I must acceptThat certain feeling shouldn't be expressed

Life
Through out the world People look at the Human life different and understand it differently.personally I think Life is everything that you could think of. What i mean by this is today some say that life is a Journey, a test, a reason, a experiment, and work . I believe that it is everything. i mean do we really know the reason of why we exist? To me life is a journey because no one knows whats going to happen on that journey to get to where u believe u belong and when its going to end. For example do u know when your going to fall in love, make another life, get hurt, or DIE?

Life Goes On!
Okay, so I figure this is the best way that I can keep people updated on how I'm doing without having to tell each individual, thus retelling some things that might not be so pleasant, but its also my way of letting everyone know when GREAT! things happen all at once. So, 5 Feb 2010~ Went for my functionality capacity evaluation - failed miserably... By not even being able to keep myself conscious, or able to walk on my own (I was taking a 4-hour test, so with the back, RA, and Fib, of course I couldn't stand or walk on my own), means they (as they told me) have to say that I'm so paralyzed that I can't do anything. This ultimately ends my fight with Social Security, but it's up settin as a mofo!!! I guess b/c I never pack my day with back to back things (granted these "things" were standing, leanin back and forward, seeing how much I could do sitting up, etc.... which lead to not being able to use my hands all most at all), I'm not this bad all of the time, but at least I w

Life Reflection
I tend to get into moods where I question everything in my life. This happens to be one of this times. Unlike many people that I have met whether it be in r/l or fubar...when things don't seem right...I look at myself rather than to assume it is others causing my confusion. Deep soul searching tends to flood my mind more often than I think it should. (Not sure if this is healthy or not). In a time where talk show guests blame their ,parents,society,government,wealth and just about any other reason you can think of, for the miseries of their life. I choose to heap all questionable actions that pertain to my life on my own shoulders (deservedly or not) before passing it onto others as a way of justification. I just like everyone else am far from perfect and never claim to be. Which brings me to my number one concern in my life....Honesty. I consider myself to be well spoken and educated. Along with that standard I realize that honesty has it's place and is subject to what I call si

Life
Once, every so often, life throws something at you that makes you open your eyes. I have recently realized that for the majority of my life I have lived my life trying to make everyone happy and not myself. Because of this I generally end up hurting myself and those who are closest to me. Because I have done this, I may have lost a very important person. Im done with that. No more will I sacrifice myself for the feelings of others. I may hurt people along the way, but my new mentality is "better me than them". Not that I will do this on purpose, but happiness is paramount. Im hoping that I can rectify the damage that has been done, regardless these changes will be made. I deserve to be happy and now is the time.

~life~
life is a game...u have to make the right moves to move forward...but at times things happen just outta the blue with no notice...as if we are being tested...some say god gives u what u can only handle...do people say this just to try to make the other person feel better?...why is it when someone dies and we all hear the same thing...Im sorry for your loss and i send my deepest condolences, we dont ask to be born or even get to choose the family we get born into...we are born-yet we live to die...think about it really...once we are born its like the clock starts...we all just have to make the best choices and enjoy our friends and family while we have a chance...celebrate the relationships that you have at this very moment...doesnt make sense to hold grudges with the people you truly love and care for...life is a party waiting for the gifts of

Life On Fu
I am real close to leveling..and when I do.. I am not sure if I want to play this fu game no more. I really don't see any purpose in it. Its quite funny..and I am not sure how these people on here do it. I bombed yesterday.. there wasnt to many people I seen with auto 11s..so I went to the Top people.

