Fubar Blogs 4

New Famping
Hello :) starting April 1st, i'm going to start something new. Instead of charging per famp, i'm going to ask for a 65 credit bling pack per person for a family add per month, every month i will run a minimum of 15 famps, at least

Dork Proof
...and so does Dean. You see, Dean needs 15 more new fans before he can level. I fanned him a few weeks ago because he's a cool guy and I wouldn't want him not to level! I totally upset the fan-less balance of my page just to help him out. Deans Psychedelic Breakfast@ fubar And this is where helping us both comes in. You see, as soon as he levels (yay!) I'll be able to remove him from my fan list! lol

Fubar Greed
This is a true story, but the names have been changed to protect some of the innocent victims...this is a 55 yr. Old man who has got to be one of the most self-serving, greediest person I've ever met on fubar in my entire 4

If You Are Ignorant Then Ignore This
I want something else. I'm not even sure what to call it anymore except I know it feels roomy and it's drenched in sunlight and it's weightless and I know it's not cheap. Probably not even real. We’re all made of stories. When they finally put us underground, the stories are what will go on. Not forever, perhaps, but for a time. It's a kind of immortality, I suppose bounded by limits. It's true, but then so is everything. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a *** everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before

The Wingnut Said--what?
My Momma was the best cook in Alamogordo, New Mexico. I’m not just sayin’ that. I’m saying we always took extra to every potluck regardless of who was going or how many people were gonna be there. Unless we got there so late that everyone had already stuff themselves (like that ever happened if they knew Momma was bringing something), we took home empty stuff. I got to enjoy nary a bite of those scrumptious leftovers because there were no leftovers to be scrumptious so I could enjoy them. That just isn’t fair, you know. The doctor’s family gets the worst medical care and the dentist has no teeth. Ok, that may be fine for them, but I gotta eat too! After all, I was a growin’ kid. My momma even said so. “You are growing just like a little weed!” she would say. My mother invented new ways to enjoy your broccoli, carrots, beans, or whatever it might be. Not only did you enjoy eating them, if it was a potluck, you would enjoy looking at them

Love To Write ..makes The Mind Relax
Heeeee heeeee...Come On N Don't Be Shy....I Just Love These Kinds Of Things.. The Idea Is That I Will Start A Story With 3 Words.. And Then Everyone Will Add 3 More Words To The Story By Posting A Comment... Play As Often As You Like, Just Please Let Someone Posted Between Your Own...And.... Who Know Where Our Story Will Go???? ....:)..OK.. To Start Things Off The First 3 Words Are: It Was Inevitable.... Hellooo My Family n Friends..I will be admitted tomorrow at 9am..n believe me I am tottally scared..for those that dont know what is going on..I had throat cancer n I have been taking

Fmf The Rules
THE RULES OF FUBAR’S MOST FINEST!!! First off, we are here to have fun and make new friends. We are here to support each other in any way possible. We are not here to compete against other groups, or people. Now for the RULES & REGULATIONS: 1. Before becoming a Fubar’s MOST Finest, you must rate, fan and add your officers. Once this is done contact one of the officers and let them know. Once you have done that feel free to add FMF to your name! *NOTE: We do not vote people in or out of the group, this is not a competition. 2. Please add Fubar’s MOST Finest to your name! It is nice to see the name in yours, but we realize it is a lot to put. If you would like you may use FMF for short! 3. Make sure you have a posted and a Fubar approved salute on your page. If you do not have one, we will give you a week to make and have one posted. If after a week, no salute is posted, we reserve the right to dismiss you from the group. This is not to be mean, but in the past

"red Neck Love"
When Henry was a youngster,he went to the drug store and asked the Pharmacist,"Sir,can you tell me where the ribbed condoms are?" The Pharmacist replied,"So,do you know what condoms are for?" "Sure do,They keep you from getting Venereal Diseases." The Pharmacist was impressed..."That's right,son. "Do you know what the ribs are for?" Henry paused and then answered,"Well,not really, but they sure do make the hair on my sheep's back stand up!!"

Bling!
To Bling or not to Bling? That is the question? To bling someone can be a double edged sword. Let's say I find a girl cute, interesting and she seems intelligent and I want to get her attention well the easiest way to do that is to bling her right? The problem with that is that I have noticed that when u bling someone when u first meet them on Fubar there is a strong possibility that you have set the wrong tone for the Fu friendship especially if it is an expensive bling. People are people and when u set that tone right out of the gate the expectation even though some of u will say it is not the case is that you will continue to bling them through out the friendship cuz if u dont they will wonder why u dont bling them any more?? The blinger then must decide if he or she wants to keep coming out of pocket to continue to bling this person or persons in order to maintain that level of attention you have established with that person. In many cases it can be a fucked if u do fucked if u don

A Walk On The Beach
WE WALK ON THE BEACH AS THE SUN BEGINS TO DIP BELOW THE HORIZON. IT'S RED GLOW IN THE AIR TRANSFUSES THE SCATTERED CRIMSON AND PINK CLOUDS ON THIS CALM AND COOL EVENING STROLL. WE HEAR THE DISTANT SPLASH OF THE WAVES AT LOW TIDE...LIKE A WHISPER. WE TAKE IN THE SCENT OF THE SALT AIR, FRESH AS SPRING IN OUR SENSES. AS WE STROLL, WE REFLECT ON THE DAY, HOW THEY PASS. LIFE IS A MYSTERY TO SAVOR, YOU TELL ME, I AGREE AND I AM SAVORING THESE MOMENTS WITH YOU NOW. AT OUR FEET, TIDE POOLS APPEAR, LEFT LEFT BEHIND BY THE RETREATING TIDE. SOME OF THE TIDE POOLS ARE LARGER AND TEEM WITH LIFE, SHELLS WITH THEIR TINY CRAB INHABITANTS,A FEW MINNOWS DARTING ABOUT,AND THE SMALL FEATHERY OCTOPUS CRAWLING ALONG...SUCH A MICROCOSM OF LIFE. WE PICK UP AN OCCASIONAL PIECE OF DRIFTWOOD, EACH POLISHED BY THE SAND AND SEA, THEIR GNARLY EDGES SUBDUED. THE MOON IS RISING,SLOWLY BRINGING ITS GLOW OVERHEAD. THE STARS START TO EMERGE AS IF BY MAGIC, WONDROUS THEY ARE, MILLIONS OF LIGHT YEARS DISTANT, AND YET TH

Relationship Advice
When it comes to a conflict in your relationship, if there is a problem fix it. Don't let something you can't agree on cause a stalemate. Better yet, come up with a solution you can both agree on. Each day that passes by that NOTHING was done about it is another day gone by, another moment that that person is angry with you. Another day that the person feels heartbroken, abandoned, not appreciated and unloved. You might as well give that other person permission to turn their back on you. Permission to let them cheat. The last thing we want to hear is "Where do we go wrong?", or "Why did that person cheat on me?". You know why. It's because of pride, foolishness, and sheer stupidity. Hold on to your convictions if you must, but they better be valid. If you truly love someone, you wouldn't let one day, much less one hour go by that your mate is pissed off at you. EVER. A person that has bluntness, sassiness, and flair is a person who has a great deal of life and passion flowing through t

My 2 Cents
6:15am Wake up 6:20am Get dressed and pick what my 9 year wears 6:25am Make her breakfast 6:30am Make sure she is dressed 6:45am Have her brush her teeth and get her things for school 6:50am Take her to school 7:45am Return home and get

Free Halloween 2016 Auction Rules, Regulations, Reasons To Enter
SO will host another totally FREE Auction this time with a Halloween theme but my normal rules apply such as if you want to enter my auction send me what you will offer in a private message so I have it saved along with the link to which picture of you that I should use to make your Auction picture! I generally make all the pics but if you have one already or wanna make your own picture, I will provide help with what to offer and any other questions you may have just SB me!! My rules also require respect for ALL who are to be auctioned and those who comment and bid, my MAIN rule is honor what you bid or do not bother bidding and wasting everyone's time! The one being bid upon may accept or deny any bid they choose, fubucks are always beaten by credit or bling or blast bids!! Any other questions please feel free to PM or SB and I will get back to you, oh yeah one more thing is NO DRAMA whch does apply to your friendly neighborhood Auction host as well bahahaha I host these auctions for

Fubar Lounge Coder Training Lounge Motd Section Breakdown
WELCOME TO FUBAR LOUNGE CODE TRAINING THIS IS GOING TO SEEN RATHER OVERWHELMING TO YOU AT FIRST AS IT IS ALOT OF INFORMATION TO HAVE ALL PUT IN FRONT OF YOU AT ONE TIME, BUT IT IS ALL VERY SIMPLE TO READ AS I HAVE BROKEN IT DOWN TO A WAY THAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND AND FOLLOW THE EXAMPLES THAT I HAVE PUT IN HERE FOR YOU AND I HOPE THAT YOU CAN UNDERSTAND EACH AND EVERYTHING THAT IS LISTED BELOW AS IT IS VERY VITAL TO YOU TO BECOME SUCCESSFUL IN YOUR BECOMING A LOUNGE CODER.

Funny Stuff
'Hong Kong announced on Wednesday that they would be giving away $6000HKD (about $770 USD) to each adult permanent resident in Hong Kong. The government will also be issuing salary tax cuts due to a fiscal surplus for the fiscal year ending on March 31st. This plan of giving out money to almost everyone replaces the plan that they had earlier to give that money to retirement savings accounts. Lawmakers and social groups commented that it is ineffective on low-income groups. The government would waive 75% of salary taxes. It is estimated that there is a surplus of $71.3 billion for this fiscal year.'

Odds 'n' Ends
Lingering within my memory His senses i command Intoxicated by his desire Entranced by his demand So secure against his chest Surrendering to his touch Satisfying his hunger His need i crave so much His eyes burn deep inside me Mesmerized by his stare Unbridled passion flowing free Transfixed within his glare Our bodies moved in harmony Locked in passion as we were I couldn't tell the you from me Our sense of time began to blur in the heady afterglow his scent upon my skin the taste of him i'll always know

Poetry
your words are nothing But poisonous lies Your eloquence enraptures me Your words enthrall thy soul Frequently you poison my mind, my body And my soul. Your aura is intolerable Your presence is shameful Thou reminds me of an odious palfrey You act if you are my prodigy With thy masked removed You’re nothing but thy fool. With one hand you hold a scythe And the other sword. A sacrifice for the sinner, a deep Torturing sense of guilt. Feeling sorrow and revenge You fall from grace Depraved of soul Resistant’s is weak. My little sinister how you bring harm Evil and misfortune Sulking around the shadows Grasping your evil deeds in your hands You fall deeper and deeper Becoming translucent and undeterred You've become unearthly Thriving in sin An insatiable, unsubdued thirst for pain On the verge of death You stumble into my court. I stand and watch as you wither into agony I step down and whisper into your ear As you slowly fade "I Always Loved You". Dreary smiles and anguished

Have You Ever Noticed?
I have been cursed! Due to many things that happened when I was very young, I love women. Get your minds out of the gutter for a moment. I mean I love women, there is just something about a woman that is so beautiful, please get your mind out of the gutter,lol. Anyway the thing is that I have been cursed, not that I cannot get women to want to be around me, this has never been a problem. I am not a pretty guy, but I have had some of the most beautiful women on earth surrounding me. The problem is that I am the guy they want as a friend, somebody they can trust to give them good advice and to be honest with them. It seems that once you are cast in that role, they can not see that it would make you an ideal lover so it will never cross their mind that you want them. To complicate things more, if you mention it they look at you funny and think that you are kidding. It is like being in a candy store with a sweet tooth and diabetes. I am know it sounds like I am complaining and to a point I

Flashback (lsd Daze)
I Just wanna Say Before you Read thisThat this was for the most part over 25yrs ago& I've never Done Heroin or Needles I Remember Sitting in Jr. High in a Science Class watching a Film Designed To Scare us away from doing Drugs,I explicitly remember the scene where a Guy takes LSD looks in a Mirror see's himself as a Ware wolf & Runs out to the second story Balcony & Jumps off Fast Forward..... I Don't Remember what Grade, Not Junior Year cause I'd Smoked pot as a Sophomore I Kinda didnt Like it cause it made me feel dull stupid & Boring (That was before I Discovered High Grade Indica, Fallbrook Ses. & what-not)So Me and a friend Had quit pot for our Junior yearsomewhere in late High School I Discovered Whites(beanies, Speed) for the 1st timeI wanted to Run Faster Jump Higher, Be more alertso at least a senior, & maybe even after Graduation, That Summer I Took my 1st hit of LSD, I Believe it was Orange Sunshine...

Video Shout To Fubar Peeps
Hey everyone added a updated video shout for this month...added new peeps in it....if i overlooked you let me know. Beto aka dj devious one I decided to make a video shout out some fubar peeps...Those who I might have left out hit me up in a private message and next time i do another video shout out I will be sure to include you. Plz rate and comment... Beto

Mc5
And right now, right now, right now it's time to KICK OUT THE JAMS, MOTHER FUCKERS! Yea! I, I, I, I, I'm gonna I'M GONNA KICK 'EM OUT! Yea! Well, I feel pretty good and I guess that I could get crazy now, baby. 'Cause we all got in tune and when the dressing room got hazy now, baby. I know how you want it, child: hot, sweet, and tight. The girls can't stand it when you doin' it right; when you're up on the stand. And let me kick out the jams, yes! Kick out the jams. I WANTTA KICK 'EM OUT! Yes, I'm startin' to sweat, you know my shirt's all wet. What a feelin'. [ Mc5 Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] And the sound that abounds and resounds and rebounds off the ceiling. You gotta have it baby, you can't do without, when you get the feelin', you got the sound above. Put that mike in my hand And let me kick out the jams, yes! Kick out the jams. I WANTTA KICK 'EM OUT! (guitars) alright, alright, alright,...(9 times) come on, come on,

Grr Chains Lol I Was Tagged !!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names 1. My favorite color is YELLOW! 2. Yes my boobs are real. Been big chested my whole life lol. 3. I sleep in a wife beater and panties every night! 4. My longest relationship was 12 years!! oh GOD 5. I ALWAYS WRITE IN CAPS BUT SINCE THIS IS A RANDOM BLOG I HAD TO SWITCH IT UP. 6. I have long ass fucking hair, blue eyes, and freckles for all you non 20 20 people lol. 7. I love being a MOTHER! 8. My favorite number is 6. 9. I love to sleep on the outside but...for my Marko I'll make an exception! I love you! 10. I love to kiss and cuddle most of all but...( lets not forget tossing salad) lmfaoooooooooooooo Marko Deejay Dryan Long Legz Kozmo

Under Her Desk
I started off this morning in a very bad mood. I like to enjoy my coffee and sit alone for an hour.. well my driver being somewhat of a twit locked herself out of the van for the second time in 24 hours... I grumbled a lot while walking out the door.....

