Fubar Blogs 2

Life As A Mutt
SEETHER LYRICS "Fuck It" I guess I like it when we play (The way you drag me down) I guess I like it when you hate me (The way you drag me down) ‘Cause I can’t face myself in a mirror (I’m left alone with all my pain) And I disgrace myself in the mirror (I’m left alone with my shame) Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me I guess I like it when we fight (The way you drag me down) I guess I like it when you smite me (The way you drag me down) ‘Cause I can’t face myself in a mirror (I’m left alone with all my pain) And I disgrace myself in the mirror (I’m left alone with my shame) Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I’ll heal you in me You’re out of luck - can’t get a piece of me It’s

Life 2
I know I haven't been around here for a while but I was trying to spend as much time as I could with my dad. He has now passed away. It doesn't make it any easier knowing that this day was coming. I am grateful he isn't suffering anymore, the last few days were such a struggle for him. Might be awhile before I will be around again. Take Care, Susie I want to thank all of you that have sent me your wonderful condolences on my dads passing. It has been hard but I am getting through it. Your friendship means so much to me more then you can imagine, especially at this time that has been very difficult. I love you all! I just wanted to let you guys know I will not be around for awhile. So much is going on in my life now and I just don't have the time. My life has been crazy to say the least this year, and is really crazy now, esp with my dad being in the hospital again. It's not good and he is in ICU where they are trying to stabilize him so they can amputate the good leg he has

Life...love...and All That Junk...
I am not looking for a boyfriend. I want a guy that I can talk to and get to know. Take things slow. If we become more in time, so be it. But right now I am in a very emotional state. My boyfriend who I thought would be there for me when I needed him, wasn't. But instead broke up with me because for the first time, I needed him even though I was always there when he needed me which was all the time. I would just like to have someone to talk to that will care about me and not just pretending to care. I am tired of people taking advantage of me because I am a very caring person. I'm not doing it anymore. If you are a good, caring guy that is sincere, send me a message. Thank you for reading this. Blessed be. I haven't seen my boyfriend in over 2 weeks. I have been very understanding. Now when I ask him if I will see him this weekend, there is yet another excuse. Fuck it! I'm giving up on him. I told him I will try to find a way there so he don't have to drive here. I'm sure there will be

Life Is A Gift!!!!!
Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion. Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who we nt too early to heaven. Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren. Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean - Think of the people who are living in the streets. Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet. And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job. But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin and we all answer to one MAKER. And when de

Life
life Three things in life that, once gone, never come back - Time Words Opportunity Three things in life that can destroy a person - Anger Pride Unforgiveness Three things in life that you should never lose- Hope Peace Honesty Three (really four) things in life that are most valuable - Love Family & Friends Kindness Salvation Three things in life that are never certain - Fortune Success Dreams Three things that make a person - Commitment Sincerity Hard work I ask the Lord to bless you as I pray for you today; to guide you and protect you, as you go along your way.

Life
Losing someone close to you makes it so hard because where ever you are there will be a time when you will need them. It may be a hug, it maybe just to talk to or just having fun with. But surely as life goes on they will always be in your heart listening to every word that you say. They have never been gone because they will always be with you in your memories and in your heart. In every change that you experience in life, there will be times when you'll wonder if you can endure. But you'll learn that facing each difficulty one by one isn't so hard. It's when you don't deal with a situation that it sometimes comes back to confront you again. Changes are sometimes very painful, but they teach us that we can endure and that we can become stronger. Everything that comes into your life has a purpose, but the outcome is in your hands by the action you take. Be wise with your life, be willing to endure, and always be willing to face life

Lifestyles
Some friends of mine have started a website. Feel free to check it out. It's all about just being silly and having fun...anonymously! NO MENTION of it on my page tho...as my hubby doesn't know about it and I'd like to keep it that way! It's still under construction, but you can see how it's going so far! And keep coming back to see what new pics are posted!!!! Here's the link http://scott.geekpowered.net/jugs/jugs.htm Tell everyone you know to visit!! Ladies...if you want to join in on the fun...just send a pic and an e-mail to the link on there! What happened to the goth crowd? Is it just me…or does being goth no longer mean what it used to mean? I've been pondering this since last night. Beazil…definitely a true goth…had time to go out last night and headed up to what was once his favorite place to be- The Church. He doesn't get to go very often now. Work schedules have made it difficult. However, in the recent times he's been able to g

Life
in life you get two chosses live like theres no tomorrow or live for ten years down the road if you live like theres no tomorrow you miss out on life and if you live for ten years down the road you forget abouthaven fun and what life really means so you tell me what life really means so you tell me what i should do miss out on life or forget about fun and what life really means is there a in between or is it just that should i have for the things i need should i have to cry myself to sleep cause life isnt working out should i have to fight for my life thats just it you get nothing for free life just one big fight you fight for your you fight for your job so you can feed your self you fight to keep your family and friends safe you fight to survive in a world your not ment to fight is that it are we fighting a fight we wont win is there no hope should we just give up and not fight but thats it if you give up on the fight your called a failure but if you keep the fight going what are you

Life......
Hello everyone....I am posting this blog to look for that "someone or someones" that may be interested in spending a night, or two, with STORM and myself. What we are looking for is a bi-female that either lives close by, or isn't afraid of a little drive, to caome join us for a few nights of awesome fun and sex. This person must be disease free and someone that both me and "STORM" can agree on to join us. We love clubbin, watching movies, and SEX. When we go clubbin we goto clubs in the St. Robert's and Waynesville are. We really enjoy being with one another as much as we do being with someone. We both love to eat pussy. My biggest thrill is having another bi-female eat my wife's pussy while I eat theirs. We enjoy having sex with another female there with us. She really loves watching another female suck my cock alomost as much as I do watching someone eat her pussy. So....if you are interested in this and you may want to join us....hit us up, rate us, fan us, friend us and we w

Life In General
OKIE BABY! Body: Forget Rednecks, here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about folks from Oklahoma... If someone in a Lowe's store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Oklahoma. If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Oklahoma. If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Oklahoma. If "Vacation" means going anywhere south of Dallas for the weekend, you may live in Oklahoma. If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Oklahoma. If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Oklahoma. If you install security lights on your house and garage, but leave both unlocked, you may live in Oklahoma. If you carry jumper cables in your car and your wife knows how to use them, you may live in Oklahoma. If the speed limit on the highway is 55 mph -- you're going 80 and everybody is passing you, you may live in Oklahoma.

Life Is Full Of Colors Now...
NOW SINCE WE MET I HAVE BEEN SEING THINGS MORE CLEARLY THRU DIFFERENT EYES IT SEEMS... COLORS SO BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL IT AMAZES ME , HOW WHEN BEING IN A PIT OF DARKNESS FOR SO LONG BLINDS YOU. TO LIKE JUST BEING BORN AGAIN , HAVING EVERYTHING YOU SEE AND HEAR STAND OUT LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN THEM BEFORE .... ITS WILD MY LOVE AND OVER WHELMING AND OH SO INCREDIBLE THAT THE COLORS MELT INTO ME STRIAGHT TO MY HEART... THE WORDS FROM YOUR LIPS , YOUR HEART AND YOUR SOUL PENITRATE ME WITH SUCH INTENSITY AND SERENITY I CANT DESCRIBE THIS HIGH IM ON. THE DARKNESS WILL NEVER COME NO MORE......

Life
my friend was fount dead this afternoon... they dont know if it was natural cause, murder, or suicide... he had a family: wife n 4 kids... who in hell would want to do that to a person if it was murder?

" Life "
IN LIFE WE GO THROUGH , LOVES . LOSSE'S , CHANGES . ALWAYS EXPECTING LIFE TO BE SIMPLY BUT, NOT ALWAYS THE SAME FOR PEOPLE. NOT WANTIN TO BE IN PLACES WHERE WE ARE. SO, WE ALL GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS OF WILL DO THIS OR THAT AND GO TO A DIFFERENT PLACE , DIFFERNT PLACES AND SCENERY. IF THAT WAS THE CASE , I WOULD OF STAYED IN COLORADO SPRINGS , WHERE I WAS REALLY HAPPY ! AND SETTLED WROTE BY CHERIE 9/02

Life
LOVE .vs. LIKE Never leave the one you [LOVE] for the one you (like) because the one you LIKE will leave you for the one they LOVE the one you LIKE will give you goosebumps; the one you LOVE will make you laugh and send shivers down your spine. When the one you LIKE cries, you feel sorry for them; but when the one you LOVE cries, you cry for them. True Love Doesn't Have A Happy Ending BECAUSE True LOVE Never Ends tonight your true LOVE will realize how much they love you. Maybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been

Life
Okay well for my first entry I am just going to rant. lol Well lets look at my life shall we? I am a DIVORCED mother of 3 at the age of 21 NONE of my babies fathers care about there kids and I am the only one busting my ass trying to support them. I only have dated losers in my life and now my kids are suffering for that. I am so sick of all this drama that I have created for myself. I always pick Low life losers to date. People who rather use me and my children for a house to live in food in there stomachs (SP?) and money in there pockets (SP?) NO more of this shit is going to happen. I have growen up alot in the past year but I will amit i have had my down faults and I hurt a friend in the process but i cant live my life as a teenager anymore. I am a adult now i am 21 years old it was my choice to have my children younge and now i relized I forfited my ttenage years when that happend. (Not saying im a stuck up old lady :) ) but i relize i have to work hard for what i want in li

Life's Ponders
Can you cry under water? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round pizza come in a square box? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What disease did cured ham actually have? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How is it that we put man on the moon before

Life Is Prison
Life Is A Prison Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you.

Life
FOR MY- MY SPACE FREINDS LOL YOU MAY BE A MYSPACE ADDICT IF: * Check your email before your regular mail * Switch between showing yourself on and offline * Check to see if sent messages are read, and if they are, wonder (or stress out) whether or not the person is going to respond * Have done every survey known to man * You have committed Myspacide, only to rejoin two days later because you’re going nuts * Have friends all over the country that you have never met * Comments make you happier than actual compliments in person from someone (no one else can hear it or read it, what’s the point?) * When you check your Myspace first thing in the morning and your heart drops when you see there are no new messages, no new comments, and only three people viewed you * You have lost friends over Myspace * You have a fake profile * Your friends send you a message rather than calling you * You have to be somewhere in ten minutes,

Life
I believe that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. either you control your attitude, or it controls you. money is a lousy way of keeping score. sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometime you have to learn to forgive yourself. no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief. the people you care about mostin life are taken from you much too soon. Ilife is more precious t

Life
My cat of over 19 years, died yesterday Aug. 20th of old age. She passed away sometime in the morning between 1:00am and 8:00am while I was sleeping. Galadriel would have been 20 years old this december and will be dearly missed. I will keep her photo albulm up for awhile and will be adding the last pictures of her that I have soon. Please stop by and rate some of photos in her memory. I don't really always understand everything. Understanding is more a gradual process than an immediate elightening. But regardless, I have a gift for understanding the bizzare, mundane, and even weirdest of situations. Today I had such a revelation of sorts, and wonder of the relevance of my role in unfolding future events. Because of my unique situation, I often ponder if I can find some piece of happiness for myself in such an enviorment. How can I relate to normal people if I'm not normal? Will they always fear me because I'm so different? Those are some of the questions that I think of al

Life
LOL Everywhere I go, they follow me! It's like a never ending cycle! Oh well, show's how much I'm admired. :^D I guess they just dont realize that there's a little monitor on this website where I can see whom is looking at my page and what not. Wow...I feel admired. YAY! I'm a rolemodel now! -giggles-

Life Science
High atop a hill behind his family’s home, Derli Grimm knelt and took a sip from a thin black tube leading from a natural spring. Cândido Godói is a farm town. Like so many in this farming town, populated almost entirely by German-speaking immigrants, Mr. Grimm, 19, believes that something in the water — a mysterious mineral, perhaps — is responsible for the town’s unusual concentration of twins. “It can’t all be explained by genetics,” said Mr. Grimm, himself a twin. Geneticists would like to disagree with him, but even they have no solid explanation for the 38 pairs of twins among about 80 families living in a one-and-a-half-square-mile area. The mystery has persisted for decades, attracting international attention and inspiring books and investigations by geneticists. It is one reason locals are in no hurry to try to prove their water theory. They are too busy posing for journalists and marketing their town to tourists as the “twins capital of the wo

Life Sux Without........
Life sux without......420 Life sucks and then you die so come on peeps lets all get high, Roll a joint and take your toke... Breathe in deep, Try not to choke. Now that you're done w/your hit, pass it here, dont babysit... Dont like the joint, then hit the bong. The ganja for which all tokers long. I swear to you that it's no joke, life sucks without chronic smoke. ---> by BabySmooth

Life I Guess
so i just started selling avon and need to find a bigger customer base so i thought i would put the online link out here for all to see and what not and see what happens. dont get me wrong so far it is going great and im having fun and get to work from home so i get to spend time with hunter but i am thinking so much bigger than it is so far. so....see what happens by doing this i guess. cant hurt to do so... anyway heres the link to my online site: http://www.youravon.com/cynthiaepperson

Life
My new company is now up and running after a long waite. I am doing taxes for any one who needs it done just go to my company website and contact me me there. The website is located at the link below www.servicesdonecheap.com have a great day to live is to love to love is to die to die is to awaken Why is no matter what you do for some one its never enough. Your working your ass off so you can provide for your family, and give your kids the christmas you think they deserve. but its never enough. not to mention you see people you never knew was family then you find out that what you got them was returned to the store. how nice is that? why cant any one just like what they get do they think it was bought to make them hate it, ITS CALLED A GIFT some day i hope to see the real meaning of the holidays not the greed but the love and joy of spending time with the ones you care about. i know its all a dream but hey its the holidays i can still hope.

Life
On Monday, January 14, 2008, I was arrested for domestic violence against my soon-to-be- ex husband, as well as a felony tampering with a 911 call...well here's the real story: I get home after having an argument with my fiancee, and we were gonna go in the room and talk about our fight. I had told my ex (Kevin) to stay out of it b/c he always likes to get the middle of things. He refused and started up, and of course I started yelling at him. My girlfriend had been calling my phone but I couldnt answer it bc it was just about dead. So Kevin takes my phone from the table behind me and I tried to get it back from him. We ended up wrestling for the phone bc I was going to go in my room and charge the phone so i could call my gf back. He knew the phone was dead, he NEVER specified tht he was going to dial 911, AND he NEVER attempted to DIAL 911...so I dont see how the charge is gonna stick...anyways we continued to fight and i was hitting him tryhing to get him off of me...then when Da

Life's Mysteries
Why does a man treat a woman a certain way until they meet, and then all the cute little things they did before just go away? Like the sweet little texts to let you know they are thinking of you... the calls just to hear your voice...all the things that mean so much. Why does a man call you every night and talk about everything or nothing at all and then once you meet boom, it' s like they forgot how to dial your number? Do men not like affectionate women anymore? Women who love to hold hands and curl up next to you and kiss alot? Is it too much work these days when men can feed their savage beast at any time, especially when women out number them. And why are there so many people unhappy with the one they are with, yet not willing to change anything to be happy? Yes, unfortunately I speak from experience. What really upsets me is that so many women take for granted what they have and don't appreciate it when there are so many, like myself who search and search and sacrifice their hea

Life
Today it was confirmed that I am needing by-pass surgery. I am scheduled to go in Monday after Thanksgiving. I refused till after the holiday. I am a 41 yr old mother with a 7 year old at home. I inherited the heart problems from my dad who passed away when he was only 39 so I am scared to death. I have the fact that he passed 27 years ago and the technology has come along way since then on my side but the thought of something going wrong and my not being here to see my 7 yr old grow up is tearing me apart inside. And because she is here with me I have to keep it inside. So I thought I would blog and let my friends in on some of whats going on with me. I will not be on alot the next few days with the holiday and all. If you see my account on next week stop in and say Hi it will be my oldest daughter and she will know whats going on with me if anyone wants to know. Also if you need leveling let her know she will use my 11's for you. I've tried to tell her how to work Fubar so help he

Life As We Know It (ems Stories)
The other night I was at work when it happens, I looked like a complete ass in front of everyone. We were on a roof trying to talk down a suicidal patient. When some other medic decides to call my phone. Well I had my phone set to vibrate earlier and had no clue that it had some how gone to loud mode. Well as I am right behind the patient telling him that things will be fine and that I am here to help him, my phone rings and all you hear is the funeral march. Well damn that just made everyone stop and turn, they all had the look of horror on their faces. We thought for sure the patient would freak out, well he didn't and we were able to talk him down after 6 hours on the roof. Good thing he had a sense of humor and wasn't offended, and we were all able to get a laugh after all was said and done. I just don't think I will ever live this one down, and no I am not Death contrary to popular beliefs folks! *Note to self Turn off cell when on scene* Last night I held the ha

"life"
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 2. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson. 3. Follow the three R’s: ØRespect for self, ØRespect for others and ØResponsibility for all your actions 4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck 5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. 6. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great relationship. 7. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. 8. Spend some time alone every day. 9. Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values. 10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. 11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time. 12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. 13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past. 14. Share you

Life Is Beautiful
hi everyone there is email circulating around the net called life is beautiful.. if you recieve one of these emails........ PLEASE DO NOT OPEN IT DELETE IT STRAIGHT AWAY it contains a virus which when opened gains access to ALL YOUR PERSONAL INFORMATION INCLUDING PICTURES AND ALL OTHER INFORMAION ie your bank details etc......... so please remember to delete it straight away

Life And Love
A while back I had told myself that I was done with the whole relationship thing. I was just going out and partying and having a good time being single. But then one night while I was visiting some friends I met the most wonderful man. Neither one of us wanted anything more than a friend, and we both made that very clear. As the weeks went by we continued to run into each other and spend time together, I just couldn't help but look at him in a different way. He is the most kind, loving, cuddly, and handsome man I have ever met. He treats me like I have never been treated before. I can't get enough of him when he is here, and I miss him terribly when he is gone. I honestly don't think that I could ask for more out of a man that truely loves me!!!!!!