Life As Everyday
I always look for another day. Life is boreing on ur own an nothing to wake up to everyday an to hold in my arms i love the affiction I get from a woman when I am in a relationship but it has been awhile since i had that

Life
Between you and me, shambles are forging bonds with my sanity. Your mistakes are effortless to you and costly to me. This toxic atmosphere is sadly thrown in to relief through diversions and temporary means. You are everything to me and I am dying, albeit inside, I am dying at your condition. Between you and me, you have given me a reason to remove that theatre mask and breath for the first time in years. Years of breathlessness has caused a heavy heart and a backwards life. Backwards and blind

Life,,,,
My life is very complicated. I am depresed. I work at a dead end job. my son lives with me and my roommate has his son. I still pay child support cause this state will not help a man that is finacially broke. I wish things could be better but I am not seeing it anytime soon. I want a place of my own but I can't find one that i can afford on my own. I have feelings of hopelessnes often. there are times that i don't even want to wake up and get out of bed. like the past 5 months. I have property to put a house but the only lead on a house is not a guaranttee that it will happen. I have also determined that i am going to be single tile I expire. expiration will be my only way to be happy. i am friends with a woman that i have fallen for and she knows it; however, she is always with other guys. she says they are just friends but i don't buy that one. one of these days maybe she will figure it out. and as for my son he has an anger management problem. he is not getting along with the other

Life Vs Love
"Love the ones you have and forget the ones you've lost." No truer words have been spoken. We all search for the one person in our lives that completes us. The one person, who when put next to us, makes us feel whole. Some of us find that person early on in life, and some do not find that person at all. Life is not about finding a utopian existance because no matter how hard we strive for one, the human heart can never be wholey satisfied. We will always strive for something newer, something better becaused we are conditioned to always want more. One of the biggest things a person looks for in life is love. We go through life thinking to ourselves "This is the one. I finally found it." In most circumstances we find ourselves mistaken. The experiance of heart break is not something we wish to go through. However, many of us find we find ourselves in this situation more than we would have ever wished to be. Some people let their bad experiences with love jade their views on potentia

Life Answers
Our destiny is always clouded in mystery, it is always in the fog that is our life. We sometimes get a glimpse of what we are supposed to accomplish before we die but we never seem to do it. Most of us go to the grave having not fufilled our lifes goal or making our mark on the world. It is as if we are destined to fail in our lifes accomplishments as if this is our very destiny. I would hate to think that but how many times have we set goals in our life and failed to reach them. This does not mean our lives are worthless it just means we have not fufilled our full potential. We have not made our full impact on the world and we have not lived up to the things people expect from us. We all have some type of destiny and in some small way we may have fufilled parts or even the whole of it. Some may say what about the ones who die to young to even know the word destiny well in a way the have still filled it because wsa someones life not touched for the better for knowing htem. This was the

Life Update 7-15-10
Today is my son's birthday, he turns 15. It makes me feel old, I mean I can remember when I was 15. :( I totally feel like my nephew's mom is taking advantage of me and my heart of gold when it comes to my nephew and neice. It's taking the goddamn IRS for fucking ever to send my tax return back. My hair is still falling out. My migraines are still happening and getting worse. The ER doctor asked me the other day what I did for money, I told him I hooked. He then proceeded to ask me if my spouse hit me. (Fucking dumbass) My glasses are broken and the eye doctor doesn't carry this frame EVEN THOUGH I bought the damn glasses from his office. My insomnia is in full blown mode. I have a psychatrist appointment in the morning. I'm seeing my dead Uncle. I'd love to run away and hide.......but I'm scared of being alone. I've had thoughts of suicide....often

Life Moves On
1) Don’t worry about what people think; they don’t do it very often.2) Going to church doesn’t make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car.3) If you must choose between 2 evils, pick the 1 you’ve never tried before.4) A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.5) Men are from earth and women are from earth. Deal with it!6) No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.7) There is always 1 more imbecile than you counted on.8) Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.9) Someone who thinks logically provides nice contrast to the real world.10) It ain’t the jeans that make your butt look fat.11) There is a very fine line between being on MySpace and mental illness.12) People who want to share their religious views with you, almost never want you to share yours with them.13) You should not confuse your career with your life.14) The 1 thing

