tinkerbellbri's blog: "Life in general"

So, it is friday night, as I sit here alone I am thinking to myself, RACING SEASON STARTS this weekend! I am so excited! I can't wait. I am interested in doing some fantasy racing but I don't know. I have been looking at the nascar site. Is there any other ones out there? Any cool ones that you can win big on? I am very interested in this. So if anyone has any answers, please fill me in! Anyways, It is 11:30 at night ona friday, nothing exciting happening besides some homework! What an exciting life I lead!

well, I watched the game last night. Wasn't really rooting for anyone because my team wasn't in it. But I did watch for the commercials. My favorite?? The SoBe water one. With the lizards dancing to Thriller. It was the cutest by far. I was kind of disappointed with the commercials. They aren't as good as I remembered before. Maybe it is just me. Maybe the advitiers can't afford the make awesome commercials when they are paying 2.7 million for air space alone. Nothing to important going on. School work is a calling!

So, I had a friend call me last night, tell me the guy I have been "dating" was out with someone else. I believe her but we never set that we were "exclusive" so do I even have a right to get mad? I think we are more like a booty call type thing going on. I have had one bad relationship after another. I don't want to go down that road again. I want to find a nice guy, one who treats his woman with respect and equality. He nor I am superior to one another. We each bring our own qualities to the relationship. I don't want to meet the married guy again. I was the other woman for far to long. You get nice gifts but not the emotional support you need. You get the "extra" time, if they have any. You hear the lies, they love you, they are going to leave their wife. It never happens. And I am not that bitch, that bitch that will go to the other woman and rat her cheating, fake ass husband out. What do you gain in the end? Nothing, you lose everything anyways. Or do I just stick to being the other woman? Get nice gifts, things are on my terms, and not be tied down to one man. Not have to listen to anyone but myself? At times, that doesn't sound to bad. I guess I will just try to find a guy. And see where it leads. Maybe I will find happiness in someone elses misery!