~love...random Guido Open Words~
~Take My Hand.... and Walk with Me... ~From Where We Are.... to Where We'll Be.... ~Love is a Mystery... ~We'll Learn what Life is.... as We Go... ~No Map...No Answers... ~All I know is this: I Love You So..... Peace.

Help Needed 4 A Friend!
I have a dear real life friend that lost his job this week!! He just got custody of his son this summer and this couldnt be a worse time of year to be unemployed! He is in the telecommunications field but has other skills as well. Lives in DelRay Beach, FL ... If ANYONE knows of a position open that you feel he may be qualified for there (or anywhere else), PLEASE, let him know! He's my #5 family member .. here's his link .. ~ Michael ~http://b.pcc3.fubar.com/47/37/1997374/tn_1550936266.jpg">@ fubar My mission is to help him gain employment SOON! Thank you to anyone who may have a lead!! Happy Holidays All!! Jacqui

Best Christmas Card Ever.
Twas the Night Before Christmas and all through the house, the creatures were stirring yes, even the mouse. We tried melatonin and gave a hot bath but the holiday jitters they always distract. The children were finally all nestled in bed when nightmares of terror ran through my OWN head. Did I get the right gift...the right color and style?

*~in-laws~*
A couple drove down a country road for several miles,not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules,goats and pigs,the wife asked sarcastically,"Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the husband replied, "in-laws."

Total Randomness
For anyone who ever complains of how nasty their roommates are. Shut the hell up. I PROMISE you that I have you beat. Hands down. They are a married couple. Big hearts and they have done a lot for me and my daughter but they are the absolute foulest, nastiest people I have EVER lived with. The husband and I kid you not, has only showered TWICE in the year I have lived here! Now mind you, the rest of the house doesn't look like this because I make damn sure it doesn't. This is how they LIVE in their bedroom!! **WARNING** You WILL need a puke bag!! Shhhh! He's sleeeeepin :O

When Girls Talk
That they never say "Prison" in a television show? They always say "Jail". Im not talking about reality shows obviously. But this is something that annoys me. You will here... "Youre going to spend the rest of your life in jail!". Ummmm, that would be prison you stupid writers. There must be a reason behind this. I just dont get it. And I bring it up to Ryot and Val all the time.

Fustitutes
I always laugh when i see status's that say things like "$25 bling pack to see my naughties" "bling me for access to my private pics" "$65 bling pack gets you a nsfw salute" "buy me a god mode and i will let you see my goods" "buy me this and i will give you my yim" "buy me that and i will give you my messenger, let you text me for 1 hr, let you see me on cam for 5 mins" Really? Do guys really give these fustitutes these things to have a peek at their snatches? Guys really toss money at them just to have a peek at nsfw folders? Why dont these gals have a lil digital sign on their profile "now serving #1032" I speak only for myself when i say if i want to pay to look at snatches or naughty pics i will go to the newstand and buy a playboy or hustler. Not only will i save a ton of cash but I will be guaranteed that the pics i am looking at will be pics taken by a professional photographer and be of a professional model. Not a nasty skank with a yellow cooter thats just dripping with dise

This Summer
HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS to all my family and friends. It's been a very long summer filled with in and out of the hospital visits and spending time with Dyani and family. I wont get into the hospital trips to much, I will say a couple of surgeries and a lot complications involved. I was emotionally down and drained from it all for most of the summer but feeling better and have been trying to make the most of the time off with Dyani before she starts back to school. I am sorry I haven't stayed in touch more but I did not take my computer or phone with me to the hospital and when I was home most of the time I was not up to anything but getting rest and trying to get back to normal, or at least my version of normal...lol. I have missed you all and hope you all had a wonderful summer. Thank you for all of you who called, emailed, and send me love while I have been away. I can't be on as much as I would like to but will be back a little at a time. Hugs and kisses!!!!!

Stuff
FIVE RULES TO REMEMBER IN LIFE: 1) Money cannot buy happiness but it’s more comfortable to cry in a Mercedes than on a bicycle. 2) Forgive your enemy but remember the bastard’s name. 3) Help someone when they are in trouble and they will remember you... when they're in trouble again. 4) Many people… are alive only because it’s illegal to shoot them. 5) Alcohol does not solve any problems, but... neither does milk.

Lonely
One of the worst feelings in the world is loneliness. Sitting in the dark by yourself in the wee hours of the night gently crying. Nobody knows what's going on with you. How could anybody realize what's happening? Everybody you know is resting peacefully in their bed awaiting the new day tomorrow. But for you, there's no difference in the days. They pass monotonously. And before you know it, it's all gone. Unknown

Valentine's Day 2012
So tomorrow is the big day when everyone goes crazy trying to prove their love to another person. My thought process in all this is why should showing how much you love someone be limited to just 1 day of the year?

Truth
I would Love you More In one Day Than some could ever do In a Lifetime But you wouldnt know this Because you dont know how to appreciate that and be faithful Time and Time again I have tried and been smacked down Cast aside for the ones you will never let go of Sometimes.. I feel like the strand of pearls that you keep tossing before the swine in the pigpen and they trample

Fakes On Fu!!
Easy tips on how to Spot FAKES on Fu.. Newbies with photos of sexy girls and got private albums. Newbies who just sign onto fubar and are already asking for bling,fan,and likes if they are so called new to fubar how the hell do they know about all that shit,thats one big red flag that they are fake accounts being run by people from fubar who already got accounts who want credits so they can fu pal them to their real accounts. Newbies without No salutes even after you ask em to post one they get pissy or make up an excuse,thats another red flag. Newbies who are asking for VIPS thats another red flag. Newbies who post info on their profiles saying they are real and they do not have to post a Salute to prove it. All i am saying is do not fall for those fakes who claim to be Real they are just after one thing your MONEY to get credits out of you and have them send to their real fubar accounts,i am just warning you silly boys stop falling for them,spending money on em,buying them shit

"interested"
Funny how someone can say "I'm interested in you", yet when given the opportunity to actually to get to know them, they have nothing more to say than "I want to be with you" or "I'm attracted to you". They make no inquiries as to what that person likes to do, what they believe, what kind of morals they have, what kind of friend they are, etc. A person that is truly "interested", will ask questions (lots of them)... look for commonalities.... establish whether or not there is a potential for compatibility.

History
IMMORTAL TEMPTATIONS RULES FOR STAFF First and foremost the Staff chain is as follows. All Staff are to report to their appropriate bosses then Lilly as the GM, Bound N Silk as co owner and SilverRise Fox as main owner. Main Owner - SilverRise Fox Co Owner - Bound N Silk GM - Lilly Head Greeter - HarleyBaby Head Cammer - Ashbaby Head Promoter - Looking for promoters Head DJ - Demon Head Enforcer - Mechneck Server Owner Satyre (Forbidden Hosting) 1. Real life comes first2. Respect all staff members.3. ABSOLUTELY No personal issues in the lounge if you have issues please talk about the issue outside of the Lounge4. If you can't make it in for your shift, or have to leave early please contact your next level of staff.

Weight Loss, What No One Tells You, Or You Expect....
I Decided Back on March 24th that I wasn't happy living within the shell I was carrying around with me. Busting/rolling out of a Size 14, With way more than a MUFFIN top, more like a bunt cake! I was going to CHANGE, Starting with a calorie counting, drinking more water & green tea, and adding some calorie burning. I took out my Smart phone, downloaded the "LOSE IT" app, added my weight, height, age, and my goal weight. started walking 3 miles a day, eating under 1,300 calories a day. I also added a step counter accupedo, put a goal of 10,000 steps a day which I fell short of at first. I took Photo's, even though I hated my reflection looking back at me. Pushing 180, with a goal of 150 in site. I started walking my route twice a day. Weighing ounces and counting every calorie became a game to me. Not just putting in the food I ate but the butter I cooked it in, the salt I added. I used to think FRUIT & veggies were FREE.... wrong! My image of a pasta serving and a real serving was 3 ti

Something I Found Interesting
You don't make a woman come. You read that right. Sex is – or should be – about pleasure. Your role is to facilitate her ability to come. Not make her come. That is a dangerous misnomer. An ultimate orgasm comes from her, not from anyone else. It comes from her letting go, giving in and being 100 percent present in her body. The key is putting your own pleasure on hold – an investment that will only make sex better for you, and more on that in a second. For a woman to have an ultimate orgasm she needs to be completely and utterly engaged, and so do you. For most women an ultimate orgasm is a blended orgasm; that means that nerve endings in several yummy spots are all being ignited at the same time. Smart guys know that the more satisfied the woman, the more enthusiastic she is about satisfying her partner. That's why I'm so keen on the ultimate orgasm. You help your girl to one of those, and she'll be saying thank you in all your favorite ways. Before we

@))-----%--
It was a long cold winter day; I didn’t have anywhere to go or anyone to talk to. So I started to look out the window and wonder what life would be like somewhere else. Thought about how when I was grown up I would be working for a huge business as a CEO. As I find myself day dreaming about the future the phone rings, I run to answer it hoping it’s something important for ruining my thoughts. I answer the phone but no one is there so I hang up and go back to looking out the window, five minutes pass and the phone rings again. I run to answer it and when I do, all I hear is heavy breathing so I ask “who is this calling?” still no response. I hang up and the phone rings again within seconds, scared to answer I run into another room. The phone keeps ringing and ringing I have no idea who it is, my parents are out of town on business so I have no one to run to. I pick up the phone and call my friend Monica, “Monica did you call here” it sounds like she&

About Me
This is more of an about me than an actual blog but may help to know me better. I'm a 42yr old married housewife from Georgia. Just so everyone knows, I'm also bi and my husband is well aware of that. I made a slight mistake of posting that on my status a couple weeks back, had my feelings hurt and lost some friends because of it. Now I've had time to think about it and realized it doesn't matter. People can be crule and quick to judge others without even having a clue. So to those who defriended me bye bye. I mean it wasn't like I was going to jump through the screan and rape you !

Famp Run Buyins
Hi everyone, just wanted to take a minute and post a blog about how I work my famp buyins! 1. My week starts on thursdays. I run days that have good bonus for rates. The days change weekly due to my work schedule as well! I am EST so usually I start a run between 7 pm - 8 pm est. that could change also due to my work schedule.

Loving You
You make my world complete, We belong together, No other can compete. We belong together, I need you for eternity, We belong together, So please never leave. We belong together, You had me from the start, We belong together, You've completely stole my heart. we belong together, Its the way it was meant to be, We belong together, Just you and me. She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace

The Whole Story!
UPDATE............. They IP banned me for sharing my blog........... Guilty conscious? When they changed the godmode bling without warning I happen to be running one, I came home from an appt to find it over with no explanation, so I forwarded my report to support inquiring why it ended

Who Is Nj_nice_guy
First off let me start by asking that you please DO NOT leave any comment on this blog...ALL comments will be deleted the second they are posted on here... THANKSSo I have been on this site since 2006 and have gotten to know some great people and along the way I have made some wonderful friends who I will forever keep in my heart... Let me make this clear now... I AM NOT going to leave fubar...I am writing this blog because some people have asked me who "NJ_Nice_Guy" really is... who is the guy behind the name... See I have never been one to really speak much about myself... I just tell the basics and call it a day...So this will be a little FYI on NJ_Nice_Guy...YES it might be a little long...So if you dont want to read all this then move on now...A Little Background!My parents came to the states from Portugal back in 1975 looking for a better place to start a family... They started working double shifts and saving all they could to get ahead in life... Sept. of '75 they had my sister

Points Auction
I am auctioning off my points for Thursday the 16th of December.... This auction will close at 6PM CST on December 16th, 2010.... The points will be given from 6:30 PM til 6:30 AM.... This will allow for a reset which will generate more rates; thus more points.... Please leave only auction bids in the comments section below.... Thank you and have a wonderful day/night....

Random Ramblings
For about a week now, I have been offering to pay people to rate all my pics.... I currently have around 350 pictures with about 30 being in a "Family Only" folder.... I understand that not everyone can rate those particular pictures and that is fine with me.... They will still get paid for rating all of the rest.... I am currently paying 140K which I believe is more than fair.... I ran into an issue this morning where someone said that they haven't been paid.... So, to avoid any further confusion or delay I have made a folder with screen shots of the payments.... This will not only protect me from having to double pay someone, it also proves to others who are rating my pics that they will indeed get paid.... Another issue that I have run into is people commenting on the pictures that all have been rated.... In my status it clearly states: "Paying 140K for rating all my pics.... PM me when you are done...." If people do not send me a Personal Message to my inbox I cannot guarantee paym

Misc Poo
Best custom homepage I am fuckin FULL of awesome and WIN Carry on. Someone Like You lyricsSongwriters: Adele Laurie Blue Adkins;Daniel Dodd WilsonI heard that you're settled downThat you found a girl and you're married nowI heard that your dreams came trueGuess she gave you things I didn't give to youOld friend, why are you so shy?Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lightI hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvitedBut I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight itI had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be remindedThat for me, it isn't overNever mind, I'll find someone like youI wish nothing but the best for you, tooDon't forget me, I begged, I remember you saidSometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts insteadSometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts insteadYou know how the time fliesOnly yesterday was the time of our livesWe were born and raised in a summer hazeBound by the surprise of our glory daysI hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvitedBut I couldn't

Wisdom
Character is doing the right thing when nobody's looking. There are too many people who think that the only thing that's right is to get by, and the only thing that's wrong is to get caught. Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it You can't build a reputation on what you are going to do

Real Life's Priorities
It breaks my heart to have to leave all my friends here...I've come back several times for a reason...and that was just to stay in touch with all of the very dear, true friends I've met here. I lost my dad last March and my mom has gone downhill very rapidly since then due to Alzheimers. I've been going back and forth between Seattle and Vancouver lately..Monday thru Friday to take care of her but she is not doing very well at all. This may very well be me and my son's last Christmas with her and I wish to make it the VERY best for her!! SOOOO.....I will not be here much at all. That being said...I know the nature of this game...this isn't my first rodeo...lol. If you need to take me out of your family, believe me...I COMPLETELY understand! All my finances are wrapped up in making sure she gets the absolute BEST care possible so I just simply cannot spend any more money here. To be honest Fubar is SOO NOT my priority right now but I do understand how the game is played. If you remove

Rowen Marie – The Full Story
To start off I would like to THANK YOU now for taking the time to read this. We all run around the make believe world of Fu for different reasons but sometimes real life hits our hearts.