Life
What do you do when all you can do is nothing? The feelings that you have are there and not so easy to change. I wish I could change how I feel and make life easier for you because in the end my life would also be just a little easier and my heart wouldn't hutn nearly as bad. I have to put on this brave face everytime I think about you and the fact that I can't really have you. I should be extremely happy with what I have an in the end I guess I am... But why do I keep looking? Is it because at one point I had nothing to look forward to and even though now I do I don't want to be in that situation again. I was alone for so long and it sucked... I mean I have really great friends but that love isn't the same... Ugh.... My intention was never to hurt anyone, so why is it that I do? I mean really... Sigh. Deep sigh OK so really I leave friday to head to England. I am so excited. My dad was in the AF for 20 yrs and the only place out of the country I"ve ever been is Canada and the Bahamas.

Life Is To Trifle With....
Life There are many times that ive sat awake and woundered whats the point... Then i look back on the little things i miss about people that have made mine so wounderous Oh man, i wounder if im in some of those peoples thoughts about their own lives The thing is, I wish i didnt take so much for granted, there are so many memorable things i wont get back Like the way someone makes you feel when your tree is on its last leaf... So many times ive woundered if ill ever get some of those feelings back But all the good things ive done for people always come back somehow I wish i hadnt made myself so distant to those i cherished, now i can only hope the feelings make out alive Point of the matter is dont take the little things for granted, because youll never know when youll get that chance back!

Life
Just tell me why I have to fight and die Is it just another lie Is this my last good-bye? How dare they call me free Claim it’s for liberty It’s just another killing spree In the name of my Country Our Government lied My brothers died To many mothers cried In the name of false pride Take a look at life now Sit back and wonder how How are my brothers dead Who’s next to have their blood shed The seas are turning red This shit’s fuckin with my head They give me this gun I’m not the right one I’m still too young I just wanna run Run to the hills Live life for the thrills I’m not the type that kills Don’t waste my time Time’s a priceless thing What’s the next moment gonna bring Is it life or death Have I taken my last breath Should I want the answer Will it kill me like cancer Is it time to meet my maker Be slapped in a box by an undertaker Death comes to all But who makes that call Who’s n

Lifes Heavy Burden And The Scars That We Have
In words left unspoken i lay awake In this lifeless solitude of what my world has become I find strength in the bonds that hold me to you I may not say it in so many words But you give me strength of whats to come Courage to fight yet another day I know that it gets better Shades of black and white with hints of grey You bring the fiery passion That is soo hard to escape I find wisdom in each line you write Words coming like crazy at each passing time Moments of silence don't scare me as often Cause in those vast moments are the times i see you best I see you for you and not the scar that you carry A heavy burden on your heart Painted with sorrow and such disillusion I give you hope and a possible conclusion With this I take in my hand so small That i hold your great fate Never in hatred nor in Violence I somehow find Strength in your Silence Black as day black as night I ponder away At loves sight I know in my heart That things are yet to come But I can't se

Life Sucks
When will men learn?One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in 'Slim Fast'. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!'His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded.The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. 'What the heck is this?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out.'April', he hollered into the bathroom, 'Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?'She replied with a snicker. 'It's not talcum powder; it's 'Miracle Grow'!

Life
as a mother I teach my children... You NEVER will ever truly know someone. With each day that passes time changes... With each daily influence people change... With every daily experience characters change... So trust in only ONE wordly being... that being

Life
well how do you help your 16 year old daughter get threw the fact that her dad moved out of state? im so worried about how this is going to effect her but i think im the only one whos cares. how do i stop myself from letting him back in our life just cause he has noone else? why cant i just tell him no. i do not have the feelings for him as i did in the beginning and i was glad when he left. but what do i do when this dont work out with him and this other girl? do i let him come back till he gets on his feet or do i tell him hes all on his own. i get told hes just using me when he needs to and i think i know that but he has no one else and our daughter would be mad at me if i let him on the streets.she has not seen him that much but god does she love him.