Life Is Like
I AM THE ONE TO BUILD YOU UP WITH ONE SINGLE TOUCH....AND THEN TO TEAR YOU DOWN LIKE I OWN THE TOWN.....IF I LOVED YOU LIKE I SAID I DO I WOULD OF NEVER DONE WRONG TO YOU....AND THEN TO LOOK IN YOUR EYEZ THATS WHEN I DIE....I SHOULD OF NEVER LET HER CONTROL MY LIFE AND DIRESPECT MY WIFE....IF I COULD ERASE MY PAST WITH THE EXCEPTION OF MY KIDS I WOULD DO IT SO FAST....WAS LIFE REALLY NEVER MENT FOR US....I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THOSE WORDS I DON'T TRUST....TO BEAR OUR OWN TO RAISE A CHILD IN A SINGLE OR DOUBLE LOVING HOME....TO BATH HIM OR FEED HER....RAISE THEM AND READ TO HIM AND HER....I DREAM OF THE DAY DANTE TAKES HIS FIRST STEPS....AND KAYLA SPEAKS HER FIRST WORDS....BUT LIFE IS NOT THAT GOOD TO HAND US WHAT WE PATENTLY WAITED FOR....SO ANGER FILLED MY SOUL AND HATERD CAME UNTOLD....ARGUMENTS FILLED OUR PRESENCE AND LIFE SEEMED SO BLUE I'M SORRY FOR WHO I BECAME TO YOU....THOSE RINGS DOWN THE DRAIN YOUR HEART THAT PAIN....MY UNCALLED MEANNESS MY CUNNING EYEZ THE TONE IN MY VOICE AND

The Life Of The Damned
To live the life of the Damned Is to forever be hidden in the dark Forever be a part of the Shadows Living in the Darkness of the night Feeding on the fears of others Just to stay alive one more night Sleeping during the day Being away from the sun Never to feel it caress your skin Living night after night Never to age once Forever being in your prime Waiting and Watching The world around you Die as you stay alive Never to get close to anyone For fear of seeing then age and pass Knowing you can not help them As you never grow old and live on This is the life of the damned Is this what you truly wish If so then I shall bring it to you Just let me know when you wish it I'll come to you in the Night As this is my time to walk To make you into a Child of Mine To forever more live the life of the damned I shall wait 'till you are ready my child Then, and only then, shall I come To give you the Blessed Kiss To bring you to be one of the Damned

Lifes Paths
2007, it has been an interesting year for me. I have allowed many into private areas of my heart, some, more than others and I even opened areas there that I have never allowed anyone. Please know that if I gave you a hug, a kiss, told you I love you, said I accepted you as you are, or even shared myself physically with you, I did so to share with you a part of myself. I have a great respect for each and everyone of you. I know I have failed some friends and I cannot change the past. I can only say I am sorry...and even then, that may never be enough, especially when it was those friends that helped me keep on keeping on through some rough areas. My pride, my ego, my loss of self, and neediness pushed some away. To them, I say thank you, for without you saying what you said, doing what you did... well... I do hope that perhaps we can rekindle our friendship in the future, I have not given up. From the year 2007, I shall carry memories of loss, love, laughter, stupidity, new

Life Is ...
Sometimes I wonder wehre I've been, And who I am & where do I fit in. Without your love all I'll ever be, Is out here on my own. I love you with more desire, than I knew I had in me; And now it's gone. With God by my side & in my heart, I know I will go on. I don't know how or where I'll be, Just that sometime yet to come; I will wake up & say, "GOOD MORNING" to a brand new me. A me without you & the love we shared, But this time around; I know that it was me who was important; And that is all that I have to share. And more & my heart will break, Because the pain I feel inside; Is so hard to take, My life is still so young & waiting for me. So ready or not, I'm here to take what I can & face it head on, despite the tears & the love I leave behind. We don't talk like we used to, We used to be friends, not now. It seems that the more I try, to do things right; The more the two of us, drift apart & loose sight. Missing you is what I do

Life
2 People Current mood: touched Category: Romance and Relationships Think about that for a minute.......Now say you meet someone you are attracted to. What was the first thing that attracted you to him or her? Was it the way they dressed, the company they keep, the car they drive or maybe they have a great job and big fancy house. There are several reasons we are attracted to someone, these are but a few. The above mentioned are all superficial. Being , they don't matter. The fact they dress well, nice car etc. is irrelivent in all cases. The fact is, we have to be open to accept this person for who they are, their morals, convictions etc. Not who we precieve them to be. Fore, to precieve is to pre-judge.........we all do it, it's human nature, unfortunatlly. Something brought 2 people together for whatever reason. The key here is to get behond the inital attraction. If you are really attracted to this person, you will be patient, understanding with them. Don't expect t

Life Track
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy wh

Life's Lesson #1
Life's Lesson #1 YOU CANNOT MAKE SOMEONE LOVE YOU, ALL YOU CAN DO IS BE SOMEONE WHO CAN BE LOVED! THE REST IS UP TO THEM. Its not like any of us can go up to someone with a gun in tote and say "love" me damn it. Where would we get if we did something stupid like that. We cant just become gun toting pscyhotic people just because we feel lonely and right at that very moment want someone to love us. We have to be someone that can be loved first. I know in my mind I sure dont want to love someone that is going to force me to do so. The best advice I got for this was to just be yourself. Dont become someone your not just to get someone's attention. Now a days most people can't stand fake people anyway so you might as well become someone that everyone can love. Hell i know i try to be and if you just dont like it I guess oh well. At least I try and dont pretend to be someone I am not just to make someone fall for me. I just cant do that.

Life
So, I haven't been to fubar in a very long time. It's time to return. Life got too busy for a while, but it's back to normal now. I miss everyone and I hope a few of you missed me as well. I look forward to catching up with you all again. This has been, by far, the worst Valentines Day I have ever had.

Life
How do we do this to our selves over and over again? All each of us wants is to find someone to make us happy. Someone to spend our lives with, Good and bad. I for some reason keep getting my self fucked up. Maby I give into love to easily? Maby it's just karma kickin me in the dick again. Whatever it is, it's makin me crazy. So much heartache and misery. Is this only happenin to me. I can't be alone on this, there is no way. If there is anyone else that feels the same or has been through it let me tell you one thing. You can only be as happy as you let yourself be. Chew on that shit for a minute. Peace To everyone who knows me, really knows me, thanks. Thanks for stickin it out and puttin up with my shit. You know who you are and thats all that matters. To the rest of the world, let me start by saying... Fuck this place, its bullshit, im outta here. Now on a more serious note. Some of you know whats been going on with me outside of fubar, and i thank you for y

Life Sux At Times
As if I dont have enough problems with my marriage.. etc. We just had another freakin kick in the ass. Hubby called up to tell me the lovely news that hes getting a nice Christmas gift from his boss. The fucker decided he doesn't want the spouses included in on the insurance. There fore.. I will have to pay for insurance through work. Which working for hospital..its good insurance..but its also costly. I am not sure how much it will be for just one member..who works part time. I am about to blow up at his boss in general anyways. Each year..it just keeps getting worst and worst. He comes home pissier and pissier. I told him I think its time for a new job..but hes getting paid good now. Just all of this crap plus our own personal issues makes life sucky around here. Not sure how much more I can take. Hubby said, now we got to figure out what to do about this. I told him just kill me off. LOL. He just might.. so in case you all don't see me around... just letting ya know..

Life Sucks
i just dont understand boys they confuse me so bad theres this one guy that i realy like but hes a complet dick and i know nothing will every be more than friends and then theres dallas who is a realy sweet guy and wants more than jsut friends but i dont have the goosebumps and butterflys with him this sucks so bad why cant all men just be good guys than i wouldnt have this problem i am so sick of coming last in the game of love this is relay sad i passed on by a 19 year old because he likes my roommates 15year old kid that cant even stand him i am so sick of this shit i sit at home all day and take care of kids i have the most boring life and i am only 21

Life
When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 >>hours in >> a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of >>coffee. A >>professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front >>of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and >>empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then >>asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The >>professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. >>He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas >>between the golf balls . He then asked the students again if the jar >>was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a >>box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up >>everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students >>responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then >>produced two cups of coffee from under the table and pour

Life Stuff
*sigh* If it's not one thing it's another over here I swear. So I had to sign a 6 month lease for this stupid cracker box I'm moving to so I'm stuck and hating it. The phone was suppose to be hooked up already but it wasn't my number, okay, it looks like that's fixed, FINALLY. Now I find out cable isn't available there. Stuck with a dish and 500 channels that I don't care about. (maybe I'll just watch movies on my lappy, I dunno) Here's the real pisser~~~~after thinking DSL was no problem there, come to find out it's not available. FUCK, it looks like I'm going to be stuck with dial up cause as my luck has been, wireless isn't going to work either. $#@%$#%^!! This place is too backwards for me, I can't wait to get off this rock. End rant/ So originally I was moving into my exes for a bit since I have to be out of where I live by Dec.31st. I've spent the past few days around him a lot and can clearly see that we would drive each other crazy if I stayed there. He's an

The Life And Times Of A Freak! Hehehe
Can anyone tell me why I seem to go out of my way to hurt myself?! I don't mean in a self harm kinda why...but in a emotional way. I like a lot of women always seem to end up getting involve with 'bad boys'. Not because I like the life style they lead (eg gangsta's etc) but more just bad = wrong. They tend to have crap jobs, or no job. Or take too mu=any drugs/alcohol. Or end up in fights a lot.....It isn't this things that attract me to them...it tends to be Ink that does that. What can I say..I like it. I like a guy with it even more. However how many guys do you know of (in the uk) Have a lot of ink AND a good job! Not very many I can tell ya. So about 8 months ago I met someone who did! yeah...still big problems there in the form of his wife! hmmmmmm what the fuck did I do in a past life to get dealt the crap I seem to end up in all the time! lol. Fuck it you know what I quit! lol this is my problem I really don't care anymore...I just want someoen to have a laugh w

The Life And Times Of My Cat
Hey as youwill find this has nothing to do with my cat . I am new to fubar and I need friends and lots of drinks. LOL. I am a mother of two married (sorry boys) . I have four cats and I am attending a local community college. I have many interests so talk to me PEOPLE

Life Is Wierd Yo
life is wierd yo... asked a few girls out in the last few months... they reject me.. go out with abusing drug addicts and wonder why they are miserable.. but then again I've come to realize a lot of people in this town are addicted to misery.. which is why they stay here and I don't fit in.. I'm used to being around people who enjoy life.. I don't belong in this town

Life
Pain Why does life hurt so much? Why cant things be right? I dont understand it hurts so much inside... Im proud that im gonna be a father, and I brought a new breath in tis world, I wanted out child to have the life we never had... I wanted that family, that love of my life, and all in one night it all gets taken away. I dont know how to deal, I dont know how to cope, You might as well tkae a knife and cut my fuckin throat, you took my breath, you took my heart, you splattered it all, now im coated in blood, I cant take the pain or the hurt, just one more cut, just a lil more squirt, a few more minutes, and all ends soon, Wait... I cant leave this world yet, I love my my child, I want the normal life, maybe just a lil while, I love you so much even though you you hurt me so bad, I hate this feelin a pain so bad, I want to make you laugh, no more tears, I want it all to stop ill drink no more beers... You left without a clue no warning, no sighn, all I ever wanted was for you foreve

Life
my name is denise,im 46,5"1,140lb brown hair hazel eyes.i am happly married for 15 years.i have 6 kids and 3 grandkids and 2 more one the way.i have 17 tatoos and 5 body pericens.2 dogs,6 birds.i love to spend time with my hubby and kids and grandkids.i like gardening,cleaning,being with my friend and partying,to much some times.i don't drink just like to smoke a fat one.i love animals.i like to go for walks.hate tv,but love music.and would like to meet some new friends.im not as boreing as i seam just get to know me u will see.

Life
The Heaven or Hell Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Add MySpace Quizzes & MySpace Surveys to Your Profile! HELL, I hope you like things hot, stuffy, agonizing because you're on your way to HOTEL HELL-where you don't ever check out and the TV is stuck on Teletubbies. May I suggest canceling your reservation with a good deed or two? Maybe join the boy scouts, or help the old lady with her groceries...hmmm? We should all understand that by WAR bashing....we are telling the troops "what you are doing isn't important" and that you have forgotten about 9-11. We should just say "thank you" and realize that when you speak out against them that that very freedom to bash is fought for BY THEM and the fact that you can speak out on your own safe soil...is also provided and made possible BY THEM and deserves a simple thank you.Then maybe we should take the time to think about the sacrifices that our soldiers are making for us. Especially this time of year, we should remember them and their families. No

Life On The Road.
Well I've been stuck in portland for three days. Bored out of my f'n mind. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. Hope everyone is havein a great weekend. Till next time, peace. Well, I suppose for this to make sense to anyone I have to at least tell you a little background. I'm 37 years old and currently drive truck. I spent 10 years cooped up in a factory in the lower Michigan area, and although I made fantastic money, I was basically a lemming until one morning it was announced that I, and 44,999 employees were going to be jobless. Fun times huh. Well, long story short, 14 months later I find myself driving truck across this beautiful country. I've seen so many amazing sights over this last year, and figured I'd just start keeping a little record of some of the things I get to witness, hope you all enjoy them. I'm currently sitting in Olympia WA. A state that I lately have begun to call, " the Island we call WA" There is so much water that some of the overhead freeway s

Life
I'm a single mother in the mist of raising a preteen daughter whos age is 12. Life can be demanding at times especially when you also have a 2yr old son right on your heels. I embrace every day as a journey through the unknown. As I navigate through I remind myself time is unique, precious and very significant not only for me but my daughter as well. She is sorting out who she is and who she wants to become. She is taking shape in every imaginable way-body, mind, and soul. I'm worring about the role I will play in her life as all these changes take place during a few short years as she becomes a woman. When she was younger, she spent her time playing with dolls-but now, I find her and her girlfriends trying on makeup and picking out bras in magazines. One minute she is on edge with excitement, the next, stopped dead in her tracks by fear-only to bust out in hysterical laughter, and then betrayed by her tears. Hormones, well, that is something we as woman all deal with. Like crying for

Life As I Know It!!!!
What the hell is wrong with America these days I dont understand why everyone is so superficial these days. I mean why does everyone get so bent out of shape if one hair is out of place or if they dropped some food on their shirt Its stupid. People just need to lighten up be a little more laid back and take life as it comes!!!!

Life 3
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give i

Life At The Bottom Of The Food Chain
I'm an old retired truck driver. I grew up in the 60s when sex drugs and rock 'n roll were the theme of the day. from there, I joined the Army thinking and we get away from that scene and found even more sex drugs and rock 'n roll. I spent two tours in Vietnam and came home addicted to cocaine and heroin and labeled a baby killer. I finally got myself clean and sober and attended college for two years and ended up driving trucks and warehousing for 20 years. I have been clean and sober for the past 20 years. I never married, because it seems as though all the women I ever knew already belonged to someone else so I kind of lost my trust in them. So I guess I earned the nickname sancho. I'm not proud of that I just view of life as it comes at me. In my case it was just women want to have sex with me, but not a relationship. I am now retired and semi-disabled, and I spend my time learning to play guitar, drawing and painting, and playing on the Internet. Ladies don't get me wrong, I

Life
life, take it as u will , but sooner or later things arent gonna go as planned , life is about taking risks and taking chances but alot of people hold back on taking any risks or chances, everyday someone in life is gonna step up and take a chance or risk and they can have either have 2 options they can fail or succeed but the ones who succeed have more options in life than the ones who fail the people who fail will most likely take every option that they pssibly can to make life better. some people take life for granted and think thing should just come to them instead of following and chasing the things in life that are necessary, for example .a homeless person doesnt have the oppertunity to have a butler or maid to cook them breakfast or food that they want instead they are the ones who have work to hard in life to get the necessary things to get through in life some of them dont want to work for the things they need they think it should just come to them and think other people shoul

Life
well i am new at this blog thing...but you kow man it helps me out soo much...man the last one lifted a load n maybe this one will do the same thing.. man iu have been fightoin for my rites as a father to c my son n well i have been support n payin for the "visits i susposed to be gettin but they havent been happening..my son is four years old.. i ahve now seen him 3 times in his fours of living n his mom will not let me take pictures...i am havn court over n over ...have a paternity test at her cost n asking for the last fours years of his life worth of pix at her cost cuz i have rights to have pictures of my son...she has based everything in court from when we were together on why i cant c my son n which she doesnt know i have prvon everything wrong so far n still havnt gotten shit! i dont undertand...she asked for drug n alcohol assessment n a mental eval n i passed all that shit....while this other motha fuker gets a DUI goes to jail n gets out n still has his child i dont fukn ge

Life
Husbands are like children -- they're fine if they're someone else's. Never trust a man who says he's the boss at home. He probably lies about other things too. A woman's work that is never done is the stuff she asked her husband to do. Go for younger men. You might as well -- they never mature anyway. Scientists have just discovered something that can do the work of five men -- a woman. Men's brains are like the prison system -- not enough cells per man. Men are like place mats. They only show up when there's food on the table. Men are like mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion. Men are like bike helmets. Handy in an emergency, but otherwise they just look silly. Men are like parking spots. All the good ones are taken. Men are like lava lamps. Fun to look at, but not all that bright. Men are like bank accounts. Without a lot of money, they don't generate much interest. Men are like high heels. They're easy to walk on once you get th

Life
I Love You Baby girl.. Current mood: depressed Category: sad Life Sandi I hope someday you can read this and know how much I love you.. Perhaps you will be mad at me 4 talking to Mom and Dad...I did it because we love you..I love you.. We are desperate to help you annd it was the only way..If I had 2 do it again and choose between you getting mad 4 a while or trying 2 help the Dr's and you parents save your life..If I had to I would do the same thing all over.. From the moment we met we bonded.. you have been my BFF, my love, my sanity 4 2+yrs now.. I wish I had been more available these last few weeks..perhaps we would be on the phone now or online or exchanging gifts.. Instaead I'm writtting this..trying to ease the pain in my heart.. It's not helping... I look at your pictures, comments, messages, everything reminds me of you.. I call the house everyday to check on you...I talk 2 your mom or dad 4 awhile then I hang up and cry I hope Don had nothing t

Life Is More Fun With A Sense Of Humor.
December 18 is New Jersey Day, the day New Jersey officially approved the United States Constitution, and I, for one, am ready to proclaim -- I love the Garden State and all its citizenry. After two years of living in the filthy, overpriced, nose-in-the-air concrete mold growth that is New York City, I went to the Jersey Shore for the Fourth of July and had one of the best weekends of my life. I fell asleep listening to Bon Jovi and woke up listening to Bruce Springsteen (not an exaggeration, that actually happened). Everyone was so friendly and intent on showing me a good time, and had I chosen to, I could have gone the entire weekend without paying for anything. Young women and 60-year-old-men insisted on buying me drinks. So when my lease ran out, I got the hell out of Brooklyn and moved to Hoboken, New Jersey, America's number one city for singles. So it would be my honor to take a few minutes to clear up the most outrageous and offensive slander about my adopted home state.

Life
Gateway has passed. he was a fighter. but he also knew it was time to move on!! i love you, Gateway! you will always be in my heart!! i lost a grandfather 2 yrs ago on NYE with cancer n now i have a grandmother who is not going to make it another month!! neither one of them smoked and yea they use to drink a lil, but nothing horrible. i on the other hand, smoke n drink. i am not sayin my day wont come, but why do they have to be taken by summin tht never should have affected them? i kno there isnt a "real answer" to tht, i am just venting. i feel i should trade places with my grandmother, let her live some more. i kno others will say, but she has lived a good life, THTS MY POINT!! WHY TAKE IT AWAY NOW? any way i am going to stop b4 i write a novel. i know alot of people think its stupid for people to love their pets like kids. well, i have a cat that i have had for 6 yrs, his name is Gateway. a few months ago, i had to have his leg removed because of cancer. he seemed to be doing fine

Life
Hello all, Yeah I know there isn't going to be many who read this, but I am gonna type it anyway. There are those of you on my friend list that i talk to everyday and those who talk to me everyday. Then there are some of you that talk to me every once in a while. Then there are those of you who do not speak to me at all or do not leave messages and or comments. There are those of you who are just on my list for big friend numbers. If you are one of those people please remove yourself from my list. I am not trying to sound like a bitch but I want real friends. All of my real friends and those of you who consider yourselves my friends please remain on my list. Any drama makers please disappear. Anyone who doesn't want to really be my friend, just remove yourselves from my list. Once again I am not trying to be mean but I am not gonna put up with a bunch of people who r so unreal and not true friends. HELLO ALL, HERE ARE A FEW OF MY BLOGS FROM MY SPACE. YES I CAN BE A BITCH WHEN I FEEL TH

Life And Times Rants And Raves
For along time now Halloween has been my favorite holiday before that when the kids were growing up it was Christmas. This year it will be Valentines Day. Most girls are brought up with this dream, fantasy of one day meeting the perfect someone where everything just fits like it was always supposed to be. Their soul mate, their best friend above and beyond all friends, their other half, mind, body and soul. I to had that dream at one time but life took it's twists and turns and I found myself married for 13 years in a marriage that was just convenient and not really love at all. I raised the kids, cooked the meals, cleaned the house, worked full time and did it all with a smile on my face like it was all great. I was everyone's clown and I played the part well but inside I was alone. With the kids grown and gone there was nothing left to hold on to about 6 years ago on my bday it ended. I thought this was the worst birthday anyone could have and I wouldn't ever celebrate it like most p

Lifes
everyone runs around so called life as if they look for something satisfaction as u might say but in the end they end up were they started an they are satisfied because the fact of the matter is human potential tests itsself without any help because of the will to do something and when u act apon this will u acheive satisfaction

Life Upon The Sea!!
THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND! Hello everyone!! I just want to say thank you for being my friend. I'm flying out tomorrow morning, staying overnight in Mobile and joining the ship on Monday. The first day will be extremely hectic ... touring the ship, safety classes, customs, immigration, and crew sign on. After that I will be in rehearsals until Feb. 10 and I have no idea how much free time we will get over the next month. I will miss you all and I will pop in every now and then to say hello. The six months after rehearsal will be a lot easier and I should be able to get on more often. Until then Stay safe and keep on making life fun!! MEXICO HERE I COME!!! YAY!!! HTML Generator Be sure to check out the video or just enjoy the song as you as you check out the rest of the page!! :) There are many jobs that are self explanatory. I'm sure everyone knows what a dishwasher is and can figure out what a pastry chef does. Then you have those jobs th

Life On A Daily Bases
Never argue with an idiot. The people watching might not know the difference. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger on the escape key. When you're laying in bed at night looking up at the stars, don't panic when you suddenly wonder "Where the Hell is the ceiling?!" Remember, when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown. BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and SMACK the asshole upside the head. The statistics on sanity are that one out of every four people is suffering from some sort of mental illness. Think of your three best friends -- if they're okay, then it's you. Just remember........if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some just don't have film. Some people are like Slinkies . . . not really good for anything, but you still can't help but giggle when you see one tumble down the stairs.

