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Truth
ok its time for me to be honest ppl about somethings. ive seen somethings that life has to throw at you like having to watch my mother whither away from cancer or having one of your best friends (brother) wrap his car around a telephone pole. the thing that hurt the worst was finding out that my ex had not only cheated on me not only once but several times. after we had broken up she told me that she didnt know who the real father to our kids were. i think i would have hurt more if my family hadnt told me a week before that they didnt think the kids were mine........ i looked my family in the eye and said "i didnt care one bit if they were of my flesh and blood. they are the kids of my heart and soul. i love them without reason or conditions" and walked out the door to work. that is how i view things in my life. with an open mind and its helped with alot of the other things ive been through besides this.

Story Time!
I've always wondered when it became alright to be selfish with your own life. Not too long ago someone very dear to my heart took their own life. As if it were okay and everyone was supposed to turn the other cheek and go on as life does. I'm sorry, but I can't. I am still very angered and hurt over it. Why is it okay for you to take yourself from us? Where is it written in the books that a belt and a ceiling fan is okay? I have yet to forgive you. And I don't know if I will ever learn how. You told Amber you were trying to escape the pain. Well congratulations, you succeeded, and fucked everyone else that ever cared about you in the making. I don't care that you left me, I don't care that you left everyone else. I care that you left Hailey. Of everyone I know you truly cared about her. And how I know this, is I lived it first hand. She never asked to be brought into this world to a mother who was a junky and to a father who would eventually take himself from her. Amber told me t

Love On Fubar???
I have always dreamed of finding true love. Who hasnt? But to find said love here on fubar? is it possible? SURE IS!!!! i have been with my fiance for over a year now. it all started about 2 years ago right here on fubar! He sent me a friend request and i accepted! we chatted for a while and then decided to finally meet! I cant imagine my life without him now! THANK YOU FUBAR!

Cell Phones Vs. The Bible
What would happen if we treated our Bible like we treated our cll phones? What if wecarried our bibles in our pockets , what if we flipped through it several times a day? What if we turned back to get it if we forgot it , left the house without it? What if we used it to recieve messages from the text? What if we treated it like we could not live without it? What if we gave it to our children as gifts? What if we used it when we traveled? What if we used it in case of emergency? Something to make you go hmmmm... And unlike our cell phones , we don't have to worry about our bible being disconnected because the bill has been paid , by Jesus Christ. What if we used the Bible half as much as we used our cell phones, where would we be as a world, as a nation, as a people, as a person? Food for thought, this country was based on the bible, and that is what has made this country what it is today. . . . .

Husband Store Funny
A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City,where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions atthe entrance is a description of how the store operates:You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and thevalue of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights.The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or maychoose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down exceptto exit the building!So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the firstfloor the sign on the door reads:Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs.She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads:Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids."That's nice", she thinks, "but I want more."So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking."Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.She goes to the fourth floor and the sign reads:Floor

Chemistry
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are not a membe

Good Information On Diabetes Type 1 And Type 2
THE STORIE OF MY FUFAMILYThere once was a dude named Black who met a chick named Sdmf Dee. Black became very very close to Dee, and called her Brown sugar and very Heavenlee666. Dee decided to let Black meet her Rich brothers, Bls Kevin,Chris USA86,christopher, ReLLik and of course Sandmn2051. Dee met all Blacks sisters DaviGurl, Raven, Tiggy and Kinky Chula. Black said one of his sisters looked like a Dreadlockula666 was way to Hard 2 Handle and just a Lint Licken Cootie Queen. Dee thought Black was kind of mean for sayin that. So she shouted are you Siruis Jacko! you must be on Cocaine I swear! Black said hey Dee your in a lilbitotrouble now! I sure aint tappinit no more! Dee said pfft what ever were is the Mfkn og Foreplay anyway huh! You like my cousin SLDC anyway pfft Shebledglitter to! Dee started to just get furious and acted like a Typhoons kitty. Black said MMMHmmm sure Dee she was tastiilykeKandy to! Dee said what ever ya HolyDiver I am gonna go play Domino's with Dj Bayfana

Updated Writing
At the waist I have you bend While into subspace I gently and firmly send Your sweet sighs of contentment are barely heard You strain to be still as you listen to my every word My voice strong and even, my touch long and light While I do my best to stay just out of your sight The rounded curves of your ass raised and bared In my ropes your hands and feet are snared With you naked and helpless, you are at my mercy When my hands begin to smack your upturned globes, my lips are held together tersely With your mind ablaze and your blood on fire I am overwhelmed with my love for you; you are my soul’s single desire The hard contact of my hands on your ass makes your skin begin to glow red All the while you try to do your best to hear what I have said Our bond is deep, our trust in each other the most it’s ever been You want to feel your release, but you wait for me to tell you when The feelings I have for you are more than I could have ever expected When I met y

Things Ive Learned Throughtout My Life
if there is one thing ive learned from my parents its about hating things or ppl. my parents had this saying "to hate would take time out of my day that would be better spent loving my friends or family". something else i learned was to not wait to tell someone how you feel about them. while mom was sick i told her that i was sorry about us not getting along very well these last few yrs and that i forgave her for the things that she had done that had hurt me really badly. the last week she was alive my dad told me that she didnt think i was ever going to forgive her for the things she had done. i told dad that i had told her that i forgave for those things. he wanted me to tell her again but she wasnt in touch with the world at the time and i told him that as soon as she was more in touch with the world that i would tell her that i forgave her again. a couple of days later she died from cancer. what i wish to pass on to you is to not wait ever to tell someone you care about things like

Raw And Emotionally Exposed, Welcome To My World!
Some people go together like salt n pepperSome people are meant to be like bread n butterBeing a part for any time is like jam missing peanut butterWhen you find your dip to your chipHold on tightI will bring the whip, you bring the creamPaint me with honey and chocolate syrupLickity splitBanana splitI got a lovely set of coconuts................Or maybe i should just go get some lunch Life is one big mess, repetition every dayScrew the mentality that made you this wayYou bruise me time and time againWith your wordsDoes it make you feel better inside to have all this hatred?Dont mold me how you want meAccept me for who i amSomeone who is never good enoughNever good enough for lifeStop the blood flowing through your veinsThe whispers in your headOnly wish i were deadDeadwh*re forever moreDeny what you crave, its ok pretend i am like the restIn your heart you know i fit you the bestAngers youDefies everything you thinkEverything you have come to feelMisery and woe is what

Hitting A Woman
im writing this after seeing some more of what "us men" have been saying to the ladies here on fu. first of i will call all women a lady. one cause they have to put up with our asses and the things we say and/or do to them and second they deserve to be treated like they're worth something. us guys get pissed if another person says things we dont like but we treat the ladies like they are here to do nothing more than serve us and bare our children. come on are we really stuck in the dark ages??? im not going to lie i have my pet pevs. one of those is treating a lady like sh*t. i know there are some out there who like to be treated like that but thats their business not mine. respect shown is respect earned or at least thats how i was raised. if you really want to get techical about things we would not be here today if it wasnt for women. plainly put its the truth. if women told us men to take a flying leap the human race would come to an end. so come on guys lets start acting like the a

Wedding Plans
If you have an ideas for additional songs for our wedding, comment on here Jimmy Buffet - Brown Eyed Girl Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day - Dear God - A Little Piece of Heaven Bruce Springsteen - I Wanna Marry You John Berry - Marry Me Eric Clapton - Wonderful Tonight - Tears in Heaven Proclaimers - 500 Miles The Beatles - All You Need is Love - She Loves You - And I Love Her - I Wanna Hold Your Hand - When I'm 64 Sonny & Cher - I Got You Babe Cher - Shoop Shoop David Bowie - As The World Falls Down Rammstein - Ohne Dich The Supremes - Someday Me First and the Gimmes - All My Lovin Pennywise - Stand By Me Rob Zombie - Living Dead Girl Ronstadt/Neville - All My Life Michael Buble - Haven't

Rip Ronnie James Dio
Message from Wendy Dio Today my heart is broken, Ronnie passed away at 7:45am 16th May. Many, many friends and family were able to say their private good-byes before he peacefully passed away. Ronnie knew how much he was loved by all. We so appreciate the love and support that you have all given us. Please give us a few days of privacy to deal with this terrible loss. Please know he loved you all and his music will live on forever. - Wendy Dio You can leave your condolences on Facebook ronnie was my favorite artist of all time n i am in shock to say the least this , this news is very sad, we have lost one of the greatest today rip ronnie, you were the best,thanks for all the great music n all the great memorys

Leveling
_I really am not happy with the fu right now, I have an account and have had it since 2007. I get locked out of it, I try to message support and nothing I do works. So I emailed them and have not heard back yet. So Here I am had to make a NEW account so I can try to get my OTHER one back.............So please, have it in your hearts and help me BACK up through the ranks please.

All I Ever Wanted
Tear up the photographsBut yesterday won't let goEvery day, every day, every minuteHere comes the emptinessJust can't leave lonely aloneEvery day, every day, hey heyThis second-chancin's really getting me downYou give and taking everything I dreamed aboutIt's time you let me know, let me know just let goAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas a simple way to get over youAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas an in-between to escape this desperate sceneWhere every lie reveals the truthBaby cause I all ever wantedAll I ever wanted was youI'd rather walk aloneDon't wanna chase you aroundEvery day, every day, every minuteI'd fall a thousand timesBefore I let you drag me downEvery day, every day, hey heyYour new beginning was a perfect endingBut I keep feelingwe've already been here beforeIt's time you let me know, let me know just let goAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas a simple way to get over youAll I ever wanted, all I ever wantedWas an in-between to escape this desperate sceneWh

My Tribute To Ronnie James Dio
Neon Knight's play by the mob rules while the holy diver finds his rainbow in the dark, even though its just another day for rock n roll children who dream evil. Still the sunset superman is the wild one who locked up the wolves while traveling strange highways to bring down the rain on this computer god and its angry machines on this double monday. still there The Lord of the last day suffers fever dreams while well before the fall we stand killing the dragon while Living the lie of the end of the world and have one more for the road...

Nsfw Poems
As I entered the room,She was layed out teasing between her thighs.Her slow soft moans,Only altered by her gentle crys. I imagined what it would be like,To put my face so deep into her.To feel her smooth juices on my tongue,Nothing could be sweeter I'm sure. She began to toss her head,As she lifted her ass off the bed.She opened her eyes and saw me,"Take my fingers place" she said. My tongue zeroed in on a glimer of juice,Soon her legs clenched my back.My tongue licked at her clit,While my finger went on the attack. She moaned harder as her ass kept rythum,She begged me to go faster,to fill her needs.This little beauty before me naked,So beautiful,my hands picked up speed. Soon my fingers flew in and out of her,Faster than I could tell.I knew her juices would flow soon,As her moans and crys became yells. She came alldown my fngers,As I licked her outer walls.Her hips still grinding as I played,Her ass to the bed began to fall.

Cuz I Can
debating on getting my tongue pierced after i have my baby girl...what does everyone think? you can love me or hate me. its not going to break me. who cares who judges you? live your life the way you want too. only you can change YOUR life. if u dnt like the way i do things, too damn bad...get ur own life then. im bisexual...have been since i was 15-16yrs old. im 20 now. im tired of keeping it secret. "ima hold my head high like i have a nosebleed" ima keep on doing me and u can keep on doing u....

Read You May Learn Something.
i'm slowly but frequently having Nate out of my mind. it's okay to be upset. maybe i need a week, month, year to not talk to him. i need serenity and tranquility. the way i can get simplicity me trying to better myself.i should live my young life without being serious. I'm only 21. what's to say that god may have a rewarding future for me. patience isn't my strong point. neither is being open. i have talked to other guys on the net. they all seem like horny dogs.. what part of i want charming guys do you not understand? i know men was born to mate, but it does hurt to show intelligence every now and then? it seems like women have to teach guys what's wrong and right. i wish it was instant to know a woman's motives. but i do understand guys isn't always to blame.women hurt the good guys , which causes misjudgment of when a good girl tries to woo/love him.it's human nature to develop special feelings for another. it's a problem if you cant stop committing infidelity but 'im not going to

My Life On Fubar
ok i think i have a lot to offer i could show that you can survive if you want to. I know that it seems impossible. but i am proof it isnt. Is it hard hell yes. But life is not easy you get what you put into it. i think that sometimes people just turn their backs and ignore, one thing i have learned is that there are a lot of people that say they are friends but are not, it is better to have one true friend then 100 so called friends. I have learned that you dont tell people your life if you dont want to impact theirs. I have also learned that there is only one person you can depend on and thats your self and warning sometimes your self even let you down. I also know that talking about can be healing and also it can hurt. dont put your self out there if you are not a strong person. another thing is say what you mean and mean what you say . I will post more when asked and would love to meet more people like me. \peace out jim hello this my first blog so be nice. i am. going to share

This Place
The next thing I want to bring up is all the profiles with Strategic photos, the ones that show face and all the cleavage. You go to a profile and you see several to a couple of hundred pictures of a woman and all you see is face and cleavage from the overhead, the Birds eye view. Lets get real ladies, if you are taking only the overhead Birds eye shots obviously you are hiding something. If you have something to hide go elsewhere to sucker guys and many of you do. Some of you should seriously consider spending alot less time on FUBAR and alot more time in the gym or outdoors exercising. If you think I am pciking on people and/or being mean ............ I have struggled to maintain a level of fitness and remain within Army height and weight standards for the last 26 years. I walk with my daughter and Classc1 on a regular basis. Take a look at her page (Classc1), fresh photos taken within days. She looks pheonomenal, you cant tell she is a mom and had a normal pregnancy. I think

My Babi
baby when i see or talk to u its like the problems in the world just melts away i have never fallin in luv with a girl this quick exspecially from the internet but with u its different babe honestly u mean everything to me a luv u alot and hope that i never lose u in my life i dont know wat i would withou u in my life baby i luv u because u put up with my shit u know when i play around and i hope we never have a fight at all i luv u sweetheart and i always will forever and always no matter wat happens between us baby I miss the sight of your face, I long for the taste of your lips, I pray for the day that I can have you in my arms Babi you are the light in my day the wind blowing thru my hair and the sun beating on my skin!!!!!!!! I never knew happiness until I met you... I never knew love until I looked you in the eyes........... Babi I would do anything for you just say it and I'll do it...... Babi I don't kno what I'd do without you.. Up until I met you I was lost confused unsure

Week By The Numbers
3. total number of hair clients on Friday. 3. Total number of nail clients on Saturday. 3. number of french manicures done on other student's clients (really? is it that hard?) 1. number of hair clients missing an ear. (not my fault, he came in that way.) 357. number of freak outs had while cutting the thickest, curliest hair I have ever seen. I couldn't even hide the freak outs. It went: cut hair, OH SHIT! oh we are good nevermind, repeat for an hour. 6. number of times I asked the educator to check that haircut. 2. number of times the educator freaked out on me for freaking out. I kinda deserved it. 1. Number of Swedish films seen over the weekend. did you know "what the fuck" is pronounced "what the fuck" in Swedeish. 4. number of referrals given to me already by that curly haired girl (she works in the call center at school! Fuck yea!) 102. percentage of people that tipped me for my services. (one of the people I painted for another student tipped me) 38. number of dolla

When Im Gone
people who actually kill themselves never give warning or signs, those that do aren't serious but I can tell you this, Suicide is a train barreling downhill track with no brakes- it starts slow but builds into an obsession impossible to stop. You should feel honored that he felt you were the most important person in his world that he chose you to spend his last hours with- that was carefully and intentionally planned. When you are on the train you enjoy the view the speed your last hours but feel it is inevitable so you are happy and never feel the ending coming, its all preplanned and nothing can stop it, you dont want it stopped, you want it over. My roommates have no idea it ever happened to me, that I was ever on that train but I have many times and if I were on it right now, no one would know. When we refer to people we love who are gone, they want us to remember the fun we had together, to them death was just another step in life. the only predictable part of life is that it is u

No Love
Suicide Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Suicide it's always on my mind I'm tired of people asking why? Why I talk like this why I cut my wrist why I live my life like this I don't care what they say they aint me they don't know my pain the thought in my brain I don't care it's like whatever cuase you bitches just don't know better . Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Hold on never let go don't let their words take control Stay true to who you are and you will go far Blade in my hand blood on my arm what the fuck do you think is going onHart full of pain head full of hell go on ask if I'm wellMind racing leg shaking slide the blade again blood rushingThoughts stop tempting suggestions clear way out I see it I'm think I'm ready I'm talking it Hold o

Suffer And Pain
Easy way out Sometimes I wonder if I will be free,I think death needs to come to me,that's no more bills or heartache see,I believe it's the best way to be!I want to take my life right now,I want to end it someway somehow,I am tired of living through this pain,I see nothing that I will gain,I just want to say goodbye,Fuck this world and fuck this life,If I come back to this place again,I will repeat this letter my friend.

Lovely Linda's Blog
BUTTERFLY BUTTERFLY FLYING BY, YOUR COLORS SO BRIGHT YOUR BEAUTY A SIGHT TO BEHOLD; YOU LAND ON A NOSE, YOU LAND ON A ROSE, IT DOESN'T MATTER NONE~ JUST KEEP FLYING IN THE SWEET TIME OF SPRING~ SO LIGHT, SO PRETTY AND NICE TO BEHOLD; WHAT A PLEASURE TO SEE YOU FLUTTER YOUR PRETTY WINGS IN THE FRESH AIR OF SPRING.. YOU ARE SUCH A DELIGHT TO SEE * YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL* BY: LOVELY LINDA ~ POSTED ON: THURSDAY, JUNE 23, 2011 ~ BABY, BABY MADE WITH LOVE YOU SURE KNOW HOW TO KICK AND SHOVE! I LOVE YOU ANYHOW THOUGH YOU'RE UNSEEN YOU'RE PART OF ME~~ I THINK THAT'S KEEN! YOUR DADDY AND I HAVE MUCH IN STORE WHEN YOU FINALLY MAKE IT OUT YOUR MOTHER'S DOOR! SO HANG ON TIGHT AND HANG IN THERE AND OUT YOU'LL BE ~~ JUST DO YOUR SHARE! MY SISTER MARY, EXPECTING HER FIRST CHILD... What I did I know was wrong and now live memories in a song In my world there is no sun knowing it can never be undone I could use excuses, drugs, and wine but the fault has been entirely mine;

What Disgust Me!!
BREAKING NEWS. OAKLAND,CA-Raiders football practice was delayed nearly 2 hours after a player reported finding an unknown white powdery substance on the practice field. Head coach, Jackson, immediately suspended practice & called the police & federal investigators. After a complete analysis, FBI experts determined that the white substance unknown to players was the GOAL LINE. Practice resumed after special agents decided the team was unlikely to encounter the substance again this season. So I was just at the grocery gettin some fish vittles and i see this guy maybe mid 20s grabbin a bunch of food... he's with this really hot tattooed female, of course he's got a bunch of trashy ganster ink.... when they get to the register in front of me the chick pays for everything with her welfare card...... WTF is with these lazy fucking slug men who live off these girls?? I told him he disgust me and shoud get a job ... he flipped me off...I so should have beat his ass.... men should not live off

Her
you wont be her first,her last, or her only.she has loved before,she will love again but if she loves you now what else matters? shes not perfect,and neither are you and the two of you will never be perfect but if she makes you laugh,at least once causes you to think twice,and admits to being human, and making mistakes... hold onto her, and give her all youve got. she is not going to quote poetry,she is not going to be thinking about you every moment,but she will give you a part of her, that she knows you can break dont hurt her, dont change her,dont expect too much from her,smile when she makes you happy,cry when she makes you sad and miss her when shes not there....

People Who Admire!
Are you feeling like you haven't found the people that you connect with? Do you love the carnival? Do you love a group of misfits that will accept any person alive? Then find your way to http://www.fubar.com/lounge/backstagepassradio. We are a band of outcasts that live for the hatchet! We die with the hatchet! We are Juggalos and we're not like some biggot...we accept all people of all walks of life! We just want you to have fun and have respect to others! I am a straight forward person. I expect the same from anyone I met out of respect. If you wanna add me on her, fan me, rate me and such...don't do it cause u want the same done to u. Add me and all if u have read my profile, and decide this is a person I can be friends with. I am not here to help level you up. If ppl read this and I end up only have 3 friends, that's fine! I'd rather have 3 real friends than 20+ fake friends. That's just how it is. And if you read this and u are offened or whatever...then I'm sorry, but at the same

May 25
Yesterday was really hard on me not that the date was the 25 of May, it holds some very speciali meaning as well. May 25, 1964, will live as a date that changed my life forever , because on that date I lost my mother in an automobile accident , a careless act in my opinion , the sad thing is I never even knew my mother because I was only 10 months old at the time . people have told me not to dwell on it but its kind of hard when a person gives you life and then 10 months later is taken from you , all a person to do other than question was I the cause of all of this . The wreck had taken alot ofrom me but it had also given me alot

F Ing Manners
I saw this one of my internet friends header pages.Apparently somebody did something to piss her off. DON'T ASK FOR HELP IF YOU CAN EVEN SMILE & SAY THANK YOU...GROW SOME FUCKIN MANNERS!!So I wonder what would fucking manners be. I jotted down a few things, I am open toadditional thoughts and comments . Like I said it has been a long time since I rocked and rolled. :-D Fucking Manners,1. at least buy or make dinner for the woman. 2. Wine or drinks are optional depending her taste.3. Foreplay is not an option 4. Clits are delicious and need to be licked hard and often. 5. Blowjobs are to be enjoyed not critiqued. 6. let the woman get hers first and often. 7. anal sex is her choice. 8. Get a luke warm wash cloth if she needs to clean up, not a one extremely hot or extremely cold. 9. Give her a warning before you come, especially when she is giving head.10. Cuddling is a nice afterthought and if you did your job well, might lead to some recovery sex.11. Ass Slapping

Lessons Learned
Hi Aryes517 I work in the marketing department for Match.com and wanted to present an opportunity to you that we think you would be great for. Do you want to be filmed on a first date with someone you are interested in meeting from Match.com? These dates are light, fun and truly illustrate how exciting it can be when you give Match.com a try. So, if you're feeling spontaneous, we want to hear from you! To see examples of First Dates we've recently filmed, visit www.youtube.com/matchusa If you're interested in participating, please let me know ASAP so that I can give you more information involving next steps. Also, please send the following to be considered: 1. A recent picture of yourself 2. Phone number to reach you 3. First and last name Thanks! Lauren Filipski Match.com Marketing After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses

Http://www.youtube.com/your7sins
Alright I took time out to share with you all.... some amazing humour. My friend Michael has a show on you tube. http://www.youtube.com/your7sins You will be a better person for watching it.

Hand Me Down
Ads by ClickFuse LEE BRICE - Love Like Crazy lyrics they called them crazy when they started outsaid 17 to young to know what loves aboutthey've been together 58 years nowthats crazyhe brought home 67 bucks a weekbought a little two bedroom house on maple streetwhere she blessed him with 6 more mouths to feedthats crazyjust ask him how he did ithe'll say pull up a seat it'll only take a minute to tell you everything(chorus)he'll be your best friendtell the truthover use i love yougo to workdo your bestdont out smart your common sensenever let your prayin knees get lazyand love like crazythey called him crazy when he quit his jobsaid them home computers boy they'll never take offwell he sold his one man shop to microsoftand they paid like crazyjust ask him how he made ithe'll tell you faith and sweatand the heart of a faithful woman who never let him forget(chorus)he'll be your best friendtell the truthover use i love yougo to workdo your bestdont out smart your common sensenev

Epically Inappropriate Status Messages
These are only funny because they are true. *If I'm too lazy to masturbate, do you really think I have the motivation to talk to someone I don't know? *I don't wanna be drunk the first time we make love, so can we just fuck instead? *Statuses about your cock are only funny when you're not lying. *If "Obama" is the answer, Then that must have been one stupid ass question. *I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy. *Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. *There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL *If a Dodge Challenger was a dude, I'd totally get over my gag reflex. *Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant. *Hockey is a sport for white men. Basketball is a sport for black men. Golf is a sport for white men dressed like black pimps. *I don'

Thoughts
I would like to put forth that we change what we call ourselves to Humanimals.I hear people all to often deny that they are animals or using the term in a derogatory manner. If you are not an animal, are you vegetable or mineral? We are the animal Human, we are subject to many of the same afflictions that other animals have, but supposedly have the intelligence to overcome them. We see them in our day to day lives, even make jokes about them. The 'terrible twos', the 'little adult' stage,the 'teenage rebellion', the 'seven year itch', the 'biological clock', and the 'mid-life crisis' are all examples. Most are designed to facilitate breeding and a diverse gene pool, but do not fit well into a monogamous relationship, if any wish further explanation on how these were meant to affect breeding, feel free to drop me a line and ask. If we are to overcome them we must be aware of them, educate ourselves about their effects, and be smart enough to overcome the; however in order

From Guys Point Of View
From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.LET US PAY FOR YOU!DON'T "FEEL BAD"We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile andsay "thank you."Kiss us when noone's watching.If you kiss us when you kn

Stalker On Fubar Becareful Ladys
HI TO ALL MY FUBAR FAMILY AND FRIENDS LADYS WE ALL NEED TO WATCH OUT FOR THIS MAN HE GOES BY THE BIG LABOWSKI HE IS A KNOWN STALKER STAY AWAY FROM HIM KEEP SAFE.IF HE COMES UP TO UR PROFILE ASKS UR NAME AND ADDRESS DONT GIVE IT TO HIM HE WILL HURT YOU WE DONT NEED HIM ON FUBAR LETS ALL GET RID OF THIS MAN. Big Lebowksi@ fubar

Venting
As the title says, am venting, so if you don't want to read this rant, then best to leave now. My fu-hubby and I are on our 4th turf, the last 3 deleted because some asshats had to keep hitlisting and coming into turf and trash talking, basically making sure that we couldn't do anything on mafia. I am sick and fucking tired of so-called adults acting like little kids that think it is fun to beat someone down just because they can. The turf we are in now is getting the same treatment, hitlisted for the hell of it and then keep doing because someone gets rightfully pissed off because was listed for no good reason, just for shits and giggles. Apparently people are thinking because small turf, we don't deserve to be left alone to play the game. Have had people outright tell us to delete because they wouldn't stop fucking with us, they were having fun. All I can say is must be nice to be able to act like an asshole 24/7, because would bet money that these people are just as much of ass

The Toilet Paper
Great artists are not afraid to explore various media, aesthetics, and techniques when it comes to making their artistic vision take physical form. Recently two well-rounded female artists from two different continents made the news, given their unique ability to make masterful marks with their mammaries on canvas. What does it take to create such titillating art work? Fearlessness, passion for the process, and a great set of paint cans. [What do you think about ... body art?] Age Dennis was when he first ran away from home. Per Hopper, his mother was a state backstroke champion whose opportunity to swim at the Olympics in Berlin in 1936 never materialized due to getting pregnant. She never let Dennis forget that he was the cause of an unrealized dream. You can blame a lot of things on being drunk: slurring your words, stumbling over furniture, attempting to leap over a large campfire in nothing but women’s panties and cowboy boots. But saying the drink caused you to sell o

Things I Like
He sits and looks out across the valley. While staring in amazment at what he see’s before his eyes he wonders what she is thinking. Is she thinking of him? What is she doing? Where is she? He can only imagine. He is amazed He then thinks of all that she has said to him. He thinks of the trust that he has for her. What her words really mean, and why they mean so much to him. He thinks of these words because she has given him a gift. It is that feeling that is down deep, so down deep that it is a surprise to him when it has finally come out. It has been something that was there all along. Something indescribable. So real, so right. He is amazed While just sitting and staring off at what God has created, a smile comes across his face. He has thought of one of the many memories that he has shared with her. His mind goes back in time to places that he had been, the feelings he had felt, the love that he had shared with her. The smile is still there, but

If Only ..
I love to listen to you talk,as you open up to me,expressing what your feeling,and everything you see. I love they way you listen,and how i know you understand,everything I'm mumbling,and help me through it with your hand. I love how you give me advice,and tell what's on your mind,You always make me fell better,with those things you say, I love the way you help me,Whether is night or day,your always there,every step of the way. I love the way you make me smile,and make me glow with delight,You take away my fears,and make everything alright. I love everything about you,And you'll always be my Friend .. and maybe more,I love the fact we don't know what's in store. ... If everyone who has ability to see.. could for one week see in a fog. They would understand and see life a little differently ..of course senses are more acute .. but there are other sense that becomes apparent, you ou go on instinct .I have learned so much about myself as well as others from experencing this . I ha

David's Memories
Molly rolled over in the bed and realized that David wasn’t there it was 3 am and she figured he got up for a cup of coffee as he had been doing so she got up to join him. When she got downstairs, she wasn’t prepared for what she found it was David leaning over the coffee table weeping, wiping his hands on his chest repeatedly.“Davey are you alright?” she asked him as she put her hands on his shoulders sitting down behind him.“I can’t make the blood stop he keeps bleeding and I cannot make it stop. He took two rounds in the stomach and I can’t put his insides back in either. He is dying and I can’t make it stop what the fuck do I do now?” He kept repeating.She begins to weep along with him and is afraid the kids are going to come down and see their Daddy on the floor. “Please get up I don’t want the kids to see you like this David. Please get up off the floor and I will help you clean it up alright?” He wiped

The Midknightdevil
I'm The MidKnightDevil here to party and dance the night away as for when the sun starts to rise it's to the grave I go with a salute to you and a song in my heart and memories of those loved and lost I'm The MidKnightDevil and thanks for letting me party with you.

