CHULOZ FUBAR's blog: "LIFE IS LIKE"

I AM THE ONE TO BUILD YOU UP WITH ONE SINGLE TOUCH....AND THEN TO TEAR YOU DOWN LIKE I OWN THE TOWN.....IF I LOVED YOU LIKE I SAID I DO I WOULD OF NEVER DONE WRONG TO YOU....AND THEN TO LOOK IN YOUR EYEZ THATS WHEN I DIE....I SHOULD OF NEVER LET HER CONTROL MY LIFE AND DIRESPECT MY WIFE....IF I COULD ERASE MY PAST WITH THE EXCEPTION OF MY KIDS I WOULD DO IT SO FAST....WAS LIFE REALLY NEVER MENT FOR US....I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THOSE WORDS I DON'T TRUST....TO BEAR OUR OWN TO RAISE A CHILD IN A SINGLE OR DOUBLE LOVING HOME....TO BATH HIM OR FEED HER....RAISE THEM AND READ TO HIM AND HER....I DREAM OF THE DAY DANTE TAKES HIS FIRST STEPS....AND KAYLA SPEAKS HER FIRST WORDS....BUT LIFE IS NOT THAT GOOD TO HAND US WHAT WE PATENTLY WAITED FOR....SO ANGER FILLED MY SOUL AND HATERD CAME UNTOLD....ARGUMENTS FILLED OUR PRESENCE AND LIFE SEEMED SO BLUE I'M SORRY FOR WHO I BECAME TO YOU....THOSE RINGS DOWN THE DRAIN YOUR HEART THAT PAIN....MY UNCALLED MEANNESS MY CUNNING EYEZ THE TONE IN MY VOICE AND BRINGING WATER TO YOUR EYEZ.....I'M SORRY I HATE

LIFE IS LIKE THE MOST CONFUSSING THING--WHEN YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS RIGHT WE CAN BE LOST LIKE THE BLINK OF A LIGHT--SO WE HOLD ON TO WHAT WE HAVE EVERYTHING GOOD AND BAD--WE HOPE FOR THE BEST AND TO TRY TO MAKE THINGS PERFECT UNLIKE THE REST--I TOUCH THE GROUND AND PUT MY HANDS ABOVE I REACH EVERYWHERE FOR THAT PERFECT LOVE--BUT WHAT IF ITS SOMETHING TO FAR TO TOUCH SOMETHING YOU ONCE HELD SO CLOSE AND NOW IT FEELS SO GONE LIKE AN IMAGE OF OF A GHOST--LIFE IS LIKE THE START AND END OF SOMETHING FALSE AND TRUE SO MANY DECISOINS AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO-- I NEED GUIDENSS AND STRENGHT I NEED POWER AND HELP--BUT SHE FEELS LIKE I PUT HER HEART ON A SHELF--I LOVE HER TO DEATH AND NEVER WILL I LET GO THERE IT IS I CONFESS-- I REMMBER YOUR TOUCH AND YOUR KISS ITS SOMETHING I TRULEY MISS--IF I COULD GO BACK IN TIME TODAY YOU'D BE MINE AND EVERY NIGHT WE WOULD RELAX AND UNWIND-- AT THE DROP OF A DIME AND THE BEAT OF A HEART I NEVER WANTED US TO PART--I COULD GO WITHOUT THE FIGHTS BUT GIVE ME BACK OUR WARM NIGHTS GIVE ME BACK OUR STRUGGLE CAUSE IT WAS YOU I WALKED THE STREETS WITH IN A BLIZZARD AND WISHED WE WERE UP IN THOSE WARM HOMES--IT WAS YOU WHEN I WAS WITH I NEVER FELT ALONE AND FROM SCRAPS WE BUILT OUR HOME--YES IT WAS ME TO THROW IT ALL AWAY AND FOR THAT I DIE EVERYDAY--IF I EVER KNEW IT WOULD COME TO THIS LIFE WOULD BE LIKE SOMETHING I WOULDN'T MISS AND IF I WERE MAGIC I'D WISH OURS BACK IN THE TOUCH OF A KISS--