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What are you waiting for?
this pain I have you can not see
this pain i have is deep in me
what lies on the surface is all you see
why do I let you in just to hurt me
you say you love me
but this I don't see
I know you are you and I am me
but together we could be
sometimes we don't always see what we need
but I love you and you love me
you need to open to me
and i will show you what I can be
I'm sorry i'm depressed this you see
all i ask is common courtesy
you are truely worth it to me
love me or leave me
the choice is yours
but forever in my heart you will be
baby I love you and I hope you love me
Ok you see I am a verry nice guy and lately I feel as if nothing is going the right way . It seems as if evry girl I wind up dateing is eather married or in some sort of relationship just my luck . It would not be so bad I guess if I knew what I was getting into a head of time . I mean honestly thow how does a female keep something like that from a guy weeks at time and then suddenly just say o by the way I have a man . What Is that crap all about ? I mean why can't they just be honest right from the begining . Atleast then if I got involved then it would be my choice .Not that it would be right but atleast I would know what I was getting into and not be setting my self up for failure right from the begining. I mean honestly if I was looking for a one night stand I could just bring some random girl home from the bar and know thet thats all it was . Not that would make me a good person but hey we all have needs at time we are only human. I know I am not perfect but hell atleast I am honest and thats got to be one the best qualitys to have. I guess I should'nt really complain but when you actually get to have feelings for someone and they can't seem to choose what they want it can hurt you . I really don't know why I am putting this in a blog. I guess i am just killing time . By no means is this blog directed at anyone inperticular . If how ever a certian someone reads this I really do care about you and I do have feelings for you infact this is a little hard to say but I think I am falling hard for you . I hope one day you can make a choice . Remember no matter what that choice may be I just want you to be happy and we will allways remain friends. I would never want to loose you as that . anyway back to blog . So does anyone have any advice on relationships or females at this time? It seems as if I no longer know what to do with my self anymore .I am about to say the hell with and go back to nothing but one night stands . I mean what the hell apparently being nice does'nt get me far anymore . Really thow thats not the type of life I want to live but what else am I to do ? Maybe some day the right girl will just come along but untill then who knows . Do I keep looking ? Do I just give up ? Do I become a dog as if I were 16 again ? really what the hell ? Ladies really give me some advice Pleaseeeee ! Hey and if any of you are looking for a good guy hit me up. I'm not desprate just looking for someone normal in my life . If nothing else I am a good friend to talk to . I can give good advice I just can't seem to follow my own helppppp!
