For a few days now, I've been thinking about life and family and friends. My mother died when I was 7. My grandmother died before I was concieved. My grandfather died a few years back. My other grandparents are getting old and the things they are capable of doing are slowly diminishing (if you ever meet my nana, don't get her started on politics). My father has had several bouts with cancer. My aunt went on disability back in the beginning of this year because of a screwup when they did surgery on her a few years back. I hope the years she endured working in pain did not worsen her condition. I have not seen or spoken to my uncle, his wife or his children since my mom died. We don't talk about them. My other aunt was there for 9/11, and it hit her hard. She has had psychological problems since. My best friend has been having horrible nightmares since our rollover. These are just a few among many. I've sat and thought about what I want out of life...
Basically I came up with these: my hopes.
I hope that I fall in love so completely.
I hope that I marry the one I love so deeply.
I hope that I have children with my loved one.
I hope that my beloved and I are able to watch our children grow and fall in love.
I hope our children, my love, and I will be able to watch the next generation grow.
I hope that every generation will be healthy and have a sweet love for life and cerish every good thing that comes their way.
I wish everyone a good and happy life where you are prosperous. Not neccessairly in money, but love.
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