Yes, No, Maybe Lisst
Yes, No, Maybe List To help you on your sexual journey * This list is a work in progress and may be updated at any time. Yes No Maybe Anal Play Blindfolds Bondage Cock Rings Cock Sucking Consensual Humiliation Cuddling Cunnilingus

Bombing List
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're close by and we're co

Scribbles
i'm so annoyed with the world that we live inits hard enough just for us to make a livingits the same thing over and overwe're only getting older and olderso we're told get a job thats safecuz dreams are too fake for us to chasethis is my life, if thats the casecant i decide to design my fateif i wanna get high and wastedthen i will and no one can say shiti just hate that we're caught in this matrixthe money we make, the government takes itthen paves highways, with no exitsjust more ways to get caught in trafficso i ask them, please do tellwhat would you do if you could not fail?yeah, for real, put the job on the shelftake a deep breath, spend time with yourselfsay hi, introduce you to youif you couldn't lose, what would you do?whoop-dee-doo if you dont have a cluenone of us do when we first leave schoolyou're a fool if you think that you're straightcuz you put on a suit and a tie every dayand show up to a job that you hatethe only reason you're there is cuz you're getting paidyou wast

Alittle Insight
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. The wife was upset to say the least.“You are a disrespectful pig!” she cried. “How dare you do this to me! A faithful wife, the mother of your children! I’m leaving you. I want a divorce!”The husband replied, “Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened.” “Fine, go ahead,” she sobbed, “but they’ll be the last words you’ll say to me!”The husband began “Well, I was getting into the car to drive home, and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn’t eaten for three days. So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn&

My Quest To Quit Smoking.
I have smoked my last cigerette as of the end of December in 2010. I have turned to the e-cigerette. Now from time to time you will see my status reflecting vaping comments. I have talked to a few people on here about it. It may also seem to them that I may have "preached" it to them, but let me now say I did not mean it to sound that way. I was just trying to inform them what I have learned through my "vaping" experience. As I know that it is up to the individual to determine whether or not that they want to quit smoking, I am only giving information that they can do with what they want.

Stories Are What Will Go On
Will you ever really understand what I feel? Will you ever know what the stories woven into the delicate tangles of scars that sadly decorate the skin of my pale arms will ever really entail? When the truth is told, will you ever truly believe it? Will you be able to distinguish the real happiness from the fake? And when it comes down to it, will I ever be able to know all of that for you? I guess you can read my words and relate. You will interlace your experiences with mine in vague attempt to know what it feels like. You will tell me stories of your own pain and tell me you've felt the same. I will claim that no one has ever felt this hurt. Not like I have. I mean, it's hard to comprehend someone, somewhere in the world is experiencing the same things and reacting in the exact same way. Then something will enter my mind, the words I've read from someone else, words that I could have sworn were my own. A paragraph that I am so tempted to put my name next to because it is impossib

Just Things
stream down your face.. and I.. will fix you Well, so many things have happened to me that lately I am feeling very depressed. 8 Months ago, I had a partial hysterectomy, which means that my womb was removed because of a 12 cm fribroid growing on it, but my ovaries and cervix were left.

Fubar.me ..whys And Answers
First of all thanks for even bothering to read, it won't be short so please be a little patient with me :) I was going to post this once I reached level 40 but I have been forced to do so earlier because it became a conflict with my ABOUT ME section. I have know this site for over 5 years, had a couple of accounts which I personally deleted, out of respect because I was in relationships and latin men tend to be very jealous but not before adding the real nice people I met to my yim or msn. About 70% of those people are no longer on fubar.Back then, there were no godmodes, boomies, pimphands and all those perks, so one really had time to get to know people and chat. For the last 2 years I had an account, very low profile, I was here to relax, make friends,chat, and have fun,could not care less about leveling. Then last August my account got deleted by FU.....I asked many times why, never got a response which annoyed me, I was level 26 and just wanted to be able to pimpout my friends

Phoenix Rising
"Music's the only thing that makes sense anymore. Play it loud enough, it keeps the demons at bay..."~ JoJo/Across The Universe~ It's hilarious how sometimes you're just minding your own business, maybe playing an online game or two, when: WHAM! Something occurs to you that SHOULD have been obvious. I mean, it's literally a "d'oh!!!!" moment. Ok, I figured out a long time ago, that revelations rarely come when you're LOOKING for them, and even if they do, then

Fester
Damn my rebel heart keeps beating But yet my soul lies here bleeding My destiny broken My fate unknown Left to die with my eyes open Seeing your face every time I wake Living my future in the past Living backwards so your memory will last Your voice alive within my mind Remembering you, time after time And every night I spend hours kneeling Hoping my hell isn't real Praying for you to smile at me Come to me, call to me In vain So e

My Daughter In Law`s Story Of 9/11
I don't always bring up today. I used to avoid it. Partly because I was so thankful, and at the same time, ashamed that I thought "it wasn't my loved one." But today I will, because I can never forget. My mother and my uncle Larry Rose, both worked at the Pentagon. I remember the night before staying at my aunt and uncle's house for movies and games. Then I went to sleep in the guest bedroom. I never had to worry about going back home because mom had to work and I didn't. So I just stayed where I was. Early in the morning the phone wouldn't stop ringing. At first it took multiple times for it to penetrate through my sleep. Then I ignored it to try to go back to sleep. But then finally...someone said something other than "call me back." They said "I watched the news. Please tell me you're still alive." That jolted me. I ran to the phone and picked it up. It was one of their sons. He told me to turn on the television. That's when I saw them repeating the n

A Day Of Joy, A Life Of Change
Transphobic Murders In 2011 (So Far)Reana ‘Cheo’ BustamenteLocation: Tegucigalpa, HondurasCause of Death: Multiple stab wounds to the chestDate of Death: January 2, 2011No age reportedG

Rose's Garden
LADIES AND GUYS, THERE IS NOW A PEEN FOLDER UP ON MY PAGE. ALL PICS ADDED TO THIS FOLDER { http://fubar.com/peeeen/album-7356788-2590573 } GO UP FOR BEST PEEN CONTEST. THE WINNER OF THE BEST PEEN AWARD GETS BLINGED!!

Fupony
Hey everyone. So i have kinda copied this idea(sorry in advance) but i think its a great idea. Im going to run a lotto to win a fupony and they are 1000 credits. Its simple.. You send me 20 credits and i will place your name on this blog to say that you have entered. 50 people have to buy tickets and once all 50 are sold i will record a video of myself with all the names in a hat and draw it out so you can all see its a fair draw for the winner.

New Auctions
I have decided to hold another Auction. I couldn't decide weather I wanted a winter auction or a Valentines Day auction so I created a mumm. THe votes were surprisingly in favor of a Valentines Day theme hense the red script. so this is how it is going to work. All entries must be in to me no later than Feb 5th the Auction will run from the 5th to the 14th. All contestants have the right to refuse any bid. Please do not ask to be pulled from the auction before it is over. All bidding will start at 10 million fubucks, sorry no exceptions. I realize some of you are above fubucks bidding but guess what? I don't care. If you are really better than a fubuck bid then no one will bid less than 165 credit bling pack on you and you won't have to worry if someone only bids 10 mil. I will not start anyone out at a higher rate than the rest. it is unfair and demeaning to the less popular people on fubar. So lets get this thing started.

I Need Some Company
I am going ou of my mind. I need to get out and have some Fun. When I was in hte Army I would go out with guys from my unit and we would have a good time and on occasion someone would get luck and find a girl to take home. Anyway, now I am out and in a place far from where I grew up. I don't have any friends to hang with because now I am a Father of 3 young boys and work full time in an office all by myself. So if any of you Houston area ladies would like to find a good friend here I am waiting. Don't worry not looking for SEX....yet! I just get along better with the opposite sex. If you are a Dallas Fan that would be a plus. I want to see young Romo beat up that old Man Favre! lol. Any way let me know.

Dogs.
For a while there I was on foot.Fresh out of jail,long hair swaying out from under this constant do-rag I wear (I even sleep in this mutherfucker ok?) Anyway,Im strutting up to the store about a mile down this highway from my house-After awhile i noticed people giving me these turn around looks like they looking for something in my face.Ok so,im blind right? Adjust with my glasses and soon enough,

Stuffz
Without a word, he walked forward on the main road, the small town a stone's throws away now. The gate was swung wide open, allowing all in, under the the careful scrutiny of the town guards, all of whom fixed him with a wary gaze, two stepping forth to block his path, their halberds crossing. For a moment, niether spoke, taking him in nervously. He wore the black clothing of the long extinguished inquistors, the witch hunters of old, the lower half of his face hidden behind the high buckled collar. He dipped his wide brimmed hat respectfully to the two guardsmen, a gesture that put both guards ill at ease, epsecially when they spared a glance to the hilt of the khopesh strapped across his back. "What business have you here?" one of the guards asked through his plate helm, his voice gruff, trying to put on the appearance of not being the least intimidated by the stranger. A wry smile crossed his lips, though it was hidden by the collar of his coat, "I'm here on the request of your b

Poems
broken promises and shattered dreams wishing things weren't as they seem put on a fake smile and try to make yourself believe when you say tomorrow will be a better day Lying to yourself is such a shame but what else can you do in order to survive this game you sit back and think of the past few years while fighting back all of the tears with her on your mind, each day and night it's really hard to want to stay here and fight but you stay and fight for her even tho days sometimes pass like a blur she wouldn't want you to hurt this way she would even tell you that everything will be ok life is so hard now without you my darling jessie but you know this, cuz you are looking down from heaven on me..... Some songs feel like that they have be written for yourself.... "Leave Out All The Rest"by

A Letter To A Girl I Am No Longer With
Below is a letter I wrote to a girl I am no longer with. In her response she might as well have said I don't want anything to do with you so fuck off. If you have any comments I would appreciate them. Thanks. ******, How was your dad's party and the rest of your weekend? ..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> I am happy that you got accepted to a college in Florida. You will finally be getting out of Frederick, which is what you wanted. That is of course if you decide to go there because of other decisions you have to make. With going to Florida you will be close to your dad. Or you might decide to stay close to your mom. But you already knew all that. While we were together it was the best time I have ever had. You made everyday amazing. You supported me, you were my friend, and you might as well have been my girlfriend. When we first started seeing each other I did not want anything other than a physical re

A Soldiers Life
I fight so you don’t have to. I struggle so you can be free, You live so my work has meaning, And I die so that you all don’t have to. I am a Soldier, I am a friend, I am a leader, and I am your child. My day never ends, my night never begins. I say a silent goodnight to all those I love, and I shut my eyes hoping to sleep through the night. When calm comes, you can’t help but feel uneasy, knowing it is likely to end soon. The second you let down your guard, could be the second you watch someone die. 15 months of hell, a lifetime for some, a tour for us. The end doesn’t mean we are free, it just means another just like me must take my place. War doesn’t stop, it just pauses and some idiot hits resume. I don’t blame anyone, I can’t blame anyone. I ‘m not here fighting for some rightous cause, I’m fighting because it’s what I’m told to do. I fight because I love my country, I fight because I love each of you. I don’t know you, I might not even like you,

America Kicks Ass!!
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield, California.. After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York, Pennsylvania, and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack.. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel he could be in that store with those horrible people. His bo

A Soldier!
For those who are unaware, at military theaters, the National Anthem is played before every movie. The following was written by a Chaplain in Iraq: "I recently attended a showing of 'Superman 3' here at LSA Anaconda. We have a large auditorium we use for movies, as well as memorial services and other large gatherings. As is the custom back in the States, we stood and snapped to attention when the National Anthem began before the main feature. All was going as planned until about three-quarters of the way through The National Anthem the music stopped. Now, what would happen if this occurred with a thousand eighteen-to-22-year-olds back in the States? I imagine there would be hoots, catcalls, laughter, a few rude comments; and everyone would sit down and call for a movie. Of course, that is, if they had stood for the National Anthem in the first place. Here, the 1,000 Soldiers continued to stand at attention, eyes fixed forward. The music started again. The Soldiers continued to quietly

Stories
The tall lanky figure glided from a black truck with two bags in tow. He headed through the night with his head angled low to keep the wind from snatching his black cowboy hat from his head. He made his way through the night to the large hotel lobby doors. The cold wind rushed in ahead of him announcing his arrival to the woman setting at the front desk. She was reading a thick romance novel and glanced up with a bored look in her eyes at him. She almost looked away, but he was worth gazing at. He was tall, almost 6’4”, but she was guessing. He was dressed from head to foot in black and sported a long black duster that hung open exposing his form. His shirt was a button down and the first few buttons were open. The skin that was exposed showed a health tan and a few sparse hairs. The jeans were tight revealing muscled thighs and a package any female would love to play with for hours. Shiny cowboy boots completed his look. Expensive, but chic all rolled up in one. The clothes weren

Adopt A Playmate/pimp
ADOPT A PU$$YCAT Are you looking for a new pet??? Well...look no farther…we have some wonderful, loyal, & down right sexy pets for you to own!!! This is a special opportunity to own someone in our family. So please take the time to see what each playmate & pimp has to offer…then place your bid. Check back often to make sure you still have the winning bid…you don’t want to be empty handed do you??? Bidding starts at midnight Saturday Nov. 22nd & ends Saturday Dec. 6th

Family
Ok so I'm going through the tabs at the top and I see the "proposals" tab so I click on it and I see the "pay for fumarriage" so I click on it and I see this.... I mean WTF?! FuMarriage has been around since I've been here and to pay $100 USD JUST to have your other halfs name on your profile is ludacris but the I mean why real money when you could use FuBux I mean what happens if you end up hating the person your FuMarried to then what you have to pay another $100 USD for a FuDivorce?!?!?! I mean to spend $100 USD just to have someones face on their page I mean come on.... If you agree then repost if not the don't

My Grandfather
The events of the last week since I got the call have been very hectic and very emotional for all involve to say the least. It started with the call Monday morning from my dad saying that my beloved grandfather had passed away. Wednesday I flew out to go home…what welcoming faces to see at the arrivals in the airport. My cousin Kristie, Randy, and a long time family friend Tommy. My cousin Kristie started that day out at 9 am in her pajamas thinking that she was only going to pick up Tommy from the airport. Haha the surprise was on her. She got the call that Randy was flying in…so she went to Old Navy to get clothes so her and Tommy could go see a movie and wait to pick up Randy then she got the call that I was flying in luckily I was in an hr after him and an hr me my cousin Keith flew in from California. She had a tip cup and a taxi business card we bought her a pine tree air fresher so she was like a real taxi…. On the way we were to visit the rest of the fam

Dream Lover
DREAM LOVER I feel u in my sleep at night...i hear your words so true, sleep my love for i am here with you... my heart misses the sound of your voice my body aches to be with you to finally hear u whisper upon my skin those words that have long been said too much time has passed since we last felt that pain i beg for you my beloved one, my protector, my everything , take me again and make me yours for nothing remains the same longing to stare into those eyes, feel the point dig in, craving to feel that pain again flooded with shear extasy waking with such a startle again heart pounding in my throat again realizing... you were but a dream LAC 02

You Have Been Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? kitchen 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? brownish 4. Your mother? Florida 5. Your father? Florida 6. Your favorite thing? Kids 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE 9. What 1 think u dont do? Drink 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? lier 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? bbq 18. Where you grew up? NY 19. The last thing you did? powernap 20. What are you wearing? Tshirt 21. TV? Notta 22. Your pets? Bird+cats 23. Your computer? Gateway 24. Your life? Busy 25. Your mood

Understanding Chakra Meditation And Healing
here is a guided CROWN CHAKRA medtation another throat shakra video this is a really good heart shakra meditation, combines 3 variations to doing heart shakra meditation

Testing
Come Rock out With The Newest Dj in the TBR Family Dj Steve!!! Beware his Squirrly Wrath and Dont mind the Foaming mouth! Just rock out with the Greatest in Rock and Metal on all of Fubar!! He's Cocky, He is the one the only the Great Dj Bubba. Rockin out with all the greatest tunes on Terror Brothers radio! Come join in on the fun and see what your missing out on!!!