Pearls Of Wisdom
The greatest achievement is selflessness. The greatest worth is self-mastery. The greatest quality is seeking to serve others. The greatest precept is continual awareness. The greatest medicine is the emptiness of everything. The greatest action is not conforming with the worlds ways. The greatest magic is transmuting the passions. The greatest generosity is non-attachment. The greatest goodness is a peaceful mind. The greatest patience is humility. The greatest effort is not concerned with results. The greatest meditation is a mind that lets go. The greatest wisdom is seeing through appearances. ~Atisha

What If
I can't find the rhyme in all my reason I've lost sense of time and all seasons I feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds I can't sleep beneath the trees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question What if? What if your words could be judged like a crime?

Pain
last nite my cell rang , its my big brother . I knew then that this wasn't gonna be good, due to the fact my mom was admitted in the hospital last friday. She has struggled with breathing problems for the last 5 years & of course she is getting worse now. Now the steroids are not helping her like they used to , now they are pumping her full of steroids & morphine. My brother described her as "barrel chested"(she is normally small, 90 pounds) . He says that she is layin there in pain , moaning, begging for rest ! This is where it gets even worse, she is now starting to lose her mind, she is starting to say & do the things that Dad did right before he died. Now my brother informs me that mom's wishes are to be creamated, no preacher, no fancy urn & honestly, i'm glad that mom has chose to handle those things in her own way. My questions are limitless at this point. How does a person learn to let go of someone that loves me unconditionally, someone that is soo close to my he

A Cry Not Spoken
ONCE again i find myself ignorant, shallow of the strength i lack for a day well spent . should we say , now as the hour begins to fall the glass becomes pessimistic of a dream i once saw . i cannot blame anyone as fault balongs to me try lookin at fate through my eye you then may understand loss as you feelme bleed . who is this behind me , that hides in shadows? a being of death maybe , when my soul becomes hollow . hate takes me quickly . at this moment my only hope is my brother . i wonder how can he help me , when this poison has also left him confused and pale , we maintain this struggle of pain through a bond of blood . a silent cry to god as we lose our loved ones . i shall return would be my last words . a beast no more when my ashes lay upon this ern . i finally walk free from this realm of evil tears . with one remaining on my left eye to tell a story you cannot hear . my soul shall ponder forever in the hearts of those who knew me , forget me not , for the flesh you know l

Ever Wonder...
Ever wonder why when everything seems to be going good, things are looking up and all is well, something or someone always messes it up? Ever wonder why these people or things do it?? IDK... just a lil hurt, annoyed and aggravated... :(

Random Thoughts
Tho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I hear your voicemy heart longs for youfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eyeTho your many miles awayI can still feel youin my dreams is where we meetand for now that will have to doand when I see your facemy heart skips a beatfor your touch,for your kiss,for a glimps of that sparkle in your eye Can you see the light, or are you still just blind,or can you be lost,in the shadows of your mind,open up your eyes,and together we will start,we will star to walk,and never be apart,and together, we'll run....take a look at me,and open up your heart,see the light i feel,and we'll never be apart,is your mind still dark,or is the daybreak nearing,is it my love you fear,or the love for me your feeling,and together, we'll run....open up your eyes, and let your fears rush out,feel the love I give,and they'll never be a doubt,oprn up your heart,and we will

Bleading Hearts
well you can like me or you cant, who gives a hary rats ass? i am me, you are you, they are they. a lot of people like barking up other peoples trees, here is an idea, bark up your own damn tree. maybe if you tried that ever once in a while you might see that the real problems in your life is realy only just your own problems. i know it is hard for some people but dont shit and fall back in it cause it makes you smell just like it, and it gives you away cause other people can smell shit also, and most of them aint stupid so they know exactly where that shit smell is coming from. sincerly (FU) josh- have a nice day :)

Things I Do On Bored.com
Personality Type Report for ryan Your Personality Preferences INTROVERT While you may not be anti-social, you do need (and deserve) your private time and space to retreat from the world. Unlike extroverts, you need to develop a concept of the world or some aspect of it before experiencing it. Too much socializing may sap your energies. Your energies are derived from exploring the inner world of ideas, impressions and pure thought. SENSORY You usually gather information with your senses: what you can see, hear, taste, touch and smell in the physical world. The facts gathered from the sensory data you process are the building blocks of your model of our world. You concentrate your energies on what actually exists and do not ponder what might exist too much. You are usually practical and rely on your common sense to guide you through the world. You see things as they are and have little or no need to search for underlying meanings. JUDGING Y

Life
Ich will Ich will dass ihr mir vertraut Ich will dass ihr mir glaubt Ich will eure Blicke spüren Ich will jeden Herzschlag kontrollieren Ich will eure Stimmen hören Ich will die Ruhe stören Ich will dass ihr mich gut seht Ich will dass ihr mich versteht Ich will eure Phantasie Ich will eure Energie Ich will eure Hände sehen Ich will in Beifall untergehen dl will deinee Muchi Seht ihr mich? Versteht ihr mich? Fühlt ihr mich? Hört ihr mich? Wilst Du mich Könnt ihr mich hören? Si hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Sie sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Sie fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Ich will Ich wollen dass ihr uns vertrautIchwollen dass ihr uns alles glaubtIch wollen eure Hände sehenIch wollen in Beifall untergehen - ja Könnt ihr mich hören? Sie hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Sir sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? WSie fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Könnt ihr uns hören? Sier hören euch Könnt ihr uns sehen?Sie sehen euch Könnt ihr uns fühlen? Sie fühlen

Love
I love you with all of my heart I will never get over the feeling that I have so strongly for you I just keep thinking about how if I would ever lose you how I would spend the rest of my life trying to get you back And thinking about how my life will never be complete with out you in it You are my world You are my strength You are the reason that I get up ever morning You are the reason that I want to live You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me I just keep thinking of the mistakes that I have made in our relationship And how I would go back to take them all away I know that we will have our little fights and arguments Every argument that we have kills me inside But all that I can think of is’ In the end will we remain together? And I know that you will be there for me when I need you the most You sit there and say that I do not love you But you got it all wrong I love you more and more each day I love you more and more with every breath that I take and with eve

Just Thinking
Starting to think about winding down my time here on Fubar. It seems like it is just become about the games. Leveling, points, begging and pleading without and thought or feeling about the ones you call friends and ask them for favors. I am not a VIP or have money to buy blings, or any of the imaginary stuff so many think are so important on here so I am mostly ignored. I wanted friends who might actually care and maybe share a thought or two in the shout box, an occasional comment or a rate or drink to show you actually care. If you think all I am good for is to help you level, not an actual person, but just a click or two on the keyboard to help you out, you are not a true friend and I ask you to please remove yourself from my family, friends, fans and fans of list. If you do care, talk to me once in a while!!!!!

Poetry
I never thought id find myself the day i found you future plans for only one of me are now future plans for two soul mates in this universe that makes the world so real for when i have given up on my dream you showed me love is real now all my love for you will increase to grow so take me in your loving arms and never let me go

Clownface
when im at wrk,freinds and fand get in for free,Im the front dood bouncer,call me clownface,then i will know,hope to see you there being a bouncer is not an aesy job,but when you look like me its a good fit thanx for all the help my fubar friends

Vote For Me For Pennsylvania Governor
Robert R. Preston Brookville, Jefferson Co., PA I will not align myself with any party, I do not even like being called independent. I am just a citizen of Pennsylvania. * I can give a vague answer as well as the rest of them. * Absolute pro-gun, unlicensed OC & CC, license optional, removal of vehicle issue, strike the "firearm" transfer thing along with the PSP recording of such. * The Constitutions mean what the words in them say. * For the decriminalization of marijuana, then regulated and taxed like alcohol. * Pro-choice on abortion up to the end of the 1st trimester. Only pro after that for medical reasons of the mother. * NO PARTIAL BIRTH ABORTIONS! (I'm sorry, that shit is sick how they do that) * I dont care if you are gay or straight, what religion you are, your nation of origin so long as you are here legally, gender, race, creed - laws apply equally, and all rights, priviledges, and immunities shall be equal amongst the People. * Tax relief/credits for companies

Groovy Form
{GOD) Inventory Check List.Just fill in your totals beside the colon for each item. Depending on your current level not all territory or equipment may be available for purchase.Level Mobsize TerritoryNewsstand:Deserted Lot:Abandoned Storefront:Townhomes:Restaurant:Town Square:Auto Body Shop:Night Club:Condo Complex:Luxury Hotel:Vacant Military Bunker:Helipad:Skyscraper:Resort Casino:Outlet Shopping Strip:Office Building:Airport:Internet Data Center:Offshore Oil Rig:EquipmentWeaponsRusty Butterknife:Tennis Racket:Wrench:.357 Revolver:12 Gauge Shotgun:Tommy Gun:Tech 9:M16:Fortified M16:M134D Gatling Gun:Sniper Rifle:AT4 Rocket Launcher:Machine Gun:M2 Flamethrower:AK-74 Grenade Launcher:ArmorBullet Proof Vest:Body Armor:Full-Body Tactical Armor:Bomb Disposal Suit:Blast Shelter:Reinforced Blast Shelter:VehiclesStreet Bike:Military Jeep:Armored Truck:Tactical Utility Vehicle:Battle Tank:Super Tank:AH-64 Apache Helicopter:Stealth Apache:Unarmed Submarine:Armed Submarine:Skill points:Attack:D

The Darkness Inside
My life, as torturous as it may be. This life, it is sane to me. Overwhelming, it would be for thee. A life of anger and pain it would be. Followed closely by misery and despair. There is nothing that compares. So jus stay the fuck away, away from me. Haunted by thoughts of homicidal rage. I live in a life of darkness, souless and uncaring. Demons settling in, deeply roaming. Darkest of the dark, forever free. Never helping, always destroying me. Ripping through the heart of me. Always pain, never any glee. Cries of rage and screams of pain echo thru the distance to find a kindred spirit. cant keep them down

Sexual Appitite ;)
I crawl under the table, lift your dress over your silky creamy thighs, jus enough to xxpose them beautifully glistenin lips. teasin you, my tongue slides round the out walls of your constant moisten pussy. you out a slight but quiet moan. my rings catching your clit, jus enough for you to feel. body squirmin to get ever closer. tryin not to draw to much attention as to what is goin on in our direction. you slide your ass closer to the edge of your seat. pullin my face closer to your pussy, the smell of your scent intoxicating. my tongue slidin in deeper and deeper. your hands grabbin my long hair, pullin me in tighter between your creamy thighs. my tongue movin in and out between your drippin lips. my teeth nibblin, sometimes soft. most times hard, jus so i can see the pain, pleasure on your face as i peek from under where im at.hearin you wince and moan has got me hard. the more i flirt with your clit, the louder you get.people turn to see what is all the comotion. mostly

Jus A Tease Hehe
walk up behind you, wrap my arms round your body. as they barely touch your already erect nipples. my hands grabbin and messagin your tits. slowly movin down, i slip my fingers past your lips. sliding two inside you. my fangs penitrating your neck. as the blood runs down your body. reachin your hand around you grab my hard cock. feelin me through my jeans as they get tighter with your hand bein there. you reach over my waist band. slide your hand down insinde my jeans. grabbin my hard cock, you begin strokin me. gettin harder as you move up and down on me. slidin your hand over my belt, you loosen it. pullin it out one loop at a time. slowly your teeth find the buttons on my jeans. carefully undoin them on by one. slowly pullin my hand away from your pussy, squeezin your lips as i move to your jeans. undoin them, carefully. slowly lettin them fall to the floor. exposin your perfect pussy, your swollen lips. to be continued, hehe.

Painter's
Please, be polite.They will come big, medium and smallBut, this doesn’t matter at allNow, eat it rightSlip your fingers in, gently pull it apartand lick up the juice that may run out and down your chinIt is ready and waiting now, whenever you areYou don’t need a knife, fork, or spoon at all.You only need your mouth and your fingers. That’s allRemember, there is no coreno stemno rindno pitno seedsno throw away at allSo don’t make it a choreEnjoy what you're eating

Me.
I just don't understand how you guys think I'm attractive. All throughout my elementary through high school years, I got called ugly. People never wanted to hang out with me or be my friend because of how I look. I guess you to have to look good to be a friend...Oh well.

Why Does He Love Me So Much
WHY DOES HE LOVE ME SO MUCH IM NOT ALL THAT I MEAN COME ON THERE IS BETTER WOMEN OUT THERE THEN ME CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHY????????????????????? WHY IS IT WHEN YOU RATE EVERY SINGLE PIC A CHERRY BOMBER HAS THEY STILL DONT BOMB YOU WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF CAN ANYONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Dark Parking Lots Where Shopping Carts Go Uncollected....
- so i wish i could remember everything that happened on march 27, i was out with my friend celebrating my 22 birthday. it was a great night.. greatfuldeads all night... shitfaced ... i was walking towards my car, i was basically beligerent so i obviously couldnt drive. my friend was calling a taxi and we were in the back of the brickhouse. its really dark parking lot. id say around 1130 so it was definately before last call. while we were waiting we were both talking loud and waiting for the taxi. a officer made an assumption that my friend was my boyfriend and that we were fighting, both of those assumptions were and are false. the officer then tapped me on the shoulder from behind, "to see if i was okay" and i just started to defend myself. immediately i was slammed against the hood of my car, and i couldnt hear that it was a cop because i wasnt listening, it didnt matter, the fact is a male who was 3 times my size touched me from behind and i promised before i moved back here tha

Freeman's Wish
well okay... I had the most unexpected moment today... I didn't even know it was coming as i thought my soon to be ex had already been served... I allowed a realtor to visit as we are selling out house and have to agree on what Will be taking place as far as getting rid of the place... all that said and it was about half way through his presentation when he looked out the window and noticed a police man parked and walking toward the door... it was a then that I knew that that was the service of the papers for her... wow.. timing was way bad.. though I was glad that the realtor was there or it might have turned ugly... she excused herself and the poor guy was left from a smooth talking sun of a gun to a stammering idiot that didn't know what to say.... I felt bad for the guy... and I kind of didn't like how the timing worked out it would have been better for me if it would have happened when I wasn't there... oh well now I have a story to tell about it.. this one isn't as long as but

If Only One Realizes !!!
Why do we hurt? Why is it so hard to be honest? Thank God I was raised by a woman that tought me to speak my mind be blunt but kind and always honest. Tha problem I expect this from everyone eles !! What a joke ! I kid myself into thinking that that there are people out there like me that respect and honor life and belive that what you put in you get back ! I havent give up the search and everytime I open up to a fake a pretender someone that says they love me when they clearly dont and I get hurt I put my heart back out there you know why? Because I belive that there is someone in this world that will love and cherish me and be honest and not break my heart! I belive that so I push on beliving that every experiance is a life lesson leared and that Im more wiser for what I have been thru and experianced. So why we hurt I dont know but where that hurt takes you is what matters most standing above and living life is the best reward of them all for we only have one life and live it we sho

Fuck Buddy Application (:
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Song To My Baby Boo
Chorus: my whole life has changed Since you came in I knew back then you were that special one I'm so in love so deep in love you make my life complete you are so sweet no one competes glad you came into my life you blind me with your love with you I have no sight Verse 1 Girl you open me, I'm wide open and I'm doing thangs I never do but I feel so good, I feel so good why it take so long for me finding you this is my story and I'm telling you it's not fiction it's surely a fact without you right here having my back I really don't know just where I'd be at Chorus Veres 2 I analyzed myself I was buck wild never thought about settling down but all the time I knew I was ready but not with all my friends around but girl I put you first now you made me help mold me turned me into a man I'm so responsible and I owe it all to you Chorus Verse 3 God blessed me girl he was good to me when he sent you I'm so happy baby share my world I'm so in love I'm addicted

For My Baby Boo
But, soft! what light through yonder window breaks?It is the east, and Juliet is the sun.Arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon,Who is already sick and pale with grief,That thou her maid art far more fair than she:Be not her maid, since she is envious;Her vestal livery is but sick and greenAnd none but fools do wear it; cast it off.It is my lady, O, it is my love!O, that she knew she were!She speaks yet she says nothing: what of that?Her eye discourses; I will answer it.I am too bold, 'tis not to me she speaks:Two of the fairest stars in all the heaven,Having some business, do entreat her eyesTo twinkle in their spheres till they return.What if her eyes were there, they in her head?The brightness of her cheek would shame those stars,As daylight doth a lamp; her eyes in heavenWould through the airy region stream so brightThat birds would sing and think it were not night.See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand!O, that I were a glove upon that hand,That I might touch

Dedicated To Tupac And Everybody Here In Fubar
Growing up in the streets, at the age of 7 wasn't a child's life to be, without a father,my mother she could barely make it, at the end of the day I went to sleep with empty stomach, thinking to myself another hopeless day and hoping for a better tomorrow. One evening my best friend gave me this tape, I can still remember for the reason I lost my grandfather that day, the person who took me under his wings, the one who only care for steven , was suddenly gone, left alone to fend for myself, all the burden put on me, to bury my grandfather, thinking what am I going to do, where am I suppose to go, what is there left of me,wen i was 15 i was having suicidal thoughts, my best friend came to me, the day It changed my life and never looked back, she told me listen to this song, that's the first time I herd Pac, the song "Words of a Wisdom". I closed my eyes and listen to his lyrics, I didn't care for the beat but the words caught my heart, I find tears running down my cheek, because I wasn'

Virgin Blogger (first Time)
Not going to get fancy, I really don't come here very often. Haven't made a salute or whatever it is, so I can't talk to some people. I come on when sent an alert. Pantyshotz sent me a drink and I tried to return the favor. Don't know if it went or not. The alert said there was a comment also, but I have no idea what it was. I wonder if she will see this? Hopefully she will This is all fun and good, but it is a fantasy type thing. You will never meet the others you talk to, and I have no idea what I can tell them;since there is that section about being "defrocked" depending on what you say. If someone wants fantasy, all I have to do is dip into my past and describe it first person as if we were within licking distance. I have met women from dating sites, but at east half that I have met have had problems such as being alcoholics (4), Bipolar (3), thieves (2), multiple personality (1) but if you count all of the rest of her...at least 8. One of her personalities was a televangelist an

Yah I Would Like To Know Too
So where are all the "Save the Gulf" concerts? Where are the T.V. Benefits with celebrities and musicians giving heart felt speeches on the poor fisherman, wildlife, beaches, loss of income and sabotaged gulf economy? I find it rather strange how these people (including our own government) are so quick to help Haiti and other countries...but sit on their asses for this one. Just the facts. *Post this if you agree!!!*

Tear From A Rose
Tear From A Roseon one block in the world there was a rose bush that started to grow. it grew slow, reaching up to the sky. then as months passed it started to have lil red blossoms. they sprouted bloomed, as the days went by. people walked by watching them grow. some were picked and most had stayed. yet there was one that was blooming like the rest. then, one day, all the flowers were pick. although this single rose just started to bloom. as it grew it looked around. wondering why it was the only one. as the people from before walk on by. it came un noticed. then one day it grew to its full size and was the biggest out of them all. yet people continued to walk on by as if it were not even there. then one night as it was sleeping it began to feel this cutting at its stem. it began to wake to look around. all it saw was nothing but darkness. then there was a light in the distance. it tried to stay awake, yet it was still very sleepy, as it began to pass back out it saw a d

Wtf, Why Add Then Block
WTF, Why add someone then blockthem? if you don't want to talk or whatever have the respect to tell them so. That is wtf is wrong with this country, noone has respect for anyone except themselves today and those that do care and respect others get shit on!!!!

Zz
Seriously what is it with women and tattoos, I don't get it. I don't know why some think its sexy cause it just doesn't look good on any women, maybe except for biker chics.. Or maybe some of you women just want that "gangsta lookin appeal, which in that case its understandable lol. Oh well to each their own, carry on.

Sums It Up...
I loved you for capturing my heart... I loved you for giving me the kind of love I never had.. I loved you for listening to me all those hard to get through times.. I loved you for being the beautiful picture in my life.. I loved you for keeping me warm all those nights... I loved you for making me laugh and my heart smile... I loved you for being the love I couldnt live without... I loved you for being the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.. I loved you for having the only heart I wanted to call my own... I loved you for being my everything... FUCK YOU... For capturing my heart...just so you can break it! For giving the kind of love I never had... just so you could take it ! For listening to me all those hard to get through times...just to then turn and walk away! For being the beautiful picture in my life...just to leave an empty frame on the shelf! For keeping me warm all those nights...just to later leave me out in the cold! For making me laugh and m

My Funny Freestyles Lol Kinda
Yo your quick to fail Your to much of a kid to tell All your acne jokes u think are well Apply to him as well And when it comes to rap im the steady king And ur boyfriend prefers u when ur not wearing anything Except his wedding ring But I do the most work U can go first U can keep my girls money and tour the whole earth Looking for a growth spurt I got the sick flavor While this faker Is trying not to get confused for a fifth grader But anyway ur getting wrecked And when he was a kid He wished he was big But instead got the reverse effect Have u even developed into a person yet Or is ur mom still trying to figure out what birth defect But when we spit its airless But I don’t know why anybody would be scared against This piece of asparagus And you see the crazy thing to me is that u reek of such arrogance But secretly u speak to a therapist Like… I CAN’T BE THE AMERICANS!!!

Quote
"It is not enough in a situation of trust in the commonwealth, that a man means well to his country; it is not enough that in his single person he never did an evil act, but always voted according to his conscience, and even harangued against every design which he apprehended to be prejudicial to the interests of his country. This innoxious and ineffectual character, that seems formed upon a plan of apology and disculpation, falls miserably short of the mark of public duty. That duty demands and requires that what is right should not only be made known, but made prevalent; that what is evil should not only be detected, but defeated. When the public man omits to put himself in a situation of doing his duty with effect it is an omission that frustrates the purposes of his trust almost as much as if he had formally betrayed it. It is surely no very rational account of a man's life, that he has always acted right but has taken special care to act in such a manner that his endeavours could

Micheal Morrow
How sad is its for a soldier to fight for the freedom and the safe well being of everyones familys but yet you can have some sit there and talk bad about a soldier and you just sit there and watch you dont stand up for what is write you sit here and bitch everyday that your AC is broken and its hot what about us in uniform and all the gear in the hot sun eating sand all day you bitch b/c you got bought the wrong food to your table when we are lucky to eat once in 24 hours you cry b/c you have to share a room with someone but we live with up to 50 ppl in the same room its sad how much the country has forgot about us maybe you should think about the ones that are fighting overseas and cant be home with there loved ones for the holidays the ones that cant hold there new baby the day he or she was born b/c he is the one fighting to keep them safe before you talk shit think and ask yourself we i be here if it wasnt for the men and women that have worked there asses off and givein there lies

Fb Profile Skin How-tos
FB design profile skin Getting started: Part 1 of 3 First all when making a skin you need know what you are going to design and where you want each section to go.. there are three main design elements that you can design to make your skin standout from others. I do a lot of searching on the net to see what is out there and fool around with different designs before i even get started. This will save time and frustration later. I will go over the following in this tutorial to get you started.. then followup with the enhancements later pagecontent profiile_headerbar userpagecontentstyle I store all my images on photobucket, i paid for the unlimitied bandwith so i do not exceed the limit... or your image will not show. 1. pagecontent #pagecontent :: this were the main background goes.. it is good to used seamless background images because it will bllend bettter in the desgin.. if the do not blend it is looks un clean. #pagecontent { background: #000 ur

Wtf?!
WTF you may ask?! Keep in mind this is the condensed soup version of what happened to me in 2004-2010. Yes its long and yes there are technical terms. Get lost or confused ask. I was a nurse before I got sick. I tend to forget that not everyone knows what the fuck I'm talking about. March 2004 I became deathly ill. I had what "they" thought to be a chronic migraine. Turns out that would be the easy way out. But for those of you who know me, know I can't take the easy way out of anything... I was put in the hospital and "they" started running tests. Every fucking test known to man was ran on me. I was diagnosed with Pseudo Tumor Cerebri (PTC). In short my brain thinks its has a brain tumor. It doesn't, but trying to convince that tainted thing of that isn't possible. My brain over produces Cerebral Spinal Fluid (CSF) and crushes itself. So I was put into a medically induced coma for nearly 2 weeks. "They" tried drug therapy to help me. Guess

The Vampyress Queen
I WALK INTO THE NIGHT WITH 1000 CORPSES, AWARE OF THE TOMBSTONE LYING FLAT ON THE GROUND.I APPROACH THE TOMB STONE AND A SPIRIT CALLS TO ME AND SAYS, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?" I REPLY, I'M JUST A LONER, LOOKING FOR A REASON TO SURVIVE THE SPELL OF THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF ANCIENT TRANSYLVANIA. WITH THE AGES OF THE OLD TYME ARE OPPOSED BY THE FORCES OF THE WHITE LIGHT. THIS DARK SOUL TAKEN TO THE UNDERWORLD, ONLY SURVIVING BY SUFFERING DEATH AND TORMINTING DOMINATION OF THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF THE DAMNED SOULS OF THOSE WHO HAVE ACCEPTED DEATH AS A SECOND CHANCE TO LIVE UNDER THE FAITHFUL SERVICE TO THE DARK, THE ASSTOUNDING, THE BEAUTIFUL SINGLE BEING, THE GOTHIC VAMPYRESS QUEEN OF THE NIGHT!