Life?
It has been often said that a person "makes life for themselves", and in a sense this is true. We would like to think we are the masters of our own destiny, but what happens when situations, events, and circumstances..."make you"? What if there are parts of our lives that are not able to be changed? I used to think that positive thinking could pave the way and "anchor" me to a place where i would be well grounded and have a clear-sighted, solid destiny that i was making my own way to, but life is full of places that can leave us vulnerable and our paths "rocky". People often ask the question "why"? I dont think it is always possible to accept a place where one can be at...Loss, fear, and insecurities can keep us from just ONE solid truth that we are trying to believe in. Life is unpredicatable to a point, with highs, lows and places that require many truths to set us free. Many ancient philosophers pondered these questions..some perplexed and frustrated because One hidden truth could n

Life
Ok so this is some old stuff, I am workin on some new stuff, I finally have some inspiration but I thought I'd start off with showing you some off the old first. Hope you enjoy. Yeah kinda depressing but hey what ya gonna do? lol In An Instant

Life Of An Army Mom & Songwriter
It has been a crazy 4 years for all of us but also opened our eyes to what our military personal live and go through while protecting our country. The worry of having a loved one in harm's way and never knowing if they are ok to writing songs for our Veterans and miltary along with their families and telling their stories in a way peoiple can relate to them. watch my

Life As I Know It
quit being so damn stingy with your pimpouts and buzzkills! you don't have to pay anything for them! seriously! ugh! I feel like giving up. I don't have the energy to try anymore. Im drained. Everything going on inside of me is sucking me dry. I want to be able to do good in someone else's eyes, not just mine.

Life
Well 2010 has been a crazy year. I have learned what i want and dont want thank god its about time lol. I have done somethings im not proud of and hurt some people that i should have never hurt or been with! I found someone to love and i have lost love but it only makes me stronger! I'm talking to a new guy and he seem very sweet! We are not together just yet i'm going to take this one a lot slower which it needs to happen like that bc its seem to make things better when u wait in stead of jumping in something and wasteing time being with someone that is very wrong for! So i found some old friends i have not talked to in forever omg and they are still goofy lil boys lol. I still have my best friends which dont have a fubar which sucks lol. I also made some new friend his name is jacob he is a country boy in and out omg!! Which i love country guys dont get me wrong but he just anit my type and we are better off as friends

Life's Full Of Hard Choices.
Well, life is full of hard choice's but the one I am going to talk about is the choice to ask someone the one question that could hurt even friendship. I have this one gal I really like and thinking it really might go to the point of love but I really don't know if she likes me that way or just as a friend. I really like being her friend but wish it I could have more. I really don't know if it is worth asking her. On the other hand I think I am just being a coward because I just won't tell her but worried that if I do ask she would not talk to me even as a friend. Life and it's choices really suck but I guess we must all live thur them.

Life
On July 8th, 2011 the most painful and unexpected thing happened. My grandmother died. She had an aneurysm in her abdominal aorta which resulted in immediate emergency surgery on July 6th. A couple weeks prior to the surgery itself I had a clear and vivid dream about her. In my dream she never survived the surgery. That she would never leave the hospital or even the operating room. I woke up crying and out of breath. That dream had me on edge for what felt like months. July 6th finally came and we were all holding our breaths. My mother. My sister. My brother. My grandmother's boyfriend. Even my mother's best friend. We were all terrified because of her age and her health, which at the time wasn't the greatest either. But fortunately the surgery went well and she was already on the road to recovery. When we went to visit her, it was like a house of horrors to me. My tiny 100 lbs. 5'3" grandmother was hooked up to a breathing machine, a catheter, and a couple IV's administering several

Life ...
25 Ways To Annoy A Yankee Take your own sweet time when doing ANYTHING. Pronounce all one-syllable words with two. When giving directions, finish with "it's right down yonder on the left." Talk REAL slow, and ask them to speak more slowly so you can understand what they're saying. When they talk nostalgically about the North, tell 'em "Delta's ready when you are!" Talk loudly and often about SEC football or ACC basketball. Refer to every soft drink as a Coke. Always order sweet tea and/or grits. When they don't have it, raise a ruckus. Offer to send 'em a bottle of fresh air. Insist on being addressed by your first AND middle names. (e.g. Lisa Marie -- John Michael -- Jim Bob. . .) Frequently bring up "The War of Northern Aggression" in conversation. If anyone ever says the words "Civil War", always interject that "there was nothing civil about it." Address all males as "son" and females as "little lady".

