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Libra
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say? I met him on a site like this It wasn't long ago We dated and I trusted him Just why I'll never know Things were great or so I thought I didn't have a clue Till one day when things went wrong he broke my heart in two He lied and kept things from me a snake now plain to see a low life lying coward that's all he'll ever be Since that time I've moved on and my eyes are open wide I think before I jump in now my experience is my guide You Are Romanticism You are likely to see the world as it sh

Libra
You’re born under the sign of Libra, which represents the element of air, or the intellect. You’re most definitely a thinker — you like to use your mind to tackle problems. Libra is the seventh sign of the zodiac, which refers to relationships of all sorts and your connection to the world around you. People know you as someone who loves to socialise. Your outgoing nature and love of communicating brilliant ideas to people around you is one of your strengths. You’re rarely at a loss for words … even on your worst day you have the gift of the gab! You not only have the ability to share your ideas in a very natural way; you also have charm in the way you convey your feelings. This is another of your very positive traits. Even people who don’t agree with what you have to say can’t resist you and will usually behave well around you — you’re simply a nice person. Your love of communication makes you an excellent mediator and negotiator. Coupled with the fact that y

L • I • B • R • A: The Sex Addict..lol
L • I • B • R • A: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna fuck with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible.Rare 2 find. Funny. Talkitive. Erotic. Smart. loves sports. gets what he/she wants. Loves to be in a relationship. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost.:) :) :) T • A • U • R • U • S: The Freak in bed "i love Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! P • I • S • C • E • S: The Piece of ass

The Library
Read if you dare...watch my wake up call for america video...If you know about this keep up your daily routine and keep placid don't worry, your blanket of security will protect you. I believe our soldiers over seas are dying for oil, not your freedom and mine...They are dying for the rich man...DHS is watching and listening to your every word...And where do all those taxes go...they talk about eliminating social security or increasing the age you qualify for it to like 85 or something. more money for the big rich man(watch my disturbed-land of confusion video).Think about it and comment what you think... We all know that the library is mainly for reading and checking your email(mainly) and sometimes even taking a nap(:)) and depending on where you live, getting drunk...but what is really going on behind those closed doors. I have seen people making out in the library, different types of deals going on in the back part of the so called place of reading...comment and tell me how you hav

Libras
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics.

Libra-good In Bed
LIBRA-GOOD IN BED (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Libra
> > > > > > > > > > > THE JOINT ROCKING THE AIRWAVES > > "WHAT HAPPENS IN THE JOINT STAYS IN THE JOINT" > > > > > > > > ♦♦CLICK TO JOIN THE JOINT♦♦ > As living, energy-emitting, spiritual creatures, there is essentially no doubt that we all have a personal aura that can be seen and possibly

Libra
GREEN EYES -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. HAZEL EYES -People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is on your heart. BROWN EYES -Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love,

Licabags
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License To Roam For Italian Women..
License to Roam for Italian Women... Licence to roam for Italian women March 17, 2008 mmm...This from the BBC: Italy's highest appeal court has ruled that married Italian women who commit adultery are entitled to lie about it to protect their honour. The court gave its landmark ruling after hearing the case of a 48-year-old woman, convicted of giving false testimony to police by denying she had lent her mobile phone to her lover. The appeal court did not agree that she had broken the law. It said bending the truth (for women) was justified to conceal extra-marital relationships. The woman who brought the appeal was from Porto Ercole on the Tuscany coast, and named only as Carla. She had lent her telephone to her secret lover, Giovanni, who then used it to call Carla's estranged husband, Vincenzo, and insult him. Giovanni, the lover, was convicted of abusive behaviour in a local court, and Carla convicted as an accessory. But the Court of Cassation fo

Licking And Whatnot
Vote.. please! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=158234&albumid=137375&i=4210657077 Thanks! LCT Well I have been busy with work, family and my best friend being in the hospital. But hopefully I will be able to get back here and start the licking again! :P~ Take care all! LCL Yay! My B day is in a couple hours! WOOT!! ok.. i'm done for know! LCL :P~

Lickaliscious
Well damn when old hits ya it really hits. Thought i would keep some posted since i have not been on here for awhile and i am sure those of u who do talk to me are wondering wher the hell i have been. i have Been having probs with my lungs and now going for surgery come the 31st, that wasn't enough i had to find out that i have to see an eye specialist due to fact i have cataracts in both my eyes :( SHEEEEEEEEEESH alls i want is to live life as i have been in the past not with these damn health probs, i sat, i thought, i went to my martial arts vented and beat things worked so hard sweat covered my tank and i only thought even harder.......i ain't gonna leave site but i am askin those of you WHO WANNA STAY ON MY FRIENDS LIST that are REAL FRIENDS to let me know, if i do not get a private message from you, you will be deleted cept select few who will stay automaticlly and they know who they are.......i ain't leavin cause of a bunch peeps that are just SCORE WHORES. peace out speak or

Lickety's Thoughts
My Happy Ending by Avril Lavigne So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something you said? Dont leave me hanging In a city so dead Held up so high On such a breakable thread You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be You were everything, everything I ever wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All the things that you hide from me All the shit that you do You were all the things I thought I knew And I thought we could be You were everything, everything I ever wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all the memor

Licky, The Carnivorous Pony
I wont be logging in for a while. Maybe a month, maybe two months. Sorry. My mate's girlfriend freaked out when she met me last night, Scott gave off the impression that I was a boy. She then proceeded to ruining game night. I had never heard so many rude comments till last night. They were "whispered" but we all heard them. She kept trying to convince him that my health card was fake. One thing I have to live with is my name really is Cupid......sometimes their reations are fun, other times their disbelief always manages to piss me off. We laughed it off afterwards, I can't stay mad at someone I don't even know afterall :D

Lied To
i'm the dumbest bitch in the world...let a girl with no where to stay sleep in the same house as your boyfriend and no you won't get fucked but she sure as hell will....so here I am not sure whether to cry scream or punch a wall. All I want is my family, a mommy and daddy and a baby in the middle...only problem is, that the daddy is a cheating piece of scum and yet i still love him...wondering if we can work through this and knowing the answer to that is going to be no...I need advice, i need a friend and most of all i need a percocet so i can eat a bunch and just forget the pain i'm in....and to think i thought my pill popping days were over....anyone got any pain killers....no to tell you the truth i really don't have to much of a problem with them...bad back and all i get the precribed but shit i wish i had some now.what do i do? Do i let him back in only to hurt me again or do i get out now while i'm numb.? I don't fucking know anymore I guess i wasn't lieing when i said I was

Lie Detection For Congress.
surrender your wills to the highest power, now. `,`,`ord to you ,`,`,others act no`,`,`. pack it up. > say, "yeshua hoo ha ma leck" > > iii etat nalla nhoj > won tnediserp 4 > reshurc daeh dna > aspmip ztubbik drawoc fo > thgie dnasuoth owt > say, "yeshua hoo ha ma leck" > > iii etat nalla nhoj > won tnediserp 4 > reshurc daeh dna > aspmip ztubbik drawoc fo > thgie dnasuoth owt > say, "yeshua hoo ha ma leck" > > iii etat nalla nhoj > won tnediserp 4 > reshurc daeh dna > aspmip ztubbik drawoc fo > thgie dnasuoth owt > http://www.myspace.com/ironrodtemple surrender your wills to the highest power, now. `,`,`ord to you ,`,`,others act no`,`,`. pack it up. surrender your wills to the highest power, now. `,`,`ord to you ,`,`,others act no`,`,`. pack it up. seriously, thanks, everyone for making this all possible! waroc seizer john allan tate iii president no`,`,` and head crusher of heavy metal lead boot pedophile kibbutz pimp hea

Liers
i just can't stand your lies anymore greg, i'm done, get your crap from my house and don't call me anymore, i'm done. please at least give me that and walk away , you don't want to be here anymore than i want you to be anymore. we had some fun but it's gone now - you sucked it all out with your lies. i'm not gonna let you hurt me again, i'm done this time. I just don't understand why some people feel the need to constantly lie to the ones they love. Is it from insecurity? they think people won't like them if they don't tell tall tales. Do they really think people are so stupid to just believe the lies over and over again? you fool me once, shame on you - you fool me twice, shame on me..... Why can't everyone just love each other and not LIE? Even people who claim to be christian and god fearing, they LIE....I just don't get it. can someone help me understand why? do they want people to feel sorry for them? maybe it's all just manipulation when you chew thru all the 'b-s'. what i

Lies
Something I don't understand How do you lie when the truth is so close at hand Lie to my face Lie to my mouth Lie to my eyes Lie to my reason Where's your logic Where's your truth Where's the fucking truth I see the lieing eyes The Cheating heart The fruitless secrets Not leading you anywhere but alone Sit down Shut up Fuck off I'm going to beat you Break you down Get you up, Out of this rutt Let you know what you've been doing wrong Oh so much wrong Make me cry Made me cry I wake up to your screams Of Horror in the middle of the night You know what you've done Lie some more You'll be on your own No more of this You can burry your own shit Look me in the eyes tell me you don't have your own skeletons You locked me up Threw away the key Did all the things you said you'd never do Pushed me down Crushed my dreams LIED TO MY FACE How dare you lie to me That above all hurts the most The Lie The Deception The betrayal The hurt It's lies

Lies
every since we met damn lies one day your lies will catch up to you stab u penetrate the skin i hope death strikes you kills u slowly all your life is lies you bring it upon me one day youll understand your lies have hurt and i hope you still hurt 6 feet under

Lies Only Skim The Surface
YOUR LIES ONLY SKIM THE SURFACE THE SUFACE OF MY WALLS I HAVE BEEN BUT HIDING HIDING BEHIND THE STONES I DO NOT BID YOUR LIES ENTRY ENTRY INTO THE WALLS MY BITTER SMILE MY BLANK NOD THE REAL ME LIES WRAPPED IN A NUMBING COCOON YOUR LIES CAN NOT PENETRATE PENETRATE BENEATH THE NUMBNESS I FEEL NOTHING YOUR LIES NO LONGER AFFECT ME I WATCH THEM FROM BELOW AS THEY SKIM ABOVE

Lies
I sit here and wonder why people feel they have to lie to others about things. Is it because they have nothing better to do? Do they get kicks making people feel like shit? I been led on by a story of sorts, and today was the day things were supposed to happened. But as par for the course in my life it must have all been a lie. This person had my hopes up that I might have a chance at life, only to not show up, not answer their phone or text messages and leave me hanging. With all the things in my life right now this of all things I did not need nor can handle. I honestly dont know if I will survive this or not it just might be the thing that pushes me over the edge finally. I sit here and wonder what have I done so bad to deserve this life and realize more and more I dont even want my life anymore. I just cant deal with the pain of it anymore.

The Lies We Live With
I use to think god was dead, instead I know now god never existed. I was born a different creature then what I was taught to be. Religion is a lie, a poison that has corrupted the true nature of humanity into a race of separatist warmongers. We have been tricked into becoming worker ants for our corporate master for no other reason then tradition. Only through realization of this of these truths can we hope to seek redemption for our ignorance. This closet-dictatorship that dangles freedom in our face while taking the very liberties we pride most is nothing more then a system of hypocrisy. My only real fear is that there is nothing we can do to stop it…. Before sending me hate mail because you’re too stupid to see what is really happening for yourself, watch this and then tell me what u think: http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/

Lies.lies,lies
I’m sure everyone knows someone that lies- Lies- just for the hell of it...Lies to make themselves feel good, Lies to make others around them feel special. I knew someone like that. I know that he is a pathelogical liar, I know the people that he hurt in the process, I can only imagine the hurt that he put others in...And it’s a shame-a royal shame.... If you know anyone like that,you should tell them to take there lying ass to a confessional, and tell it too the Lord above,tell them that they should ask for help....

Lies You Told
* Lies you told* As time pass I think of you and all the lies you told, you love me, you want me, I*m your everything and more, but yet you turn around and say I don*t need you anymore, its me not you then you walk right out the door, you call me two days later then claim you made a mistake, you try to sweet talk me thinking I*m going to go back your way, you claim your world is crashing and you running out of things to say, you said you did me wrong, but you wont say your sorry, since your ego means more to you, you do better by your self and your self only by AZUL

Lies And Bullshit
It's bad when all lies run a life ad then lies are being told of others and then when confronted they have to lie gain,,this is confusing,,,,,,in some ways this has become an way of life and then those oers become compulsie liers do they think that they are getting away with it or what,,,when cought in a lie they should own up to the lies that have been told. when becoming that way of compulsive lying it will soon catch up to them and then there will be no one there to help them in any way shape or form,,,they are like the little boy that cried wolf to many times and no one believed him. but then to have others lie for them is another story and another blog.

Lies Then Truth
What do you do when what you always thought was a lie is actually the truth? I am angry,hurt,sick and just in pain. How do you hide something so important and then once all is known,act as if everyone should be fine with it? How do you tell your family this and act like it's the best thing ever? Your rationale for what you did is a lie. Devastating your mother. You expect us to be fine,roll with it,be happy for you. This is not something that will

Lies
It's funny how the things you thought you would never do, are options you are considering now?! With everything tat is/has gone on, I look back and think to myself "I knew better, what was I thinking?!" There's really nobody to blame but my ownself. So with that being said, pick up the pieces and do what I need to ensure everything is taken care of and move on. What ever it takes....lol! I would like to thank the ones who have been by my side throughout all this mess and help me look on the brighter side of things. It honestly has helped. Even though everything is screwed up right now, there is a big part of me that is relieved! So thanks to my friends for all their moral support and dealing with my crazy ass...lol! You know who you are!!!

Lies Trust
I moved to Texas to be with the man of my dreams just to find out that he was nothing but a player. I was so crushed I left Everything in Illinois , note i have to start all over again! can't a man be honest in this world?

Lie Still
"Lie still" you said, "allow one finger to draw, to touch. A very slow process as you lay naked, totally naked before me." You want to make me warm. You made me shiver. You wanted reaction, I refused, and suppressed. You made me want to whisper in your ear, touch you, feel you, need you, lay stripped before you. You made me want to feel your finger draw on my desire, feel your breath caress my flesh, take all you give me. Give all that I am. What then? I will lay you down naked, and use one finger to create a masterpiece of your body. Write my name in our cum across your belly, so you remember to call me in the morning. Then, will you lie still?

Lie To Me
Our candle burns awayThe ashes full of liesI gave my soul to youYou cut me from behindNowhere to run and nowhere to hideYou're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the liesCuz who I am, is where you wanna beDon't act like an angelYou fallen againYou're no super heroI found in the endSo lie to me once againAnd tell me everything will be alrightLie to me once againAnd ask yourself before we say goodbyeWell goodbyeWas it worth it in the end...You said you were there for meYou wouldn't let me fallAll the times I shared with youWere you even there at all?Nowhere to run and no where to hideYou're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the liesCuz who I am, is where you wanna beDon't act like an angelYou fallen againYou're no super heroI found in the endSo lie to me once againAnd tell me everything will be alrightLie to me once againAnd ask yourself before we say goodbyeWell goodbyeWas it worth it in the endWhy'd you have to up and run awayA million miles awayI wanna close my eyes and make believeTha

Life Live It To Be Happy
I have had a really bad past 4months But hopefully It will get better I lost my 3 year old nephew in may on his 3rd birthday. He was ran over by a vechile, and killed I feel for his mom and dad cause I know they are going thew a living hell then this past wednesday we put my dear aunt to rest. She had cancer that ate her up I know they are in a better place and one day we will be together again. But it still does not help the pain. But I turn to god and It helps alot. I know I will be ok but it makes you hold your babbies a little tighter at night and when you go to work in the am. But thanks guys for welcoming to a great sight. going on line to chat helps me unwind and feel good about my self again also my kids help me feel good about my self I guess what Iam trying to say is trust in the lord during everything and live life to the fulliest. well looks like we might just do it and win the world series. the cards were hot tonight. I think detroits pitcher had stuff on his hand but ton

Life
I have a couple of things going on. On Sat. the 23rd I will be meeting my fu hubby and starting my life with him. Im very excited about this. Next on the 26th I will be having my first surgery and having my gall bladder removed. This I am very nervous about, but it needs to be done seeing I have been sick for like the last month. So if you are wondering why im not online that much....those would be the reasons why. They have moved her to a nursing home for a little rehab. She has alot that needs to be done before she can come home. So we will see how long she will be in there. Thanks again for all the love and support I thought I would give you all an update. I am the kind of person when it comes to this I keep to myself. One person knows everything that is going on only because he knows me and my mom. Anyways she is stable now. Her heart stopped for about 5 mins on Friday so all week and weekend I have been with her. They plan to keep her at least another week for observation and test

Life
Ok well lets see where to begin lol. i dont know actually. I have a beautiful 19 month old daughter who is my pride and joy. I'm currently in school tryin to get the last of my high school then after wards gonna try for college. Yesterday on my way home from northern Ontario I saw 3 moose. never seem them before in my life but damn they huge! Well what can i say?? lol I saw the guy i like last night we talked more and wow. I tried talking this guy into coming to the dance on Friday and well i said I'd save the guy a dance just to see if he would come lol, and then the guy i like says hes being 2 timed, and I'm thinking how?? lol we're not together. Although i wish we were lol.

Life
hey evryojne sorry i have not been on line i am moving and my internet and phone wont be back on till the 9th sorry but i miss all yall talk to you again soon MUAHH!!! Julie a black rose mysterious out of place beautiful few notice it few care to notice it few stop to admire sum think its beautiful sum think its depressing sum think its different ima black rose Well this is my first blog:P I took my lil girl to the Dr. to day for her one yearly heart check up and the doctor was a lil concerned about her development of her heart and that she may have to have surgery again ;'( but she said for now she just wants to wait and see what happens over the next year so now I’m a lil worried about hat and my lil girl also went for her 4 year old shot today pore thing cried she has never cried for any of her shot before made me cry but I hope the out come of her heart turns out that she don’t have to have surgery again the last one was the longest 9 hours of my life well I’m out of here a

Life As A Freakonature
My parents were not young when my mother gave birth to me. My dad was 42. My mother was 39. They divorced in 1990, when I was 15, he 57, and she 54. Each of them has since found someone new and, I'm lucky enough to say, they have been wonderful step-parents. As you get older, you prepare yourself emotoinally and mentally for that day where you get that phone call: the one that says you are about to lose one of your parents. You expect it. It's part of life.

The Life Of A Darkman
BUY YOU SOME GUM REMIX(**j-black productionz**)Add to My Profile | More Videos Things about you (ramdom)What's your biggest fear?heightsWhat makes you happy?computers and electronics.. droolingYou like....?see aboveYour favorite shampoo?some herbal shampoo.. Body soap?african herbal soap smells good You wish your eyes were....?a big lotto winner living on a island .. not the "lost" island! lolDo you smoke?no!Drink?occasionally.. soon to stopAre you a clean freak?Yeah right!Do you cuss alot?wtf? no! What does your hair look like?Dark curly short Do you burn c.d's alot?sometimesWhat's your favorite night or day?night.. daytime makes me hiss like bladeWhat's your favorite time of the day?afternoonTime of night?9pm.. cell phone rates are cheaper then ya knowIf you smoke what kind do you smoke?noneBenn in love before?ugh yeah.. ages agoDo you miss anyone right now?hmmmmmmmmmWhat annoys you?questions about love.. hahahaWhat's your favorite song?Mint Condition - Pretty brown ey

Life Blows Goats!
this is gonna be my bitch and rant journal i guess. i dont usually have any thing worth saying unless im pissed. i have times i love everyone and i have times where i want to murder every breathing fucker out there! lets keep me in a good mood for the safety of the world. for tonight ill just bitch about yahoo and aol...THEY FUCKIN SUCK!!! anyways have a good night. 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word.

Life...a Roller Coaster
I started this to get oppinions and options in the world of everyday life, the roller coaster ride of life, any topic can be discussed I dont beleive in sencorship . After going through what what went through with hurrican Katrina im sure you can guess how upset with the government i am all local ,state, and fed .. I dont care if its democrat,republican,independant the whole system is fked up and should be all disband .. it does say in the constitution that if the american people are dissatified with the government they can tare it down and start a new one .. dont quote me word for word lol but it is in there anyways im done with the rambling, i hope we all can discusse some great topics and have tons of fun .. peace n love Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No, Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey,you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the

Life In General
well i just realized you can do blogs on here wow i am slow lol...well all is good here...still raining in new mexico but all is well... hope all is well else where i am sorry i havent been on much but i have been super busy...i will try to be on here more ...kisses and hugs to all of my friends Date: May 22, 2007 06:08 AM Subject Hail the Warriors! Body: We may or may not agree with the politics of the war in Iraq but the men and women fighting there deserve our highest respect. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- APATHY Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a \"headache\", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You

Life
Well, just when I think things are cool, I have a conversation with dear sweet mom!!!! We got on the subject of a friend of mine and I was sharing with my mom that she was pregnant and due in Jan. Which is really sweet!! This girl I had gone to high school with is a great person and a wonderful friend. Then BAM!!! I hear the same thing I heard when i was 18!! Wow EXACTLY 18 years later!!!!! My mom tells me that if they had had the technology back then and knew i was going to be born with a birth defect I wouldn't be here!!!! So, I cane back and said to her, "well, I am here, and I am glad I am!!!" Then she porceeded to tell me she had to go and that she loved me. What hurts me most is she made me feel like I wasn't even wanted!!! YOU DON'T SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO YOUR CHILD!!! I DON'T GIVE A DAMN HOW OLD THEY ARE!!!!! I actually cried myself to sleep last night because I was so hurt! Don't get me wrong, I know she does love me, and I understand why she said what she did, because I

Life As It Is Or Was....
We have been chatting for a while with a couple we REALLY wanted to fuck! And that was the both of us, we dissagree a lot about who to fuck, but this couple was unaminous. They live 40 miles from us, so that has been a problem along with the whole schedule thing. Now, after all this time of chatting I find out that I already know them, and their daughter and son both worked for me at the restaurant I manage, Whoah! I was flirting with their mom while the worked for me? Yes, I know that I drive a stupid long way to work, I don't pick where I go. So, in the past 3 years, I have somehow never managed to meet this employees mother. Then it happened, I saw her, and instantly knew this was the woman I had be seeing naked. Next day I talked to the Hubby about it online, he seemed a bit put back. Yet she and the daughter are coming into the restaurant like clockwork. Just don't know if the still want to have sex in this situarion. You are 73% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniv

Life
I helped raise my sister, I was an only child till I was almost 14. Shes turns 15 on Christmas Eve. Its hard to have a normal brother sister relationship with her with our age gap. I end up lecturing her instead of trying to see her point of view. She single handedly saved my life, just by being born. I dont think she will ever know that. Looking back though theres so much I wanted to and still want to tell her but the words just dont come out. Time flies when you have all the time in the world...

