Welcome to the Numb's blog: "Life and Music"

Mister, mister push button junkie lookin for some dirt to buy. Landslide, it's a corporation landslide waitin for a kiss from an atom bomb. This situation's critical, my back's against the wall but we like it. You're walkin' in our sleep and I can't feel at all. I said, "Hey man, just gimmie some truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know, I don't wanna deal, I don't wanna be any part of your stupid mother fucker machine. Do what ya wanna do, kill if ya gotta kill, 'cause I just don't believe your point of view. Welcome to the numb, fools. Welcome to the numb. Welcome to the numb. People, did you ever feel like you're going insane? Sister, I'm feelin pretty safe, dead in this home-made grave. This situation's critical, have I lost my mind? And I like it. There's too much information, can you see it in my eyes? I said, "Hey man, all I want is the truth." See what you wanna see, feel what you wanna feel. I don't wanna know, I don't wanna deal, I don't wanna be any part of your stupid mother fucker machine. Do what ya wanna do, kill if ya gotta kill, 'cause I just don't believe your point of view. Welcome to the numb, fools. Welcome to the numb. Welcome to the numb. Situation's critical, have we lost our minds? But we like it. So much information, you can you see it in our eyes. I said, "Hey man, just gimmie the truth." Why don't we see what ya wanna see, feel what ya wanna feel. I don't wanna know, I don't wanna deal, I don't wanna be any part of your stupid mother fucker machine. Do what ya wanna do, kill if ya gotta kill, 'cause I just don't believe your point of view. Welcome to the numb, fools. Welcome to the numb. Welcome to the numb.

Oh, when you look into my eyes, tell me what you see. I don't think you'll ever realize the pride inside of me. Oo, I've walked my walk, talked my talk and I've lived and died in my songs. Temptation cuts so deep, it's fire still burns so strong. You know I've lived a few mistakes and I stand by them. Oo, it's me, myself, and I till death do us part, yeah. Till death, till death do us part, yeah, yeah, No, no, no, no. Yeah, sometimes my words may cut too deep and I step on a toe or two. But I'm half dead and barely half alive, but I live by the truth. Hey, but I live by the truth. Til death, til death, do us part, do us part. Hey, if you want to criticize, then you can't believe anything you read. What you see is all of me. Yeah, I've talked the talk, walked the walk. Who thought I'd live this long? Oh, this life's been hard like a switchblade, blind faith suicide. You know I've lived a few mistakes and I stand by them. Oo, it's me, myself, and I till death do us part, yeah. Till death, till death do us part, yeah, yeah, No, no, no, no. Yeah, sometimes my words may cut too deep and I step on a toe or two. But I'm half dead and barely half alive, but I live by the truth. Hey, but I live by the truth. Til death, til death, do us part, do us part.

Flash a smile like an alligator Move her hips like a generator All over town like an oil spill If there's meat on the bone she'll wag her tail I'm checkin out to the heavens above Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Construction work it's silicone Lights are on but no one's home (wow) She's painted blue like a cartoon Every man in town went on the honeymoon I'm checkin out to the heavens above Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love She really broke my heart! Oh yeah She's a Hollywood vampirella A storybook Cinderella A bitchin' smile and a turned down eyes Every dog in town lifts his leg on her thigh Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth Punched in the teeth, teeth by love (teeth by love) Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth (Oh why she doin' this to me?) Punched in the teeth, teeth by love (all over my girl) Punched in the teeth, teeth by love Punched in the teeth, teeth by love (Kick my ass and she broke my heart) Punched in the teeth

He's the wolf screaming lonely in the night He's the blood stain on the stage He's the tear in your eye Been tempted by his lie He's the knife in your back He's rage He's the razor to the knife Oh, lonely is our lives My heads spinnin' round and round But in the seasons of wither We'll stand and deliver Be strong and laugh and [Chorus:] Shout-shout-shout Shout at the devil He'll be the love in your eyes He'll be the blood between your thighs And then have you Cry for more He'll put strength to the test He'll put the thrill back in bed Sure you've heard it all before He'll be the risk in the kiss Might be anger on your lips Might run scared for the door But in seasons of wither We'll stand and deliver Be strong and laugh and...