Avon Rep
vaguy7http://b.pcc1.fubar.com/88/99/4399988/tn_3414439063.jpg">@ fubar this is who im fuengaged to Hi im courtney an avon rep from brookfield mass pls check my avon site out and pls send it to others thanks you so much pls write that you are interested theres a order due by wednesday thanks http://www.youravon.com/courtneymundy

Memyselfiandtheworld
Ann, has access to my PC's because I have nothing to hide and she found it amazing that I had Porn and Ladies of The Night in my Favorites. She said anyone coming across this will have the Perception of you being something your not. Perception are easily created. She was floored by me the other day. She never expected it nor others. Unfortunately, not many thihngs are clear as it may seem. Perception of me is based on the actions of others and not me. Who has the most to gain? How many gained and whe really lost it all, meaning wife, animal (friends), house, dignity, and respect? Anyone paying attention to this, beside The Roman Catholic Church, The Oder, TEMPLER, and friends? Glory to God N Songs said something about time? I don't get that much time to come to this site. I have things I have to read here very soon. Seems there are an awful lot of people that are paranoid and yet refuse to admit it whereas they are very quick to throw it around. They should examine their owns

The Words Flow
i never really understood the meaning behind the words now understanding the words that always seem to flow out of your mouth feeling the rhythm touch my soul making me feel whole wanting u to talk real nice and slow. let me enjoy every last word that roams in your world. yes i do understand every last word u just said that seem to always flow out of your mouth not knowing when they will begin or would they ever end.always got me lost in your mind as if I’m in outer space.like im speeding down a congested freeway all caught up in a daze running around in a maze i never really understood the meaning behind the words that seem to always flow out of ur mouth never know whether to stand still and listen ... or turn my back and walk away not hearing a word you say you can get me all bent and twisted with the soft spoken words that flow out of your mouth hanging on to ever consonant and vowel ever last syllable that you sound its crazy how u

Blinded By Love
I put so much into what we had … Got lost in the past with you in my heart. Lord knows I would go to the ends of the world to Make you happy. It’s a damn shame that you did not see it in the same Light as I did. All broken up and shattered with pain of losing you When in reality I never did have you. You was playing silly ass games… got the wool pulled over my eyes . For those looking from the outside in would say I was Blinded by love. Whatever you want to call it… the pain is too great to Deal with. My mind is spinning out of control. Like I cant seem To find my way back to home. Clouds fill up my mind . I can feel the tears building up in my eyes And the pounding in my chest is getting greater Lord, why does it hurt so much? I thought that love wasn’t suppose to be so painful. Why do I feel so shameful? I feel as though I’m a flightless bird that doesn’t know How to use my own two feet. All I want to know is…

Told I Was Insane
I was told I was InsaneCuz I could hear and see the unexplainedSo they threw me into a room by my lonesomeAnd threw way the only Key to the doorAll cuz I hear the voicesThat resided in my Head And those of all aroundAnd saw what they could not seeSo in this single room I goWith its padded walls of whiteBecause they thought I was InsaneAnd would try to hurt, or kill, youWhen all I've every wantedIs to help you and myselfTell you what I see and HearThat you fail to know ofBut no you dont believe meWhen I'm constantly shifting my stance and gazeCuz I can see them and hear their plansOf coming out to hurt, or kill youDont think no one can help youWhen you needed it the mostAnd no ones there to know whats happeningFor theres only one that could knowBut you locked me into a padded roomAnd threw away the only key to the doorBecause you were to afraid to ask and ponderIf maybe what I hear and see is going to beSo here I sit nice and cozyIn the center of my roomStaring at the pad

I Am Here, You May Celebrate
These are only funny because they are true. *If I'm too lazy to masturbate, do you really think I have the motivation to talk to someone I don't know? *I don't wanna be drunk the first time we make love, so can we just fuck instead? *Statuses about your cock are only funny when you're not lying. *If "Obama" is the answer, Then that must have been one stupid ass question. *I believe that sex is one of the most beautiful, natural, wholesome things that money can buy. *Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. *There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 500SL *If a Dodge Challenger was a dude, I'd totally get over my gag reflex.

More
DUDE I GOT SOME THINGS TO SAY TO U IM NOT DONE U SENT ME THE LINK TO UR BLOG UR MOTHERFUCKER U CAN BLOCK ME OR WHATEVER BUT I WANT TO SAY GO FUCK URSELF AND I FEEL BAD FOR WHOEVER ENDS UP WITH YOU HAVING TO DEAL WITH UR ASS MAN I LOST FAMILY AND MY FIANCE IS IN THE ARMY AND HE STILL REMEMBERS 9-11 HE CARES ABOUT THE PEOPLE AND HE HELPS THOSE IN NEED ALONG WITH HIS FELLOW TEAM I WAS IN ROTC IN COLLEGE SO I DONT RESPECT WAT U SAID GET A FUKEN LIFE OR A FUKEN CLUE THIS IS THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA AND WE WON'T GET OVER IT FOR THOSE OS YOU WHO LOST FAMILY WE ARE STILL PULLING FOR YOU U R NOT ALONE AND FOR WHOEVER THIS GUY IS I SAY FUCK HIM HE DONT KNOW WAT THE FUCK HE IS TALKING ABOUT AND IN CASE U DIDNT KNOW MY NAME IS ALEX FUKEN ROSE REMEMBER THE NAME DONT FORGET IT BITCH CAUSE ME AND MY FIANCE AND ALL THE OTHER SOLDIERS R HERE TO HELP THOSE IN NEED AND IF ALL U WANT TO DO IS TALK SHIT REMEMBER WHEN I SAY SOMETHING I DO IT BUT UR JUST A BITCH SO WATS IT MATTER TO U MAN IDC WHERE U CO

Kitkat
Just gonna stand thereAnd watch me burnBut that's alrightBecause I likeThe way it hurtsJust gonna stand thereAnd hear me cryBut that's alrightBecause I loveThe way you lieI love the way you lieI love the way you lieI can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now there's a steel knifeIn my windpipeI can't breatheBut I still fightWhile I can fightAs long as the wrong feels rightIt's like I'm in flightHigh of a loveDrunk from the hateIt's like I'm huffing paintAnd I love it the more that I sufferI sufficateAnd right before im about to drownShe resuscitates meShe fucking hates meAnd I love itWaitWhere you goingI'm leaving youNo you ain'tCome backWe're running right backHere we go againIt's so insaneCause when it's going goodIt's going greatI'm SupermanWith the wind in his bagShe's Lois LaneBut when it's badIt's awfulI feel so ashamedI snapWho's that dudeI don't even know his nameI laid hands on herI'll never stoop so low againI guess I don't know my ow

Jokes
You know you're in Texas when... You discover that in July, it takes only 2 fingers to drive your car . . . You no longer associate bridges (or rivers) with water . . . You can say 110 degrees without fainting . . . You eat hot chili to cool your mouth off . . . You can make sun tea instantly . . . You learn that a seat belt makes a pretty good branding iron . . . You notice the best parking place is determined by shade instead of distance . . . Hotter water comes from the cold water tap than the hot one . . . It's noon in July, kids are on summer vacation, and not one person is moving on the streets . . . You actually burn your hand opening the car door . . . Sunscreen is sold year round, kept at the front of the checkout counter . . . A formula less than 30 SPF is a joke and you only wear that to go to the corner store . . . Hot air balloons can't go (at all) . . . No one would dream of putting vinyl upholstery in a car . . . Your biggest bicycle wreck

Casper's Auction
Hi i'll be hosting my 3rd auction. I know i dont do this very often. I will be taking entries on Tuesday June 29th at 12am EST. until Tuesday July 6th at 12am EST. You will need to send me my fu-mail. The list of your offers, The picture link you wish to use and the entree fee of 100K fubux. The minimum bid in the auction will be 250K. Call cash bids will override fu-bux. You may use fu-bux along with cash bids but it must be the same cash value or higher. The auction will start on Saturday July 10th at 12am EST and will run until. Saturday July 17th at 12am EST. Any questions about the auction let me know. I recremened that you share this with your friends so that they can join too. Casper4SER

Poems
dusty old stone i fond a stone dusty and oldeye's don't see the beauty so deeponly heart and soul can see the diamend it keepsit sparkels only for me to see whate secrets it keepsmy secret beauty dusty and oldkeeper of diamends keeper of soulsthats what i fond in a dusty old stone crying ever felt like crying like your whole world is dyingever feel like running and hiding while your whole world is dyingnothing left dut ashes no ground left standingnoting to fight over but ashesscattered by the wind washed away by tearscrying over ashes crying over lost grounddrowning in tears running from fears noting left but ash covered tearsleft with a burning soul consuming fire surrounded by ash coverd tears broken down world whit noting left to burnflames dying light faiding darknes risingtears drying noting left than wind scatered ashes geting older geting older is noting to fear geting older is not geting old just wiser it happens to all of us evry year evry day age is just a number

Is This Weird Or What?
my best friend of 14 or so years and i have always agreed and talk about being each others best man when we got married. even talked about getting married simultaneously! he got engaged, cool. to the best friend of one of my exs, also cool, no big deal to me. her maid of honor happens to be that ex, totally cool with that too, sooooo what right? his soon to be wife decided and convinced my hm that it would be awkward and not ok for me to be the best man because of this... >_> uh why do i get kicked? ive been here longer.... honestly broke my heart but i brushed off, but i still dont think its ok... last week i asked if i was still getting to at least stand up there..... nope... why? because she thinks ive been rude to her and very disrespectful... >_> if barely talking to you and answering your questions is rude then you bet. they had asked me to draw and paint out a leafless tree so they could use thumb prints

What A Day
Ok, so today I had 6 Doctor apointments, and I have to say, I feel as if it was a total waste of time. As usual, the military does not really have a doctor that knows a damn things, and if they do, they are to afraid to say soemthign because they might get in trouble for thinking. The only good thing that came out of today was I got my ketamine. Wanna talk about good shit. It is a astart. Now, if they can just get theis damn headache to go away.... I will deal with the other stuff over time.

Poetry
As I sit alone in the darkness, A figure enters, And the room becomes engulfed with life. Her beauty and elegance, Her grace alone, Creates and atmosphere of pleasure. She is the most beautiful, Sensual being, To ever walk before me. As she moves closer, I can feel it, The pull of her, She is electric, She is penetrating, She is mesmorizing. I want to look away, But there is just something about her, Something that won't let me. I am drawn to her, Like the magnetism of earth, She draws my attention. She enters my mind, My heart, My soul. I try to maintain myself, It's no use, Her presence is too powerful. She does not realize, The effect she has, Controlling my every thought. My mind, No longer my own, But now a part of her

For Love
So I havnt posted a blog in a long time so bear with me lol! Been doing a lot of soul searching lately and well to be honest Im not exactly sure where im going but im starting to get a pretty good idea of what will make me truly happy. Sometimes life hands you a box of lemons and you have to take a bite of that lemon and spit it back in their faces lmao!!!! So for all of those who hate me ....go ahead and hate me It doesnt bother me. Take that hate somewhere else cause it just consumes and rots the already dead horse. I dont need it anymore For all those who love me....I love you back in full and then some. I have always loved to the fullest and that is one thing I will never change about myself as long as I can help it. I am around somewhere so if you wanna chat or just have some fun haller at me....for those who wont take no for an answer FUCK YOU im deleting you :) have a great day everyone!

Just A Box Of Stuffs...
sooooooo...just curious as to what everyone else does on their birthday. I just celebrated my birthday with my family yesterday since everyone had the day off...but...for my ACTUAL birthday tomorrow...I'm going to sit home...smoke, listen to tunes and drink...that's what I did last year as well. I dunno...I've never been big into celebrating birthdays, honestly. I don't know why...birthdays just aren't fun to me...it just marks the passing of another year...I tend to look back in bad ways on my birthday...ya know...it's like the passing of another year full of shit I wanted to do, but never got to do...I dunno...I'm the same way with New Year's Eve...I pretty much just suck, basically! lol...I'm pretty sure the last line of this video is something I agree with...and if you don't love the Mighty Boosh...you suck! ;) but the quote at the very end, Howard saying "You should celebrate that day alone…in sombre isolation." lol it's the most terrible EMO line ever, but I feel the same

"nymphetamine" By Cradle Of Filth
Led to the riverMidsummer I wavedA 'V' of black swansOn with hope to the graveAnd through red SeptemberWhen skies fire-pavedI begged you'd appearLike a thorn for the holy onesCold was my soulUntold was the painI faced, when you left meA rose in the rainSo I swore to the razorThat never, enchainedWould your dark nails of faithBe pushed through my veins againBared on your tombI'm a prayer for your lonelinessAnd would you ever soonCome above unto me?For once upon a timeFrom the binds of your lowlinessI could always findThe right slot for your sacred keySix feet deep is the incisionIn my heart that barless prisonDiscolours all with tunnel visionSunsetter, nymphetamineSick and weak from my conditionThis lust, this vampyric addictionTo her alone in full submissionNone better, nymphetamineNymphetamine, nymphetamineNymphetamine girlNymphetamine, nymphetamineMy nymphetamine girlWicked with your charm, I'm circled like preyBack in the forest where whispers persuadeMore sugar trails, more white l

If Tommorrow Never Comes...
I THINK THAT PEOPLE SHOULD NOT JUDGE,WE KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG,REMEMBER THE HARD THING TO DO IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO.. I AMHAVING A HARD TIME GETTING THE CONFUSION OF YOU OUT OF MY HEAD. I KNOW I WAS TOLD NOT TO GET TO CLOSE PAPI,BUT YOU MADE IT EASY FOR ME, BUT YOU KNEW I IGNORED WHAT YOU SAID.. ONLY BECAUSE I SAW THE GOOD IN YOU, YOU WERENT TRYING TO BE SOMEONE YOU WERE NOT,ONLY YOU I MISS YOU,YOU SAY ITS HARD TO SAY GOOD BYE TO ME.. ITS NOT GOOD BYE,YEARS ARENT NOTHING WHEN U HAVE ME OUTHERE, TELLING YOU NO LIES,ONLY WHAT IS TRUE. I MISS YOU THOUGH,IM BROKEN.. FIXING ME WOULD BE WASTE OF TIME I FEEL. CAUSE ONLY YOU HAVE THE PARTS THAT I NEED, THIS LOVE BUG YOU GAVE ME,ITS FOR REAL.IM HERE OKAY LIKE I SAID. YOU DO YOU IN THERE,LET ME KNOW WHAT TO SEND HELL ILL BRING YOU ANY THING YOU WANT,EVEN THAT CRAzY SHIT YOU LOVE,THAT AWSOEMW WEED.. I MISS YOU,YOUR EVERY WHERE I LOOK,BUT ITS NOT GOOD BYE,CAUSE IM RIGHT HERE JUST OPEN THOSE SEXY EYES AND LOOK. LOVE YOU BABY.HANG

Poems
I love you with all my entity, mind body and soul.I love you unconditionally,you are the one that makes me whole.I love you with a passion,you are the fire within my heart.I will never stop loving you, I have known this from the start.I love you like you are the ocean,and I'm a tiny wave.I love you like i'm a stalagmite,and you are a mighty cave. I love you like a snow flake, melting on the ground. I love the way you look at me, I love the way you sound .I love you like a little bird, love's the bright blue sky.I love you more and more, every second that goes by. I LOVE YOU! Girlfriend Application Name: State: About you: What youre looking for in a girl: How many people youve been with: What a relationship means to you: ONE DREAM ONE OPPORTUNITY ONE LIFEI AM DARK AND YOU LIGHTI LIE DOWN IN THE SHADOWNO LONGER THE LIGHT OF MY DREAM BEFORE MENO LONGER THE BRIGHT OF MY DREAM ABOVE MEONLY THE SHADOWONLY THE THICK WALLHELP ME TO SHATTER THIS DARKNESSHELP ME TO SMASH THE NIGHTTO BRE

More Feelings
I'm not sure where to start......my life has taken a downward spiral. I am almost 30 yrs old and having to move in with my mom. I feel like I have been used again and thrown away AGAIN. It depresses me to think that the only use men have for me is physical not never emotional. When will my feelings matter? I am starting to think NEVER. The depression is begining to be too much to bare. I want to shut off my emotions and never let anyone in. I am thinking this might be the only way to protect myself. Why should I care when no one else does? Why should I give a shit about anyone? I am done trying to find someone to love or love me. I can only take so much and this last experience has opened my eyes to how I am valued and respected by others. This is where the depression takes over. My nereves can't handle watching what I am being forced to watch. I am trying to not see but I am not blind and my heart is still broken. No one cares and this just adds to the pain. I wonder if I will ever fe

Bookness
Prologue As the shadow of night crept across the globe, a figured adorned in a robe as black as the night itself crept along the rocky walls of an ancient canyon, his heavy footfalls echoing across the vast plains with each step. The canyon was said to have been the site of a great battle in the wars centuries before, where thousands of seasoned troops were taken out by a group of guerillas. After the battle it came to be known as the Canyon of the Wailing Dead, as it was said when the wind blew through it’s walls, the cries of the fallen soldiers could still be heard. The man was a very tall individual, most of his face save for the lower portions covered up by his hood, his pale eyes glistening in the moonlight as he arrived at his destination at the canyon’s central chamber. Despite the darkness of the night, the chamber was well lit by torches mounted along the walls of the canyon, giving the entire area an eerie ambiance. It was here where the man found six other figur

Death
The Death DealerHe creeps,He crawls,He slithers,He rolls,Who is this man, you ask?He's created in your fires Your deepest desiresHe's what you wantAnd you can have itFor a small price of courseIt's not much, for one such as yourselfThe counjourer of spirits A jack of all tradesWould you care to play his game?It's not that hardBut it requires a wagerNot money, but something more dearSo make your bid But do so wiselyBecause if you lose You'll find that the cost is pricey! am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldMy work shall never be done This world is full disease, filth, and putrignessThese things I must pacify from my worldI am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldThis world I speak of is full of fire and brimestoneIt is a world of eternal suffering and blissIt is my world and I shall controll allI am the slayer, I am the bringer of deathI come to erase the mistakes of this worldThis world demands suf

2001 Heros
Died November 18, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 21, of Rochester, N.Y.; based at Norfolk Naval Station, Va.; drowned aboard an Iraqi freighter that sank on Nov. 18, 2001, in the Persian Gulf. Died November 29, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Queens, New York City; assigned to the 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y., killed Nov. 29, 2001, by a non-combat weapons discharge in Uzbekistan. Died December 05, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Frazier Park Calif.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in action during a friendly fire bombing, on Dec. 5, 2001 in Afghanistan.

Just So You All Know
Just want to wish ev1 a Happy and safe Halloween and say I'm sorry for not being around. It doesn't mean I miss or love ya any less. I have just been very busy cleaning out a bunch of stuff I don't need in house any more and VERY stressed out cuz of neighbors. Also I have been busy with my son's boy scout meetings. He earned his bobcat badge this past Thurs...YEA HIM!! He is going for his first boy scout overnight camping trip Fri. the 29th (his lil sister's B-day). My oldest son is going to be his adult partner that he had to have in order to go. So I think that will be good for the both of them. I will have her party Saturday (the 30th) when he gets back so he doesn't miss it. Then Sunday I will take them out trick or treating. My 9 yr. old wants to go as a creepy skeleton (again...lol.cool,saves me money,can use old costume) and my lil princess is going to be a very cute lil brown bear with a pink bow on her neck and costume even has a cute lil blanket with it(she can use for her d

Friends
Friends (by me) A true friend is invaluablewhere ever you may meet it could be as babies or toddlers in grade school or high schoolin college or grad schoolon a team or at a jobin a club or in a band at a park or at the mallin real life or on line Some people you just know in passingothers are just acquaintancesbut a true friend is like the family you choosea real friend is a treasure to beholdthen there are friends who become loverssometimes you are looking for that loveother times it catches you off guardBut when it is real love you will just know Never take a true friend lightly even worse don't push them awaySome will fight to hold on to youothers will just walk awaysome may come backothers you could lose forever Never take a friend for granted no matter what...

The Dark Side Of Me!
I walk into the dark abyss, seeking the nature of my darkness. I come upon a gravestone that was unmarked, it looked as if it had been there forever, and a spirit becons me, taunting me, and asks,"What are you looking for?" I stand there with an icy glare upon my face and say,"answers to my hopeless existence. Why must I be this way?" and the spirit says."The only reason why you thint that your existence is hopeless is because you are not who you want to be with. You are this way because you are longing for a dark and romantic pleasure!" I stare at the spirit as if i was staring at myself, who has died from eternal loneliness and lack of the physical romantic nessissity of life, and a life of chaos and despair."Let me help you that way you won't end up like the way that i have. Go to your love and follow your heart, listen carefully to your hearts' voice, for your heart IS you, not only mentally, but physically too. Don't be like me and close your heart from those who love and care for

And All That Jazz....
Well I know, I miss more than hit With a face that was launched to sink An' I seldom feel, the bright relief It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday If there's one thing I have said Is that the dreams I once had, now lay in bed As the four winds blow, my wits through the door It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Fallin' down to you sweet ground Where the flowers they bloom It's there I'll be found Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Though these wounds have seen no wars Except for the scars I have ignored And this endless crutch, well it's never enough It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday Hell says hello, well it's time to I should go To pastures green, that I've yet to see Hurry back to me, my wild calling, It's been the Worst Day Since Yesterday

Fuct Free Pics
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Tarot Card
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very LowLevel 4&l

The Day I Lost My Best Friend
june 30th 1996 is still fresh in my mind as if it was yesterday.its the day i watched my brother die in front of me.his name was Brandon or as i would call him boo boo.Brandon is my big brother and always will be even tho he not here on earth but he still in my heart.i care alot of guilt cause of this day.it was my idea to play hide and seek and always he wanted to make little sis happy.we did every thing together.you never saw 1 without seeing us both.on june 30th i drug him out to play like a normal day.we were playing for hrs on end.i was running and fell scraped my knee.Brandon wanted to get mom so he ran across the road and that was the last i saw of my bro alive.i still hear screeching of tires as the truck and car tried slamming on brakes but he was to much of a hurry to get help for me he didnt look either direction.me being only 4 at the time i had no idea what was going til i heard my mama screaming his name so i got up and ran see what was going on.what i saw haunts me eve

Life And Time Of A Beautiful Disaster
Blackened hearts reek with the smell of angry defeat. I can almost hear your agony riding on the wind, and I can almost taste your deception on my lips. I sort of feel bad for you, until I remember all the things you did to break me down. And then I simply shake my head in muted anger of my own. Then i remember to breathe and let that anger slowly, carefully draw itself out of me. I still haven't forgotten, and though I say i've forgiven, i'm really not sure if I actually mean it. You are all the things in this world that are wrong. And one of the people who create victims in the wake of a hurricane. You are like a hurricane. Tearing down the things in your path, without so much as a second glance. I wonder. I wonder if you even have a soul. I wonder if you are sucking the lives and love out of those around you. I grieve in the knowledge that you even have lives to be responsible for. I shouldn't hate you, but I do. It's a horrible word, but one so fitting. There has onl

Lost Medic
Well its been 375 days since I left home, my family and friends to come to Kuwait. My job here is pretty simple... I am an Emergency Medical Technician that runs the 911 emergency response for the military bases here. Very low call volumn for sure. I take care of teh sick, the injuried and the ones that just need a shoulder to lean on for a brief minute. Although I can leave at any time, it still feels like an obligation of sorta. I have missed my kids pass school, yet the military that is here does not have a choice and they miss the same thing. I missed Christmas and 2 out of 4 of my kids' birthdays... yet the military missed the same thing. Being over here has made me realize that I take alot of things for granted.. including my marriage. I am slotted to go home on leave in August and I will be getting a divorce. I guess I had this coming. In October after I finish the contract here, I plan to move to Ohio and start my life all over. This is going to be a real challang

Welcome To The Moosedaddy Lounge
Well it's that time of year where all the hard work and long hours you put in at your job finally payoff... How you might ask? Well instead of taking all that extra money you have saved up over the past 11 months and going on a vacation with the one you love, you get to spend it on everyone else!!!(yah!)( note the sarcasm in that) Not that I don't like to spoil the ones I love, I just wish product nowadays wasn't so damn expensive!!!!! Unless all you have for kids are dogs, if you don't have at least $2,000.00 saved up for Christmas, your'e pretty much screwed in the present department(and not in the way you would like to be). So I'm going to do what any good father would do, I'm going to spend as much as I can and worry about myself at a later date. And if that isn't enough, well then they can get off their ass and get a job and buy their own shit!!!!! Gotta go and surf the web for more Christmas gifts..... So much fun... Welcome to all that have taken the time to see what my

Quotes
Quote to live by(cannot for the life of me remeber where the quote is from or who to attribute it to possibly the Buddha?): · No matter what happens throughout life, always, regret nothing, for all eternity. Without any single exemption that Life inevitably will throw at you, whether it is love, hate, guilt or any other nefarious plan used to keep us from Enlightenment. Once we are successful and truly have no regrets, the illusion that we are all pawns, becomes clear to us. Because we now know it is just an illusion. We are then capable of anything, we now are capable of anything as long as we continue to live without regret.

Insidemyhead
Fate Our meeting was more than fate. Godness knew you were my soul mate. Your timming is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continue to grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show. My arms ache to hold you near but my mind remembers all the miles between. My lips feel that you aren't here to kiss but my heart can't reach that far. How can you be so far away and yet so close? How can I need you so much and yet have to realize you are out of my grasp? How can love be so possible if love-making is not? Why us? Why now? Why like this? Why the pain? When will it stop? We both want. We both need, and yet neither of us gets or gives because we can't. "If only..." "I wish..." we say, but the miles remain long and as cold as the lonely nights. for you my love

1,000 Miles To Nowhere, Aka, Real Life.
The year was 1997, as a child I had always been a bit of an odd fit. I never was the center of attention, I never was popular. By this point in my life I was used to being the one that did everything alone. A lot of my isolation is, and still is, self imposed. I've always been an egghead and a brainaic and I've always been socially inept. The problems these can cause a child go without saying, and I was admittely desperate to be noticed for something other than a punching bag. I won't name her name here, or anyone elses. I was young, and dumb, I was only 14, its to be expected, but the point of this story is, I was "going out" with a preacher's daughter...I placed way to meaning into this relationship, being as it was my first, but she moved away.. and I still feel like a piece of my soul moved with her. the year is 2001 and I'm a noob on this fantastic creation called the internet. I meet up with a girl who was mutually depressed about her life and together we conspired chan

It Is What It Is
The smile you see is all for show. The words you hear no longer have meaning. I am here because there is nothing else left to do. I sit back and sigh and know its all over. Time to rebuild. Time to move on. There are no tears. Mistakes and life's lessons is what we carry on for memories. Times remembered remain in the shadows. Its harder to Live than it is to die. There will be no next time around. There are no more answers I can give. It has simply become the walking nightmare I knew it would be. Finally walking away and learning to survive. Becoming the person wanted can not be done. The things Ive done and become are the way I shall be forever. Feeling have no more meaning. Emptiness is inside. Don't cry over me. Don't hurt for me. Its not needed. I need no more comfort. I will have my fears. My heart can never be broken when I no longer carry one. This is what it is. This is the end

A Reminder Of What The 4th Of July Means-
IN CONGRESS, July 4, 1776. The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America, When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gove

Girlfriend App
FOR THOSE WHO THINK FUBAR IS LIKE MYSPACE OR FACEBOOK.... ITZ NOT FUBAR IS A PLACE WHERE ANYTHING GOS AND FOR OLDER PPL TO HAVE FUN AT AND PUT UP ANYTHING THEY FUCKING WANT... SO B4 U GO AN POINT UR LIL ASS FINGER AN SAY THEY ARE WHORES HERE JUST REMEMBER... ANYTHING GOS!!!!!!!!!!!! 1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends and if we are, do you want to be more?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk crap about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19. Would you have sex with me?20. Do you think I'm hot/attractive?21. If you could change anything about me

There Comes A Point
~PSALM 27~ Psalm 27 1The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? 2When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell. 3Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident. 4One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. 5For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock. 6And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD. 7Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. 8When thou said

4th Of July?
Oh Im sure what Im about to say is going to piss alot of people off but dont forget, there isnt a lil person in my head running in circles yelling "give a damn, give a damn". We are so stoked about The 4th of July....but why? I mean I know people have died for this country but that also happens in every day life as well. We tend to forget the truth on this country..how it so called "got the freedom". It was stolen from the people who were here first. Where was the freedom then? Where was the voice that spoke up and said, "ya know what, this is OUR country". There was no voice, those people who now live on small parts of land were killed. For the soul purpose of mine mine mine!. Whatever...my point is, before you shoot off your fire works, have your family cook out...take a moment to remember the ones that DIED so people could be here..oh and dont forget...if it wasnt for the NATIVE AMERICANS...most of the people on the boats would have died as well...My people taught them how to live.