Life
Life life is a series of moving changes , moving seasons moving dreams , ......to forever live in the past, well condemn us to a present with no future...... Broken Promises I'm sitting here alone as thoughts run through my head thinking about my life how I wish that I was dead The blade calls my name I'm needing it more and more I’ll just add to the scars from times I've cut before I'm becoming really scared now I'm getting numb to the pain it doesn't even phase me tears no longer fall like rain My cuts get deeper and deeper each one closer to my death it won't be long now till I take my last & final breath Get away from me let me rot in my hell leave me here alone in this place where I dwell Get away while you can before I take you down I don't want you to hurt but loving me will kill you… Love

Life
Why is it there is so munch drama around??? It is not like i don't need it. For my friends my grandfather is in the hospital. Plus the doc is saying the don't know if my mother will even be able to walk this time next year. We are going to court for custody of my soon to be step daughter. so why do stupid people like to cause drama in my life no clue. Though i know i am not putting up with it any longer. As for my hope of going into the millitry more then likely this time next year i will be in basic. weather i am a mom in my own right or not i am not giving up what i want for any reason. Yes i will love my child but if i give up on my dreams then what am i showing my child and my step daughter?? As for my friends if u jusr want to cause drama in my life u r not a friend. if u can't support me even though u do not agree with what i want i have no need for u. to thoose who have already told me don't go i am going get over it. to thoose who have called me crazy i maybe just a lil bu

Life
I'M SO FRICKEN MAD AN UPSET RIGHT NOW I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE HELL TO DO!! WE BOUGHT A PUPPIE AN SHE WAS AT THE KENTUCKY AIRPORT... WHICH YESTERDAY WE GOT AN EMAIL FROM THEM SAYING SHE WAS SICK AN COULDN'T GET ON THE FLIGHT.. WHICH NOT EVEN 8 HOURS BEFORE THAT SHE WAS 100% IN HEALTH . WE TRIED TO CONTACT THEM TO FIND OUT MORE INFORMATION AN WHATKNOT AN THEY DID NOT REPLY OR ANSWER TO US AT ALL... WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO SEEING AS WE ARE IN CANADA AN THEY ARE IN THE STATES! NOW THIS MORNING WHEN WE GOT UP WE TRIED AGAIN TO CONTACT THEM WHICH NEVER HEARD ANYTHING.. NOW JUST AN HOUR AGO WE GOT AN EMAIL. AN EMAIL!!! FROM THEM TELLING US THEY HAD TO BRING IN A SPEICALIST FROM FRANCE!!! OK WFT FRANCE!!! ARE THEY NOT IN THE STATES SAID TO BE THE POWER COUNTRY! SO WHY THE FUCK DID THEY HAVE TO BRING SOME ASSHOLE FROM FRANCE TO KENTUCKY??? DOES THAT MAKE ANY SENSE??? ANYWAYS TO CONTINUE ON,, IN THAT EMAIL THEY TOLD US THAT OUR PUPPY HAD DIED! AN THAT WE WILL BE BEING BILL FO

The Life And Time Of Rob M.
Well I have been working so hard these last 3 months but I have passed the GED test. Thank God!! If there was one thing I would tell anyone is to graduate High school. It gets so hard the older you get. Although there were five people in my class and they all have been in there for a year and I did it in 1 1/2 months. So that makes me feel pretty dam good. The worst thing about that is there still in the class.

Life Sux Or Life Is Great?
Ok so this is my first blog! Not sure how to make these thing interesting for the readers but here goes. It has occurred to me recently that although my life is in a bit of financial hardship that I really have it pretty good outside of being broke constantly. As I sit here listening to my little girls teaching each other about Jesus a sense of comfort, joy, and excitement rises inside me. It is just another sign that I must be doing a pretty good job at parenting. Of course there are those trails and tribulations but all in all if I can teach and show my children Love then what else is there to accomplish? The other day I was sitting around feeling sorry for myself because after all I am only getting child support as income and I don't even bring in $300/mo. Then I realized that I am the most busy as I have ever been. I have Girl Scouts, PTA, and have recently added Tabitha's Pee Wee Cheerleading. So, if I can handle all of this then what is so bad about it? I mean I have lots

Life Sucks
life is gettin to that point where there is no return .. no job crappy ass bout to fall apart car ex who is fuckin with my head and everyone elses vagina.. i just cant deal i try to laugh but now the laughin is givin me a headace and i want to start new..

Life
so yall its been forever since i blogged. well i been feelin kinda down the last few days, comin up on christmas and its a hard time for me, that is my dads b-day, and its been a long road to get here but i miss my dad still, july 4th 2003 he was takin away from me by cancer, it sucks bad cause i really want him here to just talk to and i wa=onder if i made him proud ya know those kinda things that are on my mind. dad i miss and love you so much you always on my mind R.I.P dad and happy b-day on christmas so i sit here thinkin about this site and why i am still here. i have made some wonderful and loving friends and the love of my life, lots of the friends i have made will continue on into the real world, but there are time i ask why am i here, i feel ignored alot and i dont know why but seems wy i type i get looked over and it really hurts. so i start to think i should have never joined this site as much as i love bein here. just wanted to get down some thoughts ty for reading if u do

Life
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on

Life, Such As It Is
this is why you should always say i love you IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will l always be another day to say "I love you,"

Life Issues???
It is Monday and I am putting in 10 hour days so I won't be able to spend that much time tonight. I will tell you that I sometimes write to get comments. I sometimes write to relay a message to someone in the way of a parable. I sometimes write just to air the thoughts in my head. Last night was a little of all of those. As for my subject matter and the comments I got let me say just a few things. 1. Four rules from Christ: A. Love everyone or the doors of heaven won't open for you. B. Forgive everyone or the doors of heaven won't open to for you. C. Obey these two commanements. Love and worship God first. D. and second..... love your neighbor as you love yourself......... the rest will fall in place. IE: Would you steal from yourself? Would you murder yourself? Would you commit adultery against yourself? See what I mean? 2. Don't judge anyone until you have walked in their shoes. I tell this to my kids all the time. 3. O

Life
Jason... I miss you soo much bother you are my hero my mentor you were my father figure best friend and made me...me I cant wait till I see you again ...I need your hug R.I.P JULY 30, 2004 My Hero was always and will always be my brother JASON. He made me who I am today...well not the depression.He told me it is ok to be different..in fact he told me to BE different! To be myself!!He helped me overcome somethin big in my Middle Skool yrs.. very few know..and do not ask..He wrote poems and songs too...he is my Superman! Which is why i am getting a tattoo of the Superman emblem on my lower back w/ a J in replace of the S.I will miss him till I die. And on that day we shall reunite! R.I.P July 30, 2004 Jason!! This Is Jason! gosh so much stress goes down! luckily i deal with it. i cant wait to see my fiancee! i love you dale robert crum jr

Life Of Gaz
Yeh just another day another Pound as the english saying goes lol......Ive been working quite alot recent which im glad off as its money and i like money. Christmas is upon us again as quick as it comes is as quick as the next 1 reeps in. Hope you all have a great christmas and a happy new year and when you make a resolution MAKE sure you STICK to it :)) and dont give up. Anyway ill catch you all around when i get spare time....Peace xxx Hey whats up guys. Im feeling like shit because ive got a fucking throat infection and its trying to spread to my chest Ugh :( i hate it cause it makes you feel so drained. Anyway Happy Thanks Giving to all americans. We English dont celebrate this and i dont know what it is but im saying it anyway. Theres bog all on Tv and im bored. I need something to do. Arrrrrggghhh....... At the moment everything sucks apart from a few things. Nothing seems to be going right because every 1 seems lie at some point about something just to con us abit more of our ha

Life
u know im so sick of ppl gettin pissed off when they hear the truth...they expect some lil sugar coated conversation when they fuck someone over...gee i didnt know it was wrong to be pissed off about bein fucked over...but then again when u got a psycho bitch of an ex who will do anything to fuck u over what else do u do but become the biggest meanest asshole u can think of...im sick of this bs and her lil bitch ass...she likes to play fuckin games and then when her life goes down the tube im suppose to be nice to her fuck that...all i can say is im an asshole i know im an asshole and im sick of sugar coating everything u wanna know who i am i can be the nicest guy...but ppl take it for granted so ppl who deserve it ill be my normal nice self but anyone else u can kiss my ass cause im sick of ur bullshit and if u think im a real big dick for this all i can say is....TY!!!!! a rage builds inside everyone at one point...whether its because of hatred or love or whatever it may be....what

Life Sucks And Then You Die
Okay, so after 3 months of being away from here, cherrytap did not delete my account, so I guess i was just destined to come back. I have alot to catch up on, so bare with me. I can't wait to get back into the swing of things again. I have alot more time now, because i got rid of my over protective psychic bf and i am just here to have fun at the happy hour. so let the good times roll. I just wanted to say I am sorry to all my freinds and fans for not being on Chedrrytap in a while. I was hella busy with the holidays and depression hit me bad too so that didn't help. I am slowly working my self out of my depression and will try to get to everyone's pages over the next week. Please hang in there i am not ignoring anyone I promise. So Happy new year everyone. I love each and everyone one ya'll. ~~baby girl~~ I normally do not complain about people on here, but this guy was rude to me and i just want people to know. And I understand now why he doesn't have any friends,

Life's Tips
this thought just came to mind as i sat down yesterday on which I prefer, to be hated for showing love and affection of be hated for being nasty. I'd rather be hated for honestly showin love n affection! We don't know why some people r on the net, our kindness can be the needed help Fear less, hope more; whine less, breathe more; talk less, say more; hate less, love more; and all good things are yours. Jo Ryan

Life Is Hell
Caffeine is my shepherd; I shall not doze. It maketh me to wake in green pastures: it leadeth me beyond the sleeping masses. It restoreth my buzz: it leadeth me in the paths of consciousness for its name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of addiction, I will fear no Equal (tm): for thou art with me; thy cream and thy sugar they comfort me. Thou preparest a carafe before me in the prescence of Juan Valdez: thou anointest my day with pep; my mug runneth over. Surely richness and taste shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the House of Maxwell forever. I was reading a Bulletin on naughty hororscopes and my was so true!!!LMFAO thought i would share: Cancer (June 22 - July 22) -- 69 This is the sign that needs to be cuddled. They may believe that they were born in the wrong period or century. They DWELL in the past...Victorian...Roman...Medieval...You name it. They usually will only fuck at night...come to think

Life
Just when you think everything is goin the way you need and want, life throws another ball in ur court. That is what just happend to me, Someone whom i thought never wanted to talk to me ever again because of things that had happend, Called me tonight and rocked my world. As i'm sitting here itz 2 am, i have class in the morning, and my husband is dead asleep, and i'm not in bed sleeping like i should be. whats wrong with this picture? I need to sleep but can't, i'm soo confuzed about things and about what was said in this phone call, it was a civil convo, thats the scary part lol. Twenty one years of my life to go Have I lost myself to someone else? Truth, lie, to live or die Makes no difference if your never gonna try. I know I'll die for you Feed off my sorrow [Criss whispers]: If you want me too I know I'll die for you Bleed for tomorrow [Criss whispers]: If you want me too Will you die for me? But, will you die for me? See me standing, so fucking cool W

Life
While you are reading this, I want you to take a second to look around you. Are you at home, surrounded by all your things? Things that you have spent the last few years of your life acquiring, some may have been in your family for decades, others you may have just bought and paid way too much money for! (We have all been there) Are there pictures hanging on your walls, pictures of your kids, family, friends, pets? Maybe your diploma or your marriage license. Do you have your children's baby pictures tucked away in a box somewhere you think is safe? What about your other important documents, like yours or your children's Birth Certificates, your Social Security Cards, Tax Papers and returns, The deed to your Home or Car, Life Insurance Policies? What about the computer you are reading this on? What do you have saved on it that you can't replace? Do you own or rent your home? Neither is the correct answer, so it is only for reference purposes. How much equity do you have built into y

Life
It's gonna be a long road to be where I need to be in life. Me and my fiance' just split up. I have all kinda debt in my name b/c he didn't have credit so if he doesn't decide to still help me out I'm screwed! I'm happy cuz its something that we shoulda done (go separate ways) a long time ago. We just both wouldn't admit it. But I'm depressed cuz i did love him and I'm lonely....I'm at a lost. I know its for the better. I just don't know what to say Scared that I'll be alone again, even with promises from my other. I don't want to go through that again. Some of you may know what I mean and some of you will not. Before I met this man I'm with, (man of my dreams) I was with a guy for 4 years, engaged, and had a child....one day up and decided he didn't love me anymore. He did it to me Twice with those same words. but has fucked me over so many times its unreal. And Always went back. Well Not this time. I swear I'll never let my daughter go through that again. There are times now even wit

Life
Today I am in a mood I just can't shake I hate to feel sorry for myself I stubborn and pridefull I know but lately I have been reflecting so much and wondering when things went crazy i relize it was pretty much when my son turned 2 and that ticks me off thats when we relized he wasn't quite right and i relized i had no real friends.Thats sad becuse I've always been there for everyone i care about and still am even tho i probaly shouldn't.I've heard all the excuses all the i know its hard jenn.The truth is they don't have a clue no one caRES ENOUGH TO HAVE ONE i DON'T GET PHONE CALLS LETTERS INVITES OUT TO PARTIES OR ANYTHING ELESE WHY? If people werte honest with themselves it would be becus its to much work to be my friend i suppose i'm not worth it dam it now i'm crying. befor i go on to my on line friends the ones who i talk to i thank you cuz if it weren't for you guys i wouldn't realy have any. People i've known my w2hole lifejudge me and its not fair they don't know its my god je

Life
I HAVE ALL WAYS HEAR LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.. I SAY LIVE LIFE TO ITS FULLEST...LIVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW.... HAVE FUN AND MAKE FRIENDS......AND NEVER PUT OFF TODAY FOR TOMORROW.. IT MAY NOT COME...... MY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!! ENJOY LIFE AND BE HAPPY DONT WORRY.... JUST REMEMBER WHEN U THINK YOUR LIFE SUCKS, SOMEONE SOMEWHERE IS WORST THEN YOURS... AND IF YOU NEED A GOOD LAUGH JUST COME SEE ME I WILL MAKE U LAUGH..... WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE CRYING,TRY SMILING ... JUST REMEMBER GOD LOVES YOU AND SO DO I!!!!!!! YOUR FRIEND LUCKY

The Life Nocturnal
Drops from a hand There's no plan, No contusions; A mind in a man. He wants out. Fuck illusions. He wants the fuck out. He wants answers Or doubts. Can't even begin... Breathes it out, Thinks it in Come the chimes in the wind A distraction: Win-win. Elevation or sin Blah; Places he's been. This something is nothing, Separates at two ends. One's frightened, One bends. Both under the lense. Both squirm to grasp meanings, And lighters And pens. New lovers; expires, He tires of trends. Together and separate, And never again. How fucking whatever. Reliably human. Fleeting and comfortable. Five A.M.

Life Sux..........
Eh I really don't like father's day anymore. I guess cuz I have no real reason to be kinda happy about this day anymore since my dad has passed. Just a day to bring up stupid emotions...But ne wayz I haven't posed in awhile. I went to the Zoo yesterday it rocked. I'm going back friday LoL I'm such a kid at heart I tell ya. I think I'm ready to get back out there in the "dating world"...I kinda miss having a man even though the last one was a low-life douche bag. I don't even know why I spent 4 horrid months with that cock sucker. School is good and I'm actually doing good. Yay go me!!! I hate the heat it totally sucks. I wanna go play in the fountian but it's no fun alone. Nicholas is getting so big I can't even believe it. He's my little man. Honestly I don't know what I'd ever do without him. I think I might be getting sick which really blows. I hate being sick. Hmmm I don't think I have anything else to say....and this blog made no sence just random crap put together.... Gotta Love

Life
Well fokes I have the flu I have the chills,stuffy nose, fever and I just don't feel godd gonna shower and go to bed....night all!!! Ya know what's sad women who mess around with married men now don't get me wrong men sometimes start it but u would think women would be smarter and step back and say i can do better who am i to finish breaking up a broken family if u ask me they are desparate for affection and will do anything to get it but ya know 9 out of 10 men end up going back to their wifes anyhow and where does that leave u sitting there lookin like an ass...also another thing that pisses me of is when after the break up is done the other women always has to look at his profile and his wifes to see what is up like.... do they comment and, has she written a blog, or are they fighting here is a clue...u know who u are when u read this....get a life and move on it is over go find something new and better and leave me alone!!!I am sorri he hurt u but u knew going into it that he was m

Life
i started reading the second book in the twilight series but i had to put it down. i don't think i can emotionally handle reading that book right now. i'm almost over ravyn, but i still think of her every day i still have flashbacks and it's too much to put myself through the pain of her turning cold and walking away from me. and i feel sick. i've felt lonely and out of sorts the last few days well on and off for the last few weeks really and to be honest for the last 4 years if not my whole life. but i don't feel good my head swims anytime i sit up my face has been bright red and feels really warm like i have a fever and my mind has been overwelming me the last few days. i couldnt sleep on monday and some reason i kept thinking of my friend in NC thinking if she's the one cuz she's always been there and such, i despise feeling like i can't trust my emotions anymore they switch at times so suddenly in my desperation. liking more than one person and caring for so many people is tortu

Life
omg i have no idea what im going to write here. but im bored so i figured i would mess around a little bit.life....is hard. its been really hard lately. surprisingly im taking all pretty well i think. im not blowing up and im settling back into a depression. at least i hope not. im eating and sleeping. im not crying all the time. which is good. im working a lot though. which is probably helping a lot. it gives me something to take my mind off whats going on in my personal life. weee ok im done being a freak.

Life...funny Thing Isnt It.
Its been a while since Ive just let my feelings spill all over the place and I really need it right now. I havent talked much to anyone about whats been on my mind,its to the point just thinking about it makes me physically ill. I guess its because Ive only been through this once in my life and it wasn't anything like this so I really dont know the best way to get through it. What Ive been doing isnt healthy,just holding it in. Putting this fake smile on my face and hiding behind weed smoke,anything to cloud my messy mind. See my grandmother died a few weeks ago and up until that day she had been the single most important,loving,graceful,strong,wonderful person I have ever known. She has taught me so much in my life that I will forever be grateful to her. She taught me to be strong. She taught me to be respectful. She taught me how to use my mind to reach every goal I set for myself. She taught me that no matter how bad you have it,someone else has it worst,never complain about what

Life In Hell Is It So Bad I Think Not
LISTEN TO IT ALL THE WAY AND U WILL SEE IT TELL THE STORY OF A REAL FUCKING LOOSER DONT LET YOUR LIFE END UP LIKE THESE GUYS HELLSGATE_666 WELL TO ALL ON MY FRIEND LIST THAT STOP BY FROM TIME TO TIME AND RATE MY PICS AND SUCH I THANK U FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HART AND JUST LET ME KNOW IF I HAVE MISSED YOUR PAGE WHEN I AM ON POINTING UP ALL OF MY FRIENDS AS I DO MISS SOME EVERY NOW AND THEN AND TO ALL THOSE ON MY LIST THAT NEVER STOP BY WELL YOU KNOW WHO YOU R I TRY MY BEST NOT TO MISS ANY ONE ON MY LIST BUT I DO FROM TIME TO TIME AND AGAIN A BIG GIANT THANK YOU AND HUGGS TO ALL OF THOSE WHO HELP ME AND EVERYONE ELSE ON THERE LIST OUT .... WE HAVE ALOT OF FUN ON HERE WITH THE PICS AND THE OTHER CHERRIES MOST ALL OF THE WOMEN I HAVE MET ON HERE ARE SO VERY SEXY SWEET AND STICKY LIKE CANDY BUT THE BEST CANDY IS MY WIFE THANKS TO ALL OF U ON HERE AND OH YA THE GUYS ON HERE FUCKING ROCK TO JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK U TO ALL OF YA..... Fire

Life
Have you ever just wondered why life can seem so freakin tough sometimes? I mean what have you done to deserve one thing after another hitting you an knocking you back down knowing you just got up from the last hit. Just one of them thinking nights obviously and before ya even read on NO I am not suicidal(sp)lol. Seems like everytime I have a positive outlook on something, something seems to go wrong. Guess that would be the story of my life right now. All the stress that I have built up seems to never set free. If its not work its my personal life. When does it ever end? or does it even? I'm begining to think not. The work stress really is stupid. Its not my job that stress's me really, its the atmosphere around me. Always having to be on your toes. Not knowing whats gonna happen next due to the people in the work place around you. The freaking cowards an hypocrites that the are. So nice to your face, and talkin shit behind your back. The only solution I even see to this is for me

Life
The Music Plays...Sensual by Bigg-G The music plays a romantic tune, softly creates the mood, We gaze into each other eyes and smile, all is right, scented candles lights the room it sets a real romantic mood.. Rose petals on the bed, satin red sheets, the feeling of satin caressing our bodies, the room smells sweet, on the table strawberries and a can of cream.. Honey on the other side of the table, makes me realize the passion and the delight she has in mind, Red wine on ice, one long stem rose placed in her hand sealed with a gentle kiss from my lips, a soft caress on my cheek, a sweet smile on her face makes me feel truly unique, I'm weak at the knees.. My passion arises as I look into her eyes the music plays, our favorite song, as she kisses my lips, I seem to want her more and more.. She feeds me, I feed her, strawberries dipped in cream, we sip the wine ~Oh how divinely~ The taste on her lips excites me, as I nibble on her bottom lip as she holds me tight, the mus

Life In General
......fall arrives at three after midnight tonight. This is a good but bad things i like fall to a point the world is beautiful. The colors are so awsome and clothes are easily found and there is always enough material to cover what I need covered. other than that I have changed my major. I am offically an English major. YIKES!! I also have a graduation date (sorta) I will be done spring 08 then its time to get a real job!! Well I think thats it for now just wanted to update all those who care! Enjoy life!

Life
So we went camping over the weekend in the mountains of WV. It was freezing outside for the overnight hours and we froze our asses off. Now I think I'm sick from all of it and I feel like shit even though I had some fun at the time. We bought a new tent for our trip and my hubby wouldn't help put it up so my friends did, and it was funny, they called it the hotel because it was so damn big! It's official, I hate men! Ok so my in-laws are in town for a week before they leave again and go to California. They are keeping my little boy pretty much ALL week and weekend and I feel completely lost! This weekend wont be so bad cause we'll be camping and more than likely getting drunk, but until then I have next to nothing to do! My friends are either in school(college) or working or out of state and my hubby is working so I can't even spend some alone time with him. I'm lost and wish my friends would come and rescue me!