Life
I wanted to game Friday and Saturday nights but that kinda got chopped and screwed. I was horribly irritated and not because of the reason everyone thinks, it’s because of the disrespect of asking someone about gaming for 2 weeks straight and then when we get ready to game NO ONE was into it. Everyone was into something else. Ok so I’m pissed within the first five minutes of gaming. My boyfriend and I were completely clueless; we were there to have fun and to game. Well we’re sitting there and one of my “best friend” is talking about a dream she had about 5 guys and 3 girls, one of the guys happened to be my boyfriend, nothing to do with me, and had his x in it. Well we are gaming, get going about 5 minutes, I run to the restroom come out and my bf’s x is there. So I get pissed. We tried to finish gaming, but everyone’s attention was on her and this dream my “best friend” had. Reason I say “best friend” the way I am is because she was the one that invited her over

Life
Somehow when the system went down today, more than just your shoutbox and bar tab were reset. It seems that even though your picture ratings have stayed the same and NOT reset, ALL of the people who have rated your pictures are able to re-rate them, and you get full credit for the second rate. That means that you can also re-rate ANY picture that you had rated prior to the reset this morning... So go back and re-rate your friends, and maybe they will do the same... EVERYBODY WINS!!!!! -- We ALL get credit for the rates we receive, as well as the rates we give SO MAKE IT HAPPEN PEOPLE!!!!!!

Life N Things
I have been on Fubar for awhile and have made some of the best friends and meant the man of my Dreams, but for the past few weeks Fubar has not been good to me and i need to find out why and why me, I always showed respect to everyone and never been anybody but me Lisa I want to wish everyone a very MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR love always Lisa

Life
Ok I am a pretty laid back, open minded girl but I am getting tired of all the same BS every day so, I only ask that you please 1 - Don't send me messages that just say "hi" or "whats up" or "you're hot" or "i want to fuck you" etc. 3- No I don't want to give you my phone number 4- Don't send me pix of your dick. 5- Don't ask me to email you or text you nude or x-rated pix of myself. 6- Don't ask if you can get with me because it ain't happenin. If you don't do any of the above, then I will most likely respond to you & if by some chance

Life
When you have quiet a bit of history with someone and about eighty percent of it is bad; why do you think about it so fucking much? I know there are alot of us out there that know the entire situation is wrong but I guess the out come we are looking for may seem that it may follow through. But in the back of our minds way deep down we know that we are just lying to ourselves. Then the questions arise: when is enough, enough?, what is it going to take to realize what the real reality is? You can ask yourself those questions over and over but is thier ever an answer? That certain someone knows how to get in your head and keep you thier and every word that comes out of thier mouth is truthful to you but bullshit to everyone else. So like a dumb ass you stay, you sleep, you buy, you basically do whatever it is they desire but it's gone in an instant and you feel like shit! Then when you actually know your tired of it and just totally loose contact right when your on the right track, they c

Life
Old Age, I decided, is a gift I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body, the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror (who looks like my mother/father!), but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, but looks so avante garde on my patio. I am entitled to a treat, to be messy, to be extravagant. I have seen too many dear friends leave this world too soon; before they understood the great freedom that comes with aging.

Life
There are moments in your life that make you and sets the course of who your're going to be. Sometimes they're little, suitable moments. Sometimes, they're big moments you never saw coming. No one asks for their life to change, but it does. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who are are....

Life In General
So once we made it to the residence we went in and got a parking pass for my car, cuz we didn't know how long I was going to have to hang around till the storm let up. We went up to Scottys room and tried to order pizza but the guy on the phone said they werent delivering. Which was a lie since we seen a delivery guy downstairs when we came in...lol So we headed downstairs to find some food, there is a subway but it looked closed. So we ended up spending like over $20 on junk food, well not all junk, we got a frozen pizza and a small mac and cheese for me. We headed up to the room and we broke the pizza in half and cooked it in the toaster oven... Yum yum! As time passed we hung out and ate our junk food, and tried to get Megan a cab home. We kept getting the wrong cab company and haveing to try again and again. Eventually we were calling it and I got through on my phone, and she had a cab on the way. It came fairly quick too. It was getting late so Scott and I headed up to his r

Life Sucks
Ask yourself: If you are an absolute honest person, how are you supposed to survive being yourself in this dishonest world? It seems to be my experience that the more honest you are, the more burnt and taken advantage of you get!! There are three different results that I can think of right now: 1.) Keep being yourself (the only way you know to be) and continue to get beat down. 2.) Get the hint and learn to be something you're not in order to survive. 3.) Become an introvert, not trust anybody,be paranoid of people, and lose you mind.....give up!!! I will never understand this world and the cruel people in it.

Life
Sometimes in life, the person you want to be with the most is the person you are better off without. There are some walls you can walk through and some walls you can not. Recently, I have been catching myself walking through walls I can not walk through. Sometimes to live a better life, you have to unpack your wants and needs (including people) and only pack who and what you really need in your life to survive and to be happy. And the hardest is to leave the rest be hide.

Life And Times
16 hours at work and I'm so tired. Someone tell me why we do this to ourselves? Well this is my first couple hours here, so please excuse my dull profile. Give me a few days to learn my way around, and in no time I'll have the hang of it. LOL To all you that come to visit. I will get back to you I promise. In the mean time, I'll go to a corner and try and figure this site out. xx all

Life In My Town
Do people ever stop and think,.. when they open their mouth to speak, that gossip can tear a heart apart, and make the soul grow weak? Vicious lies about a friend, spoken behind their back, could affect the very life they live, all because of their attack. Families could be torn apart, ones that were solid like a rock, lies could hurt the children, cause the truth was never sought. Kind words are slow to travel, to bad that's not the case with lies, like a fire caught up in a windstorm, they could take forever to die. How do you convince your lover, or even a life long friend, that the stories they've heard of you no substance do they lend? Many family's hopes and dreams have come crashing to the ground, on account of vicious gossip, when the truth was never found. So when you speak about someone else, make sure you get it straight, don't even say cutting words. THE TRUTH SHOULD NEVER BE LATE!* *Those of you that are this way know who you are

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Wow so just cause I had some experiments with black guys I get shut down by guys on this damn fucking website....seriously guys it's a fuckin site don't get to thinking your going to marry someone off of here or get something serious...it may happen that it can but who knows.. plus WHY IS IT THAT IT'S ILLEGAL FOR A WHITE GIRL TO FUCKING LIKE BLACK GUYS IN A WHITE MAN'S EYES? seriously but it's okay for everyone and their mama's to be sluts and whores... just irritates me sorry had to get it off my chest *~* me *~*

Life
i am done being made to take the responsibility of others stupidity. not a day goes by i am stuck being left out of the loop of those around me and then when told something at that last minute its my fault for not keeping in touch or asking questions when i am not even included in others thoughts or ideas and what not.

Life In Savannah
Dear Billy, I just got back home from telling you goodbye. I heard the stories as to what happened and it passes through my mind. I wish no one had told me the details, but listened to Kenny cause he needed to talk. And you are no longer there for him to go to. I know he will be there for the boys, he can not take your place by no means, but he can support them the way you would want him to. You had your demon, and it seem to never let you go. But that demon is no longer there, God has taken him off for good. I love you so much Billy. The way you could always make a person laugh, the way you were always ready to give a hug to some one if you thought they need it, and the way you were quick to stand up for your family. You never denied who you were and never lied about the things that you did. if you did it, you were man enough to say you did it. Aside from that demon, you were a great man, and we all know it. You are with God now, and he is keeping you safe. He took yo

Life As A Sub
I was just wondering if there is any other uncollared subs out there. My Master gave me the task of finding an female sub for another Master. If you are an uncollared sub, please hit me up and let me know if you would like a Master.

Life Update
Will hopefully know later today or tomorrow if house has sold. The past two weeks have been especially hard on me. Listing my home for the past nearly 30 years because we lost it, ending a marriage of nearly 30 years(been together over 30 1/2), and having the man I fell in love with stop talking to me. Packing up and tossing 30 years of things accumulated with love because the love is gone on both our parts, is harder than I expected. With no help from my children its as if they either can't wait for me to be gone or are hoping it isn't going to happen, makes it even harder. To lose a blossoming love just was the kicker that has me even in more of a funk. We used to talk for hours and its now been over a week since he told me goodbye because he thinks this is what is best for me is killing me. There are days I don't even want to go on.

Life 4 Days Of The Week ..
The Corrections Officer's Creed Current mood: cold The Corrections Officer's Creed I walk through the gate of wrought iron, under arbors of razor wire. The clanging shut of all the gates, is the start of my day. Wondering some where deep in my mind if I will walk out the same way. Voices raised in anger, are the first words of my day, garbage flying down from the tiers reign upon my head. Words of hate and ridicule are their daily song. Why you here boss man? What did you do wrong? Not a blessed thing Human rights are a funny thing, guaranteed to us at birth. But as a guard within these walls, I am sorely hurt, I am spit upon, and cursed out loud. Have urine thrown upon me. All of this is by the ones, the government says should not be free. I guard the lowest of earth's scum, the guilty and the judged. Who have more rights than me. I spend my life as a free man, yet behind these walls of concrete and steel is where I am condemned to be. And all for the simple reason the inmates

Life Before Computers
A Poem by an Old Timer A computer was something on TV From a science fiction show of note. A window was something you hated to clean.... And ram was the cousin of a goat..... Meg was the name of my girlfriend And gig was a job for the nights Now they all mean different things And that really mega bytes An application was for employment A program was a TV show A cursor used profanity A keyboard was a piano Memory was something that you lost with age, A CD was a bank account And if you had a 3 " floppy You hoped nobody found out Compress was something you did to the garbage, Not something you did to a file And if you unzipped anything in public You'd be in jail for a while Log on was adding wood to the fire Hard drive was a long trip on the road A mouse pad was where a mouse lived And a backup happened to your commode Cut you did with a pocket knife Paste you did with glue A web was a spider's home And a virus was the flu I guess I'll stick to m

Life-- Or What Lack There Of Lmao
alright, so i bombed out on an audition that i got begged into doing when i wasn't at all prepared. at first i was broken, musics the one thing ive always been good at. But i've picked myself back up. I've just come to the realization that i just can't do that screamo shite, that nu-metal crap.. i like to actually sing. So rather then wallow in self pity, I'm going to do the smart thing. I'm going to go record a demo of some of my songs and use myspace to network.. hopefully someone will respond. :D there is life after a failed audition lol Ok, so current status so angry at my boss i cant sleep, I've been loyal to this small ass company since i got the job, and i just found out a girl whos been there since august is getting a raise.. me getting one.. haha funny not fucking likely.. oh and not to mention my boss wont give me more than 3 shifts so that she has a fall back someone who has room for more hours.. so because im the most dependable employee im shorted hours so if s

Life In The Sand
Do ppl really care that I am out in the sandbox... or has everyone just gave up on us out here .... The Truth is that it is the hardest thing in life to be out here and see great ppl leave this world to soon... But Like i always say at least they went with god... And rember All gave some but Some Gave All How do ppl really know what we feel out here... When the news never really talks to anyone but the big guys.... But it is all good... Soon everyone will be happy when we all come home

Life With Unblind Eyes
You say that you love me But you are not sure For you even doubt your own feelings From within your Heart and Soul You live in this world Letting your mind control Over your Heart and Soul Not truly living at all it seems The very mind you have Can lie to you all the while Unlike that Heart and Soul Hidden deep within your very being Come and see what I mean To live with your Heart and not your mind To truly be free and blessed Within this world and realm Granted living as I do now May cause you some heartache and pain But in living life this way You are no longer clouded and blind Open up your Heart Let it see past your mind Threw renewed eyes and light To the purest joys of the night Rejoice in this new found happiness For that is what it is and will become A life with out anymore lies A life to live to the fullest of times.

Life!
Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York " in Arabic. You gotta love Robin Williams......Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good 'ole' boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea , the Middle East , and the Philippines . They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens ha ve 90 days to get their affair

Life
I used to sit at the edge of darkness, wondering what it held. Now it envelopes my every move. Day by day it pushes on every side of me. It wants to take me away but I won’t let it, I fight back. The fighting gets harder with every tick of the clock. The people, the love are all gone yet the darkness stays. It is becoming my blanket, my security, it will not leave me. The tears open the way for the darkness to grow stronger. It is too powerful to fight alone, yet I bring it upon myself, I choose to be alone, to suffer and to let it win. I want to fight but it is becoming to hard. The heart and soul have been torn to pieces, the mind, the body are no longer awake. The death of all parts is the punishment of love. To care, to give, is to die alone. The fleeting feeling of happines is doomed to the agony of lonlyness. The heart bears the burden of loss while the mind searches for the answers. There are no answers for the mind and in truth all love is lost for the heart. Life

Life
My exhusband and I have been friends since we split up aout 7 years ago. For the most part it has been amicable which is great since we have a daughter together. During the first four years of our split she lived soley with me and occasionally saw her father (no child support, occasionally he would pay for school lunches). A little over three years ago I moved in with him temorarily to help both of us get on our feet. we were not back together, at the time I was actually dating someone else. Anyway, when I moved out we gave my daughter the option to stay there so she could continue going to the same school or to move with me. She chose to stay there. Over the past 3 years I have seen her tons with the exception of the last year. Now everytime I call or try to stop by to pick her up she is never home. My ex has been letting her just run the streets. He never tells me where she is so I can pick her up from there. So a couple of weeks ago her and some friends of hers trashed a vacant hous

Life
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home wi

Life In General
I posted a mumm today and have received MANY votes and comments on it. And I have to say that several of the comments from the guys impressed me! Gee... why can't you all be around here instead of all over the US? Not meaning A THING bad about it, but some of the guys gave advice and left comments that sounded like my 'sensible minded' friends. Stop and think shit. Maturity and all. I know, not all guys and men are like that in the world, but it's nice to find out that PERFECT STRANGERS are level headed out there. One even suggested something that I hadn't thought about that I am going to do. And it solves the whole situation, too. So this is ME - - giving PROPS where PROPS are DUE! Hats off to you guys out there for showing me, and anyone reading my mumm that there are GENTLEMEN left in this world!!! Well, it's been one hell of a week for the last seven days to say the least. Just about everything I touched turned to ashes instead of gold, lol. But I think I may finally be on an upsw

Life
You have to take the good with the bad Smile when you’re sad Love what you’ve got And remember what you had…. Always forgive but never forget, Learn from your mistakes But never regret People change Things go wrong Just remember Life goes on!!

Life's A Mess
OK as some of you know we lost our house thanks to my husbands recent jobs. Its on the market and been spending a lot of time on house and djing as we've lost a lot of djs :(. If I haven't been showing y'all the love u deserve I apologize. Just doesn't seem to be enough time during the day and I can only stay awake so long. Trying to keep up with comments and friend requests is about all I'm managing. Some days I'm lucky and can actually post comments b4 I receive them this week will be spending a lot of time sorting through not only the stuff for moving sale but getting stuff onto ebay in the hopes of making some real money, in the hopes of doing some work on the house and maybe upping the price on the house or enough to JUST get it sold. My brain can only handle so much and I guess at the moment its on overload. So IF I ignore you or don't show the love I know you deserve please forgive me

Life
Was admitted yesterday to st joe's hospital room 1501 will be having surgery i broke my c1 which is putting pressure on the base of my brain and i have a severe spinal compression and i'm not to move even coughing could paralyze me surgery will today. My surgery went well, I have my whole neck fused. I had busted open the origianl fix in my neck and the screw came withing 1.6millimeters of severing my spinal cord. I do finally have freelings in my arms and legs. and I feel 110% better than I did when I first got here. I do know who wrecked me whihc was a stalker of mine, he is one of the reasons I got myself the gun. anyway thank you all for thinking of me. had C1 to C6 fused and repair of my spinal cord that came within a 1.6 millimeter from severing on my original cage that was in my neck that blew apart during the accident

Life
i have two different families now and it seems like my new found family loves me more than my own and i dont know why. my real mother never calls me anymore and neither does my youngest sister. but my other family will do whatever they can to help me and my kids even though they dont really have to. i need help and advice

Life Isn't Just Pink Fuzzy Bunnies.
I found out today that my assistant manager wasn't going to be in for two weeks today. That means that 3 girls get to pick up all of her hours. Isn't that fun? She is retarded, she doesn't do anything all day, everyone picks up her shifts because she is always "sick". She doesn't do anything all day, she smokes too much, and she's a bitch. Our manager is so pissed, I hope the ASS. Manager gets fired. Hate and war, Alicia.

Life In General
So, it is friday night, as I sit here alone I am thinking to myself, RACING SEASON STARTS this weekend! I am so excited! I can't wait. I am interested in doing some fantasy racing but I don't know. I have been looking at the nascar site. Is there any other ones out there? Any cool ones that you can win big on? I am very interested in this. So if anyone has any answers, please fill me in! Anyways, It is 11:30 at night ona friday, nothing exciting happening besides some homework! What an exciting life I lead! well, I watched the game last night. Wasn't really rooting for anyone because my team wasn't in it. But I did watch for the commercials. My favorite?? The SoBe water one. With the lizards dancing to Thriller. It was the cutest by far. I was kind of disappointed with the commercials. They aren't as good as I remembered before. Maybe it is just me. Maybe the advitiers can't afford the make awesome commercials when they are paying 2.7 million for air space alone.

Life#4
Life is a world of wonders life is sandy life is lonely life can also be full of different activities. life is caring life is hatred life is always full of mysteries life is full love life is full of up and downs life is mischief life is entertaining life is curious lifeis full of uderstanding life is hope life is sometimes full of hopelessness life is full of different crimes like stealing, killing.. well life is always interesting LOVE YOU ALL!!

Life
Im hoping to make this a better year! My life is finally goin in a better direction. I have a wonderful son whom i share with my soon 2 be exhusband. And Im datin well actually living with a wonderful guy who is also my best friend! And we r in the middle of making plans to better our life together.

Life's Path
Life is nothing more than our path to death, We are born to walk with each breath, To enjoy our walk is up to us alone, Through us the truth is always known, Beauty, ugliness, and all we see, This in truth is our legacy, To close our eyes as we take this walk, To never take the time to hear or talk, These are things we must not do, For this path we take is our legacy true, To share that which we observe and learn, These are things for which we all yearn! This is my take on life I hope I didn't offend anyone.