Hit Her With Your Best Shot!!!
FUBAR’S DREAM….IN MY DREAMS…OR YOURS? AUTO 11’S ARE ON!!! HIT HER WITH YOUR BEST SHOT!! AUTO 11’S ON!!! HELP HER TO PROPHET…SHOW HER MAD LOVIN!! ALL IS RETURNED!! IF SHE ISN’T ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS…SHE SHOULD BE!! IF SHE IS…YOU ALREADY KNOW YOU SHOULD BE LOVIN UP ON HER!! CLICK BELOW AND HIT HER WITH YOU’RE YOUR BEST SHOT!!! In my dreams...or yours? ~*~Shadow Leveler~*~Fu Angel~*~Fu Bad Girl~*~The Pegasus Project~*~@ fubar Bulletin Made By: Jaded One ▲►Ĵ

The Strip Club
TO ALL MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS.FIRST I'D LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT. TO UPDATE SOME OF YA'LL.ON FRIDAY 1/09/2009 HE WAS WALKING HOME FROM THE BUS STOP WHICH HE HAS DONE ATLEAST 100 TIMES.ITS A BUSY INTERSECTION HE NO'S BETTER THAN TO CROSS AT A GREEN LITE.ANYWAYS AS HE CROSSED HE GOT HIT BY A NISSAN EXTERRA THROWN 50 FT AND SUMMERSULTED 2 TIMES BEFORE HE LANDED.HE BROKE THE RIGHT LEG,HAD A ATERIAL BLEED IN HIS HEART AND SMALL BRAIN BLEED.AS OF NOW HE IS STABLE.THE HEART HAS BEEN FIXED.HE GOES IN TOMORROW TO FIX THE BREAK IN HIS LEG.THE BRAIN BLEED IS FINE FOR NOW. THEY ARE HOPING TO REMOVE THE BREATHING TUBE TOMORROW AS WELL BUT NOT UNTIL HE CAN BREATH ON HIS OWN.AGAIN THX UPDATE.HE IS IN SURGERY GETTING A ROD PUT IN FROM HIS ANKLE TO HIS KNEE.HE IS STABLE AND FAIR CONDITION. THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SYMPATHY CARDS. UPDATE;4;13PM SHAWN IS DOING WELL.THEY REMOVED THE CHEST TUBES AND ARE WORKING ON REMOVING THE BREATHING TUBE. UPDATE

Good For The Moment
One word at a time to describe what it is I feel. One second at a time to realize this is not real. One feeling remains to be true through and through. I am me and there is nothing I can do for you. To the world it is I, that I, can afford. My friendship truly is your only reward. Looking to me to attempt to purchase your love? You would have better luck seeking gold from above.

Nothing
I am nothing to the world but every thing to me. Some pray for riches I pray only to be free. Free from my pain and more so my past. To realize I will some day be more then last. Being able to achieve a place rather then outcast. From the out side I am looking in. Waiting for my chance to begin. Able to be the man I truly am. Rather then labeled as junk mail or marked as spam.

Life Is A Theater ...
Life is a theater - invite your audience carefully. Not everyone is spiritually healthy and mature enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a distance. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you LET GO, or at least minimize your time with draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships/fellowships! Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention to: Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people, do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have DRAMA or don't really understand, know and appreciate you and the gift that lies within you? When you seek growth, peace of mind, love and truth, the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the FRONT ROW and who should be

Loving A Sailor
Loving a sailor is not always gay And loving a sailor is a high price to pay It's mostly loving with nothing to hold It's being young, yet feeling old It's having him whispering his love to you It's whispering back to you love him too Then comes a kiss, a promise of love Reluctanly, painfully, letting him go While you're dying inside from wanting him so Watching him leave, with eyes full of tears Standing alone with hopes, dreams, and fears It's sending a letter with the stamp upside down To a far away lover, in a far away town It's going to a church to kneel and pray And really meaning the things you say And though you know that he's far away And just keep on loving him more each day Being in love will merit your dreams And thoughts of heaven where love's light gleams Days go by and no mail for a spell You wait for some word to hear that he's well The letter arrives and you're filled with joy You're like a small child with a shining new toy With fing

The Military Spouse
The Military Wife author unknown The good Lord was creating a model for military wives and was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared. She said, "Lord, you seem to be having a lot of trouble with this one. What's the matter with the standard model?" The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? She has to be completely independent, posses the qualities of both father and mother, be a perfect hostess to four or forty with an hour's notice, run on black coffee, handle every emergency imaginable without a manual, be able to carry on cheerfully, ever if she's pregnant and has the flu, and she must be willing to move 10 times in 17 years. And oh, yes, she must have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head. "Six pairs of hands? No way!" The Lord continued, "Don't worry, we shall make other military wives to help her. And we will give her an unusually strong heart so it can swell with pride in her husband's achievements, sustain the pain of

It's Like A Blog And Stuff...
Ok, so I get the idea of the site and how it works. I get the concept that of why down rating is "uncool". What strikes me is the pics of who down rates. I noticed quite a few folks have screen shots of downraters. Why does it always seem the downraters are f*cking fugly as hell themselves. Even worse the groups of "supposedly" attractive folks bringing rating justice to the process. WTF!! Stupid people are so amusing it's almost worth letting them live. Welcome to my new blog stick around I might actually post something.. Seems like a very good metaphor for what I want in my life... I got my head, but my head is unraveling Cant keep control, cant keep track of where its traveling I got my heart but my heart is no good And youre the only one thats understood I come along but I dont know where youre taking me I shouldnt go but youre reaching back and shaking me Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky The more I give to you, the more I die And I want you And I

I Drop To My Knees On The Inside
Sitting around listening to music... The thoughts of you run through my mind... The few strands of hair that fall, as you smile... I Drop To My Knees On The Inside. Driving 20 miles out of my way just to see you... That sparkle in your eye as our eyes meet. As your cheeks turn red when I say hello...I Drop To My Knees On The Inside. Wanting to show you so much love and affection. To scared to tell you, as I ask you to take a break... The shyness from both is to much to bare... I Drop To my knees on the inside. Gentles of a hug as we away... Stopping just after a few steps, hoping for that bye kiss... Realizing it's not going to happen... I DROP TO MY KNEES ON THE INSIDE

Answer To My Problems
I think I have discovered a solution to keep cubecampers away from my desk! This is a genious idea. It will illiminate those times when I go silent on Fu and those moments when I miss the good blogs of mumms! It might not get babes in my shoutbox {cue the sound of crickets here}, but it might cut down on my lumens exposure from the lights. What do you think????

L.o.v.e.
What L.O.V.E means to me: L=Longing for that one special person with all you have, heart and soul, O=Over everyone else that ever came before or will ever come after, V=Victorious over everything because you're with them, E=Excited that you are a part of their life for the rest of your life

..and We Complain
You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. * You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes weeks without running water. * You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick. He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward. * You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you. He knows he may never see any of his ever again. * You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead. * You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. * Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over. He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. * You roll your eyes when your baby cries. He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby, and wonders if they'll ever meet. *** If you dont forward this, you wont die, your mom wont die, nothing bad will happen to you, we will just see how conceited you really are. Just forward if you are supporting the troops!

Leveling
Just a small favor to ask...trying to help Immortal to level..only needs 146k. I try to drop into everyones pages and rate somewhat steady...would you return the favor? When you get time...if each person would rate just 10 pictures it would help alot.

Just Know
I realized something today Something Ill never understand And the more I think about it The worse it makes me feel I need freedom agian Where has it gone Is it hidden in the face of my friend Or gone in the face of my enemy Not just my enemy But The enemy of all mankind Evil Despair And malice are my foes I need the freedom of knowing the happy ending exsists Need the freedom to know the world sees the love there is left to claim I live knowing I cannot understand Why the greatest souls experience such pain But I'll I know is I'll continue my journey I continue to make the world better Continue to show the world the happiness there is And I hope youll be there behind me To help me through this journey For all the rest of the time to come I just want to thank you For being there for me And so I say I love you Like family as I say I just want you to know You help more than youll ever know And I hope you continue to do so Just know i thank you For all you ha

Another Sleepless Night
Well it’s another sleepless night. I’m having another nightmare. They come when you least expect them and without warning. They can be triggered by anything. Mine start out with the smell of gasoline when I fuel up my truck. Or when i`m camping and have a campfire. Have you ever seen the effects of napalm on the landscape and any living thing that happens to be in its path? Napalm is basically gasoline in the form of a gel like substance so that it sticks to whatever it lands on. It puts anything in its path on fire instantly. My nightmares are filled with the smell and visions of those effects on the jungles of Vietnam and the people in them. Often times we would call in a strike from napalm because you cant see your enemy in the thick jungles and you would be taking heavy fire. The jungle would become a fast moving ball of fire. People on the fringe of the attack would run out in flames with napalm sticking to them burning out of control. We would be under orders to fire

A True Radio Dj
A True Radio DJ Many people have forgotten exactly how powerful a DJ can be. Ever since radio was invented, by Marconi in 1896, they have had a want, desire and demand for the beloved disc jockey, more commonly known as the DJ.

Fate
i have wanted to write this for a long time. many will think i am just rambling on,some will learn from it. fate rules life itself in everything you do. no matter how big or small whatever you do affects everyone. people think that they choose what they do for them. but fate has made you choose. your life is planned out you can not change it. you can alter it but you will end up where fate wants you to be. you may choose a different road but it will always take you to where you are destine to be. you are on a journey to a destination and you can make choices on how you go but never change the end. examples of this is the movie Mr. destiny. he wished he would have caught the ball that would have made him famous instead he was trudging through life feeling miserable. he got his chance and was famous and rich. he thought it would just change his life but it changed everyone. at the end he ended up where he was destine to be. he could not change where he ended up just the roads he took. an

Extending Deep And Heartfelt Sympathy
DizzieDNovember 28, 1977 - May 17, 2009 We Thought Of You With Love Today,But That Is Nothing New.We Thought About You Yesterday,And Days Before That Too.We Think Of You In Silence,We Often Speak Your Name,

Outta My Head
Waiting to hold your hand. Waiting to hold you in my arms. Waiting 'til I cam give you a loving kiss. Waiting for you to make the first move. To me it seems like I am always waiting for you. Waiting for you to walk through that door at the end of the day. Waiting to hear those three little words come from your lips. I'm tired of waiting for you to do something. I want you to start waiting for me. Waiting for you to want me as much as the girls you see on the street. waiting for that is like waiting for Hell to freeze. But waiting for you is the only thing that I have and I will wait for you til the end. NMG 12-2006 The following text conversation started at 3:30 pm, while I was still at work.

Tag Your It...
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you aight, here we go! 1. My real name is Naté... I was named after the perfume Jean Naté. Its pronounced Natay or Nuh-tay if u say that fast. 2. Its no secret at all that I love boobies of all sizes.. Luv suckin em too! LOL! 3. I have a bad habit of spitting. Men, I know u hate to see a women spit, but this bitch spits! I got something stuck, im clearin that shit and spittin it out! 4. I skipped my Senior Prom to go camping instead. 5. I HATE seafood!!! The furthest I go with seafood is a can of tuna and that gets a lil fishy sometimes. 5. Family and close friends are a very important part of my life. I am very traditiona

Changes :)
Time to clean up....... I will be deleting all the people who just added me to have an add...... if you never talk to me..... you will be deleted off my list... I will be keeping my friends .. most of them know who they are soooo i has to go to work now but when i come home.. bye bye!!!!!!!!! lots of hurtie things (if ur my friend u'll get it if ur not well u'll be gone soon n e ways LOL!!!) Holly

Canada
hello peeps , As most of you know I have been chaseing Tiny Dancer.I started this on a cold dark November night when by chance we stumbled aross each other not knowing that in time our lives would grow to become one .I write this from her desk top some 2600 miles from where i was when i fell in love with her .i have traveled through ice and snow for thousands of miles and have move in the the frozen areas of the great lakes ...... as she showers this morning i contemplate the next step in our relationship and that is the forever part of it...............but ............ to those of you that have seen guys like me before (dj-hi-tech)..(ruthless roger)all talk is what they say buttttttttttt i am here i said i would be and i am i said i would be by fuzzy's tooo ........and i did ........i said i would quit my job and move to be close ........i did .......so b4 you say another word guys look at the facts here ....ok ........ i might say something else ....... i even met the x .... walk

Poppakain > Aka~svnstone
My Brother; Albert Leigh Savaige. 11May1964 to 26Feb.2009 A true warrior, died in his element. Northern Yemen. Rest in Peace my Brother, your battle is over. May the Peace you pursued in your life, be with you in your death! Bless "ALL" who have died by their beliefs!!!

Angels Playground
Angels Playground Membership Rules: 1. You must be sponsored by one of the members. 2. Send Private Message requesting to be a Prospective Member and who is sponsoring you. 3. We will then confirm your sponsorship. 4. We will send you a PM stating you are being considered for membership. 5. The Council shall vote. 6. If accepted, Fan/Friend/Rate Angels Playground and Family. 7. After step 6 we will announce your membership and supply membership tag. 8. Member can put “Member of Angels Playground” in their Profile name. 9. We do not judge any one on sex, race or any other worldly values, we are all equal in God’s eyes. 10. Members will have to respond to all prayer requests.

My Best Friend
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn’t really matter who won or who lost. What is important is when you know when to hold on and when to let go!