Life Rt Now
ok im starting to feel so fkn duped i think maggie has a new boyfriend and isnt telling me bc they are always hannging out together and now she isnt answereing my phone calls and shes acting wierd and i dont like feeling as if shes lieing to me and she will be here in less than a week and i dont want this to be hannging over my head i cant act normal around her if im thinking shes w this guy i need help and if shes going to keep telling me that shes not dateing him and i feel like she is i dont know what im supposed to any ideas? ive been a royal bitch the last few days unintestionly and my x has gotten the worst of it and i didnt mean to b so harsh and abrasive as she put it imunder a bunch of diffrent stressers and really not dealing very well i told her last night that it was always odd to me that shed fall asleep when we were talkig and she was drunk when i was trying to get her to answere a ? wich in retrospect is stupid bc by then normaly weve been talking for a while and drinkin

Life
my boy tubz stayed the night and he just got picked up and we were having a talk about if me and chrisy got married right now, how the world would turn to hell and I would be the supreme ruler over all, and we'd have the best of everything, weed and all and we'd have all our homies smokin up with us and everything, the world would become molten lava and flames cept for one piece that I lived on and everyone that set foot on my piece without permission would desintegrate. Being the chrisy don't like pot she would either get to like it or die and the second she did the world would turn back to normal and then we'd have a whole shitload of ppl mad at us and ready to kill us and then we'd die, she'd be in hell and we'd die and go to hell to, we'd remarry and then the ground would split open and out would pop us and we'd say "WE'RE BAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!" yeah me and my boy Tubz are fuckin crazy like that, mind you none of this would actually happen irl just in our imaginations, and Tubz is my

Life Of A Traveling Man
Today we went to the TES festival! I am including some video I shot (did it with my digital camera, so the image may not be all that clear)!! This robot is the whole reason I am in Japan. I am training on it, and when I come back to the states, Jim, David and my self will be responsible for maintaining, repairing, and showing it!!! Hope you all enjoy the videos. You may have to let it play once to buffer it, then it'll play smoothly if you play it again...I hope, at least it does on my machine! Okay well enjoy the vids!!! Click the PLAY button Click the PLAY button I put all of the vids in my stash, including two others! ....it was taking to long for my blog to load with 5 on here, so I took 3 off...sorry! I hope you enjoyed those clips!!! take care and have fun!!!! Later Gators, -Fred Jr. Hey All, Okay well things got alittle messed up but it's all good. I made it home from Japan on the 4th of November safe and sound! It was a good trip over all. Th

The Life And Times Of Jetto Ninjin
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Life Crazy Wonderous Life
I want everyone to hear me in the dead of the night. When I write the things I cannot forget or remember to hear out loud. There is truth in the world and in family. The most wonderful aspect of life is living and loving and experiencing things you didn’t think you ever could. The strongest part of me is in the truth of my mother, she is so hopeful and loving even when she is not treated well. One day I hope I am just as good and beautiful as she. I am preceded in death by my most amazing family members (may they rest in peace) I am with-drawn and enlightened by their wisdom and love, to stay around so long when nothing works for them anymore. How precious our life is and how long it takes the average Joe to realize it. I have been licked by the death tongue and thank god, lived another day to see how I am loved and cherished. My best friend was out of town and when she got back home was completely lost in finding where I was staying. I am grateful that she would even try and know sh

Life In Ems
I will be posting was intersting stories of both past and present real life happings of life in the hospital and out on the streets as a medic. It was a Thursday morning, I worked the night shift Wednesday night, and my relief and I were Bullshiten over some coffee before I went home. Our radios went off for a motor vehicle accident with ejection. This is the shit I live for. We dropped our coffee cup and sprung into action. On the way to the scene we received an update from the police that CPR was started on one of the victims. We pulled up and I seen number 6 worst accident I have seen in 20 years. One vehicle was in pieces across the road with the passenger side of the car about a foot from the driver’s side and the other vehicle was 25 feet into the weeds along side the highway. The driver of the car that was in the weed were trapped inside their car, and the of driver was laying on the pavement 200 feet from their vehicle in cardiac arrest. I went too the driver in the w

Life Goes On
Geez this week has been long. But then again that's okay. The kid's are in school! My girl has her 15th b'day this weekend and I get to have a bunch of teen's over. Woohoo for me! She want's her belly pierced so were going for it! No chickening out for her. i ahve heard nothing for months except that she wants it done! So were getting it done. I may even take the option while i'm there and have me a piercing done! What ya think? Okay well bored ya enough! See ya's lata!! Jess Well, I think I finally figured out how to do this Last Cheery thang! So leave me a comment or something! lol!

Life In Machinegun Bullet
Well, this is it. seven months after touching down at Camp Baharia Iraq and living at the entrance to Fallujah I am finally going home. I caused many problems on this trip but thats what I am a mischevous little punk and if you don't lov e me for it then you will hate me. I have been writing a murder mystery novel out here I am a little over 100 pages in, maybe ill post some of it for all you to comment on. no idea what to think about going home to cold temperatures (its 112 right now) and freezing my balls off. I am going to see my son Gabe for the first time at three months and hopefully get locked in the room by my wife...but who knows. Anyways to all you in 1/24 have fun and to the country PEACE BITCHES IM OUT!!!!!!!!!

Life Passes You By, If You Don't Speak Up
Do not walk away when the road is rough, It is true what they say; crossing boundaries is tough. Never say goodbye when you have wings to fly. Follow your scheme in the morning light; live your dream through a starry night. Never say goodbye, just give up or cry. It is wise and smart to seek the truth; listen to your heart the leader of youth. Never say goodbye and be deaf to every lie. Pursue your goal though the journey is long; free your soul from all feelings, bad or wrong. Never say goodbye and YOU'LL WATCH YOUR LIFE PASS BY

Life
All men can't be as shallow as they seem can they? My husband wants me back but he sure doesn't seem to be trying very hard, I think he just doesn't want to be lonely. I think the only thing he must ever thing about is sports, beer, sex, and work. He doesn't seem to have any real thoughts or feelings, dreams or fears, goals or aspirations. Can he really be so shallow? Do men not have deep inner thoughts and feelings? I keep trying to post comments but keep getting a gawddamn error message!! So I just wanted to shout out to all my lost cherries and send sum love!! Have a great day everyone!! xoxo MySpace Comments Graphics I feel so lonely lately. It breaks my heart that my husband isn't even trying to win me back. But at least he was jealous when he found out a man with a kick ass Harley was flirting with me and gave me his number! I've been able to keep my mind occupied most of the time but sometimes I get so lonely at night, I hate sleeping alone. I

Life Couldnt Get Much Better Than That!
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Marius92%Dracula92%Armand50%Blade42%Angel33%Spike33%Akasha25%Louis25%Deacon Frost25%Lestat17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Lifes Complicated
well were still tryin to get situated in our new place livin with my sis in law for now. still unpackin and this is the sucky part i hate unpackin or packin for that matter. were always babysittin so dont have too much time to do anything either. then on top of all that lookin for a job and tryin to get my license. anyways still tryin to get things straight maybe eventually. plz help my gurl out in this contest comment the hell outta her page plz at .... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=315935&albumid=140975&i=750886129 what the hell i don't come on here for a couple of days and now its gone from lostcherry to cherry tap for sexual reasons i guess like theres any difference what the fuck this is some stupid shit next it will be sexforfree.com or somethin who cares if people think its sexual or not were all grown ups grow up..

Life
For those of you that know me I work with Adults with developmental disbilities. I love my job very much and develop strong relationships with our consumers. for the last two weeks we sent this one lady home twice for being sick the day after she was sent back to us in no better condition. Her sisters said she was putting on a show nothing was wrong with her. She came in two days ago and started complaining of not being able to breathe. (keep in mind she is in a wheel chair) We had to call the ambulance to come and check her oxygen levels and so on. She was transported to the hospital where she was diagnosed with pneumonia. Infection so bad in here lungs tubes couldn't be placed. Now she is on life support can't breath on her own. her lungs have collapsed twice. And infection in her lungs in severe they take so much out and it's still just full. They tried to take her slowly off the life support today but she couldn't handle it. Her family called today and said if we wanted to see h

Life, Love And The Pursuit Of Happiness??
I just don't know what's up with me anymore. Soo busy working the 3rd shift, and all that FUN stuff...have to get used to it, have to take care of my new kitty, callie... there's just too MUCH going on right now in my life. I need to slow down, take some time for myself, and THINK!! really think about what I want.....

Life
My Angel Sweet tender child of mine, How you make my soul shine. You fill up all my days With Joy, in all your ways. I love spending time with you, It matters not what we do To hear your voice so bright, Fills me with a great delight. I see you look up to me, Wondering what it is you'll be. Seeking my admiration, In your life's exploration. You touch my heart more than you will ever know, With all the love you sweetly show. Butterfly kisses on your face Keeps my heart in a warm embrace. I watch you grow before my eyes, With each month that passes by. You become more of a pleasure, Each year with you I treasure. You'll always be an angel to me My heart will hold you tenderly, Even when you are all grown And have children of your own. OLIVIA YOU WILL ALWAYS BE NANNY'S LIL' ANGEL Feelings Current mood: stressed As I lay thinking on my bed, A trail of thoughts run through my head. My pillows wet from tears

Life
Ok I've been thinking on something. Why is it everyone has there guard set so high? Yeah I know we've all been hurt and don't want to go through it again. I can understand that. Then again what if you find someone who you can talk to. You enjoy their company and so far they have been honest with you, why do we always run away? Or back off. Why not take that chance of just hanging out? Talking and just see what happens? If anything you'll have a good friend out of the deal. Something great could happen. You could find that your friend is also the one you love. I believe that's the way two people should be together. You should be best friends, lovers and protectors of each other. To hold each other up and face everything together. To do the little things that mean so much... like place your hand on their leg when sitting close to each other. Curl up on the couch and watch tv. For the guy pick her up and take her out in the rain and play. Girls who cares if your hair gets wet it will dry.

Life...whatever
Whith few execptions blogging on Cherry Tap is pathetic. It can be boiled down to the following: 1. Reposting shit that was not funny 17 repostings ago. Cut 'n paste is not blogging. No more than Xeroxing a book is writing one. 2. Whining about how dysfunctional your life is, which would be okay if you weren't a dysfunctional person to begin with. This sort of thing is like complaining it is hot in July. 3. Attention whoring of the worst kind. The gosh golly gee whiz I get no love because nobody is commenting on my pics... nobody is rating me... or nobody is talking to me. Shocking news, there is probably a reason as to why this is happening. Either they are dull or haven't been updated since dinosaurs walked the earth. 4. Blogging to beg for more comments and ratigns so you get to gain another level. Here is a quick fact... the levels here mean jack and shit in that order. It is not like you will get a gold plated 2007 Corvette. Shut the fuck up and let you

Life~bitches~hoes~money~and Fast Cars~lol
"BITCHES" Now, the topic of today is.................. BITCHES! Yup you know them schisty, nasty types.... lyn, trifflen types, that yes, as my earlier blog states... Is in fact a Hoe... Now, to get down to the buisness.... What my freinds, do you think a bitch is.... ? a dog.. only by dictionary... no no my friends a bitch.. well she is so much more... and there are different types of bitches... Am I a Bitch... Oh yes... but I am by far.. a good bitch, down bitch, basic bitch.. you get the drift.... now... I will lay out, some basic bitch material... the types, how they come to be the bitch they are,.. and the rest will follow suit... so, sit back and learn... Now the "basic" bitch... well she is your confidont.. your muse... a bitch that you know.. when you need something, will Basically be there, but has limitaions,... she is quite, doesnt cause trouble, and a honest person... kinda like the "dog" Then comes your "Ride or Die",aka "Down" Bitches... now, these are first an

Life
I just bought the new Nicholas Sparks book on Monday and I have already completed it..which is normal for me. It is called Dear John and about a military man.. made me tear up and it is a great book. I would suggest anyone to read it as I would with all his books. They are so true to life and I have felt like the guy in the book has before. If you get a chance read it or any of his books..his more popular ones are Message in a Bottle, The Notebook and A Walk to Remember..all made into movies. He is a great author who writes about things that happen in real life each and every day. Just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't been around much because I have been moving. I am about done but I am going out of town next week with no computer. I put up a new photo of my soon to be new kitten...help me she needs a name.

Life Is A Bowl Of Cherries
Can u see me? as i stand here alone Can you hear me as we talk on the phone Where i sat and i cried. Where a part of me died But you never cared. You watch me in a blank stair So now it's back on you and me. But i'm not happy I may fake this smile. Only for a short while Untill you leave me here. So i can lay in fear NEver was i important to you. You jsut do want u wanna do I'll sit here making new friends. and then our world will end... I wish i could say thoes three words and mean them... I look around No one is here I can't move my body Petrafid in fear I've watch the sun Fall and rise And when i dream All i can see our his eyes Wishing i was wiht him Dreamin of that day Where i can be wiht him Forever and in lvoe we'll stay But when a wake And open my eyes I'm trapped in this dundgen What a surpirse If he could read this I feel terrible inside He feel i hate him And that though makes me cry I don't hate you And i don't think i ca

The Life And Times Of Me
So I just joined the site and I really love it, with the acception that there is no place to search for Bi girls. I am BI and I am looking for a girl but I cant search for one on this site. Anyways. I love the site and keep coming back to it.

Life
Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for eac

Life
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Life
this is my third marriage and i wonder will this one finally work.........i have found someone who knows me all my bad doings and still loves and accepts me for me and lets my play too......but how much love does it take to make a marriage work i dont know... or i wouldnt be on 3rd one.....i dont know i know control is not the answer...that happended in the first one.....the second husband i loved with all my heart and i=got it stomped on......still part of me loves him.....and this one will it last only time will tell if we have what it takes

Life....
YOU'LL NEED: 1 PART OF KNOWING WHO YOU ARE 1 PART OF KNOWING WHO YOU AREN'T 1 PART OF KNOWING WHAT YOU WANT 1 PART OF KNOWING WHO YOU WISH TO BE 1 PART KNOWING WHAT YOU ALREADY HAVE BEFORE YOU 1 PART CHOOSING WISELY FROM WHAT YOU HAVE BEFORE YOU 1 PART LOVING AND THANKING FOR ALL YOU HAVE (BAD INCLUDED) MIXING INSTRUCTIONS: COMBINE INGREDIENTS TOGETHER GENTLY AND CAREFULLY. USING FAITH AND VISION MIX TOGETHER WITH STRONG BELIEF OF THE OUTCOME, UNTIL FINELY BLENDED. USE THOUGHTS,WORDS AND ACTIONS FOR BEST RESULTS. REPEAT. YIELDS UNLIMITED SERVINGS.... AFTER BEING WITH SOMEBODY FOR 11 1/2 ALMOST 12 YEARS YOU LEARN A LOT ABOUT ONE ANOTHER...... I HAVE BEEN WITH THIS MAN FOR MORE THAN A DECADE AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVEN'T BEEN ALL THAT I COULD BE IN MY LIFE..... I TRIED FOR MANY TEARS TO BE HAPPY AND NO MATTER WHAT I DID I FELT LIKE I WAS ALWAYS A FEW STEPS BEHIND..... DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVED HIM WHOLE HEARTEDLY BUT IT NEVER SEEMED LIKE IT WAS ENOUGH WE

The Life And Time Of Darkjedimasterchas
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart... if you don't, you might break theirs. Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile. Be A Role Model Inspire Others Be Unstoppable Transform Lives And Communities Give A Year Change The World Join Us City Year!

Life Is Seriously A Fkd Up Mess
Why is it that losing a drummer feels like someone died? We had the tightest little group and now we have to go through the whole process all over again. The human wonderbra is retreating into himself and leaving me to deal with the aftermath. Sometimes I feel like we're close enough to taste sucess and then it's just pulled away like the proverbial carrot. There's so many good bands out there especially here in cali but you have to cling to the hope that your band has something new, something untapped and speacial. I can't help but believe that, otherwise I'd just throw in the towel. Wrote 2 new songs this week...both thuroughly bathed in feminine angst and served up cold with a side of bitterness. Lovely...just fucking lovely. Bad things always seem to come in threes. First of all a guy gets killed where the human wonderbra(aka my bf) works...then a friend gives me a rabbit which i dont want, and my drummer leaves the band ten minutes before practice. Fk me running. Since this is my

Life Lessons
Most people do not understand why i am the way i am, I found out that i care to the sum of zero about what others think about me. We dont have to impress others we only have to impress ourselves. So to all of you out there Throw your fists into the air and repeat after me " I RULE" Its your life take it back.

Life A Mess
what do you do when the pain consumes what do you do when the hate consumes what do you do when the fear consumes what do you do when the love consumes All i know is fear all i know is hate do i know love what is love, i think love is dreaming, knowing when to say goodbye, love is compromise, love is not being able to breath till i know your ok, love is not knowing what will happen tomorrow but being ok with that as long as your with me, love is not caring what you did yesterday but caring what you've done since we met, love is no matter where you are your still in my heart, love is painfull but im willing to deal with it, love is fear, love does not have any name but yours, will love consume me will love overtake my pain and hurt my fear and my hate love knows no time but i will have to wait and see.

Life, Work And Everything Else
Hello everyone, Sry we havent been by to see y'all lately. We have both been working like crazy and are getting ready to move to the great state of washington next month. We hope you all are doing well and we will be back soon :) 2006 sucks ass.. this has been the worst year of my life.. Donnie and I moved in together in January. Things were going very well. Then in the beginning of Febuary we found out i was pergnant. I started having problems right from the start. I kept cramping and hurting really bad. I went to the emergency room and they told me that the test came out positive but they didnt see anything from my ultrasound and my HCG level was very low. so they told me to come back in a few days it i was still hurting or started bleeding. 2 days later i started hurting really bad and went back, they ran test and then informed me that i had lost the baby. I was completely torn apart. I was left to believe that I would NEVER have children. my ex husband and I tried for years and wen

Life In General
So why is it that we desire the unattainable?? Lets say you're in a great relationship thats been going on for about 3 years... Everything is great.. the sex is great.. you hang out and do stuff together... sure you argue but what couple doesn't? And then.. (queue the dramatic music!) you meet someone that totally blows your mind... This guy is everthing you've ever wanted in a man and then some... He's good looking a total sweetheart, he can cook (whoa baby major turn on!), he's got a great sense of humor, and you get along better with him than anyone you've ever met... so herein lies the problem.. he's way older than you and married for a very long time... AND you yourself are in a relationship... but you cant help but wonder... could this be a soulmate?? what if this was meant to be?? but then you think if it was meant to be then why are you both in relationships?? maybe it just wasnt meant at this time... or maybe it just wasnt meant to be at all... *sigh* The thought of you

Life
Lets see...I am 20 years old. I am engaged to Curtis Kelley. He is in the military and over seas..I cant wait till he is home. I am going to college at savannah tech. I love it! I never thougth i would say that, but its the best thing i have ever done. I have 4 tatts and 9 pericings: star tatts on my ankles, chines symbol on my right arm, and the gemini sign on my upper back.. viper bit on my lip, tonuge ring, two in left ear, both ears gaged to 12, and my nipples. Yea thats great! I am getting married on Aug 4th, 2007. I have been working hard at school and trying to get my wedding planed out. So far i have everything picked out and only my invitations bought. Sad....I know.....I have a brother that is 9 and a step sister that is 12. I am orignaly from Rockford, ILL. I am soooooooooooo glad i dont live there anymore. My step dad has been in the military since i was 13. So yes i am a military brat and i love every second of it! I have two best friends. Nicki and Tara...I love those gir

Life Sucks
i can learn from mistakes so much to know i can put on the brakes or decide to go though it will break my heart to leave this place we must part for our dreams to face i can choose to go blind or open my eyes to see i could put myself in a bind or choose to be free and i know that your always with me i can choose to laugh or cry sometimes its so hard to say goodbye i've recently had an increase in ego seems alot of ppl think i'm hot lol wow where did that come from lol oh well still waiting for that one girl to do something and wisk me away lol might be waitng along time lol.... ok so now i'm back at sqaure one...i have my place but no job in a hell hole... i don't know what i'm going to do i'm about to be drove fucking nuts and i have no one by my side. i really feel alone here in the world again..i wish i knew what to do but then i thought i had control of my life. i guess in the end it doesn't really matter how hard you try to keep afloat only how h

Life
I Want to let all my friends know I am back on LC CT WXYZ or whatever they are calling it these days .. oh yeah its F.U.B.A.R (f'ed up beyond all recognition) LOL Anyway I have been gone for a year due to my account getting locked and not feeling it worth the effort to recover it until now. I hope to connect with all of my friends again soon! and look forward to hearing from and getting luv from you all! I will of course return the favors or fubors or what have you. If I don't tap.. I mean fubar you first LOL ~~TRON~~

Life
i feel sad today because my son is leaving home despite all the bad things they do in life and to you it's hard we've had our moments alot just lately being bad but i love him and will miss him i just wish he wasn't the way he is and would respect himself and others i never brought him up to be like this and just don't know what went wrong but i do love him so much why do our kids do what they do. 1 is the law and goverment have taken perentle rights away to adiquitly disaplin our kids.

Life Stinks Right Now
Hey All! I dont know I just got back with my ex again and now I think he has completely just given up on me all the way. But Screw him I am on to bigger and better things. God has put so much more in my life I dont need Dustin right now. I miss him yes and I feel like crap without him but surely God will put someone new in my life that will treat me better and that is all that matters. I am so upset I dont know what else to say

Life Of An Asheville Rogue
well the first blog to be posted not sex related... but anyway.. Went to see Paul stanley last night in atlanta.. what a friggin show it was amazing.. any one who is a fan..see him it rocks... here is a quick setlist ..not in the correct order but i think i got all the songs he played live to win hide your heart a million to one got to choose move on magic touch do you love me tonight you belong to me struttereverytime i see you around love gun wouldn't you like to know me bulletproof i still love you i want you lift detroit rock city goodbye his new album comes out tuesday.. get it ..it's awsome... anyway.. enough of that .. back to the debauchery..... From july till now Current mood: cheerful Ok I gave a serious relationship on more try and bless her heart it's not her fault . I was this close to commiting to a small but more than casual relationship. But my cock leads the way again. I had been seeing what must be Am 5 now , but still had am-3. She wan

Life And Times Of Angela!
Hey everybody I just thought I would say hi. This is my first blog here. I don't have much to report right now. I'm hoping to get my 6th tattoo soon. I am totally addicted to the ink! Anyway other than that I am moving to the Houston area in December. I can't wait to get out of this shitty small town that I live in now. Well that's all I got for now. I will definately be blogging more soon!!

Life
Dear Daddy, I can't believe that it's been a whole year since you were taken from us so suddenly. I think of you everyday and wish that I could spend just 'One More Day' with you. To be able to hear your kind and gentle voice, giving me word of advice and 'Pearls of Wisdom'. To listen to your silly jokes, that only YOU! could tell. To be able to sit with you at your Piano, listening to you play all those Old Love Songs that you played so well. How I wish I could do those things just once more. You always had a smile on your face and a "HELLO" for everyone you met. You never said an unkind word about anyone. You respected everyone you met, no matter who they were. How I wish there were more people in this world like you! If, there were, then this world would be a much better place! Even on the cloudiest of days, the Sun always Shone when you were around, because of your sweet smile and gentle nature. I could not have asked for a more loving and kind Father and I

The Life Of Me....
okay this is my first blog entry on here.... Why do guys tell you that they like you and want to be with you but then they tell you that they dont want a serious relationship???? This guy that i have been seeing told me this yesterday.... what does he mean?? Everyone always say that women are confusing.... but men are just as confusing!!!! Does he want to be with me or not??? All my friends told me not to get involved with him cuz he would break my heart... but they dont see the side of him that i do..... well anyways... i am confused and i had no one to talk to so if anyone has any advice pleace let me know... I hate people that say that they are your friends and then they stab you in the fucking back!!!!! My so called best friend is going around telling everyone all these fucking lies about me and then haveing her boygriend call me and tell me that I cant talk to her no more over a bunch of shit that happened over a year ago before she even met him and the motherfuc

Life
my life suck's at time because its like the harder i try i can get kno where i my life i got a house , money , power , wet air an heat , but i dont have any body to send time with an have fun with all i have is my brother an his freinds an my freinds but i wish i had a women to chill with an enjoy send time with her i have a good time with all my freinds but a part of my life is miss i feel like but i set in my house on my compter every night think an every time i get depressed i getin sick of bein by myself im 23 an im fixin to be 24 an im still single people ask me every day just about why i drunk so much an i tell them im just tired of bein by myself . so if any body reads this i kno it sounds crazy but its true

Life Is What You Make Of It
i only been here for a few days and have grown to love this site and want to thank everyone thats been so sweet and awww hope you keep sending the comments there so kewl and have fun and thanks to everyone patty

Life Skills Of The Poor And Pink
Are you tired of people who bring drama out of the fucking blue? I am. Seriously. If you're gonna play with me, naturally, you may get the shaft sometimes. But its all in fun, never out of malice. Ever. But when you have to be a tool about it-- then you've got fucking problems. The Scooter Bar is by and far the biggest drama fest I've EVER known. They claim not to have any dramatic people and are friendly. While most of them are, they still keep around the people who have proven themsevles to be little fucking drama queens. The only reason I ever visit that shithole anymore is because TalkSic asks me to see his shows. I help him put on the make-up, joke with him, and generally enjoy the music. But now? The only time I will ever go in there is during his shows and I won't say a fucking word. So, I can safely say that I am happy once again! Just when I thought all was lost, someone came by to be my SuperMan (not like I needed one). He makes me laugh, and all we do is talk about... wel

Life Sucks
Today we went to look at a truck. It is a 2003 Chevy 1500 4x4. I can't wait I really hope that we get it. I don't know though. We will know more on Monday. As soon as they run everything through. They said that if we had a couple of more points on our Creidt Scores that we would be able to get them without any problems. But not everyone is perfect. I hope we are making the right choice. This one kid that Curt played high school football with said that it is the right choice. I don't know. You only live once. You will never be happy in life if you don't take chances. Well more later. Have you ever been so happy because you can do something special for a group of people. Well.... I have. I was going to cook homemade pop pie for my family tomorrow but my aunt is coming up and she doesn't want to be around any kids. It isn't my fault that she told her kids that she would baby sit. And I am not a kid. But anyways, I am not going to be able to cook for my family and I won't get to enjoy any

Life Is Short So Live It Well!
The porno of Robbi Nics's life will be called ... "Black and Blue Erotica" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com You scored as March. MARCH: Attractive personality. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. MoodyMarch100%April0%May0%FEBRUARY0%january0%June0%JULY0%November0%

Life Is A Two Way Street: Hard Or Easy. You Decide...
I'm back! I had a great time camping in Idaho this weekend, despite the cold lol. I would say more about it at this time, but I'm completely exhausted so I'll be making another post later on with all the details and I've already posted a couple of pics to go with it lol. Hope everyone had a great weekend!!! *hugs all* Yeah, it's my first blog here....wish it could be a better one, though... These past two weeks have been hell. I have Volunteer work to do on Thursdays, had a test on Tuesday, had to go to Tucson yesterday AGAIN, and today......*mock laughs* Today was just the cherry to go on the top of the Sundae. At work today, the department head, Bonnie, called Teri, Jess, and me over and said that Julie, my boss, wanted to talk to us. Right when she said that I had a bad feeling. I had it since Wednesday when she said the whole Medical Records department had a big meeting next Thursday. So we all go upstairs and go over to the confrence room up there. Right when I walked in th

Life And Stuff
HEy all, did not expect such an outpouring of love from ya all on here. So I apologize at being so slow to respond to your love, but I will as soon as possible! Please keep leaving it for i shall return it all! haha. I am just incredibly busy with school right now and a lot of family issues. So just if you could keep your thoughts and prayers with my family, friends, and me I would greatly appreciate it. Take care and luv ya all!

