Rev Psyko's blog: "life"

I've diagnosed myself cuz I was lookin up stuff and I ran across this and it turns out it is exactly what I am ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hypomania (literally, below mania) is a mood state characterized by persistent and pervasive elevated or irritable mood, and thoughts and behaviors that are consistent with such a mood state. People experiencing hypomanic symptoms typically have a flood of ideas, and sometimes mildly grandiose thoughts and visions. It is distinguished from mania by the absence of psychotic symptoms and by its lower degree of impact on functioning. Hypomania is a feature of two mood disorders: bipolar II disorder and cyclothymia. Hypomania can also have a benefit in creativity and productive energy. Many have cited it as a gateway to their success, and a large number of people with creative talents have experienced hypomania or other symptoms of bipolar disorder. Classic symptoms of hypomania include mild euphoria, a flood of ideas, endless energy, and a desire and drive for success. Unlike a lot of other mood disorders, people suffering from hypomania tend to be extremely goal oriented and many successful people have credited bipolar disorder in their successes

I just got back into djing and the same shit is happening, drama... and like I ain't got enough shit goin on in my life to deal with, wierd how some ppl just take the internet so fuckin seriously, jesus fuckin christ grow up and get a life, if you can't handle ppl on here the gtfo and don't come back, FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!! and if this pertains to you oh fuckin well, hope you live a nice life, but don't bother me anymore

so me and my ex were goin out to lunch to talk, and there was a flipped blazer on the side of the road, wtf, there was this dude stopped in the intersection takin pics with his camera phone, I looked at him like, "wtf" and he looked and smiled mischievously and I gave him a thumbs up, when was the last time you saw a blazer flipped over on the side of the road

well the bitch I was plannin to marry and have a kid with ran out on me, so no more marriage, but we still havin the kid, and she wants me back, but I really don't know if I should take her back for the simple fact that she just might end up doin it again, and if you know the sayin, fool me twice shame on me, I love her but I can't stand the heart ache of this shit again

words from Violent J himself Message From Violent J written by Violent J, this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does anyone else realize this? Does anyone else feel the pain I do when my heart bleeds as I watch my family fall apart? We are all equal. Juggalos shoud not fight with one another! Remember? We are suppose to love each other! We need to be reunited as one once again. Just as we were before. "From the first jokers card, Carnival of Carnage, to the latest card. The Wraith: Shangri-La, we have been united as one by the powers of the Dark Carnival, the power that brings us together and makes us who we are, never again must you care what people think of you or what you do, this is our world and we live for each other!" If you own a copy of Dark Lotus, as soon as you get a chance, I want you to sit down and listen to ..15 enititled, "Juggalo Family." When the song is over, think about what it means and think about how it makes you feel. If yall want to laugh than go ahead but personally, When i sang the song i really didnt listen to the words but when I heard that song for the first time, I was at The Gathering of The Juggalos 2001 and when I listened to the words and took a look around at all the juggalos face, tears slowly came from my eyes and I thought to myself, "this is my family." It felt so good to know that the only thing I care about is right here with me. My juggalo family is the only thing true in my life. Nothing else has ever made me feel good. No person place or thing has ever looked at me as a part of their family. If you own a computer, get on a website such as realjuggalos.com and click on the icon "juggalos" search through the page and take a look at all of them and just think, each of them consider you family, each of these people can be trusted with your life just as they trust you with their life. We shouldn't be fighting, we should be giving each other hugs and saying, " I clown love you ninja!" to any of you that have web sites, i would greatly appreciate it if you could post this on your site. If you happen to have access to a copy machine, please make copies and give this to as many juggalos as possible. I want to make sure every juggalo world wide reads this letter I'm goin to do my damnest to save our juggalo world and reunite it, not only that but make our family bigger. We have over two million dedicated juggalos in the world but we must also be dedicated to each other. My heart, mind, body and soul goes out to each and every one of you. If you dont remember anything from this, at least remember this, "mass murder makes me happy, dead bodies make me happy, say what you will of me, I'll always have juggalo family" please repost this and help our sick family find there way back

my boy tubz stayed the night and he just got picked up and we were having a talk about if me and chrisy got married right now, how the world would turn to hell and I would be the supreme ruler over all, and we'd have the best of everything, weed and all and we'd have all our homies smokin up with us and everything, the world would become molten lava and flames cept for one piece that I lived on and everyone that set foot on my piece without permission would desintegrate. Being the chrisy don't like pot she would either get to like it or die and the second she did the world would turn back to normal and then we'd have a whole shitload of ppl mad at us and ready to kill us and then we'd die, she'd be in hell and we'd die and go to hell to, we'd remarry and then the ground would split open and out would pop us and we'd say "WE'RE BAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!" yeah me and my boy Tubz are fuckin crazy like that, mind you none of this would actually happen irl just in our imaginations, and Tubz is my counter part he's like my twin

ok, so I posted a mumm asking for opinions cuz I was curious to know how many ppl actually gave a rats ass about the drama in hollywood stars lives, well apparently not too many, but someone reported it and I got banned from posting anymore mumms wtf

In a juggalo world there would be no racism or war. In a juggalo world there would be no abortion or need for an abortion. In a juggalo world there would be no violence or rape or hate or any of that shit... it would all be purely clown love for one and all for us to enjoy... just a thought for all of you non juggalo's to think about

sweet ass fuckin time tonight, down in milwaukee I met Tech N9ne, Krizz Kaliko and Kutt Calhoun, and I got all three of their autographs, and Tech N9ne autographed my cd too, no biggie I know cuz he was signing everything but it means a lot to me... I met a lot of juggalo's and a lot of posers today and suprisingly a guy twice my size had a hard time moving me but I pushed him and he just toppled over, stupid ppl underestimate me, Absolute Power baby... I met up with some old friends and got a lot of hugs from them, I got a lot of pics that will be goin up later once I get my batteries charged cuz the batteries that I bought today died already... a lot of girls were hittin' on me but I was just turnin them down, girls were bumpin me but I just stood like a brick wall, so they walked away, this one girl almost fell down so she grabbed the back of my shirt so I put my arm around her back and helped her back up and she hugged me so I hugged her back and she wanted to kiss me but I just smiled and turned away so she walked away, my friend emily from rictus gigs recognized me, so we hugged and talked a bit and I was like I didn't know you liked tech n9ne, she said she loved tech n9ne, and having a few drinks in the process of the entire concert a few unknown crap acts were there and then there was Critical Bill which is the second metal band I believe signed by strange music so yeah and they were before tech n9ne and they kicked ass, and tech n9ne kicked ass, but anyways I bought a red 3 XL shirt that says Tech N9ne on it you'll see it on my pics when my batteries charge... well that's it for this one...