4 Mel
I’ve done some stupid things, Tried being friends with those I shouldn’t, or couldn’t But the most stupid thing I could ever do is lose you And I don’t want to be stupid. Not eloquent, nor poetic, but I meant it When I said it Do words always need to be beautiful Especially if they are truthful In type I can flow Let my emotions go, But when face to face they come out Like blha blarblah blo Wonder if spell check will catch that? Why can’t I speak to you , like I write, I don’t know, maybe my words fail to match The beauty I see in you Maybe it’s just the fear, One of many I need to find a way to let go, That I’ll say something wrong, Lot’s of times, when I’m quiet, It’s thoughts of you, I’m lost in, How gloriously high You fly in My minds Eye Soaring before all others Reaching heights I knew not existed Around your little finger I’m so willingly twisted To me you are the one, t

The World Inside Of My Head
"Everything that starts sweet, ends bitter ... Everything that starts bitter, ends sweet ..." ... And the voices ring out in the breeze, carrying lies upon them. The verbal factors of a thousand broken promises and dissapointments due to human emotional inadequacy and short comings. Like a thousand needles pressing into one's being, constantly stinging, stabbing. Like a woodpecker upon the threshold of a tree. I am that tree. And the woodpecker, is the embodiment of the circumstances of reality. Such is life, I surmise. The confusion of life could be compared to a cigarette. The joys in which bring us some kind of calming factor, the subtle practices of breathing deep as one inhales the smoke is calming, with, or without the cigarette, and yet the cigarette is the very tool used to help master a skill in which would otherwise would be underestimated. A peacefull sensation envelops one's mind at the very moment, in that same moment however, a part of you dies. Yo

Thoughts I Have Is All
For the past month now, nothing seems to be able to bring me down from these clouds I seem to be walking upon. I keep a smile now and my heart honestly has some one it truly cares for more than this piss poor life I live. Never in a million years could I have expected to be so happy and joyous as you have made me. Every day we see one another or talk on the phone, I fall further and further in love with you. I can honestly say now my life feels complete because Julie, you very much so make me feel amazing!!!

Qualifications
Don't you hate it when you go for a job interview and get told you didn't get the job because they picked someone with more experience?? Well...this has happened to me a ton of times, including two times in the last three weeks. Both jobs came down to two people, me and one other person. And quess who got picked for the job?? I AM GETTING TIRED OF GETTING TOLD THAT SOMEONE ELSE IS BETTER. When am I going to get my chance?? When am I going to get to prove myself??? How do you gain experience when you don't get the chance to get the experience? I owe 30 grand in education and I have two degrees that are just sitting there because no one will give me the chance. I am working at a minimum wage job because that is all I can get. I decided not to get my bachleors because I don't want to owe another 30 grand and get a piece of paper that is just going to sit there. I am not getting any younger. I feel useless and that the only job I can get is being a mother...granted I love my kids...but I w

I Have Love For You.
I never claimed to be a saint Sometimes I am a sinner At times I am a loser Sometimes I am a winner I shiver and I shake I tremble and I moan I'd beg, borrow or steal For something I can't own BUT ONE THING I KNOW I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU I'm not saying I know the answers Or the difference they would make I know I'll never find them Without some chances I might take ONE THING I KNOW DEAR I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU If you ever were to leave me You know my heart would break I want to be the air you need For every breath you take ONE THING'S FOR CERTAIN I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU I never claimed to be a wise man But I know wrong from right I just want to hold you in my arms Each and every night OH, AND ONE MORE THING BABE I HAVE LOVE FOR YOU I Wrote this for my friend today. I hope she likes It.

Poetry
Fascinated are these eyes By such a sweet yet weak display of powerAm I to fear this tyrant...Or these sheep that walk so willingly behind your shadow.Laughing as I open these eyes of mine...That those who so quickly protect their king... show much more strength and powerthan the one who holds them by the string.The question will always remainWhen all your buttons are stripped awayWill you be victimize..... or will you ascend from your own little games?

Life Is As Hard As U Make It!
Sometimes, especially in the recent past, I have let other peoples actions effect my own personal well being/happiness. What I am starting to realize is that it isn't them who is doing it to me, but me allowing it to happen. For the most part, my life is going reletively well, I have a nice home, a beautiful and intelligent daughter, and most recently, a man that I have come to care about. I think the hardest part of my life is learning how to deal with a relationship after having spent the last 7 years single. My insecurities always seem to get the best of me. I think the biggest thing I can do is learn to CALM down. I have lived my life on my own for many years and can continue to do so if I so choose. I am not sure why I am blogging about this tonight. I guess, I just wanted to put into words my current thoughts. Life is pretty good, I am looking forward to a lot of things, and dreading a few others. But all in all, I am way ahead of the game from where I was even 10 years ago! Than

Jacqui's Wisdom
In a world where we have gotten away from reading the bible, praying to give thanks instead of asking for a want or need, becoming a part of something greater than ourselves .. where we have taken the Pledge Of Allegence from our schools and Gods name from our government & homes .. letting the tv, computer & vidoe games raise our children, and us adults becoming comfortably numb to life ..where it takes a 9/11 to wake us from our comfort zone! We unite as one and send our men, women & children off to fight the cause .. but don't SEE THEM OFF, stand beside them and love them HOME .. all too soon forget why we sent them and demand they be returned home, cuz we find life is too hard for US while they are AT WAR .. to where there are protests at fallen HERO's funerals and name calling as they arrive home on MUCH NEEDED leave, the images of that fateful day now a blur as we become once again, all wrapped up in the "ME" of the moment .. When my 7 yr old son comes to me and asks .. "Mommy

Comment Contest!!!
Hey all i'm in a comment/rate contest!! Come rate and leave a comment as often as you like!! Winner with the most rates and comments wins a 25 credit bling package! 2nd place get s a blast! Will you come show this Angel how much you love and adore her by rating and commenting? Click on the picture below and rate and comment as much as you like!!

Help!!!
Ok so my AWESOME Girl Fiesty got a late start in this contest! So I need you guys to go love her hard! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1826462&albumid=1610998&i=2077497181&idx=0 Go rate and comment the hell out of her pic PLZ!!!

Anger Seeps Out
My heart sinks to new depths, Torn in places I never knew I had. So sore, Picking and bleeding. Why do I let you get to me this way? You left, Never being honest. Fuck you and your games. No more will I be used, Fuck you and your lies. No more will I cry, Go be with your dirty whore. No more will you control me, Fuck you and your love. The wounds are open and bleeding, But will close and heal. Fuck You, Fuck You, Fuck Your Lies. Fuck your cheating ways, Fuck the lies you spread about me. I know the truth. I gave you everything, a place to live, food, money, LOVE. I took care of you when everyone else ditched you. The lies you spread. I am controlling. Thats why I did everything you asked of me. Fuck I sold stuff to get you here. I make you do everything, That's why I always asked for your help. That's why I gave up the things you asked of me. FUCK YOU. YOU LIAR!!! Broken promises - ties that bind - Lies that were told. All rip apart my soul. My heart to never heal - My life so em

Random Thoughts I Have Sometimes...
Just a few of the things I've learned lately: Life is unfair. It will take everything from you, if you let it, and offer nothing back. Equivalent exchange is a meaningless phrase wrought out of desperation to make everything nonsensical conform to some grand scheme i truly believe to be nonexistant. Harsh words and actions remain in memory far longer than a smile. Sadly, it has always been this way. I will most likely be far better remembered for every wrong I have ever commited than for any good things I try to accomplish. However; I can decide each day how I will affect my world. I can simply let each moment and opportunity pass, justified in the fact that nature will take it's course, or I can make a stand. I can choose to make today better than yesterday was. And if I'm feeling truly noble, I can attempt to do so more for my friends and enemies than myself. I cannot be a sheep. I do not follow well, I am far too opinionated, and my vision is far too good (I wear glasses for a r

Advice For Friends And People Who Need And Want It
To all my friends who have been through hell and back. Keep in mind the more your relationship is full of respect and love and open communication you will be very happy. If it is not then find a way to come to equal ground or just walk away from each other. It is not worth the pain and effort of running back to each other.

Secret Recipie
in a saute pan add olive oil,minced garlic n shallots, saute tillgolden brown.add in red wine,blanced broccolli,sliced yellow peppers n saute for 30 seconds. add alfredo sauce n al dente fettuccini your fettuccini should be sauted in another pan with white wine salt n pepper n fressh basil. ad in thinly sliced capricola ham green olives with the pimentos,and capers, add in two table spoons of marinara sauce n a pinch of crushed mustard seed. saute then add in diced tomatoes and a shot of tobasco saute for 30 more seconds and serve. place a tomatoe rose in middle of dish with a sprig of parsly for garnish

Hello Everybody
hello everyone......I have sad news to report.....my Grandmother passed away Sunday morning....i will be going home tomorrow the 5th of may to attend her funeral.......I sure miss everyone and talking

Pimp Outs
Do you want one? Just tell me if you do here and I will give them out in order of the comments. What's the catch? Nothing,I do it because I can. Just leave a comment and I will start again tomorrow. Remember,I only have 3 a day so have some patience :-) By the way,this new blog crap sucks!!!

Venting
I help take care of my mother. I live with my oldest sister to do this. I gave up a normal life to do this. I don't work so I can be here for my mother while my sister is at work. I take college classes online so I can get my degree. I cook,clean and take care of my three kids too. Now I love my oldest sister with all my heart. I do not like my other sister! I hate her! There is not an ounce of love for her anymore! She is a self centered,delusional non medication taking lying cunt! Yes,thats right I called my sister a cunt! She lost her home because she didn't pay the rent! How the hell do you not pay the rent when everything else is being paid for by your

Mobile Bill!
I was suffering from a Migraine earlier so I went to go lay down, in a dark and cold place. I was laying there feeling better when out of no where Nakita the beast jumped on to the bed and started obsessively licking my face... As sweet as this might be shes a. not allowed on furniture and b. licking so much her tongue is getting dry and my face has become numb.. I figured it was time to get back up and see how my so called fu friends had faired without me. Apparently you all live your own lives, because non of you were waiting anxiously for my return..... Before heading to the basement, I saw my mail lady out of the corner of my eye... Let me tell you about my mail lady, shes sweet and elderly but probably has thighs of steel. She loves Nakita I'm not sure why but she always takes time to give her love and a cookie. Nakita being the bitch she is first growls at her then realizes this is the lady that gives me treats and jumps up on her.. (also not acceptable behavior). The Mail la

My Boring Weekend
I am sitting here this fine Monday afternoon in my plaid men's pj bottoms, by wife beater and of course my purple slippers. Those of you who truly know me have come to except that this is my outfit most Mondays...they also know that my hair is never brushed, so to combat the endless knots and backcombing( i just looked like i had sex for 15 hours straight hair) I've decided to do the next best thing with my hair....... princess Leah buns!! Now to enlighten all of you as to my weekend..... I being lonely and horny as all hell Friday decided to rent a porno.. I pulled out all my toys... (you never do know what one might need) and looked at the long list of movies.. Ofcourse squirters immediately pops out and I hit yes..... The movie comes on and the title flashes up "Anal Gaping Squirters" I freeze holly shit what have i done.. can i get my money back... no ... I will not tell you what happened after this because I know some of my friends are trying very hard not to be corrupted

Songs I Like
Come forth for the cattle call Confront the evil river you can't control Wicked ways and venomous eyes Just human nature in disguise Lost in this world, Out on the edge With death by our sides Today I sworn that I wouldn't Mourn ya Cloud over California If that's the way it's gonna be the I'll fuckin' go it alone I'm a saint in sinners eyes Curse the clouds over California This is the call to obey Let the chaos reign! Bloodshot and weary-eyed We took you in full of sin and pride It'll take you and break you away It'll tear you apart Today I sworn I wouldn't mourn ya Clouds over California if that's the way it's gonna be the I'll fuckin' go it alone I'm a saint in sinners eyes Curse the clouds over California This is the call to obey Let the chaos reign! Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A 'V'' of black swans On with hope to the grave All through Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when

Razakel
Goodbye...Goodbye, Goodbye.... (Whispers) GoodbyeGoodbye, Goodbye To all the artificial people in my life,I never wanted you around me so be on your wayNow that I finally got a name all of a sudden you want to stayNow everybody wants to come around B town and be my homie, rightNow everybody rides my shit like I got a fuckin' dick, rightBut I know who's got my back and who's been here the entire timeI got my own family behind me and we're ready to fightI'm so sorry I'm not that bitch that you wanted me to beI'm so sorry it took me this long to finally seeI'm just your prisoner held captive how I long to be freeBut I never will be, because you own that part of meI'm only 22 years old and all I ask is to be happyBut I can't cause you play daddy and constantly hover above meIt's gone, it's non-existant, it's finally deceasedLove died inside of you and then you killed it in meGoodbye, Goodbye To all the artificial people in my life,I never wanted you around me so be on your wayNow that I fi

My New Piercings
I went with my niece yesterday to get her lip pierced. They wouldn't let her being as she is only 13. Well I be damn if I was in the car with a babbling ass teenager in the car for hours and not get something pierced. I got my nose (which is cute dammit) and my helix (upper part of the ear)

Where To Find Wolf, That's Me
Feel free to add me to any IM, my name on any IM is wolffraine@yahoo.com which is also my email- I am on YAHOO AIM and MSN- so feel free to add me, my home page where I usually hang out is on playlist my sketches are there too, all the ones in pencil are mine, the others are from the internet.

"our Best Narrative"
From above or below. Its only later that we know. Someone said "He who takes no chance has no chance" Come stroll awhile through the labyrinth. Promising never to imagine we cant. Joined at last, the crazy search winding down. Your eyes say me, while selecting the perfect gown. Since this is this and that is that. We say "Lets place the broom and leap fast" For inside we realize, its our God given right. Just as darkness must accept impending light. Ther are moments we should offer no resistance. Surrendering so sweetly, to heavenly happenstance. You give, I give, really means we give. As we truly meld, penning our best narrative. warmerthan

Is It Real??
. Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios. Thursday, July 09, 2009

I Am A Pisces Man
The Pisces man is difficult to pin down, most of his true feelings are hidden. He is attracted to anything stress free and without a competitive edge because he hates restriction but on the other hand, he is also attracted to things that stir his emotions, including women. Pisces man is notorious for choosing the wrong woman, he tends to be unlucky in love and have dating relationships full of peril.When confronted with complicated issues, he tends to retreat into his dream world and wears his "rose colored glasses". This is why Pisces man can be very temperamental and pretend there is nothing wrong when your relationship is on rocky ground. When life is not going so well, he can be very hard on himself and very self destructive so it is better for him to live in denial. The Pisces male needs a firm, strong woman to guide him because he is very indecisive and is known for sitting on the fence. The woman has to take the lead in the dating relationship. This need for nurturing is often

I Believe----- So True
~~ Friendship Like Ours ~~ There's a rare kind of friendWho knows just what to doWhen to talk, when to listen,How to be there for you.A friend who inspires youTo grow in new ways,A friend who'll be thereOn both good and bad days.There's a rare kind of friendWho makes life worth livingBy encouraging, praising,sharing, and giving.A friend who can see thingsFrom your point of view,The best kind of friend,The rare kind... like you

Random Thoughts
Wait. We cannot break bread with you. You have taken the land which is rightfully ours. Years from now, my people will be forced to live in mobile homes on reservations; your people will wear cardigans and drink highballs. We will sell our bracelets by the roadside; you will play golf and enjoy hot hors d'oeuvres. My people will have pain and degradation; your people will have stick-shifts. The gods of my tribe have spoken. They have said, "Do not trust the Pilgrims, especially Sarah Miller." And for all these reasons, I have decided to scalp you and burn your village to the ground. Christina Ricci as Wednesday Addams in Addams Family Values, playing Pocahontas in "The Camp Chippewa Thanksgiving Pageant"

Sb Fun
how does someone forget about 3 children? how does someone go one creating a new life forgetting the life they left behind? the mind is amazing but the soul knows........... how does one not hurt for the pain and absense their children feel? how does one pay for this? how does one quell murderous rage?

