MIN's blog: "Life"

Can I help it that I've grown up, I can't take back mistakes, I know in my heart and see with mine eyes, Time has brought some change, I've changed for the better, Although some may not see it for the blinders on their eyes, They count me for who I was, not who I am, In my past, failed I have, I am but only woman, So out with the old, And in with the new, But unchanged true is my heart, It longs for the same and gives of it's all, For it's love is all I've got.

It seems today as the pain will never stop, The constant hurt of being incomplete, This pain has troubled me for quite some time now, I guess that I had hoped it was nearing it's end, My smiles may not be so bright, My short days turn long nights, This however will not hold me back, I am strong, I will endure, I will prevail, I'll not be beaten down by this same nemesis, Over and over again, So if by chance our paths do cross, Just ask me how I am, I'll probably reply, I'm dealing inside, With this terrible pain again

Live not for tomorrow, Live not for what might be, Focus your energy, use all your strength, To achieve happiness today, Know in your heart that now's all you've got, For what is to be tomorrow unsure, Treat others as you want to be treated,, Keep your heart pure, Speak only the truth, Even if in speaking it brings your own death, Rejoice in all good, Clear your mind of bad, Live not for this earth,, Live not in the past.