Ev0L0v3 plays in traffic's blog: "Life as I know it"

There's a monster inside of me struggling to break free. Clawing beneath my skin, weakening me. Im about to give in, count 1,2,3. Let it break out, unleash its fury.

quit being so damn stingy with your pimpouts and buzzkills! you don't have to pay anything for them! seriously! ugh!

I feel like giving up. I don't have the energy to try anymore. Im drained. Everything going on inside of me is sucking me dry. I want to be able to do good in someone else's eyes, not just mine.  I need purpose to live. I have none. Maybe someday that will come, but what if it never does?! Its a waste...