Life Of Sir William Wallace
When darkness cast its spectre's hand, A tyrant's strangle held the land, A man determined he would stand, His name was William Wallace. When Lairds and Lords would coorie by, An' common folk were feart tae try, A man gaed oot a battle cry, His name was William Wallace. When gruesome deeds were commonplace, An men o' God wid hide their face, A man stood for his Ancient Race, His name was William Wallace. When freedom's voice they tried tae quell, An'demons gaed there battle yell, A man kicked at the hounds o' hell, His name was William Wallace. When fortune's wheel had rolled a chance, An'foreign knights had cried advance! A man said "noo's yer time tae dance!" His name was William Wallace. When captured by a traitor's tongue, They cried "yer rebel's race is run", He said "oor fight has just begun", His name was William Wall

Life's Lessons
alright so what does theese two have to do with one another? Here is my ex drinking away his chance to be around anyone he love's to have any kind of life all becuase he's been told by some doctor that his life is over, so he went out and ended it while people who care are reaching out offering him help and begging others too do the same becuase maybe he'll listen to me, so here is this guy that could be with his family and living out the rest of his life making happy memories with the people that care about him, and he is drinking it away, since he'll never have the chance to live out his dreams, while in the meantime on the other side of me, I have this doctor who has everything, who has lived his dreams and more, firebirds, corvettes, trucks, a house almost like a mansion, and he's drinking till he passes out and every night and why? Becuase his ex wife won't let him see his children, I know he had them at the begging of the year but I don't know what has happened since. On one sid

Life
but thats for right now. i'm hoping that will change in a few months. seeing i just got my dissability. if you haven't read my front page yet then you don't know that i am deaf in both ears. and that suxs alot. but i'd rather be deaf then blind. don't know what i'd do if i was cuz i rather like to watch. you see so much shit. from funny shit to you know what. lol. ;)but then like i say lifes a bitch get over it

Life Is The Flower Of Which Love Is The Honey
Passions revealed desires sedated never once believed such pleasures awaited. Romance claimed lost desire now greed no estatic long nights just fullfilling a need. But with lingering glances on satin smooth skin through the night we languish in the erotica of skin. A candle lit dinner alone to test our will champaine on ice inhibitions to chill. A fire in the hearth our only light yet hold back the urges as passion fills the night. Caressing your hair a masage designed to please your breathing grows soft a sensual tease. Lips finally meet so tender and hoping tounges intertwine searching not groping. Finger tips trace from your neck down your spine awakening nerves the pleasure devine. Cloths whisper as they fall to the floor bringing pleasure in the skin they show no rush no hurry all night to take it slow. A trail of kisses the soft backs of knees bodys aching yearning eager to please. By the light of the fire two bodys j

Life
"Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11th, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia . I'll care when these thugs tell the world they are sorry fo

Life
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it. Life is beauty, admire it. Life is a dream, realize it. Life is a challenge, meet it. Life is a duty, complete it. Life is a game, play it. Life is a promise, fulfill it. Life is sorrow, overcome it. Life is a song, sing it. Life is a struggle, accept it. Life is a tragedy, confront it. Life is an adventure, dare it. Life is luck, make it. Life is too precious, do not destroy it. Life is life, fight for it. Mother Theresa

Life
hey to all i have really not blog alot on this page but i want to tell my baby thank you for puting a smile on my face. so thank you sam you are the best i could not see myself with anyone differnt you mayed my weekend the best thank you honey well i just wanted to let you you know that sam and that my family loves you and is so happy for us well got to go hey all iam new here just wanted to say hi and let you all know that tonight is my b-day so we are haveing a get togather at the bar anyone can come . thats right can not wait tell tonight drinks fun and gods now what. after the bar all going back to my house and keep going wel hope you all are having a good day later. ok so we went out me and annie it took me three hours to get her dressed but when i was done she was one hot bitch. there will be pic in the next two days or so. but we got way to drunk and both of us are at work still drunk good thing i have any easy day today. ok so the new name will have a pic with it to that is

Life In The 2000's
This was originally a bulletin I posted, but since it will probably be obscured by all the many "Red letter reposts" and such, I decided to also enter it as a blog message... Actually, this bulletin has nothing to do with boobs....it seems though that it's one of the few ways to have anyone to view your bulletins nowadays. That, and I guess being a "red letter" member. Which, btw....EASE UP GUYS....So many reposts and hundreds of posts every day....often by the same ones....and maybe take the time to actually READ someone's bulletins now and then...we just might have something to say. So the other day, a friend was telling me how he completely turned his life around. "Yep", he said, "I managed to turn a complete 360." Well, I'm not one to piss on this guy's little accomplishment here, but if he did a complete 360... uh... wouldn't he be right back where he started? Perhaps he did a 180. Hopefully it was more than a 45... Anyway, ever hear someone talk about something that

Life
PS I finally gave in and admitted that I am bi! I am really scared right now. My Aunt Cathy which is who I live with has Chondrosarcoma Cancer. She has been on radiation and chemotherapy and it isn't working. Instead the tumors have been growing. Now not only are the tumors growing but she is falling all the time. She has fallen 10 times or more in 3 weeks. Last night she fell and hit her head on the floor extremely hard. I am really scared for her and scared that she might die or be comatose. She would hate that more than almost anything. She is scared too which means that she takes it out on me. I don't mind helping her at all but sometimes it is just so overwhelming. What if one of these days she falls and I am not here to help her? Or what if she falls and gets seriously hurt. She needs to have surgery because if she doesn't she might be paralized but if she does have the surgery she might not walk again and if she does walk she will probably have to have a walker. I don'

Life
hello all it has been awhile i just wanted to say that we are all doing good and that the boys joined cub scouts they love it hello all i just wanted to let everyone know that my life is great and that me and my family are doing wonderful hope fully i will be getting married real soon

Life In General
I found out today that insurance wont cover my CD player because it wasn't the one that came in the car. Im pissed. I expected them not to cover the camera though. I wasnt surprised about that. Well, it was Sunday and I went out to eat lunch sometime in the afternoon. I enjoyed my food and to my surprise when I got back to my car my cd player was stolen. Not only that, but about 700.00 worth of cameras and and lens all together. I had my car locked and I didn't have all of this stuff out in the open except the cd player cause its attached to the car. The only way they would have known about my camera was if the little freaks plundered through my stuff. It was NOT in plain sight. I waved down an officer and he wrote my information, which basically meant that he wasn't going to do anything about it but put it in a file somewhere. Needless to say I'm pretty pissed. I just lost over a grand plus out of my car and now have no music when I drive. I have to look on the bright side though...ho

Life As It Is
i want to apologize to Aall my friends here. Right now real life is needing quite abit of my attention lately. So i have not been here very often. That doesn't mean that i don't think about Yyou and wonder how Yyou Aall are doing. Especially the Oones that i talk with individually. Hopefully, things will settle down soon and i will be back pestering Yyou. i do hope that Yyou Aall have had a wonderful Halloween. Know that i am wishing Yyou Aall the best right now and still think of Yyou often. Hugs.

Life
Well I am so happy in my life right now other than my career. I would love to be a RN already but well got to have the patience and time for that. Well I have this wonderful boyfriend named Adam who is 24 and well he is good to me. He has made me really happy and I LOVE HIM to death. Well I guess thats it bout my life other than I am an EMT and I am at work right now missing my baby and getting paid.

Life
I don't know what to do anymore. I'm not sure if i should go to Florida and live with friends down there or do I stay here with the friends that I have been staying with? I don't know what to do.I don't want to continue to feel like I'm a burden on everyone here. I like this Girl and I wanna talk to her but I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do about anything any more. I have a friend who wants me to come and stay with her down in Florida but then I have friends here in Ohio that don't think that moving is going to help me any. I have friends in Ohio that think that I am being stupid and making rash decisions b/c i'm afriad of heart break. I don't know what to do. I have to think about so many things and everything that I seem to think about points me into the mind set that I am just being a burden. The friends that I am staying with now tell me that I'm not a burden but i KNOW better. Ever since I moved in with them everything has been so different. I don't know what

Life
I feel like everything I do is never right. I post at some blog and I wrote something as a joke (should have said it was a joke) and the person who is my friend and is the admistrator emailed me saying that I wrote to make people feel guilty for not commenting on it and that is NOT true. I shouldn't be upset or crying but honestly everything I say or do comes out wrong and it upsets me greatly.I sound like I'm whining and I'm not, I've been holding this in for a while and it finally came out. I normally keep all my feeligs locked inside and that is not healthy but when do let it out, it is wrong. That is why I don't speak to people and stay quiet. I hurt people's feelings more than make them feel better. I GOT ACCEPTED TO MIAMI-DADE COLLEGE!!!! WOOT WOOT!! Liesl http://www.undiscovered.com/html/hotornot_detail.php?id=38&newid=3201&show=1 Give me a good rating but don't give others ones cause they will notice a pattern and delete me!

Life/love/hate/death
i just eh Hi every one i sell AVON now so if you want any thing contact me and i will let you know how to do it or by for me contact info will be sent o u via email just leave your fully name number and i call you and work with you and i have a nother job interviwe tues then next tuse a class for avon so ya it was great i am happy where i am in life if i dont have a reguler job i can work at home when free and make money when i want and do partys and more so it great i hope to do it for the rest of my life say if i have a kid preg and off of my norm job i can still be working i can breast feed and do every thing i am happy this is what i need and i have sexy bf and my fav show is on now alot more THE L WORD i want to say hey to sam and cara and ioann for helping me doring the ruff times of life and rest are lil moma that in heaven and every one else OH YA OCT IS NATIONAL BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH DONT FOR GET TO CHECK YOUR CHEAST AND EVER ONE WHERE PINK AN TAKE A PIC AN

Life
Life is full of a lot of surprises.Whatever mistakes you have made and whatever drama you go through only makes you a stronger and wiser person than what you were.Even when you think that you are at a breaking point becase of everything that you are going through,things do get better.It just takes time.My best friends' husband,who was also a good friend of mine had passed away 9 days ago,RIP to him.My girl Alina is much stronger than we all thought of her.She has been through way more unfortunate and very serious events in life then I've ever had.I thought that I was going through a lot of shit but it's really nothing when I compare it to what she has been through.Well my point is that her husband was only 28 years old and had cancer for 2 years before he died.They were so perfect together,the nicest people I know.If u were in any kind of trouble they were ALWAYS there!!! Life is too short to wallow in self pity and to hold grudges.You never know when something like that can happen to

Life's Little Lessons...
Well here I am, sitting at work.. Nothing to do, bored, hurt and angry. I think the first thing on the list is pretty much self explainitory, but let me expalin the other two. I'm angry because I'm sick and tired of people getting preferrential treatment becasue of the way they look. Anyone that treats anyone differently because of the way they look needs their heads read, just because they're deemed as being 'beautiful' by society's standards doesn't make them any better of a person than anyone else. We're all the same on the inside, which is what really counts anyway. I couldn't care less about looks or material possesions, give me someone with a good personality and a good heart and I'll show you the makings of a great friend. Okay now on to point number 2. I am hurt because someone I love and care for a whole lot has been taking forgranted everything I have been doing for them lately. I haven't slept a full night in almost 2 weeks because I have been using that time to help this pe

Life!!!
Sometimes i just wish i wasn't even alive anymore cause i since life is getting harder and harder but i guess theres nutting i can do about it but just live it...my b.f. is a butthole to me all the time he think im cheating on him and i think his cheat on me...he has always said something about me cheating on him which i don't understand why does that but he does and i really don't like it and i know that im not cheating on him cause if i was he would know it...but i love him so much and i don't want to lose him but i don't know what to do about him saying i that i cheat on him and i know im not....Thats all i have to say bye!!! Thanks Britt

Life
are you all the same? the game that you play. the lies you spit as truth to our souls. we take it anyways. even as our minds say no. our hearts continue to trust your ways and words. for love is life. it's who we are. made to become. it can kill or resurrect. heal or wound. a game of russian roulette we are most happy to play. out of the ten times it kills us we are hoping for that one time it saves us. give us meaning to our lives. it's funny tho...we always go after the same lies. thinking they will become truth at some point because they love us. will if they're spittin' lies they're love is nothin' more then dirt beneath your feet. who knows, maybe the one who has truth of love is the one we choose to overlook for the more eye pleasing liar. lies dressed in money or beauty is worth nothing more then a bag of sugar coated candy..sure it tastes good at first but in the end it rotts away your teeth. the truth is.... we are all the liars at some point... the diff

Life...
How can you feel everything and nothing at the same time? How can you be standing on the ground, but be floating on thin air? How can you be breathless, and still be breathing? How can you be the strongest person, but oh so weak? How can you have all these words in you head, but my lips won’t move? How can I miss you when you are not even gone yet? How do I stop this feeling before it’s too late? Never mind, it’s already too late…the feelings I have are too strong for words. I can only be floating, breathless, weak, and feel nothing and everything. The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't both

Life On The Peanut Farm
I had some computer issues and then I move3d so I have been away fro awhile and while I was gone Lostcherry changes its name to cherrytap!!!! LOL Anyways I had forgotten just how fun this place can be...way better then myspace and hey I was able to update my email address with ease unlike myspace where I still cant get them to send me a email onfirming my email change..grrrrr anyways I am so glad to be back at lostcherry errrr cherrytap :) So it's Nov. 4th and its already begining to look a lot like christmas..retailers have all their christmas merchidinse out on the shelves. ThE Santa Clause 3 is out at theaters Radio stations are a;ready getting their christmas music out of the mothballs christmas parties are being planned plane tickets being bought for family get togethers. perhaps working 8 straight christmas seasons in retail has made me a little bit cynical..but isnt it a bit too early to be getting ready for christmas...lol I mean we still have 52 more da

Life
so this is my first blog on here. Don't really have much to say. Just been busy working. Right now I am working 2 jobs.... it is kind of crazy but hey it gives me money to pay my bills and have fun. I am really tired and it is not even 11 on a Saturday...... My friend Tiff is getting married next weekend, I am so excited I can't wait. I really don't have anything to say so I am going to end this here. I will write/type more later LOL

Life
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.Angel100%Faerie100%Mermaid67%WereWolf25%Dragon17%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com Why is it that when things start going great something blows up in your face, or everything gets screwed up. Thats how it is in my life. I start feeling great and then every things topsy turvy. Sometimes I wish every thing would go my way. Even if its only once. Sometimes life alone feels

Life
I Think This Is A Needless Accident,I Want To Know What The Hell The Police Were Doing? If Anyone In The Jacksonville Area Has Any Info Please Call The Jacksonville P.D. Thank You. JACKSONVILLE, Fla. -- Jacksonville authorities are searching for a hit-and-run driver after finding a man dead in the middle of Beach Boulevard early Sunday morning. The incident took place at about 3 a.m., and 21-year-old Tyler Beggs was found in the westbound lanes of Beach Boulevard near Desalvo Road. According to authorities, Beggs had been lying in the road before he was struck. Rescue personnel responded to the scene and pronounced Beggs dead. After losing his youngest son, Beggs' father, Michael Beggs, is on a quest for answers. "Because of the circumstances, I don’t know if it could have been avoided but at the same time we want to know what happened," Beggs said. "He was definitely hit by a car on Beach Boulevard and died instantly, they said, of massive upper body injuries."

Life
went better then i expected getting a decent amount to help raise my son on from his father. let him see his dad for a little bit after court was a very tearful time on my part after it was all said and done. i told him straight out at the court i will not keep his son from him but he better start doing what is needed and i don't want him back and that i am happy and getting married when our divorce is final. the only thing that hurt me was that my son even though i show him pics of his dad that he didn't say that's my dad when his dad picked him up to hug him okay first it was my blood pressure being high but now they took my blood the other day at the doctor after i got a good bill of health on the bp i now get a letter in the mail that my sugar is high and i hadn't ate or drank anything before i went to the doctor that morning they came up with it at 133 so now i have to in for a glucose test and i hate them took them carrying my boys each time i got pregnant with one of

Life..
I think I've come to the conclusion that I'm fake, that I'm a false person at times. Now, things will always bother someone, the only difference is how you deal with what's going on. I usually come out of situations with my head up high, acting as if everything is fine, as if I wasn't bothered at all, but could that be exactly how I feel? Things bother me as much as the next person, I just have a weird way of hiding my true feelings, rather than show that I am affected somehow. People ask me all the time, 'Why are you so calm? Why are you not bothered?' Thing is, I fake being ok. Things eat at me like crazy, I just choose to push it off at the moment and try and focus on something different. Then suddenly I'm alone, and all I do is recall the times I said that 'I'm fine, I'm over it', in which case I never really was. I think I act as if I'm ok so I'm not starting trouble, so I'm not causing problems. Yes, sharing your feelings can be a good thing, but we all know sometimes it can be a

Life
Ther eare some people out there that if given a chance they wll surrpsie a lot of people. Well those are the people that need to be given a chance. The majority of society is blind to the help othersw need,. IF they open there eyes they will see that the others are not differetn, but rther they are the same. People can change and it will surprise others if that person is givne a chance. Freidns they come and go, you never know who they are. When you least expect it, a special someone will come into your life. That special someone will be there for you more then anyone. At that point in time, you realize that you have more then a friend. You have a best friend. A best friend for life. This poem was wrote back on September 11 of 2000 shortly after I joined the military. I did not know why I wrote it until recently. To my best friend, I wish you the best of luck in your new life. i had made a friend over 10 years ago. She was a great person,. She accepted me for who

The Life Of A Soldier
Going into basic training i knew, or thought i did, what was going to happen. in truth i had not idea, at first for me it was less stressful then i had thought, the drill sergents didnt yell, they talked to us like we where human. what was going on here? i was asking myself, what happened to the drill sergent that was suposed to be yelling at me insulting me my mother and everything i held dear? this wasnt the basic i was ready for...i decided just to go with the flow. they inprosessed us which means but all our information into the computer system, so they could keep track of us, and start paying us. then after it was all said and done, they moved us from the inprossesing center to the real basic training, it was the the hell i had read and invisoned opened up on me. first off they stuffed my class about 30 people at the time into whats called a cattle car all 30 of us and all the things that where issed to us and all the things we brought (some people had 4-5 bags total)where stu

Life Is All
I love the way my life is going at the moment. I have found the love my my life and i can't get enough of him. We are talking about making future plans with each other and i couldn't see my self with anyone else. He is the only thing that is keeping me in school and keeping me happy. I just hope that i am doing the same for him. I don't know what i will do if i lose him. Another thing about him is that he has the mot beautiful little two year old girl, which gives me one less kid to push out. lol We both want a son now and i think in about a year we will start to try for one. I'm soo happy and i just hope that everyone out there will have a chancve at what i have now. I can't wait for the rest of my life. I love Rj Carpenter!!!!! Well i know that i don't have much to offer someone. But i want what i can get from only one person. He tells me he wants me and then doesn't call. I don't know whether to tell him how i feel or to just let it go. I'm hanging out with him this weekend and i

Life Sucks
Why do people build your hopes up, them shit on you ? This person knows who they are ... But i cant understand why, or what ive done . Tell me... PLEASE The day is horried ,it's not stopped raining all fooking day ...Ive had a row with my ex, and im feeling pretty shit.. And to top it all my insurance claim has come in a lot less under price . Fooking ******** OMFG ive just had a belly full . I wanna go curl up in bed and die . Well first off all , this is a huge (((((((( hug))))))) for a very dear friend of mine. In her hour of need.. Im with you baby , and your in my prayers. Secondly .... Im so in love with someone at the moment .. But i dont know how the F**K , i can carry on . He's so very far away from me... And my heart feels as though . It's at breaking point . Why does life have to be so mean ..... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Ok moan over with xxxxxxxxxxxx

Life's Unknowns
Why are some of us complete fucking morons and wait to say shit to others WAY after the fact? Why do we dance around subjects that should be addressed right than and there, whether or not it would either destroy us or heaven forbid, make us the happiest we've ever been in our life? I find myself being one of those fucking morons more and more each fucking day. Taking a step back and saying to myself, you should really do or say this to this person because I FEEL the need to put it out there once and for all. But ONLY with the past. I feel like addressing shit that happened in the past might help me understand the present. But so far it only makes me wish that I would have done that shit back then, when it was happening. And yet, I still find myself dancing around shit that is happening now...shit that should be addressed NOW. Why the fuck is that? Am I the only fucking person on this earth who is doing this? Or are there other people like me? Just hoping, needing to know, ne

Life
Friends are those when your in need just show up at your door or call without being asked they just know when they are needed. They will tell you that they may not know what to tell you but will let you yell, scream, holler, and cry at them if need be. Then they will give you a hug and ask if you feel better. That is just what a friend is for. In times of stress is when you find who really has your back. My favorite saying to cheer up my friends is: " When life gives you lemons through them at someone else who deserves them." This is so that you remember that life is hard but you can always turn it in your favor a little bit. So if you feel down do something to cheer yourself up. We can not always find someone who has the answer we need but we know what we get a good laugh from. LIFE IS WHAT WE LIVE WHEN WE DONT KNOW WHAT TO GIVE THOSE WHO ARE SPECIAL TO US AS A GIFT. SO WE LIVE LIFE TO GIVE THEM THE GIFT OF US AS A FRIEND. WHEN LIFE GETS HARD FOR A FRIEND WE GIVE THEM A HAND TO HELP G

Life
You Are The Fool You are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world. Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead. You are a true wanderer - it has be difficult finding your place in this world. Full of confidence, you are likely to take a leap of faith. Your fortune: You are about to embark on a new phase in your life. This may mean changing locations, jobs, friends, or love status. You are open about what the future will bring, and free of worry. You have made your peace with fate, and you're ready to start down your new path. What Tarot Card Are You?