Life After Tim
well it has been 9 1/2 months since unholy passed away and it feels like yesterday but it feels like forever ago...if you can understand what i mean sometimes it doesn't feel real and sometimes i am holding him in my arms and hes dying all over agian everyone says things will get better and i guess inevitabley some things have, i no longer cry when i go grocery shopping. i can go to a flea market without completely loosing it..not the ones we went to.. i havent tried that yet but 1 none the less. we use to go every weekend almost and at least once a month he would buy me a new rebel flag shirt well i havent had a new shirt in over a year now and though i love those shirts its not the shirts that boother mne its the fact that he knew i wouldnt buy it for my self i would say i was going to then say forgewt it get you or the kids something but he would make me pick some out..i wear those shirts almost every day..those things are falling apart but its my way to be close to him.. i know

Life Experiences... 106 Outta 140
Level 1: ( ) Had an asthma attack (x) Smoked A Cigarette (x) Smoked A Cigar (x) Smoked Weed (x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex (x) Drank Alcohol (x) is/has been In Love (x) Been Dumped ( ) Been Fired (x) Been In A Fist Fight (x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House total so far: 9 Level 2: (x) Ever Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back (x) Been Arrested/Seen Someone You Know Get Arrested (x) Made Out With A Stranger (x) Gone Out On A Blind Date (x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (x) Skipped School ( ) Slept With A Co-worker (x) Seen Someone / Something Die total so far: 16 Level 3: () Been On A Plane (x) Thrown Up From Drinking (x) Eaten Sushi ( ) Been Snowboarding (x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace (x) Been Mosh Pitting (x) Taken Pain Killers (x) Love(d)or Lust(d) Someone Who You Can't Have (x) Been in a BAD relationship total so far: 23 Level 4: (x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By ( ) Made A Snow Angel ( ) Had A

Life
I've been very happy this past week. I'm now starting to date someone I've known for quite awhile. It's been one of those things that you did not know the person you were looking for was right in front of you. We've been friends for awhile now, and though I was always attracted to him, I never looked at him like that because one, he was in a relationship for quite awhile, and two, we're friends with all the same friends. Right now we're seeing where things will go, and we are starting to tell everyone slowly, but so far we have gotten great responses, and of course, shock. Anyway, that's where things are with me right now. Have you ever had a moment where you just wished that the world would swallow you up and you could disappear? Well, that happened to me today. On my break I was being teased by someone I was with back in January. He was being his normal smart ass self, and making me blush rather badly, just because he knows me, and can read my mind (damn him). Well, low an

A Life Lost
A battle waged. A war fought valiantly, yet still lost. What is this life? Why must she pay this cost? Questions without answers, not even a whisper in reply. Why must evil survive, when the truly good must die? Anger boils up inside me. Hatred begins to grow. Hatred for the disease, and for the things I do not know. Anger at the powers that, allow her to suffer so. Anger because I can't save her, and I cannot let her go. Prayers go unanswered, and leave me feeling hollow. Why won't he save his child? It's a bitter pill to swallow! It's not for me to question, or to know the reasons why. His motives are a mystery, yet I still have to try! Angels are taken for granted every second of the day. The one sent to me, I treasure. I beg him to let her stay! Our life is but an instant, in the broader spectrum of time. Hold on to every minute, to regret is an unforgivable crime. I value every time I hear her voice, every word she speaks. I fight along beside her,

Life
I only 389,743 Points to go to fu king and am in 2 auction. I be nic to get some help and some rate from people. I come to ur page and rate u and some i rated all ur page. Is hard to come to my page and give me love leave coment and rates. Hell do that and returne love. Just help me level instead haveing to buy rate and still not getting them by people i own. ther are few that have keep ther word and there alot who have not The past 24 hour has been hell. First Essie hung up on me. I was trying to talk about the auction i was running since at work. Then call her later on when told me and her sister talk to me like nothing and no body. Then while at work I was stock, Co manger Robert and Ast protion Mike cam over yelled at for working asking me y doing i working. Top of about lose someone like and want to be with. Then today i wash my mp3 player and got yelled at my step dad. It was pure t hell at wor today. I not sure what going on in my life. Wish i had friend to turn to for he

Life....
If you're going to read this, at least have the decency to read the whole thing... I'm posting a new blog, my first one like this one will be bitter, yet this one will be my first mumm too. Anyways, I've realized a long time ago that people are lying, conniving, rude, and stupid degenerates. We've actually gotten to the point where we'll murder someone for their shoes but leave the wallet, or kill them because they offended us in the littlest ways but we've had a really bad day so that makes it ok... I still can't understand how some of these incompetent morons got their driving license. Nobody cares about anyone anymore, it's all survival of the fittest. Nobody cares about helping anyone like they used to anymore, it's all about making money, and there's never enough in our wasted space of head we call a brain to be satisfied with. Marriage is basically like the newer version of dating to these preteen idiots. long term relationships weren't enough so we actually had to upgrade it? co

~life~
Noone ever said life was going to be so hard sometimes i wish there was a whay that you could be warnd by more then just your parents b/c all they ever tell you is not to do it they been there they know hen they tell you if you wont to do something come to us but then if you do they say no no thats not possible parents are someone that are suost to trust you, you would think that when something come up that has been said for excample you are on drugs but no insted they belive your sicottic ex-feoncia who never really gave you your own space wonted to be attached at the hip but gets mad when you wont to go see your friends then the other part of the family gets inalved because you have a dad that likes to go run and tell your grandmother everything and they belive anything that she is told y your dad and in the end you lose the one thing that is supposed to mean the most to them you lose the respect for them that they have told you, you were supposed to have for them What about the

Life Sucks
i just wanted to let everyone know i will not be on for a little while my mom passed away on sunday and i am not in a real good state of mind right now.if i am on and dont answer you im sorry my mind keeps going back to me finding her in bed dead. i wish i could get the picture out of my head and i cant and dont know what to do if any one has any suggestions please let me know.

Life Of A Trucker
Well, we got a load and we're heading to California. I am sure there are a lot of people on here from Cali, so I hope you don't think this wrong, but I don't enjoy going out west much. Mainly because we get out there, and then stuck for a few days. Right now we are in Wichita Falls, TX. for the night, and plan to head to Milan, NM. by Friday night. Not much else going on, hope everyone had a great Valentines day. Charles My wife, and I are stuck here in Paris, TX., sitting here waiting to get a load. We got unloaded yesterday morning, and we have been sitting since then. We found some WiFi to use down the street from the truck stop. Sitting between a Subway, and a Days Inn, both of which offer WiFi. We can't wait to get rolling again, when the wheels are not rolling, then no money is being made. I am still trying to learn everything on this site, but it's taking time. Well, nuff for now! Charles

Life
Forgiveness Everyone has always told me I have to forgive people in my past and let go to be able to get on with my live and have healthy happy relationships. how do you do that? how do you forgive someone who always let you down. who constantly berated you and put you down. who never protected you from the outside world. someone who was supposed to love you unconditionally and never did. I did everything they ever asked of me., either to please them, hoping it would make them love me just a little, or out of fear. but it never was good enough. so I left, with anger, bitterness, and hatred in my heart for them, the little girl in me wishing them a lonely old live full of pain, planning on never seeing them again. Four weeks ago my Daddy passed away, and I was had to face my mother again. I went with expectations I shouldn't have had. Hoping for answers I know now I will never get. Even though my mother is in a convalescent home having suffered possibly dozens of strokes, has lim

Life
Isn't it funny how someone can walk into your life and there is such a connection that it feels like they have always been there, by your side and in your heart? A friendship, that no matter the distance between you, strongly holds to hearts as close as can be. I had this kind of friendship before and it was cruelly taken away by fate. Never did I think that it was possible to share that connection with another person, but now I have that again with not one but two people, the man I am to marry and also my best friend. They both mean the world to me and I can't imagine ever being without them. First off let me just say that I know that life isn't fair and that it isn't supposed to be however there is no way in this world that one person is supposed to endure so much pain. I am loosing/have lost another person that I have held near and dear to me to Heaven. Now whether or not this place actually exists is a topic for another day but for my purposes at this very moment it does. It doe

Life
i have met some amazing people on this site. i have become frineds with alot of people from all over. there are a few (they know who they are) that are very special. i will always be there for them no matter what. i am always true to my friends i hold dear and i will never leave them when they need me. and i know they will be there when i need them. i am a shoulder to cry on, a joke to make you laugh, and a cheerfull coment to make you smile, and a friend when you just need a friend. i am never far away and im always going to be there when you need me. i know people dont think it is my fault. i know in mind that i am part of it. i am causing confusion im someones mind. i know they say im not but i know i am. its hard to explian why or how. i have been down this road before and know the feeling i get from it. i wish i knew how to stop them or make them better. but i can only say that i am sorry if i seem to be making things harder.. im sorry.

Life After Death
They say that there are seven natural wonders In this world, But then they have not been blessed with you in their life. They say that angels only exist in Heaven, And can only reside above, But they have not been gifted with your presence. To travel to the ends of the earth, Will not be too far, To have a moment in your arms. To travel to where the four winds would blow, Will not be too far To look into your eyes. To travel to the depths of hell, Will not be too perilous to venture To be with you and show you the love That has come to me since you. They say there are only seven wonders, But they would know that's not true Because on this earth, there is an angel, You are that angel, and your are a wonder That would be a blessing to any man, And I have seen the eighth wonder, And I am blessed by knowing you And I am a man that will hold this discovery to himself, And share the wonder with the world By shouting from the mountain tops At the end of the earth whe

Life And Your Love
Life is hard life is painful but life is also love when you have love in your life you have something to live for something to cherish and something that will always be there for you when u are down and out and it feels like walls are closing in on you. But when u go through life and there is no love u have nothing to live for but wishing that u can love and somebody would love you back.

Life In Tennessee
This is going to be a random blog, but I NEED to get this off my chest. Around here in Tennessee, people pratically go to charm school once they pop from their mama. Well, recently, I found out that even here in the Pretty South, not everything is sunflowers and Sweet Tea. I was dating someone for a few months, and that wasn't so bad. But a few years later, we're still talking. Well, I still have feelings for this person, but he knows this. I flat out told him, but what makes him a jerk? He made it out that he still has feelings for me, and gives me lockets and jewelery and bracelets and all this stuff. But...then he turns around and finds this girl ((who's name will not be released. Only one person on Fubar knows who it is, and that's my friend Subby Bitch)) and he starts to take her to dinners, and she always texts him and always calls, and they're always around each other anymore. And Im personally to my whits end. Well, I jokingly, yet not ((though he didn't pick up on the hint

Life
Anythinguwant There is always bad in life u gotta take the bad with the good or life will never be good hope u guys take this to heart cause there aint noone like u so be who u r and fuck anyone who dont like it Love to all Fubarians

Life Worth Not Living
I no longer feel human. I see beauty, greed, hate, love, anger, but I can never see me. I went to the hospital today to see a girl I work with and her baby she had on the 15th. He's a cute baby boy, but it hurt me so much on the inside. I want my own family, well first I need a MAN !! I am sick of finding a guy I like and find out, hey HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND or HEY HE'S MARRIED. I thought my ex-boyfriends loved, boy was I mistaken BIG TIME !! They only wanted me for sex, a place to stay, my very little money, and my vehicle. I have been single for three years, I should say my whole life since my ex-boyfriends never loved me, I thought I was doing myself a favor by being single. Then I see all these newborns, lovers, old married couples, newly weds. I get tore up inside. What am I doing wrong ?? I never show myself as being desperate, I act natural. I will never change who I am to find a guy, if a guy can't love me for who I am he's not worth my time. Out of the mist flies a beautiful butt

Lifestyles
Ok a New year and new goals. It wasn't long ago, or maybe it was. When I had DDP (Diamond Dallas page) on the show. He talked about this great revolutionary thing called YRG (Yoga for Regular Guys) and he was talking how this low impact thing was being used by people like Kurt Angle, NFL Football guys, Lee Marshall and many others. I thought yeah but most of them guys are already Athletes. What about someone like me? He sent me the stuff but I was already on a diet and thought I am doing fairly well on my own, so I put it away. I lost a total of 80 pounds on my diet. Well as all diets go, I got stressed and put on about 30. so December 31st 2007 I put my Diet back in action and lost 15 at this point. Then I got an email from DDP about something amazing on his site. Being the curious fellow that I am I went to investigate. Then it hit me as my jaw hit the floor that this YRG has something to it. You need to watch this video Here we have a guy who is 5'8 and 297 pounds

Life And Death
Good Morning all.... Well, last night at work was one of the toughest that a nurse has to face. We had a patient whose health was declining for about 5 days. She lived a good life though, she was 100 years old. It was a very difficult night to say the least. It was my first work realted death. No one ever prepares or teaches you how to deal with this when you are training to be a nurse. No one tells you how best to deal with the patient or the family or your peers for that matter. The lonliness I felt for this woman was almost overwhelming. I notified family, but suprisingly no one wanted to come and be with her in her final moments. So, who does that leave....ME. I stayed with this woman all night and made her as comfortable as possible. Really, how comfortable can you make one who is facing death? Better yet, how comfortable can you be when faced with taking care and providing comfort to the dying? Lets just say that I made it through. The crying came as i watched h

Life
Betrayal comes in all shapes and sizes. It is not measured by the person doing the betraying but by the one recieving it. If you are the person on the recieving end of this, at first there is shock, then comes the sting. The strange thing is that no matter when you find out about it, whether it be the same day, next month , or 10 years down the road the result is still the same. You are crushed. How could this person that I believed in and trusted do this to me is usually the question that comes to mind. Or even how could I have not seen? The most important thing to remember in this situation (as hard as it is when you are faced with it sometimes) is that the problem is theirs and not yours. The betrayer needs to carry that cross. It is not our burden to bare. We need to pick up the pieces and put it behind us and chalk it up to a learning experience. W.Redwing Copyright 1-22-2008

~life- The Cab Ride~
When I arrived at 2:30 a.m, the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, and then drive away. But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets. There were no clocks on the walls, no knic

Life
21 Relationship Questions You opened it now do it, honestly! 1) Are you single, taken or crushing? single and crushing 2) Are you happy with where you are?kinda 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?not anymore4)Have u ever had ur heart broken? yes 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? nope 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? yes i have 7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person? yeah 8) Do you want kids? I have them 9) How many? 2 1 boy and 1 girl 10) Would you consider adoption? maybe 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to tell you? not sure 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? sometimes 13) Do you want someone you can't have? Oh yes 14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? yes 15) Do you believe in celebrating anniverseries?yes 16) Do you believe that you can change someone?No 17) Do you have feelings for someone right now?yes 18) Do you still have fee

Life
IF I HAD MORE PEOPLE TO JOIN MY LOUNG THEN LOOKING AT MY NSFW PICTUERS MY LOUNG WOULD BE SOMETHING ELES stop asking me to see my nsfw if you don't want o rate some of my albums you don't buy drinks you don't buy gifts you just wan't to see my ass WHAT KIND OF SITE THIS IS I STARED OUT SHOWING MY WORK NOW I'M SHOWING MY ASS.

Life's Lessons
Tonight I was playing video games in the truck stop and I kept hearing someone making noises that sounded like they were having their own one person party. I turned to look and saw a little chubby Mexican guy playing the free machine. He was hooping it up every time that his little game character did anything, including dieing. I kind of shook my head and chuckled. That's when he noticed me laughing and decided to talk to me. Long story short, in his broken English, he gave his life story to me over dinner. He had only recently became a citizen in the US. He worked 41 years of his adult life to be here legally. He told me of his struggles in Mexico, and the things he and his family had gone through to do things the right way. Some of the stories he told brought tears to my eyes. To sum it all up, and not bore you to tears, the man made me take a minute to be thankful for the life I have. I think we should all meet someone like Alejandro at least once in our life just to remind us

Life Is Like The Mist
Life is like the mist you see just as the sun's coming up in the morning. You see everything real clear when it's close up like in the present. As you try to look beyond like into the future it gets kind of hazy, and the further you try to look the more hazy it becomes. You see the dark and light shadows, and they are almost visible, but there is still that haze that blocks total view. Then there is still the light that you see in the mist like the hope of a bright tomorrow or a bright future. Then the mist starts to let up, and you get to see a glimpse farther like getting a peek at what is yet to come. And later still the mist all gone, the sun shining a little brighter, but the mist of the future is still in your mind. As you move on in life the mist slowly rising to give you the glimpse everyone looks forward to each day of our lives.

Life....
Getting my septum done today. IM EXCITED! I will be posting pics. The Deep Survey (Be completely honest or it doesn't count) [1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person? a closed mind full of hate [2] What do you do when you need to relax? um relax? [3] Why do you think there is war in the world? Religion, politics and to many people trying to control our lives and decide for us what we should do with our bodies and lives. To many people worrying about the small things we are doing and what other countries are doing. People like Bush sticking noses where they don't belong because they are greedy and brainless. [4] Do you think it's ok to sometimes tell white lies? Depends on situation [5] Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change? Change is always good [6] If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know? um tell me? [7] What are you listening to right now? Left Over Crack [8] If you won a lot

Lifeless Lives
My eyes opened, and my heart closed. My tears flow, while my body slows. My touch is firm, while my taste is bitter. My life lives, while my body dies. Where can we feel, taste, live and flow without all of the tension life may bring. We try to show how our true feelings may flow. But with All of the harm that others cause. Can always make our true hearts stop. Without any love anywheres and also without anyone to care. These tears we shed flows down our cheeks. While other people look at us as we are weak. They just have no clue. It's people like you, who are the strongest. Because at least we do release a tear or two. To releave us of our torturous pain. But they are the ones who are going insane. Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens

Lifeless Lives Ii
My eyes opened, and my heart closed. My tears flow, While my body slows. My touch is firm, While my body dies. As I lay here all alone, no one really cares. I ache for a love, that I could never truely have. You walk on by, never to be at my side. My heart has faded, never to be seen, never to be opened, and never to be touched. Copyright ©2008 Angela Nonexistant Evens

Life
I just got word that my 88 yr old granma is on the verge of death. We could keep her with us by putting her on machines, but she told us long ago that she didn't want to live like that, because that wasn't living. So now we are waiting for the end to come. I don't know if I want to go see her as she is now or remember her the way she was. A firey, fiesty lady who didn't take guff off anyone no matter who they were. Death comes to every one sooner or later. All i can do now is pray that her passing is peaceful and painless. Go with God granma. I will see you again some day.3/9/08 addendum. My grandmaother passed away last night peacefully and painlessly. She will be missed. but she is no longer in any pain and with her friends who have gone before. People are funny.just when you think you can trust them they turn around and rip out a piece of your soul. Then they laugh at you when you tell them how much it hurts. It seems that some people enjoy hurting others. Well I've let go of that h

Life & Times Of A Pokerchix
I'm a big poker player. I played poker professionally for about 5 years,but I needed a break, which is why I am in Oklahoma right now working. Playing poker for a living took all the fun out of the game. I truely think you need to be in Vegas to do this profession. I was everywhere but Vegas for awhile and had a bad run of cards for about a year. The pressure of supporting yourself playing poker is crazy. You are basically playing on scared money unless you have a bankroll that can support you in case you get a bad run. Hell I lived at the Gold Strike in Tunica, Mississippi for about 3 months off of comps. As long as you play in their poker room, they will give you free room and free food. That's all a poker player needs! I have had a tough couple of years. I'm tired. I just want to sit down at a table and relax and have fun. I have learned so much about life and people. That is one thing poker has taught me that I will never forget. Now if I could just get the opportunity to do som

Life
here I am its 3am and because I have to work grave shift at my job this week i have to stay up till morning. Being by myself late at night your mind starts to think about things. Currently on my mind is the fact that I hate having friends in the military, living 10 minutes from an air force base causes that *LOL*. Now don't get me wrong I'm thankful for what the men and women who are soldiers do for our country, but seriously I can't stand to see another friend being sent away whether it be to the desert for 6 months or Korea like one of my best friends Jason. I hate the fact that our group has to lose so many friends cause they have to be stationed somewhere else. I just wish I could snap my fingers and have the friends that moved away back here. that includes Jason, chris, bear, gavin,ansen, and dave, then we could all go to the grad and drink sunkists and long island ice teas just like the good old days, then depending on what night it was either be singing Karaoke or dancing.

Life
Just a little something I wrote a long time ago.. Missing You By Cocoa I miss you! I miss your eyes, your smile, your strong body. I miss the way you look at me with those sexy eyes. I miss your size...not too big or too small. Not too short or too tall. Just PERFECT for ME! Remember how we laid in bed and did absolutely nothing? I miss that! I miss the way that you said GOODBYE!What you dont know is that night I cried and cried. So if no one ever let you know... You're the best friend a girl could ever have... I miss you why'd you have to go?

Life
um? yea i forgot about this site for a min! well just got home from tour! so yea! what a lovely time away!! got home a few hours ago, so im too frickin tired to go out and party but i guess tomarrow is a new day! So It Looks Like My Group Psych Ward Will Be Doing Some Touring! We Got A Handful Of Shows Lined Up In April and Were Doing Two Show In Oklahoma City, One With Hometown Homies Mushroom Head and One With A Bunch Of Local Act From Oklahoma City Most Of The Dates Are Mostly Mid-West Dates and A Couple Of South Dates! So Hit Me Up and I'll let You Know If I'll Be Your Way! Oh Yea Today Was A Good Day! No Annoying Calls From The Drama Queen! I Think She Got The Point To Leave Me Alone! Its Pretty Sad When You Try To Be A Nice Guy and Get Stuck In Some Dumb Ass Drama Queens Bullshit!