Well you're all spaced out like a UFO You're a semi hemi baby but your motor's blown Strung out electric sippin' antiseptic Drop you like a hand grenade Murder city devil never on the level Kill you with my serenade I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too Kickin out the jams like the "MC5" You're a nuclear bomb in a cold nosedive Strung out electric sippin' antiseptic Drop you like a hand grenade Murder city devil never on the level Kill you with my serenade I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too I don't care what I gotta do to love you I don't need, need you to love me too

I can see you smile on my TV A spewing bile necessary Dementia of your deception "I don't wanna be the" tolerant "I don't wanna be the" consequence "I don't wanna be the president Doesn't really matter what I say Nobody listens to us anyway Doesn't really matter what I do I'm so sick of you Shut the fuck up! A pathetic talking head You product of your walking head Your war machined evangelistic mission "I don't wanna be the" tolerant "I don't wanna be the" consequence "I don't wanna be the president Doesn't really matter what I say Nobody listens to us anyway Doesn't really matter what I do I'm so sick of you Shut the fuck up! Shut the fuck up! Doesn't really matter what I say Nobody listens to us anyway Doesn't really matter what I do Doesn't really matter what I say Doesn't matter what I do I'm so sick of I'm so sick of I'm so sick of you! Shut the fuck up!

I remember our first goodbye And the kiss in the doorway as you cried To let you go it breaks my heart You walked away Cause you'll only get so far You'll only get so far Cause you'll only get so far without love If you're lonely today Well you're not far away Cause you'll only get so far I remember out next goodbye And you cried and promised me your life Loss of faith in those starry eyes You walked away Cause you'll only get so far You'll only get so far Cause you'll only get so far without love If you're lonely today Well you're not far away Cause you'll only get so far I'm tryin' to remember Why I ever left at all Need you to remind me Cause you know where I belong When these miles are too long I can't wait to come home I need you in my arms Cause you'll only get so far When these miles are too long I can't wait to come home I need you in my arms Cause you'll only get so far Cause you'll only get so far Cause you'll only get so far without love If you're lonely today Well you're not far away Cause you'll only get so far Cause you'll only get so far You'll only get so far Cause you'll only get so far without love If you're lonely today Well you're not far away Cause you'll only get so far Without love

There you are, the superstar Caged and bound - don't they look smashing With all your camera punk ass flashing There you are it's so bizarre Broken down the captains shattered Sunken ship but it don't matter I've packed the bags under my eyes and now I'm fine Let me be your one and only cockstar 357 with my goddamn on star Natural Born Killer Livin like a jack with my one eye open Lost generation and were anti posing Natural Born Killer So there it is - it's who we are Black and blue prints for disaster Guaranteed to kill you faster Emperors it's time for war Lost angels of your de-construction Bone out cause the cocks in motion I got strychnine on my tongue and I'm feeling F. I .N. E. Fine Let me be your one and only cockstar 357 with my goddamn on star Natural Born Killer Livin like a jack with my one eye open Lost generation and were anti posing Natural Born Killer Natural Born Killer natural Born Killer Natural Born Killer I'll prey on you when you're weak Natural Born Killer

I wake up to find myself After all these years And where all the time has gone Still seems so unclear 'Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say? You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow It brings out the worst in me When you're not around I miss the sound of your voice The silence seems so loud 'Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say? You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow I spent all my life Looking for our innocence I've got nothing to lose One thing to prove I won't make the same mistakes Now I know That everything will be ok When I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow As the minutes fade away I can't remember Have I said all I can say? You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow If I die tomorrow

A living nightmare, asleep but still aware. The endless torture. The painless pleasure. I grasp myself. Trying to regain control. I experience and learn. In another faction of my mind. So confused. But everything makes perfect sense. Can't feel the pain. Emotional pain's so much deadlier. Lost, you've just been raped. Pain. Your friends can't help you. Why wont they help you? Another reality. This can't be happening. Why is this happening? Who the fuck are you? Who the fuck. Are you? Trying hard to figure out what's done. I scramble but now I run. The images in my head. All the problems that I've been fed. Punching slowly my mind can't change the speed. As my victims bleed. No matter what I do or how hard I try. I can't use my abilities. Use my abilities. Art of Illusion. My razor sharp knife's edge, pierces my victim's body. But I can't take their soul. Punching through jello, stabbing not killing. Disappointment. Discomfort.