Life's Expectations
Anonymous Americas I Saw Three Ships I saw three ships come sailing in On Christmas day, on Christmas day; I saw three ships come sailing in On Christmas day in the morning. And what was in those ships all three, On Christmas day, on Christmas day? And what was in those ships all three, On Christmas day in the morning? Our Saviour Christ and his lady, On Christmas day, on Christmas day; Our Saviour Christ and his lady, On Christmas day in the morning. Pray whither sailed those ships all three, On Christmas day, on Christmas day? Pray whither sailed those ships all three, On Christmas day in the morning? O they sailed into Bethlehem, On Christmas day, on Christmas day; O they sailed into Bethlehem, On Christmas day in the morning. And all the bells on earth shall ring, On Christmas day, on Christmas day; And all the bells on earth shall ring, On Christmas day in the morning. And all the Angels in Heaven shall sing, On Christmas da

Life And Sex
lets see i hate life and i hate people. . .most people just wanna get wit ya to get in ur pants and frankly i aint about that shit. . .sex is kool but its not a game. . .i hate people who think it is!!

The Life And Times Of A Horndog
I hate working 10 hour shifts...but hey the extra hours help out alot. I know this much. my feet hurt, my legfs hurt, my back hurts, I'm just sore. and tomorrow I gt to gon in from 4 to midnight getting to close again. God I can't wait for the Pizza to get here. I'm fucking hungry. April 12 I make my MMA debut in Hazard, KY against Steven Barger. Wish me luck.xed Martial Arts. its pretty much like UFC. So I've been single for a while now....it sucks beyond compare honestly.IO go from having this wonderful person wiht me all the time to finding out she isn't much fo what I really thought to begin wiht and am now alone. I mean my roomate is here but she and I aren't romantically involved in any way. So I'm lonely. I dunno why I'm even really writing this blog. I mean I guess just to vent. No one ever reads these anyways. I just wish I had someone to hang out wiht where there is a chance at being romantically involved. The Last three gals I've spoken to have either gotten interested in

Life
one day u feel like crying.... call me. I dont promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u. If one day u want to run away-- dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop......but i can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call......and there is no anwser.....come fast to see me. Perhaps i need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if u break the chain. you will have bad luck for 10 years, if you don't pass this on to 15 people. if u get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about u!" People all around you Have to stop and stare Some will even wonder How those scars got there I have bad scars too Except mine a

Life In General
the worst part about being alone, is you have no one to share your good news to :( as of 12/02/08 i lost my baby sister,she never complained about being ill, and the way she was you never knew she was ill, and quess what the dr's said she never knew, she pasted because of a artirial stroke (a vein busted in her brain)what i'm tring to say is pay more attention to your family and friends, cause they may be here today and gone tommrow,please stop by and say goodbye to shaggy46072, i love you sis, miss you if anyone would care to just chat hit me up if u c me on line

Life
The love of my life called me tonight.... and I couldnt say anything. Our history together is long and ackward. We play games on each other. We both love each other and want to be together but we just cant seem to get to that point. Its almost as if fate is pulling us apart with circumstances. We both make stupid mistakes and cant quite get it right. How do you stop the games and just.... be? Or is it just destined for us to not be together and be happy? grr i got another new piercng today :D yaya me! hehe yaya i know...what can i say im addicted :D I start my internship tommorow!!! yay im excited and nervous :) :) wish me luck yall! and ill let you know tommorow how it all goes!!

Life As It Passes By! ! !
Life As It Passes By You start life as a baby Which then you are so cute We give Our Parents a Hard time In other words a run for there Money. Soon it is time for us to go to School. Parents Cry as they say good bye For the First Day Of School. Before you know it you are a Teenager. All we can think about are Boys and Girls, School Dances, and so on. Before we know it we are in High School. Look it is Homecoming who will We take to the game and the dance. Then you get a Steady Boyfriend and they are your life so you think. You put down your guard to let them in your Heart. Time for Prom what will you wear, who will you go with oh that loving boyfriend is with who. You plan for Months what you are going to wear, How to do your Hair, What will happen? So many things to think about. Then the night comes you look so Pretty. Your boyfriend tells you look very nice. You take losts of Pictures for the Parents then

Life
Love is a great and powerful thing to cherish and want in your life, but it also is dark and hateful things that can tear two people apart. It is wonderful knowing that youre loved, and to love someone back, but at the same time, you're also cautious because you don't know what to suspect from your significant other. I'm only saying what I know from personal experience. I'm trying to tell everyone that you need to be careful who you love and who you keep in your life. Sometimes you just have to let go and other times you just can't and just be friends which I think is the best way to go because if you completely exile the person, you lose a little bit of yourself, which is not right. A lot of times its usually adolescent love that happens, and I mean like a lot. I know a bunch of kids younger than me who are dating and having sex when they're like fucking 12! I know I shouldn't say anything myself because I was like 10 or 11 when I first had sex, but now I regret the fact that I did, i

Life
WELL TODAY WAS KIND OF A SHITTY DAY. I GOT UP THIS MORNING AND PUT OUR DOG OUTSIDE. SMD WELL IN THAT TIME....SHE CHOCKED HERSELF TO DEATH. :-((((( MY DUAGHTER'S DOG IS DEAD. SHE IS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD. SHE HASN'T SEEN THE DOG ALL DAY.

Life
Ok so there is a nasty virus going around here. My mom had it for a while. My little brother came over Friday, and that night his voice started going in and out. Saturday it hit him like a ton of bricks and he got it. Now I have it too. My voice is gone. My head is pounding, and I am aching and hurting all over. I have a sore throat, a nasty cough, and my nose is stuffy, running, and draining all at the same time. Needless to say, I wish someone would just shoot me. Rob came over real early this morning to take care of me since I can't even stand up long enough to make a sandwich for myself. Hunter and Fluffy are sticking close to me. I am not sure how long this will last, when my mom had it, it laasted a few weeks. So if you call and I don't answer or return your call, or if a guy answers my phone, you know why. I am not able to talk on the phone right now. I have resorted to having to write it down every time I want to say something to Rob. Anyway, I hope everyone else is doing bette

Life
All I really want out of life is my forever love. I know...it sounds cliche and all that. I mean...is too much to ask to be loved as much as you love? I only want to be the sun that rises and sets on his world and to be the reason for the smile on his face. I want to be the one that can walk up to him at his worst moment and hold him and tell him that everything will be ok....and he believe me. I just want to believed in. I want someone that will pick me up and move me to solid ground when my world is crumbling under my feet. I want to feel like I am the only woman on the planet that can his day......and his night! I don't want to be the only person in his life....only the most important person in his life. I guess it is too much to ask to be accepted wholey for who and what I am. To be accepted and loved for my flaws as well as my good qualities. I often wonder if there is a "perfect" match out there for me. Someone to make me feel whole. To fill the voic in my heart and my soul. I ha

Life
Life is like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you represents determinism; the way you play it is free will. Jawaharal Nehru The geat blessing of mankind are within us and within our reach; but we shut our eyes, and like people in the dark, we fall foul upon the very thing we search for, without finding it. Seneca (7 B.C. - 65 A.A.) Govern thy life and thoughts as if the whole world were to see the one, and read the other. Thomas Fuller Life is short, art long, opportunity fleeting, experience treacherous, judgment difficult. Hypocrites After the game, the king and the pawn go into the same box. Italian Proverb Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think. La Bruyere Life is like a library owned by the author. In it are a few books which he wrote himself, but most of them were written for him. Harry Emerson Fosdick The best way to prepare for life is to begin to live. Elbert Hubbard Life's a voyage that's homeward b

Life Sucks?
Hi hi, it's time for that unusual update. :D I know I returned and all to fu not long ago and the scene these days keep on growing and growing. Oh how has the cherry bore so much fruit over these past few years. Let alone the amount of people :D In a few months, I don't know when but in a few months I will take a leave again out of fu...after all I gots a life outside here. I need to spend some time again but I'll be back....hmm Fu might evolve again but if you need to contact me, Come find me on facebook at

Life
LOVE is the LAW LOVE under WILL I am above you, around you, and in you. My ecstasy is in yours. My joy is to see your joy. Thus at the moment of ones doing, be in it. Identify completely LIVE IT Ipso volunta me, sic ipse

Life And Times Of An Internet Junkie.
Let me tell you about an old man named Santa Claus. You may know him as Kris Kringle aka Saint Nick aka Sinter Klauss or aka Papa Noel. Whatever his nom descript, he has been widely commercialized and widely misunderstood. When you see Santa Claus, you see a man with an infectious laugh, rosy cheeks, jolly belly, snow white beard, and a bubbly joyful personality. You see this cause you are blinded by the spirit of christmas. I will tell you what is really there, a man with roscea (hence the red cheeks), an obesity problem, hygeine issues (thats why he doesn't shave), and a crack problem (joyful personality explained by the crack). He is a pervy old man, with a sweatshop full of immigrant elves. You don't ever see Mrs Claus, and do you want to know why? Cause Good ole Saint Nick doesn't let her out of the house. He has a dominating personality and likes to control her. He runs his sweatshop full of elves, making them work all hours of the day and night, with no Overtime and no holiday p

Life
It's time for some change. I know that for most "normal" people, Wednesday is classically considered to be "Hump Day" as it is in the middle of the week, but after carefully considering a couple of factors, I am going to lead a movement to officially remove the label of Hump Day from Wednesdays. Here's why: Factor 1 Many people now work non-traditional jobs and have to work shifts. This typically means that they work odd hours and more importantly, have to work weekends or part of the weekend. Take my jobs for example. My regular job is Wednesday through Saturday and I work nights. My part-time job is basically on-call and I work it on my "days off". So some weeks I get one day off, or worse, none. Meaning I have no set "Wednesday" or a single day that can be defined as my Wednesday. I guess if I had to name one, it would have to be the first 12 hours of Friday, but that's only during those weeks that I only work my regular job. Factor 2 By its literal meaning, (besides being th

Life
What is the point of cheating on someone you love???? I quote in the "olden days" there was no word as a cheat really u had one or two but now its like a fase everyone is going through i dont get it what is the point because one day it will back fire on them, they will find someone they really do love and the partner they are with will cheat on them and they will now how there ex felt when they did it to them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! People in this generation arent very sincere im not saying women are perfect because we are not!! But it is hard to find someone that will truely love you for the rest of your life, treshish you and you can trust with all your heart. I dont Wanna Current mood: depressed I dont wanna do this anymore. I dont wanna give away my heart to have it handed back to me shattered in a million little pieces I dont wanna hurt any more. I dont want my eyes to fill with tears. or cry all night long wondering what i done wrong. my future looks so

The Life And Times Of The Fabulous Pfb
REAL MEN 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN loves his kids. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as f*ck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say y

Life
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks you heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your head up b

Life
For a few days now, I've been thinking about life and family and friends. My mother died when I was 7. My grandmother died before I was concieved. My grandfather died a few years back. My other grandparents are getting old and the things they are capable of doing are slowly diminishing (if you ever meet my nana, don't get her started on politics). My father has had several bouts with cancer. My aunt went on disability back in the beginning of this year because of a screwup when they did surgery on her a few years back. I hope the years she endured working in pain did not worsen her condition. I have not seen or spoken to my uncle, his wife or his children since my mom died. We don't talk about them. My other aunt was there for 9/11, and it hit her hard. She has had psychological problems since. My best friend has been having horrible nightmares since our rollover. These are just a few among many. I've sat and thought about what I want out of life... Basically I came up with these: my

Life Has Invaded....
I wanted to apologize to the people that I talk to for not being around more often... as stated in my subject, life has invaded, and I don't have the time to sit at the computer that I once had... I don' thave the opportunity to get on here from work or anything like that, and when I get home, I still have to function as "Mommy" I will try to get on here periodically to send a note or whatnot, and hopefully things will settle into a routine here shortly. I miss coming around and talking to you all :) Much love! Becky

Life
You try to schedule days off around the phases of the moonYou have a bumber sticker that reads “Stat happens”You are the only one at the dinner table not allowed to talk about your day of workDiscussing dismemberment while eating a goumet meal is perfectly normalYour pajamas and work clothes all look alikeYour ringtone on your phone is a sirenYou’ve ever muttered “nice veins” to a complete strangerYou think it’s funny to tell a patient “I know how you feel. It’s my first IV too.”

Life After Near Death November 28th 2006
ive been around it so much i can feel it coming close to me i dont know what to do any thoughts from anyone would be appreciated I am petrified of alcohol... i want nothing to do with death and i am scared and weak....i dont want to be involved in anything bad anymore... please let me know if your here for me and ill always be there for you... I sit here and wonder where im going.....im supposed to be going to visit people i got money problems im slipping into the siccness of reality and i dont know if im coming bacc.....i could be going to jail soon......i need help im slipping into depression i dont feel i can beat depression away this time......its taking all my energy to control my rage........someone please help me i really need it and i dont know if anyone is able to but please try.....my eyes are glazing and i dont even want to be alive anymore please save me.......from this rain of pain........im not tough enough anymore too much pain around me.....im so hurt......it wont end..

Life/love/happiness
have you ever loved someone so much that you thought you would never get over the way that you felt about them no matter what? well i thought that was what i was feeling up until about march... and now i can honestly say that i'm over him... I'm over hurting and over thinkin about the stupid everyday bullshit that i had to put up with because of some cheating asshole who doesn't know how to treat anyone!! I'm just trying to say that i'm ready for a relationship... i'm ready to have fun and love someone else... the place in my heart that i thought was still filled by this (cheating bastard) is defenitly empty now and ready for someone knew!! Its really amazing how one person can make you see so many things differently and not even realize they helped you at all! and how close you can get to someone and realize how you truely feel about them!! How that one amazing person can't get off your mind... and you're not even sure why. All you know is that when you think about them you h

Life
We can't solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them. -- Albert Einstein. Never have words been so true.... Today I begin working on myself... You have shown me a better side of you, one I have not seen in so long... I hope to get back to who I was.. for you, for our kids... They deserve the man I could have been, not the one I have let myself become... Regardless of the words said, and things done... I am ready to lay down the weapons and become a better us... together or not, we still exist for the sake of our children.... I promise to try...

Life
They had a plantwide meeting Monday at Peterbilt. They told us that due to the new federal 2007 heavy truck emissions regulations that production would be cut from 68 trucks per day to 30 trucks effective Jan 29. . I watch my 80,000.00+ job go down in flames. Feeling rather numb , I drove home in a stunned silence and proceeded a rather pathetic attempt at sleep . Of course , with the state of things , that didn't work very well . I then made 30 minutes worth of phone calls , called in a few favors and lo & behold, scored an interview with a musclecar restoration company as the head of parts dept. Went yesterday after only getting two hours of sleep and scored it! The money will stay about the same as Peterbilt but the totally insane work hours will cease and no more turning of wrenches except on MY cars. I actually have a new job that will be exciting to go to instead of this zombie state with fat paychecks as the only plus. Moral of the story: Never sweat the small stuff and DON'

Life
its kinda nice to have a day off in the middle of the week, it almost fells like the weekend but then reality hit me and i relize that i still have to work tomorrow. I dont think i would hate it so much if i didnt have to deal with old people all day. who knows maybe i just dont like people in general. i never really know or maybe i dont like working. i wish that i could be rich so that i didnt have to work. or i could just marry a 94 year old millionair. he would have to be on his death bed tho, or else i couldnt do it.

Life's Little Annoyances
Okay - I don't get it. I understand the "haters" on here that feel like they have to rate people 1 to try to make themselves feel better, but to rate a picture of my *cat* a 1 ? What's up with that? Is someone a closet cat hater? No comment recently about her, just a rating of 1. Should I be offended? Should I take insult? My cat is absolutely stunning, by all standards, including her CFA Persian registration. So, what's up with the rating of 1 on my poor Gwen? *laugh* I guess it's better that it wasn't one of MY pictures that got a 1 rating, right? Anyways... just had to put a little rant about that up. Anyone else have some photo haters? Either ratings of 1 of their own pics or some other odd pic like a cat? Okay - I *really* am having fun with this site - it's quite addictive. I don't have the best and the fastest computer, but I do run on a cable modem and most websites load very quickly. This site.. however. OMG. If I do anything (User Comments, Ratings, Views

Life Is Hell
Well for the past week or so i was actually happy i thought things were going right for a change, then i find out things tonighr that push me into depression and tear a hole in my heart, why am i hurt? i don't know by all righta i shouldn't care having only recently met someone how could i feel such pain because of them?

Life
take a look around.......thing are pretty fucked up right.....we are in a war based on lies.......nature i getting more fucked by the min.........everything anymore is is based on 3 key factors power,money, and lies.....i mean corporate america runs everything....promoting this be this look this way bullshit......so basicly it comes back to live free and be at one with yourself i mean never back down never give in..........dont let people take your rights.........and as far as music gos kill pop stay underground.....and never sell out......so fuck the mainstream....im out.......... in the end dose anything matter.......looking back through a shoot glass......things came and things whent........some good some bad.......ive had good friends......and worst enemys.......things changed and some thing stayed the same......so gusse life just rolls on........to the beat of a scilent scream.......so i gusse live or die........do what u want just live right............

Life In Iraq
Hello every. I thought I would tell everyone about life in Iraq. Not sure if anyone would be interested in how we live or anything. It's the holiday time and depression is setting in with some people. So, this is my outreach to other people and hopefully I won't get too depressed like I did last time. Well here we go. 6-Dec-06 Today was just as any other day here in Iraq. We did some of this and that getting ready for the mission tomorrow. There is so much excitement in the air. We are getting ready for the WWE comming to our camp on Friday. I am with the 1st Calvary Division out of Fort Hood Texas. Our thing is the Calvary. We used to ride into battle on horses but we use tanks, and helicopters. Well, we have a horse (not real) in our main division (D-Main), and with the WWE comming, they want to see if they will put Trigger (the horse) in a head lock. That would be awsome to see. Just hope I get a chance to see the WWE when they come. With me being the

Life
A recent event in my life of a couple made me ponder some issues we as men have and need to first admit and then fix. Mate being either your wife or Girlfriend. Selflessness in the dictionary is defines as "without a thought for one's self. So men we need to ask ourselves in my relationship's with women wether there friends or companions do I practice this act of selflessness. What do i mean? Well, First and foremost we need to realize having respect for a women is the only way they will respect us. I believe one of the most awesome feelings in this world is the respect and trust of the women in our life. It's something we can be proud of because that's one thing no matter what women give us freely, is something earned not given. I believe in trusting someone until they give you a reason not to but respect comes in the form of how they view our fruits. If we are living everyday as a man of integrity and value, and when we do slip and fail how we deal with the failure. I'm not saying we

Life
We have made it about a week with no illnesses!!!!!!! I am so happy! Tomorrow is Michelle's birthday party and I have spent most of my day shopping, cleaning, and grumbling at everyone. Someone left the toilet seat open again and Michelle found it, Billy threw all of his dirty clothes in his toy box, and Mya is following me around with questions about everything. As frustraiting as it is, it is also pretty funny. I am glad they are here to keep my mind off of most things. On a sad note: Today would have been my moms birthday. Thankfully, I have been busy, so I didn't really think about it. I think I more or less forgot or pushed it out of my mind, until I talked to my grandmother and she reminded me. I almost feel bad that we will be celebrating Michelle's birthday tomorrow and not hers. I have told myself that she would not want me to dwell on things, so I am working on not dwelling on it. If that makes any sence. I still have a few things to do, so I better get mov

Life
A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/ Man, a lot of this stuff is amazingly accurate! Cancer is a Cardinal water sign, ruled by the moon. As the fourth sign of the zodiac, the Cancer individual is a deeply emotional person inside, but is smooth and confident on the outside. Their first love is of home and family and they are nurturing and caring in the family setting, creating a cozy, comfortable, safe existence behind the doors of their own home. Famous historical characters s

A Life Unwasted
I hate this. We havent talked in a week. I feel like its over we are just both too scared to say it. We sit together alone in the house and say nothing, its awful. I am so upset and depressed, I cry myself to sleep, but he doesnt know, he doesnt listen to my sobs and doesnt see my tears. He doesnt notice that he's killing me slowly and painfully, I am so broken. ♥Dont put me down ♥Dont tell me to do things ♥Dont just sit there ♥Dont take your anger out on me ♥Dont be selfish ♥Dont treat me like i'm invisible ♥Dont put other things before me ♥DONT make me hurt anymore. Just dont, my ♥ cant take it Invisible. Thats how you make me feel sometimes. Why can't you ask me before you do something but I must ask before I breath? Why do you have so much freedom and I am a slave? Sometimes I feel like it isnt fair, but then it only lasts for intervals, short ones. Dont put me throught this ever, why dont you talk to me about things?

Life
What is love??? That is the ultimate question we all want answered but not quit sure how to describe it so that others can understand it the way we see it. I read a blog that described love as all the little things, glances, moments together were silence speaks for its self. And that is like chaos ever flowing and shapeless without a true form yet there but not tangible. Love acts on its own or do we have to work on it? Do we believe we are in love and fall? Is there more to it? There are many books out there that try and tell you what love really is but you really can't put it into words unless you have experinced for yourself. Love can be wonderous or it can be painful. It can bring you the greatset joy or your worst sorrow. Having had both I know its meaning when I say these words. You can be in love or fall in love and not have the one your heart is set on feel the same as you do. So, what do you do then? Do you cry? fight? run? give up? The optio

Life
I'm Tired I'm tired of people telling me how to feel,when to feel and when it's ok to stop. I'm tired of being told how to act, what to do, and what I'm doing wrong. I'ts my life, my mistakes and my feelings my memories NOT YOURS! Let me deal with it my way not yours! Your not in my head, my heart or my life, you say you understand what I'm going through but you have no idea. When you see through my eyes, with my heart and my pain then you have room too talk. The first time you kissed me you stole my heart and soul, from that time on my life was no longer my own. Every breath, every beat of my heart was in sync with yours, every breath you took consumed every aspect of me and i was no longer one person but two entwined. Your dreams were mine and nothing stopped me from helping you succeed in them. The young girl you met would never be the same ever again. You planted a seed in me that grew with every minute of time . The seed grew like a weed that spreads through a rose garden unt

Life....
well chris gave me his ring to wear and i havent taking it off my necklace since he gave it too me to wear well last night me chris and smitty went to drink(a club) nd he asked for it back nd i asked smitty y do u thinkk he took it back ? he said he didnt know well 5 mins later my baby says come with me so i went w/ him nd he got down on his knee nd asked me to marry him on mic so everyone can hear it smitty said damn that voice sounds familiar wait thats my boy we got our pic taken u can see it on drinks website just look up murfreesboro drink well im so happy about it i love him w/all my heart nd i bgeleive my son does too I LOVE U CHRIS into the aitrforce. i think imma go crazy when he leaves but i hope not . i know imma miss him like mad crazy. its ok though.. i hope well ill holla atcha all laterz peace out

Life
Dear Dr. Phil, When I retired this past summer, I could hardly wait to spend time enjoying my favorite pastime -bass fishing. I got my own little fishing boat and tried to get my wife to join me, but she just never liked fishing. Finally, one day at the Bait & Tackle Shop, I got to talking to Sam the shop owner who it turned out loves bass fishing as much as I do. We quickly became fishing buddies. As I said the wife doesn't care about fishing. She not only refuses to join us she always complains that I spend too much time fishing. A few months ago Sam and I had the best fishing trip ever. Not only did I catch the most beautiful bass you've ever seen, only a few minutes later Sam must have caught his twin brother! So I took a picture of Sam holding up the two nice bass that we caught and showed the picture to the wife hoping that maybe she'd get interested. Instead she says she doesn't want me to go fishing at all anymore! And she wants me to sell the boat! I think she just doe

+ Life Svcks +
Kathryn, the namesake. (My White one.) She is in an urn on my Mother's living room mantel. + + Friday. A 19 year-old and his girl, walking by my house. The dude got pumped full of lead four times, his girl got hit in the legs. Right outside my house...we heard the gunfire and hit the floor. I can't get the sounds of her blood-curdling screams and moans of pain out of my head. He was silent. The guy died at the hospital, the girl made it. I remember the assailants yelling "I got him!!" when they ran back to the waiting get-away car. First 48 dudes knocked on our door for interviews and some leads...we didn't answer. I feel bad for not helping, but the fear of being fingered as a snitch trumps that. Besides, we know NOTHING. Right now there's a beautiful altar constructed in Dude's honor on our fence. I wonder, will the poor kid haunt my sidewalk now? Maybe I should perform a Ceremony of Rest. Any Wiccan reading this, please tell me so

Life
First off this is probably weird to say on here but I just thought I would start off by saying that I have a great life I have a good job and a girl who loves me...don't get me wrong I am happy that she loves me but I have put her through some rough shit as well as she has me!!! We are meant for each other!!! Sometimes we fight so much and it gets really bad and I feel like giving up and know she does also!!! But somehow we are able to stick through it!!! I love her so much and i wish she can see how much I do love her!!!! Baby I know you probably won't see this but I LOVE YOU!!! With all my heart and soul!!!! Thanks for giving me the chance out at the bar that night!!! almost 4 years ago!!! I love you and always will!!!!