So Sorry Mommy
Sorry I’m a mistake. don’t know why you don’t admit it and also deny it. You could have had a much better life without me. You wouldn’t have had to suffer so much raising me. I’m sorry mommy that I’m just a failure. I’m sorry I ruined you life. I’m sorry I’m not as good as your family’s kids. Sorry I’m not close to perfect. Sorry that I haven’t even made a dent in perfection. I’M SO SORRY AND I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!!

Games
The riddles and games take a walk through a maze Can anyone solve these puzzles? Please fucking stop these puzzles! Intense the complexity that boggles my mind with the mystery- of those who are blind. How frusterating! How disheartening! Can I obtain the patience to furbish solutions- so the questions stop pounding inside? -Oh how they fuck with my mind. The games and these riddles must die! FIN

Rip
Hoover official calls balcony collapse 'terrible tragedy' Published: Monday, July 05, 2010, 3:01 PM Updated: Monday, July 05, 2010, 6:06 PM Roy L. Williams -- The Birmingham News Follow Share this story Story tools Hoover fire officials continue today to investigate the collapse of a balcony at an apartment complex that killed one person and injured six others. Rusty Lowe, Hoover Fire EMS and public information officer, said this afternoon that authorities could wrap up their investigation into the mishap at the Waterford Landing Apartments sometime tomorrow. He called the collapse, which happened shortly before midnight Sunday, a "terrible tragedy." Lowe said an insurance company representing the owner of Waterford Landing Apartments, located in the 3200 block of Chace Lake Fairway near Alabama 150, has begun its own investigation of the deck collapse. Lowe said incident occurred when a third-floor deck at the complex fell onto the two decks b

Twizeled
put the drink down never. their should always be a back up plan! when to just say no cant . whouldnt know how to act! what is the stoping point you ask? no paints no short an you have no idea where your clothes are is 1 . then there is when walking becomes a problem 2 /

A Lesson Well Learned
as i sit here the days go bye and i think of you and cry and all you say is that i lie and dont care how i might die alone at night i think of you and wishing that i was next to you but rolling over and crying so hard knowing that my heart is scared and now i sit here battered and torn i remember the days and im forlorn boys may come and boys may go but you were the one that let me go its been days now and i still think of you crying so hard my face turns blue i loved so hard it cant be changed but forever my heart will be chained ty for the one man that will always be in my heart no matter what he has done to me! ty master i have learned well from your teachings

Stug
Stug is the essence of happiness. The feeling of bliss we achieve at our best moments. It's the high of being on top, and the courage to stay there. Stug is the swagger of a leader. It is the determination for better - and the quest for happiness. It gives you a the reason to get out of bed with a smile, master the day, and make dreams turn to reality. Stug is the aura that radiates from the heart and makes us who we are. Live Stug! Proper uses of Stug - 1. Noun: A. A name for "the best of the best" {example}"Through my hard work and dedication, I've finally made it to the top; I'm Stug. (suffix) - fy: noun-to-verb (...Stug → Stuggify) {example}"He looks like he can sure use some help, Lets Stuggify his life!" 1. Adjective: A. An implication of greatness. {example} “Mohammed Ali is a legend. He is Stug" B. A blissful state of being. {example}"When I’m taking long walks on the beach, I become filled with Stug." C. Without flaw; Perfection. {example}"Be Stug" (prefix

Why?
I mean, why the circus? isn't there somewhere better to run away to, like possibly disneyland to ride all the rides free forever, to the mall where they can live in the ceiling and become a mall ninja and steal anything awesome, or even playboy mansion, where they get all of the free porn they want with no parental blocks. But no, they want to run away to the circus where they are peeped on by a bunch of drunken clowns who smell like beef jerky and cheese, where their job is to shovel elephant shit because their kids and they have no fucking talent other then entertaining a few pedophilic tightrope artists. why do you think they wear such tight tights? so their junk has no room to grow when they see all the little kids, sick high flying pricks, and when it's all over, you have a 40 year old man who's scarred beyond repair, who is freakishly scared of clowns, and they have no teeth from eating so much fucking popcorn. now think about it and let me know your insights. thanks for reading

Poems Or Writings I Found
With amber eyeshe watches.Over his pack,his family.Strong togetheras they huntfor survival.With angry eyeshe sees.Fences across land,men with guns,and a thrill.He only killsto survive.With sad eyeshe looks.At sharp traps,the soft fursof his pups.They didn't runto survive.So he asks,why did hesurvive? My Tigress A bright flash of white, black lightening strikes; eyes stare deeply through space and time. Moves without sound not enslaved by teh ground, a restless shadow sheltered by night. All strength and beauty a grace to behold, soft to the touch should we all be so bold. Fearsome in might, fearsome in power, truely majestic and awesome. God's flower. Tigers Cry I am the tiger, Strong on the outside fearsome and wild. Soft on the inside gracious and mild. I am the tiger in silence I cry; Listen to me

Weekly Goal Update And Such
today was a bad emotional day so i went for a walk... in the last week i found out i definately have to have back surgery, my doctor wants me to get down to 160 before the surgery but will settle for 200... i've been waiting for a lost wages check since april... they told me april 9th i should get it in 5-7 weeks and i found out friday that it is now up to the insurance adjuster when to give me the check and if i havent recieved it by the end of my case which could be 3-5 yrs from now that my lawyer will address it then so i have lost my apartment that i was to move into on the 1st of sept.... my cell phone has been acting up giving me scramble screen and have to restart it to see whats on my phone adn then over the weekend it stopped letting me send forward text messages or pic or video texts so i took it in today and they told me that even though i pay for insurance every month they are claiming it was damaged by me doing something to it not covered under insurance so i have to pay 5

Cowboys (posers)
This for all you cowboys and poser like them. Just because you got COWBOY in your name doesnt make you one. Why cant you be yourself? Is it becasue you cant let the real person out. All you posers think i am cowboy let me ride you. well the village had a more real cowboy than you. Get a life and try to be yourself. for the real cowboys and cowgirls more power to you. you all got my respect, but for the posers take a flying leap off my fu$* stick and get a life. I am tired of seeing perverted faggots like you. so if you think your a real cowboy or girl ask the real ones first.

Block Blog Pt 1
ERROR: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them. === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:31:54'.. yupp..............your a CUNT === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:28:44'.. yupp === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:17:44'.. typical === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 14:15:47'.. nope, sorry === 'Feet Crazy' wrote the following at '2010-06-29 13:54:33'.. u making my feet salute?

Block Blog Pt 2
ERROR: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them. === 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:55:12'.. Don't talk to me ugly girl .. your fam is right , you're ugly i do but i don't give it out to strangers, sorry :P=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:51:41'.. Im sure you're very hot in real life ... Do you have yahoo babe ? well i personally would say no...then again i barely find me "yummy" in my pics either...so I dunno, probably not...ask around i'm sure tehy can tell you i'm pretty ugly in real life...like on cam or something...like ask my fam they are honest about it i'm sure....=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:43:34'.. are you as yummy as the pics in real life ? yeah its just pics you are right, but thanks, I'm a good pic taker it seems :)=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:41:38'.. very yummy from the pics

Block Blog Pt 3
successfully blocked user Mmm, you're so kinky!=== 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:23:47'..>> > > well if you slap me in the face with it i will 1. not even see it and 2. not even feel it so who cares if it looks like a mosquito bite...whats make up for? > > === 'Vortex of Misery' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:21:24'..> >> > I will slap you in the face with it. If you try to call the cops on me I'll just tell them that mark on your cheek is a mosquito bite! Who's gonna feel silly then?> > > > > > === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:18:54'..> > >> > > great. small dick, small chance, small expectations...> > > > > > > > > === 'Vortex of Misery' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:17:18'..> > > >> > > > That will work!!! > > > > > > > > See i'm easy to please!> > > > > > > > > > > > === 'BLOODY MADNESS' wrote the following at '2010-06-25 12:15:25'..> > > > >> > > > > bang? with what?> > > > > > > > > > want me

Natural Health
Boost your metabolism in 24 hours! The latest research shows that loading your menu with these "fat-burning" foods can shift your metabolism into high gear, helping you burn calories up to 30% faster. Can't them all? Don't worry--consuming even a few of them daily will help keep your fat-burning engine humming all day long! 1. Optimize fat burning with this! A yummy" creamsicle" smoothie! (whip 1 peeled orange with 1/2 cup yogurt and 1/2 cup low-fat milk in a blender.) The drink has super-slimming powers, thanks to two fat-burning nutrients: calcium and vitamin C! The proof: People who consume plenty of vitamin-C-rich citrus burn up to 30% more fat. And dairy's calcium helps block a fat storing hormone called calcitrol. 2. Downsize fat cells with a soy snack! Although edamame (baby soybeans) are low in calories, they're packed with protein (11 g. per 1/2 cup)--and eating protein burns more calories because it's harder to digest than carbs or fat! Bonus: Research suggest that

Olen's Poetry (comments Welcome)
The nights were gloomy and daunting, then at last the clouds part ways revealing the ray of guidance i seek.She shall always shine love down upon me, blessing me with her light. her wisdom is infinite, beauty unsurpassed and knowledge unknowable.Though with all the patience of a mother she guides me towards more than i can be, more than i am.In all my humbleness, I kneel and raise my hands up to her to feel my life blessed by her light guiding me on my onward journey.For she is The Lady of the Night and my Goddess why hath the fates need to play cruel games on me, showing me true love and taking it away within a moments time of a day.what wrongs have I must done in a former life to be treated so heinously in matters of love and heart.why hath my heart be wrenched to and fro like a long boat in a raging storm.what is my purpose in this all, this charade of life and love.why hath my heart be born to always love knowing it shall be torn asunder.what is the reasoning in this madness, this

Guess Who's Back
YEP, IT'S ME, AND I'M BACK WITH A VENGANCE. I KNOW THAT I'VE BEEN AWAY FOR OVER A YEAR. THIS TIME, I'M A CHANGED AND BETTER PERSON. I'VE BEEN GOING THROUGH A LOT OF CHANGES IN THE PAST YEAR WITH, RELATIONSHIPS, I WENT TO ORLANDO, FLORIDA AGAIN, AND I GOT A NEW JOB (WHICH IS LONG OVERDUE). I'M MORE STRONGER AND MORE TOUGHER MENTALLY AND I LEARNED FROM MY MISTAKES THAT I'VE MADE WHILE ON HERE FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS. THIS TIME I'M NOT GONNA LET ANYBODY RUN ME OVER ANYMORE, AND I'M GONNA BE CAREFUL WHO I ADD, AND I WON'T BYTE MY TONGUE EITHER, AND I WON'T BACK DOWN FROM ANYBODY EITHER. IT'S GREAT TO BE BACK AND I MISS MY OLD FRIENDS ON HERE. IT FEELS GOOD TO START A NEW BEGININNG AND BECOME A NEW PERSON

My E True Hollywood Story Part 1
Ok so like many of you who have profiles on here not many seem to take the time to tell about the real you due to the fact that all u care about is who is gonna buy you your next bling or get you that vip or whos gonna give you money to see your nsfw pics. Like really people…… So with that being said I am gonna give you some real isight to who I am and I guess maybe ull figure out why I am the way I am and if not go FU yourself lol. So like any person theres a point in your life where u can remember your first images or first memories, mine starts when I was 3 almost 4. It was a warm spring day not hot but warm. A gentle breeze filled the air as the leaves flowed in it. Sitting in my bedroom which was pretty bare, a bed, dresser, closet , and one blue plastic dumptruck with black tires. As I recall my only toy. Peering out my bedroom door the sound of slamming and banging immurged from downstairs. Like any child curiosity kicked in, as I crept down the stairs not

Piss Up A Rope
Im going to dedicate my first blog to the band WEEN. Why? Because I love the way this band can be so versitile from hardcore sounds such as with their first band Moist Boys, to their country songs, Ween is fun for the whole family! From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia 12 Golden Country Greats Released July 16, 1996 Recorded November 2-November 8, 1995 12 Golden Country Greats is Ween's fifth album, and third for Elektra Records. This album marked the first time Ween limited themselves to a specific genre of music. Bringing in a wide variety of seasoned (and sometimes legendary) Nashville musicians (including Buddy Spicher, Bobby Ogdin and The Jordanaires), the album sought to recreate the sound of golden-age country music with a great amount of success, while also combining this sound with classic Ween on such tracks as "Piss Up a Rope." Later, Ween would assemble many of the session musicians again into a touring band dubbed The Shit Creek Boys. Th

Waisted Time
CHANGES , ALL SO MANY CHANGES IN OUR LIVES . GOOD & BAD, MY LOVE FOR YOU IS ALL I'VE HAD. KEEPIN ME STRONG , KEEPIN ME LONG . MY HEART WITH YOU IS WHERE I BELONG. WANTING YOU, NEEDING YOU, BELEIVING IN YOU . CHANGES ALL SO MANY CHANGES IN OUR LIVES . HERE WE ARE LOVIN EACHOTHER THROUGH THEM ALL FOR OUR LOVE WILL NEVER FALL. WAISTED TIME , SO MUCH WAISTED TIME WITHOUT YOU THE ONLY MAN I EVER LOVED WITH MY WHOLE HEART . MY STUPIDITY GOT IN THE WAY, NOW THAT I'M AT THE END OF MY ROAD AND ALL I GOT IS WAISTED TIME AND WE MISSED OUT ON ALL WE SHOULD HAVE BEEN & I HATE MYSELF FOR IT . I WANT YOU , I NEED YOU , I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU . I'VE BEEN A FOOL PLEASE LET ME STOP BEING A FOOL . ALL MY INSECURITIES WHERE YOUR CONCERNED ARE GONE & THEY CAN'T TAKE ME AWAY FROM YOU ANYMORE , ONLY MY DEATH CAN DO THAT NOW. TRUE FRIENDSHIP IS RARE IN THIS LONG WALK OF LIFE BUT IN YOU WHAT I HAVE FOUND WHAT IS A TRUE FRIENDSHIP. YOU GIVE TO ME A FRIENDSHIP THAT IS DEAR & SWEET , YOU GIVE TO ME WORDS OF EN

Ramblings
The day light breaks again Another day has begun. But still no sleep has come. My body is weary My mind overworked. I lie awake thinking But what I am unsure. I need to break free from the cycle I endure. Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished. I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide Unable to break free from the everyday flow. This is not me I need to change, before time takes over And I am unable to change. I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary And become that person I have always longed for. Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake. Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest. Make changes in my life and help those in need. I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way And leave my mark on society before I fade away. to my friends Thank you for being there when I needed you... and even when I didn't, Thank you for being there through the good times... and the bad, Thank you for being there to

Al Qaeda On Strike
al Qaeda on StrikeMuslim suicide bombers in Britain are set to begin a three-day strike on Monday in a dispute over the number of virgins they are entitled to in the afterlife. Emergency talks with Al Qaeda have so far failed to produce an agreement. The unrest began last Tuesday when Al Qaeda announced that the number of virgins a suicide bomber would receive after his death will be cut by 25% this February from 72 to only 60. The rationale for the cut was the increase in recent years of the number of suicide bombings and a subsequent shortage of virgins in the afterlife.The suicide bombers' union, the British Organization of Occupational Martyrs ( or B.O.O.M. ) responded with a statement that this was unacceptable to its members and immediately balloted for strike action. General Secretary Abdullah Amir told the press, "Our members are literally working themselves to death in the cause of Jihad. We don't ask for much in return; but to be treated like t

Tidbits
You know, only a handful of people will bother even noticing I posted a blog, and to those few people, thanks for noticing. It's not often that I throw one of these out. Now, I'm doing this for a few different reasons. First and foremost is simplicity. I don't feel like telling everyone the same thing over and over and over again because I'm in a bad mood, and it puts me in a worse mood having to explain things more than once, ESPECIALLY things that are pissing me off. Secondly, because only the people that even halfway give a shit are gonna read this shit anyways. As is it has become readily apparent, I'm in a shitty mood. Have been for the last few weeks. I've tried to talk to a few people about it, here and offline, but most of the time I just get pushed off to the side, like my problems are less important than the person I'm talking too, and it's pretty much pushed me to the point of open hostility with people I care about. This is not my end goal. Anyways, to the rant. I hate

Songs...from..."da Bricks"...
We've been in this city now for 2 years this August...my son and I...& we haven't lived together since we were separated...he was 17 at the time...living on the streets with his 16 yr old gf...for close ta 6 months...I didnt get to see him on his 18th birthday...we had no cell phones ..I had to take "temporay" shelter in this city...& he landed in the projects downtown...I am at the other end...My kid learned a whole lotta "stuff"...ya gotta know...to survive here...and he taught me...k???...And we both agreed the other day when I saw him...It's HARD WORK...being poor...& amongst other things...We are all in this hell here together & nobody"wants"to be here...& once your here...It's real hard to get out. One of the most important things we learned...is that we are ALL just people.Human beings.You Give Respect.You Get Respect.Pretty much the law of the land here. There are a few more which I really can't write here,but, some of these songs tell it all. It truly is "An Every Day Struggl

Anger
I am doing a survey and need your help. Please just answer the questions in a private message to me. If not all, just whatever you want to answer. 1. What angers you or upsets you while at in public? 2. What angers you or upsets you while at work? 3. What angers you or upsets you while in a car? 4. What angers you or upsets you while in yours or someones house? 5. What else just angers you? Im trying to find the ultimate hardcore song. Im not talking about because of how the band acts, or the lyrics...just overall. And I mean when a song is pretty much from beginning to end hardcore. No pause, no soft spots....just brutal. I have a song in my play list. Song number 16, by Skinless. That is an example of what I mean. Does not have to be death metal, just brutal. Just message me what you think would work and I will find the song.

Carpe Diem
A wise man once said... Though there are many fish in the sea, we are all just looking for one. The problem is that you have to be willing to take it off the hook before you can take it home. Keeping that in mind. I've been here on and off for 3 1/2 years now. I've watched people fall in and out of lust and even love. I've even seen some people from here to the ends of their lives. Unfortunately, the one thing I haven't seen much of is people being honest, both with who they are or how they feel. The fu world has become a place more suited to daytime television than a social networking site for adults. The point is this... If you meet somebody on here and develop feelings for them, TELL THEM! You never know when it will be too late. If they don't feel the same way then move on. Weather you want to believe it or not it does take two to make a relationship work and hanging around causing drama does NOT help. Take the chance and tell your special someone how you really feel. You never kn

Happy-ish Place
Something interesting happened on Friday. I came home to find a note scribbled on a scrap of paper from my son. Apparently I won something from a local rock station, 95.9 WRAT (The Rat). Here's the note I got: By the time I got home and called the number, they were gone for the weekend. I'm not sure if the happy hour is on February 4th or if that's when they need the guest list. I'll have to call tomorrow morning and find out. The usual contest is for 40 people, open bar, free buffett on a Friday night at Headliner's in Neptune, NJ. I'll post more when I find out more. If you're local and want in, let me know! When: TONIGHT Friday, Feb. 4th Time: 5:30 - 8:00 PM Where: The Headliner1401 State Route 35 SNeptune, NJ 07753 I have to get the guest list in by noon tomorrow. Send me a message here or leave a message or txt @ (732) 503-8831 When: Friday, Feb. 4th Time: 5:30 - 8:00 PM Where: The Headliner1401 State Route 35 SNeptune, NJ 07753 I have to get the guest

My Life Story
i've been inspired by my friend bigdaddydow to write a blog of my life story. well here it goes. i was born in november 1985. first girl with two older brothers. a year or so later my baby sister was born last of the litter hehe. we lived in a large victorian style house in Navasota, Tx. we only lived there until i was 3. i remember a few things about that house. it had a big spiral staircase that we used to ride our sleepingbags down. on one occasion i remember bumping my head on the checkered tile floor and i cried. my brother's loved ninja turtles and had just about EVERY action figure and even the turtle blimp lol. i loved that thing. Navasota was a relatively small town back then. our family doctor lived a block away from us. my dad is a nurse so they were good friends. my mom was just a house wife at the time. we also had pet rabbits. i loved those rabbits so much. i used to climb up in their cages (which were mounted about 3 ft away from the ground.. god knows how i always got

Real Love
Real loves is not something that you can take for granted real love is a feeling that comes between two people and can not be broken by man or woman or anyone for that matter.Real love is the feeling that you are wanted you are loved and respected and cherished through thick and thin and it never changes day to day minute to minute.The best part about being loveds is knowing that the person that u love is always right there by your side till the end of time. So is what you have True and Real love? This is for the people on here that say they are real but are fake as hell if u cant be real with someone the best thing to do is to keep ur mouth shut because all that comes out if lies and Bull and people can smell it a mile away and i hate the smell of bullshit so if ur not real stay away from my page than u have a good day

Tired Of This Chit
I am so sick of this chit not every woman on here is a tramp everyday i have some noob throwing chit like this is my sb and personally I find these first one liners as trashy and disrespectful these noobs range in age from 18 yrs and up yesterday a 20 yr old approached me with a similar statement and when i informed him I felt it was rude he cussed me, and told me that it was ok because this was a site for pervs this is an adult (18+ ) SOCIAL SITE not a site strictly for pervs have a little respect I wonder how you would feel if a total stranger came up to your mom and said this to her just because this is the net and this is an adult SOCIAL site doesnt give anyone the right to disrespect anyone like this GROW UP geez

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Saddness
love is pain its true I know Ive been through love and its killing me slow and right now in my life I don't know which way to go becuase she tore my heart and stomped on it to she through a knife through my heart and beat it black and blue , she played me like a record going round and round why did I let her get to me I should have stood my ground but I kept playing the fool and now that I think about it I know that was not at all cool but now I'm here standing with tears falling from my eyes and I geuss this is way it feels when love dies.

Quotes
Jules Winnfield - There's this passage I got memorized. Ezekiel 25:17. "The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the iniquities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of the darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know my name is The Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee." I been saying that shit for years. And if you heard it, that meant your ass. I never gave much thought to what it meant. I just thought it was some cold-blooded shit to say to a motherfucker 'fore I popped a cap in his ass. But I saw some shit this mornin' made me think twice. See, now I'm thinking, maybe it means you're the evil man, and I'm the righteous man, and Mr. 9 millimeter here, he's the shepherd protecting my righteous

Breath
I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.Is it over yet, in my head?I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.Is it over yet? I can't win.So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please.You take the breath right out of me.You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.This will be all over soon.Pour salt into the open wound.Is it over yet? Let me in.So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left.I know that I can find the fire in your eyes.I'm going all the way, get away, please. You take the breath right out of me.You left a hole where my heart should be.You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating.You take the breath right out of me.

Stop This Shit Right Now, Boys And Girls!!!!
OK...listen up, people. Who thinks it's right, ok, appropriate to hit your significant other or spouse????? IT IS NEVER OK TO HIT THEM!!!!! OR YOUR KIDS!!!!!!! Men, if you have a testosterone imbalance, or you're just one of those that think you're all that and a box of whupass--- THINK AGAIN! That is, if your neanderthal upbrining/brain will allow you to. You think it's impressive that you either: drive the muscle cars or the trucks?? Or those redneck trucks that double as elevated hunting platforms?? Or how much alcohol you consume??? Or how much pipe you've laid in town??? Or how much you're feared at work-home-the local bar??? How much you make on your job??? How much better you are at keeping up with the "Joneses"??????? Or all the rest of that bullshit you think is so damn important???????? You're NOTHING. You're not worth the dogshit on ANYone's shoes! You are THE most pitiful excuse for a man. A REAL man. Bunch of fucking, stupid, cavemen is what you are. I don't give a fly

To Many Doors
the other side of thee is a part everyone gets to see there's no secretes no surprises what you see is what you get all you see is simply me this is my life there's no gettin out no getin around it no unsure doubt raised by the best of men as well i'm a good guy although i'm goin straight to hell i'm tryin to be everything everyone of them are it's not so easy for the journey i have to travel is quite far i've been taught the values of pride i have my honor i dare not hide dignity and courage to do whats right for all my loved ones i'm willing to fight and i will take that fight straight to you to guard and protect thats what i'll do i'm made from the best of everyone of them how ever i do have my own flaws like popping off at the mouth and running my jaws i dont think before i speek my hearts to big which makes me week yet i'm not stupid and i'm not dumb just like these men i too stand for freedom i do bare the red white and blue i've also shared the same pain as those soldiers too my

Just To Help Someone
Thursday, July 1, 2010 at 11:45am MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The w

Why I Came Back
Well, I am back. The reason? Missed talking with Shay. But, I am still open to reconnecting with my old friends. But, you have to prove you care that I left. Come find me. Tell me you enjoyed having me as a friend. That's why I came here originally. For friends.

Xxfuctxx
TEAM F.u.c.T. It's A thick blanket of nothingness. Nowhere to go and nowhere to turn! It's us versus the world! Fighting for what we've earned! Spin that chamber, live it up to the fullest. Insert the gun into your mouth, inhale every last bullet! All of Fu's little trills.. all of Fu's little gaines. Let down by disappointment, ignited by the pains. Our relationships are pill form. Our poison of choice is apathy Our lifestyles our anything but the norm. Fuck it! We're fresh out of sympathy. Affection please? Just a little for the pains? Guess not, suppose we're all just out of luck! Our minds grow darker, we're going insane! the rest of you are all just Fuct! Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls step right up and let me embrace you with an amazing tale! In a distant online paradise there awaiting an amazing browsing grounds known only as Fubar. This land has seen many changes in its time, but only continued to grow! People of all genders, ages and races flocked this evergrowing websit

Fantasies And Dreams
It started the same way any other Friday night would, I thought, as I walked into the same club I had been to what seemed like a thousand times before. I made my way to the bar, zigzagging through clouds of smoke and waves of endless chatter. I arrive at my usual spot and take my seat as the bartender nods his normal greeting. Issuing back nothing more than a nod, he starts mixing my drink. What seems like hours go by before I notice her staring at me from across the bar. She's with two guys, but it's obvious that their attempts at seducing her are falling on deaf ears. Her gaze is focused on just one thing and the two would be suitors realize they are vying for the attention of someone that don't realize they exist. She is wearing a short black dress that isn't old fashioned yet still leaves a little to the imagination. Her legs were long, and her thigh high boots barely made a sound as she seemed to glide on air walking to me. I pretended not to notice her standing beside me

Hmmmmmz
Its the Rose who burns. and not my heart. Its the Rose who burns for me, and thats how the fire starts. Its not the fire, its the embers glow. Life is in slow motion, enjoy the show. The Rose who burned, the Rose who cries, the Rose who pricked me skin. and made me die... its hot the sound of the AC is tink tink tink crinkle like winter snow under my boot in july im not cold im not cold cold cold if the heat wont stop i will cold stop if you could here it would you think the same hear wondering this makes me smile but not that smile its bitter cold stop i tell myself, but

My Lot In Life, It's Not Alot But It's My Life
Entirely to warm here. But it beats Evansville. Back at home, still hate funerals and they are not getting any easier. Anyways home and kids are happy. So am I Kids off to bed and time for me to relax. Was a good weekend. My 5 year old loves swimming lessons, my daughter stayed at her grandparents house all weekend. The baby not feeling to good though. Weather been good and that helps. For me I got class tomorrow and wednesday. Also giving a lecture at work on Wednesday. Going to be tired that day. Many will find this boring and sorry for that. I have been a parent for 10 years and it does become a large part of who you are.