Life
Well i officially had my last surgery on my leg this past Wed. and so far so good. They took about four inches of bone from my left hip and placed it on my tibia and also they placed a new plate down the length of my shin. Hopefully this will be the last one. To be honest i am sick and tired of surgeries and pain medications. At least when i take them i can't feel anything. The hip is the worst of the pain. Can't sleep well because i can only lay on my back. Even laying on my right side hurts all to hell. But i am still alive so i have to be happy for that much at least. Its been a while since i have been on here and i am so glad to be back. Missed chatting to all of you. Hope that everything has been well with you my friends and i look forward to hearing your comments and such soon. Blessed Be, athena So i recently broke up with the one person i "thought" was the One. We seemed to match on every level and everything appeared great. Sadly i was mistaken. To say that his temper is

Life Today
Well, yes the ex's wife left him Sunday. I went all week long being his shoulder to cry on...and knew that it wasn't the pain he'd caused me that he was crying about. I finally pulled it out of him last night because he was still trying to hold onto me. I couldn't handle it anymore, I couldn't be his shoulder to cry on any longer. Because of the stress he's put her under, the child she's carrying is in danger. She is now forced onto strict bed rest for the remainder of her pregnancy. Hypertension, Gestational Diabtetes, and swelling of the legs and feet. He's finally seen what he's done and what he's caused and realizes some of the pain he put me through while carrying both of our kids. He's in a lot of pain...but I can not help him through it anymore. Karma is a bitch and I am getting mine. I'm OK, hanging in here and holding my head high. I've done some things that I never should have done because I loved him. It's a hopeless cause, I know that now and will no longer

Life
Today sucked bad. First my day started off at 11:30pm when didn't got to bed til 4:40am. My mom woke me up and made me go shoping with her. We with to wal mart then to food lion. After we got home she cooked sheapard pie. After we ate i had to go with her to see my grandmaw and then to place use to leave there with my ex(ashley). Bc grandmaw selling and not letting me rent anymore. So we had to go up there meat people who going to make the yard look good. Then i came home hopeing get to talk to my gf. Ha Ha i had to go out again to see my sister. I thought that all i was going to do. When got there mom decid she had to plants sis flower so i was made to help. Then after 2 hour there i final get home. I didn't get to talk to that speal person in my life today. I miss her and love her. I hope if she read this she will call me so we can talk. She not been feeling to good. Plz call me This year i have went and spent bunch money on family. I bought my step dad new porble dvd player and His

Life Pt 1
the past year and a half has been the most trying time of my life. between loss, pain, illness, & depression, i have reached the lowest points i have ever known. in the disaster that became my life i crumbled, in the mess i have become, i've destroyed anything good that has come my way. in the darkness i have come to know, my inability to see the light has caused me to hurt many people, some of whom i cared for very much, one i loved dearly. i see now that my bitterness, my pain is slowly killing me. i cannot fix anything around me because i, myself, am broken. i was once the rock, the mountain, everyone turned to me for support for strength. i have had people devote themselves to me, love me, look to me for guidence, but i have been drained, grown weak in my despair. it has to end, now. the phoenix is a mythological bird, a legendary creature that rises from the ashes of it's own destruction. so too shall i rise from my own ashes, i will find my streng

Life
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. 'Don't forget your Sisters,' she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. 'They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do thi ngs with them. ' 'Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. 'You'll need other women. Women always do. ' What a funny piece of advice!' the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I ju

Life
Does anyone really understand life , one minute you are happy the next ur mad or upset all u can to is take it in stride and live ur life the way u want to live it can nobody really tell u how to live ur life u have to find out ur purpose in life and u can't do that if u dont try and always listening to what every one says. So how do u want to be remberd in ur life the one the gave a damn or the one that never tried. D.E.Z

Life As I Knew It!!!
Life as I knew it flew out the door the day he said it was over... Things just didn't seem to feel as if they would be okay... Well I was wrong and things have went from hell to heaven in a couple months... I've only been back in the states since November... I could never have imagined that things could change like they have... I'm happy to say that although I had an awesome life before I can't wait to get my new life in high speed...

Life Is Only What You Make It
To Whom, Well I will sure be glad when classes are over for this term. I have never had such a hard term since I went back to class. I will be lucky to even pass this term with all the stuff that I have had to deal with. All I can do is hope that next term will be better than this one.

Life Is To Short
Unbound feelings Thrust your love into my soul; make my form shake with the mountains. Intensify my every curve. Male pleasures of mine come make me urn for every breath that leaves those lips. He carries the tongue of seduction. Releasing her tightly pleasures, hands of a dance glides to her thighs. The tongue slithers to the edge of her hips Arms of strength hold the gateway to her red rose. Wings of a butterfly open to the bliss of pleasurable moans... Come to my garden touch my pedals and breathe me into your soul. Come my tender love. For, I bloom with every glow of you. Open the light let us be together. I'm treasured with torture because of my unbound love. Come and find me, give me what I urn. Life is to short... To argue.. to be stressed out... to not take care of yourself.. to worry about everything.. to let someone treat you like shit... to be with someone who doesnt appreciate you... to not strive for what you want to accomp

Life In General
Well, right now I'm siting here in sunny Texas. Its nice, but I'm starting to miss home. I miss my sister and brother in law, my niece and two nephews, and my friends. Granted I'm going to be moving to Virginia in not too long a time, but at least I would be able to spend time with them and my moving would be planned. I hadn't planned on coming down to Texas. I've been here for over three weeks now and I've been down here way too long. It took us 200.00 to get down here, but I want to have at least 250.00 to get back home on. I haven't been able to come up with the money, so hopefully I can get something figured out. I'm going insane w/o a phone and smokeage. It really sucks, but I'm trying to manage. Also, I'm in high hopes that when I move to Virginia, that the man of my dreams will feel the same way I do. I truely believe this man is my soulmate. He has always been the one I run to when things get rough. He has always been there to pick up the pieces when everything has gone wrong a

Life!!!
I have been going through alot relationship wise I have been serious with Kevin off and on for now over 6 in a half years I have loved him continously and have never giving up on him though he has left me quite a few times and right now our relationship is on the off stage yet again.I do love him and care for him and i usually dont give up on him but as of right now I think I may have to and try and move on with my life I have fought for this relationship so hard and dont seem to get the same effort from him.I want someone to love me and not give up when times are tough and he gives up and I dont get much reasoning behind it.I left things in Gods hands yet again and I feel I have to give up even for right now.I feel that if he wants to come back into my life it will be his turn to fight for me and I have to make him wait for me and not give in and let him in right away he will need to work for it really hard and get serious about it.All I want is for him to be a man and be there for hi

Life
The Death of Freedom The rights of ordinary people to speak out against an unjust war and atrocities unleashed in their name are being crushed. Fascism is at the door. Who else will fight it? by John Pilger On Christmas Eve, I dropped in on Brian Haw, whose hunched, pacing figure was just visible through the freezing fog. For four and a half years, Brian has camped in Parliament Square with a graphic display of photographs that show the terror and suffering imposed on Iraqi children by British policies. The effectiveness of his action was demonstrated last April when the Blair government banned any expression of opposition within a kilometre of parliament. The high court subsequently ruled that, because his presence preceded the ban, Brian was an exception. Day after day, night after night, season upon season, he remains a beacon, illuminating the great crime of Iraq and the cowardice of the House of Commons. As we talked, two women brought him a Christmas meal and mulle

Life
I have bled and felt the raw corners of suffering the second hand punctuating throbbing of pangs. I have skirted the heights of ecstasy believed I could hold no more joy. I have sat in stillness and felt the depths of solitude. I have cowered in fear and pleaded for safety. I have been the object of adoration and of hatred. I've felt the pride of birth and the desolation of death. I have given, without thought of recompense and taken in direst need. As I live and touch those around me and stories intermingle with my own, I am reminded of the length and breadth of the human heart and take nothing ever for granted. For those of you who show me love often, I'll be in Alabama for a week and maybe checking back in from time to time. You know who you are :) Thank you, you always make me smile. I will be back next Thursday. Have a wonderful week. Love you!

Life
life funny sometimes even when life seem good at the moment you really never know when it will change so do the best u can and hope that god haves a better plan for u thats all u really can do have u ver had a dream that ate u alive inside annd make u scream so hard that ur insides hurt from the sorrow and hate in ur dream i have nevr seen a min of peace for along time because of it my realty won't let me face the truth darkness falls all around me as well as saddiness help me find my peace once again i dream of the day that the perfect women for me takes me out of this would but that day hasn't came yet hopefully it will

Life
did you ever notice that a head shot can conceal about 50 pounds . lol. you know what im talkign about . the old " whoa .. she looked hot in her pictures" yea but did you see any pictures of her from the chest down ? uh , no i never noticed that6 . yep , there you go false adfvertising ? shrug now dont get me wrong , i am not one thats against personal expression , in fact im all for it . what i wanna talk about now is tats . i love tats . i dont have any because well , there permininet and i can honestly say that aside from air i have not found anythign that im sure i will always like . but i gotta say this : if you decide to get a tattoo dont expect me to get excited or impressed if it isnt in any way origianl . for example ....

Life In General Right Now
I'm looking at a very strong possibility of deploying overseas in support of our military mission. And i'm anxious about it, but I know it's going to be alright. I'm just frustrated to death over the complete lack of information about it, where we may be going, and what to bring. Grrrrrr

Life Little Struggle
life Current mood: complacent ok so here we go time to get things off my head, How do you know when to fight and press the issue on something and when to back off, here is my problem in life. I have a great fiancee and i would never leave her but what i am wondering is she strong enough to start this life and leave what she knows or will the family ties always bind her to them. So that leaves me wondering when is the family ties and the love you have for someone enough to decied i mean what should a person do how do you wait for someone to let you know which is more important there life with happiness or there family. A hard choice i know I mean how do you decide when to break those ties and how do you know when to take what you want and give up what you have.....The great question in life how to fight for what you want and when is enough enough. You know i never thought i would meet someone who makes me think of them all the time but in the same time what is a person willing

Life
Boy and a Girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school frombeginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew.They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had n her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home. She dialed his number, he answered, "Hello" Sh

Life
life is what u make of it and u have to live life to the fullest and dont let no one run u over make shere u r happy be for u try to make some els happy cuz at the end of your day u will all way think what if . well that what if is what u make of it and u r the only one that can make it better so pls live life happy and to the fullest

Life
As I walk through this unbeaten path of life, I shall fear nothing. For I know that I am not alone in this struggle to survive. Even though at times it may feel like there is no one around to hear my cries of aggony of pain and suffering. I know deep down in my heart there is atleast one. That will be always there no matter what. For that I must keep on going into the shadows of darkness and evil and get to that light at the end of this path. for there is something greater that is waiting for me there. So, as I sit here for the night. I think to my self. Now what is there out there that awaits me? That will make all this seem so much better. Yet, I still dont know that answer, so I must keep going for that is all i know how to do. Is keep trucking along no matter what. chase down that light at the end of lthis path. So, I can start a new path and may it be with brighter spots to lead me through it. well i just found out today that im back in school. they were able to find that loop hol

Life And Love
Well, as a lot of you know, my girlfriend, Rhonda, was moving up here to Washington. She made it here safely on May 5th, 2008. It is going to be one of my greatest memories. She called me a lot while she was one the road to get here. And then when she was close, I was on the phone with her, giving the final directions to me. Then I ran to end of the driveway and was bouncing up & down as she was driving up the street. When she parked and got out of the car, I took her in my arms and gave her the most passionate kiss and held her close to me. I am as happy as I can be now that Rhonda, the love of my life, is here with me. I will tell you all about some more of our adventures soon. Right now, all I want to do, is be with her showing her and the rest of the world how much I am truly and madly in love with her. I love you, Rhonda!!!! "It is not just the words that are said, but how they are said and why." There is several reasons I say this tonight, and I have felt it for

Life's Journey
Life’s Journey By: Deborah Boyd How can I show you Just how much I care When walls are put up With nothing to spare You’re afraid to let go Let anyone one in Afraid of being crushed And hurt from within But life is a journey One we all must take A road that will lead us No matter the fate There will be highs And there will be lows Depending on you Is how it all goes You can crawl in a shell And hide from within Or let yourself go And live life again But what ever the cause What ever the fears I will be there beside you I will always be near So take my hand Let me show you the way Give me a chance Is all you have to say

Life Is Good
Your Chemistry Test Results Self-Confidence As someone with high self-confidence, you feel quite comfortable interacting with other people. Indeed, you find the company of others very stimulating and enjoy meeting new people. Your relaxed demeanor in groups makes people around you comfortable too. Perhaps because you feel comfortable talking about yourself, others tend to enjoy being around you and perceive you as socially competent. The confidence that helps you feel comfortable talking to people also spills into your own personal beliefs about yourself. Although you have several strengths, it’s likely that you also acknowledge and accept your weaknesses. But unlike some people, you take full responsibility for your actions—you rarely regret things you’ve done in the past and are not embarrassed easily. Perhaps the defining feature that sets you apart from most people is the exceptionally high standards that you set for yourself. Your competence in social gatherings

Life The Ultimate Buzzkill
I slowly feel as if my mind is slipping away into this abyss called my life. Somehow I don’t know anymore if anything is worth all the pain I go through just to keep the sanity in my life. Somehow I manage to push those that are the most important to me away and I tend to hide in this shell of a body that doesn’t even scratch the surface of me. This is my world, can you handle me and every little thing that comes with it or will you to eventually turn and run away, never wanting to look back. I’m left alone, standing in the dark, shivering from the cold. Won’t someone help me, won’t someone lead me into the light of the world once again. I await your light, Oh beautiful one, please bring me home once again. Maybe then I will break the shell and be allowed to feel once again. D.B. Stonehause Okay I was sitting there the other day thinking about all the bad hand's I've been dealt in life, but then from somewhere something good always happens. So I guess I have been for

Life?
Question? Is it fair for a woman's husband to tell another woman that she is beautiful when he never tells her? Why is it when you Think you know someone well you find out you really do not? They make all the promises in the world.You find out the truth and your heart is ripped out or your hurt terribly. Life sometimes does not make sence. Some people do not realize that everyone has feelings. Some show it more than others. Lieing gets people no where in the end. If you know that you will not love someone till the end or you tell them that they mean the world to you and you like them and your stringing them along, shame on you. Your a lier deciever and a user. Grow UP!!!

Life
who cares aggravated does anyone really care any more or is it bull shit ? cuz i really feel like it is bullshit. it’s all about how everyone eles feels .and as long as i am there for them to lison .. doesnt anyone see that i am dieing inside or does it not matter to them as long as it isnt them . i am really confused with the love thing .. it seems to be bullshit .. right know it’s only to let someone get so close to break your heart .. never will happen to me again keith is a fucked up person and yes i hate him .. he needs to let go if he don’t love me . why keep me around to distroye me .. i am broken.. i lost everything i loved and now i have no one at all back to were i first started, i thought i was doing so well that i can open up to people ... let someone in to care and be friends with but i am back to that never ending road that i never seem to reach the end of maybe i should just give up snd quiet the fight cuz i never seem to win no matter what i do..i hate me

Life Science
From one of the social site, where they find this shit baffles me sometimes, they said this one tops the daily parade of asshats, LMAO I work as a nude house cleaner as a side job to make extra money. I received a call a couple of weeks ago by someone interested in my services claiming to have gotten my info from a friend. I’m taking on new clients right now so I decided to take the job. When I arrived at the house, I was a little nervous cause it looked old and kind of abandoned. As I walked in I was met by a large black man who escorted me into the back room to get ready. As I entered the back room I saw 4 huge men, 3 black and 1 white guy wearing ski masks and nothing else. I was grabbed and within 30 seconds I was completely naked and handcuffed to a kitchen table with one hand latched to each leg. Everything happened so fast that all I can remember is having these men rotate around me taking turns burying their cocks in my mouth and ass. I could hear the table creaking fr

Life
HEY ALL, LOVE IS A FUNNY THING. I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL. HOW CAN I HURT SO MUCH AND FEEL GREAT OTHER TIMES. I HAVE HAD MANY BOYFRIENDS EACH ONE I HAVE HAD A DIFFERENT KIND OF LOVE FOR. THE LAST REALTIONSHIP WAS GREAT THEN ENDED ON NOT SUCH GOOD TERMS, BUT I STILL LOVE HIM AND NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF HIM. HE IS STUCK IN MY HEART AND THOUGHTS. I THINK WE WERE JUST ON 2 DIFFERENT PATHS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER. MAYBE HE IS MEANT FOR ME AND WE JUST NEED TO WAIT TILL WE ARE BOTH ON THE SAME ROAD???? AFTER HIM I DONT EVEN HAVE THE DESIRE TO DATE AGAIN. WELL NOT NOW ANYWAYS. I THOUGHT HE WOULD BE THE ONE I WOULD MARRY. MAYBE HE IS. I GUESS I JUST NEED TO SLOW DOWN AND BE PATIENT AND WORK ON MYSELF FIRST. THAT IS WHY I AM MOVING I AM GOING TO WOK ON MYSELF. HE WILL KNOW HOW TO GET AHOLD OF ME WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT.. THANKS FOR READING THE RAMBLINGS OF A MIXED UP CHICK INSIDIOUS HI EVERYONE THANKS FOR STOPPING BY TO READ... I AM 28 AND CURRENTLY

Life
How can it be that you can love so much but also be hurt so bad? How can one person completely disregard another person as if they were nothing? How can a totally different person care for those they dont even know

Life
sometimes i wonder if it's gonna be alrighty, sometimes i wonder why i even care. there are days i wish would never come and times i wish i'd never wake up. i blame myself for the chaos in my life for if you look deep enough there is no other to blame. sometimes at night i can not sleep wondering if anyone care aint that a damn shame. who would really miss if i died today, the hearts that would break and the lives it might take. i remember the sayings that where once my own don't trust anyone and life a bitch and then you so don't get pissed enjoy the fucking ride. i leave you with this and nothing more, i go to bed not knowing what may happen but whatever happen i know that my sons will be alright. i love my boys, i love my wife, i love my family but hate myself the boundaries which divide life from death are at best shadowy and vague. who shall say where one ends, and the other begins.

Life's Journey
Time Passes By Days Fade Away Some Things Change But Some Are Forever Set In Stone Things Will Come People Will Leave Memories Never Fade Pain Comes And Goes Embrace Every Experience For These Are All Steps In Our Journey Called Life Written: March 27, 2008 By: June Schrader

Life
Ok so i've had a lot of bullshit going on in my life and i have finally decided that i'm going to say fuck it all and start enoying my life to the fullest. I'm done letting other ppls' wants, thoughts and feelings get in my way. I'm going to start putting myself 1st for once. I am ready to relax and have a good time and not have to be the one to worry if something is right or wrong anymore. Soooooo let's party!!!

Life Is Like A Box Of Bullshit
why is it that one minute your life can seem great and the next its nothing but SHIT. i normally dont write in these stupid blogs but whatever....here goes im so sick and tired of walking on fucking egg shells to make everyone else fucking happy. its my fucking turn to be happy. im not in the situation im in for shits and fucking giggles or just to pass the mother fucking time. im trying my damndest to do what i gotta do to be a good fucking mom, take care of my kids, work, and whatever else needs to be done. and yeah i deserve to have a fucking life too. i deserve to have fun, i deserve to have nice things, i deserve it all i deserve to have someone care about me as much as i can care about them. who cares about me right now? i have no fucking clue!!! someone enlighten me.... cause my family damn sure dont give a shit about me. And theres no **special someone** in my life. But who needs a special someone right? Who the fuck cares. Not me. Why should i need someone or l

Lifes Lessons
i am a certified nurses aid...i do both home care, private duty and nursing home... lending a simple helping hand to an elder of mine... compassion at a basic level... the simpelist of love given freely... i sit and listen to their lifes adventures... some i admire... some i feel sorry for... i realize i dont want to be one who walks around saying i wish i did this and i wish i did that.... i will...am...and shall alwyas be a person who says I DID THAT!!!! Let me start this blog with a story ...PLEASE ENDULGE ME, for i must set the stage... i joined the army in 1987... My first real assignment was to an ADA unit...{AIR DEFENSE ARTILLARY}//my MOS {JOB} was a communications specialist... a month after being assigned to this unit parts of the batallion were assigned to a field excercise that was to last for 45...IN THE FIELD... we loaded up the equipment on rail heads bound for a small town called Caliente Nevada my first night of guard duty watch

Life
well this is a bit awkward but my hubby has been reading up on women who squirt....LOL idk if thats for real though it looks like the women are peeing...LOL i have read myself it is true. Can anyone tell me if they have experienced this or tell me where i can find more info ? i mean when i cumm i cumm but idk about Squirting :) ty Peace

Life
Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind]. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of [people]. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living.