I'm Always There
I'm always there when you close your eyes, No matter how far away heaven seems to be. I'm always there when you reach for me. In the night no matter how empty your bed seems to be. Im always there when the tears blurr your site, No matter how hard it is to see. You say

2010 Change Your Life
This is for you my darling,The words that I speak for you,You have me held out on a string,You talk about how you care for me,You tell me things that are quite empty,Words that have no meaning,My broken heart pours out to you,Please don't abuse my emotions,Don't take for granted how I feel,I believe the words you say to me,But should I even listen?Claims of wanting me to be yours,Yet you can't rid her from your life,You won't,Why should I trust you,When you can't be honest to someone with whom you've shared these years?You are my drug,Your a toxic being that is oh so addictive,You have a song about your lips,Your lips knock me out with every touch,Just the mention of your name sends my heart racing in every which way,I'm trying to drop you,Like the bad habit you are,But just like an addiction,It's easier said than done,This is for you my love . . . . The 48 Laws of Powerby Robert Greene and Joost ElffersLaw 1 Never Outshine the MasterAlways make those above you feel comfortably superio

Forever
Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you, In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you.

Fuwhores
Read from the bottom up Katherine: well it is just a site and i am having fun and u are a dumb ass ugly sob that i am blocking To Katherine: yeah well you can go to a real fuckin site and make ....wait whats that called again..MONEY!!!!! then but your own bling packs and hell a fuckin pack or smokes... im sorry whoreing myself for bling... hey ill tell you what ill show you mine if you show me yours... free of charge how bout it? Katherine: i have been on fubar 2 monthes and have gotten over 45 bling packs plus a vip for 3 monthes to see my nsfwa ty To Katherine: okay so let me see if i got thisstraight... you come on fu ... you rate guys... then you try to get them to pay you in monopoly money to see your "nekkie" ....YOU NEED A BETTER AGENT To Katherine: sorry darlin to much free porn out there.. and beides are u an idiot? ge tthe fuckin money nota damn bling pad=ck Katherine: no everyone does it To Katherine: thata a fuckin joke right? Katherine: send me a 19.99 bl

Brand New Really New Blog
A picture is worth a thousand words,Hers worth so much more.Each time I gaze at her beauty,Words want to flow,even more than before.Her eyes keep me entranced,Her smile makes my heart glow.Even on the darkest of night,To her my smile would go.So my angel of night,Almost half a world away.Through the dark walk with you,And dream of your beauty in the day. It never crosses her mind,Exactly what she does to me.My world is so much brighter,When she is what I see. For now her heart,Belongs not to me.For now I am her friend,And that is what I'll be. If someday I have the chance,And my Gods are smiling at me.Her heart will know happiness,And its all she'll ever see. A brand new smile,I have seen today.One of the most beautiful,I've seen,in everyway. I hope I see its shine,For a long time to come.And it stays so beautiful,And it is never gone. Thank you for sharing it with me,And bringing it to my eyes.And now that I have seen it,I hope you never say goodbye.

Tuckermax.com
I spent the summer between my 2nd and 3rd year of college suckling on the parental teat in South Florida. It was the absolute prime of my "do anything to get laid" phase. I was recently freed from a 4-year long-distance relationship that began in high school and I wanted nothing more than to have sex with as many girls as possible. Most of the things I did that summer are not story-worthy; you can only tell the same, "I got drunk on Dom and fucked this hottie" story so many times before it gets annoying. That summer I experienced every random sex situation that a 20 year old can imagine: fucking on the beach, getting head from random girls in club bathrooms, sleeping with 3 different girls in a day, getting so drunk I passed out during sex, getting arrested for receiving fellatio in the pool at the Delano, blah, blah, blah...Jesus. What does it say about how fucked up my life is that I don't consider these stories to be extraordinary anymore? Anyway, while most of my stories may no

Dealt With Via Crazy Man...
Clicky Theres an amazing amount of discussion going on regarding the girl who eggs the guy on and then films HERSELF picking up the white guys grocery bag, Kinda funny how she pulls her own card... And now we have her video reply via youtube.... Clicky Hmmmmmmm.......Im not gonna touch on her horribly scripted reply.....anyways... point is...dont fuck with crazy old men! muchless swing on one....

Mere Words
Mere words can't do justice, to the feelings in her heart. The way she feels, needs and aches for him. The way that she carries his smile and her soul, and takes it out from time to time. Just to make everyday seem more bearable. The way a thousand voices ring in her ears, yet she only hears his unspoken words. The way every thought every sight and sound. Reminds her of something else and someone else of him. The way she loves unlike she's ever loved, without all the pretense and confines that she thought to be love. They way she knows this even though this love will remain untouched it has touched her. Though she will never feel his hands in the small of her back. He has guilded her back into life and love and she will love him always.

Suggestion "blog"
The time has come to offer a place for anyone in the crew to offrer suggestions as to what we can do as a family to make our crew stronger and better in its entirety... As cofounder i have learned the hard way that its not easy to keep everyone in the crew happy at all times. I know i speak for my cofounder as well when i say that all of u are like our children and we just want u to play nice, lol. Sometimes there are discords or arguments within the crew and our job as cofounders is to try and resolve these issues. Unfortunately, that is not always possible, no matter how hard we try. However, we are hoping that by posting this blog we will have a place for members to go and air thier grievances or give thier suggestions as to how we can make ECS a tighter knit family. This having been said, as always, let's try and keep this a "drama free zone" and let's all work together to keep ECS the

Wow Lmfao
Ok so this is just pretty much a CYA blog, nothing of real value besides showing my former hotties that I care about that I do not shit talk them. This is FUBAR it's not real life and it's something apparently that is confusing for others. I was tired of the bullshit and drama. And this is how it was ended....

Who I Am And Where I'm At - Part One
I'm Brett, for starters and I've been called by many names in my life. I was Cowboyfor 4 ish years, and for 4 ish years I was also known as Kitt. Back in my early days of hitch-hiking the countryside (which I did for 13 years) especially in Alice Springs, I was known as Waco, though they all pronounced it Wacko, lol. At the very start of my hitch-hiking days I was called Kidd Bowie, because of my particular fondness for the Bowie knife and the Legend behind the original. It was only after becoming a father that I took to the name Brett, after 30 years of living was I happy to be acknowledged as what my birth certificate recorded. I look at it now and realise it was because my father had named me Brett, and if there is anyone on this planet that I despise or loathe more, then i have yet to discover it. It was this hate, a hate that ate at me for so many years it turned me into a bitter, sullen, angry, rebellious young man, that was my chip on my shoulder, my cross to bear and I think ov

~my Life's Secreat ~ If U Read My Profile...this Will Make More Sense :)
~My Lifes Secret~ Eyes closed and head bowed forward...clenching on to both knees...One lonely tear falls down,hugging onecheek...heartache~Quietly listening to the confusion in this mind~Rushing waves...Waves that ride threw obstacles life has dealt~ruining hopes and dreams...Running away with saddness,anger & guilt ...Feeling useless yet again...days turn into yearsand yet not a answer to my story~Afraid to be outspoken...afraid the right person will not listen~used to this feelingof lonelieness inthis world~in my minds world...Questions of "what did I do and"how do I live again?"...Emptyness~emptyness that has hollowed my heart but still it beats...beating with an infested infection-wont go away...Love,peace,and happiness?What is that?Trust?...Outside fighting...Inside crying...tired...wishing not to be afraid...be saved...tired of my reflection...this story won't end... ...it's just begun...this life I live...is like a rewind button~that just keeps replaying... ...a

About My Name
Ok so I know people have heard if not seen the twilight saga. just to let you all know I DID NOT create this name after the movies or books. I had the name Bella before I even heard of the Twilight saga lol. So yeah, just wanted to let yall know that I wasn't trying to copy the movies or anything :)

Just Abuncha Bull Kwap
http://www.hmnsmedia.org/CorpseFlower/ Check out this link its a rare blooming flower and its going to bloom very soon! I note my first blog was a fail but nice, and if you have the time to view it I fixed it!! Was sentimental and you will fully enjoy. We have so much to be thankful for! I used to think it was so cheesy because of the idiot notion

My Life Expressed Through Music
my life can basically be summed up through a series of songs i listen to, some would make perfect sense to anyone others it is hard to see the relationship between the song and myself. sometimes i dont even understand that relationship myself. some musics' message to me is clear and like a fist to the face others....very subtle and nebulas. music is ever changing and becoming more complex as it progresses just as life is and as both continue i realize that my list of questions and fascination continue to expand just as my answers dwindle. so if i appear to sometimes be "caught in a mosh" well.... i am

Mafia
Hello Everyone! I have finally deceided to start my turfup again! I am looking for new members from Underboss on down! Come join me if you have the time.. The link is below either cut and paste or just search for HMM or Heavy Metal Mafia! http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=7926 Welcome to HMM!Thank you for stopping by!Now to the disclaimer....This is just a game and it will be treated as such.No drama will be allowed here.If you must have drama please take it somewhere else.Members that are in a "paid" position will earn their "pay".Bring any problems that you have to the attention of the Boss or UnderBoss.Do Not Start a bunch of BS in anyones Shoutbox.Don't start none.....won't be none. Members Only Section:This is how the game is played for all that do not already know:Although some will say that you get 1 weapon and armor per mob member this is not the case.The weapons and armors have different attack and defense stats.So, if you have weapons with higher stats for attack they will be us

For My Dad On Fathers Day!
If roses grow in Heaven, Lord, pick a bunch for me. Place them in my Dad's arms and tell him they're from me. Tell him that I love him and miss him, and when he turns to smile,place a kiss upon his check and hold him for awhile. Because remembering him is easy, I do it every day. There's an ache inside my heart that will never go away. If your Dad is in Heaven copy and paste this I Love You Dad!

Funny Shit
BREAKING NEWS. OAKLAND,CA-Raiders football practice was delayed nearly 2 hours after a player reported finding an unknown white powdery substance on the practice field. Head coach, Jackson, immediately suspended practice & called the police & federal investigators. After a complete analysis, FBI experts determined that the white substance unknown to players was the GOAL LINE. Practice resumed after special agents decided the team was unlikely to encounter the substance again this season. This is why they want the Guns....The Coward Proven strategy is based on the teachings of Saul Alinsky a communist socialist died about 43 years ago, but his writings have influenced the politicians who control our nation today.Hillary Clinton did a college thesis on his writings and Barack Hussein Obama writes about him in his books.Died: June 12, 1972,

Things Found
Do you chance the agony of rejection or scornin hopes of the ecstasy from acceptance born?Will you risk the heartbreak of love gone bad,to find a love so true, like few have ever had?You are caught within their mesmerizing glance,do you bet it all on love and take the chance?Will the fear of making such a huge mistakepersuade you to keep loneliness and it's ache?There is less pain in being alone it is true,but is that the thing that really want to do?The ache of loneliness is constantly there,the sadness that leads the heart to despair;at least in trying to love there is the chanceyou will have a forever of love and romance.In the end the choice is up to none but you,the time is here, so what do you decide to do? A Brand New Startby Jill Lemming

Pearls Of Wisdom
The greatest achievement is selflessness. The greatest worth is self-mastery. The greatest quality is seeking to serve others. The greatest precept is continual awareness. The greatest medicine is the emptiness of everything. The greatest action is not conforming with the worlds ways. The greatest magic is transmuting the passions. The greatest generosity is non-attachment. The greatest goodness is a peaceful mind. The greatest patience is humility. The greatest effort is not concerned with results. The greatest meditation is a mind that lets go. The greatest wisdom is seeing through appearances. ~Atisha

Ranting
Just a thought here. A persons social network page is their "Home away from home" and so they might post a thought or belief that is their own opinion, whether it is religion or politics and what not. It's like praying before eating, even if you have guests over, right?? You'd hope that your guests repesct you and not tell you that you are wrong to pray in your own home. Ok, so on say, someones personal face book page, if it is their "Home" they should have the same right, to post an opinion on their own beliefs without someone commenting that their way of thinking is incorrect. I do not go around to other peoples pages to tell them that their way of thinking is false and that my way is the only right way. I may believe in God, but I respect the other people who do not. However, I believe that I should be able to post my opinion if it is on my own page. That is all I wanted to say. Thanks. Having a horrible day, emotionally unstable because of arguments with the bf and him telling me i

Boomer
boomer for sale . place your price We all worry about breast cancer, fubar has a bling for that. The stats show that almost no one worries or cares about our children with cancer..They are our future, and without them, well, we have no future, so please help our future blosom, promote awarerness for children with cancer.I grew my hair and 2 years later, I donate it to locks of love, a child with cancer deserves a second chance on life.Let's all stand up to the cause and help as much as we can, because again, children are our future..Thank you for all who support the cause,and feels that we all have to do something about it .

Love, Life, And Then Some
ok, time to vent... So, this past month someone has made me feel like total shit. Stupid fights, name calling, stupid accusations, everything. I was seeing this guy who, as usual, at first seemed amazing. I had a ton of fun hanging out with him, and loved being in his company. Then all of a sudden *poof* he was all of a sudden working like 22 hours a day, with no time to even message me to find out how my day was going. I knew something was up, gut feeling, but didn't have anything to back it. So whenever I'd ask to get together or to just talk, I would have my head ripped off. "I'm working, what's wrong with you? What don't you get about that?" ... only to find out by one of their best friends that he was now chasing his best friends little sister who is 14 years younger than the guy I was seeing... This made me feel so sick... Then I hear from his SISTER-IN-LAW that he told her I wasn't his girlfriend, I was some stalker who only went to visit him because I threatened to kill myself.

Summertime Theme Contest
OK all u crazy fubarians, new contest,its time for the Bikini salute contest,the salute must be a shot of you with a salute on any part of your body with lingerie on,salute's on piece of paper or whatever will be accepted but must be a shot of your body. The prizes are VIP For First,boomie or rock star for second your choice,30 million for third,20 million for fourth,and 10 million for fifth The way u win is by votes only,

Not Sure If I Should....
Ok, so I'm thinking of making a NSFW folder, only opened for certain people for blings and such.... but I'm just not sure... I actually got the hubbys approval, so now its more down to what I decide.... As you all know, I have never done NSFW pics before... so this is a huge decision for me.... could really use some of my friends thoughts on it.... leave me some comments on your take... pros and cons... Thanks my Luvs!!