Life
So we were supposed to go to court today for the custody modification that we are going for, for my step daughter. However we got the phone call yesterday saying that it is delayed till next week because we didn't respond. I was PISSED because we didn't respond again because the damn paralegal said I didn't have to. Turns out she is stupid and we had to talk to the attorney. But the ex whore thinks she wants to settle. HA! If that goes anything like when the divorce was going we would never settle because she is too damn set that she should have everything that she wants. But on a plus note she didn't get an attorney, and the one we have is one of the best in Spokane. He plays hardball and he is damn good at it. I have seen him work. So if she thinks that she is going to get anywhere with him then she has got another thing coming. Even if she retained an attorney, they bump up their retainer requirements when they are up against our attorney. I just think it's funny that her

Life
I have been gone for the past week on a mini vaca with my family. Its good to be back. I really needed a break from all the bullshit in my life. It seems like I missed a lot on here, though... Thats ok. I'll catch up. Anyway, I just wanted to let everyone know I'm back. I'll have some new pics on here soon! YAY! :) I have been getting a lot of new friends lately, and its been great! But, there's a few who are being, well, sick. I'm not on here to meet people who wanna look at my goodies. And I'm not gonna show some random dude how I look on webcam. Thats not what I'm about. I like nice guys (yeah, you know who you are....) I wish there were more guys like u out there! :) I am usually a pretty level-headed person.... But, for some reason, I tend to go completely crazy around the holidays. I pull all-nighters, I'm edgy, I'm anxious.... It sucks! I feel like I'm losing my mind. I am going to my parents for the weekend, and just thinking of seeing all of my family, dealing with my drunk un

Life & Nature
rahu ketu No planet is entirely bad who so ever it is on the subject of life and its effects on to life, in fact its time or time period which make one good or bad as per the respective mode or association their in, so is the case for Ketu. Ketu and mars belongs to same category while to inflict in life with a difference of pace, mars is super fast to interact with where as Ketu has its own pace and game plane for life. If Rahu or Ketu placed in zodiac at Kendra may be taken as 4th, 7th, or 10th house happily including very first and links the lord of trine houses in any of its mode then they inflict extremely fine result or out come in their reflective period in life, as it form a kind of raj yoga, very auspicious all the way. Much other yoga also has the similar impact on life through Rahu & Ketu. One can expect any thing good as inflicted by the benefic planets by Rahu and Ketu n their transit but based in their zodiac status and forming yoga’s their. May god

Life
Dedication to the memory Of my waste of time Chanty If she were to die I would not shed a tear Only thank god She's no longer here. You gave me all the heat Still wanting me to take you off your feet You would love me Then you'd hate me Then you blame me For the way you've made me I hate the fact of what you ment Full of regret Was it real or was it the attention Oh I failed to mention You would love me Then you'd hate me Then you blame me For the way you've made me Fuck you Fuck your black heart Fuck your Laffs Fuck your fake ass plastic self So many words From your mouth Your talk is cheap Like your heart Where I really never had a part You would love me Then you'd hate me Then you blame me For the way you've made me It was all a dream I've left your drama scene It my fault For letting myself Get that extreme Feelings of happiness To help your selfishness So people close to me know my health isn't to good and I have alot

Life
I have aske dyou to read this because YOU are now or were at some point a very important part of my life. The past few weeks have been very dificult for me and I have come to the point wheer i have got to say this and try and move on. Last year I went thru a divorce,losing my best friend, and finding out that I am adopted and everything I thought I knew about me has been a lie.The man that i divorced has meet someone new and I am happy for him but I have pretended that I am ok with it to just keep peace in the family well I am not ok with it and from this moment on i am leaving it in the past. I have not spoken to the man I called daddy now for almost three months and that doesnt bother me anymore. I have not forgotten my best friend I worry about her everyday. I have listened to other people and done what they thought was best when dealing with her . To her I am sorry for that. We have all done wrong and no one is perfect especially me. There are two things I know for sure and t

Life
You never know what your life will turn out. They tell you to plan for your life while your in high school, or at least college anyway. But you go to college, then like a fool I got married, and he joined the military, and I traveled all over the world with him, and after 22 years he just threw me away. But at least I got three wonderful children out of all those years. My son, who is my hero, and has kept me going through all of this, came into this world fighting for his life. He came two months early, without lungs to breath for him, and he was to stay in the hospital for the two months, or until his original due date, but he proved them all wrong and was out of the hospital in 19 days, and has grown into a awesome young man. My baby girl who is now 12, is my little angel. The divorce was hardest on her, because she didn't want her mama and daddy to be apart what kids do, but she see's now it is for the best. As for the oldest, my 21 year old who has my grandson, L

Life
Message to seller about their (cheap & shitty) repaired fossil shark tooth being sold as all natural you know that's a repaired peice of crap, right? That ebayers responce CRAP? Hey f*uck*er, retard, piece of shit, take me on....until you buy and have the tooth anolized, you don't know shit do you! I buy, dive for and sell over 3 million teeth a year. You have been on ebay for 2 months? I WIIL SUE YOUR ASS FOR DEFIMATION WITHOUT CAUSE! Know the term? I already know your inp, and ebay is being notified as to your accusation. Ready for a law suit? Hope so, As I am going to sue your butt off in federal court for false claims and defimation. Get ready to bend over and ........ Kinda makes you laugh your ass off eh? Hastily Hunting For Monsters My blood flows freely as the white shark’s tooth pulls from my flesh. I scramble to escape, climbing to safety from the turbulent murky water. I must move quickly to escape my situation. Finally free from the immediate dange

Life And Death
I do not the title of this or who wrote it. A friend found and I feel at this time it expresses how I feel. It is on my profile. Love is when you shed a tear and still want him It's when he ignores you and you still love him It's when he loves another girl but you smile and say "I am happy for you" When all you want to really want to do is cry. One minute the world is in front of you. The next it is gone. Life is funny that way. We go all our lives in hope to find someone we can be close to and then when we are given the chance we take it for granted and then before we know it is gone. I have felt this. Now it is to late. I never had the chance to tell him how I felt. I want to telll him I never stopped caring and now it is to late. I was scared to feel. Afraid of getting hurt. I didn't know what I wanted. Maybe it was our personalities were to similar and it was our stubborn streak or other people's meddling that kept us apart. I know this much I never lied to hi

A Life Unlived....
Its your choice but let me remind you both will lead you wrong.... So choose.......... verbal abuse or enternal darkness? it's your choice... The screams or forever silence?? it's your choice... to be hated or to be forgotten? it's your choice... take the path thats laid before you or be laid to rest? It's your choice now choose.... LIFE.... or DEATH.... Are you sure I am not looking past you, at some twisted little vision of a person tied down screaming from a painful deadly incision? Am I laughing at these wicked thoughts? My soul is dripping with sin. I have so much anger to give but where should I begin? I thought we all had a "God" given gift guess Im not human Im less unless hate is a gift in which that case I've been blessed 'Cause I hate alot of people but can't explain my thoughts. And I am laughing as your body rots.......... YOU BROKE MY HEART YOU MADE ME CRY FOR THAT I WISH YOU WOULD DIE THE PAIN

Life
Well it has come and gone and I am so tired from all the running around. We went to his brothers house on saturday for a get together and visited one of his friends and styed up till 3 am baking for christmas. Sunday we went to his brother's for another gathering and did the present exchange there. Stayed up until 2am wrapping presents and cleaning the house. Monday we went to see my grandpa and Chris's kids and then had to get home and get dinner started at our house and finish cleaning we had my family thing at my house. Finally at 10pm we got to relax. And then of course i got sick yesterday so I have been battling a cold ughhh! And here we are coming up on new years my favorite holiday! I have learned a lot in the past year. I had a bad relationship and stayed single for 8 months to just be me again. Along this jouney I found a great man that is everything i was wanting in a man. Now I had to re-adjust to life again and being with someone and not let my past relationship interfere

Life
What I did for my birthday... I went to northern IL with my sweetheart and while we there... He took me to the county fair... We took a few pictures... I hope you enjoy them. It's not quite the same as being there... Lots of things are changing around my house.... I haven't been online as much as I used to be... In some ways that's good and in others I feel like I've deserted some of my friends. For many years the net has been where my friends were, after we moved from Michigan this was the only link I had to other people that I felt I knew in some small way. We were so isolated in Kansas and everyone I knew {3 people} had lives of their own and I felt like I was intruding. So I turned to the internet... Since we have moved to Kentucky, I have made more friends outside the net, as well as being coser to my family. It makes a difference, I'm not having the anxiety attacks near as bad, and I'm getting my life back on track. I start a new Job on Tu

Life
can u imagine that this weekend i actually go out to dance!!! i bought my lil outfit and all lol....i cant believe it ive been to clubs before but now im acting like a lil girl who never has gone out...well actually its been a yr that i havent gone dancing or more then that.. isnt that sad??? well cant wait to go hope i have fun i know im getting DRUNK thought lol well here i am in Korea....2 weeks and nuthing pretty exciting goin on lol just me to live a boring life though...oh well it might get interesting who knows...it stinks around here though everywhere you go it does...i dont knw how the ppl here can live with that type of smell...anyways things r a bit cheaper here then in usa..dats like da only good thing about it lol. i hope ya'll didnt think i was actually going to write something really interesting lol thats in my book lol... well hopefully something good will come up today.

Life
A 92-year-old, petite, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coifed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. "I love it," he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. "Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait." "That doesn't have anything to do with it," he replied. "Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged .. it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it." It's a de

Life.. Love And Everything Else.
You know ppl can sometimes fall into a fake reality of life and love. One day everyone one of us will fall in love with someone for some reason or another. Then the world changes things happen life becomes hell. You find yourself hating where you are in life and whom you are with. You stay in the relationship for different reasons, maybe a kid is involved maybe the person your with is just depended on you and you can’t leave them. Maybe you just don’t have the freaking courage to make the change that you need because you don’t have a safety net. For what ever reason you sit there and think you may find many a different reason that you just stay put and not try to make yourself happy. I have recently gotten the courage and the strength to make myself happier. I will be leaving a lot behind and I know I will be hurting some people in my wake. Do I care, yes because if I didn’t I would have done this long ago. Life is about choices, life is about happiness, life is abo

Life
Ok it is 10:30 am and I am so damn tired I went to bed at like 3:30am and had to be up at 7. Ugh Why is it when I need to sleep I can never get there. So much has been going on lately that my mind just will not let my body rest. In the begining of Nov. I lost my best friend who was more like my brother to we are not sure but we think a drug overdose. We will not know until the police release the information it has been under investigation. Thanks to his mom who to put it truthfully his twin brother and I think made sure that he was to far gone before they called the EMT's. She has for years tried to get custody of his daughter. We think she let him die so that she could try to get her. Sad but true. So things have not been all that great lately and I would love to get thru the holiday's and into the New Year without someone else I care and love dying. I have had a hard time with letting this go. It was a senseless death that could have been prevented if only his mom had called the EMT'

Life & Death
Leaving for boot camp Jan. 8,08 I will be gone for awhile to basic training in South Carolina, then I will be going to Virginia to finish my training Life & Death To live is to die To die is to live To live is to walk in the shadows To die is to walk in the light

Life
I'm crying as I write this, because i'm sad. I'm sad and i'm scared. things with him aren't good. rather.. they suck. I don't want to lose this family, but this is killing me so badly. If it wasn't for Dakota, i'd be long gone. No I wouldn't. I haven't been alone in years, and i might be too scared to be alone. and then what? jump from one meaningless relationship to another? what would that be worth. I want that first sweet kiss again. I want the raw passion. I want that first little bit.. getting to know every inch of someones body for the first time... I don't know, maybe I'm just hopeless. but my love for him just fades every time he yells. I don't know if i know what love is anymore.... He might have changed, but its more likely i did. maybe i just grew up. actually i know i grew up. I whine a lot. Leslie sinfulvampress Sometimes, I don't sleep. I'll go for days without eating. I'll cry when no one is watching, and I'll re-read romantic and sex scenes in Harlequin bo

Life In General....
Well it is now January 5, 2008 ... I am now located in Coalgate, OK starting a new life ... I will be having a 3 bdrm 2 bath place with my family ... so far this year is starting to be a good one ... lol lets just hope it stays that way! I miss chattin with all my frenz online & such but i will be back very soon! thx to all of you who care & have listened to me. But i am gonna go for now ... see everyone real soon!!!! much luv, Deja Lately i find myself chillin and surfin the web...no excitement although i found some really cool friends but the drama needs to go! seems like there is more drama on the net than there is in life...unless ur in high school! we are all adults & know how to hadle ourselves...don't we...?? anyway, i wanna send out much luv to my friends!! take it easy and have a happy holiday season!!!! TO MY FRIENDS I have met some very beautiful people that bring great joy to my heart i luv my comments .. they make me smile I feel bad that i don't catch a

Life Is...
I didn't pick these...who would you have picked? The people who spend their whole lives caring for their own well-being are not loving themselves...they're embalming themselves. Drop thy still dews of quietness Till all our striving cease; Take from our souls the strain and stress and let our odered lives confess The beautiy of thy Peace.

Life
You know, when you sit back say I f-up, and the words "I Let Myself Down" come out your mouth things have hit bottom. And the only thing you can do after that is put your head in your hands cry. Because you know you have to live with the fact that, 1) you have destroyed all forms of redemption & self preservation, And 2) you know for a fact that you have lost 1 if not 2 values that you try to hold and keep close to your heart. What values you ask, well that I can not answer because everyone is different. "Why is it that now all is lost, I've learned to show my emotions. The end is in site, I've learned to say how I feel. All hope is lost, I fear to live on(but I must). A blackened Heart, By your own hand. The worst heart to have, Because you can no longer stand. On your own two feet you'll never regain, The ba

Life In General
ß æåëàþ ÷òî âû ïîíÿëî êàê ÷åãî âû äåëàåòå ïîâðåæäåíèÿ ÿ è äåëàåò ìíîé ÷ûâñòâî íåâàæíî. ß äåéñòâèòåëüíî èíòåðåñóþ åñëè âû çàáîòèòå î ìíå èëè êàê ðàç ñåêñå. We are heading to coyote ugly this new years eve not only to ring in the new year but the first is also our boy dannys b-day so come out and party with us. If you get your tickets by friday they are fifteen after that they are 25 but the cover gets you 2 drink tickets snacks and a JD shot at midnight, The theme is black and red so please come join us and have a ball love ya all MUAH nicole

Life At Its Greatest
well, coming back to japan sucks. i didn't want to, but leave was up. now i am back to work. back to the same routine. i cannot wait until feb of '08 when i get away from here. to a better command. better life. no more depression. guess that's enough bitching for now. thanks for listening. -kevin

Life Is Easy Some Times And Hard As Hell Sometimes
so I ask myself what is love is it just a feeling or is it something bigger is it a way of life I do not know but I was in love once and its a crazy thing I miss that it was like my life was different not the same almost in-between real and fake but I know I was happier than I ever was it was like I was living someone else's life then it went all bad I got engaged and then I found out she cheated on me and I dumped her and ever since then I have been questioning myself I closed myself out and now I need to open back up and start living again its like I have changed to some one I do not know I want to love again and its hard when all I do is kickit at home on the computer its interesting to meet people on here but I don't expect to find miss right on here its fun talkin to females on here but you never know what kind of person some one is until you hang out with them for a while and still that isn't always show you who some one is unless they open up and let you into their mind I am a g

The Life Of Marvin Jackson Aka Dragonblaze
IF YOU DON'T KNOW MY NAME BY NOW ITS MARVIN EDWARD JACKSON JR OF FLUVANNA COUNTY, VIRGINIA I'M 24 YEARS MARRIED AND A YEAR OLD SON, I HAVE LIVE WHAT I WOULD CONSIDER A NORMAL LIFE BUT MOST SEE MY LIFE AS NOTHING BUT MISTAKE, BUT I JUST BRUSH IT OFF EVERY TIME BUT THERE IS SO MUCH BULLSHIT THAT ONE PERSON CAN DEAL AND I THINK I HAVE PRETTY MUCH REACH THAT POINT SO AS THE DAYS GO I FIGHT, I STRUGGLE AND I OVERCOME EVER LAST MISTAKE THAT PEOPLE THINK I HAVE MADE AND ONLY TO PROVE THEM WRONG AND THAT MY MISTAKES ARE SOME OF MY GREATEST MOMENTS IN MY LIFE NOW I WILL SAY I HAVE DONE SOME DUM SHIT THAT I CAN NEVER LET GO OF BUT THATS FOR ANOTHER BLOG, THE THINGS PEOPLE NEED TO UNDERSTAND IS I'M NICE VERY EASY TO GET ALONG WIT AND HARDLY EVER GETS MAD, I LOVE TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES PS2, PS3 XBOX, XBOX 360, SPORTS I LOVE TO PLAY ANY SPORTS BASKETBALL FOOTBALL ANY THING YOU CAN THINK OF DOING I'LL DO IT AND LOVE DOING IT BECAUSE THATS WHO I AM UNLESS ITS SOMETHING REALLY FUCKIN DUM I DOIT AND HAVE

Life Or Death
If you havnt heard i lost my mom the 6th of Dec.She had a fight with Breast Cancer years ago,and had won.Late Nov. she woke up and told my dad her side hurt.Whent to the Dr.'s office to fine out her Ball-Bladder had to come out(sorry forgot what was wrong.Well during the sugery they noticed her liver was 98% eaten up with Cancer.After more tests the found more around her heart.What started off as being Breast Cancer ended up all over her body.They gave her 6-8 weeks.Try that was a day or two after T-day.I could go on and on....But this is to let EVERYONE know...PLEASE GET CHECKED OUT LIKE YOU SHOULD IF NOT FOR YOU FOR YOUR FAMILY..............

Life Is I Am People Are...
There comes a time in all our life’s when we need to think outside the box. This is an understatement. We all should view the world as a corporate body. Life comes at from so many different angles and we all gain abstractions or judgments. I understand your method of teaching although I don’t agree with all you believe, I do respect what you’re trying to do. As a result of your class I have learned to think more outside of my own box and get past my abstractions. You have discussed so many different topics and they all have a correlation, which is the crazy world we live in. I am not going to comment on every discussion, if that is okay. There were always a few of these topics on my mind, even before I had the privilege of attending your class. In this paper I will explain what I agree with as well as what I disagree with. You were always open to our views and this is a good thing. We always agreed to disagree in your class and this is a good thing. The decline of family mor

Life Sucks Sometimes
OKAY SO I WAS WITH THIS GUY WHO WANTED NOTHING MORE FROM ME THAN A PIECE OF ASS AND A FREE RIDE. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I KNOW THAT I WON'T EVER TRY TO BE WITH HIM AGAIN... BUT I STILL MISS HIM... NOT SO MUCH HIM BUT THE FACT THAT I WASN'T ALONE WHEN I WAS WITH HIM... I KNOW I CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER AND I CAN FIND A GREAT GUY WHO WON'T USE ME I JUST HATE BEING ALONE.... MARISA

Life
yminpkn@ CherryTAP I'm lost in time and in my mind,eight hours feels like minutes....My lifes sound track plays endlessly it all seems so real....Lucidly I wake less then myself each passing minute more like you each passing day....Why can't I find my place,why can't I find my way....Standing still yet moving fast.... Times are changing....Tides are Rising but I make sure to catch the glimpse of things yet to PASS!