Life,,,
"Without you being just the way you are, we would not have such beauty."The feeling of hopefulness sometimes comes from someone helping us. Think back to a time when you had lost hope. Many times we regained our optimism because someone gave us a

Life
I never asked for much. My pride wouldnt allow it. I never expected much. My sense of reasoning knew better. I coined the terms patience and humility. I speak not rather than to hear the voice of fools. I draw near to hear the wisdom of silence. I stand in the end not ashamed of who i am but of what i have become. I see the beauty of imperfection. I know that the right fit is always what is wanted but not neccesarily what fills the hole. I try to dim the darkness all around me rather than extinguish the light

Life Challenges
Been a long night. One night i dont ever want again in my life!!!!!!!!!!!! Some people like to trigger others buttons and try to ruin there lives. Well Jess.......I love you with all my heart and soul. You are the reason i breathe everyday. I learned

Life
I've been thinking alot about life these days. Like why are we here, and I think the answer is to make the best of what we have in this life. I look at it this way you can be all pissed off for how little you have or you can be thankful. Look I know there are people out there with hardly anything and if you're one of these people be thankful because there are others in this world with alot less. I don't have much myself, but I thankful for what I do have because I know that I could have a hell of alot less. Also be thankful for those in your life because you or them could be gone tomorrow also because we are who we are beacause of them

Life And Death
Well, i continue to heal after my pacemaker surgery, and since the docs dont want me working, i started writing a book on my all time love, the west. Its called The streets of Tombstone(After the OK Corral).

Life.
Finally, there is one guy, I feel alright possibly giving my heart to. It's weird, because I'm totally messed up in the head because of certain ex's, but I trust him. I trust that i'll never be hit again, i'll never be yelled at again, and i'll never be forced to do things that I don't ever want to do again. I realize, at times i'm completely hostile towards him but I really don't mean to be. At night, I think about the events that went on that day and sometimes wish I did things different. He knows I don't mean the mean shit I say or do. Well, atleast I hope he does. PCS.

Life In General
So..heres a blog about me again. Its been awhile. I am mainly posting this for those who have wondered where I have been or why I am not on here as much as I use to be. Well Back in July when I got a bunch of lab work done..I was told that I was borderline diabetic. My dad just fund out 2 yrs ago that he is..and I know it runs in the family but I have made up my mind that I am not going to get it at this age if I can help it.

Life. Love And Fubar
The hand that wrote this letterSweeps the pillow cleanSo rest your head andread a treasured dreamI care for no one else but youI tear my soul to cease the painI think maybe you feel the sameWhat can we do?I'm not quite sure what we're supposed to doSo I've been writing just for youThey say your life is going very wellThey say you sparkle like a different girlBut something tells me that you hideWhen all the world is warm and tiredYou cry a little in the darkWell so do II'm not quite surewhat you're supposed to sayBut I can see it's not okayHe makes you laughHe brings you out in styleHe treats you wellAnd makes you up real fineAnd when he's strongHe's strong for youAnd when you kissIt's something newBut did you ever call my nameJust by mistake?I'm not quite sure what I'm supposed to doSo I'll just write some love to you OK, well I guess this has to be the last update of this blog, the reasons for which will become apparent if you read on a little.. Chemo has started and bar the odd naus

Life
"There is a very dark and painful side to life, but that is natural. People in our culture think they should never be unhappy. They think that being unhappy is unnatural. They try to make it go away. They take pills or they go to therapy to “fix” themselves. They blame themselves or others for their suffering. We need to understand that sadness is as much a part of life as joy. It would be easy just to get bitter and cold while focusing on the dark side, but there is also an amazing, wonderful side of life. If you look for it, there is true magic all around us. Maybe that sounds trite to the hardened, self-protective modern ego, but there is magic in this miraculous life. If you open yourself up, you do make yourself vulnerable to pain but the deeper the pain you experience, the deeper joy you have."