Life Lesson
DONKEY LIFE'S LESSON One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his

Life
Why do you lie... I have done nothing wrong all I want is the truth and you tell me one thing and shit goes the other way. I am done of the lies... Tried of trying to hold your hand and you wanted nothing to do with it am I that bad I guess I am. Why go on.... I have nothing to give I gave it my all just to find out I am fuckface. Now i know how much you loved me or didnt. Love you will be gone soon. Why is it when you have the chance to say something you dont. like it would of made a diffrence. When you love someone and tell them hold their hand and just be with them just for a couple hours why didnt you tell them how much you want them. Did they know or where you just dreamin.. What a day if it could go wrong it did went from one bad thing to another do I just have no luck? Can I just get a break and have a good day with out something going to shit? My respone... NO you are fucked. Why because I was a good guy who did what i had too just to get screwed over in the long run. Oh

Life
More police, safety measures planned for annual partyBy GAZETTE STAFFEMAIL COMMENTS NEWVILLE — One year after an Edgerton pedestrian was killed after a party at a Newville tavern, the Rock County Sheriff’s Department will beef up patrols for next Saturday’s annual bash. In an effort to curtail drunken driving and underage alcohol offenses, deputies will be on foot patrol in Newville, conduct youth alcohol compliance checks inside taverns and enforce laws on liquor sales to minors. Last year, pedestrian Cameron J. Kraay, 38, was struck and killed on Highway 59. Both Kraay and the driver, Jason L. Huff of Edgerton, had been at the annual Break in the Weather Party at the Anchor Inn in Newville. They attended independently of each other. In late March, Huff pleaded guilty to a felony charge of hit and run involving death. A charge of homicide by intoxicated use of a vehicle was dismissed. A sentencing hearing is scheduled for June 3. Kraay had not been drinking, ac

Life As We Know It
Yea, so im pretty bored...lookin for ppl to talk to on here..but don't really know a lot of ppl. Ya'll should stop reading my blog and talk to me in my shoutbox. fo sho. lol Hit me up so im pretty new to this stuff..not sure what im gonna talk about in my blog. I think that certain things happen for certain reasons..even tho at the moment u don't know why..it just seems like EVERYTHING works out the way it's supposed to be. Not really sure where i was goin with this..and i honestly doubt anyone will read this, so i don't know why im wasting my time.. but the thought of the day is.. "Don't disable things from happening in ur life, bc what's meant to be will always find a way, don't try to force happiness." Love ya'll, have fun getting drunkered!!! Laura Jean

Life Lessons
A blessed thing is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust uttlerly: who knows the best an the worst of us, an who loves us spite of all our faults, who will speak the honest truth to us, while the world flattens us to our face, an laughs at us behind our back: who will us counsel an encourage us in the day of the difficuly an sorrow, when the world leaves us to fight our own battles as we can! As life rolls it's waves an turns our lives. It teaches us lessons, in it's own special way. Some see the lesson an learn from it. While others loose theirselves in their sorrows. I choose to learn, to find meaning in the hidden agenda's of the Universal way. Some say life is a game to play. I have learned it is a force to reckoned with! Each chapter of life for each door that opens an each door that closes, is designed by you. You choose which way you flow. With all the doors I have opened an closed, I have become wiser

Life
I've cried and sang songs of joy. Through out my life I've been just a toy. Maybe now things will change. Or maybe my life was ment to be strange. Life is always full of fears. And I have learned how to shed my tears. So many choices; which do I make? There are so many paths; which do I take? There are many things that I have yet to learn. My mind is going in circles which way do I turn?

Life
Well, I haven't posted one of these in awhile. As some of my friends may know alot has been going on in my life. One main thing that has been on my mind is my nephew, Ayden who is turning one this week! However he has been sick most his life :(. All I am asking is for all my friends to pray for him in hopes that he can get through his illnesses and for once be a healthy baby.If anyone wants to read more about this story this is a link that tells about his illness. http://www. channel941. com/Shows/ShrinkRap/tabid/2454/Default. aspx

Life's Curve Balls
Well here I was thinking life couldn't get any worse when yet again it threw me another curveball. However, having been so close to the reaper it made me re-evaluate things and realize that no matter what happens or what life throws at us. Ultimately it's down to us whether life is good or bad. It is what we make of it. I've always been a fighter and have never given upp on anyone or anything. So I almost bought the farm, so what. I'm still here and intend to be here for a very long time to come regardless of what the docs say. Mind over matter and strength of spirit will always win the day. So come on life, throw your curve balls my way. I guarantee I'll catch them and throw them back twice as hard. Life's for living so let's partyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!

Life
It sucks having to count down the days till I will be in his arms again I miss him so bad an cannot wait till he is out!! I love the way he brushes my hair back an kisses my forehead an my eyelids an calls me beautiful. I love every touch from his fingertips an the adventure he gives me there's never a dull moment when we are together! I love that he has taken the fall for me so many times an that my name is tattooed on his arm. I love that he loves me unconditionally an knows all my secret spots an knows when I need him to kiss the pain away. I love that he shares everything he has with me even when I'm bein a mean hateful bitch he still gives into me even if I don't deserve it. I love that at night he holds me close an says he loves me even tho he doesn't realize he is doing it. I love that in the morning when he gets up an I am still asleep he gets out of bed quiet so he doesn't wake me. I love when we drive down the road an he puts his hand on my leg or holds my hand. It's amazing

Life
me and my boyfriend are getting a house together and cant wait its a 3 bedroom that means both my kids will have there own room........ my son will be 6 months old on the 12th and i cant believe it... it seems like just yesterday i had him and now im going to have another one and we are both happy..... my boyfriend has a small problem but we are working on it...... and yes we broke up for about two moths but got back together ..... all that dramas in the past and i want to live in the now and the future i cant hold silly grudges cause i am a mother and i need to grow up...... i am hoping when we get this place all the shit with this one girl will stop..... we need to be happy and we are happy when we are together and when no one is starting drama.... well im 3 moths pregnant and we want a girl and this way we have the perfect family but even if its a boy we will love it no matter what..... ok well ttfn i just became a mother in feb. of a little boy. i am very happy but it is hard his

Life
Its like this. There are many women in a mans life. Butt only a few of those are true loves. And when they go they take a peace of who you are and your Heart. A couple of those bless you with children. And when they go they take a peace of your heart and soul. And then you become an empty shell of the man you once was..! .................Depersonalized................

Life
hello everyone.... i nkow life is to short to stop lookin at beutiful things so answer a ??? for me if you have time..yes i am married but is it wrong for me to admire other ladies? mainly on line i never meet them in person....my wife says its cheatin on her but i dont feel im wrong for lookin as im just married not blind

Life
Amberalert 3yr old girl taken by a man driving a new silver truck liscense plate 72381 KEEP IT GOIN SO THEY CAN FIND HER. Dont send back You never know what life is going to throw at you next. So stop trying to be what everyone else wants you to be or what everyone else expects you to be. take in mind that you shouldn't just sit around and waste your life with people that are wasting there own... You dont achieve your dreams by talking about them. You achieve them by WANTING them bad enough to make sacrifices. At some point in your life you need to be Selfish because no matter what you are doing now.. people will always move on with their lives and you'll be wondering what happened to yours.. Theres no room for regret you just live and learn... ...At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. Thats how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines, or you can live your life crossing them. If you want someth

Lifes A Bitch
lifes a bitch,always fucking up always going bad sometimes i just want to fall in a black hole and die to never come out, never be sean again. but i guess im destend for that sort of pain to day isnt the best for me..a day ill alway hold dear... but now thats gone,,i ask when will it all end. when i fall in that black hole when i die..well im close let me tell ya...thats why lifes a bitch....

Life Is An Echo
A man and his son were walking in the forest. Suddenly the boy trips and feeling a sharp pain he screams, “Ahhhhhhh!” Surprised, he hears a voice coming from the mountain, screaming, “Ahhhhhhh!” Filled with curiosity, he screams, “Who are you?,” but the only answer he receives is, “Who are you?” This makes him angry, so he screams, “You are a coward,” and the voice answers, “You are a coward. ” He looks at his father and asks, “Dad, what is going on?” “Son,” his father replies, “Pay attention.” The father then screams, “I admire you. ” The voice answers, “I admire you. ” The father shouts, “You are wonderful”, and the voice answers, “You are wonderful. ” Then the father explains, “People call this ECHO, but truly it is LIFE

Life!!!!!!!!!!
There are a few things we all go through in our journey of life. one to which i like to think is the basis for existence, is the whole idea of right and wrong, such as what you say and do has an affect on those around you, what is safe to eat and what is not, determining whether something is dangerous or not, when to trust and when not to, etc, etc, etc. One thing i understand about life is rules. there are those nature has put in place, such as gravity, the need to eat, sleep, breathe, and so on. then there are those rules in which we TRY to govern ourselves, such as the 10 commandments, the fucking seatblet law, the helmet law when riding a motorcycle. even wearing socks on sunday in pennsylvania is a crime, probably never enforced anymore but regardless still a law. What i dont understand is why we try to restrict ourselves. Is not the basis for living to experience new and exciting adventures, to create amazing memories. Because in the end is that not all we have? you can not

Life Updates
We are getting ready here for the snowbird migration back to Colorado Springs. Between sorting and packing and playing the jams one last time and saying goodbyes to all the good people I met down here in Phoenix, I won't have a lot of time to participate online (Fu or other places.) See you all at a more energetic level when I get home (to my desktop box with GRAPHICS SOFTWARE, too. Keep watching!)

Life's A Bitch
Fingers gingerly dance Devoting promises kiss Upon fire’s canvas Patchouli oils emit Seductive whispers Curvaceous softness As lavender hues Sighs & moans echo Into the stellular sky Finding your pleasures Endless caressive muse Clandestine treasures Erogenous gates yearn Your thighs belonging Spreading your fortress Opening volcanic secrets

Life
I love the way trhings are going in my life right now, I have had nothing but good happen lately. It's great. My job is good and I ove what I do. I work six days a week and my schedule revolves around my life it is just a beautiful thing Dear, (fill in name if it applies to you) Over the last few months there have been some people that I've hurt in one way or another. I want to send my deepest apology for all that I may have done that hurt you in anyway. I have struggled through many things in my life lately and finally realized that I need to apologize to those i've hurt. I allowed my life to be affected by so many things therefore i took it out on others. I cannot allow myself to go day to day and never apologize to those I hurt. I'm sorry for my lack of good judgement and I'm truly sorry. It takes alot for me to admit that I was wrong in one way or another and by using bad judgement on my part I lost alot of things. Once again I just want to sincerely apologize for

Life
you read it right i am in an auction. Come bid on me. Please make me feel specail CLICK ON PIC TO GO AND BID. I'M WORTH IT Well at what point does life start?? Does it really ever come to that point? I have a love for walking on the edge of life. That is my way of bringin me back to life. If that makes any sense at all. Sometimes when you think life is over it takes a miracle to revive you. Do you friends hold you onto that edge. Is it god. Or is they shear hope that if you get down things will be better. To me walking on the edge is like flying as weird as that may seem. Everyone has a dream of beeing able to do abnormal things. What are yours? I love to feel free. And freedom is about the only thing we have left somedays. Im not a person who likes to tell people how i feel. Have always kept that part of me to myself. But i figured this is a start. Time to leave it on the field so to speak. Time to play the game like you got nothing left. As qouted in a good movie. Get

Life Is Beautiful
You can’t quit until you try You can’t live until you die You can’t learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can’t breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you’re the joke There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? I know some things that you don’t I’ve done things that you won’t There’s nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that

Life Without You
First of all, I love you. I never meant to be so hard and I don't think I honesty never told you I loved you. Now its too late. I feel lost in this world without you. It was suppose to be you and I to the end. I will never truly understand why you had to die that night or even comprehend the pain you were in. When did this become my life? I cant stand it without you, I know that I must go on but its feel almost unbearable. i just wanna turn to your arms but then realize that will never happen again, not in this life at least. I have become filled with hatred not understanding why you have to be gone, wishing I could have done something to help you. I honestly feel like part of me will never be same it cant be until I have you back, that reality came crashing down on me that horrible night. A day, that will haunt me for the rest of life, I try to get the images of your lifeless body out of my head. Why did you leave us like this? That was the only night I didn't check on you. guess it

Life
So True About Women 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how

Life
I have 4 kids ages 23, 22, 15 and 5 my ex husband has nothing to do with our children the 22 yr old and the 15 yr old. He has given them up for his wife as he and she told me. Yet i am constantly being told by people how she talks about me on the internet and how she calls me a bitch and says im a lier because i dont have the money to pay for my husband to adopt my daughter and give my exs lazy dead beat dad ass a break hes only behind $6,159 and change and im so getting tired of them putting all this crap on me and him takeing no responsibility for being a dad. He claims that since he no longer claims her as his daughter that he no longer has to pay support for her he has paid nothing but 30 dollars in about a year and when they took him to court to make him pay they gave him 30 days and then LET him do weekends???? i dont know what these courts are thinking they harrass me to get him into court then do this. Then they wonder why my daughter doesnt want to talk to them and why she hat

Life
Ya know ,I work all night and then I sleep for a while ,get up and feel like shit the rest of the day.I can't work a regular job because I'm "dissabled"! soooooo, here I am pissed off and frustrated all the time because I've always earned my way,by whatever means necaserry(and if thats spelled wrong,,,,deal)And now I'm told "take it easy,you can't do this anymore".dissability won't and can't pay my bills for me and my family. So,,,am I liveing it? or am I just existing? I don't bitch much ,and I know it could be worse,and I thank god every day that its not. But boy,does this suck! I hope this is the place for this kinda stuff,so please let me know if i'm in the right place.

Life
In 11 more days I will finally be out of school and on my way into a whole new life path.... The past few years have been the GREATEST.. I have met the love of my life and I have 3 GREAT children that make me proud to be a mom everyday!! Things are getting more complete everyday. I have the BEST of friends (Alicia-Sherry) I am so blessed with all I have in life and I cant wait to see what tomorrow holds in store for me........ -------

Life In General
I’m tired of living. I’m tired of fighting this constant uphill battle that I can never win. I’m tired of being the one that has to shoulder all the responsibility for everyone and everything, because otherwise it won’t get done. I’m tired of feeling like I am marginalized and I can’t do anything right. Geoff broke my phone last night. It’s my fault, of course. No sorry, no offer to help me fix it, nothing. Why should it matter, I have a spare phone I can use… that’s not a phone I can actually use…. Why should I care, it’s not like I’ve done anything like spend money on it… It’d be so nice to just be able to take all the pills in my purse. Who the fuck would miss me? I’m just the little sick girl that everyone has to pity. I’d rather die. I’m so fucking sick of fighting this battle, knowing that everything I had hoped, wished, dreamed… none of it is going to fucking come true. My kitten Aoki died today. She was the runt, and the one the least l

Life
ok, have you ever noticed, the older youget the crazier things are. i mean coule weeks back i gt dumped, i was urt now i'm ok. As i'v gotten older things have become more random,than ever before. so yeah, life is what you make it.

Life In General
why do people have to be so mean i just don't get it my best friend is very sick and her boyfriend does not seem to care he calls her all kinds of bad names and accuses her of cheating on him because she does not want to phone bone him she had a heart test yesterday and last night he told her that he does not think she is as sick as she tells him i don't get it at all how can someone say they love you then treat you like that how can they lay in bed with you in there arms then go out on the road and treat you like a whore i guess there is still alot about love that i just don't get adn if that is how it is then i don't want it at all

Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolates !
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Life
This past weekend was one of the worst of my life. Someone I had alot of love for showed me the love wasnt returned, hurt me in more ways than i can even express. Too much past anger and too much hurt to let the rest of his life be good. Its unfortunate that people don't see what is right there in front of them, that their past pain wont let them have any trust or faith in others. Also that it prevents that good person that is stuck beyond walls inside to truly shine. i've seen that good person in him shine, I know its there. I just wish it would have stuck around. But, My kids will always come first. When i became a mother I swore to protect them forever and love them and help them grow up to be strong individuals. I wont let anyone hurt them and I wont let anyone hurt me. Verbal abuse is just as hurtful and as painful as physical if not even more, bruises go away words do not. Even though you can forgive you can never forget. When someone threatens the ones you love you must

Life As We Know It
Life As We Know it All together, Life as we know it Will be all gone someday But, in return we get for ever peace By connectiong to the Lord in your own way As life ends here on earth It begins in heaven in his place Protected by the unconditional love You will know what I mean when you see his face So, Life as we know it Doesn't end up to bad So smile and give your heart to the Lord Life up there will be better than what you had Peggy Rusher Copyright ©2008 Peggy Love Rusher

Life Hits Ya Hard
the tears are finally flowing non stop... my mind is so not at ease. the news comes that my dad is in the hospital & I finally cry. he has been through so much in the past 6 years... 1st a heart attack, then a triple bypass, then a stoke, then depression, then my parents new house at the beach burns down, due to the neighbors carelessness.... but he is tough. we are tough... i am tough... we will get through this, i just know I WILL! after all he endured .... he still took me & the boys fishing every summer, he still went on the rides at the boardwalk, he still went to the arcade & endured the long dings & dongs & kids pushing him to get to the next game, he still racked the most points at skeeball, he still kicked my butt in tennis, he still helped build the biggest, bested castles & sculptures in the sand... he still flew the kite the highest & dug for worms! he still played on the floor with the kids for hours, and endured the gamecube games to make them happy! he gives

Life Is Too Short....
Life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so... Love the people who treat you right. Forget about the ones who don't. Believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance , TAKE IT! If it changes your life , LET IT! Nobody said it would be easy... They just promised it would be worth it!

Life
ok something silly that made me laugh so hard my sides hurt. i was fussing one of my dogs today,and she needs a bath bad smells so nasty. so as i said to the dog you stink,my 8yr old was walking past heard me didnt even turn around and just said sorry mummy!!

Life Is To Short
i just found out yesterday that my 25 year old cousin laura is dieng with stage three cancer it is eating her insides out very fast the doctors said she has maybe three months to live i havent seen her in 24 years and now that i am trying to reunite with my family she is leaving me behind and wosrt is she has 4 kids and going to be without a mom and dad

Life...
Together again, I found love A love that loves, yet is not IN love A complicated emotion that brings tears to my eyes Some of pain that has broken my pride Others of joy because still in his heart, love resides Yet he doesnt feel the way I do He cares for me, that, I always knew I just wish that he'd feel the same way To know that Id do anything to make him happy All day, everyday, always! We fight and argue, he doesnt want to cause me pain I cant dare to see him go Memories of him here will always remain He makes me happy in everyway Even though we argue and I go through the pain Id rather go through that each day Than to be without him and go insane And even though I feel as though I just might be Id rather be insane than not have him here with me Then again I might just say this because I know that he's not, but I am in love My love for him is unconditional I'll be there for him til the very end Have him within me, in my heart and soul.

Life In The Cancer Lane
I guess she's feeling better today. Not eating(story of our lives) but did ask me to make some chocolate chip muffins(which I did) and she has had a few since this afternoon. A friend of ours found a kitten on her doorstep & knowing that a Riley wanted one, gave it to us. So we're bringing it to the vet wensday. We have no idea if its a girl or boy(on cats peep!) LOL Tomorrow its supposed to rain & thunder & Riley's supposed to throw out the first pitch at the Worcester Tornadoes baseball game. I hope they dont end up cancelling it(and that it doesnt rain!) So, yesterday Riley was supposed throw the first pitch at a baseball game. Starts(supposed to) at 6:05 so they put an hour rain delay, even tho it wasnt raining. so we wait. Now Riley's starting to feel sick. We still wait. 8:00 they finally call the game! WTF!!!! So now we're gonna go today UPDATE: WTF!!! Missed the game! they were "supposed" to have an hour in between games, but NOPE so Riley's not throwing out tha

Life's Hidden Truths
Life's hidden truths Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in your It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Life
The sensations are amazing the surge of pleasure is almost overwhelming. I'm trembling and shaking. You stoke is just right finding my spot over and over and over. I've lost count. Out of breath and loving every minute. My turn to show you rolling you to your back me on top. Riding up and down. Round and round my hips gyrate. I feel you thobbing inside of me. It's time. I quicken my pace. I put my tit in your mouth to muffle the moans and you explode. The force is unexpected. Your bucking sends me into another wonderful spasm and I lay on top while my pussy squeezes every drop. mmmmmmmmmmmmm thanks for the fun. smooches Is it the way you love me? How good it is! You keep me coming back time after time. Is it the large mass between you legs or is it the sweet words that caress. I'm hooked on you. Sex is better than any drug i've been given. It's more addictive than love. My my my it stays on my mind. It's healing powers are amazing. God's gift of true pleasure. Eat Drink and h

Life As A Writer And Actor
i chose the scene at the end of the Devil's advocate between Al Pacino n Keanu Reeves follow this to see my first read through as Satan incarnate http://www.instantcast.com/users/SusanLaraHalley [THE YEAR IS 3021 A.D. PANNING DOWN FROM A BEAUTIFUL RING IN THE SKY, AN ABUNDANCE OF VEGETATION COMES TO VIEW. THE SUN IS RISING AND A DEW COVERS MUCH OF THE LANDSCAPE. THE PAN REACHES A CLEARING, WHERE A GROUP OF YOUNG PEOPLE, ALL WELL GROOMED, AND ENGAGED IN LEVITY-RESPECTFUL, AND WHOLESOME FUN. A MAN EMERGES INTO THE AREA, HE IS EATING GRAPES THAT HE PULLED OFF THE VINE ON HIS WAY IN] CHRIS ALLEN Mornin’ all [as he tilts back to bite the grapes from the vine] STUDENTS Good Morning, Mr. Allen CHRIS ALLEN Everyone is looking well, we all here? STUDENTS Yes. CHRIS ALLEN Are you sure? Where is Scott? STUDENT 1 He was here. CHRIS Where do you think he might have wondered off to? STUDENT 1 To get those flowers, those ones, that smell really good…for you CHRIS

Life
life is a gift theres nothing worth missing out of. what makes life a gift you might ask. well it starts with family.. then comes friends the ones to be there to pick you up when you fall to be there shining bright like a star in the darkest of nights. to be there as a flame to warm you up in the coldest of days. thats what makes it worth all living for.

