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OO5

just when i think things are good, and gonna stay that way it blows up in my face. i guess for the most part, things are okay now.. but it still bothers me that i put my all into something && get a slap in the face afterwards. sometimes i just want to go back to the way i was. jaded, and anti-social. but then again, i wasn't completely happy with that person.. but it sure as hell saved me from a lot of hurt and drama. sometimes i just want to give up on life in general. but i can't do that to the people i love and care about. they're what keeps me going.. i just don't know how much longer i will be able to deal with this shit. *sigh* i just want things to go back to the way they were when they good.. is that really too much to ask for??

OO4

things are going really good. ken has a new job, that he really likes. and hopefully soon i should have a new job myself. i've also decided that i'm cutting certain people out of my life. they keep trying to bring me down and screw my life up.. and honestly i don't want any part of it. well.. that's all for today. toodles!

OO3

i've come to the realization that i let everything bother me, to the point where i make myself physically sick. for the past 2 days (meaning yesterday & today) anything and everything that gets said to me, or happens in general i immediatly start to panic. since all that's been happening my boyfriend has continued to supported me, and deal with all the mood swings. he's finally started getting firm with me about how i let all the drama affect me. and it if it weren't for him doing that i would still be in a huge slump. but without my family, and close friends i would be totally lost! i'm going to be working really hard to get my life back together. it's the only thing i know that will make me right again. so thanks to everyone who reads this, and continues to support me. if you have any advice, please feel free to leave a comment or something. xOxOx* DANiELLE

OO2

my life was a mess for awhile.. to the point where i ended up in the hospital. they put me on dicaton for my migrains and my stress/anxiety. my boyfriend is back with me, and that makes me happier than ever. i love this man more than words could ever hoping to express.

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so this is my first post in this blog. right now my life is going haywire. i don't really have the mental energy to get into details.. but is rough. i'm doing what i can to cope and deal with the possible loss of the greatest love of my life...
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