Life
im am so sick of not haveing money. worrying weither our bills are gonna be paid on time or if this check or this check goes thorough with out haveing to pay overdraft fees. and i cant get a job because my grandmother in law cant watch my daughter 24 hours aday, and im not goning to quite school ill be in even more dept then we are now. i just cant win for fucking loseing. im so stressed im staying sick to my stomach when is my life gonna get easier when do i get my break im starting to think that the gods have just shit on me and forgotten im here its really getting to me, if it wasnt for jasons grandmother we wouldnt be eating or even have a car or place to live. shes the only reason weve made it with out hitting rock bottom, and now thats caught up with us and were still going there. the rain keeping him our of work and the days he dose work gets sent home early and doesnt get any hours we cant live on 600 sometine 800 dollars a month and then also us have a life and fun we do

Life Before Chris
Well, Chris did a blog about his life before me and what he has gone through, so I thought I should do one too. As Chris said too, I had been through my share of failed relationships. Got married the first time at a young age... had my son Ryan when I was 22. When Ryan was 9 months old I left his father as he was abusive. From there on I had a few more (more then I want to admit) relationships that seem to go sour for one reason or another. The hardest time in my life began in 2002 and my life has never been the same since. In December of 2002 my only child was diagnosed with Cancer. Ryan fought the disease for a year and a half... tragically and sadly, he passed away in May of 2004. After Ryan passed... I was lost. Thinking I was ok, trying to be strong, brave etc. I neglected myself and it all caught up with me a year later. Depression, panic attacks etc. I was a forever changed person. My marriage started falling a part and before long he told me he didn't want to b

Life Before Trudy
Before we met I had been through failed relationship after failed relationship. It started when I met the boys mother and we had my oldest son Corey(can't believe that boy will be 20 in August of 07). WE had two boys together then she ran off and left me to raise them alone. That was my first marriage, I was young and stupid,don't regret the boys a bit though. I tried marriage a few years later and the day she told my youngest she hated him I walked out. Three and a half months on that second attempt. I was going through my second divorce when we moved from Slidell, Louisiana to here. Here would be Fort Worth,Texas. I remained a single dad till Sept. of 04. I tried my third disaster of a marriage and again found someone who was abusive to my youngest boy. After a few attempts to fix all that was wrong I finally tossed her out on her ear. I am awaiting final papers right now, I am just thankful I kept my heart open to the possiblity that there was a REAL woman out there. I m

Life
Why are guys so complicated? I ask cause I was seein a guy and things were goin good even though we were in different states ( me in Oregon, him in Washington). Then all of a sudden tonight he says that things aren't workin out. I know that hes busy with the ARMY and all but even though he says that I didn't do anything wrong I still get the feelin that its some how my fault. Why is that? Is it wrong for me to feel that way or is it a normal thing. Well thats enough for now... feel free to comment if you want okay so I've been seein this guy for the past oh I don't know say 6 months or so and about 3 months ago he started goin to Hillsboro, Or to see a friend who is in the hospital... no problem. Well then I don't hear from him but once since then and he has been avoiding my calls, texts, IM's and so on. And now I'm hearin that hes with someone else or that he's single and I'm sittin here goin wait a minute that can't be, so I ask him and now he's pissed at me for askin what th

Life
To our daddy I know your not here right now daddy ,your still in our hearts to you will be missed daddy because we still love you ,daddy we look for you and we know your still around ,we miss you daddy and we are so proud,we love you daddy we miss your smiles and you laughter to ,we know you’re around us daddy we feel you kiss us to ,you will be missed daddy but our hearts are open to you ,we love you daddy and our love is all for you. By Richard Rushing In Loving Memory of my Wife father Marvin Loyd So if you thik your the SEXIEST let everyone know

Life
Hey guys, I just wanted to let you know about this wonderful program to help people escape poverty in developing countries. I urge you to check out this site and read some of the profiles of people who have great ideas to expand or develop their businesses, but just need a small loan to get started. Here's the canned info: I want to let you all know about a cool non-profit that is doing great things: Kiva.org Kiva.org allows individuals to make $25 loans to low-income entrepreneurs in the developing world (microfinance). By doing so, individuals like you provide affordable working capital for the poor (money to buy a sewing machine, livestock, etc.), empowering them to earn their way out of poverty. It's a new, direct and sustainable way to fight global poverty, and the way I see it, I get a higher return on $25 helping someone build a future than the interest my checking account pays. Anyways, if you have a minute, please check out the site: http://kiva.org. If you n

Life
As if things couldn't get any better in my life.... (and I mean that sarcastically) This evening, one of my dogs, Pike (after a firefighter's pike pole) Died in my arms tonight. Pike was about 9 or 10 years old and I have had him since he was 7weeks old. He was a wonderful dog with a great personality, and I will miss him very very much. But I also have to worry about my other outside dog who spent his entire life with Pike...and that dog is Mickey. I can only pray that Mickey will be ok, other than his broken heart from missing his partner in crime. Of course my son is also very sad but he is a strong kid, much stronger than I am. Pike was laid to rest in my back yard this evening with the help of my father. "Thanks Daddy" I will miss my Boo Bear...*Tear* Another great loss to my life, and family. Last night I lost another one of my babies...Noah. I had him for 12 years, and he was a wonderful friend. I will miss him very much and this has been a difficult time for me. Was on

Life
I SIT BACK AND I LET YOU WALK ALL OVER ME I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND YOU JUST KEEP DOING IT.I END UP LATE ON MY MOUNTHLY THINGY AND WE THINK WERE HAVING A BABY BUT YOU STILL WITH THE DRUGS AN THE LIES AN THE PARTYS I SIT IN MY ROOM WAITING BYE THE PHONE CRYING HOPING YOULL CALL ME.FINEALLY YOU SAY IM DONE THE DRGS ARE OVER IM DONE TONYA IM DONE I BELIEVE YOU AND WE JUST GO ON WITH OUR LIFES NO BABY IT WAS A FALSE ALARM BUT A CLOSE ONE.YOU CHEATED ON ME AND I STAYED WITH YOU I CRYED AND I YELLED BUT IM STILL HERE I HOLD ON TO YOU AND TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU SMILE AN TELL ME IM YOUR WORLD AND HAPPY THAT WE ARE MAKING THIS WORK AND YOUR SORRY.FINEALLY GOING OUT TOGETHER WITH NO WORRIES OF GETTING COUGH.AND THERE IT IS THE DRUGS AGAIN YOU LIES TO ME FOR ALL THIS TIME YOU LIED AND LIED SO WHAT DO I DO!DO I LEAVE OR DO I STAY??? WELL IM STILL HERE RIGHT

Life
Why do we fall for someone, who really isn't for us?......should we blame ourself for falling the wrong one,..or.....should we blame the one we fell for, because...they made us believe that they are the right one for us? ANOTHER 5 TOMMORROW I TO THINK OF MORE MOMENTS IN LIFE There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams & hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone that makes you smile because it take only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life & one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have

Life Is Good Let's Make It Better !!
Hi, guess I better read up here not navagating thru this site too well !! lol This is my blog for the site since I really didn't see a what I'm interested in etc. I'm a good guy who likes to keep it on a even level for the most part but enjoy alot of activities and open to most anything!! Been single for just over a couple years now for the first time in many years and now ready to start enjoying life again with a special lady!! My best enjoyment seems to come from doing for others and having them happy and enjoying themselves!! Very much into family but time to add to that!! lol Sound like anything you're looking for as well, get in touch!!!

Lifestyle Funnies
never hear a sub say to their Owner 10: How was I supposed to know I wasn't supposed to put your leather pants in the washer? 09: Yeah, right... SPANK THIS! 08: Tomorrow night, I get to tie you up, right? 07: God, you Dom's think the world should bow before you! 06: And just what do you think you are going to do with that paddle? 05: Sorry, I got a date tomorrow night. Some other time, perhaps? 04: Spanking? I-THINK-NOT! 03: Who died and left you in charge? 02: Do your own damn laundry! and the #1 thing you will never hear a sub say to their Master... 01: What do I look like, your maid? HOW DO DOMS KNOW?? Psst.... There is a super-secret school all Doms attend. Knowledge of this kinky institution is a closely guarded secret. Revealing its location is punishable by death! Nah, you say? It must be true. How else would they all know? Know that exact tone of voice that turns the simplest request to a command. No matter

Life..a Way To Live...
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are a lot of things about yourself that you didn't know....and may not like. You start feeling a little insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then you get scared, because you barely know where you are NOW. You start realizing that people really are selfish and Maybe those friends that you thought you were so close to, aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, but the people you lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize, is that they are realizing that too. They are not really cold or catty, mean or insincere, but are merely as confused as you and a little caught up. You look at this job you have. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing... Or maybe you don't even have one. That's even better. You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you lov

Life Love And Sex
The tree grows and on the tree is a leaf The leaf is content to grow in the love and shelter Feeding off the tree giving the tree life The leaf lives its whole happy life Something happens something changes The leaf feels a bit cut off something is wrong An anger comes over the leaf How can you take that away How can you leave me alone The leaf's anger forces its way to the surface The anger beats red in its veins The anger begins to turn to an ugly brown despair A suffocation begins Its connection to this life it has known becomes tenuous The leaf feels a falling sensation Will it recover will it live can it regain its grip on reality A slow descent into an unknown underworld Falling with no control over where it lands No control over what it does It falls catches a deceptively gentle landing A river of hope... no, a river of despair The swirling waters take hold of the gentle leaf Forcing this lonely traveler at the

Lifetime Relationships
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE.Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX.Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you w

The Life And Times Of The Little Black Dress
ok, so i HATE monopoly the board game. i like the cpu version, but i HATE the board game. so there. MEGGYMMischievousEEnergeticGGorgeousGGloriousYYouthfulBy DollieLove.Com who'd have known...

Life In The Quarter...
ok so my next drag show is in 2 weeks... (probably going to more with southern decadence coming up) and im trying to get my music together since i have to hand it in a week before the show.. song pick #1 She Wants Revenge "Tear You Apart" and #2... thinking of going Sugarcult "Pretty Girl (the way)" I really want to do She Wants Revenge.. but not sure about Sugarcult... everyone wants me to do "Crazy Bitch" Buckcherry..... im not sure tho... any ideas? damnit.. its so easy to get a costume for halloween but one for mardi gras? it takes me forever... sigh.. need some good ideas cause ill be bartending AGAIN! lol... any ideas for this cute bartender? :D help a gurrl out yall! ♥ PuNkGuRrL Ok so tonight is my premier at the sanctuary bar in metairie.. i just got a call from the show coordinator that she wants me to change my song.. the entire track is 10 mins long but the song is only 4:30.... (remember when cd's had the secret song a

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Things are not good, momma has decided after talking to the drs that she will no longer pursue treatment; she was told that it would not decrease the tumor size, only keep it from getting bigger. She is losing her memory, not eating well and staying sick alot. Its really hard to see her deteriorating this way. She continues to be in good spirits though and wants to do as much for herself as possible.

Life Sucks
OK OTHER THAN HAVING TO MOVE 2 TIMES IN LIKE 3 MONTHS,MY HUSBAND QUIT HIS JOB AND BLAMES ME HE GOT A NEW ONE.HES BEEN BEIN A REAL ASS,AND HE SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR BEIN AN ASS BUT THEN HE KEPT ON BEIN ONE.HE WONT HARDLY TALK TO ME OR BE NEAR ME AT ALL,HE SAYS HE HAS A SURPRISE TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT ON THE 15TH HE WONT TELL ME IF ITS GOOD OR BAD HE BEEN TALKIN ABOUT IT FOR LIKE 3 WEEKS,BEFORE HE EVEN QUIT HIS JOB.I DUNNO WHATS WRONG?CAN ANYONE GIVE ME THIER IDEAS.ANYTHING OTHER THAN CHEATING CUZ HE HASNT BEEN ANYWHERE BUT HOME OR WORK.

"life In The Fast Lane"
I'm 100% all american male...just ask any female that knows me..lol..I'm an over the road trucker..(owner opperator)of a 80,000lbs rig,(when fully loaded)..so you little 3,000lbs 4 wheelers need to keep your eyes open, and your phones outta your ears..lol..I may have 10 brakes,but it takes me a mile to stop!!!Anyhow..welcome to my world,where all i need is a good cup of joe,good freinds,and a few hooter shots from time to time:)(Thank you ladies for the wake up calls):)P.S..Be nice to us truckers...we keep america running...Hooligan.

The Life, Path And Journey Of Poppa Dizzom! The World Is Going In The Wrong Direction
PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT ON WHAT MAKE YOU SEXY!! Hey there sexy, just wanted to stop by & show you some love on your page! Here's my music i dedicate to you.. Add a myspace jukebox to your profile. Dizzom's current project is gaining momentum among the club scene. Written by TONY CHRISTIAN and POPPA DIZZOM, “DAMN U LOOKIN GOOD” and "I WANT YOU" is a celebration of todays urban women of all shapes, sizes, and color. Produced by TONY CHRISTIAN aka AUTOPSY for RHYMES OVER MATTER and featuring Miami R&B sensation J-Shin ,“DAMN U LOOKIN GOOD” & "I WANT YOU" is one of those songs that everybody loves, from the hardest gangsta to the most sophisticated lady. Heavy bass, strong hook and aggressive vocals combine into a southern-crunk crossover classic. For years Poppa Dizzom has collaborated with several industry heavyweights. Working with such top acts as Trick Daddy, Trina, Michael Sterling, JT Money, and King Sporty (writer of Bob Marley's reggae hit Buffalo Soldi

Life Is A Book
Is fate driven by your inner desires to keep control of your life? is it driven by unknown forces that you have only input in? If you believe then will you recieve what it is that you hope for? what makes you stronger is what makes your fate. be it emotional or sexual craving desires that bring you to a soul that wants to be fate. do you open up and explore or do you sit back and watch? do you have it in you to take the chance and open up new dimensions of excitement? if no one likes you for who you are, they are the ones missing out on you. :) is a state of mind. if u believe in urself that u are sexy, u are. one should never under estimate themselves. never let another tell them otherwise. big, small or in between, sexiness is in ur mind, who u are and how u carry urself.

Life
So, I haven't been on for awhile. We don't have the net right now so the only time I get on is at Liz's and that's not very often. I thought I would get on here and give everyone another little update. The doctor decided to go ahead and keep the 21st as my Due Date. He says that since the Sono said the 7th, that just means that she is growing EXTREMELY well. So she will probably be a pretty big baby. Jason says she'll weigh atleast 8 lbs...my mom says 8.5 LoL. I'm guessing a little over 7. I guess we'll be finding out before too long. I only have 3.5 weeks left until my due date, but the doc says that it would be perfectly fine and wouldn't suprise him at all if I went a week or so early. I have another appointment tomo and then after that I'll be going every week until I have her. Sucks for gas prices driving that far, but it means I'm getting close. It has went by SO fast. I can't believe she will be here any time!!!! I can't wait!!! I'm doing really good. Been having

Life
50 short questions Survey! Sleep with or without clothes on? NOT TELLING Prefer black or blue pens? NOTHING Dress up on Halloween? YES Like to travel? YES Like Someone? YES Do they know? YES Who sleeps with you every night? JEFF Think you're attractive? YES Want to get married? YES SOME DAY To: SOMEONE Are you a good student? YES Are you currently happy? YES Have you ever cheated?? Been cheated on? NEVER CHEATED ON ANYONE BUT I..'VE BEEN CHEATED ON Birthplace? DALLAS TX Christmas or Halloween? CHRISTMAS Colored or black-and-white photo? COLORED Do long distance relationships work? SOMETIMES Do you believe in astrology? HUH? Do you believe in love at first sight? YES Do you consider yourself the life of the party? SOMETIMES Do you drink? YES Do you make fun of people? NOPE Do you think dreams eventually come true? YES

A Life Worth Living?
fuck this shit. im done. Nice Guys Always Finish Last. fuck that. im tired of losing the race. im going to gain some ground. i apologize in advance if me being an asshole offends anyone. this is just an angry blog. im not so sure i should write these after twelve hour shifts of non stop hard labor. and for what, for who? money is nice-but not if you have no one to share it with. not that i want anyone. im thinking i might just stay single as long as i can. maybe some dating here and there. no marrige, no kids, no commitment, no drama. i use to want kids, big house, family, dog, fireplace.... fuck that noise. thats just a fancy long phrase for drama. girls NEVER know what they want. even if they think they do. i think most of em want 5 differnt guys at the same time. each one to answer one of their needs. im tired of girls being attached to me like im the hottest thing since sliced bread, and all of a sudden decide they don't like carbs or some shit. i like friend

Life Shtuff...
Spent new years day laying out at Clovetty and climbing the rock cliffs and frolicking about in ther natural wading pools. Clear site of Bondi and down the coast. Sunday trekked down the grand pacific highway to Stanwell where they were hangliding from the cliffs, then several picturesque stops at the breathtaking beaches with unique lava rock erosions. Then on to Wollongong for fish n chips (flathead tails, calamari, tiger prawn). then the blowhole in Kiama. Camped down in Gerringong, took off this morning &

Life Sucks!!
I want to kill myself But for some reason I can't I hate feeling this way 'Cause all I do is rant It's stupid; it's dumb Why must I always feel this way? I can't feel now, numb And its starts over every day Whenever it's gone It comes back to bite me in the ass Whenever I feel happy It comes back really fast It's stupid; it's dumb Why must I feel this way? I can't feel now, numb And its starts over every day It's like a phase, I'm happy, then I am sad. I t keeps on going in a circle, But it always ends up bad. One night these five girls were having a sleepover when they heard chaos at the end of her street. they went down to find out what was happening. they learned that a woman was raped and the man was on the loose. so they quickly run home and bolt everything down. everything settles down for a while then they started hearing weird noises coming from outside. they let their minds go wil

Life In My World!!!!
Take Me To The Cross lyrics She's daddy's little girl Only three years old All dressed up in her Sunday clothes He held her hand on bended knee He said I need to show you how to find your way home As they walked along How sweet the sound Church bells ringin' People gathered 'round Remember this church And the cross way up there Sweetheart, if you ever get lost say Take me to the cross High upon a steeple The one where Jesus died for all the lost people If you can't find home Know you're not alone Take me to the cross As the years went by Daddy's little girl Lost herself out in a big, big world And the day her daddy died She said I need to know why Take me to the cross High upon a steeple The one where Jesus died for hurting people If you can't find home Know you're not alone Take me to the cross Now that same little girl Thirty years gone by She still knows here daddy's by her side She

Life
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to f

Life Without Blacks-african Americans Thanks To Emanon
A very humorous and revealing story is told about a group of white people who were fed up with African Americans, so they joined together and wished themselves away. They passed through a deep dark tunnel and emerged in sort of a twilight zone where there is an America without black people. At first these white people breathed a sigh of relief. At last, they said, No more crime, drugs, violence and welfare. All of the blacks have gone! Then suddenly, reality set in. The "NEW AMERICA" is not America at all-only a barren land. 1. There are very few crops that have flourished because the nation was built on a slave-supported system. 2. There are no cities with tall skyscrapers because Alexander Mils, a black man, invented the elevator, and without it, one finds great difficulty reaching higher floors. 3. There are few if any cars because Richard Spikes, a black man, invented the automatic gearshift, Joseph Gambol, also black, invented the Super Charge

Life
Blonde LOGIC Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking........ And one blonde says to the other, "Which do you think is farther away.......... Florida or the moon?" The other blonde turns and says "Helloooooooooo, can you SEE Florida ...?????" CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the Mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She Says, "What's the story?" He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" She asks, "How often do I have to do that?" SPEEDING TICKET A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and th en today you expect me to show it to you!" RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. "Yoo-hoo!" she shouts, "How can I get to the

Life Is Short
Life is to short grudges are a waste of perfect happiness apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change. Love deeply and forgive quickly take chances...give everything and have no regrets. Life is to short to be unhappy you have to take the good with the bad smile when you're sad love what you got and always remember what you had always forgive but never forget learn from your mistakes but never regret people change and things go wrong but always remember LIFE GOES ON!!!!

Life Love And The Pusuit Of Happiness
so, here of late i have been thinking alot about why i am so emotionaly detached. it seems as though i have reached a point were although my face and my actions say "you can not hurt me because i am ammune to it" i am in all actuality hurting all the time. i hurt becuase i feel abandoned, disconnected, distant, used and lied to. i am so easy to accept that others only want me for what i can give (sex, money,connections ext.) and not for who i am that i find my trust and faith in everyone around me failing more and more by the day. if i am not giving a service of some kind im not worth keeping around. i dont understand why it is so hard for ppl to be honest. i am tired of playing games. i feel as though my entire life is a fucking arena. i am constantly fighting for a possion. or trying to tackle a goal or hurdling over another barrier that is... speaking in metaphors for all my emotional and social standings. i never thought i would get to a place in my life where i could stand next

Lifes Ups And Down
Life of the Insomniac By ©Mistress of Darkness When twilight hour comes and sleep is at steady hand my body grows week and my eys grow dim, and yearns for dream land. But no sleep comes my way, and hours ramble by As my body stays awake, and my eyes begin to cry. Pain slowly enters my body now limp and in my neck is not a stranger to the awfull crimp. But still sleep escapes this body that stays awake all night And dream land grows, further, further out of sight. Tis the life of an insomniac that I do live through. When sleep is gone, and night time hours are to few. need some stregnth today daughter goes into for tests on her kidneys and i am basket of nerves. i am sure things will be fine but it's the unkonwn. i am pulling some stregnth from the goddess though and she is helping me. just need that extra oomph i think lol. love and light blessings lady middy Ok, if you are reading any of my blogs you have to know a couple of things. A. I usuall

Life And Music
Mister, mister push button junkie lookin for some dirt to buy. Landslide, it's a corporation landslide waitin for a kiss from an atom bomb. This situation's critical, my back's against the wall but we like it. You're walkin' in our sleep and I can't feel at all. I said, "Hey man, just gimmie some truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know, I don't wanna deal, I don't wanna be any part of your stupid mother fucker machine. Do what ya wanna do, kill if ya gotta kill, 'cause I just don't believe your point of view. Welcome to the numb, fools. Welcome to the numb. Welcome to the numb. People, did you ever feel like you're going insane? Sister, I'm feelin pretty safe, dead in this home-made grave. This situation's critical, have I lost my mind? And I like it. There's too much information, can you see it in my eyes? I said, "Hey man, all I want is the truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know,

Life, Love, Me!!
OK ALL THIS IS AN UPDATE!! I WONT BE ON FROM SEPTEMBER 28TH TO OCTOBER 5TH... WHY?? WELL LET ME TELL U WHY... I AM GOIN ON A CUISE T THE BERMUDAS. AND IM GONNA BE EITHER DRUNK OUTTA MY MIND TO GET ON, OR IM GONNA BE LOUNGIN AT THE POOL SIDE ALL WEEK... BUT WON BE ON... IF ULOVE ME LEAVE ME SOME FOR WHEN I GET BACK ON.. AND I WILL TRY TO GET ON EVERY NOW AND THEN... MUAHS TO MA FAM! One of my friend's gave this to me and i want to share it with all of my friends out there. Here it is: MEN ARE LIKE 1. Men are like....laxatives...they irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like...bananas...the older they get the less firm they are. 3. Men are like...weather...nothing can change them. 4. Men are like...blenders..you need one, butyour not quite sure why? 5. Men are like...chocolate bars..sweet, smooth and they usually head straight for the hips. 6. Men are like...commercials...you can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like...department stores...their clot

Life
Hey all my cherry friends. Hope ya'll are having a wonderful day. I put a guest map on my profile and I see only a few of my friends added there self to it. I hope and wish the rest of ya'll would add yourself. You can if you want to but no pressure. Have a safe and happy easter. Angela More Fun Quizzes at QuizPox.com I have a friend here on Cherry tap that has only two friends. She needs people to fan,rate, add and friend her so if anybody wants to help please feel free to vist her page. Thank you and lots of cherry luv.

Life
So as I sit here wondering If I made the right choice. Wondering IF I tried hard enough to hold this marriage together. If I gave it enough of a chance to survive. I guess second thoughts are normal for any major life changing decision. I do still have alot of emotions for him. Can't honestly say I am still "in love" with him. It may just be the fact that we've been a part of each others lives for so long. A comfort zone. But, then today as I was sitting in my car counting change to try to scronge up enough money to get a gallon of milk and a loaf of bread, and maybe a few other cheap food items to feed my kids til I get paid Friday. I had a total of 6 dollars and some change to manage this task at hand. And you walk into a store with your 8 y/o who of course has no understanding of "we can't afford it" Is asking me for a 99 cent bucket of swedish fish and I get to look into his big brown eyes and say.."Not today buddy" It's a one dollar item and I have to say no to him. Why ? bec

Life
I really don't seem to get it i suppose. People seem to give me all these hints towards things i should pick up on and i just don't seem to catch on; or, else i do and i just choose not to accept the outcome of what it will be. I come across as and asshole most of the time for just the way i talk and approach things. I tell it how i see it with no sugar coating. I also think that i'm a pretty decent guy towards woman. I might say sorry to much to woman only because i care to much and try to show them i actually care and willing to listen to whatever. Maybe this is my flaw. I just seem to care to much about woman. I try to fully open up to things that are on my mind, even though not everything i should share but i do. It anyone is to truely understand me they need to hear everything, good and bad. I know by opening up i will just get hurt in the end but its the risk i'm always willing to do and take. Most the time i don't get the full respect back or the openness that i am looking for.

Life
Throughout life you will encounter trouble, may it be health wealth or people. The stronger person will be able to see these troubles for what they are worth, stepping stones to a better life and move up and on.