Life
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Life Works Mysteriously
Just wanted to say thanks to all you people that had such kind words, thoughts, & prayers, for my Dad, My Family, & myself! Guess the power of prayer really does work.... My dad has been in the hospital since May 19th. He had toxic poisoning from a medication he was taking. The toxic levels were so high in nearly damn killed him. While they were trying to get his toxicity levels down, he had to endure many many uncomfortable tests. One test showed irregularity to his heart rate and pulse, so after even more testing, they decided he needs to have implanted a pacemaker and difibulator. WOW.. that comes as a shocker to us all, including him. Done deal!!! Everything went well!!!! Wahoo I feels better! He has been in a physical therapy rehab now since Sunday, June 1st & is doing great. He sounds great & is anxious to get strong, so he can come home and go fishing with the worms me & the boys dug up last night. LOL. I sincerely believe "everything happens for

Life Out There
A piece of my life. (chapter 1 incomplete) 3 am: Oh gosh is he awake again. It seems like I just put him to sleep. Well I better get up before his crying wakes up his sister. (after rocking the infant back to sleep and feeding him lays back down in bed) Geez how did I possibly get here. I'm 20 with two kids (2 1/2, Sara and 9mo. Logan) barely not living on the streets. Although my life has been a lot worse before. I had so much potential and very high values. I didn't grow up poor or in this life style, but some how I got here... Aw.. Yes I remember it now. It seems like it was a life time ago. I was 12 and the world was mine for the taking. I was very innocent and well mannered. However it was time for the hormones to kick in. Bobby socks and sun dresses weren't going to impress my peers. So I traded them in for baggy jeans and form fitting shirts. Now we were cool. We were in the lime light. The loudest and the rowdiest. Obsessed with flirting and

Life
So, to update everyone on the Lupus situation... ->Spoke with the dr's office, they DID do a second test in regards to the Lupus testing. The first test WAS positive, but the second test was inconclusive. They will probably re-run the bloodwork in the near future. Current situation, I was sitting down Tuesday evening, and my left arm started to drop outta socket. So I went to the dr today (Friday). Turns out I have a partial dislocation of my left shoulder. The dr ordered x-rays on my shoulder, will only hear about those if they see something bad. I have another appt on Sept 10, but this appt is with the orthopedic specialist. Until then, I am supposed to keep my arm in a sling. I will post another update when I know more. I appreciate all the thoughts and well-wishes from everyone!! Love all my friends! ~Tina Ok, well, Winter term is over. And I did it. I ended up taking 19 credits this term and I pulled of a 4.0 GPA. I'm totally excited. Guess school isn't so sc

Life
Well my move to Chicago went great!!The only bad thing that happened was my suitcase popped open so they had to tape it closed..LOL.I did not lose anything and my plane made it safe here..I am Truley happy.My boyfriend is a wonderful man.It feels so good to be cared for and loved again!!!We are happy togeather and I could not ask for a better relationship!!! Well all I have been dating a wonderful guy for a little over a week!!!!Things are going great!I will keep you all posted on how things go for me.My ex bf wants to see me again one of these days but I told him Nope... OH I AM NOT MOVING NOW!!!my oldest will be starting school next week..I am excited to see her go but also sad to see her go!!! Hello all..On July 27th I will be leaving Virginia...I am moving to Tennessee for awhile..As life goes on I still have not gotten over a break up that happened in March..I must try to get on with my life..I am going to be with my Grand mother that is very ill..I am hoping my life gets bet

Life
Will you really ever meet that one person that makes everything seem so right in your world? Makes you feel giddy when you see them,hear their voice? gives you butterflies five years later when your still with them? Their touch sets you on fire. You can't wait to lay in bed with them,just because it's comforting. This is the person that you don't love as much as the day you realized you were in love with them,but you love them more everyday that comes. Will you ever find that? Will I? My daughter asked me if her father was still alive today.I guess after him not being in our lives for over seven years,with absolutely no contact one would wonder if he was or not. How do you tell your child that their father doesn't love them or care? I don't know if he is alive or not,either way I will never know. His family is from Mexico and the last contact we had I knew that is where he was going. I have never lied to my children about their father,but I also never talk down about him.At some poin

Life
Hey, I know everyone has had Pre Paid Legal offered to you at one point or another in your life.But have you ever been told what you actually get with the service? Well, I am sure you think that the service you get is only to be able to call an attorney for advice. But you would be wrong. Yes, that is one of the services that is offered.But you also get the service of your Law Firm being able to make a call or write a letter on your behalf to buisness owners for any reason,Your Law Firm also offer contract and document review service. Meaning will review any contract or documents for you (up to 10 pages each). And that is unlimited.Your Law Firm also offer will preperation for you. Why be caught unprepared? This is also Free of charge.Your Law Firm also will assist you or your family members with minor moving traffic violations without you having to worry about the cost of representation. Meaning, you get caught speeding, they will represent you in court to get the ticket lowered or dr

Life
i know i will get alot of flack from this,but i'm mad at women right now.from reading some of the mumms you guys and girls are merciless. i admit that i'm not perfect,and i made some mistakes when it comes to relationships.matter of my current relationship almost ended before it started and right now it shaky right now.this time it's on her,but somehow the blame is shifted over to me. men are assholes i'll when it comes to relationships,i'll admit that i did my share of fuck ups.but why can't women admit their instead of shifting the blame?

Life?
What does the word change mean, What does life mean? In the past couple of months I have change my views and opioins on almost everything. I can't say that they are right or wrong. »But they are mine. I've been a bitch to alot of people and lost them, But I can't go back an change that only choice I have is to look forward. I have become more reasonable on stuff. I listen to people and give help to those who need it cause its in my heart to do so. I try to always give my advice when I feel it's need. I won't lie I still can be a bitch when I feel I need to be. But what's the use of spending time on people who are just want to argue and fight all the time. I am finally start to realize everything I thought was there isn't there. I don't want to be upset all the time, You only get one chance in this world, So why waste it on wondering what could have been, or being sad all the time. When I realized all this I thought I was crazy but, "You know, a long time ago being crazy me

Life Passes By
I see you on the covers pretending to care But when she needs you most you wont be there You'll do the same to her that you did to me Its pretty plain and simple to see Now that I need help I have no one to look to Even though I helped you make it through They say Karma comes back around But is it going to let me go or keep me bound Not a day passes by that I dont wonder what might have been Or what is to come when I near my end But as life passes you by And its your turn to die Should I be there Or just pretend to care

Life And Shit
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then hell no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it'll get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a whole bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always

Life Of A Computer Geek
Well with my birthday barely 4 weeks away and feeling in need of a real holiday I am thinking of a short holiday somewhere away from it all... One of the thoughts is a couple of days at a Health Spa, but part of me thinks it might be a bit too boring... This computer Geek has spent the past weekend away from the computer and with friends... no computer talk... just walking, talking, having fun, enjoying company, and maybe watching a DVD. This weekend I saw the movie "Stranger than Fiction" and thought it was funny as hell, but it did make me think about what I have been missing in life and what I can do to change it. So now with a sense of purpose and renewed zeal I am setting out to enjoy life with a new view on it. Feeling more optomistic and more enthusiastic about life and what it has to offer... Well Virgin has screwed up again... Got no TV what so ever till Tuesday thanks to the fact the idiots can not get a new TV box out to me (with an engineer attached) till then!

Life
So before i used to think that i was doomed to be an old lonely spinster the rest of my life yes im only 18 but im an impatient S.O.B...neways ive decied that im just going after the wrong guys!! my type is the thugged out ghetto white boi who will never amount to nething..all those tats and badd asssss attitidue really turns me on...but i realize that i need me a nice preppy boy bout 21-24 whos got a job and a car whos life is together..im glad i came to this revolation! LET THE HUNT BEGIN!!! lol so right now my life is pretty crappy! just broke up with my bf had no home for awhile there cuz i was living with him nd then yea..we broke up!!! i am now living with my aunt and two cousins hopefully i can get my life on trackkkk...but dont get me wrong i styll like to party and chyll with friends lol

Life
Well.. its rare that i write blogs, or even say anything, but now, for some reason, i feel like letting things out. I can understand im not always a fun person to talk too, yes i can be very boring sometimes but it is not a reason to completly ignore me. People i though where my friends...well it seem that i was mistaken. As far as i know im always there when someone need to talk or just let lose and needs an ear (eyes) to lisen to them and as a friend thats what i do, i am here for them. But yet....when i just need someone to talk to it seems that everyone wants to ignore me or just run away. Well tell me now if you dont care or just want me for when its convient on your time cause then i will do what i should have done and...left. I am tired of feeling used and have my so called friends ignore me. This is not meant to offend anyone in any way its just the way that i feel and i needed to let it out.

Life On The Lake
HEY...DO YOU WANT A BLING PACK?? I AM HAPPILY GIVING THEM AWAY. HERE IS WHAT YOU DO... YOU GIVE ME 300 RATES OF 10 OR 11 AND I WILL GIVE YOU A BLING PACK !! IT'S JUST THAT EASY .IT WILL TAKE 3 DAYS AND YOU WILL MAKE POINTS WITH EVERY BLING YOU GIVE OUT....HOWS THAT FOR PAYOUT? ALL YOU DO IS MESSAGE ME AND TELL ME THAT YOU WANT A BLING PACK. WHEN I ANSWER YOU AND TELL YOU OK ... THEN GO FOR IT. YOU MUST WAIT FOR MY REPLY BEFORE YOU START RATING. I HAVE A LIMITED NUMBER OF PACKS AND I DO NOT WANT ANYONE DOING THIS AND I AM NOT ABLE YO GIVE THEM THEIR PACK. MAKE SURE I RESPOND TO YOU WITH ... OK GO AHEAD.. RATE ME !!!! SO COME ON.... 300 RATES WILL GET YOU A BLINGING IN STYLE!!!!!!!! THIS IS A LIMITED TIME OFFER........ HURRY HURRY HURRY!!! LACEY XOXOXOXO A woman goes to her boyfriend's parents' house for Christmas dinner. This is to be her first time meeting the family and she is very nervous. They all sit down and begin eati

Life
My chest hurts, I cant breathe. My mind reels,spinning out the never ending visions of pointless daily responsibilities I just cant find the muster to tackle. My hands won't stop shaking, I cant feel my fingers. The numbness has spread, how do you make it stop? Running , running as fast as I can from the trailing demons.. will I ever find sanctuary. Is there a savior, will he ever find me.. here in the bottom of my closet hidden beneath the piles of long ago abandoned dreams?

Life Fucking Sucks Find Out Y
between 330 and 4 this morn i was on my way home and stopped at the raceway to pick art up some sweets. so no sooner than i pulled up i dont even get the car in park when this black guy about 5'0 tall maybe 21 come up to the car and was talking shit tring to hit on me and i was tring to blow him off nicely lot of good it did me but the motherfucker stole my phone i keep in the my car door and he was leaning in my car door talking she well i looked away for half and sec and i hear my lighter move which i keep in the same spot and i felt for my phone and it was gone and i called him on it but bastard said he didnt have it but i know damn well he did and i told annie to call the police and he took off him and his two so called uncles got in an older model jeep wrangler and took off down hwy 18 toward bolivar cops comes and takes a report then i remember my spider rings in the same spot too but guess what its gone too this makes me hate this fucking world even worse and goes to show that

Life
I hate drama. Recently my life is full of it and I still haven't figured out how it found me. The only people who know anything abut my life are the people I trust with my life and that list is extremely small and getting smaller by the day. I found out last night that my work is now watching my damn near every move, and rumors are flying like crazy about me. The funniest thing is I live in a small town so it's hard to do anything without someone seeing you and talking about you, and I don't trust anyone at work enough to tell them about my life. All this shit I have to put up with is purely what people assume I'm doing how fun.

Life
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? here 3. Your hair? greying 4. Your mother? alive 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? love 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? soda 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? den 11. Music? none 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? young 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? health 18. Where you grew up? Alabama 19. The last thing you did? fubar 20. What are you wearing? pj's 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? happy 26. Missing someone? yes

Life
well u all here my frist blog lol. I here 2 rock your world lol. well hope u all are injoying the fubar life but 2 be honest life in it self is a trip lol. well I watch ppl grow old and watch my life be truned up side down. well this real shit here and if so plz read it well it nice 2 meant u all hope u injoy life and the hole fubar expercie lol well peace ttyl

Life
Today i found out that 2 of my friends that i grew up with was in a motorcycle wreck and tonya didn't make it and kenny it's very good he has 2 borken legs and bad head trama.....RIP tonya you will be missed and hope you make it thru kenny you and you'r family are in my prayers

Life In Arkansas
In TN anything that could resemble a potential small valley, or a spot where the creek met between two hills, and it was steep, we would call it a ravine. Now, here in Arkansas, its called a "Hollow" thats pronounced "Holler" If you are a cook, the people who have been here longer must have you eat their food, before they will try yours, no matter how good you are. Its usually worth it, they don't suck making food, well not all of them. I know all the Cops by name, but I've only met one of them, because I did something stupid...I still don't know what a jail looks like nor how handcuffs feel on my wrists by a law enforcement officer. There are fruits on many trees, that people don't seem to give a shit about. There are but 3 main places to eat, and a Subway. One of them I've never been to, just go there to get fishing bait or hooks. The other two, both open at like 7, and one of them closes at 2pm. Wouldn't it figure that the one that closes early is closest to me, and

Life It Self
Hmmm. Where to begin? My life is so crazy. But I think it's suppost to be. If only I could escape some things, I'd be ok. But hey a real woman faces all fears, right? So bounty up....I reckon I'll face em. Well, just had to get that off my chest. Anyone care to comment can.......

Life Goes On
So this won't be a bitch fest. Although its been awhile since I've had one. But, here lately I really don't have much to bitch about. I'm back in Oklahoma. I don't know how long this will last but, we will see. I haven't been around much lately. I do check in from time to time to see how my friends are doing. But, honestly I'm just too tired to stay on long. It might say I'm logged in but, 9 times out of 10 I'm not at the computer. There have been a number of changes in my life over the past six/seven months. I've learned from a bunch of them. But, here is what I wanted to say. You can think I'm bitching but, its just more of a warning. I'm on the FU for real friends. Not just people looking for rates cause trust me I'm not here for that. I joined FU back when it was LostCherry in 06. I deleted my old account due to a lot of drama but, came back because I did miss a lot of my friends on here. I'm glad I can say I do have a lot of great friends on here that I can talk to about

Life
so i guess everything is going alright right now. i mean besides the money, and living with friends. but we couldn't have picked better. friends. were not working cause are car is broken down. so we can't save up any money or anything, we are waiting on the parts for our maxima, we've been waiting for over a week, its alittle irriating actually. but other then that my family is everything to me. thats all i need. so it always seems like when one bad thing happens everything else bad happens to. that sucks. there has been a lot of times that we should have been on our feet again, which i miss. theres not enough jobs around not enough money. we fight about money. cuz we are both tired of being broke and not being able to get the things we want. but it'll change someday, i just keep having a good outlook on everything, hoping that maybe that might give us a chance. we'll see. but for now it pretty much sucks. but i'm happy with my little family. i just wish i could give them all everythi

Life
What is this thing that we call Life, It's laughter and joy and sometimes strife, Life is Love, but also it is Hate, Standing in Hell, or at Heaven's gate. The joys of birth, the sorrows of death, At both of these my eyes have wept, Losing Love and then finding Hope, Through all of these things we must cope. Even when Life has knocked you down, Others will be there to bring you 'round, And so I tell you straight from my heart, Don't give up on Life, you have your own part. It might be that someone will need, Your words of guidance that they will heed, Yours might be the shoulder that they need to cry on, Yours might be the Love that they need to live on. Facing each day is what you must do, Deciding what course is the best one for you, Through all the pain and strife that comes along, Don't let it break you, it will make you strong. These have all been part of my Life, The joy, the pain, and the strife, And because of all the Friends I've found, My Life

Life
Well I have to say as a parent myself that children can be so complicated especially teenagers I have a child that is 16 now and she is rotten to the core thanks to her father. She lives with him in another state and is at the point in her life that she is right and im wrong well ya know how that goes. But things are kinda rough between her and I right now because of some choices I have made in my life inwhich im happy with those choices and she isnt. But her siblings are happy too. So its like I cant win for losing with her anymore.So what do you do when you have a child who is so set in her ways and makes you feel like you are the worst parent in the world? See I dont know what to do anymore im at a lost of words........

Life
My Fantasy For all of you who are wondering what my fantasy is. Well here it is: My fantasy is to have a man be loyal, want me and only me, and have eyes for me and no other women. I would like to have a man who can have an intelligent conversation that doesn’t lead to sex in 20 minutes. I would like to be able to talk for hours about life in general. I want a man who will love and care for my children. I want a man who will not lie or cheat on me. I would like a man who isn’t afraid of romance. A man who doesn’t mind holding hands in public. I want a man who will make love to me. A man who likes to touch and be touched. I would like to have a man who isn’t afraid to say “I love you”. Who can show how much he loves me with a look or a touch. Maybe what I want is a fairy tale or a fantasy but it’s what I want. I just hope I can find it.

Life At Home
Well I just got word that my sister needs bone marrow. So I will be going to get screened to see if I am compatible. I am not the only one from our family getting screened so that is good. Everything will be fine. I could use a break though. I also have an exam next week, and a final exam. and I am a bit behind on my homework. So I will be doing a lot of that this weekend. So between work, school, and other drama in my life, you know why I am only doing a little here and a little there on Fubar, I am not ignoring you all. Just don't have a ton of time left over to do much else.

Life
I deleted my last blog due to people misunderstanding its contents. My last blog was directed at my ex's and only my ex's and at no one else (not any women presently in my life or future women that will be in my life). I was just venting due to an email I had received that day. I am sorry for misunderstanding. I have decided to make a new begining in my life. I got a new job and finally got rid of the loser girlfriend. I am starting to feel better and a lot less stressed.

Life Is To Short
Life Is To Short For Drama And Games. So Be Easy Roll Through Life With Smiles And A Hole Lot Of Laughs. Let The Sadness And Drama Roll Off Your Backs Stay Sucka And Busta Free And Live Life To The Fullest.

Life Turned Upside Down
What a life-changing four weeks! Four weeks ago, we were on vacation in Yellowstone when we noticed some problems I was having with the left side of my body (left foot scuffing when I walked, drifting to the left, different feeling on the bottom of my left foot versus my right, etc). After a CT scan and MRI on my brain, I was diagnosed with brain tumors. We flew home three days early and I've been in the hospital for the last 25 days (I get released to go home today - yay!). We had a more in-depth MRI and biopsy done on one of the deeper tumors and the final diagnosis is that I have what is called a glioblastoma multiform level 4 (means cancer that started in the brain, the worst kind one can get I've been told). The tumors can't be removed without "me ceasing to be me" which is an option I don't like - I like being me! So, we'll start radiation and chemotherapy tomorrow for six weeks, then higher grade chemotherapy alone for another six months to try to stop, slow, or hopefully

Life
as i sit here with tears falling out of my eyes.. i am approaching the 6 mth anv of my mom dead. Funny when she died the first thing i said was she wasnt suppose to leave me. I knew know that she did i would hae to deal with everything in my life. See she was sick for a long while and it helped cover everything around me cuz i was a care taker. It let me let go of friendship and laughter and deal with the guy i was dating. I let me shield myself from the world in a lot of ways. I lost my best friend! the one that i went to for everything. the one that didnt judge me no matter what i did. the one that would throw my 20 bucks cuz she wanted her grandkids to go to dinner that night and knew a single mother just cant make ends meet in this world. I didnt want to deal with life.. face what was happening.. basically think.. i was dating this guy from fl. well he lived here.. when we dated 20 yrs ago but funny after 20 yrs nothing had changed.. i didnt notice it till March.. too me three mon

Life
Sittin here with nothing to do really.. I could clean but the mess will be here in the morning.. Its not going anywhere fast.. Hell I just don't know anymore.. When I think things are lookin up for me i get shot down hard.. Im old enough to know things don't just get handed to you and you have to work your ass off for what you want.. But damn can't I get a break some where.. Sorry I had toblow steam somewhere.. Just a lot built up and no were to blow it.. Im sittin here at work and its dead like always and I hate it because then I have to much time to think.. I don't think anyone realizes just how much you miss someone until its to late and they aren't around.. I know she hasn't been gone but for a few days.. But knowing that I may not get her back for a while kills me.. So help me God I will never and I mean never complain about not having any time to myself.. I can honestly say I miss hearing the "mommy I need you" or "mommy I peed" followed by a lil giggle.. Or getting

Life Sucks Lately
Everytime it seems as though almost everything could be perfect, I am thrown a cruve ball and it takes me down a winding road to self destruction. I am heading down that road once again at the moment. I was just spending time with my family on my moms side and I just don't feel like I belong. On my dads side, I just havn't had the contact to even fit in, so it's always been kinda weird. ~and now my dad and step mom, through my step brother, have ganged up on me to make me feel even worse and more useless. My step brother has been living with me since February and I have to say, it has been no cake-walk. Most of the time when he was here, I'd have to beg for money for the bills, and he would stay locked away in the middle bedroom(his room). It's like having a dirty little secret in there. He also bought my 92 Paseo before he moved in here. I am still owed $100 on that. This is where my recent frustration with my dad and step mom come in. Apparently, since he bought it from me

Life
A simple bitch will take you where you need to go. *A real bitch throws you her keys and says it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it. *A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say "better nobody jump in". A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knocked the fuck out. *A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink. *A real bitch tells you we need another shot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down. *A real bitch goes to the club with you and says lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch wonders who your new man is. *A real bitch know that mutha fucka's first name, last name , his birthday, where he lives, who he's related to, what kinda car he drive's, where he works, how many babies mama's he has, and how many bitches he is talking to right now!!!