Life. As Simple As It Sounds.
Being my first blog on here I considered introducing myself, but then I decided that's kinda what the whole profile thing is about. Anyway, as I'm trying to take in all that is involved in this website I was thinking about all the social networking sites in this world.

Life I Never Understand You
Life Life I never understand you Sometimes you give Sometimes you take Sometimes you live Sometimes you Die Sometimes you Love Sometimes You hate Sometimes You help Sometimes you Don’t

Life
EVERY DAY WE WAKE UP AND WHT IS THE FRIST THING HTAT WE DO ,IS IT BRUSH OR TEETH N WASH OR FACE OR MAYBE EAT BREAKFAST.bUT I DONT THINK SO CUZ THE WORLD IS VERY DIFFERENT NOW AND ITS ALL ABOUT TXT THS TXT THT ARE E-MAIL THS AND THT 2 THE POINT THT WE STOP DOING THE THINGS THT MAKE R DAY MORE FULLFILLING LIKE COOKING 4 OR LOVE ONES OR JUS TAKEING THE TIME OUT OF OUR TXTN FILLED DAY 2 HELP SOME1 ARE 2 STOP AND JUST TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND ENJOY THE DAY.SO WHT IM SAYING IS THT lifeHAS BECOME SO SMALL THT US AS A WHOLE WILL NEVER EVER GET THOSE SECONDS AND HOURS THAT WE WASTED ON OUR PHONES AND ALL THT TIME SPENT TXTN BACC AND FORTH 2 THE SAME PERSON THAT WE JUST LEFT,WHEN WE DO LOOK UP AIR IT WILL BE 2 LATE CAUSE LIFE HAS PASS US BYE AND NOW WHERE LOST IN LIFE TRYING 2 GET BACK WHAT WE ALL READY HAD,tIME 2 ENJOY THA SIGHTS THE BIRDS AND EVEN A GOOD CONVERSATION FACE2FACE.SO JUST REMENBER THAT lIFE IS ABOUT LIVEING AND ENJOYING LIFE AND NOT WASTEING IT PUNCHING KEYS ON A COMPUTER R STAREING

Life
Snow can waitI forgot my mittensWipe my noseGet my new boots onI get a little warm in my heartWhen I think of winterI put my hand in my father's gloveI run offWhere the drifts get deeperSleeping beauty trips me with a frownI hear a voice"Your must learn to stand up for yourselfCause I can't always be around"He saysWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white horses are still in bedI tell you that I'll always want you nearYou say that things change my dearBoys get discovered as winter meltsFlowers competing for the sunYears go by and I'm here still waiting Withering where some snowman wasMirror mirror where's the crystal palaceBut I only can see the myselfSkating around the truth who I amBut I know dad the ice is getting thinWhen you gonna make up your mindWhen you gonna love you as much as I doWhen you gonna make up your mindCause things are gonna change so fastAll the white hor

"life As We Know It"
So if the meaning of life is knowing that one thing, do we or can we summarize the meaning of life as we can dictate the truth within ourselves. Is it love, life, happiness, meditation to a better perspective or just looking over the fence at greener pastures, is it spirituality of what is the we may percieve?