Notes From Rkl
Not sure what to say, so I will tell you a story, well the first part of a story I am writing...let me know if you want to read more??? A Simple Tale Written By Rebeca Reagan Chapter 1. Arrival Deep green grass and fallen leaves tickled his white fur covered paws, as the long eared creature silently moved amongst the living trees of the ancient forest. His foresters highly honed intuition peeked by the sour scent assailing his delicate nostrils, eliminating from a pair of unusual young humans making an unexpected arrival in his woods. However, instead of using any normal form of conveyance, that of horse, wing, or fin. The strangely dressed female, accompanied by her male servant had arrived by way of a most unfamiliar mode of transportation. The females male servant had rode into his world through a tunnel of swirling rainbow of colored light, born on the back of a snorting metal beast that breathed flame and smoke from its twin nostrils. The two y

Ain't Life Grand?
I often find myself disscussing the possibilities of existance with a few friends.Some of us have startling different veiws on the subject.One in particular always makes me feel as though there is little hope for us as a species.Let's just call him "M."He seriously thinks that all of life is utterly pointless.Nothing really exists and no one is ever truely alive. He refuses to search for answers to anything, as understanding is a futile endeavor.Nothing is made to make sense, according to M, and that everytime you find any answer, it's complicated with a thousand more questions.He sees no beauty in life, only chaos. He seems to feel no love for much of anything, just contempt and loathing.Bored almost to tears when no one is around, he is constantly searching for companionship. He is overly competitive, which then drives people away.His negativity is heart-breaking. So many times have he and I sat and conversed about these things. I wish I could get through to him.The walls around him

Lyrics
Please, mother mercy Take me from this place And the long winded curses I hear in my head Words never listen And teachers OH they never learn Now I'm warm from the candle But I feel too cold to burn He came from an island And he died from the street He hurt so bad like a soul breaking But he never said nothing to me So say hello to heaven New like a baby Lost like a prayer The sky was your playground ->But the cold earth is your bed ->Ooh, said poor Stargazer ->She's got no tears in her eyes ->But smooth like a whisper She knows that love heals all wounds with time Now it seems like too much love Is never enough, you better seek out Another road 'cause this one has Ended abrupt, say hello to heaven I never wanted To write these words down for you With the pages of phrases Of things we'll never do So I blow out the candle, and I put you to bed Since you can't say to me Now how the dogs broke your bone There's just one thing left to be said Say hello to heaven Define your meaning of w

Bikini Contest
BIKINI CONTEST GOING ON NOW HELP MY FRIEND OUT AND VOTE FOR HER ALSO LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING YOU VOTED AND THE END OF THE CONTEST A WINNER FROM ALL THE VOTES WILL BE PICKED FOR A 3 CREDIT BLING:MOREOVER I WILL BE RUNNING RANDOM BOMBS IF YOU WANT ON THE LIST THE ONLY WAY IS TO VOTE ON HER THEN SB YOUR VOTER NUMBER TO ME AT THE TIME THE BOMB IS RUNNING. NO EXCEPTIONS http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=262812&albumid=2113303&i=59785435&idx=5

The Fakers
WELL WELL I FIND MYSELF ALWAYS NEEDING TO CREATE NEW ACCOUNTS BECAUSE WELL IN REAL LIFE NOPE IM NOT THE HOTTEST CHICK, ATTRACTIVE YES BUT NOT ACCORDING THE THE FUBAR WORLD STANDARDS SO I GRABBED 2 PICTURES FROM THE NET AND PUT THEM UP! I GOT TIRED OF EVERYONE BITCHING AND MOANING ABOUT SALUTES AND SO I FIGURE FUBAR IS FUN SO WHY NOT JUST GO UNDERCOVER AND FIND THE FAKERS LIKE JOHNNY DEVIL AND STRYKER DO! EASY ENUGHT RIGHT ??? YUP YUP WELL AS I WAS ABOUT TO UPLOAD THE BLONDE CHICK I HAVE UP THERE SHE WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME ON ANOTHER PROFILE, OK LADIES AND GERMS THE PICTURES ARE EVERYWHERE! HOTCOLLEGEGIRLS.COM/ SEXYGIRLS.COM ETC...... YOU GET WHERE IM GOING WITH THIS! STRYKER DID SHOW ME A COOL WAY TO FIND THEM, IF HE READES THIS HOPEFULLY HE WILL CALL ME, WE SPOKE ONCE AND HE IS A REALLY BIG SWEETHEART! LOVE YOU STRYKER XOXOXO ANYWAYS SO I WANNA BE THE FEMALE VERSION OF THE 2 GUYS AND JUST SEARCH OUT ALL THE FAKERS AND YES THAT INCLUDES ME BECAUSE MY PICTURES ARE NOT ME BUT I AM N

The Four Lettered Lie
Take a minute, close your eyes, clear your mind, plug on in To existence on our planet, not just yourself or your next of kin Forget every little lesson that mom and pops have shown to you Find a window in the madness, see the world and the truth So you say, so you do, so you reap and so you get Little bees and little birds, all these lessons you can forget Open your eyes to all the things in this world you're quick to pass Hit the brakes for fortunes sake and see how long your mental lasts See the poeple out here hurting, take the time to know their name Hear the wounds fall from their lips,are they really so insane? Rejected daily by society under the title of vagrant or bum Labelled by those most fortunate who are scared to give up some And see the so called righteous as in high their pulpits stand Quoting love for all around us, earth, animal, plant, and man Leaving their places of prayer and sacrifice, shedding their glorious robes To pass the needy waiting

My Personal Mental Thoughts
I wish that I could save you from the mental thoughts you are having. I wish that I could save you from the terrors you are having with the world and how things are suppose to be. I wish that I had a chance to hold you and help you any way that I can. Distance is away for the truth on how you feel. But theres nothing I can do. Theres nothing I can say that will make everything for the moment just go away. I wish that I was able to walk with you, sharing moments from the past until now. I wish that I was able to smile for you, just making sure you did that, if not only once. I wish that I could watch the sunset, the morning sun rise, the sounds of the earth waking up..just you and me. I wish that I could be a better friend. I wish that I could give you better advice, but what I say is only from what Ive learn. We all have different lessions. Teaching you is what you already know. I wish that I could start your life over but then you'd have to start over with the he

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From The Ashes
When a man's heart is filled with hate and deciete....it burns in those flames and a dark shadow falls over his soul From the ashes of a once good man...has risen a curse...a wrong that must be righted against an army of shadows stands a lone dark warrior...look unto the sky's for vendicator for he is one that will strike fear into the black hearts of those that created him hear as he speaks with a voice of silence, and he fights with a mission of justice I am the man...for which no god waits Yet an entire world yearns, my courage, m strength, my sacrifice I have fought bloody battles on far away ground, and here upon the streets of home I have held onto dying and torn commrades in their last moments of life I have looked into the eyes of Death and felt the stinging coldof fear, yet moved forward I have gone places and did things no one else should ever have to, all in the name of rightiousness? I have been lied to and lied about...I have been scorned, slandered, and the bru

Five Months To The Largest Tax Increase In History
In just five months, the largest tax increase in the history of America will take effect. They will hit families and small businesses in three great waves on January 1, 2011: First Wave: Expiration of 2001 and 2003 Tax Relief In 2001 and 2003, the GOP Congress enacted several tax cuts for investors, small business owners, and families. These will all expire on January 1, 2011. Personal income tax rates will rise. The top income rate will rise from 35% to 39.6% ( this is also the rate at which two-thirds of small business profits are taxed). The lowest rate will rise from 10% to 15%. All the rates in between will also rise. Itemized deductions and personal exemptions will again phase out, which has the same mathematical effect as higher tax rates. So much for only soaking the rich! The full list of marginal rate hikes is below: The 10% bracket rises to an expanded 15% The 25% bracket rises to 28% The 28% bracket rises to 31% The 33% bracket rises to 36% The 35% bracket rises to

Politricks
In my opinion this country needs to change.A change frome the outside in cause inside out is turning us upside down.You cannot trim a redwood from the roots if you do it will wilt.The branches are the key and we are the branches.But like the great redwood we have to stand strong.The people make this country the country does NOT make the people.The constitution was built upon equality,and every day we have our rights revoked.We have the right to free speech but we cant say this.We have the right to malitia and to protect ourselves but we cant do that.When all is said and done we or our family will be controlled,and that is a direct effect of violations of the constitution that made this country great.It was created from true grit,guts,and glory forming a bond with one another aginst tyrany against a one world order against the ways and actions of a facist government.The wool has been fabricated and firmly pulled over our eyes.This is a time for us to affirmativly raise up against tyrany

Operation Insomnia
I do not have much time to explain but our constitutional right are being systematically stripped as we speak. Those of us is a representation for Those-Of-Us.com The site is dedicated to awareness about our society and the things that are going on to undermine the very papers that make our flag Holy to us. The preservation of our rights as humans wrote out unto the CONSTITUTION. We must realize that right now their is a war on us as the populace to keep divided over things like religion, sex, race, sexual preference, "clicks" social groups as well. They use things like flouride in the water to control, and dumb you down knowing there are severe side effects. look it up do not take our word for it.They systematically reguard internet bullshit as the topics of discussion through the media. THEY DO NOT CONTROL THE WEB YET!!! THEY ARE TRYING TO SHUT IT DOWN HOWEVER... THAIS IS OUR LAST STAND TO STAY TOGETHER. These youtube videos are done by ALEX JONES - You tube: POLICE STATE 4,&, THE

What Happened !!!
What happened to people caring about each other ? I have been on fubar on and off for alomst 3 yrs now.I know this site is a game..its about points and leveling..But have we forgotton that we are all human beings too.I have seen so many of my friends getting hurt on here its like no one cares about anybody anymore.Why do people say things they dont mean..Is breaking someone's heart part of the game too?If it is I dont want any part of it.What happened to being honest with someone...say what you mean and do what you say!!! I know there are some good people on this site..dont get me wrong..Im not trying to say this site is all bad.There are people out there that really care.I know there are some that have met their someone special on here..And to them I want to wish them luck. Cause your gonna need it..this has become and cruel and crazy world. I dont know how long I will be on this site..my mind changes everyday.But to the few true friends I have on here..I want to say

Smiling_bob_2u
I once was fortunate to live ONE block from the Atlantic Ocean, in Florida. I mean, I didn't have the best living conditions...the building was older and made of concrete blocks, with multimillion dollar houses and condos all around, but it was a COOL living environment. Every day was like vacation. I would love to get up at 5am...put on my sweats and running shoes...and hit the beach. Every morning, after you've lived at the beach for a while, you start to see the regulars...the people that are the runners, the dog walkers, even the yoga instructor. I was fortunate enough to be able to run far enough to be in a national park within a two mile run, so I would stop at the point along the beach, catch my breath, and watch the ocean. There always is something therapeutic about the ocean...no matter what ails you...if you stare long enough at the water and the horizon, eventually you will find some sort of cure. Anyhow, one October morning(the wind was starting to turn cold), I was staring

2002 Heros
Died December 20, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 22, of New York, N.Y.; assigned to the 504th Infantry Regiment, 82nd Airborne Division, Fort Bragg, N.C.; killed Dec. 20, 2002, in Afghanistan. Died October 08, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 20, of Hillsborough, Fla.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 1st Marines, 11th Marine Expeditionary Unit; killed in a terrorist attack on Oct. 8, 2002, in Kuwait. Died August 07, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Albuquerque N.M.; assigned to U.S. Army Special Operations Command, Fort Bragg, N.C., died in Germany on Aug. 7, 2002, of wounds sustained in action on July 27 in Afghanistan.

Do You Recognize Yourself In This ?
I have been viewing profiles of women (In my age catagory 38-47), whom I would assume are "fully cooked" adults and mature. Then .. there they are in all their glory... BREASTS... and the other one is close ups of their mouths....I can only imagine what kind of conversations that these women have had with men to make them to post such an image, I say this becasue on several occations the lady (term used loosley) added either the breast or mouth close up after the fact.... I sat back and wondered, she looks like a nice and decent woman who appaers to be intelligent and respectable (Now no flames here from the exobitionists, I just mean that if you are a woman in yor 40's with children you are an example whether you like it or not)....so why on earth is she resorting to having herself on display like this.... ? .. Photos are optional and are by choice... so perhaps I should amend my statement to be,,,, not only are photos optional but photos of body parts are are also...... If

Febuary 2003 Heros
Spc. Brian M. Clemens Died February 06, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Kokomo, Ind.; assigned to C Company, 1st Battalion, 293rd Infantry Regiment, Indiana Army National Guard, Fort Wayne, Ind.; killed Feb. 6 when his Humvee overturned in Kuwait. Army Sgt. Michael C. Barry Died February 01, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 29, of Overland Park, Kan.; assigned to the 205th Medical Battalion, Missouri National Guard, Kansas City, Mo.; killed in a vehicle accident on Feb. 1, 2003, in Qatar. serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom Army Spc. Rodrigo Gonzalez-Garza Died February 23, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 26, of Texas; assigned to A Co, 5th Battalion, 158th Aviation, Giebelstadt, Germany; killed in a UH-60 Black Hawk crash on Feb. 23, 2003, in Kuwait.

Yes Sir...
Black Man - A Poem for You The truth of the matter is There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Whether five-two or six-seven, Yellow fabulous or chocolate heaven There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Long and lean With deep brown eyes Wavy hair or dreds With strong thick thighs There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Bald head with goatee Cornrows or a fade A little thick, a little thin Oh the choices to be made There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Scholarly or not Wall Street or hip hop I'll sing your praises To the mountain top Head of the home Provider and love Obedient son and loving brother There's nothing more beautiful Than a black man A mighty provider you've proven to be Sacrificing your life to keep me free Working for crumbs When the table is bare Praising the Lord Leading the family in prayer There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Holding my hand When fear emerges Remaining faithful, suppressing your urges Provin

Funny Stuff
Corruption Confusion, illusion, diffusion among us. Inspired by those who are in power of us. Our protectors are devils, disguised in angel eyes, Misleading, deceiving, tricking us into believing we are safe while we are dreaming. All the while they are scheming, demeaning, Manufacturing a false sense of security just to maintain worldy positions, possessions, with no discretions. We are only puppets in their puppet show, Singing and dancing for their pockets to grow. Assets no longer, it's time to go, oppose their code and to jail you will go. A seemingly endless supply, Brainwashed from inside the womb. It's not us they care about, It's power, greed, prestige, they protect. More money to make, more souls to take. It's Freedom we need to protect, it's us Who need to direct. To stand up for Our rights, unite one another... Believe in each other! Think for ourselves, listen to our hearts,

Don't Hate - I Thought This Prayer Was Cool!!
Our Father who art in Dallas. Football Be Thy Name. Thy 6th ring come, Thy will be done, on the road and in Cowboys Stadium. Give us this day our daily arrest, and forgive those who false start against us. Lead us not into overtime but deliver us to home field advantage. For Thine is The Kingdom, The Power, and a Cowboys Fan Forever. Amen

Take A Few To Help Pass Some Laws
Dear Friends,I have just read and signed the online petition: "Kill a Biker, Go To Jail"hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petitionservice, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/sabiker/I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you mightagree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and considersigning yourself.Best wishes,stacy R.I.P. Tj I LOVE AND MISS YOU KILLED JUNE 11,2010

Bye Bye Kisses
so, it is amazing to me how many ppl will look u square in the face & lie 2 u. u talk random crap w/them about the person walking by & they laugh and talk w/u & share stories about their day/life & they listen intently when u tell them urs. oh but the second u walk away U become the hot topic , u r the "person walking by". i have tried 2 always be a good friend/coworker/boss & altho sumtimes i may not always be the best , i am dependable & loyal. i am trustworthy & caring and honestly i will do anything i can 2 help anyone & the ppl who really kno me would all agree thats true. i have gained the respect of many & have even earned the "miss" be4 my name (even tho this means i am now getting old), i have been a damn good friend 2 sum ppl who have wronged me/lied 2 me/ hurt me / used me ect, & have still done what ever i could 2 help them. even 2 the point of taking blame for ppl 2 save them from trouble. there are ppl that i have hurt or held a grudge against that i wish would 4give me o

Always There
24 July 2010 Ever since that day, you are always on my mnd. A place where I keep you, watching you, taking care of you. Being there when you need me most. Making them special days memorable to you. Always There My Darling, you are never forgotten. Whenever I close my eyes, it is your beautiful face I see. Your loving hand in mine. The smell of your breath. Wrapped delicately in your blanket. Always There. Your loving fingers, around two beautiful roses with care. Into them gorgeous eyes I loved to stare. All I saw was Darkness, nothing there. Into te Dark Abyss I do stare. Always There. My life without you, it is painfully incomplete. The tenderness of your touoch, I miss it so much. Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind. You were my life. Always There. My baby, I miss you so,I hope this you surely know. Can you hear me? Are my words loud enough? Are they getting through? Luna Sylene, you have my heart. To you this I bestow, no other woman shall have it no, no, no. Alw

Words Of Wisdom
when a man reaches for the stars and get as far as the moon and finds there is nothing for him on the moon still has a blanket of stars to land on in the end my thoughts: when i wrote this i was only 16 years old i wanted to do so much in my life. people. if you reach hard you will take your dreams by storm. the only problem is your will power. even i have that problem. when i first went into the military i was told i wasn't going to make it. which brings me to my next qoute people who tell you "you won't make it" , "you won't ever amount to nothing" , or "you can't do that and you'll never be able to" those select few should be the feul of your fire. now when people told me that i wasn't going to make it in the military i was upset yet i did not let that extinguish my eternal flame i told my self that i was going to add them as fuel to my fire. for my friends: my friends don't let other people influence you negativily. and if your worried what people think or feel abo

Next Level
Mass-- Ok you can chalk this up to my mood. or the day I've had or whatever reason you may want to ignore or dismiss this. But I STRONGLY SUGGEST YOU TAKE THE TIME. 1. if u want to DJ here that's fine. I appreciate your help. but if u have Committed , Asked to be placed on a steady schedule. do what u have committed. and no I'm not bitching about real life getting in the way I'm talking about .. the whiny ass "I don't wanna Dj to a lounge with only a few people in it" .. .. Fubar is a social networking site... u should have friends that want to listen to u .. if u don't go fucking make some. I don't have the time to deal with that and I WILL NOT DEAL WITH THAT. 2. I don't ask any more of my DJs than I would do my self ...I have never said I am the best coder on fu nor will I, However, there are quite a few people who would say that. It didn't happen over nite. Nor did the ppls who tune in to the BoneYard where ever I do .. sometimes it take years of work to be an overnight succes

A Sidewalk Cipher Speaking Prionic Jive
If you see this profile, and realize who I am, that's fine. They never deleted it, and with the new invite only rule I thought I'd keep it as a backup. I won't be looking at it much. There is plenty of bling to polish though. Friend requests may or may not be accepted. Without a salute, not much point to it.

Unconditional Love Despite The Imperfections
Tears can not stream down my faceMy mother, now in a better placeHer suffering, and her pain, are goneBut with me her memory will live onMy loss is great, my heart is brokenI remember every word that was spokenI hear it, like it was yesterdayI almost don't know what I should sayShe now watches over me from aboveSending me her unconditional loveEven despite my imperfectionsShe offered me her protectionFrom all the unjust things in lifeShe endured the pain and strifeDoing the best that she could doAlways telling me to think it thoughWhen I was quick to let my anger goMother, I will miss you soMy voice is cracking, with unshed tearsShe was there though my toughest yearsLoving me unconditionally, until the endNot just my mother, but my best FriendShe meant the entire world to meBecause she's the one who helped me seeThat love is unconditional, despite the imperfectionsAs I look at my mirrored reflectionI realize that she made me what I am todayMother, I love you, is all that I can say.

Today
Today will be a busy day.. what am I saying? Everyday is busy anymore. I am sorry I have not been on much. I will be leaving here around 1030 or so.. running to pay water bill, going to Dr for follow up, Going to get my vehicle a estimate on it..Yes..I got hit again. I don't know what it is about me..If I got a sign on my car saying hit me..or what. Also.. after that..got to do the fair booth...from 2 to 4. Then maybe later I can come home to relax some..before heading to work tomorrow..then watching the rough trucks tomorrow night. (Damn I will be tired). Anyways..this just to let ya all know what I will be doing next day and today.

A Life Of A Soldier
u stay up for 16 hours . we stay up for days on end . u take a warm showerto helpu wake up. we go weeks without running water u complain of a headache and call in sick. we get shot at, as others r hitand we keep moving forward u talk about ur buddies that arent with u . we nowe may never see any of ours again. u complain about how hotit is . we wear ourheavy gear, not daring to take off our helmetto wipe our forehead. u get mad at the waiterfor getting ur order wrong. we dont eat today. ur mad that ur class lasted an extra 5 minutes. we're told we will be held over an extra 6 months. u roll ur eyes when ur baby cries . we get a letterw/ a picture,and wonder if we'll ever meet our new borns. u pay the price for ur living arraingements. we volunteer to live in tents. we r not complaining. all we ask for is some respect and for u to extent ur hand. give us ur love. because we have volunteer to die for ur freedom. for we r soldiers for the rest of our lives, and we will protect

Relationships
Somebody wrote this but I don't know who. I can relate to it in SO many ways!if i ever push you away, i don’t really mean to. when i tell you i don’t want to talk about it i do, i am just looking for the right words. give me a minute, and if i can tell you; i will. i try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. at the moment, i am working on the ratio. when i get really quiet sometimes it is because i have too much to say i have thought of too many things to tell you all at once and i don’t know what to say first. i get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. i miss you real easily. but i also like it that we can be a p a r t and we are both okay. space is good, too. i love the way we love some of the same things. and i love how we love entirely different things. my head is a complicated pile of thoughts, and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled up nostalgia for the past and, somehow, t

My Daddy
In My Dreams In my dreams you're still here, with the wisest advice to give, Telling, yet, another corny joke, in my dreams, you still live. Your voice has not left me, your laugh, I will never forget, your love remains in my heart, but there are still so many regrets. I wish I would've hugged you more often, I wish I told you I love you every single day, I wish I had the chance to say good bye, Before God took you away. I wish I would've pretended to care, when your Saints were at their best, I wish I would've taken your lawn mower, and told you it was OK to JUST REST! In my dreams I see you, as I saw you each and every day, But now the little facial expressions, mean more than words can say. I see you on that roller coaster, with a gigantic smile on your face. I see you floating down that lazy river, where you found a new "happy place". I see you attempting to 'Moon Walk', only this time it is a success, I see you gushing over your grandsons, they a

Marriage..
MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life

Happy Birthday My Sir
To: my Sir, Birthdays are inevitable, as is the passing of time. Nearly four years have passed since W/we began spending time together. At first, it was by chance, when both of U/us were on line and not busy. Even then i felt drawn to You. It wasn't long before i started to squirm and wiggle my way out of other on line *clears throat* conversations when You showed Yourself on line, even if only to get a moment of Your time and attention. Weeks passed, some with little communication, some with a lot. It seemed, though, that W/we started to seek each other out more and more often. Just a couple short months into O/our friendship, i knew something special had begun. The word love had not yet occurred to me though it would have fit. You had become an important person in my life, showing me more respect than i could have shown myself at the time. O/our conversations ebbed an flowed easily, sometimes touching on the erotic, but usually just day to day stuff. You let me vent about m

Hot Or Not
So listen i just got told by some like guy that i was totally not hott. but then like his friend was like dude what the fuck look at her she is totally hott. Are you like blind or something. So i'm really hurt right now. Am i hott or am i not. rate me 1 to 11 please and thanks. i could really use the confadance boost.

Bregalad's Song
O Orofarnë, Lassemista, Carnimírië! O rowan fair, upon your hair how white the blossom lay! O rowan mine, I saw you shine upon a summer's day, Your rind so bright, your leaves so light, your voice so cool and soft: Upon your head how golden-red the crown you bore aloft! O rowan dead, upon your head your hair is dry and grey; Your crown is spilled, your voice is stilled for ever and a day. O Orofarnë, Lassemista, Carnimírië!

Random Facts And Stories
I haven't been on much to invest any time into my friendships here, and for that I apologize. Been trying to get my life back on track lately. I reapplied for college, I start next month. Strictly online, I'm doing this as best I can. I will have two jobs starting next week as well. I need the money. And I've been trying to invest time in my relationship with Matt because some things got complicated when his friend decided to be a lying bitch. Fact is, I love this boy. I have since the first time I met him and I don't plan on anything changing that. Our parents are meeting on Saturday and Sunday Matt and I are going out of town together. I'm excited for the great great weekend we will have. :) Well, Sorry again for everything and i love you all :) In virtually all Western societies, execution of a pregnant woman would be delayed until after the woman gave birth, which no doubt gave rise to a desperate effort on the part of some condemned women to get pregn

Show Some Love For Fubar
Fubar rocks out.. there are so many lounges and too many cool ass people that are funny... Love the site and once I started it I can not walk away. Met some awesome fucking people that are great.

Feelings
Hello, can u see me? im right here, look at me plz no i mean really look at me can u see me hurtin? can u see me smilin? look me in the eyes, they say eyes is the way to someones soul look into my soul what do u see? im tryin to smile when all i wanna do is cry, can u see that? ur supose to know when my smile is fake or true god i cant breath, i really cant breath dont know wuts goin on my mind is gone i need u to see me look at me plz into my soul why cant u see me? am i that good actor? it dosent matter if i am u should see me look at me plz

About Me
First let me explain what this blog is for alright ; There's a few people out there who claim they know me but in reality only a handful of people truly do know me ; in fact they are my blood family or very close friends . Whom I have known for countless of years because I'm a very private person and it's hard for me to let just anyone get to really know me . I'm pretty sure alot of you understand what i mean by that........... I'll write more when i get a chance to

Imprint
One day I will move on,Someday all your empty words will be gone.Memories of you will hold no significance,I just wish that it could be now,why must I endure such longing,Such hope that you will find your way back in,You were such a small part of my lifeand yet one of the greatest.The pain from your absence should be long gone,Your kiss still lingers on my lips,The warmth from your embrace I always miss,your smile set me on fire and made me feel at ease...

My Blog
So you want to know how I got that name!!?? ok here is the story I was living in a house with an ex bf and 4 other guys, my friend Liz stayed there from time to time, she needed to take a shower and there was no lock on the bathroom door, we didnt trust the guys to not open the door while either one of us showered so when she took a shower I sat in the bathroom against the door so that the guys couldn't come in, and I was yelling YES YES YES MMMMMM , joking around and my friend said "you put it in the wrong hole!!" She has always call me Kooter so after this had happened she said Kooter, you are such a dirty little bath mistress!! Hence where I got my nickname and it has stuck ever since. Kooter The Dirty Little Bath Mistress!!! I don't have a credit card otherwise I would buy these things myself: They aren't in order I just want them Happy Hour Boomerang Auto 11 Cherry Bomb FuPony

Non-html Codes
Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 2 HEY!! WELCOME TO FUBAR! Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 3 HELLO Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around! Erotic Desires, Have some drinks and Join in the FUN!! Copy and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there! http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73829 4 HELLO Welcome to FUBAR Come Rawk with the Best Fam and Friends around!

Fake Ass Bitch Finding Tool
http://www.tineye.com/ I've been using this for about year. Search any image and you can see other locations of that image on the net. It's free without spyware or any crap like that. It's very useful to weed people out and verify info. Happy hunting!

