Testing myself,
pushing the limits.
How much farther can I go?
Today's a good day,
but tomorrow won't be so..
wonderful.
I failed again.
It's because of radiation;
too much can kill you.
I'm too young,
this small body
has no idea what to do.
Is this worth it?
Are you?
I never thought I'd be where I am today.
What happened
to story time and play?
Step up, and face the monster,
this world.
Kindergarten was so much fun,
wouldn't it be nice to go back?
The times we had, that were carefree,
lacking pressure:
the ticking nuisance of expectations.
Youth awaiting suicide.
Assessing life and its worth.
Oh, how meaningless.