Life
well, im still here living life day by day what more can i do . I'm here trying to live the life i want ot live not the one that other tell me i should live. i hate when ppl try to tell me how to live my life and that my daughter should come fist before anything else but i got news for them all my daughter is my world and will always come frist before anyone in my life no matter what . i dont just sit on the comupter all day while shes around i sit on here looking for the job i need to take care of her and to support her

Life
Christmas poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE W

Life
I hate being fat, I hate being unemployed, I hate being poor, I hate being broke, I hate being lonely, I hate having to rely on my parents. When I look in the mirror after I get out of the show I am disgusted by the fat woman I see. I never wanted to be this big ever, it's no wonder why I'm single a guy would have to be blind to want anything to do with me. I am always crying, I can't be mad at anyone except for Lauren, no one else put me in the situation I'm in except myself. I want to be happy again, that seems completely impossible. I'm stuck on my weight loss, I'm on a plateau and my weight goes up it hasn't gone back down in a long time. I have no one in my family going on walks with me or being supportive to help me with my weight loss. I get comments on Facebook from other family members congratulating me on my weight loss, that's the only support I have.

Life
It's hard to change being like this because of everyone and everything which made me this way. People, life, events (whether good or bad), situations, storms, trials and so on, tend to be the builders of walls, and distributors of pain and tears. Learning how to opperate the "wrecking ball" machine in order to rid myself of those things.... even harder....LOL, but "It's a good thing" as Martha Stewart would say...LOL. “No one has to the right to tell you who you are and control your life, cause it’s yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us and change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you know what’s right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices and you learn. Each experience we go through in a life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes, why is that so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It’s

Life Here
I can't go into all the specifics online, but I'm so fed up with being "grounded" by the Air Force. The cerfews and all the other special restrictions that have restricted me, are all kind of ridiculous, especially since I wasn't the one who got in trouble. A few bad eggs spoiled the lot for us all, and ruined what could have been a wonderful Holloween weekend.

Life....
I have lived my life thus far to the best of my ability. I have, like everyone else, made my fair share of mistakes. I have learned from every mistake or bad decision I have made. If no lesson is learned, then the mistake will be repeated over and over until the lesson is learned. I'm not going to sit here and say that I've had a horrible life and that it's been full of bad events and memories. I've lived a good life. Plain and simple. Yes, bad things have happened. Many bad things. I have suffered, yes. Yet there are many more out there than I that have suffered a hundred times over what I've been through. I grew up poor but with a mother who loved me, family that loved me, and friends that loved me. I had a happy childhood. I had bad moments and sad moments but the good and happy moments outweigh them. I have loved greatly and not so greatly. I have lost friends and loved ones long before their time. I have made it through every good moment and every bad mom

The Life Of Kc
I take my Razor and Rearrange your pretty face, And I invade to destroy every inch of your personal space I live my life and you expect me to respect you, When you show me nothing but disgrace, You think you're so pretty with your pretty little face But life is not always soft little roses, You think you're so powerful with all your pretty little poses And never took a Mirror to look at your disfigured face. Now you are nothing, and you're the disgrace.

Life's Little Surprises.
Look at my stats I been here for awhile. In that time I made a few friends, Some were better than others some worse. Not many even speak to me anymore and thats ok your choice. Some people might know about my battle with cancer the past couple years, most do not. It was a well fought battle and for the most part winning it. I just found out however something else is killing me instead. According to my Endocrinologist my diabetes is killing me and she has told me I have at best another 2 years to live. I wanted to say Thank You to all the friends that have stuck by me in my time here, you guys mean the world to me. Perhaps someday we may meet on the other side. Good luck and God Bless.

Life Ain't That Hard
Okay, its time we stop the "wuss"-ification of America. To start with, bullies. If your kid is being bullied teach them to fight. Bruises will heal, bowing down subserviently lasts a lifetime. 2nd-People quit apologizing for every stupid comment you make. We get it. You're a dumbass. 3rd-People quit demanding apologies from the dumbasses. They're not responsible for the way you feel or if your fee...(tharr be more)lings get hurt. Learn how to change your reaction to others to empower yourselves, not be a whiney-ass. 4th-If you want to be treated equal, then except what really comes with it. I make light of EVERYONE! Regardless of race, religion, sexual preference, gender, etc. Because I treat everyone the same. If you can't take the good with the bad, that means you don't want to be equal, you want to be 'better than". Get over the PC crap! My friend is correct in calling it Population Control. We're all just people doing the best we can. Just try to love.