Life And Finding Love
i wonder if those who find the relationship of a lifetime had to go thru hell to get it. I seem to look but find the ones that crack the shell and break the heart to pieces, I would like to find one genuine person who keeps my heart safe and makes me laugh. someone adventurous and wild and loving and sexy. why is that too much to ask

Life
Sorry to all my friends that have been wondering about whee the hell Ive been. I have been so busy with school and my mother in law dieing its been real rough. but im back and have missed fubar.....-smiles- so hit me up anytime i will respond now.

Life
The emptiness and darkness is returning, that lonely feeling; the heart is burning. Once, I pushed those feelings away, they were gone for awhile, they're back today. This time could be the end for me, I could finally be gone-my sad soul set free. The empty hollowness in my chest gone forever, could it happen? please? no-never! I was so happy for a long time there, the pain disappeared, ran off somewhere. It didn't go too far, found its way back, right when my life was finally on track. Finally I've come to a harsh conclusion, all my hopes and dreams have been an illusion. So much heartache, pain and strife, what I want is to end this life. That won't happen, I'm not brave enough, tell me why this life has to be so rough. Your help, dear Lord, is what I need, nobody knows how my heart does bleed. Everything’s piling up, I'm quickly sinking, no rope to grab is what I'm thinking... Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on

Life
will always be just a lay because I don't know what u want in life I make guesses,e when it comes to life is that what u want ? IM just the lay !That is want life is ! If It is just a lay then its the game of life Do u really want to be played? Ore is it just love what you are looking for If its the game of who fucks who ! Why does it hurt so much why when I have some one in my life you all seem to care about my feelings? When IM not with anyone no one care about my feelings Why does everyone show up at the same time ! What is it IM that dam good all u people want some of what everyone wants that is me? IM not just the lay I get in five mints it take a lot more ! As you all know in not the minute man its take a long time u all get off Meany time when it it my turn? I know that its my true when you tell me you can't go any longer and I still don't get my true to let it go inside you so I just give up I have give you all what everyone wants but all I can say when is it time

Life
last tues i lost my mate of ten years she went in sun with a heart attack was kept on life support ,she fought to recover but at 2:30 a.m lost the battle she was 72, since her death i,ve been working on dealing with never seeing her again or hearing her voice , i,m getting better day by day but i know i have a long road ahead, i,m gratefull for all the support i,ve gotten from friend and strangers online it helps the recover process alot.

Life
Well I have done a lot of soul searching here the past few weeks. In doing this I have realized a lot about myself and my life. My happiness is due to the choices I make in life. Bad ones make life not so great and good ones make it effin awesome. I realize I have made some pretty bad choices in my life these past few years. I have beaten myself up a great deal for it. I have talked to a few of my newly found friends and realizr that I am only human. I make mistakes. They have also made me realize that I am a pretty awesome, sexy, smart, and funny woman who is one tough cookie. That everyone makes mistakes and that if people judge you for them than they suck and are not worth my time. Or are they worthy of my friendship, my heart, or time. For to long I have allowed people to use me, miss treat me, and make me think I am the most aweful person in the world. Well I'm not. I am caring, loyal, strong, happy, and really just an awesome chick. If people can't see that and get over the past

Life
Have no fear, for when I'm alone, I'll be better of than i was before, I've got this life, I'll be around to grow, who i was before, i can not recall, long night's allow me to feel I'm falling. I am falling, the lights go out, let me feel i am falling, i am falling safely to the ground. i am, i will take this hole that,s inside me now, like a brand new friend, i'll forever know, I've got this life and the will to show, I will always be better than before,........... long nights allow me to feel i'm falling, i am falling the light's go out, let me feel i'm falling, i am falling safely to the ground.

Life
Ya know when you reach that first turning point in your life where you wonder if it really doesn't get any better? I am so there. I have just recently taken a look at my life and wondered... What else is there? With the economy going down the toilet and absolutely no freaking jobs available anywhere, what the hell am I going to do for the rest of my life? I have no idea, and then you wait a few years and you get your "groove" back and things are going good. Then you hit like 30. And life as you know it has ended. You wake up, eat, go to work, come home, eat, go to bed and then do it all over again. For another 15 years. Then your 45, then you don't know what the hell you are doing. You are old and decrepid and senile. Hahaha. Then you enter the retirement stage of your life... And if you were smart and started saving when you were young up until the day you quit working you will probably be set for the rest of your miserable life on this miserable earth. But if you were stupid and didn

Life
Now I lay myself down to sleep The lord I pray my soul to keep If I should die before I wake Then I will know I will not break Will you be there when I get back For I know you will cut me no slack Dare I ask what you will do If I come back all askew You have no right to tell me why I should stay But I know you will keep me at bay Now I lay myself down to sleep Do I know what I want to keep What should I do when I wake Should I ask for a wooden stake Because it wouldn't take much To do a task as such The lord I pray my soul to keep When I lay myself down to sleep

Life Will Be Ok
When and where we may fall down. Everything will be alright. Wanting to cry and wanting to frown. Wanting to stay out of sight. Remember their are those who care. Care for the ones that have fallen. Trying to keep your spirits in the air. The ones that care, will keep calling. They'll leave a message for you. Letting you know it will be okay. That life will get better day by day. Never give up and never give in. Everything will fall back into place for you again. I hope the best for all my friends. Things will get better,for this is not the end

Life
There are 365 Birthdays. Out of all of the billions of people who live in the world, there has got to be somebody born on each day of the year. We're going to try to accomplish the task of seeing if we can fill the calendar up with a birthday on every day of the year.Add your name next to your birthdate and lets see if we can do it!!! (Hey and don't delete any one) Copy and paste and make a new bulletin! ! ! ! ! ! ! !January 1-Dustin Engler!!!January 2 -January 3 -January 4 -January 5 -January 6 -Courtney BryantJanuary 7 -Ricky "Dunn Dunn"January 8 -January 9 -January 10-January 11-January 12 -January 13 -Judge D.January 14 -Samantha marie KlossJanuary 15 -autumn nicole pateee(:

Life
1.You have 10 dollars and need to buy snacks at a gas station: Mt Dew, reese's pieces, sour cream and cheddar potato chips2. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be? Dolphin

Life
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you a

Life Is Short
Sometimes you never know how lucky you are until reality slaps you in the face. If you are reading this you probably know about what I have been through the past few months with death, and you know Dave is away with his job. He has been in CA fighting the fires making a difference in the world. He was sent away for two weeks and I have not had any contact with him and it has been hard. He got back in CA today and asked me if I heard about the helicopter that went down last wednesday in CA and that nine of the firefighters were killed. I told him I was so thankful he was out of CA when that happened. He told me that was part of his team that was on there, and if he would have been in CA he would have been with them. My heart just stopped. I told him everything happens for a reason. My friend at work said someone "up there" is looking out for him and I just smiled and said Yeah, my dad. He knew when he left this world that he did not have to worry about me anymore, that I fina

Life...
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of wine... A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous yes. The professor then produced two glasses of wine from under the table and poured the entire c

Life
HELL IT HAS BEEN 24 MONTHS AND I AM GOING THROUGH HELL AS I MISS MY DAUGHTER AND IN ALOT OF PAIN AND HEARTBREAK I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL LIFE WITHOUT PAIN ANYMORE IT SEEMS LIKE THE WORLD IS AGANIST ME IN MY FIGHT TO GET MY DAUGHTER HOME WHERE SHE BELONGS AND IT IS MAKING ME FEEL DEPRESSED AND HURT I DONT SLEEP WELL CAUSE I AM WORRIED ABOUT HER MY HEART ACHES I CRY ALL THE TIME AND FEEL HURT LOST AND ALONE ALL THE TIME IT SEEMS LIKE MY MEDS DONT EVEN WORK ANYMORE I JUST WISH LIFE MADE SENSE SOMETIMES AND I WOULD FEEL BETTER BUT I DONT FEEL ANY BETTER I AM ALWAYS SICK AND IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITALS THE DR'S BLAME THE SOCIAL WORKER FOR THE WAY I FEEL I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO FEEL SO IF YOU SEE ME ONLINE APPROACH WITH CAUTION AS I MIGHT BITE YA HEAD OFF I AM NOT IN THE BEST OF MOODS EITHER SO IF YOUR A FRIEND OF MINE SB ME AND TELL ME TO CHILL OUT AND I WILL if your traveling in west virginia go to hillbilly hotdogs they are they best in west virginia and has been on diners drive ins and d

Life
Top Six Reasons To Forgive Top Six Reasons To Forgive No one can change the past, but you do have the power to upgrade how you feel about it, and that makes all the difference. You can take your power back from all those painful memories, and make peace with your past. Forgiveness heals the guilt and the hurt, and does this quietly, privately, and thoroughly. Forgiveness does not mean that you let anyone off the hook, it means that your present happiness is more important than your past suffering. Forgiveness does not mean that you condone the hurtful things done to you, it means that you reclaim your right to run your own life. Right now those hurtful things are running your life, and how is that working for you? The people who hurt you may have ruined your yesterdays, but only you are in charge of your tomorrows. And if you feel guilt over people that you have hurt, forgiving yourself will heal you and allow you to move forward with a happier attitude and a hea

Life.
Saturday afternooon i was walking home from work about 6pm on west genesee st, i saw this house with smoke pouring from the window out of the first floor apartment. There was a fan blowing smoke out so i thought everything was ok, i thought to myself keep walking everything should be fine. Something told me to turn around and check. So i did i walked up to the apartment building and walked inside. I knocked as hard as i could on the apt with the smoke but no answer, i kept hearing a smoke detector going off,at this point i knew something was wrong. I didnt have a cell phone so i started running up and down the stairs of the apartment building knocking on everyones door to see if they had a phone to call 911. No answer form anyone. I then ran next door to the local day spa but they were closed so i continnued to the barber shop but they were closed. I then ran down to the apt building and i seen a woman and a man pointing at the window and they asked me when i reached them if everything

Life's Lessons
My life has never been a bed of roses and Ive always been told that nothing worth anything comes easy. Im happy with who I am and I feel that I have come along way. I have struggled but that has made the little achievements mean that much more...I think Im a good person and I try to do whats right....sometimes when looking back I think maybe I could have done something different but usually given the knowledge and circumstances that I had at the time it was the best choice....There are times when life throws you curve balls and you have to keep dodgeing them...sometimes I even feel like im on a merry go round and I just want to stop and get off...but I keep plugging away... then there are times it seems like nothing I ever do is right ...shit just keeps turning to ashes in my hands....and at the lowest point when you feel like you just can't go on anymore.....you do..... because to do nothing is far worse then never trying. I hear people say "I feel like a failure" or "I will never a

Life Is Like A Box Of Chocolates
Everybody Loves Chocolate Jump Into The Box And Let People Taste Your Flavor! Rate this album then.. R/F/A everyone on the list already friends? leave a comment saying "life is a box of chocolate"

Life
You take the good with the bad Smile when you're sad love what you got & remember what you had Always forgive but never forget Learn from your misstakes but never regret When things go wrong just remember life goes on.

Life & Society
She's holding her last breath While staring in the mirror She looks back on her life Then falls her final tear Her one last thought Is "What have I done?" But it's to late now For she has gone A troubled girl that hid it well No one ever noticed the slits on her wrists She had been depressed for so long And it's finally come to this She seemed so happy And had so many friends But no one ever got The message she was trying to send She always felt alone No matter who was around So many people were shocked After seeing the suicide letter found "I'm sorry that I was never good enough, No matter how hard I tried. People always seemed to hurt me, And no one ever realized how much I cried. Yeah I know this doesn't make sense, And it's hard for me to say. But I've always felt alone, Thats why I had to get away. I couldn't take it anymore, All the drama in my life. I never had someone I could really explain it all to, Thats why I relieved it all with my knife

Life
I'm done, I've had enough; love is an sick and elusive figment of the imagination that I will never find and nor will it ever find me. Quite frankly, I think that I'm probably better off alone; because it seems that whenever I get set in a "relationship" I always leave a path of destruction behind me. It is getting to the point where I can no longer repair the emotional pain or damage that I have set upon myself. I am just gonna let life go on without me trying to find a significant other, because they tend to waste my physical and mental time. My ex fu wife/r/l/g/f is now my ex everything because she didn't have the self restraint or patience to wait long enough until we could be together in real life. She needs someone to hold and cuddle and etc... I was asked for a 2nd chance and like a fool I allowed it. Time passed and my suspicions and paranoia were starting to come to a head and the question that ended it all was asked. I am not even going to attempt it anymore. I don't ne

Life And Feelings
You've left me to fend for my damn self so many time when I really needed you. For that I HATE YOU more than you'll ever know. Think back to when I was a little kid,and you droppin me off here and there wit family(at least) For that I HATE YOU more than you'll ever know. You choose your men and drugs over all three of us boys. For that I HATE YOU more than you'll ever know. To this day you still think that you were really a mother to us..... For that I DONT HATE YOU for it,but instead I sit back and fuckin laugh at you for it.... Your selfish,foolish,just down right grimmie for that. Im so fuckin happy that Iam nothing like you... For that I......really dont know.

Life
We move forward one way or the othere. Sometimes slowly, sometimes with great spead. I like the great speed, imagine that? But some how things keep getting in my way. I think I figure it out and then wham! Nope, life takes on a new curve and I have a new manuver, sliding around I shall do with as much skill as I can. Sometimes it would be nice for life to slow down and be quiet for a moment but only for a moment and then I can breath. Then I can face anything. I will keep trudging even if I make some wrong choices, but at least I have made my choice! Life changes over time. Seems that there comes a time that everything hits at once. Most you see coming, but even that, some how the pain still hits hard. Some you don't see coming, but looking at the things you have done you know how you got there, but it still hurts. You can look back and see how you could have done it different, but does it change the hurt or the present? No it does not. We just have to look at life find the consequenc

Lifes Rough Spots
There have been alot of times that i have felt alone, most of the time while i am single or depressed. I know there are others out there who feel that way quite often. Wishing that they could find someone who is willing to date and makes them feel happy and good. Me, I feel lonely even when im married. There have been times when i will go to bed wishing that i had someone who would cuddle up with me all night rather than sleeping on the far end of the bed. There have been times like even now that i feel alone while my wife 'needs to get out of the house' and im here. Honestly, i would love to have some me time and get out of the house away from this life for a bit. But i dont. Why? because honestly i dont know enough peaple other than work who i could go visit. I am one of those people that would rather stay home and do other stuff. However there are those moments when being lonely realy sucks and hits hard, making me wish that i had someone in my life who would appriciate what i do

Life Of Nikkilee Riot
So Im Nikkilee, 19, proud owner of a vagina. Im an Aussie and have been living in Tennessee for since June of 08. I have a passion for animals and their welfare, aswell as Music and singing, but shh dont tell anyone. In australia I had alot to do with promotions of local events and gigs, aswell as a little event management. Ive been riding horses since I can remember. Im a sarcastic bitch, and you either love me or you hate me, either way my name is on your lips. I love my friends more than life and miss the aussie gang TERRIBLY. I have a stickam account, ask for the link. Im live a few times a week. I have a cat named Kitty and a chowXshar pei dog named Lucy. They are way cooler than your pets. I live on myspace, yes I know.. ghey.. dont care. I live with my mother and stepfather, have lived out of home for the last 3 years in australia and came here for a new start. YAY. =/ Anyways thats me.. well all you need to know.. and im fucking exhausted so.. good

Life
I love life. Many of us just get caght up in the bullshit in life. People need to realize that we only live one time, so why not live life to the fullest. Living is a gift from God. We spend so much time worried about other peoples lives and do not pay attention to our own. Life is full of hills and valleys, so hang on for the ride. And remember, ride this motherfucker till the wheels fall off............Living! Jay-)

Life's A Beach & Prince Of Pirates
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Life Is Hectic
isolated imprisoned by my own emotion, laying hollow broken by the vary thing i yearn;your touch still like fire,ice still running its course;why can i not,be a corpse so this pane could fade; nothing so sweet as it once seemed,all their tainted memories and no ears;to allow these mourning feelings breathe,i find myself alone the last thing i need;treading days like a death sentence,my useless immortality; unable to end this eteran pentance,the sin i cannot seem to redeem;what is it i have done,that is utterly unatoneable;please just let me break free,im now lost in loathing;with nothing left to dream,knowing ill only be appointed to disappointment; http://meatspin.com/ http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=364795556

Life And Stuff
two of my cousins were involved in a shooting. both were shot by policemen who claim that they felt threaten by my cousins. at a baseball game...really? carlos is a marine who just got home from iraq who took his girlfriend along

Life
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. I got this from my friend Heather's web page and she got it from Josh Grasin's Page & Josh Got It from A Book. It's

Life Sucks Right Now
Hello to all my friends on here. Have reached a point in my life where I have no pride left and am having to ask for help. As some of you know either thru my blog or from having talked to me life has really sucked lately. Anyway recently found myself to be homeless with 2 teenagers in tow. We had ended up in the emergency shelter but I was given a random drug test, I was told that I tested positive for meth, anyone that knowa me, knows this too be not true. We were licked out of the shelter that day and ended up staying in a motel with my kids, not fun. Well my Aunt and a family friend came up with the deposit and the rent for til the end of the month. I have to come up $460 for next months rent and utilities. As I am between jobs and my health is not that great, find myself coming to you for help. If anyone can assist in anyway, even if just a couple of dollars would be very much appreciated. If you are able and willing to help, please contact me. This was the very last thin

Life, Love, Relationships, & All That Other Crap...
Dave and I broke up! That's what everyone wanted, so that's what everyone got. Yes, I had it planned to break up with him if things didn't get better by the 1st but not the way he did it. The way he broke up with me is the little bitch's way!!! Everyone kept saying I can do better, I deserve better. Well guess what- I loved him and wanted to be with him. Why else do you think he treated me like shit and I stayed? But its over now and everyone can be happy. Just wanted to let everyone know that. And maybe its time for the real me to come back. The one who don't give a damn who gets hurt by me or anyone else. I used to never care if I hurt people, part of the reason I am called a evil bitch, but itll go back to that. And I think my dark side really does need to come back out. Nobody will ever hurt me again! Much Wicked Love

Life........sucks
Today is NOT a good day...I shall not go into details but I found out today that a work mate and dear friend passed away yesterday and it looks as if he took his own life....... Why is it that some people seem to be less able to cope with the bad that life throws at us yet some cannot only cope but overcome it and get stronger with each passing day!!!. God bless you Paul and may the angels keep you safe from the pain that drove you from this earth.......I will miss you.

Life Is A Phenomenon Created By Love
Just want to get a few ideas and thoughts out of my head before they drive me insane. A few who know me on here knows that I lost my mother in April to kidney failure. It was sudden, and totally unseen. Not like anyone could ever prepare for some one close to them to die, but it was a complete shock that to this day I'm still caught off guard from time to time. Usually I can keep my mind busy so I don't think about the loss, but with the holidays happening and I have no clue how to stop them, I've been thinking about my mom alot. I've been dreading Thanksgiving because even though I've cooked about 8 turkeys in my cooking history, I've ALWAYS had my mom around for me to ask what temp and how long. And yeah I know most turkeys come with directions it was almost like our tradition. It was a way to keep my mom involved even though she could no longer stand the length of time it took to cook a meal. I spent a good part of last night unable to sleep because I knew it was just me and the tur