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Vampire Lestat's blog: "life"

created on 11/06/2008  |  http://fubar.com/life/b257639

everything

so last night i was told im not welcome at my father in laws house where my fiance and daughter are living  before that my fiance decided she needed a break and now i have nothing  idk what to do anymore ive lost everything  the last month i lost my apartment my fiance my daughter and what lil family i have left :(been seriously thinking about just disapearing for a long ass time then i wouldnt be bothering anyone  if i disapear then everyones life becomes so much easier

Unpack you bags
Something small
Take what you need and we disappear
Without a trace we be gone, gone
The moon and the stars follow the car
And then when we get to the ocean
Gonna take a boat to the end of the world
All the way to the end of the world
Oh, And when the kids are old enough

Were gonna teach them to fly

You and me together, could do anything baby
You and me together yes yes
You and me toether, could do anything baby
You and me together, yes yes

You and I are
Were not tied to the ground
Not falling but rising like rolling around
Eyes closed above the rooftops
Eyes closed we gonna spin through the stars
Our arms wide as the sky
Were gonna ride blue all the way to the end of the world
To the end of the world

my recent bullshit

so a few days i got dumped after three years of being engaged     now i had to fight to keep it as we are together on a break  but what am i supposed to do when i realize that shes the only thing i know that is right in my life   i dont know what to do except fight  till my death to keep her and get her back completely to myself but idk

suicide

My heart has stopped from my blood on the floor the knife cuts so deep i feel no more The pain subsides as the last breathe leaves I sit and think about how much i hate myself Life never seemed so simple and yet so easy to take Fuck life, I am done Im doing living it Life is over for me so kiss me goodbye but please dont pretend to fucking cry

Failure

I must be a failure I must be an asshole I keep fucking up I dont know how to stop i dont know how to keep you happy I fail all the time and keeping peave maybe i should quit im sick of this im sick of fighting and never doing things right Well Im done fucking up Im done with it I have failed at that and i guess i have failed at us :-(
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