Life In The New Year...
Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set goals by what other people deem are important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to tghem as you would life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give it. The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly. Do not dismiss your dreams. To be without dreams is to be without

Life And Love Suck!
What is the difference between a women that is a "keeper" or a women that is a "hit it and quiet it". Why are some women put in these two groups. I have been told by a few different people that I am in the second group! I want to know why and if a women that is in the second group can be turned into a women good enough for the first group? Please all comments welcome!

Life
Oh, what could this bring you? But a life of pain. I had a path that was half way right. They wanted me to play collage football. They wanted me to be a lot of things. Untill that rainy day. I was in a car reck, that all most took my life.

Life At Its Finest
To say that this year has been hard on me is an understatement. So far Ive lost someone I thought cared a lot more than they actually did, Ive lost my house and Im currently getting ready to move into a small room and put all of my life in storage, but ive somehow found a way to stay positive and keep going even tho im emo /physically drained some days all I can do is cry till I cant anymore but I believe that things can truely only get better. Please help me in purchasing a used car... After 10 years mine is finally ready to retire http://www.gofundme.com/Katelynsnewcar

Life
well to start off i woke up at 830 this morning, have the day off from work so i decided that i would do some running around and pay some bills etc.i took a shower got dressed and headed out i stopped at the bank grabbed some cash and was on my way. Well i was almost done i made my last stop came out and was headed back to the car when i realized that i had a flat tire so naturally i took out my spare to change and the damn spare tire was flat. wtf! so i called AAA and you know it took almost 2 hours just to come down the street. guess from now on i am just gonna have to check my spare tire and all before i leave

Lifes A Game
life is a game. u are playing the game regardless if u choose 2 or not to do so you might as well, be really good at the game. Train ur emitions n mind to be strong physcially, focus on the goal at hand n let no obticiles inferere with your destiny whatever it may be. Games have rules, stick to the rules n u shall find victory in all. There's always be better players. Ur mission if u shld to do is to not became the worst player as long as u can keep up. U will do just fine in the game of life, being the best player means leaving all distractions behind. if u want 2 be the best, you have to sacrifice the things u love because to be the best player,means u love the game!

Life As We Know It
Its pretty cool... that through the internet, you can meet people from all walks of life. Different perspectives, and have amazing conversations with people. It is a great way to widen the social gap and come together and initiate conversations, learn so many new things!! I met a really great guy, who just out of being kind, helped me with my chemistry homework. I talk to other people who are either out of the military and moving on with great sucess, and others that kind of got lost, and i can lend a helping hand or a listening ear. This has been a fantastic experience. I wish more people would be open.. and listen to what people have to say, listen with there hearts. Its not about bling, or like me fan me ect ect... its a great way to become more socially aware.. and have some fun while your at it Remember.. at the end of it all, all that matters is love. Did you love with the whole of your heart? do the people in your life know you love them.. i hope you make sure to do that EVERY

Life
I can never get my mind off her, I wonder if she'd mind if i'd, make her my own, and never let her go, hug her tight, treat her right, act all polite, take her on a date, make sure i'm never late, kiss her on her lips, talk about our kids, Make her feel like princess, living in a castle, hope that is not too much hassle, But i am so blessed, hope i can be the best, hold you tight, have your rest, on my chest, pass the test, NOW YOUR MINE! my life is not easy by no means the life of a soldiers is trough but i steady the crose and drive on we cant let life get us down when we hit a wall as a soldier we go over it under it arounf it or through it life is the same way so stop bitching and just man up and get back inro the fight bacuse we can use the man power that we alll have in our hearts and use our pride and desrtoy the enmy and be the best, so fight and dont give up dont quiet and dont say never