carrie's blog: "Taking life one day at a time"

I feel down To hard to say My eyes grew tried I was drifting away Getting back up Just to fall again Lossing it To an old friend Things start moving That should never I started swaying Feeling i'm ready to sleep forever I fall again My body to weak Maybe it's the lack of food Or the lack of sleep Trying to get up Trying to breathe My weakness Taking over me I don't get up I just lay there Untill i'm flipped over Untill i can breathe air Eyes are falling As fast as can be When all i can do Is all i can see...

I stood out side Watch the ocean blue Hopeing one day it will lead me to you Sparking waters The sun kissed sands I sit on top of Awaiting your hand Eyes watching the sea Ear listening too Praying to God the next ship carries you I know you hear me When i call out I know you know Becaues i hear you shout So i stay on this beach And thinking of what i miss Your smile, eyes, your laught And your kiss

Looking in his eyes All i can see Is happiness Like i see in me I look in his smile And all i can do Is smile back and say i love you Holding him cloes Day after day this never gets old This is way i'll stay

Looking in his eyes All i can see Is happiness Like i see in me I look in his smile And all i can do Is smile back and say i love you Holding him cloes Day after day this never gets old This is way i'll stay

I look in his eyes All my pain is gone I sst down after that and tried to write a song But i'm not good So i do my poetry I know my feelings And i know he loves me I know that way we laught We can heal each otehrs pains when we cry we can cry togther All let all our sorows drain When we sit togther I know this feeling is right I want to hold him forever Morning noon and night I never thought love Would come to me like this In something as smiple As his tender kiss Andrew sleep well in arms of angles, let them guild you when i'm not there. But i'm always here for u, i will be your angle guilding you through the dark. I will help you through anything you need, your the one i care for most in life, the one i really really REALLLY DO LIKE!!!! Never will a day go by i don't think of you!

Cherry blossom trees Are in brihght bloom Hight in to the skies Leaving us in there loom Their petals fall Drifting with out a sound flying through the air Slowly hit the ground There colors soft To our heavy eyes Making us seem so small We want to cry Taken in by this pleasure Sitting by these trees And watching the petals Fall all around me

It's late out Windows wide open The chilly night air Comes in unwelcomed Sends chills through my body Leaving me to feel cold I just lay there in my bed Feeling of cold sweep me over I felt no warmth I felt no heat I felt only cold When i needed the fire You covered me You took care of me You make me warm You gave me that So i warp you tight around me Ever single night Your my then my warmth Your my love and protection Your my blanket on thoes chilly nights Your the fire on thoes winter days =D i think it's cute! =D

Each step i take Each day i wake Each heart i break Each day i ache I think of why I must live life this way Mistaking my life Just for a day Laying on the grass It's 12 at night Counting stars things are jsut right The moon is out Shinging down on my soul In the emtpy shell Where my heat was that he stole Never woundering Not even a care I know he must have it I know it's safe there So i'll keep smiling even thought it's gone It's safer now and happier Where it belonges