Hiring
I AM HIRING STAFF FOR ALL POSITIONS IN MY LOUNGES WILL PAY FUBUCKS DEPENDING ON HOW WELL THE LOUNGE OR LOUNGES DO IF INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT ME come into 911 and help us honor the ones that gave tier all on 911 and in honor of thier families and show your love and support for them http://fubar.com/lounge/74619 HIRING ALL STAFF POSITION IN THE FOLLOWING LOUNGES AND PLEASE COME CHECK

Fury
Ok...it can't be done unless I type it out myself.....which of course I refuse to do because it is ridiculous.....you will just have to look up the lyrics yourself It's ok for a man to be angry It's ok for a man to be rude It's not ok for a woman to be angry It's not ok for a woman to be rude That paradox lives with me still In my female body, While I am a hunter myself And even threatens the most ridiculous thing on the planet My ability to access Fubar Where I have friends that are beyond that garbage Because I made sure of that

A Little About Me
Well, I have learned a lot since joining fubar. One there are some very nice people on here,theres great lounges and a great family atmosphere.I was gonna let one bad apple ruin the fubar experience for me but its best to ignore that person and have fun on here.....SO LETS GET THE FUCKING PARTY STARTED!!!!!!! I AM HERE FOR FRIENDS AND FRIENDS ONLY!!! THAT IS WHILE I"M HERE,I WILL BE DELETING FUBAR SOON ALONG WITH YAHOO AND ANY OTHER WAY OF GETTING MY HEART BROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

About Me
For Those That Have Asked, Update About My Brother. He Does Have Cancer It Is In His Lungs, It Is Treatable But Not Curable, He Is Going To Start Radiation, Sometime Next Week.. Thank You For Your Thoughts And Continued Prayers.. Tom

Heavy Reconstruction
Ok first of I'll say this,at the very CORE of who I am,all that I believe in and stand for hates this place. I can't stand fubar,LOATHE IT. Why? Because its bull thats why.Its very foundations are based on arrogance,pretentiousness,conceitedness,poumpousness and greed. All this place is is a giant popularity contest where flirtacious females post up pics of their cleavage and or ass in pics and get rated out the ying yang,or someone buys a boomerang or runs a famplifier and they get rates all day long,yet meanwhile the nice guys,the nice PEOPLE,the HARD WORKING people,people that spend time on here everyday rating over 200 plus profiles a day get ignored because either they aren't "In" with the popular cliques,are normal people who can't afford bling,or don't have a pic with big boobs or their asses in a revealing pose to generate enough views to their profiles. To ME....and this is just ME....I think this place is a haven for people with low self esteem issues that never were anybody

Venting
What is the use of even trying to start a conversation on here? Over 90% of messages sent are never returned. To me I just think that's rude. Do people just ignore other people if they say hello on the street? I for one don't. I never get rude or nasty. I just try to introduce myself, But mostly get no return. I know so of you people are going to tell me I'm being childish, But oh well. It's just something I need to get off my chest.

Scattered Thought And Redundant Feelings
The sky has turned dark like my dying spark. Not from the rain but from the pain I felt so long ago. I wanna say that's over and I want you to know. I'm much better now that my heart's begun to heal. I'm much better now that the hate I no longer feel. I'm much better cuz a smile's resurfaced on my face. I'm much better cuz I can return to that loving place. My world was turned upside down and my smile to a frown. Not because you never talked but that

A Real Man
A Real ManA real man is a woman's best friend. He willnever stand her up and never let her down.He will reassure her when she feels insecureand comfort her after a bad day.He will inspire her to do things she neverthought she could do; to live without fearand forget regret. He will enable her toexpress her deepest emotions and give in toher most intimate desires. He will make sureshe always feels as though she's the mostbeautiful woman in the room and will enableher to be the most confident, sexy,seductive, and invincible.No wait... sorry... I'm thinking of wine.SHIT! The Awakening(Author Unknown) A time comes in your life when you finally get...when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somwhere the voice inside your head cries out....ENOUGH. Wnough fighting and crying and blaming and struggling to hold on. then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. Th

A True Friend
For those's who have been keeping up with my Status the last few months or on Facebookk or talking to me.. I went back to the Dr. today. I like the news he had given me today. My right shoulder is doing alot better now. He says it will be at least 2 months before i can do some things with that shoulder. I can live that. The other thing is I am done with PT for good. They just need to give me a excrise program to do at home. I know my daughter Terri will be cheering me on and helping me with the excireses that I need to do. Terri is 14 years old and has been my greastest support of getting through all of this and besides from friends who has been there too. I still have some pain here and there I can live with that, I like this pain compare to the pain i had before the surgery. I will be watching what i do with that shoulder as long as I dont hurt it again. I dont want to go through that again. Thanks to the great friends who have been there for me. I couldnt had done this with out you.

I Give Up!
I have come to the realization that I need a fu-break. I have been trying now for about a month to get into the top 10 chicks. I see how hard it is to get there and not that I am not up for the competition so dont get me wrong. However, I just cant afford to buy into the 40 or 50 families it takes a day in order to rank. Nor do I have the money to run the ability bling.

Alone...not For Long Pet
I opened my eyes to find myself in a cage. A cage! I moved to stand from my lying postition but something was restraining me... I looked down to see ropes intricately bound around my naked body, the friction was painful on my nipples and pussy lips when I moved even a fraction. My mind raced as I tried to remember how I got into this situation. My last clear memory was my Mistress yelling at me- “Fucking whore, I’ll be back in half an hour, fucking clean that shit up.” I admit I was feeling light-headed after orgasming so hard...maybe I had passed out? Somewhere above me I heard a door opening and the familiar sound of heels tapping on hard floor."So, has the filthy whore woken up yet?" came the wonderful, but chilling voice of my Mistress."Y-yes Mistress," I replied, my voice a little hoarse. "Good, because I'm not going to wait all night- I have a visitor for you," she said coldly. My heart leapt with anticipation but also nerves. Another stranger? Before I had time

Inquiring Minds & Enquiring Minds Wanna Know...
LMAO @ PEOPLE SENDING STALKERS TO SEE WHAT'S ON MY PROFILE. SO HERE YA GO - SCREEN SHOTS OF THE BEFORE AND AFTER... OCTOBER 1, 2010: BEFORE I CHANGED IT UP FROM HOW IT LOOKED BACK IN MARCH {CUZ MY TUNES WEREN'T WORKING}

Standing Up For Myself.
I have done my research since I have had blogs,stash and status removed when others are free to say as they wish. So I will not mention any names in theis entry.I have had so many responses over this person trying to cyber bully me.I need to say this. NO-ONE has the right to talk you down to anyone and just because this is the Internet does not mean it is not real.Cyberbullying does not just apply to children. Never Respond to Cyberbullying Directly, The most important thing to remember about dealing with cyberbullying is to never, ever respond to the bully. I know it's difficult to do. I made the mistake of this. Remember that bullies are often lacking something crucial in their lives and they seek pain in others, so do not fill this void for them by giving them a reaction. Your re

Fumarriage
Ok ladies it's that time again..Sinner is looking for a fuwife! Yes it's no secret I'm a point whore..everyone on fubar knows you have to be in order to level on this site...I have had several fu-wives in the past some may call me a fu-whore for having so many fumarriages..call it what u will!! The fact is I have paid for 97% of those fumarriages/spoiled each and every one/and paid for 97% of them when things ended. Now let it be known in this blog I have no ill feelings towards any of my ex fu-wives/ex fu-fiances...it just wasn't meant for us to stay fu-married or fu-engaged... Now I am picky when it comes to who I fumarry these days because I refuse to carry useless weight around for a fu-wife*no pun intended for all you BBW women* I got mad luv for all of you.. This is what I can offer as a fu-hubby: Profile rates and comments every day! Rate as many pics of yours allowed each day/time allotted cuz I do have a life outside fubar Shitface you 2-3 times a day unless othe

Sent To Me By Revjoe
That type of Beauty Is best Described As rare The kind That seems To draw You in And urges you To share I thought I saw A wondrous Glance So I felt It may be Time To take The chance It is hard To say Whether Or not I am Back In the Game All I know For certain Is I am Not sure If you feel Anything Even close To the Same

Dreamers
"Man on the Train: Hey, are you a dreamer? Wiley: Yeah. Man on the Train: I haven't seen too many around lately. Things have been tough lately for dreamers. They say dreaming is dead, no one does it anymore. It's not dead it's just that it's been forgotten, removed from our language. Nobody teaches it so nobody knows it exists. The dreamer is banished to obscurity. Well, I'm trying to change all that, and I hope you are too. By dreaming, every day. Dreaming with our hands and dreaming with our minds. Our planet is facing the greatest problems it's ever faced, ever. So whatever you do, don't be bored, this is absolutely the most exciting time we could have possibly hoped to be alive. And things are just starting "

Farewell
crouching behind this tear stained face. i hide myself from reality. hoping to never be exposed to what lies deep within. my body quakes, sensations i never knew existed. wandering through the mist of my memories, blood coursing through my veins turns to acid. scorching my soul. i crumble. falling to my knees in this weakened state. i never knew. i couldnt begin to fathom. i am alone. my inner demons beckon to me, darkness closing in. my heart ceases to beat. i am left as the green eyed shell of what i once was Let's do some automatic writing, click to begin exercise... Death. Something I had obsessed over for quite sometime. Blood, something I constantly crave, be it my own or someone else's. Animalistic urges that build and build inside of me. I am a cup quivering on the edge of my sanity. I have this seething pit of rage, something that I hide really well. It scares me. I am a monster. Mutated through out the years. A flesh eating contagion, Masked behind a pretty face. I am feral,

My Truth
The Day Begins To Turn Into Night... The Cold Is Seeping Into Her Core... Brick By Brick The Wall Is Growing... The Fear Of Being Hurt Again.... Its Overwhelming.... Her Heart Beats Faster... She Feels Her Spirit Beginning.... To Slip Away... All Alone... Separated By Fear... Tears Begin To Fall... Pouring Like A Spring Shower.... Filled With Heartache... Longing For Attention... Yearning For Understanding... Wanting To Be Desired... Romantically Whisked Away... Pain Be Gone... Go Find Another Home...

What I'm Looking For....
WHAT DO I WANT? IS IT TOO MUCH?.... What am i searching for....... am i searching for too much....... what am i asking for....... is it too much to be asking....... i would like someone who won't cheat....... someone who understands why you don't go to bed mad....... someone who will be my best friend....... someone who will love and except me for who i am....... someone with a great personality,.... lovely smile,.... deep eyes (right to the soul),.... someone who understands my sarcasm,.... someone who loves my daughters,.... someone who understands that i can get jealous,.... someone who trusts me,.... someone who will be 100% open and honest....... someone to CARE!....

Rate Fan Add Me And I Will Return The Love
i just want to say ty to my real friends that have helped me gain the 50 k in points .. i have went from lvl 23 to 24 mostly by my self other than the friends that got me about 50k in points .. no thanks to all you points whores you have made a few good people leave this site made some hate you with your so called good looks that take a dive in the shitter with your better tan you attitudes.. i promise you will not get another point from me.. when i get lvl 25 the rank of godfather and become a bouncer dont ask me for shit.. you dont want to return any thing thats given to you then you can go fuck your self !!!!!!

Saddnes!!!
She sits at her desk watching her crushWatching him laugh, sing, the way he says her nameMaking her smile as well just from hearing himWanting more than friendshipBut knowning she can't have himHe loves another...another friend of theirsLetting her heart break and mend againShe watches on being the unknownAll the things she feels for her crushHe may never know how she feelsNot wanting to ruin the friendship they haveSo she sits an is silent saying not a wordFor she is the unknown A heart is not a playful thing,A heart is not a toy.But if you want it to get broke,Just give it to a boy.Boy's like to play with things,To see what makes them run,They play us girls for fools,They do it just for fun.You wonder where he is at night,You wonder if he's true,One moment you'll be happy!The next will find you blue.You see my friend, I ought to knowI gave my heart to you! Im lying in bed, With nothing to do, Except just lay there, Thinking of you,I'm sitting at my desk, With nothing to do, Excep

Family The Insanity
Recently my youngest sisters thing has been to point out all my inappropriate sexual endueno comments, so standing in the kitchen one afternoon whilst her best friend was over, we had a conversation that was rather amusing and this is how it went.Sister: "we even got a movie" Me: "oh yeah whats it called?"Sister: "morning glory"Me: "well thats inappropriate"everyone burst into laughter and she went throughly bright red with embarssment the breakfast conversation between my siblings

Love And Lust
The best alternative to my hand is a mouth or pussy - maybe a mouth because they seem to be easier to care for, depending on one's diet? That is an unresolved question with me and an important one because I have had problems using pussy as an alternative to my hand and really don't like condoms at all. I've had problems with my cock, most recently with what seems to be "contact dermatitus" of the glans - viz., the head of my cock. One part of this problem has been resolved by using "Firefly Organics" instead of my previous glycerin based lubes. I no longer get shiny raised placques which are commonly diagnosed as psoriasis. Apparently what happens is I get horny and look for images or preferably interactive emotions to devote my sacrament to - i.e., make a load of cum and shoot to. If in the rare case it's someone I have Loving feelings for, it never works because they're usually just someone that's conning me into believing I Love them in order to get money from me. There may have

My Business
well its that that time again where the season changes and the good holidays come into play. if you have someone in mind you want to get something special and one of a kind or just want to have something different to accessorize to your seasonal outfit then come check out Lion's Pride Jewelry and come share the uniqueness with all your friends and family. http://www.lionspridejewelry.com For all of you may know i have my own business making and selling handmade jewelry well i finally have a facebook business page for my business i am asking all who have a facebook page to come check out my biz and like it and help spread the word of it it would be greatly appreciated from the bottom of my heart the link is

Hollows
The night passes quietly, even the rats seem muted, scurrying in and out of my cell, reminding me how freedom is just outside of my clutches. They seem to be toying with me, teasing me, how could you know so much squeaking visitor? Of course it is not me that is familiar to you it is the cell, more aptly put it is the smell. A rat puts its nose up in the air as if to acknowledge the thought. The stench of death hangs over this cell and all its inhabitants.

