Twilight Fury's blog: "Life The ultimate BuzzKill"

I slowly feel as if my mind is slipping away into this abyss called my life. Somehow I don’t know anymore if anything is worth all the pain I go through just to keep the sanity in my life. Somehow I manage to push those that are the most important to me away and I tend to hide in this shell of a body that doesn’t even scratch the surface of me. This is my world, can you handle me and every little thing that comes with it or will you to eventually turn and run away, never wanting to look back. I’m left alone, standing in the dark, shivering from the cold. Won’t someone help me, won’t someone lead me into the light of the world once again. I await your light, Oh beautiful one, please bring me home once again. Maybe then I will break the shell and be allowed to feel once again. D.B. Stonehause

Okay, please allow me to introduce myself a little differently. I am the guildleader of a ubersmash guild from everquest, everquest2, and World of Warcraft. We currently are considering ourselves a gaming coalition. Yes I am becoming a corporate dick, we will soon be starting a store selling shirts, Hats, and other merch holding our logo and designs. I also have a side company designing guildwebsites called Acidic Guild Productions. If you want to check us out, IMO our site sucks ass but I used what I had available, and my mind has been distracted due toa divorce. WWW.Knightsofdraconis.com, so yeah if you ever get on any of those games, check for us, On eq2 we are on the unrest server, get ahold of Frelling, on WOW go to demon soul and get ahold of Streudal. LOL Well this Goober of a nerd will put this down So please for give me for ranting about my guild. I am proud of it though. I plan on it becoming a well known and well populated guild!!!!!!!!!

Okay I was sitting there the other day thinking about all the bad hand's I've been dealt in life, but then from somewhere something good always happens. So I guess I have been fortunate to that point that not everything is as terrible as it could be. I have done a lot of growing up, and now I can hold my head up high and say I do everything on my own. considering I have literally been on my own since I was 14, my father never gave a shit(I have only met the man 3 times in my life) and my mother was addicted to meth. So I have been to the bottom of the barrel and have decided that I will not let anyone control me or my life anymore. So here here to one last hoorah before I go off to become that father of the year, even though I will be full o' piercings and maybe tattoos first LOL. I know what makes me happy and that is all I can do, keep myself happy and keep my children happy!!!!! The rest should just all fall into place as I go along. Does any of that make sense?