carrie's blog: "Life is a bowl of cherries"

I look around No one is here I can't move my body Petrafid in fear I've watch the sun Fall and rise And when i dream All i can see our his eyes Wishing i was wiht him Dreamin of that day Where i can be wiht him Forever and in lvoe we'll stay But when a wake And open my eyes I'm trapped in this dundgen What a surpirse If he could read this I feel terrible inside He feel i hate him And that though makes me cry I don't hate you And i don't think i can I want to be with you your the one i want to be my man So if you can read this I know our i'll get out And just run to you Then i'll have no reason to pout!!

Eyes frist met I had to blush For when i saw him I got a rush I knew there was something When i looked in his eyes I felt so happy I nearly broke down and cried When we held each other I felt something new A deep love From me too you When i looked at him again I felt something i need to feel A sence of love and compassion A love so real And as i think back on that day Of thoes happy thoughts of him and I It makes me so very happy that i want to cry But i don't cry b/c i'm happy you see For the love i feel from him to me!

Two teen sit on the floor Eyes closed mouths open Hand running over there bodies One to keep them up Untill he falls on his back She get on him, pet his hair back Kisses him tenderly And get off and snuggles in his amrs Heads turn towards each other "I love you" he wishpers in to her ear "I love you too" He wishpers back PAssion swept them over Eyes shut mouths open Shirts are ripped off Pants are gone But a new love is found Rolling around on the floor Lust gave them courgae Passion and disier were they fuel They body just felt so right to each other Then panting on the floor Laid two teens, one a girl other a boy Sleeping in each others arms After oe long night

i hate people right now There annoying the hell out of me Then don't even know they make me unhappy Well my so called friends Any way Thoes jerks can save it for another day But only one person Helped me through it No one eles cared B/c they made me feel like shit So now i know That we was always there So when i'm crying again He will always care

i hurt them But not wiht a punch With my words Why should i care They never cared? They never cared? My so called friends, PLas buddies, ass holes So cloes What a fool i was To think i could have friends To think a girl like me ...to all my so called friends YOU SUCK!

This day i saw Something i need to see A vison if you would A though of me Falling in love....

A boy is here A boy i fear Comes in my dreams And disapers Left to die Left to dry Left to sit and wonder why? So i wait for night It's like my morning light It's turned wrong to right Thoes three words I love you... never had more meaning to me untill now

Can u see me? as i stand here alone Can you hear me as we talk on the phone Where i sat and i cried. Where a part of me died But you never cared. You watch me in a blank stair So now it's back on you and me. But i'm not happy I may fake this smile. Only for a short while Untill you leave me here. So i can lay in fear NEver was i important to you. You jsut do want u wanna do I'll sit here making new friends. and then our world will end... I wish i could say thoes three words and mean them...