Pain!!!
WHY DID I JUST THROW AWAY 3 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP, BECAUSE I AM A JERK!!! WHY DO PEOPLE DO THE STUPID THINGS THEY DO WHEN THEY KNOW IT WILL CAUSE THEM PAIN IN THE FUTURE THIS SHOULD ACTUALLY BE IN GREEN BECAUE I LOST THE CLOSEST FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD BECAUSE OF MY OWN JEALOUSY. I KNOW I WILL NEVER GET THIS WONDERFUL PERSON BACK IN MY LIFE AND WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO ERASE THE PAST 72 HOURS, i CAN ONLY HOPE THAT WHEN I AM JUDGED I AM GRANTED MERCY FOR THE AWFUL THINGS I SAID AND DID. I PROBABLEY WON'T BE ON HERE FOR VERY MUCH LONGER AND DESERVE ALL THE PAIN I AM FEELING NOW. LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES AND THE MISTAKES OF OTHERS

My Pre Fight Playlist
1. Through Struggle- As I Lay Dying 2. Unholy Confessions- Avenged Sevenfold 3. Indestrucible- Disturbed 4. White Knuckles- Five Finger Death Punch 5. I Will Be Heard- Hatebreed 6. Raise Hell- (Hed) PE 7. Set to Fail- Lamb of God 8. Eat You Alive- Limp Bizkit 9. Determined- Mudvayne 10. Sun Dosen't Rise- Mushroomhead 11. Miracle- Nonpoint 12. New Noise- Refused 13. Her Comes The Pain- Slayer 14. Before I Forget- Slipknot 15. Step Up- Drowning Pool 16 Indiffernt to Suffering- Chimaria

Random
I have been thinking about the most painful stuff that some people have to live with and come to realize the "mentally and emotionally" unstable people are where they are for a reason they trust friends to always help them out when times get rough but sometimes we take that for granted it's something stupid that we all do.. well what happens when those friends turn there back on you and everything falls apart this a stupid fuckin blog . I know im not the nicest or coolest person to talk to or be around especially on my bad days and the more and more i i think about it the more and more i realize that i treat people like shit because i'm unhappy or depressed well maybe it's time for me to step up and try to make a change for the better and maybe by doing this i wont hurt the ones i care about and that care about me the most. We often take things in our lives for granted and maybe we should give our head a shake well all in all i guess this is just me giving my head a shake

Illegal Immigration
Recently large demonstrations have taken place Across the country protesting the fact that Arizona Is addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that The US might protect its own Borders, might make it harder To sneak into this country and, Once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand The thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover Me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, 'No! I like it here. It's better than my house. I've made all The beds and washed the Dishes and did the laundry And swept the floors. I've Done all the things you don't Like to do. I'm hard-working And honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are required to feed me

My Baby
The day i ment my baby i knew there was something special about him i just couldnt figure out exactly what. The more we talked the more my feelings grew for him.It didnt take long for me to know he was the one i wanted to be with for the rest of my life. When i finally got the chance to show him just how much i really do love him and how much i wanna be with him till the day i die. Tje day i told him that he could move in with me i was prayong he would say yes so i knew i would have my baby for the rest of my life.He said to give him some time to figure out what he ahd to do and i got the message that my baby was gonna move in with me and my heart skipped beats when i found that out. I had to wait for the day of him coming up to be with me and it seemed like it was never gonna happen. When he texted me saying that he was coming up that day i was so excited i didnt know what to do with myself. I waited and waited for him to be here so i could finally kiss him and hug him. Then i went ou

My Writing
happiness. The night falls, with a whisper, like every night before, but through it she feels. Something that reminds her of, blurred edges, a burnt paper smell, and something like a kiss. It bring with it a light, a fire in the dark. A blinding chaos, she welcomes with fear, before it consumes her. I watched my world burn to the ground to the beating of a broken heart. I watched the flames take down all i loved, or would ever love, and leave nothing but ashes. I looked down and seen the matches in my own hands. what have I done? I tried to paint you once In shades of summer, bright blues, and frosted orange. But it always turned to shadow ridden decay. I tried to paint you in sun shades of yellow, illuminated whites, bright pure splashes. but the color would run from the brush, and putrefy. Not wanting to admit defeat, I painted you in the ridiculous. green, pink, purple haze, mocking myself with color. But even in these, the humor of it failed. I tried to paint you

Time To Be
Some of you will no doubt recognize new Corum Golden Bridge Lady Diamond Watch as a derivative of an existing style they have, to others this unique watch will be all new. Years ago Corum was able to develop a mechanical movement that was shaped like a bar (more or less linear as opposed to square or circular). They placed it in a horizontal fashion in watches. It was incredible to look at as they cased in a traditionally sized squarish case with the movement placed in the middle being showcased through the sapphire crystals. This concept has been adopted here and is now placed horizontally instead of vertically with the new Corum Gold Bridge Lady Diamond watch. The new position of the movement is more flattering to the wrist in the rectangular 41mm x 34mm sized case that comes in either red gold or white gold. Aside from the 180 diamonds on the case and face, and the unique placement of the dial, the real show here is in the mechanical C0113 movement and in watching its ongoing oper

Tangled Up In Me
You wanted to know more,More about me?Then watch the world spin around,To get a clue about what you see.Hey, you wanted to understand,Why I push you around,Why I push you away?Take a closer lookAt what’s right in front of you today.What makes you thinkWhat you see is what you get?You think you know meBut in reality you haven’t realized it yet.Everyday you search for her,The damsel in distress,The perfect girl you’ll one day meet;But what you don’t seem to recognize,Is I’m the girl sweeping you off your feet.You wanted to know more,More about how I dream?Well, I’ll have to admit thenThat’s not as complicated as it seems.All I ever wanted was that sunset escapade,Fireworks and shooting stars,In a secret moonlit rendezvous That’s going to end upBetween me and you.Hey you wanted to find love?Open your eyes then and see-All you need to do to find itIs get tangled up in me.

Newbie Here :)
I have some questions that i would love some answers to. !. What does it mean to be cherry bombed? 2. What determins how many points you get for being bombed? 3. How do you pay someone in fubucks? 4. What gets you more points, rating someone with the boomerrang or auto 11's?

Wolfhound Metal Radio
Wolfhound Metal Radio is making a special compilation of bands of Rock&Metal. It will be 4 CDs in mp3 for free download online with 80 bands.All bands can participate in this contest. The voting will be by the official facebook of Wolfhound Metal Radio.If you're interested in participate, you have to read the conditions:1. You should send an email to Wolfhoundmetalradio@gmail.com with the next information:Band,Country,Genre,Links. Include in the email a photo band & logo.2. The bands should have Rock or Metal roots, we don't accept POP Music.3. The bands should have one Album or EP.4. We only accept bands and the single projects will be rejected.5. It can participate unsigned and signed bands but they need the confirmation of the label for including it in the email.6. All political bands will be rejected.All those bands that do not meet the requirements set out above will be rejected.The last date for participate in this contest is 15th May.Good Luck Bands!Wolfhound Metal Radio, www.

The Final Goodbye
This is the end of the road. Reflecting back on 3 years of Fubar, I find myself smiling at the close friends I have made, cherishing the times where I could be a listener and help people through their troubles (which I'm actually pretty good at, for those of you who didn't know), and knowing the thrill of anticipation at a few of yo uwho were seriously an integral part of my life. I am also nearly dumbstruck at the level of pettiness, misunderstanding, jealousy, and outright rudeness I have seen here. I guess this is really a microcosm of society, which is what I have always seen Fubar as...a social experiment. If this were a Master's thesis, I would be curious what the author's conclusions would be. Anyway, there comes a time in everyone's life where he has to re-examine his life and priorities, and make necessary adjustments. This is that time for me. Fubar no longer holds any draw or desire for me, and while some may think it rude or shocking that I just end it like this, my

The Truth
TO GET SOMETHING YOU NEVER HAD,YOU HAVE TO DO SOMETHING YOU NEVER DID.. WHEN GOD TAKES SOMETHING FROM YOUR GRASP,HES NOT PUNISHING YOU,BUT MERELYOPENING YOUR HANDS TO RECIEVE SOMETHING BETTER.. THE WILL OF GOD WILL NEVER TAKE YOU WHERE THE GRACE OF GOD WILL NOT PROTECT YOU...

Standing Alone
Another day another thing gone wrong. Yet i still find myself in the same situations over and over again. I tend to always hit that friend status but nothing more for the people i fall for. yay. I sit here with a fake smile on my face pretending to be ok as i listen to you go on and on about this girl or that one. Yet i cant help wonder when will it be my turn if ever. I find myself slowly drifting from you in the darkness of my mind. no light to guide me back to you. Am i not pretty enough for you or do I not have the right personality for you. I rack my mind trying to figure out what it is that isnt good enough for you and yet i still have nothing. frustrated an jaded is all that I am. Slowly falling with no one to catch me. All is lost and all is gone

Wannabe's Or Real
Which are you..a wannabe or Real friend For most of the people on my friends list i would assume are wannabe friends that only stick around on the off chance that a cherry bomb is activated...For the remaining friends i have that actually talk to me and or rate me i appreciate it... IF YOU ARE A WANNABE FRIEND AND ONLY SAY SOMETHING WHEN THERE IS SOMETHING TO BE GAINED THEN GET THE FUCK OFF MY FRIENDS LIST.....I AM NOT INTERESTED IN HELPING THOSE THAT WILL NOT HELP ME BACK......I HAVE CHERRY BOMBED AND BLING AS MUCH AS I CAN AND BARELY RECEIVED ANYTHING BACK IN RETURN.... TO THOSE THAT HAVE RETURNED THE FAVOR I THANK YOU... NOW FOR THOSE THAT HAVE NOT BOTHERED TO NOTICE I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET TO LVL 28 FOR ALMOST 1 YEAR NOW AND STILL WORKING ON IT....SO GET YOUR ASSES TO MY PAGE BLING ME RATE ME SOMETHING TO LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE EVEN THERE OR EVEN CARE ENOUGH TO HELP OUT....LIKE EVERYONE ELSE DOES FOR YOU ...

Fubar Ids, 3 Pic Slide Show For Dis Play Pic , Bullys Name Tags
I am making display 3 slide show pics , name tagges , bullys for lounges, fubar ids and i code lounges if you are intrested send me a private message or comment on this blog and i will get back to you make sure your shout box is on so i can get back to you for all its 500k for 1 it is 1k for 4 its 4k if you bling or a bling pack or a vip you get them free and doubled for bling packs and vip

Thought You Should Know
Lindsay Lohan, 24, gets her name and face all over the news because she went to jail. But did you hear about any of the following? Justin Allen, 23, Brett Linley, 29, Matthew Weikert, 29, Justus Bartett, 27, Dave Santos, 21, Chase Stanley, 21, Jesse Reed, 26, Matthew Johnson, 21, Zachary Fisher, 24, Brandon King, 23,

Yea, Okay
Well.. I guess I shouldn't have things bother me lately , but I have so much that I am thinking about that I feel like a ticking time bomb. I am losing my patience, and money on one thing, losing my mind on many other things. I can't say one thing lately that is bothering me or or say anything That something I get mad of because 1 thing that bothers me with a passion. I can't help it if I can't do something , or say things right because of how my mind works... If you really knew me, my feelings and gave a rats butt.. that person(s) wouldn't think it is on them... Mostly, I can take a few joking aside... But if it is constantly... then the other part of my mind works and might get irritated or mad. Normally, I don't care... but if I FEEL pushed I do. I can joke with the rest of them... I can take a lot of being joked on..,, but Like I said if constantly on a certain matter I feel strongly? I am usually the person who would either say nothing or leave if i get fed

Lyrics So Dont Trip Their Just Good N Resonate W/me
[Intro] I don't know what to do anymore After I quit with medicine I became psycotic I suffer from depression Complete depression Had it my whole life I have had it so bad that uh... I had anxiety Been diagnosed with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, panic attacks Manic depression before, I didn't think that Depression could be so bad [Verse 1:] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it's starts to grow colder It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you know what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this shit Flames rising from the action

Random Thoughts
Ya know, for the sake of your children, you should be nice. At least care enough to put your child first and be civil with your ex. It's not that hard. It doesn't take a lot of energy to do such a thing. I do it EVERYDAY of my life. As much as I HATE my ex, I care enough about my child to put him FIRST and be civil. It wasn't always easy at first, but we made it work. So to you, you know who you are, quit being a selfish ass cunt and for the KIDS, who are starting to become the VICTIMS, put your anger aside and be an adult here. You may not have to care enough to want to talk to him, but you do NEED to talk to him and be civil with him for yalls kids. THAT is what matters. Have a nice fucking day.

Poetry
Baby when I look in your eyes I see a future with you Baby when you touch me I feel your love Baby when you whisper to me I hear your lovely voice Baby when I'm with you I wanna be with you forever and always My heart beats so fast that I can't live without you It seems that when I'm away My mind is always thinking about you I don't want to stop No one is ever gonna get in the middle of us I won't let them I love you so much that when we our together We just have that connection that will never die I wanna give you everything that my heart desire's I wanna be with you forever and always

Friends To Rate
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About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49 {---Basics---} Name: Andy Nickname(s): -- Age: 21 Birthday: Jan. 01, 1989 Birthplace: Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania Current Location: Southfield, Michigan Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6" Weight: Lefty or Righty: Right Zodiac Sign: Capricorn What Do You Drive: A Car Screenname: Ask for It {---Favorites---} Color: Red, Black, green, Number: Band: what ever sounds good at the time I'm listening to it Music Genre: All TV Show: Family Guy, The Simpsons, TNA, UFC, WWE Movie: Action, and comdie Actor: Actress: Kind of Movie: Cartoon: Family Guy/ The Simpsons Sport: Wrestling Fast Food Restaurant: Taco Bell Food: What ever my mom makes Ice Cre

Spew!
A - Joseph rating my pics and hitting on me? or B - Seeing fubars regular pervert - "Bob the Love Doctor" going across the top of the page under the new name "Sexy Texan"? I seem to scare females off.... is it because i'm too sarcastic? kinky fucker? Dosen't want a full on relationship? has Mel Gibson moments? stalks bitchy types of females? too outspoken and immature? Hmmm.....nah!...must be something else hey? I mean really..... should i delete the lot of you for a reality check? you don't need those boomerangs, 11's etc to be someone in a world that is non existent. shame!....

Me
So i am in the ntiedstates army. its alright but after a while it gets boring i really have no clue `why i am in states when my mos is an out of counrty job. makes no sense to me but yeah i am right now out at the feild doing demo its boring but i can say i now know how to set up a minefeild that is all i gt to say foe now

Usms
A Soldier's Heart They don’t know why we do it. They don’t see what we see. They don’t know why we risk our lives for a war that isn’t even ours. It’s not for publicity but for love. That is it. It is all for love. It is as simple as that. For the brotherly love of the men next to us and for the loved ones we have left back home. The times are changing and freedom is no longer free. So we must fight to keep our families free and safe. For we are not afraid to die because we will know in our hearts that our family will be safe. It is truly an honor to give your life for the ones you love and know. So we do this for our moms and dads. Our brothers and sisters. Our friends back home. For the stranger on the side of the street. For the people who have crushed our hearts. And for the guy who said that we would never amount to anything. Because we love and care about them all and always will no matter what they have done. That is why I am a s

Them Damn Sheet's
DO U KNOW WHAT THEM SHEETS WOULD SAY IF THEY COULD TALK WE PROBABLY WOULDN'T WANT TO HEAR IT,WHO WAS ON THEM BEFORE WE WAS OR IF SHE WAS WITH BEFORE SHE WAS WITH YOU,OR WHO YOU WAS ON THEM WITH BEFORE YOU WAS WITH BEFORE HER ON THEM SHEETS,WE THINK WE ARE GONNA BE ALRIGHT LAYIN ON THEM SHEET'S NEXT TO WHO WE THINK WE ARE COMFORTABLE WITH ON THEM SHEET'S UNTIL WE FIND THE NEXT PERSON OR PERSON'S,THEM DAMN SHEET'S GOT STORIES AND WE KNOW IT,YOUR'S,MINE,THEIR'S,AND WHAT ABOUT THEM MOTEL AND HOTEL SHEET'S UUUGGGHHH,DONT WANT TO ASK THEM NASTY MOTHERFUCKER'S. REAL WORD'S FROM DEEEZZZNNNUUUUTTTTSSSS

Just Venting
Homeless In Our Home Land Not that many people know that it is happening but it is. Those that doknow are either trying to do something about it or they just don't care and are just ignoring it, We have a big problem with homeless in our home land and the government are not wanting to help nor do they want anyone else totry and help the homeless. The government is just punishing the people who are trying to do something for the people who are homeless. As a matter of fact the government are a big reason there are so manypeople out there livin on the street's in our home land. The people that are livin out there on the street's didn't necessarily chose it. Now do notget me wrong there are those out there on the street's that have chose to be there by either drinkin up all there money, druggin up it all, just think it is kool or would rather live on the street's instead of being confined to a apartment or house. I know that not all people are out therebecause of

Beast Within Me
It's paces echo within my mynd. Caged within the blackness of my thoughts. It's rage darkens the blind corners. Clawing the walls, searching for escape from the torment of nightmares. Wounds thought long healed, open with fresh pain as they scrape against the jagged edges of my sanity. Even the falling of my tears can't extinguish this flame burning white-hot inside my soul. Nightmares glowing with the anguish of hatred and pain. Screaming silenced by the flow of life. Deep from within, the beast howls as his torture ceases to exist momentarily. Knowing the circle will form again.

Why?
What have we done to the people in ours lives? have we fucked them up so much that it is easier to go through life with walls,fences,and barricades up? is this what we have come to ? a world that people are so afraid to love and be loved? to be in love. to be able to lean on one another in times of sadness? why is it so hard to cry or be held by someone? remember when we where children,? we cried, we fell down we let someone that loved us pick us up. we had bad dreams, we let someone comfort us. Why is it so hard for us to enjoy unconditional love, to embrace it, to bask in it to be happy? are we just a bunch of heartless zombies??? Why?? or is it just me that feels this way???

The Usual Shit I Have To Put Up With
Okay last night was so fuckin stupid...I have been a storm chaser for almost 7 years now and this is one of the stupidest false alarm I have recieved from a partner of mine in the field...He said there was a wall cloud about 5 miles north of town so I grabbed my camera and got dressed and went...By the time I got to where he was he told me it was just a false alarm because he didnt turned on his laptop and looked at the radar...He was just looking at the fucking sky and thought it was a wall cloud...Grrrrrrrrr it just pissed me off right there....I know it sounds stupid to get pissed about it but shit man before the dude thinks he sees a wall cloud comming he should go to sources first to find out whats going on and then just wait and see what its going to do...Not just jump the fucking gun and say well, gee I see a wall cloud but my computer isnt on...What the hell man.

Completely Confusing Rambling
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH FUCK GAH DAMNIT SON OF A BITCH IDK HOW THE FUCK TO SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU THE CONSTANT BACK AND FORTH MY HEAD SPINNING FROM IT ALL... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! IT WONT FUCKING COME OUT AND IT IS EATING ME ALIVE..... If you could be honest just once in your life. One moment to speak the right down brutal truth, no matter how evil it

Life
Just wanted to let everyone know. I'm taking a break from fubar. I've made some awesome friends on here, made some enemies, had some fun, laughs and all that good stuff. I'm taking the break because there's.... something wrong with me and I can't figure it out. Last night was one of the scariest nights of my life. I honestly didn't think I was going to wake up in the morning. I thankfully did, even though there are some people that probably wish I didn't. I've been overloaded, overwhelmed, and over worked recently. Last night I opened up and said some things to people. Some I should have and needed to, others that were just said out of pure emotion... the emotion of being scared and wanting to hurt people to make it easier on them in case I didn't make it. I know this is/was foolish but it's done and I can't undo the past. I'm sorry for those that I hurt and thankful to those who cared and listened. BTW, I'm known as a drunk on here, I'm doing this with no alcohol in my syste

Venting
What is the use of even trying to start a conversation on here? Over 90% of messages sent are never returned. To me I just think that's rude. Do people just ignore other people if they say hello on the street? I for one don't. I never get rude or nasty. I just try to introduce myself, But mostly get no return. I know so of you people are going to tell me I'm being childish, But oh well. It's just something I need to get off my chest.

Deerlog
Hello everyone! I'm a nice italian guy with a few passions: girls, writing, programming, photographs and others. I really enjoy my passions and some of them have saved or significantly improved my life. Programming in particular falls in the former category, the others in the latter. I really enjoy writing erotic stories, poems and all sorts of writing and if you're lucky, I might be posting some on here very soon For now, just a huge kiss to the girls and a handshake to the dudes! Andrew I have had a skype job interview last Thurs. Ok, many will just say "so what?", others will say "cool", but there's generally very little exceptional in an interconnected world. The interesting thing, however, is that I have Tourette's and this poses interesting challenges in a job interview. As many of you probably know, being a tourettic can't be hidden. Unlike other diseases, we do bark routinely so... well... it's a tad hard to hide, you know But this is not the fear I want

Just Some Thoughts...
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” To be able to breathe out ones unhappiness to breathe out deeply so that

Photography
I like big butts and I cannot lie. In case you haven’t learned this about me already, I’m a bit of what some may call a “chubby chaser”. I’m proud of it. I think my taste leans towards some pretty hot women. Yet nearly every woman I’ve ever met, especially those who have modeled for me are always conscious about the way they look; specifically in the weight department. No. Conscious is not the right word. Self-conscious, overly concerned, neurotic; those are more accurate.Now before I start my praise of the Big Beautiful Woman (affectionately to be referred to as BBW for the duration) I would like to play “devil’s advocate” for those of you nay-sayers who just don’t subscribe to my logic. It would seem logical for boney people, such as me, to simply argue that if a woman does not like her weight she should simply go on diet, work out more, or take “better care of herself”. I once these point of views and let me jus

Wake Me...
Wake me when the night fallsAnd quiets the cares of day.Wake me when the night fallsAnd instead of leaving stay.Wake me while the sun sleepsAnd all the world is still.Wake me while the sun sleepsTo a silence only whispers fill.Wake me when the sky is darkAnd share this time with me.Wake me when the sky is darkAnd we'll just sit and be.Wake me while the moon and starsGive us their gentler light.Wake me while the moon and starsBless us again with night.Sing me to sleepWhen the dawn comes near.Sing me to sleepWhere the sun does appear.Cradle me in your armsAs others open their eyes.Cradle me in your armsAnd sing me lullabies.Lay my head on the pillowAnd meet me in my dreams.Lay my head on the pillowWhere not all is torn at the seams.Sleep with me through the day;Ignore its insistent calls.Sleep with me through the day,But wake me when the night falls. Haha .... Love Blows

Yep, Its Time
i think its time to bid a fond farewell, dunno something about turning 40 has made me come to the conclusion that its time for me and fubar to go our separate ways, and so i say to those few i have talked to its been great and ifin ya have the urge feel free to find me here....vespillo23@yahoo.com. otherwise good luck to all and be well............Tim ####THIS PAGE WILL SELF DESTRUCT IN 24 HOURS####

Just Anything
Inspiration There is alway's somethin or someone that inpire's you to do whatever it is you do. So, with that being said. Who or what inpire's you to dance,sing,write,talk,draw or whatever? Is there a person in your life that is so incribile to you. Does that person tell you that you can do or be anything you want to be? Does that person tell you how good your are at great at something and that you should presue it? Does that person just let's you be you and not try to change you into what they want you to be? Does that person just listen to you, give you advice on somethin that you ask them for advice on, does that person give you a shoulder to cry on whenever you need it? Or does somethin else tatally different inspire you like a movie,a song,a drawin, a poem or somethin? It doesn't have to be a person who inspire's you. It can be anything or anyone. It can be a blog that you read online or what have you. I think that you can find inspiration in everything and ev

Poetry
With in the heart of a young boy was once love,It dwindled there for a man who couldn’t see it,When that man left the little boy cursed heaven above,Eventually he cried so much there was only a candle lit.With in the heart of the young man was once hate,It remained there for the one thing he never had,And that man never came back for his first mate,With a swift punch he was making everyone around sad.With in the heart of this man is now a love for life,Everything here is set in place to encourage your journey,All the things that go wrong, grin and bear it through your strife,For acceptance of what you cannot change will release you of your burdens. (this is for my old man) as brazen cold winds blow across my face i feel my disheveled reality begin to slip,i cannot begin to explain how or why my head feels like a helium balloon.but avast my kind soul ponders why this cycle comes around like an ellipse,at first all resides well within my tender heart and then all sinks below a

Poem 1
"What Will It Take"I have lost friends I have lost loversWhat will it take to never hurt anotherMy life has become numbMy Life has become dimWhat will it take to never hurt againThe times have became hardThe times have become ferceWhat will it take to stop these tearsI have hurt my familyI have hurt my motherWhat will it take to mend the othersGrieve has overwhelmed me Grieve has overwhelmed friendsWhat will it take to make them endCrying wont make the hurt go Crying wont make the hurt changeWhat will it take to turn the pageI feel like my life is overI feel like my life should endWhat will it take to make this happenWill it be a razorWill it be a gunWhat will it take to make this turnI dont want this to happenI dont want this to solveWhat will it take to make this dissolveIt hurts so bad insideIt hurts so bad outsideWhat will it take to make me desideWhat ever it is I hope it comes soonI dont know if I will see another moonI dont know how long I can fakeI just want to know what will i

Trial Of Lunacy.
Soft earth gives easily under my treading claws. Hurried and frantic. Desperate to lose the shadows that seek to end my existence. Breath ragged and hot from fleeing, billows into the cold black night. Softly the sounds of hurried anger and fear, mixed with taunts of death and worse are menacingly close. I see the blinding light above that is both my curse. and my pursuers grace for it allows them the pale silver light with which to search for me. My coat, a tattered bloody mess, sheen with the effort of escape, bristles with fear, rage, and pain. Pain so great so deep it rips into the very fabric cloaking my soul. Pain begets the madness to destroy. To kill! To devour! To claim the night with terror only my cries of agony can instill., The smells of marsh, earth, and sweat are tinged with the sting of soot from torches twinkling across the dark valley. Tiny embers that beg to set flame to the tender on which the mortals wish me to burn.

Final Fantasy
When death comes over ones soul, the reapers cold, sharp, nails pierce ones wrist. Unable to resist his pull, they are forced to walk behind him, awaiting there judgment as to which side there soul will be taken to. If your life was peaceful and happy, then his grip will be released and the marks will vanish, allowing you safe passage into Shangri-La. If your life was full of hatred and pain causing, then you will be cast down into the pits of hell to endure a punishment you have never thought existed for your crimes.... But for a select few that escape his grasp and run away, the marks will never leave and they are to suffer a torture worse than Hell could ever provide. Life with no happyness. Sadness everywhere you go. Never to feel love of joy withen the heart ever again. This is a Final Fantasy. Pain, hatred, sorrow, and love. all are emotions that involve another person to have. If this means humanity must have pain to have happiness and vice-versa, why should we want it? becaus

Random Jess Musings
This should be interesting... ***{Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application"}*** ***{Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application"}*** ***Basic Info*** o1. Your Name: o2. Age: o3. Fave Color: o4. Whats your sign? o5. Phone Number (you dont have to do this one): o6. Location(you dont have to do this one): o7. Height: o8. Hair (color and style): o9. Piercings/tattoos: ***Here Comes The Fun*** o1. Are we friends? o2. Would you kiss me? o3. With tongue? o4. Would you enjoy it? o5. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? o6. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? o7. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? o8. Would you walk on the beach with me? o9. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 10. Do you/have you talked about me? 11. Do you think I'm a good person? 12. Would u take a nap with me? 13. Do you think I'm cute? 14. If you could change anything about me -would you? 15. Would you dance with me? 16. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 1

Life, Love And All The Happy Horse Shit That Comes With It.
So, today is my 49th birthday and I decided to read my horrorscope (I know I spelled it wrong..duh) just for a laugh. I don't believe in this stuff at all, but for the most part this crap is very true. I've added my own little commentary where I thought it was needed. Virgo Fu:n Facts: With an acute attention to detail, Virgo is the sign in the Zodiac most dedicated to serving. Their deep sense of the humane leads them to caregiving like no other, and their methodical approach to life ensures that nothing is missed. The Virgo is often gentle and delicate, preferring to step back and analyze before moving ahead. Hmmm...gentleness is not something that comes easy for me. I grew up in a large family so it was a fight everyday just to get something to eat before it was gone. May the timid beware. I didn't learn what gentleness really was about until my first child was born. Friends and Family A Virgo is a helpful friend to have indeed. They are excellent at giving advice,

What's Important
All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are not lost; The old that is strong does not whither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. can you name the source of this, if so please consider adding me as a friend.

