GODDESS WORSHIPPER NEW BREED's blog: "LIFE"

HEY ALL, LOVE IS A FUNNY THING. I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL. HOW CAN I HURT SO MUCH AND FEEL GREAT OTHER TIMES. I HAVE HAD MANY BOYFRIENDS EACH ONE I HAVE HAD A DIFFERENT KIND OF LOVE FOR. THE LAST REALTIONSHIP WAS GREAT THEN ENDED ON NOT SUCH GOOD TERMS, BUT I STILL LOVE HIM AND NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF HIM. HE IS STUCK IN MY HEART AND THOUGHTS. I THINK WE WERE JUST ON 2 DIFFERENT PATHS WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER. MAYBE HE IS MEANT FOR ME AND WE JUST NEED TO WAIT TILL WE ARE BOTH ON THE SAME ROAD???? AFTER HIM I DONT EVEN HAVE THE DESIRE TO DATE AGAIN. WELL NOT NOW ANYWAYS. I THOUGHT HE WOULD BE THE ONE I WOULD MARRY. MAYBE HE IS. I GUESS I JUST NEED TO SLOW DOWN AND BE PATIENT AND WORK ON MYSELF FIRST. THAT IS WHY I AM MOVING I AM GOING TO WOK ON MYSELF. HE WILL KNOW HOW TO GET AHOLD OF ME WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT.. THANKS FOR READING THE RAMBLINGS OF A MIXED UP CHICK INSIDIOUS

HI EVERYONE THANKS FOR STOPPING BY TO READ... I AM 28 AND CURRENTLY LIVING IN NEW YORK WITH MY FAMILY. I HAVE ASPIRATIONS OF MOVING TO MAINE IN THE NEAR FUTURE(2 MONTHS). I WANT TO BECOME A JOURNALIST THERE WORKING FOR A SMALL NEWSPAPER. I HAVE NO PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE DOING SO. BUT IT IS A DREAM I AM WILLING TO FIGHT HARD TO ATTAIN. SO PERIODICALLY BECAUSE I LOVE TO WRITE I WILL LEAVE BLOGS AND STUFF FEEL FREE TO RATE THEM BUT PLEASE BE HONEST. I AM LOOKING FOR INPUT TO MAKE ME A BETTER WRITER. ALSO ANYONE FROM MAINE THAT HAS ANY QUESTIONS OR SUGGESTIONS THEY WOULD BE MUCH APPRECIATED. I AM STILL LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO LIVE AND A SECURE JOB IN MAINE. ONCE I MOVE THERE I DONT THINK I WILL EVER COME BACK YOURS TRULY, INSIDIOUS