nellaru15's blog: "life......."

So yea....way too much goin on in my head tonight so thought id blog it....went out last night with nicole, ended up hangin with the guys which i hadnt done in awhile...i missed it! Had a blast! I definatley needed that since id been so down and bored and stuck at home! So saw a guy that i like and its got me thinking. See heres the thing....we had a lil fling goin on awhile back...and well not intentionally i broke his heart :( But i believe he is still into me which is good but he is also my ex boyfriends best friend. Makes things a tad difficult. He is a really great guy and i know he would treat me great and thats what i deserve!!!! He has been a great friend lookin out for me too. I just dont know whether to pursue something again or not. Id definatley like to hang out some more and see how things go...so i guess thats what ive come too cause thinking beyond that things get all cloudy lol anywho im freezing and im hungry so im out......

yea so i stupidly bought a ford vehicle and i have kicked myself in the ass everyday for over 3 years now......dont ever ever ever buy a ford they suck and they will drain your wallet dry. Well the ford focus will...i put well over $1000 into it last year and now its starting all over...right on time...its always tax time of course...and the best part the car is a 2003 and only 63,000 miles.....acts likes its a 1973 and 570,000 miles. Yea so im pissed hence the blog...mom is tired of me bitching about it....so yea just this week alone....heat shield taken off it was mangled around muffler and dragging...that was free cause i have an awesome friend that loves me....two days later get pulled over...no brake lights...of course cant be something simple like a fuse or the bulbs no we think its the brake relay switch...awesome...realize today that the muffler is hanging by a thread and is about ready to fall off....awesome again...cant wait for that one.....not to mention the really loud grinding noise in my right front tire...prolly another wheel bearing...would only be the 4th one in a year....and thats just what ive delt with this week with the hunk of absolute junk!!!!!!!!! SOOOOOOOO anyone want to buy a car? Ill sell it to ya real freakin cheap! ok i think im done for now...gota go order parts and figure out how to fix the fucking thing. :)

Place an X by all the things you've done and remove the X from the ones you have not Gone on a blind date Skipped school X Watched someone die X Been to Canada X Been to Mexico Been to Florida Been on a plane X Been lost X Been on the opposite side of the country X Been to Washington, DC (Through it lol) Swam in the ocean X Cried yourself to sleep X Played cops and robbers X Recently colored with crayons X Sang Karaoke X Paid for a meal with coins only? X Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? X Made prank phone calls X Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose X Caught a snowflake on your tongue X Danced in the rain X Written a letter to Santa Claus X Been kissed under the mistletoe Watched the sunrise with someone you care about X Blown bubbles X Gone ice-skating Been skinny dipping outdoors Gone to the movies X Got a speeding ticket(s) 1. Any nicknames? Nell, Nellie, Ru, Ba-na-na, n more 2. Favorite DRINK? Dew, juice 3. Mother's name? Nina 4. Tattoo? 5 5. Body Piercing? Ears, eyebrow, tongue 6. How much do you love your job? not at all...well cant say that cause i lovve the pay n benefits! 7. Birthplace? geneva, ny 8. Favorite vacation spot? georgia 9. Ever been to AFRICA? No 10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? Yes 11. Ever been on TV? yes 12. Ever steal any traffic sign? Guilty 13. Ever been in a car accident? Yes 14. Drive a 2-door or 4-door car? 4 15. Favorite salad dressing? ranch 16. Favorite pie? cherry 17. Favorite number? 15 18. Favorite movie? too many to name 19. Favorite holiday? Halloween 20. Favorite dessert? Cheesecake!! 21. Favorite food? chicken alfredo 22. Favorite day of the week? payday 23. Favorite brand of body wash? idk 24. Favorite toothpaste? Colgate 25. Favorite smell? racecars 26. What do you do to relax? listen to music, sleep 27. How do you see yourself in 10 years? no clue