Sparkman
I'm a welder and I live in the country outside Austin, Tx. I am a vet. and I have worked oversea's in Dubai, U.A.E. recently as a welding consultant. I'm a single dad and my son is thirteen yrs. old. I love dancing and singing karoake. I love spending time at my campfire site under a big oak tree Playin rock and country music from my truck stereo. I live on ten ackers of land with a creek in the back. Love watching the deer and other critters play. There's nothing like drinkin a cold beer and kickin back in the country!

The Time
Finding the time to be ones self is hard enough as it is. But finding the time to explain ones self to another is a bit easier. The only thing that makes things of this nature harder is the own personal walls that somene builds up around them to protect themselves in fear that everyone is exactly the same as the previous. Knowing a person is a good way to find yourself and the real challenge of many thing...but not knowing who you are is the worst part of it all...Why not trying to let the one you are with help you discover that with you ....but that all depends on who you are with i suppose..... Whatever the path you decide is the path that can make or break a relationship or friendship...all depends on the person that it is being said to...Well folks sorry about wasting your time with my thoughts but thank you for reading if you did and have a good day Wannawin 10 million fubucks get me up to 200 LIKES...OR BETTER AND THE ONE THAT DOES GET'S IT....what a interesting con

Poetry..
I'm cocky yet shy yet confindent the best guy in a sense Was in a car acident at 6, and been on fire evry since ask why i b so hot...few mins you'll think da same few days jus for you lames and it varies wit all you dames a lova neva a fighter, but fight for those who's light dividin all da fake from real wit jus my mind i'm devine in all i do keep God above it all seeded up wit 2 kids whom i love and would kill all....for five, six again da best at dis shit analyzin everything and everyone trust i kno wat is and wat isn't All those whom i entertain...be weary because i kno your intentions your methods and devious - ness.. only go how far i allow them to go so watch ya self thinkin Tee is so oblivious jus cuz i try to think dis life is precious dat God has givin us I'm livin jus for da city, committee, the whole world in fact i hate dis individualness we all should move in packs but dats jus my opinion i dont expect you to agree But thats why your not and im hot infinity degrees Lets g

Random Thoughs And Ramblings
Sometimes you just have to realize...That no matter how much you love someone, they are never going to love you back.That when the writing is on the wall that is the truth, no matter what someone says.That if someone doesn't give you their time...you are not on their mind.That if a person doesn't make an effort...you are not worth their time.That actions speak louder than words.That if someone can't make up their mind to be with you, they aren't worth your time.That sometimes love is like a mirror and it is better to leave the pieces broken on the floor than to continue to hurt yourself trying to clean it up.That change happens when the PAIN of holding on becomes greater than the FEAR of letting go. Something older I saw or wrote, I can't remember but I still like it. Do you ever feel like you have no idea what to do with you life? I just turned 37 and I have no idea. I am in a relationship that probably will not end in a happily ever after. Not probably, I know it won’

The Squirrel That Played Pool
Let me introduce to you Jon. Jon is a grey squirrel from the city. He was born somewhere near that big oak you see every day, during your 5-minute walk through the park, as part of your eco-friendly commute to work. His parents provided for him, giving what what he needed, but rarely the unnecessary things that he wanted. So, they never did buy him that cue stick or "Billards: Advanced Technique" book that he always wanted. They would tell him that his hands were too small to play pool. They would tell him that he would never be able to play pool as well as his neighbours - the Cats. Okay, so they didn't actually TELL him that - no decent parent is that heartless - but Ricky Cat was always teasing Jon about his small hands, and Mr. and Mrs. Squirrel didn't want Jon suffering from a lack of self esteem. However, the Squirrels instead taught little Jon how to sew. They taught him how to plant growing things. One year, they even taught their beloved son how to make baskets! All of his fr

Wwe Night Of Champions
hey every single woman on fubar if your looking for a good lounge to come to for a good chat and good music and a awesome time come and check this lounge out this is called the fubars singles lounge for singles only come on in and chweck us out

My Thoughts
THE BODY grows outside, The more convenient way, That if the spirit like to hide, Its temple stands alway, Ajar, secure, inviting, It never did betray, The soul that asked its shelter, In timid honesty.

Back Home
Want to make a girl feel like shit? All the guys I know have figured out how to do it, all they do is insist on telling me how hot my best friend is and how they would like to get w/ her. Hi remember me I'm the fat ugly friend apparently. talk about a good way to ruin a girls ego. I mean come on is it really necessary for everyone to tell me how hot she is and i'm not? Why do i want to know that everyone is attracted to her and not me Guess i'm just feelin sorry for myself cause yeah it gets really really old. A month or more ago I recieved a call that my quiet town had a hostage situation. Well it turned out it wasn't, but that a close friend of my brothers and my best friends older brother was in a stand off with police after shooting his wife and the man he caught her sleeping with. Not a smart move when you know your husband is bipolar and you've convinced him to stop taking his medication. Everyone survived but the blow to the town was devastating. This sleepy little to

Soldiers Home Comming Surpeise
THE KICKSTAND DROPS HEREBy: Phil McAmmond, Alberta, Canadac/o Gary babcock THE KICKSTAND DROPS HERE All bikers sense that far too soon our rides on earth will cease,The urgency to see some sights continues to increase.Thus, year by year, we make our plans to journey here and there,And build some happy memories, which with others we can share. We're not concerned about the risks that many seem to fear,But truthfully, we all agree, we age a year each year!This thought can help to make us reach for meaning in our days,And as it does it helps us change in some important ways. The scenes we see, the folks we meet, are treasured more and more,And sharing is more pleasant now, than adding up the score.But what of folks like us who love to ride from here to there?We cannot reach our goal each day by failing to prepare. We check our fuel, our maps, our tires, to make our trips worthwhile,And then we head out, wind in face, to cover happy miles.We'd think it si

Binx
this is a relly cool game its like sims but withought all the restaints http://secondlife.com/ there is all kinda of place you can go and thing you can do ...and its free to boot..just something fun to check out if you like sims or Vr worlds..

50 Questions
1. What is your best friends name? dont have a best friend anymore passed away 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? dark blue 3. What are you listening to right now? eminem mosh 4. Whats your favorite number? 31 5. What was the last thing you ate? chocolate honey bun 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? blue 7. How is the weather right now? chilly 8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone? a telemarketer 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes 10. Do you have a significant other? yes 11. Favorite TV show? royal pains/gene simmons family jewels 12. Siblings? 2 brothers 13. Height? 6'7'' 14. Hair color? black 15. Eye Color? hazel green 16. Do you wear contacts? no 17. Favorite Holiday? Halloween 18. Month? october 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? no 20. What was the last movie you watched? paul blart mall cop 21.

Lies My Mother Told Me
Your face could get stuck like that. You’ll go blind. Most people who are ugly have great personalities. This will hurt me more than it will hurt you. Someday you’ll be glad I punished you for this. Old people are SUPPOSED to smell like moth balls. I’m doing this for your own good. The dog is just sleeping. When I was a kid, I knew better… It’s better to be quiet than to say something that might offend someone. Feel free to add to the list

My Poetry
How did it all end up in this state? The prologue to this play was beautiful Our kiss still lingers in my mind Before this corruption invaded and tainted all that was true Once without a shadow of a doubt I could believe you did love me Then again I don't believe in that much anymore To know love, is to inevitably know pain A wind of change of is blowing wild and free now Down the highway of regret we must forget Once I knew how to love unconditionally Now love seems to fade between dreams Caressing my fingertips with its tender kisses Burn my skin to the touch Even an old flame can be dangerous As it withers away in darkness The pages can't be rewritten There is no delete button in life I never really thought my heart could break with such grace Would love to say I can forget all that has been done Alas these tortured memories are stitched and stapled to my brain Times are forever changed Can't look back it hurts to much But the future is just a

Cozmo's Crazy Dreams
K been having alot of weird dreams latley and i figured i would share them with everyone so here we go......August 28th dream...It all started in a river, i was swimming in a weird looking place kinda reminded me of the nile river with some girl and i think we were in a war zone cause we were planting explosives together along the river haha alot of explosives then we came upon a beach were other ppl were swimming and as i was standing on the little beach all the water in the river started too rush away so i grabbed the girl i was with and picked her up out of the water too make her safe and when i got her out of the water i went too fix my boxers cause they were all bunched up and sticking too me but she pulled them down from being bunched up and fixed them for me and i noticed she peeked at what was inside as she fixed them lol so as the water was rushing away and i was telling her ive seen this happen before and that this happens when a tsunami is coming and the river was almost emp

Unfinished....
I know your out there waiting I hear your voice away so far And the beauty of your words The distance cannot mar. Our bond it only strengthens And as the nights go by I feel your arms around me As I gaze up to the sky. The smile upon my lips It will surely never die As I�m waiting here for you Until you're by my side.

Just A Thought
Whatever you give a women, she will make it greater. Give her sperm, she will give you a baby. Give her a house, she will give you a home. Give her groceries, she will give you a meal. Give her your a smile, and she will give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges everything she is givin. Think about it :)

I Suck At Life And Im A Horrible Person.
i dont have many. lots of aquaintences. not many friends. especially ones like my pal last night. i went to see iggy and stooges with my pal and his old lady. they drove. i forgot my wallet. they drove all the way back home. then back to the city. after the show we went to this bar/eatery which was expensive (for this guy who is broke and sucks at life and such) and my pal paid the tab. period. entree. like 4 fucking appetizers. drinks. 'no man, its your belated birthday.' jesus christ. and i got another pal who also has been extremely nice to me lately as well. not too mention my 4 old roommates who i went to see for my birthday, who TRIED to take care of everything, but im a sneaky bastard. or my one super-pal on here who is always 'i miss you' 'where the fuck are you?' 'hang out more' 'hey red queer where the fuck have you been?!' all the time. anygays. its weird. im not a good person. im not a good friend. i try. but i fail miserably. im absent minded. its nothing personal, honest.

Dream A Little Dream
In my dreams you caress me like an angel. Our bodies move together in a symphony of motion. Every touch sends tingles through my body like a tidal wave of electricity. Your gaze mesmerizes me and intoxicates me.

Riddles And Such. :)
1.) I'm a container with the inside golden than can't be opened unless I'm broken! What am I? 2.) She was not the youngest and not the oldest. Her parents loved her best. Who is she? 3.) A baby is just born from a black mother and a white father. What is the color of the baby's teeth? 4.) When is a yellow dog most likely to enter a house? 5.) There are 2 fathers and 2 sons going on a fishing trip. Every person catches one fish. In total, there were only 3 fish. How is that so? 6.) You can find me in the sea but not in the ocean. You can't find me in a lake but you can find me in ponds. You can't see me at night but you can see me in the morning sun. 7.) If there is a cat in each corner of a square room and in front of each cat there are three other cats, how many cats are there in total? 8.) Two coins make 30¢ and one of them is not a nickel. What are the coins? 9.) If there are three cups of sugar and you take one away, how many do you have? 10.) Be

Bulletin Templet
In this I mentioned useing photobucket, but can can also use Tiny Pic or Image Shack Tiny Pic - http://tinypic.com/?t=postupload Image Shack - http://imageshack.us/ (1ST EDGE) (2ND EDGE) (3RD EDGE) (BACKGROUNG PIC OR YOU CAN LEAVE ENTIRE CODE OUT) WITH THESE FIRST 4 CODES YOU CAN PLAY WITH .. EITHER BY USING THEM ALL OR LEAVING ANY OF THEM OUT.. YOU WILL HAVE TO DECIDE THAT WHEN MAKING THE BULLIE WITH THIS CODE YOU CAN CHANGE THE COLOR OF THE TEXT IN THE BULLIE ALONG WITH THE STYLE TYPE AND TEXT SIZE WHEN USING PHOTOBUCKET YOU WILL SEE 4 CODE OPTIONS OF THE PIC THAT YOU WA

1
This isn't high school and this isn't my diary . This blog Isn't about anyone in particular. Don't be so vain . I'll keep it simple. If i have problems with some one, I wont sugar coat it . I also wont make it public . If we cant come to a solution , no need to make a scene about. i'll move on. its fucking fubar. I expect the same . I get the feeling the word "Drama" gets thrown around alot on here. If youre blogging about it, youre fueling the "drama". If you dont like me , that's fine . Just keep your mouth shut about me . I promise i'll do the same . I have the whole time . It's almost like speaking your mind is a fucking crime on here. Unless you buy them bling . I cant stress this enough , I'm not here to hold grudges , fight or be Keyboard hero . Outside this place and outside of work , there's a whole different world . Civilization.You should get out there and experience it. Anything you've heard about me , is most likely bull shit . If I've never had c

Business Would Like You To Accept That And Act Like Good Little Consumers
Iraq is a victory but a Pyrrhic one; a few more victories like this, and America will be defeated. Though Obama has done a good a job as fortune and the times have allowed him to do, this is isn't Obama's victory. Iraq certainly is not Bush's victory either.If Iraq is anyone's victory, it's the victory of experienced, competent, non-ideological military and civilian leadership over arrogant, theoretical, ideological, brute-force and massive ignorance political leadership. Our military and civilian agencies of government snatched victory from the mouth of defeat in a war that the politicians started and nearly lost. It's Petraeus' victory, it's Gates' victory, it's the soldiers' victory; Iraq is the victory of the reality-based community over the faith-based community.And if anyone was defeated in America, it was the neocons, who discovered that reality is not constructed from one's dreams or theories; rather, reality is reality; reality exists whether one likes it or not; and ignoring

I Just Dont Know!
WHILE I SIT HERE AND LISTION TO TUNES OFF OF YOUTUBE I HAVE ALOT OF THOUGHTS RUN THROUGH MY HEAD, AND I IN OVER MY HEAD WITH THIS LOUNGE AND GROUP? WHY THE PPL THOUGHT WAS MY FAMILY TURNS THERE BACK ON ME? WHAT AM I DOING WRONG? WHT THE FUCK IS WRONG WIT PPL? I'M ABOUT TO JUST GIVE THE FUCK UP AND SAY FUCK IT ALL AND I KNOW PPL WILL BE UPSET BUT I WORE THE FUCK OUT AND IDK WHAT ELSE TO DO...... I LOVE ALL MY FAM AND FRIENDS BUT IF YOU CAN HELP ME OUT LET ME KNOW. I LOVE MY JUGGALO WITH ALL MY HEART AND HE KNOWS IT. I LOVE MY FMHWC FAM TOO ALONG WIT MY JUGGALO'S AND JUGGALETTE'S WICKID CLOWN, AND KILLA NINJA'S

Kindergarten
well....today was the day...my youngest was off to full-day kindegarten and yes, im not afraid to admit, i did shed some tears. Jake, on the other hand, didn't seemed to phased by the enormity behind this day. Today he started school where he will spend the next 12 to 20 years of his life...learning, making friends and molding himself...i am excited for him, yet sad...i can only hope I have done my job to prepare him for all that lies ahead as he enters his schooling years...i know my job is far far from done, but now there will be other people in his life influencing him, teaching him, disciplining him, caring for him...i guess its time for me to share the joys my boys bring me with his teachers and classmates:P They both seem to like their teachers, and jake will warm up to his classmates as he does with everyone...now ....i made a promise to my boys today that I will be there today when that bell rings today at 3:15 so I must be off...let you know how it went:)

Safety Info For All Drivers Out There
information recieved from a friend this sounds a bit dramatic but just incase its true you were informed while driving on a rural end of the roadway on thursday morning i saw an infant car seat on the side of the road with a blanket draped over it for whatever reason i did not stop even though i had all kinds of thoughts running through my head but when i got to my destination i called the police and tey were going to check it out but this is what the police advised even before they went out there to check there are several things to be aware of gangs and thieves are now plotting different ways to get a person (mostly women) to stop their vehicle and get out of the car there is a gang initiation reported by the local police department where gangs are placing a car seat by the road with a fake baby in it waiting for a woman of course to stop and check out the abandoned baby note that the location of this car seat is usually beside a wooded or grassy (field) area and the person

Running Scared
The radical left (otherwise known as progressives/socialists/marxists/communists) won a big victory in 2006 when they took control of Congress. They won total victory in 2008 but now their agenda is exposed and they look like they are heading for defeat in 2010 and then total defeat in 2012. Is right the right way? No! The Republicans are just as guilty about the mess our country is in and set up the leftist rise in America Both sides, but mostly the left, has resorted to lies, smears, attacks and violence to hold onto their power. They have truly become haters and no one trusts our government anymore. Give us a government that respects all Americans individual rights. Politicians that believe in God, country and the constitution above their individual agendas and powers. They are out representatives. We are not their slaves

Life
as a mother I teach my children... You NEVER will ever truly know someone. With each day that passes time changes... With each daily influence people change... With every daily experience characters change... So trust in only ONE wordly being... that being yourself... People of this world take for granted Ones Word Ones Sincerity, swaying themselves to the flow of the river, the river that dominates today... Honesty is word, that today, can only be found printed on a page in a dictionary... Character a trait, that today, is oh so influenced but anothers opinion... and Frienship that most seem to take advantage of... To my children... stand true to your word, shine through your character, and never be mislead that being ones friend has the price tag of adopting ones views, that true friendship ... those with character those who stand by their word those who will expect nothing more from you than you being you...they are a true friend...so with this said... I wish you well, those

Rantish
Ok i just felt it was time for me to say a few words in a blog since i've never done one before. First off i have been here since july8th 2010? i think , lol should of looked before i mentioned it but oh well. ok that's all hugs n shit thanks for looking . I dream that NATO and the rest of the free countries in the world declare war on all dictatorships and any country where human rights is nothing more then a joke. I believe in order for our collective hearts to change we need to show we actually have hearts.To do for people because we believe they deserve the same respect that we want for ouselves.When the death of a stranger isn't something to joke about or hide from, but is something to motivate the masses to protect all in need. When we love people of the world because they are people of the world .I dream that my son's children will not see colors or religions when they look at people. We can do this in our lifetime and it's not as hard as we think it is, one step at a ti

Poems I've Written For J.d.
~ CELTIC RIVER ~ Watching you after battle, Down by a sparkling stream, I once again felt our souls connect, Even tho this was a dream. I remember looking up at you, With your eyes so full of fire, You fought the battle so strong and proud, Protecting our clans with a fierce desire. Leaning over the running stream, We washed the crimson off our hands, It was then I fell for you, The celtic warrior protecting our lands. Washing my hair down over that stream, I wonder if you thought of me too, I wet a cloth with the cool moving water, And slowly moved over to you. Bringing the cloth upon your face, All the crimson I began to clean, As I washed you softly, I looked in your eyes, Knowing my love for you, You had seen. Running my hand through your long wet hair, I dared to kiss your lips, I knew then and there, You felt the same, When your hands enclosed my hips. Leaning up against a tree, My breath had quickened, and my heart began to race, I knew then I would always love you my warrior

Random Stuff From Poems To Fave Songs
He's a fool and don't I know it But a fool can have his charms I'm in love and don't I show it Like a babe in arms I'm wild but not impatient Men were not a new sensation Couldn't sleep, and wouldn't sleep When love told me I shouldn't sleep Loving and hugging you know it I'm in love and don't I show it Like a babe in arms [Chorus:] I'm wild again, beguiled again A simpering, whimpering child again Bewitched, bothered and, bewildered am I My heart was lost, I paid the cost Cold from the start he played the part I must agree the laughs on me But he and I we were meant to be Anticipating, loving, hating, waiting What am I to do Bewildered and bewitched 'Cause I'm so bothered over you [Chorus] Just the same old sad sensation That's the way love feels And this half-pint imitation Has my head over my heels Wishin' and missin' you kissin' What am I to think Bothered and bewildered I can't sleep a wink [Chorus] My heart was lost I paid the cost Cold from the start I've seen a lot, I me

Xiii - Thirteen - Lyrics
XIII - THIRTEENIM ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN ITS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ANYTHING I DO AT ALLBUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO END UP WITH THE ARROWS POINTING AT ME AND MY BACK AGAINST THE WALLWELL I AINT SUPERSTICIOUS IN ANY SENSEAT ALL BUT THERES EXCEPTION TO THAT RULEBAD LUCK COMES WITH THIRTEEN THAT I KNOW ITS ON MY BACKTHIRTEEN STANDS FOR CRUEL(CHORUS)NUMBER THIRTEEN IS HAUNTING ME BAD LUCK WONT LEAVE ME BEIT ISNT ME ITSTHIRTEEN YOU SEE BAD LUCK WONT LEAVE ME BEYOU NEVER KNOW FOR CERTAIN IF THINGS WILL TURN OUTRIGHT WHEN YOU GOT THIRTEEN ON YOUR BACKYOU CANT BE OPTIMISTIC IN YOUR VIEWS ON LOVEAND LIFE WHEN YOUVE GOT THIRTEEN ON YOUR BACKYOU NEVER TRUST IN LUCK WHEN ALL YOUR CHIPS AREDOWN WHEN YOUVE GOT THIRTEEN ON YOUR BACKIT IS A THIRTEEN ON YOUR BACK THIRTEEN IS CARVED INTO YOUR BACKNERVES ARE GETTING TIGHTER AND YOURE REALLY GETTING TENSE SAYING LUCK DONT LEAVE ME NOWSWEAT IS POURING OUT YOURE LOSING ALL YOUR GRIP PRAYING LUCK DONT LEAVE MEYOURE STARING AT THE RUINS KICKING AT THE ASHES SCREAMING LU

Lounge Stuffs
Mass-- Ok you can chalk this up to my mood. or the day I've had or whatever reason you may want to ignore or dismiss this. But I STRONGLY SUGGEST YOU TAKE THE TIME. 1. if u want to DJ here that's fine. I appreciate your help. but if u have Committed , Asked to be placed on a steady schedule. do what u have committed. and no I'm not bitching about real life getting in the way I'm talking about .. the whiny ass "I don't wanna Dj to a lounge with only a few people in it" .. .. Fubar is a social networking site... u should have friends that want to listen to u .. if u don't go fucking make some. I don't have the time to deal with that and I WILL NOT DEAL WITH THAT. 2. I don't ask any more of my DJs than I would do my self ...I have never said I am the best coder on fu nor will I, However, there are quite a few people who would say that. It didn't happen over nite. Nor did the ppls who tune in to the BoneYard where ever I do .. sometimes it take years of work to be an overnight succes

Lost -n- Tha World
Lost -N- Tha World Another day has come and gone, You left us standing all alone. I feel so stupid and a shamed, That I fell for all you'r Bullshit and played out games! I was the one who was there for you when no one else was, Even when you bout died from all the drugs. I've watched you sleep and held you close, I was the one who loved you most! I was a good person so happy and free, Now you made me somthin I never wanted to be. Now that you'r gone im finding me, The person loving life living so care free. You have two kods that loves you good or bad, You wont even come see them and thats just sad! Dont you think they deserve a phone call from their so called #1 Dad? You never take blame, You fault everyone else. Take a look in the mirror you did it to yourself. Our kids are no longer screaming through the door "Daddy come back w

Random Rants
DJ RF Live!Broadcasting in the Corner PocketJust click on the DJ pic for entryNow Hiring DJs and all staff I HEAR ALOT OF PPL TALK ABOUT HOW LAME FUBAR HAS BECOME AND HOW ITS ALL ABOUT LEVELS AND POINTS....I FOR ONE AM NOT STAYING ON FUBAR BECAUSE OF POPULARITY GAMES OR HOW MUCH CRAP I CAN ACCUMULATE, LOL.... THE REASON I STAY IS FOR THE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE BECOME CLOSE TO OVER THE LAST 3 YEARS AND THE ONES THAT WITHOUT THEM, I WOULD BE LOST AND WOULD MISS THEM TERRIBLY. FUNNY HOW FATE THROWS PPL TOGETHER IN A COMPLETELY RANDOM PLACE AND THESE PEOPLE BECOME PPL THAT KNOW YOU AND WHAT YOU'RE GOING THROUGH AND BEFORE YOU KNOW IT, THEY HAVE A PLACE IN YOUR HEART AND BECOME FAMILY TO YOU. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, THERE ARE STILL A FEW GENUINE PPL IN THE WORLD AND I HAVE HAD THE HONOR AND PRIVILEGE OF MEETING THEM AND BECOMING A FRIEND TO THEM TOO. JUST WANTED TO LET THOSE PPL KNOW THAT THEY MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING AND I CHERISH THE MEMORIES OF THE NIGHTS WE STAYED UP TIL

Lyrics
There's uh.. strange {*voices*}There's there's many many voices in my head many different voicesSome are like this {*repeat 7X*}I hear voices one voice in particularComes into my mind perpendicular rectangular it's a strangularHe's like some kind of mental fucking mangular I don't knowHe tells me to punch Esham and Shaggz so I punch em I even call Twiztid fagsThey get mad slap me and smear my make-upI've named this evil voice named him JacobJacob tells me "Climb the ladder and jump off head firston the street don't worry it's soft"So I jump thump I'm on a gurneyJacob laughs at me "Your so fucking nerdy"Fuck him I hate him I hate him I can't escape himI finally get alone he calls me on a telephone {*phone rings*}"Violent J there?" Here"Hey this is Jacob I want you to piss in your underwear ok bud?" SureI'm pissin now it fuckin ticklesJacob's dissin again I hear his gigglesAfter I cut all my fingers off for that motherfucker I finally had enoughGo see a doctorDoc, hello"Hi have a seat le

Ugh!!
Wtf is wrong with some ppl on this site? When someone is depressed you don't try t o perve on them by making them go look at naked photos!! Some ppl are just fucked in the head and need to stop. Seriously??!! Wtf?? Why do guys do that shit?? Are they just that flipping retarted or just that damn stupid?? I dont wanna look at ur naked ass when I'm deptressed. When someone is depressed sex is that last thing on there mind. When will everyone realize that. So stop doing that shit to me every single fcking time!!!!!!!! It's annoying and makes u look like bad if u realize it or not. So stop with the damn shit and BS and gt a fucking grip!!