Some Stuff I Wrote
College Professor stood on his chair and said "If GOD really exists then knock me off this chair" Nothing happened. The class was quiet he said "See! Now I'll give it a couple more minutes" A Marine Vet stood up punched him in the face knocking him out and off the chair then sat back down. As the Professor came to he looked at his student and said "WHY DID YOU DO THAT" He said "GOD was busy protecting my buddies still fighting for your right to say and do stupid stuff like this so HE SENT ME! As I slowly watch the pieces of me drift way I realize I am broken and falling apart not know if and when I will ever be whole again. Is it meant to be that all I ever will find are just the scattered remains to put me back together to what I was once or will it always be broken? I sit and listen to the small remaining sound of what is left of my heart listening to it fade away slowly into the distance not knowing if it will ever return also. I sit and try to remember the feeling from wh

Destruction Of The Great Gatsby
I pondered when i heard that they had bulldozed the old mansion located on the shores of Great Neck, New York destroying the old mansion that F. Scott Fitzgerald viewed as he wrote the Great Gatsby and here is what fell from my mind.

How I Feel
the way i feel that im alone if your bf or gf dont talk to u and u feel ignored what do you do i mean is hard that you and your partner is states away but u dont know whats going on when you are not around and when you talk to them they dont talk back what do you do i feel empty when the woman i love ignores me or dont talk to me have you ever had that feeling why is your partner is ignoring you or dont want to talk to you i feel like there is somethin goin on but i dont know but all i know is you got to have faith and hope to be in a relationship cause without that the relationship wont last long and i want people to know about her im on fire for her longing for her need her with me to be whole again im lost without her i need her by my side to give me strength to give me confidence the passion the drive without her i am worthless and nothin basically whithout my and the person you are with we r nothin but a lonely empty shell needing and wanting your soul mate and the one i miss is m

Flashy Images
If you want a flashy or bright pic something that will catch ppls eye i can make em for ya 3 mil each bring a get a friend to buy one and ill make you one free for each friend u can bring to me that buys one.

Blog 1
First blog ever. I have been on fu for several years now, and have met some interesting people(good and bad). Most good. generally the only reason I am on fu is because it is a quiet easy time-killer when I have too much time on my hands. I have read quite a few blogs and Mumms ( prior to this place I did not know what a Mumm was), quite a few of them have been really well written, quite a few of them have been the most intelligent rant and rages that I have heard in years. Some are inflammatory and meant to be so. there are silly ones, insane ones. NSFW ones, and a blog about most anyhting you have ever heard or thought. its nice to see that so many people have the ability to put their thought, worries, beliefs into a written form to share. definitely one of the good things about fubar Frank

Judgement And Society
As a woman of my age i come to realize that society can become a very cruel and judgemental on a woman just based on her looks alone. If ur not barbie blonde and skinny and blue eyes then a man wouldn't dare give that woman the time of day.What i don't get is why a man can say he accepts a woman for who she is but then when another pretty face walks by the other woman becomes invisible. I'm sorry but not all women are born to be model barbie types and there are real women like myself have a good heart but only get judged from the outside. I'm proud of what i am and who i am but and should be judge on whats inside of me not based on what someone sees on the outside. But im a woman who isn't tiny and barbie type have seen how cold a man can be when a itty bitty barbie blonde comes along and can see how the tables turn and how i became invisible.

Reversed Polarity
Okay since I'm continuing on my rant, I guess I'm going get back on my soap box and hand some a little common sense to those who apparently either do not have it or lost it in their quest to be something that they're not on the Internet. 1) If you are in a relationship but want to be friends with a member of the opposite sex, BE UP FRONT about your status. Do not pretend your live in girlfriend/wife/significant other does not exist especially when you're on the computer. There is nothing that kills a potential friendship than lying about who you are. 2) If you work in the military or you work in security or any other job that uses the Internet constantly for information, it would be my greatest suggestion that you do NOT post any pictures that would compromise yourself (pictures of your genitals, et al). There is nothing worse than your boss making some kind of comment in regards to your penis size and what site he found this on. It would be much worse if your spouse caught these pic

Some People On Here Make Laugh
BLAH BLAH YA YA TALK TALK I LOVE MY NAME IN YOUR MOUTH JUST MAKES ME MORE KNOWING AND KEEP HAVING YOUR PEOPLE COME TO ME LOL. JUST SPET UP YOUR GAME AND LEARN HOW TO DO BETTER AND MAYBE THEY WELL STAY WITH YOU. ALL I CAN SAY IS ITS 2011 NOT 1980 ITS ABOUT 3-D SO YA STEP IT UP OK AND YA GROW UP AS WELL AND IF WANT TO LERN HOW TO UP GRADE YOUR SKILLS CLASSES ARE FROM 8pm TO 9pm EST TIME..

Superwoman
Well it was an experience of a life time 4 me!! It was in 2000 there was a bbw competition in London in which at that point i lived(now reside near Scotland)everyone had 2 attend an interview -out of over 300 women who went only 15 finalist were chosen!! OMG i was 1 of them finalist -almost died in shock when i got the phone call -thought it was candid camera or somethin----well things like that just dont happen to me-does it???well this time it did haha!!! I had to start attending rehearsals-wearing make up all the time(was not 1 for make up but had to wear the works haha),had 2 get some1 2 sponser me(chose my local shop which were great!!!) -'thong song by Sisqo will always ave a fond memory in my heart!! Iwon an achievement award for personality on stage wooow -we had male escorts who gladly volunteered!! It done so much for me it was unreal -my dress was made a long flowing dress wid a basque -it touched the floor wow -had to come out in 3 different outfits-introduce ur self 2

For All The Beautiful People Out There
It's sad the way the world really works. Ive been in every catagory from morbidly obese to super ripped to normal where im at now. People really do treat you differently based on how you look, not just people of the opposite sex but everryone... I had more friends, it was easier to get jobs, i got hit on all the time, people were just nicer to me...On the other hand i also got to see just how shallow and lifeless the "beautiful people" really can be when the let me in to there world. People that havent had to work as hard and havent had alot of bad days they just don't have the appreciation for life that others do and at the end of the day it is them i feel the most sorry for, for it is our scars and imperfections that make us who we are and that is beautiful... this goes out to all the people that are truly beautiful where it counts, you know who you are

Mutual Respect
You know I understand that we all come from different places and different worlds, but in what place and what world is "Hey sexy nice tits wanna cam" an acceptable way to start a conversation with a woman.

Jokes
After a long night of making love, the guy notices a photo of another man on the womans nightstand. He nervously asks, Is this your husband? No, silly, she replies, Your boyfriend, then? he continues. No, not at all, she says, Is it your your brother? he inquires, hoping to be reassured. No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous! she answers. Well, who is he, then? he demands. She whispers in his ear. That's me before the surgery. She married and had 13 children.Then her husband died.She married again and had 7 more children. Again, her husband died.She married third time and had 5 more children. After a long life, she died after having 25 children.Standing before her coffin, the priest prayed for her."He thanked the Lord for this very loving woman and said, "Lord, they're finally together."’One mourner leaned over and quietly asked her friend, ‘Do you think he means her first, second, or third husband???’The friend replied, ''I think he means her legs." IR

To My Precious Gems.. I Wish U Enough
My computer is sick.... Ive noticed a change in him these last few weeks... Taking longer to respond to my touch... follow my commands.. I thought he was just lil tired. I didnt realize u was so sick ... We spend so much time togeter... I love when my fingers are tapping away at ur sleek keyboard and seeing how well u respond to my touch...Hours of pure enjoyment for me.. I know u enjoyed it to by how hot u got ** blushing** Now I see u falling to pieces in front of my eyes.The more time I spend with you ... trying to fix u and make all the lil things right that is going on in your framework... I get more and more fustrated and mad it u.. I HATE YOU COMPUTER... WHY DID U GO AND GET SICK ON ME LIKE THAT? WE CAN'T EVEN VISIT THE SPECIAL PLACE CALLED THE INTERNET.. I care for you to much I am not giving up on you , my sweet Pavillion... I shall get you into a program to protect you and make u feel safe... This is only one day with out being able to have some me tiime on the computer. I

Genocide's Hit List
Actually that's far from true, I have a life, Much unlike you. Friends, a man, something you can misunderstand, probably for the fact you think I'm below you. I am beyond the arguing, because you keep reigniting the same damn situation as though you have some philisophical standpoint. So please, Girl, Your "Reality" by standards just states you're warped with slander.

Just A Thought I Found And Agree With
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or howaccepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who you have kissed, It's not about sex. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have Or what kind of car you drive. Or where you are sent to school. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your"sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will "ac

Update On My Sister's Cancer
FOR EVERYONE THAT HAS BEEN SO KIND AND CHECKS UP TO SEE HOW MY SISTER IS DOING, HERE'S THE LATEST AND I WILL TRY TO KEEP IT BRIEF. THIS WAS HER 2ND FIGHT WITH BREAST CANCER AND SHE WILL DO HER LAST TREATMENT IN A FEW WEEKS. WE HAVE LEARNED THAT THE ORIGINAL CHEMO DID MORE HARM THAN GOOD. WE HAVE ALSO LEARNED THAT THE TYPE OF CANCER SHE HAS, BECAUSE SHE HAS GOTTEN IT TWICE UNDER THE AGE OF 50.. SHE WILL GET IT AGAIN.

How To Get Your Bar Tab To Show Your Likes/rates Again
If you clear your Bar Tab & afterwards it doesn't show what's been done to your profile, such as Rates & Likes, it can be fixed like this: clear your cache (Shift + Ctrl + Del) click the Trash can on the My

Rantings Of A Hellkat
If you are 30, or older, you might think this is hilarious!When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning.... Uphill.... Barefoot... BOTH ways...yadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on my kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it!But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it, but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it!1) I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!!2) There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a

Music
hmmmm seems i've been banned from posting any more mumms today... anyhow.. I am thinking about doing an auction. What do ya think? 1 month VIP? 25 bling credit perhaps? Give me some ideas... well i don't know what to say because there's truth to what you say i know it kills you i'm this way there's something different every day [chorus] could it be that i never had the chance to grow inside? could it be that my haven is to find a place to hide? could it be that sometimes i say things just to disagree? could it be that i'm only being me? not easy living in my mind a little peace is hard to find my every thought is undermined by all the history inside [chorus] [bridge] i know i hear the words you said over and over again i just can't get them through my head there's just too many voices must be like living with the dead waiting for me to begin to do the things i have said and for this i'm sorry so there's some truth to what you say [chorus] If I bent like you said was best Would

Good Bye
Hello everyone, I know I've said this time and time again. As of now I have made up my mind. I'm leaving Fubar. I haven been here over a year. I dont have time for it. I've met some wonderful people here also the love of my life. I'm so sorry. Please dont try to ask me to stay. Love you my friends

The Story Of Our Lifes
On the first day, God created the dog and said: 'Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years.' The dog said: 'That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years and I'll give you back the other ten?' So God agreed.

My Navy Time
Alot of you here have said to me "thank you for your service" first please let me say that it is not really nessassary to do that. Let me tell you why I feel that way, I spent 12 yrs in the Navy and was onboard a submarine for 8 of those years and truly loved what I did while on a submarine, the only job that I felt that way about and dont feel a thank you is needed. I felt it an honor and priviledge to served my country, and yes I know some of you are going to want to continue to say thank you and I wont object, but please remember I will not say your welcome except for here in this blog. So my fu friends, fu family and all of the funiverse YOUR WELCOME and I love you all, and before I close this blog let me say thank you for reading.

Bath Salts...really?
I found out yesterday that one of my cousins that I am very close to overdosed on bath salts last weekend. Her so called boyfriend dumped her outside the ambulance doors of our local hospital and then leaves! She almost died but is currently still in the hospital under constant supervision and not allowed any visitors but her father.

Words Are Just...words
Am I the only one who has ever gone through life making one bad decision after another, with no regard to the consequences? To those on the outside, it may seem that I have my life together, but I am a mess, and have been for a long time, longer than i care to admit. I was not ready to take on the responsibilities that come with adulthood, marriage, parenthood...I had some twisted, overly-optimistic vision in my head of how everything would work out~people get married, have kids, buy houses,every day...it's what adults do, right? The problem is that I didn't take into account my husbands' feelings about anything. I took advantage of his generosity, his willingness to make me happy, and in turn completely ruined him as a person. I took someone who was fun-loving, exciting, laid-back, full of life and turned them into someone who hates his wife, his family, his life. I can't believe i have become that person. What gave me the right to do that? It's devestating to know that someone who

Men...
I just don't understand why I can't find a nice guy who also lives close to me... I have met a one guy who I thought was nice but turned out to be just another jack ass... and had another guy who kept saying he wanted to meet then asked me to dinner and sabatoged his own plans... I do meet other nice guys but a lot of them live 1000s of miles away... I just don't know why dating is so hard... So today is my birthday and it seems to be a reflection on what a huge failure my life has been.... It seems like everyone has someone except for me... and I haven't had someone who loves me in a long time and I'm not talking about family or anything like that I know they love me but I still would like a companion... someone told me being single is ideal... I think that is really easy to say that when you have someone...

Getting Old...
Do not go gentle into that good night,Old age should burn and rave at close of day;Rage, rage against the dying of the light.Though wise men at their end know dark is right,Because their words had forked no lightning theyDo not go gentle into that good night.Good men, the last wave by, crying how brightTheir frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,Rage, rage against the dying of the light.Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,Do not go gentle into that good night.Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sightBlind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,Rage, rage against the dying of the light.And you, my father, there on the sad height,Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.Do not go gentle into that good night.Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Isnt This Ironic?
Its ironic how certain people claim they dislike bullies and cheaters on this site but yet they have to resort to name calling and ordering people to do things that are not only ridiculous but have nothing to do with them at all and why because of a name that 1000s of people use day in and day out whats next are you going to tell the poison control people to stop using a

"it's Just Fu"
Someone said to me recently, "It's just Fu" same as I have said to others. Hmmm... Yes, it's just Fu. But Fu has different meanings for different individuals. For some it's just a mindless time killer. Endlessly clicking that like button and staring into the screen. There are the true gamers that are forever striving for the next level or another achievement. There are flirts, bling whores, friend collectors, those looking for love, those hoping for sex, exhibitionists, singles looking for a partner, partners gaming together. Many here make their profiles private and their privates public.... Sometimes we find what we're looking for, sometimes we switch categories. Some of us linger in between, gleaning little bits and pieces of the whole Fu experience as the need arises. Most looking to fill whatever void they have in real life. There are some in which Fu is their podium/platform for things they believe, a place to express themselves. Artists looking for a place to showcase their ow

It Will Always Be You
It Will Always Be You I may not know all the how's and why's But my heart has been lost in your eyes For your the one that stepped out of my dreamsGave me hope, showed me what love means The sight of you puts a glow on my faceThe sound of your voice sets my pulse to race Sweet embraces and tender kissesYour all my lifes wishes My world is wholeBecause of you, love lives in my soul With your hand in mineOur hearts interwineFeel my love when we are apartKnowing that nothing will change my heartThis love is real, no need to doubtIt's something I can't live without