Life In General
I have found that family does always mean blood ties, that families can be woven together in many ways. In the last year my family has grown quite large and 2 people impaticular I have grown very close to and am proud to say they are a large part of my life these days. If either of you read this you know who you are and I want you to know how much you mean to me. As I said my family has grown quite large and I am proud of all of the new people I have gained as sisters, brothers, son or daughters. I may seem to be rambling but the real moral here is that family is not just a word for blood relatives or relatives you aquire by marriage it is a word that means people in your life that you are want to share your life with, people that you are always there for and who are always there for you no matter what. The 2 people I mentioned above have been a sorce of strength for me during some very trying times over the past several months and I Thank them with al my heart and I love them very

Life
hey all ill be starting a new contest soon and i need peeps to enter.its called the funniest pic contest so if ya think ya have a funny enough pic to win.just let me know and ill put it in.it is all about the comments.6000 comments wins.and ill give a prize to my personal fav as well.so let me know.it doesnt start for a while.so ya got some time.ill stop takin em on april 24th.enter all who can life as we know it will end someday life as we know it is short life as we know it is hard life as we know it is fast what now you ask life as we know it ends but another life is always beginning as well and so the cycle continues life never really ends its shared between many that is all

Life Hurts....
LOOKING FOR ACTION.....WHERE IS THE HANG OUTS.... Have you every feel you have no one? I have people around me all the time like family and friends but I can't really trust or get respect from them! Sometimes I don't feel loved but used! I have a soft heart...I am good to everyone and those I love take advantage of me all the time. I get hurt alot from family and friends but yet I am still there for them! I guess my question is when is enough a enough and just say no and walk away an not look back or not feel guily cause I say no! I am a poet writing of my pain. I am a person living a life of shame. I am your daughter hidding my depression. I am you sister making a good imperssion. I am your friend acting like i'm fine. I am a wisher wishing this life wasnt mine. I am a girl who thinks of suicide. I am a teenager pushing my tears aside. I am a student who doesnt have a clue. I am the girl sitting next to you. Can you see my pain if i don't tell you? And would you feel it

Life?
sup i guess this is gonna be my first blog....and ireally dontk now wut to right lmao but then again i never know wut im gonna talk about till i really start going and then i just bore the hell outta ppl...so im just gonna spare you guys the pains lol....but i gues im stop right here.....and ill prolly have more fo you guys in the future mcl heather

Life N Timez
Well.. shitty days n night n blah. So Alots changed about me...i got a job and i have a life not to mention i miss alot of people. I now work for the board of Education and i work 5am to 5pm FUN! I have money now because of my job so I can afford to go ouit which is awsomeness, and i can get myself stuff i wantz. And as far as people I miss..they're all people that are no longer living. this past summr alone..i like 7 friends/family. in jus a matter of 2 months. I found out only a few months ago a friend of mine Jessica hung herself. She was like me in the fact that we did the same self mutilation BS and we were depressed. Alot of the time i felt she was the only one who could understand how I feel and why I felt the way I did. We were so similar, Same name, same likes, same dislikes. I miss her like all hell. I just wish we stayed in touch. I feel like her death is partially my fault because i didnt stay in touch. I guess one morning a friend of hers walked into her house an

Life
Life By: Mark David Leonard My door is shut, Cuz I closed it. My window is cracked, cuz I broke it. My shoe is untied, cuz I pulled it. I forfeit my dream cuz I nulled it. I am in control of my life and still chose not to. I wanted it so bad but still opted not to. Focused my eyes on things I should not do. Just on the things that I want to. I made up my passions, the one that I liked is the one that I fashioned. I lived a lie that almost came true, doing some things that I could not even do. I liked it at first but then I grew sad, I lived for two things and then both became bad. Nothing really mattered unless it was fun, and the fun still felt good, but still I’m not one. I still wish I did not let people down, now I just feel low, low as the ground. I feel there is no one that can pick me up, cuz of how deep that I have dug this rut. I depend on my friends cuz I got no luck, make’n dumb excuses like I stepped on a duck, than fell face up landed right on my butt. It

Life
Well..I am currently in the Army and cannot wait to come home, I have been away for so long, I am normally a outgoing highly active person. I like clubs and shit like that Parties espically , But when I go home it is normally Drama out the ass.I cannot stand it, Between people acting, like they are friends and then stabbing you in the back. Its awesome like really FUCK YOU. I am in honduras and Love the military Basically I am just trying to find a women to share this expierence, rather than bash me for it, I like to vent my emotions through a blog rather than bitch to someone, Cause I think a computer listens better, Well I am donr for now!!

Life
"Love, what is love. Well what love is to me, it's knowing that everyday you get to spend every minute with the person who makes everything okay; who makes life fun to live with; who backs you up even when everyone says you are wrong and you feel like you are going to cry and you turn around and there she is just holding her arms wide open and you feel so safe in them and you know she is the one person who will never laugh at you but with you; who never gets mad at you but gets mad at the same stuff you do; who you can tell everything to and know that she will smile and know exactly what you are talking about, not just saying I know, but have lived through the same things. Love is so much more than my words can describe in this world, it's somthing that no matter where you are you know that the other person is waiting for you to come home to. I love you Christie Lynn Garza. It just came to me while I wrote it. You are my inspiration to my writing. I haven't written anything like thi

Life
So Yeah.... I went to a friend from works wedding this weekend. Well it was a vow renewal. It was a beautiful ceremony. Her colors were yellow and white, and while the person "officiating" over it forgot to turn the mic off when she left the hall and pointed her mistakes out for everyone, it was awesome. You can tell that after being married 5 years that they still love and care VERY deeply for one another.... While I was sitting there I kept thinking about how much I want what they have. You know, someone who wants to be with me and only me, through the good and the bad. I wonder if I'll ever find that. Don't get me wrong. I love my life where it's at. I have a "new" job with one of the Subsidiaries and have the control that I've wanted. My new boss is AWESOME even when I bug him over the simplest things. Its also fun to bug the accountant....(don't think it fair that the accountant is a cutie, but yeah) I'm the only female in the department hell i am the AP department! ha ha ha! B

Life!
I decided to sit down and write this shit, to let you know things I cannot say. I cannot be truly Happy, without you by my side, when I am with you I try to keep my pride, you have moved on, from me, from the past, but mostly from us... and all this time I have been wondering how you are, and now I know your fine. I've been asking myself why... Why did I let you go? and now I know, cuz your happy. Ive often wondered how cute your babies would be, and now I know, cuz you have made them. I also ask myself why sit here and cry, and now I know, its cuz I miss you! I didnt know why I got teary when I hung up the phone, but I know now, its cuz I still love you. Im always happy when we talk, why? cuz you complete me. We were once perfect, which was in the past, now your happy, my only wish was that one day you would be. You openly admit you Love me still, that you could fall for me all over again, your so proud to announce to friends 'I dated her' or 'this is who I'm talking to' You seem to

Lifes Journey
Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years.

Life Of Tonya
Suppose one morning you never wake up, Do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home ...... I LOVE YA!!! My life started in 1973 i was born in Ohio to my parent's and there names are Jerry and Geneva Mills. We lived out there for a while and then we moved back to Ky. I really dont know much about my lot younger years but i have a sister that does. Well heres what i can remember of my life...It wasnt the best in the world but, here goes...I can remember goin to church and stuff like that and then dad worked and then when he came home he would sleep awhile and then he would get up and go up t

Life
Love can be portrayed as me and you. Love can be described as you and me. Love is a creation only we can see. Love is a fire that burns for free. When I sleep I dream of my love. When I sleep my love dreams of you. When I sleep I love you dear. When I sleep my love has no fear. If love can conquer, it has conquered me. If love can kill, it has killed me. If love is wrong then so am I. If love is heaven I can touch the sky. The love in my heart is yours always. The love in my heart will belong to no other. The love in my heart is yours to keep. The love will remain in your soul down deep. Destroy my love, destroy my world. Believe in my love, believe in me. Destroy my love, destroy my life. Believe in my love, become my friend. I love you always, forever and more. I love you always, yesterday and before. I love you always through laughter and sorrow. I love you always, today and tomorrow. I will love you until God?s angels are sent. I will love you until my life

Life Sucks
what can I say I live in hell, I am always plaged by demonds and lost souls with no hope. I am often refered to as the Devil herself and have come to excepet it in my everyday life. Its not that I am a bad person its just that I have , as close friends say, an evil mind and when I follow threw with my thoughts the consiquences are overwellming to outhers. I dont ever regret my actions due to lack of consions or something like that. I excepet and admit all I do,I realy dont care what outhers think of me. I do have a dark cloud over me most of the time and always have some problem to solve in my life. That realy sucks. I dont have a lot of friends or familly, honestley I have more letters in my last name then I do people close to me, sad i guess to most but to me its safe. although I am unhappy I am content so I guess I will be ruller of hell for eternity.or so it seems....

Life
People can be so fucked up, I comment them, message them, comment their pics, and even rate their =shit and I barely ever get anything back. Enough of that shit, what is everyone up to? Hit me up!!!! I think life sucks. I live in a world where I am not wated by anyone. I live in a world whwere depression is my life. Work sucks, life sucks, no friends so that sucks, everything just sucks so fucking much. Hit me up with comments, messages, add me, fan me whatever. ok peace out

Life Ain't Always Beautiful; But It's A Beautiful Ride.
If you're not married yet, shares this with a friend. If you are married, share it with your spouse or other married couples, and reflect on it. An African proverb states, "Before you get married, keep both eyes open, and after you marry, close one eye." Before you get involved and make a commitment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others or a low self-esteem make you blind to warning signs. Keep your eyes open , and don't fool yourself that you can change someone or that what you see as faults isn't really important. Once you decide to commit to someone, over time their flaws, vulnerabilities, pet pee ves, and differences will become more obvious. If you love your mate and want the relationship to grow and evolve, you've got to learn to close one eye and not let every little thing bother you. You and your mate have many different expectations, emotional needs, values, dreams, weaknesses, and strengths. You

Life Is
Life is one of those things that we dont choose it just kinda happens. So when it does we just do what we can. Well do we realy need to stop at what we can or is there alittle more in us? I say there is, by one example i know this to be true, when i watch CNN I see our Freinds and fellow countrywomen and men on the frontline giving everything they have and will ever have just so we can have what we have. This includes our problems. So i say to hell with the petty bellyachin and move on be strong for them couse they sure as hell are being strong for us!! I love all of you Thank you for your time..

Life And Such
i would really like to know this. i've tried asking her to alternate weekends so i can go out and you would have thought i asked her to take a shower naked in subzero temps! she is so selfish and so self centered when it comes to herself and her husband that if it doesn't benefit them she won't do it. obviously me wanting a weekend doesn't benefit her so she won't do it. there is no solution. not even murder because i'd be in jail and he'd probably run off with the kids just to be an ass. i'm to the point where if i don't get out to release some stress i'm gonna take it out on her and it won't be pretty by any means! well let's just say that i think this friend and i made up.

Life
This really wont be all that long. but why is it that when have a job you like most of it but hate the rest..y cant i find one i love it and all of it i guess that dont exist. my job is involves animal and people relations. i love my regular customers and there animals. heeh i can remember most of the customers by name ..but dogs are easier to remember. i seem to get along better with animals. from canine to equine. well maybe some day i guess. later nicole

Life
Tears run from my eyes I feel no pain so break my heart if you must you only tell me what you want me to hear anyways I loved you so much but why did you have to do what you did to me what did I do to diserve this all I wanted was to be loved why did you break my heart please come back to me my love. Why does life have to be so complicating and full of so many obstacles I try so hard to make people smile but it's never good enough I see the pain I put the love my life through I try so hard to make things better between me and him I just wish I knew what I could do to make everything better I miss everyday that we use to have together but now there's this big wall between us I wish I could take everything back that I ever did wrong to him but I can't I can at lease try to make things better between me and him I don't ever want to loose him he means the world to me I just wish he knew that I know I have been a real bitch lately and I don't try to be all I want to say is I love you Kris m

Life And Relationships
I was sitting here reading through some e-mails when my phone rang...it was my first x-husband. He was having a bad day and he was having problems at home. I have always been friends with him, well all of my ex's for that matter and I realized that no matter what our differences were while we were married we still remain friends to this day. I have always had more men friends then women. Men are more comfortable to be around then women. I listened and gave my advice and/or opinion and he finally started calming down. The reality of these relationships is that no matter what has happened in the past....should stay in the past and that life does go on. Especially if you have childern together. In our case we have childern and grandchildern together. We had some really bad times in our marriages(I married him twice) and even though it could have really torn us apart the fact of the matter is that until the day that we die we still have ties to each other and at some point in time we will

Life
This is so f*ing cool... I've only been on my job for a little over a month and got promoted to the highest paying account in the company right now.:D All women will probably love this... I work now for http://www.spanx.com ... I take the online orders, and take care of any returns, refunds or cancellations.:D I love this new role, it makes me feel more in my element.:D Well, that's all for now... if anyone gets bored check out that site.:D My son, Natas Elysium, was born March 30th, 2004 @ 11:31pm. His birth is one of my proudest memories.:) We had him by waterbirth (hottub birth) and had a midwife deliver him, her name is Jean, She has since moved and relocated her midwifery. Kim is the other midwife, a very wonderful midwife... I remember the day I found out I was pregnant with Natas, I was about 9 weeks about a week after the Type O Negative concert that we went to With my husbands cousin and his (then) girlfriend... I went through alot with this pregnancy (my very first and hop

Life
i am so sick and tired of people reporting my nsfw pics as nsfw.....doesnt anyone know how to read anymore? is it that hard to see that you went into the nsfw folder. its not that its such a big deal but i hate gettin emails all the time that one of my pics has been reported again. then i send back the reply that it is already marked. sorry just blowing steam im tired of people not reading. ok someone please tell me if you have a crush on me.....its killin me. thanks why does it have to be like this? why does it have to feel the way it does? why cant the pain just stop? how can someone be so happy and then it just changes? how can you tell someone you want them so much and just walk away?

Life
My dogs are on crack! They are tearing everything in sight up whenever I leave my apartment!!! C'mon girls-Mommy has to work!!!! Maybe I should trade them in and get another cat!!!! LMAO If you knew my boyfriend you'd know that was just a big JOKE! I dealt with that drama early on and do not plan on doing it again! So to totally switch gears! Have you ever missed someone so much that whenever you see something that reminds you of them or hear a certain song you get a little misty and you smile as your favorite memory replays in your head? Have you ever sat in a room, listening to music and just crying for no reason other than you needed to? Have you ever lit the room with nothing but candles, slipped into something slinky and just waited alone for your prince to rescue you? Have you ever looked outside into the horizon and wondered if this is really where you belong? Have you ever gazed into the eyes of a total stranger and been lost in what you saw? Have you ever felt the prese

Life In A Prayer
In This writing I will try to focus on the thoughts and feelings provoked by those who are single moms. As a child, I remember the struggles of my own mother, her nights alone, and her tears, many of which were put there by us unknowingly. I have met many wonderful people who I consider my friends though this medium. Many are or have been single mothers. For you I have the most respect. Your challenges are many and the only rewards you may see are in the eyes of your children. My heart goes out to all of you. So in an effort to touch you and let you know that you are not placed here upon this earth to only struggle, I reach out to you. You are the true angels of this world and you show us here on earth a little piece of heaven. My hands reach out to my keys tonight as I write................. Life In A Prayer Hands come together On bended knee Fingers couple Knuckles almost white The pressures of today come together With unspoken words To a higher powe

Life And Why Is It So Damn Hard
So yea I am so over whelmed. Im tryin to get out on my own so I look to the state for help but they will not help untill I move out. Yet, the whole reason I have to ask for help is IN ORDER TO move out. It just doesnt make since to me. Im also really stressed over child support drama. I have no one who will help me and it looks like a lot of shit that Im gonna be goij through. Dna testing on Daniel and his son Aiden then court dates and of course the best part of all the waiting game. God why does everythign have to be so damn hard right now and confusing. ANother reason IM totally stressed my whlel body is TOATLLY fucked up. After the miscarriage last month (Which I STILL have not told my mom about) my whole cycle has gone topsy turvey. It has no damn clue what the hell it wants to do now. Im also soooo over these damn B/C pills they gave me. WHats the point if Im not with anyone, right? Aiden is stressin me out like usual. I know he misses his daddy. I wish I could

Life
I have one question...How come when someone says that they are to good for you they dont even approch you..dont you think that you should at least get the courage to give that person a chance.. Happens all the time men say they dont have a chance well how do you know if you dont give yourself enough courage to go up and say something to her..i see it all the time excpecially at bars on the weekends..it funny because the girl can really like you and think you are hot..and yuou wouldnt even know.. so in conculsion men you have to grow some balls and go after what you want..dont give up because then you are a quiter..and quiter are not sexy..quiters are just chicken shits and well if you read my other blog then you know how i feel about chicken shits..women need someone that is not going to be afraid to go after what they want..women love when a man chases or really goes after something. i need some comments on what you guys think and why this happens.. i would first like

Life
I was just gettin out of the shower and my phone rang, i didnt recognize the number an area code i never heard of, so i had went to open my phone and answer it but my phone had already sent the person to voicemail, well after like 3 minutes i figured nobody left a message, but as i was puttin my hair up my voicemail thing popped up, so i checked my voicemail, and i hear this voice and it says "i dont kno if u remember who this is, but if you do would u plz call me bac" and i couldnt believe it, it was my ex boyfriend that i hadnt spoken to in like 6 months, one day we jus stopped talkin and all of a sudden out of the blue hes calling me, and he must have been thinkin of me because he had a new number and everything and he called me, when we was together we was good together and i was so inlove with him, so get this right, hes peurtorican and he stays in new york, and im in ohio, and he says he still loves me he misses me and wants me bac and im so confused i dont kno what to do,i had m

Lifes Too Short
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Life, Love And The Pursuit Of Happiness
yes they say that you only have one soulmate and though i have though to have met mine a couple times in the past i know that i have him in my life right now though the road is to happiness between us right now is a bit rocky i know in time things will smooth out and get back on the right track. i love him with everything that i am and then some. sometimes it may not seem that way that i do i love him unconditionally i know i have faults that have to be overcome and that i have to work on. jealousy being my main one and then my anger that is another and yes when i am upset i act sometimes without thinking and hurt those around me. i am working on that. i have told a white lie or two in the past i am working to overcome those too..but most of all i am working on keeping him in my life and not hurting him, he's my best friend and at times he is more then just my best friend..he's been my lover and he's been my shoulder to cry on and has dealt with my mood swings and just been plain there

Life
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job

Life According To Starbucks... Or Something Like That
There are many times when dancing is the most unsupportable, ridiculous, unexpected and necessary action. Life should be spent finding those moments and tap dancing through them. -- Christopher Hermelin Starbucks customer from Santa Cruz, California. _________________________________ Please note: The opinions put forth by contributors to “The Way I See It” do not necessarily reflect the views of Starbucks. The world would be a boring place if everyone wore a size 2. I love being a size 22, just like I love a giant cup of hot chocolate with extra whipped cream. F.A.T. (Fabulous and Thick) folks know that it’s the extras in life – like pounds, cash and love – that give us character. Embrace the extras, baby. -- Mo'Nique Comedienne. She has performed in The Queens of Comedy and hosts Showtime at the Apollo. --------------------------------------- Please note: The opinions put forth by contributors to “The Way I See It” do not necessarily re

Life
Today is another day in the game of life. It is one of those days that lingers on and on… No matter what I do it doesn’t seem right in my mind. I seem lost in thought all day long. Everything around me swirls and swirls… It doesn’t stop. I wish it would. Just for a second. I see it going and going. But where is it going? Nowhere and everywhere all at the same time. Make it stop spinning PLEASE!!!! I can’t take it no more…. If it goes on much longer, I don’t think I can hold on. My sanity is slipping away, little by little everyday. But I remain intact to keep on going. For those around me. I must remain strong. For the game of life is not over for me yet. I can’t lose just yet. It’s not my time. Life is what you decide to make of it. It can be good, or it can be a disaster. There are things going on around you that noone can control. When you realize that, you realize that you control only what is infront of you. Just remember that n

Lifeless
How can you do this anymore? You hurt yourself with every breath No one on this world is worth it anymore Why would you want to live on this rock anyway? No one can hear you cry and scream out No one cares Every night you cry your tears Every night you take that razor into your hand and cut deeper YOu feel your warm blood run down your wrist Can someone save this poor girl? Is there anyone there? The men that left her The women that screwed her over The parents that disowned her The brother that ignores her every word She's lost in her own little world She's screaming for help and no one can hear her I look at her and cry As I watch myself die She cuts herself deeper and lays on the floor She can't move She can't fight life anymore She's lifeless

Life Is Weird!!
Wow, the times are changing. Were not getting any younger and we all have a life to live to the fullest. Durring this moment in our lives, lots of weird stuff has been happening and it's starting to drive people into a crazy and or twizted state of mind. I'm running into potential friends who turn out to be unwanted company and annoying the piss out of me. I just want the simple things in life and they keep slipping through my hands like water. Nothing seems to stick when you need it, and everything that does stick makes life unpleasent. What happened to the society? Everyone seems to become more cold hearted and evil when things are easly jummbled up in there life. Then they tend to take it out on everyone surrounding them. What happened to communication? No one likes the truth or honesty the way it should be valued especially when it comes to friendships and relationships. What happened? I'm just mumbling on. Don't mind me. Just had to get that out.

Life
I have one June 7, aboot managing a Pilot Travel Center Moving the next couple days so not sure how much I'll be on One year ago as I was turning 22: I had no crush as I was really heartbroken. I had fallen in love with someone since Amanda, (Lynda). I had never been engaged. I was in Centennial, Colorado. I was not going to school. I had no job. I had no working car. I had no friends near me. I lived online. I plaed cIV a lot. I rarely played on my XBox. I never went oot. I rarely had fast food. I talked on the phone most with Sheila. My favourite person was Sheila. My favourite songs were "Someday" by Juliet Simms and "Someday We'll Know" by Mandy Moore and Jonathon Foreman. My favourite movie was "Phantom of The Opera". My favourite website was CS. My favourite TV show was American Idol. I had not gotten my tattoo. I had had 2 taxable jobs. I had never gotten a ticket. I hadn't been drunk, despite trying once. I hadn't been oot of North America. Now a

Life Is Great
I have spent th elast two years courting a relationship that I was being lead to believe would take me to the next level in my pusuit to be a model. As of yesterday I found out that most if not all I was told was nothing but an elaborate hoax. When I sat elaborate in to an extreme that I dont believe Hollywood would even dream of. I am now trying coup with the fact that I let myself be played like that for as long as I did. Trust me when I say that I did do my homework. I researched info that was given to me to confirm it. Even used local contacts that I had made to check on the validity of certians things as well. It wasnt until the last 12 days that things began to fall about for this person and I was able to finally see things that I had been suspect of for sometime. My only true mistake was I believed in myself and my qualifactions to actually make it as a model. The good news in all of this is that I never gave ANY money to this individual. What I am left with no thought is the e

Life
Life sucks I am so miserable. I wanna go mope now. Heartache and pain. Does it ever go away? It's just a neverending circle. Is there such thing as "the right one"? I believe so. Somewhere out there. But where is there? Have I found it. Only time will tell. If I lose it will I ever find it again. Maybe I should hold on to what I have. Someone please tell me why life has to be so decisive? I'm tired of having to make decisions all the time. Why can't it just be easy?

Life
Life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. love deeply and and forgive quickly, take chances..give everything, and have NO regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy, you have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you got, and NEVER forget what you had. always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people change and things go wrong, but always remember... LIFE GOES ON!!......... Life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness, laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. love deeply and and forgive quickly, take chances..give everything, and have NO regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy, you have to take the good with the bad, smile when your sad, love what you got, and NEVER forget what you had. always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret, people ch