Evil Angel
I've been standing on this ledge wondering how far the fall,Still not sure if you'll ever try to catch me at all.Yet pushing off with my feet and a nosedive straight in,Into a world of fulfillment,pain,pleasure, and sin.I'm taking a chance for you to be mine,To build a world with you so beautifully divine.Step by step and very second in a minute falling faster and faster,Hoping the end of my trip wont be a bloody disaster.Holding my arms out in front of me and my heart in hand,Everything is becoming clearer but there you stand.With your head held up high and your arms open wide,both thinking that where going to collide.Stopping abruptly with no blood and no mess,Hovering above you taking my heart and placing yours in my chest.Pulling me into reality this is our day,Finally both never again having to pray.With both feet firmly planted on the ground,You is all I see nothing else is around.Yet we both still hearing the ignorant bickering never,but we both know we'll be together forever. I

Labor Day
The Gainesville SunMike Williams: The true meaning of Labor DayPublished: Friday, September 3, 2010 at 4:28 p.m.Last Modified: Friday, September 3, 2010 at 4:28 p.m.The true meaning and significance of Labor Day, much like many other national holidays and observances, has been largely forgotten by too many Americans. Labor Day is the culmination of years of struggle by the American labor movement to enshrine a day on the calendar when the nation pauses and takes stock of the achievements of the American worker and the incredible contributions to our society that have been made by workers who have chosen to organize, form unions and use their collective strength to build a stronger nation, one built on justice and economic opportunity for all.It is unfortunate that an over five decade long campaign to marginalize, demonize and erase the history of the American labor movement has brought us to this point, but I want to challenge everyone on this Labor Day to take a good look at the histo

Observations
You know, I've skimmed though a lot of women's asshats folders ands its become apparent that a lot of guys don't understand the concept of relationship status so I'm going to break it down for them. Single - means I'm in a relationship but I put single because when I leave it as in a relationship no one rates or blings me. Stupid men, they all want the same thing. It's complicated - same as above, just slightly more honest. Married/In a relationship - means I'm single but I put down I'm taken because I hope maybe fewer guys will send me pics of their peen. You know I'm not so sure its working. Widowed - I'm in a relationship but my boyfriend did something to piss me off, now he's dead to me.

For You Cheaters
I am a very sexual person. I have an open marriage. My husband knows who I am with and where I am. I have his love regardless. What does this mean? I am not going to replace him, who else would be so understanding? Also, I am not here to replace your wife or girlfriend. My life is very busy and the time I have free is precious. So this means I am not going to hook up with someone who limits my communications because they feel the need to lie and sneak around. If I happen to send a text at 1pm and you get it at 5pm when your girl is home thanks to sucky cell service... it's not my fault and I don't deserve to be blasted because you either; got in trouble, or almost got in trouble. I don't need this drama in my life so move the F on. There are plenty of wonderful SINGLE men out there who would like to keep my company until that special someone comes into their lives. That's great but if they do come into your life; accept that is what you want. Be HONEST WITH T

Army Man He's Sexy Dan
Army Man he’s Sexy Dan (Trace Adkins Badonkadonk) Turn it up some Alright turf, this is his favorite song You know that right So, if we play it good and loud He might get up and fight again Ooh, he put his beer down Here he comes Here he comes Left left left right left Whoo Husslers shootin' hitlists Throwin' minis getting him pissed Feelin' damn near 10 ft. tall Here he comes, Lord help them all Ol Dans got that look again, that look of I don’t care We all stop attacking, it ain't our fault It's so hard not to stare At that Army Man hes Sexy Dan Keepin' perfect rhythm Make ya wanna fight along Got it goin' on Like Donkey Kong And whoo-wee Shut my mouth, slap your grandma There outta be a law Get FuSheriff on the phone Lord have mercy, how's he even get that killin on That Army Man he’s Sexy Dan (Aww son) Now Honey, you can't blame him For what his mama gave him It ain't right to hate him For workin' that killin whimTurfs shuts down at two But we're hangin' out

Fubar Promotion!!!
I RECIEVED THIS EARLIER FROM AN UNKNOWN SOURCE BUT I HAD TO POST IT! THIS IS THE TRUEST THING I HAVE HEARD ABOUT FUBAR EVER! AND SINCE THERE IS SUCH A THING AS FREEDOM OF SPEACH HERE YOU GO!!! Good Afternoon sir / ma'am. Are you interested in having your marriage or relationship destroyed? Or if youre single then perhaps you'd be interested in having your life-long best friend turn against you? If you are, then I would like to invite you to join www.fubar.com. It's an online bar where you can rate people's pictues and profiles on a scale of 1 to 10, and if you have VIP status you will have the privelege of rating someone an 11. Membership is free but VIP membership is 14.95 a month and you will have your name bolded in your choice of pink, blue, or gray or you can simply leave it as the standard white, now this IS an adult site, you have to be at least 18 years old to join because some our membrs have partially nude and fully nude pictures in which our male and surprisingly hig

To_the_truckers_and_all_other_roadceos
To the Truckers, and All Other Roadceos Alright folks, this blog comes to you at special request from PrincessLeia http://fubar.com/951340 in California of Fubar.com. She read my last post, and brought to my attention an issue that all of us Drivers deal with almost every shift. Now in truth this issue affects all the Roadceos, but more so the Truckers because driving a truck and trailer is a huge responsibility. I am not here to pick on anyone, but I am here to help us understand each other better. With better understanding we can make the road a safer place; the more we enjoy the road the more we can enjoy our Beautiful Country we call Home. So here we are; it’s feeling sleepy at the wheel that unites us all. Yes, the truckers are the focus of this blog, but remember it is not only us who get sleepy at the wheel. Now to the rest of the Drivers on the road, and the ones at home trying to enjoy their families, and/or what gives you rest from the ro

Stuff That I Care About.
Okay. So I hear a whole lot of people talking about equailty. Call someone black, instead of "African American" and you are a racist. Call someone Orental, instead of "Asian American" guess what.....you racist bastard. Call someone a Jew instead of Hebrew, or Pagan instead of Wiccan, and you're not religously sensitve. You have to respect everybody. You have to call them whatever they have chosen to be called this week. YOU must be sensitive and understanding. Respect "African Amercans" even if they were born outside Africa and have never been there. Respect "Chinese Americans" who have never been near China. Respect, Jews, Christians, Muslims, Native Americans, Latin Americans....Hmmm wonder why there are no Canadian Americans? That being said, don't fret. You are FREE and welcome to discriminate. Gays, Lesbians and Bi-Sexuals are still fair game. Fell free to call them names, beat them, violate their rights. It's okay as log as you limit it to Gays, Lesbians and Bi-sexuals. JUST

Whatever
It amazes me when people see that you are new that they try to make you out as a fool or a Retard, when it's them that post the stupid shit to make fun of others..Seems to me that if you do that then you are too immature for an adult website... I geuss that certain people don't know any better and their parents didn't teach them anything about respect, whether or not the other person is wrong or right.... I don't think I could try to do something like that, i don't know how yet..but believe me, i have more respect for people i don't know, because for one thing. YOU DON"T KNOW THEM LIKE THAT. I don't care too much for stupid people, I can handle ignorant people because they can learn from others..But STUPID PEOPLE, I'm sorry but YOU CAN'T FIX STUPID!! So before you go and try to piss in someones cereal bowl, you need to see if they are aware of a few things or not.. They may be a newbie...

The Johnny Freezze Fan Club
A Johnny Freezze Fan Club Update. Hey everybody, the "Save Our Planet" music video has now been released and you can watch it on Johnny Freezze's YouTube page. http://www.youtube.com/johnnyfreezze Don't forget to visit the Official Johnny Freezze Fan Club web site http://webspace.webring.com/people/jj/johnnyfreezze/ Anyone wanting to learn the story of Johnny Freezze shouldwatch my video bio, "A Tale Of The Freezzer" on YouTube.Fans can visit him, get updates about him, or just followhim anywhere on the web. Thank you.You All ROCK!!PeaceJohnny Freezze The Johnny Freezze Fan Club 2011 To all patriotic Americans: I pledge my faith in my flag to defend her till death do us part!! God Bless The USA, and thanks to all who remembered the fallen on 9-11-2001. We will never forget, or forgive this act. EVER! Peace Johnny Freezze

What U May Not Know
Kellogg's Cornflakes, the bland breakfast flakes that go almost instantly limp in milk were originally invented to bore you into such a deep coma that you would fall face down in the milk drenched flakes, drown, and thereby be spared the temptation and sin known as masturbation. Like many Christian conservatives before and since, Dr. John Harvey Kellogg believed that masturbation, and in fact all sexual excess, was sinful -- "sexual excess" here defined as "sex for anything beyond reproduction". For instance: after marrying, Kellogg chose to spend his honeymoon sequestered from his wife, valiantly striving to complete his his influential book Plain Facts for Old and Young: Embracing the Natural History and Hygiene of Organic Life (1892). Talk about your dull, soggy flakes. Kellogg himself seems to have solved the problem by redirecting his attentions to an obsessive fascination with cleansing the bowels. For Kellogg, the tube linking anus to lips was a seething quagmire of pollution,

To All My Friends.
You are cool, you are sweet. Stay that way and never change. Keep cool and stay the same. Never change for any one but you're self. You are all number one in my books. I am looking for dj's to help me out with my lounge that I just got up. Plus some one to help me get the music on there and for the skins etc. Any help would be greatly appreciated. You all rock. I am looking for good people to join my turf. I have paid positions open. Here is the link. Please come and check it out. http://fubar.com/mafia/?t=11951 Thank you.

Code Of Conduct
1. All 2nd Alarm hottie Prospect must have a verified salute and a minimun "10 new pics of yourself ,being full body. 2.All hotties must be female (no exceptions) 3.Must sign the COC (code of conduct)Agreement below as a comment I"agree"in order to be placed into voting procedure. 4.Shout Box and Fu_mail must be open to all officers for communications .(Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all officers are made friends) 5.2nd Alarm Hotties must be added to your family while being considered a Prospect and remain in your family after admittance.Fire Chief ( Founder)must be added to your famliy but doesn't have to be in top 7.but as long as he's in your family so that he can contact you anytime when needed .Also your Team Leader well be added to your top Friend so that they contact you at anytime . 6.All new Hotties well be assign as Team Leader who we Ask To be Placed in top friends so they can contact you also.Putting your Team Leader into family w

What The Hell Is Wrong With People
one day i was walking down the street and all of a sudden a known crack head here in bath comes up to me and ask if he could get some money so he can get some crack i said what the hell is wrong with you? Do you actually think i am going to give you money to get high with i dont think so.

Lies
It's funny how the things you thought you would never do, are options you are considering now?! With everything tat is/has gone on, I look back and think to myself "I knew better, what was I thinking?!" There's really nobody to blame but my ownself. So with that being said, pick up the pieces and do what I need to ensure everything is taken care of and move on. What ever it takes....lol! I would like to thank the ones who have been by my side throughout all this mess and help me look on the brighter side of things. It honestly has helped. Even though everything is screwed up right now, there is a big part of me that is relieved! So thanks to my friends for all their moral support and dealing with my crazy ass...lol! You know who you are!!!

A Little About Me
For those of you who know me, you know I am all about helping my friends anyway I can. I don't care about money or possesions because well with out people around you they mean nothing. I am the type of person I will give the last pennies I have to help a friend, or the shirt off my back, and I have with a few people and no I am not listing names because it is no ones business. There are a few who I have done for that felt the need to talk shit about me or tell other people what a fool I am or how they used me and what not. Well this is my response to them, and no I am not naming names because again it is no ones business. A few months ago I recieved a large sum of money from the Army for an injury I sustained in Afghanistan in 2007. I spent the money as I saw fit, helping a few friends and people I thought were friends. I paid off some bills and took care of things as I felt they needed to be addressed. I did over do it and came up short when it came to money to the point I almost l

2010 Pittsburgh Steelers Football!
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Obama Drops The Declaration
President Obama just redecorated The Oval Office. Part of his feng shui includes a new rug featuring several of his favorite quotes: “The Only Thing We Have to Fear is Fear Itself” – Franklin D. Roosevelt“The Arc of the Moral Universe is Long, But it Bends Towards Justice” – Martin Luther King, Jr. “Government of the People, By the People, For the People” – Abraham Lincoln“No Problem of Human Destiny is Beyond Human Beings” – John F. Kennedy “The Welfare of Each of Us is Dependent Fundamentally Upon the Welfare of All of Us” – President Theodore RooseveltOf all the memorable quotes in American history, Obama chooses no Founders’ words for his office rug. There is not even a nod to the Declaration of Independence (“All Men are Created Equal”…anyone?).This is not the only time that Obama has ignored the Declaration of Independence. For instance, J

Go Fuck Yaself Katie
Well I knew this would happen, so that's why I'm rappin. Yea you standin me up, but Bitch you lettin me down. Tellin your lies to me, you da hoe of dis town. Best be lookin round, Cause ain't no one lovin you now. Damn Katie, you broke my heart. The last few times you said your on your way, I stayed up all damn night, and through the next day. I'm tired of ya games, and this is what I'm sayin. Best believe this shit, Cause girl I ain't playin. Go Fuck YaSelf! Bitch you ain't good enough for me. Go Fuck YaSelf! Is is too hard for you to see? Yea you standin me up, but Bitch you lettin me down.

Poetry
I'm blinded by the sunlight reflecting off your soul. You pull me in like the dark navy blue sea underneath a summer lit moon. Zombified, with every word is my one step closer to your heart. I cherish every moment I spend with you. Craving your endless mind, deeper and deeper I want to be. You have me wishing are souls were fused as one. Together for eternity, just yours with mine. And when the air is filled with nothing but our hearts beating and our breath, we're only gazing into eachothers true selves. Every little piece of you is different but is still amazingly, perfectly imperfect. Your beautiful in your own way. With the Earth sprung on that very day I knew just how much I truly, madly, deeply am in love with you. When you speak, that beautiful noise leaking from your lips soothe my aching heart. That fills the other half of my soul. It wraps around me like the beating sun on an August morning. When you touch me, those coarse but gentle hands up my arm and around my neck arouses

My Path
My desires have overcome me, My will now belongs to her. She is all things bautiful in the world, Of this my mind is sure. Though she says shes no Goddess, I can see nothing else. She is my light from the sun, I hold this true to myself. Anything I have I would give her, Even my will to breathe. All I ask in return is, That from my eyes you never leave So deep in her thoughts,Is where I long to be.Buried into her heart,Will this she ever see.In days of old,This would be my lifelong quest.To search only for her,Forsaking all the rest.I wish my God would smile on me,And make this beautys heart mine.Then I would have the greastest treasure,And cherish it for all time. She can never understand, How deep in my heart she has gone.Or when I say I want you,She says my words are wrong.To tell her and show her,Is really all I can do.Maybe someday,sometime,She'll know my heart is true.Even though she is far from me,My heart forever holds her dear.And it waits for the day,Her heart no longer hol

Life
Ok so this is some old stuff, I am workin on some new stuff, I finally have some inspiration but I thought I'd start off with showing you some off the old first. Hope you enjoy. Yeah kinda depressing but hey what ya gonna do? lol In An Instant Sometimes as I lay at night,I see a vision in the light.I see the way things used to be,Dim and unclear with uncertainty.I see the the way he he held her tight,Not knowing i was there that night.Looking at him,As he turned her loose,I thought to myself,There's just no use.I walked down the road.The music was blarring.With tears in my eyes, I couldn't help starring.His eyes met mine,With a look of surprize.I Knew In an InstantLove had Died.

Just A Thought....
So i am in class wondering.... why does the truth get scarred more than a lie? is it because the lie feed the need of the people at the time and the truth is just that? the truth brings to light the ugliness of the person that is the accused or the gulity...and the lie is the feel good numbing drug that decieves the masses... maybe its me...i dont know....just a thought, i will build on this later we speak a whole different slang/ but it amounts to the same thang/ your feelings be hurt and the guns going bang/ you a bitch in real life/ probally some dudes prison wife/ stop acting like a girl/ take off your dress this is the world/ stop acting all feminine/ unless you wanna wear pumps and that dress again/ you making shyt a mess again/ man the fuck up! and thats all i got for this one, maybe when i think of some more i will add to it....lol So i was thinking, what the hell am i on fu? Like seriously why am i on fu...i have nothing in common with like 99.7% of the people on

Touch Of A Man
As u approach me, my heart starts to beat, fast,pulsing, racing with time. Kindling , and glowing , like we are to be intwined.Panting, gasping for my air to release from your fiery embrace,wanting , desiring, like i was wrapped in soft lace.You are there, slightly touching my silky skin,waiting for u to reach further within.You slide your hand down my arms, temperature risingfeed me , feel me, i can already feel a uprising.You move my hair licking and kissing at my luscious neck.oh touch me baby, for i will become such a wreck.You kiss me passionately on my luscious lips, you reach around me and start to grab my hips.Your kiss has done it, i start to melt and fall into your embrace.You gentley look at me staring into my beautiful face.You run your hands down across my back feeling my heat.oh my love i am feeling so good right down to my feet.Slowly u guide your hand to that satin pleasure,kissing down my chest and stomach looking for that treasure.Slightly , licking, savoring my delig

Poems
Dedicatied For September 11th, 2001"The United States is under attack" was all I could hearOn the radio and TV, now the nation was in fear.The bystanders looking pointing above their headsFamily members calling in hopes loved ones weren't dead.Sirens started blaring, cries were certainly heard"Oh my God" was the consensus of American words.Tears started pouring as the television showed the worldThe second plane hitting, more like it hurled.Terrorist attacked in hopes to put us in despairPearl Harbor is the only attack for US to compareThe tragedy, the lives lost with no remorse.Al-Quida received our attention from using blunt force.After what seemed like forever, the towers started to fall.People started running, the cameras caught it all.I remember desperate acts of people falling to their deathI sat in my living room crying, just holding my breath."How could this happen, I don't understandWho could be bold enough to touch on our land?"I couldn't conceive of the actions taking placeI

Poems
Standing alone in this cold cold world,with nothing to my name.The only thing on my back is the clothesI picked out today.Sitting on this cold cold step,with nothing to my name.The only thing in my hand is a can I found today.Laying on this cold cold bench,with nothing to my name.the only thing I got to cover withis a newspaper I found today.Buried in this cold cold grave,with nothing to my name.The only thing I have left to say,is that no one came today. Wallpaper Love: By Caroline Marie Morrison I look at you on my computer screen,and all I can do is just sit and dream. What I see when I look into your beautiful brown eyes, is a promise of everlasting love. As I sit and stare I see you reach out to me, took my hand and kiss each finger tip. Pulling me close to you, I feel proud and free. Never letting go of me, you hold me and sang to me. A song of everlasting love, you made a promise that you had to keep. A promise of love that goes so deep, I knew right then you were

9-11
Today as we remember and we pray for those who are lost and those who lost please remember that we have all lost a little bit of us and we must thank our armed forces for our freedom and thank the one who died to give us all we have God Bless and Godspeed with a heavy sorrow filled heart,thank you Sam

Commercial Union
Dear sirs, I took out what your agent called a "comprehensive policy" and he said if i ever suffered a fire, flood or theft or got struck by lightening i only had to claim on yourselves. I am a spinster living on my own, and i was feeling the cold so i called a man in to fix the heating. Yesterday when i was adjusting a picture, the electric heater melted a hole in the front of my nylon dress, and wish to know if i am properly covered? yours truly... Virginia N Rustyfann Dear miss rustyfann, we are sorry to hear about the hole in the front of your dress, and although it doesn't sound to us that you are properly covered we are sending a man at once to look into it.In any case before he makes you an offer we have instructed him to find out what other cover you may have, and I should warn you that failure to disclose anything may lead to a breach of the contract so i trust you will hide nothing. yours

Never Forget!
Do you remember where you were 9 years ago on this day? I bet you do. I bet nearly every American born before that day could tell you exactly where they were. For some the events of 9/11 touched far deeper then others. For those of us that did not directly lose a loved one, a family member, a close friend, we were all still touched on a deep primal level. Those images that flashed before our eyes on every media frequency available. The days of living the way we once did, ended at exactly 8.46 AM when Flight 11 was flown into the North Tower of the World Trade Center. It was 9.49 AM Central Time when I heard the news. I could go into grave detail of the feelings that overwhelmed me on this day but my personal feelings do not play a part in this. It was the feelings of all of the souls trapped in that tower, the feelings of this, Our Great United States of America, that matter. It is the thoughts of those people stuck and knowing they will DIE. And for what? What was going through these

9-11
September 11, 2001, where were you? What does it mean to you? That day is the day that war was declared on the US. We were attacked for the first time in over a hundred years. That was the day when we as a whole stopped, held our breath, and united in a cause. That cause was the defence of all we hold dear. Why were we attacked? It was the belief of one man, Osama Bin Laden, that our nation represented all that was evil in this world. He shook the foundations of this nations from the top down. We now take this date as a rememberance point. We honor our men and women and think back to what happened that day. I say we should honor the service members everyday, not just on holidays. I ask again where were you? What were you doing? I was on board the USS Pennsylvania SSBN 735, that morning we were running a routine evolution that turned into anything but routine. We stayed there for a LONG time and got to wondering what was going on, then our CO informed us that the US (our l

Hottie's Blog
Thank you for sharing a bit of your life ..for the friendship you've shown i may haven't done enough to make you fell that i value you ..but there's only few word i want to say .."THANK YOU" what ever its is.. from, Sexy Ann Deputy chief

Feelings
If I were to give you my all. Would you give me your all to.? If I were to tell you that you mean everything to me. Would you tell me the same.? If I were to say to you that nothing in the world makes me happier then seeing you smile. and to hear you laugh. Would you even care? If I were to hold you close, and never let you go away from me. Would you hold me closer.? If we were to be together forever and ever. Would you promise to never leave. And love me unconditionally.? If I gave you everything. Would you just let me stand beside you? If I told you i love you. Would you tell me "I love you to" The things we say. The things we do. Does this appeal to you? I try to say the things I feel.. If I were to promise you the world. Would you promise me forever? If I were to speak of you in godly tones. Would you speak of me into heavens ear? If I kissed your lips. And never stopped. Would you Let my kiss go and walk away from me.? The way I feel. The kiss I long for. The things I want to touc

Memorial Day
I AM A VETERAN LAIN UNDER THE SOD,I’M IN THE GOOD COMPANY, I’M UP HERE WITH GOD COME TO MY GRAVE AND VISIT WITH ME,I GAVE MY LIFE SO YOU COULD BE FREE.TODAY IS MEMORIAL DAY THROUGHOUT THIS GREAT LAND THERE’S AVENUES OF FLAGS, PARADES AND BANDS.I CAN HEAR THE MUSIC, THE FIRING SQUAD AND TAPS HERE COME MY COMRADES, THE LEGIONNAIRES, THE BLUECAPS.ONE OF THEM JUST PUT A FLAG BY MY STONE. SOME DAY HE’LL HAVE ONE BY HIS OWN.SOME THINK OF THIS DAY AS JUST A DAY FREE FROM TOLL, WHILE OTHERS ARE BUSY WORKING THE SOIL.THEY SAY THEY HAVE PLANS, OTHER THINGS TO DO. DON’T PUT US ASIDE AS YOU WOULD AN OLD SHOE.COME VISIT MY GRAVE IN THIS CEMETERY SO CLEAN, THIS IS WHAT MEMORIAL DAY MEANS.THERE ARE MANY OF US LYING IN WAKELESS SLEEP IN CENETERIES OF GREEN AND OCEANS OF DEEP.IT’S SAD THAT FOR MANY WHO FOUGHT SO BRAVE, NOW NO ONE COMES TO VISIT THEIR GRAVE.THEY DIED SO YOU COULD HAVE ONE WHOLE YEAR FREE. NOW CAN’T YOU SAVE THIS ONE DAY FOR ME?THERE ARE SOLDIERS

Family
family its been so long since this fam was together the way it was seemed like so long forever wishing it would be back the way it wasknowing it wont be for some time to come we have all let each other go for some odd reason we jus went with the flow pretending we didnt care predtending we didnt loveits all for a reason a reason full of blood i know the love is still there somewhere we jus gotta get it back to where we are all smilinglets actually care and actually loveand we might jus find that reason we all shoved to the back burner for what reason i say i say it was the drama and the painthat we inflicted on ourselves in which return caused it on the peersz of the same we all have regrets and we are not made perfecthell we are only humans who have brought down the curtainsto peek in and see what is really going on i know for shure we have all fallen for some one we love with all our hearts why cant it be the way it used to workwhen we hung out and laughed made jokes and looked

The Real Dallas Angel
Let me fill you in so you know the whole story me and angela was married for 18 years we had 2 girls together and 1 she had when we meet. She desided one day to just leave and go to that guy Fred(Punisher) and child sex offender. The day she left we were going to a Disney party and had Tiffany cooking Dinner and told her she be home in a min and the hole time was driving to IL. She did not talk or say anything was wrong she just left me and the kids she took candius the oldest one with her but after 6 months she came back to live with me because of what Fred did to her. When Angela left and went to Fred she called my work at Disney were I have worked for 12yr and were the insurance for the kids were and got me fired. She has never paid any child support since she left she owes over $10,000 already. She always calls says fred is beating her or treating her like shit or when she needs something. She has never tried to talk to the girls or anything. Now she came back saying she wanted to

New Poem?
"PAIN" I open my eyes. You close them tight Why cant you let go without a fight? You call this the end, I call it the start I swear to god your not very smart. You think you have won just like its a game Thats the mindboggling shit that makes me insane I was never right and you were never wrong But who turned out to be lieing all along. -Kyle-

Letter To The Editor
‏ 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores in July 2002, and in New York Sept 112001 and have continually threatened to do so since?Were people from all over the world, not brutally murdered that day in London, and in downtown Manhattan , and in a field in Pennsylvania ?Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they?And I'm supposed to care that a few Taliban were claiming to be tortured by a justice system of the nation they come from and are fighting against in a brutal insurgency.I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11 and 7/7.I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere belief of which is a crime punishable by beheading in Afg

Read It!
why can't i find one sweet decent man on here most that i have met are a bunch of perverts and sex o halics! im not like that!.fubar should really pay attention to who's on here.they should a pervert button or something lol.but honestly i'd like to find a guy who actually likes to talk,who has some intilagents. sex is nice but not when its the ONLY subject to talk about. just cuz it's the internet dosen't you should act like a pervert.im just so sick and tired of perverts and sex o halics.WHERE OH WHERE IS MY PRINCE CHARMING?????

Bombing Family Blogs
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Idk Anymore
We used to lie awake at night;and talk till early light,and I would hear you call my name.I saw the world through lover's eyes,and didn't stop to realize;that you would never love me again.But to you, it was only a game. I search to find reality,and though you're just a memory;In dreams I see you here by my side.It seems like only yesterday;we played the games that lover's play,I thought we had no secrets to hide.And we laughed, and we loved and we cried. I gave you my heart; I gave you my soul.I gave you my love and you took it all.You were my life; you were my world.I gave you my heart but you took it all. Yes you took it all.

My Vampire Story
“Its me calm down,” I chuckle. “You scared the shit out of me,” she whimpers. I kiss her so she can’t complain anymore. I run my hands all over her body. We wash each other, get out and dry each other off. I look at my phone and there was a missed call from Desdemona, I knew she set everything up for me. Before Cherrie could put her clothes on I put a robe around her, blind fold her and lead her to the backyard. I was amazed at what she did. In the corner of the back yard there used to be an ugly over grown canopy type area. Now there was a black canopy with a big fluffy red blankets on a bed. There were red and black lights everywhere. Last but not least there were two goblets filled with the blood Desdemona had put away. I stand Cherrie in front of the canopy and pull off the blindfold. She was speechless. I pulled her onto the bed and handed her the goblet. She drank it slow not knowing what it was. “What the hell was that it

If You're In The Dallas Area Around 9/25, Check This Out...
Hey folks You probably don't know me, and if you do.. Groovy. If not.. Well, that's cool too. My Name is Sean and I currently host a 'net radio show Friday evenings on http://www.renegaderadio.net (If you're really that intersted, just ask me for more info :p ) However, i'm not here to plug that. We're a sponsor for an event on 9/25 at Oriley's in Dallas, TX - I've been in charge of doing most of the promo for the gig, So alas - Here's one more attempt to get some butts there.. What show is it, you ask? Why, it's the First Annual Epic Music Showcase And Convention! What's that all about you ask? Truth be told in the past 6 or 7 years, the music scene is Dallas has kind of, gone down hill. the Legendary Deep Ellum is now hardly a shell of what it once was, be it from club owners not being able to handle keeping everything open due to the economy, getting bored, or whatever.. The fact of the matter is, The scene needs a kick in the ass. But how? Simple. You get 13 bands, You start